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The Collected Teachings of Ajahn Chah Vol. 1 – Daily Life Practice by Ajahn Chah — Transcript

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  1. 0:00this is the uh collected teachings of
  2. 0:02arjun shah
  3. 0:04a collection of more than 50
  4. 0:07dumber talks of energy and charles that
  5. 0:09have been published in english in
  6. 0:10different places
  7. 0:11at different times
  8. 0:13and this first talk is called
  9. 0:16the middle way within
  10. 0:18and this was
  11. 0:20originally published in a taste of
  12. 0:21freedom
  13. 0:22and it was given in the northeastern
  14. 0:24thai dialect to an assembly of monks and
  15. 0:26laypeople
  16. 0:27in 1970.
  17. 0:30the teaching of buddhism is about giving
  18. 0:32up evil and practicing good
  19. 0:35then when evil is given up and goodness
  20. 0:37is established we must let go of both
  21. 0:39good and evil
  22. 0:42we've already heard enough about
  23. 0:44wholesome and unwholesome conditions to
  24. 0:45understand something about them so i'd
  25. 0:47like to talk about the middle way that
  26. 0:49is the path to transcend both of those
  27. 0:52things
  28. 0:55all the dhamma talks and teachings of
  29. 0:56the buddha have one aim to show the way
  30. 0:59out of suffering to those who have not
  31. 1:00yet escaped
  32. 1:02the teachings are for the purpose of
  33. 1:03giving us the right understanding
  34. 1:06if we don't understand rightly then we
  35. 1:08can't arrive at
  36. 1:10peace when all the buddhas became
  37. 1:12enlightened and gave their first
  38. 1:14teachings they pointed out these two
  39. 1:16extremes
  40. 1:17indulgence in pleasure and indulgence in
  41. 1:19pain
  42. 1:21these two types of infatuation are the
  43. 1:23opposite poles between which those who
  44. 1:25indulge in sense pleasures must
  45. 1:27fluctuate never arriving at peace
  46. 1:30they are the paths which spin around in
  47. 1:32sansara
  48. 1:35the enlightened one observed that all
  49. 1:37beings are stuck in these two extremes
  50. 1:41never seeing the middle way of dumbo
  51. 1:43so he pointed them out in order to show
  52. 1:46the penalty involved in both
  53. 1:49because we're still stuck
  54. 1:51because we are still wanting
  55. 1:53we live repeatedly under their sway
  56. 1:57the buddha declare that these two ways
  57. 1:58are the ways of intoxication
  58. 2:00they're not the ways of a meditator not
  59. 2:03the ways to peace
  60. 2:05these ways are indulgence in pleasure
  61. 2:07and indulgence in pain or to put it
  62. 2:09simply the way of slackness and the way
  63. 2:12of tension
  64. 2:16if you investigate
  65. 2:18if you investigate within moment by
  66. 2:20moment you will see that the tense way
  67. 2:22is anger the way of sorrow
  68. 2:25going this way there is only difficulty
  69. 2:27in distress
  70. 2:29if you transcended indulgence in
  71. 2:30pleasure it means you've transcended
  72. 2:32happiness
  73. 2:34happiness and unhappiness are not
  74. 2:36peaceful states
  75. 2:38the buddha taught to let go of both of
  76. 2:39them
  77. 2:40this is right practice this is the
  78. 2:42middle way
  79. 2:46and these words the middle way
  80. 2:48do not refer to our body in speech they
  81. 2:51refer to the mind
  82. 2:53when a mental impression which we don't
  83. 2:55like arises it affects the mind and
  84. 2:57there's confusion
  85. 2:59when the mind is confused when it's
  86. 3:01shaken up this is not the right way
  87. 3:04when a mental impression arises which we
  88. 3:06like
  89. 3:07the mind goes to indulgence in pleasure
  90. 3:09that's not the way either
  91. 3:13we people don't want suffering we want
  92. 3:15happiness
  93. 3:16but in fact happiness is just a refined
  94. 3:18form of suffering
  95. 3:21suffering itself is the course form
  96. 3:23you can compare it to a snake
  97. 3:26the head of the snake is unhappiness the
  98. 3:28tail of the snake is happiness
  99. 3:31the head of the snake is really
  100. 3:32dangerous it has poisonous fangs
  101. 3:34if you touch it the snake will bite you
  102. 3:37straight away
  103. 3:38but never mind the head even if you go
  104. 3:40and hold on to the tail it'll turn
  105. 3:42around and bite you just the same
  106. 3:44because both the head and the tail
  107. 3:46belong to the one snake
  108. 3:50in the same way both happiness and
  109. 3:51unhappiness or pleasure and sadness
  110. 3:53arise from the same parent
  111. 3:55wanting
  112. 3:57so when you're happy the mind isn't
  113. 3:59peaceful it really isn't
  114. 4:01for instance when we get the things we
  115. 4:03like such as wealth
  116. 4:05prestige
  117. 4:07praise or happiness
  118. 4:08we become pleased as a result
  119. 4:11but the mind still harbors some
  120. 4:13uneasiness because we're afraid of
  121. 4:14losing it
  122. 4:16that very fear isn't a peaceful state
  123. 4:19later on we may actually lose that thing
  124. 4:22and then we really suffer
  125. 4:25thus if you aren't aware even if you're
  126. 4:27happy
  127. 4:28suffering is imminent
  128. 4:30it's just the same as grabbing the
  129. 4:32snake's tail
  130. 4:33if you don't let go it'll bite
  131. 4:37so whether it's the snake's tail or his
  132. 4:38head that is hold some more unholes and
  133. 4:41they're all just characteristics of the
  134. 4:43wheel of existence
  135. 4:45of endless change
  136. 4:48the buddha established morality
  137. 4:50concentration and wisdom as the path to
  138. 4:52peace the way to enlightenment
  139. 4:55but in truth these things are not the
  140. 4:57essence of buddhism
  141. 4:58they are merely the path
  142. 5:01the buddha called them magga which means
  143. 5:03path
  144. 5:05the essence of buddhism is peace
  145. 5:07and that peace arises from truly knowing
  146. 5:10the nature of all things
  147. 5:13if we investigate closely we can see
  148. 5:15that peace is neither happiness nor
  149. 5:17unhappiness
  150. 5:19neither of these is the truth
  151. 5:23the human mind the mind which the buddha
  152. 5:25exhorted us to know and investigate is
  153. 5:27something we can only know by its
  154. 5:29activity
  155. 5:30the true original mind
  156. 5:33has nothing to measure it by
  157. 5:35there's nothing you can know it by
  158. 5:38in its natural state it is unshaken
  159. 5:40unmoving
  160. 5:42when happiness arises all that happens
  161. 5:45is that this mind gets lost in a mental
  162. 5:47impression
  163. 5:48there is movement
  164. 5:50when the mind moves like this clinging
  165. 5:52and attachment to those things come into
  166. 5:54being
  167. 5:57the buddha has already laid down the
  168. 5:58path of practice in its entirety but we
  169. 6:01have not yet practiced or if we have
  170. 6:04we've practiced only in speech
  171. 6:07our minds and our speech are not yet in
  172. 6:09harmony we just indulge in empty talk
  173. 6:12but the basis of buddhism is not
  174. 6:14something that can be talked about or
  175. 6:15guessed at
  176. 6:17the real basis of buddhism is full
  177. 6:19knowledge of the truth of reality
  178. 6:22if one knows this truth then no teaching
  179. 6:24is necessary
  180. 6:26if one doesn't know even if he listens
  181. 6:28to the teaching he doesn't really hear
  182. 6:31this is why the buddha said the
  183. 6:33enlightened one only points the way
  184. 6:36he can't do the practice for you because
  185. 6:38the truth is something you could not put
  186. 6:40into words or give away
  187. 6:45all the teachings are merely similes and
  188. 6:47comparisons
  189. 6:48means to help the mind see the truth
  190. 6:51if we haven't seen the truth we must
  191. 6:53suffer
  192. 6:55for example we commonly use the term
  193. 6:57sankara when referring to the body
  194. 7:00anybody can say it but in fact we have
  195. 7:02problems simply because we don't know
  196. 7:04the truth of the sankhara and thus cling
  197. 7:07to them
  198. 7:08because we don't know the truth of the
  199. 7:09body we suffer
  200. 7:12here's an example
  201. 7:14suppose one morning you're walking to
  202. 7:15work and a man yells abuse and insults
  203. 7:17at you from across the street
  204. 7:19as soon as you hear this abuse your mind
  205. 7:21changes from its usual state
  206. 7:23you don't feel so good
  207. 7:25you feel angry and hurt
  208. 7:27that man walks around abusing you night
  209. 7:29and day
  210. 7:30whenever you hear the abuse
  211. 7:33you get angry and even when you return
  212. 7:35home you're still angry because you feel
  213. 7:37vindictive you want to get even
  214. 7:41a few days later another man comes to
  215. 7:42your house and calls out hey
  216. 7:44that man who abused you the other day
  217. 7:46he's mad he's crazy
  218. 7:49has been for years he abuses everybody
  219. 7:51like that nobody takes any notice of
  220. 7:53anything he says
  221. 7:56as soon as you hear this you're suddenly
  222. 7:58relieved
  223. 7:59that anger and hurt that you've pent up
  224. 8:01within you all these days melts away
  225. 8:03completely
  226. 8:04why
  227. 8:06because you know the truth of the matter
  228. 8:08now
  229. 8:09before you didn't know you thought that
  230. 8:11man was normal so you were angry at him
  231. 8:14thinking like that has caused you to
  232. 8:16suffer
  233. 8:18as soon as you find out the truth
  234. 8:20everything changes oh he's mad
  235. 8:23that explains everything
  236. 8:26when you understand this you feel fine
  237. 8:28because you know for yourself
  238. 8:30having known then you can let go
  239. 8:34if you don't know the truth you cling
  240. 8:36right there
  241. 8:37when you thought that man who abused you
  242. 8:39was normal you could have killed him but
  243. 8:41when you find out the truth but he's mad
  244. 8:44you feel much better
  245. 8:45this is knowledge of the truth
  246. 8:49someone who sees the dhamma has a
  247. 8:50similar experience
  248. 8:52when attachment aversion and delusion
  249. 8:54disappear they disappear in the same way
  250. 8:57as long as we don't know these things we
  251. 8:59think what can i do
  252. 9:01i've so much greed and aversion
  253. 9:04this is not clear knowledge
  254. 9:06it's just the same as when we thought
  255. 9:08the madman was sane
  256. 9:09when we finally see that he was mad all
  257. 9:11along we're relieved of worry
  258. 9:14no one could show you this
  259. 9:16only when the mind sees for itself can
  260. 9:19it uproot and relinquish attachment
  261. 9:23it's the same with this body which we
  262. 9:24call sankhara
  263. 9:26although the buddha has already
  264. 9:27explained that the body is not
  265. 9:29substantial or a real being as such we
  266. 9:31still don't agree we stubbornly cling to
  267. 9:34it if the body could talk it would be
  268. 9:37telling us all day long
  269. 9:39you're not my owner you know
  270. 9:41actually it's telling us all the time
  271. 9:44but it's dumb a language so we're unable
  272. 9:46to understand it
  273. 9:48for instance the sense organs of eye ear
  274. 9:51nose tongue and body are continually
  275. 9:54changing but i've never seen them ask
  276. 9:56permission from us even once
  277. 9:58like when we have a headache or a
  278. 10:00stomach ache the body never asks
  279. 10:02permission first it just goes right
  280. 10:04ahead following its natural course
  281. 10:06this shows that the body doesn't allow
  282. 10:08anyone to be its owner
  283. 10:11it doesn't have an owner
  284. 10:13the buddha described it as an object
  285. 10:15void of substance
  286. 10:18we don't understand the dhamma and so we
  287. 10:20don't understand these sankhara we take
  288. 10:22them to be ourselves as belonging to us
  289. 10:26or belonging to others
  290. 10:28this gives rise to clinging
  291. 10:30when clinging arises becoming follows
  292. 10:34once becoming arises then there's birth
  293. 10:36once there's birth then old age sickness
  294. 10:38death
  295. 10:39the whole mass of suffering arises
  296. 10:43this is the patica samupada
  297. 10:46we say ignorance gives rise to
  298. 10:48volitional activities
  299. 10:50they give rise to consciousness and so
  300. 10:52on
  301. 10:53all these things are simply events in
  302. 10:54the mind
  303. 10:56when we come into contact with something
  304. 10:57we don't like if we don't have
  305. 10:59mindfulness ignorance is there
  306. 11:01suffering arises straight away
  307. 11:04but the mind passes through these
  308. 11:06changes so rapidly that we can't keep up
  309. 11:08with them
  310. 11:09it's the same as when you fall from a
  311. 11:10tree
  312. 11:11before you know it thug you've hit the
  313. 11:14ground
  314. 11:15actually you've passed many branches and
  315. 11:17twigs on the way but you couldn't count
  316. 11:19them you couldn't remember them as you
  317. 11:20passed you just fall and then
  318. 11:23thud
  319. 11:25the patica samupada dependent co-arising
  320. 11:28or dependent origination the description
  321. 11:31of the arising and ceasing of the five
  322. 11:32kundas
  323. 11:34it is the same as this
  324. 11:36if we divide it up as it is in the
  325. 11:38scriptures
  326. 11:39we say ignorance gives rise to
  327. 11:41volitional activities
  328. 11:44volitional activities give rise to
  329. 11:46consciousness consciousness gives rise
  330. 11:49to mind and matter
  331. 11:51mind and matter give rise to the sixth
  332. 11:52sense spaces the sun spaces give rise to
  333. 11:55sense contact
  334. 11:57contact gives rise to feeling feeling
  335. 11:59gives rise to wanting wanting gives rise
  336. 12:01to clinging clinging gives rise to
  337. 12:03becoming becoming gives rise to birth
  338. 12:06birth gives rise to old age sickness
  339. 12:08death and all forms of sorrow
  340. 12:10but in truth when you come into contact
  341. 12:13with something you don't like there's
  342. 12:15immediate suffering
  343. 12:17that feeling of suffering is actually
  344. 12:18the result of the whole chain of the
  345. 12:20participator
  346. 12:23this is why the buddha exhorted his
  347. 12:24disciples to investigate and know fully
  348. 12:26their own minds
  349. 12:32when people are born into the world they
  350. 12:34are without names
  351. 12:35once born we name them
  352. 12:38this is convention
  353. 12:40we give people names for the sake of
  354. 12:42convenience to call each other by
  355. 12:45the scriptures are the same
  356. 12:47we separate everything with labels to
  357. 12:49make studying the reality convenient
  358. 12:52in the same way all things are simply
  359. 12:54sankara
  360. 12:56their original nature is merely that of
  361. 12:58compounded things
  362. 13:00the buddha said that they are
  363. 13:01impermanent unsatisfactory and not self
  364. 13:04they're unstable we don't understand
  365. 13:07this firmly our understanding is not
  366. 13:09straight and so we have wrong view
  367. 13:12this wrong view is that the sankara are
  368. 13:14ourselves
  369. 13:16we are the sankhara or that happiness
  370. 13:19and unhappiness are ourselves
  371. 13:21we are happiness and unhappiness
  372. 13:25seeing like this is not full clear
  373. 13:27knowledge of the true nature of things
  374. 13:30the truth is that we can't force all
  375. 13:32these things to follow our desires
  376. 13:35they follow the way of nature
  377. 13:39here's a simple comparison
  378. 13:41suppose you go and sit in the middle of
  379. 13:43a freeway with the cars and trucks
  380. 13:45charging down at you
  381. 13:46you can't get angry at the cars shouting
  382. 13:49don't drive over here don't drive over
  383. 13:50here
  384. 13:52it's a freeway
  385. 13:54you can't tell them that
  386. 13:56so what can you do
  387. 13:58you can get off the road
  388. 14:00the road is the place where the cars run
  389. 14:02if you don't want the cars to be there
  390. 14:04you suffer
  391. 14:06it's the same with sankara
  392. 14:08we say they disturb us
  393. 14:10like when we sit in meditation and hear
  394. 14:12a sound we think oh that sounds
  395. 14:14bothering me
  396. 14:16if we understand that the sound bothers
  397. 14:18us then we suffer accordingly
  398. 14:21if we investigate a little deeper we
  399. 14:23will see that it's we who go out and
  400. 14:26disturb the sound
  401. 14:28the sound is simply sound
  402. 14:30if we understand like this then there's
  403. 14:32nothing more to it we leave it be
  404. 14:35we see that the sound is one thing
  405. 14:38we are another
  406. 14:40one who understands the sound comes to
  407. 14:42disturb him is one who doesn't see
  408. 14:44himself he really doesn't
  409. 14:47once you see yourself then you're at
  410. 14:49ease
  411. 14:51the sound
  412. 14:52is just sound
  413. 14:54why should you go and grab it
  414. 14:57you see that actually it was you who
  415. 14:59went out and disturbed the sound
  416. 15:03this is the real knowledge of the truth
  417. 15:05you see both sides so you have peace
  418. 15:09if you see only one side there's
  419. 15:10suffering once you see both sides then
  420. 15:13you follow the middle way
  421. 15:16this is the right practice of the mind
  422. 15:18this is what we call straightening out
  423. 15:20our understanding
  424. 15:24in the same way the nature of sankhara
  425. 15:26is impermanence and death but we want to
  426. 15:29grab them
  427. 15:30we carry them about and covet them
  428. 15:33we want them to be true
  429. 15:36we want to find truth within the things
  430. 15:38that aren't true whenever someone sees
  431. 15:40like this and clings to the sankhara as
  432. 15:42being himself he suffers
  433. 15:46the practice of dhamma is not dependent
  434. 15:48on being a monk a novice or a layman it
  435. 15:50depends on straightening out your
  436. 15:52understanding
  437. 15:53if our understanding is correct we
  438. 15:55arrive at peace
  439. 15:57whether you are ordained or not is the
  440. 15:59same every person has a chance to
  441. 16:01practice dumb to contemplate it
  442. 16:04we all contemplate the same thing
  443. 16:07if you attain peace it's all the same
  444. 16:10peace
  445. 16:11it's the same path with the same methods
  446. 16:15therefore the buddha didn't discriminate
  447. 16:17between laymen and monks
  448. 16:19he taught all people to practice in
  449. 16:20order to know the truth of the sankhara
  450. 16:24when we know this truth we let them go
  451. 16:27if we know the truth there'll be no more
  452. 16:29becoming or birth
  453. 16:30how is there no more birth
  454. 16:33there's no way for birth to take place
  455. 16:35because we fully know the truth of
  456. 16:37sankara
  457. 16:38if we fully know the truth then there's
  458. 16:40peace
  459. 16:41having or not having it's all the same
  460. 16:44gain and loss are one
  461. 16:46the buddha taught us to know this
  462. 16:48this is peace
  463. 16:50peace from happiness
  464. 16:52unhappiness gladness and sorrow
  465. 16:57we must see that there is no reason to
  466. 16:59be born
  467. 17:00born in what way
  468. 17:02born into gladness when we get something
  469. 17:04that we like we're glad over it
  470. 17:07if there's no clinging to that gladness
  471. 17:09there's no birth
  472. 17:10if there is clinging this is called
  473. 17:13birth
  474. 17:14so if we get something we aren't born
  475. 17:16into gladness if we lose something we
  476. 17:19aren't born into sorrow
  477. 17:21this is the birthless and the deathless
  478. 17:24birth and death are both founded in
  479. 17:26clinging to and cherishing the sankhara
  480. 17:31so the buddha said there is no more
  481. 17:33becoming for me finished is the holy
  482. 17:35life this is my last birth
  483. 17:38there he knew the birthless and the
  484. 17:41deathless
  485. 17:42this is what the buddha constantly
  486. 17:43exhorted his disciples to know
  487. 17:45this is the right practice
  488. 17:47if you don't reach it if you don't reach
  489. 17:49the middle way then you won't transcend
  490. 17:52suffering
  491. 17:54this is the second talk in this
  492. 17:56collection
  493. 17:58of
  494. 17:59teachings this is called
  495. 18:01the peace beyond
  496. 18:03and this is
  497. 18:04a condensed version of a talk that was
  498. 18:06given by ajahn chah to the chief privy
  499. 18:09councillor of thailand mr sanya dharma
  500. 18:12sakti
  501. 18:13and this was at what nam papang in 1978
  502. 18:18it's a great importance that we practice
  503. 18:20the dhamma
  504. 18:21if we don't practice then all our
  505. 18:23knowledge is only superficial knowledge
  506. 18:26just the outer shell of it
  507. 18:28it's as if we have some sort of fruit
  508. 18:30but we haven't eaten it yet
  509. 18:32even though we have that fruit in our
  510. 18:34hand we get no benefit from it
  511. 18:36only through the actual eating of the
  512. 18:38fruit will we really know its taste
  513. 18:42the buddha didn't praise those who
  514. 18:44merely believe others he praised the
  515. 18:46person who knows within himself
  516. 18:49just as with that fruit
  517. 18:50if we have tasted it already we don't
  518. 18:53have to ask anyone else else if it's
  519. 18:55sweet or sour
  520. 18:56our problems are over
  521. 18:58why are they over
  522. 19:00because we see according to the truth
  523. 19:03one who has realized the dumber is like
  524. 19:05one who has realized the sweetness or
  525. 19:07the sourness of the fruit
  526. 19:09all doubts are ended right here
  527. 19:13when we talk about dhamma although we
  528. 19:14may say a lot it can usually be brought
  529. 19:16down into four things
  530. 19:18they are simply to know suffering
  531. 19:21to know the cause of suffering to know
  532. 19:23the end of suffering
  533. 19:24and to know the path of practice leading
  534. 19:26to the end of suffering
  535. 19:28this is all there is
  536. 19:30all that we have experienced on the path
  537. 19:31of practice so far comes down to these
  538. 19:34four things
  539. 19:35when we know these things
  540. 19:37our problems are over
  541. 19:40where are these four things born
  542. 19:43they're born just within the body and
  543. 19:44the mind nowhere else
  544. 19:47so why is the teaching of the buddha so
  545. 19:49detailed and extensive
  546. 19:51this is in order to explain these things
  547. 19:53in a more refined way to help us to see
  548. 19:56them
  549. 19:59when siddhartha gotuna was born into the
  550. 20:01world before he saw the dhamma he was an
  551. 20:03ordinary person just like us
  552. 20:06when he knew what he had to know that is
  553. 20:09the truth of suffering the cause the end
  554. 20:11and the way leading to the end of
  555. 20:13suffering he realized the dhamma and
  556. 20:15became a perfectly enlightened buddha
  557. 20:18when we realized the namna wherever we
  558. 20:20sit we know dhamma
  559. 20:22wherever we are we hear the buddha's
  560. 20:24teaching
  561. 20:26when we understand our mother buddha is
  562. 20:27within our mind the dhamma is within our
  563. 20:29mind and the practice leading to wisdom
  564. 20:32is within our own mind
  565. 20:34having the buddha the dhamma and the
  566. 20:36sangha within our mind means that
  567. 20:38whether our actions are good or bad we
  568. 20:40know clearly for ourselves their true
  569. 20:41nature
  570. 20:44that is how the buddha discarded worldly
  571. 20:46opinions praise and criticism
  572. 20:49when people praised or criticized him he
  573. 20:51just accepted it for what it was
  574. 20:54these two things are simply worldly
  575. 20:56conditions so he wasn't shaken by them
  576. 20:58why not
  577. 20:59because he knew suffering
  578. 21:01he knew that if he believed in that
  579. 21:03praise or criticism they would cause him
  580. 21:05to suffer
  581. 21:09when suffering arises it agitates us we
  582. 21:12feel ill at ease
  583. 21:14what's the cause of that suffering
  584. 21:16it's because we don't know the truth
  585. 21:18this is the cause
  586. 21:20when the cause is present then suffering
  587. 21:22arises
  588. 21:23once arisen we don't know how to stop it
  589. 21:26the more we try to stop it the more it
  590. 21:28comes on we say don't criticize me or
  591. 21:32don't blame me
  592. 21:34trying to stop it like this suffering
  593. 21:36really comes on
  594. 21:37it won't stop
  595. 21:41so the buddha taught that the way
  596. 21:42leading to the end of suffering is to
  597. 21:44make the dhamma arise as a reality
  598. 21:46within our own minds
  599. 21:48we become those who witness the dharma
  600. 21:49for themselves
  601. 21:52if someone says we're good we don't get
  602. 21:54lost in it
  603. 21:55if they say that we're no good we don't
  604. 21:57forget ourselves
  605. 21:58this way we can be free
  606. 22:01good and evil are just worldly dumbest
  607. 22:04they're just states of mind
  608. 22:07if we follow them our mind becomes the
  609. 22:09world we just grope in the darkness and
  610. 22:11don't know the way out
  611. 22:15if it's like this then we've not yet
  612. 22:17mastered ourselves
  613. 22:19we try to defeat others but in doing so
  614. 22:21we defeat only ourselves
  615. 22:24but if we have mastery over ourselves
  616. 22:26then we have mastery over all
  617. 22:28over all mental formations sights sounds
  618. 22:31smells tastes and bodily feelings
  619. 22:37now i'm talking about externals they're
  620. 22:39like that but the outside is reflected
  621. 22:41inside also
  622. 22:44some people only know the outside they
  623. 22:46don't know the inside
  624. 22:48like when we say to see the body in the
  625. 22:50body quote unquote
  626. 22:52having seen the outer body is not enough
  627. 22:54we must know the body within the body
  628. 22:57then having investigated the mind we
  629. 23:00should know the mind within the mind
  630. 23:04why should we investigate the body
  631. 23:07what is this body in the body
  632. 23:11when we say to know the mind what is
  633. 23:13this mind
  634. 23:15if we don't know the mind then we don't
  635. 23:17know the things within the mind
  636. 23:19this is to be someone who doesn't know
  637. 23:21suffering doesn't know the cause doesn't
  638. 23:23know the end and doesn't know the way
  639. 23:25leading to the end of suffering
  640. 23:28the things which should help to
  641. 23:29extinguish suffering don't help because
  642. 23:31we get distracted by the things which
  643. 23:33aggravated
  644. 23:34it's just as if we have an itch on our
  645. 23:36head and we scratch our leg
  646. 23:39if it's our head that's itchy then we're
  647. 23:41obviously not going to get much relief
  648. 23:43in the same way when suffering arises we
  649. 23:45don't know how to handle it we don't
  650. 23:47know the practice leading to the end of
  651. 23:49suffering
  652. 23:52for instance take this body
  653. 23:54this body that each of us has brought
  654. 23:56along to this meeting
  655. 23:58if we just see the form of the body
  656. 24:00there's no way we can escape suffering
  657. 24:02why not because we still don't see the
  658. 24:05inside of the body we only see the
  659. 24:07outside
  660. 24:08we only see it as something beautiful
  661. 24:10something substantial
  662. 24:13the buddha said that seeing only this is
  663. 24:15not enough
  664. 24:16we see the outside with our eyes a child
  665. 24:18can see it animals can see it that's not
  666. 24:21difficult
  667. 24:22the outside of the body is easily seen
  668. 24:25but having seen it we stick to it we
  669. 24:28don't know the truth of it
  670. 24:30having seen it we grab onto it and it
  671. 24:32bites us
  672. 24:34so we should investigate the body within
  673. 24:36the body
  674. 24:38whatever is in the body go ahead and
  675. 24:40look at it
  676. 24:42if we just see the outside it's not
  677. 24:44clear
  678. 24:45we see hair nails and so on and they're
  679. 24:47just pretty things which entice us
  680. 24:50so the what the buddha taught to see the
  681. 24:52inside of the body to see the body
  682. 24:54within the body
  683. 24:56what is in the body look closely
  684. 24:58we'll find many surprises inside because
  685. 25:01even though they are within us we've
  686. 25:02never seen them
  687. 25:04wherever we walk we carry them with us
  688. 25:06sitting in a car we carry them with us
  689. 25:08but we still don't know them at all
  690. 25:13we take it and put it in our bag then
  691. 25:15leave without opening it to see what's
  692. 25:17inside
  693. 25:18when at last we open it it's full of
  694. 25:20poisonous snakes
  695. 25:22our body is like this
  696. 25:24if we just see the shell we say it's
  697. 25:26fine and beautiful we forget ourselves
  698. 25:29we forget impermanence suffering and not
  699. 25:32self
  700. 25:33if we look within this body it's really
  701. 25:35repulsive
  702. 25:37if we look according to reality without
  703. 25:39trying to sugar things over we'll see
  704. 25:41that it's really pitiful and worrisome
  705. 25:44dispassion will arise
  706. 25:46this feeling of disinterest is not that
  707. 25:49we feel aversion for the world or
  708. 25:50anything
  709. 25:51it's simply our mind clearing up our
  710. 25:54mind letting go we see things as not
  711. 25:57substantial or dependable but that all
  712. 25:59things are naturally established just as
  713. 26:01they are
  714. 26:02however we want them to be they just go
  715. 26:04their own way regardless
  716. 26:06whether we laugh or cry they simply are
  717. 26:09the way they are
  718. 26:11things which are unstable are unstable
  719. 26:14things which are not beautiful
  720. 26:16are not beautiful
  721. 26:19so the buddha said that when we
  722. 26:20experience sight sounds tastes smells
  723. 26:23bodily feelings or mental states we
  724. 26:25should release them
  725. 26:28when the ear hears sounds let them go
  726. 26:31when the nose smells an odor let it go
  727. 26:33just leave it at the nose
  728. 26:36when bodily feelings arise let go of the
  729. 26:39like or dislike that follow
  730. 26:41let them go back to their birthplace
  731. 26:44the same for mental states all these
  732. 26:46things just let them go their way
  733. 26:48this is knowing
  734. 26:50whether it's happiness or unhappiness
  735. 26:52it's all the same
  736. 26:53this is called meditation
  737. 26:58meditation means to make the mind
  738. 26:59peaceful in order to let wisdom arise
  739. 27:03this requires that we practice with body
  740. 27:05and mind in order to see and know sense
  741. 27:07impressions of form sound taste smell
  742. 27:10touch and mental formations
  743. 27:14to put it briefly
  744. 27:16it's just a matter of happiness and
  745. 27:17unhappiness
  746. 27:19happiness is pleasant feeling in the
  747. 27:20mind unhappiness is just unpleasant
  748. 27:23feeling
  749. 27:24the buddha taught to separate this
  750. 27:26happiness and unhappiness from the mind
  751. 27:29the mind is that which knows
  752. 27:32feeling is the characteristic of
  753. 27:33happiness or unhappiness like or dislike
  754. 27:37when the mind indulges in these things
  755. 27:39we say that it clings
  756. 27:41it clings to or takes that happiness and
  757. 27:43unhappiness to be worthy of holding
  758. 27:46that clinging is an action of mind
  759. 27:49that happiness or unhappiness is feeling
  760. 27:54when we say the buddha told us to
  761. 27:56separate the mind from the feeling he
  762. 27:58didn't literally mean to throw them to
  763. 27:59different places
  764. 28:01he meant that the mind must know
  765. 28:03happiness and no unhappiness
  766. 28:06when sitting in samadhi for example and
  767. 28:08peace fills the mind happiness comes but
  768. 28:11it doesn't reach us
  769. 28:13our unhappiness comes but it doesn't
  770. 28:15reach us
  771. 28:16this is how one separates the feeling
  772. 28:18from the mind
  773. 28:20we can compare it to oil and water in a
  774. 28:22bottle they don't combine
  775. 28:24even if you try to mix them the oil
  776. 28:26remains oil and the water removes water
  777. 28:29because they are of different density
  778. 28:33the natural state of the mind is neither
  779. 28:34happiness nor unhappiness
  780. 28:37when feeling enters the mind that
  781. 28:38happiness or unhappiness is born
  782. 28:40if we have mindfulness then we know the
  783. 28:42pleasant feeling is pleasant feeling
  784. 28:44the mind which knows will not pick it up
  785. 28:48happiness is there but it's outside the
  786. 28:51mind not buried within the mind
  787. 28:54the mind simply knows it clearly
  788. 28:57if we separate unhappiness from the mind
  789. 29:00does that mean that there's no suffering
  790. 29:02that we don't experience it
  791. 29:04yes we experience it but we know mind is
  792. 29:07mind feeling as feeling
  793. 29:10we don't cling to that feeling or carry
  794. 29:11it around
  795. 29:14the buddha separated these things
  796. 29:16through knowledge
  797. 29:17did he have suffering
  798. 29:19he knew the state of suffering but he
  799. 29:21didn't cling to it
  800. 29:23so that we say that he cut suffering off
  801. 29:26and there was happiness too but he knew
  802. 29:28that happiness
  803. 29:30if it's not known it's like a poison
  804. 29:33he didn't hold it to be himself
  805. 29:35happiness was there through knowledge
  806. 29:37but it didn't exist in his mind thus we
  807. 29:40say that he separated happiness and
  808. 29:42unhappiness from his mind
  809. 29:47when we say that the buddha and the
  810. 29:48enlightened ones killed defilements it's
  811. 29:51not that they really killed them
  812. 29:53if they had killed all defilements then
  813. 29:54we probably wouldn't have any
  814. 29:56they didn't kill defilements
  815. 29:58when they knew them for what they are
  816. 30:00they let them go
  817. 30:02someone who's stupid will grab them but
  818. 30:04the enlightened ones knew the
  819. 30:06defilements in their own minds as a
  820. 30:08poison so they swept them out
  821. 30:10they swept out the things which caused
  822. 30:12them to suffer
  823. 30:13they didn't kill them
  824. 30:16one who doesn't know
  825. 30:18one who doesn't know this will see some
  826. 30:19things such as happiness as good and
  827. 30:21then grab them but the buddha just knew
  828. 30:24them and simply brushed them away
  829. 30:28but when feeling arises for us we
  830. 30:30indulge in it that is the mind carries
  831. 30:33that happiness and unhappiness around in
  832. 30:36fact there are two different things
  833. 30:39the activities of mind pleasant feeling
  834. 30:41unpleasant feeling and so on are mental
  835. 30:43impressions
  836. 30:44they are the world
  837. 30:46if the mind knows this it can equally do
  838. 30:49the work
  839. 30:51if the mind knows this it can equally do
  840. 30:53work involving happiness or unhappiness
  841. 30:56why
  842. 30:57because it knows the truth of these
  843. 30:59things
  844. 31:00someone who doesn't know them
  845. 31:02sees them as having different value the
  846. 31:04one who knows sees them as equal
  847. 31:07if you cling to happiness it'll be the
  848. 31:09birthplace of unhappiness later on
  849. 31:12because happiness is unstable it changes
  850. 31:14all the time
  851. 31:16when happiness disappears
  852. 31:17unhappiness arises
  853. 31:22the buddha knew that because both
  854. 31:23happiness and unhappiness are
  855. 31:24unsatisfactory they have the same value
  856. 31:28when happiness arose he let it go
  857. 31:31he had right practice seeing that both
  858. 31:33these things have equal values and
  859. 31:35drawbacks
  860. 31:37they come under the law of dhamma that
  861. 31:39is they're unstable and unsatisfactory
  862. 31:42once born they die
  863. 31:44when he saw this right view arose
  864. 31:47the right way of practice became clear
  865. 31:50no matter what sort of feeling or
  866. 31:51thinking arose in his mind he knew it as
  867. 31:53simply the continuous play of happiness
  868. 31:55and unhappiness he didn't cling to them
  869. 32:00when the buddha was newly enlightened he
  870. 32:02gave a sermon about indulgence in
  871. 32:03pleasure and indulgence in pain
  872. 32:06monks
  873. 32:07indulgence in pleasure is the loose way
  874. 32:10indulgence in pain is the tense
  875. 32:12way these are the two things that
  876. 32:14disturbed his practice until the day he
  877. 32:16was enlightened because at first he
  878. 32:18didn't let go of them
  879. 32:20when he knew them he let them go and so
  880. 32:23was able to give his first sermon
  881. 32:26so we say that a meditator should not
  882. 32:28walk the way of happiness or unhappiness
  883. 32:30rather he should know them
  884. 32:32knowing the truth of suffering he will
  885. 32:34know the cause of suffering though the
  886. 32:36end of suffering and the way leading to
  887. 32:38the end of suffering
  888. 32:40and the way out of suffering is
  889. 32:41meditation itself
  890. 32:44to put it simply we must be mindful
  891. 32:49mindfulness is knowing or presence of
  892. 32:52mind
  893. 32:53right now what are we thinking what are
  894. 32:56we doing
  895. 32:57what do we have with us right now
  896. 33:00we observe like this we're aware of how
  897. 33:02we're living
  898. 33:04practicing like this wisdom can arise
  899. 33:07we consider it and investigate at all
  900. 33:09times in all postures
  901. 33:12when a mental impression arises that we
  902. 33:14we like we know it as such we don't hold
  903. 33:17it to be anything substantial
  904. 33:19it's just happiness
  905. 33:21when unhappiness arises we know that
  906. 33:23it's indulgence in pain it's not the
  907. 33:25path of a meditator
  908. 33:28this is what we call separating the mind
  909. 33:30from the feeling
  910. 33:32if we are clever we don't attach we
  911. 33:34leave things be
  912. 33:36we become the one who knows quote
  913. 33:39unquote
  914. 33:40the mind and feeling are just like oil
  915. 33:43and water
  916. 33:44they're in the same bottle
  917. 33:46but they don't mix
  918. 33:48even if we're sick or in pain we still
  919. 33:50know the feeling is feeling the mind is
  920. 33:53mind
  921. 33:54we know the painful or comfortable
  922. 33:55states but we don't identify with them
  923. 33:59we stay only with peace
  924. 34:01the peace beyond both comfort and pain
  925. 34:07you should understand it like this
  926. 34:09because if there is no permanent self
  927. 34:11then there is no refuge
  928. 34:14you must live like this that is without
  929. 34:16happiness and without unhappiness
  930. 34:18you stay only with the knowing you don't
  931. 34:20carry things around
  932. 34:24as long as we're still unenlightened all
  933. 34:26this may sound strange but it doesn't
  934. 34:27matter we just set our goal in this
  935. 34:29direction
  936. 34:31the mind is the mind
  937. 34:33it meets happiness and unhappiness and
  938. 34:35we see them as merely that there's
  939. 34:37nothing more to it
  940. 34:39they are divided not mixed
  941. 34:42if they're all mixed up then we don't
  942. 34:43know them
  943. 34:45it's like living in a house
  944. 34:47the house and his occupant are related
  945. 34:49but separate
  946. 34:51if there is danger in our house we're
  947. 34:53distressed because we must protect it
  948. 34:55but if the house catches fire we get out
  949. 34:58of it
  950. 35:00if painful feeling arises we get out of
  951. 35:02it just like that house
  952. 35:04when it's full of fire and we know it we
  953. 35:06come running out of it
  954. 35:08they are separate things
  955. 35:10the house is one thing the occupant is
  956. 35:12another
  957. 35:17we say that we separate mind and feeling
  958. 35:20in this way but in fact they are by
  959. 35:23nature already separate
  960. 35:25our realization is simply to know this
  961. 35:28natural separateness according to
  962. 35:29reality
  963. 35:32when we say they are not separated it's
  964. 35:34because we're clinging to them through
  965. 35:35ignorance of the truth
  966. 35:38so the buddha told us to meditate this
  967. 35:40practice of meditation is very important
  968. 35:43merely to know with the intellect is not
  969. 35:44enough
  970. 35:46the knowledge which arises from practice
  971. 35:48with the peaceful mind and the knowledge
  972. 35:49which comes from study are really far
  973. 35:52apart
  974. 35:53the knowledge which comes from study is
  975. 35:55not real knowledge of our own mind the
  976. 35:58mind tries to hold on to and keep this
  977. 36:00knowledge
  978. 36:01why do we try to keep it
  979. 36:03just to lose it and then when it's lost
  980. 36:06we cry
  981. 36:09if we really know then there's letting
  982. 36:11go leaving things be
  983. 36:13we know how things are and don't forget
  984. 36:15ourselves
  985. 36:17if it happens that we're sick we don't
  986. 36:19get lost in that
  987. 36:21some people think oh
  988. 36:23this year i was sick the whole time i
  989. 36:25couldn't meditate at all
  990. 36:27these are the words of a really foolish
  991. 36:29person
  992. 36:31someone who's sick or dying should be
  993. 36:33really diligent in his practice
  994. 36:35one may say he doesn't have the time to
  995. 36:37meditate he's sick he's suffering he
  996. 36:39doesn't trust his body and so he feels
  997. 36:41that he can't meditate
  998. 36:43if we think like this then things are
  999. 36:45difficult
  1000. 36:47the buddha didn't teach like that he
  1001. 36:49said that right here is the place to
  1002. 36:51meditate
  1003. 36:52when we're sick or almost dying that's
  1004. 36:54when we can really know and see reality
  1005. 36:59other people say they don't have the
  1006. 37:01chance to meditate because they're too
  1007. 37:03busy
  1008. 37:04sometimes school teachers come to see me
  1009. 37:06they say they have so many
  1010. 37:07responsibilities so there's no time to
  1011. 37:09meditate
  1012. 37:11i ask them
  1013. 37:12when you're teaching do you have time to
  1014. 37:14breathe
  1015. 37:18they answer
  1016. 37:19yes
  1017. 37:20so so how can you have the time to
  1018. 37:23breathe if the work is so hectic and
  1019. 37:25confusing here you're far from the
  1020. 37:27dhamma
  1021. 37:29actually this practice is just about the
  1022. 37:31mind and its feelings
  1023. 37:33it's not something that you have to run
  1024. 37:34after or struggle for
  1025. 37:37breathing continues while working
  1026. 37:39nature takes care of the natural
  1027. 37:41processes
  1028. 37:42all we have to do is to try to be aware
  1029. 37:46just to keep trying going inwards to see
  1030. 37:48clearly meditation is like this
  1031. 37:54if we have that presence of mind then
  1032. 37:56whatever work we do will be the very
  1033. 37:58tool which enables us to know right and
  1034. 38:00wrong continually
  1035. 38:02there's plenty of time to meditate we
  1036. 38:05just don't fully understand the practice
  1037. 38:07that's all
  1038. 38:09while sleeping we breathe
  1039. 38:11while eating we breathe don't we
  1040. 38:13why don't we have the time to meditate
  1041. 38:16wherever we are we breathe
  1042. 38:18if we think like this then our life has
  1043. 38:20as much value as our breath
  1044. 38:22wherever we are
  1045. 38:24we have time
  1046. 38:28all kinds of thinking are mental
  1047. 38:30conditions not conditions of body so we
  1048. 38:33need to simply have presence of mind
  1049. 38:35then we will know right and wrong at all
  1050. 38:37times
  1051. 38:38standing walking sitting in line we just
  1052. 38:40don't know how to use it properly
  1053. 38:43please consider this
  1054. 38:46cannot run away from feeling
  1055. 38:48we must know it
  1056. 38:50feeling is just feeling happiness is
  1057. 38:52just happiness unhappiness is just
  1058. 38:55unhappiness
  1059. 38:56they are simply that
  1060. 38:58so
  1061. 38:59why should we cling to them
  1062. 39:02if the mind is clever
  1063. 39:03simply hearing this is enough to enable
  1064. 39:05us to separate feeling from the mind
  1065. 39:09if we investigate like this continuously
  1066. 39:12the mind will find release but it's not
  1067. 39:14escaping through ignorance
  1068. 39:16the mind lets go but it knows
  1069. 39:19it doesn't let go through stupidity or
  1070. 39:21because it doesn't want things to be the
  1071. 39:22way they are
  1072. 39:24it lets go because it knows according to
  1073. 39:26the truth this is seeing nature the
  1074. 39:30reality that's all around us
  1075. 39:34when we know this we are someone who's
  1076. 39:36skilled with the mind
  1077. 39:38we're skilled with mental impressions
  1078. 39:40when we're skilled with mental
  1079. 39:42impressions we are skilled with the
  1080. 39:43world
  1081. 39:45this is to be a quote noah of the world
  1082. 39:48unquote
  1083. 39:50the buddha was someone who clearly knew
  1084. 39:51the world with all its difficulty
  1085. 39:54he knew the troublesome and that would
  1086. 39:56which was not troublesome was right
  1087. 39:57there
  1088. 40:00this world is so confusing
  1089. 40:02how is it that the buddha was able to
  1090. 40:04know it
  1091. 40:05here we should understand that the
  1092. 40:07dharma tour by the buddha is not beyond
  1093. 40:09our ability
  1094. 40:10in all postures we should have presence
  1095. 40:12of mind and self-awareness and when it's
  1096. 40:14time to sit in meditation we do that
  1097. 40:18we sit in meditation to establish
  1098. 40:20peacefulness and cultivate mental energy
  1099. 40:23we don't do it in order to play around
  1100. 40:25with anything special
  1101. 40:28insight meditation is sitting in samadhi
  1102. 40:31itself
  1103. 40:33at some places they say
  1104. 40:35now we are going to sit in samadhi after
  1105. 40:37that will do insight meditation
  1106. 40:40don't divide them like this
  1107. 40:42tranquility is the base which gives rise
  1108. 40:44to wisdom wisdom is the fruit of
  1109. 40:46tranquility
  1110. 40:48to say that now we're gonna do calm
  1111. 40:49meditation later we'll do insight you
  1112. 40:52can't do that
  1113. 40:54you can only divide them in speech
  1114. 40:56just like a knife
  1115. 40:58the blade is on one side the back of the
  1116. 41:00blade is on the other you can't divide
  1117. 41:02them if you pick up one side you get
  1118. 41:05both sides
  1119. 41:06tranquility gives rise to wisdom like
  1120. 41:08this
  1121. 41:11morality is the father and mother of
  1122. 41:13dhamma
  1123. 41:14in the beginning we must have morality
  1124. 41:17morality is peace
  1125. 41:19this means that one does no wrong doings
  1126. 41:21in body or speech
  1127. 41:23when we don't do wrong then we don't get
  1128. 41:25agitated
  1129. 41:27when we don't become agitated then peace
  1130. 41:29and collectedness arise within the mind
  1131. 41:34we say that morality concentration and
  1132. 41:36wisdom are the path on which all the
  1133. 41:38noble ones have walked to enlightenment
  1134. 41:40they are all one
  1135. 41:42morality is concentration concentration
  1136. 41:44is morality
  1137. 41:46concentration is wisdom wisdom is
  1138. 41:48concentration
  1139. 41:50it's like a mango
  1140. 41:52when it's a flower we call it a flower
  1141. 41:55when it becomes a fruit we call it a
  1142. 41:57mango
  1143. 41:58when it ripens we call it a ripe mango
  1144. 42:00it's all one mango but it continually
  1145. 42:03changes
  1146. 42:05the big mango grows from the small mango
  1147. 42:07the small mango becomes a big one
  1148. 42:09you can call them different fruits or
  1149. 42:10all one fruit
  1150. 42:12morality concentration and wisdom are
  1151. 42:15related like this
  1152. 42:17in the end it's all the path that leads
  1153. 42:19to enlightenment
  1154. 42:22the mango from the moment it first
  1155. 42:24appears as a flower simply grows to
  1156. 42:26ripeness
  1157. 42:27this is enough
  1158. 42:28we should see it like this
  1159. 42:30whatever others call it it doesn't
  1160. 42:32matter
  1161. 42:33once it's born it grows to old age and
  1162. 42:35then where
  1163. 42:37we should contemplate this
  1164. 42:40some people don't want to be old
  1165. 42:43when they get old they become depressed
  1166. 42:46these people shouldn't eat ripe mangoes
  1167. 42:49why do we want the mangoes to be ripe
  1168. 42:51if they're not ripe in time we ripen
  1169. 42:53them artificially don't we
  1170. 42:55but when we become old we're filled with
  1171. 42:57regret
  1172. 42:58some people cry they're afraid to get
  1173. 43:00old or die
  1174. 43:02if it's like this then they shouldn't
  1175. 43:04eat ripe mangoes
  1176. 43:05better to just eat the flowers
  1177. 43:08if we can see this then we can see the
  1178. 43:10dhamma everything clears up
  1179. 43:12we are at peace
  1180. 43:14just determined to practice like that
  1181. 43:18today the chief privy councillor and his
  1182. 43:20party have come together to hear the
  1183. 43:22dhamma
  1184. 43:24you should take what i've said and
  1185. 43:25contemplate it
  1186. 43:26if anything is not right please excuse
  1187. 43:28me
  1188. 43:29but for you to know whether it's right
  1189. 43:30or wrong depends on your practicing and
  1190. 43:32seeing for yourselves
  1191. 43:34whatever is wrong throw it out if it's
  1192. 43:36right then take it and use it
  1193. 43:39but actually we practice in order to let
  1194. 43:41go of both right and wrong
  1195. 43:43in the end we just throw everything out
  1196. 43:45if it's right throw it out wrong throw
  1197. 43:47it out
  1198. 43:49usually if it's right we cling to
  1199. 43:50rightness if it's wrong we hold it to be
  1200. 43:53wrong and then arguments follow
  1201. 43:55but the dhamma is the place where there
  1202. 43:57is nothing
  1203. 43:58nothing at all
  1204. 44:00this is the
  1205. 44:02third dhamma talk from this collection
  1206. 44:05this is called convention and liberation
  1207. 44:09and this
  1208. 44:10was first published in
  1209. 44:12the book called the taste of freedom
  1210. 44:15and it's from an informal talk given in
  1211. 44:17the northeastern dialect from an
  1212. 44:19unidentified tape
  1213. 44:22the things of this world are merely
  1214. 44:24conventions of our own making
  1215. 44:26having established them we get lost in
  1216. 44:28them and refuse to let go
  1217. 44:31giving rise to clinging to personal
  1218. 44:32views and opinions
  1219. 44:34this clinging never ends
  1220. 44:36it is sansara flowing endlessly on
  1221. 44:40it has no completion
  1222. 44:43now if we know conventional reality then
  1223. 44:46we'll know liberation
  1224. 44:48if we clearly know liberation
  1225. 44:50then we'll know convention
  1226. 44:52this is to know the dhamma here there is
  1227. 44:55completion
  1228. 44:58take people for instance
  1229. 45:00in reality people don't have any names
  1230. 45:03we're born naked into the world
  1231. 45:06our names arise only through convention
  1232. 45:10i've contemplated this and seen that if
  1233. 45:12you don't know the truth of this
  1234. 45:13convention it can be really harmful
  1235. 45:16it's simply something we use for
  1236. 45:18convenience
  1237. 45:19without it we couldn't communicate
  1238. 45:21there'll be nothing to say
  1239. 45:23no language
  1240. 45:26i've seen westerners when they sit in
  1241. 45:27meditation together in the west
  1242. 45:30when they get up after sitting men and
  1243. 45:31women together sometimes they go and
  1244. 45:33touch each other on the head
  1245. 45:35when i saw this i thought hey
  1246. 45:38if we cling to convention it gives rise
  1247. 45:40to defilements right there
  1248. 45:42if we can let go of convention give up
  1249. 45:44our opinions we're at peace
  1250. 45:47and uh as a footnote it says um to touch
  1251. 45:50a person's head in thailand is usually
  1252. 45:52considered an insult
  1253. 45:54so this was a very strange and
  1254. 45:56mysterious thing for people to be doing
  1255. 45:58in a random way after sitting together
  1256. 46:01meditating
  1257. 46:05if we can let go of convention give up
  1258. 46:08our opinions
  1259. 46:09we are at peace
  1260. 46:11like the generals and colonels men of
  1261. 46:13rank and position who come to see me
  1262. 46:16when they come they say oh please touch
  1263. 46:18my head
  1264. 46:20this is being
  1265. 46:22considered an auspicious thing in
  1266. 46:23thailand to have your head touched by a
  1267. 46:25highly esteemed monk
  1268. 46:28if they ask like this there's nothing
  1269. 46:30wrong with it they're glad to have their
  1270. 46:31heads touched but if you tap their heads
  1271. 46:34in the middle of the street it'll be a
  1272. 46:35different story
  1273. 46:37this is because of clinging
  1274. 46:39so i feel that letting go is really the
  1275. 46:41way to peace
  1276. 46:43touching ahead is against our customs
  1277. 46:45but in reality it's nothing
  1278. 46:48when they agree to having it touched
  1279. 46:50there's nothing wrong with it
  1280. 46:52just like touching a cabbage or a potato
  1281. 46:56accepting giving up letting go
  1282. 46:59this is the way of likeness
  1283. 47:01wherever you're clinging there's
  1284. 47:03becoming and birth right there
  1285. 47:05there's danger right there
  1286. 47:09the buddha taught about convention and
  1287. 47:10he taught to undo convention in the
  1288. 47:12right way and so reach liberation
  1289. 47:18this is freedom
  1290. 47:19not to cling to conventions
  1291. 47:22all the things in this world have a
  1292. 47:24conventional reality
  1293. 47:26having established them we should not be
  1294. 47:28fooled by them
  1295. 47:29because getting lost in them really
  1296. 47:31leads to suffering
  1297. 47:33this point concerning rules and
  1298. 47:35conventions is of utmost importance
  1299. 47:37one who can get beyond them is beyond
  1300. 47:39suffering
  1301. 47:42however they are a characteristic of our
  1302. 47:44world
  1303. 47:45take mr bunmar for instance
  1304. 47:48he used to be just one of the crowd but
  1305. 47:50now he's been appointed the district
  1306. 47:52commissioner
  1307. 47:53it's just a convention but it's a
  1308. 47:55convention we should respect
  1309. 47:57it's part of the world of people
  1310. 48:00if you think oh before we were friends
  1311. 48:03we used to work at the taylors together
  1312. 48:06and then you go and pat him on the head
  1313. 48:07in public you'll get angry
  1314. 48:09it's not right he'll resent it
  1315. 48:12so we should follow the conventions in
  1316. 48:14order to avoid giving rise to resentment
  1317. 48:17it's useful to understand convention
  1318. 48:20living in the world is just about this
  1319. 48:23know the right time and place
  1320. 48:25know the person
  1321. 48:28why is it wrong to go against
  1322. 48:30conventions
  1323. 48:31it's wrong because of people you should
  1324. 48:34be clever knowing both convention and
  1325. 48:36liberation know the right time for each
  1326. 48:39if we know how to use rules and
  1327. 48:41conventions comfortably then we are
  1328. 48:43skilled
  1329. 48:44but if we try to behave according to the
  1330. 48:46higher level of reality in the wrong
  1331. 48:48situation this is wrong
  1332. 48:50where is it wrong
  1333. 48:52it's wrong with people's defilements
  1334. 48:54that's where
  1335. 48:56people all have defilements
  1336. 48:58in one situation we behave one way in
  1337. 49:00another situation we must behave in
  1338. 49:02another way
  1339. 49:04we should know the ins and outs because
  1340. 49:05we live within conventions
  1341. 49:08problems occur because people cling to
  1342. 49:10them
  1343. 49:12if we suppose something to be
  1344. 49:14then it is it's there because we suppose
  1345. 49:18it to be there
  1346. 49:19but if you look closely in the absolute
  1347. 49:22sense these things don't really exist
  1348. 49:27as i have often said before we were
  1349. 49:29laymen now we are monks
  1350. 49:31we lived within the convention of laymen
  1351. 49:34now we live within the convention of
  1352. 49:36monk
  1353. 49:37we are monks by convention not monks
  1354. 49:40through liberation
  1355. 49:42in the beginning we established
  1356. 49:43conventions like this but if a person
  1357. 49:46merely ordains this doesn't mean he
  1358. 49:48overcomes his defilements
  1359. 49:50if we take a handful of sand and agree
  1360. 49:53to call it salt
  1361. 49:54does this make it salt
  1362. 49:57it's salt
  1363. 49:59but only in name not in reality
  1364. 50:02you couldn't use it to cook with
  1365. 50:04its only use is within the realm of that
  1366. 50:07agreement
  1367. 50:08because there's really no salt there
  1368. 50:10only sand it becomes salt only through
  1369. 50:14our supposing it to be so
  1370. 50:18this word liberation is itself just a
  1371. 50:20convention but it refers to that which
  1372. 50:23is beyond conventions
  1373. 50:26achieved freedom having reached
  1374. 50:27liberation we still have to use
  1375. 50:29convention in order to refer to it as
  1376. 50:32liberation
  1377. 50:34if we didn't have convention we couldn't
  1378. 50:36communicate so it does have its
  1379. 50:38use for example people have different
  1380. 50:41names
  1381. 50:42but they're all people just the same
  1382. 50:45if we didn't have names to differentiate
  1383. 50:46between each other and we wanted to call
  1384. 50:48out to somebody standing in a crowd
  1385. 50:50saying hey person person
  1386. 50:52that would be useless
  1387. 50:54you couldn't say who would answer you
  1388. 50:56because they're all person
  1389. 50:58but if you called hey john then john
  1390. 51:01would respond and the others wouldn't
  1391. 51:03names fulfill justice need
  1392. 51:06through them we can communicate they
  1393. 51:08provide the basis for social behavior
  1394. 51:12so you should know both convention and
  1395. 51:14liberation
  1396. 51:16conventions have a use but in reality
  1397. 51:18there really isn't anything
  1398. 51:20there even people are non-existent
  1399. 51:24they are merely groups of elements born
  1400. 51:26of causal conditions growing dependent
  1401. 51:28on conditions existing for a while then
  1402. 51:31disappearing in a natural way
  1403. 51:34no one can oppose or control it
  1404. 51:37but without conventions we would have
  1405. 51:39nothing to say we'd have no names no
  1406. 51:42practice no work
  1407. 51:45rules and conventions are established to
  1408. 51:47give us a language to make things
  1409. 51:49convenient and that's all
  1410. 51:52take money for example
  1411. 51:54in olden times there weren't any coins
  1412. 51:56or notes they had no value
  1413. 51:59people used to barter goods
  1414. 52:01those things were difficult to keep so
  1415. 52:03they created money using coins and notes
  1416. 52:08perhaps in the future we'll have a new
  1417. 52:09king decree that we don't have to use
  1418. 52:11paper money we should use wax melting it
  1419. 52:14down and pressing it into lumps
  1420. 52:16we'll say this is money and use it
  1421. 52:18throughout the country
  1422. 52:20let alone wax they might even decide to
  1423. 52:22make chicken dung the local currency
  1424. 52:25all the other things can't be money just
  1425. 52:27chicken dung
  1426. 52:28then people would fight and kill each
  1427. 52:30other over chicken dung
  1428. 52:33this is the way it is
  1429. 52:35you could use many examples to
  1430. 52:36illustrate convention
  1431. 52:38what we use for money is simply a
  1432. 52:41convention that we have set that we have
  1433. 52:43set up
  1434. 52:44it has its use within that convention
  1435. 52:47having decreed it to be money it becomes
  1436. 52:49money
  1437. 52:50but in reality what is money
  1438. 52:54nobody can say
  1439. 52:56when there's a popular agreement about
  1440. 52:57something then a convention comes about
  1441. 52:59to fulfill the need
  1442. 53:01the world is just this
  1443. 53:05this is convention but to get ordinary
  1444. 53:07people to understand liberation is
  1445. 53:09really difficult
  1446. 53:11our money
  1447. 53:12our house our family our children our
  1448. 53:15relatives are all simply conventions
  1449. 53:17that we've invented but really seen in
  1450. 53:20the light of dhamma they don't belong to
  1451. 53:22us
  1452. 53:24maybe if we hear this we don't feel so
  1453. 53:26good but reality is like that
  1454. 53:29these things have value only through the
  1455. 53:31established conventions
  1456. 53:33if we establish that it doesn't have
  1457. 53:35value then it doesn't have value
  1458. 53:38if we establish that it has value then
  1459. 53:41it has value
  1460. 53:43this is the way it is
  1461. 53:45we bring convention into the world to
  1462. 53:47fulfill a need
  1463. 53:50even this body is not really ours we
  1464. 53:52just suppose it to be so
  1465. 53:54it's truly just an assumption on our
  1466. 53:56part
  1467. 53:58if you try to find a real substantial
  1468. 54:00self within it you can't
  1469. 54:03there are many elements which are born
  1470. 54:05continue for a while and then die
  1471. 54:07everything is like this there's no tree
  1472. 54:11a real true substance to it
  1473. 54:14but it's proper that we use it
  1474. 54:16it's like a cup
  1475. 54:18at some time that cup must break
  1476. 54:20but while it's there you should use it
  1477. 54:22and look after it well it's a tool for
  1478. 54:24your use
  1479. 54:26if it breaks there's trouble
  1480. 54:28so even though it must break you should
  1481. 54:30try your utmost to preserve it
  1482. 54:33and so we have the four supports these
  1483. 54:35are robes arms food lodgings and
  1484. 54:37medicines to which the buddha taught
  1485. 54:39again and again to contemplate
  1486. 54:43they are the supports on which a monk
  1487. 54:44depends to continue his practice
  1488. 54:47as long as you live you must depend on
  1489. 54:48them but you should understand them
  1490. 54:51don't cling to them giving rise to
  1491. 54:53craving in your mind
  1492. 54:55convention and liberation are
  1493. 54:57continually related like this
  1494. 54:59even though we use convention don't
  1495. 55:01place your trust in it as being the
  1496. 55:02truth
  1497. 55:04if you cling to it suffering will arise
  1498. 55:07the case of right and wrong is a good
  1499. 55:08example
  1500. 55:10some people see wrong as being right and
  1501. 55:12right as being wrong
  1502. 55:14but in the end
  1503. 55:15who really knows what is right and what
  1504. 55:17is wrong
  1505. 55:18we don't know
  1506. 55:20different people establish different
  1507. 55:21conventions about what's right and
  1508. 55:23what's wrong but the buddha took
  1509. 55:24suffering as his guideline
  1510. 55:27if you want to argue about it there's no
  1511. 55:29end to it
  1512. 55:31one says right another says wrong one
  1513. 55:33says wrong another says right
  1514. 55:36in truth we don't really know right and
  1515. 55:38wrong at all but at a useful practical
  1516. 55:41level we can say that right is not to
  1517. 55:44harm oneself and not to harm others
  1518. 55:47this way fulfills a constructive purpose
  1519. 55:49for us
  1520. 55:52after all rules conventions and
  1521. 55:54liberation are simply dumbers
  1522. 55:56one is higher than the other but they go
  1523. 55:58hand in hand
  1524. 56:00there's no way that we can guarantee
  1525. 56:02that anything is definitely like this or
  1526. 56:04like that
  1527. 56:05so the buddha said to just leave it be
  1528. 56:08leave it be as uncertain
  1529. 56:11however much you like it or dislike it
  1530. 56:13you should understand it is uncertain
  1531. 56:17regardless of time and place
  1532. 56:19the whole practice of dhamma comes to
  1533. 56:21completion at the place where there is
  1534. 56:23nothing
  1535. 56:24it's the place of surrender of emptiness
  1536. 56:27of laying down the burden this is the
  1537. 56:30finish
  1538. 56:31it's not like the person who says
  1539. 56:33why is the flag flattering in the wind i
  1540. 56:36say it's because of the wind
  1541. 56:38another person says it's because of the
  1542. 56:40flag
  1543. 56:41the other retorts is because of the wind
  1544. 56:44there's no end to this
  1545. 56:46the same as the old riddle which came
  1546. 56:48first the chicken or the egg
  1547. 56:50there's no way to reach a conclusion
  1548. 56:53this is just nature
  1549. 56:56all these things we say are merely
  1550. 56:58conventions
  1551. 56:59we establish them ourselves
  1552. 57:01if you know these things with wisdom
  1553. 57:03then you'll know impermanence suffering
  1554. 57:05and not self
  1555. 57:07this is the outlook which leads to
  1556. 57:09enlightenment
  1557. 57:11training and teaching people with
  1558. 57:13varying levels of understanding is
  1559. 57:14really difficult
  1560. 57:16some people have certain ideas
  1561. 57:19you tell them something and they don't
  1562. 57:20believe you
  1563. 57:22you tell them the truth and they say
  1564. 57:23it's not true
  1565. 57:25i'm right you're wrong
  1566. 57:27there's no end to this
  1567. 57:29if you don't let go there will be
  1568. 57:31suffering
  1569. 57:32i've told you before about the four men
  1570. 57:34who go into the forest
  1571. 57:36they hear a chicken
  1572. 57:38crowing one of them wonders
  1573. 57:41is that a rooster or a hen
  1574. 57:44three of them say together it's a hen
  1575. 57:47but the other doesn't agree he insists
  1576. 57:49he's a rooster how could i hang crow
  1577. 57:51like that he asks they retal well it has
  1578. 57:55a mouth hasn't it
  1579. 57:57they argue and argue till the tears fall
  1580. 57:59really getting upset over it but in the
  1581. 58:01end they're all wrong
  1582. 58:03whether you say a hen or a rooster
  1583. 58:05they're only names
  1584. 58:07we establish these conventions saying a
  1585. 58:09rooster is like this a hen is like that
  1586. 58:12a rooster cries like this a hen cries
  1587. 58:15like that
  1588. 58:16and this is how he gets stuck in the
  1589. 58:17world
  1590. 58:19remember this
  1591. 58:21actually if you just say that really
  1592. 58:23there's no hand and no rooster then
  1593. 58:25that's the end of it
  1594. 58:28in the field of conventional reality one
  1595. 58:30side is right and the other side is
  1596. 58:32wrong but there will never be a complete
  1597. 58:34agreement
  1598. 58:36arguing till the tears
  1599. 58:38arguing till the tears fall has no use
  1600. 58:43the buddha taught not to cling
  1601. 58:45how do we practice non-clinging
  1602. 58:47we practice simply by giving up clinging
  1603. 58:50but this non-clinging is very difficult
  1604. 58:52to understand
  1605. 58:53it takes keen wisdom to investigate and
  1606. 58:55penetrate this
  1607. 58:57to really achieve non-clinging
  1608. 59:00when you think about it whether people
  1609. 59:02are happy or sad content or discontent
  1610. 59:05doesn't depend on their having little or
  1611. 59:06having much it depends on wisdom
  1612. 59:10all distress can be transcended only
  1613. 59:13through wisdom
  1614. 59:14through seeing the truth of things
  1615. 59:18so the buddha exhorted us to investigate
  1616. 59:21to contemplate
  1617. 59:23this contemplation means simply to try
  1618. 59:26to solve these problems correctly
  1619. 59:28this is our practice
  1620. 59:30like birth old age sickness and death
  1621. 59:33they are the most natural and common of
  1622. 59:34occurrences
  1623. 59:36the buddha taught to contemplate birth
  1624. 59:39old age sickness and death but some
  1625. 59:41people don't understand this
  1626. 59:43what's that a contemplate they say
  1627. 59:46they're born but they don't know birth
  1628. 59:49they will die
  1629. 59:50but they don't know death
  1630. 59:53a person who investigates these things
  1631. 59:55repeatedly will see
  1632. 59:57having seen he will gradually solve his
  1633. 59:59problems
  1634. 1:00:01even if he still has clinging if he has
  1635. 1:00:03wisdom and sees that old age sickness
  1636. 1:00:05and death are the way of nature he'll be
  1637. 1:00:07able to relieve suffering
  1638. 1:00:09we study the dharma simply for this
