NIE UCIEKAJ | LGBT FILM 2026 — Transcript

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1. 0:01May, May!
2. 0:07Starring: Daria Grula, Emilia Sieroń
3. 0:14Supporting roles: Sebastian Jóźwik, Hubert Czajka
4. 0:20Sound: Wiktoria Kwaśniewska, Cinematography: Wiktoria Dmitruk
5. 0:22Clapperboard: Maja Libera, Editing: Wiktoria Dmitruk
6. 0:25and we were left alone...
7. 0:29Ojojoj
8. 0:32Assistants: Eliza Cybulska, Bartłomiej Bagdach
9. 0:34Music: Wiktoria Dmitruk
10. 0:38Assistant director: Sebastian Jóźwik
11. 0:43Screenplay: Wiktoria and Lena Dmitruk
12. 0:48Direction: Wiktoria Dmitruk
13. 0:52Thanks to: Sigma Polska
14. 0:57Don't Run
15. 1:22I don't understand people who say they like the night and then stay home anyway.
16. 1:27They like to think they do. A bit like running.
17. 1:31Do you run? No, but
18. 1:35I like talking about it. I usually say I like
19. 1:38spontaneity, but when the opportunity actually arises,
20. 1:42I usually give up. It's probably the same disease.
21. 1:48It's probably the same disease. What's it called?
22. 1:53I'd like to be someone else, but only to a certain extent.
23. 2:01When you were younger, did you also think old people knew what they were doing? Yes,
24. 2:06I thought they had some kind of instructions. Lately, I've been looking at people
25. 2:10my parents' age and thinking, okay, they improvise too.
26. 2:16The worst discovery in the world.
27. 2:21Sometimes I wish I could escape somewhere. Not because it's bad, but because I need
28. 2:26to see if I feel the same everywhere.
29. 2:31So what? Are you afraid that's the case?
30. 2:39I'd be a little more afraid that it's not, that there's somewhere in the world where
31. 2:44I'd feel better. I'd have to admit it's not
32. 2:48about the place. You know what?
33. 2:53It annoys me that you always say what I want, but I can't
34. 2:58put it together. Yes, yes, yes.
35. 3:06Okay, I can't think about it. I'm hungry.
36. 3:11So, hey, wait. So let's go to that place Seba recommended.
37. 3:16The one with the worst coffee and the best fries.
38. 3:19Yes, exactly that one. Exactly that one.
39. 3:23So what? One, two, three.
40. 3:30Fuck you.
41. 3:33Maja, come on, don't choke, woman. Choke yourself.
42. 3:38You went through half a burger in a second. I didn't even touch mine.
43. 3:42Are you counting me out?
44. 3:47Don't look at me like that, I'll spit on you, and I don't think you want that.
45. 3:58Ugh, ugh. What kind of tactical maneuver is that?
46. 4:04If you're going to stare anyway, at least do it from a better angle.
47. 4:09Okay, I don't know if I should be happy or scared.
48. 4:13Preferably both. It always makes a better impression.
49. 4:16Hey, beautiful people! What kind of date is this?
50. 4:23No, no date. We're just sitting there, chatting. We met by chance.
51. 4:29Oh. Okay, I won't
52. 4:34interrupt your non-date. Have fun.
53. 4:39Hey.
54. 4:47Have fun. Are you having fun? Very well.
55. 5:41Hey, want to join? No.
56. 6:10Fine. Start over. Don't run away.
57. 6:17No, right first, left just holds you up.
58. 6:22Okay, I'll try.
59. 6:28Stop. Don't press them so hard. Those aren't
60. 6:32buttons. But I have a feeling that if it's too easy, it
61. 6:36won't play at all. It will play.
62. 6:41The piano hears more than you think. See.
63. 6:57When you do it, it looks so easy. Okay, we'll work on it tomorrow. It's
64. 7:05really good, but thanks for being patient.
65. 7:11I do, but only for those who listen.
66. 7:30Will you sign this for me?
67. 7:36What is it?
68. 7:39Piano lessons. How long have you been playing the piano?
69. 7:42I don't play, but I want to learn. Stop it.
70. 7:47These are just weekend classes. This isn't the time for such ideas.
71. 7:53You have school, tests, catching up, and responsibilities.
72. 7:58One stupid signature.
