Robert Monroe On Addiction To Being Human, Then Tricked By Entity About 'Home' / Matrix Simulation — Transcript

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1. 0:00And we're all, as I like to put it,
2. 0:03going home with all this bag full of
3. 0:05goodies, as it were, to take home and
4. 0:08show the local boys how much you've
5. 0:10learned and what you can do. Only the
6. 0:13only problem is that when we do this uh
7. 0:16uh we forget something that happens as
8. 0:18again on the way to the store that we
9. 0:20don't expect. What's that? Well, if you
10. 0:25know about it, then you can have fun.
11. 0:26It's where you don't know about it is
12. 0:28where it gets dangerous. And that is
13. 0:31that we become addicted to being human.
14. 0:35And so after we exit this with this
15. 0:38particular life soldier, we're saying
16. 0:41instead of going home and what I call
17. 0:43having escape velocity to go home,
18. 0:46something's happened in living that
19. 0:48life. We've picked up a load factor.
20. 0:51There was friction along the way and
21. 0:53that represents it. So instead of moving
22. 0:55out and having escape philosophy, we
23. 0:58start turning around that and it's our
24. 1:00decision, no one else's. That's the
25. 1:02important thing, our decision. We say,
26. 1:05well, I think I'll go back just once
27. 1:08more. And then this next time, I think
28. 1:11I'll be a male instead of a female. That
29. 1:13ought to be more fun. Just once more and
30. 1:16then I'll go home. So what happens is
31. 1:18instead of moving this way, we loop
32. 1:20around and go back being a human again
33. 1:23and go back and have another human
34. 1:25experience, another lifetime. And we
35. 1:27come out again and we're already this
36. 1:29time, but this time we've had even a
37. 1:31greater load factor. Don't you see?
38. 1:33We've slowed up a little more. We don't
39. 1:37haven't got the speed that we did. We
40. 1:39have a greater load. And so we're now in
41. 1:41orbit and we have a decaying orbit
42. 1:43because when we come up around the orbit
43. 1:45like this instead of going on we say oh
44. 1:48I got to go back because you I I have
45. 1:50never seen Pereie and I'd like to go to
46. 1:52Paris for once in my life and I'd like
47. 1:55to just go there. So whole purpose to go
48. 1:57back and live again so that I can go to
49. 2:00Paris and and I've heard so much about
50. 2:02Paris. I want to go to Paris. So I'll go
51. 2:04and live again so I can go to Paris. And
52. 2:06as you can see, each time you pick up in
53. 2:08each succeeding lifetime a greater load
54. 2:11factor. So that as you go through this,
55. 2:14your orbit decays more and more as you
56. 2:17go through this living these successive
57. 2:19lives until you get locked in tighter
58. 2:22and tighter and tighter till you are
59. 2:24locked in being human so tight that you
60. 2:26forget where you came from. You've lost
61. 2:28all of the desire to even depart and go
62. 2:32home. You've lost it all because this is
63. 2:35so overwhelmingly addictive that you
64. 2:38can't think of anything else but this
65. 2:39time, space, physical matter, all the
66. 2:41things that take place in there. And no
67. 2:43matter how hard you try, you can't get
68. 2:47away from it. The reason being there's
69. 2:49no law. But when you quote die and
70. 2:52instead of going home, you make the
71. 2:55decision. There's no law that says you
72. 2:57have to stay here. You are the one who
73. 2:59says I got to go back. I I didn't eat
74. 3:02enough steaks. I didn't have enough
75. 3:04strawberries. I didn't have enough
76. 3:06children. All these kinds of things. Or
77. 3:08I didn't have enough sex. Which is
78. 3:11anyway that's how we we lock in as being
79. 3:16human.
