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0:07A manual for modern exorcism.
0:11Not to hate, but I refuse to feel guilty
0:13anymore.
0:15And hate received without ideals fades
0:17faster than the suppressed kind.
0:20Because it is shame that anchors you to
0:22a state.
0:25Guilt, too, is the worship of an idol.
0:28To the ideal of being always forgiving,
0:30to the image of the one who should have
0:32been better and more understanding.
0:35When you feel guilty, you are actually
0:38saying: I have broken a holy law.
0:43But that law most often comes not from
0:45life, but from an inherited morality
0:47which, in fact, means worshiping Lucifer
0:50.
0:54Life does not ask for guilt, but for
0:56truth.
0:58And truth can sometimes look like anger
1:00, at other times like refusal, or like
1:02withdrawal.
1:04There is no need for us to always be
1:06forgiving.
1:09Forgiveness made into an obligation ends
1:11up being a violence against yourself.
1:15And sometimes being unforgiving is the
1:17only form of truth.
1:20What matters is that idols raised to the
1:22rank of absolute must fall.
1:24And if being unforgiving achieves that,
1:26then it is very good.
1:28We are, and we are not.
1:31If we do not react at all, because we
1:33have made non-reaction an ideal.
1:36Life tramples us, not as a punishment,
1:41but as a lesson.
1:43I have lived this.
1:45Non-reaction is divine, but reaction is
1:48also divine.
1:50And the limit, that too reaches its end
1:52.
1:53When we make acceptance an ideal, we
1:55have already raised an idol.
1:59The same applies when we make a duty or
2:01non-reaction a rule, and the heavenly
2:03will tear down every idol, even by using
2:06its exact opposite.
2:10If you have placed forgiveness above
2:12life, then you will receive
2:14unforgiveness.
2:16If you have placed peace above truth,
2:18you will receive conflict.
2:21If you have placed an idealized love,
2:23you will receive hate.
2:25Not as a punishment, but as a balancing
2:27, because the divine does not favor the
2:29edges, but the whole.
2:32There are no wrong states, only wrong
2:35attachments.
2:39All religions took a part of reality,
2:41made it absolute, and used it for
2:43dominance; and non-reaction,
2:45unconditional love, and endless
2:47forgiveness, taken out of the whole,
2:49became tools of control.
2:54Truth is wider and more uncomfortable.
2:57The Absolute is both reaction and
2:59non-reaction, and love, and what we call
3:02hate, and peace, and conflict. Not
3:04because it contradicts itself, but
3:06because it is alive.
3:10When we say that He gave it all, we do
3:12not say this to excuse violence or abuse
3:14, but to uproot the thought that
3:16anything ever existed outside of Him.
3:21Many get scared then and ask: does this
3:23mean that everything is permitted?
3:26No. Because it is not a matter of
3:28permission.
3:29Permission still belongs to pride,
3:31implying an authority that approves or
3:34disapproves.
3:35It is about reality.
3:38What reveals itself, reveals itself
3:40because it is necessary in that moment
3:42of crisis.
3:44Not because it is beautiful or moral,
3:46but because it works.
3:49Life is not moral; morality is man-made
3:51and is an idealization, it is a worship
3:54of the devil.
3:57Life is wise, but it preaches nothing.
4:01Acceptance raised to the rank of an
4:03ideal becomes a coercion.
4:05Man forces himself to accept what he
4:07cannot yet accept.
4:11He denies his anger, his rejection, his
4:13need for boundaries, and these powers
4:16turn against him as sickness, as
4:18pressure, exhaustion, or a delayed
4:20outburst.
4:23And this is not because he was wrong,
4:25but because he tried to stand above life
4:27.
4:29Life does not ask you to be above it,
4:31but within it.
4:32Sometimes with gentleness, other times
4:34with harshness, sometimes with silence,
4:37other times with confrontation.
4:39Love has no fixed form.
4:44That is why it cannot be made into a
4:46rule, and any rule about love will
4:48sooner or later be torn down by life.
4:52And that is a good thing.
4:54When you no longer keep your reactions
4:56trapped in guilt, they do their work and
4:58pass.
