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0:00My beautiful stars, reading time.
0:04Hope it's nice. Well, belief is better
0:08than hope. Um, but you're trying not to
0:11lose faith in something. You're staying
0:12positive right now.
0:16That's the passion card. Someone that
0:19you feel like you've got a lot of
0:20chemistry with.
0:23main collective.
0:34All right. First card being illusions.
0:36So everything is not as it seems.
0:38Certain things hidden right now. But you
0:41yourself could be in a bit of a Oh, we
0:43like that.
0:48You've got trusting in the universe and
0:50divine timing. There's clearly some
0:53things, first card being um illusions
0:56here. There's clearly some things on
0:57your mind you're questioning. I'm seeing
0:59that mushroom card in the pink deck, the
1:01delusions. Um especially if you're
1:04really trying to trust in the divine and
1:06surrender to divine timing. Sometimes
1:08it's a little bit difficult on a healing
1:11journey when things aren't tangible and
1:14you're you're kind of in that phase
1:15where you know you should be positive.
1:17You know you need to release certain
1:19things but again you're getting through
1:21trauma. You're getting through blocks.
1:23You're getting through shadow self. And
1:25it's I always say it's very easy to say,
1:27"Oh, I trust in divine timing and
1:30everything's meant to be. You know, how
1:32it's meant to be, it will be." But to
1:35truly believe in those words, it it
1:37takes time. It takes a lot of healing,
1:39especially when you've got attachment to
1:41things that for a long time you've
1:43desired, right? Um middle row and
1:47nostalgia is prompting it. So all the
1:49retrogrades are stirring up emotion
1:51clearly. Um
1:56but this is good. So you are trying to
1:58relax. You are you you definitely are
2:00trying to put effort into yourself right
2:02now. Self-care taking a break down time.
2:05I feel something here has been prompted
2:08in your mind. Let it be physically or
2:10just like cosmically to start stirring
2:13up certain memories of illusions and
2:16things that have been hidden, things
2:17that have been stagnant, things that
2:19clearly have not come to the surface for
2:21you. Right?
2:23I do think you're quite a spiritual
2:25person to have trusting in the universe.
2:32I'm being called to say this
2:35because again healing it's done through
2:37stages and phases.
2:39If part of these illusions uh you're
2:43wanting I'm seeing that push and pull.
2:45I'm seeing like behavior that deep down
2:48you know doesn't serve you. But
2:52I'm also seeing that immaturity card
2:55like there's certain truths and things
2:57hidden here and you haven't had the most
3:01emotionally open or emotionally
3:03intelligent person connected to you. And
3:06again,
3:08you could be a collective that is in the
3:10transition of giving your power away to
3:13someone like that. So even though you
3:15weren't treated the best, vice versa,
3:17always two parties at fault, there's
3:19still a part of you that hopes someone's
3:21going to return and hopes someone is,
3:24you know, that you're going to build
3:25that bridge, right?
3:28When we are still holding on to someone
3:31or a situation deep down we know doesn't
3:34serve us,
3:36but we're just sitting there and like,
3:37"No, I'm just going to surrender. I'm
3:39going to trust in divine timing."
3:41There's a deeper lesson to it, right?
3:43It's
3:46you will sit and trust and for a long
3:49time because no matter if someone comes
3:52in
3:56specially bound to things like this, if
3:58it's not healthy for your soul, they're
4:00just continuous lessons. Even if it's
4:03someone that orbits, until you see
4:05yourself and until you stand in strength
4:07and you realize you shouldn't even be
4:09craving someone that's left you in this
4:11state,
4:14there's a few little roundabouts to go,
4:16right? So, a lot of people on this
4:18healing journey, they think by
4:22getting to the point they're not
4:23checking their phone all the time or I
4:26always say energetic chasing is just as
4:28bad. And
4:31true healing, it's to see yourself. It's
4:33to find that inner peace and to really
4:35stand in your value. So,
4:38this can really keep your path on pause
4:41for a long time when you feel like
4:44you're surrendering, but you're still
4:46craving something that doesn't really
4:47serve your soul. Right, collective? This
4:50will make sense. it'll come and go in
4:52waves and then you start to think you're
4:53delusional and then you start to go it's
4:56just it's a mind ache because you still
4:59haven't learned the lesson surrender and
5:01true detachment as a person right and I
5:04always say you know when you're really
5:06healing because the people that don't
5:08value the jobs that you don't feel value
5:11the you just start to see yourself and
5:13your boundaries and confidence and you
5:15no longer let people in that do not
5:17serve you right and
5:22I just feel there's a deeper message
5:23here for this collective. Your leading
5:26card being illusions, right?
5:29Um
5:36maybe certain music is prompting some
5:38nostalgia right now.
5:42Your song signs through music. You could
5:44be a magician. A magician.
5:48You could be um a musician, but also the
5:52magician's mind, right?
5:54Power of mind, mental discipline. Um
5:58putting that action towards self right
6:00now. Really strengthening that yang
6:03energy through moments like this. I love
6:06that relax is here, right? That's good.
6:10All right, let's see these illusions.
6:12Things aren't always as they seem.
6:17Earth sign. It could be connected to an
6:19earth sign. You an earth sign. Maybe
6:22this is something again you've been in
6:24hopes that would ground.
6:27Pentacles in tarot is years. So
6:30hopefully you haven't been bound to this
6:32illusion for years.
6:38Okay, we've got illusion and intuition.
6:40So this collective, you're find you're
6:42fighting your mind and your heart right
6:44now. Maybe your intuition is letting is
6:47making you believe that your illusions
6:49are correct. And I always say intuition
6:52it doesn't fight with the mind. And
6:54again, I find a lot of people through
6:56their first few stages of healing, you
6:59go in acceleration in the mind. And
7:01instead of understanding that's your
7:02shadow self, your scarcity mindset
7:04trying to get you to see something on a
7:06deeper level, especially if those
7:08illusions are pound bound to painful
7:10memories. A lot of you guys will get
7:13into this just fixation, distortion
7:16again, shadow self, but then you ask the
7:18universe to confirm the distortion. Oh,
7:21give me a sign for this, give me a sign
7:23for that. Should I do this? Give me a
7:24It's like
7:26because you believe that this
7:28acceleration is coming from a deeper
7:31knowing, right? And just with how we're
7:34talking, I just feel this collective,
7:39maybe there's some things you think your
7:41intuition is telling you where really
7:43it's a deeper lesson for self-discovery
7:45and the question why, right? Especially
7:48if the nostalgia, the thought pattern,
7:49the ruminating whenever it does come
7:52over you, even if it's not a daily
7:54thing, a weekly thing, a couple weekly
7:56thing, monthly, whatever it is, it
7:58always leads down the same thought
8:01pattern. Right? I always say if the same
8:03thing's coming up internally, we're not
8:05seeing it right. We're not finding a
8:09solution. That's why it keeps coming up.
8:11Again, you see it in your physical life
8:12with people. If you're constantly
8:14arguing about the same thing or
8:16repeating the same thing through
8:18friendships, love ships, work
8:20colleagues, work situations,
8:24it's not being dealt with, right? That's
8:26why it keeps coming around the
8:27roundabout, right? Um just example,
8:31you're someone every couple years you
8:32switch and change jobs. Your higher self
8:35karmic loop,
8:38your armor is showing you the cycles in
8:40life. it keeps switching and changing
8:42because you're not on the right path.
8:44You haven't connected to your dharma,
8:45your birthright. Same with friendships,
8:48right? If it's constantly, same
8:51not right. Shouldn't be in your life.
8:53Same with love. But as it happens in the
8:57physical, it also happens internally.
9:00But sometimes people don't understand
9:02this, right? These are those moments
9:05you're constantly I thought I was
9:06healing enough. I thought I was this.
9:08Why is this happening? Why is it you're
9:11not seeing the situation correctly? Um,
9:16universe,
9:23I I knew I was picking up love.
9:26So, you're trying to trust in divine
9:28timing about this soul connection. And
9:30just remember everything we said. You
9:33remind me of a collective. If you're
9:35really trying to come into your power,
9:36but you're still holding on to someone
9:38that isn't a kindred energy that hasn't
9:40been treating you right. Right. But you
9:43believe that it is. You believe you've
9:45put a label on it. That's my soulmate.
9:47That's my twin flame.
9:52This I always say and and this is the
9:55energy this creates. You would be a
9:58collective. Your healing started to get
10:01someone back. I just need to do this. I
10:03just need to do that. just need to like
10:05in hopes of someone returning to you.
10:09Right? So now through your healing
10:11journey because that's been your narrow
10:13focus. You're healing. You've pro you've
10:15clearly probably learned to stop
10:17physically chasing but energetically
10:19chasing. Always going outside of
10:21yourself. Watching readings on how this
10:23person feels, watching readings about
10:25confession. And this person's obsessed
10:27with you. You'd be a collective. You've
10:29probably bought your own tarot. Flipping
10:31your own cards. You get personal
10:33readings. Even
10:35even though this person and this is what
10:37will help you break free from the
10:39illusion, tough love and it's
10:41triggering, but
10:44even if it is a soul energy that's
10:47destined for you until you see yourself
10:49and you learn that you are so much
10:51better than the rubbish you're dealing
10:52with, this is what's going to happen.
10:55Even if this person pops in and out of
10:57your life, until you realize that you
10:59will be stuck on the same layer of pain,
11:02right? till you snap yourself out of it
11:05and you realize why the am I wanting
11:09someone that keeps me bound to an
11:11illusion in my life?
11:14What am I not seeing about myself?
11:18What about what within me makes me
11:21believe I deserve that?
11:25Why with someone that's broken my heart
11:29do I keep wanting to check on their
11:31energy and give them my power?
11:35Why do I put my peace and resolve within
11:39in someone else's hands?
11:43Why am I there? I trust. I trust. I just
11:46need to be patient. I just need to be
11:47patient. This person's coming back.
11:49They're coming back. They're going to
11:50contact me. They're going to contact me.
11:52Why do I think someone that can come in
11:55and out of my life is going to be my
11:58happily ever after or my be all and end
12:01all?
12:03I know this is tough to hear, but it's
12:05the truth. Until you guys have that
12:07penny drop and you realize this journey
12:09is about you and to never accept less
12:11than you deserve. Every time you get
12:14prompted with nostalgia, every time
12:17you're going through a cosmic trigger or
12:19this person pops up in your life,
12:23it's going to end the same.
12:28If it's bound to your contract for soul
12:30evolution and to put your mirror back
12:32together, till you put your mirror back
12:34together and you see yourself,
12:37I tell you guys, this is the energy. You
12:40can lose yourself for years in hopes of
12:42someone returning.
12:47One more.
12:49Yeah. Self love. I think you are trying.
12:51You remind me of a collective on the
12:53transition period, right? Relax. Self
12:56love. I don't I don't think it's that
12:59intense for you where you're
13:03I think you've gone through the
13:05intensity phase. I think you're breaking
13:07free from the obsession phase. I think
13:10you're breaking free from constantly
13:11going outside of yourself for the right
13:14collective. Again, this wouldn't be
13:15coming out if it wasn't meant for you as
13:19a reader. I'm not here to tell you how
13:21to feel. I'm here to confirm it.
13:24I always say as well, we embody your
13:26energy. And I'm feeling very kind of
13:29I've had enough. Like that's what I'm
13:30feeling within. And messages like this,
13:34if you weren't ready to to hear it for
13:36the right collective, you'd be pushing
13:37it away. It'd be triggering you too
13:39much. For the right collective, it would
13:42still be hard to hear. But you're at the
13:44point you want to hear it because you
13:46don't want to crave anymore. And until
13:48you guys get to the point you don't want
13:50to be in pain anymore. You will
13:52constantly tunnel vision on the things
13:54that keep you in pain. Right? So going
13:57outside of yourself, watching the
13:58readings we were talking about until the
14:01penny drops for you is I'm putting
14:04myself first. As hard as it is, as hard
14:06as it is to do, letting go and not
14:10holding on to the what if or the
14:11potential or romanticizing,
14:14letting go is a lot easier. takes about
14:17a good three to six months to really
14:19find yourself through it, but it's
14:20better than holding on to the what if
14:22and losing yourself for years with the
14:25same right? So, the right
14:28collective, you are really really
14:31putting effort into yourself right now,
14:33but there's clearly a stepping stone
14:35within that you still haven't mastered.
14:38So, I feel you've been really trying to
14:41focus on self, but something's hit you.
14:43Something's hit you that started to
14:45bring up all these memories. And this is
14:48where you need your magician's mind,
14:50your mental strength. These are the
14:52moments you don't fall back into the
14:54what if and check how they're feeling
14:55and what they're doing and start
14:57energetically chasing and opening
14:59Pandora and Pandora's box. This is the
15:02time where you focus on this. I'm
15:05putting myself first. Boy oh boy, do I
15:08not want to put myself first. Boy, oh
15:10boy, am I tempted by that gravitational
15:13pull to fall into my old habits right
15:15now. But I'm not going to do it. I'm
15:17going to go out. I'm going to have time
15:20with friends and family. I'm going to
15:22pamper myself. Go do your hair, your
15:24nails, facial massage. Go do certain
15:27hobbies. I always say you guys,
15:29especially anyone connected, you have a
15:31very creative, imaginative mind. First
15:34card, very easy to fall into illusion
15:36and cancel out intuition. You need an
15:39outlet. You need a physical outlet. Let
15:42it be writing. Let it be painting. Let
15:44it be drawing. Let it be music. Clean.
15:48Clean. Put music on. Dance. Um, but
15:52crochet, knitting, like you need
15:54something to relieve the energy. And
15:57also by doing that, the fixation goes
15:59away because you're focusing on your
16:01task at hand, right?
16:05It's not easy to want to choose yourself
16:07when you're wanting to choose something
16:09else. But this is what starts to put you
16:11whole again, right? After time, and it's
16:14not going to work straight away. 21 days
16:16to create a habit, 66 days to imprint a
16:19habit. Get a whiteboard, get a calendar
16:22every day. H just focus on your day at
16:24hand and put yourself first. Be present.
16:28Be present in the now. Whenever I see
16:30energy like this, you're lacking that
16:32gratitude and that present energy.
16:34Right? So something I do personally
16:38every day, I just have my list. I have
16:40my list. I have my tasks. I have
16:41everything I want to achieve. Before I
16:44go to bed, I check my little list. I ask
16:46myself, am I proud of myself today? What
16:48could I have done better? Like I'm very
16:49present in my life. Right? If you were
16:52someone, you know, you can be bound to
16:54past hurts. And as soon as past hurts
16:58come over you, you start to stress and
16:59distrust and focus on the future and oh,
17:02when am I going to
17:04start putting tools into place to teach
17:07your soul to be present, right? It takes
17:09effort.
