The Ragged Edges of the Kingdom by Larry Booker — Transcript
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- 0:07baptism is
- 0:10baptism
- 0:11is done for the forgiveness of sins acts
- 0:13238
- 0:15baptism
- 0:16is done to save us first peter 3 21 acts
- 0:202 40 mark 16 16.
- 0:23baptism
- 0:25is done to wash away our sins acts 22
- 0:2716.
- 0:29baptism is done to be reborn to new life
- 0:32john 3 5 romans 6 3-6
- 0:36baptism is done to clothe ourselves with
- 0:39christ galatians 3 26 and
- 0:4227. trust in the lord with all your
- 0:45hearts and lead not into your own
- 0:47understanding
- 0:48in all your ways acknowledge him and he
- 0:50shall direct your path
- 0:52[Music]
- 0:56i'm going to ask you to turn with me to
- 0:58the book of
- 0:59john chapter number 16.
- 1:05while you're turning there
- 1:08i know that this is a revival month
- 1:11and
- 1:15i'm i don't know where this falls into
- 1:17the line of revival except to tell you
- 1:21that if you don't need this message
- 1:22tonight you will need it sometime in
- 1:25your life
- 1:27and some of you may say i wish i'd heard
- 1:29this earlier
- 1:32but
- 1:33i
- 1:35i know this is a revival
- 1:38month
- 1:39and um
- 1:41i was going to i was planning on
- 1:44preaching this and
- 1:46and uh
- 1:48but i'm we're driving to church tonight
- 1:50and i have a a a gallon
- 1:52bag of scriptures and names there's
- 1:55hundreds and hundreds of scriptures i
- 1:57don't have all of them i don't have 31
- 1:59000 plus there but i got a lot of them
- 2:02and i reached down and i dug around and
- 2:05i pulled up
- 2:07the text that
- 2:09we're going to read tonight
- 2:11and that was a sweet confirmation so god
- 2:14knows
- 2:15god knows god knows
- 2:18and your pastor and others here recently
- 2:21heard me preach this
- 2:23and um
- 2:25here we go
- 2:26this morning we talked about the garden
- 2:28anybody thankful for the garden
- 2:31anybody thankful for the garden
- 2:34[Applause]
- 2:37well this is something that jesus had to
- 2:39say in verse 33
- 2:42of john 16
- 2:44verse 33
- 2:49these things
- 2:50i have spoken unto you
- 2:54that in me
- 2:55you might have peace
- 2:57in
- 2:58the world
- 3:00you shall have
- 3:02tribulations but
- 3:05be of good cheer
- 3:07i have overcome
- 3:10the world
- 3:11amen let's pray and ask that our
- 3:14gracious god would talk to every one of
- 3:16us lord thank you for your presence
- 3:20god it is so rich and so real
- 3:23you are so kind you are so faithful
- 3:27again anoint our every heart our every
- 3:29soul and mind and spirit
- 3:32to receive ye god of your goodness daily
- 3:36we thank you we stand in all of you and
- 3:39we love you
- 3:40in jesus name amen god bless you so much
- 3:44you may be seated thank you for standing
- 3:49we
- 3:54mean something to live for god in any
- 3:56age
- 3:58any season any time
- 4:01and the words that in the world you
- 4:03shall have tribulation apply not just to
- 4:05us
- 4:06in the end time
- 4:09everyone that has ever lived for god
- 4:11pays
- 4:12a certain amount of price
- 4:15and there are sacrifices the book of
- 4:17psalms
- 4:18i think it's chapter 50 speaks of those
- 4:20that make a covenant with him by
- 4:22sacrifice
- 4:24and uh but the thing about god and
- 4:27making of sacrifices
- 4:29those sacrifices don't tend to last very
- 4:31long
- 4:33the reason being
- 4:35is that
- 4:36god keeps very very good books
- 4:38and when he
- 4:40he's very mindful and when we make a
- 4:42sacrifice
- 4:44he steps on the scene and it doesn't
- 4:46remain
- 4:47sacrificed again very long he knows he
- 4:50keeps good books he will owe no man
- 4:52anything
- 4:54and he knows his business
- 4:57and uh
- 4:58when we cross the river
- 5:00we will see
- 5:02the blessings that he has given us here
- 5:04on earth the things he has protected us
- 5:08of
- 5:09our mind-boggling things that we never
- 5:11even considered
- 5:13amen he may show us a panorama of the
- 5:16times he saved our hides
- 5:20and we didn't even know it to say thank
- 5:22you on my way here tonight
- 5:29a guy in a blue truck
- 5:31apparently didn't his blue truck did not
- 5:33like my red truck
- 5:36and
- 5:37anyway we we came close to colliding
- 5:41and uh he had he had a lot of room to go
- 5:44he just didn't want to whatever
- 5:46i didn't see him coming he must have
- 5:48been coming fast and blah blah blah blah
- 5:51and my wife said larry
- 5:55god really keeps his hand on you is all
- 5:57i can tell you and i said he
- 6:00he really does he really does he really
- 6:03does
- 6:04amen
- 6:05i remember years ago when i gave my
- 6:07testimony first time in california and
- 6:10brother carl ballestero was standing at
- 6:12the back
- 6:14i wasn't positive it was him but
- 6:17it was and after service i went back and
- 6:20i said are you brother balester and he
- 6:22said yes
- 6:24he said larry booker when
- 6:26the nights you prayed through to the
- 6:28holy ghost i have no doubt
- 6:30angels were falling in corners
- 6:33all over the building saying
- 6:35thank god that's over
- 6:38and
- 6:40i i think those same angels have
- 6:42probably stuck with me all these years
- 6:44and protected me
- 6:46because uh in the world again no matter
- 6:50what what what age
- 6:52you come into
- 6:54there's things that happen
- 6:56it's things that happen
- 6:58in this life you say but i started
- 7:00living for god and because of that i
- 7:03shouldn't have any more problems
- 7:05i actually thought that in the early
- 7:07days of living for jesus that
- 7:10now it was just
- 7:14if i had the vocabulary that said
- 7:16i'm in the garden now
- 7:20and believe me it's better to be go west
- 7:23and get in the garden than to stay out
- 7:25east of eden by far
- 7:27but jesus with his disciples he said
- 7:30these things i've spoken
- 7:32that in me
- 7:34you might have peace the peace is not
- 7:36found in this world the peace is found
- 7:38in me it's in knowing me
- 7:41walking in me
- 7:42allowing me to be in you and to be alive
- 7:45and well etc
- 7:48some other
- 7:50transliterations of this
- 7:52one puts it this way i've told you all
- 7:53this so that you may have peace in me
- 7:56here on earth you will have many trials
- 7:58and sorrows but take heart
- 8:00because i've overcome the world
- 8:03another one i've told you that
- 8:05i've told you all this so that trusting
- 8:07me
- 8:09you will be unshakeable and assured
- 8:12deeply at peace
- 8:15that's in him
- 8:17in this godless world you will continue
- 8:20to experience difficulties
- 8:23another one i have told you all this so
- 8:24that you have peace of heart and mind
- 8:27here on earth
- 8:28you'll have many trials and sorrows
- 8:31and then the amplified i've told you
- 8:33these things so that in me you may have
- 8:36perfect peace and confidence
- 8:38in the world you have tribulation and
- 8:40trials and distress and frustration
- 8:42but be of good cheer take courage be
- 8:45confident
- 8:46certain be certain undaunted for i have
- 8:49overcome the world
- 8:52i have deprived it of its power to harm
- 8:55you
- 8:56and conquered it
- 8:58for
- 8:59you that's our god
- 9:01and that's why we take him by the hand
- 9:03and walk with him
- 9:05daily hallelujah
- 9:08when i came
- 9:10to god again
- 9:12and it was it was a very small church
- 9:16uh but it was immediately to me the
- 9:19safest
- 9:20sweetest most wonderful
- 9:22place i had ever known
- 9:25i remember sitting on the front
- 9:29seat about where these boys seat sit and
- 9:32the pew that was much closer to the
- 9:35pulpit the pulpit was not raised up it
- 9:37was on the floor
- 9:39and and the guy that was in 70 fights
- 9:43from the time his middle of ninth grade
- 9:44year till the year after he graduated
- 9:47some of them gang fights
- 9:49and the bad
