The Collected Teachings of Ajahn Chah Vol. 1 – Daily Life Practice by Ajahn Chah — Transcript
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- 0:00this is the uh collected teachings of
- 0:02arjun shah
- 0:04a collection of more than 50
- 0:07dumber talks of energy and charles that
- 0:09have been published in english in
- 0:10different places
- 0:11at different times
- 0:13and this first talk is called
- 0:16the middle way within
- 0:18and this was
- 0:20originally published in a taste of
- 0:21freedom
- 0:22and it was given in the northeastern
- 0:24thai dialect to an assembly of monks and
- 0:26laypeople
- 0:27in 1970.
- 0:30the teaching of buddhism is about giving
- 0:32up evil and practicing good
- 0:35then when evil is given up and goodness
- 0:37is established we must let go of both
- 0:39good and evil
- 0:42we've already heard enough about
- 0:44wholesome and unwholesome conditions to
- 0:45understand something about them so i'd
- 0:47like to talk about the middle way that
- 0:49is the path to transcend both of those
- 0:52things
- 0:55all the dhamma talks and teachings of
- 0:56the buddha have one aim to show the way
- 0:59out of suffering to those who have not
- 1:00yet escaped
- 1:02the teachings are for the purpose of
- 1:03giving us the right understanding
- 1:06if we don't understand rightly then we
- 1:08can't arrive at
- 1:10peace when all the buddhas became
- 1:12enlightened and gave their first
- 1:14teachings they pointed out these two
- 1:16extremes
- 1:17indulgence in pleasure and indulgence in
- 1:19pain
- 1:21these two types of infatuation are the
- 1:23opposite poles between which those who
- 1:25indulge in sense pleasures must
- 1:27fluctuate never arriving at peace
- 1:30they are the paths which spin around in
- 1:32sansara
- 1:35the enlightened one observed that all
- 1:37beings are stuck in these two extremes
- 1:41never seeing the middle way of dumbo
- 1:43so he pointed them out in order to show
- 1:46the penalty involved in both
- 1:49because we're still stuck
- 1:51because we are still wanting
- 1:53we live repeatedly under their sway
- 1:57the buddha declare that these two ways
- 1:58are the ways of intoxication
- 2:00they're not the ways of a meditator not
- 2:03the ways to peace
- 2:05these ways are indulgence in pleasure
- 2:07and indulgence in pain or to put it
- 2:09simply the way of slackness and the way
- 2:12of tension
- 2:16if you investigate
- 2:18if you investigate within moment by
- 2:20moment you will see that the tense way
- 2:22is anger the way of sorrow
- 2:25going this way there is only difficulty
- 2:27in distress
- 2:29if you transcended indulgence in
- 2:30pleasure it means you've transcended
- 2:32happiness
- 2:34happiness and unhappiness are not
- 2:36peaceful states
- 2:38the buddha taught to let go of both of
- 2:39them
- 2:40this is right practice this is the
- 2:42middle way
- 2:46and these words the middle way
- 2:48do not refer to our body in speech they
- 2:51refer to the mind
- 2:53when a mental impression which we don't
- 2:55like arises it affects the mind and
- 2:57there's confusion
- 2:59when the mind is confused when it's
- 3:01shaken up this is not the right way
- 3:04when a mental impression arises which we
- 3:06like
- 3:07the mind goes to indulgence in pleasure
- 3:09that's not the way either
- 3:13we people don't want suffering we want
- 3:15happiness
- 3:16but in fact happiness is just a refined
- 3:18form of suffering
- 3:21suffering itself is the course form
- 3:23you can compare it to a snake
- 3:26the head of the snake is unhappiness the
- 3:28tail of the snake is happiness
- 3:31the head of the snake is really
- 3:32dangerous it has poisonous fangs
- 3:34if you touch it the snake will bite you
- 3:37straight away
- 3:38but never mind the head even if you go
- 3:40and hold on to the tail it'll turn
- 3:42around and bite you just the same
- 3:44because both the head and the tail
- 3:46belong to the one snake
- 3:50in the same way both happiness and
- 3:51unhappiness or pleasure and sadness
- 3:53arise from the same parent
- 3:55wanting
- 3:57so when you're happy the mind isn't
- 3:59peaceful it really isn't
- 4:01for instance when we get the things we
- 4:03like such as wealth
- 4:05prestige
- 4:07praise or happiness
- 4:08we become pleased as a result
- 4:11but the mind still harbors some
- 4:13uneasiness because we're afraid of
- 4:14losing it
- 4:16that very fear isn't a peaceful state
- 4:19later on we may actually lose that thing
- 4:22and then we really suffer
- 4:25thus if you aren't aware even if you're
- 4:27happy
- 4:28suffering is imminent
- 4:30it's just the same as grabbing the
- 4:32snake's tail
- 4:33if you don't let go it'll bite
- 4:37so whether it's the snake's tail or his
- 4:38head that is hold some more unholes and
- 4:41they're all just characteristics of the
- 4:43wheel of existence
- 4:45of endless change
- 4:48the buddha established morality
- 4:50concentration and wisdom as the path to
- 4:52peace the way to enlightenment
- 4:55but in truth these things are not the
- 4:57essence of buddhism
- 4:58they are merely the path
- 5:01the buddha called them magga which means
- 5:03path
- 5:05the essence of buddhism is peace
- 5:07and that peace arises from truly knowing
- 5:10the nature of all things
- 5:13if we investigate closely we can see
- 5:15that peace is neither happiness nor
- 5:17unhappiness
- 5:19neither of these is the truth
- 5:23the human mind the mind which the buddha
- 5:25exhorted us to know and investigate is
- 5:27something we can only know by its
- 5:29activity
- 5:30the true original mind
- 5:33has nothing to measure it by
- 5:35there's nothing you can know it by
- 5:38in its natural state it is unshaken
- 5:40unmoving
- 5:42when happiness arises all that happens
- 5:45is that this mind gets lost in a mental
- 5:47impression
- 5:48there is movement
- 5:50when the mind moves like this clinging
- 5:52and attachment to those things come into
- 5:54being
- 5:57the buddha has already laid down the
- 5:58path of practice in its entirety but we
- 6:01have not yet practiced or if we have
- 6:04we've practiced only in speech
- 6:07our minds and our speech are not yet in
- 6:09harmony we just indulge in empty talk
- 6:12but the basis of buddhism is not
- 6:14something that can be talked about or
- 6:15guessed at
- 6:17the real basis of buddhism is full
- 6:19knowledge of the truth of reality
- 6:22if one knows this truth then no teaching
- 6:24is necessary
- 6:26if one doesn't know even if he listens
- 6:28to the teaching he doesn't really hear
- 6:31this is why the buddha said the
- 6:33enlightened one only points the way
- 6:36he can't do the practice for you because
- 6:38the truth is something you could not put
- 6:40into words or give away
- 6:45all the teachings are merely similes and
- 6:47comparisons
- 6:48means to help the mind see the truth
- 6:51if we haven't seen the truth we must
- 6:53suffer
- 6:55for example we commonly use the term
- 6:57sankara when referring to the body
- 7:00anybody can say it but in fact we have
- 7:02problems simply because we don't know
- 7:04the truth of the sankhara and thus cling
- 7:07to them
- 7:08because we don't know the truth of the
- 7:09body we suffer
- 7:12here's an example
- 7:14suppose one morning you're walking to
- 7:15work and a man yells abuse and insults
- 7:17at you from across the street
- 7:19as soon as you hear this abuse your mind
- 7:21changes from its usual state
- 7:23you don't feel so good
- 7:25you feel angry and hurt
- 7:27that man walks around abusing you night
- 7:29and day
- 7:30whenever you hear the abuse
- 7:33you get angry and even when you return
- 7:35home you're still angry because you feel
- 7:37vindictive you want to get even
- 7:41a few days later another man comes to
- 7:42your house and calls out hey
- 7:44that man who abused you the other day
- 7:46he's mad he's crazy
- 7:49has been for years he abuses everybody
- 7:51like that nobody takes any notice of
- 7:53anything he says
- 7:56as soon as you hear this you're suddenly
- 7:58relieved
- 7:59that anger and hurt that you've pent up
- 8:01within you all these days melts away
- 8:03completely
- 8:04why
- 8:06because you know the truth of the matter
- 8:08now
- 8:09before you didn't know you thought that
- 8:11man was normal so you were angry at him
- 8:14thinking like that has caused you to
- 8:16suffer
- 8:18as soon as you find out the truth
- 8:20everything changes oh he's mad
- 8:23that explains everything
- 8:26when you understand this you feel fine
- 8:28because you know for yourself
- 8:30having known then you can let go
- 8:34if you don't know the truth you cling
- 8:36right there
- 8:37when you thought that man who abused you
- 8:39was normal you could have killed him but
- 8:41when you find out the truth but he's mad
- 8:44you feel much better
- 8:45this is knowledge of the truth
- 8:49someone who sees the dhamma has a
- 8:50similar experience
- 8:52when attachment aversion and delusion
- 8:54disappear they disappear in the same way
- 8:57as long as we don't know these things we
- 8:59think what can i do
- 9:01i've so much greed and aversion
- 9:04this is not clear knowledge
- 9:06it's just the same as when we thought
- 9:08the madman was sane
- 9:09when we finally see that he was mad all
- 9:11along we're relieved of worry
- 9:14no one could show you this
- 9:16only when the mind sees for itself can
- 9:19it uproot and relinquish attachment
- 9:23it's the same with this body which we
- 9:24call sankhara
- 9:26although the buddha has already
- 9:27explained that the body is not
- 9:29substantial or a real being as such we
- 9:31still don't agree we stubbornly cling to
- 9:34it if the body could talk it would be
- 9:37telling us all day long
- 9:39you're not my owner you know
- 9:41actually it's telling us all the time
- 9:44but it's dumb a language so we're unable
- 9:46to understand it
- 9:48for instance the sense organs of eye ear
- 9:51nose tongue and body are continually
- 9:54changing but i've never seen them ask
- 9:56permission from us even once
- 9:58like when we have a headache or a
- 10:00stomach ache the body never asks
- 10:02permission first it just goes right
- 10:04ahead following its natural course
- 10:06this shows that the body doesn't allow
- 10:08anyone to be its owner
- 10:11it doesn't have an owner
- 10:13the buddha described it as an object
- 10:15void of substance
- 10:18we don't understand the dhamma and so we
- 10:20don't understand these sankhara we take
- 10:22them to be ourselves as belonging to us
- 10:26or belonging to others
- 10:28this gives rise to clinging
- 10:30when clinging arises becoming follows
- 10:34once becoming arises then there's birth
- 10:36once there's birth then old age sickness
- 10:38death
- 10:39the whole mass of suffering arises
- 10:43this is the patica samupada
- 10:46we say ignorance gives rise to
- 10:48volitional activities
- 10:50they give rise to consciousness and so
- 10:52on
- 10:53all these things are simply events in
- 10:54the mind
- 10:56when we come into contact with something
- 10:57we don't like if we don't have
- 10:59mindfulness ignorance is there
- 11:01suffering arises straight away
- 11:04but the mind passes through these
- 11:06changes so rapidly that we can't keep up
- 11:08with them
- 11:09it's the same as when you fall from a
- 11:10tree
- 11:11before you know it thug you've hit the
- 11:14ground
- 11:15actually you've passed many branches and
- 11:17twigs on the way but you couldn't count
- 11:19them you couldn't remember them as you
- 11:20passed you just fall and then
- 11:23thud
- 11:25the patica samupada dependent co-arising
- 11:28or dependent origination the description
- 11:31of the arising and ceasing of the five
- 11:32kundas
- 11:34it is the same as this
- 11:36if we divide it up as it is in the
- 11:38scriptures
- 11:39we say ignorance gives rise to
- 11:41volitional activities
- 11:44volitional activities give rise to
- 11:46consciousness consciousness gives rise
- 11:49to mind and matter
- 11:51mind and matter give rise to the sixth
- 11:52sense spaces the sun spaces give rise to
- 11:55sense contact
- 11:57contact gives rise to feeling feeling
- 11:59gives rise to wanting wanting gives rise
- 12:01to clinging clinging gives rise to
- 12:03becoming becoming gives rise to birth
- 12:06birth gives rise to old age sickness
- 12:08death and all forms of sorrow
- 12:10but in truth when you come into contact
- 12:13with something you don't like there's
- 12:15immediate suffering
- 12:17that feeling of suffering is actually
- 12:18the result of the whole chain of the
- 12:20participator
- 12:23this is why the buddha exhorted his
- 12:24disciples to investigate and know fully
- 12:26their own minds
- 12:32when people are born into the world they
- 12:34are without names
- 12:35once born we name them
- 12:38this is convention
- 12:40we give people names for the sake of
- 12:42convenience to call each other by
- 12:45the scriptures are the same
- 12:47we separate everything with labels to
- 12:49make studying the reality convenient
- 12:52in the same way all things are simply
- 12:54sankara
- 12:56their original nature is merely that of
- 12:58compounded things
- 13:00the buddha said that they are
- 13:01impermanent unsatisfactory and not self
- 13:04they're unstable we don't understand
- 13:07this firmly our understanding is not
- 13:09straight and so we have wrong view
- 13:12this wrong view is that the sankara are
- 13:14ourselves
- 13:16we are the sankhara or that happiness
- 13:19and unhappiness are ourselves
- 13:21we are happiness and unhappiness
- 13:25seeing like this is not full clear
- 13:27knowledge of the true nature of things
- 13:30the truth is that we can't force all
- 13:32these things to follow our desires
- 13:35they follow the way of nature
- 13:39here's a simple comparison
- 13:41suppose you go and sit in the middle of
- 13:43a freeway with the cars and trucks
- 13:45charging down at you
- 13:46you can't get angry at the cars shouting
- 13:49don't drive over here don't drive over
- 13:50here
- 13:52it's a freeway
- 13:54you can't tell them that
- 13:56so what can you do
- 13:58you can get off the road
- 14:00the road is the place where the cars run
- 14:02if you don't want the cars to be there
- 14:04you suffer
- 14:06it's the same with sankara
- 14:08we say they disturb us
- 14:10like when we sit in meditation and hear
- 14:12a sound we think oh that sounds
- 14:14bothering me
- 14:16if we understand that the sound bothers
- 14:18us then we suffer accordingly
- 14:21if we investigate a little deeper we
- 14:23will see that it's we who go out and
- 14:26disturb the sound
- 14:28the sound is simply sound
- 14:30if we understand like this then there's
- 14:32nothing more to it we leave it be
- 14:35we see that the sound is one thing
- 14:38we are another
- 14:40one who understands the sound comes to
- 14:42disturb him is one who doesn't see
- 14:44himself he really doesn't
- 14:47once you see yourself then you're at
- 14:49ease
- 14:51the sound
- 14:52is just sound
- 14:54why should you go and grab it
- 14:57you see that actually it was you who
- 14:59went out and disturbed the sound
- 15:03this is the real knowledge of the truth
- 15:05you see both sides so you have peace
- 15:09if you see only one side there's
- 15:10suffering once you see both sides then
- 15:13you follow the middle way
- 15:16this is the right practice of the mind
- 15:18this is what we call straightening out
- 15:20our understanding
- 15:24in the same way the nature of sankhara
- 15:26is impermanence and death but we want to
- 15:29grab them
- 15:30we carry them about and covet them
- 15:33we want them to be true
- 15:36we want to find truth within the things
- 15:38that aren't true whenever someone sees
- 15:40like this and clings to the sankhara as
- 15:42being himself he suffers
- 15:46the practice of dhamma is not dependent
- 15:48on being a monk a novice or a layman it
- 15:50depends on straightening out your
- 15:52understanding
- 15:53if our understanding is correct we
- 15:55arrive at peace
- 15:57whether you are ordained or not is the
- 15:59same every person has a chance to
- 16:01practice dumb to contemplate it
- 16:04we all contemplate the same thing
- 16:07if you attain peace it's all the same
- 16:10peace
- 16:11it's the same path with the same methods
- 16:15therefore the buddha didn't discriminate
- 16:17between laymen and monks
- 16:19he taught all people to practice in
- 16:20order to know the truth of the sankhara
- 16:24when we know this truth we let them go
- 16:27if we know the truth there'll be no more
- 16:29becoming or birth
- 16:30how is there no more birth
- 16:33there's no way for birth to take place
- 16:35because we fully know the truth of
- 16:37sankara
- 16:38if we fully know the truth then there's
- 16:40peace
- 16:41having or not having it's all the same
- 16:44gain and loss are one
- 16:46the buddha taught us to know this
- 16:48this is peace
- 16:50peace from happiness
- 16:52unhappiness gladness and sorrow
- 16:57we must see that there is no reason to
- 16:59be born
- 17:00born in what way
- 17:02born into gladness when we get something
- 17:04that we like we're glad over it
- 17:07if there's no clinging to that gladness
- 17:09there's no birth
- 17:10if there is clinging this is called
- 17:13birth
- 17:14so if we get something we aren't born
- 17:16into gladness if we lose something we
- 17:19aren't born into sorrow
- 17:21this is the birthless and the deathless
- 17:24birth and death are both founded in
- 17:26clinging to and cherishing the sankhara
- 17:31so the buddha said there is no more
- 17:33becoming for me finished is the holy
- 17:35life this is my last birth
- 17:38there he knew the birthless and the
- 17:41deathless
- 17:42this is what the buddha constantly
- 17:43exhorted his disciples to know
- 17:45this is the right practice
- 17:47if you don't reach it if you don't reach
- 17:49the middle way then you won't transcend
- 17:52suffering
- 17:54this is the second talk in this
- 17:56collection
- 17:58of
- 17:59teachings this is called
- 18:01the peace beyond
- 18:03and this is
- 18:04a condensed version of a talk that was
- 18:06given by ajahn chah to the chief privy
- 18:09councillor of thailand mr sanya dharma
- 18:12sakti
- 18:13and this was at what nam papang in 1978
- 18:18it's a great importance that we practice
- 18:20the dhamma
- 18:21if we don't practice then all our
- 18:23knowledge is only superficial knowledge
- 18:26just the outer shell of it
- 18:28it's as if we have some sort of fruit
- 18:30but we haven't eaten it yet
- 18:32even though we have that fruit in our
- 18:34hand we get no benefit from it
- 18:36only through the actual eating of the
- 18:38fruit will we really know its taste
- 18:42the buddha didn't praise those who
- 18:44merely believe others he praised the
- 18:46person who knows within himself
- 18:49just as with that fruit
- 18:50if we have tasted it already we don't
- 18:53have to ask anyone else else if it's
- 18:55sweet or sour
- 18:56our problems are over
- 18:58why are they over
- 19:00because we see according to the truth
- 19:03one who has realized the dumber is like
- 19:05one who has realized the sweetness or
- 19:07the sourness of the fruit
- 19:09all doubts are ended right here
- 19:13when we talk about dhamma although we
- 19:14may say a lot it can usually be brought
- 19:16down into four things
- 19:18they are simply to know suffering
- 19:21to know the cause of suffering to know
- 19:23the end of suffering
- 19:24and to know the path of practice leading
- 19:26to the end of suffering
- 19:28this is all there is
- 19:30all that we have experienced on the path
- 19:31of practice so far comes down to these
- 19:34four things
- 19:35when we know these things
- 19:37our problems are over
- 19:40where are these four things born
- 19:43they're born just within the body and
- 19:44the mind nowhere else
- 19:47so why is the teaching of the buddha so
- 19:49detailed and extensive
- 19:51this is in order to explain these things
- 19:53in a more refined way to help us to see
- 19:56them
- 19:59when siddhartha gotuna was born into the
- 20:01world before he saw the dhamma he was an
- 20:03ordinary person just like us
- 20:06when he knew what he had to know that is
- 20:09the truth of suffering the cause the end
- 20:11and the way leading to the end of
- 20:13suffering he realized the dhamma and
- 20:15became a perfectly enlightened buddha
- 20:18when we realized the namna wherever we
- 20:20sit we know dhamma
- 20:22wherever we are we hear the buddha's
- 20:24teaching
- 20:26when we understand our mother buddha is
- 20:27within our mind the dhamma is within our
- 20:29mind and the practice leading to wisdom
- 20:32is within our own mind
- 20:34having the buddha the dhamma and the
- 20:36sangha within our mind means that
- 20:38whether our actions are good or bad we
- 20:40know clearly for ourselves their true
- 20:41nature
- 20:44that is how the buddha discarded worldly
- 20:46opinions praise and criticism
- 20:49when people praised or criticized him he
- 20:51just accepted it for what it was
- 20:54these two things are simply worldly
- 20:56conditions so he wasn't shaken by them
- 20:58why not
- 20:59because he knew suffering
- 21:01he knew that if he believed in that
- 21:03praise or criticism they would cause him
- 21:05to suffer
- 21:09when suffering arises it agitates us we
- 21:12feel ill at ease
- 21:14what's the cause of that suffering
- 21:16it's because we don't know the truth
- 21:18this is the cause
- 21:20when the cause is present then suffering
- 21:22arises
- 21:23once arisen we don't know how to stop it
- 21:26the more we try to stop it the more it
- 21:28comes on we say don't criticize me or
- 21:32don't blame me
- 21:34trying to stop it like this suffering
- 21:36really comes on
- 21:37it won't stop
- 21:41so the buddha taught that the way
- 21:42leading to the end of suffering is to
- 21:44make the dhamma arise as a reality
- 21:46within our own minds
- 21:48we become those who witness the dharma
- 21:49for themselves
- 21:52if someone says we're good we don't get
- 21:54lost in it
- 21:55if they say that we're no good we don't
- 21:57forget ourselves
- 21:58this way we can be free
- 22:01good and evil are just worldly dumbest
- 22:04they're just states of mind
- 22:07if we follow them our mind becomes the
- 22:09world we just grope in the darkness and
- 22:11don't know the way out
- 22:15if it's like this then we've not yet
- 22:17mastered ourselves
- 22:19we try to defeat others but in doing so
- 22:21we defeat only ourselves
- 22:24but if we have mastery over ourselves
- 22:26then we have mastery over all
- 22:28over all mental formations sights sounds
- 22:31smells tastes and bodily feelings
- 22:37now i'm talking about externals they're
- 22:39like that but the outside is reflected
- 22:41inside also
- 22:44some people only know the outside they
- 22:46don't know the inside
- 22:48like when we say to see the body in the
- 22:50body quote unquote
- 22:52having seen the outer body is not enough
- 22:54we must know the body within the body
- 22:57then having investigated the mind we
- 23:00should know the mind within the mind
- 23:04why should we investigate the body
- 23:07what is this body in the body
- 23:11when we say to know the mind what is
- 23:13this mind
- 23:15if we don't know the mind then we don't
- 23:17know the things within the mind
- 23:19this is to be someone who doesn't know
- 23:21suffering doesn't know the cause doesn't
- 23:23know the end and doesn't know the way
- 23:25leading to the end of suffering
- 23:28the things which should help to
- 23:29extinguish suffering don't help because
- 23:31we get distracted by the things which
- 23:33aggravated
- 23:34it's just as if we have an itch on our
- 23:36head and we scratch our leg
- 23:39if it's our head that's itchy then we're
- 23:41obviously not going to get much relief
- 23:43in the same way when suffering arises we
- 23:45don't know how to handle it we don't
- 23:47know the practice leading to the end of
- 23:49suffering
- 23:52for instance take this body
- 23:54this body that each of us has brought
- 23:56along to this meeting
- 23:58if we just see the form of the body
- 24:00there's no way we can escape suffering
- 24:02why not because we still don't see the
- 24:05inside of the body we only see the
- 24:07outside
- 24:08we only see it as something beautiful
- 24:10something substantial
- 24:13the buddha said that seeing only this is
- 24:15not enough
- 24:16we see the outside with our eyes a child
- 24:18can see it animals can see it that's not
- 24:21difficult
- 24:22the outside of the body is easily seen
- 24:25but having seen it we stick to it we
- 24:28don't know the truth of it
- 24:30having seen it we grab onto it and it
- 24:32bites us
- 24:34so we should investigate the body within
- 24:36the body
- 24:38whatever is in the body go ahead and
- 24:40look at it
- 24:42if we just see the outside it's not
- 24:44clear
- 24:45we see hair nails and so on and they're
- 24:47just pretty things which entice us
- 24:50so the what the buddha taught to see the
- 24:52inside of the body to see the body
- 24:54within the body
- 24:56what is in the body look closely
- 24:58we'll find many surprises inside because
- 25:01even though they are within us we've
- 25:02never seen them
- 25:04wherever we walk we carry them with us
- 25:06sitting in a car we carry them with us
- 25:08but we still don't know them at all
- 25:13we take it and put it in our bag then
- 25:15leave without opening it to see what's
- 25:17inside
- 25:18when at last we open it it's full of
- 25:20poisonous snakes
- 25:22our body is like this
- 25:24if we just see the shell we say it's
- 25:26fine and beautiful we forget ourselves
- 25:29we forget impermanence suffering and not
- 25:32self
- 25:33if we look within this body it's really
- 25:35repulsive
- 25:37if we look according to reality without
- 25:39trying to sugar things over we'll see
- 25:41that it's really pitiful and worrisome
- 25:44dispassion will arise
- 25:46this feeling of disinterest is not that
- 25:49we feel aversion for the world or
- 25:50anything
- 25:51it's simply our mind clearing up our
- 25:54mind letting go we see things as not
- 25:57substantial or dependable but that all
- 25:59things are naturally established just as
- 26:01they are
- 26:02however we want them to be they just go
- 26:04their own way regardless
- 26:06whether we laugh or cry they simply are
- 26:09the way they are
- 26:11things which are unstable are unstable
- 26:14things which are not beautiful
- 26:16are not beautiful
- 26:19so the buddha said that when we
- 26:20experience sight sounds tastes smells
- 26:23bodily feelings or mental states we
- 26:25should release them
- 26:28when the ear hears sounds let them go
- 26:31when the nose smells an odor let it go
- 26:33just leave it at the nose
- 26:36when bodily feelings arise let go of the
- 26:39like or dislike that follow
- 26:41let them go back to their birthplace
- 26:44the same for mental states all these
- 26:46things just let them go their way
- 26:48this is knowing
- 26:50whether it's happiness or unhappiness
- 26:52it's all the same
- 26:53this is called meditation
- 26:58meditation means to make the mind
- 26:59peaceful in order to let wisdom arise
- 27:03this requires that we practice with body
- 27:05and mind in order to see and know sense
- 27:07impressions of form sound taste smell
- 27:10touch and mental formations
- 27:14to put it briefly
- 27:16it's just a matter of happiness and
- 27:17unhappiness
- 27:19happiness is pleasant feeling in the
- 27:20mind unhappiness is just unpleasant
- 27:23feeling
- 27:24the buddha taught to separate this
- 27:26happiness and unhappiness from the mind
- 27:29the mind is that which knows
- 27:32feeling is the characteristic of
- 27:33happiness or unhappiness like or dislike
- 27:37when the mind indulges in these things
- 27:39we say that it clings
- 27:41it clings to or takes that happiness and
- 27:43unhappiness to be worthy of holding
- 27:46that clinging is an action of mind
- 27:49that happiness or unhappiness is feeling
- 27:54when we say the buddha told us to
- 27:56separate the mind from the feeling he
- 27:58didn't literally mean to throw them to
- 27:59different places
- 28:01he meant that the mind must know
- 28:03happiness and no unhappiness
- 28:06when sitting in samadhi for example and
- 28:08peace fills the mind happiness comes but
- 28:11it doesn't reach us
- 28:13our unhappiness comes but it doesn't
- 28:15reach us
- 28:16this is how one separates the feeling
- 28:18from the mind
- 28:20we can compare it to oil and water in a
- 28:22bottle they don't combine
- 28:24even if you try to mix them the oil
- 28:26remains oil and the water removes water
- 28:29because they are of different density
- 28:33the natural state of the mind is neither
- 28:34happiness nor unhappiness
- 28:37when feeling enters the mind that
- 28:38happiness or unhappiness is born
- 28:40if we have mindfulness then we know the
- 28:42pleasant feeling is pleasant feeling
- 28:44the mind which knows will not pick it up
- 28:48happiness is there but it's outside the
- 28:51mind not buried within the mind
- 28:54the mind simply knows it clearly
- 28:57if we separate unhappiness from the mind
- 29:00does that mean that there's no suffering
- 29:02that we don't experience it
- 29:04yes we experience it but we know mind is
- 29:07mind feeling as feeling
- 29:10we don't cling to that feeling or carry
- 29:11it around
- 29:14the buddha separated these things
- 29:16through knowledge
- 29:17did he have suffering
- 29:19he knew the state of suffering but he
- 29:21didn't cling to it
- 29:23so that we say that he cut suffering off
- 29:26and there was happiness too but he knew
- 29:28that happiness
- 29:30if it's not known it's like a poison
- 29:33he didn't hold it to be himself
- 29:35happiness was there through knowledge
- 29:37but it didn't exist in his mind thus we
- 29:40say that he separated happiness and
- 29:42unhappiness from his mind
- 29:47when we say that the buddha and the
- 29:48enlightened ones killed defilements it's
- 29:51not that they really killed them
- 29:53if they had killed all defilements then
- 29:54we probably wouldn't have any
- 29:56they didn't kill defilements
- 29:58when they knew them for what they are
- 30:00they let them go
- 30:02someone who's stupid will grab them but
- 30:04the enlightened ones knew the
- 30:06defilements in their own minds as a
- 30:08poison so they swept them out
- 30:10they swept out the things which caused
- 30:12them to suffer
- 30:13they didn't kill them
- 30:16one who doesn't know
- 30:18one who doesn't know this will see some
- 30:19things such as happiness as good and
- 30:21then grab them but the buddha just knew
- 30:24them and simply brushed them away
- 30:28but when feeling arises for us we
- 30:30indulge in it that is the mind carries
- 30:33that happiness and unhappiness around in
- 30:36fact there are two different things
- 30:39the activities of mind pleasant feeling
- 30:41unpleasant feeling and so on are mental
- 30:43impressions
- 30:44they are the world
- 30:46if the mind knows this it can equally do
- 30:49the work
- 30:51if the mind knows this it can equally do
- 30:53work involving happiness or unhappiness
- 30:56why
- 30:57because it knows the truth of these
- 30:59things
- 31:00someone who doesn't know them
- 31:02sees them as having different value the
- 31:04one who knows sees them as equal
- 31:07if you cling to happiness it'll be the
- 31:09birthplace of unhappiness later on
- 31:12because happiness is unstable it changes
- 31:14all the time
- 31:16when happiness disappears
- 31:17unhappiness arises
- 31:22the buddha knew that because both
- 31:23happiness and unhappiness are
- 31:24unsatisfactory they have the same value
- 31:28when happiness arose he let it go
- 31:31he had right practice seeing that both
- 31:33these things have equal values and
- 31:35drawbacks
- 31:37they come under the law of dhamma that
- 31:39is they're unstable and unsatisfactory
- 31:42once born they die
- 31:44when he saw this right view arose
- 31:47the right way of practice became clear
- 31:50no matter what sort of feeling or
- 31:51thinking arose in his mind he knew it as
- 31:53simply the continuous play of happiness
- 31:55and unhappiness he didn't cling to them
- 32:00when the buddha was newly enlightened he
- 32:02gave a sermon about indulgence in
- 32:03pleasure and indulgence in pain
- 32:06monks
- 32:07indulgence in pleasure is the loose way
- 32:10indulgence in pain is the tense
- 32:12way these are the two things that
- 32:14disturbed his practice until the day he
- 32:16was enlightened because at first he
- 32:18didn't let go of them
- 32:20when he knew them he let them go and so
- 32:23was able to give his first sermon
- 32:26so we say that a meditator should not
- 32:28walk the way of happiness or unhappiness
- 32:30rather he should know them
- 32:32knowing the truth of suffering he will
- 32:34know the cause of suffering though the
- 32:36end of suffering and the way leading to
- 32:38the end of suffering
- 32:40and the way out of suffering is
- 32:41meditation itself
- 32:44to put it simply we must be mindful
- 32:49mindfulness is knowing or presence of
- 32:52mind
- 32:53right now what are we thinking what are
- 32:56we doing
- 32:57what do we have with us right now
- 33:00we observe like this we're aware of how
- 33:02we're living
- 33:04practicing like this wisdom can arise
- 33:07we consider it and investigate at all
- 33:09times in all postures
- 33:12when a mental impression arises that we
- 33:14we like we know it as such we don't hold
- 33:17it to be anything substantial
- 33:19it's just happiness
- 33:21when unhappiness arises we know that
- 33:23it's indulgence in pain it's not the
- 33:25path of a meditator
- 33:28this is what we call separating the mind
- 33:30from the feeling
- 33:32if we are clever we don't attach we
- 33:34leave things be
- 33:36we become the one who knows quote
- 33:39unquote
- 33:40the mind and feeling are just like oil
- 33:43and water
- 33:44they're in the same bottle
- 33:46but they don't mix
- 33:48even if we're sick or in pain we still
- 33:50know the feeling is feeling the mind is
- 33:53mind
- 33:54we know the painful or comfortable
- 33:55states but we don't identify with them
- 33:59we stay only with peace
- 34:01the peace beyond both comfort and pain
- 34:07you should understand it like this
- 34:09because if there is no permanent self
- 34:11then there is no refuge
- 34:14you must live like this that is without
- 34:16happiness and without unhappiness
- 34:18you stay only with the knowing you don't
- 34:20carry things around
- 34:24as long as we're still unenlightened all
- 34:26this may sound strange but it doesn't
- 34:27matter we just set our goal in this
- 34:29direction
- 34:31the mind is the mind
- 34:33it meets happiness and unhappiness and
- 34:35we see them as merely that there's
- 34:37nothing more to it
- 34:39they are divided not mixed
- 34:42if they're all mixed up then we don't
- 34:43know them
- 34:45it's like living in a house
- 34:47the house and his occupant are related
- 34:49but separate
- 34:51if there is danger in our house we're
- 34:53distressed because we must protect it
- 34:55but if the house catches fire we get out
- 34:58of it
- 35:00if painful feeling arises we get out of
- 35:02it just like that house
- 35:04when it's full of fire and we know it we
- 35:06come running out of it
- 35:08they are separate things
- 35:10the house is one thing the occupant is
- 35:12another
- 35:17we say that we separate mind and feeling
- 35:20in this way but in fact they are by
- 35:23nature already separate
- 35:25our realization is simply to know this
- 35:28natural separateness according to
- 35:29reality
- 35:32when we say they are not separated it's
- 35:34because we're clinging to them through
- 35:35ignorance of the truth
- 35:38so the buddha told us to meditate this
- 35:40practice of meditation is very important
- 35:43merely to know with the intellect is not
- 35:44enough
- 35:46the knowledge which arises from practice
- 35:48with the peaceful mind and the knowledge
- 35:49which comes from study are really far
- 35:52apart
- 35:53the knowledge which comes from study is
- 35:55not real knowledge of our own mind the
- 35:58mind tries to hold on to and keep this
- 36:00knowledge
- 36:01why do we try to keep it
- 36:03just to lose it and then when it's lost
- 36:06we cry
- 36:09if we really know then there's letting
- 36:11go leaving things be
- 36:13we know how things are and don't forget
- 36:15ourselves
- 36:17if it happens that we're sick we don't
- 36:19get lost in that
- 36:21some people think oh
- 36:23this year i was sick the whole time i
- 36:25couldn't meditate at all
- 36:27these are the words of a really foolish
- 36:29person
- 36:31someone who's sick or dying should be
- 36:33really diligent in his practice
- 36:35one may say he doesn't have the time to
- 36:37meditate he's sick he's suffering he
- 36:39doesn't trust his body and so he feels
- 36:41that he can't meditate
- 36:43if we think like this then things are
- 36:45difficult
- 36:47the buddha didn't teach like that he
- 36:49said that right here is the place to
- 36:51meditate
- 36:52when we're sick or almost dying that's
- 36:54when we can really know and see reality
- 36:59other people say they don't have the
- 37:01chance to meditate because they're too
- 37:03busy
- 37:04sometimes school teachers come to see me
- 37:06they say they have so many
- 37:07responsibilities so there's no time to
- 37:09meditate
- 37:11i ask them
- 37:12when you're teaching do you have time to
- 37:14breathe
- 37:18they answer
- 37:19yes
- 37:20so so how can you have the time to
- 37:23breathe if the work is so hectic and
- 37:25confusing here you're far from the
- 37:27dhamma
- 37:29actually this practice is just about the
- 37:31mind and its feelings
- 37:33it's not something that you have to run
- 37:34after or struggle for
- 37:37breathing continues while working
- 37:39nature takes care of the natural
- 37:41processes
- 37:42all we have to do is to try to be aware
- 37:46just to keep trying going inwards to see
- 37:48clearly meditation is like this
- 37:54if we have that presence of mind then
- 37:56whatever work we do will be the very
- 37:58tool which enables us to know right and
- 38:00wrong continually
- 38:02there's plenty of time to meditate we
- 38:05just don't fully understand the practice
- 38:07that's all
- 38:09while sleeping we breathe
- 38:11while eating we breathe don't we
- 38:13why don't we have the time to meditate
- 38:16wherever we are we breathe
- 38:18if we think like this then our life has
- 38:20as much value as our breath
- 38:22wherever we are
- 38:24we have time
- 38:28all kinds of thinking are mental
- 38:30conditions not conditions of body so we
- 38:33need to simply have presence of mind
- 38:35then we will know right and wrong at all
- 38:37times
- 38:38standing walking sitting in line we just
- 38:40don't know how to use it properly
- 38:43please consider this
- 38:46cannot run away from feeling
- 38:48we must know it
- 38:50feeling is just feeling happiness is
- 38:52just happiness unhappiness is just
- 38:55unhappiness
- 38:56they are simply that
- 38:58so
- 38:59why should we cling to them
- 39:02if the mind is clever
- 39:03simply hearing this is enough to enable
- 39:05us to separate feeling from the mind
- 39:09if we investigate like this continuously
- 39:12the mind will find release but it's not
- 39:14escaping through ignorance
- 39:16the mind lets go but it knows
- 39:19it doesn't let go through stupidity or
- 39:21because it doesn't want things to be the
- 39:22way they are
- 39:24it lets go because it knows according to
- 39:26the truth this is seeing nature the
- 39:30reality that's all around us
- 39:34when we know this we are someone who's
- 39:36skilled with the mind
- 39:38we're skilled with mental impressions
- 39:40when we're skilled with mental
- 39:42impressions we are skilled with the
- 39:43world
- 39:45this is to be a quote noah of the world
- 39:48unquote
- 39:50the buddha was someone who clearly knew
- 39:51the world with all its difficulty
- 39:54he knew the troublesome and that would
- 39:56which was not troublesome was right
- 39:57there
- 40:00this world is so confusing
- 40:02how is it that the buddha was able to
- 40:04know it
- 40:05here we should understand that the
- 40:07dharma tour by the buddha is not beyond
- 40:09our ability
- 40:10in all postures we should have presence
- 40:12of mind and self-awareness and when it's
- 40:14time to sit in meditation we do that
- 40:18we sit in meditation to establish
- 40:20peacefulness and cultivate mental energy
- 40:23we don't do it in order to play around
- 40:25with anything special
- 40:28insight meditation is sitting in samadhi
- 40:31itself
- 40:33at some places they say
- 40:35now we are going to sit in samadhi after
- 40:37that will do insight meditation
- 40:40don't divide them like this
- 40:42tranquility is the base which gives rise
- 40:44to wisdom wisdom is the fruit of
- 40:46tranquility
- 40:48to say that now we're gonna do calm
- 40:49meditation later we'll do insight you
- 40:52can't do that
- 40:54you can only divide them in speech
- 40:56just like a knife
- 40:58the blade is on one side the back of the
- 41:00blade is on the other you can't divide
- 41:02them if you pick up one side you get
- 41:05both sides
- 41:06tranquility gives rise to wisdom like
- 41:08this
- 41:11morality is the father and mother of
- 41:13dhamma
- 41:14in the beginning we must have morality
- 41:17morality is peace
- 41:19this means that one does no wrong doings
- 41:21in body or speech
- 41:23when we don't do wrong then we don't get
- 41:25agitated
- 41:27when we don't become agitated then peace
- 41:29and collectedness arise within the mind
- 41:34we say that morality concentration and
- 41:36wisdom are the path on which all the
- 41:38noble ones have walked to enlightenment
- 41:40they are all one
- 41:42morality is concentration concentration
- 41:44is morality
- 41:46concentration is wisdom wisdom is
- 41:48concentration
- 41:50it's like a mango
- 41:52when it's a flower we call it a flower
- 41:55when it becomes a fruit we call it a
- 41:57mango
- 41:58when it ripens we call it a ripe mango
- 42:00it's all one mango but it continually
- 42:03changes
- 42:05the big mango grows from the small mango
- 42:07the small mango becomes a big one
- 42:09you can call them different fruits or
- 42:10all one fruit
- 42:12morality concentration and wisdom are
- 42:15related like this
- 42:17in the end it's all the path that leads
- 42:19to enlightenment
- 42:22the mango from the moment it first
- 42:24appears as a flower simply grows to
- 42:26ripeness
- 42:27this is enough
- 42:28we should see it like this
- 42:30whatever others call it it doesn't
- 42:32matter
- 42:33once it's born it grows to old age and
- 42:35then where
- 42:37we should contemplate this
- 42:40some people don't want to be old
- 42:43when they get old they become depressed
- 42:46these people shouldn't eat ripe mangoes
- 42:49why do we want the mangoes to be ripe
- 42:51if they're not ripe in time we ripen
- 42:53them artificially don't we
- 42:55but when we become old we're filled with
- 42:57regret
- 42:58some people cry they're afraid to get
- 43:00old or die
- 43:02if it's like this then they shouldn't
- 43:04eat ripe mangoes
- 43:05better to just eat the flowers
- 43:08if we can see this then we can see the
- 43:10dhamma everything clears up
- 43:12we are at peace
- 43:14just determined to practice like that
- 43:18today the chief privy councillor and his
- 43:20party have come together to hear the
- 43:22dhamma
- 43:24you should take what i've said and
- 43:25contemplate it
- 43:26if anything is not right please excuse
- 43:28me
- 43:29but for you to know whether it's right
- 43:30or wrong depends on your practicing and
- 43:32seeing for yourselves
- 43:34whatever is wrong throw it out if it's
- 43:36right then take it and use it
- 43:39but actually we practice in order to let
- 43:41go of both right and wrong
- 43:43in the end we just throw everything out
- 43:45if it's right throw it out wrong throw
- 43:47it out
- 43:49usually if it's right we cling to
- 43:50rightness if it's wrong we hold it to be
- 43:53wrong and then arguments follow
- 43:55but the dhamma is the place where there
- 43:57is nothing
- 43:58nothing at all
- 44:00this is the
- 44:02third dhamma talk from this collection
- 44:05this is called convention and liberation
- 44:09and this
- 44:10was first published in
- 44:12the book called the taste of freedom
- 44:15and it's from an informal talk given in
- 44:17the northeastern dialect from an
- 44:19unidentified tape
- 44:22the things of this world are merely
- 44:24conventions of our own making
- 44:26having established them we get lost in
- 44:28them and refuse to let go
- 44:31giving rise to clinging to personal
- 44:32views and opinions
- 44:34this clinging never ends
- 44:36it is sansara flowing endlessly on
- 44:40it has no completion
- 44:43now if we know conventional reality then
- 44:46we'll know liberation
- 44:48if we clearly know liberation
- 44:50then we'll know convention
- 44:52this is to know the dhamma here there is
- 44:55completion
- 44:58take people for instance
- 45:00in reality people don't have any names
- 45:03we're born naked into the world
- 45:06our names arise only through convention
- 45:10i've contemplated this and seen that if
- 45:12you don't know the truth of this
- 45:13convention it can be really harmful
- 45:16it's simply something we use for
- 45:18convenience
- 45:19without it we couldn't communicate
- 45:21there'll be nothing to say
- 45:23no language
- 45:26i've seen westerners when they sit in
- 45:27meditation together in the west
- 45:30when they get up after sitting men and
- 45:31women together sometimes they go and
- 45:33touch each other on the head
- 45:35when i saw this i thought hey
- 45:38if we cling to convention it gives rise
- 45:40to defilements right there
- 45:42if we can let go of convention give up
- 45:44our opinions we're at peace
- 45:47and uh as a footnote it says um to touch
- 45:50a person's head in thailand is usually
- 45:52considered an insult
- 45:54so this was a very strange and
- 45:56mysterious thing for people to be doing
- 45:58in a random way after sitting together
- 46:01meditating
- 46:05if we can let go of convention give up
- 46:08our opinions
- 46:09we are at peace
- 46:11like the generals and colonels men of
- 46:13rank and position who come to see me
- 46:16when they come they say oh please touch
- 46:18my head
- 46:20this is being
- 46:22considered an auspicious thing in
- 46:23thailand to have your head touched by a
- 46:25highly esteemed monk
- 46:28if they ask like this there's nothing
- 46:30wrong with it they're glad to have their
- 46:31heads touched but if you tap their heads
- 46:34in the middle of the street it'll be a
- 46:35different story
- 46:37this is because of clinging
- 46:39so i feel that letting go is really the
- 46:41way to peace
- 46:43touching ahead is against our customs
- 46:45but in reality it's nothing
- 46:48when they agree to having it touched
- 46:50there's nothing wrong with it
- 46:52just like touching a cabbage or a potato
- 46:56accepting giving up letting go
- 46:59this is the way of likeness
- 47:01wherever you're clinging there's
- 47:03becoming and birth right there
- 47:05there's danger right there
- 47:09the buddha taught about convention and
- 47:10he taught to undo convention in the
- 47:12right way and so reach liberation
- 47:18this is freedom
- 47:19not to cling to conventions
- 47:22all the things in this world have a
- 47:24conventional reality
- 47:26having established them we should not be
- 47:28fooled by them
- 47:29because getting lost in them really
- 47:31leads to suffering
- 47:33this point concerning rules and
- 47:35conventions is of utmost importance
- 47:37one who can get beyond them is beyond
- 47:39suffering
- 47:42however they are a characteristic of our
- 47:44world
- 47:45take mr bunmar for instance
- 47:48he used to be just one of the crowd but
- 47:50now he's been appointed the district
- 47:52commissioner
- 47:53it's just a convention but it's a
- 47:55convention we should respect
- 47:57it's part of the world of people
- 48:00if you think oh before we were friends
- 48:03we used to work at the taylors together
- 48:06and then you go and pat him on the head
- 48:07in public you'll get angry
- 48:09it's not right he'll resent it
- 48:12so we should follow the conventions in
- 48:14order to avoid giving rise to resentment
- 48:17it's useful to understand convention
- 48:20living in the world is just about this
- 48:23know the right time and place
- 48:25know the person
- 48:28why is it wrong to go against
- 48:30conventions
- 48:31it's wrong because of people you should
- 48:34be clever knowing both convention and
- 48:36liberation know the right time for each
- 48:39if we know how to use rules and
- 48:41conventions comfortably then we are
- 48:43skilled
- 48:44but if we try to behave according to the
- 48:46higher level of reality in the wrong
- 48:48situation this is wrong
- 48:50where is it wrong
- 48:52it's wrong with people's defilements
- 48:54that's where
- 48:56people all have defilements
- 48:58in one situation we behave one way in
- 49:00another situation we must behave in
- 49:02another way
- 49:04we should know the ins and outs because
- 49:05we live within conventions
- 49:08problems occur because people cling to
- 49:10them
- 49:12if we suppose something to be
- 49:14then it is it's there because we suppose
- 49:18it to be there
- 49:19but if you look closely in the absolute
- 49:22sense these things don't really exist
- 49:27as i have often said before we were
- 49:29laymen now we are monks
- 49:31we lived within the convention of laymen
- 49:34now we live within the convention of
- 49:36monk
- 49:37we are monks by convention not monks
- 49:40through liberation
- 49:42in the beginning we established
- 49:43conventions like this but if a person
- 49:46merely ordains this doesn't mean he
- 49:48overcomes his defilements
- 49:50if we take a handful of sand and agree
- 49:53to call it salt
- 49:54does this make it salt
- 49:57it's salt
- 49:59but only in name not in reality
- 50:02you couldn't use it to cook with
- 50:04its only use is within the realm of that
- 50:07agreement
- 50:08because there's really no salt there
- 50:10only sand it becomes salt only through
- 50:14our supposing it to be so
- 50:18this word liberation is itself just a
- 50:20convention but it refers to that which
- 50:23is beyond conventions
- 50:26achieved freedom having reached
- 50:27liberation we still have to use
- 50:29convention in order to refer to it as
- 50:32liberation
- 50:34if we didn't have convention we couldn't
- 50:36communicate so it does have its
- 50:38use for example people have different
- 50:41names
- 50:42but they're all people just the same
- 50:45if we didn't have names to differentiate
- 50:46between each other and we wanted to call
- 50:48out to somebody standing in a crowd
- 50:50saying hey person person
- 50:52that would be useless
- 50:54you couldn't say who would answer you
- 50:56because they're all person
- 50:58but if you called hey john then john
- 51:01would respond and the others wouldn't
- 51:03names fulfill justice need
- 51:06through them we can communicate they
- 51:08provide the basis for social behavior
- 51:12so you should know both convention and
- 51:14liberation
- 51:16conventions have a use but in reality
- 51:18there really isn't anything
- 51:20there even people are non-existent
- 51:24they are merely groups of elements born
- 51:26of causal conditions growing dependent
- 51:28on conditions existing for a while then
- 51:31disappearing in a natural way
- 51:34no one can oppose or control it
- 51:37but without conventions we would have
- 51:39nothing to say we'd have no names no
- 51:42practice no work
- 51:45rules and conventions are established to
- 51:47give us a language to make things
- 51:49convenient and that's all
- 51:52take money for example
- 51:54in olden times there weren't any coins
- 51:56or notes they had no value
- 51:59people used to barter goods
- 52:01those things were difficult to keep so
- 52:03they created money using coins and notes
- 52:08perhaps in the future we'll have a new
- 52:09king decree that we don't have to use
- 52:11paper money we should use wax melting it
- 52:14down and pressing it into lumps
- 52:16we'll say this is money and use it
- 52:18throughout the country
- 52:20let alone wax they might even decide to
- 52:22make chicken dung the local currency
- 52:25all the other things can't be money just
- 52:27chicken dung
- 52:28then people would fight and kill each
- 52:30other over chicken dung
- 52:33this is the way it is
- 52:35you could use many examples to
- 52:36illustrate convention
- 52:38what we use for money is simply a
- 52:41convention that we have set that we have
- 52:43set up
- 52:44it has its use within that convention
- 52:47having decreed it to be money it becomes
- 52:49money
- 52:50but in reality what is money
- 52:54nobody can say
- 52:56when there's a popular agreement about
- 52:57something then a convention comes about
- 52:59to fulfill the need
- 53:01the world is just this
- 53:05this is convention but to get ordinary
- 53:07people to understand liberation is
- 53:09really difficult
- 53:11our money
- 53:12our house our family our children our
- 53:15relatives are all simply conventions
- 53:17that we've invented but really seen in
- 53:20the light of dhamma they don't belong to
- 53:22us
- 53:24maybe if we hear this we don't feel so
- 53:26good but reality is like that
- 53:29these things have value only through the
- 53:31established conventions
- 53:33if we establish that it doesn't have
- 53:35value then it doesn't have value
- 53:38if we establish that it has value then
- 53:41it has value
- 53:43this is the way it is
- 53:45we bring convention into the world to
- 53:47fulfill a need
- 53:50even this body is not really ours we
- 53:52just suppose it to be so
- 53:54it's truly just an assumption on our
- 53:56part
- 53:58if you try to find a real substantial
- 54:00self within it you can't
- 54:03there are many elements which are born
- 54:05continue for a while and then die
- 54:07everything is like this there's no tree
- 54:11a real true substance to it
- 54:14but it's proper that we use it
- 54:16it's like a cup
- 54:18at some time that cup must break
- 54:20but while it's there you should use it
- 54:22and look after it well it's a tool for
- 54:24your use
- 54:26if it breaks there's trouble
- 54:28so even though it must break you should
- 54:30try your utmost to preserve it
- 54:33and so we have the four supports these
- 54:35are robes arms food lodgings and
- 54:37medicines to which the buddha taught
- 54:39again and again to contemplate
- 54:43they are the supports on which a monk
- 54:44depends to continue his practice
- 54:47as long as you live you must depend on
- 54:48them but you should understand them
- 54:51don't cling to them giving rise to
- 54:53craving in your mind
- 54:55convention and liberation are
- 54:57continually related like this
- 54:59even though we use convention don't
- 55:01place your trust in it as being the
- 55:02truth
- 55:04if you cling to it suffering will arise
- 55:07the case of right and wrong is a good
- 55:08example
- 55:10some people see wrong as being right and
- 55:12right as being wrong
- 55:14but in the end
- 55:15who really knows what is right and what
- 55:17is wrong
- 55:18we don't know
- 55:20different people establish different
- 55:21conventions about what's right and
- 55:23what's wrong but the buddha took
- 55:24suffering as his guideline
- 55:27if you want to argue about it there's no
- 55:29end to it
- 55:31one says right another says wrong one
- 55:33says wrong another says right
- 55:36in truth we don't really know right and
- 55:38wrong at all but at a useful practical
- 55:41level we can say that right is not to
- 55:44harm oneself and not to harm others
- 55:47this way fulfills a constructive purpose
- 55:49for us
- 55:52after all rules conventions and
- 55:54liberation are simply dumbers
- 55:56one is higher than the other but they go
- 55:58hand in hand
- 56:00there's no way that we can guarantee
- 56:02that anything is definitely like this or
- 56:04like that
- 56:05so the buddha said to just leave it be
- 56:08leave it be as uncertain
- 56:11however much you like it or dislike it
- 56:13you should understand it is uncertain
- 56:17regardless of time and place
- 56:19the whole practice of dhamma comes to
- 56:21completion at the place where there is
- 56:23nothing
- 56:24it's the place of surrender of emptiness
- 56:27of laying down the burden this is the
- 56:30finish
- 56:31it's not like the person who says
- 56:33why is the flag flattering in the wind i
- 56:36say it's because of the wind
- 56:38another person says it's because of the
- 56:40flag
- 56:41the other retorts is because of the wind
- 56:44there's no end to this
- 56:46the same as the old riddle which came
- 56:48first the chicken or the egg
- 56:50there's no way to reach a conclusion
- 56:53this is just nature
- 56:56all these things we say are merely
- 56:58conventions
- 56:59we establish them ourselves
- 57:01if you know these things with wisdom
- 57:03then you'll know impermanence suffering
- 57:05and not self
- 57:07this is the outlook which leads to
- 57:09enlightenment
- 57:11training and teaching people with
- 57:13varying levels of understanding is
- 57:14really difficult
- 57:16some people have certain ideas
- 57:19you tell them something and they don't
- 57:20believe you
- 57:22you tell them the truth and they say
- 57:23it's not true
- 57:25i'm right you're wrong
- 57:27there's no end to this
- 57:29if you don't let go there will be
- 57:31suffering
- 57:32i've told you before about the four men
- 57:34who go into the forest
- 57:36they hear a chicken
- 57:38crowing one of them wonders
- 57:41is that a rooster or a hen
- 57:44three of them say together it's a hen
- 57:47but the other doesn't agree he insists
- 57:49he's a rooster how could i hang crow
- 57:51like that he asks they retal well it has
- 57:55a mouth hasn't it
- 57:57they argue and argue till the tears fall
- 57:59really getting upset over it but in the
- 58:01end they're all wrong
- 58:03whether you say a hen or a rooster
- 58:05they're only names
- 58:07we establish these conventions saying a
- 58:09rooster is like this a hen is like that
- 58:12a rooster cries like this a hen cries
- 58:15like that
- 58:16and this is how he gets stuck in the
- 58:17world
- 58:19remember this
- 58:21actually if you just say that really
- 58:23there's no hand and no rooster then
- 58:25that's the end of it
- 58:28in the field of conventional reality one
- 58:30side is right and the other side is
- 58:32wrong but there will never be a complete
- 58:34agreement
- 58:36arguing till the tears
- 58:38arguing till the tears fall has no use
- 58:43the buddha taught not to cling
- 58:45how do we practice non-clinging
- 58:47we practice simply by giving up clinging
- 58:50but this non-clinging is very difficult
- 58:52to understand
- 58:53it takes keen wisdom to investigate and
- 58:55penetrate this
- 58:57to really achieve non-clinging
- 59:00when you think about it whether people
- 59:02are happy or sad content or discontent
- 59:05doesn't depend on their having little or
- 59:06having much it depends on wisdom
- 59:10all distress can be transcended only
- 59:13through wisdom
- 59:14through seeing the truth of things
- 59:18so the buddha exhorted us to investigate
- 59:21to contemplate
- 59:23this contemplation means simply to try
- 59:26to solve these problems correctly
- 59:28this is our practice
- 59:30like birth old age sickness and death
- 59:33they are the most natural and common of
- 59:34occurrences
- 59:36the buddha taught to contemplate birth
- 59:39old age sickness and death but some
- 59:41people don't understand this
- 59:43what's that a contemplate they say
- 59:46they're born but they don't know birth
- 59:49they will die
- 59:50but they don't know death
- 59:53a person who investigates these things
- 59:55repeatedly will see
- 59:57having seen he will gradually solve his
- 59:59problems
- 1:00:01even if he still has clinging if he has
- 1:00:03wisdom and sees that old age sickness
