Psychiatric Interviews for Teaching: Depression — Transcript
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- 0:14hello Alice and Wells do you want to
- 0:15come and have a
- 0:18seat hi I'm Dr Taylor one of the GPS at
- 0:21this surgery what would you like me to
- 0:23call you Al will be fine okay okay so
- 0:27what's brought you here today
- 0:28Allison
- 0:31um my sister's noticed I'm just a bit
- 0:34fed up really right okay my sister said
- 0:37um I should come right okay has this
- 0:40been going on for some
- 0:42time yeah a few months right okay do you
- 0:46want to tell me a bit more about what's
- 0:47been going
- 0:48on
- 0:50um I just things things seem to be
- 0:53piling up
- 0:54right
- 0:57just I just don't seem to be coping with
- 1:00things home okay the kids and things
- 1:03right okay would it be okay Alison for
- 1:06for me to ask you a few more detailed
- 1:08questions about how you've been
- 1:09feeling okay well if we start with
- 1:12asking you a bit about your mood how
- 1:14have you been feeling in
- 1:16yourself um I say a bit Fed Up
- 1:21m c in the morning it just everything
- 1:24just seems very black right it's
- 1:27like it's just like swimming in
- 1:31in treal really and I just
- 1:34don't just I think by tea time time the
- 1:37kids get
- 1:40home been having a fairly decent
- 1:43conversation with them but right and and
- 1:46can I just check Alison when you say
- 1:47things feel very black do you feel do
- 1:49you mean you feel very
- 1:50miserable Fed Up miserable okay and what
- 1:55about sort of feeling
- 1:56tearful has that been
- 1:58happening
- 2:00I dropped some sugar the other
- 2:02day and I just burst into tears right
- 2:10okay so is it the slightest thing that
- 2:12would make you make you feel tearful
- 2:14things that perhaps wouldn't ordinarily
- 2:15bother
- 2:16you yeah right my sister's noticed as
- 2:19well right okay so you've been feeling
- 2:21very low and with episodes of
- 2:24tearfulness yeah what about other things
- 2:26what about your energy levels are you
- 2:27managing to keep up with things
- 2:30I used to do a lot with the kids we used
- 2:32to go swiming
- 2:34playing but now I just just spend the
- 2:37day on the sofa really I I have to go to
- 2:39work right and just remind me what is it
- 2:42you do for your job I work in the
- 2:43supermarket right so how have you been
- 2:45managing at
- 2:47work I'm not I'm not been going in as
- 2:50much cuz I just feel so
- 2:53exhausted but I mean we're just
- 2:56not the the supermarket's been taking
- 2:59over and they've cut the wages right and
- 3:03I'm having problems with the bills right
- 3:06and it's like cataloges just writing me
- 3:09letters mhm you know the kids they they
- 3:14want all these new games and stuff it's
- 3:17just you
- 3:19know I think things are really difficult
- 3:21all around okay with all this going on
- 3:23how are you sleeping
- 3:25Allison um it's just it takes me ages to
- 3:29go to sleep MH used to read a book right
- 3:33and um just drop off but now I just
- 3:36spend my time looking at the clock goes
- 3:39round and around so from actually
- 3:41getting off to bed and getting off to
- 3:42sleep how how long is that taking couple
- 3:45of hours proba okay once you're actually
- 3:47asleep are you waking up much during the
- 3:51night I wake up
- 3:53about last night I think it was about
- 3:554:00 I woke up and can you get back to
- 3:58sleep from that time no no and then when
- 4:02when you're actually getting out of bed
- 4:03in the morning are are you still feeling
- 4:05tired at that point just exhausted feel
- 4:07like my brain's not been switched off
- 4:10right and just exhausted the next day
- 4:13okay what about eating what's your
- 4:15appetite been like while you've been
- 4:16feeling like
- 4:18this I used to have quite a weight
- 4:21problem but the last couple of months
- 4:23I'm in this just a bit looser right um I
- 4:27just you know how much you've lost no no
- 4:30the kids come in from school and they
- 4:32make their own stuff and I just don't
- 4:35bother really okay okay so your appetite
- 4:37has gone down as well what about things
- 4:40like concentrating in your memory both
- 4:42when you I don't know watching TV at
- 4:44home or or out when you're out doing
- 4:45your job how have those things been I'm
- 4:48been pretty useless with the kids
- 4:49they've um I've got the swimming money
- 4:52last week and right PE it and parents
- 4:56even even right okay I just
- 5:00start one job
- 5:02and
- 5:04like I'm not explaining myself very well
- 5:06it's like the television I used to like
- 5:08watching the soapes mhm e Enders or
- 5:11something and no 10 minutes later just
- 5:14you know thinking of something else okay
