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  1. 0:04um
  2. 0:20cool
  3. 0:23all right
  4. 0:25hello and welcome to pmp live i'm alan
  5. 0:28watke in a part of the events team with
  6. 0:30politics and prose
  7. 0:32thank you all for joining us today i'm
  8. 0:34so excited to welcome jared adams for
  9. 0:37his new book redeeming justice
  10. 0:40at any point during the event you can
  11. 0:42click on the link in the chat
  12. 0:45that will take you straight to the
  13. 0:47politics and pros website to purchase
  14. 0:50redeeming justice
  15. 0:51you'll also be able to ask jared a
  16. 0:53question by clicking on the q a link at
  17. 0:56the bottom of your screen
  18. 0:58we'll get to the audience questions at
  19. 1:00the end of the event we apologize if
  20. 1:02we're not able to get to yours
  21. 1:04we'll try to get to as many as possible
  22. 1:06though
  23. 1:07also
  24. 1:09closed captioning is available so you
  25. 1:11can click on the cc link at the bottom
  26. 1:13of your screen right next to the q a box
  27. 1:17and this event is in partnership with
  28. 1:20the american constitution society
  29. 1:23[Music]
  30. 1:24they are the leading diverse progressive
  31. 1:27legal organization and we are so happy
  32. 1:29to have them on board with this and help
  33. 1:32you know promote this event they're just
  34. 1:34they're fantastic and i'll put some
  35. 1:35information
  36. 1:36a link in the chat for that as
  37. 1:38well um
  38. 1:40[Music]
  39. 1:42finally we want to thank you all for
  40. 1:43being here um
  41. 1:45it's it's you guys it
  42. 1:47allows us to bring these conversations
  43. 1:49together so thank you for being here now
  44. 1:51i'd like to welcome to pmp live jared
  45. 1:53adams celebrating the release of his new
  46. 1:55book redeeming justice
  47. 1:58from defendant to defender my fight for
  48. 2:01equity on both sides of a broken system
  49. 2:04he was only 17 when an all-white jury
  50. 2:07sentenced him to prison for a crime he
  51. 2:09didn't commit
  52. 2:11now pioneering lawyer he recalls the
  53. 2:13journey that led to his exoneration and
  54. 2:16inspired him to devote his life to
  55. 2:18fighting the many injustices
  56. 2:20in our legal system
  57. 2:22in this illuminating story of hope and
  58. 2:25full circle redemption adam draws on his
  59. 2:28life and the cases of his clients to
  60. 2:30show the racist texts used to convict
  61. 2:34young men of color uh unique challenges
  62. 2:37facing the exonerees once released and
  63. 2:40how the lack of equal representation in
  64. 2:42our courts is a failure not only
  65. 2:44of empathy but of our collective ability
  66. 2:47to uncover the truth redeeming justice
  67. 2:53redeeming justice is an unforgettable
  68. 2:56first-hand account of the limits
  69. 2:58and possibilities of our country's
  70. 3:00system of law
  71. 3:02jared adams earned his juris doctorate
  72. 3:05from loyola university of chicago uh
  73. 3:08school of law in may 2015 and started a
  74. 3:11public interest law fellowship with anne
  75. 3:14claire williams
  76. 3:15judge for the seventh circuit u.s court
  77. 3:17of appeals the same court that reversed
  78. 3:20his conviction
  79. 3:21i'm jared also clerked in the u.s
  80. 3:23district court for the southern district
  81. 3:25of new york
  82. 3:27the late honorable deborah betts
  83. 3:29after working on the innocence project
  84. 3:31in new york he launched the law office
  85. 3:33of jared adams pllc in 2017
  86. 3:37and now practices in both federal and
  87. 3:39state courts throughout the country
  88. 3:42adams will be joined in conversation
  89. 3:44with shaka
  90. 3:46head of the uh head of diversity
  91. 3:49equality and inclusion at trip actions
  92. 3:53he is also the president of shaka's
  93. 3:55singular inc and founder of redeemed
  94. 3:58soul his memoir why writing my wrong or
  95. 4:02his story about that righting my wrongs
  96. 4:05life death and redemption in the
  97. 4:06american prison debuted on the new york
  98. 4:09times and washington post best seller
  99. 4:12lists
  100. 4:12and shaka's widely anticipated sophomore
  101. 4:15book the letters to the sons of society
  102. 4:18were will be released this january and
  103. 4:20so without further ado i want to open
  104. 4:22this up to jared adams and shaka singh
  105. 4:25thank you so much
  106. 4:27thank you thank you so much for having
  107. 4:29us i'm super excited uh to be here today
  108. 4:32with my dad jared
  109. 4:34uh truly one of my heroes and somebody
  110. 4:37whose work i admire
  111. 4:39um jared you know this book man is is
  112. 4:42phenomenal it's a powerful
  113. 4:44beautiful read uh but it's also painful
  114. 4:47you know for me as a as a dad
  115. 4:49you know as a black man in america as
  116. 4:51someone who's been inside the judicial
  117. 4:54system
  118. 4:55you know to read this you know harrowing
  119. 4:58account
  120. 4:59of a child's life that was disrupted and
  121. 5:02i and i and i'm very
  122. 5:04intentional about emphasizing the
  123. 5:06reality that you were a child yeah and
  124. 5:08so i really want to take people on this
  125. 5:10incredible journey that you've been on
  126. 5:12from being falsely
  127. 5:14accused and convicted of a crime you
  128. 5:16didn't
  129. 5:16commit at the tender age of 17
  130. 5:20to serving 10 years of a 28-year
  131. 5:23sentence
  132. 5:24and then coming out on the other side of
  133. 5:26that
  134. 5:27as a lawyer who advocates for the
  135. 5:29freedom of others
  136. 5:32take us back to
  137. 5:34that 17-year-old kid and what that
  138. 5:37experience was like for you and for your
  139. 5:40family
  140. 5:41and and as i say that i really you know
  141. 5:43i'm looking at the book cover and i want
  142. 5:45to show this to the audience yeah if you
  143. 5:47can see the innocence of that face
  144. 5:50you know this is a 17 year old kid so i
  145. 5:52want i want the audience to keep that in
  146. 5:53mind
  147. 5:54as as we begin to go on this journey
  148. 5:56together but just take us back a little
  149. 5:58bit what was your family construct what
  150. 6:00was happening in your life uh at 17 most
  151. 6:03kids are going off to college and proms
  152. 6:05and things of that nature take us back
  153. 6:08to 17 year old jared
  154. 6:10well look i want to thank you uh
  155. 6:12politics and pros uh random house acs
  156. 6:16and everyone who's joining right now
  157. 6:18because it's important for us to to have
  158. 6:21these conversations and i go to what you
  159. 6:23just said you know a couple minutes ago
  160. 6:25these aren't tough and difficult
  161. 6:26conversations these are necessary
  162. 6:28conversations that we have to have
  163. 6:31and for me
  164. 6:32as a 17 year old kid
  165. 6:34my life was similar to what you can find
  166. 6:37all
  167. 6:38over the inner cities in different
  168. 6:40cities throughout this country i was
  169. 6:42raised predominantly by my mom and by my
  170. 6:45aunts and by my grandparents and
  171. 6:48i you know stayed out the way for the
  172. 6:50most part this was when
  173. 6:52no one was not at the house type of
  174. 6:55raising in the 80s before the crack
  175. 6:57epidemic came through and put the whole
  176. 7:00community in a chokehold so i have mom
  177. 7:03and aunt and grandma
  178. 7:05and we pretty much just stayed out the
  179. 7:07way we weren't involved in a lot of the
  180. 7:09street life and stuff like that because
  181. 7:11we had a bird's eye front couch view
  182. 7:13from our porch of the destruction and
  183. 7:16what it was causing and watching our
  184. 7:18friends
  185. 7:19uh we went to school with you know their
  186. 7:21father's not around and then
  187. 7:24they're being raised by their
  188. 7:25grandmothers and their grandmothers are
  189. 7:27telling them all your daddy down south
  190. 7:28for a little while spending some time
  191. 7:30with some family but he really you know
  192. 7:32locked up or something like that and so
  193. 7:35we we the friends that i had and hung
  194. 7:37around we all were trying to find our
  195. 7:39way out of the who pretty much that's
  196. 7:42that's like everybody's desire
  197. 7:44so for me
  198. 7:45you know i i didn't have the the sports
  199. 7:47talent and stuff like that but i read
  200. 7:50very well because my grandmother would
  201. 7:54make me read you know she would keep me
  202. 7:56out of trouble uh being in the kitchen
  203. 7:58with her because we her house was on a
  204. 8:00busy street and so in order to keep me
  205. 8:03out of trouble she would have me in the
  206. 8:04kitchen with a reading paprika and and
  207. 8:07anything she can do
  208. 8:12of grandmothers everywhere
  209. 8:13man shout out to and so that was the
  210. 8:15uniqueness and that is the uniqueness of
  211. 8:18how difficult it is to raise a black boy
