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Natascha Kampusch - 3.096 Days — Transcript

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  1. 0:03[Music]
  2. 0:11a prosperous suburb of vienna
  3. 0:14natasha campus was imprisoned here for
  4. 0:16eight and a half years
  5. 0:18this is her story what i've learned
  6. 0:22about
  7. 0:22people is this no one is unfailable
  8. 0:27and anyone can find themselves in a
  9. 0:29position
  10. 0:30where they lose control of their lives
  11. 0:36that's true for the kidnapper and it's
  12. 0:38true for me
  13. 0:42from the moment i was kidnapped i still
  14. 0:44had control of my thoughts
  15. 0:47but i couldn't do anything about the
  16. 0:49world outside
  17. 0:54and the perpetrator had blown a couple
  18. 0:57of fuses in his head
  19. 1:00and he couldn't control his life either
  20. 1:04or he wouldn't have done what he did
  21. 1:19i have a sign on my forehead that says
  22. 1:22crime
  23. 1:24victims
  24. 1:28i think everyone has preconceptions
  25. 1:30about me
  26. 1:32maybe when i'm older people will forget
  27. 1:34what happened to me
  28. 1:43since yesterday evening a 10 year old
  29. 1:46girl has been missing in vienna's
  30. 1:47donostad district
  31. 1:49natasha wears glasses she's 1 meter 45
  32. 1:52tall
  33. 1:52has light brown hair with a fringe and
  34. 1:54blue eyes
  35. 1:56she's been missing for more than 34
  36. 1:57hours all efforts to locator have been
  37. 2:00unsuccessful
  38. 2:01and the police are widening their search
  39. 2:06my mother always said never part after
  40. 2:09an
  41. 2:09argument because something could happen
  42. 2:12to one of us
  43. 2:13and we'd never see each other again
  44. 2:17and then it happened
  45. 2:20initially she rarely went to school
  46. 2:25alone
  47. 2:26but on that particular day she did i
  48. 2:29watched her from the window as she left
  49. 2:31and walked towards the shopping center
  50. 2:34then she disappeared and that was it
  51. 2:42i was almost halfway to school
  52. 2:45when i saw a man in the distance
  53. 2:48standing in front of a white van
  54. 2:51as though he were waiting for someone
  55. 2:56i wanted to cross the street
  56. 3:00but then i decided to keep going
  57. 3:03straight
  58. 3:08when i came nearer he came towards me
  59. 3:16grabbed me and
  60. 3:19yeah dragged me into his truck
  61. 3:22[Laughter]
  62. 3:26[Music]
  63. 3:28i tried to scream but no sound came out
  64. 3:33my voice box froze no sound
  65. 3:37the kidnapper said if i didn't scream
  66. 3:40and didn't stand up
  67. 3:41and did what he said he wouldn't hurt me
  68. 3:51i didn't know what was going to happen
  69. 3:54in that moment
  70. 3:55i thought it was the end
  71. 4:07i kind of knew the neighborhood from
  72. 4:08that angle because when i used to drive
  73. 4:11home with my mother
  74. 4:12i'd see the treetops and telephone poles
  75. 4:15so i knew roughly where we were headed
  76. 4:26fan
  77. 4:33then he drove the white truck up to his
  78. 4:35garage
  79. 4:37wrapped me in a blue blanket and carried
  80. 4:39me into the house
  81. 4:50[Music]
  82. 4:59he carried me downstairs and
  83. 5:02put me down for a moment
  84. 5:06i didn't know it then but he'd opened
  85. 5:10everything up
  86. 5:12then he dragged me and carried me in
  87. 5:26then he left me in the cell on the floor
  88. 5:30in the dark vincent
  89. 5:40natasha was always on time so when she
  90. 5:42was 10 minutes late
  91. 5:44i thought to myself where is she i'm
  92. 5:47going to call the child
  93. 5:48minder but no one answered i called half
  94. 5:52an hour later
  95. 5:53and they told me she'd never arrived at
  96. 5:56that moment i nearly fainted
  97. 5:58i knew something had happened so easy
  98. 6:12it was as if the earth had just opened
  99. 6:15up
  100. 6:16and swallowed her
  101. 6:30i just sat there and counted to myself
  102. 6:33up to
  103. 6:3321. 21 seconds
  104. 6:37and then to 60 and on and on
  105. 6:41so i knew roughly how long i had been
  106. 6:44there
  107. 6:46but at some point i lost track
  108. 6:51[Applause]
  109. 6:55that first day he brought me a mattress
  110. 6:59it was just five centimeters thick
  111. 7:02and made of foam rubber i only had the
  112. 7:05same blue blanket to cover me
  113. 7:07and i had to use my jacket as a pillow
  114. 7:11i wanted to keep my dress on day and