- 1:00:05and death are the way of nature he'll be
- 1:00:07able to relieve suffering
- 1:00:09we study the dharma simply for this
- 1:00:12to cure suffering
- 1:00:16there isn't really much as the basis of
- 1:00:17buddhism
- 1:00:19there's just the birth and death of
- 1:00:20suffering
- 1:00:21and this the buddha called the truth
- 1:00:24birth is suffering old age is suffering
- 1:00:26sickness is suffering death is suffering
- 1:00:30people don't see this suffering as the
- 1:00:31truth
- 1:00:32if we know truth then we know suffering
- 1:00:38this pride in personal opinions these
- 1:00:40arguments they have no end
- 1:00:43in order to put our minds at rest to
- 1:00:45find peace we should contemplate our
- 1:00:47past the present and the things which
- 1:00:50are in store for us like birth old age
- 1:00:52sickness and death
- 1:00:55what can we do to avoid being plagued by
- 1:00:57these things
- 1:00:58even though we may still have a little
- 1:01:00worry if we investigate until we know
- 1:01:02according to the truth all suffering
- 1:01:04will abate
- 1:01:05because we will no longer cling to
- 1:01:07things
- 1:01:10this is the
- 1:01:11fourth talk of this collection entitled
- 1:01:15no abiding and this was first published
- 1:01:18in a taste of freedom
- 1:01:20and it was a talk given to the monks
- 1:01:21novices and laypeople of what
- 1:01:26during the reigns retreat of 1980
- 1:01:29we hear some of the teachings and can't
- 1:01:31really understand them
- 1:01:33we think they shouldn't be the way they
- 1:01:35are so we don't follow them
- 1:01:36but really there's a reason to all the
- 1:01:38teachings
- 1:01:40maybe it seems that things shouldn't be
- 1:01:42that way but they are
- 1:01:44at first i didn't even believe in
- 1:01:46sitting meditation i couldn't see what
- 1:01:48was the use what user would be just to
- 1:01:50sit with your eyes closed and walking
- 1:01:52meditation
- 1:01:53walking from this tree to that tree
- 1:01:55turning around and walking back again
- 1:01:57why bother i thought
- 1:01:59what's the use of all that walking
- 1:02:02i thought like that but actually walking
- 1:02:04and sitting meditation are a great use
- 1:02:09some people's tendencies cause them to
- 1:02:10prefer walking meditation others prefer
- 1:02:13sitting but you can't do without either
- 1:02:15of them
- 1:02:16the scriptures refer to the four
- 1:02:18postures
- 1:02:19standing walking sitting and lying down
- 1:02:22we live with these four postures
- 1:02:24we may prefer one to the other but we
- 1:02:26must use all four
- 1:02:29the scriptures say to make these four
- 1:02:31postures even
- 1:02:32to make the practice even in all
- 1:02:34postures at first i couldn't figure out
- 1:02:36what it meant to make them even
- 1:02:39maybe it means we sleep for two hours
- 1:02:40then stand for two hours and walk for
- 1:02:42two hours maybe that's it
- 1:02:45i tried it couldn't do it
- 1:02:47it was impossible
- 1:02:49that's not what it meant to make the
- 1:02:51postures even
- 1:02:53making the postures even refers to the
- 1:02:55mind to our awareness
- 1:02:57giving rise to wisdom in the mind to
- 1:02:59illumine the mind
- 1:03:02this wisdom of ours must be present in
- 1:03:04all postures we must know or understand
- 1:03:07constantly
- 1:03:09standing walking sitting or lying down
- 1:03:12we know all mental states is impermanent
- 1:03:14unsatisfactory and not self
- 1:03:16making the postures even in this way can
- 1:03:18be done it is possible
- 1:03:21whether like or dislike are present in
- 1:03:22the mind we don't forget our practice
- 1:03:25we are aware
- 1:03:29if we just focus our attention on the
- 1:03:30mind constantly
- 1:03:32then we have the gist of the practice
- 1:03:34whether we experience mental states
- 1:03:36which the world knows is good or bad we
- 1:03:38don't forget ourselves
- 1:03:40we don't get lost in good or bad we just
- 1:03:42go straight
- 1:03:44making the postures constant in this way
- 1:03:46is possible
- 1:03:49if we have constancy in our practice
- 1:03:51when we're praised then it simply prays
- 1:03:53if we're blamed it's just blame
- 1:03:56we don't get high or low over it we stay
- 1:03:58right here
- 1:04:00why
- 1:04:01because we see the danger in all those
- 1:04:02things we see their results
- 1:04:05we are constantly aware of the danger in
- 1:04:07both praise and blame
- 1:04:09normally if we have a good mood the mind
- 1:04:12is good also
- 1:04:13we see them as the same thing
- 1:04:16if we have a bad mood the mind goes bad
- 1:04:18as well we don't like it
- 1:04:20this is the way it is
- 1:04:21this is uneven practice
- 1:04:25if we have constancy just to the extent
- 1:04:27of knowing our moods
- 1:04:29and knowing we're clinging to them this
- 1:04:31is better already
- 1:04:33that is we have awareness
- 1:04:35we know what's going on but we still
- 1:04:37can't let go
- 1:04:39we see ourselves clinging to good and
- 1:04:40bad and we know it
- 1:04:42we cling to good and we know it's not
- 1:04:44right practice but still we can't let go
- 1:04:48this is fifty to seventy percent of the
- 1:04:50practice already
- 1:04:52there still isn't release but we know
- 1:04:55that if we could let go that would be
- 1:04:57the way to peace
- 1:04:59we keep seeing the equally harmful
- 1:05:00consequences of all our likes and
- 1:05:02dislikes of praise and blame
- 1:05:04continuously
- 1:05:06whatever the conditions may be the mind
- 1:05:08is constant in this way
- 1:05:12but if worldly people get blamed or
- 1:05:13criticized they get really upset
- 1:05:16if they get praised it cheers them up
- 1:05:19they say it's good and get really happy
- 1:05:21over it
- 1:05:22if we know the truth of our various
- 1:05:24moods
- 1:05:25if we know the consequences of clinging
- 1:05:27to praise and blame the danger of
- 1:05:29clinging to anything at all we will
- 1:05:31become sensitive to our moods
- 1:05:33we will know that clinging to them
- 1:05:35really causes suffering
- 1:05:37we see the suffering and we see our very
- 1:05:39clinging as the cause of that suffering
- 1:05:42we begin to see the consequences of
- 1:05:44grabbing and clinging to good and bad
- 1:05:46because we grasped them and seen the
- 1:05:48result before
- 1:05:49no real happiness
- 1:05:51so now we look for the way to let go
- 1:05:56where is this way to let go
- 1:05:59in buddhism we say don't cling to
- 1:06:01anything
- 1:06:02we never stop hearing about this don't
- 1:06:04cling to anything
- 1:06:05this means to hold
- 1:06:07but not to cling
- 1:06:08like this flashlight
- 1:06:10we think what is this so we pick it up
- 1:06:13oh it's a flashlight then we put it down
- 1:06:16again
- 1:06:17we hold things in this way
- 1:06:20if we didn't hold anything at all what
- 1:06:22could we do
- 1:06:23we couldn't do walking meditation or do
- 1:06:25anything so we must hold things first
- 1:06:28it's wanting yes that's true but later
- 1:06:31on it leads to bharami
- 1:06:32virtue or perfection
- 1:06:34like wanting to come here for instance
- 1:06:37venerable jaguar came to wat papong he
- 1:06:39had to want to come here first
- 1:06:41if he hadn't felt that he wanted to come
- 1:06:43he wouldn't have come
- 1:06:45for anybody it's the same they come here
- 1:06:48because of wanting
- 1:06:50but when wanting arises don't cling to
- 1:06:52it
- 1:06:53so you come and then you go back
- 1:06:55what is this we pick it up look at it
- 1:06:57and see oh it's a flashlight then we put
- 1:07:00it down
- 1:07:02this is called holding but not clinging
- 1:07:06we let go
- 1:07:08we know
- 1:07:09and then we let go
- 1:07:11to put it simply we say just this no
- 1:07:14then let go
- 1:07:15keep looking and letting go
- 1:07:18this they say is good this they say is
- 1:07:20not good
- 1:07:21no and then let go
- 1:07:23good and bad we know it all but we let
- 1:07:25it go
- 1:07:27we don't foolishly cling to things but
- 1:07:29we hold them with wisdom
- 1:07:32practicing in this posture can be
- 1:07:34constant
- 1:07:35you must be constant like this
- 1:07:37make the mind know in this way
- 1:07:40let wisdom arise
- 1:07:41when the mind has wisdom what else is
- 1:07:44there to look for
- 1:07:47we should reflect on what we're doing
- 1:07:48here for a reason we are living here
- 1:07:52what are we working for
- 1:07:54in the world they work for this or that
- 1:07:57reward
- 1:07:58but the monks teach something a little
- 1:07:59deeper than that
- 1:08:01whatever we do we ask for no return
- 1:08:04we work for no reward
- 1:08:07worldly people work because they want
- 1:08:08this or that because they want some gain
- 1:08:10or other
- 1:08:12but the buddha taught to work just in
- 1:08:14order to work
- 1:08:15we don't ask for anything beyond that
- 1:08:19if you do something just to get some
- 1:08:20return
- 1:08:22it'll cause suffering
- 1:08:23try it out for yourself
- 1:08:25you want to make your mind peaceful so
- 1:08:27you sit down and try to make it peaceful
- 1:08:29you'll suffer try it
- 1:08:32our way is more refined we do and then
- 1:08:35we let go
- 1:08:36do and then let go
- 1:08:40look at the brahmin who makes a
- 1:08:41sacrifice he has some desire in mind so
- 1:08:43he makes a sacrifice
- 1:08:45those actions of his won't help him
- 1:08:47transcend suffering because he's acting
- 1:08:49on desire
- 1:08:51in the beginning we practice with some
- 1:08:53desire in mind
- 1:08:55we practice on and on but we don't
- 1:08:56attain our desire
- 1:08:58so we practice until we reach a point
- 1:09:00where we're practicing for no return
- 1:09:02we're practicing in order to let go
- 1:09:07this is something we must see for
- 1:09:08ourselves it's very deep
- 1:09:11maybe we practice because we want to go
- 1:09:12to nirvana
- 1:09:14right there you won't get to nibana
- 1:09:17it's natural to want peace but it's not
- 1:09:19really correct
- 1:09:21we must practice without wanting
- 1:09:23anything at all
- 1:09:24if we don't want anything at all what do
- 1:09:26we get
- 1:09:27we don't get anything
- 1:09:29whatever you get is a cause of suffering
- 1:09:32so we practice not getting anything
- 1:09:36just this is called making the mind
- 1:09:38empty
- 1:09:39it's empty but there is still doing
- 1:09:42this emptiness is something people don't
- 1:09:44usually understand
- 1:09:46only those who reach it see the real
- 1:09:47value of it
- 1:09:49it's not the emptiness of not having
- 1:09:51anything
- 1:09:52it's emptiness within the things that
- 1:09:54are here
- 1:09:55like this flashlight we should see this
- 1:09:57flashlight as empty
- 1:10:00because of the flashlight there is
- 1:10:02emptiness
- 1:10:04it's not the emptiness where we can't
- 1:10:05see anything it's not like that
- 1:10:08people who understand like that have got
- 1:10:10it all wrong
- 1:10:11you must understand emptiness within the
- 1:10:13things that are here
- 1:10:18those who are still practicing because
- 1:10:19they have some gaining idea are like the
- 1:10:21brahmin making a sacrifice just to
- 1:10:23fulfill some wish
- 1:10:25like the people who come to see me to be
- 1:10:27sprinkled with holy water
- 1:10:29when i ask them why do you want this
- 1:10:30holy water they say we want to live
- 1:10:33happily and comfortably and not get sick
- 1:10:35there they'll never transcend suffering
- 1:10:38that way
- 1:10:41the worldly way is to do things for a
- 1:10:43reason to get some return
- 1:10:46but in buddhism we do things without the
- 1:10:48idea of gaining anything
- 1:10:50the world has to understand things in
- 1:10:52terms of cause and effect but the buddha
- 1:10:54teaches us to go above and beyond cause
- 1:10:56and effect his wisdom was to go above
- 1:10:59cause
- 1:11:00beyond effect
- 1:11:02to go above birth and beyond death
- 1:11:05to go above happiness and beyond
- 1:11:07suffering
- 1:11:10think about it there's nowhere to stay
- 1:11:14we people live in a home
- 1:11:17to leave home and go where there is no
- 1:11:19home we don't know how to do that
- 1:11:21because we've always lived with becoming
- 1:11:23with clinging
- 1:11:24if we can't clean we don't know what to
- 1:11:26do
- 1:11:28so most people don't want to go to
- 1:11:30nirvana
- 1:11:32there's nothing there
- 1:11:33nothing at all
- 1:11:36look at the roof and floor here
- 1:11:38the upper extreme is the roof that's an
- 1:11:40abiding
- 1:11:42the lower extreme is the floor and
- 1:11:44that's another abiding
- 1:11:46but in the empty space between the floor
- 1:11:48and the roof there's nowhere to stand
- 1:11:51one could stand on the roof or stand on
- 1:11:53the floor but not on that empty space
- 1:11:56where there is no abiding that's where
- 1:11:58there's emptiness
- 1:11:59and nibana is this emptiness
- 1:12:04people hear this and they back up a bit
- 1:12:05they don't want to go
- 1:12:07they're afraid they won't see their
- 1:12:08children or relatives
- 1:12:10this is why when we bless the lay people
- 1:12:11we say may you have a long life beauty
- 1:12:14happiness and strength
- 1:12:16this makes them really happy sad who
- 1:12:19they all say
- 1:12:20they like these things if you start
- 1:12:22talking about emptiness they don't want
- 1:12:24it
- 1:12:25they're attached to abiding
- 1:12:29but have you ever seen a very old person
- 1:12:31with a beautiful complexion
- 1:12:33have you ever seen an old an old person
- 1:12:35with a lot of strength or a lot of
- 1:12:36happiness
- 1:12:38no but we say long life beauty happiness
- 1:12:41and strength and they're all really
- 1:12:42pleased every single one says
- 1:12:47this is like the brahmin who makes
- 1:12:48oblations to achieve some wish
- 1:12:52in our practice we don't make oblations
- 1:12:54we don't practice in order to get some
- 1:12:56return
- 1:12:57we don't want anything
- 1:13:00if we want something then there is still
- 1:13:02something there
- 1:13:03just to make the mind peaceful and have
- 1:13:05done just make the mind peaceful and
- 1:13:07have done with it
- 1:13:09but if i talk like this you may not be
- 1:13:11very comfortable because you want to be
- 1:13:13born again
- 1:13:16all you lay practitioners should get
- 1:13:18close to the monks to see their practice
- 1:13:21to be close to the monks means to be
- 1:13:23close to the buddha to be close to his
- 1:13:25dumber
- 1:13:26the buddha said ananda practice a lot
- 1:13:29develop your practice
- 1:13:31whoever sees the dhamma sees me and
- 1:13:33whoever sees me sees the dhamma
- 1:13:37where is the buddha
- 1:13:39we may think the buddha has been and
- 1:13:41gone
- 1:13:42but the buddha is the dhamma the truth
- 1:13:45some people like to say oh if i been
- 1:13:47born in the time of the buddha i would
- 1:13:49have gone to nibana
- 1:13:51here stupid people talk like this
- 1:13:54the buddha is still here
- 1:13:56the buddha is truth
- 1:13:58regardless of whoever is born or dies
- 1:14:01the truth is still here
- 1:14:03the truth never departs from the world
- 1:14:05it's there all the time
- 1:14:07whether a buddha is born or not whether
- 1:14:09someone knows it or not the truth is
- 1:14:11still there
- 1:14:13we should get close to the buddha we
- 1:14:15should come within and find the dhamma
- 1:14:18when we reach the dhamma we will reach
- 1:14:20the buddha
- 1:14:21seeing the dhamma we will see the buddha
- 1:14:23and all doubts will dissolve
- 1:14:26to give a comparison it's like teacher
- 1:14:28chu
- 1:14:30at first he wasn't a teacher he was just
- 1:14:32mr chu
- 1:14:33when he studied and passed the necessary
- 1:14:35grades he became a teacher and became
- 1:14:37known as teacher chu
- 1:14:39how did he become a teacher through
- 1:14:42studying the required subjects thus
- 1:14:44allowing mr chew to become teacher chew
- 1:14:47when teacher chew dies the study to
- 1:14:49become a teacher still remains and
- 1:14:51whoever studies it will become a teacher
- 1:14:54that of study to become a teacher
- 1:14:56doesn't disappear anywhere
- 1:14:58just like the truth the knowing of which
- 1:15:00enabled the buddha to become the buddha
- 1:15:03so
- 1:15:04the buddha is still here
- 1:15:06whoever practices and sees the dhamma
- 1:15:08sees the buddha these days people have
- 1:15:10got it all wrong they don't know where
- 1:15:12the buddha is
- 1:15:14they say if i'd been born in the time of
- 1:15:16the buddha i would have become a
- 1:15:17disciple of his and become enlightened
- 1:15:20that's just foolishness
- 1:15:23don't go thinking at the end of the
- 1:15:24reigns retreat you'll disrobe don't
- 1:15:26think like that
- 1:15:28in an instant an evil thought can arise
- 1:15:29in the mind you could kill somebody in
- 1:15:31the same way it only takes a split
- 1:15:33second for good to flash into the mind
- 1:15:35and you're there already
- 1:15:38and don't think that you have to ordain
- 1:15:39for a long time to be able to meditate
- 1:15:42the right practice lies in the instant
- 1:15:44we make kamma
- 1:15:45in a flash an evil thought arises and
- 1:15:47before you know you've committed some
- 1:15:48heavy kama
- 1:15:50in the same way all the disciples of the
- 1:15:52buddha practiced for a long time but the
- 1:15:54time they attained enlightenment was
- 1:15:56merely one thought moment
- 1:15:58so don't be heedless even in minor
- 1:16:00things
- 1:16:02try hard try to get close to the monks
- 1:16:04contemplate things and then you'll know
- 1:16:06about monks
- 1:16:08well
- 1:16:08that's enough huh
- 1:16:10must be getting late now
- 1:16:11some people are getting sleepy
- 1:16:13the buddha said not to teach dhamma to
- 1:16:15sleepy people
- 1:16:19okay well
- 1:16:21this is uh
- 1:16:23talk number five called evening sitting
- 1:16:27and uh
- 1:16:28this was originally
- 1:16:30published in
- 1:16:31uh the book the path to peace and
- 1:16:33there's no
- 1:16:35information about what year or what
- 1:16:37situation was that it was given in
- 1:16:41i would like to ask you about your
- 1:16:42practice
- 1:16:44you have all been practicing meditation
- 1:16:46here
- 1:16:47but are you sure about the practice yet
- 1:16:50ask yourselves are you confident about
- 1:16:52the practice yet
- 1:16:55these days there are all sorts of
- 1:16:56meditation teachers around both monks
- 1:16:58and lay teachers and i'm afraid it'll
- 1:17:00cause you to be full of doubts and
- 1:17:01uncertainty about what you're doing
- 1:17:04this is why i'm asking
- 1:17:07as far as buddhist practice is concerned
- 1:17:09there is really nothing greater or
- 1:17:11higher than these teachings of the
- 1:17:12buddha which you've been practicing with
- 1:17:14here
- 1:17:15if you have a clear understanding of
- 1:17:17them it'll give rise to an absolutely
- 1:17:19firm and unwavering peace in your heart
- 1:17:21and mind
- 1:17:24making the mind peaceful is known as
- 1:17:27practicing meditation or practicing
- 1:17:29samadhi
- 1:17:31the mind is something which is extremely
- 1:17:33changeable and unreliable
- 1:17:35observing from your practice so far have
- 1:17:38you seen this yet
- 1:17:40some days you practice sitting
- 1:17:41meditation and in no time at all the
- 1:17:44mind is calm
- 1:17:45other days you sit and whatever you do
- 1:17:47there's no calm
- 1:17:49the mind constantly struggles to get
- 1:17:50away until eventually it does
- 1:17:54some days it goes well some days it's
- 1:17:56awful this is the way the mind displays
- 1:17:59these different conditions for you to
- 1:18:00see
- 1:18:02you must understand
- 1:18:04that the eight factors of the noble
- 1:18:06eightfold path merge in sila samadhi and
- 1:18:09banya
- 1:18:10they don't come together anywhere else
- 1:18:12this means that when you bring the
- 1:18:14factors of your practice together there
- 1:18:16must be sila
- 1:18:17there must be samadhi and there must be
- 1:18:19panya present together in the mind
- 1:18:23it means that in practicing meditation
- 1:18:24right here and now you are creating the
- 1:18:27causes for the path to arise in a very
- 1:18:29direct way
- 1:18:33in sitting meditation you're taught to
- 1:18:35close your eyes so that you don't spend
- 1:18:36your time looking at different things
- 1:18:39this is because the buddha was teaching
- 1:18:41that you should know your own mind
- 1:18:43observe the mind
- 1:18:45if you close your eyes your attention
- 1:18:47will naturally be turned inwards towards
- 1:18:49the mind
- 1:18:50the source of many different kinds of
- 1:18:52knowledge
- 1:18:53this is a way of training the mind to
- 1:18:55give rise to samadhi
- 1:18:58once sitting with the eyes closed
- 1:19:00establish awareness with the breath
- 1:19:03make awareness of the breath more
- 1:19:04important than anything else
- 1:19:06this means you bring awareness to follow
- 1:19:08the breath and by keeping with it you
- 1:19:10will know that place which is the focal
- 1:19:12point of sati
- 1:19:14the focal point of the knowing and the
- 1:19:16focal point of the mind's awareness
- 1:19:19whenever these factors of the path are
- 1:19:21working together
- 1:19:22you'll be able to watch and see your
- 1:19:24breath feelings mind and aramana as they
- 1:19:27are in the present moment
- 1:19:29ultimately you will know that place
- 1:19:31which is both the focal point of samadhi
- 1:19:33and the unification point of the path
- 1:19:35factors
- 1:19:38aromana means simply a mental object
- 1:19:43when developing samadhi fix attention on
- 1:19:46the breath and imagine that you are
- 1:19:47sitting alone with absolutely no other
- 1:19:49people and nothing else around to bother
- 1:19:51you
- 1:19:53develop this perception in the mind
- 1:19:55sustaining it until the mind completely
- 1:19:57lets go of the world outside and all
- 1:19:59that's left is simply the knowing of the
- 1:20:01breath entering and leaving the mind
- 1:20:04must set aside the external world
- 1:20:07don't allow yourself to start thinking
- 1:20:08about this person who's sitting over
- 1:20:09here or that person is sitting over
- 1:20:11there
- 1:20:12don't give space to any thoughts that
- 1:20:14will give rise to confusion or agitation
- 1:20:16in the mind it's better to throw them
- 1:20:19out and be done with them
- 1:20:21there is no one else here you're sitting
- 1:20:23all alone
- 1:20:26develop this perception until all the
- 1:20:27other memories perceptions and thoughts
- 1:20:30concerning other people and things
- 1:20:31subside
- 1:20:33and you're no longer doubting or
- 1:20:34wondering about the other people or
- 1:20:36things around you
- 1:20:38then you can fix your attention solely
- 1:20:39on the in-breaths and out-breaths
- 1:20:42breathe normally
- 1:20:44allow the in-breaths and the out-breaths
- 1:20:45to continue to continue naturally
- 1:20:47without forcing them to be longer or
- 1:20:49shorter stronger or weaker than normal
- 1:20:52allow the breath to continue in a state
- 1:20:54of normality and balance
- 1:20:56and then sit and observe
- 1:20:58observe it entering and leaving the body
- 1:21:02once the mind has let go of external
- 1:21:03mind objects it means you will no longer
- 1:21:06feel disturbed by the sound of traffic
- 1:21:08or other noises
- 1:21:10you won't feel irritated with anything
- 1:21:12outside
- 1:21:13whether it's forms sounds or whatever
- 1:21:15they won't be a source of disturbance
- 1:21:17because the mind won't be paying
- 1:21:19attention to them
- 1:21:20it will become centered upon the breath
- 1:21:23if the mind is agitated by different
- 1:21:25things and you can't concentrate try
- 1:21:27taking an extra deep breath until the
- 1:21:29lungs are completely full
- 1:21:31and then release all the air until
- 1:21:33there's none left inside
- 1:21:35do this several times then re-establish
- 1:21:37awareness and continue to develop
- 1:21:39concentration
- 1:21:42re-established mindfulness it's normal
- 1:21:44that for a period the mind will be calm
- 1:21:47and then change and then it'll change
- 1:21:49and become agitated again
- 1:21:51when this happens make the mind firm
- 1:21:53take another deep breath and
- 1:21:54subsequently expel all the air from your
- 1:21:56lungs
- 1:21:58fill the lungs to capacity again for a
- 1:21:59moment and then re-establish mindfulness
- 1:22:01on the breathing
- 1:22:03fix satie on the in-breaths and the
- 1:22:05out-breaths and continue to maintain
- 1:22:07awareness in this
- 1:22:08way the practice tends to be this way
- 1:22:12so we'll have to take many sittings and
- 1:22:13much effort before you become proficient
- 1:22:16once you are the mind will let go of the
- 1:22:18external world and remain undisturbed
- 1:22:21mind objects from the outside will be
- 1:22:23unable to penetrate inside and disturb
- 1:22:25the mind itself
- 1:22:26once they are unable to penetrate inside
- 1:22:28you will see the mind
- 1:22:31you will see the mind as one object of
- 1:22:32awareness the breath as another and mind
- 1:22:35objects as another they will all be
- 1:22:37present
- 1:22:38within the field of awareness centered
- 1:22:41at the tip of your nose
- 1:22:43once sati is firmly established with the
- 1:22:45in-breaths and the out-breaths you can
- 1:22:47continue to practice at your ease
- 1:22:50as the mind becomes calm
- 1:22:53the breath which was originally coarse
- 1:22:55becomes correspondingly lighter and more
- 1:22:57refined
- 1:22:59the object of mind also becomes
- 1:23:01increasingly subtle and refined
- 1:23:03the body feels lighter and the mind
- 1:23:05itself feels progressively lighter and
- 1:23:07unburdened
- 1:23:09the mind lets go of external mind
- 1:23:11objects and you continue to observe
- 1:23:13internally
- 1:23:15from here onwards your awareness will be
- 1:23:16turned away from the world outside and
- 1:23:18be directed inwards to focus on the mind
- 1:23:21once the mind is gathered together and
- 1:23:23become concentrated maintain awareness
- 1:23:25at that point where the mind becomes
- 1:23:27focused
- 1:23:29as you breathe you'll see the breath
- 1:23:31clearly as it enters and leaves sati
- 1:23:33will be sharp and awareness of mind
- 1:23:35objects and mental activity will be
- 1:23:37clearer
- 1:23:38at that point you will see the
- 1:23:39characteristics of sila samadhi and
- 1:23:41panya and the way in which they merge
- 1:23:43together
- 1:23:45this is known as the unification of the
- 1:23:47path factors once this unification
- 1:23:49occurs your mind will be free from all
- 1:23:51forms of agitation and confusion
- 1:23:54it will become one pointed and this is
- 1:23:56what is known as samadhi
- 1:24:01when you focus attention in just one
- 1:24:02place
- 1:24:03in this case the breath
- 1:24:05you gain a clarity and awareness because
- 1:24:07of the uninterrupted presence of sati
- 1:24:10as you continue to see the breath
- 1:24:11clearly sati will become stronger and
- 1:24:13the mind will become more sensitive in
- 1:24:15many different ways
- 1:24:17you will see the mind in the center of
- 1:24:19that place the breath one pointed with
- 1:24:21awareness focused inwards rather than
- 1:24:24turning towards the world outside
- 1:24:27the external world gradually disappears
- 1:24:29from your awareness and the mind no
- 1:24:31longer goes to perform any work on the
- 1:24:33outside
- 1:24:34it's as if you've come inside your house
- 1:24:37where all your sense faculties have come
- 1:24:39together to form one compact unit
- 1:24:43you are at ease and the mind is free
- 1:24:45from all external objects
- 1:24:47awareness remains with the breath and
- 1:24:49over time it will penetrate deeper and
- 1:24:51deeper inside becoming progressively
- 1:24:53more refined
- 1:24:56ultimately awareness of the breath
- 1:24:58becomes so refined that the sensations
- 1:25:00of the breath seem to disappear
- 1:25:02you could say either that awareness of
- 1:25:04the sensation of the breath has
- 1:25:06disappeared or that the breath itself
- 1:25:08has disappeared
- 1:25:10then there arises a new kind of
- 1:25:12awareness
- 1:25:13awareness that the breath has
- 1:25:15disappeared
- 1:25:16in other words awareness of the breath
- 1:25:18becomes so refined that it's difficult
- 1:25:20to define it
- 1:25:22so it might be that you're just sitting
- 1:25:24there and there's no breath really the
- 1:25:27breath is still there but it has become
- 1:25:29so refined that it seems to have
- 1:25:31disappeared
- 1:25:32why
- 1:25:33because the mind is at its most refined
- 1:25:35with a special kind of knowing
- 1:25:38all that remains is the knowing even
- 1:25:40though the breath has vanished the mind
- 1:25:42is still concentrated with the knowledge
- 1:25:44that the breath is not there
- 1:25:46as you continue what should you take
- 1:25:48that was the object of meditation
- 1:25:50take this very knowing as the meditation
- 1:25:52object
- 1:25:53in other words the knowledge that there
- 1:25:55is no breath and sustain this
- 1:25:58you could say that a specific kind of
- 1:26:00knowledge has been established in the
- 1:26:02mind
- 1:26:04at this point some people might have
- 1:26:05doubts arising because it's here that
- 1:26:07nimita or mental signs images or visions
- 1:26:10that can arise in meditation these can
- 1:26:13appear
- 1:26:13these can be of many kinds including
- 1:26:16both forms and sounds
- 1:26:18it's here that all sorts of unexpected
- 1:26:20things can arise in the course of the
- 1:26:22practice
- 1:26:23if nimita do arise some people have them
- 1:26:26some people don't you must understand
- 1:26:27them in accordance with the truth
- 1:26:29don't doubt or allow yourself to become
- 1:26:31alarmed
- 1:26:34at this stage you should make the mind
- 1:26:35unshakable in its concentration and be
- 1:26:37especially mindful
- 1:26:39some people become startled when they
- 1:26:41notice that the breath has disappeared
- 1:26:43because they're used to having the
- 1:26:44breath there
- 1:26:46when it appears that the breath is gone
- 1:26:48you might panic or become afraid that
- 1:26:50you're going to die
- 1:26:52here you must establish the
- 1:26:53understanding that it's just the nature
- 1:26:55of the practice to progress in this way
- 1:26:58what will you observe as the object of
- 1:27:00meditation now
- 1:27:02observe this feeling that there is no
- 1:27:04breath and sustain it as the object of
- 1:27:06awareness as you continue to meditate
- 1:27:09the buddha described this as the firmest
- 1:27:11most unshakeable form of samadhi
- 1:27:14there is just one firm and unwavering
- 1:27:17unwavering object of mind
- 1:27:19when your practice of samadhi reaches
- 1:27:20this point
- 1:27:23there will be many unusual and refined
- 1:27:24changes and transformations taking place
- 1:27:26within the mind of which you can be
- 1:27:28aware
- 1:27:30the sensation of the body will feel at
- 1:27:32its lightest or might even disappear
- 1:27:33altogether
- 1:27:35you might feel like you're floating in
- 1:27:37mid-air or seem to be completely
- 1:27:39weightless
- 1:27:40it might be like you're in the middle of
- 1:27:42space and wherever you direct your sense
- 1:27:44faculties they don't seem to register
- 1:27:45anything at all
- 1:27:47even though you know the body is still
- 1:27:48sitting there you experience complete
- 1:27:50emptiness
- 1:27:52this feeling of emptiness can be quite
- 1:27:54strange
- 1:27:56as you continue to practice understand
- 1:27:59that there's nothing to worry about
- 1:28:01establish this feeling of being relaxed
- 1:28:03and unworried securely in the mind
- 1:28:07once the mind is concentrated and one
- 1:28:09pointed no mind object will be able to
- 1:28:11penetrate or disturb it and you'll be
- 1:28:13able to sit like this for as long as you
- 1:28:15want
- 1:28:16you'll be able to sustain concentration
- 1:28:18without any feelings of pain and
- 1:28:20discomfort
- 1:28:22having developed samadhi to this level
- 1:28:24you'll be able to enter or leave it at
- 1:28:26will
- 1:28:27when you do leave it it's at your ease
- 1:28:29and convenience
- 1:28:30you withdraw at your ease rather than
- 1:28:33because you're feeling lazy or tired
- 1:28:36you withdraw from samadhi because it's
- 1:28:38the appropriate time to withdraw and you
- 1:28:40come out of it at your own will
- 1:28:44this is samadhi
- 1:28:45you are relaxed at your ease
- 1:28:47you enter and leave it without any
- 1:28:49problems
- 1:28:50the mind and heart are at ease
- 1:28:53if you genuinely have samadhi like this
- 1:28:55it means that sitting meditation and
- 1:28:57entering samadhi for just 30 minutes or
- 1:28:59an hour will enable you to remain cool
- 1:29:01and peaceful for many days afterwards
- 1:29:04experiencing the effects of samadhi like
- 1:29:06this for several days has a purifying
- 1:29:08effect on the mind
- 1:29:10whatever you experience will become an
- 1:29:12object for contemplation
- 1:29:14this is where the practice really begins
- 1:29:16it's the fruit which arises as samadhi
- 1:29:19matures
- 1:29:22samadhi performs the function of calming
- 1:29:24the mind
- 1:29:25samadhi performs one function sealer
- 1:29:28performs one function and panya performs
- 1:29:30another function
- 1:29:32these characteristics which you're
- 1:29:33focusing attention on and developing in
- 1:29:35the practice are linked
- 1:29:37forming a circle
- 1:29:39this is the way they manifest in the
- 1:29:40mind
- 1:29:42silas
- 1:29:43arise and mature from the same place
- 1:29:46once the mind is calm it will become
- 1:29:48progressively more restrained and
- 1:29:50composed due to the presence of panya
- 1:29:52and the power of samadhi
- 1:29:56as the mind becomes more composed and
- 1:29:58refined this gives rise to an energy
- 1:30:00which acts to purify sila
- 1:30:04greater purity of sila facilitates the
- 1:30:07development of stronger and more refined
- 1:30:08samadhi and this in turn supports the
- 1:30:11maturing of panya
- 1:30:13they assist each other in this way
- 1:30:16each aspect of the practice acts as a
- 1:30:17supporting factor for the other ones in
- 1:30:20the end these terms become synonymous
- 1:30:24as these three factors continue to
- 1:30:25mature together they form one complete
- 1:30:28circle
- 1:30:29ultimately giving rise to magda the path
- 1:30:32manga is a synthesis of these three
- 1:30:35functions of the practice working
- 1:30:36smoothly and consistently together
- 1:30:40as you practice you have to preserve
- 1:30:42this energy
- 1:30:43it is the energy which will give rise to
- 1:30:45vipassana or panya
- 1:30:49having reached this stage where panyara
- 1:30:51is already functioning in the mind
- 1:30:52independent of whether the mind is
- 1:30:54peaceful or not
- 1:30:55panya will provide a consistent and
- 1:30:57independent energy in the practice
- 1:30:59you see that whenever the mind is not
- 1:31:01peaceful you shouldn't attach
- 1:31:03and even when it is peaceful you
- 1:31:05shouldn't attach having let go of the
- 1:31:07burden of such concerns the heart will
- 1:31:09accordingly feel much lighter whether
- 1:31:11you experience pleasant mind objects or
- 1:31:13unpleasant mind objects you will remain
- 1:31:15at ease
- 1:31:16the mind will remain peaceful in this
- 1:31:18way
- 1:31:20another important thing to see is that
- 1:31:22when you stop doing formal meditation
- 1:31:24practice if there is no wisdom
- 1:31:26functioning in the mind you will give up
- 1:31:28the practice altogether without any
- 1:31:30further contemplation development of
- 1:31:32awareness or thought about the work
- 1:31:34which has still to be done
- 1:31:36in fact when you withdraw from samadhi
- 1:31:38you know clearly in the mind that you
- 1:31:39have withdrawn
- 1:31:41having withdrawn you should continue to
- 1:31:43conduct yourself in a normal manner
- 1:31:45maintain mindfulness and awareness at
- 1:31:47all times it isn't that you only
- 1:31:49practice meditation in the sitting
- 1:31:50posture
- 1:31:52samadhi means the mind which is firm and
- 1:31:54unwavering as you go about your daily
- 1:31:56life make the mind firm and steady and
- 1:31:58maintain the sense of steadiness as the
- 1:32:00object of mind at all times
- 1:32:04you must be practicing sati and
- 1:32:05sampajanya continuously
- 1:32:08san pagenya means self-awareness
- 1:32:10self-recollection clear comprehension
- 1:32:14after you get up from the formal sitting
- 1:32:15practice and go about your business
- 1:32:17walking riding in cars and so on
- 1:32:20whenever your eyes see a form where your
- 1:32:21ears hear a sound maintain awareness
- 1:32:25as you experience mind objects which
- 1:32:27give rise to liking and disliking try to
- 1:32:29consistently maintain awareness of the
- 1:32:31fact that such mental states are
- 1:32:33impermanent and uncertain
- 1:32:36in this way the mind will remain calm
- 1:32:38and in a state of normality
- 1:32:41as long as the mind is calm use it to
- 1:32:43contemplate mind objects
- 1:32:46contemplate the whole of this form the
- 1:32:48physical body
- 1:32:49you can do this at any time and in any
- 1:32:51posture
- 1:32:52whether it's doing formal meditation
- 1:32:54practice relaxing at home how to work or
- 1:32:56in whatever situation you find yourself
- 1:32:59keep the meditation and the reflection
- 1:33:01going at all times
- 1:33:03just going for a walk and seeing dead
- 1:33:04leaves on the ground under a tree can
- 1:33:06provide an opportunity to contemplate
- 1:33:08impermanence
- 1:33:10both we and the leaves are the same
- 1:33:12when we get old we shrivel up and die
- 1:33:15other people are all the same
- 1:33:17this is raising the mind to the level of
- 1:33:20vipassana
- 1:33:21contemplating the truth of the way
- 1:33:22things are the whole time
- 1:33:25whether walking standing sitting or
- 1:33:27lying down sati is sustained evenly and
- 1:33:29consistently
- 1:33:31this is practicing meditation correctly
- 1:33:33you have to follow the mind closely
- 1:33:35checking it at all times
- 1:33:39practicing here and now at seven o'clock
- 1:33:40in the evening we have sat and meditated
- 1:33:42together for an hour and now stopped
- 1:33:45it might be that your mind has stopped
- 1:33:47practicing completely and hasn't
- 1:33:48continued with the reflection
- 1:33:50that's the wrong way to do it
- 1:33:54when we stop all that should stop is the
- 1:33:56formal meeting and sitting meditation
- 1:33:58you should continue practicing and
- 1:34:00developing awareness consistently
- 1:34:02without letting up
- 1:34:05i've often taught that if you don't
- 1:34:06practice consistently it's like drops of
- 1:34:09water
- 1:34:10it's like drops of water because the
- 1:34:12practice is not a continuous
- 1:34:13uninterrupted flow
- 1:34:15sati is not sustained evenly
- 1:34:18the important point is that the mind
- 1:34:20does the practice and nothing else
- 1:34:22the body doesn't do it
- 1:34:24the mind does the work the mind does the
- 1:34:27practice
- 1:34:28if you understand this clearly you will
- 1:34:30see that you don't necessarily have to
- 1:34:32do formal sitting meditation in order
- 1:34:34for the mind to know samadhi
- 1:34:37the mind is the one who does the
- 1:34:38practice
- 1:34:40you have to experience and understand
- 1:34:41this for yourself in your own mind
- 1:34:46once you do see this for yourself you'll
- 1:34:48be developing awareness in the mind at
- 1:34:50all times and in all postures
- 1:34:53if you're maintaining sati as an even
- 1:34:55and unbroken flow it's as if the drops
- 1:34:57of water have joined to form a smooth
- 1:34:59and continuous flow of running water
- 1:35:01sati is present in the mind from moment
- 1:35:04to moment and accordingly there will be
- 1:35:06awareness of mind objects at all times
- 1:35:09if the mind is restrained and composed
- 1:35:11with uninterrupted sati you will know
- 1:35:13mind objects at each time that that
- 1:35:15wholesome and unwholesome mental states
- 1:35:17arise
- 1:35:18you will know the mind that is calm and
- 1:35:20the mind that is confused and agitated
- 1:35:23if you train the mind in this way your
- 1:35:25meditation will mature quickly and
- 1:35:27successfully
- 1:35:30please don't misunderstand
- 1:35:32these days it's common for people to go
- 1:35:34on the passenger courses for three or
- 1:35:36seven days where they don't even have to
- 1:35:38speak or do anything but meditate
- 1:35:40maybe you've gone on a silent meditation
- 1:35:42retreat for a week or two afterwards
- 1:35:44returning to your normal daily life you
- 1:35:46might have left thinking that you've
- 1:35:48done vipassana quote unquote and because
- 1:35:51you feel that you know what it's all
- 1:35:52about then you carry on going to parties
- 1:35:54discos indulging in different forms of
- 1:35:56essential delight
- 1:35:58when you do this
- 1:35:59you do it like this what happens
- 1:36:02if there won't be any of the fruits of
- 1:36:04the pasta left by the end of it
- 1:36:06if you go and do all sorts of unskillful
- 1:36:08things which disturb and upset the mind
- 1:36:10wasting your previous efforts then next
- 1:36:12year you go back and do another retreat
- 1:36:14for seven days or a few weeks then come
- 1:36:16out and carry on with the party's discos
- 1:36:18and drinking
- 1:36:19that isn't true practice
- 1:36:21it isn't pati bada or the path to
- 1:36:24progress
- 1:36:26you need to make an effort to renounce
- 1:36:28you must contemplate until you see the
- 1:36:30harmful effects which come from such
- 1:36:32behavior
- 1:36:34see the harm in drinking and going out
- 1:36:36on the town
- 1:36:37reflect and see the harm
- 1:36:40inherent in all the different kinds of
- 1:36:41unskillful behavior which you indulge in
- 1:36:43until it becomes fully apparent
- 1:36:46this will provide the impetus for you to
- 1:36:48take a step back and change your ways
- 1:36:50then you would find some real peace
- 1:36:54to experience peace of mind you have to
- 1:36:57clearly see the disadvantages and danger
- 1:36:59in such forms of behavior
- 1:37:02this is practicing in the correct way
- 1:37:04if you do a silent retreat for seven
- 1:37:06days
- 1:37:07where you don't have to speak or get
- 1:37:08involved with anybody and then go
- 1:37:10chatting gossiping over indulging for
- 1:37:12another seven months how will you gain
- 1:37:14any real or lasting benefit from those
- 1:37:16seven days of practice
- 1:37:19i would encourage all the laypeople here
- 1:37:21who are practicing to develop awareness
- 1:37:23and wisdom to understand this point
- 1:37:25try to practice consistently
- 1:37:28see the disadvantages of practicing
- 1:37:30insincerely and inconsistently and try
- 1:37:32to sustain a more dedicated and
- 1:37:34continuous effort in the practice
- 1:37:36just this much
- 1:37:38it can then become a realistic
- 1:37:40possibility that you might put an end to
- 1:37:42the khilesa the defilements qualities
- 1:37:44that darken and defile the mind such as
- 1:37:46greed aversion and delusion
- 1:37:51but that lifestyle of not speaking and
- 1:37:53not playing around for seven days
- 1:37:55followed by six months of complete
- 1:37:56sensual indulgence without any
- 1:37:58mindfulness or restraint will just lead
- 1:38:00to the squandering of any gains made
- 1:38:02from the meditation
- 1:38:03there won't be anything left
- 1:38:05it's like going to work for a day and
- 1:38:07earning 20 pounds but then going out and
- 1:38:09spending 30 pounds on food and things in
- 1:38:11the same day
- 1:38:13would anybody be saved
- 1:38:14it would all be gone
- 1:38:16it's just the same with the meditation
- 1:38:19this is a form of reminder to you all so
- 1:38:22i'll ask you for your forgiveness
- 1:38:24it's necessary to speak in this way so
- 1:38:26that those aspects of the practice which
- 1:38:28are at fault will become clear to you
- 1:38:30and accordingly you'll be able to give
- 1:38:32them up
- 1:38:33you could say that the reason why you
- 1:38:35have come to practice is to learn how to
- 1:38:37avoid doing the wrong things in the
- 1:38:39future
- 1:38:40what happens when you do the wrong
- 1:38:42things
- 1:38:43doing wrong things leads you to
- 1:38:45agitation into suffering
- 1:38:47when there's no goodness in the mind
- 1:38:49it's not the way to peace of mind
- 1:38:52this is the way it is
- 1:38:53if you practice on a retreat not talking
- 1:38:55for seven days and then go indulging for
- 1:38:57a few months no matter how strictly you
- 1:38:59practice for those seven days you won't
- 1:39:01derive any lasting value from that
- 1:39:02practice
- 1:39:04practicing that way you don't really get
- 1:39:06anywhere
- 1:39:08many places where meditation is taught
- 1:39:10don't really get to grips with or get
- 1:39:12beyond this problem
- 1:39:14really you have to conduct your daily
- 1:39:16life in a consistently calm and
- 1:39:18restrained way
- 1:39:21in meditation you have to be constantly
- 1:39:23turning your attention to the practice
- 1:39:25it's like planting a tree
- 1:39:27if you plant a tree in one place and
- 1:39:29after three days pull it up and plant it
- 1:39:31in a different spot then after a further
- 1:39:33three days pull it up again and plant it
- 1:39:35in yet another place it'll just die
- 1:39:37without producing anything
- 1:39:39practicing meditation like this won't
- 1:39:40bear any fruit either
- 1:39:42this is something you have to understand
- 1:39:44for yourselves
- 1:39:45contemplate it
- 1:39:47try it out for yourselves when you go
- 1:39:48home
- 1:39:49get a sapling and plant it in one spot
- 1:39:51and every few days go and pull it up and
- 1:39:53plant it in a different place
- 1:39:55it will just die without ever bearing
- 1:39:56any fruit
- 1:39:58it's the same doing a meditation retreat
- 1:40:00for seven days followed by seven months
- 1:40:02of unrestrained behavior
- 1:40:04allowing the mind to become soiled and
- 1:40:05then going back to do another retreat
- 1:40:07for a short period
- 1:40:08practicing strictly without talking and
- 1:40:10subsequently coming out and being
- 1:40:12unrestrained again
- 1:40:14as with the tree the meditation just
- 1:40:16dies
- 1:40:17none of the wholesome fruits are
- 1:40:19retained
- 1:40:20the tree doesn't grow the meditation
- 1:40:22doesn't grow
- 1:40:23i say practicing this way doesn't bear
- 1:40:26much fruit
- 1:40:28actually i'm not fond of giving talks
- 1:40:30like this
- 1:40:32it's because i feel sorry for you that i
- 1:40:33have to speak critically
- 1:40:35when you're doing the wrong things it's
- 1:40:37my duty to tell you but i'm speaking out
- 1:40:39of compassion for you
- 1:40:41some people might feel really uneasy and
- 1:40:43think that i'm just scolding them
- 1:40:45really i'm not just scolding you for its
- 1:40:47own sake i'm helping to point out where
- 1:40:49you're going wrong so that you know
- 1:40:52some people might think long por is just
- 1:40:54telling us off but it's not like that
- 1:40:57it's only once in a long while that i'm
- 1:40:59able to come and give a talk
- 1:41:00if i were to give talks like this every
- 1:41:02day you would really get upset
- 1:41:05but the truth is it's not you who gets
- 1:41:07upset it's only the kelasa your
- 1:41:09defilements that are upset
- 1:41:11i'll say just this much for now
- 1:41:15this is the sixth talk of this
- 1:41:17collection
- 1:41:19entitled about being careful
- 1:41:22and this was
- 1:41:24originally
- 1:41:25published in the uh the book everything
- 1:41:28is teaching us these are translations by
- 1:41:31paul breiter and
- 1:41:33there's no particular record of
- 1:41:36when the uh the recording was made or
- 1:41:38what the occasion was
- 1:41:42the buddha taught to see the body in the
- 1:41:44body
- 1:41:45what does this mean
- 1:41:47we're all familiar with the parts of the
- 1:41:48body such as hair nails teeth and skin
- 1:41:51so how do we see the body in the body
- 1:41:55if we recognize all these things as
- 1:41:57being impermanent unsatisfactory and not
- 1:41:59self that's what is called seeing the
- 1:42:01body in the body then it isn't necessary
- 1:42:04to go into detail and meditate on the
- 1:42:06separate parts it's like having fruit in
- 1:42:08a basket
- 1:42:09if we have already counted the pieces of
- 1:42:11fruit
- 1:42:13then we know what's there
- 1:42:15and when we need to we can pick up the
- 1:42:17basket take it away and all the pieces
- 1:42:20come with it we know the fruit is all
- 1:42:22there so we don't have to count it again
- 1:42:25having meditated on the 32 parts of the
- 1:42:27body and recognized them as something
- 1:42:29not stable or permanent we no longer
- 1:42:31need to weary ourselves separating them
- 1:42:33like this and meditating in such detail
- 1:42:36just as we don't have to dump all the
- 1:42:38fruit out of the basket and count it
- 1:42:39again and again but we do carry the
- 1:42:42basket along to our destination
- 1:42:44walking mindfully and carefully
- 1:42:46taking care not to stumble and fall
- 1:42:49when we see the body in the body which
- 1:42:51means we see the dhamma in the body
- 1:42:53knowing our own and others bodies as in
- 1:42:55permanent phenomena we don't need
- 1:42:57detailed explanations
- 1:42:59sitting here we have mindfulness
- 1:43:01constantly in control knowing things as
- 1:43:03they are
- 1:43:04meditation then becomes quite simple
- 1:43:07it's the same if we if we meditate on
- 1:43:09butthole if we understand what buddho
- 1:43:11really is we don't need to re repeat the
- 1:43:14word buddho it means having full
- 1:43:16knowledge and firm awareness
- 1:43:18this is meditation
- 1:43:21still meditation is generally not well
- 1:43:24understood
- 1:43:25we practice in a group but we often
- 1:43:27don't know what it's all about
- 1:43:29some people think meditation is really
- 1:43:30hard to do i come to the monastery but i
- 1:43:33can't sit i don't have much endurance my
- 1:43:35legs hurt my back aches i'm in pain all
- 1:43:37over
- 1:43:39so they give up on it and don't come
- 1:43:41anymore thinking they can't do it
- 1:43:43but in fact samadhi is not sitting
- 1:43:45samadhi isn't walking it isn't lying
- 1:43:48down or standing
- 1:43:49sitting walking closing the eyes opening
- 1:43:51the eyes these are all mere actions
- 1:43:54having your eyes closed doesn't
- 1:43:56necessarily mean that you're practicing
- 1:43:57samadhi
- 1:43:58it could just mean that you're drowsy
- 1:44:00and dull
- 1:44:02if you're sitting with your eyes closed
- 1:44:03but you're falling asleep your head
- 1:44:05bobbing all over in your mouth hanging
- 1:44:06open that's not sitting in samadhi
- 1:44:10it's sitting with your eyes closed
- 1:44:13samadhi and closed eyes are two separate
- 1:44:15matters
- 1:44:16real samadhi can be practiced with eyes
- 1:44:17open or eyes closed you can be sitting
- 1:44:20walking standing or lying down
- 1:44:23samadhi means the mind is firmly focused
- 1:44:26with all encompassing mindfulness
- 1:44:28restraint and caution
- 1:44:30you're constantly aware of right and
- 1:44:32wrong constantly watching all conditions
- 1:44:34arising in the mind
- 1:44:35when it shoots off to think of something
- 1:44:37having a mood of aversion or longing
- 1:44:39you're aware of that
- 1:44:42some people get discouraged i just can't
- 1:44:44do it as soon as i sit my mind starts
- 1:44:46thinking at home
- 1:44:47that's evil
- 1:44:50hey if he if just that much is evil the
- 1:44:53buddha never would have become a buddha
- 1:44:56he spent five years struggling with his
- 1:44:57mind thinking of his home and his family
- 1:45:00it was only after six years that he
- 1:45:02awakened
- 1:45:03so some people feel that these sudden
- 1:45:05horizons of thought are wrong or evil
- 1:45:08you may have an impulse to kill someone
- 1:45:10but if you are aware of it in the next
- 1:45:12instant you realize that killing is
- 1:45:14wrong so you stop and refrain
- 1:45:16is there harminess
- 1:45:18what do you think
- 1:45:20or if you have a thought about stealing
- 1:45:21something and that is followed by a
- 1:45:23stronger recollection that to do so is
- 1:45:25wrong and so you refrain from acting on
- 1:45:27it is that bad
- 1:45:28karma it's not that every time you have
- 1:45:31an impulse you instantly accumulate bad
- 1:45:33comma otherwise how could there be any
- 1:45:35weight of liberation
- 1:45:37impulses are merely impulses
- 1:45:40thoughts are merely thoughts in the
- 1:45:42first instance you haven't created
- 1:45:44anything yet in the second instance if
- 1:45:46you act upon it with body speech or mind
- 1:45:48then you are creating something
- 1:45:50avicia has taken control if you have the
- 1:45:53impulse to steal then you're aware of
- 1:45:55yourself and you're aware that this will
- 1:45:56be wrong this is wisdom and there is
- 1:45:58vitra instead
- 1:46:00the mental impulse is not consummated
- 1:46:04this is timely awareness
- 1:46:06wisdom arising and informing our
- 1:46:08experience
- 1:46:09if there is the first mind moment of
- 1:46:11wanting to steal something and then
- 1:46:12react on it that is the dhamma of
- 1:46:14delusion
- 1:46:16the actions of body speech and mind that
- 1:46:18follow the impulse will bring negative
- 1:46:20results
- 1:46:21this is how it is merely having the
- 1:46:23thoughts is not negative kama if we
- 1:46:25don't have any thoughts how will wisdom
- 1:46:27develop
- 1:46:28some people simply want to sit with a
- 1:46:30blank mind
- 1:46:31that's wrong understanding
- 1:46:34i'm talking about samadhi that is
- 1:46:36accompanied by wisdom in fact the woulda
- 1:46:38didn't wish for a lot of samadhi he
- 1:46:40didn't want jana at his mental
- 1:46:43absorption a state of strong
- 1:46:44concentration
- 1:46:46or samapati
- 1:46:48the attainment of cessation
- 1:46:50he saw samadhi as one component factor
- 1:46:52of the path
- 1:46:54sila samadi and panya are components or
- 1:46:56ingredients
- 1:46:57like ingredients used in cooking
- 1:46:59we use spices in cooking to make food
- 1:47:01tasty the point isn't the spices
- 1:47:03themselves but the food we eat
- 1:47:06practicing samadhi is the same the
- 1:47:08buddhist teachers udaka and alara put
- 1:47:11heavy emphasis on practicing the vagina
- 1:47:13and attaining various kinds of powers
- 1:47:15like clairvoyance but if you get that
- 1:47:17far it's hard to undo
- 1:47:19some places teach this deep tranquility
- 1:47:22to sit with delight in quietude the
- 1:47:24meditators then get intoxicated by their
- 1:47:26samadhi if they have cedar they get
- 1:47:28intoxicated by their sealer if they walk
- 1:47:30the path they become intoxicated by the
- 1:47:32path
- 1:47:33dazzled by the beauty and wonders they
- 1:47:35experience and they don't reach the real
- 1:47:37destination
- 1:47:39the buddha said that this is a subtle
- 1:47:40error still it's correct for those on a
- 1:47:43course level but actually what the
- 1:47:44buddha wanted was for us to have an
- 1:47:46appropriate measure of samadhi without
- 1:47:48getting stuck there after we train in
- 1:47:51and develop samadhi then samadhi should
- 1:47:53develop wisdom
- 1:47:56samadhi that's on the level of samatha
- 1:47:58tranquility is like a rock covering
- 1:48:00grass
- 1:48:02in samadhi that is sure and stable even
- 1:48:04when the eyes are opened wisdom is there
- 1:48:06when wisdom has been born it encompasses
- 1:48:08and knows and rules all things so the
- 1:48:11teacher didn't want those refined levels
- 1:48:13of concentration and cessation because
- 1:48:15they become a diversion and then one
- 1:48:17forgets the path
- 1:48:20so it's necessary not to be attached to
- 1:48:22sitting or any other particular posture
- 1:48:25samadhi doesn't reside in having the
- 1:48:26eyes closed the eyes open or in sitting
- 1:48:29standing walking or lying down
- 1:48:31samadhi pervades all postures and
- 1:48:32activities
- 1:48:34older persons who often can't sit very
- 1:48:36well can contemplate especially well and
- 1:48:39practice samadhi easily
- 1:48:40they too can develop a lot of wisdom
- 1:48:44how is it that they can develop wisdom
- 1:48:46everything is rousing them when they
- 1:48:48open their eyes they don't see things as
- 1:48:50clearly as they used to
- 1:48:52their teeth give them trouble and fall
- 1:48:53out their bodies ache most of the time
- 1:48:56just that is the place of study
- 1:48:58so really meditation is easy for old
- 1:49:00folks
- 1:49:02meditation is hard for youngsters their
- 1:49:04teeth are strong so they can enjoy their
- 1:49:05food they sleep soundly their faculties
- 1:49:08are intact and the world is fun and
- 1:49:09exciting to them so they get deluded in
- 1:49:12a big way
- 1:49:13when the old ones chew on something hard
- 1:49:15they're soon in pain right there the
- 1:49:17devadutta the heavenly messengers are
- 1:49:19talking to them they're teaching them
- 1:49:21every day when they open their eyes
- 1:49:23their sight is fuzzy in the morning
- 1:49:25they're backaches in the evening their
- 1:49:27legs hurt
- 1:49:28that's it
- 1:49:30this is really an excellent subject to
- 1:49:31study
- 1:49:32some of you older people will say you
- 1:49:34can't meditate what do you want to
- 1:49:36meditate on
- 1:49:37who will you learn meditation from
- 1:49:40this is seeing the body in the body and
- 1:49:42sensation in sensation are you seeing
- 1:49:44these or are you running away
- 1:49:47saying you can't practice because you're
- 1:49:48too old is only due to wrong
- 1:49:50understanding
- 1:49:51the question is are things clear to you
- 1:49:55elderly persons have a lot of thinking a
- 1:49:57lot of sensation a lot of discomfort and
- 1:49:59pain
- 1:50:00everything appears
- 1:50:02if they meditate they can really testify
- 1:50:04to it
- 1:50:05so i say that meditation is easy for old
- 1:50:07folks they can do it best
- 1:50:09everyone says
- 1:50:10when i'm old i'll go to the monastery
- 1:50:13if you understand it it's true all right
- 1:50:16you have to see it within yourself when
- 1:50:18you sit it's true when you signed up
- 1:50:20stand up it's true when you walk it's
- 1:50:22true
- 1:50:23everything is a hassle everything is
- 1:50:25presenting obstacles and everything is
- 1:50:28teaching you
- 1:50:29isn't this so
- 1:50:31can you just get up and walk away so
- 1:50:32easily now
- 1:50:33when you stand up it's oi
- 1:50:36or haven't you noticed and it's oi when
- 1:50:39you walk
- 1:50:40it's prodding you
- 1:50:42when you're young you can just stand up
- 1:50:44and walk going on your way but you don't
- 1:50:46really know anything
- 1:50:48when you're old every time you stand up
- 1:50:50it's oi
- 1:50:52isn't that what you say
- 1:50:55every time you move you learn something
- 1:50:57so how can you say that it's difficult
- 1:50:59to meditate where else is there to look
- 1:51:02it's all correct the devadutta are
- 1:51:04telling you something it's most clear
- 1:51:07sankara are telling you that they are
- 1:51:09not stable or permanent not you or yours
- 1:51:12they're telling you this every moment
- 1:51:16but we think differently
- 1:51:18we don't think that this is right we
- 1:51:20entertain wrong view and our ideas are
- 1:51:21far from the truth but actually old
- 1:51:24people can see impermanence suffering
- 1:51:25and lack of self and give rise to
- 1:51:27dispassion and disenchantment because
- 1:51:29the evidence is right there within them
- 1:51:31all the time
- 1:51:32i think that's good
- 1:51:34having the inner sensitivity that's
- 1:51:36always aware of right and wrong is
- 1:51:37called butthole
- 1:51:39it's not necessary to be continually
- 1:51:41repeating the word but whole
- 1:51:43you've counted the fruit in your basket
- 1:51:45every time you sit down you don't have
- 1:51:47to go to the trouble of spilling out the
- 1:51:48fruit and counting it again you can
- 1:51:50leave it in the basket
- 1:51:52but someone with mistaken attachment
- 1:51:54will keep counting
- 1:51:56you'll stop under a tree spill it out
- 1:51:58and count put it back in the basket then
- 1:52:00you'll walk on to the next stopping
- 1:52:01place and do it again
- 1:52:03but he's just counting the same fruit
- 1:52:05this is craving itself
- 1:52:08he's afraid that if he doesn't count
- 1:52:09there will be some mistake
- 1:52:11we are afraid that if we don't keep
- 1:52:13saying buddho we'll be mistaken.