- 9:50bad stuff
- 9:52and if my friends would have saw me
- 9:54sitting there with a big chief notebook
- 9:56tablet and a number two lead pencil like
- 9:59a little bird
- 10:01writing down every scripture i had no
- 10:04idea how to spell them but i'd figure it
- 10:06out i'd find it eventually
- 10:08and i'd write down and i go and i'd
- 10:11look up it'd take me a long time to find
- 10:13the books
- 10:14and it's not really how i learned
- 10:17where the bible was laid out
- 10:19and then i would call my pastor and
- 10:22drive the poor man crazy with questions
- 10:24every day every day every day and
- 10:27finally he said
- 10:29why don't you save up all your questions
- 10:30and call me once a week
- 10:33and i said
- 10:34sounds good to me
- 10:36i mean i didn't i didn't i didn't think
- 10:38you had anything better to do than to
- 10:40just answer my questions
- 10:42boy i have paid for that folly
- 10:49so the years have come and gone
- 10:51i still
- 10:53do the big chief deal
- 10:54nostalgic
- 10:56it's nostalgic that's the reason i do
- 10:58that
- 10:59and i have to use a pen i can't see the
- 11:01number two lead pencil anymore but
- 11:04i um
- 11:05you never quit learning you never ever
- 11:08ever ever ever quit
- 11:11learning
- 11:13but when i kind to god and everything
- 11:15was so sweet and wonderful i remember
- 11:17there was a lady in the church
- 11:20she was up in years and i honestly my
- 11:22my concepts i had concepts that some
- 11:26were right and some were
- 11:27really stupid but i had them
- 11:29and and i had a concept that the longer
- 11:32you were in church the naturally sweeter
- 11:36you were
- 11:37and the more holy
- 11:39you
- 11:40became and and i just i couldn't
- 11:44wait
- 11:45and i had to wait but apparently i
- 11:47didn't have to wait long here i am
- 11:48and uh
- 11:50and
- 11:51and so
- 11:52this lady she if i had to name her in
- 11:54those days if i had known how to name it
- 11:57i would have called her the testifier of
- 11:59israel
- 12:01because
- 12:02when she would stand during testimony
- 12:04service
- 12:07the
- 12:08sweetness that would pour forth
- 12:12the comfort
- 12:15the
- 12:16the beauty
- 12:18just almost angelic
- 12:21the smile
- 12:25and uh and i was just oh
- 12:27oh
- 12:29i thought she's like my grandma on
- 12:31steroids and
- 12:34and uh
- 12:36anyway months came and went and time
- 12:39goes on and
- 12:40and i met my
- 12:42my brenda the first time i ever saw her
- 12:44i was at a camp meeting i came to god in
- 12:47in
- 12:48april and in july was a camp meeting my
- 12:51hair had been down to here and
- 12:53my pastor said i was like the guy that
- 12:55had a dog with a bad tail
- 12:57rather than cut it off all at once he'd
- 12:59just kind of take it an inch at a time
- 13:02so when i met her my hair was still over
- 13:04my ears but i was i was at this camping
- 13:08i was praying
- 13:09for
- 13:10one of my buddies that had come back
- 13:12from pueblo with me his name was ed and
- 13:14we always called him special
- 13:16and
- 13:18and there he was we were praying and all
- 13:20the young people had gathered around
- 13:22and i'm praying
- 13:23and i saw this girl
- 13:25and i'm praying and i looked at her and
- 13:28i said to myself that's the girl i'm
- 13:30going to marry
- 13:32and i thought that's crazy and then um
- 13:35afterwards we went to the concession
- 13:37stand and
- 13:38and we're talking and this and that and
- 13:41me and special we're talking to
- 13:44these girls and we go back to the dorm
- 13:46and i'm on the bottom bunk and ed's on
- 13:48the top bunk and
- 13:50i'm looking out the window and there's
- 13:52the moon and they had said hey larry i
- 13:54said yeah he said you know that brenda
- 13:56girl i said yeah
- 13:58he said i kind of like her
- 14:00i put my foot
- 14:02on the lowest part of the bunk and i
- 14:04shoved it
- 14:06and he wow and he came back down
- 14:10and i said forget it
- 14:17low
- 14:18it beareth witness
- 14:20i said uh
- 14:22forget it eddie
- 14:23i said i'm gonna marry her.
- 14:26and i looked out the window and i
- 14:27thought i am losing
- 14:29my mind
- 14:31but
- 14:32we sure enough got married
- 14:34and she got to hear the testifier of
- 14:36israel and all was well
- 14:38and then one day i was
- 14:40we were in
- 14:43our first apartment and it was a
- 14:45saturday afternoon and i was going to
- 14:47take a nap and
- 14:49i was lying on my back and i was in
- 14:52i wasn't asleep yet but i wasn't
- 14:54fully awake and i
- 14:56and and there before me
- 14:59was this angelic
- 15:01testifier of israel
- 15:03and she was just just
- 15:06and
- 15:07and while she was
- 15:09she was doing that and i i just got i
- 15:11was like seeing her and she went
- 15:15and i jumped
- 15:19and i was wide awake
- 15:21and i thought whoa what was that all
- 15:24about so a week or so later i was in
- 15:27tulsa with uh
- 15:29my pastor i can't remember why we were
- 15:31down there but we were we're walking the
- 15:33sidewalk down to the car or whatever i
- 15:35said you know brother moss i had a
- 15:37strange thing happen and i don't know
- 15:38what to think about it it's really weird
- 15:41he said well what is it so we're talking
- 15:43and i'm telling him and he stops
- 15:47and and
- 15:48he was tall but not quite as tall as me
- 15:51he looked at me
- 15:53and i looked at him he said
- 15:57i said what's that mean he said
- 15:59we'll see
- 16:02well apparently he had to do business
- 16:05with the testifier of israel
- 16:08and and so it wasn't all that many
- 16:11months
- 16:12before i began to find out the
- 16:16side
- 16:17of the testifier of israel
- 16:20and and i realized
- 16:22it was a less than stellarly perfect
- 16:25situation
- 16:27and if i would have approached her
- 16:29husband apparently and said your ma your
- 16:32wife
- 16:33is like my grandma on steroids she's the
- 16:36testifier of israel
- 16:40i would have probably gotta look
- 16:42something
- 16:43of that nature
- 16:45and then
- 16:47this was a really sad part the young man
- 16:49that was so unbelievably instrumental
- 16:54in my salvation he had been in church
- 16:56six months longer than i
- 16:59and i used to be a running buddy of his
- 17:01in pueblo
- 17:03and
- 17:05we were we were a pair he was brilliant
- 17:09utterly unbelievably brilliant he could
- 17:12he was very very good looking healthy
- 17:16he could open the bible anywhere read a
- 17:18chapter twice
- 17:20sometimes you might have to read it
- 17:21three times he could shut the book and
- 17:23quote you the chapter
- 17:26he was he was brilliant
- 17:29and the potential the young man had was
- 17:31just
- 17:33literally unbelievable and he was the
- 17:34one that
- 17:36the night
- 17:38that i finally broke i snapped i was
- 17:40shattered
- 17:41and i made it back home from denver
- 17:44still alive by the mercies of god
- 17:46totally
- 17:47and i fell by my bed and i said god i
- 17:50will do anything
- 17:52anything in the world for you just get
- 17:55me out of here
- 17:57and he was 650 miles away praying for me
- 18:00and the lord said arise go get larry he
- 18:03is ready now
- 18:05and he drove all night long
- 18:09picked me up
- 18:11and the long story short gets me back to
- 18:14bartlesville on easter sunday i go we
- 18:16get five in the morning we go to church
- 18:18that night i bawl and squall and sob i'm
- 18:21baptized in jesus name five nights later
- 18:23i get the holy ghost
- 18:25and so this young
- 18:26man i loved dearly and on and on
- 18:31but
- 18:32he went sideways
- 18:34it was very sad it was very very
- 18:37tragically sad
- 18:40and how far he went and how bad he went
- 18:42and how how crazy he got in the spirit
- 18:45he got so tangled up with bitterness and
- 18:47envies and
