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The Dan Le Batard Show with Stugotz 2/24/21 - Robert DuBoise — Transcript

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  1. 0:04hello and welcome to south beach
  2. 0:06sessions this is dan levitar doing it a
  3. 0:08little differently this week not just
  4. 0:10talking to
  5. 0:11a random person from sports or outside
  6. 0:14of sports but talking about somebody
  7. 0:16who is a bit of a vessel for a cause
  8. 0:19robert dubois
  9. 0:20has been wrongly convicted dna evidence
  10. 0:23since the 80s has gotten much stronger
  11. 0:25and he was wrongly convicted and on
  12. 0:27death row for a crime he did not commit
  13. 0:30murder and rape dna evidence bears that
  14. 0:32out the innocence project after 35 years
  15. 0:35wrongly convicted in prison
  16. 0:38the innocence project got involved and
  17. 0:40rescued this man
  18. 0:41from a crime he didn't commit so i
  19. 0:44wanted to talk to robert dubois about
  20. 0:46both the legislation that denies him 50
  21. 0:50000 a year for every year that he spent
  22. 0:53wrongly convicted in prison
  23. 0:55which means he'd get nearly 2 million
  24. 0:57dollars for
  25. 0:58at least obviously a systemic wrong but
  26. 1:01because he committed a crime when he was
  27. 1:0317 years old
  28. 1:04involving some car parts he is stuck in
  29. 1:06the system now
  30. 1:08he already got stuck in the system not
  31. 1:10being able to get out on probation
  32. 1:12or get anyone to hear his cries for help
  33. 1:14while he was in prison for 35 years but
  34. 1:17then the innocent project got involved
  35. 1:19and they do a lot of good work like this
  36. 1:20and if you want
  37. 1:21to help along these grounds you can do
  38. 1:24so by getting involved and helping
  39. 1:26legislation pass that can change some of
  40. 1:28the restrictive laws in florida and in
  41. 1:30other parts of the country you just text
  42. 1:33the word innocent to the number 52886 or
  43. 1:37you can visit
  44. 1:38innocenceproject.org but here is the
  45. 1:40story of robert dubois he was wrongly
  46. 1:43convicted
  47. 1:44of a crime of murder and rape and dna
  48. 1:47evidence exonerated him
  49. 1:49this is his story the tampa bay bucks
  50. 1:52are involved in the story because they
  51. 1:53have helped him since he is not being
  52. 1:55paid
  53. 1:56this is a piece of his story here's
  54. 1:58robert dubois
  55. 2:00[Music]
  56. 2:02so robert where is your level of
  57. 2:05bitterness i imagine that anyone
  58. 2:07spending nearly four decades in prison
  59. 2:11without freedom for something they
  60. 2:13didn't do
  61. 2:14would have a great deal of trouble
  62. 2:16finding some sort of peace or
  63. 2:17tranquility in terms of quieting
  64. 2:20their anger about what had happened to
  65. 2:22them no
  66. 2:23i don't have bitterness i'm not bitter
  67. 2:25about the whole thing
  68. 2:26i just want to see change for everybody
  69. 2:30you know i would like to see the
  70. 2:32wrongful incarceration stop completely
  71. 2:34of course
  72. 2:35but in the meantime i would at least
  73. 2:37like to see these people
  74. 2:38like myself be able to get on with our
  75. 2:41lives you know
  76. 2:42well how do you arrive at a place though
  77. 2:44where you're not carrying around in
  78. 2:45anger or hostility or i've been wronged
  79. 2:48like how how long did it take you to get
  80. 2:50there well i guess it took me some years
  81. 2:54i really wasn't bitter
  82. 2:56i'm more i'm more less concentrated on
  83. 2:59just trying to prove my innocence i
  84. 3:01didn't have time for bitterness
  85. 3:03and anger and all that stuff you know i
  86. 3:06hit a lot of roadblocks of course i had
  87. 3:07a lot of disappointments
  88. 3:10you know every time i tried to prove my
  89. 3:12innocence get dna testing whatever and
  90. 3:15i would run into roadblocks i couldn't
  91. 3:17get it accomplished
  92. 3:19so you know at times you know it seemed
  93. 3:22kind of futile and
  94. 3:25maybe hopeless even but i just kept my
  95. 3:28faith and kept pushing forward
  96. 3:30take us back to when you're being
  97. 3:32wrongly accused and you realize
  98. 3:35that your innocence is not only in
  99. 3:37question your innocence is now going to
  100. 3:39be legally lost you are not innocent you
  101. 3:41are someone who is guilty of this crime
  102. 3:43and you are losing your freedom
  103. 3:44yeah when i said in the trial i mean you
  104. 3:47could see through the old videos i would
  105. 3:49sit there
  106. 3:50and i was pretty well dumbfounded i mean
  107. 3:53i didn't understand how it could be
  108. 3:54happening
  109. 3:56and yet it did you know i sat there
  110. 3:59every day
  111. 4:00slowly being convicted of something i
  112. 4:02didn't do so i had to listen to all this
  113. 4:05nonsense from them in the courtroom
  114. 4:08you know accusing me of murder and
  115. 4:10sexual battery
  116. 4:11and i knew i didn't do it but now
  117. 4:15the whole country thought i did because
  118. 4:18of what happened
  119. 4:19and so what do you remember about your
  120. 4:21first
  121. 4:22day with freedom lost you're in prison
  122. 4:26and you're thinking to yourself how the
  123. 4:28hell does this happen to me and how do i
  124. 4:30fix this
  125. 4:31yeah that's pretty much the case and you
  126. 4:34know at that point
  127. 4:36you know people say they would kick and
  128. 4:37scream and do all this other stuff
  129. 4:39guess what you're locked in a cell now
  130. 4:42all that kicking and screaming ain't
  131. 4:43going to help you at all
  132. 4:44so the only thing you can do at this
  133. 4:46point is try to focus on trying to prove
  134. 4:48your innocence
  135. 4:49which i did my best to do i mean i
  136. 4:52offered
  137. 4:53polygraph tests i wanted to do dna
  138. 4:55testing i never asked for a loophole
  139. 4:57in the law i just asked him to test the
  140. 5:00evidence
  141. 5:01so i could prove my innocence so what
  142. 5:03lengths did you go to can you explain to
  143. 5:05us because i can imagine
  144. 5:07in this situation robert this would be
  145. 5:10something that would lead someone to
  146. 5:11literally
  147. 5:12go mad go crazy like they don't know
  148. 5:15what is real or what is the truth
  149. 5:17anymore
  150. 5:17when this happens to them yeah like i
  151. 5:20said it did feel hopeless
  152. 5:22you know for a long time especially when
  153. 5:23i first went on death row
  154. 5:25so after a short while
  155. 5:29you know i just had to start
  156. 5:30concentrating on
  157. 5:32doing whatever i could to prove my
  158. 5:33innocence so i would see these uh
  159. 5:36shows like 20 20 60 minutes 48 hours
  160. 5:41and stuff like this on death row and i
  161. 5:43would say you know
  162. 5:44maybe they could help so i wrote
  163. 5:48many many letters to all kind of news
  164. 5:51outlets
  165. 5:52and other people that might be
  166. 5:54interested in helping and i never even
  167. 5:55got a response
  168. 5:58never to nothing no not not a letter you
  169. 6:01wrote so how many letters are you
  170. 6:02writing you're
  171. 6:03because you have a lot of time correct
  172. 6:04can you explain to us what the death row
  173. 6:06explain to us the death row existence
  174. 6:09so it's like the only thing i did every
  175. 6:11day is i would write letters like
  176. 6:1428 page letters sometimes you know
  177. 6:17and try to get 48 hours 60 minutes 20 20
  178. 6:21anybody
  179. 6:23interested in putting my story out there
  180. 6:26and
  181. 6:26not one of them responded or said they
  182. 6:28couldn't help or nothing they just never
  183. 6:30responded
  184. 6:32so i pretty much spent my days like
  185. 6:36um either trying to exercise to keep my
  186. 6:39mind focused
  187. 6:40or writing letters to my family and
  188. 6:43friends
  189. 6:44and like doing a little bit of artwork
  190. 6:46or something just anything to keep my
  191. 6:48mind occupied
  192. 6:50any interaction with others oh yeah um i
  193. 6:53mean
  194. 6:54everybody on death rows locked in their
  195. 6:56own sale
  196. 6:58but at times up to 22 23 people
  197. 7:02at the same time can actually go outside
  198. 7:04into a small
  199. 7:05caged area twice a week other than that
  200. 7:09you only come out of yourself three
  201. 7:10times a week for a five minute shower
  202. 7:12that's
  203. 7:12it so is there a way for you to describe
  204. 7:16the loneliness of nearly four decades
  205. 7:20spent within that kind of space
  206. 7:23man that is something i don't think
  207. 7:25words could adequate
  208. 7:26adequately describe i mean
  209. 7:30you know it's like a feeling of complete
  210. 7:32despair at times
  211. 7:34you know it's like you're sitting there
  212. 7:3724 hours a day you know you didn't do it
  213. 7:40you know you're around other people that
  214. 7:42may or may
  215. 7:43not have done what they're accused of i
  216. 7:45don't know
  217. 7:46but you know you're just stuck
  218. 7:50and it's like i said it's a feeling of
  219. 7:52despair
  220. 7:53do you remember when you were most
  221. 7:55hopeful because that's a long time how
  222. 7:57many how many years was it just on death
  223. 8:00row
  224. 8:01on death row it was three plus a little
  225. 8:03over three maybe
  226. 8:05there was a couple of times i it seemed
  227. 8:07hopeful like when i went back for
  228. 8:09an evidentiary hearing i thought i was
  229. 8:11actually going to get dna testing done
  230. 8:14but instead i ran into another roadblock
  231. 8:17so
  232. 8:17the only time that i was ever truly
  233. 8:20hopeful
  234. 8:22was the day i got a letter from susan
  235. 8:24friedman
  236. 8:25okay that's the innocence project
  237. 8:27correct yes all right we'll get back to
  238. 8:29that in just a second but before we get
  239. 8:31to the innocence project i sort of want
  240. 8:33to wander through some of this space
  241. 8:36with you
  242. 8:36on before you get to 2019
  243. 8:40you are spending nearly four decades
  244. 8:43wrongly convicted of a crime you know
  245. 8:46you did not commit
  246. 8:47and from within that you're saying to
  247. 8:51yourself
  248. 8:51i'm going to get out some point how
  249. 8:55yeah i'm just trying to stay focused on
  250. 8:57proving my innocence any way i can i
  251. 8:59volunteered for
  252. 9:02true serm even though they said it would
  253. 9:03be dangerous
  254. 9:05but of course they wouldn't give it to
  255. 9:06me i offered polygraph tests
  256. 9:09i offered any tests they wanted to do
  257. 9:14you know so basically
  258. 9:17my existence after coming off death row
  259. 9:19ironically enough
  260. 9:20i came straight from death row to being
  261. 9:22the prison electrician
  262. 9:25so from that point on all my days was
  263. 9:29pretty much
  264. 9:30consumed with doing maintenance in the
  265. 9:33prison
  266. 9:34and just trying to write letters and do
  267. 9:37whatever i could
  268. 9:38to prove my innocence i didn't even have
  269. 9:40access to telephones or anything
  270. 9:42so what happened with the innocence
  271. 9:44project how did they come into your life
  272. 9:47well i wrote to them first i wrote to
  273. 9:50the one in florida
  274. 9:52and they were working on the case for
  275. 9:55quite a while and unfortunately they
  276. 9:59didn't have the resources
  277. 10:01that it took to to really delve into
  278. 10:04this
  279. 10:06so they sent my files over to new york
  280. 10:10and then new york got involved so
  281. 10:14i really became hopeful like i said when
  282. 10:17i got a letter from susan friedman
  283. 10:19because she found she sounded like
  284. 10:22she was really she had a positive
  285. 10:25attitude about the whole thing
  286. 10:26she says we read your case and we're
  287. 10:29accepting it
  288. 10:30you know so pretty much sign these
  289. 10:32documents because we're going to be
  290. 10:34representing you
  291. 10:35and why did she say she was doing that
  292. 10:39because they they've read my transcripts
  293. 10:41and they believe i'm innocent
  294. 10:44and you've been sending those over
  295. 10:46non-stop right over many many years you
  296. 10:48for over decades you've been sending
  297. 10:50that and never gotten
  298. 10:51any other response other than that one
  299. 10:53in 2018 or 2019.
