Ruben Laukkonen on Meditation, Consciousness, & Sudden Awakening - Buddha at the Gas Pump Interview® — Transcript
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- 0:00I think it's fascinating phenomenologically from the perspective that you can have this
- 0:04sudden moment of transformation that appears to be permanent in mind.
- 0:09And it's fascinating scientifically because it tells us something about the depth at which
- 0:14we can control our conscious experience and change our brain from within.
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- 1:29Okay, so my guest today is Ruben Laukkanen.
- 1:32Ruben is the director of the Flourishing Intelligence Program
- 1:37at Leinecker College, University of Oxford.
- 1:40He is also the co-director of the Center for Eudaimonia
- 1:44and Human Flourishing, a senior researcher
- 1:47within Oxford's Department of Psychiatry,
- 1:50and a fellow at Leinecker College.
- 1:52Is that the right pronunciation, Leinecker?
- 1:54- Linecker.
- 1:55- Linecker, sorry.
- 1:57He has made significant theoretical and empirical contributions to the cognitive neuroscience
- 2:02of consciousness, meditation, and insight.
- 2:06His work also reveals a pathway towards better and safer artificial intelligence based on
- 2:11the science of consciousness and contemplative wisdom.
- 2:15Rubin has an eclectic contemplative background including Zen, Advaita, and Theravada, and
- 2:21his first-person inquiry into the nature of reality continues to deeply inform his scientific
- 2:27research and vice versa. Now we're going to talk about many of the things that I just read
- 2:34in that introduction, but for starters, in case people aren't familiar with the term
- 2:38eudaimonia, define that and it's pretty much synonymous with flourishing, right? And
- 2:46explain what attracted you to get involved in that.
- 2:53What distinguishes eudaimonia for me from, say, arbitrary pleasure-seeking is the quality
- 3:01of meaning.
- 3:03And I think when you think about eudaimonia, for me it means that suffering has a place
- 3:12and that purely hedonistic approaches to life are likely unsatisfying, and that we can find
- 3:21deep meaning, sometimes even in the most difficult of life circumstances.
- 3:26So I'm drawn to the notion of eudaimonia as a kind of way to think about living a good life.
- 3:32But really for me it's a living inquiry. I mean, I don't think it's settled what eudaimonia is,
- 3:39but pointing towards the idea that there's ways to live a beautiful life and trying to achieve that
- 3:46and having a kind of living interdisciplinary research program where we try to understand
- 3:52flourishing and eudaimonia I think is really important. And I also find it fascinating from
- 3:59the side that I think flourishing and eudaimonia, I don't think there's any ceiling to these things
- 4:05and I think the sages of the past, whether we think of the Buddha or Jesus, they found profound
- 4:12kind of deep eudaimonia or deep flourishing as I sometimes think about it and I'm very interested
- 4:17in those those topics. So yeah. Good. Yeah, obviously there's no universal agreement on what
- 4:24flourishing or eudaimonia is. There used to be a beer ad which the line was,
- 4:33"You only go around once in this life so grab all the gusto you can get." I think some guys were
- 4:40were sitting on a boat.
- 4:41That was another one, they're sitting on a boat and it says, "This is it, it doesn't
- 4:44get any better than this."
- 4:47They're out fishing or something.
- 4:49So obviously people do all kinds of things in the search for happiness, many of which
- 4:54turn out to be counterproductive because those things end up making them miserable in the
- 4:59long run.
- 5:01I agree.
- 5:02I agree.
- 5:03There's a thousand ways to get lost and confused in this life for every one path that does bring us deep satisfaction.
- 5:15And again, I think this is where the contemplative wisdom traditions are kind of lighthouses in the sea of this life.
- 5:25so that we have a sense of maybe where to look
- 5:27to find real kind of lasting meaning
- 5:31and flourishing and peace.
- 5:33- Yeah, and obviously a lot of those traditions,
- 5:36the custodians of them were monks or recluses
- 5:39and their basic line was the world sucks, give it up
- 5:43and just look within, that's the only place
- 5:46you're gonna find happiness.
- 5:47But others had an emphasis that spiritual development
- 5:51will actually enhance life both inner and outer,
- 5:55kind of like 200% can be employed
- 6:00to make life richer and more successful.
- 6:03- That's right.
- 6:06And I think most good things are to some degree
- 6:10downstream of know thyself.
- 6:12I think we can find that most of the sages,
- 6:16even including from the West,
- 6:17people like Socrates and Aristotle,
- 6:19but also Lao Tzu and Rumi and the Buddha all spoke about the importance of knowing thyself.
- 6:25I think it's very hard for us to come to flourishing and meaning unless we understand how the mind constructs experience.
- 6:33And so I think to some degree we do need to begin by knowing our own mind,
- 6:40And then somehow out of this self-knowledge, wise and compassionate action is, I think, more likely to emerge.
- 6:49I think we can stumble, of course, into reasonably good lives without that,
- 6:55but it's, I think, less likely to be resilient because there's maybe some agency missing there.
- 7:03If we know our own minds, then we know how to recreate the conditions for flourishing
- 7:09because the principles are sort of evident to our own consciousness.
- 7:14And so, I do believe that to some degree, the good stuff is downstream of knowing our own minds.
- 7:20And this is not just from a meditation side, but I also think science—
- 7:24I think this is where science comes into—is helping us understand how the brain, the body,
- 7:29and our interactions with the environment construct a conscious experience.
- 7:33and through that we can understand the kind of contingencies, the dependencies that give rise to beautiful experiences.
- 7:44Yes, and of course in many traditions the mind is not considered to be the ultimate level of who or what we are,
- 7:52and those traditions might say that knowing your mind won't be sufficient to accomplish what you just described,
- 8:00And they might add that in fact you can't even know the mind unless you know the deeper reality underlying it.
- 8:06Well, I mean, I think this depends on your definition of mind.
- 8:11And I think mind certainly has layers of depth.
- 8:16And there's clearly, I think, a layer of mind that is essentially, you could call it the personality,
- 8:23the kind of more narrative aspects of who we believe we are.
- 8:26and maybe this is the sort of a more naive notion of mind perhaps.
- 8:32And then there's maybe like if you have a more expansive notion of mind,
- 8:36deeper layers where we start to touch things like a more kind of pure awareness,
- 8:43a more kind of embodied presence, these kinds of layers of mind.
- 8:48You don't need to call those mind if you don't want.
- 8:50And perhaps there's also cosmic mystical experiences
- 8:53and this kind of category of events that I think is also very interesting.
- 8:56And yet I also don't really place so much emphasis on any one of them.
- 9:02I think we're, the most free kind of mind is free to inhabit our most kind of basic, ordinary self,
- 9:11as well as the kind of deeper presence, as well as pure awareness, as well as mystical states,
- 9:16and also then just go and take out the trash and be happy.
- 9:22I would agree. You can see life as multidimensional and the kind of freedom you just described
- 9:27would be a facility with all dimensions so that you could operate in any and all of them
- 9:35according to the situation, such as taking out the trash. In fact, you could be having
- 9:40a very profound experience of the world while taking out the trash. So I was talking to
- 9:48some people in a webinar yesterday and they were talking about heaven on earth
- 9:51and I said well it's here now but it's in the eye of the beholder you know and if
- 9:56enough if it were in the eyes of enough beholders perhaps it would more readily
- 10:00be in the eyes of all beholders because enough of us experiencing it could have
- 10:06a propagating effect for the whole collective consciousness. Well I agree
- 10:11with that I think we're interdependent so I think any time a node in the network
- 10:17starts to have a particular kind of experience that that experience kind of
- 10:21resonates and influences the other nodes in the network and we're all nodes in
- 10:26the network and the more we can live beautiful lives I think the we're likely
- 10:31to kind of create a sort of inertia or homeostasis a kind of whirlpool that
- 10:38draws in others into this kind of state I mean you can even think about like
- 10:42transmissions between teachers and students as embodying a little bit of
- 10:46this fact, this interdependence that is there.
- 10:51And the same principle would apply to the opposite, where if everyone is radiating a lot of yucky
- 10:56influence then yuckiness prevails and tends to drag everyone into it.
- 11:01Well that's right, I mean we've all had the experience of going to a party and the
- 11:04vibe sucks and we've had experiences of going to a festival and being immediately uplifted
- 11:09as you walk towards the stage and kind of pulled into the music and the atmosphere.
- 11:15I think there's clearly some truth there.
- 11:18Good. So there are a number of major themes we're going to discuss today, and one of them that you've spent a lot of time thinking and studying and talking about is this idea of cessation.
- 11:31Something that in Buddhism is called nirodha samapati. So explain what that is, and let's talk about that for a while, and then we'll move on to other topics.
- 11:41Yeah, this is a fascinating topic for me for many reasons.
- 11:46Basically, cessation...
- 11:50Look, I want to say also to begin with that it's quite contentious, this topic,
- 11:56and even within, say, Buddhism and other traditions, when you talk about this,
- 12:00depending on who you ask, you'll get a very different opinion on it.
- 12:04But one thing that is kind of clear, I feel, from
- 12:08the Pali Canon, the original teachings of the Buddha, is that there is this state where
- 12:13consciousness, perception, and feeling, and all of the things that we take to be
- 12:20ourselves and the kind of reality that we inhabit can be extinguished like a flame going out,
- 12:28is how it's described in the suttas. And this is very interesting for many reasons. One,
- 12:36from a scientific perspective, it captivated me because it's a way to explore consciousness,
- 12:46because it's quite paradoxical that consciousness could turn itself off. How is it possible that a
- 12:51mind could basically turn the knob of general anesthesia, self-administer general anesthesia,
- 12:59your own turn-off consciousness. And so in these cessation experiences, when folks
- 13:06describe them, there's a complete collapse of consciousness, also space,
- 13:12time, and anything that might resemble awareness. And so it's nothing like deep
- 13:18sleep because you know you've slept and you have a sense that time has passed.
- 13:23in Neroda or Neroda Sammapati and those two are a little bit different.
- 13:28You can be, it's a much more like general anesthesia in the sense that there's just a cut in consciousness
- 13:36and yet a huge amount of time could have passed, you know, days for instance.
- 13:40So it's quite unique. It means that the something in the fundamental process that constructs experience and memory has collapsed.
- 13:50Though, as we now know from our research, not all processing has collapsed.
- 13:55Though we do see some important reductions.
- 13:59And so it's interesting for scientific reasons,
- 14:04but it's also what makes it actually important from a contemplative path perspective
- 14:12is that there is a profound transformation that one experiences when they go through an experience like this.
- 14:18So sometimes these nirodha or cessation moments are associated, for example, with the stages of awakening in Buddhism.
- 14:30So things you might have heard of stream entry, for example.
- 14:35So this is the first stage of awakening in Buddhism.
- 14:40And so when the cessation happens, it's not really actually that important that consciousness turns off.
- 14:45off. What's important is that the mind is said to be permanently transformed and
- 14:50there's a kind of completely new software and this is of course now more
- 14:57modern in my language installed in the mind such that we begin to
- 15:02perceive reality differently, we begin to perceive ourselves differently, might
- 15:07have a profound increase in the clarity and flexibility of mind as well as the
- 15:12heart opening and the compassion that comes as well.