  1639. 1:00:12to cure suffering
  1640. 1:00:16there isn't really much as the basis of
  1641. 1:00:17buddhism
  1642. 1:00:19there's just the birth and death of
  1643. 1:00:20suffering
  1644. 1:00:21and this the buddha called the truth
  1645. 1:00:24birth is suffering old age is suffering
  1646. 1:00:26sickness is suffering death is suffering
  1647. 1:00:30people don't see this suffering as the
  1648. 1:00:31truth
  1649. 1:00:32if we know truth then we know suffering
  1650. 1:00:38this pride in personal opinions these
  1651. 1:00:40arguments they have no end
  1652. 1:00:43in order to put our minds at rest to
  1653. 1:00:45find peace we should contemplate our
  1654. 1:00:47past the present and the things which
  1655. 1:00:50are in store for us like birth old age
  1656. 1:00:52sickness and death
  1657. 1:00:55what can we do to avoid being plagued by
  1658. 1:00:57these things
  1659. 1:00:58even though we may still have a little
  1660. 1:01:00worry if we investigate until we know
  1661. 1:01:02according to the truth all suffering
  1662. 1:01:04will abate
  1663. 1:01:05because we will no longer cling to
  1664. 1:01:07things
  1665. 1:01:10this is the
  1666. 1:01:11fourth talk of this collection entitled
  1667. 1:01:15no abiding and this was first published
  1668. 1:01:18in a taste of freedom
  1669. 1:01:20and it was a talk given to the monks
  1670. 1:01:21novices and laypeople of what
  1671. 1:01:26during the reigns retreat of 1980
  1672. 1:01:29we hear some of the teachings and can't
  1673. 1:01:31really understand them
  1674. 1:01:33we think they shouldn't be the way they
  1675. 1:01:35are so we don't follow them
  1676. 1:01:36but really there's a reason to all the
  1677. 1:01:38teachings
  1678. 1:01:40maybe it seems that things shouldn't be
  1679. 1:01:42that way but they are
  1680. 1:01:44at first i didn't even believe in
  1681. 1:01:46sitting meditation i couldn't see what
  1682. 1:01:48was the use what user would be just to
  1683. 1:01:50sit with your eyes closed and walking
  1684. 1:01:52meditation
  1685. 1:01:53walking from this tree to that tree
  1686. 1:01:55turning around and walking back again
  1687. 1:01:57why bother i thought
  1688. 1:01:59what's the use of all that walking
  1689. 1:02:02i thought like that but actually walking
  1690. 1:02:04and sitting meditation are a great use
  1691. 1:02:09some people's tendencies cause them to
  1692. 1:02:10prefer walking meditation others prefer
  1693. 1:02:13sitting but you can't do without either
  1694. 1:02:15of them
  1695. 1:02:16the scriptures refer to the four
  1696. 1:02:18postures
  1697. 1:02:19standing walking sitting and lying down
  1698. 1:02:22we live with these four postures
  1699. 1:02:24we may prefer one to the other but we
  1700. 1:02:26must use all four
  1701. 1:02:29the scriptures say to make these four
  1702. 1:02:31postures even
  1703. 1:02:32to make the practice even in all
  1704. 1:02:34postures at first i couldn't figure out
  1705. 1:02:36what it meant to make them even
  1706. 1:02:39maybe it means we sleep for two hours
  1707. 1:02:40then stand for two hours and walk for
  1708. 1:02:42two hours maybe that's it
  1709. 1:02:45i tried it couldn't do it
  1710. 1:02:47it was impossible
  1711. 1:02:49that's not what it meant to make the
  1712. 1:02:51postures even
  1713. 1:02:53making the postures even refers to the
  1714. 1:02:55mind to our awareness
  1715. 1:02:57giving rise to wisdom in the mind to
  1716. 1:02:59illumine the mind
  1717. 1:03:02this wisdom of ours must be present in
  1718. 1:03:04all postures we must know or understand
  1719. 1:03:07constantly
  1720. 1:03:09standing walking sitting or lying down
  1721. 1:03:12we know all mental states is impermanent
  1722. 1:03:14unsatisfactory and not self
  1723. 1:03:16making the postures even in this way can
  1724. 1:03:18be done it is possible
  1725. 1:03:21whether like or dislike are present in
  1726. 1:03:22the mind we don't forget our practice
  1727. 1:03:25we are aware
  1728. 1:03:29if we just focus our attention on the
  1729. 1:03:30mind constantly
  1730. 1:03:32then we have the gist of the practice
  1731. 1:03:34whether we experience mental states
  1732. 1:03:36which the world knows is good or bad we
  1733. 1:03:38don't forget ourselves
  1734. 1:03:40we don't get lost in good or bad we just
  1735. 1:03:42go straight
  1736. 1:03:44making the postures constant in this way
  1737. 1:03:46is possible
  1738. 1:03:49if we have constancy in our practice
  1739. 1:03:51when we're praised then it simply prays
  1740. 1:03:53if we're blamed it's just blame
  1741. 1:03:56we don't get high or low over it we stay
  1742. 1:03:58right here
  1743. 1:04:00why
  1744. 1:04:01because we see the danger in all those
  1745. 1:04:02things we see their results
  1746. 1:04:05we are constantly aware of the danger in
  1747. 1:04:07both praise and blame
  1748. 1:04:09normally if we have a good mood the mind
  1749. 1:04:12is good also
  1750. 1:04:13we see them as the same thing
  1751. 1:04:16if we have a bad mood the mind goes bad
  1752. 1:04:18as well we don't like it
  1753. 1:04:20this is the way it is
  1754. 1:04:21this is uneven practice
  1755. 1:04:25if we have constancy just to the extent
  1756. 1:04:27of knowing our moods
  1757. 1:04:29and knowing we're clinging to them this
  1758. 1:04:31is better already
  1759. 1:04:33that is we have awareness
  1760. 1:04:35we know what's going on but we still
  1761. 1:04:37can't let go
  1762. 1:04:39we see ourselves clinging to good and
  1763. 1:04:40bad and we know it
  1764. 1:04:42we cling to good and we know it's not
  1765. 1:04:44right practice but still we can't let go
  1766. 1:04:48this is fifty to seventy percent of the
  1767. 1:04:50practice already
  1768. 1:04:52there still isn't release but we know
  1769. 1:04:55that if we could let go that would be
  1770. 1:04:57the way to peace
  1771. 1:04:59we keep seeing the equally harmful
  1772. 1:05:00consequences of all our likes and
  1773. 1:05:02dislikes of praise and blame
  1774. 1:05:04continuously
  1775. 1:05:06whatever the conditions may be the mind
  1776. 1:05:08is constant in this way
  1777. 1:05:12but if worldly people get blamed or
  1778. 1:05:13criticized they get really upset
  1779. 1:05:16if they get praised it cheers them up
  1780. 1:05:19they say it's good and get really happy
  1781. 1:05:21over it
  1782. 1:05:22if we know the truth of our various
  1783. 1:05:24moods
  1784. 1:05:25if we know the consequences of clinging
  1785. 1:05:27to praise and blame the danger of
  1786. 1:05:29clinging to anything at all we will
  1787. 1:05:31become sensitive to our moods
  1788. 1:05:33we will know that clinging to them
  1789. 1:05:35really causes suffering
  1790. 1:05:37we see the suffering and we see our very
  1791. 1:05:39clinging as the cause of that suffering
  1792. 1:05:42we begin to see the consequences of
  1793. 1:05:44grabbing and clinging to good and bad
  1794. 1:05:46because we grasped them and seen the
  1795. 1:05:48result before
  1796. 1:05:49no real happiness
  1797. 1:05:51so now we look for the way to let go
  1798. 1:05:56where is this way to let go
  1799. 1:05:59in buddhism we say don't cling to
  1800. 1:06:01anything
  1801. 1:06:02we never stop hearing about this don't
  1802. 1:06:04cling to anything
  1803. 1:06:05this means to hold
  1804. 1:06:07but not to cling
  1805. 1:06:08like this flashlight
  1806. 1:06:10we think what is this so we pick it up
  1807. 1:06:13oh it's a flashlight then we put it down
  1808. 1:06:16again
  1809. 1:06:17we hold things in this way
  1810. 1:06:20if we didn't hold anything at all what
  1811. 1:06:22could we do
  1812. 1:06:23we couldn't do walking meditation or do
  1813. 1:06:25anything so we must hold things first
  1814. 1:06:28it's wanting yes that's true but later
  1815. 1:06:31on it leads to bharami
  1816. 1:06:32virtue or perfection
  1817. 1:06:34like wanting to come here for instance
  1818. 1:06:37venerable jaguar came to wat papong he
  1819. 1:06:39had to want to come here first
  1820. 1:06:41if he hadn't felt that he wanted to come
  1821. 1:06:43he wouldn't have come
  1822. 1:06:45for anybody it's the same they come here
  1823. 1:06:48because of wanting
  1824. 1:06:50but when wanting arises don't cling to
  1825. 1:06:52it
  1826. 1:06:53so you come and then you go back
  1827. 1:06:55what is this we pick it up look at it
  1828. 1:06:57and see oh it's a flashlight then we put
  1829. 1:07:00it down
  1830. 1:07:02this is called holding but not clinging
  1831. 1:07:06we let go
  1832. 1:07:08we know
  1833. 1:07:09and then we let go
  1834. 1:07:11to put it simply we say just this no
  1835. 1:07:14then let go
  1836. 1:07:15keep looking and letting go
  1837. 1:07:18this they say is good this they say is
  1838. 1:07:20not good
  1839. 1:07:21no and then let go
  1840. 1:07:23good and bad we know it all but we let
  1841. 1:07:25it go
  1842. 1:07:27we don't foolishly cling to things but
  1843. 1:07:29we hold them with wisdom
  1844. 1:07:32practicing in this posture can be
  1845. 1:07:34constant
  1846. 1:07:35you must be constant like this
  1847. 1:07:37make the mind know in this way
  1848. 1:07:40let wisdom arise
  1849. 1:07:41when the mind has wisdom what else is
  1850. 1:07:44there to look for
  1851. 1:07:47we should reflect on what we're doing
  1852. 1:07:48here for a reason we are living here
  1853. 1:07:52what are we working for
  1854. 1:07:54in the world they work for this or that
  1855. 1:07:57reward
  1856. 1:07:58but the monks teach something a little
  1857. 1:07:59deeper than that
  1858. 1:08:01whatever we do we ask for no return
  1859. 1:08:04we work for no reward
  1860. 1:08:07worldly people work because they want
  1861. 1:08:08this or that because they want some gain
  1862. 1:08:10or other
  1863. 1:08:12but the buddha taught to work just in
  1864. 1:08:14order to work
  1865. 1:08:15we don't ask for anything beyond that
  1866. 1:08:19if you do something just to get some
  1867. 1:08:20return
  1868. 1:08:22it'll cause suffering
  1869. 1:08:23try it out for yourself
  1870. 1:08:25you want to make your mind peaceful so
  1871. 1:08:27you sit down and try to make it peaceful
  1872. 1:08:29you'll suffer try it
  1873. 1:08:32our way is more refined we do and then
  1874. 1:08:35we let go
  1875. 1:08:36do and then let go
  1876. 1:08:40look at the brahmin who makes a
  1877. 1:08:41sacrifice he has some desire in mind so
  1878. 1:08:43he makes a sacrifice
  1879. 1:08:45those actions of his won't help him
  1880. 1:08:47transcend suffering because he's acting
  1881. 1:08:49on desire
  1882. 1:08:51in the beginning we practice with some
  1883. 1:08:53desire in mind
  1884. 1:08:55we practice on and on but we don't
  1885. 1:08:56attain our desire
  1886. 1:08:58so we practice until we reach a point
  1887. 1:09:00where we're practicing for no return
  1888. 1:09:02we're practicing in order to let go
  1889. 1:09:07this is something we must see for
  1890. 1:09:08ourselves it's very deep
  1891. 1:09:11maybe we practice because we want to go
  1892. 1:09:12to nirvana
  1893. 1:09:14right there you won't get to nibana
  1894. 1:09:17it's natural to want peace but it's not
  1895. 1:09:19really correct
  1896. 1:09:21we must practice without wanting
  1897. 1:09:23anything at all
  1898. 1:09:24if we don't want anything at all what do
  1899. 1:09:26we get
  1900. 1:09:27we don't get anything
  1901. 1:09:29whatever you get is a cause of suffering
  1902. 1:09:32so we practice not getting anything
  1903. 1:09:36just this is called making the mind
  1904. 1:09:38empty
  1905. 1:09:39it's empty but there is still doing
  1906. 1:09:42this emptiness is something people don't
  1907. 1:09:44usually understand
  1908. 1:09:46only those who reach it see the real
  1909. 1:09:47value of it
  1910. 1:09:49it's not the emptiness of not having
  1911. 1:09:51anything
  1912. 1:09:52it's emptiness within the things that
  1913. 1:09:54are here
  1914. 1:09:55like this flashlight we should see this
  1915. 1:09:57flashlight as empty
  1916. 1:10:00because of the flashlight there is
  1917. 1:10:02emptiness
  1918. 1:10:04it's not the emptiness where we can't
  1919. 1:10:05see anything it's not like that
  1920. 1:10:08people who understand like that have got
  1921. 1:10:10it all wrong
  1922. 1:10:11you must understand emptiness within the
  1923. 1:10:13things that are here
  1924. 1:10:18those who are still practicing because
  1925. 1:10:19they have some gaining idea are like the
  1926. 1:10:21brahmin making a sacrifice just to
  1927. 1:10:23fulfill some wish
  1928. 1:10:25like the people who come to see me to be
  1929. 1:10:27sprinkled with holy water
  1930. 1:10:29when i ask them why do you want this
  1931. 1:10:30holy water they say we want to live
  1932. 1:10:33happily and comfortably and not get sick
  1933. 1:10:35there they'll never transcend suffering
  1934. 1:10:38that way
  1935. 1:10:41the worldly way is to do things for a
  1936. 1:10:43reason to get some return
  1937. 1:10:46but in buddhism we do things without the
  1938. 1:10:48idea of gaining anything
  1939. 1:10:50the world has to understand things in
  1940. 1:10:52terms of cause and effect but the buddha
  1941. 1:10:54teaches us to go above and beyond cause
  1942. 1:10:56and effect his wisdom was to go above
  1943. 1:10:59cause
  1944. 1:11:00beyond effect
  1945. 1:11:02to go above birth and beyond death
  1946. 1:11:05to go above happiness and beyond
  1947. 1:11:07suffering
  1948. 1:11:10think about it there's nowhere to stay
  1949. 1:11:14we people live in a home
  1950. 1:11:17to leave home and go where there is no
  1951. 1:11:19home we don't know how to do that
  1952. 1:11:21because we've always lived with becoming
  1953. 1:11:23with clinging
  1954. 1:11:24if we can't clean we don't know what to
  1955. 1:11:26do
  1956. 1:11:28so most people don't want to go to
  1957. 1:11:30nirvana
  1958. 1:11:32there's nothing there
  1959. 1:11:33nothing at all
  1960. 1:11:36look at the roof and floor here
  1961. 1:11:38the upper extreme is the roof that's an
  1962. 1:11:40abiding
  1963. 1:11:42the lower extreme is the floor and
  1964. 1:11:44that's another abiding
  1965. 1:11:46but in the empty space between the floor
  1966. 1:11:48and the roof there's nowhere to stand
  1967. 1:11:51one could stand on the roof or stand on
  1968. 1:11:53the floor but not on that empty space
  1969. 1:11:56where there is no abiding that's where
  1970. 1:11:58there's emptiness
  1971. 1:11:59and nibana is this emptiness
  1972. 1:12:04people hear this and they back up a bit
  1973. 1:12:05they don't want to go
  1974. 1:12:07they're afraid they won't see their
  1975. 1:12:08children or relatives
  1976. 1:12:10this is why when we bless the lay people
  1977. 1:12:11we say may you have a long life beauty
  1978. 1:12:14happiness and strength
  1979. 1:12:16this makes them really happy sad who
  1980. 1:12:19they all say
  1981. 1:12:20they like these things if you start
  1982. 1:12:22talking about emptiness they don't want
  1983. 1:12:24it
  1984. 1:12:25they're attached to abiding
  1985. 1:12:29but have you ever seen a very old person
  1986. 1:12:31with a beautiful complexion
  1987. 1:12:33have you ever seen an old an old person
  1988. 1:12:35with a lot of strength or a lot of
  1989. 1:12:36happiness
  1990. 1:12:38no but we say long life beauty happiness
  1991. 1:12:41and strength and they're all really
  1992. 1:12:42pleased every single one says
  1993. 1:12:47this is like the brahmin who makes
  1994. 1:12:48oblations to achieve some wish
  1995. 1:12:52in our practice we don't make oblations
  1996. 1:12:54we don't practice in order to get some
  1997. 1:12:56return
  1998. 1:12:57we don't want anything
  1999. 1:13:00if we want something then there is still
  2000. 1:13:02something there
  2001. 1:13:03just to make the mind peaceful and have
  2002. 1:13:05done just make the mind peaceful and
  2003. 1:13:07have done with it
  2004. 1:13:09but if i talk like this you may not be
  2005. 1:13:11very comfortable because you want to be
  2006. 1:13:13born again
  2007. 1:13:16all you lay practitioners should get
  2008. 1:13:18close to the monks to see their practice
  2009. 1:13:21to be close to the monks means to be
  2010. 1:13:23close to the buddha to be close to his
  2011. 1:13:25dumber
  2012. 1:13:26the buddha said ananda practice a lot
  2013. 1:13:29develop your practice
  2014. 1:13:31whoever sees the dhamma sees me and
  2015. 1:13:33whoever sees me sees the dhamma
  2016. 1:13:37where is the buddha
  2017. 1:13:39we may think the buddha has been and
  2018. 1:13:41gone
  2019. 1:13:42but the buddha is the dhamma the truth
  2020. 1:13:45some people like to say oh if i been
  2021. 1:13:47born in the time of the buddha i would
  2022. 1:13:49have gone to nibana
  2023. 1:13:51here stupid people talk like this
  2024. 1:13:54the buddha is still here
  2025. 1:13:56the buddha is truth
  2026. 1:13:58regardless of whoever is born or dies
  2027. 1:14:01the truth is still here
  2028. 1:14:03the truth never departs from the world
  2029. 1:14:05it's there all the time
  2030. 1:14:07whether a buddha is born or not whether
  2031. 1:14:09someone knows it or not the truth is
  2032. 1:14:11still there
  2033. 1:14:13we should get close to the buddha we
  2034. 1:14:15should come within and find the dhamma
  2035. 1:14:18when we reach the dhamma we will reach
  2036. 1:14:20the buddha
  2037. 1:14:21seeing the dhamma we will see the buddha
  2038. 1:14:23and all doubts will dissolve
  2039. 1:14:26to give a comparison it's like teacher
  2040. 1:14:28chu
  2041. 1:14:30at first he wasn't a teacher he was just
  2042. 1:14:32mr chu
  2043. 1:14:33when he studied and passed the necessary
  2044. 1:14:35grades he became a teacher and became
  2045. 1:14:37known as teacher chu
  2046. 1:14:39how did he become a teacher through
  2047. 1:14:42studying the required subjects thus
  2048. 1:14:44allowing mr chew to become teacher chew
  2049. 1:14:47when teacher chew dies the study to
  2050. 1:14:49become a teacher still remains and
  2051. 1:14:51whoever studies it will become a teacher
  2052. 1:14:54that of study to become a teacher
  2053. 1:14:56doesn't disappear anywhere
  2054. 1:14:58just like the truth the knowing of which
  2055. 1:15:00enabled the buddha to become the buddha
  2056. 1:15:03so
  2057. 1:15:04the buddha is still here
  2058. 1:15:06whoever practices and sees the dhamma
  2059. 1:15:08sees the buddha these days people have
  2060. 1:15:10got it all wrong they don't know where
  2061. 1:15:12the buddha is
  2062. 1:15:14they say if i'd been born in the time of
  2063. 1:15:16the buddha i would have become a
  2064. 1:15:17disciple of his and become enlightened
  2065. 1:15:20that's just foolishness
  2066. 1:15:23don't go thinking at the end of the
  2067. 1:15:24reigns retreat you'll disrobe don't
  2068. 1:15:26think like that
  2069. 1:15:28in an instant an evil thought can arise
  2070. 1:15:29in the mind you could kill somebody in
  2071. 1:15:31the same way it only takes a split
  2072. 1:15:33second for good to flash into the mind
  2073. 1:15:35and you're there already
  2074. 1:15:38and don't think that you have to ordain
  2075. 1:15:39for a long time to be able to meditate
  2076. 1:15:42the right practice lies in the instant
  2077. 1:15:44we make kamma
  2078. 1:15:45in a flash an evil thought arises and
  2079. 1:15:47before you know you've committed some
  2080. 1:15:48heavy kama
  2081. 1:15:50in the same way all the disciples of the
  2082. 1:15:52buddha practiced for a long time but the
  2083. 1:15:54time they attained enlightenment was
  2084. 1:15:56merely one thought moment
  2085. 1:15:58so don't be heedless even in minor
  2086. 1:16:00things
  2087. 1:16:02try hard try to get close to the monks
  2088. 1:16:04contemplate things and then you'll know
  2089. 1:16:06about monks
  2090. 1:16:08well
  2091. 1:16:08that's enough huh
  2092. 1:16:10must be getting late now
  2093. 1:16:11some people are getting sleepy
  2094. 1:16:13the buddha said not to teach dhamma to
  2095. 1:16:15sleepy people
  2096. 1:16:19okay well
  2097. 1:16:21this is uh
  2098. 1:16:23talk number five called evening sitting
  2099. 1:16:27and uh
  2100. 1:16:28this was originally
  2101. 1:16:30published in
  2102. 1:16:31uh the book the path to peace and
  2103. 1:16:33there's no
  2104. 1:16:35information about what year or what
  2105. 1:16:37situation was that it was given in
  2106. 1:16:41i would like to ask you about your
  2107. 1:16:42practice
  2108. 1:16:44you have all been practicing meditation
  2109. 1:16:46here
  2110. 1:16:47but are you sure about the practice yet
  2111. 1:16:50ask yourselves are you confident about
  2112. 1:16:52the practice yet
  2113. 1:16:55these days there are all sorts of
  2114. 1:16:56meditation teachers around both monks
  2115. 1:16:58and lay teachers and i'm afraid it'll
  2116. 1:17:00cause you to be full of doubts and
  2117. 1:17:01uncertainty about what you're doing
  2118. 1:17:04this is why i'm asking
  2119. 1:17:07as far as buddhist practice is concerned
  2120. 1:17:09there is really nothing greater or
  2121. 1:17:11higher than these teachings of the
  2122. 1:17:12buddha which you've been practicing with
  2123. 1:17:14here
  2124. 1:17:15if you have a clear understanding of
  2125. 1:17:17them it'll give rise to an absolutely
  2126. 1:17:19firm and unwavering peace in your heart
  2127. 1:17:21and mind
  2128. 1:17:24making the mind peaceful is known as
  2129. 1:17:27practicing meditation or practicing
  2130. 1:17:29samadhi
  2131. 1:17:31the mind is something which is extremely
  2132. 1:17:33changeable and unreliable
  2133. 1:17:35observing from your practice so far have
  2134. 1:17:38you seen this yet
  2135. 1:17:40some days you practice sitting
  2136. 1:17:41meditation and in no time at all the
  2137. 1:17:44mind is calm
  2138. 1:17:45other days you sit and whatever you do
  2139. 1:17:47there's no calm
  2140. 1:17:49the mind constantly struggles to get
  2141. 1:17:50away until eventually it does
  2142. 1:17:54some days it goes well some days it's
  2143. 1:17:56awful this is the way the mind displays
  2144. 1:17:59these different conditions for you to
  2145. 1:18:00see
  2146. 1:18:02you must understand
  2147. 1:18:04that the eight factors of the noble
  2148. 1:18:06eightfold path merge in sila samadhi and
  2149. 1:18:09banya
  2150. 1:18:10they don't come together anywhere else
  2151. 1:18:12this means that when you bring the
  2152. 1:18:14factors of your practice together there
  2153. 1:18:16must be sila
  2154. 1:18:17there must be samadhi and there must be
  2155. 1:18:19panya present together in the mind
  2156. 1:18:23it means that in practicing meditation
  2157. 1:18:24right here and now you are creating the
  2158. 1:18:27causes for the path to arise in a very
  2159. 1:18:29direct way
  2160. 1:18:33in sitting meditation you're taught to
  2161. 1:18:35close your eyes so that you don't spend
  2162. 1:18:36your time looking at different things
  2163. 1:18:39this is because the buddha was teaching
  2164. 1:18:41that you should know your own mind
  2165. 1:18:43observe the mind
  2166. 1:18:45if you close your eyes your attention
  2167. 1:18:47will naturally be turned inwards towards
  2168. 1:18:49the mind
  2169. 1:18:50the source of many different kinds of
  2170. 1:18:52knowledge
  2171. 1:18:53this is a way of training the mind to
  2172. 1:18:55give rise to samadhi
  2173. 1:18:58once sitting with the eyes closed
  2174. 1:19:00establish awareness with the breath
  2175. 1:19:03make awareness of the breath more
  2176. 1:19:04important than anything else
  2177. 1:19:06this means you bring awareness to follow
  2178. 1:19:08the breath and by keeping with it you
  2179. 1:19:10will know that place which is the focal
  2180. 1:19:12point of sati
  2181. 1:19:14the focal point of the knowing and the
  2182. 1:19:16focal point of the mind's awareness
  2183. 1:19:19whenever these factors of the path are
  2184. 1:19:21working together
  2185. 1:19:22you'll be able to watch and see your
  2186. 1:19:24breath feelings mind and aramana as they
  2187. 1:19:27are in the present moment
  2188. 1:19:29ultimately you will know that place
  2189. 1:19:31which is both the focal point of samadhi
  2190. 1:19:33and the unification point of the path
  2191. 1:19:35factors
  2192. 1:19:38aromana means simply a mental object
  2193. 1:19:43when developing samadhi fix attention on
  2194. 1:19:46the breath and imagine that you are
  2195. 1:19:47sitting alone with absolutely no other
  2196. 1:19:49people and nothing else around to bother
  2197. 1:19:51you
  2198. 1:19:53develop this perception in the mind
  2199. 1:19:55sustaining it until the mind completely
  2200. 1:19:57lets go of the world outside and all
  2201. 1:19:59that's left is simply the knowing of the
  2202. 1:20:01breath entering and leaving the mind
  2203. 1:20:04must set aside the external world
  2204. 1:20:07don't allow yourself to start thinking
  2205. 1:20:08about this person who's sitting over
  2206. 1:20:09here or that person is sitting over
  2207. 1:20:11there
  2208. 1:20:12don't give space to any thoughts that
  2209. 1:20:14will give rise to confusion or agitation
  2210. 1:20:16in the mind it's better to throw them
  2211. 1:20:19out and be done with them
  2212. 1:20:21there is no one else here you're sitting
  2213. 1:20:23all alone
  2214. 1:20:26develop this perception until all the
  2215. 1:20:27other memories perceptions and thoughts
  2216. 1:20:30concerning other people and things
  2217. 1:20:31subside
  2218. 1:20:33and you're no longer doubting or
  2219. 1:20:34wondering about the other people or
  2220. 1:20:36things around you
  2221. 1:20:38then you can fix your attention solely
  2222. 1:20:39on the in-breaths and out-breaths
  2223. 1:20:42breathe normally
  2224. 1:20:44allow the in-breaths and the out-breaths
  2225. 1:20:45to continue to continue naturally
  2226. 1:20:47without forcing them to be longer or
  2227. 1:20:49shorter stronger or weaker than normal
  2228. 1:20:52allow the breath to continue in a state
  2229. 1:20:54of normality and balance
  2230. 1:20:56and then sit and observe
  2231. 1:20:58observe it entering and leaving the body
  2232. 1:21:02once the mind has let go of external
  2233. 1:21:03mind objects it means you will no longer
  2234. 1:21:06feel disturbed by the sound of traffic
  2235. 1:21:08or other noises
  2236. 1:21:10you won't feel irritated with anything
  2237. 1:21:12outside
  2238. 1:21:13whether it's forms sounds or whatever
  2239. 1:21:15they won't be a source of disturbance
  2240. 1:21:17because the mind won't be paying
  2241. 1:21:19attention to them
  2242. 1:21:20it will become centered upon the breath
  2243. 1:21:23if the mind is agitated by different
  2244. 1:21:25things and you can't concentrate try
  2245. 1:21:27taking an extra deep breath until the
  2246. 1:21:29lungs are completely full
  2247. 1:21:31and then release all the air until
  2248. 1:21:33there's none left inside
  2249. 1:21:35do this several times then re-establish
  2250. 1:21:37awareness and continue to develop
  2251. 1:21:39concentration
  2252. 1:21:42re-established mindfulness it's normal
  2253. 1:21:44that for a period the mind will be calm
  2254. 1:21:47and then change and then it'll change
  2255. 1:21:49and become agitated again
  2256. 1:21:51when this happens make the mind firm
  2257. 1:21:53take another deep breath and
  2258. 1:21:54subsequently expel all the air from your
  2259. 1:21:56lungs
  2260. 1:21:58fill the lungs to capacity again for a
  2261. 1:21:59moment and then re-establish mindfulness
  2262. 1:22:01on the breathing
  2263. 1:22:03fix satie on the in-breaths and the
  2264. 1:22:05out-breaths and continue to maintain
  2265. 1:22:07awareness in this
  2266. 1:22:08way the practice tends to be this way
  2267. 1:22:12so we'll have to take many sittings and
  2268. 1:22:13much effort before you become proficient
  2269. 1:22:16once you are the mind will let go of the
  2270. 1:22:18external world and remain undisturbed
  2271. 1:22:21mind objects from the outside will be
  2272. 1:22:23unable to penetrate inside and disturb
  2273. 1:22:25the mind itself
  2274. 1:22:26once they are unable to penetrate inside
  2275. 1:22:28you will see the mind
  2276. 1:22:31you will see the mind as one object of
  2277. 1:22:32awareness the breath as another and mind
  2278. 1:22:35objects as another they will all be
  2279. 1:22:37present
  2280. 1:22:38within the field of awareness centered
  2281. 1:22:41at the tip of your nose
  2282. 1:22:43once sati is firmly established with the
  2283. 1:22:45in-breaths and the out-breaths you can
  2284. 1:22:47continue to practice at your ease
  2285. 1:22:50as the mind becomes calm
  2286. 1:22:53the breath which was originally coarse
  2287. 1:22:55becomes correspondingly lighter and more
  2288. 1:22:57refined
  2289. 1:22:59the object of mind also becomes
  2290. 1:23:01increasingly subtle and refined
  2291. 1:23:03the body feels lighter and the mind
  2292. 1:23:05itself feels progressively lighter and
  2293. 1:23:07unburdened
  2294. 1:23:09the mind lets go of external mind
  2295. 1:23:11objects and you continue to observe
  2296. 1:23:13internally
  2297. 1:23:15from here onwards your awareness will be
  2298. 1:23:16turned away from the world outside and
  2299. 1:23:18be directed inwards to focus on the mind
  2300. 1:23:21once the mind is gathered together and
  2301. 1:23:23become concentrated maintain awareness
  2302. 1:23:25at that point where the mind becomes
  2303. 1:23:27focused
  2304. 1:23:29as you breathe you'll see the breath
  2305. 1:23:31clearly as it enters and leaves sati
  2306. 1:23:33will be sharp and awareness of mind
  2307. 1:23:35objects and mental activity will be
  2308. 1:23:37clearer
  2309. 1:23:38at that point you will see the
  2310. 1:23:39characteristics of sila samadhi and
  2311. 1:23:41panya and the way in which they merge
  2312. 1:23:43together
  2313. 1:23:45this is known as the unification of the
  2314. 1:23:47path factors once this unification
  2315. 1:23:49occurs your mind will be free from all
  2316. 1:23:51forms of agitation and confusion
  2317. 1:23:54it will become one pointed and this is
  2318. 1:23:56what is known as samadhi
  2319. 1:24:01when you focus attention in just one
  2320. 1:24:02place
  2321. 1:24:03in this case the breath
  2322. 1:24:05you gain a clarity and awareness because
  2323. 1:24:07of the uninterrupted presence of sati
  2324. 1:24:10as you continue to see the breath
  2325. 1:24:11clearly sati will become stronger and
  2326. 1:24:13the mind will become more sensitive in
  2327. 1:24:15many different ways
  2328. 1:24:17you will see the mind in the center of
  2329. 1:24:19that place the breath one pointed with
  2330. 1:24:21awareness focused inwards rather than
  2331. 1:24:24turning towards the world outside
  2332. 1:24:27the external world gradually disappears
  2333. 1:24:29from your awareness and the mind no
  2334. 1:24:31longer goes to perform any work on the
  2335. 1:24:33outside
  2336. 1:24:34it's as if you've come inside your house
  2337. 1:24:37where all your sense faculties have come
  2338. 1:24:39together to form one compact unit
  2339. 1:24:43you are at ease and the mind is free
  2340. 1:24:45from all external objects
  2341. 1:24:47awareness remains with the breath and
  2342. 1:24:49over time it will penetrate deeper and
  2343. 1:24:51deeper inside becoming progressively
  2344. 1:24:53more refined
  2345. 1:24:56ultimately awareness of the breath
  2346. 1:24:58becomes so refined that the sensations
  2347. 1:25:00of the breath seem to disappear
  2348. 1:25:02you could say either that awareness of
  2349. 1:25:04the sensation of the breath has
  2350. 1:25:06disappeared or that the breath itself
  2351. 1:25:08has disappeared
  2352. 1:25:10then there arises a new kind of
  2353. 1:25:12awareness
  2354. 1:25:13awareness that the breath has
  2355. 1:25:15disappeared
  2356. 1:25:16in other words awareness of the breath
  2357. 1:25:18becomes so refined that it's difficult
  2358. 1:25:20to define it
  2359. 1:25:22so it might be that you're just sitting
  2360. 1:25:24there and there's no breath really the
  2361. 1:25:27breath is still there but it has become
  2362. 1:25:29so refined that it seems to have
  2363. 1:25:31disappeared
  2364. 1:25:32why
  2365. 1:25:33because the mind is at its most refined
  2366. 1:25:35with a special kind of knowing
  2367. 1:25:38all that remains is the knowing even
  2368. 1:25:40though the breath has vanished the mind
  2369. 1:25:42is still concentrated with the knowledge
  2370. 1:25:44that the breath is not there
  2371. 1:25:46as you continue what should you take
  2372. 1:25:48that was the object of meditation
  2373. 1:25:50take this very knowing as the meditation
  2374. 1:25:52object
  2375. 1:25:53in other words the knowledge that there
  2376. 1:25:55is no breath and sustain this
  2377. 1:25:58you could say that a specific kind of
  2378. 1:26:00knowledge has been established in the
  2379. 1:26:02mind
  2380. 1:26:04at this point some people might have
  2381. 1:26:05doubts arising because it's here that
  2382. 1:26:07nimita or mental signs images or visions
  2383. 1:26:10that can arise in meditation these can
  2384. 1:26:13appear
  2385. 1:26:13these can be of many kinds including
  2386. 1:26:16both forms and sounds
  2387. 1:26:18it's here that all sorts of unexpected
  2388. 1:26:20things can arise in the course of the
  2389. 1:26:22practice
  2390. 1:26:23if nimita do arise some people have them
  2391. 1:26:26some people don't you must understand
  2392. 1:26:27them in accordance with the truth
  2393. 1:26:29don't doubt or allow yourself to become
  2394. 1:26:31alarmed
  2395. 1:26:34at this stage you should make the mind
  2396. 1:26:35unshakable in its concentration and be
  2397. 1:26:37especially mindful
  2398. 1:26:39some people become startled when they
  2399. 1:26:41notice that the breath has disappeared
  2400. 1:26:43because they're used to having the
  2401. 1:26:44breath there
  2402. 1:26:46when it appears that the breath is gone
  2403. 1:26:48you might panic or become afraid that
  2404. 1:26:50you're going to die
  2405. 1:26:52here you must establish the
  2406. 1:26:53understanding that it's just the nature
  2407. 1:26:55of the practice to progress in this way
  2408. 1:26:58what will you observe as the object of
  2409. 1:27:00meditation now
  2410. 1:27:02observe this feeling that there is no
  2411. 1:27:04breath and sustain it as the object of
  2412. 1:27:06awareness as you continue to meditate
  2413. 1:27:09the buddha described this as the firmest
  2414. 1:27:11most unshakeable form of samadhi
  2415. 1:27:14there is just one firm and unwavering
  2416. 1:27:17unwavering object of mind
  2417. 1:27:19when your practice of samadhi reaches
  2418. 1:27:20this point
  2419. 1:27:23there will be many unusual and refined
  2420. 1:27:24changes and transformations taking place
  2421. 1:27:26within the mind of which you can be
  2422. 1:27:28aware
  2423. 1:27:30the sensation of the body will feel at
  2424. 1:27:32its lightest or might even disappear
  2425. 1:27:33altogether
  2426. 1:27:35you might feel like you're floating in
  2427. 1:27:37mid-air or seem to be completely
  2428. 1:27:39weightless
  2429. 1:27:40it might be like you're in the middle of
  2430. 1:27:42space and wherever you direct your sense
  2431. 1:27:44faculties they don't seem to register
  2432. 1:27:45anything at all
  2433. 1:27:47even though you know the body is still
  2434. 1:27:48sitting there you experience complete
  2435. 1:27:50emptiness
  2436. 1:27:52this feeling of emptiness can be quite
  2437. 1:27:54strange
  2438. 1:27:56as you continue to practice understand
  2439. 1:27:59that there's nothing to worry about
  2440. 1:28:01establish this feeling of being relaxed
  2441. 1:28:03and unworried securely in the mind
  2442. 1:28:07once the mind is concentrated and one
  2443. 1:28:09pointed no mind object will be able to
  2444. 1:28:11penetrate or disturb it and you'll be
  2445. 1:28:13able to sit like this for as long as you
  2446. 1:28:15want
  2447. 1:28:16you'll be able to sustain concentration
  2448. 1:28:18without any feelings of pain and
  2449. 1:28:20discomfort
  2450. 1:28:22having developed samadhi to this level
  2451. 1:28:24you'll be able to enter or leave it at
  2452. 1:28:26will
  2453. 1:28:27when you do leave it it's at your ease
  2454. 1:28:29and convenience
  2455. 1:28:30you withdraw at your ease rather than
  2456. 1:28:33because you're feeling lazy or tired
  2457. 1:28:36you withdraw from samadhi because it's
  2458. 1:28:38the appropriate time to withdraw and you
  2459. 1:28:40come out of it at your own will
  2460. 1:28:44this is samadhi
  2461. 1:28:45you are relaxed at your ease
  2462. 1:28:47you enter and leave it without any
  2463. 1:28:49problems
  2464. 1:28:50the mind and heart are at ease
  2465. 1:28:53if you genuinely have samadhi like this
  2466. 1:28:55it means that sitting meditation and
  2467. 1:28:57entering samadhi for just 30 minutes or
  2468. 1:28:59an hour will enable you to remain cool
  2469. 1:29:01and peaceful for many days afterwards
  2470. 1:29:04experiencing the effects of samadhi like
  2471. 1:29:06this for several days has a purifying
  2472. 1:29:08effect on the mind
  2473. 1:29:10whatever you experience will become an
  2474. 1:29:12object for contemplation
  2475. 1:29:14this is where the practice really begins
  2476. 1:29:16it's the fruit which arises as samadhi
  2477. 1:29:19matures
  2478. 1:29:22samadhi performs the function of calming
  2479. 1:29:24the mind
  2480. 1:29:25samadhi performs one function sealer
  2481. 1:29:28performs one function and panya performs
  2482. 1:29:30another function
  2483. 1:29:32these characteristics which you're
  2484. 1:29:33focusing attention on and developing in
  2485. 1:29:35the practice are linked
  2486. 1:29:37forming a circle
  2487. 1:29:39this is the way they manifest in the
  2488. 1:29:40mind
  2489. 1:29:42silas
  2490. 1:29:43arise and mature from the same place
  2491. 1:29:46once the mind is calm it will become
  2492. 1:29:48progressively more restrained and
  2493. 1:29:50composed due to the presence of panya
  2494. 1:29:52and the power of samadhi
  2495. 1:29:56as the mind becomes more composed and
  2496. 1:29:58refined this gives rise to an energy
  2497. 1:30:00which acts to purify sila
  2498. 1:30:04greater purity of sila facilitates the
  2499. 1:30:07development of stronger and more refined
  2500. 1:30:08samadhi and this in turn supports the
  2501. 1:30:11maturing of panya
  2502. 1:30:13they assist each other in this way
  2503. 1:30:16each aspect of the practice acts as a
  2504. 1:30:17supporting factor for the other ones in
  2505. 1:30:20the end these terms become synonymous
  2506. 1:30:24as these three factors continue to
  2507. 1:30:25mature together they form one complete
  2508. 1:30:28circle
  2509. 1:30:29ultimately giving rise to magda the path
  2510. 1:30:32manga is a synthesis of these three
  2511. 1:30:35functions of the practice working
  2512. 1:30:36smoothly and consistently together
  2513. 1:30:40as you practice you have to preserve
  2514. 1:30:42this energy
  2515. 1:30:43it is the energy which will give rise to
  2516. 1:30:45vipassana or panya
  2517. 1:30:49having reached this stage where panyara
  2518. 1:30:51is already functioning in the mind
  2519. 1:30:52independent of whether the mind is
  2520. 1:30:54peaceful or not
  2521. 1:30:55panya will provide a consistent and
  2522. 1:30:57independent energy in the practice
  2523. 1:30:59you see that whenever the mind is not
  2524. 1:31:01peaceful you shouldn't attach
  2525. 1:31:03and even when it is peaceful you
  2526. 1:31:05shouldn't attach having let go of the
  2527. 1:31:07burden of such concerns the heart will
  2528. 1:31:09accordingly feel much lighter whether
  2529. 1:31:11you experience pleasant mind objects or
  2530. 1:31:13unpleasant mind objects you will remain
  2531. 1:31:15at ease
  2532. 1:31:16the mind will remain peaceful in this
  2533. 1:31:18way
  2534. 1:31:20another important thing to see is that
  2535. 1:31:22when you stop doing formal meditation
  2536. 1:31:24practice if there is no wisdom
  2537. 1:31:26functioning in the mind you will give up
  2538. 1:31:28the practice altogether without any
  2539. 1:31:30further contemplation development of
  2540. 1:31:32awareness or thought about the work
  2541. 1:31:34which has still to be done
  2542. 1:31:36in fact when you withdraw from samadhi
  2543. 1:31:38you know clearly in the mind that you
  2544. 1:31:39have withdrawn
  2545. 1:31:41having withdrawn you should continue to
  2546. 1:31:43conduct yourself in a normal manner
  2547. 1:31:45maintain mindfulness and awareness at
  2548. 1:31:47all times it isn't that you only
  2549. 1:31:49practice meditation in the sitting
  2550. 1:31:50posture
  2551. 1:31:52samadhi means the mind which is firm and
  2552. 1:31:54unwavering as you go about your daily
  2553. 1:31:56life make the mind firm and steady and
  2554. 1:31:58maintain the sense of steadiness as the
  2555. 1:32:00object of mind at all times
  2556. 1:32:04you must be practicing sati and
  2557. 1:32:05sampajanya continuously
  2558. 1:32:08san pagenya means self-awareness
  2559. 1:32:10self-recollection clear comprehension
  2560. 1:32:14after you get up from the formal sitting
  2561. 1:32:15practice and go about your business
  2562. 1:32:17walking riding in cars and so on
  2563. 1:32:20whenever your eyes see a form where your
  2564. 1:32:21ears hear a sound maintain awareness
  2565. 1:32:25as you experience mind objects which
  2566. 1:32:27give rise to liking and disliking try to
  2567. 1:32:29consistently maintain awareness of the
  2568. 1:32:31fact that such mental states are
  2569. 1:32:33impermanent and uncertain
  2570. 1:32:36in this way the mind will remain calm
  2571. 1:32:38and in a state of normality
  2572. 1:32:41as long as the mind is calm use it to
  2573. 1:32:43contemplate mind objects
  2574. 1:32:46contemplate the whole of this form the
  2575. 1:32:48physical body
  2576. 1:32:49you can do this at any time and in any
  2577. 1:32:51posture
  2578. 1:32:52whether it's doing formal meditation
  2579. 1:32:54practice relaxing at home how to work or
  2580. 1:32:56in whatever situation you find yourself
  2581. 1:32:59keep the meditation and the reflection
  2582. 1:33:01going at all times
  2583. 1:33:03just going for a walk and seeing dead
  2584. 1:33:04leaves on the ground under a tree can
  2585. 1:33:06provide an opportunity to contemplate
  2586. 1:33:08impermanence
  2587. 1:33:10both we and the leaves are the same
  2588. 1:33:12when we get old we shrivel up and die
  2589. 1:33:15other people are all the same
  2590. 1:33:17this is raising the mind to the level of
  2591. 1:33:20vipassana
  2592. 1:33:21contemplating the truth of the way
  2593. 1:33:22things are the whole time
  2594. 1:33:25whether walking standing sitting or
  2595. 1:33:27lying down sati is sustained evenly and
  2596. 1:33:29consistently
  2597. 1:33:31this is practicing meditation correctly
  2598. 1:33:33you have to follow the mind closely
  2599. 1:33:35checking it at all times
  2600. 1:33:39practicing here and now at seven o'clock
  2601. 1:33:40in the evening we have sat and meditated
  2602. 1:33:42together for an hour and now stopped
  2603. 1:33:45it might be that your mind has stopped
  2604. 1:33:47practicing completely and hasn't
  2605. 1:33:48continued with the reflection
  2606. 1:33:50that's the wrong way to do it
  2607. 1:33:54when we stop all that should stop is the
  2608. 1:33:56formal meeting and sitting meditation
  2609. 1:33:58you should continue practicing and
  2610. 1:34:00developing awareness consistently
  2611. 1:34:02without letting up
  2612. 1:34:05i've often taught that if you don't
  2613. 1:34:06practice consistently it's like drops of
  2614. 1:34:09water
  2615. 1:34:10it's like drops of water because the
  2616. 1:34:12practice is not a continuous
  2617. 1:34:13uninterrupted flow
  2618. 1:34:15sati is not sustained evenly
  2619. 1:34:18the important point is that the mind
  2620. 1:34:20does the practice and nothing else
  2621. 1:34:22the body doesn't do it
  2622. 1:34:24the mind does the work the mind does the
  2623. 1:34:27practice
  2624. 1:34:28if you understand this clearly you will
  2625. 1:34:30see that you don't necessarily have to
  2626. 1:34:32do formal sitting meditation in order
  2627. 1:34:34for the mind to know samadhi
  2628. 1:34:37the mind is the one who does the
  2629. 1:34:38practice
  2630. 1:34:40you have to experience and understand
  2631. 1:34:41this for yourself in your own mind
  2632. 1:34:46once you do see this for yourself you'll
  2633. 1:34:48be developing awareness in the mind at
  2634. 1:34:50all times and in all postures
  2635. 1:34:53if you're maintaining sati as an even
  2636. 1:34:55and unbroken flow it's as if the drops
  2637. 1:34:57of water have joined to form a smooth
  2638. 1:34:59and continuous flow of running water
  2639. 1:35:01sati is present in the mind from moment
  2640. 1:35:04to moment and accordingly there will be
  2641. 1:35:06awareness of mind objects at all times
  2642. 1:35:09if the mind is restrained and composed
  2643. 1:35:11with uninterrupted sati you will know
  2644. 1:35:13mind objects at each time that that
  2645. 1:35:15wholesome and unwholesome mental states
  2646. 1:35:17arise
  2647. 1:35:18you will know the mind that is calm and
  2648. 1:35:20the mind that is confused and agitated
  2649. 1:35:23if you train the mind in this way your
  2650. 1:35:25meditation will mature quickly and
  2651. 1:35:27successfully
  2652. 1:35:30please don't misunderstand
  2653. 1:35:32these days it's common for people to go
  2654. 1:35:34on the passenger courses for three or
  2655. 1:35:36seven days where they don't even have to
  2656. 1:35:38speak or do anything but meditate
  2657. 1:35:40maybe you've gone on a silent meditation
  2658. 1:35:42retreat for a week or two afterwards
  2659. 1:35:44returning to your normal daily life you
  2660. 1:35:46might have left thinking that you've
  2661. 1:35:48done vipassana quote unquote and because
  2662. 1:35:51you feel that you know what it's all
  2663. 1:35:52about then you carry on going to parties
  2664. 1:35:54discos indulging in different forms of
  2665. 1:35:56essential delight
  2666. 1:35:58when you do this
  2667. 1:35:59you do it like this what happens
  2668. 1:36:02if there won't be any of the fruits of
  2669. 1:36:04the pasta left by the end of it
  2670. 1:36:06if you go and do all sorts of unskillful
  2671. 1:36:08things which disturb and upset the mind
  2672. 1:36:10wasting your previous efforts then next
  2673. 1:36:12year you go back and do another retreat
  2674. 1:36:14for seven days or a few weeks then come
  2675. 1:36:16out and carry on with the party's discos
  2676. 1:36:18and drinking
  2677. 1:36:19that isn't true practice
  2678. 1:36:21it isn't pati bada or the path to
  2679. 1:36:24progress
  2680. 1:36:26you need to make an effort to renounce
  2681. 1:36:28you must contemplate until you see the
  2682. 1:36:30harmful effects which come from such
  2683. 1:36:32behavior
  2684. 1:36:34see the harm in drinking and going out
  2685. 1:36:36on the town
  2686. 1:36:37reflect and see the harm
  2687. 1:36:40inherent in all the different kinds of
  2688. 1:36:41unskillful behavior which you indulge in
  2689. 1:36:43until it becomes fully apparent
  2690. 1:36:46this will provide the impetus for you to
  2691. 1:36:48take a step back and change your ways
  2692. 1:36:50then you would find some real peace
  2693. 1:36:54to experience peace of mind you have to
  2694. 1:36:57clearly see the disadvantages and danger
  2695. 1:36:59in such forms of behavior
  2696. 1:37:02this is practicing in the correct way
  2697. 1:37:04if you do a silent retreat for seven
  2698. 1:37:06days
  2699. 1:37:07where you don't have to speak or get
  2700. 1:37:08involved with anybody and then go
  2701. 1:37:10chatting gossiping over indulging for
  2702. 1:37:12another seven months how will you gain
  2703. 1:37:14any real or lasting benefit from those
  2704. 1:37:16seven days of practice
  2705. 1:37:19i would encourage all the laypeople here
  2706. 1:37:21who are practicing to develop awareness
  2707. 1:37:23and wisdom to understand this point
  2708. 1:37:25try to practice consistently
  2709. 1:37:28see the disadvantages of practicing
  2710. 1:37:30insincerely and inconsistently and try
  2711. 1:37:32to sustain a more dedicated and
  2712. 1:37:34continuous effort in the practice
  2713. 1:37:36just this much
  2714. 1:37:38it can then become a realistic
  2715. 1:37:40possibility that you might put an end to
  2716. 1:37:42the khilesa the defilements qualities
  2717. 1:37:44that darken and defile the mind such as
  2718. 1:37:46greed aversion and delusion
  2719. 1:37:51but that lifestyle of not speaking and
  2720. 1:37:53not playing around for seven days
  2721. 1:37:55followed by six months of complete
  2722. 1:37:56sensual indulgence without any
  2723. 1:37:58mindfulness or restraint will just lead
  2724. 1:38:00to the squandering of any gains made
  2725. 1:38:02from the meditation
  2726. 1:38:03there won't be anything left
  2727. 1:38:05it's like going to work for a day and
  2728. 1:38:07earning 20 pounds but then going out and
  2729. 1:38:09spending 30 pounds on food and things in
  2730. 1:38:11the same day
  2731. 1:38:13would anybody be saved
  2732. 1:38:14it would all be gone
  2733. 1:38:16it's just the same with the meditation
  2734. 1:38:19this is a form of reminder to you all so
  2735. 1:38:22i'll ask you for your forgiveness
  2736. 1:38:24it's necessary to speak in this way so
  2737. 1:38:26that those aspects of the practice which
  2738. 1:38:28are at fault will become clear to you
  2739. 1:38:30and accordingly you'll be able to give
  2740. 1:38:32them up
  2741. 1:38:33you could say that the reason why you
  2742. 1:38:35have come to practice is to learn how to
  2743. 1:38:37avoid doing the wrong things in the
  2744. 1:38:39future
  2745. 1:38:40what happens when you do the wrong
  2746. 1:38:42things
  2747. 1:38:43doing wrong things leads you to
  2748. 1:38:45agitation into suffering
  2749. 1:38:47when there's no goodness in the mind
  2750. 1:38:49it's not the way to peace of mind
  2751. 1:38:52this is the way it is
  2752. 1:38:53if you practice on a retreat not talking
  2753. 1:38:55for seven days and then go indulging for
  2754. 1:38:57a few months no matter how strictly you
  2755. 1:38:59practice for those seven days you won't
  2756. 1:39:01derive any lasting value from that
  2757. 1:39:02practice
  2758. 1:39:04practicing that way you don't really get
  2759. 1:39:06anywhere
  2760. 1:39:08many places where meditation is taught
  2761. 1:39:10don't really get to grips with or get
  2762. 1:39:12beyond this problem
  2763. 1:39:14really you have to conduct your daily
  2764. 1:39:16life in a consistently calm and
  2765. 1:39:18restrained way
  2766. 1:39:21in meditation you have to be constantly
  2767. 1:39:23turning your attention to the practice
  2768. 1:39:25it's like planting a tree
  2769. 1:39:27if you plant a tree in one place and
  2770. 1:39:29after three days pull it up and plant it
  2771. 1:39:31in a different spot then after a further
  2772. 1:39:33three days pull it up again and plant it
  2773. 1:39:35in yet another place it'll just die
  2774. 1:39:37without producing anything
  2775. 1:39:39practicing meditation like this won't
  2776. 1:39:40bear any fruit either
  2777. 1:39:42this is something you have to understand
  2778. 1:39:44for yourselves
  2779. 1:39:45contemplate it
  2780. 1:39:47try it out for yourselves when you go
  2781. 1:39:48home
  2782. 1:39:49get a sapling and plant it in one spot
  2783. 1:39:51and every few days go and pull it up and
  2784. 1:39:53plant it in a different place
  2785. 1:39:55it will just die without ever bearing
  2786. 1:39:56any fruit
  2787. 1:39:58it's the same doing a meditation retreat
  2788. 1:40:00for seven days followed by seven months
  2789. 1:40:02of unrestrained behavior
  2790. 1:40:04allowing the mind to become soiled and
  2791. 1:40:05then going back to do another retreat
  2792. 1:40:07for a short period
  2793. 1:40:08practicing strictly without talking and
  2794. 1:40:10subsequently coming out and being
  2795. 1:40:12unrestrained again
  2796. 1:40:14as with the tree the meditation just
  2797. 1:40:16dies
  2798. 1:40:17none of the wholesome fruits are
  2799. 1:40:19retained
  2800. 1:40:20the tree doesn't grow the meditation
  2801. 1:40:22doesn't grow
  2802. 1:40:23i say practicing this way doesn't bear
  2803. 1:40:26much fruit
  2804. 1:40:28actually i'm not fond of giving talks
  2805. 1:40:30like this
  2806. 1:40:32it's because i feel sorry for you that i
  2807. 1:40:33have to speak critically
  2808. 1:40:35when you're doing the wrong things it's
  2809. 1:40:37my duty to tell you but i'm speaking out
  2810. 1:40:39of compassion for you
  2811. 1:40:41some people might feel really uneasy and
  2812. 1:40:43think that i'm just scolding them
  2813. 1:40:45really i'm not just scolding you for its
  2814. 1:40:47own sake i'm helping to point out where
  2815. 1:40:49you're going wrong so that you know
  2816. 1:40:52some people might think long por is just
  2817. 1:40:54telling us off but it's not like that
  2818. 1:40:57it's only once in a long while that i'm
  2819. 1:40:59able to come and give a talk
  2820. 1:41:00if i were to give talks like this every
  2821. 1:41:02day you would really get upset
  2822. 1:41:05but the truth is it's not you who gets
  2823. 1:41:07upset it's only the kelasa your
  2824. 1:41:09defilements that are upset
  2825. 1:41:11i'll say just this much for now
  2826. 1:41:15this is the sixth talk of this
  2827. 1:41:17collection
  2828. 1:41:19entitled about being careful
  2829. 1:41:22and this was
  2830. 1:41:24originally
  2831. 1:41:25published in the uh the book everything
  2832. 1:41:28is teaching us these are translations by
  2833. 1:41:31paul breiter and
  2834. 1:41:33there's no particular record of
  2835. 1:41:36when the uh the recording was made or
  2836. 1:41:38what the occasion was
  2837. 1:41:42the buddha taught to see the body in the
  2838. 1:41:44body
  2839. 1:41:45what does this mean
  2840. 1:41:47we're all familiar with the parts of the
  2841. 1:41:48body such as hair nails teeth and skin
  2842. 1:41:51so how do we see the body in the body
  2843. 1:41:55if we recognize all these things as
  2844. 1:41:57being impermanent unsatisfactory and not
  2845. 1:41:59self that's what is called seeing the
  2846. 1:42:01body in the body then it isn't necessary
  2847. 1:42:04to go into detail and meditate on the
  2848. 1:42:06separate parts it's like having fruit in
  2849. 1:42:08a basket
  2850. 1:42:09if we have already counted the pieces of
  2851. 1:42:11fruit
  2852. 1:42:13then we know what's there
  2853. 1:42:15and when we need to we can pick up the
  2854. 1:42:17basket take it away and all the pieces
  2855. 1:42:20come with it we know the fruit is all
  2856. 1:42:22there so we don't have to count it again
  2857. 1:42:25having meditated on the 32 parts of the
  2858. 1:42:27body and recognized them as something
  2859. 1:42:29not stable or permanent we no longer
  2860. 1:42:31need to weary ourselves separating them
  2861. 1:42:33like this and meditating in such detail
  2862. 1:42:36just as we don't have to dump all the
  2863. 1:42:38fruit out of the basket and count it
  2864. 1:42:39again and again but we do carry the
  2865. 1:42:42basket along to our destination
  2866. 1:42:44walking mindfully and carefully
  2867. 1:42:46taking care not to stumble and fall
  2868. 1:42:49when we see the body in the body which
  2869. 1:42:51means we see the dhamma in the body
  2870. 1:42:53knowing our own and others bodies as in
  2871. 1:42:55permanent phenomena we don't need
  2872. 1:42:57detailed explanations
  2873. 1:42:59sitting here we have mindfulness
  2874. 1:43:01constantly in control knowing things as
  2875. 1:43:03they are
  2876. 1:43:04meditation then becomes quite simple
  2877. 1:43:07it's the same if we if we meditate on
  2878. 1:43:09butthole if we understand what buddho
  2879. 1:43:11really is we don't need to re repeat the
  2880. 1:43:14word buddho it means having full
  2881. 1:43:16knowledge and firm awareness
  2882. 1:43:18this is meditation
  2883. 1:43:21still meditation is generally not well
  2884. 1:43:24understood
  2885. 1:43:25we practice in a group but we often
  2886. 1:43:27don't know what it's all about
  2887. 1:43:29some people think meditation is really
  2888. 1:43:30hard to do i come to the monastery but i
  2889. 1:43:33can't sit i don't have much endurance my
  2890. 1:43:35legs hurt my back aches i'm in pain all
  2891. 1:43:37over
  2892. 1:43:39so they give up on it and don't come
  2893. 1:43:41anymore thinking they can't do it
  2894. 1:43:43but in fact samadhi is not sitting
  2895. 1:43:45samadhi isn't walking it isn't lying
  2896. 1:43:48down or standing
  2897. 1:43:49sitting walking closing the eyes opening
  2898. 1:43:51the eyes these are all mere actions
  2899. 1:43:54having your eyes closed doesn't
  2900. 1:43:56necessarily mean that you're practicing
  2901. 1:43:57samadhi
  2902. 1:43:58it could just mean that you're drowsy
  2903. 1:44:00and dull
  2904. 1:44:02if you're sitting with your eyes closed
  2905. 1:44:03but you're falling asleep your head
  2906. 1:44:05bobbing all over in your mouth hanging
  2907. 1:44:06open that's not sitting in samadhi
  2908. 1:44:10it's sitting with your eyes closed
  2909. 1:44:13samadhi and closed eyes are two separate
  2910. 1:44:15matters
  2911. 1:44:16real samadhi can be practiced with eyes
  2912. 1:44:17open or eyes closed you can be sitting
  2913. 1:44:20walking standing or lying down
  2914. 1:44:23samadhi means the mind is firmly focused
  2915. 1:44:26with all encompassing mindfulness
  2916. 1:44:28restraint and caution
  2917. 1:44:30you're constantly aware of right and
  2918. 1:44:32wrong constantly watching all conditions
  2919. 1:44:34arising in the mind
  2920. 1:44:35when it shoots off to think of something
  2921. 1:44:37having a mood of aversion or longing
  2922. 1:44:39you're aware of that
  2923. 1:44:42some people get discouraged i just can't
  2924. 1:44:44do it as soon as i sit my mind starts
  2925. 1:44:46thinking at home
  2926. 1:44:47that's evil
  2927. 1:44:50hey if he if just that much is evil the
  2928. 1:44:53buddha never would have become a buddha
  2929. 1:44:56he spent five years struggling with his
  2930. 1:44:57mind thinking of his home and his family
  2931. 1:45:00it was only after six years that he
  2932. 1:45:02awakened
  2933. 1:45:03so some people feel that these sudden
  2934. 1:45:05horizons of thought are wrong or evil
  2935. 1:45:08you may have an impulse to kill someone
  2936. 1:45:10but if you are aware of it in the next
  2937. 1:45:12instant you realize that killing is
  2938. 1:45:14wrong so you stop and refrain
  2939. 1:45:16is there harminess
  2940. 1:45:18what do you think
  2941. 1:45:20or if you have a thought about stealing
  2942. 1:45:21something and that is followed by a
  2943. 1:45:23stronger recollection that to do so is
  2944. 1:45:25wrong and so you refrain from acting on
  2945. 1:45:27it is that bad
  2946. 1:45:28karma it's not that every time you have
  2947. 1:45:31an impulse you instantly accumulate bad
  2948. 1:45:33comma otherwise how could there be any
  2949. 1:45:35weight of liberation
  2950. 1:45:37impulses are merely impulses
  2951. 1:45:40thoughts are merely thoughts in the
  2952. 1:45:42first instance you haven't created
  2953. 1:45:44anything yet in the second instance if
  2954. 1:45:46you act upon it with body speech or mind
  2955. 1:45:48then you are creating something
  2956. 1:45:50avicia has taken control if you have the
  2957. 1:45:53impulse to steal then you're aware of
  2958. 1:45:55yourself and you're aware that this will
  2959. 1:45:56be wrong this is wisdom and there is
  2960. 1:45:58vitra instead
  2961. 1:46:00the mental impulse is not consummated
  2962. 1:46:04this is timely awareness
  2963. 1:46:06wisdom arising and informing our
  2964. 1:46:08experience
  2965. 1:46:09if there is the first mind moment of
  2966. 1:46:11wanting to steal something and then
  2967. 1:46:12react on it that is the dhamma of
  2968. 1:46:14delusion
  2969. 1:46:16the actions of body speech and mind that
  2970. 1:46:18follow the impulse will bring negative
  2971. 1:46:20results
  2972. 1:46:21this is how it is merely having the
  2973. 1:46:23thoughts is not negative kama if we
  2974. 1:46:25don't have any thoughts how will wisdom
  2975. 1:46:27develop
  2976. 1:46:28some people simply want to sit with a
  2977. 1:46:30blank mind
  2978. 1:46:31that's wrong understanding
  2979. 1:46:34i'm talking about samadhi that is
  2980. 1:46:36accompanied by wisdom in fact the woulda
  2981. 1:46:38didn't wish for a lot of samadhi he
  2982. 1:46:40didn't want jana at his mental
  2983. 1:46:43absorption a state of strong
  2984. 1:46:44concentration
  2985. 1:46:46or samapati
  2986. 1:46:48the attainment of cessation
  2987. 1:46:50he saw samadhi as one component factor
  2988. 1:46:52of the path
  2989. 1:46:54sila samadi and panya are components or
  2990. 1:46:56ingredients
  2991. 1:46:57like ingredients used in cooking
  2992. 1:46:59we use spices in cooking to make food
  2993. 1:47:01tasty the point isn't the spices
  2994. 1:47:03themselves but the food we eat
  2995. 1:47:06practicing samadhi is the same the
  2996. 1:47:08buddhist teachers udaka and alara put
  2997. 1:47:11heavy emphasis on practicing the vagina
  2998. 1:47:13and attaining various kinds of powers
  2999. 1:47:15like clairvoyance but if you get that
  3000. 1:47:17far it's hard to undo
  3001. 1:47:19some places teach this deep tranquility
  3002. 1:47:22to sit with delight in quietude the
  3003. 1:47:24meditators then get intoxicated by their
  3004. 1:47:26samadhi if they have cedar they get
  3005. 1:47:28intoxicated by their sealer if they walk
  3006. 1:47:30the path they become intoxicated by the
  3007. 1:47:32path
  3008. 1:47:33dazzled by the beauty and wonders they
  3009. 1:47:35experience and they don't reach the real
  3010. 1:47:37destination
  3011. 1:47:39the buddha said that this is a subtle
  3012. 1:47:40error still it's correct for those on a
  3013. 1:47:43course level but actually what the
  3014. 1:47:44buddha wanted was for us to have an
  3015. 1:47:46appropriate measure of samadhi without
  3016. 1:47:48getting stuck there after we train in
  3017. 1:47:51and develop samadhi then samadhi should
  3018. 1:47:53develop wisdom
  3019. 1:47:56samadhi that's on the level of samatha
  3020. 1:47:58tranquility is like a rock covering
  3021. 1:48:00grass
  3022. 1:48:02in samadhi that is sure and stable even
  3023. 1:48:04when the eyes are opened wisdom is there
  3024. 1:48:06when wisdom has been born it encompasses
  3025. 1:48:08and knows and rules all things so the
  3026. 1:48:11teacher didn't want those refined levels
  3027. 1:48:13of concentration and cessation because
  3028. 1:48:15they become a diversion and then one
  3029. 1:48:17forgets the path
  3030. 1:48:20so it's necessary not to be attached to
  3031. 1:48:22sitting or any other particular posture
  3032. 1:48:25samadhi doesn't reside in having the
  3033. 1:48:26eyes closed the eyes open or in sitting
  3034. 1:48:29standing walking or lying down
  3035. 1:48:31samadhi pervades all postures and
  3036. 1:48:32activities
  3037. 1:48:34older persons who often can't sit very
  3038. 1:48:36well can contemplate especially well and
  3039. 1:48:39practice samadhi easily
  3040. 1:48:40they too can develop a lot of wisdom
  3041. 1:48:44how is it that they can develop wisdom
  3042. 1:48:46everything is rousing them when they
  3043. 1:48:48open their eyes they don't see things as
  3044. 1:48:50clearly as they used to
  3045. 1:48:52their teeth give them trouble and fall
  3046. 1:48:53out their bodies ache most of the time
  3047. 1:48:56just that is the place of study
  3048. 1:48:58so really meditation is easy for old
  3049. 1:49:00folks
  3050. 1:49:02meditation is hard for youngsters their
  3051. 1:49:04teeth are strong so they can enjoy their
  3052. 1:49:05food they sleep soundly their faculties
  3053. 1:49:08are intact and the world is fun and
  3054. 1:49:09exciting to them so they get deluded in
  3055. 1:49:12a big way
  3056. 1:49:13when the old ones chew on something hard
  3057. 1:49:15they're soon in pain right there the
  3058. 1:49:17devadutta the heavenly messengers are
  3059. 1:49:19talking to them they're teaching them
  3060. 1:49:21every day when they open their eyes
  3061. 1:49:23their sight is fuzzy in the morning
  3062. 1:49:25they're backaches in the evening their
  3063. 1:49:27legs hurt
  3064. 1:49:28that's it
  3065. 1:49:30this is really an excellent subject to
  3066. 1:49:31study
  3067. 1:49:32some of you older people will say you
  3068. 1:49:34can't meditate what do you want to
  3069. 1:49:36meditate on
  3070. 1:49:37who will you learn meditation from
  3071. 1:49:40this is seeing the body in the body and
  3072. 1:49:42sensation in sensation are you seeing
  3073. 1:49:44these or are you running away
  3074. 1:49:47saying you can't practice because you're
  3075. 1:49:48too old is only due to wrong
  3076. 1:49:50understanding
  3077. 1:49:51the question is are things clear to you
  3078. 1:49:55elderly persons have a lot of thinking a
  3079. 1:49:57lot of sensation a lot of discomfort and
  3080. 1:49:59pain
  3081. 1:50:00everything appears
  3082. 1:50:02if they meditate they can really testify
  3083. 1:50:04to it
  3084. 1:50:05so i say that meditation is easy for old
  3085. 1:50:07folks they can do it best
  3086. 1:50:09everyone says
  3087. 1:50:10when i'm old i'll go to the monastery
  3088. 1:50:13if you understand it it's true all right
  3089. 1:50:16you have to see it within yourself when
  3090. 1:50:18you sit it's true when you signed up
  3091. 1:50:20stand up it's true when you walk it's
  3092. 1:50:22true
  3093. 1:50:23everything is a hassle everything is
  3094. 1:50:25presenting obstacles and everything is
  3095. 1:50:28teaching you
  3096. 1:50:29isn't this so
  3097. 1:50:31can you just get up and walk away so
  3098. 1:50:32easily now
  3099. 1:50:33when you stand up it's oi
  3100. 1:50:36or haven't you noticed and it's oi when
  3101. 1:50:39you walk
  3102. 1:50:40it's prodding you
  3103. 1:50:42when you're young you can just stand up
  3104. 1:50:44and walk going on your way but you don't
  3105. 1:50:46really know anything
  3106. 1:50:48when you're old every time you stand up
  3107. 1:50:50it's oi
  3108. 1:50:52isn't that what you say
  3109. 1:50:55every time you move you learn something
  3110. 1:50:57so how can you say that it's difficult
  3111. 1:50:59to meditate where else is there to look
  3112. 1:51:02it's all correct the devadutta are
  3113. 1:51:04telling you something it's most clear
  3114. 1:51:07sankara are telling you that they are
  3115. 1:51:09not stable or permanent not you or yours
  3116. 1:51:12they're telling you this every moment
  3117. 1:51:16but we think differently
  3118. 1:51:18we don't think that this is right we
  3119. 1:51:20entertain wrong view and our ideas are
  3120. 1:51:21far from the truth but actually old
  3121. 1:51:24people can see impermanence suffering
  3122. 1:51:25and lack of self and give rise to
  3123. 1:51:27dispassion and disenchantment because
  3124. 1:51:29the evidence is right there within them
  3125. 1:51:31all the time
  3126. 1:51:32i think that's good
  3127. 1:51:34having the inner sensitivity that's
  3128. 1:51:36always aware of right and wrong is
  3129. 1:51:37called butthole
  3130. 1:51:39it's not necessary to be continually
  3131. 1:51:41repeating the word but whole
  3132. 1:51:43you've counted the fruit in your basket
  3133. 1:51:45every time you sit down you don't have
  3134. 1:51:47to go to the trouble of spilling out the
  3135. 1:51:48fruit and counting it again you can
  3136. 1:51:50leave it in the basket
  3137. 1:51:52but someone with mistaken attachment
  3138. 1:51:54will keep counting
  3139. 1:51:56you'll stop under a tree spill it out
  3140. 1:51:58and count put it back in the basket then
  3141. 1:52:00you'll walk on to the next stopping
  3142. 1:52:01place and do it again
  3143. 1:52:03but he's just counting the same fruit
  3144. 1:52:05this is craving itself
  3145. 1:52:08he's afraid that if he doesn't count
  3146. 1:52:09there will be some mistake
  3147. 1:52:11we are afraid that if we don't keep
  3148. 1:52:13saying buddho we'll be mistaken.