  212. 8:20in in the united states so
  213. 8:23going
  214. 8:24going to getting out of high school 17
  215. 8:26years old
  216. 8:28high school high school were you were
  217. 8:30you in so i went to a couple different
  218. 8:32high schools but i ended up ultimately
  219. 8:34graduating from hillcrest high school
  220. 8:36which is like right outside of chicago
  221. 8:38it's like about 10 minutes outside of
  222. 8:41the city of chicago i started off in in
  223. 8:44the city schools but they were just
  224. 8:45getting too rough and my mother was like
  225. 8:47look i you know i had a brother who was
  226. 8:49five years ahead of me and she had to
  227. 8:52wrestle him through all the city schools
  228. 8:54and she like look i don't have energy
  229. 8:55anymore and then
  230. 8:57shaka more guns started to come around
  231. 9:01right like the use of more guns
  232. 9:04were coming as the as the 90s started to
  233. 9:07break into 92 93 and stuff like that
  234. 9:11when i'm entering high school
  235. 9:12so i i graduate from out the hillcrest
  236. 9:16high school
  237. 9:17and
  238. 9:18really it was it almost seemed like two
  239. 9:20things right either you go to the
  240. 9:22service
  241. 9:24or you go to junior college because
  242. 9:27there there weren't these these these
  243. 9:29attainable
  244. 9:31four-year
  245. 9:32grad going to school at a four-year
  246. 9:34anniversary in the budget to do so the
  247. 9:36money just wasn't around like that so i
  248. 9:39wasn't going an army i just wasn't doing
  249. 9:41it wasn't going in the army at all uh no
  250. 9:44matter how bad they offered and it
  251. 9:46looked good to get that little gi money
  252. 9:48and hope and wish that a war didn't kick
  253. 9:50off right right but i decided that i was
  254. 9:53going to go to junior college so that
  255. 9:54summer after graduating high school me
  256. 9:57and my friends we worked the entire
  257. 9:59summer and we would go to different
  258. 10:01parties and stuff like that at different
  259. 10:03you know different spots different
  260. 10:05college campuses and just just trying to
  261. 10:07stay out the way of the gun violence and
  262. 10:09in the uptick in violence in the cities
  263. 10:12across america as the summer um hits
  264. 10:15so basically y'all were being kids y'all
  265. 10:16were going with what kids all across the
  266. 10:18country suburbs inner city
  267. 10:21do all the time during the summer they
  268. 10:23go off they party they have fun it's
  269. 10:25part of the magic of becoming teenagers
  270. 10:28and you know i i i want to continue to
  271. 10:31underscore that point as we had this
  272. 10:32conversation because we don't just we
  273. 10:34don't talk enough about
  274. 10:36how many of our kids brush up against
  275. 10:39these systems or find themselves
  276. 10:41entangled in these systems and so you
  277. 10:43know so you and your friends y'all are
  278. 10:44kids y'all going off the party doing
  279. 10:46what typical teenagers uh do so what
  280. 10:49happened from there what take me take me
  281. 10:51into it so this is when the summer is is
  282. 10:53over now so the summer is ending and we
  283. 10:56got we have about like one two more
  284. 10:58weeks
  285. 10:59so we are are are invited my one of my
  286. 11:03guys he you know had buddies who were
  287. 11:05already off in school so they would make
  288. 11:07it to school earlier and do like parties
  289. 11:09before like everyone got on the campus
  290. 11:12and and it was real time for school to
  291. 11:14start so we each tell our parents look
  292. 11:16we're gonna go we're gonna spend the
  293. 11:18night over each other's house classic
  294. 11:19alibi i'm sure everyone is used yeah
  295. 11:22um so we would get in the car go off to
  296. 11:25a party party to about two three drive
  297. 11:29home hit the truck stop eat the nasty
  298. 11:31waffles and pancakes and then make it
  299. 11:33back in each other's houses at about
  300. 11:35seven eight a.m and no problems at all
  301. 11:38we did this over the entire summer and
  302. 11:40we did this on this college campus in
  303. 11:42whitewater wisconsin where we had a
  304. 11:46consensual interaction with the young
  305. 11:47lady who would falsely accuse us of of a
  306. 11:51rape
  307. 11:52that
  308. 11:53was clear from the very beginning
  309. 11:56that it was fabricated
  310. 11:58and
  311. 12:00you know that
  312. 12:01as i look back on on on on what happened
  313. 12:06and
  314. 12:06how everything was put in motion because
  315. 12:08now that i'm an attorney i know how
  316. 12:10things were put in motion
  317. 12:12you know it was it was very shameful
  318. 12:14because the one piece of evidence that
  319. 12:16exonerated us
  320. 12:18was known for for the police and in the
  321. 12:20police possession
  322. 12:22literally the same time that the false
  323. 12:25accusation was made
  324. 12:27and we never received it
  325. 12:30so so what so let me let me
  326. 12:32i want to delve deeper into this you
  327. 12:34know because
  328. 12:36i don't want people to miss this this
  329. 12:39big point right
  330. 12:41you're 17 years old
  331. 12:43you're charged with
  332. 12:44one of the most egregious crimes that
  333. 12:46anybody can be charged with
  334. 12:50and you're now faced with the enormity
  335. 12:53of navigating a criminal justice system
  336. 12:57that has already demonized
  337. 12:59black males specifically
  338. 13:01uh whether it's through media whether
  339. 13:02it's how we're splashed across the news
  340. 13:05whether it's how
  341. 13:06you know
  342. 13:07you know we're portrayed in movies and
  343. 13:09other things
  344. 13:11and you're a kid
  345. 13:13and you're faced with this serious
  346. 13:14charge and you're faced with this system
  347. 13:17what happened
  348. 13:19you know i i kept thinking that
  349. 13:22everything was gonna work out
  350. 13:25because we were telling the truth um
  351. 13:28that's what i thought i had because
  352. 13:31when i'm when i'm growing up
  353. 13:33my experience
  354. 13:34and my friends and family we were all
  355. 13:36high school graduates not you know
  356. 13:38records or anything like that so
  357. 13:40we're looking at dick wolf's
  358. 13:43law and order as what the law system
  359. 13:46must really be like and so when i'm
  360. 13:49accused and when i'm charged
  361. 13:51i'll never forget
  362. 13:54saying to my mom
  363. 13:56why are you looking so terrified you
  364. 13:58know we ain't do this
  365. 14:00but her response was
  366. 14:02emmett's heel didn't do anything either
  367. 14:06and now i couldn't i didn't know
  368. 14:09i didn't know a lot then you know and
  369. 14:12and i didn't understand
  370. 14:14why the call me when you get there or be
  371. 14:18in at this time and where you're going
  372. 14:20where you're at see i thought that was
  373. 14:22over parenting
  374. 14:24little did i know she was trying to save
  375. 14:26me for what ultimately we would endure
  376. 14:29as as i was a 17 year old kid sitting
  377. 14:32there under a baseless accusation that
  378. 14:35only had legs simply because the person
  379. 14:39accusing three black kids was a
  380. 14:41caucasian student
  381. 14:44that's what was the driving force behind
  382. 14:46this entire accusation
  383. 14:49you know when i was reading the book
  384. 14:52i found myself getting very emotional
  385. 14:55you know i have a friend
  386. 14:56his name is calvin evans who i you know
  387. 14:58i'm sure you will get the chance to meet
  388. 15:00yeah he served 24 years for a crime he
  389. 15:02didn't commit
  390. 15:04and he and i you know we would talk a
  391. 15:06lot about what his experience was and
  392. 15:08and one of the reasons i bring him up
  393. 15:11because he inspires me as a human being
  394. 15:13to go through
  395. 15:14you know such egregious abuse of justice
  396. 15:17of the justice system
  397. 15:19to live with the dehumanizing conditions
  398. 15:21for two decades
  399. 15:24but to come out on the other side of
  400. 15:25that and advocate and fight for other
  401. 15:26people is really inspiring and so when i
  402. 15:28was reading the book
  403. 15:30you know what really came up for me was
  404. 15:32the many kids i mentor across the
  405. 15:34country yeah and all of their faces just
  406. 15:36came flooding to me as i read about you
  407. 15:39being arrested and i read about your
  408. 15:42mother's reaction
  409. 15:44and the thing that really just tore my
  410. 15:47soul apart
  411. 15:48was when you first went into the county
  412. 15:50jail
  413. 15:51and your innocence you know just not not
  414. 15:53just your innocence or the crime but
  415. 15:55your innocence
  416. 15:56as a kid who thinks
  417. 15:58that somehow this nightmare is going to
  418. 16:02you know you're going to wake up one day
