My Specific Person Manifestation Success Story | How I Manifested my Specific Person Back 💗 — Transcript

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1. 0:10what is up you guys i am missy renee
2. 0:12and in today's video i'm going to talk
3. 0:14about my specific person
4. 0:16success story so if manifestation and
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18. 0:41and i've had this video requested a
19. 0:42couple of times before
20. 0:44and i have touched on my specific person
21. 0:47situation in previous videos
22. 0:49but i haven't yet told you guys a story
23. 0:52the very long
24. 0:53and winding road that is my sp journey
25. 0:56and most of my clients and most people
26. 0:58that i talk to
27. 1:00are dealing with an sp situation in one
28. 1:03form or another
29. 1:04so i figure this could be very helpful
30. 1:06for a lot of you
31. 1:07who might also be dealing with an sp
32. 1:09situation to get some inspiration
33. 1:12and some helpful information on exactly
34. 1:15what i did
35. 1:16to manifest my sp back so for all of
36. 1:18these reasons i figured it is
37. 1:20long past time to make a video about my
38. 1:23story
39. 1:24and tell you guys all about the journey
40. 1:26that i went on and how i successfully
41. 1:29manifested my sp back i met my sp
42. 1:32at a mutual friend's birthday party and
43. 1:35i will
44. 1:36never forget the moment that i first saw
45. 1:39him
46. 1:39he was talking to our friend our mutual
47. 1:41friend and i remember that moment when
48. 1:44he took a glance and noticed me for the
49. 1:45first time
50. 1:47and it was literally like time just
51. 1:49stopped
52. 1:50and just like that i was head over heels
53. 1:53in love
54. 1:54it was one of those sappy and cheesy
55. 1:55moments straight out of a romantic
56. 1:57comedy
57. 1:58i got a couple drinks of me so i could
58. 2:01muster up the courage
59. 2:02get some liquid courage so to speak so i
60. 2:05can
61. 2:06go over and talk to him well he beat me
62. 2:08to the punch
63. 2:10at one point he came up and tapped me on
64. 2:12the shoulder
65. 2:13and said hey i really love your shirt at
66. 2:16the time
67. 2:16i was wearing a replacement shirt it was
68. 2:19a
69. 2:19punk band back in the 80s but i digress
70. 2:23and i was kind of floored actually
71. 2:24because
72. 2:26not a lot of people know about the
73. 2:27replacements they're not very mainstream
74. 2:29and i was like hey thanks and so we
75. 2:32started talking
76. 2:33and it was just so natural
77. 2:37and all of a sudden like all of my
78. 2:39nerves and
79. 2:40all of the butterflies in my stomach
80. 2:43that were there just a moment ago
81. 2:45it all kind of just melted away and
82. 2:48talking to him just
83. 2:49felt so natural and it just came
84. 2:53so easily before i knew it we had been
85. 2:56talking for well over two
86. 2:58hours at the time it felt like
87. 3:01five minutes but as the party started to
88. 3:03wind down
89. 3:04and it was time for me to go because i
90. 3:06did have to work early the next morning
91. 3:08i said hey it was fantastic meeting you
92. 3:10i hope to see you around sometime
93. 3:12and it responded with yeah likewise
94. 3:15do you mind if i get your number and it
95. 3:17was in that moment that i knew
96. 3:20that this was the man that i was gonna
97. 3:21marry so i gave him my number
98. 3:24we had a quick hug and i went home two
99. 3:26days later
100. 3:28he reached out to me he sent me a
101. 3:30message and was like hey
102. 3:31are you free this upcoming weekend to go
103. 3:34and get some coffee
104. 3:35i said yeah sure i'm free on sunday so
105. 3:38that sunday came around
106. 3:39we met again and just like the first
107. 3:41time we talked
108. 3:43and talked and talked and it was just
109. 3:46i could not believe
110. 3:50just how amazing and perfect he was
111. 3:53and i could not believe just how well we
112. 3:56were meshing
113. 3:58and i was just falling for this guy more
114. 4:01and more by the minute
115. 4:02and i was trying to keep myself reserved
116. 4:04i was trying to keep myself
117. 4:06poised and confident but on the inside i
118. 4:09was
119. 4:10just melting i was absolutely melting
120. 4:13for
121. 4:14this guy we ended up going out again the
122. 4:16next week
123. 4:17and a few more dates followed and by the
124. 4:20fifth or sixth date
125. 4:22he asked if we could be exclusive