  300. 10:57um 2019. think
  301. 11:00it might have been 18 i'm not really
  302. 11:02sure about dates
  303. 11:04is there anything that is more
  304. 11:06frustrating through this
  305. 11:08uh robert beyond obviously being wrongly
  306. 11:12convicted of something
  307. 11:13then running up against the
  308. 11:15imperfections
  309. 11:16in a legal system that almost made it
  310. 11:19easier to keep you
  311. 11:20imprisoned wrongly than to get you
  312. 11:24out rightly because that when when we
  313. 11:26talked to maya moore around here on the
  314. 11:28south beach sessions and she's trying to
  315. 11:29change
  316. 11:30you know doing as you are trying to do
  317. 11:32substantive criminal reform
  318. 11:34i can't imagine the exasperation in
  319. 11:36there seemed to be
  320. 11:38no effort by the system whatsoever to
  321. 11:41drag out
  322. 11:42the innocent because it was just easier
  323. 11:44to keep you guilty
  324. 11:46exactly you know and like i say a lot of
  325. 11:48people become better inside but
  326. 11:51you know they become hateful towards the
  327. 11:53correctional officers and the prison
  328. 11:55system well they're not the ones that
  329. 11:56did it
  330. 11:57the state did it the state convicted you
  331. 11:59so their job is to keep you in prison
  332. 12:01once you get there
  333. 12:02after all these years went by my goal at
  334. 12:0425 years
  335. 12:06i was sentenced to 25 years mandatory
  336. 12:09life sentence
  337. 12:11so which means that you have to do a
  338. 12:14minimum of 25 years before you can see
  339. 12:16the parole board
  340. 12:18well i've seen the parole board three
  341. 12:19times and they were very negative
  342. 12:22every time so at this point i was
  343. 12:24thinking
  344. 12:26even if i can get parole then i can go
  345. 12:29out and prove my own innocence
  346. 12:31but even that didn't happen that was
  347. 12:32another roadblock after my last parole
  348. 12:35hearing
  349. 12:35actually the last parole hearing i had
  350. 12:38was the day before i received susan's
  351. 12:40letter
  352. 12:42you know so i just said god i put it in
  353. 12:44your hands cause
  354. 12:46i mean i just couldn't do nothing with
  355. 12:47them you can't talk to them they don't
  356. 12:49want to hear it they don't look at
  357. 12:52um the kind of person you are they don't
  358. 12:54look at
  359. 12:55what you've done while you were in
  360. 12:56prison i've been working maintenance all
  361. 12:58these years in prison
  362. 13:00so not stabbing nobody or doing nothing
  363. 13:04stupid in there like a lot of people
  364. 13:06so the parole commission never looked at
  365. 13:09that once
  366. 13:10so there weren't my hope of trying to
  367. 13:13get parole just so i could go prove my
  368. 13:14innocence
  369. 13:16why do you imagine the parole
  370. 13:17experiences were so negative
  371. 13:20i don't know this one the last lady that
  372. 13:23came
  373. 13:24the the guy before her he was really
  374. 13:26nasty but
  375. 13:27the last lady that came she says okay
  376. 13:30tell me a little bit about the crime
  377. 13:32so i said well i said i know what you're
  378. 13:34looking for you're looking for remorse
  379. 13:35i said but i can't sit here and tell you
  380. 13:38that i'm remorseful for something i
  381. 13:40didn't do
  382. 13:41so she slapped the desk she said this
  383. 13:44meeting's over with
  384. 13:45i'll see you later i said well have a
  385. 13:47nice day and drive careful
  386. 13:49and then the following day i got a
  387. 13:51letter from susan
  388. 13:53did you consider faking remorse
  389. 13:56no no i told her i said
  390. 13:59i said i'm not going to see him tell you
  391. 14:01i'm remorseful for something i didn't do
  392. 14:03i said am i sorry for the victim's
  393. 14:05family i said yes and i'm sorry for my
  394. 14:08family and myself as well
  395. 14:10i said but i didn't do it so she just
  396. 14:13abruptly ended the meeting and that was
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  430. 15:20[Music]
  431. 15:22so that was one of three hearings that
  432. 15:24you got and those are going to be the
  433. 15:25most hopeful moments that you have right
  434. 15:27you are
  435. 15:28you are preparing to be able to tell
  436. 15:30your story the most meticulously because
  437. 15:32you might not
  438. 15:33well hell you haven't gotten audiences
  439. 15:35with anybody for two and a half
  440. 15:37decades so exactly you're trying to
  441. 15:39you're trying to present your
  442. 15:41best case and that third one was over
  443. 15:44and how long
  444. 15:45oh it was over in less than five minutes
  445. 15:49i mean how do you not consider harming
  446. 15:51yourself how do you not get so hopeless
  447. 15:54that you are thinking of ending your
  448. 15:55life no
  449. 15:57i mean it felt pretty hopeless many many
  450. 15:59times but i had to consider my family
  451. 16:01too
  452. 16:03and so that's what that's another thing
  453. 16:06i've actually seen people lose their
  454. 16:07mind in there
  455. 16:09and even on death row i've seen people
  456. 16:11lose their mind
  457. 16:12i've seen people come in with all black
  458. 16:16hair
  459. 16:16in less than a year they had a full head
  460. 16:18of gray hair
  461. 16:19you know just constant worry and i've
  462. 16:22seen what this
  463. 16:23bitterness and stuff can do to you i
  464. 16:25just don't understand how you were able
  465. 16:26to navigate that there is profound
  466. 16:28wisdom in you being able to stay alive
  467. 16:30during a bitterness and a resentment
  468. 16:32that would have been poison and a lot of
  469. 16:34other
  470. 16:34in a lot of other bodies yeah i just had
  471. 16:37to
  472. 16:38stay focused like i said to try to prove
  473. 16:40my innocence that's really all i wanted
  474. 16:43can you explain to us what the innocence
  475. 16:46project
  476. 16:46did how they did it for you well i can't
  477. 16:49really say
  478. 16:49how they did it i mean you'd have to
  479. 16:51talk to susan she's
  480. 16:52very very meticulous in everything she
  481. 16:55does
  482. 16:56but i know that
  483. 16:59she explained everything to me as we
  484. 17:01went we had many many phone calls she
  485. 17:04even came to visit me from new york
  486. 17:06so she just let me know she would show
  487. 17:09me the documentation that she
  488. 17:11put together and slowly as the case
  489. 17:15moved forward
  490. 17:16she finally said you know that
  491. 17:19we're gonna push for dna testing she
  492. 17:22said they already know i didn't do it
  493. 17:24they can tell by all the records they've
  494. 17:25already read but the dna
  495. 17:28thank god really sealed the whole
  496. 17:31bargain
  497. 17:32you know how would you articulate your
  498. 17:36gratitude for the work that susan did
  499. 17:40oh man i'm very thankful to them and i'm
  500. 17:42gonna do everything i can
  501. 17:44to support and help bring support to
  502. 17:48them
  503. 17:48because i'm not the only one they've
  504. 17:50helped and i'm not the only one they're
  505. 17:52going to help
  506. 17:53they're still doing it even as we speak
  507. 17:55she's working on cases right now
  508. 17:57one of the things they're working on the
  509. 17:59current law restricts
  510. 18:00most wrongfully convicted people from
  511. 18:03being compensated but there is a bill in
  512. 18:05the state legislature that could fix
  513. 18:07that law
  514. 18:08in this session if you want to get
  515. 18:10involved or help legislation like that
  516. 18:12pass in florida and
  517. 18:14in other parts of the country you text
  518. 18:15innocent to
  519. 18:185286 or you can visit the
  520. 18:21innocenceproject.org but if you just
  521. 18:23want to type
  522. 18:24it's the easiest way possible you can
  523. 18:26help if you're moved by this story and
  524. 18:27you simply want
  525. 18:29to correct some wrongs 52886
  526. 18:33text innocent to 52886
  527. 18:37help us with the exit from prison when
  528. 18:42you leave
  529. 18:42prison the day that you're leaving
  530. 18:45prison
  531. 18:46you are filled with what so i was filled
  532. 18:48with complete
  533. 18:49joy i mean just to finally
  534. 18:52be at this point where everybody knows
  535. 18:55i'm innocent
  536. 18:57you know you don't you don't know all
  537. 18:58the looks you get over the years you
  538. 19:00know and
  539. 19:02when someone talks to you whether it be
  540. 19:04a staff member
  541. 19:05officer whatever and
  542. 19:09they look at you because they see on
  543. 19:11paper that
  544. 19:12you're a murderer rapist so that
  545. 19:14automatically
  546. 19:15makes you pretty much an animal to
  547. 19:17everybody
  548. 19:19so when they see you
  549. 19:22and you say you're innocent they say
  550. 19:24yeah everybody says that
  551. 19:26i said yeah i said everybody might say
  552. 19:28it but everybody ain't telling you the
  553. 19:29truth
  554. 19:30i said i am innocent so
  555. 19:33many people in there that knows me will
  556. 19:35tell you exactly those words because
  557. 19:36i've always told them
  558. 19:38that i'm innocent i said i know you're
  559. 19:40not going to believe it and i don't
  560. 19:41really expect you to
  561. 19:42i said because you're used to looking at
  562. 19:44black and white and
  563. 19:46what you see in writing is what you
  564. 19:47believe so
  565. 19:50i said you know sooner or later i said
  566. 19:52hopefully i'll be able to prove this
  567. 19:54so now they all see that i was telling
  568. 19:57the truth and some of them have even
  569. 19:58reached out