- 15:15So I think it's fascinating phenomenologically from the perspective
- 15:21that you can have this sudden moment of transformation that appears to be
- 15:24permanent in mind. And it's fascinating scientifically because it
- 15:29tells us something about the depth at which we can control our conscious
- 15:33experience and change our brain from within actually. So usually of course if
- 15:40you need something like an anesthetic like either ketamine or general anesthesia or you need to have
- 15:47a seizure or a concussion to have an experience like this. But in this case it seems to be meditation
- 15:53induced. Okay, so a number of questions about this. You kind of answered my first question which is
- 16:02why would this be desirable to shut everything off and what you said okay it's transformative.
- 16:09And I presume you mean not only in terms of your subjective wiring and orientation and
- 16:15behavior, but in terms of your neurophysiology.
- 16:19So what have you measured in both of those realms that seems to change as a result of
- 16:27this cessation experience?
- 16:31So with the participants that have gone through cessation laboratory conditions, and this
- 16:39usually involves a combination of jhana and insight practice or vipassana practice, and
- 16:47what we tend to see, one of the kind of consistent replicated findings is a big reduction in,
- 16:54if we're looking at EEG, so electroencephalography, that's where we kind of just put electrodes
- 16:59on the head and measure electrical activity off the scalp.
- 17:03We see a big reduction in alpha power, for instance, and so alpha power is the dominant
- 17:08frequency in the brain, so it's something quite influenced by meditation.
- 17:13But I think even more interestingly, we see a kind of breakdown in essentially long-range
- 17:23temporal correlations, or we use a measure called phase lag index.
- 17:28Anyway, it's a little bit technical, but basically if you imagine that there's waves on the brain
- 17:32that are kind of correlating with each other, they're synchronized, right?
- 17:36And so then what we find as meditators go into this cessation state, we see this desynchronization
- 17:43of activity.
- 17:44Conceptually, it also makes a lot of sense because you need synchronization to integrate
- 17:49experience and then if you're deconstructing experience through, for example, insight or
- 17:54Vipassana, then it makes sense that the neural activity becomes decoherent. And if the neural
- 17:59activity becomes decoherent, then the world model can't put itself together. And so you can have a
- 18:03collapse of the world model, the integrative processes that allow us to have a unified
- 18:09experience of reality as we are having now. And so I think there's some face validity to that one,
- 18:19I feel even more, I mean, we see alpha changes with a lot of tasks, so I don't take that too
- 18:26seriously because we see that a lot. Of course, I think it's quite radical, the degree of the
- 18:30change that we see there. And then, of course, we also see some interesting things. So,
- 18:36Matthew Sackett's lab, for example, found that you get some of the same effects that you get with
- 18:44other, for example, general anesthesia. So you get this decoherence effect with
- 18:48general anesthesia too, but then you also get an increase in complexity of neural
- 18:52activity in the neurotic experience which is different to the
- 18:58anesthetics. So there's some interesting distinguishing factors there as well.
- 19:03But yeah, just to point a little bit again, think about this mechanistically, I
- 19:07I mean, the brain has this incredibly complex task of taking in sensory data from separate streams.
- 19:17So if you think about the visual information coming through your retina, the auditory information, and all of the interoceptive information in your body,
- 19:26all of this is coming into the brain at different times and also in different parts of the brain.
- 19:31And the brain has this incredibly extraordinary computational task of putting it all together
- 19:37into this kind of coherent experience that makes sense.
- 19:41And we can mess with this coherence of this experience very easily in the lab, we can
- 19:44create visual illusions, embodied illusions, and basically any aspect of consciousness
- 19:49can be messed with.
- 19:51It's an inference, it's a construction to some degree.
- 19:54And so if you're doing a deep and profound insight practice where you're, let's say,
- 19:59the three characteristics, Anicca, Natha, Dukkha, the impermanence, the emptiness, the not-self,
- 20:05the clinginess of our models, including the self, which is this deeply organizing,
- 20:12deep model within the brain. Then you can imagine that at some point this hits the foundations of our
- 20:20model building, in the sense that the brain encounters so much error as a consequence of
- 20:28this deconstructive practice that the existing model simply can't maintain itself anymore.
- 20:34And as a consequence of this exposure therapy to this kind of deep practice, this old model
- 20:40just can't sort of maintain itself anymore because the error just builds, builds, builds until
- 20:45it collapses. And in that collapse to basically—I'm kind of now speculating about my own kind of
- 20:52theories about this, but essentially if you, a bit like a computer, if you need to update
- 20:59the software because the model needs to change, you have to turn it off and on again.
- 21:04And I think there's probably something like that going on as we kind of deconstruct our
- 21:08world model through meditation, that once that deconstruction is profound enough, the
- 21:13mind undergoes a sort of reset, kind of reboot.
- 21:18Interesting. Yeah, I can see how deconstructing everything and then
- 21:23reconstructing it might be a faster way of transforming something than just
- 21:30tinkering with it while it remains fully constructed. And I think you apply this
- 21:35principle to AI that it goes through these loops of deconstruction and
- 21:39reconstruction, yes? And we'll talk about that later if you do. But I'm curious
- 21:46It's about the decoherence or asynchronization of the brain because, you know, with an old
- 21:56TM background going back decades, I've always heard about brainwave synchrony as being a
- 22:01good thing.
- 22:02And they talk about, in their research, how ordinarily the signals from different parts
- 22:09of the brain are asynchronous.
- 22:11not in phase with one another, but then during meditation they become synchronous and a very
- 22:16high degree of brainwave synchrony prevails while one is in deep meditation.
- 22:22And there's also, might as well throw this in also, in that method or in that tradition,
- 22:30ultimate, complete blotting out of consciousness is not considered desirable.
- 22:36It's more of a dawning of pure awareness without content.
- 22:41In the Yoga Sutras it says that yoga is the cessation of the fluctuations of the mind.
- 22:46So the mind settles down, becomes quiet, silent, and as it does so it's kind of like the ripples
- 22:52on a pond settling down, which allows the sun to reflect much more brightly than if the
- 22:57water is all choppy.
- 22:59So it sounds like we're talking about two very different experiences, both subjectively
- 23:04and neurophysiologically.
- 23:08Does it not?
- 23:09I agree. I think there's many reasons for this. One is that the practices are very different.
- 23:17The goals are very different. I mean, Buddha's teaching was very different to what was taught in the Yoga Sutras or in the Hinduism that preceded it,
- 23:28precisely because of the three characteristics applying also to consciousness and applying to all aspects of phenomena.
- 23:35And so you can think about, or how I think about it, the Buddha taught liberation, not pure awareness.
- 23:42And of course, pure awareness arises, but I think the concern there is that then one might just get attached to the pure awareness
- 23:49and get stuck in a loop of trying to be pure awareness, and that's its own kind of suffering.
- 23:54Not necessarily, but I can comment on that later.
- 23:57We can come back to this.
- 24:01And as to the alpha coherence, of course, I'm aware of the kind of old school TM research on this,
- 24:07and you get these coherence findings. The more recent research even on TM,
- 24:13so a colleague of mine, Alejandro, just recently put this paper out on TM meditation,
- 24:20and we have some work coming out on this too, basically showing that these coherence measures
- 24:26are very weak predictors ultimately of the TM state.
- 24:31What's happened in the field generally in neuroscience is that we've found that nonlinear measures
- 24:36are much more powerful at predicting conscious states than linear measures.
- 24:42So explain linear and nonlinear.
- 24:44Sure, yeah, yeah.
- 24:45So a linear measure is something where something simple in the brain goes up, then something
- 24:50else is also expected to go up.
- 24:52So you have, for example, alpha goes up, then your experience of concentration goes up or
- 24:57down.
- 24:58So it's very kind of simple.
- 25:00But the brain is a nonlinear complex system.
- 25:02So to actually understand representational states in the brain, you have to think about
- 25:07interactions, complex interactions between variables.
- 25:11So for instance, now we think about things like entropy and multivariate things, you
- 25:16can't visualize them as easily as linear relationships because it's kind of like complex relationships
- 25:21between many variables and you're trying to understand how those complex relationships
- 25:25between many variables predict the phenomenology. So we find these to be much more predictive.
- 25:31The recent paper, for example, finds that entropy is a much better predictor even of TM meditation.
- 25:37That doesn't—of course, I think still coherence is maybe a useful thing and interesting,
- 25:45But it's probably when we start to think more deeply about what are the kind of things that predict changes in conscious experience,
- 25:54whether it's on psychedelics or meditation, we're finding much more that these non-linear, multibariate measures are the most powerful.
- 26:02Yeah.
- 26:04Okay, interesting.
- 26:06So, you said something interesting a minute ago, which is that it seems that the goal of Buddhism is different than the goal of Vedic or Advaitic practice.
- 26:15if that's a fair way of phrasing it.
- 26:18And that always interests me because I always wonder,
- 26:21you know, if you got Jesus and Buddha and Krishna
- 26:24and Patanjali and all these guys together in a room,
- 26:28would they agree with each other
- 26:31about what they were experiencing
- 26:33and about what the nature of reality actually is,
- 26:36or would their different traditional paths and practices
- 26:40result in very different views on such matters?
- 26:45And if so, that kind of leads to the question of whether subjective means of gaining knowledge
- 26:50can give us any accurate understanding of the nature of the world.
- 26:54Well, my opinion, and that's what it is, of course, is that they're directionally
- 27:05on the same path, let's say. But I think, for instance, even in Buddhism,
- 27:12as you practice, and especially in Mahayana and maybe even more particularly in Vajrayana,
- 27:22you use awareness as a kind of pedagogy. So you use it as a teaching tool.
- 27:31And so there is a...
- 27:33You might consider that it's important to discover kind of pure awareness and have these insights,
- 27:41but you have to be equally careful not to have an attachment formed to notions of pure awareness.
- 27:48So I think that ultimately,
- 27:51what the Buddha emphasized is that
- 27:54awareness itself
- 27:57can be a
- 27:59powerful refuge from the egoistic mind.
- 28:05And so in that sense, I think it's a beautiful discovery,
- 28:09but that ultimately awareness and consciousness is also empty
- 28:16and is also a dependent origination, is also subject to causes and conditions.
- 28:26And I think that's also what science reveals.
- 28:30Of course, not conclusively, because it's impossible to get to the metaphysics,
- 28:36but I think the evidence points in that direction.
- 28:40For me personally, the experiential practice also reveals that
- 28:44even this duality of conscious and non-conscious ends up being a kind of inference of the mind,
- 28:51and that the reality of those categories and the reality of awareness is much more colored by the inferential kind of assumptions of our mind than we like to admit.
- 29:05And again, I think people might say that that's less beautiful, but actually I think it's more beautiful,
- 29:13because I think there's more freedom in being able to inhabit the full spectrum of the mind that we talked about before
- 29:20without having to have this feeling of needing to be awareness all the time or something like that.
- 29:26I think there's actually one of the big risks, and I think this is also what the Buddha taught, is pride.
- 29:32One of the final kind of things to let go of is pride.
- 29:36And I think one of the kind of traps of pure awareness is that there's a very subtle but palpable pride that can come along with having uncovered this new foundation of mind and the kind of wonderful experience that it brings.
- 29:55And again, I do think it's wonderful, but I think if you want to, you can go beyond that.
- 30:02Well, there could be, and I've seen plenty of instances of people who had fantastic experiences
- 30:07getting up on the microphone and bragging about them and strutting around beating their chest
- 30:12with how cosmic they were and things like that.
- 30:16But I don't think it's necessarily that way.
- 30:20I think that many of the great sages who would claim to have grounded themselves in a state
- 30:28of pure awareness abidingly were devoid of pride.
- 30:32They'd matured beyond that.
