Lincoln Hall and Andrew Brash Interviewed by Greg Child — Transcript
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- 0:06hello uh my name is Greg child and I'm
- 0:08sitting here at the bamp center about to
- 0:10interview a couple of fellas who uh have
- 0:13been in the meteor a lot lately on my
- 0:16right is Lincoln Hall and beside him is
- 0:19Andrew Brash and we're going to talk
- 0:22about some wild days on Mount Everest
- 0:26and the aftermath of all of that for
- 0:28both Lincoln and Andrew
- 0:30and I I want to really kind of get down
- 0:33to the the nuts and bolts and the and
- 0:36the meat of this story um we're here
- 0:39because you nearly did not come back
- 0:40from Everest that's right and you're one
- 0:42of the rare people that gets
- 0:44to tread that tight route between life
- 0:46and death quite literally so Lincoln
- 0:49let's let's take it up from the moment
- 0:52you're on the summit of Everest morning
- 0:54of May 25th and everything's looking
- 0:56pretty
- 0:58good yeah it was Fant fantastic actually
- 1:01uh Perfect Day virtually no wind no one
- 1:03else up there which was an enormous
- 1:06privilege in a season where hundreds of
- 1:08people summited uh and I felt good and
- 1:12strong and uh I could see some people
- 1:14coming up towards us I thought well we
- 1:16got to get down here before they come up
- 1:17and we get a roadblock and there was uh
- 1:21yeah I mean we had the whole day it was
- 1:239:00 a.m. Beijing time you know 2 hours
- 1:25earlier if you step your foot behind
- 1:27into Nepal uh so we had a whole day to
- 1:30get down to somewhere safe uh I knew The
- 1:32Descent would be hard because you know
- 1:35the last few days to the summit of
- 1:37Everest you're not sleeping you're not
- 1:38eating you're dehydrated no matter how
- 1:40much you're try and drink you have you
- 1:42know it's it's really hard you're really
- 1:44stretched and so you're exhausted from
- 1:46the effort as well and then you got to
- 1:48get down and so I knew The Descent would
- 1:53be uh hard uh but it it got to the point
- 1:59where I was so exhausted that I just
- 2:01wanted to melt into the snow with
- 2:02exhaustion and that's what I did and I
- 2:05basically well I didn't lose
- 2:07Consciousness but um I actually don't
- 2:10have any memories of what happened
- 2:12directly after
- 2:14that the what had actually happened was
- 2:17that I was struck with cereal edema
- 2:19which is a fluid retention within your
- 2:21skull and obviously your skull doesn't
- 2:23expand and so it puts pressure on your
- 2:25brain and your brain doesn't work and
- 2:27generally kills you that's what happens
- 2:29with at high altitude so my mind there
- 2:31were no memories from what happened but
- 2:33the sherpers told me that I was uh that
- 2:35I that I went crazy I've rescued someone
- 2:38with cble edema so I know that they're
- 2:40aggressively
- 2:42uncooperative uh they just want to sit
- 2:44in the stone muttering nonsense it's
- 2:45like having someone very drunk you try
- 2:47and drag them you know 10 15 meters and
- 2:50they just collapse in the snow again and
- 2:52start the muttering nonsense but what I
- 2:54was doing I was trying to jump off the
- 2:55Kung face I wanted to go up the mountain
- 2:58uh and the sherpers had to sort of of
- 3:00get ropes on me and pull me down like a
- 3:01bull who's going to be castrated you
- 3:02know that kind of thing you know and
- 3:05so they managed to get me down to the
- 3:07Second Step I had a little sleep halfway
- 3:09down the Second Step the second step is
- 3:11the the hardest part of the climb
- 3:12whether you're going up or down and uh
- 3:16and then I came off the Second Step um
- 3:18with a big fright and uh that brought me
- 3:21back into a sort of lucid state so I
- 3:23could suddenly appreciate the urgency of
- 3:24the situation unfortunately because of
- 3:26all my Shenanigans high up higher up I
- 3:28had no energy so sort of crawling along
- 3:30and the sherpers are pushing and pulling
- 3:32me and then there's Parts I don't
- 3:33remember I do remember finally getting
- 3:35to a point where I could move no further
- 3:38and Pembo one of the sherpers
- 3:40saying you'll have to spend the night
- 3:42here and I remember wanting to say oh no
- 3:45I'm not going to do that but I just
- 3:46didn't have the energy to even speak and
- 3:48that was sort of the last interaction I
- 3:50had with anyone until
- 3:52uh well no I had some I had there were
- 3:55some hallucinations which included
- 3:56people but the next real contact was
- 3:58with Andrew uh
- 4:0012 or 14 hours later well let me set the
- 4:02scene so you you've come down to the
- 4:05Hillary Step from the summit you not the
- 4:07Hillary Step the Second Step the Second
- 4:08Step sorry we're on the North
- 4:11side so you've got down to the Second
- 4:13Step but in in that intervening time
- 4:15let's set the scene uh how many sherpers
- 4:17are with
- 4:18you okay well there were three sherpers
- 4:22were climbing with me because the rest
- 4:23of my climbing team had sort
- 4:26of uh well we um
- 4:30you there were three sherpers with me
- 4:32but when another of
- 4:35our team died the Expedition leader uh
- 4:40asked Pima who was at the Second Step at
- 4:43that point to come up and help me cuz I
- 4:44was in difficulty so I had four sherpers
- 4:46with me MH Pemba uh laka da tensing and
- 4:51DOI and uh yeah so that's they were the
