MANUAL DE EXORCIZARE 8 - SINGURUL PACAT ESTE INCHINAREA LA VIRTUTI, IDEALURI SI REGULI ABSOLUTE — Transcript
Full transcript
- 0:00Exorcism manual 8.
- 0:04True salvation is like the moon
- 0:06reflected in a puddle.
- 0:09If you throw a stone into the water, the
- 0:11moon in the puddle breaks into a
- 0:12thousand pieces and trembles all over.
- 0:15It seems as if it were broken.
- 0:20But if you look up and the moon in the
- 0:22sky remains calm, whole, as it has
- 0:24always been, what do you say then?
- 0:29What struggles and breaks is only the
- 0:31reflection in the water.
- 0:33It is the same with pain.
- 0:36It strikes our reflection in the puddle
- 0:38, but we, the true ones, remain
- 0:40untouched.
- 0:43Here arises one of the greatest fears of
- 0:45the ego.
- 0:47If I no longer cling to it, what is left
- 0:49of me?
- 0:52The fear is natural because Lucifer
- 0:54knows that without this clinging, he
- 0:56cannot live.
- 0:58The soul, however, does not fear
- 1:00disappearing because it cannot disappear
- 1:02.
- 1:03What disappears is only the mask.
- 1:06And the separator feels this as a death
- 1:08, which is why he defends himself with
- 1:10such fury.
- 1:12He seeks culprits, excuses, explanations
- 1:15, and theories, and always wants to be
- 1:18right, for righteousness is his last
- 1:20fortress.
- 1:23The ego is a necessary lie at the
- 1:25beginning, but poisonous if it remains
- 1:27at the helm.
- 1:29The soul does not need to be defended,
- 1:31uplifted, approved, or recognized. It
- 1:34has no ambitions and no plans for itself
- 1:36. That is why it cannot be hurt.
- 1:40What feels hurt is the holy image we
- 1:42have built of who we should be.
- 1:45Life snatches an idol from our hands,
- 1:48and we mourn the idol, not the core.
- 1:52Troubles are not punishments, but
- 1:54corrections; not dead-end tragedies, but
- 1:56steps of a deep healing.
- 1:59Lucifer suffers because he is losing the
- 2:01reins.
- 2:03The soul rejoices because it is escaping
- 2:05Lucifer's chains.
- 2:07With a joy that does not shout and does
- 2:10not boast.
- 2:12The ordinary man wants to get rid of
- 2:14pain, while the awakened one just wants
- 2:16to stop carrying it like a name.
- 2:20Suffering does not have to disappear for
- 2:23peace to come, only to no longer be
- 2:25confused with a "self."
- 2:27What we call evil is a school of the
- 2:30Most High, which pride perceives as an
- 2:32attack.
- 2:34The Absolute does not destroy man, but
- 2:36frees him from himself.
- 2:40And this escape is not gentle for the
- 2:42ego, because it cannot be comforted
- 2:44until it disappears.
- 2:48It must be left to burn in its own
- 2:50reactions until it tires.
- 2:53And when it no longer receives a name
- 2:55and is no longer fed by a self, it
- 2:57extinguishes on its own.
- 3:02Then remains a presence that no longer
- 3:04asks for anything, a life that no longer
- 3:07haggles, an acceptance that is not a
- 3:09virtue, but a real fact.
- 3:14Man no longer asks "why me," because
- 3:16there is no longer a self to be chosen
- 3:18or protected.
- 3:20When there is no one left to defend, a
- 3:23strange silence settles in, which does
- 3:25not come from everything being fine, but
- 3:27from the absence of the one who fights.
- 3:30For Lucifer, silence is hell, because
- 3:32within it, he can no longer manifest
- 3:35himself. That is why he fills the void
- 3:37with thoughts, judgments, and stories
- 3:40about blame.
- 3:42The soul never says it is suffering; it
- 3:44remains silent, watches, and lets
- 3:46everything pass.
- 3:50The more someone is attached to the
- 3:52image of being a good, correct,
- 3:53spiritual, strong, or righteous person,
- 3:56the more precise the blow will be, not
- 3:58out of malice, but because that is where
- 4:00the knot is.
- 4:02When a person begins to see this
- 4:04distinction, they can say it hurts, but
- 4:06no longer say it is wrong, and this
- 4:08change is huge.
- 4:10Without judgment, without culprits, and
- 4:13without "should-haves," the adversary
- 4:15within us, the Lucifer, no longer has a
- 4:18way to measure life and grows weak.