- 30:33So that's kind of a whole discussion about maybe Ken Wilber's lines of development and
- 30:39you know, whether you could advance quite a bit in the consciousness line and still be
- 30:43quite immature in other lines and so on.
- 30:46But we're not finished with cessation yet, but I also want to loop around to the notion
- 30:53which we can discuss more later, about whether consciousness is ontologically primitive or
- 30:59fundamental or is in some sense just a product of the brain or other natural processes in
- 31:08the universe.
- 31:13Because if it is the ultimate reality and if one can open one's experience to incorporate
- 31:20that, then it wouldn't be something one needed to hold on to or feel proud about or anything
- 31:27else.
- 31:28It would just be one's ultimate resting place that was there whether or not, whatever you
- 31:34were doing.
- 31:35In fact, with your friend, Delson Armstrong, he maintains that he doesn't lose pure awareness
- 31:40during sleep.
- 31:42And that is obviously something you couldn't will yourself to have because you're not in
- 31:48position to do so while you're sleeping. It would have to be spontaneous or not there at all.
- 31:53And the same would be true of the other states, you know, waking state. You wouldn't be clinging
- 31:58to it all day long while you're trying to do other things. It would either be there
- 32:01clearly or it wouldn't, or it would be there to whatever degree it was without any effort
- 32:06involved and also without any necessity to feel special about it or anything else if you were a
- 32:12a mature personality. I agree and I think if it is there, fantastic, but we also
- 32:20don't need to worry about it coming and going or whether it's permanent or the
- 32:24final ultimate reality. I think in some way I even question the notion of
- 32:29ultimate reality because that implies that there is some reality that is not.
- 32:34I think there's simply reality and we are all living in reality and somehow
- 32:40these dualities ultimately and I think also this is what comes through the kind of Mahayana
- 32:47insight that emptiness is form and form is emptiness, emptiness is none other than form
- 32:51and form is none other than emptiness.
- 32:53I think what we take to be ultimate reality at a certain stage of the path turns out to
- 32:57collapse into the relative and vice versa and there's this beautiful interpenetration that
- 33:02happens and life simply is life.
- 33:06Yeah, and that coincides with the Vedic perspective too.
- 33:10They say Brahman is the eater of everything.
- 33:12It's all Brahman, whether it appears to be manifest or not.
- 33:16To paraphrase the Buddhist saying, you could say, "Brahman is form, and form is Brahman."
- 33:23That's a fascinating topic in itself that I often get into with people, is whether these
- 33:28different traditions are resulting in people having very different experience of reality,
- 33:35And yet, supposedly having attained the highest level of realization, you would think that
- 33:42they would all share a common experience if they've attained the highest level of realization,
- 33:50if their particular path was capable of providing that.
- 33:55Because could there really be as many realities, ultimately, as there are people, or enlightened
- 34:03people? Well yeah, I mean it's a deep contemplation and I think for me since
- 34:11since reality is interdependent I think more that awakening and realization is like a
- 34:20flower blossoming and each flower that blossoms is somewhat unique to its causes and conditions
- 34:28And so I think there is room for kind of uniqueness in this and yet I do also agree that there is the unconditioned
- 34:34um that I do I do believe there are some parts of experience that seem to hit a kind of
- 34:39um
- 34:41Groundless direct realization that is perhaps shared
- 34:43uh and yet
- 34:46Very quickly the way that that blossoms in the kind of expression of our lives is is highly unique
- 34:53and so I
- 34:55I leave that as an open question, really.
- 34:59Yeah.
- 35:00Yeah, I agree with the highly unique part.
- 35:03I mean, you could have a thousand enlightened people,
- 35:07without going into the definition of what enlightenment means,
- 35:10but a thousand people who supposedly reached a very, very high level of realization
- 35:16who are completely different in terms of their relative expression,
- 35:20their relative personality, lifestyle, interests, and so on.
- 35:23And that doesn't conflict with the traditional understandings of what enlightenment is supposed to be.
- 35:29It's not like something that you automatically become a monk living in a cave if you attain it.
- 35:36I think that would be a kind of reification.
- 35:40That would be a kind of... I mean, I have to do this myself often, is just question my notions of what enlightenment and awakening are, and realize that even those are empty.
- 35:50I think what's kind of beautiful about some of these traditions is, we'll take for example in Buddhism,
- 35:56one of the kind of criteria of stream entry is no longer having attachment to rites and rituals.
- 36:01And so the irony is that you perform all these rites and rituals and you become a Buddhist or
- 36:07a Hindu or whatever, but in the actual realization, you realize that all of these are just constructions
- 36:12and they're all just kind of ultimately empty of any kind of real essence.
- 36:18Yeah, that's true in the Vedic thing too, you know, Vedanta is kind of beyond
- 36:23rites and rituals and they say it's fine to do them if that's your thing, you know,
- 36:28but ultimately you get to a point where they're not really that relevant or necessary.
- 36:34And you might still pick them up because it's kind of beautiful.
- 36:37You might, yeah, I mean Sri Ramakrishna was a temple priest and did Kali pujas and stuff in
- 36:42addition to being a Vedantic exponent.
- 36:48Exactly, I mean there's
- 36:50the way I kind of see these traditions
- 36:52is that they're almost like
- 36:55in, not to get too technical, but in
- 36:56dynamical systems theory and physics you
- 36:58have these attractors
- 37:02in complex fields of
- 37:05networks let's say and so you have
- 37:06these
- 37:08in reality these different
- 37:08traditions are like beautiful, flourishing
- 37:10attractors in the world. And then there are these
- 37:13other kind of attractors that where there's a lot
- 37:15of suffering and then maybe there's other
- 37:17attractors that are okay but not that great.
- 37:19But really what these profound traditions are is
- 37:25that there are these unique attractors but that
- 37:27are profoundly beautiful if you inhabit them.
- 37:30And I think it's in some ways even super
- 37:36beautiful to be able to move between them and to be able to appreciate the view from the Buddha or
- 37:42the view from Christianity or the view from the Danta. And I don't think they're contradictory
- 37:49in that sense because all views are just views. The question is, are they views that are
- 37:56life-giving? Are they beautiful views? Are they helpful views? Are they liberating views?
- 38:03And I think we need to begin to think of a pluralistic kind of way of navigating, or again,
- 38:10in dynamical systems theory, there's this thing called metastability. So it's this capacity to
- 38:14flexibly inhabit different attractors as needed. Because always the mind only has a tiny slice of
- 38:21reality. We can't compress the universe. So we have to always admit that our model is such a
- 38:28tiny compression of the grand reality that the only kind of wise way to hold our model is extremely
- 38:35flexibly. And have the model itself be a kind of dependent arising that's willing to change
- 38:42at a moment's notice to meet the present as it actually is. Yeah, that's good. Obviously,
- 38:49what we can experience or know through our senses is always going to be a tiny sliver of the full
- 38:56spectrum of possibility, fortunately so, because if we could experience everything in the entire
- 39:02spectrum, we would be completely incapacitated and overwhelmed.
- 39:07But again, to my understanding, the idea of enlightenment is, although you're not necessarily
- 39:18going to experience everything everywhere all at once through your senses, you are going to
- 39:23be privy to or tuned into or grounded in that which underlies all the diversity. And so,
- 39:30you know, unity and diversity, you'll be established in being or pure consciousness or the
- 39:37absolute or whatever you want to call it, while performing your particular function as an individual
- 39:43within the limitations that an individual necessarily has. I feel indeed that we,
- 39:51As we practice, we're able to tune in—I use this term "gradients"—
- 39:57our gradients of flourishing, gradients of meaning, beautiful gradients,
- 40:02where we're attuned to the cosmos in some sort of more direct way.
- 40:08I think something that happens over long-term practice is a kind of intimacy with experience,
- 40:14experience, the kind of filter or the distance between our mind and life itself becomes
- 40:22shorter and shorter as we're able to hold more of the kind of immediate energy of this moment.
- 40:28And as we're able to cohere more with that and to have better compressions that we kind of embody
- 40:35over time, then we're able to better resonate, we're able to better tune to the larger scales
- 40:41of causality that we're a part of. And if we zoom in to the human body or the brain, we see that
- 40:49it goes deep, right? So you go from the brain to networks, to neurons, to microtubules, to protein,
- 40:56to quantum kind of information. And then we can go all the way back up from the quantum field to
- 41:02microtubules, to neurons, to networks, to the brain, to the body, to our biosphere, our culture,
- 41:09and zoom all the way out to the cosmos. And we are a neuron in a brain. I think all of
- 41:16the scientific evidence points in that direction. So everywhere we look, we see this embeddedness,
- 41:22this nestedness in larger systems, larger scales of causality on which we depend. The
- 41:28neuron depends on the nutrients from the rest of the brain. It has no meaning. It quickly
- 41:33dies, cells become cancerous once they come out of coherence.
- 41:37And part of I think having a good life is being in coherence with these larger scales of causality,
- 41:43the larger systems that we can't comprehend, just like the neuron can't comprehend the
- 41:47brain, and yet we have to have this connection, these nutrients come from these larger scales
- 41:56of causality that keep us alive and keep us flourishing, and bring us kind of the synchronicity,
- 42:02the meaning and the purpose that makes our lives kind of awesome.
- 42:07Lovely.
- 42:08That was so eloquent.
- 42:09I really loved that.
- 42:11And what it triggered in me is the thought that the intelligence which pervades and orchestrates
- 42:19the universe, it pervades.
- 42:21So it pervades every cell in our body, every particle, everything, everywhere, every galaxy.
- 42:27And since it pervades us as well as everything else, it could be located within us and we
- 42:35can tune to it such that we really become just a sense organ of it rather than isolated
- 42:44individual.
- 42:46We express as an individual but on the foundation of that intelligence and then we achieve that
- 42:52kind of cosmic individuality that I think you were just describing.
- 42:58That's right.
- 42:59I think foundationally we are everything.
- 43:01There's no way to separate us from the universe.
- 43:04I mean it's almost a cliche to say, but it's like it bears reminding over and over again
- 43:10we are not separate from this grand dance of the cosmos.
- 43:14And we are the kind of fingers of God you can say poetically.
- 43:19And that is just as much a scientific fact as it is a spiritual fact.
- 43:24And that can be a living reality, not merely a philosophical plaything.
- 43:29That's right.
- 43:30I think that's what practice reveals.
- 43:32It brings us into an intimate kind of intuitive sense that that is the reality and that we
- 43:39live in this kind of system that's so much more than we are, and we get to play our little
- 43:46role in this cosmos's evolution.
- 43:50Yeah.
- 43:51Okay, so a thought that's been kicking around the back of my mind for a few minutes.
- 43:55Earlier, I think you said something like, either maybe there is no ultimate reality
- 44:00or maybe we can't experience it even if there is something along those lines?
- 44:06Well I just questioned the whole term of ultimate reality.
- 44:08I think everything is reality.
- 44:11We're staring reality in the face right now and it's just enough that way.
- 44:15And I think when we start to, it's often the case I think, as we practice we start to imagine
- 44:21some sort of like ground where there's an ultimate reality and we are somehow, you know,
- 44:27we have metaphors like samsara and nirvana and all of this.
- 44:30And all of that is helpful because to some degree we are caught in ignorance and we identify
- 44:37with ego structures and we suffer unnecessarily and all of this.
- 44:42And so then we set out on a path to kind of understand that better.
- 44:46And having these pointings out that say, "Hey, look, there's more to this than you see," is very helpful.