17:13Remember,
17:15until you find that sparkle again, until
17:18you find
17:21that internal completion, that true
17:23emotional stability within
17:27and understand you can make yourself
17:30happy, right?
17:32You would have broken free from the
17:34phase thinking that this person
17:35returning is going to create your
17:37happiness. I'm lonely. I'm lonely. I
17:39just need them back. Like
17:42the first stage of heartbreak can be
17:44really hard because you talk about
17:45gratitude and appreciation even of the
17:48little things and and I hear people I've
17:50got nothing to be grateful for. I don't
17:51have this. I don't have that. And it
17:54breaks my heart just breathing fresh
17:55air. We that's something to be grateful
17:58for. Just being able to drink clean
18:00water, right? To be able to feed
18:02yourself. Like they're things to be
18:05grateful for. And until you really
18:09understand that and
18:13understand
18:15the lack of someone in your life doesn't
18:18mean you've got nothing to be not
18:20grateful for. Like it's sad, right?
18:24um
18:27or unfortunately not the best income
18:31support or whatever it is when you're
18:33just constantly I don't want to say
18:34feeling sorry for yourself but when
18:36you're constantly in negativity or
18:38constantly limiting self-beliefs it
18:41that's the lessons you keep calling in
18:43to finally snap you and and activate
18:46that magician that chariot energy and
18:49make you realize you've got control of
18:51your life. You can change your life,
18:53your life, your choice, right? I do. I
18:57see this a lot with people that
18:58unfortunately can struggle with
19:00pentacles. But
19:03anyone that had that real
19:06you apply, you get and I know the work
19:08for I don't need smart asses, but just
19:10sitting there thinking your life's going
19:12to change without putting in the effort
19:13and consistency to create change,
19:17it's not going to happen, right?
19:20this collective. Again, there's a reason
19:22I'm saying this. I think you've gotten
19:24out of that real intensity and you're
19:27starting to get it. But what's going on
19:31with all the retrogrades, there's
19:33clearly just something here that you
19:35still need to work on a little bit. Cuz
19:38when you do get internally triggered,
19:41you can still mistake the overthinking,
19:44overthinking, overthinking
19:46for your intuition. And that's not the
19:49case.
19:51It's your higher self wanting you to
19:52find the light through that darkness. We
19:54talk about this pretty much daily.
19:57Um, what is it? What has activated it?
20:01Is it the fear of outcome? Is it the
20:03fear of success? Is it your codependence
20:05to the outcome? Again, lack of emotional
20:08stability when we're still codependent
20:10or attached to something else. Right?
20:13We're not seeing ourself.
20:14Subconsciously, we think that situation,
20:17that person, that job is going to create
20:20our happiness wrong.
20:23There's something here, this collective,
20:25they're trying to get you to ascend and
20:27see on a deeper level when it comes to
20:30your distortion and your acceleration.
20:34And I can see it here. It's a deeper
20:36lesson of self-love and your cup. It's
20:40like, you know, whatever you're craving
20:42is not healthy for you. and they don't
20:44treat you correctly. But it's like
20:46there's hopes that there's just going to
20:47be this miraculous change
20:50instead of really standing strong and
20:53being like this person's joke, right?
21:05This is good. You could have specific
21:07memories of a trip, but you're trying to
21:09travel on from the nostalgia. I can see
21:11it. I can feel it with the way I'm
21:13talking. I'm just being very I'm being
21:15very blunt right now which maybe this
21:17collective you've had to take on some
21:19hard truths and you've just had to
21:21really
21:23like I feel like I'm very nononsense
21:25right now right and I do think this
21:28collective you have a nononsense
21:29approach in your mind you're really not
21:33wanting to be in fixation
21:35Um,
21:44and I promise you, as silly as it
21:46sounds, these two cards are your key.
21:49Keep doing it. Keep doing it. It will
21:51get easier.
21:53Um,
21:56I want one more.
22:00And it's funny cuz this says new
22:02experiences, new places. is it's like
22:04you want new energy but water emotion
22:07running high or it could be tied to a
22:09physical water sign. Yes, you could be a
22:12water sign but I'm feeling it's the
22:14emotion that's surging through you
22:15through this nostalgia ruminating. Um, I
22:19don't even want to say reminiscing cuz
22:21the way I'm speaking I feel this was a
22:23very unhealthy connection, right? Um,
22:30I want one more
22:36that would make sense. Maybe your the
22:38nostalgia
22:40um this got activated by your dream
22:43state. I'm seeing, you know, those
22:45really vivid dreams like you wake up and
22:47they knock you and it's on your mind all
22:49day or even for a couple days. Your
22:52dream state could have physically
22:54prompted this nostalgia,
22:56but
22:58there is some form of divine guidance.
23:01Pay attention to what you're going
23:03through right now. And I was saying it
23:05with this. I think this is more been
23:07prompted cosmically, right? I'm not
23:10feeling you've had a physical
23:11interaction here. I'm seeing that no
23:13contact. I feel this collective.
23:17It's like again this has been more
23:21prompted energetically internally. Um,
23:35I'm going back to this row cuz the last
23:38reading we did, we spoke about timeline
23:40shift at the start of the reading,
23:42right? Trusting in the universe for
23:45soul, strong connection, romance,
23:47friendship, kindred energy with self
23:49love. And we went into the explanation
23:51about when you've accelerated that
23:53timeline and you are that person when it
23:56comes to push and pull and hot and cold
23:58and lack of transparency and lack of
24:01clear intention and mind games,
24:03immaturity. When you get to the point as
24:05a person, you see that and you are like
24:09repelled by that. You don't want to
24:11welcome that. You see through people's
24:13behavior like that. If anything, you
24:15feel sorry for them or disgusted. It's
24:18like you're still going to be on the
24:20timeline. You have to call in lessons to
24:22get you to see it like that, right? To
24:25get you to see those kinds of people in
24:27a lens of worthiness, like having
24:29confidence. I feel sorry for that
24:32person. They're clearly a broken soul.
24:33Like not being blinded to those games
24:35anymore, right? Until you get to the
24:38timeline of understanding your greatness
24:41and how you should be valued because
24:43you've learned how to value and
24:45appreciate people yourself, right?
24:49the uni horn. The universe doesn't
24:51activate that timeline till you're ready
24:53to receive. So, it's not just going to
24:55come and go like your other cycles.
24:57You're bringing in people for permanence
24:59and permanence and longevity, but you
25:01need to be in the energetic
25:03for frequency to receive it. And I just
25:06feel this collective again, this is
25:08where you're on your transition. I don't
25:11think you've completely gotten to the
25:13point of not falling short to those
25:15games. I feel there's still temptation
25:17and a what if and some form of hopes to
25:20be hearing from someone like that,
25:23right? But you can see you're on your
25:26way. You're on your way to no longer
25:29wanting that for your life, right?
25:31Again, I'm feeling a very nononsense
25:34kind of energy through this collective,
25:36which is beautiful. But to really
25:38activate the timeline of kindred energy
25:41and not just with people, but also jobs
25:44and that right kind of two of cups
25:47energy for you, you need to be in that
25:49first, right?
25:51um
26:01friendships as we're talking about it.
26:03So maybe you
26:06maybe you are starting to welcome some
26:08good people in that
26:11accelerate accelerate. That's wrong. Um,
26:17I was going to say maybe you are
26:19starting to call that maybe take away
26:20the acceleration of emotion or you have
26:23people to turn to when you are feeling
26:25overwhelmed and they're starting to
26:26ground you where maybe in the past you
26:29would selfisolate. You wouldn't get out
26:32and about and you wouldn't put energy
26:35into your cup. You would kind of sit in
26:37fixation and tunnel vision. If you've
26:40already started to make that transition
26:42about I always talk about spiritual
26:44isolation. We talk about this here all
26:46the time. I get it at the start. I get
26:49it at the start where you need to be in
26:50your magical bubble as your mind's
26:52evolving. But if you are someone
26:57your whole life you've kind of been a
26:59lone wolf. That's part of your healing.
27:02That's part of the cycles you need to
27:03heal to hit the next timeline to learn
27:06to let people in, right? to start
27:09creating companionship other than just
27:11being in love. Like if part of your
27:13cycles is especially in love, it's you
27:16and that person, right? You don't turn
27:19to friends, you don't turn to family,
27:21work obligations to bit all over the
27:23place. It's like if you are someone
27:27and again everyone has their own cycles
27:29but there's a reason this is coming to
27:31my mind for this collective
27:34that you kind of put yourself in that
27:38lone wolf category. Part of your healing
27:40journey was learn to break that mold,
27:42right? And to start welcoming
27:45companionship. And
27:49I always say
27:51love is such a beautiful thing, but it's
27:54not just about being in love. It's
27:56realizing the value of all different
27:57kinds of love. Friendship love, family
27:59love, child love, pet love, being in
28:01love, right? It teaches us the
28:04appreciation of people and souls. And I
28:07just I feel this collective. Maybe
28:09you've had someone in your life enter or
28:12you're starting to maybe realign with
28:15some past people, maybe childhood
28:17people, right? Um or let's go to dream
28:20state. Especially if you're dreaming,
28:23you've been dreaming about friendships
28:24or past friendships. Um that's for a
28:28reason as well. But for the right
28:31collective part of you filling up your
28:33cup, I feel you're learning the
28:35importance of companionship, which means
28:37you are kind of transitioning like we
28:39said here, right? Um,
28:44one more
28:47rebirth. It's important cycles as we're
28:50saying it. It's a detail for this
28:52collective. Part of your cycles, part of
28:55your healing journey was to learn the
28:57appreciation of true friendship.
29:00um karmic cycles, ending patterns of
29:03isolation. Um
29:06it was part of your transformation. So
29:08until that was ticked off in your
29:10contract, right? Collective,
29:13same stepping stone would have kept
29:14coming up. Um this is why this healing
29:18journey when you're just viewing it as
29:20healing for a reconnection, you miss the
29:23really important things. You miss the
29:25repeated cycles. You miss seeing I'm
29:28switching and changing jobs every couple
29:30years. It's really hard for me to
29:32maintain friendships. I have family
29:34friction. I need family reconnection.
29:38Whatever it is that has followed you
29:39around your whole life until these
29:42things are healed within again, you're
29:44on pause. So just thinking, I need to
29:46heal my abandonment. I need to heal this
29:48for this and this and this and this.
29:49Just with the focus of love,
29:52you're not getting it. You're not
29:54getting your journey right. The universe
29:56is wanting to break you free from the
29:58karmic loops, the the karmic vibration
30:01that keeps your life on repeat. Right?
30:03So again, if you're switching and
30:05changing jobs every you haven't tapped
30:07into your birthright, you haven't tapped
30:08into your blueprint, your dharma. If
30:11it's very hard for you to maintain
30:13friendships again from childhood, right?
30:16You need to understand why. Why?
30:20Same toxic cycles in love. Why? But it's
30:23in all areas, right?
30:27And if you have had broken structure in
30:30your family and I know some people don't
30:32get the opportunity to reconnect with
30:34family, but for this collective it's
30:35coming out. So there's clearly
30:40some one whatever person in your family
30:43that you can reconnect with, right? Um,
30:49it's getting all of it kind of in focus
30:51and understanding
30:54what truly needs to change.
31:00Okay. So, music is accelerating emotion.
31:04It's accelerating flame. So, if you know
31:07that music is something that is maybe
31:11not the best while you're going through
31:14um nostalgia, maybe put Herz on or
31:16something or maybe don't be listening to
31:19sad music or music that brings them up.
31:22If you know it can get you tunnel
31:24vision, right? For the right collective
31:26songs right now, it's accelerating this
31:29energy and this thought of them where
31:32we're trying to break the habits that
31:33keep you bound to that. We're trying to
31:35get this collective to pass that
31:37timeline, that pivot of the right habits
31:40when they come over you, right? So
31:43again, that mental discipline, that yang
31:45energy, that magician's strength to
31:48focus on self and not get captivated and
31:51think by doing that, oh, I can
31:53energetically your leading energy is to
31:56break free from illusion. Learn the
31:58difference between head and heart,
32:00right? where maybe when this comes over
32:02again, music or you listen to
32:04subliminals or try and manifest them,
32:06whatever it is, you you want to break
32:08the habit and sit in the letting go, not
32:10the what if, right? Cuz this will give
32:13you true clarity.
32:16It's when we're overwhelmed, we need to
32:19find the lesson where when this
32:20overwhelm comes, if you're doing all the
32:23same patterns, once the overwhelm's
32:25gone, you stop listening to the
32:26subliminals, you stop listening to the
32:28music, you stop watching the tarot or
32:30playing with your tarot, but you've
32:31missed the lesson in the rest period.
32:34Bake rest topping. Right? So, we bake
32:37the overwhelm, come out, the rest
32:39period, all the same uh gravitational
32:42pull habits, the temptation.
32:45Don't fall back into the same habits
32:47because instead of then if you do
32:49unfortunately didn't master the lesson
32:51of pain they've just made you feel all
32:53of this pain so you realize I don't want
32:55to keep feeling this this right but if
32:58you don't realize that and then the
33:00temptation comes and you fall back into
33:02the same habits next time you're bound
33:04to a cosmic trigger of soul evolution
33:06and seeing this lesson what's going to
33:09happen the same emotion the same
33:11ascension's going to come over you
33:13because you didn't master your rest
33:15period. You went straight back into the
33:17timeline you're trying to break free
33:18from, right?
33:22Music is clearly something that can just
33:24start prompting other things again. The
33:27subliminals, manifest, whatever it is,
33:30music seems to be
33:37just something that can get you start
33:41getting trapped in this again.
33:45All right, one more overall
33:52sadness and that's what happens and then
33:57it's a lesson here of loneliness. I
33:59always say this journey again we spoke
34:01about it the emotional stability
34:04I always say to transition out of that.
34:06Will I ever love again? Will I have
34:08companionship? I'm sick of feeling
34:10lonely to really thriving in
34:11independence, loving your life.
34:15Another way you really understand when
34:17you've been healing cuz you become
34:19selective of who you allow in your life.
34:21When you're thriving in your
34:23independence and you love your life and
34:25you've been through a lot, you don't
34:27just let any bloody which person in.
34:31If they don't add value, if they don't
34:33add to your table, you're like, "Get
34:36away from my table." Right?
34:39When you love what you've created for
34:41yourself and you have found that
34:43contentment and emotional fulfillment
34:45within,
34:47I'm telling you, you won't put up with
34:48Right?
34:52Where this collective, you just want to
34:54be careful because when we are focusing
34:56on this, we can excuse a lot because we
34:59just want we just want someone in our
35:00life, right? We just want someone there.
