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My Sabbath Story: What I Experienced Right Before My Specific Person Came Back — Transcript

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  1. 0:10One of the most frequent topics that I
  2. 0:11get asked about is the topic of the
  3. 0:14Sabbath or that period of time where you
  4. 0:16are naturally living from the end before
  5. 0:20anything from the 3D has shown up. It's
  6. 0:22that period of rest that naturally
  7. 0:24occurs once the assumption has taken
  8. 0:27place, once that new state has been
  9. 0:29occupied or that new seed has been
  10. 0:32planted. This is essentially the point
  11. 0:34of completion where there is nothing
  12. 0:37left to do. If you are very new to the
  13. 0:39topic of Sabbath and are not quite
  14. 0:41familiar with what it is and what it
  15. 0:42means, I'll go ahead and link you to my
  16. 0:44video up here where I go into more
  17. 0:46detail about this state and how to enter
  18. 0:49it. But today I want to go more into
  19. 0:51what this looks like with examples and
  20. 0:54in this case my own personal account of
  21. 0:56what the Sabbath was like for me when I
  22. 0:59was manifesting my specific person.
  23. 1:01Today I'm going to walk you through the
  24. 1:02exact internal shift that took place
  25. 1:05that I felt before my person came back
  26. 1:08in the order that I lived it. So if you
  27. 1:10are curious to learn more, this is my
  28. 1:12own personal experience of the Sabbath,
  29. 1:14what that was like, how I knew I was
  30. 1:16actually there versus the previous
  31. 1:18attempts so that you are prepared and
  32. 1:20know what to look for when you reach the
  33. 1:22Sabbath yourself. Before we do dive in,
  34. 1:24hi, I'm Missy Renee and on this channel
  35. 1:26we talk all things manifestation and the
  36. 1:28law of assumption. So if that's the
  37. 1:29topic that you want to learn more about,
  38. 1:31then definitely be sure to subscribe to
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  43. 1:38of my resources such as my coaching
  44. 1:39programs, workshops or master classes,
  45. 1:41I've got links to all that information
  46. 1:42down below in the description box so
  47. 1:44don't forget to check it out. And the
  48. 1:46reason I really wanted to make this
  49. 1:47video is to really highlight the
  50. 1:49importance of this because whatever it
  51. 1:52is that you are manifesting, the entire
  52. 1:54objective is the Sabbath. That is the
  53. 1:56place, and is the goal that we
  54. 1:58ultimately want to reach internally. The
  55. 2:00Sabbath is the entire end game here.
  56. 2:03Because when it comes to manifestation,
  57. 2:05your desire is not something that you go
  58. 2:07get out there in the 3D. Instead, in
  59. 2:10this teaching, the desire, whatever that
  60. 2:12is, whether that be wealth, health, a
  61. 2:15specific person, or anything else, is a
  62. 2:17reflection of your own state. When it
  63. 2:20comes to other people, the term that is
  64. 2:22used is everyone is you pushed out. And
  65. 2:25what this means in the context of
  66. 2:26manifestation is that the goal is never
  67. 2:28on that person and changing that person.
  68. 2:31It's always first and foremost the
  69. 2:33change of self. So, in this video, I'm
  70. 2:35going to be giving the accounts from my
  71. 2:37own personal journey, in this case with
  72. 2:40my specific person, but even if your
  73. 2:42objective and goal is not a specific
  74. 2:44person, perhaps it is some other area of
  75. 2:46your life, maybe it is abundance, maybe
  76. 2:48it's perfect health, but the same thing
  77. 2:50applies no matter what the goal and the
  78. 2:52desire is. And with that said, let's go
  79. 2:55ahead and dive in because there's a lot
  80. 2:57to highlight and go over in this video.