- 1:52:16how are you mistaken
- 1:52:18only the person who doesn't know how
- 1:52:20much fruit there is needs to count
- 1:52:22once you know you can take it easy and
- 1:52:24just leave it in the basket
- 1:52:25when you're sitting you just sit when
- 1:52:28you're lying down you just lie down
- 1:52:29because your fruit is all there with you
- 1:52:32by practicing virtue and creating merit
- 1:52:34we say nibana pachyo
- 1:52:37may it be a condition for realizing
- 1:52:39nirvana
- 1:52:41as a condition for realizing nirvana
- 1:52:43making offerings is good keeping
- 1:52:45precepts is good practicing meditation
- 1:52:47is good listening to dharma teachings is
- 1:52:49good
- 1:52:50may they become conditions for realizing
- 1:52:52nibana
- 1:52:54but what is nirvana all about anyway
- 1:52:59nibana means not grasping
- 1:53:01nibana means not giving meaning to
- 1:53:04things
- 1:53:05nibana means letting go
- 1:53:08making offerings and doing meritorious
- 1:53:10deeds observing moral precepts and
- 1:53:11meditating on loving-kindness all these
- 1:53:14are for getting rid of defilements and
- 1:53:15craving for not wishing for anything
- 1:53:18not wishing to be
- 1:53:20or not wishing to become anything
- 1:53:22for making the mind empty
- 1:53:24empty of self-cherishing empty of
- 1:53:26concepts of self and other
- 1:53:30nibana
- 1:53:32make it become a cause for nibana
- 1:53:35practicing generosity is giving up
- 1:53:37letting go
- 1:53:39listening to teachings is for the
- 1:53:40purpose of gaining knowledge to give up
- 1:53:42and let go to uproot clinging to what is
- 1:53:44good and to what is bad
- 1:53:46at first we meditate to become aware of
- 1:53:48the wrong and the bad
- 1:53:49when we recognize that we give it up and
- 1:53:51we practice what is good then when some
- 1:53:54good is achieved don't get attached to
- 1:53:56that good
- 1:53:58remain halfway in the good or above the
- 1:54:00good don't dwell under the good
- 1:54:02if we are under the good then the good
- 1:54:05pushes us around and we become slaves to
- 1:54:07it we become slaves and it forces us to
- 1:54:10create all sorts of camera and demerit
- 1:54:11it can lead us into anything and the
- 1:54:13result will be the same kind of
- 1:54:14unhappiness and unfortunate
- 1:54:16circumstances we found ourselves in
- 1:54:18before
- 1:54:20give up evil and develop merit give up
- 1:54:22the negative and develop what is
- 1:54:23positive
- 1:54:24developing merit remain above merit
- 1:54:28remain above merit and demerit above
- 1:54:30good and evil keep on practicing with a
- 1:54:32mind that is giving up letting go and
- 1:54:34getting free it's the same no matter
- 1:54:36what you're doing if you do it with the
- 1:54:38mind of letting go it's a cause for
- 1:54:40realizing nibbana what you do free of
- 1:54:43desire free of defilement free of
- 1:54:44craving all merges with the path meaning
- 1:54:47noble truth meaning such a dhamma or the
- 1:54:50ultimate truth
- 1:54:52the four noble truths are having the
- 1:54:54wisdom that knows tanha craving
- 1:54:57which is which is the source of dukkha
- 1:55:00karma tanha sense desire bhavatana the
- 1:55:02desire to become vibhavatana the desire
- 1:55:05to get rid of these are the origination
- 1:55:07the source
- 1:55:08if you're wishing for anything or
- 1:55:09wanting to be anything you're nourishing
- 1:55:11dukkha bringing dukkha into existence
- 1:55:14because this is what gives birth to
- 1:55:15dukkha these are the causes
- 1:55:18if we create the causes of duka then
- 1:55:21duka will come about
- 1:55:23the cause is vibawatanha
- 1:55:25this restless anxious craving
- 1:55:28one becomes a slave to desire and
- 1:55:29creates all sorts of kamara and
- 1:55:31wrongdoing because of it
- 1:55:34and
- 1:55:34thus suffering is born
- 1:55:37speaking simply duka is the child of
- 1:55:39desire
- 1:55:40desire is the parent of dukkha
- 1:55:42when there are parents do can be born
- 1:55:44when there are no parents dukkha cannot
- 1:55:47come about there will be no offspring
- 1:55:50this is where meditation should be
- 1:55:52focused we should see all the forms of
- 1:55:54tanha which cause us to have desires
- 1:55:58but talking about desire can be
- 1:55:59confusing
- 1:56:01some people get the idea that any kind
- 1:56:02of desire such as desire for food and
- 1:56:04the material requisites for life is ton
- 1:56:06harm
- 1:56:07but we can have this kind of desire in
- 1:56:09an ordinary and natural way
- 1:56:11when you're hungry and desire food you
- 1:56:13can take a meal and be done with it it's
- 1:56:15quite ordinary
- 1:56:17this is desire that's within boundaries
- 1:56:18and doesn't have ill effects
- 1:56:21this kind of desire isn't sensuality
- 1:56:24if it's sensuality then it becomes
- 1:56:25something more than desire they'll be
- 1:56:27craving for more things to consume
- 1:56:29seeking out flavors seeking out
- 1:56:31enjoyment in ways that bring hardship
- 1:56:33and trouble such as drinking liquor and
- 1:56:35beer
- 1:56:38some tourists told me about a place
- 1:56:40where people eat live monkey's brains
- 1:56:42they put a monkey in the middle of the
- 1:56:44table and cut open its skull then they
- 1:56:46spoon out the brain to eat
- 1:56:49that's eating like demons or hungry
- 1:56:51ghosts it's not eating in a natural
- 1:56:53ordinary way
- 1:56:54doing things like this eating becomes
- 1:56:57tanha
- 1:56:58they say that the blood of monkeys makes
- 1:57:00them strong so they try to get hold of
- 1:57:01such animals and when they eat them
- 1:57:03they're drinking liquor and beer too
- 1:57:06this isn't ordinary eating it's the way
- 1:57:08of ghosts and demons mired in sensual
- 1:57:10craving
- 1:57:11it's eating coals eating fire eating
- 1:57:14everything everywhere
- 1:57:16this sort of desire is what is tanha
- 1:57:18there's no moderation
- 1:57:20speaking thinking dressing everything
- 1:57:23such people do
- 1:57:25speaking thinking dressing everything
- 1:57:27such people do goes to excess
- 1:57:30if our eating sleeping and other
- 1:57:31necessary activities are done in
- 1:57:32moderation there's no harm in them so
- 1:57:35you should be aware of yourselves in
- 1:57:36regard to these things
- 1:57:38then they won't become a source of
- 1:57:39suffering
- 1:57:41if we know how to be moderate and
- 1:57:42thrifty in our needs we can be
- 1:57:44comfortable
- 1:57:46practicing meditation and creating merit
- 1:57:48and virtue are not really such difficult
- 1:57:50things to do provided we understand them
- 1:57:53well
- 1:57:54what is wrong doing what is merit
- 1:57:57merit is what is good and beautiful not
- 1:57:59harming ourselves or others with our
- 1:58:01thinking speaking and acting
- 1:58:03if we do this there is happiness nothing
- 1:58:06negative is being created
- 1:58:08merit is like this skillfulness is like
- 1:58:10this
- 1:58:11it's the same with making offerings and
- 1:58:13giving charity when we give what is it
- 1:58:15that we're trying to give away
- 1:58:18giving us for the purpose of destroying
- 1:58:19self-cherishing
- 1:58:21the belief in itself along with
- 1:58:22selfishness
- 1:58:24selfishness is powerful extreme
- 1:58:26suffering selfish people always want to
- 1:58:28be better than others and to get more
- 1:58:29than others
- 1:58:31a simple example is how after they eat
- 1:58:33they don't want to do their dishes they
- 1:58:35let someone else do it
- 1:58:37if they eat in a group they'll leave it
- 1:58:39to the group
- 1:58:40after they eat they take off
- 1:58:42this is selfishness not being
- 1:58:44responsible and it puts a burden on
- 1:58:46others
- 1:58:47what it really amounts to is someone who
- 1:58:49doesn't care about himself who doesn't
- 1:58:51help himself and who really doesn't love
- 1:58:53himself
- 1:58:54in practicing generosity we're trying to
- 1:58:56cleanse our hearts of this attitude this
- 1:58:59is called creating merit through giving
- 1:59:01in order to have a mind of compassion
- 1:59:02and caring towards all living beings
- 1:59:04without exception
- 1:59:07if we can be free of just this one thing
- 1:59:10selfishness then we will be like the
- 1:59:12lord buddha
- 1:59:14he wasn't out for himself but sought the
- 1:59:16good of all
- 1:59:18if we have the path and fruit arising in
- 1:59:19our hearts like this we can certainly
- 1:59:21progress
- 1:59:23with this freedom from selfishness all
- 1:59:25the activities of virtuous deeds
- 1:59:27generosity and meditation will lead to
- 1:59:29liberation
- 1:59:30whoever practices like this will become
- 1:59:32free and go beyond beyond all convention
- 1:59:35and appearance
- 1:59:37the basic principles of practice are not
- 1:59:39beyond our understanding
- 1:59:41for example if we lack wisdom when
- 1:59:44practicing generosity there won't be any
- 1:59:46merit
- 1:59:47without understanding we think that
- 1:59:48generosity merely means giving things
- 1:59:51when i feel like giving i'll give if i
- 1:59:54feel like stealing something i'll steal
- 1:59:56it then if i feel generous i'll give
- 1:59:58something
- 1:59:59it's like having a barrel full of water
- 2:00:01you scoop out a bucket full then you
- 2:00:03pour back in a bucket full scoop it out
- 2:00:05again pour it in again scoop it out and
- 2:00:07pour it in like this
- 2:00:09when will you empty the barrel
- 2:00:11can you see an end to it
- 2:00:13can you see such practice becoming a
- 2:00:15cause for realizing nirvana
- 2:00:17will the barrel become empty
- 2:00:19one scoop out one scoop in
- 2:00:21can you see when it'll be finished
- 2:00:24going back and forth like this is vata
- 2:00:26the cycle of sangsara itself if we're
- 2:00:29talking about really letting go giving
- 2:00:31up good as well as evil there's only
- 2:00:33scooping out
- 2:00:35even if there's only a little bit you
- 2:00:36scoop it out you don't put in anything
- 2:00:38more and you just keep scooping out even
- 2:00:40if you only have a small scoop to use
- 2:00:43you do what you can and in this way the
- 2:00:45time will come when the barrel is empty
- 2:00:46if you're scooping out a bucket and
- 2:00:48pouring back in a bucket scooping out
- 2:00:49and then pouring back well think about
- 2:00:52it
- 2:00:52when will you see an empty barrel
- 2:00:55this stoma isn't something distant it's
- 2:00:58right here in the barrel you can do it
- 2:00:59at home try it
- 2:01:01can you empty a water barrel like that
- 2:01:03do it all day tomorrow and see what
- 2:01:04happens
- 2:01:06giving up all evil practicing what's
- 2:01:08good purifying the mind we give up
- 2:01:10wrongdoing first and then start to
- 2:01:12develop the good
- 2:01:15what is the good meritorious
- 2:01:17where is it
- 2:01:19it's like fish in the water if we scoop
- 2:01:21all the water out we'll get the fish
- 2:01:23that's a simple way to put it
- 2:01:25if we scoop out and pour back in the
- 2:01:27fish remain in the barrel
- 2:01:28if we don't remove all forms of
- 2:01:30wrongdoing we won't see merit and we
- 2:01:32won't see what is true and right
- 2:01:34scooping out and pouring back scooping
- 2:01:36out and pouring back we only remain as
- 2:01:38we are
- 2:01:39going back and forth like this we only
- 2:01:42waste our time and whatever we do is
- 2:01:43meaningless
- 2:01:45listening to teachings is meaningless
- 2:01:48making offerings is meaningless all our
- 2:01:50efforts to practice are in vain we don't
- 2:01:52understand the principles of the
- 2:01:53buddha's way so our actions don't bear
- 2:01:55the desired fruit
- 2:01:57when the buddha taught about practice he
- 2:01:59wasn't only talking about something for
- 2:02:00ordained people he was talking about
- 2:02:02practicing well practicing correctly
- 2:02:04subati panno means those who practice
- 2:02:06well udjupatipano means those who
- 2:02:08practice directly nyaya patipano means
- 2:02:11those who practice for the realization
- 2:02:13of the path fruition and nibana
- 2:02:16samichi
- 2:02:17are those who practice inclined towards
- 2:02:20truth
- 2:02:20it could be anyone these are the sangha
- 2:02:23true disciples savaka of the lord buddha
- 2:02:26lay women living at home can be savager
- 2:02:28layman can be sarvaka bringing these
- 2:02:30qualities to fulfillment is what makes
- 2:02:32one a savaka one can be a true disciple
- 2:02:34of the buddha and realize enlightenment
- 2:02:37well most of us in the buddhist fold
- 2:02:39don't have such complete understanding
- 2:02:41our knowledge doesn't go this far we do
- 2:02:43our various activities thinking that
- 2:02:45we'll get some kind of merit from them
- 2:02:47we think that listening to teachings or
- 2:02:49making offerings is meritorious
- 2:02:51that's what we're told but someone who
- 2:02:53gives offerings to get merit is making
- 2:02:56bad karma
- 2:02:58now you can't quite understand this
- 2:03:00someone who gives in order to get
- 2:03:01married has instantly accumulated bad
- 2:03:04karma
- 2:03:05if you give in order to let go and free
- 2:03:07the mind that brings you merit if you do
- 2:03:10it to get something that's bad karma
- 2:03:14listening to teachings to really
- 2:03:15understand the buddha's way is difficult
- 2:03:17the dharma becomes hard to understand
- 2:03:19when the practice that people do keeping
- 2:03:21precepts sitting in meditation giving
- 2:03:24is forgetting something in return
- 2:03:27we want merit we want something
- 2:03:29well if something can be obtained who
- 2:03:32gets it
- 2:03:33we get it
- 2:03:34when that's lost whose thing is it
- 2:03:36that's lost
- 2:03:38the person who doesn't have something
- 2:03:40doesn't lose anything and when it's lost
- 2:03:43who suffers over it
- 2:03:45don't you think that living your life to
- 2:03:46get things brings you suffering
- 2:03:49otherwise you can just go on as before
- 2:03:51trying to get everything and yet if we
- 2:03:53make the mind empty then we gain
- 2:03:56everything
- 2:03:57higher realms nibana and all their
- 2:03:58accomplishments we gain all of it
- 2:04:01in making offerings we don't have any
- 2:04:02attachment or aim the mind is empty and
- 2:04:04relaxed we can let go and put it down
- 2:04:07it's like carrying a log and complaining
- 2:04:09it's heavy if someone that if someone
- 2:04:11tells you to put it down you'll say if i
- 2:04:13put it down i won't have anything
- 2:04:15well
- 2:04:16now you do have something you have
- 2:04:18heaviness
- 2:04:19but you don't have lightness
- 2:04:22so you do want lightness or do you want
- 2:04:24to keep carrying
- 2:04:26one person says to put it down the other
- 2:04:28says he's afraid he won't have anything
- 2:04:30they're talking past each other
- 2:04:33we want happiness we want ease we want
- 2:04:35tranquility and peace
- 2:04:37it means we want lightness
- 2:04:40we carry the log and then someone sees
- 2:04:42us doing this and tells us to drop it we
- 2:04:44say we can't because what we have what
- 2:04:46will we have then
- 2:04:47but the other person says that if we
- 2:04:49drop it we can get something better
- 2:04:51two have a hard time communicating
- 2:04:55if we make offerings and practice good
- 2:04:57deeds in order to get something it
- 2:04:58doesn't work out
- 2:05:00what we get is becoming in birth
- 2:05:03it isn't a cause for realizing nirvana
- 2:05:06nibana is giving up letting go
- 2:05:10trying to get to hold on to give meaning
- 2:05:12to things aren't causes for realizing
- 2:05:14nibana
- 2:05:16the buddha wanted us to look here
- 2:05:18at this empty place of letting go
- 2:05:21this is merit this is skillfulness
- 2:05:25once we have done practice any sort of
- 2:05:26merit and virtue we should feel that our
- 2:05:29part is done
- 2:05:30we shouldn't carry it any further
- 2:05:32we do it for the purpose of giving up
- 2:05:34defilements and craving we don't do it
- 2:05:36for the purpose of creating defilements
- 2:05:38craving an attachment
- 2:05:39then when where will we go
- 2:05:42we don't go anywhere
- 2:05:44our practice is correct and
- 2:05:46true most of us buddhists though we
- 2:05:49follow the forms of practice and
- 2:05:50learning have a hard time understanding
- 2:05:52this kind of talk
- 2:05:54it's because mara the evil one the
- 2:05:56tempter the personification of death
- 2:05:59meaning ignorance meaning craving
- 2:06:01is the desire to get to have and to be
- 2:06:04mara enshrouds the mind
- 2:06:06we only find temporary happiness for
- 2:06:08example when we are filled with hatred
- 2:06:10towards someone it takes over our minds
- 2:06:12and gives us no peace
- 2:06:14we think about the person all the time
- 2:06:16thinking what we can do to strike out at
- 2:06:17him
- 2:06:19the thinking never stops
- 2:06:21then maybe one day we get a chance to go
- 2:06:23to his house and curse him and tell him
- 2:06:25off
- 2:06:26that gives us some release but does that
- 2:06:28make an end of our defilements we found
- 2:06:30a way to let off steam and we feel
- 2:06:32better for it but we haven't rid
- 2:06:33ourselves of the affliction of anger
- 2:06:34have we there's some happiness and
- 2:06:36defilement and craving but it's like
- 2:06:38this
- 2:06:39we're still storing the defilement
- 2:06:41inside when the conditions are right
- 2:06:43it'll flare up even worse than before
- 2:06:45then we'll want to find some temporary
- 2:06:46release again
- 2:06:47do the defilements ever get finished in
- 2:06:49this way
- 2:06:51it's similar when someone's spouse or
- 2:06:52children die or when people suffer big
- 2:06:55financial loss they drink to relieve
- 2:06:57their sorrow
- 2:06:58they go to a movie to relieve their
- 2:06:59sorrow
- 2:07:01does it really relieve the sorrow
- 2:07:03the sorrow actually grows but for the
- 2:07:05time being they can forget about what
- 2:07:07happened so they call it a way to cure
- 2:07:09their misery it's like if you have a cut
- 2:07:11on the bottom of your foot that makes
- 2:07:13walking painful
- 2:07:14anything that contacts it hurts and so
- 2:07:16you limp along complaining of the
- 2:07:17discomfort but if you see a tiger coming
- 2:07:20your way you'll take off and start
- 2:07:21running without any thought of your cut
- 2:07:24fear of the tiger is much more powerful
- 2:07:26than the pain in your foot so it's as if
- 2:07:28the pain is gone
- 2:07:30the fear made it something small
- 2:07:32you might experience problems at work or
- 2:07:34at home that seems so big
- 2:07:36then you get drunk and in that drunken
- 2:07:38state of more powerful delusion those
- 2:07:40problems no longer trouble you so much
- 2:07:42you think it solved your problems and
- 2:07:44relieved your own happiness
- 2:07:46but when you sober up the old problems
- 2:07:48are back
- 2:07:49so what happened to your solution
- 2:07:52it keeps suppressing the problems with
- 2:07:54drink and they keep on coming back
- 2:07:56you might end up with cirrhosis of the
- 2:07:57liver but you don't get rid of the
- 2:07:59problems and then one day you're dead
- 2:08:04there is some comfort and happiness here
- 2:08:06it's the happiness of fools
- 2:08:09it's the way that fools stop their
- 2:08:10suffering
- 2:08:11there's no wisdom here
- 2:08:13these different confused conditions are
- 2:08:15mixed in the heart that has a feeling of
- 2:08:17well-being if the mind is allowed to
- 2:08:19follow its moods and tendencies it feels
- 2:08:21some happiness
- 2:08:23but his happiness is always storing
- 2:08:25unhappiness within it
- 2:08:27each time it erupts our suffering and
- 2:08:29despair will be worse it's like having a
- 2:08:31wound
- 2:08:32if we treat it on the surface but inside
- 2:08:34it's still infected it's not cured
- 2:08:36it looks okay for a while but when the
- 2:08:39infection spreads we have to start
- 2:08:40cutting
- 2:08:42if the inner infection is never cured we
- 2:08:44can be operating on the surface again
- 2:08:46and again with no end in sight
- 2:08:48what can be seen from the outside may
- 2:08:50look fine for a while but inside is the
- 2:08:52same as before
- 2:08:54the way of the world is like this
- 2:08:56wealthy matters are never finished so
- 2:08:58the laws of the world in the various
- 2:09:00societies are constantly resolving
- 2:09:02issues
- 2:09:03new laws are always being established to
- 2:09:05deal with different situations and
- 2:09:07problems
- 2:09:08something is dealt with for a while
- 2:09:10there's always a need for further laws
- 2:09:12and solutions
- 2:09:13there's never the internal resolution
- 2:09:16only surface improvement the infection
- 2:09:19still exists within so there's always
- 2:09:21need for more cutting
- 2:09:23people are only good on the surface in
- 2:09:25their words and their appearance their
- 2:09:27words are good and their faces look kind
- 2:09:29but their minds aren't so good
- 2:09:32when we get on a train and see some
- 2:09:33acquaintance there we say oh how good to
- 2:09:36see you i've been thinking about you a
- 2:09:37lot lately i've been planning to visit
- 2:09:39you
- 2:09:41but it's all just talk we don't really
- 2:09:43mean it we're being good on the surface
- 2:09:45but we're not so good inside
- 2:09:47we say the words but then as soon as
- 2:09:48we've had a smoke and taken a cup of
- 2:09:50coffee with him we split
- 2:09:52then if we run into him another day in
- 2:09:53the future we'll say the same thing
- 2:09:55again hey good to see you have you been
- 2:09:58i'll be meaning to visit you just
- 2:09:59haven't had the time
- 2:10:01that's the way it is
- 2:10:03people are superficially good but
- 2:10:05they're usually not so good inside
- 2:10:09the great teacher taught dhamma and
- 2:10:11vinaya it is complete and comprehensive
- 2:10:14nothing surpasses it and nothing in it
- 2:10:16need be changed or adjusted because it
- 2:10:18is the ultimate it's complete so this is
- 2:10:21where we can stop
- 2:10:23there's nothing to add or subtract
- 2:10:25because it is something of the nature
- 2:10:27not to be increased or decreased it's
- 2:10:29just right
- 2:10:30it's true
- 2:10:33so we buddhists come to hear dhamma
- 2:10:34teachings and study and learn these
- 2:10:36truths if we know them then our minds
- 2:10:38will enter the dhamma
- 2:10:40the dhamma will enter our minds whenever
- 2:10:42a person's mind enters the dhamma that
- 2:10:44person has well-being that person has a
- 2:10:46mind at peace
- 2:10:47the mind then has a way to resolve
- 2:10:49difficulties but has no way to
- 2:10:51degenerate when pain and illness have
- 2:10:53flicked the body the mind has many ways
- 2:10:55to resolve the suffering
- 2:10:57it can resolve it naturally
- 2:10:58understanding this is natural and not
- 2:11:00falling into depression or fear over it
- 2:11:03gaining something we don't get lost in
- 2:11:04delight losing it we don't get
- 2:11:07excessively upset
- 2:11:08rather we understand that the nature of
- 2:11:10things is that having appeared they then
- 2:11:12decline and disappear
- 2:11:14with such an attitude we can make our
- 2:11:16way in the world we are lokaweidu
- 2:11:19knower of the world
- 2:11:21knowing the world clearly and samudaya
- 2:11:24the cause of suffering is not created
- 2:11:26and tanaha is not born
- 2:11:28there is vitra knowledge of things as
- 2:11:30they really are and it illumines the
- 2:11:32world it illumines praise and blame it
- 2:11:35illumines gain and loss it illumines
- 2:11:38rank and and disrepute it clearly
- 2:11:40illumines birth aging illness and death
- 2:11:43in the mind of the practitioner
- 2:11:45that is someone who has reached the
- 2:11:46dharma
- 2:11:47such people no longer struggle with life
- 2:11:49and are no longer constantly in search
- 2:11:51of solutions they resolve what can be
- 2:11:54resolved acting as is appropriate
- 2:11:57that is how the buddha taught he taught
- 2:11:59those individuals who could be taught
- 2:12:01those who could not be taught he
- 2:12:02discarded and let go of
- 2:12:04even had he not discarded them they were
- 2:12:06still discarding themselves so he
- 2:12:08dropped them
- 2:12:10you might get the idea from this that
- 2:12:12the buddha must have been lacking in
- 2:12:13meta to discard people hey if you toss
- 2:12:16out a rotten mango are you lacking in
- 2:12:18meta you can't make any use of it that's
- 2:12:21all
- 2:12:22there was no way to get through to such
- 2:12:23people the buddha is praised as one with
- 2:12:25supreme wisdom he didn't merely gather
- 2:12:28everyone and everything together in a
- 2:12:29confused mess he was possessed of the
- 2:12:31divine eye and could clearly see all
- 2:12:33things as they really are
- 2:12:35he was the knower of the world
- 2:12:37as the knower of the world he saw danger
- 2:12:39in the round of sangsara
- 2:12:41for us who are his followers it's the
- 2:12:43same knowing all things as they are will
- 2:12:46bring us well-being
- 2:12:47where exactly are those things that
- 2:12:49cause us to have happiness and suffering
- 2:12:52think about it well
- 2:12:53there are only things that we create
- 2:12:55ourselves whenever we create the idea
- 2:12:57that something is us or ours we suffer
- 2:13:00things can bring us harm or benefit
- 2:13:02depending on our own understanding
- 2:13:04so the buddha taught us to pay attention
- 2:13:06to ourselves to our own actions and to
- 2:13:08the creations of our minds
- 2:13:11whenever we have extreme love or
- 2:13:13aversion to anyone or anything
- 2:13:15whenever we are particularly anxious
- 2:13:17that will lead us into great suffering
- 2:13:20this is important so take a good look at
- 2:13:22it
- 2:13:23investigate these feelings of strong
- 2:13:25love or aversion and then take a step
- 2:13:27back
- 2:13:28if you get too close they'll bite
- 2:13:31do you hear this
- 2:13:33if you grab out and caress these things
- 2:13:35they bite and they kick
- 2:13:37when you feed grass to your buffalo you
- 2:13:38have to be careful
- 2:13:40if you're careful when it kicks out it
- 2:13:42won't kick you you have to feed it and
- 2:13:45take care of it but you should be smart
- 2:13:47enough that you do that without getting
- 2:13:48bitten
- 2:13:49love for children relatives wealth and
- 2:13:51possessions will bite
- 2:13:53do you understand this when you feed it
- 2:13:55don't get too close
- 2:13:56when you give it water don't get too
- 2:13:58close
- 2:13:59pull on the rope when you need to
- 2:14:01this is the way of dumb recognizing
- 2:14:03impermanence unsatisfactoriness and lack
- 2:14:05of self recognizing the danger and
- 2:14:07employing caution and restraint in a
- 2:14:09mindful way
- 2:14:11arjun tongarat didn't teach a lot he
- 2:14:14always told us
- 2:14:15be really careful be really careful
- 2:14:18that's how he taught
- 2:14:19be really careful if you're not really
- 2:14:21careful you'll catch it on the chin
- 2:14:24this is really how it is even if you
- 2:14:26didn't say it it's still how it is if
- 2:14:28you're not really careful you'll catch
- 2:14:30it on the chin
- 2:14:32please understand this
- 2:14:34it's not someone else's concern
- 2:14:36the problem isn't other people loving or
- 2:14:38hating us others far away somewhere
- 2:14:41don't make us create cover and suffering
- 2:14:44it's our possessions our homes our
- 2:14:46families where we have to pay attention
- 2:14:48or what do you think
- 2:14:50these days where do you experience
- 2:14:52suffering
- 2:14:53where are you involved in love and hate
- 2:14:55and fear
- 2:14:56control yourselves take care of
- 2:14:58yourselves
- 2:15:00watch out you don't get bitten
- 2:15:02if they don't bite they might kick
- 2:15:05don't think that these things won't bite
- 2:15:07or kick if you do get bitten make sure
- 2:15:10it's only a little bit
- 2:15:11don't get kicked and bitten to pieces
- 2:15:13don't try to tell yourselves there's no
- 2:15:15danger
- 2:15:16possessions
- 2:15:18wealth
- 2:15:19fame loved ones
- 2:15:21all these can kick and bite if you're
- 2:15:23not mindful
- 2:15:25if you're mindful you'll be at ease
- 2:15:27be cautious and restrained
- 2:15:30when your mind starts grasping at things
- 2:15:31and making a big deal out of them you
- 2:15:33have to stop it
- 2:15:35it'll argue with you but you have to put
- 2:15:37your foot down
- 2:15:39stay in the middle as the mind comes and
- 2:15:40goes put sensual indulgence away on one
- 2:15:43side put self-torment away on the other
- 2:15:46side
- 2:15:47put love to one side hate to the other
- 2:15:49side put happiness to one side suffering
- 2:15:51to the other side
- 2:15:53remain in the middle without letting the
- 2:15:55mind go in either direction
- 2:15:59like these bodies of ours earth water
- 2:16:01fire and wind
- 2:16:02where is the person
- 2:16:06there isn't any person
- 2:16:08these few different things are put
- 2:16:10together and it's called a person
- 2:16:12that's a falsehood it's not real
- 2:16:15it's only real in the way of convention
- 2:16:18when the time comes the elements return
- 2:16:20to their old state
- 2:16:21we've only come to stay with them for a
- 2:16:23while so we have to let them go to
- 2:16:25return
- 2:16:26the part that is earth sent back to the
- 2:16:28earth the part that is water send back
- 2:16:31to be water
- 2:16:32the part that is fire send back to be
- 2:16:34fire the part that is wind sent back to
- 2:16:37be wind
- 2:16:38or will you try to go with them and keep
- 2:16:40something
- 2:16:42we come to rely on them for a while when
- 2:16:44it's time for them to go let them go
- 2:16:46when they come let them come all these
- 2:16:48phenomena sabara
- 2:16:50the principle or condition of nature
- 2:16:52things as they truly are
- 2:16:54they appear and then they disappear
- 2:16:55that's all we understand that all these
- 2:16:57things are flowing
- 2:16:59constantly appearing and disappearing
- 2:17:03making offerings listening to teachings
- 2:17:05practicing meditation whatever we do
- 2:17:07should be done for the purpose of
- 2:17:08developing wisdom
- 2:17:11developing wisdom is for the purpose of
- 2:17:12liberation freedom from all these
- 2:17:14conditions and phenomena when we are
- 2:17:16free then no matter what our situation
- 2:17:18is we don't have to suffer
- 2:17:20if we have children we don't have to
- 2:17:22suffer if we work we don't have to
- 2:17:24suffer
- 2:17:25if we have a house we don't have to
- 2:17:27suffer
- 2:17:28it's like a lotus in the water
- 2:17:31i grow in the water but i don't suffer
- 2:17:33because of the water i can't be drowned
- 2:17:35or burned because i live in the water
- 2:17:38when the water ebbs and flows it doesn't
- 2:17:40affect the lotus
- 2:17:42the water and the lotus can exist
- 2:17:44together without conflict
- 2:17:45they are together yet separate
- 2:17:48whatever is in the water nourishes the
- 2:17:50lotus and helps it grow into something
- 2:17:52beautiful
- 2:17:54it's the same for us
- 2:17:56wealth home family and all defilements
- 2:17:59of mind no longer defile us but rather
- 2:18:01help us to develop bury me the spiritual
- 2:18:04perfections
- 2:18:06in a grove of bamboo the old leaves pile
- 2:18:08up around the trees and when the rain
- 2:18:09falls they decompose and become
- 2:18:11fertilizer
- 2:18:12shoots grow and the trees develop
- 2:18:14because of the fertilizer and we have a
- 2:18:16source of food and income
- 2:18:18but it didn't look like anything good at
- 2:18:20all
- 2:18:21so be careful in the dry season if you
- 2:18:23set fires in the forest they'll burn up
- 2:18:25all the future fertilizer and the
- 2:18:26fertilizer will turn in you won't have
- 2:18:28any bamboo shoots to eat so if you burn
- 2:18:31the forest you burn the bamboo
- 2:18:32fertilizer if you burn the fertilizer
- 2:18:35you burn the trees and the grove dies
- 2:18:37you understand
- 2:18:39you and your families can live in
- 2:18:40happiness and harmony with your homes
- 2:18:42and possessions free of danger from
- 2:18:44floods or fire
- 2:18:46if a family is flooded or burned it's
- 2:18:48only because of the people in that
- 2:18:49family it's just like the bamboo's
- 2:18:51fertilizer the grove can be burned
- 2:18:53because of it or the grove can grow
- 2:18:55beautifully because of it
- 2:18:59things will grow beautifully and then
- 2:19:00not beautifully and then become
- 2:19:02beautiful again
- 2:19:03growing and degenerating and growing
- 2:19:05again and degenerating again this is the
- 2:19:07way of worldly phenomena
- 2:19:09if we know growth and degeneration for
- 2:19:11what they are we can find the conclusion
- 2:19:13to them
- 2:19:14things grow and reach their limit
- 2:19:16things degenerate and reach their limit
- 2:19:19but we remain constant
- 2:19:22it's like when there was a fire in ubon
- 2:19:23city
- 2:19:24people bemoaned about the destruction
- 2:19:26and shared a lot of tears over it
- 2:19:28but things were rebuilt after the fire
- 2:19:30and the new buildings are actually
- 2:19:31bigger and a lot better than what we had
- 2:19:33before and people enjoy the city more
- 2:19:35now
- 2:19:37this is how it is with the cycles of
- 2:19:38loss and development
- 2:19:40everything has its limits so the buddha
- 2:19:42wanted us always to be contemplating
- 2:19:45while we still live we should think
- 2:19:46about death
- 2:19:47don't consider it as something far away
- 2:19:50if you're poor don't try to harm or
- 2:19:53exploit others
- 2:19:54face the situation and work hard to help
- 2:19:56yourself
- 2:19:57if you're well off don't become
- 2:19:59forgetful in your wealth and comfort
- 2:20:01it's not very difficult for everything
- 2:20:03to be lost
- 2:20:05a rich person can become a pauper in a
- 2:20:06couple of days
- 2:20:08a pauper can become a rich person
- 2:20:10it's all owing to the fact that these
- 2:20:12conditions are impermanent and unstable
- 2:20:15that's the buddha said pamado machu no
- 2:20:18padang heedlessness is the way to death
- 2:20:21the heedless are like the dead
- 2:20:24don't be heedless
- 2:20:25all beings in all sankhara are unstable
- 2:20:27and impermanent don't form any
- 2:20:29attachment to them
- 2:20:31happy or sad progressing or falling
- 2:20:33apart in the end it all comes down to
- 2:20:35the same place please understand this
- 2:20:38living in the world and having this
- 2:20:40perspective we can be free of danger
- 2:20:42whatever we may gain or accomplish in
- 2:20:44the world because of our good comer is
- 2:20:45still of the world and subject to decay
- 2:20:48and loss so don't get too carried away
- 2:20:50by it
- 2:20:52it's like a beetle scratching at the
- 2:20:53earth
- 2:20:54it can scratch up a pile that is that's
- 2:20:56a lot bigger than itself but it's still
- 2:20:58only a pile of dirt
- 2:21:00if it works hard it makes a deep hole in
- 2:21:02the ground but it's still only a hole in
- 2:21:04the dirt
- 2:21:05if a buffalo drops a load of dung there
- 2:21:07it'll be bigger than the beetle's pile
- 2:21:08of earth
- 2:21:09but it still isn't anything that reaches
- 2:21:11to the sky
- 2:21:12it's all dirt
- 2:21:14worldly accomplishments are like this
- 2:21:16no matter how hard the beetles work
- 2:21:18they're just involved in dirt making
- 2:21:20holes and piles
- 2:21:22people who have good worldly camera have
- 2:21:24the intelligence to do well in the world
- 2:21:27but no matter how well they do they're
- 2:21:29still living in the world
- 2:21:31all the things they do are worldly and
- 2:21:32have their limits like the beetles
- 2:21:35scratching away at the earth
- 2:21:37the hole may go deep but it's in the
- 2:21:39earth the pile may get high but it's
- 2:21:41just a pile of dirt
- 2:21:43doing well getting a lot
- 2:21:45or just doing well and getting a lot in
- 2:21:47the world
- 2:21:49or please understand this and try to to
- 2:21:51develop detachment if you don't gain
- 2:21:53much be contented understanding that
- 2:21:55it's only the worldly if you gain a lot
- 2:21:57understand that it's only the worldly
- 2:21:59contemplate these truths and don't be
- 2:22:01heedless see both sides of things not
- 2:22:03getting stuck on one side when something
- 2:22:06delights you hold part of yourself back
- 2:22:08in reserve because that delight won't
- 2:22:10last
- 2:22:11when you are happy don't go completely
- 2:22:13over to its side because soon enough
- 2:22:15you'll be back on the other side with
- 2:22:17unhappiness
- 2:22:19this is
- 2:22:20the seventh talk in this collection
- 2:22:24entitled it can be done
- 2:22:27and this was also first
- 2:22:29published in
- 2:22:31the book everything is teaching us
- 2:22:33translated by paul breiter but there's
- 2:22:36no particular indication of what
- 2:22:39year or what occasion this was this was
- 2:22:42given
- 2:22:45at this time please determine your minds
- 2:22:47to listen to the dhamma
- 2:22:50today is the traditional day of dhamma
- 2:22:52sawana which means hearing or studying
- 2:22:55the dhamma the observance day
- 2:22:58it is the appropriate time for us the
- 2:23:00host of buddhists
- 2:23:01to study the dhamma in order to increase
- 2:23:03our mindfulness and wisdom
- 2:23:07giving and receiving the teachings is
- 2:23:08something we have been doing for a long
- 2:23:11time
- 2:23:11the activities we usually perform on
- 2:23:13this day chanting homage to the buddha
- 2:23:16taking moral precepts meditating and
- 2:23:18listening to the teachings should be
- 2:23:20understood as methods and principles for
- 2:23:22spiritual development
- 2:23:24they're not anything more than this
- 2:23:28when it comes to taking precepts for
- 2:23:30example a monk will proclaim the
- 2:23:31precepts and the lay people will vow to
- 2:23:33undertake them
- 2:23:35don't misunderstand what's going on
- 2:23:38the truth is that morality is not
- 2:23:40something that can be given
- 2:23:42it can't be really be requested or
- 2:23:45received from someone
- 2:23:47we can't give it to someone else
- 2:23:50in our vernacular we hear people say the
- 2:23:52venerable monk gave the precepts and we
- 2:23:56received the precepts
- 2:23:58we talked like this here in the
- 2:23:59countryside and so it has become our
- 2:24:01habitual way of understanding
- 2:24:04if we think like this
- 2:24:05that we come to receive the precepts
- 2:24:07from the monks on the lunar observance
- 2:24:09days and that if the monks won't
- 2:24:12give the precepts then we don't have
- 2:24:13morality that's only a tradition of
- 2:24:16delusion that we've inherited from our
- 2:24:17ancestors
- 2:24:19thinking in this way means that we give
- 2:24:21up our own responsibility
- 2:24:23not having firm trust and conviction in
- 2:24:25ourselves
- 2:24:27then it gets passed down to the next
- 2:24:28generation and they too come to receive
- 2:24:31precepts from the monks
- 2:24:33and the monks come to believe that
- 2:24:34they're the ones who give the precepts
- 2:24:36to the laity
- 2:24:38in fact morality and precepts are not
- 2:24:41like that
- 2:24:42they're not something to be given or
- 2:24:44received
- 2:24:45but on ceremonial occasions of making
- 2:24:47merit and the like we use this as a
- 2:24:49ritual form according to tradition and
- 2:24:52employ the terminology
- 2:24:54in truth morality resides with the
- 2:24:57intentions of people
- 2:24:59if you have the conscious determination
- 2:25:01to refrain from harmful activities and
- 2:25:02wrongdoing by way of body and speech
- 2:25:05morality is coming about within you
- 2:25:09you should know within yourself
- 2:25:11it is okay to take the vows with another
- 2:25:13person
- 2:25:14but you can also recollect the precepts
- 2:25:15by yourself
- 2:25:17if you don't know what they are you can
- 2:25:19request them from someone else
- 2:25:21it's not something very complicated or
- 2:25:23distant so really whenever we wish to
- 2:25:25receive morality and dhamma we have them
- 2:25:28right then
- 2:25:29it's just like the air that surrounds us
- 2:25:31everywhere
- 2:25:32whenever we breathe we take it in
- 2:25:34all manner of good and evil is like that
- 2:25:37if we wish to do good we can do it
- 2:25:39anywhere at any time
- 2:25:41we can do it alone or together with
- 2:25:42others
- 2:25:43evil is the same we can do it with a
- 2:25:45large or a small group in a hidden or an
- 2:25:48open place it's like this
- 2:25:51these are things that are already in
- 2:25:52existence but morality is something that
- 2:25:55we should consider normal for all humans
- 2:25:57to practice
- 2:25:59a person who has no morality is no
- 2:26:01different from an animal
- 2:26:03if you decide to live like an animal
- 2:26:05then of course there is no good or evil
- 2:26:07for you because an animal doesn't have
- 2:26:09any knowledge of such things
- 2:26:11a cat catch is nice but we don't say
- 2:26:13it's doing evil because it has no
- 2:26:15concepts or knowledge of good or bad
- 2:26:17right or wrong these beings are outside
- 2:26:20the circle of human beings it's the
- 2:26:22animal realm
- 2:26:24the buddha pointed out that this group
- 2:26:25is just living according to the animal
- 2:26:27kind of kama
- 2:26:28those who understand right and wrong
- 2:26:30good and evil are humans
- 2:26:33the buddha taught is dumber for humans
- 2:26:35if we people don't have morality and
- 2:26:37knowledge of these things then we're not
- 2:26:39much different from animals so it is
- 2:26:41appropriate that we study and learn
- 2:26:43about morality and make ourselves able
- 2:26:46this is taking advantage of the precious
- 2:26:48accomplishment of human existence and
- 2:26:50bringing it to fulfillment
- 2:26:53the profound dhamma is the teaching that
- 2:26:55morality is necessary
- 2:26:57when there is morazi we have a
- 2:26:59foundation on which we can progress in
- 2:27:01dhamma
- 2:27:02morality means the precepts concerning
- 2:27:04what is forbidden and what is
- 2:27:05permissible
- 2:27:07dhamma refers to nature and to humans
- 2:27:09knowing about nature
- 2:27:11how things exist according to nature
- 2:27:14nature is something we do not compose
- 2:27:17it exists as it is according to its
- 2:27:20conditions
- 2:27:21a simple example is animals
- 2:27:23a certain species such as peacocks is
- 2:27:26born with its various patterns and
- 2:27:28colours
- 2:27:29they were not created like that by
- 2:27:31humans or modified by humans
- 2:27:33they're born just that way according to
- 2:27:35nature
- 2:27:36this is a little example of how it is in
- 2:27:38nature
- 2:27:41all things of nature are existing in the
- 2:27:43world this is still talking about
- 2:27:45understanding from a worldly viewpoint
- 2:27:47the buddha taught dhamma for us to know
- 2:27:48nature
- 2:27:49to let go of it and to let it exist
- 2:27:51according to its conditions
- 2:27:53this is talking about the external
- 2:27:55material world
- 2:27:57as to nama dhamma mental phenomena
- 2:28:00meaning the mind it cannot be left to
- 2:28:02follow its own conditions
- 2:28:04it has to be trained in the end we can
- 2:28:06say that mind is the teacher of body and
- 2:28:08speech so it needs to be well trained
- 2:28:11letting it go according to its natural
- 2:28:13urges just makes one an animal
- 2:28:15it has to be instructed and trained
- 2:28:17it should come to know nature but should
- 2:28:19not merely be left to follow nature
- 2:28:24we're born into this world and all of us
- 2:28:26will naturally have the afflictions of
- 2:28:28desire anger and delusion
- 2:28:31desire makes us crave after various
- 2:28:33things and causes the mind to be in a
- 2:28:34state of imbalance and turmoil
- 2:28:37nature is like that
- 2:28:38he will just not do to let the mind go
- 2:28:40after these impulses of craving
- 2:28:42it only leads to heat and distress
- 2:28:45it's better to train in dhamma in truth
- 2:28:49when aversion occurs in us we want to
- 2:28:51express anger towards people
- 2:28:53it may even get to the point of
- 2:28:54physically attacking or killing people
- 2:28:57but we don't just let it go quote
- 2:29:00unquote according to its nature
- 2:29:02we know the nature of what is occurring
- 2:29:04we see it for what it is and teach the
- 2:29:06mind about it this is studying dhamma
- 2:29:11delusion is the same when it happens
- 2:29:13we're confused about things
- 2:29:15if we just leave it as it is we remain
- 2:29:17in ignorance
- 2:29:19so the buddha told us to know nature to
- 2:29:21teach nature to train and adjust nature
- 2:29:24to know exactly what nature is
- 2:29:27for example people are born with
- 2:29:29physical form and mind
- 2:29:31in the beginning these things are born
- 2:29:33in the middle they change and in the end
- 2:29:35they are extinguished
- 2:29:36this is ordinary this is their nature
- 2:29:39we cannot do much to alter these facts
- 2:29:42we train our minds as we can and when
- 2:29:45the time comes we have to let go of it
- 2:29:47all
- 2:29:47beyond the ability of humans to change
- 2:29:49this or get beyond it
- 2:29:51the dharma that the buddha taught is
- 2:29:52something to be applied while we're here
- 2:29:55for making actions words and thoughts
- 2:29:57correct and proper he was teaching the
- 2:29:58minds of people so that they would not
- 2:30:00be deluded in regard to nature
- 2:30:02conventional reality and supposition
- 2:30:05the teacher instructed us to see the
- 2:30:07world his dharma was a teaching that is
- 2:30:09above and beyond the world
- 2:30:12we are in the world we're born into this
- 2:30:13world
- 2:30:14that he taught us to transcend the world
- 2:30:16and not be a prisoner to worldly ways
- 2:30:18and habits
- 2:30:20it's like a diamond that falls into a
- 2:30:22muddy pit no matter how much dirt and
- 2:30:24filth covers it that does not destroy
- 2:30:26its radiance the hues and the worth of
- 2:30:28it
- 2:30:29even though the mud is stuck to it the
- 2:30:31diamond does not lose anything but is
- 2:30:34just as it originally was
- 2:30:36there are two separate things
- 2:30:38so the buddha taught to be above the
- 2:30:40world which means knowing the world
- 2:30:42clearly
- 2:30:43by the world he does not mean so much
- 2:30:45the earth and the sky and the elements
- 2:30:47but rather the mind the wheel of samsara
- 2:30:52within the hearts of people he meant
- 2:30:54this wheel this world this is the world
- 2:30:56the buddha knew clearly
- 2:30:58when we talk about knowing the world
- 2:30:59clearly we're talking about these things
- 2:31:02if it were otherwise the buddha would
- 2:31:04have had to be flying everywhere to know
- 2:31:06the world clearly quote unquote it's not
- 2:31:08like that
- 2:31:10it's a single point
- 2:31:11all dumbers come down to one single
- 2:31:13point
- 2:31:14for instance people which means men and
- 2:31:17women
- 2:31:18if we observe one man and one woman we
- 2:31:20know the nature of all people in the
- 2:31:22universe they're not that different
- 2:31:25another example is learning about heat
- 2:31:27if we just know this one point the
- 2:31:29quality of being hot
- 2:31:30it doesn't matter what source or cause
- 2:31:32the heat is
- 2:31:34the condition of hot is such
- 2:31:37if we know clearly this one point then
- 2:31:39wherever we there may be hotness in the
- 2:31:41universe we know it is like this
- 2:31:44because the buddha knew a single point
- 2:31:46his knowledge encompassed the world
- 2:31:48knowing coldness to be a certain way
- 2:31:50when he encountered coldness anywhere in
- 2:31:52the world he already knew it
- 2:31:54he taught a single point for beings
- 2:31:56living in the world to know the world to
- 2:31:59know the nature of the world to know
- 2:32:01people men and women
- 2:32:02no to know the manner of existence of
- 2:32:05beings in the world
- 2:32:06his knowledge was such
- 2:32:08knowing one point he knew all things
- 2:32:12the dhamma that the teacher expanded was
- 2:32:14for going beyond suffering
- 2:32:16so what is this going beyond suffering
- 2:32:18all about
- 2:32:19what should we do to escape from
- 2:32:20suffering
- 2:32:23it is necessary for us to do some study
- 2:32:26we need to come and study the thinking
- 2:32:27and feeling in our hearts
- 2:32:29just that
- 2:32:30it is something that we are presently
- 2:32:32unable to change
- 2:32:34we can be free of all suffering and on
- 2:32:36satisfactionness in life just by
- 2:32:37changing this one point
- 2:32:39our habitual worldview our way of
- 2:32:41thinking and feeling
- 2:32:43if we come to have a new sense of things
- 2:32:45a new understanding we transcend the old
- 2:32:47perceptions and understanding
- 2:32:50the authentic dhamma of the buddha is
- 2:32:51not something pointing far away
- 2:32:54it teaches about atar self and that
- 2:32:57things are not really self
- 2:32:59that's all all the teachings of the
- 2:33:01buddha gave were pointing out that this
- 2:33:03is not a self this does not belong to a
- 2:33:05self there is no such thing as ourselves
- 2:33:07or others
- 2:33:09now when we contact this we can't really
- 2:33:12read it we don't translate the number
- 2:33:15correctly
- 2:33:16we still think this is me this is mine
- 2:33:19we attach to things and invest them with
- 2:33:21meaning
- 2:33:22when we do this we can't yet disentangle
- 2:33:24from them the involvement is deepens and
- 2:33:26the mess gets worse and worse
- 2:33:28if we know that there is no self the
- 2:33:30body and mind are really
- 2:33:32as the buddha taught then when we keep
- 2:33:34on investigating eventually we will come
- 2:33:37to the realization of the actual
- 2:33:39condition of selflessness
- 2:33:41we will genuinely realize that there is
- 2:33:43no self or other
- 2:33:46pleasure is merely pleasure feeling is
- 2:33:48merely feeling
- 2:33:49memory is merely memory thinking is
- 2:33:51merely thinking
- 2:33:53they're all things that are merely such
- 2:33:56happiness is merely happiness suffering
- 2:33:58is merely suffering good is merely good
- 2:34:01evil is merely evil
- 2:34:03everything exists merely thus
- 2:34:07there is no real happiness or real
- 2:34:09suffering
- 2:34:11there are just merely existing
- 2:34:13conditions merely happy merely suffering
- 2:34:15merely hot merely cold merely a being or
- 2:34:18a person
- 2:34:19you should keep looking to see that
- 2:34:21things are only so much
- 2:34:24only earth only water only fire only
- 2:34:26wind
- 2:34:27we should keep on reading these things
- 2:34:29and investigating this point
- 2:34:32eventually our perception will change
- 2:34:34we will have a different feeling about
- 2:34:36things the tightly held conviction that
- 2:34:38there is a self and things belonging to
- 2:34:40itself will gradually come undone
- 2:34:42when this sense of things is removed
- 2:34:44then the opposite perception will keep
- 2:34:46increasing steadily
- 2:34:48when the realization of alatar comes to
- 2:34:50full measure we'll be able to relate to
- 2:34:52the things of the world
- 2:34:54to our most cherished possessions and
- 2:34:56involvements to friends and relations
- 2:34:58to wealth accomplishments and status
- 2:35:01just the same as we do to our clothes
- 2:35:03when shirts and trousers are new we wear
- 2:35:05them they get dirty and we wash them
- 2:35:08after some time they're worn out and we
- 2:35:09discard them
- 2:35:11there is nothing out of the ordinary
- 2:35:12there
- 2:35:13we're constantly getting rid of the old
- 2:35:15things and starting to need to use new
- 2:35:17garments
- 2:35:19we will have exactly the same feelings
- 2:35:20about our existence in this world
- 2:35:22we will not cry or moan over things and
- 2:35:25not be tormented or burdened by them
- 2:35:28they remain the same things as they were
- 2:35:29before but our feeling and understanding
- 2:35:31of them has changed
- 2:35:34now our knowledge will be exalted and we
- 2:35:36will see truth
- 2:35:37we will have attained supreme vision and
- 2:35:39have learned the authentic knowledge of
- 2:35:41the dhamma that we ought to know and see
- 2:35:44where is the dhamma that we ought to
- 2:35:46know and see
- 2:35:47it's right here within us within this
- 2:35:49body in mind we have it already we
- 2:35:52should come to know and see it
- 2:35:55all of us have been born into this human
- 2:35:57realm
- 2:35:58whatever we gained by that we're gonna
- 2:36:00lose
- 2:36:01we've seen people born and seen them die
- 2:36:04we just see this happening but don't
- 2:36:06really see clearly when there's a birth
- 2:36:09we rejoice over it when people die we
- 2:36:11cry for them
- 2:36:13there's no end
- 2:36:14it goes on in this way and there's no
- 2:36:16end to our foolishness
- 2:36:18seeing birth we're foolhardy seeing
- 2:36:20death we are foolhardy
- 2:36:22there's only this unending foolishness
- 2:36:25so let's take a look at all this
- 2:36:28these things are natural occurrences
- 2:36:31contemplate the dhamma here the dhamma
- 2:36:33that we should know and see
- 2:36:35the stoma is existing right now make it
- 2:36:38make up your minds about this exert
- 2:36:40restraint and self-control
- 2:36:42now we are amidst the things of this
- 2:36:45life we shouldn't have fears of death
- 2:36:47we should fear the lower realms don't
- 2:36:50fear dying rather be afraid of falling
- 2:36:52into hell
- 2:36:54you should be afraid of doing wrong
- 2:36:55while you still have life
- 2:36:57these are old things we're dealing with
- 2:36:59not new things
- 2:37:01some people are alive but don't know
- 2:37:03themselves at all they think what's the
- 2:37:05big deal about what i do now
- 2:37:07i can't know what's going to happen when
- 2:37:08i die
- 2:37:10they don't think about the new seeds
- 2:37:11they are creating for the future
- 2:37:13they only see the old fruit
- 2:37:16they fixate on present experience not
- 2:37:18realizing that if there is fruit it must
- 2:37:21have come from a seed
- 2:37:22and that within the fruit that we have
- 2:37:24now are the seeds for future fruit
- 2:37:27these seeds are just waiting to be
- 2:37:28planted
- 2:37:30actions born of ignorance continue the
- 2:37:32chain in this way but when you're eating
- 2:37:34the fruit you don't think about all the
- 2:37:36implications
- 2:37:38wherever the mind has a lot of
- 2:37:39attachment we will experience intense
- 2:37:41suffering intense grief intense
- 2:37:44difficulty right there the place we
- 2:37:46experience the most problems is the
- 2:37:48place we have the most attraction
- 2:37:50longing and concern
- 2:37:52please try to to resolve this now while
- 2:37:54you still have life and breath keep on
- 2:37:56looking at it and reading it until you
- 2:37:58are able to translate it and solve the
- 2:38:01problem
- 2:38:03whatever we are experiencing as part of
- 2:38:05our lives now one day we will be parted
- 2:38:08from it
- 2:38:09so don't just pass the time
- 2:38:11practice spiritual cultivation
- 2:38:14take this parting this separation and
- 2:38:17loss as your object of contemplation
- 2:38:19right now in the present until you're
- 2:38:21clever and skilled in it until you can
- 2:38:23see that it is ordinary and natural
- 2:38:26when there is anxiety and regret over it
- 2:38:29have the wisdom to recognize the limits
- 2:38:31of this anxiety and regret
- 2:38:33knowing what they are according to the
- 2:38:35truth
- 2:38:37if you can consider things in this way
- 2:38:39then wisdom will arise
- 2:38:41whenever suffering occurs wisdom can
- 2:38:43arise there if we investigate
- 2:38:46but people generally do not want to
- 2:38:48investigate
- 2:38:50wherever pleasant or unpleasant
- 2:38:52experience happens wisdom can arise
- 2:38:54there
- 2:38:55if we know happiness and suffering for
- 2:38:56what they really are then we know the
- 2:38:58dharma
- 2:38:59if we know the dhamma we know the world
- 2:39:01clearly if we know the world clearly we
- 2:39:03know the dhamma
- 2:39:05actually for most of us if something is
- 2:39:07displeasing
- 2:39:08we don't really want to know about it
- 2:39:11we get caught up in the aversion to it
- 2:39:14if we dislike someone we don't want to
- 2:39:16look at his face or get anywhere near
- 2:39:17him
- 2:39:18this is the mark of a foolish unskillful
- 2:39:21person
- 2:39:22this is not the way of a good person
- 2:39:25if we like someone then of course we
- 2:39:27want to be close to him and make every
- 2:39:29effort to be with him taking delight in
- 2:39:31his company
- 2:39:32they are actually the same
- 2:39:34like the palm and the back of the hand
- 2:39:36when we turn the hand up and see the
- 2:39:38palm the back of the hand is hidden from
- 2:39:40sight when we turn it over then the palm
- 2:39:42is not seen
- 2:39:45pleasure hides pain pain hides pleasure
- 2:39:47from our sight
- 2:39:49wrong covers upright right covers wrong
- 2:39:52just looking at one side our knowledge
- 2:39:54is not complete
- 2:39:56oh let's do things completely while we
- 2:39:58still have life
- 2:39:59keep on looking at things separating
- 2:40:01truth from falsehood
- 2:40:03noting how things really are getting to
- 2:40:05the end of it reaching peace
- 2:40:08when the time comes we'll be able to cut
- 2:40:10through and let go completely
- 2:40:12now we have to firmly attempt to
- 2:40:14separate things and keep trying to cut
- 2:40:16through
- 2:40:18the buddha taught about hair nails skin
- 2:40:21and teeth
- 2:40:23he taught us to separate them
- 2:40:25a person who does not know about
- 2:40:27separating only knows about holding them
- 2:40:29to himself
- 2:40:31now while we've not yet parted from
- 2:40:33these things we should be skillful in
- 2:40:34meditating on them
- 2:40:36we've not yet left this world so we
- 2:40:38should be careful
- 2:40:40we should contemplate a lot making
- 2:40:41copious charitable offerings recite the
- 2:40:44scriptures a lot practice a lot
- 2:40:46we should develop insight into
- 2:40:48impermanence and satisfactionness and
- 2:40:50selflessness
- 2:40:52even if the mind does not want to listen
- 2:40:54we should keep on breaking things up
- 2:40:55like this and come to know in the
- 2:40:57present
- 2:40:59this can most definitely be done
- 2:41:01one can realize knowledge that
- 2:41:02transcends the world
- 2:41:05we are stuck in the world
- 2:41:06and this is a way to destroy quote
- 2:41:09unquote the world
- 2:41:10through contemplating and seeing beyond
- 2:41:13the world so that we can transcend the
- 2:41:15world in our being
- 2:41:16even while we're still living in this
- 2:41:18world our view can be above the world
- 2:41:23in a worldly existence one creates both
- 2:41:25good and evil
- 2:41:27now we try to practice virtue and give
- 2:41:28up evil when good results come then you
- 2:41:31should not be under that good
- 2:41:33but be able to transcend it
- 2:41:36if you do not transcend it then you will
- 2:41:37become a slave to virtue and to your
- 2:41:39concepts of what is good
- 2:41:42it puts you in difficulty there will not
- 2:41:44be an end to your tears
- 2:41:46it doesn't matter how much good you have
- 2:41:48practiced if you're attached to it then
- 2:41:50you're still not free and there'll be no
- 2:41:52end to tears
- 2:41:54but one who transcends good as well as
- 2:41:56evil has no more tears to shed they've
- 2:41:59dried up
- 2:42:00there can be an end
- 2:42:02we should learn to use virtue not to be
- 2:42:04used by virtue
- 2:42:08in a nutshell the point of the teaching
- 2:42:10of the buddha is to transform one's view
- 2:42:14it is possible to change it
- 2:42:16it only requires looking at things
- 2:42:19and then it happens
- 2:42:21having been born will experience aging
- 2:42:23illness death and separation these
- 2:42:25things are right here we don't need to
- 2:42:27look up at the sky or down to the earth
- 2:42:30the dhamma that we need to see and to
- 2:42:31know can be seen right here within us
- 2:42:33every moment every day
- 2:42:36when there is birth we're filled with
- 2:42:37joy when there's death we grieve
- 2:42:39that's how we spend our lives
- 2:42:42these are the things we need to know
- 2:42:43about
- 2:42:44but we've still not really looked into
- 2:42:46them and seen the truth
- 2:42:48we're stuck deep in this ignorance we
- 2:42:50ask
- 2:42:51when will we see the dhamma but it is
- 2:42:53right here to be seen in the present
- 2:42:57this is the dhamma we should learn about
- 2:42:58and see
- 2:42:59this is what the buddha taught about
- 2:43:01he did not teach about gods and demons
- 2:43:03and nagas protective deities jealous
- 2:43:06demigods nature spirits and the like
- 2:43:08he taught the things that one should
- 2:43:10know and see
- 2:43:12these are truths that we really should
- 2:43:14be able to realize
- 2:43:16external phenomena like this exhibiting
- 2:43:19the three characteristics
- 2:43:21of impermanence and satisfactoriness and
- 2:43:24not self
- 2:43:26if we really take an interest in all of
- 2:43:28this and contemplate seriously we can
- 2:43:30gain genuine knowledge
- 2:43:32if this was something that could not be
- 2:43:34done the buddha would not have bothered
- 2:43:35to talk about it
- 2:43:37how many tens and hundreds of thousands
- 2:43:39of his followers have come to
- 2:43:40realization
- 2:43:42if one is really keen on looking at
- 2:43:44things one can come to know
- 2:43:47the dhamma is like that
- 2:43:49we're living in this world the buddha
- 2:43:51wanted us to know the world
- 2:43:52living in the world we gain our
- 2:43:54knowledge from the world
- 2:43:56the buddha is said to be lokavitu one
- 2:43:58who knows the world clearly it means
- 2:44:00living in the world but not being stuck
- 2:44:02in the ways of the world living among
- 2:44:04attraction and aversion but not stuck in
- 2:44:07attraction and aversion
- 2:44:09this can be spoken about and explained
- 2:44:10in ordinary language this is how the
- 2:44:12buddha taught
- 2:44:14normally we speak in terms of
- 2:44:16self talking about me and mine you and
- 2:44:19yours
- 2:44:20but the mind can remain uninterruptedly
- 2:44:22in the realization of anata selflessness
- 2:44:26think about it when we talk to children
- 2:44:28we speak in one way
- 2:44:30when dealing with adults we speak in
- 2:44:31another way if we use words appropriate
- 2:44:34to children to speak with adults or use
- 2:44:36adults words to speak with children it
- 2:44:38won't work out
- 2:44:41we have to know the proper use of
- 2:44:42conventions when we're talking to
- 2:44:44children
- 2:44:45it can be appropriate to talk about me
- 2:44:47and mine you and yours and so forth but
- 2:44:49inwardly the mind is dhamma
- 2:44:52dwelling in realization of anata
- 2:44:54you should have this kind of foundation
- 2:44:56so the buddha said that you should take
- 2:44:58the dhamma as your foundation basis and
- 2:45:00practice when living in the world
- 2:45:02it's not right to take your ideas
- 2:45:04desires and opinions as a basis
- 2:45:07the dhamma should be your standard
- 2:45:10if you take yourself as a standard you
- 2:45:12become self-absorbed
- 2:45:14if you take someone else as your
- 2:45:15standard you're merely infatuated with
- 2:45:17that person
- 2:45:19being enthralled with ourselves with
- 2:45:20another person is not the way of dhamma
- 2:45:24the dharma does not incline to any
- 2:45:26person or follow personalities
- 2:45:29it follows the truth
- 2:45:30it is not simply accord with the likes
- 2:45:32and dislikes of people
- 2:45:34such a ritual reactions have nothing to
- 2:45:36do with the truth of things
- 2:45:39if we really consider all of this and
- 2:45:41investigate thoroughly to know the truth
- 2:45:43then we will enter the correct path
- 2:45:45our way of living will become correct
- 2:45:47thinking will be correct our actions and
- 2:45:49speech will be correct
- 2:45:51so we really should look into all of