  419. 16:03and it doesn't exist and that everything
  420. 16:05is going to be all right because that's
  421. 16:06actually what's supposed to happen
  422. 16:08everything is supposed to be all right
  423. 16:09for kids
  424. 16:10and so that was just heartbreaking for
  425. 16:12me to read that and to know you as you
  426. 16:15are today but i really want you to take
  427. 16:17the audience into the experience of a 17
  428. 16:21year old kid
  429. 16:22being charged with a serious crime and
  430. 16:24now
  431. 16:25you're in the belly of the beast you're
  432. 16:27going through all the indignifying
  433. 16:29things that happened
  434. 16:30yeah what was that like and what did
  435. 16:32that do to your soul and and what did it
  436. 16:34do to your family
  437. 16:36it was it was devastating you know the
  438. 16:38entire time you know what i didn't take
  439. 16:40into account um until i started you know
  440. 16:43to to to really just pay attention to
  441. 16:45the health of my mother and my aunts was
  442. 16:48this
  443. 16:49they were they i was physically in the
  444. 16:52prison
  445. 16:53but they were there minus the bars
  446. 16:56right so so my mom
  447. 16:59and my aunts i'm talking about heavy in
  448. 17:02the baptist church deep into it you
  449. 17:05big hat wearing peppermint passing front
  450. 17:09row this my seat where my fan at this
  451. 17:12this was our lives growing up right we
  452. 17:14went to lilydale baptist church in
  453. 17:16roseland um in chicago south side of
  454. 17:19chicago on michigan big church where the
  455. 17:22church was the real family church family
  456. 17:24right
  457. 17:25um and and so
  458. 17:27i'm talking about my mother and my also
  459. 17:29creator
  460. 17:30i couldn't sing a lick shocker but they
  461. 17:33got me in the sun being quiet right now
  462. 17:35they got me
  463. 17:36they got me yeah because
  464. 17:39the the practice for the choir
  465. 17:42would require spending up my time so i
  466. 17:45wouldn't be out on the streets like that
  467. 17:47was a lot of what the creativity of it
  468. 17:50was that and so
  469. 17:52now
  470. 17:53i'm i'm i'm going through this process
  471. 17:55i'm in this this county jail
  472. 17:58and it was so utterly shocking to me
  473. 18:02i understood what it was what it meant
  474. 18:05to be accused of a crime i understood
  475. 18:08what it meant to be convicted understood
  476. 18:11what it meant to go to prison after a
  477. 18:13conviction no one ever told me
  478. 18:16that when you are still supposed to have
  479. 18:19the presumption of innocence you will be
  480. 18:21treated like a filthy convicted animal
  481. 18:24while trying to prove your innocence
  482. 18:28i'm in a in a bullpen
  483. 18:3017 years old
  484. 18:33the bullpen is only made to house 25 to
  485. 18:3620 people
  486. 18:38it's 50 people plus in this bullpen with
  487. 18:42one bathroom no curtain and we're all
  488. 18:45sitting in these bullpens being shifted
  489. 18:47throughout these bullpens to get in
  490. 18:50front of the court for the first time um
  491. 18:53you know when you're arrested and i just
  492. 18:55i just i remember everyone looking at me
  493. 18:59and saying
  494. 19:01you know shouldn't you be across the
  495. 19:02street
  496. 19:03and what they meant by that was
  497. 19:05shouldn't i be over in the juvenile
  498. 19:08section
  499. 19:09and not in the adult section with them
  500. 19:13you know i i didn't know too much or
  501. 19:15nothing i i happened to know uh it was a
  502. 19:18couple people from my neighborhood who
  503. 19:20knew you know like my brother was five
  504. 19:22years older and they just knew my father
  505. 19:24more than anything because my father was
  506. 19:26was amongst the neighborhood and people
  507. 19:27knew who he was so i was able again in a
  508. 19:30situation like that to just gravitate
  509. 19:32towards some older folks in there but
  510. 19:34looking at it and watching the shocking
  511. 19:36is ridiculous you you have a gang of men
  512. 19:40lined up outside a bullpen before you
  513. 19:43even go in a bullpen everyone's strip
  514. 19:46searching everyone's bending over this
  515. 19:48was back before cook county jail was
  516. 19:50sued for their process of doing cavity
  517. 19:53searches and stuff like that so as a 17
  518. 19:55year old kid
  519. 19:57i'm sitting there and i'm subjected to
  520. 19:58it all
  521. 20:00to it all and i and i really i really
  522. 20:02want the audience to think about that
  523. 20:03you know think about
  524. 20:05your children think about the children
  525. 20:07in your community the 17 year olds the
  526. 20:1015 year olds the 16 year olds and
  527. 20:12imagine them going through this horrific
  528. 20:15experience
  529. 20:16you know in chapter 10 of your book
  530. 20:18redeeming justice and i definitely
  531. 20:20encourage everybody to check the chat
  532. 20:22grab those links go order the book
  533. 20:24um you know this this this chapter
  534. 20:26really spoke to me personally you know i
  535. 20:28i've served a total of 19 years seven of
  536. 20:31those years was in solitary confinement
  537. 20:34and what you write in here just really
  538. 20:37you know brought me back to that space
  539. 20:39but it also made me think about khalif
  540. 20:41browder you know this young man who was
  541. 20:43falsely accused of a crime
  542. 20:46and who spent nearly two years
  543. 20:48in in reich on rikers island and when he
  544. 20:51got out the gravity of what he
  545. 20:52experienced was so
  546. 20:54crushing that he eventually took his own
  547. 20:56life
  548. 20:58and you know this happens far too often
  549. 21:00in our country where kids are put into
  550. 21:02these horrible conditions and i want to
  551. 21:05read something that you wrote
  552. 21:08you said i live in a cell the size of a
  553. 21:10parking space
  554. 21:12the room feels too tight to roll over
  555. 21:15i have a cardboard thin mattress on a
  556. 21:17concrete block
  557. 21:18a toilet a sink a shower and a tv that
  558. 21:22gets five channels all news
  559. 21:25i have a rectangle in the wall the size
  560. 21:27of a hardcover book
  561. 21:29they call a window
  562. 21:30i live in here 24 hours a day
  563. 21:33i never leave except for one hour each
  564. 21:35week when i can walk around the yard
  565. 21:38accompanied by a guard
  566. 21:40they may call this segregation
  567. 21:42but i think of this as quarantine
  568. 21:44i feel as if i have contracted some
  569. 21:46horrifying virus
  570. 21:48i wonder if that's how my relatives felt
  571. 21:50back in mississippi
  572. 21:52quarantined
  573. 21:53as if being black were a deadly disease
  574. 21:57when i read that you know my heart just
  575. 21:59cracked open and poured out to you
  576. 22:01because i know that feeling i know the
  577. 22:03suffocating reality of segregation and
  578. 22:06what it does to a human being
  579. 22:08and i imagined you as a kid in that
  580. 22:09place
  581. 22:11and you know i've found myself getting
  582. 22:13upset even though i know that you're
  583. 22:14free now
  584. 22:15yeah and what upset me was the reality
  585. 22:17is that most people can't even begin to
  586. 22:20imagine the horror
  587. 22:22that you underwent at the hands of a
  588. 22:24system that
  589. 22:25on its surface is supposed to protect
  590. 22:27kids and supposed to protect innocent
  591. 22:29people
  592. 22:30and it failed you
  593. 22:32and it failed you horribly
  594. 22:34and so i want to talk about that
  595. 22:36experience of going into this brutal
  596. 22:38system
  597. 22:39and how you had to navigate that and
  598. 22:41what your family had to undergo
  599. 22:44as you fought for
  600. 22:46your innocence to be proven
  601. 22:48yeah and that that was uh it took me it
  602. 22:51took two years to write this book um
  603. 22:54because
  604. 22:55the difficult chapters i just had to
  605. 22:58take breaks
  606. 22:59and
  607. 23:00uh i drew inspiration from me and you
  608. 23:03spoke a lot of people don't know this me
  609. 23:04and shaka spoke years back when i was
  610. 23:07trying to figure out how to do the book
  611. 23:10and the last thing he told me getting
  612. 23:11off the phone was he said well you just
  613. 23:13got to start writing
  614. 23:15you know
  615. 23:16and as i started to do it
  616. 23:19i understood what you meant
  617. 23:21because until you started start to write
  618. 23:23and pour out the pain then you can go
  619. 23:25back and edit and fix it
  620. 23:27but i needed to just start writing
  621. 23:30and and i'll tell you this
  622. 23:32a people for people i encourage people
  623. 23:34to go get the book because it explains
  624. 23:37to you
  625. 23:38how it grabs young black men right and
  626. 23:42the tentacles never let go and so here's
