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1. 0:00What do you think about living in
2. 0:01Bangkok?
3. 0:02>> Living in Bangkok, my personality is not
4. 0:05look like what I, you know, trying to
5. 0:06chill
6. 0:08>> on the outside. Yeah.
7. 0:09>> And can I ask you what type of business
8. 0:11your family is in?
9. 0:12>> Um, one thing that's always been in my
10. 0:14dreams is like I want to be a singer. I
11. 0:17want to be a lady boy, you know, artist.
12. 0:19>> And you tell me you're a lady boy.
13. 0:21>> Yes, I am.
14. 0:22>> What do you think about this words?
15. 0:24>> This word it's just for me it's like
16. 0:27it would be fun, you know. Would that be
17. 0:29your dream to just move around all the
18. 0:31time?
19. 0:32>> Yeah.
20. 0:32>> Yes. I cannot stay at the same place if
21. 0:34I stay at the same place all the time.
22. 0:36>> Where do you like to go if you travel?
23. 0:38>> So I would say I like Pata the most but
24. 0:42Paya like 10 years ago.
25. 0:44>> Interesting.
26. 0:45>> Not right now because 10 years ago pata
27. 0:47for me
28. 0:48>> and that's when I got this scar from
29. 0:51fire jellyfish.
30. 0:52>> Oh damn.
31. 0:53>> I love it a lot. I would never want to
32. 0:55remove this.
33. 0:56>> Like what happened? Tell me the story.
34. 0:58So the story is like,
35. 1:01>> "Hey, Pinky.
36. 1:03>> Hi.
37. 1:04>> How are you today?"
38. 1:05>> I'm good actually.
39. 1:06>> Like pretty exhausted sometime from
40. 1:09work, but
41. 1:10>> And how old are you Pinky?
42. 1:12>> Right now I'm just turned 22 just 2 days
43. 1:14ago.
44. 1:14>> Congratulations. Did you throw a big
45. 1:16party?
46. 1:18>> Not really big party. Just like a night
47. 1:20out party.
48. 1:21>> Are you a little bit like a party
49. 1:22person?
50. 1:23>> I wouldn't say party person. I'm more
51. 1:25like homebody person. Oh yeah. So you
52. 1:28would define yourself like an introvert.
53. 1:31>> Um I would say like [music]
54. 1:33in the middle.
55. 1:34>> You told me you used to study in
56. 1:35Singapore for a bit.
57. 1:37>> Yeah, I used to study in Singapore.
58. 1:39>> Nice. How old were you when you went
59. 1:40there?
60. 1:41>> Um 18.
61. 1:42>> Wow. And what brought you there in the
62. 1:44first place? Like a scholarship?
63. 1:45Something like this?
64. 1:46>> No, my family just sent me there.
65. 1:49>> Yeah, because they want me to study both
66. 1:51languages, English and Chinese. So they,
67. 1:54you know, sent me there. And also they
68. 1:56you know do business over there. So I
69. 1:58have to help them out you know while I'm
70. 2:00studying in you know university.
71. 2:03>> So you are originally from Bangkok or
72. 2:05from a different city?
73. 2:06>> I'm from Isan.
74. 2:07>> From Isan.
75. 2:07>> Korat. You know Korat.
76. 2:08>> Karat.
77. 2:09>> Yeah I'm from Karat.
78. 2:10>> And since what age did you came to
79. 2:12Bangkok?
80. 2:13>> Um I would say six or seven.
81. 2:17>> Ah
82. 2:17>> yeah.
83. 2:18>> What do you think about living in
84. 2:19Bangkok?
85. 2:20>> Living in Bangkok crowned it. Um
86. 2:26excited.
87. 2:27>> Excited in what way?
88. 2:28>> I love the way of people, you know, like
89. 2:30the fashion, the sense of fashion in
90. 2:32Bangkok. Like people not judging anyone
91. 2:34like whatever you're wearing, people are
92. 2:36appreciate it, you know,
93. 2:38>> because when I saw you, you look very
94. 2:40like like a outgoing person even though
95. 2:42you told me introvert, but your outfit
96. 2:43is really like uh you like to show
97. 2:45yourself. Yeah, I'm very like I would
98. 2:48say very socialized minded you know like
99. 2:51because I used to work with my parents
100. 2:52company you know business so I have to
101. 2:55get into society a lot so my personality
102. 2:58is not look like what I you know trying
103. 3:00to show
104. 3:01>> on the outside. Yeah.
