Watching from the Back Seat — Transcript

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1. 0:06hi it's been a while huh um I just sent
2. 0:11an email uh newsletter out yesterday and
3. 0:17um it was uh about the sleeping
4. 0:21Phoenix which is uh what's coming for us
5. 0:24as an Incarnation cross for the um
6. 0:28Global Cycles
7. 0:32and
8. 0:34um I don't want to have anyone think
9. 0:38that um what I shared in that email is
10. 0:43what the world is going to experience
11. 0:46huh it's
12. 0:49not what I shared in that email
13. 0:57was was really about what we can
14. 1:00experience each individual can
15. 1:05experience by experimenting and living
16. 1:08life through strategy and Authority huh
17. 1:12I mean the world's a mess and it's not
18. 1:14going to get any better truly it's not I
19. 1:18mean there's so much happening out out
20. 1:21there and um and we're
21. 1:25just you know 3 years away from 2027 so
22. 1:29you can see as we move from
23. 1:312020 to 2027 how things escalate how
24. 1:36things get more intense you know I'm 75
25. 1:41in my lifetime I've not
26. 1:43really uh ever seen so many headlines
27. 1:47about the possibility of World War
28. 1:50II and it's true it's a
29. 1:53possibility you you can see it and so
30. 1:57many of the headlines that I see
31. 2:00are are really things ra said way back
32. 2:04in
33. 2:061997 when he first brought out Global um
34. 2:10the global
35. 2:17Incarnation you know it's
36. 2:22it's I don't want to paint a Rosy
37. 2:28picture you know I don't want people to
38. 2:31think that this
39. 2:33is uh the dawn of a new
40. 2:36age that it's going to be beautiful and
41. 2:39that we're all going to be self-aware
42. 2:42and come on look at look at the world
43. 2:46everyone's living from their
44. 2:48mind there's
45. 2:51no hope if someone's living life from
46. 2:54their
47. 2:55mind all the leaders everyone everyone's
48. 2:58living from their mind mind not everyone
49. 3:01but you know most
50. 3:04people there's no peace there's no
51. 3:07satisfaction there's no
52. 3:10joy there's no being present in the now
53. 3:14it can't you
54. 3:16can't I mean the mind's running the show
55. 3:19and the mind is this or
56. 3:22that you know it it it's always
57. 3:28divisive it's always saying this is good
58. 3:30this is bad this is beautiful this is
59. 3:34ugly but when you live you it's not
60. 3:38divisive it's you you know there's this
61. 3:41there's this thing that happens through
62. 3:44strategy and Authority where you just
63. 3:47you you return to what is already there
64. 3:51we were born with
65. 3:54it and it's just been covered over
66. 3:57layers and layers and layers of
67. 4:00conditioning cultural conditioning
68. 4:03family conditioning ancestral
69. 4:07conditioning peer condition all of it
70. 4:10it's all conditioning our open centers
71. 4:12have taken it all in our divine centers
72. 4:15have not been used correctly so they're
73. 4:17not working right
74. 4:20either so it's
75. 4:24it's it's important for me to say that
76. 4:27what I shared you know
77. 4:30about what is there as a theme for
78. 4:33Humanity's
79. 4:35evolution is not going to be experienced
80. 4:39by everyone it's
81. 4:41not you know it's it's it's for those
82. 4:46who are lucky I feel really really
83. 4:51lucky it it is that you
84. 4:57know I have the channel of care ing in
85. 5:00my
86. 5:02chart
87. 5:04and I can say and people have asked me
88. 5:07yes no about this I don't care what's
89. 5:11happening in the world and that may
90. 5:13sound terrible but I don't it's not in
91. 5:16my hands it's not in anyone's hands this
92. 5:19is a huge huge program at work and it's
93. 5:24unfolding perfectly
94. 5:28horrifically it's it's what's meant to
95. 5:41be you know it was very difficult for me
96. 5:47to grasp when raah would say no choice
97. 5:51we're not in
98. 5:54control and I thought through living my
99. 5:58strategy
100. 6:00and honoring my inner Authority that I
101. 6:02was in control
102. 6:06huh of something at least of
103. 6:11Me no I'm not in control of
104. 6:15this you
105. 6:17know my sounds making decisions for this
106. 6:22or just taking me along my trajectory
107. 6:25and being able to make those sounds is
108. 6:28part of my my
109. 6:32trajectory you know I almost feel like
110. 6:35it's all
111. 6:38written but yet what strategy and
112. 6:41Authority has given me even if this
113. 6:44trajectory is written huh is I'm relaxed
114. 6:49in the back
115. 6:51seat I'm relax with what
116. 6:56is I'm not trying to change anything I'm
117. 6:59not trying to change all the things in