  627. 23:45an example right of that
  628. 23:47so now when the police i was coming home
  629. 23:51getting ready to like go the next week
  630. 23:53and go purchase books for south suburban
  631. 23:55college where i was going to college so
  632. 23:56where i was getting ready to enroll and
  633. 23:58start that college that fall so i get a
  634. 24:00card in my door from an officer and it
  635. 24:02says robbery homicide and have my name
  636. 24:04on it so i called the police station
  637. 24:07saying look i know y'all got the wrong
  638. 24:09guy you know why do i have this card in
  639. 24:11my door he says well look you're right
  640. 24:13you've never been arrested we don't have
  641. 24:14a picture of you we just need you to
  642. 24:16come on down here and and clear your
  643. 24:18name so
  644. 24:20i go i i go down there and i should have
  645. 24:22never went down there without without a
  646. 24:24parent but they made it seem like they
  647. 24:26were gonna help me and young
  648. 24:28african-american kids raised with folks
  649. 24:31from the south the one thing they said
  650. 24:32you respect adults you respect
  651. 24:34authorities respect your elders so i
  652. 24:36went down there thinking that i was
  653. 24:37helping myself i remember them calling
  654. 24:40me
  655. 24:40boy said boy you really need to help
  656. 24:42yourself in this situation boy you
  657. 24:44really need to tell us what happened boy
  658. 24:46this boy that boy this
  659. 24:48when we were charged
  660. 24:50they referred to us as the three black
  661. 24:52men from chicago so much shock i thought
  662. 24:54that was our name
  663. 24:56wow right
  664. 24:57i thought it was our name and so yeah
  665. 25:00y'all go ahead i don't want to cut you
  666. 25:01off
  667. 25:02no i i mean it's deep when you say that
  668. 25:04you went down there
  669. 25:06thinking that they were going to protect
  670. 25:08you because that's what they're
  671. 25:09ultimately responsible for is protecting
  672. 25:11kids and innocent people
  673. 25:13and vulnerable people and they didn't do
  674. 25:15that
  675. 25:16and and to switch from
  676. 25:19treating you as a child to basically
  677. 25:21lure you into deeper into the system
  678. 25:24and then to adultify you which happens
  679. 25:27all the time with young boys and young
  680. 25:29girls specifically black and brown boys
  681. 25:31and girls yes you know it's just really
  682. 25:34shocking
  683. 25:35for a lot of people to hear this but
  684. 25:37it's not shocking for us and
  685. 25:39you know one of the things i want to
  686. 25:40read this real quick and i want you to
  687. 25:41get back to your point where you're
  688. 25:43talking about
  689. 25:44uh reynolds wintersmith you say so many
  690. 25:46young black men like reynolds
  691. 25:47wintersmith have been ripped away from
  692. 25:49their families in the neighborhoods and
  693. 25:51thrown away for no good reason or no
  694. 25:53reason at all they are now gone lost
  695. 25:56riding in prisons i was fortunate i
  696. 25:58fought my way to a second chance
  697. 26:01sadly that rarely happens we don't know
  698. 26:03whom we're thrown away of the 2.3
  699. 26:05million people who are incarcerated
  700. 26:07750 000 are black men
  701. 26:10the numbers are so dispersed
  702. 26:12disproportionate they scream
  703. 26:14that has to change you were one of those
  704. 26:16750 000
  705. 26:18as a kid
  706. 26:20and so
  707. 26:21what did that do to you when you when
  708. 26:23you went from this you know boy help
  709. 26:25yourself and we're trying to help you to
  710. 26:28you know man you these three men you are
  711. 26:30now villainized what so tell us a little
  712. 26:33bit more about what happened with that
  713. 26:34process and then i want to take take
  714. 26:36people on this journey into prison and
  715. 26:38what happened there
  716. 26:40my youth was forever lost
  717. 26:42you know i don't i don't know what it's
  718. 26:43like
  719. 26:44to to to
  720. 26:46take that 18 year old id
  721. 26:48and go change it in for the new 21 year
  722. 26:51old where you can go drink and go to the
  723. 26:52bar and all of that my friends you know
  724. 26:55from from high school who did go off and
  725. 26:57go to college they were mailing me
  726. 26:59letters and pictures you know they were
  727. 27:00getting their first cards first credit
  728. 27:02cards maxing out their first credit
  729. 27:04cards you know all the stuff that you do
  730. 27:06as a as a kid going through it i was
  731. 27:10forced
  732. 27:10to to grow up my mother and my they
  733. 27:13couldn't afford for to get an attorney
  734. 27:16you know so i couldn't i had to learn
  735. 27:18the law to be able to articulate the
  736. 27:21injustice that happened to us
  737. 27:23and so
  738. 27:24that process was just so it was so it
  739. 27:27was an island man i'm on the island and
  740. 27:30i can't even see the next island all i
  741. 27:33see is water
  742. 27:34and it took me to to really sit down and
  743. 27:38and and pray and to find something that
  744. 27:41that i could look
  745. 27:43look towards and so what i did was this
  746. 27:46i told myself that each day
  747. 27:49i was getting out the neck so i needed
  748. 27:51to prepare as such
  749. 27:53and so even if it was a psychological
  750. 27:55thing that may have not been true until
  751. 27:57a decade later it was something that
  752. 28:00that got me up each and every day out
  753. 28:01that sale and i'll never forget i never
  754. 28:04forget
  755. 28:05when i got there to the actual maximum
  756. 28:08slash super maximum prison
  757. 28:11i remember that
  758. 28:13it you know everybody in the joint get a
  759. 28:15nickname you know every now and then you
  760. 28:17get the nickname right they were calling
  761. 28:19me youngin like young young shy town and
  762. 28:22and so
  763. 28:23and so
  764. 28:24what i realized was that
  765. 28:27the prison when i got there it was
  766. 28:29predominantly people in like their 30s
  767. 28:32up to 40 who had been doing 10 15 years
  768. 28:35and and had been doing a lot of time and
  769. 28:38and i was one of your youngest faces
  770. 28:40after i was about three to four years in
  771. 28:43it it flipped and now it was
  772. 28:45predominantly people who looked like me
  773. 28:48and the older crowd was was on the back
  774. 28:50end and what i recognized afterwards was
  775. 28:53this
  776. 28:54i was in the height of the prison boom
  777. 28:57that's when it started to uptick and you
  778. 28:59know what they did shocker
  779. 29:02the strategy of that uptick and what
  780. 29:04happened with it they fed it with young
  781. 29:08black men and increasingly black women
  782. 29:12that's what happened it was more tough
  783. 29:13on crime it was more you know or uh just
  784. 29:17like you said when we were talking
  785. 29:18earlier where the situation with your
  786. 29:21son man i started to do work and become
  787. 29:23a tutor for people and was working in
  788. 29:24the library to help folks and and i
  789. 29:27would go over their cases and i would
  790. 29:29say to them man what are you pleading
  791. 29:31guilty for this stuff and now you back
  792. 29:32on it and people will say listen
  793. 29:35brother
  794. 29:36i was just pleading guilty to get out
  795. 29:38the county jail
  796. 29:39i was tired of sitting in there
  797. 29:42i couldn't afford you know to go to
  798. 29:44trial improve my innocence even though i
  799. 29:45knew i was going to be able to do it but
  800. 29:47i just wanted to get out of the county
  801. 29:48jail and get back to my kids i couldn't
  802. 29:51bond out that's why when you said khalif
  803. 29:53browder i couldn't even watch that show
  804. 29:55i got here oh and had to put it down
  805. 29:57shocked yeah no i mean i imagine that
  806. 30:00that revisiting these traumas is very
  807. 30:03painful and you know it's one of the
  808. 30:04reasons i'm thankful that you wrote the
  809. 30:05book because you know people get a
  810. 30:07chance to read your story and really
  811. 30:09understand
  812. 30:10what happens and you know when i think
  813. 30:12about you know the story you just told
  814. 30:14you in there and people are like youngin
  815. 30:16you know and they're giving you these
  816. 30:17nicknames
  817. 30:19uh because they're recognizing that
  818. 30:20you're you know you're a child still
  819. 30:23and so what i what i want to do is is go
  820. 30:25back a little bit before we jump into
  821. 30:27the prison part
  822. 30:28but the moment of sentencing in the
  823. 30:30courtroom we talked a little bit earlier
  824. 30:32about that and how the judge
  825. 30:34um gave you this opportunity to speak on
  826. 30:37your own behalf
  827. 30:39and you know your mother's in the
  828. 30:41courtroom your aunts and your family and