105. 3:03>> And can I ask you what type of business
106. 3:04your family is in?
107. 3:06>> Uh it's a construction company and dry
108. 3:08foods company makeup and EDC you know.
109. 3:12>> Nice.
110. 3:13>> And what do you study? What is what is
111. 3:14your subject? Digital marketing.
112. 3:16>> Ah,
113. 3:16>> and professional business. Yeah.
114. 3:19>> And if you could choose one job that you
115. 3:21really love to do, what would it be?
116. 3:22>> Content creator. I love being on a
117. 3:24camera.
118. 3:26>> M. Yeah.
119. 3:28>> Do you have many friends here?
120. 3:30>> Not at all.
121. 3:31>> Not at all.
122. 3:31>> Yeah. I have high school friends, but
123. 3:33it's still starting, you know,
124. 3:35university. So, it's like they not
125. 3:37graduated yet and they don't making any
126. 3:39money yet. So, I cannot hang out with
127. 3:41them. That's the bad part. Because are
128. 3:44you a little bit picky like who you hang
129. 3:45out with?
130. 3:46>> Yeah, I'm really picky.
131. 3:48>> You want to be a little bit challenged
132. 3:50intellectually maybe?
133. 3:51>> Yeah, I just feel like I want a friend
134. 3:53who make me feel like okay, let's do
135. 3:54this and that, you know, let's make
136. 3:56something happen. Let's do anything that
137. 3:58like improve our life, you know, or make
138. 4:00any good things happen? Yeah.
139. 4:02>> Is there something you really want to
140. 4:04achieve within now and the next 5 years?
141. 4:06>> Next 5 years.
142. 4:07>> Yeah. Um, one thing that's always been
143. 4:10in my dreams is like I want to be a
144. 4:12singer. I want to be a lady boy, you
145. 4:15know, artist. Yeah. Because I don't see
146. 4:18much, you know, lady boy singer in this
147. 4:21world, I would say. So that's what
148. 4:24really I really want to achieve, you
149. 4:25know, and I want to go international
150. 4:28like I want to be more famous probably
151. 4:30in United States or America, you know.
152. 4:33>> Yeah.
153. 4:33>> I feel like it would be fun, you know.
154. 4:35Yeah. So since what age did you start to
155. 4:38sing?
156. 4:39>> What age did I start to see that?
157. 4:41>> Probably like really young maybe nine.
158. 4:44When I was listen to Bad Romance Lady
159. 4:46Gaga for the first time.
160. 4:48>> Okay. And you sing in Thai or English?
161. 4:50>> I can sing both languages Thai, English,
162. 4:53Chinese or Japanese, Korean
163. 4:57also. Yeah.
164. 4:58>> And what type of songs do you prefer to
165. 5:00sing? Um I don't know how to call it
166. 5:03probably but Vinnie Houston Mara Carey
167. 5:06that's what I love to sing mostly
168. 5:07>> and you also do like a training for your
169. 5:09voice to to catch a certain pitch.
170. 5:12>> M not training I just love singing you
171. 5:14know I didn't go to class I didn't win
172. 5:16any class but I think I can sing.
173. 5:19>> Nice. And you tell me you're a lady boy.
174. 5:21>> Yes I am.
175. 5:22>> What do you think about this words?
176. 5:24>> This word it's just for me it's like
177. 5:27very you know normal words. I feel like
178. 5:30it's this cry a person who is you know
179. 5:33like when you born you were male right
180. 5:35on your ID passport anything like that
181. 5:38but your personality or what do you
182. 5:41think about yourself is like you
183. 5:42represent of a woman or femininity
184. 5:45that's what I you know feel about the
185. 5:47words lady boy for me yeah
186. 5:49>> and what do you think when someone
187. 5:51thinks it's a little bit like insulting
188. 5:53term
189. 5:54>> you mean like it's like object something
190. 5:56like that
191. 5:57>> for me I I I don't really care you know
192. 6:00like everyone have different point of
193. 6:02view about every words for me I just you
194. 6:05know like feel happy about this word
195. 6:08because I know what I am and I saw
196. 6:11people in this society you know they all
197. 6:13talented and I love lady boys you know
198. 6:16>> nice so you went to Singapore did you
199. 6:18also travel to different places
200. 6:20>> yeah I did
201. 6:20>> where did you go to
202. 6:22>> um Malaysia Macau Japan um Hong Kong
203. 6:27yeah From those places, which one
204. 6:30impressed you the most?
