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0:00Hello and welcome to the first video on
0:02my channel. My name is James and I want
0:05to tell you about a near-death
0:07experience that I had shortly after my
0:10wife died and share the knowledge that I
0:12brought back with me
0:14because it completely changed my life
0:17and showed me how reality really works
0:21and how to control it and create
0:23whatever I want in life and
0:25I think you'll be surprised at how
0:28simple it is and how quickly you can
0:30transform your life when you understand
0:32the truth.
0:34It's quite a remarkable story. So, I'll
0:37take you back to the beginning because I
0:39think I must be one of the least likely
0:42people to have this kind of experience.
0:47I was not religious or spiritual. I was
0:51a militant atheist. I didn't believe in
0:54God or the paranormal or the
0:58supernatural.
0:59For me, it was just strictly scientific
1:03materialism.
1:05I'm ashamed to say that I
1:08condescendingly looked down on anyone
1:11who believed in anything other than
1:12science. I was um
1:14I was that atheist, unfortunately.
1:18So,
1:19I was not predisposed to have any kind
1:23of spiritual experience.
1:26And then,
1:27in her early 30s,
1:29my wife was diagnosed with terminal
1:31cancer
1:33and I almost immediately started to
1:36unravel.
1:38I didn't realize it at the time, but her
1:40impending death and leaving me
1:43triggered an underlying issue from my
1:46childhood. Now, I won't go into the
1:49details just yet,
1:50but mentally and emotionally, I started
1:54to fall apart without knowing why.
1:57And I was a bit of a control freak, so
2:01not knowing or understanding what was
2:04happening to me just compounded the
2:06problem and made me feel even more out
2:09of control.
2:10And over the course of 6 years,
2:14every part of me broke, physically,
2:17mentally, emotionally.
2:20I was a shell of a human being.
2:23Without saying the word, because
2:25I don't want to get flagged by YouTube,
2:27I got to the point of nearly not being
2:31here anymore.
2:32I'm sure you know what I mean.
2:35And then,
2:36my wife died.
2:38And right in the depths of that grief
2:42and the lowest point of my life,
2:45despite being an atheist who didn't
2:47believe in God,
2:49I was angry enough to blame him.
2:52And
2:53I was sat in my garden one afternoon in
2:55the middle of summer,
2:57and I angrily asked,
2:59or demanded to know,
3:02why was this happening?
3:04What was it all about?
3:06And amazingly,
3:08I got an answer.
3:11Now, I call it a near-death experience
3:13because I don't know how else to
3:16describe it. I didn't nearly die,
3:19but I had all the same experiences like
3:21being out of body and being in a magical
3:24landscape and communicating with higher
3:26intelligences.
3:29Somehow, the emotional pressure I was
3:32under
3:33shattered this reality and sent me
3:35somewhere else.
3:37So,
3:39I'm sat in the garden,
3:41and
3:42everything around me kind of
3:44pixelated and started vibrating.
3:47And you know in science fiction films
3:50when spaceships travel at warp speed.
3:53Everything did that and rushed past me
3:56in lines,
3:58vanished, and then I stopped and find
4:01myself in another dimension or realm.
4:05And
4:06it wasn't like the Hollywood depiction
4:09of heaven. There were no fluffy clouds
4:11or paradise landscape.
4:14Everything
4:15was multi-dimensional geometry. The
4:19entire environment was made of geometry,
4:23geometric shapes, geometric colors,
4:25geometric sounds,
4:28and everything was transforming and
4:31shapeshifting in four or five dimensions
4:34like a higher dimensional kaleidoscope.
4:37It was the strangest and
4:40most beautiful thing I've ever seen.
4:43And then
4:45right in the middle was a giant blue
4:48rose mandala, which is what I've named
4:51my channel after. Again, constantly
4:53shifting and morphing in and out of
4:56different dimensions like fractals. So,
4:59changing yet remaining the same.
5:02It defied what we understand as physics.
5:08And
5:09emanating from this
5:11was an immense feeling of
5:15a sentient conscious intelligence that
5:18filled the entire universe.
