They Wanted To Reject You. Now They're The Ones Who Can't Handle Being Rejected! — Transcript

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1. 0:00Sometimes the best thing to do
2. 0:02is stop fighting,
3. 0:04step back,
4. 0:06and let somebody have exactly what they
5. 0:08wanted.
6. 0:10And the reason is
7. 0:11because whatever happens after that,
8. 0:13it's on them. Let's get into it. I feel
9. 0:16like you did exactly that. You told
10. 0:20somebody have it your way.
11. 0:22Have it your way. Do whatever you like.
12. 0:25Devil at the bottom of the deck.
13. 0:28Do whatever you like. All right.
14. 0:31Uh so, what has somebody been fighting
15. 0:33so hard to control because
16. 0:37>> [sighs]
17. 0:40>> This is an ex. This is your ex. This is
18. 0:43a past person. And this past person is
19. 0:45fighting some serious [ __ ] karma
20. 0:47right now and it's
21. 0:49We didn't even start the reading and
22. 0:50it's already here. Three of Swords at
23. 0:52the bottom of the deck. The devil didn't
24. 0:54expect Three of Swords. You You taught
25. 0:57somebody a hell of a lesson, but what
26. 0:58was the question? What has somebody been
27. 1:00fighting so hard to control?
28. 1:03The mask is here.
29. 1:06Someone feels like you you stripped
30. 1:08their mask away.
31. 1:10You like just ripped it off their face.
32. 1:13Whatever they thought they were going to
33. 1:15come in and do,
34. 1:16they weren't able to. Whatever they
35. 1:18thought they were going to get over
36. 1:20with, they weren't able to get over
37. 1:21with. Hiding true feelings, pretending,
38. 1:25gaslighting,
39. 1:27and uh
40. 1:30a mask.
41. 1:31Literally, a mask. Someone's trying to
42. 1:33control their mask because of the way
43. 1:35they feel about you. This person
44. 1:37actually has feelings for you. Why they
45. 1:38did all of this, I I I don't [ __ ]
46. 1:40know. Three of Swords at the bottom of
47. 1:41the deck, clearly this person was
48. 1:43dealing with someone else. So, if you
49. 1:45were wondering
50. 1:47what happened, that's what happened.
51. 1:49There's a mask here. Attraction,
52. 1:50teasing, hooking up, and date.
53. 1:52Third-party temptation, but hiding true
54. 1:54feelings. Somebody decided to go towards
55. 1:56a third party to, I guess, numb the
56. 2:00feelings they had for you.
57. 2:05It makes sense to me why you said go
58. 2:07ahead and have it your way. Do whatever
59. 2:08you like.
60. 2:10Do whatever you like. I'm going to go
61. 2:11back to my regularly scheduled program
62. 2:13and do what I've been doing. I'm not
63. 2:14about to sit here and do a god damn
64. 2:16thing. Sorry. Nope. Out. Next.
65. 2:20That's the energy you're giving is no.
66. 2:23The devil. Oh my gosh. The devil to the
67. 2:25world.
68. 2:28To the three of swords.
69. 2:39Somebody is realizing that
70. 2:44they mishandled you
71. 2:46in a
72. 2:48I want to say egregious way.
73. 2:51The devil to the world.
74. 2:54This is somebody that just would not
75. 2:55accept the fact that they had manifested
76. 2:58you.
77. 2:59It's like fighting your manifestation. I
78. 3:01don't I can't explain it. I asked for
79. 3:03this, so I'm going to fight it when it
80. 3:05appears.
81. 3:06Is
82. 3:08very very weird and um
83. 3:12it's almost like you shouldn't have had
84. 3:13to rip the mask off. It should have came
85. 3:15off because what they didn't see coming
86. 3:18was a victory with you.
87. 3:20If they would have let this go or
88. 3:22whatever this persona is, it's like this
89. 3:25person has a
90. 3:26uh
91. 3:27Maybe they're online. They have a online
92. 3:29persona or they
93. 3:32they just think very highly of
94. 3:34themselves
95. 3:35where
96. 3:37it's become something else.
97. 3:39I
98. 3:41um
99. 3:43You can't get around it. You are You are
100. 3:46the most stable person they had ever
101. 3:50come across in their [ __ ] life.
102. 3:53I mean, wow.
103. 3:56Your healing triggered the [ __ ] out of
104. 3:57this person.
105. 4:00You were so healed. You said have at
106. 4:02>> [laughter]
107. 4:02>> You were so healed.
108. 4:04>> This [ __ ] is weird.
109. 4:08They're still in a toxic relationship.
110. 4:11Absolutely. They're still with whoever
111. 4:13they chose instead of choosing their
112. 4:16higher self because you represent
113. 4:17choosing your higher self with the world
114. 4:19to the High Priestess, the Devil to the
115. 4:20Three of Swords is kind of like, "Wow.
116. 4:23Um you're choosing to stay in this
117. 4:26vibration because what?
118. 4:29There's a risk. You don't want to take a
119. 4:31risk?