- 4:21Life does not want to make us happy in
- 4:23the way pride demands, but rather it
- 4:24wants to make us whole.
- 4:27The happiness of pride always hangs on
- 4:29something and vanishes if things change
- 4:31, whereas the wholeness of the soul
- 4:33depends on nothing.
- 4:36The separator loses ground with every
- 4:38act of true acceptance, not with every
- 4:40beautiful word.
- 4:42Acceptance does not mean lethargy or
- 4:44giving up on life, but the cessation of
- 4:46the fight against what is.
- 4:49And from it is born a purer action,
- 4:51without a personal burden.
- 4:54You no longer act to save yourself, but
- 4:56because life moves through you.
- 4:59When pride is at work, everything is
- 5:01tense. When the soul is at work,
- 5:04everything is simple.
- 5:06What you once called bad proved to be a
- 5:08hand that pulled you out of unseen
- 5:10waters.
- 5:12Without those blows, the ego would have
- 5:14become increasingly rigid, lonelier, and
- 5:16more convinced that it is the center of
- 5:18the universe.
- 5:20Life stops it before it gets lost
- 5:22completely.
- 5:24And this stopping hurts, but it comes
- 5:26from love.
- 5:28A love that does not coddle the
- 5:30self-image, but saves the fundamental
- 5:32core.
- 5:35This truth is eventually seen in small
- 5:38things: in a word that scratches you, in
- 5:40a door that closes, in a plan that fails
- 5:43, in an illness that lingers, in a
- 5:45loneliness that does not lift.
- 5:48That is where it is clearly seen who is
- 5:51suffering: not the soul, but the mask;
- 5:53not life, but the pretense of
- 5:54controlling it. Pride demands meaning,
- 5:57explanations, and guarantees, while the
- 5:59soul lives without a contract.
- 6:02When life no longer answers the prayers
- 6:05of pride, it panics, feels like it is
- 6:07disappearing, and it is right.
- 6:10But what disappears is not the human,
- 6:12but the lie about them.
- 6:14Many believe that awakening means light
- 6:17, ecstasy, and uninterrupted peace, but
- 6:19it begins as a great disappointment for
- 6:21the ego.
- 6:24Everything he thought defined him is
- 6:26taken away one by one, not because it
- 6:28was wrong, but because it had been
- 6:30raised to the rank of absolute.
- 6:33The Creator does not tear down what is
- 6:36alive, but what is rigid, what is stiff
- 6:38.
- 6:40And everything that is stiff within us
- 6:41belongs to the separator.
- 6:44On the path, man goes through states he
- 6:46calls dark.
- 6:48He feels that he is nothing anymore,
- 6:50that he has no direction, that he no
- 6:52longer knows who he is.
- 6:54But this thing is not a wandering, but a
- 6:56cleansing.
- 6:58The old labels no longer hold, and
- 7:00others will not come, but all will fall
- 7:02away.
- 7:04And this very fall is freedom.
- 7:06Until then, however, pride screams that
- 7:09it is lost and punished, when in fact it
- 7:11is only stripped bare.
- 7:14When you no longer believe every thought
- 7:17about yourself, something opens and
- 7:19relaxes deeply, and you no longer have
- 7:21to be good, righteous, spiritual, or
- 7:23advanced, because all these were masks.
- 7:27Just masks.
- 7:28The soul does not grow through virtues
- 7:30and does not diminish through mistakes.
- 7:33That is why neither praise nor criticism
- 7:35touches it.
- 7:37And everything that reacts is the devil
- 7:39within, who lives on comparison.
- 7:43Anger may come, but it is no longer mine
- 7:45. Sadness may pass, but it no longer
- 7:48says who I am. Feelings become
- 7:50happenings, not sentences.
- 7:52They come and go, without deciding what
- 7:55being is.
- 7:57When man arrives here, he no longer
- 7:59talks much about faith and no longer
- 8:01feels the need to explain, convince, or
- 8:03save.
- 8:05Compassion comes effortlessly, because
- 8:07he clearly sees that everyone suffers
- 8:09only as much as they confuse themselves
- 8:11with pride.
- 8:13He no longer judges another's pain, nor
- 8:16does he diminish or minimize it, knowing
- 8:18that every Lucifer has his own path
- 8:20until exhaustion.
- 8:24This is the great mercy of the Almighty
- 8:26. He does not leave us forever slaves to
- 8:28the ego. No matter how much we resist,
- 8:30no matter how much we run, and no matter
- 8:33how refined the masks may be, life will
- 8:35break them. And the harder we cling, the
- 8:38heavier the blow seems to be.