73. 8:05Okay, let's start with the voice. Not with singing beautifully, but with listening to
74. 8:11yourself. Don't run away from insecurity. It's completely fine.
75. 8:18Sebastian, will you start first? One phrase
76. 8:22and it's slow...
77. 8:28Don't cry for me, princess,
78. 8:33I have gold, even though it weighs down my chest...
79. 8:41Damn, I think it's false. I hear you're watching your back, and I want
80. 8:46to hear you. Try again and breathe.
81. 8:51Okay.
82. 8:54Don't cry for me, my golden princess...
83. 9:02Even though my breasts are weighed down by longing,
84. 9:09even though my soul is both sad and dark. Don't cry for me.
85. 9:22Okay? Okay. That's right.
86. 9:25(KNOCKING ON THE DOOR)
87. 9:27Come on in. It's just a singing lesson. My name is Lena. I signed up,
88. 9:35but I don't sing. You don't have to yet.
89. 9:39Fine. It was a step, not a performance. I'll be right back. I'm taking the girls.
90. 9:57Are you scared too? What?
91. 10:01What? Leave me alone. Jesus.
92. 10:06Okay, okay.
93. 10:13I mean, let's make a deal, let's be clear. These classes are pointless without you.
94. 10:18They're like a rehearsal without sound.
95. 10:21Everyone's doing something, but no one knows why.
96. 10:24Stop it. You're being dramatic, as usual. No, no, no. There's something to it. When you
97. 10:28're leading, something happens. There's some energy. And when you're not there, it's
98. 10:33like everyone's playing to the wall. It's one thing, I mean, Seba, Seba is trying, trying
99. 10:40, but the rest of us are
100. 10:45like afraid of our own voices. You know what I mean? Nonsense.
101. 10:49Please,
102. 10:53I'm sorry.
103. 11:01You!
104. 11:06Who's Zofia hanging out with these days? You, but what's the deal? She
105. 11:10was at my place yesterday and she was gossiping about Julka with me, and now they're sitting together.
106. 11:14Come on, Bartuś, that's the way of the world. First a false
107. 11:20whisper, then a shared photo, classic.
108. 11:23Give me that.
109. 11:29Life. Okay, who ordered the energy shot? They say it's better than
110. 11:33coffee to get you going. Come on. What?
111. 11:34Wait. You've come to
112. 11:38the right place?
113. 11:43Bartuś, come on over, because this doesn't wait.
114. 11:51Okay, I'm immodestly suggesting
115. 11:53, just to make sure it's good for your health.
116. 11:57Pure, pure.
117. 12:04Kacper, you're weak. Bartuś,
118. 12:10one more without saying a word. Weak.
119. 12:19Okay, because I've already missed it, for all of us.
120. 12:23For all of us.
121. 12:33Okay,
122. 12:36one more. And Bartuś has thus secured himself
123. 12:41a ride for misbehavior.
124. 12:50Okay, time for me to go. I'll be right back.
125. 13:14Are we going?
126. 13:19Bartuś, we're closing up. That's it for today.
127. 13:26So what, Bartuś, see you tomorrow.
128. 13:34Bye. Get home safely.
129. 13:49What? Did you have a good time? Very much.
130. 13:54Well, good.
131. 14:16Thanks for today.
132. 14:22What? Won't you say anything?
133. 14:26Every day with you ends too soon. Who said this would be the last?
134. 14:34So what? Same thing tomorrow?
135. 14:44Bye, handsome.
136. 14:52Bye, bye.
137. 15:06Wow.
138. 15:18What's up?
139. 15:23Hey, do you think this one will be okay? The last one was better. She looks
140. 15:29washed out. She'll look even worse in person.
141. 15:37Don't cry for me, princess, she's golden,
142. 15:45even though my chest is oppressed by longing.
143. 15:54No, that's not it yet. Sebastian,
144. 15:58show her what I mean. Not with a sound,
145. 16:02with an intention. Okay, come on. First of all,
146. 16:07calmly take a breath and think as if you wanted someone
147. 16:15to cry for you. Calmly, from your heart.
148. 16:20Give it to me together. Don't cry for me,
149. 16:26princess.
150. 16:30Great. Just like that.
151. 16:34Yes. Better.
152. 16:40Good morning. I wanted to return the books.