- 2:45:53this
- 2:45:54why is it that we have suffering
- 2:45:57because of lack of knowledge
- 2:45:59not knowing where things begin and end
- 2:46:01not understanding the causes this is
- 2:46:03ignorance
- 2:46:05when there is this ignorance then
- 2:46:06various desires arise and being driven
- 2:46:09by them we create the causes of
- 2:46:11suffering
- 2:46:12then the result must be suffering when
- 2:46:14you gather firewood and light a match to
- 2:46:16it expecting not to have any heat what
- 2:46:18are your chances
- 2:46:20you're creating a fire aren't you
- 2:46:22this is origination itself
- 2:46:25if you understand these things morality
- 2:46:28will be born here
- 2:46:29dhamma will be born here so prepare
- 2:46:31yourselves
- 2:46:33the buddha advised us to prepare
- 2:46:35ourselves
- 2:46:36you don't need to have too many concerns
- 2:46:38or anxieties about things just look here
- 2:46:41look at the place without desires
- 2:46:44the place without danger
- 2:46:46the buddha taught nibana pachayo hoto
- 2:46:49let it be a cause for nibana if it will
- 2:46:52be a cause for realization of nirvana it
- 2:46:54means looking at the place where things
- 2:46:56are empty
- 2:46:58where things are done with
- 2:46:59but they reach their end
- 2:47:01where they are exhausted
- 2:47:03look at the place where there are no
- 2:47:05more causes
- 2:47:06where there is no more self or other me
- 2:47:08or mine
- 2:47:10this looking becomes a cause or
- 2:47:11condition a condition for attaining
- 2:47:13nibana
- 2:47:15practicing generosity becomes the cause
- 2:47:18for realizing nibana
- 2:47:20practicing morality becomes a cause for
- 2:47:23realizing nibana
- 2:47:25listening to the teachings becomes a
- 2:47:27cause for realizing nirvana
- 2:47:29thus we can dedicate all our dharma
- 2:47:31activities to become causes for nirvana
- 2:47:35but if we're not looking towards nirvana
- 2:47:37if we're looking at self and other
- 2:47:38unattachment and grasping without end
- 2:47:40this does not become a cause for nibana
- 2:47:44when we deal with others and they talk
- 2:47:46about self about me and mine about what
- 2:47:47is ours we immediately agree with this
- 2:47:49viewpoint we immediately think yeah
- 2:47:52that's right
- 2:47:53but it's not right
- 2:47:55even if the mind is saying right right
- 2:47:58we have to exert control over it
- 2:48:01it's the same as the child who is afraid
- 2:48:03of ghosts
- 2:48:04maybe the parents are afraid too but it
- 2:48:06won't do for the parents to talk about
- 2:48:08it if they do the child will feel that
- 2:48:10he has no protection or security
- 2:48:13no of course daddy is not afraid don't
- 2:48:16worry daddy's here there are no ghosts
- 2:48:18there's nothing to worry about
- 2:48:20well the father might really be afraid
- 2:48:22too
- 2:48:23if he starts talking about it they'll
- 2:48:25all get so worked up about ghosts that
- 2:48:27they'll jump up and run away father
- 2:48:28mother and child and end up homeless
- 2:48:31this is not being clever
- 2:48:33you have to look at things clearly and
- 2:48:35learn how to deal with them
- 2:48:37even when you feel that deluded
- 2:48:39appearances are real you have to tell
- 2:48:41yourself they are not
- 2:48:43go against it like this
- 2:48:46teach yourself inwardly
- 2:48:49when the mind is experiencing the world
- 2:48:50in terms of self saying it's true
- 2:48:53you have to be able to tell it it's not
- 2:48:55true
- 2:48:57you should be floating above the water
- 2:48:59and not be submerged by the flood waters
- 2:49:00of worldly habit
- 2:49:02the water is flooding our hearts if we
- 2:49:05run after things
- 2:49:06do we have a look at what's going on
- 2:49:08will there be anyone watching the house
- 2:49:13nibana
- 2:49:15one need not aim at anything or wish for
- 2:49:18anything at all just aim for nimana
- 2:49:21or manner of becoming in birth merit and
- 2:49:23virtue in the worldly way do not lead
- 2:49:25them
- 2:49:26we don't need to be wishing for a lot of
- 2:49:28things making merit and skillful comma
- 2:49:31hoping it will cause us to attain some
- 2:49:33better state
- 2:49:34just aim directly for nirvana
- 2:49:37wanting sealer wanting tranquility we
- 2:49:40just end up in the same old place
- 2:49:42it's not necessary to to desire these
- 2:49:44things
- 2:49:45we should just wish for the place of
- 2:49:47cessation
- 2:49:50it's like this
- 2:49:52throughout all our becoming in birth
- 2:49:54all of us are so terribly anxious about
- 2:49:56so many things
- 2:49:58when there is separation when there's
- 2:49:59death we cry and lament
- 2:50:02i can only think how utterly foolish
- 2:50:04this is what are we crying
- 2:50:06about where do you think people are
- 2:50:08going anyhow
- 2:50:10if they're still bound up in becoming in
- 2:50:12birth they're not really going away
- 2:50:15when children grow up and move to the
- 2:50:16big city of bangkok they still think of
- 2:50:18their parents
- 2:50:19they won't be missing someone else's
- 2:50:21parents just their own
- 2:50:23when they return they will go to their
- 2:50:24parents home not to somebody else's
- 2:50:27when they go away again they'll still
- 2:50:29think about their home here in ubun
- 2:50:31will they be homesick for some other
- 2:50:33place
- 2:50:34what do you think so when the breath
- 2:50:37ends and we die
- 2:50:38no matter through how many lifetimes if
- 2:50:40the causes for becoming in birth still
- 2:50:42exist the consciousness is likely to try
- 2:50:45and take birth in a place it is familiar
- 2:50:47with
- 2:50:48i think we're just too fearful about all
- 2:50:50of this so please don't go crying about
- 2:50:52it too much
- 2:50:54think about this
- 2:50:59kama drives beings into their various
- 2:51:01births they don't go very far spinning
- 2:51:04back and forth through the rounds of
- 2:51:05births that's all it's just changing
- 2:51:08appearances
- 2:51:09appearing with a different face next
- 2:51:10time but we don't know it
- 2:51:12just coming and going going and
- 2:51:14returning in the loop of sansara not
- 2:51:16really going anywhere just staying there
- 2:51:19like a mango that's shaking off the tree
- 2:51:21like the snare that does not get the
- 2:51:23wasps nest and falls to the ground it's
- 2:51:26not going anywhere it's just staying
- 2:51:28there
- 2:51:29so the buddha said
- 2:51:30nibana pachayo hotu
- 2:51:33let your only aim be nibana strive hard
- 2:51:35to accomplish this don't end up like the
- 2:51:38mango falling to the ground and going
- 2:51:40nowhere
- 2:51:42transform your sense of things like this
- 2:51:45if you can change it you will know great
- 2:51:47peace
- 2:51:48change please
- 2:51:50come to see and know
- 2:51:52these are things one should know indeed
- 2:51:54if you do see and know
- 2:51:56then where else do you need to go
- 2:51:59morality will come to be
- 2:52:01dharma will come to be
- 2:52:03it's nothing far away so please
- 2:52:05investigate this
- 2:52:07when you transform your view
- 2:52:09you will realize that it's like watching
- 2:52:11leaves fall from the trees
- 2:52:14when they get old and dry they fall from
- 2:52:16the tree
- 2:52:17and when the season comes they begin to
- 2:52:19appear again
- 2:52:21would anyone cry when leaves fall or
- 2:52:24laugh when they grow
- 2:52:26if you did you'd be insane wouldn't you
- 2:52:28it's just this much
- 2:52:30if we can see things in this way we'll
- 2:52:32be okay
- 2:52:34we will know that this is just the
- 2:52:35natural order of things
- 2:52:37it doesn't matter how many births we
- 2:52:39undergo it'll always be like this when
- 2:52:42one studies dharma gains clear knowledge
- 2:52:44and undergoes a change of world view
- 2:52:45like this one will realize peace and be
- 2:52:48free of bewilderment about the phenomena
- 2:52:50of this life
- 2:52:52but the important point really is that
- 2:52:54we have life now in the present
- 2:52:56we are experiencing the results of past
- 2:52:59deeds right now
- 2:53:01when beings are born into the world this
- 2:53:03is the manifestation of past actions
- 2:53:06whatever happiness or suffering beings
- 2:53:07have in the present is the fruit
- 2:53:10of what they have done previously
- 2:53:12it's born of the past and experienced in
- 2:53:14the present
- 2:53:16then this present experience becomes the
- 2:53:18basis for the future as we create
- 2:53:20further causes under its influence and
- 2:53:22so future experience becomes the result
- 2:53:26the movement from one birth to the next
- 2:53:28also happens in this way
- 2:53:30you should understand this
- 2:53:32by listening to the dummy should resolve
- 2:53:34your doubts it should clarify your view
- 2:53:36of things and alter your way of living
- 2:53:39when doubts are resolved suffering can
- 2:53:41end stop creating desires and mental
- 2:53:43afflictions
- 2:53:44then whatever you experience if
- 2:53:46something is displeasing to you you'll
- 2:53:48not suffer over it because you
- 2:53:50understand its changeability
- 2:53:52if something is pleasing to you you'll
- 2:53:54not get carried away and become
- 2:53:56intoxicated by it because you know the
- 2:53:58way to let go of things appropriately
- 2:54:00you maintain a balanced perspective
- 2:54:02because you understand impermanence and
- 2:54:04know how to resolve things according to
- 2:54:06dhamma you know the good and bad
- 2:54:08conditions are always changing
- 2:54:10knowing internal phenomena you
- 2:54:12understand external phenomena
- 2:54:14not attached to the external you're not
- 2:54:17attached to the internal
- 2:54:19observing things within yourself or
- 2:54:21outside yourself it's all completely the
- 2:54:23same
- 2:54:24in this way we can dwell in a natural
- 2:54:26state which is peaceful and tranquil
- 2:54:28which is peace and tranquility
- 2:54:31if we're criticized we remain
- 2:54:32undisturbed if we are praised we are
- 2:54:35undisturbed
- 2:54:36let things be in this way
- 2:54:38don't be influenced by others
- 2:54:40this is freedom
- 2:54:42knowing the two extremes for what they
- 2:54:44are one can experience well-being
- 2:54:47one does not stop at either side
- 2:54:49this is genuine happiness and peace
- 2:54:51transcending all things of the world
- 2:54:54one transcends all good and evil one is
- 2:54:56above cause and effect beyond birth and
- 2:54:59death
- 2:55:01born into this world one can transcend
- 2:55:03the world
- 2:55:05to be beyond the world knowing the world
- 2:55:07this is the aim of the buddha's teaching
- 2:55:09he did not aim for people to suffer
- 2:55:11he desired people to attain peace know
- 2:55:14the truth of things and realize wisdom
- 2:55:16this is dumber knowing the nature of
- 2:55:18things
- 2:55:20whatever exists in the world is nature
- 2:55:22there's no need to be in confusion about
- 2:55:24it wherever you are the same laws apply
- 2:55:28the most important point is that while
- 2:55:30we still have life we should train the
- 2:55:32mind to be even in regard to things
- 2:55:35we should be able to share wealth and
- 2:55:37possessions
- 2:55:39when the time comes we should give a
- 2:55:40portion to those in need just as if we
- 2:55:42were giving things to our own children
- 2:55:45sharing things like this we'll feel
- 2:55:47happy if we can give away all our wealth
- 2:55:49then whenever our breath may stop
- 2:55:51there'll be no attachment or anxiety
- 2:55:53because everything is gone
- 2:55:56the buddha taught to quote die before
- 2:55:59you die unquote
- 2:56:00to be finished with things before they
- 2:56:02are finished
- 2:56:03then you can be at ease
- 2:56:06let things break before they're broken
- 2:56:08let them finish before they are finished
- 2:56:10this is the buddha's intention in
- 2:56:11teaching the dhamma
- 2:56:13even if you listen to teachings for a
- 2:56:15hundred or a thousand eons if you do not
- 2:56:17understand these points you won't be
- 2:56:19able to undo your suffering and you'll
- 2:56:20not find peace you'll not see the dhamma
- 2:56:25but understanding these things according
- 2:56:26to the buddha's intention and being able
- 2:56:28to resolve things is called seeing the
- 2:56:30dhamma
- 2:56:32this view of things can make an end of
- 2:56:34suffering it can relieve all heat and
- 2:56:36distress
- 2:56:38whoever strives sincerely and is
- 2:56:40diligent in practice who can endure
- 2:56:43who trains and develops themselves to
- 2:56:44full measure those persons will attain
- 2:56:47to peace and cessation
- 2:56:49wherever they stay they will have no
- 2:56:51suffering
- 2:56:52whether they are young or old they'll be
- 2:56:54free of suffering whatever their
- 2:56:56situation whatever work they have to
- 2:56:58perform they'll have no suffering
- 2:57:00because their minds have reached a place
- 2:57:02where suffering is exhausted
- 2:57:04but there is peace
- 2:57:05it is like this
- 2:57:07it's a matter of nature
- 2:57:10the buddha that said to change one's
- 2:57:11perceptions and they'll be the dhamma
- 2:57:14when the mind is in harmony with dhamma
- 2:57:16then dhamma enters the heart
- 2:57:19the mind and the dhamma become
- 2:57:21indistinguishable
- 2:57:22the changing of one's view and
- 2:57:24experience of things is something to be
- 2:57:26realized by those who practice
- 2:57:29the entire dhamma is pachitang to be
- 2:57:31experienced for oneself to be known
- 2:57:34personally
- 2:57:35it cannot be given by anyone
- 2:57:38that is an impossibility
- 2:57:40if we hold it to be difficult it will be
- 2:57:42something difficult if we take it to be
- 2:57:44easy it's easy
- 2:57:46whoever contemplates it and sees the one
- 2:57:48point does not have to know a lot of
- 2:57:50things
- 2:57:52seeing the one point
- 2:57:53seeing birth and death the arising and
- 2:57:55passing away of phenomena according to
- 2:57:57nature
- 2:57:58one will know all things
- 2:58:00this is a matter of the truth
- 2:58:04this is the way of the buddha the buddha
- 2:58:06gave his teachings out of the wish to
- 2:58:07benefit all beings he wished for us to
- 2:58:09go beyond suffering and to attain peace
- 2:58:12it's not that we have to die first in
- 2:58:14order to transcend suffering
- 2:58:16we shouldn't think that we'll attain
- 2:58:17this after death we can go beyond
- 2:58:20suffering here and now in the present
- 2:58:22we transcend within our perception of
- 2:58:24things in this very life
- 2:58:26through the view that arises in our
- 2:58:28minds
- 2:58:29then sitting we're happy lying down
- 2:58:32we're happy
- 2:58:33wherever we are we're happy
- 2:58:35we become without fault experience no
- 2:58:38ill results and live in a state of
- 2:58:40freedom
- 2:58:41the mind is clear bright and tranquil
- 2:58:44there's no more darkness or defilement
- 2:58:46this is someone who has reached the
- 2:58:48supreme happiness of the buddha's way
- 2:58:50please investigate this for yourselves
- 2:58:53all of you lay followers please
- 2:58:55contemplate this to gain understanding
- 2:58:57and ability
- 2:58:58if you suffer then practice to alleviate
- 2:59:01your suffering
- 2:59:02if it's great make it little if it's
- 2:59:04little make an end of it
- 2:59:06everyone has to do this for themselves
- 2:59:08so please make an effort to consider
- 2:59:10these words
- 2:59:11may you prosper and develop
- 2:59:17this is the eighth talk in the series
- 2:59:20and it's entitled understanding dukkha
- 2:59:24and this talk was published elsewhere
- 2:59:26under the title giving up good and evil
- 2:59:29and it was first published in everything
- 2:59:32is teaching us
- 2:59:34again this was translated by paul
- 2:59:36breiter the ex
- 2:59:40it sticks on the skin and goes into the
- 2:59:43flesh
- 2:59:44from the flesh it gets into the bones
- 2:59:46it's like an insect on a tree that eats
- 2:59:48through the bark into the wood and then
- 2:59:50into the core until finally the tree
- 2:59:53dies
- 2:59:55we've grown up like that
- 2:59:57it gets buried deep inside
- 3:00:00our parents taught us grasping an
- 3:00:02attachment
- 3:00:03giving meaning to things believing
- 3:00:05firmly that we exist as a self-entity
- 3:00:08and that things belong to us from our
- 3:00:10birth that's what we're taught
- 3:00:12we hear this over and over again and it
- 3:00:15penetrates our hearts and it stays there
- 3:00:17as our habitual feeling
- 3:00:20we're taught to get things to accumulate
- 3:00:22and hold on to them to see them as
- 3:00:24important and ours
- 3:00:26this is what our parents know and this
- 3:00:28is what they teach us
- 3:00:30so it gets into our minds
- 3:00:32into our bones
- 3:00:34when we take an interesting meditation
- 3:00:36and hear the teaching of a spiritual
- 3:00:38guide it's not easy to understand
- 3:00:40it doesn't really grab us
- 3:00:42we're taught not to see and do things
- 3:00:44the old way but when we hear the
- 3:00:46teaching it doesn't penetrate the mind
- 3:00:48we only hear it with our ears
- 3:00:50people just don't know themselves
- 3:00:53so we sit and listen to teachings but
- 3:00:56it's just sound entering the ears
- 3:00:58it doesn't get inside and affect us
- 3:01:01it's like we're boxing and we keep
- 3:01:03hitting the other guy but he doesn't go
- 3:01:04down we remain stuck in our self-conceit
- 3:01:09the wise have said that moving a
- 3:01:10mountain from one place to another is
- 3:01:12easier than moving the self-conceit of
- 3:01:14people
- 3:01:16we can use explosives to level a
- 3:01:17mountain and then move the earth but the
- 3:01:20tight grasping of our self-conceit oh
- 3:01:22man the wise can teach us to our dying
- 3:01:25day but they can't get rid of it
- 3:01:27it remains hard and fast
- 3:01:29our wrong ideas and bad tendencies
- 3:01:31remain so solid and unbudging and we're
- 3:01:34not even aware of it
- 3:01:36so the wise have said that removing this
- 3:01:38self-conceit and turning wrong
- 3:01:40understanding into right understanding
- 3:01:42is about the hardest thing to do
- 3:01:45for us petuchina that is a worldling or
- 3:01:48an unenlightened person for us petunia
- 3:01:50to progress onto being a kaliana janna
- 3:01:53which is a good person or a virtuous
- 3:01:55being
- 3:01:56is so hard
- 3:01:58putujna means people who are thickly
- 3:02:00obscured
- 3:02:01who are in the dark
- 3:02:03who are stuck deep in this darkness and
- 3:02:05obscuration
- 3:02:06the kaliana janna has made things
- 3:02:09lighter
- 3:02:10we teach people to lighten but they
- 3:02:12don't want to do that because they don't
- 3:02:14understand the situation their condition
- 3:02:16of obscuration
- 3:02:18so they keep on wondering in their
- 3:02:19confused state
- 3:02:22if we come across a pile of buffalo dung
- 3:02:24we won't think it's ours and we won't
- 3:02:26want to pick it up
- 3:02:27we will just leave it where it is
- 3:02:29because we know what it is
- 3:02:31that's what's good in the way of the
- 3:02:33impure
- 3:02:34evil is the food of bad people if you
- 3:02:36teach them about good they're not
- 3:02:38interested but prefer to stay as they
- 3:02:40are because they don't see the harm in
- 3:02:42it without seeing the harm there's no
- 3:02:44way things can be rectified
- 3:02:46if you recognize it then you think oh
- 3:02:49my whole pile of dung doesn't have the
- 3:02:50value of a small piece of gold
- 3:02:52and you'll want gold instead you won't
- 3:02:54want the dung anymore
- 3:02:56if you don't recognize this you remain
- 3:02:58the owner of a pile of dung
- 3:03:00even if you're offered a diamond or a
- 3:03:02ruby you won't be interested
- 3:03:04that's the good quote unquote of the
- 3:03:07impure
- 3:03:08gold jewels and diamonds are considered
- 3:03:11something good in the realm of humans
- 3:03:13the foul and rotten is good for flies
- 3:03:15and other insects
- 3:03:16if you put perfume on it they would all
- 3:03:18flee away
- 3:03:19what those with wrong view consider good
- 3:03:21is like that that's the good for those
- 3:03:24with wrong view for the defiled it
- 3:03:26doesn't smell good but if we tell them
- 3:03:28it stinks they'll say it's fragrant
- 3:03:30they can't reverse this view very easily
- 3:03:33so it's not easy to teach them
- 3:03:36if you gather fresh flowers
- 3:03:38the flies won't be interested in them
- 3:03:40even if you tried to pay them they
- 3:03:42wouldn't come
- 3:03:43but wherever there's a dead animal
- 3:03:45wherever there's something rotten that's
- 3:03:46where they'll go
- 3:03:48you don't need to call them they just go
- 3:03:50wrong view is like that it delights in
- 3:03:53that kind of thing
- 3:03:54the stinking and rotten is what smells
- 3:03:56good to it bogged down and immersed in
- 3:03:59that what sweet smelling to a bee is not
- 3:04:01sweet to a fly
- 3:04:03lie doesn't see anything good or
- 3:04:04valuable in it and has no craving for it
- 3:04:08there is difficulty in practice but in
- 3:04:10anything we undertake we have to pass
- 3:04:12through difficulty to reach ease
- 3:04:15in dharma practice we begin with the
- 3:04:17truth of dukkha
- 3:04:18the pervasive unsatisfactoriness of
- 3:04:20existence but as soon as we experience
- 3:04:22this we lose heart
- 3:04:24we don't want to look at it
- 3:04:26dukkha is really the truth
- 3:04:28but we want to get around it somehow
- 3:04:31it's similar to the way we don't like to
- 3:04:33look at old people but prefer to look at
- 3:04:35those who are young
- 3:04:37if we don't want to look at dukkha we
- 3:04:39will never understand dukkha no matter
- 3:04:41how many births we go through
- 3:04:43dukkha is a noble truth if we allow
- 3:04:46ourselves to face it we will start to
- 3:04:48seek a way out of it if we're trying to
- 3:04:50go somewhere and the road is blocked
- 3:04:51we'll think about how to make a pathway
- 3:04:54working at it day after day we can get
- 3:04:56through
- 3:04:57when we encounter problems we develop
- 3:04:59wisdom like this
- 3:05:00without seeing dukkha we don't really
- 3:05:02look into and resolve our problems
- 3:05:04we just pass them by indifferently
- 3:05:08my way of training people involves some
- 3:05:10suffering
- 3:05:11because suffering is the buddha's path
- 3:05:13to enlightenment he wanted us to see
- 3:05:15suffering and to see origination
- 3:05:16cessation and the path this is the way
- 3:05:19out for all the arya the noble ones the
- 3:05:21awakened ones if you don't go this way
- 3:05:24there is no way out
- 3:05:26the only way is knowing suffering
- 3:05:28knowing the cause of suffering knowing
- 3:05:30the cessation of suffering and knowing
- 3:05:32the path of practice leading to the
- 3:05:33cessation of suffering this is the way
- 3:05:35that the arya beginning with the stream
- 3:05:38entry we're able to escape
- 3:05:40it's necessary to know suffering
- 3:05:43if we know suffering we will see it in
- 3:05:44everything we experience
- 3:05:46some people feel that they don't really
- 3:05:48suffer so much
- 3:05:50practice in buddhism is for the purpose
- 3:05:52of freeing ourselves from suffering what
- 3:05:54should we do not to suffer anymore
- 3:05:57when dukkha arises we should investigate
- 3:05:59to see the causes of its arising
- 3:06:01then once we know that we can practice
- 3:06:04to remove those causes
- 3:06:05suffering origination cessation in order
- 3:06:08to bring it to cessation we have to
- 3:06:10understand the path of practice then
- 3:06:12once we travel the path to fulfillment
- 3:06:14dukkha will no longer arise
- 3:06:16in buddhism this is the way out
- 3:06:21opposing our habits creates some
- 3:06:23suffering generally we are afraid of
- 3:06:25suffering if something will make us
- 3:06:26suffer we don't want to do it
- 3:06:29we're interested in what appears to be
- 3:06:30good and beautiful but we feel that
- 3:06:32anything involving suffering is bad
- 3:06:35it's not like that
- 3:06:37suffering is such a dhamma truth if
- 3:06:40there is suffering in the heart it
- 3:06:41becomes the cause that makes you think
- 3:06:43about escaping
- 3:06:45it leads you to contemplate you won't
- 3:06:47sleep so soundly because you'll be
- 3:06:48intent on investigating to find out what
- 3:06:50is really going on
- 3:06:52trying to see causes and their results
- 3:06:56happy people don't develop wisdom
- 3:06:58they're asleep
- 3:07:00it's like a dog that eats it fill
- 3:07:02afterwards it doesn't want to do
- 3:07:03anything it can sleep all day it won't
- 3:07:06bark if a boat
- 3:07:08it won't bark if a burglar comes it's
- 3:07:10too full too tired
- 3:07:12but if you only give it a little food
- 3:07:14it'll be alert and awake
- 3:07:16if someone tries to come sneaking around
- 3:07:18it'll jump up and start barking have you
- 3:07:20seen that
- 3:07:22we humans are trapped and imprisoned in
- 3:07:23this world and have troubles in such
- 3:07:25abundance and we're always full of
- 3:07:27doubts confusion and worry
- 3:07:29this is no game
- 3:07:31it's really something difficult and
- 3:07:32troublesome so there's something that we
- 3:07:34need to get rid of
- 3:07:36according to the way of spiritual
- 3:07:37cultivation we should give up our bodies
- 3:07:39give up ourselves
- 3:07:41we have to resolve to give our lives
- 3:07:43we can see the examples of great
- 3:07:45renunciants such as the buddha he was a
- 3:07:47noble of the warrior caste but he was
- 3:07:49able to leave it all behind and not turn
- 3:07:51back he was the heir to riches and power
- 3:07:54but he could renounce them
- 3:07:56if we speak the subtle dumber most
- 3:07:58people will be frightened by it
- 3:08:00they won't dare turn into it
- 3:08:02even saying don't do evil most people
- 3:08:05can't follow this that's how it is
- 3:08:07so i've sought all kinds of means to get
- 3:08:09this across
- 3:08:10one thing i often say is no matter if we
- 3:08:13are delighted or upset happy or
- 3:08:15suffering shedding tears or singing
- 3:08:17songs never mind
- 3:08:19living in this world we're in a cage
- 3:08:21we don't get beyond this condition of
- 3:08:23being in a cage even if you're rich
- 3:08:25you're living in a cage if you're poor
- 3:08:27you're living in a cage
- 3:08:29if you sing and dance you're singing and
- 3:08:31dancing in a cage
- 3:08:33if you watch a movie you're watching it
- 3:08:34in a cage
- 3:08:37what is this cage it is the cage of
- 3:08:39birth the cage of aging the cage of
- 3:08:41illness the cage of death
- 3:08:44in this way we are imprisoned in the
- 3:08:46world
- 3:08:48this is mine that belongs to me
- 3:08:52we don't know what we really are of what
- 3:08:53we're doing
- 3:08:54actually all we are doing is
- 3:08:56accumulating suffering for ourselves
- 3:08:58it's not something far away that causes
- 3:09:00our suffering but we don't look at
- 3:09:02ourselves
- 3:09:04however much happiness and comfort we
- 3:09:05may have having been born we cannot
- 3:09:08avoid aging
- 3:09:09we must fall ill and we must die
- 3:09:12this is dukhar itself here and
- 3:09:14now we can always be afflicted with pain
- 3:09:17or illness it can happen at any time
- 3:09:19it's like we've stolen something
- 3:09:21they could come to arrest us at any time
- 3:09:23because we've done the deed that's our
- 3:09:25situation
- 3:09:26there is danger and trouble
- 3:09:29we exist among harmful things birth
- 3:09:31aging and illness reign over our lives
- 3:09:34we can't go elsewhere and escape them
- 3:09:36they can come and catch us at any time
- 3:09:38it's always a good opportunity for them
- 3:09:41so we have to see this to them and
- 3:09:43accept the situation
- 3:09:44we have to plea
- 3:09:46when the body is born it doesn't belong
- 3:09:48to anyone
- 3:09:49it's like our meditation hall
- 3:09:51after it's built spiders come and stay
- 3:09:54in it lizards come to stay in it all
- 3:09:55sorts of insects and crawling things
- 3:09:57come to stay in it
- 3:09:58snakes may come and live in it anything
- 3:10:00may come and live in it it's not only
- 3:10:02our hall
- 3:10:04it's everything's whole
- 3:10:06these bodies are the same they aren't
- 3:10:08ours
- 3:10:10people come to stay in and depend on
- 3:10:11them
- 3:10:12illness pain and aging come to reside in
- 3:10:14them and we're merely residing along
- 3:10:16with them
- 3:10:17when these bodies reach the end of pain
- 3:10:19and illness and finally break up and die
- 3:10:21that is not us dying
- 3:10:23so don't hold on to any of this instead
- 3:10:27you have to contemplate the matter and
- 3:10:28your grasping will gradually be
- 3:10:30exhausted
- 3:10:31when you see correctly wrong
- 3:10:33understanding will stop
- 3:10:35birth has created this burden for us but
- 3:10:38generally we can't accept this
- 3:10:40we think that not being born would be
- 3:10:42the greatest evil
- 3:10:43dying and not being born will be the
- 3:10:45worst thing of all
- 3:10:46that's how we view things
- 3:10:48we usually only think about how much we
- 3:10:50want in the future
- 3:10:52and then we desire further in the next
- 3:10:54life may i be born among the gods may be
- 3:10:56born as a wealthy person
- 3:10:58we're asking for an even heavier burden
- 3:11:01but we think that it'll bring happiness
- 3:11:03such thinking is an entirely different
- 3:11:05way from what the buddha teaches that
- 3:11:07way is heavy
- 3:11:09the buddha said to let go of it and cast
- 3:11:11it all away
- 3:11:12but we think
- 3:11:13i can't let go
- 3:11:15so we keep carrying it and it keeps
- 3:11:17getting heavier
- 3:11:19because we were born we have this
- 3:11:20heaviness to really penetrate the dumber
- 3:11:23purely is that's very difficult
- 3:11:25we need to rely on serious investigation
- 3:11:30going a little further
- 3:11:32do you know if craving has its limits
- 3:11:35at what point will it be satisfied
- 3:11:38is there such a thing
- 3:11:40if you consider it you'll see that tanha
- 3:11:43blind craving can't be satisfied
- 3:11:46it keeps on desiring more and more
- 3:11:49even if this brings such suffering that
- 3:11:50we're nearly dead tanhara will keep on
- 3:11:52wanting things because it can't be
- 3:11:54satisfied
- 3:11:57this is something very important
- 3:11:59if we could think in a balanced and
- 3:12:00moderate way
- 3:12:02well let's talk about clothes
- 3:12:05how many sets do we need
- 3:12:07and food
- 3:12:08how much do we eat
- 3:12:10at the most for one meal we might eat
- 3:12:13two plates and that should be enough for
- 3:12:14us if we know moderation will be happy
- 3:12:16and comfortable but this is not very
- 3:12:19common
- 3:12:20the buddha taught quote instructions for
- 3:12:22the rich unquote
- 3:12:25what this teaching points to is being
- 3:12:26content with what we have
- 3:12:29i know is content is a rich person i
- 3:12:32think this kind of knowledge is really
- 3:12:33worth studying
- 3:12:34the knowledge taught in the buddha's way
- 3:12:36is something worth learning worth
- 3:12:37reflecting on
- 3:12:40then the pure dharma of practice goes
- 3:12:41beyond that it's a lot deeper some of
- 3:12:44you may not be able to understand it
- 3:12:46just take the buddha's words that there
- 3:12:48is no more birth for him that birth and
- 3:12:50becoming are finished
- 3:12:53hearing this
- 3:12:54makes you uncomfortable
- 3:12:56to state it directly the buddha said
- 3:12:58that we should not be born because
- 3:13:00that's suffering
- 3:13:01just this one thing birth the buddha
- 3:13:03focused on
- 3:13:04contemplating it and realizing its
- 3:13:06gravity
- 3:13:08all duca comes along with being born
- 3:13:10it happens simultaneously with birth
- 3:13:13when we come into this world we get eyes
- 3:13:15and nose and mouth it all comes along
- 3:13:17only because of birth
- 3:13:19but if we hear about dying and not being
- 3:13:21born again we feel it will be utter
- 3:13:23ruination we don't want to go there
- 3:13:26but the deepest teaching of the buddha
- 3:13:28is like this
- 3:13:31why are we suffering now
- 3:13:32because we're born
- 3:13:34so we're taught to put an end to birth
- 3:13:36this is not just talking about the body
- 3:13:38being born and the body dying that much
- 3:13:40is easy to see a child can understand it
- 3:13:43the breath comes to an end the body dies
- 3:13:45and it just lies there
- 3:13:47this is what we usually mean when we
- 3:13:49talk about death
- 3:13:51but a breathing dead person
- 3:13:53that's something that we don't know
- 3:13:54about a dead person who can walk and
- 3:13:57talk and smile is something we haven't
- 3:13:59thought about
- 3:14:00we only know about the corpse that's no
- 3:14:02longer breathing and that's what we call
- 3:14:04death
- 3:14:06it's the same with birth
- 3:14:08when we say someone has been born we
- 3:14:09mean that a woman went to the hospital
- 3:14:11and gave birth
- 3:14:12but the moment of the mind taking birth
- 3:14:14have you noticed that
- 3:14:16such as when you get upset over
- 3:14:17something at home
- 3:14:20sometimes love is born sometimes
- 3:14:21aversion is born being pleased being
- 3:14:24displeased all sorts of states
- 3:14:26that is all nothing but birth
- 3:14:30we suffer just because of this
- 3:14:32when the eyes see something displeasing
- 3:14:34dukkha is born
- 3:14:36when the ears hear something that you
- 3:14:37really like dukkha is also born there is
- 3:14:40only suffering
- 3:14:42the buddha summed it all up by saying
- 3:14:44that there is only a mass of suffering
- 3:14:47suffering is born and suffering ceases
- 3:14:49that's all there is
- 3:14:51we pounce on and grab it again and again
- 3:14:53pouncing on arising pouncing on
- 3:14:55cessation never really understanding it
- 3:14:59when douga arises we call that suffering
- 3:15:02when it ceases we call that happiness
- 3:15:04it's all old stuff arising and ceasing
- 3:15:07we're taught to watch body and mind
- 3:15:09arising and ceasing there's nothing else
- 3:15:11outside of this
- 3:15:12to sum it up there's no happiness
- 3:15:14there's only dukkha
- 3:15:16we recognize suffering and suffering
- 3:15:18when it arises then when it ceases we
- 3:15:21consider that to be happiness we see it
- 3:15:23and designate it as such
- 3:15:25but it isn't
- 3:15:27it's just dukkha ceasing
- 3:15:30dukkha arises and ceases arises and
- 3:15:32ceases and we pounce on it and catch
- 3:15:33hold of it
- 3:15:35happiness appears and we're pleased
- 3:15:37unhappiness appears and we're distraught
- 3:15:39it's really all the same
- 3:15:41mere arising and ceasing
- 3:15:44when there is arising there's something
- 3:15:46and when there's ceasing it's gone
- 3:15:49this is where we doubt
- 3:15:50thus it's taught that dukkha arises and
- 3:15:52ceases and outside of that there is
- 3:15:55nothing
- 3:15:56when you come down to it there is only
- 3:15:58suffering but we don't see clearly
- 3:16:01we don't recognize clearly that there is
- 3:16:03only suffering because when it stops we
- 3:16:05see happiness there we seize on it and
- 3:16:07get stuck there we don't really see the
- 3:16:09truth that everything is just arising
- 3:16:12and ceasing
- 3:16:14the buddha sum things up by saying that
- 3:16:16there is only arising and ceasing and
- 3:16:18nothing outside of that
- 3:16:20this is difficult to listen to
- 3:16:22but one who truly has a feel for the
- 3:16:24dhamma doesn't need to take hold of
- 3:16:26anything and dwells in ease
- 3:16:28that's the truth
- 3:16:31the truth is that in this world of ours
- 3:16:33there is nothing that does anything to
- 3:16:34anybody
- 3:16:36there is nothing to be anxious about
- 3:16:38there's nothing worth crying over
- 3:16:40nothing to laugh at
- 3:16:42nothing is inherently tragic or
- 3:16:43delightful but such experiencing is
- 3:16:46what's ordinary for people
- 3:16:49our speech can be ordinary
- 3:16:51we relate to others according to the
- 3:16:53ordinary way of seeing things that's
- 3:16:54okay but if we're thinking in the
- 3:16:56ordinary way
- 3:16:57that leads to tears
- 3:17:00in truth if we really know the dhamma
- 3:17:02and see it continuously nothing is
- 3:17:04anything at all
- 3:17:05there's only arising and passing away
- 3:17:08there's no real happiness or suffering
- 3:17:11the heart is at peace then when there is
- 3:17:13no happiness or suffering
- 3:17:14when there's happiness and suffering
- 3:17:16there's becoming and birth
- 3:17:19we usually create one kind of kama which
- 3:17:21is the attempt to stop suffering and
- 3:17:24produce happiness that's what we want
- 3:17:27but what we want is not real peace
- 3:17:30it's happiness and suffering
- 3:17:31the aim of the buddha's teaching is to
- 3:17:33practice to create a time of a type of
- 3:17:35kama that leads beyond happiness and
- 3:17:37suffering and that will bring peace
- 3:17:40but we aren't able to think like that
- 3:17:42we can only think that having happiness
- 3:17:45will bring us peace
- 3:17:46if we have happiness we think that's
- 3:17:49good enough
- 3:17:52thus we humans wish for things in
- 3:17:54abundance
- 3:17:55if we get a lot that's good
- 3:17:58generally that's how we think
- 3:18:00doing good is supposed to bring good
- 3:18:02results and if we get that we're happy
- 3:18:04we think that's all we need to do and we
- 3:18:05stop there
- 3:18:06but where does good come to conclusion
- 3:18:10it doesn't remain
- 3:18:11we keep going back and forth
- 3:18:12experiencing good and bad trying day and
- 3:18:15night to seize on to what we feel is
- 3:18:17good
- 3:18:19the buddha's teaching is the first we
- 3:18:20should give up evil and then practice
- 3:18:22what is good
- 3:18:24second he said that we should give up
- 3:18:26evil and give up the good as well
- 3:18:28not having attachment to it because that
- 3:18:30is also one kind of fuel
- 3:18:33fuel will eventually burst into flame
- 3:18:35good is fuel
- 3:18:37bad is fuel
- 3:18:40speaking on this level kills people
- 3:18:42people aren't able to follow it so we
- 3:18:44have to turn back to the beginning and
- 3:18:46teach morality
- 3:18:48don't harm each other be responsible in
- 3:18:50your work don't harm or exploit others
- 3:18:52the buddha taught this but just this
- 3:18:54much isn't enough to stop
- 3:18:57why do we find ourselves here in this
- 3:19:00condition it's because of birth
- 3:19:03as the buddha said in his first teaching
- 3:19:04the discourse on the turning of the
- 3:19:06wheel of dharma birth is ended this is
- 3:19:08my final existence there is no further
- 3:19:10birth for the target
- 3:19:14not many people really come back to this
- 3:19:15point and contemplate to understand
- 3:19:17according to the principles of the
- 3:19:19buddha's way
- 3:19:20but if we have faith in the buddha's way
- 3:19:22it will repay us
- 3:19:23if people genuinely rely on the three
- 3:19:25jewels then practice is easy
- 3:19:28this is chapter nine this is entitled
- 3:19:32the dhamma goes westward and again this
- 3:19:35is from
- 3:19:36paul breiter's
- 3:19:38translations
- 3:19:40included in the book
- 3:19:42everything is teaching us
- 3:19:43so there's no record of exactly when
- 3:19:45this was recorded but it's in the form
- 3:19:47of questions and answers and i believe
- 3:19:50that the questions are coming from paul
- 3:19:51breiter warupani obikou as he was um he
- 3:19:54was
- 3:19:55traveling with longpocha in america as a
- 3:19:58layman and as an attendant during 1979
- 3:20:01so i suspect that this recording was
- 3:20:04made by paul during that
- 3:20:06particular period
- 3:20:09the dhamma goes westward
- 3:20:11question
- 3:20:13a friend of mine went to practice with a
- 3:20:15zen teacher
- 3:20:16he asked him
- 3:20:17when the buddha was sitting beneath the
- 3:20:19bodhi tree what was he doing
- 3:20:21the zen master answered he was
- 3:20:23practicing zazen
- 3:20:25my friend said i don't believe it
- 3:20:28the zen master asked him what do you
- 3:20:30mean you don't believe it
- 3:20:32my friend said i asked goenko the same
- 3:20:34question and he said when the buddha was
- 3:20:36sitting under the bodhi tree he was
- 3:20:38practicing vipassana
- 3:20:41so everybody says the buddha was doing
- 3:20:43whatever they do
- 3:20:46answer
- 3:20:48when the buddha sat out in the open he
- 3:20:50was sitting beneath the bodhi tree isn't
- 3:20:52that so
- 3:20:53when he sat under some other kind of
- 3:20:55tree he was sitting beneath the bodhi
- 3:20:57tree
- 3:20:58there's nothing wrong with those
- 3:20:59explanations
- 3:21:01bodhi means the buddha himself the one
- 3:21:04who knows
- 3:21:06it's okay to talk about sitting beneath
- 3:21:07the bodhi tree but lots of birds sit
- 3:21:09beneath the bodhi tree lots of people
- 3:21:11sit beneath the bodhi tree but they are
- 3:21:13far from such knowledge far from such
- 3:21:15truth
- 3:21:17yes we can say quote beneath the bodhi
- 3:21:20tree unquote
- 3:21:21monkeys play in the bodhi tree people
- 3:21:24sit there beneath the bodhi tree but
- 3:21:26this doesn't mean that they have any
- 3:21:27profound understanding
- 3:21:30those who have deeper understanding
- 3:21:31realize that the true meaning of the
- 3:21:33bodhi tree is the absolute dhamma
- 3:21:36so in this way it's certainly good for
- 3:21:38us to try to sit beneath the bodhi tree
- 3:21:40then we can be buddha
- 3:21:43but we don't need to argue with others
- 3:21:45over this question
- 3:21:46when one person says the buddha was
- 3:21:48doing one kind of practice beneath the
- 3:21:49bodhi tree and another person disputes
- 3:21:51that we needn't get involved
- 3:21:54we should be looking at it from the
- 3:21:55viewpoint of the ultimate meaning
- 3:21:57realizing the truth
- 3:22:00there is also the conventional idea of
- 3:22:02bodhi tree which is what most people
- 3:22:04talk about
- 3:22:05but when there are two kinds of bodhi
- 3:22:06tree people can end up arguing and
- 3:22:08having the most contentious disputes and
- 3:22:10then there's no bodhi tree at all
- 3:22:15it's talking about the para mata dhamma
- 3:22:17the ultimate truth
- 3:22:20the level of ultimate truth
- 3:22:21so in that case we can also try to get
- 3:22:24underneath the bodhi tree that's pretty
- 3:22:26good then we'll be buddha
- 3:22:29it's not something to be arguing over
- 3:22:31when someone says the buddha was
- 3:22:33practicing a certain kind of meditation
- 3:22:34beneath the bodhi tree and someone else
- 3:22:36says no that's not right
- 3:22:38we needn't get involved
- 3:22:40we're aiming at paramata dhamma
- 3:22:43meaning dwelling in full awareness
- 3:22:46this ultimate truth pervades everything
- 3:22:49whether the buddha is sitting beneath
- 3:22:50the bodhi tree or performing other
- 3:22:52activities in other postures never mind
- 3:22:55that's just the intellectual analysis
- 3:22:56people have developed
- 3:22:59one person has one view of the matter
- 3:23:00another person has another idea
- 3:23:03we don't have to get involved in
- 3:23:04disputes over it
- 3:23:07where did the buddha enter nibana means
- 3:23:10extinguished without remainder
- 3:23:12finished
- 3:23:14being finished comes from knowledge
- 3:23:16knowledge of the way things really are
- 3:23:19that's how things get finished
- 3:23:21and that is the paramata dhamma
- 3:23:25there are explanations according to the
- 3:23:26levels of convention and liberation they
- 3:23:29are both true but their truths are
- 3:23:31different
- 3:23:33for example we say that you are a person
- 3:23:36but the buddha will say that's not so
- 3:23:39there's no such thing as a person
- 3:23:42so we have to summarize the various ways
- 3:23:44of speaking an explanation into
- 3:23:47convention and liberation
- 3:23:49samuthi and vimudi
- 3:23:52we can explain it like this
- 3:23:54previously you were a child now you're
- 3:23:56grown up are you a new person or the
- 3:23:59same person as before
- 3:24:02if you're the same as the old person how
- 3:24:03did you become an adult
- 3:24:06if you're a new person where did you
- 3:24:07come from
- 3:24:09but talking about an old person and a
- 3:24:11new person doesn't really get to the
- 3:24:12point
- 3:24:14this question illustrates the
- 3:24:15limitations of conventional language and
- 3:24:17understanding
- 3:24:18if there is something called big
- 3:24:20then there is small
- 3:24:22if there is small there is big
- 3:24:24we can talk about small and large young
- 3:24:26and old but there are really no such
- 3:24:28things in any absolute sense
- 3:24:31you can't really say somebody or
- 3:24:33something is big
- 3:24:36the wise do not accept such designations
- 3:24:38as real
- 3:24:39but when ordinary people hear about this
- 3:24:41that big is not really true and small is
- 3:24:44not really true they're confused because
- 3:24:46they're attached to concepts of big and
- 3:24:48small
- 3:24:52you plant a sapling and watch it grow
- 3:24:54after a year it's one metre high
- 3:24:57after another year it's two meters tall
- 3:25:00is it the same tree or a different tree
- 3:25:02if it's the same tree how did it become
- 3:25:05bigger
- 3:25:06if it's a different tree how did it grow
- 3:25:08from a small tree
- 3:25:10from the viewpoint of someone who's
- 3:25:11enlightened to the dumber and sees
- 3:25:12correctly there is no new or old tree no
- 3:25:15big or small tree
- 3:25:17one person looks at a tree and thinks it
- 3:25:19is tall another person will say it's not
- 3:25:21tall but there is no toll that really
- 3:25:24exists independently
- 3:25:26you can't say someone is big and someone
- 3:25:28is small
- 3:25:29someone is grown up and someone else is
- 3:25:31young
- 3:25:32things end here and problems are
- 3:25:34finished with if we don't get tired and
- 3:25:36nuts over these conventional
- 3:25:38distinctions we won't have doubts about
- 3:25:39practice
- 3:25:42i've heard of people who worship their
- 3:25:44deities by sacrificing animals
- 3:25:46they kill ducks chickens and cows and
- 3:25:48offer them to their gods thinking that
- 3:25:50that will be pleasing to them
- 3:25:52this is wrong understanding
- 3:25:54they think they're making merit but it's
- 3:25:56exactly the exact opposite they're
- 3:25:58actually making a lot of bad karma
- 3:26:01someone who really looks into this won't
- 3:26:02be thinking like that but have you
- 3:26:04noticed
- 3:26:06i'm afraid people in thailand are
- 3:26:07becoming like that
- 3:26:08they're not applying real investigation
- 3:26:13question
- 3:26:14is that the monks meaning investigation
- 3:26:17or inquiring reviewing
- 3:26:19yes it means understanding cause and
- 3:26:21result
- 3:26:23question then the teachings talk about
- 3:26:25chanda aspiration virya exertion and
- 3:26:28chitta mind together with vimanksa these
- 3:26:31are the four idi pada the basis for
- 3:26:34accomplishment
- 3:26:36answer
- 3:26:38when there is satisfaction is it with
- 3:26:40something that's correct
- 3:26:41is exertion correct
- 3:26:43vimancsa has to be present with these
- 3:26:45other factors
- 3:26:48question are chitta and the monks are
- 3:26:50different
- 3:26:53answer vimancsa is investigation
- 3:26:56it means skillfulness or wisdom
- 3:26:59it's a factor of the mind
- 3:27:01you can say that chanda is mind virya is
- 3:27:03mind chitti is mind view amongst his
- 3:27:05mind they're all aspects of mind they
- 3:27:07can all be summarized as mind but here
- 3:27:10they are distinguished for the purpose
- 3:27:11of pointing out these different factors
- 3:27:12of the mind
- 3:27:14if there is satisfaction we may not know
- 3:27:17if it's right or wrong if there's
- 3:27:18exertion we don't know if it's right or
- 3:27:20wrong
- 3:27:22is what we call mind the real mind
- 3:27:25there has to be vimanza to discern these
- 3:27:27things
- 3:27:28when we investigate the other factors
- 3:27:30with wise discernment our practice
- 3:27:32gradually comes to be correct and we can
- 3:27:34understand the dhamma
- 3:27:37but dharma doesn't bring much benefit if
- 3:27:38we don't practice meditation we won't
- 3:27:40really know what it's all about
- 3:27:42these factors are always present in the
- 3:27:44mind of real practitioners
- 3:27:46then even if they go astray they will be
- 3:27:48aware of that and be able to correct it
- 3:27:51so their path of practice is continuous
- 3:27:56people may look at you and feel your way
- 3:27:58of life your interest in dhamma makes no
- 3:28:00sense
- 3:28:01others may say that if you want to
- 3:28:03practice dharma you ought to be ordained
- 3:28:04as a monk
- 3:28:06being ordained is not really the crucial
- 3:28:08point it's how you practice
- 3:28:10as it said one should be one's own
- 3:28:12witness don't take others as your
- 3:28:14witness it means learning to trust
- 3:28:16yourself
- 3:28:18then there's no loss
- 3:28:19people may think you're crazy but never
- 3:28:21mind they don't know anything about
- 3:28:23dhamma
- 3:28:26others words can't measure your practice
- 3:28:29and you don't realize the dhamma because
- 3:28:31of what others say i mean the real
- 3:28:33dhamma
- 3:28:34teaching others
- 3:28:36the teachings others can give you are to
- 3:28:38show you the path but that isn't real
- 3:28:40knowledge
- 3:28:41when people meet the dharma they realize
- 3:28:43it specifically within themselves so the
- 3:28:45buddha said the tatargata is merely one
- 3:28:48who shows the way
- 3:28:50when someone is ordained i tell them our
- 3:28:52responsibility is only this part
- 3:28:55the reciting i chariot they have done
- 3:28:56their chanting i've given you the going
- 3:28:58forth and the vows of ordination now our
- 3:29:01job is done the rest is up to you to do
- 3:29:03the practice correctly
- 3:29:07teachings can be most profound but those
- 3:29:09who listen may not understand but never
- 3:29:11mind don't be perplexed or
- 3:29:14over-profounded to your lack of it
- 3:29:16just do the practice wholeheartedly and
- 3:29:18you can arrive at real understanding
- 3:29:21it'll bring you to the same place the
- 3:29:22teachings are talking about
- 3:29:24don't rely on the perceptions of
- 3:29:25ordinary people
- 3:29:27have you read the story about the blind
- 3:29:29men and the elephant is a good
- 3:29:30illustration
- 3:29:33suppose there's an elephant and a bunch
- 3:29:34of blind people are trying to describe
- 3:29:36it
- 3:29:36one touches the leg and says it's like a
- 3:29:38pillar another touches the ear and says
- 3:29:40it's like a fan
- 3:29:41another touches the tail and said no
- 3:29:43it's not a fan it's like a broom
- 3:29:46another touches the shoulder and says
- 3:29:47it's something else again from what the
- 3:29:49others say
- 3:29:50it's like this
- 3:29:52there's no resolution no end
- 3:29:54each blind person touches part of the
- 3:29:56elephant and has a completely different
- 3:29:58idea of what it is
- 3:29:59but it's the same one elephant it's like
- 3:30:02this in practice
- 3:30:03with a little understanding or
- 3:30:05experience you get limited ideas
- 3:30:07you can go from one teacher to the next
- 3:30:09seeking explanations and instructions
- 3:30:11trying to figure out if they're teaching
- 3:30:12correctly or incorrectly and how their
- 3:30:14teachings compare to each other
- 3:30:17some monks are always traveling around
- 3:30:18with their bowls and umbrellas learning
- 3:30:20from different teachers
- 3:30:22they try to judge and measure so when
- 3:30:24they sit down to meditate they're
- 3:30:25constantly in confusion about what's
- 3:30:27right and what's wrong
- 3:30:28this teacher said this but that teacher
- 3:30:30said that one guy teaches in this way
- 3:30:32but the other guy's methods are totally
- 3:30:34different
- 3:30:35they don't seem to agree
- 3:30:37it can lead to a lot of doubt
- 3:30:41you might hear that certain teachers are
- 3:30:42really good and so you go to receive
- 3:30:44teachings from thai ajahn's zen masters
- 3:30:46and others
- 3:30:47it seems to me you've probably had
- 3:30:49enough teaching but the tendency is to
- 3:30:51always want to hear more to compare and
- 3:30:54to end up in doubt as a result
- 3:30:56then each successive teacher increases
- 3:30:58your confusion further
- 3:31:00there's a story of a wonder in the
- 3:31:02buddha's time that was in this kind of
- 3:31:03situation
- 3:31:04he went to one teacher after the next
- 3:31:06hearing their different explanations and
- 3:31:08learning their methods
- 3:31:09he was trying to learn meditation was
- 3:31:11only increasing his perplexity
- 3:31:14his travels finally brought him to the
- 3:31:16teacher gautama and he described his
- 3:31:17predicament to the buddha
- 3:31:21he said
- 3:31:22doing as you have been doing will not
- 3:31:23bring an end to doubt and confusion the
- 3:31:25buddha told him
- 3:31:27at this time let go of the past whatever
- 3:31:29you may or may not have done whether it
- 3:31:31was right or wrong let go of that now
- 3:31:34the future has not yet come don't
- 3:31:36speculate over it at all
- 3:31:38wondering how things might turn out let
- 3:31:40go of all such disturbing ideas it is
- 3:31:42merely thinking
- 3:31:44letting go of past and future look at
- 3:31:46the present then you'll know the dumbo
- 3:31:49you may know the words spoken by various
- 3:31:51teachers but you still do not know your
- 3:31:53own mind
- 3:31:55the present moment is empty
- 3:31:57look only at arising and ceasing of
- 3:31:59sankara
- 3:32:00see that they are impermanent
- 3:32:01unsatisfactory and empty yourself
- 3:32:04see that they are really thus then
- 3:32:06you'll not be concerned with the past or
- 3:32:08the future
- 3:32:09you will clearly understand that the
- 3:32:10past is gone and the future has not yet
- 3:32:13arrived
- 3:32:14contemplating in the present you will
- 3:32:16realize that the present is the result
- 3:32:18of the past
- 3:32:19the results of past actions are seen in
- 3:32:22the present
- 3:32:25the future has not yet come
- 3:32:27whatever does occur in the future will
- 3:32:28arise and pass away in the future
- 3:32:30there's no point in worrying over it now
- 3:32:32as it's not yet occurred
- 3:32:34so
- 3:32:35contemplate in the present
- 3:32:37the present is the cause of the future
- 3:32:40if you want a good future create good in
- 3:32:42the present
- 3:32:43increasing your awareness of what you do
- 3:32:45in the present
- 3:32:46the future is a result of that
- 3:32:48the past is the cause and the future is
- 3:32:50the result of the present
- 3:32:53knowing the present one knows the past
- 3:32:55and the future then one lets go of the
- 3:32:57past and the future knowing they are
- 3:32:59gathered in the present moment
- 3:33:04understanding this that wanderer made up
- 3:33:05his mind to practice as the buddha
- 3:33:07advised putting things down
- 3:33:10seeing ever more clearly he realized
- 3:33:12many kinds of knowledge
- 3:33:13seeing the natural order of things with
- 3:33:15his own wisdom
- 3:33:17his doubts ended
- 3:33:19he put down the past and the future and
- 3:33:20everything appeared in the present
- 3:33:22this was eiko dhammal the one dhamma
- 3:33:26then it was no longer necessary for him
- 3:33:28to carry his baking bowl up mountains
- 3:33:29and into forests in search of
- 3:33:31understanding
- 3:33:32if he did go somewhere he went in a
- 3:33:34natural way not out of desire for
- 3:33:36something
- 3:33:38if he stayed put he was staying in a
- 3:33:40natural way not out of desire
- 3:33:44practicing in that way he became free of
- 3:33:45doubt there was nothing to add to his
- 3:33:47practice nothing to remove he dwelt in
- 3:33:50peace without anxiety over past or
- 3:33:52future
- 3:33:53this was the way the buddha taught
- 3:33:57but
- 3:33:57it's not just a story about something
- 3:33:59that happened long ago
- 3:34:01if we at this time practice correctly we
- 3:34:03can also gain realization
- 3:34:06we can know the past and the future
- 3:34:07because they are gathered at this one
- 3:34:09point the present moment
- 3:34:12if we look to the past we won't know
- 3:34:14if we look to the future we won't know
- 3:34:16because that is not where the truth is
- 3:34:19it is it exists here in the present
- 3:34:24thus the buddha said i am enlightened
- 3:34:26through my own efforts without any
- 3:34:28teacher
- 3:34:29have you read this story
- 3:34:30a wonder of another sect asked him who
- 3:34:32is your teacher
- 3:34:34the buddha answered i have no teacher i
- 3:34:37attained enlightenment by myself
- 3:34:39but that wanderer just shook his head
- 3:34:40and went away thought the buddha was
- 3:34:42making up a story and so he had no
- 3:34:44interest in what he said
- 3:34:46he thought it was not possible to
- 3:34:47achieve anything without a teacher and
- 3:34:49guide
- 3:34:52it's like this
- 3:34:53you study with a spiritual teacher and
- 3:34:55he tells you to give up greed and anger
- 3:34:57he tells you they're harmful and that
- 3:34:59you need to get rid of them
- 3:35:01then you may practice and do that but
- 3:35:03getting rid of greed and anger didn't
- 3:35:05come about just because he taught you
- 3:35:08you had to actually practice and do that
- 3:35:11through practice you came to realize
- 3:35:14something for yourself
- 3:35:16you see greed in your mind and you give
- 3:35:18it up you see anger in your mind and
- 3:35:20give it up
- 3:35:22the teacher doesn't get rid of them for
- 3:35:23you
- 3:35:24he tells you about getting rid of them
- 3:35:26but it doesn't happen just because he
- 3:35:28tells you
- 3:35:29you do the practice and come to
- 3:35:31realization you understand these things
- 3:35:33for yourself
- 3:35:36it's like the buddha is catching hold of
- 3:35:37you and bringing you to the beginning of
- 3:35:39the path
- 3:35:40and he tells you
- 3:35:41here is the path walk on it
- 3:35:44he doesn't help you to walk you do that
- 3:35:47yourself
- 3:35:48when you do travel the path and practice
- 3:35:50dhamma you meet the real dumber which is
- 3:35:52beyond anything that anyone can explain
- 3:35:54to you
- 3:35:55so one is enlightened by oneself
- 3:35:58understanding past future and present
- 3:36:01understanding cause and result then
- 3:36:03doubt is finished
- 3:36:07we talk about giving up and developing
- 3:36:09renouncing and cultivating
- 3:36:11but when the fruit of practice is
- 3:36:12realized there's nothing to add and
- 3:36:14nothing to remove
- 3:36:17the buddha taught that this is the point
- 3:36:18we want to arrive at but people don't
- 3:36:20want to stop there
- 3:36:22their doubts and attachments keep them
- 3:36:24on the move keep them confused and keep
- 3:36:26them from stopping there
- 3:36:28so when one person has arrived but
- 3:36:29others are somewhere else they won't be
- 3:36:31able to make any sense of what he may
- 3:36:33what he may say about it
- 3:36:36they might have some intellectual
- 3:36:37understanding of the words
- 3:36:38but this is not real understanding or
- 3:36:40knowledge of the truth
- 3:36:44usually when we talk about practice we
- 3:36:46talk about entering and leaving
- 3:36:48increasing the positive and removing the
- 3:36:50negative
- 3:36:51but the final result is that all of
- 3:36:53these things are done with
- 3:36:55there is the seika puga lab saker is one
- 3:36:58in training one who has reached the
- 3:37:00first stage of enlightenment but not yet
- 3:37:02at the final goal
- 3:37:05the person who needs to train in these
- 3:37:07things and then there is the aseka
- 3:37:08pugola one who is beyond training an
- 3:37:11arahant the person who no longer needs
- 3:37:13to train in anything this is talking
- 3:37:16about the mind
- 3:37:18when the mind has reached this level of
- 3:37:19full realization there is nothing more
- 3:37:21to practice
- 3:37:22why is this
- 3:37:24it's because such a person doesn't have
- 3:37:26to make use of any of the conventions of
- 3:37:28teaching and practice
- 3:37:29this person has abandoned the
- 3:37:31defilements
- 3:37:34the seika person has to train in the
- 3:37:36steps of the path from the very
- 3:37:38beginning to the highest level
- 3:37:40when they've completed this they are
- 3:37:42called aseka meaning they no longer need
- 3:37:44to train because everything is finished
- 3:37:48the things to be trained in are finished
- 3:37:50doubts are finished there are no
- 3:37:52qualities to be developed there are no
- 3:37:54defilements to remove
- 3:37:56such people dwell in peace
- 3:37:58whatever good or evil there is will not
- 3:38:00affect them
- 3:38:01they are unshakable no matter what they
- 3:38:03meet
- 3:38:04this is talking about the empty mind
- 3:38:07now you'll be really confused
- 3:38:09you don't understand this at all if my
- 3:38:12mind is empty how can i walk
- 3:38:16precisely because the mind is empty
- 3:38:18if the mind is empty how can i eat
- 3:38:22will i have desire to eat if my mind is
- 3:38:25empty
- 3:38:26there's not much benefit in talking
- 3:38:28about emptiness like this when people
- 3:38:30haven't trained properly they won't be
- 3:38:31able to understand it
- 3:38:34those who use such terms have sought
- 3:38:36ways to give us some feeling that can
- 3:38:38lead us to understand the truth for
- 3:38:40example the buddha said that in truth
- 3:38:42these samkara that we have been
- 3:38:44accumulating and carrying from the time
- 3:38:45of our birth until this moment are not
- 3:38:47ourselves and do not belong to us
- 3:38:50why did he say such a thing
- 3:38:52there's no other way to formulate the
- 3:38:54truth
- 3:38:55he spoke in this way for people who have
- 3:38:56discernment so that they could gain
- 3:38:59wisdom
- 3:39:00but this is something to contemplate
- 3:39:01carefully
- 3:39:04some people will hear the words nothing
- 3:39:06is mine
- 3:39:07and they'll get the idea that they
- 3:39:08should throw away all their possessions
- 3:39:10with only a superficial understanding
- 3:39:12people will get into arguments about
- 3:39:13what this means and how to apply it
- 3:39:16this is not myself quote unquote doesn't
- 3:39:19mean you should end your life or throw
- 3:39:21away your possessions
- 3:39:22it means you should give up attachment
- 3:39:26there is the level of conventional
- 3:39:27reality and the level of ultimate
- 3:39:28reality
- 3:39:30supposition
- 3:39:31and liberation
- 3:39:33on the level of convention there is mr a
- 3:39:35mrs b mr l mrs n and so on
- 3:39:38we use these suppositions for
- 3:39:40convenience in communicating and
- 3:39:42functioning in the world
- 3:39:44the buddha didn't teach that we
- 3:39:45shouldn't use these things but rather
- 3:39:47that we shouldn't be attached to them we
- 3:39:50should realize that they are empty
- 3:39:54it's hard to talk about this
- 3:39:56we must depend on practice and gain
- 3:39:58understanding through practice if you
- 3:39:59try to get knowledge and understanding
- 3:40:01by studying and asking others you won't
- 3:40:03really understand the truth
- 3:40:05it's something that you have to see and
- 3:40:06know for yourself through practicing
- 3:40:09turn inwards to know within yourself
- 3:40:12don't always be turning outwards but
- 3:40:14when we talk about practicing people
- 3:40:16become argumentative
- 3:40:18their minds are ready to argue because
- 3:40:20they've learned this or that approach to
- 3:40:21the practice no one-sided attachment to
- 3:40:23what they have learned
- 3:40:25they haven't realized the truth through
- 3:40:27practice
- 3:40:29did you notice the thai people we met
- 3:40:30the other day they asked irrelevant
- 3:40:33questions like
- 3:40:34why do you eat out of your arms bowl
- 3:40:37i could see that they were far from
- 3:40:38donna
- 3:40:39they've had modern education so i can't
- 3:40:41tell them much
- 3:40:42but i let the american monk talk to them