118. 7:02my life that my mind in the past would
119. 7:04have wanted
120. 7:06different there's no longer wanting this
121. 7:09or wanting that or wishing this would
122. 7:11happen or that would
123. 7:16happen and I'm relaxed in the backseat
124. 7:19with what's happening in the
125. 7:23world and I remember in the beginning
126. 7:26how my mind would say how can that be
127. 7:28you have the love of humanity how can
128. 7:29you not care blah blah blah blah blah
129. 7:32well I don't
130. 7:35care it's
131. 7:38happening I'm not
132. 7:40Disturbed yes I'm shocked sometimes
133. 7:43because whoa the thing some of the
134. 7:45things that are going on are like really
135. 7:48really
136. 7:50intense and never it my mind could have
137. 7:53never dreamed of such
138. 7:58things
139. 7:59yet I think that's what the key
140. 8:02is you know the world is always going to
141. 8:05be the
142. 8:07world and for some reason humans really
143. 8:12well the mind let's put it this way the
144. 8:14mind of
145. 8:15humans wants power and will kill for
146. 8:18it wants control or what they think is
147. 8:22control and they'll kill for
148. 8:28it
149. 8:30that's not my
150. 8:32story I have nothing to do with
151. 8:41that I'm
152. 8:46here sitting on my bed talking to you
153. 8:49and nothing else
154. 8:50exists anything else that exists is just
155. 8:53my mind
156. 8:55stories see this is the
157. 8:58secret the mind has so many
158. 9:01stories the mind has so many judgments
159. 9:04about the world about
160. 9:06us about the people in our
161. 9:16lives but to live life not believing
162. 9:19those stories the stories don't stop you
163. 9:22know my mind always has a little
164. 9:26comment stories don't stop
165. 9:33I just don't believe them I don't get
166. 9:35hooked into them they don't have that
167. 9:38hold on
168. 9:42me such a different
169. 9:46life I
170. 9:50mean I never I never thought that I
171. 9:54could be so
172. 9:55relaxed inside myself with all that's
173. 9:58going going
174. 10:03on you
175. 10:05know um some of you know that uh this
176. 10:10next workshop and next week it's
177. 10:13beginning
178. 10:14[Music]
179. 10:16um that it's my last live workshop and
180. 10:21I'm very clear about this and I know
181. 10:24many of you have heard me say that many
182. 10:26times before but uh
183. 10:29yeah this time it's it you know what
184. 10:32I've come to
185. 10:34see with my own experiment now
186. 10:38it's almost 30 years not really it'll be
187. 10:4330 years in 2027 which I find pretty
188. 10:49interesting but what I've come to see in
189. 10:51my own experiment is that there's the
190. 10:55life force energy that responds huh
191. 11:00that's part of my sacral so and I have
192. 11:02sacral Authority so that's what responds
193. 11:05and then there's my body which is now 75
194. 11:08years
195. 11:09old and I already felt it on AA when I
196. 11:12did the live workshops
197. 11:15there and
198. 11:18um the
199. 11:21exhaustion the exhaustion my body
200. 11:25felt you know the energy was there it
201. 11:28showed up but the body took its
202. 11:31toll and
203. 11:34um but it was still correct
204. 11:37to move forward with these work two
205. 11:40workshops in
206. 11:43Sedona um after the first one it was
207. 11:47really clear really really clear how um
208. 11:51how
209. 11:52exhausting being live is for this
210. 11:57body um not while it's
211. 12:01happening because then all the energy is
212. 12:05moving and whatever's meant to happen in
213. 12:08that room happens I'm not in control I
214. 12:11respond and I'm present and that's it so
215. 12:13it's it's always like okay we're going
216. 12:16there and we're going here you know it's
217. 12:18like a ride for me and for everyone
218. 12:23else but afterwards is when the body
219. 12:26really feels it and uh now I see that uh
220. 12:31and my husband has helped me with this
221. 12:33and some friends that um not just asking
222. 12:39me you know is it okay to do this do you
223. 12:43want to do this do you have the energy
224. 12:45for this but is this okay for your
225. 12:49body and that's been a
226. 12:53little added Nuance to my questions that
227. 12:58that I need
228. 12:59because often I'll go uhuh and then if
229. 13:02I'm asked is it okay for your body
230. 13:05it's so it's it's interesting what I'm
231. 13:09discovering perhaps it's because of my
232. 13:12age the body's 75 years old you know
233. 13:15it's not like it was when it was in the
234. 13:1840s and I was or you know I started
235. 13:20responding in my 40s so you
236. 13:24know and and being available and uh yeah
237. 13:28so
