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My Ex’s Friend Came to My Door With a Suitcase… “I Didn’t Know Where Else to Go but You.” — Transcript

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  1. 0:00At 11:52 on a Tuesday night, somebody
  2. 0:03knocked on my apartment door like they
  3. 0:05were trying to knock it down.
  4. 0:07I opened it and flour covered sweatpants
  5. 0:10holding a rolling pin because I own a
  6. 0:12bakery and that's apparently how I
  7. 0:14answer the door now.
  8. 0:16And standing there in the hallway in
  9. 0:18pink hospital scrubs with a suitcase
  10. 0:20that had one broken wheel and a giant
  11. 0:23potted fern in her other arm was Olivia
  12. 0:26Parker,
  13. 0:27my ex-girlfriend's best friend.
  14. 0:30Her eyes were red. Her ponytail was
  15. 0:32falling apart.
  16. 0:34She looked at me, then at the rolling
  17. 0:35pin, then back at me.
  18. 0:38"Luke," she whispered.
  19. 0:40"I'm so sorry. I didn't know where else
  20. 0:42to go but you."
  21. 0:44I stared at her, then at the fern.
  22. 0:47"Is the plant also staying?"
  23. 0:50She let out a shaky laugh that turned
  24. 0:52halfway into a sob.
  25. 0:54"His name is Gerald."
  26. 0:56"Okay," I said and stepped aside.
  27. 0:59"Gerald can come in too."
  28. 1:02My name is Luke Carter. I'm 31 years old
  29. 1:05and I own Carter's Bakery, a little
  30. 1:07corner shop in downtown Savannah,
  31. 1:09Georgia.
  32. 1:10I live in the apartment right above it.
  33. 1:13Every morning at 4:00 a.m. I go
  34. 1:14downstairs and make cinnamon rolls,
  35. 1:17biscuits, sourdough, and peach hand
  36. 1:19pies. And every morning the whole block
  37. 1:22smells like butter and sugar.
  38. 1:25It's a simple life. I like simple.
  39. 1:28Two years ago my life was not simple.
  40. 1:31Two years ago I was dating Brianna
  41. 1:33Hayes.
  42. 1:34Brianna was beautiful, loud, and
  43. 1:36exhausting.
  44. 1:38We dated for almost two years.
  45. 1:40Then one day, 14 months ago, she told me
  46. 1:43she'd been spending time with her
  47. 1:45personal trainer, Chad.
  48. 1:47That was the end of that.
  49. 1:49And Olivia was her best friend, her
  50. 1:51roommate, the quiet one.
  51. 1:54When I was with Brianna, Olivia was
  52. 1:56always around, at dinners, at parties,
  53. 1:59on their couch on Sunday nights watching
  54. 2:01cooking shows, Briana would talk over
  55. 2:04everybody. Olivia would sit in the
  56. 2:06corner and laugh at my jokes, even the
  57. 2:08bad ones, especially the bad ones.
  58. 2:11She was an ER nurse, night shifts. Every
  59. 2:14Tuesday she'd stop by the bakery on her
  60. 2:16way to work, and every Tuesday I'd have
  61. 2:19a lemon blueberry muffin waiting for
  62. 2:21her, her favorite.
  63. 2:23I never told anybody I made them only on
  64. 2:25Tuesdays.
  65. 2:27After Briana and I broke up, Olivia sent
  66. 2:29me one text.
  67. 2:31I'm so sorry, Luke. You deserved so much
  68. 2:33better.
  69. 2:34I never answered it. I was too angry and
  70. 2:37too embarrassed, and she stopped coming
  71. 2:39in on Tuesdays.
  72. 2:41I hadn't seen her in 14 months.
  73. 2:43Now she was standing in my living room
  74. 2:45at midnight holding a fern named Gerald.
  75. 2:49Sit down, I said. I'll make you some
  76. 2:51tea.
  77. 2:52She sat on the edge of my couch with the
  78. 2:54fern in her lap like a security blanket.
  79. 2:57I made chamomile with honey.
  80. 2:59When I handed it to her, she held it
  81. 3:01with both hands and stared into it.