- 18:49it was breathtaking and um
- 18:52and and
- 18:55he
- 18:57in front of my parents i hadn't been in
- 18:59church for just a few months and they
- 19:00drive 650 50 miles away and
- 19:03i didn't go
- 19:04uh i had to go to work i went to church
- 19:07twice they got in on saturday i went to
- 19:08church twice on sunday and then and then
- 19:10i worked monday spent monday night with
- 19:12them had to go to work on tuesdays
- 19:14tuesday night we had church
- 19:16and they were leaving wednesday and they
- 19:18were upset they said we're leaving
- 19:19tomorrow
- 19:21and
- 19:22and i said i'm sorry i
- 19:25i said you know what i was before god
- 19:28found me
- 19:30and i i can't go back to that doctors
- 19:32couldn't help me you couldn't help me
- 19:34police good police and bad police
- 19:36couldn't help me my probation officer
- 19:38couldn't help me psychologists could not
- 19:41help me doctors couldn't help me
- 19:43teachers couldn't help me counselors
- 19:44couldn't help me nobody could help me i
- 19:46said i finally found my help it's it's
- 19:49through god through the church
- 19:51and i said i i can't
- 19:54i
- 19:55can't miss
- 19:57i'm sorry
- 19:59to which he in front of my parents
- 20:02said
- 20:03if you loved your mother and father you
- 20:05wouldn't go to church tonight
- 20:11and it got really quiet
- 20:16why he would do that
- 20:19and i said
- 20:21mom and dad
- 20:23i'm sorry
- 20:25i gotta go
- 20:27and that night was the night my pastor
- 20:29was preaching i felt so horrid
- 20:33and it was somewhere in the book of
- 20:34psalms and my bible was on my lap and i
- 20:37told a brother
- 20:38this morning he asked me when did i know
- 20:41for sure i was called to preach
- 20:44that night feeling so rancid and broken
- 20:47and wretched
- 20:48when my pastor was preaching and i've
- 20:50got my bible open i felt like i was on a
- 20:53high high high
- 20:54high diving border
- 20:56and i was going in slow motion down
- 20:59towards the pool
- 21:01of the waters of his word
- 21:04and going into the waters
- 21:08and i knew that moment i'd spend my life
- 21:11preaching this word
- 21:13that's the night i knew
- 21:17and the thing about oklahoma they say if
- 21:18you don't like the weather stick around
- 21:20it'll change
- 21:22and this took apparently all peoples by
- 21:24surprise
- 21:26there was no weather warning whatsoever
- 21:28that night a blizzard came into town
- 21:31and my parents couldn't get out of town
- 21:33nobody could get out of town i could not
- 21:35go to work
- 21:37i got to spend all day wednesday
- 21:38wednesday night i couldn't go to work
- 21:41on thursday i got to spend thursday with
- 21:43him my pastor didn't stop church for
- 21:45nothing and he we had but i don't live
- 21:48down the street and so me and four
- 21:49others went to church that night and
- 21:50then
- 21:52and then and then
- 21:54on friday they couldn't get out of town
- 21:55until wednesday but on friday we're
- 21:57driving around until saturday and we're
- 21:58driving around on friday and
- 22:02my dad said larry i said yes sir
- 22:05i'm going to tell you something i said
- 22:07yes sir
- 22:08if you're going to live for god
- 22:10yes sir and he did not
- 22:13he said
- 22:14you better do it with all your heart you
- 22:16better do it with everything that's in
- 22:17you you hear me because if you don't
- 22:19you're not worth your salt
- 22:22i said yes sir he said that includes
- 22:24going to church don't miss church
- 22:32god knows his business
- 22:36god knows his business
- 22:38so things i began to find out happened
- 22:40in the kingdom
- 22:42all was not perfect
- 22:44there were situations
- 22:47and and as i go through this i'm trying
- 22:49to make my adjustments my mental
- 22:52emotional spiritual adjustments that
- 22:55that thank god for the kingdom i've been
- 22:58east of eden thank god for the garden
- 23:01but it's not always
- 23:03perfect
- 23:05in the garden
- 23:06and then when you go back you find out
- 23:08that the the kingdom
- 23:10has always
- 23:13had its troubles
- 23:15we know that cain and
- 23:17his brother abel
- 23:20both offered up sacrifices but canes
- 23:23were of his own
- 23:25mind
- 23:27it was not the the blood of the
- 23:29firstborn lamb
- 23:31and so the writer saint john writes in
- 23:34the first book
- 23:36of the gospel of the the
- 23:38epistle of john he said not as cain who
- 23:41was of that wicked one and slew his
- 23:43brother abel wherefore did he salute
- 23:46wherefore slew he him because the vote
- 23:49works were evil and his brothers
- 23:50righteous
- 23:52so back back in the earliest days of the
- 23:54kingdom
- 23:55there was bad troubles
- 23:57and every patriarch you want to name if
- 23:59you want to talk about abraham
- 24:02you cannot talk about abraham without
- 24:04bringing up hagar
- 24:06when you bring up hagar you bring up his
- 24:08son ishmael
- 24:10when you bring up hagar and ishmael you
- 24:12also know that he had a first wife by
- 24:14the name of sarah
- 24:16and he had a nephew by the name of lot
- 24:20and and life got really interesting
- 24:22between hagar and sarah
- 24:25and then between ishmael and isaac
- 24:28and then with his nephew lot who pitched
- 24:31his hand towards
- 24:33tent towards sodom and and so in
- 24:35abraham's life this epitome of the
- 24:37kingdom the father of the faithful we
- 24:40find that that it's not perfect there
- 24:42but he's the father of the faithful
- 24:44and we see the towering figure that he
- 24:48is
- 24:48but there were times that were better
- 24:50than others
- 24:52amen isaac
- 24:54found his wife rebecca or she was rather
- 24:57found for him
- 24:58and he has two boys
- 25:00jacob
- 25:02and esau
- 25:04and we find there's problems
- 25:07in their world
- 25:08and in their life then jacob
- 25:11we find he deceives his father isaac
- 25:14he gets the blessing
- 25:16he has to leave home lest his brother
- 25:18kill him
- 25:19he goes to his uncle laban's
- 25:22and there he meets rachel he falls
- 25:24instantly in love
- 25:26and then the years come and go basically
- 25:2920 years of the tug of war
- 25:31with laban
- 25:33and his machinations his business
- 25:36machinations versus this young man
- 25:38jacob who god would bless through every
- 25:41situation
- 25:42and just help but but it wasn't all
- 25:45peaches and cream there were problems
- 25:47there were traumas in jacob's family and
- 25:50and between
- 25:52rachel and her sister leia and then
- 25:55bildad and zilpah the the the the other
- 25:58concubines that there are servant girls
- 26:00that he took to wife so that so that
- 26:03she could have more kids and this and it
- 26:05got it was a mess
- 26:07but it became the patriarchs of israel
- 26:11and and and it was interesting and then
- 26:14we find that these sons got a boy
- 26:17uh
- 26:18jacob's got a boy named jacob
- 26:20the son of rachel
- 26:22and
- 26:24just in case you wondered what it was
- 26:26like
- 26:28and uh
- 26:29at one point he's meeting his brother
- 26:31esau that still he thinks is bent on
- 26:33killing him
- 26:34and he separates he starts sending off
- 26:36cattle and sending off portions of herds
- 26:38and he's he's giving him presents and
- 26:41and then he takes his family
- 26:43and he takes the
- 26:46build and supports zilpah and biljar and
- 26:49sets their kids together and you go
- 26:51first then there's leia
- 26:53and her sons and dinah the daughter
- 26:56and in the far back is rachel and joseph
- 26:59and nobody ever forgot that day
- 27:06they looked back
- 27:09and the ones out front thought well
- 27:12this is the words we'd use today i guess
- 27:14apparently we're cannon fodder in this
- 27:16house
- 27:19and maybe by the time esau gets done
- 27:21killing everything he'll be too tired to