- 8:40Not because God punishes, but because
- 8:42the attachment is stiffer.
- 8:45At a certain point, man tires of
- 8:47defending himself, not out of wisdom,
- 8:49but out of this state of exhaustion.
- 8:52And this tiredness is the beginning of
- 8:54true surrender.
- 8:57He no longer says "I accept," but simply
- 8:59stops resisting, and the soul finally
- 9:02has a place to come, to manifest.
- 9:06Life goes on, with the same trials, but
- 9:09without an adversary.
- 9:11And the Lucifer within, having no one to
- 9:13fight, fades away.
- 9:15He is not killed, but left unanswered.
- 9:19And his true defeat is the lack of
- 9:21anyone to oppose him.
- 9:25Perhaps it would be easier to accept if
- 9:27it were always said that we are fallen
- 9:29angels living under Lucifer's rule and
- 9:31that suffering comes only so we may
- 9:32surrender.
- 9:35Then it would be clear that we say "I"
- 9:37exactly where we are not allowed to.
- 9:40To the portion of darkness, hell, and
- 9:43the devil.
- 9:45The true "I" can only be spoken by the
- 9:48soul, and that "I" belongs to God.
- 9:51We are not allowed to claim "I" for any
- 9:53dissatisfaction, accusation, or
- 9:56resentment.
- 9:57If we want to be honest when criticism,
- 10:00judgment, malice, or attack comes, we
- 10:03can only say "I, the devil," because it
- 10:05is not the holy self that resents,
- 10:08accuses, or condemns.
- 10:11This can only be seen by those who have
- 10:13suffered much and have a smaller ego.
- 10:16The others get upset because they are
- 10:18not yet allowed to understand.
- 10:21When you apply "I" to a criticism, you
- 10:23give it a name and power, as if you had
- 10:25been signing your life away with a name
- 10:28that is not your own.
- 10:31Judgment is Satan, not sometimes and not
- 10:34only when it is too great, but by its
- 10:36very nature, because it divides,
- 10:38compares, condemns, and places itself
- 10:41above.
- 10:43And the soul never places itself above.
- 10:46If a person had the courage to say
- 10:48sincerely: "Now the devil in me is
- 10:50speaking, here he is."
- 10:54Many arguments would vanish on the spot
- 10:56, because anger would no longer be
- 10:58considered holy, and criticism would no
- 11:00longer be dressed in moral clothing.
- 11:03This, however, requires true humility,
- 11:05not a played one, and the renunciation
- 11:07of the image of being "good,""righteous
- 11:10," and "awakened," the idol hardest to
- 11:12abandon. On the one hand, life knows
- 11:15exactly where to press.
- 11:17If a man leans on morality, the absolute
- 11:20tears his morality down.
- 11:22If he leans on faith, it shakes it.
- 11:26If he leans on the victim role, it takes
- 11:28away his story.
- 11:30Not because these things are bad, but
- 11:32because they have now become absolute.
- 11:36And anything absolute, outside of the
- 11:38divine, becomes a prison, no matter how
- 11:40beautifully it is adorned.
- 11:43When someone suffers and is still full
- 11:45of judgment, life does not let them
- 11:47understand with the mind, because they
- 11:49would turn understanding into a new
- 11:51weapon.
- 11:53First, the ego must diminish and the
- 11:55pretense must be discarded. Only then
- 11:57does clarity come. It is His theater,
- 12:00not ours.
- 12:01He acts, and we are spectators, not
- 12:04directors.
- 12:06The One above seems to say in His secret
- 12:09way: Why are you meddling? It is not
- 12:11your business.
- 12:13It is my life. I do what I want with it
- 12:15.
- 12:16Many revolt.
- 12:17What do you mean, not to help, not to
- 12:19correct anyone?
- 12:21Everything depends on the place from
- 12:23which the help comes.
- 12:25If it comes from the soul, this help is
- 12:27silent, simple, without drama, and
- 12:29without a desire to change the other.
- 12:34If it comes from pride, it is noisy,
- 12:36moralizing, rushed, hidden, and violent
- 12:39.
- 12:42And most of the time, what we call help
- 12:44is a forced intrusion into another's
- 12:46balance.
- 12:48Every human has the right to see their
- 12:50struggle through to the end. And if you
- 12:52take it away too soon, you take away the
- 12:54wisdom that comes from it as well.