  115. 7:14night
  116. 7:16i didn't want to give up anything or
  117. 7:19reveal
  118. 7:20anything about myself
  119. 7:23he'd taken away my school back
  120. 7:26and he burned my shoes in the first few
  121. 7:29days
  122. 7:31he said i wouldn't need them
  123. 7:37a massive search is launched by police
  124. 7:40starting at the housing estate where
  125. 7:42natasha lives
  126. 7:46concerned citizens are calling in with
  127. 7:48information
  128. 7:53soon the police have evidence of an
  129. 7:56abduction
  130. 7:59austrian police are investigating the
  131. 8:01disappearance of ten-year-old natasha
  132. 8:03campus
  133. 8:03who was last seen walking to school on
  134. 8:05march the second
  135. 8:07one she had about a two kilometer walk
  136. 8:11to school
  137. 8:12starting from her home on the renban
  138. 8:14estate
  139. 8:17halfway along there's a roundabout on
  140. 8:19the mainland
  141. 8:22at approximately 7 20 a.m that monday
  142. 8:24morning
  143. 8:25a girl standing at the roundabout says
  144. 8:27she saw another girl in a red anorak
  145. 8:30being forced into a white truck parked
  146. 8:32on the right side of the road
  147. 8:42to begin at first i had no way to
  148. 8:45contact my kidnapper
  149. 8:47if i needed something
  150. 8:52he just came every day
  151. 8:56i letting sometimes when he didn't close
  152. 8:59all the doors behind him
  153. 9:02he could hear me knocking and can't
  154. 9:04there might
  155. 9:06be
  156. 9:09and then he installed an intercom system
  157. 9:12so i could communicate with him
  158. 9:20i couldn't tell if it was day or night
  159. 9:23because my inner clock had gone
  160. 9:25haywire
  161. 9:32years later the entrance to natasha's
  162. 9:35cell is discovered in the garage beneath
  163. 9:37a disguised trapdoor
  164. 9:39[Music]
  165. 9:42down below a heavy cupboard and tires
  166. 9:44must be shoved aside
  167. 9:51they reveal a safe 70 centimeters high
  168. 9:53screwed flush with the wall
  169. 9:57[Music]
  170. 10:00behind that the half meter thick wall
  171. 10:02has been hollowed out
  172. 10:05[Applause]
  173. 10:06to get in you had to crawl backwards
  174. 10:08through the hole
  175. 10:11and then close 150 kilo steel and
  176. 10:14concrete door behind you
  177. 10:22finally you turned left to open the
  178. 10:24double wooden doors
  179. 10:25and step down into a five square meter
  180. 10:28cell
  181. 10:32it probably took him an hour or so to
  182. 10:34open the cell
  183. 10:36if he was working fast or he hadn't
  184. 10:38locked everything
  185. 10:40it was a bit less
  186. 10:46the effort was enormous pushing
  187. 10:49everything aside and
  188. 10:50opening everything up if anything had
  189. 10:53happened
  190. 10:54to him or he had been taken ill
  191. 10:57he'd never have got it open
  192. 11:03i would have been sealed up like an
  193. 11:05egyptian pharaoh
  194. 11:06buried alive dead and mummified
  195. 11:12the statement by the young witness
  196. 11:14triggers an enormous investigation
  197. 11:17police questioned 1520 owners of white
  198. 11:21trucks and 650 other people
  199. 11:25including a man from strashoff half an
  200. 11:27hour from the centre of vienna
  201. 11:30a township with one main street
  202. 11:33no real center and eight thousand
  203. 11:40inhabitants
  204. 11:44the man's name is wolfgang pricklope an
  205. 11:46unmarried 35 year old communications
  206. 11:49technician
  207. 11:50with no criminal record
  208. 11:54pricklopeel lives in his mother's house
  209. 11:56where two investigators question him
  210. 11:59his truck is full of rubble from a
  211. 12:01building site
  212. 12:02he claims to have been at home on the
  213. 12:04day of the crime but has no one to
  214. 12:06confirm his story
  215. 12:08police have no probable cause to search
  216. 12:10his house
  217. 12:11they take polaroids of his truck write a
  218. 12:14report
  219. 12:15and file it you have the han
  220. 12:18siemens i met her at siemens
  221. 12:23we did our vocational training there in
  222. 12:25the early 1980s
  223. 12:28and we both worked there
  224. 12:31later i set up a company renovating
  225. 12:34apartments
  226. 12:35and i hired her prickly pear because
  227. 12:38i knew he was a reliable person
  228. 12:42mentioned in gilead
  229. 12:58later on he installed a timer