4:59You no longer have to watch yourself
5:01constantly and you no longer stand with
5:03a moral whip over yourself.
5:06And just when you stop trying to be good
5:08, a true kindness appears, which knows
5:10when to say yes and when to say no.
5:14When you see that He is the only author
5:17, the burden of false responsibility
5:19also falls away.
5:21You no longer believe that you must keep
5:23the world in balance, because life
5:25balances itself through everyone and
5:27everything, and you are just a space
5:29through which movement passes.
5:32It is done through me.
5:35Life was made to sway.
5:38And everything within it, the good and
5:40what we call evil, the pain and the
5:42suffering, are His.
5:45Nothing is ours; we just forget
5:47sometimes that He is everywhere.
5:50It is like the weather for the man in
5:51the countryside. Today it rains,
5:53tomorrow the wind blows, the day after
5:56the sun burns. He does not argue with
5:58the rain, nor does he force himself to
6:00love it. He does not preach to the
6:02clouds; he takes his coat when it rains
6:04and his hat when it is hot. He knows
6:07that everything has its purpose for the
6:08garden.
6:09It is the same with what rises within us
6:11. Anger, peace, sadness, joy are the
6:14weather inside.
6:16We do not choose them; we just dress
6:18appropriately and let them pass.
6:21Here comes a great liberation. You no
6:23longer have to be the same always.
6:27Matching your yesterday's self is a
6:29requirement of the mind, not of life,
6:31and life is full of paradoxes.
6:34Today you can answer, tomorrow you can
6:36be silent.
6:37Today you can fight, tomorrow you can
6:40let go.
6:40If you try to always be the same, you
6:43break.
6:44The soul has no fixed face and reveals
6:46itself differently in different
6:48circumstances.
6:50Only the ego wants to always be the same
6:52so it can recognize itself in the same
6:54story.
6:55The soul is alive, not consistent.
6:58You no longer try to bring others to
7:00your level and you no longer believe you
7:02know what is good for them.
7:06When you see that life organizes itself
7:08through everyone, you no longer need to
7:10fix the world and you no longer carry a
7:12responsibility that was never yours,
7:14because life has managed just fine
7:16without you.
7:18This does not diminish a person, but
7:20takes them out of the savior role and
7:22places them in that of a living witness
7:24.
7:25Love is not a feeling that is always the
7:28same, but a place where things can be as
7:30they are, sometimes with closeness,
7:32other times with distance.
7:35Moving away is not the opposite of love
7:37, but a form of it.
7:40When closeness would keep a falsehood
7:42alive, indulgence without truth becomes
7:44complicity with a lie.
7:48There are moments when saying no is the
7:50only gesture of love and when responding
7:53is healthy, not to destroy, but to set a
7:55boundary.
7:57And the boundary is not contrary to love
7:59, but its skeleton.
8:01When you no longer pin down a state with
8:04judgment, it no longer asks to be
8:05repeated.
8:07The mind always wants a safe place, a
8:10conclusion, a rule, a final point, but
8:12life does not stop to give them to it.
8:16When you see this, you no longer make
8:18understanding a condition for peace and
8:20you no longer say I will be at peace
8:22when I understand.
8:25Because peace comes when you no longer
8:27ask to understand everything, not out of
8:29ignorance, but out of trust.
8:32Many sufferings did not come from what
8:34happened, but from the argument with
8:36what happened.
8:38How much life I lived like a bargain: if
8:41I do this, maybe it changes; if I
8:43understand, maybe it stops; if I accept
8:46, maybe it passes.
8:48All these are attempts at control.
8:51The soul does not bargain; it opens or
8:54closes, speaks or stays silent, but not
8:56as a calculation, rather directly,
8:59without hidden intent.
9:03The more you let go of the reins, the
9:05more wisely life works through you.
9:09And this is not because you have become
9:11more skilled, but because you no longer
9:13stand in the way of the flow.
9:16Things settle themselves, sometimes you
9:18lose, other times you win, but in an
9:20order you do not defend, and you no
9:22longer remain silent to seem enlightened
9:25.
