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Lucy Lawless & Renee O'Connor - Coffee Talk #6 — Transcript

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  1. 0:18It's Christmas time.
  2. 0:20Yep.
  3. 0:20have a tree, you've got
  4. 0:21I have a tree, I have a menorah.
  5. 0:24I have um I got it all going on.
  6. 0:29And uh so uh you guys have been singing
  7. 0:31and dancing all over the country.
  8. 0:33How was it How was the What kind of Who
  9. 0:35Who started this and what kind of fun is
  10. 0:37that?
  11. 0:37her idea.
  12. 0:38Like Lucy.
  13. 0:40And I wish she would think up something
  14. 0:41else cuz it's exhausting, frankly.
  15. 0:44I'm I'm just boogying down. Yeah, let's
  16. 0:46you know, you're the one that brought
  17. 0:48all this on. It's good. Actually, I
  18. 0:49think it was your idea, Sharon.
  19. 0:53And I went okay. And then we sat and
  20. 0:55organized it and it all happened and
  21. 0:57then it That was for the first Roxy
  22. 0:59show.
  23. 1:00And then it kind of snowballed on to
  24. 1:03New York, Chicago and now we're back to
  25. 1:05the Roxy.
  26. 1:07The addiction set in. I don't know. This
  27. 1:09is the funny thing though. I I was just
  28. 1:11talking to Ren about it that um I'm
  29. 1:13discovering something about myself in
  30. 1:15the last year where I
  31. 1:17hate to repeat myself. I I hate to
  32. 1:19repeat the experience, you know? So
  33. 1:21um the Roxy was
  34. 1:24really scary and it was it's own thing
  35. 1:26and then I guess the next one in New
  36. 1:28York built on It was New York the next
  37. 1:30one?
  38. 1:31New York built on that.
  39. 1:34Then we went to Chicago and tried a
  40. 1:36completely different feel. Which was
  41. 1:38great. Yeah, that was the whole the R&B
  42. 1:40feel and I was reviewing it the other
  43. 1:42day and and looking at the songs that
  44. 1:44really worked which were very much in
  45. 1:45the vein of those musicians. You could
  46. 1:46tell
  47. 1:48that the songs
  48. 1:49that they
  49. 1:51innately understood really rocked out.
  50. 1:54That was very interesting to me. It's
  51. 1:56like Hm. So when you go to a certain
  52. 1:59town and you
  53. 2:01want musicians that have the character
  54. 2:03of that town, you must choose music that
  55. 2:07suits them and you
  56. 2:09because because some some sort of
  57. 2:12magical coalescence or some Well, the
  58. 2:14culture's right there and they can
  59. 2:16enhance Yeah, and and then you go on
  60. 2:18this magical carpet ride through their
  61. 2:20their culture, you know? Which was
  62. 2:22just unbelievable. Such a priceless
  63. 2:24experience and I would love to
  64. 2:26see them again, actually. But um this
  65. 2:29next show
  66. 2:30since I don't have them and I don't want
  67. 2:34to go backwards
  68. 2:36I have to do something completely
  69. 2:37different and I want to really pair it
  70. 2:40down like you said and just
  71. 2:42get back to just
  72. 2:43like friends and family because a good
  73. 2:46number of these fans now are
  74. 2:49you know, they're they've become like a
  75. 2:52a different kind of family.
  76. 2:54Yeah.
  77. 2:56And I want to do something that is
  78. 2:57really private, almost. I know that
  79. 3:00sounds weird, but
  80. 3:01Not at all.
  81. 3:02Yeah, it won't will not be slick. I
  82. 3:04that's the only thing I can say right
  83. 3:05now. It will not be slick.
  84. 3:08But it will be very personal and um
  85. 3:10So I have a question then going back to
  86. 3:11what you said. If you're doing it at the
  87. 3:12Roxy, what culture of LA would you want
  88. 3:16to pull into it? Or is it There's so
  89. 3:17diverse you could do whatever you want.
  90. 3:18I think I'm going right back to It's
  91. 3:20like my living room.
  92. 3:23It's not I don't know about LA. It's
  93. 3:24just like this is my
  94. 3:26Oh, what do you sing here? Like we were
  95. 3:27singing it right now around the This is
  96. 3:30like my backing singers are going to be
  97. 3:33Tony Award winning Marissa Jaret
  98. 3:35Winokur.
  99. 3:35Oh, that's so Her husband Big Judah whom
  100. 3:38I
  101. 3:39whom my son's named after and Daisy, my
  102. 3:41daughter.
  103. 3:43So it's This is not professional, but
  104. 3:45it's going to be
  105. 3:47really personal.
  106. 3:49Oh, that's kind of like what they had It
  107. 3:51used to have in Hollywood at George
  108. 3:52Gershwin's house. Everyone would come
  109. 3:54over.
  110. 3:54come come over to George Gershwin's
  111. 3:56house. And do you know what?
  112. 3:59This house actually used to
  113. 4:01uh belong to a a famous
  114. 4:03um
  115. 4:04lyricist from
  116. 4:0750s.
  117. 4:09Actually, hang on.
  118. 4:11No, earlier than that. Like uh
  119. 4:14Yeah, 30s, 40s and 50s.
  120. 4:16Didn't you
  121. 4:17So at some party someone was on the
  122. 4:19piano and you were singing along to
  123. 4:20Christmas carols or something? Oh, I
  124. 4:22can't remember. Oh, maybe.
  125. 4:24Like that's how I just see you, you
  126. 4:25know? That's sort of my idea.
  127. 4:26that that that exact that kind of
  128. 4:28feeling. I wanted it to be like the Bing
  129. 4:30Crosby Christmas special, but it'll be a
  130. 4:32little bit crazy because of
  131. 4:35who we all are. Cuz it's you. Yeah,
  132. 4:37it'll be you know. David Bowie will walk
  133. 4:39in.
  134. 4:40Wow. He'll do the Little Drummer Boy. I
  135. 4:42can't promise David.
  136. 4:44That's lovely. Well, I what I love about
  137. 4:46your shows is that there's a your
  138. 4:48personality and your emotion comes out
  139. 4:50in your songs and you take us all on a
  140. 4:51journey. People connect with you anyway
  141. 4:55in your music, you know?
  142. 4:56Well, this time
  143. 4:57is going to be even wilder. Yeah, but I
  144. 4:59I have no idea yet what I'm singing, but
  145. 5:01I'm meeting with my musical director
  146. 5:03next week and I just uh
  147. 5:06I don't know. This is come on into the
  148. 5:08living room, you know? Well, that's an
  149. 5:09interesting point. You say her
  150. 5:10personality comes out in her music.
  151. 5:12What's coming out when you're in your
  152. 5:13dancing? Is that you? Whips and
  153. 5:17take aways and
  154. 5:18I definitely have a whip at home. We all
  155. 5:20know that.
  156. 5:22Um but there's definitely the wild Renee
  157. 5:24that you know
  158. 5:26that sort of balances my
  159. 5:28Fixing.
  160. 5:29Yeah. I love I love sexy clothes. I love
  161. 5:32all that stuff. I love to dance. I've
  162. 5:34always loved to dance. So it's great. I
  163. 5:36mean, I'm not used to
  164. 5:38whipping so much, you know, in front of
  165. 5:41in public.
  166. 5:42Yeah, you know. Actually, I don't really
  167. 5:45It's just
  168. 5:46Yeah, do I whip? I mean, I'm I don't
  169. 5:48know what I Do you whip? Little whip. Do
  170. 5:49I really whip? Little whip. Or like, you
  171. 5:51know, if I'm trying to be silly. It's
  172. 5:53exactly like you see on stage. If I'm
  173. 5:55being silly
  174. 5:56then yeah, you know, there there will be
  175. 5:59whipping, you know? But it's just a
  176. 6:00person part of my life. You should ask
  177. 6:02some of those Xena stunt men about Renee
  178. 6:05and meeting out punishment. She knows
  179. 6:07how to do it just fine.
  180. 6:11But you know, I do like dancing. But I
  181. 6:12haven't seen the uh
  182. 6:14yeah, you know, the last one was
  183. 6:15different. It's not really what I was
  184. 6:16expecting. I thought the leather whip
  185. 6:18would be similar to what we did at the
  186. 6:19convention. I don't know why, but it
  187. 6:21just felt different. Yeah. There was
  188. 6:22just a sense of soul and groove going on
  189. 6:25and the dance felt different, yeah.
  190. 6:27Yeah, I told you after that your dancing
  191. 6:28was entirely different than the first
  192. 6:30two shows. It just
  193. 6:32felt that way watching it.
  194. 6:33just fun. It's fun being up there and
  195. 6:35with the the uh I loved that Ray Charles
  196. 6:37number. Oh my gosh. Still listen to that
  197. 6:40song and just go
  198. 6:42Baby, what I say? Yeah. Really?
  199. 6:45Here it I just get transported
  200. 6:48Yeah, it's a good one.
  201. 6:50With a diamond ring.
  202. 6:51That was fun.
  203. 6:52So it's been uh a year at least since
  204. 6:55you guys were together. It's been a year
  205. 6:57and a half. I was pregnant. It's been
  206. 6:58over a year and a half. Oh my gosh. I
  207. 7:00didn't realize it'd been that long.
  208. 7:01Well, this is one of the reasons why you
  209. 7:03guys have been all over the world, all
  210. 7:04over the country, doing all kinds of
  211. 7:06projects. So I thought we'd cover a bit
  212. 7:08of it. Uh recently one of you played
  213. 7:11Wonder Woman and the other Indiana
  214. 7:12Jones.
  215. 7:13Who played which?
  216. 7:15I didn't play Wonder Woman.
  217. 7:16I certainly don't remember
  218. 7:19being Harrison Ford.
  219. 7:20So you did. You've done Harrison Ford a
  220. 7:23couple of times. This was a little
  221. 7:24different, yeah. I wasn't playing at the
  222. 7:25male version of Harrison Ford. This was
  223. 7:27sort of the uh
  224. 7:29the lady who goes on an expedition
  225. 7:31similar to Raiders of the Lost Ark. The
  226. 7:33whole different character. Genesis Code,
  227. 7:35yeah. So I played a woman who basically
  228. 7:37is trying to prove that there is
  229. 7:38existence out there that's greater than
  230. 7:41our own physical being. She's what she's
  231. 7:43doing. She's trying to to show her
  232. 7:44ex-husband that um that there he should
  233. 7:47have faith. He should have faith in God,
  234. 7:49spirituality.
  235. 7:50You know?
  236. 7:51Is this um
  237. 7:53So you filmed this in Bulgaria. How did
  238. 7:54you wind up getting the part and uh
  239. 7:58is that the crux of the movie or I know
  240. 8:00there's a you have a husband. Is there
  241. 8:02another male lead? Um
  242. 8:04Um the other Well, the male lead is
  243. 8:06really Tim DeKay and he plays
  244. 8:09my ex-husband.
  245. 8:10Which was so much fun to do cuz there's
  246. 8:12so many elements, you know, that are
  247. 8:13sort of personal that you just want to
  248. 8:16to use, you know? You know what I mean?