  3149. 1:52:16how are you mistaken
  3150. 1:52:18only the person who doesn't know how
  3151. 1:52:20much fruit there is needs to count
  3152. 1:52:22once you know you can take it easy and
  3153. 1:52:24just leave it in the basket
  3154. 1:52:25when you're sitting you just sit when
  3155. 1:52:28you're lying down you just lie down
  3156. 1:52:29because your fruit is all there with you
  3157. 1:52:32by practicing virtue and creating merit
  3158. 1:52:34we say nibana pachyo
  3159. 1:52:37may it be a condition for realizing
  3160. 1:52:39nirvana
  3161. 1:52:41as a condition for realizing nirvana
  3162. 1:52:43making offerings is good keeping
  3163. 1:52:45precepts is good practicing meditation
  3164. 1:52:47is good listening to dharma teachings is
  3165. 1:52:49good
  3166. 1:52:50may they become conditions for realizing
  3167. 1:52:52nibana
  3168. 1:52:54but what is nirvana all about anyway
  3169. 1:52:59nibana means not grasping
  3170. 1:53:01nibana means not giving meaning to
  3171. 1:53:04things
  3172. 1:53:05nibana means letting go
  3173. 1:53:08making offerings and doing meritorious
  3174. 1:53:10deeds observing moral precepts and
  3175. 1:53:11meditating on loving-kindness all these
  3176. 1:53:14are for getting rid of defilements and
  3177. 1:53:15craving for not wishing for anything
  3178. 1:53:18not wishing to be
  3179. 1:53:20or not wishing to become anything
  3180. 1:53:22for making the mind empty
  3181. 1:53:24empty of self-cherishing empty of
  3182. 1:53:26concepts of self and other
  3183. 1:53:30nibana
  3184. 1:53:32make it become a cause for nibana
  3185. 1:53:35practicing generosity is giving up
  3186. 1:53:37letting go
  3187. 1:53:39listening to teachings is for the
  3188. 1:53:40purpose of gaining knowledge to give up
  3189. 1:53:42and let go to uproot clinging to what is
  3190. 1:53:44good and to what is bad
  3191. 1:53:46at first we meditate to become aware of
  3192. 1:53:48the wrong and the bad
  3193. 1:53:49when we recognize that we give it up and
  3194. 1:53:51we practice what is good then when some
  3195. 1:53:54good is achieved don't get attached to
  3196. 1:53:56that good
  3197. 1:53:58remain halfway in the good or above the
  3198. 1:54:00good don't dwell under the good
  3199. 1:54:02if we are under the good then the good
  3200. 1:54:05pushes us around and we become slaves to
  3201. 1:54:07it we become slaves and it forces us to
  3202. 1:54:10create all sorts of camera and demerit
  3203. 1:54:11it can lead us into anything and the
  3204. 1:54:13result will be the same kind of
  3205. 1:54:14unhappiness and unfortunate
  3206. 1:54:16circumstances we found ourselves in
  3207. 1:54:18before
  3208. 1:54:20give up evil and develop merit give up
  3209. 1:54:22the negative and develop what is
  3210. 1:54:23positive
  3211. 1:54:24developing merit remain above merit
  3212. 1:54:28remain above merit and demerit above
  3213. 1:54:30good and evil keep on practicing with a
  3214. 1:54:32mind that is giving up letting go and
  3215. 1:54:34getting free it's the same no matter
  3216. 1:54:36what you're doing if you do it with the
  3217. 1:54:38mind of letting go it's a cause for
  3218. 1:54:40realizing nibbana what you do free of
  3219. 1:54:43desire free of defilement free of
  3220. 1:54:44craving all merges with the path meaning
  3221. 1:54:47noble truth meaning such a dhamma or the
  3222. 1:54:50ultimate truth
  3223. 1:54:52the four noble truths are having the
  3224. 1:54:54wisdom that knows tanha craving
  3225. 1:54:57which is which is the source of dukkha
  3226. 1:55:00karma tanha sense desire bhavatana the
  3227. 1:55:02desire to become vibhavatana the desire
  3228. 1:55:05to get rid of these are the origination
  3229. 1:55:07the source
  3230. 1:55:08if you're wishing for anything or
  3231. 1:55:09wanting to be anything you're nourishing
  3232. 1:55:11dukkha bringing dukkha into existence
  3233. 1:55:14because this is what gives birth to
  3234. 1:55:15dukkha these are the causes
  3235. 1:55:18if we create the causes of duka then
  3236. 1:55:21duka will come about
  3237. 1:55:23the cause is vibawatanha
  3238. 1:55:25this restless anxious craving
  3239. 1:55:28one becomes a slave to desire and
  3240. 1:55:29creates all sorts of kamara and
  3241. 1:55:31wrongdoing because of it
  3242. 1:55:34and
  3243. 1:55:34thus suffering is born
  3244. 1:55:37speaking simply duka is the child of
  3245. 1:55:39desire
  3246. 1:55:40desire is the parent of dukkha
  3247. 1:55:42when there are parents do can be born
  3248. 1:55:44when there are no parents dukkha cannot
  3249. 1:55:47come about there will be no offspring
  3250. 1:55:50this is where meditation should be
  3251. 1:55:52focused we should see all the forms of
  3252. 1:55:54tanha which cause us to have desires
  3253. 1:55:58but talking about desire can be
  3254. 1:55:59confusing
  3255. 1:56:01some people get the idea that any kind
  3256. 1:56:02of desire such as desire for food and
  3257. 1:56:04the material requisites for life is ton
  3258. 1:56:06harm
  3259. 1:56:07but we can have this kind of desire in
  3260. 1:56:09an ordinary and natural way
  3261. 1:56:11when you're hungry and desire food you
  3262. 1:56:13can take a meal and be done with it it's
  3263. 1:56:15quite ordinary
  3264. 1:56:17this is desire that's within boundaries
  3265. 1:56:18and doesn't have ill effects
  3266. 1:56:21this kind of desire isn't sensuality
  3267. 1:56:24if it's sensuality then it becomes
  3268. 1:56:25something more than desire they'll be
  3269. 1:56:27craving for more things to consume
  3270. 1:56:29seeking out flavors seeking out
  3271. 1:56:31enjoyment in ways that bring hardship
  3272. 1:56:33and trouble such as drinking liquor and
  3273. 1:56:35beer
  3274. 1:56:38some tourists told me about a place
  3275. 1:56:40where people eat live monkey's brains
  3276. 1:56:42they put a monkey in the middle of the
  3277. 1:56:44table and cut open its skull then they
  3278. 1:56:46spoon out the brain to eat
  3279. 1:56:49that's eating like demons or hungry
  3280. 1:56:51ghosts it's not eating in a natural
  3281. 1:56:53ordinary way
  3282. 1:56:54doing things like this eating becomes
  3283. 1:56:57tanha
  3284. 1:56:58they say that the blood of monkeys makes
  3285. 1:57:00them strong so they try to get hold of
  3286. 1:57:01such animals and when they eat them
  3287. 1:57:03they're drinking liquor and beer too
  3288. 1:57:06this isn't ordinary eating it's the way
  3289. 1:57:08of ghosts and demons mired in sensual
  3290. 1:57:10craving
  3291. 1:57:11it's eating coals eating fire eating
  3292. 1:57:14everything everywhere
  3293. 1:57:16this sort of desire is what is tanha
  3294. 1:57:18there's no moderation
  3295. 1:57:20speaking thinking dressing everything
  3296. 1:57:23such people do
  3297. 1:57:25speaking thinking dressing everything
  3298. 1:57:27such people do goes to excess
  3299. 1:57:30if our eating sleeping and other
  3300. 1:57:31necessary activities are done in
  3301. 1:57:32moderation there's no harm in them so
  3302. 1:57:35you should be aware of yourselves in
  3303. 1:57:36regard to these things
  3304. 1:57:38then they won't become a source of
  3305. 1:57:39suffering
  3306. 1:57:41if we know how to be moderate and
  3307. 1:57:42thrifty in our needs we can be
  3308. 1:57:44comfortable
  3309. 1:57:46practicing meditation and creating merit
  3310. 1:57:48and virtue are not really such difficult
  3311. 1:57:50things to do provided we understand them
  3312. 1:57:53well
  3313. 1:57:54what is wrong doing what is merit
  3314. 1:57:57merit is what is good and beautiful not
  3315. 1:57:59harming ourselves or others with our
  3316. 1:58:01thinking speaking and acting
  3317. 1:58:03if we do this there is happiness nothing
  3318. 1:58:06negative is being created
  3319. 1:58:08merit is like this skillfulness is like
  3320. 1:58:10this
  3321. 1:58:11it's the same with making offerings and
  3322. 1:58:13giving charity when we give what is it
  3323. 1:58:15that we're trying to give away
  3324. 1:58:18giving us for the purpose of destroying
  3325. 1:58:19self-cherishing
  3326. 1:58:21the belief in itself along with
  3327. 1:58:22selfishness
  3328. 1:58:24selfishness is powerful extreme
  3329. 1:58:26suffering selfish people always want to
  3330. 1:58:28be better than others and to get more
  3331. 1:58:29than others
  3332. 1:58:31a simple example is how after they eat
  3333. 1:58:33they don't want to do their dishes they
  3334. 1:58:35let someone else do it
  3335. 1:58:37if they eat in a group they'll leave it
  3336. 1:58:39to the group
  3337. 1:58:40after they eat they take off
  3338. 1:58:42this is selfishness not being
  3339. 1:58:44responsible and it puts a burden on
  3340. 1:58:46others
  3341. 1:58:47what it really amounts to is someone who
  3342. 1:58:49doesn't care about himself who doesn't
  3343. 1:58:51help himself and who really doesn't love
  3344. 1:58:53himself
  3345. 1:58:54in practicing generosity we're trying to
  3346. 1:58:56cleanse our hearts of this attitude this
  3347. 1:58:59is called creating merit through giving
  3348. 1:59:01in order to have a mind of compassion
  3349. 1:59:02and caring towards all living beings
  3350. 1:59:04without exception
  3351. 1:59:07if we can be free of just this one thing
  3352. 1:59:10selfishness then we will be like the
  3353. 1:59:12lord buddha
  3354. 1:59:14he wasn't out for himself but sought the
  3355. 1:59:16good of all
  3356. 1:59:18if we have the path and fruit arising in
  3357. 1:59:19our hearts like this we can certainly
  3358. 1:59:21progress
  3359. 1:59:23with this freedom from selfishness all
  3360. 1:59:25the activities of virtuous deeds
  3361. 1:59:27generosity and meditation will lead to
  3362. 1:59:29liberation
  3363. 1:59:30whoever practices like this will become
  3364. 1:59:32free and go beyond beyond all convention
  3365. 1:59:35and appearance
  3366. 1:59:37the basic principles of practice are not
  3367. 1:59:39beyond our understanding
  3368. 1:59:41for example if we lack wisdom when
  3369. 1:59:44practicing generosity there won't be any
  3370. 1:59:46merit
  3371. 1:59:47without understanding we think that
  3372. 1:59:48generosity merely means giving things
  3373. 1:59:51when i feel like giving i'll give if i
  3374. 1:59:54feel like stealing something i'll steal
  3375. 1:59:56it then if i feel generous i'll give
  3376. 1:59:58something
  3377. 1:59:59it's like having a barrel full of water
  3378. 2:00:01you scoop out a bucket full then you
  3379. 2:00:03pour back in a bucket full scoop it out
  3380. 2:00:05again pour it in again scoop it out and
  3381. 2:00:07pour it in like this
  3382. 2:00:09when will you empty the barrel
  3383. 2:00:11can you see an end to it
  3384. 2:00:13can you see such practice becoming a
  3385. 2:00:15cause for realizing nirvana
  3386. 2:00:17will the barrel become empty
  3387. 2:00:19one scoop out one scoop in
  3388. 2:00:21can you see when it'll be finished
  3389. 2:00:24going back and forth like this is vata
  3390. 2:00:26the cycle of sangsara itself if we're
  3391. 2:00:29talking about really letting go giving
  3392. 2:00:31up good as well as evil there's only
  3393. 2:00:33scooping out
  3394. 2:00:35even if there's only a little bit you
  3395. 2:00:36scoop it out you don't put in anything
  3396. 2:00:38more and you just keep scooping out even
  3397. 2:00:40if you only have a small scoop to use
  3398. 2:00:43you do what you can and in this way the
  3399. 2:00:45time will come when the barrel is empty
  3400. 2:00:46if you're scooping out a bucket and
  3401. 2:00:48pouring back in a bucket scooping out
  3402. 2:00:49and then pouring back well think about
  3403. 2:00:52it
  3404. 2:00:52when will you see an empty barrel
  3405. 2:00:55this stoma isn't something distant it's
  3406. 2:00:58right here in the barrel you can do it
  3407. 2:00:59at home try it
  3408. 2:01:01can you empty a water barrel like that
  3409. 2:01:03do it all day tomorrow and see what
  3410. 2:01:04happens
  3411. 2:01:06giving up all evil practicing what's
  3412. 2:01:08good purifying the mind we give up
  3413. 2:01:10wrongdoing first and then start to
  3414. 2:01:12develop the good
  3415. 2:01:15what is the good meritorious
  3416. 2:01:17where is it
  3417. 2:01:19it's like fish in the water if we scoop
  3418. 2:01:21all the water out we'll get the fish
  3419. 2:01:23that's a simple way to put it
  3420. 2:01:25if we scoop out and pour back in the
  3421. 2:01:27fish remain in the barrel
  3422. 2:01:28if we don't remove all forms of
  3423. 2:01:30wrongdoing we won't see merit and we
  3424. 2:01:32won't see what is true and right
  3425. 2:01:34scooping out and pouring back scooping
  3426. 2:01:36out and pouring back we only remain as
  3427. 2:01:38we are
  3428. 2:01:39going back and forth like this we only
  3429. 2:01:42waste our time and whatever we do is
  3430. 2:01:43meaningless
  3431. 2:01:45listening to teachings is meaningless
  3432. 2:01:48making offerings is meaningless all our
  3433. 2:01:50efforts to practice are in vain we don't
  3434. 2:01:52understand the principles of the
  3435. 2:01:53buddha's way so our actions don't bear
  3436. 2:01:55the desired fruit
  3437. 2:01:57when the buddha taught about practice he
  3438. 2:01:59wasn't only talking about something for
  3439. 2:02:00ordained people he was talking about
  3440. 2:02:02practicing well practicing correctly
  3441. 2:02:04subati panno means those who practice
  3442. 2:02:06well udjupatipano means those who
  3443. 2:02:08practice directly nyaya patipano means
  3444. 2:02:11those who practice for the realization
  3445. 2:02:13of the path fruition and nibana
  3446. 2:02:16samichi
  3447. 2:02:17are those who practice inclined towards
  3448. 2:02:20truth
  3449. 2:02:20it could be anyone these are the sangha
  3450. 2:02:23true disciples savaka of the lord buddha
  3451. 2:02:26lay women living at home can be savager
  3452. 2:02:28layman can be sarvaka bringing these
  3453. 2:02:30qualities to fulfillment is what makes
  3454. 2:02:32one a savaka one can be a true disciple
  3455. 2:02:34of the buddha and realize enlightenment
  3456. 2:02:37well most of us in the buddhist fold
  3457. 2:02:39don't have such complete understanding
  3458. 2:02:41our knowledge doesn't go this far we do
  3459. 2:02:43our various activities thinking that
  3460. 2:02:45we'll get some kind of merit from them
  3461. 2:02:47we think that listening to teachings or
  3462. 2:02:49making offerings is meritorious
  3463. 2:02:51that's what we're told but someone who
  3464. 2:02:53gives offerings to get merit is making
  3465. 2:02:56bad karma
  3466. 2:02:58now you can't quite understand this
  3467. 2:03:00someone who gives in order to get
  3468. 2:03:01married has instantly accumulated bad
  3469. 2:03:04karma
  3470. 2:03:05if you give in order to let go and free
  3471. 2:03:07the mind that brings you merit if you do
  3472. 2:03:10it to get something that's bad karma
  3473. 2:03:14listening to teachings to really
  3474. 2:03:15understand the buddha's way is difficult
  3475. 2:03:17the dharma becomes hard to understand
  3476. 2:03:19when the practice that people do keeping
  3477. 2:03:21precepts sitting in meditation giving
  3478. 2:03:24is forgetting something in return
  3479. 2:03:27we want merit we want something
  3480. 2:03:29well if something can be obtained who
  3481. 2:03:32gets it
  3482. 2:03:33we get it
  3483. 2:03:34when that's lost whose thing is it
  3484. 2:03:36that's lost
  3485. 2:03:38the person who doesn't have something
  3486. 2:03:40doesn't lose anything and when it's lost
  3487. 2:03:43who suffers over it
  3488. 2:03:45don't you think that living your life to
  3489. 2:03:46get things brings you suffering
  3490. 2:03:49otherwise you can just go on as before
  3491. 2:03:51trying to get everything and yet if we
  3492. 2:03:53make the mind empty then we gain
  3493. 2:03:56everything
  3494. 2:03:57higher realms nibana and all their
  3495. 2:03:58accomplishments we gain all of it
  3496. 2:04:01in making offerings we don't have any
  3497. 2:04:02attachment or aim the mind is empty and
  3498. 2:04:04relaxed we can let go and put it down
  3499. 2:04:07it's like carrying a log and complaining
  3500. 2:04:09it's heavy if someone that if someone
  3501. 2:04:11tells you to put it down you'll say if i
  3502. 2:04:13put it down i won't have anything
  3503. 2:04:15well
  3504. 2:04:16now you do have something you have
  3505. 2:04:18heaviness
  3506. 2:04:19but you don't have lightness
  3507. 2:04:22so you do want lightness or do you want
  3508. 2:04:24to keep carrying
  3509. 2:04:26one person says to put it down the other
  3510. 2:04:28says he's afraid he won't have anything
  3511. 2:04:30they're talking past each other
  3512. 2:04:33we want happiness we want ease we want
  3513. 2:04:35tranquility and peace
  3514. 2:04:37it means we want lightness
  3515. 2:04:40we carry the log and then someone sees
  3516. 2:04:42us doing this and tells us to drop it we
  3517. 2:04:44say we can't because what we have what
  3518. 2:04:46will we have then
  3519. 2:04:47but the other person says that if we
  3520. 2:04:49drop it we can get something better
  3521. 2:04:51two have a hard time communicating
  3522. 2:04:55if we make offerings and practice good
  3523. 2:04:57deeds in order to get something it
  3524. 2:04:58doesn't work out
  3525. 2:05:00what we get is becoming in birth
  3526. 2:05:03it isn't a cause for realizing nirvana
  3527. 2:05:06nibana is giving up letting go
  3528. 2:05:10trying to get to hold on to give meaning
  3529. 2:05:12to things aren't causes for realizing
  3530. 2:05:14nibana
  3531. 2:05:16the buddha wanted us to look here
  3532. 2:05:18at this empty place of letting go
  3533. 2:05:21this is merit this is skillfulness
  3534. 2:05:25once we have done practice any sort of
  3535. 2:05:26merit and virtue we should feel that our
  3536. 2:05:29part is done
  3537. 2:05:30we shouldn't carry it any further
  3538. 2:05:32we do it for the purpose of giving up
  3539. 2:05:34defilements and craving we don't do it
  3540. 2:05:36for the purpose of creating defilements
  3541. 2:05:38craving an attachment
  3542. 2:05:39then when where will we go
  3543. 2:05:42we don't go anywhere
  3544. 2:05:44our practice is correct and
  3545. 2:05:46true most of us buddhists though we
  3546. 2:05:49follow the forms of practice and
  3547. 2:05:50learning have a hard time understanding
  3548. 2:05:52this kind of talk
  3549. 2:05:54it's because mara the evil one the
  3550. 2:05:56tempter the personification of death
  3551. 2:05:59meaning ignorance meaning craving
  3552. 2:06:01is the desire to get to have and to be
  3553. 2:06:04mara enshrouds the mind
  3554. 2:06:06we only find temporary happiness for
  3555. 2:06:08example when we are filled with hatred
  3556. 2:06:10towards someone it takes over our minds
  3557. 2:06:12and gives us no peace
  3558. 2:06:14we think about the person all the time
  3559. 2:06:16thinking what we can do to strike out at
  3560. 2:06:17him
  3561. 2:06:19the thinking never stops
  3562. 2:06:21then maybe one day we get a chance to go
  3563. 2:06:23to his house and curse him and tell him
  3564. 2:06:25off
  3565. 2:06:26that gives us some release but does that
  3566. 2:06:28make an end of our defilements we found
  3567. 2:06:30a way to let off steam and we feel
  3568. 2:06:32better for it but we haven't rid
  3569. 2:06:33ourselves of the affliction of anger
  3570. 2:06:34have we there's some happiness and
  3571. 2:06:36defilement and craving but it's like
  3572. 2:06:38this
  3573. 2:06:39we're still storing the defilement
  3574. 2:06:41inside when the conditions are right
  3575. 2:06:43it'll flare up even worse than before
  3576. 2:06:45then we'll want to find some temporary
  3577. 2:06:46release again
  3578. 2:06:47do the defilements ever get finished in
  3579. 2:06:49this way
  3580. 2:06:51it's similar when someone's spouse or
  3581. 2:06:52children die or when people suffer big
  3582. 2:06:55financial loss they drink to relieve
  3583. 2:06:57their sorrow
  3584. 2:06:58they go to a movie to relieve their
  3585. 2:06:59sorrow
  3586. 2:07:01does it really relieve the sorrow
  3587. 2:07:03the sorrow actually grows but for the
  3588. 2:07:05time being they can forget about what
  3589. 2:07:07happened so they call it a way to cure
  3590. 2:07:09their misery it's like if you have a cut
  3591. 2:07:11on the bottom of your foot that makes
  3592. 2:07:13walking painful
  3593. 2:07:14anything that contacts it hurts and so
  3594. 2:07:16you limp along complaining of the
  3595. 2:07:17discomfort but if you see a tiger coming
  3596. 2:07:20your way you'll take off and start
  3597. 2:07:21running without any thought of your cut
  3598. 2:07:24fear of the tiger is much more powerful
  3599. 2:07:26than the pain in your foot so it's as if
  3600. 2:07:28the pain is gone
  3601. 2:07:30the fear made it something small
  3602. 2:07:32you might experience problems at work or
  3603. 2:07:34at home that seems so big
  3604. 2:07:36then you get drunk and in that drunken
  3605. 2:07:38state of more powerful delusion those
  3606. 2:07:40problems no longer trouble you so much
  3607. 2:07:42you think it solved your problems and
  3608. 2:07:44relieved your own happiness
  3609. 2:07:46but when you sober up the old problems
  3610. 2:07:48are back
  3611. 2:07:49so what happened to your solution
  3612. 2:07:52it keeps suppressing the problems with
  3613. 2:07:54drink and they keep on coming back
  3614. 2:07:56you might end up with cirrhosis of the
  3615. 2:07:57liver but you don't get rid of the
  3616. 2:07:59problems and then one day you're dead
  3617. 2:08:04there is some comfort and happiness here
  3618. 2:08:06it's the happiness of fools
  3619. 2:08:09it's the way that fools stop their
  3620. 2:08:10suffering
  3621. 2:08:11there's no wisdom here
  3622. 2:08:13these different confused conditions are
  3623. 2:08:15mixed in the heart that has a feeling of
  3624. 2:08:17well-being if the mind is allowed to
  3625. 2:08:19follow its moods and tendencies it feels
  3626. 2:08:21some happiness
  3627. 2:08:23but his happiness is always storing
  3628. 2:08:25unhappiness within it
  3629. 2:08:27each time it erupts our suffering and
  3630. 2:08:29despair will be worse it's like having a
  3631. 2:08:31wound
  3632. 2:08:32if we treat it on the surface but inside
  3633. 2:08:34it's still infected it's not cured
  3634. 2:08:36it looks okay for a while but when the
  3635. 2:08:39infection spreads we have to start
  3636. 2:08:40cutting
  3637. 2:08:42if the inner infection is never cured we
  3638. 2:08:44can be operating on the surface again
  3639. 2:08:46and again with no end in sight
  3640. 2:08:48what can be seen from the outside may
  3641. 2:08:50look fine for a while but inside is the
  3642. 2:08:52same as before
  3643. 2:08:54the way of the world is like this
  3644. 2:08:56wealthy matters are never finished so
  3645. 2:08:58the laws of the world in the various
  3646. 2:09:00societies are constantly resolving
  3647. 2:09:02issues
  3648. 2:09:03new laws are always being established to
  3649. 2:09:05deal with different situations and
  3650. 2:09:07problems
  3651. 2:09:08something is dealt with for a while
  3652. 2:09:10there's always a need for further laws
  3653. 2:09:12and solutions
  3654. 2:09:13there's never the internal resolution
  3655. 2:09:16only surface improvement the infection
  3656. 2:09:19still exists within so there's always
  3657. 2:09:21need for more cutting
  3658. 2:09:23people are only good on the surface in
  3659. 2:09:25their words and their appearance their
  3660. 2:09:27words are good and their faces look kind
  3661. 2:09:29but their minds aren't so good
  3662. 2:09:32when we get on a train and see some
  3663. 2:09:33acquaintance there we say oh how good to
  3664. 2:09:36see you i've been thinking about you a
  3665. 2:09:37lot lately i've been planning to visit
  3666. 2:09:39you
  3667. 2:09:41but it's all just talk we don't really
  3668. 2:09:43mean it we're being good on the surface
  3669. 2:09:45but we're not so good inside
  3670. 2:09:47we say the words but then as soon as
  3671. 2:09:48we've had a smoke and taken a cup of
  3672. 2:09:50coffee with him we split
  3673. 2:09:52then if we run into him another day in
  3674. 2:09:53the future we'll say the same thing
  3675. 2:09:55again hey good to see you have you been
  3676. 2:09:58i'll be meaning to visit you just
  3677. 2:09:59haven't had the time
  3678. 2:10:01that's the way it is
  3679. 2:10:03people are superficially good but
  3680. 2:10:05they're usually not so good inside
  3681. 2:10:09the great teacher taught dhamma and
  3682. 2:10:11vinaya it is complete and comprehensive
  3683. 2:10:14nothing surpasses it and nothing in it
  3684. 2:10:16need be changed or adjusted because it
  3685. 2:10:18is the ultimate it's complete so this is
  3686. 2:10:21where we can stop
  3687. 2:10:23there's nothing to add or subtract
  3688. 2:10:25because it is something of the nature
  3689. 2:10:27not to be increased or decreased it's
  3690. 2:10:29just right
  3691. 2:10:30it's true
  3692. 2:10:33so we buddhists come to hear dhamma
  3693. 2:10:34teachings and study and learn these
  3694. 2:10:36truths if we know them then our minds
  3695. 2:10:38will enter the dhamma
  3696. 2:10:40the dhamma will enter our minds whenever
  3697. 2:10:42a person's mind enters the dhamma that
  3698. 2:10:44person has well-being that person has a
  3699. 2:10:46mind at peace
  3700. 2:10:47the mind then has a way to resolve
  3701. 2:10:49difficulties but has no way to
  3702. 2:10:51degenerate when pain and illness have
  3703. 2:10:53flicked the body the mind has many ways
  3704. 2:10:55to resolve the suffering
  3705. 2:10:57it can resolve it naturally
  3706. 2:10:58understanding this is natural and not
  3707. 2:11:00falling into depression or fear over it
  3708. 2:11:03gaining something we don't get lost in
  3709. 2:11:04delight losing it we don't get
  3710. 2:11:07excessively upset
  3711. 2:11:08rather we understand that the nature of
  3712. 2:11:10things is that having appeared they then
  3713. 2:11:12decline and disappear
  3714. 2:11:14with such an attitude we can make our
  3715. 2:11:16way in the world we are lokaweidu
  3716. 2:11:19knower of the world
  3717. 2:11:21knowing the world clearly and samudaya
  3718. 2:11:24the cause of suffering is not created
  3719. 2:11:26and tanaha is not born
  3720. 2:11:28there is vitra knowledge of things as
  3721. 2:11:30they really are and it illumines the
  3722. 2:11:32world it illumines praise and blame it
  3723. 2:11:35illumines gain and loss it illumines
  3724. 2:11:38rank and and disrepute it clearly
  3725. 2:11:40illumines birth aging illness and death
  3726. 2:11:43in the mind of the practitioner
  3727. 2:11:45that is someone who has reached the
  3728. 2:11:46dharma
  3729. 2:11:47such people no longer struggle with life
  3730. 2:11:49and are no longer constantly in search
  3731. 2:11:51of solutions they resolve what can be
  3732. 2:11:54resolved acting as is appropriate
  3733. 2:11:57that is how the buddha taught he taught
  3734. 2:11:59those individuals who could be taught
  3735. 2:12:01those who could not be taught he
  3736. 2:12:02discarded and let go of
  3737. 2:12:04even had he not discarded them they were
  3738. 2:12:06still discarding themselves so he
  3739. 2:12:08dropped them
  3740. 2:12:10you might get the idea from this that
  3741. 2:12:12the buddha must have been lacking in
  3742. 2:12:13meta to discard people hey if you toss
  3743. 2:12:16out a rotten mango are you lacking in
  3744. 2:12:18meta you can't make any use of it that's
  3745. 2:12:21all
  3746. 2:12:22there was no way to get through to such
  3747. 2:12:23people the buddha is praised as one with
  3748. 2:12:25supreme wisdom he didn't merely gather
  3749. 2:12:28everyone and everything together in a
  3750. 2:12:29confused mess he was possessed of the
  3751. 2:12:31divine eye and could clearly see all
  3752. 2:12:33things as they really are
  3753. 2:12:35he was the knower of the world
  3754. 2:12:37as the knower of the world he saw danger
  3755. 2:12:39in the round of sangsara
  3756. 2:12:41for us who are his followers it's the
  3757. 2:12:43same knowing all things as they are will
  3758. 2:12:46bring us well-being
  3759. 2:12:47where exactly are those things that
  3760. 2:12:49cause us to have happiness and suffering
  3761. 2:12:52think about it well
  3762. 2:12:53there are only things that we create
  3763. 2:12:55ourselves whenever we create the idea
  3764. 2:12:57that something is us or ours we suffer
  3765. 2:13:00things can bring us harm or benefit
  3766. 2:13:02depending on our own understanding
  3767. 2:13:04so the buddha taught us to pay attention
  3768. 2:13:06to ourselves to our own actions and to
  3769. 2:13:08the creations of our minds
  3770. 2:13:11whenever we have extreme love or
  3771. 2:13:13aversion to anyone or anything
  3772. 2:13:15whenever we are particularly anxious
  3773. 2:13:17that will lead us into great suffering
  3774. 2:13:20this is important so take a good look at
  3775. 2:13:22it
  3776. 2:13:23investigate these feelings of strong
  3777. 2:13:25love or aversion and then take a step
  3778. 2:13:27back
  3779. 2:13:28if you get too close they'll bite
  3780. 2:13:31do you hear this
  3781. 2:13:33if you grab out and caress these things
  3782. 2:13:35they bite and they kick
  3783. 2:13:37when you feed grass to your buffalo you
  3784. 2:13:38have to be careful
  3785. 2:13:40if you're careful when it kicks out it
  3786. 2:13:42won't kick you you have to feed it and
  3787. 2:13:45take care of it but you should be smart
  3788. 2:13:47enough that you do that without getting
  3789. 2:13:48bitten
  3790. 2:13:49love for children relatives wealth and
  3791. 2:13:51possessions will bite
  3792. 2:13:53do you understand this when you feed it
  3793. 2:13:55don't get too close
  3794. 2:13:56when you give it water don't get too
  3795. 2:13:58close
  3796. 2:13:59pull on the rope when you need to
  3797. 2:14:01this is the way of dumb recognizing
  3798. 2:14:03impermanence unsatisfactoriness and lack
  3799. 2:14:05of self recognizing the danger and
  3800. 2:14:07employing caution and restraint in a
  3801. 2:14:09mindful way
  3802. 2:14:11arjun tongarat didn't teach a lot he
  3803. 2:14:14always told us
  3804. 2:14:15be really careful be really careful
  3805. 2:14:18that's how he taught
  3806. 2:14:19be really careful if you're not really
  3807. 2:14:21careful you'll catch it on the chin
  3808. 2:14:24this is really how it is even if you
  3809. 2:14:26didn't say it it's still how it is if
  3810. 2:14:28you're not really careful you'll catch
  3811. 2:14:30it on the chin
  3812. 2:14:32please understand this
  3813. 2:14:34it's not someone else's concern
  3814. 2:14:36the problem isn't other people loving or
  3815. 2:14:38hating us others far away somewhere
  3816. 2:14:41don't make us create cover and suffering
  3817. 2:14:44it's our possessions our homes our
  3818. 2:14:46families where we have to pay attention
  3819. 2:14:48or what do you think
  3820. 2:14:50these days where do you experience
  3821. 2:14:52suffering
  3822. 2:14:53where are you involved in love and hate
  3823. 2:14:55and fear
  3824. 2:14:56control yourselves take care of
  3825. 2:14:58yourselves
  3826. 2:15:00watch out you don't get bitten
  3827. 2:15:02if they don't bite they might kick
  3828. 2:15:05don't think that these things won't bite
  3829. 2:15:07or kick if you do get bitten make sure
  3830. 2:15:10it's only a little bit
  3831. 2:15:11don't get kicked and bitten to pieces
  3832. 2:15:13don't try to tell yourselves there's no
  3833. 2:15:15danger
  3834. 2:15:16possessions
  3835. 2:15:18wealth
  3836. 2:15:19fame loved ones
  3837. 2:15:21all these can kick and bite if you're
  3838. 2:15:23not mindful
  3839. 2:15:25if you're mindful you'll be at ease
  3840. 2:15:27be cautious and restrained
  3841. 2:15:30when your mind starts grasping at things
  3842. 2:15:31and making a big deal out of them you
  3843. 2:15:33have to stop it
  3844. 2:15:35it'll argue with you but you have to put
  3845. 2:15:37your foot down
  3846. 2:15:39stay in the middle as the mind comes and
  3847. 2:15:40goes put sensual indulgence away on one
  3848. 2:15:43side put self-torment away on the other
  3849. 2:15:46side
  3850. 2:15:47put love to one side hate to the other
  3851. 2:15:49side put happiness to one side suffering
  3852. 2:15:51to the other side
  3853. 2:15:53remain in the middle without letting the
  3854. 2:15:55mind go in either direction
  3855. 2:15:59like these bodies of ours earth water
  3856. 2:16:01fire and wind
  3857. 2:16:02where is the person
  3858. 2:16:06there isn't any person
  3859. 2:16:08these few different things are put
  3860. 2:16:10together and it's called a person
  3861. 2:16:12that's a falsehood it's not real
  3862. 2:16:15it's only real in the way of convention
  3863. 2:16:18when the time comes the elements return
  3864. 2:16:20to their old state
  3865. 2:16:21we've only come to stay with them for a
  3866. 2:16:23while so we have to let them go to
  3867. 2:16:25return
  3868. 2:16:26the part that is earth sent back to the
  3869. 2:16:28earth the part that is water send back
  3870. 2:16:31to be water
  3871. 2:16:32the part that is fire send back to be
  3872. 2:16:34fire the part that is wind sent back to
  3873. 2:16:37be wind
  3874. 2:16:38or will you try to go with them and keep
  3875. 2:16:40something
  3876. 2:16:42we come to rely on them for a while when
  3877. 2:16:44it's time for them to go let them go
  3878. 2:16:46when they come let them come all these
  3879. 2:16:48phenomena sabara
  3880. 2:16:50the principle or condition of nature
  3881. 2:16:52things as they truly are
  3882. 2:16:54they appear and then they disappear
  3883. 2:16:55that's all we understand that all these
  3884. 2:16:57things are flowing
  3885. 2:16:59constantly appearing and disappearing
  3886. 2:17:03making offerings listening to teachings
  3887. 2:17:05practicing meditation whatever we do
  3888. 2:17:07should be done for the purpose of
  3889. 2:17:08developing wisdom
  3890. 2:17:11developing wisdom is for the purpose of
  3891. 2:17:12liberation freedom from all these
  3892. 2:17:14conditions and phenomena when we are
  3893. 2:17:16free then no matter what our situation
  3894. 2:17:18is we don't have to suffer
  3895. 2:17:20if we have children we don't have to
  3896. 2:17:22suffer if we work we don't have to
  3897. 2:17:24suffer
  3898. 2:17:25if we have a house we don't have to
  3899. 2:17:27suffer
  3900. 2:17:28it's like a lotus in the water
  3901. 2:17:31i grow in the water but i don't suffer
  3902. 2:17:33because of the water i can't be drowned
  3903. 2:17:35or burned because i live in the water
  3904. 2:17:38when the water ebbs and flows it doesn't
  3905. 2:17:40affect the lotus
  3906. 2:17:42the water and the lotus can exist
  3907. 2:17:44together without conflict
  3908. 2:17:45they are together yet separate
  3909. 2:17:48whatever is in the water nourishes the
  3910. 2:17:50lotus and helps it grow into something
  3911. 2:17:52beautiful
  3912. 2:17:54it's the same for us
  3913. 2:17:56wealth home family and all defilements
  3914. 2:17:59of mind no longer defile us but rather
  3915. 2:18:01help us to develop bury me the spiritual
  3916. 2:18:04perfections
  3917. 2:18:06in a grove of bamboo the old leaves pile
  3918. 2:18:08up around the trees and when the rain
  3919. 2:18:09falls they decompose and become
  3920. 2:18:11fertilizer
  3921. 2:18:12shoots grow and the trees develop
  3922. 2:18:14because of the fertilizer and we have a
  3923. 2:18:16source of food and income
  3924. 2:18:18but it didn't look like anything good at
  3925. 2:18:20all
  3926. 2:18:21so be careful in the dry season if you
  3927. 2:18:23set fires in the forest they'll burn up
  3928. 2:18:25all the future fertilizer and the
  3929. 2:18:26fertilizer will turn in you won't have
  3930. 2:18:28any bamboo shoots to eat so if you burn
  3931. 2:18:31the forest you burn the bamboo
  3932. 2:18:32fertilizer if you burn the fertilizer
  3933. 2:18:35you burn the trees and the grove dies
  3934. 2:18:37you understand
  3935. 2:18:39you and your families can live in
  3936. 2:18:40happiness and harmony with your homes
  3937. 2:18:42and possessions free of danger from
  3938. 2:18:44floods or fire
  3939. 2:18:46if a family is flooded or burned it's
  3940. 2:18:48only because of the people in that
  3941. 2:18:49family it's just like the bamboo's
  3942. 2:18:51fertilizer the grove can be burned
  3943. 2:18:53because of it or the grove can grow
  3944. 2:18:55beautifully because of it
  3945. 2:18:59things will grow beautifully and then
  3946. 2:19:00not beautifully and then become
  3947. 2:19:02beautiful again
  3948. 2:19:03growing and degenerating and growing
  3949. 2:19:05again and degenerating again this is the
  3950. 2:19:07way of worldly phenomena
  3951. 2:19:09if we know growth and degeneration for
  3952. 2:19:11what they are we can find the conclusion
  3953. 2:19:13to them
  3954. 2:19:14things grow and reach their limit
  3955. 2:19:16things degenerate and reach their limit
  3956. 2:19:19but we remain constant
  3957. 2:19:22it's like when there was a fire in ubon
  3958. 2:19:23city
  3959. 2:19:24people bemoaned about the destruction
  3960. 2:19:26and shared a lot of tears over it
  3961. 2:19:28but things were rebuilt after the fire
  3962. 2:19:30and the new buildings are actually
  3963. 2:19:31bigger and a lot better than what we had
  3964. 2:19:33before and people enjoy the city more
  3965. 2:19:35now
  3966. 2:19:37this is how it is with the cycles of
  3967. 2:19:38loss and development
  3968. 2:19:40everything has its limits so the buddha
  3969. 2:19:42wanted us always to be contemplating
  3970. 2:19:45while we still live we should think
  3971. 2:19:46about death
  3972. 2:19:47don't consider it as something far away
  3973. 2:19:50if you're poor don't try to harm or
  3974. 2:19:53exploit others
  3975. 2:19:54face the situation and work hard to help
  3976. 2:19:56yourself
  3977. 2:19:57if you're well off don't become
  3978. 2:19:59forgetful in your wealth and comfort
  3979. 2:20:01it's not very difficult for everything
  3980. 2:20:03to be lost
  3981. 2:20:05a rich person can become a pauper in a
  3982. 2:20:06couple of days
  3983. 2:20:08a pauper can become a rich person
  3984. 2:20:10it's all owing to the fact that these
  3985. 2:20:12conditions are impermanent and unstable
  3986. 2:20:15that's the buddha said pamado machu no
  3987. 2:20:18padang heedlessness is the way to death
  3988. 2:20:21the heedless are like the dead
  3989. 2:20:24don't be heedless
  3990. 2:20:25all beings in all sankhara are unstable
  3991. 2:20:27and impermanent don't form any
  3992. 2:20:29attachment to them
  3993. 2:20:31happy or sad progressing or falling
  3994. 2:20:33apart in the end it all comes down to
  3995. 2:20:35the same place please understand this
  3996. 2:20:38living in the world and having this
  3997. 2:20:40perspective we can be free of danger
  3998. 2:20:42whatever we may gain or accomplish in
  3999. 2:20:44the world because of our good comer is
  4000. 2:20:45still of the world and subject to decay
  4001. 2:20:48and loss so don't get too carried away
  4002. 2:20:50by it
  4003. 2:20:52it's like a beetle scratching at the
  4004. 2:20:53earth
  4005. 2:20:54it can scratch up a pile that is that's
  4006. 2:20:56a lot bigger than itself but it's still
  4007. 2:20:58only a pile of dirt
  4008. 2:21:00if it works hard it makes a deep hole in
  4009. 2:21:02the ground but it's still only a hole in
  4010. 2:21:04the dirt
  4011. 2:21:05if a buffalo drops a load of dung there
  4012. 2:21:07it'll be bigger than the beetle's pile
  4013. 2:21:08of earth
  4014. 2:21:09but it still isn't anything that reaches
  4015. 2:21:11to the sky
  4016. 2:21:12it's all dirt
  4017. 2:21:14worldly accomplishments are like this
  4018. 2:21:16no matter how hard the beetles work
  4019. 2:21:18they're just involved in dirt making
  4020. 2:21:20holes and piles
  4021. 2:21:22people who have good worldly camera have
  4022. 2:21:24the intelligence to do well in the world
  4023. 2:21:27but no matter how well they do they're
  4024. 2:21:29still living in the world
  4025. 2:21:31all the things they do are worldly and
  4026. 2:21:32have their limits like the beetles
  4027. 2:21:35scratching away at the earth
  4028. 2:21:37the hole may go deep but it's in the
  4029. 2:21:39earth the pile may get high but it's
  4030. 2:21:41just a pile of dirt
  4031. 2:21:43doing well getting a lot
  4032. 2:21:45or just doing well and getting a lot in
  4033. 2:21:47the world
  4034. 2:21:49or please understand this and try to to
  4035. 2:21:51develop detachment if you don't gain
  4036. 2:21:53much be contented understanding that
  4037. 2:21:55it's only the worldly if you gain a lot
  4038. 2:21:57understand that it's only the worldly
  4039. 2:21:59contemplate these truths and don't be
  4040. 2:22:01heedless see both sides of things not
  4041. 2:22:03getting stuck on one side when something
  4042. 2:22:06delights you hold part of yourself back
  4043. 2:22:08in reserve because that delight won't
  4044. 2:22:10last
  4045. 2:22:11when you are happy don't go completely
  4046. 2:22:13over to its side because soon enough
  4047. 2:22:15you'll be back on the other side with
  4048. 2:22:17unhappiness
  4049. 2:22:19this is
  4050. 2:22:20the seventh talk in this collection
  4051. 2:22:24entitled it can be done
  4052. 2:22:27and this was also first
  4053. 2:22:29published in
  4054. 2:22:31the book everything is teaching us
  4055. 2:22:33translated by paul breiter but there's
  4056. 2:22:36no particular indication of what
  4057. 2:22:39year or what occasion this was this was
  4058. 2:22:42given
  4059. 2:22:45at this time please determine your minds
  4060. 2:22:47to listen to the dhamma
  4061. 2:22:50today is the traditional day of dhamma
  4062. 2:22:52sawana which means hearing or studying
  4063. 2:22:55the dhamma the observance day
  4064. 2:22:58it is the appropriate time for us the
  4065. 2:23:00host of buddhists
  4066. 2:23:01to study the dhamma in order to increase
  4067. 2:23:03our mindfulness and wisdom
  4068. 2:23:07giving and receiving the teachings is
  4069. 2:23:08something we have been doing for a long
  4070. 2:23:11time
  4071. 2:23:11the activities we usually perform on
  4072. 2:23:13this day chanting homage to the buddha
  4073. 2:23:16taking moral precepts meditating and
  4074. 2:23:18listening to the teachings should be
  4075. 2:23:20understood as methods and principles for
  4076. 2:23:22spiritual development
  4077. 2:23:24they're not anything more than this
  4078. 2:23:28when it comes to taking precepts for
  4079. 2:23:30example a monk will proclaim the
  4080. 2:23:31precepts and the lay people will vow to
  4081. 2:23:33undertake them
  4082. 2:23:35don't misunderstand what's going on
  4083. 2:23:38the truth is that morality is not
  4084. 2:23:40something that can be given
  4085. 2:23:42it can't be really be requested or
  4086. 2:23:45received from someone
  4087. 2:23:47we can't give it to someone else
  4088. 2:23:50in our vernacular we hear people say the
  4089. 2:23:52venerable monk gave the precepts and we
  4090. 2:23:56received the precepts
  4091. 2:23:58we talked like this here in the
  4092. 2:23:59countryside and so it has become our
  4093. 2:24:01habitual way of understanding
  4094. 2:24:04if we think like this
  4095. 2:24:05that we come to receive the precepts
  4096. 2:24:07from the monks on the lunar observance
  4097. 2:24:09days and that if the monks won't
  4098. 2:24:12give the precepts then we don't have
  4099. 2:24:13morality that's only a tradition of
  4100. 2:24:16delusion that we've inherited from our
  4101. 2:24:17ancestors
  4102. 2:24:19thinking in this way means that we give
  4103. 2:24:21up our own responsibility
  4104. 2:24:23not having firm trust and conviction in
  4105. 2:24:25ourselves
  4106. 2:24:27then it gets passed down to the next
  4107. 2:24:28generation and they too come to receive
  4108. 2:24:31precepts from the monks
  4109. 2:24:33and the monks come to believe that
  4110. 2:24:34they're the ones who give the precepts
  4111. 2:24:36to the laity
  4112. 2:24:38in fact morality and precepts are not
  4113. 2:24:41like that
  4114. 2:24:42they're not something to be given or
  4115. 2:24:44received
  4116. 2:24:45but on ceremonial occasions of making
  4117. 2:24:47merit and the like we use this as a
  4118. 2:24:49ritual form according to tradition and
  4119. 2:24:52employ the terminology
  4120. 2:24:54in truth morality resides with the
  4121. 2:24:57intentions of people
  4122. 2:24:59if you have the conscious determination
  4123. 2:25:01to refrain from harmful activities and
  4124. 2:25:02wrongdoing by way of body and speech
  4125. 2:25:05morality is coming about within you
  4126. 2:25:09you should know within yourself
  4127. 2:25:11it is okay to take the vows with another
  4128. 2:25:13person
  4129. 2:25:14but you can also recollect the precepts
  4130. 2:25:15by yourself
  4131. 2:25:17if you don't know what they are you can
  4132. 2:25:19request them from someone else
  4133. 2:25:21it's not something very complicated or
  4134. 2:25:23distant so really whenever we wish to
  4135. 2:25:25receive morality and dhamma we have them
  4136. 2:25:28right then
  4137. 2:25:29it's just like the air that surrounds us
  4138. 2:25:31everywhere
  4139. 2:25:32whenever we breathe we take it in
  4140. 2:25:34all manner of good and evil is like that
  4141. 2:25:37if we wish to do good we can do it
  4142. 2:25:39anywhere at any time
  4143. 2:25:41we can do it alone or together with
  4144. 2:25:42others
  4145. 2:25:43evil is the same we can do it with a
  4146. 2:25:45large or a small group in a hidden or an
  4147. 2:25:48open place it's like this
  4148. 2:25:51these are things that are already in
  4149. 2:25:52existence but morality is something that
  4150. 2:25:55we should consider normal for all humans
  4151. 2:25:57to practice
  4152. 2:25:59a person who has no morality is no
  4153. 2:26:01different from an animal
  4154. 2:26:03if you decide to live like an animal
  4155. 2:26:05then of course there is no good or evil
  4156. 2:26:07for you because an animal doesn't have
  4157. 2:26:09any knowledge of such things
  4158. 2:26:11a cat catch is nice but we don't say
  4159. 2:26:13it's doing evil because it has no
  4160. 2:26:15concepts or knowledge of good or bad
  4161. 2:26:17right or wrong these beings are outside
  4162. 2:26:20the circle of human beings it's the
  4163. 2:26:22animal realm
  4164. 2:26:24the buddha pointed out that this group
  4165. 2:26:25is just living according to the animal
  4166. 2:26:27kind of kama
  4167. 2:26:28those who understand right and wrong
  4168. 2:26:30good and evil are humans
  4169. 2:26:33the buddha taught is dumber for humans
  4170. 2:26:35if we people don't have morality and
  4171. 2:26:37knowledge of these things then we're not
  4172. 2:26:39much different from animals so it is
  4173. 2:26:41appropriate that we study and learn
  4174. 2:26:43about morality and make ourselves able
  4175. 2:26:46this is taking advantage of the precious
  4176. 2:26:48accomplishment of human existence and
  4177. 2:26:50bringing it to fulfillment
  4178. 2:26:53the profound dhamma is the teaching that
  4179. 2:26:55morality is necessary
  4180. 2:26:57when there is morazi we have a
  4181. 2:26:59foundation on which we can progress in
  4182. 2:27:01dhamma
  4183. 2:27:02morality means the precepts concerning
  4184. 2:27:04what is forbidden and what is
  4185. 2:27:05permissible
  4186. 2:27:07dhamma refers to nature and to humans
  4187. 2:27:09knowing about nature
  4188. 2:27:11how things exist according to nature
  4189. 2:27:14nature is something we do not compose
  4190. 2:27:17it exists as it is according to its
  4191. 2:27:20conditions
  4192. 2:27:21a simple example is animals
  4193. 2:27:23a certain species such as peacocks is
  4194. 2:27:26born with its various patterns and
  4195. 2:27:28colours
  4196. 2:27:29they were not created like that by
  4197. 2:27:31humans or modified by humans
  4198. 2:27:33they're born just that way according to
  4199. 2:27:35nature
  4200. 2:27:36this is a little example of how it is in
  4201. 2:27:38nature
  4202. 2:27:41all things of nature are existing in the
  4203. 2:27:43world this is still talking about
  4204. 2:27:45understanding from a worldly viewpoint
  4205. 2:27:47the buddha taught dhamma for us to know
  4206. 2:27:48nature
  4207. 2:27:49to let go of it and to let it exist
  4208. 2:27:51according to its conditions
  4209. 2:27:53this is talking about the external
  4210. 2:27:55material world
  4211. 2:27:57as to nama dhamma mental phenomena
  4212. 2:28:00meaning the mind it cannot be left to
  4213. 2:28:02follow its own conditions
  4214. 2:28:04it has to be trained in the end we can
  4215. 2:28:06say that mind is the teacher of body and
  4216. 2:28:08speech so it needs to be well trained
  4217. 2:28:11letting it go according to its natural
  4218. 2:28:13urges just makes one an animal
  4219. 2:28:15it has to be instructed and trained
  4220. 2:28:17it should come to know nature but should
  4221. 2:28:19not merely be left to follow nature
  4222. 2:28:24we're born into this world and all of us
  4223. 2:28:26will naturally have the afflictions of
  4224. 2:28:28desire anger and delusion
  4225. 2:28:31desire makes us crave after various
  4226. 2:28:33things and causes the mind to be in a
  4227. 2:28:34state of imbalance and turmoil
  4228. 2:28:37nature is like that
  4229. 2:28:38he will just not do to let the mind go
  4230. 2:28:40after these impulses of craving
  4231. 2:28:42it only leads to heat and distress
  4232. 2:28:45it's better to train in dhamma in truth
  4233. 2:28:49when aversion occurs in us we want to
  4234. 2:28:51express anger towards people
  4235. 2:28:53it may even get to the point of
  4236. 2:28:54physically attacking or killing people
  4237. 2:28:57but we don't just let it go quote
  4238. 2:29:00unquote according to its nature
  4239. 2:29:02we know the nature of what is occurring
  4240. 2:29:04we see it for what it is and teach the
  4241. 2:29:06mind about it this is studying dhamma
  4242. 2:29:11delusion is the same when it happens
  4243. 2:29:13we're confused about things
  4244. 2:29:15if we just leave it as it is we remain
  4245. 2:29:17in ignorance
  4246. 2:29:19so the buddha told us to know nature to
  4247. 2:29:21teach nature to train and adjust nature
  4248. 2:29:24to know exactly what nature is
  4249. 2:29:27for example people are born with
  4250. 2:29:29physical form and mind
  4251. 2:29:31in the beginning these things are born
  4252. 2:29:33in the middle they change and in the end
  4253. 2:29:35they are extinguished
  4254. 2:29:36this is ordinary this is their nature
  4255. 2:29:39we cannot do much to alter these facts
  4256. 2:29:42we train our minds as we can and when
  4257. 2:29:45the time comes we have to let go of it
  4258. 2:29:47all
  4259. 2:29:47beyond the ability of humans to change
  4260. 2:29:49this or get beyond it
  4261. 2:29:51the dharma that the buddha taught is
  4262. 2:29:52something to be applied while we're here
  4263. 2:29:55for making actions words and thoughts
  4264. 2:29:57correct and proper he was teaching the
  4265. 2:29:58minds of people so that they would not
  4266. 2:30:00be deluded in regard to nature
  4267. 2:30:02conventional reality and supposition
  4268. 2:30:05the teacher instructed us to see the
  4269. 2:30:07world his dharma was a teaching that is
  4270. 2:30:09above and beyond the world
  4271. 2:30:12we are in the world we're born into this
  4272. 2:30:13world
  4273. 2:30:14that he taught us to transcend the world
  4274. 2:30:16and not be a prisoner to worldly ways
  4275. 2:30:18and habits
  4276. 2:30:20it's like a diamond that falls into a
  4277. 2:30:22muddy pit no matter how much dirt and
  4278. 2:30:24filth covers it that does not destroy
  4279. 2:30:26its radiance the hues and the worth of
  4280. 2:30:28it
  4281. 2:30:29even though the mud is stuck to it the
  4282. 2:30:31diamond does not lose anything but is
  4283. 2:30:34just as it originally was
  4284. 2:30:36there are two separate things
  4285. 2:30:38so the buddha taught to be above the
  4286. 2:30:40world which means knowing the world
  4287. 2:30:42clearly
  4288. 2:30:43by the world he does not mean so much
  4289. 2:30:45the earth and the sky and the elements
  4290. 2:30:47but rather the mind the wheel of samsara
  4291. 2:30:52within the hearts of people he meant
  4292. 2:30:54this wheel this world this is the world
  4293. 2:30:56the buddha knew clearly
  4294. 2:30:58when we talk about knowing the world
  4295. 2:30:59clearly we're talking about these things
  4296. 2:31:02if it were otherwise the buddha would
  4297. 2:31:04have had to be flying everywhere to know
  4298. 2:31:06the world clearly quote unquote it's not
  4299. 2:31:08like that
  4300. 2:31:10it's a single point
  4301. 2:31:11all dumbers come down to one single
  4302. 2:31:13point
  4303. 2:31:14for instance people which means men and
  4304. 2:31:17women
  4305. 2:31:18if we observe one man and one woman we
  4306. 2:31:20know the nature of all people in the
  4307. 2:31:22universe they're not that different
  4308. 2:31:25another example is learning about heat
  4309. 2:31:27if we just know this one point the
  4310. 2:31:29quality of being hot
  4311. 2:31:30it doesn't matter what source or cause
  4312. 2:31:32the heat is
  4313. 2:31:34the condition of hot is such
  4314. 2:31:37if we know clearly this one point then
  4315. 2:31:39wherever we there may be hotness in the
  4316. 2:31:41universe we know it is like this
  4317. 2:31:44because the buddha knew a single point
  4318. 2:31:46his knowledge encompassed the world
  4319. 2:31:48knowing coldness to be a certain way
  4320. 2:31:50when he encountered coldness anywhere in
  4321. 2:31:52the world he already knew it
  4322. 2:31:54he taught a single point for beings
  4323. 2:31:56living in the world to know the world to
  4324. 2:31:59know the nature of the world to know
  4325. 2:32:01people men and women
  4326. 2:32:02no to know the manner of existence of
  4327. 2:32:05beings in the world
  4328. 2:32:06his knowledge was such
  4329. 2:32:08knowing one point he knew all things
  4330. 2:32:12the dhamma that the teacher expanded was
  4331. 2:32:14for going beyond suffering
  4332. 2:32:16so what is this going beyond suffering
  4333. 2:32:18all about
  4334. 2:32:19what should we do to escape from
  4335. 2:32:20suffering
  4336. 2:32:23it is necessary for us to do some study
  4337. 2:32:26we need to come and study the thinking
  4338. 2:32:27and feeling in our hearts
  4339. 2:32:29just that
  4340. 2:32:30it is something that we are presently
  4341. 2:32:32unable to change
  4342. 2:32:34we can be free of all suffering and on
  4343. 2:32:36satisfactionness in life just by
  4344. 2:32:37changing this one point
  4345. 2:32:39our habitual worldview our way of
  4346. 2:32:41thinking and feeling
  4347. 2:32:43if we come to have a new sense of things
  4348. 2:32:45a new understanding we transcend the old
  4349. 2:32:47perceptions and understanding
  4350. 2:32:50the authentic dhamma of the buddha is
  4351. 2:32:51not something pointing far away
  4352. 2:32:54it teaches about atar self and that
  4353. 2:32:57things are not really self
  4354. 2:32:59that's all all the teachings of the
  4355. 2:33:01buddha gave were pointing out that this
  4356. 2:33:03is not a self this does not belong to a
  4357. 2:33:05self there is no such thing as ourselves
  4358. 2:33:07or others
  4359. 2:33:09now when we contact this we can't really
  4360. 2:33:12read it we don't translate the number
  4361. 2:33:15correctly
  4362. 2:33:16we still think this is me this is mine
  4363. 2:33:19we attach to things and invest them with
  4364. 2:33:21meaning
  4365. 2:33:22when we do this we can't yet disentangle
  4366. 2:33:24from them the involvement is deepens and
  4367. 2:33:26the mess gets worse and worse
  4368. 2:33:28if we know that there is no self the
  4369. 2:33:30body and mind are really
  4370. 2:33:32as the buddha taught then when we keep
  4371. 2:33:34on investigating eventually we will come
  4372. 2:33:37to the realization of the actual
  4373. 2:33:39condition of selflessness
  4374. 2:33:41we will genuinely realize that there is
  4375. 2:33:43no self or other
  4376. 2:33:46pleasure is merely pleasure feeling is
  4377. 2:33:48merely feeling
  4378. 2:33:49memory is merely memory thinking is
  4379. 2:33:51merely thinking
  4380. 2:33:53they're all things that are merely such
  4381. 2:33:56happiness is merely happiness suffering
  4382. 2:33:58is merely suffering good is merely good
  4383. 2:34:01evil is merely evil
  4384. 2:34:03everything exists merely thus
  4385. 2:34:07there is no real happiness or real
  4386. 2:34:09suffering
  4387. 2:34:11there are just merely existing
  4388. 2:34:13conditions merely happy merely suffering
  4389. 2:34:15merely hot merely cold merely a being or
  4390. 2:34:18a person
  4391. 2:34:19you should keep looking to see that
  4392. 2:34:21things are only so much
  4393. 2:34:24only earth only water only fire only
  4394. 2:34:26wind
  4395. 2:34:27we should keep on reading these things
  4396. 2:34:29and investigating this point
  4397. 2:34:32eventually our perception will change
  4398. 2:34:34we will have a different feeling about
  4399. 2:34:36things the tightly held conviction that
  4400. 2:34:38there is a self and things belonging to
  4401. 2:34:40itself will gradually come undone
  4402. 2:34:42when this sense of things is removed
  4403. 2:34:44then the opposite perception will keep
  4404. 2:34:46increasing steadily
  4405. 2:34:48when the realization of alatar comes to
  4406. 2:34:50full measure we'll be able to relate to
  4407. 2:34:52the things of the world
  4408. 2:34:54to our most cherished possessions and
  4409. 2:34:56involvements to friends and relations
  4410. 2:34:58to wealth accomplishments and status
  4411. 2:35:01just the same as we do to our clothes
  4412. 2:35:03when shirts and trousers are new we wear
  4413. 2:35:05them they get dirty and we wash them
  4414. 2:35:08after some time they're worn out and we
  4415. 2:35:09discard them
  4416. 2:35:11there is nothing out of the ordinary
  4417. 2:35:12there
  4418. 2:35:13we're constantly getting rid of the old
  4419. 2:35:15things and starting to need to use new
  4420. 2:35:17garments
  4421. 2:35:19we will have exactly the same feelings
  4422. 2:35:20about our existence in this world
  4423. 2:35:22we will not cry or moan over things and
  4424. 2:35:25not be tormented or burdened by them
  4425. 2:35:28they remain the same things as they were
  4426. 2:35:29before but our feeling and understanding
  4427. 2:35:31of them has changed
  4428. 2:35:34now our knowledge will be exalted and we
  4429. 2:35:36will see truth
  4430. 2:35:37we will have attained supreme vision and
  4431. 2:35:39have learned the authentic knowledge of
  4432. 2:35:41the dhamma that we ought to know and see
  4433. 2:35:44where is the dhamma that we ought to
  4434. 2:35:46know and see
  4435. 2:35:47it's right here within us within this
  4436. 2:35:49body in mind we have it already we
  4437. 2:35:52should come to know and see it
  4438. 2:35:55all of us have been born into this human
  4439. 2:35:57realm
  4440. 2:35:58whatever we gained by that we're gonna
  4441. 2:36:00lose
  4442. 2:36:01we've seen people born and seen them die
  4443. 2:36:04we just see this happening but don't
  4444. 2:36:06really see clearly when there's a birth
  4445. 2:36:09we rejoice over it when people die we
  4446. 2:36:11cry for them
  4447. 2:36:13there's no end
  4448. 2:36:14it goes on in this way and there's no
  4449. 2:36:16end to our foolishness
  4450. 2:36:18seeing birth we're foolhardy seeing
  4451. 2:36:20death we are foolhardy
  4452. 2:36:22there's only this unending foolishness
  4453. 2:36:25so let's take a look at all this
  4454. 2:36:28these things are natural occurrences
  4455. 2:36:31contemplate the dhamma here the dhamma
  4456. 2:36:33that we should know and see
  4457. 2:36:35the stoma is existing right now make it
  4458. 2:36:38make up your minds about this exert
  4459. 2:36:40restraint and self-control
  4460. 2:36:42now we are amidst the things of this
  4461. 2:36:45life we shouldn't have fears of death
  4462. 2:36:47we should fear the lower realms don't
  4463. 2:36:50fear dying rather be afraid of falling
  4464. 2:36:52into hell
  4465. 2:36:54you should be afraid of doing wrong
  4466. 2:36:55while you still have life
  4467. 2:36:57these are old things we're dealing with
  4468. 2:36:59not new things
  4469. 2:37:01some people are alive but don't know
  4470. 2:37:03themselves at all they think what's the
  4471. 2:37:05big deal about what i do now
  4472. 2:37:07i can't know what's going to happen when
  4473. 2:37:08i die
  4474. 2:37:10they don't think about the new seeds
  4475. 2:37:11they are creating for the future
  4476. 2:37:13they only see the old fruit
  4477. 2:37:16they fixate on present experience not
  4478. 2:37:18realizing that if there is fruit it must
  4479. 2:37:21have come from a seed
  4480. 2:37:22and that within the fruit that we have
  4481. 2:37:24now are the seeds for future fruit
  4482. 2:37:27these seeds are just waiting to be
  4483. 2:37:28planted
  4484. 2:37:30actions born of ignorance continue the
  4485. 2:37:32chain in this way but when you're eating
  4486. 2:37:34the fruit you don't think about all the
  4487. 2:37:36implications
  4488. 2:37:38wherever the mind has a lot of
  4489. 2:37:39attachment we will experience intense
  4490. 2:37:41suffering intense grief intense
  4491. 2:37:44difficulty right there the place we
  4492. 2:37:46experience the most problems is the
  4493. 2:37:48place we have the most attraction
  4494. 2:37:50longing and concern
  4495. 2:37:52please try to to resolve this now while
  4496. 2:37:54you still have life and breath keep on
  4497. 2:37:56looking at it and reading it until you
  4498. 2:37:58are able to translate it and solve the
  4499. 2:38:01problem
  4500. 2:38:03whatever we are experiencing as part of
  4501. 2:38:05our lives now one day we will be parted
  4502. 2:38:08from it
  4503. 2:38:09so don't just pass the time
  4504. 2:38:11practice spiritual cultivation
  4505. 2:38:14take this parting this separation and
  4506. 2:38:17loss as your object of contemplation
  4507. 2:38:19right now in the present until you're
  4508. 2:38:21clever and skilled in it until you can
  4509. 2:38:23see that it is ordinary and natural
  4510. 2:38:26when there is anxiety and regret over it
  4511. 2:38:29have the wisdom to recognize the limits
  4512. 2:38:31of this anxiety and regret
  4513. 2:38:33knowing what they are according to the
  4514. 2:38:35truth
  4515. 2:38:37if you can consider things in this way
  4516. 2:38:39then wisdom will arise
  4517. 2:38:41whenever suffering occurs wisdom can
  4518. 2:38:43arise there if we investigate
  4519. 2:38:46but people generally do not want to
  4520. 2:38:48investigate
  4521. 2:38:50wherever pleasant or unpleasant
  4522. 2:38:52experience happens wisdom can arise
  4523. 2:38:54there
  4524. 2:38:55if we know happiness and suffering for
  4525. 2:38:56what they really are then we know the
  4526. 2:38:58dharma
  4527. 2:38:59if we know the dhamma we know the world
  4528. 2:39:01clearly if we know the world clearly we
  4529. 2:39:03know the dhamma
  4530. 2:39:05actually for most of us if something is
  4531. 2:39:07displeasing
  4532. 2:39:08we don't really want to know about it
  4533. 2:39:11we get caught up in the aversion to it
  4534. 2:39:14if we dislike someone we don't want to
  4535. 2:39:16look at his face or get anywhere near
  4536. 2:39:17him
  4537. 2:39:18this is the mark of a foolish unskillful
  4538. 2:39:21person
  4539. 2:39:22this is not the way of a good person
  4540. 2:39:25if we like someone then of course we
  4541. 2:39:27want to be close to him and make every
  4542. 2:39:29effort to be with him taking delight in
  4543. 2:39:31his company
  4544. 2:39:32they are actually the same
  4545. 2:39:34like the palm and the back of the hand
  4546. 2:39:36when we turn the hand up and see the
  4547. 2:39:38palm the back of the hand is hidden from
  4548. 2:39:40sight when we turn it over then the palm
  4549. 2:39:42is not seen
  4550. 2:39:45pleasure hides pain pain hides pleasure
  4551. 2:39:47from our sight
  4552. 2:39:49wrong covers upright right covers wrong
  4553. 2:39:52just looking at one side our knowledge
  4554. 2:39:54is not complete
  4555. 2:39:56oh let's do things completely while we
  4556. 2:39:58still have life
  4557. 2:39:59keep on looking at things separating
  4558. 2:40:01truth from falsehood
  4559. 2:40:03noting how things really are getting to
  4560. 2:40:05the end of it reaching peace
  4561. 2:40:08when the time comes we'll be able to cut
  4562. 2:40:10through and let go completely
  4563. 2:40:12now we have to firmly attempt to
  4564. 2:40:14separate things and keep trying to cut
  4565. 2:40:16through
  4566. 2:40:18the buddha taught about hair nails skin
  4567. 2:40:21and teeth
  4568. 2:40:23he taught us to separate them
  4569. 2:40:25a person who does not know about
  4570. 2:40:27separating only knows about holding them
  4571. 2:40:29to himself
  4572. 2:40:31now while we've not yet parted from
  4573. 2:40:33these things we should be skillful in
  4574. 2:40:34meditating on them
  4575. 2:40:36we've not yet left this world so we
  4576. 2:40:38should be careful
  4577. 2:40:40we should contemplate a lot making
  4578. 2:40:41copious charitable offerings recite the
  4579. 2:40:44scriptures a lot practice a lot
  4580. 2:40:46we should develop insight into
  4581. 2:40:48impermanence and satisfactionness and
  4582. 2:40:50selflessness
  4583. 2:40:52even if the mind does not want to listen
  4584. 2:40:54we should keep on breaking things up
  4585. 2:40:55like this and come to know in the
  4586. 2:40:57present
  4587. 2:40:59this can most definitely be done
  4588. 2:41:01one can realize knowledge that
  4589. 2:41:02transcends the world
  4590. 2:41:05we are stuck in the world
  4591. 2:41:06and this is a way to destroy quote
  4592. 2:41:09unquote the world
  4593. 2:41:10through contemplating and seeing beyond
  4594. 2:41:13the world so that we can transcend the
  4595. 2:41:15world in our being
  4596. 2:41:16even while we're still living in this
  4597. 2:41:18world our view can be above the world
  4598. 2:41:23in a worldly existence one creates both
  4599. 2:41:25good and evil
  4600. 2:41:27now we try to practice virtue and give
  4601. 2:41:28up evil when good results come then you
  4602. 2:41:31should not be under that good
  4603. 2:41:33but be able to transcend it
  4604. 2:41:36if you do not transcend it then you will
  4605. 2:41:37become a slave to virtue and to your
  4606. 2:41:39concepts of what is good
  4607. 2:41:42it puts you in difficulty there will not
  4608. 2:41:44be an end to your tears
  4609. 2:41:46it doesn't matter how much good you have
  4610. 2:41:48practiced if you're attached to it then
  4611. 2:41:50you're still not free and there'll be no
  4612. 2:41:52end to tears
  4613. 2:41:54but one who transcends good as well as
  4614. 2:41:56evil has no more tears to shed they've
  4615. 2:41:59dried up
  4616. 2:42:00there can be an end
  4617. 2:42:02we should learn to use virtue not to be
  4618. 2:42:04used by virtue
  4619. 2:42:08in a nutshell the point of the teaching
  4620. 2:42:10of the buddha is to transform one's view
  4621. 2:42:14it is possible to change it
  4622. 2:42:16it only requires looking at things
  4623. 2:42:19and then it happens
  4624. 2:42:21having been born will experience aging
  4625. 2:42:23illness death and separation these
  4626. 2:42:25things are right here we don't need to
  4627. 2:42:27look up at the sky or down to the earth
  4628. 2:42:30the dhamma that we need to see and to
  4629. 2:42:31know can be seen right here within us
  4630. 2:42:33every moment every day
  4631. 2:42:36when there is birth we're filled with
  4632. 2:42:37joy when there's death we grieve
  4633. 2:42:39that's how we spend our lives
  4634. 2:42:42these are the things we need to know
  4635. 2:42:43about
  4636. 2:42:44but we've still not really looked into
  4637. 2:42:46them and seen the truth
  4638. 2:42:48we're stuck deep in this ignorance we
  4639. 2:42:50ask
  4640. 2:42:51when will we see the dhamma but it is
  4641. 2:42:53right here to be seen in the present
  4642. 2:42:57this is the dhamma we should learn about
  4643. 2:42:58and see
  4644. 2:42:59this is what the buddha taught about
  4645. 2:43:01he did not teach about gods and demons
  4646. 2:43:03and nagas protective deities jealous
  4647. 2:43:06demigods nature spirits and the like
  4648. 2:43:08he taught the things that one should
  4649. 2:43:10know and see
  4650. 2:43:12these are truths that we really should
  4651. 2:43:14be able to realize
  4652. 2:43:16external phenomena like this exhibiting
  4653. 2:43:19the three characteristics
  4654. 2:43:21of impermanence and satisfactoriness and
  4655. 2:43:24not self
  4656. 2:43:26if we really take an interest in all of
  4657. 2:43:28this and contemplate seriously we can
  4658. 2:43:30gain genuine knowledge
  4659. 2:43:32if this was something that could not be
  4660. 2:43:34done the buddha would not have bothered
  4661. 2:43:35to talk about it
  4662. 2:43:37how many tens and hundreds of thousands
  4663. 2:43:39of his followers have come to
  4664. 2:43:40realization
  4665. 2:43:42if one is really keen on looking at
  4666. 2:43:44things one can come to know
  4667. 2:43:47the dhamma is like that
  4668. 2:43:49we're living in this world the buddha
  4669. 2:43:51wanted us to know the world
  4670. 2:43:52living in the world we gain our
  4671. 2:43:54knowledge from the world
  4672. 2:43:56the buddha is said to be lokavitu one
  4673. 2:43:58who knows the world clearly it means
  4674. 2:44:00living in the world but not being stuck
  4675. 2:44:02in the ways of the world living among
  4676. 2:44:04attraction and aversion but not stuck in
  4677. 2:44:07attraction and aversion
  4678. 2:44:09this can be spoken about and explained
  4679. 2:44:10in ordinary language this is how the
  4680. 2:44:12buddha taught
  4681. 2:44:14normally we speak in terms of
  4682. 2:44:16self talking about me and mine you and
  4683. 2:44:19yours
  4684. 2:44:20but the mind can remain uninterruptedly
  4685. 2:44:22in the realization of anata selflessness
  4686. 2:44:26think about it when we talk to children
  4687. 2:44:28we speak in one way
  4688. 2:44:30when dealing with adults we speak in
  4689. 2:44:31another way if we use words appropriate
  4690. 2:44:34to children to speak with adults or use
  4691. 2:44:36adults words to speak with children it
  4692. 2:44:38won't work out
  4693. 2:44:41we have to know the proper use of
  4694. 2:44:42conventions when we're talking to
  4695. 2:44:44children
  4696. 2:44:45it can be appropriate to talk about me
  4697. 2:44:47and mine you and yours and so forth but
  4698. 2:44:49inwardly the mind is dhamma
  4699. 2:44:52dwelling in realization of anata
  4700. 2:44:54you should have this kind of foundation
  4701. 2:44:56so the buddha said that you should take
  4702. 2:44:58the dhamma as your foundation basis and
  4703. 2:45:00practice when living in the world
  4704. 2:45:02it's not right to take your ideas
  4705. 2:45:04desires and opinions as a basis
  4706. 2:45:07the dhamma should be your standard
  4707. 2:45:10if you take yourself as a standard you
  4708. 2:45:12become self-absorbed
  4709. 2:45:14if you take someone else as your
  4710. 2:45:15standard you're merely infatuated with
  4711. 2:45:17that person
  4712. 2:45:19being enthralled with ourselves with
  4713. 2:45:20another person is not the way of dhamma
  4714. 2:45:24the dharma does not incline to any
  4715. 2:45:26person or follow personalities
  4716. 2:45:29it follows the truth
  4717. 2:45:30it is not simply accord with the likes
  4718. 2:45:32and dislikes of people
  4719. 2:45:34such a ritual reactions have nothing to
  4720. 2:45:36do with the truth of things
  4721. 2:45:39if we really consider all of this and
  4722. 2:45:41investigate thoroughly to know the truth
  4723. 2:45:43then we will enter the correct path
  4724. 2:45:45our way of living will become correct
  4725. 2:45:47thinking will be correct our actions and
  4726. 2:45:49speech will be correct
  4727. 2:45:51so we really should look into all of
  4728. 2:45:53this
  4729. 2:45:54why is it that we have suffering
  4730. 2:45:57because of lack of knowledge
  4731. 2:45:59not knowing where things begin and end
  4732. 2:46:01not understanding the causes this is
  4733. 2:46:03ignorance
  4734. 2:46:05when there is this ignorance then
  4735. 2:46:06various desires arise and being driven
  4736. 2:46:09by them we create the causes of
  4737. 2:46:11suffering
  4738. 2:46:12then the result must be suffering when
  4739. 2:46:14you gather firewood and light a match to
  4740. 2:46:16it expecting not to have any heat what