  570. 20:00you know and they said you always said
  571. 20:01you were innocent you know
  572. 20:03so how many of them have reached out
  573. 20:07oh manny like at least like 15 or so
  574. 20:11and that's all like employees from
  575. 20:13different prisons
  576. 20:15what is the most gratifying thing that
  577. 20:17you have felt since leaving prison
  578. 20:20oh man i think like when the the
  579. 20:23buccaneers reached out
  580. 20:24i had a zoom meeting with them and that
  581. 20:26was really shocking to me i didn't know
  582. 20:29that we were going to have it so when
  583. 20:32they reached out to me i just
  584. 20:34you know i was kind of overwhelmed by
  585. 20:36the uh
  586. 20:38the caring you know but
  587. 20:41between the buccaneers and the innocence
  588. 20:43project
  589. 20:44you know they've kept me afloat you know
  590. 20:48i mean i have to work you know because i
  591. 20:51come out
  592. 20:52you know you're not eligible for
  593. 20:53compensation at this time
  594. 20:55so um they're they're fighting for it
  595. 20:59but you know in the meantime i have to
  596. 21:02work and i have to make a living you
  597. 21:03know
  598. 21:05so each one of them have helped me get
  599. 21:07on my feet
  600. 21:08enough to do this you know but without
  601. 21:11them
  602. 21:12i would have had nothing well let's walk
  603. 21:15through this
  604. 21:16because this is one of the reasons that
  605. 21:17i wanted to talk to you in terms of
  606. 21:19fixing some of this legislation
  607. 21:21and actually helping people who have
  608. 21:22been so clearly wrong
  609. 21:25florida is one of 35 states that does
  610. 21:27have a compensation law
  611. 21:29but it is one of the most restrictive
  612. 21:32laws in the country and so there have
  613. 21:33been
  614. 21:3431 people like robert who have been
  615. 21:37innocent
  616. 21:37and been freed but only five of those
  617. 21:41have been paid so why are you not
  618. 21:43eligible
  619. 21:45what they're saying because of a past
  620. 21:47offense they have what they call a clean
  621. 21:48hands bill
  622. 21:50so for some dumb stuff i did non-violent
  623. 21:53stuff by the way
  624. 21:54when i was 17 and i got probation for
  625. 21:58i'm still being punished for it and what
  626. 22:01was that dumb stuff
  627. 22:02well they're saying it's like car parts
  628. 22:07you know so now they're they're saying
  629. 22:09i'm ineligible they're not going to
  630. 22:11um the state is not going to
  631. 22:17admit the wrong and try to
  632. 22:20compensate me after all these years
  633. 22:23because of this
  634. 22:24because there were some car parts you
  635. 22:25stole when you were 17 or some crime
  636. 22:27yeah that's what
  637. 22:28that's what they're saying yeah okay and
  638. 22:30so how did the bucks help you explain to
  639. 22:32me
  640. 22:32they get on a zoom call and who's on
  641. 22:34there and why are they taking up your
  642. 22:35cause
  643. 22:36is it it's not just merely because
  644. 22:38you've been convicted when you're
  645. 22:39innocent
  646. 22:40it's because of the unfairness of you
  647. 22:41want to work you've been wronged and
  648. 22:43you're not being allowed to you you
  649. 22:45can't be compensated you're having
  650. 22:46trouble
  651. 22:47finding work right so the buccaneers got
  652. 22:51involved and they said you know ally
  653. 22:53marpad
  654. 22:54donovan smith and alice kappa sarah
  655. 22:57evans and a couple of other people
  656. 23:01so we had a zoom meeting in the
  657. 23:02buccaneers allie marpett led the way he
  658. 23:05says
  659. 23:06that we was reading your story
  660. 23:09and we're really touched by this and um
  661. 23:12we want to give you some money to try to
  662. 23:14help you get on your feet a little bit
  663. 23:15you know at least help you
  664. 23:17and so they gave me some money and they
  665. 23:20invited me to the buccaneers game
  666. 23:23and then later even invited me to the
  667. 23:25super bowl you know
  668. 23:28so it must have felt good to have
  669. 23:30someone just trying to help you i don't
  670. 23:31know if you're a football fan or if
  671. 23:33you're a buccaneer fan
  672. 23:34but just yes like i said well i didn't
  673. 23:36get to watch football all these years i
  674. 23:38mean some people in prison do
  675. 23:40but um i was one of the ones that did a
  676. 23:43lot of work
  677. 23:44so i worked every day doing maintenance
  678. 23:47and stuff
  679. 23:48so i really never got a chance to watch
  680. 23:50a game
  681. 23:51i never went to a game in my whole life
  682. 23:54so when i went to the buccaneer rams
  683. 23:56game that's the very first game i've
  684. 23:57ever been to
  685. 23:58so then the super bowl they invited me
  686. 24:00to the super bowl and i was just you
  687. 24:02know i was just happy
  688. 24:04that they were in the super bowl to
  689. 24:05begin with and making history by being
  690. 24:07in their own city
  691. 24:09while they're playing in a super bowl
  692. 24:11you know i was just
  693. 24:12elated for them and then they invited me
  694. 24:15to the super bowl which i did not expect
  695. 24:18i've got to imagine robert that the work
  696. 24:21is what kept you sane or helped keep you
  697. 24:23sane the fact that you were doing
  698. 24:25physical work that could allow your mind
  699. 24:27to be occupied
  700. 24:29on doing work was that taken away with
  701. 24:31death row did you go three years without
  702. 24:33being able to work
  703. 24:34oh yeah yeah i went straight from death
  704. 24:37row to being a prison electrician but on
  705. 24:39death row you're locked into sale 24
  706. 24:41hours a day
  707. 24:42so that was the worst that was the worst
  708. 24:44of it correct it didn't it didn't get
  709. 24:46any worse than there it felt a little
  710. 24:48more like freedom outside of those three
  711. 24:50years
  712. 24:50right oh yeah yeah i mean at least you
  713. 24:53could move around you know
  714. 24:55i mean i was in the most dangerous
  715. 24:57prison in the whole state
  716. 24:59but the only reason i was in the whole
  717. 25:01the dangerous prison
  718. 25:03was the fact that back in the in the 80s
  719. 25:06if you came off of death row
  720. 25:08the only place you could go was fsp
  721. 25:11which is the worst prison in the whole
  722. 25:13state that's where they send everybody
  723. 25:15that
  724. 25:15uh stabs other inmates at other prisons
  725. 25:18or whatever
  726. 25:19or assault staff so anyway you had a
  727. 25:23pretty rowdy prison i've always gotten
  728. 25:25along good with everybody
  729. 25:27but you know you you're in a dangerous
  730. 25:28situation you got guys going around
  731. 25:30stabbing each other every day
  732. 25:32you know so i focused on doing
  733. 25:35electrical work plumbing work or
  734. 25:37whatever and just kept my mind occupied
  735. 25:39how did you navigate the most dangerous
  736. 25:42prison though how did you navigate all
  737. 25:43of the
  738. 25:44nonsense that can happen there well you
  739. 25:47know i was really blessed in that
  740. 25:48respect because
  741. 25:49i mean like i said i'm in a dangerous
  742. 25:52situation a lot of guys got killed
  743. 25:54and stabbed and uh me i just went
  744. 25:58to work every morning i would get my
  745. 26:00tools i would go into the wings
  746. 26:02with all these guys and pretty much i
  747. 26:05was the guy that
  748. 26:06fixed all their stuff you know so
  749. 26:10everybody got to know me pretty quick
  750. 26:12and you know i had a good relationship
  751. 26:16with most
  752. 26:17you made yourself useful that's the best
  753. 26:19way to do it right
  754. 26:20you're you are and so how helpful were
  755. 26:22you in that regard how how
  756. 26:24good were you with mechanics oh no i
  757. 26:27always
  758. 26:27i always did the job i always fix lights
  759. 26:29uh plumbing
  760. 26:31air conditioning all of this plus it's
  761. 26:33not just that it's a matter of
  762. 26:35how you carry yourself and how you
  763. 26:38treat others as well you know it doesn't
  764. 26:40matter that we're in prison you still
  765. 26:42have to treat each other with respect
  766. 26:45you know that's the key issue what
  767. 26:48difficulties have there been
  768. 26:49in transitioning into freedom oh man
  769. 26:53it's like going in
  770. 26:54i don't i'm not sure you could even
  771. 26:56imagine this
  772. 26:57but it's like going into um
  773. 27:01pretty much a whole nother country that
  774. 27:03you're not familiar with at all
  775. 27:06because i came out before i went in
  776. 27:08there was no there were no cell phones
  777. 27:10and computers
  778. 27:12so i've never used a cell phone until i
  779. 27:14came out
  780. 27:16so um self
  781. 27:19in stores i didn't know nothing about it
  782. 27:21the stores are
  783. 27:22bigger than they used to be there's more
  784. 27:25products
  785. 27:26um all the
  786. 27:29streets have changed the whole city's
  787. 27:31changed
  788. 27:32and it's really been difficult to
  789. 27:36navigate a lot of this stuff
  790. 27:38and without the help i've had through
  791. 27:41the innocence project
  792. 27:42and sunny center and the buccaneers you
  793. 27:45know
  794. 27:46i would have had a lot of issues can you
  795. 27:49tell us some more of the things you get
  796. 27:51out
  797. 27:51and what's different i mean you
  798. 27:52mentioned several of them there but i
  799. 27:54imagine
  800. 27:55something every day is different where
  801. 27:56you're you're basically coming out of
  802. 27:591980