- 3:40:45they might be willing to listen to him
- 3:40:47thai people these days don't have much
- 3:40:49interest in dhamma and don't understand
- 3:40:51it
- 3:40:51why do i say that
- 3:40:53if someone hasn't studied something
- 3:40:55they're ignorant of it
- 3:40:56they've studied other things but they're
- 3:40:58ignorant of dhamma i'll admit that i'm
- 3:41:01ignorant of the things that they have
- 3:41:02learned
- 3:41:03the western monk has studied dhamma so
- 3:41:05he can tell them something about it
- 3:41:09among thai people in the present time
- 3:41:11there is less and less interest in being
- 3:41:12ordained studying and practicing
- 3:41:15i don't know if it's because they're
- 3:41:16busy with work because the country is
- 3:41:18developing materially or what the reason
- 3:41:20might be
- 3:41:22in the past when someone was ordained
- 3:41:24they would stay for at least a few years
- 3:41:26four or five rains
- 3:41:28now it's a week or two
- 3:41:32some are ordained in the morning and
- 3:41:34disrobe in the evening
- 3:41:37that's the direction it's going in now
- 3:41:40one fellow told me if everyone were to
- 3:41:42be ordained the way you prefer for a few
- 3:41:44reigns at least there'll be no progress
- 3:41:46in the world families wouldn't grow
- 3:41:48nobody would be building things
- 3:41:50i said to him
- 3:41:51your thinking is the thinking of an
- 3:41:53earthworm
- 3:41:57an earthworm lives in the ground
- 3:41:59it eats earth for its food eating and
- 3:42:01eating it starts to worry that it's
- 3:42:03going to run out of dirt to eat
- 3:42:05it is surrounded by dirt the whole earth
- 3:42:07is covering its head but it worries
- 3:42:09it'll run out of dirt
- 3:42:12that's the thinking of an earthworm
- 3:42:14people worry that the world won't
- 3:42:15progress that it'll come to an end
- 3:42:18that's an earthworm's view
- 3:42:20they aren't earthworms but they think
- 3:42:22like them
- 3:42:23that's the wrong understanding of the
- 3:42:24animal realm they are really ignorant
- 3:42:28there's a story i've often told about a
- 3:42:30tortoise and a snake
- 3:42:32the forest was on fire and they were
- 3:42:33trying to flee the tortoise was
- 3:42:35lumbering along and then it saw the
- 3:42:37snake slither by
- 3:42:39it felt pity for that snake
- 3:42:41why
- 3:42:42the snake had no legs so the tortoise
- 3:42:44figured it wouldn't be able to escape
- 3:42:46the fire
- 3:42:47it wanted to help the snake
- 3:42:49but as the fire kept spreading the snake
- 3:42:51fled easily while the tortoise couldn't
- 3:42:53make it even with its four legs and it
- 3:42:55died there
- 3:42:57that was the tortoise's ignorance it
- 3:42:59thought if you have legs you can move if
- 3:43:02you don't have legs you can't go
- 3:43:04anywhere
- 3:43:05so it was worried about the snake
- 3:43:07it thought that the snake would die
- 3:43:09because it didn't have legs
- 3:43:11but the snake wasn't worried it knew it
- 3:43:13could easily escape the danger
- 3:43:17this is one way to talk to people who
- 3:43:19have confused ideas
- 3:43:20they feel pity for you if you aren't
- 3:43:22like them and don't have their views and
- 3:43:24their knowledge
- 3:43:25so
- 3:43:26who is ignorant
- 3:43:28i'm ignorant in my own way
- 3:43:30there are things i don't know about so i
- 3:43:32am ignorant on that account
- 3:43:38meeting different situations can be a
- 3:43:40cause for tranquility but i didn't
- 3:43:42understand how foolish and mistaken i
- 3:43:44was
- 3:43:45whenever something disturbed my mind i
- 3:43:48tried to get away from it to escape
- 3:43:50what i was doing was escaping from peace
- 3:43:53i was continually running away from
- 3:43:56peace
- 3:43:57i didn't want to see this or know about
- 3:43:58that i didn't want to think about or
- 3:44:00experience various things i didn't
- 3:44:02realize that this was defilement
- 3:44:05i only thought that i needed to remove
- 3:44:07myself and get far away from people and
- 3:44:09situations so that i wouldn't meet
- 3:44:11anything disturbing or hear speech that
- 3:44:13was displeasing
- 3:44:15the farther away i could get the better
- 3:44:19after many years had passed i was forced
- 3:44:21by the natural progression of events to
- 3:44:23change my ways
- 3:44:25having been ordained for some time i
- 3:44:27ended up with more and more disciples
- 3:44:28more people seeking me out
- 3:44:31living and practicing in the forest was
- 3:44:32something that attracted people to come
- 3:44:34and pay respects
- 3:44:35so as the number of followers increased
- 3:44:37i was forced to start facing things
- 3:44:40i couldn't run away anymore
- 3:44:43my ears had to hear sounds my eyes to
- 3:44:46see
- 3:44:47and it was then as an ajaan that i
- 3:44:50started gaining more knowledge
- 3:44:52led to a lot of wisdom and a lot of
- 3:44:54letting go
- 3:44:55there was a lot of everything going on
- 3:44:57and i learned not to grasp and hold on
- 3:44:59but to keep letting go
- 3:45:01it made me a lot more skillful than
- 3:45:03before
- 3:45:06when some suffering came about it was
- 3:45:07okay
- 3:45:08i didn't add on to it by trying to
- 3:45:10escape it previously in my meditation i
- 3:45:13had only desired tranquility
- 3:45:16i thought that the external environment
- 3:45:18was only useful insofar as it could be a
- 3:45:20cause to help me to attain tranquility
- 3:45:23i didn't think that having right view
- 3:45:25would be the cause for realizing
- 3:45:26tranquility
- 3:45:29i've often said that there are two kinds
- 3:45:30of tranquility
- 3:45:32the wise have divided it into peace
- 3:45:33through wisdom and peace through summit
- 3:45:36concentration
- 3:45:38in peace through summit
- 3:45:39the eye has to be far from sights the
- 3:45:41ear far from sounds the nose far from
- 3:45:44smells and so on
- 3:45:45then not hearing not knowing and so
- 3:45:47forth one can become tranquil
- 3:45:50this kind of peacefulness is good in his
- 3:45:52way
- 3:45:53is it a value yes it is but it is not
- 3:45:56supreme
- 3:45:58it's short-lived
- 3:46:00it doesn't have a reliable foundation
- 3:46:02when the senses meet objects that are
- 3:46:04displeasing the mind changes because it
- 3:46:06doesn't want those things to be present
- 3:46:08so the mind always has to struggle with
- 3:46:10these objects and no wisdom is born
- 3:46:13since the person always feels that he's
- 3:46:15not at peace because of those external
- 3:46:17factors
- 3:46:19on the other hand if you determine not
- 3:46:21to run away but to look directly at
- 3:46:23things
- 3:46:24you come to realize that lack of
- 3:46:25tranquility is not due to external
- 3:46:27objects or situations but only happens
- 3:46:30because of wrong understanding
- 3:46:32i often teach my disciples about this
- 3:46:35i tell them when you are intently
- 3:46:37devoted to finding tranquility in your
- 3:46:39meditation you can seek out the quietest
- 3:46:42most remote place where you won't meet
- 3:46:43with sights or sounds where there is
- 3:46:45nothing going on that will disturb you
- 3:46:48there the mind can settle down and
- 3:46:49become calm because there is nothing to
- 3:46:51provoke it
- 3:46:52then when you experience this examine it
- 3:46:55to see how much strength it has
- 3:46:57when you come out of that place and
- 3:46:58start experiencing sense contact notice
- 3:47:01how you become pleased and displeased
- 3:47:03gladdened and dejected and how the mind
- 3:47:05becomes disturbed
- 3:47:07then you will understand that this kind
- 3:47:09of tranquility is not genuine
- 3:47:14whatever occurs in your field of
- 3:47:15experience is merely what it is
- 3:47:19when something pleases us
- 3:47:20we decide that it is good
- 3:47:23when something displeases us we say it
- 3:47:25isn't good
- 3:47:27that is only our own discriminating
- 3:47:29minds giving meaning to external objects
- 3:47:33when we understand this then we have a
- 3:47:34basis for investigating these things and
- 3:47:37seeing them as they really are
- 3:47:39when there is tranquility in meditation
- 3:47:41it's not necessary to do it to do a lot
- 3:47:44of thinking
- 3:47:45this sensitivity has a certain knowing
- 3:47:47quality that is born of the tranquil
- 3:47:49mind
- 3:47:50this isn't thinking it's
- 3:47:53aya investigation contemplation of
- 3:47:55dhamma
- 3:47:56the factor of investigating
- 3:47:58dhamma
- 3:48:00this sort of tranquility does not get
- 3:48:02disturbed by experience of sense contact
- 3:48:05but then there's the question
- 3:48:06if it is tranquility why is there still
- 3:48:09something going on
- 3:48:11there is something happening within
- 3:48:12tranquility it's not something happening
- 3:48:14in the ordinary afflicted way where we
- 3:48:16make more out of it than it really is
- 3:48:19when something happens within
- 3:48:20tranquility the mind knows it extremely
- 3:48:23clearly
- 3:48:24wisdom is born there and the mind
- 3:48:26contemplates ever more clearly
- 3:48:29we see the way that things actually
- 3:48:30happen when we know the truth of them
- 3:48:32then tranquility becomes all-inclusive
- 3:48:35when the eye sees forms of the ear hears
- 3:48:37sounds we recognize them for what they
- 3:48:39are
- 3:48:40in this latter form of tranquility when
- 3:48:42the eye sees forms the mind is peaceful
- 3:48:45when the ear hears sounds the mind is
- 3:48:47peaceful
- 3:48:48the mind does not waver whatever we
- 3:48:50experience the mind is not shaken
- 3:48:54so where does this sort of tranquility
- 3:48:56come from
- 3:48:58it comes from that other other kind of
- 3:48:59tranquility that unknowing summit
- 3:49:03that is a cause that enables it to come
- 3:49:05about
- 3:49:07it is thought that wisdom comes from
- 3:49:09tranquility
- 3:49:10knowing comes from unknowing
- 3:49:12the mind comes to know from that state
- 3:49:14of unknowing from learning to
- 3:49:16investigate like this
- 3:49:18there'll be both tranquility and wisdom
- 3:49:21then wherever we are whatever we're
- 3:49:22doing we see the truth of things we know
- 3:49:25that the arising and ceasing of
- 3:49:26experience in the mind is just like that
- 3:49:29then there is nothing more to do nothing
- 3:49:31to correct or solve there's no more
- 3:49:33speculation there's nowhere to go no
- 3:49:35escape
- 3:49:37we can only escape through wisdom
- 3:49:39through knowing things as they are and
- 3:49:41transcending them
- 3:49:44in the past when i first established
- 3:49:46what pong and people started coming to
- 3:49:48see me some disciples said
- 3:49:51long pause always socializing with
- 3:49:52people this isn't a proper place to stay
- 3:49:54anymore
- 3:49:56but it wasn't that i got in search of
- 3:49:57people
- 3:49:58we established a monastery and people
- 3:50:00were coming to pay respects to our way
- 3:50:02of life well i couldn't deny what they
- 3:50:04were saying but actually i was gaining a
- 3:50:06lot of wisdom coming to know a lot of
- 3:50:08things
- 3:50:09but the disciples had no idea
- 3:50:12they could only look at me and think my
- 3:50:13practice was degenerating
- 3:50:15so many people were coming so much
- 3:50:16disturbance
- 3:50:18i didn't have any way to convince them
- 3:50:20otherwise but as time passed i overcame
- 3:50:23the various obstacles and i finally came
- 3:50:25to believe that real tranquility is born
- 3:50:27of correct view
- 3:50:30if we don't have right view then it
- 3:50:32doesn't matter where we stay we won't be
- 3:50:33at peace and wisdom won't arise
- 3:50:37our people are trying to practice here
- 3:50:39in the west
- 3:50:40i'm not criticizing anyone but from what
- 3:50:42i can see sila morality is not very well
- 3:50:45developed
- 3:50:46well this is a convention
- 3:50:49you can start by practicing samadhi
- 3:50:50first
- 3:50:51it's like walking along and coming
- 3:50:53across a long piece of wood
- 3:50:55one person can take hold of it at one
- 3:50:57end
- 3:50:58another person can pick it up at the
- 3:50:59other end but it's the same one piece of
- 3:51:01wood
- 3:51:02and taking hold of either end you can
- 3:51:04move it
- 3:51:06when there is some calm from somali
- 3:51:08practice then the mind can see things
- 3:51:09clearly and gain wisdom and see the harm
- 3:51:12in certain types of behavior
- 3:51:14and the person will have restraint and
- 3:51:15caution
- 3:51:17you can move the log from either end but
- 3:51:19the main point is to have firm
- 3:51:20determination in your practice
- 3:51:23if you start with sila this restraint
- 3:51:25will bring calm
- 3:51:27that is samadhi and it becomes the cause
- 3:51:29for wisdom and there's wisdom it helps
- 3:51:32develop samadhi further
- 3:51:34and samadhi keeps refining sila
- 3:51:36they're actually synonymous developing
- 3:51:38together
- 3:51:40in the end the final result is that they
- 3:51:42are one and the same they are
- 3:51:43inseparable
- 3:51:46we can't distinguish samadhi and
- 3:51:47classifiers separately we can't classify
- 3:51:50wisdom as something separate
- 3:51:52we can't distinguish sila as something
- 3:51:54separate
- 3:51:55at first we do distinguish among them
- 3:51:57there is this level of convention
- 3:51:59and then there's the level of liberation
- 3:52:01on the level of liberation we don't
- 3:52:03attach to good and bad using convention
- 3:52:05we distinguish good and bad and
- 3:52:07different aspects of practice
- 3:52:09this is necessary to do but it isn't yet
- 3:52:11supreme
- 3:52:12if we understand the use of convention
- 3:52:14we can come to understand liberation
- 3:52:16then we can understand the ways in which
- 3:52:18different terms are used to bring people
- 3:52:20to the same thing
- 3:52:23so in those days i learned to deal with
- 3:52:25people with all sorts of situations
- 3:52:28coming into contact with all these
- 3:52:29things i had to make my mind firm
- 3:52:32relying on wisdom i was able to see
- 3:52:34clearly and abide without being affected
- 3:52:36by whatever i met with
- 3:52:38whatever others might be saying i wasn't
- 3:52:40bothered because i had firm conviction
- 3:52:43those who will be teachers need this
- 3:52:45firm conviction in what they're doing
- 3:52:47without being affected by what people
- 3:52:48say
- 3:52:50it requires some wisdom and whatever
- 3:52:51wisdom one has can increase
- 3:52:54we take stock of all our old ways as
- 3:52:56they are revealed to us and keep
- 3:52:57cleaning them up
- 3:53:01you really have to make your mind firm
- 3:53:04sometimes there's no ease of body or
- 3:53:06mind
- 3:53:07it happens when we live together it's
- 3:53:08something natural
- 3:53:10sometimes we have to face illness for
- 3:53:12example
- 3:53:13i went through a lot of that
- 3:53:15how would you deal with it well everyone
- 3:53:17wants to live comfortably to have good
- 3:53:19food and plenty of rest but we can't
- 3:53:21always have that
- 3:53:22we can't just indulge our wishes
- 3:53:24but we create some benefit in this world
- 3:53:26through the virtuous efforts we make
- 3:53:29we create benefit for ourselves and for
- 3:53:31others for this life and the next
- 3:53:33this is the result of making the mind
- 3:53:35peaceful
- 3:53:37coming here to england and the us is the
- 3:53:39same
- 3:53:40it's a short visit but i'll try to help
- 3:53:42as i can and offer teaching guidance
- 3:53:45there are arjans and students here so
- 3:53:47i'll try to help them out
- 3:53:48even though monks haven't come to live
- 3:53:50here yet this is pretty good
- 3:53:52this visit can prepare people for having
- 3:53:54monks here
- 3:53:55if they come too soon it'll be difficult
- 3:53:58little by little people can become
- 3:53:59familiar with the practice and with the
- 3:54:01ways of the bhikkhu sangha
- 3:54:03then the sasana can flourish here so for
- 3:54:05now you have to take care of your own
- 3:54:07mind and make it right
- 3:54:10this is the
- 3:54:1210th
- 3:54:13talk or dialogue
- 3:54:15in this collection and it's entitled
- 3:54:18even one word is enough
- 3:54:20and this is um
- 3:54:23a talk or rather a dialogue that was
- 3:54:26first published in the book everything
- 3:54:28is teaching us again translated by paul
- 3:54:31breiter and this was given to the
- 3:54:33western sangha newly arrived in england
- 3:54:35in 1979 so
- 3:54:37i'm not quite sure
- 3:54:39what the occasion would have been
- 3:54:40because they they moved to england in 77
- 3:54:43and the longport came back to visit in
- 3:54:4579 so um whether this was that's a
- 3:54:49misprinted should say
- 3:54:50newly arrived in 77
- 3:54:52or whether it's when long portugal came
- 3:54:54back to visit them after having been
- 3:54:56there for a couple of years i'm not
- 3:54:58quite sure but
- 3:54:59it's that kind of occasion
- 3:55:02there
- 3:55:03here in england
- 3:55:06even one word is enough
- 3:55:10whatever you will teach
- 3:55:11it won't be outside of sila samadhi and
- 3:55:14panya or to use another standard
- 3:55:16classification morality meditation and
- 3:55:20generosity
- 3:55:22people here are already pretty
- 3:55:24complicated
- 3:55:25you have to look at those you are
- 3:55:27teaching and understand them
- 3:55:29because they're complicated you have to
- 3:55:31give them something they can relate to
- 3:55:34just to say let go let go
- 3:55:36won't be right
- 3:55:38put that aside for the time being
- 3:55:40it's like talking to older people in
- 3:55:42thailand if you try to speak bluntly
- 3:55:44they'll resent it
- 3:55:46if i do that it's okay if they hear it
- 3:55:48from me it pleases them but otherwise
- 3:55:50they would get angry
- 3:55:53you can be able to speak well but still
- 3:55:56not be skillful right tomato it's like
- 3:55:59that isn't it agencies
- 3:56:01it is
- 3:56:02they some of the other monks speak the
- 3:56:04truth but they don't do it skillfully
- 3:56:06and the lay people don't want to listen
- 3:56:08they don't have the skillful means
- 3:56:11imagination responds right
- 3:56:14they don't have a technique
- 3:56:16they don't have the technique in
- 3:56:17speaking
- 3:56:18like construction i can build things but
- 3:56:22i don't have a technique for
- 3:56:23construction to make things beautiful
- 3:56:25and long-lasting
- 3:56:26i can speak anyone can speak
- 3:56:28but it's necessary to have the skillful
- 3:56:30means to know what is appropriate
- 3:56:33then saying even one word can be of
- 3:56:35benefit otherwise you can cause trouble
- 3:56:38with your words
- 3:56:39for example people here have learned a
- 3:56:41lot of things
- 3:56:42don't go extolling your way saying my
- 3:56:45way is right your way is wrong
- 3:56:47don't do that
- 3:56:49and don't merely try to be profound
- 3:56:50either you can lead people to madness by
- 3:56:52that
- 3:56:54just say don't discard other ways you
- 3:56:56may have learned but for the time being
- 3:56:59please put them aside and focus on what
- 3:57:01we're practicing right now
- 3:57:03for example mindfulness of breathing
- 3:57:05that's something you can all teach
- 3:57:07teach to focus on the breath going in
- 3:57:09and out
- 3:57:10just keep teaching in the same way and
- 3:57:12let people get an understanding of this
- 3:57:15when you become
- 3:57:16when you become skilled at teaching one
- 3:57:17thing your ability to teach will develop
- 3:57:20of its own and you'll be able to teach
- 3:57:22other things
- 3:57:24coming to know one thing well people can
- 3:57:26then know many things
- 3:57:28it happens of its own
- 3:57:30but if you try to teach them many things
- 3:57:32they don't get a real understanding of
- 3:57:33any one thing
- 3:57:35if you point out one thing clearly then
- 3:57:37they can know many things clearly
- 3:57:40like those christians who came today
- 3:57:42they just said one thing
- 3:57:45they said one thing that was full of
- 3:57:46meaning
- 3:57:48saying one day we will meet again in the
- 3:57:50place of ultimate truth
- 3:57:52just as one statement was enough
- 3:57:54those were the words of a wise person
- 3:57:57no matter what kind of dumber we learn
- 3:57:59if we don't realize the ultimate truth
- 3:58:01para mata dhamma in our hearts we won't
- 3:58:04reach satisfaction
- 3:58:06for example sumatra might teach me
- 3:58:09i have to take that knowledge and try to
- 3:58:11put it into practice when sumato is
- 3:58:13teaching me i understand but it isn't a
- 3:58:16real or deep understanding because i
- 3:58:18haven't yet practiced
- 3:58:20when i do actually practice and realize
- 3:58:21the fruit of practicing then i will get
- 3:58:23to know the point and know the real
- 3:58:25meaning of it
- 3:58:26then i can say i know tomato
- 3:58:28i will see tomato in that place
- 3:58:30that place is tomato
- 3:58:33because he teaches that that is tomato
- 3:58:37when i teach about the buddha it's like
- 3:58:38that also
- 3:58:40i say the buddha is that place
- 3:58:42the buddha is not in the teachings
- 3:58:45when people hear this they'll be
- 3:58:46startled
- 3:58:47didn't the buddha teach those things
- 3:58:50yes he did but this is talking about
- 3:58:52ultimate truth
- 3:58:53people don't understand it yet
- 3:58:56what i gave those people to think about
- 3:58:58was
- 3:58:59this apple is something that you can see
- 3:59:01with your eyes
- 3:59:02the flavor of the apple isn't something
- 3:59:04you can know by looking at it
- 3:59:06but you do see the apple
- 3:59:09i felt that was as much as they were
- 3:59:10able to listen to you can't see the
- 3:59:13flavor but it's there
- 3:59:15when will you know it
- 3:59:17when you pick the apple up and eat it
- 3:59:20the dhamma we teach is like the apple
- 3:59:22people hear it but they don't really
- 3:59:23know the flavor of the apple when they
- 3:59:26practice then it can be known
- 3:59:28the flavor of the apple can't be known
- 3:59:30by the eyes
- 3:59:31and the truth of the dharma can't be
- 3:59:33known by the ears
- 3:59:35there is knowledge true but it doesn't
- 3:59:37really reach the actuality
- 3:59:40one has to put it into practice then
- 3:59:42wisdom arises and one recognizes the
- 3:59:43ultimate truth directly
- 3:59:45one sees the buddha there
- 3:59:47this is the profound dumber
- 3:59:50so i compared it to an apple in this way
- 3:59:52for them i offered it to that group of
- 3:59:53christians to hear and think about
- 3:59:57that kind of talk was a little salty
- 3:59:59and the note says this uh doesn't have
- 4:00:02the same connotation in english as it
- 4:00:03does in thai
- 4:00:04entire it means something that is hard
- 4:00:07or direct
- 4:00:08salty is good
- 4:00:10sweet is good sour is good
- 4:00:12many different ways of teaching are good
- 4:00:15well if you've got something to say any
- 4:00:17of you please feel free to
- 4:00:19if you've got something to say any of
- 4:00:21you please feel free to say it soon we
- 4:00:23won't have a chance to discuss things
- 4:00:25tomatoes probably run out of things to
- 4:00:27say
- 4:00:29legends tomato says i'm fed up
- 4:00:31explaining things to
- 4:00:34people look for char response don't do
- 4:00:37that you can't be fed up
- 4:00:41against tomato responds yes i'll cut
- 4:00:43that off
- 4:00:45when poor responds the head teacher
- 4:00:46can't do that there are a lot of people
- 4:00:48trying to reach nirvana so they're
- 4:00:50depending on you
- 4:00:53sometimes teaching comes easily
- 4:00:55sometimes you don't know what to say
- 4:00:56you're at a loss for words and nothing
- 4:00:58comes out or is it that you just don't
- 4:01:00want to talk
- 4:01:02it's a good training for you
- 4:01:05agent cemeter responds people around
- 4:01:07here are pretty good they aren't violent
- 4:01:09and mean-spirited or troublesome
- 4:01:11the christian priests don't dislike us
- 4:01:14the kind of questions people ask are
- 4:01:16about things like god
- 4:01:18they want to know what god is what
- 4:01:19nibana is
- 4:01:21some people believe that buddhism
- 4:01:22teaches nihilism and wants and wants to
- 4:01:25destroy the world
- 4:01:28in char responds
- 4:01:30it means their understanding is not
- 4:01:31complete or mature
- 4:01:33they are afraid everything will be
- 4:01:34finished the world will come to an end
- 4:01:37they conceive of dhamma as something
- 4:01:39empty and nihilistic so they're
- 4:01:41disheartened
- 4:01:42their way only leads to tears
- 4:01:45have you seen what it's like when people
- 4:01:47are afraid of emptiness
- 4:01:49householders try to gather possessions
- 4:01:51and watch over them like rats
- 4:01:53does this protect them from the
- 4:01:54emptiness of existence
- 4:01:56they still end up on the funeral pyre
- 4:01:58everything lost to them but while they
- 4:02:00are alive they're trying to hold on to
- 4:02:02things
- 4:02:03every day afraid they will be lost
- 4:02:05trying to avoid emptiness
- 4:02:08do they suffer this way
- 4:02:09of course they really do suffer
- 4:02:12it's not real and it's not understanding
- 4:02:15the real insubstantiality and emptiness
- 4:02:16of things not understanding this people
- 4:02:19are not happy
- 4:02:21because people don't look at themselves
- 4:02:23they don't really know what's going on
- 4:02:25in life
- 4:02:26how do you stop this delusion
- 4:02:28people believe this is me this is mine
- 4:02:32if you tell them about not-self that
- 4:02:34nothing is me or mine
- 4:02:36they're ready to argue the point until
- 4:02:37the day they die
- 4:02:39even the buddha after he attained
- 4:02:41knowledge felt weary when he considered
- 4:02:42this
- 4:02:43when he was first enlightened he thought
- 4:02:45that it would be extremely troublesome
- 4:02:47to explain the way to others
- 4:02:48then he realized that such an attitude
- 4:02:50was not correct
- 4:02:53if we don't teach such people who will
- 4:02:55we teach
- 4:02:56this is my question which i used to ask
- 4:02:58myself at those times that i got fed up
- 4:03:00and i didn't want to teach anymore who
- 4:03:02should we teach if we don't teach the
- 4:03:04deluded
- 4:03:05there's really nowhere else to go
- 4:03:07when we get fed up and want to run away
- 4:03:09from disciples to live alone we are
- 4:03:11deluded
- 4:03:13one of the because says we could be
- 4:03:15pacheco buddhas
- 4:03:18responds that's good but it's not really
- 4:03:20correct being a pacheco buddha because
- 4:03:22you simply want to run away from things
- 4:03:26arjun somato says just living naturally
- 4:03:29in a simple environment then we can
- 4:03:30naturally beat pacheco buddhas but these
- 4:03:33days it's not possible the environment
- 4:03:35we live in doesn't allow that to happen
- 4:03:37we have to live as monks
- 4:03:40arjun char responds
- 4:03:42sometimes you have to live in a
- 4:03:43situation like you have here first with
- 4:03:46some disturbance
- 4:03:47to explain it in a simple way sometimes
- 4:03:50you will be an omniscient
- 4:03:52buddha sometimes you'll be a pacheco
- 4:03:54buddha one who lives in a solitary way
- 4:03:56it depends on conditions
- 4:04:00talking about these kinds of beings is
- 4:04:02talking about the mind it's not the one
- 4:04:04is born a pacheco
- 4:04:06this is what's called explanation by
- 4:04:08personification of states of mind pugola
- 4:04:11dittana
- 4:04:12being a pacheco one abides indifferently
- 4:04:15and doesn't teach
- 4:04:16not much benefit comes from that when
- 4:04:18someone is able to teach others then
- 4:04:20they are manifesting as an omniscient
- 4:04:22buddha
- 4:04:24these are only metaphors
- 4:04:26don't be anything
- 4:04:28don't be anything at all
- 4:04:29being a buddha is a burden being a
- 4:04:31pachecra is a burden just don't desire
- 4:04:33to be
- 4:04:35i am the monks tomato i am the monk
- 4:04:37anando
- 4:04:38that way is suffering believing that you
- 4:04:40really exist thus
- 4:04:42sumato is merely a convention
- 4:04:45do you understand
- 4:04:47believing you really exist brings
- 4:04:49suffering
- 4:04:50if there is tomato then when someone
- 4:04:52criticizes you somato gets angry ananda
- 4:04:55gets angry that's what happens if you
- 4:04:57hold on to these things as real
- 4:04:59arnando and sumaida get involved and are
- 4:05:01ready to fight if there is no arnando or
- 4:05:03no tomato then there's no one there no
- 4:05:05one to answer the telephone ring ring
- 4:05:08nobody picks it up
- 4:05:09you don't become anything
- 4:05:12no one is being anything and there is no
- 4:05:14suffering
- 4:05:16if we believe ourselves to be something
- 4:05:18or someone and every time the phone
- 4:05:20rings we pick it up and get involved
- 4:05:23how can we free ourselves of this
- 4:05:26we have to look at it clearly and
- 4:05:27develop wisdom so that there is no
- 4:05:29arnando no tomato to pick up the
- 4:05:31telephone
- 4:05:32if you are arnando or somato and you
- 4:05:34answer the telephone you'll get yourself
- 4:05:36involved in suffering so don't be somato
- 4:05:39don't be anando just recognize that
- 4:05:41these names are on the level of
- 4:05:43convention
- 4:05:45if someone calls you good don't be that
- 4:05:48don't think i am good
- 4:05:50if someone says you're bad don't think
- 4:05:52i'm bad
- 4:05:54don't try to be anything
- 4:05:56know what is taking place but then don't
- 4:05:58attach to the knowledge either
- 4:06:02people can't do this they don't
- 4:06:04understand what it's all about
- 4:06:05when they hear about this they're
- 4:06:07confused and they don't know what to do
- 4:06:09i've given the analogy before about
- 4:06:11upstairs and downstairs when you go down
- 4:06:13from upstairs you're downstairs
- 4:06:15and you see the downstairs when you go
- 4:06:17upstairs again you see the upstairs the
- 4:06:20space in between you don't see
- 4:06:23the middle
- 4:06:24it means nibana is not seen
- 4:06:27we see the forms of physical objects but
- 4:06:29we don't see the grasping
- 4:06:31the grasping at upstairs and downstairs
- 4:06:33becoming in birth becoming in birth
- 4:06:36continual becoming
- 4:06:38the place without becoming is empty
- 4:06:41when we try to teach people about the
- 4:06:43place that is empty they just say
- 4:06:45there's nothing there
- 4:06:47they don't understand
- 4:06:49it's difficult real practice is required
- 4:06:51for this to be
- 4:06:52understood we have been relying on
- 4:06:55becoming on self-grasping since the day
- 4:06:57of our birth
- 4:06:59when someone talks about non-self it's
- 4:07:01too strange we can't change our
- 4:07:03perceptions so easily
- 4:07:05so it's necessary to make the mind see
- 4:07:07this through practice and then we can
- 4:07:09believe it oh it's true
- 4:07:12when people are thinking this is mine
- 4:07:14this is mine
- 4:07:15they feel happy
- 4:07:17but when the thing that is mine is lost
- 4:07:19they'll cry over it
- 4:07:21this is the path for suffering to come
- 4:07:23about
- 4:07:24we can observe this
- 4:07:25if there's no mine or me
- 4:07:28we can make use of things while we're
- 4:07:29living without attachment to them as
- 4:07:31being ours if they're lost or broken
- 4:07:33that's simply natural
- 4:07:35we don't see them as ours or as anyone's
- 4:07:37and we don't conceive of self or other
- 4:07:40this isn't referring to a mad person
- 4:07:42this is someone who is diligent such a
- 4:07:45person really knows what is useful in so
- 4:07:47many different ways but when others look
- 4:07:49at him and try to figure him out they
- 4:07:51will see someone who is crazy
- 4:07:53when tomato looks at lay people he will
- 4:07:55see them as ignorant
- 4:07:57like little children when lay people
- 4:07:58consider sumato they'll think he's
- 4:08:00someone who's lost it
- 4:08:03you don't have any interest in the
- 4:08:04things that they that they live for
- 4:08:07to put it another way an arahant and an
- 4:08:09insane person are similar
- 4:08:11think about it
- 4:08:12when people look at an arrowhunt they'll
- 4:08:14think he's crazy
- 4:08:15if you curse him he doesn't care
- 4:08:18whatever you say to him he doesn't react
- 4:08:20like a crazy person
- 4:08:22but he is crazy and has awareness
- 4:08:25a truly insane person may not get angry
- 4:08:28when he's cursed but that's because he
- 4:08:29doesn't know what's going on
- 4:08:31someone observing the arrow hunt and the
- 4:08:32mad person might see them as the same
- 4:08:35but the lowest is mad the very highest
- 4:08:38is an arahant
- 4:08:40highest and lowest are similar if you
- 4:08:41look at their external manifestation but
- 4:08:43their inner awareness their sense of
- 4:08:45things is very different
- 4:08:48think about this when someone says
- 4:08:50something that ought to make you angry
- 4:08:52and you just let it go
- 4:08:53people might think you're crazy
- 4:08:56so when you teach others about these
- 4:08:57things they don't understand it very
- 4:08:58easily it has to be internalized for
- 4:09:01them to really understand
- 4:09:04for example in this country people love
- 4:09:06beauty
- 4:09:08if you just say no
- 4:09:10these things aren't really beautiful
- 4:09:11they don't want to listen if you talk
- 4:09:14about aging they're not pleased
- 4:09:16death they don't want to hear about it
- 4:09:19it means they aren't really ready to
- 4:09:20understand
- 4:09:22if they won't believe you don't fault
- 4:09:23them for that
- 4:09:25it's like you're trying to barter with
- 4:09:26them to give them something new to
- 4:09:28replace what they have but they don't
- 4:09:30see any value in the thing that you're
- 4:09:31offering
- 4:09:33if what you have is obviously of the
- 4:09:35highest value of course they'll accept
- 4:09:36it
- 4:09:37but now why don't they believe you
- 4:09:40your wisdom isn't sufficient so don't
- 4:09:43get angry with them
- 4:09:44what's wrong with you you're out of your
- 4:09:45mind don't do that you have to teach
- 4:09:47yourself first
- 4:09:49to establish the truth of the number in
- 4:09:50yourself and develop the proper way to
- 4:09:52present it to others and then they will
- 4:09:54accept it sometimes the ajahn teaches
- 4:09:57the disciples but the disciples don't
- 4:09:59believe what he says
- 4:10:00that might make you upset but instead of
- 4:10:02getting upset it's better to search out
- 4:10:04the reason for their not believing the
- 4:10:07thing that you're offering has little
- 4:10:08value to them if you offer something of
- 4:10:10more value than the other than what they
- 4:10:12have of course they will want it
- 4:10:16when you're about to get angry at your
- 4:10:17disciples you should think like this and
- 4:10:19then you can stop your anger
- 4:10:21it's really not much fun to be angry
- 4:10:25in order to get his disciples to realize
- 4:10:26the dhamma the buddha taught a single
- 4:10:28path but with varying characteristics
- 4:10:31he didn't use only one form of teaching
- 4:10:33or present the dhamma in the same way
- 4:10:35for everyone but he taught for the
- 4:10:37single purpose of transcending suffering
- 4:10:40all the meditations he taught were for
- 4:10:42this one purpose
- 4:10:44the people of europe already have a lot
- 4:10:46in their lives
- 4:10:48if you try to lay something big and
- 4:10:49complicated on them it might be too much
- 4:10:52so
- 4:10:52what should you do
- 4:10:54any suggestions
- 4:10:56if anyone has something to talk about
- 4:10:58now's the time you won't have this
- 4:10:59chance again
- 4:11:01or if you don't have anything to discuss
- 4:11:03if
- 4:11:03you've exhausted your doubts i guess you
- 4:11:06can be pacheco buddhas
- 4:11:08in the future some of you will be dumber
- 4:11:10teachers
- 4:11:11you will teach others
- 4:11:12when you teach others you're also
- 4:11:14teaching yourselves do any of you agree
- 4:11:16with this
- 4:11:17your own skillfulness and wisdom
- 4:11:19increase your contemplation increases
- 4:11:22for example you teach someone for the
- 4:11:24first time and then you start to wonder
- 4:11:26why it's like that what the meaning is
- 4:11:29so you start thinking like this and then
- 4:11:31you'll want to contemplate and find out
- 4:11:33what it really means
- 4:11:35teaching others you're also teaching
- 4:11:37yourself in this way
- 4:11:39if you have mindfulness if you're
- 4:11:40practicing meditation it'll be like this
- 4:11:43don't think that you're only teaching
- 4:11:44others
- 4:11:45have the idea that you are also teaching
- 4:11:47yourself then there is no loss
- 4:11:52agencies says
- 4:11:54it looks like people in the world are
- 4:11:55becoming more and more equal
- 4:11:57ideas of class and caste are falling
- 4:11:59away and changing
- 4:12:01some people who believe in astrology say
- 4:12:02that in a few years there'll be great
- 4:12:04natural disasters that will cause a lot
- 4:12:06of suffering in the world
- 4:12:07i don't really know if it's true but i
- 4:12:09think it's something beyond our
- 4:12:10capabilities to deal with because our
- 4:12:12lives are too far from nature and we
- 4:12:14depend on machines for our lives of
- 4:12:16convenience
- 4:12:17they say there'll be a lot of changes in
- 4:12:18nature such as earthquakes that nobody
- 4:12:21can foresee
- 4:12:24imagination responds they talk to make
- 4:12:26people suffer
- 4:12:28i just made a response right
- 4:12:31if we don't have mindfulness we can
- 4:12:32really suffer over this
- 4:12:36is
- 4:12:37the buddha taught about the present he
- 4:12:39didn't advise us to worry about what
- 4:12:40might happen in two or three years
- 4:12:42in thailand people come to me and say oh
- 4:12:45lon paul the communists are coming what
- 4:12:47do we do
- 4:12:48i ask
- 4:12:50where are those communists
- 4:12:52well they're coming any day now they say
- 4:12:55we've had communists from the moment we
- 4:12:57were born
- 4:12:59i don't try to think beyond that
- 4:13:01having the attitude that there are
- 4:13:02always obstacles and difficulties in
- 4:13:04life kills off but communists quote
- 4:13:06unquote then we aren't heedless
- 4:13:09talking about what might happen four or
- 4:13:11five years is looking too far away they
- 4:13:14say in two or three years thailand will
- 4:13:16be communist
- 4:13:18i've always felt that the communists
- 4:13:20have been around since i was born and so
- 4:13:22i've always been contending with them
- 4:13:23right up to the present moment
- 4:13:25but people don't understand what i'm
- 4:13:27talking about
- 4:13:28it's the truth
- 4:13:30astrology can talk about what's going to
- 4:13:31happen in two years but when we talk
- 4:13:33about the present they don't know what
- 4:13:35to do
- 4:13:36buddhism talks about dealing with things
- 4:13:38right now and making yourself well
- 4:13:40prepared for whatever might happen
- 4:13:43whatever might happen in the world we
- 4:13:44don't have to be too concerned we just
- 4:13:46practice to develop wisdom in the
- 4:13:48present and do what we need to do now
- 4:13:50not tomorrow
- 4:13:52wouldn't that be better
- 4:13:53we can wait for an earthquake that might
- 4:13:55come in three or four years but actually
- 4:13:57things are quaking now america is really
- 4:13:59quaking
- 4:14:01people's minds are so wild
- 4:14:02that's your quake right there but folks
- 4:14:05don't re recognize it
- 4:14:08big earthquakes only occur once in a
- 4:14:10long while but this earth of our minds
- 4:14:12is always quaking every day every moment
- 4:14:16in my lifetime i've never experienced a
- 4:14:17serious earthquake but this kind of
- 4:14:19quake is always happening shaking us and
- 4:14:21throwing us all around
- 4:14:23this is where the buddha wanted us to
- 4:14:24look but maybe that's not what people
- 4:14:27want to hear
- 4:14:30things happen due to causes they cease
- 4:14:33due to causes ceasing
- 4:14:35we don't need to be worrying about
- 4:14:36astrological predictions we can just
- 4:14:38know what is occurring now
- 4:14:41everyone likes to ask these questions
- 4:14:42though
- 4:14:44in thailand the officials come to me and
- 4:14:45say the whole country will be communist
- 4:14:47what will we do if that happens
- 4:14:50we were born what do we do about that
- 4:14:53i haven't thought much about this
- 4:14:54problem i've always thought since the
- 4:14:56day i was born the communists have been
- 4:14:58after me
- 4:15:00after i reply like this they don't have
- 4:15:02to anything to say it stops them
- 4:15:06people may talk about the dangers of
- 4:15:07communists taking over in a few years
- 4:15:09but the buddha taught us to prepare
- 4:15:11ourselves right now to be aware and
- 4:15:13contemplate the dangers we face that are
- 4:15:15inherent in this life
- 4:15:17this is the big issue
- 4:15:18don't be heedless
- 4:15:20relying on astrology to tell you what
- 4:15:21will happen in a couple of years from
- 4:15:23now doesn't get to the point
- 4:15:25relying on budology you don't have to
- 4:15:28chew over the past you don't have to
- 4:15:30worry about the future but you look at
- 4:15:31the present
- 4:15:33causes are arising in the present so
- 4:15:35observe them in the present
- 4:15:37people who say those things are only
- 4:15:39teaching others to suffer
- 4:15:41but if someone talks the way i do people
- 4:15:43will say they're crazy
- 4:15:45in the past there was always a movement
- 4:15:47but it was only a little bit at a time
- 4:15:49so it wasn't noticeable
- 4:15:51for example tomato when you were first
- 4:15:53born were you this size
- 4:15:56this is the result of movement and
- 4:15:57change
- 4:15:58is change good of course it is if there
- 4:16:01were no movement or change you never
- 4:16:03would have grown up
- 4:16:04so we don't need to fear natural
- 4:16:06transformation
- 4:16:08if you contemplate dhamma i don't know
- 4:16:10what else you would need to think about
- 4:16:12if someone predicts what will happen in
- 4:16:14a few years we can't just wait and see
- 4:16:16what happens before we do anything we
- 4:16:18can't live like that
- 4:16:20whatever we need to do we have to do it
- 4:16:22now without waiting
- 4:16:24without waiting for anything particular
- 4:16:26to happen
- 4:16:28these days the populace is in constant
- 4:16:30motion the four elements are in motion
- 4:16:32earth water fire and air are moving but
- 4:16:35people don't recognize that the earth is
- 4:16:36moving they only look at the external
- 4:16:38earth and don't see any movement
- 4:16:42in the future
- 4:16:43in this world if people are married and
- 4:16:45stay together for more than a year or
- 4:16:46two others will think there's something
- 4:16:48wrong with them
- 4:16:49a few months will be the standard
- 4:16:52things are in constant motion like this
- 4:16:54it's the minds of people that are moving
- 4:16:56you don't need to look at astrology look
- 4:16:58to budology and you can understand this
- 4:17:02if the communists come where will you go
- 4:17:06where is there to go
- 4:17:07we've been born and we face aging
- 4:17:09sickness and death where can we go
- 4:17:12we have to stay right here and deal with
- 4:17:14these things
- 4:17:15if the communists take over we'll stay
- 4:17:17in thailand and deal with that
- 4:17:19won't they have to eat rice too
- 4:17:21why are you so fearful if you keep
- 4:17:24worrying about what might happen in the
- 4:17:25future there's no end to it
- 4:17:28there is only constant confusion and
- 4:17:29speculation
- 4:17:31tomato do you know what will happen in
- 4:17:33two or three years
- 4:17:34will there be a big earthquake
- 4:17:36when people come to ask you about these
- 4:17:38things you can tell them that they don't
- 4:17:40really need to look so far ahead to
- 4:17:41things they can't really know for
- 4:17:42certain
- 4:17:43tell them about the moving and quaking
- 4:17:45that's always going on
- 4:17:47about the transformation that allowed
- 4:17:48you to grow up and be as you are now
- 4:17:52the way people think is that having been
- 4:17:54born they don't want to die
- 4:17:56is that correct
- 4:17:57it's like pouring water into a glass but
- 4:18:00not wanting it to fill up
- 4:18:01if you keep pouring the water you can't
- 4:18:04expect it not to be full
- 4:18:06but people think like this they're born
- 4:18:08but they don't want to die
- 4:18:10is that correct thinking
- 4:18:12consider it
- 4:18:14if people are born but never die will
- 4:18:16that bring happiness
- 4:18:18if no one who comes into the world dies
- 4:18:20things will be a lot worse if no one
- 4:18:22ever dies we'll probably all end up
- 4:18:23eating excrement
- 4:18:25where would we all stay
- 4:18:26it's like pouring water into a glass
- 4:18:28without ceasing yet not wanting it to be
- 4:18:30full
- 4:18:32we really ought to think things through
- 4:18:33we're born but we don't want to die
- 4:18:36if we really don't want to die we should
- 4:18:38realize the deathless the amateurs the
- 4:18:40buddha taught
- 4:18:41do you know what amateur means
- 4:18:45it is the deathless
- 4:18:46though you die if you have wisdom it's
- 4:18:48as if you don't die
- 4:18:50not dying not being reborn
- 4:18:52that's where things can be finished
- 4:18:55being born and wishing for happiness and
- 4:18:57enjoyment without dying is not the
- 4:18:58correct way at all
- 4:19:00but that's what people want so there's
- 4:19:02no end of suffering for them
- 4:19:04the practitioner of dhamma does not
- 4:19:06suffer
- 4:19:08well practitioners such as ordinary
- 4:19:10monks still suffer because they haven't
- 4:19:11yet fulfilled the path of practice they
- 4:19:13haven't realized damma so they still
- 4:19:16suffer they're still subject to death
- 4:19:20amateur is the deathless born of the
- 4:19:22womb can we avoid death
- 4:19:25apart from realizing that there is no
- 4:19:27real self there is no way to avoid death
- 4:19:30i don't die
- 4:19:32sankara undergo transformation following
- 4:19:35their nature
- 4:19:37this is hard to see
- 4:19:38people can't think like this
- 4:19:40you need to get free of wealthiness like
- 4:19:42sumato did you need to leave the big
- 4:19:45comfortable home and the world of
- 4:19:47progress like the buddha did
- 4:19:49if the buddha had remained in his royal
- 4:19:51palace he wouldn't have become the
- 4:19:52buddha
- 4:19:53it was by leaving the palace and going
- 4:19:55to live in forests that he attained that
- 4:19:58the life of pleasure and amusement in
- 4:19:59the palace was not the way to
- 4:20:01enlightenment
- 4:20:04who is it that tells you about the
- 4:20:05astrological predictions
- 4:20:08agency replies a lot of people talk
- 4:20:10about it often they're just like a hobby
- 4:20:12or a cat
- 4:20:15sorry a lot of people talk about it
- 4:20:17often just like a hobby or a casual
- 4:20:19interest
- 4:20:21in child response
- 4:20:23if it really is as they say then what
- 4:20:25should people do
- 4:20:27are they offering any path to follow
- 4:20:29from my point of view the buddha taught
- 4:20:31very clearly he said that the things we
- 4:20:34can't be sure about are many starting
- 4:20:36from the time we were born
- 4:20:38astrology may talk about months or years
- 4:20:40in the future but the buddha points to
- 4:20:42the moment of birth
- 4:20:43predicting the future may make people
- 4:20:45anxious about what could happen but the
- 4:20:47truth is that uncertainty is always with
- 4:20:49us right from birth
- 4:20:52people aren't likely to believe such
- 4:20:54talk are they
- 4:20:56if you he said speaking to a lay person
- 4:20:58who is present are afraid then consider
- 4:21:01this
- 4:21:02suppose that you are convicted of a
- 4:21:03crime that calls for capital punishment
- 4:21:05and in seven days you will be executed
- 4:21:08what will go through your mind
- 4:21:11this is my question for you if in seven
- 4:21:13days you'll be executed what will you do
- 4:21:17if you think about it and take a step
- 4:21:18further you'll realize that all of us
- 4:21:20right now are sentenced to die
- 4:21:24only we don't know when it'll happen
- 4:21:26it could be sooner than seven days
- 4:21:28are you aware that you are under a death
- 4:21:30sentence
- 4:21:32if you were to violate the law of the
- 4:21:34land and be sentenced to death you would
- 4:21:35certainly be most distressed
- 4:21:38meditation on death is recollecting that
- 4:21:40death is going to take us and it could
- 4:21:42be very soon
- 4:21:44but you don't think about it so you feel
- 4:21:45you're living comfortably
- 4:21:47if you do think about it it'll cause you
- 4:21:49to have devotion to the practice of
- 4:21:50dhamma
- 4:21:51so the buddha taught us to practice the
- 4:21:53recollection of death regularly
- 4:21:55those who don't recollect it live with
- 4:21:57fear they don't know themselves
- 4:21:59but if you do recollect and are aware of
- 4:22:01yourself it'll lead you to want to
- 4:22:03practice dumber seriously and be free
- 4:22:05from such fear
- 4:22:08if you are aware of this death sentence
- 4:22:10you will want to find a solution
- 4:22:13generally people don't like to hear such
- 4:22:15talk
- 4:22:16doesn't that mean they're far from the
- 4:22:17true dumber
- 4:22:19the buddha urged us to recollect death
- 4:22:22but people get upset by such talk
- 4:22:24that's the karma of beings
- 4:22:26they do have some knowledge of this fact
- 4:22:28but the knowledge isn't yet clear
- 4:22:30this is the 11th
- 4:22:33talk in this collection entitled
- 4:22:36making the heart good
- 4:22:38and this was
- 4:22:40a um a talk that was given on the
- 4:22:42occasion of a large group of lay people
- 4:22:44coming to visit wat papong and to make
- 4:22:46offerings to support the monastery and
- 4:22:48this was first published in the book
- 4:22:51living dhamma and was
- 4:22:53translated by
- 4:22:54pariso bruce evans
- 4:22:58these days people are going all over the
- 4:23:00place looking for merit
- 4:23:03and they always seem to stop over a
- 4:23:05whopper pong they didn't stop on over on
- 4:23:07the way they stop over on the return
- 4:23:08journey
- 4:23:09what papong has become a stopover point
- 4:23:12some people are in such a hurry i don't
- 4:23:14even get a chance to see or speak to
- 4:23:16them
- 4:23:16most of them are looking for merit
- 4:23:19i don't see many looking for a way out
- 4:23:20of wrongdoing
- 4:23:22they're so intent on getting merit they
- 4:23:24don't know what they can they don't know
- 4:23:25where they're going to put it it's like
- 4:23:28trying to dye a dirty unwashed cloth
- 4:23:32monks talk straight like this but it's
- 4:23:34hard for most people to put this sort of
- 4:23:36teaching into practice
- 4:23:37it's hard because they don't understand
- 4:23:40if they understood it would be much
- 4:23:41easier
- 4:23:43suppose there was a hole
- 4:23:45and there was something at the bottom of
- 4:23:47it now anyone who put their hand into
- 4:23:49the hole and didn't reach the bottom
- 4:23:50would say that the hole was too deep
- 4:23:53out of a hundred or out of a thousand
- 4:23:54people putting their hands down that
- 4:23:56hole they'd all say the hole was too
- 4:23:58deep none would say that their arm was
- 4:24:00too short
- 4:24:03there are so many people looking for
- 4:24:05merit
- 4:24:06sooner or later they'll have to start
- 4:24:07looking for a way out of wrongdoing but
- 4:24:10not many people are interested in this
- 4:24:13the teaching of the buddha is so brief
- 4:24:15but most people just pass it by just
- 4:24:17like they pass through wat papong
- 4:24:19for most people that's what the dhamma
- 4:24:21is a stopover point
- 4:24:25only three words hardly anything to it
- 4:24:30refraining from all wrongdoing that's
- 4:24:33the teaching of all the buddhas
- 4:24:35this is the heart of buddhism
- 4:24:37but people keep jumping over it they
- 4:24:39don't want this one
- 4:24:41the renunciation of all wrongdoing great
- 4:24:43and small from bodily verbal and mental
- 4:24:44actions this is the teaching of the
- 4:24:46buddhas
- 4:24:49if we were to dye a piece of cloth we'd
- 4:24:51have to wash it first
- 4:24:53but most people don't do that
- 4:24:55without looking at the cloth they dip it
- 4:24:56into the dye straight away
- 4:24:58if the cloth is dirty dying it makes
- 4:25:00come out
- 4:25:01dyeing it makes it come out even worse
- 4:25:03than before
- 4:25:04think about it dying a dirty old rag
- 4:25:07would that look good
- 4:25:09you see
- 4:25:11this is how buddhism teaches but most
- 4:25:13people just pass it by
- 4:25:15they just want to perform good works but
- 4:25:17they don't want to give up wrongdoing
- 4:25:20it's just like saying the hole is too
- 4:25:21deep
- 4:25:23everybody says the hole is too deep
- 4:25:25nobody says their arm is too short
- 4:25:27we have to come back to ourselves
- 4:25:30with this teaching you have to take a
- 4:25:31step back and look at yourself
- 4:25:36sometimes they go looking for merit by
- 4:25:38the busload
- 4:25:39maybe they even argue on the bus or
- 4:25:41they're drunk
- 4:25:42ask them where they're going and they
- 4:25:44say they're looking for merit
- 4:25:46they want merit but they don't give up
- 4:25:48vice
- 4:25:49they'll never find merit that way
- 4:25:52this is how people are you have to look
- 4:25:54closely look at yourselves
- 4:25:57the buddha taught about having
- 4:25:58recollection and self-awareness in all
- 4:26:00situations
- 4:26:01wrongdoing arises in bodily verbal and
- 4:26:03mental actions
- 4:26:05the source of all good evil well-being
- 4:26:07and harm lies with actions speech and
- 4:26:09thoughts
- 4:26:11did you bring your actions speech and
- 4:26:13thoughts with you today
- 4:26:15or have you left them at home
- 4:26:18this is where you must look right here
- 4:26:20you don't have to look very far away
- 4:26:22look at your actions speech and thoughts
- 4:26:25look to see if your conduct is faulty or
- 4:26:27not
- 4:26:30don't really look at these things
- 4:26:32like the housewife washing the dishes
- 4:26:34with a scowl on her face
- 4:26:35she's so intent on cleaning the dishes
- 4:26:37she doesn't realize her own mind's dirty
- 4:26:40have you ever seen this
- 4:26:42she only sees the dishes she's looking
- 4:26:44too far away isn't she
- 4:26:46some of you have probably experienced
- 4:26:47this i'd say
- 4:26:49this is where you have to look
- 4:26:51people concentrate on cleaning the
- 4:26:52dishes but they let their minds go dirty
- 4:26:55this is not good they're forgetting
- 4:26:57themselves
- 4:27:00because they don't see themselves people
- 4:27:02can commit all sorts of bad deeds
- 4:27:05they don't look at their own minds
- 4:27:07when people are going to do something
- 4:27:09bad they'll have to look around first to
- 4:27:11see if anyone is looking will my mother
- 4:27:13see me will my husband see me will my
- 4:27:15children see me will my wife see me
- 4:27:19if there's no one watching then they go
- 4:27:20right ahead and do it
- 4:27:23this is insulting themselves
- 4:27:25they say no one is watching so they
- 4:27:27quickly finish the job before anyone
- 4:27:28will see
- 4:27:30and what about themselves aren't they or
- 4:27:32somebody
- 4:27:34you see
- 4:27:36because they overlook themselves like
- 4:27:37this people never find what is a real
- 4:27:39value they don't find the dumbo
- 4:27:42if you look at yourselves you will see
- 4:27:43yourselves
- 4:27:44whenever you're about to do something
- 4:27:46bad if you see yourself in time you can
- 4:27:49stop
- 4:27:50if you want to do something worthwhile
- 4:27:52look at your mind if you know how to
- 4:27:54look at yourself then you'll know about
- 4:27:56right and wrong harm and benefit vice
- 4:27:59and virtue
- 4:28:00these are the things that we should know
- 4:28:02about
- 4:28:05if i don't talk of these things you
- 4:28:06won't know about them
- 4:28:08you have greed and delusion in the mind
- 4:28:10but don't know it
- 4:28:11you won't know anything if you're always
- 4:28:12looking outside
- 4:28:14this is what this is the trouble with
- 4:28:16people not looking at themselves
- 4:28:18looking inwards you will see good and
- 4:28:20evil seeking goodness we can take it to
- 4:28:22heart and practice accordingly
- 4:28:26giving up the bad practicing the good
- 4:28:28this is the heart of buddhism
- 4:28:33not committing any wrongdoing either
- 4:28:35through body speech or mind that's the
- 4:28:37right practice the teaching of the
- 4:28:39buddhas
- 4:28:40now our cloth quote unquote is clean
- 4:28:44then we have kusala super sampada
- 4:28:47making the mind virtuous and skillful
- 4:28:50if the mind is virtuous and skillful we
- 4:28:52don't have to take a bus all over the
- 4:28:54countryside looking for merit
- 4:28:56even sitting at home
- 4:28:59we can attain to merit
- 4:29:01but most people just go looking for
- 4:29:03merit all over the countryside without
- 4:29:04giving up their vices
- 4:29:06when they return home it's empty-handed
- 4:29:08they go back to their old sour faces
- 4:29:11there they are washing the dishes with a
- 4:29:12sour face so intent on cleaning the
- 4:29:14dishes
- 4:29:16this is where people don't look they're
- 4:29:18far away from merit
- 4:29:21and we may know these things but we
- 4:29:23don't really know if we don't know
- 4:29:24within our own minds
- 4:29:26buddhism doesn't enter our heart
- 4:29:29if our mind is good and virtuous it's
- 4:29:31happy there's a smile in our heart but
- 4:29:34most of us can hardly find time to smile
- 4:29:36can we we can only manage to smile when
- 4:29:38things go our way
- 4:29:40most people's happiness depends on
- 4:29:42having things go to their liking
- 4:29:45they have to have everybody in the world
- 4:29:47say only pleasant things
- 4:29:49is that how you find happiness
- 4:29:50is it possible to have everybody in the
- 4:29:52world say only pleasant things
- 4:29:56if that's how it is when will you ever
- 4:29:58find happiness
- 4:30:01we must use dhamma to find happiness
- 4:30:04whatever it may be whether right or
- 4:30:06wrong don't blindly cling to it
- 4:30:08just notice it then lay it down
- 4:30:11when the mind is at ease then you can
- 4:30:13smile
- 4:30:14the minute you become averse to
- 4:30:15something the mind goes bad then nothing
- 4:30:18is good at all
- 4:30:23having cleared away the impurities the
- 4:30:25mind is free of worries it's peaceful
- 4:30:27kind and virtuous
- 4:30:29when the mind is radiant and has given
- 4:30:31up evil there is ease at all times
- 4:30:34the serene and peaceful mind is the true
- 4:30:36epitome of human achievement
- 4:30:39when others say things to our liking we
- 4:30:41smile if they say things that displease
- 4:30:43us we frown
- 4:30:45how can we ever get others to say things
- 4:30:47only to our liking every single day
- 4:30:50is it possible
- 4:30:51even your own children have they ever
- 4:30:53said things that displease you have you
- 4:30:56ever upset your parents
- 4:30:59not only other people but even our own
- 4:31:00minds can upset us
- 4:31:02sometimes i think the things we
- 4:31:04ourselves think of are not pleasant
- 4:31:06what can you do
- 4:31:08you might be walking along and suddenly
- 4:31:10kick a tree stump thud ouch
- 4:31:13where's the problem
- 4:31:14who kicked who anyway
- 4:31:16who are you going to blame it's your own
- 4:31:18fault
- 4:31:19even our own mind can be displeasing to
- 4:31:21us if you think about it you'll see that
- 4:31:23this is true
- 4:31:25sometimes we do things that even we
- 4:31:27don't like
- 4:31:28all you can say is damn
- 4:31:30there's no one else to blame
- 4:31:34gaining merit or boon in buddhism is
- 4:31:37giving up that which is wrong
- 4:31:40when we abandon wrongness then we are no
- 4:31:42longer wrong
- 4:31:44when there is no stress there is calm
- 4:31:46the calm mind is a clean mind one which
- 4:31:48harbours no angry thoughts
- 4:31:50one which is clear
- 4:31:54how can you make the mind clear
- 4:31:56just by knowing it for example you might
- 4:31:58think today i'm in a really bad mood
- 4:32:00everything i look at offends me even the
- 4:32:03plates in the cupboard
- 4:32:05you might feel like smashing them every
- 4:32:06single one of them
- 4:32:08whatever you look at looks bad the
- 4:32:10chickens the ducks the cats the dogs you
- 4:32:12hate them all
- 4:32:13everything your husband says is
- 4:32:15offensive
- 4:32:16even looking into your own mind you
- 4:32:18aren't satisfied what can you do in such
- 4:32:21a situation
- 4:32:22where does this suffering come from
- 4:32:25this is called having no merit
- 4:32:28these days in thailand they have a
- 4:32:29saying that when someone dies his merit
- 4:32:31is finished
- 4:32:35in time but that's not the case there
- 4:32:37are plenty of people still alive who
- 4:32:38finished their marriage already those
- 4:32:40people who don't know merit the bad mind
- 4:32:42just collects more and more badness
- 4:32:46now going on these merit making tours is
- 4:32:48like building a beautiful house without
- 4:32:50preparing the area beforehand
- 4:32:52in no long time the house will collapse
- 4:32:54would it
- 4:32:55the design was no good
- 4:32:58now you have to try again try a
- 4:32:59different way
- 4:33:00you have to look into yourself
- 4:33:02looking at the faults in your actions
- 4:33:04speech and thoughts
- 4:33:06where else are you going to practice
- 4:33:07other than than at your actions speech
- 4:33:09and thoughts
- 4:33:11people get lost they want to go and
- 4:33:13practice dharma where it's really
- 4:33:14peaceful in the forest or at wappapong
- 4:33:17is watbapong peaceful
- 4:33:19no
- 4:33:20it's not really peaceful
- 4:33:21where it's really peaceful is in your
- 4:33:23own home
- 4:33:26if you have wisdom wherever you go
- 4:33:28you'll be carefree the whole world is
- 4:33:30already fine just as it is
- 4:33:33all the trees in the forest are already
- 4:33:35just fine as they are
- 4:33:37there are tall ones short ones hollow
- 4:33:38ones all kinds
- 4:33:40they are simply the way they are
- 4:33:44through ignorance of their true nature
- 4:33:45we go and force our opinions on them
- 4:33:47saying oh this tree's too short this
- 4:33:50tree is hollow
- 4:33:52those trees are simply trees
- 4:33:54they're better off than we are
- 4:33:57that's why i've had these little poems
- 4:33:59written up on the trees here
- 4:34:00let the trees teach you
- 4:34:02have you learned anything from them yet
- 4:34:05you should try to learn at least one
- 4:34:07thing from them there are so many trees
- 4:34:09all with something
- 4:34:11with something to teach you
- 4:34:13dharma is everywhere it's in everything
- 4:34:15in nature
- 4:34:16you should understand this point don't
- 4:34:18go blaming the hole for being too deep
- 4:34:20turn around and look at your own arm if
- 4:34:22you can see this you will be
- 4:34:24happy if you make merit or virtue
- 4:34:27preserve it in your mind
- 4:34:29that's the best place to keep it
- 4:34:31making merit as you have done today is
- 4:34:33good but it's not the best way
- 4:34:36constructing buildings is good but it's
- 4:34:38not the best thing
- 4:34:40building your own mind into something
- 4:34:41good is the best way
- 4:34:43this way you'll find goodness whether
- 4:34:45you come here or whether you stay at
- 4:34:46home
- 4:34:48find this excellence within your mind
- 4:34:51outer structures like this hall here are
- 4:34:53just like the bark of the tree they're
- 4:34:55not the heartwood
- 4:34:57if you have wisdom wherever you look
- 4:34:59there will be dhamma
- 4:35:01if you lack wisdom and even the good
- 4:35:03things turn bad
- 4:35:05where does this badness come from
- 4:35:07just from our own minds that's where
- 4:35:10look how this mind changes everything
- 4:35:12changes
- 4:35:14husband and wife used to get on all
- 4:35:15right together they could talk to each