  4741. 2:46:18are your chances
  4742. 2:46:20you're creating a fire aren't you
  4743. 2:46:22this is origination itself
  4744. 2:46:25if you understand these things morality
  4745. 2:46:28will be born here
  4746. 2:46:29dhamma will be born here so prepare
  4747. 2:46:31yourselves
  4748. 2:46:33the buddha advised us to prepare
  4749. 2:46:35ourselves
  4750. 2:46:36you don't need to have too many concerns
  4751. 2:46:38or anxieties about things just look here
  4752. 2:46:41look at the place without desires
  4753. 2:46:44the place without danger
  4754. 2:46:46the buddha taught nibana pachayo hoto
  4755. 2:46:49let it be a cause for nibana if it will
  4756. 2:46:52be a cause for realization of nirvana it
  4757. 2:46:54means looking at the place where things
  4758. 2:46:56are empty
  4759. 2:46:58where things are done with
  4760. 2:46:59but they reach their end
  4761. 2:47:01where they are exhausted
  4762. 2:47:03look at the place where there are no
  4763. 2:47:05more causes
  4764. 2:47:06where there is no more self or other me
  4765. 2:47:08or mine
  4766. 2:47:10this looking becomes a cause or
  4767. 2:47:11condition a condition for attaining
  4768. 2:47:13nibana
  4769. 2:47:15practicing generosity becomes the cause
  4770. 2:47:18for realizing nibana
  4771. 2:47:20practicing morality becomes a cause for
  4772. 2:47:23realizing nibana
  4773. 2:47:25listening to the teachings becomes a
  4774. 2:47:27cause for realizing nirvana
  4775. 2:47:29thus we can dedicate all our dharma
  4776. 2:47:31activities to become causes for nirvana
  4777. 2:47:35but if we're not looking towards nirvana
  4778. 2:47:37if we're looking at self and other
  4779. 2:47:38unattachment and grasping without end
  4780. 2:47:40this does not become a cause for nibana
  4781. 2:47:44when we deal with others and they talk
  4782. 2:47:46about self about me and mine about what
  4783. 2:47:47is ours we immediately agree with this
  4784. 2:47:49viewpoint we immediately think yeah
  4785. 2:47:52that's right
  4786. 2:47:53but it's not right
  4787. 2:47:55even if the mind is saying right right
  4788. 2:47:58we have to exert control over it
  4789. 2:48:01it's the same as the child who is afraid
  4790. 2:48:03of ghosts
  4791. 2:48:04maybe the parents are afraid too but it
  4792. 2:48:06won't do for the parents to talk about
  4793. 2:48:08it if they do the child will feel that
  4794. 2:48:10he has no protection or security
  4795. 2:48:13no of course daddy is not afraid don't
  4796. 2:48:16worry daddy's here there are no ghosts
  4797. 2:48:18there's nothing to worry about
  4798. 2:48:20well the father might really be afraid
  4799. 2:48:22too
  4800. 2:48:23if he starts talking about it they'll
  4801. 2:48:25all get so worked up about ghosts that
  4802. 2:48:27they'll jump up and run away father
  4803. 2:48:28mother and child and end up homeless
  4804. 2:48:31this is not being clever
  4805. 2:48:33you have to look at things clearly and
  4806. 2:48:35learn how to deal with them
  4807. 2:48:37even when you feel that deluded
  4808. 2:48:39appearances are real you have to tell
  4809. 2:48:41yourself they are not
  4810. 2:48:43go against it like this
  4811. 2:48:46teach yourself inwardly
  4812. 2:48:49when the mind is experiencing the world
  4813. 2:48:50in terms of self saying it's true
  4814. 2:48:53you have to be able to tell it it's not
  4815. 2:48:55true
  4816. 2:48:57you should be floating above the water
  4817. 2:48:59and not be submerged by the flood waters
  4818. 2:49:00of worldly habit
  4819. 2:49:02the water is flooding our hearts if we
  4820. 2:49:05run after things
  4821. 2:49:06do we have a look at what's going on
  4822. 2:49:08will there be anyone watching the house
  4823. 2:49:13nibana
  4824. 2:49:15one need not aim at anything or wish for
  4825. 2:49:18anything at all just aim for nimana
  4826. 2:49:21or manner of becoming in birth merit and
  4827. 2:49:23virtue in the worldly way do not lead
  4828. 2:49:25them
  4829. 2:49:26we don't need to be wishing for a lot of
  4830. 2:49:28things making merit and skillful comma
  4831. 2:49:31hoping it will cause us to attain some
  4832. 2:49:33better state
  4833. 2:49:34just aim directly for nirvana
  4834. 2:49:37wanting sealer wanting tranquility we
  4835. 2:49:40just end up in the same old place
  4836. 2:49:42it's not necessary to to desire these
  4837. 2:49:44things
  4838. 2:49:45we should just wish for the place of
  4839. 2:49:47cessation
  4840. 2:49:50it's like this
  4841. 2:49:52throughout all our becoming in birth
  4842. 2:49:54all of us are so terribly anxious about
  4843. 2:49:56so many things
  4844. 2:49:58when there is separation when there's
  4845. 2:49:59death we cry and lament
  4846. 2:50:02i can only think how utterly foolish
  4847. 2:50:04this is what are we crying
  4848. 2:50:06about where do you think people are
  4849. 2:50:08going anyhow
  4850. 2:50:10if they're still bound up in becoming in
  4851. 2:50:12birth they're not really going away
  4852. 2:50:15when children grow up and move to the
  4853. 2:50:16big city of bangkok they still think of
  4854. 2:50:18their parents
  4855. 2:50:19they won't be missing someone else's
  4856. 2:50:21parents just their own
  4857. 2:50:23when they return they will go to their
  4858. 2:50:24parents home not to somebody else's
  4859. 2:50:27when they go away again they'll still
  4860. 2:50:29think about their home here in ubun
  4861. 2:50:31will they be homesick for some other
  4862. 2:50:33place
  4863. 2:50:34what do you think so when the breath
  4864. 2:50:37ends and we die
  4865. 2:50:38no matter through how many lifetimes if
  4866. 2:50:40the causes for becoming in birth still
  4867. 2:50:42exist the consciousness is likely to try
  4868. 2:50:45and take birth in a place it is familiar
  4869. 2:50:47with
  4870. 2:50:48i think we're just too fearful about all
  4871. 2:50:50of this so please don't go crying about
  4872. 2:50:52it too much
  4873. 2:50:54think about this
  4874. 2:50:59kama drives beings into their various
  4875. 2:51:01births they don't go very far spinning
  4876. 2:51:04back and forth through the rounds of
  4877. 2:51:05births that's all it's just changing
  4878. 2:51:08appearances
  4879. 2:51:09appearing with a different face next
  4880. 2:51:10time but we don't know it
  4881. 2:51:12just coming and going going and
  4882. 2:51:14returning in the loop of sansara not
  4883. 2:51:16really going anywhere just staying there
  4884. 2:51:19like a mango that's shaking off the tree
  4885. 2:51:21like the snare that does not get the
  4886. 2:51:23wasps nest and falls to the ground it's
  4887. 2:51:26not going anywhere it's just staying
  4888. 2:51:28there
  4889. 2:51:29so the buddha said
  4890. 2:51:30nibana pachayo hotu
  4891. 2:51:33let your only aim be nibana strive hard
  4892. 2:51:35to accomplish this don't end up like the
  4893. 2:51:38mango falling to the ground and going
  4894. 2:51:40nowhere
  4895. 2:51:42transform your sense of things like this
  4896. 2:51:45if you can change it you will know great
  4897. 2:51:47peace
  4898. 2:51:48change please
  4899. 2:51:50come to see and know
  4900. 2:51:52these are things one should know indeed
  4901. 2:51:54if you do see and know
  4902. 2:51:56then where else do you need to go
  4903. 2:51:59morality will come to be
  4904. 2:52:01dharma will come to be
  4905. 2:52:03it's nothing far away so please
  4906. 2:52:05investigate this
  4907. 2:52:07when you transform your view
  4908. 2:52:09you will realize that it's like watching
  4909. 2:52:11leaves fall from the trees
  4910. 2:52:14when they get old and dry they fall from
  4911. 2:52:16the tree
  4912. 2:52:17and when the season comes they begin to
  4913. 2:52:19appear again
  4914. 2:52:21would anyone cry when leaves fall or
  4915. 2:52:24laugh when they grow
  4916. 2:52:26if you did you'd be insane wouldn't you
  4917. 2:52:28it's just this much
  4918. 2:52:30if we can see things in this way we'll
  4919. 2:52:32be okay
  4920. 2:52:34we will know that this is just the
  4921. 2:52:35natural order of things
  4922. 2:52:37it doesn't matter how many births we
  4923. 2:52:39undergo it'll always be like this when
  4924. 2:52:42one studies dharma gains clear knowledge
  4925. 2:52:44and undergoes a change of world view
  4926. 2:52:45like this one will realize peace and be
  4927. 2:52:48free of bewilderment about the phenomena
  4928. 2:52:50of this life
  4929. 2:52:52but the important point really is that
  4930. 2:52:54we have life now in the present
  4931. 2:52:56we are experiencing the results of past
  4932. 2:52:59deeds right now
  4933. 2:53:01when beings are born into the world this
  4934. 2:53:03is the manifestation of past actions
  4935. 2:53:06whatever happiness or suffering beings
  4936. 2:53:07have in the present is the fruit
  4937. 2:53:10of what they have done previously
  4938. 2:53:12it's born of the past and experienced in
  4939. 2:53:14the present
  4940. 2:53:16then this present experience becomes the
  4941. 2:53:18basis for the future as we create
  4942. 2:53:20further causes under its influence and
  4943. 2:53:22so future experience becomes the result
  4944. 2:53:26the movement from one birth to the next
  4945. 2:53:28also happens in this way
  4946. 2:53:30you should understand this
  4947. 2:53:32by listening to the dummy should resolve
  4948. 2:53:34your doubts it should clarify your view
  4949. 2:53:36of things and alter your way of living
  4950. 2:53:39when doubts are resolved suffering can
  4951. 2:53:41end stop creating desires and mental
  4952. 2:53:43afflictions
  4953. 2:53:44then whatever you experience if
  4954. 2:53:46something is displeasing to you you'll
  4955. 2:53:48not suffer over it because you
  4956. 2:53:50understand its changeability
  4957. 2:53:52if something is pleasing to you you'll
  4958. 2:53:54not get carried away and become
  4959. 2:53:56intoxicated by it because you know the
  4960. 2:53:58way to let go of things appropriately
  4961. 2:54:00you maintain a balanced perspective
  4962. 2:54:02because you understand impermanence and
  4963. 2:54:04know how to resolve things according to
  4964. 2:54:06dhamma you know the good and bad
  4965. 2:54:08conditions are always changing
  4966. 2:54:10knowing internal phenomena you
  4967. 2:54:12understand external phenomena
  4968. 2:54:14not attached to the external you're not
  4969. 2:54:17attached to the internal
  4970. 2:54:19observing things within yourself or
  4971. 2:54:21outside yourself it's all completely the
  4972. 2:54:23same
  4973. 2:54:24in this way we can dwell in a natural
  4974. 2:54:26state which is peaceful and tranquil
  4975. 2:54:28which is peace and tranquility
  4976. 2:54:31if we're criticized we remain
  4977. 2:54:32undisturbed if we are praised we are
  4978. 2:54:35undisturbed
  4979. 2:54:36let things be in this way
  4980. 2:54:38don't be influenced by others
  4981. 2:54:40this is freedom
  4982. 2:54:42knowing the two extremes for what they
  4983. 2:54:44are one can experience well-being
  4984. 2:54:47one does not stop at either side
  4985. 2:54:49this is genuine happiness and peace
  4986. 2:54:51transcending all things of the world
  4987. 2:54:54one transcends all good and evil one is
  4988. 2:54:56above cause and effect beyond birth and
  4989. 2:54:59death
  4990. 2:55:01born into this world one can transcend
  4991. 2:55:03the world
  4992. 2:55:05to be beyond the world knowing the world
  4993. 2:55:07this is the aim of the buddha's teaching
  4994. 2:55:09he did not aim for people to suffer
  4995. 2:55:11he desired people to attain peace know
  4996. 2:55:14the truth of things and realize wisdom
  4997. 2:55:16this is dumber knowing the nature of
  4998. 2:55:18things
  4999. 2:55:20whatever exists in the world is nature
  5000. 2:55:22there's no need to be in confusion about
  5001. 2:55:24it wherever you are the same laws apply
  5002. 2:55:28the most important point is that while
  5003. 2:55:30we still have life we should train the
  5004. 2:55:32mind to be even in regard to things
  5005. 2:55:35we should be able to share wealth and
  5006. 2:55:37possessions
  5007. 2:55:39when the time comes we should give a
  5008. 2:55:40portion to those in need just as if we
  5009. 2:55:42were giving things to our own children
  5010. 2:55:45sharing things like this we'll feel
  5011. 2:55:47happy if we can give away all our wealth
  5012. 2:55:49then whenever our breath may stop
  5013. 2:55:51there'll be no attachment or anxiety
  5014. 2:55:53because everything is gone
  5015. 2:55:56the buddha taught to quote die before
  5016. 2:55:59you die unquote
  5017. 2:56:00to be finished with things before they
  5018. 2:56:02are finished
  5019. 2:56:03then you can be at ease
  5020. 2:56:06let things break before they're broken
  5021. 2:56:08let them finish before they are finished
  5022. 2:56:10this is the buddha's intention in
  5023. 2:56:11teaching the dhamma
  5024. 2:56:13even if you listen to teachings for a
  5025. 2:56:15hundred or a thousand eons if you do not
  5026. 2:56:17understand these points you won't be
  5027. 2:56:19able to undo your suffering and you'll
  5028. 2:56:20not find peace you'll not see the dhamma
  5029. 2:56:25but understanding these things according
  5030. 2:56:26to the buddha's intention and being able
  5031. 2:56:28to resolve things is called seeing the
  5032. 2:56:30dhamma
  5033. 2:56:32this view of things can make an end of
  5034. 2:56:34suffering it can relieve all heat and
  5035. 2:56:36distress
  5036. 2:56:38whoever strives sincerely and is
  5037. 2:56:40diligent in practice who can endure
  5038. 2:56:43who trains and develops themselves to
  5039. 2:56:44full measure those persons will attain
  5040. 2:56:47to peace and cessation
  5041. 2:56:49wherever they stay they will have no
  5042. 2:56:51suffering
  5043. 2:56:52whether they are young or old they'll be
  5044. 2:56:54free of suffering whatever their
  5045. 2:56:56situation whatever work they have to
  5046. 2:56:58perform they'll have no suffering
  5047. 2:57:00because their minds have reached a place
  5048. 2:57:02where suffering is exhausted
  5049. 2:57:04but there is peace
  5050. 2:57:05it is like this
  5051. 2:57:07it's a matter of nature
  5052. 2:57:10the buddha that said to change one's
  5053. 2:57:11perceptions and they'll be the dhamma
  5054. 2:57:14when the mind is in harmony with dhamma
  5055. 2:57:16then dhamma enters the heart
  5056. 2:57:19the mind and the dhamma become
  5057. 2:57:21indistinguishable
  5058. 2:57:22the changing of one's view and
  5059. 2:57:24experience of things is something to be
  5060. 2:57:26realized by those who practice
  5061. 2:57:29the entire dhamma is pachitang to be
  5062. 2:57:31experienced for oneself to be known
  5063. 2:57:34personally
  5064. 2:57:35it cannot be given by anyone
  5065. 2:57:38that is an impossibility
  5066. 2:57:40if we hold it to be difficult it will be
  5067. 2:57:42something difficult if we take it to be
  5068. 2:57:44easy it's easy
  5069. 2:57:46whoever contemplates it and sees the one
  5070. 2:57:48point does not have to know a lot of
  5071. 2:57:50things
  5072. 2:57:52seeing the one point
  5073. 2:57:53seeing birth and death the arising and
  5074. 2:57:55passing away of phenomena according to
  5075. 2:57:57nature
  5076. 2:57:58one will know all things
  5077. 2:58:00this is a matter of the truth
  5078. 2:58:04this is the way of the buddha the buddha
  5079. 2:58:06gave his teachings out of the wish to
  5080. 2:58:07benefit all beings he wished for us to
  5081. 2:58:09go beyond suffering and to attain peace
  5082. 2:58:12it's not that we have to die first in
  5083. 2:58:14order to transcend suffering
  5084. 2:58:16we shouldn't think that we'll attain
  5085. 2:58:17this after death we can go beyond
  5086. 2:58:20suffering here and now in the present
  5087. 2:58:22we transcend within our perception of
  5088. 2:58:24things in this very life
  5089. 2:58:26through the view that arises in our
  5090. 2:58:28minds
  5091. 2:58:29then sitting we're happy lying down
  5092. 2:58:32we're happy
  5093. 2:58:33wherever we are we're happy
  5094. 2:58:35we become without fault experience no
  5095. 2:58:38ill results and live in a state of
  5096. 2:58:40freedom
  5097. 2:58:41the mind is clear bright and tranquil
  5098. 2:58:44there's no more darkness or defilement
  5099. 2:58:46this is someone who has reached the
  5100. 2:58:48supreme happiness of the buddha's way
  5101. 2:58:50please investigate this for yourselves
  5102. 2:58:53all of you lay followers please
  5103. 2:58:55contemplate this to gain understanding
  5104. 2:58:57and ability
  5105. 2:58:58if you suffer then practice to alleviate
  5106. 2:59:01your suffering
  5107. 2:59:02if it's great make it little if it's
  5108. 2:59:04little make an end of it
  5109. 2:59:06everyone has to do this for themselves
  5110. 2:59:08so please make an effort to consider
  5111. 2:59:10these words
  5112. 2:59:11may you prosper and develop
  5113. 2:59:17this is the eighth talk in the series
  5114. 2:59:20and it's entitled understanding dukkha
  5115. 2:59:24and this talk was published elsewhere
  5116. 2:59:26under the title giving up good and evil
  5117. 2:59:29and it was first published in everything
  5118. 2:59:32is teaching us
  5119. 2:59:34again this was translated by paul
  5120. 2:59:36breiter the ex
  5121. 2:59:40it sticks on the skin and goes into the
  5122. 2:59:43flesh
  5123. 2:59:44from the flesh it gets into the bones
  5124. 2:59:46it's like an insect on a tree that eats
  5125. 2:59:48through the bark into the wood and then
  5126. 2:59:50into the core until finally the tree
  5127. 2:59:53dies
  5128. 2:59:55we've grown up like that
  5129. 2:59:57it gets buried deep inside
  5130. 3:00:00our parents taught us grasping an
  5131. 3:00:02attachment
  5132. 3:00:03giving meaning to things believing
  5133. 3:00:05firmly that we exist as a self-entity
  5134. 3:00:08and that things belong to us from our
  5135. 3:00:10birth that's what we're taught
  5136. 3:00:12we hear this over and over again and it
  5137. 3:00:15penetrates our hearts and it stays there
  5138. 3:00:17as our habitual feeling
  5139. 3:00:20we're taught to get things to accumulate
  5140. 3:00:22and hold on to them to see them as
  5141. 3:00:24important and ours
  5142. 3:00:26this is what our parents know and this
  5143. 3:00:28is what they teach us
  5144. 3:00:30so it gets into our minds
  5145. 3:00:32into our bones
  5146. 3:00:34when we take an interesting meditation
  5147. 3:00:36and hear the teaching of a spiritual
  5148. 3:00:38guide it's not easy to understand
  5149. 3:00:40it doesn't really grab us
  5150. 3:00:42we're taught not to see and do things
  5151. 3:00:44the old way but when we hear the
  5152. 3:00:46teaching it doesn't penetrate the mind
  5153. 3:00:48we only hear it with our ears
  5154. 3:00:50people just don't know themselves
  5155. 3:00:53so we sit and listen to teachings but
  5156. 3:00:56it's just sound entering the ears
  5157. 3:00:58it doesn't get inside and affect us
  5158. 3:01:01it's like we're boxing and we keep
  5159. 3:01:03hitting the other guy but he doesn't go
  5160. 3:01:04down we remain stuck in our self-conceit
  5161. 3:01:09the wise have said that moving a
  5162. 3:01:10mountain from one place to another is
  5163. 3:01:12easier than moving the self-conceit of
  5164. 3:01:14people
  5165. 3:01:16we can use explosives to level a
  5166. 3:01:17mountain and then move the earth but the
  5167. 3:01:20tight grasping of our self-conceit oh
  5168. 3:01:22man the wise can teach us to our dying
  5169. 3:01:25day but they can't get rid of it
  5170. 3:01:27it remains hard and fast
  5171. 3:01:29our wrong ideas and bad tendencies
  5172. 3:01:31remain so solid and unbudging and we're
  5173. 3:01:34not even aware of it
  5174. 3:01:36so the wise have said that removing this
  5175. 3:01:38self-conceit and turning wrong
  5176. 3:01:40understanding into right understanding
  5177. 3:01:42is about the hardest thing to do
  5178. 3:01:45for us petuchina that is a worldling or
  5179. 3:01:48an unenlightened person for us petunia
  5180. 3:01:50to progress onto being a kaliana janna
  5181. 3:01:53which is a good person or a virtuous
  5182. 3:01:55being
  5183. 3:01:56is so hard
  5184. 3:01:58putujna means people who are thickly
  5185. 3:02:00obscured
  5186. 3:02:01who are in the dark
  5187. 3:02:03who are stuck deep in this darkness and
  5188. 3:02:05obscuration
  5189. 3:02:06the kaliana janna has made things
  5190. 3:02:09lighter
  5191. 3:02:10we teach people to lighten but they
  5192. 3:02:12don't want to do that because they don't
  5193. 3:02:14understand the situation their condition
  5194. 3:02:16of obscuration
  5195. 3:02:18so they keep on wondering in their
  5196. 3:02:19confused state
  5197. 3:02:22if we come across a pile of buffalo dung
  5198. 3:02:24we won't think it's ours and we won't
  5199. 3:02:26want to pick it up
  5200. 3:02:27we will just leave it where it is
  5201. 3:02:29because we know what it is
  5202. 3:02:31that's what's good in the way of the
  5203. 3:02:33impure
  5204. 3:02:34evil is the food of bad people if you
  5205. 3:02:36teach them about good they're not
  5206. 3:02:38interested but prefer to stay as they
  5207. 3:02:40are because they don't see the harm in
  5208. 3:02:42it without seeing the harm there's no
  5209. 3:02:44way things can be rectified
  5210. 3:02:46if you recognize it then you think oh
  5211. 3:02:49my whole pile of dung doesn't have the
  5212. 3:02:50value of a small piece of gold
  5213. 3:02:52and you'll want gold instead you won't
  5214. 3:02:54want the dung anymore
  5215. 3:02:56if you don't recognize this you remain
  5216. 3:02:58the owner of a pile of dung
  5217. 3:03:00even if you're offered a diamond or a
  5218. 3:03:02ruby you won't be interested
  5219. 3:03:04that's the good quote unquote of the
  5220. 3:03:07impure
  5221. 3:03:08gold jewels and diamonds are considered
  5222. 3:03:11something good in the realm of humans
  5223. 3:03:13the foul and rotten is good for flies
  5224. 3:03:15and other insects
  5225. 3:03:16if you put perfume on it they would all
  5226. 3:03:18flee away
  5227. 3:03:19what those with wrong view consider good
  5228. 3:03:21is like that that's the good for those
  5229. 3:03:24with wrong view for the defiled it
  5230. 3:03:26doesn't smell good but if we tell them
  5231. 3:03:28it stinks they'll say it's fragrant
  5232. 3:03:30they can't reverse this view very easily
  5233. 3:03:33so it's not easy to teach them
  5234. 3:03:36if you gather fresh flowers
  5235. 3:03:38the flies won't be interested in them
  5236. 3:03:40even if you tried to pay them they
  5237. 3:03:42wouldn't come
  5238. 3:03:43but wherever there's a dead animal
  5239. 3:03:45wherever there's something rotten that's
  5240. 3:03:46where they'll go
  5241. 3:03:48you don't need to call them they just go
  5242. 3:03:50wrong view is like that it delights in
  5243. 3:03:53that kind of thing
  5244. 3:03:54the stinking and rotten is what smells
  5245. 3:03:56good to it bogged down and immersed in
  5246. 3:03:59that what sweet smelling to a bee is not
  5247. 3:04:01sweet to a fly
  5248. 3:04:03lie doesn't see anything good or
  5249. 3:04:04valuable in it and has no craving for it
  5250. 3:04:08there is difficulty in practice but in
  5251. 3:04:10anything we undertake we have to pass
  5252. 3:04:12through difficulty to reach ease
  5253. 3:04:15in dharma practice we begin with the
  5254. 3:04:17truth of dukkha
  5255. 3:04:18the pervasive unsatisfactoriness of
  5256. 3:04:20existence but as soon as we experience
  5257. 3:04:22this we lose heart
  5258. 3:04:24we don't want to look at it
  5259. 3:04:26dukkha is really the truth
  5260. 3:04:28but we want to get around it somehow
  5261. 3:04:31it's similar to the way we don't like to
  5262. 3:04:33look at old people but prefer to look at
  5263. 3:04:35those who are young
  5264. 3:04:37if we don't want to look at dukkha we
  5265. 3:04:39will never understand dukkha no matter
  5266. 3:04:41how many births we go through
  5267. 3:04:43dukkha is a noble truth if we allow
  5268. 3:04:46ourselves to face it we will start to
  5269. 3:04:48seek a way out of it if we're trying to
  5270. 3:04:50go somewhere and the road is blocked
  5271. 3:04:51we'll think about how to make a pathway
  5272. 3:04:54working at it day after day we can get
  5273. 3:04:56through
  5274. 3:04:57when we encounter problems we develop
  5275. 3:04:59wisdom like this
  5276. 3:05:00without seeing dukkha we don't really
  5277. 3:05:02look into and resolve our problems
  5278. 3:05:04we just pass them by indifferently
  5279. 3:05:08my way of training people involves some
  5280. 3:05:10suffering
  5281. 3:05:11because suffering is the buddha's path
  5282. 3:05:13to enlightenment he wanted us to see
  5283. 3:05:15suffering and to see origination
  5284. 3:05:16cessation and the path this is the way
  5285. 3:05:19out for all the arya the noble ones the
  5286. 3:05:21awakened ones if you don't go this way
  5287. 3:05:24there is no way out
  5288. 3:05:26the only way is knowing suffering
  5289. 3:05:28knowing the cause of suffering knowing
  5290. 3:05:30the cessation of suffering and knowing
  5291. 3:05:32the path of practice leading to the
  5292. 3:05:33cessation of suffering this is the way
  5293. 3:05:35that the arya beginning with the stream
  5294. 3:05:38entry we're able to escape
  5295. 3:05:40it's necessary to know suffering
  5296. 3:05:43if we know suffering we will see it in
  5297. 3:05:44everything we experience
  5298. 3:05:46some people feel that they don't really
  5299. 3:05:48suffer so much
  5300. 3:05:50practice in buddhism is for the purpose
  5301. 3:05:52of freeing ourselves from suffering what
  5302. 3:05:54should we do not to suffer anymore
  5303. 3:05:57when dukkha arises we should investigate
  5304. 3:05:59to see the causes of its arising
  5305. 3:06:01then once we know that we can practice
  5306. 3:06:04to remove those causes
  5307. 3:06:05suffering origination cessation in order
  5308. 3:06:08to bring it to cessation we have to
  5309. 3:06:10understand the path of practice then
  5310. 3:06:12once we travel the path to fulfillment
  5311. 3:06:14dukkha will no longer arise
  5312. 3:06:16in buddhism this is the way out
  5313. 3:06:21opposing our habits creates some
  5314. 3:06:23suffering generally we are afraid of
  5315. 3:06:25suffering if something will make us
  5316. 3:06:26suffer we don't want to do it
  5317. 3:06:29we're interested in what appears to be
  5318. 3:06:30good and beautiful but we feel that
  5319. 3:06:32anything involving suffering is bad
  5320. 3:06:35it's not like that
  5321. 3:06:37suffering is such a dhamma truth if
  5322. 3:06:40there is suffering in the heart it
  5323. 3:06:41becomes the cause that makes you think
  5324. 3:06:43about escaping
  5325. 3:06:45it leads you to contemplate you won't
  5326. 3:06:47sleep so soundly because you'll be
  5327. 3:06:48intent on investigating to find out what
  5328. 3:06:50is really going on
  5329. 3:06:52trying to see causes and their results
  5330. 3:06:56happy people don't develop wisdom
  5331. 3:06:58they're asleep
  5332. 3:07:00it's like a dog that eats it fill
  5333. 3:07:02afterwards it doesn't want to do
  5334. 3:07:03anything it can sleep all day it won't
  5335. 3:07:06bark if a boat
  5336. 3:07:08it won't bark if a burglar comes it's
  5337. 3:07:10too full too tired
  5338. 3:07:12but if you only give it a little food
  5339. 3:07:14it'll be alert and awake
  5340. 3:07:16if someone tries to come sneaking around
  5341. 3:07:18it'll jump up and start barking have you
  5342. 3:07:20seen that
  5343. 3:07:22we humans are trapped and imprisoned in
  5344. 3:07:23this world and have troubles in such
  5345. 3:07:25abundance and we're always full of
  5346. 3:07:27doubts confusion and worry
  5347. 3:07:29this is no game
  5348. 3:07:31it's really something difficult and
  5349. 3:07:32troublesome so there's something that we
  5350. 3:07:34need to get rid of
  5351. 3:07:36according to the way of spiritual
  5352. 3:07:37cultivation we should give up our bodies
  5353. 3:07:39give up ourselves
  5354. 3:07:41we have to resolve to give our lives
  5355. 3:07:43we can see the examples of great
  5356. 3:07:45renunciants such as the buddha he was a
  5357. 3:07:47noble of the warrior caste but he was
  5358. 3:07:49able to leave it all behind and not turn
  5359. 3:07:51back he was the heir to riches and power
  5360. 3:07:54but he could renounce them
  5361. 3:07:56if we speak the subtle dumber most
  5362. 3:07:58people will be frightened by it
  5363. 3:08:00they won't dare turn into it
  5364. 3:08:02even saying don't do evil most people
  5365. 3:08:05can't follow this that's how it is
  5366. 3:08:07so i've sought all kinds of means to get
  5367. 3:08:09this across
  5368. 3:08:10one thing i often say is no matter if we
  5369. 3:08:13are delighted or upset happy or
  5370. 3:08:15suffering shedding tears or singing
  5371. 3:08:17songs never mind
  5372. 3:08:19living in this world we're in a cage
  5373. 3:08:21we don't get beyond this condition of
  5374. 3:08:23being in a cage even if you're rich
  5375. 3:08:25you're living in a cage if you're poor
  5376. 3:08:27you're living in a cage
  5377. 3:08:29if you sing and dance you're singing and
  5378. 3:08:31dancing in a cage
  5379. 3:08:33if you watch a movie you're watching it
  5380. 3:08:34in a cage
  5381. 3:08:37what is this cage it is the cage of
  5382. 3:08:39birth the cage of aging the cage of
  5383. 3:08:41illness the cage of death
  5384. 3:08:44in this way we are imprisoned in the
  5385. 3:08:46world
  5386. 3:08:48this is mine that belongs to me
  5387. 3:08:52we don't know what we really are of what
  5388. 3:08:53we're doing
  5389. 3:08:54actually all we are doing is
  5390. 3:08:56accumulating suffering for ourselves
  5391. 3:08:58it's not something far away that causes
  5392. 3:09:00our suffering but we don't look at
  5393. 3:09:02ourselves
  5394. 3:09:04however much happiness and comfort we
  5395. 3:09:05may have having been born we cannot
  5396. 3:09:08avoid aging
  5397. 3:09:09we must fall ill and we must die
  5398. 3:09:12this is dukhar itself here and
  5399. 3:09:14now we can always be afflicted with pain
  5400. 3:09:17or illness it can happen at any time
  5401. 3:09:19it's like we've stolen something
  5402. 3:09:21they could come to arrest us at any time
  5403. 3:09:23because we've done the deed that's our
  5404. 3:09:25situation
  5405. 3:09:26there is danger and trouble
  5406. 3:09:29we exist among harmful things birth
  5407. 3:09:31aging and illness reign over our lives
  5408. 3:09:34we can't go elsewhere and escape them
  5409. 3:09:36they can come and catch us at any time
  5410. 3:09:38it's always a good opportunity for them
  5411. 3:09:41so we have to see this to them and
  5412. 3:09:43accept the situation
  5413. 3:09:44we have to plea
  5414. 3:09:46when the body is born it doesn't belong
  5415. 3:09:48to anyone
  5416. 3:09:49it's like our meditation hall
  5417. 3:09:51after it's built spiders come and stay
  5418. 3:09:54in it lizards come to stay in it all
  5419. 3:09:55sorts of insects and crawling things
  5420. 3:09:57come to stay in it
  5421. 3:09:58snakes may come and live in it anything
  5422. 3:10:00may come and live in it it's not only
  5423. 3:10:02our hall
  5424. 3:10:04it's everything's whole
  5425. 3:10:06these bodies are the same they aren't
  5426. 3:10:08ours
  5427. 3:10:10people come to stay in and depend on
  5428. 3:10:11them
  5429. 3:10:12illness pain and aging come to reside in
  5430. 3:10:14them and we're merely residing along
  5431. 3:10:16with them
  5432. 3:10:17when these bodies reach the end of pain
  5433. 3:10:19and illness and finally break up and die
  5434. 3:10:21that is not us dying
  5435. 3:10:23so don't hold on to any of this instead
  5436. 3:10:27you have to contemplate the matter and
  5437. 3:10:28your grasping will gradually be
  5438. 3:10:30exhausted
  5439. 3:10:31when you see correctly wrong
  5440. 3:10:33understanding will stop
  5441. 3:10:35birth has created this burden for us but
  5442. 3:10:38generally we can't accept this
  5443. 3:10:40we think that not being born would be
  5444. 3:10:42the greatest evil
  5445. 3:10:43dying and not being born will be the
  5446. 3:10:45worst thing of all
  5447. 3:10:46that's how we view things
  5448. 3:10:48we usually only think about how much we
  5449. 3:10:50want in the future
  5450. 3:10:52and then we desire further in the next
  5451. 3:10:54life may i be born among the gods may be
  5452. 3:10:56born as a wealthy person
  5453. 3:10:58we're asking for an even heavier burden
  5454. 3:11:01but we think that it'll bring happiness
  5455. 3:11:03such thinking is an entirely different
  5456. 3:11:05way from what the buddha teaches that
  5457. 3:11:07way is heavy
  5458. 3:11:09the buddha said to let go of it and cast
  5459. 3:11:11it all away
  5460. 3:11:12but we think
  5461. 3:11:13i can't let go
  5462. 3:11:15so we keep carrying it and it keeps
  5463. 3:11:17getting heavier
  5464. 3:11:19because we were born we have this
  5465. 3:11:20heaviness to really penetrate the dumber
  5466. 3:11:23purely is that's very difficult
  5467. 3:11:25we need to rely on serious investigation
  5468. 3:11:30going a little further
  5469. 3:11:32do you know if craving has its limits
  5470. 3:11:35at what point will it be satisfied
  5471. 3:11:38is there such a thing
  5472. 3:11:40if you consider it you'll see that tanha
  5473. 3:11:43blind craving can't be satisfied
  5474. 3:11:46it keeps on desiring more and more
  5475. 3:11:49even if this brings such suffering that
  5476. 3:11:50we're nearly dead tanhara will keep on
  5477. 3:11:52wanting things because it can't be
  5478. 3:11:54satisfied
  5479. 3:11:57this is something very important
  5480. 3:11:59if we could think in a balanced and
  5481. 3:12:00moderate way
  5482. 3:12:02well let's talk about clothes
  5483. 3:12:05how many sets do we need
  5484. 3:12:07and food
  5485. 3:12:08how much do we eat
  5486. 3:12:10at the most for one meal we might eat
  5487. 3:12:13two plates and that should be enough for
  5488. 3:12:14us if we know moderation will be happy
  5489. 3:12:16and comfortable but this is not very
  5490. 3:12:19common
  5491. 3:12:20the buddha taught quote instructions for
  5492. 3:12:22the rich unquote
  5493. 3:12:25what this teaching points to is being
  5494. 3:12:26content with what we have
  5495. 3:12:29i know is content is a rich person i
  5496. 3:12:32think this kind of knowledge is really
  5497. 3:12:33worth studying
  5498. 3:12:34the knowledge taught in the buddha's way
  5499. 3:12:36is something worth learning worth
  5500. 3:12:37reflecting on
  5501. 3:12:40then the pure dharma of practice goes
  5502. 3:12:41beyond that it's a lot deeper some of
  5503. 3:12:44you may not be able to understand it
  5504. 3:12:46just take the buddha's words that there
  5505. 3:12:48is no more birth for him that birth and
  5506. 3:12:50becoming are finished
  5507. 3:12:53hearing this
  5508. 3:12:54makes you uncomfortable
  5509. 3:12:56to state it directly the buddha said
  5510. 3:12:58that we should not be born because
  5511. 3:13:00that's suffering
  5512. 3:13:01just this one thing birth the buddha
  5513. 3:13:03focused on
  5514. 3:13:04contemplating it and realizing its
  5515. 3:13:06gravity
  5516. 3:13:08all duca comes along with being born
  5517. 3:13:10it happens simultaneously with birth
  5518. 3:13:13when we come into this world we get eyes
  5519. 3:13:15and nose and mouth it all comes along
  5520. 3:13:17only because of birth
  5521. 3:13:19but if we hear about dying and not being
  5522. 3:13:21born again we feel it will be utter
  5523. 3:13:23ruination we don't want to go there
  5524. 3:13:26but the deepest teaching of the buddha
  5525. 3:13:28is like this
  5526. 3:13:31why are we suffering now
  5527. 3:13:32because we're born
  5528. 3:13:34so we're taught to put an end to birth
  5529. 3:13:36this is not just talking about the body
  5530. 3:13:38being born and the body dying that much
  5531. 3:13:40is easy to see a child can understand it
  5532. 3:13:43the breath comes to an end the body dies
  5533. 3:13:45and it just lies there
  5534. 3:13:47this is what we usually mean when we
  5535. 3:13:49talk about death
  5536. 3:13:51but a breathing dead person
  5537. 3:13:53that's something that we don't know
  5538. 3:13:54about a dead person who can walk and
  5539. 3:13:57talk and smile is something we haven't
  5540. 3:13:59thought about
  5541. 3:14:00we only know about the corpse that's no
  5542. 3:14:02longer breathing and that's what we call
  5543. 3:14:04death
  5544. 3:14:06it's the same with birth
  5545. 3:14:08when we say someone has been born we
  5546. 3:14:09mean that a woman went to the hospital
  5547. 3:14:11and gave birth
  5548. 3:14:12but the moment of the mind taking birth
  5549. 3:14:14have you noticed that
  5550. 3:14:16such as when you get upset over
  5551. 3:14:17something at home
  5552. 3:14:20sometimes love is born sometimes
  5553. 3:14:21aversion is born being pleased being
  5554. 3:14:24displeased all sorts of states
  5555. 3:14:26that is all nothing but birth
  5556. 3:14:30we suffer just because of this
  5557. 3:14:32when the eyes see something displeasing
  5558. 3:14:34dukkha is born
  5559. 3:14:36when the ears hear something that you
  5560. 3:14:37really like dukkha is also born there is
  5561. 3:14:40only suffering
  5562. 3:14:42the buddha summed it all up by saying
  5563. 3:14:44that there is only a mass of suffering
  5564. 3:14:47suffering is born and suffering ceases
  5565. 3:14:49that's all there is
  5566. 3:14:51we pounce on and grab it again and again
  5567. 3:14:53pouncing on arising pouncing on
  5568. 3:14:55cessation never really understanding it
  5569. 3:14:59when douga arises we call that suffering
  5570. 3:15:02when it ceases we call that happiness
  5571. 3:15:04it's all old stuff arising and ceasing
  5572. 3:15:07we're taught to watch body and mind
  5573. 3:15:09arising and ceasing there's nothing else
  5574. 3:15:11outside of this
  5575. 3:15:12to sum it up there's no happiness
  5576. 3:15:14there's only dukkha
  5577. 3:15:16we recognize suffering and suffering
  5578. 3:15:18when it arises then when it ceases we
  5579. 3:15:21consider that to be happiness we see it
  5580. 3:15:23and designate it as such
  5581. 3:15:25but it isn't
  5582. 3:15:27it's just dukkha ceasing
  5583. 3:15:30dukkha arises and ceases arises and
  5584. 3:15:32ceases and we pounce on it and catch
  5585. 3:15:33hold of it
  5586. 3:15:35happiness appears and we're pleased
  5587. 3:15:37unhappiness appears and we're distraught
  5588. 3:15:39it's really all the same
  5589. 3:15:41mere arising and ceasing
  5590. 3:15:44when there is arising there's something
  5591. 3:15:46and when there's ceasing it's gone
  5592. 3:15:49this is where we doubt
  5593. 3:15:50thus it's taught that dukkha arises and
  5594. 3:15:52ceases and outside of that there is
  5595. 3:15:55nothing
  5596. 3:15:56when you come down to it there is only
  5597. 3:15:58suffering but we don't see clearly
  5598. 3:16:01we don't recognize clearly that there is
  5599. 3:16:03only suffering because when it stops we
  5600. 3:16:05see happiness there we seize on it and
  5601. 3:16:07get stuck there we don't really see the
  5602. 3:16:09truth that everything is just arising
  5603. 3:16:12and ceasing
  5604. 3:16:14the buddha sum things up by saying that
  5605. 3:16:16there is only arising and ceasing and
  5606. 3:16:18nothing outside of that
  5607. 3:16:20this is difficult to listen to
  5608. 3:16:22but one who truly has a feel for the
  5609. 3:16:24dhamma doesn't need to take hold of
  5610. 3:16:26anything and dwells in ease
  5611. 3:16:28that's the truth
  5612. 3:16:31the truth is that in this world of ours
  5613. 3:16:33there is nothing that does anything to
  5614. 3:16:34anybody
  5615. 3:16:36there is nothing to be anxious about
  5616. 3:16:38there's nothing worth crying over
  5617. 3:16:40nothing to laugh at
  5618. 3:16:42nothing is inherently tragic or
  5619. 3:16:43delightful but such experiencing is
  5620. 3:16:46what's ordinary for people
  5621. 3:16:49our speech can be ordinary
  5622. 3:16:51we relate to others according to the
  5623. 3:16:53ordinary way of seeing things that's
  5624. 3:16:54okay but if we're thinking in the
  5625. 3:16:56ordinary way
  5626. 3:16:57that leads to tears
  5627. 3:17:00in truth if we really know the dhamma
  5628. 3:17:02and see it continuously nothing is
  5629. 3:17:04anything at all
  5630. 3:17:05there's only arising and passing away
  5631. 3:17:08there's no real happiness or suffering
  5632. 3:17:11the heart is at peace then when there is
  5633. 3:17:13no happiness or suffering
  5634. 3:17:14when there's happiness and suffering
  5635. 3:17:16there's becoming and birth
  5636. 3:17:19we usually create one kind of kama which
  5637. 3:17:21is the attempt to stop suffering and
  5638. 3:17:24produce happiness that's what we want
  5639. 3:17:27but what we want is not real peace
  5640. 3:17:30it's happiness and suffering
  5641. 3:17:31the aim of the buddha's teaching is to
  5642. 3:17:33practice to create a time of a type of
  5643. 3:17:35kama that leads beyond happiness and
  5644. 3:17:37suffering and that will bring peace
  5645. 3:17:40but we aren't able to think like that
  5646. 3:17:42we can only think that having happiness
  5647. 3:17:45will bring us peace
  5648. 3:17:46if we have happiness we think that's
  5649. 3:17:49good enough
  5650. 3:17:52thus we humans wish for things in
  5651. 3:17:54abundance
  5652. 3:17:55if we get a lot that's good
  5653. 3:17:58generally that's how we think
  5654. 3:18:00doing good is supposed to bring good
  5655. 3:18:02results and if we get that we're happy
  5656. 3:18:04we think that's all we need to do and we
  5657. 3:18:05stop there
  5658. 3:18:06but where does good come to conclusion
  5659. 3:18:10it doesn't remain
  5660. 3:18:11we keep going back and forth
  5661. 3:18:12experiencing good and bad trying day and
  5662. 3:18:15night to seize on to what we feel is
  5663. 3:18:17good
  5664. 3:18:19the buddha's teaching is the first we
  5665. 3:18:20should give up evil and then practice
  5666. 3:18:22what is good
  5667. 3:18:24second he said that we should give up
  5668. 3:18:26evil and give up the good as well
  5669. 3:18:28not having attachment to it because that
  5670. 3:18:30is also one kind of fuel
  5671. 3:18:33fuel will eventually burst into flame
  5672. 3:18:35good is fuel
  5673. 3:18:37bad is fuel
  5674. 3:18:40speaking on this level kills people
  5675. 3:18:42people aren't able to follow it so we
  5676. 3:18:44have to turn back to the beginning and
  5677. 3:18:46teach morality
  5678. 3:18:48don't harm each other be responsible in
  5679. 3:18:50your work don't harm or exploit others
  5680. 3:18:52the buddha taught this but just this
  5681. 3:18:54much isn't enough to stop
  5682. 3:18:57why do we find ourselves here in this
  5683. 3:19:00condition it's because of birth
  5684. 3:19:03as the buddha said in his first teaching
  5685. 3:19:04the discourse on the turning of the
  5686. 3:19:06wheel of dharma birth is ended this is
  5687. 3:19:08my final existence there is no further
  5688. 3:19:10birth for the target
  5689. 3:19:14not many people really come back to this
  5690. 3:19:15point and contemplate to understand
  5691. 3:19:17according to the principles of the
  5692. 3:19:19buddha's way
  5693. 3:19:20but if we have faith in the buddha's way
  5694. 3:19:22it will repay us
  5695. 3:19:23if people genuinely rely on the three
  5696. 3:19:25jewels then practice is easy
  5697. 3:19:28this is chapter nine this is entitled
  5698. 3:19:32the dhamma goes westward and again this
  5699. 3:19:35is from
  5700. 3:19:36paul breiter's
  5701. 3:19:38translations
  5702. 3:19:40included in the book
  5703. 3:19:42everything is teaching us
  5704. 3:19:43so there's no record of exactly when
  5705. 3:19:45this was recorded but it's in the form
  5706. 3:19:47of questions and answers and i believe
  5707. 3:19:50that the questions are coming from paul
  5708. 3:19:51breiter warupani obikou as he was um he
  5709. 3:19:54was
  5710. 3:19:55traveling with longpocha in america as a
  5711. 3:19:58layman and as an attendant during 1979
  5712. 3:20:01so i suspect that this recording was
  5713. 3:20:04made by paul during that
  5714. 3:20:06particular period
  5715. 3:20:09the dhamma goes westward
  5716. 3:20:11question
  5717. 3:20:13a friend of mine went to practice with a
  5718. 3:20:15zen teacher
  5719. 3:20:16he asked him
  5720. 3:20:17when the buddha was sitting beneath the
  5721. 3:20:19bodhi tree what was he doing
  5722. 3:20:21the zen master answered he was
  5723. 3:20:23practicing zazen
  5724. 3:20:25my friend said i don't believe it
  5725. 3:20:28the zen master asked him what do you
  5726. 3:20:30mean you don't believe it
  5727. 3:20:32my friend said i asked goenko the same
  5728. 3:20:34question and he said when the buddha was
  5729. 3:20:36sitting under the bodhi tree he was
  5730. 3:20:38practicing vipassana
  5731. 3:20:41so everybody says the buddha was doing
  5732. 3:20:43whatever they do
  5733. 3:20:46answer
  5734. 3:20:48when the buddha sat out in the open he
  5735. 3:20:50was sitting beneath the bodhi tree isn't
  5736. 3:20:52that so
  5737. 3:20:53when he sat under some other kind of
  5738. 3:20:55tree he was sitting beneath the bodhi
  5739. 3:20:57tree
  5740. 3:20:58there's nothing wrong with those
  5741. 3:20:59explanations
  5742. 3:21:01bodhi means the buddha himself the one
  5743. 3:21:04who knows
  5744. 3:21:06it's okay to talk about sitting beneath
  5745. 3:21:07the bodhi tree but lots of birds sit
  5746. 3:21:09beneath the bodhi tree lots of people
  5747. 3:21:11sit beneath the bodhi tree but they are
  5748. 3:21:13far from such knowledge far from such
  5749. 3:21:15truth
  5750. 3:21:17yes we can say quote beneath the bodhi
  5751. 3:21:20tree unquote
  5752. 3:21:21monkeys play in the bodhi tree people
  5753. 3:21:24sit there beneath the bodhi tree but
  5754. 3:21:26this doesn't mean that they have any
  5755. 3:21:27profound understanding
  5756. 3:21:30those who have deeper understanding
  5757. 3:21:31realize that the true meaning of the
  5758. 3:21:33bodhi tree is the absolute dhamma
  5759. 3:21:36so in this way it's certainly good for
  5760. 3:21:38us to try to sit beneath the bodhi tree
  5761. 3:21:40then we can be buddha
  5762. 3:21:43but we don't need to argue with others
  5763. 3:21:45over this question
  5764. 3:21:46when one person says the buddha was
  5765. 3:21:48doing one kind of practice beneath the
  5766. 3:21:49bodhi tree and another person disputes
  5767. 3:21:51that we needn't get involved
  5768. 3:21:54we should be looking at it from the
  5769. 3:21:55viewpoint of the ultimate meaning
  5770. 3:21:57realizing the truth
  5771. 3:22:00there is also the conventional idea of
  5772. 3:22:02bodhi tree which is what most people
  5773. 3:22:04talk about
  5774. 3:22:05but when there are two kinds of bodhi
  5775. 3:22:06tree people can end up arguing and
  5776. 3:22:08having the most contentious disputes and
  5777. 3:22:10then there's no bodhi tree at all
  5778. 3:22:15it's talking about the para mata dhamma
  5779. 3:22:17the ultimate truth
  5780. 3:22:20the level of ultimate truth
  5781. 3:22:21so in that case we can also try to get
  5782. 3:22:24underneath the bodhi tree that's pretty
  5783. 3:22:26good then we'll be buddha
  5784. 3:22:29it's not something to be arguing over
  5785. 3:22:31when someone says the buddha was
  5786. 3:22:33practicing a certain kind of meditation
  5787. 3:22:34beneath the bodhi tree and someone else
  5788. 3:22:36says no that's not right
  5789. 3:22:38we needn't get involved
  5790. 3:22:40we're aiming at paramata dhamma
  5791. 3:22:43meaning dwelling in full awareness
  5792. 3:22:46this ultimate truth pervades everything
  5793. 3:22:49whether the buddha is sitting beneath
  5794. 3:22:50the bodhi tree or performing other
  5795. 3:22:52activities in other postures never mind
  5796. 3:22:55that's just the intellectual analysis
  5797. 3:22:56people have developed
  5798. 3:22:59one person has one view of the matter
  5799. 3:23:00another person has another idea
  5800. 3:23:03we don't have to get involved in
  5801. 3:23:04disputes over it
  5802. 3:23:07where did the buddha enter nibana means
  5803. 3:23:10extinguished without remainder
  5804. 3:23:12finished
  5805. 3:23:14being finished comes from knowledge
  5806. 3:23:16knowledge of the way things really are
  5807. 3:23:19that's how things get finished
  5808. 3:23:21and that is the paramata dhamma
  5809. 3:23:25there are explanations according to the
  5810. 3:23:26levels of convention and liberation they
  5811. 3:23:29are both true but their truths are
  5812. 3:23:31different
  5813. 3:23:33for example we say that you are a person
  5814. 3:23:36but the buddha will say that's not so
  5815. 3:23:39there's no such thing as a person
  5816. 3:23:42so we have to summarize the various ways
  5817. 3:23:44of speaking an explanation into
  5818. 3:23:47convention and liberation
  5819. 3:23:49samuthi and vimudi
  5820. 3:23:52we can explain it like this
  5821. 3:23:54previously you were a child now you're
  5822. 3:23:56grown up are you a new person or the
  5823. 3:23:59same person as before
  5824. 3:24:02if you're the same as the old person how
  5825. 3:24:03did you become an adult
  5826. 3:24:06if you're a new person where did you
  5827. 3:24:07come from
  5828. 3:24:09but talking about an old person and a
  5829. 3:24:11new person doesn't really get to the
  5830. 3:24:12point
  5831. 3:24:14this question illustrates the
  5832. 3:24:15limitations of conventional language and
  5833. 3:24:17understanding
  5834. 3:24:18if there is something called big
  5835. 3:24:20then there is small
  5836. 3:24:22if there is small there is big
  5837. 3:24:24we can talk about small and large young
  5838. 3:24:26and old but there are really no such
  5839. 3:24:28things in any absolute sense
  5840. 3:24:31you can't really say somebody or
  5841. 3:24:33something is big
  5842. 3:24:36the wise do not accept such designations
  5843. 3:24:38as real
  5844. 3:24:39but when ordinary people hear about this
  5845. 3:24:41that big is not really true and small is
  5846. 3:24:44not really true they're confused because
  5847. 3:24:46they're attached to concepts of big and
  5848. 3:24:48small
  5849. 3:24:52you plant a sapling and watch it grow
  5850. 3:24:54after a year it's one metre high
  5851. 3:24:57after another year it's two meters tall
  5852. 3:25:00is it the same tree or a different tree
  5853. 3:25:02if it's the same tree how did it become
  5854. 3:25:05bigger
  5855. 3:25:06if it's a different tree how did it grow
  5856. 3:25:08from a small tree
  5857. 3:25:10from the viewpoint of someone who's
  5858. 3:25:11enlightened to the dumber and sees
  5859. 3:25:12correctly there is no new or old tree no
  5860. 3:25:15big or small tree
  5861. 3:25:17one person looks at a tree and thinks it
  5862. 3:25:19is tall another person will say it's not
  5863. 3:25:21tall but there is no toll that really
  5864. 3:25:24exists independently
  5865. 3:25:26you can't say someone is big and someone
  5866. 3:25:28is small
  5867. 3:25:29someone is grown up and someone else is
  5868. 3:25:31young
  5869. 3:25:32things end here and problems are
  5870. 3:25:34finished with if we don't get tired and
  5871. 3:25:36nuts over these conventional
  5872. 3:25:38distinctions we won't have doubts about
  5873. 3:25:39practice
  5874. 3:25:42i've heard of people who worship their
  5875. 3:25:44deities by sacrificing animals
  5876. 3:25:46they kill ducks chickens and cows and
  5877. 3:25:48offer them to their gods thinking that
  5878. 3:25:50that will be pleasing to them
  5879. 3:25:52this is wrong understanding
  5880. 3:25:54they think they're making merit but it's
  5881. 3:25:56exactly the exact opposite they're
  5882. 3:25:58actually making a lot of bad karma
  5883. 3:26:01someone who really looks into this won't
  5884. 3:26:02be thinking like that but have you
  5885. 3:26:04noticed
  5886. 3:26:06i'm afraid people in thailand are
  5887. 3:26:07becoming like that
  5888. 3:26:08they're not applying real investigation
  5889. 3:26:13question
  5890. 3:26:14is that the monks meaning investigation
  5891. 3:26:17or inquiring reviewing
  5892. 3:26:19yes it means understanding cause and
  5893. 3:26:21result
  5894. 3:26:23question then the teachings talk about
  5895. 3:26:25chanda aspiration virya exertion and
  5896. 3:26:28chitta mind together with vimanksa these
  5897. 3:26:31are the four idi pada the basis for
  5898. 3:26:34accomplishment
  5899. 3:26:36answer
  5900. 3:26:38when there is satisfaction is it with
  5901. 3:26:40something that's correct
  5902. 3:26:41is exertion correct
  5903. 3:26:43vimancsa has to be present with these
  5904. 3:26:45other factors
  5905. 3:26:48question are chitta and the monks are
  5906. 3:26:50different
  5907. 3:26:53answer vimancsa is investigation
  5908. 3:26:56it means skillfulness or wisdom
  5909. 3:26:59it's a factor of the mind
  5910. 3:27:01you can say that chanda is mind virya is
  5911. 3:27:03mind chitti is mind view amongst his
  5912. 3:27:05mind they're all aspects of mind they
  5913. 3:27:07can all be summarized as mind but here
  5914. 3:27:10they are distinguished for the purpose
  5915. 3:27:11of pointing out these different factors
  5916. 3:27:12of the mind
  5917. 3:27:14if there is satisfaction we may not know
  5918. 3:27:17if it's right or wrong if there's
  5919. 3:27:18exertion we don't know if it's right or
  5920. 3:27:20wrong
  5921. 3:27:22is what we call mind the real mind
  5922. 3:27:25there has to be vimanza to discern these
  5923. 3:27:27things
  5924. 3:27:28when we investigate the other factors
  5925. 3:27:30with wise discernment our practice
  5926. 3:27:32gradually comes to be correct and we can
  5927. 3:27:34understand the dhamma
  5928. 3:27:37but dharma doesn't bring much benefit if
  5929. 3:27:38we don't practice meditation we won't
  5930. 3:27:40really know what it's all about
  5931. 3:27:42these factors are always present in the
  5932. 3:27:44mind of real practitioners
  5933. 3:27:46then even if they go astray they will be
  5934. 3:27:48aware of that and be able to correct it
  5935. 3:27:51so their path of practice is continuous
  5936. 3:27:56people may look at you and feel your way
  5937. 3:27:58of life your interest in dhamma makes no
  5938. 3:28:00sense
  5939. 3:28:01others may say that if you want to
  5940. 3:28:03practice dharma you ought to be ordained
  5941. 3:28:04as a monk
  5942. 3:28:06being ordained is not really the crucial
  5943. 3:28:08point it's how you practice
  5944. 3:28:10as it said one should be one's own
  5945. 3:28:12witness don't take others as your
  5946. 3:28:14witness it means learning to trust
  5947. 3:28:16yourself
  5948. 3:28:18then there's no loss
  5949. 3:28:19people may think you're crazy but never
  5950. 3:28:21mind they don't know anything about
  5951. 3:28:23dhamma
  5952. 3:28:26others words can't measure your practice
  5953. 3:28:29and you don't realize the dhamma because
  5954. 3:28:31of what others say i mean the real
  5955. 3:28:33dhamma
  5956. 3:28:34teaching others
  5957. 3:28:36the teachings others can give you are to
  5958. 3:28:38show you the path but that isn't real
  5959. 3:28:40knowledge
  5960. 3:28:41when people meet the dharma they realize
  5961. 3:28:43it specifically within themselves so the
  5962. 3:28:45buddha said the tatargata is merely one
  5963. 3:28:48who shows the way
  5964. 3:28:50when someone is ordained i tell them our
  5965. 3:28:52responsibility is only this part
  5966. 3:28:55the reciting i chariot they have done
  5967. 3:28:56their chanting i've given you the going
  5968. 3:28:58forth and the vows of ordination now our
  5969. 3:29:01job is done the rest is up to you to do
  5970. 3:29:03the practice correctly
  5971. 3:29:07teachings can be most profound but those
  5972. 3:29:09who listen may not understand but never
  5973. 3:29:11mind don't be perplexed or
  5974. 3:29:14over-profounded to your lack of it
  5975. 3:29:16just do the practice wholeheartedly and
  5976. 3:29:18you can arrive at real understanding
  5977. 3:29:21it'll bring you to the same place the
  5978. 3:29:22teachings are talking about
  5979. 3:29:24don't rely on the perceptions of
  5980. 3:29:25ordinary people
  5981. 3:29:27have you read the story about the blind
  5982. 3:29:29men and the elephant is a good
  5983. 3:29:30illustration
  5984. 3:29:33suppose there's an elephant and a bunch
  5985. 3:29:34of blind people are trying to describe
  5986. 3:29:36it
  5987. 3:29:36one touches the leg and says it's like a
  5988. 3:29:38pillar another touches the ear and says
  5989. 3:29:40it's like a fan
  5990. 3:29:41another touches the tail and said no
  5991. 3:29:43it's not a fan it's like a broom
  5992. 3:29:46another touches the shoulder and says
  5993. 3:29:47it's something else again from what the
  5994. 3:29:49others say
  5995. 3:29:50it's like this
  5996. 3:29:52there's no resolution no end
  5997. 3:29:54each blind person touches part of the
  5998. 3:29:56elephant and has a completely different
  5999. 3:29:58idea of what it is
  6000. 3:29:59but it's the same one elephant it's like
  6001. 3:30:02this in practice
  6002. 3:30:03with a little understanding or
  6003. 3:30:05experience you get limited ideas
  6004. 3:30:07you can go from one teacher to the next
  6005. 3:30:09seeking explanations and instructions
  6006. 3:30:11trying to figure out if they're teaching
  6007. 3:30:12correctly or incorrectly and how their
  6008. 3:30:14teachings compare to each other
  6009. 3:30:17some monks are always traveling around
  6010. 3:30:18with their bowls and umbrellas learning
  6011. 3:30:20from different teachers
  6012. 3:30:22they try to judge and measure so when
  6013. 3:30:24they sit down to meditate they're
  6014. 3:30:25constantly in confusion about what's
  6015. 3:30:27right and what's wrong
  6016. 3:30:28this teacher said this but that teacher
  6017. 3:30:30said that one guy teaches in this way
  6018. 3:30:32but the other guy's methods are totally
  6019. 3:30:34different
  6020. 3:30:35they don't seem to agree
  6021. 3:30:37it can lead to a lot of doubt
  6022. 3:30:41you might hear that certain teachers are
  6023. 3:30:42really good and so you go to receive
  6024. 3:30:44teachings from thai ajahn's zen masters
  6025. 3:30:46and others
  6026. 3:30:47it seems to me you've probably had
  6027. 3:30:49enough teaching but the tendency is to
  6028. 3:30:51always want to hear more to compare and
  6029. 3:30:54to end up in doubt as a result
  6030. 3:30:56then each successive teacher increases
  6031. 3:30:58your confusion further
  6032. 3:31:00there's a story of a wonder in the
  6033. 3:31:02buddha's time that was in this kind of
  6034. 3:31:03situation
  6035. 3:31:04he went to one teacher after the next
  6036. 3:31:06hearing their different explanations and
  6037. 3:31:08learning their methods
  6038. 3:31:09he was trying to learn meditation was
  6039. 3:31:11only increasing his perplexity
  6040. 3:31:14his travels finally brought him to the
  6041. 3:31:16teacher gautama and he described his
  6042. 3:31:17predicament to the buddha
  6043. 3:31:21he said
  6044. 3:31:22doing as you have been doing will not
  6045. 3:31:23bring an end to doubt and confusion the
  6046. 3:31:25buddha told him
  6047. 3:31:27at this time let go of the past whatever
  6048. 3:31:29you may or may not have done whether it
  6049. 3:31:31was right or wrong let go of that now
  6050. 3:31:34the future has not yet come don't
  6051. 3:31:36speculate over it at all
  6052. 3:31:38wondering how things might turn out let
  6053. 3:31:40go of all such disturbing ideas it is
  6054. 3:31:42merely thinking
  6055. 3:31:44letting go of past and future look at
  6056. 3:31:46the present then you'll know the dumbo
  6057. 3:31:49you may know the words spoken by various
  6058. 3:31:51teachers but you still do not know your
  6059. 3:31:53own mind
  6060. 3:31:55the present moment is empty
  6061. 3:31:57look only at arising and ceasing of
  6062. 3:31:59sankara
  6063. 3:32:00see that they are impermanent
  6064. 3:32:01unsatisfactory and empty yourself
  6065. 3:32:04see that they are really thus then
  6066. 3:32:06you'll not be concerned with the past or
  6067. 3:32:08the future
  6068. 3:32:09you will clearly understand that the
  6069. 3:32:10past is gone and the future has not yet
  6070. 3:32:13arrived
  6071. 3:32:14contemplating in the present you will
  6072. 3:32:16realize that the present is the result
  6073. 3:32:18of the past
  6074. 3:32:19the results of past actions are seen in
  6075. 3:32:22the present
  6076. 3:32:25the future has not yet come
  6077. 3:32:27whatever does occur in the future will
  6078. 3:32:28arise and pass away in the future
  6079. 3:32:30there's no point in worrying over it now
  6080. 3:32:32as it's not yet occurred
  6081. 3:32:34so
  6082. 3:32:35contemplate in the present
  6083. 3:32:37the present is the cause of the future
  6084. 3:32:40if you want a good future create good in
  6085. 3:32:42the present
  6086. 3:32:43increasing your awareness of what you do
  6087. 3:32:45in the present
  6088. 3:32:46the future is a result of that
  6089. 3:32:48the past is the cause and the future is
  6090. 3:32:50the result of the present
  6091. 3:32:53knowing the present one knows the past
  6092. 3:32:55and the future then one lets go of the
  6093. 3:32:57past and the future knowing they are
  6094. 3:32:59gathered in the present moment
  6095. 3:33:04understanding this that wanderer made up
  6096. 3:33:05his mind to practice as the buddha
  6097. 3:33:07advised putting things down
  6098. 3:33:10seeing ever more clearly he realized
  6099. 3:33:12many kinds of knowledge
  6100. 3:33:13seeing the natural order of things with
  6101. 3:33:15his own wisdom
  6102. 3:33:17his doubts ended
  6103. 3:33:19he put down the past and the future and
  6104. 3:33:20everything appeared in the present
  6105. 3:33:22this was eiko dhammal the one dhamma
  6106. 3:33:26then it was no longer necessary for him
  6107. 3:33:28to carry his baking bowl up mountains
  6108. 3:33:29and into forests in search of
  6109. 3:33:31understanding
  6110. 3:33:32if he did go somewhere he went in a
  6111. 3:33:34natural way not out of desire for
  6112. 3:33:36something
  6113. 3:33:38if he stayed put he was staying in a
  6114. 3:33:40natural way not out of desire
  6115. 3:33:44practicing in that way he became free of
  6116. 3:33:45doubt there was nothing to add to his
  6117. 3:33:47practice nothing to remove he dwelt in
  6118. 3:33:50peace without anxiety over past or
  6119. 3:33:52future
  6120. 3:33:53this was the way the buddha taught
  6121. 3:33:57but
  6122. 3:33:57it's not just a story about something
  6123. 3:33:59that happened long ago
  6124. 3:34:01if we at this time practice correctly we
  6125. 3:34:03can also gain realization
  6126. 3:34:06we can know the past and the future
  6127. 3:34:07because they are gathered at this one
  6128. 3:34:09point the present moment
  6129. 3:34:12if we look to the past we won't know
  6130. 3:34:14if we look to the future we won't know
  6131. 3:34:16because that is not where the truth is
  6132. 3:34:19it is it exists here in the present
  6133. 3:34:24thus the buddha said i am enlightened
  6134. 3:34:26through my own efforts without any
  6135. 3:34:28teacher
  6136. 3:34:29have you read this story
  6137. 3:34:30a wonder of another sect asked him who
  6138. 3:34:32is your teacher
  6139. 3:34:34the buddha answered i have no teacher i
  6140. 3:34:37attained enlightenment by myself
  6141. 3:34:39but that wanderer just shook his head
  6142. 3:34:40and went away thought the buddha was
  6143. 3:34:42making up a story and so he had no
  6144. 3:34:44interest in what he said
  6145. 3:34:46he thought it was not possible to
  6146. 3:34:47achieve anything without a teacher and
  6147. 3:34:49guide
  6148. 3:34:52it's like this
  6149. 3:34:53you study with a spiritual teacher and
  6150. 3:34:55he tells you to give up greed and anger
  6151. 3:34:57he tells you they're harmful and that
  6152. 3:34:59you need to get rid of them
  6153. 3:35:01then you may practice and do that but
  6154. 3:35:03getting rid of greed and anger didn't
  6155. 3:35:05come about just because he taught you
  6156. 3:35:08you had to actually practice and do that
  6157. 3:35:11through practice you came to realize
  6158. 3:35:14something for yourself
  6159. 3:35:16you see greed in your mind and you give
  6160. 3:35:18it up you see anger in your mind and
  6161. 3:35:20give it up
  6162. 3:35:22the teacher doesn't get rid of them for
  6163. 3:35:23you
  6164. 3:35:24he tells you about getting rid of them
  6165. 3:35:26but it doesn't happen just because he
  6166. 3:35:28tells you
  6167. 3:35:29you do the practice and come to
  6168. 3:35:31realization you understand these things
  6169. 3:35:33for yourself
  6170. 3:35:36it's like the buddha is catching hold of
  6171. 3:35:37you and bringing you to the beginning of
  6172. 3:35:39the path
  6173. 3:35:40and he tells you
  6174. 3:35:41here is the path walk on it
  6175. 3:35:44he doesn't help you to walk you do that
  6176. 3:35:47yourself
  6177. 3:35:48when you do travel the path and practice
  6178. 3:35:50dhamma you meet the real dumber which is
  6179. 3:35:52beyond anything that anyone can explain
  6180. 3:35:54to you
  6181. 3:35:55so one is enlightened by oneself
  6182. 3:35:58understanding past future and present
  6183. 3:36:01understanding cause and result then
  6184. 3:36:03doubt is finished
  6185. 3:36:07we talk about giving up and developing
  6186. 3:36:09renouncing and cultivating
  6187. 3:36:11but when the fruit of practice is
  6188. 3:36:12realized there's nothing to add and
  6189. 3:36:14nothing to remove
  6190. 3:36:17the buddha taught that this is the point
  6191. 3:36:18we want to arrive at but people don't
  6192. 3:36:20want to stop there
  6193. 3:36:22their doubts and attachments keep them
  6194. 3:36:24on the move keep them confused and keep
  6195. 3:36:26them from stopping there
  6196. 3:36:28so when one person has arrived but
  6197. 3:36:29others are somewhere else they won't be
  6198. 3:36:31able to make any sense of what he may
  6199. 3:36:33what he may say about it
  6200. 3:36:36they might have some intellectual
  6201. 3:36:37understanding of the words
  6202. 3:36:38but this is not real understanding or
  6203. 3:36:40knowledge of the truth
  6204. 3:36:44usually when we talk about practice we
  6205. 3:36:46talk about entering and leaving
  6206. 3:36:48increasing the positive and removing the
  6207. 3:36:50negative
  6208. 3:36:51but the final result is that all of
  6209. 3:36:53these things are done with
  6210. 3:36:55there is the seika puga lab saker is one
  6211. 3:36:58in training one who has reached the
  6212. 3:37:00first stage of enlightenment but not yet
  6213. 3:37:02at the final goal
  6214. 3:37:05the person who needs to train in these
  6215. 3:37:07things and then there is the aseka
  6216. 3:37:08pugola one who is beyond training an
  6217. 3:37:11arahant the person who no longer needs
  6218. 3:37:13to train in anything this is talking
  6219. 3:37:16about the mind
  6220. 3:37:18when the mind has reached this level of
  6221. 3:37:19full realization there is nothing more
  6222. 3:37:21to practice
  6223. 3:37:22why is this
  6224. 3:37:24it's because such a person doesn't have
  6225. 3:37:26to make use of any of the conventions of
  6226. 3:37:28teaching and practice
  6227. 3:37:29this person has abandoned the
  6228. 3:37:31defilements
  6229. 3:37:34the seika person has to train in the
  6230. 3:37:36steps of the path from the very
  6231. 3:37:38beginning to the highest level
  6232. 3:37:40when they've completed this they are
  6233. 3:37:42called aseka meaning they no longer need
  6234. 3:37:44to train because everything is finished
  6235. 3:37:48the things to be trained in are finished
  6236. 3:37:50doubts are finished there are no
  6237. 3:37:52qualities to be developed there are no
  6238. 3:37:54defilements to remove
  6239. 3:37:56such people dwell in peace
  6240. 3:37:58whatever good or evil there is will not
  6241. 3:38:00affect them
  6242. 3:38:01they are unshakable no matter what they
  6243. 3:38:03meet
  6244. 3:38:04this is talking about the empty mind
  6245. 3:38:07now you'll be really confused
  6246. 3:38:09you don't understand this at all if my
  6247. 3:38:12mind is empty how can i walk
  6248. 3:38:16precisely because the mind is empty
  6249. 3:38:18if the mind is empty how can i eat
  6250. 3:38:22will i have desire to eat if my mind is
  6251. 3:38:25empty
  6252. 3:38:26there's not much benefit in talking
  6253. 3:38:28about emptiness like this when people
  6254. 3:38:30haven't trained properly they won't be
  6255. 3:38:31able to understand it
  6256. 3:38:34those who use such terms have sought
  6257. 3:38:36ways to give us some feeling that can
  6258. 3:38:38lead us to understand the truth for
  6259. 3:38:40example the buddha said that in truth
  6260. 3:38:42these samkara that we have been
  6261. 3:38:44accumulating and carrying from the time
  6262. 3:38:45of our birth until this moment are not
  6263. 3:38:47ourselves and do not belong to us
  6264. 3:38:50why did he say such a thing
  6265. 3:38:52there's no other way to formulate the
  6266. 3:38:54truth
  6267. 3:38:55he spoke in this way for people who have
  6268. 3:38:56discernment so that they could gain
  6269. 3:38:59wisdom
  6270. 3:39:00but this is something to contemplate
  6271. 3:39:01carefully
  6272. 3:39:04some people will hear the words nothing
  6273. 3:39:06is mine
  6274. 3:39:07and they'll get the idea that they
  6275. 3:39:08should throw away all their possessions
  6276. 3:39:10with only a superficial understanding
  6277. 3:39:12people will get into arguments about
  6278. 3:39:13what this means and how to apply it
  6279. 3:39:16this is not myself quote unquote doesn't
  6280. 3:39:19mean you should end your life or throw
  6281. 3:39:21away your possessions
  6282. 3:39:22it means you should give up attachment
  6283. 3:39:26there is the level of conventional
  6284. 3:39:27reality and the level of ultimate
  6285. 3:39:28reality
  6286. 3:39:30supposition
  6287. 3:39:31and liberation
  6288. 3:39:33on the level of convention there is mr a
  6289. 3:39:35mrs b mr l mrs n and so on
  6290. 3:39:38we use these suppositions for
  6291. 3:39:40convenience in communicating and
  6292. 3:39:42functioning in the world
  6293. 3:39:44the buddha didn't teach that we
  6294. 3:39:45shouldn't use these things but rather
  6295. 3:39:47that we shouldn't be attached to them we
  6296. 3:39:50should realize that they are empty
  6297. 3:39:54it's hard to talk about this
  6298. 3:39:56we must depend on practice and gain
  6299. 3:39:58understanding through practice if you
  6300. 3:39:59try to get knowledge and understanding
  6301. 3:40:01by studying and asking others you won't
  6302. 3:40:03really understand the truth
  6303. 3:40:05it's something that you have to see and
  6304. 3:40:06know for yourself through practicing
  6305. 3:40:09turn inwards to know within yourself
  6306. 3:40:12don't always be turning outwards but
  6307. 3:40:14when we talk about practicing people
  6308. 3:40:16become argumentative
  6309. 3:40:18their minds are ready to argue because
  6310. 3:40:20they've learned this or that approach to
  6311. 3:40:21the practice no one-sided attachment to
  6312. 3:40:23what they have learned
  6313. 3:40:25they haven't realized the truth through
  6314. 3:40:27practice
  6315. 3:40:29did you notice the thai people we met
  6316. 3:40:30the other day they asked irrelevant
  6317. 3:40:33questions like
  6318. 3:40:34why do you eat out of your arms bowl
  6319. 3:40:37i could see that they were far from
  6320. 3:40:38donna
  6321. 3:40:39they've had modern education so i can't
  6322. 3:40:41tell them much
  6323. 3:40:42but i let the american monk talk to them
  6324. 3:40:45they might be willing to listen to him
  6325. 3:40:47thai people these days don't have much
  6326. 3:40:49interest in dhamma and don't understand
  6327. 3:40:51it
  6328. 3:40:51why do i say that
  6329. 3:40:53if someone hasn't studied something
  6330. 3:40:55they're ignorant of it
  6331. 3:40:56they've studied other things but they're
  6332. 3:40:58ignorant of dhamma i'll admit that i'm
  6333. 3:41:01ignorant of the things that they have
  6334. 3:41:02learned
  6335. 3:41:03the western monk has studied dhamma so
  6336. 3:41:05he can tell them something about it
  6337. 3:41:09among thai people in the present time
  6338. 3:41:11there is less and less interest in being
  6339. 3:41:12ordained studying and practicing
  6340. 3:41:15i don't know if it's because they're
  6341. 3:41:16busy with work because the country is
  6342. 3:41:18developing materially or what the reason
  6343. 3:41:20might be
  6344. 3:41:22in the past when someone was ordained
  6345. 3:41:24they would stay for at least a few years
  6346. 3:41:26four or five rains