126. 4:25and if i would be his girlfriend of
127. 4:27course i said yes
128. 4:29i was so smitten over this guy
129. 4:32it was that new love feeling where i was
130. 4:35just floating
131. 4:36i was on cloud nine everything was just
132. 4:40perfect at that time i was
133. 4:43into the law of attraction this was
134. 4:45before i
135. 4:47found neville goddard or really got into
136. 4:49nepal goddard
137. 4:50but i was practicing the law of
138. 4:52attraction
139. 4:53so needless to say i was just all the
140. 4:56more confident
141. 4:57and i just knew that this was meant to
142. 4:59be i knew
143. 5:00that i had met him for a reason i knew i
144. 5:02had manifested him
145. 5:05because he was perfect and i have never
146. 5:07in my life
147. 5:08met anybody like him and the first year
148. 5:11that we were dating
149. 5:12was absolutely paradise
150. 5:15he truly felt like a gift from god
151. 5:18i was beside myself i was so happy
152. 5:21all of my friends and family noticed it
153. 5:23they're like missy i have not seen you
154. 5:25like this ever because i used to be kind
155. 5:28of a
156. 5:30negative nancy i was kind of a you know
157. 5:34jaded pessimistic kind of person but
158. 5:36everything about my sp just
159. 5:38made all of those qualities go away and
160. 5:40he felt like
161. 5:41home is the only way i can really
162. 5:44describe it
163. 5:45so things were absolutely paradise and
164. 5:48perfect
165. 5:49that first year sadly after that
166. 5:52things started to get a little bit rocky
167. 5:54my insecurities and my self-doubts
168. 5:57started to rear their ugly heads and i
169. 6:00had a lot
170. 6:01of insecurities and i noticed a trend
171. 6:04that i was doing that first year
172. 6:06was i kept telling myself that this is
173. 6:09too good to be true
174. 6:11he is too good to be true he is too
175. 6:13perfect
176. 6:14i i just cannot believe that this is
177. 6:17real
178. 6:18this can't really be happening he was
179. 6:20gorgeous he was
180. 6:22smart he was articulate he was educated
181. 6:25he was funny he was sweet he was
182. 6:28everything that i wanted in a partner
183. 6:32and before him my relationships had
184. 6:35always been
185. 6:36pretty shitty i had been in abusive
186. 6:39relationships
187. 6:40physically and mentally i had been
188. 6:43in relationships where the guy cheated
189. 6:45on me you know so needless to say
190. 6:48it was too good to be true in my mind
191. 6:51and i kept saying that over and over
192. 6:53again this is too good to be true
193. 6:55he's too good for me and then my
194. 6:58insecurities started to get
195. 6:59worse what if he ends up leaving me
196. 7:03because he's way too good to be true
197. 7:05what if he finds somebody better than me
198. 7:07somebody prettier than me somebody
199. 7:09smarter than me
200. 7:10and all of these things started to just
201. 7:13swim in my head
202. 7:14and again at that time i didn't know
203. 7:17about
204. 7:17neville but i knew just from the law of
205. 7:20attraction that
206. 7:21we shouldn't be thinking those kinds of
207. 7:22thoughts so i would try to
208. 7:25push him away i tried to get it out of
209. 7:28my head
210. 7:28but it just kept returning of like this
211. 7:32is too good to be true
212. 7:33this is too good to be true this is too
213. 7:34good to be true what if he gets sick of
214. 7:36me
215. 7:37what if he finds somebody better than me
216. 7:39and those doubts and those nagging
217. 7:41thoughts just started to get more and
218. 7:42more
219. 7:43powerful and they started to get louder
220. 7:45and louder because like i said i've
221. 7:47been cheated on i've been abused i've
222. 7:50been abandoned
223. 7:51and i became more and more fearful that
224. 7:53i would experience the same thing with
225. 7:55him
226. 7:56and sp is a pretty attractive guy
227. 8:00so naturally other girls found him
228. 8:01attractive as well and these
229. 8:03insecurities
230. 8:04and this low self-esteem started to
231. 8:07manifest
232. 8:08into jealousy i would start getting
233. 8:10suspicious
234. 8:11and jealous every time he so much as
235. 8:13talked to another girl
236. 8:15i started to suspect that he was
237. 8:16cheating on me
238. 8:18and i would start accusing him
239. 8:20constantly
240. 8:21i didn't have the proof but in my head
241. 8:25there's just no way that a man who's
242. 8:28this beautiful