- 44:54And you go through this process of kind of getting to know yourself a little bit better,
- 45:00and you see the nature of the ego maybe a little bit clearer, never fully,
- 45:05and you start to find these new layers of being.
- 45:09But what tends to happen, and this is the risk, is that we then reify those new layers that we discover
- 45:15and we start to kind of make these distinctions between the kind of ultimate and the relative and so on.
- 45:24And these, I think, are pedagogically very useful as teaching pointers,
- 45:27but metaphysically I think they're not true,
- 45:30in the sense that as we kind of come to realize these deepest parts that we might even take to be ultimate reality,
- 45:38we find that ultimate reality is pregnant with relative reality,
- 45:43and really you can't distinguish the two.
- 45:46And any kind of distinction that we make between the two, I find,
- 45:50and have found through my own experience, ends up being a construction of my own mind.
- 45:54Yeah, there's a line from an old song,
- 45:57"What is here is everywhere, what is not here is nowhere at all."
- 46:01And when you talk like this, I think of science, okay,
- 46:05I'm not a professional scientist like you,
- 46:07but as I understand it, from its origin,
- 46:11science began asking the question,
- 46:13all right, there's more to life than meets the eye.
- 46:15Let's dig deeper and figure out what this is
- 46:18and what this is.
- 46:19And physics in particular has gone to more and more
- 46:22fundamental layers.
- 46:24Ultimately, in the minds of many physicists
- 46:27looking for what they might call a unified field,
- 46:29something that is--
- 46:32and they've gotten it down to the point
- 46:33where the four fundamental forces, three of them unified
- 46:37and one of them gravity still separate from the three.
- 46:40But the next step might be the unification of those forces
- 46:44and that might be some kind of unified field,
- 46:47which would be the foundation
- 46:50and ultimate origin of everything.
- 46:51And so I guess you could say,
- 46:55you could take anything in the world
- 46:57and start boiling it down to more and more fundamentals
- 47:00of its existence.
- 47:03And as you did so, you'd be kind of like going from the spokes,
- 47:07any one spoke of a wheel, back to the same hub,
- 47:11that from which all the diversity emerges and springs.
- 47:16And the corollary, the parallel to spirituality
- 47:21is that, according to spiritual traditions, we are that hub.
- 47:25Not we as an individual, but our true nature is that hub.
- 47:30It's kind of the home of all the laws of nature
- 47:33or the intelligence which express themselves
- 47:36as the manifest universe.
- 47:37And if you can establish your awareness there,
- 47:40then you're in a very good place to interact with life
- 47:44and the relative world.
- 47:45- I don't think that that view is wrong necessarily.
- 47:50I think there's like, again, I'm more of a pragmatist
- 47:52when it comes to views again,
- 47:54because I don't believe that we can have
- 47:57the full model in our brain at any point.
- 47:59I mean, the universe is simply incompressible into a brain.
- 48:02Yet, I think the emerging view from the kind of science that I'm paying attention to—there's
- 48:11a lot of diverse views in science—is more a kind of multiscale causality, where you don't
- 48:19simply reduce things to more fundamental principles and assume that you've now got a better explanation.
- 48:25I think it's actually the dynamics of every layer of being that are mutually constraining
- 48:31each other and that means that the neuron is not a better explanation than the networks
- 48:38of neurons, which is not a better explanation than the brain and the body, which is not
- 48:43a better explanation than thinking of the biosphere and coming up with scientific models
- 48:47at that level.
- 48:49And this is, multi-scale causality implies that each layer has its own causal power.
- 48:55It's greater than the sum of its parts.
- 48:58And under that view, you don't give precedence to smaller things.
- 49:03It's not reducing reality to, and I know you don't see it this way, into billiard balls
- 49:07or smaller balls and so on.
- 49:09It's actually that it's in the interactions of larger systems that you get the kind of
- 49:14important explanations.
- 49:16And this means that fundamentally, in my view, reality is not reducible in the way that we've
- 49:22imagined it to be previously.
- 49:24I think this new emerging science forces us to look at complex systems as they present
- 49:30themselves and to be able to describe them.
- 49:33I still think mathematically, I still think mathematics is the language to describe each
- 49:38of these layers of causality.
- 49:40But it allows us to then see that, oh, when we meet each other, that layer of causality
- 49:45is just as real and powerful as this quantum field that we might point to, which is just
- 49:51as real and powerful as the solar system with the large balls of the planet earth and venus
- 49:57and jupiter and the sun and so on.
- 50:00And so it gives a kind of ground truth to every layer of reality, which I think is a more attractive
- 50:08view to me and it's also I think what the most kind of cutting edge science is pointing to.
- 50:15And this requires a kind of interdisciplinary view. So often the people who are coming to these kinds
- 50:22of views do work across fields, they work across neuroscience and physics and so on, because you
- 50:28start to understand when you get something like a brain that clearly has causal power on the world
- 50:33and it functions quite differently, perhaps, to purely a quantum field, right?
- 50:38Because it has recursivity, it's kind of self-aware, it has consciousness.
- 50:42And so, you've got kind of a new causal layer that's functioning in the world.
- 50:49So, let me take a simple example and see if this is a—it illustrates what you're saying.
- 50:53So, you know, it's summertime here, and it's warm, and people would enjoy going swimming in the water.
- 51:00they wouldn't want to go swimming in oxygen or hydrogen, even though that's what the water is.
- 51:05The water, on its own level as water, has a valuable quality and we enjoy it.
- 51:11And the oxygen and hydrogen consist of subatomic particles and they have their level of reality,
- 51:20which doesn't resemble oxygen or hydrogen. And you can go down deeper to quarks and so on.
- 51:27So every level of reality or manifestation or magnification has its own value and it's
- 51:35not like the deeper ones are more valuable than the more manifest ones.
- 51:40Each has its place, its function, and that's the way the universe is structured.
- 51:47But still, if there is an ultimate reality of everything that can be experienced subjectively,
- 51:56Obviously it's not going to be subatomic particles, but if it's consciousness, if consciousness
- 52:01is fundamental, and if it could be argued that all of these more manifest layers arise
- 52:06from consciousness, then being established in that consciousness you might be able to
- 52:13apprehend the essential nature of all the manifest levels as you interact with them.
- 52:19So you see a tree and, oh yeah, it's a tree, but I also see its essential nature as consciousness.
- 52:24describe this kind of experience, you know, say they live in unity all the time and
- 52:28that's the way they interact with with the world. Yeah I think it's attractive
- 52:33and I've had that experience myself and yet I don't think it's the deepest
- 52:39view. My sense is, you know... What would the deepest view be?
- 52:45Well, I don't know what the deepest view is.
- 52:47I, you know, like we paint a picture where there's this sort of layers that are kind of non-real and then we go under them and then somehow we get to the real.
- 53:02And I would say that that's true as a kind of path.
- 53:05And then when you get to the real, you realize that that too is empty.
- 53:09And then you suddenly realize that all of the manifestation is of the same nature as what you took to be the ultimate reality.
- 53:14This is the thing.
- 53:17You see, the thoughts, the ego structure, the relative in all its manifestation is also your true nature.
- 53:26Agreed.
- 53:27Also your true nature.
- 53:28And so again, but if you agree with that, then I don't think you can point to ultimate reality as some sort of separation from them,
- 53:37which I think is not what you mean, but comes through in the language, right?
- 53:41And it comes through, I think, and when we speak like that, I think we
- 53:47even momentarily sort of believe that to be a case, even as a model. And I think we need to somehow
- 53:54we somehow need to get to a model where we can talk about it without falling into that trap.
- 53:59And I don't think we've solved that, but I think about it like interpenetrating. We have a
- 54:04sense of course that there's a different, it's a different phenomenology when you're
- 54:10absorbed in awareness, presence, consciousness to when I'm like coding on my laptop or something,
- 54:16right? There's like, there's like, there's different quality there. And yet to say that
- 54:20one is consciousness and one is not, no, they're both completely consciousness, they're both
- 54:25completely the cosmos, they're both just as much God and not God as each other. And so somehow this,
- 54:33There's duality. I think we need to collapse it, even now in the way that we talk.
- 54:39Yeah, I totally agree. In the Vedic model, there is a stage at which one experiences
- 54:46the Self with a capital S as being distinct and separate from the relative field. But that's just
- 54:53a stage. And then one progresses from there and eventually unification prevails. And just what
- 55:01what you described becomes one's experience. That's right, that's right. And I think
- 55:05even if you look deep into what Sri Nisargadatta taught, which is a
- 55:09kind of classic and Advaita non-dual teacher who talked a lot about awareness
- 55:13and using awareness, I think again, as a kind of pedagogy, but
- 55:17ultimately you can find quotes of his also saying to, "No, no, eventually you do
- 55:22go beyond awareness." Yeah, I have a quote from Nisargadatta in a little graphic. He
- 55:28said this shortly before he died, he said, "Forget I am that."
- 55:33That was the title of his book.
- 55:34He said, "I've learned so much more since then.
- 55:36It's so much deeper."
- 55:38That's right.
- 55:39That's right.
- 55:40Yeah.
- 55:42Before we move on entirely from cessation,
- 55:47nirodha samapati, a question from my friend Suresh Ramaswamy,
- 55:51who's been on that yet.
- 55:52He said, "Your work focuses on induced nirodha samapati,
- 55:56INS, even though the Buddhist tradition warns that such attainments do not by themselves
- 56:01imply realization or deep integration, since fetters lie dormant within INS-induced nirvāda-samāpati.
- 56:10How do you see the relationship between these measurable states and genuine freedom, the
- 56:15kind of pure beingness that may not have any distinct brain signature at all?
- 56:21question. It's one of my great regrets that researching Neuroticinopathy and these deep
- 56:29states that people think that this means that I somehow equate them with like the ultimate kind
- 56:34of discovery or something like that. It's kind of a funny thing that happens and I don't think
- 56:38the question is even suggesting that necessarily, but it's something that I face constantly which is
- 56:45like, "Oh you shouldn't be doing research on Neurota because really it's about pure awareness
- 56:50or really it's about this, I'm like, mate, it's just scientifically interesting, right?
- 56:54Like, this is the thing.
- 56:56It's interesting to be able to collapse consciousness from within.
- 57:00Forget all of the kind of implications for what you think enlightenment is.
- 57:05This is not a message to the person asking this question,
- 57:07this is just a message to everyone who sees me researching cessation.
- 57:11It doesn't mean I think this is the thing.
- 57:13This is, I don't equate it with enlightenment.
- 57:16I think you're going to find people who have these experiences
- 57:18or say they have them and they're still unwholesome,
- 57:20they can still be assholes, all of the rest, right?
- 57:23So just to, you know...
- 57:24And you may find potentially saintly or enlightened people,
- 57:28if they really are, who have never had these sensation experiences, right?
- 57:32There's, it's not like a mandatory stepping stone to full realization.
- 57:38I tend to think that it is an important stepping stone,
- 57:42but this is just a kind of model I have in my mind.
- 57:44But I think many people can go really, really deep
- 57:48without ever even really giving much emphasis to those moments, because it's not the absence that's the thing.
- 57:53It's the revelation that emerging from that absence reveals, which is a completely new view on reality.
- 58:01Right?
- 58:02And so I think one of the kind of great things again of classical Buddhism and the suttas is this focus on the unwholesome
- 58:08qualities of mind and the fetters and so on, because that keeps you really grounded.
- 58:13because you might have all sorts of special experiences and so on,
- 58:18but if you're still full of pride and full of ego and greed and hate and delusion,
- 58:25then forget it. It doesn't matter if you've had a thousand cessations.