80. 3:17And so doing this. Now the next trick is
81. 3:20well what happens? Well, uh why don't we
82. 3:24recognize this more and more? Because we
83. 3:26are so deeply addicted. So we develop uh
84. 3:29an excuse. what you call belief systems
85. 3:32to rationalize this process and but it's
86. 3:35all done in this local traffic human
87. 3:38terms. This is the difference. As a
88. 3:41result, somewhere along the way, you
89. 3:44begin to find cracks in the belief
90. 3:47system. You begin to find reasons that
91. 3:50don't work quite well. That's the
92. 3:51analytical thing coming into it says,
93. 3:53"Hey, wait a minute. Something wrong
94. 3:55here. This doesn't ways doesn't work
95. 3:58out. Two and two makes six. No, no, no,
96. 4:01no. Wrong. Try again. You begin to find
97. 4:03out that there are some holes in the
98. 4:06cracks. And that's when you begin to
99. 4:08regrow and begin to so that successively
100. 4:12you begin to start on your way out
101. 4:14again. And you begin to have a a higher
102. 4:17and higher orbit as you learn more. And
103. 4:19in these successive lives till finally
104. 4:21you got escape velocity and then you do
105. 4:24go home. And that's what it's all about.
106. 4:35It's our decision. No one else's. That's
107. 4:38the important thing. Our decision.
108. 4:47I went and got home and here were these
109. 4:51these that I remembered so beautifully.
110. 4:54These
111. 4:55they were huge
112. 4:58roing
113. 5:00clouds
114. 5:01and they were clouds had many many
115. 5:03different hues of bright colors when
116. 5:06them shifting like rainbow colors all
117. 5:08through them and you could lie in the
118. 5:10clouds and it was and just observe this
119. 5:13spectacle of of change and it was not
120. 5:16all round rolling. There were cubes and
121. 5:18everything else. All sorts of types of
122. 5:20different types of symbol forms flowing
123. 5:24around and through this and you lie
124. 5:26there and it's so beautiful. And then as
125. 5:29you were there, and I'm the using time
126. 5:31space terms to express it because it's
127. 5:33the only way you could do it. And as you
128. 5:36would lie there, you would hear this
129. 5:39tremendous
130. 5:41music. And I interpreted as music, but
131. 5:44was something else, but it was of course
132. 5:46a form of vibration. But it expressed
133. 5:49itself to me in music. Beautiful,
134. 5:51beautiful music like a massive symphony
135. 5:54orchestra, beautifully conducted. And
136. 5:57over here was a magnificent choir of a
137. 6:00thousand human voices. And you're
138. 6:02listening to all of this. And in this
139. 6:05return quick visit, uh I
140. 6:09lay back in the clouds and looked at
141. 6:12these beautiful patterns and heard this
142. 6:14exquisite music. And I perhaps would
143. 6:18have might have stayed there forever
144. 6:20except
145. 6:22what I had grown and that was my left
146. 6:26brain because I was lying there and I
147. 6:28looked at something and my attention got
148. 6:31caught and what wasn't and I I looked
149. 6:36again perceived again and it was right
150. 6:39here was a pattern of clouds that went
151. 6:41like this for example and then went on
152. 6:43and if you waited long enough that same
153. 6:45pattern clouds came along and it went
154. 6:47like this and went on. It was a loop. It
155. 6:49was a a a continuous loop. It was
156. 6:52nothing new in the loop. If you get the
157. 6:54same thing came back again and again and
158. 6:57again and I then listened to the music
159. 7:02and sure enough here's a beautiful
160. 7:04melody line going
161. 7:08and if you waited long enough the same
162. 7:09instrument and the same melody line will
163. 7:11be repeated.
164. 7:14And with that, I sat up and had a great
165. 7:17sigh of
166. 7:21and because I realized that then I knew
167. 7:26why I had left home
168. 7:30because I was bored.
169. 7:33Uh there was nothing new to learn there.
170. 7:35I was curious. I and I was bored with
171. 7:38watching the clouds do the same thing
172. 7:40forever and listening to the music do
173. 7:42the same thing forever. and I didn't
174. 7:43want to stay there any longer. And
175. 7:45that's why I left home.