  803. 28:00right you're coming out you're it's like
  804. 28:02you left miami in 1980 miami was an
  805. 28:05entirely different city in 1980
  806. 28:07yeah it's basically like i went forward
  807. 28:09in a time machine
  808. 28:10give me some of the details on that what
  809. 28:12you're talking about things that
  810. 28:14represent culture shock uh computers
  811. 28:16just things that you run into where
  812. 28:18you're like
  813. 28:18this is not something that i was
  814. 28:20prepared for in prison
  815. 28:22yeah the computers the telephones even
  816. 28:24the tv
  817. 28:25i gotta i have a roku tv and that was
  818. 28:28hard to navigate
  819. 28:29um because before you had the little
  820. 28:31channels you uhf
  821. 28:33and vhf so um
  822. 28:38um just seeing things like when i'm
  823. 28:40driving down the street
  824. 28:42i think the first thing that caught my
  825. 28:44attention basically when
  826. 28:46my attorney and i were driving
  827. 28:49was the amount of homeless people i seen
  828. 28:52so that really disturbed me so then uh
  829. 28:55she took me into my first store
  830. 28:57the night i got out so then i learned
  831. 29:00about self-checkout which took a while
  832. 29:03and um i had to learn to kind of
  833. 29:07navigate the stores again
  834. 29:10you know to find different items and
  835. 29:13at times it was very overwhelming i mean
  836. 29:15i didn't even stay in a store for 10
  837. 29:17minutes
  838. 29:18because i would just be overwhelmed you
  839. 29:20know kind of
  840. 29:22just so much to take in at one time i
  841. 29:24would think that you would have
  842. 29:26some post-traumatic stress disorder i
  843. 29:28don't know what your sleep is like i
  844. 29:30don't know how restful
  845. 29:31uh your nights are but there is some
  846. 29:33really hard stuff
  847. 29:34you've endured i don't know where you
  848. 29:36put it i don't know how it is
  849. 29:38not something that's soaked into every
  850. 29:40part of your being
  851. 29:41well i don't sleep much but i didn't
  852. 29:43really put it to that
  853. 29:46but maybe that is an issue but yeah i
  854. 29:49usually sleep like
  855. 29:50maybe three hours i mean you have to be
  856. 29:53carrying a great deal of stress robert i
  857. 29:55don't know how much of this stuff
  858. 29:57uh is too painful to navigate i do
  859. 30:00imagine you've
  860. 30:01put up a lot of coping mechanisms in
  861. 30:04because survival is the greatest
  862. 30:06instinct but what you have endured is
  863. 30:08beyond unspeakably horrific anyone
  864. 30:11listening to this
  865. 30:12can't possibly understand what your hell
  866. 30:15has been because you have been alive for
  867. 30:1835 years
  868. 30:19and you've had something on you that
  869. 30:21none of us can ever understand it's
  870. 30:24it's the worst nightmare yeah it is that
  871. 30:27in fact many years i kept waking up
  872. 30:29hoping i would find out it was just a
  873. 30:31bad dream
  874. 30:32does that still happen to you like with
  875. 30:34with this freedom can you believe
  876. 30:36that you can now just go outside like
  877. 30:38what are some of the simple pleasures
  878. 30:40that you are able to experience that
  879. 30:42many of us probably don't appreciate
  880. 30:44every day
  881. 30:45yeah that kind of for the first few
  882. 30:48nights or the first weeks at least
  883. 30:50i used to get up like even two in the
  884. 30:51morning just go outside
  885. 30:54you know just to be able to go outside
  886. 30:55and look up at the moon
  887. 30:57and just the sky and have some peace of
  888. 31:00mind
  889. 31:01you know so i think the
  890. 31:06dad kind of going to the beach or even
  891. 31:08going down like bay shore boulevard
  892. 31:10seeing the waterfront
  893. 31:12all of those things are relaxing to me
  894. 31:15and i know
  895. 31:16some people come out in the morning um
  896. 31:19they're in a rush to get to work or to
  897. 31:20the store or whatever and they never
  898. 31:22take the time to
  899. 31:24look at the sunrise or the sunset or the
  900. 31:26sky
  901. 31:27or whatever and you know these are
  902. 31:29things i don't take for granted
  903. 31:31is there anything you miss about prison
  904. 31:33because you just got so used to that
  905. 31:35life
  906. 31:36no no i never got used to it
  907. 31:40the reason i asked that question it may
  908. 31:42be a dumb one is because i remember mike
  909. 31:44tyson
  910. 31:44saying that sometimes he felt he didn't
  911. 31:46want to leave prison
  912. 31:48on his last day in prison because it
  913. 31:50felt safer in some ways than
  914. 31:52everything that was waiting for him out
  915. 31:55there
  916. 31:55and so i don't know when you walk into
  917. 31:57that store and feel overwhelmed if life
  918. 31:59has
  919. 32:00uh you know any of those shawshank
  920. 32:02redemption qualities where
  921. 32:04it's so hard on the outside and you get
  922. 32:06so used to what it's like on the inside
  923. 32:08or you're saying
  924. 32:09you don't get used to it but that the
  925. 32:11life becomes so familiar to you that you
  926. 32:13just don't know any other way when you
  927. 32:14get to freedom
  928. 32:15yeah that's pretty much true i mean it's
  929. 32:18human nature
  930. 32:19to adapt to whatever situation they put
  931. 32:21you're put in you know
  932. 32:22i never miss prison at all i do um
  933. 32:26understand that there's people in there
  934. 32:27that need help you know even
  935. 32:29some of the guilty ones you know there's
  936. 32:31some people that need help just to be
  937. 32:32able to
  938. 32:34be treated more more respectful or with
  939. 32:36more dignity without being
  940. 32:38judged i mean most of the guys are sent
  941. 32:41to prison are already judged by a court
  942. 32:43and then they get in there and you have
  943. 32:45these officers
  944. 32:47who feel like they're going to keep
  945. 32:49judging them forever you know
  946. 32:51so robert if you hadn't at 17
  947. 32:54taken some car parts what kind of money
  948. 32:56would you be entitled to right now
  949. 32:59well it would be 50 000 for every year
  950. 33:04so 50 000 times 37
  951. 33:07correct 37 years um and you're not
  952. 33:10entitled to any of that money now
  953. 33:12because of that
  954. 33:14no but thank god they're they are filing
  955. 33:17a bill in my behalf
  956. 33:20for us a compensation bill so
  957. 33:23they're working on that now so if you'd
  958. 33:25like to get involved or help legislation
  959. 33:27like that pass in florida
  960. 33:29and in other parts of the country all
  961. 33:30you have to do right now you just go to
  962. 33:32your phone
  963. 33:33text 5286 text the word
  964. 33:37innocent or you could go to the
  965. 33:38innocence project.org robert thank you
  966. 33:42for
  967. 33:42the time i appreciate you sharing your
  968. 33:45story with us i hope that this works out
  969. 33:47for you in a way
  970. 33:48that offers some peace because this
  971. 33:50sounds like a special kind of hell
  972. 33:51you've had to live through
  973. 33:53thank you very much if that particular
  974. 33:55nightmare
  975. 33:56spoke to you you can help in the easiest
  976. 33:59of ways
  977. 33:59just text the word innocent to 52886 if
  978. 34:03that's something
  979. 34:04that bare minimum you want to help with
  980. 34:06so that maybe somewhere down the line
  981. 34:09someone does not get wronged like that a
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  996. 34:42hello and welcome to south beach
  997. 34:44sessions this is dan levitar doing it a
  998. 34:46little differently this week not just
  999. 34:49talking to
  1000. 34:50a random person from sports or outside
  1001. 34:52of sports but talking about somebody
  1002. 34:54who is a bit of a vessel for a cause
  1003. 34:57robert dubois
  1004. 34:58has been wrongly convicted dna evidence
  1005. 35:02since the 80s has gotten much stronger
  1006. 35:04and he was wrongly convicted and on
  1007. 35:06death row for a crime he did not commit
  1008. 35:08murder and rape dna evidence bears that
  1009. 35:11out the innocence project after 35 years
  1010. 35:14wrongly convicted in prison the
  1011. 35:16innocence project got involved and
  1012. 35:18rescued this man from a crime he didn't
  1013. 35:21commit so i wanted to talk to robert
  1014. 35:23dubois
  1015. 35:24about both the legislation that denies
  1016. 35:27him
  1017. 35:2750 000 a year for every year that he
  1018. 35:31spent
  1019. 35:31wrongly convicted in prison which means
  1020. 35:33he'd get near
  1021. 35:34two million dollars for at least
  1022. 35:37obviously a systemic wrong
  1023. 35:39but because he committed a crime when he
  1024. 35:41was 17 years old
  1025. 35:42involving some car parts he is stuck in
  1026. 35:45the system now
  1027. 35:46he already got stuck in the system not
  1028. 35:48being able to get out on probation or
  1029. 35:50get anyone to hear his cries for help
  1030. 35:53while he was in prison for 35 years but
  1031. 35:55then the innocence project got involved
  1032. 35:57and they do a lot
  1033. 35:58of good work like this and if you want
  1034. 36:00to help along these grounds you can do
  1035. 36:02so by getting involved and helping
  1036. 36:04legislation pass
  1037. 36:06that can change some of the restrictive
  1038. 36:07laws in florida and in other parts of
  1039. 36:09the country you just
  1040. 36:10text the word innocent to the number
  1041. 36:1452886 or you can visit
  1042. 36:17innocenceproject.org but here is the
  1043. 36:19story of robert dubois he was wrongly
  1044. 36:21convicted