  6347. 3:41:28now it's a week or two
  6348. 3:41:32some are ordained in the morning and
  6349. 3:41:34disrobe in the evening
  6350. 3:41:37that's the direction it's going in now
  6351. 3:41:40one fellow told me if everyone were to
  6352. 3:41:42be ordained the way you prefer for a few
  6353. 3:41:44reigns at least there'll be no progress
  6354. 3:41:46in the world families wouldn't grow
  6355. 3:41:48nobody would be building things
  6356. 3:41:50i said to him
  6357. 3:41:51your thinking is the thinking of an
  6358. 3:41:53earthworm
  6359. 3:41:57an earthworm lives in the ground
  6360. 3:41:59it eats earth for its food eating and
  6361. 3:42:01eating it starts to worry that it's
  6362. 3:42:03going to run out of dirt to eat
  6363. 3:42:05it is surrounded by dirt the whole earth
  6364. 3:42:07is covering its head but it worries
  6365. 3:42:09it'll run out of dirt
  6366. 3:42:12that's the thinking of an earthworm
  6367. 3:42:14people worry that the world won't
  6368. 3:42:15progress that it'll come to an end
  6369. 3:42:18that's an earthworm's view
  6370. 3:42:20they aren't earthworms but they think
  6371. 3:42:22like them
  6372. 3:42:23that's the wrong understanding of the
  6373. 3:42:24animal realm they are really ignorant
  6374. 3:42:28there's a story i've often told about a
  6375. 3:42:30tortoise and a snake
  6376. 3:42:32the forest was on fire and they were
  6377. 3:42:33trying to flee the tortoise was
  6378. 3:42:35lumbering along and then it saw the
  6379. 3:42:37snake slither by
  6380. 3:42:39it felt pity for that snake
  6381. 3:42:41why
  6382. 3:42:42the snake had no legs so the tortoise
  6383. 3:42:44figured it wouldn't be able to escape
  6384. 3:42:46the fire
  6385. 3:42:47it wanted to help the snake
  6386. 3:42:49but as the fire kept spreading the snake
  6387. 3:42:51fled easily while the tortoise couldn't
  6388. 3:42:53make it even with its four legs and it
  6389. 3:42:55died there
  6390. 3:42:57that was the tortoise's ignorance it
  6391. 3:42:59thought if you have legs you can move if
  6392. 3:43:02you don't have legs you can't go
  6393. 3:43:04anywhere
  6394. 3:43:05so it was worried about the snake
  6395. 3:43:07it thought that the snake would die
  6396. 3:43:09because it didn't have legs
  6397. 3:43:11but the snake wasn't worried it knew it
  6398. 3:43:13could easily escape the danger
  6399. 3:43:17this is one way to talk to people who
  6400. 3:43:19have confused ideas
  6401. 3:43:20they feel pity for you if you aren't
  6402. 3:43:22like them and don't have their views and
  6403. 3:43:24their knowledge
  6404. 3:43:25so
  6405. 3:43:26who is ignorant
  6406. 3:43:28i'm ignorant in my own way
  6407. 3:43:30there are things i don't know about so i
  6408. 3:43:32am ignorant on that account
  6409. 3:43:38meeting different situations can be a
  6410. 3:43:40cause for tranquility but i didn't
  6411. 3:43:42understand how foolish and mistaken i
  6412. 3:43:44was
  6413. 3:43:45whenever something disturbed my mind i
  6414. 3:43:48tried to get away from it to escape
  6415. 3:43:50what i was doing was escaping from peace
  6416. 3:43:53i was continually running away from
  6417. 3:43:56peace
  6418. 3:43:57i didn't want to see this or know about
  6419. 3:43:58that i didn't want to think about or
  6420. 3:44:00experience various things i didn't
  6421. 3:44:02realize that this was defilement
  6422. 3:44:05i only thought that i needed to remove
  6423. 3:44:07myself and get far away from people and
  6424. 3:44:09situations so that i wouldn't meet
  6425. 3:44:11anything disturbing or hear speech that
  6426. 3:44:13was displeasing
  6427. 3:44:15the farther away i could get the better
  6428. 3:44:19after many years had passed i was forced
  6429. 3:44:21by the natural progression of events to
  6430. 3:44:23change my ways
  6431. 3:44:25having been ordained for some time i
  6432. 3:44:27ended up with more and more disciples
  6433. 3:44:28more people seeking me out
  6434. 3:44:31living and practicing in the forest was
  6435. 3:44:32something that attracted people to come
  6436. 3:44:34and pay respects
  6437. 3:44:35so as the number of followers increased
  6438. 3:44:37i was forced to start facing things
  6439. 3:44:40i couldn't run away anymore
  6440. 3:44:43my ears had to hear sounds my eyes to
  6441. 3:44:46see
  6442. 3:44:47and it was then as an ajaan that i
  6443. 3:44:50started gaining more knowledge
  6444. 3:44:52led to a lot of wisdom and a lot of
  6445. 3:44:54letting go
  6446. 3:44:55there was a lot of everything going on
  6447. 3:44:57and i learned not to grasp and hold on
  6448. 3:44:59but to keep letting go
  6449. 3:45:01it made me a lot more skillful than
  6450. 3:45:03before
  6451. 3:45:06when some suffering came about it was
  6452. 3:45:07okay
  6453. 3:45:08i didn't add on to it by trying to
  6454. 3:45:10escape it previously in my meditation i
  6455. 3:45:13had only desired tranquility
  6456. 3:45:16i thought that the external environment
  6457. 3:45:18was only useful insofar as it could be a
  6458. 3:45:20cause to help me to attain tranquility
  6459. 3:45:23i didn't think that having right view
  6460. 3:45:25would be the cause for realizing
  6461. 3:45:26tranquility
  6462. 3:45:29i've often said that there are two kinds
  6463. 3:45:30of tranquility
  6464. 3:45:32the wise have divided it into peace
  6465. 3:45:33through wisdom and peace through summit
  6466. 3:45:36concentration
  6467. 3:45:38in peace through summit
  6468. 3:45:39the eye has to be far from sights the
  6469. 3:45:41ear far from sounds the nose far from
  6470. 3:45:44smells and so on
  6471. 3:45:45then not hearing not knowing and so
  6472. 3:45:47forth one can become tranquil
  6473. 3:45:50this kind of peacefulness is good in his
  6474. 3:45:52way
  6475. 3:45:53is it a value yes it is but it is not
  6476. 3:45:56supreme
  6477. 3:45:58it's short-lived
  6478. 3:46:00it doesn't have a reliable foundation
  6479. 3:46:02when the senses meet objects that are
  6480. 3:46:04displeasing the mind changes because it
  6481. 3:46:06doesn't want those things to be present
  6482. 3:46:08so the mind always has to struggle with
  6483. 3:46:10these objects and no wisdom is born
  6484. 3:46:13since the person always feels that he's
  6485. 3:46:15not at peace because of those external
  6486. 3:46:17factors
  6487. 3:46:19on the other hand if you determine not
  6488. 3:46:21to run away but to look directly at
  6489. 3:46:23things
  6490. 3:46:24you come to realize that lack of
  6491. 3:46:25tranquility is not due to external
  6492. 3:46:27objects or situations but only happens
  6493. 3:46:30because of wrong understanding
  6494. 3:46:32i often teach my disciples about this
  6495. 3:46:35i tell them when you are intently
  6496. 3:46:37devoted to finding tranquility in your
  6497. 3:46:39meditation you can seek out the quietest
  6498. 3:46:42most remote place where you won't meet
  6499. 3:46:43with sights or sounds where there is
  6500. 3:46:45nothing going on that will disturb you
  6501. 3:46:48there the mind can settle down and
  6502. 3:46:49become calm because there is nothing to
  6503. 3:46:51provoke it
  6504. 3:46:52then when you experience this examine it
  6505. 3:46:55to see how much strength it has
  6506. 3:46:57when you come out of that place and
  6507. 3:46:58start experiencing sense contact notice
  6508. 3:47:01how you become pleased and displeased
  6509. 3:47:03gladdened and dejected and how the mind
  6510. 3:47:05becomes disturbed
  6511. 3:47:07then you will understand that this kind
  6512. 3:47:09of tranquility is not genuine
  6513. 3:47:14whatever occurs in your field of
  6514. 3:47:15experience is merely what it is
  6515. 3:47:19when something pleases us
  6516. 3:47:20we decide that it is good
  6517. 3:47:23when something displeases us we say it
  6518. 3:47:25isn't good
  6519. 3:47:27that is only our own discriminating
  6520. 3:47:29minds giving meaning to external objects
  6521. 3:47:33when we understand this then we have a
  6522. 3:47:34basis for investigating these things and
  6523. 3:47:37seeing them as they really are
  6524. 3:47:39when there is tranquility in meditation
  6525. 3:47:41it's not necessary to do it to do a lot
  6526. 3:47:44of thinking
  6527. 3:47:45this sensitivity has a certain knowing
  6528. 3:47:47quality that is born of the tranquil
  6529. 3:47:49mind
  6530. 3:47:50this isn't thinking it's
  6531. 3:47:53aya investigation contemplation of
  6532. 3:47:55dhamma
  6533. 3:47:56the factor of investigating
  6534. 3:47:58dhamma
  6535. 3:48:00this sort of tranquility does not get
  6536. 3:48:02disturbed by experience of sense contact
  6537. 3:48:05but then there's the question
  6538. 3:48:06if it is tranquility why is there still
  6539. 3:48:09something going on
  6540. 3:48:11there is something happening within
  6541. 3:48:12tranquility it's not something happening
  6542. 3:48:14in the ordinary afflicted way where we
  6543. 3:48:16make more out of it than it really is
  6544. 3:48:19when something happens within
  6545. 3:48:20tranquility the mind knows it extremely
  6546. 3:48:23clearly
  6547. 3:48:24wisdom is born there and the mind
  6548. 3:48:26contemplates ever more clearly
  6549. 3:48:29we see the way that things actually
  6550. 3:48:30happen when we know the truth of them
  6551. 3:48:32then tranquility becomes all-inclusive
  6552. 3:48:35when the eye sees forms of the ear hears
  6553. 3:48:37sounds we recognize them for what they
  6554. 3:48:39are
  6555. 3:48:40in this latter form of tranquility when
  6556. 3:48:42the eye sees forms the mind is peaceful
  6557. 3:48:45when the ear hears sounds the mind is
  6558. 3:48:47peaceful
  6559. 3:48:48the mind does not waver whatever we
  6560. 3:48:50experience the mind is not shaken
  6561. 3:48:54so where does this sort of tranquility
  6562. 3:48:56come from
  6563. 3:48:58it comes from that other other kind of
  6564. 3:48:59tranquility that unknowing summit
  6565. 3:49:03that is a cause that enables it to come
  6566. 3:49:05about
  6567. 3:49:07it is thought that wisdom comes from
  6568. 3:49:09tranquility
  6569. 3:49:10knowing comes from unknowing
  6570. 3:49:12the mind comes to know from that state
  6571. 3:49:14of unknowing from learning to
  6572. 3:49:16investigate like this
  6573. 3:49:18there'll be both tranquility and wisdom
  6574. 3:49:21then wherever we are whatever we're
  6575. 3:49:22doing we see the truth of things we know
  6576. 3:49:25that the arising and ceasing of
  6577. 3:49:26experience in the mind is just like that
  6578. 3:49:29then there is nothing more to do nothing
  6579. 3:49:31to correct or solve there's no more
  6580. 3:49:33speculation there's nowhere to go no
  6581. 3:49:35escape
  6582. 3:49:37we can only escape through wisdom
  6583. 3:49:39through knowing things as they are and
  6584. 3:49:41transcending them
  6585. 3:49:44in the past when i first established
  6586. 3:49:46what pong and people started coming to
  6587. 3:49:48see me some disciples said
  6588. 3:49:51long pause always socializing with
  6589. 3:49:52people this isn't a proper place to stay
  6590. 3:49:54anymore
  6591. 3:49:56but it wasn't that i got in search of
  6592. 3:49:57people
  6593. 3:49:58we established a monastery and people
  6594. 3:50:00were coming to pay respects to our way
  6595. 3:50:02of life well i couldn't deny what they
  6596. 3:50:04were saying but actually i was gaining a
  6597. 3:50:06lot of wisdom coming to know a lot of
  6598. 3:50:08things
  6599. 3:50:09but the disciples had no idea
  6600. 3:50:12they could only look at me and think my
  6601. 3:50:13practice was degenerating
  6602. 3:50:15so many people were coming so much
  6603. 3:50:16disturbance
  6604. 3:50:18i didn't have any way to convince them
  6605. 3:50:20otherwise but as time passed i overcame
  6606. 3:50:23the various obstacles and i finally came
  6607. 3:50:25to believe that real tranquility is born
  6608. 3:50:27of correct view
  6609. 3:50:30if we don't have right view then it
  6610. 3:50:32doesn't matter where we stay we won't be
  6611. 3:50:33at peace and wisdom won't arise
  6612. 3:50:37our people are trying to practice here
  6613. 3:50:39in the west
  6614. 3:50:40i'm not criticizing anyone but from what
  6615. 3:50:42i can see sila morality is not very well
  6616. 3:50:45developed
  6617. 3:50:46well this is a convention
  6618. 3:50:49you can start by practicing samadhi
  6619. 3:50:50first
  6620. 3:50:51it's like walking along and coming
  6621. 3:50:53across a long piece of wood
  6622. 3:50:55one person can take hold of it at one
  6623. 3:50:57end
  6624. 3:50:58another person can pick it up at the
  6625. 3:50:59other end but it's the same one piece of
  6626. 3:51:01wood
  6627. 3:51:02and taking hold of either end you can
  6628. 3:51:04move it
  6629. 3:51:06when there is some calm from somali
  6630. 3:51:08practice then the mind can see things
  6631. 3:51:09clearly and gain wisdom and see the harm
  6632. 3:51:12in certain types of behavior
  6633. 3:51:14and the person will have restraint and
  6634. 3:51:15caution
  6635. 3:51:17you can move the log from either end but
  6636. 3:51:19the main point is to have firm
  6637. 3:51:20determination in your practice
  6638. 3:51:23if you start with sila this restraint
  6639. 3:51:25will bring calm
  6640. 3:51:27that is samadhi and it becomes the cause
  6641. 3:51:29for wisdom and there's wisdom it helps
  6642. 3:51:32develop samadhi further
  6643. 3:51:34and samadhi keeps refining sila
  6644. 3:51:36they're actually synonymous developing
  6645. 3:51:38together
  6646. 3:51:40in the end the final result is that they
  6647. 3:51:42are one and the same they are
  6648. 3:51:43inseparable
  6649. 3:51:46we can't distinguish samadhi and
  6650. 3:51:47classifiers separately we can't classify
  6651. 3:51:50wisdom as something separate
  6652. 3:51:52we can't distinguish sila as something
  6653. 3:51:54separate
  6654. 3:51:55at first we do distinguish among them
  6655. 3:51:57there is this level of convention
  6656. 3:51:59and then there's the level of liberation
  6657. 3:52:01on the level of liberation we don't
  6658. 3:52:03attach to good and bad using convention
  6659. 3:52:05we distinguish good and bad and
  6660. 3:52:07different aspects of practice
  6661. 3:52:09this is necessary to do but it isn't yet
  6662. 3:52:11supreme
  6663. 3:52:12if we understand the use of convention
  6664. 3:52:14we can come to understand liberation
  6665. 3:52:16then we can understand the ways in which
  6666. 3:52:18different terms are used to bring people
  6667. 3:52:20to the same thing
  6668. 3:52:23so in those days i learned to deal with
  6669. 3:52:25people with all sorts of situations
  6670. 3:52:28coming into contact with all these
  6671. 3:52:29things i had to make my mind firm
  6672. 3:52:32relying on wisdom i was able to see
  6673. 3:52:34clearly and abide without being affected
  6674. 3:52:36by whatever i met with
  6675. 3:52:38whatever others might be saying i wasn't
  6676. 3:52:40bothered because i had firm conviction
  6677. 3:52:43those who will be teachers need this
  6678. 3:52:45firm conviction in what they're doing
  6679. 3:52:47without being affected by what people
  6680. 3:52:48say
  6681. 3:52:50it requires some wisdom and whatever
  6682. 3:52:51wisdom one has can increase
  6683. 3:52:54we take stock of all our old ways as
  6684. 3:52:56they are revealed to us and keep
  6685. 3:52:57cleaning them up
  6686. 3:53:01you really have to make your mind firm
  6687. 3:53:04sometimes there's no ease of body or
  6688. 3:53:06mind
  6689. 3:53:07it happens when we live together it's
  6690. 3:53:08something natural
  6691. 3:53:10sometimes we have to face illness for
  6692. 3:53:12example
  6693. 3:53:13i went through a lot of that
  6694. 3:53:15how would you deal with it well everyone
  6695. 3:53:17wants to live comfortably to have good
  6696. 3:53:19food and plenty of rest but we can't
  6697. 3:53:21always have that
  6698. 3:53:22we can't just indulge our wishes
  6699. 3:53:24but we create some benefit in this world
  6700. 3:53:26through the virtuous efforts we make
  6701. 3:53:29we create benefit for ourselves and for
  6702. 3:53:31others for this life and the next
  6703. 3:53:33this is the result of making the mind
  6704. 3:53:35peaceful
  6705. 3:53:37coming here to england and the us is the
  6706. 3:53:39same
  6707. 3:53:40it's a short visit but i'll try to help
  6708. 3:53:42as i can and offer teaching guidance
  6709. 3:53:45there are arjans and students here so
  6710. 3:53:47i'll try to help them out
  6711. 3:53:48even though monks haven't come to live
  6712. 3:53:50here yet this is pretty good
  6713. 3:53:52this visit can prepare people for having
  6714. 3:53:54monks here
  6715. 3:53:55if they come too soon it'll be difficult
  6716. 3:53:58little by little people can become
  6717. 3:53:59familiar with the practice and with the
  6718. 3:54:01ways of the bhikkhu sangha
  6719. 3:54:03then the sasana can flourish here so for
  6720. 3:54:05now you have to take care of your own
  6721. 3:54:07mind and make it right
  6722. 3:54:10this is the
  6723. 3:54:1210th
  6724. 3:54:13talk or dialogue
  6725. 3:54:15in this collection and it's entitled
  6726. 3:54:18even one word is enough
  6727. 3:54:20and this is um
  6728. 3:54:23a talk or rather a dialogue that was
  6729. 3:54:26first published in the book everything
  6730. 3:54:28is teaching us again translated by paul
  6731. 3:54:31breiter and this was given to the
  6732. 3:54:33western sangha newly arrived in england
  6733. 3:54:35in 1979 so
  6734. 3:54:37i'm not quite sure
  6735. 3:54:39what the occasion would have been
  6736. 3:54:40because they they moved to england in 77
  6737. 3:54:43and the longport came back to visit in
  6738. 3:54:4579 so um whether this was that's a
  6739. 3:54:49misprinted should say
  6740. 3:54:50newly arrived in 77
  6741. 3:54:52or whether it's when long portugal came
  6742. 3:54:54back to visit them after having been
  6743. 3:54:56there for a couple of years i'm not
  6744. 3:54:58quite sure but
  6745. 3:54:59it's that kind of occasion
  6746. 3:55:02there
  6747. 3:55:03here in england
  6748. 3:55:06even one word is enough
  6749. 3:55:10whatever you will teach
  6750. 3:55:11it won't be outside of sila samadhi and
  6751. 3:55:14panya or to use another standard
  6752. 3:55:16classification morality meditation and
  6753. 3:55:20generosity
  6754. 3:55:22people here are already pretty
  6755. 3:55:24complicated
  6756. 3:55:25you have to look at those you are
  6757. 3:55:27teaching and understand them
  6758. 3:55:29because they're complicated you have to
  6759. 3:55:31give them something they can relate to
  6760. 3:55:34just to say let go let go
  6761. 3:55:36won't be right
  6762. 3:55:38put that aside for the time being
  6763. 3:55:40it's like talking to older people in
  6764. 3:55:42thailand if you try to speak bluntly
  6765. 3:55:44they'll resent it
  6766. 3:55:46if i do that it's okay if they hear it
  6767. 3:55:48from me it pleases them but otherwise
  6768. 3:55:50they would get angry
  6769. 3:55:53you can be able to speak well but still
  6770. 3:55:56not be skillful right tomato it's like
  6771. 3:55:59that isn't it agencies
  6772. 3:56:01it is
  6773. 3:56:02they some of the other monks speak the
  6774. 3:56:04truth but they don't do it skillfully
  6775. 3:56:06and the lay people don't want to listen
  6776. 3:56:08they don't have the skillful means
  6777. 3:56:11imagination responds right
  6778. 3:56:14they don't have a technique
  6779. 3:56:16they don't have the technique in
  6780. 3:56:17speaking
  6781. 3:56:18like construction i can build things but
  6782. 3:56:22i don't have a technique for
  6783. 3:56:23construction to make things beautiful
  6784. 3:56:25and long-lasting
  6785. 3:56:26i can speak anyone can speak
  6786. 3:56:28but it's necessary to have the skillful
  6787. 3:56:30means to know what is appropriate
  6788. 3:56:33then saying even one word can be of
  6789. 3:56:35benefit otherwise you can cause trouble
  6790. 3:56:38with your words
  6791. 3:56:39for example people here have learned a
  6792. 3:56:41lot of things
  6793. 3:56:42don't go extolling your way saying my
  6794. 3:56:45way is right your way is wrong
  6795. 3:56:47don't do that
  6796. 3:56:49and don't merely try to be profound
  6797. 3:56:50either you can lead people to madness by
  6798. 3:56:52that
  6799. 3:56:54just say don't discard other ways you
  6800. 3:56:56may have learned but for the time being
  6801. 3:56:59please put them aside and focus on what
  6802. 3:57:01we're practicing right now
  6803. 3:57:03for example mindfulness of breathing
  6804. 3:57:05that's something you can all teach
  6805. 3:57:07teach to focus on the breath going in
  6806. 3:57:09and out
  6807. 3:57:10just keep teaching in the same way and
  6808. 3:57:12let people get an understanding of this
  6809. 3:57:15when you become
  6810. 3:57:16when you become skilled at teaching one
  6811. 3:57:17thing your ability to teach will develop
  6812. 3:57:20of its own and you'll be able to teach
  6813. 3:57:22other things
  6814. 3:57:24coming to know one thing well people can
  6815. 3:57:26then know many things
  6816. 3:57:28it happens of its own
  6817. 3:57:30but if you try to teach them many things
  6818. 3:57:32they don't get a real understanding of
  6819. 3:57:33any one thing
  6820. 3:57:35if you point out one thing clearly then
  6821. 3:57:37they can know many things clearly
  6822. 3:57:40like those christians who came today
  6823. 3:57:42they just said one thing
  6824. 3:57:45they said one thing that was full of
  6825. 3:57:46meaning
  6826. 3:57:48saying one day we will meet again in the
  6827. 3:57:50place of ultimate truth
  6828. 3:57:52just as one statement was enough
  6829. 3:57:54those were the words of a wise person
  6830. 3:57:57no matter what kind of dumber we learn
  6831. 3:57:59if we don't realize the ultimate truth
  6832. 3:58:01para mata dhamma in our hearts we won't
  6833. 3:58:04reach satisfaction
  6834. 3:58:06for example sumatra might teach me
  6835. 3:58:09i have to take that knowledge and try to
  6836. 3:58:11put it into practice when sumato is
  6837. 3:58:13teaching me i understand but it isn't a
  6838. 3:58:16real or deep understanding because i
  6839. 3:58:18haven't yet practiced
  6840. 3:58:20when i do actually practice and realize
  6841. 3:58:21the fruit of practicing then i will get
  6842. 3:58:23to know the point and know the real
  6843. 3:58:25meaning of it
  6844. 3:58:26then i can say i know tomato
  6845. 3:58:28i will see tomato in that place
  6846. 3:58:30that place is tomato
  6847. 3:58:33because he teaches that that is tomato
  6848. 3:58:37when i teach about the buddha it's like
  6849. 3:58:38that also
  6850. 3:58:40i say the buddha is that place
  6851. 3:58:42the buddha is not in the teachings
  6852. 3:58:45when people hear this they'll be
  6853. 3:58:46startled
  6854. 3:58:47didn't the buddha teach those things
  6855. 3:58:50yes he did but this is talking about
  6856. 3:58:52ultimate truth
  6857. 3:58:53people don't understand it yet
  6858. 3:58:56what i gave those people to think about
  6859. 3:58:58was
  6860. 3:58:59this apple is something that you can see
  6861. 3:59:01with your eyes
  6862. 3:59:02the flavor of the apple isn't something
  6863. 3:59:04you can know by looking at it
  6864. 3:59:06but you do see the apple
  6865. 3:59:09i felt that was as much as they were
  6866. 3:59:10able to listen to you can't see the
  6867. 3:59:13flavor but it's there
  6868. 3:59:15when will you know it
  6869. 3:59:17when you pick the apple up and eat it
  6870. 3:59:20the dhamma we teach is like the apple
  6871. 3:59:22people hear it but they don't really
  6872. 3:59:23know the flavor of the apple when they
  6873. 3:59:26practice then it can be known
  6874. 3:59:28the flavor of the apple can't be known
  6875. 3:59:30by the eyes
  6876. 3:59:31and the truth of the dharma can't be
  6877. 3:59:33known by the ears
  6878. 3:59:35there is knowledge true but it doesn't
  6879. 3:59:37really reach the actuality
  6880. 3:59:40one has to put it into practice then
  6881. 3:59:42wisdom arises and one recognizes the
  6882. 3:59:43ultimate truth directly
  6883. 3:59:45one sees the buddha there
  6884. 3:59:47this is the profound dumber
  6885. 3:59:50so i compared it to an apple in this way
  6886. 3:59:52for them i offered it to that group of
  6887. 3:59:53christians to hear and think about
  6888. 3:59:57that kind of talk was a little salty
  6889. 3:59:59and the note says this uh doesn't have
  6890. 4:00:02the same connotation in english as it
  6891. 4:00:03does in thai
  6892. 4:00:04entire it means something that is hard
  6893. 4:00:07or direct
  6894. 4:00:08salty is good
  6895. 4:00:10sweet is good sour is good
  6896. 4:00:12many different ways of teaching are good
  6897. 4:00:15well if you've got something to say any
  6898. 4:00:17of you please feel free to
  6899. 4:00:19if you've got something to say any of
  6900. 4:00:21you please feel free to say it soon we
  6901. 4:00:23won't have a chance to discuss things
  6902. 4:00:25tomatoes probably run out of things to
  6903. 4:00:27say
  6904. 4:00:29legends tomato says i'm fed up
  6905. 4:00:31explaining things to
  6906. 4:00:34people look for char response don't do
  6907. 4:00:37that you can't be fed up
  6908. 4:00:41against tomato responds yes i'll cut
  6909. 4:00:43that off
  6910. 4:00:45when poor responds the head teacher
  6911. 4:00:46can't do that there are a lot of people
  6912. 4:00:48trying to reach nirvana so they're
  6913. 4:00:50depending on you
  6914. 4:00:53sometimes teaching comes easily
  6915. 4:00:55sometimes you don't know what to say
  6916. 4:00:56you're at a loss for words and nothing
  6917. 4:00:58comes out or is it that you just don't
  6918. 4:01:00want to talk
  6919. 4:01:02it's a good training for you
  6920. 4:01:05agent cemeter responds people around
  6921. 4:01:07here are pretty good they aren't violent
  6922. 4:01:09and mean-spirited or troublesome
  6923. 4:01:11the christian priests don't dislike us
  6924. 4:01:14the kind of questions people ask are
  6925. 4:01:16about things like god
  6926. 4:01:18they want to know what god is what
  6927. 4:01:19nibana is
  6928. 4:01:21some people believe that buddhism
  6929. 4:01:22teaches nihilism and wants and wants to
  6930. 4:01:25destroy the world
  6931. 4:01:28in char responds
  6932. 4:01:30it means their understanding is not
  6933. 4:01:31complete or mature
  6934. 4:01:33they are afraid everything will be
  6935. 4:01:34finished the world will come to an end
  6936. 4:01:37they conceive of dhamma as something
  6937. 4:01:39empty and nihilistic so they're
  6938. 4:01:41disheartened
  6939. 4:01:42their way only leads to tears
  6940. 4:01:45have you seen what it's like when people
  6941. 4:01:47are afraid of emptiness
  6942. 4:01:49householders try to gather possessions
  6943. 4:01:51and watch over them like rats
  6944. 4:01:53does this protect them from the
  6945. 4:01:54emptiness of existence
  6946. 4:01:56they still end up on the funeral pyre
  6947. 4:01:58everything lost to them but while they
  6948. 4:02:00are alive they're trying to hold on to
  6949. 4:02:02things
  6950. 4:02:03every day afraid they will be lost
  6951. 4:02:05trying to avoid emptiness
  6952. 4:02:08do they suffer this way
  6953. 4:02:09of course they really do suffer
  6954. 4:02:12it's not real and it's not understanding
  6955. 4:02:15the real insubstantiality and emptiness
  6956. 4:02:16of things not understanding this people
  6957. 4:02:19are not happy
  6958. 4:02:21because people don't look at themselves
  6959. 4:02:23they don't really know what's going on
  6960. 4:02:25in life
  6961. 4:02:26how do you stop this delusion
  6962. 4:02:28people believe this is me this is mine
  6963. 4:02:32if you tell them about not-self that
  6964. 4:02:34nothing is me or mine
  6965. 4:02:36they're ready to argue the point until
  6966. 4:02:37the day they die
  6967. 4:02:39even the buddha after he attained
  6968. 4:02:41knowledge felt weary when he considered
  6969. 4:02:42this
  6970. 4:02:43when he was first enlightened he thought
  6971. 4:02:45that it would be extremely troublesome
  6972. 4:02:47to explain the way to others
  6973. 4:02:48then he realized that such an attitude
  6974. 4:02:50was not correct
  6975. 4:02:53if we don't teach such people who will
  6976. 4:02:55we teach
  6977. 4:02:56this is my question which i used to ask
  6978. 4:02:58myself at those times that i got fed up
  6979. 4:03:00and i didn't want to teach anymore who
  6980. 4:03:02should we teach if we don't teach the
  6981. 4:03:04deluded
  6982. 4:03:05there's really nowhere else to go
  6983. 4:03:07when we get fed up and want to run away
  6984. 4:03:09from disciples to live alone we are
  6985. 4:03:11deluded
  6986. 4:03:13one of the because says we could be
  6987. 4:03:15pacheco buddhas
  6988. 4:03:18responds that's good but it's not really
  6989. 4:03:20correct being a pacheco buddha because
  6990. 4:03:22you simply want to run away from things
  6991. 4:03:26arjun somato says just living naturally
  6992. 4:03:29in a simple environment then we can
  6993. 4:03:30naturally beat pacheco buddhas but these
  6994. 4:03:33days it's not possible the environment
  6995. 4:03:35we live in doesn't allow that to happen
  6996. 4:03:37we have to live as monks
  6997. 4:03:40arjun char responds
  6998. 4:03:42sometimes you have to live in a
  6999. 4:03:43situation like you have here first with
  7000. 4:03:46some disturbance
  7001. 4:03:47to explain it in a simple way sometimes
  7002. 4:03:50you will be an omniscient
  7003. 4:03:52buddha sometimes you'll be a pacheco
  7004. 4:03:54buddha one who lives in a solitary way
  7005. 4:03:56it depends on conditions
  7006. 4:04:00talking about these kinds of beings is
  7007. 4:04:02talking about the mind it's not the one
  7008. 4:04:04is born a pacheco
  7009. 4:04:06this is what's called explanation by
  7010. 4:04:08personification of states of mind pugola
  7011. 4:04:11dittana
  7012. 4:04:12being a pacheco one abides indifferently
  7013. 4:04:15and doesn't teach
  7014. 4:04:16not much benefit comes from that when
  7015. 4:04:18someone is able to teach others then
  7016. 4:04:20they are manifesting as an omniscient
  7017. 4:04:22buddha
  7018. 4:04:24these are only metaphors
  7019. 4:04:26don't be anything
  7020. 4:04:28don't be anything at all
  7021. 4:04:29being a buddha is a burden being a
  7022. 4:04:31pachecra is a burden just don't desire
  7023. 4:04:33to be
  7024. 4:04:35i am the monks tomato i am the monk
  7025. 4:04:37anando
  7026. 4:04:38that way is suffering believing that you
  7027. 4:04:40really exist thus
  7028. 4:04:42sumato is merely a convention
  7029. 4:04:45do you understand
  7030. 4:04:47believing you really exist brings
  7031. 4:04:49suffering
  7032. 4:04:50if there is tomato then when someone
  7033. 4:04:52criticizes you somato gets angry ananda
  7034. 4:04:55gets angry that's what happens if you
  7035. 4:04:57hold on to these things as real
  7036. 4:04:59arnando and sumaida get involved and are
  7037. 4:05:01ready to fight if there is no arnando or
  7038. 4:05:03no tomato then there's no one there no
  7039. 4:05:05one to answer the telephone ring ring
  7040. 4:05:08nobody picks it up
  7041. 4:05:09you don't become anything
  7042. 4:05:12no one is being anything and there is no
  7043. 4:05:14suffering
  7044. 4:05:16if we believe ourselves to be something
  7045. 4:05:18or someone and every time the phone
  7046. 4:05:20rings we pick it up and get involved
  7047. 4:05:23how can we free ourselves of this
  7048. 4:05:26we have to look at it clearly and
  7049. 4:05:27develop wisdom so that there is no
  7050. 4:05:29arnando no tomato to pick up the
  7051. 4:05:31telephone
  7052. 4:05:32if you are arnando or somato and you
  7053. 4:05:34answer the telephone you'll get yourself
  7054. 4:05:36involved in suffering so don't be somato
  7055. 4:05:39don't be anando just recognize that
  7056. 4:05:41these names are on the level of
  7057. 4:05:43convention
  7058. 4:05:45if someone calls you good don't be that
  7059. 4:05:48don't think i am good
  7060. 4:05:50if someone says you're bad don't think
  7061. 4:05:52i'm bad
  7062. 4:05:54don't try to be anything
  7063. 4:05:56know what is taking place but then don't
  7064. 4:05:58attach to the knowledge either
  7065. 4:06:02people can't do this they don't
  7066. 4:06:04understand what it's all about
  7067. 4:06:05when they hear about this they're
  7068. 4:06:07confused and they don't know what to do
  7069. 4:06:09i've given the analogy before about
  7070. 4:06:11upstairs and downstairs when you go down
  7071. 4:06:13from upstairs you're downstairs
  7072. 4:06:15and you see the downstairs when you go
  7073. 4:06:17upstairs again you see the upstairs the
  7074. 4:06:20space in between you don't see
  7075. 4:06:23the middle
  7076. 4:06:24it means nibana is not seen
  7077. 4:06:27we see the forms of physical objects but
  7078. 4:06:29we don't see the grasping
  7079. 4:06:31the grasping at upstairs and downstairs
  7080. 4:06:33becoming in birth becoming in birth
  7081. 4:06:36continual becoming
  7082. 4:06:38the place without becoming is empty
  7083. 4:06:41when we try to teach people about the
  7084. 4:06:43place that is empty they just say
  7085. 4:06:45there's nothing there
  7086. 4:06:47they don't understand
  7087. 4:06:49it's difficult real practice is required
  7088. 4:06:51for this to be
  7089. 4:06:52understood we have been relying on
  7090. 4:06:55becoming on self-grasping since the day
  7091. 4:06:57of our birth
  7092. 4:06:59when someone talks about non-self it's
  7093. 4:07:01too strange we can't change our
  7094. 4:07:03perceptions so easily
  7095. 4:07:05so it's necessary to make the mind see
  7096. 4:07:07this through practice and then we can
  7097. 4:07:09believe it oh it's true
  7098. 4:07:12when people are thinking this is mine
  7099. 4:07:14this is mine
  7100. 4:07:15they feel happy
  7101. 4:07:17but when the thing that is mine is lost
  7102. 4:07:19they'll cry over it
  7103. 4:07:21this is the path for suffering to come
  7104. 4:07:23about
  7105. 4:07:24we can observe this
  7106. 4:07:25if there's no mine or me
  7107. 4:07:28we can make use of things while we're
  7108. 4:07:29living without attachment to them as
  7109. 4:07:31being ours if they're lost or broken
  7110. 4:07:33that's simply natural
  7111. 4:07:35we don't see them as ours or as anyone's
  7112. 4:07:37and we don't conceive of self or other
  7113. 4:07:40this isn't referring to a mad person
  7114. 4:07:42this is someone who is diligent such a
  7115. 4:07:45person really knows what is useful in so
  7116. 4:07:47many different ways but when others look
  7117. 4:07:49at him and try to figure him out they
  7118. 4:07:51will see someone who is crazy
  7119. 4:07:53when tomato looks at lay people he will
  7120. 4:07:55see them as ignorant
  7121. 4:07:57like little children when lay people
  7122. 4:07:58consider sumato they'll think he's
  7123. 4:08:00someone who's lost it
  7124. 4:08:03you don't have any interest in the
  7125. 4:08:04things that they that they live for
  7126. 4:08:07to put it another way an arahant and an
  7127. 4:08:09insane person are similar
  7128. 4:08:11think about it
  7129. 4:08:12when people look at an arrowhunt they'll
  7130. 4:08:14think he's crazy
  7131. 4:08:15if you curse him he doesn't care
  7132. 4:08:18whatever you say to him he doesn't react
  7133. 4:08:20like a crazy person
  7134. 4:08:22but he is crazy and has awareness
  7135. 4:08:25a truly insane person may not get angry
  7136. 4:08:28when he's cursed but that's because he
  7137. 4:08:29doesn't know what's going on
  7138. 4:08:31someone observing the arrow hunt and the
  7139. 4:08:32mad person might see them as the same
  7140. 4:08:35but the lowest is mad the very highest
  7141. 4:08:38is an arahant
  7142. 4:08:40highest and lowest are similar if you
  7143. 4:08:41look at their external manifestation but
  7144. 4:08:43their inner awareness their sense of
  7145. 4:08:45things is very different
  7146. 4:08:48think about this when someone says
  7147. 4:08:50something that ought to make you angry
  7148. 4:08:52and you just let it go
  7149. 4:08:53people might think you're crazy
  7150. 4:08:56so when you teach others about these
  7151. 4:08:57things they don't understand it very
  7152. 4:08:58easily it has to be internalized for
  7153. 4:09:01them to really understand
  7154. 4:09:04for example in this country people love
  7155. 4:09:06beauty
  7156. 4:09:08if you just say no
  7157. 4:09:10these things aren't really beautiful
  7158. 4:09:11they don't want to listen if you talk
  7159. 4:09:14about aging they're not pleased
  7160. 4:09:16death they don't want to hear about it
  7161. 4:09:19it means they aren't really ready to
  7162. 4:09:20understand
  7163. 4:09:22if they won't believe you don't fault
  7164. 4:09:23them for that
  7165. 4:09:25it's like you're trying to barter with
  7166. 4:09:26them to give them something new to
  7167. 4:09:28replace what they have but they don't
  7168. 4:09:30see any value in the thing that you're
  7169. 4:09:31offering
  7170. 4:09:33if what you have is obviously of the
  7171. 4:09:35highest value of course they'll accept
  7172. 4:09:36it
  7173. 4:09:37but now why don't they believe you
  7174. 4:09:40your wisdom isn't sufficient so don't
  7175. 4:09:43get angry with them
  7176. 4:09:44what's wrong with you you're out of your
  7177. 4:09:45mind don't do that you have to teach
  7178. 4:09:47yourself first
  7179. 4:09:49to establish the truth of the number in
  7180. 4:09:50yourself and develop the proper way to
  7181. 4:09:52present it to others and then they will
  7182. 4:09:54accept it sometimes the ajahn teaches
  7183. 4:09:57the disciples but the disciples don't
  7184. 4:09:59believe what he says
  7185. 4:10:00that might make you upset but instead of
  7186. 4:10:02getting upset it's better to search out
  7187. 4:10:04the reason for their not believing the
  7188. 4:10:07thing that you're offering has little
  7189. 4:10:08value to them if you offer something of
  7190. 4:10:10more value than the other than what they
  7191. 4:10:12have of course they will want it
  7192. 4:10:16when you're about to get angry at your
  7193. 4:10:17disciples you should think like this and
  7194. 4:10:19then you can stop your anger
  7195. 4:10:21it's really not much fun to be angry
  7196. 4:10:25in order to get his disciples to realize
  7197. 4:10:26the dhamma the buddha taught a single
  7198. 4:10:28path but with varying characteristics
  7199. 4:10:31he didn't use only one form of teaching
  7200. 4:10:33or present the dhamma in the same way
  7201. 4:10:35for everyone but he taught for the
  7202. 4:10:37single purpose of transcending suffering
  7203. 4:10:40all the meditations he taught were for
  7204. 4:10:42this one purpose
  7205. 4:10:44the people of europe already have a lot
  7206. 4:10:46in their lives
  7207. 4:10:48if you try to lay something big and
  7208. 4:10:49complicated on them it might be too much
  7209. 4:10:52so
  7210. 4:10:52what should you do
  7211. 4:10:54any suggestions
  7212. 4:10:56if anyone has something to talk about
  7213. 4:10:58now's the time you won't have this
  7214. 4:10:59chance again
  7215. 4:11:01or if you don't have anything to discuss
  7216. 4:11:03if
  7217. 4:11:03you've exhausted your doubts i guess you
  7218. 4:11:06can be pacheco buddhas
  7219. 4:11:08in the future some of you will be dumber
  7220. 4:11:10teachers
  7221. 4:11:11you will teach others
  7222. 4:11:12when you teach others you're also
  7223. 4:11:14teaching yourselves do any of you agree
  7224. 4:11:16with this
  7225. 4:11:17your own skillfulness and wisdom
  7226. 4:11:19increase your contemplation increases
  7227. 4:11:22for example you teach someone for the
  7228. 4:11:24first time and then you start to wonder
  7229. 4:11:26why it's like that what the meaning is
  7230. 4:11:29so you start thinking like this and then
  7231. 4:11:31you'll want to contemplate and find out
  7232. 4:11:33what it really means
  7233. 4:11:35teaching others you're also teaching
  7234. 4:11:37yourself in this way
  7235. 4:11:39if you have mindfulness if you're
  7236. 4:11:40practicing meditation it'll be like this
  7237. 4:11:43don't think that you're only teaching
  7238. 4:11:44others
  7239. 4:11:45have the idea that you are also teaching
  7240. 4:11:47yourself then there is no loss
  7241. 4:11:52agencies says
  7242. 4:11:54it looks like people in the world are
  7243. 4:11:55becoming more and more equal
  7244. 4:11:57ideas of class and caste are falling
  7245. 4:11:59away and changing
  7246. 4:12:01some people who believe in astrology say
  7247. 4:12:02that in a few years there'll be great
  7248. 4:12:04natural disasters that will cause a lot
  7249. 4:12:06of suffering in the world
  7250. 4:12:07i don't really know if it's true but i
  7251. 4:12:09think it's something beyond our
  7252. 4:12:10capabilities to deal with because our
  7253. 4:12:12lives are too far from nature and we
  7254. 4:12:14depend on machines for our lives of
  7255. 4:12:16convenience
  7256. 4:12:17they say there'll be a lot of changes in
  7257. 4:12:18nature such as earthquakes that nobody
  7258. 4:12:21can foresee
  7259. 4:12:24imagination responds they talk to make
  7260. 4:12:26people suffer
  7261. 4:12:28i just made a response right
  7262. 4:12:31if we don't have mindfulness we can
  7263. 4:12:32really suffer over this
  7264. 4:12:36is
  7265. 4:12:37the buddha taught about the present he
  7266. 4:12:39didn't advise us to worry about what
  7267. 4:12:40might happen in two or three years
  7268. 4:12:42in thailand people come to me and say oh
  7269. 4:12:45lon paul the communists are coming what
  7270. 4:12:47do we do
  7271. 4:12:48i ask
  7272. 4:12:50where are those communists
  7273. 4:12:52well they're coming any day now they say
  7274. 4:12:55we've had communists from the moment we
  7275. 4:12:57were born
  7276. 4:12:59i don't try to think beyond that
  7277. 4:13:01having the attitude that there are
  7278. 4:13:02always obstacles and difficulties in
  7279. 4:13:04life kills off but communists quote
  7280. 4:13:06unquote then we aren't heedless
  7281. 4:13:09talking about what might happen four or
  7282. 4:13:11five years is looking too far away they
  7283. 4:13:14say in two or three years thailand will
  7284. 4:13:16be communist
  7285. 4:13:18i've always felt that the communists
  7286. 4:13:20have been around since i was born and so
  7287. 4:13:22i've always been contending with them
  7288. 4:13:23right up to the present moment
  7289. 4:13:25but people don't understand what i'm
  7290. 4:13:27talking about
  7291. 4:13:28it's the truth
  7292. 4:13:30astrology can talk about what's going to
  7293. 4:13:31happen in two years but when we talk
  7294. 4:13:33about the present they don't know what
  7295. 4:13:35to do
  7296. 4:13:36buddhism talks about dealing with things
  7297. 4:13:38right now and making yourself well
  7298. 4:13:40prepared for whatever might happen
  7299. 4:13:43whatever might happen in the world we
  7300. 4:13:44don't have to be too concerned we just
  7301. 4:13:46practice to develop wisdom in the
  7302. 4:13:48present and do what we need to do now
  7303. 4:13:50not tomorrow
  7304. 4:13:52wouldn't that be better
  7305. 4:13:53we can wait for an earthquake that might
  7306. 4:13:55come in three or four years but actually
  7307. 4:13:57things are quaking now america is really
  7308. 4:13:59quaking
  7309. 4:14:01people's minds are so wild
  7310. 4:14:02that's your quake right there but folks
  7311. 4:14:05don't re recognize it
  7312. 4:14:08big earthquakes only occur once in a
  7313. 4:14:10long while but this earth of our minds
  7314. 4:14:12is always quaking every day every moment
  7315. 4:14:16in my lifetime i've never experienced a
  7316. 4:14:17serious earthquake but this kind of
  7317. 4:14:19quake is always happening shaking us and
  7318. 4:14:21throwing us all around
  7319. 4:14:23this is where the buddha wanted us to
  7320. 4:14:24look but maybe that's not what people
  7321. 4:14:27want to hear
  7322. 4:14:30things happen due to causes they cease
  7323. 4:14:33due to causes ceasing
  7324. 4:14:35we don't need to be worrying about
  7325. 4:14:36astrological predictions we can just
  7326. 4:14:38know what is occurring now
  7327. 4:14:41everyone likes to ask these questions
  7328. 4:14:42though
  7329. 4:14:44in thailand the officials come to me and
  7330. 4:14:45say the whole country will be communist
  7331. 4:14:47what will we do if that happens
  7332. 4:14:50we were born what do we do about that
  7333. 4:14:53i haven't thought much about this
  7334. 4:14:54problem i've always thought since the
  7335. 4:14:56day i was born the communists have been
  7336. 4:14:58after me
  7337. 4:15:00after i reply like this they don't have
  7338. 4:15:02to anything to say it stops them
  7339. 4:15:06people may talk about the dangers of
  7340. 4:15:07communists taking over in a few years
  7341. 4:15:09but the buddha taught us to prepare
  7342. 4:15:11ourselves right now to be aware and
  7343. 4:15:13contemplate the dangers we face that are
  7344. 4:15:15inherent in this life
  7345. 4:15:17this is the big issue
  7346. 4:15:18don't be heedless
  7347. 4:15:20relying on astrology to tell you what
  7348. 4:15:21will happen in a couple of years from
  7349. 4:15:23now doesn't get to the point
  7350. 4:15:25relying on budology you don't have to
  7351. 4:15:28chew over the past you don't have to
  7352. 4:15:30worry about the future but you look at
  7353. 4:15:31the present
  7354. 4:15:33causes are arising in the present so
  7355. 4:15:35observe them in the present
  7356. 4:15:37people who say those things are only
  7357. 4:15:39teaching others to suffer
  7358. 4:15:41but if someone talks the way i do people
  7359. 4:15:43will say they're crazy
  7360. 4:15:45in the past there was always a movement
  7361. 4:15:47but it was only a little bit at a time
  7362. 4:15:49so it wasn't noticeable
  7363. 4:15:51for example tomato when you were first
  7364. 4:15:53born were you this size
  7365. 4:15:56this is the result of movement and
  7366. 4:15:57change
  7367. 4:15:58is change good of course it is if there
  7368. 4:16:01were no movement or change you never
  7369. 4:16:03would have grown up
  7370. 4:16:04so we don't need to fear natural
  7371. 4:16:06transformation
  7372. 4:16:08if you contemplate dhamma i don't know
  7373. 4:16:10what else you would need to think about
  7374. 4:16:12if someone predicts what will happen in
  7375. 4:16:14a few years we can't just wait and see
  7376. 4:16:16what happens before we do anything we
  7377. 4:16:18can't live like that
  7378. 4:16:20whatever we need to do we have to do it
  7379. 4:16:22now without waiting
  7380. 4:16:24without waiting for anything particular
  7381. 4:16:26to happen
  7382. 4:16:28these days the populace is in constant
  7383. 4:16:30motion the four elements are in motion
  7384. 4:16:32earth water fire and air are moving but
  7385. 4:16:35people don't recognize that the earth is
  7386. 4:16:36moving they only look at the external
  7387. 4:16:38earth and don't see any movement
  7388. 4:16:42in the future
  7389. 4:16:43in this world if people are married and
  7390. 4:16:45stay together for more than a year or
  7391. 4:16:46two others will think there's something
  7392. 4:16:48wrong with them
  7393. 4:16:49a few months will be the standard
  7394. 4:16:52things are in constant motion like this
  7395. 4:16:54it's the minds of people that are moving
  7396. 4:16:56you don't need to look at astrology look
  7397. 4:16:58to budology and you can understand this
  7398. 4:17:02if the communists come where will you go
  7399. 4:17:06where is there to go
  7400. 4:17:07we've been born and we face aging
  7401. 4:17:09sickness and death where can we go
  7402. 4:17:12we have to stay right here and deal with
  7403. 4:17:14these things
  7404. 4:17:15if the communists take over we'll stay
  7405. 4:17:17in thailand and deal with that
  7406. 4:17:19won't they have to eat rice too
  7407. 4:17:21why are you so fearful if you keep
  7408. 4:17:24worrying about what might happen in the
  7409. 4:17:25future there's no end to it
  7410. 4:17:28there is only constant confusion and
  7411. 4:17:29speculation
  7412. 4:17:31tomato do you know what will happen in
  7413. 4:17:33two or three years
  7414. 4:17:34will there be a big earthquake
  7415. 4:17:36when people come to ask you about these
  7416. 4:17:38things you can tell them that they don't
  7417. 4:17:40really need to look so far ahead to
  7418. 4:17:41things they can't really know for
  7419. 4:17:42certain
  7420. 4:17:43tell them about the moving and quaking
  7421. 4:17:45that's always going on
  7422. 4:17:47about the transformation that allowed
  7423. 4:17:48you to grow up and be as you are now
  7424. 4:17:52the way people think is that having been
  7425. 4:17:54born they don't want to die
  7426. 4:17:56is that correct
  7427. 4:17:57it's like pouring water into a glass but
  7428. 4:18:00not wanting it to fill up
  7429. 4:18:01if you keep pouring the water you can't
  7430. 4:18:04expect it not to be full
  7431. 4:18:06but people think like this they're born
  7432. 4:18:08but they don't want to die
  7433. 4:18:10is that correct thinking
  7434. 4:18:12consider it
  7435. 4:18:14if people are born but never die will
  7436. 4:18:16that bring happiness
  7437. 4:18:18if no one who comes into the world dies
  7438. 4:18:20things will be a lot worse if no one
  7439. 4:18:22ever dies we'll probably all end up
  7440. 4:18:23eating excrement
  7441. 4:18:25where would we all stay
  7442. 4:18:26it's like pouring water into a glass
  7443. 4:18:28without ceasing yet not wanting it to be
  7444. 4:18:30full
  7445. 4:18:32we really ought to think things through
  7446. 4:18:33we're born but we don't want to die
  7447. 4:18:36if we really don't want to die we should
  7448. 4:18:38realize the deathless the amateurs the
  7449. 4:18:40buddha taught
  7450. 4:18:41do you know what amateur means
  7451. 4:18:45it is the deathless
  7452. 4:18:46though you die if you have wisdom it's
  7453. 4:18:48as if you don't die
  7454. 4:18:50not dying not being reborn
  7455. 4:18:52that's where things can be finished
  7456. 4:18:55being born and wishing for happiness and
  7457. 4:18:57enjoyment without dying is not the
  7458. 4:18:58correct way at all
  7459. 4:19:00but that's what people want so there's
  7460. 4:19:02no end of suffering for them
  7461. 4:19:04the practitioner of dhamma does not
  7462. 4:19:06suffer
  7463. 4:19:08well practitioners such as ordinary
  7464. 4:19:10monks still suffer because they haven't
  7465. 4:19:11yet fulfilled the path of practice they
  7466. 4:19:13haven't realized damma so they still
  7467. 4:19:16suffer they're still subject to death
  7468. 4:19:20amateur is the deathless born of the
  7469. 4:19:22womb can we avoid death
  7470. 4:19:25apart from realizing that there is no
  7471. 4:19:27real self there is no way to avoid death
  7472. 4:19:30i don't die
  7473. 4:19:32sankara undergo transformation following
  7474. 4:19:35their nature
  7475. 4:19:37this is hard to see
  7476. 4:19:38people can't think like this
  7477. 4:19:40you need to get free of wealthiness like
  7478. 4:19:42sumato did you need to leave the big
  7479. 4:19:45comfortable home and the world of
  7480. 4:19:47progress like the buddha did
  7481. 4:19:49if the buddha had remained in his royal
  7482. 4:19:51palace he wouldn't have become the
  7483. 4:19:52buddha
  7484. 4:19:53it was by leaving the palace and going
  7485. 4:19:55to live in forests that he attained that
  7486. 4:19:58the life of pleasure and amusement in
  7487. 4:19:59the palace was not the way to
  7488. 4:20:01enlightenment
  7489. 4:20:04who is it that tells you about the
  7490. 4:20:05astrological predictions
  7491. 4:20:08agency replies a lot of people talk
  7492. 4:20:10about it often they're just like a hobby
  7493. 4:20:12or a cat
  7494. 4:20:15sorry a lot of people talk about it
  7495. 4:20:17often just like a hobby or a casual
  7496. 4:20:19interest
  7497. 4:20:21in child response
  7498. 4:20:23if it really is as they say then what
  7499. 4:20:25should people do
  7500. 4:20:27are they offering any path to follow
  7501. 4:20:29from my point of view the buddha taught
  7502. 4:20:31very clearly he said that the things we
  7503. 4:20:34can't be sure about are many starting
  7504. 4:20:36from the time we were born
  7505. 4:20:38astrology may talk about months or years
  7506. 4:20:40in the future but the buddha points to
  7507. 4:20:42the moment of birth
  7508. 4:20:43predicting the future may make people
  7509. 4:20:45anxious about what could happen but the
  7510. 4:20:47truth is that uncertainty is always with
  7511. 4:20:49us right from birth
  7512. 4:20:52people aren't likely to believe such
  7513. 4:20:54talk are they
  7514. 4:20:56if you he said speaking to a lay person
  7515. 4:20:58who is present are afraid then consider
  7516. 4:21:01this
  7517. 4:21:02suppose that you are convicted of a
  7518. 4:21:03crime that calls for capital punishment
  7519. 4:21:05and in seven days you will be executed
  7520. 4:21:08what will go through your mind
  7521. 4:21:11this is my question for you if in seven
  7522. 4:21:13days you'll be executed what will you do
  7523. 4:21:17if you think about it and take a step
  7524. 4:21:18further you'll realize that all of us
  7525. 4:21:20right now are sentenced to die
  7526. 4:21:24only we don't know when it'll happen
  7527. 4:21:26it could be sooner than seven days
  7528. 4:21:28are you aware that you are under a death
  7529. 4:21:30sentence
  7530. 4:21:32if you were to violate the law of the
  7531. 4:21:34land and be sentenced to death you would
  7532. 4:21:35certainly be most distressed
  7533. 4:21:38meditation on death is recollecting that
  7534. 4:21:40death is going to take us and it could
  7535. 4:21:42be very soon
  7536. 4:21:44but you don't think about it so you feel
  7537. 4:21:45you're living comfortably
  7538. 4:21:47if you do think about it it'll cause you
  7539. 4:21:49to have devotion to the practice of
  7540. 4:21:50dhamma
  7541. 4:21:51so the buddha taught us to practice the
  7542. 4:21:53recollection of death regularly
  7543. 4:21:55those who don't recollect it live with
  7544. 4:21:57fear they don't know themselves
  7545. 4:21:59but if you do recollect and are aware of
  7546. 4:22:01yourself it'll lead you to want to
  7547. 4:22:03practice dumber seriously and be free
  7548. 4:22:05from such fear
  7549. 4:22:08if you are aware of this death sentence
  7550. 4:22:10you will want to find a solution
  7551. 4:22:13generally people don't like to hear such
  7552. 4:22:15talk
  7553. 4:22:16doesn't that mean they're far from the
  7554. 4:22:17true dumber
  7555. 4:22:19the buddha urged us to recollect death
  7556. 4:22:22but people get upset by such talk
  7557. 4:22:24that's the karma of beings
  7558. 4:22:26they do have some knowledge of this fact
  7559. 4:22:28but the knowledge isn't yet clear
  7560. 4:22:30this is the 11th
  7561. 4:22:33talk in this collection entitled
  7562. 4:22:36making the heart good
  7563. 4:22:38and this was
  7564. 4:22:40a um a talk that was given on the
  7565. 4:22:42occasion of a large group of lay people
  7566. 4:22:44coming to visit wat papong and to make
  7567. 4:22:46offerings to support the monastery and
  7568. 4:22:48this was first published in the book
  7569. 4:22:51living dhamma and was
  7570. 4:22:53translated by
  7571. 4:22:54pariso bruce evans
  7572. 4:22:58these days people are going all over the
  7573. 4:23:00place looking for merit
  7574. 4:23:03and they always seem to stop over a
  7575. 4:23:05whopper pong they didn't stop on over on
  7576. 4:23:07the way they stop over on the return
  7577. 4:23:08journey
  7578. 4:23:09what papong has become a stopover point
  7579. 4:23:12some people are in such a hurry i don't
  7580. 4:23:14even get a chance to see or speak to
  7581. 4:23:16them
  7582. 4:23:16most of them are looking for merit
  7583. 4:23:19i don't see many looking for a way out
  7584. 4:23:20of wrongdoing
  7585. 4:23:22they're so intent on getting merit they
  7586. 4:23:24don't know what they can they don't know
  7587. 4:23:25where they're going to put it it's like
  7588. 4:23:28trying to dye a dirty unwashed cloth
  7589. 4:23:32monks talk straight like this but it's
  7590. 4:23:34hard for most people to put this sort of
  7591. 4:23:36teaching into practice
  7592. 4:23:37it's hard because they don't understand
  7593. 4:23:40if they understood it would be much
  7594. 4:23:41easier
  7595. 4:23:43suppose there was a hole
  7596. 4:23:45and there was something at the bottom of
  7597. 4:23:47it now anyone who put their hand into
  7598. 4:23:49the hole and didn't reach the bottom
  7599. 4:23:50would say that the hole was too deep
  7600. 4:23:53out of a hundred or out of a thousand
  7601. 4:23:54people putting their hands down that
  7602. 4:23:56hole they'd all say the hole was too
  7603. 4:23:58deep none would say that their arm was
  7604. 4:24:00too short
  7605. 4:24:03there are so many people looking for
  7606. 4:24:05merit
  7607. 4:24:06sooner or later they'll have to start
  7608. 4:24:07looking for a way out of wrongdoing but
  7609. 4:24:10not many people are interested in this
  7610. 4:24:13the teaching of the buddha is so brief
  7611. 4:24:15but most people just pass it by just
  7612. 4:24:17like they pass through wat papong
  7613. 4:24:19for most people that's what the dhamma
  7614. 4:24:21is a stopover point
  7615. 4:24:25only three words hardly anything to it
  7616. 4:24:30refraining from all wrongdoing that's
  7617. 4:24:33the teaching of all the buddhas
  7618. 4:24:35this is the heart of buddhism
  7619. 4:24:37but people keep jumping over it they
  7620. 4:24:39don't want this one
  7621. 4:24:41the renunciation of all wrongdoing great
  7622. 4:24:43and small from bodily verbal and mental
  7623. 4:24:44actions this is the teaching of the
  7624. 4:24:46buddhas
  7625. 4:24:49if we were to dye a piece of cloth we'd
  7626. 4:24:51have to wash it first
  7627. 4:24:53but most people don't do that
  7628. 4:24:55without looking at the cloth they dip it
  7629. 4:24:56into the dye straight away
  7630. 4:24:58if the cloth is dirty dying it makes
  7631. 4:25:00come out
  7632. 4:25:01dyeing it makes it come out even worse
  7633. 4:25:03than before
  7634. 4:25:04think about it dying a dirty old rag
  7635. 4:25:07would that look good
  7636. 4:25:09you see
  7637. 4:25:11this is how buddhism teaches but most
  7638. 4:25:13people just pass it by
  7639. 4:25:15they just want to perform good works but
  7640. 4:25:17they don't want to give up wrongdoing
  7641. 4:25:20it's just like saying the hole is too
  7642. 4:25:21deep
  7643. 4:25:23everybody says the hole is too deep
  7644. 4:25:25nobody says their arm is too short
  7645. 4:25:27we have to come back to ourselves
  7646. 4:25:30with this teaching you have to take a
  7647. 4:25:31step back and look at yourself
  7648. 4:25:36sometimes they go looking for merit by
  7649. 4:25:38the busload
  7650. 4:25:39maybe they even argue on the bus or
  7651. 4:25:41they're drunk
  7652. 4:25:42ask them where they're going and they
  7653. 4:25:44say they're looking for merit
  7654. 4:25:46they want merit but they don't give up
  7655. 4:25:48vice
  7656. 4:25:49they'll never find merit that way
  7657. 4:25:52this is how people are you have to look
  7658. 4:25:54closely look at yourselves
  7659. 4:25:57the buddha taught about having
  7660. 4:25:58recollection and self-awareness in all
  7661. 4:26:00situations
  7662. 4:26:01wrongdoing arises in bodily verbal and
  7663. 4:26:03mental actions
  7664. 4:26:05the source of all good evil well-being
  7665. 4:26:07and harm lies with actions speech and
  7666. 4:26:09thoughts
  7667. 4:26:11did you bring your actions speech and
  7668. 4:26:13thoughts with you today
  7669. 4:26:15or have you left them at home
  7670. 4:26:18this is where you must look right here
  7671. 4:26:20you don't have to look very far away
  7672. 4:26:22look at your actions speech and thoughts
  7673. 4:26:25look to see if your conduct is faulty or
  7674. 4:26:27not
  7675. 4:26:30don't really look at these things
  7676. 4:26:32like the housewife washing the dishes
  7677. 4:26:34with a scowl on her face
  7678. 4:26:35she's so intent on cleaning the dishes
  7679. 4:26:37she doesn't realize her own mind's dirty
  7680. 4:26:40have you ever seen this
  7681. 4:26:42she only sees the dishes she's looking
  7682. 4:26:44too far away isn't she
  7683. 4:26:46some of you have probably experienced
  7684. 4:26:47this i'd say
  7685. 4:26:49this is where you have to look
  7686. 4:26:51people concentrate on cleaning the
  7687. 4:26:52dishes but they let their minds go dirty
  7688. 4:26:55this is not good they're forgetting
  7689. 4:26:57themselves
  7690. 4:27:00because they don't see themselves people
  7691. 4:27:02can commit all sorts of bad deeds
  7692. 4:27:05they don't look at their own minds
  7693. 4:27:07when people are going to do something
  7694. 4:27:09bad they'll have to look around first to
  7695. 4:27:11see if anyone is looking will my mother
  7696. 4:27:13see me will my husband see me will my
  7697. 4:27:15children see me will my wife see me
  7698. 4:27:19if there's no one watching then they go
  7699. 4:27:20right ahead and do it
  7700. 4:27:23this is insulting themselves
  7701. 4:27:25they say no one is watching so they
  7702. 4:27:27quickly finish the job before anyone
  7703. 4:27:28will see
  7704. 4:27:30and what about themselves aren't they or
  7705. 4:27:32somebody
  7706. 4:27:34you see
  7707. 4:27:36because they overlook themselves like
  7708. 4:27:37this people never find what is a real
  7709. 4:27:39value they don't find the dumbo
  7710. 4:27:42if you look at yourselves you will see
  7711. 4:27:43yourselves
  7712. 4:27:44whenever you're about to do something
  7713. 4:27:46bad if you see yourself in time you can
  7714. 4:27:49stop
  7715. 4:27:50if you want to do something worthwhile
  7716. 4:27:52look at your mind if you know how to
  7717. 4:27:54look at yourself then you'll know about
  7718. 4:27:56right and wrong harm and benefit vice
  7719. 4:27:59and virtue
  7720. 4:28:00these are the things that we should know
  7721. 4:28:02about
  7722. 4:28:05if i don't talk of these things you
  7723. 4:28:06won't know about them
  7724. 4:28:08you have greed and delusion in the mind
  7725. 4:28:10but don't know it
  7726. 4:28:11you won't know anything if you're always
  7727. 4:28:12looking outside
  7728. 4:28:14this is what this is the trouble with
  7729. 4:28:16people not looking at themselves
  7730. 4:28:18looking inwards you will see good and
  7731. 4:28:20evil seeking goodness we can take it to
  7732. 4:28:22heart and practice accordingly
  7733. 4:28:26giving up the bad practicing the good
  7734. 4:28:28this is the heart of buddhism
  7735. 4:28:33not committing any wrongdoing either
  7736. 4:28:35through body speech or mind that's the
  7737. 4:28:37right practice the teaching of the
  7738. 4:28:39buddhas
  7739. 4:28:40now our cloth quote unquote is clean
  7740. 4:28:44then we have kusala super sampada
  7741. 4:28:47making the mind virtuous and skillful
  7742. 4:28:50if the mind is virtuous and skillful we
  7743. 4:28:52don't have to take a bus all over the
  7744. 4:28:54countryside looking for merit
  7745. 4:28:56even sitting at home
  7746. 4:28:59we can attain to merit
  7747. 4:29:01but most people just go looking for
  7748. 4:29:03merit all over the countryside without
  7749. 4:29:04giving up their vices
  7750. 4:29:06when they return home it's empty-handed
  7751. 4:29:08they go back to their old sour faces
  7752. 4:29:11there they are washing the dishes with a
  7753. 4:29:12sour face so intent on cleaning the
  7754. 4:29:14dishes
  7755. 4:29:16this is where people don't look they're
  7756. 4:29:18far away from merit
  7757. 4:29:21and we may know these things but we
  7758. 4:29:23don't really know if we don't know
  7759. 4:29:24within our own minds
  7760. 4:29:26buddhism doesn't enter our heart
  7761. 4:29:29if our mind is good and virtuous it's
  7762. 4:29:31happy there's a smile in our heart but
  7763. 4:29:34most of us can hardly find time to smile
  7764. 4:29:36can we we can only manage to smile when
  7765. 4:29:38things go our way
  7766. 4:29:40most people's happiness depends on
  7767. 4:29:42having things go to their liking
  7768. 4:29:45they have to have everybody in the world
  7769. 4:29:47say only pleasant things
  7770. 4:29:49is that how you find happiness
  7771. 4:29:50is it possible to have everybody in the
  7772. 4:29:52world say only pleasant things
  7773. 4:29:56if that's how it is when will you ever
  7774. 4:29:58find happiness
  7775. 4:30:01we must use dhamma to find happiness
  7776. 4:30:04whatever it may be whether right or
  7777. 4:30:06wrong don't blindly cling to it
  7778. 4:30:08just notice it then lay it down
  7779. 4:30:11when the mind is at ease then you can
  7780. 4:30:13smile
  7781. 4:30:14the minute you become averse to
  7782. 4:30:15something the mind goes bad then nothing
  7783. 4:30:18is good at all
  7784. 4:30:23having cleared away the impurities the
  7785. 4:30:25mind is free of worries it's peaceful
  7786. 4:30:27kind and virtuous
  7787. 4:30:29when the mind is radiant and has given
  7788. 4:30:31up evil there is ease at all times
  7789. 4:30:34the serene and peaceful mind is the true
  7790. 4:30:36epitome of human achievement
  7791. 4:30:39when others say things to our liking we
  7792. 4:30:41smile if they say things that displease
  7793. 4:30:43us we frown
  7794. 4:30:45how can we ever get others to say things
  7795. 4:30:47only to our liking every single day
  7796. 4:30:50is it possible
  7797. 4:30:51even your own children have they ever
  7798. 4:30:53said things that displease you have you
  7799. 4:30:56ever upset your parents
  7800. 4:30:59not only other people but even our own
  7801. 4:31:00minds can upset us
  7802. 4:31:02sometimes i think the things we
  7803. 4:31:04ourselves think of are not pleasant
  7804. 4:31:06what can you do
  7805. 4:31:08you might be walking along and suddenly
  7806. 4:31:10kick a tree stump thud ouch
  7807. 4:31:13where's the problem
  7808. 4:31:14who kicked who anyway
  7809. 4:31:16who are you going to blame it's your own
  7810. 4:31:18fault
  7811. 4:31:19even our own mind can be displeasing to
  7812. 4:31:21us if you think about it you'll see that
  7813. 4:31:23this is true
  7814. 4:31:25sometimes we do things that even we
  7815. 4:31:27don't like
  7816. 4:31:28all you can say is damn
  7817. 4:31:30there's no one else to blame
  7818. 4:31:34gaining merit or boon in buddhism is
  7819. 4:31:37giving up that which is wrong
  7820. 4:31:40when we abandon wrongness then we are no
  7821. 4:31:42longer wrong
  7822. 4:31:44when there is no stress there is calm
  7823. 4:31:46the calm mind is a clean mind one which
  7824. 4:31:48harbours no angry thoughts
  7825. 4:31:50one which is clear
  7826. 4:31:54how can you make the mind clear
  7827. 4:31:56just by knowing it for example you might
  7828. 4:31:58think today i'm in a really bad mood
  7829. 4:32:00everything i look at offends me even the
  7830. 4:32:03plates in the cupboard
  7831. 4:32:05you might feel like smashing them every
  7832. 4:32:06single one of them
  7833. 4:32:08whatever you look at looks bad the
  7834. 4:32:10chickens the ducks the cats the dogs you
  7835. 4:32:12hate them all
  7836. 4:32:13everything your husband says is
  7837. 4:32:15offensive
  7838. 4:32:16even looking into your own mind you
  7839. 4:32:18aren't satisfied what can you do in such
  7840. 4:32:21a situation
  7841. 4:32:22where does this suffering come from
  7842. 4:32:25this is called having no merit
  7843. 4:32:28these days in thailand they have a
  7844. 4:32:29saying that when someone dies his merit
  7845. 4:32:31is finished
  7846. 4:32:35in time but that's not the case there
  7847. 4:32:37are plenty of people still alive who
  7848. 4:32:38finished their marriage already those
  7849. 4:32:40people who don't know merit the bad mind
  7850. 4:32:42just collects more and more badness
  7851. 4:32:46now going on these merit making tours is
  7852. 4:32:48like building a beautiful house without
  7853. 4:32:50preparing the area beforehand
  7854. 4:32:52in no long time the house will collapse
  7855. 4:32:54would it
  7856. 4:32:55the design was no good
  7857. 4:32:58now you have to try again try a
  7858. 4:32:59different way
  7859. 4:33:00you have to look into yourself
  7860. 4:33:02looking at the faults in your actions
  7861. 4:33:04speech and thoughts
  7862. 4:33:06where else are you going to practice
  7863. 4:33:07other than than at your actions speech
  7864. 4:33:09and thoughts
  7865. 4:33:11people get lost they want to go and
  7866. 4:33:13practice dharma where it's really
  7867. 4:33:14peaceful in the forest or at wappapong
  7868. 4:33:17is watbapong peaceful
  7869. 4:33:19no
  7870. 4:33:20it's not really peaceful
  7871. 4:33:21where it's really peaceful is in your
  7872. 4:33:23own home
  7873. 4:33:26if you have wisdom wherever you go
  7874. 4:33:28you'll be carefree the whole world is
  7875. 4:33:30already fine just as it is
  7876. 4:33:33all the trees in the forest are already
  7877. 4:33:35just fine as they are
  7878. 4:33:37there are tall ones short ones hollow
  7879. 4:33:38ones all kinds
  7880. 4:33:40they are simply the way they are
  7881. 4:33:44through ignorance of their true nature
  7882. 4:33:45we go and force our opinions on them
  7883. 4:33:47saying oh this tree's too short this
  7884. 4:33:50tree is hollow
  7885. 4:33:52those trees are simply trees
  7886. 4:33:54they're better off than we are
  7887. 4:33:57that's why i've had these little poems
  7888. 4:33:59written up on the trees here
  7889. 4:34:00let the trees teach you
  7890. 4:34:02have you learned anything from them yet
  7891. 4:34:05you should try to learn at least one
  7892. 4:34:07thing from them there are so many trees
  7893. 4:34:09all with something
  7894. 4:34:11with something to teach you
  7895. 4:34:13dharma is everywhere it's in everything
  7896. 4:34:15in nature
  7897. 4:34:16you should understand this point don't
  7898. 4:34:18go blaming the hole for being too deep
  7899. 4:34:20turn around and look at your own arm if
  7900. 4:34:22you can see this you will be
  7901. 4:34:24happy if you make merit or virtue
  7902. 4:34:27preserve it in your mind
  7903. 4:34:29that's the best place to keep it
  7904. 4:34:31making merit as you have done today is
  7905. 4:34:33good but it's not the best way
  7906. 4:34:36constructing buildings is good but it's
  7907. 4:34:38not the best thing
  7908. 4:34:40building your own mind into something
  7909. 4:34:41good is the best way
  7910. 4:34:43this way you'll find goodness whether
  7911. 4:34:45you come here or whether you stay at
  7912. 4:34:46home
  7913. 4:34:48find this excellence within your mind
  7914. 4:34:51outer structures like this hall here are
  7915. 4:34:53just like the bark of the tree they're
  7916. 4:34:55not the heartwood
  7917. 4:34:57if you have wisdom wherever you look
  7918. 4:34:59there will be dhamma
  7919. 4:35:01if you lack wisdom and even the good
  7920. 4:35:03things turn bad
  7921. 4:35:05where does this badness come from
  7922. 4:35:07just from our own minds that's where
  7923. 4:35:10look how this mind changes everything
  7924. 4:35:12changes
  7925. 4:35:14husband and wife used to get on all
  7926. 4:35:15right together they could talk to each
  7927. 4:35:17other quite happily but there comes a
  7928. 4:35:19day when their mood goes bad
  7929. 4:35:21everything the spouse says seems
  7930. 4:35:22offensive
  7931. 4:35:23mind has gone bad it's changed again
  7932. 4:35:26this is how it is
  7933. 4:35:28so in order to give up evil and
  7934. 4:35:30cultivate the good you don't have to go
  7935. 4:35:32looking anywhere else
  7936. 4:35:34if your mind has gone bad don't go
  7937. 4:35:36looking over at this person or that
  7938. 4:35:37person
  7939. 4:35:38just look at your own mind and find out
  7940. 4:35:40where these thoughts come from
  7941. 4:35:43why does the mind think such things
  7942. 4:35:45understand that all things are transient
  7943. 4:35:48love is transient hate is transient
  7944. 4:35:51have you ever loved your children
  7945. 4:35:53of course you have
  7946. 4:35:54have you ever hated them i'll answer for
  7947. 4:35:57that i'll answer that for you too
  7948. 4:35:59sometimes you do don't you
  7949. 4:36:00can you throw them away
  7950. 4:36:02no you can't throw them away
  7951. 4:36:04why not
  7952. 4:36:06children aren't like bullets are they
  7953. 4:36:09so this is a
  7954. 4:36:10a play on words here because the word in
  7955. 4:36:13thai
  7956. 4:36:14for child is luke and
  7957. 4:36:17the word for a bullet is luke
  7958. 4:36:19is a pistol or gun and so a bullet is a
  7959. 4:36:23lupine it's like a child of the gun
  7960. 4:36:26can you throw them away no you can't