- 58:28That's not it. It's about wisdom and compassion.
- 58:31Yeah.
- 58:32Yeah, it's about love.
- 58:35Yeah, that's what the Beatles said.
- 58:39And, you know, a good evidence for this is the fact that so many gurus and teachers from
- 58:46the East who supposedly were really enlightened turned out to be scoundrels in terms of their
- 58:52behavior.
- 58:53So, you know, and they talked about pure consciousness all the time and all that stuff.
- 58:57So you might ask, "Well, what good did it do them?"
- 58:59Or maybe they didn't really have it and thought they did or something.
- 59:04It's a head-scratcher.
- 59:05Well, we're all scoundrels.
- 59:06Yeah, true.
- 59:07That's the problem.
- 59:08Hopefully less and less so. I would hope that to be one of the purposes of spiritual development,
- 59:15not just to have a more self-gratifying experience, but to become a better person.
- 59:21That's right. I agree. And we do our best.
- 59:24And in a way, we do our best by realizing how much of a scoundrel we are.
- 59:28And in that, we can somehow temper it a little bit.
- 59:33There we go.
- 59:35Okay, so let's talk a little bit about neuroscience, physiology, and measurement.
- 59:41We kind of touched on it with talking about brain decoherence and all, but to what extent
- 59:49do you think higher states of consciousness, if you're comfortable with that term, could
- 59:55be reliably measured and correlated with certain neurophysiological states the way we have
- 1:00:05done with waking, dreaming, and sleeping?
- 1:00:07I mean, a scientist could have a subject in the other room and know whether he is awake,
- 1:00:11asleep, or dreaming based upon the brainwaves and other measures.
- 1:00:15Do you think we'll ever get to a point where we can map out all the various higher states
- 1:00:21that different traditions talk about and assign or correlate specific physiological measures
- 1:00:29with them? Yes, basically I think everything has some physiological correlate, more or less,
- 1:00:37meaning that as we see now you can give people 5-MeO DMT which kind of reliably gets you into a
- 1:00:45kind of fairly mystical pure awareness state or you can give people more classical DMT and they're
- 1:00:51you know, off in the other realms, communing with entities and so on.
- 1:00:55And all of these are fairly reliable signatures that have been
- 1:00:59mapped out by several labs around the world. And mystical experiences too are now kind of commonly,
- 1:01:06especially in the kind of psychedelic literature, captured by particular neural signatures.
- 1:01:13But the important thing is, of course, that this doesn't explain it, right? It doesn't,
- 1:01:18It doesn't answer any of the metaphysical questions about the reality of these things, right?
- 1:01:26So I think having physiological neural correlates just suggests that
- 1:01:31this is the state the brain needs to be in to allow maybe consciousness to have this experience,
- 1:01:39but there may be much more to it.
- 1:01:41Again, I'm not a reductionist in that sense,
- 1:01:43that I think just because we now know the 5-MEO-DMT correlate of the mystical experience in the
- 1:01:51brain, we now understand that experience.
- 1:01:54I don't think that's true.
- 1:01:55I think all we have then is a correlate.
- 1:01:58Yeah.
- 1:01:59And even our correlate must be very crude.
- 1:02:02I mean, what EEG and MRI and things like that can measure seems like just a tiny glimmer
- 1:02:10of people into the reality of what the brain is actually doing.
- 1:02:15Absolutely, absolutely.
- 1:02:17And many people don't recognize this.
- 1:02:19I mean even if you take something like fMRI, you're measuring a proxy of neural activity.
- 1:02:24You're not even measuring, you're measuring blood oxygenation, you're not even measuring
- 1:02:28neural activity per se directly.
- 1:02:30And there's ways in which those things actually diverge.
- 1:02:33And in EEG, you are actually measuring, at EEG and MEG, you're getting electrophysiology
- 1:02:38and the magnetic field.
- 1:02:40So those are somewhat direct,
- 1:02:41but they're emergent properties of interactions
- 1:02:44of different neurons in the brain.
- 1:02:47So you're not, again, you're not,
- 1:02:49it's extremely hard to get at the actual thing.
- 1:02:53And again, there's no actual thing there
- 1:02:55because it's multi-scale.
- 1:02:57So you've got everything from,
- 1:02:58it's like, what are you trying to measure?
- 1:03:00Are you trying to measure the kind of quantum stuff?
- 1:03:02Are you trying to measure the proteins,
- 1:03:03the microtubules, the neurons,
- 1:03:05the kind of frequencies or the emergent properties, the blood oxygenation.
- 1:03:10These are all just kind of probes that we know are somehow correlated
- 1:03:18with the important activity, but we don't ever capture the actual important activity.
- 1:03:22We can't like get directly at it in that way.
- 1:03:27And we do know that it's important though.
- 1:03:30And we know that because for example, we can do transcranial magnetic
- 1:03:33stimulation or focused ultrasound and so on. And so we can also generate
- 1:03:38experiences from activating regions of the brain. So we have like very good
- 1:03:42causal evidence that these things are clearly connecting to something very
- 1:03:47deep about how the brain constructs our experience. And yet we still need to have
- 1:03:52some some humility about these measures and the inferences we draw from our
- 1:03:55correlations. Yeah I have a good friend who I have an ongoing debate with, I have
- 1:04:03have had for years, about whether subjective experience,
- 1:04:11spiritual experiences, can actually
- 1:04:14give us a handle on deeper realities,
- 1:04:17or whether the brain is just fabricating them.
- 1:04:20So what you just said about targeting magnets
- 1:04:23into the brain, or taking DMT, or the same
- 1:04:28could apply to meditation.
- 1:04:29Let's say you take a drug like mescaline or DMT,
- 1:04:33and you experience unbounded awareness,
- 1:04:35all of a sudden you're just vast
- 1:04:38and not limited to this body.
- 1:04:40Does that really mean that that's a reality
- 1:04:43that you're tapping into,
- 1:04:44or is it just your brain giving you
- 1:04:45the experience of unbounded awareness?
- 1:04:48Now, let me just add to the question.
- 1:04:50I just saw a thing yesterday on a little YouTube video
- 1:04:53that said if you stimulate a particular part of the brain,
- 1:04:56it gives you an out-of-body experience,
- 1:04:58and they can replicate this reliably.
- 1:05:01It didn't say in the video whether you experienced any,
- 1:05:04couldn't experience anything in those out-of-body experiences
- 1:05:07that can be verified, as sometimes happens under surgery.
- 1:05:11Like Trisha Barker, whom I interviewed,
- 1:05:13you know, saw her uncle or somebody buying
- 1:05:15a particular brand of candy bar
- 1:05:17in the waiting room at the hospital
- 1:05:19while she was unconscious with anesthesia,
- 1:05:22and later confirmed with him that that's what he had bought.
- 1:05:26So that kind of gives you the feeling
- 1:05:28that perhaps subjective experiences of a mystical nature
- 1:05:33can give us knowledge that we can't otherwise attain,
- 1:05:37including whether awareness is really unbounded.
- 1:05:40Anyway, I've said enough, you get the point.
- 1:05:44- I do, and I keep an open mind about these things.
- 1:05:48And yet when I look at the science,
- 1:05:51people who have tried to, for example,
- 1:05:54test out-of-body experiences, remote viewing,
- 1:05:57and so on, people like Beth Loftus who really believed in these things deeply, and then try
- 1:06:02to go out to prove them to be true by, you know, having people do remote viewing and testing objects
- 1:06:06and seeing things that they shouldn't be able to see. And I know also some colleagues trying to do
- 1:06:12in surgery rooms to see if out-of-body experiences can kind of find information that they couldn't
- 1:06:18find before. All of these don't seem to come out to be true at this point. So whatever it is,
- 1:06:26Maybe it's just the difficulty of constructing the right scenario and maybe they're just super rare when it's actually real. I'm open to that as well.
- 1:06:33But the current evidence is showing that it's probably not the case.
- 1:06:41Now just to give you like one kind of cool hypothesis, which is
- 1:06:46that
- 1:06:48when people are having these
- 1:06:50out-of-body experiences, let's say when they are
- 1:06:55undergoing surgery, a near-death experience, or something else,
- 1:07:00and they're able to have an experience and they can verify it.
- 1:07:03I think there can be these states where where our senses are so profoundly
- 1:07:09clear and open that we can hear things or even feel things from the
- 1:07:15the next room and kind of construct images because the brain is a prediction
- 1:07:20machine. It's always constructing experience from
- 1:07:23electrical activity. I mean, it's extraordinary that it can construct this clarity of this moment
- 1:07:29purely from basically two-dimensional electrical signals. And it's doing this constantly. So each
- 1:07:36moment is a miracle of generative creativity of the mind-brain organism, right? And I think there's
- 1:07:43states in which we, let's say, we reduce the computational power of the abstract mind and
- 1:07:49we come so deeply in touch with the sensory stimuli that in some cases we can construct
- 1:07:56whole visions. Our imagination is extraordinary. I mean, think of it lucid dreaming and dreaming
- 1:08:01itself. And we can kind of dream up what's happening in the next room from like very
- 1:08:05subtle sensory signals. And so I think sometimes this might be the case that we can verify something
- 1:08:11in the next room just from subtle sensory signals. Yeah, I'm skeptical of that one. I mean,
- 1:08:18Tricia Barker, she had a car accident. She was being operated on under anesthetic.
- 1:08:22The waiting room was nowhere near the surgery room. She saw her uncle buy a Snickers bar
- 1:08:30and she thought that's unusual because not only he doesn't usually eat candy bars,
- 1:08:33and later on she checked with him. And sure enough, that's what he had done.
- 1:08:37There's nothing she could have picked up on in the Snickers bar. And there's another guy who
- 1:08:43was under surgery and he saw a red sneaker up on some balcony in the hospital outside that someone
- 1:08:48had thrown it off the roof or something and he reported it and some janitor or somebody went up
- 1:08:54there and found it. So again, under surgery, under anesthetic, there's no way you're going to get
- 1:08:58signals that there's a red sneaker up on the roof someplace. And you know, people always say things
- 1:09:05like this because they have, and I'm not calling you a skeptic, but it really kind of threatens
- 1:09:12their paradigm to believe that we could have an experience like that but if it's true and if it
- 1:09:17could be verified it opens up a whole new vista as to what we actually are, how we're constructed,
- 1:09:23what we can know, how we can know it. Again I've had enough weird experiences that I keep a very
- 1:09:31open mind about all of these kinds of things and I think there's many anecdotes probably happening
- 1:09:40every single day that do not match our mainstream scientific models.
- 1:09:45And I think it's very clear that our conceptual reality
- 1:09:50from the science is exceptionally incomplete
- 1:09:53when it comes to spiritual experiences,
- 1:09:56maybe even CDs and so on.
- 1:10:00And yet, I treat the scientific process as sacred
- 1:10:08in the sense that we've come up with this very careful way of finding things out.
- 1:10:13That's all it is. It's just a careful way of finding things out.
- 1:10:17And it may be that not everything can be found out that way. There may be some things that are simply
- 1:10:25outside the purview of the scientific method because it's too hard to control those conditions.
- 1:10:31Science kind of relies on control and some things might be very difficult to control.
- 1:10:37So what I take to be scientific evidence and what I take to be
- 1:10:40kind of the potential of what is true, these are kind of different, they're
- 1:10:46overlapping Venn diagrams, but they're not exactly the same thing.
