Learn English Naturally: The Mysterious Life of Isadora Duncan — Transcript
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- 0:00[music]
- 0:05>> Hello everybody and welcome back to
- 0:07another episode of English with Gemma
- 0:09where we turn English practice into
- 0:11progress. Now,
- 0:13I need to tell you a little story before
- 0:15I get into today's story.
- 0:18Um
- 0:20I just recorded this entire podcast.
- 0:24Um I think it was about I don't know it
- 0:27end up being over 10 minutes which is
- 0:29what I originally planned because my
- 0:32phone died three times fully charged may
- 0:36I add.
- 0:38My phone died
- 0:40uh
- 0:40many times during that episode and I was
- 0:42like, "Okay, I can make this work." I
- 0:44restarted it every time.
- 0:47And then
- 0:49so I was going to have to stitch
- 0:51together three separate videos.
- 0:54Uh which is fine. I was like, "Okay, I
- 0:56can do this." But then I finished the
- 0:59recording and my microphone wasn't
- 1:02connected. I I know that it was
- 1:04connected but it didn't record.
- 1:08So I am now re-filming re-recording.
- 1:12But this is especially significant and
- 1:15creepy in my opinion because today's
- 1:18episode
- 1:20is a creepy story. It's a kind of true
- 1:23crime
- 1:25haunted weird story. So
- 1:28normally I would just be like, "Okay,
- 1:31regular technical difficulties
- 1:33whatever."
- 1:34But this feels creepier because
- 1:39I'm telling a creepy story and I never
- 1:42have had these technical issues before.
- 1:44So
- 1:46I'm a little creeped out
- 1:48um but it's okay. I think it will add to
- 1:50the effect of today's video and
- 1:53fingers crossed we we get through this
- 1:56um without all the interruptions like I
- 1:58had the first time that I recorded it.
- 2:00So,
- 2:01for you guys, this will just be the
- 2:03first time and it'll be fresh, but for
- 2:05me, I've already just done this. So,
- 2:07apologies if I'm a little bit chaotic.
- 2:09Um, I'm tired
- 2:11and I just went through that whole
- 2:14situation and now I'm kind of creeped
- 2:15out, but that's okay because today's
- 2:17story is creepy,
- 2:20but at the same time you're going to be
- 2:21learning loads of English phrases
- 2:24because we are going to have little
- 2:26language breaks in the middle of the
- 2:28story.
- 2:29So, um, if you've been listening or
- 2:32following me for a while,
- 2:35you'll know that one of my greatest
- 2:37loves of this life
- 2:39is
- 2:40true crime and all things dark and
- 2:43creepy. I've been obsessed with dark,
- 2:46like horror films, creepy stories, true
- 2:50crime podcasts. Uh, well, the true crime
- 2:53podcast, it's a recent thing, maybe the
- 2:56last 5 years, but dark stuff in general,
- 3:01since I was a little girl, I would say.
- 3:02I was, uh, one of the first
- 3:05girls to start really getting into the
- 3:07horror genre of movies and every time I
- 3:09had a sleepover with my friends, and I
- 3:11would force all my friends to watch
- 3:13scary movies at my house. And I mean, I
- 3:15would be scared myself, too, but I don't
- 3:18know. I just love I like being scared. I
- 3:21like being creeped out. The older I get,
- 3:23the less I enjoy horror movies, but I
- 3:26still really like
- 3:28kind of dark, creepy things.
- 3:31Um, and one of my favorite podcasts is
- 3:33called My Favorite Murder. I don't like
- 3:36murder and I don't like death and things
- 3:39like that, but I am an anxious person
- 3:41and I feel like the more information
- 3:43that I can gather about the horrible
- 3:45things that happen in this world, the
- 3:47better prepared I can be if those things
- 3:49happen to me. That's kind of my logic
- 3:51about it. It might not make sense to
- 3:53you, but it does for me. So, that is my
- 3:56little explanation of why I'm so into
- 3:58true crime. And let's get into today's
- 4:01story. So,
- 4:02this is the true and very strange story
- 4:07of Isadora Duncan.
