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Why It Sucks to Be a Breeding Slave (in Joseon Korea) — Transcript

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  1. 0:00You're 13 years old, standing barefoot
  2. 0:02on cold stone in a yangban compound's
  3. 0:04outer courtyard. A man you've never met
  4. 0:06tilts your jaw with two fingers.
  5. 0:09He checks your teeth, presses his thumb
  6. 0:11against your lower belly, runs his gaze
  7. 0:13down your hips the way a farmer sizes up
  8. 0:15livestock at market. Your mother is
  9. 0:18standing three steps behind you.
  10. 0:20She went through the same inspection 15
  11. 0:22years ago.
  12. 0:23Same courtyard, same hands on her face.
  13. 0:26She doesn't look at you.
  14. 0:27She already knows what comes next.
  15. 0:30You've just been assessed for your value
  16. 0:32as a breeding slave in Joseon Korea.
  17. 0:34Over the next 10 years, your body will
  18. 0:36produce four children for this estate.
  19. 0:38Each one worth the price of an adult
  20. 0:40slave at market. The master's wealth
  21. 0:42will grow by four entries in a ledger.
  22. 0:45You won't raise any of them. You won't
  23. 0:47hold them long enough to learn their
  24. 0:49faces. [screaming]
  25. 0:50Your feet hit the dirt floor of the nobi
  26. 0:52quarters that first night.
  27. 0:54Cold rises through the straw mat.
  28. 0:56No ondol heating out here. That's for
  29. 0:58the yangban family in the main house.
  30. 1:01You rank somewhere between the master's
  31. 1:03dog and the kitchen scraps it eats. The
  32. 1:05dog sleeps inside.
  33. 1:07The head kitchen nobi is a woman in her
  34. 1:0940s who has survived 30 years by knowing
  35. 1:12exactly which orders to follow. She
  36. 1:14assigns you water hauling before dawn,
  37. 1:17latrine cleaning after.
  38. 1:19She doesn't bother learning your name.
  39. 1:21An older girl, maybe 16, slaps your hand
  40. 1:24away from a blanket on your first night.
  41. 1:26That's hers. You sleep on bare floor.
  42. 1:29>> [cough]
  43. 1:30>> She whispers at once, close enough that
  44. 1:32you can smell the millet on her breath.
  45. 1:34Stay quiet. Stay small. Stay alive.
  46. 1:38You don't speak unless spoken to. You
  47. 1:41don't refuse.
  48. 1:43You don't look at the yangban family in
  49. 1:44the eye.
  50. 1:46Those are the rules. Nobody writes them
  51. 1:48down. Everybody knows them.
  52. 1:51Three months in, your hands are raw and
  53. 1:53cracking.
  54. 1:55You haul water from the well before
  55. 1:57dawn, and in winter the rope bites into
  56. 1:59your palms until they bleed.
  57. 2:01You start the ondol fire for the yangban
  58. 2:03kitchen, carry rice and side dishes to
  59. 2:05the main house, and eat what's left.
  60. 2:08Millet gruel, sometimes vegetables. Your
  61. 2:11tongue remembers rice from before you
  62. 2:13came here.
  63. 2:14You haven't had rice in years. You learn
  64. 2:17a trick.
  65. 2:18After hauling water, you press your
  66. 2:20hands against the ondol flue pipe for 30
  67. 2:22seconds. Warmth floods through your
  68. 2:24cracked fingers before the next task
  69. 2:26pulls you away.
  70. 2:27It's the best part of your day. By 14,
  71. 2:30they put you on textile work, spinning
  72. 2:32cotton thread, beating fabric, hunching
  73. 2:35over the spinning frame until your lower
  74. 2:36back locks in a permanent curve.
  75. 2:38[laughter]
  76. 2:39Your fingertips split from the fibers
  77. 2:41and heal and split again.
  78. 2:44The afternoons blur into a rhythm of
  79. 2:46cotton dust and aching shoulders,
  80. 2:48body bending into the shape the work
  81. 2:50requires.
