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MANUAL DE EXORCIZARE 8 - SINGURUL PACAT ESTE INCHINAREA LA VIRTUTI, IDEALURI SI REGULI ABSOLUTE — Transcript

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  1. 0:00Exorcism manual 8.
  2. 0:04True salvation is like the moon
  3. 0:06reflected in a puddle.
  4. 0:09If you throw a stone into the water, the
  5. 0:11moon in the puddle breaks into a
  6. 0:12thousand pieces and trembles all over.
  7. 0:15It seems as if it were broken.
  8. 0:20But if you look up and the moon in the
  9. 0:22sky remains calm, whole, as it has
  10. 0:24always been, what do you say then?
  11. 0:29What struggles and breaks is only the
  12. 0:31reflection in the water.
  13. 0:33It is the same with pain.
  14. 0:36It strikes our reflection in the puddle
  15. 0:38, but we, the true ones, remain
  16. 0:40untouched.
  17. 0:43Here arises one of the greatest fears of
  18. 0:45the ego.
  19. 0:47If I no longer cling to it, what is left
  20. 0:49of me?
  21. 0:52The fear is natural because Lucifer
  22. 0:54knows that without this clinging, he
  23. 0:56cannot live.
  24. 0:58The soul, however, does not fear
  25. 1:00disappearing because it cannot disappear
  26. 1:02.
  27. 1:03What disappears is only the mask.
  28. 1:06And the separator feels this as a death
  29. 1:08, which is why he defends himself with
  30. 1:10such fury.
  31. 1:12He seeks culprits, excuses, explanations
  32. 1:15, and theories, and always wants to be
  33. 1:18right, for righteousness is his last
  34. 1:20fortress.
  35. 1:23The ego is a necessary lie at the
  36. 1:25beginning, but poisonous if it remains
  37. 1:27at the helm.
  38. 1:29The soul does not need to be defended,
  39. 1:31uplifted, approved, or recognized. It
  40. 1:34has no ambitions and no plans for itself
  41. 1:36. That is why it cannot be hurt.
  42. 1:40What feels hurt is the holy image we
  43. 1:42have built of who we should be.
  44. 1:45Life snatches an idol from our hands,
  45. 1:48and we mourn the idol, not the core.
  46. 1:52Troubles are not punishments, but
  47. 1:54corrections; not dead-end tragedies, but
  48. 1:56steps of a deep healing.
  49. 1:59Lucifer suffers because he is losing the
  50. 2:01reins.
  51. 2:03The soul rejoices because it is escaping
  52. 2:05Lucifer's chains.
  53. 2:07With a joy that does not shout and does
  54. 2:10not boast.
  55. 2:12The ordinary man wants to get rid of
  56. 2:14pain, while the awakened one just wants
  57. 2:16to stop carrying it like a name.
  58. 2:20Suffering does not have to disappear for
  59. 2:23peace to come, only to no longer be
  60. 2:25confused with a "self."
  61. 2:27What we call evil is a school of the
  62. 2:30Most High, which pride perceives as an
  63. 2:32attack.
  64. 2:34The Absolute does not destroy man, but
  65. 2:36frees him from himself.
  66. 2:40And this escape is not gentle for the
  67. 2:42ego, because it cannot be comforted
  68. 2:44until it disappears.
  69. 2:48It must be left to burn in its own
  70. 2:50reactions until it tires.
  71. 2:53And when it no longer receives a name
  72. 2:55and is no longer fed by a self, it
  73. 2:57extinguishes on its own.
  74. 3:02Then remains a presence that no longer
  75. 3:04asks for anything, a life that no longer
  76. 3:07haggles, an acceptance that is not a
  77. 3:09virtue, but a real fact.
  78. 3:14Man no longer asks "why me," because
  79. 3:16there is no longer a self to be chosen
  80. 3:18or protected.
  81. 3:20When there is no one left to defend, a
  82. 3:23strange silence settles in, which does
  83. 3:25not come from everything being fine, but
  84. 3:27from the absence of the one who fights.
  85. 3:30For Lucifer, silence is hell, because
  86. 3:32within it, he can no longer manifest
  87. 3:35himself. That is why he fills the void
  88. 3:37with thoughts, judgments, and stories
  89. 3:40about blame.
  90. 3:42The soul never says it is suffering; it
  91. 3:44remains silent, watches, and lets
  92. 3:46everything pass.
  93. 3:50The more someone is attached to the
  94. 3:52image of being a good, correct,
  95. 3:53spiritual, strong, or righteous person,
  96. 3:56the more precise the blow will be, not
  97. 3:58out of malice, but because that is where
  98. 4:00the knot is.
  99. 4:02When a person begins to see this
  100. 4:04distinction, they can say it hurts, but
  101. 4:06no longer say it is wrong, and this
  102. 4:08change is huge.