- 4:10So, in 1927, a woman stepped into a car
- 4:15in Nice, France, wrapped a long silk
- 4:18scarf around her neck, waved goodbye to
- 4:21her friends, and said,
- 4:23and I want you to remember these exact
- 4:25words. She said, okay, guys, I'm going
- 4:27to try to speak French for a second. Um
- 4:29I've never spoken French, never learned
- 4:31French, so
- 4:32pardon my pronunciation. [laughter]
- 4:35She said, adieu, mes amis, je vais je
- 4:39vais à la gloire. Je vais je vais à la
- 4:43gloire, I think.
- 4:45It means, farewell, my friends, I go to
- 4:48glory.
- 4:49So, farewell is just like an old-timey
- 4:51way of saying goodbye.
- 4:53Seconds later after she said this, she
- 4:56was dead.
- 4:58Seconds later.
- 5:00Her name was Isadora Duncan.
- 5:02She was one of the most famous women in
- 5:05the world. And what makes this story
- 5:07genuinely disturbing,
- 5:09what keeps it alive nearly a hundred
- 5:11years later,
- 5:12is that she had been predicting this
- 5:15moment for years.
- 5:17This is the story of a woman who seemed
- 5:19to know exactly how she was going to
- 5:21die, and couldn't stop it.
- 5:24Before we go any further, let's have our
- 5:26first language break. Let's pull out a
- 5:29phrase you just heard, to keep something
- 5:31alive.
- 5:32I said,
- 5:33this story keeps itself alive nearly a
- 5:36hundred years later. This is a phrasal
- 5:39verb, to keep something alive, and it
- 5:41means to make sure that something is not
- 5:43forgotten.
- 5:45Uh Uh, to make sure that something
- 5:46continues to exist, to prevent it from
- 5:49being forgotten.
- 5:51You can keep a memory alive, you can
- 5:54keep a tradition alive, you can keep
- 5:56hope alive. And notice how it works with
- 5:59abstract things. So, we don't say like
- 6:01keep a a chair alive. We say keep alive
- 6:05about feelings, relationships, ideas.
- 6:09Okay, so keep that piece of vocab alive
- 6:13in your brain for later.
- 6:16All right, so who was Isabella Duncan?
- 6:19Not Isabella, Isadora. Sorry.
- 6:22Isadora Duncan was, by any measure,
- 6:26an extraordinary woman.
- 6:28Born in San Francisco in 1877, she
- 6:31essentially invented modern dance, you
- 6:34guys.
- 6:35Before Isadora,
- 6:37Western dance meant things like ballet.
- 6:40Rigid, structured, corseted, and
- 6:43rule-bound.
- 6:45Isadora threw all of those ideas out the
- 6:47window.
- 6:48She danced
- 6:50barefoot, which means with no shoes.
- 6:53She wore flowing Greek tunics.
- 6:57She moved like the wind was moving her,
- 7:00not like she was performing a dance that
- 7:02she'd memorized.
- 7:03She was scandalous, she was magnetic,
- 7:06she filled concert halls across Europe
- 7:08and America.
- 7:09She drank too much, loved recklessly,
- 7:12had affairs with famous men
- 7:15and women,
- 7:16and she gave speeches on stage about
- 7:18freedom and art and the body
- 7:22that made audiences simultaneously
- 7:24applaud her
- 7:26and walk out in anger sometimes.
- 7:29She was, in the truest sense of the
- 7:32expression, ahead of her time.
- 7:35So, let's have our second language
- 7:37break. Ahead of her time. This
- 7:39expression means that someone had ideas
- 7:42or
- 7:43ways of living that were too modern, too
- 7:46progressive for the era that they were
- 7:49born into. The world just wasn't ready
- 7:51for them yet.
- 7:53We say someone was ahead of their time
- 7:55when they were visionary, but also sadly
- 7:58often misunderstood or punished for
- 8:01being different.
- 8:03What's the opposite of ahead of their
- 8:05time is behind the times. This means
- 8:08outdated, old-fashioned,
- 8:10or stuck in the past.
- 8:13So, a little grammar note, we say ahead
- 8:15of her time, not ahead of the time.
- 8:19In English, expressions like this use
- 8:21the possessive pronouns. So, we say
- 8:23ahead of his time, ahead of their time,
- 8:26because we're talking about the specific
- 8:29moment that that person was born into,
- 8:31that they were born into. So, it belongs
- 8:34to them. It's their time. All right.
