The Jeffrey Deskovic Interview: the Failure of our Justice System without Apology... — Transcript
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- 0:44into that world the Unseen World of um
- 0:47incarceration the justice system and
- 0:49more and tonight we have an amazing
- 0:51amazing story a guest um Jeffrey
- 0:54deskovic and we're going to be talking
- 0:56to him a little bit about his story
- 0:57sharing his experience and what he's
- 0:59been through
- 1:00um but to jump things off I'll let you
- 1:02take over Jeffrey can you uh tell us
- 1:04your name age and location
- 1:05my name is Jeffrey deskovic and I am
- 1:09presently 48 years old and I am located
- 1:13in the Bronx in New York
- 1:15very nice very nice so Jeffrey what was
- 1:18what was childhood growing up for you
- 1:20like
- 1:21um did you grow up in the Bronx and and
- 1:23what was adolescent like up until the
- 1:26point before you would become
- 1:27incarcerated
- 1:29I grew up actually in peakskill which is
- 1:31in Westchester County so that's actually
- 1:3450 minutes north of the Bronx growing up
- 1:38um I had I was I think I was kind of
- 1:40like an All-American kid I mean I I was
- 1:44very active I mean there were a lot of
- 1:45kids in the in the department complex
- 1:48that I grew up in at Big skill I was one
- 1:50of the main two kids and uh usually
- 1:53whatever I would suggest would generally
- 1:55be what we would do if we're gonna play
- 1:57Monopoly play kickball play stickball
- 1:59play basketball ride bikes you know play
- 2:02video games
- 2:04um but that was kind of my life after
- 2:05school my life in school was uh
- 2:08different I had actually skipped a grade
- 2:10I skipped first grade and so the kids
- 2:12that I was on in high school with they
- 2:15were all a little bit older than me so
- 2:18in high school I was it was not the same
- 2:20group of kids and I was kind of quiet
- 2:23until myself and I didn't play a lot of
- 2:25organized Sports and I was kind of like
- 2:27on the fringes of the society and I
- 2:30didn't quite fit in and that'll later
- 2:32take on a prominent role in um what
- 2:34everything wound up happening to me
- 2:36yeah yeah so for everybody
- 2:39um everybody listening right now uh
- 2:42Jeffrey has a national story that's
- 2:45captured very very many people and and
- 2:48showcases the Injustice in the justice
- 2:51system incarceration and just how
- 2:54the world is handled today with court
- 2:57systems can you tell us a little bit
- 2:59Jeffrey of what what was the the leading
- 3:02up days
- 3:03um to the point where this is the
- 3:05trouble I'm in and this is the um the
- 3:07trouble they're saying I'm in and the
- 3:09incarceration that's going to lead to
- 3:10what was like those that week that led
- 3:13up to it
- 3:14so November 15th was the day that a high
- 3:18school classmate named Angela Correa
- 3:20disappeared and
- 3:23uh she went she um was she one of her
- 3:25classes was a photography class the
- 3:27professor assigned uh all the students
- 3:30to shoot some pictures of foliage he
- 3:32instituted a buddy system whereby he
- 3:35beared the female students up with the
- 3:37male student
- 3:38and
- 3:40uh so Angela went to her walked home
- 3:44with her sister her sister went to the
- 3:46restroom and when she came out Angela
- 3:48had left she decided to go to the park
- 3:50to take these photos uh without a sister
- 3:53this was the first time that she ever
- 3:55really went anywhere as I understood and
- 3:58as I understand it without her sister or
- 4:00her parents and the male student That
- 4:03was supposed to accompany her to take
- 4:06the pictures played hooky on the
- 4:08assignment so she was essentially in the
- 4:10park by by herself
- 4:13oh she went missing she didn't she you
- 4:15know she her body um there was news
- 4:18coverage you know there was like an
- 4:20announcement on the PA system asking
- 4:22anybody any kids if they knew what she
- 4:24was or articles in the newspaper and
- 4:28um you know ultimately her body was
- 4:30found a couple of days later naked from
- 4:33the waist down
- 4:34and you know there hadn't really been a
- 4:37murder in Peak Skill uh for quite a long
- 4:40time so this created an atmosphere a
- 4:43fear rumor paranoia parents were
- 4:45concerned with their own safety safety
- 4:47of their children
- 4:48and there were Town Hall meetings that
- 4:51would be parents were picking their kids
- 4:53driving their kids to school picking
- 4:54them back up bringing them straight home
- 4:56they were Town Hall meetings held safety
- 4:59tips progress on Investigation
- 5:01uh that kind of thing
- 5:04so in the course of the police
- 5:06investigation they interviewed a lot of
- 5:08students from the school
- 5:09and some of them told the police they
- 5:11might want to speak to me because I was
- 5:13quiet I didn't quite fit in as I covered
- 5:16before
- 5:17I guess their thought was that people
- 5:19that are loners that don't quite fit in
- 5:21commit in this crimes I guess that's the
- 5:23underlying theory of that
- 5:26um so that put me on their radar
- 5:28and then from there
- 5:30uh
- 5:32I was I was a sensitive teenager this
- 5:35was my first real brush with death and
- 5:37it did have emotional impact on me I
- 5:40went through the Wake multiple times I
- 5:42went to the burial went to church
- 5:44service then again I wasn't all that
- 5:46different from anyone else in the small
- 5:48city of Peekskill in Westchester County
- 5:50New York which population was
- 5:52approximately 25 000 people this really
- 5:54shook up the whole city to the point
- 5:56that there were free mental health
- 5:57services offered to anyone who wanted it
- 6:00and many people attended multiple week
- 6:02sessions and many people were emotional
- 6:04so in that aspect of it I wasn't really
- 6:07all that different
- 6:08nonetheless the police thought that my
- 6:11emotional reaction being
- 6:12disproportionate to what my actual
- 6:14relationship with the victim was they
- 6:16thought that that was suspicious
- 6:19yeah so yeah so uh because when I break
- 6:23in and ask something there or so I um so
- 6:26with your relationship with uh so I I
- 6:29was just reading a couple of things
- 6:31Jeffrey they had said
- 6:33um I'm not sure if this is true you
- 6:34could elaborate was she your childhood
- 6:36sweetheart just growing up no she was
- 6:39not she was she was in two of my classes
- 6:42as a freshman one is a sophomore I knew
- 6:44her name she knew mine that was really
- 6:47the extent of it I mean we were not even
- 6:48really on a high buy basis yep but the
- 6:52pay scale police not being all that
- 6:55uh used to investigating homicides they
- 6:58got a psychological profile from the
- 7:01NYPD which purported to have the
- 7:04psychological characteristics of the
- 7:06actual perpetrator and I had them as
- 7:09Fortune of matching that so you might
- 7:12you might think of that as a type of
- 7:13reinforcing Factor so all those three
- 7:16things okay the kids they wrote the
- 7:20sentimentality and the profile that all
- 7:24answers the question about how did I
- 7:26come to be on the police radar in the
- 7:28first place
- 7:30so from there the police the police I
- 7:33had six weeks of interaction with the
- 7:35Peak Skill police
- 7:37uh half the time they would talk to me
- 7:39like I was a suspect
- 7:41and when they were pushed too hard not
- 7:43get afraid and I'd want to get away from
- 7:45them
- 7:46they would switch things up and they
- 7:49developed this Jeff this Jeff as a
- 7:52junior detective helper theme
- 7:55so look the kids want to talk freely
- 7:57around us they're well around you let us
- 7:59know if you hear anything
- 8:01stop in from time to time
- 8:03it asks opinion questions and
- 8:05congratulate me that my opinion was
- 8:07correct
- 8:08and that intersected with what the
- 8:10career was that I wanted to have before