243. 8:29isn't cheating on me that have been my
244. 8:32experience in the past
245. 8:33i've been cheated on and i was certain
246. 8:36that
247. 8:37it would happen again because again i
248. 8:39was impressing
249. 8:41the belief that this is too good to be
250. 8:43true i started to get
251. 8:45more and more paranoid and clingy and
252. 8:48desperate
253. 8:49as time went on and naturally
254. 8:53that took a massive hit to our
255. 8:54relationship
256. 8:56it put a huge strain on us and we
257. 8:58started fighting
258. 9:00and then the fighting turned into
259. 9:01constant fighting it got to a point
260. 9:03where
261. 9:04we were fighting almost every day and
262. 9:07this went on for
263. 9:08about a year until it finally came to a
264. 9:10head
265. 9:11just a couple weeks before our second
266. 9:13year anniversary
267. 9:15and he broke up with me and i cannot
268. 9:18blame him for doing so because
269. 9:20again i was letting all of my
270. 9:23old crippling anxiety and insecurity
271. 9:26and jealousy and all of those things i
272. 9:28was just letting it get the best of me i
273. 9:30couldn't help it
274. 9:32as a child i had been abandoned
275. 9:35i had been neglected i was abused i did
276. 9:38not have
277. 9:39a good childhood and so i was deeply
278. 9:43deeply scarred and i was deeply deeply
279. 9:47broken from a lot of the things that i
280. 9:50had experienced growing up and i
281. 9:52hadn't never dealt with it so it
282. 9:54manifested into this ugly monster that
283. 9:57ultimately he couldn't take it anymore
284. 10:00and i don't blame him
285. 10:01needless to say though i was
286. 10:05devastated i was completely devastated
287. 10:08after the breakup
288. 10:09for the first month or so afterwards i
289. 10:12withdrew from everything
290. 10:14i spent days and days upon days just
291. 10:16crying my eyes
292. 10:18out not leaving my bedroom
293. 10:21i was miserable to say that i was
294. 10:24heartbroken would be a complete
295. 10:26understatement and it stayed that way
296. 10:28for about two months
297. 10:29i was just a mess i was an
298. 10:33ugly crying mess until finally one day
299. 10:37i woke up and instead of that feeling of
300. 10:40dread and sadness that usually had come
301. 10:43over me for those past two months
302. 10:46i woke up with a feeling of anger but it
303. 10:49was a good anger it was a
304. 10:51no screw this i need to get him back
305. 10:55i had to come to jesus moment i had to
306. 10:57stop the pity party
307. 10:59and i had to start getting my [ __ ]
308. 11:00together and i told myself missy
309. 11:03this isn't like you you are a mess
310. 11:06you need to get it together and you need
311. 11:08to get him back
312. 11:10and so i set out to make my mission to
313. 11:12do just that
314. 11:13now like i said earlier i had not found
315. 11:16neville
316. 11:17at this point this was still a couple
317. 11:19years before
318. 11:20i found devil goddard so i was a student
319. 11:22of the law of attraction
320. 11:24so i made a vision board i started
321. 11:27affirming every day i started to
322. 11:30visualize the two of us back together
323. 11:32everything happy again i kept affirming
324. 11:35that we were back together
325. 11:36and that he missed me and that i was the
326. 11:38only one for him
327. 11:39all of this and i just bombarded
328. 11:43myself with affirmations over and over
329. 11:46and over again
330. 11:47and it was about six months or so of
331. 11:49doing this that
332. 11:51he reached out to me again and i was
333. 11:53over the moon i was ecstatic naturally
334. 11:56i wasn't sure if i was actually going to
335. 11:59pull this off i
336. 12:00wasn't 100 certain that this was going
337. 12:03to work
338. 12:03but he reached out and asked if we
339. 12:06wanted to meet up
340. 12:07and i said of course so we met up the
341. 12:09next day
342. 12:10and he started telling me all of the
343. 12:12things that i was affirming
344. 12:14that he missed me that he couldn't stop
345. 12:16thinking about me
346. 12:18he wanted to give it another go and once
347. 12:20again i was just over
348. 12:22the moon i was so happy and at first
349. 12:25things were great it felt like old times
350. 12:28it felt like when we
351. 12:29had just gotten together it felt like
352. 12:31that first year when everything
353. 12:33was a dream but sadly this did not last