  103. 4:10Without judgment, without culprits, and
  104. 4:13without "should-haves," the adversary
  105. 4:15within us, the Lucifer, no longer has a
  106. 4:18way to measure life and grows weak.
  107. 4:21Life does not want to make us happy in
  108. 4:23the way pride demands, but rather it
  109. 4:24wants to make us whole.
  110. 4:27The happiness of pride always hangs on
  111. 4:29something and vanishes if things change
  112. 4:31, whereas the wholeness of the soul
  113. 4:33depends on nothing.
  114. 4:36The separator loses ground with every
  115. 4:38act of true acceptance, not with every
  116. 4:40beautiful word.
  117. 4:42Acceptance does not mean lethargy or
  118. 4:44giving up on life, but the cessation of
  119. 4:46the fight against what is.
  120. 4:49And from it is born a purer action,
  121. 4:51without a personal burden.
  122. 4:54You no longer act to save yourself, but
  123. 4:56because life moves through you.
  124. 4:59When pride is at work, everything is
  125. 5:01tense. When the soul is at work,
  126. 5:04everything is simple.
  127. 5:06What you once called bad proved to be a
  128. 5:08hand that pulled you out of unseen
  129. 5:10waters.
  130. 5:12Without those blows, the ego would have
  131. 5:14become increasingly rigid, lonelier, and
  132. 5:16more convinced that it is the center of
  133. 5:18the universe.
  134. 5:20Life stops it before it gets lost
  135. 5:22completely.
  136. 5:24And this stopping hurts, but it comes
  137. 5:26from love.
  138. 5:28A love that does not coddle the
  139. 5:30self-image, but saves the fundamental
  140. 5:32core.
  141. 5:35This truth is eventually seen in small
  142. 5:38things: in a word that scratches you, in
  143. 5:40a door that closes, in a plan that fails
  144. 5:43, in an illness that lingers, in a
  145. 5:45loneliness that does not lift.
  146. 5:48That is where it is clearly seen who is
  147. 5:51suffering: not the soul, but the mask;
  148. 5:53not life, but the pretense of
  149. 5:54controlling it. Pride demands meaning,
  150. 5:57explanations, and guarantees, while the
  151. 5:59soul lives without a contract.
  152. 6:02When life no longer answers the prayers
  153. 6:05of pride, it panics, feels like it is
  154. 6:07disappearing, and it is right.
  155. 6:10But what disappears is not the human,
  156. 6:12but the lie about them.
  157. 6:14Many believe that awakening means light
  158. 6:17, ecstasy, and uninterrupted peace, but
  159. 6:19it begins as a great disappointment for
  160. 6:21the ego.
  161. 6:24Everything he thought defined him is
  162. 6:26taken away one by one, not because it
  163. 6:28was wrong, but because it had been
  164. 6:30raised to the rank of absolute.
  165. 6:33The Creator does not tear down what is
  166. 6:36alive, but what is rigid, what is stiff
  167. 6:38.
  168. 6:40And everything that is stiff within us
  169. 6:41belongs to the separator.
  170. 6:44On the path, man goes through states he
  171. 6:46calls dark.
  172. 6:48He feels that he is nothing anymore,
  173. 6:50that he has no direction, that he no
  174. 6:52longer knows who he is.
  175. 6:54But this thing is not a wandering, but a
  176. 6:56cleansing.
  177. 6:58The old labels no longer hold, and
  178. 7:00others will not come, but all will fall
  179. 7:02away.
  180. 7:04And this very fall is freedom.
  181. 7:06Until then, however, pride screams that
  182. 7:09it is lost and punished, when in fact it
  183. 7:11is only stripped bare.
  184. 7:14When you no longer believe every thought
  185. 7:17about yourself, something opens and
  186. 7:19relaxes deeply, and you no longer have
  187. 7:21to be good, righteous, spiritual, or
  188. 7:23advanced, because all these were masks.
  189. 7:27Just masks.
  190. 7:28The soul does not grow through virtues
  191. 7:30and does not diminish through mistakes.
  192. 7:33That is why neither praise nor criticism
  193. 7:35touches it.
  194. 7:37And everything that reacts is the devil
  195. 7:39within, who lives on comparison.
  196. 7:43Anger may come, but it is no longer mine
  197. 7:45. Sadness may pass, but it no longer
  198. 7:48says who I am. Feelings become
  199. 7:50happenings, not sentences.
  200. 7:52They come and go, without deciding what
  201. 7:55being is.
  202. 7:57When man arrives here, he no longer
  203. 7:59talks much about faith and no longer
  204. 8:01feels the need to explain, convince, or
  205. 8:03save.
  206. 8:05Compassion comes effortlessly, because
  207. 8:07he clearly sees that everyone suffers
  208. 8:09only as much as they confuse themselves
  209. 8:11with pride.
  210. 8:13He no longer judges another's pain, nor
  211. 8:16does he diminish or minimize it, knowing
  212. 8:18that every Lucifer has his own path
  213. 8:20until exhaustion.