153. 17:12Will you be here today? I mean, about the music lessons.
154. 17:20I knew you were asking. No, I won't.
155. 17:30Would you like to help me? With what?
156. 17:36I heard you're getting your math fix. I'm not promising anything.
157. 17:44Okay, I'll send you my address. I already wrote to you, but you didn't reply, but
158. 17:51that's irrelevant. Fine, we'll sort something out there and
159. 17:55agree on a fee later.
160. 18:31(WHISPERS)
161. 18:36Do you have a pen?
162. 19:15Lena...
163. 19:25Lena, what do you want from me? Are you following me or something?
164. 19:34Is everything okay? No.
165. 19:50Oh, are you running off again? You look like you're going to a ball.
166. 19:53Yes. And I'm in a hurry. Oh, yes. And I understand this is something
167. 19:57important again. Oh,
168. 20:00I made a date. And with a girl anyway.
169. 20:06With a girl? Wow, that's new. When will I meet her?
170. 20:11Relax, just a moment.
171. 20:15Wait, what does a week or a month mean to you?
172. 20:20We'll see.
173. 20:25Is there chocolate?
174. 20:28I don't know,
175. 20:35I think Stasiek ate the last one. So go to the store.
176. 20:41Mom, I have something important to do soon.
177. 20:48What's so important?
178. 20:54You can't do anything in this house, so at least go to the store.
179. 21:33Milky, bubblegum.
180. 21:38Do you always want this or that today?
181. 21:42It's not for me. 12.50 złoty.
182. 21:54No change needed.
183. 22:15Hey.
184. 22:19You have those thick Malborogy. Good morning. I have it. Why are you so tense?
185. 22:27You know what, because
186. 22:31Lena was here. I saw it. And what? Nothing. I didn't say anything.
187. 22:38Why?
188. 22:41Because I'm scared. You?
189. 22:46Wait. And Maja?
190. 22:50Okay. What time do you finish? In a moment. PLN 26.99 cash card?
191. 22:59You can swipe.
192. 23:05I'll wait in front of
193. 23:39"Don't cry for me, princess..."
194. 23:53Am I interrupting?
195. 24:00Is it any better?
196. 24:04What are you doing here?
197. 24:06You know what, I came over to see what it's like from the inside.
198. 24:13It all seems so... I don't know, everyone's shouting over each other to
199. 24:18prove a point. I have the same impression.
200. 24:25You're not drawn to it?
201. 24:27No, not yet.
202. 24:38Don't you want to go to the hallway for a chat or somewhere
203. 24:41a bit quieter?
204. 24:44We can go, but only for a moment.
205. 24:57Are you always like this? Am I lucky today?
206. 25:00More like today. Is it good that
207. 25:06you're smoking today?
208. 25:09Jesus Christ. Do you always react like this, or
209. 25:12is today just a bad day? You're crazy, you know?
210. 25:16I know, but that's why you're still talking to me.
211. 25:20Well, you've already met. That's how it happened.
212. 25:25Just like that, unannounced. We're just chatting,
213. 25:30right? Nothing, nothing, nothing.
214. 25:33I'm just worried because you seem like someone who gets easily scared. But
215. 25:38there's no point in worrying. It's good, because Kacper has a tendency to drag people into his
216. 25:44sometimes unpleasant affairs. Hey...
217. 25:46what? You know me, I'm telling the truth. Okay, I'll be going now.
218. 25:55Hey, but why so soon? What's up? I'll be back if anything happens.
219. 25:59Seriously? Yes. Just get your notes ready.
220. 26:09Do you always look like that?
221. 26:13But at what? At people you just met?
222. 26:21Want something to drink? I can have tea.
223. 26:29Green tea is fine? Yes.
224. 26:56I didn't expect you to come. Why?
225. 27:02I don't know. I feel like you're avoiding me.
226. 27:05It's not about you.
227. 27:08Science is science.
228. 27:13My biggest problem is trigonometry. I seriously have no idea what's going on there.
229. 27:21Wait, let it cool.
230. 27:27Shall we go?
231. 27:39Okay, tell me what you even know? Almost nothing, but...
232. 27:45Let's start with the delta.
233. 27:58Why is it that when I do it alone, I always get everything wrong?
234. 28:01Because you do it all at once. And we did it one by one. First this, then that.