- 8:12I was a teenager I fantasized about
- 8:14being law enforcement when I grew up so
- 8:16Jefferson's Junior detective helper
- 8:18theme appealed to me in that that aspect
- 8:22of it and then the fact that came from a
- 8:25single parent household did also uh that
- 8:27intersected with the good cup bad cop in
- 8:30which you know what officer pretended to
- 8:32be my friend and I began to look at him
- 8:34as a father figure
- 8:36So eventually they got me to agree to
- 8:39take a lie detector test they said look
- 8:41we got some no information in the police
- 8:43file we want to share that with you
- 8:45that's going to allow you to be more
- 8:47helpful to us first though we want you
- 8:50to take and pass a polygraph
- 8:53so the next day rather than report to
- 8:55the school I went to the police station
- 8:57for the test I expected it would be at
- 8:59the police station because that's where
- 9:02I had heard through the rumor mill that
- 9:03other people have been polygraphed
- 9:05because it was a school day my mother
- 9:07and grandmother thought I was in school
- 9:09they had no idea I was in police custody
- 9:11so they didn't call around looking for
- 9:14me or trying to help me as far as they
- 9:15knew everything was okay
- 9:17okay
- 9:18and from the police actually drove me 40
- 9:22minutes away by car across county lines
- 9:25from Westchester to Putnam County
- 9:29specifically the town of Brewster which
- 9:32meant that I couldn't leave on my own
- 9:33anymore I was dependent on the police
- 9:36I didn't have an attorney president
- 9:38didn't give me anything to eat the whole
- 9:40time I was there
- 9:42a polygraph there was three cops that
- 9:45came with me from Peekskill but it was
- 9:47the polygraphics also it was a Putnam
- 9:50County Sheriff's investigator
- 9:53he was pretending he was dressed like a
- 9:55civilian he never identified himself as
- 9:57a cop
- 9:58so he never Read Me My Rights he gave me
- 10:01a four-page brochure which explained how
- 10:03the polygraph worked but it had a lot of
- 10:06big words in it that I didn't understand
- 10:07but then I figured well I'm here to help
- 10:10the police so what does it matter
- 10:13let's just get on with it from there he
- 10:16put me in a small room he gave me
- 10:19countless cups of coffee I think to get
- 10:21me nervous and then he launched in it
- 10:25with then he wired me up to the machine
- 10:26and he launched into his third degree
- 10:28tactics
- 10:29so he raised his voice at me he invaded
- 10:33my personal space he kept asking me the
- 10:36same questions over and over again
- 10:39and he kept that up for six and a half
- 10:41to seven hours
- 10:42towards the end yeah and my fear my fear
- 10:46kept increasing in proportion to the
- 10:48time
- 10:49and uh eventually he uh he said what do
- 10:54you mean you didn't do it you just told
- 10:55me through the test that you did commit
- 10:58to Crime we just want you to verbally
- 11:00confirm it and that really shot my fear
- 11:03through the roof and then the cop that
- 11:05had been pretending to be my friend he
- 11:08came in the room and told me that the
- 11:10other officers were going to harm me he
- 11:12was holding them off he couldn't do so
- 11:14any longer you have to help yourself
- 11:17look just tell them what they want to
- 11:19hear you go home after this you're not
- 11:22going to be arrested
- 11:24so being young naive frightened 16 years
- 11:28old I wasn't thinking about the long
- 11:30term
- 11:31I was only thinking about my safety in
- 11:34the moment I wasn't fear of my life the
- 11:36fact that I didn't know where I was and
- 11:38no one else did either a little quite
- 11:40large
- 11:41I was overwhelmed emotionally and
- 11:43psychologically
- 11:45then there was a possibility of harm
- 11:47there was this false life preserver that
- 11:50he threw me and so I decided to make up
- 11:54a story based on the information that
- 11:57they had given me that day and the six
- 11:59weeks run up to everything
- 12:01by the time interrogation finished
- 12:05I had collapsed on the floor in a fetal
- 12:07position I was crying uncontrollably
- 12:10obviously I was arrested the
- 12:13interrogation was not videotaped it was
- 12:16not audio taped there was no sign
- 12:17confession it was just the cops word for
- 12:20it
- 12:21and later on when I went to trial
- 12:24they left the threatened false promise
- 12:27out of their story
- 12:29so that was how I was arrested
- 12:32Jesus for everybody listening and just
- 12:36hearing that Jeffrey that that it like
- 12:38hurts my soul to think that being that
- 12:41young of a kid taken away from all of
- 12:44comfortability and brought into like you
- 12:46said to a world and being threatened by
- 12:47by individuals that you think are
- 12:49supposed to protect you and help you and
- 12:51and they're treating you like that that
- 12:53that hurts my soul that you've been
- 12:55through that man
- 12:57um so Jeffrey from that point after the
- 13:00polygraph you were arrested like this
- 13:03was not on had you spoken to your mother
- 13:06you said that you're a single single
- 13:08parent home had you spoken to your
- 13:10parent at all leading up to those days
- 13:13and was there ever that conversation
- 13:14like like why do they keep asking me why
- 13:17are they so close to me why are they was
- 13:20that ever a conversation with you and
- 13:21your parents or it was just like we
- 13:23don't think this could happen like some
- 13:25it's not me it's you know it was that
- 13:28something that ever came up between you
- 13:29guys
- 13:32um I guess the short answer is no uh to
- 13:36put a little color to it I had one
- 13:38conversation with my mother after the
- 13:40first police encounter
- 13:42um she didn't want me to speak to the
- 13:44police any further
- 13:46she never really articulated to me a
- 13:48clear reason why
- 13:50yeah I was 16 years old and I was at
- 13:53that stage of life for Lonnie a lot of
- 13:55kids including me but not limited to me
- 13:57you know was struggling for Independence
- 13:59now you know and that led to some
- 14:01conflict so my relationship with my
- 14:03mother was not in the best possible
- 14:05position and at that age I mean most of
- 14:08us think that we know better than our
- 14:10parents and I was no different so I
- 14:13didn't understand what could possibly
- 14:14happen you know innocent I'm innocent I
- 14:18don't know anything about the crime but
- 14:20then they're also telling me that they
- 14:22want my they need my help so I I kept
- 14:27the rest of my interactions with the
- 14:30police from my mother she didn't know
- 14:32that I was having the interactions that
- 14:34she only knew about the one
- 14:36yeah yeah for the police to be doing all
- 14:39of that that's illegal correct they
- 14:41can't have any contact no no it's not
- 14:43it's not correct at 16 years old it is
- 14:46legal
- 14:47you're considered you're considered to
- 14:49be an adult for purposes of being able
- 14:52to waive your rights and speak to the
- 14:53police without without a parent or an
- 14:56attorney being present yeah what was
- 14:58illegal about what they did was the
- 15:00threat and false promise that was
- 15:02illegal but everything else they did was
- 15:04lead
- 15:05okay okay Jeffrey so from that point of
- 15:09like okay I'm getting arrested what was
- 15:13the process
- 15:14um and you you can give it you know
- 15:15however short you like but what was that
- 15:17process from like did you go immediately
- 15:19to adult County Jail
- 15:22um and then trial played out for however
- 15:24long and then is that how it played out
- 15:27you went right to the county jail I went
- 15:29right to the county jail I ended up
- 15:31getting bailed out after 35 days my
- 15:34mother had a businessman as a boyfriend
- 15:36and you know he had some property and he
- 15:39had a bank account and so a long story
