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  1. 0:00So, Sisyphus was one of the uh the
  2. 0:01cleverest humans who ever existed in
  3. 0:02ancient mythology. Uh he was able to
  4. 0:04outsmart the gods, and he even chained
  5. 0:05up death at one point, which made the
  6. 0:07gods really angry because basically
  7. 0:08people were fighting wars, and there
  8. 0:10were no no one was dying. So, there was
  9. 0:12no souls going to the underworld, so
  10. 0:13Hades was really pissed off. Anyway,
  11. 0:15eventually he dies, and the gods are
  12. 0:17just livid. So, they're like, "Look,
  13. 0:18we're going to we're going to punish
  14. 0:19you. And what we're going to do is we're
  15. 0:20going to make you roll a boulder up a
  16. 0:21hill for eternity, and just as it gets
  17. 0:23to the top of the hill, it's going to
  18. 0:24roll back down, and you're just going to
  19. 0:26do that for eternity, just this like
  20. 0:28absurd like completely thankless task."
  21. 0:31But then it was Albert Camus, the
  22. 0:33philosopher, who said he was able to
  23. 0:34outsmart the gods one more time, and
  24. 0:36that's if you imagine that Sisyphus was
  25. 0:38smiling. And this is the part I love. He
  26. 0:40said, "Because the struggle alone is
  27. 0:43enough to fill a man's heart." And I
  28. 0:45think for me, they've even coined the
  29. 0:46phrase that that Sisyphus was the absurd
  30. 0:48hero. And I I I think for me, swimming
  31. 0:51sometimes, I'm like, "This is Sisyphus.
  32. 0:54This is my boulder, you know, it's not
  33. 0:55going anywhere, but the struggle alone
  34. 0:58is enough to fill a man's heart."
  35. 1:00>> Welcome to the Huberman Lab Podcast,
  36. 1:02where we discuss science and
  37. 1:04science-based tools [music] for everyday
  38. 1:05life.
  39. 1:09I'm Andrew Huberman, and I'm a professor
  40. 1:11of neurobiology and ophthalmology at
  41. 1:13Stanford School of Medicine. My guest
  42. 1:15today is Ross Edgley. Ross Edgley is a
  43. 1:18British ultra-endurance athlete who has
  44. 1:20accomplished such feats as swimming
  45. 1:22around Great Britain, which by the way
  46. 1:24is nearly 2,000 mi in distance, and it
  47. 1:26took him nearly 157 days. He also swam
  48. 1:29317 mi of the Yukon River continuously,
  49. 1:33meaning non-stop for 56 hours. He's run
  50. 1:36a full marathon pulling a car, a
  51. 1:38full-size car, by the way, and he's done
  52. 1:4030 marathons in 30 days, and much more.
  53. 1:43All of that is, of course, super
  54. 1:45impressive. But the reason Ross is a
  55. 1:47guest on this podcast in particular is
  56. 1:49because both he and I wanted to discuss
  57. 1:51brain circuits and the psychology that
  58. 1:53allow humans, any humans, to engage and
  59. 1:56build up their mindset for motivation.
  60. 1:58So, today we explore and develop in real
  61. 2:01time what we really can say is a new
  62. 2:03model of motivation to do hard things.
  63. 2:05One that includes all the possible
  64. 2:07sources of drive to prove others wrong,
  65. 2:09to celebrate life, out of love, out of
  66. 2:12anger, to honor those who can't, to
  67. 2:14fight mental stagnation, and on and on.
  68. 2:17What's so special about Ross, and again,
  69. 2:19another reason why he's here on this
  70. 2:20podcast in particular, is because not
  71. 2:23only has he accomplished all these
  72. 2:24incredible things, but he has the most
  73. 2:26incredible level of curiosity. He
  74. 2:28absolutely wants to understand the
  75. 2:30underlying neural machinery and
  76. 2:32psychology of motivation. What's allowed
  77. 2:34him to do hard things, what can allow
  78. 2:36you to do hard things in different
  79. 2:37contexts of life, and in doing that,
  80. 2:40Ross brings forward new ways of thinking
  81. 2:42about brain plasticity and how to
  82. 2:44reshape your brain in order to make
  83. 2:45yourself better. I should also mention
  84. 2:48that Ross has a new book out, one that I
  85. 2:49am personally excited to read and to
  86. 2:51listen to, and it's entitled How to
  87. 2:53Hero: Find Strength, Forge Resilience,
  88. 2:56and Fulfill Your Purpose. You can find a
  89. 2:58link to that in the show note caption.
  90. 3:00Before we begin, I'd like to emphasize
  91. 3:01that this podcast is separate from my
  92. 3:03teaching and research roles at Stanford.
  93. 3:05It is, however, part of my desire and
  94. 3:06effort to bring zero-cost consumer
  95. 3:08information about science and
  96. 3:10science-related tools to the general
  97. 3:11public. In keeping with that theme,
  98. 3:13today's episode does include sponsors.
  99. 3:16And now for my conversation with Ross
  100. 3:18Edgley. Ross Edgley, welcome. Thank you
  101. 3:21so much. We're going to need a bigger
  102. 3:22chair.
  103. 3:23>> [laughter]
  104. 3:23>> This feels surreal. we were just talking
  105. 3:25off air, weren't we, that
  106. 3:27so much of your teachings helped me
  107. 3:28across the Arctic Circle. Just jellyfish
  108. 3:31bouncing off my face, tongue coming off.
  109. 3:33This feels very weird. I'm honored that
  110. 3:35you're here. I'm very curious about you
  111. 3:37and what you do and how we can hopefully
  112. 3:41translate some of that into actions that
  113. 3:43people can take, thoughts,
  114. 3:45thought patterns,
  115. 3:47control of their own thoughts, that
  116. 3:48people can explore and perhaps adopt to
  117. 3:51have a better, more enriched life, which
  118. 3:53is obviously the purpose of it all.
  119. 3:57Take me back because I I've read about
  120. 3:59you. I've read about your
  121. 4:00accomplishments. I have smatterings of
  122. 4:02things that you've done and why, but
  123. 4:04you're 41 years old now, right?
  124. 4:06>> I am.
  125. 4:06>> Yep.
  126. 4:06>> Let's do this in snapshot-ish
  127. 4:10fashion.
  128. 4:1310-year-old Ross,
  129. 4:15what's he doing? What's he thinking?
  130. 4:17What's his strength and where's he
  131. 4:19struggling?
  132. 4:20>> I think even as as far back as 10, I was
  133. 4:23aware that I was just wired a little bit
  134. 4:25weirdly. You know, my dopamine kind of
  135. 4:26works a bit differently. My family, we
  136. 4:28love going on hikes and I never forget
  137. 4:30at 10 years old, my dad he was taking me
  138. 4:32and my two brothers on this huge hike
  139. 4:34and it just wasn't enough for me this
  140. 4:36hike. I was just like, you know, I kind
  141. 4:38of want to make it harder. So, dad
  142. 4:39caught me putting rocks in my backpack
  143. 4:42and just putting it on my back and then
  144. 4:43walking up cuz I just I needed more of a
  145. 4:45challenge. Otherwise, it just kind of
  146. 4:46wasn't fulfilling something inside of me
  147. 4:48and I think even now, looking ahead,
  148. 4:51fast forward, you know, 30 years, and
  149. 4:54I'm still doing the same thing. When I
  150. 4:56come up with an idea for a swim, if I
  151. 4:58tell someone this idea and they go, "Oh
  152. 5:00yeah, that that sounds quite good." I
  153. 5:02go, "All right, that's terrible." You
  154. 5:03know, you're not shocked by it. But if I
  155. 5:04tell someone a swim and they go, "Well,
  156. 5:06that's impossible. That's ridiculous."
  157. 5:08Like swimming around Great Britain,
  158. 5:09swimming around Iceland, I'm like,
  159. 5:11"That's the one." But you know, if
  160. 5:13people are just like, "That's absurd."
  161. 5:14I'm like, "Then that's the idea." So, I
  162. 5:16think even as far back as 10, I was
  163. 5:19aware that my brain was wired slightly
  164. 5:22differently.
  165. 5:22>> If you don't mind me asking, was the
  166. 5:24idea of putting rocks in your backpack
  167. 5:26in part to show others that you could do
  168. 5:29more? Like and and no no
  169. 5:32shame if it was. I mean, I think we all
  170. 5:34have an ego and we all
  171. 5:36want to test ourselves, but the feedback
  172. 5:39that we get is often important, too. So,
  173. 5:41as a calibration point if nothing else.
  174. 5:44So, let's say you were hiking alone.
  175. 5:47Hopefully, you weren't hiking alone at
  176. 5:4810. But, if you could imagine you were
  177. 5:51to the best of your abilities, do you
  178. 5:53think that you
  179. 5:55would have been loading those rocks in
  180. 5:57just for you?
  181. 5:58>> Yeah, I think I would. I think for for
  182. 6:00me, again, being so self-analytical, it
  183. 6:03was always an intrinsic motivation. The
  184. 6:05process was its own reward. There wasn't
  185. 6:07really anything extrinsic. If anything,
  186. 6:08I was keeping the rocks secret. I didn't
  187. 6:10want my dad finding out. When he found
  188. 6:11them, he was just like, "All right, take
  189. 6:12them out. I'll give you some food or
  190. 6:13something that's actually functional."
  191. 6:15So, so I was actually hiding them from
  192. 6:17that. Like, it was just something that
  193. 6:19that I wanted to do. That when I got
  194. 6:20home, I'd be like, "Right, I was able to
  195. 6:22do that." And I think
  196. 6:23it's changed a lot though as well. I I I
  197. 6:25think again, sort of jumping a little
  198. 6:27bit to to swimming around Great Britain.
  199. 6:29I did that when I was 32 years old. And
  200. 6:32and I spoke about it at the time that
  201. 6:34for me, it was very much ego-driven.
  202. 6:38I I talked about Captain Webb, 1875,
  203. 6:40first guy to swim across the English
  204. 6:42Channel. Did it on beef broth and
  205. 6:43brandy, and swam breaststroke cuz front
  206. 6:46crawl was ungentlemanly, like. So, he
  207. 6:47just crushed it all the way across the
  208. 6:49English Channel. Wasn't for charity,
  209. 6:51wasn't for anything like that. He just
  210. 6:52wanted to pioneer our understanding of
  211. 6:54swimming and human endurance. And for
  212. 6:56me, swimming around Great Britain was
  213. 6:57exactly that. It was looking at Maslow's
  214. 7:00hierarchy of needs. It was feelings of
  215. 7:03accomplishment, prestige, recognition.
  216. 7:05It was all of those things, ego-driven.
  217. 7:08After that, it that that then felt a
  218. 7:10little bit shallow. I was a bit like,
  219. 7:12"Ah, you know, to just do it for
  220. 7:13records." That feels a bit fragile, a
  221. 7:16bit shallow, feels a bit strange. And
  222. 7:18then and then it was the swim around
  223. 7:19Iceland, where the University of Iceland
  224. 7:21said, "We want to do something to to
  225. 7:23raise awareness around our ocean
  226. 7:25conservation efforts, but also as well,
  227. 7:27if we could collect eDNA samples, so
  228. 7:29environmental DNA samples, that just
  229. 7:31basically pick up if there's been a
  230. 7:32whale in the water, a seal, a
  231. 7:34rough-legged, whatever it is,
  232. 7:36we could track the biodiversity in a
  233. 7:38level of detail around Iceland that we'd
  234. 7:40never seen before." Upon hearing that, I
  235. 7:42was like, "Right, that feels like a
  236. 7:44better reason. It's not just records.
  237. 7:46That feels better." And that I did when
  238. 7:47I was was 40. So, it has been
  239. 7:49interesting. I think quite often
  240. 7:51sometimes it is intrinsically motivated,
  241. 7:53but but
  242. 7:55then a little bit later it told my hands
  243. 7:57off it was ego-driven. It was extrinsic.
  244. 8:00Um I wanted to be the guy, the first
  245. 8:01person to swim around Great Britain.
  246. 8:03And then now
  247. 8:05for various things that have changed in
  248. 8:06my life, I think it's like almost moving
  249. 8:08up Maslow's hierarchy there. I'm not
  250. 8:11going to quite say self-actualization,
  251. 8:13but we're looking for something a little
  252. 8:14bit more than records, I think.
  253. 8:16>> Staying with the 10 roughly 10-year-old
  254. 8:19uh Ross actually,
  255. 8:21were you always very expressive? You had
  256. 8:23a lot of uh spontaneous energy. You like
  257. 8:26And have you always woken up uh like
  258. 8:28ready to roll? Or are you kind of like a
  259. 8:31a slow slow grind into the morning? Or
  260. 8:33is it let's go, you know? [laughter]
  261. 8:36>> just let's go. I've always just been
  262. 8:37like that. I think as well like I I kind
  263. 8:40of got a handle on it now, but like when
  264. 8:42I was younger I was so competitive and
  265. 8:45and such a bad loser. There was um
  266. 8:47>> [laughter]
  267. 8:48>> my dad, I remember, he he was one of the
  268. 8:50very few people who actually under-
  269. 8:51stood how to to manage me. And I I
  270. 8:54remember I did a a school cross country.
  271. 8:55I think I was about 13 years old. And um
  272. 8:58the guy that I came second, the guy that
  273. 9:00beat me deserved to win. He was a better
  274. 9:02athlete. He beat me fair and square.
  275. 9:04But I was livid. And afterwards, I just
  276. 9:06wouldn't speak to anyone. And I stormed
  277. 9:09off. I refused to go and pick up my
  278. 9:10medal. I said, "Second place is the
  279. 9:12first loser." And I started to run home.
  280. 9:15And my dad just slowly got in the car
  281. 9:18and just followed me all the way home
  282. 9:19just to make sure I was safe. But he was
  283. 9:20like, "I'm just going to have to let it
  284. 9:21get it out of his system." I think it
  285. 9:22was 10 miles when I got back home. This
  286. 9:24was after the cross country. I had
  287. 9:26blisters. I was tired. I was exhausted.
  288. 9:28But by the time I got home, I was like,
  289. 9:31"Maybe I'd overreacted there, Dad. I'm
  290. 9:33I'm so sorry."
  291. 9:34>> [laughter]
  292. 9:34>> And he just let me realize that on my
  293. 9:36own. Like I said, I think I've got a bit
  294. 9:38more of a handle on it, but equally, and
  295. 9:41this is something I actually wanted to
  296. 9:42to quiz you about because
  297. 9:44I love your your work that you've been
  298. 9:46talking about um you know, broadcasting
  299. 9:48the the anterior mid-cingulate cortex.
  300. 9:50For me, and this is a massive
  301. 9:52oversimplification, so I'm going to
  302. 9:53apologize on where I'm speaking to you,
  303. 9:55but
  304. 9:56as a coping mechanism upon hearing that
  305. 9:58and the the podcast that you did with
  306. 10:00David Goggins, I thought about the
  307. 10:01anterior mid-cingulate cortex almost
  308. 10:03like grit and quit, pain and purpose,
  309. 10:05like weighing scales, constantly like
  310. 10:07this. And for anyone listening, I hope
  311. 10:09it helps as well that if you've got
  312. 10:11these weighing scales, pain and purpose,
  313. 10:13if it's really painful, if your tongue
  314. 10:15is falling off from swimming across the
  315. 10:16Arctic Circle, 114 days at sea, then you
  316. 10:19need a lot of purpose to tip those
  317. 10:21scales. But equally, sometimes you can,
  318. 10:25you know, talk about ocean conservation,
  319. 10:27all the amazing things that we were
  320. 10:28doing it for.
  321. 10:29But equally, there can be um Carl Jung
  322. 10:32talked about your shadow self, you know,
  323. 10:34part of your psyche that you keep away
  324. 10:36from the public. Maybe you're
  325. 10:37aggressive, hyper-competitive, jealous,
  326. 10:40and you kind of like tuck that away.
  327. 10:42Whereas Carl Jung and Jordan Peterson
  328. 10:45talking about, you know, that is a
  329. 10:46monster, you know, it it can be useful.
  330. 10:48It's not bad having a monster inside of
  331. 10:50you. It's bad when you can't put him
  332. 10:52back in the cage. And so, when swimming
  333. 10:54around Iceland, again going back to that
  334. 10:56anterior mid-cingulate cortex, pain and
  335. 10:57purpose,
  336. 10:59there was some people online who were
  337. 11:00just like, this is stupid, he's never
  338. 11:01going to do it. I even had media
  339. 11:03partners as well just going, "Oh, Ross,
  340. 11:05this has been good, but maybe we wrap
  341. 11:06this up now. You know, I don't think
  342. 11:08this is possible." And so then, that
  343. 11:1110-year-old, that hyper-competitive like
  344. 11:14side of me, ended up coming out as like,
  345. 11:17"I'm now just going to do this because
  346. 11:18people don't think I can." So it's it's
  347. 11:20really strange that, you know, I'll use
  348. 11:23different parts of motivation. I suppose
  349. 11:26my question to you that I wanted to ask
  350. 11:28since crossing Iceland is
  351. 11:31does the anterior mid-cingulate cortex,
  352. 11:32does that
  353. 11:33respond sometimes to your shadow self?
  354. 11:36Can you have a darker form of energy? I
  355. 11:38know Goggins, for instance, will speak
  356. 11:40to himself and be like, "Man up, you
  357. 11:42know, who's going to carry the boats
  358. 11:43over there?" Whereas
  359. 11:44me, sometimes I try to do it through
  360. 11:46gratitude, but but sometimes I do find
  361. 11:48that form of fuel
  362. 11:50>> Mhm.
  363. 11:50>> useful. For those that might not have
  364. 11:53uh heard me talk about it before or the
  365. 11:55David Goggins episode, just very briefly
  366. 11:57for our listeners, the anterior
  367. 11:58mid-cingulate cortex is this brain
  368. 12:00region that my colleague at Stanford,
  369. 12:02Joe Parvizi, discovered when he was
  370. 12:03stimulating in humans. He's a
  371. 12:05neurosurgeon. When stimulated, people
  372. 12:08report verbally, cuz these experiments,
  373. 12:10they literally have a piece of the skull
  374. 12:12removed, they're stimulating with an
  375. 12:13electrode. I've seen these sorts of
  376. 12:14experiments, not those exact ones, but
  377. 12:17and they can talk, they're awake.
  378. 12:19Head is fixed in a stereotax, so they're
  379. 12:21not moving around it, but and they'll
  380. 12:22say, "It feels as if there's a storm
  381. 12:24coming, but I am going to lean into it.
  382. 12:27I feel like there's a major challenge of
  383. 12:28some sort coming, and
  384. 12:30but I'm going to fight this challenge."
  385. 12:32Okay, so it's tenacity, willpower, etc.
  386. 12:34And there's a lot more to it, but that's
  387. 12:36just in case um anyone hasn't heard us
  388. 12:38talk about it or others talk about it
  389. 12:39before. The anterior mid-cingulate
  390. 12:41cortex is a very interesting structure
  391. 12:44because it receives inputs and outputs
  392. 12:46from many, many brain areas,
  393. 12:49including the amygdala, including the
  394. 12:51memory centers, including the dopamine
  395. 12:52reward system, the nigrostriatal
  396. 12:54pathway, and on and on. And so,
  397. 12:56despite what we know about it, it
  398. 12:59enlarges when people do hard things,
  399. 13:02it shrinks when people
  400. 13:04tend to shy away from hard things. Its
  401. 13:06activity and size correlates with
  402. 13:07success in doing hard things. You can
  403. 13:09build it up by doing hard things that
  404. 13:10you don't want to do, etc., etc.
  405. 13:13We still don't really know, no, I think
  406. 13:16it's fair to say we don't know the
  407. 13:18computations, the math that it's doing.
  408. 13:21We're not yet at the place in
  409. 13:22neuroscience where we can say, "Ah, the
  410. 13:24anterior mid-cingulate the computes
  411. 13:26prior notion of self with goal, with
  412. 13:29purpose, with fear, with anger, with
  413. 13:31love, and
  414. 13:33this is the computation that leads to
  415. 13:35persistence versus quitting,
  416. 13:37deliberation versus assuredness. We
  417. 13:40don't know yet.
  418. 13:40>> Mhm.
  419. 13:41>> So, it's not a total black box, as we
  420. 13:43say, but there's still a lot that's not
  421. 13:45known.
  422. 13:46And in fact, I think we can start to
  423. 13:48understand more about tenacity and
  424. 13:51willpower, at least at this point in
  425. 13:52history, by talking to people like you.
  426. 13:56In particular to you, about the anterior
  427. 13:59mid-cingulate cortex, then the anterior
  428. 14:01mid-cingulate cortex recordings can tell
  429. 14:03us about you. Does that make sense?
  430. 14:05>> It does, yeah.
  431. 14:06>> So, in the future at some point, we will
  432. 14:08have the technologies to be able to
  433. 14:09unpack the the computations with a lot
  434. 14:11of precision.
  435. 14:13There are people developing those
  436. 14:14technologies, but they're not there yet.
  437. 14:16So, I want to be careful to not say
  438. 14:17things that we don't know, but here's
  439. 14:20what
  440. 14:21I was thinking coming into this podcast
  441. 14:23today.
  442. 14:24So,
  443. 14:25we can find posts on Instagram, full
  444. 14:27podcasts, books,
  445. 14:29and historical records, and on and on,
  446. 14:31of people that did very, very hard
  447. 14:34things
  448. 14:35for just about every different reason.
  449. 14:37And so, rather than a teeter-totter that
  450. 14:40goes from quitting versus persistence,
  451. 14:44I have this mental model that I'm
  452. 14:45wondering if you'll be willing to
  453. 14:46entertain with me today through your
  454. 14:48story, whereby, let's imagine a
  455. 14:53a beam of wood balanced in the middle,
  456. 14:55but another beam of wood that's at a
  457. 14:57right angle to that. So, it looks like a
  458. 14:59cross, also balanced in the middle. And
  459. 15:01then another beam of wood, another beam
  460. 15:02of wood. You can just imagine this is
  461. 15:03like spokes on a wheel, and it's
  462. 15:05balancing. And as long as no side
  463. 15:08touches the ground for too long,
  464. 15:10you persist.
  465. 15:12>> Mhm.
  466. 15:12>> And so, what I came up with is a name
  467. 15:14assignment for each of those spokes. And
  468. 15:16so, if you're willing, I thought it
  469. 15:18might be informative and fun for me to
  470. 15:21just call out each one of these one by
  471. 15:23one.
  472. 15:24>> This is awesome.
  473. 15:24>> Take the time you need to recall a time
  474. 15:27when
  475. 15:28if and only if you were calling on that
  476. 15:31particular emotion set, that motivation,
  477. 15:35and
  478. 15:36paint a picture for us.
  479. 15:37>> This is awesome. So, you've taken my
  480. 15:38modeling and just literally like like
  481. 15:41two-dimensional, you've made it like
  482. 15:42four-dimensional. This is I'm
  483. 15:44>> Well, three-dimensional, you're going to
  484. 15:45add the fourth dimension.
  485. 15:47>> [laughter]
  486. 15:48>> So,
  487. 15:49no pressure. No pressure. Um so, this is
  488. 15:52a little bit like a qualifying exam and
  489. 15:54and obviously No, it's not an exam. This
  490. 15:55is
  491. 15:56>> [laughter]
  492. 15:56>> This is for informative and
  493. 15:57entertainment purposes, but the cool
  494. 15:59part here is it's not a movie. It's
  495. 16:01real. It's your life and the incredible
  496. 16:03things you've done. So,
  497. 16:05let's start with
  498. 16:08doing something
  499. 16:10because you said you would. No other
  500. 16:12reason, just because you said you would,
  501. 16:14either to yourself or to the world.
  502. 16:16Forget what they're saying in response.
  503. 16:19Forget who it's for, but just Why?
  504. 16:22Because you said you would. Have there
  505. 16:24ever been times when you've done
  506. 16:26something simply because you said you
  507. 16:29would?
  508. 16:29>> 100%. That That was Iceland. Yeah, that
  509. 16:32that I was just like You said you were
  510. 16:33going to do this. You You know. Or even
  511. 16:35And And the Great British Swim, I think
  512. 16:36more so because I told sponsors and
  513. 16:40everybody I was going to do it. And it
  514. 16:41was my older brother as well. He's
  515. 16:43amazing in that he can just kind of like
  516. 16:44take a complex situation and just really
  517. 16:46simplify it. We broke the record as we
  518. 16:48went around Scotland um for the longest
  519. 16:51uh stage sea swim. And everyone
  520. 16:53celebrated. They were like, "This is
  521. 16:54amazing." And Scott was just like,
  522. 16:56"Yeah, but it's going to count for
  523. 16:57nothing unless you actually finish it."
  524. 16:58And I was like, "Do you know what?
  525. 16:59You're right." And so, I think yeah,
  526. 17:01that so often it it just came down to
  527. 17:05that. Void of records and everything,
  528. 17:07it's like, "You'll look like an idiot if
  529. 17:09you don't finish this. You said you were
  530. 17:10going to do it. It's important to
  531. 17:11yourself." And also as well, void of
  532. 17:13anything extrinsic,
  533. 17:15looking yourself in the mirror. I think
  534. 17:18um Einstein when he said adversity
  535. 17:20introduces you to you, I think you know,
  536. 17:22you realize the most honest version of
  537. 17:24yourself when you were in an absolute
  538. 17:26hole. And I think um self-respect
  539. 17:30that I would know
  540. 17:31if I had quit and I actually could have
  541. 17:34finished it. So, yeah, I yeah, I think
  542. 17:36probably all of them. I've done it
  543. 17:38because I said I would, not because of
  544. 17:41how I'd be perceived publicly, how I
  545. 17:43would think of myself when I looked in
  546. 17:44the mirror.
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  613. 20:02On that swim or other times when you
  614. 20:04were pushing forward simply because you
  615. 20:06said you would,
  616. 20:08is that looping in your head?
  617. 20:10I mean,
  618. 20:11I realize along these very long journeys
  619. 20:14and and and expeditions, whatever you
  620. 20:16want to call them, these super
  621. 20:17challenges, that your mind must go to
  622. 20:19all sorts of places, dark and light and
  623. 20:21everything in between.
  624. 20:24When you're getting into the water, is
  625. 20:26it cold? Does it feel cold, or you like,
  626. 20:28"Oh, I've been here before, this isn't
  627. 20:29cold."
  628. 20:30>> It gets easier the longer it goes on. By
  629. 20:32the end of Iceland, I think I'd just
  630. 20:34habituated that form of stress. Almost
  631. 20:36like stress inoculation training. At
  632. 20:38first, when you're trying to habituate
  633. 20:40like the the sleep deprivation, the
  634. 20:42cold, uh you wake up and if you've left
  635. 20:45your wetsuit out, you have to crack the
  636. 20:46ice off the wetsuit before you can even
  637. 20:47put it on and then get in. It it By the
  638. 20:50end, you are just numb to it, you know.
  639. 20:52And and and what whatever's happened
  640. 20:53there, that habituation of the stress,
  641. 20:56uh whether my anterior midcingulate
  642. 20:57cortex has grown, whatever it is, it it
  643. 21:00By the end, it still registers, but
  644. 21:02you're you don't have an emotional
  645. 21:04response to it anymore.
  646. 21:05>> So, let's pick a different one. Not just
  647. 21:08because you said you would but because
  648. 21:10you don't want to disappoint which is
  649. 21:14different right?
  650. 21:16You don't want to carry the shame of
  651. 21:18someone else mirroring to you
  652. 21:20that you said you would do something and
  653. 21:22you didn't. So we could call this fear
  654. 21:25fear of shame.
  655. 21:26And you know no one likes to talk about
  656. 21:28these darker energies that can drive
  657. 21:30people but
  658. 21:32we'd be lying if these weren't powerful
  659. 21:34motivators for people throughout
  660. 21:35history. So um do you recall a time um
  661. 21:39could be any time when fear of shame
  662. 21:42was a driving force?
  663. 21:43>> Absolutely. Iceland, this is the easiest
  664. 21:45one to answer. So to towards the end we
  665. 21:47had 100 miles to finish basically and I
  666. 21:51was basically
  667. 21:53the baby was due the first the birth of
  668. 21:55my first child was due in a week's time.
  669. 21:57We had 100 miles still to cover. We had
  670. 21:59Hurricane Erin coming through the
  671. 22:00Atlantic. Over in Grindavik on the west
  672. 22:03coast there was a volcano that went off
  673. 22:04that basically was spewing poisonous gas
  674. 22:06so we couldn't get close to that and
  675. 22:08over here we had one of Europe's largest
  676. 22:09glaciers that was just sending shards of
  677. 22:11ice as big as this table. And the team
  678. 22:14and everyone was just like Russ I'm I'm
  679. 22:15so sorry we're going to be here for 2
  680. 22:16weeks in the harbor and I was like no no
  681. 22:18no I'm so sorry we need to go out. I
  682. 22:21need to be back for the birth of my
  683. 22:22child. Not not only for my girlfriend
  684. 22:24she's amazing I've been with her 13
  685. 22:26years. The the look on her face the
  686. 22:28disappointment that was going through my
  687. 22:30head but then also as well just knowing
  688. 22:32that I wasn't going to be there to
  689. 22:32welcome my son into this world. So that
  690. 22:35one 100%
  691. 22:37fear of failure fear of letting people
  692. 22:39down Iceland and I gunned it and
  693. 22:41finished the final 100 miles. Purely
  694. 22:44fueled on that. The the University of
  695. 22:47Iceland everything and the that was
  696. 22:48important the EDNA samples tracking
  697. 22:50biodiversity
  698. 22:52paled in comparison to you're not going
  699. 22:54to be there to welcome your son into the
  700. 22:55world. So I just gunned it.
  701. 22:57>> I notice you say we whenever you talk
  702. 22:59about these expeditions not I. Is that
  703. 23:01just your nature or is it I realize
  704. 23:03these are probably team efforts, but
  705. 23:04that's it.
  706. 23:06I think it's an important point.
  707. 23:07>> I do you know, I'm glad you picked up on
  708. 23:09that just because I think especially
  709. 23:11with sea swims that they are such a team
  710. 23:13event and in no way am I, you know,
  711. 23:16saying that to self-deprecate. It
  712. 23:17genuinely is in that if we read the
  713. 23:20tides wrong or the weather or whatever,
  714. 23:23then then I'm going backwards. You can
  715. 23:25be the best swimmer in the world. You
  716. 23:26get the tides wrong in an ice swim
  717. 23:27you're going backwards. And it happened
  718. 23:28a few times.
  719. 23:29>> Actually backwards?
  720. 23:30>> Actually backwards. Yeah, yeah. Up up at
  721. 23:31the Pentland Firth on the on the Great
  722. 23:33British Swim for instance. That's in the
  723. 23:34top of Scotland.
  724. 23:36You can be traveling at 10 knots if you
  725. 23:39get it right. That is almost the
  726. 23:41cruising speed of a dolphin. But you get
  727. 23:43it wrong, you're going backwards at 10.
  728. 23:44You could you could be Michael Phelps
  729. 23:46>> [laughter]
  730. 23:46>> and you're still going backwards. So it
  731. 23:49genuinely is just like such a team
  732. 23:51event. Or the Yukon for instance as
  733. 23:53well.
  734. 23:54It was amazing just kind of of these
  735. 23:56counter-currents, whirlpools, logjams.
  736. 23:59There was a time when I was swimming and
  737. 24:00a log came back the other way. And the
  738. 24:03team in the Yukon were just amazing at
  739. 24:05just reading the river. So so I
  740. 24:07genuinely I say we because it's a team
  741. 24:09event. I'm just the one who has to get
  742. 24:11in the water. Genuinely.