- 4:35:17other quite happily but there comes a
- 4:35:19day when their mood goes bad
- 4:35:21everything the spouse says seems
- 4:35:22offensive
- 4:35:23mind has gone bad it's changed again
- 4:35:26this is how it is
- 4:35:28so in order to give up evil and
- 4:35:30cultivate the good you don't have to go
- 4:35:32looking anywhere else
- 4:35:34if your mind has gone bad don't go
- 4:35:36looking over at this person or that
- 4:35:37person
- 4:35:38just look at your own mind and find out
- 4:35:40where these thoughts come from
- 4:35:43why does the mind think such things
- 4:35:45understand that all things are transient
- 4:35:48love is transient hate is transient
- 4:35:51have you ever loved your children
- 4:35:53of course you have
- 4:35:54have you ever hated them i'll answer for
- 4:35:57that i'll answer that for you too
- 4:35:59sometimes you do don't you
- 4:36:00can you throw them away
- 4:36:02no you can't throw them away
- 4:36:04why not
- 4:36:06children aren't like bullets are they
- 4:36:09so this is a
- 4:36:10a play on words here because the word in
- 4:36:13thai
- 4:36:14for child is luke and
- 4:36:17the word for a bullet is luke
- 4:36:19is a pistol or gun and so a bullet is a
- 4:36:23lupine it's like a child of the gun
- 4:36:26can you throw them away no you can't
- 4:36:28throw them away why not children aren't
- 4:36:30like bullets are they bullets are fired
- 4:36:32outwards but children are fired right
- 4:36:35back to the parents
- 4:36:36if they're bad it comes back to the
- 4:36:38parents
- 4:36:39you could say that children are your
- 4:36:40comrades
- 4:36:42there are good ones and bad ones both
- 4:36:44good and bad are right there in your
- 4:36:46children
- 4:36:47but even the bad ones are precious
- 4:36:50one may be one may be born with polio
- 4:36:52crippled and deformed and be even more
- 4:36:54precious than the others
- 4:36:56whenever you leave home for a while you
- 4:36:58have to leave a message look after the
- 4:37:00little one he's not so strong
- 4:37:02you love him even more than the others
- 4:37:06you should then set your minds well half
- 4:37:08love half hate
- 4:37:10don't take only the one or the other
- 4:37:12always have both sides in mind
- 4:37:14your children are your comrade they are
- 4:37:16appropriate to their owners
- 4:37:18they are your kama so you must take
- 4:37:19responsibility for them
- 4:37:21if they really give you suffering just
- 4:37:23remind yourself it's my comma
- 4:37:25if they please you just remind yourself
- 4:37:27it's my combo
- 4:37:30sometimes it gets so frustrating at home
- 4:37:32you must just want to run away
- 4:37:34it gets so bad some people even
- 4:37:36contemplate hanging themselves
- 4:37:38it's common we have to accept the fact
- 4:37:41avoid bad actions and you'll be able to
- 4:37:43see yourself more clearly
- 4:37:46this is why contemplating things is so
- 4:37:48important
- 4:37:49usually when people practice meditation
- 4:37:51they use a meditation object such as
- 4:37:54reciting buddho dumbo or sanko
- 4:37:57but you can make it even shorter than
- 4:37:59this
- 4:38:00whenever you feel annoyed
- 4:38:02whenever your mind goes bad
- 4:38:04just say so
- 4:38:07when you feel better just say so it's
- 4:38:10not a sure thing
- 4:38:12if you love someone just say so
- 4:38:15when you're feeling angry just say so
- 4:38:18do you understand
- 4:38:20you don't have to go looking into the
- 4:38:21tapitica the three volumes of the
- 4:38:23buddha's teachings
- 4:38:25just so
- 4:38:27this means it's transient
- 4:38:29love is transient hate is transient good
- 4:38:32is transient evil is transient
- 4:38:34how could they be permanent
- 4:38:36where is there any permanence in them
- 4:38:40you could say that they are permanent
- 4:38:41insofar as they are invariably
- 4:38:44impermanent
- 4:38:45they are certain in this respect they
- 4:38:47never become otherwise
- 4:38:49one minute there's love the next hate
- 4:38:51that's how things are
- 4:38:53in this sense they are permanent
- 4:38:56that's why i say whenever love arises
- 4:38:58just tell it so
- 4:39:00it saves a lot of time
- 4:39:02you don't have to say ani chengdu
- 4:39:05if you don't want a long meditation
- 4:39:07theme just take the simple word
- 4:39:09if love arises before you really get
- 4:39:11lost in it just tell yourself so
- 4:39:14that's enough
- 4:39:18everything is transient and it's
- 4:39:19permanent in that it's invariably that
- 4:39:22way
- 4:39:23just to see this much is to see the
- 4:39:25heart of the dominant the true donor
- 4:39:27now if everybody said so more often and
- 4:39:31applied themselves to training like this
- 4:39:33clinging would become less and less
- 4:39:36people would not be so stuck on love and
- 4:39:37hate they would not cling to things
- 4:39:40they would just put their trust in the
- 4:39:41truth not with other things
- 4:39:44just to know this much is enough what
- 4:39:46else you need to know
- 4:39:49having heard the teaching you should try
- 4:39:50to remember it also
- 4:39:52what should you remember
- 4:39:54meditate do you understand
- 4:39:56if you understand the dhamma clicks with
- 4:39:58you the mind will stop
- 4:40:00if there is anger in the mind just so
- 4:40:03that's enough it stops straight away
- 4:40:06if you don't yet understand look deeply
- 4:40:08into the matter
- 4:40:10if there's understanding when anger
- 4:40:12arises in the mind you can just shut it
- 4:40:14off with
- 4:40:14so it's impermanent
- 4:40:19today you have had a chance to record
- 4:40:20the dhamma both inwardly and outwardly
- 4:40:22inwardly the sound enters through the
- 4:40:24ears to be recorded in the mind
- 4:40:26if you can't do this much it's not so
- 4:40:28good your time with pong will be wasted
- 4:40:31record it outwardly and record it
- 4:40:32inwardly
- 4:40:34this tape recorder here is not so
- 4:40:35important the really important thing is
- 4:40:37the recorder in the mind
- 4:40:40the tape recorder is perishable but if
- 4:40:42the dhamma really reaches the mind it's
- 4:40:44imperishable it's there for good
- 4:40:46and you don't have to waste your money
- 4:40:48on batteries
- 4:40:50this is the 12th
- 4:40:53talk in this collection
- 4:40:55entitled
- 4:40:56why are we here and this was um
- 4:41:00uh originally published in living dhamma
- 4:41:03and translated by bruce evans pariso and
- 4:41:06was the
- 4:41:07person who originally did the
- 4:41:09translation and it was a talk given at
- 4:41:11uh what
- 4:41:13which means the the monastery of the
- 4:41:15diamond light cave
- 4:41:18and it was to a group of visiting lay
- 4:41:19people and it was during the reigns
- 4:41:20retreat of 1981 so
- 4:41:22this was very shortly before ajincha's
- 4:41:24health broke down it was during that
- 4:41:26vasa that reigns retreat
- 4:41:28that um he fell seriously ill was taken
- 4:41:30off to bangkok and then
- 4:41:33his um health degenerated steadily over
- 4:41:36the next few months so
- 4:41:39this is one of the very last recorded
- 4:41:41actual dummy talks of imagination
- 4:41:44if not the last one
- 4:41:46when he actually gave her like a formal
- 4:41:47teaching and
- 4:41:49and it was recorded so it was a very
- 4:41:51close to his sort of
- 4:41:53final um
- 4:41:57expression of guidance and instruction
- 4:41:59to people
- 4:42:02why are we here
- 4:42:05this reigns retreat i don't have much
- 4:42:06strength i'm not well
- 4:42:08so i've come up to this mountain here to
- 4:42:10get some fresh air
- 4:42:12people come to visit but i can't really
- 4:42:14receive them like i used to because my
- 4:42:16voice has just about had it my breath is
- 4:42:18just about gone
- 4:42:20you can count it as a blessing that
- 4:42:21there is still this body sitting here
- 4:42:23for you all to see now
- 4:42:25this is a blessing in itself
- 4:42:26soon you won't see it
- 4:42:29the breath will be finished the voice
- 4:42:30will be gone
- 4:42:32they will fare in accordance with
- 4:42:33supporting factors like all compounded
- 4:42:35things
- 4:42:36the buddha called it
- 4:42:39the decline and dissolution of all
- 4:42:40conditioned phenomena
- 4:42:42how do they decline
- 4:42:45consider a lump of ice
- 4:42:47originally it was simply water people
- 4:42:50freeze it and it becomes ice
- 4:42:52but it doesn't take long before it's
- 4:42:54melted take a big lump of ice say as big
- 4:42:56as this tape recorder here and leave it
- 4:42:58out in the sun
- 4:42:59you can see how it declines much the
- 4:43:01same as the body
- 4:43:03it will gradually disintegrate
- 4:43:05after not many hours or minutes all
- 4:43:07that's left is a puddle of water
- 4:43:09this is called
- 4:43:12the decline and dissolution of all
- 4:43:13compounded things
- 4:43:16it's been this way for a long time now
- 4:43:18ever since the beginning of time
- 4:43:20when we are born we bring this inherent
- 4:43:22nature into the world with us we can't
- 4:43:24avoid it
- 4:43:25at birth we bring old age sickness and
- 4:43:28death along with us
- 4:43:30so this is why the buddha said
- 4:43:33young the decline and dissolution of all
- 4:43:35compounded things
- 4:43:37all of us sitting here in this hall now
- 4:43:39monks novices laymen lay women are
- 4:43:41without exception lumps of deterioration
- 4:43:44quote unquote
- 4:43:46right now the lump is hard just like the
- 4:43:49lump of ice
- 4:43:50it starts out as water becomes ice for a
- 4:43:52while and then it melts again
- 4:43:54can you see this decline in yourself
- 4:43:57look at this body it's aging every day
- 4:44:00hair is aging nails aging everything is
- 4:44:03aging
- 4:44:05you weren't like this before were you
- 4:44:08you were probably much smaller than this
- 4:44:10now you've grown up and matured from now
- 4:44:12on you will decline following the way of
- 4:44:15nature
- 4:44:17the body declines just like the lump of
- 4:44:19ice soon just like the lump of ice it's
- 4:44:21all gone
- 4:44:23all bodies are composed of the four
- 4:44:25elements of earth water wind and fire
- 4:44:29a body is the confluence of earth water
- 4:44:31wind and fire which we proceed to call a
- 4:44:33person
- 4:44:35originally it's hard to say what you
- 4:44:36could call it but now we call it a
- 4:44:39person quote unquote
- 4:44:41we get infatuated with it saying it's a
- 4:44:43male it's a female giving it names
- 4:44:46mister misses and so on and so on
- 4:44:48so that we can identify each other more
- 4:44:50easily
- 4:44:51but actually there isn't anybody there
- 4:44:55there's earth water wind and fire
- 4:44:59when they come together in this known
- 4:45:01form we call the result a person
- 4:45:04now don't get excited over it if you
- 4:45:06really look into it there isn't anyone
- 4:45:09there
- 4:45:12that which is solid in the body the
- 4:45:14flesh skin bones and so on are called
- 4:45:16the earth element
- 4:45:18those aspects of the body which are
- 4:45:19liquid are the water element
- 4:45:22the faculty of warmth in the body is the
- 4:45:24fire element
- 4:45:25while the winds coursing through the
- 4:45:26body are the wind element
- 4:45:29at wappapong we have a body which is
- 4:45:31neither male nor female
- 4:45:33it's the skeleton hanging in the main
- 4:45:34hall
- 4:45:36looking at it you don't get the feeling
- 4:45:37that it's a man or a woman
- 4:45:39people ask each other if it's a man or
- 4:45:41and all they can do is look blankly at
- 4:45:43each other
- 4:45:45it's only a skeleton all the skin and
- 4:45:47flesh are gone
- 4:45:50people are ignorant of these things
- 4:45:52some go to wappapong into the main hall
- 4:45:54they see the skeletons and then come
- 4:45:56running right out again they can't bear
- 4:45:58to look
- 4:45:59they're afraid of the skeletons
- 4:46:02i figure these people have never seen
- 4:46:03themselves before
- 4:46:05because they're afraid of the skeletons
- 4:46:06they don't reflect on the great value of
- 4:46:08a skeleton
- 4:46:09to get to the monastery they had to ride
- 4:46:11in a car or walk if they didn't have
- 4:46:13bones how would they be
- 4:46:15would they be able to walk about like
- 4:46:17that
- 4:46:18but they ride their cars to whopper pond
- 4:46:19go in the main hall see the skeleton and
- 4:46:21run straight back out again they've
- 4:46:23never seen such a thing before
- 4:46:26they're born with it and yet they've
- 4:46:28never seen it
- 4:46:29it's very fortunate that they have a
- 4:46:31chance to see it now
- 4:46:33even older people see the skeleton and
- 4:46:35get scared
- 4:46:36what's all the fuss about
- 4:46:39this shows that they're not at all in
- 4:46:40touch with themselves they don't really
- 4:46:42know themselves
- 4:46:44maybe they go home and still can't sleep
- 4:46:45for three or four days and yet they're
- 4:46:47sleeping with a skeleton they get
- 4:46:49dressed with it eat food with it do
- 4:46:51everything with it and yet they're
- 4:46:53scared of it
- 4:46:56this shows how out of touch people are
- 4:46:57with themselves
- 4:46:59how pitiful
- 4:47:01they're always looking outwards the
- 4:47:02trees of other people external objects
- 4:47:05saying this one's big that's small
- 4:47:07that's short that's long
- 4:47:09they're so busy looking at other things
- 4:47:11they never see themselves
- 4:47:12to be honest people are really pitiful
- 4:47:16they have no refuge
- 4:47:20in the ordination ceremonies the
- 4:47:22ordinaise must learn the five basic
- 4:47:24meditation themes quesa head hair loma
- 4:47:28body hair
- 4:47:35some of the students and educated people
- 4:47:37snigger to themselves when they hear
- 4:47:38this part of the ordination ceremony
- 4:47:40what's the agenda trying to teach us
- 4:47:42here
- 4:47:43teaching us about hair and we've had it
- 4:47:45for ages
- 4:47:46he doesn't have to teach us about this
- 4:47:48we know it already
- 4:47:49why bother teaching us about something
- 4:47:51that we already know
- 4:47:54dim people are like this
- 4:47:56they think that they can see the hair
- 4:47:57already i tell them that when i say to
- 4:48:00see the hair i mean to see it as it
- 4:48:02really is
- 4:48:04see body hair as it really is see nails
- 4:48:07and teeth and skin as they really are
- 4:48:09that's what i call seeing
- 4:48:11not seeing in a superficial way but
- 4:48:13seeing in accordance with the truth
- 4:48:16we wouldn't be so sunk up to the ears in
- 4:48:18things if we could see things as they
- 4:48:20really are
- 4:48:21hair nails teeth and skin
- 4:48:24what are they really like are they
- 4:48:26pretty
- 4:48:27are they clean
- 4:48:29do they have any real substance
- 4:48:31are they stable
- 4:48:34no there's nothing to them they're not
- 4:48:36pretty but we imagine them to be so
- 4:48:38they're not substantial but we imagine
- 4:48:40them to be so
- 4:48:44hair nails teeth skin
- 4:48:46people are really hooked onto these
- 4:48:47things
- 4:48:49the buddha established these things as
- 4:48:50the basic themes for meditation he
- 4:48:52taught us to know these things
- 4:48:55they are transient imperfect and onless
- 4:48:58they are not me or them
- 4:49:00we are born with them and
- 4:49:03sorry we are born with and deluded by
- 4:49:06these things
- 4:49:07but really they're foul
- 4:49:09suppose we didn't bathe for a week could
- 4:49:11we bear to be close to each other we'd
- 4:49:13smell really bad
- 4:49:15when people sweat a lot just as when a
- 4:49:17lot of people are working hard together
- 4:49:19the smell is awful
- 4:49:20we go back home and rub ourselves down
- 4:49:22with soap and water and the smell abates
- 4:49:24somewhat the fragrance of the soap
- 4:49:26replaces it the rubbing soap on the body
- 4:49:28may make it seem fragrant but actually
- 4:49:30the bad smell of the body is still there
- 4:49:32it's just temporarily suppressed
- 4:49:35when the smell of the soap is gone the
- 4:49:37smell of the body comes back again
- 4:49:40now we tend to think these bodies are
- 4:49:42pretty delightful long lasting and
- 4:49:45strong
- 4:49:46we tend to think that we will never age
- 4:49:48get sick or die
- 4:49:50we are charmed and fooled by the body
- 4:49:52and so are ignorant of the true refuge
- 4:49:54within ourselves
- 4:49:56the true place of refuge is the mind
- 4:49:59the mind is our true refuge
- 4:50:02this hall here may be pretty big but it
- 4:50:05can't be a true refuge
- 4:50:06pigeons take shelter here geckos take
- 4:50:09shelter here lizards take shelter here
- 4:50:12we may think that the hall belongs to us
- 4:50:14but it doesn't
- 4:50:15we live here together with everything
- 4:50:17else this is only a temporary shelter
- 4:50:20soon we must leave it
- 4:50:21people take these shelters for refuge
- 4:50:26so they would have said to find your
- 4:50:27refuge that means to find your real
- 4:50:29heart
- 4:50:30this heart is very important
- 4:50:33people don't usually look at important
- 4:50:35things they spend most of their time
- 4:50:36looking at unimportant things for
- 4:50:38example when they do the house cleaning
- 4:50:40they may be bent on cleaning up the
- 4:50:41house washing the dishes and so on but
- 4:50:43they fail to notice their own hearts
- 4:50:46their heart may be rotten they may be
- 4:50:47feeling angry washing the dishes with a
- 4:50:49sour expression on their face
- 4:50:51they fail to see that their own hearts
- 4:50:53are not very clean
- 4:50:55this is what i call taking a temporary
- 4:50:57shelter for a refuge
- 4:51:00they beautify the house and home but
- 4:51:02they don't think of beautifying their
- 4:51:04own hearts
- 4:51:05they don't examine suffering
- 4:51:08the heart is the important thing
- 4:51:10the buddha taught to find a refuge
- 4:51:12within your own heart
- 4:51:16make yourself a refuge unto yourself
- 4:51:19who else can be your refuge
- 4:51:22the true refuge is the heart nothing
- 4:51:24else
- 4:51:25you may try to depend on other things
- 4:51:27but they aren't a sure thing
- 4:51:29you can only really depend on other
- 4:51:31things if you already have a refuge
- 4:51:32within yourself
- 4:51:34you must have your own refuge first
- 4:51:36before you can depend on anything else
- 4:51:38be it a teacher family friends or
- 4:51:40relatives
- 4:51:43so all of you both lay people and
- 4:51:45homeless ones who have come to visit
- 4:51:46today please consider this teaching
- 4:51:49ask yourselves
- 4:51:50who am i
- 4:51:52why am i here
- 4:51:55ask yourselves why was i born
- 4:51:58some people don't know
- 4:52:00they want to be happy with the suffering
- 4:52:02never stops rich or poor young or old
- 4:52:04they suffer just the same
- 4:52:06it's all suffering and why
- 4:52:09because they have no wisdom
- 4:52:10the poor are unhappy because they don't
- 4:52:12have enough and the rich are unhappy
- 4:52:14because they have too much to look after
- 4:52:17in the past as a young novice i gave a
- 4:52:19dumb a discourse
- 4:52:20i talked about the happiness of wealth
- 4:52:22and possessions having servants and so
- 4:52:24on
- 4:52:24100 male servants 100 female servants
- 4:52:27100 elephants 100 cows 100 buffaloes 100
- 4:52:30of everything
- 4:52:31the laypeople really lapped it up
- 4:52:34but can you imagine looking after a
- 4:52:36hundred buffaloes or a hundred cows
- 4:52:39a hundred male and female servants can
- 4:52:41you imagine having to look after all of
- 4:52:43that
- 4:52:45would that be fun
- 4:52:47people don't consider this side of
- 4:52:48things
- 4:52:49they have the desire to possess to have
- 4:52:51the cows the buffalos the servants to
- 4:52:53have hundreds of them
- 4:52:54but i say fifty buffaloes would be too
- 4:52:56much
- 4:52:57just twining the ropes for all those
- 4:52:59brutes would be too much already
- 4:53:01but people don't consider this they only
- 4:53:03think of the pleasure of acquiring they
- 4:53:05don't consider the trouble involved
- 4:53:10if we don't have wisdom everything
- 4:53:11around us will be a source of suffering
- 4:53:14if we're wise these things
- 4:53:16eyes ears nose tongue body and mind will
- 4:53:19lead us out of suffering
- 4:53:22eyes aren't necessarily good things
- 4:53:27if you're in a bad mood just seeing
- 4:53:29other people can make you angry and make
- 4:53:30you lose sleep
- 4:53:32or you can fall in love with others love
- 4:53:34is suffering too if you don't get what
- 4:53:36you want
- 4:53:37love and hate are both suffering because
- 4:53:39of desire
- 4:53:41wanting is suffering wanting not to have
- 4:53:43is suffering
- 4:53:44wanting to acquire things even if you
- 4:53:46get them it's still suffering because
- 4:53:49you're afraid you'll lose them
- 4:53:51there's only suffering
- 4:53:53how are you going to live with that
- 4:53:55you may have a large luxurious house
- 4:53:58but if your heart isn't good it never
- 4:54:00really works out as you expected
- 4:54:02therefore you should all take a look at
- 4:54:04yourselves
- 4:54:06why were we born
- 4:54:09do we ever really attain anything in
- 4:54:10this life
- 4:54:12in the countryside here people start
- 4:54:14planting rice right from childhood
- 4:54:16when they reach 17 or 18 they rush off
- 4:54:18and get married afraid they won't have
- 4:54:20enough time to make their fortunes
- 4:54:22they start working from an early age
- 4:54:24thinking they'll get rich that way
- 4:54:26they plant rice until they're 70 or 80
- 4:54:28or even 90 years old i asked them
- 4:54:32from the day you were born you've been
- 4:54:33working now it's almost time to go
- 4:54:36what are you going to take with you
- 4:54:38they don't know what to say
- 4:54:40all they can say is beats me
- 4:54:43we have a saying in these parts
- 4:54:45don't tarry picking berries along the
- 4:54:47way before you know it night falls
- 4:54:51it's just because of this beats me
- 4:54:54they're neither here nor there content
- 4:54:56with just a beats me sitting among the
- 4:54:58branches of the berry tree gorging
- 4:55:00themselves with berries beats me
- 4:55:02beats me
- 4:55:04when you're still young you think that
- 4:55:06being single is not so good you feel a
- 4:55:08bit lonely so you find a partner to live
- 4:55:10with
- 4:55:11put two together and there's friction
- 4:55:13living alone is too quiet but living
- 4:55:15with others there's friction
- 4:55:18when children are small the parents
- 4:55:19think when they get bigger we'll be
- 4:55:21better off they raise their children
- 4:55:23three four or five of them thinking that
- 4:55:25when the children are grown up the
- 4:55:26burden will be lighter but when the
- 4:55:28children grow up they get even heavier
- 4:55:31like two pieces of wood one big and one
- 4:55:33small you throw away the small one and
- 4:55:35take the bigger one thinking it'll be
- 4:55:36lighter but of course it's not
- 4:55:39children are small they don't bother you
- 4:55:41very much just a ball of rice and a
- 4:55:43banana now and then
- 4:55:51when they grow up they want a motorcycle
- 4:55:52or a car
- 4:55:54well you love your children so you can't
- 4:55:56refuse
- 4:55:57so you try to give them what they want
- 4:55:59sometimes the parents get into arguments
- 4:56:01over it don't go and buy them a car we
- 4:56:03haven't got enough money
- 4:56:04but when you love your children you've
- 4:56:06got to borrow the money from somewhere
- 4:56:08maybe the parents even have to go
- 4:56:10without to get the things their children
- 4:56:11want
- 4:56:12then there's education
- 4:56:14when they finish their studies we'll be
- 4:56:16all right
- 4:56:17there's no end to the studying
- 4:56:20what are they going to finish
- 4:56:22only in the science of buddhism is there
- 4:56:23a point of completion all the other
- 4:56:25sciences just go around in circles
- 4:56:28in the end it's a real headache
- 4:56:31if there's a house with four or five
- 4:56:32children in it
- 4:56:34it has a house with four or five
- 4:56:35children in it the parents argue every
- 4:56:38day
- 4:56:40the suffering that is waiting in the
- 4:56:41future we fail to see we think it'll
- 4:56:43never happen when it happens then we
- 4:56:46know
- 4:56:47that kind of suffering the suffering
- 4:56:48inherent in our bodies is hard to
- 4:56:50foresee
- 4:56:52when i was a child minding the buffaloes
- 4:56:54i take charcoal and rub it on my teeth
- 4:56:56to make them white
- 4:56:58i go back home and look in the mirror
- 4:56:59and see them so nice and white
- 4:57:02i was getting fooled by my own bones
- 4:57:04that's all
- 4:57:06when i reached 50 or 60 my teeth started
- 4:57:08to get loose when the teeth start
- 4:57:10falling out it hurts so much
- 4:57:12when you eat it feels as if you've been
- 4:57:13kicked in the mouth
- 4:57:15it really hurts
- 4:57:16i've been through this one already so i
- 4:57:18just got the dentist to take them all
- 4:57:20out i've got false teeth my real teeth
- 4:57:23were giving me so much trouble i just
- 4:57:24had them taken all out 16 in one go
- 4:57:29the dentist was reluctant to take out 16
- 4:57:31teeth at once but i just said to him
- 4:57:33just take him out i'll take the
- 4:57:35consequences
- 4:57:36so he took them all out at once
- 4:57:38some were still good too
- 4:57:40at least five of them
- 4:57:43he took them all out but it really was
- 4:57:45touch and go after having them out i
- 4:57:47couldn't eat any food for two or three
- 4:57:48days
- 4:57:51before as a young child mining the
- 4:57:52buffaloes i used to think that polishing
- 4:57:54the teeth was a great thing to do
- 4:57:56i loved my teeth
- 4:57:58i thought they were good things but in
- 4:58:00the end they had to go
- 4:58:02the pain almost killed me
- 4:58:04i suffered from toothache for months
- 4:58:05years sometimes both my gums were
- 4:58:07swollen at once
- 4:58:11some of you may get a chance to
- 4:58:12experience this for yourself someday
- 4:58:15if your teeth are still good and you're
- 4:58:16brushing them every day to keep them
- 4:58:17nice and white watch out
- 4:58:20they may start playing tricks with you
- 4:58:21later on
- 4:58:23i'm just letting you know about these
- 4:58:24things the suffering that arises from
- 4:58:26within that arises within our own bodies
- 4:58:29there's nothing within the body you can
- 4:58:31depend on
- 4:58:33it's not too bad when you're still young
- 4:58:34but as you get older things begin to
- 4:58:36break down
- 4:58:37everything begins to fall apart
- 4:58:39conditions go their natural way
- 4:58:42whether we cry or laugh
- 4:58:44over them they just go on their own way
- 4:58:47it makes no difference how we live or
- 4:58:48die makes no difference to them
- 4:58:51and there's no knowledge or science
- 4:58:52which can prevent this natural course of
- 4:58:53things you may get a dentist to look at
- 4:58:56your teeth but even if you can fix them
- 4:58:58they still eventually go their natural
- 4:58:59way
- 4:59:00eventually even the dentist has the same
- 4:59:02trouble
- 4:59:03everything falls apart in the end
- 4:59:07these are things which we should
- 4:59:08contemplate while we still have some
- 4:59:10vigor
- 4:59:11we should practice while we're young
- 4:59:13if you want to make merit then hurry up
- 4:59:14and do so don't just leave it up to the
- 4:59:16oldies
- 4:59:18most people just wait until they get old
- 4:59:19before they'll go to a monastery and try
- 4:59:21to practice dumber
- 4:59:23and men say the same thing
- 4:59:25wait till i get old first
- 4:59:27i don't know why they say that
- 4:59:29does an old person have much vigor
- 4:59:32let them try racing with a young person
- 4:59:33and see what the difference is
- 4:59:35why do they leave it till they get old
- 4:59:38just like they're never gonna die
- 4:59:41when they get to 50 or 60 years old or
- 4:59:43more hey grandma let's go to the
- 4:59:45monastery
- 4:59:46ah you go ahead my ears aren't so good
- 4:59:48anymore
- 4:59:49see what i mean
- 4:59:51when her ears were good what was she
- 4:59:52listening to beats me
- 4:59:54she was just daddying with the berries
- 4:59:56finally when her ears are gone she goes
- 4:59:58to the temple that's hopeless
- 5:00:01she listens to the sermon but she hasn't
- 5:00:03got a clue what they're saying
- 5:00:04people wait till they're all used up
- 5:00:06before they think of practicing the
- 5:00:07dharma
- 5:00:10now today's talk may be useful for those
- 5:00:12of you who can understand it
- 5:00:13these are things which you should begin
- 5:00:15to observe they are our inheritance
- 5:00:18they will gradually get heavier and
- 5:00:19heavier a burden for each of us to bear
- 5:00:22in the past my legs were strong i could
- 5:00:24run
- 5:00:25now just walking around they feel heavy
- 5:00:28before my legs carried me now i have to
- 5:00:30carry them
- 5:00:32when i was a child i'd see old people
- 5:00:33getting out from their seat
- 5:00:36getting up they grown
- 5:00:38there's always this
- 5:00:40but they don't know what it is they're
- 5:00:41making it makes them grown like that
- 5:00:45even when it gets to this extent people
- 5:00:47don't see the bane of the body
- 5:00:49you never know when you're going to be
- 5:00:50parted from it
- 5:00:52what's causing all the pain is simply
- 5:00:54conditions going about their natural way
- 5:00:57people call it arthritis or rheumatism
- 5:00:59gout and so on the doctor prescribes
- 5:01:01medicines but it never completely heals
- 5:01:04in the end it falls apart
- 5:01:06even the doctor
- 5:01:08this is conditions faring along their
- 5:01:10natural cause this is their way their
- 5:01:12nature
- 5:01:15now take a look at this
- 5:01:17if you see it in advance
- 5:01:19you'll be better off like seeing a
- 5:01:21poisonous snake on the path ahead of you
- 5:01:23if you see it there you can get out of
- 5:01:25its way and not get bitten
- 5:01:27if you don't see it you may keep on
- 5:01:29walking and step on it and then it bites
- 5:01:33if suffering arises people don't know
- 5:01:35what to do
- 5:01:36where to go to treat it
- 5:01:38they want to avoid suffering they want
- 5:01:39to be free of it but they don't know how
- 5:01:41to treat it when it arises and they live
- 5:01:43on like this until they get old and sick
- 5:01:45and die
- 5:01:48in olden times it was said that if
- 5:01:50someone was mortally ill
- 5:01:52one other the next of kin should whisper
- 5:01:54buddho but hoe in their ear
- 5:01:57what are they going to do with butthole
- 5:01:59what good is butoh going to be for them
- 5:02:01when they're almost on the funeral pyre
- 5:02:04why didn't they learn buddho when they
- 5:02:05were young and healthy
- 5:02:06now with the breaths coming fitfully you
- 5:02:08go up and say mother buddho buddho
- 5:02:12why waste your time
- 5:02:14you'll only confuse her let her go
- 5:02:16peacefully
- 5:02:19people don't know how to solve problems
- 5:02:20within their own hearts they don't have
- 5:02:22a refuge
- 5:02:24they get angry easily and have lots of
- 5:02:25desires
- 5:02:26why is this
- 5:02:27because they have no refuge
- 5:02:30when people are newly married they can
- 5:02:32get on all right but after age 50 or so
- 5:02:35they can't understand each other
- 5:02:37whatever the wife says the husband finds
- 5:02:39intolerable whatever the husband says
- 5:02:41the wife won't listen they turn their
- 5:02:43backs on each other
- 5:02:45now i'm just talking because i've never
- 5:02:47had a family
- 5:02:48why haven't i had a family
- 5:02:50just looking at this word household i
- 5:02:53knew what it was all about
- 5:02:55so this is a play on words in the thai
- 5:02:57language here which is based on the word
- 5:02:59for family which is krakow
- 5:03:02which literally means a kitchen frame or
- 5:03:04a roasting circle
- 5:03:06in the english translation we've opted
- 5:03:08for a corresponding english word rather
- 5:03:10than attempt a literal translation of
- 5:03:11the thai
- 5:03:12so i think
- 5:03:13that
- 5:03:14the crew is um
- 5:03:16to to cook and the crop is like a
- 5:03:19surrounding area so like he said a
- 5:03:21roasting circle or a kitchen frame
- 5:03:25what is a house
- 5:03:27what is a household
- 5:03:29this is a hold
- 5:03:31if somebody were to get some rope and
- 5:03:32tie us up while we were sitting here
- 5:03:34what would be that what would that be
- 5:03:35like
- 5:03:37that's called being held
- 5:03:39whatever that's like being held
- 5:03:42is like that
- 5:03:43there is a circle of confinement
- 5:03:46the man was lives within his circle of
- 5:03:48confinement the woman is within her
- 5:03:50circle of confinement
- 5:03:52when i read this word household yeah
- 5:03:54this is a heavy one
- 5:03:56this word is no trifling matter it's a
- 5:03:58real killer
- 5:03:59the word hold is a symbol of suffering
- 5:04:02you can't go anywhere you got to stay
- 5:04:04within your circle of confinement
- 5:04:07now we come to the word house
- 5:04:09this means that which hassles
- 5:04:13have you ever toasted chili's
- 5:04:15the whole house chokes and sneezes this
- 5:04:18word household spells confusion
- 5:04:20it's not worth the trouble because of
- 5:04:22this word i was able to ordain and not
- 5:04:24disrobe
- 5:04:25household is frightening you're stuck
- 5:04:27and you can't go anywhere
- 5:04:29problems with the children with the
- 5:04:30money and all the rest where can you go
- 5:04:32you're tied down
- 5:04:34there are sons and daughters arguments
- 5:04:36in profuse profusion until your dying
- 5:04:38day
- 5:04:39and there's nowhere else to go
- 5:04:41no matter how much suffering there is
- 5:04:43the tears pour out and they keep pouring
- 5:04:45the tears will never be finished with
- 5:04:46this household you know
- 5:04:49if there's no household you might be
- 5:04:51able to finish with the tears but not
- 5:04:53otherwise
- 5:04:55consider this matter
- 5:04:56if you haven't come across it yet you
- 5:04:58may later on some people have
- 5:05:00experienced it already to a certain
- 5:05:02extent
- 5:05:03some are already at the end of their
- 5:05:05tether
- 5:05:06will i stay or will i go
- 5:05:09at wapapong there are about 70 or 80
- 5:05:11couti's huts to for the monastics to
- 5:05:14live in
- 5:05:15when they're almost full i tell the monk
- 5:05:16in charge to keep a few empty just in
- 5:05:18case somebody has an argument with their
- 5:05:20spouse
- 5:05:21sure enough in no long time a lady will
- 5:05:24arrive with her bags
- 5:05:25i'm fed up with the world lumpur whoa
- 5:05:28don't say that those words are really
- 5:05:30heavy
- 5:05:31then the husband comes and says he's fed
- 5:05:32up too
- 5:05:34after two or three days in the monastery
- 5:05:35their world weariness disappears
- 5:05:38they say they're fed up but they're just
- 5:05:39fooling themselves
- 5:05:41and they go off to a couti and sit in
- 5:05:42the quiet by themselves after a while
- 5:05:44the thoughts come
- 5:05:46when is the wife going to come and ask
- 5:05:48me to go home
- 5:05:50they don't really know what's going on
- 5:05:52what is this world weariness of theirs
- 5:05:54they get upset over something and come
- 5:05:56running to the monastery
- 5:05:57at home everything looked wrong the
- 5:05:59husband was wrong the wife was wrong but
- 5:06:01after three days of quiet thinking hmm
- 5:06:05yeah the wife was right after all it was
- 5:06:07i who was wrong
- 5:06:09uh hubby was right i shouldn't have got
- 5:06:11so upset
- 5:06:12they changed sides
- 5:06:14this is how it is
- 5:06:15that's why i don't take the world too
- 5:06:16seriously
- 5:06:18i know it's ins and outs already that's
- 5:06:20why i've chosen to live as a monk
- 5:06:23i would like to present today's talk to
- 5:06:25you for your homework
- 5:06:27whether you're in the fields or working
- 5:06:28in the city take these words and
- 5:06:30consider them
- 5:06:32why was i born
- 5:06:34what can i take with me
- 5:06:36ask yourselves over and over
- 5:06:39if you ask yourself these questions
- 5:06:40often you'll become wise
- 5:06:42if you don't reflect on these things you
- 5:06:44will remain ignorant
- 5:06:46listen to today's talk you may get some
- 5:06:48understanding if not then maybe when you
- 5:06:51go home
- 5:06:52perhaps this evening when you're
- 5:06:54listening to the talk everything is
- 5:06:55subdued but maybe things are waiting for
- 5:06:57you in the car
- 5:06:58when you get in the car it may get in
- 5:07:00with you when you get home it may all
- 5:07:02become clear
- 5:07:04oh that's what lung poor meant i
- 5:07:06couldn't see it before
- 5:07:08i think that's enough for today if i
- 5:07:10talk too long this old body gets tired
- 5:07:13this is the
- 5:07:1413th
- 5:07:15talk in this
- 5:07:17collection
- 5:07:18and it's entitled our real home
- 5:07:22and this was first published in the book
- 5:07:24living dhamma
- 5:07:25that was uh again translated by puriso
- 5:07:28bruce evans and this was given on the
- 5:07:30occasion of addressing an aging lay
- 5:07:33disciple approaching her death
- 5:07:37so this uh the the scene is uh of uh
- 5:07:40lumpur in the person's
- 5:07:42home so he's gone to visit this uh aged
- 5:07:45uh lay person as she's dying in her own
- 5:07:47home
- 5:07:51our real home
- 5:07:55now determine in your mind to listen
- 5:07:56respectfully to the dhamma
- 5:07:58while i'm speaking be as attentive to my
- 5:08:00words as if it was the lord buddha
- 5:08:03himself sitting before you
- 5:08:05close your eyes and make yourself
- 5:08:06comfortable composing your mind and
- 5:08:08making it one pointed
- 5:08:11humbly allow the triple gem of wisdom
- 5:08:13truth and purity to abide in your heart
- 5:08:16as a way of showing respect to the fully
- 5:08:18enlightened one
- 5:08:20today i have brought nothing of material
- 5:08:22substance to offer you only the dhamma
- 5:08:24the teachings of the lord buddha
- 5:08:27you should understand that even the
- 5:08:28buddha himself with his great store of
- 5:08:31accumulated virtue could not avoid
- 5:08:33physical death
- 5:08:35when he reached old age he seeded his
- 5:08:37body and let go of the heavy burden
- 5:08:40now you too must learn to be satisfied
- 5:08:42with the many years you've already
- 5:08:44depended on the body
- 5:08:45you should feel that it's enough
- 5:08:48like household utensils that you've had
- 5:08:50for a long time cups sauces plates and
- 5:08:53so on
- 5:08:54when you first had them they were clean
- 5:08:56and shining but now after using them for
- 5:08:59so long they've started to wear out
- 5:09:02some are already broken
- 5:09:04some have disappeared
- 5:09:05and those that are left are wearing out
- 5:09:07they have no stable form
- 5:09:10and it's their nature to be that way
- 5:09:13your body is the same
- 5:09:15it's been continually changing from the
- 5:09:17day you were born through childhood and
- 5:09:19youth until now
- 5:09:21the buddha said that conditions whether
- 5:09:22internal bodily conditions or external
- 5:09:24conditions are not self
- 5:09:27their nature is to change
- 5:09:29contemplate this truth clearly
- 5:09:32this very lump of flesh lying here in
- 5:09:34decline is reality such a dumber the
- 5:09:37facts of this body are reality they are
- 5:09:39the timeless teaching of the lord buddha
- 5:09:42the buddha taught us to contemplate this
- 5:09:44and to come to terms with its nature
- 5:09:46we must be able to be at peace with the
- 5:09:47body no matter what state it's in
- 5:09:50the buddha taught that we should ensure
- 5:09:51that it's only the body that is locked
- 5:09:53up in jail and the mind is not
- 5:09:54imprisoned along with it
- 5:09:57now as your body begins to run down and
- 5:09:58wear out with age don't resist but also
- 5:10:01don't let your mind deteriorate along
- 5:10:03with it
- 5:10:04keep the mind separate
- 5:10:07give energy to the mind by realizing the
- 5:10:09truth of the way things are
- 5:10:10the lord buddha taught that this is the
- 5:10:12nature of the body it can't be any other
- 5:10:14way
- 5:10:15having been born it gets old and sick
- 5:10:17and then it dies
- 5:10:19this is a great truth that you are
- 5:10:20presently witnessing look at the body
- 5:10:22with wisdom and realize this
- 5:10:25if your house is flooded or burnt to the
- 5:10:27ground whatever the threat to it let it
- 5:10:30concern only the house
- 5:10:32if there's a flood don't let it flood
- 5:10:34your mind if there's a fire don't let it
- 5:10:37burn your heart
- 5:10:39let it be merely the house that which is
- 5:10:41outside of you that is flooded or burned
- 5:10:44now is the time to allow the mind to let
- 5:10:46go of attachments
- 5:10:49you've been alive a long time now your
- 5:10:51eyes have seen any number of forms and
- 5:10:53colors your ears have heard so many
- 5:10:55sounds you've had any number of
- 5:10:57experiences
- 5:10:58that's all they were
- 5:10:59experiences
- 5:11:01you've eaten delicious foods and all
- 5:11:03those good tastes were just good tastes
- 5:11:06nothing more
- 5:11:07the bad tastes but just bad tastes
- 5:11:10that's all
- 5:11:11if the eye sees a beautiful form that's
- 5:11:13all it is a beautiful form
- 5:11:16an ugly form is just an ugly form
- 5:11:19the ear hears an entrancing melodious
- 5:11:22sound and it's nothing more than that
- 5:11:24a grating discordant sound is simply
- 5:11:27that
- 5:11:29the buddha said that rich or poor young
- 5:11:32or old human or animal
- 5:11:34no being in this world can maintain
- 5:11:35itself in any single state for long
- 5:11:39everything experiences change and
- 5:11:40deprivation
- 5:11:42this is a fact of life about which we
- 5:11:43can do nothing to remedy
- 5:11:46but the buddha said that what we can do
- 5:11:48is to contemplate the body and mind to
- 5:11:50see their impersonality that neither of
- 5:11:53them is me or mine
- 5:11:56they have only a provisional reality
- 5:11:58it's like this house
- 5:12:00it's only nominally yours
- 5:12:02you couldn't take it with you anywhere
- 5:12:04the same applies to your wealth your
- 5:12:06possessions and your family they are
- 5:12:07only yours in name they don't really
- 5:12:10belong to you they belong to nature
- 5:12:14now this truth doesn't apply to you
- 5:12:16alone everyone's in the same boat even
- 5:12:18the lord buddha and his enlightened
- 5:12:19disciples
- 5:12:20they differed from us only in one
- 5:12:21respect and that was their acceptance of
- 5:12:23the way that things are they saw it
- 5:12:26could be no other way
- 5:12:28so the buddha taught us to probe and
- 5:12:30examine the body from the souls of the
- 5:12:31feet up to the crown of the head then
- 5:12:33back down to the feet again
- 5:12:36just take a look at the body
- 5:12:38what sort of things do you see
- 5:12:40is there anything intrinsically clean
- 5:12:42there
- 5:12:43can you find any abiding essence this
- 5:12:45whole bodily is steadily degenerating
- 5:12:48the buddha taught us to see that it
- 5:12:49doesn't belong to us
- 5:12:51it's natural for the body to be this way
- 5:12:53because all condition phenomena are
- 5:12:55subject to change
- 5:12:57how else would you have it
- 5:12:58in fact there is nothing wrong with the
- 5:13:00way the body is
- 5:13:01it's not the body that causes suffering
- 5:13:04it's wrong thinking
- 5:13:06when you see things in the wrong way
- 5:13:07there's bound to be confusion
- 5:13:10it's like the water of a river
- 5:13:12it naturally flows downhill it never
- 5:13:14flows uphill that's its nature
- 5:13:17if a person was to go and stand on the
- 5:13:18riverbank and want the water to flow
- 5:13:20back uphill he would be foolish
- 5:13:23wherever he went his foolish thinking
- 5:13:25would allow him no peace of mind
- 5:13:27he would suffer because of his wrong
- 5:13:28view his thinking against the stream
- 5:13:33if he had right view he would see that
- 5:13:34the water must inevitably flow downhill
- 5:13:37and until he realized and accepted that
- 5:13:38fact he would be bewildered and
- 5:13:40frustrated
- 5:13:42the river that must flow down the
- 5:13:43gradient is like your body
- 5:13:45having been young your body has become
- 5:13:47old and is meandering towards its death
- 5:13:50don't go wishing it were otherwise
- 5:13:52it's not something that you have the
- 5:13:54power to remedy
- 5:13:55the buddha told us to see the things the
- 5:13:57way things are and to then let go of our
- 5:14:00clinging to them
- 5:14:01take this feeling of letting go as your
- 5:14:03refuge
- 5:14:05keep meditating even if you feel tired
- 5:14:07and exhausted let your mind be with the
- 5:14:09breath
- 5:14:10take a few deep breaths and then
- 5:14:12establish the attention on the breath
- 5:14:14using the mantra word butthole
- 5:14:16make this practice continual
- 5:14:18the more exhausted you feel the more
- 5:14:20subtle and focused your concentration
- 5:14:22must be so that you can cope with any
- 5:14:24painful sensations that arise
- 5:14:27when you start to feel fatigued then
- 5:14:29bring all your thinking to a halt
- 5:14:31let the mind gather itself together and
- 5:14:33then turn to knowing the breath
- 5:14:36just keep up the inner recitation but
- 5:14:40let go of all externals
- 5:14:42don't go grasping at thoughts of your
- 5:14:44children and relatives don't grasp with
- 5:14:46anything whatsoever let go
- 5:14:49let the mind unite in a single point and
- 5:14:51let that composed mind dwell with the
- 5:14:53breath
- 5:14:55let the breath be its sole object of
- 5:14:56knowledge
- 5:14:58concentrate until the mind becomes
- 5:14:59increasingly subtle until feelings are
- 5:15:02insignificant and there is great inner
- 5:15:03clarity and wakefulness
- 5:15:05then any painful sensations that arise
- 5:15:07will gradually cease of their own accord
- 5:15:11finally you'll look on the breath as if
- 5:15:13it were some relatives come to visit you
- 5:15:15when the relatives leave you follow them
- 5:15:17out to see them off
- 5:15:19you watch until they've walked up the
- 5:15:20drive and out of sight and then you go
- 5:15:22back indoors
- 5:15:24we watch the breath in the same way
- 5:15:27if the breath is coarse we know that
- 5:15:29it's course
- 5:15:30if it's subtle we know that it's subtle
- 5:15:33as it becomes increasingly fine we keep
- 5:15:35following it
- 5:15:36at the same time awakening the mind
- 5:15:39eventually the breath disappears
- 5:15:41altogether and all that remains is that
- 5:15:43feeling of alertness
- 5:15:45this is called meeting the buddha
- 5:15:48we have that clear wakeful awareness
- 5:15:50called budhol the one who knows the
- 5:15:53awakened one the radiant one
- 5:15:56this is meeting and dwelling with the
- 5:15:58buddha with knowledge and clarity
- 5:16:01it was only the historical buddha who
- 5:16:03passed away the true buddha the buddha
- 5:16:05that is clear radiant knowing can still
- 5:16:08be experienced and attained today
- 5:16:10and if we do attain it the heart is one
- 5:16:14so let go
- 5:16:16put everything down everything except
- 5:16:18the knowing
- 5:16:20don't be fooled if visions or sounds
- 5:16:21arise in your mind during meditation
- 5:16:24lay them all down don't take hold of
- 5:16:26anything at all
- 5:16:28to stay with this unified awareness
- 5:16:30don't worry about the past or the future
- 5:16:32just be still and you will reach the
- 5:16:34place where there's no advancing no
- 5:16:36retreating and no stopping
- 5:16:38there's nothing to grasp
- 5:16:40nothing to grasp at or cling to
- 5:16:42why because there's no self no me or
- 5:16:45mine it's all gone
- 5:16:48the buddha taught her to empty yourself
- 5:16:49of everything in this way not to carry
- 5:16:51anything around
- 5:16:53he taught us to know
- 5:16:54and having known let go
- 5:16:59realizing the dhamma the path of to
- 5:17:02freedom from the round of birth and
- 5:17:03death is a task that we all have to do
- 5:17:05alone
- 5:17:06so keep trying to let go and understand
- 5:17:08the teachings
- 5:17:09put effort into your contemplation
- 5:17:12don't worry about your family
- 5:17:14at the moment they are as they are in
- 5:17:15the future they will be like you
- 5:17:18there's no one in the world who can
- 5:17:19escape this fate
- 5:17:21the buddha thought to lay down those
- 5:17:22things that lack a real abiding essence
- 5:17:25if you lay everything down you'll see
- 5:17:26the truth if you don't
- 5:17:28you won't
- 5:17:29that's the way it is and it's the same
- 5:17:31for everyone in the world so don't grasp
- 5:17:33it
- 5:17:34anything even if you find yourself
- 5:17:37thinking well that's all right too as
- 5:17:39long as you think wisely don't think
- 5:17:41foolishly
- 5:17:42if you think of your children think of
- 5:17:44them as wisdom not with foolishness
- 5:17:46whatever the mind turns to think of it
- 5:17:48with wisdom be aware of its nature
- 5:17:51to know something with wisdom is to let
- 5:17:52it go and to have no suffering over it
- 5:17:55the mind is bright joyful and at peace
- 5:17:58it turns away from distractions and is
- 5:18:00undivided right now what you can look to
- 5:18:02for help and support is your breath
- 5:18:06this is your own work no one else's
- 5:18:08leave others to do their own work
- 5:18:10you have your own duty and
- 5:18:12responsibility you don't have to take on
- 5:18:14those of your family
- 5:18:15don't take on anything else let it all
- 5:18:18go
- 5:18:19this letting go will make your mind calm
- 5:18:22your soul responsibility right now is to
- 5:18:24focus your mind and bring it to peace
- 5:18:27leave everything else to the others
- 5:18:29forms sounds odors tastes leave them to
- 5:18:32the others to attend to
- 5:18:35put everything behind you and do your
- 5:18:36own work fulfill your own responsibility
- 5:18:40whatever arises in your mind be it fear
- 5:18:42of pain fear of death anxiety about
- 5:18:45others or whatever
- 5:18:46say to it
- 5:18:48don't disturb me
- 5:18:49you are no longer any concern of mine
- 5:18:52just keep this to yourself when you see
- 5:18:54those dhammas arise
- 5:18:57now what does this word damma refer to
- 5:19:00everything is the dhamma
- 5:19:01there is nothing that is not a dhamma
- 5:19:04what about the world the world is the
- 5:19:06very mental state that is agitating you
- 5:19:08at this present moment
- 5:19:11what are they going to do when i'm gone
- 5:19:12who will look after them how will they
- 5:19:14manage
- 5:19:16this is all just the world
- 5:19:18even the mere arising of a thought
- 5:19:20fearing death or pain is the world
- 5:19:23throw the world away
- 5:19:24the world is the way it is if you allow
- 5:19:26it to dominate your mind it becomes
- 5:19:28obscured and can't see itself
- 5:19:30so whatever appears in the mind just say
- 5:19:32this isn't my business it's impermanent
- 5:19:35unsatisfactory and not self
- 5:19:39thinking you'd like to go on living for
- 5:19:41a long time will make you suffer
- 5:19:43but thinking that you like to die right
- 5:19:44away or very quickly isn't right either
- 5:19:47it's suffering isn't it
- 5:19:49conditions don't belong to us they
- 5:19:52follow their own natural laws
- 5:19:54you can't do anything about the way the
- 5:19:55body is
- 5:19:56you can beautify it a little make it
- 5:19:58attractive and clean it for a while like
- 5:20:00the young girl who paints her lips and
- 5:20:01let the nails grow long
- 5:20:03but when old age arrives everybody's in
- 5:20:05the same boat
- 5:20:06that's the way the body is you can't
- 5:20:09make it any other way
- 5:20:10what you can improve and beautify is the
- 5:20:13mind
- 5:20:15anyone can build a house of wooden
- 5:20:16bricks
- 5:20:18but the buddha taught that that sort of
- 5:20:19home is not our real home it's only
- 5:20:22nominally ours
- 5:20:24it's home in the world and it follows
- 5:20:26the ways of the world
- 5:20:28our real home is inner peace
- 5:20:32an external material home may well be
- 5:20:34pretty but it's not very peaceful
- 5:20:37there's this worry and then that this
- 5:20:39anxiety and then that
- 5:20:41so we say it's not our real home
- 5:20:43it's external to us
- 5:20:45sooner or later we'll have to give it up
- 5:20:48it's not a place we can live in
- 5:20:50permanently because it doesn't truly
- 5:20:51belong to us it belongs to the world
- 5:20:55our body is the same
- 5:20:57we take it to be a self to be me and
- 5:20:58mine but in fact it's not really so at
- 5:21:01all
- 5:21:02it's just another worldly home
- 5:21:04your body has followed its natural
- 5:21:06course from birth and now that it's old
- 5:21:07and sick you can't forbid it from being
- 5:21:10that
- 5:21:11that's the way it is
- 5:21:13wanting it to be any different will be
- 5:21:14as foolish as wanting a duck to be like
- 5:21:16a chicken
- 5:21:17when you see that that's impossible
- 5:21:19that a duck must be a duck and a chicken
- 5:21:20must be a chicken and that the bodies
- 5:21:22have to get old and die
- 5:21:24when you see this you will find courage
- 5:21:26and energy however much you want the
- 5:21:28body to go on lasting it won't do that
- 5:21:33the buddha said anichyawata sankhara
- 5:21:37impermanent alas are all conditions
- 5:21:42subject to rise and fall
- 5:21:44upon
- 5:21:46having arisen they cease
- 5:21:50to call their stilling is bliss
- 5:21:56the word sankara refers to this body and
- 5:21:58mind
- 5:21:59sankara are impermanent and unstable
- 5:22:02having come into being they disappear
- 5:22:05having arisen they pass away and yet
- 5:22:07everyone wants them to be permanent
- 5:22:09this is foolishness
- 5:22:12look at the breath
- 5:22:14once it's gone in it goes out
- 5:22:16that's its nature that's how it has to
- 5:22:18be
- 5:22:19the inhalations and exhalations have to
- 5:22:21alternate there must be a change
- 5:22:24conditions exist through change you
- 5:22:26can't prevent it
- 5:22:27just think could you exhale without
- 5:22:29inhaling would it feel good
- 5:22:32or could you just inhale
- 5:22:35you want things to be permanent but they
- 5:22:36can't be it's impossible
- 5:22:39once the breath has come in it must go
- 5:22:41out when it's gone out it comes back in
- 5:22:43again and that's natural isn't it
- 5:22:45having been born we get old and then die
- 5:22:48and that's totally natural and normal
- 5:22:51it's because conditions have done their
- 5:22:52job because the in-breaths and the out
- 5:22:54breaths have alternated in this way that
- 5:22:56the human race is still here today
- 5:23:00as soon as we are born we are dead
- 5:23:03our birth and our death are just one
- 5:23:05thing
- 5:23:06it's like a tree when there's a root
- 5:23:08there must be branches when there are
- 5:23:10branches there must be a root you can't
- 5:23:12have the one without the other
- 5:23:14it's a little funny to see how at death
- 5:23:16people are so grief stricken and
- 5:23:17distracted and at birth how happy and
- 5:23:19delighted
- 5:23:21it's delusion
- 5:23:22nobody has ever looked at this clearly
- 5:23:25i think if you really want to cry it
- 5:23:27would be better to do so when someone's
- 5:23:29born
- 5:23:30birth is death death is birth
- 5:23:32the branch is the root the root is the
- 5:23:34branch
- 5:23:35if you must cry cry at the root cry at
- 5:23:37the birth
- 5:23:39look closely if there was no birth there
- 5:23:41would be no death
- 5:23:43can you understand this
- 5:23:46and don't worry about things too much
- 5:23:48just think this is the way things are
- 5:23:51this is your work your duty right now
- 5:23:53nobody can help you
- 5:23:55there's nothing that your family and
- 5:23:56possessions can do for you
- 5:23:58all that can help you now is clear
- 5:24:00awareness
- 5:24:01so don't waver let go
- 5:24:04throw it all away
- 5:24:07even if you don't let go everything is
- 5:24:09starting to leave you anyway
- 5:24:10can you see how all the different parts
- 5:24:12of your body are trying to slip away
- 5:24:15take your hair
- 5:24:16when you were young it was thick and
- 5:24:18black now it's falling out
- 5:24:20it's leaving
- 5:24:23your eyes used to be good and strong but
- 5:24:25now they're weak your sight is unclear
- 5:24:28when your organs have had enough they
- 5:24:30leave
- 5:24:31this isn't their home
- 5:24:33when you were a child your teeth were
- 5:24:34healthy and firm now they're wobbly
- 5:24:36we've got false ones
- 5:24:38your eyes ears nose tongue
- 5:24:41everything is trying to leave because
- 5:24:43this isn't their home
- 5:24:45you can't make a permanent home in
- 5:24:46conditions you can only stay for a short
- 5:24:48time and then you have to go
- 5:24:50it's like a tenant watching over his
- 5:24:52tiny little house with failing eyes his
- 5:24:54teeth aren't so good his eyes aren't so
- 5:24:56good his body's not so healthy
- 5:24:58everything is leaving
- 5:25:01so you needn't worry about anything
- 5:25:02because this isn't your real home
- 5:25:04it's only a temporary shelter
- 5:25:07having come into this world you should
- 5:25:09contemplate its nature
- 5:25:11everything there is is preparing to
- 5:25:13disappear
- 5:25:15look at your body
- 5:25:16is there anything there that's still in
- 5:25:18its original form
- 5:25:20is your skin as it used to be
- 5:25:22your hair
- 5:25:24they aren't the same are they
- 5:25:26where has everything gone
- 5:25:29this is nature the way things are when
- 5:25:32their time is up conditions go their way
- 5:25:35in this world there is nothing to rely
- 5:25:37on it's an endless round of disturbance
- 5:25:39and trouble pleasure and pain
- 5:25:42there's no peace
- 5:25:43when we have no real home we're like
- 5:25:46aimless travelers out on the road going
- 5:25:48here and there stopping for a while and
- 5:25:49then setting off again
- 5:25:51until we return to our real homes we
- 5:25:54feel uneasy
- 5:25:55just like a villager who's left his
- 5:25:57village
- 5:25:58only when he gets home can he really
- 5:25:59relax and be at peace
- 5:26:02nowhere in the world is there any real
- 5:26:04peace to be found
- 5:26:06poor have no peace neither do the rich
- 5:26:08adults have no peace neither do the
- 5:26:10highly educated
- 5:26:11there's no peace anywhere
- 5:26:13that's the nature of the world
- 5:26:15those who have few possessions suffer
- 5:26:18and so do those who have many
- 5:26:20children adults old and young
- 5:26:22everyone suffers
- 5:26:24the suffering of being old the suffering
- 5:26:25of being young the suffering of being
- 5:26:27wealthy and the suffering of being poor
- 5:26:29it's all nothing but suffering
- 5:26:33when you've contemplated things in this
- 5:26:34way you'll see ani chang impermanence
- 5:26:37and
- 5:26:38unsatisfactoriness
- 5:26:40why are things impermanent and
- 5:26:41unsatisfactory because they are anata
- 5:26:45not self
- 5:26:48both your body that is lying sick and in
- 5:26:50pain and the mind that is aware of it
- 5:26:51its sickness and pain
- 5:26:53are called dhamma
- 5:26:55that which is formless the thoughts
- 5:26:57feelings and perceptions is called nama
- 5:26:59dhamma
- 5:27:00that which is wracked with aches and
- 5:27:02pains is called rupa dhamma
- 5:27:04the material is dhamma and the
- 5:27:06immaterial is dharma so we live with
- 5:27:08dhamma in dhamma and we are dhamma
- 5:27:12in truth there is no self to be found
- 5:27:14there are only dhammas continually
- 5:27:15arising and passing away as is their
- 5:27:17nature
- 5:27:18every single moment we're undergoing
- 5:27:20birth and death this is the way things
- 5:27:22are
- 5:27:25when we think of the lord buddha how
- 5:27:26truly he spoke we feel how worthy he is
- 5:27:29of reverence and respect
- 5:27:31whenever we see the truth of something
- 5:27:33we see his teachings
- 5:27:35even if we've never actually practiced
- 5:27:36the demo
- 5:27:37but even if we have a knowledge of the
- 5:27:39teachings have studied and practiced
- 5:27:40them as long as we still haven't seen
- 5:27:42the truth we are still homeless
- 5:27:45so
- 5:27:46understand this point
- 5:27:48all people or creatures are preparing to
- 5:27:51leave
- 5:27:52when beings have lived an appropriate
- 5:27:54time they must go on their way rich poor
- 5:27:56young and old must all experience this
- 5:27:59change
- 5:28:01when you realize that's the way the
- 5:28:02world is you'll feel that it's a weary
- 5:28:05some place
- 5:28:06when you see that there's nothing real
- 5:28:08or substantial you can relax that you
- 5:28:10can rely on you'll feel weary and
- 5:28:12disenchanted
- 5:28:14being disenchanted doesn't mean that
- 5:28:16you're averse
- 5:28:17the mind is clear
- 5:28:19it sees that there's nothing to be done
- 5:28:21to remedy this state of affairs it's
- 5:28:23just the way the world is
- 5:28:25knowing in this way you can let go of
- 5:28:27attachment you can let go with a mind
- 5:28:29that is neither happy nor sad but at
- 5:28:31peace with conditions through seeing
- 5:28:33their changing nature with wisdom
- 5:28:37all conditions are impermanent
- 5:28:42to put it simply
- 5:28:44impermanence is the buddha
- 5:28:47if we treat if we truly see an
- 5:28:49impermanent condition we'll see that
- 5:28:51it's permanent
- 5:28:53it's permanent in the sense that its
- 5:28:55subjection to change is unchanging
- 5:28:58this is the permanence that living
- 5:29:00beings possess
- 5:29:01there is continual transformation from
- 5:29:04childhood through to old age and that
- 5:29:06very impermanence that propensity to
- 5:29:08change is permanent and fixed
- 5:29:12if you look at it like this your heart
- 5:29:14will be at ease
- 5:29:15it's not just you who has to go through
- 5:29:16this everyone has to
- 5:29:19when you consider things in this way
- 5:29:21you'll see them as wearysome and
- 5:29:23disenchantment will arise your delight
- 5:29:25in the world of sense pleasures will
- 5:29:26disappear you'll see that if you have
- 5:29:28many possessions you have to leave a lot
- 5:29:30behind
- 5:29:32if you have a few you leave few behind
- 5:29:35wealth is just wealth long life is just
- 5:29:37long life they're nothing special
- 5:29:41what is important is that we
- 5:29:43is that we should do as the lord buddha
- 5:29:45taught and build our own home
- 5:29:47building it by the method that i've been
- 5:29:49explaining to you
- 5:29:51build your own home
- 5:29:52let go
- 5:29:54let go until the mind reaches the peace
- 5:29:56that is free from advancing free from
- 5:29:58retreating and free from stopping still
- 5:30:02pleasure is not your home pain is not
- 5:30:04your home
- 5:30:05pleasure and pain both decline and pass
- 5:30:07away
- 5:30:11the great teacher saw that all
- 5:30:12conditions are impermanent and so he
- 5:30:14taught us to let go of our attachment to
- 5:30:16them
- 5:30:17when we reach the end of our life we'll
- 5:30:19have no choice anyway we won't be able
- 5:30:21to take anything with us so wouldn't it
- 5:30:23be better to put things down before then
- 5:30:26they're just a heavy burden to carry
- 5:30:27around why not throw off that load now
- 5:30:30why bother to drag these things around
- 5:30:32let go
- 5:30:34relax
- 5:30:35let your family look after you
- 5:30:38those who nurse the sick grow in
- 5:30:40goodness and virtue the patient who is
- 5:30:42giving others that opportunity shouldn't
- 5:30:44make things difficult for them
- 5:30:46if there's pain or some problem or other
- 5:30:49let them know and keep the mind in a
- 5:30:50wholesome state
- 5:30:52one who is nursing parents should phys
- 5:30:54should fill his or her mind with warmth
- 5:30:56and kindness and not get caught up in
- 5:30:58aversion
- 5:31:00this is the one time you can repay your
- 5:31:02debt to them
- 5:31:03from your birth through to your through
- 5:31:05your childhood as you've grown up you've
