MrBeast: If You Want To Be Liked, Don't Help People & I Lost Tens Of Millions On Beast Games! — Transcript
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- 0:00[Music]
- 0:00there's a reason no one makes videos
- 0:01like me because no one wants to live the
- 0:03life I live or be in my head they they
- 0:04would be miserable are you
- 0:06happy
- 0:09um I I'm going to be honest so far more
- 0:13unhappy than happy well has it ever
- 0:15crossed your mind to quit YouTube as a
- 0:17whole oh yeah of course really yeah are
- 0:20you oh
- 0:24boy Mr Beast Mr Beast Mr Beast he is the
- 0:28biggest YouTuber on the planet and he's
- 0:30building Empires I mean is there
- 0:32anything this man can't do your business
- 0:34Empire is much bigger than most people
- 0:35realize yeah I mean I'm only 26 and we
- 0:38have the largest YouTube channel in the
- 0:39world and Beast games is going to
- 0:40shatter some pretty crazy records and we
- 0:42do nine figures and feasts but a lot of
- 0:44that stems from being a very confused
- 0:46child that's not fitting in that feels
- 0:47like a freak plus I really wanted to
- 0:49take care of my mom because when I was
- 0:5111 we literally went bankrupt and lost
- 0:53everything luckily it worked out and
- 0:55it's because I'm really good at
- 0:56obsessing over one thing more than
- 0:58anyone else on the planet like us 10
- 1:00millions of dollars zombies games but
- 1:01it's about making season one as good as
- 1:02possible and I just really love solving
- 1:04complex problems like how many kids do
- 1:06you think are in child labor in West
- 1:07Africa just on Coco Farms it's 1.5
- 1:09million and so with febles we were
- 1:11trying to get over a million kids out of
- 1:12child labor but the ironic part is the
- 1:14more I help people the more I get like
- 1:17I've read over 5,000 messages telling me
- 1:19to kill myself I mean there's definitely
- 1:21times where I would cry but if my mental
- 1:23health was a party I wouldn't be as
- 1:24successful as I am this is the price you
- 1:26have to pay but when is enough enough
- 1:27honestly
- 1:32this has always blown my mind a little
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- 2:00[Music]
- 2:03Jimmy we've really just only met and you
- 2:05are already to me a bit of a Rubik's
- 2:08Cube okay in so many ways and I've been
- 2:12trying to piece the pieces together to
- 2:15understand the the uniqueness of you
- 2:17because you're so unbelievably unique we
- 2:20just drove over here in the car and
- 2:21hearing you speak about the way that you
- 2:23view life and speaking to you yesterday
- 2:25on the phone I've I've interviewed
- 2:27hundreds and hundreds of people and I've
- 2:29never ever met someone who has the
- 2:31perspective on life that you have you
- 2:32you are truly
- 2:34unique what do I need to understand
- 2:36about your earliest years to understand
- 2:40who you are oh boy um yeah my earliest
- 2:44years
- 2:46I I'm just stubborn man I just never
- 2:49give up I mean there was there's no
- 2:51world where I ever would have quit I
- 2:53just I I mean we're just jumping right
- 2:55into it it's a great no intro or
- 2:57anything just boom this how you hold
- 2:59people um when I was 11 I just said I'm
- 3:01going to be a YouTuber I'm going to die
- 3:02trying and I meant it and there was like
- 3:05even if no one still watches my videos
- 3:06to this day I would still be going um
- 3:08and so people hate it but I'm just the
- 3:10most competitive stubborn person you'll
- 3:12ever meet and I just never give up where
- 3:14did that come from I have no idea to be
- 3:16honest it honestly it feels like it was
- 3:18just in my DNA and my bloodstream my Mom
- 3:21hated it growing up we'd always argue
- 3:23and like you know she has this thing
- 3:24where like once Jimmy sets his mind to
- 3:26something he just never stops and it
- 3:28would always piss her off CU when it was
- 3:30YouTube and she wanted me to be studying
- 3:32or things like that but I really don't
- 3:34know it's it's just always been how I am
- 3:35and I think a lot of people have these
- 3:37weird Tendencies and they tend to like
- 3:39try to like uh unlearn them and like I
- 3:42had phases in my life where I was like
- 3:43am I too extreme like people are very
- 3:46intimidated by me because I just am so
- 3:48obsessed with work and I'm so Allin and
- 3:50like is this like unhealthy should I try
- 3:53to be more like a normal human
- 3:54especially when I was a teenager it's a
- 3:56lot easier it's funny when when you're
- 3:58making lots of money it's like admirable
- 4:00it's respectable it's like look those
- 4:02are traits we want but when you're not
- 4:04successful you know you're a lunatic
- 4:06when you have all these traits and so
- 4:09back then I'd occasionally be like man
- 4:11like should I try to be more normal but
- 4:13I just could never do it anytime I tried
- 4:15to I mean i' I've mentioned this before
- 4:17but one of the like things that like I
- 4:20have a memory of that like really is
- 4:21burned in my brain is like people one
- 4:23time like a high schooler told me when I
- 4:25was in Middle School like all you do is
- 4:26talk about YouTube like do like know how
- 4:28to do anything else like like you're
- 4:30just like a freak and I tried to like
- 4:32watch South Park you know cuz that's
- 4:34what a lot of people in my school watch
- 4:35to fit in and I just couldn't I was like
- 4:37this is such a waste of time I don't
- 4:40like I could be working right now and I
- 4:42tried to do all these things to like fit
- 4:43in and I eventually just like stopped
- 4:45talking because I just didn't relate to
- 4:46anyone and um people used to call me
- 4:49mute like one of my teachers literally
- 4:51asked like if I was mute like cuz that's
- 4:54how little I spoke because no one in the
- 4:56school I went to was entrepreneurial or
- 4:58one to build businesses and I just
- 4:59didn't want to do anything else and um
- 5:02yeah eventually I started to succeed
- 5:04found other lunatics and now life's
- 5:05great but you know I like to tell the
- 5:07story when I'm on podcast because if you
- 5:09have a younger viewer who's in that same
- 5:10spot you're not the problem it's your
- 5:12environment and you just got to put
- 5:14yourself in a better environment what
- 5:16about your parents mom and dad you talk
- 5:18about your mother a lot yeah um no I I
- 5:22don't I didn't get it from them what
- 5:25what influence did they both have on you
- 5:27um well I don't really talk about my dad
- 5:30much that's you know a long story don't
- 5:33need to get into it but my mom
- 5:34honestly it was it wasn't it's great now
- 5:37me and my mom have a phenomenal
- 5:39relationship but on the come up it was
- 5:40it was pretty rough because in 2008 they
- 5:43were over leverag so we literally went
- 5:45bankrupt and so they they you know had
- 5:48properties that they used to get other
- 5:50properties and then when everything
- 5:51collapsed they lost basically everything
- 5:53and so my mom was working two jobs and
- 5:55you know barely getting by and so we
- 5:57like I I didn't see her that much
- 5:59because when I I was coming home from
- 6:00school she was doing her second job so
- 6:02it was a lot because she was a single
- 6:04mom raising us she's working all the
- 6:07time you know um my I don't talk about a
- 6:11lot of this you know I have Crohn's
- 6:12disease so I was very sick growing up my
- 6:15brother also had issues as well and so
- 6:18you know we're not the healthiest kids
- 6:19in our teenage year she's just trying to
- 6:21get by and take care of us and then you
- 6:23know she comes home and she just has
- 6:25this brat that's being annoying and like
- 6:27I want to be a YouTuber and she's just
- 6:29begging me sometimes she would literally
- 6:30cry and beg me to do homework and I mean
- 6:34I
- 6:34was I was I was like I didn't I didn't
- 6:38mean it in a mean way but I mean I even
- 6:40one time I literally told her if you
- 6:41want my my homework done so bad why
- 6:42don't you just do it you know like
- 6:44that's that's what I told my mom like
- 6:46what am I doing I don't know like I was
- 6:48just like I don't I don't care like I I
- 6:50just want to be successful I want to
- 6:52build businesses and so it was like
- 6:54bless her heart luckily it worked out so
- 6:56now I spoiled her she's great she has
- 6:57her second home anything she could ever
- 6:59one she has and so the first uh thing I
- 7:02did was take you know start paying my
- 7:04mom take care of her once I started
- 7:05making money cuz she gave everything to
- 7:08like get me where I am and I wouldn't be
- 7:09where I am now but it was like it was
- 7:11like me and her spoke different
- 7:13languages when I was younger you know
- 7:14she she didn't want me to end up like
- 7:16them you know and you get screwed and uh
- 7:19not have much money and like the path I
- 7:22was going down was just basically like
- 7:23oh I'm going to be a homeless drug
- 7:24addict and like her brain couldn't
- 7:25compute the world I saw and my brain
- 7:27couldn't compute the world she saw and
- 7:29it was constant friction who was looking
- 7:32after you then if she was busy working
- 7:34and you were at home and your dad's not
- 7:35around who takes care of you uh I just
- 7:39me and my brother we're just there I was
- 7:41just making videos you making videos
- 7:43what age did that start the videos I
- 7:45started at 11 11 yeah so I I I'm 26 now
- 7:48I can't really remember life before
- 7:51YouTube like my earliest memories are
- 7:54basically when I started making videos
- 7:56you said earlier um you don't talk about
- 7:57your dad much yeah
- 8:00you don't have to talk tell me about it
- 8:01but why don't you talk about the your
- 8:03father much ah don't worry about it I
- 8:07know your mom has spoken about him
- 8:08before yeah and it was a bit of a
- 8:10tumultuous relationship yeah exactly
- 8:12they didn't have the best relationship I
- 8:13mean that's a topic for another day
- 8:15honestly kind of a sour way to start it
- 8:18off but yeah it's my mom is great I love
- 8:21my mom she used to cry asking you to do
- 8:24your homework a lot of things she she
- 8:27would cry because I wouldn't put money
- 8:29away when we started making money she
- 8:31would uh she thought it was too risky
- 8:33and I mean the thing is nothing she uh
- 8:36would say was unreasonable right looking
- 8:39back at it she was perfectly reasonable
- 8:41in what she was doing I'm just a
- 8:42deranged lunatic and was way too
- 8:44obsessed with building the business and
- 8:45way too Allin um like it's very cute one
- 8:49time she like when we had I don't
- 8:51remember like some month or made like
- 8:53100 grand and I'm like okay perfect now
- 8:55I can spend 100 Grand this next month on
- 8:56videos and she like took like 5,000 of
- 8:59it and put it away for me in my own bank
- 9:01account without telling me but in case
- 9:02you know I ever went you know was
- 9:04overleveraged or went bankrupt like they
- 9:06did and um I found out about it and uh
- 9:10she's like please don't take this money
- 9:11just let me set aside anything stop
- 9:13spending everything on videos and I was
- 9:15like no this is perfect now I can spend
- 9:17more like this is awesome thank you Mom
- 9:19and like but to me I don't I don't
- 9:21really feel risk like I if anything it
- 9:23like Risk excites me and like I have
- 9:26very high threshold for it um so yeah we
- 9:30just we literally weren't communicating
- 9:31the same language but I don't remember
- 9:32what age it was but eventually after I
- 9:34took enough risks and figured it out my
- 9:36mom just said to me you know what I'm
- 9:37going to trust you like I have faith and
- 9:40everything got so much better after that
- 9:41point when like she stopped staying up
- 9:43all night worrying about me and worrying
- 9:45whether or not I was making the right
- 9:46decision when she's just like Jimmy I
- 9:48trust you I know this you think about
- 9:50this all day like I'm going to just
- 9:51follow your lead and our relationship
- 9:53has been you know perfect ever since
- 9:55then if IID asked 10-year-old Jimmy how
- 9:57are you doing what would what would he
- 9:59have said uh 10 I don't know but if you
- 10:02asked me at like 12 or 13 I probably
- 10:05would have been like [ __ ] like no one
- 10:06watches my videos I just really want to
- 10:08be a YouTuber I um I gotta I gotta make
- 10:12this
- 10:13work why did you want to really be a
- 10:16YouTuber because kids say that but the
- 10:19extent to which you said it and the
- 10:22focus that you had on that particular
- 10:24goal of being a YouTuber CU there's many
- 10:26things you could have focused on you
- 10:27could have been a video game player
- 10:29whatever whatever but YouTube is a
- 10:30particularly interesting thing because
- 10:32you're on camera people are seeing it
- 10:34there's a metric which decides how
- 10:35successful you are um was there any
- 10:38element of the on camera part that
- 10:42was helping to solve for like the
- 10:44feeling of isolation that you you seem
- 10:46to have at that time no Community yeah I
- 10:49think it's more to do with just I I
- 10:52found out that when I was at a young age
- 10:54probably around 11 that there YouTubers
- 10:56that are making hundreds of thousands of
- 10:57dollars a year and I was just like oh
- 10:59that's it like just the money yeah of
- 11:01course because back back then we didn't
- 11:02have money and I really wanted to take
- 11:04care of my mom and and just my family in
- 11:06general so it was like everything it was
- 11:08like this is what I love doing I I've
- 11:10never had as much joy doing something as
- 11:12I do this plus I could see a path where
- 11:14I could actually retire my mom take care
- 11:16of her pay her back for you know all the
- 11:18night she worked so long so we could
- 11:22um live comfortably and things like that
- 11:24so it's just kind of the thing is I've
- 11:27one thing that irks me is when people
- 11:28try to like put someone's motivation
- 11:30into like one little bucket like we're
- 11:32very complex creatures and like you know
- 11:34you have a girlfriend I I I would never
- 11:37say oh you just like her because she's
- 11:38pretty but you like her because she's
- 11:41pretty but you probably also like her
- 11:42because she's smart you probably also
- 11:44like her because you know she's fun to
- 11:45be around she likes similar shows blah
- 11:47blah you probably if we sat here for 10
- 11:49hours you could probably give me a
- 11:50thousand reasons why you like your
- 11:51girlfriend so it's like it's very
- 11:53annoying when people try to put why you
- 11:56like doing a certain job or building a
- 11:58certain business into one bucket oh you
- 12:00just do it because of money what if I do
- 12:01it because I like money and I enjoy it
- 12:04and it's a way to do this and it's a way
- 12:06to communicate with people and community
- 12:07and these other things you know what I
- 12:09mean and I think that's a common flaw we
- 12:10try to do it's like it's not that simple
- 12:13I think it's a lot of people can't
- 12:15understand someone being so relentlessly
- 12:17focused on something with the level of
- 12:19like commitment and sustained commitment
- 12:21that you've shown yeah and so and I
- 12:24don't know how I I agree because it's
- 12:26very weird like how like I have extreme
- 12:31Obsession to the point where like I just
- 12:33think about stuff the same like for me
- 12:35it's much easier to think about
- 12:36something 16 hours a day for seven days
- 12:38straight than it is like to like gear
- 12:39shift constantly I'm like really good at
- 12:41just obsessing over one thing more than
- 12:43anyone else on the planet i' if I were
- 12:45to say what's my superpower it's that I
- 12:47can just obsess endlessly about
- 12:49something and I can just have the same
- 12:51thoughts over and over and over and over
- 12:52again it's it's very weird like it's it
- 12:54was it was it wasn't like it was work
- 12:56for me grinding YouTube for those 10
- 12:58years or whatever where no one was
- 12:59really watching it it's just like kind
- 13:00of who I am it would have had to have
- 13:03been a deep Obsession because you were
- 13:05doing it when no one was really watching
- 13:07or paying attention or really when the
- 13:08platform was there was literally a day
- 13:10when I was uh 19 or 20 where I got I
- 13:15woke up joined a Skype call with my
- 13:17friends and where we like were reverse
- 13:19engineering you know why certain videos
- 13:20do well or whatever and I remember that
- 13:22call being over 18 hours long and then I
- 13:25hung up went to bed woke back up the
- 13:27next day and instantly got back like
- 13:29call and pick back like that was the
- 13:30level of like hours we were putting in I
- 13:33mean I didn't know anything besides just
- 13:35trying to make it happen was that
- 13:37anything else that you showed that level
- 13:38of obsession too so at that age no from