- 4:55people who got me to the uh the the
- 4:57being at uh 28,000 ft 8,600 M which is
- 5:02with the point where I could no longer I
- 5:04presume that uh on the radio these shers
- 5:07are are telling those at base camp that
- 5:09you've lost the plot yeah and everyone's
- 5:11getting quite
- 5:13concerned uh yeah but they obviously
- 5:17they were making progress they would
- 5:18they were making progress
- 5:20so uh and there were from base camp
- 5:24members of My Expedition the people I
- 5:26had been climbing with were trying to
- 5:27radio me and uh i' had my radio turned
- 5:30off I think save batteries and um
- 5:33finally one of the sherpers put a radio
- 5:34to my mouth and I talked and I sounded
- 5:36much more together than I actually was
- 5:39mhh now in the meantime Andrew you know
- 5:42nothing of any of this you probably
- 5:44barely even know Lincoln uh did you even
- 5:47met Lincoln at base camp well I had
- 5:49heard of Lincoln actually when I was a
- 5:51young guy I saw Lincoln's video white
- 5:53limbo uhhuh and I I had heard about the
- 5:55white limbo I knew about his name and
- 5:57the climb he had done before and I'd met
- 6:00his Russian Expedition because I knew
- 6:02the doctor from their team from a
- 6:04Kazakhstan trip I did two years ago so
- 6:08we were hanging out with him a little
- 6:09bit and Alex actually came to our base
- 6:11camp one day and he said oh we have a
- 6:13very famous Lincoln Hall on their team
- 6:16so I knew he was on the team okay so you
- 6:18are as Lincoln is up near the the summit
- 6:22uh losing it badly and then getting to
- 6:24the uh Second Step you're on your way up
- 6:26for your own Summit attempt with with
- 6:28who were you with I was with a guy named
- 6:30Dan Missour who you know um and uh
- 6:33another guy miles
- 6:35Osborne Shera called Jang bu Sherpa and
- 6:39one other guy Phil krampton there's
- 6:40actually five of us going up it was a
- 6:43cool morning and it was their second try
- 6:44in two weeks cuz we had been weathered
- 6:46off on a previous morning so this is
- 6:48your last chance to get to thep pretty
- 6:50much we're not going to try again a
- 6:51third time doubtful you know running out
- 6:54of well you know how it is with the
- 6:56oxygen bottles and you know like yeah
- 6:58we're scraping them together for a
- 6:59second try and stuff like that so yeah
- 7:01probably the last and had you heard
- 7:03anything on the radio of the trouble
- 7:05that was going on up near the the second
- 7:06step and with Lin not on the radio CU as
- 7:09we were coming to Camp 3 we're just
- 7:11climbing um you know not on the radio so
- 7:13but when we came into Camp 3 his uh a
- 7:16guy from his team Harry kxra was just
- 7:19arriving in Camp 3 coming down from the
- 7:21top and we had spoken a couple times
- 7:23over the course of the trip you know and
- 7:25uh so we just sort of met actually as I
- 7:28was coming to Camp here he was coming
- 7:29down and we just met standing face to
- 7:32face and I just said so how did it go
- 7:33today you know he it seemed it was nice
- 7:36weather I thought oh hopefully it's a
- 7:37routine day he he said I had we had a
- 7:40terrible day I lost two people and this
- 7:42these people were well Thomas Weber it
- 7:45was the guy trying to climb with a he
- 7:47had a vision issue and his vision
- 7:50deteriorated the high higher he went he
- 7:53died and then he said I Lincoln Hall has
- 7:56also died I was like oh so by that stage
- 7:58Lincoln was being pronounced yes dead
- 8:01yeah but you weren't dead or were you
- 8:05well let's depend how you define
- 8:07death well let's get to that point how
- 8:09did you you you you're you're going
- 8:11downhill I mean not you're not going
- 8:13downhill is the problem but in your head
- 8:14you're going downhill your mind and body
- 8:17are really succumbing to cerebral edema
- 8:19aren't they yeah yeah yeah and so tell
- 8:22us about you know the sherpers are
- 8:24obviously in a desperate situation to
- 8:25try and do something for you but what
- 8:27are you doing well well
- 8:30they got to the point where they could
- 8:31do no more because we we coming down the
- 8:33mountain we we would now had to descend
- 8:36we had the obstacle to the first step
- 8:37which is the first difficulty when
- 8:39you're going up and that's not
- 8:40particularly difficult but when I
- 8:42couldn't move and I'm not a small man
- 8:45and uh and the sherpers that had a 9
- 8:48hour day anyway um with not just an
- 8:51average 9 hour day but trying to control
- 8:53me being pulling oxygen mask off and all
- 8:55that sort of stuff so two of the
- 8:58sherpers just had to keep going because
- 9:00they would
- 9:01Pemba who had dealt with Thomas's death
- 9:04he was just totally exhausted
- 9:05emotionally and physically and plus I'd
- 9:07cramp on him in the leg which didn't
- 9:08help and um so uh yeah so there were two
- 9:12sherpers left with me and they just
- 9:14watched my Vital Signs disappear you
- 9:18know no pulse no uh breathing I mean it
- 9:21can be difficult to measure those at
- 9:22extreme altitude so that just for
- 9:24precaution sake they poke me in the eye
- 9:27um which was sort of like apparent get a
- 9:28reaction yeah reaction so uh and I
- 9:31radioed this back to Alex our Expedition
- 9:33leader and uh and two hours after 2
- 9:38hours Alex didn't want to make the call
- 9:40but he finally made the call saying you
- 9:42have to come down and save