- 8:37Let's get back to the story.
- 8:40In 1913, Isadora's life fell apart in a
- 8:43single afternoon. Her two young
- 8:46children, Deirdre, aged 7, and Patrick,
- 8:49aged 2, were in a car with their nanny
- 8:52in Paris.
- 8:53The driver [snorts] stepped out for a
- 8:54moment, and the car rolled forward,
- 8:58broke through a barrier, and plunged
- 9:00into the Seine River.
- 9:03All three of them drowned.
- 9:05Isadora was told while she was at lunch.
- 9:08She collapsed in sadness and pain.
- 9:12People who were there with her said she
- 9:14made a sound
- 9:15that they had never heard a human make
- 9:17before,
- 9:18and that they never wanted to hear
- 9:19again.
- 9:21She never fully recovered.
- 9:23How could she?
- 9:25But, what happened next is where the
- 9:27story gets really strange.
- 9:29Rather than pulling away from life,
- 9:31Isadora seemed to develop a kind of dark
- 9:34recklessness,
- 9:36as if part of her was no longer afraid
- 9:38of death
- 9:40because she'd already lost everything
- 9:41that she cared about.
- 9:42Friends noticed that she talked about
- 9:44dying with an unsettling casualness. She
- 9:47joked about it. She often referred to
- 9:50herself as a woman already living on
- 9:52borrowed time.
- 9:54So, in this language break, we've got
- 9:56two things to unpack. The first one is
- 9:58the phrasal verb to fall apart. It means
- 10:01to collapse emotionally or for something
- 10:05to disintegrate completely.
- 10:07Her life fell apart.
- 10:10It didn't break, it didn't end, but it
- 10:12came undone piece by piece.
- 10:15You can often use this about a
- 10:16relationship. For example,
- 10:19after the argument, everything fell
- 10:21apart with those two.
- 10:23Or a plan. The project fell apart in the
- 10:25final week.
- 10:27It implies that things ended not in one
- 10:30single moment, but it was a process of
- 10:32unraveling slowly piece by piece.
- 10:35The
- 10:36living on borrowed time.
- 10:38This idiom means that someone is
- 10:40continuing to live or exist beyond the
- 10:43point that they should.
- 10:46The image is almost mathematical. It's
- 10:48like you borrowed some time
- 10:51that was never yours, and eventually
- 10:53your debt comes due and you must die.
- 10:56You must pay back that borrowed time.
- 10:59It's a very heavy, haunting expression.
- 11:02And Isadora often used it about herself.
- 11:06Here's where the story starts to get
- 11:07genuinely unsettling. In the final years
- 11:11of Isadora's life, multiple people
- 11:13around her reported the same thing.
- 11:16She had an intense, almost obsessive
- 11:19fear of long scarves and moving
- 11:23vehicles.
- 11:24Not cars in general, specifically the
- 11:26combination of scarves and vehicles.
- 11:31One of Isadora's friends named Mary
- 11:33Desti, one of her closest companion
- 11:35companions, wrote in her memoir that
- 11:38Isadora had mentioned more than once
- 11:41that she had had a premonition about how
- 11:44she would die. A premonition is like a
- 11:46vision in your head of the future.
- 11:49She saw it very clearly.
- 11:51A scarf,
- 11:52a wheel,
- 11:53and a vehicle at speed.
- 11:56Mary, her friend, begged her not to wear
- 11:58long scarves in cars. Isadora ignored
- 12:01her or couldn't stop herself or and this
- 12:05was the part that nobody quite knew what
- 12:07to do with.
- 12:08Maybe she simply just didn't want to
- 12:10listen to their advice.
- 12:13On the night of September 14th, 1927,
- 12:16Isadora was in Nice. She was 50 years
- 12:19old.
- 12:20She was in debt. Her career was fading.
- 12:23Her fame was flickering.
- 12:25She was thinking about writing her
- 12:26memoirs.
- 12:28She got into an Amilcar sports car, an
- 12:31open-top car, very low to the ground,
- 12:33driven by a mechanic named Benoit
- 12:35Falchetto. That's weird. It's like his
- 12:38first name is French and his his last
- 12:40name is Italian.