  1045. 36:22of a crime of murder and rape and dna
  1046. 36:26evidence exonerated him
  1047. 36:28this is his story the tampa bay bucks
  1048. 36:30are involved in the story because they
  1049. 36:32have helped him since he is not being
  1050. 36:34paid
  1051. 36:34this is a piece of his story here's
  1052. 36:36robert dubois
  1053. 36:41so robert where is your level of
  1054. 36:43bitterness i
  1055. 36:44imagine that anyone spending nearly four
  1056. 36:47decades
  1057. 36:48in prison without freedom for something
  1058. 36:51they didn't do
  1059. 36:52would have a great deal of trouble
  1060. 36:54finding some sort of peace or
  1061. 36:56tranquility in terms of quieting
  1062. 36:58their anger about what had happened to
  1063. 37:00them
  1064. 37:01no i don't have bitterness i'm not
  1065. 37:03bitter about the whole thing
  1066. 37:05i just want to see change for everybody
  1067. 37:08you know i would like to see the
  1068. 37:10wrongful incarceration stop completely
  1069. 37:12of course
  1070. 37:13but in the meantime i would at least
  1071. 37:15like to see these people
  1072. 37:16like myself be able to get on with our
  1073. 37:20lives you know
  1074. 37:21well how do you arrive at a place though
  1075. 37:22where you're not carrying around in
  1076. 37:24anger or
  1077. 37:24hostility or i've been wronged like how
  1078. 37:27how long did it take you to get there
  1079. 37:30well i guess it took me some years i
  1080. 37:33really wasn't bitter
  1081. 37:35i'm more i'm more less concentrated on
  1082. 37:38just trying to prove my innocence i
  1083. 37:40didn't have time for bitterness and
  1084. 37:41anger and all that stuff
  1085. 37:44you know i hit a lot of roadblocks of
  1086. 37:45course i had a lot of disappointments
  1087. 37:48you know every time i tried to prove my
  1088. 37:50innocence get dna testing whatever
  1089. 37:53and i would run into roadblocks i
  1090. 37:55couldn't get it accomplished
  1091. 37:57so you know at times you know it seemed
  1092. 38:00kind of futile and
  1093. 38:03maybe hopeless even but i just kept my
  1094. 38:07faith and kept pushing forward
  1095. 38:09take us back to when you're being
  1096. 38:11wrongly accused and you realize
  1097. 38:13that your innocence is not only in
  1098. 38:15question your innocence is now going to
  1099. 38:17be
  1100. 38:18legally lost you are not innocent you
  1101. 38:20are someone who is guilty of this crime
  1102. 38:21and you are losing your freedom
  1103. 38:23yeah when i said in the trial i mean you
  1104. 38:25could see through the old videos i would
  1105. 38:27sit there
  1106. 38:29and i was pretty well dumbfounded i mean
  1107. 38:31i didn't understand how it could be
  1108. 38:33happening
  1109. 38:34and yet it did you know i sat there
  1110. 38:38every day
  1111. 38:39slowly being convicted of something i
  1112. 38:40didn't do
  1113. 38:42so i had to listen to all this nonsense
  1114. 38:44from them in the courtroom
  1115. 38:46you know accusing me of murder and
  1116. 38:48sexual battery
  1117. 38:50and i knew i didn't do it but now
  1118. 38:54the whole country thought i did because
  1119. 38:56of what happened
  1120. 38:57and so what do you remember about your
  1121. 39:00first
  1122. 39:01day with freedom lost you're in prison
  1123. 39:05and you're thinking to yourself how the
  1124. 39:07hell does this happen to me and how do i
  1125. 39:08fix this
  1126. 39:10yeah that's pretty much the case and you
  1127. 39:13know
  1128. 39:13at that point you know people say they
  1129. 39:15would kick and scream and do all this
  1130. 39:17other stuff
  1131. 39:18guess what you're locked in a cell now
  1132. 39:20all that kicking and screaming ain't
  1133. 39:21going to help you at all
  1134. 39:23so the only thing you can do at this
  1135. 39:24point is try to focus on trying to prove
  1136. 39:26your innocence which i did my best to do
  1137. 39:29i mean i offered polygraph tests i
  1138. 39:32wanted to do dna testing
  1139. 39:34i never asked for a loophole in the law
  1140. 39:37i just asked him to test the evidence
  1141. 39:39so i could prove my innocence so what
  1142. 39:42lengths did you go to can you explain to
  1143. 39:44us because i can imagine
  1144. 39:45in this situation robert this would be
  1145. 39:48something that would lead someone to
  1146. 39:50literally go mad
  1147. 39:52go crazy like they don't know what is
  1148. 39:54real or what is the truth anymore
  1149. 39:56when this happens to them yeah like i
  1150. 39:58said
  1151. 39:59it did feel hopeless you know for a long
  1152. 40:01time especially when i first went on
  1153. 40:02death row
  1154. 40:04so after a short while
  1155. 40:07you know i just had to start
  1156. 40:08concentrating on
  1157. 40:10doing whatever i could to prove my
  1158. 40:12innocence so i would see these
  1159. 40:13uh shows like 20 20 60 minutes
  1160. 40:1748 hours and stuff like this on death
  1161. 40:21row and i would say you know
  1162. 40:23maybe they could help so i wrote
  1163. 40:26many many letters to all kind of news
  1164. 40:29outlets
  1165. 40:30and other people that might be
  1166. 40:32interested in helping and i never even
  1167. 40:34got a response
  1168. 40:36never to nothing no not not a letter you
  1169. 40:39wrote so how many letters are you
  1170. 40:40writing you're
  1171. 40:41because you have a lot of time correct
  1172. 40:43can you explain to us what the death row
  1173. 40:45explain to us the death row existence
  1174. 40:47so it's like the only thing i did every
  1175. 40:50day is i would write letters like
  1176. 40:5228 page letters sometimes you know
  1177. 40:55and try to get 48 hours 60 minutes 20 20
  1178. 41:00anybody
  1179. 41:01interested in putting my story out there
  1180. 41:04and
  1181. 41:05not one of them responded or said they
  1182. 41:07couldn't help or nothing they just never
  1183. 41:09responded
  1184. 41:10so i pretty much spent my days like
  1185. 41:14um either trying to exercise to keep my
  1186. 41:18mind focused
  1187. 41:19or writing letters to my family and
  1188. 41:21friends
  1189. 41:22and like doing a little bit of artwork
  1190. 41:25or something just
  1191. 41:26anything to keep my mind occupied any
  1192. 41:28interaction with others
  1193. 41:30oh yeah um i mean everybody on death row
  1194. 41:33is
  1195. 41:34locked in their own sale but at times
  1196. 41:38up to 22 23 people at the same time can
  1197. 41:42actually go outside into a small caged
  1198. 41:44area
  1199. 41:45twice a week other than that you only
  1200. 41:48come out of yourself three times a week
  1201. 41:49for a five minute shower that's it
  1202. 41:52so is there a way for you to describe
  1203. 41:55the loneliness of nearly four decades
  1204. 41:58spent within that kind of space man that
  1205. 42:02is something i don't think
  1206. 42:03words could adequate adequately describe
  1207. 42:06i mean you know it's like a feeling of
  1208. 42:10complete despair at times
  1209. 42:13you know it's like you're sitting there
  1210. 42:1524 hours a day you know you didn't do it
  1211. 42:18you know you're around other people that
  1212. 42:20may or may not have done what they're
  1213. 42:22accused of i don't know
  1214. 42:25but you know you're just stubbed
  1215. 42:28and it's like i said it's a feeling of
  1216. 42:30despair
  1217. 42:31do you remember when you were most
  1218. 42:33hopeful because that's a long time how
  1219. 42:36many how many years was it just on death
  1220. 42:38row
  1221. 42:39on death row it was three plus a little
  1222. 42:42over three maybe
  1223. 42:43there was a couple times i it seemed
  1224. 42:45hopeful like when i went back for
  1225. 42:47an evidentiary hearing i thought i was
  1226. 42:50actually going to get dna testing done
  1227. 42:52but instead i ran into another roadblock
  1228. 42:55so
  1229. 42:56the only time that i was ever truly
  1230. 42:59hopeful
  1231. 43:00was the day i got a letter from susan
  1232. 43:02friedman
  1233. 43:03okay that's the innocence project
  1234. 43:05correct yes all right we'll get back to
  1235. 43:07that in just a second but before we get
  1236. 43:09to the innocence project i sort of want
  1237. 43:12to wander through some of this space
  1238. 43:14with you on
  1239. 43:15before you get to 2019
  1240. 43:19you are spending nearly four decades
  1241. 43:22wrongly convicted of a crime you know
  1242. 43:24you did not commit and
  1243. 43:26from within that you're saying to
  1244. 43:29yourself
  1245. 43:30i'm going to get out some point how
  1246. 43:33yeah i'm just trying to stay focused on
  1247. 43:36proving my innocence any way i can i
  1248. 43:38volunteered for
  1249. 43:40true cern even though they said it would
  1250. 43:42be dangerous
  1251. 43:43but of course they wouldn't give it to
  1252. 43:44me um i offered polygraph tests
  1253. 43:48i offered any tests they wanted to do
  1254. 43:52you know so basically
  1255. 43:55my existence after coming off death row
  1256. 43:57ironically enough
  1257. 43:59i came straight from death row to being
  1258. 44:01the prison electrician
  1259. 44:03so from that point on all my days was
  1260. 44:07pretty much
  1261. 44:08consumed with doing maintenance in the
  1262. 44:12prison
  1263. 44:12and just trying to write letters and do
  1264. 44:15whatever i could to prove my innocence
  1265. 44:18i didn't even have access to telephones
  1266. 44:20or anything so what happened with the
  1267. 44:22innocence
  1268. 44:22project how did they come into your life
  1269. 44:25well i wrote to them first i wrote to
  1270. 44:29the one in florida
  1271. 44:31and they were working on the case for
  1272. 44:34quite a while and unfortunately they