- 13:41I would say from 11 to well 11 to 15 it
- 13:45was a mix of YouTube and baseball but
- 13:47when I turned 15 I got Crohn's and I
- 13:50went from like 190 pounds down to 139 I
- 13:53lost all muscle I had and so I was like
- 13:55all right I'm not playing baseball in
- 13:56college anymore so then I was like [ __ ]
- 13:58it it's just all in on uh YouTube and um
- 14:02and then up until really febles it was
- 14:05basically just YouTube for whatever I
- 14:07never thought I would find like this
- 14:08kind of love for build like I thought it
- 14:10was specifically video making but I have
- 14:13found over like the last two or three
- 14:14years just in general I just enjoy
- 14:16entrepreneurship and I've been really
- 14:17deeply loving getting like obsessed with
- 14:19Feasta and other things and so which was
- 14:21very weird like when I first started a
- 14:24chocolate company it was like kind of a
- 14:26side thing but the more I started to
- 14:27work on it I got a lot of the same high
- 14:29as I got when I was making videos just
- 14:30in different ways and so now I'm like I
- 14:33know way too much about the chocolate
- 14:34industry I'm like it's pretty crazy I
- 14:37never imagined I would have put the
- 14:38thousands of hours I've poured into
- 14:40building feals and so I think just in
- 14:42general it's just I just really love
- 14:44solving consistent complex hard problems
- 14:46I think that's like what gets me out of
- 14:48bed and like the harder the problems the
- 14:50more exciting it is consistent hard
- 14:52problems I want to talk about that and
- 14:53also Feast tables but you mentioned
- 14:54Crohn's disease there and a lot of
- 14:56people don't know what that is and the
- 14:58impact it has on someone's life are you
- 15:00aware of it I am because I had a team
- 15:02member that had it so um in order to
- 15:05help support them at certain times when
- 15:06they had to leave and stuff like that I
- 15:08got a little bit more aware of what it
- 15:09means and what how it impacts you but
- 15:11could you give me your perspective on
- 15:13that yeah so Cron's disease words is
- 15:15when your immune system attacks itself
- 15:17so uh yeah when I was 15 I just started
- 15:20going to the bathroom 8 nine 10 times a
- 15:22day not digesting any food because my GI
- 15:25track is like literally just attacking
- 15:28itself it's very weird your immune
- 15:29system in your gut thinks your gut is a
- 15:32foreign Invader and so it just starts
- 15:33attacking itself which if you're just
- 15:35using the bathroom 10 times a day not
- 15:37digesting food it's why you drop weight
- 15:39rapidly and it hurts like crazy because
- 15:41it gets very inflamed and it feels like
- 15:43someone's stabbing you in the gut with
- 15:44Like a Knife constantly when it's really
- 15:45really bad which is what I had so I lost
- 15:4850 pounds which is crazy because I was
- 15:50already relatively lanky um and we were
- 15:52just trying different medicine and then
- 15:54eventually I'm on a pretty extreme
- 15:56medicine called Remicade where just
- 15:58basically you n your immune system which
- 16:00is why my voice sounds a little off
- 16:01right now CU I just got the flu I got
- 16:04covid six times I got shingles like I
- 16:06get sick all the time because for me to
- 16:09have my GI track stop attacking itself
- 16:11we basically have to shut down my immune
- 16:13system so I have like uh really weak
- 16:15immune system so I just get sick all the
- 16:17time like why I have like random rashes
- 16:19and things like that so it's like it
- 16:22pretty pretty brutal to be honest and
- 16:24then it randomly flares up sometimes and
- 16:26just makes you very sick very tired like
- 16:28I just just live life on hard mode to be
- 16:30honest like if someone like if you wake
- 16:33up and you have energy like you're
- 16:35already Leaps and Bounds ahead of me
- 16:37like I you know it's it's makes things
- 16:39way more difficult and so you still wake
- 16:41up with some days where you don't have
- 16:43energy of course which is really hard to
- 16:44believe for someone who's so productive
- 16:47for everybody looking on yeah it's you
- 16:49just got to really love what you do I
- 16:50mean and push through it it's uh it's
- 16:52pretty brutal because then you compound
- 16:54that with always being sick and I mean
- 16:56yeah like I just spent four days in a
- 16:58hospital in South Africa cuz I got the
- 16:59flu and it just takes me a lot longer to
- 17:02recover from certain things so um it's
- 17:05brutal and that's where like if I didn't
- 17:07work so much I would spend more time
- 17:08researching Crohn's because surely
- 17:10there's a better way to stop it than
- 17:13just destroying my immune system and
- 17:14ideally I don't do that deep into my 30s
- 17:17and 40s so I see it as a little bit of a
- 17:19Band-Aid but um you know I've met with
- 17:21the top Crohn's doctors in the world and
- 17:23so far they're like this is just the
- 17:25answer and you're just lucky your you
- 17:26know gut isn't attacking yourself um
- 17:29so but I don't know I I feel like the
- 17:32medicine they give people Crohn's is
- 17:33kind of silly and there's got to be a
- 17:34better way to treat it I mean the
- 17:36ultimate solution is they just cut me
- 17:37open and cut out a large part of my GI
- 17:39track and then there you go but you know
- 17:43it's I observed in the the team member
- 17:45that I had that had Crohn's just a bit
- 17:46of a mental roller coaster as well
- 17:48because there's an certain
- 17:49unpredictability to it exactly which
- 17:52makes life oh it's even worse when
- 17:54you're filming because you got this huge
- 17:56multi-million dollar set and 200 people
- 17:57waiting on you and you know sometimes
- 17:59you don't know if you're going to have a
- 18:00flare but you just got to go [ __ ] it and
- 18:02just down some caffeine and crank it out
- 18:04I got diagnosed with ADHD you did yeah I
- 18:07got diagnosed with ADHD and it made me
- 18:09think a lot about myself and the way
- 18:10that I am it's not NE I'm not the type
- 18:12of person to like embody the label or
- 18:14think it really means much I am just who
- 18:15I am have you um are you in any way
- 18:18neurod Divergent uh I've been told Yeah
- 18:21by Dr I ADHD I mean I'm not surprised
- 18:23because I just sit and obsess over
- 18:24things constantly but I think um I'm I'm
- 18:28happy with however my brain is wired I
- 18:29don't really care to change it um I I
- 18:33like I said I think one of my greatest
- 18:34superpowers is my obsession and I think
- 18:36some people would view that as a
- 18:37weakness but I just like if you just
- 18:40think about solving problems three times
- 18:42more than everyone else like you're
- 18:44bound to come up with different
- 18:45solutions that's one of the things you
- 18:46mentioned earlier you you like solving
- 18:49hard problems consistently when you
- 18:51think back over the last 10 years of
- 18:53your life and the the success you've had
- 18:55solving some of these hard problems if
- 18:57you were to like break it down into some
- 18:58components of um that you've learned one
- 19:02of them is Obsession that you've said
- 19:04yeah what are the
- 19:05others I
- 19:07mean it's all the typical stuff like you
- 19:10are obviously who you surround yourself
- 19:12with and um luckily I just got around
- 19:15the right people in my later teenage
- 19:17years because I I feed off the energy of
- 19:20the people probably around me it's so
- 19:22obvious like I start to talk like them I
- 19:24become interested in the things they're
- 19:26interested in I mean this is all obvious
- 19:27stuff I'm sure you've heard of billion
- 19:29times so but you know just got to I
- 19:32always have to be protective of the
- 19:33people I'm around because whatever they
- 19:35say is what I started thinking on and
- 19:37that's what I started obsessing over and
- 19:39you know um one of the best things that
- 19:41happened with febles is I just reached
- 19:43out to all the fastest growing chocolate
- 19:44companies all the fastest growing snack
- 19:46businesses and everything and just
- 19:47became friends with a lot of the
- 19:48founders and you know that's what would
- 19:50have probably taken me eight nine years
- 19:51to like solve you know after 18 months
- 19:54you know was probably one of the top 10
- 19:55people in the world when it comes to
- 19:56running a chocolate company and
- 19:58understanding deeply just because it's
- 20:00just ch codes um what about detail
- 20:03sweating the small
- 20:05stuff one of the things that I saw I was
- 20:07reading the this that handbook that was
- 20:09laked on the internet and one of the
- 20:10things I saw throughout that was this
- 20:12real obsession with the 1% and the small
- 20:15stuff how do you feel about this by the
- 20:16way and all of that stuff I wrote that
- 20:18uh with with some of my employees when I
- 20:20was probably
- 20:2122 so there are some things that I'm
- 20:24like I read I'm like oh wow I was an
- 20:26idiot but for the most part most of it
- 20:27still stands the tested
- 20:29um and I I do think it's very helpful
- 20:31you know what's funny a lot of CEOs have
- 20:33actually told me that they make their
- 20:34employees read this um went around all
- 20:37of our slack channels we we all read it
- 20:39yeah which is funny because I'm like
- 20:40damn I should make an updated version of
- 20:42it so everyone uh but yeah the thing is
- 20:44it's the the core Crux of it is like
- 20:48extreme ownership and don't make excuses
- 20:50and you know um people always yeah I
- 20:54mean the damn I'm getting a lot of DJ Vu
- 20:56from when I was writing that it was just
- 20:57a different time back then too because I
- 20:59just I had no idea what I was doing when
- 21:01I was 21 22 and I just found that I was
- 21:03constantly telling like teaching the
- 21:05same or teaching people the same things
- 21:07over and over again and it was always
- 21:09just like take extreme ownership take
- 21:11accountability like sure I guess it was
- 21:14out of your control but it could have
- 21:15been in your control if you just thought
- 21:16through it more if you just really cared
- 21:18and that's what I was just trying to
- 21:19convey in it and the other thing that
- 21:21comes through in this but also all of
- 21:22your work is just this idea something
- 21:24that I've learned from you just from
- 21:25speaking to on the phone yesterday that
- 21:27nothing is impossible yeah exactly and
- 21:29watching Beast games over the last
- 21:31couple of weeks but also speaking to
- 21:33some of your team there's clearly this
- 21:35through line with everything that you do
- 21:36of like extreme what it appears to me to
- 21:38be extreme ambition MH and it doesn't
- 21:41appear to be extreme ambition to you in
- 21:43the same way that it appears to be
- 21:44extreme ambition to me yeah I mean it's
- 21:46just I mean is does physics allow it
- 21:50then yes it's possible it just is it do
- 21:52we want to put the time in I mean it's I
- 21:54I feel like people over complicate a lot
- 21:56of things um and something you've
- 21:58trained over time or have you always
- 22:00thought that I think I've just H it's a
- 22:03good question I've never I don't know
- 22:05why but when people tell me I can't do
- 22:07something I and I don't know where this
- 22:09came from it makes me just want to do it
- 22:10more to be honest if you tell me I
- 22:12shouldn't do something that's fine but
- 22:13if you tell me I can't then I just
- 22:15everything in my body just wants to go
- 22:17[ __ ] you I obviously can I just I don't
- 22:20know if I should but I can and then I I
- 22:22don't know it's like the the the thing
- 22:24is like to go viral you have to do
- 22:26something that's never been done before
- 22:28I've told this story before of like you
- 22:30know if you're driving down the road and
- 22:31you see a cow who cares it's a [ __ ]
- 22:34cow but if you're driving down the road
- 22:36and you see a purple cow you're like
- 22:38you've never seen that before and it's
- 22:40something you weren't expecting you're
- 22:41going to go holy [ __ ] and you're going
- 22:42to go tell your friends about it you're
- 22:43going to remember that you'll probably
- 22:45even think about it randomly once every
- 22:46couple years why the [ __ ] was there a
- 22:48purple cow and it's like it's the same
- 22:50thing just one was a little purple and
- 22:52like you can apply that same like uh
- 22:55analogy to ideas like when you're
- 22:56scrolling through social media to find a
- 22:58video to watch there's things that you
- 23:00know have been done before you've seen
- 23:02it's you know roughly similar to stuff
- 23:04before you're just going to scrore pass
- 23:05it you'll never think about it again
- 23:06just like you'll never think about a
- 23:07[ __ ] cow on the side of the road and
- 23:08then there are ideas that are like the
- 23:09purple cow idea which is what I try to
- 23:11do which are things that make you go
- 23:13what the [ __ ] I've never seen that like
- 23:16I I have to click this or I'm not going
- 23:17to be able to sleep tonight because like
- 23:19why is this video no way they did this
- 23:22right but those typically are very hard
- 23:25and usually to get that purple cow
- 23:26effect they've never been done before
- 23:28and something's never been done before
- 23:29there's usually a reason because it's
- 23:30very [ __ ] hard so you just kind of
- 23:32have to train yourself to like not
- 23:34resent very difficult complex hard
- 23:37original problems and actually run
- 23:39towards them because those are the ones
- 23:40that you know tend to have more of the
- 23:42Purple Cow effect where people have to
- 23:43watch it and viewership is very
- 23:45exponential it's way easier to get 50
- 23:47million views on one video than it is to
- 23:49get a million views on 50 videos right
- 23:51and so um and because it like kind of
- 23:54goes exponentially and it's like you
- 23:56know pretty winter take all in the top
- 23:58videos like you just really have to lean
- 24:00into that purple cow effect if that
- 24:02makes sense makes perfect sense if you
- 24:04if you were to distill then say we were
- 24:06coming up with a new how to succeed in
- 24:09Mr BEAST's production handbook now what
- 24:11would be the the the top five if I was
- 24:13applying for a job with you what five
- 24:16characteristics would I need to
- 24:17demonstrate to be successful you got to
- 24:19be very coachable because whatever I
- 24:20teach you today is going to change you
- 24:22know a year or two from now always
- 24:24learning always improving coachable um a
- 24:28big thing for me is you got to see the
- 24:30value in working here like you really I
- 24:32just I don't this isn't like a a job
- 24:34this is a career like if you don't you
- 24:36know realistically see a world where
- 24:38you're working for me in 10 years then
- 24:40um it's pretty hard for me to invest
- 24:42into you at the level I want like I'm
- 24:44not I don't like training someone for
- 24:46six months they work here for a year and
- 24:48then I lose them what I like is I train
- 24:50someone for a year and then I get nine
- 24:52years of dividends on the back end where
- 24:54they Crush at their job and I'm
- 24:55constantly paying them more because
- 24:56they're becoming more valuable at time
- 24:57like that is like the eighth wonder of
- 25:00the world is investing heavily in an
- 25:02employee and then they stick around for
- 25:03a decade you know what I mean it's like
- 25:05there are some of my top guys that I
- 25:07spent three or four years in the
- 25:08trenches with training and working with
- 25:10you know they're like Tyler who writes a
- 25:13lot of my videos and directs them I you
- 25:15know probably talk to him five six hours
- 25:16a day every day for four yeah around
- 25:18four years and now because I can't spend
- 25:21a you he spends 100% of his time writing
- 25:24the videos directing the videos obsessed
- 25:26over that whereas I could theoretically
- 25:27Max spend five % of my time so he's
- 25:29going to naturally just [ __ ] on me on it
- 25:30because he can spend way more time on it
- 25:32and it's like so you know I have full
- 25:34faith in him but the dividends that I
- 25:36get off of him after all those years of
- 25:38pouring all that time and effort into
- 25:40him and now he knows exactly how I think
- 25:41what I value that I don't even really
- 25:43have to communicate with them sometimes
- 25:44I can just show up to film and like I
- 25:46just trust that it's good you know and I
- 25:48have a bunch of people across all my
- 25:50businesses like that that it's like
- 25:52great and if you know in a world where
- 25:53Tyler's still working here 10 years from
- 25:54now I mean the amount of value out of
- 25:56someone like that is UN fathomable it is
- 25:59quite literally the eighth wonder of the
- 26:00world for a business and it's like
- 26:02that's what I want but you only get
- 26:03those kinds of people they see the value
