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1. 0:00What most people fail to understand when
2. 0:01they are getting into this whole notion
3. 0:03of manifesting your dream life is that
4. 0:06authenticity is key. You will never be
5. 0:09able to attract all of your desires if
6. 0:12you do not know who you are. And this is
7. 0:15something that I truly stand by and that
8. 0:17I've been exploring literally ever since
9. 0:20I've gotten into this work 5 years ago.
10. 0:22And this is something that I really want
11. 0:24to teach on here because I feel like not
12. 0:26enough people are talking about it,
13. 0:28especially when it comes to all of the
14. 0:31clickbaity titles of this is how you get
15. 0:34everything you want within a week,
16. 0:36within 3 days, 24 hours even. And
17. 0:41I feel like this is also why I haven't
18. 0:44been as active on here as I would like
19. 0:45to be because it really does not speak
20. 0:48to me the way that people are scripting
21. 0:50videos, the way that people are making
22. 0:53false promises to their audiences or
23. 0:56even to their clients when they're
24. 0:57practicing active coaching.
25. 1:00And I kind of want to break that today.
26. 1:02And this is the first video of my series
27. 1:04where I will be doing that for I don't
28. 1:07know how many parts or whatever. But
29. 1:09I've been victim to this myself. Um,
30. 1:12where I was truly dimming down my light
31. 1:14because I was putting all of these
32. 1:15labels onto myself of what I thought
33. 1:18people wanted me to be online when this
34. 1:20is really And I just had a
35. 1:23talk with my mom which was really
36. 1:24interesting um about how I do not fit
37. 1:27conventional jobs and how I'm not a
38. 1:31conventional person in any sense by any
39. 1:34means. I have so many layers and when I
40. 1:37say this I do not speak from the ego. I
41. 1:39literally do have so many layers and I
42. 1:42want to explore all of them and I've
43. 1:45been struggling my whole life with like
44. 1:48finding a identity especially career
45. 1:50career-wise because I feel like
46. 1:52especially in Germany since I am German
47. 1:55it is such a huge part of what people's
48. 1:59identity is like the first two things
49. 2:01that you ask people when you get to know
50. 2:02them is oh what do you do for a living
51. 2:04so this is something that I've always
52. 2:06been struggling with myself and ever
53. 2:08since I got into this um
54. 2:11self-development space. I've been
55. 2:13wanting to do something in this bubble.
56. 2:16I've felt that in my soul that I want to
57. 2:18teach something.
58. 2:20So, this is why I started this YouTube
59. 2:23channel in the first place and it just
60. 2:25happened to be like my first kind of
61. 2:27viral video was me talking about
62. 2:29subliminals. And ever since then, I felt
63. 2:32like I had to perform in a way where I'm
64. 2:36the subliminal creator. That is just
65. 2:38like the identity that I have now. That
66. 2:40is the hat that I put on and now I need
67. 2:42to run with it. When truly that wasn't
68. 2:44even why I started this channel in the
69. 2:46first place. It was to capture my
70. 2:49thoughts because sometimes I feel like I
71. 2:51say smart things that other people can
72. 2:53benefit from. And this is why I have
73. 2:55this channel. And tying it back to this
74. 2:58whole authenticity thing and why I feel
75. 3:00like people should be talking about that
76. 3:01more is
77. 3:04your desires are valid and they are
78. 3:08there for a reason, but you really need
79. 3:10to dig deep in order to find out why you
80. 3:13want the things that you want.
81. 3:16And I've had people reaching out to me
82. 3:19multiple times over and over again. Um,
83. 3:22which is honestly incredible for me
84. 3:23because I feel like it's so special that
85. 3:26people are seeking up my advice
86. 3:28specifically,
87. 3:30but that also makes me feel like
88. 3:31something that I'm saying is resonating
89. 3:32with people. So, I will just keep going.
90. 3:35Um, but people are reaching out to me
91. 3:37constantly about
92. 3:39their desire is not manifesting. Their
93. 3:41subliminal is not working. They've been
94. 3:44wanting to manifest a text from a
95. 3:45certain person and it's not coming in.
96. 3:48And something that really like
97. 3:50aggravates me when I when I hear that or
98. 3:53when I read these messages is that they
99. 3:56don't understand that they are basing
100. 3:57their whole identity on that desire.