  829. 30:43community
  830. 30:44and you know you're 17 you're getting
  831. 30:46ready to be sentenced to prison
  832. 30:48take us into that moment and what that
  833. 30:50experience was like for you
  834. 30:52just just gut-wrenching i mean because
  835. 30:54i'm watching my mom and my mom felt like
  836. 30:56it was her fault because she couldn't
  837. 30:58afford to get me an attorney so i'm
  838. 31:00watching her beat herself up i'm looking
  839. 31:02at my aunts you know you know beat
  840. 31:04themselves up about the situation and it
  841. 31:07and it really hurt so after the
  842. 31:09conviction you know you prepare for the
  843. 31:11sentencing so i wanted them i wanted
  844. 31:13those women to understand and know you
  845. 31:16know that they raised me right and i
  846. 31:18wanted to apologize to them for making
  847. 31:20the mistake of sneaking out of the house
  848. 31:23there's a reason why i told why i didn't
  849. 31:25tell them why i was going because they
  850. 31:26wouldn't let me go to no party in no
  851. 31:28wisconsin right because they knew what i
  852. 31:30didn't know they knew that wisconsin
  853. 31:33locked up more african-american men per
  854. 31:35capita than any you know state in the
  855. 31:37country they knew that they knew what
  856. 31:39was going on but but i didn't because i
  857. 31:41was too naive and thinking that this
  858. 31:43world would give me the fair shot like
  859. 31:45they taught us in in elementary school
  860. 31:47that they all that's just the history
  861. 31:48that it's not like that anymore
  862. 31:51um and so
  863. 31:52i'm i stood up
  864. 31:54and i i just said look i want to
  865. 31:56apologize
  866. 31:57you know i i you know apologize for my
  867. 32:00actions of sneaking and coming up into
  868. 32:02this party with my friends but i can't
  869. 32:04apologize for a rape that never took
  870. 32:06place the judge told me that that this
  871. 32:09act of defiance was lack of remorse
  872. 32:12gave me an additional eight years in
  873. 32:14prison that's why i ended up going to
  874. 32:17this super max slash maximum prison
  875. 32:20where i was one of the youngest when i
  876. 32:22got there
  877. 32:23but i think that
  878. 32:24what what they what they meant to do to
  879. 32:28bury me
  880. 32:29and then throw c mint on top of me with
  881. 32:32that additional eight years
  882. 32:34they didn't realize that this was this
  883. 32:37was a seed that would not allow a
  884. 32:39structure to keep it from growing
  885. 32:42and i was able to do it and i'm not i
  886. 32:44don't want anyone to believe that that
  887. 32:47i'm some superhero because the superhero
  888. 32:50were the black women who consistently
  889. 32:51and constantly never allowed me to give
  890. 32:53up that was peaches honey and sugar my
  891. 32:56mother and my two aunts
  892. 32:58yeah yeah well i love those names by the
  893. 33:01way so tell hotel aunties uh we send
  894. 33:04love
  895. 33:05but but you know i wanna i really wanna
  896. 33:07take you you know further into that you
  897. 33:09know i'm thinking about
  898. 33:11the responsibility of a judge and the
  899. 33:13responsibility of prosecutors
  900. 33:16and their job is to administer justice
  901. 33:20and what this sound like to me was a
  902. 33:22legal lynching it sounded like you know
  903. 33:25there was this idea about you that they
  904. 33:27had already determined
  905. 33:29absent all of the information you know
  906. 33:31that was withheld you know um
  907. 33:34and so there's a vindictive nature to
  908. 33:36our court system as it relates to black
  909. 33:38males
  910. 33:40and it's very punitive and very
  911. 33:41dehumanizing and degrading
  912. 33:44and it's that that system that pushes so
  913. 33:46many of us into
  914. 33:48prison itself indeed now in my
  915. 33:51experience of prison prison is a very
  916. 33:53scary place
  917. 33:54and i imagine it should be doubly scary
  918. 33:56for
  919. 33:57a kid who wasn't in the streets
  920. 34:00um who was on the way to college who was
  921. 34:03fresh out of high school
  922. 34:05and now you're in this environment
  923. 34:06surrounded by adults who have been
  924. 34:09through this hard and brutal system
  925. 34:11already
  926. 34:12yeah on top of that
  927. 34:14you're accused of
  928. 34:16in the prison hierarchy what is
  929. 34:18considered the most egregious crime
  930. 34:21possible
  931. 34:23and there's judgment that come with that
  932. 34:25and oftentimes there's attacks that come
  933. 34:27with that
  934. 34:28and being a vulnerable kid with all of
  935. 34:30this on your shoulders you go into the
  936. 34:32system
  937. 34:34and you meet
  938. 34:36mentors you meet advisors you meet og's
  939. 34:39that
  940. 34:40take you under their wing and offer
  941. 34:42tutelage
  942. 34:43what was that experience like um you
  943. 34:45know from the beginning to as you begin
  944. 34:47to journey through the system yeah i'll
  945. 34:50tell you i look
  946. 34:52grab the book for more details but i
  947. 34:54gotta tell this story about what i'm
  948. 34:56what i mean with the old heads and the
  949. 34:58impact and stuff like that
  950. 35:00so
  951. 35:01there's three of us accused and they end
  952. 35:03up severing one of us because my one
  953. 35:06co-defendant had a paid attorney his
  954. 35:08family actually lived in wisconsin this
  955. 35:10was the guy who who you know told us
  956. 35:12about the party and we was going up
  957. 35:13there his family called his family from
  958. 35:16was his family from wisconsin called the
  959. 35:17family in chicago and said listen to me
  960. 35:21no matter what y'all do y'all better get
  961. 35:24this boy a lawyer okay because this is
  962. 35:26what it's like up here so what they
  963. 35:28ended up doing was like putting up
  964. 35:30houses and i think his grandmother put
  965. 35:31up a house or something like that and
  966. 35:33they retained this attorney who was an
  967. 35:35amazing attorney who was known
  968. 35:37throughout the state uh he was
  969. 35:39representing other like famous athletes
  970. 35:41falsely accused and stuff like that so
  971. 35:43he was representing those folks so his
  972. 35:45lawyer kept filing motion after motion
  973. 35:47after motion because what was written by
  974. 35:50the police
  975. 35:52was not testified to by our accuser
  976. 35:54because it was made up by the police
  977. 35:56right and i also want to pause right
  978. 35:58there before i go on because i think
  979. 36:00that this has a lot to do with why it's
  980. 36:02so hard to get everybody to start moving
  981. 36:05towards reform instead of just talking
  982. 36:07about it
  983. 36:09people like to say facts are the case
  984. 36:13when police officers write police
  985. 36:15reports
  986. 36:16and they become testified to
  987. 36:19they become what's known as facts of the
  988. 36:21case
  989. 36:22that does not mean it's the truth
  990. 36:24um and so i i say that and i say that so
  991. 36:28passionately because
  992. 36:29we are allowing
  993. 36:32police reports and accusations to become
  994. 36:35the truths
  995. 36:37that keep young black african-american
  996. 36:39men from ever having their
  997. 36:41constitutional right at that presumption
  998. 36:43of innocence going in
  999. 36:46it is that historical depiction and
  1000. 36:48narrative of black men as being savages
  1001. 36:51pillagers of villages and attacking this
  1002. 36:54and doing all of that so that's why and
  1003. 36:56that's how easily it is for a police
  1004. 36:59report from an accusation to become
  1005. 37:01facts and now all of a sudden don't
  1006. 37:03nobody want to help you because they
  1007. 37:05think they know from what was alleged in
  1008. 37:07the police report and what was said in
  1009. 37:09court and that that that was the most
  1010. 37:11devastating thing that that i had to
  1011. 37:13understand because i kept being so
  1012. 37:16bothered by it like i'm i'm bothered by
  1013. 37:19the accusation i'm sitting up in here
  1014. 37:21with my mother and my two aunts who
  1015. 37:23raised me and i'm being depicted as
  1016. 37:26somebody who gang raped someone and i'm
  1017. 37:28desperately fighting to shut up in the
  1018. 37:31courtroom because i'm so
  1019. 37:33so outraged by this and so
  1020. 37:37i make it in this prison
  1021. 37:40and i remember getting sailed up in one
  1022. 37:42of the most violent prisons at the time
  1023. 37:44i was sailed up was it was two violent
  1024. 37:46prisons in wisconsin you know really
  1025. 37:48three it was wallpawn green bay and then
  1026. 37:52there was there was portage where
  1027. 37:54jeffrey dahmer ended up being killed in
  1028. 37:56wisconsin during the time that i was
  1029. 37:58locked up and so
  1030. 38:01i'm in this dangerous prison in wall