  7961. 4:36:28throw them away why not children aren't
  7962. 4:36:30like bullets are they bullets are fired
  7963. 4:36:32outwards but children are fired right
  7964. 4:36:35back to the parents
  7965. 4:36:36if they're bad it comes back to the
  7966. 4:36:38parents
  7967. 4:36:39you could say that children are your
  7968. 4:36:40comrades
  7969. 4:36:42there are good ones and bad ones both
  7970. 4:36:44good and bad are right there in your
  7971. 4:36:46children
  7972. 4:36:47but even the bad ones are precious
  7973. 4:36:50one may be one may be born with polio
  7974. 4:36:52crippled and deformed and be even more
  7975. 4:36:54precious than the others
  7976. 4:36:56whenever you leave home for a while you
  7977. 4:36:58have to leave a message look after the
  7978. 4:37:00little one he's not so strong
  7979. 4:37:02you love him even more than the others
  7980. 4:37:06you should then set your minds well half
  7981. 4:37:08love half hate
  7982. 4:37:10don't take only the one or the other
  7983. 4:37:12always have both sides in mind
  7984. 4:37:14your children are your comrade they are
  7985. 4:37:16appropriate to their owners
  7986. 4:37:18they are your kama so you must take
  7987. 4:37:19responsibility for them
  7988. 4:37:21if they really give you suffering just
  7989. 4:37:23remind yourself it's my comma
  7990. 4:37:25if they please you just remind yourself
  7991. 4:37:27it's my combo
  7992. 4:37:30sometimes it gets so frustrating at home
  7993. 4:37:32you must just want to run away
  7994. 4:37:34it gets so bad some people even
  7995. 4:37:36contemplate hanging themselves
  7996. 4:37:38it's common we have to accept the fact
  7997. 4:37:41avoid bad actions and you'll be able to
  7998. 4:37:43see yourself more clearly
  7999. 4:37:46this is why contemplating things is so
  8000. 4:37:48important
  8001. 4:37:49usually when people practice meditation
  8002. 4:37:51they use a meditation object such as
  8003. 4:37:54reciting buddho dumbo or sanko
  8004. 4:37:57but you can make it even shorter than
  8005. 4:37:59this
  8006. 4:38:00whenever you feel annoyed
  8007. 4:38:02whenever your mind goes bad
  8008. 4:38:04just say so
  8009. 4:38:07when you feel better just say so it's
  8010. 4:38:10not a sure thing
  8011. 4:38:12if you love someone just say so
  8012. 4:38:15when you're feeling angry just say so
  8013. 4:38:18do you understand
  8014. 4:38:20you don't have to go looking into the
  8015. 4:38:21tapitica the three volumes of the
  8016. 4:38:23buddha's teachings
  8017. 4:38:25just so
  8018. 4:38:27this means it's transient
  8019. 4:38:29love is transient hate is transient good
  8020. 4:38:32is transient evil is transient
  8021. 4:38:34how could they be permanent
  8022. 4:38:36where is there any permanence in them
  8023. 4:38:40you could say that they are permanent
  8024. 4:38:41insofar as they are invariably
  8025. 4:38:44impermanent
  8026. 4:38:45they are certain in this respect they
  8027. 4:38:47never become otherwise
  8028. 4:38:49one minute there's love the next hate
  8029. 4:38:51that's how things are
  8030. 4:38:53in this sense they are permanent
  8031. 4:38:56that's why i say whenever love arises
  8032. 4:38:58just tell it so
  8033. 4:39:00it saves a lot of time
  8034. 4:39:02you don't have to say ani chengdu
  8035. 4:39:05if you don't want a long meditation
  8036. 4:39:07theme just take the simple word
  8037. 4:39:09if love arises before you really get
  8038. 4:39:11lost in it just tell yourself so
  8039. 4:39:14that's enough
  8040. 4:39:18everything is transient and it's
  8041. 4:39:19permanent in that it's invariably that
  8042. 4:39:22way
  8043. 4:39:23just to see this much is to see the
  8044. 4:39:25heart of the dominant the true donor
  8045. 4:39:27now if everybody said so more often and
  8046. 4:39:31applied themselves to training like this
  8047. 4:39:33clinging would become less and less
  8048. 4:39:36people would not be so stuck on love and
  8049. 4:39:37hate they would not cling to things
  8050. 4:39:40they would just put their trust in the
  8051. 4:39:41truth not with other things
  8052. 4:39:44just to know this much is enough what
  8053. 4:39:46else you need to know
  8054. 4:39:49having heard the teaching you should try
  8055. 4:39:50to remember it also
  8056. 4:39:52what should you remember
  8057. 4:39:54meditate do you understand
  8058. 4:39:56if you understand the dhamma clicks with
  8059. 4:39:58you the mind will stop
  8060. 4:40:00if there is anger in the mind just so
  8061. 4:40:03that's enough it stops straight away
  8062. 4:40:06if you don't yet understand look deeply
  8063. 4:40:08into the matter
  8064. 4:40:10if there's understanding when anger
  8065. 4:40:12arises in the mind you can just shut it
  8066. 4:40:14off with
  8067. 4:40:14so it's impermanent
  8068. 4:40:19today you have had a chance to record
  8069. 4:40:20the dhamma both inwardly and outwardly
  8070. 4:40:22inwardly the sound enters through the
  8071. 4:40:24ears to be recorded in the mind
  8072. 4:40:26if you can't do this much it's not so
  8073. 4:40:28good your time with pong will be wasted
  8074. 4:40:31record it outwardly and record it
  8075. 4:40:32inwardly
  8076. 4:40:34this tape recorder here is not so
  8077. 4:40:35important the really important thing is
  8078. 4:40:37the recorder in the mind
  8079. 4:40:40the tape recorder is perishable but if
  8080. 4:40:42the dhamma really reaches the mind it's
  8081. 4:40:44imperishable it's there for good
  8082. 4:40:46and you don't have to waste your money
  8083. 4:40:48on batteries
  8084. 4:40:50this is the 12th
  8085. 4:40:53talk in this collection
  8086. 4:40:55entitled
  8087. 4:40:56why are we here and this was um
  8088. 4:41:00uh originally published in living dhamma
  8089. 4:41:03and translated by bruce evans pariso and
  8090. 4:41:06was the
  8091. 4:41:07person who originally did the
  8092. 4:41:09translation and it was a talk given at
  8093. 4:41:11uh what
  8094. 4:41:13which means the the monastery of the
  8095. 4:41:15diamond light cave
  8096. 4:41:18and it was to a group of visiting lay
  8097. 4:41:19people and it was during the reigns
  8098. 4:41:20retreat of 1981 so
  8099. 4:41:22this was very shortly before ajincha's
  8100. 4:41:24health broke down it was during that
  8101. 4:41:26vasa that reigns retreat
  8102. 4:41:28that um he fell seriously ill was taken
  8103. 4:41:30off to bangkok and then
  8104. 4:41:33his um health degenerated steadily over
  8105. 4:41:36the next few months so
  8106. 4:41:39this is one of the very last recorded
  8107. 4:41:41actual dummy talks of imagination
  8108. 4:41:44if not the last one
  8109. 4:41:46when he actually gave her like a formal
  8110. 4:41:47teaching and
  8111. 4:41:49and it was recorded so it was a very
  8112. 4:41:51close to his sort of
  8113. 4:41:53final um
  8114. 4:41:57expression of guidance and instruction
  8115. 4:41:59to people
  8116. 4:42:02why are we here
  8117. 4:42:05this reigns retreat i don't have much
  8118. 4:42:06strength i'm not well
  8119. 4:42:08so i've come up to this mountain here to
  8120. 4:42:10get some fresh air
  8121. 4:42:12people come to visit but i can't really
  8122. 4:42:14receive them like i used to because my
  8123. 4:42:16voice has just about had it my breath is
  8124. 4:42:18just about gone
  8125. 4:42:20you can count it as a blessing that
  8126. 4:42:21there is still this body sitting here
  8127. 4:42:23for you all to see now
  8128. 4:42:25this is a blessing in itself
  8129. 4:42:26soon you won't see it
  8130. 4:42:29the breath will be finished the voice
  8131. 4:42:30will be gone
  8132. 4:42:32they will fare in accordance with
  8133. 4:42:33supporting factors like all compounded
  8134. 4:42:35things
  8135. 4:42:36the buddha called it
  8136. 4:42:39the decline and dissolution of all
  8137. 4:42:40conditioned phenomena
  8138. 4:42:42how do they decline
  8139. 4:42:45consider a lump of ice
  8140. 4:42:47originally it was simply water people
  8141. 4:42:50freeze it and it becomes ice
  8142. 4:42:52but it doesn't take long before it's
  8143. 4:42:54melted take a big lump of ice say as big
  8144. 4:42:56as this tape recorder here and leave it
  8145. 4:42:58out in the sun
  8146. 4:42:59you can see how it declines much the
  8147. 4:43:01same as the body
  8148. 4:43:03it will gradually disintegrate
  8149. 4:43:05after not many hours or minutes all
  8150. 4:43:07that's left is a puddle of water
  8151. 4:43:09this is called
  8152. 4:43:12the decline and dissolution of all
  8153. 4:43:13compounded things
  8154. 4:43:16it's been this way for a long time now
  8155. 4:43:18ever since the beginning of time
  8156. 4:43:20when we are born we bring this inherent
  8157. 4:43:22nature into the world with us we can't
  8158. 4:43:24avoid it
  8159. 4:43:25at birth we bring old age sickness and
  8160. 4:43:28death along with us
  8161. 4:43:30so this is why the buddha said
  8162. 4:43:33young the decline and dissolution of all
  8163. 4:43:35compounded things
  8164. 4:43:37all of us sitting here in this hall now
  8165. 4:43:39monks novices laymen lay women are
  8166. 4:43:41without exception lumps of deterioration
  8167. 4:43:44quote unquote
  8168. 4:43:46right now the lump is hard just like the
  8169. 4:43:49lump of ice
  8170. 4:43:50it starts out as water becomes ice for a
  8171. 4:43:52while and then it melts again
  8172. 4:43:54can you see this decline in yourself
  8173. 4:43:57look at this body it's aging every day
  8174. 4:44:00hair is aging nails aging everything is
  8175. 4:44:03aging
  8176. 4:44:05you weren't like this before were you
  8177. 4:44:08you were probably much smaller than this
  8178. 4:44:10now you've grown up and matured from now
  8179. 4:44:12on you will decline following the way of
  8180. 4:44:15nature
  8181. 4:44:17the body declines just like the lump of
  8182. 4:44:19ice soon just like the lump of ice it's
  8183. 4:44:21all gone
  8184. 4:44:23all bodies are composed of the four
  8185. 4:44:25elements of earth water wind and fire
  8186. 4:44:29a body is the confluence of earth water
  8187. 4:44:31wind and fire which we proceed to call a
  8188. 4:44:33person
  8189. 4:44:35originally it's hard to say what you
  8190. 4:44:36could call it but now we call it a
  8191. 4:44:39person quote unquote
  8192. 4:44:41we get infatuated with it saying it's a
  8193. 4:44:43male it's a female giving it names
  8194. 4:44:46mister misses and so on and so on
  8195. 4:44:48so that we can identify each other more
  8196. 4:44:50easily
  8197. 4:44:51but actually there isn't anybody there
  8198. 4:44:55there's earth water wind and fire
  8199. 4:44:59when they come together in this known
  8200. 4:45:01form we call the result a person
  8201. 4:45:04now don't get excited over it if you
  8202. 4:45:06really look into it there isn't anyone
  8203. 4:45:09there
  8204. 4:45:12that which is solid in the body the
  8205. 4:45:14flesh skin bones and so on are called
  8206. 4:45:16the earth element
  8207. 4:45:18those aspects of the body which are
  8208. 4:45:19liquid are the water element
  8209. 4:45:22the faculty of warmth in the body is the
  8210. 4:45:24fire element
  8211. 4:45:25while the winds coursing through the
  8212. 4:45:26body are the wind element
  8213. 4:45:29at wappapong we have a body which is
  8214. 4:45:31neither male nor female
  8215. 4:45:33it's the skeleton hanging in the main
  8216. 4:45:34hall
  8217. 4:45:36looking at it you don't get the feeling
  8218. 4:45:37that it's a man or a woman
  8219. 4:45:39people ask each other if it's a man or
  8220. 4:45:41and all they can do is look blankly at
  8221. 4:45:43each other
  8222. 4:45:45it's only a skeleton all the skin and
  8223. 4:45:47flesh are gone
  8224. 4:45:50people are ignorant of these things
  8225. 4:45:52some go to wappapong into the main hall
  8226. 4:45:54they see the skeletons and then come
  8227. 4:45:56running right out again they can't bear
  8228. 4:45:58to look
  8229. 4:45:59they're afraid of the skeletons
  8230. 4:46:02i figure these people have never seen
  8231. 4:46:03themselves before
  8232. 4:46:05because they're afraid of the skeletons
  8233. 4:46:06they don't reflect on the great value of
  8234. 4:46:08a skeleton
  8235. 4:46:09to get to the monastery they had to ride
  8236. 4:46:11in a car or walk if they didn't have
  8237. 4:46:13bones how would they be
  8238. 4:46:15would they be able to walk about like
  8239. 4:46:17that
  8240. 4:46:18but they ride their cars to whopper pond
  8241. 4:46:19go in the main hall see the skeleton and
  8242. 4:46:21run straight back out again they've
  8243. 4:46:23never seen such a thing before
  8244. 4:46:26they're born with it and yet they've
  8245. 4:46:28never seen it
  8246. 4:46:29it's very fortunate that they have a
  8247. 4:46:31chance to see it now
  8248. 4:46:33even older people see the skeleton and
  8249. 4:46:35get scared
  8250. 4:46:36what's all the fuss about
  8251. 4:46:39this shows that they're not at all in
  8252. 4:46:40touch with themselves they don't really
  8253. 4:46:42know themselves
  8254. 4:46:44maybe they go home and still can't sleep
  8255. 4:46:45for three or four days and yet they're
  8256. 4:46:47sleeping with a skeleton they get
  8257. 4:46:49dressed with it eat food with it do
  8258. 4:46:51everything with it and yet they're
  8259. 4:46:53scared of it
  8260. 4:46:56this shows how out of touch people are
  8261. 4:46:57with themselves
  8262. 4:46:59how pitiful
  8263. 4:47:01they're always looking outwards the
  8264. 4:47:02trees of other people external objects
  8265. 4:47:05saying this one's big that's small
  8266. 4:47:07that's short that's long
  8267. 4:47:09they're so busy looking at other things
  8268. 4:47:11they never see themselves
  8269. 4:47:12to be honest people are really pitiful
  8270. 4:47:16they have no refuge
  8271. 4:47:20in the ordination ceremonies the
  8272. 4:47:22ordinaise must learn the five basic
  8273. 4:47:24meditation themes quesa head hair loma
  8274. 4:47:28body hair
  8275. 4:47:35some of the students and educated people
  8276. 4:47:37snigger to themselves when they hear
  8277. 4:47:38this part of the ordination ceremony
  8278. 4:47:40what's the agenda trying to teach us
  8279. 4:47:42here
  8280. 4:47:43teaching us about hair and we've had it
  8281. 4:47:45for ages
  8282. 4:47:46he doesn't have to teach us about this
  8283. 4:47:48we know it already
  8284. 4:47:49why bother teaching us about something
  8285. 4:47:51that we already know
  8286. 4:47:54dim people are like this
  8287. 4:47:56they think that they can see the hair
  8288. 4:47:57already i tell them that when i say to
  8289. 4:48:00see the hair i mean to see it as it
  8290. 4:48:02really is
  8291. 4:48:04see body hair as it really is see nails
  8292. 4:48:07and teeth and skin as they really are
  8293. 4:48:09that's what i call seeing
  8294. 4:48:11not seeing in a superficial way but
  8295. 4:48:13seeing in accordance with the truth
  8296. 4:48:16we wouldn't be so sunk up to the ears in
  8297. 4:48:18things if we could see things as they
  8298. 4:48:20really are
  8299. 4:48:21hair nails teeth and skin
  8300. 4:48:24what are they really like are they
  8301. 4:48:26pretty
  8302. 4:48:27are they clean
  8303. 4:48:29do they have any real substance
  8304. 4:48:31are they stable
  8305. 4:48:34no there's nothing to them they're not
  8306. 4:48:36pretty but we imagine them to be so
  8307. 4:48:38they're not substantial but we imagine
  8308. 4:48:40them to be so
  8309. 4:48:44hair nails teeth skin
  8310. 4:48:46people are really hooked onto these
  8311. 4:48:47things
  8312. 4:48:49the buddha established these things as
  8313. 4:48:50the basic themes for meditation he
  8314. 4:48:52taught us to know these things
  8315. 4:48:55they are transient imperfect and onless
  8316. 4:48:58they are not me or them
  8317. 4:49:00we are born with them and
  8318. 4:49:03sorry we are born with and deluded by
  8319. 4:49:06these things
  8320. 4:49:07but really they're foul
  8321. 4:49:09suppose we didn't bathe for a week could
  8322. 4:49:11we bear to be close to each other we'd
  8323. 4:49:13smell really bad
  8324. 4:49:15when people sweat a lot just as when a
  8325. 4:49:17lot of people are working hard together
  8326. 4:49:19the smell is awful
  8327. 4:49:20we go back home and rub ourselves down
  8328. 4:49:22with soap and water and the smell abates
  8329. 4:49:24somewhat the fragrance of the soap
  8330. 4:49:26replaces it the rubbing soap on the body
  8331. 4:49:28may make it seem fragrant but actually
  8332. 4:49:30the bad smell of the body is still there
  8333. 4:49:32it's just temporarily suppressed
  8334. 4:49:35when the smell of the soap is gone the
  8335. 4:49:37smell of the body comes back again
  8336. 4:49:40now we tend to think these bodies are
  8337. 4:49:42pretty delightful long lasting and
  8338. 4:49:45strong
  8339. 4:49:46we tend to think that we will never age
  8340. 4:49:48get sick or die
  8341. 4:49:50we are charmed and fooled by the body
  8342. 4:49:52and so are ignorant of the true refuge
  8343. 4:49:54within ourselves
  8344. 4:49:56the true place of refuge is the mind
  8345. 4:49:59the mind is our true refuge
  8346. 4:50:02this hall here may be pretty big but it
  8347. 4:50:05can't be a true refuge
  8348. 4:50:06pigeons take shelter here geckos take
  8349. 4:50:09shelter here lizards take shelter here
  8350. 4:50:12we may think that the hall belongs to us
  8351. 4:50:14but it doesn't
  8352. 4:50:15we live here together with everything
  8353. 4:50:17else this is only a temporary shelter
  8354. 4:50:20soon we must leave it
  8355. 4:50:21people take these shelters for refuge
  8356. 4:50:26so they would have said to find your
  8357. 4:50:27refuge that means to find your real
  8358. 4:50:29heart
  8359. 4:50:30this heart is very important
  8360. 4:50:33people don't usually look at important
  8361. 4:50:35things they spend most of their time
  8362. 4:50:36looking at unimportant things for
  8363. 4:50:38example when they do the house cleaning
  8364. 4:50:40they may be bent on cleaning up the
  8365. 4:50:41house washing the dishes and so on but
  8366. 4:50:43they fail to notice their own hearts
  8367. 4:50:46their heart may be rotten they may be
  8368. 4:50:47feeling angry washing the dishes with a
  8369. 4:50:49sour expression on their face
  8370. 4:50:51they fail to see that their own hearts
  8371. 4:50:53are not very clean
  8372. 4:50:55this is what i call taking a temporary
  8373. 4:50:57shelter for a refuge
  8374. 4:51:00they beautify the house and home but
  8375. 4:51:02they don't think of beautifying their
  8376. 4:51:04own hearts
  8377. 4:51:05they don't examine suffering
  8378. 4:51:08the heart is the important thing
  8379. 4:51:10the buddha taught to find a refuge
  8380. 4:51:12within your own heart
  8381. 4:51:16make yourself a refuge unto yourself
  8382. 4:51:19who else can be your refuge
  8383. 4:51:22the true refuge is the heart nothing
  8384. 4:51:24else
  8385. 4:51:25you may try to depend on other things
  8386. 4:51:27but they aren't a sure thing
  8387. 4:51:29you can only really depend on other
  8388. 4:51:31things if you already have a refuge
  8389. 4:51:32within yourself
  8390. 4:51:34you must have your own refuge first
  8391. 4:51:36before you can depend on anything else
  8392. 4:51:38be it a teacher family friends or
  8393. 4:51:40relatives
  8394. 4:51:43so all of you both lay people and
  8395. 4:51:45homeless ones who have come to visit
  8396. 4:51:46today please consider this teaching
  8397. 4:51:49ask yourselves
  8398. 4:51:50who am i
  8399. 4:51:52why am i here
  8400. 4:51:55ask yourselves why was i born
  8401. 4:51:58some people don't know
  8402. 4:52:00they want to be happy with the suffering
  8403. 4:52:02never stops rich or poor young or old
  8404. 4:52:04they suffer just the same
  8405. 4:52:06it's all suffering and why
  8406. 4:52:09because they have no wisdom
  8407. 4:52:10the poor are unhappy because they don't
  8408. 4:52:12have enough and the rich are unhappy
  8409. 4:52:14because they have too much to look after
  8410. 4:52:17in the past as a young novice i gave a
  8411. 4:52:19dumb a discourse
  8412. 4:52:20i talked about the happiness of wealth
  8413. 4:52:22and possessions having servants and so
  8414. 4:52:24on
  8415. 4:52:24100 male servants 100 female servants
  8416. 4:52:27100 elephants 100 cows 100 buffaloes 100
  8417. 4:52:30of everything
  8418. 4:52:31the laypeople really lapped it up
  8419. 4:52:34but can you imagine looking after a
  8420. 4:52:36hundred buffaloes or a hundred cows
  8421. 4:52:39a hundred male and female servants can
  8422. 4:52:41you imagine having to look after all of
  8423. 4:52:43that
  8424. 4:52:45would that be fun
  8425. 4:52:47people don't consider this side of
  8426. 4:52:48things
  8427. 4:52:49they have the desire to possess to have
  8428. 4:52:51the cows the buffalos the servants to
  8429. 4:52:53have hundreds of them
  8430. 4:52:54but i say fifty buffaloes would be too
  8431. 4:52:56much
  8432. 4:52:57just twining the ropes for all those
  8433. 4:52:59brutes would be too much already
  8434. 4:53:01but people don't consider this they only
  8435. 4:53:03think of the pleasure of acquiring they
  8436. 4:53:05don't consider the trouble involved
  8437. 4:53:10if we don't have wisdom everything
  8438. 4:53:11around us will be a source of suffering
  8439. 4:53:14if we're wise these things
  8440. 4:53:16eyes ears nose tongue body and mind will
  8441. 4:53:19lead us out of suffering
  8442. 4:53:22eyes aren't necessarily good things
  8443. 4:53:27if you're in a bad mood just seeing
  8444. 4:53:29other people can make you angry and make
  8445. 4:53:30you lose sleep
  8446. 4:53:32or you can fall in love with others love
  8447. 4:53:34is suffering too if you don't get what
  8448. 4:53:36you want
  8449. 4:53:37love and hate are both suffering because
  8450. 4:53:39of desire
  8451. 4:53:41wanting is suffering wanting not to have
  8452. 4:53:43is suffering
  8453. 4:53:44wanting to acquire things even if you
  8454. 4:53:46get them it's still suffering because
  8455. 4:53:49you're afraid you'll lose them
  8456. 4:53:51there's only suffering
  8457. 4:53:53how are you going to live with that
  8458. 4:53:55you may have a large luxurious house
  8459. 4:53:58but if your heart isn't good it never
  8460. 4:54:00really works out as you expected
  8461. 4:54:02therefore you should all take a look at
  8462. 4:54:04yourselves
  8463. 4:54:06why were we born
  8464. 4:54:09do we ever really attain anything in
  8465. 4:54:10this life
  8466. 4:54:12in the countryside here people start
  8467. 4:54:14planting rice right from childhood
  8468. 4:54:16when they reach 17 or 18 they rush off
  8469. 4:54:18and get married afraid they won't have
  8470. 4:54:20enough time to make their fortunes
  8471. 4:54:22they start working from an early age
  8472. 4:54:24thinking they'll get rich that way
  8473. 4:54:26they plant rice until they're 70 or 80
  8474. 4:54:28or even 90 years old i asked them
  8475. 4:54:32from the day you were born you've been
  8476. 4:54:33working now it's almost time to go
  8477. 4:54:36what are you going to take with you
  8478. 4:54:38they don't know what to say
  8479. 4:54:40all they can say is beats me
  8480. 4:54:43we have a saying in these parts
  8481. 4:54:45don't tarry picking berries along the
  8482. 4:54:47way before you know it night falls
  8483. 4:54:51it's just because of this beats me
  8484. 4:54:54they're neither here nor there content
  8485. 4:54:56with just a beats me sitting among the
  8486. 4:54:58branches of the berry tree gorging
  8487. 4:55:00themselves with berries beats me
  8488. 4:55:02beats me
  8489. 4:55:04when you're still young you think that
  8490. 4:55:06being single is not so good you feel a
  8491. 4:55:08bit lonely so you find a partner to live
  8492. 4:55:10with
  8493. 4:55:11put two together and there's friction
  8494. 4:55:13living alone is too quiet but living
  8495. 4:55:15with others there's friction
  8496. 4:55:18when children are small the parents
  8497. 4:55:19think when they get bigger we'll be
  8498. 4:55:21better off they raise their children
  8499. 4:55:23three four or five of them thinking that
  8500. 4:55:25when the children are grown up the
  8501. 4:55:26burden will be lighter but when the
  8502. 4:55:28children grow up they get even heavier
  8503. 4:55:31like two pieces of wood one big and one
  8504. 4:55:33small you throw away the small one and
  8505. 4:55:35take the bigger one thinking it'll be
  8506. 4:55:36lighter but of course it's not
  8507. 4:55:39children are small they don't bother you
  8508. 4:55:41very much just a ball of rice and a
  8509. 4:55:43banana now and then
  8510. 4:55:51when they grow up they want a motorcycle
  8511. 4:55:52or a car
  8512. 4:55:54well you love your children so you can't
  8513. 4:55:56refuse
  8514. 4:55:57so you try to give them what they want
  8515. 4:55:59sometimes the parents get into arguments
  8516. 4:56:01over it don't go and buy them a car we
  8517. 4:56:03haven't got enough money
  8518. 4:56:04but when you love your children you've
  8519. 4:56:06got to borrow the money from somewhere
  8520. 4:56:08maybe the parents even have to go
  8521. 4:56:10without to get the things their children
  8522. 4:56:11want
  8523. 4:56:12then there's education
  8524. 4:56:14when they finish their studies we'll be
  8525. 4:56:16all right
  8526. 4:56:17there's no end to the studying
  8527. 4:56:20what are they going to finish
  8528. 4:56:22only in the science of buddhism is there
  8529. 4:56:23a point of completion all the other
  8530. 4:56:25sciences just go around in circles
  8531. 4:56:28in the end it's a real headache
  8532. 4:56:31if there's a house with four or five
  8533. 4:56:32children in it
  8534. 4:56:34it has a house with four or five
  8535. 4:56:35children in it the parents argue every
  8536. 4:56:38day
  8537. 4:56:40the suffering that is waiting in the
  8538. 4:56:41future we fail to see we think it'll
  8539. 4:56:43never happen when it happens then we
  8540. 4:56:46know
  8541. 4:56:47that kind of suffering the suffering
  8542. 4:56:48inherent in our bodies is hard to
  8543. 4:56:50foresee
  8544. 4:56:52when i was a child minding the buffaloes
  8545. 4:56:54i take charcoal and rub it on my teeth
  8546. 4:56:56to make them white
  8547. 4:56:58i go back home and look in the mirror
  8548. 4:56:59and see them so nice and white
  8549. 4:57:02i was getting fooled by my own bones
  8550. 4:57:04that's all
  8551. 4:57:06when i reached 50 or 60 my teeth started
  8552. 4:57:08to get loose when the teeth start
  8553. 4:57:10falling out it hurts so much
  8554. 4:57:12when you eat it feels as if you've been
  8555. 4:57:13kicked in the mouth
  8556. 4:57:15it really hurts
  8557. 4:57:16i've been through this one already so i
  8558. 4:57:18just got the dentist to take them all
  8559. 4:57:20out i've got false teeth my real teeth
  8560. 4:57:23were giving me so much trouble i just
  8561. 4:57:24had them taken all out 16 in one go
  8562. 4:57:29the dentist was reluctant to take out 16
  8563. 4:57:31teeth at once but i just said to him
  8564. 4:57:33just take him out i'll take the
  8565. 4:57:35consequences
  8566. 4:57:36so he took them all out at once
  8567. 4:57:38some were still good too
  8568. 4:57:40at least five of them
  8569. 4:57:43he took them all out but it really was
  8570. 4:57:45touch and go after having them out i
  8571. 4:57:47couldn't eat any food for two or three
  8572. 4:57:48days
  8573. 4:57:51before as a young child mining the
  8574. 4:57:52buffaloes i used to think that polishing
  8575. 4:57:54the teeth was a great thing to do
  8576. 4:57:56i loved my teeth
  8577. 4:57:58i thought they were good things but in
  8578. 4:58:00the end they had to go
  8579. 4:58:02the pain almost killed me
  8580. 4:58:04i suffered from toothache for months
  8581. 4:58:05years sometimes both my gums were
  8582. 4:58:07swollen at once
  8583. 4:58:11some of you may get a chance to
  8584. 4:58:12experience this for yourself someday
  8585. 4:58:15if your teeth are still good and you're
  8586. 4:58:16brushing them every day to keep them
  8587. 4:58:17nice and white watch out
  8588. 4:58:20they may start playing tricks with you
  8589. 4:58:21later on
  8590. 4:58:23i'm just letting you know about these
  8591. 4:58:24things the suffering that arises from
  8592. 4:58:26within that arises within our own bodies
  8593. 4:58:29there's nothing within the body you can
  8594. 4:58:31depend on
  8595. 4:58:33it's not too bad when you're still young
  8596. 4:58:34but as you get older things begin to
  8597. 4:58:36break down
  8598. 4:58:37everything begins to fall apart
  8599. 4:58:39conditions go their natural way
  8600. 4:58:42whether we cry or laugh
  8601. 4:58:44over them they just go on their own way
  8602. 4:58:47it makes no difference how we live or
  8603. 4:58:48die makes no difference to them
  8604. 4:58:51and there's no knowledge or science
  8605. 4:58:52which can prevent this natural course of
  8606. 4:58:53things you may get a dentist to look at
  8607. 4:58:56your teeth but even if you can fix them
  8608. 4:58:58they still eventually go their natural
  8609. 4:58:59way
  8610. 4:59:00eventually even the dentist has the same
  8611. 4:59:02trouble
  8612. 4:59:03everything falls apart in the end
  8613. 4:59:07these are things which we should
  8614. 4:59:08contemplate while we still have some
  8615. 4:59:10vigor
  8616. 4:59:11we should practice while we're young
  8617. 4:59:13if you want to make merit then hurry up
  8618. 4:59:14and do so don't just leave it up to the
  8619. 4:59:16oldies
  8620. 4:59:18most people just wait until they get old
  8621. 4:59:19before they'll go to a monastery and try
  8622. 4:59:21to practice dumber
  8623. 4:59:23and men say the same thing
  8624. 4:59:25wait till i get old first
  8625. 4:59:27i don't know why they say that
  8626. 4:59:29does an old person have much vigor
  8627. 4:59:32let them try racing with a young person
  8628. 4:59:33and see what the difference is
  8629. 4:59:35why do they leave it till they get old
  8630. 4:59:38just like they're never gonna die
  8631. 4:59:41when they get to 50 or 60 years old or
  8632. 4:59:43more hey grandma let's go to the
  8633. 4:59:45monastery
  8634. 4:59:46ah you go ahead my ears aren't so good
  8635. 4:59:48anymore
  8636. 4:59:49see what i mean
  8637. 4:59:51when her ears were good what was she
  8638. 4:59:52listening to beats me
  8639. 4:59:54she was just daddying with the berries
  8640. 4:59:56finally when her ears are gone she goes
  8641. 4:59:58to the temple that's hopeless
  8642. 5:00:01she listens to the sermon but she hasn't
  8643. 5:00:03got a clue what they're saying
  8644. 5:00:04people wait till they're all used up
  8645. 5:00:06before they think of practicing the
  8646. 5:00:07dharma
  8647. 5:00:10now today's talk may be useful for those
  8648. 5:00:12of you who can understand it
  8649. 5:00:13these are things which you should begin
  8650. 5:00:15to observe they are our inheritance
  8651. 5:00:18they will gradually get heavier and
  8652. 5:00:19heavier a burden for each of us to bear
  8653. 5:00:22in the past my legs were strong i could
  8654. 5:00:24run
  8655. 5:00:25now just walking around they feel heavy
  8656. 5:00:28before my legs carried me now i have to
  8657. 5:00:30carry them
  8658. 5:00:32when i was a child i'd see old people
  8659. 5:00:33getting out from their seat
  8660. 5:00:36getting up they grown
  8661. 5:00:38there's always this
  8662. 5:00:40but they don't know what it is they're
  8663. 5:00:41making it makes them grown like that
  8664. 5:00:45even when it gets to this extent people
  8665. 5:00:47don't see the bane of the body
  8666. 5:00:49you never know when you're going to be
  8667. 5:00:50parted from it
  8668. 5:00:52what's causing all the pain is simply
  8669. 5:00:54conditions going about their natural way
  8670. 5:00:57people call it arthritis or rheumatism
  8671. 5:00:59gout and so on the doctor prescribes
  8672. 5:01:01medicines but it never completely heals
  8673. 5:01:04in the end it falls apart
  8674. 5:01:06even the doctor
  8675. 5:01:08this is conditions faring along their
  8676. 5:01:10natural cause this is their way their
  8677. 5:01:12nature
  8678. 5:01:15now take a look at this
  8679. 5:01:17if you see it in advance
  8680. 5:01:19you'll be better off like seeing a
  8681. 5:01:21poisonous snake on the path ahead of you
  8682. 5:01:23if you see it there you can get out of
  8683. 5:01:25its way and not get bitten
  8684. 5:01:27if you don't see it you may keep on
  8685. 5:01:29walking and step on it and then it bites
  8686. 5:01:33if suffering arises people don't know
  8687. 5:01:35what to do
  8688. 5:01:36where to go to treat it
  8689. 5:01:38they want to avoid suffering they want
  8690. 5:01:39to be free of it but they don't know how
  8691. 5:01:41to treat it when it arises and they live
  8692. 5:01:43on like this until they get old and sick
  8693. 5:01:45and die
  8694. 5:01:48in olden times it was said that if
  8695. 5:01:50someone was mortally ill
  8696. 5:01:52one other the next of kin should whisper
  8697. 5:01:54buddho but hoe in their ear
  8698. 5:01:57what are they going to do with butthole
  8699. 5:01:59what good is butoh going to be for them
  8700. 5:02:01when they're almost on the funeral pyre
  8701. 5:02:04why didn't they learn buddho when they
  8702. 5:02:05were young and healthy
  8703. 5:02:06now with the breaths coming fitfully you
  8704. 5:02:08go up and say mother buddho buddho
  8705. 5:02:12why waste your time
  8706. 5:02:14you'll only confuse her let her go
  8707. 5:02:16peacefully
  8708. 5:02:19people don't know how to solve problems
  8709. 5:02:20within their own hearts they don't have
  8710. 5:02:22a refuge
  8711. 5:02:24they get angry easily and have lots of
  8712. 5:02:25desires
  8713. 5:02:26why is this
  8714. 5:02:27because they have no refuge
  8715. 5:02:30when people are newly married they can
  8716. 5:02:32get on all right but after age 50 or so
  8717. 5:02:35they can't understand each other
  8718. 5:02:37whatever the wife says the husband finds
  8719. 5:02:39intolerable whatever the husband says
  8720. 5:02:41the wife won't listen they turn their
  8721. 5:02:43backs on each other
  8722. 5:02:45now i'm just talking because i've never
  8723. 5:02:47had a family
  8724. 5:02:48why haven't i had a family
  8725. 5:02:50just looking at this word household i
  8726. 5:02:53knew what it was all about
  8727. 5:02:55so this is a play on words in the thai
  8728. 5:02:57language here which is based on the word
  8729. 5:02:59for family which is krakow
  8730. 5:03:02which literally means a kitchen frame or
  8731. 5:03:04a roasting circle
  8732. 5:03:06in the english translation we've opted
  8733. 5:03:08for a corresponding english word rather
  8734. 5:03:10than attempt a literal translation of
  8735. 5:03:11the thai
  8736. 5:03:12so i think
  8737. 5:03:13that
  8738. 5:03:14the crew is um
  8739. 5:03:16to to cook and the crop is like a
  8740. 5:03:19surrounding area so like he said a
  8741. 5:03:21roasting circle or a kitchen frame
  8742. 5:03:25what is a house
  8743. 5:03:27what is a household
  8744. 5:03:29this is a hold
  8745. 5:03:31if somebody were to get some rope and
  8746. 5:03:32tie us up while we were sitting here
  8747. 5:03:34what would be that what would that be
  8748. 5:03:35like
  8749. 5:03:37that's called being held
  8750. 5:03:39whatever that's like being held
  8751. 5:03:42is like that
  8752. 5:03:43there is a circle of confinement
  8753. 5:03:46the man was lives within his circle of
  8754. 5:03:48confinement the woman is within her
  8755. 5:03:50circle of confinement
  8756. 5:03:52when i read this word household yeah
  8757. 5:03:54this is a heavy one
  8758. 5:03:56this word is no trifling matter it's a
  8759. 5:03:58real killer
  8760. 5:03:59the word hold is a symbol of suffering
  8761. 5:04:02you can't go anywhere you got to stay
  8762. 5:04:04within your circle of confinement
  8763. 5:04:07now we come to the word house
  8764. 5:04:09this means that which hassles
  8765. 5:04:13have you ever toasted chili's
  8766. 5:04:15the whole house chokes and sneezes this
  8767. 5:04:18word household spells confusion
  8768. 5:04:20it's not worth the trouble because of
  8769. 5:04:22this word i was able to ordain and not
  8770. 5:04:24disrobe
  8771. 5:04:25household is frightening you're stuck
  8772. 5:04:27and you can't go anywhere
  8773. 5:04:29problems with the children with the
  8774. 5:04:30money and all the rest where can you go
  8775. 5:04:32you're tied down
  8776. 5:04:34there are sons and daughters arguments
  8777. 5:04:36in profuse profusion until your dying
  8778. 5:04:38day
  8779. 5:04:39and there's nowhere else to go
  8780. 5:04:41no matter how much suffering there is
  8781. 5:04:43the tears pour out and they keep pouring
  8782. 5:04:45the tears will never be finished with
  8783. 5:04:46this household you know
  8784. 5:04:49if there's no household you might be
  8785. 5:04:51able to finish with the tears but not
  8786. 5:04:53otherwise
  8787. 5:04:55consider this matter
  8788. 5:04:56if you haven't come across it yet you
  8789. 5:04:58may later on some people have
  8790. 5:05:00experienced it already to a certain
  8791. 5:05:02extent
  8792. 5:05:03some are already at the end of their
  8793. 5:05:05tether
  8794. 5:05:06will i stay or will i go
  8795. 5:05:09at wapapong there are about 70 or 80
  8796. 5:05:11couti's huts to for the monastics to
  8797. 5:05:14live in
  8798. 5:05:15when they're almost full i tell the monk
  8799. 5:05:16in charge to keep a few empty just in
  8800. 5:05:18case somebody has an argument with their
  8801. 5:05:20spouse
  8802. 5:05:21sure enough in no long time a lady will
  8803. 5:05:24arrive with her bags
  8804. 5:05:25i'm fed up with the world lumpur whoa
  8805. 5:05:28don't say that those words are really
  8806. 5:05:30heavy
  8807. 5:05:31then the husband comes and says he's fed
  8808. 5:05:32up too
  8809. 5:05:34after two or three days in the monastery
  8810. 5:05:35their world weariness disappears
  8811. 5:05:38they say they're fed up but they're just
  8812. 5:05:39fooling themselves
  8813. 5:05:41and they go off to a couti and sit in
  8814. 5:05:42the quiet by themselves after a while
  8815. 5:05:44the thoughts come
  8816. 5:05:46when is the wife going to come and ask
  8817. 5:05:48me to go home
  8818. 5:05:50they don't really know what's going on
  8819. 5:05:52what is this world weariness of theirs
  8820. 5:05:54they get upset over something and come
  8821. 5:05:56running to the monastery
  8822. 5:05:57at home everything looked wrong the
  8823. 5:05:59husband was wrong the wife was wrong but
  8824. 5:06:01after three days of quiet thinking hmm
  8825. 5:06:05yeah the wife was right after all it was
  8826. 5:06:07i who was wrong
  8827. 5:06:09uh hubby was right i shouldn't have got
  8828. 5:06:11so upset
  8829. 5:06:12they changed sides
  8830. 5:06:14this is how it is
  8831. 5:06:15that's why i don't take the world too
  8832. 5:06:16seriously
  8833. 5:06:18i know it's ins and outs already that's
  8834. 5:06:20why i've chosen to live as a monk
  8835. 5:06:23i would like to present today's talk to
  8836. 5:06:25you for your homework
  8837. 5:06:27whether you're in the fields or working
  8838. 5:06:28in the city take these words and
  8839. 5:06:30consider them
  8840. 5:06:32why was i born
  8841. 5:06:34what can i take with me
  8842. 5:06:36ask yourselves over and over
  8843. 5:06:39if you ask yourself these questions
  8844. 5:06:40often you'll become wise
  8845. 5:06:42if you don't reflect on these things you
  8846. 5:06:44will remain ignorant
  8847. 5:06:46listen to today's talk you may get some
  8848. 5:06:48understanding if not then maybe when you
  8849. 5:06:51go home
  8850. 5:06:52perhaps this evening when you're
  8851. 5:06:54listening to the talk everything is
  8852. 5:06:55subdued but maybe things are waiting for
  8853. 5:06:57you in the car
  8854. 5:06:58when you get in the car it may get in
  8855. 5:07:00with you when you get home it may all
  8856. 5:07:02become clear
  8857. 5:07:04oh that's what lung poor meant i
  8858. 5:07:06couldn't see it before
  8859. 5:07:08i think that's enough for today if i
  8860. 5:07:10talk too long this old body gets tired
  8861. 5:07:13this is the
  8862. 5:07:1413th
  8863. 5:07:15talk in this
  8864. 5:07:17collection
  8865. 5:07:18and it's entitled our real home
  8866. 5:07:22and this was first published in the book
  8867. 5:07:24living dhamma
  8868. 5:07:25that was uh again translated by puriso
  8869. 5:07:28bruce evans and this was given on the
  8870. 5:07:30occasion of addressing an aging lay
  8871. 5:07:33disciple approaching her death
  8872. 5:07:37so this uh the the scene is uh of uh
  8873. 5:07:40lumpur in the person's
  8874. 5:07:42home so he's gone to visit this uh aged
  8875. 5:07:45uh lay person as she's dying in her own
  8876. 5:07:47home
  8877. 5:07:51our real home
  8878. 5:07:55now determine in your mind to listen
  8879. 5:07:56respectfully to the dhamma
  8880. 5:07:58while i'm speaking be as attentive to my
  8881. 5:08:00words as if it was the lord buddha
  8882. 5:08:03himself sitting before you
  8883. 5:08:05close your eyes and make yourself
  8884. 5:08:06comfortable composing your mind and
  8885. 5:08:08making it one pointed
  8886. 5:08:11humbly allow the triple gem of wisdom
  8887. 5:08:13truth and purity to abide in your heart
  8888. 5:08:16as a way of showing respect to the fully
  8889. 5:08:18enlightened one
  8890. 5:08:20today i have brought nothing of material
  8891. 5:08:22substance to offer you only the dhamma
  8892. 5:08:24the teachings of the lord buddha
  8893. 5:08:27you should understand that even the
  8894. 5:08:28buddha himself with his great store of
  8895. 5:08:31accumulated virtue could not avoid
  8896. 5:08:33physical death
  8897. 5:08:35when he reached old age he seeded his
  8898. 5:08:37body and let go of the heavy burden
  8899. 5:08:40now you too must learn to be satisfied
  8900. 5:08:42with the many years you've already
  8901. 5:08:44depended on the body
  8902. 5:08:45you should feel that it's enough
  8903. 5:08:48like household utensils that you've had
  8904. 5:08:50for a long time cups sauces plates and
  8905. 5:08:53so on
  8906. 5:08:54when you first had them they were clean
  8907. 5:08:56and shining but now after using them for
  8908. 5:08:59so long they've started to wear out
  8909. 5:09:02some are already broken
  8910. 5:09:04some have disappeared
  8911. 5:09:05and those that are left are wearing out
  8912. 5:09:07they have no stable form
  8913. 5:09:10and it's their nature to be that way
  8914. 5:09:13your body is the same
  8915. 5:09:15it's been continually changing from the
  8916. 5:09:17day you were born through childhood and
  8917. 5:09:19youth until now
  8918. 5:09:21the buddha said that conditions whether
  8919. 5:09:22internal bodily conditions or external
  8920. 5:09:24conditions are not self
  8921. 5:09:27their nature is to change
  8922. 5:09:29contemplate this truth clearly
  8923. 5:09:32this very lump of flesh lying here in
  8924. 5:09:34decline is reality such a dumber the
  8925. 5:09:37facts of this body are reality they are
  8926. 5:09:39the timeless teaching of the lord buddha
  8927. 5:09:42the buddha taught us to contemplate this
  8928. 5:09:44and to come to terms with its nature
  8929. 5:09:46we must be able to be at peace with the
  8930. 5:09:47body no matter what state it's in
  8931. 5:09:50the buddha taught that we should ensure
  8932. 5:09:51that it's only the body that is locked
  8933. 5:09:53up in jail and the mind is not
  8934. 5:09:54imprisoned along with it
  8935. 5:09:57now as your body begins to run down and
  8936. 5:09:58wear out with age don't resist but also
  8937. 5:10:01don't let your mind deteriorate along
  8938. 5:10:03with it
  8939. 5:10:04keep the mind separate
  8940. 5:10:07give energy to the mind by realizing the
  8941. 5:10:09truth of the way things are
  8942. 5:10:10the lord buddha taught that this is the
  8943. 5:10:12nature of the body it can't be any other
  8944. 5:10:14way
  8945. 5:10:15having been born it gets old and sick
  8946. 5:10:17and then it dies
  8947. 5:10:19this is a great truth that you are
  8948. 5:10:20presently witnessing look at the body
  8949. 5:10:22with wisdom and realize this
  8950. 5:10:25if your house is flooded or burnt to the
  8951. 5:10:27ground whatever the threat to it let it
  8952. 5:10:30concern only the house
  8953. 5:10:32if there's a flood don't let it flood
  8954. 5:10:34your mind if there's a fire don't let it
  8955. 5:10:37burn your heart
  8956. 5:10:39let it be merely the house that which is
  8957. 5:10:41outside of you that is flooded or burned
  8958. 5:10:44now is the time to allow the mind to let
  8959. 5:10:46go of attachments
  8960. 5:10:49you've been alive a long time now your
  8961. 5:10:51eyes have seen any number of forms and
  8962. 5:10:53colors your ears have heard so many
  8963. 5:10:55sounds you've had any number of
  8964. 5:10:57experiences
  8965. 5:10:58that's all they were
  8966. 5:10:59experiences
  8967. 5:11:01you've eaten delicious foods and all
  8968. 5:11:03those good tastes were just good tastes
  8969. 5:11:06nothing more
  8970. 5:11:07the bad tastes but just bad tastes
  8971. 5:11:10that's all
  8972. 5:11:11if the eye sees a beautiful form that's
  8973. 5:11:13all it is a beautiful form
  8974. 5:11:16an ugly form is just an ugly form
  8975. 5:11:19the ear hears an entrancing melodious
  8976. 5:11:22sound and it's nothing more than that
  8977. 5:11:24a grating discordant sound is simply
  8978. 5:11:27that
  8979. 5:11:29the buddha said that rich or poor young
  8980. 5:11:32or old human or animal
  8981. 5:11:34no being in this world can maintain
  8982. 5:11:35itself in any single state for long
  8983. 5:11:39everything experiences change and
  8984. 5:11:40deprivation
  8985. 5:11:42this is a fact of life about which we
  8986. 5:11:43can do nothing to remedy
  8987. 5:11:46but the buddha said that what we can do
  8988. 5:11:48is to contemplate the body and mind to
  8989. 5:11:50see their impersonality that neither of
  8990. 5:11:53them is me or mine
  8991. 5:11:56they have only a provisional reality
  8992. 5:11:58it's like this house
  8993. 5:12:00it's only nominally yours
  8994. 5:12:02you couldn't take it with you anywhere
  8995. 5:12:04the same applies to your wealth your
  8996. 5:12:06possessions and your family they are
  8997. 5:12:07only yours in name they don't really
  8998. 5:12:10belong to you they belong to nature
  8999. 5:12:14now this truth doesn't apply to you
  9000. 5:12:16alone everyone's in the same boat even
  9001. 5:12:18the lord buddha and his enlightened
  9002. 5:12:19disciples
  9003. 5:12:20they differed from us only in one
  9004. 5:12:21respect and that was their acceptance of
  9005. 5:12:23the way that things are they saw it
  9006. 5:12:26could be no other way
  9007. 5:12:28so the buddha taught us to probe and
  9008. 5:12:30examine the body from the souls of the
  9009. 5:12:31feet up to the crown of the head then
  9010. 5:12:33back down to the feet again
  9011. 5:12:36just take a look at the body
  9012. 5:12:38what sort of things do you see
  9013. 5:12:40is there anything intrinsically clean
  9014. 5:12:42there
  9015. 5:12:43can you find any abiding essence this
  9016. 5:12:45whole bodily is steadily degenerating
  9017. 5:12:48the buddha taught us to see that it
  9018. 5:12:49doesn't belong to us
  9019. 5:12:51it's natural for the body to be this way
  9020. 5:12:53because all condition phenomena are
  9021. 5:12:55subject to change
  9022. 5:12:57how else would you have it
  9023. 5:12:58in fact there is nothing wrong with the
  9024. 5:13:00way the body is
  9025. 5:13:01it's not the body that causes suffering
  9026. 5:13:04it's wrong thinking
  9027. 5:13:06when you see things in the wrong way
  9028. 5:13:07there's bound to be confusion
  9029. 5:13:10it's like the water of a river
  9030. 5:13:12it naturally flows downhill it never
  9031. 5:13:14flows uphill that's its nature
  9032. 5:13:17if a person was to go and stand on the
  9033. 5:13:18riverbank and want the water to flow
  9034. 5:13:20back uphill he would be foolish
  9035. 5:13:23wherever he went his foolish thinking
  9036. 5:13:25would allow him no peace of mind
  9037. 5:13:27he would suffer because of his wrong
  9038. 5:13:28view his thinking against the stream
  9039. 5:13:33if he had right view he would see that
  9040. 5:13:34the water must inevitably flow downhill
  9041. 5:13:37and until he realized and accepted that
  9042. 5:13:38fact he would be bewildered and
  9043. 5:13:40frustrated
  9044. 5:13:42the river that must flow down the
  9045. 5:13:43gradient is like your body
  9046. 5:13:45having been young your body has become
  9047. 5:13:47old and is meandering towards its death
  9048. 5:13:50don't go wishing it were otherwise
  9049. 5:13:52it's not something that you have the
  9050. 5:13:54power to remedy
  9051. 5:13:55the buddha told us to see the things the
  9052. 5:13:57way things are and to then let go of our
  9053. 5:14:00clinging to them
  9054. 5:14:01take this feeling of letting go as your
  9055. 5:14:03refuge
  9056. 5:14:05keep meditating even if you feel tired
  9057. 5:14:07and exhausted let your mind be with the
  9058. 5:14:09breath
  9059. 5:14:10take a few deep breaths and then
  9060. 5:14:12establish the attention on the breath
  9061. 5:14:14using the mantra word butthole
  9062. 5:14:16make this practice continual
  9063. 5:14:18the more exhausted you feel the more
  9064. 5:14:20subtle and focused your concentration
  9065. 5:14:22must be so that you can cope with any
  9066. 5:14:24painful sensations that arise
  9067. 5:14:27when you start to feel fatigued then
  9068. 5:14:29bring all your thinking to a halt
  9069. 5:14:31let the mind gather itself together and
  9070. 5:14:33then turn to knowing the breath
  9071. 5:14:36just keep up the inner recitation but
  9072. 5:14:40let go of all externals
  9073. 5:14:42don't go grasping at thoughts of your
  9074. 5:14:44children and relatives don't grasp with
  9075. 5:14:46anything whatsoever let go
  9076. 5:14:49let the mind unite in a single point and
  9077. 5:14:51let that composed mind dwell with the
  9078. 5:14:53breath
  9079. 5:14:55let the breath be its sole object of
  9080. 5:14:56knowledge
  9081. 5:14:58concentrate until the mind becomes
  9082. 5:14:59increasingly subtle until feelings are
  9083. 5:15:02insignificant and there is great inner
  9084. 5:15:03clarity and wakefulness
  9085. 5:15:05then any painful sensations that arise
  9086. 5:15:07will gradually cease of their own accord
  9087. 5:15:11finally you'll look on the breath as if
  9088. 5:15:13it were some relatives come to visit you
  9089. 5:15:15when the relatives leave you follow them
  9090. 5:15:17out to see them off
  9091. 5:15:19you watch until they've walked up the
  9092. 5:15:20drive and out of sight and then you go
  9093. 5:15:22back indoors
  9094. 5:15:24we watch the breath in the same way
  9095. 5:15:27if the breath is coarse we know that
  9096. 5:15:29it's course
  9097. 5:15:30if it's subtle we know that it's subtle
  9098. 5:15:33as it becomes increasingly fine we keep
  9099. 5:15:35following it
  9100. 5:15:36at the same time awakening the mind
  9101. 5:15:39eventually the breath disappears
  9102. 5:15:41altogether and all that remains is that
  9103. 5:15:43feeling of alertness
  9104. 5:15:45this is called meeting the buddha
  9105. 5:15:48we have that clear wakeful awareness
  9106. 5:15:50called budhol the one who knows the
  9107. 5:15:53awakened one the radiant one
  9108. 5:15:56this is meeting and dwelling with the
  9109. 5:15:58buddha with knowledge and clarity
  9110. 5:16:01it was only the historical buddha who
  9111. 5:16:03passed away the true buddha the buddha
  9112. 5:16:05that is clear radiant knowing can still
  9113. 5:16:08be experienced and attained today
  9114. 5:16:10and if we do attain it the heart is one
  9115. 5:16:14so let go
  9116. 5:16:16put everything down everything except
  9117. 5:16:18the knowing
  9118. 5:16:20don't be fooled if visions or sounds
  9119. 5:16:21arise in your mind during meditation
  9120. 5:16:24lay them all down don't take hold of
  9121. 5:16:26anything at all
  9122. 5:16:28to stay with this unified awareness
  9123. 5:16:30don't worry about the past or the future
  9124. 5:16:32just be still and you will reach the
  9125. 5:16:34place where there's no advancing no
  9126. 5:16:36retreating and no stopping
  9127. 5:16:38there's nothing to grasp
  9128. 5:16:40nothing to grasp at or cling to
  9129. 5:16:42why because there's no self no me or
  9130. 5:16:45mine it's all gone
  9131. 5:16:48the buddha taught her to empty yourself
  9132. 5:16:49of everything in this way not to carry
  9133. 5:16:51anything around
  9134. 5:16:53he taught us to know
  9135. 5:16:54and having known let go
  9136. 5:16:59realizing the dhamma the path of to
  9137. 5:17:02freedom from the round of birth and
  9138. 5:17:03death is a task that we all have to do
  9139. 5:17:05alone
  9140. 5:17:06so keep trying to let go and understand
  9141. 5:17:08the teachings
  9142. 5:17:09put effort into your contemplation
  9143. 5:17:12don't worry about your family
  9144. 5:17:14at the moment they are as they are in
  9145. 5:17:15the future they will be like you
  9146. 5:17:18there's no one in the world who can
  9147. 5:17:19escape this fate
  9148. 5:17:21the buddha thought to lay down those
  9149. 5:17:22things that lack a real abiding essence
  9150. 5:17:25if you lay everything down you'll see
  9151. 5:17:26the truth if you don't
  9152. 5:17:28you won't
  9153. 5:17:29that's the way it is and it's the same
  9154. 5:17:31for everyone in the world so don't grasp
  9155. 5:17:33it
  9156. 5:17:34anything even if you find yourself
  9157. 5:17:37thinking well that's all right too as
  9158. 5:17:39long as you think wisely don't think
  9159. 5:17:41foolishly
  9160. 5:17:42if you think of your children think of
  9161. 5:17:44them as wisdom not with foolishness
  9162. 5:17:46whatever the mind turns to think of it
  9163. 5:17:48with wisdom be aware of its nature
  9164. 5:17:51to know something with wisdom is to let
  9165. 5:17:52it go and to have no suffering over it
  9166. 5:17:55the mind is bright joyful and at peace
  9167. 5:17:58it turns away from distractions and is
  9168. 5:18:00undivided right now what you can look to
  9169. 5:18:02for help and support is your breath
  9170. 5:18:06this is your own work no one else's
  9171. 5:18:08leave others to do their own work
  9172. 5:18:10you have your own duty and
  9173. 5:18:12responsibility you don't have to take on
  9174. 5:18:14those of your family
  9175. 5:18:15don't take on anything else let it all
  9176. 5:18:18go
  9177. 5:18:19this letting go will make your mind calm
  9178. 5:18:22your soul responsibility right now is to
  9179. 5:18:24focus your mind and bring it to peace
  9180. 5:18:27leave everything else to the others
  9181. 5:18:29forms sounds odors tastes leave them to
  9182. 5:18:32the others to attend to
  9183. 5:18:35put everything behind you and do your
  9184. 5:18:36own work fulfill your own responsibility
  9185. 5:18:40whatever arises in your mind be it fear
  9186. 5:18:42of pain fear of death anxiety about
  9187. 5:18:45others or whatever
  9188. 5:18:46say to it
  9189. 5:18:48don't disturb me
  9190. 5:18:49you are no longer any concern of mine
  9191. 5:18:52just keep this to yourself when you see
  9192. 5:18:54those dhammas arise
  9193. 5:18:57now what does this word damma refer to
  9194. 5:19:00everything is the dhamma
  9195. 5:19:01there is nothing that is not a dhamma
  9196. 5:19:04what about the world the world is the
  9197. 5:19:06very mental state that is agitating you
  9198. 5:19:08at this present moment
  9199. 5:19:11what are they going to do when i'm gone
  9200. 5:19:12who will look after them how will they
  9201. 5:19:14manage
  9202. 5:19:16this is all just the world
  9203. 5:19:18even the mere arising of a thought
  9204. 5:19:20fearing death or pain is the world
  9205. 5:19:23throw the world away
  9206. 5:19:24the world is the way it is if you allow
  9207. 5:19:26it to dominate your mind it becomes
  9208. 5:19:28obscured and can't see itself
  9209. 5:19:30so whatever appears in the mind just say
  9210. 5:19:32this isn't my business it's impermanent
  9211. 5:19:35unsatisfactory and not self
  9212. 5:19:39thinking you'd like to go on living for
  9213. 5:19:41a long time will make you suffer
  9214. 5:19:43but thinking that you like to die right
  9215. 5:19:44away or very quickly isn't right either
  9216. 5:19:47it's suffering isn't it
  9217. 5:19:49conditions don't belong to us they
  9218. 5:19:52follow their own natural laws
  9219. 5:19:54you can't do anything about the way the
  9220. 5:19:55body is
  9221. 5:19:56you can beautify it a little make it
  9222. 5:19:58attractive and clean it for a while like
  9223. 5:20:00the young girl who paints her lips and
  9224. 5:20:01let the nails grow long
  9225. 5:20:03but when old age arrives everybody's in
  9226. 5:20:05the same boat
  9227. 5:20:06that's the way the body is you can't
  9228. 5:20:09make it any other way
  9229. 5:20:10what you can improve and beautify is the
  9230. 5:20:13mind
  9231. 5:20:15anyone can build a house of wooden
  9232. 5:20:16bricks
  9233. 5:20:18but the buddha taught that that sort of
  9234. 5:20:19home is not our real home it's only
  9235. 5:20:22nominally ours
  9236. 5:20:24it's home in the world and it follows
  9237. 5:20:26the ways of the world
  9238. 5:20:28our real home is inner peace
  9239. 5:20:32an external material home may well be
  9240. 5:20:34pretty but it's not very peaceful
  9241. 5:20:37there's this worry and then that this
  9242. 5:20:39anxiety and then that
  9243. 5:20:41so we say it's not our real home
  9244. 5:20:43it's external to us
  9245. 5:20:45sooner or later we'll have to give it up
  9246. 5:20:48it's not a place we can live in
  9247. 5:20:50permanently because it doesn't truly
  9248. 5:20:51belong to us it belongs to the world
  9249. 5:20:55our body is the same
  9250. 5:20:57we take it to be a self to be me and
  9251. 5:20:58mine but in fact it's not really so at
  9252. 5:21:01all
  9253. 5:21:02it's just another worldly home
  9254. 5:21:04your body has followed its natural
  9255. 5:21:06course from birth and now that it's old
  9256. 5:21:07and sick you can't forbid it from being
  9257. 5:21:10that
  9258. 5:21:11that's the way it is
  9259. 5:21:13wanting it to be any different will be
  9260. 5:21:14as foolish as wanting a duck to be like
  9261. 5:21:16a chicken
  9262. 5:21:17when you see that that's impossible
  9263. 5:21:19that a duck must be a duck and a chicken
  9264. 5:21:20must be a chicken and that the bodies
  9265. 5:21:22have to get old and die
  9266. 5:21:24when you see this you will find courage
  9267. 5:21:26and energy however much you want the
  9268. 5:21:28body to go on lasting it won't do that
  9269. 5:21:33the buddha said anichyawata sankhara
  9270. 5:21:37impermanent alas are all conditions
  9271. 5:21:42subject to rise and fall
  9272. 5:21:44upon
  9273. 5:21:46having arisen they cease
  9274. 5:21:50to call their stilling is bliss
  9275. 5:21:56the word sankara refers to this body and
  9276. 5:21:58mind
  9277. 5:21:59sankara are impermanent and unstable
  9278. 5:22:02having come into being they disappear
  9279. 5:22:05having arisen they pass away and yet
  9280. 5:22:07everyone wants them to be permanent
  9281. 5:22:09this is foolishness
  9282. 5:22:12look at the breath
  9283. 5:22:14once it's gone in it goes out
  9284. 5:22:16that's its nature that's how it has to
  9285. 5:22:18be
  9286. 5:22:19the inhalations and exhalations have to
  9287. 5:22:21alternate there must be a change
  9288. 5:22:24conditions exist through change you
  9289. 5:22:26can't prevent it
  9290. 5:22:27just think could you exhale without
  9291. 5:22:29inhaling would it feel good
  9292. 5:22:32or could you just inhale
  9293. 5:22:35you want things to be permanent but they
  9294. 5:22:36can't be it's impossible
  9295. 5:22:39once the breath has come in it must go
  9296. 5:22:41out when it's gone out it comes back in
  9297. 5:22:43again and that's natural isn't it
  9298. 5:22:45having been born we get old and then die
  9299. 5:22:48and that's totally natural and normal
  9300. 5:22:51it's because conditions have done their
  9301. 5:22:52job because the in-breaths and the out
  9302. 5:22:54breaths have alternated in this way that
  9303. 5:22:56the human race is still here today
  9304. 5:23:00as soon as we are born we are dead
  9305. 5:23:03our birth and our death are just one
  9306. 5:23:05thing
  9307. 5:23:06it's like a tree when there's a root
  9308. 5:23:08there must be branches when there are
  9309. 5:23:10branches there must be a root you can't
  9310. 5:23:12have the one without the other
  9311. 5:23:14it's a little funny to see how at death
  9312. 5:23:16people are so grief stricken and
  9313. 5:23:17distracted and at birth how happy and
  9314. 5:23:19delighted
  9315. 5:23:21it's delusion
  9316. 5:23:22nobody has ever looked at this clearly
  9317. 5:23:25i think if you really want to cry it
  9318. 5:23:27would be better to do so when someone's
  9319. 5:23:29born
  9320. 5:23:30birth is death death is birth
  9321. 5:23:32the branch is the root the root is the
  9322. 5:23:34branch
  9323. 5:23:35if you must cry cry at the root cry at
  9324. 5:23:37the birth
  9325. 5:23:39look closely if there was no birth there
  9326. 5:23:41would be no death
  9327. 5:23:43can you understand this
  9328. 5:23:46and don't worry about things too much
  9329. 5:23:48just think this is the way things are
  9330. 5:23:51this is your work your duty right now
  9331. 5:23:53nobody can help you
  9332. 5:23:55there's nothing that your family and
  9333. 5:23:56possessions can do for you
  9334. 5:23:58all that can help you now is clear
  9335. 5:24:00awareness
  9336. 5:24:01so don't waver let go
  9337. 5:24:04throw it all away
  9338. 5:24:07even if you don't let go everything is
  9339. 5:24:09starting to leave you anyway
  9340. 5:24:10can you see how all the different parts
  9341. 5:24:12of your body are trying to slip away
  9342. 5:24:15take your hair
  9343. 5:24:16when you were young it was thick and
  9344. 5:24:18black now it's falling out
  9345. 5:24:20it's leaving
  9346. 5:24:23your eyes used to be good and strong but
  9347. 5:24:25now they're weak your sight is unclear
  9348. 5:24:28when your organs have had enough they
  9349. 5:24:30leave
  9350. 5:24:31this isn't their home
  9351. 5:24:33when you were a child your teeth were
  9352. 5:24:34healthy and firm now they're wobbly
  9353. 5:24:36we've got false ones
  9354. 5:24:38your eyes ears nose tongue
  9355. 5:24:41everything is trying to leave because
  9356. 5:24:43this isn't their home
  9357. 5:24:45you can't make a permanent home in
  9358. 5:24:46conditions you can only stay for a short
  9359. 5:24:48time and then you have to go
  9360. 5:24:50it's like a tenant watching over his
  9361. 5:24:52tiny little house with failing eyes his
  9362. 5:24:54teeth aren't so good his eyes aren't so
  9363. 5:24:56good his body's not so healthy
  9364. 5:24:58everything is leaving
  9365. 5:25:01so you needn't worry about anything
  9366. 5:25:02because this isn't your real home
  9367. 5:25:04it's only a temporary shelter
  9368. 5:25:07having come into this world you should
  9369. 5:25:09contemplate its nature
  9370. 5:25:11everything there is is preparing to
  9371. 5:25:13disappear
  9372. 5:25:15look at your body
  9373. 5:25:16is there anything there that's still in
  9374. 5:25:18its original form
  9375. 5:25:20is your skin as it used to be
  9376. 5:25:22your hair
  9377. 5:25:24they aren't the same are they
  9378. 5:25:26where has everything gone
  9379. 5:25:29this is nature the way things are when
  9380. 5:25:32their time is up conditions go their way
  9381. 5:25:35in this world there is nothing to rely
  9382. 5:25:37on it's an endless round of disturbance
  9383. 5:25:39and trouble pleasure and pain
  9384. 5:25:42there's no peace
  9385. 5:25:43when we have no real home we're like
  9386. 5:25:46aimless travelers out on the road going
  9387. 5:25:48here and there stopping for a while and
  9388. 5:25:49then setting off again
  9389. 5:25:51until we return to our real homes we
  9390. 5:25:54feel uneasy
  9391. 5:25:55just like a villager who's left his
  9392. 5:25:57village
  9393. 5:25:58only when he gets home can he really
  9394. 5:25:59relax and be at peace
  9395. 5:26:02nowhere in the world is there any real
  9396. 5:26:04peace to be found
  9397. 5:26:06poor have no peace neither do the rich
  9398. 5:26:08adults have no peace neither do the
  9399. 5:26:10highly educated
  9400. 5:26:11there's no peace anywhere
  9401. 5:26:13that's the nature of the world
  9402. 5:26:15those who have few possessions suffer
  9403. 5:26:18and so do those who have many
  9404. 5:26:20children adults old and young
  9405. 5:26:22everyone suffers
  9406. 5:26:24the suffering of being old the suffering
  9407. 5:26:25of being young the suffering of being
  9408. 5:26:27wealthy and the suffering of being poor
  9409. 5:26:29it's all nothing but suffering
  9410. 5:26:33when you've contemplated things in this
  9411. 5:26:34way you'll see ani chang impermanence
  9412. 5:26:37and
  9413. 5:26:38unsatisfactoriness
  9414. 5:26:40why are things impermanent and
  9415. 5:26:41unsatisfactory because they are anata
  9416. 5:26:45not self
  9417. 5:26:48both your body that is lying sick and in
  9418. 5:26:50pain and the mind that is aware of it
  9419. 5:26:51its sickness and pain
  9420. 5:26:53are called dhamma
  9421. 5:26:55that which is formless the thoughts
  9422. 5:26:57feelings and perceptions is called nama
  9423. 5:26:59dhamma
  9424. 5:27:00that which is wracked with aches and
  9425. 5:27:02pains is called rupa dhamma
  9426. 5:27:04the material is dhamma and the
  9427. 5:27:06immaterial is dharma so we live with
  9428. 5:27:08dhamma in dhamma and we are dhamma
  9429. 5:27:12in truth there is no self to be found
  9430. 5:27:14there are only dhammas continually
  9431. 5:27:15arising and passing away as is their
  9432. 5:27:17nature
  9433. 5:27:18every single moment we're undergoing
  9434. 5:27:20birth and death this is the way things
  9435. 5:27:22are
  9436. 5:27:25when we think of the lord buddha how
  9437. 5:27:26truly he spoke we feel how worthy he is
  9438. 5:27:29of reverence and respect
  9439. 5:27:31whenever we see the truth of something
  9440. 5:27:33we see his teachings
  9441. 5:27:35even if we've never actually practiced
  9442. 5:27:36the demo
  9443. 5:27:37but even if we have a knowledge of the
  9444. 5:27:39teachings have studied and practiced
  9445. 5:27:40them as long as we still haven't seen
  9446. 5:27:42the truth we are still homeless
  9447. 5:27:45so
  9448. 5:27:46understand this point
  9449. 5:27:48all people or creatures are preparing to
  9450. 5:27:51leave
  9451. 5:27:52when beings have lived an appropriate
  9452. 5:27:54time they must go on their way rich poor
  9453. 5:27:56young and old must all experience this
  9454. 5:27:59change
  9455. 5:28:01when you realize that's the way the
  9456. 5:28:02world is you'll feel that it's a weary
  9457. 5:28:05some place
  9458. 5:28:06when you see that there's nothing real
  9459. 5:28:08or substantial you can relax that you
  9460. 5:28:10can rely on you'll feel weary and
  9461. 5:28:12disenchanted
  9462. 5:28:14being disenchanted doesn't mean that
  9463. 5:28:16you're averse
  9464. 5:28:17the mind is clear
  9465. 5:28:19it sees that there's nothing to be done
  9466. 5:28:21to remedy this state of affairs it's
  9467. 5:28:23just the way the world is
  9468. 5:28:25knowing in this way you can let go of
  9469. 5:28:27attachment you can let go with a mind
  9470. 5:28:29that is neither happy nor sad but at
  9471. 5:28:31peace with conditions through seeing
  9472. 5:28:33their changing nature with wisdom
  9473. 5:28:37all conditions are impermanent
  9474. 5:28:42to put it simply
  9475. 5:28:44impermanence is the buddha
  9476. 5:28:47if we treat if we truly see an
  9477. 5:28:49impermanent condition we'll see that
  9478. 5:28:51it's permanent
  9479. 5:28:53it's permanent in the sense that its
  9480. 5:28:55subjection to change is unchanging
  9481. 5:28:58this is the permanence that living
  9482. 5:29:00beings possess
  9483. 5:29:01there is continual transformation from
  9484. 5:29:04childhood through to old age and that
  9485. 5:29:06very impermanence that propensity to
  9486. 5:29:08change is permanent and fixed
  9487. 5:29:12if you look at it like this your heart
  9488. 5:29:14will be at ease
  9489. 5:29:15it's not just you who has to go through
  9490. 5:29:16this everyone has to
  9491. 5:29:19when you consider things in this way
  9492. 5:29:21you'll see them as wearysome and
  9493. 5:29:23disenchantment will arise your delight
  9494. 5:29:25in the world of sense pleasures will
  9495. 5:29:26disappear you'll see that if you have
  9496. 5:29:28many possessions you have to leave a lot
  9497. 5:29:30behind
  9498. 5:29:32if you have a few you leave few behind
  9499. 5:29:35wealth is just wealth long life is just
  9500. 5:29:37long life they're nothing special
  9501. 5:29:41what is important is that we
  9502. 5:29:43is that we should do as the lord buddha
  9503. 5:29:45taught and build our own home
  9504. 5:29:47building it by the method that i've been
  9505. 5:29:49explaining to you
  9506. 5:29:51build your own home
  9507. 5:29:52let go
  9508. 5:29:54let go until the mind reaches the peace
  9509. 5:29:56that is free from advancing free from
  9510. 5:29:58retreating and free from stopping still
  9511. 5:30:02pleasure is not your home pain is not
  9512. 5:30:04your home
  9513. 5:30:05pleasure and pain both decline and pass
  9514. 5:30:07away
  9515. 5:30:11the great teacher saw that all
  9516. 5:30:12conditions are impermanent and so he
  9517. 5:30:14taught us to let go of our attachment to
  9518. 5:30:16them
  9519. 5:30:17when we reach the end of our life we'll
  9520. 5:30:19have no choice anyway we won't be able
  9521. 5:30:21to take anything with us so wouldn't it
  9522. 5:30:23be better to put things down before then
  9523. 5:30:26they're just a heavy burden to carry
  9524. 5:30:27around why not throw off that load now
  9525. 5:30:30why bother to drag these things around
  9526. 5:30:32let go
  9527. 5:30:34relax
  9528. 5:30:35let your family look after you
  9529. 5:30:38those who nurse the sick grow in
  9530. 5:30:40goodness and virtue the patient who is
  9531. 5:30:42giving others that opportunity shouldn't
  9532. 5:30:44make things difficult for them
  9533. 5:30:46if there's pain or some problem or other
  9534. 5:30:49let them know and keep the mind in a
  9535. 5:30:50wholesome state
  9536. 5:30:52one who is nursing parents should phys
  9537. 5:30:54should fill his or her mind with warmth
  9538. 5:30:56and kindness and not get caught up in
  9539. 5:30:58aversion
  9540. 5:31:00this is the one time you can repay your
  9541. 5:31:02debt to them
  9542. 5:31:03from your birth through to your through
  9543. 5:31:05your childhood as you've grown up you've
  9544. 5:31:06been dependent on your parents
  9545. 5:31:08that you are here today is because of
  9546. 5:31:10your mother and your father and they
  9547. 5:31:11have helped you in so many ways
  9548. 5:31:13you owe them an incredible debt of
  9549. 5:31:15gratitude
  9550. 5:31:16so today all of you children and
  9551. 5:31:18relatives gathered together here observe
  9552. 5:31:20how your mother has become your child
  9553. 5:31:23before you were her children now she has
  9554. 5:31:25become yours
  9555. 5:31:27she has become older and older until
  9556. 5:31:29she's become a child again
  9557. 5:31:31her memory goes her eyes don't see well
  9558. 5:31:34her ears aren't so good
  9559. 5:31:36sometimes she garbles her words
  9560. 5:31:39don't let it upset you
  9561. 5:31:41you who are nursing the sick must know
  9562. 5:31:43how to to let go also
  9563. 5:31:45don't hold on to things just let her
  9564. 5:31:47have her own way
  9565. 5:31:49when a young child is disobedient
  9566. 5:31:51sometimes the parents let it have its
  9567. 5:31:52own way just to keep the peace just to
  9568. 5:31:55make it happy
  9569. 5:31:56now your mother is just like that child
  9570. 5:32:00her memories and perceptions are
  9571. 5:32:01confused
  9572. 5:32:02sometimes she muddles up your names or
  9573. 5:32:04asks you to bring a cup when she wants a
  9574. 5:32:06plate
  9575. 5:32:08it's normal don't be upset by it
  9576. 5:32:11let the patient bear in mind the
  9577. 5:32:13kindness of those who nurse and
  9578. 5:32:14patiently endure the painful feelings
  9579. 5:32:17exert yourself mentally don't let the
  9580. 5:32:19mind become scattered and confused and
  9581. 5:32:21don't make things difficult for those
  9582. 5:32:23looking after you
  9583. 5:32:24let those who are nursing fill their
  9584. 5:32:26minds with virtue and kindness