354. 12:37several weeks in those insecurities
355. 12:40started coming back
356. 12:41try as i might i couldn't help but
357. 12:44succumb
358. 12:45to those jealous and insecure and
359. 12:48doubtful thoughts
360. 12:49they just bombarded me over and over
361. 12:53again and as much as i was like
362. 12:55make it stop it wouldn't stop so
363. 12:58sure enough after about four months
364. 13:01he left again and once again i was
365. 13:04completely
366. 13:05shattered only this time i got angry
367. 13:09i was like what the [ __ ] am i doing
368. 13:12wrong here
369. 13:13what am i doing to deserve this i don't
370. 13:16get it
371. 13:17i fell into yet another depression i was
372. 13:21not eating i was barely sleeping i was
373. 13:24a total mess i barely left my room
374. 13:27i stopped socializing and just
375. 13:31sat there and rotted it's really the
376. 13:34best way to describe it it felt like i
377. 13:35was just
378. 13:36rotting and over the period of the next
379. 13:38two months after the second breakup
380. 13:41i just spent my days crying and crying
381. 13:44and crying
382. 13:45only this time instead of getting
383. 13:48angry and determined i kind of felt
384. 13:52defeated i kind of felt like
385. 13:55maybe this wasn't meant to be maybe he's
386. 13:58not the one
387. 13:59you know maybe we're not a vibrational
388. 14:01match or any of that dumb [ __ ]
389. 14:03so after doing a lot of soul searching
390. 14:07and with a really heavy heart
391. 14:10i decided that maybe it was time to let
392. 14:11him go fast forward a year later
393. 14:15to when i found neville
394. 14:19and this is when things started to take
395. 14:21a drastic turn in my life
396. 14:23i started manifesting bigger things and
397. 14:26they started coming faster
398. 14:28and i was feeling like i was finally
399. 14:30tapping into my potential
400. 14:32that i was finally on to something here
401. 14:35i kept seeing
402. 14:36more and more successes pop up and they
403. 14:38started getting bigger and bigger
404. 14:40over that following year after i found
405. 14:43neville
406. 14:44i had been working on my practice i had
407. 14:47been working on me
408. 14:49i had been working on manifesting for
409. 14:51small things
410. 14:52and then bigger and bigger things i
411. 14:55started to get more and more confident
412. 14:57in the law granted there was still some
413. 15:00trial and error as
414. 15:01everybody does have some there but i was
415. 15:04getting more and more confident in my
416. 15:06ability
417. 15:06to manifest i had manifested travel
418. 15:10i manifested money i manifested
419. 15:13wonderful things for my family and my
420. 15:15friends i had done all of these things
421. 15:17and finally i was thinking about romance
422. 15:20i was thinking about
423. 15:21do i want to manifest a new romantic
424. 15:24partner
425. 15:24and you know through this whole time i
426. 15:27never
427. 15:28truly lost my feelings for my sp
428. 15:32now we had started talking again over
429. 15:34that previous year
430. 15:36shortly after i had found neville but he
431. 15:39was still
432. 15:40keeping me at arm's length and he was
433. 15:43still kind of hot and cold and he wasn't
434. 15:44sure
435. 15:45and all of that but at least we were on
436. 15:47speaking terms again
437. 15:49because i should also say that the
438. 15:51second breakup
439. 15:52was nasty it was bad
440. 15:56it was real bad there was screaming
441. 15:59and him telling me that he never wanted
442. 16:01to see me again
443. 16:03that he was done with me he wanted
444. 16:05nothing to do with me
445. 16:07and he blocked me from everywhere
446. 16:11all social media platforms he was
447. 16:14done so even the fact that we had
448. 16:16rekindled our friendship
449. 16:18or at least the ability to be on
450. 16:20speaking terms
451. 16:21to me was a huge feat but i took a
452. 16:24moment and i thought about it and i was
453. 16:25like
454. 16:26what do i really want here do i want a
455. 16:29new partner
456. 16:30or do i want my asp who i still was
457. 16:33very much in love with the choice seemed
458. 16:36obvious to me
459. 16:38i wanted my sp i decided that i wanted
460. 16:41to manifest him back
461. 16:43and so the process began i began to
462. 16:46imagine us together
463. 16:48laughing and happy and hearing him tell
464. 16:51me
465. 16:52in imagination that he was so happy