  1031. 38:02pond and
  1032. 38:04there was an attack someone was attacked
  1033. 38:06and they lost an eye he got hit with a
  1034. 38:07mop winger or something like that they
  1035. 38:09locked the entire prison down
  1036. 38:12this was my first lockdown
  1037. 38:14and i'm 18 now turning 19 right i don't
  1038. 38:17know what a lockdown is i'm thinking
  1039. 38:19they bout to lock down look at something
  1040. 38:21let us back out we'll be out at least to
  1041. 38:23be able to move around no we was locked
  1042. 38:25down in this sale
  1043. 38:26with a cell mate not moving
  1044. 38:29for like the next five days right they
  1045. 38:32didn't even give us a shower because
  1046. 38:34they assumed it was gonna be a big riot
  1047. 38:36or they didn't know if it was an
  1048. 38:37isolated incident so during this time
  1049. 38:39they still allow you to have phone calls
  1050. 38:42i remember having a phone call with my
  1051. 38:44mom and my mom would patch in like my
  1052. 38:47aunts on like five ways she would have
  1053. 38:48everybody on on the phone we would be
  1054. 38:50talking
  1055. 38:51i'm still surprised they never hung up
  1056. 38:53them calls but
  1057. 38:55i'm talking to her on the phone and i'm
  1058. 38:57explaining to her because they kept
  1059. 38:58asking me like how on earth
  1060. 39:01do you guys get convicted your
  1061. 39:03co-defendant is following all of these
  1062. 39:04motions and and you get 28 years you
  1063. 39:08know and i'm on the phone and i'm trying
  1064. 39:10to explain it to him and my cell mate an
  1065. 39:12older white guy
  1066. 39:14he was i was selling sailed up with him
  1067. 39:16for only a couple months but he was one
  1068. 39:17of the most influential people along
  1069. 39:19this journey he was a guy who used to
  1070. 39:21always be in the law library he had two
  1071. 39:23life sentences so he wasn't going
  1072. 39:25anywhere
  1073. 39:26he would do his time by helping other
  1074. 39:28people and so he he said look man i i
  1075. 39:31can't help but i overheard the
  1076. 39:33conversation but i'm a bit confused and
  1077. 39:35i said well what are you confused at
  1078. 39:37he's like because you say you're
  1079. 39:38innocent but every day
  1080. 39:40when when the door is open
  1081. 39:42you go play chess you go play basketball
  1082. 39:45i mean you act like you on a college
  1083. 39:47campus you don't act like you're
  1084. 39:48innocent
  1085. 39:49so i said well look i got a public
  1086. 39:51defender who's doing my appeal
  1087. 39:54and they're handling it and he looked at
  1088. 39:55me with a straight face shocker and he
  1089. 39:57said
  1090. 39:58you had a public defender who handled
  1091. 40:00your trial
  1092. 40:01how'd that work out
  1093. 40:03and you got i'm still a man my mind
  1094. 40:05ain't nowhere near being an adult
  1095. 40:08i thought everything was gonna be okay
  1096. 40:10that was my thing as a kid i was numbing
  1097. 40:13myself
  1098. 40:14to the pain of being in there by
  1099. 40:16ignoring me
  1100. 40:18and so
  1101. 40:19i get off the i get off of this we get
  1102. 40:21off a
  1103. 40:23and he gave me that kate strickland
  1104. 40:25versus washington because i let him read
  1105. 40:27some of the the the transcripts and the
  1106. 40:28paperwork he like man look
  1107. 40:31you sitting up here playing playing
  1108. 40:33basketball and joking around
  1109. 40:35and [ __ ] you you don't you it's only a
  1110. 40:38matter of time for you around here with
  1111. 40:39a tattoo teardrop under your eye and a
  1112. 40:41shape tattoo on your neck like what are
  1113. 40:44you doing man like this is some crazy
  1114. 40:46stuff you're co-defending right now you
  1115. 40:48need to be writing letters on on this
  1116. 40:51statement it was a statement from sean
  1117. 40:52demaine that i had already knew was
  1118. 40:54integral and i knew he had to have said
  1119. 40:56more because he was the guy that we were
  1120. 40:58hanging out with the white neutral male
  1121. 41:01college student and little did i know
  1122. 41:04it was him who had wrote a statement
  1123. 41:06vindicating us
  1124. 41:08to the police the very next day
  1125. 41:11and they had it the entire time and they
  1126. 41:14never turned it over to us at all and we
  1127. 41:17had to find it after our conviction and
  1128. 41:19that was one of i will never forget like
  1129. 41:22that
  1130. 41:23that important part
  1131. 41:25of being in there because if i hadn't
  1132. 41:28got that wake-up call if it wasn't that
  1133. 41:31attack that put it on lockdown man i
  1134. 41:33would have been out there trying to be
  1135. 41:34the michael jordan of the damn prison
  1136. 41:36man um and that's the common reality
  1137. 41:38that people kind of throw their hands up
  1138. 41:41when they're expecting the system to do
  1139. 41:43its job
  1140. 41:45uh we're gonna have questions coming in
  1141. 41:46from the audience at some point if you
  1142. 41:48have questions hit that q a
  1143. 41:50um i just want to push the conversation
  1144. 41:52forward a little bit
  1145. 41:53you know jared obviously we can talk all
  1146. 41:56day man you know i don't you can't
  1147. 41:58condense your life into an hour-long
  1148. 42:00conversation
  1149. 42:01um and so it's great that you have the
  1150. 42:03book and i'm really excited for people
  1151. 42:04to go out and grab the book make sure
  1152. 42:06y'all click on them links in the chat
  1153. 42:08get this book i promise you it's going
  1154. 42:11to take you on a journey
  1155. 42:12uh that really
  1156. 42:14you know reveals all the things about
  1157. 42:16the system and just a couple of things
  1158. 42:18that said about the book this is from
  1159. 42:20scott tarot
  1160. 42:21in a moving and beautifully crafted
  1161. 42:24memoir without hyperbole always wanted
  1162. 42:26to say the word hyperbole uh or a ranch
  1163. 42:28jared adams compellingly demonstrates
  1164. 42:30the institutionalized racism of the
  1165. 42:32american criminal justice system
  1166. 42:34uh john grissom who a lot of you may
  1167. 42:36know
  1168. 42:37adam's story is often hard to believe
  1169. 42:39the injustice that locked him away is
  1170. 42:41maddening the cruelty of his
  1171. 42:43incarceration should be actionable his
  1172. 42:45quest for the truth is inspiring his
  1173. 42:48determination not only to survive but
  1174. 42:49succeed
  1175. 42:51is nothing less than heroic earlier you
  1176. 42:53talked about not being a superhero i
  1177. 42:56disagree i think your mother your aunts
  1178. 42:58are superheroes but as i do think the
  1179. 43:00same about you
  1180. 43:02because despite the things you faced in
  1181. 43:04the system
  1182. 43:05you taught yourself and trained yourself
  1183. 43:08and was fortunate to attend college
  1184. 43:10uh to become a lawyer who now advocates
  1185. 43:12for the freedom of other people
  1186. 43:14uh you started a non-profit organization
  1187. 43:17you work with the innocent project
  1188. 43:19you're helping to get people
  1189. 43:21their freedom back and to hold the
  1190. 43:24system accountable
  1191. 43:25how did you become a lawyer after being
  1192. 43:28a kid falsely accused
  1193. 43:30and why is it so important for you to do
  1194. 43:32this work
  1195. 43:33when most people would say look i want
  1196. 43:35to be behind that nightmare i want it to
  1197. 43:37be over
  1198. 43:38um and so after you answer that we'll
  1199. 43:40pop to the audience get some questions
  1200. 43:42and then we'll just dive back in
  1201. 43:45yeah i i look i i told you before south
  1202. 43:48side of chicago and and we use the term
  1203. 43:51called get your lick back i wanted my
  1204. 43:54lick back for my mother okay i wanted my
  1205. 43:56lick back for my aunties because when i
  1206. 43:59went in there i'm talking about fish
  1207. 44:01fries cookouts get togethers a lot of
  1208. 44:04important decisions were made in the
  1209. 44:05backyard over barbecue grills with the
  1210. 44:07family when i got out that decade didn't
  1211. 44:10just take for me now you're talking
  1212. 44:12about dialysis treatments now you
  1213. 44:14talking about me visiting people in in
  1214. 44:16nursing homes because they battling deep
  1215. 44:18in dementia and and i'll never forget
  1216. 44:22the real the real like impact of the
  1217. 44:24loss hit me so hard at one of the
  1218. 44:26smallest points i'm sitting in my
  1219. 44:28mother's living room you ever been at yo
  1220. 44:31it's your mom's like your family house
  1221. 44:34and you see a photo album you just grab
  1222. 44:36it right because you just what i look at
  1223. 44:38the photo album i see pictures of the
  1224. 44:41entire family me
  1225. 44:43you know kid
  1226. 44:45everybody together you know all the way