  214. 8:24This is the great mercy of the Almighty
  215. 8:26. He does not leave us forever slaves to
  216. 8:28the ego. No matter how much we resist,
  217. 8:30no matter how much we run, and no matter
  218. 8:33how refined the masks may be, life will
  219. 8:35break them. And the harder we cling, the
  220. 8:38heavier the blow seems to be.
  221. 8:40Not because God punishes, but because
  222. 8:42the attachment is stiffer.
  223. 8:45At a certain point, man tires of
  224. 8:47defending himself, not out of wisdom,
  225. 8:49but out of this state of exhaustion.
  226. 8:52And this tiredness is the beginning of
  227. 8:54true surrender.
  228. 8:57He no longer says "I accept," but simply
  229. 8:59stops resisting, and the soul finally
  230. 9:02has a place to come, to manifest.
  231. 9:06Life goes on, with the same trials, but
  232. 9:09without an adversary.
  233. 9:11And the Lucifer within, having no one to
  234. 9:13fight, fades away.
  235. 9:15He is not killed, but left unanswered.
  236. 9:19And his true defeat is the lack of
  237. 9:21anyone to oppose him.
  238. 9:25Perhaps it would be easier to accept if
  239. 9:27it were always said that we are fallen
  240. 9:29angels living under Lucifer's rule and
  241. 9:31that suffering comes only so we may
  242. 9:32surrender.
  243. 9:35Then it would be clear that we say "I"
  244. 9:37exactly where we are not allowed to.
  245. 9:40To the portion of darkness, hell, and
  246. 9:43the devil.
  247. 9:45The true "I" can only be spoken by the
  248. 9:48soul, and that "I" belongs to God.
  249. 9:51We are not allowed to claim "I" for any
  250. 9:53dissatisfaction, accusation, or
  251. 9:56resentment.
  252. 9:57If we want to be honest when criticism,
  253. 10:00judgment, malice, or attack comes, we
  254. 10:03can only say "I, the devil," because it
  255. 10:05is not the holy self that resents,
  256. 10:08accuses, or condemns.
  257. 10:11This can only be seen by those who have
  258. 10:13suffered much and have a smaller ego.
  259. 10:16The others get upset because they are
  260. 10:18not yet allowed to understand.
  261. 10:21When you apply "I" to a criticism, you
  262. 10:23give it a name and power, as if you had
  263. 10:25been signing your life away with a name
  264. 10:28that is not your own.
  265. 10:31Judgment is Satan, not sometimes and not
  266. 10:34only when it is too great, but by its
  267. 10:36very nature, because it divides,
  268. 10:38compares, condemns, and places itself
  269. 10:41above.
  270. 10:43And the soul never places itself above.
  271. 10:46If a person had the courage to say
  272. 10:48sincerely: "Now the devil in me is
  273. 10:50speaking, here he is."
  274. 10:54Many arguments would vanish on the spot
  275. 10:56, because anger would no longer be
  276. 10:58considered holy, and criticism would no
  277. 11:00longer be dressed in moral clothing.
  278. 11:03This, however, requires true humility,
  279. 11:05not a played one, and the renunciation
  280. 11:07of the image of being "good,""righteous
  281. 11:10," and "awakened," the idol hardest to
  282. 11:12abandon. On the one hand, life knows
  283. 11:15exactly where to press.
  284. 11:17If a man leans on morality, the absolute
  285. 11:20tears his morality down.
  286. 11:22If he leans on faith, it shakes it.
  287. 11:26If he leans on the victim role, it takes
  288. 11:28away his story.
  289. 11:30Not because these things are bad, but
  290. 11:32because they have now become absolute.
  291. 11:36And anything absolute, outside of the
  292. 11:38divine, becomes a prison, no matter how
  293. 11:40beautifully it is adorned.
  294. 11:43When someone suffers and is still full
  295. 11:45of judgment, life does not let them
  296. 11:47understand with the mind, because they
  297. 11:49would turn understanding into a new
  298. 11:51weapon.
  299. 11:53First, the ego must diminish and the
  300. 11:55pretense must be discarded. Only then
  301. 11:57does clarity come. It is His theater,
  302. 12:00not ours.
  303. 12:01He acts, and we are spectators, not
  304. 12:04directors.
  305. 12:06The One above seems to say in His secret
  306. 12:09way: Why are you meddling? It is not
  307. 12:11your business.
  308. 12:13It is my life. I do what I want with it
  309. 12:15.
  310. 12:16Many revolt.
  311. 12:17What do you mean, not to help, not to
  312. 12:19correct anyone?
  313. 12:21Everything depends on the place from
  314. 12:23which the help comes.
  315. 12:25If it comes from the soul, this help is
  316. 12:27silent, simple, without drama, and
  317. 12:29without a desire to change the other.