- 15:41short he bailed me out otherwise I would
- 15:43have stayed in the jail the bail was
- 15:45fifty thousand dollars
- 15:48um so but
- 15:50um and just legally from that point
- 15:52forward though I mean results of a DNA
- 15:55test came in from the FBI lab which
- 15:57showed that cement found in the victim
- 15:59didn't match me uh there was head and
- 16:02pubic hairs found on the victim which
- 16:06were determined to be from [ __ ] and
- 16:08negroid origin which I'm pretty much as
- 16:12white as you can get
- 16:14um but the prosecutor countered that he
- 16:17got the medical examiner to commit fraud
- 16:20when the DNA didn't match me he suddenly
- 16:22said that he remembered that he forgot
- 16:25to document medical evidence that he
- 16:28claimed uh showed that the victim had
- 16:31been promiscuous and that that was and
- 16:34that opened the door for the prosecutor
- 16:36to claim well that was how the DNA
- 16:38didn't match me and yet I was guilty
- 16:40that she had slept with somebody else
- 16:43before I murdered and raped her
- 16:45but that was all that was all a lie uh
- 16:48he took it a step further and he named
- 16:51another youth by name but he claimed it
- 16:53slept with the victim
- 16:55but he never had that person testify to
- 16:58that he never had a DNA sample extracted
- 17:02he just made an unsupported argument to
- 17:05the jury and when the hair is not
- 17:07matching me he claimed that the hairs
- 17:10must have come from the Vietnamese
- 17:11medical examiner and his
- 17:13African-American
- 17:15assistant
- 17:16but once again he didn't he didn't
- 17:19actually
- 17:21have testing done to prove that he just
- 17:24threw the suggestion in the air
- 17:27and he got away with that because
- 17:30firstly the victim's family was not
- 17:32coming to court so they had no idea that
- 17:35her reputation was being trashed like
- 17:37that it was all the lie she actually
- 17:39died a virgin As I understood it
- 17:42um so they were willing to wreck her
- 17:44reputation like it wasn't enough that
- 17:45she was murdered and raped let's let's
- 17:47make a war out of her also and
- 17:50and then um my defense attorney had a
- 17:53public defender
- 17:55and he essentially did not defend me in
- 17:58every interviewed a call as a witness my
- 18:01alibi I was actually playing with
- 18:02football when the crime happened
- 18:04uh he never he never explained the jury
- 18:07the significance of the DNA not matching
- 18:10me he never used that to challenge the
- 18:13truthfulness of the confession he rarely
- 18:15met with me he did not he literally did
- 18:18not cross-examine the medical examiner
- 18:20he never asked him one question to try
- 18:22to discredit him
- 18:24and he should have never represented me
- 18:28because of a conflict of interest
- 18:30there's other youth that the prosecution
- 18:32was falsely saying and slept with the
- 18:34victim
- 18:35was represented by another member of
- 18:38that same public defender office and
- 18:40specifically by the lawyer was supposed
- 18:42to be supervising him in my case
- 18:45that conflict prevented the defense
- 18:49from calling him as a witness it
- 18:51prevented the defense from asking him
- 18:53for a sample
- 18:55and when you defend a case that is a
- 18:58false confession
- 19:00you have to answer the confession you
- 19:02have to explain it you have to disprove
- 19:05it you got to bring it all together in
- 19:07your closing argument
- 19:09but he never did that
- 19:11sometimes he told he argued to the jury
- 19:13the confession never happened at all
- 19:15other times he was saying it happened
- 19:18but it was false and still other times
- 19:20he was arguing that it was coerced so by
- 19:23taking this
- 19:26I'm just gonna throw mud against the
- 19:28wall and see what sticks type approach
- 19:31he had to have been standing there with
- 19:34like no credibility at all in front of
- 19:36the jury
- 19:40excuse me oh yeah
- 19:42um lastly um in a polygraph and
- 19:45polygraph test results are not
- 19:46admissible because they're not accurate
- 19:48but the trial judge ruled that well
- 19:51because the false confession happened in
- 19:54the course of the polygraph he came up
- 19:56with a back door rule to allow the
- 19:58polygraphics to testify anyway
- 20:01he let the polygraphics repeatedly tell
- 20:03the jury that I failed the polygraph
- 20:05which was that I was lying when I denied
- 20:08involvement which obviously was anybody
- 20:11could see that that would be prejudicial
- 20:13and the the victims close including the
- 20:17the bra
- 20:18had been admitted into evidence and the
- 20:22jury has to see the bra which was
- 20:23important because one of the statements
- 20:25that was coerced out of me I I said that
- 20:28I ripped the victims brought off
- 20:31but there's some broads the way that
- 20:33they're made you can't rip it off of a
- 20:36body you can't
- 20:37so when the jury has to see the bra
- 20:40that's when the judge said
- 20:43the bra and other clothes were left in
- 20:46the courtroom over the weekend
- 20:48and that the janitors apparently thought
- 20:50it was garbage
- 20:52so they threw it out and it wasn't
- 20:54available anymore
- 20:56and he substituted he substituted a
- 20:59photo where he said you could almost see
- 21:01the bra he substituted the photo for the
- 21:04bra
- 21:05and lastly and I'll let you get back
- 21:08again I don't want to talk too long yeah
- 21:11but the last thing I wanted to mention
- 21:13is on the third day of the Cherry
- 21:16deliberation
- 21:17they sent out a note asking if we don't
- 21:21come up with the verdict because you
- 21:23know it has to be unanimous it must be
- 21:25all 12 one way or the other they wanted
- 21:28to know well if they if they didn't come
- 21:30up with a verdict
- 21:32would they be sequestered over the
- 21:34Christmas holiday
- 21:35and the judge said yes you will and so I
- 21:38later learned that at that point it was
- 21:4111-1 for a conviction but one of the
- 21:44jurors thought I was innocent but they
- 21:46were pressuring him and when that answer
- 21:49came back that ratcheted the pressure up
- 21:51and nobody wanted to be there over
- 21:54Christmas including that juror so he
- 21:56switched his vote based on that
- 21:59and so the end result was I was found
- 22:01guilty I was 17 years old at this point
- 22:05I was found guilty of a murder and rape
- 22:08which I did not commit
- 22:12and man Jeffrey that it's so insane to
- 22:16just think of the the how many times
- 22:19somebody could have seen it for what
- 22:21it's worth and stopped it and saved
- 22:24saved all those years and saved all that
- 22:26time and and anguish and stress
- 22:29when when the trial was concluded
- 22:33um I'm sure that was the biggest shock
- 22:35to your life and the biggest shock to
- 22:36your families what was it what was it
- 22:39like from that moment you you were
- 22:41you're about to enter a prison facility
- 22:43and you're you're about to be sent off
- 22:45to somewhere for something you clearly
- 22:47didn't do and you know this in your head
- 22:48what what was going through your head
- 22:51with your your family like thinking back
- 22:54like do they do they trust me that I
- 22:55didn't do it you know does
- 22:57all these fingers are pointing at you
- 23:00trying to say that you did something
- 23:01that you didn't do what was that like
- 23:03leading straight into prison like what
- 23:05was your mentality what was your
- 23:06thinking
- 23:07I was I was in shock like I couldn't
- 23:11believe my ears when I heard you know
- 23:13guilty and I'm thinking well wait wait
- 23:15wait a minute now maybe I didn't hear
- 23:18the word not because they couldn't have
- 23:19just said Guilty by itself because yeah
- 23:22I'm innocent and only the guilty are
- 23:25convicted you know so that went through
- 23:27my head and once it was clear that I