235. 28:17Okay. And what's going on here? You're doing the same thing here. You just
236. 28:22have to plug it into this formula.
237. 28:53Are you playing? No.
238. 29:01Do you want to try it? Come on,
239. 29:11have a seat.
240. 29:20My dad had the same thing. He tried to teach me once, but it's
241. 29:24probably not for me. Don't say that. You can learn anything.
242. 29:29Seriously. Not at this age.
243. 29:34I'd have to start a long time ago to be any good at anything.
244. 29:38Not true.
245. 29:42Let me show you something.
246. 29:49Wait,
247. 29:55I have to go, it's late. I hope I helped with math,
248. 30:11fuck...
249. 31:06Okay, it's like this. Hold the pad. Thank you very much.
250. 31:10I'm turning on the console.
251. 31:36Should I click something? No, no, you can do it for now. Sorry.
252. 31:42Hey, Seba, what's up? Hey. Are you coming over, because I have a free house?
253. 31:46You know what, I have guests.
254. 31:48You said you didn't have any plans. But you know what, I kind of forgot
255. 31:53. Sorry. Okay, Seba, I'll call you back later. Okay?
256. 32:03Bye.
257. 32:10Okay. Now. Games.
258. 32:16Come on. This. We have a collection here.
259. 32:19Wait. Okay. This or that?
260. 32:26Nothing.
261. 32:29No, none. No, give me another one. Okay, last chance. This or that?
262. 32:34Okay, it's on the left. Give me that one.
263. 32:39It's natural calibration.
264. 32:45I say, you walk with this, you aim with this, you shoot with this.
265. 32:51Okay, bro, I know what I'm doing.
266. 32:56Hey, what's up? Wait.
267. 33:00Hey, you're doing pretty well. Damn, fucking great. Yes.
268. 33:05You had to.
269. 33:06No, not bad.
270. 33:08No, no,
271. 33:10no. Okay.
272. 33:11I was thirsty, I would have said. Okay.
273. 33:14What? Nothing.
274. 33:16What?
275. 33:21Take it. But what?
276. 33:23But what are you doing, man?
277. 33:28I'm sorry. But why? No, no, no, no, no, no,
278. 33:32why are you doing this to me?
279. 33:36Lena...
280. 33:43Lena... Well... fuck.
281. 33:52Lena, can we talk?
282. 33:57Well, I'm sorry. Well
283. 34:16, I'm sorry,
284. 34:23I'm sorry... that came out stupid. I'm sorry. Don't do that again.
285. 34:28Fine.
286. 34:31Okay,
287. 34:36come on, let's play again or something.
288. 34:40Okay.
289. 34:48I can take the reds now. Mhm.
290. 34:53Hey, damn, I feel something's wrong. Come on. Well, sorry.
291. 34:56You've already said sorry 10 times. Okay, but is it okay or not?
292. 34:59Yes. It doesn't look like it.
293. 35:02Jesus Christ. Okay, no, I don't feel like it. Sorry.
294. 35:06Shit, maybe we can grab some tea and talk?
295. 35:14Come on.
296. 35:46Really again!?
297. 35:50How many times do I have to tell you to clean up after yourself?
298. 35:55You're not alone here!
299. 36:24Dinner.
300. 36:30Please don't stay up late.
301. 36:58Holy shit.
302. 37:04Tell me, how is it possible to screw things up so completely? What?
303. 37:10What?
304. 37:14With Lena.
305. 37:21My timing was completely wrong. I started talking nonsense.
306. 37:27If I hadn't talked nonsense, she would still be coming here.
307. 37:31And so... What did she do?
308. 37:40She got up and left.
309. 37:43Maybe... it wasn't for her.
310. 37:48You know I felt like a moron, like an idiot.
311. 37:56It happens.
312. 38:02Better now than later.
313. 38:08You know what, I'll go get you some water.
314. 38:20Hey, girls. Hi.
315. 38:23Are you okay? Mm. Yes. Holy
316. 38:28shit. Did
317. 38:41Kacper invite you? No, Oliwka.
318. 38:46Okay, then come with me.
319. 39:09Sorry about that. Something went wrong.
320. 39:14Okay.
321. 39:21I don't like situations like this.
322. 39:25What kind?
323. 39:30Wait, I'll get something.