- 27:24take out sweet little joseph
- 27:28and so the animus between these kids
- 27:32grows to the place and then
- 27:36god bless his heart joseph starts having
- 27:38dreams from god
- 27:42and then bless his heart he doesn't know
- 27:44any better but then to tell his brethren
- 27:47his dreams do you know i had a dream
- 27:49that my sheath was out there in the
- 27:51field and every one of you were big
- 27:52sheaves and all of you fell down and
- 27:55bowed did obeisance to me
- 27:59well
- 28:00that
- 28:01that dream went over like a flock of
- 28:03dogs
- 28:06and he said well try this one
- 28:08i was a star in the heavens a bright
- 28:11star and you were all stars
- 28:14and daddy was the son and mum was the
- 28:16moon and all of you were doing obeisance
- 28:20to me
- 28:23that
- 28:24dream didn't go over either
- 28:27and the bible says they hated him
- 28:32they hated him
- 28:34and no one has a right let me tell you
- 28:36some hatred is like
- 28:38battery acid trying to carry around on a
- 28:41plastic jug it'll just eat you alive
- 28:46but here we go
- 28:47and god
- 28:49listen closely
- 28:51knows how to make the best out of bad
- 28:54situations
- 28:58and so joseph goes on
- 29:00as a prisoner
- 29:02his brethren are going to sell him
- 29:05they go over the hill to eat here comes
- 29:06the ishmaelites they steal him away they
- 29:08sell him the midianites the midianites
- 29:10selling the egyptians egyptians sell him
- 29:12to potiphar
- 29:13and we know the rest of the story
- 29:1620 years later
- 29:19famine is hitting the world
- 29:21here comes ten older
- 29:24brothers and they're standing before a
- 29:27strange enigmatic man
- 29:29they don't know he speaks hebrew because
- 29:31they don't know it's joseph and he's the
- 29:33second most powerful man
- 29:36apparently in the world order at that
- 29:38moment
- 29:40and they're all doing obeisance to him
- 29:45so
- 29:46the kingdom
- 29:48has had its problems
- 29:50moses had
- 29:52a sister named miriam one day god
- 29:55turned her into a leper because she
- 29:56didn't know when to keep her mouth shut
- 29:59aaron
- 30:00made a golden calf
- 30:02and god would have killed him had not
- 30:04moses interceded
- 30:06there was a mixed multitude that
- 30:07followed the children of israel out and
- 30:10moses himself one day instead of
- 30:12speaking to a rock
- 30:13he smites the rock
- 30:16amen once too many
- 30:19and he's not allowed to go into the
- 30:20promised land
- 30:22this is the kingdom of god you go to the
- 30:24book of judges
- 30:25and you find israel backsliding seven
- 30:28times
- 30:29you have good good judges like gideon
- 30:31you have bad judges like samson then you
- 30:34end up with the last set of judges you
- 30:36have eli his sons and then their samuel
- 30:39samuel's sons are not the greatest
- 30:42and then god raises up king saul
- 30:45and king saul goes bad
- 30:50me give you the title of what i'm
- 30:51preaching tonight
- 30:53i'm talking to us about
- 30:56the ragged
- 30:57edges of the kingdom
- 31:02brothers and sister there's no place i'd
- 31:05rather be
- 31:08but i'm here to tell you the kingdom has
- 31:10ragged edges
- 31:12but there's no place i'd rather be
- 31:14try east of eden if you want
- 31:18i'd rather be in the garden with its
- 31:20ragged edges
- 31:22any day
- 31:24any day any day
- 31:26[Applause]
- 31:28you say well yeah but finally god raised
- 31:30up a king he was a man after god's own
- 31:33heart
- 31:34and his name was david
- 31:37and david had his problems
- 31:40if you don't believe that ask
- 31:42uzziah well i guess you can't because
- 31:44david had him killed
- 31:47and it got bad
- 31:49but he knew how to repent
- 31:52and he knew how to go forward
- 31:54and god actually made him the benchmark
- 31:57for all future kings he judged every
- 31:59future king of judah based on what they
- 32:01did or did not do according to david
- 32:04god said he's a man after my own heart
- 32:07and there's not many clues we don't know
- 32:09why but we do know this but king james
- 32:11version i have not checked this out in
- 32:13hebrew but in king james english he's
- 32:16the first man to tell god he loves him
- 32:22i'm sure abraham isaac jacob loved him
- 32:24but they never told it or it never found
- 32:26its way into scripture david's the first
- 32:28one to tell god i love you
- 32:32and also technically he's the first man
- 32:34in king james english to say
- 32:36thank you
- 32:40now jacob got close he said i'm not
- 32:42worthy of the mercy and the truth which
- 32:44thou has shown me
- 32:46but to actually say thank you david is
- 32:48the first
- 32:50i'm not saying they didn't i'm just
- 32:51saying scripturally god pegged it he was
- 32:55the first
- 32:56so when i see unthankfulness you say i'm
- 32:59not going to church there's too many
- 33:00problems there no no no i'm going to
- 33:02tell you something you need it's like
- 33:03going to the hospital
- 33:06you go to the hospital there's things
- 33:08that stink there's moans and groans
- 33:10there's pain
- 33:11hey there are mistakes made in hospitals
- 33:15people more people die in hospitals than
- 33:17anywhere else
- 33:19yeah that's true
- 33:21but i'm going to tell you something i
- 33:22know this god used the hospital in a
- 33:25surgeon after 10 years of doing
- 33:27everything and and finally
- 33:30my my children
- 33:32we begged god my wife we'd prayed we'd
- 33:35prayed we'd prayed until we were purple
- 33:38with praying and beseeching and my wife
- 33:40had a problem and and she had to go into
- 33:42emergency and i'm back east somewhere
- 33:45and and erica was taking her and i said
- 33:47erica let's pray right now tell the boys
- 33:49tell the girls
- 33:51jesus send the perfect
- 33:55doctor
- 33:56that can figure out what's wrong with my
- 33:58wife and so here's a man in his 70s
- 34:01he's on the sixth day
- 34:04of 12 hour shifts
- 34:06and he's like i'm getting out of here
- 34:09and he's listening to her but he's not
- 34:10crying and my wife's telling him and
- 34:13finally eric is telling him and he said
- 34:16i think i know your problem and he did
- 34:18and he performed surgery and fixed her
- 34:21after 12 years of suffering
- 34:31and i i don't pretend to understand all
- 34:33this stuff but i told that to brother
- 34:35barry sutton
- 34:36and and we went on a cruise with the
- 34:37suttons years ago and we were we were in
- 34:39the baltic sea or somewhere and and and
- 34:42and he said i told him that story he
- 34:44said you remember when we were on that
- 34:46trip i said yes he said did you know my
- 34:47wife was sick every day
- 34:50i said i think you mentioned it but she
- 34:53hid it well she goes my wife's tough she
- 34:55was deeply nauseated every day in fact
- 34:57she was nauseated every day for years
- 35:01and she went to doctor after doctor we
- 35:02prayed and prayed and prayed and prayed
- 35:04one night she had a dream
- 35:07in this dream our youngest daughter went
- 35:09to her mother in the dream i can't
- 35:12remember the doctor's name i'm going to
- 35:13say faraday said
- 35:15mother go see dr faraday he knows your
- 35:19problem
- 35:20and she woke up she called her daughter
- 35:22who's dr faraday she said i have no idea
- 35:25she told her about the dream said well
- 35:26if i was you i'd get in the phone book
- 35:27and find dr faraday
- 35:30so she got in the phone book and she
- 35:31found a doctor faraday
- 35:33and she sat down in his office
- 35:36he said tell me your problems and and
- 35:38she goes well i'm nauseated are you
- 35:39taking the medical yes i do have a
- 35:41problem with arthritis and i take
- 35:44arthritis medication he said you have
- 35:47any with he said yes she said yes he
- 35:49took the bottle