  81. 2:59Because for me and my experience, my
  82. 3:01journey was quite the adventure, to say
  83. 3:03the least. For those of you who may not
  84. 3:05be familiar or haven't seen my specific
  85. 3:08person success story, I'll leave that
  86. 3:10guy linked up here and also in the
  87. 3:11description box. But for context, before
  88. 3:14I reached the Sabbath, I was in a very
  89. 3:16similar place that most people are. And
  90. 3:19that was the constant seeking and need
  91. 3:22for external validation. And before we
  92. 3:24can really dig into the Sabbath, we have
  93. 3:26to understand what this is doing when we
  94. 3:29are constantly searching for proof or
  95. 3:31validation outside of us. Because for
  96. 3:33myself, for the longest time, every
  97. 3:35single day felt like a search party. I
  98. 3:37would dedicate my mornings to my
  99. 3:39imaginal acts, feel that feeling of the
  100. 3:41wish fulfilled, do all my techniques, my
  101. 3:43rituals, and then I'd spend the next
  102. 3:46several hours trying to decode and hunt
  103. 3:49down all this external information,
  104. 3:51looking for proof that it was working.
  105. 3:53Was [clears throat] that text a sign?
  106. 3:54Did that number on the screen mean
  107. 3:56something? Was the universe trying to
  108. 3:58tell me something? Or was I just
  109. 4:00imagining it? And here's the thing that
  110. 4:01I didn't understand back then. The
  111. 4:03searching itself was the problem. I
  112. 4:06would assume the feeling in the morning
  113. 4:08and spend the rest of the day seeking
  114. 4:10confirmation on the outside. Because
  115. 4:12every time I was checking, it was
  116. 4:13confirming the state of lack every time.
  117. 4:17Because you don't go seeking for the
  118. 4:19things that you already have. You don't
  119. 4:21go looking for things that you already
  120. 4:22know to be true. This constant checking
  121. 4:25was sending a very clear signal to my
  122. 4:28subconscious that they were missing,
  123. 4:31that they [clears throat] are not here,
  124. 4:32that they are absent. And so, the
  125. 4:34subconscious, being the ever faithful
  126. 4:37printer that it is, continued to spit
  127. 4:39out more of the same. I perceived more
  128. 4:42lack. And this is the exact feedback
  129. 4:44loop that breaks us down every single
  130. 4:46time. Because every time we are
  131. 4:48perceiving this lack, we end up taking a
  132. 4:51hit for it. We feel anxious, we feel
  133. 4:53discouraged, we feel frustrated, we feel
  134. 4:55sad, we feel unseen and lonely. And it
  135. 4:58keeps us locked in this very tense,
  136. 5:00anxious pressure cooker, where every
  137. 5:04minute feels like I got to do something
  138. 5:06to fix this. And at the same time, I'm
  139. 5:09completely exhausted. This is the exact
  140. 5:11opposite of the calm, settled state that
  141. 5:14we want to be dwelling in. So, the
  142. 5:16turning point for me here was incredibly
  143. 5:18simple. I realized that it was the
  144. 5:21watching and the surveying of the 3D
  145. 5:24itself that was the problem. I had my
  146. 5:26hands around this connection so tight
  147. 5:28that I was strangling it. So, what did I
  148. 5:30do? I stepped back. This realization is
  149. 5:33what gave me the clarity and the
  150. 5:34strength to start to direct my attention
  151. 5:37to the most important factor in this
  152. 5:39entire practice. And that is focus on
  153. 5:42our self. Focus on how we want to feel,
  154. 5:46not trying to get them in the 3D, but
  155. 5:48how do I want to feel? Who is the person
  156. 5:51and the version of Missy Renee who is
  157. 5:53loved, who is adored, who is confident
  158. 5:56in herself and secure in relationships?
  159. 5:59And that was what I was returning to.