120. 4:33This person was afraid to take a risk
121. 4:34with you, but they decided to take risk
122. 4:37with others. Who was What is going on
123. 4:39here with the Devil to the Three of
124. 4:40Swords?
125. 4:45Oh.
126. 4:46Yeah.
127. 4:48They went right back to somebody
128. 4:51that was not what they thought.
129. 4:57And they can't get away from whoever
130. 4:59this is.
131. 5:00>> Either.
132. 5:02>> They got a stalker.
133. 5:04Your past has a stalker here.
134. 5:07Damn.
135. 5:08They were so busy trying to control the
136. 5:10situation between you and them, they've
137. 5:12lost control. They They They were
138. 5:14already out of control. There was no
139. 5:16reason to wear a mask. You're coming up
140. 5:17as a Nine of Pentacles to the Eight of
141. 5:18Pentacles to the Three of of Wands to
142. 5:20the High Priestess to the [ __ ] world.
143. 5:22There's absolutely no reason for you to
144. 5:23wear a mask. You see through it anyway.
145. 5:25The best option would have been your
146. 5:27true authentic self because you can see
147. 5:29through [ __ ] Instead, I got the the
148. 5:32Emperor in reverse to the Tower in
149. 5:33reverse. Could also represent the fact
150. 5:35that they're not letting you go. They're
151. 5:37not willing to like let this [ __ ] die.
152. 5:40But also, I have this Three of Swords
153. 5:43and you are off to the side like, "I'm
154. 5:45not a part of this."
155. 5:48They are in something very [ __ ]
156. 5:51toxic. They took the wrong risk.
157. 5:55The The weird thing that the the Okay,
158. 5:58because this is a thing about risk. You
159. 6:00didn't look risky. And so, to them that
160. 6:03was risky. You were the most stable
161. 6:06choice they ever had in your life and
162. 6:07that was risky.
163. 6:09You didn't come off as someone that's
164. 6:11promiscuous. You didn't come off as
165. 6:12someone that doesn't know what they
166. 6:14want. You didn't come off as someone
167. 6:16that would leave them behind out in the
168. 6:18cold. You came off very stable, very
169. 6:20intuitive, and you know exactly who the
170. 6:22[ __ ] you are in the present moment.
171. 6:25And they felt like that was a risk.
172. 6:29I'd rather go here.
173. 6:32Wow. I'd rather stay here because this I
174. 6:35know this.
175. 6:37And where they [ __ ] up, what has
176. 6:40somebody been fighting so hard to
177. 6:42control, keeping control, right? They
178. 6:44want to control so bad. They went
179. 6:46towards the wrong [ __ ] person.
180. 6:49And now they can't get the [ __ ] out of
181. 6:51this.
182. 6:52So it's it's like
183. 6:55damn. Since you've been gone, somebody
184. 6:57hit rock [ __ ] bottom.
185. 6:59I am mhm.
186. 7:01You have to That is like you got to look
187. 7:03at yourself. Why did you do that?
188. 7:06Because you wouldn't let the mask go?
189. 7:08Trying to hide the and
190. 7:11underneath the surface they actually
191. 7:12love you. They still want you. They
192. 7:13still want to fix whatever they [ __ ]
193. 7:16up, but it's like you have to fix
194. 7:18yourself.
195. 7:21They won't let go of you and somebody
196. 7:23won't let go of them.
197. 7:26It's like there's You're not here.
198. 7:28They're stuck in the toxic loop.
199. 7:31All trying to stay in control while
200. 7:33you're literally here going towards what
201. 7:36you want in in alignment. You're working
202. 7:39on yourself.
203. 7:41You're here.
204. 7:48I don't know if they want to say I'm
205. 7:49sorry or if they think maybe maybe
206. 7:51you'll think outside of the box and
207. 7:53maybe you'll accept some love from them
208. 7:55or maybe they can come in with a little
209. 7:56gesture or maybe they could tell you
210. 7:58that they know they [ __ ] up and is it
211. 8:00possible for us have a conversation? I
212. 8:01don't know, but it it's giving like they
213. 8:03want to see if they can fix this, if
214. 8:05they can have a victory here? Why?
215. 8:08Cuz they know you're done. You've moved
216. 8:10on so much that it's like
217. 8:15they know they can't.
218. 8:17They know they can't get back to you.
219. 8:19You're very stable on your own and you
220. 8:20moved on with your life. Not only that,
221. 8:22your life is huge. Your life is huge
222. 8:24with the chariot. You have a lot of [ __ ]
223. 8:26going on. You got a lot of
224. 8:27responsibilities and you don't have time
225. 8:29for somebody that hides their feelings
226. 8:31and
227. 8:32still goes towards the familiar.
228. 8:36You don't already done the shadow work.
229. 8:37You don't do that [ __ ] You know what
230. 8:39I'm saying? That's why you told this
231. 8:40person have at it. Ace of Swords in
232. 8:41reverse, absolutely not. I'm blocking
233. 8:44this reconciliation. There is absolutely
234. 8:46no way I will go back. You want me to be
235. 8:47unclear?