  9585. 5:32:28don't be averse to the unattractive side
  9586. 5:32:30of the job cleaning up the mucus and
  9587. 5:32:32phlegm you're in an excrement
  9588. 5:32:34try your best
  9589. 5:32:36everyone in the family should give a
  9590. 5:32:37hand
  9591. 5:32:39as she is the only mother you have she
  9592. 5:32:42gave you life she's been your teacher
  9593. 5:32:44your doctor and your nurse
  9594. 5:32:45she's been everything to you
  9595. 5:32:47that she's brought you up shared her
  9596. 5:32:49wealth with you and made you her heir is
  9597. 5:32:51the great goodness of parents
  9598. 5:32:52that's why the buddha taught the virtues
  9599. 5:32:54of katanyu and kataweidi
  9600. 5:32:57knowing our debt of gratitude and trying
  9601. 5:32:58to repay it
  9602. 5:33:00these two dumbers are complementary if
  9603. 5:33:02our parents are in need and well are in
  9604. 5:33:04difficulty then we do our best to help
  9605. 5:33:06them this is katanyu kataweidi
  9606. 5:33:09the virtue that sustains the world
  9607. 5:33:12it prevents families from breaking up
  9608. 5:33:13and makes them stable and harmonious
  9609. 5:33:17today i have brought you the gift of
  9610. 5:33:18dhamma in this time of illness i have no
  9611. 5:33:21material things to offer you there seem
  9612. 5:33:23to be plenty of those in this house
  9613. 5:33:24already and so i give you the dhamma
  9614. 5:33:27something which has lasting worth
  9615. 5:33:29something which you'll never be able to
  9616. 5:33:30exhaust
  9617. 5:33:32having received it you can pass it on to
  9618. 5:33:34as many others as you like and it'll
  9619. 5:33:35never be depleted
  9620. 5:33:37that is the nature of truth
  9621. 5:33:39i am happy to have been able to give you
  9622. 5:33:41this gift of dhamma and i hope that it
  9623. 5:33:43will give you the strength to deal with
  9624. 5:33:44your pain
  9625. 5:33:46this is the 14th talk in this collection
  9626. 5:33:50entitled
  9627. 5:33:51the four noble truths
  9628. 5:33:54and this
  9629. 5:33:55was originally
  9630. 5:33:56published in the book living dhamma uh
  9631. 5:33:59again translated by bruce evans
  9632. 5:34:02and this talk was given at the manjushri
  9633. 5:34:03institute in cumbria in 1977 so
  9634. 5:34:07when arjun shah visited there up in the
  9635. 5:34:10north of england the tibetan centre
  9636. 5:34:12manjushri institute
  9637. 5:34:20the four noble truths
  9638. 5:34:22today i have been invited by the abbot
  9639. 5:34:24to give you a teaching so i ask you all
  9640. 5:34:27to sit quietly and compose your minds
  9641. 5:34:30due to the language barrier we must make
  9642. 5:34:32use of a translator so if you do not pay
  9643. 5:34:35proper attention you may not understand
  9644. 5:34:39my stay here has been very pleasant
  9645. 5:34:41both the master and you his followers
  9646. 5:34:43have been very kind all friendly and
  9647. 5:34:45smiling as befits those who are
  9648. 5:34:47practicing the true dumber
  9649. 5:34:49your property too is very inspiring but
  9650. 5:34:51so big
  9651. 5:34:55i admire your dedication in renovating
  9652. 5:34:57it to establish a place for practicing
  9653. 5:34:59the dumb
  9654. 5:35:01having been a teacher for many years now
  9655. 5:35:03i've been through my share of
  9656. 5:35:04difficulties
  9657. 5:35:06at present there are altogether about 40
  9658. 5:35:08branch monasteries of my monastery wat
  9659. 5:35:10nong bapong
  9660. 5:35:11but even these days i have followers who
  9661. 5:35:13are hard to teach
  9662. 5:35:15as a footnote also at the time of this
  9663. 5:35:17print of the printing of this book 2011
  9664. 5:35:20there are over 300
  9665. 5:35:22branch monasteries large and small of
  9666. 5:35:23what non-government
  9667. 5:35:28so even these days i have followers who
  9668. 5:35:30are hard to teach
  9669. 5:35:32some know but don't bother to practice
  9670. 5:35:35some don't know and don't try to find
  9671. 5:35:36out
  9672. 5:35:38i don't know what to do with them
  9673. 5:35:40why do human beings have minds like this
  9674. 5:35:43being ignorant is not so good but even
  9675. 5:35:45when i tell them they still don't listen
  9676. 5:35:49i don't know what more i can do
  9677. 5:35:51people are so full of doubts in their
  9678. 5:35:53practice they're always doubting they
  9679. 5:35:55all want to go to nirvana but they don't
  9680. 5:35:57want to walk the path
  9681. 5:35:58it's baffling
  9682. 5:36:00when i tell them to meditate they're
  9683. 5:36:02afraid or if not afraid then just plain
  9684. 5:36:04sleepy
  9685. 5:36:05mostly they like to do things that i
  9686. 5:36:07don't teach
  9687. 5:36:09when i met the venerable abbott here i
  9688. 5:36:11asked him what his followers were like
  9689. 5:36:12he said they're the same
  9690. 5:36:15this is the pain of being a teacher
  9691. 5:36:19the teaching i will present to you today
  9692. 5:36:20is a way to solve problems in the
  9693. 5:36:22present moment in this present life
  9694. 5:36:25some people say that they have so much
  9695. 5:36:27work to do that they have no time to
  9696. 5:36:29practice the dhamma
  9697. 5:36:30what can we do they ask
  9698. 5:36:32i ask them
  9699. 5:36:34don't you breathe while you're working
  9700. 5:36:36yes of course we breathe
  9701. 5:36:38so how come you have time to breathe
  9702. 5:36:40when you're so busy
  9703. 5:36:42they don't know what to answer if you
  9704. 5:36:44simply have sati while working you'll
  9705. 5:36:46have plenty of time to practice
  9706. 5:36:50practicing meditation is just like
  9707. 5:36:52breathing
  9708. 5:36:53while working we breathe while sleeping
  9709. 5:36:55we breathe while sitting down we breathe
  9710. 5:36:58why do we have time to breathe because
  9711. 5:37:00we see the importance of the breath
  9712. 5:37:02we can always find time to breathe
  9713. 5:37:05in the same way if we see the importance
  9714. 5:37:07of meditation practice we will find out
  9715. 5:37:09we will find the time to practice
  9716. 5:37:13have any of you ever suffered
  9717. 5:37:16have you ever been happy
  9718. 5:37:18right here is the truth this is where
  9719. 5:37:20you must practice the dharma
  9720. 5:37:22who is it who is happy
  9721. 5:37:25the mind is happy
  9722. 5:37:26who suffers
  9723. 5:37:28the mind suffers
  9724. 5:37:30wherever these things arise that's where
  9725. 5:37:32they cease
  9726. 5:37:33have you experienced happiness have you
  9727. 5:37:36experienced suffering
  9728. 5:37:38this is our problem
  9729. 5:37:39if we know dukkha the cause of suffering
  9730. 5:37:42the end of suffering and the way leading
  9731. 5:37:43to the end of suffering we can solve the
  9732. 5:37:45problem
  9733. 5:37:49there are two kinds of suffering
  9734. 5:37:51ordinary suffering and the extraordinary
  9735. 5:37:53kind
  9736. 5:37:55ordinary suffering is the suffering
  9737. 5:37:57which is the inherent nature of
  9738. 5:37:58conditions
  9739. 5:37:59standing is suffering sitting is
  9740. 5:38:00suffering lying down is suffering
  9741. 5:38:03this is the suffering that is inherent
  9742. 5:38:05in all conditioned phenomena
  9743. 5:38:07even the buddha experienced these things
  9744. 5:38:10he experienced comfort and pain but he
  9745. 5:38:12recognized them with conditions in
  9746. 5:38:14nature
  9747. 5:38:15he knew how to overcome these ordinary
  9748. 5:38:17natural feelings of comfort and pain
  9749. 5:38:19through understanding their true nature
  9750. 5:38:23because he understood this natural
  9751. 5:38:24suffering those feelings didn't upset
  9752. 5:38:27him
  9753. 5:38:28the important kind of suffering is the
  9754. 5:38:30second kind
  9755. 5:38:31the suffering that creeps in from the
  9756. 5:38:33outside the extraordinary suffering
  9757. 5:38:35quote unquote
  9758. 5:38:37if we are sick we may have to get an
  9759. 5:38:39injection from the doctor
  9760. 5:38:41when the needle pierces the skin there's
  9761. 5:38:43some pain which is only natural
  9762. 5:38:45when the needle is withdrawn that pain
  9763. 5:38:47disappears
  9764. 5:38:48this is like the ordinary kind of
  9765. 5:38:50suffering it's no problem everybody
  9766. 5:38:52experiences it
  9767. 5:38:54the extraordinary suffering is the
  9768. 5:38:56suffering that arises from what we call
  9769. 5:38:58upadhana
  9770. 5:39:00clinging on grasping attachment grasping
  9771. 5:39:03onto things
  9772. 5:39:04this is like having an injection with a
  9773. 5:39:06syringe filled with poison
  9774. 5:39:08this is no longer an ordinary kind of
  9775. 5:39:10pain it is the pain which ends in death
  9776. 5:39:13this is similar to the suffering which
  9777. 5:39:15arises from grasping
  9778. 5:39:19wrong view
  9779. 5:39:20not knowing the impermanent nature of
  9780. 5:39:21all conditioned things is another kind
  9781. 5:39:23of problem
  9782. 5:39:25conditioned things are the realm of
  9783. 5:39:27sansara
  9784. 5:39:28not wanting things to change if we think
  9785. 5:39:30like this we must suffer
  9786. 5:39:33when we think that the body is ourselves
  9787. 5:39:35or belonging to us we're afraid when we
  9788. 5:39:37see it change
  9789. 5:39:39consider the breath
  9790. 5:39:40once it comes in it must go out having
  9791. 5:39:42gone out it must come in again
  9792. 5:39:44this is its nature this is how we manage
  9793. 5:39:47to live
  9794. 5:39:48things don't function in that way
  9795. 5:39:51this is how conditions are but we don't
  9796. 5:39:53realize it
  9797. 5:39:55suppose we lost something if we thought
  9798. 5:39:57that object was really ours we would
  9799. 5:39:58brood over it if we couldn't see it as a
  9800. 5:40:01conditioned thing faring according to
  9801. 5:40:03the laws of nature we would experience
  9802. 5:40:05suffering
  9803. 5:40:07but if you breathe in can you live
  9804. 5:40:10conditioned things must naturally change
  9805. 5:40:12in this way
  9806. 5:40:13to see this is to see the dhamma to see
  9807. 5:40:15ani-chan change
  9808. 5:40:17we live dependent on this change
  9809. 5:40:20when we know how things are then we can
  9810. 5:40:22let go of them
  9811. 5:40:26the practice of dhamma is to develop an
  9812. 5:40:28understanding of the way things are so
  9813. 5:40:30that suffering doesn't arise
  9814. 5:40:33if we think wrongly we are at odds with
  9815. 5:40:35the world at odds with the dumber and
  9816. 5:40:36with the truth
  9817. 5:40:38suppose you were sick and had to go to
  9818. 5:40:40the hospital most people think
  9819. 5:40:42please don't let me die i want to get
  9820. 5:40:44better
  9821. 5:40:45this is wrong thinking it will lead to
  9822. 5:40:47suffering
  9823. 5:40:48you have to think to yourself
  9824. 5:40:50if i recover i recover if i die i die
  9825. 5:40:54this is right thinking because you can't
  9826. 5:40:57ultimately control conditions
  9827. 5:40:59if you think like this whether you die
  9828. 5:41:01or recover you can't go wrong you don't
  9829. 5:41:03have to worry
  9830. 5:41:05the mind that wants to get better at all
  9831. 5:41:07costs and is afraid of the thought of
  9832. 5:41:08dying is the mind which doesn't
  9833. 5:41:10understand conditions
  9834. 5:41:12you should think
  9835. 5:41:14if i get better that's fine if i don't
  9836. 5:41:16get better that's fine
  9837. 5:41:18this way we can't go wrong
  9838. 5:41:20we don't have to be afraid or cry
  9839. 5:41:22because we've tuned ourselves in to the
  9840. 5:41:24way things are
  9841. 5:41:27the buddha saw clearly his teaching is
  9842. 5:41:29always relevant never outdated
  9843. 5:41:32it never changes
  9844. 5:41:34in the present day it's still the way it
  9845. 5:41:35is it hasn't changed
  9846. 5:41:37by taking this teaching to heart we can
  9847. 5:41:39gain the reward of peace and well-being
  9848. 5:41:42in the teachings there is a reflection
  9849. 5:41:43of not self
  9850. 5:41:45this is not myself this does not belong
  9851. 5:41:47to me
  9852. 5:41:48but people don't like to listen to this
  9853. 5:41:50kind of teaching because they're
  9854. 5:41:51attached to the idea of self
  9855. 5:41:54this is the cause of suffering
  9856. 5:41:56you should take note of this
  9857. 5:41:59today a woman asked about how to deal
  9858. 5:42:01with anger
  9859. 5:42:02i told her that the next time she gets
  9860. 5:42:04angry
  9861. 5:42:05she should wind up her alarm clock and
  9862. 5:42:07put it in front of her
  9863. 5:42:09then she should give herself two hours
  9864. 5:42:11for the anger to go away
  9865. 5:42:14if it was really her anger
  9866. 5:42:16she could probably tell it to go away
  9867. 5:42:18like this
  9868. 5:42:19in two hours be gone
  9869. 5:42:21but anger isn't really ours to command
  9870. 5:42:24sometimes in two hours it's still not
  9871. 5:42:26gone at other times in one hour it's
  9872. 5:42:28gone already
  9873. 5:42:30holding on to anger as a personal
  9874. 5:42:32possession will cause suffering
  9875. 5:42:35if it really belonged to us it would
  9876. 5:42:36have to obey us
  9877. 5:42:38if it doesn't obey us that means it's
  9878. 5:42:40only a deception
  9879. 5:42:41don't fall for it
  9880. 5:42:43whether the mind is happy or sad don't
  9881. 5:42:45fall for it
  9882. 5:42:46whether the mind loves or hates don't
  9883. 5:42:48fall for it it's all a deception
  9884. 5:42:53have any of you ever been angry
  9885. 5:42:55when you're angry does it feel good or
  9886. 5:42:57bad
  9887. 5:42:59if it feels bad then why don't you throw
  9888. 5:43:01that feeling away why bother to keep it
  9889. 5:43:04how can you say that you're wise and
  9890. 5:43:06intelligent when you hold on to such
  9891. 5:43:08things
  9892. 5:43:09since the day you were born how many
  9893. 5:43:11times has the mind tricked you into
  9894. 5:43:13anger
  9895. 5:43:15some days the mind can even cause a
  9896. 5:43:16whole family to quarrel or cause you to
  9897. 5:43:18cry all night
  9898. 5:43:20and yet we still continue to get angry
  9899. 5:43:22we still hold on to things and suffer
  9900. 5:43:25if you don't see suffering you'll have
  9901. 5:43:27to keep suffering indefinitely with no
  9902. 5:43:29chance for respite
  9903. 5:43:31the world of samsara is like this if we
  9904. 5:43:34know the way it is we can solve the
  9905. 5:43:35problem
  9906. 5:43:39the buddha's teaching states that there
  9907. 5:43:41is no better means to overcome suffering
  9908. 5:43:43than to see that this is not myself this
  9909. 5:43:46is not mine
  9910. 5:43:47this is the greatest method
  9911. 5:43:49but we don't usually pay attention to
  9912. 5:43:51this
  9913. 5:43:52when suffering arises we simply cry over
  9914. 5:43:54it without learning from it
  9915. 5:43:56why is that so we must take a good hard
  9916. 5:43:59look at these things to develop the
  9917. 5:44:00budhole the one who knows
  9918. 5:44:04now take note
  9919. 5:44:06some of you may not be aware that this
  9920. 5:44:07is dhamma teaching
  9921. 5:44:09i'm going to give you some dhamma that's
  9922. 5:44:10outside the scriptures
  9923. 5:44:12most people read the scriptures but
  9924. 5:44:14don't see the dhamma today i'm going to
  9925. 5:44:16give you a teaching that's outside the
  9926. 5:44:18scriptures
  9927. 5:44:19some people may miss the point or not be
  9928. 5:44:21able to understand it
  9929. 5:44:24suppose two people are walking together
  9930. 5:44:25and they see a duck and a chicken
  9931. 5:44:28one of them says
  9932. 5:44:29why isn't that chicken like the duck
  9933. 5:44:32why isn't the duck like the chicken
  9934. 5:44:35he wants the chicken to be a duck and
  9935. 5:44:37the duck to be a chicken
  9936. 5:44:39it's impossible
  9937. 5:44:41if it's impossible then even if that
  9938. 5:44:43person were to wish for the duck to be a
  9939. 5:44:44chicken and a chicken to be a duck for
  9940. 5:44:46the rest of his life it would not come
  9941. 5:44:48to pass because
  9942. 5:44:50the chicken is a chicken and the duck is
  9943. 5:44:51a duck
  9944. 5:44:53as long as that person thought like that
  9945. 5:44:54he would suffer
  9946. 5:44:56the other person might see that the
  9947. 5:44:57chicken is a chicken and the duck is a
  9948. 5:44:59duck and that's all there is to it
  9949. 5:45:01there's no problem
  9950. 5:45:03he sees rightly if you want the duck to
  9951. 5:45:05be a chicken and the chicken to be a
  9952. 5:45:07duck you're really going to suffer
  9953. 5:45:10in the same way the law of honey chung
  9954. 5:45:13states that all things are impermanent
  9955. 5:45:16if you want things to be permanent
  9956. 5:45:18you're going to suffer
  9957. 5:45:19whenever impermanence shows itself
  9958. 5:45:21you're going to be disappointed
  9959. 5:45:23one who sees that things are naturally
  9960. 5:45:25impermanent will be at ease there'll be
  9961. 5:45:27no conflict
  9962. 5:45:28the one who wants things to be permanent
  9963. 5:45:30is going to have conflict maybe even
  9964. 5:45:32losing sleep over it
  9965. 5:45:34this is to be ignorant of anichang
  9966. 5:45:36impermanence the teaching of the buddha
  9967. 5:45:41if you want to know the dhamma where
  9968. 5:45:43should you look
  9969. 5:45:44you must look within the body and mind
  9970. 5:45:47you won't find it in the shells of a
  9971. 5:45:49bookcase
  9972. 5:45:50to really see the dhamma you have to
  9973. 5:45:52look within your own body and mind there
  9974. 5:45:54are only these two things
  9975. 5:45:57the mind is not visible to the physical
  9976. 5:45:58eye it must be seen with the mind's eye
  9977. 5:46:01before the dharma can be realized you
  9978. 5:46:03must know where to look
  9979. 5:46:06the dhamma that is in the body must be
  9980. 5:46:07seen in the body
  9981. 5:46:09and what do we look at in the body
  9982. 5:46:11we look at the body within the mind
  9983. 5:46:14you won't find the done by looking
  9984. 5:46:15anywhere else because both happiness and
  9985. 5:46:17suffering arise right here
  9986. 5:46:20have you seen happiness arising in the
  9987. 5:46:21trees or from the rivers or the weather
  9988. 5:46:25happiness and suffering are feelings
  9989. 5:46:27which arise in our own bodies and minds
  9990. 5:46:31therefore the buddha tells us to know
  9991. 5:46:33the dhamma right here
  9992. 5:46:34the dhamma is right here we must look
  9993. 5:46:36right here
  9994. 5:46:38the master may tell you to look at the
  9995. 5:46:39dhamma in the books but if you think
  9996. 5:46:41that that's where the dharma really is
  9997. 5:46:42you'll never see it
  9998. 5:46:44having looked at the books you must
  9999. 5:46:46reflect on those teachings inwardly
  10000. 5:46:48then you can understand the dhamma
  10001. 5:46:50where does the real dhamma exist
  10002. 5:46:52it exists right here in this body and
  10003. 5:46:54mind of ours this is the essence of
  10004. 5:46:57contemplation practice
  10005. 5:47:00when we do this wisdom will arise in our
  10006. 5:47:02minds
  10007. 5:47:03when there is wisdom in our minds then
  10008. 5:47:05no matter where we look there is dharma
  10009. 5:47:07we will see ani chang dukang and anata
  10010. 5:47:10at all times
  10011. 5:47:12ani chang means transient
  10012. 5:47:14if we cling to things that are transient
  10013. 5:47:16we must suffer
  10014. 5:47:18dukan because they are not ours
  10015. 5:47:22but we don't see this we always see them
  10016. 5:47:24as being ourself and belonging to us
  10017. 5:47:28this means that you don't see the truth
  10018. 5:47:30of convention
  10019. 5:47:32you should understand conventions for
  10020. 5:47:34example all of us sitting here have
  10021. 5:47:35names
  10022. 5:47:37are our names born with us or are they
  10023. 5:47:39assigned to us afterwards
  10024. 5:47:41do you understand
  10025. 5:47:43this is convention
  10026. 5:47:45is convention useful
  10027. 5:47:47of course it's useful for example
  10028. 5:47:49suppose there are four men a b c and d
  10029. 5:47:52they must all have their individual
  10030. 5:47:53names for convenience in communicating
  10031. 5:47:55and working together
  10032. 5:47:57if we wanted to speak to mr a
  10033. 5:47:59we could call mr a and he'd come not the
  10034. 5:48:02others
  10035. 5:48:03this is the convenience of convention
  10036. 5:48:05but when we look deeply into the matter
  10037. 5:48:07we will see that really there isn't
  10038. 5:48:09anybody there
  10039. 5:48:10we will see transcendence
  10040. 5:48:12there's only earth water wind and fire
  10041. 5:48:15before elements
  10042. 5:48:16this is all there is to this body of
  10043. 5:48:18ours
  10044. 5:48:20but we don't see it in this way because
  10045. 5:48:21of the clinging power of
  10046. 5:48:24clinging to the sense of self
  10047. 5:48:27if we had to if we were to look clearly
  10048. 5:48:30we would see that there isn't really
  10049. 5:48:31much to to what we call a person
  10050. 5:48:34the solid part is the earth element the
  10051. 5:48:36fluid part is the water element the part
  10052. 5:48:38which provides heat is called the fire
  10053. 5:48:40element
  10054. 5:48:41when we break things down we see that
  10055. 5:48:43there is only earth water wind and fire
  10056. 5:48:46where is the person to be found
  10057. 5:48:48there isn't one
  10058. 5:48:51that's why the buddha taught that there
  10059. 5:48:52is no higher practice than to see that
  10060. 5:48:54this is not myself and does not belong
  10061. 5:48:56to me
  10062. 5:48:58they are simply conventions
  10063. 5:49:00if we understand everything clearly in
  10064. 5:49:02this way we will be at peace
  10065. 5:49:04if we realize in the present moment the
  10066. 5:49:06truth of impermanence that things are
  10067. 5:49:07not our self or belonging to us then
  10068. 5:49:10when they disintegrate we are at peace
  10069. 5:49:12with them
  10070. 5:49:12because they don't belong to anybody
  10071. 5:49:14anyway they're merely the elements of
  10072. 5:49:16earth water wind and fire
  10073. 5:49:20it's difficult for people to see this
  10074. 5:49:22but even so it's not beyond our ability
  10075. 5:49:26if we can see this we will find
  10076. 5:49:28contentment
  10077. 5:49:29we will not have so much anger greed or
  10078. 5:49:31delusion
  10079. 5:49:32there will always be dumber in our
  10080. 5:49:33hearts
  10081. 5:49:35there'll be no need for jealousy and
  10082. 5:49:36spite because everybody is simply earth
  10083. 5:49:39water wind and fire
  10084. 5:49:41there's no more to them than this
  10085. 5:49:43when we accept this truth we will see
  10086. 5:49:45the truth of the buddha's teaching
  10087. 5:49:49if we could see the truth of the
  10088. 5:49:50buddha's teaching we wouldn't have to
  10089. 5:49:52use up so many teachers
  10090. 5:49:54it wouldn't be necessary to listen to
  10091. 5:49:55teachings every day
  10092. 5:49:57when we understand then we simply do
  10093. 5:49:59what's required of us
  10094. 5:50:01but what makes people so difficult to
  10095. 5:50:02teach is that they don't accept the
  10096. 5:50:04teaching and argue with the teachers and
  10097. 5:50:06the teaching
  10098. 5:50:07in front of the teacher they behave a
  10099. 5:50:08little better but behind his back they
  10100. 5:50:10become thieves
  10101. 5:50:12people are really difficult to teach the
  10102. 5:50:14people in thailand are like this that's
  10103. 5:50:16why they have to have so many teachers
  10104. 5:50:21be careful
  10105. 5:50:22if you're not careful you won't see the
  10106. 5:50:24dhamma
  10107. 5:50:25you must be circumspect taking the
  10108. 5:50:27teaching and considering it well
  10109. 5:50:31is this flower pretty
  10110. 5:50:33do you see the ugliness within this
  10111. 5:50:35flower
  10112. 5:50:36for how many days will it be pretty
  10113. 5:50:39what will it be like from now on why
  10114. 5:50:41does it change so
  10115. 5:50:43in three or four days you have to take
  10116. 5:50:45it and throw it away right
  10117. 5:50:47it loses all its beauty
  10118. 5:50:50people are attached to beauty attached
  10119. 5:50:52to goodness
  10120. 5:50:53if anything is good they just fall for
  10121. 5:50:55it completely
  10122. 5:50:56the buddha tells us to look at pretty
  10123. 5:50:58things as just pretty
  10124. 5:51:00we shouldn't become attached to them
  10125. 5:51:02if there's a pleasant feeling we
  10126. 5:51:04shouldn't fall for it
  10127. 5:51:05goodness is not a sure thing beauty is
  10128. 5:51:08not a sure thing nothing is certain
  10129. 5:51:10there is nothing in this world that is a
  10130. 5:51:12certainty this is the truth
  10131. 5:51:15the things that aren't true are the
  10132. 5:51:17things that change such as beauty
  10133. 5:51:19the only truth it has is in its constant
  10134. 5:51:22changing
  10135. 5:51:24if we believe that things are beautiful
  10136. 5:51:26when their beauty fades our mind loses
  10137. 5:51:28its beauty too
  10138. 5:51:30when things are no longer good our mind
  10139. 5:51:31loses its goodness too
  10140. 5:51:33when they are destroyed or damaged we
  10141. 5:51:35suffer because we clung to them as being
  10142. 5:51:37our own
  10143. 5:51:39the buddha tells us to see that these
  10144. 5:51:40things are simply constructs of nature
  10145. 5:51:42beauty appears and in not many days it
  10146. 5:51:44fades
  10147. 5:51:45to see this is to have wisdom
  10148. 5:51:49therefore we should see impermanence
  10149. 5:51:52if we think something is pretty we
  10150. 5:51:53should tell ourselves it isn't
  10151. 5:51:55if we think something is ugly we should
  10152. 5:51:57tell ourselves it isn't
  10153. 5:52:00try to see things in this way constantly
  10154. 5:52:02reflect in this way
  10155. 5:52:04we will then see the truth within untrue
  10156. 5:52:06things and see the certainty within the
  10157. 5:52:08things that are uncertain
  10158. 5:52:13today i have been explaining the way to
  10159. 5:52:14understand suffering what causes
  10160. 5:52:16suffering the cessation of suffering and
  10161. 5:52:19the way leading to the cessation of
  10162. 5:52:20suffering when you know suffering you
  10163. 5:52:23should throw it out
  10164. 5:52:24knowing the cause of suffering you
  10165. 5:52:26should throw it out
  10166. 5:52:27practice to see the cessation of
  10167. 5:52:29suffering see anichang dukan and anata
  10168. 5:52:32and suffering will cease
  10169. 5:52:34when suffering ceases where do we go
  10170. 5:52:38what are we practicing for
  10171. 5:52:41we are practicing to relinquish not in
  10172. 5:52:44order to gain anything
  10173. 5:52:46there was a woman this afternoon who
  10174. 5:52:48told me that she's suffering i asked her
  10175. 5:52:50what she wants to be
  10176. 5:52:52and she said she wants to be enlightened
  10177. 5:52:54i said as long as you want to be
  10178. 5:52:56enlightened you'll never become
  10179. 5:52:57enlightened don't want anything
  10180. 5:53:02when we know the truth of suffering we
  10181. 5:53:04throw out suffering
  10182. 5:53:05when we know the cause of suffering then
  10183. 5:53:07we don't create those causes but instead
  10184. 5:53:10practice to bring suffering to its
  10185. 5:53:11cessation
  10186. 5:53:13the practice leading to the cessation of
  10187. 5:53:15suffering is to see that this is not a
  10188. 5:53:17self this is not me or them
  10189. 5:53:20seeing in this way enables suffering to
  10190. 5:53:22cease
  10191. 5:53:23it's like reaching our destination and
  10192. 5:53:25stopping
  10193. 5:53:26that's cessation
  10194. 5:53:28that's getting close to nirvana
  10195. 5:53:31put it another way
  10196. 5:53:33going forward is suffering retreating
  10197. 5:53:35his suffering and stopping his suffering
  10198. 5:53:38not going forward not retreating and not
  10199. 5:53:41stopping
  10200. 5:53:42is anything left
  10201. 5:53:46and body cease here
  10202. 5:53:48this is the cessation of suffering
  10203. 5:53:51hard to understand isn't it
  10204. 5:53:52if we diligently and consistently study
  10205. 5:53:54this teaching we will transcend things
  10206. 5:53:57and reach understanding
  10207. 5:53:58there will be cessation
  10208. 5:54:00this is the ultimate teaching of the
  10209. 5:54:02buddha it's the finishing point
  10210. 5:54:04the buddha's teaching finishes at the
  10211. 5:54:06point of total relinquishment
  10212. 5:54:10today i offer this teaching to you all
  10213. 5:54:12and to the venerable master also
  10214. 5:54:14if there's anything wrong in it i ask
  10215. 5:54:16for your forgiveness
  10216. 5:54:17but don't be in a hurry to judge whether
  10217. 5:54:19it's right or wrong just listen to it
  10218. 5:54:21first
  10219. 5:54:22if i were to give you all a fruit and
  10220. 5:54:24tell you it's delicious you should take
  10221. 5:54:26note of my words but not believe me
  10222. 5:54:28offhand because you haven't tasted it
  10223. 5:54:30yet
  10224. 5:54:31the teaching i give you today is the
  10225. 5:54:33same if you want to know whether the
  10226. 5:54:35fruit is sweet or sour you have to slice
  10227. 5:54:37off a piece and taste it
  10228. 5:54:39then you'll know it's sweetness or
  10229. 5:54:40sourness
  10230. 5:54:41then you could believe me because then
  10231. 5:54:43you'd have seen for yourself
  10232. 5:54:45so please don't throw this fruit away
  10233. 5:54:48keep it and taste it now it's taste for
  10234. 5:54:50yourself
  10235. 5:54:53now the buddha didn't have a teacher you
  10236. 5:54:54know as an ascetic once asked him who
  10237. 5:54:56his teacher was the buddha answered that
  10238. 5:54:58he didn't have one the ascetic just
  10239. 5:55:00walked off shaking his head
  10240. 5:55:02the buddha was being too honest
  10241. 5:55:04he was speaking to one who couldn't know
  10242. 5:55:06or accept the truth
  10243. 5:55:07that's why i tell you not to believe me
  10244. 5:55:10the buddha said that to simply believe
  10245. 5:55:12others is foolish because there's no
  10246. 5:55:14clear knowing within
  10247. 5:55:16that's why the buddha said i have no
  10248. 5:55:18teacher.
  10249. 5:55:19this is the truth
  10250. 5:55:20but you should look at it in the right
  10251. 5:55:22way if you misunderstand it you won't
  10252. 5:55:24respect your teacher
  10253. 5:55:26don't go saying i have no teacher
  10254. 5:55:28you must rely on your teacher to tell
  10255. 5:55:30you what is right and wrong and then you
  10256. 5:55:32must practice accordingly
  10257. 5:55:35today is a fortunate day for all of us
  10258. 5:55:37i've had a chance to meet with all of
  10259. 5:55:39you and the venerable master
  10260. 5:55:41you wouldn't think that we could meet
  10261. 5:55:42like this because we live so far apart i
  10262. 5:55:44think there must be some special reason
  10263. 5:55:46that we've been able to meet in this way
  10264. 5:55:48the buddha taught that everything that
  10265. 5:55:50arises must have a cause don't forget
  10266. 5:55:52this
  10267. 5:55:53there must be some cause
  10268. 5:55:55perhaps in a previous existence we were
  10269. 5:55:56brothers and sisters in the same family
  10270. 5:55:59it's possible
  10271. 5:56:00another teacher didn't come but i did
  10272. 5:56:02why is that
  10273. 5:56:04perhaps we are creating the causes in
  10274. 5:56:06the present moment itself this is also
  10275. 5:56:08possible
  10276. 5:56:10i leave you all with this teaching may
  10277. 5:56:12you be diligent and arduous in the
  10278. 5:56:13practice there is nothing better than
  10279. 5:56:15the practice of dhamma dhamma is the
  10280. 5:56:17supporter of the whole world people who
  10281. 5:56:19are confused these days because they do
  10282. 5:56:21not know the dharma
  10283. 5:56:23if we have the dhamma within us we will
  10284. 5:56:24be content
  10285. 5:56:26i am happy to have had this opportunity
  10286. 5:56:28to help you and the venerable teacher in
  10287. 5:56:29developing the practice of dhamma i
  10288. 5:56:31leave you with my heartfelt good wishes
  10289. 5:56:33tomorrow i'll be leaving i'm not sure
  10290. 5:56:35wherefore
  10291. 5:56:36this is only natural
  10292. 5:56:38when there is coming there must be going
  10293. 5:56:40when there's going there must be coming
  10294. 5:56:42this is how the world is
  10295. 5:56:43we shouldn't be overjoyed or upset by
  10296. 5:56:45the changes in the world
  10297. 5:56:47there is happiness then there's
  10298. 5:56:48suffering there is suffering and there's
  10299. 5:56:50happiness there is gain and then there's
  10300. 5:56:52loss there's loss and then there's gain
  10301. 5:56:55this is the way things are
  10302. 5:56:58in the buddhist time there were
  10303. 5:56:59disciples of the buddha who didn't like
  10304. 5:57:01him because the buddha exhorted them to
  10305. 5:57:02be diligent to be heedful
  10306. 5:57:05those who were lazy were afraid of the
  10307. 5:57:06buddha and resented him
  10308. 5:57:08when he died one group of disciples
  10309. 5:57:10cried and were distressed that they
  10310. 5:57:12would no longer have the buddha to guide
  10311. 5:57:14them
  10312. 5:57:15those ones were still not clever
  10313. 5:57:18another group of disciples were pleased
  10314. 5:57:19and relieved that they would no longer
  10315. 5:57:21have the buddha on their backs telling
  10316. 5:57:22them what to do
  10317. 5:57:24the third group of disciples were
  10318. 5:57:26equanimous
  10319. 5:57:27they reflected that what arises passes
  10320. 5:57:29away as a natural consequence
  10321. 5:57:32there are these three groups
  10322. 5:57:33which group do you identify with
  10323. 5:57:36do you want to be one of the ones who
  10324. 5:57:37are pleased or what
  10325. 5:57:40the group of disciples who cried when
  10326. 5:57:42the buddha passed away had not yet
  10327. 5:57:43realized the dharma
  10328. 5:57:45the second group were those who resented
  10329. 5:57:47the buddha
  10330. 5:57:48he was always forbidding them from doing
  10331. 5:57:50things they wanted to do
  10332. 5:57:52they lived in fear of the buddha's scorn
  10333. 5:57:53and reprimands so when he passed away
  10334. 5:57:56they were relieved these days things
  10335. 5:57:59aren't much different possible that the
  10336. 5:58:01teacher here has some followers who are
  10337. 5:58:02resentful towards him
  10338. 5:58:04they might not show it outwardly but
  10339. 5:58:06it's there in the mind
  10340. 5:58:08it's normal for people who still have
  10341. 5:58:10defilements to feel this way
  10342. 5:58:12even the buddha had people hating him
  10343. 5:58:15i myself have followers who resent me
  10344. 5:58:17also
  10345. 5:58:18i tell them to give up evil actions but
  10346. 5:58:20they cherish their evil actions so they
  10347. 5:58:22hate me
  10348. 5:58:23there are plenty like this may all of
  10349. 5:58:26you who are intelligent make yourselves
  10350. 5:58:28firm in the practice of dumber
  10351. 5:58:33this is the
  10352. 5:58:3515th
  10353. 5:58:36talk in this collection
  10354. 5:58:38and it's entitled living in the world
  10355. 5:58:41and this was previously published
  10356. 5:58:44under the title living in the world
  10357. 5:58:46with dhamma and it was uh printed in the
  10358. 5:58:49book living dhamma
  10359. 5:58:51again translated by bruce evans puriso
  10360. 5:58:54and this was a talk
  10361. 5:58:56an informal talk given after an
  10362. 5:58:58invitation to receive arms food at a lay
  10363. 5:59:01person's house in ubon the district
  10364. 5:59:02capital which is close to wat nombre
  10365. 5:59:05pong
  10366. 5:59:10living in the world
  10367. 5:59:14most people still don't know the essence
  10368. 5:59:16of meditation practice
  10369. 5:59:18they think that walking meditation
  10370. 5:59:20sitting meditation and listening to
  10371. 5:59:22dharma talks are the practice
  10372. 5:59:25these are only the outer forms of
  10373. 5:59:26practice
  10374. 5:59:28the real practice takes place when the
  10375. 5:59:30mind encounters a sense object
  10376. 5:59:32that's the place to practice
  10377. 5:59:34where sense contact occurs
  10378. 5:59:36when people say things we don't like
  10379. 5:59:38there's resentment if they say things we
  10380. 5:59:40like we experience pleasure
  10381. 5:59:42now this is the place to practice
  10382. 5:59:46how are we going to practice with these
  10383. 5:59:47things this is the crucial point if we
  10384. 5:59:50just run around chasing after happiness
  10385. 5:59:52and running away from suffering all the
  10386. 5:59:53time we can practice until the day we
  10387. 5:59:55die and never see the dhamma this is
  10388. 5:59:58useless
  10389. 6:00:00when pleasure and pain arise how are we
  10390. 6:00:02going to use the dhamma to be free of
  10391. 6:00:03them this is the point of practice
  10392. 6:00:06usually when people encounter something
  10393. 6:00:07disagreeable they don't open up to it
  10394. 6:00:10for instance when people are criticized
  10395. 6:00:13don't bother me why blame me
  10396. 6:00:15this is someone who's closed himself off
  10397. 6:00:18right there is the place to practice
  10398. 6:00:21when people criticize us we should
  10399. 6:00:23listen
  10400. 6:00:24are they speaking the truth
  10401. 6:00:26we should be open and consider what
  10402. 6:00:28they're saying
  10403. 6:00:29maybe there is something in what they
  10404. 6:00:30say maybe there is something blameworthy
  10405. 6:00:33within us
  10406. 6:00:34they may be right
  10407. 6:00:35and yet we immediately take offense
  10408. 6:00:38if people point out our faults we should
  10409. 6:00:40strive to be rid of these faults and
  10410. 6:00:42improve ourselves
  10411. 6:00:43that's how intelligent people practice
  10412. 6:00:48the place where there is confusion is
  10413. 6:00:49the place where peace can arise
  10414. 6:00:52when confusion is penetrated with
  10415. 6:00:53understanding what remains is peace
  10416. 6:00:58some people can't accept criticism
  10417. 6:01:00they're arrogant instead they turn
  10418. 6:01:02around and argue
  10419. 6:01:03this is especially so when
  10420. 6:01:05adults deal with children
  10421. 6:01:07actually children may say some
  10422. 6:01:09intelligent things sometimes but if you
  10423. 6:01:11happen to be their mother for instance
  10424. 6:01:13you can't give into them
  10425. 6:01:15if you are a teacher the students may
  10426. 6:01:17sometimes tell you something that you
  10427. 6:01:18didn't know but because you are the
  10428. 6:01:20teacher you can't listen
  10429. 6:01:22this is not right thinking
  10430. 6:01:25in the buddhist time there was one
  10431. 6:01:26disciple who was very astute
  10432. 6:01:28at one time as the buddha was expanding
  10433. 6:01:30the dhamma he turned to this monk and
  10434. 6:01:32asked sorry puta do you believe this
  10435. 6:01:35venerable sariputa replied no i don't
  10436. 6:01:38yet believe it
  10437. 6:01:39the buddha praised his answer that's
  10438. 6:01:41very good sariputta you are one who is
  10439. 6:01:43endowed with wisdom
  10440. 6:01:45one who is wise doesn't readily believe
  10441. 6:01:48he listens with an open mind and then
  10442. 6:01:49weighs up the truth of the matter before
  10443. 6:01:51believing or disbelieving
  10444. 6:01:54now the buddha here set a fine example
  10445. 6:01:56for a teacher
  10446. 6:01:58what vulnerable sariputta said was true
  10447. 6:02:00he simply expressed his true feelings
  10448. 6:02:03some people would think that to say that
  10449. 6:02:04you didn't believe that teaching would
  10450. 6:02:06be like questioning the teacher's
  10451. 6:02:07authority they'd be afraid to say such a
  10452. 6:02:09thing
  10453. 6:02:10they just go ahead and agree
  10454. 6:02:12that is how the worldly way goes
  10455. 6:02:15but the buddha didn't take offense
  10456. 6:02:17he said that you needn't be ashamed of
  10457. 6:02:19those things which aren't wrong or bad
  10458. 6:02:21it's not wrong to say that you don't
  10459. 6:02:23believe if you don't believe
  10460. 6:02:25that's why venerable sariputta said i
  10461. 6:02:27don't yet believe
  10462. 6:02:29the buddha praised him
  10463. 6:02:30this monk has much wisdom he carefully
  10464. 6:02:32considers before believing anything
  10465. 6:02:36the buddha's actions here are a good
  10466. 6:02:37example for one who is a teacher of
  10467. 6:02:39others
  10468. 6:02:40sometimes you can learn things even from
  10469. 6:02:42small children
  10470. 6:02:43don't cling blindly to positions of
  10471. 6:02:45authority
  10472. 6:02:48whether you're standing sitting or
  10473. 6:02:49walking around in various places you can
  10474. 6:02:51always study the things around you
  10475. 6:02:54we study in the natural way receptive to
  10476. 6:02:56all things be they sights sounds smells
  10477. 6:03:00tastes feelings or thoughts
  10478. 6:03:03the wise person considers them all in
  10479. 6:03:05the real practice we come to the point
  10480. 6:03:07where there are no longer any concerns
  10481. 6:03:09weighing on the mind
  10482. 6:03:11if we still don't know like and dislike
  10483. 6:03:13as they arise there is still con some
  10484. 6:03:16concern in our minds
  10485. 6:03:18if we know the truth of these things we
  10486. 6:03:20reflect oh
  10487. 6:03:21there's nothing to this feeling of
  10488. 6:03:22liking here
  10489. 6:03:24it's just a feeling that arises and
  10490. 6:03:25passes away
  10491. 6:03:27dislike is nothing more just a feeling
  10492. 6:03:30that arises and passes away
  10493. 6:03:32why make anything out of them
  10494. 6:03:35if we think that pleasure and pain are
  10495. 6:03:36personal possessions then we're in for
  10496. 6:03:38trouble we never get beyond the point of
  10497. 6:03:40having some concern or other in an
  10498. 6:03:42endless chain
  10499. 6:03:44this is how things are for most people
  10500. 6:03:48but these days teachers don't often talk
  10501. 6:03:50about the mind when teaching the dharma
  10502. 6:03:52they don't talk about the truth
  10503. 6:03:54if you talk about the truth people may
  10504. 6:03:56take exception
  10505. 6:03:57they say things like he doesn't know
  10506. 6:03:59time and place he doesn't know how to
  10507. 6:04:00speak nicely
  10508. 6:04:02but people should listen to the truth
  10509. 6:04:05a true teacher doesn't just talk from
  10510. 6:04:07memory
  10511. 6:04:08he speaks the truth
  10512. 6:04:10people in society usually speak from
  10513. 6:04:12memory
  10514. 6:04:13the teacher speaks the truth
  10515. 6:04:15people in the society usually speak from
  10516. 6:04:17memory and what's more they usually
  10517. 6:04:19speak in such a way as to exalt
  10518. 6:04:20themselves
  10519. 6:04:21the true monk doesn't speak like that he
  10520. 6:04:23speaks the truth the way things are
  10521. 6:04:27no matter how much the teacher explains
  10522. 6:04:29the truth it's difficult for people to
  10523. 6:04:30understand
  10524. 6:04:32it's hard to understand the number
  10525. 6:04:35if you understand the dhamma you should
  10526. 6:04:37practice accordingly
  10527. 6:04:38it may not be necessary to become a monk
  10528. 6:04:40although amongst life is the ideal form
  10529. 6:04:42for practice to really practice you have
  10530. 6:04:45to forsake the confusion of the world
  10531. 6:04:48give up family and possessions and take
  10532. 6:04:50to the forests these are the ideal
  10533. 6:04:51places to practice
  10534. 6:04:53but if we still have a family and
  10535. 6:04:55responsibilities how are we to practice
  10536. 6:04:58some people say it's impossible to
  10537. 6:05:00practice dharma as a layperson
  10538. 6:05:02consider which group is larger monks or
  10539. 6:05:04laypeople
  10540. 6:05:05there are far more lay people now if
  10541. 6:05:08only the monks practice and the lay
  10542. 6:05:09people don't
  10543. 6:05:10then that means there's going to be a
  10544. 6:05:12lot of confusion
  10545. 6:05:13this is wrong understanding
  10546. 6:05:15i can't become a monk
  10547. 6:05:17becoming a monk isn't the point being a
  10548. 6:05:20monk doesn't mean anything if you don't
  10549. 6:05:21practice
  10550. 6:05:22if you really understand the practice of
  10551. 6:05:24dhamma then no matter what position or
  10552. 6:05:26profession you hold in life be it a
  10553. 6:05:28teacher a doctor a civil servant or
  10554. 6:05:29whatever you can practice a dhamma every
  10555. 6:05:32minute of the day
  10556. 6:05:34to think you can't practice as a layman
  10557. 6:05:36is to lose track of the path completely
  10558. 6:05:40why is it people can find the incentive
  10559. 6:05:41to do other things
  10560. 6:05:43if they feel they are lacking something
  10561. 6:05:45they make an effort to obtain it
  10562. 6:05:47if there is sufficient desire people can
  10563. 6:05:49do anything
  10564. 6:05:50some say
  10565. 6:05:51ah i haven't got the time to practice
  10566. 6:05:53the dhanma
  10567. 6:05:54i say then how come you've got time to
  10568. 6:05:56breathe
  10569. 6:05:58breathing is vital to people's lives if
  10570. 6:06:00they saw dharma practice as vital to
  10571. 6:06:02their lives they would see it as
  10572. 6:06:04important as their breathing
  10573. 6:06:07the practice of dumb isn't something
  10574. 6:06:08that you have to go running around for
  10575. 6:06:10or exhaust yourself over
  10576. 6:06:12just look at the feelings which arise in
  10577. 6:06:14your mind
  10578. 6:06:15when the eye sees form ear hears sounds
  10579. 6:06:18nose smells odors and so on they all
  10580. 6:06:21come to this one mind
  10581. 6:06:22the one who knows
  10582. 6:06:24now when the mind perceives these things
  10583. 6:06:26what happens
  10584. 6:06:28if we like that object we experience
  10585. 6:06:30pleasure if we dislike it we experience
  10586. 6:06:33displeasure that's all there is to it
  10587. 6:06:36so where are you going to find happiness
  10588. 6:06:38in this world
  10589. 6:06:40do you expect everybody to say only
  10590. 6:06:41pleasant things to you all your life
  10591. 6:06:43is that possible
  10592. 6:06:45no it's not
  10593. 6:06:47if it's not possible then where are you
  10594. 6:06:50going to go
  10595. 6:06:52the world is simply like this we must
  10596. 6:06:54know the world loka vidu
  10597. 6:06:57know the word know the truth of this
  10598. 6:06:58world
  10599. 6:07:00the world is something we should clearly
  10600. 6:07:02understand the buddha lived in this
  10601. 6:07:04world he didn't live anywhere else
  10602. 6:07:06he experienced family life but he saw
  10603. 6:07:09its limitations and detached himself
  10604. 6:07:11from them now how are you as laypeople
  10605. 6:07:13going to practice
  10606. 6:07:15if you want to practice you must make an
  10607. 6:07:17effort to follow the path
  10608. 6:07:19if you persevere with the practice you
  10609. 6:07:21too will see the limitations of this
  10610. 6:07:22world and be able to let go
  10611. 6:07:26people who drink alcohol sometimes say
  10612. 6:07:29i just can't give it up
  10613. 6:07:31why can't they give it up
  10614. 6:07:33because they don't yet see the liability
  10615. 6:07:35in it
  10616. 6:07:36if they clearly saw the liability they
  10617. 6:07:38wouldn't have to wait to be told to give
  10618. 6:07:40it up
  10619. 6:07:41if you don't see the liability of
  10620. 6:07:42something that means you also can't see
  10621. 6:07:45the benefit of giving it up
  10622. 6:07:47your practice becomes fruitless you're
  10623. 6:07:49just playing at practice
  10624. 6:07:51if you clearly see the liability and the
  10625. 6:07:53benefit of something you won't have to
  10626. 6:07:55wait for others to tell you about it
  10627. 6:07:59consider the story of the fisherman who
  10628. 6:08:00finds something in his fish trap
  10629. 6:08:03he knows something is in there he can
  10630. 6:08:05hear it flapping about inside
  10631. 6:08:08thinking it's a fish he reaches his hand
  10632. 6:08:10into the trap only to find a different
  10633. 6:08:12kind of animal you can't yet see it so
  10634. 6:08:15he's in two minds about it
  10635. 6:08:17it could be an eel
  10636. 6:08:19considered a delicacy in some parts of
  10637. 6:08:20thailand
  10638. 6:08:22but then again it could be a snake
  10639. 6:08:25if he throws it away it may he may
  10640. 6:08:27regret it it could be an eel
  10641. 6:08:29on the other hand if he keeps holding on
  10642. 6:08:30to it and it turns out to be a snake it
  10643. 6:08:32might bite him
  10644. 6:08:34he's caught in a state of doubt
  10645. 6:08:36his desire is so strong he holds on just
  10646. 6:08:38in case it's an eel but the minute he
  10647. 6:08:40brings it out and sees the striped skin
  10648. 6:08:42he throws it down straight away he
  10649. 6:08:44doesn't have to wait for someone to call
  10650. 6:08:45out it's a snake it's a snake let go
  10651. 6:08:48the sight of the snake tells him what to
  10652. 6:08:50do much more clearly than words could do
  10653. 6:08:53why because he sees the danger snakes
  10654. 6:08:56can bite
  10655. 6:08:57nobody has to tell him about it
  10656. 6:08:59in the same way if we practice till we
  10657. 6:09:01see things as they are we won't meddle
  10658. 6:09:03with the things that are harmful
  10659. 6:09:06people don't usually practice in this
  10660. 6:09:08way they usually do other things
  10661. 6:09:10they don't contemplate things they don't
  10662. 6:09:12reflect on old age sickness and death
  10663. 6:09:15they only talk about non-aging and
  10664. 6:09:17non-death so they never develop the
  10665. 6:09:19right feeling for dumber practice
  10666. 6:09:21they go and listen to dumb talks but
  10667. 6:09:23they don't really listen
  10668. 6:09:25sometimes i get invited to give talks at
  10669. 6:09:27important functions but it's a nuisance
  10670. 6:09:30for me to go
  10671. 6:09:31why so
  10672. 6:09:33because when i look at the people
  10673. 6:09:34gathered there i can see that they
  10674. 6:09:36haven't come to listen to the dhamma
  10675. 6:09:38some are smelling of alcohol some are
  10676. 6:09:40smoking cigarettes some are chatting
  10677. 6:09:42they don't look at all like people who
  10678. 6:09:44have come out of faith in the dhamma
  10679. 6:09:46giving talks at such places is of little
  10680. 6:09:48fruit
  10681. 6:09:49people who are sunk in heedlessness tend
  10682. 6:09:51to think things like yeah when's he ever
  10683. 6:09:53going to stop talking you can't do this
  10684. 6:09:55can't do that
  10685. 6:09:57their minds just wander all over the
  10686. 6:09:59place
  10687. 6:10:01sometimes they even invite
  10688. 6:10:03sometimes they even invite me to give a
  10689. 6:10:05talk just for the sake of formality
  10690. 6:10:07please give us just a small dumber talk
  10691. 6:10:09principle sir
  10692. 6:10:11they don't want me to talk too much it
  10693. 6:10:12might annoy them
  10694. 6:10:14as soon as i hear people say this i know
  10695. 6:10:16what they're about
  10696. 6:10:17these people don't like listening to
  10697. 6:10:19dumber it annoys them
  10698. 6:10:21if i give just a small talk they won't
  10699. 6:10:23understand
  10700. 6:10:24if you take only a little food is it
  10701. 6:10:26enough
  10702. 6:10:27of course not
  10703. 6:10:30sometimes i'm giving a talk just warming
  10704. 6:10:32up to the subject and some drunkard will
  10705. 6:10:34call out okay make way make way for the
  10706. 6:10:36venerable sir he's coming out now
  10707. 6:10:39trying to drive me away
  10708. 6:10:41if i meet this kind of person i get a
  10709. 6:10:43lot of food for reflection
  10710. 6:10:47i get an insight into human nature
  10711. 6:10:50it's like a person having a bottle full
  10712. 6:10:51of water and then asking for more
  10713. 6:10:53there's nowhere to put it
  10714. 6:10:55it isn't worth the time and energy to
  10715. 6:10:57teach them because their minds are
  10716. 6:10:58already full
  10717. 6:10:59pull pour anymore in and it just
  10718. 6:11:02overflows uselessly
  10719. 6:11:03if their bottle was empty there would be
  10720. 6:11:05somewhere to put the water both the
  10721. 6:11:07giver and the receiver would benefit
  10722. 6:11:11in this way when people are really
  10723. 6:11:12interested in dumber they sit quietly
  10724. 6:11:14listening carefully i feel much more
  10725. 6:11:16inspired to teach
  10726. 6:11:18if people don't pay attention it's just
  10727. 6:11:20like the man with a bottle full of water
  10728. 6:11:21there's no room to put anymore
  10729. 6:11:24it's hardly worth my while talking to
  10730. 6:11:26them in situations like this i just
  10731. 6:11:28don't find any energy arising to teach
  10732. 6:11:31you can't put much energy into giving
  10733. 6:11:32when no one's putting much energy into
  10734. 6:11:34receiving
  10735. 6:11:37these days giving talks tends to be like
  10736. 6:11:40this and it's getting worse all the time
  10737. 6:11:43people don't search for truth they
  10738. 6:11:44simply study to find the necessary
  10739. 6:11:46knowledge to make a living raise
  10740. 6:11:48families look after themselves
  10741. 6:11:50they study for a livelihood
  10742. 6:11:52there may be some study of dhamma but
  10743. 6:11:54not much
  10744. 6:11:56students nowadays have much more
  10745. 6:11:58knowledge than students of previous
  10746. 6:11:59times they have all the requisites at
  10747. 6:12:01their disposal everything is more
  10748. 6:12:02convenient
  10749. 6:12:04but they also have a lot more confusion
  10750. 6:12:05and suffering than before
  10751. 6:12:07why is this
  10752. 6:12:08because they only look for the kind of
  10753. 6:12:10knowledge used to make a living
  10754. 6:12:13even the monks are like this sometimes i
  10755. 6:12:15hear them say yeah i didn't become a
  10756. 6:12:16monk to practice a dumber i only
  10757. 6:12:18ordained to study
  10758. 6:12:20these are the words of someone who has
  10759. 6:12:22completely cut off the path of practice
  10760. 6:12:24there's no way ahead it's a dead end
  10761. 6:12:28when these monks teach it's only from
  10762. 6:12:30memory
  10763. 6:12:30they may teach one thing but their minds
  10764. 6:12:32are in a completely different place
  10765. 6:12:34there's no truth in such teachings
  10766. 6:12:37this is how the world is
  10767. 6:12:39if you try to live simply practicing the
  10768. 6:12:41dumb and living peacefully they say that
  10769. 6:12:42you're weird and anti-social
  10770. 6:12:45they say you're obstructing progress in
  10771. 6:12:46society
  10772. 6:12:48they even intimidate you
  10773. 6:12:50eventually you might even start to
  10774. 6:12:51believe them and revert to worldly ways
  10775. 6:12:54sinking deeper and deeper into the world
  10776. 6:12:55until it's
  10777. 6:12:56completely impossible to get out
  10778. 6:12:58some people say i can't get out now i've
  10779. 6:13:01gone in too deeply
  10780. 6:13:02this is how society tends to be
  10781. 6:13:05it doesn't appreciate the value of
  10782. 6:13:06dhamma
  10783. 6:13:09the value of dhamma isn't to be found in
  10784. 6:13:11books
  10785. 6:13:12those are just the external appearances
  10786. 6:13:14of dhamma they're not the realization of
  10787. 6:13:16dhamma as a personal experience
  10788. 6:13:19if you realize the dhamma you realize
  10789. 6:13:21your own mind
  10790. 6:13:22you see the truth there
  10791. 6:13:24when the truth becomes apparent it cuts
  10792. 6:13:26off the stream of delusion
  10793. 6:13:30the teaching of the buddha is the
  10794. 6:13:31unchanging truth whether in the present
  10795. 6:13:33or any other time
  10796. 6:13:35the buddha revealed this truth two and a
  10797. 6:13:36half thousand years ago it's been the
  10798. 6:13:38truth ever since
  10799. 6:13:40nothing should be added or taken away
  10800. 6:13:41from it
  10801. 6:13:43the buddha said what the tatargata has
  10802. 6:13:45laid down should not be discarded and
  10803. 6:13:47what has not been laid down by the
  10804. 6:13:48targeter should not be added to the
  10805. 6:13:50teachings
  10806. 6:13:51he sealed off the teachings
  10807. 6:13:54why did the buddha seal them off because
  10808. 6:13:56these teachings are the words of one who
  10809. 6:13:58has no defilements
  10810. 6:13:59no matter how the world may change these
  10811. 6:14:01teachings are unaffected they don't
  10812. 6:14:03change with it
  10813. 6:14:05if something is wrong even if people say
  10814. 6:14:06it's right it doesn't make it any of the
  10815. 6:14:08less wrong
  10816. 6:14:10if something is right that doesn't
  10817. 6:14:11change just because people say it's not
  10818. 6:14:14generation after generation may come and
  10819. 6:14:16go but these things don't change because
  10820. 6:14:18these teachings are the truth
  10821. 6:14:21now who created this truth
  10822. 6:14:24the truth created the truth did the
  10823. 6:14:26buddha create it no he didn't the buddha
  10824. 6:14:29only discovered the truth the way things
  10825. 6:14:31are and then he set out to declare it
  10826. 6:14:35the truth is constantly true whether a
  10827. 6:14:37buddha arises in the world or not
  10828. 6:14:39the buddha only owns the dhamma in this
  10829. 6:14:41sense he didn't actually create it it's
  10830. 6:14:43been here all the time
  10831. 6:14:46no one had previously searched for and
  10832. 6:14:48found the deathless when he taught it as
  10833. 6:14:50the dhamma
  10834. 6:14:51but the buddha didn't invent it it was
  10835. 6:14:53already there
  10836. 6:14:55at some point in time the truth is
  10837. 6:14:57illuminated in the practice of dhamma
  10838. 6:14:59flourishes as time goes on and
  10839. 6:15:00generations pass away the practice
  10840. 6:15:02degenerates until the teaching fades
  10841. 6:15:04away completely
  10842. 6:15:06after a time the teaching is refounded
  10843. 6:15:08and flourishes once more
  10844. 6:15:09as time goes on he sets in and once more
  10845. 6:15:12the teaching begins to follow the
  10846. 6:15:13darkness of the world and so once more
  10847. 6:15:16it degenerates until such a time as it
  10848. 6:15:18can no longer hold ground
  10849. 6:15:20confusion reigns once more
  10850. 6:15:22then it's time to re-establish the truth
  10851. 6:15:25in fact the truth doesn't go anywhere
  10852. 6:15:27when buddhas pass away the dhamma
  10853. 6:15:29doesn't disappear with them
  10854. 6:15:34the world revolves like this
  10855. 6:15:36it's something like a mango tree
  10856. 6:15:38the tree matures blossoms and fruits
  10857. 6:15:40appear and grow to ripeness
  10858. 6:15:43they become rotten and the seed goes
  10859. 6:15:44back into the ground to become a new
  10860. 6:15:46mango tree the cycle starts once more
  10861. 6:15:50eventually there are more ripe fruits
  10862. 6:15:52which proceed to fall rot sink into the
  10863. 6:15:54ground as seeds and grow once more into
  10864. 6:15:55trees
  10865. 6:15:56this is how the world is it doesn't go
  10866. 6:15:58very far
  10867. 6:16:00it just revolves around the same old
  10868. 6:16:01things
  10869. 6:16:03our lives these days are the same
  10870. 6:16:05today we're simply doing the same old
  10871. 6:16:07things we've always done people think
  10872. 6:16:10too much
  10873. 6:16:11there are so many things to get
  10874. 6:16:13interested in but none of them leads to
  10875. 6:16:15completion
  10876. 6:16:18there are other sciences like
  10877. 6:16:19mathematics physics psychology and so on
  10878. 6:16:21you can delve into any of these but you
  10879. 6:16:23can only finalize things with the truth
  10880. 6:16:29suppose there was a cart being pulled by
  10881. 6:16:31an ox
  10882. 6:16:32as long as the ox pulls the cart the
  10883. 6:16:34tracks will follow
  10884. 6:16:36the wheels are round yet the tracks are
  10885. 6:16:38long
  10886. 6:16:40the tracks are long yet the wheels are
  10887. 6:16:42merely circles
  10888. 6:16:44just looking at a stationary cart you
  10889. 6:16:46can't see anything long about it
  10890. 6:16:48but once the ox starts moving you see
  10891. 6:16:50the tracks stretching out behind you
  10892. 6:16:53as long as the arcs pulls the wheels
  10893. 6:16:55keep on turning
  10894. 6:16:56but there comes a day when the ox tires
  10895. 6:16:59and throws off its harness
  10896. 6:17:00the ox walks off and leaves the empty
  10897. 6:17:02cart sitting there the wheels no longer
  10898. 6:17:04turn in the time in time the cart falls
  10899. 6:17:08apart its components go back into the
  10900. 6:17:09four elements earth water wind and fire
  10901. 6:17:14searching for peace within the world
  10902. 6:17:16the cartwheel tracks stretch out
  10903. 6:17:18endlessly behind you as long as you
  10904. 6:17:20follow the world there is no stopping no
  10905. 6:17:23rest
  10906. 6:17:24if you simply stop following it
  10907. 6:17:26the card comes to a rest
  10908. 6:17:29the wheels no longer turn
  10909. 6:17:31following the world turns the wheel
  10910. 6:17:33ceaselessly
  10911. 6:17:35creating bad camera is like this
  10912. 6:17:37as long as you follow the old ways
  10913. 6:17:39there's no stopping
  10914. 6:17:40if you stop
  10915. 6:17:42there is stopping
  10916. 6:17:43this is how we practice the dhamma
  10917. 6:17:47well this is the
  10918. 6:17:4816th
  10919. 6:17:50talk in the series and this is called
  10920. 6:17:52tucho potila
  10921. 6:17:55and this talk has been
  10922. 6:17:57published before
  10923. 6:17:58in the book living dhamma
  10924. 6:18:00and it's a title there was uh tuccio
  10925. 6:18:04potila venerable empty scripture
  10926. 6:18:06and this was a
  10927. 6:18:08an informal talk
  10928. 6:18:09given that ajahn charles kuti to a group
  10929. 6:18:11of lay people one evening in
  10930. 6:18:141978 again this was published in living
  10931. 6:18:17dhamma
  10932. 6:18:18and was translated by bruce evans
  10933. 6:18:21pariso
  10934. 6:18:25tucho potila
  10935. 6:18:28there are two ways to support buddhism
  10936. 6:18:31one is known as amisa puja
  10937. 6:18:34supporting through material offerings
  10938. 6:18:36the four requisites of food clothing
  10939. 6:18:38shelter and medicine
  10940. 6:18:40there are material offerings that are
  10941. 6:18:41given to the sangha of monks and nuns
  10942. 6:18:43enabling them to live in a reasonable in
  10943. 6:18:46reasonable comfort for the practice of
  10944. 6:18:47dhamma
  10945. 6:18:49this fosters the direct realization of
  10946. 6:18:51the buddha's teaching in turn bringing
  10947. 6:18:53continued prosperity to the buddhist
  10948. 6:18:55religion
  10949. 6:18:57buddhism can be likened to a tree a tree
  10950. 6:19:00has roots a trunk branches twigs and
  10951. 6:19:02leaves
  10952. 6:19:03all the leaves and branches including
  10953. 6:19:05the trunk depend on the roots to absorb
  10954. 6:19:08nutrient from the soil
  10955. 6:19:10just as the tree depends on the roots to
  10956. 6:19:12sustain it our actions in our speech are
  10957. 6:19:14like branches and leaves which depend on
  10958. 6:19:17the mind the root
  10959. 6:19:19absorbing nutriment
  10960. 6:19:21which it then sends out to the trunk
  10961. 6:19:22branches and leaves
  10962. 6:19:24these in turn bear fruit as our speech
  10963. 6:19:26and actions
  10964. 6:19:28whatever state the mind is in skillful
  10965. 6:19:30or unskillful it expresses that quality
  10966. 6:19:32outwardly through our actions and speech
  10967. 6:19:35therefore the support of buddhism
  10968. 6:19:37through the practical application
  10969. 6:19:39of the teaching is the most important
  10970. 6:19:40kind of support
  10971. 6:19:42for example in the ceremony of
  10972. 6:19:44determining the precepts on observance
  10973. 6:19:46days the teacher describes those
  10974. 6:19:48unskillful actions which should be
  10975. 6:19:50avoided
  10976. 6:19:51but if you simply go through the
  10977. 6:19:52ceremony without reflecting on their
  10978. 6:19:54meaning progress is difficult and you'll
  10979. 6:19:56be unable to find the true practice
  10980. 6:19:59the real support of buddhism must
  10981. 6:20:01therefore be done through patipati puja
  10982. 6:20:04the offering of practice
  10983. 6:20:06cultivating true restraint concentration
  10984. 6:20:09and wisdom
  10985. 6:20:10then you'll know what buddhism is all
  10986. 6:20:11about
  10987. 6:20:12if you don't understand through practice
  10988. 6:20:14you still won't know even if you learn
  10989. 6:20:16the whole tipitica
  10990. 6:20:20in the time of the buddha there was a
  10991. 6:20:21monk known as tuccio potila
  10992. 6:20:23tucho potila was very learned thoroughly
  10993. 6:20:25versed in the scriptures and texts
  10994. 6:20:28he was so famous that he was revered by
  10995. 6:20:29people everywhere and had 18 monasteries
  10996. 6:20:32under his care
  10997. 6:20:35when people heard the name tucho potila
  10998. 6:20:38they were awestruck and nobody would
  10999. 6:20:39dare question anything he taught
  11000. 6:20:42so much did they reveal his command of
  11001. 6:20:44the teachings
  11002. 6:20:46was one of the buddha's most learned
  11003. 6:20:47disciples
  11004. 6:20:49one day he went to pay respects to the
  11005. 6:20:51buddha as he was paying his respects the
  11006. 6:20:53buddha said ah hello venerable empty
  11007. 6:20:55scripture
  11008. 6:20:57just like that
  11009. 6:20:58they conversed for a while until it was
  11010. 6:21:00time to go and then as he was taking
  11011. 6:21:02leave of the buddha the buddha said oh
  11012. 6:21:04leaving now venerable empty scripture
  11013. 6:21:07that was all the buddha said
  11014. 6:21:09on arriving oh hello venerable empty
  11015. 6:21:11scripture when it was time to go ah
  11016. 6:21:13leaving now venerable empty scripture
  11017. 6:21:17the buddha didn't expand on it
  11018. 6:21:19that was all the teaching he gave
  11019. 6:21:22tu potila the imminent teacher was
  11020. 6:21:24puzzled why did the buddha say that what
  11021. 6:21:26did he mean
  11022. 6:21:28he thought and thought turning over
  11023. 6:21:30everything he'd learned until eventually
  11024. 6:21:32he realized it's true
  11025. 6:21:35venerable empty scripture
  11026. 6:21:37a monk who studies but doesn't practice
  11027. 6:21:40when he looked into his heart he saw
  11028. 6:21:41that really he was no different from
  11029. 6:21:42laypeople
  11030. 6:21:44whatever they aspired to he also aspired
  11031. 6:21:46to whatever they enjoyed he also enjoyed
  11032. 6:21:49there was no real summoner no
  11033. 6:21:51contemplative who's abandoned the life
  11034. 6:21:54of worldly goals there was no real
  11035. 6:21:56summoner within him no truly profound
  11036. 6:21:58quality capable of firmly establishing
  11037. 6:22:01him in the noble way and providing true
  11038. 6:22:03peace
  11039. 6:22:05so he decided to practice
  11040. 6:22:07but there was nowhere for him to go to
  11041. 6:22:09all the teachers around were his own
  11042. 6:22:10students no one would dare accept him
  11043. 6:22:13usually when people meet their teacher
  11044. 6:22:15they become timid and deferential and so
  11045. 6:22:17no one would dare become his teacher
  11046. 6:22:20finally he went to see a certain young
  11047. 6:22:22novice who was enlightened and asked to
  11048. 6:22:24practice under him
  11049. 6:22:26the novice said yes sure you can
  11050. 6:22:28practice with me but only if you're
  11051. 6:22:30sincere
  11052. 6:22:31if you're not sincere then i won't
  11053. 6:22:33accept you
  11054. 6:22:34tucho potila pledged himself as a
  11055. 6:22:36student of the novice
  11056. 6:22:38the novice then told him to put on all
  11057. 6:22:40his robes
  11058. 6:22:41now there happened to be a muddy bog
  11059. 6:22:43nearby
  11060. 6:22:44when tuccio portilla had neatly put on
  11061. 6:22:46all his robes expensive ones they were
  11062. 6:22:48too the novice said okay now run down
  11063. 6:22:52into this muddy bog
  11064. 6:22:54if i don't tell you to stop don't stop
  11065. 6:22:56if i don't tell you to come out don't
  11066. 6:22:58come out okay run
  11067. 6:23:01to chopotilla neatly robed plunged into
  11068. 6:23:03the bog
  11069. 6:23:04the novice didn't tell him to stop until
  11070. 6:23:06he was completely covered in mud
  11071. 6:23:08finally he said you can stop now so he
  11072. 6:23:11stopped
  11073. 6:23:12okay come out now and so he came out
  11074. 6:23:16this clearly showed the novice that
  11075. 6:23:18tucho potila had given up his pride
  11076. 6:23:21he was ready to accept the teaching if
  11077. 6:23:23he wasn't ready to learn he wouldn't
  11078. 6:23:24have run into the bog like that being
  11079. 6:23:26such a famous teacher but he did it
  11080. 6:23:30the young novice seeing this knew that
  11081. 6:23:32tucho potila was sincerely determined to
  11082. 6:23:34practice
  11083. 6:23:36when tuccio potida had come out of the
  11084. 6:23:37bog the novice gave him the teaching
  11085. 6:23:40he taught him to observe the sense
  11086. 6:23:41objects to know the mind and to know the
  11087. 6:23:43sense objects using the simile of a man
  11088. 6:23:46catching a lizard hiding in a termite
  11089. 6:23:48mound
  11090. 6:23:50if the mound had six holes in it how
  11091. 6:23:52would he catch it
  11092. 6:23:53he would have to seal off five of the
  11093. 6:23:55holes and leave just one open
  11094. 6:23:57then he would simply have to watch and
  11095. 6:23:59wait
  11096. 6:24:00guarding that one hole when the lizard
  11097. 6:24:02ran out he could catch it
  11098. 6:24:05observing the mind is like this
  11099. 6:24:07closing off the eyes ears nose tongue
  11100. 6:24:10and body we leave only the mind
  11101. 6:24:12to close off quote unquote the senses
  11102. 6:24:15means to restrain and compose them
  11103. 6:24:18observing only the mind meditation is
  11104. 6:24:21like catching the lizard
  11105. 6:24:22we use sati to note the breath
  11106. 6:24:25sati is the quality of recollection as
  11107. 6:24:27in asking yourself what am i doing
  11108. 6:24:30sampagenya is the awareness that now i
  11109. 6:24:32am doing such and such we observe the in
  11110. 6:24:35and out breathing with sati and
  11111. 6:24:36sampajanya
  11112. 6:24:39this quality of recollection is
  11113. 6:24:41something that arises from practice it's
  11114. 6:24:43not something that can be learned from
  11115. 6:24:44books
  11116. 6:24:46now the feelings that arise
  11117. 6:24:48the mind may be fairly inactive for a
  11118. 6:24:50while and then a feeling arises
  11119. 6:24:53sati works in conjunction with these
  11120. 6:24:55feelings recollecting them
  11121. 6:24:57there is sati the recollection that i
  11122. 6:24:59will speak i will go i will sit and so
  11123. 6:25:02on
  11124. 6:25:03and then there is some virginia the
  11125. 6:25:04awareness that now i'm walking i'm lying
  11126. 6:25:07down i'm experiencing such and such a
  11127. 6:25:09mood
  11128. 6:25:11with satya and sam virginia we can know
  11129. 6:25:13our minds in the present moment and we
  11130. 6:25:15will know how much the mind reacts to
  11131. 6:25:16sense impressions
  11132. 6:25:19that which is aware of sense objects is
  11133. 6:25:21called mind
  11134. 6:25:22sense objects wander into the mind for
  11135. 6:25:25instance there is a sound like the
  11136. 6:25:28electric drill here it enters through
  11137. 6:25:30the ear and travels inwards to the mind
  11138. 6:25:33which acknowledges that this is the
  11139. 6:25:34sound of an electric drill
  11140. 6:25:37that which acknowledges the sound is
  11141. 6:25:38called mind
  11142. 6:25:40now this mind which acknowledges that
  11143. 6:25:42this that's
  11144. 6:25:44sorry now this mind which acknowledges
  11145. 6:25:46that sound is quite basic
  11146. 6:25:48it's just the average mind
  11147. 6:25:51perhaps annoyance arises within the one
  11148. 6:25:53who acknowledges
  11149. 6:25:54we must further train the one who
  11150. 6:25:56acknowledges quote unquote to become the
  11151. 6:25:58one who knows quote unquote in
  11152. 6:26:01accordance with the truth
  11153. 6:26:02known as butthole
  11154. 6:26:06if we don't clearly know in accordance
  11155. 6:26:07with the truth then when we get annoyed
  11156. 6:26:09at the sounds of people cars electric
  11157. 6:26:11drills and so on
  11158. 6:26:12this is just the ordinary untrained mind
  11159. 6:26:14acknowledging the sound with annoyance
  11160. 6:26:16it knows in accordance with its
  11161. 6:26:18preferences not in accordance with the
  11162. 6:26:20truth
  11163. 6:26:21we must further train it to know with
  11164. 6:26:23vision and insight nyana nyanadasana
  11165. 6:26:26the power of the refined mind
  11166. 6:26:28so that it knows the sound of simply
  11167. 6:26:30sound
  11168. 6:26:32if we don't cling to sound there's no
  11169. 6:26:34annoyance