35:02We want someone there. And again for
35:04this collective another reason through
35:07life and healing it was so important for
35:10you to learn you can have other people
35:12here friendships family like you can but
35:15you've got to expand your your circle
35:17right your life your choice people that
35:20are like this you are normally you don't
35:23have people to turn to other than being
35:26in love so a part of your healing
35:28journey was to teach you that right
35:33collective
35:34This will make sense. If this is not
35:36your energy, it's not your reading.
35:39And again, music bringing up sadness.
35:43One more.
35:47Balance is taking place. My advice from
35:51this,
35:53you can see what's going on internally.
35:56We might do a what you think is going on
35:58versus what's really going on. Um, keep
36:00going with self.
36:02My advice for this collective is right
36:05now in what you're feeling in this
36:08overwhelm.
36:09Be strong.
36:12Go out with friends or family or
36:14whatever it is. Don't be doom scrolling.
36:16Don't be doing subliminals. Don't be
36:18listening to music that is going to
36:19prompt nostalgia or sadness and then
36:23make you start overthinking. Are they
36:25coming in? Is this why I'm feeling them?
36:27Like I feel this collective. You've been
36:29doing so well and you clearly didn't
36:33pass your last ascension like how we
36:35were talking about this and I feel the
36:37universe is wanting you to go through it
36:39again so you understand it right small
36:41steps big accomplishments but this be
36:43the final fire where you break the habit
36:47and as you're feeling it no I deserve
36:49better I want more for my life I don't
36:52want this in my life anymore I'm
36:54going to stay strong right
36:58this. Believe it or not, as overwhelming
37:00as it is, it's not about the 3D physical
37:03situation. Can they feel me? Are we
37:06energetically tied right now? Are they
37:08coming in for like it's not that. It's
37:12why you fall back into it, right? I
37:16always say no change and
37:20what's the point? What's the point? And
37:24I always tell you guys, let go of the
37:26label. see it as one big fat karmic
37:28lesson. Just if it's meant to be, it'll
37:32be. It really will be. But your change
37:34comes first. Where a lot of you guys
37:36think it's all them. No, they need to
37:38heal. No, they need to this. No, they
37:39need to go through that. They need to
37:41break free from this and that. But but
37:42it's you guys
37:44because you still want someone that you
37:46know deep down within needs a whole lot
37:48of change to make it work. You're
37:50putting your own change on pause when
37:53you're constantly going outside of
37:55yourself. Everything you think
37:56externally, it's something to be
37:58reflected in, right? Especially if you
38:00really believe it's a soul connection,
38:02mirrored energy
38:06and broken record. Everyone swears black
38:09and blue. The only reason they're
38:11craving, no, it's my twin flame. It's my
38:13soulmate. We'll let it go.
38:16You can swear black and blue. It's
38:18because of that. But you won't walk
38:19away.
38:21If it's meant to be, it'll be.
38:24walk away. Don't hold on to the what if.
38:27Let it go.
38:30Um because until you start that true
38:32change, until you start that true
38:34change,
38:37there's nothing going on on that end.
38:39I'll tell you that right now. Um
38:43okay, I am going to do a what you think
38:46is going on verse what's really going
38:48on. But I can see already
38:51I can feel it in the first part.
38:54this collective,
38:56you've had enough. You've had enough.
38:58Mental health, you've had enough. Right?
39:01Those little thing. You should have had
39:03some pennies in that first part about
39:06why this is coming over you. Again,
39:08we're trying to get this collective to
39:10break free from the illusion. what you
39:12think and trusting what's really going
39:14on and surrendering to it.
39:21What you think is going on right now.
39:31Blaming as we said that at the end.
39:39A
39:44I'm not a health care professional and I
39:47I'm not going to sit here and tell you
39:48you're not depressed. I'm not going to
39:50do that. You like you had the sadness,
39:53the mental health, depression,
39:54loneliness. But I I feel this collective
39:59there's a lot deeper things tied to
40:01trauma clearly that is trying to
40:03resurface for you right now. And again,
40:05I want to make it clear. If you are on
40:07anti-depressants or you do struggle with
40:10depression, I'm not telling you that you
40:12don't, right? But
40:16if you know for a fact that you do
40:18struggle with this again on a deeper
40:20level of maybe why you're still attached
40:22to a situation we were speaking about at
40:25the start.
40:27You can see the soul lessons and the
40:29cycles that are trying to come through
40:31for you through this period of nostalgia
40:34and ruminating. Right? And I get it.
40:37Your very first row the illusion or the
40:39intuition this collective you can
40:41clearly get trapped in the mind. Right?
40:45There's deeper things here as well,
40:47especially with the attachment to what
40:49you are craving.
40:51Now, I am also hearing cuz blaming you
40:54could think that this person connected
40:56to you is going through depression and
41:00doesn't know how to deal with their
41:01emotion, which could be completely truth
41:05that they don't know how to deal with
41:06emotion. And it's the Humpty Dumpty,
41:09right? Humpty Dumpty sat on the wall,
41:11had a great fall. No one could put them
41:13back together again.
41:16But lesson outside of the box.
41:20If you know you're dealing with someone
41:22like this and in the past it did not
41:24work, it ain't going to work until it's
41:26fixed or focused on healing and there's
41:28change and growth through this, right?
41:32Where a lot of you guys, this is why you
41:34go outside of yourself and watch the
41:36readings on how they feel or how they
41:38see you or they're obsessed with you.
41:41Even if someone's there pining into a
41:45state of this,
41:47if they don't know how to show you, if
41:48they don't know how to love you, if they
41:50don't know how to speak to you, if they
41:52don't have emotional intelligence or
41:54awareness to make you feel loved, what
41:58is the point of watching readings like
42:00that? They're not telling you. It
42:04doesn't matter if they're pining. They
42:05don't know how to love you. Sorry, I
42:08have to say it. Right?
42:10Let it be. You feel something's being
42:12activated again in this and you thought
42:15maybe you had gotten out of it. Again,
42:17go speak to a health care professional.
42:19But
42:23I think you're going through an
42:24ascension. And I always say ascensions
42:26last for about 3 to seven days. If it's
42:28longer than that, definitely go speak to
42:30someone. But ascension rebirth periods,
42:32they can keep you in in bed. like it can
42:35just be it's ripping away another layer
42:37of the dark knight, the ego death, and
42:40they're confronting, right? Um,
42:43but that's a heavy emotion. It's heavy.
42:47It's heavy.
42:57Okay, this is where the first part is so
43:01important. the I understand, but this is
43:03where you don't because this is where
43:05we're trying to break this down for you.
43:07The illusion again, if you've watched
43:09from the beginning, you would have had
43:10some pennies drop with self-realization
43:13over the scarcity with the habits and
43:17you would have there would have been
43:18something for the right collective
43:20because again, you feel what you think
43:23is going on. You understand everything.
43:26You're seeing everything correctly, but
43:28you're trapped in your feelings. And
43:30when we're trapped in our feelings,
43:32we're not seeing things correctly. We're
43:34seeing it through broken shadow self.
43:36We're seeing it through distorted
43:37feminine, distorted masculine. Right? We
43:41always talk about distorted feminine,
43:42distorted masculine, being led with
43:44insecurities,
43:46depression, repeated cycles. Distorted
43:49feminine always around the same
43:50roundabout eating her tail cuz she's
43:52being led with insecurities, not inner
43:54power, inner knowing. Right?
43:57That wounded masculine has to win at all
44:00costs. Even if it means losing
44:02themselves in the process. I haven't
44:04won. I need to win. If you know it or
44:06not. Pride ego getting affected. This
44:08collective, this is the emotion you're
44:11leading through. And the sad thing is
44:12with the distorted feminine, distorted
44:14masculine, they need to be right. So
44:17they do everything they can to validate
44:20what their thought pattern is being led
44:23by. and seeing something through the
44:26lens of insecurity, lack of confidence,
44:28depressive state, loneliness, da da da.
44:31Watch from the beginning. What is your
44:33brain going to do to validate your
44:36thought pattern? Seek it out. So again,
44:38the re whatever it is, your brain will
44:41find things to validate your distortion.
44:43And this is why you guys can get stuck
44:45on this healing journey when you're
44:47focusing on healing for connection for
44:50years because you keep validating the
44:54overthinking or even if it's just give
44:56me a sign, give me a sign, angel
44:57shuffle, play a song, play a song. The
44:59first part, right, your last row, the
45:01angel shuffle, the the m anyway, watch
45:04from the beginning.
45:06So right now, even though you're in your
45:09feelings,
45:11but I understand everything that's going
45:13on, but it's being led with a very dark
45:15dark energy, right? Well, not very dark.
45:17I don't want to say that. Well, it is.
45:19You got to find the light through the
45:20scarcity. You know, deep down outdated
45:23beliefs. And I said it I said it at the
45:25start. You're in a transitional phase.
45:28You can see it. You just wouldn't have
45:30passed your last ascension. That's why.
45:32But now you're getting tested with the
45:33habits again.
45:37same ascension.
45:39You know deep down the way you're
45:41viewing this is not right, but because
45:43you're fighting intuition with illusion,
45:46it's making you feel, oh,
45:50they're going to make it right this
45:51time.
45:53I'm ripping off the band-aid. Even if
45:56they come in, it's it's a it's another
45:59layer of selfworth. So, you shouldn't be
46:01thinking you're about to make amends
46:04because you can see with where you are
46:06on your energetic journey cuz you
46:08haven't chosen. So, again, if you've
46:10watched from the beginning, this will
46:11make sense.
46:13Even if they came knocking on your door,
46:15even if you got a message right now as
46:17you're watching this, again, distortion
46:19wanting to be right. I felt that they
46:21were coming in. This is time. So, you're
46:23going to give into the breadcrumb.
46:24You're going to give into the stale
46:26energy. You're going to budge before
46:28you're supposed to budge. whatever your
46:30layer is.
46:32And it's funny how the universe works
46:35because when they want it delayed,
46:37they'll play games to make sure it's
46:39delayed. So, they prompt these things
46:41because the reason I say everything
46:43because again, remember, they're wanting
46:45you to feel the pain and what you truly
46:46deserve. So, they're making you feel
46:48this anxiety and this and then lo and
46:51behold, you you will you'll get a
46:52message. But it's like you failed to
46:55forget all of the pain and everything
46:57you've excused. Oh my god, I was right.
46:59They messaged me. Oh my god, it's a soul
47:02connection. No, it's a lesson. You've
47:04just gone through all that pain. So, you
47:06choose yourself. So, you don't walk
47:08through the same fire again, right? So,
47:11you literally choose you. But you guys
47:13think, "Oh my god, they're here." And
47:15it's like a hey or an unblock or they've
47:18liked a story or do do you know what I'm
47:21trying to say? And the universe will do
47:23this to keep putting the layer in the
47:26distance until you find yourself.
47:29And you've had someone that can cause
47:31this and this and keep you stuck in
47:34this.
47:37See the lesson.
47:45I always say, you know, when it's time,
47:47it comes in when you least expect it.
47:49When you're not thinking about it. When
47:50you've reclaimed your power, you're in
47:52your sparkle. It's like it's that shock
47:54moment, right? But when you're here like
47:56this, waiting, waiting, waiting,
47:57waiting, waiting, waiting, wait, it's
47:59always going to end up being a lesson.
48:04Tough truth, but it's the truth, right?
48:12So, just a little seed thought that you
48:15should put in the memory bank. If ever
48:18you're in this emotion and you have this
48:20person pop up, delete it. Don't even
48:24read it. Choose yourself.
48:29It's not that they're making it right
48:31physically.
48:33So, make it right internally
48:35and see yourself.
48:39But for the right collective,
48:42what you think is going on again, I'm
48:45talking about I can't help but give
48:47advice and talk too much. You maybe
48:51feeling depression is coming over, but
48:53you feel like you understand what you're
48:54feeling this time. I think you've been
48:56through a few ascensions, but again,
48:58we're not completely. You're really
49:00stuck in your feelings. You know that
49:01there's outdated beliefs that need to be
49:03moved, but for the right collective, you
49:05think this person's coming in, right?
49:07they're going to make it right. Another
49:09thing, let's cuz you're going in and
49:11outside of yourself. So, what you're
49:12feeling projection that they're
49:15depressed, they're starting to
49:16understand. They're really stuck in
49:18their feelings. They're removing the
49:19outdated beliefs which is making them
49:21want to come in. Right? So, it's like,
49:24see what I mean about what you're really
49:26going through? But when people haven't
49:27owned that distortion, wounded feminine,
49:30masculine, you think it's coming from
49:32them. Oh, this is what they're going
49:35through. First part, first row, first
49:38deck. Illusion, intuition, right? Don't
49:41make it fit. This collective, you're
49:43ping ponging in, out, in, out, in, out
49:46of self, blaming that card. Um,
49:54in love, affection, nostalgia. Is my
49:57nostalgia being prompted because of
49:58them? then straight back into distortion
50:00instead of taking ownership of what you
50:03need to heal. It's them
50:05um
50:12depression. So they Okay, I'm hearing
50:14too. I'm feeling going outside of
50:16yourself. A reason you think that
50:18they're staying away is they need time
50:20to heal. They're healing. Please don't
50:22give up on me. It says I'm healing.
50:24Don't give up on me. We said it before.
50:27this collective for so long, you would
50:29have thought it all up to this person
50:30healing and changing. But you just
50:33thinking that shows you you haven't
50:35healed and changed enough
50:39because you're still wanting it, right?
50:41Is recollective this would be making
50:43sense.
50:46They're going through so much right now.
50:48They're stuck in their feelings. They're
50:49starting to understand how much I mean
50:51to them. They've just been healing.
50:54They've been healing. they're going to
50:56come back changed.
51:01But let's go within you. You are clearly
51:04in understanding that you've needed to
51:06heal. I could feel it in the first part.
51:08Um, again, transitional period. It's
51:10just when the overwhelm and nostalgia
51:12hits you. We're taking a few steps back
51:15into the thought pattern. You've been
51:16working so hard to break free from the
51:18what if to the truly letting go.
51:25that they're going to come in and take
51:27accountability. I understand what I've
51:29done, right? Oh, so
51:33for the right collective, this should be
51:36like hailing pennies because it just see
51:40what distortion does. See what it does.
51:42Cuz the right collective, you have
51:43reclaimed your power when you're not
51:45overwhelmed. It's when you're
51:46overwhelmed. This is where you're going
51:47from bake rest, bake, rest, bake, rest.
51:50It's like after you've gone through this
51:52and you come out cooling, you're falling
51:54into the same habit. So then next time
51:56cosmic wheel which has happened, it's
51:58the same ascension because you're going
52:00back and instead of just letting go,
52:02right? We we really went into detail
52:05with your first deck
52:09for the right collective. You genuinely
52:11believe this person's coming into deep
52:13understanding and they're going to take
52:15accountability for everything.