  1273. 44:38didn't have the resources
  1274. 44:39that it took to to really delve into
  1275. 44:43this
  1276. 44:44so they sent my files over to new york
  1277. 44:49and then new york got involved so
  1278. 44:52i really became hopeful like i said when
  1279. 44:55i got a letter from susan friedman
  1280. 44:57because she found she sounded like
  1281. 45:00she was really she had a positive
  1282. 45:03attitude about the whole thing she says
  1283. 45:05we read your case
  1284. 45:07and we're accepting it you know so
  1285. 45:10pretty much
  1286. 45:10sign these documents because we're going
  1287. 45:12to be representing you
  1288. 45:14and why did she say she was doing that
  1289. 45:17because they they've read my transcripts
  1290. 45:20and they believe i'm innocent
  1291. 45:22and you've been sending those over
  1292. 45:24non-stop right over many many years you
  1293. 45:26for over decades you've been sending
  1294. 45:28that and never gotten
  1295. 45:29any other response other than that one
  1296. 45:32in 2018 or 2019
  1297. 45:35um 2019 i think
  1298. 45:38it might have been 18 i'm not really
  1299. 45:40sure about dates
  1300. 45:42is there anything that is more
  1301. 45:44frustrating through this
  1302. 45:46robert beyond obviously being wrongly
  1303. 45:50convicted of something
  1304. 45:52then running up against the
  1305. 45:54imperfections
  1306. 45:55in a legal system that almost made it
  1307. 45:58easier to keep you
  1308. 45:59imprisoned wrongly than to get you out
  1309. 46:02rightly
  1310. 46:03because that that when we talk to maya
  1311. 46:05moore around here on a south beach
  1312. 46:06sessions and she's trying to change
  1313. 46:08you know doing as you are trying to do
  1314. 46:10substantive criminal reform
  1315. 46:12i can't imagine the exasperation in
  1316. 46:15there seemed to be
  1317. 46:16no effort by the system whatsoever to
  1318. 46:19drag
  1319. 46:20out the innocent because it was just
  1320. 46:22easier to keep you guilty
  1321. 46:24exactly you know and like i say a lot of
  1322. 46:26people become
  1323. 46:27bitter inside but you know they become
  1324. 46:30hateful towards the correctional
  1325. 46:32officers and the prison system well
  1326. 46:34they're not the ones that did it
  1327. 46:35the state did it the state convicted you
  1328. 46:37so their job is to keep you in prison
  1329. 46:39once you get there
  1330. 46:40after all these years went by my goal at
  1331. 46:4325 years
  1332. 46:44i was sentenced to 25 years mandatory
  1333. 46:47life sentence
  1334. 46:49so which means that you have to do a
  1335. 46:52minimum of 25 years before you can see
  1336. 46:54the parole board
  1337. 46:56well i seen the parole board three times
  1338. 46:59and they were
  1339. 46:59very negative every time so at this
  1340. 47:02point i was thinking
  1341. 47:04even if i can get parole then i can go
  1342. 47:07out and prove my own innocence
  1343. 47:09but even that didn't happen that was
  1344. 47:11another roadblock after my last parole
  1345. 47:13hearing
  1346. 47:14actually the last parole hearing i had
  1347. 47:17was the day before i received susan's
  1348. 47:19letter
  1349. 47:20you know so i just said god i put it in
  1350. 47:23your hands cause
  1351. 47:24i mean i just couldn't do nothing with
  1352. 47:26them you can't talk to them they don't
  1353. 47:28want to hear it they don't look at
  1354. 47:30um the kind of person you are they don't
  1355. 47:32look at
  1356. 47:33what you've done while you were in
  1357. 47:35prison i've been working maintenance all
  1358. 47:37these years in prison
  1359. 47:38so not stabbing nobody or doing nothing
  1360. 47:42stupid in there like a lot of people
  1361. 47:45so the parole commission never looked at
  1362. 47:47that once
  1363. 47:48so there went my hope of trying to get
  1364. 47:51parole
  1365. 47:52just so i could go prove my innocence
  1366. 47:54why do you imagine the parole
  1367. 47:55experiences were so negative
  1368. 47:59i don't know this one the last lady that
  1369. 48:01came
  1370. 48:02the the guy before her he was really
  1371. 48:04nasty but
  1372. 48:06the last lady that came she says okay
  1373. 48:08tell me a little bit about the crime
  1374. 48:10so i said well i said i know what you're
  1375. 48:12looking for you're looking for remorse
  1376. 48:14i said but i can't sit here and tell you
  1377. 48:16that i'm remorseful for something i
  1378. 48:18didn't do
  1379. 48:20so she slapped the desk she said this
  1380. 48:22meeting's over with
  1381. 48:23i'll see you later i said well have a
  1382. 48:25nice day and drive careful
  1383. 48:27and then the following day i got a
  1384. 48:29letter from susan
  1385. 48:31did you consider faking remorse
  1386. 48:34no no i told her i said
  1387. 48:38i said i'm not going to see him tell you
  1388. 48:39i'm remorseful for something i didn't do
  1389. 48:41i said am i sorry for the victim's
  1390. 48:43family i said yes
  1391. 48:45and i'm sorry for my family and myself
  1392. 48:47as well i said but i didn't do it
  1393. 48:50so she just abruptly ended the meeting
  1394. 48:52and that was it
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  1428. 50:00so that was one of three hearings that
  1429. 50:02you got and those are going to be the
  1430. 50:04most hopeful moments that you have right
  1431. 50:06you are
  1432. 50:06you are preparing to be able to tell
  1433. 50:09your story the most meticulously because
  1434. 50:11you might not well hell you haven't
  1435. 50:12gotten
  1436. 50:13audiences with anybody for two and a
  1437. 50:15half decades
  1438. 50:16so exactly you're trying to you're
  1439. 50:18trying to present your
  1440. 50:20best case and that third one was over
  1441. 50:22and how long
  1442. 50:24oh it was over in less than five minutes
  1443. 50:28i mean how do you not consider harming
  1444. 50:30yourself how do you not get so hopeless
  1445. 50:32that you are thinking of ending your
  1446. 50:34life no
  1447. 50:35i mean it felt pretty hopeless many many
  1448. 50:38times but i had to consider my family
  1449. 50:40too and so that's what that's another
  1450. 50:43thing
  1451. 50:44i've i've actually seen people lose
  1452. 50:46their mind in there
  1453. 50:47and even on death row i've seen people
  1454. 50:50lose their mind i've seen people come in
  1455. 50:53with all black hair in less than a year
  1456. 50:55they had a full head of gray hair
  1457. 50:58you know just constant worry and i've
  1458. 51:00seen what this
  1459. 51:01bitterness and stuff can do to you i
  1460. 51:03just don't understand how you were able
  1461. 51:05to navigate that there is profound
  1462. 51:07wisdom in you being
  1463. 51:08able to stay alive during a bitterness
  1464. 51:10and a resentment that would have been
  1465. 51:11poison and a lot of other
  1466. 51:13in a lot of other bodies yeah i just had
  1467. 51:16to
  1468. 51:16stay focused like i said to try to prove
  1469. 51:18my innocence that's really all i wanted
  1470. 51:21can you explain to us what the innocence
  1471. 51:24project
  1472. 51:25did how they did it for you well i can't
  1473. 51:27really say
  1474. 51:28how they did it i mean you'd have to
  1475. 51:29talk to susan she's
  1476. 51:31very very meticulous in everything she
  1477. 51:33does
  1478. 51:34but i know that
  1479. 51:37she explained everything to me as we
  1480. 51:39went we had many many phone calls
  1481. 51:42she even came to visit me from new york
  1482. 51:45so she just let me know she would show
  1483. 51:47me the documentation that she put
  1484. 51:50together
  1485. 51:51and slowly as the case moved forward
  1486. 51:54she finally said you know that
  1487. 51:58we're going to push for dna testing she
  1488. 52:00said they already know i didn't do it
  1489. 52:02they can tell by all the records they've
  1490. 52:04already read
  1491. 52:05but the dna thank god really
  1492. 52:09sealed the whole bargain you know
  1493. 52:12how would you articulate your gratitude
  1494. 52:15for the work that susan did
  1495. 52:18oh man i'm very thankful to them and i'm
  1496. 52:21going to do everything i can
  1497. 52:23to support and help bring support to
  1498. 52:26them
  1499. 52:26because i'm not the only one they've
  1500. 52:29helped and i'm not the only one they're
  1501. 52:30going to help
  1502. 52:31they're still doing it even as we speak
  1503. 52:33she's working on cases right now
  1504. 52:36one of the things they're working on the
  1505. 52:38current law restricts most
  1506. 52:39wrongfully convicted people from being
  1507. 52:42compensated but there is a bill in the
  1508. 52:44state legislature that could fix that
  1509. 52:46law
  1510. 52:47in this session if you want to get
  1511. 52:48involved or help legislation like that
  1512. 52:51pass in florida and in other parts of
  1513. 52:53the country you text
  1514. 52:54innocent to 5286
  1515. 52:57or you can visit the
  1516. 52:59innocenceproject.org but if you just
  1517. 53:01want to type
  1518. 53:02it's the easiest way possible you can
  1519. 53:04help if you're moved by this story and
  1520. 53:06you simply want
  1521. 53:07to correct some wrongs 52886
  1522. 53:11text innocent to 52886
  1523. 53:16help us with the exit from prison
  1524. 53:20when you leave prison the day that
  1525. 53:22you're leaving
  1526. 53:23prison you are filled with what so i was
  1527. 53:26dealing with complete
  1528. 53:28joy i mean just to finally
  1529. 53:31be at this point where everybody knows
  1530. 53:33i'm innocent
  1531. 53:36you know you don't you don't know all
  1532. 53:37the looks you get over the years you