  82. 3:04Olivia, I said gently, what happened?
  83. 3:07Briana kicked me out.
  84. 3:09Tonight?
  85. 3:10About two hours ago. I came home from a
  86. 3:1312-hour shift and my suitcase was
  87. 3:15already packed, sitting in the hallway.
  88. 3:18Gerald was next to it. Her voice
  89. 3:21wobbled.
  90. 3:22She packed my plant, Luke. She was so
  91. 3:25angry, but she still packed my plant. I
  92. 3:28don't [snorts] even know how to feel
  93. 3:29about that.
  94. 3:30Why? What happened?
  95. 3:32Olivia looked at me for a long moment,
  96. 3:35then she looked away.
  97. 3:37We had a fight.
  98. 3:39About what?
  99. 3:40Something stupid.
  100. 3:42Stupid enough to kick you out at 10:00
  101. 3:44at night?
  102. 3:45She bit her lip.
  103. 3:47Can I not tell you just for tonight?
  104. 3:50I studied her. There was something in
  105. 3:52her face I didn't understand, something
  106. 3:55embarrassed, almost scared.
  107. 3:58Okay, I said. You don't have to tell me
  108. 4:00anything tonight.
  109. 4:02She let out a breath.
  110. 4:03Thank you.
  111. 4:05But I have questions about Gerald.
  112. 4:08She smiled for the first time.
  113. 4:10What kind of questions?
  114. 4:12Why is he named Gerald?
  115. 4:14Because he looks like a Gerald. Look at
  116. 4:17him. He's very dignified, like an old
  117. 4:19man at a country club.
  118. 4:21I looked at the fern. It did kind of
  119. 4:24look like a Gerald.
  120. 4:25Why did you come here out of everybody?
  121. 4:28She was quiet for a long time. Then she
  122. 4:31said, my mom is in Ohio. My sister has
  123. 4:34three kids and a one bedroom. My other
  124. 4:37friends are all Brianna's friends.
  125. 4:40She paused.
  126. 4:41And you were the first person I thought
  127. 4:43of.
  128. 4:44Me? We haven't talked in 14 months.
  129. 4:48I know. She looked down into her tea.
  130. 4:51You were still the first person I
  131. 4:53thought of.
  132. 4:54You can stay as long as you need, I
  133. 4:56said.
  134. 4:57I'll find a place a few days, I promise.
  135. 5:01Olivia, stay as long as you need.
  136. 5:04She looked up at me with wet eyes.
  137. 5:06Why are you being so nice to me? I'm
  138. 5:09Brianna's friend.
  139. 5:11You were never just Brianna's friend.
  140. 5:13You were the only one at those dinners
  141. 5:15who laughed at my jokes.
  142. 5:17Your jokes were terrible.
  143. 5:19See? You're still doing it.
  144. 5:22She laughed, really laughed, and it was
  145. 5:24the best sound my apartment had heard in
  146. 5:2714 months.
  147. 5:29I gave her my bed. She argued. I won. I
  148. 5:32put clean sheets on, gave her an extra
  149. 5:34pillow, and set Gerald on the windowsill
  150. 5:37so, as she put it, he could see the
  151. 5:40city.
  152. 5:41I slept on the couch, or tried to.
  153. 5:44Mostly I stared at the ceiling and
  154. 5:46thought about the way she said, you were
  155. 5:48still the first person I thought of.
  156. 5:51At 4:00 a.m. my alarm went off. I went
  157. 5:53downstairs to the bakery like I always
  158. 5:55do, turned on the ovens, and started
  159. 5:58mixing dough.
  160. 5:59At 4:30 I heard the back stairs creak.
  161. 6:03Olivia was standing in the bakery
  162. 6:05doorway in pajama pants covered in
  163. 6:07little cartoon avocados and a big
  164. 6:09sweatshirt that said Savannah General
  165. 6:12ER.
  166. 6:13What is that smell? Is that heaven? Did
  167. 6:17I die?
  168. 6:18Cinnamon rolls.
  169. 6:20I'm moving in permanently.
  170. 6:22I laughed. Go back to bed. It's 4:30.