238. 13:29I'm I'm really looking forward to no
239. 13:32longer being available in that way you
240. 13:35know to perhaps do some online workshops
241. 13:39with people to help people to live it
242. 13:41but not live you know it takes a lot of
243. 13:44energy to hold the space to
244. 13:47hold this space the body puts out a lot
245. 13:52and
246. 13:53um and then you know what what usually
247. 13:59I meet on that first morning or the
248. 14:02first day is you just meet the mind
249. 14:06because that's where everyone's coming
250. 14:08from you know is the mind and the mind
251. 14:11with all its beliefs all its spiritual
252. 14:14beliefs all its material beliefs all the
253. 14:17beliefs relationship beliefs
254. 14:20everything and uh that that can be
255. 14:27exhausting oh goodness
256. 14:32yeah you know it's I I I love being
257. 14:37human you know I I do not want these
258. 14:41spiritual experiences that people that I
259. 14:44yearned for and that I had many but you
260. 14:47know I wanted to live in one of those
261. 14:50spiritual experiences where everything
262. 14:53was and I was hardly in my body and I
263. 14:56there was light and all of this stuff
264. 14:59and now it's like no I
265. 15:03just I just love being in this form for
266. 15:09however long I have because I'm not this
267. 15:11form and I'm not my mind but I'm in this
268. 15:15form for a ride and and uh I I'm
269. 15:19enjoying that ride and I don't care
270. 15:21what's happening in the world it's not
271. 15:23going to destroy
272. 15:25that
273. 15:27no no
274. 15:30and that might sound
275. 15:32really cruel the mind can say or um how
276. 15:37can you and all of these things but I
277. 15:41really don't
278. 15:43care I'm I'm I'm with me I'm I'm I'm
279. 15:49present I'm here and all that's going on
280. 15:53is not
281. 15:55here and and um
282. 16:00yeah
283. 16:01to to
284. 16:05honor this form this
285. 16:09body not just honor it but really I'm
286. 16:13grateful to this form yeah it's getting
287. 16:17a little old it's an old vehicle huh so
288. 16:20the knee and the this and the that but
289. 16:23I'm so grateful to have had this form
290. 16:26because without it there would not have
291. 16:28been this
292. 16:30experience I don't want to live in
293. 16:33Consciousness why come into form but to
294. 16:37to live Consciousness and form to be
295. 16:40aware that's really a ride that's when
296. 16:44the ride really gets interesting
297. 16:46otherwise there's so much
298. 16:49suffering so much
299. 16:51suffering and
300. 16:54um yeah and the other thing that that I
301. 16:58be
302. 16:59became very um clear about is how long I
303. 17:04want to be
304. 17:06available how long it's correct for me
305. 17:09to be
306. 17:10available so for online workshops and
307. 17:13online Gatherings and sessions just just
308. 17:17this next year and uh then you know I
309. 17:22just want to live me be human without
310. 17:26you the design you know
311. 17:29um just be human and not relate
312. 17:34everything
313. 17:36through um human design because I'm
314. 17:40already where I am and uh you know uh
315. 17:46after this year I know that there's a
316. 17:48lot that I have inside that
317. 17:52can help others in their Journey I've
318. 17:56seen it you know in my workshops and my
319. 17:59immersions and that there's I've taken
320. 18:02in a lot I've understood a lot my own
321. 18:05process the process of others and and I
322. 18:08am I am you know I responded to either
323. 18:13that coming out in videos or in books or
324. 18:15whatever we'll see if the energy shows
325. 18:18up but uh uh that will be in my own flow
326. 18:22you know no time there's no time unless
327. 18:25there's an
328. 18:27appointment you know there's only now
329. 18:29and and for all the emotional people out
330. 18:31there who have often emailed me but I'm
331. 18:34you know I can't make you know I there's
332. 18:36no truth in the now yes for making a
333. 18:39decision but you're present in this now
334. 18:42if you're
335. 18:43emotional everyone's present in this
336. 18:47now no truth in the now is about making
337. 18:50a decision but you are present in this
338. 18:55now you can
339. 18:57be in this
340. 18:59now all of us I mean that's our
341. 19:04Birthright there's nothing
342. 19:08else and it's all there inside
343. 19:12us there's nothing to attain there's
344. 19:14nothing to
345. 19:16get it's almost like you
346. 19:19know just the the clothes have to fall
347. 19:24off all these costumes and a sense you
348. 19:29know the spiritual costume the daughter
349. 19:32costume the mother costume the father