52:19And it's just keeping you in a loop.
52:21It's keeping you in a loop. You're
52:23romanticizing. We talk about
52:25romanticizing potential, right? If it's
52:28not happening in your physical face. If
52:31it's not happening, don't hold on to it
52:33because we're trying to get the right
52:35collective broken free from illusion
52:37intuition. Right? That's why we're doing
52:39a what you think illusion to what's
52:41really going on.
52:43tough reading, but
52:48for the correct collective, you want to
52:50get past this. This is going to be a
52:52hard reading to hear. I always say, save
52:56it. Come back when you're not in the
52:57overwhelm. Or if you can watch it
52:59through this, you're a lot further along
53:02than you think. Just saying
53:08in your feelings
53:12it's your comfort. It's going back into
53:14your comfort zone when you're which is
53:17sad cuz your comfort zone you can see it
53:19comes from the lack of confidence you
53:21have within self and falling back to
53:23this is my soul connection my twin flame
53:25part one. It's like that's your comfort
53:27zone. It's the habit you've created.
53:30We're trying to break that habit.
53:31Remember we said let's get the right
53:33habits in place, right? So your habit
53:36right now when you're overwhelmed, it's
53:38all the what if that keeps coming over
53:40you instead of let's break free from the
53:42comfort zone and do it differently.
53:46It's your safety. It's your armor. But
53:50this is why I say the band-aid's poison
53:52because instead of saying no, it's my
53:54comfort zone to get into this. This has
53:57been bound to me from a young age.
53:59progressional trauma through life
54:01lessons, other relationships, da da da.
54:04It's my twin. We're energetically
54:06connected right now. We are like it's no
54:09no no no no no. It's a deeper lesson of
54:11self-love and self-worth to break you
54:13free from this.
54:18But you could also what you think is
54:20going on especially longsuffer I'm
54:24hearing you could really think
54:26especially depression they need time to
54:27heal. You could think the person
54:29connected to you can sit in so much high
54:32acceleration of motion, but they won't
54:34move. It's their comfort. They can sit
54:36in longsuffering, right? But so can this
54:38collective. You're exactly the same.
54:41Look at what you go through. Look at
54:43what you go through. But when you're
54:44going through a nostalgia, ruminating,
54:47you still go back into all the craving,
54:49right? Or how we said here, you go
54:51through this ascension of all of this
54:53pain, but then they pop up and you're
54:55like, "Oh my god, they're here." here
54:56instead of thinking I've just been
54:58bedbound bed bound for the past however
55:00many days or I've just been ascending
55:02and going through absolute rubbish and
55:03get I'm in bloody depression. Oh, but
55:06they're here. You're a long sufferer
55:08yourself. You keep welcoming in the pain
55:12again. Whenever we're going outside of
55:14oursel, what's the lesson we need to see
55:16within ourself?
55:20Outdated beliefs.
55:25So it could have been very this is about
55:30very knight of wands behavior between
55:32both of you.
55:35That was king of pentacles wanting
55:37stability. I do like that and I do think
55:39the denial. The repel. Remember the
55:42deviation. You know when you're really
55:43healing cuz you don't want it no more.
55:45You see through it because you see
55:47yourself. The hot and cold push and
55:50pull. You're like or you feel sorry for
55:52him, right?
55:55He went into detail. So, you know, even
55:58when you know this is what you think
56:01what you think is going on, right? What
56:03you think this person feels um but what
56:06you think is going on. You know that's a
56:09you know with how I've been talking cuz
56:12I keep saying I'm very nononsense in
56:14this and as a reader I'm not here to
56:16tell you how to feel. I'm here to
56:17confirm it and we embody your energy.
56:20you know, deep down inside this ain't
56:22healthy, right?
56:25Um,
56:30you know, you that there's something
56:31you're not seeing here. But again, if
56:34you want to get really 3D surface level,
56:37you could also believe that this person
56:39was in denial about their feelings and
56:42that's why they were pushing you away
56:43for so long, right? Especially with
56:45these here. and then make it right.
56:50Getting confidence to come through, but
56:52you haven't found your confidence cuz
56:54you still want it.
56:57Make sense?
56:59If you were confident and in your self
57:01value, I promise you, you would be like,
57:04"Peace out. There's the front door.
57:06Don't just run. Sprint." Right?
57:13It's not about their confidence to come
57:15through
57:17you. Self value, selfrespect. No
57:20dignity. Dignity.
57:27But then no idea. So you're on the
57:29train. No wonder. Illusion. Delusion. Or
57:32I believe it. Oh no, but it's not here.
57:34Am I crazy?
57:37Too much reliance on it. Um,
57:41do they know where to start or how to
57:43begin or do they know it's
57:48but then there would be a part of you as
57:49well when you're in strength. You're not
57:51silly. You're a collective. You would
57:52know you can't go from a 10 of swords to
57:54a 10 of cups. You would know if this was
57:57even meant to work that it would have to
57:59take stepping stones. When you're in
58:00your center, when you're in your
58:02overwhelm and your nostalgia and you're
58:04ruminating, it's like that goes out the
58:06window and you're like, "Oh, they'll
58:07come back. They'll make it right. we'll
58:08get back together instead of focusing on
58:10those stepping stones first being
58:12effective communication that we talk
58:14about so much when we're picking up
58:16energy like this. Right? So, when you're
58:19centered, you have strength in it, but
58:22not when you're in your scarcity
58:24mindset.
58:25You fall back into the past habit and
58:28comfort zone. This is why we need to
58:30break the habit you've created
58:33subconsciously. Right. One more.
58:44Maybe you're already 10 steps ahead
58:47internally. Distortion. How you should
58:49approach this when it comes in. I can't
58:52be too nice. I need to do it like this.
58:54If I don't have an apology, I'm going to
58:56straight into wounded feminine, wounded
58:58masculine, masculine. Win at all cost.
59:00Trying to control the situation before
59:02the situation's even arrived. Right.
59:05Maybe it's someone that you've written a
59:06whole heap of things in your notes app
59:08that you're going to reply with. And
59:09like I can I could just imagine this
59:12collective. It's But again, it's not you
59:15all the time. It's when you're in your
59:17overwhelm, right?
59:19Um I'm not going to let them walk all
59:22over me this time. I'm not going to be
59:24too nice this time.
59:30And you could feel that maybe they
59:32realize that you're too nice and that
59:34you've let them walk all over you. Um,
59:39okay.
59:42I'm just going to get one more for what
59:44you think is going on and then we're
59:46really going to break this down. These
59:47readings can just get really heavy and
59:55one candle at a time, Bri, one soul at a
59:58time. whenever I do. Okay, just last one
1:00:01for
1:00:04what you think and then we'll really
1:00:05break this down.
1:00:12Oh, that's way too many.
1:00:15But the coffin endings bring new
1:00:18beginnings, but with growth, change, and
1:00:21transition.
1:00:36This is good.
1:00:39Like I said in that first part, this
1:00:41collective, you are clearly coming into
1:00:43empowerment. That's not the issue. It's
1:00:45just how we were talking about the the
1:00:48ascension and the habits, right? I think
1:00:50you've come a very long way from where
1:00:52you once were for the first card to be
1:00:55it needs time it takes time in cycles
1:00:58time to heal progression that's
1:00:59beautiful you are right but we were
1:01:01explaining you can't just hold on to
1:01:03that with surrender trust in divine
1:01:06timing they'll be back when everything's
1:01:07okay it's it's now understanding I've
1:01:10got to I've got to realize this is not
1:01:12healthy for me to be craving someone
1:01:14that I just believe needs to heal and
1:01:16everything's going to change right like
1:01:19We've gone into a lot of detail about
1:01:21this.
1:01:22Are you healing? Yes. When you're not
1:01:24triggered, do you understand you deserve
1:01:27better? Yes. It's when the trigger comes
1:01:29over, there's still the hope. There's
1:01:31the hope. Instead of when the trigger
1:01:33comes over, oh my god, I'm doing it
1:01:34again. No, I'm letting go. I'm not going
1:01:36to fall back into the same habits and
1:01:38gravitational pull magnetic field of
1:01:40influence of that.
1:01:45If you truly believe this is your life
1:01:47partner, the person that you're going to
1:01:49marry and get engaged and partnership
1:01:52and commitment and eternity and my
1:01:54completion will come in will come into
1:01:56union. I said it before, let it go. If
1:01:58it is really destined for you that don't
1:02:01let it go, let it go. Be the best
1:02:04version of yourself. Stand in your
1:02:06empowerment.
1:02:07That self-love, self-care. Again, we
1:02:09went into detail. There could be a part
1:02:12of you when you get into this triggered
1:02:14overwhelm, you do get scarcity mindset
1:02:16thinking, are they going to settle down
1:02:18and are they going to start their life
1:02:19with someone else? But then again,
1:02:21that's where the tweet comes. Good on
1:02:22them. If that's what they do, that's
1:02:24what they do. I know I deserve more,
1:02:27right? Um,
1:02:31the out
1:02:35silly. the outdated thinking,
1:02:37conditioning, replaying events, first
1:02:39deck, middle row, nostalgia, it's being
1:02:41prompted, right? But cosmically, where
1:02:43this collective, I think you think it's
1:02:45being prompted because again, they're
1:02:47about to make things right and da da da
1:02:49da da. But this replaying events over
1:02:51and over in your mind again, first deck,
1:02:53first row, the illusions, intuition.
1:02:56This is why we're doing this reading, to
1:02:58break you free from the illusions and
1:03:01the creation and the stories and the
1:03:03romanticizing and right. Um,
1:03:09but I do think this collective, you
1:03:11really do believe that they're going
1:03:13over everything right now and they're in
1:03:15their feelings. They're starting to
1:03:16understand. They're going to come in
1:03:17with confidence. They're going to make
1:03:19it right. But again, you're holding on
1:03:20to something you do not see that you
1:03:22think that you feel. And that's again,
1:03:25it doesn't matter if you're right or
1:03:26wrong. This is where you need to reclaim
1:03:28your power and be like, "No." Right?
1:03:31Because like I said, this is when we get
1:03:33into the distortion and the mind games.
1:03:35So before it's even entered, I'm going
1:03:37to deal with it this way. I'm not going
1:03:38to be too nice. I'm not going to do
1:03:39this. I'm not going to do like
1:03:59I'm just hearing my beautiful Kelly and
1:04:02I think she the way she words it it's so
1:04:05simple but it's so true and by chasing
1:04:08after the runner you are still running
1:04:10after running away from yourself right
1:04:13and again great thing is with this
1:04:16collective it's not an everyday thing
1:04:18now the moment you're not overwhelmed
1:04:21you know this. It's just we're trying to
1:04:24get you through this ascension. So, next
1:04:26time it comes over, we're not focusing
1:04:28on this. Next time you're ascending
1:04:30something differently.
1:04:33So, even though you really hope this
1:04:35person's going to there's still a part
1:04:37of your soul, but they're a runner.
1:04:39Clearly, they're a runner cuz they're
1:04:41not coming in with everything you feel
1:04:42that they're feeling, right?
1:04:45Not healthy for you. And if this is what
1:04:48broke this apart and it hasn't been
1:04:50healed, changed. And anyone that has
1:04:54tendencies of this, they need healing.
1:04:57So even if you feel I'm someone else if
1:05:00these are core things that they
1:05:03unfortunately when triggered state comes
1:05:05over again lack of emotional
1:05:07intelligence emotional understanding
1:05:09emotionally shutting down which then
1:05:11entails mind games lack of clear
1:05:13transparency and communication not
1:05:16knowing how to listen at a deep level
1:05:18not knowing how to come into conflict
1:05:20resolution constantly creating fires and
1:05:22just leaving them and sweeping them
1:05:24under the rug. you or the next person.
1:05:27It ain't going to be something healthy
1:05:28or thriving, so it shouldn't even be on
1:05:30your mind.
1:05:33I know you are hoping this person heals
1:05:36and they just need time. But if you're
1:05:37not seeing that they're healing, if
1:05:40they're not saying to you, I'm in
1:05:41therapy. I'm doing this. I'm doing X, Y,
1:05:44and Zed. I just need like if it's not in
1:05:48in front of you, just don't romanticize,
1:05:51right? Because even with what you think
1:05:52is going on right now, deep down,
1:05:56you know they're a runner. And that was
1:05:58the first thing I felt when I started
1:06:00this reading, the push and pull. Push
1:06:02and pull. Like I could I could feel it.
1:06:04And I said to you guys, you're still
1:06:06falling short to the hot and cold, which
1:06:08means you're not seeing yourself. You
1:06:10know, when you're really healing that
1:06:12repel, this is not going to fly
1:06:16because you're going to have confidence.
1:06:18You're going to see through their veil
1:06:19of brokenness. This has got nothing to
1:06:22do with me. This poor soul doesn't know
1:06:24how to deal with emotion. I hope them
1:06:26the best. Instead of being unhealed
1:06:29empath drawn to the chaos, the broken
1:06:31bird. I'm an empowered empath. I ain't
1:06:34going to judge you, but I know we don't
1:06:36align. I'm going to set you free
1:06:45and listening to their ego. But you're
1:06:47listening to your ego distortion.
1:06:50Beautiful.
1:06:58And again, it's like the first part. So,
1:07:02okay, I always say periodic moments of
1:07:04assessment. So, even though this
1:07:06ascension, it's bringing up your rest
1:07:08period. It's bringing up a lot of the
1:07:10same um habits and decisions, especially
1:07:12in the thought pattern when it comes to
1:07:14this the comfort zone. Your first deck,
1:07:17you had the self- loveve and the
1:07:18self-care. It's like you've taken this
1:07:21wouldn't be as hard as it normally is
1:07:23because even though it's over you, you
1:07:25are having moments of no, I need
1:07:27healthier choices here like this ain't
1:07:29healthy for me, right? Making healthier
1:07:32choices in love, in life, self-love,
1:07:34self-care to be happier, right? So, it's
1:07:37even here. So, you're not in complete
1:07:40distortion like and and I said it at the
1:07:43start for the right collective, this
1:07:45isn't this wouldn't be triggering you.
1:07:47This is a reading finding you to give
1:07:49you that strength you're probably
1:07:50craving right now, right? So you don't
1:07:53get stuck in the tarot loop. So you're
1:07:55not doing subliminals and trying to
1:07:56manifest them in and you're not tunnel
1:07:58visioning in that music that create like
1:08:00this is coming to you. You've probably
1:08:03said give me a sign. This is your sign.
1:08:06Reclaim your power, right?
1:08:09Um needing healing.
1:08:14This is first deck.
1:08:17If you really believe it is your soul
1:08:20connection, if you really believe this
1:08:22is your soul person, let it go. Right?