- 5:31:06been dependent on your parents
- 5:31:08that you are here today is because of
- 5:31:10your mother and your father and they
- 5:31:11have helped you in so many ways
- 5:31:13you owe them an incredible debt of
- 5:31:15gratitude
- 5:31:16so today all of you children and
- 5:31:18relatives gathered together here observe
- 5:31:20how your mother has become your child
- 5:31:23before you were her children now she has
- 5:31:25become yours
- 5:31:27she has become older and older until
- 5:31:29she's become a child again
- 5:31:31her memory goes her eyes don't see well
- 5:31:34her ears aren't so good
- 5:31:36sometimes she garbles her words
- 5:31:39don't let it upset you
- 5:31:41you who are nursing the sick must know
- 5:31:43how to to let go also
- 5:31:45don't hold on to things just let her
- 5:31:47have her own way
- 5:31:49when a young child is disobedient
- 5:31:51sometimes the parents let it have its
- 5:31:52own way just to keep the peace just to
- 5:31:55make it happy
- 5:31:56now your mother is just like that child
- 5:32:00her memories and perceptions are
- 5:32:01confused
- 5:32:02sometimes she muddles up your names or
- 5:32:04asks you to bring a cup when she wants a
- 5:32:06plate
- 5:32:08it's normal don't be upset by it
- 5:32:11let the patient bear in mind the
- 5:32:13kindness of those who nurse and
- 5:32:14patiently endure the painful feelings
- 5:32:17exert yourself mentally don't let the
- 5:32:19mind become scattered and confused and
- 5:32:21don't make things difficult for those
- 5:32:23looking after you
- 5:32:24let those who are nursing fill their
- 5:32:26minds with virtue and kindness
- 5:32:28don't be averse to the unattractive side
- 5:32:30of the job cleaning up the mucus and
- 5:32:32phlegm you're in an excrement
- 5:32:34try your best
- 5:32:36everyone in the family should give a
- 5:32:37hand
- 5:32:39as she is the only mother you have she
- 5:32:42gave you life she's been your teacher
- 5:32:44your doctor and your nurse
- 5:32:45she's been everything to you
- 5:32:47that she's brought you up shared her
- 5:32:49wealth with you and made you her heir is
- 5:32:51the great goodness of parents
- 5:32:52that's why the buddha taught the virtues
- 5:32:54of katanyu and kataweidi
- 5:32:57knowing our debt of gratitude and trying
- 5:32:58to repay it
- 5:33:00these two dumbers are complementary if
- 5:33:02our parents are in need and well are in
- 5:33:04difficulty then we do our best to help
- 5:33:06them this is katanyu kataweidi
- 5:33:09the virtue that sustains the world
- 5:33:12it prevents families from breaking up
- 5:33:13and makes them stable and harmonious
- 5:33:17today i have brought you the gift of
- 5:33:18dhamma in this time of illness i have no
- 5:33:21material things to offer you there seem
- 5:33:23to be plenty of those in this house
- 5:33:24already and so i give you the dhamma
- 5:33:27something which has lasting worth
- 5:33:29something which you'll never be able to
- 5:33:30exhaust
- 5:33:32having received it you can pass it on to
- 5:33:34as many others as you like and it'll
- 5:33:35never be depleted
- 5:33:37that is the nature of truth
- 5:33:39i am happy to have been able to give you
- 5:33:41this gift of dhamma and i hope that it
- 5:33:43will give you the strength to deal with
- 5:33:44your pain
- 5:33:46this is the 14th talk in this collection
- 5:33:50entitled
- 5:33:51the four noble truths
- 5:33:54and this
- 5:33:55was originally
- 5:33:56published in the book living dhamma uh
- 5:33:59again translated by bruce evans
- 5:34:02and this talk was given at the manjushri
- 5:34:03institute in cumbria in 1977 so
- 5:34:07when arjun shah visited there up in the
- 5:34:10north of england the tibetan centre
- 5:34:12manjushri institute
- 5:34:20the four noble truths
- 5:34:22today i have been invited by the abbot
- 5:34:24to give you a teaching so i ask you all
- 5:34:27to sit quietly and compose your minds
- 5:34:30due to the language barrier we must make
- 5:34:32use of a translator so if you do not pay
- 5:34:35proper attention you may not understand
- 5:34:39my stay here has been very pleasant
- 5:34:41both the master and you his followers
- 5:34:43have been very kind all friendly and
- 5:34:45smiling as befits those who are
- 5:34:47practicing the true dumber
- 5:34:49your property too is very inspiring but
- 5:34:51so big
- 5:34:55i admire your dedication in renovating
- 5:34:57it to establish a place for practicing
- 5:34:59the dumb
- 5:35:01having been a teacher for many years now
- 5:35:03i've been through my share of
- 5:35:04difficulties
- 5:35:06at present there are altogether about 40
- 5:35:08branch monasteries of my monastery wat
- 5:35:10nong bapong
- 5:35:11but even these days i have followers who
- 5:35:13are hard to teach
- 5:35:15as a footnote also at the time of this
- 5:35:17print of the printing of this book 2011
- 5:35:20there are over 300
- 5:35:22branch monasteries large and small of
- 5:35:23what non-government
- 5:35:28so even these days i have followers who
- 5:35:30are hard to teach
- 5:35:32some know but don't bother to practice
- 5:35:35some don't know and don't try to find
- 5:35:36out
- 5:35:38i don't know what to do with them
- 5:35:40why do human beings have minds like this
- 5:35:43being ignorant is not so good but even
- 5:35:45when i tell them they still don't listen
- 5:35:49i don't know what more i can do
- 5:35:51people are so full of doubts in their
- 5:35:53practice they're always doubting they
- 5:35:55all want to go to nirvana but they don't
- 5:35:57want to walk the path
- 5:35:58it's baffling
- 5:36:00when i tell them to meditate they're
- 5:36:02afraid or if not afraid then just plain
- 5:36:04sleepy
- 5:36:05mostly they like to do things that i
- 5:36:07don't teach
- 5:36:09when i met the venerable abbott here i
- 5:36:11asked him what his followers were like
- 5:36:12he said they're the same
- 5:36:15this is the pain of being a teacher
- 5:36:19the teaching i will present to you today
- 5:36:20is a way to solve problems in the
- 5:36:22present moment in this present life
- 5:36:25some people say that they have so much
- 5:36:27work to do that they have no time to
- 5:36:29practice the dhamma
- 5:36:30what can we do they ask
- 5:36:32i ask them
- 5:36:34don't you breathe while you're working
- 5:36:36yes of course we breathe
- 5:36:38so how come you have time to breathe
- 5:36:40when you're so busy
- 5:36:42they don't know what to answer if you
- 5:36:44simply have sati while working you'll
- 5:36:46have plenty of time to practice
- 5:36:50practicing meditation is just like
- 5:36:52breathing
- 5:36:53while working we breathe while sleeping
- 5:36:55we breathe while sitting down we breathe
- 5:36:58why do we have time to breathe because
- 5:37:00we see the importance of the breath
- 5:37:02we can always find time to breathe
- 5:37:05in the same way if we see the importance
- 5:37:07of meditation practice we will find out
- 5:37:09we will find the time to practice
- 5:37:13have any of you ever suffered
- 5:37:16have you ever been happy
- 5:37:18right here is the truth this is where
- 5:37:20you must practice the dharma
- 5:37:22who is it who is happy
- 5:37:25the mind is happy
- 5:37:26who suffers
- 5:37:28the mind suffers
- 5:37:30wherever these things arise that's where
- 5:37:32they cease
- 5:37:33have you experienced happiness have you
- 5:37:36experienced suffering
- 5:37:38this is our problem
- 5:37:39if we know dukkha the cause of suffering
- 5:37:42the end of suffering and the way leading
- 5:37:43to the end of suffering we can solve the
- 5:37:45problem
- 5:37:49there are two kinds of suffering
- 5:37:51ordinary suffering and the extraordinary
- 5:37:53kind
- 5:37:55ordinary suffering is the suffering
- 5:37:57which is the inherent nature of
- 5:37:58conditions
- 5:37:59standing is suffering sitting is
- 5:38:00suffering lying down is suffering
- 5:38:03this is the suffering that is inherent
- 5:38:05in all conditioned phenomena
- 5:38:07even the buddha experienced these things
- 5:38:10he experienced comfort and pain but he
- 5:38:12recognized them with conditions in
- 5:38:14nature
- 5:38:15he knew how to overcome these ordinary
- 5:38:17natural feelings of comfort and pain
- 5:38:19through understanding their true nature
- 5:38:23because he understood this natural
- 5:38:24suffering those feelings didn't upset
- 5:38:27him
- 5:38:28the important kind of suffering is the
- 5:38:30second kind
- 5:38:31the suffering that creeps in from the
- 5:38:33outside the extraordinary suffering
- 5:38:35quote unquote
- 5:38:37if we are sick we may have to get an
- 5:38:39injection from the doctor
- 5:38:41when the needle pierces the skin there's
- 5:38:43some pain which is only natural
- 5:38:45when the needle is withdrawn that pain
- 5:38:47disappears
- 5:38:48this is like the ordinary kind of
- 5:38:50suffering it's no problem everybody
- 5:38:52experiences it
- 5:38:54the extraordinary suffering is the
- 5:38:56suffering that arises from what we call
- 5:38:58upadhana
- 5:39:00clinging on grasping attachment grasping
- 5:39:03onto things
- 5:39:04this is like having an injection with a
- 5:39:06syringe filled with poison
- 5:39:08this is no longer an ordinary kind of
- 5:39:10pain it is the pain which ends in death
- 5:39:13this is similar to the suffering which
- 5:39:15arises from grasping
- 5:39:19wrong view
- 5:39:20not knowing the impermanent nature of
- 5:39:21all conditioned things is another kind
- 5:39:23of problem
- 5:39:25conditioned things are the realm of
- 5:39:27sansara
- 5:39:28not wanting things to change if we think
- 5:39:30like this we must suffer
- 5:39:33when we think that the body is ourselves
- 5:39:35or belonging to us we're afraid when we
- 5:39:37see it change
- 5:39:39consider the breath
- 5:39:40once it comes in it must go out having
- 5:39:42gone out it must come in again
- 5:39:44this is its nature this is how we manage
- 5:39:47to live
- 5:39:48things don't function in that way
- 5:39:51this is how conditions are but we don't
- 5:39:53realize it
- 5:39:55suppose we lost something if we thought
- 5:39:57that object was really ours we would
- 5:39:58brood over it if we couldn't see it as a
- 5:40:01conditioned thing faring according to
- 5:40:03the laws of nature we would experience
- 5:40:05suffering
- 5:40:07but if you breathe in can you live
- 5:40:10conditioned things must naturally change
- 5:40:12in this way
- 5:40:13to see this is to see the dhamma to see
- 5:40:15ani-chan change
- 5:40:17we live dependent on this change
- 5:40:20when we know how things are then we can
- 5:40:22let go of them
- 5:40:26the practice of dhamma is to develop an
- 5:40:28understanding of the way things are so
- 5:40:30that suffering doesn't arise
- 5:40:33if we think wrongly we are at odds with
- 5:40:35the world at odds with the dumber and
- 5:40:36with the truth
- 5:40:38suppose you were sick and had to go to
- 5:40:40the hospital most people think
- 5:40:42please don't let me die i want to get
- 5:40:44better
- 5:40:45this is wrong thinking it will lead to
- 5:40:47suffering
- 5:40:48you have to think to yourself
- 5:40:50if i recover i recover if i die i die
- 5:40:54this is right thinking because you can't
- 5:40:57ultimately control conditions
- 5:40:59if you think like this whether you die
- 5:41:01or recover you can't go wrong you don't
- 5:41:03have to worry
- 5:41:05the mind that wants to get better at all
- 5:41:07costs and is afraid of the thought of
- 5:41:08dying is the mind which doesn't
- 5:41:10understand conditions
- 5:41:12you should think
- 5:41:14if i get better that's fine if i don't
- 5:41:16get better that's fine
- 5:41:18this way we can't go wrong
- 5:41:20we don't have to be afraid or cry
- 5:41:22because we've tuned ourselves in to the
- 5:41:24way things are
- 5:41:27the buddha saw clearly his teaching is
- 5:41:29always relevant never outdated
- 5:41:32it never changes
- 5:41:34in the present day it's still the way it
- 5:41:35is it hasn't changed
- 5:41:37by taking this teaching to heart we can
- 5:41:39gain the reward of peace and well-being
- 5:41:42in the teachings there is a reflection
- 5:41:43of not self
- 5:41:45this is not myself this does not belong
- 5:41:47to me
- 5:41:48but people don't like to listen to this
- 5:41:50kind of teaching because they're
- 5:41:51attached to the idea of self
- 5:41:54this is the cause of suffering
- 5:41:56you should take note of this
- 5:41:59today a woman asked about how to deal
- 5:42:01with anger
- 5:42:02i told her that the next time she gets
- 5:42:04angry
- 5:42:05she should wind up her alarm clock and
- 5:42:07put it in front of her
- 5:42:09then she should give herself two hours
- 5:42:11for the anger to go away
- 5:42:14if it was really her anger
- 5:42:16she could probably tell it to go away
- 5:42:18like this
- 5:42:19in two hours be gone
- 5:42:21but anger isn't really ours to command
- 5:42:24sometimes in two hours it's still not
- 5:42:26gone at other times in one hour it's
- 5:42:28gone already
- 5:42:30holding on to anger as a personal
- 5:42:32possession will cause suffering
- 5:42:35if it really belonged to us it would
- 5:42:36have to obey us
- 5:42:38if it doesn't obey us that means it's
- 5:42:40only a deception
- 5:42:41don't fall for it
- 5:42:43whether the mind is happy or sad don't
- 5:42:45fall for it
- 5:42:46whether the mind loves or hates don't
- 5:42:48fall for it it's all a deception
- 5:42:53have any of you ever been angry
- 5:42:55when you're angry does it feel good or
- 5:42:57bad
- 5:42:59if it feels bad then why don't you throw
- 5:43:01that feeling away why bother to keep it
- 5:43:04how can you say that you're wise and
- 5:43:06intelligent when you hold on to such
- 5:43:08things
- 5:43:09since the day you were born how many
- 5:43:11times has the mind tricked you into
- 5:43:13anger
- 5:43:15some days the mind can even cause a
- 5:43:16whole family to quarrel or cause you to
- 5:43:18cry all night
- 5:43:20and yet we still continue to get angry
- 5:43:22we still hold on to things and suffer
- 5:43:25if you don't see suffering you'll have
- 5:43:27to keep suffering indefinitely with no
- 5:43:29chance for respite
- 5:43:31the world of samsara is like this if we
- 5:43:34know the way it is we can solve the
- 5:43:35problem
- 5:43:39the buddha's teaching states that there
- 5:43:41is no better means to overcome suffering
- 5:43:43than to see that this is not myself this
- 5:43:46is not mine
- 5:43:47this is the greatest method
- 5:43:49but we don't usually pay attention to
- 5:43:51this
- 5:43:52when suffering arises we simply cry over
- 5:43:54it without learning from it
- 5:43:56why is that so we must take a good hard
- 5:43:59look at these things to develop the
- 5:44:00budhole the one who knows
- 5:44:04now take note
- 5:44:06some of you may not be aware that this
- 5:44:07is dhamma teaching
- 5:44:09i'm going to give you some dhamma that's
- 5:44:10outside the scriptures
- 5:44:12most people read the scriptures but
- 5:44:14don't see the dhamma today i'm going to
- 5:44:16give you a teaching that's outside the
- 5:44:18scriptures
- 5:44:19some people may miss the point or not be
- 5:44:21able to understand it
- 5:44:24suppose two people are walking together
- 5:44:25and they see a duck and a chicken
- 5:44:28one of them says
- 5:44:29why isn't that chicken like the duck
- 5:44:32why isn't the duck like the chicken
- 5:44:35he wants the chicken to be a duck and
- 5:44:37the duck to be a chicken
- 5:44:39it's impossible
- 5:44:41if it's impossible then even if that
- 5:44:43person were to wish for the duck to be a
- 5:44:44chicken and a chicken to be a duck for
- 5:44:46the rest of his life it would not come
- 5:44:48to pass because
- 5:44:50the chicken is a chicken and the duck is
- 5:44:51a duck
- 5:44:53as long as that person thought like that
- 5:44:54he would suffer
- 5:44:56the other person might see that the
- 5:44:57chicken is a chicken and the duck is a
- 5:44:59duck and that's all there is to it
- 5:45:01there's no problem
- 5:45:03he sees rightly if you want the duck to
- 5:45:05be a chicken and the chicken to be a
- 5:45:07duck you're really going to suffer
- 5:45:10in the same way the law of honey chung
- 5:45:13states that all things are impermanent
- 5:45:16if you want things to be permanent
- 5:45:18you're going to suffer
- 5:45:19whenever impermanence shows itself
- 5:45:21you're going to be disappointed
- 5:45:23one who sees that things are naturally
- 5:45:25impermanent will be at ease there'll be
- 5:45:27no conflict
- 5:45:28the one who wants things to be permanent
- 5:45:30is going to have conflict maybe even
- 5:45:32losing sleep over it
- 5:45:34this is to be ignorant of anichang
- 5:45:36impermanence the teaching of the buddha
- 5:45:41if you want to know the dhamma where
- 5:45:43should you look
- 5:45:44you must look within the body and mind
- 5:45:47you won't find it in the shells of a
- 5:45:49bookcase
- 5:45:50to really see the dhamma you have to
- 5:45:52look within your own body and mind there
- 5:45:54are only these two things
- 5:45:57the mind is not visible to the physical
- 5:45:58eye it must be seen with the mind's eye
- 5:46:01before the dharma can be realized you
- 5:46:03must know where to look
- 5:46:06the dhamma that is in the body must be
- 5:46:07seen in the body
- 5:46:09and what do we look at in the body
- 5:46:11we look at the body within the mind
- 5:46:14you won't find the done by looking
- 5:46:15anywhere else because both happiness and
- 5:46:17suffering arise right here
- 5:46:20have you seen happiness arising in the
- 5:46:21trees or from the rivers or the weather
- 5:46:25happiness and suffering are feelings
- 5:46:27which arise in our own bodies and minds
- 5:46:31therefore the buddha tells us to know
- 5:46:33the dhamma right here
- 5:46:34the dhamma is right here we must look
- 5:46:36right here
- 5:46:38the master may tell you to look at the
- 5:46:39dhamma in the books but if you think
- 5:46:41that that's where the dharma really is
- 5:46:42you'll never see it
- 5:46:44having looked at the books you must
- 5:46:46reflect on those teachings inwardly
- 5:46:48then you can understand the dhamma
- 5:46:50where does the real dhamma exist
- 5:46:52it exists right here in this body and
- 5:46:54mind of ours this is the essence of
- 5:46:57contemplation practice
- 5:47:00when we do this wisdom will arise in our
- 5:47:02minds
- 5:47:03when there is wisdom in our minds then
- 5:47:05no matter where we look there is dharma
- 5:47:07we will see ani chang dukang and anata
- 5:47:10at all times
- 5:47:12ani chang means transient
- 5:47:14if we cling to things that are transient
- 5:47:16we must suffer
- 5:47:18dukan because they are not ours
- 5:47:22but we don't see this we always see them
- 5:47:24as being ourself and belonging to us
- 5:47:28this means that you don't see the truth
- 5:47:30of convention
- 5:47:32you should understand conventions for
- 5:47:34example all of us sitting here have
- 5:47:35names
- 5:47:37are our names born with us or are they
- 5:47:39assigned to us afterwards
- 5:47:41do you understand
- 5:47:43this is convention
- 5:47:45is convention useful
- 5:47:47of course it's useful for example
- 5:47:49suppose there are four men a b c and d
- 5:47:52they must all have their individual
- 5:47:53names for convenience in communicating
- 5:47:55and working together
- 5:47:57if we wanted to speak to mr a
- 5:47:59we could call mr a and he'd come not the
- 5:48:02others
- 5:48:03this is the convenience of convention
- 5:48:05but when we look deeply into the matter
- 5:48:07we will see that really there isn't
- 5:48:09anybody there
- 5:48:10we will see transcendence
- 5:48:12there's only earth water wind and fire
- 5:48:15before elements
- 5:48:16this is all there is to this body of
- 5:48:18ours
- 5:48:20but we don't see it in this way because
- 5:48:21of the clinging power of
- 5:48:24clinging to the sense of self
- 5:48:27if we had to if we were to look clearly
- 5:48:30we would see that there isn't really
- 5:48:31much to to what we call a person
- 5:48:34the solid part is the earth element the
- 5:48:36fluid part is the water element the part
- 5:48:38which provides heat is called the fire
- 5:48:40element
- 5:48:41when we break things down we see that
- 5:48:43there is only earth water wind and fire
- 5:48:46where is the person to be found
- 5:48:48there isn't one
- 5:48:51that's why the buddha taught that there
- 5:48:52is no higher practice than to see that
- 5:48:54this is not myself and does not belong
- 5:48:56to me
- 5:48:58they are simply conventions
- 5:49:00if we understand everything clearly in
- 5:49:02this way we will be at peace
- 5:49:04if we realize in the present moment the
- 5:49:06truth of impermanence that things are
- 5:49:07not our self or belonging to us then
- 5:49:10when they disintegrate we are at peace
- 5:49:12with them
- 5:49:12because they don't belong to anybody
- 5:49:14anyway they're merely the elements of
- 5:49:16earth water wind and fire
- 5:49:20it's difficult for people to see this
- 5:49:22but even so it's not beyond our ability
- 5:49:26if we can see this we will find
- 5:49:28contentment
- 5:49:29we will not have so much anger greed or
- 5:49:31delusion
- 5:49:32there will always be dumber in our
- 5:49:33hearts
- 5:49:35there'll be no need for jealousy and
- 5:49:36spite because everybody is simply earth
- 5:49:39water wind and fire
- 5:49:41there's no more to them than this
- 5:49:43when we accept this truth we will see
- 5:49:45the truth of the buddha's teaching
- 5:49:49if we could see the truth of the
- 5:49:50buddha's teaching we wouldn't have to
- 5:49:52use up so many teachers
- 5:49:54it wouldn't be necessary to listen to
- 5:49:55teachings every day
- 5:49:57when we understand then we simply do
- 5:49:59what's required of us
- 5:50:01but what makes people so difficult to
- 5:50:02teach is that they don't accept the
- 5:50:04teaching and argue with the teachers and
- 5:50:06the teaching
- 5:50:07in front of the teacher they behave a
- 5:50:08little better but behind his back they
- 5:50:10become thieves
- 5:50:12people are really difficult to teach the
- 5:50:14people in thailand are like this that's
- 5:50:16why they have to have so many teachers
- 5:50:21be careful
- 5:50:22if you're not careful you won't see the
- 5:50:24dhamma
- 5:50:25you must be circumspect taking the
- 5:50:27teaching and considering it well
- 5:50:31is this flower pretty
- 5:50:33do you see the ugliness within this
- 5:50:35flower
- 5:50:36for how many days will it be pretty
- 5:50:39what will it be like from now on why
- 5:50:41does it change so
- 5:50:43in three or four days you have to take
- 5:50:45it and throw it away right
- 5:50:47it loses all its beauty
- 5:50:50people are attached to beauty attached
- 5:50:52to goodness
- 5:50:53if anything is good they just fall for
- 5:50:55it completely
- 5:50:56the buddha tells us to look at pretty
- 5:50:58things as just pretty
- 5:51:00we shouldn't become attached to them
- 5:51:02if there's a pleasant feeling we
- 5:51:04shouldn't fall for it
- 5:51:05goodness is not a sure thing beauty is
- 5:51:08not a sure thing nothing is certain
- 5:51:10there is nothing in this world that is a
- 5:51:12certainty this is the truth
- 5:51:15the things that aren't true are the
- 5:51:17things that change such as beauty
- 5:51:19the only truth it has is in its constant
- 5:51:22changing
- 5:51:24if we believe that things are beautiful
- 5:51:26when their beauty fades our mind loses
- 5:51:28its beauty too
- 5:51:30when things are no longer good our mind
- 5:51:31loses its goodness too
- 5:51:33when they are destroyed or damaged we
- 5:51:35suffer because we clung to them as being
- 5:51:37our own
- 5:51:39the buddha tells us to see that these
- 5:51:40things are simply constructs of nature
- 5:51:42beauty appears and in not many days it
- 5:51:44fades
- 5:51:45to see this is to have wisdom
- 5:51:49therefore we should see impermanence
- 5:51:52if we think something is pretty we
- 5:51:53should tell ourselves it isn't
- 5:51:55if we think something is ugly we should
- 5:51:57tell ourselves it isn't
- 5:52:00try to see things in this way constantly
- 5:52:02reflect in this way
- 5:52:04we will then see the truth within untrue
- 5:52:06things and see the certainty within the
- 5:52:08things that are uncertain
- 5:52:13today i have been explaining the way to
- 5:52:14understand suffering what causes
- 5:52:16suffering the cessation of suffering and
- 5:52:19the way leading to the cessation of
- 5:52:20suffering when you know suffering you
- 5:52:23should throw it out
- 5:52:24knowing the cause of suffering you
- 5:52:26should throw it out
- 5:52:27practice to see the cessation of
- 5:52:29suffering see anichang dukan and anata
- 5:52:32and suffering will cease
- 5:52:34when suffering ceases where do we go
- 5:52:38what are we practicing for
- 5:52:41we are practicing to relinquish not in
- 5:52:44order to gain anything
- 5:52:46there was a woman this afternoon who
- 5:52:48told me that she's suffering i asked her
- 5:52:50what she wants to be
- 5:52:52and she said she wants to be enlightened
- 5:52:54i said as long as you want to be
- 5:52:56enlightened you'll never become
- 5:52:57enlightened don't want anything
- 5:53:02when we know the truth of suffering we
- 5:53:04throw out suffering
- 5:53:05when we know the cause of suffering then
- 5:53:07we don't create those causes but instead
- 5:53:10practice to bring suffering to its
- 5:53:11cessation
- 5:53:13the practice leading to the cessation of
- 5:53:15suffering is to see that this is not a
- 5:53:17self this is not me or them
- 5:53:20seeing in this way enables suffering to
- 5:53:22cease
- 5:53:23it's like reaching our destination and
- 5:53:25stopping
- 5:53:26that's cessation
- 5:53:28that's getting close to nirvana
- 5:53:31put it another way
- 5:53:33going forward is suffering retreating
- 5:53:35his suffering and stopping his suffering
- 5:53:38not going forward not retreating and not
- 5:53:41stopping
- 5:53:42is anything left
- 5:53:46and body cease here
- 5:53:48this is the cessation of suffering
- 5:53:51hard to understand isn't it
- 5:53:52if we diligently and consistently study
- 5:53:54this teaching we will transcend things
- 5:53:57and reach understanding
- 5:53:58there will be cessation
- 5:54:00this is the ultimate teaching of the
- 5:54:02buddha it's the finishing point
- 5:54:04the buddha's teaching finishes at the
- 5:54:06point of total relinquishment
- 5:54:10today i offer this teaching to you all
- 5:54:12and to the venerable master also
- 5:54:14if there's anything wrong in it i ask
- 5:54:16for your forgiveness
- 5:54:17but don't be in a hurry to judge whether
- 5:54:19it's right or wrong just listen to it
- 5:54:21first
- 5:54:22if i were to give you all a fruit and
- 5:54:24tell you it's delicious you should take
- 5:54:26note of my words but not believe me
- 5:54:28offhand because you haven't tasted it
- 5:54:30yet
- 5:54:31the teaching i give you today is the
- 5:54:33same if you want to know whether the
- 5:54:35fruit is sweet or sour you have to slice
- 5:54:37off a piece and taste it
- 5:54:39then you'll know it's sweetness or
- 5:54:40sourness
- 5:54:41then you could believe me because then
- 5:54:43you'd have seen for yourself
- 5:54:45so please don't throw this fruit away
- 5:54:48keep it and taste it now it's taste for
- 5:54:50yourself
- 5:54:53now the buddha didn't have a teacher you
- 5:54:54know as an ascetic once asked him who
- 5:54:56his teacher was the buddha answered that
- 5:54:58he didn't have one the ascetic just
- 5:55:00walked off shaking his head
- 5:55:02the buddha was being too honest
- 5:55:04he was speaking to one who couldn't know
- 5:55:06or accept the truth
- 5:55:07that's why i tell you not to believe me
- 5:55:10the buddha said that to simply believe
- 5:55:12others is foolish because there's no
- 5:55:14clear knowing within
- 5:55:16that's why the buddha said i have no
- 5:55:18teacher.
- 5:55:19this is the truth
- 5:55:20but you should look at it in the right
- 5:55:22way if you misunderstand it you won't
- 5:55:24respect your teacher
- 5:55:26don't go saying i have no teacher
- 5:55:28you must rely on your teacher to tell
- 5:55:30you what is right and wrong and then you
- 5:55:32must practice accordingly
- 5:55:35today is a fortunate day for all of us
- 5:55:37i've had a chance to meet with all of
- 5:55:39you and the venerable master
- 5:55:41you wouldn't think that we could meet
- 5:55:42like this because we live so far apart i
- 5:55:44think there must be some special reason
- 5:55:46that we've been able to meet in this way
- 5:55:48the buddha taught that everything that
- 5:55:50arises must have a cause don't forget
- 5:55:52this
- 5:55:53there must be some cause
- 5:55:55perhaps in a previous existence we were
- 5:55:56brothers and sisters in the same family
- 5:55:59it's possible
- 5:56:00another teacher didn't come but i did
- 5:56:02why is that
- 5:56:04perhaps we are creating the causes in
- 5:56:06the present moment itself this is also
- 5:56:08possible
- 5:56:10i leave you all with this teaching may
- 5:56:12you be diligent and arduous in the
- 5:56:13practice there is nothing better than
- 5:56:15the practice of dhamma dhamma is the
- 5:56:17supporter of the whole world people who
- 5:56:19are confused these days because they do
- 5:56:21not know the dharma
- 5:56:23if we have the dhamma within us we will
- 5:56:24be content
- 5:56:26i am happy to have had this opportunity
- 5:56:28to help you and the venerable teacher in
- 5:56:29developing the practice of dhamma i
- 5:56:31leave you with my heartfelt good wishes
- 5:56:33tomorrow i'll be leaving i'm not sure
- 5:56:35wherefore
- 5:56:36this is only natural
- 5:56:38when there is coming there must be going
- 5:56:40when there's going there must be coming
- 5:56:42this is how the world is
- 5:56:43we shouldn't be overjoyed or upset by
- 5:56:45the changes in the world
- 5:56:47there is happiness then there's
- 5:56:48suffering there is suffering and there's
- 5:56:50happiness there is gain and then there's
- 5:56:52loss there's loss and then there's gain
- 5:56:55this is the way things are
- 5:56:58in the buddhist time there were
- 5:56:59disciples of the buddha who didn't like
- 5:57:01him because the buddha exhorted them to
- 5:57:02be diligent to be heedful
- 5:57:05those who were lazy were afraid of the
- 5:57:06buddha and resented him
- 5:57:08when he died one group of disciples
- 5:57:10cried and were distressed that they
- 5:57:12would no longer have the buddha to guide
- 5:57:14them
- 5:57:15those ones were still not clever
- 5:57:18another group of disciples were pleased
- 5:57:19and relieved that they would no longer
- 5:57:21have the buddha on their backs telling
- 5:57:22them what to do
- 5:57:24the third group of disciples were
- 5:57:26equanimous
- 5:57:27they reflected that what arises passes
- 5:57:29away as a natural consequence
- 5:57:32there are these three groups
- 5:57:33which group do you identify with
- 5:57:36do you want to be one of the ones who
- 5:57:37are pleased or what
- 5:57:40the group of disciples who cried when
- 5:57:42the buddha passed away had not yet
- 5:57:43realized the dharma
- 5:57:45the second group were those who resented
- 5:57:47the buddha
- 5:57:48he was always forbidding them from doing
- 5:57:50things they wanted to do
- 5:57:52they lived in fear of the buddha's scorn
- 5:57:53and reprimands so when he passed away
- 5:57:56they were relieved these days things
- 5:57:59aren't much different possible that the
- 5:58:01teacher here has some followers who are
- 5:58:02resentful towards him
- 5:58:04they might not show it outwardly but
- 5:58:06it's there in the mind
- 5:58:08it's normal for people who still have
- 5:58:10defilements to feel this way
- 5:58:12even the buddha had people hating him
- 5:58:15i myself have followers who resent me
- 5:58:17also
- 5:58:18i tell them to give up evil actions but
- 5:58:20they cherish their evil actions so they
- 5:58:22hate me
- 5:58:23there are plenty like this may all of
- 5:58:26you who are intelligent make yourselves
- 5:58:28firm in the practice of dumber
- 5:58:33this is the
- 5:58:3515th
- 5:58:36talk in this collection
- 5:58:38and it's entitled living in the world
- 5:58:41and this was previously published
- 5:58:44under the title living in the world
- 5:58:46with dhamma and it was uh printed in the
- 5:58:49book living dhamma
- 5:58:51again translated by bruce evans puriso
- 5:58:54and this was a talk
- 5:58:56an informal talk given after an
- 5:58:58invitation to receive arms food at a lay
- 5:59:01person's house in ubon the district
- 5:59:02capital which is close to wat nombre
- 5:59:05pong
- 5:59:10living in the world
- 5:59:14most people still don't know the essence
- 5:59:16of meditation practice
- 5:59:18they think that walking meditation
- 5:59:20sitting meditation and listening to
- 5:59:22dharma talks are the practice
- 5:59:25these are only the outer forms of
- 5:59:26practice
- 5:59:28the real practice takes place when the
- 5:59:30mind encounters a sense object
- 5:59:32that's the place to practice
- 5:59:34where sense contact occurs
- 5:59:36when people say things we don't like
- 5:59:38there's resentment if they say things we
- 5:59:40like we experience pleasure
- 5:59:42now this is the place to practice
- 5:59:46how are we going to practice with these
- 5:59:47things this is the crucial point if we
- 5:59:50just run around chasing after happiness
- 5:59:52and running away from suffering all the
- 5:59:53time we can practice until the day we
- 5:59:55die and never see the dhamma this is
- 5:59:58useless
- 6:00:00when pleasure and pain arise how are we
- 6:00:02going to use the dhamma to be free of
- 6:00:03them this is the point of practice
- 6:00:06usually when people encounter something
- 6:00:07disagreeable they don't open up to it
- 6:00:10for instance when people are criticized
- 6:00:13don't bother me why blame me
- 6:00:15this is someone who's closed himself off
- 6:00:18right there is the place to practice
- 6:00:21when people criticize us we should
- 6:00:23listen
- 6:00:24are they speaking the truth
- 6:00:26we should be open and consider what
- 6:00:28they're saying
- 6:00:29maybe there is something in what they
- 6:00:30say maybe there is something blameworthy
- 6:00:33within us
- 6:00:34they may be right
- 6:00:35and yet we immediately take offense
- 6:00:38if people point out our faults we should
- 6:00:40strive to be rid of these faults and
- 6:00:42improve ourselves
- 6:00:43that's how intelligent people practice
- 6:00:48the place where there is confusion is
- 6:00:49the place where peace can arise
- 6:00:52when confusion is penetrated with
- 6:00:53understanding what remains is peace
- 6:00:58some people can't accept criticism
- 6:01:00they're arrogant instead they turn
- 6:01:02around and argue
- 6:01:03this is especially so when
- 6:01:05adults deal with children
- 6:01:07actually children may say some
- 6:01:09intelligent things sometimes but if you
- 6:01:11happen to be their mother for instance
- 6:01:13you can't give into them
- 6:01:15if you are a teacher the students may
- 6:01:17sometimes tell you something that you
- 6:01:18didn't know but because you are the
- 6:01:20teacher you can't listen
- 6:01:22this is not right thinking
- 6:01:25in the buddhist time there was one
- 6:01:26disciple who was very astute
- 6:01:28at one time as the buddha was expanding
- 6:01:30the dhamma he turned to this monk and
- 6:01:32asked sorry puta do you believe this
- 6:01:35venerable sariputa replied no i don't
- 6:01:38yet believe it
- 6:01:39the buddha praised his answer that's
- 6:01:41very good sariputta you are one who is
- 6:01:43endowed with wisdom
- 6:01:45one who is wise doesn't readily believe
- 6:01:48he listens with an open mind and then
- 6:01:49weighs up the truth of the matter before
- 6:01:51believing or disbelieving
- 6:01:54now the buddha here set a fine example
- 6:01:56for a teacher
- 6:01:58what vulnerable sariputta said was true
- 6:02:00he simply expressed his true feelings
- 6:02:03some people would think that to say that
- 6:02:04you didn't believe that teaching would
- 6:02:06be like questioning the teacher's
- 6:02:07authority they'd be afraid to say such a
- 6:02:09thing
- 6:02:10they just go ahead and agree
- 6:02:12that is how the worldly way goes
- 6:02:15but the buddha didn't take offense
- 6:02:17he said that you needn't be ashamed of
- 6:02:19those things which aren't wrong or bad
- 6:02:21it's not wrong to say that you don't
- 6:02:23believe if you don't believe
- 6:02:25that's why venerable sariputta said i
- 6:02:27don't yet believe
- 6:02:29the buddha praised him
- 6:02:30this monk has much wisdom he carefully
- 6:02:32considers before believing anything
- 6:02:36the buddha's actions here are a good
- 6:02:37example for one who is a teacher of
- 6:02:39others
- 6:02:40sometimes you can learn things even from
- 6:02:42small children
- 6:02:43don't cling blindly to positions of
- 6:02:45authority
- 6:02:48whether you're standing sitting or
- 6:02:49walking around in various places you can
- 6:02:51always study the things around you
- 6:02:54we study in the natural way receptive to
- 6:02:56all things be they sights sounds smells
- 6:03:00tastes feelings or thoughts
- 6:03:03the wise person considers them all in
- 6:03:05the real practice we come to the point
- 6:03:07where there are no longer any concerns
- 6:03:09weighing on the mind
- 6:03:11if we still don't know like and dislike
- 6:03:13as they arise there is still con some
- 6:03:16concern in our minds
- 6:03:18if we know the truth of these things we
- 6:03:20reflect oh
- 6:03:21there's nothing to this feeling of
- 6:03:22liking here
- 6:03:24it's just a feeling that arises and
- 6:03:25passes away
- 6:03:27dislike is nothing more just a feeling
- 6:03:30that arises and passes away
- 6:03:32why make anything out of them
- 6:03:35if we think that pleasure and pain are
- 6:03:36personal possessions then we're in for
- 6:03:38trouble we never get beyond the point of
- 6:03:40having some concern or other in an
- 6:03:42endless chain
- 6:03:44this is how things are for most people
- 6:03:48but these days teachers don't often talk
- 6:03:50about the mind when teaching the dharma
- 6:03:52they don't talk about the truth
- 6:03:54if you talk about the truth people may
- 6:03:56take exception
- 6:03:57they say things like he doesn't know
- 6:03:59time and place he doesn't know how to
- 6:04:00speak nicely
- 6:04:02but people should listen to the truth
- 6:04:05a true teacher doesn't just talk from
- 6:04:07memory
- 6:04:08he speaks the truth
- 6:04:10people in society usually speak from
- 6:04:12memory
- 6:04:13the teacher speaks the truth
- 6:04:15people in the society usually speak from
- 6:04:17memory and what's more they usually
- 6:04:19speak in such a way as to exalt
- 6:04:20themselves
- 6:04:21the true monk doesn't speak like that he
- 6:04:23speaks the truth the way things are
- 6:04:27no matter how much the teacher explains
- 6:04:29the truth it's difficult for people to
- 6:04:30understand
- 6:04:32it's hard to understand the number
- 6:04:35if you understand the dhamma you should
- 6:04:37practice accordingly
- 6:04:38it may not be necessary to become a monk
- 6:04:40although amongst life is the ideal form
- 6:04:42for practice to really practice you have
- 6:04:45to forsake the confusion of the world
- 6:04:48give up family and possessions and take
- 6:04:50to the forests these are the ideal
- 6:04:51places to practice
- 6:04:53but if we still have a family and
- 6:04:55responsibilities how are we to practice
- 6:04:58some people say it's impossible to
- 6:05:00practice dharma as a layperson
- 6:05:02consider which group is larger monks or
- 6:05:04laypeople
- 6:05:05there are far more lay people now if
- 6:05:08only the monks practice and the lay
- 6:05:09people don't
- 6:05:10then that means there's going to be a
- 6:05:12lot of confusion
- 6:05:13this is wrong understanding
- 6:05:15i can't become a monk
- 6:05:17becoming a monk isn't the point being a
- 6:05:20monk doesn't mean anything if you don't
- 6:05:21practice
- 6:05:22if you really understand the practice of
- 6:05:24dhamma then no matter what position or
- 6:05:26profession you hold in life be it a
- 6:05:28teacher a doctor a civil servant or
- 6:05:29whatever you can practice a dhamma every
- 6:05:32minute of the day
- 6:05:34to think you can't practice as a layman
- 6:05:36is to lose track of the path completely
- 6:05:40why is it people can find the incentive
- 6:05:41to do other things
- 6:05:43if they feel they are lacking something
- 6:05:45they make an effort to obtain it
- 6:05:47if there is sufficient desire people can
- 6:05:49do anything
- 6:05:50some say
- 6:05:51ah i haven't got the time to practice
- 6:05:53the dhanma
- 6:05:54i say then how come you've got time to
- 6:05:56breathe
- 6:05:58breathing is vital to people's lives if
- 6:06:00they saw dharma practice as vital to
- 6:06:02their lives they would see it as
- 6:06:04important as their breathing
- 6:06:07the practice of dumb isn't something
- 6:06:08that you have to go running around for
- 6:06:10or exhaust yourself over
- 6:06:12just look at the feelings which arise in
- 6:06:14your mind
- 6:06:15when the eye sees form ear hears sounds
- 6:06:18nose smells odors and so on they all
- 6:06:21come to this one mind
- 6:06:22the one who knows
- 6:06:24now when the mind perceives these things
- 6:06:26what happens
- 6:06:28if we like that object we experience
- 6:06:30pleasure if we dislike it we experience
- 6:06:33displeasure that's all there is to it
- 6:06:36so where are you going to find happiness
- 6:06:38in this world
- 6:06:40do you expect everybody to say only
- 6:06:41pleasant things to you all your life
- 6:06:43is that possible
- 6:06:45no it's not
- 6:06:47if it's not possible then where are you
- 6:06:50going to go
- 6:06:52the world is simply like this we must
- 6:06:54know the world loka vidu
- 6:06:57know the word know the truth of this
- 6:06:58world
- 6:07:00the world is something we should clearly
- 6:07:02understand the buddha lived in this
- 6:07:04world he didn't live anywhere else
- 6:07:06he experienced family life but he saw
- 6:07:09its limitations and detached himself
- 6:07:11from them now how are you as laypeople
- 6:07:13going to practice
- 6:07:15if you want to practice you must make an
- 6:07:17effort to follow the path
- 6:07:19if you persevere with the practice you
- 6:07:21too will see the limitations of this
- 6:07:22world and be able to let go
- 6:07:26people who drink alcohol sometimes say
- 6:07:29i just can't give it up
- 6:07:31why can't they give it up
- 6:07:33because they don't yet see the liability
- 6:07:35in it
- 6:07:36if they clearly saw the liability they
- 6:07:38wouldn't have to wait to be told to give
- 6:07:40it up
- 6:07:41if you don't see the liability of
- 6:07:42something that means you also can't see
- 6:07:45the benefit of giving it up
- 6:07:47your practice becomes fruitless you're
- 6:07:49just playing at practice
- 6:07:51if you clearly see the liability and the
- 6:07:53benefit of something you won't have to
- 6:07:55wait for others to tell you about it
- 6:07:59consider the story of the fisherman who
- 6:08:00finds something in his fish trap
- 6:08:03he knows something is in there he can
- 6:08:05hear it flapping about inside
- 6:08:08thinking it's a fish he reaches his hand
- 6:08:10into the trap only to find a different
- 6:08:12kind of animal you can't yet see it so
- 6:08:15he's in two minds about it
- 6:08:17it could be an eel
- 6:08:19considered a delicacy in some parts of
- 6:08:20thailand
- 6:08:22but then again it could be a snake
- 6:08:25if he throws it away it may he may
- 6:08:27regret it it could be an eel
- 6:08:29on the other hand if he keeps holding on
- 6:08:30to it and it turns out to be a snake it
- 6:08:32might bite him
- 6:08:34he's caught in a state of doubt
- 6:08:36his desire is so strong he holds on just
- 6:08:38in case it's an eel but the minute he
- 6:08:40brings it out and sees the striped skin
- 6:08:42he throws it down straight away he
- 6:08:44doesn't have to wait for someone to call
- 6:08:45out it's a snake it's a snake let go
- 6:08:48the sight of the snake tells him what to
- 6:08:50do much more clearly than words could do
- 6:08:53why because he sees the danger snakes
- 6:08:56can bite
- 6:08:57nobody has to tell him about it
- 6:08:59in the same way if we practice till we
- 6:09:01see things as they are we won't meddle
- 6:09:03with the things that are harmful
- 6:09:06people don't usually practice in this
- 6:09:08way they usually do other things
- 6:09:10they don't contemplate things they don't
- 6:09:12reflect on old age sickness and death
- 6:09:15they only talk about non-aging and
- 6:09:17non-death so they never develop the
- 6:09:19right feeling for dumber practice
- 6:09:21they go and listen to dumb talks but
- 6:09:23they don't really listen
- 6:09:25sometimes i get invited to give talks at
- 6:09:27important functions but it's a nuisance
- 6:09:30for me to go
- 6:09:31why so
- 6:09:33because when i look at the people
- 6:09:34gathered there i can see that they
- 6:09:36haven't come to listen to the dhamma
- 6:09:38some are smelling of alcohol some are
- 6:09:40smoking cigarettes some are chatting
- 6:09:42they don't look at all like people who
- 6:09:44have come out of faith in the dhamma
- 6:09:46giving talks at such places is of little
- 6:09:48fruit
- 6:09:49people who are sunk in heedlessness tend
- 6:09:51to think things like yeah when's he ever
- 6:09:53going to stop talking you can't do this
- 6:09:55can't do that
- 6:09:57their minds just wander all over the
- 6:09:59place
- 6:10:01sometimes they even invite
- 6:10:03sometimes they even invite me to give a
- 6:10:05talk just for the sake of formality
- 6:10:07please give us just a small dumber talk
- 6:10:09principle sir
- 6:10:11they don't want me to talk too much it
- 6:10:12might annoy them
- 6:10:14as soon as i hear people say this i know
- 6:10:16what they're about
- 6:10:17these people don't like listening to
- 6:10:19dumber it annoys them
- 6:10:21if i give just a small talk they won't
- 6:10:23understand
- 6:10:24if you take only a little food is it
- 6:10:26enough
- 6:10:27of course not
- 6:10:30sometimes i'm giving a talk just warming
- 6:10:32up to the subject and some drunkard will
- 6:10:34call out okay make way make way for the
- 6:10:36venerable sir he's coming out now
- 6:10:39trying to drive me away
- 6:10:41if i meet this kind of person i get a
- 6:10:43lot of food for reflection
- 6:10:47i get an insight into human nature
- 6:10:50it's like a person having a bottle full
- 6:10:51of water and then asking for more
- 6:10:53there's nowhere to put it
- 6:10:55it isn't worth the time and energy to
- 6:10:57teach them because their minds are
- 6:10:58already full
- 6:10:59pull pour anymore in and it just
- 6:11:02overflows uselessly
- 6:11:03if their bottle was empty there would be
- 6:11:05somewhere to put the water both the
- 6:11:07giver and the receiver would benefit
- 6:11:11in this way when people are really
- 6:11:12interested in dumber they sit quietly
- 6:11:14listening carefully i feel much more
- 6:11:16inspired to teach
- 6:11:18if people don't pay attention it's just
- 6:11:20like the man with a bottle full of water
- 6:11:21there's no room to put anymore
- 6:11:24it's hardly worth my while talking to
- 6:11:26them in situations like this i just
- 6:11:28don't find any energy arising to teach
- 6:11:31you can't put much energy into giving
- 6:11:32when no one's putting much energy into
- 6:11:34receiving
- 6:11:37these days giving talks tends to be like
- 6:11:40this and it's getting worse all the time
- 6:11:43people don't search for truth they
- 6:11:44simply study to find the necessary
- 6:11:46knowledge to make a living raise
- 6:11:48families look after themselves
- 6:11:50they study for a livelihood
- 6:11:52there may be some study of dhamma but
- 6:11:54not much
- 6:11:56students nowadays have much more
- 6:11:58knowledge than students of previous
- 6:11:59times they have all the requisites at
- 6:12:01their disposal everything is more
- 6:12:02convenient
- 6:12:04but they also have a lot more confusion
- 6:12:05and suffering than before
- 6:12:07why is this
- 6:12:08because they only look for the kind of
- 6:12:10knowledge used to make a living
- 6:12:13even the monks are like this sometimes i
- 6:12:15hear them say yeah i didn't become a
- 6:12:16monk to practice a dumber i only
- 6:12:18ordained to study
- 6:12:20these are the words of someone who has
- 6:12:22completely cut off the path of practice
- 6:12:24there's no way ahead it's a dead end
- 6:12:28when these monks teach it's only from
- 6:12:30memory
- 6:12:30they may teach one thing but their minds
- 6:12:32are in a completely different place
- 6:12:34there's no truth in such teachings
- 6:12:37this is how the world is
- 6:12:39if you try to live simply practicing the
- 6:12:41dumb and living peacefully they say that
- 6:12:42you're weird and anti-social
- 6:12:45they say you're obstructing progress in
- 6:12:46society
- 6:12:48they even intimidate you
- 6:12:50eventually you might even start to
- 6:12:51believe them and revert to worldly ways
- 6:12:54sinking deeper and deeper into the world
- 6:12:55until it's
- 6:12:56completely impossible to get out
- 6:12:58some people say i can't get out now i've
- 6:13:01gone in too deeply
- 6:13:02this is how society tends to be
- 6:13:05it doesn't appreciate the value of
- 6:13:06dhamma
- 6:13:09the value of dhamma isn't to be found in
- 6:13:11books
- 6:13:12those are just the external appearances
- 6:13:14of dhamma they're not the realization of
- 6:13:16dhamma as a personal experience
- 6:13:19if you realize the dhamma you realize
- 6:13:21your own mind
- 6:13:22you see the truth there
- 6:13:24when the truth becomes apparent it cuts
- 6:13:26off the stream of delusion
- 6:13:30the teaching of the buddha is the
- 6:13:31unchanging truth whether in the present
- 6:13:33or any other time
- 6:13:35the buddha revealed this truth two and a
- 6:13:36half thousand years ago it's been the
- 6:13:38truth ever since
- 6:13:40nothing should be added or taken away
- 6:13:41from it
- 6:13:43the buddha said what the tatargata has
- 6:13:45laid down should not be discarded and
- 6:13:47what has not been laid down by the
- 6:13:48targeter should not be added to the
- 6:13:50teachings
- 6:13:51he sealed off the teachings
- 6:13:54why did the buddha seal them off because
- 6:13:56these teachings are the words of one who
- 6:13:58has no defilements
- 6:13:59no matter how the world may change these
- 6:14:01teachings are unaffected they don't
- 6:14:03change with it
- 6:14:05if something is wrong even if people say
- 6:14:06it's right it doesn't make it any of the
- 6:14:08less wrong
- 6:14:10if something is right that doesn't
- 6:14:11change just because people say it's not
- 6:14:14generation after generation may come and
- 6:14:16go but these things don't change because
- 6:14:18these teachings are the truth
- 6:14:21now who created this truth
- 6:14:24the truth created the truth did the
- 6:14:26buddha create it no he didn't the buddha
- 6:14:29only discovered the truth the way things
- 6:14:31are and then he set out to declare it
- 6:14:35the truth is constantly true whether a
- 6:14:37buddha arises in the world or not
- 6:14:39the buddha only owns the dhamma in this
- 6:14:41sense he didn't actually create it it's
- 6:14:43been here all the time
- 6:14:46no one had previously searched for and
- 6:14:48found the deathless when he taught it as
- 6:14:50the dhamma
- 6:14:51but the buddha didn't invent it it was
- 6:14:53already there
- 6:14:55at some point in time the truth is
- 6:14:57illuminated in the practice of dhamma
- 6:14:59flourishes as time goes on and
- 6:15:00generations pass away the practice
- 6:15:02degenerates until the teaching fades
- 6:15:04away completely
- 6:15:06after a time the teaching is refounded
- 6:15:08and flourishes once more
- 6:15:09as time goes on he sets in and once more
- 6:15:12the teaching begins to follow the
- 6:15:13darkness of the world and so once more
- 6:15:16it degenerates until such a time as it
- 6:15:18can no longer hold ground
- 6:15:20confusion reigns once more
- 6:15:22then it's time to re-establish the truth
- 6:15:25in fact the truth doesn't go anywhere
- 6:15:27when buddhas pass away the dhamma
- 6:15:29doesn't disappear with them
- 6:15:34the world revolves like this
- 6:15:36it's something like a mango tree
- 6:15:38the tree matures blossoms and fruits
- 6:15:40appear and grow to ripeness
- 6:15:43they become rotten and the seed goes
- 6:15:44back into the ground to become a new
- 6:15:46mango tree the cycle starts once more
- 6:15:50eventually there are more ripe fruits
- 6:15:52which proceed to fall rot sink into the
- 6:15:54ground as seeds and grow once more into
- 6:15:55trees
- 6:15:56this is how the world is it doesn't go
- 6:15:58very far
- 6:16:00it just revolves around the same old
- 6:16:01things
- 6:16:03our lives these days are the same
- 6:16:05today we're simply doing the same old
- 6:16:07things we've always done people think
- 6:16:10too much
- 6:16:11there are so many things to get
- 6:16:13interested in but none of them leads to
- 6:16:15completion
- 6:16:18there are other sciences like
- 6:16:19mathematics physics psychology and so on
- 6:16:21you can delve into any of these but you
- 6:16:23can only finalize things with the truth
- 6:16:29suppose there was a cart being pulled by
- 6:16:31an ox
- 6:16:32as long as the ox pulls the cart the
- 6:16:34tracks will follow
- 6:16:36the wheels are round yet the tracks are
- 6:16:38long
- 6:16:40the tracks are long yet the wheels are
- 6:16:42merely circles
- 6:16:44just looking at a stationary cart you
- 6:16:46can't see anything long about it
- 6:16:48but once the ox starts moving you see
- 6:16:50the tracks stretching out behind you
- 6:16:53as long as the arcs pulls the wheels
- 6:16:55keep on turning
- 6:16:56but there comes a day when the ox tires
- 6:16:59and throws off its harness
- 6:17:00the ox walks off and leaves the empty
- 6:17:02cart sitting there the wheels no longer
- 6:17:04turn in the time in time the cart falls
- 6:17:08apart its components go back into the
- 6:17:09four elements earth water wind and fire
- 6:17:14searching for peace within the world
- 6:17:16the cartwheel tracks stretch out
- 6:17:18endlessly behind you as long as you
- 6:17:20follow the world there is no stopping no
- 6:17:23rest
- 6:17:24if you simply stop following it
- 6:17:26the card comes to a rest
- 6:17:29the wheels no longer turn
- 6:17:31following the world turns the wheel
- 6:17:33ceaselessly
- 6:17:35creating bad camera is like this
- 6:17:37as long as you follow the old ways
- 6:17:39there's no stopping
- 6:17:40if you stop
- 6:17:42there is stopping
- 6:17:43this is how we practice the dhamma
- 6:17:47well this is the
- 6:17:4816th
- 6:17:50talk in the series and this is called
- 6:17:52tucho potila
- 6:17:55and this talk has been
- 6:17:57published before
- 6:17:58in the book living dhamma
- 6:18:00and it's a title there was uh tuccio
- 6:18:04potila venerable empty scripture
- 6:18:06and this was a
- 6:18:08an informal talk
- 6:18:09given that ajahn charles kuti to a group
- 6:18:11of lay people one evening in
- 6:18:141978 again this was published in living
- 6:18:17dhamma
- 6:18:18and was translated by bruce evans
- 6:18:21pariso
- 6:18:25tucho potila
- 6:18:28there are two ways to support buddhism
- 6:18:31one is known as amisa puja
- 6:18:34supporting through material offerings
- 6:18:36the four requisites of food clothing
- 6:18:38shelter and medicine
- 6:18:40there are material offerings that are
- 6:18:41given to the sangha of monks and nuns
- 6:18:43enabling them to live in a reasonable in
- 6:18:46reasonable comfort for the practice of
- 6:18:47dhamma
- 6:18:49this fosters the direct realization of
- 6:18:51the buddha's teaching in turn bringing
- 6:18:53continued prosperity to the buddhist
- 6:18:55religion
- 6:18:57buddhism can be likened to a tree a tree
- 6:19:00has roots a trunk branches twigs and
- 6:19:02leaves
- 6:19:03all the leaves and branches including
- 6:19:05the trunk depend on the roots to absorb
- 6:19:08nutrient from the soil
- 6:19:10just as the tree depends on the roots to
- 6:19:12sustain it our actions in our speech are
- 6:19:14like branches and leaves which depend on
- 6:19:17the mind the root
- 6:19:19absorbing nutriment
- 6:19:21which it then sends out to the trunk
- 6:19:22branches and leaves
- 6:19:24these in turn bear fruit as our speech
- 6:19:26and actions
- 6:19:28whatever state the mind is in skillful
- 6:19:30or unskillful it expresses that quality
- 6:19:32outwardly through our actions and speech
- 6:19:35therefore the support of buddhism
- 6:19:37through the practical application
- 6:19:39of the teaching is the most important
- 6:19:40kind of support
- 6:19:42for example in the ceremony of
- 6:19:44determining the precepts on observance
- 6:19:46days the teacher describes those
- 6:19:48unskillful actions which should be
- 6:19:50avoided
- 6:19:51but if you simply go through the
- 6:19:52ceremony without reflecting on their
- 6:19:54meaning progress is difficult and you'll
- 6:19:56be unable to find the true practice
- 6:19:59the real support of buddhism must
- 6:20:01therefore be done through patipati puja
- 6:20:04the offering of practice
- 6:20:06cultivating true restraint concentration
- 6:20:09and wisdom
- 6:20:10then you'll know what buddhism is all
- 6:20:11about
- 6:20:12if you don't understand through practice
- 6:20:14you still won't know even if you learn
- 6:20:16the whole tipitica
- 6:20:20in the time of the buddha there was a
- 6:20:21monk known as tuccio potila
- 6:20:23tucho potila was very learned thoroughly
- 6:20:25versed in the scriptures and texts
- 6:20:28he was so famous that he was revered by
- 6:20:29people everywhere and had 18 monasteries
- 6:20:32under his care
- 6:20:35when people heard the name tucho potila
- 6:20:38they were awestruck and nobody would
- 6:20:39dare question anything he taught
- 6:20:42so much did they reveal his command of
- 6:20:44the teachings
- 6:20:46was one of the buddha's most learned
- 6:20:47disciples
- 6:20:49one day he went to pay respects to the
- 6:20:51buddha as he was paying his respects the
- 6:20:53buddha said ah hello venerable empty
- 6:20:55scripture
- 6:20:57just like that
- 6:20:58they conversed for a while until it was
- 6:21:00time to go and then as he was taking
- 6:21:02leave of the buddha the buddha said oh
- 6:21:04leaving now venerable empty scripture
- 6:21:07that was all the buddha said
- 6:21:09on arriving oh hello venerable empty
- 6:21:11scripture when it was time to go ah
- 6:21:13leaving now venerable empty scripture
- 6:21:17the buddha didn't expand on it
- 6:21:19that was all the teaching he gave
- 6:21:22tu potila the imminent teacher was
- 6:21:24puzzled why did the buddha say that what
- 6:21:26did he mean
- 6:21:28he thought and thought turning over
- 6:21:30everything he'd learned until eventually
- 6:21:32he realized it's true
- 6:21:35venerable empty scripture
- 6:21:37a monk who studies but doesn't practice
- 6:21:40when he looked into his heart he saw
- 6:21:41that really he was no different from
- 6:21:42laypeople
- 6:21:44whatever they aspired to he also aspired
- 6:21:46to whatever they enjoyed he also enjoyed
- 6:21:49there was no real summoner no
- 6:21:51contemplative who's abandoned the life
- 6:21:54of worldly goals there was no real
- 6:21:56summoner within him no truly profound
- 6:21:58quality capable of firmly establishing
- 6:22:01him in the noble way and providing true
- 6:22:03peace
- 6:22:05so he decided to practice
- 6:22:07but there was nowhere for him to go to
- 6:22:09all the teachers around were his own
- 6:22:10students no one would dare accept him
- 6:22:13usually when people meet their teacher
- 6:22:15they become timid and deferential and so
- 6:22:17no one would dare become his teacher
- 6:22:20finally he went to see a certain young
- 6:22:22novice who was enlightened and asked to
- 6:22:24practice under him
- 6:22:26the novice said yes sure you can
- 6:22:28practice with me but only if you're
- 6:22:30sincere
- 6:22:31if you're not sincere then i won't
- 6:22:33accept you
- 6:22:34tucho potila pledged himself as a
- 6:22:36student of the novice
- 6:22:38the novice then told him to put on all
- 6:22:40his robes
- 6:22:41now there happened to be a muddy bog
- 6:22:43nearby
- 6:22:44when tuccio portilla had neatly put on
- 6:22:46all his robes expensive ones they were
- 6:22:48too the novice said okay now run down
- 6:22:52into this muddy bog
- 6:22:54if i don't tell you to stop don't stop
- 6:22:56if i don't tell you to come out don't
- 6:22:58come out okay run
- 6:23:01to chopotilla neatly robed plunged into
- 6:23:03the bog
- 6:23:04the novice didn't tell him to stop until
- 6:23:06he was completely covered in mud
- 6:23:08finally he said you can stop now so he
- 6:23:11stopped
- 6:23:12okay come out now and so he came out
- 6:23:16this clearly showed the novice that
- 6:23:18tucho potila had given up his pride
- 6:23:21he was ready to accept the teaching if
- 6:23:23he wasn't ready to learn he wouldn't
- 6:23:24have run into the bog like that being
- 6:23:26such a famous teacher but he did it
- 6:23:30the young novice seeing this knew that
- 6:23:32tucho potila was sincerely determined to
- 6:23:34practice
- 6:23:36when tuccio potida had come out of the
- 6:23:37bog the novice gave him the teaching
- 6:23:40he taught him to observe the sense
- 6:23:41objects to know the mind and to know the
- 6:23:43sense objects using the simile of a man
- 6:23:46catching a lizard hiding in a termite
- 6:23:48mound
- 6:23:50if the mound had six holes in it how
- 6:23:52would he catch it
- 6:23:53he would have to seal off five of the
- 6:23:55holes and leave just one open
- 6:23:57then he would simply have to watch and
- 6:23:59wait
- 6:24:00guarding that one hole when the lizard
- 6:24:02ran out he could catch it
- 6:24:05observing the mind is like this
- 6:24:07closing off the eyes ears nose tongue
- 6:24:10and body we leave only the mind
- 6:24:12to close off quote unquote the senses
- 6:24:15means to restrain and compose them
- 6:24:18observing only the mind meditation is
- 6:24:21like catching the lizard
- 6:24:22we use sati to note the breath
- 6:24:25sati is the quality of recollection as
- 6:24:27in asking yourself what am i doing
- 6:24:30sampagenya is the awareness that now i
- 6:24:32am doing such and such we observe the in
- 6:24:35and out breathing with sati and
- 6:24:36sampajanya
- 6:24:39this quality of recollection is
- 6:24:41something that arises from practice it's
- 6:24:43not something that can be learned from
- 6:24:44books
- 6:24:46now the feelings that arise
- 6:24:48the mind may be fairly inactive for a
- 6:24:50while and then a feeling arises
- 6:24:53sati works in conjunction with these
- 6:24:55feelings recollecting them
- 6:24:57there is sati the recollection that i
- 6:24:59will speak i will go i will sit and so
- 6:25:02on
- 6:25:03and then there is some virginia the
- 6:25:04awareness that now i'm walking i'm lying
- 6:25:07down i'm experiencing such and such a
- 6:25:09mood
- 6:25:11with satya and sam virginia we can know
- 6:25:13our minds in the present moment and we
- 6:25:15will know how much the mind reacts to
- 6:25:16sense impressions
- 6:25:19that which is aware of sense objects is
- 6:25:21called mind
- 6:25:22sense objects wander into the mind for
- 6:25:25instance there is a sound like the
- 6:25:28electric drill here it enters through
- 6:25:30the ear and travels inwards to the mind
- 6:25:33which acknowledges that this is the
- 6:25:34sound of an electric drill
- 6:25:37that which acknowledges the sound is
- 6:25:38called mind
- 6:25:40now this mind which acknowledges that
- 6:25:42this that's
- 6:25:44sorry now this mind which acknowledges