  160. 6:01So, my attention went from scanning the
  161. 6:043D for evidence to observing myself and
  162. 6:07my inner state. It was around this
  163. 6:09realization at the same time that I made
  164. 6:12the conscious decision to cease our
  165. 6:15contact. And this is not to say that if
  166. 6:17you are in contact with your person that
  167. 6:19you need to do the same, not at all. But
  168. 6:21for me, seeing them in the 3D on a
  169. 6:24consistent basis was also perpetuating
  170. 6:27more of that feedback loop. So, the very
  171. 6:29first thing that I had to do before the
  172. 6:31Sabbath was even a viable option for me
  173. 6:34was to prepare my inner state and have
  174. 6:36that be the focal point before anything
  175. 6:39else. And that meant also putting
  176. 6:41boundaries in my 3D and removing
  177. 6:43anything that was potentially triggering
  178. 6:45for me.
  179. 6:46So, I stopped watching, I stopped
  180. 6:48following them on social media, ceased
  181. 6:50contact with any and all things that
  182. 6:52could potentially move me unwantingly in
  183. 6:54the 3D. I focused [clears throat] on
  184. 6:55myself. I focused on revising aspects of
  185. 6:58my past that had formed these core
  186. 7:00insecurities and fears and doubts in the
  187. 7:02first place. Started to imagine myself
  188. 7:05as the most confident version of myself.
  189. 7:07I started to see myself in that ideal
  190. 7:09state where I was secure, where I was
  191. 7:11supported and respected. My scenes were
  192. 7:15all scenes that implied these beliefs to
  193. 7:18be true. And there was seismic internal
  194. 7:20shifts that started happening almost
  195. 7:22immediately. But then what came next was
  196. 7:25the thing that genuinely surprised me.
  197. 7:27Because it started first in silence. And
  198. 7:29keep in mind, for weeks, even months
  199. 7:32prior, my mind was like a courtroom,
  200. 7:35constantly building a case to why they
  201. 7:37would come back and constantly building
  202. 7:39a case on why they wouldn't, then
  203. 7:41bargaining, then dread. Every day felt
  204. 7:43like I was going through the stages of
  205. 7:45grief. I was angry, then I was sad, then
  206. 7:48I was hopeful again, and then I got
  207. 7:50discouraged. And round and round all of
  208. 7:51this went until, as I started to shift
  209. 7:54more of my focus on my internal world
  210. 7:57instead of what was taking place outside
  211. 7:59of me, and then one day all of that
  212. 8:01noise just wasn't there. Not because I
  213. 8:04forced it, not because I flicked my
  214. 8:07thoughts into submission, just all of
  215. 8:08that noise and all of that internal
  216. 8:11dialogue, all of that fearful inner
  217. 8:13intrusive thought just stopped. And this
  218. 8:16is the first indicator of the Sabbath.
  219. 8:19And it's important to note that this
  220. 8:21didn't really feel like a choice that I
  221. 8:22was making, it just feels like something
  222. 8:24that happens to you. One day you just
  223. 8:27become aware that you're not focused on
  224. 8:29their absence, you're not aching for
  225. 8:30them anymore. Instead, it's just quiet.
  226. 8:33It's very peaceful, it's very calm. And
  227. 8:36this threw me for a bit because I
  228. 8:37genuinely thought that the Sabbath would
  229. 8:39feel much more intense, that I would
  230. 8:42feel more for them, that I would feel
  231. 8:44more love, I would feel more excitement,
  232. 8:47that it would be this big rush of
  233. 8:49feeling and emotion and bliss. But in
  234. 8:52fact, the exact opposite was true. The
  235. 8:54sign that you have crossed over and you
  236. 8:56are genuinely in the Sabbath is when
  237. 8:59that craving stops. Not because you've
  238. 9:01given up on them, but because it feels
  239. 9:03settled within you, and you can't crave
  240. 9:06a person that you already have. And
  241. 9:08following the silence came what I call
  242. 9:11the knowing. The knowing is when the
  243. 9:13assumption has genuinely taken root. You
  244. 9:16don't hope they'll come back, you don't
  245. 9:18beg the universe or God to have them
  246. 9:21back, you just know in the same flat way
  247. 9:24that you know your own name. For me, it
  248. 9:26became less of a wish and more of a
  249. 9:29settled fact that this was inevitable
  250. 9:31for me, that he is mine. And here are
  251. 9:33the exact markers that I felt so you can
  252. 9:36spot them for yourselves. Number one, I
  253. 9:38stopped doing all the techniques. I felt
  254. 9:40zero urgency or need to do any more of
  255. 9:44the imaginal acts and going to the end
  256. 9:46when it came to my specific person. And
  257. 9:49here's the trap that we want to be
  258. 9:51mindful of because there's giving up
  259. 9:53from a place of discouragement and this
  260. 9:55feels very heavy. It feels very
  261. 9:57defeated. It feels like we're giving up
  262. 10:00and abandoning this state. And then
  263. 10:02there's the releasing from a place of
  264. 10:04certainty. And this feels very light.