  1227. 44:47up eighth grade you know prom picture
  1228. 44:51my graduation picture was the last
  1229. 44:53picture in that album
  1230. 44:55but the pages continued with my family
  1231. 44:58without me throughout those pages i
  1232. 45:01didn't see my picture again
  1233. 45:03until after i was released and my mother
  1234. 45:05threw an event and she put my picture
  1235. 45:07back in there but i flipped through
  1236. 45:11almost a decade of pictures
  1237. 45:13and didn't see my face man
  1238. 45:15and that right there
  1239. 45:17that that that right there i remember
  1240. 45:19having to get up and go take a walk
  1241. 45:22and i end up walking it was cold as hell
  1242. 45:24i mean it was like it was like february
  1243. 45:27cold when like 2007 when i got out
  1244. 45:30um and i walked and walked and i looked
  1245. 45:33up
  1246. 45:34and there was south suburban community
  1247. 45:36college
  1248. 45:37and i had i had that's where i was
  1249. 45:39supposed to be going
  1250. 45:40before this started so i walked in there
  1251. 45:44and i enrolled and more importantly
  1252. 45:47my family encouraged me to get the
  1253. 45:50desperate mental health care that i
  1254. 45:51needed because i needed to find a way to
  1255. 45:54channel my anger and frustration into
  1256. 45:57the fuel that drove me to build life
  1257. 46:00after justice to start to litigate these
  1258. 46:02cases to go clerk in the same circuit
  1259. 46:04that overturned my conviction and
  1260. 46:06redeemed the justice that was promised
  1261. 46:08to us in a justice system that has never
  1262. 46:11been built and designed to protect us
  1263. 46:14that's so powerful man i'm sending so
  1264. 46:16much love to your family and you know i
  1265. 46:18feel like i know them from reading the
  1266. 46:20book you know because they mirror so
  1267. 46:21many of the families that i talk to they
  1268. 46:24mirror my family you know when you
  1269. 46:25talked about that photo album you know i
  1270. 46:27just made it took me back to sitting in
  1271. 46:29the living room on the couch covered in
  1272. 46:31plastic and yeah
  1273. 46:33those photo albums and you know i had
  1274. 46:35that same experience when i came home i
  1275. 46:37go to my aunts and uncles and i look
  1276. 46:38through those albums and i'm not there
  1277. 46:40you know um and you know i was guilty of
  1278. 46:43the client crime that i committed um and
  1279. 46:47so
  1280. 46:48my experience is different but
  1281. 46:50nonetheless it was a brutal reality and
  1282. 46:51so you know my heart still
  1283. 46:53goes out to you uh we love this we gotta
  1284. 46:56we got a question in the question box
  1285. 46:59um what in your opinion this is from
  1286. 47:02admo admati i'm hoping i pronounce your
  1287. 47:05name right if not it's all you know from
  1288. 47:07a good space right uh what in your
  1289. 47:09opinion would be the most effective
  1290. 47:11action legislation
  1291. 47:12for removing the unfairly convicted
  1292. 47:14black and brown people from prisons and
  1293. 47:16not have more people dragged into this
  1294. 47:18dark and desolate pit in the future
  1295. 47:21we got to do something about prosecutors
  1296. 47:22power that's that's simply input it may
  1297. 47:25not be you know uh uh something that
  1298. 47:28we're able to figure out all in one
  1299. 47:29swoop but we got to figure it out
  1300. 47:31because that that is the most powerful
  1301. 47:33piece on the chester board and they
  1302. 47:34shouldn't have all of that power but and
  1303. 47:36i'll give you a perfect example
  1304. 47:39the prosecutor in my case when we found
  1305. 47:41a found evidence from that statement
  1306. 47:43that was withheld by the police
  1307. 47:45the prosecutor dismissed the charges
  1308. 47:47against my co-defendant and let me and
  1309. 47:49my other co-defendant go through seven
  1310. 47:51years of appeals and let the court
  1311. 47:53decide it that prosecutor had the power
  1312. 47:55to use his discretion to file a motion
  1313. 47:58on his own and reverse our conviction
  1314. 48:00and he didn't do it and this is this is
  1315. 48:03not just
  1316. 48:04this is not the isolated case
  1317. 48:06i want people looking at this to go look
  1318. 48:08up cook county case giovanni long i
  1319. 48:12represent a young man who i know was
  1320. 48:14beaten to a confession by the police and
  1321. 48:17right now his co-defendant his
  1322. 48:20conviction was reversed we were able to
  1323. 48:22get the co-defendant an actual innocent
  1324. 48:24certificate which means that the state's
  1325. 48:26attorney is acknowledging the
  1326. 48:27co-defendant is actually innocent so
  1327. 48:30tell me right now shakka why i'm 20
  1328. 48:32something thousand dollars of my own
  1329. 48:34money
  1330. 48:35representing this man for two years when
  1331. 48:38this prosecutor's office has the
  1332. 48:39opportunity to reverse the conviction
  1333. 48:42based on the same evidence of innocence
  1334. 48:44which they know
  1335. 48:45happened in a co-defendant's case
  1336. 48:47it's because
  1337. 48:48because
  1338. 48:50if you leave it up to one person to
  1339. 48:52decide the fates and have that power
  1340. 48:55that's when things go wrong we have to
  1341. 48:57find a separate entity and i'm not
  1342. 48:59talking about uh uh the grand jury
  1343. 49:02because you can grand jury indict a ham
  1344. 49:04sandwich if you wanted to right right
  1345. 49:07we're talking about a separate body that
  1346. 49:09is evaluating these cases and situations
  1347. 49:12and moving with the speed that shows
  1348. 49:15that we value the lives of those who are
  1349. 49:18being disproportionately affected
  1350. 49:20that's what we need i i want to say this
  1351. 49:22too before but look
  1352. 49:25i was i was out i said this you know
  1353. 49:27during another little podcast me and my
  1354. 49:29wife were out and we were we were
  1355. 49:32traveling and somebody was using their
  1356. 49:34phone
  1357. 49:35and they were dropping it and you know
  1358. 49:36that you know to let me try to catch it
  1359. 49:38thing so me and everybody in this this
  1360. 49:41little area was watching them and we
  1361. 49:43were hoping that they caught their phone
  1362. 49:46before it hit the ground because you
  1363. 49:48know why
  1364. 49:49black white no matter who was there
  1365. 49:51didn't know each other we knew it was a
  1366. 49:53value of that phone and we knew the
  1367. 49:56experience it was like to crack your
  1368. 49:58phone or break your phone and so
  1369. 50:00everybody was praying that he kept it
  1370. 50:02from hitting the ground
  1371. 50:04shocking
  1372. 50:05until we get people to care about the
  1373. 50:07actual humans
  1374. 50:09who are hitting the damn ground in the
  1375. 50:11criminal justice system
  1376. 50:13we ain't gonna be able to fix this thing
  1377. 50:16we need everybody
  1378. 50:18that's that's real you know i wanna i
  1379. 50:19wanna make sure people check out the
  1380. 50:21link
  1381. 50:23lifeafterjustice.org where where is it
  1382. 50:25where's the org based at so the
  1383. 50:27organization is based in chicago and
  1384. 50:29what we're doing right right now is this
  1385. 50:32we're building right now so we're not
  1386. 50:34just asking for for money we're also
  1387. 50:36asking for for people we need big law if
  1388. 50:39we if we're really gonna have a round
  1389. 50:40conversation about what it's gonna take
  1390. 50:42to do reform we need big law to give
  1391. 50:45some big pro bono hours to to be give
  1392. 50:47some big pro bono bucks we need support
  1393. 50:50i
  1394. 50:51worked at the innocence project and
  1395. 50:53built this model after having the
  1396. 50:55experience there because
  1397. 50:58people who are directly impacted need to
  1398. 51:00be directly at the helm of the decisions
  1399. 51:03being made yeah i couldn't agree more so
  1400. 51:06we got a couple more questions coming in
  1401. 51:08one uh at least originally dropped in
  1402. 51:10the chat so i'm gonna start with hers
  1403. 51:12first
  1404. 51:13uh she said the police acted badly we
  1405. 51:14were wondering how you feel about your
  1406. 51:16accuser how do you feel about her
  1407. 51:18actions initially and along the way and
  1408. 51:20that's that's a powerful thing because a
  1409. 51:21lot of times we hear about
  1410. 51:23you know the people who are convicted
  1411. 51:25falsely convicted
  1412. 51:26and you know do accusers get held
  1413. 51:29accountable first of all and how do you
  1414. 51:32how do you feel about it
  1415. 51:33so i i want people to go look at the
  1416. 51:35book and and see how i arrived at this
  1417. 51:38point that i'm about to say but for me
  1418. 51:41we were all kids shopping
  1419. 51:44this this
  1420. 51:46accuser didn't go um i'm i'm rick