- 6:25:46that sound is quite basic
- 6:25:48it's just the average mind
- 6:25:51perhaps annoyance arises within the one
- 6:25:53who acknowledges
- 6:25:54we must further train the one who
- 6:25:56acknowledges quote unquote to become the
- 6:25:58one who knows quote unquote in
- 6:26:01accordance with the truth
- 6:26:02known as butthole
- 6:26:06if we don't clearly know in accordance
- 6:26:07with the truth then when we get annoyed
- 6:26:09at the sounds of people cars electric
- 6:26:11drills and so on
- 6:26:12this is just the ordinary untrained mind
- 6:26:14acknowledging the sound with annoyance
- 6:26:16it knows in accordance with its
- 6:26:18preferences not in accordance with the
- 6:26:20truth
- 6:26:21we must further train it to know with
- 6:26:23vision and insight nyana nyanadasana
- 6:26:26the power of the refined mind
- 6:26:28so that it knows the sound of simply
- 6:26:30sound
- 6:26:32if we don't cling to sound there's no
- 6:26:34annoyance
- 6:26:36the sound arises and we simply note it
- 6:26:38this is called truly knowing the arising
- 6:26:40of sense objects
- 6:26:42if we develop butthole
- 6:26:44clearly realizing the sound is sound
- 6:26:47then it doesn't deny us
- 6:26:48it arises according to conditions
- 6:26:51it's not a being an individual a self an
- 6:26:54us or a them
- 6:26:56it's just sound
- 6:26:57the mind lets go
- 6:27:00this knowing is called bud ho
- 6:27:02the knowledge that is clear and
- 6:27:04penetrating with this knowledge we can
- 6:27:06let the sound simply be sound
- 6:27:08it doesn't disturb us unless we disturb
- 6:27:10it by thinking i don't want to hear that
- 6:27:12sound it's annoying
- 6:27:16suffering arises because of this
- 6:27:17thinking
- 6:27:18right here is the cause of suffering
- 6:27:21that we don't know the truth of this
- 6:27:22matter we haven't developed the buddha
- 6:27:25we're not yet clear not yet awake not
- 6:27:26yet aware this is the raw untrained mind
- 6:27:31this mind is not yet truly useful to us
- 6:27:34therefore the buddha taught that this
- 6:27:35mind must be trained and developed
- 6:27:38we must develop the mind just like we
- 6:27:40develop the body but we do it in a
- 6:27:42different way
- 6:27:43to develop the body we must exercise it
- 6:27:46jogging in the morning and evening and
- 6:27:47so on this is exercising the body
- 6:27:50as a result the body becomes more agile
- 6:27:52stronger
- 6:27:53their respiratory and nervous systems
- 6:27:55become more efficient
- 6:27:56to exercise the mind we don't have to
- 6:27:58move it around but bring it to a halt
- 6:28:02bring it to rest
- 6:28:04for instance when we practice meditation
- 6:28:06we take an object such as the in and out
- 6:28:09breathing as our foundation this becomes
- 6:28:11the focus of our attention and
- 6:28:12reflection
- 6:28:13we look at the breathing
- 6:28:15to look at the breathing means to follow
- 6:28:16the breathing with awareness noting its
- 6:28:18rhythm it's coming and going we put
- 6:28:21awareness into the breath
- 6:28:23following the natural in and out
- 6:28:24breathing and letting go of all else
- 6:28:27as a result of staying on one object of
- 6:28:29awareness our mind becomes refreshed if
- 6:28:32we let the mind think of this of that or
- 6:28:33the other there are many objects of
- 6:28:35awareness
- 6:28:36the mind doesn't unify it doesn't come
- 6:28:38to rest
- 6:28:41to say the mind stops means that it
- 6:28:43feels as if it's stopped
- 6:28:45it doesn't go running here and there
- 6:28:47it's like having a sharp knife if we use
- 6:28:50the knife to cut at things
- 6:28:51indiscriminately such as stones bricks
- 6:28:53and grass our knife will quickly become
- 6:28:56blunt
- 6:28:56we should use it for cutting only the
- 6:28:58things that it was meant for
- 6:29:01our mind is the same if we let the mind
- 6:29:03wander after thoughts and feelings which
- 6:29:05have no value or use the mind becomes
- 6:29:07tired and weak
- 6:29:09if the mind has no energy wisdom will
- 6:29:11not arise because the mind without
- 6:29:13energy is the mind without samadhi
- 6:29:16if the mind hasn't stopped you can't
- 6:29:19clearly see the sense objects for what
- 6:29:20they are
- 6:29:22the knowledge that the mind is the mind
- 6:29:24sense objects are merely sense objects
- 6:29:26is the route from which buddhism has
- 6:29:27grown and developed this is the heart of
- 6:29:29buddhism
- 6:29:32we must cultivate this mind develop it
- 6:29:35training it in calm and insight we train
- 6:29:37the mind to have restraint and wisdom by
- 6:29:39letting the mind stop and allowing
- 6:29:41wisdom to arise
- 6:29:42by knowing the mind as it is
- 6:29:45you know the way we human beings are the
- 6:29:48way we do things are just like little
- 6:29:50children
- 6:29:51a child doesn't know anything
- 6:29:53to an adult observing the behavior of a
- 6:29:55child the way it plays and jumps around
- 6:29:57its actions don't seem to have much
- 6:29:59purpose
- 6:30:01if our mind is untrained it's just like
- 6:30:03a child
- 6:30:04we speak without awareness and act
- 6:30:05without wisdom
- 6:30:07we may fall to ruin or cause untold harm
- 6:30:09and not even know it
- 6:30:11a child is ignorant
- 6:30:12it plays as children do
- 6:30:14our ignorant mind is the same
- 6:30:18so we should train this mind the border
- 6:30:20taught us to train the mind to teach the
- 6:30:22mind even if we support buddhism with
- 6:30:25the four requisites our support is still
- 6:30:27superficial
- 6:30:28it reaches only the bark or the sapwood
- 6:30:31of the tree
- 6:30:32the real support of buddhism must be
- 6:30:34done through the practice nowhere else
- 6:30:37training our actions speech and thoughts
- 6:30:38according to the teachings
- 6:30:40this is much more fruitful
- 6:30:42if we are straight and honest possessed
- 6:30:44of restraint and wisdom our practice
- 6:30:46will bring prosperity
- 6:30:48there'll be no cause for spite and
- 6:30:49hostility this is how our religion
- 6:30:52teaches us
- 6:30:54if we determine the precepts simply out
- 6:30:56of tradition then even though the ajahn
- 6:30:58teaches the truth our practice will be
- 6:31:00deficient
- 6:31:02we may be able to study the teachings
- 6:31:04and repeat them but we have to practice
- 6:31:05them if we really want to understand
- 6:31:08if we do not develop the practice this
- 6:31:10may well be an obstacle to our
- 6:31:11penetrating to the heart of buddhism for
- 6:31:13countless lifetimes to come but not
- 6:31:15understand the essence of the buddhist
- 6:31:16religion
- 6:31:18therefore the practice is like a key
- 6:31:21the key of meditation
- 6:31:23if we have the right key in our hand no
- 6:31:25matter how tightly the lock is closed
- 6:31:27when we take the key and turn it the
- 6:31:29lock falls open
- 6:31:31if we have no key we can't open the lock
- 6:31:34we will never know what's in the trunk
- 6:31:38actually there are two kinds of
- 6:31:40knowledge
- 6:31:41one who knows the dhamma doesn't simply
- 6:31:42speak from memory he speaks the truth
- 6:31:45worldly people usually speak with
- 6:31:47conceit
- 6:31:49for example suppose there were two
- 6:31:50people who hadn't seen each other for a
- 6:31:52long time
- 6:31:53maybe they'd gone to live in different
- 6:31:55provinces or countries for a while and
- 6:31:57then one day they happened to meet on
- 6:31:58the train oh what a surprise i was just
- 6:32:02thinking of looking you up
- 6:32:03perhaps it's not true
- 6:32:05really they haven't thought of each
- 6:32:06other at all but they say it out of
- 6:32:08excitement and so it becomes a lie
- 6:32:11yes it's lying out of heedlessness
- 6:32:14this is lying without knowing it
- 6:32:16it's a subtle form of defilement and it
- 6:32:18happens very often
- 6:32:21so with regard to the mind tuccio potila
- 6:32:24followed the instructions of the novice
- 6:32:26breathing in breathing out mindfully
- 6:32:28aware of each breath until he saw the
- 6:32:30liar within him
- 6:32:31the lying of his own mind
- 6:32:33he saw the defilements as they came up
- 6:32:36just like the lizard coming out of the
- 6:32:37termite mound
- 6:32:39he saw them and perceived their true
- 6:32:40nature as soon as they arose
- 6:32:42he noticed how one minute the mind would
- 6:32:44concoct one thing the next moment
- 6:32:46something else
- 6:32:49thinking is a sankata dhamma a
- 6:32:52conditioned thing conventional reality
- 6:32:54as contrasted with the unconditioned
- 6:32:57it's a sanka to dhamma something which
- 6:32:59is created or concocted from supporting
- 6:33:01conditions
- 6:33:02it is not asanka dhamma the
- 6:33:04unconditioned
- 6:33:06the well-trained mind one with perfect
- 6:33:08awareness does not concoct mental states
- 6:33:11this kind of mind penetrates to the
- 6:33:13noble truths and transcends any need to
- 6:33:15depend on externals
- 6:33:17to know the noble truths is to know the
- 6:33:20truth
- 6:33:22the proliferating mind tries to avoid
- 6:33:24this truth saying that's good or this is
- 6:33:26beautiful
- 6:33:28but if there is buddho in the mind it
- 6:33:30can no longer deceive us because we know
- 6:33:32the mind as it is
- 6:33:35the mind can no longer create deluded
- 6:33:36mental states because there's the clear
- 6:33:38awareness
- 6:33:39that all mental states are unstable
- 6:33:41imperfect and a source of suffering to
- 6:33:44one who clings to them
- 6:33:47fortula the one who knows was constantly
- 6:33:50in his mind wherever he went
- 6:33:52he observed the various creations and
- 6:33:54proliferations of the mind with
- 6:33:56understanding
- 6:33:57he saw how the mind lied in so many ways
- 6:34:00he grasped the essence of the practice
- 6:34:02seeing that this lying mind is the one
- 6:34:05to watch
- 6:34:06this is the one which leads us into the
- 6:34:08extremes of happiness and suffering and
- 6:34:10causes us to endlessly spin around in
- 6:34:12the cycle of sansara
- 6:34:15with his pleasure and pain good and evil
- 6:34:17all because of this lying mind
- 6:34:20tu chopotilla realized the truth and
- 6:34:22grasped the essence of the practice just
- 6:34:24like a man grasping the tail of a lizard
- 6:34:26he saw the workings of the deluded mind
- 6:34:31for us it's the same
- 6:34:32only this mind is important
- 6:34:34that's why we need to train the mind
- 6:34:37now if the mind is the mind what are we
- 6:34:40going to train it with
- 6:34:42by having continuous sati and sampdanya
- 6:34:45will be able to know the mind
- 6:34:47this is one who
- 6:34:49this one who knows is a step beyond the
- 6:34:51mind it's that which knows the state of
- 6:34:54the mind
- 6:34:56the mind is the mind that which knows
- 6:34:57the mind is simply mind is the one who
- 6:35:00knows
- 6:35:01it is above the mind
- 6:35:03the one who knows is above the mind and
- 6:35:05that is how it is able to look after the
- 6:35:07mind to teach the mind to know what is
- 6:35:09right and what's wrong
- 6:35:11in the end everything comes back to this
- 6:35:13proliferating mind
- 6:35:15if the mind is caught up in its
- 6:35:16proliferations there is no awareness and
- 6:35:19the practice is fruitless
- 6:35:22so we must train this mind to hear the
- 6:35:24dhamma to cultivate the buddha the clear
- 6:35:26and radiant awareness
- 6:35:28that which exists above and beyond the
- 6:35:30ordinary mind and knows all that goes on
- 6:35:32within it this is why we meditate on the
- 6:35:34word but whole so that we can know the
- 6:35:36mind beyond the mind
- 6:35:39just observe all the mind's movements
- 6:35:41whether good or bad until the one who
- 6:35:43knows realizes that the mind is simply
- 6:35:45mind not a self or a person
- 6:35:48this is called chitanopasana
- 6:35:50contemplation of mind
- 6:35:53this is one of the four foundations of
- 6:35:54mindfulness
- 6:35:56and the third one of that group
- 6:35:58seeing in this way we will understand
- 6:36:00that the mind is transient imperfect and
- 6:36:02onless
- 6:36:04the mind does not belong to us
- 6:36:08we can summarize thus
- 6:36:10the mind is that which acknowledges
- 6:36:12sense objects sense objects are sense
- 6:36:15objects as distinct from the mind
- 6:36:18the one who knows knows both the mind
- 6:36:20and the sense objects what they are
- 6:36:23we must use sati to constantly cleanse
- 6:36:25the mind
- 6:36:26everybody has sati even a cat has it
- 6:36:28when it's going to catch a mouse
- 6:36:30a dog has it when it barks at people
- 6:36:33that is a form of sati
- 6:36:35but it's not sati according to the
- 6:36:36dhamma
- 6:36:37everybody has sati but there are
- 6:36:39different levels of it just as there are
- 6:36:41different levels of looking at things
- 6:36:43for instance when i say to contemplate
- 6:36:45the body some people say
- 6:36:47what's there to contemplate in the body
- 6:36:49anybody can see it
- 6:36:51quesar we can see already hair of the
- 6:36:53head loma hair of the body we can see
- 6:36:55already hair nails teeth and skin
- 6:36:58we can see already so what
- 6:37:02this is how people are
- 6:37:04they can see the body all right but
- 6:37:05they're seeing is faulty
- 6:37:07they don't see with the butthole the one
- 6:37:10who knows the awakened one
- 6:37:12they only see the body in the ordinary
- 6:37:14way they see it visually
- 6:37:17simply to see the body is not enough
- 6:37:19if we only see the body there is trouble
- 6:37:21you must see the body within the body
- 6:37:24then things become clearer
- 6:37:26just seeing the body you get fooled by
- 6:37:28it charmed by its appearance
- 6:37:30not seeing transience imperfection and
- 6:37:32oneness karma chanda since desire arises
- 6:37:37you become fascinated by forms sounds
- 6:37:39odors flavors and feelings
- 6:37:42seeing in this way is to see with the
- 6:37:43mundane eye of the flesh
- 6:37:45causing you to love and hate and
- 6:37:46discriminate into pleasant and
- 6:37:48unpleasant feeling
- 6:37:50the buddha taught that this is not
- 6:37:52enough
- 6:37:53you must see with the mind's eye
- 6:37:55see the body within the body
- 6:37:58if you really look into the body look
- 6:38:00it's so repulsive
- 6:38:02there are today's things and yesterday's
- 6:38:03things all mixed up there
- 6:38:07you can't tell what's what
- 6:38:09seeing in this way is much clearer than
- 6:38:11to see with the carnal eye
- 6:38:13contemplate see with the eye of the mind
- 6:38:16with the wisdom eye
- 6:38:19people understand this in different ways
- 6:38:21some people don't know what there is to
- 6:38:22contemplating the five meditations of
- 6:38:25head hair body hair nails teeth and skin
- 6:38:27they say they can see all those things
- 6:38:29already but they can only see them with
- 6:38:31the carnal eye with this crazy eye
- 6:38:34which only looks at things that it wants
- 6:38:36to look at
- 6:38:38to see the body in the body you have to
- 6:38:40look more clearly
- 6:38:42this is the practice that can uproot the
- 6:38:44clinging to the five kundas
- 6:38:47to uproot attachment is to uproot
- 6:38:49suffering because attachment to the five
- 6:38:51kundas is the cause of suffering
- 6:38:54if suffer right if suffering arises it
- 6:38:56is here
- 6:38:57it's not that the five condors are in
- 6:38:59themselves suffering but the clinging to
- 6:39:01them as being one's own that's the
- 6:39:03suffering
- 6:39:05if you see the truth of these things
- 6:39:07clearly through meditation practice then
- 6:39:09suffering becomes unwound like a screw
- 6:39:12or a bolt
- 6:39:13when the bolt is unwound it withdraws
- 6:39:16the mind unwinds in the same way
- 6:39:19letting go withdrawing from the
- 6:39:21obsession with good and evil
- 6:39:23possessions praise and status
- 6:39:26happiness and suffering
- 6:39:28if we don't know the truth of these
- 6:39:30things it's like tightening the screw
- 6:39:31all the time
- 6:39:33it gets tighter and tighter until it's
- 6:39:34crushing you and you suffer over
- 6:39:36everything
- 6:39:37when you know how things are then you
- 6:39:39unwind the screw
- 6:39:41in dhamma language we call this the
- 6:39:43arising of nipita disenchantment world
- 6:39:46weariness
- 6:39:49you become weary of things and lay down
- 6:39:51the fascination with them if you unwind
- 6:39:53in this way you will find peace
- 6:39:57the cause of suffering is clinging to
- 6:39:59things so we should get rid of the cause
- 6:40:02cut off its root and not allow it to
- 6:40:03cause suffering again
- 6:40:06people have only one problem the problem
- 6:40:08of clinging
- 6:40:10just because of this one thing people
- 6:40:11will kill each other
- 6:40:13all problems be the individual family or
- 6:40:15social arise from this one route
- 6:40:19nobody wins
- 6:40:20they kill each other but in the end no
- 6:40:22one gets anything it's all pointless i
- 6:40:25don't know why people keep on killing
- 6:40:26each other
- 6:40:29power
- 6:40:30possessions status praise
- 6:40:33happiness and suffering
- 6:40:35these are the worldly dumbest
- 6:40:37these worldly dumbest engulf worldly
- 6:40:39beings
- 6:40:41wealthy beings are led around by the
- 6:40:42worldly dumbest gain and loss
- 6:40:45acclaim and slander
- 6:40:47status and loss of status happiness and
- 6:40:49suffering
- 6:40:51these dumbers are troublemakers if you
- 6:40:53don't reflect on their true nature you
- 6:40:55will suffer
- 6:40:56people even commit murder for the sake
- 6:40:58of wealth status or power
- 6:41:01why
- 6:41:02because they take this too seriously
- 6:41:05they get appointed to some position and
- 6:41:07it goes to their heads like the man who
- 6:41:09became the headman of the village
- 6:41:11after his appointment he became power
- 6:41:13drunk
- 6:41:14if any of his old friends came to see
- 6:41:15him he'd say don't come around so often
- 6:41:18things aren't the same anymore
- 6:41:22the buddha taught us to understand the
- 6:41:23nature of possessions status praise and
- 6:41:26happiness
- 6:41:27take these things as they come but let
- 6:41:29them be
- 6:41:31don't let them go to your head
- 6:41:33if you don't really understand these
- 6:41:34things you become fooled by your power
- 6:41:37your children your relatives by
- 6:41:38everything
- 6:41:40if you understand them clearly you know
- 6:41:42they're all impermanent conditions if
- 6:41:44you cling to them they become defiled
- 6:41:49all of these things arise afterwards
- 6:41:51when people are first born they are
- 6:41:53simply nama and rupa mind and body
- 6:41:55that's all
- 6:41:56we add on the business of mr jones miss
- 6:41:59smith or whatever later on
- 6:42:02this is done according to convention
- 6:42:04still later there are the appendages of
- 6:42:07colonel general and so on
- 6:42:09if we don't really understand these
- 6:42:11things we think they're real carry them
- 6:42:12around with us
- 6:42:14we carry possessions status name and
- 6:42:17rank around
- 6:42:18if you have power you can call all the
- 6:42:20tunes
- 6:42:21take this one and execute him take that
- 6:42:23one and throw him in jail
- 6:42:25rank gives power
- 6:42:27clinging here takes hold of the word
- 6:42:29rank
- 6:42:30as soon as people have rank they start
- 6:42:32giving orders
- 6:42:34right or wrong they just act on their
- 6:42:35moods so they go on making the same old
- 6:42:38mistakes deviating further and further
- 6:42:40from the true path
- 6:42:43one who understands the dhamma won't
- 6:42:44behave like this good and evil have been
- 6:42:47in the world since who knows when
- 6:42:49if possessions and status come your way
- 6:42:51then let them simply be possessions and
- 6:42:53status
- 6:42:54don't let them become your identity
- 6:42:56just use them to fulfill your
- 6:42:57obligations and leave it at that
- 6:43:00you remain unchanged
- 6:43:02if we have meditated on these things no
- 6:43:04matter what comes our way will not be
- 6:43:06misled by it we will be untroubled
- 6:43:09unaffected and constant
- 6:43:11everything is pretty much the same after
- 6:43:13all
- 6:43:14this is how the buddha wanted us to
- 6:43:16understand things no matter what you
- 6:43:18receive the mind does not add anything
- 6:43:20to it
- 6:43:22they appoint you a city councillor okay
- 6:43:24so i'm a city councillor
- 6:43:26but i'm not they appoint you the head of
- 6:43:29the group
- 6:43:30sure i am but i'm not
- 6:43:33whatever they make of you yes i am but
- 6:43:36i'm not
- 6:43:38in the end what are we anyway
- 6:43:40we all just die in the end no matter
- 6:43:42what they make you in the end it's all
- 6:43:44the same
- 6:43:45what can you say
- 6:43:47if you can see things in this way you
- 6:43:49will have a solid abiding and true
- 6:43:50contentment nothing has changed
- 6:43:54don't be fooled by things whatever comes
- 6:43:56your way is just conditions there's
- 6:43:58nothing which can entice a mind like
- 6:44:00this to create or proliferate to seduce
- 6:44:02it into greed aversion or delusion
- 6:44:05this is what it is to be a true
- 6:44:07supporter of buddhism
- 6:44:09whether you are among those who are
- 6:44:10being supported i.e the sangha or those
- 6:44:12who are supporting the laity
- 6:44:15please consider this thoroughly
- 6:44:17cultivate the sila danma the moral
- 6:44:19teachings of buddhism within you
- 6:44:21this is the surest way to support
- 6:44:23buddhism
- 6:44:24to support buddhism with the offerings
- 6:44:26of food shelter and medicine is good
- 6:44:28also
- 6:44:29but such offerings only reach the
- 6:44:30sapwood of buddhism
- 6:44:32please don't forget this a tree has bark
- 6:44:35sapwood and heartwood and these three
- 6:44:37parts are interdependent
- 6:44:39the heartwood must rely on the bark and
- 6:44:41the sapwood the sapwood relies on the
- 6:44:43bark and the heartwood they all exist
- 6:44:45interdependently just like the teachings
- 6:44:47of moral discipline concentration and
- 6:44:49wisdom
- 6:44:51a teaching on moral discipline is to
- 6:44:52establish your speech and actions in
- 6:44:54rectitude
- 6:44:55the teaching on concentration is to
- 6:44:57firmly fix the mind
- 6:44:59the teaching on wisdom is the thorough
- 6:45:01understanding of the nature of all
- 6:45:02conditions
- 6:45:03study this practice
- 6:45:05and you will understand buddhism in the
- 6:45:06most profound way
- 6:45:08if you don't realize these things you
- 6:45:10will be fooled by possessions fooled by
- 6:45:13rank fooled by anything you come in
- 6:45:15contact with
- 6:45:16simply supporting buddhism in the
- 6:45:17external way will never put an end to
- 6:45:19the fighting and squabbling the grudges
- 6:45:21and animosity the stabbing and shooting
- 6:45:25if these things are to cease we must
- 6:45:26reflect on the nature of possessions
- 6:45:29rank praise happiness and suffering
- 6:45:32we must consider our lives and bring
- 6:45:34them in line with the teaching
- 6:45:36we should reflect that all beings in the
- 6:45:37world are part of one whole
- 6:45:40we are like them they are like us
- 6:45:42they have happiness and suffering just
- 6:45:44like we do
- 6:45:45it's all much the same
- 6:45:47if we reflect in this way peace and
- 6:45:49understanding will arise
- 6:45:50this is the foundation of buddhism
- 6:45:54this is the
- 6:45:5617th talk in the collection
- 6:46:00this is entitled transcendence
- 6:46:02and this was originally published in the
- 6:46:04book food for the heart that's the um
- 6:46:07the original small one printed in
- 6:46:08thailand rather than the the large
- 6:46:11book
- 6:46:11printed by wisdom publications um so
- 6:46:14food for the heart and this was
- 6:46:17translated by bruce evans pariso
- 6:46:20and it was a talk given on a lunar
- 6:46:22observance night
- 6:46:23at wat papong in 1975
- 6:46:28transcendence when the group of five
- 6:46:31ascetics abandoned the buddha he saw it
- 6:46:33as a stroke of luck
- 6:46:35because he will be able to continue his
- 6:46:36practice unhindered
- 6:46:38with the five ascetics living with him
- 6:46:40things weren't so peaceful he had
- 6:46:42responsibilities
- 6:46:44now the five ascetics had abandoned him
- 6:46:46because they felt that he had slackened
- 6:46:48his practice and reverted to indulgence
- 6:46:51previously he had been intent on his
- 6:46:53ascetic practices and his
- 6:46:55self-mortification
- 6:46:57in regards to eating sleeping and so on
- 6:46:59he had tormented himself severely but it
- 6:47:01came to a point where looking into it
- 6:47:03honestly he saw that such practices just
- 6:47:06weren't working
- 6:47:07it was simply a matter of views
- 6:47:09practicing out of pride and clinging he
- 6:47:12had mistaken worldly values and mistaken
- 6:47:15himself for the truth
- 6:47:18for example if one decides to throw
- 6:47:20oneself into ascetic practices with the
- 6:47:23intention of gaining praise
- 6:47:25this kind of practice is all world
- 6:47:27inspired practicing for adulation and
- 6:47:30fame
- 6:47:31practicing with this kind of intention
- 6:47:33is called mistaking worldly ways for
- 6:47:35truth
- 6:47:37another way to practice is to mistake
- 6:47:40one's own views for truth
- 6:47:43you only believe in yourself in your own
- 6:47:45practice no matter what others say you
- 6:47:47stick to your own preferences
- 6:47:49you don't carefully consider the
- 6:47:50practice this is called mistaking
- 6:47:52oneself for truth
- 6:47:55whether you take the world or you take
- 6:47:57yourself to be truth it's all simply
- 6:47:59blind attachment the buddha saw this and
- 6:48:01saw that there was no adhering to the
- 6:48:03dhamma
- 6:48:04no practicing for the truth
- 6:48:06so his practice had been fruitless he
- 6:48:09still hadn't given up defilements
- 6:48:12then he turned around and reconsidered
- 6:48:14all the work that he put into practice
- 6:48:16right from the beginning in terms of
- 6:48:17results
- 6:48:19what were the results of all that
- 6:48:20practice
- 6:48:22looking deeply into it he saw that it
- 6:48:25just wasn't right
- 6:48:26it was full of conceit and full of the
- 6:48:28world
- 6:48:29there was no dhamma no insight into
- 6:48:31not-self
- 6:48:33no emptiness or letting
- 6:48:34go there me there may have been a kind
- 6:48:37of letting go but it was the kind that
- 6:48:39still hadn't let go
- 6:48:42looking carefully at the situation the
- 6:48:44buddha saw that even if he were to
- 6:48:45explain these things to the five
- 6:48:47ascetics they wouldn't be able to
- 6:48:49understand it wasn't something he could
- 6:48:51easily convey to them because those
- 6:48:53ascetics were still firmly entrenched in
- 6:48:55the old way of practice and seeing
- 6:48:57things
- 6:48:58the buddha saw that you could practice
- 6:49:00like that until your dying day maybe
- 6:49:02even starved to death and achieve
- 6:49:04nothing
- 6:49:05because such practice is inspired by
- 6:49:07worldly values and by pride
- 6:49:11considering deeply he saw the right
- 6:49:13practice
- 6:49:15the mind is the mind the body is the
- 6:49:17body
- 6:49:18the body isn't
- 6:49:20desire or defilement
- 6:49:22even if you were to destroy the body you
- 6:49:23wouldn't destroy defilements that's not
- 6:49:26their source
- 6:49:27even fasting and going without sleep
- 6:49:29until the body was a shoulder shriveled
- 6:49:31up wraith wouldn't exhaust the
- 6:49:33defilements
- 6:49:34but the belief the defilements could be
- 6:49:36dispelled in that way
- 6:49:38the teaching of self-mortification was
- 6:49:40deeply ingrained into the five ascetics
- 6:49:43the buddha then began to take more food
- 6:49:45eating as normal practicing in a more
- 6:49:47natural way
- 6:49:49when the five ascetics saw the change in
- 6:49:51the buddhist practice they figured that
- 6:49:52he'd given up and reverted to sensual
- 6:49:54indulgence
- 6:49:56one person's understanding was shifting
- 6:49:57to a higher level
- 6:49:59transcending appearances
- 6:50:01while the other saw that that person's
- 6:50:02view was sliding downwards reverting to
- 6:50:05comfort
- 6:50:07self-mortification was deeply ingrained
- 6:50:08into the minds of the five ascetics
- 6:50:10because the buddha had previously taught
- 6:50:12and practiced like that now he saw the
- 6:50:14fault in it
- 6:50:16by seeing the fault in it clearly he was
- 6:50:18able to let go
- 6:50:21when the five ascetics saw the buddha
- 6:50:23doing this they left him feeling that
- 6:50:25because he was practicing wrongly they
- 6:50:27would no longer follow him
- 6:50:29just as birds abandon a tree which no
- 6:50:31longer offers sufficient shade or fish
- 6:50:33leave a pool of water that's too small
- 6:50:35too dirty or not cool
- 6:50:37just so did the five ascetics abandon
- 6:50:39the buddha
- 6:50:41so now the buddha concentrated on
- 6:50:42contemplating the dhamma
- 6:50:44he ate more comfortably and lived more
- 6:50:45naturally he let the mind be simply the
- 6:50:48mind the body simply the body
- 6:50:50he didn't force his practice in excess
- 6:50:53just enough to loosen the grip of greed
- 6:50:55aversion and delusion
- 6:50:59previously he had walked the two
- 6:51:01extremes
- 6:51:02kamusu kalikanu yogo
- 6:51:04if happiness or love arose he would be
- 6:51:06aroused and attached to them
- 6:51:08he would identify with them and he
- 6:51:09wouldn't let go
- 6:51:11if he encountered pleasantness he would
- 6:51:13stick to that
- 6:51:14if he encountered suffering he would
- 6:51:16stick to that
- 6:51:17these two extremes he called
- 6:51:19kamusukalikanuyoko and atakila
- 6:51:21matanuyogo
- 6:51:24the buddha had been stuck on conditions
- 6:51:26he saw clearly that these two ways are
- 6:51:28not the ways for a summoner
- 6:51:31clinging to happiness clinging to
- 6:51:32suffering a summoner is not like this
- 6:51:37to cling to those things is not the way
- 6:51:40clinging to those things he was stuck in
- 6:51:42the views of the world and the self
- 6:51:44if he were to flounder in these two ways
- 6:51:46he would never become one who clearly
- 6:51:48knew the world
- 6:51:49he would be constantly running from one
- 6:51:51extreme to the other
- 6:51:53now the buddha fixed his attention on
- 6:51:54the mind itself and concerned himself
- 6:51:57with training that
- 6:52:00all facets of nature proceed according
- 6:52:02to their supporting conditions
- 6:52:04they aren't any problem in themselves
- 6:52:07for instance
- 6:52:08illnesses in the body
- 6:52:10the body experiences pain sickness fever
- 6:52:13and colds and so on these all naturally
- 6:52:15occur
- 6:52:16actually people worry about their bodies
- 6:52:18too much they worry about and cling to
- 6:52:21their bodies so much because of wrong
- 6:52:22view they can't let go
- 6:52:25look at this hall here
- 6:52:27we build the hall and we say it's ours
- 6:52:30but lizards come and live here rats and
- 6:52:32geckos come and live here
- 6:52:34and we're always driving them away
- 6:52:36because we see that the hall belongs to
- 6:52:38us not the rats and lizards
- 6:52:41it's the same with illnesses in the body
- 6:52:43we take this body to be our home
- 6:52:46something that really belongs to us if
- 6:52:48we happen to get a headache or a stomach
- 6:52:50ache we get upset
- 6:52:51we don't want the pain and suffering
- 6:52:54these legs are our legs
- 6:52:56we don't want them to hurt these arms
- 6:52:58are our arms
- 6:53:00we don't want anything to go wrong with
- 6:53:01them
- 6:53:02we've got to cure all pains and
- 6:53:04illnesses at all costs
- 6:53:07this is where we are fooled and stray
- 6:53:08from the truth
- 6:53:10we are simply visitors to this body
- 6:53:13just like this hall here it's not really
- 6:53:15ours
- 6:53:16we are simply temporary tenants like the
- 6:53:19rats lizards and geckos
- 6:53:21but we don't know this
- 6:53:23the body is the same
- 6:53:25actually the buddha taught that there is
- 6:53:26no abiding self within this body but we
- 6:53:29go and grasp onto it as being ourself
- 6:53:31as really being us and then
- 6:53:34when the body changes we don't want it
- 6:53:36to do so no matter how much we are told
- 6:53:39we don't understand
- 6:53:41if i say it straight you get even more
- 6:53:43fooled this isn't yourself i say and you
- 6:53:47go even more astray you get even more
- 6:53:49confused and your practice just
- 6:53:50reinforces the self
- 6:53:54so most people don't really see the self
- 6:53:57one who sees the self is one who sees
- 6:53:59that this is neither the self nor
- 6:54:00belonging to self
- 6:54:02he sees the self as it is in nature
- 6:54:05seeing the self through the power of
- 6:54:07clinging is not real seeing
- 6:54:10clingy interferes with the whole
- 6:54:11business
- 6:54:12not easy to realize this body as it is
- 6:54:14because upadhana clings fast to it all
- 6:54:19therefore it's said that we must
- 6:54:20investigate to clearly know with wisdom
- 6:54:23this means to investigate the sankhara
- 6:54:25according to their true nature use
- 6:54:27wisdom
- 6:54:28knowing the true nature of sankara is
- 6:54:30wisdom
- 6:54:31if you don't know the true nature of
- 6:54:32sankara you are at odds with them always
- 6:54:35resisting them
- 6:54:37now it's better to let go of the sankara
- 6:54:40than to try to oppose or resist them and
- 6:54:42yet we plead with them to comply with
- 6:54:44our wishes
- 6:54:46we look for all sorts of means to
- 6:54:47organize them or make a deal with them
- 6:54:50if the body gets sick and is in pain we
- 6:54:52don't want it to be so we look for
- 6:54:53various suitors to chant such as bojango
- 6:54:56or the tamachaka
- 6:54:59and so on
- 6:55:00we don't want the body to be in pain we
- 6:55:02want to protect it control it
- 6:55:05these suitors become some form of
- 6:55:07mystical ceremony getting us even more
- 6:55:09entangled in clinging
- 6:55:11this is because they chart them in order
- 6:55:12to ward off illness to prolong life and
- 6:55:15so on
- 6:55:16actually the buddha gave us these
- 6:55:17teachings in order to see clearly but we
- 6:55:20end up chanting them to increase our
- 6:55:22delusion
- 6:55:31the body is impermanent feelings
- 6:55:32impermanent perception is impermanent
- 6:55:34mental formations are impermanent
- 6:55:36consciousness is impermanent
- 6:55:38we don't chart these words for
- 6:55:39increasing our delusion their
- 6:55:41recollections to help us know the truth
- 6:55:43of the body so that we can let it go and
- 6:55:45give up our longing
- 6:55:47this is called chanting to cut things
- 6:55:49down but we tend to chant in order to
- 6:55:52extend them all
- 6:55:53or if we feel they're too long we try
- 6:55:55chanting to shorten them to force nature
- 6:55:57to conform to our wishes
- 6:55:59it's all delusion
- 6:56:01all the people sitting here in the hall
- 6:56:02are deluded every one of them
- 6:56:04the ones chanting are deluded the ones
- 6:56:06listening are deluded they're all
- 6:56:07deluded
- 6:56:09all they can think is how can we avoid
- 6:56:11suffering
- 6:56:12when are they ever going to practice
- 6:56:18whenever illnesses arise those who know
- 6:56:20see nothing strange about it
- 6:56:22getting born into this world entails
- 6:56:24experiencing illness however even the
- 6:56:26buddha and the noble ones contracting
- 6:56:28illness in the course of things would
- 6:56:30also in the course of things treat it
- 6:56:32with medicine for them it was simply a
- 6:56:34matter of correcting the elements
- 6:56:36they didn't blindly cling to the body or
- 6:56:38grasp of mystic ceremonies and such
- 6:56:41they treated illnesses with right view
- 6:56:42they didn't treat them with delusion
- 6:56:45if it heals it heals if it doesn't then
- 6:56:47it doesn't that's how they saw things
- 6:56:52they say that nowadays buddhism in
- 6:56:54thailand is thriving but it looks to me
- 6:56:57like it's sunk as far as it can go
- 6:56:59the dhamma halls are full of attentive
- 6:57:01ears but they're attending wrongly
- 6:57:03even the senior members of the community
- 6:57:05are like this so everybody just leads
- 6:57:07each other into more delusion
- 6:57:10one who sees this will know that the
- 6:57:11true practice is almost opposite from
- 6:57:13where most people are going
- 6:57:15the two sides can barely understand each
- 6:57:17other
- 6:57:18how are those people going to transcend
- 6:57:20suffering
- 6:57:22they have chance for realizing the truth
- 6:57:24but they turn around and use them to
- 6:57:26increase their delusion
- 6:57:27they turn their backs on the right path
- 6:57:30one goes eastward the other goes west
- 6:57:32how are they ever going to meet
- 6:57:34they're not even close to each other
- 6:57:37if you've looked into this you'll see
- 6:57:38that this is the case
- 6:57:40most people are lost but how can you
- 6:57:42tell them
- 6:57:44everything has become rights and rituals
- 6:57:45and mystic ceremonies
- 6:57:47they chant for their chant with foolish
- 6:57:49foolishness
- 6:57:50they don't chant with wisdom they study
- 6:57:52but they study with foolishness not with
- 6:57:54wisdom they know but they know foolishly
- 6:57:57not with wisdom
- 6:57:59so they end up going with foolishness
- 6:58:01living with foolishness knowing with
- 6:58:03foolishness
- 6:58:04that's how it is
- 6:58:05and regarding teaching all they do these
- 6:58:07days is teach people to be stupid they
- 6:58:10say they're teaching people to be clever
- 6:58:11giving them knowledge but when you look
- 6:58:13at it in terms of truth you see that
- 6:58:15they're really teaching people to go
- 6:58:16astray and grasp at deceptions
- 6:58:19the real foundation of the teaching is
- 6:58:21in order to see
- 6:58:23the sense of self as being empty having
- 6:58:26no fixed identity
- 6:58:27it's void of intrinsic being
- 6:58:29but people come to the study of dhamma
- 6:58:31to increase their self-view they don't
- 6:58:33want to experience suffering or
- 6:58:34difficulty they want everything to be
- 6:58:36cozy they may want to transcend
- 6:58:39suffering but if there's still a self
- 6:58:41how can they ever do so
- 6:58:44suppose we came to possess a very
- 6:58:46expensive object
- 6:58:48the minute that thing comes into our
- 6:58:49possession our mind changes now
- 6:58:52where can i keep it if i leave it there
- 6:58:54somebody might steal it
- 6:58:56we worry ourselves into a state trying
- 6:58:59to find a place to keep it
- 6:59:01and when did the mind change
- 6:59:02it changed the minute we obtained that
- 6:59:05object suffering arose right then
- 6:59:08no matter where we leave that object we
- 6:59:10can't relax so we're left with trouble
- 6:59:12whether sitting walking or lying down
- 6:59:14we're lost in worry
- 6:59:17this is suffering
- 6:59:18and when did it arise it arose as soon
- 6:59:21as we understood that we had obtained
- 6:59:23something
- 6:59:24that's where the suffering lies
- 6:59:26before we had that object there was no
- 6:59:28suffering it hadn't yet arisen because
- 6:59:30there wasn't yet an object for us to
- 6:59:32cling to
- 6:59:35the self is the same
- 6:59:37if we think in terms of myself then
- 6:59:40everything around us becomes mine
- 6:59:42confusion follows
- 6:59:44why so
- 6:59:45the cause of it all is that there is a
- 6:59:47self
- 6:59:48we don't peel off the apparent in order
- 6:59:50to see the transcendent
- 6:59:52you see
- 6:59:53the self is only an appearance
- 6:59:56you have to peel away the appearances in
- 6:59:58order to see the heart of the matter
- 7:00:00which is transcendence
- 7:00:03upturn the apparent to find the
- 7:00:05transcendent
- 7:00:07you could compare it to unthreshed rice
- 7:00:09can unthreshed rice be eaten
- 7:00:12sure it can but you must thrash it first
- 7:00:14get rid of the husks and you will find
- 7:00:16the grain inside
- 7:00:18now if you don't thresh the husks you
- 7:00:20won't find the grain
- 7:00:22like a dog sleeping on the pile of
- 7:00:23unthreshed grain its stomach is rumbling
- 7:00:26your job
- 7:00:28but all it all it can do is lie there
- 7:00:30thinking where can i get something to
- 7:00:31eat
- 7:00:33when it's hungry it bans off the pile of
- 7:00:35rice grain and runs off looking for
- 7:00:37scraps of food
- 7:00:38even though it's sleeping right on top
- 7:00:40of a pile of food it knows nothing of it
- 7:00:43why it can't see the rice
- 7:00:46dogs can't eat unthreshed rice
- 7:00:48the food is there but the dog can't eat
- 7:00:50it
- 7:00:53we may have learning but if we don't
- 7:00:54practice accordingly we still don't
- 7:00:56really know
- 7:00:57we're just as oblivious as the dog
- 7:00:59sleeping on the pile of rice grain
- 7:01:01it's sleeping on a pile of food but it
- 7:01:03knows nothing of it
- 7:01:05when it gets hungry it's got to jump off
- 7:01:07and go trotting around elsewhere for
- 7:01:08food
- 7:01:09it's a shame isn't it there is rice
- 7:01:12grain but what's hiding it
- 7:01:15the husk hides the grain so the dog
- 7:01:17can't eat it
- 7:01:19and there is the transcendent
- 7:01:20what hides it
- 7:01:22the apparent conceals the transcendent
- 7:01:24making people simply sit on top of the
- 7:01:26pile of rice unable to eat it
- 7:01:29unable to practice unable to see the
- 7:01:31transcendent and so they simply get
- 7:01:33stuck in appearances time and time again
- 7:01:36if you're stuck in appearances suffering
- 7:01:38is in store
- 7:01:39you'll be beset by becoming birth old
- 7:01:42age sickness and death
- 7:01:45so there isn't anything else blocking
- 7:01:47people off they're blocked right here
- 7:01:50people who study the dharma without
- 7:01:51penetrating to its true meaning just
- 7:01:53like the dog on the pile of unthreshed
- 7:01:55rice who doesn't know the rice
- 7:01:57he might even starve and still find
- 7:01:59nothing to eat
- 7:02:00a dog can't eat unthreshed rice it
- 7:02:03doesn't even know there's food there
- 7:02:05after a long time without food it may
- 7:02:07even die on top of that pile of rice
- 7:02:10people are like this
- 7:02:12no matter how much we study the dhamma
- 7:02:13of the buddha we won't see it if we
- 7:02:15don't practice
- 7:02:16if we don't see it then we don't know it
- 7:02:20don't go thinking that by learning a lot
- 7:02:22and knowing a lot
- 7:02:23you'll know the buddha dhamma
- 7:02:25that's like saying you've seen
- 7:02:26everything there is to see just because
- 7:02:28you've got eyes or that you've got ears
- 7:02:31you may see but you don't see fully
- 7:02:34you see only with the outer eye not with
- 7:02:36the inner eye
- 7:02:37you hear with the outer ear not with the
- 7:02:40inner ear
- 7:02:42if you upturn the apparent and reveal
- 7:02:44the transcendent you will reach the
- 7:02:45truth and see clearly you will uproot
- 7:02:47the apparent and uproot clinging
- 7:02:51but this is just like some sort of sweet
- 7:02:53fruit
- 7:02:54even though the fruit is sweet we must
- 7:02:56rely on contact with an experience of
- 7:02:58that fruit before we will know what the
- 7:03:00taste is like
- 7:03:02know that fruit now that fruit even
- 7:03:04though no one tastes it is sweet all the
- 7:03:06same
- 7:03:07but nobody knows it
- 7:03:09the dhamma of the buddha is like this
- 7:03:11even though it's the truth it isn't true
- 7:03:13for those who don't really know it
- 7:03:15no matter how excellent or fine it may
- 7:03:17be it's worthless to them
- 7:03:22so why do people grab after suffering
- 7:03:25who in this world wants to inflict
- 7:03:27suffering on themselves
- 7:03:29no one of course
- 7:03:31nobody wants suffering and yet people
- 7:03:32keep creating the causes of suffering
- 7:03:35just as if they were wandering around
- 7:03:36looking for suffering
- 7:03:38within their hearts people are looking
- 7:03:40for happiness they don't want suffering
- 7:03:42then why is it that this mind of ours
- 7:03:44creates so much suffering
- 7:03:47just seeing this much is enough
- 7:03:49we don't like suffering and yet why do
- 7:03:51we create suffering for ourselves
- 7:03:54it's easy to see but it can only be
- 7:03:56because we don't know suffering we don't
- 7:03:58know the end of suffering that's why
- 7:04:00people behave in the way they do
- 7:04:02how could they not suffer when they
- 7:04:03continue to behave in this way
- 7:04:07these people have michael ditty wrong
- 7:04:09view but they don't see that it is
- 7:04:11michael ditty
- 7:04:13whatever we say believe in or do which
- 7:04:14results in suffering it's all wrong view
- 7:04:17if it wasn't wrong view it wouldn't
- 7:04:19result in suffering
- 7:04:20we couldn't cling to suffering or to
- 7:04:22happiness or to any condition at all
- 7:04:24we would leave things be in their
- 7:04:25natural way like a flowing stream of
- 7:04:27water
- 7:04:29we don't have to damn it up we should
- 7:04:30just let it flow along its natural
- 7:04:32course
- 7:04:34flow of dhamma is like this but the flow
- 7:04:36of the ignorant mind tries to resist
- 7:04:38donor in the form of wrong view
- 7:04:42suffering is there because of wrong view
- 7:04:44this people don't see
- 7:04:46this is worth looking into
- 7:04:48whenever we have wrong view we will
- 7:04:49experience suffering if we don't
- 7:04:51experience in the present it will it
- 7:04:53will manifest later on
- 7:04:57people go astray right here what is
- 7:04:59blocking them off
- 7:05:01the apparent blocks off the transcendent
- 7:05:04preventing people from seeing things
- 7:05:06clearly
- 7:05:07people study they learn they practice
- 7:05:09but they practice with ignorance just
- 7:05:11like a person who's lost his bearings he
- 7:05:13walks to the west but thinks he's
- 7:05:15walking east
- 7:05:16or walks to the north thinking he's
- 7:05:18walking south
- 7:05:20this is how far people have gone astray
- 7:05:22this kind of practice is really only the
- 7:05:24dregs of practice
- 7:05:26in fact it's a disaster
- 7:05:28it's a disaster because they turn around
- 7:05:31and go in the opposite direction
- 7:05:33they fall from the objective of true
- 7:05:35dharma practice
- 7:05:37actually this is a pun that hashem cha
- 7:05:39was very fond of using so the word for
- 7:05:41practice is patibat
- 7:05:43and the word for disaster is
- 7:05:46so he would often say
- 7:05:48how rather than developing the practice
- 7:05:50rather than developing the patti part
- 7:05:52people are instead developing the vibe
- 7:05:55developing this is not called developing
- 7:05:57the practice this is called developing
- 7:05:59disaster
- 7:06:01this state of affairs causes suffering
- 7:06:03yet people think that doing this
- 7:06:05memorizing that studying such and such
- 7:06:07will be a cause for the cessation of
- 7:06:08suffering
- 7:06:09just like a person who wants to get a
- 7:06:11lot of things
- 7:06:12he tries to amass as much as possible
- 7:06:14thinking if he gets enough his suffering
- 7:06:16will evade
- 7:06:18this is how people think but their
- 7:06:20thinking goes astray of the true path
- 7:06:22just like one person going northward
- 7:06:24another going southward and yet both
- 7:06:26believing they're going the same way
- 7:06:29most people are still stuck in the mass
- 7:06:31of suffering still wandering in sansara
- 7:06:33just because they think like this
- 7:06:36if illness or pain arise all they can do
- 7:06:38is wonder how they can get rid of it
- 7:06:40they want it to stop as fast as possible
- 7:06:42they've got to cure it at all costs
- 7:06:44they don't consider that this is the
- 7:06:46normal way of sankara
- 7:06:48nobody thinks like this
- 7:06:50the body changes and people can't endure
- 7:06:52it they can't accept it
- 7:06:54they've got to get rid of it at all
- 7:06:55costs
- 7:06:57however in the end they can't win they
- 7:06:59can't beat the truth it all collapses
- 7:07:01this is something people don't want to
- 7:07:03look at they continually reinforce their
- 7:07:05wrong views
- 7:07:09now practicing to realize the dhamma is
- 7:07:11the most excellent of things
- 7:07:13why do the buddha develop all the
- 7:07:14perfections so that he could realize
- 7:07:17this and enable others to see the dhamma
- 7:07:19know the dharma practice the dhamma and
- 7:07:21be the dhamma
- 7:07:22so that they could let go and not be
- 7:07:24burdened
- 7:07:26don't cling to things or to put it
- 7:07:28another way hold but don't hold fast
- 7:07:31this is also right
- 7:07:33if we see something we pick it up oh
- 7:07:36it's this
- 7:07:38then we lay it down
- 7:07:40we see something else pick it up and
- 7:07:42hold it but not fast
- 7:07:44we hold it just long enough to consider
- 7:07:46it to know it than to let it go
- 7:07:50if you hold without letting go
- 7:07:52carrying without laying down the burden
- 7:07:54then you're going to be heavy
- 7:07:56if you pick something up and carry it
- 7:07:57for a while then when it gets heavy you
- 7:07:59should lay it down throw it off
- 7:08:01don't make suffering for yourself
- 7:08:04this we should know as the cause of
- 7:08:06suffering
- 7:08:07if we know the cause of suffering
- 7:08:08suffering cannot arise
- 7:08:11for either happiness or suffering to
- 7:08:12arise there must be the atta the self
- 7:08:15there must be the i and mine
- 7:08:18there must be this appearance
- 7:08:20if when all these things arise the mind
- 7:08:22goes straight to the transcendent it
- 7:08:24removes the appearances it removes the
- 7:08:26delight the aversion and the clinging
- 7:08:28from those things just as when something
- 7:08:30that we value gets lost
- 7:08:32when we find it again our worries
- 7:08:34disappear
- 7:08:37even before we see that object our
- 7:08:38worries may be relieved
- 7:08:40at first we think it's lost and suffer
- 7:08:42over it but there comes a day when we
- 7:08:44suddenly remember oh that's right i put
- 7:08:46it over there now i remember
- 7:08:50as soon as we remember this as soon as
- 7:08:52we see the truth even if we haven't laid
- 7:08:54eyes on that object we feel happy
- 7:08:57this is called seeing within
- 7:08:59seeing with the mind's eye not seeing
- 7:09:01with the outer eye
- 7:09:03if we see with the mind's eye then even
- 7:09:05though we haven't laid eyes on an object
- 7:09:07we are already relieved
- 7:09:10similarly when we cultivate dharma
- 7:09:12practice and attain the dhamma see the
- 7:09:14dhamma then whenever we encounter a
- 7:09:16problem we solve the problem instantly
- 7:09:18right then and there it disappears
- 7:09:20completely it's laid down released
- 7:09:24the buddha wanted us to contact the
- 7:09:26dhamma but people only contact the words
- 7:09:28the books and the scriptures about
- 7:09:30dhamma not contacting the actual dhamma
- 7:09:33as taught by our great teacher
- 7:09:36how can people say they are practicing
- 7:09:38well and properly they are a long way
- 7:09:39off
- 7:09:42the buddha was known as loka vidu having
- 7:09:44clearly realized the world
- 7:09:46right now we see the world all right but
- 7:09:48not clearly
- 7:09:49the more we know the darker the world
- 7:09:51becomes because our knowledge is murky
- 7:09:53it's not clear knowledge
- 7:09:56it's faulty
- 7:09:57this is called knowing through darkness
- 7:10:00lacking in light and radiance
- 7:10:04people are only stuck here
- 7:10:06but it's no trifling matter
- 7:10:08it's important most people want goodness
- 7:10:10and happiness but they just don't know
- 7:10:12what the causes for that goodness and
- 7:10:13happiness are
- 7:10:15whatever it may be if we haven't yet
- 7:10:16seen the harm of it we can't give it up
- 7:10:19no matter how bad it may be we still
- 7:10:21can't give it up if we haven't truly
- 7:10:23seen the harm of it
- 7:10:25however if we really see the heart of
- 7:10:27something beyond a doubt then we can let
- 7:10:29it go
- 7:10:30as soon as we see the harm of something
- 7:10:32and the benefit of giving it up there's
- 7:10:34an immediate change
- 7:10:38why is it we are still unattained still
- 7:10:41cannot let go
- 7:10:43it's because we still don't see the harm
- 7:10:45clearly our knowledge is faulty it's
- 7:10:47dark
- 7:10:49that's why we can't let go
- 7:10:51if we knew clearly like the lord buddha
- 7:10:52or the arahant disciples we would surely
- 7:10:55let go
- 7:10:56our problems would dissolve completely
- 7:10:57with no difficulty at all
- 7:11:00when your ears hear sound let them do
- 7:11:02their job
- 7:11:03when your eyes perform their function
- 7:11:05with forms let them do so
- 7:11:07when your nose works with smells let it
- 7:11:09do its job
- 7:11:10when your body experiences sensations
- 7:11:12then
- 7:11:13it performs its natural functions
- 7:11:16where will problems arise
- 7:11:18there are no problems
- 7:11:22in the same way all those things which
- 7:11:23belong to the apparent leave them with
- 7:11:25the apparent and acknowledge that which
- 7:11:28is the transcendent
- 7:11:30simply be
- 7:11:31the one who knows
- 7:11:33knowing without fixation knowing and
- 7:11:35letting things be in their natural way
- 7:11:37all things are just as they are
- 7:11:42all our belongings
- 7:11:44does anybody really own them
- 7:11:47does our father own them or our mother
- 7:11:49or our relatives
- 7:11:51nobody really gets anything
- 7:11:55that's why the buddha said to let all
- 7:11:56those things be let them go
- 7:11:59know them clearly
- 7:12:00know them by holding but not fast
- 7:12:03use things in a way that is beneficial
- 7:12:05not in a harmful way by holding fast to
- 7:12:07them until suffering arises
- 7:12:10to know dhamma is
- 7:12:12to know in such a way as to transcend
- 7:12:14suffering
- 7:12:15this sort of knowledge is important
- 7:12:17knowing about how to make things to use
- 7:12:19tools knowing all the various sciences
- 7:12:21the world and so on they all have their
- 7:12:23place
- 7:12:24but they are not the supreme knowledge
- 7:12:27the dhamma must be known of isaac as i
- 7:12:29have explained it here
- 7:12:31you don't have to know a whole lot
- 7:12:33just as much is enough for the dhamma
- 7:12:35practitioner to know and then let go
- 7:12:39it's not that you have to die before you
- 7:12:41can transcend suffering you know
- 7:12:43you transcend suffering in this very
- 7:12:45life because you know how to solve
- 7:12:47problems
- 7:12:48you know the apparent you know the
- 7:12:50transcendent do it in this lifetime
- 7:12:53while you're here practicing you won't
- 7:12:55find it anywhere else don't think of
- 7:12:57things
- 7:12:58hold but don't cling
- 7:13:00you may wonder
- 7:13:02why does the ajahn keep saying this
- 7:13:05how could i teach otherwise how could i
- 7:13:07say otherwise when the truth is just as
- 7:13:09i've said it
- 7:13:10even though it's the truth don't hold
- 7:13:12fast even to that
- 7:13:13if you cling to it blindly it becomes a
- 7:13:15falsehood
- 7:13:17like a dog if you grab its leg if you
- 7:13:19don't let go the dog will spin around
- 7:13:20and bite you just try it out
- 7:13:23all animals behave like this
- 7:13:25if you don't let go it's got no choice
- 7:13:27but to bite
- 7:13:28the apparent is the same
- 7:13:30we live in accordance with conventions
- 7:13:33they are here for our convenience in
- 7:13:34this life but they're not things to be
- 7:13:36clung to so hard that they cause
- 7:13:38suffering
- 7:13:39just let things pass
- 7:13:42whenever we feel that we are definitely
- 7:13:44right so much so that we refuse to open
- 7:13:46up to anything or anybody else right
- 7:13:48there we are wrong
- 7:13:50it becomes wrong view
- 7:13:52when suffering arises where does it
- 7:13:54arise from
- 7:13:56the cause is wrong view
- 7:13:58the fruit of that being suffering
- 7:14:00if it was right view it wouldn't cause
- 7:14:02suffering
- 7:14:04so i asked so i say
- 7:14:06allow space don't cling to things
- 7:14:10right is just another supposition just
- 7:14:12let it pass
- 7:14:14wrong
- 7:14:14is another apparent condition just let
- 7:14:17it be that
- 7:14:19if you feel that you are right and yet
- 7:14:21others contend the issue don't argue
- 7:14:24just let it go
- 7:14:25as soon as you know let go
- 7:14:27this is the straight way
- 7:14:30usually it's not like this
- 7:14:32people don't often give in to each other
- 7:14:34that's why some people even dumber
- 7:14:36practitioners who still don't know
- 7:14:37themselves may say things that are utter
- 7:14:39foolishness and yet think they're being
- 7:14:41wise
- 7:14:42they may say something that's so stupid
- 7:14:44that others can't even bear to listen
- 7:14:46yet they think they're being cleverer
- 7:14:48than the others
- 7:14:49other people can't even listen to it yet
- 7:14:51they think they're smart that they're
- 7:14:53right
- 7:14:54they're simply advertising their own
- 7:14:56stupidity that's why the wise say
- 7:14:59whatever speech disregards ani chang is
- 7:15:02not the speech of a wise person
- 7:15:04it's the speech of a fool it's deluded
- 7:15:06speech it's the speech of one who
- 7:15:08doesn't know that suffering is going to
- 7:15:10arise right there
- 7:15:13for example suppose you had decided to
- 7:15:14go to bangkok tomorrow and someone were
- 7:15:16to ask
- 7:15:17are you going to bangkok tomorrow
- 7:15:20i hope to go to bangkok if there are no
- 7:15:22obstacles
- 7:15:23i'll probably go
- 7:15:25this is called speaking with the dhamma
- 7:15:27in mind
- 7:15:28speaking with ani chang in mind taking
- 7:15:31into account the truth the transient
- 7:15:33uncertain nature of the world
- 7:15:35you don't say yes i'm definitely going
- 7:15:38tomorrow if it turns out you don't go
- 7:15:41what are you going to do send news to
- 7:15:43all the people who you told you were
- 7:15:44going
- 7:15:45you'd just be talking nonsense
- 7:15:49there's still much more to the practice
- 7:15:50of dhamma it becomes more and more
- 7:15:52refined but if you don't see it you may
- 7:15:55think you're speaking right even when
- 7:15:56you're speaking wrongly and straying
- 7:15:58from the true nature of things with
- 7:15:59every word
- 7:16:00and yet you may think you're speaking
- 7:16:02the truth
- 7:16:03to put it simply anything that we say or
- 7:16:06do that causes suffering to arise should
- 7:16:08be known as michael ditti it's delusion
- 7:16:11and foolishness
- 7:16:13most practitioners don't reflect in this
- 7:16:15way
- 7:16:16whatever they like they think is right
- 7:16:18and they just go on believing themselves
- 7:16:20for instance they may receive some gift
- 7:16:23or title
- 7:16:24be it an object rank or even words of
- 7:16:26praise and they think it's good
- 7:16:28they take it as some sort of permanent
- 7:16:30condition
- 7:16:31so they get puffed up with pride and
- 7:16:33conceit
- 7:16:34they don't consider who am i
- 7:16:37where is this so-called goodness
- 7:16:40where did it come from
- 7:16:42do others have the same things
- 7:16:45the buddha taught that we should conduct
- 7:16:46ourselves normally
- 7:16:48if we don't dig in chew over and look
- 7:16:50into this point it means it's still sunk
- 7:16:52within us it means these conditions are
- 7:16:55still buried within our hearts
- 7:16:57we're still sunk in wealth rank and
- 7:16:59praise
- 7:17:00so we become someone else because of
- 7:17:02them
- 7:17:02we think we're better than before there
- 7:17:04was something special and so all sorts
- 7:17:07of confusion arises
- 7:17:10actually in truth there isn't anything
- 7:17:11to human beings
- 7:17:13whatever we may be it's only in the
- 7:17:15realm of appearances
- 7:17:17if we take away the apparent and see the
- 7:17:19transcendent we see that there isn't
- 7:17:21anything there
- 7:17:24there are simply the universal
- 7:17:25characteristics
- 7:17:26birth in the beginning change in the
- 7:17:28middle and cessation in the end
- 7:17:30this is all there is if we see that all
- 7:17:33things are like this
- 7:17:34then no problems arise
- 7:17:36if we understand this we will have
- 7:17:38contentment and peace
- 7:17:41where trouble arises is when we think
- 7:17:43like the five ascetic disciples of the
- 7:17:45buddha they followed the instruction of
- 7:17:47their teacher but when he changed his
- 7:17:48practice they couldn't understand what
- 7:17:50he thought or knew
- 7:17:52they decided that the buddha had given
- 7:17:53up his practice and reverted to
- 7:17:55indulgence
- 7:17:56if we were in that position we'd
- 7:17:58probably think the same thing and they'd
- 7:18:00be there'd be no way to correct it
- 7:18:02we'd be holding on to the old ways
- 7:18:04thinking in the lower way yet believing
- 7:18:07it's higher
- 7:18:08we'd see the buddha and think he'd given
- 7:18:10up the practice and revert it to
- 7:18:11indulgence just like those five ascetics
- 7:18:15consider how many years they had been
- 7:18:16practicing at that time and yet they
- 7:18:18still went astray they still weren't
- 7:18:20proficient
- 7:18:23so i say to practice and also to look at
- 7:18:25the results of your practice
- 7:18:27look especially when you refuse to
- 7:18:29follow where there is friction
- 7:18:31where there is no friction there's no
- 7:18:32problem things flow if there's friction
- 7:18:35they don't flow
- 7:18:37you set up a self and things become
- 7:18:38solid like a massive clinging there's no
- 7:18:41give and take
- 7:18:43most monks and cultivators tend to be
- 7:18:45like this however they've thought in the
- 7:18:47past
- 7:18:48however they've thought in the past they
- 7:18:50continue to think
- 7:18:52they refuse to change they don't reflect
- 7:18:54they think they're right so they can't
- 7:18:56be wrong but actually wrongness is
- 7:18:59buried within rightness
- 7:19:01even though most people don't know that
- 7:19:03how is it so
- 7:19:05this is right
- 7:19:06but if someone else says it's not right
- 7:19:08you won't give in you've got to argue
- 7:19:12what is this
- 7:19:16views
- 7:19:18ditty means views mana is the attachment
- 7:19:20to those views
- 7:19:21if we attach even to what is right
- 7:19:23refusing to concede to anybody then it
- 7:19:25becomes wrong
- 7:19:27to cling faster rightness is simply the
- 7:19:29arising of self there is no letting go
- 7:19:33this is a point which gives people a lot
- 7:19:35of trouble
- 7:19:36except for those dumber practitioners
- 7:19:38who know this that this matter at this
- 7:19:40point is a very important one
- 7:19:42they'll take note of it
- 7:19:44if it arises while they're speaking
- 7:19:46clinging comes racing onto the scene
- 7:19:48maybe it'll linger for some time perhaps
- 7:19:50one or two days three or four months a
- 7:19:52year or two
- 7:19:54this is for the slow ones that is
- 7:19:56for the quick the response is instant
- 7:19:58they just let go
- 7:20:00clinging arises and immediately there is
- 7:20:02letting go
- 7:20:03they force the mind to let go right then
- 7:20:05and there
- 7:20:08you must see these two functions
- 7:20:09operating
- 7:20:10here there is clinging now who is the
- 7:20:13one who resists that clinging
- 7:20:15whenever you experience a mental
- 7:20:17impression you should observe these two
- 7:20:18functions operating
- 7:20:20there's clinging
- 7:20:21and there is one who prohibits the
- 7:20:23clinging now just watch these two things
- 7:20:26maybe you will cling for a long time
- 7:20:28before you let go
- 7:20:30reflecting and constantly practicing
- 7:20:32like this clinging gets lighter it
- 7:20:34becomes less and less
- 7:20:36right view increases as wrong view
- 7:20:37gradually wanes
- 7:20:39clinging decreases non-clinging arises
- 7:20:42this is the way it is for everybody
- 7:20:44that's why i say to consider this point
- 7:20:46learn to solve problems in the present
- 7:20:48moment
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