- 9:43yourselves now in terms of death uh I
- 9:47actually don't remember that um but I do
- 9:49remember having hallucinations and pamba
- 9:53put this together for me that uh he
- 9:55didn't intend to but it just came to me
- 9:58that when he he saw me lying there in
- 10:02the snow motionless effectively dead
- 10:05glazed eyes looking up towards Everest
- 10:07but meanwhile I mean you'd know from as
- 10:10Mountaineers that when the sun's setting
- 10:12and you've got all those beautiful
- 10:13colors on the snow unless you're at a
- 10:15camp you're thinking we got to get out
- 10:17of here I got to get out of here cuz
- 10:18night's coming well I wasn't thinking I
- 10:20got to get out of here cuz I knew I was
- 10:22going nowhere and so I could just enjoy
- 10:24this beautiful sunset and the shape of
- 10:26the Peaks and you know those the shadows
- 10:29and
- 10:30fantastic Mountain scenery but the
- 10:32problem was not the problem but the
- 10:34Intriguing thing is that I was facing
- 10:36that way up at Everest apparently
- 10:37according to pimo and what I was seeing
- 10:39was this way so the way I interpret that
- 10:43was that it was an outof body
- 10:45experience and um I had another one of
- 10:48those earlier on on the Second Step what
- 10:51had happened was IID uh I had
- 10:53[Music]
- 10:54um I had a little snooze you know yes
- 10:58you'd know it's a two tier
- 11:00step about uh 70t or something I think
- 11:03anyway I had a little snooze there and
- 11:04the and finally someone managed to
- 11:06trigger me to to absy and but I I didn't
- 11:10get it right and I just shot down the
- 11:11Rope swung into ping Pemba hit him with
- 11:14my cramp on and then I swung back and
- 11:16managed to grab a ledge and pull myself
- 11:17under that ledge and think of oh and
- 11:20just totally frightened and then next
- 11:21thing I know I'm 10 m away 30 ft out
- 11:25over the North Face this huge exposure
- 11:28and there's me on cliff and
- 11:31uh and and it that that was fine
- 11:35actually uh in a way but and I didn't
- 11:37want to go back in there uh but then the
- 11:40next thing there was no control I
- 11:41suddenly I was nose to nose with the
- 11:43cliff again and I didn't want to let go
- 11:46cuz it was a pendule and you know this
- 11:47huge drop I'd just seen while I was out
- 11:49in the space anyway so I did the I did
- 11:51the swing down and it was fine so that
- 11:53was obviously an outof body experience
- 11:55as well so I mean when talking about my
- 11:58death
- 11:59I mean there are hundreds of uh recorded
- 12:04examples of that kind of out outof body
- 12:06experience in hospitals where you know
- 12:08the person's up in the ceiling seeing
- 12:10the doctors looking at their body that
- 12:11kind of thing and uh and yeah it's
- 12:16called near-death but it's basically
- 12:17death and back I think it's a better way
- 12:18to put it let me let me read a quote
- 12:20from uh by our friend Greg Mortimer
- 12:23Australian who uh in a in a uh an
- 12:26article about what happened to you in
- 12:28Sydney was interviewed and he says uh
- 12:33he's still living it out on the mountain
- 12:35and he hasn't actually come down yet
- 12:37he's trying to figure out what it all
- 12:38means he died and now he's alive he's
- 12:41trying to dig deep into his memories to
- 12:42make sense of it all he doesn't really
- 12:44want to come back down until he sorted
- 12:46it all out I mean this idea of you know
- 12:49that and and outof body experiences and
- 12:51you having died it's really intriguing I
- 12:53mean it's a bit of a hairy dog story in
- 12:55a way isn't it but hairy Yak yeah hairy
- 12:57Yak yeah but uh I mean I can buy into it
- 13:01because years of climbing but a lot of
- 13:03people say wow this is really weird
- 13:08how I mean you're very clear and
- 13:09convincing and Lucid about it now but at
- 13:11the time you know you had cerebral
- 13:14redemer and your your memor is almost
- 13:17not there of much of this experience but
- 13:19you have these little vignettes yes I
- 13:21have some the things that I do remember
- 13:23are very Vivid yeah like the
- 13:25hallucinations uh that being out off the
- 13:27cliff uh that that Sunset um and
- 13:32ultimately coming to in the middle of
- 13:34the night I that was very Vivid and so
- 13:37you came to in the middle of the night
- 13:38at what point did you decide you weren't
- 13:41going to
- 13:41die well I as soon as I realized well I
- 13:48mean it was obvious I was going to die
- 13:49cuz you you're you're now let me just
- 13:51back up a little bit the sherpers have
- 13:53had to leave you you're spending a night
- 13:56way above 8,000 M with cerebral edema
- 14:01you should die well yeah and uh no no
- 14:04oxygen I mean I had been using oxygen so
- 14:07when you don't have it it's even worse
- 14:08than not ever ever having had it so yeah
- 14:11uh but the hypoxia the hypothermia the
- 14:14the exhaustion the dehydration the
- 14:16cerebal edema I mean that's that's a
- 14:19death sentence and I could you know and
- 14:21it was just like bang death and then I
- 14:23thought no no no I can't be death
- 14:25because I just had to go back to my
- 14:27family I mean that was I turned back on
- 14:29a lot of mountains and um I always
- 14:32played safe and suddenly my one thing
- 14:35that I always do which is come home
- 14:37looked like it wasn't going to happen
- 14:39well were you you terrified were you uh