  318. 12:34If it comes from pride, it is noisy,
  319. 12:36moralizing, rushed, hidden, and violent
  320. 12:39.
  321. 12:42And most of the time, what we call help
  322. 12:44is a forced intrusion into another's
  323. 12:46balance.
  324. 12:48Every human has the right to see their
  325. 12:50struggle through to the end. And if you
  326. 12:52take it away too soon, you take away the
  327. 12:54wisdom that comes from it as well.
  328. 12:57You can be by their side, you can love,
  329. 12:59you can stand in, but you cannot endure
  330. 13:01the fire for them.
  331. 13:03This is where the image of the savior
  332. 13:05breaks.
  333. 13:06A very refined idol, which seems noble
  334. 13:09and spiritual, but is still a form of
  335. 13:11control.
  336. 13:13The ego that wants to be good, important
  337. 13:16, and irreplaceable.
  338. 13:17is Satan himself,
  339. 13:20the devil himself.
  340. 13:23When the idol falls, a person feels
  341. 13:25empty and purposeless, and this void is
  342. 13:27exactly where the soul breathes.
  343. 13:30That is why children do not listen to us
  344. 13:32, that is why others do not heed us.
  345. 13:36That is why words seem to hit a wall,
  346. 13:38not because they are wrong, but because
  347. 13:40it is not the time.
  348. 13:42Life does not rush anything.
  349. 13:45When a person is ready, they see for
  350. 13:46themselves, and when they are not, any
  351. 13:49explanation just scratches them or fills
  352. 13:51them with pride.
  353. 13:53Sometimes, the greatest gesture of love
  354. 13:55is to leave a person alone, because that
  355. 13:58is how they become wise, gaining
  356. 13:59understanding on their own.
  357. 14:02In fact, there is no knowledge, only
  358. 14:04recognition. We only recognize what we
  359. 14:07have experienced firsthand and passed
  360. 14:09through the fire.
  361. 14:10People are still missing something.
  362. 14:13The understanding that He, God, the
  363. 14:16almighty of worlds, is whole, with both
  364. 14:18white and black, and that the black must
  365. 14:21not be cast aside.
  366. 14:24Setting out to hunt idols, I saw how
  367. 14:26easily we slide to one side and take it
  368. 14:29for the truth.
  369. 14:32If we were all completely defeated,
  370. 14:34completely melted, completely humble,
  371. 14:37the balance of the two powers could not
  372. 14:39exist, and there would be no life, no
  373. 14:41movement, no creation, and no need for
  374. 14:44Him.
  375. 14:48That is why it is good that we are
  376. 14:50imperfect, because that way life can be
  377. 14:52faced with full strength.
  378. 14:57Faith has wounded our minds when it made
  379. 14:59morality an absolute and said: "This is
  380. 15:01how it must be," leaving no room for
  381. 15:04life.
  382. 15:06When the absolute tears down the
  383. 15:08morality raised to the rank of an idol,
  384. 15:10one suffers, feeling lost and without
  385. 15:12landmarks, but that is precisely when
  386. 15:14one matures.
  387. 15:16They gain their freedom and strengthen
  388. 15:18their soul not through blind obedience,
  389. 15:21but by directly facing life.
  390. 15:24They needed to face it. There are people
  391. 15:26who go through terrible things and
  392. 15:28remain alive, strong, and simple.
  393. 15:30Not because they were protected, but
  394. 15:32because they were allowed to fight.
  395. 15:35That is why God acts as He does, not to
  396. 15:37make things easy for us, but for us to
  397. 15:39be true.
  398. 15:42Any trouble helps if we do not make it
  399. 15:44our identity.
  400. 15:47The struggle for ideals, for holy images
  401. 15:50, and for impossible standards brings
  402. 15:52much pain because life cannot endure
  403. 15:54stagnation.
  404. 15:57And when an ideal is placed higher than
  405. 15:59the living human, suffering can no
  406. 16:01longer be avoided.
  407. 16:03It is hard, but we are not alone.
  408. 16:07We support each other, not to shake off
  409. 16:09the path or shorten it, but to have the
  410. 16:11courage to walk it.
  411. 16:16In every difficult moment, an unseen
  412. 16:18crossroads appears.
  413. 16:20You can say "I was hurt," or you can see
  414. 16:23that an image has been wounded.
  415. 16:25You can say "I do not accept," or you
  416. 16:27can recognize that it is pride that does
  417. 16:29not accept. The difference seems small
  418. 16:31in words, but it is huge in experience,
  419. 16:33because in the first case you feed
  420. 16:35Lucifer, while in the second you leave
  421. 16:37him without fuel.
  422. 16:39This is true self-denial.
  423. 16:41It is not an ostentatious virtue, but a
  424. 16:43silent withdrawal, without chasing him
  425. 16:46away, without condemning him, just
  426. 16:48without giving him the scepter anymore.