205. 6:32>> Probably Macau and Singapore.
206. 6:34>> Yeah. How come? I mean Singapore because
207. 6:36you study there, so I get it.
208. 6:38>> But Macau.
209. 6:39>> Macau and Japan. Japan.
210. 6:41>> Yeah.
211. 6:42>> Japan. Oh my god. There's amazing like
212. 6:44people they are like a movie, you know,
213. 6:46or anime like people are very culture
214. 6:49like they are really into what they
215. 6:51have, you know, and they're very unique
216. 6:53from other nationalities. And also the
217. 6:56food is amazing, the weather, everything
218. 6:58is perfect, you know, like amazing. And
219. 7:00Macau, I was there very long ago, but
220. 7:03it's already civilized, you know, like
221. 7:05more than Bangkok, like I would say
222. 7:07three or five time, you know, like 10
223. 7:08years ago.
224. 7:10>> So I feel like, oh my god, right now it
225. 7:12will look amazing.
226. 7:13>> Wow. So you love traveling, huh?
227. 7:15>> I love traveling. I love seeing. I just
228. 7:17don't like to stick in somewhere
229. 7:19somewhere is like stay the same, you
230. 7:21know? I just love something new all the
231. 7:23time. So, how do you do this when you're
232. 7:25in Bangkok? Like, is it easy for you to
233. 7:27get bored with the surrounding here?
234. 7:30>> Yeah, I would say very easy to get
235. 7:32bored, but I have a way, you know, to
236. 7:34enjoy my life or not getting bored of
237. 7:36whatever I do, you know. I just like,
238. 7:38okay, this week, let's do some work and
239. 7:41then let's find someday I can go
240. 7:43somewhere that is like, you know, what I
241. 7:45never do like for example, riding horse
242. 7:48or doing much like outdoor activities.
243. 7:51Yeah. So you like to find something new
244. 7:53every time to keep yourself challenged
245. 7:56maybe.
246. 7:56>> Yeah, I think I have what people call
247. 7:59ADHD like a hyper kind of things. So I
248. 8:02cannot concentrate in something, you
249. 8:04know, very long time for real.
250. 8:07>> Yeah.
251. 8:08>> Like I always want to, you know, go
252. 8:10somewhere, you know, like one week. I
253. 8:13think I go out from my condo probably
254. 8:15like four or five times.
255. 8:17>> Wow. That's
256. 8:18>> I have to be outside at least. have to
257. 8:20see people, new people, you know. Yeah.
258. 8:22>> Do you get a lot of attention from guys
259. 8:23when you're out and about?
260. 8:26>> You mean like outside?
261. 8:27>> Yeah.
262. 8:27>> Yeah, I do.
263. 8:28>> Yeah,
264. 8:29>> I can I can confirm that.
265. 8:32>> Like, can you share me some of those
266. 8:33experiences? I'm curious.
267. 8:34>> Um, let's say I used to use Okay, this
268. 8:38is like kind of crazy story. I used
269. 8:41Tinder before in Singapore and a very
270. 8:43small, you know, country. So so many
271. 8:46random guy just came to me and hey are
272. 8:48you Pinky and I was like who are you you
273. 8:51know and they saw me and sometime they
274. 8:54come came up to me and it was like oh hi
275. 8:57you look so pretty like you want to do
276. 8:59you know and I was like I don't know I
277. 9:02got a scared to be honest.
278. 9:04>> Yeah I I get it because when you were on
279. 9:06Tinder you were looking for something
280. 9:08particular.
281. 9:09>> Yeah very particular. I have my type
282. 9:12>> like what is your type? My type probably
283. 9:15someone is like hygienic and he got some
284. 9:19class you know and when I look at him I
285. 9:22feel like this guy interesting he do
286. 9:24some he have some kind of knowledge that
287. 9:26I don't have so when I talk with him I
288. 9:28feel like it's more interesting you know
289. 9:30>> so you are like a sapo sexual like you
290. 9:32get attracted to intelligence maybe
291. 9:35>> yeah kind of
292. 9:36>> yeah I would say yeah
293. 9:37>> okay you like the guy to be taller than
294. 9:39you
295. 9:40>> yeah that's would be perfect
296. 9:42>> nice Okay. And when it comes to like a
297. 9:45career, do you think it's important for
298. 9:47a guy to be successful?