- 23:30hadn't misered anything uh it was kind
- 23:32of like a nightmarish alternative
- 23:34reality alternate because I I thought
- 23:36only the guilty were found guilty
- 23:39um that was obviously taken into custody
- 23:41I was remanded immediately
- 23:43and I didn't know what was going to
- 23:45happen then I I remember
- 23:48getting my wallet and a few items to one
- 23:52of the Court officers
- 23:54he you know it's kind of like mementos
- 23:56for him to give to my
- 23:58here's my family I didn't know what was
- 24:00gonna happen to me
- 24:02um I I was I had been charged to try it
- 24:04as an adult
- 24:05and I I I was um the data sentencing I
- 24:10was given her adult sentence I was sent
- 24:12to 15 to life you know I begged the
- 24:14judge to overturn the verdict because I
- 24:16was innocent and I referenced the DNA
- 24:19uh support my contention and he told me
- 24:22on the record maybe you are innocent
- 24:25but that didn't lead him to overturn the
- 24:27conviction which he could have done
- 24:29instead of sentencing me all he had to
- 24:31do was reverse any of the rulings he
- 24:34made against me including the evidence
- 24:36issue that I laid out before
- 24:38but he took the easy way out
- 24:41and then I was sent to Elmira
- 24:43Correctional Facility which is a men's
- 24:46Maximum Security Prison in New York
- 24:49now um Jeffrey I I know you spoke a
- 24:52little bit about your adolescence but
- 24:53you never I mean you've never had a
- 24:55ticket you've never had police
- 24:57interaction up into that point no
- 25:00correct correct nothing nothing wrong so
- 25:03this was the first um first the first
- 25:05run-in with the law
- 25:07um when you were finally transferred
- 25:09from County jail and you said you went
- 25:11to the Almira like
- 25:13I can only imagine for everybody
- 25:15listening
- 25:16um max custody is is no joke and
- 25:19especially for somebody that's never
- 25:21been in trouble never been involved with
- 25:23that what was it like stepping through
- 25:25those doors of Elmira and and yeah yeah
- 25:28it was yeah it was I was frankly
- 25:31frightened I was 17 years old I've been
- 25:33a Maximum Security Prison with fully
- 25:35formed adults many of whom are guilty of
- 25:38serious violent crimes and you know not
- 25:41not everybody is sorry for what they did
- 25:43or is rehabilitated there's quite a few
- 25:45that are still knee-deep into the
- 25:47criminality you know and that's a
- 25:49definite segment of the population not
- 25:51not everybody but but you know a
- 25:53significant amount
- 25:54uh but but uh I want to also mention I
- 25:57had a bullseye at my back because I had
- 26:00been convicted of the rape along with
- 26:02the murder which as you know uh anyone
- 26:05convicted of a sex offense that could be
- 26:07a motivation uh to the other prisoners
- 26:10to assault or cut you or kill you even
- 26:13uh so I was always afraid that that
- 26:16somebody would discover what I was
- 26:18incarcerated for
- 26:20um the guards were obstacles you know
- 26:22some were professional did their job but
- 26:24a lot of them came to work and took out
- 26:26all their frustrations on the prisoners
- 26:28and some of the guards were dangerous
- 26:30and nobody ever bothered to reel them in
- 26:32not their co-workers or the other
- 26:35um the soup people were supposed to be
- 26:36supervising uh food was terrible
- 26:39sometimes it was not fully cooked other
- 26:41times it was burned I had to keep
- 26:44fighting off feelings of hopelessness
- 26:46helplessness thoughts of giving up
- 26:48suicidal ideation
- 26:51um there was plenty of violence in
- 26:52Elmira there was you know maybe three or
- 26:54four stabbings or cuttings every day
- 26:56there was a lot of violence that didn't
- 26:58involve weapons there was a lot of gang
- 27:00activity so cumulatively there was a
- 27:03general atmosphere of violence and
- 27:04adrenaline that for immunity air I had
- 27:07to be alerted all at all times ready to
- 27:10defend yourself at the drop of a dime
- 27:13which I got in trouble for maybe like
- 27:15five or six times I was beat up in a
- 27:18force of my incarceration but so far as
- 27:21the prison Administration was concerned
- 27:23uh because I was attempting to fight
- 27:25back and that obviously meant that I was
- 27:27fighting uh almost lost my life once I
- 27:30got hit multiple times in the side of my
- 27:32head with uh a 10 pound uh weight plate
- 27:37um
- 27:39so
- 27:40that's I mean I tried to I took
- 27:44advantage of what the programs they had
- 27:45I got GED I got Associates I completed a
- 27:48year of schooling towards the bachelor's
- 27:50but then of course they cut they took
- 27:52that from me when they cut the funding
- 27:54of college education for prisoners I I
- 27:57completed a lot of vocational trades but
- 28:01you know the curriculum was obsolete
- 28:03many years before I stepped into the
- 28:05program so it kept me busy but I wanted
- 28:08a career in any of those trades when I
- 28:10came home I would essentially start the
- 28:12same places if I didn't take the trade
- 28:14in the first place my mother used to
- 28:17come see me once a month but the last
- 28:20four five to six years I would I would
- 28:23see her once every six months my
- 28:25grandmother passed away while I was
- 28:27wrongfully incarcerated uh my brother
- 28:29came to see me three times in 16 years
- 28:32not not at all in the last decade uh
- 28:35kids on the school bus used to tell him
- 28:37that his brother was a rapist they'd say
- 28:38other mean things and they would try to
- 28:40hit him and snapping with pencils and
- 28:42eventually he dropped out of school
- 28:45so everybody was impacted by my wrongful
- 28:47conviction as the point that I'm trying
- 28:49to get at and ultimately I went to the
- 28:52parole board where because I maintained
- 28:55my innocence rather than Express remorse
- 28:57and take responsibility I got turned
- 28:59down for parole
- 29:01so that meant that I had to do more time
- 29:04on top of the 15 years that I just
- 29:06served and told me to do another two and
- 29:08come back and see them
- 29:09but I was eventually exonerated I got
- 29:12the Innocence Project to help me they
- 29:15took my case
- 29:16and that was the first key the second
- 29:19key was um
- 29:21Janine Barrow who was the Westchester
- 29:22D.A when I
- 29:24after I was convicted but before my
- 29:26first appeal so she fought me in seven
- 29:29appeals including blocking me from
- 29:31getting further DNA testing
- 29:35she left office
- 29:37and thirdly um we got lucky that the
- 29:39actual perpetrators DNA was in the data
- 29:43Bank the data bank had been created so
- 29:45we went from being able to say that it
- 29:47didn't match me to saying who it did
- 29:50match and that individual
- 29:53DNA was only in the data bank because he
- 29:56killed a second victim three and a half
- 29:58years later after killing the victim in
- 30:00my case uh she was a school teacher and
- 30:03had two children so on September 20th
- 30:062006 a conviction was overturned I was
- 30:09released I reported back to court
- 30:13November 2nd 2006 at which point all the
- 30:16charges were dismissed against being
- 30:19actual innocence grounds the actual
- 30:21perpetrator was arrested and convicted
- 30:25and that was later a report issued by
- 30:28four experts which detailed all the
- 30:30fault lines at which the system broke
- 30:32down which resulted in my being
- 30:35um
- 30:36falsely accused wrongfully convicted and
- 30:39spending 16 years of prison
- 30:42and man that is so so crazy Jeffrey
- 30:46um so Jeffrey from from the point of you
- 30:50when you when you know you're going to
- 30:52get out of prison
- 30:54um and you know it's coming when was
- 30:56that inside prison how when did you know
- 30:58like the day the day
- 31:01the day before you got out yes my