350. 19:35costume the lover cost all of this you
351. 19:38know all the conditioning
352. 19:41just not
353. 19:43easy at times it feels like your Skin's
354. 19:46being ripped off on this
355. 19:49journey but um it's not impossible
356. 19:53either so then you just get naked to
357. 19:57your true self and you live life from
358. 20:00that and it doesn't mean life is easy
359. 20:04cuz Life Is Life we're in a human
360. 20:06[Laughter]
361. 20:09form you know there it's there's health
362. 20:14issues there's people you love
363. 20:17die you know there's there's loved ones
364. 20:21in War I mean that's all part of my
365. 20:25life and there's deep deep feeling
366. 20:30inside for for that
367. 20:36happening and I care for those
368. 20:38individuals but I don't care for the big
369. 20:41picture because
370. 20:43wow this is a huge program at work and
371. 20:46we're not in
372. 20:49control we're
373. 20:52not you know I
374. 20:55mean just looking at it Through The Eyes
375. 20:58of global cycles
376. 21:01and
377. 21:03just
378. 21:06it's it's being
379. 21:09lived you know Cross of planning is
380. 21:13coming
381. 21:27down
382. 21:32I
383. 21:35really
384. 21:37wish for
385. 21:41you to really relax in your backseat
386. 21:44with all that's
387. 21:46happening and I I truly don't know any
388. 21:50other way other than honoring the
389. 21:52strategy
390. 21:54first and you know it's it's truly about
391. 21:59waiting for all types waiting if you
392. 22:03can't wait nothing's going to change
393. 22:06nothing's going to
394. 22:07[Music]
395. 22:08transform
396. 22:13waiting see what shows
397. 22:18up and then let your inner
398. 22:21Authority go yes or no to whatever shows
399. 22:24up but this is not the time to be out
400. 22:28there being incorrect
401. 22:32woof I mean for me I feel it's my
402. 22:36protection and honestly I have become
403. 22:39even
404. 22:40more
405. 22:42um more cautious with my
406. 22:46movement because it's like yeah there
407. 22:49are real landmines out there but there
408. 22:52are so many invisible
409. 22:55landlines you know
410. 22:59and I can feel that you know
411. 23:05even the the decision to return to the
412. 23:08states I mean we're not settling
413. 23:11anywhere three months here a month there
414. 23:16and each movement has been
415. 23:20from you know what is correct
416. 23:23for this body and my husband's body
417. 23:29it's it's that
418. 23:31basic these
419. 23:34forms human design strategy and
420. 23:37Authority is all about surrendering to
421. 23:39the
422. 23:40form honoring the
423. 23:47form and I can see that I can see that
424. 23:50for myself as the this form this body
425. 23:53gets
426. 23:56older I'm more more cautious with what
427. 23:59it does and where it
428. 24:02goes
429. 24:04um yeah
430. 24:08anyway I actually didn't expect to
431. 24:12having this talk with you now but um I
432. 24:15had a session scheduled and the person
433. 24:18didn't show up and I was in zoom and all
434. 24:20of a sudden I started
435. 24:25talking oh my God life is so funny how
436. 24:29these things happen you
437. 24:36know what's so interesting is that I had
438. 24:40so many wants when I began my experiment
439. 24:45so many
440. 24:46wants and some wants were fulfilled but
441. 24:50mostly
442. 24:52not but the one thing that I keep seeing
443. 24:57over and over and over again as I always
444. 24:59get what I
445. 25:01need and now my mind doesn't even have
446. 25:05wants anymore oh yeah maybe you know a
447. 25:09nice latte or a you know a good dinner
448. 25:13somewhere you know these simple everyday
449. 25:17pleasures of being in a
450. 25:20body but it just is this deep trust that
451. 25:26has arisen of I get what I need always
452. 25:32always and and what I found and I said
453. 25:36to my husband um just yesterday what I
454. 25:39found with this
455. 25:41decision to um not do any more live
456. 25:46workshops is
457. 25:49um it was the first time my
458. 25:54mind didn't try to worry me about
459. 25:59money you know it's a it's a big worry
460. 26:02out there in the mental plane and uh I
461. 26:06was really delighted with that not that
462. 26:09I was going to believe it but that it
463. 26:12always would say but how are you going
464. 26:14to survive and how will you
465. 26:17and about money always always always but
466. 26:22with this decision it it didn't even
467. 26:24have anything to say about how am I
468. 26:27going to
469. 26:28survive I'll get what I need
470. 26:34huh that I know for
471. 26:38sure all right you guys I really enjoyed
472. 26:41this time with you you take care
473. 26:47bye-bye