  230. 13:01the lights went on at a particular time
  231. 13:04and then it went dark like in a prison
  232. 13:08where the lights go off at 8pm
  233. 13:24every drop of water meant more moles
  234. 13:28it was humid and wet in the little room
  235. 13:31and there were all kinds of insects
  236. 13:33there
  237. 13:34it smelled musty
  238. 13:39it was very cold and damp
  239. 13:43really disgusting it's a cold voice
  240. 13:52and the ventilator was a kind of torture
  241. 13:55folktale it was very loud
  242. 14:05and when it rotated for a long time and
  243. 14:08became hot
  244. 14:09the blades began to melt and then it
  245. 14:12didn't just make that droning noise
  246. 14:26that went on until the fan was broken
  247. 14:44i began to get a sense for when he was
  248. 14:47coming
  249. 14:48i would become very nervous
  250. 14:53and then i'd hear the sounds of him
  251. 14:56unscrewing the safe
  252. 14:59and opening the concrete door
  253. 15:04and so on lots of pounding noises
  254. 15:09i'd sense it in advance
  255. 15:18my whole body would go into nuts my
  256. 15:21stomach
  257. 15:22would twist into nuts i'd break out
  258. 15:26in a cold sweat and i'd feel really
  259. 15:38queasy
  260. 15:46once before the kidnapping when we
  261. 15:50were renovating a flat how one could
  262. 15:54effectively install sound insulation to
  263. 15:58reduce the noise
  264. 15:59of a hammer drill
  265. 16:03i told him that cement is a good
  266. 16:06insulation against
  267. 16:08voices but rock wool would be the best
  268. 16:12thing to suppress
  269. 16:13the sound of a hammer this is
  270. 16:25horrified to discover from the police
  271. 16:28investigations
  272. 16:30that he used exactly this information
  273. 16:33to build the cell this releases
  274. 16:40[Music]
  275. 16:42special investigators in vienna receive
  276. 16:44a second tip-off about wolfgang prickle
  277. 16:46appeal
  278. 16:47eight days after his initial questioning
  279. 16:50the informant is a police dog handler
  280. 16:52who lives in strassoff
  281. 16:54he reports on a neighbor a reclusive man
  282. 16:57who owns a white truck
  283. 16:59he's a shy loner and protects his house
  284. 17:01with electronic surveillance systems
  285. 17:04he may store weapons there and he's
  286. 17:06thought to have a sexual interest in
  287. 17:08children
  288. 17:10the officer has never learned his name
  289. 17:11but provides a description
  290. 17:14the special task force immediately
  291. 17:16orders local police in strassoff
  292. 17:18to check the man's address
  293. 17:24then a fax arrives wolfgang prickler
  294. 17:26peel isn't registered as living at the
  295. 17:28house
  296. 17:29his mother is prickly peal is only
  297. 17:31staying there
  298. 17:33his truck was checked on the 6th of
  299. 17:35april
  300. 17:37the tip-off is filed and forgotten
  301. 17:44natasha campus has disappeared into thin
  302. 17:49[Music]
  303. 17:58air
  304. 18:00[Music]
  305. 18:09sometimes when i was giving her pictures
  306. 18:11of dust in the living room
  307. 18:14i would hold them to my chest or kiss
  308. 18:16them and i said
  309. 18:19don't give up you're a strong strong
  310. 18:26child
  311. 18:31at first i didn't have to help him with
  312. 18:33his work
  313. 18:35because he was afraid that if i came
  314. 18:37upstairs
  315. 18:38i might attack him with the tools
  316. 18:43but when he was sure i was too scared of
  317. 18:46him to run away
  318. 18:48[Music]
  319. 18:50he let me up but he made sure
  320. 18:53everything was locked so i couldn't get
  321. 19:08out
  322. 19:10[Laughter]
  323. 19:20i didn't see any daylight for a long
  324. 19:22long time
  325. 19:25then when i finally came upstairs i
  326. 19:28still didn't see any
  327. 19:30even though it was daytime because he
  328. 19:33closed the blinds
  329. 19:41he began integrating me more and more
  330. 19:43into his household
  331. 19:45until i became a kind of slave
  332. 19:49he always made sure i couldn't run away
  333. 19:51he threatened me
  334. 19:53and kept everything locked
  335. 19:57it must have been incredibly gratifying
  336. 20:00for him
  337. 20:01to keep someone captive someone who was
  338. 20:04there for him alone
  339. 20:06someone not even his mother or
  340. 20:07grandmother knew about
  341. 20:13satan from the time that natasha campus
  342. 20:18was kidnapped