- 26:05for you know working for you and so they
- 26:07have to like deeply believe like the
- 26:09more valuable I become to this company
- 26:11the more I'll be rewarded and they like
- 26:13actually want to dedicate their life to
- 26:15the business so that's very important
- 26:16because if I really don't get that Vibe
- 26:18then it's not fair to both of us because
- 26:19I'm not going to invest in you like I
- 26:21should because I don't think you're
- 26:22going to be here in 10 years and then
- 26:23you're going to feel that and it creates
- 26:25so uh coachable uh sees the value you um
- 26:29obviously obsessed I I don't I just
- 26:32don't like working with mediocre people
- 26:34I I mean I really just can't stand it
- 26:35it's the fastest way to make me
- 26:37depressed um is if I have to work with
- 26:39someone who's just not Allin and just
- 26:41loves what they do um it's just a lot of
- 26:45you know stuff like that that I'm sure
- 26:46if you listen to like a Steve Jobs
- 26:48interview or something that he talks
- 26:49about it's just the the typical traits
- 26:51obsessed coachable Allin sees the value
- 26:54and what is the single worst
- 26:55traits mediocrity I mean it's it's just
- 26:58like cuz they're not bad enough where
- 26:59you fire them but not good the problem
- 27:02is like I mean and you see it in full
- 27:03effect great people just love working
- 27:05with great people they do and there's
- 27:07something about being around great
- 27:08people that pulls some kind of animal
- 27:11out of you that just makes you want to
- 27:13do more and push more and believe things
- 27:14aren't possible and I don't know when
- 27:16you put me around a bunch of other
- 27:18successful entrepreneurs I just turned
- 27:19into a different human than if you put
- 27:21me around I don't know a bunch of people
- 27:23who are just running small businesses
- 27:24and don't really care and don't really
- 27:25have much ambition I'm like two
- 27:27completely different humans and you see
- 27:28that same thing in full effect you put a
- 27:30bunch of a players around more a players
- 27:33they just build off of each other but
- 27:35you like put two or three C players
- 27:37amongst a bunch of great people and
- 27:38they'll start pulling them down they'll
- 27:39start making them not want to work as
- 27:41much and make work not as fun and so
- 27:43everyone knows get rid of the C players
- 27:45right obviously get rid of people who
- 27:46aren't all in blah blah blah it's the
- 27:47ones that are like they're not an a
- 27:49player but they're not a c player so
- 27:51it's kind of hard because you still feed
- 27:53off the energy and if you get enough of
- 27:55them it just drags the overall culture
- 27:56down so those are like the worst um I
- 28:00mean not everyone can be these like
- 28:01world-ending Monsters you know there are
- 28:03a lot of mundane things like you I mean
- 28:06the book controller and accounting I
- 28:08mean probably doesn't have to be the
- 28:09best in the world but you know when it
- 28:11comes to like the mission critical
- 28:12things like making videos and things
- 28:13like that like just the great people got
- 28:16to be surrounded like that's one of your
- 28:17number one jobs as Leaders just to make
- 28:19sure your great people are working with
- 28:20other great people because that's like
- 28:22that's like the number one reason why
- 28:23people leave jobs isn't money you know
- 28:25what I mean it's that's like number four
- 28:26on the list don't ask me to listen all I
- 28:28don't remember I just know the number
- 28:30one thing is do they enjoy who they're
- 28:31working with and people will leave their
- 28:34job because they hate working with
- 28:36people way before they'll ever leave
- 28:37because of money have you ever been
- 28:38frustrated that the people you've hired
- 28:41don't match your level of obsession no
- 28:44because I just find the people that do
- 28:45are there people that do oh yeah I've
- 28:47there's so many people in my uh business
- 28:50um I mean obviously you have to take
- 28:51care of them pay them well like they're
- 28:53they're not the kind of people that'll
- 28:54just make the standard rate but um yeah
- 28:57like people like kitner Russ and you
- 29:00know even people on our editing team I
- 29:01mean they're putting in most week same
- 29:03hour same amount of hours as me and
- 29:05they're all in see the vision it's like
- 29:07it's hard to find those kinds of people
- 29:09but um you know when you do you got to
- 29:12treasure them and recognize that they're
- 29:13unicorns and you have almost 500 roughly
- 29:15500 people uh probably uh I think the
- 29:18production company were around 300
- 29:19feasts around 100 and then probably
- 29:21another 40 50 scattered months
- 29:23everything else most Founders that I
- 29:24speak to describe scaling headcounts as
- 29:27the the kind of worst past part of the
- 29:29job more people more problems right yeah
- 29:31that's uh that's an understandment yep
- 29:33especially as someone like you who's a
- 29:34creative at heart and who is very
- 29:36focused and obsessed on I guess the show
- 29:40and producing as you say often the I I
- 29:42want to produce the best videos we
- 29:43possibly can of course and then all this
- 29:45other [ __ ] comes with it which is like
- 29:48HR which every founder I speak to hates
- 29:51I mean yeah I the the worst part is I
- 29:54just have this very once in a um I just
- 29:57very rare opportunity where I have so
- 29:59much attention and so many people watch
- 30:01my content and and I wish I had I just
- 30:03wish I had more experience building
- 30:04businesses you know I'm only 26 and this
- 30:06is my first real business of every every
- 30:10employee Milestone we hit it's my first
- 30:11time hitting that right like when I hit
- 30:13100 employes that was my first time
- 30:15getting there and this that this was my
- 30:17first time going from 100 to 200 200 300
- 30:19and like with what I know now I could
- 30:20have done it so much faster obviously
- 30:22and it's just you know it's a little
- 30:24brutal because like you like scaling
- 30:27febles from you know 0 to 100 was way
- 30:29easier than doing my production company
- 30:31because I had been through the ringer
- 30:32before and I learned a bunch and I get
- 30:33better with time and I it's just the mo
- 30:36honestly the most annoying part is just
- 30:37ignorance right like because a lot of
- 30:39things mistakes I make I look back and
- 30:41I'm like oh yeah I probably should have
- 30:43brought in people with more experience
- 30:44working at a larger company earlier here
- 30:46I waited a little too long here I
- 30:48probably should and it's just like
- 30:49brutal because if I had known these
- 30:51things i' would be way further along but
- 30:52I mean that's just how you learn just
- 30:54got to make 10,000 mistakes every
- 30:56founder says the same founder I've spoke
- 30:58to says the same that unknown unknowns
- 31:00exactly know it's just like so that's
- 31:02where I mean my big thing recently has
- 31:05just been trying to find people who have
- 31:07successfully skilled businesses and like
- 31:09bring them into my organization and
- 31:10learn from them because I'm just so
- 31:12tired of like being like [ __ ] I should
- 31:14have known better but I didn't because
- 31:16I've never done this before and so I'm
- 31:17trying to find a lot of great people who
- 31:18have been through it so they can like
- 31:20kind of Mentor me along the way so I
- 31:21make less mistakes which has been really
- 31:23good um we brought in a new SE Suite
- 31:25recently um I it's like always a hard
- 31:28balance because I try not to in the past
- 31:30I I have like you know decisions are
- 31:32kind of like pendulums and I have a uh a
- 31:35problem where I like I'll identify
- 31:37something and I'll overcorrect the
- 31:38pendulum one way and I'm like h no I
- 31:39should have just stopped in the middle
- 31:41and like my overcorrection in the past
- 31:43was like corporate people try to build
- 31:45too many systems and they kill
- 31:46Innovation and so I was very anti likee
- 31:49people with too much corporate
- 31:50experience because they're going to just
- 31:51destroy all the creativity but you know
- 31:53that's why we're making so many
- 31:55organizational fuckups because we don't
- 31:56have anyone who's actually built the
- 31:58business at this size and so you know
- 31:59the pendulum was on the right and I
- 32:01swung it all the way to the left of no
- 32:03corporate and now I think we're in the
- 32:04healthy medium where you know obviously
- 32:06the people on our SE suite and the
- 32:08leaders should have lots of experience
- 32:10managing people at this size and skill
- 32:11but it's just finding the right people
- 32:13who can do it and build systems in a way
- 32:14where it doesn't Crush creativity and
- 32:16they actually value the product over
- 32:19ease the D and my I'm on the a TV show
- 32:22called Dragon de in the UK and um my
- 32:25stuff is significantly smaller it's like
- 32:27a percentage of your your viewership but
- 32:29even I am slightly terrified with hiring
- 32:33people because it's quite clear to me
- 32:34that there's a huge incentive for anyone
- 32:36that I work with to say that I did
- 32:38something bad and in the early days of
- 32:40my first business um what happens is the
- 32:42journalists go to everyone that works
- 32:44there yep and they ask them what was he
- 32:45like you you have the same problem you
- 32:48have the same conundrum where anyone has
- 32:50an incentive that works for you when
- 32:52they leave so many different incentives
- 32:55to throw an arrow at you on the way out
- 32:57the door how how do you contend with
- 33:00this yeah I mean you hit it on the head
- 33:02uh you know I have four or 500 people
- 33:04right now but we've also worked with
- 33:05thousands of people in the past and so I
- 33:07think it's just what comes with it but
- 33:09at the end of the day you know as long
- 33:10as what we're doing is moral and ethical
- 33:12like like you said they're going to
- 33:13throw arrows but you know I I'm just a
- 33:16problem solver it's like whenever I see
- 33:18the metaphorical Arrow I just go you
- 33:21know what's the problem and if we did
- 33:22something wrong how do we fix it or if
- 33:24it's not an actual problem it's just
- 33:26rumors I mean it is what it is and so
- 33:29yeah I think it just comes with part of
- 33:30it um I mean it sucks and it's
- 33:32unfortunate but you also to think like
- 33:34most people don't like their jobs too
- 33:36and so it's not like this is even
- 33:37specific to our industry like you know
- 33:39just go ask a 100 random Americans of of
- 33:41all the jobs that worked in their life
- 33:43how many did they deeply enjoy and do
- 33:45would they have nothing negative to say
- 33:46so I think it's just part of it you know
- 33:48U it's almost like a Pastime for a lot
- 33:50of people just to like trash talk their
- 33:52old jobs or whatever um has any of that
- 33:55stuff ever got to you any criticism
- 33:58yeah I mean Al cism all the time does
- 34:01but I mean the thing is independent of
- 34:03that kind of stuff it's just like I mean
- 34:05I
- 34:06for we are averaging like 200 million
- 34:09views a video like you know like uh most
- 34:12of it unique viewers like we're talking
- 34:13like two plus percent um sometimes 3% of
- 34:17humans alive watch every piece of
- 34:19content I put out you know depending on
- 34:21how well the Channel's doing and so like
- 34:23that means like you could I could upload
- 34:24a video and then with uh 365 days days
- 34:27later you could grab 33 random humans
- 34:30anywhere on the planet especially
- 34:31because we do doves you know what's even
- 34:32crazier is there you know YouTube's not
- 34:34in China so that's like two to three% of
- 34:37humans alive excluding China um or
- 34:40China's mixed in there but if you just
- 34:42take people excluding China it' be more
- 34:44like 3 to 4% um but you could just grab
- 34:4633 random people on the planet and one
- 34:48of them on average would have seen that
- 34:50video because the views are so [ __ ]
- 34:52high so yeah I mean there's a lot of
- 34:54criticism that's thrown at me and the
- 34:56thing is you since stuff so Global
- 34:58sometimes you know transcends culture
- 35:00and not everyone views everything and so
- 35:01everyone has different opinions and
- 35:03stuff like that which is why it will
- 35:05drive you crazy at our scale if you try
- 35:07to make people happy because even if 99%
- 35:10of people are deeply happy which is an
- 35:13insane hit rate like if you make a piece
- 35:14of content 99% of people that watch it
- 35:17love it that is wild which that kind of
- 35:19stuff doesn't happen but in our case if
- 35:21just 1% unhappy that's 2 million people
- 35:23which is more than anyone else even gets
- 35:25on video views on videos so which will
- 35:27feel like an insurmountable amount of
- 35:30criticism and feedback and it's very
- 35:31easy to like trick your mind into
- 35:33thinking damn everyone hates me because
- 35:35you're just you know focus on the 1%
- 35:36instead of the 99 so I just came to the
- 35:39point where you know I just have to have
- 35:40my own internal guidelines of like do I
- 35:43think what I'm doing is good do what I
- 35:45think you know is moral ethical do do I
- 35:48believe in what I'm doing if so [ __ ] it
- 35:50like I'm never going to be able to make
- 35:51everyone happy so I and if you just you
- 35:54let the whims of the internet kind of
- 35:56decide what is okay and what's
- 35:58acceptable and and when you're being bad
- 36:00or good then you you you don't have a
- 36:02spine you don't have a backbone you
- 36:04stand for nothing and and it it will
- 36:05just destroy you mentally um and so I
- 36:08mean I don't know what age I was when I
- 36:10kind of got in that mindset but I just
- 36:12was like I'm going to decide and I'm not
- 36:14going to let the internet decide you
- 36:15know what is okay and what's not and
- 36:17then ever since I got to that point you
- 36:18know people criticize me for something
- 36:20and I'm like I don't agree then I have
- 36:22like it's easy for me to just go oh well
- 36:25I don't agree not going to make everyone
- 36:26happy I believe what I'm doing is right
- 36:28and um just move on the brain isn't
- 36:31isn't designed for for this though no
- 36:34it's not this is what I've come to learn
- 36:35so do the podcast it goes well I'm it
- 36:38feels like at the start everyone loves
- 36:39me yeah and then I get further down the
- 36:41line and it feels like everyone [ __ ]
- 36:43Hates Me y because they you get attacked
- 36:45from you can never do anything right
- 36:46especially I've probably read mes like
- 36:50comments or tweets or I've probably in
- 36:52my lifetime read over 5,000 messages or
- 36:55comments or something telling me to kill
- 36:57myself you know what I mean you know
- 36:58just like and what would possess someone
- 37:01to tell you to like leave a comment
- 37:03where it's like [ __ ] kill yourself
- 37:04you know what I mean so agreed like
- 37:06you're we were not meant to receive this
- 37:08kind of feedback from basically anyone
- 37:09anywhere in the world you know what I
- 37:11mean just all con you know consistently
- 37:13day in and day out for for my in my case
- 37:16now over a decade has it ever really got
- 37:18to you oh yeah of course I mean it it
- 37:20does all the time or it used to all the
- 37:23time I like I said what does that mean
- 37:24in reality if I'm a fly on a wall in one
- 37:26of those moments where you can recall it
- 37:28really getting to you I mean back in the
- 37:31day but I wasn't as confident in my
- 37:33ability to to be successful and you know
- 37:37when you're probably 20 and you're
- 37:40hiring all these people you're you know
- 37:41I I have highrisk tolerance but I'm
- 37:43reinvesting every dollar I make I I'm
- 37:45you know I'm hiring my friends from
- 37:46school I hired my mom like these people
- 37:49I really care about are depending on me
- 37:50and then you know I upload a video and
- 37:51it does bad and then people you know I
- 37:54pour all my time and effort into it but
- 37:56you know maybe it doesn't come across as
- 37:58well like the V and you know some people
- 38:00might have interpreted as lazy and you
- 38:02read a comment being like wow what a
- 38:04[ __ ] lazy like I thought you made
- 38:06great videos or this this video sucked
- 38:08and and you read that and the video is
- 38:10underperforming and you're like [ __ ]
- 38:12maybe I am being too Reckless and you
- 38:14know I mean there's definitely times
- 38:15where I would cry you know just because
- 38:18I would just be like [ __ ] am I like not
- 38:20doing this right or like they don't
- 38:22understand I put a lot of time into this
- 38:23or or whatever why why you sometimes
- 38:26you're like [ __ ] does the algorithm them