  743. 24:13>> Yeah, cuz you can't be thinking about
  744. 24:14whether or not you're headed into
  745. 24:16certain danger beyond what you're
  746. 24:17already in. I mean you need to be able
  747. 24:19to concentrate on your stroke, your
  748. 24:21breathing, um your mental frame, like
  749. 24:25whether or not your toes are falling
  750. 24:26off. Have you been frostbitten on these?
  751. 24:29>> Yeah, yeah. I've Yeah, I've picked up
  752. 24:30loads. This is strange from, you know,
  753. 24:32hypothermia, hypothermia,
  754. 24:34rhabdomyolysis, cellulitis. You know,
  755. 24:37picked up a fair
  756. 24:38>> What's cellulitis?
  757. 24:39>> Oh, cellulitis is a
  758. 24:40>> Sounds like infection.
  759. 24:41>> Exactly that. Yeah, a skin infection.
  760. 24:43But basically I picked that up in Loch
  761. 24:44Ness cuz it was fresh water.
  762. 24:46Basically that the wetsuit was chafing.
  763. 24:48It got so deep, it turned infected. And
  764. 24:51then if that gets in your lymph nodes or
  765. 24:53bloodstream, it can be fatal.
  766. 24:55It was a really strange position to be
  767. 24:57in as well cuz it was a 56-hour nonstop
  768. 24:59swim. The water was about 4° barely
  769. 25:01above freezing.
  770. 25:02>> for sleep?
  771. 25:03>> No, no, no. So, nonstop swim, you can't
  772. 25:05touch anybody, no one can touch you, you
  773. 25:06can't touch the boat, you just you just
  774. 25:08swim 56 hours. And towards the end, it
  775. 25:11was so strange cuz I had hypothermia, so
  776. 25:13my core temperature I could feel just I
  777. 25:15was shaking from the inside. It was in
  778. 25:16my bones, but my skin was on fire from
  779. 25:20the cellulitis. So, it was this strange
  780. 25:23attack on my physiology. But yeah, to
  781. 25:25answer your question, picking up a fair
  782. 25:27few of those, it's really strange that
  783. 25:29it recalibrates
  784. 25:31your perception to pain. And swimming
  785. 25:33around Iceland, there were times when I
  786. 25:34was really cold and I was like, "It's
  787. 25:36not as bad as Loch Ness." I'm still
  788. 25:38okay. I'd look at wounds around my neck
  789. 25:40and everything and I'd go, "Oh, that's
  790. 25:42that's not too bad. It doesn't It
  791. 25:43doesn't smell infected. We're good."
  792. 25:45>> Trophies
  793. 25:46um for a sicko like you. Um,
  794. 25:49do do you believe in the Loch Ness
  795. 25:50Monster?
  796. 25:51>> Mhm, something touched my leg.
  797. 25:54>> [laughter]
  798. 25:54>> I love all of It was so interesting. I
  799. 25:56got so
  800. 25:58sort of I was I don't want Yeah,
  801. 26:00probably was. It was like a spiritual
  802. 26:01experience. And I think by, you know,
  803. 26:03that point, was it Nietzsche who said,
  804. 26:05you know, "Whoever fights monsters
  805. 26:07should see to it that he doesn't become
  806. 26:08a monster himself. For if you gaze into
  807. 26:11the abyss too long, the abyss gazes back
  808. 26:13into you." And I think for me, swimming
  809. 26:15through Loch Ness, that was going
  810. 26:17through my head. And I definitely stared
  811. 26:20into the abyss too long. Um, it was
  812. 26:22going well up until 56 hours and then I
  813. 26:25just remember I must say, it was very
  814. 26:27gradual, but you were like looking and
  815. 26:28your tunnel vision just got narrower and
  816. 26:30narrower until you were looking through
  817. 26:31the the eye of a needle. And then it
  818. 26:33just went black. And I remember waking
  819. 26:35up and my girlfriend and my mom were at
  820. 26:37the head of my hospital bed. And I just
  821. 26:39looked up and I just went, "Ah, [sighs]
  822. 26:41it's not gone well, has it?" And they
  823. 26:42were like, "No, Ross."
  824. 26:44>> [laughter]
  825. 26:44>> It's not gone well at all.
  826. 26:46So, I think uh learning from that, to go
  827. 26:49back to what you're saying about
  828. 26:50hypothermia thing, it's nice now knowing
  829. 26:53that with the Iceland swim, having
  830. 26:55graduated in Loch Ness, I was like,
  831. 26:57"Look, let's not Let's not become a
  832. 26:59monster. Let's not stare into the abyss
  833. 27:01too long."
  834. 27:02>> Did you go back and do and do that one?
  835. 27:04>> Loch Ness, I want to. I've got
  836. 27:06unfinished business there.
  837. 27:07>> I keep wondering, since I was a kid, why
  838. 27:08don't they just drain Loch Ness and
  839. 27:10solve this Loch Ness Monster thing once
  840. 27:11and for all? [laughter]
  841. 27:12>> I know.
  842. 27:13>> It's not good for the tourist trade,
  843. 27:14though, you know? I mean, I always think
  844. 27:16if it's real, how cool is that? And if
  845. 27:19it's not, um what a what a remarkable
  846. 27:22way to increase tourist traffic to a
  847. 27:24location. You create a a myth and a
  848. 27:27mystique, something that's dangerous,
  849. 27:29but not so dangerous that people are
  850. 27:30afraid to go.
  851. 27:31>> For sure.
  852. 27:32>> Uh you know, you see the world with a
  853. 27:33few photo Like that's what they clearly
  854. 27:36One or the other happened, right? Or
  855. 27:37some combination.
  856. 27:38>> Yeah. But I love that you brought that
  857. 27:40up as well, because swimming around
  858. 27:41Iceland,
  859. 27:42at the start,
  860. 27:44I you know, I heard about, you know,
  861. 27:45elves and trolls and mountains with
  862. 27:47trolls that didn't make it back before
  863. 27:49sunset and sunup.
  864. 27:50>> All of these stories.
  865. 27:51>> I was like, "Oh, that that's cool.
  866. 27:52That's a cool story."
  867. 27:54Swimming around it, there is something
  868. 27:56in the water. There were events.
  869. 27:58[clears throat] So, I I got a blood
  870. 27:59ceremony. So, basically, it's almost
  871. 28:01like a an ancient chief, um a modern-day
  872. 28:03form of of that, and he basically gave
  873. 28:05me a blood ceremony where he blessed the
  874. 28:07swim. And it was just amazing speaking
  875. 28:10to him. He said like, "Ross,
  876. 28:11you know, I I I think you'll die, you
  877. 28:14know, but um you know, it'll be a good
  878. 28:15saga." You know, the the Icelandic sense
  879. 28:17of humor.
  880. 28:18>> the send-off?
  881. 28:19>> That was the [laughter] send-off.
  882. 28:20>> Dark.
  883. 28:21>> Even at the start as well, I remember I
  884. 28:22did a swim
  885. 28:24and afterwards, I'm looking up at the
  886. 28:25northern lights, and I'm I'm sort of
  887. 28:27toweling myself down. I'm like, "This is
  888. 28:29unbelievable." And this old Icelandic
  889. 28:31fisherman just comes out of nowhere, and
  890. 28:33I just hear his voice, and the first
  891. 28:35thing he says to me is, "They're
  892. 28:37probably deciding if you're going to
  893. 28:38live or die." And I turned around, I
  894. 28:40went, "I'm I'm I'm sorry." And he goes,
  895. 28:43"The Valkyries." I said, "I'm sorry,
  896. 28:44you've lost me. Please explain." And he
  897. 28:46said, "Well, we believe that the
  898. 28:47Northern Lights are the Valkyries,
  899. 28:49Odin's warriors, female warriors, and
  900. 28:50they're riding through the sky, and the
  901. 28:52shimmering is their shields and their
  902. 28:54swords, and they're taking the fallen
  903. 28:55back to Valhalla." And I was like,
  904. 28:58"That's deep."
  905. 28:59>> [laughter]
  906. 28:59>> Okay. Then, like I said, starting the
  907. 29:02swim on the blood ceremony, they again
  908. 29:04and and sorry if you know this, but they
  909. 29:05were talking about the guardians of
  910. 29:07Iceland.
  911. 29:07>> I don't know anything about I I know
  912. 29:09very little about Iceland.
  913. 29:10>> Oh, I said, "This this story was
  914. 29:11amazing." So, they we basically started
  915. 29:12on the west coast, and they said, "Ross,
  916. 29:14you're aware that you're swimming in the
  917. 29:15kingdom of the bull." I said, "What do
  918. 29:17you mean?" And they said, "Well, the
  919. 29:18story goes that basically there was a
  920. 29:21king, a foreign king, who sent a
  921. 29:22sorcerer dressed as a whale to come and
  922. 29:25invade Iceland. Came over to the west
  923. 29:28coast, and there was this massive bull,
  924. 29:30and they said, 'Right, you can't attack
  925. 29:31there.' And that represented strength
  926. 29:33and power. Went over to the north coast,
  927. 29:35that was the kingdom of the eagle. They
  928. 29:37turned up, the eagle saw them from miles
  929. 29:39off, the sorcerer was like, 'You can't
  930. 29:40attack there.' Went over to the east
  931. 29:42coast, over the east coast, that is the
  932. 29:44realm of the dragon, mainly because
  933. 29:45there's loads of waterfalls, and dragons
  934. 29:47like fast-flowing water. And then, bang,
  935. 29:50on the south coast, the realm of the
  936. 29:51giant. The whale, the sorcerer came
  937. 29:53there and was like, 'Woah, you can't
  938. 29:55attack there either.' And then
  939. 29:56disappeared. So, when you look on the
  940. 29:57crest of Iceland, so often they have the
  941. 30:00bull, the eagle, the dragon, and the
  942. 30:02giant. And again, upon hearing that, I
  943. 30:05was like, "Well, that's that's a cool
  944. 30:06story." But it's a little bit deeper,
  945. 30:09and they're saying really it's about
  946. 30:10respecting, you know, nature and
  947. 30:12everything. And and I think
  948. 30:14going around Iceland, you know, that was
  949. 30:16just a shot of adrenaline. And and I
  950. 30:18think what was weird, and I wanted to
  951. 30:19quiz you on this, actually, because
  952. 30:21upon hearing stories of this, I don't
  953. 30:24know, and please correct me if I'm
  954. 30:25wrong, is it is it the the dorsolateral
  955. 30:27prefrontal cortex that deals with
  956. 30:28strategy? And it's almost the story that
  957. 30:30you're telling yourself. So, when I'm
  958. 30:32swimming around, I'm like, "This is the
  959. 30:34kingdom of the bull." And I almost made
  960. 30:36it poetic in my head. And that actually
  961. 30:38got me through a few swims. And then
  962. 30:40even towards the end as well, like I
  963. 30:42said about trying to make it back home,
  964. 30:44the story of Odin. So, in ancient Norse
  965. 30:47mythology, they believe in fate. They
  966. 30:49believe that, you know, you're you can't
  967. 30:51control your destiny, and the only thing
  968. 30:53you control is your attitude towards it.
  969. 30:54So, Odin, basically Ragnarok being the
  970. 30:57the Norse apocalypse, where the
  971. 31:00basically the the gods fight the giants
  972. 31:01this huge battle, and Odin basically
  973. 31:04traded his eye for wisdom. So, he knew,
  974. 31:07spoiler alert, that he was going to be
  975. 31:08eaten by a giant wolf, but he just
  976. 31:11charges into battle anyway. And I think
  977. 31:13what was really interesting upon hearing
  978. 31:15this, certainly by the time I finished
  979. 31:17the swim after 114 days, I was sat there
  980. 31:20thinking, "You need to finish. You need
  981. 31:22to get back for the birth of your son.
  982. 31:24But equally, if the ancient Nordic gods
  983. 31:26are watching,
  984. 31:27this is what they would want." Again,
  985. 31:29Nietzsche, what is it? There I know of
  986. 31:30no greater life purpose than to perish
  987. 31:33in attempting the impossible. And all of
  988. 31:35that was going through my head.
  989. 31:36>> You asked about the dorsal lateral
  990. 31:38prefrontal cortex.
  991. 31:39>> Yeah.
  992. 31:39>> So, there there is a set of studies
  993. 31:41that, since you have an interest in
  994. 31:43neuroscience and the anterior
  995. 31:44mid-cingulate cortex, that I did return
  996. 31:46to.
  997. 31:47I haven't talked about it on the on my
  998. 31:49podcast ever,
  999. 31:50but um that it's a it's a solid
  1000. 31:52literature in in neuroscience, and um
  1001. 31:54has to do with an experiment called the
  1002. 31:56tube test. Do you know what the tube
  1003. 31:58test is? You might like this. Some years
  1004. 32:00ago,
  1005. 32:01people were interested in what drives
  1006. 32:03persistence and winning in competition.
  1007. 32:05So, they developed uh
  1008. 32:07something called the tube test, and it's
  1009. 32:08done on mice, but then we'll talk about
  1010. 32:10the human analog. And basically, you put
  1011. 32:12two male mice into a tube, and they want
  1012. 32:14to fight. It's just what male mice want
  1013. 32:17to do. Female mice will do it, too, by
  1014. 32:19the way. Uh female male pairings will do
  1015. 32:21it, too, but they tend to do this with
  1016. 32:23males, um male male pairings. Put them
  1017. 32:25in the tube, but these fights are not
  1018. 32:27such that the tube is small enough so
  1019. 32:28they can't really scratch or bite at
  1020. 32:29each other.
  1021. 32:30>> Got it.
  1022. 32:31>> And one pushes the other one out of the
  1023. 32:33territory. You know, space, who gets the
  1024. 32:35most space is a is a
  1025. 32:37very primitive but important feature of
  1026. 32:38competition among animals, dogs,
  1027. 32:42etc., right? You know, who gets space.
  1028. 32:44So, you put two mice in and one tends to
  1029. 32:46win and one tends to lose. And there's
  1030. 32:48some interesting statistics that fall
  1031. 32:50out whereby prior winning leads to
  1032. 32:52future winning on average, right? So,
  1033. 32:54winners tend to be winners and losers
  1034. 32:56tend to be losers over time in a way,
  1035. 32:58and this is where it gets interesting,
  1036. 32:59that's independent of testosterone
  1037. 33:01levels,
  1038. 33:02independent of things like nutritional
  1039. 33:05status. I mean, at the extremes, these
  1040. 33:07things fall away, like one is starved or
  1041. 33:09one is castrated, okay, right? Um body
  1042. 33:12weight, these sorts of things. So,
  1043. 33:13there's something else there.
  1044. 33:15So, a bunch of different laboratories
  1045. 33:16have worked on this, measured brain
  1046. 33:17activity in a broad-scale way, and and
  1047. 33:20pinpointed this region of the the
  1048. 33:21prefrontal cortex, which in mice you
  1049. 33:23can't really say is like equivalent to
  1050. 33:25our dorsolateral prefrontal cortex, but
  1051. 33:27at least has components of it.
  1052. 33:29And then they do the following
  1053. 33:30experiment. You take a mouse that was
  1054. 33:33consistently a winner, and you silence
  1055. 33:36this particular region of the brain, or
  1056. 33:38you quiet its its activity, you lessen
  1057. 33:40its activity,
  1058. 33:42and it becomes the loser.
  1059. 33:44You take the loser and you in real time
  1060. 33:46increase the amount of activity in this
  1061. 33:47particular brain region, and now it wins
  1062. 33:49every time.
  1063. 33:51Here's what's wild. The amount of
  1064. 33:53cortisol, the amount of testosterone,
  1065. 33:55the amount like none of that stuff
  1066. 33:56speaks to what could really be going on.
  1067. 33:59It seems that this top-down circuit from
  1068. 34:01the prefrontal cortex to a bunch of
  1069. 34:03other stuff, these are clearly circuits,
  1070. 34:05not just one location in the brain,
  1071. 34:07is driving persistence to win under
  1072. 34:11any
  1073. 34:12realistic condition. Like, again, you
  1074. 34:15can't take a fetal mouse and have it
  1075. 34:16beat an adult mouse, right? But all
  1076. 34:19other things being more or less equal,
  1077. 34:21activity in this area drives persistence
  1078. 34:24and winning.
  1079. 34:25And there are equivalent experiments
  1080. 34:28in humans
  1081. 34:30using
  1082. 34:32virtual reality and brain scanners and
  1083. 34:34this kind of thing. It's hard to do the
  1084. 34:36experiment. You're clearly physically
  1085. 34:38stronger than I am. I'm reasonably
  1086. 34:40strong. But No, you absolutely are,
  1087. 34:41right? So, there's no way that you're
  1088. 34:43going to stimulate my prefrontal cortex
  1089. 34:45and I'm going to beat you in a in a
  1090. 34:46deadlift. I just know that. So, it's
  1091. 34:48okay. We don't even have to like
  1092. 34:49entertain the other possibility. But but
  1093. 34:51there's a world where if we are
  1094. 34:54otherwise within, you know, 10 or 20% of
  1095. 34:56each other's abilities in something,
  1096. 34:58>> [snorts]
  1097. 34:58>> that whoever has the most activity in
  1098. 35:01this brain region wins over and over and
  1099. 35:05over again. And the converse is true,
  1100. 35:06too. So, I find this amazing because the
  1101. 35:08analog in human is that this is a brain
  1102. 35:10area that's involved in conscious
  1103. 35:12strategy setting.
  1104. 35:13>> Mhm.
  1105. 35:14>> Conscious strategy setting and
  1106. 35:16the particular strategy could be anger,
  1107. 35:20>> Mhm.
  1108. 35:20>> could be love, could be you want to get
  1109. 35:22home to see your child born, could be
  1110. 35:26you're hungry and you want to eat, you
  1111. 35:27want others to eat so they can serve
  1112. 35:29you, you know. I the beauty of the
  1113. 35:31prefrontal cortex is that it can learn a
  1114. 35:33lots of different strategies
  1115. 35:36in lots of different contexts.
  1116. 35:38It's a unique circuit in that component
  1117. 35:40of circuitry in that way. So,
  1118. 35:43when people tell me, "Yeah, I'm in mile
  1119. 35:45200 of the of a race in the desert and I
  1120. 35:48want to quit and I just have this
  1121. 35:50thought and I push." Clearly that's a
  1122. 35:52prefrontal cortical top-down type thing.
  1123. 35:56That's a real thing. There's a physical
  1124. 35:58substrate to it from mice. And it's been
  1125. 36:01shown in other species, too, but it's
  1126. 36:02clearly there in us.
  1127. 36:04>> But what I love about what you said
  1128. 36:05there and also as well, for those losing
  1129. 36:07then as well, there was somebody recent
  1130. 36:09was talking about Roger Federer and they
  1131. 36:11said if you watched his matches and
  1132. 36:14turned the sound off and couldn't see
  1133. 36:15the score, you wouldn't know if you won
  1134. 36:17the point or lost the point. He was so
  1135. 36:19stoic about it. So, do you think it's
  1136. 36:20the same as well if you're losing, that
  1137. 36:23if you don't react to it, you'll maybe
  1138. 36:24able to buck that trend? Does that make
  1139. 36:26sense?
  1140. 36:26>> Yeah, no, it totally makes sense. So, I
  1141. 36:28think that there are several big macros
  1142. 36:30today that are going to emerge, but one
  1143. 36:32of them that clearly will emerge is this
  1144. 36:34notion of energy.
  1145. 36:36>> Mhm.
  1146. 36:36>> Right, the reason I asked about the
  1147. 36:3710-year-old Ross Edgley is I I I had a
  1148. 36:40sneaking suspicion that he had a lot of
  1149. 36:42energy.
  1150. 36:43You know, some people just have a lot of
  1151. 36:44energy, right? Having a lot of energy is
  1152. 36:47great. Energy management on a backdrop
  1153. 36:50of having a lot of energy, that's where
  1154. 36:52things start getting impressive, right?
  1155. 36:54Poor energy management on a backdrop of
  1156. 36:56a lot of energy is I think what leads to
  1157. 36:58the 27 club. People who do incredible
  1158. 37:01things and die.
  1159. 37:02>> Mhm.
  1160. 37:03>> Whether by virtue of their particular
  1161. 37:05activity or by virtue of I heard this in
  1162. 37:07this wonderful documentary that everyone
  1163. 37:10should see, which is um The Defiant
  1164. 37:12Ones, which is about Dre and Jimmy
  1165. 37:13Iovine and development of like Beats and
  1166. 37:16the story of hip-hop. And And there was
  1167. 37:18a guy in in N.W.A. who we don't hear
  1168. 37:21about much anymore, who clearly was
  1169. 37:23extremely talented.
  1170. 37:25But he had a really bad accident. And
  1171. 37:27you ask And he's talking about how it
  1172. 37:28happened and it involved wildness and
  1173. 37:31And you ask him uh you know, they were
  1174. 37:33like, "What do you think happened?" And
  1175. 37:34he just goes, "The excesses."
  1176. 37:37It was the excesses of all that energy
  1177. 37:39pouring in, money and drugs and
  1178. 37:41>> Mhm.
  1179. 37:42>> fast cars and being famous and it and
  1180. 37:45and it wasn't well managed in him.
  1181. 37:47And he's still alive, but
  1182. 37:50the excesses. So, energy management is
  1183. 37:53is clearly a piece of the ability to
  1184. 37:57be the 10-year-old you and
  1185. 37:59load more and more rocks, but you're not
  1186. 38:02burning unnecessary energy. So, the
  1187. 38:04efficiency piece is I think where these
  1188. 38:06stories that we tell ourselves, like I'm
  1189. 38:08doing this for so-and-so. You're able to
  1190. 38:10like separate out all the other possible
  1191. 38:12motivations, at least for some period of
  1192. 38:14time. Like just being motivated is like
  1193. 38:17a dysregulated system. So, motivated to
  1194. 38:20do blank because blank,
  1195. 38:22That's a well-managed energy system.
  1196. 38:25So, most people would die for your
  1197. 38:27levels of raw energy. But, in keeping
  1198. 38:30with this theme about how you regulate,
  1199. 38:32dynamically regulate your energy, have
  1200. 38:34there ever been moments along any of
  1201. 38:36your conquests when you thought, "That's
  1202. 38:39it. I'm done." But, you had told
  1203. 38:41somebody, "Don't let me quit." You
  1204. 38:43outsourced the management.
  1205. 38:45>> I'm really glad you asked that cuz it's
  1206. 38:46almost the opposite. So, so looking at
  1207. 38:49Tim Noakes central governor theory or
  1208. 38:50psychobiological model of fatigue, you
  1209. 38:52know, this idea how the brain and the
  1210. 38:53body interact and will pull the
  1211. 38:54physiological handbrake to stop you from
  1212. 38:57going to complete exhaustion.
  1213. 38:59Upon hearing this and studying this,
  1214. 39:02this was before Loch Ness. And also, I
  1215. 39:04did it at a swimming lecture seminar in
  1216. 39:05Italy. We got caught in a freak
  1217. 39:07heatwave. Temperatures over 40° C, water
  1218. 39:10temperature up to 34°. It was bath
  1219. 39:12water. It was rhabdomyolysis waiting to
  1220. 39:14happen.
  1221. 39:1637 hours in, approaching 100 km, exactly
  1222. 39:19the same happened. My body just started
  1223. 39:20to shut down.
  1224. 39:22I am just swimming. I'm so stubborn. And
  1225. 39:25I think what's really strange is looking
  1226. 39:28at that psychobiological model of
  1227. 39:29fatigue. I know that as soon as my brain
  1228. 39:33that's a hypochondriac starts pulling
  1229. 39:34the physiological handbrake, I just go,
  1230. 39:36"Nah, nah, nah, nah." I'll just put my
  1231. 39:37foot down on the gas. So, actually, with
  1232. 39:40my team, we talk about outsourcing
  1233. 39:43common sense. I say, "Look, you know,
  1234. 39:45and I don't and I don't say this
  1235. 39:46proudly. It's a personality defect. I'm
  1236. 39:48well aware of that. But, I know I will
  1237. 39:49swim till I put myself in hospital." And
  1238. 39:52that's that's a bad thing, especially
  1239. 39:53now as a dad.
  1240. 39:54>> [laughter]
  1241. 39:55>> So, I have I outsource that to my team
  1242. 39:56and I go, "Okay, guys, if you tell me
  1243. 39:59that that you need to pull me out, and
  1244. 40:02you play that card, I will listen
  1245. 40:04because I can't keep putting myself in
  1246. 40:06hospital." And I think that that's one
  1247. 40:08thing. It's almost the opposite now that
  1248. 40:10I need to be saved from myself. Again, I
  1249. 40:12don't say that proudly at all.
  1250. 40:14But, I'm just very aware now from
  1251. 40:16metrics they have with my blood work and
  1252. 40:18various things. I'm like, "Look, I I
  1253. 40:20can't I can't do that again, not now as
  1254. 40:22a dad. I need to be more responsible."
  1255. 40:24Yeah. And that that's trusting the team
  1256. 40:26who are amazing as well because they are
  1257. 40:28well aware that what we're trying to
  1258. 40:29achieve is so ambitious, so they will
  1259. 40:32allow me to sort of play with the
  1260. 40:34boundaries of common sense and sports
  1261. 40:36science. Um Joe Kennedy, great friend of
  1262. 40:38mine, uh one of the greatest ice
  1263. 40:40swimmers ever.
  1264. 40:42Uh so he just understands hypothermia
  1265. 40:44and cold. And there's so many times me
  1266. 40:46and him have conversations and he's just
  1267. 40:48like, "He's still good. He's still
  1268. 40:50coherent." But there's other times
  1269. 40:52where, you know, I wish I'd had Joe
  1270. 40:53there just to go, "Ross, you're done."
  1271. 40:56>> It's interesting the uh talk a little
  1272. 40:58bit about addiction later, but you know,
  1273. 41:00in um I have some friends, couple have
  1274. 41:02been on this podcast, who've talked
  1275. 41:04openly about the fact that they were bad
  1276. 41:05addicts and they needed to literally
  1277. 41:07assign somebody the job of don't let
  1278. 41:11them talk their way out of a, you know,
  1279. 41:13an isolation or don't let them talk
  1280. 41:15their way back to their phone or don't
  1281. 41:16let them talk their way back to a casino
  1282. 41:18and this kind of thing and um with huge
  1283. 41:21cash rewards if the person doesn't allow
  1284. 41:23them to do it. That's pretty much you
  1285. 41:25have to create an incentive on the other
  1286. 41:26side, too, right? Cuz um some of these
  1287. 41:28folks are really persuasive.
  1288. 41:31And and
  1289. 41:31>> That's me.
  1290. 41:32>> Yeah, yeah, [laughter] exactly. So,
  1291. 41:34yeah, I mean, we can be honest about who
  1292. 41:35we're talking about here cuz he's talked
  1293. 41:37about it openly. David Choe was on this
  1294. 41:38podcast some years ago, extremely
  1295. 41:39talented artist, amazing human being,
  1296. 41:42blessed to call him a friend. And uh
  1297. 41:43he's had a gambling addiction many times
  1298. 41:45over in his
  1299. 41:46in his life.
  1300. 41:47Fortunately, he's
  1301. 41:49he's uh
  1302. 41:50not in it now and hopefully never will
  1303. 41:52be again, but there were times when he
  1304. 41:54had to offer his team tremendous amounts
  1305. 41:57of money to not let him convince them to
  1306. 42:00let him out of a like an isolation cabin
  1307. 42:03for a couple months while he was, you
  1308. 42:05know, sobering up or give him his phone,
  1309. 42:08in which time he became viciously
  1310. 42:10addicted to playing Angry Birds 23 hours
  1311. 42:12a day.
  1312. 42:12>> Good game.
  1313. 42:13>> Yeah, exactly. [laughter] Or Pokémon or
  1314. 42:15whatever, you know? So, what you
  1315. 42:17describe, because it's a elected um
  1316. 42:21endeavor, and because uh provided you
  1317. 42:23survive and make it home to your your
  1318. 42:25girlfriend and and uh child, it's all
  1319. 42:28good, right? But it has a component of
  1320. 42:31addiction, right? I mean, it's like if
  1321. 42:33you didn't if you don't add the rocks,
  1322. 42:34if you don't have the next swim, if you
  1323. 42:37you know, so how do you gauge
  1324. 42:40what's too much? I mean, every
  1325. 42:43high achiever has to answer at some
  1326. 42:46point the question how much money, how
  1327. 42:49many miles,
  1328. 42:51how much fame, how how many blanks
  1329. 42:54before I'm satisfied? And the answer
  1330. 42:58isn't clearly not concrete. It's it's
  1331. 43:02like a dynamic thing.
  1332. 43:03>> 100% yeah.
  1333. 43:05>> how close to dying do you have to get
  1334. 43:06before you're like, you know what? I'm
  1335. 43:07going to chill and paint or something?
  1336. 43:10>> is such a good question, cuz I'm I'm
  1337. 43:11literally as of only the last year, so
  1338. 43:14my son's now 1 year old, and so he's
  1339. 43:16really kind of forced me to ask those
  1340. 43:18questions. Now, when I'm proposed swims,
  1341. 43:20the 21-year-old self, if somebody said,
  1342. 43:22"Oh, you know, go do
  1343. 43:24swim through a volcano down in
  1344. 43:26Antarctica." I'll be like, "Yeah, hold
  1345. 43:27my beard, done." Whereas now I've got
  1346. 43:29I've got to ask myself, you know, is is
  1347. 43:32this worth it? Is it enough? Is it worth
  1348. 43:34doing? Um I don't know. The only thing I
  1349. 43:36know is with um you know, Victor Frankl
  1350. 43:38talking about you know, the meaning of
  1351. 43:39life is to give life meaning. Uh Jordan
  1352. 43:41Peterson saying
  1353. 43:43the purpose of life is to pick up the
  1354. 43:44heaviest load and carry it. All of those
  1355. 43:45things resonated so much with me that I
  1356. 43:49I do need purpose, and Victor Frankl
  1357. 43:51says that over fame, money, just a human
  1358. 43:54needs to wake up. What is your reason
  1359. 43:56for getting up in the morning? And when
  1360. 43:57I don't have a swim or something to
  1361. 44:00train for, my girlfriend just says
  1362. 44:02I'm just like a caged animal. She sees
  1363. 44:04me at home. And so so when people I
  1364. 44:06mean, she's amazing. And when I left for
  1365. 44:10Iceland, she's, you know, pregnant,
  1366. 44:11quite heavily pregnant, waving me off.
  1367. 44:13And they said, "How are you letting him
  1368. 44:14do this?" And she goes, "Ah,
  1369. 44:16he would be terrible if he was still at
  1370. 44:18home. So, I know he's happiest when he's
  1371. 44:20out there." Even swimming around Great
  1372. 44:22Britain as well.
  1373. 44:23So many people back on land when Hester
  1374. 44:25would come and see me. And I was 100
  1375. 44:27days in, I looked like a sea yeti
  1376. 44:29werewolf. You know, my tongue was
  1377. 44:30falling off. I was chafing all over. And
  1378. 44:32people would say, "Ah, how's he doing?
  1379. 44:34I've I've I've seen the wounds. I've
  1380. 44:35seen his neck." And Hester would just
  1381. 44:37always reply, "I've never seen him so
  1382. 44:39happy. Like, he's having the best time."
  1383. 44:42And again, I don't say that necessarily
  1384. 44:43in a proud way, but I just know I just
  1385. 44:45need purpose. Whatever it is, give me
  1386. 44:48something to train for.
  1387. 44:49>> And she met you when you were already
  1388. 44:51like this.
  1389. 44:52>> Yeah.
  1390. 44:52>> And doing this. That's important.
  1391. 44:54>> It It's so important.
  1392. 44:55>> you didn't like you didn't like spring
  1393. 44:56this on her 3 years into a relationship.