  343. 20:19i visited his house about twice a year
  344. 20:22but never noticed anything unusual
  345. 20:29was very concerned with hygiene and
  346. 20:32cleanliness
  347. 20:33and he was extremely frugal
  348. 20:41on the one hand he could afford a bmw
  349. 20:46and lasted
  350. 21:01for the money he spent on a tank full of
  351. 21:05petrol
  352. 21:07i could have survived for one or two
  353. 21:09weeks
  354. 21:10or even longer depending on how much he
  355. 21:14gave me to eat
  356. 21:15isn't that macabre
  357. 21:32sometimes when i went with the police to
  358. 21:34identify things
  359. 21:36i felt i was going to my own execution
  360. 21:39i'd have to go
  361. 21:40somewhere near the school or near my
  362. 21:42flat because they
  363. 21:43found a bag and wanted to know if it
  364. 21:46belonged to natasha
  365. 21:48sometimes it was a shoe in a bush or a
  366. 21:51pair of panties in a car
  367. 21:52or a red jacket in a garage
  368. 21:58i was always so relieved when i saw that
  369. 22:01none of these things were natashas
  370. 22:11if i had some skin cream i wrapped some
  371. 22:15into the wooden boards of my bed because
  372. 22:18it was a bit like furniture polish
  373. 22:25i did a lot of dusting and at the
  374. 22:27weekends
  375. 22:29because i'd got used to doing it with my
  376. 22:32mother
  377. 22:34when i had time
  378. 22:38when i was locked up i sorted things out
  379. 22:42tied it everything up and i dusted
  380. 22:56he was obsessed with cleaning and of
  381. 22:58course he was constantly wiping off
  382. 23:00things that i might have touched
  383. 23:02i wasn't really supposed to touch
  384. 23:04anything because of course fingerprints
  385. 23:07leave ugly
  386. 23:08greasy marks he would punish me if he
  387. 23:12found a fingerprint anywhere
  388. 23:15not only because it was potentially
  389. 23:17dangerous to find my fingerprints in his
  390. 23:19house
  391. 23:20but because he hated the look of
  392. 23:22fingerprints on his household surfaces
  393. 23:26he would grab me by the wrist and use
  394. 23:28the back of my hand
  395. 23:30to wipe the prints of the refrigerator
  396. 23:32or the door frame
  397. 23:34two ramen
  398. 23:36[Laughter]
  399. 23:42guns to begin right at the beginning he
  400. 23:44made me wear plastic bags
  401. 23:46on my head i stitched them together
  402. 23:51and attached them with a rubber band
  403. 23:56it was horrible because the color came
  404. 23:58off onto my skin
  405. 24:00and it hurt because i had to fix it with
  406. 24:02clips and rubber bands
  407. 24:08it would have been easier just to tuck
  408. 24:12the hair
  409. 24:13under the plastic
  410. 24:16but he insisted on the clips and grips
  411. 24:19and they dug into my scalp and hurt
  412. 24:21it was tight really unpleasant
  413. 24:29it made me frown all the time it was
  414. 24:32horrible
  415. 24:34then he said if i shaved my head it
  416. 24:37wouldn't be so bad
  417. 24:39and it was torture so when he trusted me
  418. 24:43enough i got a pair of scissors
  419. 24:45blunt of course so i couldn't harm
  420. 24:47myself
  421. 24:48and i used them to cut my hair
  422. 24:53and then he saw that he said
  423. 24:57he might as well cut it all off and he
  424. 25:00did
  425. 25:01[Music]
  426. 25:12schneider
  427. 25:16there were times when the torture and
  428. 25:18the humiliation were so bad
  429. 25:21that i ran to the window and shouted for
  430. 25:24the police
  431. 25:25then he grabbed me really roughly and
  432. 25:28choked me
  433. 25:29and hit me
  434. 25:37so of course sometimes i would rather be
  435. 25:41in my cell
  436. 25:43than have to leave it
  437. 25:47to do something i didn't want to
  438. 25:51like help him work myself
  439. 25:54something he did when he was sick
  440. 25:57not at first but later
  441. 26:04i had to come up and i'd have to make
  442. 26:06him soup or tea
  443. 26:08and then he'd take me down again
  444. 26:12it was very that is
  445. 26:15here frustrating
  446. 26:21because when he was sick he'd completely
  447. 26:23forget that i have my needs too
  448. 26:26that i might want to eat too or need
  449. 26:28some daylight
  450. 26:31or i want to wash myself
  451. 26:33[Music]
  452. 26:36the pressure is building on the police
  453. 26:37to get results
  454. 26:40they decide to tap the telephone of