- 5:17okay and what about things Allison that
- 5:20you used to enjoy are there things in
- 5:22life that you still enjoy at the
- 5:25moment um nothing really as I say
- 5:30bit useless with the kids used to enjoy
- 5:33going out right um I used to go out with
- 5:36my friends pictures and things
- 5:40right but of course now I just can't be
- 5:42bothered is it is it you can't bother
- 5:44you don't feel like it as
- 5:47well what's the point really okay you
- 5:50know and I was going to ask how old are
- 5:52your children now I had a bit later in
- 5:55life mhm took a long long time for me to
- 5:58have them
- 6:00um got a girl and a boy one's 11 one's
- 6:05nine and I'm I'm looking after children
- 6:07takes a lot of time and energy how are
- 6:09you managing to keep up with that
- 6:10feeling as low as you
- 6:12do well a bit self-sufficient really the
- 6:16kids they coming from school get their
- 6:18own tea
- 6:20right I should be doing more for them
- 6:22really but no I'm just bit useless at
- 6:24that at the moment okay and what about
- 6:26looking after
- 6:28yourself well you can see I'm just a
- 6:31mess Dave used to say that's my
- 6:33boyfriend right I used to you know not
- 6:36have much money but I
- 6:38just take a bit of pride in in what I
- 6:41was doing you know right okay and my
- 6:44hair and stuff but I can't can't be
- 6:47bothered with that now there's no point
- 6:49really okay okay and you mentioned Dave
- 6:51that's your your current partner how
- 6:53long have you and Dave been
- 6:55together about a year I met him at work
- 6:57right and how are things because often
- 6:59when people feel really down it has a
- 7:00real impact on everything including
- 7:01their relationships how are things
- 7:03between you and Dave at the
- 7:05moment but he's not ringing as much he
- 7:09used to
- 7:10text but he's he's going you know he's
- 7:14getting fed up with with me not wanting
- 7:16to go out right okay and things that's a
- 7:21slightly embarrassing thing to ask about
- 7:22but I guess it's important often when
- 7:24people are really feeling very low it
- 7:26affects everything in their relationship
- 7:27including things like the sex life have
- 7:29you noted no any changes there for you
- 7:32he's always trying to pressure me a
- 7:34little bit stuff but really not into
- 7:38that at the moment okay you just don't
- 7:39feel like that at the moment okay so can
- 7:42I just recap Allison and check I've got
- 7:44this right for the last few months
- 7:46you've been feeling really down no
- 7:48energy problems with your sleeping and
- 7:50eating problems with concentrating not
- 7:53really enjoying things and actually
- 7:54struggling a bit with the kids and
- 7:56perhaps some difficulties in your
- 7:58relationship with Dave have I got that
- 8:00right
- 8:02okay can I ask Allison in the past have
- 8:05there ever been episodes when you felt
- 8:07like
- 8:08this when when my husband left
- 8:12mhm
- 8:14um I was Al I was always crying then for
- 8:18no particular reason
- 8:21right um I haven't told anybody this
- 8:24before but I took some tablets
- 8:28right so how long ago are we talking
- 8:30about is this a few years
- 8:32ago about four years ago about four
- 8:34years ago okay so so you took some
- 8:36tablets yeah can you tell me is it all
- 8:38right tell me a little bit more about
- 8:41that you know what it's like the kids
- 8:43are in bed
- 8:46MH and you're on your own and add a few
- 8:48glasses of wine
- 8:50right and I just just took these tablets
- 8:53right okay can you remember what you
- 8:56actually took at the time what sort of
- 8:58tablets there were
- 9:01they were just in the bathroom cabinet
- 9:04M paracet right
- 9:07okay so you took some paracetamol can
- 9:10you remember sort of roughly how many
- 9:11you
- 9:13took about two strips about 12 right
- 9:17okay and and you'd had a couple of
- 9:18glasses of wine did you take anything
- 9:20else any other tablets with it no okay
- 9:24and was this something Allison that
- 9:25you'd thought about for a while or was
- 9:28it something was quite an sort of of the
- 9:29moment decision that
- 9:31evening um I've been crying a lot but I
- 9:36think just whine right okay but you
- 9:40know okay it's bit of burden to
- 9:43everybody really
- 9:45and and was there any other things that
- 9:48you did around the time sometimes when
- 9:49people take tabls they leave a note or
- 9:51do other kind of final acts get their
- 9:53Affairs in order did you do any of those
- 9:55things no
- 9:58just just so you I took the tablets and
- 10:01go to sleep right okay so did you have
- 10:04any thoughts about what taking the
- 10:06tablets would do did
- 10:09you I just thought I go to sleep and not