9:27You speak when it is alive to speak and
9:29you are silent when it is alive to be
9:31silent.
9:33And people feel that you are no longer
9:35playing a role, even if they wouldn't
9:37know how to say why.
9:40Some will draw closer, feeling the wide
9:42space.
9:44Others will move away, not finding
9:46anyone with whom to play the old games.
9:49You no longer say they left me, but
9:51simply that our paths have parted.
9:54And there is no drama in this, nor any
9:57victory.
9:59The world is not broken, but alive.
10:03It has tensions, imbalances, and
10:05quarrels, but these are signs of
10:08movement, not failure.
10:11And only the mind wants a world that is
10:13quiet forever, because stillness gives
10:15it the illusion of control.
10:18The need to forgive yourself also
10:20vanishes, because forgiveness is only
10:22needed where you previously judged, and
10:24when you no longer judge, there is
10:26nothing to forgive.
10:28Prayer is no longer a request, but a
10:30recognition.
10:33You no longer say help me escape or make
10:35it different, but rather I see that you
10:37are here.
10:40And help me to stop resisting.
10:44And often, even these words are no
10:46longer needed.
10:49You no longer chase salvation and you no
10:51longer wait for a happy ending, but you
10:53live, and life lived without resistance
10:56is already salvation, even if it doesn't
10:58look like the stories about it.
11:03A natural humility comes, not one from a
11:06textbook, where you no longer feel
11:08important, but neither small, just a
11:10part—a part that doesn't need to know
11:13everything, master everything, and
11:15understand everything.
11:19The search stops not because you have
11:21found all the answers, but because the
11:23questions no longer hurt.
11:26Gates open as wide as the sky, and the
11:28soul rests within them without falling
11:30asleep.
11:33For a long time, I lived as if life were
11:35an endless attack, and we always had to
11:38have an answer, a position, an
11:40explanation.
11:43This state of being on guard was a
11:45constant fatigue, not a virtue, because
11:48the soul does not live on guard, only
11:50pride does.
11:53The guard does not fall through a heroic
11:55decision, but through a gentle
11:57exhaustion; you simply no longer have
11:59the strength to resist.
12:01And in place of chaos comes peace, like
12:04a muscle that after years of tension
12:06finally lets go.
12:09You no longer read the past as a list of
12:12mistakes, and you don't say if I had
12:14done it differently; you see that
12:15everything that was had to be, because
12:18every reaction, every straying, and
12:20every struggle weakened an idol, and
12:22nothing was wasted, not even what looked
12:24like a failure.
12:29The soul no longer has to compare itself
12:32to what could have been and can be
12:33exactly what it is—with marks, with
12:36cracks, with mismatches—and from this is
12:38born a dignity distinct from pride.
12:43The dignity of no longer pretending.
12:46The future is no longer a place of
12:48salvation; you no longer say when things
12:51will be better, nor do you postpone your
12:53life for an ideal moment, because life
12:55never moves into the future, and any
12:57promise about later is an absence from
12:59the present moment.
13:02You wash a dish, walk down the street,
13:04listen to someone talk, and you are no
13:06longer elsewhere, and precisely because
13:08you no longer compare the moment to
13:10anything, it becomes enough.
13:13Not perfect, not extraordinary, but
13:16enough.
13:17And this "enough" is a peace that pride
13:20cannot grasp.
13:23Many of your spiritual beliefs melt away
13:25on their own, not because they are false
13:27, but because they are no longer
13:29necessary.
13:31You no longer need maps because you are
13:33already on the terrain, and the terrain
13:35is alive, not drawn.
13:38And every scheme eventually becomes a
13:40new enclosure.
13:41You can say "I don't know" without
13:43feeling small.
13:45This lack of knowledge is not confusion
13:47, but openness.
13:50The place where life can still surprise
13:52you a little.
13:55Pride fears not knowing because it
13:57cannot master it.
14:00The soul feels at home in it, in the
14:02not-knowing.
14:03When someone asks you what you think,
14:05you no longer feel the need to have an
14:07opinion on the spot.