- 12:57You can be by their side, you can love,
- 12:59you can stand in, but you cannot endure
- 13:01the fire for them.
- 13:03This is where the image of the savior
- 13:05breaks.
- 13:06A very refined idol, which seems noble
- 13:09and spiritual, but is still a form of
- 13:11control.
- 13:13The ego that wants to be good, important
- 13:16, and irreplaceable.
- 13:17is Satan himself,
- 13:20the devil himself.
- 13:23When the idol falls, a person feels
- 13:25empty and purposeless, and this void is
- 13:27exactly where the soul breathes.
- 13:30That is why children do not listen to us
- 13:32, that is why others do not heed us.
- 13:36That is why words seem to hit a wall,
- 13:38not because they are wrong, but because
- 13:40it is not the time.
- 13:42Life does not rush anything.
- 13:45When a person is ready, they see for
- 13:46themselves, and when they are not, any
- 13:49explanation just scratches them or fills
- 13:51them with pride.
- 13:53Sometimes, the greatest gesture of love
- 13:55is to leave a person alone, because that
- 13:58is how they become wise, gaining
- 13:59understanding on their own.
- 14:02In fact, there is no knowledge, only
- 14:04recognition. We only recognize what we
- 14:07have experienced firsthand and passed
- 14:09through the fire.
- 14:10People are still missing something.
- 14:13The understanding that He, God, the
- 14:16almighty of worlds, is whole, with both
- 14:18white and black, and that the black must
- 14:21not be cast aside.
- 14:24Setting out to hunt idols, I saw how
- 14:26easily we slide to one side and take it
- 14:29for the truth.
- 14:32If we were all completely defeated,
- 14:34completely melted, completely humble,
- 14:37the balance of the two powers could not
- 14:39exist, and there would be no life, no
- 14:41movement, no creation, and no need for
- 14:44Him.
- 14:48That is why it is good that we are
- 14:50imperfect, because that way life can be
- 14:52faced with full strength.
- 14:57Faith has wounded our minds when it made
- 14:59morality an absolute and said: "This is
- 15:01how it must be," leaving no room for
- 15:04life.
- 15:06When the absolute tears down the
- 15:08morality raised to the rank of an idol,
- 15:10one suffers, feeling lost and without
- 15:12landmarks, but that is precisely when
- 15:14one matures.
- 15:16They gain their freedom and strengthen
- 15:18their soul not through blind obedience,
- 15:21but by directly facing life.
- 15:24They needed to face it. There are people
- 15:26who go through terrible things and
- 15:28remain alive, strong, and simple.
- 15:30Not because they were protected, but
- 15:32because they were allowed to fight.
- 15:35That is why God acts as He does, not to
- 15:37make things easy for us, but for us to
- 15:39be true.
- 15:42Any trouble helps if we do not make it
- 15:44our identity.
- 15:47The struggle for ideals, for holy images
- 15:50, and for impossible standards brings
- 15:52much pain because life cannot endure
- 15:54stagnation.
- 15:57And when an ideal is placed higher than
- 15:59the living human, suffering can no
- 16:01longer be avoided.
- 16:03It is hard, but we are not alone.
- 16:07We support each other, not to shake off
- 16:09the path or shorten it, but to have the
- 16:11courage to walk it.
- 16:16In every difficult moment, an unseen
- 16:18crossroads appears.
- 16:20You can say "I was hurt," or you can see
- 16:23that an image has been wounded.
- 16:25You can say "I do not accept," or you
- 16:27can recognize that it is pride that does
- 16:29not accept. The difference seems small
- 16:31in words, but it is huge in experience,
- 16:33because in the first case you feed
- 16:35Lucifer, while in the second you leave
- 16:37him without fuel.
- 16:39This is true self-denial.
- 16:41It is not an ostentatious virtue, but a
- 16:43silent withdrawal, without chasing him
- 16:46away, without condemning him, just
- 16:48without giving him the scepter anymore.
- 16:50At first, the silence is frightening;
- 16:52you no longer jump to defend yourself,
- 16:55you no longer explain, you no longer
- 16:57persuade. And the mind asks: "But am I
- 16:59not doing anything?"
- 17:01Exactly: That is because the ego always
- 17:03wants to do something to exist, while
- 17:06the soul simply is.
- 17:09Sometimes being true in a moment means
- 17:11precisely not interfering.
- 17:14True understanding does not come when
- 17:16everything connects beautifully, but
- 17:18when you have nothing left to say, to
- 17:20recommend, or to explain.