- 12:42Her friends on the pavement called out,
- 12:45"Be careful of your scarf."
- 12:47She laughed.
- 12:49She waved. She said those words, "Je
- 12:53vais à la gloire."
- 12:55I'm going to glory.
- 12:57And the car pulled away.
- 13:00The long silk scarf, painted with a bold
- 13:03design, trailed behind her in the
- 13:05breeze.
- 13:07Within seconds, it caught in the open
- 13:09spokes of the rear wheel of the car. It
- 13:12pulled taut
- 13:14and it broke her neck instantly.
- 13:17She was dead before anyone could even
- 13:19react.
- 13:22Oof.
- 13:23So,
- 13:25her premonition came true.
- 13:27Let's have a little language break. I
- 13:28think we need it, right?
- 13:30Pulled taut. T A U T, taut. This
- 13:35adjective means stretched tight with no
- 13:38slack. A taut rope, a taut wire.
- 13:42A taut expression on someone's face when
- 13:45they're trying to hide fear.
- 13:47It comes up a lot in physical
- 13:48descriptions, but also in emotional or
- 13:51atmospheric ones. A scene can feel taut,
- 13:55full of tension. A thriller novel is
- 13:57often described as taut, meaning sharp,
- 14:00no loose threads, wound up very tight.
- 14:04So, the scarf pulled taut, that
- 14:06verb-adjective combination gives you the
- 14:09exact sensation, the moment that the
- 14:12scarf went from beautiful and and
- 14:15flowing to taut and lethal, like a noose
- 14:19around her neck.
- 14:21And a little vocabulary note, uh the
- 14:23opposite of taut is slack, which means
- 14:26loose, not tight. Uh a slack rope, a
- 14:30slack expression on someone's face. Or
- 14:33we have a nice little expression, to cut
- 14:35someone some slack. It means to forgive
- 14:37someone, give them a little bit of
- 14:39leniency.
- 14:41Like, my mom was being really annoying,
- 14:43but I will cut her some slack because
- 14:45she's been very stressed at work. So,
- 14:47like, I will forgive her. I will cut her
- 14:49some slack.
- 14:52So, you guys, there is no clean ending
- 14:55to the story of Isadora Duncan.
- 14:57No one can explain why a woman of her
- 15:00intelligence kept wearing long scarves
- 15:02in open-top cars, even knowing or
- 15:05believing
- 15:06what would happen to her.
- 15:09Some biographers say it was
- 15:10self-destruction dressed up as
- 15:12recklessness. Some say she genuinely
- 15:15forgot in moments of joy the thing that
- 15:17she feared the most. And Mary Desti, her
- 15:20friend who was there that night, said
- 15:22these words,
- 15:24simply,
- 15:25"She knew."
- 15:28Oh, those were Mary Desti's words about
- 15:30it, the situation, just "She knew."
- 15:34Oh my god, that gave me goosebumps.
- 15:37Look at my arm. I literally have
- 15:38goosebumps. That's when your hair on
- 15:41your arm stands up, also on your legs,
- 15:44and you get those little bumps on your
- 15:45skin. In American English, we say
- 15:47goosebumps. In British English, goose
- 15:49pimples, I think.
- 15:52So, what we're left with is this, a
- 15:54woman who lived on the edge.
- 15:57Another phrase that means um
- 15:59to live on the edge, it's to live
- 16:01recklessly, to live dangerously.
- 16:04She lived on the edge her whole life.
- 16:06She also redefined what a body could do
- 16:09on stage. She was ahead of her time.
- 16:13She buried her children and kept dancing
- 16:15and kept living her life.
- 16:18She predicted her own death with eerie
- 16:20precision and walked toward it anyway,
- 16:22fearlessly,
- 16:24waving,
- 16:25laughing,
- 16:26dressed beautifully in silk.
- 16:29And you guys, that scarf, her exact
- 16:31scarf, is in a museum now in Paris.
- 16:34It's very long and very beautiful.
- 16:38And I hope you never look at a scarf the
- 16:40same way again. Thank you guys for
- 16:42listening or watching,
- 16:45and stay safe.
- 16:46Don't wear scarves. And uh I hope you
- 16:50enjoyed today's episode. See you next
- 16:52time. Bye.
- 16:57>> [music]
- 17:09[music]
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