14:10You can listen without formulating your
14:13own view and can leave things open, and
14:15a presence without a conclusion is rare
14:17, but restful.
14:20The need to explain yourself also
14:21disappears, because being understood is
14:24no longer essential. Some will
14:25understand, others won't, others will
14:28get upset, others will get angry, and
14:30life does not wait for everyone to agree
14:32.
14:34You no longer rush to solve the pain of
14:36others, but you don't ignore it either.
14:39Sometimes your presence helps, sometimes
14:41it doesn't, and you no longer count that
14:44as a failure.
14:46Kindness becomes unintentional, not out
14:48of indifference, but out of the clarity
14:51that you are not the center and that a
14:53much broader wisdom works through
14:54everyone, including you, but not at your
14:57command.
14:58The idea of "moving forward" also melts
15:01away.
15:02You no longer measure if you are calmer
15:04than yesterday or more awakened than
15:06last year, because the soul is not
15:08weighed, it is lived, and there are no
15:10grades.
15:12Because you no longer live as if in an
15:14endless exam, a great fatigue vanishes,
15:17and there is nothing left to prove to
15:19life, to God, or to yourself.
15:22An objectless gratitude appears, a
15:24gentle openness toward the fact that you
15:26exist, that you breathe, that you feel
15:28even when it hurts.
15:31Life has problems, but in its entirety,
15:33it is no longer a problem to be solved,
15:35but a flow to be lived in which you are
15:37already present, without having missed
15:40anything.
15:42I was wondering, why can't we stick to a
15:44diet or why don't we manage to eat
15:46healthier?
15:48It simply doesn't want to, and it knows
15:50why.
15:52We have idols of goodness, ideals set
15:54too high, and then we must suffer.
15:59Passions and exaggerations bring us
16:01suffering, and suffering weakens them
16:03and brings them down, so it is actually
16:05good because adjustment happens through
16:07suffering.
16:11The greatest passion is worshipping
16:13idols, the ideal of holiness, virtues,
16:16and absolute rules.
16:18Behind the desire to be healthier, more
16:21self-controlled, more upright, there
16:23often hides a silent judgment.
16:26The way I am now is not good, we say.
16:29When this judgment becomes a holy law,
16:32life brings the opposite.
16:33It makes it so you cannot keep to a diet
16:36.
16:38Because you fall into excess.
16:42To forget, to deviate, and this thing is
16:44not a punishment, but a way to break the
16:46idol of goodness.
16:49When you understand this, you no longer
16:51see helplessness as a failure and you
16:53don't say "I am weak," but rather that
16:55life is correcting me and straightening
16:57something within me.
17:00And when you stop fighting your weakness
17:02, it begins to change on its own.
17:05Not because you imposed stricter control
17:07, but because you removed the tension
17:09when it was the very fuel it burned on.
17:12The teaching is clear and simple.
17:15Everything is perfect; we just need to
17:17see where we exaggerate and where we
17:19lean too heavily to one side, because
17:21that is where the pain comes from.
17:23If you cling to virtue, you will be
17:25pulled into vice. If you cling to peace
17:28, you will be thrown into conflict. If
17:30you cling to control, you will be led
17:32into chaos.
17:34And this is not because life hates you,
17:36but because it loves the whole, madly.
17:41When we take sides, it is good to
17:43quickly see how we went too far in one
17:45direction and how life starts to push
17:47back like a balance scale.
17:51And to say without fear, "I went too far
17:53to one side, now the correction is
17:55coming."
17:57When we are against someone, that is
17:59where the rift appears. But if He is in
18:01all things, who should we be upset with
18:03? And yet, sometimes we must be upset or
18:06defend ourselves as the case may be, and
18:08the state comes on its own.
18:12When we look back, we understand, but
18:14life comes as it is.
18:17We forget and then we enter the fight
18:19again.
18:20And that is not bad either, because both
18:22understanding and forgetting are part of
18:24the natural flow.
18:27When we raise something too high, it
18:28comes back reversed, and the idol hurts
18:31when it is struck.
