Kingdom School: The Occupy Mandate XXIII - Emotionology — Transcript
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- 0:04a spirit in man and it is A BREATH OF
- 0:07THE ALMIGHTY.
- 0:15WHEREVER YOU ARE, BEGIN TO PRAY THAT
- 0:17YOUR SPIRIT MAN WILL RISE.
- 0:43>> [music]
- 0:56>> Pray that your spirit man All right.
- 1:09satell.
- 1:13ZATOSA
- 1:38ZATILIA.
- 1:43ANGELOS
- 1:57[music]
- 2:05ANTELIPAT.
- 2:31I want to hear people pray.
- 2:52We will not hide behind instruments AND
- 2:55THE PRAYER TEAM WILL NOT PRAY THIS
- 2:57PRAYER FOR YOU. ARE YOU HUNGRY OR NOT?
- 3:02IT'S EITHER YOU ARE THIRSTY OR YOU ARE
- 3:04NOT THIRSTY. THERE IS NOTHING IN
- 3:06BETWEEN.
- 3:14Are you eager FOR YOUR SPIRIT MAN TO
- 3:16RISE TONIGHT OR NOT?
- 3:52In a season WHERE WE ARE DEALING WITH
- 3:54SELF, WE WE WILL NOT ALLOW LAZINESS.
- 3:59WE WILL NOT ALLOW TIREDNESS TO GET THE
- 4:02BEST OF US.
- 4:37I NEED EVERYONE IN THIS ROOM TO TAKE
- 4:39THIS PRAYER POINT VERY SERIOUSLY.
- 4:44ANTELOPIACH.
- 5:17ANTELOPE.
- 5:21FORCEL.
- 5:41FORCELAPEL.
- 6:21SANTELIAC
- 6:38ZATELIA.
- 6:58AND NOW BEGIN TO ADD A LITTLE CLAP TO
- 7:00YOUR THIS PRAYER POINT
- 7:04THAT YOUR SPIRIT MAN WILL RISE
- 7:08and Anything THAT IS FIGHTING YOUR
- 7:10DESTINY TONIGHT,
- 7:14any spirit that is lingering in this
- 7:17place,
- 7:32IF YOU'RE ABLE TO STAND on your feet,
- 7:48SANTELANT.
- 8:21JUST PUSH FOR TWO MORE MINUTES.
- 8:44JUST PRAISE FOR ONE MORE MINUTE AND YOU
- 8:46ARE SAYING THAT HOLY GHOST I AM TIRED.
- 8:50HOLY GHOST, I NEED YOU to quicken my
- 8:53mortal body.
- 9:00FOR THE WORD WILL MAKE US UNDERSTAND
- 9:11THAT WHEN WE ARE THE SPIRIT OF GOD IS
- 9:14ABLE TO QUICKEN OUR MORTAL BODIES.
- 9:24ZELIA
- 9:38SHANTEL.
- 9:50AMEN. If I can have Philippians 2:13,
- 10:04sorry, 12.
- 10:13I want us to take our next prayer.
- 10:17And in this season of self territory,
- 10:21one of the things that
- 10:24it has been very clear to me, one of the
- 10:27things that has stood out to me, id say
- 10:28one of the things that God himself is
- 10:30kind of like teaching me in this season
- 10:32is that, you know, when it comes to
- 10:34salvation, salvation is free. It's
- 10:36something that has been paid for.
- 10:38There's not amount of money. There's not
- 10:40amount of words that there's nothing
- 10:41that we can do to you know pay the price
- 10:44that Jesus has already paid for us. And
- 10:47the Bible will say that you know whom
- 10:49the son set free is free indeed. And
- 10:52then here in this verse it says
- 10:53therefore my beloved as you have always
- 10:57obeyed not as in my presence only but
- 11:01now much more in my absence work out
- 11:04your own salvation with fear and
- 11:06trembling. And one of the things that
- 11:08stood out to me is the fact that, you
- 11:10know, when it comes to salvation,
- 11:11salvation is free. But when it comes to
- 11:13you being able to work out your own
- 11:15salvation, you need the grace of God for
- 11:18you to be able to do that. Now,
- 11:20salvation is simply God paying for, you
- 11:23know, God basically paying for for sin,
- 11:26for the consequences that we would have
- 11:28had to basically face if God Jesus
- 11:30didn't die for us. And so if we think
- 11:33about our context and what we're dealing
- 11:35with in this season, which is self
- 11:37territory, a lot of the things that
- 11:39we're dealing with, a lot of the things
- 11:40that we're having to face is as a result
- 11:42of sin. It's as a result of things that
- 11:44maybe we have done and we didn't
- 11:47necessarily obey the will of God or it
- 11:49is as a result of, you know, people
- 11:51within our family that decided to take
- 11:53certain decisions. And so what my prayer
- 11:56point would be is that you know God will
- 11:58truly give us the grace to be able to
- 12:00work out our own salvation. That God
- 12:02will truly give us the grace. Yes. Once
- 12:04you receive this healing, once you have
- 12:07been able to receive this spirit of
- 12:08forgiveness, are you able to keep up
- 12:10with that lifestyle? That means are you
- 12:12be are you going to be able to, you
- 12:14know, be holy before God? Are you going
- 12:15to be able to be righteous before God?
- 12:17Is it something that, you know, happens
- 12:18today and tomorrow you're forgotten
- 12:20about it? Is it something that you're
- 12:22being able to truly work on? Because the
- 12:25Bible here is saying that you need to be
- 12:27able to work out your own salvation.
- 12:30Salvation is something that began and
- 12:32has finished in the spirit. And we are
- 12:35now praying and we are now, you know,
- 12:38waiting for it to manifest in the
- 12:40spirit. If you, if I can have the NLT
- 12:42version, please.
- 12:51It says work hard to show the results of
- 12:54your salvation. It means that God is not
- 12:56expecting you to sit on your salvation.
- 12:59It means that God is not, you know,
- 13:01didn't die for you to just sit there and
- 13:03do nothing with your salvation. And
- 13:05that's why self territory is self
- 13:07territory is very important because not
- 13:10only God is asking us to grow out of the
- 13:12things that we've struggled with most of
- 13:15our lives. He is it's he's asking us to
- 13:18ensure that once we receive the
- 13:19salvation once we've worked upon this
- 13:23salvation that we also are able to show
- 13:25the fruits of this salvation. And again
- 13:28going back to the context of self
- 13:30territory, not only you need to receive
- 13:32this healing, other people must be able
- 13:35to see that actually this is how you
- 13:37used to be and this is how you are now
- 13:39as a result of you being able to what?