- 31:05attorney paid me a surprise visit she
- 31:08told me the items had been tested and
- 31:10I'm like what are you talking about
- 31:11they're not supposed to be tested for
- 31:13another month he's like no no they moved
- 31:15it up you're going home tomorrow
- 31:18and I said no I'm not I'm not I'm not
- 31:20going home tomorrow don't
- 31:22you know please I've been through enough
- 31:24don't don't play with me like that then
- 31:26we went back and forth for you know
- 31:28three times and it took I had the three
- 31:30and a half hour mental paralysis that I
- 31:33you know and my mind was just spinning
- 31:34and one thought had nothing to do with
- 31:37the next and none of it had anything to
- 31:39do with what the news had gotten every
- 31:41now every
- 31:43every so often the lawyer
- 31:45broke it and said well are you ready to
- 31:48talk about tomorrow
- 31:49have it no no we're not what just I'm
- 31:52not talking about tomorrow keep that
- 31:54away from me not going home
- 31:56no not not entertaining that not anymore
- 32:00right but but maintain what what what
- 32:02made it real was when she said look
- 32:04there's only a little bit of time left
- 32:07uh on the visit and I have to get inside
- 32:10your clothing sizes so a suit can be
- 32:12obtained there's a lot to do with the
- 32:14media
- 32:15so that made it real and I felt better
- 32:19for five minutes for five minutes and
- 32:22then for five minutes and then a
- 32:25different fear came in my head which was
- 32:27that something was gonna happen if
- 32:29between then and the next day that the
- 32:32D.A was gonna change her mind and I was
- 32:34they were going to do what they always
- 32:36did which was fighting when yeah yeah
- 32:38yeah
- 32:40that that's that sucks to hear that
- 32:44you're being you know what I mean you're
- 32:45being told from an attorney uh you're
- 32:47you're coming home and and to think like
- 32:50no I can't trust this I can't trust I
- 32:52can't even trust what's happened for the
- 32:54last 16 years of my life
- 32:57so that's exactly yeah keeping in mind I
- 32:59was wrongfully convicted then I lost
- 33:02seven appeals and then I went to the
- 33:04parole board it was turned down there so
- 33:06the sum total of all that had to do with
- 33:08my that was what led up to my disbelief
- 33:12distrust in in the system and I I you
- 33:16know every time one of those things
- 33:17happened it was like I was wrongfully
- 33:19convicted all over again you become
- 33:20afraid to try to believe or trust that
- 33:23that all that hurts
- 33:27I believe it with the parole board and
- 33:31you coming in front of them
- 33:33they they wanted that admit admittance
- 33:36of your guilt right they wanted you to
- 33:38admit and there was no other there
- 33:40wasn't any option of that you accepted
- 33:43them accepting your innocence or your
- 33:45claim of Innocence no there wasn't no I
- 33:47I I tried to raise the issue verbally
- 33:51several times but they shut that down uh
- 33:54in preparation of that I sent them
- 33:58excerpts of legal documents showing
- 34:01where the DNA didn't match me they
- 34:04acknowledged receiving it but it did not
- 34:07make a difference it didn't make a
- 34:09difference yeah a lot of the time with
- 34:12individuals that are still claiming
- 34:13innocence
- 34:14um that's that's what I hear a lot is is
- 34:16from prisoners saying they don't want to
- 34:19hear me Sam innocent uh at all they they
- 34:22want to hear what I did and what I'm
- 34:23owning up to and and it's sad that
- 34:25they're not there to entertain that
- 34:27there's an injustice or a misstep in the
- 34:30court proceedings or anything at all
- 34:32they just think it's 100 right that
- 34:34you're there and you're serving the time
- 34:35right and then they hold the Innocence
- 34:38assertion against you I mean you know
- 34:40yeah I think the parole board you know
- 34:43look if there's a reason to think
- 34:44someone's innocent then they should
- 34:46entertain that I mean they can't
- 34:47overturn the conviction but they
- 34:49certainly can keep that in mind in
- 34:51deciding to Grant somebody parole they
- 34:53shouldn't have been there in the first
- 34:54place I mean can you end the suffering
- 34:56at least
- 34:58rate of part of it at least can you do
- 35:00what's you know there I mean don't don't
- 35:03be indifferent to it I mean worse yet
- 35:05don't don't hold it against me but
- 35:06that's what they do yeah yeah
- 35:10when when you were preparing for your
- 35:12re-entry into society right this is 16
- 35:14years this is this is intense you're
- 35:17about to get out you're about to put on
- 35:19a suit for the first time you're gonna
- 35:20have cameras all these things in your
- 35:23face Jeffrey what what prepared you
- 35:25mentally to get out and and start life
- 35:29over because how old were you when you
- 35:31got released for your exaggeration 32 30
- 35:3432 so 17 to 32 and what what was it like
- 35:39walking out of those Gates and and how
- 35:41did that feel yeah it felt it felt
- 35:44surreal I mean my first words when it
- 35:46was time to speak to the media and by
- 35:48the way I had not contemplated speaking
- 35:50to the media ahead of time I was told
- 35:52that I would have that chance in the
- 35:53courtroom but I didn't have time to
- 35:55think about it like as in the overnight
- 35:58um my first words were is this really
- 36:01happening like I I for a second I I
- 36:04thought okay I I finally went and did it
- 36:06right I I finally managed to lose my
- 36:08mind and I'm gonna wake up but I'm still
- 36:11gonna see the prison wall on the cell
- 36:12bars and the guards and every other
- 36:14queue to let me know I'm in prison
- 36:17so that was surreal uh everything I ever
- 36:20wanted to say to the media but couldn't
- 36:22get anyone to hear me say I I said
- 36:26so I spoke for two two and a half hours
- 36:28off the cuff really yeah yeah and that
- 36:32kind of um Turned a lot uh that kind of
- 36:35um
- 36:36set off a light bulb
- 36:39and it led me down and I I thought that
- 36:42you know hey I can be part of the
- 36:43Innocence movement without necessarily
- 36:45being a lawyer so I started
- 36:48um speaking across the country I was
- 36:50doing media interviews to hope that the
- 36:52trading privacy in exchange for hoping
- 36:55that the further the policy changes I've
- 36:57started meeting with the elected
- 36:59officials became a weekly columnist
- 37:02um I got a I did that for five years I
- 37:04had a scholarship from Mercy College to
- 37:07finish the bachelor's degree
- 37:09and um I
- 37:11I also got wound up getting a master's
- 37:13degree but at the same but and it was
- 37:16that but it was very difficult for those
- 37:18five years I was doing the advocacy and
- 37:19doing the education it was
- 37:21simultaneously very difficult because I
- 37:23was released with nothing I was always
- 37:25passed over for gainful employment
- 37:28so I was making money doing speaking
- 37:30engagements but that's not consistent I
- 37:32was making money as a columnist but it
- 37:34was for a weekly paper so they wanted
- 37:35one article a week
- 37:37so I didn't have very much money coming
- 37:39in
- 37:41so I lacks the ability of housing I
- 37:43bounced around from place to place at
- 37:45one point because in a couple weeks from
- 37:47a homeless shelter but Mercy College let
- 37:49me live on campus and they went beyond a
- 37:52scholarship
- 37:53the the world was different internet GPS
- 37:57cell phones hadn't been created
- 37:59technology the technology was different
- 38:01culture was different neighborhoods
- 38:03looked different it was very lonely I I
- 38:06had the psychological after effects of
- 38:08BTSD panic attacks anxiety uh fear on
- 38:12seeing law enforcement feeling of having
- 38:15been frozen in time so I was released
- 38:17when I was 32 but I felt like I was 17.