1:08:26And part of you may know this is part of
1:08:28your soul contract being activated,
1:08:30which it is. It's a cosmic window. So,
1:08:32soul connection, partnership, agreement,
1:08:34soul contract.
1:08:40I explained all of this in the first
1:08:42deck.
1:08:45engagement
1:08:48stabbed in the back. I do think cuz
1:08:49there's a reason everything comes to my
1:08:51mind. One, I think this collective maybe
1:08:55you were on a path of this, right? It
1:08:57was one of those loves and
1:09:00when you're in a connection and you
1:09:05are on the path of this or this has
1:09:07happened and then all of a sudden
1:09:08stabbed in the back, shocking attack,
1:09:10deception, what the going on and there
1:09:13was a lot of future baiting, future
1:09:15promises again on the path of this and
1:09:18it's just gets left like this. five to
1:09:21seven years it can take the human brain
1:09:23to truly get over this day and age not
1:09:27twin flame soul connection instead of
1:09:31understanding no I need to heal I've
1:09:33been broken my heart is broken right
1:09:37um
1:09:39and I feel the penny is dropping for
1:09:41this collective but
1:09:44it was a shocking attack to you and I
1:09:46also think this confirms you have
1:09:48moments when you're in your scarcity and
1:09:50moment moments like this that you're
1:09:51going through right now. You believe
1:09:53that this person will move on or you
1:09:55found out that they moved on and they're
1:09:57on a path of this. I can't see that you
1:09:59have found this out for fact. Not with
1:10:01this deck cuz there's a part of you that
1:10:03really believes this person's about to
1:10:04come in and it's going to evolve. Right?
1:10:07So, relationship evolving to the next
1:10:10phase through healing, inner child
1:10:12healing and growth.
1:10:15This is where you go wrong.
1:10:18It's still focusing on the healing that
1:10:20they need to do instead of instead of
1:10:23feeling that saying but there is no
1:10:25healing.
1:10:27I'm holding on to I'm romanticizing
1:10:29their healing.
1:10:31I'm seeing the best in them before they
1:10:34see the best in themselves. This
1:10:35collective, this person has not told you
1:10:37that they're on a healing journey. For
1:10:39the right collective, they have not
1:10:41shown you that they're making change.
1:10:43It's what you're thinking. The
1:10:45illusions, right? Watch from the
1:10:46beginning. you think you think needs to
1:10:50happen for it to come back into
1:10:52alignment. Where you are right, if this
1:10:54was to ever come into alignment, it
1:10:56needs to heal. But where you go wrong is
1:10:59the what if. Have they started healing?
1:11:02Is this going to happen? Like until you
1:11:05see this person taking the steps to
1:11:07change,
1:11:08don't just romanticize it. Even if you
1:11:13are the most intuitive, clairvoyant,
1:11:15even if you are, it's going to keep you
1:11:17stuck. This is where the cuz we want to
1:11:21get you out of this phase, right? And
1:11:24not what if, but let go the hard truth
1:11:27of the situation.
1:11:37the snake that you really could think
1:11:39that there's betrayal here like I'm
1:11:42feeling a mixed bag. I don't think the
1:11:43right collective you found out they are
1:11:45engaged but I do think there's fear and
1:11:48this is part of the lack of confidence
1:11:50believe it or not that you think you're
1:11:52going to get replaced
1:11:58again. Anyone in their true worthiness
1:12:01would be like good luck to the next
1:12:02person. That was a headache to deal
1:12:04with, right?
1:12:08competition enemy clever look over your
1:12:11shoulder the and you could also believe
1:12:13that this person has brought a lot of
1:12:15negativity let it be third party
1:12:17interference family friend or love and I
1:12:20and this is another thing see outside of
1:12:22the box if there is a part of you as a
1:12:24collective you feel there's a lot of
1:12:26energetic interference that has affected
1:12:29this because this is part of outdated
1:12:30thinking middle row
1:12:33you're not seeing it right because when
1:12:34you choose to have one person in your
1:12:37life. You choose to have everything that
1:12:39comes with them. Family, friends,
1:12:41trauma, everything. And if you have this
1:12:45stigma over the company they keep and
1:12:47this and that, it ain't going to work.
1:12:50You don't ever just have one person. You
1:12:55have everything that comes with them.
1:12:57And if you in separation
1:12:59sign don't like the energy that's around
1:13:03them or you blame the energy around them
1:13:06that makes them who they are. You will
1:13:08never accept this person. You won't.
1:13:14When you love someone, you've got to
1:13:17choose. Do I love everything about them?
1:13:19Right? Or do I bow out gracefully?
1:13:21Unhealed empath chasing the chaos.
1:13:24Empowered empath. No matter how much I
1:13:27love with you, we do not align. We don't
1:13:30align with morals. We don't align with
1:13:32values.
1:13:34I could love you with my whole heart,
1:13:36but I know, well, not really, cuz if
1:13:38you're not, but anyway, but I know this
1:13:41isn't going to last long term. There's
1:13:43too much here. There's too much. We're
1:13:46not on the same page.
1:13:51And for the right collective, there's
1:13:53negativity. It's just things that little
1:13:55blind spots, right? That you're not.
1:13:59There's a reason your mind keeps
1:14:01prompting you with all of this stuff
1:14:03because your higher self is wanting you
1:14:04to see it. See it. This is painful.
1:14:07Baggage. Baggage. Especially if you're
1:14:10on a healing journey.
1:14:12Ask yourself, if this came through, is
1:14:15it going to take you 10 steps back of
1:14:17everything you've been focused so much
1:14:20on healing and putting yourself back
1:14:22together again?
1:14:28runner up, the repeated cycles, but the
1:14:30passion, insane chemistry, though
1:14:33that's not enough. It's not enough for
1:14:36long-term commitment. And when you're
1:14:37not triggered, you would know it. But
1:14:40the orbit, orbit, self-sabotage,
1:14:43rebuild, integration, repet, it's like
1:14:44it's always ba ba because you're not
1:14:47mastering the stepping stone. You're
1:14:48leading with passion.
1:14:53I unconditionally love them. No, you've
1:14:55got to unconditionally love yourself
1:14:57first. Self love one you I don't think
1:15:00people understand unconditional love.
1:15:02Empowered empath. You unconditionally
1:15:04love this person. You would set them
1:15:05free because you know they don't align.
1:15:08That's true empathy. That's
1:15:09unconditional love. It's by letting them
1:15:11go. You don't start judging and
1:15:13resenting and
1:15:15dissecting and being critical and
1:15:17negative. How can you unconditionally
1:15:20love someone else if you don't
1:15:22unconditionally love yourself? Because
1:15:23if you unconditionally loved yourself,
1:15:25you wouldn't be bound to this.
1:15:28Unconditional love starts with your own
1:15:30cup and seeing your greatness and what
1:15:32you deserve.
1:15:35If you love someone that keeps hurting
1:15:37you, you don't love yourself.
1:15:40And and I said this before, people that
1:15:43are in true self-love and selfworth,
1:15:45this energy, they're like, "What the?
1:15:47Get away from me.
1:15:48They don't even give it time to breathe
1:15:51because they see their value.
1:15:55This is why the label just just it
1:15:58bandaids. It fers. It stops the healing
1:16:01cuz you excuse your trauma for staying.
1:16:07No, they're my person. They're my soul
1:16:09connection.
1:16:10I love them no matter what they do.
1:16:13That's why I can't get over them. Wrong.
1:16:16Wrong. Wrong. Wrong. Wrong.
1:16:21One more.
1:16:26This is good palm tree with healthier
1:16:28choices. You know you need to stabilize
1:16:30your life, your stability, your
1:16:32permanence for self, perseverance for
1:16:33self
1:16:38the go. So then even right you want them
1:16:41stop.
1:16:43See, this is what it does because your
1:16:45soul it's it's your soul knows how you
1:16:47should be treated, but your illusion and
1:16:49distortion repetitive. We've spoke about
1:16:51it, right? So, when you're in your your
1:16:55worthiness state,
1:16:57golden mirror, you know, it's one-sided.
1:17:00I'm not going to say you believe you're
1:17:01connected to a narcissist. Maybe a bit
1:17:03self-absorbed. You may when you're
1:17:06because I'm I'm feeling the lack of
1:17:07compromise and emotion. Like, I'm
1:17:09feeling it through their end.
1:17:12But then when you're in the cosmic
1:17:15nostalgia,
1:17:17you you want to spend the rest of your
1:17:19life with them. But when you're on the
1:17:21healthy path and choosing self, you
1:17:24ain't silly.
1:17:26See the difference? See the difference?
1:17:28First deck, first row, illusion,
1:17:30intuition.
1:17:33This is where we want the penny to drop
1:17:35for collective. So next time you have to
1:17:37go through this cosmic window of
1:17:39ascension, you're not dealing with it.
1:17:41So when this stops, you've changed the
1:17:43habits so it doesn't have to keep coming
1:17:45back around, right?
1:17:49One-sided, self-absorbed narcissist,
1:17:53love bombing. If you were, if they were
1:17:55future baiting within a few months of
1:17:56knowing you and promising the world,
1:17:59this would have had to be a lesson for
1:18:01collective. You would be someone that
1:18:03falls short to the highly validating,
1:18:05highly intoxicating, whirlwind,
1:18:08obsessive zero to 100 love.
1:18:11It's probably what you've been drawn to
1:18:13in connections, right?
1:18:20Okay, we've done enough of what you
1:18:22think. Let's see what's really going on
1:18:23here. Let's see. Let's see. Let's see.
1:18:26Hold on. I'm going to get the ascending
1:18:28life oracle. Hold on. All right. So,
1:18:30let's see what's really going on in this
1:18:32dynamic. The past and the ghosting.
1:18:34Well, that it is the nostalgia of it.
1:18:36Feeling nostalgic mentally.
1:18:39We live in the past.
1:18:42I don't want to say the return of a past
1:18:44lover. Maybe a friend. We did say that,
1:18:47but this is what you're stewing on. Um,
1:18:49the return of a past situation from a
1:18:51ghosting, running behavior, sudden
1:18:54disappearing act. Oh, up in the air.
1:18:56That went for a reason. Feeling
1:18:58rejected, cutting off all communication,
1:19:01dealing with a lack of closure. Right.
1:19:05You've got luck there if you want to
1:19:07hope. So for you anyway, that one was
1:19:11rubbish. This deck's a bit thick for me
1:19:13to shuffle with. My friendships is I
1:19:16think you're learning a lot of lessons
1:19:18through friendships right now.
1:19:24Let's go.
1:19:26One more.
1:19:32round the roundabout every day. Same day
1:19:34in day out hamster wheel. So again, when
1:19:37these triggers come over you, if you
1:19:40don't have good things to turn to, the
1:19:42self-care, self- loveve, hobbies,
1:19:43whatever it is, it's quite easy for you
1:19:45to tunnel vision, which again, this is
1:19:47trying to break you free from. It's a
1:19:49bit cold here today. It was raining. I
1:19:52had the most beautiful lightning storm
1:19:55last night. It went for about
1:19:57gosh it went for a good hour and a half
1:19:59and where our bedroom is like cuz it was
1:20:03so cloudy just the lightning storm it
1:20:06was shades of like blue and purple and
1:20:09pink like it was so beautiful. I was
1:20:11literally captivated by it. Um it was
1:20:14really beautiful. You could have had a
1:20:16lightning storm
1:20:18or memories of a lightning storm.
1:20:23Like I I literally tranced out watching
1:20:25it. Like it was just beautiful.
1:20:32And cuz the clouds were so thick when
1:20:34the lightning would go behind it was
1:20:36like these images were just popping like
1:20:39cuz you couldn't see the actual
1:20:40lightning bolts. It was just like surges
1:20:43of It was Oh, I don't think I've ever
1:20:46seen anything like it before. Um,
1:20:53all right. This is what's really going
1:20:54on. Leadership standing in your power.
1:20:56Well, we know that
1:21:01burnout wouldn't surprise me. It
1:21:04wouldn't surprise me. Again, that deck
1:21:07first card feeling the depress. Oh, I
1:21:09love it. And you are, you know what,
1:21:15with how I was speaking in that first
1:21:17part, this collective, you're learning
1:21:20so so much. That's not the issue. And I
1:21:23can feel how I kept saying it. I feel so
1:21:25nononsense in this. It's like I wouldn't
1:21:28want to say you're upset with yourself
1:21:30feeling this, but you know those little
1:21:32moments you're snapping out of it. This
1:21:34isn't healthy. It doesn't serve you
1:21:36anymore, right? You're learning. You're
1:21:38being tested with this situation,
1:21:43but you know it. Again, for the right
1:21:45collective, this reading won't trigger
1:21:47you. It'll be a reading of strength for
1:21:50you to help you out of this veins of
1:21:52deprivation.
1:21:54And you could be feeling exhausted when
1:21:56you guys have been on this journey for a
1:21:58long time. Those first few ego deaths
1:22:00and ascensions and the layers of the
1:22:03dark knight, they can keep you bed
1:22:05bound, right? They can keep you on your
1:22:07knees like crying and screaming and why?
1:22:11Like it can be like, oh, it's the most
1:22:16painful thing to go through. But once
1:22:18you've been on this journey for a while,
1:22:20you get so accustomed to the layers
1:22:22being ripped back that sometimes you
1:22:24don't even realize you're going through
1:22:26an ascension. This collective, you're
1:22:27questioning if you have depression,
1:22:29right? Because it's like I don't think I
1:22:32think it's mental fog. It's this
1:22:34exhaustion that's coming over you.
1:22:39But believe it or not, outside of the
1:22:41box, this is to get you out of the
1:22:43longsuffering. I said it with that, oh,
1:22:45they're going to make it right. To
1:22:47realize
1:22:49when you're feeling this highly
1:22:50accelerated emotion and you're like, and
1:22:53then they pop up. It's not so you can be
1:22:55like, oh my god, they are my soul
1:22:56connection. They're here. It's to
1:22:57realize you've just put me through an
1:22:59agony for days thinking about you.
1:23:03and you popped up on my phone. Oh, get
1:23:06out of town, right? It's just seeing it
1:23:09differently. Um,
1:23:13self love. It's all a lesson of
1:23:16self-love and confidence and putting
1:23:18yourself first. We've already spoken
1:23:21about all of it. They're really
1:23:22confirming it's just keep seeing
1:23:25yourself through this.
1:23:29Get you into that fluidity.
1:23:33truly surrendering. First deck, second
1:23:35right. Trust in the divine. We we spoke
1:23:37about it. Um
1:23:41focus on what you can change right now,
1:23:44not what's out of your happiness,
1:23:47truth.
1:23:48And that's the thing with all of your
1:23:50decks with what you think is going on.