- 14:41you know sad were there emotions to grab
- 14:44on to well I guess there was the the
- 14:46shock of that reality and what it would
- 14:48mean to my family I mean for me it would
- 14:50have been so easy just to to drift off
- 14:53and
- 14:54so so I just knew I had to battle that
- 14:57drifting off and
- 15:00um I managed to do that by not by
- 15:03meditating but because I've done a lot
- 15:04of meditating I had the ability to focus
- 15:07not that I display that in everyday life
- 15:09but when it needs when it needs there
- 15:11it's there and uh so I just focused on
- 15:13my physical body and the way to do that
- 15:15and not drift off was to just move a
- 15:18little bit just sort of like rock from
- 15:20side to side and if that got a bit
- 15:21hypnotic go this way and or you know or
- 15:24go like that and and just try and just
- 15:25make sure that I was staying focused on
- 15:27that not letting my thoughts go anywhere
- 15:29and so what actually happened then was
- 15:32that I knew that was what I had to do
- 15:34and you know sometimes when you're
- 15:35you're climbing you know you've just got
- 15:37to keep doing you're not thinking about
- 15:39what you're doing you're just doing the
- 15:40next bit and then the next bit and
- 15:41there's no sort of you're not you can't
- 15:43think about what's ahead really uh
- 15:45because youve got to have everything in
- 15:46that that moment and that's what I got
- 15:49into was that state of just being in
- 15:51that moment and
- 15:54so so the past suddenly wasn't there and
- 15:58the future wasn't there either which
- 15:59meant that fear wasn't there but somehow
- 16:02I I knew I had to just keep getting
- 16:05through
- 16:06and until I got through to Daylight I
- 16:10mean initially I realized first steps to
- 16:11get to daylight but when I was in this
- 16:13Focus State I'd forgotten about daylight
- 16:15I just knew I had to stay in this state
- 16:17and that was why when Andrew and Dan and
- 16:22Jang Buu and mils came along I greeted
- 16:24them in a very flippant way yeah well
- 16:27let's get to that along the way here so
- 16:30by this stage the sherpers have left you
- 16:32they've been they've been ordered to
- 16:35give up on trying to get you down any
- 16:37further because you're inert and uh
- 16:39their lives are at stake and so they've
- 16:42gone and they've taken your oxygen and
- 16:45so forth haven't they yeah I thermos
- 16:47full of fluid leaving you with nothing
- 16:50and did you meet these sherpers Andrew
- 16:52on the way down did they tell you what
- 16:53you would expect to find no we didn't
- 16:56meet them no I just saw Harry and we got
- 16:58the new and then we you know went back
- 17:00to our tent to get ready to go up so
- 17:02anything you anticipated finding more
- 17:04dead bodies up there yeah yeah that's
- 17:05right so that that's um pretty
- 17:07unsettling you know to to be expecting
- 17:10that but but the good thing about high
- 17:12altitude is you you kind of you're
- 17:13numbed right so able to put that out of
- 17:16her Minds a little bit it was a good
- 17:17thing otherwise you'd never do it yeah
- 17:19so you you get out of your tents so now
- 17:21we're now now we're at the morning of
- 17:23the 26th right yesing you're heading to
- 17:25the summit yeah Lincoln's still sitting
- 17:28up there and so you head onto the summit
- 17:30and and what do you find we found well
- 17:33we had a we were we were going a little
- 17:36slowly actually but we were going okay
- 17:38it looked like we were going to Summit
- 17:39and it was it was a perfect day it was a
- 17:42good day it was it was calm what time
- 17:45all that
- 17:46um right at dawn and it's pre-dawn
- 17:49actually it's just getting light and you
- 17:51know from the pitch black to the point
- 17:52where you can sort of make out shapes
- 17:55and and you can see sort of where you
- 17:56are you can see the drop emerging from
- 17:59the dark and you could see the summit
- 18:00appearing ahead and we were quietly just
- 18:03sort of trudging along you know it's
- 18:04getting a little trickier around that
- 18:06that area too and um but I I was
- 18:09thinking okay you keep doing this and
- 18:11you're going to Summit today you know
- 18:13it's looking looks good and then
- 18:16literally you know 30 seconds or a
- 18:18minute later I really remember this well
- 18:20I I I could see Dan Dan was in front and
- 18:22Dan just sort of moving off and I could
- 18:24see you sitting there I was like uhoh
- 18:30somebody is alive there you know and so
- 18:33anyway I just I was confused and I said
- 18:34what's this and then we all gathered and
- 18:36then Lincoln made his famous statement
- 18:39what was your statement I imagine you're
- 18:41surprised to see me here yes and we were
- 18:43all we all just sort of did you do a
- 18:46double take did you automatically know
- 18:48this is Lincoln Hall who's supposed to
- 18:49be dead or what did you think well that
- 18:50crept in pretty quickly um Dan asked you
- 18:54what your name was and you said Lincoln
- 18:56hall or said Lincoln and I and I said
- 19:00something oh you're the white limbo
- 19:02guy and you looked at me like I was some
- 19:04kind of idiot but I have an
- 19:07autograph well then tell me what
- 19:09happened after that I mean this is well
- 19:11it was really played out really slowly
- 19:13um because we were moving like zombies