- 35:52this is after years years and many
- 35:55doctors he said
- 35:57here's your problem
- 36:00this medication has a certain ingredient
- 36:02and he named the ingredient one out of a
- 36:05thousand people it makes them nauseous
- 36:09he changed her medication that moment by
- 36:12that afternoon she was fine
- 36:15[Applause]
- 36:22so yes hospitals can be a deal but at
- 36:26the same time i'm glad they're around
- 36:30and the point is there can be situations
- 36:32less than stellar and problems in
- 36:34churches but thank god for the thank god
- 36:37for the garden
- 36:38thank god thank god
- 36:42jesus said look you're going to have
- 36:44problems i'm the fixer i'm the comforter
- 36:47i'm the friend that sticks closer than a
- 36:49brother i'm here to help you it's going
- 36:51to be okay i've overcame the world and
- 36:54the church belongs to me
- 36:57hallelujah
- 37:01you say well
- 37:03well thank god there was no problems in
- 37:05the church in the book of acts well
- 37:07that's not quite the case
- 37:10in chapter 6 there arose a murmuring of
- 37:12the grecians against the hebrews because
- 37:14their widows were neglected in the daily
- 37:17ministrations
- 37:19and what that's talking about was
- 37:21they're all baptized they all got the
- 37:22holy ghost they've all repented but the
- 37:24grecians were hebrews
- 37:26that
- 37:27had been hellenized they the grecian
- 37:30influence had affected them they they
- 37:32had walked away from the righteous
- 37:34decrees of the torah but they caught the
- 37:36revelation of who jesus was they
- 37:38repented of their sins they were
- 37:40baptized in jesus name they were filled
- 37:42with the holy ghost and they were as
- 37:44saved as were the hebrews that had stuck
- 37:48with the torah
- 37:51but when the daily administration was
- 37:53giving they were giving out food and
- 37:54stuff
- 37:56those
- 37:57were being somewhat neglected
- 38:03yeah you know
- 38:04you were hellenized we'll get to you
- 38:07later
- 38:08and so
- 38:10this is the church
- 38:13and the apostles say we we can't
- 38:15we gotta stick with our book and bible
- 38:18and prayer and preparing get seven men
- 38:20full of the holy ghost set them over
- 38:22this matter
- 38:24and those seven men full of the holy
- 38:26ghost put the matter at rest
- 38:30but there was
- 38:32there was some ragged edges in the
- 38:34kingdom
- 38:36and at one point you have a guy by the
- 38:38name of saul of tarsus breathing out
- 38:40threatenings and slaughters
- 38:44but he's on his way to damascus he's got
- 38:46letters of intent from the high priest
- 38:48he's going to go into the synagogues of
- 38:50damascus and anybody that says they're a
- 38:52christian he's going to do to them what
- 38:54he's been doing in jerusalem he's going
- 38:55to compel him the blasphemy if need be
- 38:57put him to death do everything he can to
- 38:59get him to recant but while he's on his
- 39:01way a bright light shines it knocks him
- 39:05down to his knees a voice says saul saul
- 39:09why persecute us now me
- 39:11and he says who are you and he says i am
- 39:14jesus
- 39:20he praised him fast three days no food
- 39:22no water
- 39:24ananias
- 39:26the
- 39:26disciple comes in lays hands on him
- 39:30he receives his eyesight
- 39:32he says why are you tearing get your
- 39:34sins washed away he baptizes him in the
- 39:37name of the lord jesus
- 39:40and then we know he got the holy ghost
- 39:43he said actually
- 39:45i speak in tongues more than you all.
- 39:49and so here he is
- 39:51barnabas searches him out
- 39:53after three years he goes to tarsus he
- 39:56comes back to antioch antioch is a
- 39:58church
- 40:00full of jews that fled jerusalem because
- 40:03of the great persecution in jerusalem
- 40:10and i can see in my mind's eye barnabas
- 40:12saying
- 40:16we have a special speaker today
- 40:23i've talked with him at length
- 40:27he's a good man
- 40:30he's repented he's been baptized got the
- 40:32holy ghost
- 40:35and he brings saul of tarsus
- 40:38to the podium
- 40:43and there's people out there saying
- 40:46well if you were going to save him why
- 40:47didn't you save him before he had my
- 40:49husband killed
- 40:55why didn't you save him before my boy
- 40:57was put to death
- 41:02but that after his intro
- 41:04to the church of antioch
- 41:06in my mind that's why the very next
- 41:10verse says
- 41:12they were called christians first in
- 41:14antioch
- 41:18somewhere you got to know where to lay
- 41:21down
- 41:22the ragged edges and say
- 41:26let god be true and every man liar
- 41:28if god saved him he saved him
- 41:31you say there they all lived happily
- 41:33ever after
- 41:35until
- 41:37that same saul now called the apostle
- 41:39paul
- 41:39is is is that any ark and here comes
- 41:42simon peter and simon peter
- 41:45has been
- 41:48hanging around
- 41:49the gentiles having a good time
- 41:52until here come other believers from
- 41:53jerusalem straight from james and they
- 41:56get up and and
- 41:59disassociate from the gentiles even
- 42:01barnabas
- 42:02backs away and he'd want a bunch of them
- 42:04to god
- 42:06and so
- 42:07sweet paul
- 42:11he rebukes peter to his face in front of
- 42:14god and everybody hey boy you come down
- 42:17here and live like the gentiles and then
- 42:19you want the gentiles to live like the
- 42:21jews i'm rebuking you you're not walking
- 42:24uprightly according to the gospel
- 42:27read it for
- 42:28yourself
- 42:30but
- 42:32peter would later write about his
- 42:34beloved beloved brother paul
- 42:38whose writings are sometimes hard to be
- 42:39understood and which are unstable take
- 42:42his writings and other scriptures and
- 42:44twist them up to their own destruction
- 42:46he could have put ps but when he speaks
- 42:49he's very clear
- 42:53and at one point
- 42:55he takes this is he and barnabas become
- 42:57the greatest missionary team probably in
- 43:00all of history
- 43:02and they go forth and he takes his
- 43:04nephew with him some say his cousin his
- 43:07name's john mark and they go to two
- 43:09cities and john mark says whoa dude i'm
- 43:11out of here i'm going home
- 43:16paul says
- 43:19free kingdom
- 43:20you want to go
- 43:23well they do great great great works
- 43:25they go back to antioch they're there
- 43:27for a couple years and paul said let's
- 43:29go back and check out
- 43:32the churches we started and he said good
- 43:33i'll get john mark
- 43:35for what
- 43:38you go with us why
- 43:41because he wants to go i mean he's a
- 43:43good young man
- 43:45well then why didn't that good young man
- 43:47stay with us the first time
- 43:50well i don't know i mean he's a he was
- 43:52just a kid he just
- 43:55well i don't care what he was now we
- 43:56don't have the details
- 43:58but the bible said the dissension was so
- 44:01great between them
- 44:03i mean i could i could see i could see
- 44:05barnabas saying you know you're being
- 44:07pretty hard on the boy
- 44:08he made it hard on himself
- 44:12well if my memory serves me correct i'm
- 44:14the one that fetched you out of tarsus
- 44:16and brought you to this place to begin
- 44:18with nobody would touch you with a
- 44:2010-foot pole until
- 44:22i came and got you
- 44:26well that might be and to that i say
- 44:27thank you
- 44:29maybe you can show the same mercies
- 44:31towards john mark because he's not going
- 44:33with me
- 44:36it's there
- 44:39and so john mark takes
- 44:42barnabas takes john mark
- 44:44and paul takes silas
- 44:46and they go their ways
- 44:50i'd say that's a pretty ragged edge
- 44:53in the kingdom
- 44:55and i can see
- 44:57however
- 44:58barnabas this son of consolation sitting
- 45:01around a fire
- 45:06it's okay john we'll take care of you
- 45:10john's calling