- 17:22Then, silent recognition is born. So it
- 17:25is.
- 17:26Many confuse it with fatalism, but
- 17:29fatalism is also a reaction of pride,
- 17:31just a tired one.
- 17:33The soul is not fatalistic, but alive,
- 17:36only it no longer resists.
- 17:38When you see that nothing is accidental
- 17:41—neither pain, nor wandering, nor
- 17:43mistake—you no longer say "He did evil,
- 17:46" but "This is how it happened."
- 17:49You no longer say "It should have been
- 17:51different," but "It was possible only
- 17:53this way."
- 17:55This change in words is not superficial
- 17:57; it shows that the inner center has
- 17:59shifted.
- 18:01If it is, it means it must be.
- 18:04When you see that nothing can be changed
- 18:06by force, you understand that it does
- 18:08not need to be changed, and in this
- 18:10understanding appears the freedom to
- 18:12stop fighting what is.
- 18:15It is like the fire in the stove. As
- 18:17long as you keep adding wood, it burns,
- 18:19crackles, and warms you until it
- 18:21suffocates you.
- 18:24You do not need to throw water on it or
- 18:25beat it with the poker.
- 18:27Just stop adding wood. It burns what is
- 18:30left to burn, turns into embers, then
- 18:32into ash, and it calms down on its own.
- 18:35Anger, judgment, and arguing are all the
- 18:38same. Every "I am right" is just another
- 18:41log on the fire.
- 18:42When you stop adding to it, the fire
- 18:44goes out without a fight.
- 18:47At this point, life is no longer a
- 18:49problem to solve, but a mystery you
- 18:51inhabit.
- 18:53You no longer want to fully understand
- 18:54it, but to be present within it.
- 18:57You no longer ask for guarantees, but
- 18:59move forward without them.
- 19:01And this is the maturity of the soul.
- 19:04Not transcendence, not ecstasy, not
- 19:06certainty, but the simplicity of walking
- 19:09without the support of images.
- 19:11When you no longer run from the darkness
- 19:13, you let it do its work without fearing
- 19:16it, without seeking it, yet without
- 19:18rejecting it, knowing it will pass.
- 19:21From this knowing, a trust is born that
- 19:23no longer depends on results.
- 19:26You no longer need things to end well;
- 19:28it is enough that they are true.
- 19:32In the end, a peace remains that cannot
- 19:34be explained, not because life has
- 19:36become tame, but because you have ceased
- 19:38to judge it.
- 19:41And not because the devil has perished
- 19:43entirely, but because he is no longer
- 19:45confused with a self.
- 19:47Then the soul stands at the helm without
- 19:49boasting and without asking for applause
- 19:51.
- 19:52It simply is.
- 19:54And in this "is" ends all our struggle
- 19:56and all our story.
- 19:58This truth, if spoken too quickly,
- 20:01becomes ideology, and ideology is again
- 20:04food for pride.
- 20:05It does not matter to correctly repeat
- 20:08some formulas, but to see, moment by
- 20:10moment, where reaction is born and who
- 20:12is speaking.
- 20:14In everyday life, Lucifer does not come
- 20:16with horns, but with justifications.
- 20:20He comes as common sense, as justice, as
- 20:23logic, as normality.
- 20:26He says reasonable things, well-argued
- 20:29and accepted by morality.
- 20:31That is why he is so hard to recognize.
- 20:34His sign, however, is always the same:
- 20:36separation.
- 20:38Me and others, me and life, me and God.
- 20:42Where separation appears, suffering also
- 20:44appears. The soul does not say "I am
- 20:47against," but says "it is."
- 20:51When you no longer feed the story about
- 20:53yourself, pain comes, it is felt, it is
- 20:56real indeed, but it no longer builds a
- 20:58name and no longer says "look what was
- 21:00done to me," but remains a natural,
- 21:03banal, ordinary movement of life.
- 21:06A person begins to see how much they
- 21:08have lived from reaction and how few
- 21:10moments were truly free.
- 21:13A look, a word, an event, and
- 21:15immediately someone jumps out who
- 21:17defends, explains, shuts down, or
- 21:20attacks.
- 21:21When you see this clearly, without
- 21:23condemning yourself, a healthy weariness
- 21:25takes hold of you. You no longer have
- 21:27the desire to react. You don't stop
- 21:29because you've become better, but
- 21:31because you see that the struggle no
- 21:32longer has any point.
- 21:35This weariness is a gift.