- 38:27hate me am I being suppressed or
- 38:29whatever back in the day um when was the
- 38:31last time that happened that feeling
- 38:35of um yeah Pro there was like a a month
- 38:40probably last year where I I felt a
- 38:43little bit of that just because um you
- 38:45know just sometimes occasionally the
- 38:47rumor and drama Mill gets mun up but you
- 38:49just got to snap out of it and like I
- 38:51said just go do I believe in what I'm
- 38:53doing do I it's like it's hard because
- 38:56you know anytime I do anything good it's
- 38:58you know people are always like uh they
- 39:01try to we're we're like condition in
- 39:03America now when someone does something
- 39:04good there's always some alterative
- 39:06motive and I've I've always been
- 39:07straightforward and just said a world
- 39:09where I help people is just better than
- 39:11a world where I don't like I don't try
- 39:12to come up with this crazy like story of
- 39:15of how you know someone helped me when I
- 39:17was younger and now I I just want to
- 39:19give back and cry I'm just like yeah I
- 39:21can make viral videos and I think a
- 39:23world where I do viral videos that help
- 39:24people are better when I don't you know
- 39:26just kind of that's my answer um but it
- 39:29always does suck when people try to just
- 39:31like I don't know the it's funny the
- 39:34more good you do the more people think
- 39:36you're secretly evil and it's like why
- 39:37can't I just help people because it's
- 39:39fun you know so occasionally those will
- 39:41get to me and I'll just be like guys you
- 39:43don't even know me like and like you
- 39:45would think sometimes you'd read like
- 39:48when I build wells in Africa or help
- 39:50blind people see or things like that you
- 39:51You' read some of these things online
- 39:53you would think I'm Hitler I mean it's
- 39:55crazy like how people portray it and I
- 39:57just I don't know I wish people just
- 39:58understand like in my opinion a world
- 40:00where I help people is just more fun
- 40:02than a world where I don't and it's
- 40:03really not that deep the people around
- 40:05you how does it impact them oh how does
- 40:07the drama and that kind of stuff impact
- 40:09them um to be honest in my case it it I
- 40:12don't think it hits them that hard
- 40:14because most things usually fall on me
- 40:15and people want to go after me because
- 40:17I'm the guy that does good the quotquot
- 40:20philanthropist so usually I'm like the
- 40:22one that gets thrown under the bus quite
- 40:23a bit it's funny cuz I everyone that
- 40:26knows you
- 40:28knows you yeah whether they're really
- 40:30successful people or people that you
- 40:31work with that I've spoken to everybody
- 40:33that knows you knows who you are and
- 40:35it's it's remarkable to me that um
- 40:38someone who has done so much good in the
- 40:40world I've looked at your philanthropy I
- 40:42know what you you're doing with Feasta
- 40:44BS and the ethical sourcing of that when
- 40:47I see someone that's done so much good
- 40:48in the world still be misunderstood it
- 40:51almost makes it almost makes me realize
- 40:53that I should never fight it yeah I mean
- 40:56the ironic part is the more I help
- 40:58people the more [ __ ] I get to be honest
- 41:00like it's it's so funny because you know
- 41:03like the same day I'll uh drop a video
- 41:06where I'll uh uh you know help a
- 41:09thousand blind people see some other
- 41:11YouTuber will drop a video where they
- 41:13just bought a new mansion and it's like
- 41:16everyone's like yes you know get that
- 41:17Mansion good job and then they'll be
- 41:20like [ __ ] you for curing blind people
- 41:22Jimmy [ __ ] you you're using them and I'm
- 41:24like no I just wanted to inspire people
- 41:26to do good I mean you can buy a mansion
- 41:28if you really want me to um so it is
- 41:31funny I if you're trying this is a weird
- 41:35sentence but if you're trying to be
- 41:36liked I actually don't recommend you
- 41:38like help people like I actually think
- 41:40helping people will make the internet
- 41:42like you less than if you just like buy
- 41:45nice cars and do like the the typical
- 41:48influencer path it's because they we
- 41:50just so conditioned in America to see it
- 41:52as like a shield and like no one
- 41:55actually does good cuz they just find it
- 41:58fun apparently um but I mean I don't
- 42:00care I like I said it's just more fun
- 42:02than if I didn't so I mean people can
- 42:03[ __ ] on me for helping people I don't I
- 42:05don't doesn't bother me anymore um but I
- 42:07wouldn't recommend you get into it if
- 42:08you want to be liked because I think
- 42:10it's negatively correlated now
- 42:11interesting it is so fascinating it is I
- 42:13swear to God man
- 42:15like people it's it's it's uh there I
- 42:20could just uh I don't know do these like
- 42:22uh $1 versus videos where I compare like
- 42:24a $1 boat to a billion dollar boat and
- 42:26all these other things not help people
- 42:27and I would just get way less [ __ ] and
- 42:29it's it's so funny cuz no one bats an
- 42:30eye when I post that but when I give
- 42:32hundreds of thousands of people in
- 42:34Africa clean drinking water it's like
- 42:35all hell breaks loose and I'm like guys
- 42:36I'm just trying to bring attention to a
- 42:38cause I don't really but the thing is
- 42:41I'm just GNA keep doing it and I mean I
- 42:43think in my case most people have
- 42:44realized I'm not going to stop so
- 42:46they're just kind of over you know
- 42:49getting mad at me and they're just like
- 42:50all right Jimmy's just being Jimmy I
- 42:51think when the wind blows as well what
- 42:52it does is it helps you to really
- 42:54understand why you're doing what you're
- 42:55doing and understand yourself mhm and so
- 42:57when I've been attacked for like the
- 42:59people I interview or whatever it might
- 43:01be it's actually made me refocus on what
- 43:04my principles are yeah because you have
- 43:06to be really anchored to them it's like
- 43:07I said you you have to know where your
- 43:09line is and as long as you're on the
- 43:11right side of your line then it is what
- 43:13it is people on Twitter can say whatever
- 43:14they want and I I think like that's the
- 43:16only way to really survive at this scale
- 43:18without going crazy is you you have to
- 43:20determine where the line is not let the
- 43:22internet
- 43:24workaholism yes can can you give me a
- 43:26window into the last seven days of your
- 43:27life just give me paint me a picture oh
- 43:30yes uh let me uh drink some water cuz my
- 43:34flu well the I don't know about the last
- 43:36seven days but in general we uh so we're
- 43:39filming a video where we're doing the
- 43:41I'm visiting the five most deadliest
- 43:42places on Earth so one of the places was
- 43:45a safari in South Africa so I flew to
- 43:47South Africa um to spend time in a cage
- 43:51surrounded by lions sick content it was
- 43:53really good um which that was a [ __ ] to
- 43:55get to and then I got the flu and so
- 43:57spent a couple days in the hospital
- 43:58there um and then we were going to go to
- 44:02Snake Island to spend time there then
- 44:04the W's deadliest Road and then we have
- 44:06a couple other places but that got
- 44:08postponed so instead got out of the
- 44:10hospital went to Florida filmed with
- 44:13Aaron judge then I went to or no went to
- 44:16North Carolina we have this guy where I
- 44:17built a gym and I told him if he loses
- 44:20100 pounds before he leaves the gym it
- 44:21has a big red circle around it I'll give
- 44:23him a bunch of money so I filmed with
- 44:24him then worked on the coming up videos
- 44:27um that just a lot and then flew to
- 44:30Florida filmed with Aaron judge flew
- 44:32here just landed filmed with the reunion
- 44:34that you were at with the contestants
- 44:35for Beast games we're doing this podcast
- 44:37what time is it like 1:00 a it's just
- 44:39off to 1: a.m yeah 1: a the latest
- 44:41podcast he's ever done lightweight I
- 44:43always do my podcast at 1: a.m um my
- 44:45last podcast before this was like 4 a.m.
- 44:48um like like a couple weeks ago and then
- 44:50uh we're flying to San FR to film with
- 44:53Steph then we're Steph Curry yeah Steph
- 44:55Curry then I think I'm going to Snake
- 44:57Island then the deadliest Road um and
- 45:00then I I won't I'll basically I don't
- 45:03think I'll be home for another 16 days
- 45:05so I'm just traveling around filming for
- 45:06the next 16 days and then um yeah I
- 45:09guess then I'll get home and then
- 45:11they'll make me film at home how does
- 45:14everything else in your life fit into
- 45:15that in terms of like the gym I know
- 45:16you've been working out a it's been
- 45:18brutal it's gone to [ __ ] the last couple
- 45:19months it's just it's really killing me
- 45:21to be honest it's it was like so much
- 45:24easier when you're bro if you don't
- 45:27travel
- 45:28constantly life is so easy when you just
- 45:31wake up in your own bed and like waking
- 45:34up in your own bed and working 15 hours
- 45:35in you know your office or whatever so
- 45:38easy compared to like all this [ __ ]
- 45:40[ __ ] where I'm like I don't know the
- 45:42time zone I'm in I don't know what place
- 45:44I'm in I don't know where I'm going in
- 45:45two days it's like like I mean some days
- 45:48I'm going to bed at 10:00 a.m. other
- 45:49days I'm going to bed at 5:00 p.m. and
- 45:51it's like it's a mess it's really and I
- 45:54I used to put up with it and and just
- 45:57like and figure out how to do the
- 45:58training but it's just I don't I don't I
- 46:01don't know I need to truthfully whatever
- 46:03is a priority you'll get done I just
- 46:04need to make it a priority again because
- 46:06I really do miss it it's just this the
- 46:09hard part is putting putting Beast games
- 46:11in the mix because I was already like
- 46:13basically working you know whatever
- 46:15every hour my eyes were away but then
- 46:16Beast games is such a monster of a
- 46:18project and I have to maintain the same
- 46:20Youtube upload schedule and then I do a
- 46:21lot on fetival now and then I have a
- 46:23couple other businesses so I I just
- 46:26honestly something had to to give and
- 46:27sadly it was working out but it's
- 46:28[ __ ] stupid so I need to like rep
- 46:30prioritize my life where I can get I
- 46:32mean it just only needs to be 45 minutes
- 46:345 days a week it does doesn't need to be
- 46:35hard but the bigger problem is I'm just
- 46:37not sleeping like I used to because we
- 46:39got so much going on and so when I hit
- 46:41it hard in the gym and then I don't get
- 46:42enough sleep then that causes pretty
- 46:44extreme fatigue the next day so it's
- 46:46like I got to fix sleep first before
- 46:47that but yeah it's uh got a lot going on
- 46:51to be honest I'm dying how are you
- 46:53feeling uh right now honestly fine I'm
- 46:56jacked up on a lot of caffeine but I
- 46:58mean just in in this Feast you know the
- 47:00flu is not helping it's it's making
- 47:02everything like 30% harder so you know
- 47:05it's like life's like a roller coaster
- 47:07there are going to be moments where like
- 47:09right now I'm going to answer this
- 47:10negatively but I don't want someone to
- 47:11think that's indicative of like oh every
- 47:13and every time you ask me this it's
- 47:14going to be it but because of the flu
- 47:16and the lack of sleep I mean I'm
- 47:17struggling at the moment just a lot of
- 47:19grinding um a little happy because we
- 47:22just dropped the ending of Beast game so
- 47:23it's like a little bit of emotional high
- 47:25but after this I'm probably going to go
- 47:26crashed be tired as [ __ ] in the morning
- 47:28tomorrow which I hate um but yeah I
- 47:32would say I'm on like the lower end I I
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- 48:35about mental health I've heard you speak
- 48:37about your mental health before and I've
- 48:39yeah I don't well the thing is here's
- 48:41the problem like it's uh if my mental
- 48:44health was a party I wouldn't be as
- 48:46successful as I am I mean and that's
- 48:47just like a sad fact um like I obviously
- 48:50never would have buried myself alive for
- 48:51S days s days of solitary s days on a
- 48:53deserted island 7 days blah blah blah um
- 48:56it's it's like you know being
- 48:59consistently uncomfortable and like cons
- 49:03being able to consistently suffer over
- 49:04long periods is like arguably one of the
- 49:06deepest modes like there's a reason no
- 49:08one makes videos like me like not even
- 49:09close because no one wants to live the
- 49:11life I live I mean there there are
- 49:12months where I'm you know I think there
- 49:14was one year I was flying like 200 days
- 49:16like I was on a plane I mean it was it
- 49:17was a [ __ ] fest but you know to get
- 49:19these videos done and and I do
- 49:21everything and it's like you know when I
- 49:23when I wake up tomorrow and I'm going to
- 49:25be pretty [ __ ] tired and feel like
- 49:26[ __ ] I'm going to go you know I
- 49:29something I always tell myself is how
- 49:30you feel right now is why no one else
- 49:32does what you want to do or does what
- 49:34you do and if you push through this
- 49:36that's just even you know more of a
- 49:38reason why no one will ever be who you
- 49:39are and so it's like I think being able
- 49:42to push through unhappiness and do
- 49:45things you don't want to do consistently
- 49:47year after year over the course of a
- 49:49decade is like the ultimate Advantage
- 49:51like I mean I I think we'll hit a
- 49:53billion subscribers and uh I don't think
- 49:55anyone will be anywhere near close
- 49:57because like once you make a couple
- 49:59million dollars why would you live the
- 50:00life I live like why why would you not
- 50:01take weekends off why would you not just
- 50:03film locally even if it means less views
- 50:05so you can be on the right time schedule
- 50:06why would you not you know prioritize
- 50:08your sanity and that kind of stuff it
- 50:10makes no sense but that's why no one
- 50:11else does it you spoke to Colin inir two
- 50:15guys that I met recently um great great
- 50:17great guys um you said to them I'm
- 50:19miserable a lot of times I have mental
- 50:21breakdowns every other
- 50:23week yeah I me those have gotten a
- 50:25little better mental break down sounds
- 50:27extreme it's more I'm like [ __ ] why am I
- 50:30doing this this is so [ __ ] hard um
- 50:33cuz it's just a lot man you're just
- 50:35going constantly It's like because
- 50:38what's funny is I think I said that
- 50:39years ago but that was back when all I
- 50:41was really was doing YouTube now I run
- 50:43this chocolate company and we have the
- 50:44show and we have a couple other stuff so
- 50:47I think the the hardest part really is
- 50:49gear shifting like and so I try to
- 50:51bucket these things correct like if if
- 50:53I'm on set you know and I have a 15-
- 50:55Hour film day like ideally the thing I'm
- 50:56doing in between filming or like related
- 50:59to main Channel because I'm in the frame
- 51:01of mind of that and that's one thing
- 51:02that's really helped me not feel like my
- 51:05head's going to explode like if I'm in
- 51:07Chicago at the febles office and we're
- 51:09going through febles marketing like and
- 51:11then you come in and you go what do you
- 51:13think about this bit for this coming up
- 51:14main Channel video then I have to like
- 51:16shift my frame of mind and like that
- 51:18constant gear shifting I it like it'll
- 51:21make my [ __ ] head hurt if I'm like
- 51:22bouncing around too much I and it it
- 51:25also just very not quarter I am I love
- 51:27obsessing over certain things and I find
- 51:29you know obsessing over things within a
- 51:30business isn't like switching back and
- 51:32forth between marketing and product and
- 51:34a same business is pretty easy there's a
- 51:36long way of saying like one thing that's
- 51:37helped with that is like just really um
- 51:41organizing my schedule and away where it
- 51:42allows my natural state of mind to like
- 51:45obsess over a certain business finish
- 51:47that then move on to the next one
- 51:49whereas before it used to be like 30
- 51:51gear Swit shs a day and that that's just
- 51:53miserable it's just not even fun to be
- 51:55honest I had um Elon mus C I know
- 51:57someone you you spoke about quite often
- 51:59also someone that I speak about quite
- 52:00often I heard him say when he was on Joe
- 52:02Rogan that you wouldn't want to be in my
- 52:04head and I think joean asked him if he
- 52:06was happy or something and he doesn't
- 52:08even like consider the question to be
- 52:09important yeah so two questions there do
- 52:13you think the average person would like
- 52:14to be in your head and
- 52:16secondly are you happy uh well no the
- 52:19average person does not want to live the
- 52:21life I live or be in my head they they
- 52:22would be miserable because you're just
- 52:25working all the time and they they would