18:33Without the idol, there is no suffering
18:35, but we raise them and call upon them
18:37so that balance can be achieved.
18:41The judgment. How beautiful it is!
18:43Everything changes constantly, swaying
18:45and beating like a heart. Life cannot
18:48exist without a minus, and a heart that
18:50no longer beats dies.
18:52Nor can we avoid raising idols, because
18:55we are human and the mind builds ideals
18:57, and it is precisely through raising
18:59and tearing them down that we mature.
19:02The Divine gives the idol and strikes
19:04the idol.
19:06He gives them through the mind, through
19:08education, through faith, through the
19:09world, and then He breaks them through
19:11life.
19:12And this is the school.
19:15We all have idols and we will all suffer
19:17in different measures.
19:20Some blindly, others seeing and giving
19:22thanks. Through understanding, some may
19:24melt away, but others appear.
19:27And He will take us all in turn.
19:29There is no person without an idol.
19:32Even those who believe they have none
19:34have subtler idols.
19:36The ideal of being without idols, of
19:38being awakened, of understanding
19:40everything—life will strike them too
19:42through confusion, through forgetfulness
19:44, through falling, and they still won't
19:47escape.
19:48Knowledge is not an ideal either,
19:50because even when we think we know, life
19:52makes us stop knowing.
19:55And ignorance can be just as holy as
19:57knowledge.
19:59The only true state is to accept
20:01ourselves as we are, not as a surrender
20:03, but as an acknowledgment.
20:07There is no better state than the one
20:09that already is, because that is where
20:11life is working now.
20:12Everything that happens is appropriate,
20:14not because it is comfortable, but
20:16because it is His choice.
20:18And He does what He knows must be done.
20:23And then you can say with a deep peace,
20:25"Thank you, Lord," because you see that
20:27every idol raised and every idol struck
20:29is a form of care from Him.
20:34A harsh love, but it is love.
20:37And in this acknowledgment, there is no
20:40more revolt, but a gentle humility, the
20:42humility of truth.
20:45I do not know better than life.
20:47It is like riding a bicycle.
20:50Whoever tries to sit perfectly straight
20:52, holding on without swaying at all,
20:54falls immediately.
20:56Balance comes from small sways.
20:58A little to the left, a little to the
21:00right, and the handlebars straighten
21:02themselves. You do not fight the swaying
21:05, for it keeps you on two wheels. It is
21:07the same with life. Today it takes you a
21:09little to one side, tomorrow a little to
21:11the other. Nothing is broken.
21:14That is how you move forward.
21:16From here on, you no longer seek to
21:18straighten everything, but you watch.
21:20You see where you lean, where you put
21:22your foot higher, where suffering
21:24appears, and instead of saying "why me,
21:26" you say "something is being ordered
21:28here."
21:30This change does not remove the pain,
21:32but it removes the tragedy, and without
21:35tragedy, the pain can pass and even
21:37teach you something.
21:39Life never makes a mistake; only the
21:42mind errs.
21:43Between how I should be and how I am,
21:46tension is born, and from it suffering—
21:48not because the real is wrong, but
21:50because the ideal was set too high.
21:54When you no longer want to be different
21:56, peace begins. When you no longer want
21:58to reach elsewhere, stillness begins.
22:00When you no longer want something better
22:02, life begins. And it is not a special
22:04state, but the natural one, which has
22:07always been here, covered by desires,
22:09ideals, and idols. When these fall away
22:11, nothing new appears; rather, what was
22:14already there is revealed.
22:17That subtle tension that always pushed
22:19you forward also slowly disappears, as
22:22if you had been eternally late for life
22:24.
22:26You no longer run to get where you need
22:28to be, because you see that you are
22:30already there, even when it hurts, even
22:33in chaos, even when you feel lost.
22:35When you no longer make "better" a goal
22:38, things change anyway, but not by force
22:40—only because the tension has left.
22:45Eating settles on its own, not because
22:47you forced yourself to do it, but
22:49because you no longer eat against
22:51yourself.
22:54Rest comes not because you kept a
22:56schedule, but because you no longer whip
22:58yourself for your exhaustion.