  1533. 53:39know and
  1534. 53:40when someone talks to you whether it be
  1535. 53:42a staff member
  1536. 53:43officer whatever and
  1537. 53:47they look at you because they see on
  1538. 53:49paper that
  1539. 53:50you're a murderer and rapist so that
  1540. 53:53automatically
  1541. 53:54makes you pretty much an animal to
  1542. 53:56everybody
  1543. 53:57so when they see you
  1544. 54:01and you say you're innocent they say
  1545. 54:02yeah everybody says that
  1546. 54:04i said yeah i said everybody might say
  1547. 54:06it but everybody ain't telling you the
  1548. 54:08truth
  1549. 54:08i said i am innocent so many people in
  1550. 54:12there that knows me will tell you
  1551. 54:13exactly those words because i've always
  1552. 54:15told them
  1553. 54:16that i'm innocent i said i know you're
  1554. 54:18not going to believe it and i don't
  1555. 54:19really expect you to
  1556. 54:21i said because you're used to looking at
  1557. 54:23black and white and
  1558. 54:24what you see in writing is what you
  1559. 54:26believe so
  1560. 54:28i said you know sooner or later i said
  1561. 54:30hopefully i'll be able to prove this
  1562. 54:32so now they all see that i was telling
  1563. 54:35the truth and some of them have even
  1564. 54:37reached out
  1565. 54:38you know and they said you always said
  1566. 54:39you were innocent you know
  1567. 54:41so how many of them have reached out
  1568. 54:45oh manny like at least like 15 or so
  1569. 54:49and that's all like employees from
  1570. 54:51different prisons
  1571. 54:53what is the most gratifying thing that
  1572. 54:56you have felt
  1573. 54:57since leaving prison oh man i think like
  1574. 55:00when the
  1575. 55:01the buccaneers reached out i had a zoom
  1576. 55:03meeting with them and that was
  1577. 55:06really shocking to me i didn't know that
  1578. 55:08we were going to have it
  1579. 55:10so when they reached out to me i just
  1580. 55:12you know i was kind of overwhelmed
  1581. 55:15by the uh the caring
  1582. 55:18you know but between the buccaneers and
  1583. 55:21the innocence project
  1584. 55:22you know they've kept me afloat you know
  1585. 55:26i mean i've i have to work
  1586. 55:28you know because i come out you know
  1587. 55:30you're not eligible for compensation at
  1588. 55:33this time
  1589. 55:34so um they're they're fighting for it
  1590. 55:37but you know in the meantime i have to
  1591. 55:40work and i have to make a living you
  1592. 55:42know
  1593. 55:43so each one of them have helped me get
  1594. 55:45on my feet
  1595. 55:46enough to do this you know but without
  1596. 55:50them
  1597. 55:51i would have had nothing well let's walk
  1598. 55:53through this because this is one of the
  1599. 55:55reasons that i wanted to talk to you in
  1600. 55:57terms of fixing some of this legislation
  1601. 55:59and actually helping people who have
  1602. 56:01been
  1603. 56:02so clearly wrong florida is one of 35
  1604. 56:05states that does have a compensation law
  1605. 56:08but it is one of the most restrictive
  1606. 56:10laws in the country and so there have
  1607. 56:12been
  1608. 56:1231 people like robert who have been
  1609. 56:15innocent
  1610. 56:16and been freed but only five of those
  1611. 56:19have been paid so why are you not
  1612. 56:21eligible
  1613. 56:23but they're saying because of a past
  1614. 56:25defense they have what they call a clean
  1615. 56:27hands bill so for some dumb stuff i did
  1616. 56:31non-violent stuff by the way when i was
  1617. 56:3317
  1618. 56:34and i got probation for i'm still being
  1619. 56:37punished for it
  1620. 56:39and what was that dumb stuff well
  1621. 56:41they're saying it's like
  1622. 56:42car parts you know so
  1623. 56:46now they're they're saying i'm
  1624. 56:48ineligible they're not going to
  1625. 56:50um the state is not going to
  1626. 56:55admit the wrong and try to
  1627. 56:58compensate me after all these years
  1628. 57:01because of this
  1629. 57:02because there were some car parts you
  1630. 57:04stole when you were 17 or some crime
  1631. 57:06yeah that's what the
  1632. 57:06that's what they're saying yeah okay and
  1633. 57:08so how did the bucks help you
  1634. 57:10explain to me they get on a zoom call
  1635. 57:12and who's on there and why are they
  1636. 57:13taking up your cause
  1637. 57:15is it it's not just merely because
  1638. 57:16you've been convicted when you're
  1639. 57:17innocent it's because of the unfairness
  1640. 57:19of you wanna work you've been wronged
  1641. 57:22and you're not being allowed to you
  1642. 57:23can't be compensated you're having
  1643. 57:25trouble
  1644. 57:25finding work right so the buccaneers got
  1645. 57:29involved and they said you know allie
  1646. 57:31marpat
  1647. 57:32donovan smith and alice kappa sarah
  1648. 57:35evans
  1649. 57:36and a couple of other people so we had a
  1650. 57:40zoom meeting and the buccaneers alley
  1651. 57:41marpette
  1652. 57:42led the way he says that
  1653. 57:45we was reading your story and we're
  1654. 57:48really touched by this
  1655. 57:49and um we want to give you some money to
  1656. 57:52try to help you get on your feet a
  1657. 57:53little bit
  1658. 57:54you know at least help you and so they
  1659. 57:57gave me some money
  1660. 57:58and they invited me to the buccaneers
  1661. 58:00game
  1662. 58:01and then later even invited me to the
  1663. 58:04super bowl you know
  1664. 58:06so it must have felt good to have
  1665. 58:08someone just trying to help you i don't
  1666. 58:10know if you're a football fan or if
  1667. 58:11you're a buccaneer fan
  1668. 58:12but just yes like i said well i didn't
  1669. 58:15get to watch football all these years i
  1670. 58:16mean
  1671. 58:17some people in prison do but um
  1672. 58:20i was one of the ones that did a lot of
  1673. 58:22work so
  1674. 58:23i worked every day doing maintenance and
  1675. 58:25stuff
  1676. 58:26so i really never got a chance to watch
  1677. 58:29a game
  1678. 58:30i never went to a game in my whole life
  1679. 58:32so when i went to the buccaneer rams
  1680. 58:34game that's the very first game
  1681. 58:36i've ever been to so then the super bowl
  1682. 58:38they invited me to the super bowl and i
  1683. 58:40was just you know i was just happy
  1684. 58:42that they were in the super bowl to
  1685. 58:44begin with and making history by being
  1686. 58:46in their own city
  1687. 58:47while they're playing in a super bowl
  1688. 58:49you know i was just
  1689. 58:50elated for them and then they invited me
  1690. 58:53to the super bowl
  1691. 58:54which i did not expect i've got to
  1692. 58:56imagine robert
  1693. 58:58that the work is what kept you sane or
  1694. 59:01helped keep you sane the fact that you
  1695. 59:03were doing physical
  1696. 59:04work that could allow your mind to be
  1697. 59:06occupied on doing work was that taken
  1698. 59:09away with death row did you go
  1699. 59:11three years without being able to work
  1700. 59:13oh yeah
  1701. 59:14yeah i went straight from death row to
  1702. 59:16being a prison electrician but on death
  1703. 59:17row you're locked in the cell 24 hours a
  1704. 59:19day
  1705. 59:21so that was the worst that was the worst
  1706. 59:22of it correct
  1707. 59:24it didn't get any worse than there it
  1708. 59:26felt a little more like freedom outside
  1709. 59:28of those three years
  1710. 59:29right oh yeah yeah i mean at least you
  1711. 59:32could move around you know
  1712. 59:33i mean i was in the most dangerous
  1713. 59:36prison in the whole state
  1714. 59:37but the only reason i was in the whole
  1715. 59:39the dangerous prison
  1716. 59:41was the fact that back in the in the 80s
  1717. 59:44if you came off of death row
  1718. 59:47the only place you could go was fsp
  1719. 59:50which is the worst prison in the whole
  1720. 59:51state that's where they send everybody
  1721. 59:53that
  1722. 59:54uh stabs other inmates at other prisons
  1723. 59:56or whatever
  1724. 59:57or assault staff so anyway you had a
  1725. 1:00:01pretty rowdy prison i've always gotten
  1726. 1:00:04along good with everybody but
  1727. 1:00:05you know you you're in a dangerous
  1728. 1:00:07situation you got guys going around
  1729. 1:00:09stabbing each other every day
  1730. 1:00:11you know so i focused on doing
  1731. 1:00:13electrical work plumbing work or
  1732. 1:00:15whatever and just kept my mind occupied
  1733. 1:00:18how did you navigate the most dangerous
  1734. 1:00:20prison though how did you navigate all
  1735. 1:00:22of the
  1736. 1:00:23nonsense that can happen there well you
  1737. 1:00:25know i was really blessed in that
  1738. 1:00:26respect because
  1739. 1:00:28i mean like i said i'm in a dangerous
  1740. 1:00:30situation a lot of guys got killed
  1741. 1:00:33and stabbed and uh me i just went
  1742. 1:00:36to work every morning i would get my
  1743. 1:00:39tools i would go into the wings with all
  1744. 1:00:41these guys
  1745. 1:00:42and pretty much i was the guy that fixed
  1746. 1:00:45all their stuff
  1747. 1:00:46you know so everybody got to know me
  1748. 1:00:49pretty quick
  1749. 1:00:50and you know i had a good relationship
  1750. 1:00:54with most
  1751. 1:00:55you made yourself useful that's the best
  1752. 1:00:57way to do it right
  1753. 1:00:58you're you are and so how helpful were
  1754. 1:01:01you in that regard how
  1755. 1:01:02how good were you with mechanics oh no i
  1756. 1:01:05always
  1757. 1:01:05i always did the job i always fix lights
  1758. 1:01:08uh plumbing
  1759. 1:01:09air conditioning all of this plus it's
  1760. 1:01:12not just that it's a matter of
  1761. 1:01:13how you carry yourself and how you