  455. 26:42natasha's mother
  456. 26:43they hope the kidnapper will try to get
  457. 26:45in touch
  458. 26:47a caller claims to be holding natasha
  459. 26:50captive but it's a hoax
  460. 26:53one of many
  461. 27:01going hungry was dreadful you almost
  462. 27:05feel like a drug addict and ask yourself
  463. 27:09why am i hungry why do i even feel
  464. 27:12hunger
  465. 27:13why can't i manage without food as
  466. 27:18common
  467. 27:22he would show me all the food there was
  468. 27:24before he gave me anything to eat
  469. 27:27but then he'd only cut off a tiny piece
  470. 27:29for me
  471. 27:30he decided exactly how much i got to eat
  472. 27:34he never let me have what i wanted or as
  473. 27:37much as i wanted
  474. 27:38because he said i moved around so little
  475. 27:42in the cell
  476. 27:43i didn't need
  477. 27:54[Music]
  478. 28:03he didn't want me to cry and each time i
  479. 28:06did
  480. 28:06he wrapped my tears into my face with
  481. 28:09the back of his hand
  482. 28:13or he took me by the throat and dragged
  483. 28:16me
  484. 28:17joking me to the bathroom where he held
  485. 28:20my face over the sink so i couldn't cry
  486. 28:23anymore
  487. 28:24he wouldn't let me cry because he was
  488. 28:26afraid the hydrochloric acid
  489. 28:29my tears would corrode his tiles
  490. 28:34[Music]
  491. 28:39he always forced me to look him straight
  492. 28:41in the eye or look
  493. 28:42down at the ground in a very submissive
  494. 28:45way
  495. 28:46of course i couldn't do that for long
  496. 28:49because i won't be forced
  497. 28:50to do anything against my will
  498. 28:57[Music]
  499. 29:00and of course he got back at me because
  500. 29:02of that
  501. 29:03he kept telling me i'm useless and
  502. 29:05worthless
  503. 29:06and that i'll never have a chance to
  504. 29:08escape and call men
  505. 29:17he just liked having someone to dominate
  506. 29:20and the more i resisted and answered
  507. 29:22back
  508. 29:23the more satisfying it was for him to
  509. 29:25put me down and
  510. 29:26dominate me to boost his own self-esteem
  511. 29:33he despised people he hated his
  512. 29:36neighbors
  513. 29:38although he was nice to them he hated
  514. 29:41his surroundings and society
  515. 29:44so he pretended to be a conformist
  516. 29:54was an only child and after the death of
  517. 29:57his father he developed a very intense
  518. 30:00relationship with his mother
  519. 30:06he placed high demands on women
  520. 30:09this is salty flakes
  521. 30:13they had to be well groomed slender and
  522. 30:16blonde
  523. 30:17blonde
  524. 30:20and
  525. 30:24of course these were hard demands to
  526. 30:27fulfill
  527. 30:34vandalism
  528. 30:38a private detective with his own
  529. 30:40theories about the crime
  530. 30:41mounts a campaign against the police's
  531. 30:43handling of the investigation
  532. 30:46as a result 120 files have to be
  533. 30:48transferred to a new
  534. 30:50police commission by the end there will
  535. 30:52be 167
  536. 30:54files natasha's body has supposedly been
  537. 30:59buried in an allotment
  538. 31:00nothing is found a year later the
  539. 31:03private detective insists on another dig
  540. 31:05he suspects natasha's mother
  541. 31:10the private detective cooked up a theory
  542. 31:13that i was having an affair with a
  543. 31:14businessman
  544. 31:16and natasha was in the way so we
  545. 31:18murdered her
  546. 31:19and buried her in a pond he owned it
  547. 31:24and the detective kept on at the police
  548. 31:27about digging there
  549. 31:28until they agreed and of course they
  550. 31:31found nothing
  551. 31:36[Music]
  552. 31:42you're locked up there in the dark
  553. 31:44there's no electricity
  554. 31:46and you're hungry and then yes you think
  555. 31:49to yourself
  556. 31:50what's the point why not put an end to
  557. 31:53all this
  558. 31:57but then you come to the conclusion
  559. 32:01that you mustn't give up
  560. 32:05because the whole thing is such a
  561. 32:06monstrous injustice
  562. 32:09you mustn't allow yourself to be
  563. 32:11defeated
  564. 32:13it was a kind of fighting spirit that
  565. 32:15kept me alive
  566. 32:27had to feel pressure he had lots of
  567. 32:29books
  568. 32:30and he'd probably kept all the books he
  569. 32:32had to read in school
  570. 32:35and then i got them later