- 52:26probably just ask themselves why am I
- 52:28working all the time why don't I why
- 52:29don't I do literally anything else I
- 52:31mean because there I mean obviously I'm
- 52:33not a robot there are times where I'm
- 52:34like [ __ ] I really want to play this
- 52:35strategy board game I want to do this
- 52:37thing and I'm I look at the schedule I'm
- 52:38like oh maybe I could do that in four
- 52:41days and you you know and the the hard
- 52:44thing is it's you really have to like be
- 52:46delicate with the framing of your mind
- 52:48because it's very easy in moments like
- 52:49that to go [ __ ] I'm like a zoo animal
- 52:52like I don't I don't have free will I'm
- 52:53like a little robot to my businesses and
- 52:56like
- 52:56um and so you have to like be very
- 52:59careful and sometimes those emotions
- 53:01take over and especially because I'm a
- 53:03very defiant kind of guy and I'm like
- 53:04but I really want to do this thing but I
- 53:06can't because I got to go film this
- 53:07video and I got to do this and I got to
- 53:09speak at this conference and I got to do
- 53:10this networking thing and blah blah and
- 53:12so um yeah I think most people when that
- 53:16feeling comes up of like am I just a
- 53:18[ __ ] animal like do I have any free
- 53:20will they would probably get very
- 53:22depressed and but I've been able to like
- 53:24work through those and and just I always
- 53:26try to you know your brain you just it's
- 53:29you just got to control your thoughts be
- 53:30like well this is the life I chose this
- 53:31is you want success you want to change
- 53:34the world you want to do this and this
- 53:35this is the price you have to pay you
- 53:37should actually see this as a good thing
- 53:38because this is why which is why I'm
- 53:40very uh diligent about how I frame
- 53:42things in my mind like this is why no
- 53:44one else will do what you will do and
- 53:46this is a good thing this is what you
- 53:48are feeling right now is your Mo it's
- 53:50you're lucky it's hard push through it
- 53:52and you'll be happy you did you know and
- 53:53so that's kind of how I try to
- 53:57view it um but no I don't think most
- 53:58people would be happy living my life
- 54:00they would be like oh let's just grab a
- 54:02couple million dollars and be happy are
- 54:05you happy uh it depends what day you ask
- 54:07me right now I'm having a good time um
- 54:09other you know when I was had the flu in
- 54:12Africa sitting in a cage of allance [ __ ]
- 54:13no so what's your Baseline how would you
- 54:16describe your Baseline probably uh this
- 54:18year probably so far more unhappy than
- 54:20happy and it's just they're just things
- 54:23you got to do that just aren't fun you
- 54:25know but I I think I I really deeply
- 54:28enjoy working on feasts and I'm trying
- 54:30to spend more of my time building it the
- 54:32problem is it's just I uh it's just
- 54:35opportunity cost because I'm the only
- 54:36one who can be in front of the camera
- 54:37and film and that's what's like brutal
- 54:40especially with Beast games is I'm just
- 54:42filming so much it added so much [ __ ] to
- 54:45my yearly filming like doing this giant
- 54:48show on top of already having the
- 54:50largest YouTube channel the world I was
- 54:51already filming some months 25 days a
- 54:53month so I'm just like that's just the
- 54:56rough part is because it's like it just
- 54:58all rests my shoulders and if I don't
- 55:00film there is no content like the
- 55:02channel just literally ceases like if I
- 55:03stop filming and so you know I I have
- 55:06found more and more that I'm finding
- 55:07more joy in entrepreneurial things and
- 55:09building businesses and I I I do think
- 55:11I'd be happier if I could spend more
- 55:12time doing that but it's just like weird
- 55:14because I could literally hire anyone in
- 55:16the world to do that whereas I can't
- 55:18hire anyone to replace me on camera I
- 55:21always wonder someone who um is doing so
- 55:23well on a platform like YouTube where
- 55:24the algorithm is always changing MH so
- 55:27many YouTubers I speak to say that they
- 55:28get burnout eventually they get like
- 55:30creative burnout and they and they just
- 55:32like delete their Channel you've seen a
- 55:33lot of it recently over the last couple
- 55:34years where YouTubers hit 10 million and
- 55:36they just stop yep has that ever crossed
- 55:39your mind to stop oh of course I mean
- 55:41all the time seriously yeah but I I mean
- 55:44like I this I feel like that's what half
- 55:45this podcast has been about about how I
- 55:47don't want to do things but I push
- 55:48through and do it I think they're just
- 55:50reasonable humans like they you know a
- 55:53lot of them were chasing a goal of like
- 55:54oh I just want this money so I can take
- 55:56care of this things you know it could be
- 55:57Noble things like retire my mom or just
- 55:59not have to worry about money and then
- 56:01they go why would I suffer now I'm good
- 56:03when was the closest you came to
- 56:05quitting oh man probably countless times
- 56:08I mean all when I was in solitary
- 56:10confinement for seven days I mean that
- 56:11was [ __ ] miserable I mean I did quit
- 56:13a video well I've quit a lot of videos
- 56:15like no I mean as a as a Creator um I
- 56:18mean I guess I never truly would have
- 56:20quit I mean my biggest thing would be I
- 56:21just would have quit for like a week and
- 56:22been like [ __ ] let me sleep nine hours a
- 56:24night and like um but like I spent the
- 56:28fir we we did a video where we spent
- 56:29seven days on a desert island first time
- 56:31we filmed it on day two I woke up on the
- 56:34beach and I had literally I didn't know
- 56:36sand fleas were a thing I had like 700
- 56:39bug bites up and down my legs all over
- 56:41my body I was sunburned I was like a
- 56:44little bit of meal I was like damn am I
- 56:45going to die like this is crazy how much
- 56:48like bug bites are everywhere and my
- 56:50skin was so red and I was I couldn't see
- 56:52straight and so I ended up quitting on
- 56:53day two um which is brutal cuz you spend
- 56:56all this time and money and you have the
- 56:57crew out there and you flew out there
- 56:59and you know it's it's opportunity cost
- 57:00it's like that's a 7-Day window we could
- 57:02have got a video and uploaded it and now
- 57:03we don't like it's you know canceling
- 57:05video like that is literally the worst
- 57:06thing that could happen from an
- 57:07opportunity cost perspective and that
- 57:09was like you know and you have moments
- 57:11like those and it's like [ __ ] like this
- 57:12isn't even fun [ __ ] this [ __ ] you know
- 57:15but but what about YouTube as a whole
- 57:17because I feel like YouTube is like
- 57:19throwing coal into a train then you just
- 57:21have to keep throwing it in there once
- 57:22you started you just can never stop
- 57:24throwing it no you're running on a
- 57:25treadmill CR up to the max especially if
- 57:27you want to be a top tier creater like
- 57:28me and it's just like who who can stay
- 57:30on the treadmill the longest cuz it
- 57:32never slows down if anything you're
- 57:34making it faster um but no I mean I
- 57:36don't think there's ever unironically a
- 57:38time where I actually would have quit it
- 57:39just breaks probably would have been
- 57:42nice and when you think forward that
- 57:44treadmill can you see yourself doing it
- 57:46for the next two three four decades or
- 57:48oh yeah of course I don't have any
- 57:49intention of ever stopping okay um love
- 57:52something that came into my life a
- 57:55couple of years ago y you announced I
- 57:57think over Christmas time that you had
- 57:59proposed I think it was like Boxing Day
- 58:00or New Year's Eve yeah it was on
- 58:02Christmas day oh Christmas Day because
- 58:04her family was in town so I proposed
- 58:06okay how does that fit into this
- 58:08craziness she's literally I you could
- 58:11probably count on your hands the amount
- 58:12of uh people on the planet that actually
- 58:15would make a good partner for me and
- 58:16she's just she's just one of them she
- 58:19really understands that work is what you
- 58:21know is what I live for what keeps me
- 58:23going and she supports me and she
- 58:27understands how important it is and it's
- 58:29the big thing is hanging out with Tia my
- 58:31fiance is is so frictionless we play the
- 58:33same video games we watch the same shows
- 58:35we're very interested in the same things
- 58:36she loves learning like I do so um you
- 58:39know it's exciting to see what you know
- 58:42um lecture she listened to online that
- 58:44day or like whatever weird book she's
- 58:46reading and she just like everything
- 58:49about being around her is very
- 58:50frictionless which is great because like
- 58:52obvious I don't have much time at the
- 58:53house and so like the last thing that I
- 58:56need is to come home from work and there
- 58:57be friction and so we don't we don't
- 58:59fight it's I you know I sometimes I'm
- 59:02like wow this is like my best friend
- 59:04this and she's hot this is great you
- 59:06know um and so it's like it it feels
- 59:09weird sometimes
- 59:11people I mean anyone in a listening now
- 59:15that's in a relationship I guess the
- 59:16question they'd be thinking is like when
- 59:17do you spend time together mostly at
- 59:20nights um and the that but the beauty is
- 59:23she gears her schedule around mine so
- 59:25like she she'll work when um I'm working
- 59:29and then she'll just travel with me and
- 59:30so honestly a lot of it is on planes a
- 59:32lot of it's in car rides or you know an
- 59:34hour before bed or in the morning that
- 59:36kind of stuff but it's like because
- 59:38there are pockets of breaks on set and
- 59:40things like that so it's just you know
- 59:42having it's it's really hard to find
- 59:44someone who is intelligent actually has
- 59:47their own Hobbies things going for them
- 59:49independent that's also willing to mold
- 59:52their life around mine and not see it as
- 59:54a demeaning thing because like yeah if
- 59:56she was just like well I have this thing
- 59:58going on and I have to prioritize my
- 1:00:00life I would never see her but because
- 1:00:01she's willing to you know mold her life
- 1:00:04around mine uh and my work schedule that
- 1:00:07that you know is that's everything um
- 1:00:10and it's rare that someone's willing to
- 1:00:11do that while you know being as in my
- 1:00:14opinion at least from what I've seen as
- 1:00:15intelligent and independent as she is
- 1:00:17parents always message me and say Steve
- 1:00:19wait till you have kids oh yeah that's
- 1:00:21and that's the thing like my lifestyle
- 1:00:23right now is would not work for kids so
- 1:00:24I want to wait want kids but I want to
- 1:00:26wait as long as possible because if I'm
- 1:00:28going to have kids I got to be a great
- 1:00:29dad like I really I really really enjoy
- 1:00:32mentoring people I love mentoring you
- 1:00:34know younger entrepreneurs and like help
- 1:00:36like I've told this I think I told the
- 1:00:38story on Joe Rogan I helped one of my
- 1:00:39friends go from like 40K a month and
- 1:00:41revenue to 400k on YouTube and I do kind
- 1:00:44of stuff like that all the time I just
- 1:00:45like one of my other friends has a um
- 1:00:48snack cpg brand and I helped them grow
- 1:00:50to eight figures in Revenue just for fun
- 1:00:52I would just call them a couple times a
- 1:00:53month and it's like there's something so
- 1:00:55satisfying about helping other people
- 1:00:56succeed and so I would love to have a
- 1:00:58couple kids and just like really Mentor
- 1:01:00them into like you know being badasses
- 1:01:03but yeah not anytime soon like I would
- 1:01:05be so absent if we had kids so just got
- 1:01:07to like find that right time in the VIN
- 1:01:10diagram where I could actually be
- 1:01:11present in their life and your business
- 1:01:12Empire I think is much bigger than most
- 1:01:14people realize I imagine the majority of
- 1:01:17people probably don't really understand
- 1:01:19the context of business so they don't
- 1:01:20really get it they might see you as a
- 1:01:21YouTuber or a Creator but from the
- 1:01:24research that I've done you run
- 1:01:27a very very large business yeah I mean
- 1:01:30we'll we do nine figures and feals I
- 1:01:31mean we can say that yeah nine figures
- 1:01:33and feable
- 1:01:34so the business must be worth several
- 1:01:37billions of dollars uh overall I mean
- 1:01:40you could do do something like that yeah
- 1:01:41I'm not going to get you to to try and
- 1:01:43Hazard a guess I'm sure you know but I'm
- 1:01:44not going to get ask you to predict that
- 1:01:46but
- 1:01:47but the business would be worth a lot of
- 1:01:50money are you a billionaire uh on paper
- 1:01:53yeah but I mean in my actual bank
- 1:01:55account I've BL a million dollars so do
- 1:01:57you pay yourself at all a little bit but
- 1:01:59I also like I have some assistance and
- 1:02:01things like that so it's like I try to
- 1:02:03just pay myself what I spend you know
- 1:02:06personally a month just to like stay
- 1:02:07even how how do you how do you think
- 1:02:10about money and all of this because most
- 1:02:13most people in their lives are pursuing
- 1:02:14money so that they can chill out and
- 1:02:16retire but you seem to be pursuing it
- 1:02:18purely for the sake of reinvesting it
- 1:02:20back into the system money is fuel to
- 1:02:22grow a business and then you make money
- 1:02:24from the business and then keep growing
- 1:02:26yeah and then you you find a business
- 1:02:28that you enjoy that you know is better
- 1:02:30for mother nature earth or people and
- 1:02:32there you go you have a fulfilled life
- 1:02:34that's my theory I just don't when I'm
- 1:02:3570 I don't want to look back and have
- 1:02:37regrets you know when is enough enough
- 1:02:40such a cliche question that I'm asked
- 1:02:42enough enough like building the business
- 1:02:43never I mean I just want to keep like
- 1:02:45building a business is like a video game
- 1:02:47it's it's just fun you know like with
- 1:02:49fbl right now um you know we're the
- 1:02:52largest ethically soured chocolate
- 1:02:54company in America and like it's just
- 1:02:55fun to like look at something that's
- 1:02:57been done the same way for 100 years and
- 1:02:59go how do we just flip this on a Ted and
- 1:03:01[ __ ] up this industry and you know how
- 1:03:02can we pay our Farmers a living income
- 1:03:05you know not use child labor etc etc and
- 1:03:07so it's like you know I think if I was
- 1:03:09just doing mundane things like everyone
- 1:03:12else probably I probably would be bored
- 1:03:13as [ __ ] if I would just sold chocolate
- 1:03:15like everyone else made the same
- 1:03:17repetitive YouTube videos like everyone
- 1:03:18else I probably would be like all right
- 1:03:20get me out of this I want to retire but
- 1:03:21it's not what we're doing like we're
- 1:03:23changing Industries we're impacting the
- 1:03:24world like this this is the point of
- 1:03:26life in my opinion you could do so much
- 1:03:28with the gazillion people that list
- 1:03:30listen and watch your videos you could
- 1:03:32like start almost any business and it be
- 1:03:34successful you could have almost any
- 1:03:36social impact and it be profound and
- 1:03:38save a gazillion people's lives do you
- 1:03:41do you struggle with Focus
- 1:03:44uh no I mean I do wonder you know
- 1:03:47sometimes should we be doing more but I
- 1:03:50I've really found a good Groove with
- 1:03:51febles I'm very I keep looking over
- 1:03:52there because there feasable sitting
- 1:03:53over
- 1:03:54there um I do feel like uh I've hit a
- 1:03:57good Groove with that um and the ethical
- 1:04:00sourcing on it and the no I mean yeah
- 1:04:03obviously I get a bajillion
- 1:04:04opportunities but just you know right
- 1:04:07now this like I I think I said earlier
- 1:04:09this is one of the few things in life
- 1:04:11that i' I've it's scratched the same
- 1:04:13itch as YouTube where building febles is
- 1:04:16equally as fun as making videos for me
- 1:04:18it is so delicious thank you they're so
- 1:04:21delicious I'd really love to just spend
- 1:04:22a moment talking about the ethical
- 1:04:23sourcing piece because I don't think
- 1:04:25that's something I didn't understand
- 1:04:26until I did some research on you yeah
- 1:04:29um why why does that matter so much and
- 1:04:32what when you say ethical sourcing
- 1:04:33what's the difference between what you
- 1:04:35do and what normal chocolate big
- 1:04:36chocolate in America uh well the big
- 1:04:38thing is when I got into chocolate I
- 1:04:40didn't I didn't know any of these things
- 1:04:42um we we used to Source our Coco from
- 1:04:44Peru cacao um which you know ethical
- 1:04:47sourcing is not really an issue there
- 1:04:48but the problem is majority of the
- 1:04:50Wolves Coco comes from West Africa and
- 1:04:52so as we got bigger you know everyone's
- 1:04:54like hey you need to switch your supply