  427. 16:50At first, the silence is frightening;
  428. 16:52you no longer jump to defend yourself,
  429. 16:55you no longer explain, you no longer
  430. 16:57persuade. And the mind asks: "But am I
  431. 16:59not doing anything?"
  432. 17:01Exactly: That is because the ego always
  433. 17:03wants to do something to exist, while
  434. 17:06the soul simply is.
  435. 17:09Sometimes being true in a moment means
  436. 17:11precisely not interfering.
  437. 17:14True understanding does not come when
  438. 17:16everything connects beautifully, but
  439. 17:18when you have nothing left to say, to
  440. 17:20recommend, or to explain.
  441. 17:22Then, silent recognition is born. So it
  442. 17:25is.
  443. 17:26Many confuse it with fatalism, but
  444. 17:29fatalism is also a reaction of pride,
  445. 17:31just a tired one.
  446. 17:33The soul is not fatalistic, but alive,
  447. 17:36only it no longer resists.
  448. 17:38When you see that nothing is accidental
  449. 17:41—neither pain, nor wandering, nor
  450. 17:43mistake—you no longer say "He did evil,
  451. 17:46" but "This is how it happened."
  452. 17:49You no longer say "It should have been
  453. 17:51different," but "It was possible only
  454. 17:53this way."
  455. 17:55This change in words is not superficial
  456. 17:57; it shows that the inner center has
  457. 17:59shifted.
  458. 18:01If it is, it means it must be.
  459. 18:04When you see that nothing can be changed
  460. 18:06by force, you understand that it does
  461. 18:08not need to be changed, and in this
  462. 18:10understanding appears the freedom to
  463. 18:12stop fighting what is.
  464. 18:15It is like the fire in the stove. As
  465. 18:17long as you keep adding wood, it burns,
  466. 18:19crackles, and warms you until it
  467. 18:21suffocates you.
  468. 18:24You do not need to throw water on it or
  469. 18:25beat it with the poker.
  470. 18:27Just stop adding wood. It burns what is
  471. 18:30left to burn, turns into embers, then
  472. 18:32into ash, and it calms down on its own.
  473. 18:35Anger, judgment, and arguing are all the
  474. 18:38same. Every "I am right" is just another
  475. 18:41log on the fire.
  476. 18:42When you stop adding to it, the fire
  477. 18:44goes out without a fight.
  478. 18:47At this point, life is no longer a
  479. 18:49problem to solve, but a mystery you
  480. 18:51inhabit.
  481. 18:53You no longer want to fully understand
  482. 18:54it, but to be present within it.
  483. 18:57You no longer ask for guarantees, but
  484. 18:59move forward without them.
  485. 19:01And this is the maturity of the soul.
  486. 19:04Not transcendence, not ecstasy, not
  487. 19:06certainty, but the simplicity of walking
  488. 19:09without the support of images.
  489. 19:11When you no longer run from the darkness
  490. 19:13, you let it do its work without fearing
  491. 19:16it, without seeking it, yet without
  492. 19:18rejecting it, knowing it will pass.
  493. 19:21From this knowing, a trust is born that
  494. 19:23no longer depends on results.
  495. 19:26You no longer need things to end well;
  496. 19:28it is enough that they are true.
  497. 19:32In the end, a peace remains that cannot
  498. 19:34be explained, not because life has
  499. 19:36become tame, but because you have ceased
  500. 19:38to judge it.
  501. 19:41And not because the devil has perished
  502. 19:43entirely, but because he is no longer
  503. 19:45confused with a self.
  504. 19:47Then the soul stands at the helm without
  505. 19:49boasting and without asking for applause
  506. 19:51.
  507. 19:52It simply is.
  508. 19:54And in this "is" ends all our struggle
  509. 19:56and all our story.
  510. 19:58This truth, if spoken too quickly,
  511. 20:01becomes ideology, and ideology is again
  512. 20:04food for pride.
  513. 20:05It does not matter to correctly repeat
  514. 20:08some formulas, but to see, moment by
  515. 20:10moment, where reaction is born and who
  516. 20:12is speaking.
  517. 20:14In everyday life, Lucifer does not come
  518. 20:16with horns, but with justifications.
  519. 20:20He comes as common sense, as justice, as
  520. 20:23logic, as normality.
  521. 20:26He says reasonable things, well-argued
  522. 20:29and accepted by morality.
  523. 20:31That is why he is so hard to recognize.
  524. 20:34His sign, however, is always the same:
  525. 20:36separation.
  526. 20:38Me and others, me and life, me and God.
  527. 20:42Where separation appears, suffering also
  528. 20:44appears. The soul does not say "I am
  529. 20:47against," but says "it is."
  530. 20:51When you no longer feed the story about
  531. 20:53yourself, pain comes, it is felt, it is
  532. 20:56real indeed, but it no longer builds a
  533. 20:58name and no longer says "look what was
  534. 21:00done to me," but remains a natural,
  535. 21:03banal, ordinary movement of life.