  249. 8:17In acting like you bring out real
  250. 8:19feelings, you know, and or you make
  251. 8:20comparisons to your own life. And so it
  252. 8:23was just so much fun to transcend the uh
  253. 8:25formula that the Syfy channel has and
  254. 8:27make it something that it's more like a
  255. 8:29personal drama drama or comedy between
  256. 8:31us. So I really enjoyed doing that. And
  257. 8:34um and it just sort of came about. This
  258. 8:36I
  259. 8:37was talking to the Syfy channel and said
  260. 8:38I was interested in doing some things
  261. 8:40and was giving them ideas that I had cuz
  262. 8:42I like to sort of get involved in the
  263. 8:44whole process. And they basically said,
  264. 8:46"Mm, we've already done this or we
  265. 8:49already have something in production."
  266. 8:50And then it came up and it was just the
  267. 8:52right fit. And I was willing to go to
  268. 8:54Bulgaria for a month with the kids. That
  269. 8:56was the big thing for me. So I've always
  270. 8:58been hesitant about taking my kids on
  271. 8:59location, you know? But uh it was pretty
  272. 9:02good. You know, we were in Bulgaria.
  273. 9:05Iris became very sick, so she was in the
  274. 9:06hospital for 3 days in a hospital where
  275. 9:08they don't speak English. So it was kind
  276. 9:10of trying. I was spending the night in
  277. 9:11the hospital and then going to work all
  278. 9:12day.
  279. 9:13But you know, it's funny how your
  280. 9:14adrenaline
  281. 9:15Was your mother there?
  282. 9:16My thankfully, my mom was there. Oh my
  283. 9:18god, you must have had a hard time. It
  284. 9:19was pretty It was challenging. It was
  285. 9:21stressful. But you know, your adrenaline
  286. 9:23as a mother is keeps you going. And then
  287. 9:25I so loved the project that I wasn't
  288. 9:28tired at all, you know? You just keep
  289. 9:29pushing through. Did you come home and
  290. 9:31collapse? No, but it's funny. The third
  291. 9:33day I had all my dialogue and there's
  292. 9:35about eight pages and it's just my
  293. 9:37talking. It was just like monologues of
  294. 9:39information and I don't know how they'll
  295. 9:41put it together, but I was worried I
  296. 9:43wouldn't know remember the
  297. 9:44uh the lines after 3 days of really not
  298. 9:46SLEEPING MUCH.
  299. 9:47OH.
  300. 9:48AND I REALLY I WAS SO LUCKY BECAUSE I
  301. 9:50finally kept thinking there's a part of
  302. 9:53me that kept looking to my own
  303. 9:54spirituality and it was about
  304. 9:55spirituality anyway. Going, "Just let it
  305. 9:57go, you know, let it happen. And I did
  306. 9:59and then suddenly the words would come,
  307. 10:00you know? But each time I'm like, [ __ ]
  308. 10:03you know, excuse me. Grace. You got
  309. 10:04grace. Yeah. You know, and the other
  310. 10:06actors were all talking and it was
  311. 10:07really distracting and I'm like, yeah,
  312. 10:09let the grace of God just happen. Let it
  313. 10:10la la la la la la la la happen and and
  314. 10:12that was a huge lesson for me as an
  315. 10:13actor. Yeah. That you know it, you know?
  316. 10:16You don't have to work so hard. It's in
  317. 10:18you. Don't worry about it. Somebody else
  318. 10:20will. Yeah.
  319. 10:20I think you mentioned that a bit when
  320. 10:21you did the play on stage. Either one of
  321. 10:23the characters or maybe one of them was
  322. 10:25talking to me before. But you forget
  323. 10:26though. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You got to
  324. 10:28keep reminding yourself, hey, yeah.
  325. 10:30There's some divine intervention in here
  326. 10:32somewhere, you know. And I found it to
  327. 10:34be really true.
  328. 10:35That's cool. That's really cool. It's
  329. 10:37fun. And how did you wind up being
  330. 10:38Wonder Woman?
  331. 10:40This was a Oh, I can't remember. I don't
  332. 10:42know. Somebody rang up. No, I did um Oh,
  333. 10:44the Justice League. I did Yeah, the
  334. 10:46voice of Wonder Woman for the Justice
  335. 10:47League, but uh That's cool.
  336. 10:50You know, if somebody rings your agent
  337. 10:51and says, are you available? And I
  338. 10:53wanted to
  339. 10:54I'd never felt that I had done that
  340. 10:57form of performance very well before.
  341. 11:01I had a taste of it on
  342. 11:03um
  343. 11:04What was it?
  344. 11:05The animated Hercules and Xena and on
  345. 11:08The Simpsons, but
  346. 11:09they were such
  347. 11:11I was so new to it. I didn't understand
  348. 11:13that type of performance. So I would did
  349. 11:14it a couple more times with Justice
  350. 11:16League and for Dragon Lance. Cool. And
  351. 11:19um and it was great. I really enjoyed
  352. 11:21the experience, but it's very short. You
  353. 11:22got to remember
  354. 11:24that you go in there for
  355. 11:26an hour and a half. Wow. Two hours,
  356. 11:28maybe. You're done.
  357. 11:31Wow. And then it takes another year and
  358. 11:33a half before they animate it.
  359. 11:36And probably a few more months before
  360. 11:38they put it out there.
  361. 11:40And you've kind of forgotten all about
  362. 11:42it in the meantime. Well,
  363. 11:43you could ask me a week later and I
  364. 11:45would have forgotten about it. Yeah.
  365. 11:46Well, so do
  366. 11:48I remember on the animated one on
  367. 11:50Hercules and Xena that you only had
  368. 11:51about maybe one chance to get it. Was it
  369. 11:54similar to that? You know, when you
  370. 11:55think of you're doing a movie in an hour
  371. 11:56and a half, you're really only doing it
  372. 11:58one time through, right? Um you Yeah,
  373. 12:01you get a a few times. A few times. And
  374. 12:04because And you just have to trust the
  375. 12:05director to say you said it's what you
  376. 12:07want because
  377. 12:08they have the image in their
  378. 12:11you know, how how the
  379. 12:13shot the artwork's going to come out and
  380. 12:15you can't see. You have nothing in front
  381. 12:18of you to draw on for information. And
  382. 12:20no other actors. It doesn't work. And no
  383. 12:22other actors. That's really tough.
  384. 12:24Yeah, so
  385. 12:25you're
  386. 12:26very often with these things
  387. 12:28um Oh, wait a minute.
  388. 12:33Um so you were going from no actors.
  389. 12:36Yeah.
  390. 12:37There are no actors around. No other
  391. 12:38actors. No, there were no There were no
  392. 12:40actors.
  393. 12:42Wow.
  394. 12:45Yeah, because there's nothing else for
  395. 12:46you to draw on.
  396. 12:48Well,
  397. 12:50and no other actors.
  398. 12:51no other actors there.
  399. 12:53And no other actors. It's like
  400. 12:56Oh, [ __ ] I can't remember what we were
  401. 12:58talking about. Well, maybe think of
  402. 12:59something though because you've done so
  403. 13:00much music lately, right? You're
  404. 13:01listening. You're actually working
  405. 13:04in a different realm completely. Did
  406. 13:07that help you doing the animation then?
  407. 13:08Because
  408. 13:09No, because I did all the animation way
  409. 13:10before I started singing. Oh, right.
  410. 13:13Yeah, even before duets. And there were
  411. 13:15no actors there.
  412. 13:16And no actors. Yeah, you just you're
  413. 13:18totally alone in a booth going, did I
  414. 13:20say that right?
  415. 13:22I'm I'm wondering what a director does
  416. 13:24on an animated feature.
  417. 13:26You deliver a line I mean, they know the
  418. 13:28You've Have you Do you see the whole
  419. 13:29script? Well, you have the script, but
  420. 13:32you don't know what the other characters
  421. 13:34look like apart from some comic strip.
  422. 13:36Maybe you get a page of comic strip.
  423. 13:39And
  424. 13:40you don't know how what that voice
  425. 13:41sounds like. You
  426. 13:46Do you want to go Are we checking that
  427. 13:48up? that door. Mhm.
  428. 13:49We are checking that up? Hey, one of
  429. 13:51there's a couple of doors between us and
  430. 13:53the kitchen. You want to Yeah.
  431. 13:56They're just swing doors.
  432. 13:59Is there a door on that side, too? Yep.
  433. 14:01Shut every door you can possibly find.
  434. 14:04One of There's another one on this side,
  435. 14:06too. If you go around there. In fact,
  436. 14:08this is a big sliding door in the
  437. 14:09cavity.
  438. 14:12Oh.
  439. 14:13This right here? The big door?
  440. 14:16No, shut the one there behind you. Yeah.
  441. 14:19Yeah. And then in here.
  442. 14:21Okay.
  443. 14:23Shouldn't expect you to find your way
  444. 14:24around my house.
  445. 14:25Well, is that door shut? Yeah. Kind of
  446. 14:27poison shall we?
  447. 14:37Lock down. Yeah. This is the panic room.
  448. 14:41For the next nuclear explosion. Are they
  449. 14:43sitting in the same spot? So there What
  450. 14:45does a director in an animated feature
  451. 14:47actually do? Give you line you know,
  452. 14:50descriptions and Sometimes the director
  453. 14:53will give you a line reading. Like no, I
  454. 14:54want you to say more like this. And you
  455. 14:56just do it because Wow.
  456. 14:59they know who's coming up behind you.
  457. 15:03You know, they they're holding the
  458. 15:05performances of all the other actors in
  459. 15:06their head. Wow. Even if they haven't
  460. 15:08been done yet. They they have to be the
  461. 15:10continuity behind every character, I
  462. 15:12think.
  463. 15:14Now, some of them actually don't they do
  464. 15:15the voices and they end up keeping the
  465. 15:17voices in Oh, I don't know. I've heard
  466. 15:18that happen before.
  467. 15:19Yeah, I think Wonder Woman's actually
  468. 15:20going to be that man who's directing it.
  469. 15:22It's like,
  470. 15:23you're going to go, yeah, no, that voice
  471. 15:24doesn't work.
  472. 15:25I can do that.
  473. 15:27Yeah. That's funny. And Dragon Lance
  474. 15:31You've talked a bit about
  475. 15:33They wanted a specific voice for it. Did
  476. 15:36you change your voice for it or were you
  477. 15:37using your real voice?
  478. 15:38Well, you know what happened?
  479. 15:39No, with Dragon Lance,
  480. 15:41she's supposed to be like Native
  481. 15:43American or something. So I don't know
  482. 15:46how to do a Native American accent and
  483. 15:49somebody was trying to show me, but it
  484. 15:50just sounded
  485. 15:53you know, weird coming out of me.
  486. 15:56I I can't even do it. I can't even do
  487. 15:57it. I've never heard it before, so I've
  488. 15:58no reference for it and it would just be
  489. 16:00disrespectful and and you know, don't do
  490. 16:02that.
  491. 16:03So eventually I realized what they were
  492. 16:06asking was, can you just do the Xena
  493. 16:09voice? That's what we want.
  494. 16:12Really? Yeah. And the Xena accent.