  265. 10:06Feels very calm. Almost casual. And
  266. 10:09these two things can look identical on
  267. 10:11the outside but feel completely
  268. 10:13different internally. I stopped going to
  269. 10:15the end not because I gave up on him or
  270. 10:19I was quitting but because rehearsing
  271. 10:22and rehashing something that you already
  272. 10:24know to be true feels redundant. It
  273. 10:27didn't feel necessary. And it's clear to
  274. 10:29have this distinction between giving up
  275. 10:31due to burnout and exhaustion and
  276. 10:33ceasing the techniques because it
  277. 10:35already feels settled and done for you.
  278. 10:37The second marker was mental saturation
  279. 10:39[clears throat]
  280. 10:40because at that point there was no room
  281. 10:42left to spiral out about them or to
  282. 10:44worry about when he was going to reach
  283. 10:46out and how long it's been. That
  284. 10:49question of when is he going to come
  285. 10:51back used to torment my mind constantly
  286. 10:55throughout the day. And when I made that
  287. 10:57internal shift, this question just
  288. 10:58completely disappeared. I was no longer
  289. 11:01worried about when they would reach out
  290. 11:03or if they would reach out because the
  291. 11:05answer was a very obvious and resound,
  292. 11:08of course they will. My mind was already
  293. 11:10full from the having instead of the
  294. 11:12wanting. The third marker was that my
  295. 11:14self-talk changed. And I remember
  296. 11:16catching it one evening when I was
  297. 11:19sitting there and contemplating what we
  298. 11:21would do for our upcoming anniversary.
  299. 11:23Now mind you at this time, we were very
  300. 11:25much broken up and in no contact but the
  301. 11:28thought came to me as effortless as any
  302. 11:31random thought and there was no
  303. 11:32resistance to it.
  304. 11:34I was no longer fighting with him in my
  305. 11:36mind. I was no longer having those
  306. 11:39fearful thoughts about hoping that he'll
  307. 11:41call me back, or wishing that he would
  308. 11:44reach out to me, hoping that he's not
  309. 11:45with another person. And they were
  310. 11:47replaced by thoughts like, I feel so
  311. 11:49loved right now. I am the most lucky
  312. 11:51girl in the entire world. He's the most
  313. 11:53lucky guy, and he knows it. And none of
  314. 11:55this I was doing consciously. This all
  315. 11:57took place very naturally, and there was
  316. 12:00no reaction to it, except that it felt
  317. 12:02true. The fourth marker that I noticed
  318. 12:04was that the things that would once
  319. 12:05trigger me were no longer triggering for
  320. 12:08me. They all went flat. Things that
  321. 12:10would send me into a panic before had no
  322. 12:12effect on me whatsoever. Seeing him in
  323. 12:15photos, hanging out with his friends,
  324. 12:17from my old state, I was constantly in a
  325. 12:19panic. What if he meets somebody when he
  326. 12:20goes out? You know, what if he's talking
  327. 12:22to somebody right now? Instead, whenever
  328. 12:24I would see photos by mutual friends on
  329. 12:26social media, I just felt happy to see
  330. 12:28him. Hearing our song on the radio,
  331. 12:31watching a movie that was our favorite.