466. 16:55that we were back together and i started
467. 16:58to feel better
468. 16:59i genuinely started to feel better and
469. 17:02these imaginable acts for me
470. 17:04was like escaping this world and going
471. 17:08into my own little world
472. 17:10where everything was exactly how i
473. 17:12wanted it to be
474. 17:13it was amazing and lo and behold
475. 17:17he started reaching out more we spent up
476. 17:20to an hour
477. 17:21talking on the phone a couple times a
478. 17:22week that said
479. 17:24he still definitely had his guard up he
480. 17:27still very much had a shield up
481. 17:29and this went on for months and i was
482. 17:32getting frustrated because i'm like
483. 17:34what am i doing wrong here until one day
484. 17:37it hit me i was still clinging on to
485. 17:40all of the old concepts that i had been
486. 17:43carrying
487. 17:44i was still carrying all of that old
488. 17:46garbage
489. 17:48that sabotaged everything in the first
490. 17:49place i still had
491. 17:52all of these old native concepts around
492. 17:55relationships
493. 17:57and to give you guys a better backstory
494. 17:59i mentioned earlier about my childhood
495. 18:02and it was dysfunctional there was a lot
496. 18:06of pain and it scarred me
497. 18:09it truly scarred me for a long time
498. 18:14and i never truly dealt with it i
499. 18:17never truly even tried to
500. 18:20relinquish it and i realized when i had
501. 18:24that epiphany
502. 18:25that i needed to radically change
503. 18:29i couldn't carry any of those old
504. 18:32concepts with me
505. 18:33into this new state into the state
506. 18:37where sp and i were back together i
507. 18:39needed to completely
508. 18:41disown and discard and kill
509. 18:44the old man and this was truly a turning
510. 18:47point because
511. 18:48it dawned on me that i needed to give
512. 18:51myself
513. 18:53the love that i so desperately craved
514. 18:55from sp
515. 18:56i needed to turn within and i needed to
516. 18:58forgive myself i needed to love myself
517. 19:01first and foremost i needed to release
518. 19:04all of these old concepts that i was
519. 19:06carrying about love
520. 19:08and not for sp i needed to do it for me
521. 19:12so for the next handful of months i went
522. 19:14all
523. 19:15in on me and taking care of myself
524. 19:19and this is where i really started to do
525. 19:22the inner
526. 19:23work i meditated every day
527. 19:26i used my imagination and imagined
528. 19:30me whole and complete i imagined that i
529. 19:32was
530. 19:33like this flowing beautiful goddess
531. 19:36this beautiful deity and i know it
532. 19:39sounds silly but
533. 19:40it really did help me feel so
534. 19:43empowered and beautiful i went back and
535. 19:47revised
536. 19:48over 200 events that had happened
537. 19:51through the course of my lifetime
538. 19:53that i knew carried some kind of impact
539. 19:56and some kind of weight
540. 19:58whether it instilled a limiting belief
541. 20:00or whether it was traumatic
542. 20:02whatever the case i combed over my life
543. 20:07and anything that stood out anything
544. 20:09that really
545. 20:10stood out as a big event that had a
546. 20:13negative impact on me
547. 20:14i revised it i started doing some
548. 20:17serious inner work
549. 20:19some serious healing and during those
550. 20:21months
551. 20:22i didn't reach out to sp at all because
552. 20:25sp was not the focus
553. 20:27i was over the course of those months
554. 20:31i flourished i had never felt so good
555. 20:34about myself
556. 20:35in my entire life i felt
557. 20:38at peace i felt loved i felt beautiful
558. 20:43and this is just focusing on me
559. 20:46and giving myself permission
560. 20:49to love myself and for the first time in
561. 20:52my life up until that point
562. 20:55i just felt pure love
563. 20:58for sp for myself and for everybody
564. 21:02i forgave anyone and everyone
565. 21:05that had did me harm and did wrong by me
566. 21:09i forgave myself for the dumb [ __ ] that
567. 21:11i did to other people
568. 21:13and for the first time i just felt that
569. 21:15pure
570. 21:16love that pure unconditional love
571. 21:21and i started carrying myself
572. 21:22differently people noticed
573. 21:25i had other exes in this time reach out
574. 21:28to me
575. 21:29and start professing their love to me
576. 21:31strangers would give me compliments on
577. 21:33the street