- 13:42Show the proof the fruits of your
- 13:44salvation. And so I want us to pray like
- 13:46I said salvation is free. Hearing these
- 13:50preachings are free. Coming to church
- 13:53it's free. But then what work are you
- 13:56actually putting on to ensure that this
- 13:59everything that you're receiving in this
- 14:00season all the work that you're doing in
- 14:02this season you're actually you know
- 14:04making sure that it manifests in the
- 14:06spirit. Like I said salvation is
- 14:08something that has already happened in
- 14:09the spirit. However, it has to touch our
- 14:12soul. Everything that we're doing in
- 14:14this season are things that pertains to
- 14:16our soul. And so we want to pray that
- 14:18God will give us the grace to actually
- 14:21be able to work out our salvation. That
- 14:24once we have received that healing, we
- 14:26will we will be able to actually hold on
- 14:28to it and ensure that we constantly work
- 14:31towards it in the mighty name of Jesus.
- 14:33Lift up your voice and pray.
- 14:42until
- 15:11itch.
- 15:14Shantelch.
- 15:53Shantel.
- 15:57>> [music]
- 16:17[music]
- 16:18>> I'm delic
- 16:21I'm telling
- 16:27you.
- 16:47Shantel
- 16:49Shantel.
- 17:01[music]
- 17:10Shantel.
- 17:14SHANTEL
- 17:18[music]
- 17:39let
- 17:44forch.
- 17:50[music]
- 18:35Begin to lift up your voice in this
- 18:37room.
- 19:01Father, we bless you.
- 19:06We give you glory Lord.
- 19:10Father, we bless you. [music]
- 19:21Continue to [music] just lift up your
- 19:22voice in this place.
- 19:28[music] You are worthy, oh God.
- 19:37Father, we worship you in [music] this
- 19:39place. We exalt your name.
- 19:54We bless [music]
- 19:56you, Lord.
- 19:58Oh.
- 20:00Oh.
- 20:06We bless you, Lord.
- 20:09Oh,
- 20:12oh,
- 20:16we bless
- 20:18you, Lord.
- 20:21Oh,
- 20:28we bless
- 20:30you,
- 20:31Lord.
- 20:33Oh,
- 20:36oh,
- 20:40we [singing] bless
- 20:42you, Lord.
- 20:45Oh
- 20:54sh
- 21:01we bless you in this place.
- 21:04We exalt your holy name. We bless you
- 21:07Lord.
- 21:13Oh,
- 21:16we bless you, [singing]
- 21:19Lord.
- 21:21Oh,
- 21:24oh,
- 21:27we bless
- 21:29you, Lord.
- 21:32Oh.
- 21:35Oh.
- 21:39We bless
- 21:41you, Lord.
- 21:44Oh,
- 21:47oh,
- 21:50we bless [music and singing]
- 21:53you, Lord.
- 21:56Oh,
- 22:01[music]
- 22:02we bless
- 22:04you, Lord. [music]
- 22:07Oh,
- 22:10oh, [music] sing. We bless we bless
- 22:14[singing]
- 22:16you. Oh, [music]
- 22:22[singing]
- 22:22>> we bless [music] you, Lord. We bless
- 22:27you.
- 22:27>> Oh,
- 22:30[singing]
- 22:33we [music] bless you, [singing] Lord.
- 22:38>> Oh, [singing]
- 22:41[music]
- 22:43oh,
- 22:44we bless you, Lord.
- 22:48[music]
- 22:49Oh.
- 22:54Oh. [music] We bless you, Lord.
- 23:00Oh,
- 23:02[music]
- 23:05we bless you, Lord.
- 23:11Oh,
- 23:13[music]
- 23:16we bless [singing]
- 23:17you, Lord. Oh.
- 23:21Oh,
- 23:23[music]
- 23:26we bless you, Lord.
- 23:32Oh,
- 23:34oh,
- 23:37we bless [music]
- 23:38you, Lord.
- 23:42Oh,
- 23:47we bless [music]
- 23:49you, Lord.
- 23:52Oh,
- 23:55[music]
- 23:58we bless you, Lord.
- 24:02[music] Oh,
- 24:08we bless [music]
- 24:09you, Lord. Oh yeah.
- 24:16Oh,
- 24:18we bless you, Lord. [music]
- 24:24Oh,
- 24:26oh, [music]
- 24:29we bless you, Lord.
- 24:34Oh,
- 24:36[music]
- 24:39we bless you, Lord.
- 24:49We bless [music]
- 24:50you, Lord.
- 24:59We bless you, Lord. Oh [music]
- 25:09father, we [music] bless you Lord. We
- 25:15[music]
- 25:20bless you [singing] Lord.
- 25:29Oh, [music]
- 25:30we bless you, [singing] Lord.
- 25:32>> We
- 25:34[music]
- 25:40bless you, Lord.
- 25:48[music]
- 25:50We bless you, Lord. [music]
- 25:58Oh,
- 26:00we bless you, Lord.
- 26:02>> We bless [music and singing]
- 26:04you.
- 26:08Oh,
- 26:10>> sing. [music] We bless you, Lord.
- 26:12[singing] We bless you.
- 26:15>> Sing it. Oh, [singing]
- 26:17[music]
- 26:21>> in this place tonight, we bless you. We
- 26:24bless [music and singing]
- 26:25you.
- 26:29[music]
- 26:34>> We bless [music]
- 26:36you, Lord.
- 26:39Oh,
- 26:42oh,
- 26:45we bless you, [music]
- 26:48Lord.
- 26:50Oh,
- 26:53oh,
- 26:56I bless
- 26:58you, [music] Lord.
- 27:01Oh, [singing]
- 27:04oh,
- 27:07and I [music] bless
- 27:09you, Lord.
- 27:12Oh, [singing]
- 27:16[music]
- 27:18I bless
- 27:20you.
- 27:22Oh,
- 27:25[singing] oh,
- 27:28I bless
- 27:30you, Lord.