- 1:04:56chain to West Africa I'm like cool um
- 1:04:59and so then I started studying and
- 1:05:00reading up about it and I um and I
- 1:05:02noticed that 46% of Labor in West Africa
- 1:05:05on Cocoa Farms is child labor and I was
- 1:05:07like that's not that can't be accurate
- 1:05:10and then I started digging deeper and
- 1:05:11deeper and I was like holy [ __ ] it's
- 1:05:13just almost half a labor is child labor
- 1:05:16and so I started talking to all the big
- 1:05:18chocolate companies or not all of them
- 1:05:19but as many as I could get a hold of and
- 1:05:21I was like so what what do you guys do
- 1:05:23about this whole child labor thing and
- 1:05:25they they constantly just telling me
- 1:05:26like it just is what it is that's how
- 1:05:27chocolate always has been I was like
- 1:05:29whoa you guys make like a billion
- 1:05:32dollars a year in profit you don't you
- 1:05:34don't see an issue with that being on
- 1:05:36the back of little kids and they're like
- 1:05:37no you and then I you know I I have this
- 1:05:40crazy clip on I have a documentary guy I
- 1:05:43think you saw him Jeff who follows me
- 1:05:44around crazy clip where I'm meeting with
- 1:05:47like a
- 1:05:48big um I got to be as vague as possible
- 1:05:51cuz they're going to murder me got time
- 1:05:53back to them but like a big supplier
- 1:05:55we'll just leave it big like that and I
- 1:05:58asked them I was like so do you have any
- 1:06:00way I can pay extra to not use child
- 1:06:02labor or anything like that or any
- 1:06:04options and they were just like no and I
- 1:06:06was and I my literal documentary guy is
- 1:06:09just like filming and I'm in like this
- 1:06:10big boardroom and I look at the camera
- 1:06:12I'm like holy [ __ ] they just said that
- 1:06:14on camera and uh and so I did all this
- 1:06:16research and it was just like yeah no
- 1:06:18and especially in America like there
- 1:06:19there's some European chocolate brands
- 1:06:21that you know try but uh in America like
- 1:06:24really no one really cared I mean
- 1:06:25there's plenty of options and plenty of
- 1:06:26time to fix it plenty of money to fix it
- 1:06:29so that just kind of honestly pissed me
- 1:06:31off and like that so then I just was
- 1:06:33like how do we solve this and so then it
- 1:06:35sent me down the rabbit hole the
- 1:06:37everything points back to like you know
- 1:06:39to the reason chocolate and America is
- 1:06:41so cheap is because they just don't you
- 1:06:42know not the reason one of the reasons
- 1:06:44they just pay the farmer so little like
- 1:06:45Farmers make less than a dollar a day um
- 1:06:47so like because of that they're forced
- 1:06:49to use child labor because I mean they
- 1:06:50literally just don't even have money to
- 1:06:51pay someone who's not a child how many
- 1:06:53kids do you think are in child labor in
- 1:06:55West Africa just on Coco farms uh you
- 1:06:58might have so in that 5,000 no it's 1.5
- 1:07:01million you're joking yeah it's over a
- 1:07:02million it's crazy so what we need to do
- 1:07:04is we need to in my head get to a
- 1:07:06billion dollars a year in Revenue as
- 1:07:07fast as possible while being ethically
- 1:07:09sourced and being profitable big part of
- 1:07:12it is we have to be profitable while
- 1:07:13doing it because then I can point and go
- 1:07:15look we achieve scale ethically and
- 1:07:18we're making money it's not that you
- 1:07:20can't do it you just don't want to and
- 1:07:22then um and maybe maybe we give them the
- 1:07:25benefit of a doubt maybe they just truly
- 1:07:27don't know how to do it at scale and
- 1:07:29maybe it'll open their eyes and they'll
- 1:07:30be like oh I guess it is possible and
- 1:07:32they'll start to change the ways more
- 1:07:33than likely they won't and I but over
- 1:07:36time I hope we can just shine a light on
- 1:07:38it using my platform and you know um
- 1:07:40just show the model works and then I
- 1:07:42don't know something I would love to do
- 1:07:44in the long run is like you know how
- 1:07:46there's like the fair trade logo maybe I
- 1:07:48make my own version of it and I help
- 1:07:49other chocolate companies Source their
- 1:07:51uh cacao ethically and uh or something
- 1:07:53and you know and I just educate people
- 1:07:55on like if it doesn't have the symbol
- 1:07:56it's probably using child labor and
- 1:07:58something I there's some way where I
- 1:08:00could play my cards over the next 10
- 1:08:01years where we get over a million kids
- 1:08:02out of child labor uh on Coco farms and
- 1:08:05so I just got to connect the dots and
- 1:08:07figure out the correct way to do it this
- 1:08:09might sound like a Prett obvious
- 1:08:10question but it's it won't be to
- 1:08:11everybody why' you care so much bro I
- 1:08:15just like I've been on these Farms I
- 1:08:16don't want to get rich on the back of
- 1:08:17little kids I mean it's just kind
- 1:08:20of I I feel like it's kind of obvious
- 1:08:22you know I maybe to other people on
- 1:08:25chocolate don't care but I the first
- 1:08:27thing when I heard about it I was like
- 1:08:28why why is this a thing it reminds me of
- 1:08:30somewhat of again of Elon Musk and what
- 1:08:32his mission was with Tesla he kind of
- 1:08:34knew that if he was able to prove that
- 1:08:35you can have fast um nice electric cars
- 1:08:39then the rest of the industry could give
- 1:08:40up their excuses that it's not possible
- 1:08:42exactly um what if someone comes along
- 1:08:44though and they say Okay Jimmy we'll
- 1:08:47give you five billion for feast hell no
- 1:08:49I ain't selling that [ __ ] you're never
- 1:08:51selling it no because the first thing
- 1:08:52they would do to up the margins is they
- 1:08:54just dropped ethical sourcing
- 1:08:56you have people come along and offered
- 1:08:57to buy your YouTube channel uh I mean
- 1:09:00yeah I've been offered a billion dollars
- 1:09:01here or crazy amounts of money there but
- 1:09:04I mean it's you know what's funny is
- 1:09:07Zuck got that famous billion dollar
- 1:09:08offer for Facebook and he said what was
- 1:09:11it he was like why would I sell the
- 1:09:13social media platform I would just take
- 1:09:15the money and start a new one and I kind
- 1:09:17of like the one I have so why don't I
- 1:09:18just keep it and I I every time I get
- 1:09:21which I haven't in a while but you know
- 1:09:23back in the day I used to like jokingly
- 1:09:24poke around just to see what people
- 1:09:26would offer me um and I would get those
- 1:09:28offers and then I would always just be
- 1:09:29like yeah I I would just do the same
- 1:09:31thing I'm doing now so I might as well
- 1:09:33just keep doing what I'm doing now you
- 1:09:34know the money won't really change
- 1:09:36anything well done and I don't think you
- 1:09:38you've yet to get the credit you deserve
- 1:09:39for the the lengths you've gone to with
- 1:09:42febles no but I think it's really
- 1:09:43important I know you're not doing it for
- 1:09:45credit at all I know that you're doing
- 1:09:46it to get the message out there so that
- 1:09:48the industry changes but I think someone
- 1:09:49like you with a platform that you have
- 1:09:51that's able to produce chocolate that is
- 1:09:52[ __ ] delicious they sent me a box of
- 1:09:54it about six months ago and
- 1:09:56I I hate so much the [ __ ] I'm
- 1:09:58thinking of updating yeah I mean if you
- 1:10:01hand them to me like hand me a couple
- 1:10:02bars the there's uh a lot of stuff that
- 1:10:05uh the problem is like if you look at
- 1:10:07this and this you know from a distance
- 1:10:09you can't tell really the difference
- 1:10:11between the flavors like this is dark
- 1:10:12sea salt this is just dark chocolate so
- 1:10:15uh I'm about to update the wrappers
- 1:10:16where we're going to put like colored
- 1:10:17tips here so you can tell the flavors
- 1:10:19from far away uh I think that's very
- 1:10:21important um another thing too that uh I
- 1:10:26there's just
- 1:10:26a uh you made a mistake you put these in
- 1:10:29front of me now I'm the other thing I W
- 1:10:32to um I want to I was I've been
- 1:10:34experimenting and the newer renders are
- 1:10:35looking good with putting like right
- 1:10:37here every bite helps uh get kids out of
- 1:10:40child labor putting that on the front
- 1:10:42and then I I'm you know we're messing
- 1:10:44around with different Machinery I feel
- 1:10:45like the images of the chocolate on the
- 1:10:46front could be a little higher quality
- 1:10:48the back is pretty ass um I want to you
- 1:10:51know put some more messaging on the back
- 1:10:53of it there's a lot that needs to be
- 1:10:55like the white tips here it just makes
- 1:10:56it so obvious from far away what this
- 1:10:58flavor is whereas all these blend in and
- 1:11:00so yeah brutal got to fix it you you
- 1:11:05talked about your friends calling you
- 1:11:06and asking you for business advice and
- 1:11:07you helping them Drive their businesses
- 1:11:09up but just watching you there pick
- 1:11:12apart your own business made me think
- 1:11:13that there's a lot of entrepreneurs that
- 1:11:14watch our show that are early in their
- 1:11:16own businesses and many of them will be
- 1:11:19you're going to fail you're going to
- 1:11:20fail a ton I mean when I first started
- 1:11:22chocolate I mean it was it was hilarious
- 1:11:24how bad I [ __ ] up our original Bars
- 1:11:28were like very thin there's a reason why
- 1:11:30like chocolate bars have these like
- 1:11:31break points here where they like break
- 1:11:33easily I didn't know that um and so mine
- 1:11:36was just one solid sheet of chocolate
- 1:11:37but that's almost like a piece of glass
- 1:11:40whereas if you drop it it just shatters
- 1:11:41into like a bunch of little pieces and
- 1:11:43um and I also didn't know that there's a
- 1:11:45thing called a a package engineer and
- 1:11:48can you hand me a box of febles uh my
- 1:11:50original chocolate box when you pop
- 1:11:52these open and put it on a shelf there
- 1:11:55this obviously the problem's fixed but
- 1:11:58if if this was sitting on a shelf when
- 1:12:00you grab this one these would all slide
- 1:12:02forward and then they would fall out of
- 1:12:03the box and or the box would fall off
- 1:12:06the shelf because of the weight because
- 1:12:07there wasn't right balance at the bottom
- 1:12:09and the lips here this this didn't used
- 1:12:11to be a thing so these were open and
- 1:12:12there was just a bottom lip here and so
- 1:12:14they would fall out like that um and
- 1:12:16then the bars because we didn't have the
- 1:12:18natural break points would shatter like
- 1:12:19glass who noticed that um well me and
- 1:12:23the thing is I I this a old team in
- 1:12:25feasts I would tell them like there's
- 1:12:27too many broken bars when I go into
- 1:12:28Walmart I'm seeing too many that are
- 1:12:29broken they told me like ah you're
- 1:12:31worrying about this too much it's not
- 1:12:33that big of an issue it happens to
- 1:12:34everyone and I got to the point where it
- 1:12:36was just [ __ ] pissing me off because
- 1:12:38I hated like grabbing a bar off the
- 1:12:40ground or seeing on the Shelf all these
- 1:12:42like shattered chocolate bars that I I
- 1:12:44put like uh I paid people to put GoPros
- 1:12:47in like a a like a bag of lace ships
- 1:12:49pointed at because I couldn't get I
- 1:12:51tried to get Walmarts to give me the
- 1:12:52security camera footage and they
- 1:12:53wouldn't so I put hidden GoPros and a
- 1:12:55bunch of random Walmarts just to pointed
- 1:12:57at the feastival bars just to see why
- 1:12:59are they [ __ ] breaking so much
- 1:13:00there's so many shots of like you know
- 1:13:02like a mom grabbing a bar and then she'd
- 1:13:04be looking at it literally like this and
- 1:13:05then you just see the Box just go and
- 1:13:08she' go and they' just fall off the
- 1:13:10shelf and then they just put it up and
- 1:13:11you you know some of the bars would be
- 1:13:12broken and it would just happen over and
- 1:13:14over and over again because we didn't
- 1:13:15engineer the boxes correctly they didn't
- 1:13:17do anything wrong do you know how a
- 1:13:19typical that is what you've just said
- 1:13:20that you put GoPros yeah people told me
- 1:13:22I was crazy the amount of people who
- 1:13:23tried to tell me that was illegal I was
- 1:13:24like bro I don't [ __ ] care I just
- 1:13:25need know why my bars are breaking like
- 1:13:26I'll delete the footage um and so I that
- 1:13:30and uh you know I did a bunch of just
- 1:13:32data and I actually I saw there's a
- 1:13:35company called aosta where you can pay
- 1:13:36people to go into Walmart so then I I
- 1:13:39started paying where every week I would
- 1:13:41send someone into every single Walmart
- 1:13:42in America to buy all the broken bars
- 1:13:45fix up the boxes it's pretty expensive I
- 1:13:47think um you know it's like $100,000
- 1:13:49just to send someone into every single
- 1:13:50Walmart to clean them up $28 a pop times
- 1:13:535,000 um uh Walmarts and um yeah so I
- 1:13:57was sending people into Walmart to clean
- 1:13:58up the broken bars and that but I was
- 1:14:00paying so much money it was $100,000 a
- 1:14:02week just to send people in and then I
- 1:14:04was buying all these broken bars because
- 1:14:05I just really didn't want people to go
- 1:14:06into Walmart and to buy a broken Feast
- 1:14:09bar like that is literally the worst you
- 1:14:10know consumer experience you can have um
- 1:14:13and yeah and then I learned what a
- 1:14:15package engineer is and I was like holy
- 1:14:17[ __ ] this is your full-time job to make
- 1:14:18it where my boxes don't [ __ ] fall
- 1:14:20over where have you been but on the
- 1:14:22point that I was saying your obsession
- 1:14:24with the D of a product is it's
- 1:14:27completely atypical and if I was to
- 1:14:29compare this to a normal YouTuber and
- 1:14:31their e-commerce brand oh they wouldn't
- 1:14:32give a [ __ ] yeah I was I probably spent
- 1:14:35thousands of hours obsessing over this
- 1:14:36product I mean I know it doesn't feel
- 1:14:37like it because it's just chocolate but
- 1:14:39yeah I mean it's it's a problem from the
- 1:14:41ethical sourcing to every little thing
- 1:14:43about it like I don't I don't do
- 1:14:44anything half has and didn't you drive
- 1:14:46to a ton of Walmarts don't you oh all
- 1:14:48the time that's what I do every day oh
- 1:14:50[ __ ] we should go hit to Walmart we
- 1:14:52didn't even go ah he's got a plan he's
- 1:14:53got to catch yeah it's my favorite thing
- 1:14:55to do is like sometimes I'll spend all
- 1:14:56night in Walmart just uh scanning
- 1:14:58products and looking at the daily
- 1:14:59velocities and sales it's it's like uh I
- 1:15:03had a layover in DC I live in North
- 1:15:05Carolina then I was like wait a minute I
- 1:15:08could just rent a car and hit like 30
- 1:15:10Walmarts on the way home and just drive
- 1:15:11home and so then I drove home from DC to
- 1:15:14North Carolina and visited every Walmart
- 1:15:16on the east coast in like the middle of
- 1:15:17America just to like go look at the
- 1:15:19chocolate aisle and see all the
- 1:15:20statistics and things like that I asked
- 1:15:22you earlier on if you struggled [ __ ] I
- 1:15:24wish we could go visit a Walmart you
- 1:15:26know how fun that would be it's like I
- 1:15:29would love to educate you on the chocol
- 1:15:31are Walmart still open now oh no they're
- 1:15:33not okay we can do it another time I
- 1:15:35usually what I do is I just bang on the
- 1:15:36door and they let me in of course yeah
- 1:15:38but what you just said there I'm I feel
- 1:15:40like I'm getting at something here
- 1:15:42because
- 1:15:4399.99999% of entrepreneurs that I know
- 1:15:45that just have one thing to do just to
- 1:15:47run their business don't give that many
- 1:15:49[ __ ] about the detail and you have like
- 1:15:52a zillion things to do an Amazon show
- 1:15:54which is like the highest future of
- 1:15:56whatever of all time or whatever and you
- 1:15:58have this massive Channel you have your
- 1:15:59philanthropy you have all of this stuff
- 1:16:01going 100 million followers on Tik Tok
- 1:16:03gazillion followers here a gazillion
- 1:16:04followers the numbers are just
- 1:16:06unfathomable and you're still driving to
- 1:16:0831 Walmarts to check if your chocolate
- 1:16:11is breaking yeah well and I go in the
- 1:16:13back when I'm there if it's not on the
- 1:16:14shelf and I'll go scan it in and help
- 1:16:16the employees and and is that is that
- 1:16:18the difference well you just got to know
- 1:16:20everything going on it's I mean it's
- 1:16:22just first principles every if like like
- 1:16:25I I hate when someone in my business is
- 1:16:27like tells me something that I don't
- 1:16:30agree with but I'm too ignorant to be
- 1:16:32able to challenge them because then it's
- 1:16:33like well who am I to you know I guess I
- 1:16:36got to just take them on the word but
- 1:16:37most people tend to pick the easiest
- 1:16:40route or conform to the status quo and I