- 21:37Until now, you believed you had to do
- 21:39something in order to be.
- 21:42Now you feel it is enough to stop doing
- 21:44what you are not.
- 21:46Life becomes simpler, not because it has
- 21:48simplified, but because you no longer
- 21:50burden it with yourself, with the ego.
- 21:53When you see someone full of anger and
- 21:55judgment, you no longer say "what a bad
- 21:57person," but see a tormented Lucifer, a
- 22:00pride desperately defending itself, and
- 22:02you no longer feel the need to correct
- 22:04it, knowing that any outside correction
- 22:07only strengthens it.
- 22:09Righteousness was the ego’s primary
- 22:11currency; when you no longer seek to
- 22:13have it, not out of resignation, but
- 22:15because you no longer see the point, an
- 22:17unexpected freedom appears.
- 22:19You no longer have to prove anything,
- 22:22not even the truth, which reveals itself
- 22:24when it is not defended.
- 22:26Many fear that without defenses, life
- 22:28will trample them, but it is the
- 22:30opposite.
- 22:32When you no longer resist, life has
- 22:34nothing left to crush in you.
- 22:36The soul has no form. That is why it
- 22:39cannot be broken into pieces.
- 22:41Only pride, being rigid, breaks, falls,
- 22:44and shatters.
- 22:46Darkness is precisely the means through
- 22:48which life softens our rigidity.
- 22:51Without it, we would remain trapped in
- 22:53beautiful, yet dead images.
- 22:56And an endless light would be blindness
- 22:58, because darkness brings the shadow
- 23:00without which you see nothing.
- 23:03You no longer need to defend yourself
- 23:05against your own ugly parts, either.
- 23:08You see them, acknowledge them, and let
- 23:10them be, without excusing or condemning
- 23:12them, knowing they are the wood upon
- 23:14which the separator burns.
- 23:17That is why life does not just make you
- 23:19good, but also lets you be bad until you
- 23:21are neither one nor the other.
- 23:24The perfection of the ego would be the
- 23:26greatest tragedy because it would make
- 23:28it invincible.
- 23:30So, imperfection is the escape, the
- 23:33mistake is the gate, and the fall is the
- 23:35correction.
- 23:38Life begins to be lived with more
- 23:40gentleness, not because you have changed
- 23:42, but because you no longer take
- 23:44yourself so seriously; you laugh at
- 23:46yourself more easily and don't defend
- 23:48yourself so much.
- 23:51And this lightness shows that pride is
- 23:53weakening.
- 23:55It is still there, but it is no longer
- 23:57cold, and the connection with the One
- 23:59Above changes.
- 24:00He is no longer a judge, an ideal to
- 24:03reach, or a master to please, but life
- 24:05itself with everything it brings.
- 24:08You no longer ask to be taken out of
- 24:10trials, but to be allowed to pass
- 24:12through them without becoming one with
- 24:14them.
- 24:15And this is true prayer, even if it has
- 24:18no words.
- 24:21At first, one still believes they are
- 24:24doing something, receiving, letting go,
- 24:26or surrendering, believing they are
- 24:28active; but one day, they notice they
- 24:30are doing none of these things, that
- 24:33they are no longer an actor carrying out
- 24:35a spiritual practice, but just life
- 24:37happening naturally, banally, and
- 24:39ordinarily, a presence that no longer
- 24:41rushes to fix it.
- 24:47And so, true surrender is no longer a
- 24:49heroic gesture, but the absence of a
- 24:51gesture.
- 24:53Ego would like to make this a personal
- 24:55achievement too, and say: "I have
- 24:57arrived, I have understood, I have gone
- 25:00beyond."
- 25:01But even this craving begins to be seen
- 25:03, and once seen, it is no longer taken
- 25:06seriously.
- 25:07Then, one feels a freedom without
- 25:09enthusiasm.
- 25:12Not ecstasy, not exploding happiness,
- 25:14but a simple liberation, almost
- 25:16colorless, yet deeply constant.
- 25:20The freedom of no longer being pushed
- 25:22from within to prove, to fix, or to be
- 25:25right.
- 25:27It impresses no one, but it lets
- 25:29everything go.
- 25:31It releases everything.
- 25:34Life continues to bring trials, perhaps
- 25:36even harder ones, only they are no
- 25:38longer read as messages about worth,
- 25:40guilt, or failure.
- 25:44Without the destructive story, the pain
- 25:47fades away because it no longer has a
- 25:49place to nest.