- 27:33Oh,
- 27:39so I will bless the Lord,
- 27:44[singing and music]
- 27:48oh my [music] soul,
- 27:52and all
- 27:54[music]
- 27:55that is within [singing]
- 27:59me, bless His
- 28:04holy
- 28:05[music]
- 28:09name
- 28:12I [singing and music] will bless the
- 28:15Lord,
- 28:18[music]
- 28:20oh my soul,
- 28:24and [music and singing] all
- 28:27that is within [music]
- 28:30[singing]
- 28:31me. Bless his
- 28:36holy
- 28:38[music]
- 28:41name. Sing. I will bless the Lord.
- 28:46Bless the Lord,
- 28:49[music]
- 28:51oh my [singing] soul, and all.
- 28:56and all [music]
- 28:59that is [singing]
- 29:01within
- 29:03me. [music] Bless his holy
- 29:09[singing]
- 29:12name. I will bless the Lord. [music]
- 29:17Bless the Lord.
- 29:19>> Sing. Oh my soul. [music]
- 29:22[singing]
- 29:22>> Oh my soul. and go
- 29:28that is within me.
- 29:31[music]
- 29:32Bless is holy.
- 29:38Holy [music]
- 29:43>> and I will bless the Lord.
- 29:47>> Bless the Lord. [music]
- 29:50>> Oh my [singing] soul. Oh my soul
- 29:54>> and all
- 29:58that is within [music]
- 29:59me. [singing]
- 30:02>> Bless his holy name.
- 30:09[music]
- 30:13Sing I will bless the Lord.
- 30:17>> Bless [music and singing] the Lord. Sing
- 30:19oh my soul
- 30:22my soul
- 30:24>> and go
- 30:27that is within me [music]
- 30:34blesses [music]
- 30:36oh [singing]
- 30:41name sing I will bless the Lord
- 30:46>> bless [music and singing] the Lord All
- 30:49my soul,
- 30:51>> oh my soul,
- 30:53>> and all
- 30:56that [music] is within me.
- 31:01>> Praise his [music] holy name.
- 31:05Oh
- 31:07[music]
- 31:10yes. So I will [music] bless the Lord.
- 31:15[singing]
- 31:15>> Bless the Lord. Oh my soul,
- 31:20>> oh my soul and go
- 31:25that is within [music]
- 31:26me.
- 31:29Bless his holy nameless.
- 31:36[music]
- 31:39>> One more time [singing] I will bless the
- 31:42Lord. [music]
- 31:44>> Bless the Lord. Oh my soul,
- 31:49>> oh my [music and singing] soul
- 31:51>> and all
- 31:54that is within [music]
- 31:56me.
- 31:59his [music] holiness.
- 32:05[music and singing]
- 32:10>> And I will bless the [music] Lord,
- 32:16oh my soul,
- 32:20[music]
- 32:20>> soul,
- 32:21>> and all
- 32:25>> that is within me.
- 32:29Bless his holy
- 32:32>> bless.
- 32:41>> Sing I will bless the Lord.
- 32:46>> Bless the Lord. [music]
- 32:48>> Sing oh my soul.
- 32:54>> No.
- 32:57that is [music] within me.
- 33:02>> Father, I bless.
- 33:14>> This is a good time to open up your
- 33:15mouth and just begin to bless the name
- 33:17of the Lord.
- 33:19The Bible says in Psalms 103, "Bless the
- 33:22Lord, oh my soul,
- 33:24>> and all that is within me, bless his
- 33:26holy name." This is a good time to just
- 33:28lift up your voice. [music]
- 33:30>> Oh,
- 33:33that is
- 33:36within me.
- 33:40[music]
- 33:50So bless the Lord. [singing]
- 33:55Bless the Lord [music]
- 33:59[singing]
- 34:01for your mercy
- 34:04and [music and singing] yours forever.
- 34:10Bless
- 34:12the Lord.
- 34:14[singing]
- 34:17Bless the Lord.
- 34:20[singing]
- 34:22He is faithful [music]
- 34:25and he
- 34:27is kind.
- 34:32So bless the Lord.
- 34:38Bless the Lord
- 34:41[singing]
- 34:43for [music] your mercy
- 34:47and end yours [singing]
- 34:49forever.
- 34:52Bless
- 34:55the Lord.
- 34:57[singing]
- 34:59[snorts] Bless the Lord. [singing]
- 35:04He is faithful [music]
- 35:08and he
- 35:10is kind.
- 35:14Sing bless the Lord.
- 35:18[music and singing]
- 35:20Bless the Lord
- 35:25for [music and singing] your mercy
- 35:29end yours [singing] forever.
- 35:34Bless
- 35:37the [music and singing] Lord.
- 35:41Bless the Lord. [singing]
- 35:46He is faithful [music]
- 35:49and he is kind. Sing bless the Lord.
- 35:56Bless [singing] the Lord. Sing bless the
- 36:00Lord. [music]
- 36:03Lord,
- 36:04>> for [singing]
- 36:05your mercy,
- 36:07for your
- 36:08>> mercy,
- 36:09>> it endureth.
- 36:13>> Bless [music]
- 36:14the Lord.
- 36:19>> Sing, bless the Lord. [singing]
- 36:23>> Bless [music]
- 36:23the Lord.
- 36:24>> Sing is faithful.
- 36:30and he is kind.
- 36:33[music] Oh, sing bless the Lord.
- 36:38>> Bless the Lord. [music]
- 36:40>> Sing bless the Lord. [singing]
- 36:43>> Bless [music] the Lord
- 36:45>> for your mercy.
- 36:48For your
- 36:49>> mercy, [music]
- 36:50>> it endures
- 36:52your soul.
- 36:54>> Bless the Lord. [music and singing]
- 36:57>> Bless Bless the Lord.
- 37:00>> Sing. Bless the [music] Lord. [singing]
- 37:03>> Bless the Lord.
- 37:05>> He is faithful.
- 37:08He is faithful [music and singing] and
- 37:10he's kind.
- 37:14Oh, sing bless the Lordless. [music]
- 37:20Sing praise the Lord. [music]
- 37:24>> The Lord
- 37:25>> for your mercy.
- 37:29[music and singing]
- 37:30>> It is pure.
- 37:34>> Bless the Lord. [music]
- 37:37>> Bless
- 37:38the Lord.
- 37:39>> Sing. Bless the Lord. [singing]
- 37:43[music]
- 37:43>> Bless the Lord.
- 37:44>> He is faithful.
- 37:48>> He is [music] faithful. and he is kind.
- 37:53Oh, say bless the Lord. [music]
- 37:56[singing]
- 37:57>> Bless the Lord.