23:01The change that comes from acceptance is
23:03entirely different from the one that
23:05comes from the ideal.
23:07Suffering is not the opposite of good,
23:09but of stagnation.
23:12It appears precisely when life can no
23:14longer flow, where you have frozen
23:16something alive into a form, and then it
23:19comes as a different kind of thaw; often
23:21, it hurts exactly as much as the ice
23:23was thick.
23:26Struggle and peace are not opposing
23:28states, but phases of the same cycle.
23:32If you fight when it is not called for,
23:35you tear yourself apart; if you retreat
23:37when a response is needed, you fade away
23:39.
23:40Neither one is wrong in itself. The
23:42mistake arises only when you turn one
23:44into a permanent ideal.
23:46Then, a wisdom of the moment is born. To
23:49some, you feel the need to say a firm no
23:51, to others to be silent, to some to
23:53leave, to others to stay, and you no
23:55longer judge these impulses through the
23:57sieve of good and evil.
24:00This soothing comfort is not weakness,
24:02but maturity.
24:04Understanding comes, then goes, then
24:06returns even deeper.
24:08If it remained unshakable, it would
24:10become an idol.
24:13But that is why life knocks you down
24:15every now and then, so you do not lean
24:17on it, but on something more alive than
24:19knowledge: on experience.
24:24True security does not come from control
24:26, but from the strength to walk through
24:28uncertainty without breaking into pieces
24:30, and this is learned only by living.
24:35What remains is an attention without
24:36tension.
24:39Life itself does not ask if you are
24:41ready for the next move, it comes anyway
24:43, and that is the great liberation.
24:47You no longer have to be ready or in any
24:49specific, good state to receive what
24:51comes toward you.
24:54What comes, what comes is already
24:56appropriate for the state you are in.
25:00And that is not because the one you
25:01imagined
25:05is the true one.
25:07The desire for control was actually the
25:09desire not to feel, not to be surprised
25:12, not to be touched where it hurts.
25:15But those very touches are what keep you
25:17alive.
25:20Without them, you would end up a stiff
25:22building that walks but is dead, and
25:24life does not want to function for me to
25:26be alive, meaning you discover change.
25:31In plain sight.
25:33Falls are no longer failures, but
25:35returns to earth.
25:38You rose too high in an idea about
25:40yourself, in a virtue, in control, and
25:42the fall brings you back into the body
25:45and feeling, sometimes hurting precisely
25:47because the path from where you were to
25:49where you arrived is too long.
25:53Hurry is a sign of distrust.
25:56It says, I must get there quickly,
25:58otherwise I will lose something.
26:00But what could you lose if life takes
26:02you where you need to go anyway?
26:04When the hurry falls away, a natural
26:06rhythm appears, sometimes fast,
26:08sometimes slow. The rhythm of the
26:11circumstances, not of your nature.
26:13Willpower is not an absolute either.
26:16It is useful, but if you raise it too
26:18high, life breaks it.
26:20Not to weaken you, but to teach you a
26:22different way of walking.
26:24There are things that are not done
26:26through willpower, but through allowance
26:28, transformations that do not respond to
26:30effort but to relaxation. When you stop
26:33pushing, it moves.
26:34Another power appears that pride does
26:36not recognize.
26:39The power to remain, not to run from an
26:41uncomfortable state, not to look for an
26:44immediate solution just to go numb.
26:47It does not feel like power, but like a
26:49readiness to feel.
26:51When you stay, you see how many states
26:53consume themselves, without reason or
26:56explanation, because they have their own
26:58duration, and the struggle and desire to
27:00escape only prolong them.
27:02The fear of starting over also
27:04disappears.
27:06You know you will fall again, you will
27:08err again, you will forget again, and
27:10that is precisely why it is no longer a
27:12tragedy.
27:15Each time you see a little more clearly
27:17, and that is not because you have
27:18gathered something, but because you have
27:20lost.
27:24Maturing is not a collection of
27:25qualities, but a shedding of stiffness.
27:29You do not become more, but less, less
27:32certain, less fixed, less convinced, and
27:35in this "less," there is room.