1:23:52This is what's helped you start to
1:23:54transition so this ascension and
1:23:56overthinking isn't as bad as it once
1:23:58was. is the happiness that you're
1:24:00finding, the sparkleness that the
1:24:02sparkleness the well we could say that
1:24:05that you're starting to find in life
1:24:07again. Right? This is to create true
1:24:10happiness for you to get you out of
1:24:12longsuffering to be free and right um
1:24:22welcoming the doors of true alignment to
1:24:24feel happy about your life. An incident
1:24:27may be coming that will make you happy.
1:24:29A smoother sailing through life so you
1:24:32never put up with like this again.
1:24:34And this is another reason
1:24:38you know when you're really healing cuz
1:24:40you might get over it with this meat
1:24:41suit. But if the next meat suit comes in
1:24:43and you're still falling into the push
1:24:45and pull like that kind of dynamic, you
1:24:47know you haven't really healed it. You
1:24:48might have gotten over that gremlin, but
1:24:50now here comes another one, right? So,
1:24:53it's it's painful, but I promise you,
1:24:56you get through it. You ain't you ain't
1:24:58ever going to align with that. Again,
1:25:00timeline shift, right? Um, a smoother
1:25:03ride through life, feeling on top of the
1:25:05world. This is what's really happening.
1:25:06So, yes, it's your second to last row.
1:25:09But as soon as you come out of this,
1:25:11you'll get a surge back here, right?
1:25:18Oh, that's way too many. I just want one
1:25:20more. Traveling on from it. purpose
1:25:24connecting you to your deeper purpose.
1:25:29Okay.
1:25:31But what's really going on again for
1:25:34illusion intuition first deck first row
1:25:37to make you really starting to
1:25:39understand and trust in your crystal
1:25:41ball energy. Right? Events will take
1:25:43place in the near near future. But and
1:25:47and it's funny because I keep saying it
1:25:49and everything I say is for a reason
1:25:51that making it right. You may be feeling
1:25:53be careful because if you get a knock on
1:25:56your door, it's not like, "Oh yeah,
1:25:57they're here." It's like, "Oh,
1:26:00Selfworth. Put myself first." Um,
1:26:05stepping into your spiritual power.
1:26:07What's that paired with? Luck is on your
1:26:10Stop it. See this? It's like as soon as
1:26:12you get through this ascension and break
1:26:14free from the habits, don't repeat them.
1:26:16What comes? Bake, rest. Instead of going
1:26:19back for another bake because you're
1:26:21falling into all the you're preparing
1:26:22for what toppings.
1:26:26Things are actually align,
1:26:30good fortune, positive change,
1:26:32fulfillment,
1:26:33unexpected h. And what did we say? It
1:26:36happens when you least expect it, not
1:26:38when you're let in. Um, watch from part
1:26:40one.
1:26:45Beautiful.
1:26:47All right. Learning
1:26:49the fluidity. I split it on that before
1:26:52and it wanted to come out. Everything
1:26:55you're going through, it's to stop
1:26:57forcing the river.
1:26:59It's to let the river flow. We What we
1:27:02said, it's very easy to say, I trust in
1:27:04divine timing. Everything happens for a
1:27:06reason. But to truly believe it is a
1:27:07different thing, right? It's to truly
1:27:10believe it in moments of overwhelm. Why
1:27:12is this even on my mind? I just
1:27:14whatever. Whatever. I'm going with the
1:27:16flow. What's meant to be will be. Um
1:27:18staying flexible and adaptable.
1:27:22This says going with the flow.
1:27:24Keeping an it's more just going with the
1:27:27flow, right? Um you're learning this. So
1:27:31this is another small steps, big
1:27:33accomplishments. I always tell you guys
1:27:35this. You will and it feels like this
1:27:37collective, you've walked through this
1:27:38ascension fire. This is like last second
1:27:41last one where it's going to captivate
1:27:43you, right?
1:27:45You've come so far. Don't be hard on
1:27:47yourself. Just see it. Just see it. Be
1:27:49wise and aware. Be wise and aware about
1:27:52yourself. Not outside of you yourself.
1:27:58going out
1:28:01whenever you would be. Otherwise, I
1:28:03wouldn't be talking about like this. You
1:28:05are a rare gift, but it's seeing that
1:28:07you're a rare gift.
1:28:09Don't give your power away anymore.
1:28:14A special gift will be given to you.
1:28:25unique gifts and upgrading in the mind.
1:28:28Whenever we ascend, tapping into unknown
1:28:30gifts is what I'm hearing. A unique gift
1:28:33will bring luck and success.
1:28:35This is, believe it or not, once we hit
1:28:38the fluidity,
1:28:40you're coming into the power to attract
1:28:43the right things. Not right now, but
1:28:45this is what this is making a gateway
1:28:47for. This is what's really happening
1:28:49where cuz you're in stuck in the
1:28:50emotion. You're like, "Oh, but look at
1:28:53what it's opening." If you can just see
1:28:55it, right? Um, one more.
1:29:05Oh, that's my favorite card.
1:29:10But when you're in your higher power,
1:29:12when you're in your higher power, so
1:29:14through this and you've learned the
1:29:15lessons, rest, topping, topping,
1:29:18the unseen will be seen. Working behind
1:29:21the scenes, you will start to see the
1:29:24full picture with things you haven't
1:29:25seen. Things aren't always as they seem.
1:29:28First card in this reading, the
1:29:30blessings you do not see. Magic is
1:29:32happening behind the scenes with this
1:29:35mind ache. But the mind ache, it's
1:29:38nothing to do with this physical
1:29:40situation. It's all to connect you to
1:29:42higher self and true self-confidence.
1:29:44But that's how you need to see this
1:29:45ascension, not view it as they're in my
1:29:48tent. They're coming through. Who gives
1:29:49a if they're coming through? It's
1:29:51not going to be right for this
1:29:52collective. It's going to be something
1:29:54to make you choose yourself. So, you
1:29:56shouldn't even be craving it.
1:29:59Where the sad thing is, you think the
1:30:01next time you're going to hear from this
1:30:02person, it's reconciliation. You think
1:30:05that they've changed and grown and
1:30:06healed and but they haven't shown you
1:30:08that. So even if this next point they
1:30:11come in and they say I'm healing taking
1:30:13accountability this and that stepping
1:30:14stones then you need to see if that
1:30:16actions in place. So you need to focus
1:30:18on effective communication seeing what
1:30:21they're like in a trigger. Are they
1:30:22still using the same coping? Like it's
1:30:24not just they're going to come in and
1:30:26we're getting engaged. Like this is
1:30:28where this collective the penny needs to
1:30:30drop for you where you're so focused on
1:30:34the what if that
1:30:37even if they came in right now with this
1:30:40big change, it's still going to take a
1:30:41lot of time. A lot of time. But I
1:30:44guarantee you this collective that's not
1:30:46the case here because you can see how
1:30:49attached you are still. Um you need to
1:30:53get into your higher power here. Choose
1:30:56your highest good. Choose yourself.
1:30:58That's why they're making you feel this
1:31:00burnout. So you don't walk through it
1:31:02again just because they've popped up on
1:31:04your phone to remember this drains the
1:31:08out of me. It takes away all of my
1:31:12worthiness. I don't care if they come in
1:31:14with a novel or they've written me a
1:31:16book. I'm choosing myself. It's not
1:31:19about words no more.
1:31:22Right. Um, align with your higher self.
1:31:26Connect to spirit. True path of the
1:31:29divine.
1:31:31Don't welcome the chaos no more.
1:31:36Creativity. We said this. This is so
1:31:38important because it's your middle row.
1:31:40So the more that you go within and the
1:31:42creative outlet, it's so important
1:31:44because it helps you fill up your cup.
1:31:45So what's really going on? They're
1:31:47teaching you through emotional overwhelm
1:31:49to choose self. We went through breaking
1:31:50habit, creating the new habit, being
1:31:52more pres. We went through all of it and
1:31:53they're really confirming it. So they're
1:31:55trying to teach you with cuz clearly
1:31:57this situation is what's really tied and
1:32:00has helped you go through
1:32:01self-evolution. So this is why you
1:32:03always get prompted by this situation
1:32:05because it's pushing you to your higher
1:32:07self through the pain which is good,
1:32:08right? But part of coming in and
1:32:10breaking free from your cycles is the
1:32:12outlets, the seeing yourself, connecting
1:32:14to your creative mind, your hobbies,
1:32:16your self going all of it. We spoke
1:32:19about it. So, it's really to help heal
1:32:21those cycles as well. You've clearly got
1:32:24a very, very deep, beautiful maybe
1:32:26unknown gift, especially if it is an
1:32:27actual physical creative outlet. Maybe
1:32:29you're meant to be online doing art or
1:32:33like there's something here that I feel
1:32:35it's connected to purpose, right? But
1:32:38because we're so tunnel visioned on this
1:32:39one situation, it's like this is meant
1:32:42to be creating something much bigger for
1:32:44you and grander for you.
1:32:47Um, rare gift.
1:32:50One more.
1:32:55Creative projects, a creative life.
1:32:59Yeah. Clean up, shake up, sweep up.
1:33:02Middle row, clear and purge. This is to
1:33:04create deeper change to get you off the
1:33:06boredom. The hamster wheel, eat, sleep,
1:33:08repeat. Sweeping away negative
1:33:10situations by choosing self. Cleaning up
1:33:13your life. Decluttering your mind to
1:33:15simplify your life. This is and this is
1:33:18what's so through sadness people don't
1:33:20understand the importance of this when I
1:33:23speak to people and they don't know what
1:33:25they like and their hobbies and they
1:33:27don't have things that they do and I I
1:33:29feel for them cuz I do I think what a
1:33:31boring life right
1:33:34where you're so focused on because it it
1:33:36shows the still focusing on the
1:33:38loneliness and thinking companionship is
1:33:41going to help you and make you feel
1:33:42happy you don't understand the
1:33:43importance of your own life and and
1:33:47things like this, how it's a need. It's
1:33:50a need. It's not even just a want. We
1:33:54It's part of this collective cycle. You
1:33:57love is the be all and end all, right?
1:33:59But it's but it's not
1:34:02your life, your your happiness.
1:34:08It's going to help.
1:34:10And that's why in moments like this,
1:34:12people that have hobbies and things that
1:34:14they love to do and good friendship and
1:34:16companionship, they don't tunnel vision
1:34:18into burnout because they have things to
1:34:20turn to.
1:34:22Makes healing so much easier. And this
1:34:24is what your higher self is trying to
1:34:26teach you. If you had these tools in
1:34:28place long ago, we wouldn't still be
1:34:31trying to ascend you through this.
1:34:34Um
1:34:43oh
1:34:46trust the wheel is at play and we spoke
1:34:49about it with the cycles. You can't
1:34:51fight your contract, right? So your
1:34:54happiness, trust, fate, destiny, a
1:34:56turning point. Things are working out in
1:34:57your favor. Big changes are coming. This
1:34:59is getting this collective in the nick
1:35:01of time because you're strong enough to
1:35:03understand exactly what I'm saying and
1:35:05just snap yourself out of it.
1:35:08You've got the wheel here. Can't force
1:35:11the river. Let the river flow because
1:35:14what comes next is beautiful.
1:35:17Don't make the same mistakes. That's why
1:35:19they're getting you through it so you
1:35:20don't make the same mistakes with what
1:35:22comes next. And you understand what true
1:35:24happiness is, not longsuffering and
1:35:26chaos. Because I promise you, for the
1:35:28right collective, the person you're
1:35:30craving is nothing but a big mound of
1:35:33doggy bag. That doggy bag card, right?
1:35:37That ain't happiness. That's fear,
1:35:39anxiety. Will they do it again? Pacing,
1:35:41anxiousness, checking your phone.
1:35:44They do nothing but give your body this
1:35:46an adrenaline rush to to warn you to
1:35:49run, right? They don't bring in
1:35:51happiness. They bring in sadness. They
1:35:54bring in pain. They bring in burnout.
1:36:04So what comes next will feel very
1:36:05foreign, very different. What you
1:36:07something you don't expect that feels
1:36:10like new timeline, right? Not same
1:36:12energy, different different fish out of
1:36:15what um
1:36:18small fish, big pond, big fish, little
1:36:20pond. Like it's just it's reminding of
1:36:22like whoa, right? Just something
1:36:28that through of renewal though the final
1:36:30fire the phoenix out with the old in
1:36:33with the new literally as we said it um
1:36:36leave the old flames embrace the new
1:36:38it's going to feel new
1:36:41not the same rubbish
1:36:44um powerful inner transformation will
1:36:46leave the old flames bring in the new
1:36:49release energy and emotion
1:36:52renewal
1:36:53First, let's focus on this, right?
1:36:58One more. What's really going on?
1:37:01I've had so many collectives this week.
1:37:03Secrets being revealed. Beautiful.
1:37:09Getting outside. You had the com
1:37:11something to break you free from your
1:37:13comfort zone. You'll have to leap into
1:37:14the unknown. A big adventure awaits.
1:37:17This says it's a time to take a risk.
1:37:19Well, I've got to see what that's with.
1:37:20Dice. risk for yourself 100%.
1:37:24You guys
1:37:28what's really going on?
1:37:38I don't agree with that.
1:37:44Passion for self. Maybe passion for
1:37:46self, not for this is very lustful
1:37:50sexual desires. Maybe passion for self
1:37:52like middle row. One more
1:37:56phoenix. First phoenix
1:37:59building a br maybe I've said it a few
1:38:02times.
1:38:05Another phase in your life will need to
1:38:07be taking a risk. Things that feel
1:38:09foreign, not similar. Um a transition.
1:38:12We've said that a few times. Bridging
1:38:14the gap. A situation to find common
1:38:17ground. New new energy. Not rubbish.
1:38:21Same
1:38:23rubbish. One more.
1:38:38So
1:38:44one more.
1:38:55Okay. So this is for the risk building a
1:38:59bridge.
1:39:01Be careful here cuz you've got the
1:39:03hidden and chaos, which we keep saying
1:39:05this has brought chaos, but you had
1:39:07serendipity over the top, divine
1:39:09intervention, perfect timing, a happy
1:39:11surprise, a stroke of luck,
1:39:21reaching your dreams.
1:39:24Your dreams are calling.
1:39:27how we've been talking. I just don't get
1:39:30into thinking it's this person because
1:39:34let's be real, it's still cha. I've got
1:39:36to get my unspoken oracle. Whatever's
1:39:38happening that you'll take a risk with.
1:39:40You need you do need to trust the
1:39:41divine, but it'll feel different. The
1:39:43biggest thing here is it's going to feel
1:39:45foreign. It's going to feel renewed.
