The BIGGEST Sign Your Manifestation Is About To Come (Don't Ignore This) — Transcript

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1. 0:00When your manifestation comes into
2. 0:02fruition,
3. 0:03the
4. 0:05fore effect is going to be chaotic.
5. 0:08Nothing is ordered when it comes to
6. 0:10manifestation.
7. 0:12You can't expect manifestation. You
8. 0:14can't look for signs of manifestation.
9. 0:16It comes sporadically. It comes
10. 0:19spontaneously.
11. 0:21Like, if you're constantly looking for
12. 0:23signs, if you're constantly looking for
13. 0:24angel numbers, you never see them. And
14. 0:27if you do see a sign, it is not as
15. 0:30meaningful as it is when it just
16. 0:31suddenly appears to you.
17. 0:34Manifestation
18. 0:36often happens when your old [music] life
19. 0:39falls apart. When something no longer
20. 0:42feels resonant within you.
21. 0:45When something feels like it might be
22. 0:47going wrong in a way and
23. 0:50the after effect just somehow completely
24. 0:53organic reorganizes itself into
25. 0:55something absolutely beautiful.
26. 0:58I'm going to be sharing with you guys my
27. 1:00specific story on something I manifested
28. 1:03[music] that actually came from chaos.
29. 1:07So,
30. 1:08two years ago, I was manifesting a
31. 1:11healthy relationship.
32. 1:13>> [music]
33. 1:13>> And when I mean healthy relationship, I
34. 1:15specifically mean a more fortified
35. 1:18relationship where my partner and I were
36. 1:20sharing vulnerabilities with each other.
37. 1:22>> [music]
38. 1:22>> We were being more trustful and we were
39. 1:24overall just a lot more open with each
40. 1:27other. [music]
41. 1:27At this time, I was in a partnership
42. 1:29with somebody whom I had been in a
43. 1:31partnership with for I think four to
44. 1:34five months at this point. And if I'm
45. 1:36being honest with you, I felt like I was
46. 1:39all of the effort in the relationship. I
47. 1:42did not feel appreciated. I did not feel
48. 1:45like I was heard nor was I supported by
49. 1:47my partner.
50. 1:49This ended up in me beginning to resent
51. 1:53my partner because
52. 1:54not only did I feel like he didn't
53. 1:56appreciate me, but I also felt like he
54. 1:58didn't want to do anything with [music]
55. 1:59me because whenever I would go and visit
56. 2:01him, he would only want to stay at home.
57. 2:03He would only want to watch TV and play
58. 2:06video games, which are two things that I
59. 2:08absolutely do nothing of. I'm a very
60. 2:10active person. I like to be out and
61. 2:12about. And I remember this one specific
62. 2:14time where we were at home.
63. 2:16>> [music]
64. 2:16>> Spring break was in session. We were
65. 2:18both home from college. And I
66. 2:20specifically asked him if he wanted to
67. 2:22go shopping with me at Whole Foods
68. 2:24because [music] I like to eat healthy. I
69. 2:26like to discover new health foods and
70. 2:28whatnot. He told me that he would rather
71. 2:31stay home [music] and watch TV.
72. 2:35And that really hurt me, obviously. And
73. 2:38I decided, well, is there a way that I
74. 2:40can both actively [music] improve this
75. 2:42relationship while manifesting the
76. 2:45healthier version of it?
77. 2:47So,
78. 2:48after like
79. 2:50I want to say that when I manifested,
80. 2:53a lot of it felt forced at first, but
81. 2:55then I just kind of eased myself into
82. 2:57it. Please ease yourself [music] into
83. 2:58your manifestation. Don't do what I did
84. 3:00and try to force it.
85. 3:02And [music] it worked. I began to feel
86. 3:04like the current state of the
87. 3:05relationship was no longer relevant.
88. 3:07[music]
89. 3:08And I actually began to detach myself
90. 3:10from that relationship. Like, for some
91. 3:12reason,
92. 3:13>> [music]
93. 3:13>> I still wanted to pursue the
94. 3:14relationship, but it didn't feel
95. 3:15relevant to me and it didn't feel like
96. 3:17relevant to me and all his nonsense
97. 3:19because I think
98. 3:21he
99. 3:23This is my This is what I suspect, but I
100. 3:25think he was hiding some mental disorder
101. 3:27from me because he
102. 3:28>> [music]
103. 3:29>> his attitudes proved that he had
104. 3:31symptoms of bipolar disorder and he he
105. 3:34had ADHD for a fact, but I think he was
106. 3:36also either borderline or uh had bipolar
107. 3:39disorder. Anyway,
108. 3:41>> [music]
109. 3:41>> I remember one night right before my
110. 3:4319th birthday,
111. 3:46he and I were just having a conversation
112. 3:49over phone and he began to ask me if I
113. 3:51was satisfied with the relationship. I
114. 3:53told him, "I am satisfied with the
115. 3:56relationship, but I think there are
116. 3:57things that we can work on to make it
117. 3:59better."