  1762. 1:01:16treat others as well you know it doesn't
  1763. 1:01:19matter that we're in prison you still
  1764. 1:01:20have to treat each other with respect
  1765. 1:01:23you know that's the key issue what
  1766. 1:01:26difficulties have there been
  1767. 1:01:28in transitioning into freedom oh man
  1768. 1:01:31it's like going in
  1769. 1:01:32i don't i'm not sure you could even
  1770. 1:01:34imagine this but
  1771. 1:01:36it's like going into um
  1772. 1:01:40pretty much a whole nother country that
  1773. 1:01:41you're not familiar with at all
  1774. 1:01:44because i came out before i went in
  1775. 1:01:46there was no there were no cell phones
  1776. 1:01:48and computers
  1777. 1:01:50so i've never used a cell phone until i
  1778. 1:01:53came out
  1779. 1:01:54so um self-checkout in stores i didn't
  1780. 1:01:59know nothing about it the stores are
  1781. 1:02:01bigger than they used to be there's more
  1782. 1:02:03products
  1783. 1:02:04um all the streets have changed the
  1784. 1:02:08whole city's changed
  1785. 1:02:11and it's really been difficult to
  1786. 1:02:14navigate a lot of this stuff
  1787. 1:02:17and without the help i've had through
  1788. 1:02:19the innocence project
  1789. 1:02:21and sunny center and the buccaneers you
  1790. 1:02:24know
  1791. 1:02:24i would have had a lot of issues can you
  1792. 1:02:27tell us some more of the things you get
  1793. 1:02:29out and what's different i mean you
  1794. 1:02:31mentioned several of them there but i
  1795. 1:02:32imagine
  1796. 1:02:33something every day is different where
  1797. 1:02:35you are you're basically coming out of
  1798. 1:02:371980 right you're coming out
  1799. 1:02:40you're it's like you left miami in 1980
  1800. 1:02:42miami was an entirely different city in
  1801. 1:02:441980
  1802. 1:02:45yeah it's basically like i went forward
  1803. 1:02:47in a time machine
  1804. 1:02:49give me some of the details on that what
  1805. 1:02:50you're talking about things that
  1806. 1:02:52represent culture shock uh computers
  1807. 1:02:55just things that you run into where
  1808. 1:02:56you're like
  1809. 1:02:57this is not something that i was
  1810. 1:02:58prepared for in prison
  1811. 1:03:00yeah the computers the telephones even
  1812. 1:03:03the tv i got a
  1813. 1:03:04i have a roku tv and that was hard to
  1814. 1:03:06navigate
  1815. 1:03:08um because before you had the little
  1816. 1:03:09channels you uhf
  1817. 1:03:11and vhf so um
  1818. 1:03:16um just seeing things like when i'm
  1819. 1:03:19driving down the street
  1820. 1:03:20i think the first thing that caught my
  1821. 1:03:22attention basically when
  1822. 1:03:24my attorney and i were driving
  1823. 1:03:27was the amount of homeless people i seen
  1824. 1:03:30so that really disturbed me so then uh
  1825. 1:03:33she took me into my first store the
  1826. 1:03:35night i got out
  1827. 1:03:37so then i learned about self-checkout
  1828. 1:03:39which took a while
  1829. 1:03:41and um i had to learn to
  1830. 1:03:45to kind of navigate the stores again
  1831. 1:03:48you know to find different items and
  1832. 1:03:51at times it was very overwhelming i mean
  1833. 1:03:54i didn't even stay in the store for 10
  1834. 1:03:56minutes
  1835. 1:03:57because i would just be overwhelmed you
  1836. 1:03:58know kind of
  1837. 1:04:00just so much to take in at one time i
  1838. 1:04:03would think that you would have some
  1839. 1:04:04post-traumatic stress disorder i don't
  1840. 1:04:06know what your sleep is like i don't
  1841. 1:04:08know how restful
  1842. 1:04:10your nights are but there is some really
  1843. 1:04:12hard stuff you've endured i don't know
  1844. 1:04:14where you put it i don't know how it is
  1845. 1:04:17not something that's soaked into every
  1846. 1:04:18part of your being
  1847. 1:04:20well i don't sleep much but i didn't
  1848. 1:04:22really put it to that
  1849. 1:04:24but maybe that is an issue but yeah i
  1850. 1:04:27usually sleep like
  1851. 1:04:28maybe three hours i mean you have to be
  1852. 1:04:32carrying a great deal of stress robert i
  1853. 1:04:34don't know how much of this stuff
  1854. 1:04:36uh is too painful to navigate i do
  1855. 1:04:39imagine you've
  1856. 1:04:40put a lot of coping mechanisms in
  1857. 1:04:42because survival is the greatest
  1858. 1:04:44instinct but what you have endured
  1859. 1:04:46is beyond unspeakably horrific anyone
  1860. 1:04:49listening to this
  1861. 1:04:50can't possibly understand what your hell
  1862. 1:04:53has been because
  1863. 1:04:55you have been alive for 35 years and
  1864. 1:04:57you've had something
  1865. 1:04:59on you that none of us can ever
  1866. 1:05:01understand it's
  1867. 1:05:02it's the worst nightmare yeah it is that
  1868. 1:05:05in fact many years i kept waking up
  1869. 1:05:07hoping i would find out it was just a
  1870. 1:05:09bad dream
  1871. 1:05:10does that still happen to you like with
  1872. 1:05:12with this freedom can you believe that
  1873. 1:05:14you can now
  1874. 1:05:15just go outside like what are some of
  1875. 1:05:17the simple pleasures
  1876. 1:05:18that you are able to experience that
  1877. 1:05:20many of us probably don't appreciate
  1878. 1:05:22every day
  1879. 1:05:23yeah that kind of for the first few
  1880. 1:05:26nights or the first weeks at least
  1881. 1:05:28i used to get up like even two in the
  1882. 1:05:30morning just go outside
  1883. 1:05:32you know just to be able to go outside
  1884. 1:05:34and look up at the moon and
  1885. 1:05:36just the sky and have some peace of mind
  1886. 1:05:40you know so i think the
  1887. 1:05:44dad kind of going to the beach or even
  1888. 1:05:47going down like bayshore boulevard
  1889. 1:05:49seeing the waterfront
  1890. 1:05:51all of those things are relaxing to me
  1891. 1:05:53and i know
  1892. 1:05:54some people come out in the morning um
  1893. 1:05:57they're in the rush to get to work or to
  1894. 1:05:59the store or whatever and they never
  1895. 1:06:00take the time
  1896. 1:06:01to look at the sunrise or the sunset
  1897. 1:06:04or the sky or whatever and you know
  1898. 1:06:07these
  1899. 1:06:07things i don't take for granted is there
  1900. 1:06:10anything you miss about prison
  1901. 1:06:11because you just got so used to that
  1902. 1:06:13life no no
  1903. 1:06:16i never got used to it the reason i
  1904. 1:06:19asked that question it may be a dumb one
  1905. 1:06:21is because i remember mike tyson saying
  1906. 1:06:23that sometimes he felt
  1907. 1:06:25he didn't want to leave prison on his
  1908. 1:06:27last day in prison because it felt safer
  1909. 1:06:29in some ways than everything that was
  1910. 1:06:31waiting for him
  1911. 1:06:33out there and so i don't know when you
  1912. 1:06:35walk into that store and feel
  1913. 1:06:36overwhelmed if life has
  1914. 1:06:39you know any of those shawshank
  1915. 1:06:40redemption qualities where
  1916. 1:06:42it's so hard on the outside and you get
  1917. 1:06:45so used to what it's like on the inside
  1918. 1:06:46or you're saying
  1919. 1:06:47you don't get used to it but that the
  1920. 1:06:49life becomes so familiar to you that you
  1921. 1:06:51just don't know any other way when you
  1922. 1:06:52get to freedom
  1923. 1:06:54yeah that's pretty much true i mean just
  1924. 1:06:56human nature
  1925. 1:06:57to adapt to whatever situation they put
  1926. 1:06:59you're put in you know
  1927. 1:07:01i never miss prison at all i do um
  1928. 1:07:04understand that there's people in there
  1929. 1:07:05that need help you know even
  1930. 1:07:08some of the guilty ones you know there's
  1931. 1:07:09some people that need help just to be
  1932. 1:07:11able to
  1933. 1:07:12be treated more more respectful or with
  1934. 1:07:15more dignity without being
  1935. 1:07:16judged i mean most of the guys are sent
  1936. 1:07:19to prison are already judged by a court
  1937. 1:07:22and then they get in there and you have
  1938. 1:07:23these officers
  1939. 1:07:25who feel like they're going to keep
  1940. 1:07:27judging them forever you know
  1941. 1:07:29so robert if you hadn't at 17
  1942. 1:07:33taken some car parts what kind of money
  1943. 1:07:35would you be entitled to right now
  1944. 1:07:38well it would be 50 000 for every year
  1945. 1:07:42so fifty thousand dollars times 37
  1946. 1:07:45correct 37 years um and you're not
  1947. 1:07:49entitled to any of that money now
  1948. 1:07:51because of that
  1949. 1:07:52no but thank god there they are filing a
  1950. 1:07:56bill
  1951. 1:07:56in my behalf for us a compensation bill
  1952. 1:08:01so they're working on that now so if
  1953. 1:08:03you'd like to get involved or help
  1954. 1:08:05legislation like that pass in florida
  1955. 1:08:07and in other parts of the country all
  1956. 1:08:09you have to do right now you just go to
  1957. 1:08:10your phone
  1958. 1:08:11text 5286 text the word
  1959. 1:08:15innocent or you could go to the
  1960. 1:08:17innocence project.org robert
  1961. 1:08:20thank you for the time i appreciate you
  1962. 1:08:22sharing your story with
  1963. 1:08:24us i hope that this works out for you in
  1964. 1:08:26a way that offers some peace because
  1965. 1:08:28this sounds like a special kind of hell
  1966. 1:08:30you've had to live through
  1967. 1:08:31thank you very much if that particular
  1968. 1:08:34nightmare spoke to you
  1969. 1:08:35you can help in the easiest of ways just
  1970. 1:08:38text the word
  1971. 1:08:39innocent to 52886 if that's something
  1972. 1:08:43that bare minimum you want to help with
  1973. 1:08:45so that maybe somewhere down the line
  1974. 1:08:47someone does not get wronged like that a
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