- 19:16you know uh but we talked to Lincoln for
- 19:19the first while I was just talking and
- 19:21sitting beside him and uh you know while
- 19:25we were sitting with you um you you made
- 19:28a dive like like you're sitting right on
- 19:29the edge of of with your hand on the
- 19:31Ridge Crest and you actually tried to
- 19:33jump off at least twice and Dan tackled
- 19:37you yes I do remember that bit and I we
- 19:40were very confused I I thought oh boy
- 19:42this you this guy doesn't like Americans
- 19:44or something no I thought this guy is
- 19:45going to die is what I thought and I
- 19:47thought you it was it was horrible
- 19:49actually it was a really horrible
- 19:51situation cuz we we felt like like we
- 19:54tried you know tried to push you try to
- 19:56move you but you you're you are a big
- 19:57guy and you were like a dead weight up
- 20:00there you know and literally yeah yeah
- 20:02and we just thought this is I was we
- 20:04weren't talking about it I was just
- 20:05thinking this is going to go badly today
- 20:08this is a bad situation but we didn't we
- 20:11just sort of hung out with you for a
- 20:12long time and we eventually started
- 20:13pulling out like bottles you know of our
- 20:16half Frozen slushy drinks and you drank
- 20:20a tiny bit of that uh off of miles and
- 20:23myself and um we eventually cuz we were
- 20:28moving slowly you know mentally is you
- 20:30know even more than usual and um Jang bu
- 20:33tied you down thought hey let's let's
- 20:36not let him jump off good plan or roll
- 20:39off rely on the sherp is to be practical
- 20:41because because the position is
- 20:42precarious you know you guys know cuz
- 20:44you've been there but it's it's um you
- 20:46know there's not a lot of room to move
- 20:48there and he's got his hand on the Ridge
- 20:49Crest with a 10,000 foot drop and then
- 20:52it's sort of like a slope like this and
- 20:54you're kind of just in a little Hollow
- 20:56yeah about that wide yeah and how you
- 20:58stay there all night is that's what
- 21:00amazes me that he did it was Pitch very
- 21:02dark night there was no moon very little
- 21:05light so it was a pitch black kind of
- 21:07night well the all the hallucinations I
- 21:10had focused on me sitting and waiting
- 21:13that was what I had to do that was what
- 21:15I mean totally other realities but
- 21:18that's what the message was and now
- 21:20there's this strange sort of uh again
- 21:22you're straddling some You Know Two
- 21:23Worlds you you're starting you know my
- 21:25name is Lincoln Hall whatever you said
- 21:26I'm Lincoln Hall um
- 21:29you're rational enough to say that
- 21:30you're rational enough to take these
- 21:32measures to meditate stay alive but at
- 21:35the same time you take a flying leap
- 21:37attempt to jump off the Kang Shong face
- 21:40what were you thinking I've read that
- 21:42that you were thinking you on a boat
- 21:44and well the the way I can explain the
- 21:49the total craziness and the not so crazy
- 21:52was that the cerebal edema seemed to be
- 21:55coming in waves sort of like a pulsing
- 21:56of swelling I don't know if that's quite
- 21:58the right to put it and this has been
- 22:00having talk
- 22:01to
- 22:03um psychologists and psychiatrists and
- 22:06do doctors or having them talk to me
- 22:08anyway um that seems to be what the only
- 22:10explanation for me being alive is the
- 22:12sort of lessening of that cereal edema
- 22:14which really doesn't happen it us
- 22:15usually just explodes and that's it so I
- 22:18think that when I was in those more
- 22:20Lucid uh times um that that was a
- 22:24lessening of the cereal edema but early
- 22:26on uh I think think that you early on I
- 22:32was I was totally crazy up higher and uh
- 22:37I'd say that you know this was one of
- 22:39these when I when I seemed Lucid I you
- 22:42know I sort of was to a degree but
- 22:44obviously I just had another wave of
- 22:46craziness when I tried to to throw
- 22:48myself off so it wasn't it was just a a
- 22:52cyclical sort of situation okay so so
- 22:55you were you're up there and now you
- 22:59guys must be on the radio saying you
- 23:01found Lincoln but there's another part
- 23:03to this is that already the call has
- 23:06gone out to your wife and two boys that
- 23:08you're not going to come home well it
- 23:10didn't go to them directly but
- 23:13um they heard yeah yeah and in fact uh
- 23:17they got a message that I was in
- 23:19distress and and they're back in
- 23:22Australia to they're back in Australia
- 23:24and
- 23:27Barbara um
- 23:29um yeah they got the message at night
- 23:31that well I got a message that I was
- 23:32doing well and that was because there
- 23:33was this Pudo this this radio call that
- 23:36sounded good but in fact it was just a
- 23:39facade so they got the message that I
- 23:41was dead and the next morning um Barbara
- 23:45was uh
- 23:47um uh was was meditating to try and
- 23:50relax but what happened was she saw me
- 23:55walking towards
- 23:56her um and I was wearing this old fleece
- 24:00jacket from some Antarctic trip that we
- 24:03both remember and I was walking towards
- 24:04her with a big smile and and then I came
- 24:06and I I put my arms around her and she
- 24:08felt me embracing her on this sort of
- 24:10was this white
- 24:12light uh background and um and she just
- 24:17sort of shrugged that whole thing off
- 24:19because she knew what that meant and