  495. 16:15If you can't actually be
  496. 16:17uh Goldmoon or
  497. 16:20then
  498. 16:21Native American, then
  499. 16:22can you be Xena?
  500. 16:25And they were too shy to ask those sort
  501. 16:26of guys, you know, try a little bit more
  502. 16:27staccato.
  503. 16:29Like this.
  504. 16:31But they wanted be more flowing.
  505. 16:35You just want me to do Xena, don't you?
  506. 16:36Yeah, yeah, would you just do this?
  507. 16:38That's so funny. They couldn't ask that?
  508. 16:40Or did they want a sense of
  509. 16:41timelessness? Is that what they're going
  510. 16:43for?
  511. 16:43No, I don't know.
  512. 16:45I don't know. They just liked your Xena
  513. 16:47voice.
  514. 16:47They they just like, yeah, that's what
  515. 16:49we're paying for. Goldmoon
  516. 16:51Goldmoon's a strong character, I gather.
  517. 16:53She's uh
  518. 16:55I don't know.
  519. 16:56Read those pieces.
  520. 16:57You know, to be honest with you, I
  521. 16:59didn't know anything about it. I was
  522. 17:00just like wanted to do a favor for my
  523. 17:03friend George who I knew during the Xena
  524. 17:05and Hercules days.
  525. 17:07George Straiton. And I was like, yeah,
  526. 17:10totally George. I'll come and help you
  527. 17:11out. That's all I thought it was. And
  528. 17:13now I hear that it's just some worldwide
  529. 17:15movement and about 20 years ago it was
  530. 17:16like
  531. 17:17and tens of thousands of people were
  532. 17:19into this, but
  533. 17:21I had a friend that was into it. Yeah.
  534. 17:22Started out kind of a Dungeons & Dragons
  535. 17:23things, became books, became, you know,
  536. 17:25online. It just it's huge. It's
  537. 17:28Yeah, it's it's an incredible world.
  538. 17:30You can go That's going to be fun to
  539. 17:31see.
  540. 17:33Wow. With the Xena voice.
  541. 17:35Um
  542. 17:36Voices. Ghost Town.
  543. 17:39Uh you were hired to play a man. Yeah.
  544. 17:43Um hired to play a man, but they
  545. 17:47dis Actually not to play a man.
  546. 17:49I was hired They wanted to hire me for
  547. 17:50something else and then the role wasn't
  548. 17:52right. So
  549. 17:54they offered me um a man's part and said
  550. 17:56they would switch it to a woman. So I
  551. 17:57said, sure. And then yeah, and it was
  552. 18:01all right, you know? The the experience
  553. 18:02was um just sort of getting my feet wet
  554. 18:04again. The [ __ ] with being a mom as well
  555. 18:06on location the whole thing. It was the
  556. 18:08first step into going somewhere and um
  557. 18:12Where'd you go? To North Carolina. And I
  558. 18:13was on my way.
  559. 18:15I just don't want to leave my kids, you
  560. 18:16know? I just it kills me.
  561. 18:18So Yeah. Yeah. So anyway, but I tried it
  562. 18:21out. Mouse came out for a while and I
  563. 18:22was there the whole time. And it was
  564. 18:25really easy. It was easy to be on a set,
  565. 18:27you know? Cuz it's just like old hat and
  566. 18:29just sort of look around and go, oh
  567. 18:30yeah. And you And they were pretty
  568. 18:33pretty independent as well. It was a It
  569. 18:35was a low budget. So you just you know,
  570. 18:37you could just sit back and go, oh yeah,
  571. 18:39I know what you're doing. I know what
  572. 18:40you're experiencing, you know, talking
  573. 18:41about all the ins and outs of trying to
  574. 18:43pull it together.
  575. 18:45So she's like, you're telling me.
  576. 18:48La di da di da di da. Four years of
  577. 18:49diamonds and guns. I know. But they were
  578. 18:52further ahead, you know, because I was
  579. 18:54still working on some sort of
  580. 18:55post-production. And
  581. 18:57further ahead in that they had the money
  582. 18:58for post-production where I think I was
  583. 18:59still raising money for post-production.
  584. 19:01And um
  585. 19:03But it was all right, you know? It was
  586. 19:04It was two directors directing, which is
  587. 19:06a little weird for me. I don't like
  588. 19:07that. I Yeah. Did they ever have a
  589. 19:10conflict?
  590. 19:10Oh, yeah. Oh. Yeah. Well, of course they
  591. 19:13do. I mean, they have two visions and
  592. 19:14they're trying to complement each other.
  593. 19:16One's more technical, one's more
  594. 19:17artistic. And it just
  595. 19:20Sometimes there was a lack of
  596. 19:21communication, you know? Nobody
  597. 19:23But you know.
  598. 19:25Did you ever
  599. 19:26This was a Western. Were you ever a
  600. 19:28cowgirl as a kid coming from Texas?
  601. 19:30Not really. I was a city girl. You were
  602. 19:32a I have to confess, you know? I really
  603. 19:35was a city girl.
  604. 19:36Um
  605. 19:38Yeah, but the tomboy element of
  606. 19:40Gabrielle is still sort of in me. And so
  607. 19:43that sort of played into Little Jack.
  608. 19:46And and then like the vicious like
  609. 19:48There's a She was just mean-spirited,
  610. 19:50you know, in some ways. And I just sort
  611. 19:52of explored like, "Well, okay, you
  612. 19:54know." I came up with ideas. It was just
  613. 19:55They were mean, you know, like I hold
  614. 19:57the woman. I said, "Why don't I hold the
  615. 19:58woman while you beat her?" You know.
  616. 20:01But like I had nothing to do. It's the
  617. 20:02horrible It's horrible. You're friend. I
  618. 20:05know. And it's She's pretty dark at
  619. 20:07times. Well, you you're not personally
  620. 20:08dark, but you remember you used to read
  621. 20:10all that psycho killer stuff?
  622. 20:12Because of Hope, though. I did it cuz I
  623. 20:14it was Hope when I was playing Hope.
  624. 20:16Hope's fault.
  625. 20:16No, yeah, it's Hope's fault. You did not
  626. 20:18You didn't you do it at school? No, not
  627. 20:20at school, but there was another thing I
  628. 20:21was doing. Oh, when I play Usually cuz
  629. 20:23of roles. I always like to investigate
  630. 20:25the roles. And there was something um I
  631. 20:27can't There was one where I was
  632. 20:29taken by a serial killer when I did FBI
  633. 20:32the Untold Stories.
  634. 20:33Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. You know? And I
  635. 20:34was working with this great actor and I
  636. 20:35just Again, I like to know
  637. 20:38you know, I like to find more to do. And
  638. 20:40the thing with Little Jackie is she was
  639. 20:42so um
  640. 20:44There was just There was nothing for her
  641. 20:45to do in the scene. So, I sat there and
  642. 20:47I was like, "Okay, you know, what are
  643. 20:49you going to sit there?" You know what I
  644. 20:50mean? I mean, I'm thinking to myself,
  645. 20:51"Am I just going to sit here?"
  646. 20:52And they knew they wanted me on camera.
  647. 20:54Like they were starting to get that they
  648. 20:55should use me more. They're trying to
  649. 20:57find ways to put me in stuff. And so,
  650. 20:59they kind of sat me down next to the
  651. 21:01woman. So, I thought, "Well, hell heck,
  652. 21:02you know, why don't I hold her down, you
  653. 21:04know?" And then You know what I mean?
  654. 21:06That's fair enough. I can't We call it
  655. 21:07having egg on your face. No actor wants
  656. 21:10to be in the back of somebody else's
  657. 21:11shot going
  658. 21:13Yeah. Got nothing to do.
  659. 21:15Yeah. And cuz that's not real, either.
  660. 21:16If you If you're there, you've got an
  661. 21:18attitude. You've got something to say
  662. 21:21about the scene. Yeah. So, that was my
  663. 21:23contribution in that scene. So, it's
  664. 21:25just Again, I don't know. She didn't
  665. 21:27come out as dark as I thought she you
  666. 21:29know, she might at times. It It uh
  667. 21:31She wasn't fleshed out really. Would you
  668. 21:34like to play Would either one of you
  669. 21:35like to play a serial killer like, you
  670. 21:37know, like the Dexter character?
  671. 21:39I don't think I would. I don't know.
  672. 21:41Would you like to? No, I've turned down
  673. 21:43roles that are just
  674. 21:44in in shows that I I just find
  675. 21:47too yeah, mean-spirited.
  676. 21:49Because I don't want to
  677. 21:51put that out in the world. Which is not
  678. 21:52to say I wouldn't play a serial you
  679. 21:54know, a one-off some, but I don't want
  680. 21:55to be in a series that's about
  681. 21:57hideousness.
  682. 21:59Criminal Minds is I've seen two episodes
  683. 22:01in a row now.
  684. 22:02That's a really tough show. It's well
  685. 22:04done. There's no doubt about it, but
  686. 22:06I'm I'm I'm not going to watch it again.
  687. 22:09Yeah, it was just so
  688. 22:10Oh, wow.
  689. 22:12Well, I watch Yeah, I watch a lot of
  690. 22:13crime shows, but not scripted drama.
  691. 22:18Because it gives me too much pain. They
  692. 22:20keep calling me in for that, too.
  693. 22:21Criminal Minds. It's funny cuz they
  694. 22:23don't really know me at all. So, they
  695. 22:24call me in to read. And I And I've come
  696. 22:27to the idea that, "You know what? Maybe
  697. 22:29I need to learn something here." And I
  698. 22:31go in and I And I The parts have been so
  699. 22:34heavy. And even though they're
  700. 22:36I haven't gotten them because of
  701. 22:37whatever reason in the end, you know.
  702. 22:39And age or It was like age stuff. One's
  703. 22:42too young, one's too old, blah, blah.
  704. 22:43But um but just to to really connect
  705. 22:45with these horrible victims was
  706. 22:49Oh my gosh.
  707. 22:51one thing. For TV, it's actually pretty
  708. 22:53divorced from the actual crime. Yeah,
  709. 22:56it's When you watch Yeah, or on A&E or
  710. 23:00DTMS or
  711. 23:01part? You like the analysis?
  712. 23:03No, I I Yeah, I want to I want to see
  713. 23:06bad guys brought to justice.
  714. 23:08Yeah. That's what it is.
  715. 23:10I want to see That's cool.
  716. 23:13Yeah.
  717. 23:14Huh. Wow.
  718. 23:17That's why you watch I wondered why you
  719. 23:18were
  720. 23:19what you were doing at the end of it. I
  721. 23:20know. It's Yeah, you're you're right.
  722. 23:21Something satisfying about that.
  723. 23:22Particularly when it's like some doctor
  724. 23:24kills his wife and covers it up and so
  725. 23:26You want to see the rich guy come down
  726. 23:29for a being a slimeball. And often they
  727. 23:32do it for like
  728. 23:35or really for a few maybe a couple of
  729. 23:38hundred thousand dollars. Sometimes they
  730. 23:39do it for like $30,000 go and murder
  731. 23:41some poor human being who never did them
  732. 23:44any harm. And you just go, "I want you
  733. 23:46to go down for this. I
  734. 23:48And do they I mean, they actually
  735. 23:49Yeah. Yeah, well, the ones that I'm
  736. 23:50watching are you know, wrapped up cases.