  1394. 44:59>> No, no, no. No, no. And she's
  1395. 45:00incredible. Like, the Yukon swim, for
  1396. 45:01instance. So, that was 510 km nonstop,
  1397. 45:0456 hours. Although, the entire
  1398. 45:06expedition was about 70 hours. So, the
  1399. 45:08entire team, including myself, didn't
  1400. 45:10sleep for 70 hours cuz we had to
  1401. 45:11actually get the boat to the starting
  1402. 45:13point. And I just remember like just
  1403. 45:16swimming, and there's just the
  1404. 45:17silhouette of my girlfriend. And every
  1405. 45:1920 minutes, she throws me a banana. And
  1406. 45:21I'm just like, "Thanks, babe." And she's
  1407. 45:23just like, "No problem."
  1408. 45:24>> [laughter]
  1409. 45:25>> And I think it was that, you know, that
  1410. 45:27that I feel so fortunate, you know, just
  1411. 45:30swimming with gratitude, realizing that
  1412. 45:32I'm just like, "Ah, thanks for accepting
  1413. 45:33me. I know I'm a feral weird boyfriend."
  1414. 45:36So, I really appreciate it.
  1415. 45:37>> You seem, as I would describe, and
  1416. 45:39sometimes describe myself, um you know,
  1417. 45:41only partially domesticated. So,
  1418. 45:43>> That is absolutely Yeah. [laughter]
  1419. 45:45>> Yeah.
  1420. 45:45>> That is so When I turned up as well, I
  1421. 45:47mean, I was still I was hairy from
  1422. 45:49Iceland. I had like jellyfish tentacles.
  1423. 45:51I was like just literally chafing
  1424. 45:52wounds. And I arrived at the hospital.
  1425. 45:53So, I made it back by 3 days for the
  1426. 45:55birth of my son. So, whereas I arrived
  1427. 45:57into the hospital, nurses and everyone
  1428. 45:58was like, "Oh my god, who is that?" And
  1429. 46:00Hester was like, "Oh, no, no, no.
  1430. 46:01Unfortunately, that is the father of my
  1431. 46:03child.
  1432. 46:04>> [laughter]
  1433. 46:04>> He's feral, but he's safe."
  1434. 46:07>> Is she a warrior by nature?
  1435. 46:09>> Yes, but she said since, you know, we've
  1436. 46:12been together 13 years, and she says now
  1437. 46:14she just has to let go. And I think it's
  1438. 46:17really interesting cuz she
  1439. 46:19now her barometer of of worrying is
  1440. 46:22completely changed because when you
  1441. 46:25have, I mean, the Yukon was a great
  1442. 46:26example. And I want I wanted to actually
  1443. 46:28This is great cuz I wanted to chat to
  1444. 46:29you about this in great but just uh your
  1445. 46:31perceptions of danger. So, there was so
  1446. 46:32many times on the swim where, you know,
  1447. 46:34black bears were fine, you know, in the
  1448. 46:36Yukon in Canada. They're a bit skittish,
  1449. 46:38and they look at you, and I can almost
  1450. 46:39feel my amygdala or circuitry, whatever
  1451. 46:41it was, was looking going, "That's
  1452. 46:43okay."
  1453. 46:44When the brown bears appeared on the
  1454. 46:46site, they are just look at They are not
  1455. 46:48skittish. They're just like looking at
  1456. 46:49you going,
  1457. 46:51"You're not a salmon, but you're not a
  1458. 46:52bear. I wonder what you taste like." And
  1459. 46:54I
  1460. 46:55I'm just swimming. I turned to the guys
  1461. 46:56in the Yukon, and they were amazing, the
  1462. 46:58support team. And I said, "Guys, am I Am
  1463. 47:00I okay here cuz that that brown bear is
  1464. 47:02is looking at me like I'm a dessert."
  1465. 47:04And they pulled out, Andrew, it wasn't
  1466. 47:06even a gun. It was a cannon. And they
  1467. 47:08went, "Ross, if it gets too close, it'll
  1468. 47:10end up in my freezer." And I was like,
  1469. 47:12"Right. That's the response I wanted.
  1470. 47:14Great."
  1471. 47:14Carried on swimming.
  1472. 47:15>> Yeah. But but you experienced that as
  1473. 47:17well with shark diving.
  1474. 47:19>> Yeah, I don't
  1475. 47:19>> As well. That's changed. That rewired
  1476. 47:22you. Is it fair to say?
  1477. 47:23>> Yeah, I don't want to shift this to a
  1478. 47:24story of any of my
  1479. 47:26adventures and and they're in no no way,
  1480. 47:29shape, or form as bold and as and as
  1481. 47:31enduring as as yours. So, but yeah, a
  1482. 47:33few years back for my lab, we decided to
  1483. 47:36record these great white sharks in the
  1484. 47:37wild, bring it to the VR lab, and
  1485. 47:40a friend of mine, a very accomplished
  1486. 47:42photographer, videographer, Michael
  1487. 47:44Muller,
  1488. 47:45convinced me
  1489. 47:46to get dive certified and exit the cage
  1490. 47:49and swim towards the
  1491. 47:51sharks. And there There's a skill to
  1492. 47:52doing this. It's not like, you know,
  1493. 47:54you're not just
  1494. 47:55cowboying it, but but you know, I had an
  1495. 47:57air failure not out of the cage on the
  1496. 48:00hookah line the day before and there's a
  1497. 48:02whole story there. So, um 2017 marked
  1498. 48:06the end of the deliberate end of me
  1499. 48:08taking risks with my physical uh life.
  1500. 48:12Um but, what I learned there and what
  1501. 48:15I've learned um from people like Cam
  1502. 48:16Haines and from spending time in
  1503. 48:18Australia and from people who live in
  1504. 48:21Montana like Andy Stumpf is that
  1505. 48:25you know, our our perception of what's
  1506. 48:27dangerous in the wild is often a little
  1507. 48:29bit cryptic and we can easily be misled.
  1508. 48:32Like, oh that little spider looks
  1509. 48:33friendly and that's the deadly one. Or
  1510. 48:35that bear looks very large and looming,
  1511. 48:37but it turns out that's not the one that
  1512. 48:39will actively hunt you. It's actually
  1513. 48:40the somewhat smaller one that is uh just
  1514. 48:43likes to hunt humans, you know, this
  1515. 48:45kind of thing. And so, the key takeaway
  1516. 48:48being whether it's jellyfish, spiders,
  1517. 48:50snakes, uh
  1518. 48:53birds or
  1519. 48:55in some cases people for that matter,
  1520. 48:57locals have the key knowledge and and
  1521. 49:01our ideas about what's dangerous or not
  1522. 49:03um are often wrong. So, best to err on
  1523. 49:06it's all dangerous.
  1524. 49:07>> It's 100% right.
  1525. 49:08>> And I love what you said there as well
  1526. 49:10because again, diving with great whites
  1527. 49:12and I and also tiger sharks myself, they
  1528. 49:14they have them the ampullae of Lorenzini
  1529. 49:16where they pick up electrical impulses.
  1530. 49:17And I think exactly to your point, what
  1531. 49:19was so strange is the first time I dived
  1532. 49:21with them, I'm always comfortable in the
  1533. 49:23water, but it was so strange how like
  1534. 49:25the tigers and the great whites knew
  1535. 49:27that I was the weakest diver. And
  1536. 49:30whether that was like I was flinching, I
  1537. 49:32acted like prey, whether my heartbeat or
  1538. 49:34whether I was breathing, it knew. And it
  1539. 49:37was so interesting on the the audio they
  1540. 49:38were like, Ross, control your breathing.
  1541. 49:40Ross, slow your heart rate. And I was
  1542. 49:41like, how does it know? And sure enough,
  1543. 49:44they just all just came straight for me.
  1544. 49:46And they were like, Ross, I'm not saying
  1545. 49:47square up to it, but I'm not saying
  1546. 49:50flinch and back away as well. So, as it
  1547. 49:52came towards me, there was there I was
  1548. 49:54like, "Well, can I help you?" You know,
  1549. 49:56and it sort of was like it looked at me
  1550. 49:58and there was a real
  1551. 49:59form of communication that's obviously
  1552. 50:01nonverbal and it sort of looked at me
  1553. 50:02and was like, "All right. Okay, you know
  1554. 50:03what you're doing. I'll I'll leave you
  1555. 50:05alone." You know, and it was it was so
  1556. 50:06strange. Exactly the same with the bears
  1557. 50:10in the Yukon. That that it they were
  1558. 50:12looking and if there was a weakness,
  1559. 50:14that is the laws of the jungle, you
  1560. 50:16know, I would have been charged.
  1561. 50:17>> Yeah, I mean, all animals have their own
  1562. 50:20sophisticated forms of intelligence.
  1563. 50:22What you learn with the great whites
  1564. 50:23before you go down there is that they're
  1565. 50:25going to come looming in slowly. There
  1566. 50:28are a lot of tuna out there, there are a
  1567. 50:29lot of seals and and other things for
  1568. 50:30them to eat, so they're not actively
  1569. 50:32trying to hunt you. But, if you
  1570. 50:35swim away from them, they perceive you
  1571. 50:36as prey. They're making a binary
  1572. 50:38decision, right? And it this is actually
  1573. 50:40an important thing in terms of brain
  1574. 50:41circuitry again. I had a student who
  1575. 50:43then went off and did a post-doc, she
  1576. 50:44now has her own laboratory in
  1577. 50:45Switzerland, Lindsey Shiley, who
  1578. 50:47published some papers on threat
  1579. 50:49assessment and response.
  1580. 50:51How fear can turn to pausing can turn to
  1581. 50:55aggression. It's very very interesting
  1582. 50:56work and she really deserves the credit.
  1583. 50:59We can put a link to those papers, but
  1584. 51:00they're these areas of the midline
  1585. 51:02thalamus, like basically square in the
  1586. 51:03middle of the brain,
  1587. 51:05that basically make the decision
  1588. 51:07among three choices. You can go forward,
  1589. 51:10you can stay in the same place, or you
  1590. 51:11can retreat.
  1591. 51:12And predators are also assessing, are
  1592. 51:15they moving forward toward me, are they
  1593. 51:17staying still, or are they retreating?
  1594. 51:19You know, the brain is very of all
  1595. 51:20species is sophisticated in air quotes,
  1596. 51:23but it has to make these decisions often
  1597. 51:25with limited amounts of information. So,
  1598. 51:26these are more like switches than a
  1599. 51:28continuum. And Lindsey has identified a
  1600. 51:31number of those switches in the brain,
  1601. 51:33she and others. And so,
  1602. 51:35the bears are probably paying attention
  1603. 51:37to, you know, is he moving forward
  1604. 51:39toward me or something else? Is he
  1605. 51:41staying still or is he retreating from
  1606. 51:43me? They have to know if it has
  1607. 51:44something to do with them. And you have
  1608. 51:46to do the same. You encounter a mountain
  1609. 51:47lion along a trail,
  1610. 51:49people will say, "Well, don't run. Get
  1611. 51:50large." Okay. But, at some point, if it
  1612. 51:52gets close enough, you've got to make a
  1613. 51:54decision. Are you going to fight or are
  1614. 51:55you going to run? Right? Or you could
  1615. 51:57lay and play dead. So, these are These
  1616. 51:59are life
  1617. 52:01life-altering decisions, so to speak.
  1618. 52:03And the computations are not super
  1619. 52:06sophisticated. And this is no doubt
  1620. 52:07relevant to everything we've been
  1621. 52:08talking about, whether it's anterior
  1622. 52:09mid-cingulate cortex or prefrontal
  1623. 52:11cortexes that brain areas will ramp up
  1624. 52:13their activity and cross thresholds,
  1625. 52:15after which
  1626. 52:17circuits are set in motion.
  1627. 52:18Right? So, there's this kind of
  1628. 52:20build-up. There's a There's Names that
  1629. 52:22don't matter right now for it for this,
  1630. 52:23but there's this kind of like build-up
  1631. 52:24of chatter that exceeds a threshold, and
  1632. 52:26then in a certain action is taken or
  1633. 52:27withheld. And so,
  1634. 52:30the thoughts about I just said I would,
  1635. 52:33so I'm going to do it.
  1636. 52:34I want to get back and see my kid being
  1637. 52:36born. Gosh, I would feel such shame if I
  1638. 52:39didn't do this. These are different
  1639. 52:41paths into the same sets of Do I go
  1640. 52:43forward? Do I stop? Or do I retre- Or do
  1641. 52:47I quit? Retreating in this case would be
  1642. 52:48quitting. And so, there's not It's
  1643. 52:51sometimes fun to break things that are
  1644. 52:52somewhat sophisticated, the
  1645. 52:53psychological and the neurobiological,
  1646. 52:55into ultimately, you got three choices.
  1647. 52:58You can go forward in life, or at any
  1648. 52:59moment, you can stop, or you can
  1649. 53:01retreat.
  1650. 53:03Or quit, as the case may may be. And
  1651. 53:05sometimes that's the life-saving
  1652. 53:06decision.
  1653. 53:07>> Yeah, 100%.
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  1688. 54:22Let's get back on the spokes
  1689. 54:24>> Yes.
  1690. 54:24>> for a moment
  1691. 54:25>> And we did we've done three spokes
  1692. 54:26already.
  1693. 54:26>> Then we'll plow forward. Yeah, so I said
  1694. 54:28I would.
  1695. 54:29>> Mhm.
  1696. 54:29>> Um
  1697. 54:30I don't want to disappoint.
  1698. 54:31>> Yep.
  1699. 54:32>> And I've got something I really want to
  1700. 54:33be there for. So that's sort of what we
  1701. 54:35touched on so far.
  1702. 54:36>> Mhm.
  1703. 54:37>> How about I'm going to do this? I'm
  1704. 54:39going to continue to do this
  1705. 54:41because you said I couldn't, because
  1706. 54:43they thought I couldn't.
  1707. 54:45>> [laughter]
  1708. 54:45>> You know, I find this one to be very
  1709. 54:47prominent in the online space.
  1710. 54:50But
  1711. 54:51it's also one that as people get better
  1712. 54:54and better and achieve more and more,
  1713. 54:56they hear less and less.
  1714. 54:58So it's you know, this is the this is
  1715. 55:00the great you know, gift to the
  1716. 55:03underdog. Right? You have you have fuel
  1717. 55:06they're handing you fuel.
  1718. 55:08>> Mhm.
  1719. 55:08>> But when you win
  1720. 55:10they're no longer you've obviously done
  1721. 55:12it. Then it turns to well, they had all
  1722. 55:15the right resources or something. But
  1723. 55:16what How about this? Has anyone ever
  1724. 55:18said to you there's just no way and that
  1725. 55:21sparked something in you you're like now
  1726. 55:22it absolutely like thank you. They just
  1727. 55:24handed you a blank check.
  1728. 55:26>> [laughter]
  1729. 55:27>> Is the best way to put it. Exactly that.
  1730. 55:29And and I I love what you said there
  1731. 55:31because throughout my career, that's
  1732. 55:33become less and less useful because less
  1733. 55:35people doubt me. And I'm almost like ah.
  1734. 55:37So when the the swim around Great
  1735. 55:38Britain was probably the biggest one,
  1736. 55:40and I loved that because it went on
  1737. 55:41YouTube. Uh we were doing weekly vlogs.
  1738. 55:43The very first vlog that we put out
  1739. 55:45there, the comments, and I read through
  1740. 55:47all of them uh cuz I was so excited. I
  1741. 55:49was like, "Oh, this is going to be
  1742. 55:50brilliant." Comments were just like,
  1743. 55:52"He's far too big to be a swimmer. I
  1744. 55:53think he's going to give up after 100
  1745. 55:55km. He's not going to even make it on
  1746. 55:56the South Coast." All of them, and I
  1747. 55:58read them. What's What's actually
  1748. 55:59interesting is I think it was like 5
  1749. 56:01years ago I ended up going back, and
  1750. 56:03somebody had commented on all of these
  1751. 56:05comments and gone, "Well, this didn't
  1752. 56:06age very well, did it?" And I [laughter]
  1753. 56:08was like, "That made me feel so good."
  1754. 56:10But what's so interesting is once we
  1755. 56:12swam around Great Britain,
  1756. 56:14people stopped doubting me. And so, I
  1757. 56:15miss that.
  1758. 56:17>> [laughter]
  1759. 56:17>> When we said we were going to swim
  1760. 56:18around Iceland, everyone was like, "Ah,
  1761. 56:19I think he can do it this time." And I'm
  1762. 56:20like, "Where are the Where are the guys
  1763. 56:22who were trolling me? I need them back."
  1764. 56:25But yeah, yeah, certainly around Great
  1765. 56:27Britain, uh the 100% Going back to the
  1766. 56:29spokes, that was a big one.
  1767. 56:31>> So, are you moving dynamically between
  1768. 56:32these things because one sort of loses
  1769. 56:36its potency to keep keep you going?
  1770. 56:38>> That is exactly the word I use as well.
  1771. 56:41It it Anything that stimulates you. It's
  1772. 56:43almost like going through your head like
  1773. 56:44when you're changing the TV channel. And
  1774. 56:46sometimes something can work, and it
  1775. 56:48becomes so potent and you're swimming
  1776. 56:50and you're like, "I'm swimming cuz
  1777. 56:50people said I couldn't. This is
  1778. 56:52amazing." But then the very next day you
  1779. 56:54go, "Right, I'm going to tap into that
  1780. 56:55again." You go, "Well, maybe maybe
  1781. 56:56they've got a point."
  1782. 56:57>> [laughter]
  1783. 56:58>> Now, do I do I need to finish this? You
  1784. 57:00need something else. And I think it's
  1785. 57:02just like I would say your reasons to
  1786. 57:04continue need to be bigger than your
  1787. 57:05reasons to stop. And I love this
  1788. 57:07conversation because we're identifying
  1789. 57:08those different categories, those
  1790. 57:10different spokes.
  1791. 57:12Um
  1792. 57:13and it's just knowing that what might
  1793. 57:15work one day might not work the other.
  1794. 57:17You know, and then and then sometimes
  1795. 57:18for instance, one of the most potent was
  1796. 57:20um I had some of my girlfriend, she
  1797. 57:21ended up sending me uh a picture of the
  1798. 57:23scan. You know, and it was one of the
  1799. 57:25first scans that I ever saw of my son.
  1800. 57:27That I just woke up 2:00 in the morning,
  1801. 57:30cracked ice off my wetsuit, dived in,
  1802. 57:32and I was like, "Oh, we're getting this
  1803. 57:34done." So, it was different and and
  1804. 57:36knowing knowing which one to go and I
  1805. 57:38think as a coach as well, sometimes some
  1806. 57:40of my friends who are amazing like I
  1807. 57:41said Joe Kennedy, Chris Morgan, Olympic
  1808. 57:44swimming coach as well, they'll know
  1809. 57:46which buttons to push of mine in the
  1810. 57:49right moments. I think all great coaches
  1811. 57:51do that and then sometimes I have to do
  1812. 57:53it myself as well.
  1813. 57:55>> So, you've got a
  1814. 57:56FU, I'm going to do this.
  1815. 57:58>> Yep.
  1816. 57:59>> FU, you said I couldn't.
  1817. 58:00>> Yep.
  1818. 58:00>> I'm going to do it. Let's talk about the
  1819. 58:02other one that
  1820. 58:04Doggins talks about sometimes, but
  1821. 58:07even he talks about a little bit
  1822. 58:09differently than
  1823. 58:11F me.
  1824. 58:12Like F me, I'm going to do this. Like
  1825. 58:15so, what I'm doing here is going to the
  1826. 58:17polar opposite. FU is like, you don't
  1827. 58:19think I can do this? Watch.
  1828. 58:20>> Mhm.
  1829. 58:21>> Like I'll die trying. But then at some
  1830. 58:23point if that potency runs down,
  1831. 58:25wouldn't it be wonderful to run to our
  1832. 58:27like move to our love for something as
  1833. 58:28motivation, but sometimes
  1834. 58:31F me. Like I am
  1835. 58:34weak for even considering stopping. F me
  1836. 58:36for even to like So, it's not a pleasant
  1837. 58:40thought, but does it have potency for
  1838. 58:42you? Do you Is that a source of
  1839. 58:45continual pushing on the gas pedal?
  1840. 58:47>> I think it is and to take that some
  1841. 58:49probably slightly further, but slightly
  1842. 58:51more specific, but I don't know if it is
  1843. 58:52this,
  1844. 58:53but but sometimes there'll even be a
  1845. 58:55part of my body that is failing. So,
  1846. 58:57it's not necessarily [ __ ] me, it'll be
  1847. 58:59like [ __ ] you right shoulder.
  1848. 59:02And I think so, it's that that I'll get
  1849. 59:03angry at my body failing me and I'm
  1850. 59:06like, "No, no, no, no, no, I'm taking
  1851. 59:08you for a swim across the Arctic Circle.
  1852. 59:10You're not stopping on me now." So, so
  1853. 59:11it's like not just me, but there will be
  1854. 59:13parts of me that I get really angry at
  1855. 59:16if it's failing me. Is that the same do
  1856. 59:18you think?
  1857. 59:18>> Yeah, well, no and and you teed up
  1858. 59:20beautifully what I was going to get to
  1859. 59:22which it it's going to sit in a kind of
  1860. 59:24uncomfortable place for some people
  1861. 59:25listening. I just want to give that
  1862. 59:27warning, but it's reality. Cuz what
  1863. 59:30you're talking about when you see a scan
  1864. 59:33an ultrasound of your unborn son and you
  1865. 59:36want to meet the
  1866. 59:37newborn son that is him,
  1867. 59:40uh
  1868. 59:41you're talking about
  1869. 59:43somebody that's of you, half of you.
  1870. 59:46Let's be fair, your wife did
  1871. 59:47significantly more of the work. She
  1872. 59:48gestated him, but you know, but but it's
  1873. 59:51of the two of you and it's of you,
  1874. 59:53right?
  1875. 59:54I could imagine that if you saw a
  1876. 59:55picture of
  1877. 59:57your a family member's child that you
  1878. 59:59told you would do this also.
  1879. 1:00:01But at some point if I just show you a
  1880. 1:00:02picture of a baby and I go do it for
  1881. 1:00:04this baby, I imagine it's not going to
  1882. 1:00:07do a whole lot.
  1883. 1:00:08Okay? Unless there's some other story
  1884. 1:00:09attached to that about you're raising
  1885. 1:00:11charity for that child, etc., etc.
  1886. 1:00:13>> Right, right.
  1887. 1:00:14>> So this gets to a very important and I
  1888. 1:00:16don't think dark, but it an important to
  1889. 1:00:18acknowledge aspect of our wiring, which
  1890. 1:00:20is one of the most fundamental aspects
  1891. 1:00:22of our brain
  1892. 1:00:23and our biology is we have to know the
  1893. 1:00:25difference between us and not us.
  1894. 1:00:28>> Mhm.
  1895. 1:00:29>> And
  1896. 1:00:30us it starts with us as the individual,
  1897. 1:00:32then it extends to our kin. It extends
  1898. 1:00:35to who we decide, you know, you can
  1899. 1:00:37adopt, you can have friends, you can
  1900. 1:00:39have a community, but it's the the
  1901. 1:00:41ability to tap into motivation for us
  1902. 1:00:44versus not us, even in the absence of
  1903. 1:00:47competition, is extremely powerful. And
  1904. 1:00:51it's rooted in the hypothalamus, like
  1905. 1:00:52what this
  1906. 1:00:53primitive brain structure that's
  1907. 1:00:54essentially
  1908. 1:00:56a set of switches. There's not a lot of
  1909. 1:00:58thinking down there. It's it's forward,
  1910. 1:01:00stop, or retreat.
  1911. 1:01:02>> Mhm. Okay.
  1912. 1:01:03>> It's mate or don't mate. It's fight or
  1913. 1:01:05don't fight. It's quit or okay, and and
  1914. 1:01:07you got eat or don't eat, right? You
  1915. 1:01:09don't really have a lot of options that
  1916. 1:01:10kind of eat, right? So
  1917. 1:01:13So this is most visible, I think, in a
  1918. 1:01:16We'll put a link to this. There's a
  1919. 1:01:18beautiful illustration of this that's
  1920. 1:01:20very brutal, which is a nature
  1921. 1:01:22documentary where there's a lion being
  1922. 1:01:24attacked by a pack of hyenas. This is
  1923. 1:01:27real. And they're trying to tear its
  1924. 1:01:28testicles off.
  1925. 1:01:30They have a an awareness that if they
  1926. 1:01:32tear off its testicles, it's unlikely to
  1927. 1:01:34mate in the future and potentially limit
  1928. 1:01:36the lion population. And they're not
  1929. 1:01:38doing the math into the future. They've
  1930. 1:01:39just learned this from each other or
  1931. 1:01:41it's hardwired. Okay?
  1932. 1:01:42Um many animals do this, right? And
  1933. 1:01:45there's another lion
  1934. 1:01:46who comes along and enters the fight to
  1935. 1:01:49protect its
  1936. 1:01:52its other lion, right? To Yeah. But the
  1937. 1:01:54amazing thing is And then they ward off
  1938. 1:01:56these hyenas and it's brutal and they're
  1939. 1:01:57getting shredded up and they protect
  1940. 1:01:58their testicles as they're doing it.
  1941. 1:02:01But the amazing thing is just prior to
  1942. 1:02:02this scene, those two lions were
  1943. 1:02:04fighting.
  1944. 1:02:05They were trying to kill each other and
  1945. 1:02:07rip off each other's testicles. So
  1946. 1:02:09there's a switch in the brain from
  1947. 1:02:12me just guarding the self to us
  1948. 1:02:16versus them. And And it's very dynamic.
  1949. 1:02:18You can expand this out. Now humans have
  1950. 1:02:19this ability to say, you know, my
  1951. 1:02:21country, my team, my whatever, you know?
  1952. 1:02:25Um and it can transcend all sorts of
  1953. 1:02:27boundaries. And you can make it purely
  1954. 1:02:29cognitive. But when you get down to the
  1955. 1:02:30real
  1956. 1:02:32like hardwired stuff,
  1957. 1:02:34it's your DNA. It's your child or it's a
  1958. 1:02:36child that you chose to adopt and raise.
  1959. 1:02:38And so therefore it's your kid. And you
  1960. 1:02:42would die before you would quit.
  1961. 1:02:44>> [snorts]
  1962. 1:02:44>> And so the strength of motivation, I
  1963. 1:02:46would argue, is not We have this mental
  1964. 1:02:48model of these spokes on balance.
  1965. 1:02:51on a balance. But the the interesting
  1966. 1:02:54thing about your example of your
  1967. 1:02:55shoulder is you're like, "Uh-uh. You're
  1968. 1:02:58not going to quit on me. In fact, you're
  1969. 1:03:00not really of me right now, but you're
  1970. 1:03:02enough of me that I'm going to keep you.
  1971. 1:03:03You're not going to saw off your
  1972. 1:03:04shoulder, but you're like You're kind of
  1973. 1:03:06like, 'F you. I'm going and you're
  1974. 1:03:08coming with me.'" And it your language,
  1975. 1:03:10I'm not capturing it exactly right,
  1976. 1:03:12actually encapsulates this this idea
  1977. 1:03:15that the dynamic, and it is dynamic,
  1978. 1:03:18concept of me versus us versus them is
  1979. 1:03:22kind of what allows us to push through
  1980. 1:03:23anything, whether it's a PhD thesis in
  1981. 1:03:25neuroscience, which is
  1982. 1:03:27not, as you described, but is it's long
  1983. 1:03:29in a different way. It lasts years. It's
  1984. 1:03:31uncertain.
  1985. 1:03:32Probably won't kill you, as long as you
  1986. 1:03:34have good lab technique, but it can it,
  1987. 1:03:36you know, it can do its damage
  1988. 1:03:38psychologically. And it's Pick any
  1989. 1:03:40effort, medical school, parenting,
  1990. 1:03:41whatever it is. The us not versus them,
  1991. 1:03:44but us with a little bit of not us.
  1992. 1:03:48That is the stuff that drove human
  1993. 1:03:50evolution, exploration, technology
  1994. 1:03:52development. And this is true for men
  1995. 1:03:54and for women. I don't want to cast this
  1996. 1:03:55in a purely Y chromosome framework. So,
  1997. 1:03:58anyway, those are some thoughts and
  1998. 1:03:59reflections. And I think your
  1999. 1:04:00description of your shoulder is like,
  2000. 1:04:02"Fuck you.
  2001. 1:04:04You're coming with me." is pretty
  2002. 1:04:06telling.
  2003. 1:04:06>> Oh, sure. I Do you know, I I love what
  2004. 1:04:09you said there as well. Do Do you find
  2005. 1:04:11it's also the other way? The reason I
  2006. 1:04:13bring that up is, you know, I lost my
  2007. 1:04:14dad 4 years ago. And then the Iceland
  2008. 1:04:17swim existed in this strange world of,
  2009. 1:04:20you know, it wasn't just my dad. He was
  2010. 1:04:21my mentor. He was my coach. And then, so
  2011. 1:04:23I've lost my dad, and then I'm becoming
  2012. 1:04:25a dad myself. And on the Iceland swim as
  2013. 1:04:28well, as well as trying to get back for
  2014. 1:04:29the birth of my son,
  2015. 1:04:31I I I said when I when I wrote my book
  2016. 1:04:33about Iceland, I said I want this to be
  2017. 1:04:35almost a tribute to everything that my
  2018. 1:04:36dad taught me and a letter to my future
  2019. 1:04:39son. And certainly swimming as well, not
  2020. 1:04:42to get too deep or spiritual religious,
  2021. 1:04:44but I was in my head this got me through
  2022. 1:04:46so many dark times. I just imagined that
  2023. 1:04:49dad was sitting up there. He was a
  2024. 1:04:50tennis coach. So, he's playing tennis on
  2025. 1:04:52the tennis court in the sky up in
  2026. 1:04:53heaven. And he's looking down. And And
  2027. 1:04:55in me, it was just I would get
  2028. 1:04:56goosebumps. It would invoke something
  2029. 1:04:58visceral inside of me, primitive, that I
  2030. 1:05:01would imagine my dad up in heaven just
  2031. 1:05:02looking down. And just to everyone else
  2032. 1:05:04up there just going to be like, "Yeah,
  2033. 1:05:06that that that one right there. Swimming
  2034. 1:05:08around Iceland, that one's mine. Yeah."
  2035. 1:05:10And that just Oh, I just even now I
  2036. 1:05:13could just swim for another 100 miles
  2037. 1:05:15thinking of that. So that was something
  2038. 1:05:17I I used as well. So would you say with
  2039. 1:05:19that exact yeah, it goes both ways.
  2040. 1:05:21>> those just listening I am nodding with
  2041. 1:05:23big nods. I mean I've heard you describe
  2042. 1:05:25on
  2043. 1:05:26other podcasts, you know, your your
  2044. 1:05:28running running running you're exhausted
  2045. 1:05:30exhausted you see your son at the finish
  2046. 1:05:32line.
  2047. 1:05:33No caffeine, no injection of saline and
  2048. 1:05:37all of a sudden you've got a jetpack on.
  2049. 1:05:41Another cute baby at the finish line,
  2050. 1:05:43probably not the same effect. [laughter]
  2051. 1:05:45Probably not the same effect, but what
  2052. 1:05:47you're talking about here is the ability
  2053. 1:05:49for humans to pull on this
  2054. 1:05:50transgenerational understanding of of
  2055. 1:05:53us. Is so it's like the me piece is
  2056. 1:05:56important, but the us
  2057. 1:05:58that really is an an affiliative us
  2058. 1:06:01is
  2059. 1:06:02again, it's it's the the most potent
  2060. 1:06:05fuel
  2061. 1:06:07in the universe. Now the the sad side of
  2062. 1:06:09this and I it sounds like you had a good
  2063. 1:06:11relationship to your father on balance.