- 37:58>> Sing, bless the Lord.
- 38:02>> Bless the Lord
- 38:03>> for [music]
- 38:04your mercy.
- 38:06>> For your mercy.
- 38:08>> It endures
- 38:10forever. [music]
- 38:12Bless the Lord.
- 38:16>> Bless the Lord. I will bless [music]
- 38:19the Lord.
- 38:21>> Bless the Lord.
- 38:22>> He is faithful.
- 38:26>> He's faithful.
- 38:26>> And he's so kind. Yes. Lift it up.
- 38:31[music] We bless the Lord.
- 38:34>> Bless the Lord.
- 38:36>> Sing bless [music] the Lord.
- 38:39>> Bless the Lord
- 38:41>> for your mercy. [music]
- 38:44>> For your mercy.
- 38:49>> [music]
- 38:49>> with the Lord.
- 38:54I will bless the Lord. [music]
- 39:00He is faithful
- 39:03and he's so kind. [music]
- 39:08Yes. So bless the Lord.
- 39:12[music]
- 39:13We will praise the Lord
- 39:18>> for your mercy.
- 39:21>> For your [music] mercy.
- 39:22>> It is yours.
- 39:26[music]
- 39:26>> Bless the Lord.
- 39:31>> I will bless the Lord.
- 39:37He [music] faithful.
- 39:40>> He is faithful. He is kind.
- 39:45Yes. So bless the Lord.
- 39:48>> Bless [music] the Lord.
- 39:50>> Bless the Lord
- 39:55for [music] his mercy.
- 39:58>> For your mercy is your
- 40:02[music]
- 40:03best.
- 40:08Oh, [music]
- 40:09bless the Lord. [singing]
- 40:13>> He's faithful.
- 40:16>> He's [music and singing] faithful.
- 40:18>> And he is kind.
- 40:20Oh,
- 40:22bless the Lord.
- 40:25>> Bless the Lord. [music]
- 40:27>> Say, "Bless the Lord.
- 40:29>> Bless the Lord." [singing] for your
- 40:32mercy.
- 40:34>> for your [music] mercy
- 40:37and your [singing]
- 40:38soul.
- 40:39>> Bless the Lord.
- 40:42>> Bless [music]
- 40:44the Lord.
- 40:44>> I will bless the Lord.
- 40:48>> Bless [music and singing] the Lord.
- 40:50>> He is faithful.
- 40:52>> He is faithful. in his kind.
- 40:57[music]
- 40:58>> Oh, so bless the Lord.
- 41:01>> Bless the Lord.
- 41:03>> Say, bless [music] the Lord. [singing]
- 41:06>> Bless the Lord
- 41:08>> for his mercy. [music]
- 41:10>> For your mercy.
- 41:12>> It endures
- 41:14[singing]
- 41:14>> forever. I will bless the [music] Lord.
- 41:18>> Bless
- 41:20the Lord. I will bless the Lord.
- 41:24>> Bless [music and singing] the Lord.
- 41:26>> For he is faithful.
- 41:28>> He is faithful. [music]
- 41:30>> He is so
- 41:33>> Oh, bless the Lord.
- 41:37>> Bless the [music] Lord.
- 41:39>> Say bless the Lord.
- 41:42>> Bless the Lord
- 41:43>> for your mercy.
- 41:46>> For your mercy. [music] is yours
- 41:50>> forever. I will bless
- 41:54>> bless [music]
- 41:55the [singing] Lord.
- 41:56>> I will bless the Lord.
- 41:59>> Bless [music] the Lord.
- 42:01>> He is faithful.
- 42:04>> He is faithful [music]
- 42:05>> and he's kind.
- 42:08Just a church. Sing bless the Lord.
- 42:11[music]
- 42:15bless the Lord.
- 42:18Yes. For your mercy. [music]
- 42:27>> Bless the Lord.
- 42:31>> We will bless the [music] Lord.
- 42:35>> Bless the Lord.
- 42:37>> For he is [music] faithful.
- 42:40>> He is faithful. and his time.
- 42:44One more time [music] singing, bless the
- 42:47Lord.
- 42:50Sing, bless the Lord. [music]
- 42:55For your mercy,
- 42:58oh endurance, endurance, [music]
- 43:02we will bless.
- 43:06[music]
- 43:08Sing bless the Lord [singing]
- 43:11[music]
- 43:12for he's faithful
- 43:17and he's kind.
- 43:20[music] Yes. So bless the Lord.
- 43:24>> Bless the Lord.
- 43:26>> So bless the Lord.
- 43:28>> Yes the Lord
- 43:30>> for [music] your mercy.
- 43:33>> For your mercy.
- 43:34>> It end your
- 43:38>> [music]
- 43:38>> Bless the Lord.
- 43:41>> Bless the Lord.
- 43:43>> Say, "Bless the Lord. [music]
- 43:48>> He is faithful.
- 43:50>> He is [music and singing] faithful
- 43:53and he is kind."
- 43:59>> So bless the Lord.
- 44:04Bless the Lord
- 44:09for your mercy
- 44:12and yours [music]
- 44:14forever.
- 44:18Yes,
- 44:20Lord.
- 44:24Yes, Lord.
- 44:29He is faithful
- 44:33and
- 44:39We will bless the Lord. [music]
- 44:45We will bless the Lord.
- 44:51For his mercy
- 44:54it endures forever. [music and singing]
- 45:05Oh,
- 45:07bless the Lord.
- 45:13He is faithful
- 45:16and he
- 45:23so bless the Lord.
- 45:28I will bless the Lord.
- 45:34For your mercy,
- 45:38it endures forever.
- 45:43I will bless
- 45:46the Lord.
- 45:50Bless the Lord.
- 45:56He is.
- 46:06So may I never lose
- 46:09my soul.
- 46:11May I never lose
- 46:15my all.
- 46:17You are worthy
- 46:20of my worship.
- 46:24worthy of my
- 46:28may I [music] never lose
- 46:32my soul.
- 46:40You are worthy.
- 46:43>> He is worthy of praise.
- 46:50So may I know
- 47:02You are worthy
- 47:05of [music]
- 47:06the world.
- 47:13So may [music] I never lose
- 47:16my soul and may I never lose
- 47:22my oh.
- 47:24You are worthy of my [music] worship.