- 10:12wake up but I woke up a couple of hours
- 10:14later and I just sick everywhere but I
- 10:17was sick okay so so you actually just
- 10:20want to check I get this right because
- 10:21it's important you actually thought they
- 10:22would kill you at the time I just didn't
- 10:24want to wake up I just say I'm just a
- 10:27useless just a useless mom now and I was
- 10:30then right okay so so you took the T you
- 10:33you were very sick in the night did did
- 10:35you seek any medical help at the time no
- 10:38no okay and then you okay the following
- 10:43day well yeah just just felt a bit of a
- 10:47twit really did you feel pleased that
- 10:49you were still
- 10:50alive yeah I think you know I realized
- 10:53it just been silly right okay
- 10:57okay so that that was a few years ago so
- 11:00if we just come back to how how you're
- 11:01feeling at the moment you talked about
- 11:03feeling very low have there been times
- 11:06currently when you've thought about
- 11:07either taking a an overdose or doing
- 11:09something else to to harm yourself in
- 11:11any
- 11:12way you know at night
- 11:16when when you're watching the clock and
- 11:19you know you're on your own kids are in
- 11:23bed I just everything's so hard and yeah
- 11:26I suppose you know it's see just feels
- 11:29easy you know right and has that just
- 11:32been something you've thought about have
- 11:33you actually made any plans got any
- 11:35tablets in or done anything else no
- 11:38no like that okay and I guess that's a
- 11:42difficult question to ask but one we
- 11:43would ask everybody in your situation
- 11:46have things ever been so bad you felt so
- 11:49low that you not only thought about
- 11:51harming yourself or or perhaps killing
- 11:53yourself you've also wondered whether
- 11:54the best thing might be to take the
- 11:55children with you no my kids my kids
- 12:00okay no would hurt them okay no and what
- 12:05about sort of the side of that things
- 12:07positive things sort of things to live
- 12:09for things that you feel good
- 12:12about not much at the moment I
- 12:16suppose kids sometimes you
- 12:19know they they do things that make you
- 12:22think you know what's good about life
- 12:25things
- 12:27but and there other things that help at
- 12:31the moment I'm thinking about people who
- 12:32can be
- 12:34supportive my sister as I say she she
- 12:38said to get down here and she's always
- 12:40there she comes down
- 12:42Rings got a couple of
- 12:44friends they're quite good right but and
- 12:47Dave when he's in the mood of course
- 12:49sure but I don't think he's going to be
- 12:51around for much longer right and do you
- 12:55think or do you feel able to keep
- 12:57yourself safe at the moment from from in
- 13:02yourself I think so yeah I know I can
- 13:05come here now You' very good today okay
- 13:08do you think if that was to change so
- 13:11that you didn't feel you were able to
- 13:12keep yourself safe you'd be able to let
- 13:14anybody
- 13:15know well I know what happened last time
- 13:18that was nothing and I know I was silly
- 13:20then so I know to come here right
- 13:25okay okay aome well thanks for going
- 13:27through all that I can appreciate it
- 13:28must be very painful it does sound to me
- 13:31like you are suffering from symptoms
- 13:33that strongly suggest that you're
- 13:34actually depressed at the moment now I'm
- 13:36not sure how much you know about
- 13:38depression not much really not much but
- 13:41I know I just don't feel don't feel
- 13:44right at the moment well I guess just
- 13:46briefly depression can cause a number of
- 13:48problems for people and traditionally we
- 13:50think about people feeling very low and
- 13:52very miserable and often you know
- 13:54thinking about hurting themselves but it
- 13:55can also affect all other areas of life
- 13:57in terms of problems with eating and
- 13:58sleep sing and the other problems you've
- 14:00noticed like concentration and perhaps
- 14:03not really managing as well as normal um
- 14:06I guess the positive side is that you've
- 14:08you've done something about it and you
- 14:09you've come to talk to me about it today
- 14:12and I think there are almost certainly a
- 14:13range of things we can put in place to
- 14:15help you and treatments that are
- 14:17available so I guess what I'm thinking
- 14:19was it might be worth as just spending a
- 14:21few minutes just thinking about some of
- 14:22those options for you so that we can
- 14:24start to improve things for you would
- 14:27that be all right with you
- 14:30I need I need to do this yes and I think
- 14:33I think that's sensible yeah
- 14:43okay
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