  171. 6:26I can't sleep. I work nights. My body
  172. 6:28thinks it's lunchtime. She shuffled over
  173. 6:31to the counter and sat on a stool.
  174. 6:33Can I watch?
  175. 6:34You can help. She perked up. Really?
  176. 6:38I handed her an apron. She put it
  177. 6:40backwards. I turned her around by the
  178. 6:42shoulders and tied it properly. My
  179. 6:44fingers brushed the back of her neck.
  180. 6:47She went very still.
  181. 6:49There, I said quietly. Now you look like
  182. 6:52a baker.
  183. 6:53I look like a nurse in avocado pants.
  184. 6:56A baking nurse, very rare.
  185. 6:59I put a big ball of dough on the floured
  186. 7:01counter in front of her.
  187. 7:03Biscuits, knead it like this.
  188. 7:06She pushed at it with her fingertips
  189. 7:08like it might bite her.
  190. 7:10No, no, use your palms like you mean it.
  191. 7:13Here, I stepped behind her, reached
  192. 7:15around and put my hands over hers on the
  193. 7:18dough.
  194. 7:19Push forward, fold it back,
  195. 7:21turn
  196. 7:22again.
  197. 7:23>> We kneaded together. Her back was
  198. 7:25against my chest. Her hair smelled like
  199. 7:28hospital soap and vanilla.
  200. 7:30Neither of us said anything for a long
  201. 7:32moment.
  202. 7:34You're good at this, she said softly.
  203. 7:37I've been doing it a long time.
  204. 7:39Kneading dough? Sure, kneading dough.
  205. 7:43She turned her head just slightly. Our
  206. 7:46faces were very close. I could see the
  207. 7:48little freckle under her left eye. I'd
  208. 7:51never noticed it before, or maybe I had
  209. 7:54and I'd made myself stop noticing.
  210. 7:56Then the oven timer went off, loud and
  211. 7:59sharp, and she jumped so hard she put a
  212. 8:01print of flour right on my cheek. She
  213. 8:04gasped. Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry.
  214. 8:08You did that on purpose. I did not. I
  215. 8:11picked up a pinch of flour and dropped
  216. 8:13it right on top of her head.
  217. 8:15Her mouth fell open.
  218. 8:17Luke Carter.
  219. 8:19Oops.
  220. 8:20Five minutes later, there was flour on
  221. 8:22the walls, flour on the ceiling fan, and
  222. 8:25flour in places flour should never be.
  223. 8:28Olivia was laughing so hard she had to
  224. 8:31sit on the floor. I was leaning against
  225. 8:33the counter, wheezing. Your cinnamon
  226. 8:36rolls, she gasped, pointing at the oven.
  227. 8:39I pulled them out just in time, golden,
  228. 8:42perfect.
  229. 8:43She looked up at me from the floor,
  230. 8:45covered in flour from head to toe, still
  231. 8:48laughing, and I thought,
  232. 8:50I am in very big trouble.
  233. 8:53At 6 o'clock, I flipped the sign to
  234. 8:55open. Olivia ran upstairs to shower.
  235. 8:58When she came back down, her hair was
  236. 9:00wet and she was wearing jeans and a soft
  237. 9:03blue t-shirt.
  238. 9:04On the counter, right by the register,
  239. 9:06was a lemon blueberry muffin on a little
  240. 9:09plate with a napkin.
  241. 9:11She stopped and stared at it.
  242. 9:14It's Wednesday, she said slowly.
  243. 9:17I know.
  244. 9:18You only make them on Tuesdays.
  245. 9:21I froze.
  246. 9:22How do you know that?
  247. 9:24She looked at me. Her cheeks went pink.
  248. 9:28Because I asked your old cashier a long
  249. 9:30time ago. She said you only make them on
  250. 9:33Tuesdays, and I came in every Tuesday.
  251. 9:36I only made them on Tuesdays, I said
  252. 9:39quietly, because you came in every
  253. 9:41Tuesday.
  254. 9:43The bakery was completely silent except
  255. 9:45for the hum of the display case.
  256. 9:47Then the bell over the door jingled.