1:39:47It's not going to feel like the same
1:39:48toxic cycles, right? So, let it be. You
1:39:51get tested with the toxic cycles and you
1:39:53need to surrender and trust in what you
1:39:55deserve. Maybe that's the risk for you
1:39:57because you've never taken that path
1:39:59that your comfort zone is to keep being
1:40:01drawn to the chaos. Right? If you've
1:40:03watched the whole thing, this will make
1:40:04sense, especially this deck.
1:40:07Um, so you taking a risk and choosing
1:40:10self and self-love and just trusting in
1:40:12the divine and trusting in your dreams
1:40:15will come true when it's time. Like
1:40:16that's more what I think. I'm going to
1:40:18be honest. Put that passion towards self
1:40:21and trust in your transition and shift
1:40:23in your timeline. Right? That's what I'm
1:40:25feeling. But I will confirm for the
1:40:29right collective. I keep saying it. You
1:40:31have not seen change. So even if this
1:40:33came through
1:40:36like let's say your mind took you to
1:40:38this, there still needs to be bridging
1:40:40the gap and stepping. There's so much
1:40:42that needs to be done, right?
1:40:48I just can't see with this what you're
1:40:50going through that this is going to come
1:40:52influence because it's a lesson of
1:40:53choosing self. Um, hold on. Let me get
1:40:56unspoken oracle here.
1:41:14All right. What's really going on?
1:41:15Please spirit.
1:41:20I only want to like shuffle twice. Okay.
1:41:24Abundance returning. Smart planning will
1:41:27pay off. Gratitude. We spoke about that
1:41:29first deck. Will attract more growth. A
1:41:32balance give and receive. So equal give
1:41:34and take. So make sure you're looking
1:41:36for that in all areas of your life. If
1:41:40you're not feeling reciprocity and two
1:41:42people at a table willing to work and
1:41:45come in as one, not for you. Walk away.
1:41:50Actually, I want one more. An unexpected
1:41:52shift.
1:42:08Okay.
1:42:09change in plans, maybe a job transition,
1:42:13redirection towards purpose, but your
1:42:16adaptability will be tested with this
1:42:18unaccept unaccepted. I said unaccepted
1:42:21for a reason. Unexpected
1:42:24toxic comfort which is going on right
1:42:26now. Hard to let go, familiar chaos,
1:42:28repeating the cycles, but learning
1:42:30selfworth through it. Right? Career
1:42:33crossroads. You could be wouldn't if you
1:42:35are coming into transitioning into a
1:42:38timeline shift activation a lot changes.
1:42:42Um
1:42:44all right what's really going on for
1:42:46main collective? What's really going on?
1:42:52You are glowing up. That's 100% you are.
1:42:55And I kept saying this collective I
1:42:57genuinely feel you think this person's
1:42:59in your energy but it doesn't matter cuz
1:43:01you haven't seen the change. this glow
1:43:03up revenge. The right collective, you
1:43:05would have a presence that you can be
1:43:07viewed in on, right? So, it's not just
1:43:09the glow up error or the inner glow or
1:43:12there's another there's so many glow
1:43:14cards in this, but watching from afar,
1:43:17spying on your socials. So, maybe you do
1:43:19feel it doesn't matter though. Again,
1:43:22we've said it about 10 times and we've
1:43:23explained about 10 times why. Um,
1:43:26regretting lost access, realizing your
1:43:28glow up was their karma. Not that
1:43:30they're there like, "Oh, I'm going
1:43:32through karma. Look at them. They got"
1:43:34but more maybe noticing the change that
1:43:37you've had. Trust issues are being
1:43:39illuminated. So, you don't walk through
1:43:41the fire and welcome in people that you
1:43:43do not trust.
1:43:45Again, the they're going to make it
1:43:47right. And and we said it, just cuz
1:43:50someone pops up, if you do not trust
1:43:52them and you are trying to heal trust
1:43:53issues,
1:43:55run.
1:43:57Don't let them in. Because when we have
1:43:59physical trust issues, then it makes
1:44:01sense with why you come in and out of
1:44:02trust in your journey because you have
1:44:04trust wounding. So if you're someone
1:44:06that you're always studying for ulterior
1:44:07motives and having to read between the
1:44:09lines and you can't take things at face
1:44:11value and again broken trust with
1:44:13people, you're doing that outside of
1:44:16yourself. It's the same within. Not
1:44:17trusting yourself, not trusting your
1:44:19journey, not trusting your path. So you
1:44:21want to heal that. Stop welcoming in
1:44:22people that cannot be trusted.
1:44:26As hard as it is, unhealed empath
1:44:29continuously welcoming in the broken
1:44:31birds because you're still drawn to
1:44:32chaos. Empowered empath, we don't align.
1:44:37I I can't even trust you. So, why would
1:44:40I let you in my life? I'm not going to
1:44:42judge you for it, but I'm not going to
1:44:43choose to have you in my life. So, I do
1:44:45end up judging you for it. I wish you
1:44:47the best. Um, and if you don't have
1:44:50trust, and again the golden mirror, like
1:44:53I always tell you guys, you want someone
1:44:55in from the past that cannot be trusted.
1:44:59It's going to take a long time to build
1:45:00that foundation again through effective
1:45:03communication triggers. Not feeling like
1:45:05runner, shocking deception, shocking
1:45:08attack to trust that they'll never do
1:45:09that to you again. Boy, oh boy,
1:45:14don't think so. surface level.
1:45:17Someone's done that to you in the past.
1:45:19Soul connection or not.
1:45:22That ain't an easy ride to get that
1:45:24foundation built. Is it worth it? We
1:45:26said it before. Do you bow out
1:45:28gracefully? Can you accept someone and
1:45:30all the baggage that comes with them?
1:45:37Red, this is what you I have a feeling
1:45:40because I've brought it up. I feel and I
1:45:42had I think it was my last colle
1:45:43collective manifesting miracles but they
1:45:46were going to have a test. I think
1:45:48you've got a test here. Do not ignore
1:45:50the red flags
1:45:52especially of how you're feeling right
1:45:53now. Warning signs right now. Everything
1:45:57you're going through mixed motives a
1:45:59hidden ag boundary test. I don't want to
1:46:01say hidden agenda. I think you've
1:46:03connected to a rock like that doesn't
1:46:05even get it. I'm I'm going to be honest.
1:46:07I feel you're connected to someone. It's
1:46:10reminding me of Unfortunately, their
1:46:12brain ain't even developed properly yet.
1:46:16Sorry, I have to say it.
1:46:20Um,
1:46:26I'm going to get all three. Oh, good. Do
1:46:30it. If you can see through this, a
1:46:32rebirth energy will happen. What's
1:46:34really going on? Shedding old layers.
1:46:37Old layers need to be shed.
1:46:40Not keep welcoming a new identity is
1:46:44forming major transformation emerging
1:46:47renew. Oh my god. So this person that's
1:46:51captivated cuz I said future baiting. So
1:46:53for the right collective you guys were
1:46:55planning marriage and children within
1:46:58probably 6 months of knowing one
1:47:00another. Shortlive romance instant
1:47:03attraction. Temporary connect. Short but
1:47:05unforgettable. So you could be a
1:47:06collective. This separation's been
1:47:08longer than your actual commitment.
1:47:11This is what's going to rebirth you
1:47:14through what's coming next.
1:47:17Stand in your power and your confidence.
1:47:19That's what. Don't be bamboozled.
1:47:23Short but unforgettable.
1:47:26What about all the rubbish? Isn't that
1:47:28unforgettable? All the pain, all the
1:47:31fires.
1:47:34How's about you remember that?
1:47:38No longer shrinking
1:47:40alignment over approval. I'm holding
1:47:42myself back from saying speak authent.
1:47:45No, I don't think you need to say
1:47:48Unless it's get away from me. Sorry.
1:47:54I'm getting spicy again. I said it. This
1:47:57collective, you're no nonsense. Just
1:48:00right person, wrong time. Still the
1:48:01wrong time. Um,
1:48:06right time for more growth,
1:48:09that's for sure.
1:48:12You do have a career crossroads as well.
1:48:14So, you've got financial opportunities
1:48:17opening up. What's really going on?
1:48:20Part of the wheel, the unseen, the rare
1:48:22gift.
1:48:24Focus on that
1:48:28question. New opportunities unfolding
1:48:32but you need to choose with clarity not
1:48:34illusion over the first deck first row
1:48:39the unexpected shift once you get
1:48:42through do you know what I'm the test
1:48:43card test test let things unfold you are
1:48:47going to go through an big realization
1:48:50you are going to go through an
1:48:51unexpected shift look at what happens in
1:48:53your middle row if you just choose
1:48:56yourself.
1:48:59Opportunities opening up, a huge
1:49:01unexpected shift, a massive rebirth.
1:49:03This is the lightning bolt through the
1:49:05brain. I always say, you know, when
1:49:07you've really broken a cycle, it's like
1:49:08you just get this jolt from up. And I
1:49:11was talking about the lightning storm.
1:49:13Anyone that's broken free from a karmic
1:49:16cycle, right? And I'm not talking about
1:49:18a person. I'm talking about karmic
1:49:20energy, an orbiting energy that just
1:49:21keeps coming, coming, coming, coming to
1:49:23teach us lessons. anyone that has
1:49:26finally broken that and you've seen
1:49:28through the veil, it is like it's
1:49:32literally like a lightning bolt goes
1:49:34through you and you just see every
1:49:37decision and you're like, "What was I
1:49:40doing?" Like it's it's it you feel the
1:49:44veil being ripped away. And not just
1:49:46that, it's like all the magic and the
1:49:47confirmation of when it happens. It's
1:49:50like the universe is talking to you. you
1:49:52see like a not even a double rainbow, a
1:49:54triple rainbow, it starts to storm and
1:49:56it's like in the moment it's like the
1:49:58universe is talking to you and
1:50:00congratulating you, right? It's crazy.
1:50:03Anyone that's been through it, comment,
1:50:05cuz that's what I'm seeing with this.
1:50:06It's like, and I was talking about the
1:50:08lightning storm and the color. It was
1:50:10like purpley blues and pinks through the
1:50:13like it was crazy what I was witnessing
1:50:15last night. And I feel that's what's
1:50:17coming if you just see yourself. It's
1:50:19not even going to be painful. It's like
1:50:21it's a major tower, right? But it
1:50:24doesn't feel like a tower. It's like
1:50:25it's like whoa.
1:50:29That's what I think is coming. And after
1:50:32it comes, you've got opportunities
1:50:34unfolding, right? Cuz this collective,
1:50:36you're nearly there. You're ready to
1:50:38break it. You're ready to break it. Like
1:50:40finalize it, right? If you watch from
1:50:42the beginning, you'll understand what
1:50:43I'm saying. And if it is destined, if it
1:50:46is destined, first you need to break
1:50:48this cycle. You need the lightning B.
1:50:51Tables need to turn, right?
1:50:55Get rid of it.
1:50:57Get rid of it.
1:51:01Oh,
1:51:03so first card, trust issues with third
1:51:05party interference. Snake, the other
1:51:07deck, the little black deck. You don't
1:51:09even you you don't even trust in this,
1:51:11right? We spoke the deviation about the
1:51:13baggage and the outdated thinking and
1:51:16the shocking attack and oh god. So
1:51:19everything you feel right now when this
1:51:22comes through it's going to be an
1:51:23acceleration cuz you haven't seen that
1:51:25situation properly right internally
1:51:28inter even externally but you haven't
1:51:30that's not healed it's over the cassette
1:51:33right so
1:51:36outside influences divided attention
1:51:39loyalty emotional interference we we had
1:51:43a side note about this confirming
1:51:45confirming no change no change no
1:51:48change.
1:51:51Oh, surrender. Surrender it.
1:51:57End scene.
1:52:03Close that out.
1:52:06Literally to break it to get the
1:52:08lightning bolt.
1:52:10Get the lightning bolt. Closure
1:52:12achieved. Even peaceful goodbye through
1:52:15silence. Right. Acceptance will bring
1:52:18freedom. Gratitude for what was.
1:52:21You'll have gratitude for the lightning
1:52:23bolt, too. I'm telling you, end that out
1:52:26first row. Don't be blinded. Don't
1:52:28romanticize. See things at face value
1:52:32cuz it's you're going to feel the same
1:52:34turbulent right?
1:52:37Um
1:52:40Oh,
1:52:42this is what captivates you guys. The
1:52:44unfinished business.
1:52:46Oh, but will they say it this time? Will
1:52:48they this? No. Who cares? You've created
1:52:52your own closure. See their behavior as
1:52:54your closure. The unspoken truths, the
1:52:57emotional loose ends, and see the red
1:52:59flags about you though. Reliving the
1:53:02past with this one more.
1:53:08You are turning to good people now.
1:53:11First deck through this overwhelm.
1:53:13Relax. Turning to loyal friendships.
1:53:16I feel this is you've got people helping
1:53:18you out of this. Keep focusing on it.
1:53:20But I'll tell you right now, let's take
1:53:22loyal friend. Let's take because this is
1:53:24about trust. Unshakable trust. These
1:53:27first two rows are about no no trust,
1:53:30right? So I'm hearing a few things here,
1:53:33especially with outside interference.
1:53:35Yes, there could have been a childhood f
1:53:37a friend that there was a lot of trust
1:53:39with that unfortunately led to a lot of
1:53:42loose ends that did not be tied off.
1:53:43Wrong people listen to. Who cares? Who
1:53:45cares if that is for fact? Who cares if
1:53:47that's for fact and there was a
1:53:49friendship involved and they're like
1:53:51this and like we explained it. We
1:53:53explained it with the snake energy and
1:53:56the outdated beliefs. Who cares if there
1:53:58was interference? It was done and it has
1:54:01not been fixed and you have not seen it
1:54:02been fixed, right? Who cares? Two and
1:54:06this unshakable trust always showing up.
1:54:08Don't romanticize it. This person here,
1:54:10they don't always show up. There isn't
1:54:12shared laughter. There is definitely not
1:54:15a bond that has stayed solid, especially
1:54:17if you think that this person chose a
1:54:19friendship over your connection,
1:54:23right?
1:54:25Two, see the difference cuz the right
1:54:28collective, you've got good people in
1:54:29your life. See what good people make you
1:54:32feel like to people.
1:54:36People that are not healthy for you.
1:54:38Always studying for ulterior motives,
1:54:40fear of betrayal, fear of this, people
1:54:42that feel good for your soul. you feel
1:54:43safe with it is this.
1:54:51And if you do have a shitty friend right
1:54:53now and release them as part of your
1:54:55cycle, who cares? If they make you feel
1:54:57terrible and you can't trust them, walk
1:54:59away from them. Walk away from them.
1:55:02Dog agrees.
1:55:05All right.