236. 8:49Cuz obviously you were unclear. If this
237. 8:52person is wearing a mask, why would I
238. 8:54That's why you were able to release them
239. 8:56so quickly because it was already
240. 8:57unclear. It was like, "Okay, well, I
241. 8:58don't really know what I'm looking at
242. 9:00anyway." And you're giving me that Page
243. 9:01of Wands energy, which to me feels like
244. 9:03just pretty much sexual energy or the
245. 9:06chemistry. That's all I can really get
246. 9:07out of this. So, I'm okay letting it go.
247. 9:10You really are I just have to say this
248. 9:12for you. You're You are
249. 9:16so emotionally mature that I don't feel
250. 9:18like you sat in this very long. I just I
251. 9:21feel like you are truly in a space where
252. 9:24you love yourself and you didn't blame
253. 9:26yourself for whatever this person was
254. 9:27trying to control, whatever they were
255. 9:29trying to do, whatever the narrative
256. 9:30was.
257. 9:31You didn't sit there and try to ask
258. 9:33yourself a thousand questions. Did I do
259. 9:34something wrong? Did I
260. 9:35You didn't do that.
261. 9:37You just let them go.
262. 9:39So, what happens when you stop standing
263. 9:41in their way?
264. 9:43You guys went through a separation,
265. 9:44clearly. Y'all are not together right
266. 9:46now, right? And this is where it gets
267. 9:48even stranger.
268. 9:50So, now, because you literally got out
269. 9:53the way,
270. 9:54you want This is what you want? You want
271. 9:56to be able to
272. 9:58come in and out of people's lives and
273. 9:59and do what you want to do?
274. 10:01Go ahead and do that. I just won't be a
275. 10:03part of it. Now, they miss you.
276. 10:06Now, they're thinking about you. Now,
277. 10:07they feel like the future between the
278. 10:09two of you is uncertain.
279. 10:11And they're sad about it, but then
280. 10:12there's also this level of bitterness
281. 10:14here.
282. 10:18Bitterness, Wheel of Fortune, yeah.
283. 10:20Bitter because you are not coming back.
284. 10:22You are not coming back. You represent
285. 10:26the most stable choice that they had
286. 10:28that they won't get again. This is the
287. 10:30Wheel of Fortune. You don't come across
288. 10:32a real one like this many
289. 10:34once to you is once. You know what I
290. 10:36mean? Like you don't come across a real
291. 10:38one like you
292. 10:40very often. You don't even go outside.
293. 10:42So, how the hell can you come across
294. 10:43someone like you?
295. 10:45But, I'm just saying like that's how
296. 10:47rare your ass is. You like a [ __ ]
297. 10:49unicorn.
298. 10:50So, I don't know why they thought they
299. 10:51could crack they could pull another
300. 10:53unicorn.
301. 10:54Um
302. 10:55they were lucky to pull you.
303. 11:00Oh, it's definitely over. Death, it's
304. 11:02over over. They can't even like
305. 11:06this person maybe trying to tap in and
306. 11:09and send you songs and [ __ ] You are
307. 11:11blocked. Like you don't feel none of
308. 11:14that [ __ ] You don't feel nobody pulling
309. 11:15on your energy. You don't feel anything.
310. 11:18You about this money right now.
311. 11:19Especially with Death being here, you
312. 11:21about listen, I'll celebrate with who
313. 11:22celebrates with me. I'm working on my
314. 11:24abundance. I'm I'm definitely getting my
315. 11:26money up with this Nine of Pentacles
316. 11:28right here. I'm moving on for real. The
317. 11:30Nine of Pentacles to the Queen of
318. 11:31Pentacles to the Chariot, this been
319. 11:33over.
320. 11:36I'm looking for new.
321. 11:38In the present moment, I'm open to some
322. 11:40new love. I ain't trying to go back to
323. 11:42this [ __ ] This person is very
324. 11:44disappointed you don't want them. And
325. 11:46and it's it's uh maybe that's what it
326. 11:48is. Ain't nobody ever not wanted them.
327. 11:51You don't want them. You don't find them
328. 11:53attractive anymore. It's got them
329. 11:54feeling a way about themselves.
330. 11:57Yeah.
331. 12:02I We did Oh my goodness. If you was a
332. 12:05part of the live,
333. 12:07that's interesting cuz it's coming back
334. 12:09up. It's like this person
335. 12:11is disappointed that they couldn't
336. 12:13balance out the relationship between the
337. 12:15two of you, but at the same time they
338. 12:17want to talk to you cuz they feel like
339. 12:19you balance out their life. You are not
340. 12:21going to be a part of this person's
341. 12:22karma. Absolutely not. You said [ __ ] no.
342. 12:25Six of Swords.
343. 12:26Deal with it on your own.
344. 12:28You wanted it, right? You wanted it so
345. 12:31[ __ ] bad. I stepped back, let you
346. 12:33have it. Now, what happens is up to you.