  536. 21:06A person begins to see how much they
  537. 21:08have lived from reaction and how few
  538. 21:10moments were truly free.
  539. 21:13A look, a word, an event, and
  540. 21:15immediately someone jumps out who
  541. 21:17defends, explains, shuts down, or
  542. 21:20attacks.
  543. 21:21When you see this clearly, without
  544. 21:23condemning yourself, a healthy weariness
  545. 21:25takes hold of you. You no longer have
  546. 21:27the desire to react. You don't stop
  547. 21:29because you've become better, but
  548. 21:31because you see that the struggle no
  549. 21:32longer has any point.
  550. 21:35This weariness is a gift.
  551. 21:37Until now, you believed you had to do
  552. 21:39something in order to be.
  553. 21:42Now you feel it is enough to stop doing
  554. 21:44what you are not.
  555. 21:46Life becomes simpler, not because it has
  556. 21:48simplified, but because you no longer
  557. 21:50burden it with yourself, with the ego.
  558. 21:53When you see someone full of anger and
  559. 21:55judgment, you no longer say "what a bad
  560. 21:57person," but see a tormented Lucifer, a
  561. 22:00pride desperately defending itself, and
  562. 22:02you no longer feel the need to correct
  563. 22:04it, knowing that any outside correction
  564. 22:07only strengthens it.
  565. 22:09Righteousness was the ego’s primary
  566. 22:11currency; when you no longer seek to
  567. 22:13have it, not out of resignation, but
  568. 22:15because you no longer see the point, an
  569. 22:17unexpected freedom appears.
  570. 22:19You no longer have to prove anything,
  571. 22:22not even the truth, which reveals itself
  572. 22:24when it is not defended.
  573. 22:26Many fear that without defenses, life
  574. 22:28will trample them, but it is the
  575. 22:30opposite.
  576. 22:32When you no longer resist, life has
  577. 22:34nothing left to crush in you.
  578. 22:36The soul has no form. That is why it
  579. 22:39cannot be broken into pieces.
  580. 22:41Only pride, being rigid, breaks, falls,
  581. 22:44and shatters.
  582. 22:46Darkness is precisely the means through
  583. 22:48which life softens our rigidity.
  584. 22:51Without it, we would remain trapped in
  585. 22:53beautiful, yet dead images.
  586. 22:56And an endless light would be blindness
  587. 22:58, because darkness brings the shadow
  588. 23:00without which you see nothing.
  589. 23:03You no longer need to defend yourself
  590. 23:05against your own ugly parts, either.
  591. 23:08You see them, acknowledge them, and let
  592. 23:10them be, without excusing or condemning
  593. 23:12them, knowing they are the wood upon
  594. 23:14which the separator burns.
  595. 23:17That is why life does not just make you
  596. 23:19good, but also lets you be bad until you
  597. 23:21are neither one nor the other.
  598. 23:24The perfection of the ego would be the
  599. 23:26greatest tragedy because it would make
  600. 23:28it invincible.
  601. 23:30So, imperfection is the escape, the
  602. 23:33mistake is the gate, and the fall is the
  603. 23:35correction.
  604. 23:38Life begins to be lived with more
  605. 23:40gentleness, not because you have changed
  606. 23:42, but because you no longer take
  607. 23:44yourself so seriously; you laugh at
  608. 23:46yourself more easily and don't defend
  609. 23:48yourself so much.
  610. 23:51And this lightness shows that pride is
  611. 23:53weakening.
  612. 23:55It is still there, but it is no longer
  613. 23:57cold, and the connection with the One
  614. 23:59Above changes.
  615. 24:00He is no longer a judge, an ideal to
  616. 24:03reach, or a master to please, but life
  617. 24:05itself with everything it brings.
  618. 24:08You no longer ask to be taken out of
  619. 24:10trials, but to be allowed to pass
  620. 24:12through them without becoming one with
  621. 24:14them.
  622. 24:15And this is true prayer, even if it has
  623. 24:18no words.
  624. 24:21At first, one still believes they are
  625. 24:24doing something, receiving, letting go,
  626. 24:26or surrendering, believing they are
  627. 24:28active; but one day, they notice they
  628. 24:30are doing none of these things, that
  629. 24:33they are no longer an actor carrying out
  630. 24:35a spiritual practice, but just life
  631. 24:37happening naturally, banally, and
  632. 24:39ordinarily, a presence that no longer
  633. 24:41rushes to fix it.
  634. 24:47And so, true surrender is no longer a
  635. 24:49heroic gesture, but the absence of a
  636. 24:51gesture.
  637. 24:53Ego would like to make this a personal
  638. 24:55achievement too, and say: "I have
  639. 24:57arrived, I have understood, I have gone
  640. 25:00beyond."
  641. 25:01But even this craving begins to be seen
  642. 25:03, and once seen, it is no longer taken
  643. 25:06seriously.