- 38:21so all those things it was particularly
- 38:24challenging for me because I had been
- 38:26incarcerated when I was 17 so I had
- 38:28never lived on my own before never had a
- 38:31job never wrote a check never went
- 38:33shopping never balanced the budget never
- 38:36had a driver's license so all those
- 38:38things were difficult for me
- 38:41um but uh you know I got through and
- 38:44then after about five years I was
- 38:46finally financially compensated and I I
- 38:49am
- 38:50I I
- 38:52well I started a master's degree in 2009
- 38:55and so uh I got compensated before I
- 38:58finished
- 38:59but um I got the Master's Degree because
- 39:01I then my thesis was written on one for
- 39:04conviction course in reform because I
- 39:05thought that would make me a better
- 39:06advocate
- 39:08I use some of the money to start the
- 39:10Jeffrey deskovic foundation for justice
- 39:11which would continue the work I did as
- 39:14an individual but you know from a team
- 39:16from a team perspective with you know a
- 39:19non-profit but would have the uh would
- 39:22have the
- 39:24exaggerating component which I couldn't
- 39:26do on my own
- 39:27so uh since then we've um
- 39:31I want to say we've got 11 people home
- 39:33except that by the possibly by the time
- 39:36this airs it'll be number 12 the myself
- 39:39and uh Oscar Michelin uh Advisory Board
- 39:43member of the foundation
- 39:45um
- 39:46they just caught Andre Brown's
- 39:48conviction overturned after 22 years in
- 39:50prison so there's going to be a court
- 39:52hearing tomorrow to determine if the
- 39:54judge is going to order him a release
- 39:56him on bail and the prosecution will
- 39:59decide if they're going to retry or
- 40:01appeal but the convictions are returned
- 40:04but we did that with the foundation
- 40:06it'll be it will be Godwin will be 12 uh
- 40:09people to help pass Three Laws aim to
- 40:12preventing wrongful conviction
- 40:14um we're part of the bigger Coalition
- 40:16call that could happen to you which the
- 40:18foundation which I'm an Advisory Board
- 40:19member of Foundations part of that so we
- 40:21have uh helped pass Six additional laws
- 40:24So currently we have 12 Active cases
- 40:27we're doing policy work in New York
- 40:29Pennsylvania and California and I got
- 40:33tired of being in the front row I got
- 40:36tired of being in the front row uh in
- 40:37the court so I went to law school I
- 40:40became an attorney and pursuited the
- 40:41dream of concerning others as a lawyer
- 40:43and you know peers were teetering on the
- 40:46verge of uh on the vert on the verge of
- 40:48that and I've entered some of the cases
- 40:50uh as co-counsel that predated my law
- 40:54license and some of them are new cases
- 40:56that I handed I mean I'm mostly second
- 40:59seating but there are a couple of cases
- 41:01where I'm the lead attorney and I have
- 41:03somebody more experienced that's second
- 41:05seating made for when I need to turn to
- 41:07them for guidance but look it's not an
- 41:09ego thing it's a results thing and you
- 41:12know it's about learning and as a team
- 41:13and it took many facets coming together
- 41:15to wrongfully convict people so no one
- 41:18individual is going to do every single
- 41:19thing so yeah yeah it takes a team a
- 41:22whole team effort
- 41:23yeah yeah yeah that is Jeffrey that's so
- 41:28so cool that you have fought to create
- 41:31this this this moving force behind not
- 41:36allowing another 17 year old kid or you
- 41:39know that same case that they've walked
- 41:41into ever happen again
- 41:42do you do would you say what would you
- 41:46say on the justice system and and just
- 41:48Court proceedings in general what's your
- 41:51overall look of our American justice
- 41:54system and and and are we are we headed
- 41:57in the wrong direction currently are are
- 41:59we trying to put a Band-Aid over
- 42:01something what's your take on all of
- 42:03this I believe the justice system as it
- 42:06is now is definitely broken for sure
- 42:09um you know I do think that in terms of
- 42:11wrongful conviction we're going in the
- 42:13right direction you know their reforms
- 42:15being passed or being worked on or bills
- 42:17being introduced all the time
- 42:19I do think that the speed of
- 42:21exonerations is well the frequency not
- 42:24the speed uh you know we're now up to
- 42:27here
- 42:28it's like two or three exonerations a
- 42:30week all over the country it seems so I
- 42:33believe that each I believe that each
- 42:34person who makes it out makes it a
- 42:37little bit easier for the next person
- 42:38because insofar as the judges
- 42:42are just a little bit more willing to
- 42:44consider an innocence claim or newly
- 42:46discovered evidence claim instead of the
- 42:48caving into the reflexive rubber stamp
- 42:51deny so I think that stuff is going in
- 42:54the right direction
- 42:56um sometimes not not often enough but
- 42:58sometimes the prosecution or the police
- 43:01are cooperating and some of these
- 43:03exonerations so that's going in the
- 43:05right direction and that but then
- 43:07there's too often that's too many times
- 43:09when that's not the situation
- 43:11uh to be clear that's maybe like 25 of
- 43:14the time at least it was some years ago
- 43:15in the New York Times study that but I
- 43:17so I think it's getting better in that
- 43:19area on the other hand
- 43:22there's many non-innisense uh Justice
- 43:25Reform issues like I talked about in
- 43:27conviction which I know you end of your
- 43:29Geo Works before we did the documentary
- 43:31conviction about my advocacy work and
- 43:33life politicsoneration so as I mentioned
- 43:36it within and that's available on Amazon
- 43:37Prime for the listeners but when I was
- 43:40when I was interviewed uh by GN one of
- 43:44the interviews
- 43:45and I talked about
- 43:47you know the the prisoner violence
- 43:49amongst prisoners and how they didn't
- 43:51really seem to be much of an effort on
- 43:53the administration or security to shut
- 43:55that down and there was verbal abuse of
- 43:57the guards towards the prisoners and the
- 44:00Terrible
- 44:02Medical Care in prison and the food and
- 44:05you know the need for there to be prison
- 44:07reform making prison about
- 44:10Rehabilitation rather than you know the
- 44:13punishment is supposed to be loss of
- 44:15Freedom it's not supposed to be to be
- 44:16administrated while you're there and yet
- 44:18that goes on I talked about
- 44:20compassionate or at least and how by the
- 44:23time the slow uncaring system gets
- 44:25around to deciding that somebody's
- 44:28terminally ill let's let them tap the
- 44:30little dignity by the time they decide
- 44:32too many times people are dead or ready
- 44:34or they're dying a day or two so I talk
- 44:37about that and the need for parole
- 44:38reform and how you know college
- 44:42education and prison being extremely low
- 44:45recidivism rate for college educated
- 44:47prisoners how that really shouldn't be
- 44:49viewed as anything other than as a
- 44:51serious crime fighting tool but yet for
- 44:54the most part it's not being you know