299. 9:50>> For me, I don't know the word definition
300. 9:53of successful, you know, like I I don't
301. 9:55know like how much it's successful for
302. 9:58someone. And for me, I just I just want
303. 10:00someone who has something going on and
304. 10:02don't have any like financially problem
305. 10:04and he have his own passionate. That's
306. 10:06all. Yeah.
307. 10:07>> Yeah. Do you think it's good to have
308. 10:08goals together if you're in a
309. 10:10relationship?
310. 10:11You mean like the same goals?
311. 10:13>> Yeah. For example, you are both business
312. 10:15driven or you like to um have some like
313. 10:19business together or maybe you need to
314. 10:21make a trip every month, you know,
315. 10:23something like consistency, some some
316. 10:26activities you want to do together.
317. 10:28>> Yeah. I feel like it would be really
318. 10:30really good because you know two people
319. 10:33having the same mindset. It's it's make
320. 10:35everything going faster and you know
321. 10:36because they understand each other. So
322. 10:39>> yeah.
323. 10:39>> Yeah. Are you single right now?
324. 10:41>> Right now? Um, I'm not single. Yeah.
325. 10:45>> Okay. How long are you together with
326. 10:46your boyfriend?
327. 10:48>> Uh, 9 months already.
328. 10:50>> 9 months. Okay. And what do you like
329. 10:52about him the most?
330. 10:53>> What do I like about him?
331. 10:56He's the first guy on earth that I feel
332. 10:58happy, you know, like I feel like I can
333. 11:01be myself the most. And I feel like even
334. 11:04I don't have to wear makeup. He will say
335. 11:06I'm the most beautiful woman on earth.
336. 11:10That's nice.
337. 11:11>> That's Yeah, that's make me fall in love
338. 11:14with him. Yeah.
339. 11:15>> You ever want to get married?
340. 11:16>> Yeah, I do.
341. 11:17>> Yeah.
342. 11:18>> Yes, I do want to get married like
343. 11:20because first, you know, like if I
344. 11:23married to one of the man that has
345. 11:26strongest passport in the world, that
346. 11:28could benefit me in really good way. And
347. 11:29it's not just about that, you know, it's
348. 11:31like it can bring so many benefits, you
349. 11:33know, good benefits.
350. 11:34>> Yeah. because I don't believe like
351. 11:36people just married because of love you
352. 11:38know it's you know there's something
353. 11:41good come with this so yeah I want to
354. 11:43get married one day
355. 11:44>> okay I get it and then maybe also live
356. 11:46in a different country
357. 11:48>> yeah I'm guess support like I don't mind
358. 11:51you know living around like just okay
359. 11:53this year living Thailand next year
360. 11:55living you know in Europe like it would
361. 11:58be fun you know
362. 11:59>> would that be your dream to just move
363. 12:00around all the time
364. 12:03>> yes I cannot stay the same place if to
365. 12:05stay at the same place all the time. I'm
366. 12:06going to be date
367. 12:07>> or turn into [laughter]
368. 12:09stone.
369. 12:10>> I want to go back a little bit. You told
370. 12:12me you you come from a little bit like
371. 12:14maybe high so family or like very
372. 12:16business-minded family.
373. 12:18>> Yeah, I would say that.
374. 12:19>> And I think in a family like that, they
375. 12:21expect the son to be like successful and
376. 12:25maybe like how can I say this in a in a
377. 12:27in a good way?
378. 12:29>> Like when they have a son, they want
379. 12:30>> strict or Yeah. Yeah. Very strict. Maybe
380. 12:32traditional.
381. 12:33>> Yeah. Very. So, how was it for them
382. 12:35knowing that you actually want to be a
383. 12:37woman?
384. 12:38>> Um, the first thing they said to me,
385. 12:40they said it's okay to be lady boy. But,
386. 12:44you know, like I think what they said is
387. 12:47true. You know, they say like if you're
388. 12:48just being lady boy, then you know,
389. 12:50nothing going to be that good for your
390. 12:52life because first you're not like what
391. 12:55your gender is, right? And you know,
392. 12:58most people don't understand what are
393. 13:00you doing or what are you actually
394. 13:01feeling about yourself. So what they
395. 13:03told me it's like you know always stay
396. 13:05pretty, be the most pretty, be the most
397. 13:08smartest, be the most richest, then
398. 13:09everything going to come in your way.
399. 13:12That's what my family always told me. I
400. 13:14have to study the best, have to be
401. 13:16pretty, have to be good in every way.
402. 13:18That's what they tell me.
403. 13:19>> Wow. So they're very supportive.