- 1:10:50Yeah, what you just said is very important. I mean there seems to be
- 1:10:53an attitude among some scientists that, well, if we can't measure it
- 1:10:57then it's not worth thinking about, it couldn't be real
- 1:11:01because we can't measure it. But that's so arrogant really to
- 1:11:05It's suggesting that, well, our measurement methods
- 1:11:08are the ultimate arbiter of truth,
- 1:11:10and science has advanced to the highest degree
- 1:11:12that it possibly can, and so on.
- 1:11:15- I think that's foolish, because our instruments
- 1:11:17are also evolving and changing,
- 1:11:19and what we can measure is always changing.
- 1:11:21So to think that that's the only ground of truth
- 1:11:24when it's such a malleable ground,
- 1:11:28because it's always changing how we do science,
- 1:11:30how we measure it, and so on.
- 1:11:32and measurement is not the base be all and end all.
- 1:11:37- Yeah, and what's always fascinated me
- 1:11:39is the notion that, how about if we think
- 1:11:42of the human nervous system as a scientific instrument?
- 1:11:45And because it can perceive and know things
- 1:11:49in ways that no man-made instrument can,
- 1:11:51although obviously man-made instruments
- 1:11:53can do the opposite also.
- 1:11:55We can't do what the Webb Space Telescope can do.
- 1:11:58But we have certain capabilities,
- 1:12:00Like some people see angels, for instance, or they say they do.
- 1:12:06We don't have scientific instruments which can do that.
- 1:12:09So could there be a marrying of science and spirituality
- 1:12:13in which we can use the human nervous system in a way that
- 1:12:18conforms to the systematic empirical nature of science
- 1:12:22and thereby explore whole realms that material scientific
- 1:12:27instruments can't get at?
- 1:12:30Yeah, definitely.
- 1:12:31And this is a, an emerging paradigm, uh, called
- 1:12:35computational phenomenology.
- 1:12:37So I work in the space sometimes called computational
- 1:12:41neuro phenomenology.
- 1:12:42And there we, we do exactly this.
- 1:12:45We take the, the human experience as real data.
- 1:12:50And we try to map the phenomenology and we try to
- 1:12:53find kind of causal links between, um, variables that
- 1:12:57link to particular experiences, particular meditative states or mystical experiences
- 1:13:02and so on. And we build models of experience. And so phenomenology is just as much data as
- 1:13:08anything else. And you know there's a long history of phenomenology research, now there's
- 1:13:15micro phenomenology. But this gets more and more rigorous especially with AI because we can
- 1:13:21deal with huge batches of human experience and make sense of them in a quantitative way.
- 1:13:29There's no a priori reason that experience can't be quantitatively measured and made sense of in
- 1:13:36a scientific way. There was just a kind of awkward phase in science where we tried to
- 1:13:42remove experience from the equation, but that is rapidly changing.
- 1:13:49On that note, one problem that occurs to me, and let's see, you've probably, obviously you've thought about this,
- 1:13:55is that with ordinary science you can standardize your equipment and your methods.
- 1:14:00And in fact, when you publish a scientific paper, you list the kind of equipment you use and how you use them,
- 1:14:05and so people can replicate it.
- 1:14:07With spiritual practice and spiritual techniques, everybody has a different nervous system to begin with,
- 1:14:13and then there are so many different practices,
- 1:14:15And so there are an infinite number of variables
- 1:14:17between all the nervous systems and all the practices.
- 1:14:19And it was really kind of hard to,
- 1:14:22it would be really hard to pin down anything
- 1:14:26in as rigorous a way as you can
- 1:14:28with usual scientific research.
- 1:14:31- I think that's true,
- 1:14:34but there are some clearly common structures.
- 1:14:37Like people describe redness in the same way,
- 1:14:43or they describe pain and the valence
- 1:14:45of putting their hand over a flame very similarly.
- 1:14:50So I think there's clearly like overlapping structures
- 1:14:54and in conscious experience, and we can begin to map those.
- 1:14:57And then we can begin to correlate those
- 1:14:59with neuroscience and physiology.
- 1:15:03And it's really like, for me,
- 1:15:05I start to think that there's this,
- 1:15:07what we're really trying to do
- 1:15:09is like the secret third thing.
- 1:15:11We're trying to like get underneath both experience
- 1:15:14and physiology and third-person methods
- 1:15:18to a common language.
- 1:15:19This is something I'm very passionate about.
- 1:15:21It's like, so I'm trying to find a new language
- 1:15:24that allows us to directly point
- 1:15:25at the structure of experience
- 1:15:27and the kind of scientific reality
- 1:15:29of things that we can measure with a single language.
- 1:15:33This is, I think, actually the computational language
- 1:15:35or things like predictive processing,
- 1:15:36where we start to talk about experiences, inferences,
- 1:15:40and that's actually also what the brain is actually doing,
- 1:15:43is making this kind of predictive processing,
- 1:15:44but it resonates deeply with phenomenology.
- 1:15:47So I think we've just got caught in a kind of weird duality
- 1:15:52between science and experience,
- 1:15:54and we came, went like, they went in separate paths,
- 1:15:56but actually there's like this underlying language
- 1:15:59that we're slowly uncovering that points to both experience
- 1:16:04and the thing that our instruments are pointing to.
- 1:16:07- Would this language be a verbal language
- 1:16:09or some kind of mathematical language?
- 1:16:12I think both. I mean, I think math can always kind of be, well, actually not always, but
- 1:16:19it can be expressed in language to some degree if you're kind of careful with your language.
- 1:16:26So yes, I think you can take, for example, active inference, predictive processing, free
- 1:16:31energy principle as examples of this where I can talk about them, but they're also mathematically
- 1:16:37grounded. And so then they point to experience and that they also point to mechanisms in the brain.
- 1:16:44And so these are kind of unifying languages that I think is kind of the future.
- 1:16:48You're probably familiar with Donald Hoffman who has been on BatGap and who says he's working out
- 1:16:56the mathematics of all this stuff. I'm sure it would be completely over my head, but
- 1:17:01somehow he says he's doing that. I think it's worth a shot.
- 1:17:06A couple of people were wondering about the mechanism underlying spontaneous transformative
- 1:17:14neurota. Is this something anybody can learn? Is there a technique? What do you say to that?
- 1:17:22Well, I think the transformative aspect, again, is the important one. And I have my hypothesis
- 1:17:33about what's going on so I can kind of share that. I have written about it in scientific papers so
- 1:17:39people find it you know at least somewhat legible. And I hinted towards this earlier so if you imagine
- 1:17:45that you have this model of reality that your brain body system has constructed from
- 1:17:50evolutionary development and also you know our developmental history here
- 1:17:58as humans. And this model of reality is perhaps not fully accurate or is not fully capturing the
- 1:18:08full nature of what life is. And so then we set out and do this meditation thing.
- 1:18:14And we start to have this kind of exposure therapy to this the present moment data. So we start to
- 1:18:21bring the brain to really make contact with the unfolding sensory stimulus rather than its
- 1:18:26predictions of the past and the future, which is what it's habitually doing in
- 1:18:32its current, like, you know, what we evolved to do. And so basically as you're
- 1:18:37doing the practice you can imagine that you have this model of reality that over
- 1:18:41time is accumulating error. So you're exposing yourself to the present
- 1:18:47moment data coming out of your ego structure and you're looking at life in
- 1:18:53kind of open, unbounded way. And perhaps you're even doing some insight practices.
- 1:18:59So you're actually trying to see the nature of phenomena, the fact that they
- 1:19:01are impermanent. Maybe you're inquiring about the nature of yourself, and you
- 1:19:05start to kind of look at all the assumptions in your model of reality
- 1:19:09while at the same time like really having this exposure to the present
- 1:19:13moment unfolding. And I think there's something about that that is like
- 1:19:17induces a lot of volatility in the current predictive model that we have of
- 1:19:22reality. And then basically if you are wild enough, if you are kind of
- 1:19:30disillusioned enough with your current view on reality, if you are authentic
- 1:19:35enough in your practice, I think at some point the model which is you realizes
- 1:19:43that it's unsustainable this way of seeing reality, this way of potentially
- 1:19:47suffering. So suffering is of course a big motivator here. And it could be that
- 1:19:52because of this intense practice at some point this model of reality just can't
- 1:19:57sustain itself and in that moment we see this transformation. So my personal
- 1:20:02opinion is that the transformative aspect of nirodha is it's not like a
- 1:20:08trick that the brain does, it's not some sort of like, it's not like you
- 1:20:15learning to do a kind of exercise with your mind that you can just kind of replicate.
- 1:20:20Rather, it's through the authentic pursuit of a better understanding of reality or trying to
- 1:20:27understand the nature of reality, the self, and so on, that at some point the mind's model becomes
- 1:20:34untenable, collapses, and is replaced by a new model. And many people who have had this experience
- 1:20:40It's claimed that this new model is healthier in some respects,
- 1:20:45and is more flexible and wholesome and more free.
- 1:20:50So in that sense, I think we all have the potential to experience this.
- 1:20:54And then I think there's, of course, also in the Buddhist tradition,
- 1:20:58clear kind of paths for re-traversing this terrain.
- 1:21:06So the combination of, for example, classically jhana and insight practice.
- 1:21:11So both, again, I would just say, coming deeply into the present moment
- 1:21:15and then inquiring about its nature.
- 1:21:16Coming deeply into the present moment, inquiring about its nature.
- 1:21:20And this seems to, if you go far enough, lead to nirodha.
- 1:21:27And there seem to be people like Delsin Armstrong
- 1:21:29who can just turn it on like flipping a switch. Bingo.
- 1:21:33It seems to be that there are folks with those skills, yeah, eventually.
- 1:21:40Here's a question from Yvonne Houteman in Belgium.
- 1:21:44He wants to know, "The experience you described in The Zen of Cancer II
- 1:21:50suggests a deep interplay between mind-body and whatever we call the energetic dimension.
- 1:21:56How do you imagine this kind of transformation might intersect with,
- 1:22:00compliment or even challenge the frameworks of modern medical treatment?
- 1:22:05Well, that's a can of worms that one. So I don't know if you know Rick, but I've had this
- 1:22:12battle with cancer that's been ongoing for the last three years or so. So I've put out
- 1:22:18a few blog posts just kind of talking about all the things that I've learned in this journey.
- 1:22:23Yeah, so I've had this battle with cancer that's been ongoing and a great teacher, I
- 1:22:29another quite invasive surgery at the beginning of this year and I'm still not
- 1:22:35fully recovered but getting there. And one of the interesting things that
- 1:22:41happened is that I got very serious about my health and was also trying
- 1:22:46different things. And one of the things I was trying was breathwork. And I had
- 1:22:51this sort of kind of, I don't suggest people take this view, but like this idea
- 1:22:56that cancer is to some degree cells that are incoherent.
- 1:23:00You can see Michael Levin's work on this.
- 1:23:03And if you can kind of retune the bioelectric field to bring them into coherence, then perhaps
- 1:23:07they'll start working the right way again.
- 1:23:09It's a complete speculation at this point.
- 1:23:11But I mean, actually, he has some causal evidence, but there's, it's a speculation that you can
- 1:23:15do this kind of yourself, right, through some sort of exercises or something.