  1421. 51:49running out of a building she went to a
  1422. 51:51friend that went to a friend and all the
  1423. 51:53accusation the false accusation started
  1424. 51:55because her roommate was was was shaming
  1425. 51:58her and calling her names for hanging
  1426. 52:00out with black guys you understand so so
  1427. 52:03this rumor
  1428. 52:04led to
  1429. 52:06uh a friend telling another friend and
  1430. 52:08then a campus sexual assault expert who
  1431. 52:11overzealously wanted to fit the title
  1432. 52:12that she gave herself so
  1433. 52:15when i look at the situation i look at
  1434. 52:17it and i say
  1435. 52:18that this was something that snowballed
  1436. 52:21it's something that she never expected
  1437. 52:23we were kids why weren't the adults
  1438. 52:26being adults
  1439. 52:28and i go deeper
  1440. 52:30into it in the book and tell you how i
  1441. 52:32arrived now we're talking about me and
  1442. 52:34my feeling right now as an adult and
  1443. 52:36having to deal with the conversation but
  1444. 52:37of course back then i was mad at
  1445. 52:39everybody associated with this yeah
  1446. 52:42justifiably as you should uh so thank
  1447. 52:45you for that and and make sure y'all
  1448. 52:46read the book i've read it so i know how
  1449. 52:48he feels uh redeeming justice grab that
  1450. 52:51book the links are in the chat
  1451. 52:53uh mary mcdaniels uh question is is
  1452. 52:56there any way to exonerate and release
  1453. 52:57prisoners
  1454. 52:58in those states that have a time limit
  1455. 53:00on submitting new or hidden evidence
  1456. 53:03it is
  1457. 53:05not let me just say this there is is
  1458. 53:08never a clear avenue and post conviction
  1459. 53:10work and and the reason i say that is
  1460. 53:12because the post-conviction
  1461. 53:16world
  1462. 53:17believes in finality more than they do
  1463. 53:20justice
  1464. 53:22so
  1465. 53:23once you get convicted the burden isn't
  1466. 53:26reasonable doubt anymore and sometimes
  1467. 53:29people think that lack of evidence on
  1468. 53:31post conviction means evidence of
  1469. 53:33innocence it is not
  1470. 53:34it's a different burden that you have to
  1471. 53:36meet so you have to understand in terms
  1472. 53:38of of my conviction and all convictions
  1473. 53:41that are reversed there is evidence of
  1474. 53:43innocence
  1475. 53:44that was not in front of the fact
  1476. 53:46finders when a person was found guilty
  1477. 53:49so to answer that question more more
  1478. 53:51specifically what needs to happen is
  1479. 53:54this
  1480. 53:54first of all if you're looking to
  1481. 53:56reverse any conviction you have to look
  1482. 53:57at the laws in that state they change
  1483. 53:59every day and you have to look at the
  1484. 54:00case law secondly if there is no case
  1485. 54:03law and no changes that's where you need
  1486. 54:05to start start with the advocation and
  1487. 54:07that jurisdiction of how to make
  1488. 54:09post-conviction avenues of actual
  1489. 54:11innocence easier to litigate there are
  1490. 54:14people right now
  1491. 54:15including my client giovanni long in
  1492. 54:18cook county illinois who are sitting in
  1493. 54:20prison while the prosecutor's office is
  1494. 54:23arguing procedural arguments not the
  1495. 54:25substantive issue about his guilt but
  1496. 54:28saying that oh well he missed the
  1497. 54:30deadline or he missed it he missed that
  1498. 54:33and it makes no sense at all shocker
  1499. 54:35yeah yeah no it's really sickening um i
  1500. 54:38know we're we got about three minutes
  1501. 54:40left so
  1502. 54:41a couple of things really really quickly
  1503. 54:44uh somebody asked how do they further
  1504. 54:45connect with you you can follow jared uh
  1505. 54:48uh adams at law is that what it is at
  1506. 54:51large across all social media platforms
  1507. 54:54uh click on some of the links can hear
  1508. 54:55life after justice
  1509. 54:57um you know quickly this last question
  1510. 55:00came from i think it was danita
  1511. 55:01disappear
  1512. 55:02but she talked about mental health you
  1513. 55:04know while you were going through the
  1514. 55:05process and after
  1515. 55:07uh you talked a little bit earlier about
  1516. 55:09you know after after you got out your
  1517. 55:11family supported you and getting you
  1518. 55:13into mental health treatment um and
  1519. 55:17you know what what did you what did it
  1520. 55:18take while you were inside uh to get
  1521. 55:21through there
  1522. 55:22man it took them like like i can't tell
  1523. 55:25you just just how how important it was
  1524. 55:28at different times in there when i was
  1525. 55:29ready to break or break someone that i
  1526. 55:32would get a letter from them
  1527. 55:33you know encouraging me about the story
  1528. 55:35of job and you know uh uh the book of
  1529. 55:39psalms and you know my auntie my one
  1530. 55:41aunt josephine sugar that her real name
  1531. 55:43is josephine but she
  1532. 55:45she would send me the tribune and i
  1533. 55:48would tell her like i see why are you
  1534. 55:50spending so much money on this paper i'm
  1535. 55:52getting it two days late anyway she said
  1536. 55:54no baby i'm doing it for a reason i need
  1537. 55:56you to see
  1538. 55:57what's happening to our neighborhood and
  1539. 55:59your friends out here they being locked
  1540. 56:01up in federal and federal prison being
  1541. 56:04accused of being nino brown but i know
  1542. 56:06that they can't even afford to take care
  1543. 56:08of their babies they having out here in
  1544. 56:09this community so you need to see this
  1545. 56:11you need to see that while while you're
  1546. 56:14in there and you're fighting it's still
  1547. 56:16a fight going on out here
  1548. 56:18yeah yeah
  1549. 56:20well man thank you so much the book is
  1550. 56:22redeeming justice the links are in there
  1551. 56:26obviously we got to do this again man
  1552. 56:27there's just never enough time is so
  1553. 56:29much but
  1554. 56:30you know the things we didn't get to in
  1555. 56:31this conversation are definitely in the
  1556. 56:33book i promise you it is a powerful
  1557. 56:36inspiring
  1558. 56:38read despite where it starts at it ends
  1559. 56:40with so much hope uh for the future
  1560. 56:43and jared i'm proud of you as i
  1561. 56:45mentioned earlier you're definitely one
  1562. 56:46of my personal heroes i want to continue
  1563. 56:49to support
  1564. 56:50lifeafterjustice.org
  1565. 56:52um not only does it need financial
  1566. 56:55resources need uh human power to really
  1567. 56:59change some of these systems so go check
  1568. 57:01that out grab the book redeem injustice
  1569. 57:03follow jared across all platforms and
  1570. 57:06shout out to politics and pros for
  1571. 57:09hosting us
  1572. 57:10we look forward to being in more
  1573. 57:12conversations soon
  1574. 57:14thank you all man thank you shotgun
  1575. 57:16now thank you so much for having me bro
  1576. 57:18super excited to be here
  1577. 57:21jared shaka thank you both so much
  1578. 57:23honestly this is i've been looking
  1579. 57:26forward to this
  1580. 57:27your conversation for a while now so i'm
  1581. 57:29happy
  1582. 57:30that we were able to have you on here to
  1583. 57:32to really
  1584. 57:33dig into this um yeah yeah you know like
  1585. 57:36like like shaka said um the link to
  1586. 57:39jared's book is in the chat
  1587. 57:41the link to find out more about life
  1588. 57:43after justice is in there and you can
  1589. 57:45even there's a direct link to donate as
  1590. 57:47well so all of those are there click on
  1591. 57:49those find out more
  1592. 57:52i'm also excited shaka's book is coming
  1593. 57:54out in january hopefully we can um
  1594. 57:58get him lined up for that um
  1595. 58:01yeah i know i was gonna say maybe we can
  1596. 58:03get jared to come back and just like
  1597. 58:05keep going
  1598. 58:06yeah no you definitely uh jerry we're
  1599. 58:07gonna make sure sure uh penguin get you
  1600. 58:10a advanced copy of the book i would love
  1601. 58:11to be in conversation with you uh about
  1602. 58:14this new book man so super excited and
  1603. 58:16truly appreciate politics and pros for
  1604. 58:19for inviting me to
  1605. 58:20you know share my story and my book and
  1606. 58:22my work so really look forward to that
  1607. 58:24absolutely but for right now check out
  1608. 58:27jared's that links in that chat so bam
  1609. 58:30there you go
  1610. 58:31i love the colors you see it match the
  1611. 58:33books on my shelf back there
  1612. 58:36hot cover right now it's a hot color
  1613. 58:37right now
  1614. 58:39it's really really powerful all right
  1615. 58:40well thank you all
  1616. 58:42right y'all stay safe man yeah all right
  1617. 58:44brother

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