- 44:56regreteduced hasn't been implemented as
- 44:58as yet so I talk about all of those
- 45:01things all these things Humane
- 45:03conditions that nobody should be
- 45:05subjected to and I talk about over
- 45:08sentencing and how there were people
- 45:10that I met in prison that were doing 15
- 45:1320 30 years because the amount of drugs
- 45:15they had was disappeared rather than
- 45:17this big so it was a felony not a
- 45:19misdemeanor and now a lot of them were
- 45:24doing more time than people in prison
- 45:27for violent crimes and how that was
- 45:29backwards to me so I don't really see I
- 45:33see very little progress
- 45:36uh on the non-innocence Justice Reform
- 45:41issues there's very little progress so
- 45:44on that aspect of it I do think I do
- 45:47think that uh we're going in the wrong
- 45:49direction I think there's a lot to learn
- 45:51from the European prison system uh you
- 45:55know I can and uh was it the Netherlands
- 45:57and other places where it's more
- 45:59rehabilitative it's more Humane it's
- 46:01more clean and all of that but none of
- 46:04that means that people are getting away
- 46:06with crimes it just means that we're
- 46:08treating people humanely while they're
- 46:10there which is what we're supposed to do
- 46:12okay so those are my those are my
- 46:15overall
- 46:16um those are my overall thoughts yeah
- 46:18yeah very good points very good points
- 46:21and I like that you said Jeffrey that uh
- 46:24a lot of people don't take that
- 46:25proactive approach to these individuals
- 46:28are coming back to our communities so
- 46:30what what are we doing to help them not
- 46:33commit crimes what are we are we
- 46:34providing the necessary tools for a good
- 46:36successful re-entry that's going to
- 46:38benefit the community as a whole
- 46:41um okay Jeffrey so if if you could speak
- 46:44to somebody that's out there right now
- 46:46inside a prison cell going through the
- 46:49same thing that you went through and
- 46:52they're up against a wall they're
- 46:54reaching out to the Innocence Project or
- 46:57or like you said over sentencing of a
- 46:59crime and they're just trying to remedy
- 47:02them that their sentence or or to get
- 47:05back to life what would you have to say
- 47:06to individuals that have walked those
- 47:08same footsteps as you and whether it's a
- 47:11piece of Hope a piece of motivation for
- 47:13them to not give up on their exoneration
- 47:16or or just to get back on their feet and
- 47:19and live a normal life what would you
- 47:21have to say for them I would say don't
- 47:23give up if I had given up I I wouldn't
- 47:26be where I am where I am today I would
- 47:30say make use of your time I read three
- 47:32or four non-fiction books every week I
- 47:35would suggest people do that take
- 47:37advantage of the limited educational
- 47:38programs that they are try to I oriented
- 47:41everything I did to having some kind of
- 47:44potential usage if and when I return to
- 47:46society so like I didn't I didn't work
- 47:50as a porter I didn't I didn't need to
- 47:52work in the laundry or some other silly
- 47:55job that in one way or another had to do
- 47:57with running the prison take education
- 48:00type programs focus on betterment
- 48:03and definitely go to the law library and
- 48:06learn the law that's big on a practical
- 48:08level I would say
- 48:11reaching out to people I would you put
- 48:14together like a short attention grabbing
- 48:16letter not more than two paragraphs my
- 48:19name is so and so I'm convicted of this
- 48:22myself I was wrong with your innocent I
- 48:24was wrongfully convicted of this this is
- 48:26the sentence that I was given this is
- 48:28the evidence against me here's the flaw
- 48:30in the evidence here's the top three
- 48:33things in the record that show that in
- 48:35the point the direction of my innocence
- 48:38um here's some directions to go in I'm
- 48:40writing you because I'm asking you to
- 48:41consider taking my case pro bono so if
- 48:44someone's over sentencing my name is so
- 48:46and so I'm convicted of this you know uh
- 48:49I've been over sentenced by sentences
- 48:51this it really should have been this I'm
- 48:54writing you because I'm asking you to
- 48:56consider taking my case pro bono to try
- 48:59to help me get a a lesser and more just
- 49:03uh sex I mean people people write long
- 49:06letters and that's that's wrong
- 49:09the longer your letter is the less
- 49:11likely anyone's going to want to read it
- 49:13the more documents you send the worse it
- 49:17is for the sender I mean you make people
- 49:18want to run away and get away so I was
- 49:21just one paragraph or two at Max
- 49:24you know remember you're not you're not
- 49:27trying to recruit somebody all in one
- 49:29letter okay all you're trying to do is
- 49:31get their attention and for them to
- 49:33think to themselves Well yeah if what
- 49:36Alex just told me is true then yes I
- 49:39could see how you might be innocent or
- 49:41yeah I could see how you might he might
- 49:43be um over sentenced um let me learn a
- 49:46little bit more about that that's all
- 49:48that you're trying to do and when they
- 49:50reach back out you can give a little bit
- 49:52more information and you can say hey I
- 49:55have legal documents to back up what I'm
- 49:57saying is it okay if I send some to you
- 50:01I'm respectful of your time that's the
- 50:03approach to that would be the approach
- 50:05that would be the approach to take but
- 50:07you know you gotta you have to not you
- 50:09have to not give up you have to try to
- 50:11stay out of trouble because I mean well
- 50:13you you want to try to do law work or
- 50:16write letters when you're you know
- 50:18you're you're keep blocking your cell
- 50:20you're in solitary confinement you
- 50:22really want to try to do this when you
- 50:23don't have access to the phone so if you
- 50:25need help from someone on the outside to
- 50:28get you an address where you can even
- 50:30send them you you want to make it
- 50:32impossible for what it's terrible enough
- 50:34you're in prison don't don't don't make
- 50:37it uh don't make it worse make the best
- 50:39that you can of of it and so that would
- 50:42be the way that I would focus and look I
- 50:44got through things I didn't think about
- 50:46the 15 in life sentence I I thought well
- 50:48look I'm doing a year or two and more
- 50:51and and until the next proceeding you
- 50:55know yeah yeah so that you just do it
- 50:57and just do it and do it in increments
- 51:00um I I learned to play chess as well
- 51:02it's a thinking person's game and
- 51:04usually the person who wins particularly
- 51:06Gamers who could see just the move
- 51:08further and that's part of life too
- 51:10that's you know you live your life and
- 51:12move towards goals
- 51:15yeah and I would think last piece of
- 51:17advice I'll give them is uh
- 51:20you know there is a there is a starting
- 51:22to be a growing awareness of over
- 51:24sentencing and I think something will
- 51:27happen at some point in the future in
- 51:29terms of sentence modification just from