324. 39:49Here. No, no thanks, I don't want it.
325. 40:09Seriously, if you need anything, they have plenty there.
326. 40:25Fuck...
327. 40:29A fucking belt.
328. 40:36Want to help me?
329. 40:49It's sewn on. You can't take it off.
330. 41:20Fuck.
331. 41:55Hello.
332. 41:59She's here. But who?
333. 42:03Lena. I don't know who the fuck invited her.
334. 42:10Wait, but where are you? What do you mean, where the fuck? I'm in front of the house...
335. 42:16what are we? It's a party, man. Oh, okay,
336. 42:23maybe we can come talk. I'm not, I'll be right back. Stop it.
337. 42:29Okay, if anything happens, call me.
338. 42:34Okay, okay. Bye.
339. 42:52Did you really say that? Yeah, right. What was I supposed to say?
340. 43:02Off the cuff.
341. 43:10See, you let me talk after all.
342. 43:17Okay, I'm going for something stronger.
343. 45:16At the gym.
344. 45:20Well,
345. 45:25well, I was there.
346. 45:30Okay, because I still have a few sets to do.
347. 45:37Okay.
348. 45:51Okay, that's all for today. Thanks.
349. 45:53Thanks.
350. 46:08I wasn't expecting you today.
351. 46:14What's the deal? Don't you know?
352. 46:20I was drunk. I know,
353. 46:24but that doesn't excuse you. If it weren't for me, you'd still be pretending nothing
354. 46:28happened.
355. 46:32I didn't mean to. I don't know. I have a feeling this is
356. 46:36all some kind of fucking game for you. I don't understand you.
357. 46:43I can't think of anything else.
358. 47:03Things
359. 47:06have gotten messed up, have they?
360. 47:10Lena, you don't have to run away. I heard...
361. 47:17not everything, but enough.
362. 47:24Silence can also be an answer.
363. 47:38Hang in there, Lena.
364. 48:23One more. That's enough for you.
365. 48:29A glass of water.
366. 48:36You don't look like someone having fun.
367. 48:40And you look like you?
368. 49:20Hey Lena, I know it's silly, do you want to meet up?
369. 49:33Hey, do you have a minute? I have some work to do, would you help?
370. 49:58You said you've done this before? Right? Of course I have. Listen, sometimes
371. 50:02you just need to do a little soldering, and it should be okay.
372. 50:08You have this little thing. What little thing?
373. 50:13A capacitor. What is it?
374. 50:17Okay. Start stripping the insulation. Okay,
375. 50:22okay.
376. 50:26Wait, I can't strip the insulation. But what are you doing?
377. 50:30You told me to strip the insulation from the cable. Jesus, you idiot, but don't cut it!
378. 50:39Fine, leave it. I'll do it. Okay, okay, okay.
379. 51:06So
380. 51:09what, if the garage doesn't explode tomorrow, then...
381. 51:13our little victory. If anything happens, I'll say it wasn't me.
382. 51:18Cool, I'll take it.
383. 51:28You know, if anything happens, you don't have to meet me. Like, this bar is
384. 51:33just a bar, not some date. I know it's not about me.
385. 51:41I understand if anything happens, you know. Okay, come on.
386. 51:48You said you had a burger place to recommend. No,
387. 51:53no, it wasn't even in the city center. Oh, no, no. I just, you know,
388. 51:58I thought we could. I said I didn't want to eat. We were supposed to drink.
389. 52:02Yeah, I know. I just got hungry since then and thought we'd go somewhere.
390. 52:07So you'll be alone, because I said at
391. 52:09the beginning I didn't want to eat at all. Okay, okay, okay.
392. 52:14Hey, is this Maja?
393. 52:16I think so...
394. 52:19Come on. No!
395. 52:21Why? Because no, Kacper, I don't want to. But she still seems to see us.
396. 52:30Come on.
397. 52:34Is everything okay? Does it look okay?
398. 52:39No, but I didn't know you were friends with him?
399. 52:45Is that a bad thing?
400. 52:49No? It's just weird seeing you with him.
401. 52:55Hey, okay. I'll go get something to drink, maybe. Okay?
402. 52:58Okay?
403. 53:05God, girl, you're freezing. You're lucky you're still standing.
404. 53:11Were you alone?