578. 21:34i felt powerful and more importantly
579. 21:38i felt complete i felt whole
580. 21:42so around the fall or winter of 2017
581. 21:48i felt good enough and confident enough
582. 21:51to turn my attention back on manifesting
583. 21:54my sp
584. 21:55i imagine the same scene every single
585. 21:58night
586. 21:59where we would be walking down the santa
587. 22:01monica pier
588. 22:02in santa monica california and he turned
589. 22:05to me
590. 22:06in imagination and he grabbed my chin
591. 22:08tilted my chin up to look at him
592. 22:10and he said i will treasure you forever
593. 22:14and i made that scene as visceral and
594. 22:17vivid as i could to the point where i
595. 22:20could smell this salt i could taste it
596. 22:24in the air
597. 22:25i could hear the seagulls i could
598. 22:28feel the wind from little kids
599. 22:32running past me on the dock i could
600. 22:34literally feel them
601. 22:35run by in imagination i felt the sun i
602. 22:38felt its warmth i could feel
603. 22:40my espy's hand as he tilted my chin up
604. 22:44to look at him it got so
605. 22:47vividly real that when i opened my eyes
606. 22:51and i was back
607. 22:52in my bedroom it was a jolt it was a
608. 22:55shock
609. 22:56because i really felt that i was there
610. 22:59it felt so real just as real as i am in
611. 23:02this room right now
612. 23:04and i did this every day for two weeks
613. 23:08and in that two weeks i knew
614. 23:12i knew at the bottom of my soul
615. 23:16that my sp was coming back you could not
616. 23:20phase me i had no doubts i had
617. 23:23no second guesses i knew it
618. 23:27was going to happen and so for that time
619. 23:30i just went about my life i went about
620. 23:32my days and i
621. 23:33didn't even think about it i barely gave
622. 23:37it a second thought
623. 23:38and any time that my sp did pop up in my
624. 23:41mind
625. 23:42i it was a feeling of excitement it was
626. 23:45a feeling of
627. 23:46i cannot wait for this to unfold there
628. 23:49was no
629. 23:50more anxiety there was no more doubting
630. 23:52there was no more second guessing there
631. 23:54was no more heartbreak
632. 23:55there was no more sadness or anger or
633. 23:57frustration
634. 23:59none whenever sp popped up in my mind
635. 24:02it was always met with a feeling of
636. 24:04excitement
637. 24:05it was a feeling of giddiness it was
638. 24:08like the night before
639. 24:09christmas when you're laying awake in
640. 24:10bed and you're so excited for what's
641. 24:13about to happen
642. 24:14that you can't even sleep and you're
643. 24:16just beside yourself that is the closest
644. 24:18thing that i can think of
645. 24:19to describe how i felt during this time
646. 24:22i knew
647. 24:23that it was done and it was this calm
648. 24:26yet powerful knowing
649. 24:29and so a few days after the new year in
650. 24:332018
651. 24:34i remember the day vividly i was on set
652. 24:39we were shooting a commercial and i was
653. 24:41running around like crazy
654. 24:42as people do when they're on set and i
655. 24:45felt my phone go off
656. 24:47i felt a message somebody got sent me a
657. 24:49message
658. 24:50and i knew in that moment that it was sp
659. 24:54now mind you we hadn't been talking for
660. 24:56the last several months
661. 24:57but nonetheless i knew i
662. 25:01knew that it was sp that just reached
663. 25:02out to me sure enough
664. 25:05when i went to break that day when i
665. 25:07went to lunch
666. 25:08i checked my phone and lo and behold
667. 25:12it was sp and it was a short simple
668. 25:15message can't stop thinking about you
669. 25:18can we talk soon so i messaged them back
670. 25:21yes
671. 25:22i'm at work i will call you when i get
672. 25:24offset
673. 25:25and that night i did call him when i got
674. 25:28home
675. 25:29and we talked for over two hours and i
676. 25:32remember him saying to me
677. 25:33you know missy over the last couple
678. 25:36weeks
679. 25:37i don't know what has been going on but
680. 25:41i really have this strong feeling
681. 25:44that we need to work this out he's like
682. 25:47i can't stop thinking about you
683. 25:48i love you fiercely i cannot see myself
684. 25:52with anyone else
685. 25:53and i know that things have been
686. 25:55difficult in the past but
687. 25:57especially in the last couple weeks this
688. 25:58feeling has been overbearing and strong