  257. 9:49Mrs. Alvarez, my 70-year-old regular,
  258. 9:52walked in for her morning biscuit,
  259. 9:54looked at the two of us standing there
  260. 9:56and said,
  261. 9:57Oh good, Luke finally got a girlfriend.
  262. 10:01She's not, I started. I'm not, Olivia
  263. 10:03started. Mrs. Alvarez waved her hand.
  264. 10:06Sure, sure. One biscuit, honey, extra
  265. 10:09butter.
  266. 10:10Olivia
  267. 10:11that week and the next. She worked her
  268. 10:13night shifts at the hospital. She came
  269. 10:15home at 7:30 in the morning, ate a lemon
  270. 10:18blueberry muffin at my counter, slept
  271. 10:21until 3:00, then came downstairs and
  272. 10:23helped me in the bakery until her next
  273. 10:25shift. Customers started asking for her
  274. 10:28by name. She was terrible at the
  275. 10:30register. She told a little boy the
  276. 10:32cookies were basically vegetables, but
  277. 10:35everybody loved her.
  278. 10:37On Thursday night at 3:00 in the
  279. 10:38morning, I couldn't sleep, so I drove a
  280. 10:41box of fresh cinnamon rolls to the ER at
  281. 10:44Savannah General.
  282. 10:45When Olivia came out to the waiting room
  283. 10:47in her scrubs and saw me holding that
  284. 10:49box, her whole face lit up.
  285. 10:52Luke, what are you doing here? It's 3:00
  286. 10:55in the morning.
  287. 10:56I'm up at 4:00 anyway, figured your team
  288. 10:58might be hungry. Three other nurses
  289. 11:01appeared behind her like they'd smelled
  290. 11:03the cinnamon from across the building.
  291. 11:05One of them, an older nurse named
  292. 11:07Denise, looked me up and down and said,
  293. 11:09So this is the bakery guy. Olivia turned
  294. 11:13bright red. Denise, what? You talk about
  295. 11:16him on every break. I do not.
  296. 11:19Honey, you said he smells like cinnamon
  297. 11:22and you'd marry him just for his
  298. 11:23biscuits.
  299. 11:25Olivia grabbed the box out of my hands,
  300. 11:27shoved it at Denise, and pushed her back
  301. 11:29through the double doors. Then she
  302. 11:31turned around and looked at me with her
  303. 11:33face on fire.
  304. 11:34I never said that.
  305. 11:37About my biscuits?
  306. 11:38I'm going to go stand in traffic now. I
  307. 11:41laughed. Then I stepped closer.
  308. 11:43Olivia.
  309. 11:44What?
  310. 11:45For the record, I think about your laugh
  311. 11:48about 40 times a day.
  312. 11:50She stopped. She looked up at me with
  313. 11:52big hazel eyes.
  314. 11:5540? She whispered. Maybe 50. I lose
  315. 11:58count around lunch.
  316. 12:00Her lips parted. She took a small step
  317. 12:02toward me, and then the ER doors flew
  318. 12:05open behind her and someone yelled,
  319. 12:07Parker, we need you in bay four. She
  320. 12:10looked at me, frustrated and flustered.
  321. 12:13I have to go.
  322. 12:14Go save lives. I'll see you at 7:30.
  323. 12:17Lemon blueberry?
  324. 12:19Always. She ran back through the doors,
  325. 12:21but just before they closed, she turned
  326. 12:24around and smiled at me. And I drove
  327. 12:26home with that smile in my head the
  328. 12:28whole way.
  329. 12:30On Saturday night, Olivia had the night
  330. 12:32off. We closed the bakery at 6:00. I
  331. 12:35made dinner upstairs, shrimp and grits,
  332. 12:37my grandmother's recipe.
  333. 12:39We ate on my little balcony, looking out
  334. 12:42over the old oak trees and the street
  335. 12:44lights.
  336. 12:45So, she said, twirling her fork, can I
  337. 12:48ask you something?
  338. 12:50Anything.
  339. 12:51Did you ever think about me back then
  340. 12:54when you were with Brianna?
  341. 12:56I put my fork down. She deserved the
  342. 12:58truth.