347. 12:35No, you don't get me back. No, I don't
348. 12:37want you back. None of these things is
349. 12:38happening. I'm moving on to my new
350. 12:40beginnings.
351. 12:41I'm in the sun, baby.
352. 12:43I'm having a good old time without
353. 12:45[laughter] your ass here.
354. 12:47Somebody is like miserable without you,
355. 12:49and your life is bright as [ __ ] without
356. 12:52them.
357. 12:54Oh my gosh, this is poor me, poor me,
358. 12:57poor me. Another
359. 12:59over here. Damn.
360. 13:01Five of They They doing the most now.
361. 13:04Now you doing too [ __ ] much. This is
362. 13:06somebody that really needs to sit down
363. 13:08and one and and dissect why they behaved
364. 13:12the way they did. That's it. You know,
365. 13:14but they want to feel sorry for
366. 13:15themselves. They want to
367. 13:17create more burdens in the present
368. 13:19moment. They are They damn near low-key
369. 13:22depressed.
370. 13:24Now, I feel kind of bad.
371. 13:27You know, they kind of I don't know.
372. 13:28It's like low-key depressed because it's
373. 13:30like, yo, to watch you move on
374. 13:33in such a major way the way you're doing
375. 13:35right now is kind of depressing cuz it's
376. 13:37like they've not done
377. 13:39half of the work you've done.
378. 13:41They're not doing as well as you're
379. 13:43doing. And they're not looking at life
380. 13:45as optimistic as you are.
381. 13:48Cuz all of their cards are like damn
382. 13:50near the opposite of yours.
383. 13:53They're feeling very alone.
384. 13:55And in the present moment there's this
385. 13:57burden here. Like they took on a They
386. 14:00got a fatal attraction on their
387. 14:01[ __ ] hands. They took on
388. 14:03somebody that they felt like fit
389. 14:05whatever that mask was. So, whoever they
390. 14:08went towards in that double energy is
391. 14:10just kind of like, "Okay, you know, you
392. 14:13met your match with that one because
393. 14:16there is no controlling whoever this is.
394. 14:18Like this person
395. 14:20for the emperor to be in reverse is like
396. 14:29they don't got themselves in a [ __ ]
397. 14:31situation and I'm not even going to lie,
398. 14:33they're dealing with something where
399. 14:34it's like, "Yo, you you probably like
400. 14:36should back out of whatever the [ __ ] you
401. 14:38in right now because this is somebody
402. 14:41that
403. 14:42will literally
404. 14:47that ain't going to end well. I'm just
405. 14:48going to say that. I'm I I can't I don't
406. 14:51want to put no negativity in the air, no
407. 14:52[ __ ] like that, but that ain't a good
408. 14:55energy. That's two people that's
409. 14:56volatile. You know what I'm saying?
410. 14:57They're volatile together. That's oil
411. 14:59and water. Y'all don't mix. So I don't
412. 15:01even know why you thought that was going
413. 15:02to work.
414. 15:04Especially coming off of your energy,
415. 15:05your energy is calm as hell.
416. 15:07Calm, peace, serene, to go to the devil,
417. 15:10to the emperor in reverse, three of
418. 15:11swords, what the [ __ ]
419. 15:14Damn.
420. 15:15Like this [ __ ] walked through
421. 15:17the pits of hell when you left.
422. 15:20Now they want to balance their life out.
423. 15:22You Step one, let go of whoever the [ __ ]
424. 15:24this is. Step two, sit alone for a
425. 15:26little while.
426. 15:29Just sit alone for a little while.
427. 15:31Because back to that [ __ ] four of
428. 15:33cups, this is this is somebody that like
429. 15:37Mhm.
430. 15:41You talking about somebody that could be
431. 15:43like, I don't know.
432. 15:44They could be in their 40s and going
433. 15:47into their 50s
434. 15:49and still not have done any of the
435. 15:50shadow work.
436. 15:52None of it.
437. 15:53None of it. This is somebody that
438. 15:59I don't know if they just then gave the
439. 16:01[ __ ] up and they just decided they going
440. 16:02to be alone for the rest of their life.
441. 16:04I I don't know, but their energy is so
442. 16:07negative, it's so pessimistic. Um
443. 16:11and now they're just like defending
444. 16:12themselves against everybody.
445. 16:15I feel like maybe when you left this
446. 16:17person kind of spiraled.
447. 16:19Um
448. 16:20I don't I don't I'm assuming cuz I feel
449. 16:23tongue-tied. Like I can't say what I
450. 16:25need to say. Like maybe that's how they
451. 16:27felt.
452. 16:30Maybe every time they said something to
453. 16:33you, they felt like they were saying
454. 16:34something stupid or
455. 16:35they they were so insecure with
456. 16:37everything that they over thought
457. 16:39everything. And it was just easier to go
458. 16:41towards somebody that wasn't going to
459. 16:42expect a [ __ ] thing from them rather
460. 16:44than to elevate rather than to challenge
461. 16:46your [ __ ] self. You challenged them.