  571. 32:38he went out and bought me non-fiction
  572. 32:41books
  573. 32:42because i like them and some
  574. 32:44dictionaries
  575. 32:46and books on philosophy
  576. 32:58i wanted to learn and discover things in
  577. 33:00my own way
  578. 33:02so i asked him to send me tests from
  579. 33:05maths books
  580. 33:08in mathematics
  581. 33:11he was good at maths so i asked him to
  582. 33:14mark the tests for me
  583. 33:16and he did this
  584. 33:20but unfortunately it's the way he did it
  585. 33:25he found mistakes everywhere and because
  586. 33:28he had this controlling side
  587. 33:30and he wanted to dominate me he just
  588. 33:33crossed everything out
  589. 33:34in red ink yes
  590. 33:39all that time i felt he wanted to be
  591. 33:42like some old-fashioned
  592. 33:43teacher i'm in charge here
  593. 33:46and that's probably how he was treated
  594. 33:48in his childhood
  595. 33:54i appreciated the fact that he was
  596. 33:57always
  597. 33:57polite and very reliable
  598. 34:00on the other hand he was rather shy and
  599. 34:03a bit
  600. 34:04introverted
  601. 34:08he always tried not to offend anyone and
  602. 34:10i'm sure he was a very obliging person
  603. 34:14neighbor son and grandson soon
  604. 34:28some time later the vienna city council
  605. 34:31offered their help they said something i
  606. 34:35shall never forget to this day
  607. 34:37i should buy a grave a plot so i could
  608. 34:39have a place to go
  609. 34:41to talk to natasha i left the office
  610. 34:44sat in my car and burst into tears
  611. 34:48i couldn't even drive home my soul does
  612. 34:52my child is alive she isn't dead natasha
  613. 34:56was never
  614. 34:56dead for me no one ever showed me any
  615. 34:59proof
  616. 35:00there was no evidence to the contrary so
  617. 35:03i always believed natasha was alive
  618. 35:06right through the eight and a half years
  619. 35:24[Laughter]
  620. 35:28foreign
  621. 35:34after a few years i could go out into
  622. 35:36the garden with him
  623. 35:38sometimes at night for five or ten
  624. 35:40minutes
  625. 35:42i was so happy i could touch the trees
  626. 35:45and the hedge
  627. 35:46and i could feel the grass and the wind
  628. 35:48on my skin
  629. 35:49because of course there's no wind in the
  630. 35:52house
  631. 35:54and it was so good i asked him
  632. 35:58if i could take a trick from the hedge
  633. 36:00back down to myself
  634. 36:02so i could always think about it as a
  635. 36:05kind of memento
  636. 36:07who takes something from the garden into
  637. 36:10the house
  638. 36:11to remember it by means housemates
  639. 36:18[Music]
  640. 36:24for a while i kept a diary a kind of
  641. 36:27workbook
  642. 36:29where i wrote down everything i did in
  643. 36:31the house
  644. 36:32clearing up this cleaning that
  645. 36:35siliconing
  646. 36:37i had to wash every towel by hand before
  647. 36:39it could be laid
  648. 36:41i had to check every tile for floors
  649. 36:43because of course you wouldn't use
  650. 36:45any tile that wasn't perfect i squeezed
  651. 36:48out sponges
  652. 36:49shoveled rubble carried heavy packets of
  653. 36:51tiles
  654. 36:52it was exhausting i was extremely weak
  655. 36:55and thin
  656. 37:02[Music]
  657. 37:06yeah the first few years i baked a cake
  658. 37:10for natasha on her birthday
  659. 37:13and chucked it away after a couple of
  660. 37:14weeks
  661. 37:16but i always tried to keep natasha alive
  662. 37:18in my mind
  663. 37:20to include her wherever she was i tried
  664. 37:23to let her know somehow
  665. 37:25maybe by telepathy that i was thinking
  666. 37:28of her
  667. 37:31and on my birthday i always remembered
  668. 37:34all the birthdays i had celebrated with
  669. 37:37lots of other kids
  670. 37:39and with a special cake
  671. 37:46and how different it is now all
  672. 37:51[Music]
  673. 38:02of course at the beginning nothing
  674. 38:07the kidnapping of course but
  675. 38:10all the humiliation and the other things
  676. 38:13didn't come till later
  677. 38:18then i really began to hate him for the
  678. 38:20way he was torturing me
  679. 38:25but maybe the secret the reason i
  680. 38:28survived all those years
  681. 38:30was because i forgave him for everything
  682. 38:34almost as soon as it happened
  683. 38:38[Music]
  684. 38:43i think if i hadn't forgiven him