404. 13:20>> Supportive. But you have something in
405. 13:23exchange.
406. 13:24>> Yeah.
407. 13:24>> Then they're going to support you, you
408. 13:26know,
409. 13:26>> like you had to have good grades in
410. 13:27school like when you were younger. Yeah.
411. 13:29>> Good grades. I have to I have to learn
412. 13:31everything like for but it's good for
413. 13:33me. Before that when I was young I feel
414. 13:35like oh my god why my family is so
415. 13:37strict or you know like tell me to do
416. 13:40this and that you know but right now
417. 13:41when I grow up I feel like what it told
418. 13:43me to do it's all for me.
419. 13:46>> Yeah
420. 13:46>> it's benefit good for me like it's made
421. 13:48me you know like really happy for what I
422. 13:51am right now.
423. 13:52>> What do you feel was the biggest
424. 13:54struggle for you growing up?
425. 13:56>> The biggest problem? Yeah,
426. 13:58>> I would say to connect with other trans
427. 14:01girl because my family they want me to
428. 14:03be really like like real woman
429. 14:06personality. So they don't want me to
430. 14:08hang out with any trans, you know, to
431. 14:09have like a very materialistic or like
432. 14:13you know. Yeah. So that is my problem
433. 14:16because when I grow up right now I want
434. 14:17to get into trans social media content
435. 14:20creator and when I want to connect with
436. 14:22other trans girl people say like I have
437. 14:25some kind of boundary kind of things you
438. 14:27know like it's make me feel scared to
439. 14:28connect with other trans because I feel
440. 14:30like they're not going to like me. Yeah.
441. 14:32>> And why do you feel they're not going to
442. 14:33like you?
443. 14:36Uh, in my experience, I feel like I
444. 14:39don't know, like for example, if you're
445. 14:42not friends with them since high school
446. 14:43or university, they're not going to like
447. 14:45you. Especially when you come from
448. 14:47really different society.
449. 14:50It would be mean if I say that, but like
450. 14:54I don't know in for me in my experience,
451. 14:56people who born rich and from the poor,
452. 14:58they they don't like each other in
453. 15:00general. I would say that
454. 15:01>> it is true. there's some you know
455. 15:04berseries between so when I talk with
456. 15:07other trans in person they always like
457. 15:10oh this and and after that when I text
458. 15:12them I want to connect more making
459. 15:14content more with them they ghosted me
460. 15:16>> interesting
461. 15:17>> don't supporting me so I feel like
462. 15:19[sighs]
463. 15:20you know real world
464. 15:21>> yeah yeah but there is really a
465. 15:23difference between like Thai Chinese
466. 15:25Thai you know there's really a huge
467. 15:27difference you go back to Isan sometime
468. 15:30[sighs]
469. 15:30>> I didn't go there for so long already.
470. 15:32>> I only been there when I was young. But
471. 15:34I miss, you know, Isan because I feel
472. 15:37like that is the most realist part of
473. 15:39me.
474. 15:41>> Right now I look like this. I just
475. 15:43spend, you know, my life in air con most
476. 15:45of time. But when I was in Isan, I just
477. 15:48the time before 7-Eleven, I just go out
478. 15:51in the jungle. That's how I hang out
479. 15:53with friends, you know,
480. 15:54>> going to the jungle like chasing lizard
481. 15:56to eat or crickets or
482. 15:59[gasps and laughter]
483. 15:59>> insects or flock, you I eat a lot of
484. 16:02crazy thing, you know, in the sun.
485. 16:04>> What is the most crazy thing you you
486. 16:05eat?
487. 16:06>> I would say lizard.
488. 16:07>> Yeah.
489. 16:08>> List flocks. Bees.
490. 16:10>> Bees.
491. 16:11>> Yeah. Like bees and ants.
492. 16:13>> Like you catch them and then you roast
493. 16:15them. Something like this.
494. 16:16>> Mhm.
495. 16:16>> Really?
496. 16:17>> Not very ro Yeah, it roasted actually.
497. 16:19>> Wow.
498. 16:20>> They're roasted. Yeah. And
499. 16:22>> how how does it taste? Like can you
500. 16:23compare it with something else? M to be
501. 16:27honest it tastes kind of weird but it's
502. 16:29like very nice actually I don't know how
503. 16:33to explain it but
504. 16:34>> you really liked it
505. 16:35>> I really liked it but I like cricket
506. 16:36more you know
507. 16:37>> it's very nice but the best food in my
508. 16:39life sam
509. 16:40>> I just wanted to ask Sam is so popular
510. 16:42here right
511. 16:43>> I love sam especially with the para
512. 16:46sauce you know you know para sauce
513. 16:48>> I love it like Thai people or foreigner
514. 16:52they might taste para sauce just the
515. 16:54sauce right the water things, but I
516. 16:56taste the whole the fish thing, which is
517. 16:59like crazy.