  332. 12:33All of these old markers and old things
  333. 12:35that were once very upsetting stopped
  334. 12:37becoming an issue. And this is really at
  335. 12:39the heart of this changing of
  336. 12:41self-concept. When you have genuinely
  337. 12:43changed from within, the things that
  338. 12:46would once upset you, the things that
  339. 12:47would once be triggering for you, are no
  340. 12:49longer going to be the case. It didn't
  341. 12:51matter what the 3D was showing me
  342. 12:53because I knew unwaveringly that he was
  343. 12:55mine, and that I was his. And then, of
  344. 12:57course, there were the other
  345. 12:59indications, like the dreams that I was
  346. 13:01having, and he would frequent much more
  347. 13:03often, much more pleasant dreams, and
  348. 13:05just these little intuitive hunches, or
  349. 13:08those nudges that reassured me that
  350. 13:10everything was fine. It genuinely felt
  351. 13:13like everything is okay. And underneath
  352. 13:15all of those markers was just the sense
  353. 13:17of relief. That part of me that had been
  354. 13:20white-knuckling this process, and
  355. 13:23pressuring myself from a state of
  356. 13:25absolute fear, needing this to happen,
  357. 13:27trying to control the uncontrollable,
  358. 13:30all of that finally let go of the wheel.
  359. 13:32And the relief from that alone is
  360. 13:34impossible to put into words, because
  361. 13:36gripping that tight is exhausting.
  362. 13:38Setting it down and trusting is its own
  363. 13:41kind of freedom entirely. And what
  364. 13:43happened next is something that is
  365. 13:44really important to note because when
  366. 13:46this happened to me, I almost panicked.
  367. 13:48And it's actually quite a common thing
  368. 13:50that happens when we reach the Sabbath.
  369. 13:52So, it's really important to break down
  370. 13:54a couple of things that I noted along
  371. 13:56this journey. Because there came a
  372. 13:57stretch where two things shifted at the
  373. 14:00same time. First is that I stopped
  374. 14:02counting the time. I stopped caring
  375. 14:04about the time. For months I had been
  376. 14:07constantly doing the math. It's been two
  377. 14:09weeks. It's been two months. It's been X
  378. 14:12amount of time. And it was constantly
  379. 14:14creating and conditioning this fear of
  380. 14:16us ever getting back together. That
  381. 14:18feeling of frustration of how long is
  382. 14:20this going to take? How long is this
  383. 14:22supposed to take? Is this normal? Do
  384. 14:24people usually have this long to wait? I
  385. 14:26had this running dialogue about time
  386. 14:29constantly. And then one afternoon I
  387. 14:31just realized I wasn't thinking about it
  388. 14:32anymore. I genuinely was not concerned.
  389. 14:35The when had just completely let itself
  390. 14:37go. I wasn't measuring the days against
  391. 14:40some kind of invisible deadline like I
  392. 14:42was doing before. And this is a very
  393. 14:44common indicator cuz when you are
  394. 14:46genuinely living from the end and in the
  395. 14:47Sabbath, you're no longer going to be
  396. 14:49worried about time. You're not going to
  397. 14:51be fixed on it. You're not going to care
  398. 14:53about it. You're not even going to think
  399. 14:55about it anymore. But then there was the
  400. 14:58bigger shift. And that was stop thinking
  401. 15:00about them constantly. And this is where
  402. 15:02the panic almost got to me cuz it was
  403. 15:04genuinely very jarring. And the old me
  404. 15:06would have read that as a complete
  405. 15:08disaster. Wait a minute. I just went the
  406. 15:10entire afternoon without thinking about
  407. 15:12them once. Oh my god, am I moving on? Am
  408. 15:15I losing the connection here? Is it
  409. 15:16dying? Do I need to go do something to
  410. 15:19bring it back to life? And I want to
  411. 15:21save you from this spiral because it can
  412. 15:23be a trap in and of itself. So, let me
  413. 15:25say this as plainly as I can. Your mind
  414. 15:27going quiet about them is not the
  415. 15:29manifestation slipping away. It's not
  416. 15:31you moving on or no longer wanting them.