462. 16:49The [ __ ] you running from the challenge
463. 16:50for?
464. 16:51See, when you run from the challenge,
465. 16:52you become the emperor in reverse. You
466. 16:54are out of control. You want to be in
467. 16:55control, stand the [ __ ] up.
468. 16:59I
469. 17:01Damn.
470. 17:05This This is um I truly do honestly like
471. 17:08on some real [ __ ] serious no, I do feel
472. 17:10like this person may be going through
473. 17:11something um
474. 17:13emotionally because they are not in a
475. 17:16good space. And I'm not saying that for
476. 17:18you to have empathy for them so that you
477. 17:20will allow them access back into your
478. 17:21life. Absolutely not. But if this
479. 17:23resonates with you, I'm just telling you
480. 17:25they're not in a good space. That four
481. 17:27cups, the six of pentacles in reverse,
482. 17:29like you just decided
483. 17:33you don't want to do anything.
484. 17:36You don't want to be responsible for
485. 17:37anything. You don't want to help anyone.
486. 17:39You don't want to you don't want to be
487. 17:40whatever this role is that may
488. 17:44I don't know if maybe they thought their
489. 17:47life was supposed to be as big as your
490. 17:49life. And because their life is not as
491. 17:51as big as big as yours,
492. 17:53something is going on where there's like
493. 17:55a comparison and this person feels like
494. 17:56they are not who they thought they were.
495. 17:59Page of Pentacles.
496. 18:01They need to work a little harder if
497. 18:03they want to be
498. 18:05if they want to be on your level. And
499. 18:06maybe that's what this is trying to
500. 18:09convey is that when you let them say
501. 18:13when you let them go and say, "Okay,
502. 18:14have it your way. Do whatever you need
503. 18:15to do."
504. 18:19Instead of them
505. 18:22never putting you in that position,
506. 18:24that's the first thing.
507. 18:25The first thought they had though was
508. 18:27like, "Oh, you must not know who I am."
509. 18:30You know what I'm saying? Like, "Oh, you
510. 18:31willing to walk away from me, too? Okay,
511. 18:33well, then you must not know who the
512. 18:34[ __ ] I am."
513. 18:36And what was funny was that they didn't
514. 18:37know who the [ __ ] you were.
515. 18:40That's the problem. I know exactly who
516. 18:42you are and I'm willing to let you walk
517. 18:44walk.
518. 18:46[ __ ] You understand what I'm
519. 18:47saying? Come on, now. Don't [ __ ] play
520. 18:49with you. This person tried to put you
521. 18:51in like a ultimatum type [ __ ] some
522. 18:52weird
523. 18:54I don't know what that energy was, but
524. 18:55you challenged them back and was like,
525. 18:57"Go."
526. 18:58They didn't They didn't expect that.
527. 18:59That was like the last Maybe that was
528. 19:01their last move or something or
529. 19:04Ah, [sighs] [ __ ] man. It didn't work.
530. 19:06Whatever it was, it did not work. You
531. 19:08told them, "Walk."
532. 19:11"You want to go, there's the door." You
533. 19:12weren't supposed to say that.
534. 19:15You were supposed to say, "Oh my god,
535. 19:16where are you going? Why would you
536. 19:17leave? What happened? Did I do
537. 19:18something?" You said, "No, walk."
538. 19:21Go, [ __ ]
539. 19:23I'm at a nine of cups. What the [ __ ] is
540. 19:25your one?
541. 19:26I can get that one cup from anybody
542. 19:28right now. I'm at nine, okay? Yeah.
543. 19:31Again, what did I say? They walked away
544. 19:33thinking, "Oh, you must not know who I
545. 19:35am." No, baby. You didn't know who the
546. 19:36[ __ ] I was. That's the problem. You
547. 19:39should have asked yourself, "Why did the
548. 19:41collective let me walk?"
549. 19:43>> [laughter]
550. 19:44>> That was what you should have asked.
551. 19:46Because what you didn't understand was
552. 19:49basically you represent abundance.
553. 19:53You don't chase. What am I chasing it
554. 19:54for? It belongs to me.
555. 19:56I don't chase [ __ ] I sit on that throne
556. 19:58and I celebrate with who celebrates with
557. 20:00me. Meaning, I don't chase you to
558. 20:02celebrate me. Celebrate with me. I'm not
559. 20:04going to do that. You know, if you don't
560. 20:05want to be here, I'm not going to force
561. 20:07you to be here.
562. 20:09And I don't have to surround myself with
563. 20:11negativity.
564. 20:12Because I know there's people around
565. 20:13here who love me.
566. 20:15And that's another thing they didn't
567. 20:16expect. Your love for self and how many
568. 20:18people actually [ __ ] with you like that.
569. 20:20You know how to govern yourself, [ __ ]
570. 20:23So, what are they forced to face?
571. 20:26What are they being forced to face?
572. 20:28That they still love you. They didn't
573. 20:30see that coming. And right now,
574. 20:32heartbroken is here with rejection. They
575. 20:34feel rejected.