- 24:21what that meant was that was me dying
- 24:24you gone yeah wow so that that and uh
- 24:28but at some level she she didn't
- 24:33couldn't believe that I was dead and but
- 24:36she thought that was just an
- 24:39A so then the message is going down and
- 24:43and you guys rally quite a huge rescue
- 24:45as I understand it there were how many
- 24:47people ended up getting involved to to
- 24:49get Lincoln all the way down uh I mean
- 24:52looking your pictures Lincoln it looks
- 24:53like about 12 or 14 sh Brothers ended up
- 24:57coming up that that right no that was
- 24:59just at the Rison Hotel the the reality
- 25:03of it was they were invited to the party
- 25:04yeah I wanted everybody's point of view
- 25:06I asked Alex the exibition leader to
- 25:08bring all the sherpers so I could get
- 25:09their side of the thing because I wanted
- 25:10to it was so it seem so I couldn't I
- 25:13really couldn't take on board what had
- 25:14happened because it was just so extreme
- 25:15and bizarre and uh basically what
- 25:19happened was Dan radio to Alex and Alex
- 25:24took a lot of
- 25:25convincing um uh
- 25:28in fact that was a bit of a process it
- 25:30was actually it took a long time to do
- 25:32that because persuade people that L was
- 25:34alive well we don't we didn't have their
- 25:35channel for one thing so we had to radio
- 25:37our cook and it was it was Dawn
- 25:39everybody sound asleep down in base camp
- 25:41they don't want to get up until the sun
- 25:42you know MH so it was pretty hard to get
- 25:45that all going our cook had to go to
- 25:47your camp and they know they didn't want
- 25:50to know they didn't want to you got the
- 25:51wrong guy eventually we were talking to
- 25:53Dan talked to him at first and uh Dan
- 25:56ended up fil giving me the radio oh okay
- 25:59and I i' spoke to Alex for a long time
- 26:01oh okay trying to convince him that he
- 26:04said no it can't be Lincoln hall because
- 26:06we've already phoned his wife to tell
- 26:08him that he's dead tell her that he's
- 26:10dead so um but eventually he said yeah
- 26:13okay I've sent you know I've radioed to
- 26:15guys in Camp 3 they're coming
- 26:17up uh it's all going so but we still
- 26:20didn't know if you were going to live or
- 26:22not no I was still trying to imagine how
- 26:25it all how how it could work with you
- 26:27not able to stand up
- 26:29yeah so what happened was yeah so what
- 26:32Alex uh had uh was a couple they had
- 26:36people up the mountain dismantling Camp
- 26:37so quite a lot of sherpers up there from
- 26:39Russell bry's Expedition from our
- 26:41Expedition and so what Alex needed to do
- 26:43was to get some oxygen up there that was
- 26:45the first thing and uh and he managed to
- 26:47do that
- 26:50and but that took four or five
- 26:53hours uh and by that stage the sun was
- 26:56out and I sort of blossomed like a
- 26:57sunflower together I mean certainly I
- 26:59felt a hell of a lot better and the I
- 27:01was still sort of hallucinating I mean
- 27:03the thing about the hallucination I had
- 27:05about the boat was when you're when
- 27:07you're a climber balance is the one
- 27:09thing that you always have I mean that's
- 27:11how you manage to do what you're doing
- 27:13and uh I mean there's a lot of metal
- 27:15stuff but balance is just one of the
- 27:17Givens and so when I felt that my that
- 27:21my that I was swaying my mind was saying
- 27:24now well you can't be unbalanced because
- 27:27you know you've been last two months
- 27:28you've been balanced very well and you
- 27:31can't be unbalanced now and in fact of
- 27:32course I was unbalanced I that was I was
- 27:34that far gone I was losing my balance
- 27:36but the way that my brain interpreted
- 27:38that was that I was actually on a boat
- 27:40and that's not such a huge
- 27:43um not such a huge sort of leap in terms
- 27:47of my memory banks because I've spent
- 27:49you know a few seasons in Antarctica
- 27:51working as a climbing guide and wether
- 27:54mountains everywhere and I'm on a boat
- 27:56so that was sort of the thing that was
- 27:57brought out of the files and stuck into
- 27:59my mind and so that was where the boat
- 28:01thing came from interesting yeah so now
- 28:04okay and for you your clim has just now
- 28:07changed completely yeah at what point
- 28:09did you just
- 28:10realize uh we're not going to the summit
- 28:12of Everest we are now in a rescue
- 28:14mission and tell me about how that felt
- 28:16you know you've got to contend with this
- 28:17big ambition kind of coming to a
- 28:19crashing end but for obvious good
- 28:22reasons that you you have to be there
- 28:24and help this guy talk about that
- 28:28well I my memory is is even when we
- 28:32pulled off to the side I was thinking
- 28:34and and very soon as I thought okay
- 28:36that's that's it that's this is uh we're
- 28:39going to be with this guy now for the
- 28:41rest of the day or or until he dies
- 28:45um so I I kind of knew right away that
- 28:48it was the summit wasn't going to happen
- 28:49that day and obviously after 2 or three
- 28:51hours it was really obvious and after 4
- 28:53hours it was yeah nobody was even
- 28:55thinking about it you know um so it
- 28:59was yeah I kind of felt blank the blank
- 29:03empty feeling if you know what I mean by
- 29:04that um but not a sense of what about
- 29:07disappointment or or anger or something
- 29:10like could have just kicked him off the