  2064. 1:06:13You you you light up when you when you
  2065. 1:06:16when you talk about him. You know, that
  2066. 1:06:17the the sad thing and actually I think
  2067. 1:06:20there's been some remedy in the
  2068. 1:06:22online sphere is that a lot of people
  2069. 1:06:25have a very complicated relationship
  2070. 1:06:28with their parents. And
  2071. 1:06:30or even horrible relationship with one
  2072. 1:06:33or both of their parents. And under
  2073. 1:06:34those conditions they have to look
  2074. 1:06:36elsewhere to not just be a lone wolf.
  2075. 1:06:39It's important to be able to be a lone
  2076. 1:06:41wolf, but it doesn't take you the full
  2077. 1:06:44distance. And I know there are a number
  2078. 1:06:45of sayings about this like, you know,
  2079. 1:06:47and people be like there's no I in team
  2080. 1:06:49and these kinds of thing yeah, that's
  2081. 1:06:51and those phrases are important, but
  2082. 1:06:53what we're talking about here is very
  2083. 1:06:54primitive circuitry. Like if you think
  2084. 1:06:56about the driving force of evolution,
  2085. 1:06:58right? It's like
  2086. 1:06:59every species is trying to make more of
  2087. 1:07:01itself and protect its young. In
  2088. 1:07:02particular it's young. Your young. And
  2089. 1:07:06once that's okay, then you can focus on
  2090. 1:07:07other things.
  2091. 1:07:09So, yeah, this is the this is the deep
  2092. 1:07:11reality of the
  2093. 1:07:13primate brain of which of which we are.
  2094. 1:07:16Perhaps you a little bit more than the
  2095. 1:07:17rest. I'm just kidding I'm just kidding
  2096. 1:07:18man.
  2097. 1:07:19>> [laughter]
  2098. 1:07:19>> You earned that joke by being so damn
  2099. 1:07:21fit in the endurance and strength stuff
  2100. 1:07:23so I can I can jab a tiny bit. But
  2101. 1:07:26there's another piece of this, right?
  2102. 1:07:28Which is if people don't have that
  2103. 1:07:31transgenerational
  2104. 1:07:33pride and excitement and love to pull
  2105. 1:07:35on,
  2106. 1:07:36they have to look elsewhere. And you
  2107. 1:07:38know, for a long while I've thought
  2108. 1:07:39that, you know, Jocko Willink has kind
  2109. 1:07:42of been the football coach to a lot of
  2110. 1:07:44guys that didn't play football.
  2111. 1:07:45>> That's a great way to put it.
  2112. 1:07:47>> commander. I mean, dude is First of all,
  2113. 1:07:49he's a good friend of mine and he's
  2114. 1:07:50every bit as kind and driven and cool as
  2115. 1:07:53he comes across, even more so in person.
  2116. 1:07:56Um,
  2117. 1:07:56but he does not disappoint.
  2118. 1:07:58But not everyone was in the military or
  2119. 1:08:00played football and yet he's there for
  2120. 1:08:02you encouraging you to be at your best
  2121. 1:08:04through discipline and other things. And
  2122. 1:08:07and there are other examples and Goggins
  2123. 1:08:08and you and and and on and on and I
  2124. 1:08:11think that
  2125. 1:08:12uh it's really helped a generation of of
  2126. 1:08:14men and women
  2127. 1:08:16uh to like believe in themselves and
  2128. 1:08:19have an affiliative sense of drive, not
  2129. 1:08:22just be a lone wolf. And for that I
  2130. 1:08:24think we we owe a debt of gratitude to
  2131. 1:08:26to all those folks. Andy Stumpf, DJ
  2132. 1:08:28Shipley, too many names to to rattle off
  2133. 1:08:30and I forgive me cuz I'm missing a bunch
  2134. 1:08:32of them. Cam Haynes and Rich Roll, you
  2135. 1:08:35know, and on and on. But I I really
  2136. 1:08:37think that
  2137. 1:08:40deep in our brains below our our
  2138. 1:08:41unconscious,
  2139. 1:08:43it's like we're trying to check off
  2140. 1:08:45these boxes of be okay.
  2141. 1:08:48Once we're okay, who close to us or that
  2142. 1:08:50we consider close to us can we bring
  2143. 1:08:52along? In your case it was your
  2144. 1:08:53shoulder.
  2145. 1:08:55And then and then layer up from there.
  2146. 1:08:57So, these days you're sitting uh, at a
  2147. 1:09:01pretty high apex of what you do. And uh,
  2148. 1:09:05Josh Waitzkin who has been on this
  2149. 1:09:07podcast, Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu guy, you
  2150. 1:09:10know, incredible chess champion and
  2151. 1:09:12performance coach for the Boston
  2152. 1:09:13Celtics. He said, you know, when they're
  2153. 1:09:15trying to become the champion, you're
  2154. 1:09:16trying to become the champion. But when
  2155. 1:09:18you're a champion, you're trying to
  2156. 1:09:19defend the championship.
  2157. 1:09:21And the mindset is completely different.
  2158. 1:09:24So,
  2159. 1:09:26where are you at right now? What what's
  2160. 1:09:28like the next peak or do you feel like
  2161. 1:09:30you're defending something or do you
  2162. 1:09:32feel like you're looking for the next
  2163. 1:09:33big challenge that will raise you up?
  2164. 1:09:35What's the next rock to put in your
  2165. 1:09:37backpack?
  2166. 1:09:37>> I I'm searching for it at the moment and
  2167. 1:09:40it's just it's got to tick a a few
  2168. 1:09:43different boxes, I I think. Cuz it it it
  2169. 1:09:45does feel like that. I think my my
  2170. 1:09:4821-year-old self, like I said, Maslow's
  2171. 1:09:50hierarchy, I just needed feelings of
  2172. 1:09:51accomplishment, prestige. Even if
  2173. 1:09:53someone said, "You're not going to earn
  2174. 1:09:54any money from this, Ross." At 21, I'd
  2175. 1:09:56just go, "Yeah, but I get the record,
  2176. 1:09:58right?" And they go, "Yeah." And I'm
  2177. 1:09:59like, "Well, that's enough. That's all I
  2178. 1:10:00need." And well, I actually lost money.
  2179. 1:10:02So, looking back, really irresponsible.
  2180. 1:10:04I I didn't have a house and I had, you
  2181. 1:10:06know,
  2182. 1:10:07enough money to put down for a deposit
  2183. 1:10:08on a house and the opportunity to to
  2184. 1:10:12swim around Great Britain came up, but
  2185. 1:10:13the the boat crew were like, "Look, we
  2186. 1:10:14need a deposit on the boat. We need the
  2187. 1:10:16crew and everything." And I remember I
  2188. 1:10:18turned to Hester, I mean, again, this is
  2189. 1:10:19how lucky I am. And I said, "Look, I
  2190. 1:10:21should probably do the responsible
  2191. 1:10:22thing, right? Uh, I'm 32 years old, get
  2192. 1:10:25a house, get a mortgage. That would be
  2193. 1:10:27the smart thing to do. Or do I take that
  2194. 1:10:29money,
  2195. 1:10:30put it on a boat and a crew and I try
  2196. 1:10:31and swim around Great Britain?"
  2197. 1:10:33And she looked at me and she just sort
  2198. 1:10:34of went, "Ah, I hate to say it, but you
  2199. 1:10:36you know, you might be old, 80 years old
  2200. 1:10:38with loads of money and everything. You
  2201. 1:10:40can buy loads of houses, but you're not
  2202. 1:10:41going to be 31, 32 with the ability to
  2203. 1:10:44swim around Great Britain. So, I think
  2204. 1:10:45you need to put it on the boat." That
  2205. 1:10:46was my girlfriend. And I was just like,
  2206. 1:10:49"Thank you. I think you're right." So,
  2207. 1:10:50we did. It paid off. But I lost money
  2208. 1:10:53swimming around Great Britain. Whereas
  2209. 1:10:54now, not to sound like a commercial
  2210. 1:10:56mercenary, but I'm like, you want me to
  2211. 1:10:58do a swim, I need to be paid. I can't
  2212. 1:11:00just keep doing this. I've always It's a
  2213. 1:11:01very expensive hobby. And I think now,
  2214. 1:11:03it is so lucky that I have got to a
  2215. 1:11:05point where you could call it a career
  2216. 1:11:07in inverted commas. And I think that's
  2217. 1:11:08interesting as well, cuz I think
  2218. 1:11:09sometimes
  2219. 1:11:11the idea of talking about money
  2220. 1:11:13with these sorts of events, it's almost
  2221. 1:11:15it's a bit, you know, a dirty word.
  2222. 1:11:17Whereas I I always like you know, your
  2223. 1:11:19ikigai, that the Japanese concept,
  2224. 1:11:21saying, you know, your ikigai is your
  2225. 1:11:22reason for being. Why do you get up in
  2226. 1:11:24the morning? Make up of four things,
  2227. 1:11:25what you love, what you're good at, what
  2228. 1:11:27the world needs, and what you can be
  2229. 1:11:29paid for. But it needs to be all four.
  2230. 1:11:32And I think so often, people will do
  2231. 1:11:34these and they forget the what you can
  2232. 1:11:35be paid for. And you almost become
  2233. 1:11:38like a martyr, as well, you know, and
  2234. 1:11:40you're not making any money.
  2235. 1:11:41Whereas with me, I'm really, really
  2236. 1:11:43fortunate. So, to answer your question
  2237. 1:11:45as well, just to be so, so honest, you
  2238. 1:11:46know, if someone came along and do this
  2239. 1:11:48swim, and here's a check, I'm like,
  2240. 1:11:50right, going back to the us, then I'm
  2241. 1:11:52like, amazing. That helps my my son and
  2242. 1:11:56any future kids that we want to have as
  2243. 1:11:57well. So, it's so money
  2244. 1:11:59It's It sounds bad, [laughter] but
  2245. 1:12:00that's become a thing as well. Yeah.
  2246. 1:12:02>> Yeah, I mean, I don't think money is a
  2247. 1:12:03dirty word, especially not in the
  2248. 1:12:04context you're talking about, earned
  2249. 1:12:06honestly through incredible endeavors,
  2250. 1:12:08and it to serve your family, and
  2251. 1:12:11I've been living in Los Angeles for a
  2252. 1:12:12few years now. It's an interesting
  2253. 1:12:14place, you know, there are a lot of
  2254. 1:12:15success stories here. There are a lot of
  2255. 1:12:17broken dreams here, too. And it's not
  2256. 1:12:19uncommon to encounter somebody who's
  2257. 1:12:21still so driven to make it, and has not
  2258. 1:12:24made it, that they essentially cashed in
  2259. 1:12:26everything else. You know, I've
  2260. 1:12:28tremendous respect for the endurance
  2261. 1:12:29community, and also for the strength
  2262. 1:12:31training community, but one of the
  2263. 1:12:32saddest things I ever
  2264. 1:12:34ever saw it was I love this movie about
  2265. 1:12:39Westside Barbell, but there's this one
  2266. 1:12:41scene where a guy who was doing the
  2267. 1:12:44who's training with with Louie and those
  2268. 1:12:45guys, talks about missing something of
  2269. 1:12:49like a his son's event, because it was
  2270. 1:12:51bench press night.
  2271. 1:12:53And
  2272. 1:12:55the regret that he still lives with
  2273. 1:12:58I don't know if his son I can't remember
  2274. 1:13:00if his son passed or if they're out of
  2275. 1:13:02touch. I don't know. But in any case, he
  2276. 1:13:03was so driven by this particular goal
  2277. 1:13:06that he missed some critical moment in
  2278. 1:13:09his child's life and it still haunts
  2279. 1:13:11him.
  2280. 1:13:12And no one wants to be that guy or gal.
  2281. 1:13:16Nobody wants to be that.
  2282. 1:13:18Nobody wants to be that. And I think
  2283. 1:13:20that
  2284. 1:13:21you know, it it money is a tool to, you
  2285. 1:13:25know, to allow, if I may, your son to be
  2286. 1:13:27able to pursue what he finds most
  2287. 1:13:29enriching. Something tells me he may be
  2288. 1:13:31swimming with you at some point, but
  2289. 1:13:33you'd hate for him to have feel the
  2290. 1:13:35pressure.
  2291. 1:13:35>> Yeah. My dad's a scientist.
  2292. 1:13:37>> And I loved science as a kid and then
  2293. 1:13:39when we had some friction, I resisted
  2294. 1:13:41becoming a scientist and then at one
  2295. 1:13:42point I'm like, this is ridiculous. I'm
  2296. 1:13:45like, I'm going to destroy my life for
  2297. 1:13:46all the wrong reason. I decided to
  2298. 1:13:47become a scientist and now we we have a
  2299. 1:13:50great relationship and we talk about
  2300. 1:13:51science all the time. But the core
  2301. 1:13:54component that we're talking about here
  2302. 1:13:56is our our biological understanding of
  2303. 1:13:58us and once we are
  2304. 1:14:00well enough, then we can take care of
  2305. 1:14:01others that are in our closest spheres
  2306. 1:14:03and then it can radiate out. Like so if
  2307. 1:14:05you can check the box of being okay and
  2308. 1:14:07then some, you can do more and more and
  2309. 1:14:09more for more and more and more people.
  2310. 1:14:10>> 100% yeah.
  2311. 1:14:11>> Right? Like martyring oneself for
  2312. 1:14:13everybody and not being able to take
  2313. 1:14:15care of your family or yourself,
  2314. 1:14:17that's not good.
  2315. 1:14:19>> No.
  2316. 1:14:19>> So, I don't think you should feel any
  2317. 1:14:21shame about your desire to make money.
  2318. 1:14:23>> Okay. So that that can be a spoke on the
  2319. 1:14:25thing.
  2320. 1:14:25>> you make, the more people you'll be able
  2321. 1:14:27to be able to take care of well. There's
  2322. 1:14:29this implicit assumption that with more
  2323. 1:14:30money you're just going to buy more
  2324. 1:14:31stuff for you. But what about you can do
  2325. 1:14:34more stuff for the rest of the world?
  2326. 1:14:35>> 100% yeah, yeah. So I would put that
  2327. 1:14:37down as one of the spokes. Certainly
  2328. 1:14:39swimming around Iceland, it was like,
  2329. 1:14:41look, you complete this, you make money.
  2330. 1:14:43So sometimes that got me through a few
  2331. 1:14:44swims. Not as much as the other spokes
  2332. 1:14:46that we've been talking about, but it
  2333. 1:14:48was there to identify. It was like you
  2334. 1:14:50finish this, that's another world
  2335. 1:14:52record, you can monetize that. So, yeah,
  2336. 1:14:54that was let's put that down as one
  2337. 1:14:56spoke as well.
  2338. 1:14:57>> Great. I've said this before and I'll
  2339. 1:14:58say it again that
  2340. 1:15:00money cannot buy happiness.
  2341. 1:15:02It's true, but it can certainly buffer
  2342. 1:15:04certain kinds of stress. And anyone who
  2343. 1:15:06says different probably has a lot of it.
  2344. 1:15:08So, you know, that's just reality. And
  2345. 1:15:10and depending on where one lives and
  2346. 1:15:12what their basic needs are and
  2347. 1:15:14extravagant needs are, etc., that those
  2348. 1:15:16numbers differ, but it can certainly
  2349. 1:15:18buffer certain kinds of stress. Um end
  2350. 1:15:20of story. And that that's always been
  2351. 1:15:22true, it will always be true.
  2352. 1:15:24Um you should be paid for the work you
  2353. 1:15:26love and that serves the world. That's
  2354. 1:15:28the that's the goal. You've talked
  2355. 1:15:29before and I'm very interested in this
  2356. 1:15:31notion of dark energy versus light
  2357. 1:15:33energy. You know, FU energy is powerful,
  2358. 1:15:36but there's this assumption that it
  2359. 1:15:39drains us more quickly than I love you
  2360. 1:15:42energy. And I think that's true because
  2361. 1:15:45of the relationship to dopamine and and
  2362. 1:15:47other chemicals to love and positive
  2363. 1:15:50like generative things versus just FU
  2364. 1:15:53energy. These are some of my favorite
  2365. 1:15:55experiments, but their their outcome is
  2366. 1:15:57kind of dark, but telling about human
  2367. 1:15:59nature. Robert Heath was a neurosurgeon
  2368. 1:16:02um and he had patients with
  2369. 1:16:04electrodes embedded in many different
  2370. 1:16:06places in their brain and they could
  2371. 1:16:07self-stimulate.
  2372. 1:16:09And some stimulation areas would lead to
  2373. 1:16:12feelings of drunkenness, others sexual
  2374. 1:16:14arousal, others would make them giddy,
  2375. 1:16:16others would make them tired. And so, he
  2376. 1:16:18let them basically self-stimulate at
  2377. 1:16:19will. And
  2378. 1:16:21it wasn't a ton of patients that had
  2379. 1:16:23this as you can imagine, but
  2380. 1:16:25across all of them, the area of the
  2381. 1:16:27brain that they preferred to stimulate
  2382. 1:16:29the most by a pretty impressive margin
  2383. 1:16:32was the area of the brain that turns out
  2384. 1:16:35to be the midline thalamus where they
  2385. 1:16:38would experience mild frustration and
  2386. 1:16:40anger. They found it to be incredibly
  2387. 1:16:43arousing.
  2388. 1:16:44Incredibly motivating, incredibly useful
  2389. 1:16:48in a way that sitting in the chair with
  2390. 1:16:50their head in a stereotax was totally
  2391. 1:16:52useless, except they just really liked
  2392. 1:16:54it.
  2393. 1:16:55>> [snorts]
  2394. 1:16:56>> And it's telling, a little dark, but
  2395. 1:16:58telling because it speaks to humans
  2396. 1:17:00desire to have a me versus them kind of
  2397. 1:17:03feeling.
  2398. 1:17:03>> Mhm.
  2399. 1:17:04>> Like
  2400. 1:17:05>> [clears throat]
  2401. 1:17:05>> frustration. That arousal
  2402. 1:17:08again, drives
  2403. 1:17:10all sorts of things whereby maybe
  2404. 1:17:13otherwise we would become complacent.
  2405. 1:17:16>> That's fascinating. See, I love what you
  2406. 1:17:18said there because I think when you look
  2407. 1:17:20at the the anthropology of us humans,
  2408. 1:17:21the history of us humans, it's it's so
  2409. 1:17:22interesting that people sometimes go to
  2410. 1:17:24me, "Why why do you do these swims? Like
  2411. 1:17:26why just put yourself through that?" And
  2412. 1:17:27I go, "Well, I think humans have always
  2413. 1:17:30had this idea of kind of self-discipline
  2414. 1:17:32for self-discovery." You look for across
  2415. 1:17:34different cultures, whether it was the
  2416. 1:17:35Yamabushi monks of Japan, for instance,
  2417. 1:17:38I actually live with them for a little
  2418. 1:17:39bit. We went on a It's called an
  2419. 1:17:40Okugake. It's a pilgrimage. You meditate
  2420. 1:17:43under ice cold waterfalls, drink green
  2421. 1:17:45tea, and basically do a marathon a day
  2422. 1:17:47in the mountains. was their church. You
  2423. 1:17:49know, it was brutal, blisters, and yet
  2424. 1:17:51you wear basically these like sort of
  2425. 1:17:53wooden sandals, as well. It was
  2426. 1:17:55horrible. You look at the Aborigines
  2427. 1:17:57going walkabout. You know, there's the
  2428. 1:17:59Masai tribe. This We've always been
  2429. 1:18:01doing something. So, I think that's so
  2430. 1:18:03strange that were they just hitting the
  2431. 1:18:05button, you know, on frustration and
  2432. 1:18:08stuff? Like this Do you think that is Do
  2433. 1:18:10you think that's tapping into exactly
  2434. 1:18:11the same experiment?
  2435. 1:18:12>> I do. I mean, I I picked a hard career
  2436. 1:18:14for me, you know,
  2437. 1:18:16uh
  2438. 1:18:17you know,
  2439. 1:18:18science is hard, it's slow, it's
  2440. 1:18:21grueling, and then you have
  2441. 1:18:22breakthrough. And you know, and like so
  2442. 1:18:23I got very accustomed to that. But, I
  2443. 1:18:25think that we all kind of crave that,
  2444. 1:18:28but shy away from it, too. It's
  2445. 1:18:30exhausting if there isn't some sort of
  2446. 1:18:33reward loop in there to kind of re-up
  2447. 1:18:35us. And so, I think all cultures have
  2448. 1:18:38it, all careers have it. Uh my friends
  2449. 1:18:40who are visual artists, they certainly
  2450. 1:18:43have it. Their torment is part of their
  2451. 1:18:45fuel.
  2452. 1:18:47And they run this dial that we're
  2453. 1:18:49talking about, this uh the spokes on
  2454. 1:18:52this thing that we haven't yet named
  2455. 1:18:54that maybe we'll name at the end. Um
  2456. 1:18:56you'll name at the end.
  2457. 1:18:58I think it's what we're talking about is
  2458. 1:19:00is tapping into drive and motivation,
  2459. 1:19:02but with a purpose.
  2460. 1:19:04>> Mhm.
  2461. 1:19:05>> The purpose can vary in in time. And I
  2462. 1:19:07think all cultures have understood this.
  2463. 1:19:09I mean, to some extent, we're all sort
  2464. 1:19:11of neuroscientists. It's just that some
  2465. 1:19:13people look with a like with a with more
  2466. 1:19:16precise tools, right? And and give
  2467. 1:19:17things names. But I consider you a
  2468. 1:19:19neuroscientist from the perspective of
  2469. 1:19:21like what your level of self-analysis as
  2470. 1:19:24you you do these things.
  2471. 1:19:25>> On that note, very quickly as well,
  2472. 1:19:27there was another one and I wanted to
  2473. 1:19:28say to get your opinion on this because
  2474. 1:19:30I again, this is going to sound so
  2475. 1:19:31strange, but I lived with the German
  2476. 1:19:33hour tribe in in the Amazon jungle for a
  2477. 1:19:35while. We did ayahuasca for an entire
  2478. 1:19:38week. It was this ceremony.
  2479. 1:19:40Um I was 21 at the time. Uh just
  2480. 1:19:42finished kind of professional sports.
  2481. 1:19:43I've never touched drugs, anything like
  2482. 1:19:46that. Um
  2483. 1:19:47very much adhered to the water band
  2484. 1:19:49substance list. And then
  2485. 1:19:50for this documentary, they dropped me in
  2486. 1:19:52the middle of the Amazon jungle and
  2487. 1:19:53they're like, "Here you go. This is
  2488. 1:19:54ayahuasca." I didn't even know what it
  2489. 1:19:55was. And I was like, "What? So, it's
  2490. 1:19:56kind of like makes me giddy? Is it like
  2491. 1:19:58alcohol?" And they were like, "Uh a bit
  2492. 1:20:00stronger than that."
  2493. 1:20:02I take it. Basically, throughout the
  2494. 1:20:04entire week as well. My my first was
  2495. 1:20:06like the the worst trip like ever. I did
  2496. 1:20:08everything wrong. And and it was
  2497. 1:20:10actually explained to me. My friend, for
  2498. 1:20:12instance, um Ruben, he works at
  2499. 1:20:14Glastonbury, so he's done all sorts of
  2500. 1:20:17drugs. And I remember I was sitting
  2501. 1:20:19there.
  2502. 1:20:20First of all, I was sweating as like
  2503. 1:20:21somebody had thrown a bucket of water
  2504. 1:20:23over me. I was sweating like that. Then
  2505. 1:20:24my tongue swelled so it was bigger than
  2506. 1:20:26my mouth. I was speaking like this. And
  2507. 1:20:28then you projectile vomit, so it just
  2508. 1:20:30purges my system. At this point, I'm
  2509. 1:20:33like, "Right, I need out of this." So, I
  2510. 1:20:34turn and I look at Ruben to my right.
  2511. 1:20:37He's found a feather on the floor and
  2512. 1:20:38he's licking it to taste the colors. I
  2513. 1:20:40was like, "Ah! I was like, you can't
  2514. 1:20:42help me, can you?"
  2515. 1:20:43>> [laughter]
  2516. 1:20:44>> It went so wrong. That was the first
  2517. 1:20:46night. It was then It was later
  2518. 1:20:47explained to me, it's like getting on a
  2519. 1:20:48roller coaster, Ross. You can't get off.
  2520. 1:20:50You know, there's no You can't fight it.
  2521. 1:20:52Just You've got to just sit it out.
  2522. 1:20:54Fast forward for the entire week, and
  2523. 1:20:56then
  2524. 1:20:58it Basically, it was this again, sort of
  2525. 1:21:00self-discipline through self-discovery.
  2526. 1:21:02So, there was various tasks that we had
  2527. 1:21:04to do. We basically had to We We caught
  2528. 1:21:05a snake. It's going to sound so weird.
  2529. 1:21:07I'm so sorry. I apologize now. You had
  2530. 1:21:09to bite the tongue of the snake out of
  2531. 1:21:11its mouth. They then explained to us
  2532. 1:21:14that you have now got the wisdom of the
  2533. 1:21:17snake, but you cannot speak. If you
  2534. 1:21:19speak, the spirit of the snake will hunt
  2535. 1:21:21you for the rest of your life. So, the
  2536. 1:21:22next 48 hours, you cannot speak.
  2537. 1:21:24>> Live snake?
  2538. 1:21:25>> Yeah, yeah. Live snake. Yeah, they open
  2539. 1:21:26its mouth, and you just You basically
  2540. 1:21:27just tongue it.
  2541. 1:21:28>> I hate [laughter] snakes. But I I But I
  2542. 1:21:30respect them and their right to live,
  2543. 1:21:32but I do not like snakes.
  2544. 1:21:34>> I get I get it. I'm not proud of this.
  2545. 1:21:36But then, when you're taking this vow of
  2546. 1:21:38of silence, you then have to go through
  2547. 1:21:40various different tasks. So, I had to
  2548. 1:21:42climb a tree. I'm holding onto this
  2549. 1:21:44tree, maybe 4 m in the air, and they
  2550. 1:21:46just smack the bottom of the tree, and
  2551. 1:21:48then fire ants just disappear up the
  2552. 1:21:50tree, and they just start biting you.
  2553. 1:21:52So, you've done a week of ayahuasca.
  2554. 1:21:55You've bitten the tongue out of a snake,
  2555. 1:21:57and then you're holding onto a tree as
  2556. 1:21:59fire ants are biting you. You get down,
  2557. 1:22:01they immediately take you to another
  2558. 1:22:02tree.
  2559. 1:22:03There's a hornet's nest. You see where
  2560. 1:22:05this is going. Bang, hit the hornet's
  2561. 1:22:07nest. You just have to sit there and
  2562. 1:22:08just take the stings and not make a
  2563. 1:22:10sound.
  2564. 1:22:11But what was so strange, so strange, and
  2565. 1:22:14I love that you've brought up this
  2566. 1:22:15study, is
  2567. 1:22:16having completed all of that and been
  2568. 1:22:18initiated with the Jamamaru tribe, the
  2569. 1:22:21feeling that I had afterwards, whether
  2570. 1:22:22it was ayahuasca induced, whether it was
  2571. 1:22:24the pain, I don't know, but it was just
  2572. 1:22:27cathartic. It felt good that at the end
  2573. 1:22:30of the ceremony, there was a I don't
  2574. 1:22:32know, not euphoria, but I was like,
  2575. 1:22:35"Wow, you know, we did it." And it's so
  2576. 1:22:38strange. I'm not
  2577. 1:22:39>> [laughter]
  2578. 1:22:39>> I'm not advocating or recommending it to
  2579. 1:22:41anyone, but it was weird that maybe I
  2580. 1:22:43was just pushing that button in the
  2581. 1:22:45brain. Listening to that study, there
  2582. 1:22:47are so many times in my life when I was
  2583. 1:22:50pushing the button.
  2584. 1:22:51>> I'd like to take a quick break and
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  2626. 1:24:12>> I mean, I think a lot of people are more
  2627. 1:24:14or less addicted to social media because
  2628. 1:24:16of its ability to tap into
  2629. 1:24:19mild anger and frustration-provoking
  2630. 1:24:23circuitry, drama.
  2631. 1:24:24>> Mhm.
  2632. 1:24:25Us them. I mean is it you know that
  2633. 1:24:28not to be, you know, ultra repetitive,
  2634. 1:24:30but this us them thing is is like it's
  2635. 1:24:32at our core
  2636. 1:24:34of our circuitry. And the more you can
  2637. 1:24:36tap into it,
  2638. 1:24:38the more engagement you can get from the
  2639. 1:24:40brain. It's very, very powerful. I mean
  2640. 1:24:43I mean and it can be used to benevolent
  2641. 1:24:46ends, you know, fighting evil, you know,
  2642. 1:24:49this kind of thing, but it's interesting
  2643. 1:24:51because the the psychedelics
  2644. 1:24:52I've never done ayahuasca, but certainly
  2645. 1:24:54psilocybin and others like the ego
  2646. 1:24:56dissolution that's supposed to occur
  2647. 1:24:58with those is supposed to make you feel
  2648. 1:25:00less of self versus other boundary, you
  2649. 1:25:02know, connected to other [clears throat]
  2650. 1:25:04beings, the universe, etc. It's supposed
  2651. 1:25:05to dissolve these, you know, the the me
  2652. 1:25:08us versus them boundary, including
  2653. 1:25:12humans to animals, humans to plants. I
  2654. 1:25:14mean, that's a lot of the the theory
  2655. 1:25:16anyway. Maybe I just need to do more
  2656. 1:25:18psychedelics.
  2657. 1:25:19>> [laughter]
  2658. 1:25:19>> And maybe not.
  2659. 1:25:21These are powerful tools. Um
  2660. 1:25:23I want to talk about something um
  2661. 1:25:26for a moment, which is stakes. Not beef
  2662. 1:25:29steaks, although those are wonderful,
  2663. 1:25:30too. So, there's a really cool study
  2664. 1:25:32that came out in the last couple of
  2665. 1:25:34years about why
  2666. 1:25:36we choke.
  2667. 1:25:38Why we choke.
  2668. 1:25:40It's a study in a non-human primate, but
  2669. 1:25:43it certainly has relevance to humans cuz
  2670. 1:25:45there's an analog study done in humans.
  2671. 1:25:48So, here's the idea. Let's say you're
  2672. 1:25:50throwing darts and we bet
  2673. 1:25:522 lb
  2674. 1:25:54per round of darts. I don't actually
  2675. 1:25:56know the details of the game darts, so
  2676. 1:25:58forgive me, but let's let's or
  2677. 1:25:59billiards, but let's make it simpler.
  2678. 1:26:01Let's hit billiards and and we say 2 lb,
  2679. 1:26:03okay.
  2680. 1:26:04You'll perform your best, I'll perform
  2681. 1:26:05my best, depending on how competitive we
  2682. 1:26:07are, depending on your our skill level,
  2683. 1:26:09relative skill level, somebody will win,
  2684. 1:26:11somebody will not win, etc. Okay, now we
  2685. 1:26:14bet 100,000 lb.
  2686. 1:26:16Okay, well, now we're paying a lot more
  2687. 1:26:18attention to how we're playing. It will
  2688. 1:26:20likely bring out your best and my best.
  2689. 1:26:21We'll see who wins.
  2690. 1:26:24But, let's say
  2691. 1:26:25we bet 2 million lbs.
  2692. 1:26:28At some point, what happens and they've
  2693. 1:26:30done the brain recordings to support
  2694. 1:26:32what I'm about to say, at some point
  2695. 1:26:33when the stakes are extremely high,
  2696. 1:26:37the motor cortex starts to recruit too
  2697. 1:26:39much circuitry and we can't perform
  2698. 1:26:41well. It's not that we can't do the
  2699. 1:26:43thing, it's that too many commands are
  2700. 1:26:45being sent into the system. And we start
  2701. 1:26:48incorporating musculature and a
  2702. 1:26:50connective tissue that normally needs to
  2703. 1:26:52be excluded in order to have the
  2704. 1:26:53precision of the the shot.