  343. 12:59I never crossed the line, I said slowly.
  344. 13:02Not once. Not even in my head. Not
  345. 13:05really. I was with Brianna and I was
  346. 13:07loyal to her.
  347. 13:09I paused.
  348. 13:10But I noticed you. I noticed you always
  349. 13:13sad in the corner. I noticed you were
  350. 13:15the only one who asked how my day was. I
  351. 13:18noticed you'd stay late and help me with
  352. 13:20the dishes while everybody else was in
  353. 13:21the living room. And every Tuesday when
  354. 13:24you walked into my bakery, I noticed my
  355. 13:26whole morning got better.
  356. 13:28She was very quiet.
  357. 13:30Is that bad? I asked.
  358. 13:33No, she whispered. It's not bad.
  359. 13:36Your turn. Why did Brianna really kick
  360. 13:39you out?
  361. 13:40The color drained from her face. She
  362. 13:42looked down at her plate.
  363. 13:44>> Luke, you don't have to tell me.
  364. 13:47>> I know. She swallowed hard.
  365. 13:49I just I'm not ready. Please give me a
  366. 13:53little more time.
  367. 13:54>> Okay, I said. And I meant it.
  368. 13:57But I didn't have to wait long because
  369. 14:00the next morning Brianna walked into my
  370. 14:02bakery. It was 8:00 on a Sunday. The
  371. 14:06place was full. Olivia was upstairs,
  372. 14:09asleep, and Brianna came through the
  373. 14:11door in big sunglasses in a gym outfit,
  374. 14:14marched straight up to the counter and
  375. 14:16took her sunglasses off.
  376. 14:19Hello, Luke. Brianna.
  377. 14:21Is she here?
  378. 14:22Who? Don't play dumb. Olivia. Her car is
  379. 14:26parked back out.
  380. 14:28I crossed my arms. She's asleep. She
  381. 14:31worked all week. Brianna laughed, a
  382. 14:33short, sharp laugh. Did she tell you why
  383. 14:37I kicked her out?
  384. 14:38No, and she doesn't have to.
  385. 14:41Oh, I think you should know. She reached
  386. 14:43into her giant purse and pulled out a
  387. 14:46little purple notebook. She slapped it
  388. 14:48down on my counter right next to the
  389. 14:50peach hand pies.
  390. 14:52I found this under her mattress when I
  391. 14:55was looking for my phone charger.
  392. 14:58I didn't touch it. That's her private
  393. 15:00journal, Brianna.
  394. 15:02Two years of it, Luke. Two years. Her
  395. 15:06voice got louder. Every customer in the
  396. 15:09bakery turned to look.
  397. 15:11Luke laughed at my joke today. Luke made
  398. 15:14me lemon muffins again. Luke looked so
  399. 15:17sad tonight. I wish I could hug him.
  400. 15:20I think I'm in love with my best
  401. 15:22friend's boyfriend, and I hate myself
  402. 15:25for it.
  403. 15:26The whole bakery went silent. My heart
  404. 15:29stopped.
  405. 15:31She's been in love with you since the
  406. 15:33day I brought you home while I was
  407. 15:36dating you in my apartment.
  408. 15:40Brianna, I said quietly. You cheated on
  409. 15:43me with a guy named Chad.
  410. 15:46A woman at table three snorted in her
  411. 15:48coffee. Brianna's face turned red.
  412. 15:52That's not the point. It's a little bit
  413. 15:54the point.
  414. 15:56And that's when I heard the back stairs
  415. 15:58creak.
  416. 15:59Olivia was standing in the doorway,
  417. 16:01avocado pajama pants, hair a mess, her
  418. 16:05face completely white. She was staring
  419. 16:07at the purple notebook on my counter.
  420. 16:10She'd heard everything.
  421. 16:12Olivia, I said.
  422. 16:14She looked at me, then at Brianna, then
  423. 16:17at all the customers staring at her, her
  424. 16:20eyes filled with tears.
  425. 16:22Then she turned around and ran back up
  426. 16:24the stairs.
  427. 16:26Olivia, wait.