27:39You no longer analyze every move and
27:41stop looking for hidden secrets
27:42everywhere.
27:45Sometimes things are simply tiring,
27:47sometimes beautiful, other times
27:49complicated.
27:50Not everything has to be a lesson,
27:52because purpose comes from living, not
27:54from secrecy.
27:56Holy ideals are dangerous precisely
27:58because they promise an end, a place
28:00where everything will be resolved.
28:03But that place does not exist. From this
28:05stillness, you begin to live more gently
28:07, not because you decided to, but
28:09because you are no longer at war. When
28:11you are no longer at war with yourself,
28:13you no longer need to fight with others
28:15. And when you no longer want to change
28:17yourself by force, you no longer want to
28:19change others either.
28:21And this doesn't happen because you have
28:23arrived somewhere, but because you have
28:25stopped leaving.
28:26Here, everything is a constant swaying.
28:30Yet even this swaying, the game between
28:32good and evil, between plus and minus,
28:35is a work of the divine.
28:38We have no guarantee that tomorrow we
28:40will wake up with the same understanding
28:42.
28:43Often we are left to forget just so we
28:45can fight and enter life again, because
28:47the One above does not want enlightened
28:49spectators, but a life lived.
28:53If we see Him in everything, the state
28:55remains, but it must be remembered
28:57always because the balancing is constant
28:59and alive.
29:02He knows what He is doing.
29:04The important thing is not to take sides
29:06and not to lean in only one direction.
29:09He destroys the excess on both sides,
29:12the exaggerations, the absolutes.
29:15And this is His power.
29:17The destroyer of idols. He does not
29:20punish the human, but the stubbornness.
29:22No one is guilty, it is His game.
29:26This is as much as was possible in this
29:28life and this is how He chose to balance
29:30it.
29:31These mysteries are hard to accept and
29:33often He does not even allow them to be
29:35understood, because people would get
29:37upset, and rightfully so.
29:40There is no need for anyone to be saved
29:42.
29:43The ego is hard to defeat and must not
29:45be saved, because it strengthens through
29:47salvation.
29:49And He defeats it, God defeats it
29:51through exhaustion, through suffering,
29:54through confrontation, through life
29:56lived to the fullest.
29:58If someone does not know these things,
30:00it means they are not meant to know them
30:02yet.
30:04And the road to suffering is the most
30:06suitable path for pride, for tearing
30:08down pride.
30:10Nothing to condemn.
30:12It is not the person confronting you,
30:14but God in the other, who tells you why
30:16you fight, it is not your business, let
30:18me handle what I am doing.
30:21Happiness is not just the good, but the
30:23good and what we call evil together.
30:26Health is not just the absence of pain,
30:28but the change between pain and its
30:30absence.
30:32And without this change, there is no
30:34happiness. Meaning without this balance
30:36, without this alternation.
30:38Illness comes softly without asking, and
30:41it is not a bad thing, but a natural
30:43order.
30:45Everything tilted to one side and now it
30:47balances back the other way.
30:51It is His body, His fate, His life, His
30:54world.
30:56The unique actor is alone on the stage
30:58of life playing all the roles, and all
31:00we can do is praise Him.
31:04Life is His, and He is the only author.
31:08Nothing is ours.
31:10Pain is the hell of emptiness, and yet
31:12through it, the balancing is done moment
31:14by moment.
31:16It is like the flowers in the window.
31:19You don't water them once at the
31:20beginning of summer and that's it.
31:22You water them today, and tomorrow again
31:24, and the day after again.
31:28If you forget one day they wilt a little
31:30, it is no drama.
31:33You water them and they recover.
31:37No one gets upset at the flowers for
31:39being thirsty again.
31:42It is the same with inner peace.
31:44You do not gain it once and for all.
31:47But remind yourself every day with a
31:49simple thought: You are in everything.
31:54Repetition is not there to fix things,
31:56but to recall them.
31:59We know we will forget, and it is good
32:01that we forget; repetition doesn't fight
32:04forgetting, it dances with it.