  737. 23:52So, it's about forensics or the cops
  738. 23:54being the heroes, you know. Wow. Are you
  739. 23:57into the Drew Is it Peterson Pierson?
  740. 23:59The latest one that's on there with the
  741. 24:01Oh, yeah. Well, that's the king. Well,
  742. 24:03it's Scott Peterson was king, but I'm a
  743. 24:05little horrified that, you know, Lacey
  744. 24:07Peterson, Stacy Peterson, they actually
  745. 24:10have a daughter called Lacey Peterson.
  746. 24:12You just know that the Peterson family
  747. 24:13and
  748. 24:14uh
  749. 24:15up in Marin County or wherever they I
  750. 24:17don't know. They're from San Diego,
  751. 24:18aren't they? The
  752. 24:19Lacey Peterson's parents are really
  753. 24:21living
  754. 24:22their misery through this other family.
  755. 24:24It's just It's just a horrible um I'm
  756. 24:26not the Peterson family, sorry, but
  757. 24:27Lacey's
  758. 24:29birth mother. Um
  759. 24:31It's just ghastly.
  760. 24:35And on a brighter note
  761. 24:36Yeah, moving away from
  762. 24:38serial killers. So satisfying. Larry
  763. 24:41David in Curb Your Enthusiasm.
  764. 24:43There you go. A little more recent.
  765. 24:45Uh I ran That was fun.
  766. 24:47When someone was describing that show,
  767. 24:48they said, "I guess there's a scripted
  768. 24:51outline, but then it's improvised
  769. 24:54internally." And I wanted to know what
  770. 24:58what that experience is like working
  771. 24:59with him and what parts were You're
  772. 25:01You're right that it is it is loosely
  773. 25:03scripted and you have to
  774. 25:07uh you know, you have to make sure that
  775. 25:09you end up at a certain point from A to
  776. 25:12G by the end of the scene. And you can
  777. 25:15throw something out there and Larry will
  778. 25:17either love it and take it and and
  779. 25:20include it or he will kill it dead, you
  780. 25:22know, right there. And um Meaning that
  781. 25:25he just doesn't let it go any further or
  782. 25:27you're cut and then you start over
  783. 25:28again.
  784. 25:30Um Oh, he was so good to me and he was
  785. 25:33so you know, they just kind of allowed
  786. 25:35me to
  787. 25:36waffle and I and I was respectful of the
  788. 25:37appro- process. So, I'm not throwing
  789. 25:40no
  790. 25:41complete rubbish in there, I hope. But
  791. 25:43um
  792. 25:45Like the the whole thing about, "So,
  793. 25:47you're a Jew." That was all from
  794. 25:49me.
  795. 25:49So, you're a Jew.
  796. 25:52Cuz you know,
  797. 25:54there are no almost no Jewish people
  798. 25:56where I come from. So, to me they were
  799. 25:57always like this mythical creature.
  800. 26:02Yeah.
  801. 26:03So, and
  802. 26:05Anyway, it was really funny. You know
  803. 26:07what I mean? Didn't he seem to say that
  804. 26:08he seemed a little smitten? I don't
  805. 26:10know. It was good. Well, I didn't know
  806. 26:11that poor guy that his marriage actually
  807. 26:13was breaking up. I didn't know.
  808. 26:15So,
  809. 26:16I didn't know that. He I guess knew.
  810. 26:19Um because it was just the next week
  811. 26:21that it was made public. So, he was
  812. 26:23right in the maelstrom at that time.
  813. 26:25Yeah. So, um I wonder why that was on
  814. 26:28the show. Seems so odd. They make such a
  815. 26:30great couple on camera. Yeah. odd
  816. 26:32element to put into their show, you
  817. 26:34know? Yeah, I I And I I saw people like
  818. 26:37TV Guide was going, you know, "This is
  819. 26:38where Cheryl leaves Larry and this is
  820. 26:40where we leave the show as of I mean,
  821. 26:42they were hurting." They were people
  822. 26:44were really hurting because Cheryl
  823. 26:45Cheryl left him. Now he's just a
  824. 26:47horrible old curmudgeon on his own. I
  825. 26:48don't want to know about him.
  826. 26:50But it's like He's got to grow. Get Get
  827. 26:53over it. Plus, this guy is an artist.
  828. 26:56He's not He's He's not interested in
  829. 26:59being a monkey for the network. Do you
  830. 27:01know what I mean?
  831. 27:02He Wow. Artists do what they do and you
  832. 27:06can't stop them. Have you been in a
  833. 27:07situation where he can? It's popular.
  834. 27:10Yeah, and he's
  835. 27:12And it's fascinating. Yeah. It's
  836. 27:14fascinating to to watch somebody uh
  837. 27:16put themselves put real life on the
  838. 27:18line. So, a fair amount of that dinner
  839. 27:20table, the the date that was
  840. 27:23improvised.
  841. 27:24Yeah, that we I was had a couple of
  842. 27:27other I had one other scene which got
  843. 27:30cut out. But you understand it, you
  844. 27:32know, when you see the episode because I
  845. 27:34wrote in my blog like I I thought it was
  846. 27:36all about me, me, me. This whole thing
  847. 27:38cuz every day that I was there was all
  848. 27:40about me. The scene where they were
  849. 27:42talking about me or whatever. But so
  850. 27:44much is going on in this episode cuz
  851. 27:46Cheryl leaves Larry. She's on the plane
  852. 27:48and she's having terrible time and he
  853. 27:49won't listen to her cuz he's there with
  854. 27:51the TiVo
  855. 27:53salesman.
  856. 27:55Yeah, and and the black family are there
  857. 27:58and what else? The restaurant? Was that
  858. 28:00sandwich
  859. 28:01palava part of that drama? No, the the
  860. 28:04friends are choosing between Cheryl and
  861. 28:06Larry. So, there's so much going on.
  862. 28:08That was kind of heavy stuff, you know,
  863. 28:09for Curb Yeah. It was like That was an
  864. 28:12instant classic, I reckon. I'm so I'm
  865. 28:15I'm lucky, man. I get to I was lucky I
  866. 28:17saw you because I watch it when I can.
  867. 28:20And I I guess I heard that you might be
  868. 28:22on it, but then you know, you weren't
  869. 28:23going to be on it. Everyone was confused
  870. 28:24I didn't know it
  871. 28:26The date was confused. watched it
  872. 28:28anyway.
  873. 28:29And then Ted Danson popped up at the
  874. 28:31end. Ted Danson. Yeah, what a great guy.
  875. 28:34The writers told me that everybody loved
  876. 28:36it that I thought that Ted Danson was an
  877. 28:38ass. That was so funny. Did you make
  878. 28:40that up? Yeah. That's hilarious. I
  879. 28:43thought I thought you might have made
  880. 28:44that one up. Yeah. I remember hearing a
  881. 28:46line in there that I said, "That sounds
  882. 28:48like Lucy." I Doesn't it really? Yeah,
  883. 28:50yeah, the Yeah, the way that you say it
  884. 28:53is you. Exactly. The way that you get
  885. 28:55there is you. That would have been your
  886. 28:56sort of sense of humor plugging it in.
  887. 28:58Just to be a funny, you know, I figured
  888. 29:00that would be funny.
  889. 29:01Yeah, cuz who doesn't like Everybody
  890. 29:03likes Ted Danson.
  891. 29:05That's so
  892. 29:05Although he's doing an incredible job on
  893. 29:07Damages. Oh, really? Being an absolute
  894. 29:10bastard.
  895. 29:10a good actor.
  896. 29:13He's fab. He's a fine actor. It's a
  897. 29:15great show. Yeah. I watch that on Uh FX,
  898. 29:18right? FX. Mhm.
  899. 29:21Saving Grace is on TNT. Damages on a
  900. 29:24Glenn Close.
  901. 29:25Glenn Close now. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
  902. 29:27Great, you know, yeah. Holly Hunter,
  903. 29:29Glenn Close. Somebody
  904. 29:32Holly Hunter is doing that new show. Oh,
  905. 29:34that's really good. Yeah.
  906. 29:37And Laura San Giacomo, I'm so
  907. 29:39Yeah. thrilled to see her in such a
  908. 29:41great show. She on the same one? She is.
  909. 29:44She plays the best friend and I'm
  910. 29:45watching this show and I'm thinking,
  911. 29:48"I know that. I would like that show.
  912. 29:49You'd be good on that. Yeah. I think it
  913. 29:51was her glasses that threw me. I have to
  914. 29:52see it. I read I didn't read a very good
  915. 29:54review about it. So Oh my god, it's so
  916. 29:57interesting.
  917. 29:59And good beautiful really filmic really
  918. 30:01Oh, really? pretty and yeah. Huh.
  919. 30:03Great acting.
  920. 30:06And now we have to plummet back into
  921. 30:07schizophrenia because you did Boogeyman
  922. 30:102 Yeah.
  923. 30:11for Rob.
  924. 30:12for Rob?
  925. 30:12for Rob. And how did that come about?
  926. 30:14How did you know that movie was being
  927. 30:16done? Um I heard about it and I I was
  928. 30:20fascinated with this woman who was
  929. 30:21dealing with schizophrenia in her life
  930. 30:23that her mother was a schizophrenic. And
  931. 30:25then she was always afraid of being
  932. 30:26schizophrenic and it took me back to
  933. 30:28this
  934. 30:29when I was a kid I played something
  935. 30:30where I was a schizophrenic for this
  936. 30:32foundation and all these parents really
  937. 30:35affected me because they were hurting so
  938. 30:36much with their kids going through this
  939. 30:38treatment. Um that's what affected me
  940. 30:40the most more than actually watching the
  941. 30:43patients and how they functioned. So to
  942. 30:46think that this was a woman who
  943. 30:47basically felt the same way as all those
  944. 30:49parents did.
  945. 30:50connected to her charges. Yeah, because
  946. 30:53this woman had to deal with the
  947. 30:56the illness.
  948. 30:57You know. So anyway anyway so I
  949. 30:59immediately connected with it I thought
  950. 31:00that would be fun and it films in Los
  951. 31:02Angeles.
  952. 31:03And um
  953. 31:05and it was some modern day piece cuz the
  954. 31:08ghost town was again a different period
  955. 31:10and I was sort of looking for things
  956. 31:11that are current.
  957. 31:12And yeah, it was good. It was really fun
  958. 31:15to do.
  959. 31:16Is it it's a slasher movie, right? Well,
  960. 31:18it doesn't feel like a slasher movie at
  961. 31:20first. It felt like a normal drama and
  962. 31:23then I think the last day I was on
  963. 31:24everyone started
  964. 31:25at least I died and people started
  965. 31:27dying, you know, and then I was like oh
  966. 31:28yeah, I'm in a horror film.
  967. 31:30You watched Tobin Bell walking across
  968. 31:32the parking lot with two syringes in his
  969. 31:34eyes and I was like oh yeah.
  970. 31:37That's what we're doing, you know. We
  971. 31:38were supposed to do something visually.