576. 20:36Abandoned, dismissed, irrational fear.
577. 20:38Whatever that irrational fear was of you
578. 20:40walking away, it came true.
579. 20:43But, it wasn't the way they thought.
580. 20:45The fear was that you would leave, not
581. 20:47that you would let them leave.
582. 20:50Mhm.
583. 20:51Damn. You said, "Okay, you want to play
584. 20:53games? Let's [ __ ] play."
585. 20:55Yeah.
586. 20:57I never noticed this card. There's a guy
587. 20:59on this walking away
588. 21:03with a hoodie on. I don't know if you
589. 21:04can see it, but he's got on a hoodie and
590. 21:06he's walking away. I never noticed that.
591. 21:09And that's what it was.
592. 21:11Yeah, it was an irrational fear. You had
593. 21:13an irrational fear that the collective
594. 21:15would be the one to leave. Why? Because
595. 21:17clearly this person felt like you were
596. 21:18out of their league. Let's just [ __ ]
597. 21:20call a spade a spade.
598. 21:22They felt like you were out of their
599. 21:23league, so they left.
600. 21:25What they didn't bank on was you letting
601. 21:26them.
602. 21:27Now they're looking at your pictures,
603. 21:29missing you, and nostalgia's here. They
604. 21:30want to make new memories, but
605. 21:33there's a certain level of deep
606. 21:35rejection within this person when it
607. 21:37comes to your love. They're still
608. 21:39holding on to it. They're still holding
609. 21:41on to hope that one day, you know, maybe
610. 21:43y'all could reconcile, but they also are
611. 21:45holding on to the fact that
612. 21:48the person that they wanted the most
613. 21:49doesn't want them.
614. 21:52They got to sit and think about that.
615. 21:54It's heartbreaking to them.
616. 21:57I I I'm assuming this is somebody that
617. 21:59really gets their way a lot, you know,
618. 22:01like they're they're attractive. This
619. 22:03person is attractive, okay?
620. 22:06They have some things going for
621. 22:07themselves. They were doing their thing,
622. 22:09you know what I mean? Like, but so were
623. 22:11you. And it's kind of
624. 22:14they just played this all wrong.
625. 22:17And
626. 22:19now they kind of feel lost.
627. 22:22There's a They feel lost. It's like
628. 22:25knowing you lost
629. 22:27Mhm.
630. 22:29Okay.
631. 22:37I'm hesitant to even say this [ __ ] but
632. 22:38somebody feels like they should have
633. 22:40married you.
634. 22:41You were the one they should have
635. 22:42married.
636. 22:44And it's probably going to always feel
637. 22:46that way.
638. 22:48Because you were what they manifested.
639. 22:55So, they will watch from the sidelines
640. 22:56to see who you choose next because they
641. 22:59know they don't have any control at all.
642. 23:02When it comes to And I
643. 23:03What they want to control you for so
644. 23:05[ __ ] bad? You know what I mean? Like,
645. 23:07control you for what? You're in control.
646. 23:10You're not somebody that needs to be
647. 23:11controlled.
648. 23:18And they're trying to figure out how can
649. 23:19they get back around you, but
650. 23:23they know that you have a really sweet
651. 23:26heart. You know what I mean? You're a
652. 23:27very good person. So, it's not like
653. 23:29you're going to like
654. 23:32be extremely upset if they were to
655. 23:36reach out. I'm not saying like you're
656. 23:38going to talk to them by no means. I'm
657. 23:40saying like your demeanor, your affect.
658. 23:43It's not like you're going to be like,
659. 23:44"What the [ __ ] do you want?" You ain't
660. 23:45going to answer the phone like that.
661. 23:47They just know like to hear your voice,
662. 23:50to hear you speak, is just like, "Damn.
663. 23:53You're so [ __ ] reasonable. Damn.
664. 23:55You're so like sweet. I can't I don't
665. 23:57understand why I did what I did." Like,
666. 24:01I feel like this person knows that they
667. 24:03changed that in you.
668. 24:05I don't know. It's It's something like
669. 24:07There's a soft spot here that was here
670. 24:09before. And they want to know if they
671. 24:11could tap back into it because they miss
672. 24:13it, you know? But
673. 24:15it's gone. You may very well answer the
674. 24:17phone like, "What the [ __ ] you
675. 24:18[laughter] want?"
676. 24:20Let me take that back because the Eight
677. 24:22of Cups is here. You may very well
678. 24:25That soft spot that was once there is
679. 24:27gone. [ __ ]
680. 24:30Yeah, so well.
681. 24:33Yeah, they still find you attractive.
682. 24:35They'll still wait. They'll still see.
683. 24:37But at the end of the day
684. 24:40they're still lying to themselves if
685. 24:41they think that they can have something
686. 24:43with you because you're you're gone
687. 24:46gone.
688. 24:47Damn, they just want to back and forth
689. 24:48back and forth. I want you. I want you.
690. 24:50I want you. I want you. I want you. I
691. 24:52want you over and over again.