  2705. 1:26:56When you're doing these long endurance
  2706. 1:26:58events, it's slightly different because
  2707. 1:26:59you can afford to have an imperfect
  2708. 1:27:01stroke now and again or pretty often and
  2709. 1:27:04you'll still continue. But, how much
  2710. 1:27:06attention are you paying to A, your form
  2711. 1:27:09and your desire to do things {quote}
  2712. 1:27:11perfectly in a moment and how much
  2713. 1:27:14attention are you paying to the stakes?
  2714. 1:27:16Like, what's at stake here? Your
  2715. 1:27:18reputation, your ego, your family, your
  2716. 1:27:21whatever.
  2717. 1:27:22How much in mind
  2718. 1:27:25are the stakes?
  2719. 1:27:26>> What's so interesting about what you
  2720. 1:27:27said, I think for me, like on the Yukon
  2721. 1:27:30swim for instance, it's almost um
  2722. 1:27:33anticlimactic when you start it. It was
  2723. 1:27:35the same with the Iceland one as well
  2724. 1:27:36actually in the it's not a heroic start.
  2725. 1:27:40There's no like dive. It's not There's
  2726. 1:27:42no fine motor skills. It's not like a 50
  2727. 1:27:44m to swim where everything has to be
  2728. 1:27:46completely dialed in and if something
  2729. 1:27:47goes wrong because the stakes are too
  2730. 1:27:49high and you're hyper-aroused, it it's
  2731. 1:27:52not like that. It's kind of knowing this
  2732. 1:27:53isn't going to be over quickly, you
  2733. 1:27:55know, even if I have a bad start, it's
  2734. 1:27:56fine. I've got 100 days, you know. So,
  2735. 1:27:58for me, when it's ultra-endurance,
  2736. 1:28:01less so. However, with that said,
  2737. 1:28:04there's definitely times where
  2738. 1:28:07the stakes are high, there's all these
  2739. 1:28:09reasons, both negative and positive, and
  2740. 1:28:12things aren't going well.
  2741. 1:28:14And there's times where I've gone, "Do
  2742. 1:28:15you know what? Just swim for the
  2743. 1:28:17enjoyment of it, Ross. Do you Do you
  2744. 1:28:19know Let's Let's just remove everything
  2745. 1:28:20else."
  2746. 1:28:21And I And only now speaking to you, I
  2747. 1:28:24realize that it's maybe because it was
  2748. 1:28:25just bubbling away, bubbling away, you
  2749. 1:28:26know, and then and we were getting close
  2750. 1:28:28to that threshold where I would start to
  2751. 1:28:30just recruit my And it would become
  2752. 1:28:33deteriorating in terms of my technique.
  2753. 1:28:35There was times when I just went, "I'm
  2754. 1:28:37I'm not even looking at my watch." I'd
  2755. 1:28:38say to the crew, "Don't even tell me
  2756. 1:28:40what speeds I'm doing. Just I'm just
  2757. 1:28:41going to swim. I'm just going to enjoy
  2758. 1:28:44being out here." Because it is a
  2759. 1:28:45privilege to be swimming over the Arctic
  2760. 1:28:47Circle with dolphins, you know, chasing
  2761. 1:28:49me and stuff. And And that's where I'd
  2762. 1:28:50go, "Ross, stop caring." Just, you know,
  2763. 1:28:53"We'll care tomorrow, but now just stop
  2764. 1:28:55caring." Yeah. So, it's reduce the
  2765. 1:28:57stakes in your head.
  2766. 1:28:59>> Interesting. It These swims um are very
  2767. 1:29:02long, and as you said, can can continue
  2768. 1:29:0550-plus hours.
  2769. 1:29:07Do you notice that your motivation, your
  2770. 1:29:09energy waxes and wanes according to your
  2771. 1:29:12circadian rhythm?
  2772. 1:29:13>> So much so. Certainly at the start of
  2773. 1:29:15the Iceland swim, because it was in the
  2774. 1:29:17summer, we had almost 24 hours of
  2775. 1:29:18daylight. And it was crazy how I just I
  2776. 1:29:21never got that deep restorative sleep.
  2777. 1:29:25Also as well, we were doing 6 hours on,
  2778. 1:29:266 hours off. So, you you're working with
  2779. 1:29:28the tide as well. So, it doesn't matter
  2780. 1:29:29if it's 2:00 in the morning, 2:00 in the
  2781. 1:29:31afternoon. When the tide changes, you
  2782. 1:29:32get in. And I think just understanding
  2783. 1:29:35that motivation was so closely linked to
  2784. 1:29:38my circadian rhythm. And where where I
  2785. 1:29:40was wasn't getting restorative sleep,
  2786. 1:29:42sometimes if we got storm-bound, I had
  2787. 1:29:45the privilege of sleeping for 8 hours,
  2788. 1:29:47you know, 10 hours. And the next day, it
  2789. 1:29:49was like somebody just dialed up the
  2790. 1:29:51brightness on the world again. And I was
  2791. 1:29:53like, "Oh, things aren't Things aren't
  2792. 1:29:54so bad, you know? This is okay. I can do
  2793. 1:29:56this." But But sometimes, again, if
  2794. 1:29:58you're not sleeping circadian rhythm, 24
  2795. 1:30:00hours of daylight, tide on, tide off,
  2796. 1:30:03I was so aware that I couldn't trust my
  2797. 1:30:05own brain. And that that
  2798. 1:30:07neurotransmitters, chemicals, things
  2799. 1:30:08that were all against me, depleting
  2800. 1:30:10serotonin, dopamine. And that was just
  2801. 1:30:15you now have no motivation, hormonally,
  2802. 1:30:18chemically, biochemistry.
  2803. 1:30:20It was It was something else. Maybe it
  2804. 1:30:22was the anterior mid-cingulate cortex. I
  2805. 1:30:24don't know, but it's like it's
  2806. 1:30:25discipline. Motor You have no motivation
  2807. 1:30:27today, Ross. This is disgusting. Your
  2808. 1:30:29tongue's falling off. It's gray. I'm
  2809. 1:30:31getting smashed by jellyfish.
  2810. 1:30:33And then there was the odd time where it
  2811. 1:30:36was nice to swim. I mean, you'd wake up,
  2812. 1:30:38there would be, you know, rainbow, the
  2813. 1:30:40fjord, frozen fjord. And I'd be like,
  2814. 1:30:42"Ah, this is, you know, the northern
  2815. 1:30:43lights, swimming under the northern
  2816. 1:30:44lights, looking up at the Valkyries.
  2817. 1:30:46This is amazing."
  2818. 1:30:48But 90% of the time it wasn't as well.
  2819. 1:30:51>> They should have told us all in the
  2820. 1:30:53third grade
  2821. 1:30:54that don't believe any of your thoughts
  2822. 1:30:57that occur between 2:00 and 5:00 a.m.
  2823. 1:30:59That's one I tell myself all the time.
  2824. 1:31:01Just don't believe it. I now I don't
  2825. 1:31:02believe anything my brain tells me
  2826. 1:31:03between 2:00 and 5:00 a.m. And I think
  2827. 1:31:06they also should have told us that
  2828. 1:31:08one of the great reasons to get to a
  2829. 1:31:11point with something, anything,
  2830. 1:31:12physical, cognitive, emotional, etc.,
  2831. 1:31:14where you feel like what's the point is
  2832. 1:31:16so that you can experience the point
  2833. 1:31:18coming back into your mind. And you
  2834. 1:31:20realize, "Oh, there going to be moments
  2835. 1:31:22in life where I just think like what's
  2836. 1:31:23the point?" But there will be this
  2837. 1:31:25moment ahead of it that
  2838. 1:31:28the the the logic of it, the the
  2839. 1:31:30positive emotions associated come back.
  2840. 1:31:32And then you realize the brain it tricks
  2841. 1:31:35itself into thinking that what's
  2842. 1:31:36happening right now is going to go on
  2843. 1:31:37forever.
  2844. 1:31:39And and that to me was like the
  2845. 1:31:41the like the biggest insight. It came
  2846. 1:31:43not from me, but from my friend Ryan
  2847. 1:31:45Soave, who's um this incredible
  2848. 1:31:48trauma therapist. And he helps addicts.
  2849. 1:31:51And he's been on this podcast before.
  2850. 1:31:52And he said, "If you can tolerate a
  2851. 1:31:54certain amount of emotional discomfort
  2852. 1:31:56for 1 second, then you can tolerate it
  2853. 1:31:58for 10 seconds. And if you can tolerate
  2854. 1:32:00it for 10 seconds, you can do it for a
  2855. 1:32:01minute, and so on, and so on. He said,
  2856. 1:32:02"But the problem is negative emotions
  2857. 1:32:05make us feel, for some reason, like
  2858. 1:32:07they're going to go on forever. Positive
  2859. 1:32:09emotions don't have the same effect. We
  2860. 1:32:10tend to think, "This is going to stop at
  2861. 1:32:12some point." And then we lose It's like
  2862. 1:32:14grasping fog, and it goes away. I don't
  2863. 1:32:16know what that is. I don't have an
  2864. 1:32:17explanation for it, but it is a
  2865. 1:32:19diabolical feature of our wiring.
  2866. 1:32:21>> It is. And and and it's that is such a
  2867. 1:32:23skill in that moment, when the dark
  2868. 1:32:26clouds are over you, to be like, "I
  2869. 1:32:27can't trust myself." And also, even as a
  2870. 1:32:29team as well, there was times where, you
  2871. 1:32:31know, we're caught in a storm. I didn't
  2872. 1:32:32swim as far as I needed to that day. I'm
  2873. 1:32:35angry at the team cuz they put me in
  2874. 1:32:36against the tide. All sorts of things.
  2875. 1:32:39And we almost like had a rule that,
  2876. 1:32:41exactly to your point, between those
  2877. 1:32:43periods,
  2878. 1:32:44you don't argue. You don't try to have a
  2879. 1:32:46We'll just go, "Do you know what? I'm
  2880. 1:32:47going to sleep. I'll see you in the
  2881. 1:32:48morning." You know, it's there's just
  2882. 1:32:49there's no point in arguing about it now
  2883. 1:32:51because we can't trust ourselves. And
  2884. 1:32:53so, I think that was just to be really
  2885. 1:32:55logical, rational.
  2886. 1:32:57I talk a lot about stoicism because I
  2887. 1:32:59found on my swim, sports psychology can
  2888. 1:33:02only take you so far. But when I started
  2889. 1:33:05reading about Marcus Aurelius, Seneca,
  2890. 1:33:06Epictetus, I was like, "Well, this is
  2891. 1:33:08this is more applicable." You know,
  2892. 1:33:10control the controllables, accept the
  2893. 1:33:12uncontrollables. This this feels better.
  2894. 1:33:14You know, because with sports
  2895. 1:33:16psychology, it's prehab, rehab,
  2896. 1:33:18conditions are perfect. And that's easy.
  2897. 1:33:21But what are you doing when your tendons
  2898. 1:33:23in your shoulder are falling off, your
  2899. 1:33:25tongue's falling off? And I'm like,
  2900. 1:33:27stoicism helps me a little bit more.
  2901. 1:33:29>> You said your tongue's falling off. What
  2902. 1:33:30What are you referring to? Your actual
  2903. 1:33:32tongue falling off?
  2904. 1:33:33>> yeah, yeah, yeah.
  2905. 1:33:33>> You shouldn't have bit that snake, dude.
  2906. 1:33:36>> [laughter]
  2907. 1:33:36>> See, that's what it is.
  2908. 1:33:38No, you see, it's salt water exposure,
  2909. 1:33:40basically. You know, the human body is
  2910. 1:33:41not meant to be in salt water for that
  2911. 1:33:42long. So, it extracts all the moisture
  2912. 1:33:44from your tongue.
  2913. 1:33:46Um on the the GB swim, for instance, we
  2914. 1:33:48we sat It was about a week in, and I
  2915. 1:33:50remember they made this amazing soup. It
  2916. 1:33:52was just this rich vegetable soup. All
  2917. 1:33:54the team were tucking into it. It was
  2918. 1:33:56amazing, so full of vegetables,
  2919. 1:33:58nutrients. But I looked over and I
  2920. 1:33:59noticed that mine had I didn't know if
  2921. 1:34:02it was pork or chicken. So I turned to
  2922. 1:34:03the captain and said, "Why why haven't
  2923. 1:34:05you got any pork or chicken? It's only
  2924. 1:34:06in mine." And he just lent over and he
  2925. 1:34:08went, "Ross, that's not pork or chicken.
  2926. 1:34:10That's your tongue."
  2927. 1:34:11>> [laughter]
  2928. 1:34:11>> And it was falling off
  2929. 1:34:13in the soup.
  2930. 1:34:16I know. But coconut oil, for those for
  2931. 1:34:17anyone listening who find yourself in a
  2932. 1:34:19similar situation, coconut oil acts as a
  2933. 1:34:21barrier, maintains the moisture. You
  2934. 1:34:23keep yourself And it grows back. It it
  2935. 1:34:24did grow back as well. So
  2936. 1:34:26>> All right, let's get real honest here,
  2937. 1:34:28Ross. Um is there anything in everyday
  2938. 1:34:30life that you have to absolutely scruff
  2939. 1:34:32yourself and and and you know, badger
  2940. 1:34:34yourself into doing that is absolutely
  2941. 1:34:36trivial in somebody else's eyes?
  2942. 1:34:39And if the answer is no, that's fine. If
  2943. 1:34:40you if you just like show up to Do you
  2944. 1:34:43brush your teeth twice a day? They're
  2945. 1:34:44nice and white. So, you know,
  2946. 1:34:46>> [laughter]
  2947. 1:34:46>> do you ever feel like I don't want to do
  2948. 1:34:48this again? Or you just Do you just Do
  2949. 1:34:50you ever think I don't want to do this
  2950. 1:34:51like and you can't tell why?
  2951. 1:34:53>> Yeah. Yeah. I'm Yeah. I think certainly
  2952. 1:34:56if you spoke to my girlfriend, you know,
  2953. 1:34:57house chores and things like that. I'm
  2954. 1:34:58tell I'm so messy.
  2955. 1:35:00>> [laughter]
  2956. 1:35:02>> I'm so bad. I'm so bad. I'm really
  2957. 1:35:03messy. And and for me
  2958. 1:35:05again, maybe it's related to doping, but
  2959. 1:35:06I just need those big, grand goals. So
  2960. 1:35:10it's just yes, swim around Iceland, swim
  2961. 1:35:12world's longest non-stop river swim.
  2962. 1:35:13Yeah.
  2963. 1:35:15Take out the trash.
  2964. 1:35:16Do the do the washing up.
  2965. 1:35:18>> Is it because it's too easy or it's too
  2966. 1:35:20hard?
  2967. 1:35:21>> I'm not sure. I'm just really bad at
  2968. 1:35:23like admin and basic
  2969. 1:35:25>> stuff.
  2970. 1:35:26>> It goes goes back to what I said. If
  2971. 1:35:27someone said, "Oh, swim the English
  2972. 1:35:29Channel." I'm like, "It's been done."
  2973. 1:35:31You know, it doesn't doesn't really
  2974. 1:35:32appeal. [clears throat] So and I think
  2975. 1:35:33it's the same in in like If you said
  2976. 1:35:35there's a record for taking out the
  2977. 1:35:37trash.
  2978. 1:35:38No one's ever taken two tons of trash to
  2979. 1:35:40the I'll be like, "Aha!
  2980. 1:35:41>> [laughter]
  2981. 1:35:42>> Hold my beer."
  2982. 1:35:44So my girlfriend knows this, you know,
  2983. 1:35:45she knows how to push my buttons. So she
  2984. 1:35:47might do that.
  2985. 1:35:48>> That's so good. If there was a
  2986. 1:35:50competition
  2987. 1:35:52>> [laughter]
  2988. 1:35:52>> Significant others everywhere are taking
  2989. 1:35:55note. A few minutes ago you mentioned
  2990. 1:35:57something
  2991. 1:35:58that told me that there are times when
  2992. 1:36:01you can no longer advocate for yourself
  2993. 1:36:04as like let's do this. I've got this.
  2994. 1:36:06Okay, like your arm gives out. Let's go.
  2995. 1:36:08Come on. You're going to bring the arm
  2996. 1:36:09along like a member of your team. But in
  2997. 1:36:11the moments where you're really down in
  2998. 1:36:12the pit
  2999. 1:36:14it sounded as if and I don't want to put
  3000. 1:36:16words or thoughts into your mind, but it
  3001. 1:36:17sounded as if you get outside of
  3002. 1:36:19yourself and you're like we're going
  3003. 1:36:21because
  3004. 1:36:22this is the middle of the night and you
  3005. 1:36:24know you don't like this, but you now
  3006. 1:36:26become you sort of third person yourself
  3007. 1:36:29and now you bring you along. And I think
  3008. 1:36:31that's
  3009. 1:36:32such an important tool
  3010. 1:36:35for the times when there's no coach,
  3011. 1:36:37there's no team, there's no goal in
  3012. 1:36:39mind, it hurts like hell you don't see
  3013. 1:36:43the point, you've run out of [ __ ] yous,
  3014. 1:36:45you've run out of [ __ ] me's, you know
  3015. 1:36:46you've just run out and you just have to
  3016. 1:36:50transcend or exit yourself and just go
  3017. 1:36:54let's go.
  3018. 1:36:55>> 100%. Yeah, and and and I love that you
  3019. 1:36:58asked that as well because again,
  3020. 1:37:00certainly on the Iceland swim I took
  3021. 1:37:03such inspiration from the berserkers.
  3022. 1:37:04You know, so so for those who don't
  3023. 1:37:06know, you know, the berserkers it
  3024. 1:37:07literally means bear shirts. They would
  3025. 1:37:08be wearing sort of these bear shirts.
  3026. 1:37:10These ancient Nordic warriors who would
  3027. 1:37:13enter into a battle frenzied state where
  3028. 1:37:15they were impervious to pain and fear.
  3029. 1:37:18Um there was even as well uh wolf
  3030. 1:37:20warriors as well. So there was the
  3031. 1:37:22berserkers but the wolf warriors uh
  3032. 1:37:23embodied the spirit of the wolf. They
  3033. 1:37:26would bite down on their shields when
  3034. 1:37:28running to battle as well. Now
  3035. 1:37:29historians some think they might have
  3036. 1:37:31been using you know hallucinogenic
  3037. 1:37:33mushrooms, others think it was maybe uh
  3038. 1:37:35ritualistic chanting, breathing to get
  3039. 1:37:37into this state. But whatever it was,
  3040. 1:37:40they were no longer themselves. They
  3041. 1:37:41were the spirit of that particular
  3042. 1:37:43animal that they were embodying. And I
  3043. 1:37:45think certainly towards the end of of
  3044. 1:37:47the Iceland swim, I was lucky enough to
  3045. 1:37:50to speak to this again, a sort of like a
  3046. 1:37:52an old chief, and he said, "Ross, you
  3047. 1:37:55need to stop thinking like a swimmer.
  3048. 1:37:57You need to become a berserker. You need
  3049. 1:37:58to just get in there and just think
  3050. 1:38:00entirely differently." Again, it's
  3051. 1:38:03Samuel Johnson, 17th century English
  3052. 1:38:05writer,
  3053. 1:38:06"Whoever makes a beast of himself gets
  3054. 1:38:08rid of the pain of being a man." And I
  3055. 1:38:10think for me, certainly on that South
  3056. 1:38:12Coast, I was like, "Got to get rid of
  3057. 1:38:15pain of being a man. Just become a
  3058. 1:38:16beast." And I think it was that as well.
  3059. 1:38:19Just no longer thinking of yourself,
  3060. 1:38:21becoming that but also just becoming
  3061. 1:38:24wolf warrior berserker.
  3062. 1:38:26>> Amazing.
  3063. 1:38:27>> Mhm.
  3064. 1:38:27>> Do you like to read? It seems like you
  3065. 1:38:29know a lot about these ancient
  3066. 1:38:31traditions and tribes and
  3067. 1:38:32>> I loved it. Yeah, I think
  3068. 1:38:34cuz this is going to sound really
  3069. 1:38:35strange as well. So, I lived in Namibia
  3070. 1:38:38with the San Bushmen for a while.
  3071. 1:38:39Amazing endurance athletes. We were
  3072. 1:38:42covering a marathon a day, barely any
  3073. 1:38:43water for an entire week. I remember all
  3074. 1:38:46we had, we shared a porcupine between us
  3075. 1:38:47as well. Just amazing athletes. But
  3076. 1:38:49there was there was one particular guy
  3077. 1:38:51in the the tribe and he he was part
  3078. 1:38:54Namibian but he's also part of the the
  3079. 1:38:55Kalenjin tribe, which I hope I'm getting
  3080. 1:38:58this right, but it's basically an ethnic
  3081. 1:38:59group that's that's specific to Kenya.
  3082. 1:39:02And they produce more marathon runners,
  3083. 1:39:05just elite marathon runners than than
  3084. 1:39:07anywhere else. And he turned to me, we
  3085. 1:39:09were sitting around this fireplace at
  3086. 1:39:11one point, and he said, "Ross, do you
  3087. 1:39:12know why people from the Kalenjin tribe
  3088. 1:39:14are so good? Do you know why we're such
  3089. 1:39:15great runners?" And I was like, "Yeah,
  3090. 1:39:18like, you know, altitude training." He
  3091. 1:39:20went, "Nope." And I was like, "Your
  3092. 1:39:21diet?" And he goes, "Nope." And I was
  3093. 1:39:23like, "Mhm, barefoot [clears throat]
  3094. 1:39:23running, beautiful biomechanics, and you
  3095. 1:39:26drill that from an early age." And he
  3096. 1:39:27went, "No." And I was like, "Right, go
  3097. 1:39:29on then, tell me."
  3098. 1:39:30He says, "It's our pain tolerance. So,
  3099. 1:39:32we have a tradition that when a boy is
  3100. 1:39:35basically going into adulthood, we have
  3101. 1:39:37him in front of the entire tribe. We
  3102. 1:39:39take some mud, like clay, and we put it
  3103. 1:39:41on his face.
  3104. 1:39:42And then he has to stand in front of the
  3105. 1:39:43entire tribe.
  3106. 1:39:45The chief comes out, takes his tackle in
  3107. 1:39:47his hand,
  3108. 1:39:49circumcises him, which is essentially
  3109. 1:39:51with like a bamboo shoot, you know,
  3110. 1:39:52blood.
  3111. 1:39:53>> penis.
  3112. 1:39:53>> His penis. Circumcises him in front of
  3113. 1:39:56the entire tribe.
  3114. 1:39:58He cannot flinch. Cannot flinch, make
  3115. 1:40:01any sounds. If the mud cracks on his
  3116. 1:40:04face, then all of a sudden everyone in
  3117. 1:40:06the tribe will be like, "Mhm, he's not
  3118. 1:40:07desirable." So, he doesn't pass on his
  3119. 1:40:09genes. So, it's this idea that he said
  3120. 1:40:12that just generation after generation
  3121. 1:40:14knowing that those where the mud doesn't
  3122. 1:40:16crack are then considered desirable,
  3123. 1:40:18then mate, then pass on their genes, and
  3124. 1:40:20their offspring do exactly the same,
  3125. 1:40:22exactly the same, exactly the same. And
  3126. 1:40:23what you're left with is just this
  3127. 1:40:25incredible group of people with their
  3128. 1:40:28pain tolerance. I mean, with that as we
  3129. 1:40:29were sat around the fire, he pulled out
  3130. 1:40:31a knife and was like, "Ross, do you want
  3131. 1:40:32to run faster?" I was like, "I'm good."
  3132. 1:40:34>> [laughter]
  3133. 1:40:34>> I'm I'm good.
  3134. 1:40:36>> [gasps]
  3135. 1:40:36>> But it I I think I'm fascinated to
  3136. 1:40:38answer your question. I love looking
  3137. 1:40:39back through history and just will take
  3138. 1:40:42inspiration from anywhere and
  3139. 1:40:44everywhere, even that if that is
  3140. 1:40:46ritualistic circumcision. I've not done
  3141. 1:40:48it with mud on my face, but I do find
  3142. 1:40:50that stuff fascinating.
  3143. 1:40:52>> Wow.
  3144. 1:40:53>> [laughter]
  3145. 1:40:54>> The the uh the alternate response would
  3146. 1:40:56have been, "Look,
  3147. 1:40:58I totally respect your tradition. I
  3148. 1:41:00spend a lot of time in cold water. I
  3149. 1:41:01need all the insulation I can get."
  3150. 1:41:04>> [laughter]
  3151. 1:41:05>> But but hey, uh
  3152. 1:41:07you know, the your reply is up to you.
  3153. 1:41:09>> Wow. Is there anything like that that
  3154. 1:41:11you found with pain tolerance as well?
  3155. 1:41:12Are there studies around that?
  3156. 1:41:13>> Yeah, so I mean, on my list of things to
  3157. 1:41:15discuss with you is the generalizability
  3158. 1:41:17of of resilience training. You know,
  3159. 1:41:19this is a fascinating and and still
  3160. 1:41:22somewhat opaque area of science. I mean,
  3161. 1:41:25you know, let me put this way. On the
  3162. 1:41:26one hand, we know that there's a very
  3163. 1:41:29limited and well-defined list of
  3164. 1:41:31chemicals. Epinephrine, adrenaline
  3165. 1:41:33released in the body. Norepinephrine
  3166. 1:41:34released in the brain from the locus
  3167. 1:41:36coeruleus. We can even get specific
  3168. 1:41:37about locations and circuits. Dopamine,
  3169. 1:41:40and if the stress is long enough,
  3170. 1:41:42cortisol, that are associated with
  3171. 1:41:45a higher arousal painful stimulus and
  3172. 1:41:47other things, too. Right, dynorphin,
  3173. 1:41:49which is sort of the opposite of
  3174. 1:41:50endorphin. In any case, you'll
  3175. 1:41:52experience a a rise in those whether
  3176. 1:41:54you're getting into uncomfortably cold
  3177. 1:41:56water, you're getting stung by hornets,
  3178. 1:41:59or God forbid, you're
  3179. 1:42:01you're experiencing a public
  3180. 1:42:03circumcision and and you can't flinch.
  3181. 1:42:06It's true, right? I mean, among other
  3182. 1:42:07things, right? There are many, many
  3183. 1:42:08other molecules and things happening
  3184. 1:42:10there, but those but those undoubtedly
  3185. 1:42:12are involved. So, then the question
  3186. 1:42:13becomes
  3187. 1:42:14can our memory system, our prefrontal
  3188. 1:42:16cortex, and our memory system
  3189. 1:42:18apply a set of rules whereby in a
  3190. 1:42:22different stressor
  3191. 1:42:23this thing, this arou this like negative
  3192. 1:42:26arousal pain pain, can it is it familiar
  3193. 1:42:29to us and can we then walk ourselves
  3194. 1:42:31through it in a way that we understand,
  3195. 1:42:32okay, this pain makes it feel like it's
  3196. 1:42:35going to go on forever, but this too
  3197. 1:42:36shall pass, right? And to some
  3198. 1:42:38[clears throat] extent, the data say
  3199. 1:42:39yes, in particular about deliberate cold
  3200. 1:42:41water exposure, but that's a unique one
  3201. 1:42:44because first of all, unless the water
  3202. 1:42:46is very, very cold, and God forbid, ple
  3203. 1:42:49people don't jump into an ice hole. I'm
  3204. 1:42:51so tired of seeing people
  3205. 1:42:53either do hyperventilation and then go
  3206. 1:42:55into cold water and die, water of any
  3207. 1:42:57kind and die, or videos of people
  3208. 1:42:58jumping into ice holes and getting swept
  3209. 1:43:00under. It's really It happens and it's
  3210. 1:43:02awful, but deliberate cold exposure with
  3211. 1:43:04a shower or a cold plunge done safely
  3212. 1:43:07people can get familiar with the
  3213. 1:43:09experience of being flooded with
  3214. 1:43:10adrenaline and the fact that the mind is
  3215. 1:43:13in complete disarray for the first 20 or
  3216. 1:43:1430 seconds and then they can slow their
  3217. 1:43:16breathing and grab hold of their mind
  3218. 1:43:19and create a strategy to get through it
  3219. 1:43:21or get out of it, whatever. This is This
  3220. 1:43:23is stress inoculation training, right?
  3221. 1:43:26The neurochemicals that are released
  3222. 1:43:28don't change, but
  3223. 1:43:30>> the inoculation piece is the familiarity
  3224. 1:43:33and the ability to not further increase
  3225. 1:43:35adrenaline through panic.
  3226. 1:43:37So, in that sense, yes.
  3227. 1:43:40But it's also true that if you look at
  3228. 1:43:42the cognitive behavioral therapies
  3229. 1:43:44around phobias, for instance, public
  3230. 1:43:46speaking phobia, people can use
  3231. 1:43:49cognitive behavioral therapy or a beta
  3232. 1:43:51blocker for that matter
  3233. 1:43:53to successfully overcome that.
  3234. 1:43:55>> Mhm.
  3235. 1:43:56>> Progressive exposure to the thing with
  3236. 1:43:58you know, which basically means like not
  3237. 1:44:00that much adrenaline. Okay, that's too
  3238. 1:44:02much. Let's repeat this a few times and
  3239. 1:44:03just
  3240. 1:44:04kind of let them move through that, but
  3241. 1:44:05it doesn't seem to translate to other
  3242. 1:44:07stressful circumstances. Perhaps because
  3243. 1:44:10the adrenaline is kept that be beneath a
  3244. 1:44:13certain threshold.
  3245. 1:44:14>> Mhm.
  3246. 1:44:14>> So,
  3247. 1:44:16I believe and based on my limited amount
  3248. 1:44:19of work with, but certainly
  3249. 1:44:20conversations with the you know, the
  3250. 1:44:21tier one operator community and the the
  3251. 1:44:24the use of cold water in all military
  3252. 1:44:26branches, at least in the US, as a as a
  3253. 1:44:28tool for building up stress tolerance,
  3254. 1:44:30that yeah, it translates. Pain tolerance
  3255. 1:44:33translates. But people are coming in
  3256. 1:44:34with a with a sort of set um probably
  3257. 1:44:38genetic and experiential
  3258. 1:44:40um predisposition.
  3259. 1:44:41>> Mhm.
  3260. 1:44:41>> And and we see this, you know, I knew
  3261. 1:44:43kids growing up whose pain tolerance was
  3262. 1:44:45too high
  3263. 1:44:47and they did really dumb stuff. And
  3264. 1:44:49they're missing fingers or they're dead,
  3265. 1:44:51right? Or they needed extreme
  3266. 1:44:53consequences before they adjusted their
  3267. 1:44:55behavior. Other people,
  3268. 1:44:58they were around the corner when the
  3269. 1:44:59discussion of a firecracker came up and
  3270. 1:45:01they probably experienced too much
  3271. 1:45:03anxiety in too many different domains of
  3272. 1:45:04life. So, it
  3273. 1:45:06I'm not trying to dodge the question,
  3274. 1:45:08but I think we should be very careful
  3275. 1:45:09about the idea that any one particular
  3276. 1:45:11type of training makes us tough.
  3277. 1:45:14>> Mhm.
  3278. 1:45:14>> The the cold water swimmer
  3279. 1:45:17might have a hard time listening in a
  3280. 1:45:19hard conversation where the feedback
  3281. 1:45:21they're getting is not pleasant.
  3282. 1:45:23But they might be completely stoic and
  3283. 1:45:25just think, this sucks, this sucks, this
  3284. 1:45:27sucks, but I can calm myself through
  3285. 1:45:29this. I can do this. If they can
  3286. 1:45:31understand that the same underlying
  3287. 1:45:33mechanisms are taking place.
  3288. 1:45:34>> I see.