  972. 31:40I don't remember what it was maybe just
  973. 31:42meat but you wound up being in
  974. 31:45horror makeup for the whole day. Yeah,
  975. 31:47which looked fantastic. They
  976. 31:49blew veins on my skin and it was peeling
  977. 31:51away cuz I'm electrocuted. So I went
  978. 31:54home that that night like this because I
  979. 31:56knew that I knew Iris was asleep cuz I
  980. 31:58wanted to see what Judd would do cuz he
  981. 31:59hates horror films, you know.
  982. 32:01So I went and he was just mortified,
  983. 32:04yeah. I said that next to him, honey.
  984. 32:06Hi, honey.
  985. 32:08And I was I was begging them to let me
  986. 32:10take my head cuz I get decapitated. I
  987. 32:12said please let me take my head home,
  988. 32:14you know.
  989. 32:14It's just so mean, you know. Put it in
  990. 32:16my refrigerator.
  991. 32:18I don't know. Horrible to do. Wouldn't
  992. 32:19that be great? And they said no and I
  993. 32:21said well, can we at least put it in the
  994. 32:22craft service refrigerator
  995. 32:25as everyone's coming through and they
  996. 32:27said well, we have to wait till it wraps
  997. 32:29and then maybe we'll do it. Lucy holds
  998. 32:31down women while they're being beaten.
  999. 32:33She wants to put her head in the
  1000. 32:34refrigerator. But I loved horror films.
  1001. 32:36This is not the Renee I know. I won't go
  1002. 32:39to her house cuz I'm afraid I'm going to
  1003. 32:40end up covering a lampshade.
  1004. 32:42But you know I was thinking about it and
  1005. 32:44I loved horror films as a kid, you know.
  1006. 32:45Someone's asking me why? I said cuz it
  1007. 32:47was such a thrill, you know. I loved the
  1008. 32:49idea that I could sit here and be on
  1009. 32:51this journey and I knew it was perfectly
  1010. 32:52safe and then um Do you get Chiller
  1011. 32:55state that cable station Chiller? No.
  1012. 32:58Oh, it's pretty good.
  1013. 33:00I don't like it as much as I did as a
  1014. 33:02kid, you know. Me neither but they're
  1015. 33:04they're a little cheesy so they're
  1016. 33:05really good, you know, like the old
  1017. 33:06stuff that we used to watch when we were
  1018. 33:07kids. So it's okay. I quite like being a
  1019. 33:09little bit scared but
  1020. 33:11not a lot.
  1021. 33:13We just had this wild library of horror
  1022. 33:14films so I would go in I wouldn't really
  1023. 33:16even know the titles but I'd put them in
  1024. 33:18and start watching them. And then I
  1025. 33:19would start to figure out how they did
  1026. 33:21it.
  1027. 33:22So then it actually detached me a little
  1028. 33:23more from the the gore. Did you ever get
  1029. 33:25a fright? And put in a video that
  1030. 33:28that you know, nobody meant you to see?
  1031. 33:32Yes.
  1032. 33:32Something adult?
  1033. 33:34You go
  1034. 33:36and yet somehow I
  1035. 33:38it's so compelling I have to watch it.
  1036. 33:39Exactly. I did that. That's there was my
  1037. 33:41joke on Diamonds and Guns cuz my
  1038. 33:42character put you know, she's channel
  1039. 33:45surfing and then a porn comes up she's
  1040. 33:46like oh, you know, porn like no big
  1041. 33:48deal. So that was my own little joke
  1042. 33:50about how nonchalant,
  1043. 33:52I thought that was funny that she's just
  1044. 33:54so nonchalant. to me. I was sorting
  1045. 33:55someone's tapes a noname person
  1046. 33:59and I put in it was
  1047. 34:02I put in a tape. I can't even say what
  1048. 34:03the other ones were but I put in a tape
  1049. 34:05and I'm watching this like Victorian
  1050. 34:0717th century woman.
  1051. 34:09Really? And I'm and then it progresses
  1052. 34:11and a lot of things are going on under
  1053. 34:13the boobs.
  1054. 34:14So it's not an old fashioned movie.
  1055. 34:16a period No, this is a period A period
  1056. 34:18porn.
  1057. 34:21When was it made?
  1058. 34:23Probably in the 80s or 70s 80s or
  1059. 34:24something.
  1060. 34:26I've been out here 20 years. I'm going
  1061. 34:28I'd say yeah, that was maybe around the
  1062. 34:3180s.
  1063. 34:32Was it badly shot and all trashy?
  1064. 34:35Um I didn't watch all that much of it. I
  1065. 34:37didn't know what category to I was just
  1066. 34:38there trying to
  1067. 34:39where to where to file it. I don't know
  1068. 34:41where to file it.
  1069. 34:43Ah, that's funny.
  1070. 34:45Unexpected things somehow you're going
  1071. 34:47to be unboxed. You have gone back to
  1072. 34:50Vancouver
  1073. 34:51and shot a bit more Battle Star. Yeah, I
  1074. 34:53get
  1075. 34:55uh unboxed.
  1076. 34:57That's about all I can say. They're very
  1077. 35:00secretive about this stuff.
  1078. 35:01nice seeing the
  1079. 35:03seeing the old old buddies. It's been a
  1080. 35:05while. It was really nice actually. I um
  1081. 35:09uh
  1082. 35:10everybody was is very relaxed.
  1083. 35:13Unlike us in the run up to the end
  1084. 35:15because we all got more tins. We're so
  1085. 35:17excited, too. Do you know what I mean?
  1086. 35:19We're excited but I think people like
  1087. 35:21the crew was very afraid. They'd had
  1088. 35:22this job for a long time and
  1089. 35:25um
  1090. 35:27I don't know. I by the end I was so
  1091. 35:29incredibly
  1092. 35:31tired that I didn't I was out of my
  1093. 35:34mind. I don't know if I'm admitted to
  1094. 35:35that.
  1095. 35:36The end was crazy. Four units going at
  1096. 35:39the same time with those two episodes.
  1097. 35:41Yeah. It's a lot more physical show.
  1098. 35:42It's a lot more physically wearing. I
  1099. 35:43mean you guys were outdoors in the least
  1100. 35:46bit of clothing in the craziest weather.
  1101. 35:48No other TV actors ever had to do
  1102. 35:51anything quite like that.
  1103. 35:52was Rob's episode. We really wanted to
  1104. 35:53get it right for him. You know what I
  1105. 35:55mean? Don't you think? We really wanted
  1106. 35:57to come together and be the best and
  1107. 35:59Yeah. that was
  1108. 36:00probably where some of the pressure came
  1109. 36:02in. But overall weren't we just really
  1110. 36:04excited? I mean we seemed so pleased
  1111. 36:05with every episode. Everyone's
  1112. 36:07every single one in the sixth season
  1113. 36:09stood up, you know. I thought I thought
  1114. 36:12it we did a good job. Wow, that's what
  1115. 36:15that's what you remember? Yeah.
  1116. 36:17Wow. Like you would have like what do
  1117. 36:18you remember?
  1118. 36:19remember sixth season? The last season?
  1119. 36:20No, I remember that Japanese those two
  1120. 36:23episodes being incredibly
  1121. 36:26uh painful difficult
  1122. 36:30stressful
  1123. 36:33cold.
  1124. 36:36No, I don't remember any of the other
  1125. 36:37episodes that season. What what were
  1126. 36:39they? I would if you remind me.
  1127. 36:41Heart of Darkness.
  1128. 36:43Oh, really? That was the last season?
  1129. 36:45Good Khan. I remember that quite quite
  1130. 36:46well. Many Happy Returns. Many Happy
  1131. 36:48Returns?
  1132. 36:49Was it a pony thing? No, what was that?
  1133. 36:52That's where you were you went swimming.
  1134. 36:54She had a black eye. It was a lot of
  1135. 36:55practical jokes were going on and you
  1136. 36:57read the Sappho poem on the hillside.
  1137. 37:00Almost tossed the head over the cliff.
  1138. 37:02Was Kevin Smith in that one? No, he was
  1139. 37:04in
  1140. 37:05Soul Possession which was maybe the last
  1141. 37:08Remember that's where we were
  1142. 37:09look like clones. We were just That was
  1143. 37:12a really easy That was such an easy
  1144. 37:13episode. We were in heaven because you
  1145. 37:16know, there was so many people in the
  1146. 37:17cast there was very little for us to do
  1147. 37:19on that episode and we just got to sit
  1148. 37:21and pretend like we're sleeping. I was
  1149. 37:22wearing Annie Annie clothes. It was my
  1150. 37:25favorite costume.
  1151. 37:26That was an easy one. Drinking chocolate
  1152. 37:28milkshakes and burping.
  1153. 37:30Kevin was in that a lot. You've been
  1154. 37:32talking about Army Wives and there seems
  1155. 37:33to be some hinting going on in the
  1156. 37:35recent interviews that you've done. That
  1157. 37:37you're a bit Lizzie?
  1158. 37:39Well, I'm not supposed to give that
  1159. 37:40away. So I just have All I can say is
  1160. 37:42that
  1161. 37:43I'm a lady who uh
  1162. 37:45who
  1163. 37:46um
  1164. 37:47befriends what befriends one of the Army
  1165. 37:49Wives.
  1166. 37:53Liz befriends.
  1167. 37:56Yeah. But it's going to it's going to be
  1168. 37:58fun. I'm looking forward to it.
  1169. 38:00Something I've never played before. I'll
  1170. 38:02put it like that.
  1171. 38:05And this the script's not written yet,
  1172. 38:06right? So now we're just So what are you
  1173. 38:08guys
  1174. 38:09Anybody done any picketing? Anyone uh
  1175. 38:13I have not been out there.
  1176. 38:14What's happening to the turmoil in
  1177. 38:15Hollywood right now? I know the Xena
  1178. 38:17fans are out there providing donuts and
  1179. 38:20uh
  1180. 38:20Yeah. Here they are. Wow.
  1181. 38:23It's surprising the heck out of the
  1182. 38:25picketers
  1183. 38:26because the only show that's supporting
  1184. 38:28them is the show that's been off the air
  1185. 38:29six years. They're sending um No way.
  1186. 38:33Yes, they're not getting stuff from
  1187. 38:35anyone else.
  1188. 38:36How wonderful. They have a website the
  1189. 38:38MaryD's website on Australia's website
  1190. 38:41and there's a PayPal button and you can
  1191. 38:42go in and you can donate and then what
  1192. 38:43they do is they take donate the donuts
  1193. 38:47They put yeah, water out there and um
  1194. 38:50Catherine was just amazed because there
  1195. 38:51were all these boxes arriving for her
  1196. 38:53and Steven Sears.
  1197. 38:54It was from the Xenaverse.
  1198. 38:56And so she said all these
  1199. 38:58I know, isn't it? She was so blown away
  1200. 39:00and then so she's telling all the
  1201. 39:02writers within the guild thank the
  1202. 39:04Xenaverse. So people are coming up and
  1203. 39:06they know nothing about
  1204. 39:08and they're saying I want to thank the
  1205. 39:10Xenaverse, you know what I mean? People
  1206. 39:11are really starting to Get out of town.
  1207. 39:13Really?
  1208. 39:15just why this show your show's off the
  1209. 39:17air. Why are they doing this for us?