118. 4:00He ended up leaving me the same night.
119. 4:01[music] He just ghosted me. I told him
120. 4:04that I was ready to come over to his
121. 4:05house so we could have a heart-to-heart
122. 4:06conversation about how we keep our
123. 4:08relationship going and how we could make
124. 4:10things better [music]
125. 4:11because I believe in direct
126. 4:13confrontation and he was hiding
127. 4:16all all this trauma from me that he
128. 4:19never [music] initially opened up about.
129. 4:22I was very open with my trauma. I shared
130. 4:24things with him that I wouldn't have
131. 4:25shared with anybody else. He listened to
132. 4:27me, but he never opened up to me about
133. 4:30the trauma that [music] he experienced
134. 4:31as a child. Like,
135. 4:33aside from his past relationship, which
136. 4:36sounded very abusive, he was given death
137. 4:40threats as a child. His brother [music]
138. 4:42uh stabbed him with a knife or something
139. 4:44and like I felt like I felt for him in
140. 4:47that moment, but it was not okay that he
141. 4:50was not being vulnerable with me.
142. 4:53He shouldn't have made
143. 4:55>> [music]
144. 4:55>> his trauma an excuse to hide from me.
145. 4:57And while I understood that trauma and
146. 4:59why while it's valid to feel these
147. 5:02emotions regarding trauma, it's not
148. 5:04okay to let it become an excuse [music]
149. 5:06to
150. 5:07hide trust from your partner.
151. 5:10Anyway, let's fast forward a little bit.
152. 5:13Here's me in the heartbreak.
153. 5:14I was crying until midnight and I
154. 5:18remember
155. 5:20just calling for my mom that night. And
156. 5:23I felt like I called for both of my
157. 5:25parents that night and they just they
158. 5:27held me in their arms until like
159. 5:29midnight. [music]
160. 5:30In fact, I actually
161. 5:32felt scared to sleep alone because I
162. 5:34just felt so sorrowful over the fact
163. 5:37that I had just
164. 5:38lost somebody that I planned my future
165. 5:41with. The person that I initially
166. 5:44planned the rest of my life with.
167. 5:46And I remember like
168. 5:48out of nowhere, like in the middle of my
169. 5:50breakdown, I just stopped crying. I
170. 5:52stopped crying and I asked myself,
171. 5:55"What if this was source's plan for
172. 5:58[music] me?
173. 6:00What if this is source's sign of causing
174. 6:04chaos in my life
175. 6:05only to bring order, which is the
176. 6:08manifestation, back into my life?"
177. 6:11And at this point, you know,
178. 6:13I I said to myself, "I am okay with
179. 6:15being single,
180. 6:17but I do believe that there is a better
181. 6:19person out there for me. And I believe
182. 6:21that because I'm so resilient and I
183. 6:24bounce so I bounce back so hard after
184. 6:27heartbreak [music]
185. 6:28and any hardships, that I will find my
186. 6:30person very soon."
187. 6:33One week later, I began a summer
188. 6:35semester for my college studies
189. 6:38>> [music]
190. 6:38>> and I was only taking three classes at
191. 6:40the time because I was working aside
192. 6:42from studying at the college.
193. 6:45One of the classes I had was a chemistry
194. 6:47chemistry class and it was an online
195. 6:48chemistry class where we had meetings
196. 6:51and we were assigned groups and whatnot.
197. 6:53I remember specifically being assigned
198. 6:56to this one group and we were a group of
199. 6:57four. There was another girl and then
200. 6:59there were two guys. [music]
201. 7:01We all formed
202. 7:03our first group meeting on the first day
203. 7:05of class and we talked to each other. We
204. 7:07introduced ourselves and we got down to
205. 7:10brass tacks about talking about, you
206. 7:12know, like the basics of interpretive
207. 7:13chemistry and whatnot. And I noticed
208. 7:15that I didn't really have the
209. 7:16opportunity to be my assertive self in
210. 7:19class because I often like to be the
211. 7:21lead in group projects, but I was really
212. 7:24ticked off because there was this one
213. 7:26guy who was taking the lead and I
214. 7:28immediately was very annoyed with him.
215. 7:30Like, I did not like the fact that he
216. 7:32was taking my spotlight.
217. 7:34I'm not a person who likes to put myself
218. 7:37out there for like recognition, but like
219. 7:39when it comes to group projects, I just
220. 7:41I love to take on the work and I love to
221. 7:42be collaborative and I like to interact
222. 7:44with others. Anyway, [music]
223. 7:46the other two classmates that I had were
224. 7:49not really into participating in the
225. 7:51group project. So, they initially
226. 7:54dropped out of the class, I think, or at
227. 7:56least one of them did. So, it was just
228. 7:58me and the other guy.