  417. 15:34It's the natural occurrence that happens
  418. 15:36when you have reached the end, when you
  419. 15:38are living from your state of the wish
  420. 15:40fulfilled. And I want you to think about
  421. 15:41something that you genuinely know is
  422. 15:44yours, something that you already have.
  423. 15:47This could be your name, your home, or
  424. 15:49the city that you live in, the people
  425. 15:50who already love you. You don't think
  426. 15:53about them every waking second. You
  427. 15:55don't anxiously rehearse them all day.
  428. 15:58They just are. They sit in the
  429. 16:00background, in the back of the mind, as
  430. 16:02a fact. The reason you used to think
  431. 16:04about your person and every waking
  432. 16:06moment wasn't coming from love, it was
  433. 16:08coming from lack. The mind obsesses over
  434. 16:11something that it feels it's missing.
  435. 16:13So, when the obsession lifts, it's not
  436. 16:15because they've left or that you're
  437. 16:17moving on, it's because on the inside
  438. 16:19you're no longer feeling that missing.
  439. 16:22So, if you've noticed that you are
  440. 16:23thinking about them less, maybe they're
  441. 16:25not occupying as much real estate in
  442. 16:27your mind anymore, do not panic. Do not
  443. 16:30take this as indication that you're
  444. 16:32losing them, you're losing the
  445. 16:33connection, that you're giving up on
  446. 16:35them. None of that is true, and I need
  447. 16:38you to hear me when I say this. It is
  448. 16:39normal to think about them less when you
  449. 16:42are living from the end. That is a good
  450. 16:44thing, in fact. And the same thing
  451. 16:46applies for the timing and constantly
  452. 16:48fixating on the time. The moment that
  453. 16:50you stop counting the days, and the
  454. 16:52moment that you just let yourself be,
  455. 16:55when you're no longer fixated on how
  456. 16:57long it's been or how long it's going to
  457. 16:58take, is the exact moment that you stop
  458. 17:01holding everything at arm's length in
  459. 17:03the future. Because counting the days
  460. 17:06and constantly thinking about them from
  461. 17:08a place of lack is just more broadcast
  462. 17:11to your subconscious of what you don't
  463. 17:13have, which will only manifest more of
  464. 17:14the same. So, please, if this is you, do
  465. 17:17not try to get yourself or force
  466. 17:20yourself to continue doing techniques
  467. 17:22because you are no longer as obsessed or
  468. 17:25that you're not fixated so much on the
  469. 17:27time or on them like you used to be.
  470. 17:30Don't go back into obsession to keep it
  471. 17:31going. Just let that quiet be quiet. Let
  472. 17:35that peace of mind be peace and let it
  473. 17:38be something that you enjoy. Trust that
  474. 17:40the silence of your mind is the sound of
  475. 17:43the work that you've done finally
  476. 17:45finishing. This is the part where you
  477. 17:47can rest. Genuinely and truly let
  478. 17:49yourself rest. Where you no longer have
  479. 17:51to treat any of this like a problem that
  480. 17:53you need to solve. So, all of these
  481. 17:55combined were really the greatest
  482. 17:57indicators letting me know without
  483. 17:59question that I was in the Sabbath. My
  484. 18:01mind became silent. And when it started
  485. 18:04to fill again, it started to fill with
  486. 18:05this feeling of knowing. It felt
  487. 18:08settled. It felt like something I didn't
  488. 18:10need to keep doing to try to make happen
  489. 18:12anymore. I stopped fixating on the time.