  82. 2:51One morning, you drop a ceramic water
  83. 2:54jug.
  84. 2:55The head kitchen nobi hits you across
  85. 2:57the back with a wooden paddle, three
  86. 2:59times. You don't drop anything again.
  87. 3:02The food doesn't change. Millet gruel, a
  88. 3:05handful of greens if the harvest was
  89. 3:07good.
  90. 3:08The yangban family eats rice, meat,
  91. 3:11pickled vegetables brought in ceramic
  92. 3:13jars. You prepare it. You serve it. You
  93. 3:17eat what sticks to the bottoms of the
  94. 3:18pots after everything has been carried
  95. 3:20to the main house.
  96. 3:21The constant background sensation is not
  97. 3:24pain. It's hunger.
  98. 3:26A low hum that never stops.
  99. 3:2815 months in, you start to understand
  100. 3:30why they brought you here. Not for
  101. 3:32kitchen work. Not for textiles.
  102. 3:35A nobi woman on the estate, maybe 19, is
  103. 3:38visibly pregnant. She is the fourth this
  104. 3:41year. You watch her haul water with her
  105. 3:43belly pressing against the frame of the
  106. 3:45well, and something cold settles in your
  107. 3:47stomach.
  108. 3:48She delivers on the floor of the
  109. 3:49outbuilding three weeks later, back at
  110. 3:52work within days. The yangban master has
  111. 3:5412 nobi women on this estate. Five are
  112. 3:57of childbearing age. Under the yangban
  113. 4:00law, every child born to any of them
  114. 4:03belongs to him.
  115. 4:04Every surviving baby is worth the price
  116. 4:06of an adult slave at market.
  117. 4:09You're not here to spin thread.
  118. 4:11You're here because your hips passed
  119. 4:12inspection.
  120. 4:14By 15, they pair you.
  121. 4:16A male nobi, 22, assigned to your
  122. 4:20sleeping space.
  123. 4:21Nobody asked either of you.
  124. 4:23A straw mat in a storage room beside the
  125. 4:25grain shed.
  126. 4:26He doesn't speak to you. You don't speak
  127. 4:28to him.
  128. 4:30The overseer checks the room in the
  129. 4:32morning.
  130. 4:33You heard what happened to the nobi
  131. 4:34woman who refused her pairing, beaten
  132. 4:36and sold within a week, separated from
  133. 4:38her child. The head kitchen nobi told
  134. 4:40you the story during textile work, not
  135. 4:42as gossip, as instruction. You learn to
  136. 4:45spin thread. You learn to start fires.
  137. 4:48You learn to haul water before your
  138. 4:49hands go numb. And you learn that the
  139. 4:51skills they're really training you for
  140. 4:53have nothing to do with any of those
  141. 4:55things. There is no ceremony, no debut,
  142. 4:58no silk, no makeup, no parade. You are
  143. 5:01not a gisaeng being presented to a
  144. 5:02patron. You're not a concubine being
  145. 5:04dressed for the court. Your clothes
  146. 5:06don't change. Your hemp garment, plain
  147. 5:09and stiff, designed for hauling and
  148. 5:11kneeling.
  149. 5:12Same unadorned appearance tomorrow as
  150. 5:14yesterday.
  151. 5:16Your function has changed, but nothing
  152. 5:18about how you look reflects it.
  153. 5:20One evening, the overseer tells you
  154. 5:22where to sleep. You go.
  155. 5:24That's the transformation.
  156. 5:26One side of it is a 13-year-old girl
  157. 5:28warming her hands on the ondol pipe.
  158. 5:31The other side is a body the estate has
  159. 5:33decided to use. The other nobi women
  160. 5:36watch you cross the courtyard toward the
  161. 5:37storage room that first night. Some look
  162. 5:40at you. Most don't. They've all walked
  163. 5:43this path.
  164. 5:44The preparation was nothing more than
  165. 5:46slightly larger portions of millet at
  166. 5:48evening meal for a few weeks.