692. 24:54[ __ ]
693. 24:56But it's not going to happen.
694. 25:03They know you look at them like a liar.
695. 25:07Untrustworthy.
696. 25:10And full of betrayal.
697. 25:16I mean, I guess that's what
698. 25:17>> [laughter]
699. 25:18>> I don't know what the hell the point of
700. 25:19that was, but somebody is feeling a way.
701. 25:22They're feeling it. They're feeling it
702. 25:24hard. They wish that they could come
703. 25:25back.
704. 25:27They wish they could do a lot of things
705. 25:28different. But it starts with them doing
706. 25:30the shadow work within themselves. If
707. 25:32they can't do that [ __ ] there ain't no
708. 25:33point of us even talking about it
709. 25:35because if you was to bring this person
710. 25:37back into your life,
711. 25:40what does that say about what you're
712. 25:41saying about what you deserve?
713. 25:43You know what I'm saying? Like you would
714. 25:45have to go back to the shadow work.
715. 25:47And that's we don't do them la-la land
716. 25:49readings in here. This is like if you go
717. 25:51back to this [ __ ]
718. 25:53you got to ask yourself, am I that
719. 25:55[ __ ] bored?
720. 25:57This person wants to be on their way to
721. 25:59you.
722. 26:00Every time my phone rings, I hope it's
723. 26:02you.
724. 26:03You're worth more than I let on.
725. 26:06I want to apologize and I need your
726. 26:07forgiveness.
727. 26:09I want to make things right. I want to
728. 26:11treat you the way you deserve. I need to
729. 26:13tell you the truth.
730. 26:16I want to reach out but don't know how.
731. 26:18I underestimated how important you are
732. 26:20in my life.
733. 26:22Oh, you are a masterpiece.
734. 26:25You were the best thing in my life.
735. 26:31This person feels like they did the
736. 26:33most. I sabotaged our connection because
737. 26:35it was too intense.
738. 26:38And I'm caught up in a karmic
739. 26:39relationship.
740. 26:43What did I say? Take them back?
741. 26:46They ain't alone. They're with someone
742. 26:48that is not
743. 26:51letting go. But that person breathe
744. 26:53basically represents them, their
745. 26:55subconscious, because they won't let
746. 26:57certain [ __ ] go. So, you're not about to
747. 27:00take this on. You know, this person has
748. 27:02to deal with their own [ __ ] karma.
749. 27:04Let me give you your affirmation and
750. 27:05I'mma get up out.
751. 27:06Actually,
752. 27:08what was the last message for you?
753. 27:12What was the last message for the
754. 27:14collective?
755. 27:22Be clear.
756. 27:24Be clear and concise in this moment. It
757. 27:27took you a long time to build your
758. 27:30strength to this level. And you're in a
759. 27:32very healed position.
760. 27:35So, with that being said,
761. 27:37it's okay for your perception to have
762. 27:39changed about this person because it
763. 27:41needed to.
764. 27:42You know?
765. 27:43Um
766. 27:45this isn't somebody that is worthy of
767. 27:47being around you. When you look at that
768. 27:49seven of cups, be be careful of the
769. 27:51choices that you make because if
770. 27:53somebody couldn't choose you when you
771. 27:55were in this
772. 27:56in this light,
773. 27:58then they
774. 27:59are incapable of loving you for who you
775. 28:02are because this is who you are. They
776. 28:04met you during a new beginning in your
777. 28:06life, damn near like
778. 28:08you on a different timeline.
779. 28:10You was
780. 28:12coming in
781. 28:13as your most higher your highest self,
782. 28:16you know what I mean?
783. 28:17Most healed self. And if they couldn't
784. 28:21accept you in that light, then they
785. 28:23don't get to accept you now that you're
786. 28:24doing even better. So, it's okay to
787. 28:26change your perception about this person
788. 28:28and realize this wasn't this wasn't what
789. 28:30I needed any [ __ ] way. Too many lies,
790. 28:32too many [ __ ] games, too many issues
791. 28:34with that five of swords. And at this
792. 28:36point, I got to take accountability for
793. 28:38myself and move on my life.
794. 28:40Shoot.
795. 28:42This ain't about to stop me. I got a ten
796. 28:43of cups.
797. 28:45You know what I mean? Like this
798. 28:48This just feels like this person needs
799. 28:51to work on their self-esteem. Yeah, it
800. 28:54cuz it I keep coming back to that. I
801. 28:56feel like
802. 28:57this person either has very low
803. 28:59self-esteem.
804. 29:02You come around and you just kind of
805. 29:04like exude this aura about you that
806. 29:07maybe they wish they had. You know?
807. 29:10Maybe they wish they had your life. I
808. 29:12don't know.
809. 29:14But this is not an energy that to attach
810. 29:16yourself to.
811. 29:17You know what I'm saying? You made too
812. 29:19many sacrifices when it comes to
813. 29:21whatever it is you're trying to do for
814. 29:22your life.
815. 29:25All right. Now, what is your
816. 29:26affirmation?