5:21I refer to it as the numinous because I
5:23think that captures the awe-inspiring
5:26sacred presence of
5:28essentially the mind of God.
5:32I'm hesitant to use the term God,
5:35probably because of my atheist past and
5:38my picture of God was always a spiteful,
5:41distant ruler
5:43passing judgment on us, and this was
5:45most definitely
5:46not that. I was
5:50I was going to say surrounded by love,
5:53but it was more like I was completely
5:55absorbed into
5:58the purest unconditional love
6:01imaginable. I was part of it.
6:04And it felt like being home.
6:07So, despite the whole place being
6:09utterly bizarre compared to what we see
6:12in the normal world, it was a wave of
6:14relief, like a a sigh of
6:17uh
6:17>> [sighs]
6:18>> I'm back home, my true home.
6:22And it was more real than real.
6:25That was the real world, and this is the
6:28illusion.
6:29And I felt that sense of relief that I
6:32had woken up from a bad dream, and I was
6:34back home and safe again.
6:38At the same time,
6:40every question
6:42I've ever had
6:44was answered.
6:45It No, it wasn't a voice talking to me
6:48or a download of information from
6:51somewhere else.
6:53It was an instantaneous recollection of
6:56my own memory.
6:58I remembered who I was,
7:00where I came from, why the universe
7:02exists, what the universe is, and what
7:06life on Earth is all about.
7:08And it's really hard
7:10to explain this without sounding
7:13grandiose or delusional.
7:17The reason I remembered everything
7:19rather than being shown something or
7:22learning something
7:24was because I was absorbed back into the
7:27one.
7:29The entire universe is
7:32pure consciousness.
7:34All is mind. For want of a better
7:37phrase, the mind of God.
7:41Now, you and I have the illusion of
7:43separation in human form.
7:46But when I was absorbed back into that
7:48pure source consciousness,
7:51of course everything was my own memory.
7:55Because we are all
7:58that single
8:00infinite consciousness. We are the mind
8:02of God. We're not separate from it.
8:05You'll understand this because you
8:07experience it in everyday life yourself.
8:10When you dream at night,
8:13you create entire worlds, and the
8:15landscapes, and the objects, and other
8:18people all appear to be individual and
8:21separate from you.
8:23But they're not really separate from
8:25you, are they? It's all your mind, your
8:28thoughts.
8:29Now, in your dream,
8:32you have no idea it is a dream. When
8:35you're in the dream, it's completely
8:37real. The ground is solid, the water is
8:40wet. If you bump into something, it
8:42hurts.
8:44It's indistinguishable from normal life.
8:47Because it's exactly the same.
8:51Your dreams are worlds inside your mind,
8:54and your life is a world inside the
8:57universal mind, God's mind.
9:00There's no separation.
9:02And realizing that was the true epiphany
9:05for me.
9:06We create our reality with our thoughts.
9:10Nothing was happening to me.
9:13I was not a helpless victim.
9:15My thoughts had created every single
9:18experience I'd ever had in my life.
9:22Everything is just a thought inside
9:25universal consciousness.
9:27And
9:28because they're created by mind,
9:31they can be changed by mind.
9:34The trouble for most of us is
9:37we're thinking subconsciously.
9:40We create our lives subconsciously
9:42without realizing it's us.
9:45So,
9:46if you think about your nighttime
9:47dreams,
9:49although everything in them is your own
9:51mind and your own thoughts,
9:54those thoughts are being manifested
9:56subconsciously and therefore everything
9:59feels separate
10:01outside of you and happening to you,
10:04which is why you often have unpleasant
10:07dreams and nightmares and you feel like
10:09you have no control.
10:11When you daydream,
10:13it's entirely different. You control
10:15your thoughts and steer your imagination
10:18wherever you want it to go.
10:21In nighttime dreaming,
10:23there's a technique called lucid
10:25dreaming and if you haven't heard of it,
10:27you should Google it.
10:28Basically,
10:30it's a method where your body remains
10:33asleep but your consciousness wakes up
10:36and you realize you're in a dream and
10:39that you're also the dreamer with full
10:41control. It's your world.
10:44You can do anything.