  167. 5:50Someone decided your body was ready. You
  168. 5:52weren't consulted. The overseer
  169. 5:54inspected you beforehand. The same
  170. 5:56hands, the same tilt of the jaw.
  171. 5:59"Wide enough," he said. "She'll carry
  172. 6:02well."
  173. 6:03The words hang in the air like a verdict
  174. 6:05delivered to livestock.
  175. 6:08You stand there while he finishes
  176. 6:09[laughter] his assessment and moves on
  177. 6:10to the next task on his list.
  178. 6:13The storage room smells like grain dust
  179. 6:15and damp earth.
  180. 6:16The straw mat is thin enough that you
  181. 6:18feel the cold floor through it. There is
  182. 6:20no privacy.
  183. 6:22The walls are paper and wood.
  184. 6:24You can hear the other nobi quarters,
  185. 6:26children crying, someone coughing, the
  186. 6:29sounds of the compound settling in
  187. 6:31tonight.
  188. 6:31>> [gasps]
  189. 6:32>> Your sleeping partner says nothing. You
  190. 6:34say nothing.
  191. 6:35The overseer knocks at dawn. To the
  192. 6:38estate ledger, you're an investment
  193. 6:39entering its productive phase.
  194. 6:42To yourself, you're still the girl who
  195. 6:44pressed her palms against the ondol pipe
  196. 6:46and counted to 30.
  197. 6:48But that girl doesn't exist in any
  198. 6:49record. The investment does.
  199. 6:52You look like every other nobi woman
  200. 6:54walking across a courtyard at dusk. You
  201. 6:56feel like something has been taken that
  202. 6:58you didn't know you still had.
  203. 7:00You're 17 when the first pregnancy
  204. 7:02takes.
  205. 7:03Same labor schedule. Same dawn water
  206. 7:06haul. Same textile work.
  207. 7:08But now your belly pulls against the
  208. 7:10spinning frame and your ankles swell
  209. 7:12against the cold floor in the head
  210. 7:13kitchen. Nobi gives you an extra handful
  211. 7:16of millet at evening meal. Not for you.
  212. 7:19For what's inside you. A daughter. Born
  213. 7:22on the floor of the outbuilding.
  214. 7:24An older nobi woman held your shoulders.
  215. 7:26No physician. No clean cloth. The baby
  216. 7:29is taken within weeks and assigned to
  217. 7:31another household. You don't know which
  218. 7:33one.
  219. 7:34At 19, you've delivered twice. Two
  220. 7:36daughters. Both taken.
  221. 7:38>> [crying]
  222. 7:38>> Born on the same outbuilding floor, held
  223. 7:40by the same older woman's hands, and
  224. 7:43gone within weeks to households you'll
  225. 7:44never visit. Each one inherited your
  226. 7:47nobi status the moment she was born.
  227. 7:49Each one is worth the price of an adult
  228. 7:51slave at market.
  229. 7:53The master's wealth grows by two.
  230. 7:55Yours does not change.
  231. 7:58You learn to count the days between your
  232. 7:59bleeding.
  233. 8:01When the count reaches a certain number,
  234. 8:03you know before anyone else.
  235. 8:05Those few days of private knowledge are
  236. 8:07the only thing about your own body that
  237. 8:09belongs to you before the system finds
  238. 8:12out.
  239. 8:13That winter, the head kitchen nobi tells
  240. 8:15you a story. A yangban two provinces
  241. 8:18over freed a nobi's son because the boy
  242. 8:21learned to read and the master had no
  243. 8:23legitimate heir. She tells it the way
  244. 8:25you'd tell a fairy tale,
  245. 8:27improbable, warm for exactly as long as
  246. 8:30the telling lasts. But she tells it.
  247. 8:33You're 22 when the third pregnancy
  248. 8:35delivers a son,
  249. 8:36and the master keeps the boy.
  250. 8:39He stays on the estate, assigned to
  251. 8:41field training, carrying kindling,
  252. 8:43learning to work the land.
  253. 8:45You can see him sometimes, across the
  254. 8:47courtyard,
  255. 8:4850 steps away.