32:06Today you know, tomorrow you don't, the
32:08day after you know again, and none of
32:10these steps is above the other.
32:13When you see that balancing is alive and
32:16constant, you no longer seek to settle
32:18forever, and you no longer say "this is
32:20who I am" or "this is where I've arrived
32:23."
32:25You know that any fixed position will be
32:27shaken, and this is no longer a threat
32:32but a comforting certainty.
32:34That nothing is definitive, nothing can
32:37be lost forever.
32:39Tearing down the excess is not
32:45a cruelty, but a care, like a parent who
32:47doesn't let their child get stuck in a
32:49crooked position.
32:52Man is just the place where something
32:54has stiffened.
32:57Illness and pain are no longer fights
32:59from the very first moment, but things
33:01to be heard, allowed to tell their news
33:03.
33:06The greatest freedom is not to escape
33:08the swaying, but to no longer separate
33:10yourself from it, to stop fighting the
33:12wave and just let it be.
33:16Life does not want man to remain an
33:18eternal witness; it wants him to be an
33:20actor again from time to time.
33:25He must get dirty, get rigid, get lost,
33:27and not to punish him, but just to keep
33:30him alive, because without this total
33:32involvement, everything would become
33:34sterile.
33:37The desire to be balanced is a great
33:40trap, because it becomes, in itself, a
33:42new imbalance.
33:44Life balances itself through you, not
33:46you through it.
33:50When you try to stand forcedly in the
33:52middle of a storm, a hurricane, you will
33:54be thrown forcefully to the edge,
33:56because balance is not a position, but a
33:58movement.
34:03Salvation might imply that someone
34:05stands outside the work, but no one
34:07stands outside it, everyone being
34:09exactly where they need to be for their
34:11own turning point.
34:15There is no longer a desire to remain on
34:17the good side, because you see that this
34:19idea was just an attempt of the mind to
34:21defend itself.
34:23Life does not defend itself; it reveals
34:26itself, retreats, strikes, heals, and
34:28strikes again, not out of ignorance, but
34:31because it is infinitely wiser than any
34:33calculation of safety.
34:36A different kind of courage is born, not
34:38the courage to fight, but to remain open
34:41when you don't know what follows, to not
34:43close your heart just because it hurts,
34:45and to not close your mind just because
34:47it no longer understands.
34:50Life has never betrayed you, even when
34:53it took you to places you called hell.
34:56It took you precisely where rigidity
34:59could no longer live, where pride no
35:01longer controlled anything, and through
35:03that crack, something greater than you
35:05entered.
35:09Pain is no longer a sign that something
35:11is going wrong, but that something is
35:14moving, peeling away, balancing,
35:16rebalancing, and coming undone from an
35:18old form.
35:22>> Welcome to the Q&A podcast with Marius
35:24Ghidel and Gabriela Camelia Popescu, a
35:27space for knowledge, understanding, and
35:29discovering the truth.
35:34>> Uh, would you like to tell us something
35:35about the next three volumes?
35:38>> The next books—the first one is called
35:40The Secret of the simple and modest
35:42Jesus, not about Jesus anymore.
35:45Self-defeat, meaning the principles that
35:48He applied.
35:50Yes, self-defeat.
35:53The second book is The Way of Jesus, how
35:56to become a hero, the happiness of being
35:58imperfect, and the third, The Lesson of
36:01Jesus, how to become water and that, the
36:03power of being nobody.
36:07Nobody.
36:10These are the ones that still need to be
36:12, they will greatly disturb those who
36:14say they are believers but are not at
36:16all.
36:19They will get really angry.
36:24>> The books will certainly reach those who
36:26need them and will reach those who
36:27resonate with them, who understand them
36:29, who appreciate them, and who find them
36:31useful.
36:34Yes.
36:40Because I consider them to be like those
36:42pearls Jesus spoke of, not to cast them
36:44before swine; it is a knowledge that
36:46crowns the human within us, and so it
36:47will certainly reach exactly that person
36:49who knows.
36:56That there are secrets from the unseen
36:57there that can change their life and
36:59perspective here on earth.

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