- 51:31a policy perspective so it's not all
- 51:33based only on what the individual can
- 51:36get done for themselves or someone else
- 51:38can get done for them if they can
- 51:40recruit somebody I mean I think that
- 51:42there is some people are talking about
- 51:44different policy initiatives uh like
- 51:47Elder parole which people who view 55
- 51:50and you've done 15 years and you
- 51:52considered elderly so therefore you'd be
- 51:54entitled to a parole board appearance
- 51:56not a guaranteed release but if that's a
- 51:59measure that's being worked on as an
- 52:01example but you know between now and
- 52:03then you need us to stay out of trouble
- 52:05you need to accomplish things I mean you
- 52:08want to try to be a model prisoner then
- 52:10once it's two once you're once you're
- 52:12short to go the board once they make the
- 52:14change that's what you want to shape up
- 52:16it's going to be too late then No One's
- 52:19Gonna believe you no one's going to
- 52:21believe you or even want to listen I
- 52:23think it's easy yeah easy to sweep under
- 52:26the rug when they think that there's no
- 52:27been no reform or change towards the
- 52:30inner person you know yeah they want to
- 52:32release people that they can believe in
- 52:34that are going to come home and that are
- 52:36going to uh live law abiding lives and
- 52:39as you know but if you don't give them
- 52:41reason to believe that you're going to
- 52:42make it easy to dismiss
- 52:44yeah yeah Jeffrey um I just have one
- 52:48last question for you before we before
- 52:49we sign off were you ever given an
- 52:52apology from anybody were you ever ever
- 52:55told us the only person ever apologized
- 52:59was the actual perpetrator
- 53:01you know no one else yeah yeah but I
- 53:04mean but his apology you know he he
- 53:06managed to mix it with the lie so he
- 53:08rendered it meaningless I mean he
- 53:10claimed
- 53:11that he didn't know anyone was doing
- 53:13time for his crime or he would have said
- 53:15something sooner but you know Peekskill
- 53:17is a small City everybody was talking
- 53:19about the case there's and it was a high
- 53:21profile case that would have there would
- 53:23have been no way that I could conceive
- 53:25of that he would not have heard it so to
- 53:27the extent that that would have made you
- 53:29know would have meant something to me he
- 53:31managed to do away with that but none of
- 53:32the actors I got symbolic apologies from
- 53:35the
- 53:36judge and from the but I was not the
- 53:39choice episode of my trial I got a
- 53:41symbolic apology from the district
- 53:43attorney but she wasn't the one that
- 53:45blocked the testing and she wasn't Diego
- 53:47when I was convicted I got a symbolic
- 53:50apology from the prosecutor in the
- 53:51courtroom when the conviction was
- 53:53overturned but I was but she wasn't the
- 53:56prosecutor that that was convicted me at
- 54:00the trial so none of the people involved
- 54:02were but you know Alex you know my um
- 54:05we have 10 12 cases on active we have
- 54:08another seven that are approved but
- 54:10waiting you know we're not even taking
- 54:12new applications anymore because you
- 54:15know we're we're already over capacity
- 54:17but I know there's a lot of people that
- 54:19need help and you know my my dream is to
- 54:23is to one day have a office an office in
- 54:28each state because I really see this as
- 54:30a as a national problem and one day in
- 54:33each country because I really see it as
- 54:34a global issue
- 54:36um we have a crowdfunding page on the
- 54:39website patreon and my crazy dream is
- 54:41but what if you know what if 75 000
- 54:44people you know were willing to fight
- 54:46wrongful convictions by sacrificing
- 54:48three to five dollars you know a month
- 54:49on recurring basis that we give close to
- 54:52a million dollars for example I mean if
- 54:54we could get 12 people certainly be 12
- 54:56people home what if we had resources to
- 54:59Bear we get more attorneys more
- 55:01paralegals more investigators more
- 55:04essential personality can increase our
- 55:06caseload we could work on policy work in
- 55:09more than just the three states we're
- 55:11doing and they could make more of a
- 55:13national impact but that'll be when we
- 55:15get public support and that's really
- 55:17been my biggest challenge because I kind
- 55:20of arrived at where I'm at in life um uh
- 55:23social economic status wise somewhat
- 55:26artificially by means of the lawsuit
- 55:29like if I had made it in business over
- 55:3110 20 30 years then I'd have a cohort of
- 55:35people that we all made it and so I
- 55:37could turn to them and say look this is
- 55:39what I'm doing it's a track record would
- 55:41you consider to support this by being
- 55:43donors but I don't have that so I have
- 55:45to rely on third parties who can make
- 55:48introductions to me with people of
- 55:50capacity and if politicians of both
- 55:52parties can raise tens of millions
- 55:54hundreds of millions of dollars races
- 55:57from what they refer to as small dollar
- 56:00donors why why not for this issue why
- 56:03not for getting innocent people out of
- 56:05prison why not for policy changes aimed
- 56:08at preventing what happened to me from
- 56:10happening to others so I hope that
- 56:12people I know you have a large audience
- 56:14so Jesus says and I believe her so
- 56:17hopefully some some of them people have
- 56:19to make the pitch but look I'm home I'm
- 56:21free it's not for me it's for other
- 56:23people I do like 50 60 hours a week the
- 56:26money doesn't go in my pocket it would
- 56:28go strictly to freeing people in the
- 56:30policy work yeah yeah if I could say
- 56:34anything Jeffrey you are the uh you
- 56:36you're the right man for the job and
- 56:38you're the right man to lead everything
- 56:40that you're speaking about and the goals
- 56:42for for for hopefully one day that we
- 56:44have have Justice in in America and and
- 56:48abroad
- 56:49um it's been amazing everybody that's
- 56:51listening please in the uh description
- 56:54links for this podcast you can connect
- 56:56with Jeffrey uh all of his foundation
- 56:59his patreon everybody please please
- 57:01please take some time go watch that as
- 57:04well as convicted by Geo words um and
- 57:06Jeffrey you said that's available on
- 57:07Amazon correct I did yes and it's on
- 57:10Amazon so everybody you guys I will put
- 57:12all that in the description below
- 57:13Jeffrey I just want to tell you I know
- 57:16you haven't had the apology but on the
- 57:18behalf of everybody listening the
- 57:20justice system I'm sorry man that you
- 57:22went through everything that you did and
- 57:25um it's it's you have a golden heart man
- 57:28it's brought you to a place where you
- 57:29can offer so much to people that are in
- 57:32those same steps and it's been a
- 57:34blessing speaking with you thank you I
- 57:36met that meant a lot just then that
- 57:38meant so much Alex and thank you for
- 57:40having me on sharing your platform and
- 57:42absolutely all right
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