  3289. 1:45:35>> Is that Is that I don't know if that's
  3290. 1:45:36satisfactory
  3291. 1:45:37>> no, that sounds Yeah, yeah, yeah.
  3292. 1:45:38>> But if I were to answer any other way,
  3293. 1:45:39it wouldn't be um true to the data.
  3294. 1:45:42>> Yeah, yeah, yeah, that makes a lot of
  3295. 1:45:43sense.
  3296. 1:45:43>> You know, and I think cold water is a
  3297. 1:45:45great training tool if done safely. I
  3298. 1:45:48want to ask you about your training, uh
  3299. 1:45:49your physical training. One thing that's
  3300. 1:45:51peculiar about you, at least to me, is
  3301. 1:45:53that you're you're pretty heavily
  3302. 1:45:54muscled for a guy that's supposed to
  3303. 1:45:55float in the water. So, um
  3304. 1:45:59like uh what's that about? I mean, you
  3305. 1:46:01do strength stuff, too. What What does
  3306. 1:46:03your training look like now when you're
  3307. 1:46:05in between sort of um these super
  3308. 1:46:08events?
  3309. 1:46:09>> I I love the strength training cuz I
  3310. 1:46:10think it's so interesting that when
  3311. 1:46:13doing the sort of swims I do, these
  3312. 1:46:14ultra marathons, you know, around
  3313. 1:46:15countries, it's you're taking swimming
  3314. 1:46:19and conventional sports science and
  3315. 1:46:20you're just moving outside of those
  3316. 1:46:22realms. For instance, a lot of friends
  3317. 1:46:24of mine who are amazing swimmers,
  3318. 1:46:25Olympians,
  3319. 1:46:27sometimes I'll ask questions like, "Oh,
  3320. 1:46:28well, around Iceland, was it a two-beat
  3321. 1:46:30leg kick or a four-beat leg kick? Are
  3322. 1:46:32you bilaterally breathing? What's your
  3323. 1:46:33VO2? What's your lactate threshold?" I'm
  3324. 1:46:35like, "No, no, no, no."
  3325. 1:46:37When you're caught in an Arctic storm
  3326. 1:46:39and you are just windmilling, none of
  3327. 1:46:40that matters. Strength training,
  3328. 1:46:43especially with mechanotransduction,
  3329. 1:46:44this idea that people think of strength
  3330. 1:46:45training is just improving the strength
  3331. 1:46:47of the muscles, but actually connective
  3332. 1:46:48tissue, ligaments, tendons, they all get
  3333. 1:46:50stronger as well. For me, that's why I
  3334. 1:46:52strength train so much because on my
  3335. 1:46:54swims,
  3336. 1:46:55it's not my lactate threshold, VO2,
  3337. 1:46:57technique, it will be a ligament or a
  3338. 1:46:59tendon, something that gives up that
  3339. 1:47:01will stop the swim physically.
  3340. 1:47:03>> Got it. The chassis.
  3341. 1:47:04>> Exactly, exactly.
  3342. 1:47:05>> have the chassis break down.
  3343. 1:47:07>> Exactly that. So, it's almost um I yeah,
  3344. 1:47:10I joke, but friends of mine at
  3345. 1:47:11Loughborough University, Adam Peaty, the
  3346. 1:47:13greatest breaststroker the world has
  3347. 1:47:14ever seen, he is amazing. He is poetic
  3348. 1:47:17in the water. He is a mako shark. It's
  3349. 1:47:20just beautiful to watch him. I am a
  3350. 1:47:22chubby whale at best, you know, I am
  3351. 1:47:24just there, you know, I'm just migrating
  3352. 1:47:27basically. That That is what I'm doing.
  3353. 1:47:28I'm not poetic in the water, but I just
  3354. 1:47:31I won't stop. So, I think strength
  3355. 1:47:33training, and it's only now cuz for so
  3356. 1:47:35long in endurance it was a dirty word,
  3357. 1:47:37you know, strength training. Whereas now
  3358. 1:47:38we're understanding that certainly the
  3359. 1:47:40idea of general physical preparedness or
  3360. 1:47:41in your preseason, making the body
  3361. 1:47:45physically robust enough to then endure
  3362. 1:47:48the the intensity or the volume that you
  3363. 1:47:50subject it to later. Um friend of mine
  3364. 1:47:52at the English Institute of Sport had a
  3365. 1:47:53great saying, it was like sometimes you
  3366. 1:47:54need to train to train. You know, before
  3367. 1:47:57I can subject you to 150 km in the pool
  3368. 1:48:00a week, we need to make sure the
  3369. 1:48:02connective tissue and everything there's
  3370. 1:48:03no weak part of that kinetic chain. So,
  3371. 1:48:05I think at the moment that that's kind
  3372. 1:48:07of where we're at, that general physical
  3373. 1:48:08preparedness.
  3374. 1:48:10>> I'd like to take a quick break and
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  3418. 1:49:36to save up to $200. I don't have
  3419. 1:49:38anything even close to your physical
  3420. 1:49:41abilities, but a few years ago I decided
  3421. 1:49:43that I would do two kinds of training.
  3422. 1:49:46I'd love your thoughts and how I can
  3423. 1:49:47improve this. Um in addition to doing
  3424. 1:49:49strength and endurance training and some
  3425. 1:49:50sprints in the sun kind of thing. It It
  3426. 1:49:52is more about the mental side. I was on
  3427. 1:49:54a camping trip with my girlfriend for
  3428. 1:49:55her birthday and we we did a a hike up
  3429. 1:49:57Clouds Rest, which is one of my favorite
  3430. 1:49:59hikes in Yosemite. It's about 14 mi up
  3431. 1:50:01and back and and most anyone can do it
  3432. 1:50:03with some level of endurance and
  3433. 1:50:04physical ability. It's not grueling, but
  3434. 1:50:06I had a sinus infection and it was her
  3435. 1:50:08birthday and I'd been there before. She
  3436. 1:50:10hadn't been there before and I wanted to
  3437. 1:50:11like really show her a great time and
  3438. 1:50:13she's really physically robust and and
  3439. 1:50:15she was just motoring up and I was
  3440. 1:50:17carrying a lot of water, granted, but I
  3441. 1:50:19was struggling that day. And I decided
  3442. 1:50:21at some point that I would
  3443. 1:50:23I knew I was going to get to the top cuz
  3444. 1:50:25the the hike is actually not that
  3445. 1:50:26awesome along the way, but at the top
  3446. 1:50:28it's just majestic. You're above Half
  3447. 1:50:30Dome. It's so awesome. Uh you could run
  3448. 1:50:32it. Uh I've run it in the past and I
  3449. 1:50:34highly recommend it. It's just a
  3450. 1:50:36fantastic fantastic hike for anybody.
  3451. 1:50:39But along the way I realized I was
  3452. 1:50:41really struggling.
  3453. 1:50:42So I decided I would just watch I had
  3454. 1:50:44this thing where I like I'm just going
  3455. 1:50:45to watch the process and see what the
  3456. 1:50:48what the cycles are. And I noticed the
  3457. 1:50:49cycles went from something like "F this.
  3458. 1:50:52This really sucks. I'm going to just
  3459. 1:50:53push against that." to I would distract
  3460. 1:50:56myself. I would think about something
  3461. 1:50:58else. And then I would just sort of go
  3462. 1:51:00into this kind of like
  3463. 1:51:02liminal state and then it would repeat.
  3464. 1:51:04It would go back to F this. And
  3465. 1:51:05sometimes the time scale of those would
  3466. 1:51:07be minutes and sometimes it would be
  3467. 1:51:08like tens of minutes and so on. I
  3468. 1:51:10thought this is kind of interesting.
  3469. 1:51:11It's like three things, it's not 20.
  3470. 1:51:12It's not It's not like all the spokes.
  3471. 1:51:15It's like three and they're on repeat.
  3472. 1:51:17>> Mhm.
  3473. 1:51:17>> I was like, this is pretty useful. Like,
  3474. 1:51:19I'm going to try and do this. And so I,
  3475. 1:51:21you know, I in other areas. So now, when
  3476. 1:51:23I run
  3477. 1:51:25my longer runs, I think, okay, I'm
  3478. 1:51:27either going to listen to something and
  3479. 1:51:28distract myself, music, et cetera, pay
  3480. 1:51:31attention to what's around, or there are
  3481. 1:51:33some runs now that I do where I try and
  3482. 1:51:34concentrate on every step and just try
  3483. 1:51:36and make it as painful as possible. To
  3484. 1:51:38just try and like build a resilience for
  3485. 1:51:41each.
  3486. 1:51:41>> Mhm.
  3487. 1:51:42>> Cuz in a hard conversation, distracting
  3488. 1:51:45yourself is actually not useful.
  3489. 1:51:47So this may be where the translatability
  3490. 1:51:49or non-translatability of of stress
  3491. 1:51:51inoculation needs more of a fine point.
  3492. 1:51:54The reason I'm bringing this up here
  3493. 1:51:55like this is I I I feel like the sports
  3494. 1:51:57performance and the psychological
  3495. 1:51:59performance community needs like more
  3496. 1:52:01refined tools. So maybe it should be go
  3497. 1:52:04out, do the thing, and really just
  3498. 1:52:06concentrate on just how much it sucks
  3499. 1:52:08for as many seconds as possible. And
  3500. 1:52:10every time you forget it sucks, you
  3501. 1:52:12failed, right? For a moment. And then
  3502. 1:52:15the other one would be learn how to
  3503. 1:52:16distract yourself because there are
  3504. 1:52:17conditions that are stressful where you
  3505. 1:52:19want to distract yourself. And then like
  3506. 1:52:20I've got a friend who's a neurosurgeon,
  3507. 1:52:22and distracting himself during a
  3508. 1:52:23stressful moment is like the exact wrong
  3509. 1:52:25thing to do. Does that make sense?
  3510. 1:52:27>> It makes complete sense.
  3511. 1:52:28>> Okay. All right, cool. So maybe my hope
  3512. 1:52:31is that people listen to you around
  3513. 1:52:34performance, and they should listen to
  3514. 1:52:35you because you actually do the stuff.
  3515. 1:52:38My runs are trivial for you and for most
  3516. 1:52:40people, but I feel like
  3517. 1:52:42more specific tools with more
  3518. 1:52:45aimed at specific outcomes, I feel like
  3519. 1:52:47it's kind of what the general public
  3520. 1:52:48needs.
  3521. 1:52:49>> Mhm.
  3522. 1:52:49>> So to become a better listener,
  3523. 1:52:51learn to concentrate on the pain for
  3524. 1:52:53long periods of time and not flinch.
  3525. 1:52:55>> Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, 100%. But but I
  3526. 1:52:57love what you said there as well,
  3527. 1:52:59because this is something with the the
  3528. 1:53:00Royal Marines, a friend of mine who's a
  3529. 1:53:01psychologist there. And he was just
  3530. 1:53:03saying, and then everyone listening will
  3531. 1:53:05understand this, but when you're
  3532. 1:53:06focusing on the outcome, if you're
  3533. 1:53:08looking at the clock, if you're like,
  3534. 1:53:10"How much further have I got to walk? Oh
  3535. 1:53:11my god, is it You know, we've still got
  3536. 1:53:1310 hours of walking stuff." You're
  3537. 1:53:15thinking of the outcome, and he said,
  3538. 1:53:16"You have to just focus on the process.
  3539. 1:53:18For you, Ross, when you're swimming,
  3540. 1:53:19it's putting one arm in front of the
  3541. 1:53:21other as efficiently as possible. Is it
  3542. 1:53:22a high elbow catch? Are you finishing
  3543. 1:53:24your stroke?" And if you focus on that,
  3544. 1:53:27the outcome becomes inevitable, but by
  3545. 1:53:28focusing on the outcome, you're not
  3546. 1:53:29focusing on the process. And I think for
  3547. 1:53:31me, when my mind drifts sometimes, I
  3548. 1:53:34come straight back to focus on the
  3549. 1:53:36process as well. But, I love what you
  3550. 1:53:38said there, because sometimes I just
  3551. 1:53:40tune out, and I want to be anywhere but
  3552. 1:53:42there. And I'll be thinking of some the
  3553. 1:53:44weirdest things. Like my I'll do my
  3554. 1:53:46shopping list for my Christmas shopping
  3555. 1:53:48in my head, you know, and I'll just go
  3556. 1:53:49somewhere completely different. But,
  3557. 1:53:51sometimes I do really find just drilling
  3558. 1:53:53back. Don't watch the clock. Don't look
  3559. 1:53:55at the outcome. Don't ask how far you've
  3560. 1:53:56got. I don't want to know. And that's
  3561. 1:53:58that's quite easy to do sometimes when
  3562. 1:54:00sea swimming, because you have no point
  3563. 1:54:01of reference. You can't see land. So,
  3564. 1:54:03you are just swimming immersed in your
  3565. 1:54:05own thoughts. And some of the weirdest
  3566. 1:54:07swims I did, um, under the northern
  3567. 1:54:09lights, and you also get this uh
  3568. 1:54:10phosphorescent algae. So, as you're
  3569. 1:54:12swimming, the only way I can describe it
  3570. 1:54:14is like you're swimming in a black hole.
  3571. 1:54:16Like you turn to breathe, you see the
  3572. 1:54:18northern lights, the Valkyries, their
  3573. 1:54:19shimmering shields, and then you pull,
  3574. 1:54:22and as you pull, this phosphorescent
  3575. 1:54:23algae just lights up in your face. And
  3576. 1:54:26there's moments like that where I'm
  3577. 1:54:27like, "I don't want to be anywhere. I
  3578. 1:54:29want to be so present. This is amazing."
  3579. 1:54:31And then other times where I'm just
  3580. 1:54:33like, "I want to be anywhere but here."
  3581. 1:54:34>> And and it's and it's having that sort
  3582. 1:54:36of
  3583. 1:54:37you know, psychological adaptability to
  3584. 1:54:39just flick between all of them. Use
  3585. 1:54:41whichever one you need at that moment in
  3586. 1:54:43time.
  3587. 1:54:43>> The spokes.
  3588. 1:54:44>> Mhm.
  3589. 1:54:45>> Just go to whichever one's going to get
  3590. 1:54:47you through it, and you need loads of
  3591. 1:54:48different ones.
  3592. 1:54:49>> We don't yet have a name for it, but
  3593. 1:54:50maybe we're sort of veering towards
  3594. 1:54:52something kind of akin to
  3595. 1:54:54sort of like the the different spokes on
  3596. 1:54:56the tire of resilience or something like
  3597. 1:54:57that. It's exactly [clears throat] that.
  3598. 1:54:59Something like that. I'm not I'm not to
  3599. 1:55:00be poetic here. I'm not a Brit, nor am I
  3600. 1:55:02Scottish, so I can't seem to nail the
  3601. 1:55:05nail the nomenclature, but um
  3602. 1:55:07I want to talk about vision and share
  3603. 1:55:09with you something. Again, I came in
  3604. 1:55:11like really excited to be able to share
  3605. 1:55:13some of my favorite studies that
  3606. 1:55:14hopefully
  3607. 1:55:15would be of interest and perhaps of use
  3608. 1:55:18to you and the listeners. So, be
  3609. 1:55:19familiar with the myth of the Cyclops?
  3610. 1:55:22>> No.
  3611. 1:55:22>> Like the the guy with the one one eye in
  3612. 1:55:24the middle of his head. So, there's this
  3613. 1:55:26wild thing where um
  3614. 1:55:29animals with the
  3615. 1:55:30with their eyes on the side of their
  3616. 1:55:31head tend to be prey animals and they
  3617. 1:55:33have panoramic vision.
  3618. 1:55:34>> Mhm.
  3619. 1:55:34>> And animals with their eyes in the front
  3620. 1:55:37can generate depth perception much
  3621. 1:55:39better stereopsis and so on and they
  3622. 1:55:41tend to be the predators. And there are
  3623. 1:55:42some animals that can translocate their
  3624. 1:55:44eyes to go from kind of panoramic to
  3625. 1:55:46like more focused vision.
  3626. 1:55:48There are a lot of ideas about the myth
  3627. 1:55:49of the Cyclops, but when we move our
  3628. 1:55:52vision, even though our eyes are fixed
  3629. 1:55:54in our head towards a particular
  3630. 1:55:56virgins point, like a target, it raises
  3631. 1:55:59our arousal and our our ability to
  3632. 1:56:01recruit energy, physical energy and
  3633. 1:56:03mental energy. People in the fight game
  3634. 1:56:05know this. When we dilate our gaze, we
  3635. 1:56:08relax. We we come off the gas pedal a
  3636. 1:56:11little bit. We can still do things, but
  3637. 1:56:14we are actually because of the way that
  3638. 1:56:16vision and time perception are linked,
  3639. 1:56:17we can actually see more. Motion
  3640. 1:56:20perception at the periphery gets better,
  3641. 1:56:22obviously, cuz you're not looking
  3642. 1:56:23through a soda straw, you're looking
  3643. 1:56:24through in kind of panorama. But you are
  3644. 1:56:27less able to recruit a lot of energy to
  3645. 1:56:30one one location. There are a lot of
  3646. 1:56:31examples of this in the animal world
  3647. 1:56:33that I could spell out in this this
  3648. 1:56:35scenario focused on for a long time, but
  3649. 1:56:36we we won't go there. The myth of the
  3650. 1:56:39Cyclops is in part, okay, is in part
  3651. 1:56:42about a creature
  3652. 1:56:43who only has soda straw vision
  3653. 1:56:47and therefore is constantly angry and
  3654. 1:56:49that anger is actually what leads to its
  3655. 1:56:52demise. It can't see the big picture and
  3656. 1:56:54so So can be defeated by something from
  3657. 1:56:56the periphery.
  3658. 1:56:57>> this.
  3659. 1:56:58>> And so yeah, I thought you might like
  3660. 1:56:59this. I thought you might [laughter]
  3661. 1:57:00like this. So what I'd like to know is
  3662. 1:57:02even with your head under water, but
  3663. 1:57:03maybe even in the routines of daily
  3664. 1:57:05life, do you ever find yourself thinking
  3665. 1:57:07about big picture,
  3666. 1:57:09>> Mhm. [clears throat]
  3667. 1:57:10>> soda straw view, tunnel vision versus
  3668. 1:57:12kind of dialing as a dynamic process
  3669. 1:57:14because people in martial arts use this
  3670. 1:57:17as a way to
  3671. 1:57:18um slow time perception down in order to
  3672. 1:57:21or speed it up in order to control
  3673. 1:57:23aspects of the fight? You're somewhat
  3674. 1:57:25limited under water into what you can
  3675. 1:57:27see, but
  3676. 1:57:28like you said that focusing just on the
  3677. 1:57:29stroke in the moment
  3678. 1:57:31is sort of the mental equivalent of the
  3679. 1:57:33soda straw view,
  3680. 1:57:35but if you don't keep the big picture in
  3681. 1:57:36mind, that pain in your shoulder and the
  3682. 1:57:39perception of it can grow to the point
  3683. 1:57:40where it can become disabling. So
  3684. 1:57:42there's some utility in being able to
  3685. 1:57:44dynamically switch back and forth.
  3686. 1:57:46>> Now that you said that, I've never
  3687. 1:57:48thought about it like that. I love the
  3688. 1:57:50Cyclops myth. I love I'm using that.
  3689. 1:57:51That's amazing. But I I absolutely do
  3690. 1:57:54that. So on the Yukon swim, for
  3691. 1:57:56instance, that was the the world's
  3692. 1:57:57longest non-stop river swim just down
  3693. 1:57:59the Yukon and there were times where I
  3694. 1:58:01just wanted to take everything in and I
  3695. 1:58:03sat there and I'm eating a banana. I'm
  3696. 1:58:05like, "Wow." And I don't know whether
  3697. 1:58:06that's switching on the parasympathetic
  3698. 1:58:08nervous system. You're relaxing,
  3699. 1:58:09enjoying it. This is all amazing. And
  3700. 1:58:11then there was other times like for
  3701. 1:58:13instance, like during the night and the
  3702. 1:58:15temperature just plummeted,
  3703. 1:58:17I was like, "That is sympathetic
  3704. 1:58:19nervous. That is fight or flight and I
  3705. 1:58:21am not taking in anything." Like these
  3706. 1:58:24amazing scenes, people would go to me,
  3707. 1:58:26"Oh my god, Ross, did you see the moose?
  3708. 1:58:27Did you see the bear?" You know, so I'm
  3709. 1:58:29just like, "No.
  3710. 1:58:30I am just staring at the bottom of the
  3711. 1:58:33river and at best out of my peripheral
  3712. 1:58:36vision, I'm just making sure that I've
  3713. 1:58:37got a high elbow catch and I'm ripping
  3714. 1:58:39through the water. I've just gone full
  3715. 1:58:41Cyclops mode." Like that is what I'm
  3716. 1:58:43doing. And I've never thought about it,
  3717. 1:58:44but that's exactly what I was doing.
  3718. 1:58:45Yeah. And I don't know I'm trying to
  3719. 1:58:47think of another example I've done that,
  3720. 1:58:48but certainly swimming, that is exactly
  3721. 1:58:50what I do. You know, that there's times
  3722. 1:58:52when I look head above the water having
  3723. 1:58:54a banana taking it all in in Iceland
  3724. 1:58:56looking at the fjords and then there's
  3725. 1:58:58times where it's just like no no no no.
  3726. 1:58:59It is just you are dialed in Cyclops
  3727. 1:59:02mode.
  3728. 1:59:03>> Yeah, a friend of mine who's from a
  3729. 1:59:05military group overseas, I won't say
  3730. 1:59:07which, told me that part of the training
  3731. 1:59:09that they receive in
  3732. 1:59:11close quarter combat where they
  3733. 1:59:14encounter somebody and they realize that
  3734. 1:59:16it's it's going to be close quarter
  3735. 1:59:17combat and it's life or death on the
  3736. 1:59:19line
  3737. 1:59:20is that the mental [clears throat] set
  3738. 1:59:22that's required to do that is recruited
  3739. 1:59:24immediately, right? In the presence of a
  3740. 1:59:25real threat. But in training it, they
  3741. 1:59:27have them actually like contract their
  3742. 1:59:30gaze and he he showed me it was actually
  3743. 1:59:32really eerie. Like he stared right at me
  3744. 1:59:34and he brought his eyes into it and you
  3745. 1:59:35could see his you could feel his entire
  3746. 1:59:39autonomic tone change. And then he
  3747. 1:59:41stopped and he said, "I don't like that
  3748. 1:59:42feeling." I'm like, "Why?" He's like,
  3749. 1:59:43"Because it's He said, 'I I'm not going
  3750. 1:59:46to kill you, but it's it's this moment
  3751. 1:59:48where you you crossed you deliberately
  3752. 1:59:50crossed over to a point where you're
  3753. 1:59:51like you're going to you're you're going
  3754. 1:59:53to try and kill this person." And so it
  3755. 1:59:54has a you know, it's it's a risky
  3756. 1:59:56endeavor to go into these trenches,
  3757. 1:59:57right? But it seems to be a hardwired
  3758. 2:00:00aspect of animal visual systems, human
  3759. 2:00:04visual systems. I often think about how
  3760. 2:00:06media is trying to recruit our absolute
  3761. 2:00:09focus and get us to forget everything
  3762. 2:00:10else so that we are like mindlessly
  3763. 2:00:12trudge forward in anger and and how to
  3764. 2:00:14overcome that. It's
  3765. 2:00:16But then again, this is powerful. It's
  3766. 2:00:17led to self and protection of affiliate
  3767. 2:00:21self.
  3768. 2:00:22>> But it is that. It's the same with
  3769. 2:00:23sharks as well when just about to attack
  3770. 2:00:24and then they roll back their eyes
  3771. 2:00:26protecting. But it's the I suppose
  3772. 2:00:28similar in that their physiology when
  3773. 2:00:30they're dialed in, you can see certainly
  3774. 2:00:32with the great whites there was behavior
  3775. 2:00:34where you were like, "We're okay." And
  3776. 2:00:36then there was times where the the much
  3777. 2:00:38more experienced divers were like,
  3778. 2:00:40"Ross, head on a swivel. I don't like
  3779. 2:00:41that tiger shark." I'm like, "What do
  3780. 2:00:43you mean?"
  3781. 2:00:43>> Every other behavior is excluded in
  3782. 2:00:45favor of of just predation.
  3783. 2:00:47And then
  3784. 2:00:48>> the most the most dramatic and and in my
  3785. 2:00:50opinion cool example of this is that in
  3786. 2:00:52a species that
  3787. 2:00:54you no doubt swam with millions of them
  3788. 2:00:58in the English Channel, which are the
  3789. 2:00:59cuttlefish. Cuttlefish are cephalopods
  3790. 2:01:01like octopuses. I used to have these in
  3791. 2:01:03my lab and they swim around with their
  3792. 2:01:05eyes on the sides of their heads in this
  3793. 2:01:07kind of like benevolent but a little bit
  3794. 2:01:10paranoid state where they have near 360°
  3795. 2:01:13vision. They can see very far back
  3796. 2:01:14because they are a prey animal. They
  3797. 2:01:16have no skeleton to protect them, right?
  3798. 2:01:17They have their cuttlebone to allow them
  3799. 2:01:19to float. But they're basically a a
  3800. 2:01:20protein snack.
  3801. 2:01:22But if they see something that they want
  3802. 2:01:24to eat, their eyes translocate to the
  3803. 2:01:26front. They completely change in their
  3804. 2:01:28patterns on of of
  3805. 2:01:30it's not not even camouflage any longer,
  3806. 2:01:32the chromophores, and they become depth
  3807. 2:01:35perception dependent hunters. I used to
  3808. 2:01:37study this in my lab in San Diego and
  3809. 2:01:39and it's just a remarkable thing to see
  3810. 2:01:41this like sweet little hubble pod of an
  3811. 2:01:43underwater little benevolent monkey turn
  3812. 2:01:45into a like a vicious vicious killer.
  3813. 2:01:47And the translocation of the eyes
  3814. 2:01:49happens first.
  3815. 2:01:51And so this is it's a real thing.
  3816. 2:01:53>> Yeah.
  3817. 2:01:53>> It it recruits all sorts of machinery in
  3818. 2:01:55the brain and body and it also just
  3819. 2:01:57shuts down like, "Nope. This is not time
  3820. 2:01:59to do anything else except
  3821. 2:02:01>> I love that. Yeah, I what I love about
  3822. 2:02:03this is that it's again, it's the
  3823. 2:02:04berserker. It's this idea of like nature
  3824. 2:02:06leaves clues and you know, success
  3825. 2:02:08leaves clues. Biomimicry and just going,
  3826. 2:02:10"Right, but we've lost that." I think,
  3827. 2:02:12you know, we humans have lost certain
  3828. 2:02:14things. But this is amazing just to go,
  3829. 2:02:15"I'm going to switch this on." Like, you
  3830. 2:02:17know, the cuttlefish, that's what I'm
  3831. 2:02:18going to do. Yeah, I love that. I'm
  3832. 2:02:20actually I'm going to next time I swim,
  3833. 2:02:21I'm going to I'll message you. I'm going
  3834. 2:02:22to purposely do that as well. I always
  3835. 2:02:24control all the variables on my swim. So
  3836. 2:02:26I know exactly, you know, I've got my
  3837. 2:02:28lane. I know the distance. I know the
  3838. 2:02:29water temp everything. And I'm just
  3839. 2:02:31going to start experimenting with this.
  3840. 2:02:33Maybe as well, I love like for me, and
  3841. 2:02:35this is a whole other discussion, but
  3842. 2:02:36even playing with like caffeine on the
  3843. 2:02:39Yukon swim, we were getting into the
  3844. 2:02:40grams towards the end, you know, of the
  3845. 2:02:42swim. And that again, it just
  3846. 2:02:46enabled me to just be so much happier
  3847. 2:02:48doing such a mundane task and looking at
  3848. 2:02:50the bottom of the sea. But if I punch
  3849. 2:02:52like just dark clouds, I'm struggling,
  3850. 2:02:55my shoulders are hurting. 400 mg of
  3851. 2:02:57caffeine, 15 minutes later, life's not
  3852. 2:02:59so bad. This is I'm just ripping through
  3853. 2:03:01the water. Do you do you find that that
  3854. 2:03:03you can almost
  3855. 2:03:05Yeah, you can biohack. You could Yeah,
  3856. 2:03:06okay.
  3857. 2:03:07>> There are stimulants like caffeine that
  3858. 2:03:10are incredibly powerful in that way. I
  3859. 2:03:12love caffeine. I have a high caffeine
  3860. 2:03:14tolerance, so I can do that. You know,
  3861. 2:03:16things like nicotine which I've
  3862. 2:03:17experimented with the problem I have is
  3863. 2:03:19that it really sets up a very quick
  3864. 2:03:22dependence.
  3865. 2:03:23>> Mhm.
  3866. 2:03:23>> Like I start to crave it and it's a
  3867. 2:03:25quick up and down for me. Some people
  3868. 2:03:27don't mind that. For me, it's it's not a
  3869. 2:03:29great tool.
  3870. 2:03:30>> Faster than caffeine, so short half
  3871. 2:03:31life.
  3872. 2:03:32>> faster.
  3873. 2:03:33>> And and maybe it's the way I'm doing it
  3874. 2:03:34or the way I metabolize it and so on.
  3875. 2:03:36Occasionally, I'll take like a a
  3876. 2:03:37milligram or two in a workout, but then
  3877. 2:03:39I notice I get very tired post-workout
  3878. 2:03:41>> Mhm.
  3879. 2:03:42>> in a way that I don't if I don't take
  3880. 2:03:43it. So I I prefer to keep nicotine as a
  3881. 2:03:46oral nicotine, you know, so not smoking
  3882. 2:03:48or vaping, dipping, or snuffing, but you
  3883. 2:03:49know, like the the the lozenges or
  3884. 2:03:51something or as a every once in a while
  3885. 2:03:54every once in a great while tool as
  3886. 2:03:56opposed to an everyday tool. Caffeine's
  3887. 2:03:57an everyday thing unless I'm carrying
  3888. 2:03:59some sort of like respiratory infection
  3889. 2:04:02or something which case I cut it out
  3890. 2:04:03which is probably half of the misery I
  3891. 2:04:04experience while on that respiratory
  3892. 2:04:06>> Yeah.
  3893. 2:04:07>> infection which just makes it so much
  3894. 2:04:08better when you come back. Caffeine is a
  3895. 2:04:10beautiful thing. I I [laughter] I I back
  3896. 2:04:13it and it backs me. So
  3897. 2:04:16>> I agree. Any anything else? I I think I
  3898. 2:04:17heard you you talk about alpha GPC as
  3899. 2:04:19well.
  3900. 2:04:20>> Yeah, as a as a milder alternative to
  3901. 2:04:23nicotine. The one advantage of alpha GPC
  3902. 2:04:25is that is if you're going to work out
  3903. 2:04:27late in the day
  3904. 2:04:28>> Yeah.
  3905. 2:04:28>> and you need [clears throat] to sleep a
  3906. 2:04:29few hours later, it does have a sort of
  3907. 2:04:31quote unquote stimulant effect, but it
  3908. 2:04:33actually can increase the amount of REM
  3909. 2:04:35sleep you get as opposed to
  3910. 2:04:37mess with your sleep like a lot of
  3911. 2:04:39stimulants.
  3912. 2:04:39>> Right. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
  3913. 2:04:40>> If I do it too early in the day, then I
  3914. 2:04:42notice I get that late afternoon crash.
  3915. 2:04:44And so it's kind of quick up, quick
  3916. 2:04:45down. I mean, I've played around with
  3917. 2:04:47all the various things. Modafinil is too
  3918. 2:04:49stimulating for me. It It keeps me up
  3919. 2:04:51for days. There's some other things that
  3920. 2:04:53seem to work better. There's this
  3921. 2:04:55prescription drug Sunosi in small
  3922. 2:04:56amounts. But again, these are
  3923. 2:04:58it I find that if I use any of these
  3924. 2:05:01regularly besides caffeine,
  3925. 2:05:02>> Mhm.