229. 8:00We did labs one-on-one for a couple days
230. 8:03in a row because it was a summer class.
231. 8:05The classes were very condensed. And one
232. 8:08night we had a really long lab where we
233. 8:09had to like
234. 8:11test glow sticks in water and it took
235. 8:12several hours and it it was just a
236. 8:14stupid lab. Anyway,
237. 8:16because we had to wait for so long, we
238. 8:18had all this time on our hands. So, I
239. 8:20ended up talking about random things and
240. 8:22then, you know, I got him to open up
241. 8:24somehow. Like, he felt like he was okay
242. 8:26like sharing these things about himself
243. 8:28with me.
244. 8:29So, I kind of I kind of like tested him.
245. 8:31You know,
246. 8:32I was like, "You know, what are your
247. 8:33values?" And blah blah blah blah blah.
248. 8:35We had like the stupidest things in
249. 8:37common. Like, [music] obviously, our
250. 8:39values, they align
251. 8:41like
252. 8:43to a degree that made me question my
253. 8:44existence. Like, in that moment, I
254. 8:47realized that this is this is the
255. 8:49partner I was meant to manifest.
256. 8:52And I think in that moment, he realized
257. 8:54it, too, because he and I like at this
258. 8:57point, we have the conversations. You
259. 8:59know, I really think like
260. 9:01>> [music]
261. 9:01>> we were meant to meet each other in that
262. 9:03situation. And it's funny because we met
263. 9:05in a chemistry class and we say, you
264. 9:07know, we have chemistry. It's a stupid
265. 9:08joke or whatnot.
266. 9:10But,
267. 9:11I just felt
268. 9:12like I had trust
269. 9:15that source would bring me my person and
270. 9:17I was specifically remember writing in
271. 9:19this one journal entry, "Source, I trust
272. 9:23you to bring me my [music] angel." And
273. 9:25that was literally
274. 9:27exactly two weeks before we started
275. 9:30talking to each other.
276. 9:31Me and my partner have been together for
277. 9:33almost two years now and we're planning
278. 9:36on getting married the next year and he
279. 9:40honestly he has been the best partner I
280. 9:42have ever had and [music] there is
281. 9:45nobody out there who is as good for me
282. 9:49as he is. I am
283. 9:51deeply grateful. I've always wanted
284. 9:54somebody who I can connect with
285. 9:56spiritually and emotionally. That has
286. 9:58been always
287. 9:59very, very important to me and I've
288. 10:01never had anybody else [music]
289. 10:03as a partner who has shared with those
290. 10:04qualities with me.
291. 10:06I mean, like we have our differences and
292. 10:09whatnot, but they're they're differences
293. 10:11that complement each other because I
294. 10:13don't think couples should be exactly
295. 10:15the same, nor do I think they should be
296. 10:17exactly the opposite, but we aligned
297. 10:20in the most perfect way possible.
298. 10:24I want to say this also does not only
299. 10:26apply to relationships as well. You can
300. 10:28apply this to material items,
301. 10:30personality changes, appearance changes.
302. 10:33It's really all about the energetic
303. 10:34shift and it's like energetically no
304. 10:37longer feeling aligned with your past
305. 10:39life. So, when I say that it's going to
306. 10:42feel like your life is falling apart
307. 10:43before your manifestation blooms into
308. 10:45fruition, it often feels like it
309. 10:48both energetically and physically
310. 10:50because maybe you might be
311. 10:52going through a financial crisis before
312. 10:54you manifest a large amount of money and
313. 10:56maybe you might like lose a vehicle
314. 10:58before you get your dream car. That also
315. 11:00happened to me, by the way, but that's
316. 11:01for another video. You might go through
317. 11:03a breakup like I did. You might go
318. 11:06through like going through old clothes,
319. 11:09old clothes get torn.
320. 11:11Maybe you lose like a sense of self.
321. 11:13Maybe you're going through an identity
322. 11:15crisis. Whatever it is, source is going
323. 11:18to test you through this chaos. It is
324. 11:20going to purge all of that old energy
325. 11:23to make room for the new energy with
326. 11:24your new manifestation that you are
327. 11:27bringing into fruition.
328. 11:29Thank you guys for staying until the end
329. 11:31of this video. This was kind of a short
330. 11:33topic just because I have places to be.
331. 11:37I really appreciate you taking your time
332. 11:38to listen to my story and just remember
333. 11:41that if your life feels like it is pure
334. 11:44chaos
335. 11:45and that things are falling apart, this
336. 11:47is simply just source realigning your
337. 11:50life and testing you and purging old
338. 11:52energy out so it can bring in the new
339. 11:55manifestation.
340. 11:56So, with that being said, I love you
341. 11:59guys so much and I will see you in the
342. 12:01next one.
343. 12:03Bye.