  685. 38:50then i would have been so full of hate
  686. 38:57and negative feelings that it would have
  687. 39:00become
  688. 39:00unbearable and it would have destroyed
  689. 39:03me physically
  690. 39:08[Music]
  691. 39:12the kind of crime he committed
  692. 39:15is usually the result of some illness or
  693. 39:18injury
  694. 39:20and the person can't usually do anything
  695. 39:23about an illness
  696. 39:28but this criminal had a conscience
  697. 39:32he still had a conscience he was aware
  698. 39:35on some level of what he was doing
  699. 39:39you could see that he was weak and
  700. 39:42unstable
  701. 39:44because of some kind of illness or
  702. 39:46injury
  703. 39:48he had become so unstable that he saw
  704. 39:52the kidnapping as the solution to his
  705. 39:54problems
  706. 39:57it didn't matter what the problems
  707. 39:59really were
  708. 40:00or how he thought this could help but he
  709. 40:03did see it
  710. 40:04as a solution and
  711. 40:11and that actually made me feel
  712. 40:15pity and compassion for him
  713. 40:18because many people are looking for the
  714. 40:20meaning of their lives
  715. 40:33and he thought that if life hadn't given
  716. 40:36him what he wanted
  717. 40:38he must take it by force he felt
  718. 40:41that he must become like everything that
  719. 40:43had injured him
  720. 40:44and made him ill
  721. 40:49seven years have passed since natasha
  722. 40:51campus is kidnapping
  723. 40:52seven years in which she has grown into
  724. 40:54a young woman
  725. 40:55no one would recognize her now they're
  726. 40:58still looking for her
  727. 41:00or rather for a name in police files
  728. 41:04and that allows her kidnapper to take
  729. 41:05her out into the city
  730. 41:07even to work for him renovating an
  731. 41:09apartment
  732. 41:12many people ask why i didn't simply run
  733. 41:14away
  734. 41:15while he was busy
  735. 41:19but he always made sure i was carrying
  736. 41:21something heavy
  737. 41:23oh there was some other reason i
  738. 41:25couldn't just run
  739. 41:29he was very good at keeping up the
  740. 41:32pressure
  741. 41:40and i wasn't allowed to speak to anyone
  742. 41:44he said he'd kill anyone i spoke to
  743. 41:48or he'd kill me and anyone who'd seen me
  744. 41:54it was hopeless this was
  745. 42:03[Music]
  746. 42:08once we were on the way to the hardware
  747. 42:11store
  748. 42:12we got caught in a traffic jam and
  749. 42:16there was a police checkpoint up ahead
  750. 42:18of us
  751. 42:22there was a rather stocky policeman
  752. 42:24there
  753. 42:26a friendly type team they make a
  754. 42:29politicist
  755. 42:31but he didn't look too intelligent
  756. 42:37intelligence
  757. 42:40i tried to signal him with my eyes
  758. 42:44that something was wrong but he didn't
  759. 42:47pick it up
  760. 42:49he probably thought i was mentally
  761. 42:51disturbed or
  762. 42:52epileptic or something anyway he didn't
  763. 42:56notice or
  764. 42:57ask any questions he just checked the
  765. 43:00car documents and waved us through
  766. 43:08if someone jumps out of a car and starts
  767. 43:10pounding on the windows of
  768. 43:12other cars they don't look especially
  769. 43:15normal or
  770. 43:15trustworthy the way i looked at the time
  771. 43:20so thin and pale people might have
  772. 43:23thought that was crazy
  773. 43:29[Music]
  774. 43:39and in july 2006 her prickly pear called
  775. 43:43me
  776. 43:44and told me he wanted to borrow my
  777. 43:46trailer
  778. 43:50and one evening we drove to this hall so
  779. 43:52there's a highly fan
  780. 43:56and he had to pick up a trailer he owned
  781. 44:00or he owned with hulk's apple
  782. 44:04what's up
  783. 44:12but i didn't know if he was his
  784. 44:13accomplice
  785. 44:15or if you would believe me because he
  786. 44:17was obviously his best friend
  787. 44:23when he came he was accompanied by a
  788. 44:26young girl
  789. 44:29i saw the girl as i opened the door to
  790. 44:31the hall
  791. 44:33and he introduced her to me as an
  792. 44:36acquaintance i shook her hand and said
  793. 44:39hello
  794. 44:44that was hardly a situation where i
  795. 44:46could have said something
  796. 44:49so i didn't try to escape i just did
  797. 44:52what i was supposed to do
  798. 44:54shook his hand and said nothing the way
  799. 44:57he'd dropped it into me