- 29:11ridge I was I wasn't angry no I was I
- 29:14was a bit depressed um to be truthful I
- 29:16was I was uh you know in coming down up
- 29:20later that day I was uh I just i s wow I
- 29:23can't believe that just happened you
- 29:24know yeah but as you as you processed
- 29:28that losing the summit and that's a big
- 29:30ambition for all climbers is Everest or
- 29:31any big mountain that they're trying to
- 29:33climb but as you processed it and you're
- 29:36sitting next to Lincoln now and you're
- 29:38realizing you contributed to this guy
- 29:40being alive I mean how do you weigh all
- 29:42that up oh well it's easy now you know
- 29:45uh actually it was always easy uh as far
- 29:47as that goes so that's that's really
- 29:49clear you know that that it's way more
- 29:51I'm thank God he's here you know uh and
- 29:54it turns out that he's a really good guy
- 29:56and just as well eh yeah thank goodness
- 29:58for that yeah and uh you know I just
- 30:00think of the loss to his family that
- 30:02would have been I mean the Summit is
- 30:05yeah it's a big ambition but it's it's
- 30:08really small compared to this other
- 30:10stuff so uh thank God that's the way it
- 30:12worked out yeah um of course I was I was
- 30:16crushed I'll be truthful you know I and
- 30:18and uh we you know this whole thing with
- 30:21the media and all this stuff I mean I
- 30:23was going down thinking okay nobody's
- 30:26going to believe my excuse for not
- 30:28summoning this time like I I was you
- 30:30know cuz I'm a school teacher and I had
- 30:32800 kids at my school who knew what I
- 30:34was doing I thought they're just going
- 30:36to think you I wimped out or I you know
- 30:38like what what's why didn't you sum all
- 30:40those other hundred you know hundreds of
- 30:41people did and I was thinking well well
- 30:44there was a guy who you know needed some
- 30:45help and we we did we ran out of time I
- 30:48I just thought nobody would believe that
- 30:49and I'd be I just felt terrible about
- 30:52that you know I felt like I'd let 800
- 30:55school kids down too who were who were
- 30:57watching me you and all this stuff
- 30:59so I was really shocked by how excited
- 31:03uh everybody got about this and
- 31:06um the media I learned a lot about the
- 31:09media uh how they take a story and they
- 31:12can do what they want with it and make
- 31:14it you know at the time yes it was a big
- 31:17deal but but it wasn't it to me it
- 31:20wasn't uh I guess I was feeling bad
- 31:22about a lot of stuff you know on the way
- 31:25down but but the aftermath is that you
- 31:27and and Dan and and the other guys
- 31:29painted as Heroes really aren't you yeah
- 31:32which is which is hilarious but uh
- 31:34because because it was just to me it was
- 31:36a climbing trip and
- 31:38um okay Everest is a big deal for as a
- 31:41personal ambition but beyond that these
- 31:43days it's been done by 2,000 people and
- 31:46uh three and a half oh three and a half
- 31:48oops okay so anyway it's it's it's not a
- 31:50big deal in a lot of ways anymore you
- 31:53know like you're but but you can always
- 31:55go back yeah you can always go back
- 31:57that's right you probably would
- 31:58I probably will yeah yeah yeah I mean
- 32:00you know you can do it what's two months
- 32:02you know out of your
- 32:03life but as for you yeah you came
- 32:07Lincoln you uh they get you down but it
- 32:11in between there's this moment when you
- 32:14communicate with Barbara your wife and
- 32:17she's got to contend with having lost
- 32:20you and then getting you back how did
- 32:22that go in the moment when isn't there a
- 32:25phone call a a radio call that you
- 32:28managed to patch through to Barbara Oh
- 32:30you mean once I'm off the mountain well
- 32:31at what point did first Barbara learned
- 32:34that you were going to make it down but
- 32:36actually hear your voice oh okay well uh
- 32:40well I was off the mountain I was at
- 32:41Advanced base camp Which is higher than
- 32:42most mountains anywhere else anyway but
- 32:45um I didn't I mean the thing is what
- 32:47happened was
- 32:49uh Kevin uh uh who was cameraman with
- 32:54Harry kxra uh was the only was one of
- 32:58the few people left at Advanced base
- 32:59camp apart from the the cook and you
- 33:01know they were very it was a stripped
- 33:03down team really and uh
- 33:07uh he when he saw me it was it was it
- 33:09was his eyes were just like this and and
- 33:12I thought the you know the Swedish
- 33:13women's beach volleyball Team must have
- 33:15been behind you or something what's the
- 33:16go and he said mate the rest of the
- 33:20world things you're dead and I thought
- 33:22then suddenly the horror that that
- 33:24included Barbara and so then Kevin then
- 33:26scuttled off and got his mobile phone
- 33:28well actually Dr Andre Andrew knows had
- 33:32dragged me into the tent and was
- 33:33starting sort of look at my fingers
- 33:34frostbitten and fingers you were a mess
- 33:36weren't you I was a mess yeah I was a
- 33:38mess I mean I
- 33:39basically once I got the oxygen up high
- 33:42I was able to walk down the mountain
- 33:44well stumble and Tumble and but under my
- 33:47own steam but there were a bunch of
- 33:48sherpers there who could have stepped in
- 33:50if they needed to but so anyway so I was
- 33:53really exhausted by the time I finally
- 33:54got there and so Andre was looking after
- 33:57me and then