- 45:15and and they're sitting around the fire
- 45:17and john's feeling so glum and so sad
- 45:20barnabas
- 45:22scoots down on the log next to him puts
- 45:24his arm around and says boy come on it's
- 45:26going to be all right
- 45:30you're going to make it
- 45:32man
- 45:34he was really upset i really blew it
- 45:37and he said no
- 45:39paul
- 45:40will probably go down in history as one
- 45:43of the greatest
- 45:45christians that have ever lived
- 45:48you can make it listen to me son
- 45:51learn from this
- 45:53don't let it
- 45:54make you bitter
- 45:57don't let the ragged edges of the
- 45:58kingdom throw you out of the kingdom
- 46:01learn from them
- 46:03and say god okay i'm gonna i'm gonna
- 46:05learn what i'm supposed to learn and i'm
- 46:08going forward and i'm gonna be what god
- 46:10wants me to be
- 46:16and then
- 46:19somewhere
- 46:20he gets hooked up with simon peter
- 46:23to the point that simon refers to him in
- 46:26his gospels as
- 46:28my son marcus my son
- 46:31so they're very very close
- 46:33and some are in the process of it i can
- 46:36hear him i heard you had a bump with
- 46:39paul
- 46:40well it's more like a mack truck hitting
- 46:43me but yeah it was a bump
- 46:45yeah i've been hit by that same truck
- 46:48he hit me at antioch in front of god and
- 46:50everybody
- 46:52yeah
- 46:53but i'm going to tell you something john
- 46:55listen to me listen to me buddy
- 46:58paul is a piece of cake compared to
- 47:00jesus
- 47:03i remember the day i was just he was
- 47:04telling us he's going to be crucified
- 47:06and die a horrible death and i stepped
- 47:08up and said hey going to happen not as
- 47:10long as i'm around here
- 47:13and he looks at me and says get behind
- 47:15me satan
- 47:16you're an offense unto me you don't
- 47:18savor the things of god you're saving
- 47:21the things of man
- 47:22and he turned his back on me and all of
- 47:25the other apostles were like
- 47:29he said he could have said they all
- 47:31turned their back on me
- 47:34said so
- 47:37don't worry about it i survived
- 47:40you'll survive then he starts telling
- 47:42him other stories which is why they say
- 47:44the gospel of mark
- 47:47tells us more of simon peter's problems
- 47:49than any of the other gospels
- 47:52and it's really simon peter speaking
- 47:54through john mark
- 47:58the ragged edges of the kingdom are very
- 48:01important if we learn from them and we
- 48:03don't stumble over them
- 48:05there's something that we've just got to
- 48:07say god i'm not going to be bitter i
- 48:09promise you by the grace of god i'm
- 48:11going to be better i'm going to learn
- 48:13from this
- 48:15i'm going to get it
- 48:17i'm going to get it
- 48:19and if you think the kingdom is perfect
- 48:21all you got to do is go to the book of
- 48:22revelation and read the letters to the
- 48:25seven churches of asia and only two of
- 48:29them were not rebuked
- 48:32five of them and one of the best of the
- 48:34five
- 48:36ephesus you've tried them would say
- 48:37their apostles and are not and i found
- 48:38them liars
- 48:40but as much as i admire that
- 48:43you're allowing yourself to get hardened
- 48:46you're leaving your first love
- 48:50and if you don't get it right on pull
- 48:53your candlestick out
- 48:59this is why
- 49:01this is why
- 49:04that same apostle
- 49:06told us again and again and again and
- 49:08again
- 49:09come on suck it up love one another go
- 49:12forward be what god wants you to be
- 49:17i'm closer to being done than what you
- 49:18think
- 49:22the kingdom has always had
- 49:25its ragged edges and i talked this
- 49:27morning about the garden of eden listen
- 49:30closely
- 49:31even the garden of eden
- 49:33had a serpent
- 49:37that would whisper
- 49:40and would lurk
- 49:41so whenever you find that things are
- 49:44less than perfection or stellar in the
- 49:47kingdom of god just be thankful there is
- 49:50a kingdom of god
- 49:52just be thankful
- 49:53[Applause]
- 49:55just be thankful
- 49:58[Music]
- 50:00i remember
- 50:02hearing a man tell this story
- 50:05i'm not even sure if he's still alive
- 50:07but
- 50:07he's extremely highly noted
- 50:11preacher
- 50:13and and and i've preached in the church
- 50:15that he was pastoring
- 50:17at that time not when he was there but
- 50:19later
- 50:20but he
- 50:22he told a story about how
- 50:24one morning and he said
- 50:26they were early risers but not like six
- 50:28a.m they would get up start their days
- 50:30relatively early but not at six and he
- 50:32said
- 50:33he said he uh
- 50:35he was lying on his back
- 50:38and all of a sudden his eyes came wide
- 50:40open he wasn't drowsy he was wide
- 50:43awake
- 50:45he turned he looked at the clock it was
- 50:47six a.m
- 50:49he knew something was up he turned
- 50:52and looked at his wife she was lying on
- 50:54her back her eyes wide open
- 50:56and she turned and looked at him
- 51:00and he said what's up
- 51:03she said i just had a dream i just woke
- 51:05up
- 51:06and the dream was from god
- 51:10he said what was the dream
- 51:13she said the dream
- 51:15was that we were in this bed
- 51:18we were seated up
- 51:21our back's against the backboard you had
- 51:22full pajamas i had a robe
- 51:25and our entire church
- 51:28was in our house
- 51:30everyone in the church was in our house
- 51:33but they were every one of them little
- 51:34children
- 51:36she said i knew every single one of them
- 51:39they were little children and they were
- 51:40doing what little children do they would
- 51:42laugh and play and run and go and tag
- 51:45and said but but the children
- 51:48said it happened
- 51:50continually a couple would two or three
- 51:52would come over to your side of the bed
- 51:54and they'd want to hug and you'd give
- 51:56them a hug and and two or three would
- 51:58come over to my side of the bed and i'd
- 52:00give them a hug and they'd smile and
- 52:02they'd go and they're playing in some
- 52:03more and some more
- 52:05and she said but honey
- 52:07you know brother so and so
- 52:10there was a man in the church
- 52:12he said yes
- 52:16he didn't come up for a hug
- 52:19he said i'm not surprised
- 52:22he was
- 52:24a trouble
- 52:26a man of trouble
- 52:29he said
- 52:30he'd like go from one mess to the next
- 52:34be with people said to be with him
- 52:37he just was contrary
- 52:39she said honey he was in the far
- 52:42corner of our bedroom he was in the
- 52:44corner and he was like this and he was
- 52:46looking around he wouldn't move the kids
- 52:48weren't playing with him he just stood
- 52:50there
- 52:53said okay
- 52:55i'm just
- 52:57she said
- 52:58baby
- 53:00he was
- 53:08she said what do you think that means
- 53:12he said i don't know what it means to
- 53:13you
- 53:17but i know what it means to me
- 53:20and i will never as long as i live look
- 53:22at that man the same way again
- 53:27it's just him
- 53:30and he's our child
- 53:33and we love him
- 53:36and he said he never did look at that
- 53:38man the same
- 53:39from that day
- 53:41he considered
- 53:43him a different spiritual situation
- 53:47he would be kind when he felt like
- 53:48screaming
- 53:50he would be patient
- 53:51when
- 53:52and he said
- 53:55he always went from one mess to the next
- 53:58but said from that day forward when i
- 54:00would
- 54:01get involved
- 54:02he always had remorse
- 54:05like
- 54:07i'm sorry i let you down pastor
- 54:12because he saw him differently
- 54:15and sometimes in this kingdom there's
- 54:17ragged edges and there's things we have
- 54:18no idea
- 54:20about what people have gone through
- 54:24like a young man that i pastored for
- 54:26years that he could he could he could
- 54:28snap he could have anger issues and
- 54:30struggle
- 54:33but he loved me and i loved him and in