- 47:30You are worthy
- 47:33of may [music] I never lose
- 47:37my soul. [music]
- 47:39that I never
- 47:42my home. You are [music] worthy of my
- 47:48worth.
- 47:50Oh, you are worthy. [music]
- 47:52Said may I never lose.
- 47:55May I never lose
- 47:58my soul. [music]
- 48:00May I never lose.
- 48:03You are worthy. You are
- 48:07worship.
- 48:09worthy.
- 48:12>> May I [music] never lose.
- 48:15>> May I never lose
- 48:18my [singing]
- 48:20[music]
- 48:22>> my
- 48:23You are worthy. You are worthy [music]
- 48:27of
- 48:28>> You are worthy. Oh.
- 48:32Say may I never lose. May I [music]
- 48:38say I never
- 48:41>> my [music] Lord, you are worthy.
- 48:44>> You are worthy.
- 48:45>> Oh my worship, worthy of my praise.
- 48:49[music]
- 48:51>> Say, may I never
- 48:56say [music]
- 48:57I never
- 49:01>> You are worthy.
- 49:04All my worship worthy of
- 49:09say may [music] I never
- 49:15say I never [music]
- 49:20>> he is worthy
- 49:22[music]
- 49:23>> of my worship worthy of
- 49:27[music]
- 49:28>> said may I never lose
- 49:30>> may I never lose
- 49:33>> [music]
- 49:37>> He is worthy of
- 49:42[singing]
- 49:43worthy [music]
- 49:45just to trust me. I never lose
- 49:50[music]
- 49:55my all. He's worthy. [music]
- 49:59If you know he's worthy, lift up your
- 50:01voice and sing. He's worthy of.
- 50:04May I never lose
- 50:08my soul. May I never lose
- 50:12my all. He is worthy.
- 50:21Say holly, holly, holly, holly, holly,
- 50:24holly. [music]
- 50:26Yeah,
- 50:30>> he is worthy
- 50:33of my worship and my praise. [music]
- 50:38Sing holly, holly, holly.
- 50:41[music]
- 50:45Holly,
- 50:46>> he is worthy
- 50:50of my worship and my praise.
- 50:54Sing la. [music]
- 51:02Oh, he is worthy.
- 51:07>> [music]
- 51:08>> Worthy. Oh my. Sing la.
- 51:13[music]
- 51:22[music]
- 51:29[music]
- 51:36You [music] worthy of you are worthy of
- 51:40worthy [music] of my praise.
- 51:49[music]
- 51:55He is worthy. Worthy of [music] my
- 51:58praise.
- 52:02[music]
- 52:08He is worthy of [music]
- 52:11all my worship.
- 52:13My praise.
- 52:15May I [music] never lose. May I never
- 52:21lose. [music]
- 52:23My Lord is worthy.
- 52:28>> You're worthy of Give your back to him.
- 52:35My God, [music]
- 52:40you're worthy
- 52:44of my worthy
- 52:47just [music]
- 52:51again.
- 52:54>> [music]
- 52:56>> He is worthy of
- 52:58>> You are worthy of my
- 53:01>> worthy of [music] your praise. La.
- 53:07>> Come on, you come up and help me and
- 53:08praise the [music] name of the Lord.
- 53:11He is worthy of
- 53:13>> You are worthy of [music] my
- 53:16>> worthy
- 53:19la.
- 53:21La,
- 53:27he is worthy of
- 53:34say holly, holly, [music] holly, holly,
- 53:37holly.
- 53:42He is worthy, [music]
- 53:44worthy, worthy. He is worthy of our
- 53:48praise.
- 53:50Say honey [music]
- 53:56[music]
- 53:58is worthy of
- 54:01all of my worship [music]
- 54:03and my praise.
- 54:05Say hallelujah.
- 54:09[music]
- 54:11Holly, hallelujah. [singing]
- 54:16[music]
- 54:18I'm worthy of
- 54:21from my spirit from [music] my
- 54:28heart. [music]
- 54:29He is worthy.
- 54:31>> You are worthy of my worthy [music]
- 54:37from my spirit.
- 54:39>> My spirit
- 54:41my soul
- 54:44[music]
- 54:45is worthy.
- 54:50worthy of. [music]
- 54:53>> I need everybody to clap your hands
- 54:54together. Let's clap your hands.
- 55:03Worthy of our worship.
- 55:07[music] He's worthy of our praise.
- 55:13la.
- 55:15[music]
- 55:17He is worthy of [music] my worship.
- 55:22Now I need you to bring your body a
- 55:24little bit.
- 55:29[music]
- 55:30Yeah, he is worthy. Oh, I'm worthy. Oh,
- 55:38say holly hal
- 55:41holly holly.
- 55:43>> [music]
- 55:43>> Say hallelujah.
- 55:48[music]
- 55:48>> You are my worship.
- 55:53[music]
- 55:58[music]
- 56:03You [music] are worthy.
- 56:10[music]
- 56:15[music]
- 56:17You are worthy.
- 56:19>> You are [singing] worthy of
- 56:22>> worthy.
- 56:26[music]
- 56:32>> [music]
- 56:32>> He is worthy.
- 56:34>> You [singing] are worthy of my worship.
- 56:39Worthy [music and singing]
- 56:40of my praise.
- 56:42>> And so I ask you, God, who is on the
- 56:44Lord's side? [music]
- 56:45>> I am on the Lord's side.
- 56:47>> Are you on the Lord's side?
- 56:49>> I am on the Lord's side.
- 56:50>> And as we lift our voice in praise,
- 56:55[music and singing]
- 56:57And so I ask you now that who is on the
- 57:00Lord's side?
- 57:01>> I am on the Lord's [music] side.
- 57:03>> Are you on the Lord's side?
- 57:05>> I am on the Lord.
- 57:06>> And as we lift our voice in praise,
- 57:10>> the [music] ene.
- 57:12>> And so I ask you now, who is on the
- 57:15Lord's side? [music]
- 57:16>> I am on the Lord's side.
- 57:18>> Are you on the Lord's side?
- 57:20>> I am on the Lord's side. as we lift our
- 57:23voice in praise.
- 57:26[music]
- 57:27>> And so I ask you who is on the Lord's
- 57:30side.
- 57:31>> I am on [singing] the Lord's side.
- 57:33>> Are you on the Lord's side?
- 57:35>> I am on the Lord's side.
- 57:36>> And I lift [music] my voice in praise.