518. 17:00>> I also wanted to ask you besides Thai
519. 17:02food, what are some foods that you
520. 17:04really love? Like western type of food?
521. 17:06>> Western kind of food? Probably bara.
522. 17:10Birata. Yes, I love Italian food a lot.
523. 17:13Like for real, I have been in so many
524. 17:15Italian restaurant in Thailand. And the
525. 17:18most restaurant that I've been to
526. 17:19probably almost 100 is Masa by Kote. is
527. 17:24my favorite. And yes, borata is my
528. 17:26favorite. I love burda cheese. I love
529. 17:28cheese a lot. And paraham. I love it.
530. 17:32Yes. [laughter]
531. 17:34>> Very nice. Very nice.
532. 17:35>> But I want to try escago like the French
533. 17:38food.
534. 17:39>> Yeah.
535. 17:40>> I mean, I don't know. I cannot imagine,
536. 17:43you know, the snails like how would it
537. 17:45taste? So, I feel like it would be nice.
538. 17:47>> And maybe Greek food.
539. 17:48>> Greek food. Um
540. 17:50>> like a nice salad, cheese, vegetable
541. 17:54>> salad.
542. 17:54>> Yeah.
543. 17:55>> Like which one?
544. 17:56>> Um would you recommend?
545. 17:58>> It's like tomatoes, feta cheese.
546. 18:00>> Feta cheese.
547. 18:03Try it.
548. 18:04>> So in Thailand, where do you like to go
549. 18:07if you travel?
550. 18:10>> This is really funny. This is really
551. 18:12hard question for me because I am Thai
552. 18:16but I have been only like eight or nine
553. 18:18states in Thailand which is we have like
554. 18:2127 states in Thailand. So I would say I
555. 18:26like pat the most but like 10 years ago.
556. 18:30>> Interesting. Not right now because 10
557. 18:32years ago Pata for me it's like it's not
558. 18:35like nowadays it's it's like Miami back
559. 18:39then you know like very I don't know it
560. 18:41feel like Las Vegas for me Pata like I
561. 18:43don't know like 10 12 years ago is feel
562. 18:46like Las Vegas for me like everything
563. 18:49it's it's even popular more than Bangkok
564. 18:51>> but also because you were younger in
565. 18:53that time of course.
566. 18:54>> Yeah.
567. 18:54>> Right. So the experience is more like
568. 18:56like overwhelming maybe.
569. 18:58No, everything has changed. The weather,
570. 19:01the environment, everything, you know,
571. 19:04and there's no prostitute on the street.
572. 19:06>> But because when is last time you went
573. 19:08to Patya?
574. 19:09>> Last time.
575. 19:10>> Yeah.
576. 19:11>> Oh my god. Really, really long ago. And
577. 19:13that's when I got this scar from fire
578. 19:16jellyfish.
579. 19:17>> Oh, damn.
580. 19:18>> I love it a lot. I would never want to
581. 19:20remove this.
582. 19:21>> Like what happened? Tell me the story.
583. 19:23So the story is like I want to go
584. 19:26swimming with my nanny and it's really
585. 19:30crazy because I saw no one on the beach
586. 19:32at all. So I was like why why is no one
587. 19:35on the beach and I look at the ocean and
588. 19:37I was like what is that plastic thing
589. 19:39you know like a lot you know on the
590. 19:41beach but I didn't know it was fire
591. 19:42jellyfish. So I just go down there and
592. 19:44then I just was like something is
593. 19:46burning. So I just like ah what did this
594. 19:49and it's like truly you know around my
595. 19:52arms it looks scary when I had it
596. 19:56>> not hurt it just feel like something
597. 19:58burning
598. 19:59>> damn
599. 20:00>> but now I feel so good about it like
600. 20:02when people ask me how did I get it and
601. 20:04I was like a fire jellyfish you know
602. 20:07>> and why are you proud of it
603. 20:08>> was so unique like people would be like
604. 20:11oh I just like had a car crash whatever
605. 20:13you know but fire jellyfish you know
606. 20:15>> wow I love it.