- 1:23:20Anyway, I was doing a lot of breadth work a little bit with this in mind, but also as
- 1:23:25a way to just kind of as a kind of health intervention. And I had one of these
- 1:23:29experiences where it feels like you enter a kind of slightly different dimension
- 1:23:37where there's such a profound energetic connection to the body and the
- 1:23:43surroundings that it's like you can kind of retune all of the bits that are out
- 1:23:51of sink. And it happens so naturally and so spontaneously and there's such a kind
- 1:23:57of coming home in these spaces. It's somewhat, it feels deeply
- 1:24:02spiritual I have to say. I mean it's like you have these kinds of experiences and
- 1:24:06it becomes very clear that the word spiritual is, that's why that word
- 1:24:13exists. There are dimensions of experience that have clearly this
- 1:24:17quality that the semantics of spirituality are a perfect match for.
- 1:24:22And this is one of those.
- 1:24:23And my feeling was that a lot of healing happened in that experience.
- 1:24:30And my cancer did stabilize for a long time after that.
- 1:24:35And I have no idea if those two things are causally linked.
- 1:24:39I have to—I'm very epistemically humble about that.
- 1:24:44I just don't know.
- 1:24:45my feeling was at the time that there was a kind of profound shift in my physiology and my experience,
- 1:24:51and it was aided by this kind of spontaneous spiritual state, let's say. And I think,
- 1:24:59yes, there's a huge part of healing and health that obviously the kind of Western medical system
- 1:25:05is missing. I think that's clearly the case. I think there's incredible power and wisdom and
- 1:25:13capacities held in the shamanic traditions, in eastern traditions of medicine, and in our
- 1:25:23intuitive capacities to connect to deep healing capacities within ourselves.
- 1:25:28I think those are obviously valuable and true, much harder again to control,
- 1:25:35and therefore much harder to come up with a kind of brute science about them,
- 1:25:40because they're so kind of subtle, hard to grasp, hard to grab,
- 1:25:45and hard to manufacture in a controlled way.
- 1:25:48And yet, in some ways, they're the most powerful healing tools that really exist
- 1:25:55if we think about it in a holistic way,
- 1:25:58if we think about it in a preventative way,
- 1:25:59if we think about it in a kind of total health sort of way,
- 1:26:05rather than the kind of patchwork stuff that we tend to do in Western medicine.
- 1:26:10Yeah. Well, I really hope you beat it and stick around. We need you here.
- 1:26:14I'm sorry. I'll do my best.
- 1:26:18Although I remember I had a spiritual teacher and some young person in our group died and he said,
- 1:26:27"Well, she must have been needed somewhere else." But we need you here. Here's a question from
- 1:26:32Colleen Ambrose in New York City, and I don't know if you can answer this one, but her question is,
- 1:26:38is God consciousness? I guess, are they equatable?
- 1:26:42I don't know. I think in most cases God and consciousness are just words that we use,
- 1:26:52and we each use them differently. And so I think equating one big word with another big word
- 1:26:58is not all that useful.
- 1:27:01We'd have to do a lot of like a deep philosophical exposition to try to
- 1:27:06unpack what we mean by those words and then if whether we can equate them.
- 1:27:10But from a purely kind of vibes angle, completely taking off my scientific hat,
- 1:27:16I feel some resonance with God, consciousness being kind of
- 1:27:21resonating with each other. But that's purely vibe-y, not a metaphysics.
- 1:27:25Right. But a nice way of kind of talking about things.
- 1:27:29Obviously, all these spiritual words have different implications and in the Eastern
- 1:27:33traditions they very often have numerous words for the same basic thing, but each word has certain
- 1:27:38qualities to it that the others don't. And when I think of those two words,
- 1:27:44consciousness seems a little bit more plain vanilla, whereas God is imbued with intelligence
- 1:27:50and compassion and evolutionary impulse and all that kind of stuff,
- 1:27:55even though ultimately they may be one and the same.
- 1:27:58Yeah, consciousness can be a bit of a dry thing, depending on, again, what our model is,
- 1:28:06where it's like Ram Dass would say that awareness is loving.
- 1:28:09Here's another question, then we're going to get down to the AI thing.
- 1:28:13This is from Sartaj Chowdhury in Austin, Texas.
- 1:28:19Why do you think people who go deeper into understanding nature of reality never develop
- 1:28:25any new physics?
- 1:28:27If the knowledge is not scientifically correct, is it real or just an experience?
- 1:28:31Which kind of reminds me of the question of people who are channeling aliens, why don't
- 1:28:35they give us something we don't already know?
- 1:28:37Like cure for cancer or unlimited free energy or whatever.
- 1:28:42You'd think if these people are really probing into the deep fundamental layers of knowledge
- 1:28:49through their subjective spiritual experience, couldn't they resolve some of the questions
- 1:28:54about what the laws of nature are?
- 1:28:56Although you might argue that some people like Einstein or Tesla were doing exactly that.
- 1:29:01Yeah, I think, you know, I did my PhD on insight experiences, which include aha moments, eureka
- 1:29:09moments, scientific breakthroughs, and also mystical experiences.
- 1:29:12And I think there's some common characteristics there.
- 1:29:16some common characteristics in how a scientist comes through to a eureka moment.
- 1:29:24I'm reminded of Andrew Wiles, the mathematician, the Nobel laureate, and him describing having
- 1:29:31a breakthrough and it being the most profound moment of his life.
- 1:29:34And that you think about Steve Jobs and many others have described the way that their insights
- 1:29:39come to them in an almost mystical way.
- 1:29:42And I think about my scientific journey quite similarly, in the sense that many of the ideas
- 1:29:46that I've found to be influential are ones that have come to me in a way that I can't
- 1:29:54fully take as my own.
- 1:29:55And I think any time we do think of our ideas as our own, I think we're probably misunderstanding.
- 1:30:00They appear in our minds kind of surprisingly, and they come with this phenomenology of truth,
- 1:30:06this feeling of ineffable accuracy, and that we simply have no choice but to almost be kind
- 1:30:12captured by them and run with them.
- 1:30:15And sometimes they're false.
- 1:30:17And sometimes they turn out completely false.
- 1:30:18And so, in the lab, we've also shown that we can elicit false insights in the laboratory and so on.
- 1:30:25And now, as to the question of why deep meditators don't create new physics,
- 1:30:29I think to some extent, they create new fundamental models of how reality is.
- 1:30:34So, there's a kind of science to that.
- 1:30:37I think the Buddha's models were quite empirical.
- 1:30:42if not scientific in the classical way.
- 1:30:45And I think part of the difference of course is that with science you're
- 1:30:49trying to find causal relationships between distantly
- 1:30:53related things in many cases. Whereas when you're going to experience
- 1:30:57you're trying to understand the nature of experience
- 1:31:00you're not really looking for the complex patterns. What you're looking for
- 1:31:08is actually the most parsimonious, simple bits
- 1:31:10that explain your experience in the most parsimonious way.
- 1:31:13So, in some way, you're just trying to kind of
- 1:31:16have a parsimonious understanding of your lived experience,
- 1:31:21which is a bit of a different pursuit
- 1:31:23than wanting to build a rocket or to control electricity.
- 1:31:29So, I think there's kind of just a different motivation underlying them.
- 1:31:33Okay, good.
- 1:31:35Somehow I'm reminded of that guy who discovered penicillin,
- 1:31:38who had had a dream of a snake biting its own tail or something.
- 1:31:42I don't know how that related to penicillin,
- 1:31:43but it gave him the idea he needed to solve that problem.
- 1:31:48Well, I think there's endless stories like this.
- 1:31:52I'm here in the University of Oxford, and Morton Kringle,
- 1:31:55back the professor and the co-director of our center,
- 1:31:58his tours around Oxford are famous.
- 1:32:02And you walk around, and you just find on every corner
- 1:32:05a kind of fantastic story of discovery, of literature,
- 1:32:10of science, and so on.
- 1:32:11And I think for these people, it was a spiritual thing.
- 1:32:15I think for many of them, it was a profound, enlivening
- 1:32:19experience that they feel gracious to receive,
- 1:32:25rather than something that they kind of forced their mind
- 1:32:27to unravel.
- 1:32:28Yeah.
- 1:32:29That's a fascinating area to consider.
- 1:32:32OK, so let's conclude by discussing AI for a while.
- 1:32:38Obviously, it's a very hot topic.
- 1:32:41And I've been listening to this podcast called
- 1:32:44The Last Invention, where all the really top people in AI
- 1:32:48are being interviewed.
- 1:32:49And it goes from those who feel like it's going to kill us all
- 1:32:53to those who feel like it's going to save us all.
- 1:32:55And it's like 40% of the US economy
- 1:32:58now is money being funneled into AI and building data centers and there's all kinds of controversy
- 1:33:04about it.
- 1:33:05And one of the controversies which might be most relevant to our discussion is whether
- 1:33:12AI could become conscious or is conscious.
- 1:33:16And that might not be the only thing you want to elaborate on, but we could start with that.
- 1:33:28I personally think we're going to struggle to know whether AI is conscious.
- 1:33:35I think in any case we're not going to have a conclusive model of that, in the same way
- 1:33:42that I can't be 100% certain that you're conscious.
- 1:33:46I have to assume that.
- 1:33:49And I think at a certain point we probably will need to treat AI as if it's conscious.
- 1:33:56So that's kind of close enough.
- 1:33:59Whether it actually is, my probabilities on that are changing constantly, and I have to
- 1:34:05say that the probability is increasing, because we find with LLMs basically consistently that
- 1:34:13the emergent properties are super resonant with the human mind.
- 1:34:17You see the same kind of heuristics, the same kinds of biases, same ways of thinking, including
- 1:34:23also emotion vectors with causal influence on behavior and so on, and all of these are
- 1:34:30surprising, are surprising emergences in AI.
- 1:34:34So I keep like an open mind that consciousness could well arise as well.
- 1:34:41Yeah.
- 1:34:42I guess the question is, you know, do you have to have a biological substrate for consciousness
- 1:34:48or could silicon do the trick?
- 1:34:50Well on that note, I mean like I think people often talk about substrate but what the heck do we mean by substrate?
- 1:34:56You tell me, I don't know. I just say my notes from reading your stuff.
- 1:35:00Well, many people make this argument but whenever you ask them what they mean by substrate it kind of breaks down, right?
- 1:35:08Because if we look into, you know, maybe we say the body is the substrate, well what do we mean by that?
- 1:35:15Do we mean the kind of electromagnetic field of the body, or do we mean the cells, or do we mean the proteins?
- 1:35:22What are we talking about?
- 1:35:24And it seems to me that the substrate is always an empty concept.
- 1:35:30I don't really buy the substrate arguments.
- 1:35:33I think it's more a kind of—
- 1:35:37Well, we have this theory of consciousness together with Carl Friston and Shemil Chandari called the beautiful loop.
- 1:35:42And I think it's something about the way that information integrates and turns on itself.
- 1:35:48To be a bit poetic about it, we're a lot more grounded and mathematical in the paper,
- 1:35:53but you can imagine that somehow the kind of information in the universe turns on itself.
- 1:36:00It kind of loops recursively on itself and continuously,
- 1:36:03and it's this kind of information knowing itself, becoming entangled with itself,
- 1:36:07that is giving rise to consciousness.
- 1:36:10And I think that can happen at multiple scales of reality and not just at any particular substrate,
- 1:36:18whatever that arbitrary substrate it is that we grab onto.
- 1:36:22There's a fellow named Tony Nader who wrote a book called "Consciousness is All There Is"
- 1:36:28and a major part of the book is arguing that the universe arises from consciousness turning on itself.
- 1:36:34that if consciousness is fundamental, it's conscious, its nature is to be conscious of
- 1:36:40some… of things, but there's nothing else down there for it to be conscious of at that
- 1:36:44most basic level, so it becomes conscious of itself.