101. 4:02And especially relationship wise, this
102. 4:04has been something that I've been also
103. 4:06thinking about a lot because I have a
104. 4:08very obsessive personality in general
105. 4:11where I find things that are very
106. 4:14interesting to me and I latch on to them
107. 4:15very quickly and I have the hardest time
108. 4:17of actually letting them go, which is
109. 4:20perfect to be working with manifestation
110. 4:24because obsessing is exactly what you're
111. 4:26not meant to be doing.
112. 4:28But as an obsessive person myself, I
113. 4:32really understand this feeling of not
114. 4:34being able to detach from your desires.
115. 4:38And the number one thing that I've been
116. 4:42practicing over the last few weeks and
117. 4:44that has really been helping me to not
118. 4:47base my identity off of my desires and
119. 4:50off of what I want for myself in the
120. 4:51future is to figure out really who I am,
121. 4:57what I stand by, and being unapologetic
122. 5:00with that. And the layers that I've
123. 5:03uncovered within myself ever since I've
124. 5:06been doing this kind of manifestation
125. 5:08mindset work are truly insane. And I
126. 5:13feel like every day I wake up as a new
127. 5:16self with new desires with like more
128. 5:20fine-tuned desires of course like the
129. 5:23really prominent ones like what I want
130. 5:25my relationship to look like or what I
131. 5:27want my career to look like eventually.
132. 5:29they are persistent. But what isn't
133. 5:32persistent is like all of the details
134. 5:34about that. And also, if you're if you
135. 5:37know anything about human design, I'm a
136. 5:39non-specific manifesting generator. So,
137. 5:42it makes a lot of sense for me to base
138. 5:45my desires off of vibes and what I want
139. 5:47to feel when I when I'm in them. and
140. 5:52really
141. 5:54standing firm within myself has been
142. 5:57helping me so much to detach from what I
143. 6:00want.
144. 6:01And I'm making this video because I feel
145. 6:04like whenever people are reaching out to
146. 6:06me with that exact question, I really
147. 6:09don't know how to answer it because one,
148. 6:10it is so specific to the situation that
149. 6:13you're in, where you want to head in
150. 6:16your journey, like what your desires are
151. 6:18even looking like. And it would require
152. 6:20like multiple whole ass coaching
153. 6:22sessions
154. 6:24to truly uncover where your desires are
155. 6:27coming from and why you are not making
156. 6:28progress. And why authenticity is so is
157. 6:34so important and supportive in your
158. 6:37journey is
159. 6:39you will
160. 6:41stop projecting everything you think
161. 6:44your desire is going to give to you when
162. 6:48you have it
163. 6:50because most of the time let's just take
164. 6:53the example of a relationship because
165. 6:56that has been something that someone has
166. 6:57asked recently. So, if you're watching
167. 6:59this, this one's for you. So, what you
168. 7:03think a relationship will give you is
169. 7:06love, appreciation,
170. 7:09maybe helping you grow in whatever,
171. 7:13maybe your career, maybe you're a
172. 7:14business owner, or maybe just your own
173. 7:16personal journey of like discovering
174. 7:19yourself or discovering, I don't know,
175. 7:21traveling the world. Maybe you want to
176. 7:23have a partner to travel the world with.
177. 7:27Everything can be broken down into
178. 7:32very primal and very simple things like
179. 7:36you are craving community. You are
180. 7:38craving a mate. Let's let's just call it
181. 7:42that. Um you are craving the sense of
182. 7:45belonging and the sense of security that
183. 7:49you maybe are projecting onto that other
184. 7:53person that you've been wanting to
185. 7:55manifest into your life.
186. 7:57Why this is problematic
187. 8:01is because you're projecting something
188. 8:04that you've
189. 8:06already had within yourself from the
190. 8:09beginning onto the 3D reality which
191. 8:13you've been wanting to detach from.
192. 8:17I hope you can already kind of feel like
193. 8:19where I'm going with this. But the more
194. 8:21you that you're
195. 8:24projecting the things that are within
196. 8:25yourself already outward,
197. 8:28the more obsessive you will get over
198. 8:30your desires.
199. 8:33And
200. 8:35you can say like, oh,
201. 8:37pretend to already have that and and
202. 8:40just act as if. And I'm I'm the biggest
203. 8:42preacher of acting as if, but I feel
204. 8:44like there's layers to it.
205. 8:46This being one of them.
206. 8:49You need to
207. 8:51really figure out what you want your
208. 8:53desires to give to you. And then you
209. 8:56need to work on realizing that you are
210. 8:58already all of the things that you
211. 9:00wanted to give to you inside of
212. 9:02yourself.
213. 9:04You are the creator of your own
214. 9:08universe. It is literally in the name.