  428. 16:27Brianna picked up the notebook and
  429. 16:29stuffed it back into her purse. You're
  430. 16:32welcome, she said and walked out.
  431. 16:35I ran upstairs. Olivia was already
  432. 16:38throwing clothes into her suitcase,
  433. 16:40fast. Her hands were shaking. Olivia,
  434. 16:43stop.
  435. 16:44I'm so sorry, Luke. Tears were running
  436. 16:47down her face. I'm so, so sorry. I never
  437. 16:51wanted you to know, not like that, not
  438. 16:54in front of everybody.
  439. 16:55Olivia,
  440. 16:57you're not a terrible person. Yes, I am.
  441. 17:01She zipped the suitcase. The broken
  442. 17:03wheel wobbled. I'll get a motel. I'm
  443. 17:06sorry. Thank you for everything. She
  444. 17:08grabbed Gerald off the windowsill.
  445. 17:10Please don't follow me. And she was
  446. 17:13gone, down the back stairs, out to her
  447. 17:16car,
  448. 17:17gone.
  449. 17:18I stood there in my empty apartment,
  450. 17:20flour on my shirt, my heart pounding.
  451. 17:23Then I saw something on my bed, a
  452. 17:26post-it note, pink, stuck to my pillow.
  453. 17:29It said in her small, neat nurse's
  454. 17:32handwriting,
  455. 17:33thank you for the muffins, all of them,
  456. 17:36every Tuesday. Oh.
  457. 17:39That did it.
  458. 17:41I went downstairs, flipped the sign to
  459. 17:43closed on a Sunday morning for the first
  460. 17:46time in five years, told my assistant
  461. 17:49baker to give everybody free cinnamon
  462. 17:51rolls, and grabbed my keys.
  463. 17:53So I thought about it. Where would
  464. 17:55Olivia go when she was upset? And then I
  465. 17:58remembered something she'd said years
  466. 18:00ago at one of Brianna's dinners.
  467. 18:02Somebody had asked everyone where they
  468. 18:04went to think, and Olivia, quietly from
  469. 18:07the corner, said, the fountain in
  470. 18:10Forsyth Park. I sit on the bench on the
  471. 18:13north side of the fountain and watch the
  472. 18:15water. It makes my head quiet.
  473. 18:18Nobody else had been listening.
  474. 18:21I had.
  475. 18:22I found her 20 minutes later, on a bench
  476. 18:25on the north side of the fountain,
  477. 18:27suitcase next to her, Gerald in her lap,
  478. 18:30watching the water with red eyes.
  479. 18:33I sat down next to her. She didn't look
  480. 18:35at me.
  481. 18:36How did you find me? she whispered.
  482. 18:39You told me once, three years ago.
  483. 18:42Nobody else was listening.
  484. 18:44She turned and stared at me.
  485. 18:47You remembered that.
  486. 18:49I remember everything you've ever said
  487. 18:52to me, Olivia. That's kind of the
  488. 18:54problem.
  489. 18:55She looked back at the fountain. Tears
  490. 18:58slid down her cheeks. I'm so
  491. 19:00embarrassed, she whispered. She read it
  492. 19:03out loud in front of Mrs. Alvarez.
  493. 19:06Mrs. Alvarez has been married four
  494. 19:08times. She's not judging anybody.
  495. 19:10Olivia laughed, a broken little laugh,
  496. 19:13and wiped her face.
  497. 19:14I turned toward her on the bench.
  498. 19:16Can I tell you something now? My turn to
  499. 19:19be embarrassing?
  500. 19:20She nodded slowly.
  501. 19:22For two years, I made lemon blueberry
  502. 19:25muffins every Tuesday, only Tuesdays. Do
  503. 19:28you know why?
  504. 19:30Because you came in on Tuesdays.
  505. 19:32Because you came in on Tuesdays. And I
  506. 19:35told myself it was just good customer
  507. 19:37service, that I was just being nice to
  508. 19:39my girlfriend's best friend.
  509. 19:41I took a breath.