  644. 25:07Then, one feels a freedom without
  645. 25:09enthusiasm.
  646. 25:12Not ecstasy, not exploding happiness,
  647. 25:14but a simple liberation, almost
  648. 25:16colorless, yet deeply constant.
  649. 25:20The freedom of no longer being pushed
  650. 25:22from within to prove, to fix, or to be
  651. 25:25right.
  652. 25:27It impresses no one, but it lets
  653. 25:29everything go.
  654. 25:31It releases everything.
  655. 25:34Life continues to bring trials, perhaps
  656. 25:36even harder ones, only they are no
  657. 25:38longer read as messages about worth,
  658. 25:40guilt, or failure.
  659. 25:44Without the destructive story, the pain
  660. 25:47fades away because it no longer has a
  661. 25:49place to nest.
  662. 25:52It becomes clear how much suffering was
  663. 25:54kept alive by a commentary—not by the
  664. 25:56fact itself, but by the voice inside us
  665. 25:59that says: "It’s not fair, it’s not good
  666. 26:01, it’s not honest, it’s not true, it’s
  667. 26:04wrong."
  668. 26:05I don’t deserve it, it should have been
  669. 26:07different. When the commentary falls
  670. 26:09silent, the event remains without drama
  671. 26:11and becomes easier to bear. One is no
  672. 26:14longer drawn into arguments and battles
  673. 26:16of ideas. One sees how everyone defends
  674. 26:19an image and how no one truly listens,
  675. 26:21and so one withdraws naturally, without
  676. 26:23contempt.
  677. 26:25This withdrawal often seems like
  678. 26:27coldness, but inside, it is just the
  679. 26:29opposite.
  680. 26:31An involvement without ego, a presence
  681. 26:33without attachment.
  682. 26:35You can be beside someone without saving
  683. 26:37them, you can listen without fixing, you
  684. 26:39can love without possessing.
  685. 26:42In close relationships, tensions may
  686. 26:45appear at first, because old habits
  687. 26:47relied on reactions, expectations, and
  688. 26:50roles.
  689. 26:52When you no longer respond as expected,
  690. 26:54others feel uncertain.
  691. 26:58Some will provoke you to return to the
  692. 27:00old game, but if you remain quiet,
  693. 27:02without many explanations, something
  694. 27:04resets.
  695. 27:06Either the bond deepens into a greater
  696. 27:09truth, or it dissolves, and both are
  697. 27:11good.
  698. 27:12The soul does not hold on to anything,
  699. 27:14neither to people, nor to ideas, nor to
  700. 27:17names. Not because it doesn't care, but
  701. 27:19because it knows that the true
  702. 27:21connection is never lost.
  703. 27:23Only the forms change.
  704. 27:25From this flow, a silent trust is born,
  705. 27:27a certainty without an object.
  706. 27:30You don’t know what follows, but the
  707. 27:32unknown no longer scares you, because
  708. 27:34the fear of the future was the fear of
  709. 27:36the separate self of losing its thread.
  710. 27:39Thoughts of fear still come, but they
  711. 27:41are viewed as mere passersby.
  712. 27:43They tell their story and leave, and
  713. 27:45without nourishment, they fade away.
  714. 27:48Man no longer seeks to be better, not
  715. 27:50because he has abandoned righteous
  716. 27:52conduct, but because he sees that forced
  717. 27:54kindness is still a form of ego.
  718. 27:58True kindness comes naturally from
  719. 28:00clarity, sometimes as a gentle gesture,
  720. 28:02other times as a firm silence, without a
  721. 28:05fixed form.
  722. 28:07That is why it cannot be trapped within
  723. 28:09a rigid morality.
  724. 28:11Any morality raised to the rank of
  725. 28:13absolute becomes violent because it
  726. 28:15tries to pin down something that is
  727. 28:17alive.
  728. 28:19The soul does not live by fixed rules,
  729. 28:21but by a living truth that changes from
  730. 28:23one moment to the next.
  731. 28:25And this is not relativism, but a
  732. 28:27sensitivity to what is required now.
  733. 28:31Man no longer feels the need to attach
  734. 28:33spiritual labels to himself. I am a
  735. 28:35believer, I am awakened, I am
  736. 28:37enlightened, I am on the path. Even the
  737. 28:40very idea of a path dissolves. There is
  738. 28:42no longer a path that leads somewhere,
  739. 28:44only the walking itself.
  740. 28:47And every step is all that exists.
  741. 28:49It no longer matters if you move forward
  742. 28:51or stand still, because the measuring
  743. 28:53was just the concern of pride. And the
  744. 28:56soul cannot be measured.
  745. 28:57Man no longer seeks the purpose of life
  746. 29:00because life itself is the purpose.
  747. 29:02He no longer seeks to reach the light,
  748. 29:04because the light is already here in the
  749. 29:07fact that he sees.
  750. 29:10Not everything the Almighty gave has
  751. 29:12shaken everyone.