215. 9:11It's universe. Your own universe. Your
216. 9:14own perceived reality.
217. 9:19So you need to stop projecting
218. 9:22everything
219. 9:25into the outside world because you will
220. 9:28not find answers and you will not find
221. 9:30your desires somewhere out there
222. 9:33unless you find them within yourself
223. 9:35first.
224. 9:37And
225. 9:39ever since I really got down to this and
226. 9:43had that download and have been blessed
227. 9:46with the knowledge that I have now
228. 9:49recently acquired
229. 9:51through also starting to get into
230. 9:54contact with my spirit guides.
231. 9:57My life has not been the same and the
232. 10:00way that I look at scenarios that are
233. 10:02presenting themselves to me has not been
234. 10:05the same. And I really want everyone to
235. 10:09experience what I'm currently
236. 10:11experiencing because it took off so much
237. 10:14of the pressure that I had when it comes
238. 10:17to having having to manifest whatever it
239. 10:21is that I wanted. For instance, money,
240. 10:25like my money manifestation story has
241. 10:27been something that has been going on
242. 10:28for years now, and I couldn't really
243. 10:31seem to figure it out. But I feel like
244. 10:32I'm on a better path now than I had been
245. 10:35before
246. 10:37where I know that all of the things that
247. 10:41I have been projecting onto money for
248. 10:43instance like safety, security, being
249. 10:45able to afford like luxury experiences
250. 10:48because I do want to
251. 10:52have luxury experiences with in my life.
252. 10:55Not everyone has to have that oral
253. 10:57luxury can look very very different for
254. 10:58every person specifically
255. 11:01which is besides the point of today's
256. 11:02video. But I've
257. 11:07fully like stopped
258. 11:09putting so much worth and so many things
259. 11:13that I wanted to be on money
260. 11:16because it's not all that. All that is
261. 11:19me. Money is a tool. Same as a
262. 11:22relationship is a tool.
263. 11:25It's just a tool to amplify what is
264. 11:28already within yourself.
265. 11:31You are making yourself so small when
266. 11:34you're putting everything out there. It
267. 11:37is not out there. It is not separate
268. 11:39from you. And this is what all of the
269. 11:41manifestation gurus are saying when they
270. 11:43are emphasizing the fact that it is not
271. 11:46outside of you. As within so without,
272. 11:50not without. That is literally without
273. 11:54that is you not having the desire.
274. 11:59Do you understand my point here? And I
275. 12:01want to scream this into everyone's face
276. 12:05because truly
277. 12:07uncovering this has been it has been
278. 12:10making things so much easier for myself
279. 12:12and also to a point where I literally do
280. 12:14not care about what my 3D is looking
281. 12:18like because I know for a fact that just
282. 12:21the second that I really step into who I
283. 12:23am and stop spreading my energy thin on
284. 12:27everything else that I think I should be
285. 12:29or how I should perform in order to get
286. 12:32XY Z that I want into my life.
287. 12:36You will be able to focus so much more
288. 12:40of your energy, all of your energy even
289. 12:43into creating and building yourself up
290. 12:45from the inside out. Because the world
291. 12:48is truly a mirror. It is a reflection of
292. 12:52what you are within yourself, what your
293. 12:55soul is, what your soul's mission is,
294. 12:57what your blueprint is looking like.
295. 13:00So,
296. 13:04I hope this made a few questions clear.
297. 13:08I want to make so many more videos like
298. 13:11this where I just talk about
299. 13:15what has been going on through my mind
300. 13:17at the moment. I even like had some
301. 13:21I wrote some things down in my journal
302. 13:25which I feel like and this is also some
303. 13:29like an interesting observation that I
304. 13:32made ever since I got this deep into the
305. 13:34work that I'm doing
306. 13:37all of the methods and all of the things
307. 13:40that are out there to just just like
308. 13:43name a few tarot subliminals
309. 13:48medit meditation, journaling,
310. 13:51I don't know, crystals, using crystals
311. 13:54to to get into the zone of like
312. 13:58whichever state you want to enter at the
313. 14:00moment.
314. 14:02I feel like when I don't stand in my
315. 14:05authenticity and when I'm blocked
316. 14:07because of that to act on any intuitive
317. 14:11nudges that are hitting me,
318. 14:14I do not make any progress. I'm not
319. 14:16going anywhere because I'm blocking the
320. 14:19receptors
321. 14:20in my mind by telling myself how I feel
322. 14:25like I should be or what I should
323. 14:26project onto certain things because I've
324. 14:28seen it online. I've seen a perfect
325. 14:31relationship. I've seen someone with a
326. 14:32lot of money who was thriving. I've seen
327. 14:36beautiful things that I want to achieve
328. 14:37for myself, but I'm just blocking myself
329. 14:39from truly achieving them
330. 14:43and truly like getting down to do the
331. 14:46work because it does require work.