  256. 8:50He is three, and he does not know you
  257. 8:52are his mother.
  258. 8:54To the estate records, you've produced
  259. 8:56three units of property. To yourself,
  260. 8:58you've lost three children.
  261. 9:00But one of them is still here. You teach
  262. 9:03yourself to look at him without stopping
  263. 9:04your work. A glance during water
  264. 9:07hauling.
  265. 9:08A half second across the courtyard as he
  266. 9:10struggles with a bundle of kindling too
  267. 9:11big for his hands.
  268. 9:13Nobody helps him.
  269. 9:14>> [screaming]
  270. 9:14>> You can't either.
  271. 9:16At 24, your fourth pregnancy.
  272. 9:19And the master's legitimate wife still
  273. 9:21has no surviving sons. The household
  274. 9:24whispers. You've heard the stories.
  275. 9:26Yangban men have freed nobi sons before.
  276. 9:29Yu Hui-chun freed four daughters by his
  277. 9:31nobi concubine, gave horses to buy their
  278. 9:34freedom.
  279. 9:35It happens.
  280. 9:37Not often.
  281. 9:38But it happens.
  282. 9:40Your son is strong.
  283. 9:42The master watches him work.
  284. 9:44The wife has no heirs. One more year.
  285. 9:47Maybe two.
  286. 9:49Something has to give.
  287. 9:51You let yourself believe it.
  288. 9:53You're 25, spinning thread in the
  289. 9:55textile workroom, afternoon light coming
  290. 9:57through the paper screen when the
  291. 9:59overseer enters.
  292. 10:01He doesn't look at anyone.
  293. 10:02He reads from a list. Names. New owners.
  294. 10:06The master is selling the estate.
  295. 10:08All property. All nobi.
  296. 10:11Debts from a failed venture. The whole
  297. 10:13compound dispersed.
  298. 10:15Your son's name is read third on the
  299. 10:17list.
  300. 10:18Different buyer. Different province.
  301. 10:21Three days walk south.
  302. 10:22A provincial estate you've never heard
  303. 10:24of.
  304. 10:25The buyer paid for a boy who can carry
  305. 10:27and dig.
  306. 10:28He doesn't know the boy has a mother on
  307. 10:30this estate. He doesn't care. Your name
  308. 10:32is read fifth. Different buyer.
  309. 10:35Different direction.
  310. 10:36The calculation you'd been running for 7
  311. 10:38years.
  312. 10:39The master will notice the boy.
  313. 10:41The wife has no sons.
  314. 10:43Maybe he'll free him. Maybe he'll let
  315. 10:45you raise one. It was never yours to
  316. 10:47run.
  317. 10:48You were doing arithmetic in someone
  318. 10:50else's ledger.
  319. 10:51And the ledger just closed.
  320. 10:53Every glance across the courtyard. Every
  321. 10:56half second watching your son carry
  322. 10:58kindling.
  323. 10:59You thought you were building something.
  324. 11:01You were watching through a window that
  325. 11:02was always going to close.
  326. 11:05The new estate is 40 li east. Different
  327. 11:07master. Different kitchen. Same
  328. 11:09dawnwater hall.
  329. 11:11Your body has delivered four children in
  330. 11:13eight years.
  331. 11:15The new master pairs you within months.
  332. 11:17The first miscarriage comes at 26.
  333. 11:20You bleed on the sleeping mat and keep
  334. 11:22working.
  335. 11:23The second comes at 27.
  336. 11:26Three days of bleeding on the
  337. 11:27outbuilding floor.
  338. 11:29An older nobi woman brings you water.
  339. 11:32No physician.
  340. 11:33>> [laughter]
  341. 11:33>> No rest day.
  342. 11:35Your body is telling you something the
  343. 11:36master will take another year to accept.
  344. 11:39By 28, he stops pairing you.
  345. 11:41Your reproductive function is used up.
  346. 11:44The word goes through the nobi quarters
  347. 11:46without anyone saying it directly.
  348. 11:48You can see it in how the overseer's
  349. 11:50eyes pass over you now.