  800. 45:02muslim then i had to leave
  801. 45:06because i was under time pressure
  802. 45:18i got everything that you want
  803. 45:22i like a heart that also true
  804. 45:26just call on me the senate
  805. 45:29lot with love for
  806. 45:36i could have committed suicide thought
  807. 45:39it was much better to be dead than
  808. 45:41locked up for good
  809. 45:42but that day thank heavens i found the
  810. 45:45courage
  811. 45:46and just ran away
  812. 45:51[Music]
  813. 45:56at 104 pm today a confused young girl
  814. 45:59was discovered in a garden in the town
  815. 46:01of strassov
  816. 46:02when police arrived the young woman
  817. 46:05claimed to be natasha campus
  818. 46:09he was talking on his cell phone and
  819. 46:12he'd
  820. 46:13told me to vacuum the van which i was
  821. 46:16doing
  822. 46:23the noise was so loud that he walked
  823. 46:25over to the swimming pool
  824. 46:27maybe 11 meters away he left the garden
  825. 46:31gate open
  826. 46:36so i grabbed the opportunity i left the
  827. 46:39vacuum cleaner on
  828. 46:40and ran away really really fast
  829. 46:44as fast as my legs could carry me
  830. 46:48when they searched the house police
  831. 46:50found a prison cell in the garage
  832. 46:53it has just been reported that the
  833. 46:55alleged kidnapper has committed suicide
  834. 46:58the drifter then apparently he drove to
  835. 47:01the train station
  836. 47:03and he laid down on the tracks then the
  837. 47:06train ran
  838. 47:06over his head then he was dead
  839. 47:16natasha campus becomes a media star
  840. 47:18overnight
  841. 47:19darling of the world's press the missed
  842. 47:22tip-off from the police dog handler
  843. 47:23causes a political storm
  844. 47:26there's talk of cover-ups mistakes
  845. 47:28half-truths
  846. 47:29austria's scandal-rat government resigns
  847. 47:32two years later
  848. 47:33the papers spread rumors of sado
  849. 47:35masochism
  850. 47:36child pornography rings and possible
  851. 47:39accomplices
  852. 47:41of course they want to make headlines
  853. 47:44child pornography and natasha campus
  854. 47:47are linked all the time that's so
  855. 47:50painful
  856. 47:58no pornography ring came by
  857. 48:01as far as i was concerned i only had
  858. 48:04contact with a kidnapper
  859. 48:06did he do something like that i don't
  860. 48:08think so because he didn't have the time
  861. 48:12but we'll never know
  862. 48:15we could only ask him and he would
  863. 48:17probably deny
  864. 48:18everything but no one would believe him
  865. 48:22because people like to hear stories
  866. 48:24about sadomasochism and child porn rings
  867. 48:27that's the way it is
  868. 48:30people love horrible things and they
  869. 48:32can't get enough of them
  870. 48:35they seek them out and exaggerate them
  871. 48:37and embellish them
  872. 48:39make them even more terrible and
  873. 48:40disgusting and revolting and vile
  874. 48:46people
  875. 48:55the press asked me straight out whether
  876. 48:57i was raped or sexually abused
  877. 48:59and that kind of thing but in my eyes
  878. 49:02the way the media treated me after my
  879. 49:05escape
  880. 49:06is a form of abuse too and they should
  881. 49:09be punished for it
  882. 49:26losing in many people i trigger some
  883. 49:28kind of unconscious aggression
  884. 49:31maybe the whole crime and what happened
  885. 49:34to me triggers aggression
  886. 49:36and i'm the only one they can still
  887. 49:38reach and so it all lands on me
  888. 49:41this upgrade
  889. 49:45i said to right from the start i said
  890. 49:48i'm not a victim
  891. 49:49because i knew that if i present myself
  892. 49:52as a victim
  893. 49:53and show everyone how terrible it was
  894. 49:56they'd never accept me as a normal
  895. 49:58person again
  896. 49:59they'd say you you've debased yourself
  897. 50:03so far
  898. 50:04what do you think you're doing here go
  899. 50:07back where you came from
  900. 50:09go back down to your filthy swamp
  901. 50:12that's how most people are that's how
  902. 50:14they think
  903. 50:16[Music]
  904. 50:19i just want people to treat me normally
  905. 50:25i deserve a chance like anyone else
  906. 50:28i think people should be glad a halfway
  907. 50:30survived all this
  908. 50:41[Music]
  909. 50:53you

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