- 57:43[music]
- 57:44>> You know who is on the Lord side.
- 57:46>> I am on the Lord's side.
- 57:48>> You on [music] the Lord side. I am on
- 57:50the lift our voice in praise.
- 57:56[music]
- 57:58>> And so I ask you that who is on the
- 58:00Lord's side.
- 58:01>> I am on the Lord's side.
- 58:03>> And I am on [music] the Lord's side.
- 58:05>> I am on the Lord. And our voice in
- 58:09praise.
- 58:11So [music] praise the Lord. Praise the
- 58:14Lord. Praise the Lord. [music]
- 58:18Praise the Lord. Oh,
- 58:27praise the Lord.
- 58:30We will [music] praise the Lord. Praise
- 58:34the Lord.
- 58:36[music] Hallelujah.
- 58:38Hallelujah.
- 58:41Just say, "Praise the Lord."
- 58:46Praise the Lord.
- 58:50Oh,
- 58:54Holly
- 58:56Holly. And we will praise the Lord.
- 59:02We will praise the Lord.
- 59:05Yes, we will praise the [music] Lord.
- 59:08Halle.
- 59:09Holly.
- 59:11Holly. Yes, we will praise the Lord.
- 59:17We will praise the Lord. [music]
- 59:20Yes, we will praise the Lord. Halle.
- 59:25Holly.
- 59:26Clap your hands again one more time.
- 59:28Sing praise the Lord.
- 59:32[music] We will praise the Lord.
- 59:36Yeah.
- 59:38Hallelujah. Hallelujah.
- 59:41[music]
- 59:44Praise the Lord. [music]
- 59:50Praise the Lord.
- 59:54[music]
- 59:55Hallelu
- 59:57Hallelujah.
- 1:00:02>> Praise [music] the Lord. [singing]
- 1:00:06Praise the Lord.
- 1:00:09[music]
- 1:00:12Holly,
- 1:00:14high [music]
- 1:00:16for he is great and greatly to be
- 1:00:18praised. Praise the Lord.
- 1:00:20Praise the Lord.
- 1:00:23Oh, [music]
- 1:00:25praise [singing] the Lord.
- 1:00:32I
- 1:00:41Well, why don't you just lift up [music]
- 1:00:42your voice and begin a place to praise
- 1:00:44the Lord. Come on, honor him in your own
- 1:00:47way.
- 1:01:02Praise him.
- 1:01:22Thank you, Lord.
- 1:01:48Praise God.
- 1:02:02Every hand lifted, Father, tonight
- 1:02:08these hands are lifted, Father, in
- 1:02:10worship to you.
- 1:02:13We agree when David said, "Let my
- 1:02:16prayers rise to you like an incense,
- 1:02:19the lifting up of my hands like the
- 1:02:21evening sacrifice."
- 1:02:24Father, with these lifted hands,
- 1:02:28we say receive our worship. For you are
- 1:02:31worthy of our worship and you are worthy
- 1:02:34of our praise.
- 1:02:37Be glorified, Father. Be glorified, Son.
- 1:02:42Be glorified, Holy Spirit, in our
- 1:02:45worship and our thanksgiving tonight in
- 1:02:49the name of Jesus. Put your hands
- 1:02:50together and bless the name of the Lord.
- 1:02:52Thank you. choir. Come on, church. Bless
- 1:02:55the name of the Lord tonight.
- 1:02:58[applause]
- 1:02:58You don't sound loud enough. Bless the
- 1:03:00name of the Lord tonight.
- 1:03:03[music]
- 1:03:05Hallelujah. Let's bless God for the life
- 1:03:07of our brother Godly
- 1:03:09and our worship team. [applause]
- 1:03:11[music]
- 1:03:14Let's bless God for the life of Nancy
- 1:03:16and our intercessors for taking us
- 1:03:18through. Come on. [applause and music]
- 1:03:21And let us honor God for everybody
- 1:03:24serving in any capacity
- 1:03:26[applause and music]
- 1:03:28to ensure that we are able to gather
- 1:03:31tonight. Let's honor God for all our
- 1:03:33pastors, our leaders, the men of God,
- 1:03:36the women of God that are with us that
- 1:03:39are here with us tonight. And tonight,
- 1:03:41you would hear from him on Sunday. I
- 1:03:43have my brother, Prophet, Apostle,
- 1:03:46Bishop Josh. Come on. [applause]
- 1:03:49Honor God for his life. Apuzu,
- 1:03:53it's good to see you. Be seated in the
- 1:03:55presence of God. Grab your notebooks and
- 1:03:58your pen. This is kingdom school. We are
- 1:04:00here to study
- 1:04:03the mind of God and the word of God.
- 1:04:08Thank you, Holy Spirit.
- 1:04:12Thank you, Holy Spirit.
- 1:04:40Bless God for the life of my son,
- 1:04:44Apostle OE. Come and honor the life of
- 1:04:49Amen. [applause] Were you blessed by
- 1:04:52OET's ministry about two or three weeks
- 1:04:54ago?
- 1:04:56>> [applause]
- 1:04:57>> Wonderful. Be seated in the presence of
- 1:04:59God. We are still on our series self
- 1:05:03territory. It's our year of occupying
- 1:05:08and we are laying emphasis
- 1:05:12that one of the first things the Lord
- 1:05:13wants us to be able to occupy and what
- 1:05:16God wants to occupy
- 1:05:19is the territory called ourselves.
- 1:05:24I've said several times that
- 1:05:27revived men, revived territories,
- 1:05:29restored men, restored territories,
- 1:05:32transformed men, transformed
- 1:05:34territories. And the work does not start
- 1:05:36with what we go and do outside there. It
- 1:05:39begins with what God does in us. Work on
- 1:05:42my microphone a bit.
- 1:05:45So, we've been going through this series
- 1:05:48and as part of it,
- 1:05:51we are still studying how the Lord
- 1:05:55brought restoration and order
- 1:05:58into a chaotic creation.
- 1:06:02We established that the first thing that
- 1:06:03God did was that he confronted chaos.
- 1:06:07He called forth light. He brought about
- 1:06:09illumination.
- 1:06:10And then we said that from there he
- 1:06:12built structure and he filled the
- 1:06:14structure.
- 1:06:15So we went from there to look at
- 1:06:18illumination. We looked at conviction.