  11170. 6:26:36the sound arises and we simply note it
  11171. 6:26:38this is called truly knowing the arising
  11172. 6:26:40of sense objects
  11173. 6:26:42if we develop butthole
  11174. 6:26:44clearly realizing the sound is sound
  11175. 6:26:47then it doesn't deny us
  11176. 6:26:48it arises according to conditions
  11177. 6:26:51it's not a being an individual a self an
  11178. 6:26:54us or a them
  11179. 6:26:56it's just sound
  11180. 6:26:57the mind lets go
  11181. 6:27:00this knowing is called bud ho
  11182. 6:27:02the knowledge that is clear and
  11183. 6:27:04penetrating with this knowledge we can
  11184. 6:27:06let the sound simply be sound
  11185. 6:27:08it doesn't disturb us unless we disturb
  11186. 6:27:10it by thinking i don't want to hear that
  11187. 6:27:12sound it's annoying
  11188. 6:27:16suffering arises because of this
  11189. 6:27:17thinking
  11190. 6:27:18right here is the cause of suffering
  11191. 6:27:21that we don't know the truth of this
  11192. 6:27:22matter we haven't developed the buddha
  11193. 6:27:25we're not yet clear not yet awake not
  11194. 6:27:26yet aware this is the raw untrained mind
  11195. 6:27:31this mind is not yet truly useful to us
  11196. 6:27:34therefore the buddha taught that this
  11197. 6:27:35mind must be trained and developed
  11198. 6:27:38we must develop the mind just like we
  11199. 6:27:40develop the body but we do it in a
  11200. 6:27:42different way
  11201. 6:27:43to develop the body we must exercise it
  11202. 6:27:46jogging in the morning and evening and
  11203. 6:27:47so on this is exercising the body
  11204. 6:27:50as a result the body becomes more agile
  11205. 6:27:52stronger
  11206. 6:27:53their respiratory and nervous systems
  11207. 6:27:55become more efficient
  11208. 6:27:56to exercise the mind we don't have to
  11209. 6:27:58move it around but bring it to a halt
  11210. 6:28:02bring it to rest
  11211. 6:28:04for instance when we practice meditation
  11212. 6:28:06we take an object such as the in and out
  11213. 6:28:09breathing as our foundation this becomes
  11214. 6:28:11the focus of our attention and
  11215. 6:28:12reflection
  11216. 6:28:13we look at the breathing
  11217. 6:28:15to look at the breathing means to follow
  11218. 6:28:16the breathing with awareness noting its
  11219. 6:28:18rhythm it's coming and going we put
  11220. 6:28:21awareness into the breath
  11221. 6:28:23following the natural in and out
  11222. 6:28:24breathing and letting go of all else
  11223. 6:28:27as a result of staying on one object of
  11224. 6:28:29awareness our mind becomes refreshed if
  11225. 6:28:32we let the mind think of this of that or
  11226. 6:28:33the other there are many objects of
  11227. 6:28:35awareness
  11228. 6:28:36the mind doesn't unify it doesn't come
  11229. 6:28:38to rest
  11230. 6:28:41to say the mind stops means that it
  11231. 6:28:43feels as if it's stopped
  11232. 6:28:45it doesn't go running here and there
  11233. 6:28:47it's like having a sharp knife if we use
  11234. 6:28:50the knife to cut at things
  11235. 6:28:51indiscriminately such as stones bricks
  11236. 6:28:53and grass our knife will quickly become
  11237. 6:28:56blunt
  11238. 6:28:56we should use it for cutting only the
  11239. 6:28:58things that it was meant for
  11240. 6:29:01our mind is the same if we let the mind
  11241. 6:29:03wander after thoughts and feelings which
  11242. 6:29:05have no value or use the mind becomes
  11243. 6:29:07tired and weak
  11244. 6:29:09if the mind has no energy wisdom will
  11245. 6:29:11not arise because the mind without
  11246. 6:29:13energy is the mind without samadhi
  11247. 6:29:16if the mind hasn't stopped you can't
  11248. 6:29:19clearly see the sense objects for what
  11249. 6:29:20they are
  11250. 6:29:22the knowledge that the mind is the mind
  11251. 6:29:24sense objects are merely sense objects
  11252. 6:29:26is the route from which buddhism has
  11253. 6:29:27grown and developed this is the heart of
  11254. 6:29:29buddhism
  11255. 6:29:32we must cultivate this mind develop it
  11256. 6:29:35training it in calm and insight we train
  11257. 6:29:37the mind to have restraint and wisdom by
  11258. 6:29:39letting the mind stop and allowing
  11259. 6:29:41wisdom to arise
  11260. 6:29:42by knowing the mind as it is
  11261. 6:29:45you know the way we human beings are the
  11262. 6:29:48way we do things are just like little
  11263. 6:29:50children
  11264. 6:29:51a child doesn't know anything
  11265. 6:29:53to an adult observing the behavior of a
  11266. 6:29:55child the way it plays and jumps around
  11267. 6:29:57its actions don't seem to have much
  11268. 6:29:59purpose
  11269. 6:30:01if our mind is untrained it's just like
  11270. 6:30:03a child
  11271. 6:30:04we speak without awareness and act
  11272. 6:30:05without wisdom
  11273. 6:30:07we may fall to ruin or cause untold harm
  11274. 6:30:09and not even know it
  11275. 6:30:11a child is ignorant
  11276. 6:30:12it plays as children do
  11277. 6:30:14our ignorant mind is the same
  11278. 6:30:18so we should train this mind the border
  11279. 6:30:20taught us to train the mind to teach the
  11280. 6:30:22mind even if we support buddhism with
  11281. 6:30:25the four requisites our support is still
  11282. 6:30:27superficial
  11283. 6:30:28it reaches only the bark or the sapwood
  11284. 6:30:31of the tree
  11285. 6:30:32the real support of buddhism must be
  11286. 6:30:34done through the practice nowhere else
  11287. 6:30:37training our actions speech and thoughts
  11288. 6:30:38according to the teachings
  11289. 6:30:40this is much more fruitful
  11290. 6:30:42if we are straight and honest possessed
  11291. 6:30:44of restraint and wisdom our practice
  11292. 6:30:46will bring prosperity
  11293. 6:30:48there'll be no cause for spite and
  11294. 6:30:49hostility this is how our religion
  11295. 6:30:52teaches us
  11296. 6:30:54if we determine the precepts simply out
  11297. 6:30:56of tradition then even though the ajahn
  11298. 6:30:58teaches the truth our practice will be
  11299. 6:31:00deficient
  11300. 6:31:02we may be able to study the teachings
  11301. 6:31:04and repeat them but we have to practice
  11302. 6:31:05them if we really want to understand
  11303. 6:31:08if we do not develop the practice this
  11304. 6:31:10may well be an obstacle to our
  11305. 6:31:11penetrating to the heart of buddhism for
  11306. 6:31:13countless lifetimes to come but not
  11307. 6:31:15understand the essence of the buddhist
  11308. 6:31:16religion
  11309. 6:31:18therefore the practice is like a key
  11310. 6:31:21the key of meditation
  11311. 6:31:23if we have the right key in our hand no
  11312. 6:31:25matter how tightly the lock is closed
  11313. 6:31:27when we take the key and turn it the
  11314. 6:31:29lock falls open
  11315. 6:31:31if we have no key we can't open the lock
  11316. 6:31:34we will never know what's in the trunk
  11317. 6:31:38actually there are two kinds of
  11318. 6:31:40knowledge
  11319. 6:31:41one who knows the dhamma doesn't simply
  11320. 6:31:42speak from memory he speaks the truth
  11321. 6:31:45worldly people usually speak with
  11322. 6:31:47conceit
  11323. 6:31:49for example suppose there were two
  11324. 6:31:50people who hadn't seen each other for a
  11325. 6:31:52long time
  11326. 6:31:53maybe they'd gone to live in different
  11327. 6:31:55provinces or countries for a while and
  11328. 6:31:57then one day they happened to meet on
  11329. 6:31:58the train oh what a surprise i was just
  11330. 6:32:02thinking of looking you up
  11331. 6:32:03perhaps it's not true
  11332. 6:32:05really they haven't thought of each
  11333. 6:32:06other at all but they say it out of
  11334. 6:32:08excitement and so it becomes a lie
  11335. 6:32:11yes it's lying out of heedlessness
  11336. 6:32:14this is lying without knowing it
  11337. 6:32:16it's a subtle form of defilement and it
  11338. 6:32:18happens very often
  11339. 6:32:21so with regard to the mind tuccio potila
  11340. 6:32:24followed the instructions of the novice
  11341. 6:32:26breathing in breathing out mindfully
  11342. 6:32:28aware of each breath until he saw the
  11343. 6:32:30liar within him
  11344. 6:32:31the lying of his own mind
  11345. 6:32:33he saw the defilements as they came up
  11346. 6:32:36just like the lizard coming out of the
  11347. 6:32:37termite mound
  11348. 6:32:39he saw them and perceived their true
  11349. 6:32:40nature as soon as they arose
  11350. 6:32:42he noticed how one minute the mind would
  11351. 6:32:44concoct one thing the next moment
  11352. 6:32:46something else
  11353. 6:32:49thinking is a sankata dhamma a
  11354. 6:32:52conditioned thing conventional reality
  11355. 6:32:54as contrasted with the unconditioned
  11356. 6:32:57it's a sanka to dhamma something which
  11357. 6:32:59is created or concocted from supporting
  11358. 6:33:01conditions
  11359. 6:33:02it is not asanka dhamma the
  11360. 6:33:04unconditioned
  11361. 6:33:06the well-trained mind one with perfect
  11362. 6:33:08awareness does not concoct mental states
  11363. 6:33:11this kind of mind penetrates to the
  11364. 6:33:13noble truths and transcends any need to
  11365. 6:33:15depend on externals
  11366. 6:33:17to know the noble truths is to know the
  11367. 6:33:20truth
  11368. 6:33:22the proliferating mind tries to avoid
  11369. 6:33:24this truth saying that's good or this is
  11370. 6:33:26beautiful
  11371. 6:33:28but if there is buddho in the mind it
  11372. 6:33:30can no longer deceive us because we know
  11373. 6:33:32the mind as it is
  11374. 6:33:35the mind can no longer create deluded
  11375. 6:33:36mental states because there's the clear
  11376. 6:33:38awareness
  11377. 6:33:39that all mental states are unstable
  11378. 6:33:41imperfect and a source of suffering to
  11379. 6:33:44one who clings to them
  11380. 6:33:47fortula the one who knows was constantly
  11381. 6:33:50in his mind wherever he went
  11382. 6:33:52he observed the various creations and
  11383. 6:33:54proliferations of the mind with
  11384. 6:33:56understanding
  11385. 6:33:57he saw how the mind lied in so many ways
  11386. 6:34:00he grasped the essence of the practice
  11387. 6:34:02seeing that this lying mind is the one
  11388. 6:34:05to watch
  11389. 6:34:06this is the one which leads us into the
  11390. 6:34:08extremes of happiness and suffering and
  11391. 6:34:10causes us to endlessly spin around in
  11392. 6:34:12the cycle of sansara
  11393. 6:34:15with his pleasure and pain good and evil
  11394. 6:34:17all because of this lying mind
  11395. 6:34:20tu chopotilla realized the truth and
  11396. 6:34:22grasped the essence of the practice just
  11397. 6:34:24like a man grasping the tail of a lizard
  11398. 6:34:26he saw the workings of the deluded mind
  11399. 6:34:31for us it's the same
  11400. 6:34:32only this mind is important
  11401. 6:34:34that's why we need to train the mind
  11402. 6:34:37now if the mind is the mind what are we
  11403. 6:34:40going to train it with
  11404. 6:34:42by having continuous sati and sampdanya
  11405. 6:34:45will be able to know the mind
  11406. 6:34:47this is one who
  11407. 6:34:49this one who knows is a step beyond the
  11408. 6:34:51mind it's that which knows the state of
  11409. 6:34:54the mind
  11410. 6:34:56the mind is the mind that which knows
  11411. 6:34:57the mind is simply mind is the one who
  11412. 6:35:00knows
  11413. 6:35:01it is above the mind
  11414. 6:35:03the one who knows is above the mind and
  11415. 6:35:05that is how it is able to look after the
  11416. 6:35:07mind to teach the mind to know what is
  11417. 6:35:09right and what's wrong
  11418. 6:35:11in the end everything comes back to this
  11419. 6:35:13proliferating mind
  11420. 6:35:15if the mind is caught up in its
  11421. 6:35:16proliferations there is no awareness and
  11422. 6:35:19the practice is fruitless
  11423. 6:35:22so we must train this mind to hear the
  11424. 6:35:24dhamma to cultivate the buddha the clear
  11425. 6:35:26and radiant awareness
  11426. 6:35:28that which exists above and beyond the
  11427. 6:35:30ordinary mind and knows all that goes on
  11428. 6:35:32within it this is why we meditate on the
  11429. 6:35:34word but whole so that we can know the
  11430. 6:35:36mind beyond the mind
  11431. 6:35:39just observe all the mind's movements
  11432. 6:35:41whether good or bad until the one who
  11433. 6:35:43knows realizes that the mind is simply
  11434. 6:35:45mind not a self or a person
  11435. 6:35:48this is called chitanopasana
  11436. 6:35:50contemplation of mind
  11437. 6:35:53this is one of the four foundations of
  11438. 6:35:54mindfulness
  11439. 6:35:56and the third one of that group
  11440. 6:35:58seeing in this way we will understand
  11441. 6:36:00that the mind is transient imperfect and
  11442. 6:36:02onless
  11443. 6:36:04the mind does not belong to us
  11444. 6:36:08we can summarize thus
  11445. 6:36:10the mind is that which acknowledges
  11446. 6:36:12sense objects sense objects are sense
  11447. 6:36:15objects as distinct from the mind
  11448. 6:36:18the one who knows knows both the mind
  11449. 6:36:20and the sense objects what they are
  11450. 6:36:23we must use sati to constantly cleanse
  11451. 6:36:25the mind
  11452. 6:36:26everybody has sati even a cat has it
  11453. 6:36:28when it's going to catch a mouse
  11454. 6:36:30a dog has it when it barks at people
  11455. 6:36:33that is a form of sati
  11456. 6:36:35but it's not sati according to the
  11457. 6:36:36dhamma
  11458. 6:36:37everybody has sati but there are
  11459. 6:36:39different levels of it just as there are
  11460. 6:36:41different levels of looking at things
  11461. 6:36:43for instance when i say to contemplate
  11462. 6:36:45the body some people say
  11463. 6:36:47what's there to contemplate in the body
  11464. 6:36:49anybody can see it
  11465. 6:36:51quesar we can see already hair of the
  11466. 6:36:53head loma hair of the body we can see
  11467. 6:36:55already hair nails teeth and skin
  11468. 6:36:58we can see already so what
  11469. 6:37:02this is how people are
  11470. 6:37:04they can see the body all right but
  11471. 6:37:05they're seeing is faulty
  11472. 6:37:07they don't see with the butthole the one
  11473. 6:37:10who knows the awakened one
  11474. 6:37:12they only see the body in the ordinary
  11475. 6:37:14way they see it visually
  11476. 6:37:17simply to see the body is not enough
  11477. 6:37:19if we only see the body there is trouble
  11478. 6:37:21you must see the body within the body
  11479. 6:37:24then things become clearer
  11480. 6:37:26just seeing the body you get fooled by
  11481. 6:37:28it charmed by its appearance
  11482. 6:37:30not seeing transience imperfection and
  11483. 6:37:32oneness karma chanda since desire arises
  11484. 6:37:37you become fascinated by forms sounds
  11485. 6:37:39odors flavors and feelings
  11486. 6:37:42seeing in this way is to see with the
  11487. 6:37:43mundane eye of the flesh
  11488. 6:37:45causing you to love and hate and
  11489. 6:37:46discriminate into pleasant and
  11490. 6:37:48unpleasant feeling
  11491. 6:37:50the buddha taught that this is not
  11492. 6:37:52enough
  11493. 6:37:53you must see with the mind's eye
  11494. 6:37:55see the body within the body
  11495. 6:37:58if you really look into the body look
  11496. 6:38:00it's so repulsive
  11497. 6:38:02there are today's things and yesterday's
  11498. 6:38:03things all mixed up there
  11499. 6:38:07you can't tell what's what
  11500. 6:38:09seeing in this way is much clearer than
  11501. 6:38:11to see with the carnal eye
  11502. 6:38:13contemplate see with the eye of the mind
  11503. 6:38:16with the wisdom eye
  11504. 6:38:19people understand this in different ways
  11505. 6:38:21some people don't know what there is to
  11506. 6:38:22contemplating the five meditations of
  11507. 6:38:25head hair body hair nails teeth and skin
  11508. 6:38:27they say they can see all those things
  11509. 6:38:29already but they can only see them with
  11510. 6:38:31the carnal eye with this crazy eye
  11511. 6:38:34which only looks at things that it wants
  11512. 6:38:36to look at
  11513. 6:38:38to see the body in the body you have to
  11514. 6:38:40look more clearly
  11515. 6:38:42this is the practice that can uproot the
  11516. 6:38:44clinging to the five kundas
  11517. 6:38:47to uproot attachment is to uproot
  11518. 6:38:49suffering because attachment to the five
  11519. 6:38:51kundas is the cause of suffering
  11520. 6:38:54if suffer right if suffering arises it
  11521. 6:38:56is here
  11522. 6:38:57it's not that the five condors are in
  11523. 6:38:59themselves suffering but the clinging to
  11524. 6:39:01them as being one's own that's the
  11525. 6:39:03suffering
  11526. 6:39:05if you see the truth of these things
  11527. 6:39:07clearly through meditation practice then
  11528. 6:39:09suffering becomes unwound like a screw
  11529. 6:39:12or a bolt
  11530. 6:39:13when the bolt is unwound it withdraws
  11531. 6:39:16the mind unwinds in the same way
  11532. 6:39:19letting go withdrawing from the
  11533. 6:39:21obsession with good and evil
  11534. 6:39:23possessions praise and status
  11535. 6:39:26happiness and suffering
  11536. 6:39:28if we don't know the truth of these
  11537. 6:39:30things it's like tightening the screw
  11538. 6:39:31all the time
  11539. 6:39:33it gets tighter and tighter until it's
  11540. 6:39:34crushing you and you suffer over
  11541. 6:39:36everything
  11542. 6:39:37when you know how things are then you
  11543. 6:39:39unwind the screw
  11544. 6:39:41in dhamma language we call this the
  11545. 6:39:43arising of nipita disenchantment world
  11546. 6:39:46weariness
  11547. 6:39:49you become weary of things and lay down
  11548. 6:39:51the fascination with them if you unwind
  11549. 6:39:53in this way you will find peace
  11550. 6:39:57the cause of suffering is clinging to
  11551. 6:39:59things so we should get rid of the cause
  11552. 6:40:02cut off its root and not allow it to
  11553. 6:40:03cause suffering again
  11554. 6:40:06people have only one problem the problem
  11555. 6:40:08of clinging
  11556. 6:40:10just because of this one thing people
  11557. 6:40:11will kill each other
  11558. 6:40:13all problems be the individual family or
  11559. 6:40:15social arise from this one route
  11560. 6:40:19nobody wins
  11561. 6:40:20they kill each other but in the end no
  11562. 6:40:22one gets anything it's all pointless i
  11563. 6:40:25don't know why people keep on killing
  11564. 6:40:26each other
  11565. 6:40:29power
  11566. 6:40:30possessions status praise
  11567. 6:40:33happiness and suffering
  11568. 6:40:35these are the worldly dumbest
  11569. 6:40:37these worldly dumbest engulf worldly
  11570. 6:40:39beings
  11571. 6:40:41wealthy beings are led around by the
  11572. 6:40:42worldly dumbest gain and loss
  11573. 6:40:45acclaim and slander
  11574. 6:40:47status and loss of status happiness and
  11575. 6:40:49suffering
  11576. 6:40:51these dumbers are troublemakers if you
  11577. 6:40:53don't reflect on their true nature you
  11578. 6:40:55will suffer
  11579. 6:40:56people even commit murder for the sake
  11580. 6:40:58of wealth status or power
  11581. 6:41:01why
  11582. 6:41:02because they take this too seriously
  11583. 6:41:05they get appointed to some position and
  11584. 6:41:07it goes to their heads like the man who
  11585. 6:41:09became the headman of the village
  11586. 6:41:11after his appointment he became power
  11587. 6:41:13drunk
  11588. 6:41:14if any of his old friends came to see
  11589. 6:41:15him he'd say don't come around so often
  11590. 6:41:18things aren't the same anymore
  11591. 6:41:22the buddha taught us to understand the
  11592. 6:41:23nature of possessions status praise and
  11593. 6:41:26happiness
  11594. 6:41:27take these things as they come but let
  11595. 6:41:29them be
  11596. 6:41:31don't let them go to your head
  11597. 6:41:33if you don't really understand these
  11598. 6:41:34things you become fooled by your power
  11599. 6:41:37your children your relatives by
  11600. 6:41:38everything
  11601. 6:41:40if you understand them clearly you know
  11602. 6:41:42they're all impermanent conditions if
  11603. 6:41:44you cling to them they become defiled
  11604. 6:41:49all of these things arise afterwards
  11605. 6:41:51when people are first born they are
  11606. 6:41:53simply nama and rupa mind and body
  11607. 6:41:55that's all
  11608. 6:41:56we add on the business of mr jones miss
  11609. 6:41:59smith or whatever later on
  11610. 6:42:02this is done according to convention
  11611. 6:42:04still later there are the appendages of
  11612. 6:42:07colonel general and so on
  11613. 6:42:09if we don't really understand these
  11614. 6:42:11things we think they're real carry them
  11615. 6:42:12around with us
  11616. 6:42:14we carry possessions status name and
  11617. 6:42:17rank around
  11618. 6:42:18if you have power you can call all the
  11619. 6:42:20tunes
  11620. 6:42:21take this one and execute him take that
  11621. 6:42:23one and throw him in jail
  11622. 6:42:25rank gives power
  11623. 6:42:27clinging here takes hold of the word
  11624. 6:42:29rank
  11625. 6:42:30as soon as people have rank they start
  11626. 6:42:32giving orders
  11627. 6:42:34right or wrong they just act on their
  11628. 6:42:35moods so they go on making the same old
  11629. 6:42:38mistakes deviating further and further
  11630. 6:42:40from the true path
  11631. 6:42:43one who understands the dhamma won't
  11632. 6:42:44behave like this good and evil have been
  11633. 6:42:47in the world since who knows when
  11634. 6:42:49if possessions and status come your way
  11635. 6:42:51then let them simply be possessions and
  11636. 6:42:53status
  11637. 6:42:54don't let them become your identity
  11638. 6:42:56just use them to fulfill your
  11639. 6:42:57obligations and leave it at that
  11640. 6:43:00you remain unchanged
  11641. 6:43:02if we have meditated on these things no
  11642. 6:43:04matter what comes our way will not be
  11643. 6:43:06misled by it we will be untroubled
  11644. 6:43:09unaffected and constant
  11645. 6:43:11everything is pretty much the same after
  11646. 6:43:13all
  11647. 6:43:14this is how the buddha wanted us to
  11648. 6:43:16understand things no matter what you
  11649. 6:43:18receive the mind does not add anything
  11650. 6:43:20to it
  11651. 6:43:22they appoint you a city councillor okay
  11652. 6:43:24so i'm a city councillor
  11653. 6:43:26but i'm not they appoint you the head of
  11654. 6:43:29the group
  11655. 6:43:30sure i am but i'm not
  11656. 6:43:33whatever they make of you yes i am but
  11657. 6:43:36i'm not
  11658. 6:43:38in the end what are we anyway
  11659. 6:43:40we all just die in the end no matter
  11660. 6:43:42what they make you in the end it's all
  11661. 6:43:44the same
  11662. 6:43:45what can you say
  11663. 6:43:47if you can see things in this way you
  11664. 6:43:49will have a solid abiding and true
  11665. 6:43:50contentment nothing has changed
  11666. 6:43:54don't be fooled by things whatever comes
  11667. 6:43:56your way is just conditions there's
  11668. 6:43:58nothing which can entice a mind like
  11669. 6:44:00this to create or proliferate to seduce
  11670. 6:44:02it into greed aversion or delusion
  11671. 6:44:05this is what it is to be a true
  11672. 6:44:07supporter of buddhism
  11673. 6:44:09whether you are among those who are
  11674. 6:44:10being supported i.e the sangha or those
  11675. 6:44:12who are supporting the laity
  11676. 6:44:15please consider this thoroughly
  11677. 6:44:17cultivate the sila danma the moral
  11678. 6:44:19teachings of buddhism within you
  11679. 6:44:21this is the surest way to support
  11680. 6:44:23buddhism
  11681. 6:44:24to support buddhism with the offerings
  11682. 6:44:26of food shelter and medicine is good
  11683. 6:44:28also
  11684. 6:44:29but such offerings only reach the
  11685. 6:44:30sapwood of buddhism
  11686. 6:44:32please don't forget this a tree has bark
  11687. 6:44:35sapwood and heartwood and these three
  11688. 6:44:37parts are interdependent
  11689. 6:44:39the heartwood must rely on the bark and
  11690. 6:44:41the sapwood the sapwood relies on the
  11691. 6:44:43bark and the heartwood they all exist
  11692. 6:44:45interdependently just like the teachings
  11693. 6:44:47of moral discipline concentration and
  11694. 6:44:49wisdom
  11695. 6:44:51a teaching on moral discipline is to
  11696. 6:44:52establish your speech and actions in
  11697. 6:44:54rectitude
  11698. 6:44:55the teaching on concentration is to
  11699. 6:44:57firmly fix the mind
  11700. 6:44:59the teaching on wisdom is the thorough
  11701. 6:45:01understanding of the nature of all
  11702. 6:45:02conditions
  11703. 6:45:03study this practice
  11704. 6:45:05and you will understand buddhism in the
  11705. 6:45:06most profound way
  11706. 6:45:08if you don't realize these things you
  11707. 6:45:10will be fooled by possessions fooled by
  11708. 6:45:13rank fooled by anything you come in
  11709. 6:45:15contact with
  11710. 6:45:16simply supporting buddhism in the
  11711. 6:45:17external way will never put an end to
  11712. 6:45:19the fighting and squabbling the grudges
  11713. 6:45:21and animosity the stabbing and shooting
  11714. 6:45:25if these things are to cease we must
  11715. 6:45:26reflect on the nature of possessions
  11716. 6:45:29rank praise happiness and suffering
  11717. 6:45:32we must consider our lives and bring
  11718. 6:45:34them in line with the teaching
  11719. 6:45:36we should reflect that all beings in the
  11720. 6:45:37world are part of one whole
  11721. 6:45:40we are like them they are like us
  11722. 6:45:42they have happiness and suffering just
  11723. 6:45:44like we do
  11724. 6:45:45it's all much the same
  11725. 6:45:47if we reflect in this way peace and
  11726. 6:45:49understanding will arise
  11727. 6:45:50this is the foundation of buddhism
  11728. 6:45:54this is the
  11729. 6:45:5617th talk in the collection
  11730. 6:46:00this is entitled transcendence
  11731. 6:46:02and this was originally published in the
  11732. 6:46:04book food for the heart that's the um
  11733. 6:46:07the original small one printed in
  11734. 6:46:08thailand rather than the the large
  11735. 6:46:11book
  11736. 6:46:11printed by wisdom publications um so
  11737. 6:46:14food for the heart and this was
  11738. 6:46:17translated by bruce evans pariso
  11739. 6:46:20and it was a talk given on a lunar
  11740. 6:46:22observance night
  11741. 6:46:23at wat papong in 1975
  11742. 6:46:28transcendence when the group of five
  11743. 6:46:31ascetics abandoned the buddha he saw it
  11744. 6:46:33as a stroke of luck
  11745. 6:46:35because he will be able to continue his
  11746. 6:46:36practice unhindered
  11747. 6:46:38with the five ascetics living with him
  11748. 6:46:40things weren't so peaceful he had
  11749. 6:46:42responsibilities
  11750. 6:46:44now the five ascetics had abandoned him
  11751. 6:46:46because they felt that he had slackened
  11752. 6:46:48his practice and reverted to indulgence
  11753. 6:46:51previously he had been intent on his
  11754. 6:46:53ascetic practices and his
  11755. 6:46:55self-mortification
  11756. 6:46:57in regards to eating sleeping and so on
  11757. 6:46:59he had tormented himself severely but it
  11758. 6:47:01came to a point where looking into it
  11759. 6:47:03honestly he saw that such practices just
  11760. 6:47:06weren't working
  11761. 6:47:07it was simply a matter of views
  11762. 6:47:09practicing out of pride and clinging he
  11763. 6:47:12had mistaken worldly values and mistaken
  11764. 6:47:15himself for the truth
  11765. 6:47:18for example if one decides to throw
  11766. 6:47:20oneself into ascetic practices with the
  11767. 6:47:23intention of gaining praise
  11768. 6:47:25this kind of practice is all world
  11769. 6:47:27inspired practicing for adulation and
  11770. 6:47:30fame
  11771. 6:47:31practicing with this kind of intention
  11772. 6:47:33is called mistaking worldly ways for
  11773. 6:47:35truth
  11774. 6:47:37another way to practice is to mistake
  11775. 6:47:40one's own views for truth
  11776. 6:47:43you only believe in yourself in your own
  11777. 6:47:45practice no matter what others say you
  11778. 6:47:47stick to your own preferences
  11779. 6:47:49you don't carefully consider the
  11780. 6:47:50practice this is called mistaking
  11781. 6:47:52oneself for truth
  11782. 6:47:55whether you take the world or you take
  11783. 6:47:57yourself to be truth it's all simply
  11784. 6:47:59blind attachment the buddha saw this and
  11785. 6:48:01saw that there was no adhering to the
  11786. 6:48:03dhamma
  11787. 6:48:04no practicing for the truth
  11788. 6:48:06so his practice had been fruitless he
  11789. 6:48:09still hadn't given up defilements
  11790. 6:48:12then he turned around and reconsidered
  11791. 6:48:14all the work that he put into practice
  11792. 6:48:16right from the beginning in terms of
  11793. 6:48:17results
  11794. 6:48:19what were the results of all that
  11795. 6:48:20practice
  11796. 6:48:22looking deeply into it he saw that it
  11797. 6:48:25just wasn't right
  11798. 6:48:26it was full of conceit and full of the
  11799. 6:48:28world
  11800. 6:48:29there was no dhamma no insight into
  11801. 6:48:31not-self
  11802. 6:48:33no emptiness or letting
  11803. 6:48:34go there me there may have been a kind
  11804. 6:48:37of letting go but it was the kind that
  11805. 6:48:39still hadn't let go
  11806. 6:48:42looking carefully at the situation the
  11807. 6:48:44buddha saw that even if he were to
  11808. 6:48:45explain these things to the five
  11809. 6:48:47ascetics they wouldn't be able to
  11810. 6:48:49understand it wasn't something he could
  11811. 6:48:51easily convey to them because those
  11812. 6:48:53ascetics were still firmly entrenched in
  11813. 6:48:55the old way of practice and seeing
  11814. 6:48:57things
  11815. 6:48:58the buddha saw that you could practice
  11816. 6:49:00like that until your dying day maybe
  11817. 6:49:02even starved to death and achieve
  11818. 6:49:04nothing
  11819. 6:49:05because such practice is inspired by
  11820. 6:49:07worldly values and by pride
  11821. 6:49:11considering deeply he saw the right
  11822. 6:49:13practice
  11823. 6:49:15the mind is the mind the body is the
  11824. 6:49:17body
  11825. 6:49:18the body isn't
  11826. 6:49:20desire or defilement
  11827. 6:49:22even if you were to destroy the body you
  11828. 6:49:23wouldn't destroy defilements that's not
  11829. 6:49:26their source
  11830. 6:49:27even fasting and going without sleep
  11831. 6:49:29until the body was a shoulder shriveled
  11832. 6:49:31up wraith wouldn't exhaust the
  11833. 6:49:33defilements
  11834. 6:49:34but the belief the defilements could be
  11835. 6:49:36dispelled in that way
  11836. 6:49:38the teaching of self-mortification was
  11837. 6:49:40deeply ingrained into the five ascetics
  11838. 6:49:43the buddha then began to take more food
  11839. 6:49:45eating as normal practicing in a more
  11840. 6:49:47natural way
  11841. 6:49:49when the five ascetics saw the change in
  11842. 6:49:51the buddhist practice they figured that
  11843. 6:49:52he'd given up and reverted to sensual
  11844. 6:49:54indulgence
  11845. 6:49:56one person's understanding was shifting
  11846. 6:49:57to a higher level
  11847. 6:49:59transcending appearances
  11848. 6:50:01while the other saw that that person's
  11849. 6:50:02view was sliding downwards reverting to
  11850. 6:50:05comfort
  11851. 6:50:07self-mortification was deeply ingrained
  11852. 6:50:08into the minds of the five ascetics
  11853. 6:50:10because the buddha had previously taught
  11854. 6:50:12and practiced like that now he saw the
  11855. 6:50:14fault in it
  11856. 6:50:16by seeing the fault in it clearly he was
  11857. 6:50:18able to let go
  11858. 6:50:21when the five ascetics saw the buddha
  11859. 6:50:23doing this they left him feeling that
  11860. 6:50:25because he was practicing wrongly they
  11861. 6:50:27would no longer follow him
  11862. 6:50:29just as birds abandon a tree which no
  11863. 6:50:31longer offers sufficient shade or fish
  11864. 6:50:33leave a pool of water that's too small
  11865. 6:50:35too dirty or not cool
  11866. 6:50:37just so did the five ascetics abandon
  11867. 6:50:39the buddha
  11868. 6:50:41so now the buddha concentrated on
  11869. 6:50:42contemplating the dhamma
  11870. 6:50:44he ate more comfortably and lived more
  11871. 6:50:45naturally he let the mind be simply the
  11872. 6:50:48mind the body simply the body
  11873. 6:50:50he didn't force his practice in excess
  11874. 6:50:53just enough to loosen the grip of greed
  11875. 6:50:55aversion and delusion
  11876. 6:50:59previously he had walked the two
  11877. 6:51:01extremes
  11878. 6:51:02kamusu kalikanu yogo
  11879. 6:51:04if happiness or love arose he would be
  11880. 6:51:06aroused and attached to them
  11881. 6:51:08he would identify with them and he
  11882. 6:51:09wouldn't let go
  11883. 6:51:11if he encountered pleasantness he would
  11884. 6:51:13stick to that
  11885. 6:51:14if he encountered suffering he would
  11886. 6:51:16stick to that
  11887. 6:51:17these two extremes he called
  11888. 6:51:19kamusukalikanuyoko and atakila
  11889. 6:51:21matanuyogo
  11890. 6:51:24the buddha had been stuck on conditions
  11891. 6:51:26he saw clearly that these two ways are
  11892. 6:51:28not the ways for a summoner
  11893. 6:51:31clinging to happiness clinging to
  11894. 6:51:32suffering a summoner is not like this
  11895. 6:51:37to cling to those things is not the way
  11896. 6:51:40clinging to those things he was stuck in
  11897. 6:51:42the views of the world and the self
  11898. 6:51:44if he were to flounder in these two ways
  11899. 6:51:46he would never become one who clearly
  11900. 6:51:48knew the world
  11901. 6:51:49he would be constantly running from one
  11902. 6:51:51extreme to the other
  11903. 6:51:53now the buddha fixed his attention on
  11904. 6:51:54the mind itself and concerned himself
  11905. 6:51:57with training that
  11906. 6:52:00all facets of nature proceed according
  11907. 6:52:02to their supporting conditions
  11908. 6:52:04they aren't any problem in themselves
  11909. 6:52:07for instance
  11910. 6:52:08illnesses in the body
  11911. 6:52:10the body experiences pain sickness fever
  11912. 6:52:13and colds and so on these all naturally
  11913. 6:52:15occur
  11914. 6:52:16actually people worry about their bodies
  11915. 6:52:18too much they worry about and cling to
  11916. 6:52:21their bodies so much because of wrong
  11917. 6:52:22view they can't let go
  11918. 6:52:25look at this hall here
  11919. 6:52:27we build the hall and we say it's ours
  11920. 6:52:30but lizards come and live here rats and
  11921. 6:52:32geckos come and live here
  11922. 6:52:34and we're always driving them away
  11923. 6:52:36because we see that the hall belongs to
  11924. 6:52:38us not the rats and lizards
  11925. 6:52:41it's the same with illnesses in the body
  11926. 6:52:43we take this body to be our home
  11927. 6:52:46something that really belongs to us if
  11928. 6:52:48we happen to get a headache or a stomach
  11929. 6:52:50ache we get upset
  11930. 6:52:51we don't want the pain and suffering
  11931. 6:52:54these legs are our legs
  11932. 6:52:56we don't want them to hurt these arms
  11933. 6:52:58are our arms
  11934. 6:53:00we don't want anything to go wrong with
  11935. 6:53:01them
  11936. 6:53:02we've got to cure all pains and
  11937. 6:53:04illnesses at all costs
  11938. 6:53:07this is where we are fooled and stray
  11939. 6:53:08from the truth
  11940. 6:53:10we are simply visitors to this body
  11941. 6:53:13just like this hall here it's not really
  11942. 6:53:15ours
  11943. 6:53:16we are simply temporary tenants like the
  11944. 6:53:19rats lizards and geckos
  11945. 6:53:21but we don't know this
  11946. 6:53:23the body is the same
  11947. 6:53:25actually the buddha taught that there is
  11948. 6:53:26no abiding self within this body but we
  11949. 6:53:29go and grasp onto it as being ourself
  11950. 6:53:31as really being us and then
  11951. 6:53:34when the body changes we don't want it
  11952. 6:53:36to do so no matter how much we are told
  11953. 6:53:39we don't understand
  11954. 6:53:41if i say it straight you get even more
  11955. 6:53:43fooled this isn't yourself i say and you
  11956. 6:53:47go even more astray you get even more
  11957. 6:53:49confused and your practice just
  11958. 6:53:50reinforces the self
  11959. 6:53:54so most people don't really see the self
  11960. 6:53:57one who sees the self is one who sees
  11961. 6:53:59that this is neither the self nor
  11962. 6:54:00belonging to self
  11963. 6:54:02he sees the self as it is in nature
  11964. 6:54:05seeing the self through the power of
  11965. 6:54:07clinging is not real seeing
  11966. 6:54:10clingy interferes with the whole
  11967. 6:54:11business
  11968. 6:54:12not easy to realize this body as it is
  11969. 6:54:14because upadhana clings fast to it all
  11970. 6:54:19therefore it's said that we must
  11971. 6:54:20investigate to clearly know with wisdom
  11972. 6:54:23this means to investigate the sankhara
  11973. 6:54:25according to their true nature use
  11974. 6:54:27wisdom
  11975. 6:54:28knowing the true nature of sankara is
  11976. 6:54:30wisdom
  11977. 6:54:31if you don't know the true nature of
  11978. 6:54:32sankara you are at odds with them always
  11979. 6:54:35resisting them
  11980. 6:54:37now it's better to let go of the sankara
  11981. 6:54:40than to try to oppose or resist them and
  11982. 6:54:42yet we plead with them to comply with
  11983. 6:54:44our wishes
  11984. 6:54:46we look for all sorts of means to
  11985. 6:54:47organize them or make a deal with them
  11986. 6:54:50if the body gets sick and is in pain we
  11987. 6:54:52don't want it to be so we look for
  11988. 6:54:53various suitors to chant such as bojango
  11989. 6:54:56or the tamachaka
  11990. 6:54:59and so on
  11991. 6:55:00we don't want the body to be in pain we
  11992. 6:55:02want to protect it control it
  11993. 6:55:05these suitors become some form of
  11994. 6:55:07mystical ceremony getting us even more
  11995. 6:55:09entangled in clinging
  11996. 6:55:11this is because they chart them in order
  11997. 6:55:12to ward off illness to prolong life and
  11998. 6:55:15so on
  11999. 6:55:16actually the buddha gave us these
  12000. 6:55:17teachings in order to see clearly but we
  12001. 6:55:20end up chanting them to increase our
  12002. 6:55:22delusion
  12003. 6:55:31the body is impermanent feelings
  12004. 6:55:32impermanent perception is impermanent
  12005. 6:55:34mental formations are impermanent
  12006. 6:55:36consciousness is impermanent
  12007. 6:55:38we don't chart these words for
  12008. 6:55:39increasing our delusion their
  12009. 6:55:41recollections to help us know the truth
  12010. 6:55:43of the body so that we can let it go and
  12011. 6:55:45give up our longing
  12012. 6:55:47this is called chanting to cut things
  12013. 6:55:49down but we tend to chant in order to
  12014. 6:55:52extend them all
  12015. 6:55:53or if we feel they're too long we try
  12016. 6:55:55chanting to shorten them to force nature
  12017. 6:55:57to conform to our wishes
  12018. 6:55:59it's all delusion
  12019. 6:56:01all the people sitting here in the hall
  12020. 6:56:02are deluded every one of them
  12021. 6:56:04the ones chanting are deluded the ones
  12022. 6:56:06listening are deluded they're all
  12023. 6:56:07deluded
  12024. 6:56:09all they can think is how can we avoid
  12025. 6:56:11suffering
  12026. 6:56:12when are they ever going to practice
  12027. 6:56:18whenever illnesses arise those who know
  12028. 6:56:20see nothing strange about it
  12029. 6:56:22getting born into this world entails
  12030. 6:56:24experiencing illness however even the
  12031. 6:56:26buddha and the noble ones contracting
  12032. 6:56:28illness in the course of things would
  12033. 6:56:30also in the course of things treat it
  12034. 6:56:32with medicine for them it was simply a
  12035. 6:56:34matter of correcting the elements
  12036. 6:56:36they didn't blindly cling to the body or
  12037. 6:56:38grasp of mystic ceremonies and such
  12038. 6:56:41they treated illnesses with right view
  12039. 6:56:42they didn't treat them with delusion
  12040. 6:56:45if it heals it heals if it doesn't then
  12041. 6:56:47it doesn't that's how they saw things
  12042. 6:56:52they say that nowadays buddhism in
  12043. 6:56:54thailand is thriving but it looks to me
  12044. 6:56:57like it's sunk as far as it can go
  12045. 6:56:59the dhamma halls are full of attentive
  12046. 6:57:01ears but they're attending wrongly
  12047. 6:57:03even the senior members of the community
  12048. 6:57:05are like this so everybody just leads
  12049. 6:57:07each other into more delusion
  12050. 6:57:10one who sees this will know that the
  12051. 6:57:11true practice is almost opposite from
  12052. 6:57:13where most people are going
  12053. 6:57:15the two sides can barely understand each
  12054. 6:57:17other
  12055. 6:57:18how are those people going to transcend
  12056. 6:57:20suffering
  12057. 6:57:22they have chance for realizing the truth
  12058. 6:57:24but they turn around and use them to
  12059. 6:57:26increase their delusion
  12060. 6:57:27they turn their backs on the right path
  12061. 6:57:30one goes eastward the other goes west
  12062. 6:57:32how are they ever going to meet
  12063. 6:57:34they're not even close to each other
  12064. 6:57:37if you've looked into this you'll see
  12065. 6:57:38that this is the case
  12066. 6:57:40most people are lost but how can you
  12067. 6:57:42tell them
  12068. 6:57:44everything has become rights and rituals
  12069. 6:57:45and mystic ceremonies
  12070. 6:57:47they chant for their chant with foolish
  12071. 6:57:49foolishness
  12072. 6:57:50they don't chant with wisdom they study
  12073. 6:57:52but they study with foolishness not with
  12074. 6:57:54wisdom they know but they know foolishly
  12075. 6:57:57not with wisdom
  12076. 6:57:59so they end up going with foolishness
  12077. 6:58:01living with foolishness knowing with
  12078. 6:58:03foolishness
  12079. 6:58:04that's how it is
  12080. 6:58:05and regarding teaching all they do these
  12081. 6:58:07days is teach people to be stupid they
  12082. 6:58:10say they're teaching people to be clever
  12083. 6:58:11giving them knowledge but when you look
  12084. 6:58:13at it in terms of truth you see that
  12085. 6:58:15they're really teaching people to go
  12086. 6:58:16astray and grasp at deceptions
  12087. 6:58:19the real foundation of the teaching is
  12088. 6:58:21in order to see
  12089. 6:58:23the sense of self as being empty having
  12090. 6:58:26no fixed identity
  12091. 6:58:27it's void of intrinsic being
  12092. 6:58:29but people come to the study of dhamma
  12093. 6:58:31to increase their self-view they don't
  12094. 6:58:33want to experience suffering or
  12095. 6:58:34difficulty they want everything to be
  12096. 6:58:36cozy they may want to transcend
  12097. 6:58:39suffering but if there's still a self
  12098. 6:58:41how can they ever do so
  12099. 6:58:44suppose we came to possess a very
  12100. 6:58:46expensive object
  12101. 6:58:48the minute that thing comes into our
  12102. 6:58:49possession our mind changes now
  12103. 6:58:52where can i keep it if i leave it there
  12104. 6:58:54somebody might steal it
  12105. 6:58:56we worry ourselves into a state trying
  12106. 6:58:59to find a place to keep it
  12107. 6:59:01and when did the mind change
  12108. 6:59:02it changed the minute we obtained that
  12109. 6:59:05object suffering arose right then
  12110. 6:59:08no matter where we leave that object we
  12111. 6:59:10can't relax so we're left with trouble
  12112. 6:59:12whether sitting walking or lying down
  12113. 6:59:14we're lost in worry
  12114. 6:59:17this is suffering
  12115. 6:59:18and when did it arise it arose as soon
  12116. 6:59:21as we understood that we had obtained
  12117. 6:59:23something
  12118. 6:59:24that's where the suffering lies
  12119. 6:59:26before we had that object there was no
  12120. 6:59:28suffering it hadn't yet arisen because
  12121. 6:59:30there wasn't yet an object for us to
  12122. 6:59:32cling to
  12123. 6:59:35the self is the same
  12124. 6:59:37if we think in terms of myself then
  12125. 6:59:40everything around us becomes mine
  12126. 6:59:42confusion follows
  12127. 6:59:44why so
  12128. 6:59:45the cause of it all is that there is a
  12129. 6:59:47self
  12130. 6:59:48we don't peel off the apparent in order
  12131. 6:59:50to see the transcendent
  12132. 6:59:52you see
  12133. 6:59:53the self is only an appearance
  12134. 6:59:56you have to peel away the appearances in
  12135. 6:59:58order to see the heart of the matter
  12136. 7:00:00which is transcendence
  12137. 7:00:03upturn the apparent to find the
  12138. 7:00:05transcendent
  12139. 7:00:07you could compare it to unthreshed rice
  12140. 7:00:09can unthreshed rice be eaten
  12141. 7:00:12sure it can but you must thrash it first
  12142. 7:00:14get rid of the husks and you will find
  12143. 7:00:16the grain inside
  12144. 7:00:18now if you don't thresh the husks you
  12145. 7:00:20won't find the grain
  12146. 7:00:22like a dog sleeping on the pile of
  12147. 7:00:23unthreshed grain its stomach is rumbling
  12148. 7:00:26your job
  12149. 7:00:28but all it all it can do is lie there
  12150. 7:00:30thinking where can i get something to
  12151. 7:00:31eat
  12152. 7:00:33when it's hungry it bans off the pile of
  12153. 7:00:35rice grain and runs off looking for
  12154. 7:00:37scraps of food
  12155. 7:00:38even though it's sleeping right on top
  12156. 7:00:40of a pile of food it knows nothing of it
  12157. 7:00:43why it can't see the rice
  12158. 7:00:46dogs can't eat unthreshed rice
  12159. 7:00:48the food is there but the dog can't eat
  12160. 7:00:50it
  12161. 7:00:53we may have learning but if we don't
  12162. 7:00:54practice accordingly we still don't
  12163. 7:00:56really know
  12164. 7:00:57we're just as oblivious as the dog
  12165. 7:00:59sleeping on the pile of rice grain
  12166. 7:01:01it's sleeping on a pile of food but it
  12167. 7:01:03knows nothing of it
  12168. 7:01:05when it gets hungry it's got to jump off
  12169. 7:01:07and go trotting around elsewhere for
  12170. 7:01:08food
  12171. 7:01:09it's a shame isn't it there is rice
  12172. 7:01:12grain but what's hiding it
  12173. 7:01:15the husk hides the grain so the dog
  12174. 7:01:17can't eat it
  12175. 7:01:19and there is the transcendent
  12176. 7:01:20what hides it
  12177. 7:01:22the apparent conceals the transcendent
  12178. 7:01:24making people simply sit on top of the
  12179. 7:01:26pile of rice unable to eat it
  12180. 7:01:29unable to practice unable to see the
  12181. 7:01:31transcendent and so they simply get
  12182. 7:01:33stuck in appearances time and time again
  12183. 7:01:36if you're stuck in appearances suffering
  12184. 7:01:38is in store
  12185. 7:01:39you'll be beset by becoming birth old
  12186. 7:01:42age sickness and death
  12187. 7:01:45so there isn't anything else blocking
  12188. 7:01:47people off they're blocked right here
  12189. 7:01:50people who study the dharma without
  12190. 7:01:51penetrating to its true meaning just
  12191. 7:01:53like the dog on the pile of unthreshed
  12192. 7:01:55rice who doesn't know the rice
  12193. 7:01:57he might even starve and still find
  12194. 7:01:59nothing to eat
  12195. 7:02:00a dog can't eat unthreshed rice it
  12196. 7:02:03doesn't even know there's food there
  12197. 7:02:05after a long time without food it may
  12198. 7:02:07even die on top of that pile of rice
  12199. 7:02:10people are like this
  12200. 7:02:12no matter how much we study the dhamma
  12201. 7:02:13of the buddha we won't see it if we
  12202. 7:02:15don't practice
  12203. 7:02:16if we don't see it then we don't know it
  12204. 7:02:20don't go thinking that by learning a lot
  12205. 7:02:22and knowing a lot
  12206. 7:02:23you'll know the buddha dhamma
  12207. 7:02:25that's like saying you've seen
  12208. 7:02:26everything there is to see just because
  12209. 7:02:28you've got eyes or that you've got ears
  12210. 7:02:31you may see but you don't see fully
  12211. 7:02:34you see only with the outer eye not with
  12212. 7:02:36the inner eye
  12213. 7:02:37you hear with the outer ear not with the
  12214. 7:02:40inner ear
  12215. 7:02:42if you upturn the apparent and reveal
  12216. 7:02:44the transcendent you will reach the
  12217. 7:02:45truth and see clearly you will uproot
  12218. 7:02:47the apparent and uproot clinging
  12219. 7:02:51but this is just like some sort of sweet
  12220. 7:02:53fruit
  12221. 7:02:54even though the fruit is sweet we must
  12222. 7:02:56rely on contact with an experience of
  12223. 7:02:58that fruit before we will know what the
  12224. 7:03:00taste is like
  12225. 7:03:02know that fruit now that fruit even
  12226. 7:03:04though no one tastes it is sweet all the
  12227. 7:03:06same
  12228. 7:03:07but nobody knows it
  12229. 7:03:09the dhamma of the buddha is like this
  12230. 7:03:11even though it's the truth it isn't true
  12231. 7:03:13for those who don't really know it
  12232. 7:03:15no matter how excellent or fine it may
  12233. 7:03:17be it's worthless to them
  12234. 7:03:22so why do people grab after suffering
  12235. 7:03:25who in this world wants to inflict
  12236. 7:03:27suffering on themselves
  12237. 7:03:29no one of course
  12238. 7:03:31nobody wants suffering and yet people
  12239. 7:03:32keep creating the causes of suffering
  12240. 7:03:35just as if they were wandering around
  12241. 7:03:36looking for suffering
  12242. 7:03:38within their hearts people are looking
  12243. 7:03:40for happiness they don't want suffering
  12244. 7:03:42then why is it that this mind of ours
  12245. 7:03:44creates so much suffering
  12246. 7:03:47just seeing this much is enough
  12247. 7:03:49we don't like suffering and yet why do
  12248. 7:03:51we create suffering for ourselves
  12249. 7:03:54it's easy to see but it can only be
  12250. 7:03:56because we don't know suffering we don't
  12251. 7:03:58know the end of suffering that's why
  12252. 7:04:00people behave in the way they do
  12253. 7:04:02how could they not suffer when they
  12254. 7:04:03continue to behave in this way
  12255. 7:04:07these people have michael ditty wrong
  12256. 7:04:09view but they don't see that it is
  12257. 7:04:11michael ditty
  12258. 7:04:13whatever we say believe in or do which
  12259. 7:04:14results in suffering it's all wrong view
  12260. 7:04:17if it wasn't wrong view it wouldn't
  12261. 7:04:19result in suffering
  12262. 7:04:20we couldn't cling to suffering or to
  12263. 7:04:22happiness or to any condition at all
  12264. 7:04:24we would leave things be in their
  12265. 7:04:25natural way like a flowing stream of
  12266. 7:04:27water
  12267. 7:04:29we don't have to damn it up we should
  12268. 7:04:30just let it flow along its natural
  12269. 7:04:32course
  12270. 7:04:34flow of dhamma is like this but the flow
  12271. 7:04:36of the ignorant mind tries to resist
  12272. 7:04:38donor in the form of wrong view
  12273. 7:04:42suffering is there because of wrong view
  12274. 7:04:44this people don't see
  12275. 7:04:46this is worth looking into
  12276. 7:04:48whenever we have wrong view we will
  12277. 7:04:49experience suffering if we don't
  12278. 7:04:51experience in the present it will it
  12279. 7:04:53will manifest later on
  12280. 7:04:57people go astray right here what is
  12281. 7:04:59blocking them off
  12282. 7:05:01the apparent blocks off the transcendent
  12283. 7:05:04preventing people from seeing things
  12284. 7:05:06clearly
  12285. 7:05:07people study they learn they practice
  12286. 7:05:09but they practice with ignorance just
  12287. 7:05:11like a person who's lost his bearings he
  12288. 7:05:13walks to the west but thinks he's
  12289. 7:05:15walking east
  12290. 7:05:16or walks to the north thinking he's
  12291. 7:05:18walking south
  12292. 7:05:20this is how far people have gone astray
  12293. 7:05:22this kind of practice is really only the
  12294. 7:05:24dregs of practice
  12295. 7:05:26in fact it's a disaster
  12296. 7:05:28it's a disaster because they turn around
  12297. 7:05:31and go in the opposite direction
  12298. 7:05:33they fall from the objective of true
  12299. 7:05:35dharma practice
  12300. 7:05:37actually this is a pun that hashem cha
  12301. 7:05:39was very fond of using so the word for
  12302. 7:05:41practice is patibat
  12303. 7:05:43and the word for disaster is
  12304. 7:05:46so he would often say
  12305. 7:05:48how rather than developing the practice
  12306. 7:05:50rather than developing the patti part
  12307. 7:05:52people are instead developing the vibe
  12308. 7:05:55developing this is not called developing
  12309. 7:05:57the practice this is called developing
  12310. 7:05:59disaster
  12311. 7:06:01this state of affairs causes suffering
  12312. 7:06:03yet people think that doing this
  12313. 7:06:05memorizing that studying such and such
  12314. 7:06:07will be a cause for the cessation of
  12315. 7:06:08suffering
  12316. 7:06:09just like a person who wants to get a
  12317. 7:06:11lot of things
  12318. 7:06:12he tries to amass as much as possible
  12319. 7:06:14thinking if he gets enough his suffering
  12320. 7:06:16will evade
  12321. 7:06:18this is how people think but their
  12322. 7:06:20thinking goes astray of the true path
  12323. 7:06:22just like one person going northward
  12324. 7:06:24another going southward and yet both
  12325. 7:06:26believing they're going the same way
  12326. 7:06:29most people are still stuck in the mass
  12327. 7:06:31of suffering still wandering in sansara
  12328. 7:06:33just because they think like this
  12329. 7:06:36if illness or pain arise all they can do
  12330. 7:06:38is wonder how they can get rid of it
  12331. 7:06:40they want it to stop as fast as possible
  12332. 7:06:42they've got to cure it at all costs
  12333. 7:06:44they don't consider that this is the
  12334. 7:06:46normal way of sankara
  12335. 7:06:48nobody thinks like this
  12336. 7:06:50the body changes and people can't endure
  12337. 7:06:52it they can't accept it
  12338. 7:06:54they've got to get rid of it at all
  12339. 7:06:55costs
  12340. 7:06:57however in the end they can't win they
  12341. 7:06:59can't beat the truth it all collapses
  12342. 7:07:01this is something people don't want to
  12343. 7:07:03look at they continually reinforce their
  12344. 7:07:05wrong views
  12345. 7:07:09now practicing to realize the dhamma is
  12346. 7:07:11the most excellent of things
  12347. 7:07:13why do the buddha develop all the
  12348. 7:07:14perfections so that he could realize
  12349. 7:07:17this and enable others to see the dhamma
  12350. 7:07:19know the dharma practice the dhamma and
  12351. 7:07:21be the dhamma
  12352. 7:07:22so that they could let go and not be
  12353. 7:07:24burdened
  12354. 7:07:26don't cling to things or to put it
  12355. 7:07:28another way hold but don't hold fast
  12356. 7:07:31this is also right
  12357. 7:07:33if we see something we pick it up oh
  12358. 7:07:36it's this
  12359. 7:07:38then we lay it down
  12360. 7:07:40we see something else pick it up and
  12361. 7:07:42hold it but not fast
  12362. 7:07:44we hold it just long enough to consider
  12363. 7:07:46it to know it than to let it go
  12364. 7:07:50if you hold without letting go
  12365. 7:07:52carrying without laying down the burden
  12366. 7:07:54then you're going to be heavy
  12367. 7:07:56if you pick something up and carry it
  12368. 7:07:57for a while then when it gets heavy you
  12369. 7:07:59should lay it down throw it off
  12370. 7:08:01don't make suffering for yourself
  12371. 7:08:04this we should know as the cause of
  12372. 7:08:06suffering
  12373. 7:08:07if we know the cause of suffering
  12374. 7:08:08suffering cannot arise
  12375. 7:08:11for either happiness or suffering to
  12376. 7:08:12arise there must be the atta the self
  12377. 7:08:15there must be the i and mine
  12378. 7:08:18there must be this appearance
  12379. 7:08:20if when all these things arise the mind
  12380. 7:08:22goes straight to the transcendent it
  12381. 7:08:24removes the appearances it removes the
  12382. 7:08:26delight the aversion and the clinging
  12383. 7:08:28from those things just as when something
  12384. 7:08:30that we value gets lost
  12385. 7:08:32when we find it again our worries
  12386. 7:08:34disappear
  12387. 7:08:37even before we see that object our
  12388. 7:08:38worries may be relieved
  12389. 7:08:40at first we think it's lost and suffer
  12390. 7:08:42over it but there comes a day when we
  12391. 7:08:44suddenly remember oh that's right i put
  12392. 7:08:46it over there now i remember
  12393. 7:08:50as soon as we remember this as soon as
  12394. 7:08:52we see the truth even if we haven't laid
  12395. 7:08:54eyes on that object we feel happy
  12396. 7:08:57this is called seeing within
  12397. 7:08:59seeing with the mind's eye not seeing
  12398. 7:09:01with the outer eye
  12399. 7:09:03if we see with the mind's eye then even
  12400. 7:09:05though we haven't laid eyes on an object
  12401. 7:09:07we are already relieved
  12402. 7:09:10similarly when we cultivate dharma
  12403. 7:09:12practice and attain the dhamma see the
  12404. 7:09:14dhamma then whenever we encounter a
  12405. 7:09:16problem we solve the problem instantly
  12406. 7:09:18right then and there it disappears
  12407. 7:09:20completely it's laid down released
  12408. 7:09:24the buddha wanted us to contact the
  12409. 7:09:26dhamma but people only contact the words
  12410. 7:09:28the books and the scriptures about
  12411. 7:09:30dhamma not contacting the actual dhamma
  12412. 7:09:33as taught by our great teacher
  12413. 7:09:36how can people say they are practicing
  12414. 7:09:38well and properly they are a long way
  12415. 7:09:39off
  12416. 7:09:42the buddha was known as loka vidu having
  12417. 7:09:44clearly realized the world
  12418. 7:09:46right now we see the world all right but
  12419. 7:09:48not clearly
  12420. 7:09:49the more we know the darker the world
  12421. 7:09:51becomes because our knowledge is murky
  12422. 7:09:53it's not clear knowledge
  12423. 7:09:56it's faulty
  12424. 7:09:57this is called knowing through darkness
  12425. 7:10:00lacking in light and radiance
  12426. 7:10:04people are only stuck here
  12427. 7:10:06but it's no trifling matter
  12428. 7:10:08it's important most people want goodness
  12429. 7:10:10and happiness but they just don't know
  12430. 7:10:12what the causes for that goodness and
  12431. 7:10:13happiness are
  12432. 7:10:15whatever it may be if we haven't yet
  12433. 7:10:16seen the harm of it we can't give it up
  12434. 7:10:19no matter how bad it may be we still
  12435. 7:10:21can't give it up if we haven't truly
  12436. 7:10:23seen the harm of it
  12437. 7:10:25however if we really see the heart of
  12438. 7:10:27something beyond a doubt then we can let
  12439. 7:10:29it go
  12440. 7:10:30as soon as we see the harm of something
  12441. 7:10:32and the benefit of giving it up there's
  12442. 7:10:34an immediate change
  12443. 7:10:38why is it we are still unattained still
  12444. 7:10:41cannot let go
  12445. 7:10:43it's because we still don't see the harm
  12446. 7:10:45clearly our knowledge is faulty it's
  12447. 7:10:47dark
  12448. 7:10:49that's why we can't let go
  12449. 7:10:51if we knew clearly like the lord buddha
  12450. 7:10:52or the arahant disciples we would surely
  12451. 7:10:55let go
  12452. 7:10:56our problems would dissolve completely
  12453. 7:10:57with no difficulty at all
  12454. 7:11:00when your ears hear sound let them do
  12455. 7:11:02their job
  12456. 7:11:03when your eyes perform their function
  12457. 7:11:05with forms let them do so
  12458. 7:11:07when your nose works with smells let it
  12459. 7:11:09do its job
  12460. 7:11:10when your body experiences sensations
  12461. 7:11:12then
  12462. 7:11:13it performs its natural functions
  12463. 7:11:16where will problems arise
  12464. 7:11:18there are no problems
  12465. 7:11:22in the same way all those things which
  12466. 7:11:23belong to the apparent leave them with
  12467. 7:11:25the apparent and acknowledge that which
  12468. 7:11:28is the transcendent
  12469. 7:11:30simply be
  12470. 7:11:31the one who knows
  12471. 7:11:33knowing without fixation knowing and
  12472. 7:11:35letting things be in their natural way
  12473. 7:11:37all things are just as they are
  12474. 7:11:42all our belongings
  12475. 7:11:44does anybody really own them
  12476. 7:11:47does our father own them or our mother
  12477. 7:11:49or our relatives
  12478. 7:11:51nobody really gets anything
  12479. 7:11:55that's why the buddha said to let all
  12480. 7:11:56those things be let them go
  12481. 7:11:59know them clearly
  12482. 7:12:00know them by holding but not fast
  12483. 7:12:03use things in a way that is beneficial
  12484. 7:12:05not in a harmful way by holding fast to
  12485. 7:12:07them until suffering arises
  12486. 7:12:10to know dhamma is
  12487. 7:12:12to know in such a way as to transcend
  12488. 7:12:14suffering
  12489. 7:12:15this sort of knowledge is important
  12490. 7:12:17knowing about how to make things to use
  12491. 7:12:19tools knowing all the various sciences
  12492. 7:12:21the world and so on they all have their
  12493. 7:12:23place
  12494. 7:12:24but they are not the supreme knowledge
  12495. 7:12:27the dhamma must be known of isaac as i
  12496. 7:12:29have explained it here
  12497. 7:12:31you don't have to know a whole lot
  12498. 7:12:33just as much is enough for the dhamma
  12499. 7:12:35practitioner to know and then let go
  12500. 7:12:39it's not that you have to die before you
  12501. 7:12:41can transcend suffering you know
  12502. 7:12:43you transcend suffering in this very
  12503. 7:12:45life because you know how to solve
  12504. 7:12:47problems
  12505. 7:12:48you know the apparent you know the
  12506. 7:12:50transcendent do it in this lifetime
  12507. 7:12:53while you're here practicing you won't
  12508. 7:12:55find it anywhere else don't think of
  12509. 7:12:57things
  12510. 7:12:58hold but don't cling
  12511. 7:13:00you may wonder
  12512. 7:13:02why does the ajahn keep saying this
  12513. 7:13:05how could i teach otherwise how could i
  12514. 7:13:07say otherwise when the truth is just as
  12515. 7:13:09i've said it
  12516. 7:13:10even though it's the truth don't hold
  12517. 7:13:12fast even to that
  12518. 7:13:13if you cling to it blindly it becomes a
  12519. 7:13:15falsehood
  12520. 7:13:17like a dog if you grab its leg if you
  12521. 7:13:19don't let go the dog will spin around
  12522. 7:13:20and bite you just try it out
  12523. 7:13:23all animals behave like this
  12524. 7:13:25if you don't let go it's got no choice
  12525. 7:13:27but to bite
  12526. 7:13:28the apparent is the same
  12527. 7:13:30we live in accordance with conventions
  12528. 7:13:33they are here for our convenience in
  12529. 7:13:34this life but they're not things to be
  12530. 7:13:36clung to so hard that they cause
  12531. 7:13:38suffering
  12532. 7:13:39just let things pass
  12533. 7:13:42whenever we feel that we are definitely
  12534. 7:13:44right so much so that we refuse to open
  12535. 7:13:46up to anything or anybody else right
  12536. 7:13:48there we are wrong
  12537. 7:13:50it becomes wrong view
  12538. 7:13:52when suffering arises where does it
  12539. 7:13:54arise from
  12540. 7:13:56the cause is wrong view
  12541. 7:13:58the fruit of that being suffering
  12542. 7:14:00if it was right view it wouldn't cause
  12543. 7:14:02suffering
  12544. 7:14:04so i asked so i say
  12545. 7:14:06allow space don't cling to things
  12546. 7:14:10right is just another supposition just
  12547. 7:14:12let it pass
  12548. 7:14:14wrong
  12549. 7:14:14is another apparent condition just let
  12550. 7:14:17it be that
  12551. 7:14:19if you feel that you are right and yet
  12552. 7:14:21others contend the issue don't argue
  12553. 7:14:24just let it go
  12554. 7:14:25as soon as you know let go
  12555. 7:14:27this is the straight way
  12556. 7:14:30usually it's not like this
  12557. 7:14:32people don't often give in to each other
  12558. 7:14:34that's why some people even dumber
  12559. 7:14:36practitioners who still don't know
  12560. 7:14:37themselves may say things that are utter
  12561. 7:14:39foolishness and yet think they're being
  12562. 7:14:41wise
  12563. 7:14:42they may say something that's so stupid
  12564. 7:14:44that others can't even bear to listen
  12565. 7:14:46yet they think they're being cleverer
  12566. 7:14:48than the others
  12567. 7:14:49other people can't even listen to it yet
  12568. 7:14:51they think they're smart that they're
  12569. 7:14:53right
  12570. 7:14:54they're simply advertising their own
  12571. 7:14:56stupidity that's why the wise say
  12572. 7:14:59whatever speech disregards ani chang is
  12573. 7:15:02not the speech of a wise person
  12574. 7:15:04it's the speech of a fool it's deluded
  12575. 7:15:06speech it's the speech of one who
  12576. 7:15:08doesn't know that suffering is going to
  12577. 7:15:10arise right there
  12578. 7:15:13for example suppose you had decided to
  12579. 7:15:14go to bangkok tomorrow and someone were
  12580. 7:15:16to ask
  12581. 7:15:17are you going to bangkok tomorrow
  12582. 7:15:20i hope to go to bangkok if there are no
  12583. 7:15:22obstacles
  12584. 7:15:23i'll probably go
  12585. 7:15:25this is called speaking with the dhamma
  12586. 7:15:27in mind
  12587. 7:15:28speaking with ani chang in mind taking
  12588. 7:15:31into account the truth the transient
  12589. 7:15:33uncertain nature of the world
  12590. 7:15:35you don't say yes i'm definitely going
  12591. 7:15:38tomorrow if it turns out you don't go
  12592. 7:15:41what are you going to do send news to
  12593. 7:15:43all the people who you told you were
  12594. 7:15:44going
  12595. 7:15:45you'd just be talking nonsense
  12596. 7:15:49there's still much more to the practice
  12597. 7:15:50of dhamma it becomes more and more
  12598. 7:15:52refined but if you don't see it you may
  12599. 7:15:55think you're speaking right even when
  12600. 7:15:56you're speaking wrongly and straying
  12601. 7:15:58from the true nature of things with
  12602. 7:15:59every word
  12603. 7:16:00and yet you may think you're speaking
  12604. 7:16:02the truth
  12605. 7:16:03to put it simply anything that we say or
  12606. 7:16:06do that causes suffering to arise should
  12607. 7:16:08be known as michael ditti it's delusion
  12608. 7:16:11and foolishness
  12609. 7:16:13most practitioners don't reflect in this
  12610. 7:16:15way
  12611. 7:16:16whatever they like they think is right
  12612. 7:16:18and they just go on believing themselves
  12613. 7:16:20for instance they may receive some gift
  12614. 7:16:23or title
  12615. 7:16:24be it an object rank or even words of
  12616. 7:16:26praise and they think it's good
  12617. 7:16:28they take it as some sort of permanent
  12618. 7:16:30condition
  12619. 7:16:31so they get puffed up with pride and
  12620. 7:16:33conceit
  12621. 7:16:34they don't consider who am i
  12622. 7:16:37where is this so-called goodness
  12623. 7:16:40where did it come from
  12624. 7:16:42do others have the same things
  12625. 7:16:45the buddha taught that we should conduct
  12626. 7:16:46ourselves normally
  12627. 7:16:48if we don't dig in chew over and look
  12628. 7:16:50into this point it means it's still sunk
  12629. 7:16:52within us it means these conditions are
  12630. 7:16:55still buried within our hearts
  12631. 7:16:57we're still sunk in wealth rank and
  12632. 7:16:59praise
  12633. 7:17:00so we become someone else because of
  12634. 7:17:02them
  12635. 7:17:02we think we're better than before there
  12636. 7:17:04was something special and so all sorts
  12637. 7:17:07of confusion arises
  12638. 7:17:10actually in truth there isn't anything
  12639. 7:17:11to human beings
  12640. 7:17:13whatever we may be it's only in the
  12641. 7:17:15realm of appearances
  12642. 7:17:17if we take away the apparent and see the
  12643. 7:17:19transcendent we see that there isn't
  12644. 7:17:21anything there
  12645. 7:17:24there are simply the universal
  12646. 7:17:25characteristics
  12647. 7:17:26birth in the beginning change in the
  12648. 7:17:28middle and cessation in the end
  12649. 7:17:30this is all there is if we see that all
  12650. 7:17:33things are like this
  12651. 7:17:34then no problems arise
  12652. 7:17:36if we understand this we will have
  12653. 7:17:38contentment and peace
  12654. 7:17:41where trouble arises is when we think
  12655. 7:17:43like the five ascetic disciples of the
  12656. 7:17:45buddha they followed the instruction of
  12657. 7:17:47their teacher but when he changed his
  12658. 7:17:48practice they couldn't understand what
  12659. 7:17:50he thought or knew
  12660. 7:17:52they decided that the buddha had given
  12661. 7:17:53up his practice and reverted to
  12662. 7:17:55indulgence
  12663. 7:17:56if we were in that position we'd
  12664. 7:17:58probably think the same thing and they'd
  12665. 7:18:00be there'd be no way to correct it
  12666. 7:18:02we'd be holding on to the old ways
  12667. 7:18:04thinking in the lower way yet believing
  12668. 7:18:07it's higher
  12669. 7:18:08we'd see the buddha and think he'd given
  12670. 7:18:10up the practice and revert it to
  12671. 7:18:11indulgence just like those five ascetics
  12672. 7:18:15consider how many years they had been
  12673. 7:18:16practicing at that time and yet they
  12674. 7:18:18still went astray they still weren't
  12675. 7:18:20proficient
  12676. 7:18:23so i say to practice and also to look at
  12677. 7:18:25the results of your practice
  12678. 7:18:27look especially when you refuse to
  12679. 7:18:29follow where there is friction
  12680. 7:18:31where there is no friction there's no
  12681. 7:18:32problem things flow if there's friction
  12682. 7:18:35they don't flow
  12683. 7:18:37you set up a self and things become
  12684. 7:18:38solid like a massive clinging there's no
  12685. 7:18:41give and take
  12686. 7:18:43most monks and cultivators tend to be
  12687. 7:18:45like this however they've thought in the
  12688. 7:18:47past
  12689. 7:18:48however they've thought in the past they
  12690. 7:18:50continue to think
  12691. 7:18:52they refuse to change they don't reflect
  12692. 7:18:54they think they're right so they can't
  12693. 7:18:56be wrong but actually wrongness is
  12694. 7:18:59buried within rightness
  12695. 7:19:01even though most people don't know that
  12696. 7:19:03how is it so
  12697. 7:19:05this is right
  12698. 7:19:06but if someone else says it's not right
  12699. 7:19:08you won't give in you've got to argue
  12700. 7:19:12what is this
  12701. 7:19:16views
  12702. 7:19:18ditty means views mana is the attachment
  12703. 7:19:20to those views
  12704. 7:19:21if we attach even to what is right
  12705. 7:19:23refusing to concede to anybody then it
  12706. 7:19:25becomes wrong
  12707. 7:19:27to cling faster rightness is simply the
  12708. 7:19:29arising of self there is no letting go
  12709. 7:19:33this is a point which gives people a lot
  12710. 7:19:35of trouble
  12711. 7:19:36except for those dumber practitioners
  12712. 7:19:38who know this that this matter at this
  12713. 7:19:40point is a very important one
  12714. 7:19:42they'll take note of it
  12715. 7:19:44if it arises while they're speaking
  12716. 7:19:46clinging comes racing onto the scene
  12717. 7:19:48maybe it'll linger for some time perhaps
  12718. 7:19:50one or two days three or four months a
  12719. 7:19:52year or two
  12720. 7:19:54this is for the slow ones that is
  12721. 7:19:56for the quick the response is instant
  12722. 7:19:58they just let go
  12723. 7:20:00clinging arises and immediately there is
  12724. 7:20:02letting go
  12725. 7:20:03they force the mind to let go right then
  12726. 7:20:05and there
  12727. 7:20:08you must see these two functions
  12728. 7:20:09operating
  12729. 7:20:10here there is clinging now who is the
  12730. 7:20:13one who resists that clinging
  12731. 7:20:15whenever you experience a mental
  12732. 7:20:17impression you should observe these two
  12733. 7:20:18functions operating
  12734. 7:20:20there's clinging
  12735. 7:20:21and there is one who prohibits the
  12736. 7:20:23clinging now just watch these two things
  12737. 7:20:26maybe you will cling for a long time
  12738. 7:20:28before you let go
  12739. 7:20:30reflecting and constantly practicing
  12740. 7:20:32like this clinging gets lighter it
  12741. 7:20:34becomes less and less
  12742. 7:20:36right view increases as wrong view
  12743. 7:20:37gradually wanes
  12744. 7:20:39clinging decreases non-clinging arises
  12745. 7:20:42this is the way it is for everybody
  12746. 7:20:44that's why i say to consider this point
  12747. 7:20:46learn to solve problems in the present
  12748. 7:20:48moment

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