  1210. 39:19They appreciate Wow. Isn't that nice?
  1211. 39:22Fantastic.
  1212. 39:24Your people, guys. Well. It's those
  1213. 39:27Thanks for letting us be your people.
  1214. 39:30isn't that really nice organized that?
  1215. 39:33Wow.
  1216. 39:34It's really uh
  1217. 39:35This is the amazing
  1218. 39:37that they are force for good. Yeah.
  1219. 39:39Or or for what they believe in Which is
  1220. 39:42generally speaking a really good cause
  1221. 39:44especially spreading the love, you know,
  1222. 39:47spreading the joy.
  1223. 39:49We seem to be better because of you
  1224. 39:51guys, but then we also think that maybe
  1225. 39:53you guys are getting better because of
  1226. 39:54us. Getting better, but I mean like you
  1227. 39:56even go out again and try to be even
  1228. 39:58more generous or you push ahead and you
  1229. 39:59keep finding new ways to to keep it
  1230. 40:02going, you know what I mean? Like you're
  1231. 40:03creating music and then you're bringing
  1232. 40:04everybody into your world, you know, it
  1233. 40:06just seems to reciprocate
  1234. 40:09each other in the generosity.
  1235. 40:11Like look at the Kevin Smith
  1236. 40:13Yeah, it's amazing.
  1237. 40:16I was
  1238. 40:18My parents have moved out here, so I'm
  1239. 40:20thinking a bit about childhood having my
  1240. 40:22parents around more than I than I used
  1241. 40:24to. And you recently performed at the
  1242. 40:27Young Storytellers Foundation.
  1243. 40:30Oh, yeah.
  1244. 40:30Yeah. How how did that come about?
  1245. 40:34That's right. I forgot to tell you about
  1246. 40:35that cuz it was a very last minute
  1247. 40:36thing. The woman who used to be my nanny
  1248. 40:39and is now a social worker. So she's an
  1249. 40:41incredible young woman, too. Her
  1250. 40:44boyfriend
  1251. 40:45is one of the guys who runs Young
  1252. 40:47Storytellers. So they're trying to
  1253. 40:49sort of
  1254. 40:50encourage that
  1255. 40:52that
  1256. 40:53that spark in children to tell stories
  1257. 40:56and and be script writers. Though I hope
  1258. 40:58they're not writing during the strike.
  1259. 40:59But I was trying to support the young
  1260. 41:01writers.
  1261. 41:02I took them a donut each. And they have
  1262. 41:06once a year they have professional
  1263. 41:08actors come and read the kids scripts at
  1264. 41:10somebody's house.
  1265. 41:12So um Amy and Bill asked me if I would
  1266. 41:15come and
  1267. 41:16do it and I said I was like Oh, yeah.
  1268. 41:20Okay. Oh, actually it was really
  1269. 41:24This little girl, I'm afraid I don't
  1270. 41:25remember her name, wrote a story The
  1271. 41:27Mystery of the Voice of Elmo.
  1272. 41:29And there was another story. And they're
  1273. 41:31about
  1274. 41:33five seven pages long, I don't know.
  1275. 41:36And everybody there was Tate Donovan, a
  1276. 41:39whole lot of actors who you would know
  1277. 41:41if you watched network drama, but I
  1278. 41:43don't know cuz I don't, you know.
  1279. 41:46Um
  1280. 41:47But wonderful young people being from
  1281. 41:50the OC, he was somebody I got to know a
  1282. 41:52bit. Um
  1283. 41:54Anyway, they came down they want to do
  1284. 41:55those icebreakers games, you know,
  1285. 41:58where you repeat a pattern or something
  1286. 41:59and I came to it late cuz I was trying
  1287. 42:01to cadge a drink off somebody. And I was
  1288. 42:03like, well, I better get over there with
  1289. 42:04the actors. And I came to it late, so I
  1290. 42:06was a bit behind the eightball.
  1291. 42:09And
  1292. 42:10And they're going, well, they're doing
  1293. 42:11also warm up games and they're all like
  1294. 42:13into it jolly hockey sticks and I'm
  1295. 42:15like, what what? And then you got to go
  1296. 42:16boom chukka lakka lakka. And what what
  1297. 42:19what whatever, right? And I'm like, oh,
  1298. 42:21what is this? And then this kid goes,
  1299. 42:23and you?
  1300. 42:25And then I'm into it and boom chukka
  1301. 42:27lakka what what and I'm trying to be
  1302. 42:29like cool and hip and down with it, you
  1303. 42:31know, but I'm like so lame at it and the
  1304. 42:34kids are observing us. I didn't realize
  1305. 42:36they were observing us to see who they
  1306. 42:38want to cast.
  1307. 42:40So
  1308. 42:41in the end like nobody wanted to cast,
  1309. 42:43you know, the kids were giving out all
  1310. 42:45their piece of paper to the you know, to
  1311. 42:46the pretty girl, whatever her name was
  1312. 42:48who was like really, you know, she was
  1313. 42:50kind of slinky really pretty nice young
  1314. 42:52woman, whoever the hell she was.
  1315. 42:54And so she got a couple everybody else.
  1316. 42:57And at the end it's me and somebody
  1317. 42:59else. I'm going, this is hysterical that
  1318. 43:01I cannot get cast in Hollywood
  1319. 43:03by a bloody eight-year-old, you know.
  1320. 43:07So eventually this kid standing there
  1321. 43:08and I'm going, have you got a dog role?
  1322. 43:10She goes, no no no no no no all the dogs
  1323. 43:12are gone.
  1324. 43:14What about a fat man? I would like to
  1325. 43:15play a fat man. Like no, I'm just being
  1326. 43:17ridiculous, right? And she goes
  1327. 43:19eventually she's like stuck and I'm the
  1328. 43:21only person she goes, I'm oh
  1329. 43:23Do you want to play the part of the
  1330. 43:24principal? Oh, yes, I want to be the
  1331. 43:26principal. Thank you.
  1332. 43:28So she's like gives me the principal
  1333. 43:30role. I'm playing the principal of the
  1334. 43:32school Mrs.
  1335. 43:34Gular spelt Gullet and who turned out to
  1336. 43:37be a real person. She was actually there
  1337. 43:38Gullet. So here I was saying saying her
  1338. 43:40name wrong.
  1339. 43:42And it turns out to be like the main
  1340. 43:45role, right? The title role The Mystery
  1341. 43:47of the Voice of Elmo.
  1342. 43:48So these kids go to the Elmo show on
  1343. 43:51Broadway and they and they come out
  1344. 43:53going, gee, I wonder who plays the voice
  1345. 43:55of Elmo and they let's Google it up. So
  1346. 43:57when they get home they Google it up and
  1347. 43:58it comes up Anita Gular or something.
  1348. 44:02And hey, that sounds like our
  1349. 44:04principal's name. Let's
  1350. 44:06sneak around and try to find out what
  1351. 44:07her first name is.
  1352. 44:09So at school the next day another
  1353. 44:11teacher says, hey Anita, I'm sorry I'm
  1354. 44:13going to be late to that teachers
  1355. 44:14meeting after school. No trouble, says
  1356. 44:16I. Well
  1357. 44:18because my character is the voice of
  1358. 44:20Elmo, of course, I start playing her
  1359. 44:21totally with the voice of Elmo from the
  1360. 44:23start. Like I'm like And the kids come
  1361. 44:25and say, Mrs. Gular Mrs. Gular,
  1362. 44:28everybody we know that you secretly
  1363. 44:31played the voice of Elmo. And I'm like,
  1364. 44:33WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? ME NOT PLAY
  1365. 44:35ELMO.
  1366. 44:40SO ALL all like the the audience loved
  1367. 44:43it cuz they're grown-ups and they just
  1368. 44:44thought it was funny that I would even
  1369. 44:45know cuz they see you get given the role
  1370. 44:48and you've had no practice or whatever.
  1371. 44:50They just are amazed that you know the
  1372. 44:51voice of Elmo, right?
  1373. 44:53And
  1374. 44:54but the kid was going
  1375. 44:57Like like, look, she's ruining it. If
  1376. 45:00you talked like this
  1377. 45:02everybody would know you were Elmo.
  1378. 45:05Right, but I'm just being a fool. And
  1379. 45:08anyway, I had a great time, but the poor
  1380. 45:11as writers often are with me are
  1381. 45:13horrified what I did their words.
  1382. 45:16Anyway.
  1383. 45:18Um
  1384. 45:19What you TALKING ABOUT? NO.
  1385. 45:22ME not me not play the voice of Elmo.
  1386. 45:32Miscast.
  1387. 45:37She should have given me the dog role.
  1388. 45:41No accent. You have said that you use
  1389. 45:43music to help you find a character
  1390. 45:46especially when you don't have much time
  1391. 45:47to prepare. Can you give us an example
  1392. 45:50and what music does
  1393. 45:53I think it might be an emotional
  1394. 45:54connection to the character.
  1395. 45:56That's what I'm thinking cuz nothing
  1396. 45:58comes out of, you know, no inspiration
  1397. 46:00on the story. I don't know, but it must
  1398. 46:02just be uh
  1399. 46:04probably the tone of the piece or the
  1400. 46:05tone of the character.
  1401. 46:07Uh maybe even
  1402. 46:09um the words or the the the voice of the
  1403. 46:13musician.
  1404. 46:15Could be that sort of thing.
  1405. 46:16Do you have to pick the
  1406. 46:19artist for the character or is it just
  1407. 46:21something that strikes you?
  1408. 46:24Um
  1409. 46:26I think it just if I can run across
  1410. 46:27something. For instance, okay, here's an
  1411. 46:29here's a story. For one week in a month
  1412. 46:32that it was such a raw
  1413. 46:34angry character. And it was actually
  1414. 46:36Eric's idea the director to listen to
  1415. 46:38Liz Phair.
  1416. 46:39What? Liz who? You know, I didn't know
  1417. 46:41who she was. Do you know her stuff? P H
  1418. 46:43A I R, right? Yeah, she's
  1419. 46:45pissed and angry so angry and that's
  1420. 46:47what he wanted. So I was like, oh, okay.
  1421. 46:50And I started listening to her and I
  1422. 46:51just I understood what he meant. So then
  1423. 46:53I asked another friend who is um more
  1424. 46:55fluent in different artists to make a
  1425. 46:57compilation of music for me. I told her
  1426. 46:59I was looking for. So she gave me some
  1427. 47:00stuff and I just used I used that to get
  1428. 47:02that
  1429. 47:03that um feeling, you know, just keep it
  1430. 47:06keep to sustain the feeling really.
  1431. 47:08It keeps me going, yeah.
  1432. 47:10You also said maybe in the same
  1433. 47:13interview that you love you love the raw
  1434. 47:15emotion of acting.
  1435. 47:17Can you think of the rawest moment for
  1436. 47:19you on Xena? Either both of you?
  1437. 47:22I know what hers is. You do? Yeah.
  1438. 47:24What?
  1439. 47:25That cannibal one.
  1440. 47:28Oh.
  1441. 47:29I wouldn't have thought well, that was
  1442. 47:30pretty raw.