  752. 29:14Yes, because it comes with its justice,
  753. 29:16with its harsh balance, but perhaps it
  754. 29:18should be that way.
  755. 29:20I don’t see evil even here. It seems
  756. 29:23that balance is sometimes achieved
  757. 29:24precisely by raising justice to the rank
  758. 29:26of an idol.
  759. 29:28And whoever looks too hard in one
  760. 29:30direction must look until the end.
  761. 29:32Not fighting is not an ideal.
  762. 29:35The ideal is what is already happening,
  763. 29:37with struggle and without struggle, with
  764. 29:39peace and with strife. If there is a
  765. 29:41struggle, it had to be.
  766. 29:43If there is a dispute, it was necessary
  767. 29:45. If hatred comes, it had to come. That
  768. 29:49is why we go idol hunting.
  769. 29:51We lie in wait.
  770. 29:53For ideals, we catch them when they
  771. 29:54appear and we let them fall.
  772. 29:58Look how quickly we forget and say again
  773. 30:00that it is bad what happened, but it is
  774. 30:02not bad.
  775. 30:05It is good and it had to happen.
  776. 30:07Balance is achieved through everyone.
  777. 30:09We are playing, but it is a very serious
  778. 30:12game. When I get tired, I pull the
  779. 30:14blanket over my head and repeat slowly
  780. 30:16until I fall asleep. You, Lord, are in
  781. 30:19everything.
  782. 30:20Who else should I be angry with?
  783. 30:23If you manifest through us, all my life
  784. 30:26I have asked to love my enemy and to be
  785. 30:28taught how, and I understood that there
  786. 30:30is no enemy.
  787. 30:33Sometimes it shouldn't be loved, but
  788. 30:35left as it is.
  789. 30:37To love also means not to love, that is
  790. 30:39, not to hate.
  791. 30:41If we speak of an enemy, there is
  792. 30:43already an ego and an ideal behind it.
  793. 30:46The enemy disappears on its own when
  794. 30:48these fall away and only a human remains
  795. 30:50.
  796. 30:51An event, a movement of life.
  797. 30:54The escape is not to force ourselves to
  798. 30:56love, but to accept ourselves as we are
  799. 30:59, whether we hate, get angry, or react.
  800. 31:03All are manifestations of your heavenly
  801. 31:05providence, and nothing is evil.
  802. 31:09Sometimes it is good to hate, to respond
  803. 31:12and to argue, not to make acceptance an
  804. 31:14ideal, because if it shows up that way,
  805. 31:17it means it must.
  806. 31:19The Unseen also shows itself through
  807. 31:21rejection, through anger, through
  808. 31:23non-acceptance.
  809. 31:25How good that I hate so-and-so, because
  810. 31:27that too is your work. You, Lord.
  811. 31:30Nothing that you do is in vain.
  812. 31:33Hate comes like a hammer to break
  813. 31:34something placed too high.
  814. 31:36Some frozen ideals. Without them, hate
  815. 31:39would not exist. But if it exists, it
  816. 31:41means they are necessary.
  817. 31:44Not beautiful, but functional.
  818. 31:47>> Welcome to the Q&A podcast with Marius
  819. 31:50Ghidel and Gabriela Camelia Popescu, a
  820. 31:52space for knowledge, understanding, and
  821. 31:54discovering the truth.
  822. 31:58>> Would you like to tell us something
  823. 31:59about
  824. 32:01>> your last three volumes?
  825. 32:03>> At the moment, three books.
  826. 32:05The first is called The Secret of the
  827. 32:07Humble Jesus, they are only about Jesus
  828. 32:09.
  829. 32:10Self-defeat, meaning the principles he
  830. 32:13applied.
  831. 32:15Yes, self-defeat.
  832. 32:19The second book is The Path of Jesus,
  833. 32:21how to become mud, the happiness of
  834. 32:23being imperfect.
  835. 32:25And the third, The Lesson of Jesus, how
  836. 32:28to become water and air, the power of
  837. 32:30being nobody,
  838. 32:32a nobody.
  839. 32:34These are the ones that are about to be
  840. 32:36.
  841. 32:38They will greatly disturb those who say
  842. 32:40they are believers but are not at all.
  843. 32:44They will get very angry.
  844. 32:49>> Surely the books will reach those who
  845. 32:51need them and will reach through
  846. 32:53resonance those who understand them,
  847. 32:54appreciate them, and find them useful.
  848. 33:02Yes, because I consider them to be like
  849. 33:04those pearls Jesus spoke of, not to be
  850. 33:06cast before swine.
  851. 33:13Meaning it is knowledge that crowns the
  852. 33:15human in us, so it will surely reach
  853. 33:17exactly that person who knows that there
  854. 33:19are mysteries from the unseen that can
  855. 33:20change their life and perspective here
  856. 33:22on Earth.
  857. 33:26T

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