405. 53:14No, they, they stayed there.
406. 53:19Okay, grab them.
407. 53:22No, come on, grab them. I wanted... Kacper, not today. Okay
408. 53:28, come on. Let's go to my place and you can have something warm. Okay,
409. 53:33tea with rum? - with lemon.
410. 53:47Should I close the window? No, no need.
411. 53:54I don't remember half of tonight.
412. 53:59Is that good or bad?
413. 54:03I don't know yet.
414. 54:15I always feel like I'm doing something wrong, even when I'm not doing anything.
415. 54:23You're not doing anything wrong.
416. 54:28But you don't see everything.
417. 54:32Maybe you don't need to see everything.
418. 54:43Why don't you ask me?
419. 54:47What?
420. 54:50Why am I like this?
421. 54:54Because I don't want her to explain herself.
422. 55:02People always want me to explain something or improve,
423. 55:09but I just can't.
424. 55:13Sometimes I just want to take off my mask and just be myself.
425. 55:26You understand me, right?
426. 55:56Hey, man, what's wrong?
427. 56:03You look like you're having a million thoughts at once.
428. 56:11Okay, so you're either hungover
429. 56:15or there's some massive drama going on.
430. 56:20I don't know.
431. 56:23Okay, so drama...
432. 56:30Whatever.
433. 56:33What do you mean?
434. 56:38I don't know, I just don't know what she's talking about. That's it.
435. 56:41So what? And you think it's all your fault?
436. 56:46Man, sometimes it's really not us, it's not about us.
437. 56:51No, Seba, I just don't know what she's talking about.
438. 56:56I don't know. Okay.
439. 56:59Well, unfortunately, I can't read minds either.
440. 57:02So learn the fuck to do it and don't piss me off!
441. 59:25It was easier last time.
442. 59:28Are there any more?
443. 59:31There's something. "Give it to me.
444. 59:47Can you open it for me?
445. 59:59Hold it.
446. 1:02:46One more time, one more time. Long live it, long live it for us.
447. 1:02:54Long live it for us.
448. 1:03:11Hey Seba. Got a minute?" "Hey, I have it. Sure.
449. 1:03:15Oh, man, great." Listen, I need to borrow a hundred right now. Do you have any?
450. 1:03:54Can I come in?
451. 1:03:59Sorry, I didn't know. - No, it's nothing.
452. 1:04:04Listen, I need to ask you something. I need advice.
453. 1:04:07What would you do if you loved someone but
454. 1:04:11had absolutely no idea how to approach them?
455. 1:04:17It depends.
456. 1:04:20What are you most afraid of? - That it's not mutual, that I'm the only one
457. 1:04:25making things up. Okay, but are there any signs that would
458. 1:04:30indicate that? - No. And that's the worst part.
459. 1:04:35So you don't actually know, but you're as afraid as if you already knew?
460. 1:04:43As if I knew before I even tried.
461. 1:04:48So you haven't tried? - Well, I don't have a block, and I just think
462. 1:04:55I could say something, and then I freeze. - Okay. And what would happen if you
463. 1:05:02didn't say anything? - Well, nothing would happen, but nothing would
464. 1:05:06move either. How are you feeling about that?
465. 1:05:11Listen, sometimes not saying anything is also
466. 1:05:15a form of defense. - But I don't know what I want anymore.
467. 1:05:20And I don't know if I want to be with this person or not.
468. 1:05:23Or maybe both, and maybe that's okay too.
469. 1:05:27But how about both? Maybe
470. 1:05:32you're just not 100% sure yet. You don't know how you feel.
471. 1:05:40What should I do?
472. 1:05:44Well, I can't tell you that, because you'll have to figure that out on your own.
473. 1:05:49Okay,
474. 1:05:54I know.
475. 1:05:56So, do you want a piece? Well, I can, but wait,
476. 1:06:06I have something for you.
477. 1:06:10I remembered you.
478. 1:06:27Why are you still here? What about your mother? You know she'll be angry?
479. 1:06:34She won't.
480. 1:07:36You... Can you play?
481. 1:07:41I like it.
482. 1:07:44But how do you like it? It's obvious you can, and not for long.
483. 1:07:49Why didn't you tell me?
484. 1:07:59Lena, will you answer me?
485. 1:08:44Running away is easier for me than being close.