  510. 19:42But after Brianna and I broke up, you
  511. 19:45stopped coming in, and I kept making
  512. 19:47them anyway, every Tuesday for 14
  513. 19:50months, lemon blueberry, just in case.
  514. 19:53Olivia's hand flew to her mouth.
  515. 19:56I gave most of them to Mrs. Alvarez.
  516. 19:59She's gained 6 lbs. It's your fault. She
  517. 20:02laughed through her tears.
  518. 20:04Olivia, you're not a terrible person.
  519. 20:06You never did anything, you never said
  520. 20:09anything, you never crossed a line. You
  521. 20:11sat in a corner for two years and kept
  522. 20:14your feelings in a notebook because you
  523. 20:16were loyal to a friend who didn't
  524. 20:17deserve it.
  525. 20:19I took her hand.
  526. 20:20And when that friend kicked you out at
  527. 20:2210:00 at night, you came to me. Do you
  528. 20:25know what that told me?
  529. 20:27That I'm pathetic? That you trusted me
  530. 20:30more than anybody else in the world.
  531. 20:32She stared at me. Her lips trembled.
  532. 20:36I didn't plan it, she whispered. I
  533. 20:38swear. I was standing in that parking
  534. 20:40lot with my suitcase and Gerald, and I
  535. 20:43just drove. And when I looked up, I was
  536. 20:46at your door.
  537. 20:47I'm glad you were.
  538. 20:49Why?
  539. 20:50Because I've been waiting for you to
  540. 20:52walk back into my bakery for 14 months,
  541. 20:55and I didn't even realize what I was
  542. 20:57waiting for until you showed up at
  543. 20:59midnight with a fern.
  544. 21:01She laughed and cried at the same time.
  545. 21:04Gerald wobbled in her lap.
  546. 21:06Luke, she whispered, what are we doing?
  547. 21:10I don't know, but I know I don't want
  548. 21:12you in a motel. I know I don't want you
  549. 21:14to stop coming in on Tuesdays, and I
  550. 21:16know I've wanted to kiss you since you
  551. 21:18put a handprint of flour on my face.
  552. 21:21Her breath caught.
  553. 21:23Can I? I asked softly.
  554. 21:26She looked at me for a long moment, her
  555. 21:28hazel eyes wet and wide and full of
  556. 21:30everything she'd written in that purple
  557. 21:32notebook for two years.
  558. 21:35You'd better, she whispered. I've been
  559. 21:37waiting a lot longer than you.
  560. 21:40I cupped your face in my hands and
  561. 21:41kissed her right there by the fountain
  562. 21:44in Forsyth Park with the water splashing
  563. 21:46and the Spanish moss swaying in the old
  564. 21:49oak trees and Gerald squished between
  565. 21:51us.
  566. 21:52She kissed me back slowly at first, like
  567. 21:54she couldn't believe it was real. Then
  568. 21:56her fingers slid into my hair and she
  569. 21:58pulled me closer, and the kiss went warm
  570. 22:01and sweet and deep, like two years of
  571. 22:04Tuesdays finally getting an answer.
  572. 22:07When we pulled apart, she rested her
  573. 22:09forehead against mine.
  574. 22:11That was better than I wrote it, she
  575. 22:13whispered.
  576. 22:14You wrote about kissing me?
  577. 22:17Her eyes went wide.
  578. 22:18No?
  579. 22:20Olivia Parker.
  580. 22:22Page 47. Don't ask.
  581. 22:25I laughed so hard a family walking by
  582. 22:28stared at us.
  583. 22:29She came home with me that afternoon.
  584. 22:31Suitcase, Gerald, and a smile she
  585. 22:34couldn't stop smiling.
  586. 22:36Things didn't get perfect overnight.
  587. 22:38Brianna didn't speak to Olivia for
  588. 22:40months. Olivia cried about it more than
  589. 22:42once, and I held her every time. But
  590. 22:45slowly she started building a life that
  591. 22:47was hers, a new apartment three blocks
  592. 22:49from the bakery. Denise became her best
  593. 22:51friend and my biggest fan. And every
  594. 22:54Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday,
  595. 22:56and Saturday morning at 7:30, Olivia
  596. 22:59walked through my bakery door after her
  597. 23:01shift, sat at my counter, and ate a
  598. 23:03lemon blueberry muffin.