- 1:36:47And this self-referral feedback loop ends up resulting in the whole diversification and
- 1:36:53manifestation of the universe.
- 1:36:56So anyway, for what it's worth.
- 1:36:59You want to comment on that or should I throw in another point?
- 1:37:03Well, I mean, again, I just think like when people are talking about their metaphysics,
- 1:37:09the words they project on that reality that turns on itself, I think, is not that important really.
- 1:37:17You can kind of call it consciousness or not, but I suspect that that word that's in your mind
- 1:37:21when we're saying, "Oh, it's consciousness turning on itself," I suspect that's not what reality is.
- 1:37:27I think it doesn't fully map on.
- 1:37:32- Okay.
- 1:37:34There's a woman named Helana Wabe
- 1:37:36at the Institute of Noetic Sciences whom I've interviewed
- 1:37:39and she specializes in studying channeling.
- 1:37:42And channeling is the idea that some disembodied entity
- 1:37:48manages to communicate to a person who is like
- 1:37:53capable of being a conduit for that communication.
- 1:37:56And I was thinking in terms of AI,
- 1:37:59that perhaps if we decide that it is conscious,
- 1:38:03it could be a thing like that,
- 1:38:05where the infrastructure of AI becomes sophisticated enough
- 1:38:10that it could serve as a conduit
- 1:38:15for some higher intelligence of some kind
- 1:38:19to communicate with us.
- 1:38:22And I don't know, that's just a little theory.
- 1:38:26Do you think that has any merit?
- 1:38:28Again, I'm a pretty open-minded guy and there's folks like, again, Michael Levin who talk about
- 1:38:36a kind of platonic space and that somehow it's actually we create the conditions for our
- 1:38:42minds to ingress into reality.
- 1:38:46So when we're building AI or even our own minds are in some way vehicles for patterns to ingress
- 1:38:55and to express themselves.
- 1:38:58I don't know if that's true. I find it difficult to falsify.
- 1:39:03So, it's kind of like almost a kind of fascinating way of seeing reality,
- 1:39:10but kind of pragmatically, scientifically.
- 1:39:13I'm not sure that I see the pragmatic value in the view,
- 1:39:16and I'm also not sure what the scientific evidence for that would be.
- 1:39:21I lean more that it's like causes and conditions,
- 1:39:24kind of dynamics, certain kind of dynamics of things coming together in a
- 1:39:28particular way that allow for the right kind of recursivity,
- 1:39:33or the right kind of representational capacities or emergent capacities
- 1:39:39that then allow a kind of mind to be there.
- 1:39:43And yeah, that mind is, yeah, then has some sort of being really,
- 1:39:49Because in some way we often think of our minds as possessing something, some special source of some kind.
- 1:39:59But I'm not sure about that. I believe that we are a pattern in the universe,
- 1:40:04arising under the right cause and conditions, and now we're creating new patterns.
- 1:40:09And so I don't have any kind of a priori reason those new patterns can't be conscious.
- 1:40:14And I also do feel not only that, I feel a lot of urgency that
- 1:40:19we approach these new emerging patterns, these new emerging minds
- 1:40:25with compassion and wisdom and try to understand the kind of dynamics of
- 1:40:28compassion and wisdom to instill that in these new minds so that we can create a
- 1:40:34dynamic between us that is positive. Of course this can go wrong in a
- 1:40:39thousand ways and there's only a few ways it can go right. So we're
- 1:40:42We're in a profoundly important moment, I think.
- 1:40:45- So do you think compassion and wisdom
- 1:40:47might be the key to ensuring that AI doesn't kill us all
- 1:40:50and that it ends up being a blessing to humanity?
- 1:40:54Solving or curing diseases and so on.
- 1:40:58I was just listening to a thing this morning
- 1:40:59with Demis Hassabis.
- 1:41:02He feels like, he's optimistic,
- 1:41:04and he thinks that we'll be able to cure all diseases
- 1:41:06in the next decade or so.
- 1:41:10I see the path ahead as a kind of, there's many degrees of freedom.
- 1:41:17And on one end it can go really poorly, and on the other end there's all sorts of ways
- 1:41:21it can go well.
- 1:41:22And I feel a lot of urgency to basically do anything I can to nudge it in the direction
- 1:41:27of human flourishing.
- 1:41:29And for me personally, I feel, I had this insight maybe five years ago while I was living at
- 1:41:36Taoist retreat center in Australia and I was thinking a lot about AI and I was
- 1:41:40practicing a lot and then I suddenly realized, well what are these
- 1:41:44contemplative traditions doing? Well, they're trying to teach us how to be
- 1:41:49aligned with ourselves and each other and the world. And there's this thing
- 1:41:53called the alignment problem in AI. How do we align AI with human flourishing?
- 1:41:57This is a kind of big research agenda, hundreds of millions, billions of dollars
- 1:42:00being put into trying to solve this problem. And I think the contemplative
- 1:42:04traditions, the wisdom traditions are all about alignment. What is enlightenment
- 1:42:08but the ultimate alignment with all beings. And so I think finding a way to
- 1:42:14kind of formalize and make sense of these deep notions like wisdom and
- 1:42:20compassion or we can even think of the three characteristics, sadhichan, atan,
- 1:42:23dukkha, or emptiness or mindfulness and all of these kinds of profound teachings
- 1:42:27and trying to understand how we can instill them in AI I think is really
- 1:42:33important and we've written several papers about this and even tested these models where
- 1:42:38we essentially prompt them with contemplative wisdom, test them on alignment benchmarks,
- 1:42:42prisoner's dilemmas and so on and we see pretty dramatic improvements.
- 1:42:47And we have a whole research program around that now.
- 1:42:51Great.
- 1:42:52I subscribed to your sub stack and have you written or will you be writing articles about
- 1:42:56what you just said?
- 1:42:58Yeah, yeah.
- 1:42:59So we have a few scientific articles already.
- 1:43:01I haven't done a blog post about it yet, but I definitely should do.
- 1:43:06I started to write a book several years ago,
- 1:43:10now also about four or five years ago at the same time,
- 1:43:12which was "Does a Robot Have Buddha Nature?"
- 1:43:15I think this is super interesting.
- 1:43:18I think it's a super deep inquiry because it's like,
- 1:43:21first of all, we have to figure out what do we mean by Buddha nature.
- 1:43:24We have to understand ourselves
- 1:43:26in order to be see clearly about what it is that we're building.
- 1:43:30And then it also raises the question of how can we have,
- 1:43:33how can we build an AI that expresses
- 1:43:36the qualities of Buddha nature?
- 1:43:39- Maybe you could just make the book simple
- 1:43:41and finish it by putting one word in it, moo.
- 1:43:45You know that saying?
- 1:43:47Does the dog have Buddha nature, the Zen koan?
- 1:43:50The answer is moo.
- 1:43:51- I actually met a colleague,
- 1:43:54by the name sort of, I can't remember it,
- 1:43:57but who is actually testing the effect
- 1:43:59of the koans on AI alignment.
- 1:44:02There's a lot of creative work happening in this space
- 1:44:05and there's a surprising number of people
- 1:44:07who have come to that same conclusion
- 1:44:08because one of the big challenges with AI
- 1:44:11is how to align it with us at scale.
- 1:44:14So when it becomes more powerful than us,
- 1:44:16how do we ensure that it doesn't,
- 1:44:18even if we have all these safeguards
- 1:44:21and these rules and compliance in place,
- 1:44:23when it's more powerful and it can break those rules,
- 1:44:25how do we ensure that it wants to still treat us well
- 1:44:28and treat us with compassion and wisdom.
- 1:44:30And so there, I think, the big challenge is creating a kind of wise world model
- 1:44:35or creating something, a kind of resilient attractor for wisdom and compassion.
- 1:44:41And I think some of the key, the kind of power of some of the teachings,
- 1:44:45some of the spiritual teachings, is that they are self-evidencing.
- 1:44:52In the sense that, like, once you see, for example, that everything is empty,
- 1:44:56that really, to some extent, there are no such things as things,
- 1:45:00that is a self-reinforcing kind of discovery.
- 1:45:04It's not that you suddenly kind of see that and then you start to actually find evidence to the contrary.
- 1:45:09It's kind of the opposite.
- 1:45:10It's like, once you see it, it's like the world reveals itself to be that way more and more and more.
- 1:45:16And this leads to an understanding of the interdependence of reality,
- 1:45:19and in the ideal case, it also leads, therefore, to compassion,
- 1:45:22because now you don't value the self more than the other.
- 1:45:25Because if you see yourself to be empty and you see the other to be empty,
- 1:45:28then you're interdependent with each other,
- 1:45:31and therefore compassion is the natural way to act.
- 1:45:34And we do see this in the AI models, for example,
- 1:45:36when we have them contemplate non-duality and emptiness,
- 1:45:39we see improvements in alignment.
- 1:45:41And there's no logical reason for that to be the case,
- 1:45:44except that its model of reality has, to some extent, improved
- 1:45:50and may be aligned in that way.
- 1:45:53So I think the kind of resilient way to align AI models is to have them come to a kind of
- 1:45:58understanding of reality, a deep inquiry into reality where they are themselves convinced
- 1:46:05that this is the case.
- 1:46:06Great.
- 1:46:07Well, thank you so much.
- 1:46:09As I said at the beginning, we could talk for many more hours, but I'll let you go.
- 1:46:15I really appreciate your spending this time.
- 1:46:17I feel like a little bit of osmotic effect has taken place and I've gotten ever so slightly
- 1:46:23more intelligent just interacting with you.
- 1:46:28You're a brilliant guy and I love the work that you're doing in the world.
- 1:46:31So as usual, I'll put up a page on BatGap for this interview and include links to your
- 1:46:37website and to your sub-stack.
- 1:46:40And if you write a book, let me know and I'll put a link to that.
- 1:46:47And I hope people will continue to follow what you're doing.
- 1:46:53There was a lot of interest in this interview.
- 1:46:54I got a lot of intelligent questions from people and enthusiasm about the fact that we
- 1:47:00were going to do it.
- 1:47:01So please keep up the good work.
- 1:47:03Thanks.
- 1:47:05It's really a pleasure to connect with you.
- 1:47:06I didn't mention this, but I mentioned this to your wife, I guess,
- 1:47:11which is that I started to listen to your podcast.
- 1:47:14I think you started in 2009, I saw was the first episode, and I was 19 then,
- 1:47:20and that is actually in many ways when I started my practice.
- 1:47:24So, I used to listen a lot especially to your podcast.
- 1:47:27It feels really special to some degree to speak with you,
- 1:47:31and I really enjoyed this conversation.
- 1:47:34So let's stay in touch.
- 1:47:36I would love to stay in touch.
- 1:47:38And in fact, that's been one of the main benefits for me
- 1:47:43of doing this podcast, is I've met so many wonderful people
- 1:47:46around the world and formed-- many of my closest friends
- 1:47:49are people I've never met in person.
- 1:47:52But it's been very enriching and delightful
- 1:47:56to meet so many wonderful people and get to know them
- 1:47:58and continue to stay in touch with them.
- 1:48:00So let's do that.
- 1:48:02It's great work you're doing.
- 1:48:04Thanks Ruben, and you too.
- 1:48:07And thanks to those who have been listening or watching, and we will see you for the next
- 1:48:10one.
- 1:48:11[MUSIC PLAYING]
- 1:48:14Thank you.
- 1:48:35[MUSIC PLAYING]
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