10:45You can go anywhere, create any
10:47experience that you want. You literally
10:50design your dream
10:51by thinking.
10:53And it's something you can train
10:54yourself to do, by the way, and I highly
10:55recommend it.
10:58Well,
10:59that's exactly what a spiritual
11:01awakening is. That's why it's called an
11:04awakening.
11:05You wake up inside the consciousness of
11:09the mind of God, your higher mind, which
11:12is the real reality.
11:15My near-death experience was my
11:16awakening and my entire life changed.
11:21Now, the funny thing is
11:23before that,
11:25when my wife was ill and I was falling
11:27apart,
11:28despite my skepticism, I was desperate
11:31enough to try anything to fix myself.
11:34Meditating, breath work, affirmations,
11:38visualizations.
11:39I read about chakras and energies and
11:42frequencies, and nothing worked.
11:45After my epiphany,
11:47I understood why.
11:50All of those spiritual techniques fail
11:53because they don't go to the root of
11:55reality.
11:57Energy and frequency
12:00are still only manifestations of
12:02thought,
12:03like everything else.
12:05If you treat them as real and separate
12:08from you,
12:09you're falling for the illusion of the
12:11dream.
12:12You're still asleep. Now, of course, the
12:15trick of the mind is that in your dream,
12:18you think you're awake.
12:20And that is sadly how most people are
12:22going through life. Even people who
12:24think they've had an awakening
12:26are still asleep if they're trying to
12:28work with anything
12:30other than pure consciousness and
12:32thoughts.
12:34You do not need complex rituals or daily
12:38spiritual chores.
12:40All you need to do
12:41is wake up in consciousness and master
12:45control of your own mind, not your
12:48energy or frequencies.
12:50Learn to direct your thoughts properly,
12:53and you can choose and control
12:56every experience you have in life.
12:59Better relationships,
13:01better health,
13:02better finances,
13:04career,
13:05business, creativity,
13:08meaning and purpose.
13:10Every part of your life is the
13:12manifestation of your own thoughts.
13:16Your thoughts can be subconscious, and
13:19life will happen to you without your
13:20control, and you might have a nightmare.
13:24Or they can be conscious,
13:27and life will happen through you under
13:30your full control.
13:32That's what happened to me and how I'm
13:34now able to create and experience
13:37whatever I want from life.
13:39And you don't need to have a near-death
13:42experience like I did to wake up and
13:44gain conscious control.
13:47Just like lucid dreaming is a skill that
13:50you can learn,
13:51so is spiritual awakening and mastery of
13:54your mind. And that's what I would like
13:56to help you do through this channel. I
13:59actually gave up my job after awakening
14:02and became a spiritual life coach. I
14:04teach people how to harness the laws of
14:07divine consciousness so they can master
14:09control of their thoughts and create
14:11their perfect life.
14:12And I want to make videos that will show
14:15you how to do that. And that's what this
14:17channel will be dedicated to. So,
14:21if this is something that you're
14:22interested in and you'd like to learn on
14:25how to take control and improve your
14:26life,
14:27let me know what you want next.
14:31We're talking about the entire universe
14:32here, so it's a big subject. But if you
14:35let me know what areas you want help
14:37with or are most curious about,
14:41I can make my next video about that. I
14:43would love to grow a free community
14:46here,
14:47but I will need your help for that. So,
14:50if you could engage with the video by
14:51leaving a comment and a like and
14:53subscribing,
14:55that will help the algorithm pick this
14:56up and show it to more people. And
14:58hopefully, we can take this in a good
15:00direction and
15:02make a positive difference for a lot of
15:04people.
15:06Knowing the truth about the universe has
15:10transformed my life.
15:12So, despite the grief of losing my wife,
15:16I'm also at peace
15:18because I know exactly what's going on
15:20and what comes next and when and how
15:23I'll see you again.
15:25And I can tell you
15:26it's a much better way to live when you
15:29understand the truth.
15:30It would be lovely if this channel could
15:33help more people regain that sovereignty
15:35over their lives.
15:37So,
15:38thank you for watching and hopefully
15:40I'll see you in the next one.

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