  599. 23:05Because I started making them every
  600. 23:08single day.
  601. 23:09I even put them on the chalkboard menu
  602. 23:11by the register under a new name, The
  603. 23:14Olivia.
  604. 23:15Mrs. Alvarez orders two every morning.
  605. 23:17She says it's for her heart.
  606. 23:20Six months later, Brianna came into the
  607. 23:22bakery one more time. She looked at
  608. 23:24Olivia for a long moment and said
  609. 23:26quietly,
  610. 23:28I wasn't really angry at you. I was
  611. 23:30angry because you were a better friend
  612. 23:32than me.
  613. 23:33Then she bought a cinnamon roll, said,
  614. 23:35take care of Gerald, and left.
  615. 23:38It wasn't forgiveness, but it was a
  616. 23:39start.
  617. 23:41One year after the night Olivia knocked
  618. 23:43on my door, I asked her to meet me at
  619. 23:45the bakery at 7:30 in the morning, right
  620. 23:47after her shift. She walked in tired in
  621. 23:50her pink scrubs, her hair in a messy
  622. 23:52bun.
  623. 23:53She stopped in the doorway.
  624. 23:55The whole bakery was full of people.
  625. 23:58Denise, Mrs. Alvarez, her sister from
  626. 24:00Ohio who flew in with all three kids,
  627. 24:03half the ER staff. And the chalkboard
  628. 24:05menu by the register didn't list muffins
  629. 24:08anymore.
  630. 24:09In big white letters, it said,
  631. 24:11Olivia, I didn't know where else to go
  632. 24:14but you. Will you marry me?
  633. 24:16Olivia covered her mouth with both
  634. 24:18hands. I came around the counter holding
  635. 24:21a lemon blueberry muffin on a plate.
  636. 24:23Sitting right on top of it, nestled in
  637. 24:25the sugar crumble, was a ring.
  638. 24:28I got down on one knee on the flowery
  639. 24:30floor.
  640. 24:31Olivia Parker, a year ago, you showed up
  641. 24:34at my door at midnight with a broken
  642. 24:36suitcase and a fern and said you didn't
  643. 24:39know where else to go.
  644. 24:41I want to spend the rest of my life
  645. 24:42being the place you go every Tuesday,
  646. 24:46every day,
  647. 24:47forever.
  648. 24:48Will you marry me?
  649. 24:50She was crying so hard she could barely
  650. 24:52breathe. Denise was crying. Mrs. Alvarez
  651. 24:55was crying into her biscuit.
  652. 24:58Yes, she finally said. Yes, yes, yes, a
  653. 25:02thousand times yes.
  654. 25:04I slid the ring on her finger. She
  655. 25:06pulled me up and kissed me in the middle
  656. 25:08of the bakery with everybody cheering
  657. 25:10and Mrs. Alvarez yelled, I knew it. I
  658. 25:13said it the first week.
  659. 25:15We got married the next spring under the
  660. 25:17oak trees in Forsyth Park right next to
  661. 25:20the fountain. The wedding cake was three
  662. 25:22tiers of lemon blueberry. I made it
  663. 25:24myself. Gerald sat in the front row in a
  664. 25:27little pot wrapped with a white ribbon.
  665. 25:29Olivia insisted he was family.
  666. 25:32And when Olivia moved her things into
  667. 25:34the apartment above the bakery for good,
  668. 25:36she showed up at my door with that same
  669. 25:38old suitcase, the one with the broken
  670. 25:40wheel, Gerald in her other arm. She
  671. 25:43looked up at me with a teasing smile and
  672. 25:45said, I didn't know where else to go but
  673. 25:47you.
  674. 25:48And I took the suitcase, kissed her and
  675. 25:51said, good because you're home.
  676. 25:54So tell me, have you ever fallen for
  677. 25:56someone you were never supposed to or
  678. 25:59has someone ever shown up at your door
  679. 26:01when they had nowhere else to go? Share
  680. 26:03your story in the comments and if this
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  683. 26:09one.

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