  1443. 47:32That was a sense where I felt like if I
  1444. 47:34said anything I was going to lose my
  1445. 47:37[ __ ]
  1446. 47:38going to lose control of of like cuz you
  1447. 47:40got to be professional. You got to do
  1448. 47:41your job. You know, you're here to do
  1449. 47:42your job. And there was there was so
  1450. 47:44much anger in that that I just was like
  1451. 47:47But but my most raw what I was thinking
  1452. 47:50with you is when you were in the
  1453. 47:53the water and you had that one piece
  1454. 47:55around your neck.
  1455. 47:57You know what I mean?
  1456. 47:58And just to have that sense of there's
  1457. 48:00dialogue and then there's emotion.
  1458. 48:01There's no there's no hesitation. It's
  1459. 48:03just complete connection to the material
  1460. 48:05and to the situation. That's what it
  1461. 48:06came to my mind at first. Especially
  1462. 48:09working with someone else where the
  1463. 48:10cannibal thing was just my in my head
  1464. 48:12going That that right.
  1465. 48:16Yeah, that wouldn't have occurred to me
  1466. 48:18as the rawest though that was certainly
  1467. 48:20similar in that if I had of given an
  1468. 48:23inch I would have lost my
  1469. 48:26business, yeah.
  1470. 48:28Because it was so heavy. I was so and
  1471. 48:30everybody's like totally casual, you
  1472. 48:32know, having a cigarette and are you
  1473. 48:34sure we film it and I'm sitting there
  1474. 48:35with this like 20 pounds of wood on my
  1475. 48:38head that's really wild and
  1476. 48:40uncomfortable.
  1477. 48:41And
  1478. 48:42there are other people that only
  1479. 48:44you particularly don't want to
  1480. 48:46be a brat because there's other people
  1481. 48:48in the water with you. And I think the
  1482. 48:49ones they had on them weren't so heavy.
  1483. 48:51They were like foam ones or something
  1484. 48:53styrofoams, but
  1485. 48:56And it was bloody yeah, and it was
  1486. 48:57really miserably heavy. The other times
  1487. 49:00that was hard to keep it together was
  1488. 49:02yeah, in water often it was the water
  1489. 49:04ones, right? Water and cold when we were
  1490. 49:06wet and cold.
  1491. 49:09You couldn't take it off, you know what
  1492. 49:10I mean? Like you were sort of trapped in
  1493. 49:12this thing. Your body was trapped. And I
  1494. 49:15think that's how I felt with the
  1495. 49:16cannibal, you know, my arms were tied. I
  1496. 49:18had all these strange
  1497. 49:19a little bit mad now when I look back
  1498. 49:20and I go, you know what? There is no
  1499. 49:23it's kind of what you said before. I'm
  1500. 49:25afraid is true. I do not think that
  1501. 49:27anybody
  1502. 49:29puts up with that
  1503. 49:30level of discomfort and stuff
  1504. 49:34in America ever. Not that I've seen. I
  1505. 49:36mean, they don't bloody tolerate
  1506. 49:39having to walk 50 ft to the bathroom.
  1507. 49:42Wow. Let alone lying being crucified
  1508. 49:44half naked in the middle of winter. You
  1509. 49:47have to laugh.
  1510. 49:49You have to wonder how
  1511. 49:49You have to laugh and and yes, but every
  1512. 49:52kid now I'm getting out I think of it I
  1513. 49:54just go that was wrong man, that was
  1514. 49:56unfair.
  1515. 49:57But you know what? It didn't At the time
  1516. 49:59it felt like we were
  1517. 50:01We just We did not know any better. I
  1518. 50:04was in We were serving the material
  1519. 50:06though.
  1520. 50:06Yeah, but the more we did the more they
  1521. 50:07could write.
  1522. 50:09Oh, instead of saying no.
  1523. 50:10Because you and I didn't know any better
  1524. 50:11and we we were tough enough chicks to
  1525. 50:13like suck it up. Yeah, you just suck it
  1526. 50:15It's great, but it's like I don't want
  1527. 50:16to remember to be honest with you.
  1528. 50:18relatively new
  1529. 50:19Yeah. I don't think it was that. I don't
  1530. 50:21think that if like they asked us to do
  1531. 50:22that now, if they asked us to go back
  1532. 50:24and not go back, but we wanted you to be
  1533. 50:26in these roles and we want you to do it
  1534. 50:27right now, would you say no? Would you
  1535. 50:29say no, I will not be crucified at all,
  1536. 50:32period. Yeah. Really?
  1537. 50:34I don't think I would. I would be like,
  1538. 50:36oh, if it serves what the script needs,
  1539. 50:39I would do it. I would probably have a
  1540. 50:40different feeling about it, but isn't
  1541. 50:43that funny? I would No interest.
  1542. 50:48And I have a feeling when you say would
  1543. 50:50you do it again, basically what you're
  1544. 50:52envisioning is six more years.
  1545. 50:55Oh, no.
  1546. 50:55Yeah, that that's what I That's why I've
  1547. 50:57never signed on to Right. No, I'm
  1548. 50:58talking about say that let's just say in
  1549. 51:00this world that there was a Xena movie
  1550. 51:02and you had to be crucified. Would you
  1551. 51:04do it? Would you do
  1552. 51:04Oh, yes. I would actually. I would.
  1553. 51:07I figured you would cuz she would just
  1554. 51:08do it.
  1555. 51:09Yeah, and and also it's mind over matter
  1556. 51:12now, you know, like I'm
  1557. 51:14a much calmer person. I'm not
  1558. 51:16I see it just for the gig that it
  1559. 51:19it is. Yeah, I just don't I think I had
  1560. 51:22a sense of religion about what I did
  1561. 51:23before.
  1562. 51:24you did. You at least you committed to
  1563. 51:25it, you know what I mean? Cuz if you had
  1564. 51:27done anything, I don't want to say half
  1565. 51:29and a half
  1566. 51:31way manner
  1567. 51:32it wouldn't have sold. You wouldn't have
  1568. 51:33been the person you were or the
  1569. 51:35character wouldn't have come across like
  1570. 51:37it did, you know? That's right and I am
  1571. 51:38So at that moment that was really
  1572. 51:39important for sure. It could only have
  1573. 51:41happened then. That's right. That's like
  1574. 51:44It could only have happened to at that
  1575. 51:45time. Yeah, I suppose if you hadn't done
  1576. 51:47it the way you did, people wouldn't be
  1577. 51:48delivering water to the picketers. Yeah,
  1578. 51:51exactly. Right. Maybe that's the
  1579. 51:53difference, eh? Maybe that's why you
  1580. 51:55spent six years on Xena. So the
  1581. 51:57picketers outside the Buena Vista Disney
  1582. 51:59would have water would have sunscreen.
  1583. 52:01Yeah.
  1584. 52:03But the domino effect. Yeah. Um at the
  1585. 52:06last Burbank convention Renee, you
  1586. 52:07talked about um
  1587. 52:10being at the Roxy. You said, "I had a
  1588. 52:12great time last night just sitting back
  1589. 52:14and watching Lucy. I can see why you
  1590. 52:16guys love her so much." You said you
  1591. 52:18could see the love from Lucy to the fans
  1592. 52:20and from the fans to Lucy. And then you
  1593. 52:23started to cry. Do you remember doing
  1594. 52:24that and why got you so emotional? Oh,
  1595. 52:27it's just so moving, you know. It's um
  1596. 52:29I'm so proud of you being up there for
  1597. 52:31one, seriously, you know? And I just go
  1598. 52:34you know, I think that's wonderfully
  1599. 52:35courageous and
  1600. 52:37and it's just so fun to see you have
  1601. 52:39this dream, whether it be for right now
  1602. 52:41or whenever for however long, and to
  1603. 52:44bring it out there and share it with
  1604. 52:45everybody. I loved that, you know? It
  1605. 52:47was so fun to watch you go for it. And
  1606. 52:49then um and to see that the fans that
  1607. 52:52were there just um love you that much,
  1608. 52:55too, you know? It was just so fun. Like
  1609. 52:56we're all united in this wonderful
  1610. 52:58moment.
  1611. 52:59So
  1612. 53:00and it's because you stepped up to do
  1613. 53:02it. I thought that was cool.
  1614. 53:03Does love make you emotional?
  1615. 53:06Well, I've I'm
  1616. 53:08love everything. Everything makes me
  1617. 53:10feel sensitive, you know? Yeah. I think
  1618. 53:11I'm very compassionate
  1619. 53:13Yeah.
  1620. 53:14Well, you talked about you know, you
  1621. 53:16just did a an on an online interview and
  1622. 53:18you said you had a colorful childhood
  1623. 53:20and you also mentioned in Chicago, I
  1624. 53:22think it was, that there was some you
  1625. 53:24know, there was some abuse in the family
  1626. 53:25and what have you and
  1627. 53:27I don't know, has that made it harder or
  1628. 53:28easier for you to be open as a person or
  1629. 53:30as an actor? Um I think I've just this
  1630. 53:33last year I started to realize that if I
  1631. 53:35can
  1632. 53:37own up to who I am
  1633. 53:39It gets me upset. that I can be a better
  1634. 53:41person.
  1635. 53:43Yeah.
  1636. 53:45I feel like I'm a Barbara Walters.
  1637. 53:46Barbara Walters. Wait a minute. I don't
  1638. 53:48do these things anymore.
  1639. 53:49what I want to say is yeah, the more I
  1640. 53:50can share Yeah. the more I get to um
  1641. 53:55wow, live this really great life. And
  1642. 53:57what's good about it is just not
  1643. 54:00being so emotional about it really. Even
  1644. 54:02though I am right now, usually I'm not.
  1645. 54:04Yeah.
  1646. 54:05I don't know. Maybe because you put your
  1647. 54:06butt
  1648. 54:08So I think I think
  1649. 54:10Renee was very buttoned down
  1650. 54:13for a long time, right? You were very
  1651. 54:15keeping a lid on everything and now
  1652. 54:18you're able to like let it up a little
  1653. 54:20bit and
  1654. 54:21and and allow these things to express
  1655. 54:24cuz otherwise it's impressed in you.
  1656. 54:25But I expressed it in my acting. I
  1657. 54:27always knew what I was doing as an actor
  1658. 54:28that you know, you let the demons come
  1659. 54:30out, you know, and you express yourself
  1660. 54:32and that always worked for me, which was
  1661. 54:33so great about Xena, you know, it
  1662. 54:34There's so many ways to explore
  1663. 54:37different feelings, you know?
  1664. 54:38But um
  1665. 54:41so I always knew that, but to actually
  1666. 54:43share stories with people was a whole
  1667. 54:45'nother thing because you're so ashamed.
  1668. 54:48You know, and to not and to go what? Why
  1669. 54:50am I ashamed, you know? Yeah. Yeah.
  1670. 54:53So I don't know. It's really cool and
  1671. 54:55I'm writing about it. Oh my gosh, it's
  1672. 54:57so incredible. Yeah. I had this wild I
  1673. 55:00had such a wild life. You have no idea.