- 25:52It becomes clear how much suffering was
- 25:54kept alive by a commentary—not by the
- 25:56fact itself, but by the voice inside us
- 25:59that says: "It’s not fair, it’s not good
- 26:01, it’s not honest, it’s not true, it’s
- 26:04wrong."
- 26:05I don’t deserve it, it should have been
- 26:07different. When the commentary falls
- 26:09silent, the event remains without drama
- 26:11and becomes easier to bear. One is no
- 26:14longer drawn into arguments and battles
- 26:16of ideas. One sees how everyone defends
- 26:19an image and how no one truly listens,
- 26:21and so one withdraws naturally, without
- 26:23contempt.
- 26:25This withdrawal often seems like
- 26:27coldness, but inside, it is just the
- 26:29opposite.
- 26:31An involvement without ego, a presence
- 26:33without attachment.
- 26:35You can be beside someone without saving
- 26:37them, you can listen without fixing, you
- 26:39can love without possessing.
- 26:42In close relationships, tensions may
- 26:45appear at first, because old habits
- 26:47relied on reactions, expectations, and
- 26:50roles.
- 26:52When you no longer respond as expected,
- 26:54others feel uncertain.
- 26:58Some will provoke you to return to the
- 27:00old game, but if you remain quiet,
- 27:02without many explanations, something
- 27:04resets.
- 27:06Either the bond deepens into a greater
- 27:09truth, or it dissolves, and both are
- 27:11good.
- 27:12The soul does not hold on to anything,
- 27:14neither to people, nor to ideas, nor to
- 27:17names. Not because it doesn't care, but
- 27:19because it knows that the true
- 27:21connection is never lost.
- 27:23Only the forms change.
- 27:25From this flow, a silent trust is born,
- 27:27a certainty without an object.
- 27:30You don’t know what follows, but the
- 27:32unknown no longer scares you, because
- 27:34the fear of the future was the fear of
- 27:36the separate self of losing its thread.
- 27:39Thoughts of fear still come, but they
- 27:41are viewed as mere passersby.
- 27:43They tell their story and leave, and
- 27:45without nourishment, they fade away.
- 27:48Man no longer seeks to be better, not
- 27:50because he has abandoned righteous
- 27:52conduct, but because he sees that forced
- 27:54kindness is still a form of ego.
- 27:58True kindness comes naturally from
- 28:00clarity, sometimes as a gentle gesture,
- 28:02other times as a firm silence, without a
- 28:05fixed form.
- 28:07That is why it cannot be trapped within
- 28:09a rigid morality.
- 28:11Any morality raised to the rank of
- 28:13absolute becomes violent because it
- 28:15tries to pin down something that is
- 28:17alive.
- 28:19The soul does not live by fixed rules,
- 28:21but by a living truth that changes from
- 28:23one moment to the next.
- 28:25And this is not relativism, but a
- 28:27sensitivity to what is required now.
- 28:31Man no longer feels the need to attach
- 28:33spiritual labels to himself. I am a
- 28:35believer, I am awakened, I am
- 28:37enlightened, I am on the path. Even the
- 28:40very idea of a path dissolves. There is
- 28:42no longer a path that leads somewhere,
- 28:44only the walking itself.
- 28:47And every step is all that exists.
- 28:49It no longer matters if you move forward
- 28:51or stand still, because the measuring
- 28:53was just the concern of pride. And the
- 28:56soul cannot be measured.
- 28:57Man no longer seeks the purpose of life
- 29:00because life itself is the purpose.
- 29:02He no longer seeks to reach the light,
- 29:04because the light is already here in the
- 29:07fact that he sees.
- 29:10Not everything the Almighty gave has
- 29:12shaken everyone.
- 29:14Yes, because it comes with its justice,
- 29:16with its harsh balance, but perhaps it
- 29:18should be that way.
- 29:20I don’t see evil even here. It seems
- 29:23that balance is sometimes achieved
- 29:24precisely by raising justice to the rank
- 29:26of an idol.
- 29:28And whoever looks too hard in one
- 29:30direction must look until the end.
- 29:32Not fighting is not an ideal.
- 29:35The ideal is what is already happening,
- 29:37with struggle and without struggle, with
- 29:39peace and with strife. If there is a
- 29:41struggle, it had to be.
- 29:43If there is a dispute, it was necessary
- 29:45. If hatred comes, it had to come. That
- 29:49is why we go idol hunting.
- 29:51We lie in wait.
- 29:53For ideals, we catch them when they
- 29:54appear and we let them fall.