817. 29:32Shadow is here. Memories of love and the
818. 29:35universe.
819. 29:37This person represented your shadow.
820. 29:40Basically, if you would have chased
821. 29:42them, then you would have went towards
822. 29:43what felt familiar. If you would have
823. 29:45gone out of your way to
824. 29:48get this person's validation, that's
825. 29:50another example of you going towards
826. 29:52what felt familiar from the past. And
827. 29:54because you did the shadow work, this
828. 29:56person triggered something in you.
829. 29:58When they did whatever they did, it just
830. 30:00reminded you, I did this [ __ ] already. I
831. 30:03already dealt with somebody that was
832. 30:04doing doing [ __ ] like this. I've already
833. 30:06had my share of narcissists. I've
834. 30:08already had my share of avoidance,
835. 30:09honey. I've already read this chapter,
836. 30:11[ __ ] I know how this ends, so you can
837. 30:13walk out that door, you know? And um
838. 30:17the universe is proud of you.
839. 30:19Crown chakra activated. The universe is
840. 30:22proud of you, okay? Because you didn't
841. 30:25fall back into an old trap just to be in
842. 30:27a relationship. Just to say you got
843. 30:29somebody. You know how many people are
844. 30:31in relationships just to say they
845. 30:33[ __ ] got somebody, you know?
846. 30:36And that's not who you are, especially
847. 30:38when you're showing up as your most
848. 30:39authentic self. If you can't accept me
849. 30:41as I am, baby, don't accept me at all.
850. 30:43Again, there's the [ __ ] door. Walk.
851. 30:48You've learned too much. You've learned
852. 30:50too much to turn around, you know?
853. 30:55And yes, you're going to have times when
854. 30:57um
855. 30:59emotionally withdrawnness here, but it
856. 31:01has something to do with you.
857. 31:04Have patience with the things that
858. 31:06you're planning, okay?
859. 31:08Because you can become emotionally
860. 31:10withdrawn when things aren't really
861. 31:12going the way you want it to go,
862. 31:13especially with you. It happens with
863. 31:14your money.
864. 31:15Um with your abundance, with your
865. 31:17career. Sometimes you can
866. 31:19tend to um
867. 31:22doubt yourself.
868. 31:26But I want you to remember something.
869. 31:28Whenever you start doubting yourself,
870. 31:30becoming a little too emotionally
871. 31:32withdrawn from the world,
872. 31:34give yourself some [ __ ] grace. That's
873. 31:37just you recharging your batteries.
874. 31:39That's all. That's just you saying, "You
875. 31:41know what? I got to I got to fill my
876. 31:42nine cups back up, you know?
877. 31:46I got to make sure that I'm okay."
878. 31:48Go outside. Go to Go near the water. I
879. 31:51know a lot of y'all like to be near
880. 31:52water.
881. 31:53Um
882. 31:54you know, take a drive.
883. 31:56But it's just kind of like when you're
884. 31:58having those moments and you just
885. 32:02trying to figure out, "Okay, well, that
886. 32:04one didn't work."
887. 32:06Take a minute.
888. 32:07It's okay. Give yourself some grace, you
889. 32:10know?
890. 32:11Because honestly, your chakras are in
891. 32:13line. You're in alignment. Material and
892. 32:16spiritual prosperity is here. Keep Wow,
893. 32:18all You have three chakras up here.
894. 32:21Keep your heart chakra open though.
895. 32:23Um and it is open.
896. 32:25This person didn't do any damage.
897. 32:27Material harvest with material and
898. 32:29spiritual prosperity. Keep going towards
899. 32:31what you need to go towards for your
900. 32:32life. This person would have derailed
901. 32:34that.
902. 32:35Straight up. They it have derailed it.
903. 32:38And you would have been sitting there
904. 32:39pouring into them instead of pouring
905. 32:40into yourself. And that's the that was
906. 32:44one of the lessons here and that's why
907. 32:45you've done the shadow work. You're in
908. 32:46alignment. You didn't allow this another
909. 32:49chakra, base chakra. You're in
910. 32:50alignment. You didn't allow this person
911. 32:52to throw you off your square. All your
912. 32:56chakras are still here in alignment.
913. 32:59Universe here. You're good.
914. 33:02Activated. You know what I'm saying?
915. 33:04Activated. So, don't get too withdrawal
916. 33:07when it comes to whatever this [ __ ] was
917. 33:08here, okay? Have patience with yourself.
918. 33:11Give yourself grace, but go right back
919. 33:13to the material harvest cuz you
920. 33:15you're bringing it in.
921. 33:17You're bringing it in. You're in your
922. 33:18you're walking in your destiny. You're
923. 33:19walking in your destiny. All right?
924. 33:23And this person is not your assignment.
925. 33:26Yes, right now they are suffering in
926. 33:27silence. But right now you're walking in
927. 33:29your destiny. They did not throw you off
928. 33:31of alignment. That's all that matters to
929. 33:33me, [ __ ] All right, I'm going to end it
930. 33:35here.
931. 33:36>> [laughter]
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