  490. 18:15I stopped fixating on how long it's been
  491. 18:17or how long it's going to take to get
  492. 18:18them back. I stopped thinking about them
  493. 18:22constantly. I mean, of course, sure, he
  494. 18:24would pop up in my mind throughout the
  495. 18:26day-to-day, but it was nothing like the
  496. 18:28constant front of the mind obsession
  497. 18:31that it was when I was just starting
  498. 18:32out. If at any point I did have an
  499. 18:35intrusive thought, an old thought that
  500. 18:36came up just out of habit, I was no
  501. 18:38longer reactive to it. I no longer
  502. 18:40resonated with it. Everything from that
  503. 18:42old state started to feel very, very
  504. 18:45foreign to me. Things that were once
  505. 18:46very triggering and upsetting no longer
  506. 18:48fazed me. And this is why the Sabbath is
  507. 18:51the highest form of faith. It asks you
  508. 18:53to trust the unseen
  509. 18:55over what your 3D is showing you right
  510. 18:58now. Anyone can feel trusting and secure
  511. 19:01when your person is actively messaging
  512. 19:03you and engaging with you in an ideal
  513. 19:05way in the 3D. The Sabbath is the
  514. 19:07feeling of being chosen, the feeling of
  515. 19:09acceptance that this is done before the
  516. 19:113D has given you a whiff of indication
  517. 19:14that is true. Ultimately, what happened
  518. 19:16to me is that the striving to get them,
  519. 19:19the constant struggle and battle on how
  520. 19:22to fix this, on how to get them back,
  521. 19:24completely fell away. The chasing, the
  522. 19:27seeking, the needing for validation, the
  523. 19:29worry about what was going to happen,
  524. 19:32all of that ceased. And in its place was
  525. 19:35just inspired living. I really at that
  526. 19:38point in my life was the most magnetic
  527. 19:40version of myself because I genuinely
  528. 19:43loved myself. I had a confidence that I
  529. 19:45had never felt before in my entire life.
  530. 19:48And not just in relation to him, but
  531. 19:51with everyone. I was finally in a place
  532. 19:53of peace and I was pouring all of my
  533. 19:56energy, all of that satisfaction and
  534. 19:58fulfillment, I was pouring that into my
  535. 20:00own life and my own self, not his. I let
  536. 20:04the relationship just feel mundane and
  537. 20:07ordinary. And this is a normal part of
  538. 20:09my life. And it started to feel so
  539. 20:11natural to dwell there that it would
  540. 20:13have felt bizarre if they wouldn't come
  541. 20:16back. The idea of him not coming back
  542. 20:18felt just as far-fetched as the idea of
  543. 20:21him coming back did when I was in a
  544. 20:22state of lack. That inner steadiness,
  545. 20:25that calm, that groundedness was the
  546. 20:28most reliable instrument, the most
  547. 20:30reliable gauge that I had for sensing
  548. 20:32and noting that I was in fact on the
  549. 20:34right track. I stopped trying to control
  550. 20:36it. The how was never my job to begin
  551. 20:38with. My only job was to remain the
  552. 20:41person, the version of me who already
  553. 20:44had what I wanted. That was my one and
  554. 20:46only objective and I genuinely and truly
  555. 20:49was happy to give the rest up. So, if
  556. 20:51you are watching this and you find that
  557. 20:54perhaps you're not quite here yet, maybe
  558. 20:56you're still in the surveillance loop,
  559. 20:57maybe you still have fearful thoughts,
  560. 21:00intrusive thoughts, maybe you waver or
  561. 21:02are double-minded from time to time,
  562. 21:04rest assured that is okay. That is a
  563. 21:06natural part of this process and this
  564. 21:09journey. What I would gently recommend
  565. 21:10here is to let yourself take a step back
  566. 21:13because we have to remember, no matter
  567. 21:15what we are aiming to manifest, we will
  568. 21:17never find it through seeking external
  569. 21:19confirmation and trying to change the
  570. 21:21outside. And when I did finally reach
  571. 21:23the Sabbath, it didn't feel like
  572. 21:25fireworks. It didn't feel like this
  573. 21:27grand finale. It was quiet. It was a
  574. 21:29settled knowing. The things that used to
  575. 21:31trigger me, things that used to upset
  576. 21:33me, things that I would worry about, no
  577. 21:35longer had that effect on me anymore.