- 1:06:20We said conviction is when the Lord
- 1:06:23sheds light on the territory of our
- 1:06:25soul. We said that when the Lord sheds
- 1:06:27light and he brings conviction, the
- 1:06:29objective is not to
- 1:06:32disgrace us or to humiliate us but is to
- 1:06:35point towards areas in our lives that
- 1:06:37needs working on. We read in the book of
- 1:06:40John 16. The Bible said that when the
- 1:06:42Holy Spirit comes. His objective is not
- 1:06:45just to make you shake and give you
- 1:06:47power for healing signs and wonders. We
- 1:06:50read the book of John 16. He said
- 1:06:52another work of the Holy Spirit is that
- 1:06:54when he comes, he would convict you of
- 1:06:56sin, of righteousness, and of judgment.
- 1:06:59And that means that one of the key works
- 1:07:01of the Holy Spirit in us is that he
- 1:07:03brings about what we call conviction.
- 1:07:06When we know the areas of our lives and
- 1:07:09our heart, the Lord is convicting us on
- 1:07:11it brings us to a place where we know
- 1:07:13what he wants us to be able to work on
- 1:07:15in this season.
- 1:07:17You know, I said to you many many days
- 1:07:21ago that if the church does a good work
- 1:07:24on confronting chaos and working on all
- 1:07:27of these kind of things, then the world
- 1:07:28will not do it for us. Tik Tok and all
- 1:07:31of these people are doing it for us
- 1:07:32because the church has neglected, you
- 1:07:36know, the subject of, you know, pruning
- 1:07:39and and discipline and, you know, the
- 1:07:42ministry of transformation. And what we
- 1:07:45are doing is that people are
- 1:07:47spiritualizing matters of the soul. And
- 1:07:50that is why it's very important that if
- 1:07:52you're going to be a generation that is
- 1:07:53going to last and we are going to walk
- 1:07:55in integrity and we are going to walk in
- 1:07:57this integrity of God and work in the
- 1:08:00integrity of the gospel and work on
- 1:08:01integrity of the kingdom then one of the
- 1:08:04things that we cannot neglect to tend is
- 1:08:07the state of our soul or the state of
- 1:08:10our emotions. So as part of this series,
- 1:08:13we now got to the place where we spoke
- 1:08:15about selfawareness
- 1:08:17and in the place of speaking
- 1:08:18self-awareness, we established that
- 1:08:20there are many things that we need to
- 1:08:22look at. We looked at self-awareness in
- 1:08:24a brief sense and then last Sunday we
- 1:08:27looked at spiritual awareness. Tonight I
- 1:08:30want us to tackle what I call emotional
- 1:08:34awareness. And that's why I'm starting
- 1:08:36this subseries under self territory
- 1:08:39called emotionology.
- 1:08:43Are you here?
- 1:08:44>> Tell somebody we are back into the
- 1:08:46classroom.
- 1:08:48So we are going to deal with emotional.
- 1:08:52Are you here?
- 1:08:53>> So we are technically going to look at
- 1:08:55understanding our emotions and how to
- 1:08:57steward them. Ask someone sitting next
- 1:08:59to you, are your emotions everywhere?
- 1:09:01Are your emotions everywhere?
- 1:09:07Ask them, "Where are your emotions?"
- 1:09:11Ask them, "Have you been able to
- 1:09:12compartmentalize your emotions?"
- 1:09:18Are you here with me? Are you here with
- 1:09:21me?
- 1:09:21>> Are you here with me? I said to you on
- 1:09:24Sunday, I I know I know I'm here, but I
- 1:09:27hear myself there, not from here, but I
- 1:09:30know I'm off the stage. So when I get
- 1:09:32there, I need to hear myself coming
- 1:09:33through here. I said to you, if it's not
- 1:09:36on Sunday, I said to you last week,
- 1:09:38Wednesday, that a lot of people would
- 1:09:41have been alive now, Prophet Josiah, if
- 1:09:45people could take hold of their
- 1:09:46emotions. If people could handle their
- 1:09:48emotions, some murders would not have
- 1:09:50happened.
- 1:09:52Right? If people could handle their
- 1:09:54emotions well,
- 1:09:57some some people will not be in the
- 1:10:00hospital by now. If people could handle
- 1:10:03their emotions well,
- 1:10:05certain marriages will still have been
- 1:10:07working.
- 1:10:10And and the true sense of mastery of
- 1:10:13maturity is how a man is able to handle
- 1:10:19and to steward this thing called
- 1:10:20emotions. And when I'm talking about
- 1:10:22emotions, I'm not talking about only
- 1:10:25negative emotions. I'm not just talking
- 1:10:27about I'm moody and, you know, I'm
- 1:10:30angry. I'm even talking about how people
- 1:10:32steward seasons of happiness.
- 1:10:37ONE KING CALLED HEROD Antibas [snorts]
- 1:10:42made one of the most
- 1:10:45biggest mistakes of his life in the days
- 1:10:48of John the Baptist.
- 1:10:50AND THE MISTAKE HEROD ANTIPASS DID WAS
- 1:10:52THAT when he was happy he overpromised.
- 1:10:56That's an emotion. Happiness is an
- 1:10:59emotion. The Bible said that one day as
- 1:11:02Herod Antipas was YOU KNOW SHOWING HIS
- 1:11:05KINGDOM YOU KNOW THE DAUGHTER OF HIS
- 1:11:08WIFE CAME TO DANCE AND WHEN it pleased
- 1:11:10Herod Antipas
- 1:11:13as a king he made A STATEMENT AND SAID
- 1:11:16ASK FOR ANYTHING YOU WANT. ASK EVEN UP
- 1:11:19TO half of the kingdom I WILL GIVE YOU.
- 1:11:22HEROD ANTIPAS THOUGHT THE LITTLE GIRL
- 1:11:24WILL COME AND say I want a Barbie doll.
- 1:11:28HEROD ANTIPOS THOUGHT THAT THE LITTLE
- 1:11:30GIRL WILL COME AND SAY I WANT A VACATION
- 1:11:33AT Disney
- 1:11:36when HE MADE THAT PROMISE BECAUSE HE WAS
- 1:11:38HAPPY. THE BIBLE SAYS, "AND THE LITTLE
- 1:11:40GIRL, THE MOTHER OF THE LITTLE GIRL CAME
- 1:11:41TO HIM AND SAID, "ASK FOR THE head of
- 1:11:43John the Baptist on a plate."