  3926. 2:05:03>> it creates more problems than solutions.
  3927. 2:05:05So I I keep them as when really needed
  3928. 2:05:08tools.
  3929. 2:05:09>> Yeah, and and some good studies as well
  3930. 2:05:11around, you know, creatine. It's It's
  3931. 2:05:12this I've become fascinated with this
  3932. 2:05:13idea of almost um
  3933. 2:05:15discipline and motivation is something
  3934. 2:05:17you can supplement almost if you know
  3935. 2:05:18what to do with the right amounts. And I
  3936. 2:05:21think with creatine, there's some good
  3937. 2:05:22studies with sleep deprivation at the
  3938. 2:05:23moment. Do you Do you back those?
  3939. 2:05:25>> The best evidence says that creatine
  3940. 2:05:28puts water in your muscles, makes you
  3941. 2:05:30stronger as a consequence. I've been
  3942. 2:05:32taking it since I was like 17 with the
  3943. 2:05:34occasional wash out of a week or so for
  3944. 2:05:36whatever reason and then and then back
  3945. 2:05:38on it 10 g a day, you know, for so many
  3946. 2:05:41years now. But
  3947. 2:05:43in addition to those strength increasing
  3948. 2:05:44effects due to water volume in the
  3949. 2:05:46muscles, as at least my understanding,
  3950. 2:05:48is that if you're mildly or severely
  3951. 2:05:51sleep deprived, you can partially
  3952. 2:05:53partially rescue some cognitive function
  3953. 2:05:56and some maybe even some physical vigor
  3954. 2:05:57by taking 10 or even 20 g of creatine
  3955. 2:06:01the next morning. But of course, you
  3956. 2:06:03need to sleep at some point.
  3957. 2:06:04>> Mhm.
  3958. 2:06:04>> And and it's not a replacement for
  3959. 2:06:06sleep. But yeah, I think creatine's
  3960. 2:06:08great. I I don't think there's evidence
  3961. 2:06:09that it um
  3962. 2:06:11you know, makes hair fall out or
  3963. 2:06:12anything like that. Um and it's
  3964. 2:06:14inexpensive and seems safe, so I don't
  3965. 2:06:16see any reason not to. You Do you take
  3966. 2:06:18>> Yeah, yeah, yeah. Although I didn't on
  3967. 2:06:19the the Yukon swim. And then the study
  3968. 2:06:21came out with I certainly read it much
  3969. 2:06:23later. And so that's why I'm even
  3970. 2:06:25fascinated now with, you know, the next
  3971. 2:06:27um non-stop swim. I just I think we can
  3972. 2:06:29go further. You know, we we did 500
  3973. 2:06:31>> [laughter]
  3974. 2:06:31>> 510 km and I'm like, "Oh, there's things
  3975. 2:06:34now that I've learned that um whether
  3976. 2:06:36it's the tunnel vision as well with 20
  3977. 2:06:38mg of cat with creatine. I think there's
  3978. 2:06:40there's a bit of me that is just
  3979. 2:06:41fascinating. I I like to think of myself
  3980. 2:06:43as like a human guinea pig. And and now
  3981. 2:06:45like I said, we didn't do creatine on
  3982. 2:06:47the Yukon so not to say I raw dogged it,
  3983. 2:06:49but you know, I certainly there are
  3984. 2:06:51things that I could do in addition cuz
  3985. 2:06:53we mainly did it on on caffeine. I think
  3986. 2:06:56you know, Alpha-GPC, Cognizin as well,
  3987. 2:06:58acetyl-choline. I think I I I I get on
  3988. 2:07:00really well with that. I find it's um a
  3989. 2:07:03nicer focus, not just kind of getting
  3990. 2:07:05all jittery. Tyrosine, L-tyrosine.
  3991. 2:07:07>> Yeah. As a precursor to dopamine,
  3992. 2:07:09huperzine, and the cholinergic pathway.
  3993. 2:07:12You're clearly illustrating a very
  3994. 2:07:13important point, which is one that has
  3995. 2:07:15been hard for me to get out into the
  3996. 2:07:17world because people tend to just grab
  3997. 2:07:19onto whatever is going to satisfy their
  3998. 2:07:20like desire to do or feel something. And
  3999. 2:07:24here's what I mean. I think it's
  4000. 2:07:26important and wonderful to find what one
  4001. 2:07:29can do with just great behaviors.
  4002. 2:07:32Right? Just great behaviors. Trying to
  4003. 2:07:34get the best sleep you can, nutrition,
  4004. 2:07:37training, social all social connection,
  4005. 2:07:39sunlight, all the things that now are
  4006. 2:07:40kind of commonplace out there and people
  4007. 2:07:42know. Then perhaps one experiments with
  4008. 2:07:45caffeine and no caffeine. I tried
  4009. 2:07:46caffeine, I'm never going back. Okay?
  4010. 2:07:49Maybe creatine n- first time in forever,
  4011. 2:07:52maybe only as a tool to use later when
  4012. 2:07:55you want to level up. I mean, figuring
  4013. 2:07:56out what you can do without these sup-
  4014. 2:07:58these literally supplements, I think can
  4015. 2:08:01be very useful. And then at some point
  4016. 2:08:03and and this is also true for PEDs,
  4017. 2:08:05right? For just being really honest, you
  4018. 2:08:07know, I've been honest about this for
  4019. 2:08:09years although some people argue I've
  4020. 2:08:10only been coming clean about this
  4021. 2:08:12recently, but since since I started the
  4022. 2:08:14podcast and I had a podcast with Derek
  4023. 2:08:17from More Plates More Dates, I've said,
  4024. 2:08:18"Yeah, until age 45 I didn't touch any
  4025. 2:08:21any
  4026. 2:08:23ex- uh exogenous hormones whatsoever."
  4027. 2:08:25And I got to a certain point and felt
  4028. 2:08:26great, but then I wanted to experiment,
  4029. 2:08:28so I started with what is for me a true
  4030. 2:08:30micro dose. Plus taking HCG to maintain
  4031. 2:08:33fertility and it's been great. And I
  4032. 2:08:34haven't had to increase that dose much.
  4033. 2:08:36I've played around with it a little bit,
  4034. 2:08:37but I found that lower is better for me.
  4035. 2:08:39Okay? To each their own. Work with a
  4036. 2:08:41doctor. But when I hear about people
  4037. 2:08:43immediately getting on gear at age 20,
  4038. 2:08:4630, 40 in the absence of a clinical
  4039. 2:08:49need,
  4040. 2:08:51I'm like, you'll never really know what
  4041. 2:08:52you can do without it. You know, setting
  4042. 2:08:54aside drug-tested sport where there are
  4043. 2:08:56clear rules and regulations people
  4044. 2:08:57should abide by. Like, I just feel like
  4045. 2:09:00to really have confidence in one's
  4046. 2:09:02ability to train, to do things, you need
  4047. 2:09:05to figure out what you what you can do
  4048. 2:09:07with just behaviors.
  4049. 2:09:09You're pretty heavily muscled, so people
  4050. 2:09:12are going to default to that. They're
  4051. 2:09:13going to assume that it came about
  4052. 2:09:15through
  4053. 2:09:16gear. And that's just as it's an
  4054. 2:09:18unfortunate thing that people do that.
  4055. 2:09:19So, you want to talk about that for a
  4056. 2:09:20moment? What's your response to that?
  4057. 2:09:22>> Yeah, yeah. It's actually interesting.
  4058. 2:09:24We can go through my blood work as well.
  4059. 2:09:25I'd actually, whether we do it on air or
  4060. 2:09:27off, it would be amazing to get your
  4061. 2:09:28opinion on it. Um but I think for me,
  4062. 2:09:30I'm just well aware that I'm a really
  4063. 2:09:32strange swimmer. So, I started swimming
  4064. 2:09:35really early on.
  4065. 2:09:36I think at the age of like 13, 14 at the
  4066. 2:09:38English Institute of Sport, they look at
  4067. 2:09:40your parents and they just sort of go,
  4068. 2:09:42You're not going to grow anymore.
  4069. 2:09:43>> They look at your parents?
  4070. 2:09:44>> Yeah, yeah, yeah, for sure.
  4071. 2:09:45>> believe in genetics?
  4072. 2:09:47>> For sure, yeah. My my parents weren't
  4073. 2:09:48very tall.
  4074. 2:09:50And I'm 41 now, I'm still waiting for my
  4075. 2:09:51growth spurt.
  4076. 2:09:53And so, they were like, "Look, Ross,
  4077. 2:09:54it's it's not going to happen for you as
  4078. 2:09:55a competitive swimmer, competitive pool
  4079. 2:09:57swimmer." I was like, "Okay, fine." So,
  4080. 2:09:59I ended up playing water polo. I played
  4081. 2:10:00for England schoolboys. I played
  4082. 2:10:02internationally. Loved that as well
  4083. 2:10:04because it allowed me to use swimming,
  4084. 2:10:06but also not to say I like to fight, but
  4085. 2:10:09it was just it was nice that in swimming
  4086. 2:10:11if I lost, I'd just be like, "Oh, well
  4087. 2:10:13done, you beat me." Whereas in water
  4088. 2:10:14polo, you can do something about it. You
  4089. 2:10:16can get into a fight. You can kind of
  4090. 2:10:17grab
  4091. 2:10:17>> You scratch each other with your
  4092. 2:10:18toenails. I heard they do that.
  4093. 2:10:20>> Yeah, I mean,
  4094. 2:10:21famously, it was Hungary versus the
  4095. 2:10:24Soviet Union. I want to say Melbourne
  4096. 2:10:27Olympics and famous
  4097. 2:10:31event. It was called Blood in the Water
  4098. 2:10:32and they were basically at war.
  4099. 2:10:36Drew each other in the semi-final and
  4100. 2:10:38honestly, Andrew, like some of the
  4101. 2:10:39pictures just people coming out covered
  4102. 2:10:41in blood. The water turned red cuz they
  4103. 2:10:43just went in there. Hungary won, I
  4104. 2:10:45believe it was 4-0,
  4105. 2:10:47but just brutal.
  4106. 2:10:49>> Now these days they'd probably stop it
  4107. 2:10:51because it would
  4108. 2:10:52offend people's sensibilities.
  4109. 2:10:54>> Yeah, it's I mean, it's still bad. It's
  4110. 2:10:56yeah, well, but but I loved it again,
  4111. 2:10:58that stress inoculation training. But
  4112. 2:11:00but to go back to the examples, and then
  4113. 2:11:01I played water polo and I remember I was
  4114. 2:11:03playing for
  4115. 2:11:04England schoolboys under 18 at the age
  4116. 2:11:06of 13. So I was the wrong side of
  4117. 2:11:08puberty. So I just got beaten up. Coach
  4118. 2:11:10was just like, "Look, you need to get
  4119. 2:11:11bigger, Ross. You need to get stronger."
  4120. 2:11:13So I've been weight training since I was
  4121. 2:11:1513 and I think
  4122. 2:11:17that coupled with a period as well where
  4123. 2:11:19I was fortunate
  4124. 2:11:20so many of my friends compete in World's
  4125. 2:11:21Strongest Man. So I went through a
  4126. 2:11:23period as well of just getting crazy
  4127. 2:11:25strong, looking into that. I was lifting
  4128. 2:11:27with the Stoltman brothers, world's
  4129. 2:11:28strongest brothers, Tom Stoltman, three
  4130. 2:11:30times world's strongest man, Eddie Hall,
  4131. 2:11:32first guy to deadlift, you know, half a
  4132. 2:11:33ton, world's strongest man. So it was
  4133. 2:11:35really interesting how I then went
  4134. 2:11:37through years and years of strength
  4135. 2:11:39training, hypertrophy,
  4136. 2:11:41but then came back into swimming so much
  4137. 2:11:43later. So I think that is partly why
  4138. 2:11:45I've got the strange physique that I do
  4139. 2:11:48and it confuses lots of people cuz they
  4140. 2:11:49they're like, "You're not built like I'm
  4141. 2:11:50swimming." I'm like, "No, no, no, I'm
  4142. 2:11:51not, but I'm 41 and if you look back
  4143. 2:11:54over my sporting career, my strange
  4144. 2:11:56resume, there's a reason for my strange
  4145. 2:11:58physique."
  4146. 2:11:59>> And so you do a fair amount of strength
  4147. 2:12:01training. Does that mean pure strength,
  4148. 2:12:02like training in the, you know, one to
  4149. 2:12:04four rep range, not trying to grow your
  4150. 2:12:06muscles, not going to failure, but going
  4151. 2:12:08close to it, lot of volume? This is how
  4152. 2:12:10I understand sort of optimal strength
  4153. 2:12:12training protocols, frequent sessions,
  4154. 2:12:14and so on.
  4155. 2:12:15>> Exactly that as well. And and a huge fan
  4156. 2:12:17of Cam McEvoy. So he's the current 50
  4157. 2:12:19meter freestyle world record holder. It
  4158. 2:12:21was London 2012. He was the the golden
  4159. 2:12:24boy of Australian swimming. Didn't quite
  4160. 2:12:26perform how he wanted to. So fell out of
  4161. 2:12:28love with swimming.
  4162. 2:12:29Then COVID happened and he was just
  4163. 2:12:32like, ah, you know, I I don't think I'm
  4164. 2:12:33going to go back to swimming, but I like
  4165. 2:12:35calisthenics. I like rock climbing. He
  4166. 2:12:37started doing that, got really strong as
  4167. 2:12:39well. And now we know there's a direct
  4168. 2:12:40correlation between your one rep max on
  4169. 2:12:42pull-ups and your swim sprint speed as
  4170. 2:12:44well. So Cam now, he was drilling
  4171. 2:12:47technique and doing honestly, Andrew,
  4172. 2:12:49like speed reps with 80 kilos between
  4173. 2:12:51his legs. And he just got crazy strong,
  4174. 2:12:54even holding like a front lever as well
  4175. 2:12:56cuz he was like, that's kind of the same
  4176. 2:12:57as swimming. So he taught himself this.
  4177. 2:13:00Basically coming out of COVID, somebody
  4178. 2:13:02then joked and went, ah, there's a local
  4179. 2:13:03swim gala. You should You should dust
  4180. 2:13:05off the goggles and the speedo just get
  4181. 2:13:07in and see how good you are. And so for
  4182. 2:13:09a joke, he was like, ah, look, I'm going
  4183. 2:13:11to turn up and see if I still got it. He
  4184. 2:13:13got in and ripped a personal best.
  4185. 2:13:15Everyone was like, oh. So he basically
  4186. 2:13:18completely changed his training where
  4187. 2:13:20there was a huge emphasis on strength,
  4188. 2:13:22speed and power. Now he's a 50 meter
  4189. 2:13:24specialist, recently got into the 100 as
  4190. 2:13:26well. But I think the one thing that I
  4191. 2:13:28have taken from that is that idea of
  4192. 2:13:29your strength reserve.
  4193. 2:13:31So now I'm drilling my one rep max on
  4194. 2:13:34pull-ups knowing that as that improves,
  4195. 2:13:37then all of a sudden when I'm swimming,
  4196. 2:13:39swimming almost being a unilateral form
  4197. 2:13:41of a lat pull-down with each arm, every
  4198. 2:13:44single stroke and the force that I
  4199. 2:13:45generate is a smaller percentage of what
  4200. 2:13:48I'm capable of because I have a larger
  4201. 2:13:50one rep max on pull-ups as well.
  4202. 2:13:51>> Got it.
  4203. 2:13:52>> One of the best examples of strength
  4204. 2:13:53reserve, I was talking about this
  4205. 2:13:55earlier, but but but Eddie Hall. So
  4206. 2:13:57Eddie went into a CrossFit competition.
  4207. 2:13:59I forget the name of the award, but
  4208. 2:14:00there was a record and it was basically
  4209. 2:14:0260 kilos on the bar. When you look at
  4210. 2:14:04CrossFit as a poetic and technique sort
  4211. 2:14:06of clean to the chest and then it was a
  4212. 2:14:08push press.
  4213. 2:14:10But because Eddie is Eddie Hall, and
  4214. 2:14:12because he's so strong, it was more akin
  4215. 2:14:16to just a front delt raise.
  4216. 2:14:17>> [laughter]
  4217. 2:14:18>> Maybe an upright row, but he just like
  4218. 2:14:20picked up the bar and just went one,
  4219. 2:14:21two, and just did it like that. And
  4220. 2:14:23again, it was because he just had a
  4221. 2:14:24crazy strength reserve. 60 kilos for him
  4222. 2:14:28was so light because he was so strong.
  4223. 2:14:31So, that's the reason I still strength
  4224. 2:14:32train now. It's this idea very much
  4225. 2:14:33inspired by, you know, Eddie Hall, Cam
  4226. 2:14:35McEvoy, the strength reserve. When I'm
  4227. 2:14:37training mechanotransduction, my
  4228. 2:14:39connective tissue is really, really
  4229. 2:14:40strong, but also because my one-rep max
  4230. 2:14:42on pull-ups is so strong, every single
  4231. 2:14:44stroke is a smaller percentage of what
  4232. 2:14:47I'm capable of.
  4233. 2:14:47>> Interesting.
  4234. 2:14:49Um I love to run, and I love to lift,
  4235. 2:14:51and I find that if I'm lifting in sort
  4236. 2:14:53of middle rep range, so 6 to 12
  4237. 2:14:57repetitions, uh close to or to failure,
  4238. 2:15:01I find that my runs suffer.
  4239. 2:15:03>> Mhm.
  4240. 2:15:04>> Um the recovery suffers, but I'm playing
  4241. 2:15:07with the idea that pure strength
  4242. 2:15:09training and endurance training might
  4243. 2:15:11actually fit pretty well together. Is
  4244. 2:15:13that your experience, or am I going to
  4245. 2:15:15am I setting myself up for additional
  4246. 2:15:17frustration?
  4247. 2:15:18>> I personally think yes, like absolutely.
  4248. 2:15:20I I I I think, even when you're looking
  4249. 2:15:23now, um uh
  4250. 2:15:24like Michael Johnson, can you remember
  4251. 2:15:26he had that amazing running technique?
  4252. 2:15:28But we now understand that even though
  4253. 2:15:30that was potentially shortening his
  4254. 2:15:31stride, it was increasing the amount of
  4255. 2:15:33force he could generate through each
  4256. 2:15:35foot. And we now know that's a greater
  4257. 2:15:36predictor of of speed as well. So, I
  4258. 2:15:38think that's so interesting that
  4259. 2:15:40drilling down into your strength, I
  4260. 2:15:42think, one will help you generate more
  4261. 2:15:44force per stride, but but also as well,
  4262. 2:15:46even hold efficient biomechanics.
  4263. 2:15:48>> Mhm.
  4264. 2:15:48>> I think that's overlooked as well. Yeah,
  4265. 2:15:50so I personally think they complement
  4266. 2:15:52each other really well.
  4267. 2:15:53>> How many days a week are you doing are
  4268. 2:15:56you lifting?
  4269. 2:15:56>> At the moment, because I'm sort of
  4270. 2:15:58off-season, uh pretty much like 5 days a
  4271. 2:16:01week.
  4272. 2:16:01>> Okay. And um are you doing the same
  4273. 2:16:04lifts on multiple days? So,
  4274. 2:16:06or same muscle groups on multiple days.
  4275. 2:16:08>> Quite similar. Yeah, yeah. So, I'm
  4276. 2:16:09almost trying to do like the Bulgarian
  4277. 2:16:11training method but for swimming with
  4278. 2:16:15with one rep max on pull-ups, if that
  4279. 2:16:17makes sense. So, I'm very aware that the
  4280. 2:16:18Bulgarian training method, you know,
  4281. 2:16:20they broke more champions than they
  4282. 2:16:22made. You know, they were like, "You are
  4283. 2:16:23going to lift heavy 365 days of the
  4284. 2:16:25year, 7 hours a day." You know, and they
  4285. 2:16:27were just breaking kids and go, "All
  4286. 2:16:29right, that one's broken. That one's
  4287. 2:16:30broken." But, the one who could tolerate
  4288. 2:16:33it
  4289. 2:16:34was a world champion, was a world record
  4290. 2:16:35holder. I, through so many years now,
  4291. 2:16:39I I am quite lucky that I do have quite
  4292. 2:16:41a high work capacity. So, work capacity,
  4293. 2:16:42your your body's ability to perform and
  4294. 2:16:44positively tolerate training at a given
  4295. 2:16:45intensity or duration. And so, I just
  4296. 2:16:48respond really well to just being
  4297. 2:16:50flogged with volume. And so, I'm almost
  4298. 2:16:52doing these still long aerobic sessions
  4299. 2:16:55when swimming, but also almost spamming
  4300. 2:16:57it with a Bulgarian-inspired
  4301. 2:16:59training method of of strength training,
  4302. 2:17:01as well.
  4303. 2:17:01>> How long are those workouts in the gym
  4304. 2:17:04from when you walk in until you walk
  4305. 2:17:05out?
  4306. 2:17:06>> The strength session itself can be 45
  4307. 2:17:08minutes long because it is just pure
  4308. 2:17:10strength, your body's ability to
  4309. 2:17:11generate force. And even when we're
  4310. 2:17:12doing plyometrics, you don't want to be
  4311. 2:17:14doing a lot. A great friend of mine,
  4312. 2:17:15Linford Christie, I still believe he's
  4313. 2:17:17the oldest 100-meter champion.
  4314. 2:17:20It took me a while when learning about
  4315. 2:17:22speed and plyometrics because I always
  4316. 2:17:24thought more was better, as is my
  4317. 2:17:26nature. And Linford would be like, "Go
  4318. 2:17:29home, Ross. You're actually drilling bad
  4319. 2:17:31technique now. You're done." And so,
  4320. 2:17:33it's very much inspired by that on my
  4321. 2:17:35strength sessions, I'm making sure that
  4322. 2:17:37everything is dialed in and they're
  4323. 2:17:38perfect they're 45 minutes long. Any
  4324. 2:17:39longer and you're just drilling bad
  4325. 2:17:41technique, you're not actually training
  4326. 2:17:43strength anymore, certainly not speed
  4327. 2:17:45and power, as well. And I think one of
  4328. 2:17:47the biggest things that
  4329. 2:17:48I found recently, as well, is
  4330. 2:17:50a supra-isometric maximal holds, as
  4331. 2:17:53well. So, before my heavier lifts, let's
  4332. 2:17:56take pull-ups, for example. I'm doing
  4333. 2:17:58about 60 kilos at the moment, clean.
  4334. 2:18:01And so, what I'll sometimes put anywhere
  4335. 2:18:03between 80, 90, 100 kilos on the weight,
  4336. 2:18:07hold in an active hang,
  4337. 2:18:10only 3 seconds. So, you're not trying to
  4338. 2:18:11fatigue yourself. You're trying to
  4339. 2:18:13switch on the central nervous system,
  4340. 2:18:14neural [clears throat] priming.
  4341. 2:18:16Then jump down, take off the weight, put
  4342. 2:18:1860 kilos on, wait 2 minutes, so you're
  4343. 2:18:20not fatigued, you're just switched on.
  4344. 2:18:22And what I found is then when I rip, I
  4345. 2:18:24will just pull through 60 kilos. And
  4346. 2:18:26that's been one of the biggest things
  4347. 2:18:27that I've
  4348. 2:18:29found has has has really helped. And I'm
  4349. 2:18:31lucky cuz I can train at home, so I'm
  4350. 2:18:33able to do that. I think doing it at a
  4351. 2:18:35commercial gym, they're like, "Why has
  4352. 2:18:36he got all that weight and he's dangling
  4353. 2:18:38and then waiting 2 minutes and then
  4354. 2:18:39doing" But I'm very fortunate that I can
  4355. 2:18:41do that cuz I can train at home.
  4356. 2:18:42>> Yeah, I feel like the the Russians and
  4357. 2:18:44the Eastern Europeans uh certainly were
  4358. 2:18:46aware of the importance of the nervous
  4359. 2:18:48system for training, but I think it's
  4360. 2:18:49only in recent years that people like
  4361. 2:18:51Pavel Tsatsouline and others have really
  4362. 2:18:53brought to the United States and to
  4363. 2:18:55Western Europe and Australia, et cetera,
  4364. 2:18:57that this idea that the neural piece is
  4365. 2:19:00so important. We think strength, we
  4366. 2:19:03think muscles, we might think connective
  4367. 2:19:05tissue, but the neural piece uh being so
  4368. 2:19:07vital. Do you Do you mind if I ask um if
  4369. 2:19:10your split is uh such that on those five
  4370. 2:19:1445-minute um workouts per week right
  4371. 2:19:16now, anyway, are you doing pull-up work
  4372. 2:19:18every day of those five? Are you
  4373. 2:19:20pressing every day? Are you squatting
  4374. 2:19:22every day?
  4375. 2:19:23>> So bad, I do skip leg day. I just I just
  4376. 2:19:25don't need them for my swimming style
  4377. 2:19:26I'm doing. Uh so often I say, you know,
  4378. 2:19:28make your body an instrument, not an
  4379. 2:19:29ornament. And you know, sometimes people
  4380. 2:19:31are like, "Oh, he skips leg day." I'm
  4381. 2:19:32like, "Yeah, I do. I I don't need them."
  4382. 2:19:34>> have
  4383. 2:19:35you have tree trunk legs, so you don't
  4384. 2:19:37You and Dorian, I mean, he obviously
  4385. 2:19:38trained them for years. You've trained
  4386. 2:19:39them before.
  4387. 2:19:41Yeah, so yeah, it's really frustrating
  4388. 2:19:42to those of us that actually have to
  4389. 2:19:44train our legs, but um
  4390. 2:19:46any direct grip work or not so much?
  4391. 2:19:48>> Yeah, yeah. And I think also what's
  4392. 2:19:49really important for me is when people
  4393. 2:19:51understand they go, "Oh, so you train
  4394. 2:19:53pull-ups 5 days a week." And it's like,
  4395. 2:19:56"Yeah, but but we're changing the
  4396. 2:19:57stimulus as well." So, some days it'll
  4397. 2:20:00be really heavy. The goal is to do a a
  4398. 2:20:02heavy one rep max or, you know, two to
  4399. 2:20:04three rep max on pull-ups. That is the
  4400. 2:20:06goal. And then equally, the next day
  4401. 2:20:08we'll do medicine ball slams, neural
  4402. 2:20:10priming, and then speed pull-ups for
  4403. 2:20:12instance. And then equally, we might do
  4404. 2:20:14slightly bigger volume. So, it's never
  4405. 2:20:16just drilling the same thing. You're
  4406. 2:20:18just playing around with the different
  4407. 2:20:20stimulus. The movements, the
  4408. 2:20:21biomechanics are the same, but you're
  4409. 2:20:23acquiring a different training stimulus.
  4410. 2:20:26>> I have a question about your significant
  4411. 2:20:27other.
  4412. 2:20:28It's interesting and wonderful that she
  4413. 2:20:30supports you in these arguably somewhat
  4414. 2:20:33or
  4415. 2:20:34very much dangerous endeavors, and you
  4416. 2:20:37guys have a child together. So, she's
  4417. 2:20:39vested clearly. But, a friend of mine
  4418. 2:20:42who
  4419. 2:20:43had a very high-risk, high-consequence
  4420. 2:20:45uh
  4421. 2:20:46a job for many years said that um his
  4422. 2:20:49wife, who's been his wife throughout all
  4423. 2:20:51of that and now into the current phase
  4424. 2:20:53of his life, which is a lot less
  4425. 2:20:54high-risk, high-consequence, um said
  4426. 2:20:56that if she didn't have to worry about
  4427. 2:20:57him, she'd have to worry about a lot of
  4428. 2:20:59other things. So, I you can't answer for
  4429. 2:21:01her, uh but I wonder whether when you
  4430. 2:21:04don't have one of these dangerous
  4431. 2:21:06pursuits, uh does her anxiety tend to
  4432. 2:21:09subside or does it tend to then like
  4433. 2:21:11wick out to other things? Because
  4434. 2:21:13the brain I say this for
  4435. 2:21:15ask for multiple reasons because the
  4436. 2:21:16brain likes to if we need to worry, we
  4437. 2:21:20need to worry about something. And if we
  4438. 2:21:22need to worry about something, it's we
  4439. 2:21:23can't worry about a lot of other things.
  4440. 2:21:25So, I could imagine it would there's a
  4441. 2:21:26certain advantageous piece to this.
  4442. 2:21:28>> I think there is. And cuz I I love the
  4443. 2:21:30work of Jordan Peterson when he's just
  4444. 2:21:31like, "Life is suffering. Life is going
  4445. 2:21:33to be horrible, so you might as well
  4446. 2:21:34pick your suffering." You know, with
  4447. 2:21:35Sisyphus, pick up the boulder. Do you
  4448. 2:21:37know what I mean? That that that I think
  4449. 2:21:40is is absolutely true. And I don't I
  4450. 2:21:43don't want to say that I'm, you know,
  4451. 2:21:44I'm a pleasant headache for her.
  4452. 2:21:46>> [laughter]
  4453. 2:21:46>> But, I do
  4454. 2:21:48think I certainly for me as well on the
  4455. 2:21:50swims,
  4456. 2:21:52people are like, "Oh, you know, it
  4457. 2:21:53sounds brutal, you know, 157 days at sea
  4458. 2:21:56swimming around Great Britain." But I'm
  4459. 2:21:58like, "But you got to understand, I
  4460. 2:21:59think I'm living like humans were always
  4461. 2:22:02meant to live." Like in that I'm not
  4462. 2:22:03spiking cortisol throughout the entire
  4463. 2:22:05day. I'm not thinking, "Oh, have I paid
  4464. 2:22:07the mortgage? Have I taxed the car? I've
  4465. 2:22:09got an email. Oh god, you know." None of
  4466. 2:22:11that. I wake up and life is so simple. I
  4467. 2:22:14just wake up and I've got two questions.
  4468. 2:22:16What is the tide doing and what's for
  4469. 2:22:18breakfast? That is it. And then I get in
  4470. 2:22:20and every 20 minutes throws a banana
  4471. 2:22:22over the boat and I eat it. Life is so
  4472. 2:22:24good. So I do think sometimes for me,
  4473. 2:22:27yeah, it's it's really nice. And may
  4474. 2:22:29maybe maybe for Hester as well in that
  4475. 2:22:31she wakes up and just go, "Okay, he's
  4476. 2:22:32still afloat." She looks on the marine
  4477. 2:22:34tracker like when I was going around
  4478. 2:22:35Iceland cuz she couldn't come out to the
  4479. 2:22:36boat. Obviously, she was heavily
  4480. 2:22:37pregnant. So she would just see the on
  4481. 2:22:39the marine tracker that the boat was
  4482. 2:22:40moving. So she'd wake up in the middle
  4483. 2:22:42of the night and go, "Okay, he's
  4484. 2:22:43moving." And then she'd go back to
  4485. 2:22:44sleep. God bless her. God bless her
  4486. 2:22:47indeed.
  4487. 2:22:48>> [laughter]
  4488. 2:22:49>> So, we've got
  4489. 2:22:51different spokes on the on the wheel of
  4490. 2:22:55motivation, tenacity, and throughput. Uh
  4491. 2:22:58we've got because I said I would, simply
  4492. 2:23:01because I said I would. We've got for
  4493. 2:23:03others, in particular for others that
  4494. 2:23:06you affiliate with strongly first and
  4495. 2:23:08once that box is checked, you can think
  4496. 2:23:10about the other others.
  4497. 2:23:12We've got in out of love, the pure joy
  4498. 2:23:15of doing the thing.
  4499. 2:23:16>> Yep.
  4500. 2:23:17>> And maybe also the love of your your
  4501. 2:23:19people or life, you know, we could
  4502. 2:23:21extend that in any way. F you, like
  4503. 2:23:24anger.