- 54:34the course of talking to him one day
- 54:41i'll never forget this moment as long as
- 54:42i live
- 54:45he said you know i was adopted i said
- 54:47yes
- 54:50my father was
- 54:51military we traveled all over the
- 54:52country
- 54:54different places of the world yes he was
- 54:56a high officer told me
- 54:58yes
- 55:00he was a disciplinarian's disciplinarian
- 55:04yes and said
- 55:07i was i was a boy and i got an attitude
- 55:10because he got he beat me so much
- 55:13he said when i got about 12 or 13
- 55:16and he pulled off his belt
- 55:18i knew it was just another beating
- 55:22and he said i remember
- 55:25the beating
- 55:27where i couldn't cry
- 55:29i didn't cry
- 55:32and because i wasn't crying i wasn't
- 55:33even tearing up
- 55:35he beat me some more
- 55:38and after a while he shook me and said
- 55:40what's wrong with you
- 55:41he said dad you can beat me to death
- 55:43i've shed my last tear i don't have any
- 55:46tears left i don't know what to tell you
- 55:47i'm sorry i wish i could cry i can't
- 55:52so he said he never beat me again
- 55:59he would just tie me up with clothesline
- 56:00wire and put me in the
- 56:02closet for three days at a time
- 56:14and now i'm his pastor
- 56:18and now i'm trying to help him and his
- 56:19wife get along
- 56:22there's things we just don't know why
- 56:26some
- 56:27edges are so ragged
- 56:31but i think
- 56:32there's things in life if we really
- 56:35really knew
- 56:38such as
- 56:40the lady that we pastor
- 56:42love very much
- 56:45she's went through hades in her years
- 56:48but
- 56:50things have happened and
- 56:53she said i remember when i was a little
- 56:54girl
- 56:56she said she had the holy ghost baptized
- 56:57in jesus name
- 57:00she said all i can tell you is my mother
- 57:02had issues
- 57:04and
- 57:06i think there's
- 57:07chemical names involved today if it was
- 57:10diagnosed there's other terms that could
- 57:12be used i think the woman might have had
- 57:13i don't know
- 57:15but she said i remember when i was seven
- 57:17years old my mother would make me hang
- 57:19my dresses up on the hangers not just to
- 57:22hang them up but i had to i had to weave
- 57:24a straight pin through each shoulder
- 57:28between there and the and the wire so
- 57:30that
- 57:31the dress was secure
- 57:34on the hanger
- 57:37and you couldn't pull it off you had to
- 57:38remove the pen to get the dress off
- 57:42and she said one night i was in a hurry
- 57:43and i just put a pen pen
- 57:45and every now and then my mind it was
- 57:47happening to me that night my mother
- 57:48came through and she went
- 57:50with the dresses and one that i didn't i
- 57:53just stuck a pin
- 57:54and it fell off
- 57:58she said that was the night
- 58:01my mother beat me to death
- 58:06she said when she left the room
- 58:10and i came to
- 58:14how i crawled to my bed i don't know but
- 58:16she said i crawled
- 58:18how i got on my bed i don't know but i
- 58:20got there and i laid back on my back
- 58:25and she said i died brother booker i was
- 58:27seven years old
- 58:29i left my body and i saw
- 58:32my body
- 58:34i saw the blood the lips
- 58:37over the eye
- 58:39the bruises already formed
- 58:43and said i'm staring at my body and then
- 58:46i turned and i didn't see the roof of my
- 58:48house she said it felt like a gentle
- 58:52vacuum
- 58:53took me away
- 58:56and she said i came
- 58:59into
- 59:00a garden she said if i can use the word
- 59:02garden she said
- 59:06it was beautiful beyond what words can
- 59:08tell
- 59:10the beauty
- 59:12the peace
- 59:13she said i'm just
- 59:15it was majestic there was no pain in me
- 59:19and she turned and she said there was a
- 59:20girl she was she she looked to be about
- 59:23eight maybe nine
- 59:25and
- 59:26she
- 59:28there was a bench if you could call it a
- 59:30bench it was
- 59:31and she sat down on the bench
- 59:34and she said
- 59:37come sit by me nina
- 59:39and she patted come sit by me
- 59:41but her lips never moved
- 59:44and i sat down and i noticed she was
- 59:47staring around
- 59:48me
- 59:50and she was staring
- 59:52and i wondered what she was looking at
- 59:54so i i turned
- 59:56and she said
- 59:58i saw it brother booker
- 1:00:03i used the word city
- 1:00:06because there's no other
- 1:00:08word in our language that it's even tiny
- 1:00:12close
- 1:00:13but it was a city times
- 1:00:1610 million
- 1:00:19beyond
- 1:00:21and the glory
- 1:00:23and the beauty
- 1:00:24colors i never knew existed
- 1:00:29and so
- 1:00:31peaceful and she said oh
- 1:00:34i want to stay here and she said that's
- 1:00:37as far as i got i felt
- 1:00:41and then
- 1:00:43i was back in my room
- 1:00:46and i saw the dead little me
- 1:00:50and i went back into it
- 1:00:53and i opened my eyes
- 1:00:56and she said
- 1:00:57i didn't know
- 1:00:59that a human could feel this much pain
- 1:01:06but she said
- 1:01:08i never forgot what i saw
- 1:01:14and i determined
- 1:01:16as a seven-year-old girl from that
- 1:01:18moment
- 1:01:20that's where i'm going
- 1:01:23it don't matter what happens
- 1:01:28it doesn't matter what comes
- 1:01:30or what goes
- 1:01:32no no no
- 1:01:36and now she's in her 50s
- 1:01:39and she's living for god
- 1:01:42nothing is perfect
- 1:01:46i love this church this church will
- 1:01:47spoil you fast
- 1:01:51but i'm not pastoring it
- 1:01:55and you find out churches because people
- 1:01:58are not perfect
- 1:02:00if you don't believe that check out your
- 1:02:01family
- 1:02:04if you don't believe that check out the
- 1:02:05mirror
- 1:02:08check out the mirror
- 1:02:11everybody was so kind that introduction
- 1:02:13to this morning was so touching i think
- 1:02:14of jt pew he was preached one of his
- 1:02:17first camp meetings and it was going he
- 1:02:18people getting the holy ghost left and
- 1:02:20right he said people were bragging on
- 1:02:21him and he was just he said it was ooh
- 1:02:23he said he was this and he said i was
- 1:02:24walking across the campground he said i
- 1:02:27was rather enjoying myself and he said
- 1:02:30the lord spoke to me and said what if
- 1:02:32they knew you like i do
- 1:02:39he said he never looked
- 1:02:41at another introduction the same
- 1:02:44after that
- 1:02:46amen i'm almost done
- 1:02:51if you ever get a chance
- 1:02:54and you're on vacation
- 1:02:56go to kentucky i don't remember where
- 1:02:58it's at
- 1:02:59but it's noah's ark go to kentucky and
- 1:03:01say i want to see noah's ark everybody
- 1:03:02will tell you how to get there
- 1:03:04it's a replicated nose arc i actually
- 1:03:07myself think it's a little shorter than
- 1:03:09the original but who knows
- 1:03:12be that as it may
- 1:03:14there ain't nothing to make you think
- 1:03:15like that
- 1:03:17huge boat
- 1:03:19makes you think
- 1:03:22and as big as it was and laid out as it
- 1:03:25was
- 1:03:27and there was one window at the top
- 1:03:32do you think that boat ever started to
- 1:03:33stink
- 1:03:39and
- 1:03:40and somebody had to know how to use
- 1:03:42shovels
- 1:03:44and and we know that when they got off
- 1:03:46the ark
- 1:03:47and it was long enough time to plant a
- 1:03:49vineyard and there's long enough time
- 1:03:50for it to grow and there's long enough
- 1:03:51time for it to produce there's long
- 1:03:52enough time for it to make wine
- 1:03:55that ham
- 1:03:57was apparently looking for problems with
- 1:03:59his father
- 1:04:02and he had an attitude
- 1:04:04and was thus cursed for it
- 1:04:07makes me wonder if he had an attitude
- 1:04:09off the ark did he have an attitude
- 1:04:11while he was on the ark
- 1:04:14do you suppose the smell bothered him
- 1:04:18do you suppose amen
- 1:04:20the chores bothered him do you suppose
- 1:04:23he got bored on the ark