689. 26:01he told me everything that i wanted to
690. 26:03hear him say we apologized
691. 26:06for any of the pain that we inflicted on
692. 26:07one another and he just kept saying over
693. 26:09and over
694. 26:10about how he could not see himself with
695. 26:12anyone else
696. 26:13and they asked me point blank can we
697. 26:16give this another shot
698. 26:17and this time we're not going to [ __ ] it
699. 26:20up so i said
700. 26:21yes of course and that was almost three
701. 26:24and a half years ago
702. 26:25and things have been incredible ever
703. 26:28since
704. 26:29all of the old bickering all of the old
705. 26:31fighting
706. 26:32all of the old jealousy and all of that
707. 26:35noise
708. 26:36is gone we get along better than ever
709. 26:39he is truly my best friend
710. 26:42if anything the love we have for one
711. 26:45another has only grown stronger
712. 26:48in this time and in november 2018
713. 26:52i had to take a business trip to
714. 26:53california and he decided to come with
715. 26:56and one day we decided to go down and
716. 26:59walk on the santa monica pier
717. 27:01we were walking along i could smell the
718. 27:04salt water
719. 27:05i could taste it in the air i could hear
720. 27:08the seagulls and all the sounds of
721. 27:09chatter around us
722. 27:11i could feel as those two kids
723. 27:14ran right past us and then he turned and
724. 27:17looked at me
725. 27:18he tilted my head up and he said that i
726. 27:21will treasure you
727. 27:23forever so i wanted to share the story
728. 27:25for a number of reasons but
729. 27:27the biggest one being is to never
730. 27:30give up in total it was
731. 27:34three years that sp and i were separated
732. 27:37the second time and for a good part of
733. 27:40that
734. 27:40we were not speaking and the epiphany
735. 27:43that i finally had
736. 27:45was that i needed to love
737. 27:48me it needed to be about me the changes
738. 27:51that needed to take place
739. 27:53needed to take place with me
740. 27:56whereas before my focus was always on
741. 27:59sp i was obsessed with him i could not
742. 28:02stop
743. 28:03thinking about him i made him my entire
744. 28:06world i had him up on the
745. 28:08biggest pedestal and that's not
746. 28:11how we go about doing this once i
747. 28:14started to work
748. 28:15on the self concepts that i was carrying
749. 28:18once i started to kill off the old man
750. 28:22and all of those old ideas and those old
751. 28:25beliefs
752. 28:26once i completely and radically changed
753. 28:29all of that behavior and all of those
754. 28:32thoughts and all of those beliefs and
755. 28:34all of those assumptions
756. 28:36it was only then
757. 28:39that he came back so if you are trying
758. 28:42to manifest a specific person
759. 28:44first and foremost don't give up but
760. 28:46secondly
761. 28:47and just as importantly make sure
762. 28:50that you are working on you
763. 28:54for the sake of you and no one else
764. 28:58you need to give yourself the love that
765. 29:01you so freely give
766. 29:02to others and to your sp you need to
767. 29:06love yourself
768. 29:07you need to forgive yourself because we
769. 29:09can only
770. 29:10manifest what we are
771. 29:13not what we want once you do this
772. 29:17once you successfully kill that old man
773. 29:20and those old doubts and those old
774. 29:22limiting beliefs
775. 29:24you will manifest anything you want
776. 29:28up to and including your specific
777. 29:31person so i hope you found this video
778. 29:34helpful if you did
779. 29:35do not forget to give it a thumbs up and
780. 29:38if you are interested in checking out
781. 29:39any of my other resources
782. 29:41i will have the links down below to my
783. 29:43one-on-one coaching
784. 29:45my blog my social channels my podcast
785. 29:48and my new membership group there's a
786. 29:50ton of stuff down there so
787. 29:52don't forget to check it out also don't
788. 29:53forget to check out these videos over
789. 29:55here
790. 29:56each video is a different topic but it
791. 29:58all pertains in how to manifest
792. 30:00the very best life possible so until
793. 30:03next time you guys
794. 30:04take care be well and never forget
795. 30:08that you can manifest anything remember
796. 30:10that the change has to come from within
797. 30:12before you see it without happy
798. 30:15manifesting you guys