- 1:16:42want to if I want to lead real
- 1:16:43Innovation and like change the industry
- 1:16:45then I got to know every little facet of
- 1:16:46everything and so I mean at the end of
- 1:16:48the day you know the Shelf is where
- 1:16:51people buy it so I got to intricately
- 1:16:53know everything going on at the touch
- 1:16:54point of the consumer and you know how
- 1:16:57it gets there how it's being stored at
- 1:16:59the D distribution centers and then the
- 1:17:01retailer and then on the shelf and what
- 1:17:03what does it look like what's the
- 1:17:04experience and everything because all
- 1:17:05these little things add up do you not
- 1:17:07feel like you spend your whole life
- 1:17:09fighting people to raise their standards
- 1:17:12to your standards because you don't
- 1:17:14exist in a world of Mr beasts well that
- 1:17:17that's the thing I used to think which I
- 1:17:19I've said a couple times it was just
- 1:17:20content but I realized it's just
- 1:17:21everything I do like I just want to be
- 1:17:23the best at it and that's it's weird man
- 1:17:26because you just look at this choca bar
- 1:17:27and you wouldn't you'd be like who the
- 1:17:29[ __ ] cares but that's the thing it's
- 1:17:31it's what I've really enjoyed the last
- 1:17:33two years is I've gone as in depth on
- 1:17:35this as I have YouTube and it's been
- 1:17:37every bit as fun I mean it's very very
- 1:17:39[ __ ] difficult and and hard
- 1:17:40especially the ethical sourcing and like
- 1:17:42I recently spent a week in West Africa
- 1:17:44and I I went from the bean all the way
- 1:17:46to the bar and like you worked on the
- 1:17:49farm and follow the entire QC Supply
- 1:17:51Chain and everything and it's not it's
- 1:17:53like it's equally as hard as my YouTube
- 1:17:55channel but it's also equally as fun and
- 1:17:57I that was just that was a big eye
- 1:17:58opener for me because I never thought I
- 1:17:59would enjoy something as much as uh my
- 1:18:02YouTube channel and that's what I was
- 1:18:04saying earlier I've come to realize I
- 1:18:05deeply enjoy building businesses and
- 1:18:07solving hard complex problems even
- 1:18:08though I know this is just chocolate but
- 1:18:10I get the complex thing from the ethical
- 1:18:12sourcing side just on a daily basis like
- 1:18:14that that's fun with beast beast games
- 1:18:17with this with all the other things
- 1:18:18going on um your main Channel which is I
- 1:18:21guess you probably still see as your
- 1:18:23baby to some degree it's like the
- 1:18:24Mothership right because it's the source
- 1:18:25of it it's what allows us to do
- 1:18:26everything like most people buying this
- 1:18:27aren't buying it because of Beast games
- 1:18:29do you ever get paranoia when the views
- 1:18:31go down they haven't gone down yet
- 1:18:33they've gone up every year for 14 years
- 1:18:35but do you still get that that do you
- 1:18:37still watch the video go live and look
- 1:18:38at the back end no you don't no I mean
- 1:18:41because it's like we uh I don't know I
- 1:18:45just upload a video and then the next
- 1:18:46day I look at the retention and the CTR
- 1:18:48and if we [ __ ] up I just you know well
- 1:18:51what we do is we call them after action
- 1:18:52reports so I get all the smartest people
- 1:18:53in my company like like uh we like we
- 1:18:56actually just did one I wish I had my
- 1:18:58had it on me but like we'll we I have I
- 1:19:01pay this guy to just do a very in-depth
- 1:19:02breakdown of like here's the retention
- 1:19:03chart here's every time someone clicked
- 1:19:05away here's where was the flattest
- 1:19:06here's where was the worst you know
- 1:19:08we'll take like so if I upload a video
- 1:19:09that's 20 minutes we'll take our last 10
- 1:19:1120 minute videos and we'll go you know
- 1:19:13uh the median retention on the last 10
- 1:19:1520 minute videos was 10 minutes and 6 or
- 1:19:1955 seconds is the median so if the
- 1:19:21retention on this new video is 11
- 1:19:22minutes or above we did a good job if
- 1:19:24it's below that then we did below
- 1:19:26average and blah blah blah and and he
- 1:19:27just does like a a giant like
- 1:19:29presentation and so usually two weeks
- 1:19:31after we upload we'll we'll look at that
- 1:19:33with all my top people and then we'll
- 1:19:34just be like what' we [ __ ] up what we do
- 1:19:36well cool move
- 1:19:37on and has there ever been a moment in
- 1:19:39real recent times where you go I think I
- 1:19:42need to spend more time on it again and
- 1:19:43get back in there and because all the
- 1:19:46time you know but a lot of that stems
- 1:19:48from insecurity I mean cuz the thing is
- 1:19:50of course we we had a video recently
- 1:19:52every minute someone is eliminated it
- 1:19:54didn't performed the best um you know
- 1:19:56and their like our intro was a little
- 1:19:59repetitive it was a little dark it um it
- 1:20:02we had we brought back like losers from
- 1:20:04Beast games to compete in a main Channel
- 1:20:06video but the problem is some people
- 1:20:07thought it was Beast games they like oh
- 1:20:08I've already seen this there was just a
- 1:20:10lot of rookie mistakes there and it's
- 1:20:11very easy for me to like you know get
- 1:20:13insecure and and like be like [ __ ] this
- 1:20:15is why I need to be in the weeds but the
- 1:20:17end of the day it's like it's not like
- 1:20:18when I was calling all the shots I was
- 1:20:20perfect either so as long as it's like
- 1:20:21as long as when people make mistakes
- 1:20:23they learn from them I have a say like
- 1:20:25that I tell people all the time like
- 1:20:26like whenever our new creatives [ __ ] up
- 1:20:28I I'll look at Tyler I go Tyler's
- 1:20:30literally cost me tens of millions of
- 1:20:31dollars in bad decisions like this isn't
- 1:20:33going to be the first time you [ __ ] us
- 1:20:34out of a million dollars as long as you
- 1:20:36learn from it it's fine um and so as
- 1:20:38long as like that's where these after
- 1:20:40action reports are are important because
- 1:20:41as long as we when we mess up we
- 1:20:43articulate why and it doesn't happen
- 1:20:45again then it's just part of it but yeah
- 1:20:46I mean if the same thing was happening
- 1:20:48over and over and over again that'd be
- 1:20:49like [ __ ] I need to get step in but my
- 1:20:52my guys are just good like they don't
- 1:20:53make the same mistake twice tell me
- 1:20:54about experimentation and testing cuz
- 1:20:56people look to you as the the real king
- 1:20:59of like testing and experimentation how
- 1:21:01Central is this to the success of
- 1:21:03everything that you do very much and
- 1:21:04that's the thing like that every minute
- 1:21:06video like it flopped you know and that
- 1:21:08was your your highest chance of flopping
- 1:21:11is when you do something new like really
- 1:21:13really new uh one of our bigger flops
- 1:21:15before that too is we did this video
- 1:21:16where it was like 10 minutes this room
- 1:21:17will explode we built this giant Tower
- 1:21:20had a guy start at the top he had to
- 1:21:21make it it was a real- time shoot down
- 1:21:23press a button yeah it was just didn't
- 1:21:25perform that well people didn't really
- 1:21:26like it um is kind of complicated blah
- 1:21:29blah and it's like you have to be
- 1:21:31careful because you know um I want I
- 1:21:34want a culture where people feel
- 1:21:35comfortable experimenting and trying and
- 1:21:37feel fine failing and so you know when
- 1:21:39that video failed or when you know that
- 1:21:41every minute this someone's eliminated
- 1:21:43like you know I don't go and yell at
- 1:21:44people or call them idiots or anything
- 1:21:46like that I just I'm like what did we do
- 1:21:47wrong all right here's all the facts
- 1:21:50just make sure it doesn't happen again
- 1:21:52not going to be the first time you cost
- 1:21:53me a bunch of money it's all good you
- 1:21:55know I see this as investing in you guys
- 1:21:57and let's just learn from it I was gonna
- 1:21:59say because um or else if if there was a
- 1:22:01culture of that then people would just
- 1:22:03make the same videos again and a lot of
- 1:22:04YouTubers just ch out the same format
- 1:22:06I'm okay with my people failing I'm okay
- 1:22:07with the video being 10 out of 10 like
- 1:22:09as long as we actually took an honest
- 1:22:12good um try at it you know and and as
- 1:22:16long as we failed because we made the
- 1:22:18wrong shot call not because we were lazy
- 1:22:20not because we didn't put the effort in
- 1:22:21ETC as long as if as long as it's just
- 1:22:24like we made an educated decision to
- 1:22:26test something or try something and it
- 1:22:28just didn't work I'm cool with that we
- 1:22:29can do that all day and like they know
- 1:22:31that and i' I don't yell at people um
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- 1:24:36just concluded today the biggest
- 1:24:40competition show I think of all time
- 1:24:42well it is of all time but I think
- 1:24:43you've got 50 gu you know largest sets
- 1:24:45in history most World Records in history
- 1:24:46largest cash prize in history most
- 1:24:48winners in history most contestants in
- 1:24:49history most camera yeah and what 50
- 1:24:52Guinness World Records yeah that we know
- 1:24:54of there's probably way more but yeah
- 1:24:56you said something on stage which I
- 1:24:57found quite interesting you said I kind
- 1:24:58of feel a bit sad yeah I know because
- 1:25:01every Thursday I got to look forward to
- 1:25:03like seeing the internet's reaction to
- 1:25:04Beast games and now I'm gonna wake up
- 1:25:06next Thursday and I don't I don't get to
- 1:25:09see what people think it's over they
- 1:25:11they describe um this in the Olympics as
- 1:25:13gold medal depression really yeah they
- 1:25:15say I think it's I might butcher these
- 1:25:17numbers but 70% of people after the
- 1:25:19Olympics even if they won a gold medal
- 1:25:21mhm experience depression afterwards
- 1:25:23because they they' lost their North Star
- 1:25:26that was giving them meaning in yeah no
- 1:25:28I mean I'm not I I mean I I guess I'm
- 1:25:31playfully sad but I don't it's fine we
- 1:25:33just I got I have so much [ __ ] going on
- 1:25:35I don't even really get to think about
- 1:25:36that kind of stuff and you're on to the
- 1:25:37next one uh yeah so we'll well Amazon
- 1:25:41let's get season two in the books
- 1:25:43already come on let's sign a contract
- 1:25:45can't really talk about it is the most
- 1:25:47me and Jack were talking about earlier
- 1:25:48on it is the most incredible thing that
- 1:25:49I think I've seen on TV and I just think
- 1:25:52I just I think I said you on the phone
- 1:25:53the other day
- 1:25:54I watch it knowing that unless you do
- 1:25:56another one I will never see something
- 1:25:58on this magnitude and scale no one wants
- 1:26:00to do something like I mean because it's
- 1:26:01[ __ ] hard man and those sets and the
- 1:26:05the thing is the reason why a lot of
- 1:26:06reality TV doesn't feel that way uh and
- 1:26:09we could have obviously done much better
- 1:26:10storytelling and we will when we do
- 1:26:11future iterations but the the at its
- 1:26:14Crux like what people don't see is like
- 1:26:17to have a thousand cameras recording the
- 1:26:19amount of infrastruct like we broke a
- 1:26:21world record for most camera cables ran
- 1:26:23like the like the most miles of camera
- 1:26:25cables and
- 1:26:26like and the millions of dollars we had
- 1:26:29to spend on storage and millions of
- 1:26:31dollars on the control room and the
- 1:26:32millions upon millions of dollars of
- 1:26:34Hardware to edit it and like having to
- 1:26:35bring in Adobe to custom change the
- 1:26:37Adobe software where you could actually
- 1:26:38have that many multi cams it's like it
- 1:26:40is the the actual infrastructure to
- 1:26:43actually be able to do that is
- 1:26:44incredibly incredibly difficult and um
- 1:26:47that's why usually what they'll do is
- 1:26:48they'll be like all right here's a 1H
- 1:26:50hour like if you're filming a reality
- 1:26:51show here's a 1 hour window you know
- 1:26:54they'll send out story producers they'll
- 1:26:55put a camera on you they'll be like yo
- 1:26:57can you say this line you're kind of our
- 1:26:58villain this is what we're looking for
- 1:27:00they'll kind of tell you what to say and
- 1:27:01then they'll write the notes down and
- 1:27:02they'll catalog it for the editors
- 1:27:04whereas we're just like [ __ ] it we're
- 1:27:06going to be filming you know 24/7 all
- 1:27:09these cameras you guys be yourselves
- 1:27:11we'll just capture it because you don't
- 1:27:12know when someone's going to do
- 1:27:14something weird you don't know when
- 1:27:15someone's going to whisper to someone in
- 1:27:16form an alliance you don't know so you
- 1:27:18literally have to just be rolling and
- 1:27:20you need these to be acceptable angles
- 1:27:22so you need multiple an a cam and a b
- 1:27:23Cam and all this which creates a
- 1:27:25Monumental fuckload of footage but
- 1:27:27that's what allowed us that was I mean
- 1:27:30of amongst many things that's one of the
- 1:27:31biggest uh competitive advantages we had
- 1:27:34when filming Beast games is we put in
- 1:27:36the effort to to set up all this
- 1:27:38infrastructure we could actually capture
- 1:27:40it and just tell the story how it is
- 1:27:41instead of having to use story producers
- 1:27:43to put words in people's mouths but it's
- 1:27:44a [ __ ] nightmare man like I had over
- 1:27:46150 people editing that I mean we're
- 1:27:49coming through unfathomable amounts of
- 1:27:51footage and and everything and I mean
- 1:27:53even things from like the uh computer
- 1:27:55network and our local it constantly
- 1:27:57crashing because there's just so much
- 1:27:59footage there and like if I were to send
- 1:28:02all the Beast games footage to just one
- 1:28:04editor it would probably be like
- 1:28:05$300,000 in hard drives and you know and
- 1:28:07if you have 150 editors it's just
- 1:28:09impossible so we you spend millions of
- 1:28:11dollars and you build a central uh
- 1:28:12server room and so we have our own
- 1:28:14server acts and everything and then you
- 1:28:15have them remote in there but even then
- 1:28:17just due to the sheer volume of footage
- 1:28:19Adobe and everything was constantly
- 1:28:20crashing and it's like it was it was a
- 1:28:23nightmare on the back end but it's great
- 1:28:25because that's why we were able to tell
- 1:28:28what actually happened why it feels
- 1:28:29different because we were recording
- 1:28:31non-stop 247 I was wondering as I was
- 1:28:34watching it if Amazon are aware of the
- 1:28:36the fact that you're just going to give
- 1:28:37away the money like this like when you
- 1:28:39like flip the queen and it adds another
- 1:28:41$5 million that didn't affect them I
- 1:28:42lost a ton of money filming the show so
- 1:28:44that that came out of my pocket because
- 1:28:46really yeah we were we spent way too
- 1:28:48much money on it I lost tens of millions
- 1:28:49of dollars on that show really yeah I'm
- 1:28:52an idiot because the lines came out it
- 1:28:54was like Amazon give Mr Beast 100
- 1:28:56million to do yeah show so I'm thinking
- 1:29:00okay I'm doing the math I'm thinking
- 1:29:01okay so he spent 20 odd million on the
- 1:29:03prizes MH yeah we gave away so there
- 1:29:06must be 80 million left or something I
- 1:29:08mean so episode one we spent over $15
- 1:29:10million on those Towers building them
- 1:29:12all like that was the most towers ever
- 1:29:13built the most hydraulic press or
- 1:29:15whatever used I mean that that set was
- 1:29:17[ __ ] crazy man we had to build a
- 1:29:19th000 towers that were 10 ft tall safety
- 1:29:22test them all put like get it where they
- 1:29:24actually work we had to literally
- 1:29:26hardwire them all and build like our own
- 1:29:28software where we could drop people we
- 1:29:30had to put up all the screens I mean
- 1:29:31that was that that was that's like
- 1:29:33arguably one of the largest sets ever
- 1:29:34built in history that was just episode
- 1:29:36one and that's just like the
- 1:29:37construction of the set That's not
- 1:29:39including like you said we we gave away
- 1:29:40over $20 million I think over two
- 1:29:41million was in episode one and then
- 1:29:45episode two we have the city which that
- 1:29:47was a 14 million dollar set build and
- 1:29:49that was um huge I mean because that was
- 1:29:51a real City that they were living in you
- 1:29:53know um and then I could yeah go but
- 1:29:56just between the 20 whatever two million
- 1:29:58we gave away plus those two sets I mean
- 1:30:00already right there you're probably
- 1:30:02you're at over $50 million how much did
- 1:30:04the whole thing cost that I have been
- 1:30:07advised not to say because because
- 1:30:09people will hear big number and be like
- 1:30:11oh well I could have made a good show if
- 1:30:12I had that kind of money but the thing
- 1:30:14is they couldn't because it's if money