1:55:07Mirrored energy. I kept saying it. You
1:55:09are reflecting um less no contact. had
1:55:12the no contact with the face mask on. No
1:55:15contact. What? No contact? I'm pampering
1:55:18myself, right? That's the outlook you
1:55:21want.
1:55:23Silence speaks loudly.
1:55:27Energy withdraw withdraw distance for
1:55:29clarity. Detach to heal. I don't think
1:55:31you need to say to this person. I
1:55:33actually think your silence will affect
1:55:35them more. I'm going to be honest.
1:55:40Like I said, they It's like they they've
1:55:42got a rock for a brain. So, it's like
1:55:44nothing you say will even sink in for
1:55:47this person, right? So, don't give into
1:55:50the mixed signal. Oh, the mirror came
1:55:52out again. Don't give into it.
1:55:58If they really are your everyone mirrors
1:56:01lessons, though. I'm not even going to
1:56:02say that. I think they mirror lessons.
1:56:07Remember, this was the first card.
1:56:08Abundance returning smart planning pays
1:56:11off. Gratitude for growth. Balance. Give
1:56:14and receive.
1:56:19One more.
1:56:24Yeah. Awaken. I do think you will get
1:56:27there. Rebirth. Another awakening. Signs
1:56:29everywhere. As I said, the lightning
1:56:30bolt, expansion of awareness, an
1:56:33emotional breakthrough, a new
1:56:34perspective. I think this is your
1:56:36lightning bolt moment.
1:56:38if you don't give into it. All right,
1:56:40career crossroads.
1:56:42Oh my god, you got glow up revenge and
1:56:44glow up error. Especially when it comes
1:56:46to your business, there's something
1:56:47powerful aligning here. Your confidence
1:56:49will rise, especially with financial
1:56:51decisions, reclaiming your power. And we
1:56:53always talk about you really know when
1:56:55you're in your confidence because you
1:56:57see it through your career. You don't
1:56:59just work for peanuts or to pay bills.
1:57:01You see yourself and you understand I'm
1:57:04I'm a powerhouse.
1:57:06I'm going to lock into my Ace of
1:57:08Pentacles and I'm going to achieve
1:57:10everything I'm envisioning.
1:57:12You know, when you're activating your
1:57:14confidence cuz you do, you take that
1:57:16leap of faith for self,
1:57:18you stop working to pay other people's
1:57:20bills.
1:57:22Um, you break free from the 85%, right?
1:57:25And you go for it.
1:57:28No longer seeking validation, becoming
1:57:30unforgettable.
1:57:33And the glow up revenge with the
1:57:35unexpect. Look at it. Look at it.
1:57:40Oh, keep shining.
1:57:45We said family reconnection, but this
1:57:48will bring in healing conversations,
1:57:51new understanding, letting go of
1:57:52resentment, building the right roots.
1:57:54But first, you need to get through this.
1:57:56It's the same with your ascending life
1:57:58oracle. And just trust that what comes
1:58:00next will align to your magnetic glow
1:58:03and inner peace.
1:58:07Chaos inner peace. I know what way I'd
1:58:10be choosing.
1:58:12One more.
1:58:16Oh
1:58:20fresh start, but you need to end the
1:58:22cycle first.
1:58:26Truth. Truth.
1:58:29All right. Spirit's perspective. What's
1:58:31really going on with this love rubbish
1:58:34situation right now? Why did I say
1:58:37rubbish?
1:58:40Spirit's perspective.
1:58:54Oh, it's still going. On the fence,
1:58:56crossroads.
1:59:01Doesn't matter
1:59:03if they're on the fence. Unable to
1:59:06decide. So, they're going to come in
1:59:07with a mask, right?
1:59:10You shouldn't be on the fence.
1:59:14Unable to decide inner conflict, staying
1:59:17neutral, lack of confidence. Well, we
1:59:19know that, right, for collective, but
1:59:21you're cross that's just feeling that
1:59:24you're on the fence is
1:59:29truth,
1:59:31false promises, mixed signals,
1:59:33unreliable,
1:59:35can't be trusted.
1:59:39Not right now. You need the lightning
1:59:41bolt. Blind love. Blind love.
1:59:45Rosecolored glasses still locked in.
1:59:48That ain't h Oh my god. Remember I said
1:59:50I was seeing the mushroom. Truth. Blind
1:59:54love. You're unable to see this person's
1:59:56faults. You're idolizing them.
1:59:58Irrational attachment. Delusion. Things
2:00:01aren't as they seem. First deck. Wishful
2:00:03thinking. You're escaping from reality
2:00:05of the situation. Locked in. Come on.
2:00:10in the sack, especially if it is like a
2:00:12nine of wands cuz that passion and stuff
2:00:14wanted to come out. Oh my angels, you do
2:00:17not need to be on the fence with this.
2:00:18They're not showing you the right
2:00:21energy. This crossroads, if you feel
2:00:24that this person's locked in with how
2:00:26I'm reading them, come on.
2:00:29Come on. Perfect pair.
2:00:33Maybe once upon a time, but you haven't
2:00:36seen that
2:00:42on the fence.
2:00:49Honeymoon,
2:00:51stop it. Reigniting the flame. Quality
2:00:54time together. On the fence about
2:01:00If this is, you're mirroring. You're
2:01:02mirroring right now this collective. So
2:01:04you are on the fence and it hasn't even
2:01:05come in and you're thinking of should I
2:01:07approach it like this? Should I? But so
2:01:09is this person. So even them appearing
2:01:13crossroads. They're already in their
2:01:15mind. How do I approach this? How do I
2:01:17games strategy strategy strategy not
2:01:20wanting to bring all their cards down?
2:01:22Right.
2:01:27Just saying.
2:01:29Crossroads,
2:01:41immature behavior. Remember I was seeing
2:01:43the immaturity at the start. Divine
2:01:46portal. You've got to see it cuz this
2:01:48will give you a lightning bolt. Divine
2:01:50energies all over this cosmically timed
2:01:53your crossroads.
2:01:55I'm not even seeing children involved.
2:01:57Pregnancy wants to have it. I'm seeing
2:01:58immature behavior is so that means even
2:02:01how they come in it's not even worth
2:02:03your time right immature mind games
2:02:08trust this is to create a higher
2:02:11vibrational shift but you've got to pass
2:02:13that crossroads energy and you can see
2:02:15your crossroads the rebirth spiritual
2:02:16awakening to that greatness or you're
2:02:18going to welcome in the same rubbish
2:02:20again and have to repeat this cycle
2:02:24locked in
2:02:28locked into you. Look at it. It's
2:02:31standing out like a sore thumb.
2:02:37Locked in.
2:02:39If this person's locked in, they'll be
2:02:41moving mountains. Just remember that.
2:02:44There's no other eternal love fixed on
2:02:46you. Unquestionable love. There is
2:02:48nothing but question marks around this
2:02:50whole situation. Um, don't be
2:02:55Blinded mushroom here. Locked in energy.
2:02:58You don't need to question or be stuck
2:03:00in illusions. I'll tell you that. You
2:03:02see it happening in front of your face.
2:03:08Sit it out. It needs time. Even if this
2:03:12is meant to be for you, I promise you,
2:03:15you don't end out that rubbish. You're
2:03:17not going anywhere. Love grows slowly.
2:03:20This needs more time. Let things flow.
2:03:22Again, universe's perspective. Middle
2:03:24row. Love is not ready just yet. Release
2:03:26it. Don't focus on it. Take the stress
2:03:28away. Focus. You do have control of in
2:03:30your life.
2:03:33Your locked in person, that timeline,
2:03:35it's waiting for you. But first, you
2:03:37need to get rid of the timeline that no
2:03:39longer serves you.
2:03:43Something
2:03:48right collective won't be triggering
2:03:49what you're blinded to. This is what
2:03:51you're blinded to. This is truly stable
2:03:54love. This love brings stability,
2:03:56loyalty, trust, safety. We're going to
2:03:58create a legacy together.
2:04:01You're unable to see this person's. It's
2:04:04a blind spot. You're idolizing this
2:04:06person. Irrational attachment.
2:04:09So, it makes sense with the engagement.
2:04:11Even with everything they've done, your
2:04:13blind spot is that's my life partner.
2:04:17I just have to wait till they heal.
2:04:20Again, universe's perspective.
2:04:23Rip off the band-aid.
2:04:26Take the truth pill.
2:04:32One more. What you're blinded to
2:04:38that this is prosperous and luck is on
2:04:40your side. And oh, we explained all of
2:04:43this. This is what's keeping you stuck.
2:04:45Thinking I just need to surrender. No,
2:04:47you need to see it for what it is. that
2:04:50and surrender to what is meant to be
2:04:51will be. Take the face away from it.
2:04:53Surrender to this. When my life is
2:04:57ready, it'll come. I need to trust in
2:04:58the divine will. My life is ready. I'm
2:05:00focusing on my life. But when my
2:05:02toppings are ready, it'll come when it's
2:05:05meant to.
2:05:07I'm not going to be a fool no more.
2:05:09Right.
2:05:13New opportunity. No. No. No. No. No. No.
2:05:17delusional,
2:05:20escaping from reality,
2:05:23full of love. Stop. I'm sorry. I have
2:05:27to. This collective, you need to own it.
2:05:32Own it. This is where they're saying you
2:05:35you're delusional.
2:05:37They're overflowing with love, true
2:05:39fulfillment. This person's got an open
2:05:41heart. They don't have open I've
2:05:43said it a few times. Rock. Rock for a
2:05:46brain. Rock for a brain. Right.
2:05:50Sorry.
2:05:51I know this is confronting, but now is
2:05:54not the time to fall into the thought
2:05:56pattern that keeps you stuck on this.
2:05:57Let's erase it. No more stagnation for
2:06:00this person.
2:06:05Come on.
2:06:11Sit it out.
2:06:14You deserve better.
2:06:17You deserve this, not this. And first,
2:06:21you need to access the portal to get it
2:06:23in by removing it.
2:06:28What a prick they are. They're literally
2:06:30the cherry on top. No prick like it.
2:06:33Unkind behavior. Bad intention. Be
2:06:35careful. Emotionally unavailable.
2:06:38You know what I'm saying? What a waste.
2:06:42You know what I'm saying? You are a
2:06:44collective. You have found strength and
2:06:46then they're going to pop up on your
2:06:47phone and then it's like you are just
2:06:49going to cuz it's like oh the
2:06:51temptation, the poison apple
2:06:55and then it's going to make you go
2:06:56around the roundabout and replay a vest.
2:06:58Don't do it to yourself. No one's the
2:07:00exception. It's going to go to and
2:07:03then you're going to have to go through
2:07:04it again.
2:07:06Stay strong. I said this in the other
2:07:08reading. I said, "Delete it before you
2:07:10even look at it. If you know you're
2:07:12going to be tempted, delete it. It's not
2:07:14time. It's not time." And by you
2:07:16deleting one message without seeing it,
2:07:18if they were really ready, they would
2:07:20lock in. One message ain't going to
2:07:21change. Shoot.
2:07:24Don't do it to yourself. You don't need
2:07:26to be on the fence for nothing.
2:07:29Sorry. I just got really passionate. It
2:07:33breaks my heart cuz you guys go so far
2:07:35and then lo and behold they pop up and
2:07:37you take a thousand steps back for a
2:07:40gremlin. So don't do it to yourself.
2:07:45I'm going to get you an animal card
2:07:47quickly.
2:07:58The praying mantis. Oh no, that's I was
2:08:00going to say the stick bug that was on
2:08:02my door. Be still. Go within. Meditate.
2:08:04Go quiet and reach a calm place. Do not
2:08:06move forward.
2:08:09You could have just seen a praying
2:08:10mantis though.
2:08:12Oh, that one went far. It went far.
2:08:17The sheep. Don't be a sheep. Be a
2:08:19leader.
2:08:22Be a little more gentle with yourself as
2:08:24you find your way back to the right
2:08:25path. And being gentle with yourself
2:08:27means protect yourself. negative energy.
2:08:31The coyote. If you can't laugh at
2:08:33yourself and your crazy antics, then
2:08:36you've lost the game.
2:08:42I wish anyway,
2:08:45especially with how I'm talking, you
2:08:47would be a light-hearted person that can
2:08:49laugh at yourself. Stingray backbone.
2:08:52Everything you have worked so hard for
2:08:54is in place. This says the time is now.
2:08:56But what you're doing now and what's
2:08:59coming, it may not feel like it's
2:09:01putting everything into place, but it
2:09:02will be. It's the bullseye meme. You may
2:09:05be thinking you're missing your
2:09:06bullseye. It's actually connecting to so
2:09:08many behind, but you just can't see it.
2:09:11The ox. Oh, you need this. It's time to
2:09:14reconnect to your inner sacred masculine
2:09:16energy. Boundaries. Boundaries.
2:09:20No more chaos. Stability. Assertiveness.
2:09:24Yang strength. Don't put up with
2:09:27One more.
2:09:34Last one.
2:09:36The dove.
2:09:39Connect to your inner peace and soo your
2:09:41and quiet your mind.
2:09:44And illusions intuition. First deck,
2:09:46first part. Um first um row.
2:09:52Just remember what inner peace and
2:09:54overthinking is. You got the love bell.
2:09:56This is generating the right energy, but
2:09:58first you need to clear, right? Winds of
2:10:01change could be very windy where you are
2:10:04transformation
2:10:06especially of your eye and intuition.
2:10:08Golden elixir. So let's get it right.
2:10:10This is being called in for a reason.
2:10:12Now you got my divine journey protection
2:10:15here. If it is a divine connection, you
2:10:18got to get the lightning bolt first.
2:10:20Veils need to shift. You need to get to
2:10:23that, right? Remember that. Let this be
2:10:26the cycle. Perseverance. And once you
2:10:29get your power back and you're in
2:10:30empowerment and you're not the one there
2:10:32waiting and it feels amazing. You're
2:10:34just going to be like, right,
2:10:37perseverance. Luck is on your side.
2:10:39Signs,
2:10:43synchronicities, and intuition ducks.
2:10:46Especially if you're seeing a lot of
2:10:47ducks right now. I actually feel this
2:10:49collective, it's a little bit opposite
2:10:51for you. Intuition's off. Let's get it
2:10:54back on track. Um, birthdays, angel
2:10:58numbers, 2020. You want to hope you
2:11:01haven't been stuck in this since 2020,
2:11:05but 2020 could have been a long like a
2:11:07important year for you. Um, 20th of the
2:11:102nd, 20th of the 12th, 12th of the 4th,
2:11:134th of the 12th, 24th of the 12th,
2:11:1813th of the 5th, 14th of the 2nd, 5th of
2:11:22the second, 2nd of the 5th.
2:11:25All right, my loves. I love you guys. Be
2:11:28strong. Be strong.

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