- 29:58Look how quickly we forget and say again
- 30:00that it is bad what happened, but it is
- 30:02not bad.
- 30:05It is good and it had to happen.
- 30:07Balance is achieved through everyone.
- 30:09We are playing, but it is a very serious
- 30:12game. When I get tired, I pull the
- 30:14blanket over my head and repeat slowly
- 30:16until I fall asleep. You, Lord, are in
- 30:19everything.
- 30:20Who else should I be angry with?
- 30:23If you manifest through us, all my life
- 30:26I have asked to love my enemy and to be
- 30:28taught how, and I understood that there
- 30:30is no enemy.
- 30:33Sometimes it shouldn't be loved, but
- 30:35left as it is.
- 30:37To love also means not to love, that is
- 30:39, not to hate.
- 30:41If we speak of an enemy, there is
- 30:43already an ego and an ideal behind it.
- 30:46The enemy disappears on its own when
- 30:48these fall away and only a human remains
- 30:50.
- 30:51An event, a movement of life.
- 30:54The escape is not to force ourselves to
- 30:56love, but to accept ourselves as we are
- 30:59, whether we hate, get angry, or react.
- 31:03All are manifestations of your heavenly
- 31:05providence, and nothing is evil.
- 31:09Sometimes it is good to hate, to respond
- 31:12and to argue, not to make acceptance an
- 31:14ideal, because if it shows up that way,
- 31:17it means it must.
- 31:19The Unseen also shows itself through
- 31:21rejection, through anger, through
- 31:23non-acceptance.
- 31:25How good that I hate so-and-so, because
- 31:27that too is your work. You, Lord.
- 31:30Nothing that you do is in vain.
- 31:33Hate comes like a hammer to break
- 31:34something placed too high.
- 31:36Some frozen ideals. Without them, hate
- 31:39would not exist. But if it exists, it
- 31:41means they are necessary.
- 31:44Not beautiful, but functional.
- 31:47>> Welcome to the Q&A podcast with Marius
- 31:50Ghidel and Gabriela Camelia Popescu, a
- 31:52space for knowledge, understanding, and
- 31:54discovering the truth.
- 31:58>> Would you like to tell us something
- 31:59about
- 32:01>> your last three volumes?
- 32:03>> At the moment, three books.
- 32:05The first is called The Secret of the
- 32:07Humble Jesus, they are only about Jesus
- 32:09.
- 32:10Self-defeat, meaning the principles he
- 32:13applied.
- 32:15Yes, self-defeat.
- 32:19The second book is The Path of Jesus,
- 32:21how to become mud, the happiness of
- 32:23being imperfect.
- 32:25And the third, The Lesson of Jesus, how
- 32:28to become water and air, the power of
- 32:30being nobody,
- 32:32a nobody.
- 32:34These are the ones that are about to be
- 32:36.
- 32:38They will greatly disturb those who say
- 32:40they are believers but are not at all.
- 32:44They will get very angry.
- 32:49>> Surely the books will reach those who
- 32:51need them and will reach through
- 32:53resonance those who understand them,
- 32:54appreciate them, and find them useful.
- 33:02Yes, because I consider them to be like
- 33:04those pearls Jesus spoke of, not to be
- 33:06cast before swine.
- 33:13Meaning it is knowledge that crowns the
- 33:15human in us, so it will surely reach
- 33:17exactly that person who knows that there
- 33:19are mysteries from the unseen that can
- 33:20change their life and perspective here
- 33:22on Earth.
- 33:26T
About this transcript
This page contains the full transcript of MANUAL DE EXORCIZARE 8 - SINGURUL PACAT ESTE INCHINAREA LA VIRTUTI, IDEALURI SI REGULI ABSOLUTE by Marius Ghidel, generated from the public captions YouTube serves with the video. The transcript has 5,106 words across 857 segments, with the original timestamps preserved so you can click any line to jump to that moment in the embedded player.
What you can do with it
Use the transcript to take notes, quote the speaker, build a study guide, generate a summary with ChatGPT or Claude via the YouTube Summary tool, or export it as a timed subtitle file with YouTube to SRT. You can also re-open it in the transcriber to choose a caption track available on the video.
Free YouTube transcript tool
YouTube2Text is a free YouTube transcript generator — no signup, no daily limit. Paste any YouTube link and get the full transcript instantly, with timestamps, click-to-jump, caption language selection, AI prompts for ChatGPT, Claude, and Gemini, and exports to TXT, SRT, VTT, or Markdown.