  350. 11:52You are reassigned to full-time field
  351. 11:54labor. Dawn to dusk. Planting season in
  352. 11:57the heat without shade.
  353. 11:59Harvest season bent double cutting grain
  354. 12:01until your fingers lock.
  355. 12:03Winter hauling with hands that split and
  356. 12:04never fully close anymore.
  357. 12:07Your abdomen aches in cold weather.
  358. 12:09Loose and scarred from four pregnancies
  359. 12:11on a millet diet.
  360. 12:12Three teeth gone from calcium depletion.
  361. 12:15Your back won't straighten.
  362. 12:17Your body has been keeping its own
  363. 12:18ledger the whole time. And it's calling
  364. 12:20every debt in at once.
  365. 12:23Two new nobi girls arrive at the estate.
  366. 12:2513 and 14.
  367. 12:27The overseer inspects them in the
  368. 12:29courtyard.
  369. 12:30Same hands.
  370. 12:31Same tilted jaw.
  371. 12:33Same calculation behind the eyes.
  372. 12:36You know what comes next for them.
  373. 12:38You don't warn them.
  374. 12:40There is nothing to say that their
  375. 12:41bodies won't teach them soon enough.
  376. 12:44Your son would be 10 now.
  377. 12:46Somewhere south.
  378. 12:48You don't know if he's alive.
  379. 12:49You don't know if your daughters are
  380. 12:51alive.
  381. 12:52Four children scattered across estates
  382. 12:54you can't name. In provinces you'll
  383. 12:56never visit. Belonging to masters who
  384. 12:58don't know you exist.
  385. 13:00There is nothing left to calculate.
  386. 13:02No more math. No more maybe.
  387. 13:05You die at 38. Accumulated damage.
  388. 13:09The uterine infection came first.
  389. 13:11Untreated because no one sends a
  390. 13:12physician for a field nobi.
  391. 13:14Then the fever.
  392. 13:16Then your body, which had been held
  393. 13:17together by nothing more than routine
  394. 13:19and millet gruel, simply stopped.
  395. 13:22They bury you at the edge of the
  396. 13:23agricultural land where the field meets
  397. 13:25the tree line.
  398. 13:27No marker. No ceremony.
  399. 13:29The estate records note the loss of one
  400. 13:31nobi woman, age approximately 40, cause
  401. 13:34unrecorded.
  402. 13:35They got your age wrong. Nobody corrects
  403. 13:38it.
  404. 13:39You were 13 when they checked your hips
  405. 13:41and your teeth in a courtyard in autumn.
  406. 13:43You were 15 when they assigned a
  407. 13:44stranger to your body.
  408. 13:47You were 17 when you delivered the first
  409. 13:49child they took from you.
  410. 13:51You were 22 when you saw your son across
  411. 13:53a courtyard and learned that 50 steps is
  412. 13:55as close as a mother gets in this
  413. 13:57system.
  414. 13:58You were 25 when they sold him.
  415. 14:0125 years.
  416. 14:02Four children you never raised.
  417. 14:04A son you watched from 50 steps.
  418. 14:07A grave with no name in land that was
  419. 14:09never yours. On an estate that counted
  420. 14:11you the same way it counted its oxen.
  421. 14:13Your name appears in one place. A
  422. 14:15property ledger. Entry and exit. The
  423. 14:18space between those two marks is your
  424. 14:20entire life. And it fits on a single
  425. 14:22line.
  426. 14:23You think breeding slaves had it rough
  427. 14:25because they never left their province?
  428. 14:27The tribute girls of the Qing Dynasty
  429. 14:29were shipped across an international
  430. 14:31border into the Forbidden City.
  431. 14:33Dressed in silk.
  432. 14:35Given a palace room.
  433. 14:36And they were still property.
  434. 14:39The difference is that they got to watch
  435. 14:41their cage get decorated. Check out your
  436. 14:43life as a tribute girl right here.
  437. 14:46Because at least you knew what your
  438. 14:47prison looked like.
  439. 14:48They had to learn it was one.

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