  578. 21:37The relief that I didn't need them to do
  579. 21:40something to maintain my own happiness
  580. 21:42and well-being. And that is truly the
  581. 21:44most beautiful part of the Sabbath, is
  582. 21:46the healing that comes with it. The
  583. 21:48Sabbath brought me to a place of healing
  584. 21:50and completion that I had never felt
  585. 21:52before in my life up until that point. I
  586. 21:55stopped bleeding for his attention,
  587. 21:57begging for a sign for him to just reach
  588. 22:00out to me, and I started coming home to
  589. 22:02myself instead. And when I truly got to
  590. 22:05place where I knew that no matter what
  591. 22:08the outcome, no matter what would
  592. 22:09happen, I was going to be okay, and I
  593. 22:12was going to still continue to be the
  594. 22:14very best, the very most confident
  595. 22:16version of myself, the most loving and
  596. 22:18charismatic and respected part of
  597. 22:20myself. That could not be touched by
  598. 22:23anyone or anything external. There is an
  599. 22:26empowerment that comes with that
  600. 22:27feeling. It's hard to even put it into
  601. 22:30words how amazing it is when you truly
  602. 22:33and genuinely are not leaning on anyone
  603. 22:35or anything because you are so secure
  604. 22:37within yourself that anything extra
  605. 22:39would just be an added bonus, but
  606. 22:42certainly not anything that we are
  607. 22:44needing. And from that place, you become
  608. 22:46an absolute magnet. It's from that place
  609. 22:48that everything external begins to
  610. 22:51shift. Because once this happens for
  611. 22:53you, once you reach a place where you
  612. 22:55are no longer in need of that external
  613. 22:58thing, when you are genuinely in a place
  614. 23:01of secure peace detachment from the old
  615. 23:04fears, the doubts, the insecurities,
  616. 23:06when it's no longer constantly in the
  617. 23:08obsessive forefront of your mind, when
  618. 23:10you can genuinely say that you are
  619. 23:12grounded and feeling settled in the
  620. 23:14matter, that is how you can tell you've
  621. 23:17reached the Sabbath. And that
  622. 23:19is how you'll know that you will
  623. 23:20ultimately manifest whatever it is that
  624. 23:23you want. So, I hope you guys enjoyed
  625. 23:25today's video. I hope this helped to
  626. 23:27give you some clarity, give you some
  627. 23:29ideas of what the Sabbath looks like. If
  628. 23:31you did enjoy this video, don't forget
  629. 23:32to give it a thumbs up. And if you are
  630. 23:33interested in checking out any of my
  631. 23:35other resources, I'll have links down
  632. 23:36below to my coaching programs,
  633. 23:38workshops, master classes, my blog, my
  634. 23:40podcast, my social links. Got a ton of
  635. 23:42great resources down in that description
  636. 23:43box below, so don't forget to check it
  637. 23:45out. Also, be sure to check out the
  638. 23:47other videos that I have on this
  639. 23:48channel. Don't forget to check out my
  640. 23:50manifestation fundamentals playlist.
  641. 23:51Each video is a different topic, but it
  642. 23:53all talks about how to manifest the best
  643. 23:55life ever. So, until we meet next time,
  644. 23:57you guys, as always, please take care,
  645. 23:59be well, and never forget how powerful
  646. 24:02you actually and truly are.
  647. 24:04Happy manifesting, guys.

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