  1674. 55:02No one has any idea really what it was
  1675. 55:05this world I was in. So bizarre. But I'm
  1676. 55:08starting to write about it and the more
  1677. 55:09I write about it the more I realize how
  1678. 55:11absolutely ridiculous it was and that we
  1679. 55:14lived this life and that people it's so
  1680. 55:16ridiculous. It's like J.R. Ewing, you
  1681. 55:18know, lived was our
  1682. 55:20the man who run down our our world.
  1683. 55:22It was like I swear it was like this
  1684. 55:23Texan crazy crazy man, you know? And I'm
  1685. 55:28so absurd to me that
  1686. 55:31he got away with it and that we all had
  1687. 55:33to be dragged along the way and no one
  1688. 55:34did anything.
  1689. 55:36is so amazing to me. So I'm starting to
  1690. 55:38write about that. Keeping up
  1691. 55:39appearances.
  1692. 55:41That's what it was all about, you know?
  1693. 55:42We were basically the appearance of a
  1694. 55:43normal family. So even as a young kid I
  1695. 55:47had the insight to know this was wrong,
  1696. 55:48but I hadn't a voice to say
  1697. 55:51what the hell, you know? What can we do
  1698. 55:52about it? But now I do have the voice.
  1699. 55:54This is all so new for me. So I'm just
  1700. 55:56going to see where it goes and
  1701. 55:58Mhm.
  1702. 55:59Yeah, we'll see. Cuz there's nothing to
  1703. 56:02fear now
  1704. 56:04by um letting it out. Right? When you're
  1705. 56:06a kid, you feel like you have to You
  1706. 56:09think you're going to be punished. Yeah,
  1707. 56:10that you're something so terrible is
  1708. 56:12going to happen if you
  1709. 56:15even admit something to yourself.
  1710. 56:19So anyway, it's good. It's good. It is
  1711. 56:21good.
  1712. 56:21And I don't normally get emotional about
  1713. 56:22it cuz I'm cuz it's it's a it is what it
  1714. 56:25is, you know? And and I realized that if
  1715. 56:26I didn't live the childhood I had, I
  1716. 56:28wouldn't be on the TV show I was on. I
  1717. 56:31wouldn't have the ability to have the
  1718. 56:32exposure I have to
  1719. 56:34let other people know, you know,
  1720. 56:36have faith. And help so many people the
  1721. 56:38way you have
  1722. 56:38them, yeah. through that. But it's taken
  1723. 56:40me a while to get there. Yeah.
  1724. 56:42So the answer to your question is yes, I
  1725. 56:43was closed off because I didn't want
  1726. 56:45people to hear all the bad stuff, you
  1727. 56:47know? Yeah. Now it's like, okay, well,
  1728. 56:49that's life. I'm you know, it is what it
  1729. 56:51is.
  1730. 56:52So.
  1731. 56:56But he had crazy brothers when they were
  1732. 56:58growing up and so, you know, you had
  1733. 57:01five older brothers, right? Four older
  1734. 57:04brothers and brothers, right? Yeah. And
  1735. 57:07you know, being the the girl in the in
  1736. 57:09the family can be a you know, I they can
  1737. 57:12be teasing and there were you know, some
  1738. 57:13quite some age differences and I
  1739. 57:15wondered if that affected kind of the
  1740. 57:18way you look at the male of the species
  1741. 57:20as you when you were a kid.
  1742. 57:24No, I went out um with Marisa yesterday
  1743. 57:28and we were canvassing around
  1744. 57:30like frat houses around the university
  1745. 57:32campuses.
  1746. 57:34Um
  1747. 57:35and she was terrified. She's going oh,
  1748. 57:39no, don't don't give them one of these
  1749. 57:41flyers. We're
  1750. 57:42um I get a bad feeling about him.
  1751. 57:44So I and I'd go, "Hey, dude, you want to
  1752. 57:47give him blah blah blah blah blah." So
  1753. 57:48I'd turn and he would, you know, smile
  1754. 57:50and he was totally human, but I realized
  1755. 57:53that some people are very very just
  1756. 57:55deathly afraid
  1757. 57:57of strangers.
  1758. 57:59And these are not It's not like
  1759. 58:01I mean, this person could be her
  1760. 58:04brother.
  1761. 58:06Sort of thing. So I'm same ethnicity so
  1762. 58:07but just a stranger.
  1763. 58:11And um I I'm not
  1764. 58:13afraid of your of men at all
  1765. 58:17because I've had so much exposure to
  1766. 58:19them, good and bad and whatever. So you
  1767. 58:21think it made you stronger and more No,
  1768. 58:23no, I'm not I'm not prejudiced against
  1769. 58:25them. Put it that way. I'm not
  1770. 58:27not afraid of them. I'm
  1771. 58:29um
  1772. 58:31Yeah, I I don't have a chip on my
  1773. 58:32shoulder about men.
  1774. 58:36I uh
  1775. 58:38or women, you know, I just you kind of
  1776. 58:40see the human being behind I don't care
  1777. 58:42what their gender is.
  1778. 58:44I don't care what they who they sleep
  1779. 58:45with. I don't care.
  1780. 58:47Don't it's not my daughter.
  1781. 58:49Um
  1782. 58:52Rob was asked recently in answer to Rob
  1783. 58:55answered recently in how close you guys
  1784. 58:57are to your characters that Renee is
  1785. 59:00probably more like the character that
  1786. 59:01Gabrielle became.
  1787. 59:03I also suspect and perhaps he was
  1788. 59:06looking at your socks
  1789. 59:08that Renee is wilder than Gabrielle, but
  1790. 59:10that is just speculation, Rob said.
  1791. 59:14It's my socks.
  1792. 59:16Oh, those socks aren't wild. No, they're
  1793. 59:19they're
  1794. 59:19that's her face side. She's also quite
  1795. 59:22girly. Yeah. I like uh
  1796. 59:25colorful socks and anyway. No, but was
  1797. 59:28he talking about my belly button ring?
  1798. 59:29What is he talking about? Or I like to
  1799. 59:30dance on
  1800. 59:32Perhaps you're wilder than
  1801. 59:35people do.
  1802. 59:36I told him.
  1803. 59:36Probably. I don't
  1804. 59:38You gave it away. I told him.
  1805. 59:41Um that's def- I'm sure that's true,
  1806. 59:44yeah. I don't think every other was But
  1807. 59:46I'm sorry, she's an They're all awesome
  1808. 59:49characters and they've been on
  1809. 59:50television for a long time, 6 years, to
  1810. 59:53develop. But it's still a television
  1811. 59:54character, so a human being is always
  1812. 59:56going to be more complex and infinite.
  1813. 1:00:00But I guess the reason that um Gabrielle
  1814. 1:00:03and Xena are have some sort of infinite
  1815. 1:00:05possibilities is because it's in the
  1816. 1:00:07imagination of the audience. Right. But
  1817. 1:00:10no writer can write can capture the
  1818. 1:00:13essence
  1819. 1:00:14of
  1820. 1:00:16Renee. They can only suggest certain
  1821. 1:00:18things for the character.
  1822. 1:00:19They might have ideas of backstory, but
  1823. 1:00:20I guess you then You know what I mean? I
  1824. 1:00:22know some writers will write a whole
  1825. 1:00:23treatment just on a character
  1826. 1:00:25development. You know, sometimes that
  1827. 1:00:27happens, but
  1828. 1:00:28um
  1829. 1:00:30I know what you're saying. Yeah.
  1830. 1:00:32Anyway, that was just my other
  1831. 1:00:35But you still have to bring the essence
  1832. 1:00:36to life. The soul has to come out,
  1833. 1:00:37right? That's what you're saying. Yeah.
  1834. 1:00:39I know what you're saying. I'm just
  1835. 1:00:41blah. That's right. Yeah. Me, too. I was
  1836. 1:00:43just thinking I've lost the thread of
  1837. 1:00:44what we're talking about.
  1838. 1:00:45Oh, that thought's gone. Next. going to
  1839. 1:00:47one last peaceful thought here,
  1840. 1:00:50which caught my attention. You said in
  1841. 1:00:53that online interview that I I feel a
  1842. 1:00:54sense of grounding in the desert where
  1843. 1:00:56there aren't any people.
  1844. 1:00:59Mhm. You want to explain more about
  1845. 1:01:00that? I just I loved Egypt. I loved
  1846. 1:01:03Israel. I'll never forget being in the
  1847. 1:01:06Dead Sea looking out over the mountains
  1848. 1:01:08and just feeling such a sense of peace
  1849. 1:01:09and serenity. So, when I think of
  1850. 1:01:12like what's the the most expansive I can
  1851. 1:01:14feel outside my body, I think of the
  1852. 1:01:16desert.
  1853. 1:01:17I don't know why, but
  1854. 1:01:18I love that.
  1855. 1:01:19And where's your most peaceful place,
  1856. 1:01:21Lucy?
  1857. 1:01:25Um
  1858. 1:01:30I'm pretty peaceful, right? This morning
  1859. 1:01:32I
  1860. 1:01:33These days, I mean I just power down
  1861. 1:01:35wherever I am.
  1862. 1:01:39I'm okay. Except inside your exciting
  1863. 1:01:41closet, babe.
  1864. 1:01:43I I mean she's got an exciting
  1865. 1:01:46I come in, she's got this, you know,
  1866. 1:01:48great house here and she says to me,
  1867. 1:01:49"You got to see the closet."
  1868. 1:01:52So, I open the door and it's a room.
  1869. 1:01:55And she's just giggling like a little
  1870. 1:01:56kid. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
  1871. 1:02:00outrageous. But you're really peaceful
  1872. 1:02:02now, just hanging out with your family.
  1873. 1:02:04I mean Yeah.
  1874. 1:02:05Yeah, that's really great. I've stopped
  1875. 1:02:07thinking that I can't live without
  1876. 1:02:09the acting or the money or the fame or
  1877. 1:02:13whatever it is. None of that stuff is
  1878. 1:02:17um
  1879. 1:02:18None of that is is rel- In fact, that
  1880. 1:02:20will get in your way of being happy and
  1881. 1:02:22being peaceful as if you think
  1882. 1:02:25that without these things you can't
  1883. 1:02:27exist without a certain job, without a
  1884. 1:02:29certain person. When you realize, "Oh,
  1885. 1:02:31no, I actually don't need any of that to
  1886. 1:02:34be happy."
  1887. 1:02:35then um
  1888. 1:02:37Yeah, your natural state is peaceful and
  1889. 1:02:40free.
  1890. 1:02:41And and um joyous. It's your natural
  1891. 1:02:44state.
  1892. 1:02:46And you're one of your natural states at
  1893. 1:02:48the moment is running around college
  1894. 1:02:49campuses, as you said, with the mission
  1895. 1:02:51Yeah. asking people questions. Well,
  1896. 1:02:53you've got someone here.
  1897. 1:02:55Yeah. Well, uh I was going to
  1898. 1:02:57ask you, Renee. Will I?
  1899. 1:03:01Uh-oh.
  1900. 1:03:05So,
  1901. 1:03:07hooking up with a much older partner,
  1902. 1:03:09what's so wrong with that?
  1903. 1:03:12Have you ever uh
  1904. 1:03:14you know, dated somebody much older or
  1905. 1:03:17much younger than yourself?
  1906. 1:03:19Would you?
  1907. 1:03:21Mhm.

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