- 1:04:26amen when coveted hit in 2020
- 1:04:29and streets were clear and homes were
- 1:04:32full and all that stuff people were
- 1:04:33going crazy can you imagine being on a
- 1:04:36boat for a year
- 1:04:39one window at the top
- 1:04:41and i know that but anyway
- 1:04:43i just wonder if one day i wonder
- 1:04:47if noah said boy we're gonna have a
- 1:04:49little talk come with me
- 1:04:50that i i said come with me
- 1:04:57and they go up the ladders and they go
- 1:04:58from one floor to the next floor to the
- 1:05:00next one they go they go up to the top
- 1:05:01and he lifts the lid and he takes him
- 1:05:03out
- 1:05:04and he looks over the edge he said take
- 1:05:05a look boy
- 1:05:08you see them bloated bodies
- 1:05:10[Music]
- 1:05:13you see those sharks swimming
- 1:05:17i'm here to tell you yes it gets stinky
- 1:05:20in there but the stinks better than the
- 1:05:23storm
- 1:05:26i'd rather be in the church on its worst
- 1:05:29day
- 1:05:30than in this world on its best day
- 1:05:36it's got ragged edges but i ain't going
- 1:05:39nowhere
- 1:05:46musicians come
- 1:05:50there are you can be seated for just a
- 1:05:52moment there are less than stellar
- 1:05:54situations
- 1:05:56there's problems and trials and traumas
- 1:05:59and there will be listen to me
- 1:06:01even during the millennial reign
- 1:06:06in the millennial reign there will be
- 1:06:07nations that will not come up and do
- 1:06:09homage to jesus
- 1:06:13so they don't get no rain that year
- 1:06:16in the millennial reign there will be
- 1:06:18sinners
- 1:06:20they'll live to be 100 years old and not
- 1:06:21live for god and they will die but
- 1:06:23they'll be sinners
- 1:06:24he'll rule and reign from jerusalem
- 1:06:26we'll rule and reign with him
- 1:06:28and there will be people the devils
- 1:06:31bound
- 1:06:32the earth brings forth its increase
- 1:06:34it's the most perfect government the
- 1:06:36world has ever known
- 1:06:38and there will be still be people not
- 1:06:40living for god
- 1:06:41but there will be people that will
- 1:06:45so even in the millennium
- 1:06:48there'll be ragged edges
- 1:06:50but i want to be there to rule and reign
- 1:06:52with him
- 1:06:56i want to be part of it
- 1:07:00amen
- 1:07:03now let's stand
- 1:07:05in the kingdom
- 1:07:07thank god there's help
- 1:07:10in the kingdom thank god there's hope
- 1:07:12in the kingdom thank god you can find
- 1:07:14peace
- 1:07:15in the kingdom there's love and there's
- 1:07:17goodness and there's mercy
- 1:07:19in the kingdom
- 1:07:21the church is not perfection but it's
- 1:07:23the best hospital on earth
- 1:07:34so what do you do when you're living in
- 1:07:36a kingdom that's got ragged edges
- 1:07:38listen to me closely you get a needle
- 1:07:42and thread and you keep it on you at all
- 1:07:44times and you do your best not to make
- 1:07:47problems but to make it better
- 1:07:50to make it better
- 1:07:52i'm gonna i'm gonna show this up best i
- 1:07:55can i'm going to help best i can
- 1:07:57[Applause]
- 1:08:00and i'm going to tell you something i
- 1:08:02believe this about his son
- 1:08:03[Music]
- 1:08:06i watched brother copeland
- 1:08:09last many years
- 1:08:13i was able to say this about another man
- 1:08:15whenever i meet a man like this i'm so
- 1:08:17thankful
- 1:08:20he walked around with needle and thread
- 1:08:24[Music]
- 1:08:26and those of you that were here you know
- 1:08:30he walked around with needle and thread
- 1:08:34he's sewn up
- 1:08:36he's sewn things up
- 1:08:39there's times when other preachers would
- 1:08:40have took people's heads off
- 1:08:44[Music]
- 1:08:48that's what you do in the kingdom with
- 1:08:50his ragged edges he said i'm not going
- 1:08:52to be part of the problem
- 1:08:54i'm going to be part of the
- 1:08:55solution
- 1:08:57i'm going to stitch where i can
- 1:09:00i'm going to pray all i can
- 1:09:02i'm going to love i'm going to care
- 1:09:04i'm going to do my best
- 1:09:08to make it better
- 1:09:10hallelujah
- 1:09:11i'm just glad he let me be in the
- 1:09:13kingdom
- 1:09:15[Music]
- 1:09:16i'm just glad
- 1:09:18i've got brothers and sisters in the
- 1:09:20kingdom
- 1:09:21[Music]
- 1:09:23i'm glad i've got friends
- 1:09:26mothers in israel that are real and love
- 1:09:29and care and watch out for them
- 1:09:33[Applause]
- 1:09:34that care
- 1:09:36people with wisdom and grace
- 1:09:38and nobody's perfect
- 1:09:40[Music]
- 1:09:41[Applause]
- 1:09:42but one of these days
- 1:09:46a trumpet is going to sound
- 1:09:49and as for you and i
- 1:09:51the millennial will have its problems
- 1:09:53but we won't be part of that problem
- 1:09:56this this corruption will put on
- 1:09:58incorruption
- 1:10:00this mortality will put on immortality
- 1:10:03our souls have been redeemed our spirits
- 1:10:05have been redeemed but we ourselves
- 1:10:08grown within ourselves waiting amen for
- 1:10:10the adoption to which the redemption of
- 1:10:13our bodies
- 1:10:15no more trial no more tears
- 1:10:18amen no more weakness no more no more
- 1:10:22we will be changed
- 1:10:24and we'll be like him
- 1:10:28so till then
- 1:10:30till then
- 1:10:33until then
- 1:10:35you just hang in there baby
- 1:10:36[Music]
- 1:10:39pastor
- 1:10:41i want to be a blessing
- 1:10:44i don't want to be a burden
- 1:10:47if if if and when and where i need it
- 1:10:50talk to me
- 1:10:51don't be shy come to me
- 1:10:53i know you do it with love because you
- 1:10:55love me
- 1:10:59and we need to have ears to hear
- 1:11:01and say god
- 1:11:03i'm going to do everything i can
- 1:11:05to help build this new church
- 1:11:07to help support the building of that new
- 1:11:09church
- 1:11:10and to make this that one it is already
- 1:11:13but to make this one of the greatest one
- 1:11:16god jesus name apostolic churches
- 1:11:19in the kingdom
- 1:11:23that we continue
- 1:11:24to start churches that we continue to
- 1:11:27send out missionaries that we continue
- 1:11:30it just gets bigger and better and more
- 1:11:33powerful because we're part of the
- 1:11:35kingdom
- 1:11:39and so if anybody's here that's thankful
- 1:11:42that god would take the likes of us
- 1:11:46put us in the kingdom
- 1:11:48maybe you want to come down and lift
- 1:11:51your hands and say thank you
- 1:11:53thank you if you're here tonight and
- 1:11:55you're not a part of the kingdom and
- 1:11:57you're just in full you're in a world
- 1:11:59full of trouble and chaos and trauma and
- 1:12:02tears and it doesn't look like there's a
- 1:12:04way out i'm telling you there's a way
- 1:12:06out tonight there's a kingdom there's a
- 1:12:09garden no we're not perfect but jesus is
- 1:12:14he'll be a friend that sticks closer
- 1:12:16than a brother
- 1:12:20come on young man come on young lady
- 1:12:22that's it god loves you
- 1:12:24come on mama come on daddy god loves you
- 1:12:28[Applause]
- 1:12:30he's here to help us
- 1:12:36need me
- 1:12:46[Music]
- 1:12:55the next day john saw jesus coming
- 1:12:58toward him and said
- 1:13:00behold the lamb of god
- 1:13:03who takes away the sins of the world
- 1:13:07[Music]
- 1:13:26[Music]
- 1:13:33[Applause]
- 1:13:37[Music]
- 1:13:41thank you
- 1:13:46[Music]
- 1:14:04baptism then what
- 1:14:07baptism is a burial in water for
- 1:14:10accountable beings into the remission of
- 1:14:12sins for salvation to get into christ to
- 1:14:15become a new creature to get into the
- 1:14:18one body
- 1:14:19then
- 1:14:20walk in the new life
- 1:14:22study and grow
- 1:14:23become a servant of righteousness
- 1:14:26keep self pure be an example
- 1:14:29have faith in god
- 1:14:31follow jesus
- 1:14:33put first things first
- 1:14:35resist temptation
- 1:14:37be faithful
- 1:14:38and be fruitful
- 1:14:41[Music]
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