  4504. 2:23:24>> Yep. Yep.
  4505. 2:23:25>> Because you or they said I couldn't. We
  4506. 2:23:29covered that one. You sometimes hear
  4507. 2:23:31that people can be very motivated to do
  4508. 2:23:33something
  4509. 2:23:34because others can't. Mhm. Right? Yeah,
  4510. 2:23:38uh you often see this on social media in
  4511. 2:23:40fact and it's a it's a it's a very um
  4512. 2:23:43moving thing to see somebody who's, you
  4513. 2:23:45know, climbing a mountain because their
  4514. 2:23:47child is sick and they just, you know,
  4515. 2:23:50running the doing the triathlon because
  4516. 2:23:53somebody is impaired in some way and
  4517. 2:23:55they want to there's something there. Is
  4518. 2:23:58that one that you've touched into?
  4519. 2:23:59>> I would say that's probably
  4520. 2:24:01less so out of the space, but it is
  4521. 2:24:03there. Yeah, it's it is definitely
  4522. 2:24:05there. Um that you can do it because
  4523. 2:24:09others can't. That's that's the
  4524. 2:24:10sentiment. Yeah, it is. Yeah, I
  4525. 2:24:13[clears throat] think um
  4526. 2:24:15on on that note, I remember and then
  4527. 2:24:17maybe this is tied to us as well. And I
  4528. 2:24:20I can talk about it now without
  4529. 2:24:22getting upset, I think touch wood, but
  4530. 2:24:23my dad, like I said um 4 5 years ago now
  4531. 2:24:26when we lost him, it was uh stage 4
  4532. 2:24:29cancer. So it was um uh melanoma skin
  4533. 2:24:31melanoma and I remember he had been
  4534. 2:24:36diagnosed and he was an amazing tennis
  4535. 2:24:38coach. He he basically built tennis
  4536. 2:24:39centers up and down the UK.
  4537. 2:24:41Uh he taught uh wheelchair tennis, uh
  4538. 2:24:44visually impaired tennis. Sometimes he
  4539. 2:24:45would take to the tennis court and
  4540. 2:24:46blindfold himself he could play visually
  4541. 2:24:48impaired tennis. And when he was
  4542. 2:24:51diagnosed with with cancer that it had
  4543. 2:24:54spread so much in his legs um that it
  4544. 2:24:57was basically stopping him from running
  4545. 2:24:59and and and coaching.
  4546. 2:25:01And I got a phone call and I was like,
  4547. 2:25:03you know, dad's dad's fallen over uh
  4548. 2:25:05he's taken a really bad fall, come to
  4549. 2:25:06the hospital. So I ran to the hospital
  4550. 2:25:08and he was there, blood all down his
  4551. 2:25:10face. I am you know, choking back the
  4552. 2:25:12tears, trying to be strong and I was
  4553. 2:25:14like, "Dad, what have you done?" And he
  4554. 2:25:16goes, "No, no, no, don't be upset. I won
  4555. 2:25:17the point."
  4556. 2:25:18>> [laughter]
  4557. 2:25:19>> And I was like, "Right, okay. Amazing."
  4558. 2:25:21An hour later they then said, "Look, I'm
  4559. 2:25:23so sorry, Richard. The the the the
  4560. 2:25:25tumors have spread. Um you Now you can't
  4561. 2:25:28coach. We don't want you out on the
  4562. 2:25:30tennis court on your feet for 12 hours a
  4563. 2:25:32day coaching. You can't." And he
  4564. 2:25:35literally like did not skip a beat. He
  4565. 2:25:38just looked the doctor straight in the
  4566. 2:25:39eye and he just went, "That's not a
  4567. 2:25:40problem at all. We've got a great
  4568. 2:25:42wheelchair tennis coaching system down
  4569. 2:25:44there. I'll just get one of the
  4570. 2:25:45wheelchairs.
  4571. 2:25:46>> Wow.
  4572. 2:25:46>> And the very next day just bandaged up
  4573. 2:25:48his tumors and then just took to the
  4574. 2:25:49court and just played and continued to
  4575. 2:25:51coach in a wheelchair.
  4576. 2:25:52>> My goodness.
  4577. 2:25:53>> And I so I think to answer your
  4578. 2:25:54question, that having stories and
  4579. 2:25:56examples and mentors and heroes like
  4580. 2:25:58that, it was swimming going, there will
  4581. 2:26:01be a time maybe where I'm not able to do
  4582. 2:26:03this, but like my dad, you will find a
  4583. 2:26:05way to keep going. So I don't I don't
  4584. 2:26:06know if that's one of the spokes, but
  4585. 2:26:08that that was always a really really
  4586. 2:26:10powerful story that I always take with
  4587. 2:26:12me. You know, that that no matter how
  4588. 2:26:14bad things are, like my dad just took to
  4589. 2:26:16the tennis court just in a wheelchair,
  4590. 2:26:18just didn't skip a beat.
  4591. 2:26:20>> Yeah, so based on what you said and it's
  4592. 2:26:22a beautiful example, for those who can't
  4593. 2:26:24it's really about gratitude. It's the
  4594. 2:26:27beneath that parenthetically, it's
  4595. 2:26:31I can and therefore I will. It's like a
  4596. 2:26:33gratitude for what we can do.
  4597. 2:26:35Because if
  4598. 2:26:37we're dead, can't do these things.
  4599. 2:26:40>> percent. Yeah, I love what you said
  4600. 2:26:41about gratitude as well. So when we did
  4601. 2:26:43the Yukon swim for instance, the river
  4602. 2:26:45team that we had in the Yukon, basically
  4603. 2:26:46there's a there's a famous kayak race
  4604. 2:26:48that goes down the Yukon,
  4605. 2:26:50River Quest it's called. And I, upon
  4606. 2:26:52hearing about this, that's when I
  4607. 2:26:53reached out to the team who do the
  4608. 2:26:55safety for this particular thing. I
  4609. 2:26:56said, "Look, if you can kayak it, you
  4610. 2:26:58can swim it, right?" And this team, just
  4611. 2:27:00amazing Canadians, were just like,
  4612. 2:27:02"Yeah, in theory if you can escape the
  4613. 2:27:04rapids, the bears, the wolves, yeah, in
  4614. 2:27:06theory." So anyway, I was like, "Right,
  4615. 2:27:08okay, let's put together a team." They
  4616. 2:27:10put together a team, but they were
  4617. 2:27:11missing a few boats. And there was one
  4618. 2:27:13guy, Larry, who was amazing. He
  4619. 2:27:15basically turned around and said, "Look,
  4620. 2:27:17I'll come, but but you can have my boat,
  4621. 2:27:20but I'm going to be on it." And they
  4622. 2:27:21said, "Look, you are terminally ill.
  4623. 2:27:23This is a terrible idea. The doctors
  4624. 2:27:25have said, you know, you've literally
  4625. 2:27:27got weeks to live."
  4626. 2:27:28And he said, "No, no, no, no, no, I've
  4627. 2:27:30I've lived on this river for years." He
  4628. 2:27:32said, "You can have my boat, but I'm
  4629. 2:27:34going to be on it. I'm going going
  4630. 2:27:35steering the boat." So everyone
  4631. 2:27:36reluctantly was like, "Fine." Again,
  4632. 2:27:38Larry had weeks to live.
  4633. 2:27:40He then jumped on the boat. I was told
  4634. 2:27:42this story. He's on the boat with his
  4635. 2:27:43son, and for the next 70 hours we're
  4636. 2:27:45swimming down the Yukon. I am swimming,
  4637. 2:27:47hurting, shoulders are hurting,
  4638. 2:27:49hypothermia seeping into my bones,
  4639. 2:27:51everything. And every time I look, I
  4640. 2:27:53just see the silhouette of Larry, and he
  4641. 2:27:55is just cheering me on, just going,
  4642. 2:27:56"Let's go!" And I look over, I was just
  4643. 2:27:58like, "Ah! Like, how can I stop when
  4644. 2:28:01I've got Larry out here?" We finished
  4645. 2:28:03the swim, broke the record, we
  4646. 2:28:04celebrated. And then it was it was a few
  4647. 2:28:07we we put the documentary out on
  4648. 2:28:08YouTube. Um his son messaged me and was
  4649. 2:28:11just like, "Just so you're aware,
  4650. 2:28:12Larry's in in in hospital. Uh every
  4651. 2:28:14single doctor and nurse has been made to
  4652. 2:28:17watch the documentary on YouTube. He's
  4653. 2:28:19so proud." And I was just like, "Aw." I
  4654. 2:28:21had tears in my eyes, like a lump in my
  4655. 2:28:24throat, goose bumps. I was just like
  4656. 2:28:25that. And they just said, "You you don't
  4657. 2:28:27know. You gave him, you know, the last
  4658. 2:28:29great adventure of his career." Um and
  4659. 2:28:32he passed away shortly afterwards. And
  4660. 2:28:33again, I suppose it's that particular
  4661. 2:28:36sport that when I was swimming, I was
  4662. 2:28:38like, "Yeah, I'm I'm doing How can I How
  4663. 2:28:40can I stop when Larry's over there?" And
  4664. 2:28:42like, he was he was ah just an absolute
  4665. 2:28:44legend, yeah.
  4666. 2:28:46>> He's not genetically related to you, but
  4667. 2:28:48he becomes of you, like you guys are a
  4668. 2:28:50team.
  4669. 2:28:51>> Oh, yeah. And this is like the
  4670. 2:28:53>> Anyway, I don't have a like a really
  4671. 2:28:55well-developed framework for this, but
  4672. 2:28:56I'm going to try and
  4673. 2:28:58take some notes and diagram this, and we
  4674. 2:29:00can kick it back and forth after this,
  4675. 2:29:01and come up with something, [laughter]
  4676. 2:29:02cuz I feel like you're this uh the
  4677. 2:29:05shining example of all these different
  4678. 2:29:08moments of of accessing the different
  4679. 2:29:10spokes on this wheel of resilience. Um
  4680. 2:29:13I put a big question mark on one spoke.
  4681. 2:29:16Like, I kind of wonder, just for
  4682. 2:29:18entertainment purposes, is there ever a
  4683. 2:29:20moment you're like, "I actually don't
  4684. 2:29:21know why I'm doing this right now, but
  4685. 2:29:23I'm just going to keep going." Like Like
  4686. 2:29:24I don't have an answer. Everything is
  4687. 2:29:26great, or everything's Like just the
  4688. 2:29:28absurdity of it all. Like if you really
  4689. 2:29:30step back, like what you do, Ross, with
  4690. 2:29:32all due respect, is pretty absurd. It's
  4691. 2:29:35absurd. You don't have to do it. You can
  4692. 2:29:36do any number of different things, but
  4693. 2:29:37you feel compelled to do it. And it's a
  4694. 2:29:39beautiful, inspiring, and it and I'll
  4695. 2:29:42even say an important thing that you do
  4696. 2:29:46what what you in particular do. It
  4697. 2:29:48really is. But, do you ever step back
  4698. 2:29:49and just go like, I have no idea, but
  4699. 2:29:52I'm just going to keep pedaling here.
  4700. 2:29:54>> Do you know what? I love what you said
  4701. 2:29:56there because
  4702. 2:29:57kind of I don't know if this answers
  4703. 2:30:00your question, but you're aware of the
  4704. 2:30:01myth of Sisyphus? Yeah, so so for those
  4705. 2:30:04listening you don't so so so Sisyphus
  4706. 2:30:06was one of the the cleverest humans who
  4707. 2:30:07ever existed in ancient mythology. I was
  4708. 2:30:09able to outsmart the gods, and he even
  4709. 2:30:10chained up death at one point, which
  4710. 2:30:12made the gods really angry because
  4711. 2:30:13basically people were fighting wars, and
  4712. 2:30:16there were no no one was dying. So,
  4713. 2:30:17there was no souls going to the
  4714. 2:30:18underworld, so Hades was really pissed
  4715. 2:30:20off. Anyway, eventually he dies, and the
  4716. 2:30:22gods are just livid. They're like, look,
  4717. 2:30:24we're going to we're going to punish
  4718. 2:30:25you. And what we're going to do is we're
  4719. 2:30:26going to make you roll a boulder up a
  4720. 2:30:27hill for eternity. And just as it gets
  4721. 2:30:28to the top of the hill, it's going to
  4722. 2:30:30roll back down. And you're just going to
  4723. 2:30:31do that for eternity, just this like
  4724. 2:30:33absurd, like completely thankless task.
  4725. 2:30:37But, then it was Albert Camus, the
  4726. 2:30:38philosopher, who said he was able to
  4727. 2:30:39outsmart the gods one more time. And
  4728. 2:30:41that's if you imagine that Sisyphus was
  4729. 2:30:44smiling. And this is the part I love. He
  4730. 2:30:46said, because the struggle alone is
  4731. 2:30:48enough to fill a man's heart. And I
  4732. 2:30:50think for me, they've even coined the
  4733. 2:30:52phrase that that Sisyphus was the absurd
  4734. 2:30:54hero. And I I I think for me, swimming
  4735. 2:30:57sometimes I'm like, this is Sisyphus.
  4736. 2:30:59This is my boulder. You know, it's not
  4737. 2:31:01going anywhere. But,
  4738. 2:31:03the struggle alone is enough to fill a
  4739. 2:31:05man's heart. Does that answer the
  4740. 2:31:06question? Does one of the spokes?
  4741. 2:31:07>> Perfectly. [laughter]
  4742. 2:31:10>> Right. Sisyphus.
  4743. 2:31:12Swimming Sisyphus.
  4744. 2:31:14>> [laughter]
  4745. 2:31:14>> So, you identify with Sisyphus. It makes
  4746. 2:31:16perfect sense. Um, what about your
  4747. 2:31:18animal spirit? Uh, not to get woo here,
  4748. 2:31:20but uh, you smile a lot. I don't know if
  4749. 2:31:23that was always the case. I mean, you've
  4750. 2:31:25you've had some dark moments in your
  4751. 2:31:26life.
  4752. 2:31:27>> Oh, for sure. Yeah, I just I think I
  4753. 2:31:30love what you said earlier. Although
  4754. 2:31:32it's made me rethink it with the studies
  4755. 2:31:33that you mentioned, but I just think,
  4756. 2:31:35you know, the science of a smile. There
  4757. 2:31:36was one particular study where they had
  4758. 2:31:38cyclists cycle to complete exhaustion
  4759. 2:31:40and then they showed them these cues and
  4760. 2:31:41they were almost subliminal as well cuz
  4761. 2:31:43they were so quick at people smiling or
  4762. 2:31:45frowning.
  4763. 2:31:46>> familiar with that study.
  4764. 2:31:47>> And they they basically found that those
  4765. 2:31:49who were shown people of pictures of
  4766. 2:31:51people smiling were able to go to
  4767. 2:31:52exhaustion so much longer. So I think
  4768. 2:31:54upon hearing that, you know, I was like
  4769. 2:31:56I try to swim with the smile as much as
  4770. 2:31:58possible cuz otherwise I just find it's
  4771. 2:32:01just like I said, I think Chris
  4772. 2:32:03Williamson, you know, a mutual friend of
  4773. 2:32:04ours like he he said it best because I'm
  4774. 2:32:06a huge fan of Goggins. And I've heard
  4775. 2:32:08his stuff and I've tried it. So when I'm
  4776. 2:32:11swimming I'm like,
  4777. 2:32:12you're a little [ __ ] Ross. You know,
  4778. 2:32:14man what you doing? But after like 114
  4779. 2:32:18days I'm like,
  4780. 2:32:19>> [laughter]
  4781. 2:32:20>> don't be so mean.
  4782. 2:32:22So I've tried and Chris Williamson said
  4783. 2:32:23it almost like, you know, what you
  4784. 2:32:25putting in your car? Both work. Is it
  4785. 2:32:27diesel or is it petrol? Which one? And
  4786. 2:32:29so I've tried that and I still do use
  4787. 2:32:32some of that Goggins esque motivation,
  4788. 2:32:35but but sometimes I just need something
  4789. 2:32:37that's a bit gentler.
  4790. 2:32:38Yeah.
  4791. 2:32:39>> I've known David a while. I don't know
  4792. 2:32:41him very well, but I've known him since
  4793. 2:32:43before his book, the first book. And so
  4794. 2:32:45I can tell you he's always been exactly
  4795. 2:32:47the same outwardly, very kind,
  4796. 2:32:50unbelievably driven. You know, he sat in
  4797. 2:32:52that very chair and
  4798. 2:32:54you know, he
  4799. 2:32:55shared a bit of what his inner process
  4800. 2:32:56is, but you know, it's a it's a bit of a
  4801. 2:32:58mystery what drives him internally or
  4802. 2:33:01anyone for that matter in the moment to
  4803. 2:33:03moment, right? But clearly the uh
  4804. 2:33:06he talked about the [ __ ] me, but also
  4805. 2:33:07the [ __ ] you being a powerful tool.
  4806. 2:33:10Dorian Yates talked about [ __ ] you
  4807. 2:33:12motivation being powerful and he's in a
  4808. 2:33:14very different place in his life now,
  4809. 2:33:16but
  4810. 2:33:17>> That's a great example. When they talked
  4811. 2:33:19about he was saying and and I know he's
  4812. 2:33:20a great friend of yours. So please
  4813. 2:33:21correct me if I'm wrong here, but it was
  4814. 2:33:23certainly during the period was it like
  4815. 2:33:24the 1980s, 1990s when it was Gold's
  4816. 2:33:27Beach, string vests, sunglasses on and
  4817. 2:33:30these bodybuilders, whereas he was in
  4818. 2:33:31Birmingham trudging through the snow.
  4819. 2:33:34And he was just like, "Oh, if I've got
  4820. 2:33:35to do this, I'm going to make sure that
  4821. 2:33:37I win." Is Is that the case? There was
  4822. 2:33:38that
  4823. 2:33:39>> Yeah, I don't want to speak for him, but
  4824. 2:33:40there was that, but but I think he
  4825. 2:33:42learned to tap into it much earlier. I
  4826. 2:33:44mean, he he had a a less than perfect
  4827. 2:33:47childhood, so to speak. I mean, his dad
  4828. 2:33:48died early. He had uh ended up in a
  4829. 2:33:51youth detention center, wrong place,
  4830. 2:33:52wrong time kind of thing, and he was
  4831. 2:33:54like, "I don't want to be like the rest
  4832. 2:33:56of the people in here who seem to accept
  4833. 2:33:58this fate." Um and he had a big, you
  4834. 2:34:00know, strong like [ __ ] you energy to
  4835. 2:34:03people who told him that he wasn't going
  4836. 2:34:04to be anything, just the whole notion of
  4837. 2:34:06these oppressive forces, real or
  4838. 2:34:08imagined. It sounds like they were very
  4839. 2:34:10real in many cases. Um and he just
  4840. 2:34:12decided like
  4841. 2:34:14that's the fuel. And he, you know,
  4842. 2:34:16became a six-time Mr. Olympia and and
  4843. 2:34:18and equally importantly a happy person
  4844. 2:34:20post-Olympia, mobile and healthy and all
  4845. 2:34:24the rest. He's a wonderful person and
  4846. 2:34:26and he's almost two different people.
  4847. 2:34:28When you look at Is it Blood and Guts is
  4848. 2:34:30is D.D.R. The amount of times I used to
  4849. 2:34:32watch that before I went training. Oh my
  4850. 2:34:34god, his training partners, the
  4851. 2:34:36intensity. It was, you know, it was
  4852. 2:34:38animalistic. It was incredible. You
  4853. 2:34:40know, but but now he is
  4854. 2:34:42almost like a shaman. He's just like
  4855. 2:34:44spiritually like It's just amazing
  4856. 2:34:45seeing the two different people.
  4857. 2:34:47>> He's definitely got it in balance, I
  4858. 2:34:48will tell you. He's still got some [ __ ]
  4859. 2:34:49you energy.
  4860. 2:34:50>> Oh, yeah, yeah.
  4861. 2:34:51>> You just need to hit [laughter] the
  4862. 2:34:52right topic.
  4863. 2:34:54He's still got it. He's still got it.
  4864. 2:34:56Believe me, it's still very alive in
  4865. 2:34:57him.
  4866. 2:34:58>> But sometimes it's like what makes a
  4867. 2:35:00great champion can make a bad human. You
  4868. 2:35:03know, and I say that sometimes with some
  4869. 2:35:04of my swims. I'm like, "Look, I I know
  4870. 2:35:06it's bad for my health, but it's good
  4871. 2:35:08for my soul." And I think sometimes as
  4872. 2:35:10well but looking at some champions, I
  4873. 2:35:12think it was Brendan Schaub when he was
  4874. 2:35:13talking about Jon Jones and he was just
  4875. 2:35:15like, "Jon Jones is incredible. Like,
  4876. 2:35:17he's unbelievable, but there's not
  4877. 2:35:19enough money to fill that void, you
  4878. 2:35:22know, in in his life." But but that also
  4879. 2:35:24driven to to greatness. It's so strange,
  4880. 2:35:26isn't it?
  4881. 2:35:27>> Yeah, I mean, I I don't know Jon and I'd
  4882. 2:35:29not familiar I'm not that um versed in
  4883. 2:35:31in MMA, but certainly Dorian has
  4884. 2:35:34the past victories plus life in balance.
  4885. 2:35:37It really is a it's a felt thing. It's
  4886. 2:35:39not just a spoken thing. It's really a
  4887. 2:35:41felt thing. And I spent a decent amount
  4888. 2:35:42of time with him and I in the context of
  4889. 2:35:44his everyday life. And he's he's
  4890. 2:35:46definitely winning the whole picture as
  4891. 2:35:49they say. And he works at it. He works
  4892. 2:35:50at it. It's not like a default, right?
  4893. 2:35:52He works at it. Resisting negative
  4894. 2:35:53forces and still keeping some [ __ ] you
  4895. 2:35:55energy in there. So, it's good.
  4896. 2:35:57>> Just in the back of
  4897. 2:35:58>> Yeah, you know, I grew up in the South
  4898. 2:35:59Bay where it's like every you know, it
  4899. 2:36:01was like Stanford's right there and
  4900. 2:36:02Silicon Valley's right there. And you
  4901. 2:36:04see this in the in the realm of um you
  4902. 2:36:07know, science, entrepreneurship,
  4903. 2:36:08technology. You see it in every domain.
  4904. 2:36:10You see it in every domain. You see it
  4905. 2:36:12in dance. We had Twyla Tharp on here,
  4906. 2:36:15the great choreographer. You see it that
  4907. 2:36:17you She'll tell you stories of people
  4908. 2:36:19that were incredible dancers and not
  4909. 2:36:21balanced as humans. You'll see people
  4910. 2:36:23who are both and you'll see the people
  4911. 2:36:25who quit because it was just too hard
  4912. 2:36:26and they wanted balance. It's like uh
  4913. 2:36:29you you smile a lot. What what's your
  4914. 2:36:31spirit animal, man?
  4915. 2:36:33Or do you have five of them? All right,
  4916. 2:36:34let's do this. I like this game. I like
  4917. 2:36:36this game. I'm not into astrology, but I
  4918. 2:36:37like this game.
  4919. 2:36:39If you're willing, what aerial,
  4920. 2:36:41terrestrial, and aquatic animal do you
  4921. 2:36:44Do you Do you would just like and
  4922. 2:36:46admire? You don't have to be like them.
  4923. 2:36:47Don't worry. If you say you like the
  4924. 2:36:49minnow, it's okay, you know? Yeah, we
  4925. 2:36:51we're no one's going to think you less
  4926. 2:36:52the man,
  4927. 2:36:54no matter what the answer is.
  4928. 2:36:55>> I'm People often say I'm like a Labrador
  4929. 2:36:57on amphetamines.
  4930. 2:36:59>> [laughter]
  4931. 2:36:59>> So, that that fits.
  4932. 2:37:00>> seem very cheerful. Okay, so that's your
  4933. 2:37:02terrestrial animal. Let's just say the
  4934. 2:37:04Labrador. You don't need the
  4935. 2:37:05amphetamines.
  4936. 2:37:05>> Yeah, yeah. I think uh
  4937. 2:37:07orcas, especially when I bulk up for a
  4938. 2:37:09swim, cuz orcas are so big and chunky,
  4939. 2:37:12but
  4940. 2:37:12mildly athletic as well. So, an orca in
  4941. 2:37:14the water
  4942. 2:37:15>> Mhm.
  4943. 2:37:16>> and in the air
  4944. 2:37:18>> Oh, that's a great one.
  4945. 2:37:21>> Mhm.
  4946. 2:37:22>> I Mhm. I think crows are misunderstood.
  4947. 2:37:26And again, ancient Nordic mythology,
  4948. 2:37:28when Floki found Iceland as well, using
  4949. 2:37:31crows, he would send them off. And then
  4950. 2:37:33all of a sudden, if they came back,
  4951. 2:37:34there was no land. He'd send another
  4952. 2:37:35crow off. It came back, there was no
  4953. 2:37:36land. Send another one, it doesn't come
  4954. 2:37:38back. There's land that way.
  4955. 2:37:39>> It's a crows. Yeah.
  4956. 2:37:41>> Beautiful. These are These are great
  4957. 2:37:42examples. And And the the speed of your
  4958. 2:37:44response tells me that this is true. I I
  4959. 2:37:46often think about this with people in my
  4960. 2:37:48life. I need to spend a lot of time with
  4961. 2:37:49them before I I go
  4962. 2:37:51that's their terrestrial animal. And And
  4963. 2:37:54And always, always, always, people
  4964. 2:37:57want to know, and if it's an animal that
  4965. 2:37:59they don't want to look like, for
  4966. 2:38:01whatever reason, or that isn't like
  4967. 2:38:03tough enough if they're a guy, or, you
  4968. 2:38:05know, graceful enough if they're a
  4969. 2:38:06woman, is often the the response. Then
  4970. 2:38:08they're like, "Oh, no, I wanted to be
  4971. 2:38:10like a damselfish." [laughter]
  4972. 2:38:11And I'm like, "No, but But don't you
  4973. 2:38:13understand like the parrotfish?" And
  4974. 2:38:15they're like, "I look like a parrot."
  4975. 2:38:15I'm like, "No, you Have you ever seen
  4976. 2:38:17the parrotfish?" You know, so you can
  4977. 2:38:18You can really get yourself into trouble
  4978. 2:38:19with this one. So, it's always best to
  4979. 2:38:21let them answer.
  4980. 2:38:22>> I think you're spot-on. And I I do claim
  4981. 2:38:24authority on this. I've been doing this
  4982. 2:38:25since I was a kid. So. [laughter]
  4983. 2:38:28Ross, actually, you are a remarkable
  4984. 2:38:30human for certainly the physical feats
  4985. 2:38:34that you've accomplished. I will ask you
  4986. 2:38:36in a moment what's next, but
  4987. 2:38:38equally important for the teachings that
  4988. 2:38:41you provide the world, not just by
  4989. 2:38:43example, but you you're a real
  4990. 2:38:44intellectual. An intellectual is, by
  4991. 2:38:47definition, someone who can
  4992. 2:38:49parse and communicate things at multiple
  4993. 2:38:51levels of granularity.
  4994. 2:38:53That's an intellectual. You're an
  4995. 2:38:54intellectual. I love your um your
  4996. 2:38:57command of literature and philosophy and
  4997. 2:39:00and just ideas and the natural world and
  4998. 2:39:02the brain. I I mean, this is I will go
  4999. 2:39:05on record saying this is one of the most
  5000. 2:39:06delightful and awesome for me
  5001. 2:39:09conversations I've ever had on this
  5002. 2:39:10podcast because you are so full of life.
  5003. 2:39:13No surprise there. You are like
  5004. 2:39:15mitochondria in action and it's
  5005. 2:39:17infectious
  5006. 2:39:18>> [laughter]
  5007. 2:39:18>> and I drank a little caffeine here and
  5008. 2:39:21this morning but man,
  5009. 2:39:23like [ __ ] caffeine nicotine get yourself
  5010. 2:39:25some Ross Edgley people and
  5011. 2:39:28and here today you've given us that. I
  5012. 2:39:30this is a conversation I'm going to
  5013. 2:39:31return to many times over and I'd love
  5014. 2:39:33to roll out the the
  5015. 2:39:37the opportunity maybe like
  5016. 2:39:39create some visuals. We've never done
  5017. 2:39:41this before but create some visuals that
  5018. 2:39:43maybe could accompany some of the social
  5019. 2:39:45posts and and on the podcast cuz
  5020. 2:39:48like you get the credit for doing all
  5021. 2:39:49these things but I really appreciate
  5022. 2:39:51your ability and willingness to kind of
  5023. 2:39:53like meet in the middle on these things
  5024. 2:39:55and and then run with these ideas. You
  5025. 2:39:58are one hell of a human being. God bless
  5026. 2:39:59your parents. God bless your wife
  5027. 2:40:01Esther. Your son's a lucky kid and uh
  5028. 2:40:04and I'm guessing that he moves a lot and
  5029. 2:40:07and
  5030. 2:40:08and the the future is bright. What's
  5031. 2:40:10next? What are you going to do and not
  5032. 2:40:13swim in the Amazon?
  5033. 2:40:14>> [laughter]
  5034. 2:40:15>> Yeah, so for those listening we've been
  5035. 2:40:17we've been talking about various of the
  5036. 2:40:18swims. I was running them by Andrew and
  5037. 2:40:20we've identified
  5038. 2:40:22I believe we called it dick eating
  5039. 2:40:24bacteria.
  5040. 2:40:24>> No, so these bacteria go in through the
  5041. 2:40:27urethra.
  5042. 2:40:28So that's the the entry point and then
  5043. 2:40:30they live No, they're not bacteria,
  5044. 2:40:32they're parasites and they
  5045. 2:40:34and they'll eat your nervous system and
  5046. 2:40:35every one of your organs. Please don't
  5047. 2:40:37do a swim down the Amazon. Paul
  5048. 2:40:39Rosolie's going to kill me for saying
  5049. 2:40:40this. Sorry Paul. He's not going.
  5050. 2:40:43>> [laughter]
  5051. 2:40:43>> He's not going.
  5052. 2:40:43>> Penis penis eating parasite.
  5053. 2:40:46>> Your penis will go first but then all
  5054. 2:40:47the rest and you won't be sitting there
  5055. 2:40:49stoic with mud on your face.
  5056. 2:40:50>> [laughter]
  5057. 2:40:51>> You'll be wondering why the heck you did
  5058. 2:40:52this and apologizing to everybody.
  5059. 2:40:54>> Amazing. [clears throat]
  5060. 2:40:55We've got we've we've got a few. I think
  5061. 2:40:57it's so interesting. I'm almost like a a
  5062. 2:40:58mercenary, a hired mercenary for an
  5063. 2:41:00amazing cause. So so we've got so many
  5064. 2:41:03different swims all over the world. And
  5065. 2:41:05as soon as somebody says, we need to
  5066. 2:41:07raise awareness, ocean conservation,
  5067. 2:41:09raise money, then I'm like, "Look, hold
  5068. 2:41:11my beer. I know a guy." So, I So, I
  5069. 2:41:13think, you know, you'll be the first to
  5070. 2:41:14know, but we've got a few a few
  5071. 2:41:16different ones. And as soon as they say,
  5072. 2:41:18"Let's go." then then I put my goggles
  5073. 2:41:20on. You know, load up on caffeine and
  5074. 2:41:22we're going to go and do it.
  5075. 2:41:23>> I love it. Well, we had Greek mythology
  5076. 2:41:26and now we've got Ross Edgley, so thanks
  5077. 2:41:28for expanding my consciousness and
  5078. 2:41:31awareness of what's possible. Yeah.
  5079. 2:41:33You're the man, Ross. Come back.
  5080. 2:41:35>> so much. This has been awesome. Thank
  5081. 2:41:36you. Thank you.
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