- 33:58Uh Kevin came in with a mobile phone and
- 34:00I remembered the number and I rang barar
- 34:02and I had a paralyzed vocal cord apart
- 34:04from being totally dehydrated I could
- 34:05hardly talk
- 34:07[Music]
- 34:08um and and yeah so I kept saying you
- 34:12know it's me it's me and is that you
- 34:14Lincoln it's me you know and I told her
- 34:16the name I told her the name of our
- 34:18snakes that we had pets and she didn't
- 34:20seem to Twig into that and then I said
- 34:22look I just hope you're not looking for
- 34:23another husband yet and then she knew it
- 34:25was me so wow that's it must have been
- 34:29quite insane for her to have to process
- 34:32loss then regaining and she's a very
- 34:35strong woman she's
- 34:37uh she's a very strong woman well I've
- 34:40met her and I remember that yeah yeah
- 34:44it's good that you're alive yeah and do
- 34:47you look at life differently now that
- 34:49you've been to the edge come back well
- 34:52yeah I mean people ask me about the
- 34:54summit and I say what what Summit I mean
- 34:56sorry just put it like that but um I
- 34:58take that too yeah who cares but you
- 35:00know it's it's you know I didn't think
- 35:02about the summit for months afterwards
- 35:04actually the achievement and all that
- 35:06because really it was the death thing
- 35:08that was to put it there's no other term
- 35:10for it really uh the death thing was so
- 35:13extraordinary and just my I mean that's
- 35:16a you know I practice I'm practicing
- 35:18Tibetan Buddhist and
- 35:20so the meditations I've done and
- 35:23the you know the glimpses of other
- 35:26levels of consciousness I mean a lot of
- 35:28things came together in that sense
- 35:30through what happened to me up there so
- 35:32that was an extraordinary thing but what
- 35:34was more amazing was well I guess what's
- 35:36brought me here was is the uh uh the
- 35:39humanity of the story and just it was
- 35:42like when I got home it was like
- 35:43attending my own funeral and um uh in
- 35:46terms of you know funerals are where
- 35:48people say wonderful things about the
- 35:50person who's died and that's what was
- 35:52happening and it was it was coming from
- 35:53people in Brazil that I don't know and
- 35:55Os and it was it was an extraordinary
- 35:57thing and it was sort of an overwhelming
- 36:00um overwhelming uh thing and I think I
- 36:03mean it it was partly what happened to
- 36:04me but it was also you know the the
- 36:07British man David Sharp who who was
- 36:10unable to be rescued by the time people
- 36:12realized he was alive his legs were
- 36:14frozen solid and where he W you just
- 36:17can't carry someone down from there
- 36:19without a proper rescue team so so that
- 36:21that was a a big thing in the in the in
- 36:24the Press because people have felt that
- 36:26David Sharp had been ignored and why
- 36:28didn't why didn't people decide to
- 36:29rescue him and here I was rescued and it
- 36:31was such a a Disney ending actually and
- 36:34it was really heartwarming thing for a
- 36:36lot of people so it certainly changed my
- 36:39view of life I mean you know uh nothing
- 36:42really M well I W say nothing really
- 36:44matters but everything's okay after that
- 36:46you know and has this changed your view
- 36:48of Life what
- 36:51happened my view of well your sense of
- 36:53you your priorities about yeah it has
- 36:56yeah yeah I think uh
- 36:59well a few things have that and I have a
- 37:02family now so as you know as I get older
- 37:05yeah my focus is changing I guess from
- 37:07from the selfish climbing days to uh
- 37:11understanding that you know we live with
- 37:14other people and we have to take care of
- 37:16each other those kind of things you know
- 37:19uh obvious enough but but it's really
- 37:21really brought it out strongly I think
- 37:24really really forcefully yeah um
- 37:28um yeah Summits well I've never been I'm
- 37:33I've always been willing to turn away
- 37:34from a summit if things weren't right so
- 37:37and I've done it many times so I could
- 37:39handle that but it was dis it you know
- 37:41that was disappointing but on the other
- 37:42hand like you said go back try it again
- 37:46um doesn't really matter yeah so I guess
- 37:49that changed a bit that changed a bit
- 37:52and uh we learned a lot of things up
- 37:55there so it was It was a of a need
- 37:57experience actually in a lot of ways it
- 37:59was really intense and it was
- 38:02interesting and for me that's what life
- 38:04should be you know some of the time at
- 38:06least so I I I thought that was the
- 38:09experience was Major so that's good yeah
- 38:12and I think we have a great friendship
- 38:13now and uh not many people can say that
- 38:17they you know the spark was was a
- 38:20friendship occurred at 28,000 ft it took
- 38:22a little while to the Friendship to
- 38:24develop but um we ended up spending
- 38:26hours on the telephone and yeah we
- 38:29literally had 2our conversations on the
- 38:31phone which was yeah we had a lot to
- 38:34talk about so it's been pieced it all
- 38:36together yeah yeah well gosh it's an
- 38:38incredible story
- 38:40and yeah it's a Cinderella ending isn't
- 38:42it so except I lost the glass I lost the
- 38:46toe rather than the glass
- 38:48shoe it's only
- 38:50flesh well fabulous story good to see
- 38:54you thanks thanks Greg thank you Greg
- 38:57for
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