607. 20:17>> So, you like to swim also?
608. 20:19>> I love to swim.
609. 20:20>> Yeah.
610. 20:20>> That's that's why I'm really tall
611. 20:22because my family forced me to swim also
612. 20:24play sports. Swim.
613. 20:26>> Wow.
614. 20:27>> So, yeah.
615. 20:28>> And what sports do you like to play?
616. 20:29>> I love to like and you know volleyball.
617. 20:33And how do you call this thing? Ping
618. 20:35pong. But I hate footballs.
619. 20:36>> You hate football?
620. 20:37>> Yeah.
621. 20:38>> Why?
622. 20:39>> It's a man things. And also I realized,
623. 20:42you know, when I was a lady boy, really
624. 20:44young and my teacher trying to force me
625. 20:46to play football, which is not really
626. 20:47like,
627. 20:48>> you know, trans girl thing. So I feel
628. 20:50like
629. 20:51>> I've heard stories about like
630. 20:52transgenders going to school and the
631. 20:54teacher they cut your hair, something
632. 20:56like this. Did it happen to you?
633. 20:58>> It's happened to me and he make fun of
634. 20:59me. I hate that.
635. 21:01>> Like what happened?
636. 21:02>> So he How old were you to start there?
637. 21:06I would say
638. 21:10probably 14 like grade something 14 in
639. 21:14middle school, right? And
640. 21:17the teacher he probably know, you know,
641. 21:19like everyone know lady boy, we want to
642. 21:21have long hair. So the most value thing
643. 21:24for lady boy is the hair and he cut my
644. 21:28hair and I was crying so hard. I feel
645. 21:30like this, you know, really hurt my
646. 21:33feelings, you know, more than just
647. 21:34saying anything to cut my hair, you
648. 21:37know, it's really hurtful.
649. 21:39>> And he did that in front of the class.
650. 21:41>> Yeah, of course. Like he should have do
651. 21:43it like privately, you know, but he just
652. 21:45tried to humiliate me in front of the
653. 21:48whole class and everyone just laughing.
654. 21:50I didn't tell anyone because it's this t
655. 21:53high school laws, you know, everyone had
656. 21:56to follow it. But when you got back
657. 21:58home, they obvious obviously saw that
658. 21:59you got like shorter hair, right?
659. 22:01>> Yeah. But they cannot do anything, you
660. 22:03know. It's a school law. Unless I owning
661. 22:06a school, then I can change it.
662. 22:08>> But now it's already better. I feel
663. 22:10happy for younger generation, you know,
664. 22:12they can grow their hair.
665. 22:13>> Nice. And you told me you had a nanny.
666. 22:16>> Yeah, I had nanny before.
667. 22:17>> Wow. How was it to have a nanny?
668. 22:19>> Uh, I would say it's feel like little
669. 22:22princess.
670. 22:23>> Like this was a type person or different
671. 22:24nationality. person
672. 22:25>> type person
673. 22:27>> like your parents did not had time to
674. 22:28take care of you and then the netty was
675. 22:30always there for you something like this
676. 22:32>> it's just my family they are party girl
677. 22:34>> after they give me birth they just like
678. 22:37you know work and party and give you
679. 22:39someone to taking care of
680. 22:40>> they wanted to work and party and okay I
681. 22:43got it
682. 22:44>> how they you know
683. 22:45>> oh that's nice and do you still keep in
684. 22:47touch with the nanny
685. 22:49>> no not anymore like I don't have nannies
686. 22:53so long ago already
687. 22:54>> and what's is always the same person or
688. 22:56they change the nanny every year.
689. 22:58>> Yeah.
690. 22:58>> Yeah. Until they found a good one. Yeah.
691. 23:00>> And which was the best one? Can you
692. 23:02remember?
693. 23:03>> I cannot remember. It's so many. I have
694. 23:05very many nanny.
695. 23:07>> What is What is the like best memory you
696. 23:10have from your childhood? Like the super
697. 23:12best memory.
698. 23:13>> Super best memory.
699. 23:18>> I think probably when I traveling to
700. 23:21Japan with my whole family. That is the
701. 23:24most happiest moment in my life because
702. 23:26that time my brain never thinking about
703. 23:29financially problem.
704. 23:30>> Yeah.
705. 23:30>> Never thinking about work. My life just
706. 23:32like playing playing exploring exploring
707. 23:35exploring eating. It's the most happiest
708. 23:39moment of my life you know.