332. 14:48Rewiring your entire subconscious brain
333. 14:51requires work and using all of the
334. 14:55methods that are out there to do just
335. 14:57that.
336. 14:59I felt such a huge blockage with that
337. 15:04because I was looking for the answers
338. 15:05somewhere outside of myself, which is
339. 15:08quite frankly BS.
340. 15:12It is literal
341. 15:14And I'm so sick and tired of all of
342. 15:16these manifestation people online just
343. 15:19advertising
344. 15:21the amazing results that you will get
345. 15:23from this journey. They will come, but
346. 15:25it takes so much more effort
347. 15:29than they believe you it will take.
348. 15:34I'm
349. 15:36jealous, let's say, of people who can
350. 15:40just snap their fingers. It's one and
351. 15:43done. You have the manifestation
352. 15:45literally next day at your doorstep.
353. 15:48That is a point where we all want to get
354. 15:50to eventually,
355. 15:52but it it is literally not the point
356. 15:54where you're starting from. And I'm here
357. 15:57to tell you that it's okay that that is
358. 16:00not your starting point. It shouldn't
359. 16:02be. And this is your sign to not stop
360. 16:05with your journey only because you've
361. 16:07been going about it the wrong way for
362. 16:10now. You can
363. 16:13restart this any given day. It doesn't
364. 16:17matter.
365. 16:19You will It's It's literally a constant
366. 16:22trial and error run until you really
367. 16:25figure yourself out.
368. 16:28And
369. 16:29I know that everyone else is like kind
370. 16:31of teaching the same thing.
371. 16:34But I feel like
372. 16:36you really need to find a vessel
373. 16:39that truly speaks to you
374. 16:43and how you can
375. 16:47like understand it in the best way
376. 16:50possible for your own self because not
377. 16:52everything resonates with everyone
378. 16:56and that is okay. We need to have a lot
379. 16:59more acceptance on anyone
380. 17:03individually wherever they may be on
381. 17:05their path on their journey in this
382. 17:07whole community. We need a lot more
383. 17:10acceptance of that it's okay when you're
384. 17:12starting over. You are not failing. You
385. 17:15are never failing. You are exactly where
386. 17:17you're meant to be. And this video is
387. 17:20for you to help you realize
388. 17:24you don't need to spread yourself thin.
389. 17:26You don't need to project anything that
390. 17:28you already have within your own self
391. 17:33because I truly believe that all the
392. 17:35things that you're seeking outside are
393. 17:37the things that are wounded within
394. 17:39yourself and that need healing first in
395. 17:41order for you to be able to call in
396. 17:44things that are amplifying whatever it
397. 17:46is that you want to acquire in this
398. 17:48lifetime.
399. 17:50So, with that being said, I hope you
400. 17:52enjoyed today's video. I feel like the
401. 17:54vibe is a lot different because I did a
402. 17:57lot of work on how I want to show up
403. 17:59online. I hope you are noticing. This is
404. 18:01also the first time that I'm recording
405. 18:04the audio externally. So, let's see how
406. 18:08that goes. I hope the whole video isn't
407. 18:09ruined because of that, but we need to
408. 18:11move outside of our comfort zone. So,
409. 18:14this is me just doing that. Um,
410. 18:18however, I do
411. 18:22also have a subliminal channel where I
412. 18:26upload sometimes when I feel inspired to
413. 18:28create a subliminal. If you have
414. 18:31something that you really need help with
415. 18:32and want a subliminal on that, I do also
416. 18:35create custom subliminals. The link for
417. 18:36that is in the video description down
418. 18:39below.
419. 18:41Feel free to check that out. or if
420. 18:44anything you need help or you just have
421. 18:46a question, you can also DM me on
422. 18:48Instagram. My Instagram will also be
423. 18:50linked down below. Um, I always enjoy
424. 18:53you reaching out to me and
425. 18:57comment, like, subscribe, all of the
426. 18:59things that are helping me to get my
427. 19:01message and my wisdom out there into the
428. 19:06whole internet space for everyone to
429. 19:08see, who will resonate with right then
430. 19:10and right there. I love you all so much.
431. 19:12I am sending so much love and light your
432. 19:14way and thank you so much for watching.