- 1:30:16isn't everything like building and
- 1:30:18managing it is is you know infinitely
- 1:30:20harder but is it more than 100 million
- 1:30:22yeah of course yeah of course I mean
- 1:30:24well I just told you how we spent 50
- 1:30:26million and that we're only two episodes
- 1:30:27in so how out of pocket are you tens of
- 1:30:30millions yeah it was not a good
- 1:30:31financial decision to make Beast games I
- 1:30:33lost money I would have more money if I
- 1:30:34didn't film it any regrets no no it's
- 1:30:36great I mean for for me I was it was
- 1:30:38about making season one as good as
- 1:30:40possible you know I can't let the
- 1:30:42YouTube Community down because that you
- 1:30:44know creators don't have a good rep when
- 1:30:45it comes to doing stuff on streaming
- 1:30:47platforms and you know I'm getting 200
- 1:30:49million views of video on average over
- 1:30:51the course of the first year and I'm
- 1:30:53going to talk to these stream platforms
- 1:30:54and they're like H we've been burned by
- 1:30:56creators before I'm like bro I'm not a
- 1:30:59Tik tocker that dances I have a
- 1:31:01production company and I routinely make
- 1:31:03spectacles and even me these streaming
- 1:31:06platforms they weren't taking serious so
- 1:31:07I was like [ __ ] like if I fail it's over
- 1:31:10like no one's ever no streaming platform
- 1:31:11is ever going to touch a YouTuber ever
- 1:31:12again so my big thing was just making
- 1:31:14sure this crushed and you know now the
- 1:31:16doors are opening up I mean I'm getting
- 1:31:18calls from creators left and right and
- 1:31:19they're like Oho yeah streaming
- 1:31:21platforms they wouldn't talk to me
- 1:31:22before now they're coming like I would
- 1:31:24tried to get a meeting with them and
- 1:31:25they were like no now they're like
- 1:31:27begging to like have meetings with them
- 1:31:29and I already know of two creators that
- 1:31:31have signed deals um just on the backend
- 1:31:33success of Beast games and probably I
- 1:31:35mean hundreds of hundreds of millions of
- 1:31:37dollars is going to flow into Creator's
- 1:31:38Pockets just because of Beast games in
- 1:31:40the next year well the UN Rotten
- 1:31:41Tomatoes which is not an easy an easy
- 1:31:44critic to no you you got it was like 90%
- 1:31:47approval from fans which is pretty
- 1:31:48unheard of in Rotten Tomatoes I know um
- 1:31:51but also I hear through the the grape
- 1:31:53vine that
- 1:31:54it is on track to become one of Amazon's
- 1:31:57biggest shows of all time yeah see the
- 1:32:00problem is I have to wait for them to do
- 1:32:02a press release so okay yeah well I'm
- 1:32:04I'm just
- 1:32:06talking I got you I told him I'd be a
- 1:32:08good boy and not leak things so but for
- 1:32:11a a YouTuber quote unquote YouTuber yeah
- 1:32:14well they did release it it was their
- 1:32:15number one unscripted show of all time
- 1:32:16and then yeah I mean the it's I I don't
- 1:32:19think they'd mind me saying it's very
- 1:32:21the show's very Evergreen like usually
- 1:32:23these shows get a lot of attention then
- 1:32:24kind of like Teeter off but ours is like
- 1:32:26like over 700,000 new unique viewers are
- 1:32:29watching it every single day like which
- 1:32:31is pretty crazy because if we maintain
- 1:32:33that like yeah it's going to shatter
- 1:32:35some pretty crazy records and what's the
- 1:32:37upside for you to continue promoting it
- 1:32:39now that it's done because I put all
- 1:32:40this effort in I want people to see it
- 1:32:42yeah I don't get paid to like all the
- 1:32:44promotion I'm doing now I'm not getting
- 1:32:45paid for really but I mean but I mean I
- 1:32:48guess the upside would be the better
- 1:32:49season one does you know the more money
- 1:32:51I get for season two three four five Etc
- 1:32:54if I sit here with you in 10 years time
- 1:32:55Jimmy yep oh Bo and everything went to
- 1:33:01plan um you're 36 at that age I already
- 1:33:04know what you're gonna ask yeah I mean I
- 1:33:06hate that kind of stuff because if you
- 1:33:07ask me the problem is if you asked me
- 1:33:09this like five years ago I never would
- 1:33:11have said anything about febles or a lot
- 1:33:12of the stuff I'm doing now and so the
- 1:33:14honest answer is I don't know I mean I
- 1:33:16think in what I'm doing you know
- 1:33:18hopefully by then I have two billion
- 1:33:20subscribers on YouTube you know Beast
- 1:33:22games is bigger than we ever imagine
- 1:33:24hopefully feastival has gotten over a
- 1:33:26million kids out of child labor by then
- 1:33:29um and you know I probably will have two
- 1:33:32or three other businesses that I'm very
- 1:33:33passionate about that are hopefully
- 1:33:34crushing
- 1:33:35and yeah just I don't know and
- 1:33:39personally maybe I'll have a kid by then
- 1:33:41I don't know I mean only time will tell
- 1:33:44it's it won't be until I feel like I
- 1:33:45could actually have enough time to be a
- 1:33:47good dad but I I don't even know man I
- 1:33:49don't think about my personal life I
- 1:33:51just think about winning and got to
- 1:33:53build some photos I found that I loved
- 1:33:55oh
- 1:33:57okay holy [ __ ] is this me or my brother
- 1:34:01me this one as well where did you get
- 1:34:03these um internet these are on the
- 1:34:06internet these are like the really
- 1:34:07iconic photos that I from see really I
- 1:34:11don't think I've ever seen this one
- 1:34:12really yeah I don't do you recognize
- 1:34:15anything in that photo other than no I
- 1:34:16don't I was just thinking like what
- 1:34:18house am I even in I might be at a
- 1:34:21military base potentially cuz when we
- 1:34:23were younger my both my parents are in
- 1:34:25the military so they're traveling a lot
- 1:34:26so this might just be like some random
- 1:34:28house interesting I do recognize this
- 1:34:31like this photo in the background I'm
- 1:34:33sure you're throw up on screen I think
- 1:34:34that that that was yeah that's on the
- 1:34:37hallway beside her bathroom I haven't
- 1:34:38been to my mom's house in so long um
- 1:34:42interesting you you do so much for
- 1:34:43children but if you could whisper in
- 1:34:44that child's ear something about buy
- 1:34:51Bitcoin what was it like two pennies
- 1:34:53back then no um I know because I
- 1:34:57wouldn't want I wouldn't say anything if
- 1:34:58you gave me a microphone to talk to him
- 1:35:00because the problem is I'd be I'd be
- 1:35:01worried that it would change you know
- 1:35:03the outcome of of how I became and like
- 1:35:06I'm very even though I know earlier on I
- 1:35:08was probably sounded a little depressed
- 1:35:10because shit's hard but you know I'm I
- 1:35:13am happy with the position I am in and I
- 1:35:16would be worried that you know like this
- 1:35:19is definitely a very confused child
- 1:35:21that's not fitting in that feels like a
- 1:35:23[ __ ] freak not this young one I don't
- 1:35:25know what the [ __ ] he's thinking but
- 1:35:26this one right here probably is around
- 1:35:27the age where I was like [ __ ] I'm just a
- 1:35:29[ __ ] weirdo I don't fit in with
- 1:35:31anyone why does no one want to build
- 1:35:32businesses and succeed but I think going
- 1:35:34through that Journey was was important
- 1:35:36and it's uh yeah it just gives me a lot
- 1:35:38of conviction with things so I probably
- 1:35:41if I wasn't allowed to say buy Bitcoin I
- 1:35:43just wouldn't say anything what about
- 1:35:45Taha yeah to my
- 1:35:47mom I would I mean this well what's
- 1:35:52funny is these are these are two
- 1:35:53different photos of my mom you have like
- 1:35:55this version of my mom I don't think
- 1:35:57there's anything I could say that would
- 1:35:58I mean cuz she's she was in the military
- 1:36:00and they just beat
- 1:36:02like systems and order into your head
- 1:36:05and she this is probably right around
- 1:36:07the time where we lost everything and so
- 1:36:09this you know and she's at a very low
- 1:36:10point in her life and so I don't think
- 1:36:12there's anything I could say that ever
- 1:36:13would have like convinced her that her
- 1:36:15lunatic son is heading down the right
- 1:36:17path and um you know but you know you
- 1:36:20can see the difference here where it's
- 1:36:22it's almost indicative where she's
- 1:36:23smiling in this photo this is when I
- 1:36:24gave her 100 Grand this is after we made
- 1:36:26it this is after we had the whole
- 1:36:27conversation where she finally is like
- 1:36:29okay I'll Trust you you know there's a
- 1:36:32the the whatever 12 13 years between
- 1:36:34these two photos was a very hard journey
- 1:36:37um especially when I stopped going to
- 1:36:38college and I got straight zeros and I
- 1:36:40mean she thought oh his life's [ __ ]
- 1:36:43over I just wasted 18 years of my life
- 1:36:44you know um so same thing I don't I
- 1:36:47don't I don't think there's anything I
- 1:36:49could say that would have changed
- 1:36:50anything um if anything it would have
- 1:36:51just gave her a heart attack do she do
- 1:36:54you tell her now what she means to you
- 1:36:55and how oh course yeah yeah and she's
- 1:36:58she's very happy and like yeah we're
- 1:37:01we're in a really good spot now I I love
- 1:37:03my mom I mean because obviously I
- 1:37:04wouldn't be here without her you know
- 1:37:06what I mean if she didn't work multiple
- 1:37:08jobs and do all the things she did to
- 1:37:10put me where I am I mean even little
- 1:37:12things like you know she uh would give
- 1:37:15me like some months like you know 20 $30
- 1:37:18and then I would take that money and use
- 1:37:20that to like buy stuff to like help make
- 1:37:23videos or or whatever um and even just
- 1:37:27the fact that we had internet you know
- 1:37:28what I mean and things like that which
- 1:37:30you know I mean pretty basic now it
- 1:37:31wasn't as common back then you used to
- 1:37:33get a phone call and you're like house
- 1:37:35internet I don't know if you would go
- 1:37:36out yeah and so like you know um it
- 1:37:39wasn't the best position but she gave me
- 1:37:41all the tools I needed to succeed not
- 1:37:43you know on purpose but she must be so
- 1:37:46shocked well she's used to it now but
- 1:37:48yeah I mean on the come up I mean it was
- 1:37:51yeah I mean imagine being her you know
- 1:37:53what I mean she used to when I turned 16
- 1:37:56like she couldn't afford to buy me a car
- 1:37:59she couldn't she couldn't afford like
- 1:38:01the minivan we had like it was [ __ ]
- 1:38:03piece of [ __ ] like needed a repair she
- 1:38:05couldn't afford it like smoke was coming
- 1:38:07out the front of it she was a an
- 1:38:09absolute mess and then she comes home
- 1:38:11and I'm just like I'm making YouTube
- 1:38:13videos [ __ ] math homework mom and you
- 1:38:16know and she's just like she I think she
- 1:38:19was making $40,000 a year cuz I uh we
- 1:38:22didn't talk about Fin is much when we
- 1:38:24were younger but I remember I got a
- 1:38:25$40,000 brand deal and then she told me
- 1:38:27that's how much I make in a year and I
- 1:38:29was like holy [ __ ] I didn't at the time
- 1:38:32I was like I thought you made way more
- 1:38:33than 40 Grand a year um and then I was
- 1:38:35like why the [ __ ] are you working like
- 1:38:37I'm getting paid this per video now on
- 1:38:39brand deals and so um
- 1:38:43yeah what an incredible woman I know
- 1:38:46she's from everything she went through
- 1:38:48to know she she just needs to be happy I
- 1:38:51try not to stress her out she's been
- 1:38:52through enough stress like her her job
- 1:38:55is i' I've been making her not make I
- 1:38:57mean she wants to do it but like
- 1:38:58exercise routinely do all the like
- 1:39:00system like body Health scans and you
- 1:39:03know get on the vitamin grind and
- 1:39:04everything because like I'm not having
- 1:39:06kids anytime soon but obviously when I
- 1:39:08do have kids I really want her to be
- 1:39:09involved and she needs to be able to
- 1:39:10play with them and things like that so
- 1:39:11I'm like you know stress is going to
- 1:39:13kill you you're not allowed to be
- 1:39:14stressed you need to do all these Health
- 1:39:15protocols you need to be like cuz you
- 1:39:18know you might be in your 70s when I
- 1:39:19have kids like you need to be able to
- 1:39:21move around which means you might
- 1:39:22potentially be 80 when they're like 14
- 1:39:24or 15 like come on like what you do now
- 1:39:27is indicative will represent how active
- 1:39:29you'll be able to be in my kids lives so
- 1:39:31like and we do the have these
- 1:39:32conversations in a playful way so she's
- 1:39:33taking her health very serious for the
- 1:39:35future you're not a man that seems to
- 1:39:38have many fears but that appears to be
- 1:39:39one of them a fear that we both share
- 1:39:41yeah exactly I mean hope she'll just
- 1:39:45never die my mom's gonna live forever
- 1:39:46we'll be fine Brian
- 1:39:50Johnson we have a closing tradition on
- 1:39:52this podcast with the last guest Le a
- 1:39:53question for the next guest not knowing
- 1:39:54who they're leaving it for okay do do I
- 1:39:57get hit with the question first or you
- 1:39:59get hit with the question first
- 1:40:01okay would you rather die with a sound
- 1:40:04body or a sound mind sound body or sound
- 1:40:07mind oh I assume if I chose body then
- 1:40:11like that would be like Dementia or
- 1:40:13something on the mind um that's hard die
- 1:40:17somebody or some
- 1:40:20mind I mean what are you if you don't
- 1:40:22have your mind I would say mine to be
- 1:40:24honest amen yeah Jimmy thank you do I
- 1:40:28get to write my question now you do I
- 1:40:29want to say something to you though um I
- 1:40:31have to give you a lot of credit because
- 1:40:33so many people like us like our teams we
- 1:40:36have stolen so much from you we've
- 1:40:38stolen your principles your mentality
- 1:40:40and it's made us be better creators
- 1:40:41which has allowed us to live the lives
- 1:40:42that we get to live and do these things
- 1:40:44that we we love the most and um there's
- 1:40:46always a cost I think to being different
- 1:40:48and to being weird there's an upside but
- 1:40:51there's also a really really really big
- 1:40:53cost and you you pay that cost the most
- 1:40:55when you're younger and you have to fit
- 1:40:56into the the system and you don't get to
- 1:40:58choose who you hang around with and
- 1:40:59stuff um but then as an adult as you
- 1:41:01said we all then clap for this the
- 1:41:04unique ones the weird ones and we steal
- 1:41:06from them and we aspire to be them and
- 1:41:07we learn from them and you have in the
- 1:41:10very short amount of time that I've been
- 1:41:11speaking to you for like a week or
- 1:41:12something have blown my mind open I got
- 1:41:15to see the behind the scenes of Beast
- 1:41:17games and my entire mind as I sat there
- 1:41:19on the sofa I like remember where I was
- 1:41:20sat when I saw the behind the scenes
- 1:41:22just exploded MH and you made me um in
- 1:41:25that moment realize how much I'd limited
- 1:41:27myself as someone that I considers
- 1:41:28themselves to be really ambitious I'd
- 1:41:29limited myself and so I wanted to say
- 1:41:32thank you because you're not just doing
- 1:41:33that for me you're doing that for tens
- 1:41:35of millions hundreds of millions of
- 1:41:37people all at the same time and you're
- 1:41:39giving them the the road map but also a
- 1:41:41blueprint and the mentality and the
- 1:41:42belief that they too don't have to live
- 1:41:47the life that school or the system has
- 1:41:49told them they have in the Box agre
- 1:41:51exactly so thank you so much honestly
- 1:41:53cuz we need more people like you and I'm
- 1:41:55I'm your biggest fan thank you I really
- 1:41:57really appreciate you thank you all
- 1:41:58right let's see if we can break into a
- 1:41:59Walmart you're so funny some of the most
- 1:42:03successful fascinating and insightful
- 1:42:04people in the world have sat across from
- 1:42:06me at this table and at the end of every
- 1:42:07conversation I asked them to leave a
- 1:42:09question behind in the famous Diary of a
- 1:42:12CEO and it's a question designed to
- 1:42:14spark the kind of conversations that
- 1:42:15matter most the kind of conversations
- 1:42:17that can change your life we then take
- 1:42:19those questions and we put them on these
- 1:42:22cards on every single card you can see
- 1:42:24the person who left the question the
- 1:42:28question they asked and on the other
- 1:42:29side if you scan that barcode you can
- 1:42:31see who answered it next something I
- 1:42:34know a lot of you have wanted to know
- 1:42:35and the only way to find out is by
- 1:42:37getting yourself some conversation cards
- 1:42:39which you can play at home with friends
- 1:42:40and family at work with colleagues and
- 1:42:43also with total strangers on holiday
- 1:42:44I'll put a link to the conversation
- 1:42:46cards in the description below you can
- 1:42:47get yours at the diary.com
- 1:42:51[Music]
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