709. 23:40>> How old were you when you made this
710. 23:42family trip?
711. 23:44>> Nine.
712. 23:45>> Nine.
713. 23:45>> Nine. Yeah.
714. 23:46>> Wow. You still have it in in your in
715. 23:48your memory?
716. 23:48>> Because I've been I've been to Jen like
717. 23:51I think three or four times.
718. 23:52>> Yeah. So, it's like I've been to the
719. 23:54same place, you know, many times. Yeah.
720. 23:56>> Nice. I love it. Okay. And for like end
721. 23:59of this year, you're going to like go
722. 24:00for a party like do you have any plans?
723. 24:03>> I'm still not have a plan yet, but next
724. 24:06year of course I'm going to have a plan.
725. 24:07I want I'm going to fly to Turkey and
726. 24:10Dubai. Yeah.
727. 24:12>> Wow. When is this in next year? Like
728. 24:13middle or the beginning?
729. 24:15>> M I would say January. Yeah.
730. 24:17>> And is it because it's fairly easy to
731. 24:19get a visa for those countries?
732. 24:21>> Yeah. Correct. Yeah, nice.
733. 24:23>> Because being lady boy is really hard to
734. 24:24flying, you know, like to flying
735. 24:26somewhere because we always have problem
736. 24:27with immigration.
737. 24:29>> Yeah. Like off camera you told me they
738. 24:31they held you for interrogation when you
739. 24:34were going to Singapore like the fifth
740. 24:36time,
741. 24:37>> right?
742. 24:37>> Yeah.
743. 24:38>> Can you tell me the story?
744. 24:40>> Okay. The story is um I always go to
745. 24:44Singapore, right? And I have been there
746. 24:46many time and I never have problem with
747. 24:49immigration. But last time, like five
748. 24:51months ago, I just been there and I have
749. 24:52problem with them because I I don't
750. 24:56think it because I'm a lady boy, but
751. 24:58they just target Thai people because
752. 25:00when I, you know, put my Thai passport
753. 25:02at the match, it just said go to the
754. 25:05office directly. So I was in the, you
755. 25:08know, the how to say investigating room
756. 25:09and then all the people there, I asked
757. 25:11them like, "Wait, are you guys Tai?" And
758. 25:14then they was like, "Yes, we are Thai."
759. 25:16And I was like, "What?" So it's not just
760. 25:18me. So it's all Thai people
761. 25:19>> also guys, girls in there. Yeah.
762. 25:23>> So anyone who put the Thai passport over
763. 25:25there that go to the office. I didn't do
764. 25:29any bad thing but imagine you're being
765. 25:32somewhere where is like random people
766. 25:34like hundreds of them watching you like
767. 25:36it was like you're going to go to jail
768. 25:37or something.
769. 25:38>> Yeah.
770. 25:38>> It's crazy moment of my life. Yeah.
771. 25:40>> But they let you go after that.
772. 25:41>> Yeah. They let me go. I already told
773. 25:43him, you know, like you could just, you
774. 25:45know, research something I did, you
775. 25:47know, like the history, the statesman,
776. 25:49everything.
777. 25:50>> Yeah.
778. 25:50>> Okay, that's all. Thank you so much for
779. 25:52your time. If people want to follow you,
780. 25:54they can follow you on like YouTube,
781. 25:57Instagram.
782. 25:58>> Yeah, everywhere. YouTube, Instagram,
783. 26:00Tik Tok, all the username is Pinky.
784. 26:03Sorry.
785. 26:04>> Okay. I put it also in the description
786. 26:06of the video so people can follow you.
787. 26:08Is there one last thing you want to say
788. 26:10to people? for example, advice for a
789. 26:12person who wants to date a transgender
790. 26:14person.
791. 26:15>> Just trying to be, you know, just trying
792. 26:18to be open-minded, you know, don't care
793. 26:21other people too much because as I
794. 26:23always says, you know, there's nothing
795. 26:25matter, you know, like as long as you
796. 26:28feel happy about what you're doing or
797. 26:30what you really feel and if you want to
798. 26:32date trans girl, just give it a try, you
799. 26:34know. We are very lovely people. Yeah,
800. 26:37>> I love it.
801. 26:38>> Yes. Thank you. Thank you so much for
802. 26:39your time.
803. 26:40>> Yeah, thank you.
804. 26:42>> Are you okay? I use this for my YouTube
805. 26:44channel.
806. 26:44>> Yeah, of course.
807. 26:45>> Perfect.