- 1:11:46AND BECAUSE A KING IS BOUND BY HIS
- 1:11:50WORDS, HE HAD NO OTHER OPTION THAN TO
- 1:11:52PRESENT THE HEAD OF JOHN THE Baptist on
- 1:11:54the plate. DO YOU KNOW WHY? He was in
- 1:11:56emotional ecstasy.
- 1:12:01SOME OF YOU HAVE OVERPROMISED THINGS YOU
- 1:12:03CAN'T HANDLE BECAUSE YOU OVEREXITED.
- 1:12:05Some of you have even promised God.
- 1:12:08and you're on your way to hell
- 1:12:10>> if mercy IS NOT SHORT BECAUSE THE
- 1:12:13WORSHIP AND THE PREACHING SOUND SO GOOD
- 1:12:16TO YOUR EARS THAT WHEN THEY SAID WE WANT
- 1:12:18SOMEBODY WHO CAN GIVE $5,000 YOU CAME
- 1:12:20afford
- 1:12:22and it's when you got home you recognize
- 1:12:25this $5,000 I don't know where I'm going
- 1:12:27to take IT FROM BUT SOMETHING DREW YOU
- 1:12:29WHY BECAUSE YOU WERE EXCITED WE STUDIED
- 1:12:32THE BOOK OF ROMANS CHAPTER NUMBER 12 THE
- 1:12:34VERSE NUMBER THREE PAUL SAID DO NOT GIVE
- 1:12:37ME GIVE IN THAT SCRIPTURE, HE SAID, "DO
- 1:12:39NOT THINK OF YOURSELF MORE HIGHLY THAN
- 1:12:42YOU OUGHT."
- 1:12:44RIGHT? AND I SAY TO YOU THROUGH THE
- 1:12:46GRACE GIVEN TO ME, TO EVERYONE WHO IS
- 1:12:48AMONG YOU, NOT TO THINK OF HIMSELF MORE
- 1:12:50HIGHLY THAN HE OUGHT, BUT TO THINK
- 1:12:52SOBERLY. SO I TOLD YOU THAT ON SUNDAY
- 1:12:56THAT WHEN THEY TALK ABOUT SOMEBODY BEING
- 1:12:58SOBER, IT MEANS THEY ARE FREE FROM
- 1:13:01INTOXICATION.
- 1:13:03IT IS THE ONE THAT IS INTOXICATED THAT
- 1:13:06IS NOT SOBER. AND SOMETIMES THE ECSTASY
- 1:13:09AND THE INTOXICATION IS THAT YOU WERE so
- 1:13:12excited
- 1:13:14THAT YOU BEGAN TO PROMISE.
- 1:13:18OH,
- 1:13:20if if if I leave YOU, I WILL DIE. SOME
- 1:13:24OF YOU ARE ABOUT to die.
- 1:13:29SOME OF YOU ON THE JOURNEY OF ABOUT to
- 1:13:30die
- 1:13:33BECAUSE IN YOUR IN YOUR IN YOUR PLACE OF
- 1:13:36SINNING
- 1:13:39WHEN YOUR SEXUAL ECSTASY WAS HIGH YOU
- 1:13:42SAID TO THE LADY GOD PUNISH ME FOR EVER
- 1:13:45LEAVING.
- 1:13:48SOME OF YOU YOUR ECSTASY WAS SO ON THOSE
- 1:13:51DAY JUST A BOX OF CHOCOLATE AND CANDIES
- 1:13:54AND ONE NECKLACE MADE YOU LOOK AT THE
- 1:13:56GUY WH WE SAID I will never love any
- 1:13:59other BOY EXCEPT YOU. YOU WERE an on an
- 1:14:02emotional intoxication. YOU WERE NOT
- 1:14:05SOBER AND THAT MEANS THAT YOU MADE
- 1:14:07COVENANT BY THE VIRTUE OF YOUR WORDS.
- 1:14:09YOU PROMISED THINGS YOU CAN'T HANDLE.
- 1:14:11SOME OF YOU HAVE PROMISED PEOPLE IF THEY
- 1:14:13LEAVE if you leave them you will die. 5
- 1:14:15years ago
- 1:14:17and you've left them.
- 1:14:20AND JUST LIKE PETER SAID TO THE WIFE of
- 1:14:26an Ananas, she's called Safhira, right?
- 1:14:29He said, "The people that collected your
- 1:14:31husband body, they are around the
- 1:14:33corner. They are coming."
- 1:14:37What a what a way for a what an
- 1:14:39insensitive man of God to look at a
- 1:14:41widow and say the people that collected
- 1:14:42your husband's body they are coming to
- 1:14:44collect your body and she died
- 1:14:49lift up your right hand say Lord tonight
- 1:14:51come on come on are you here with me are
- 1:14:53you say Lord tonight
- 1:14:56>> anything I said
- 1:14:57>> anything I said
- 1:14:58>> because I was emotionally intoxicated
- 1:15:01come on say Lord anything I SAID
- 1:15:04>> THAT THAT THAT HAS BOUND ME
- 1:15:07>> BY MY WORDS. SAY, LORD, TONIGHT
- 1:15:10>> IN THE PLACE OF JUDGMENT,
- 1:15:12>> SHOW MERCY
- 1:15:14>> IN THE NAME OF JESUS. COME ON, LET'S
- 1:15:16MAKE SOME DECREES. SAY TONIGHT. SAY
- 1:15:19TONIGHT. IN THE NAME OF JESUS, ANY
- 1:15:22DECREE AND SENTENCE IN THE HEAVENS
- 1:15:26AGAINST MY LIFE AND DESTINIES BECAUSE OF
- 1:15:30CARELESS WORDS, I SPOKE. WHEN I WAS
- 1:15:34EMOTIONALLY
- 1:15:36INTOXICATED, WHEN I WAS HAPPY AND WHEN I
- 1:15:39WAS SAD, SAY, "HOLY SPIRIT, YOUR WORD
- 1:15:42DECLARES THAT THE THINGS WE DID IN
- 1:15:47IGNORANCE, THE LORD OVERLOOKS." SAID,
- 1:15:50"THEREFORE,
- 1:15:52FATHER, TONIGHT ANYTHING THAT WILL BIND
- 1:15:56ME, THAT WILL BIND ME, ANYTHING THAT
- 1:16:00GIVES THE ENEMY THE POWER, THE POWER TO
- 1:16:05INFLUENCE THE DIRECTION AND THE CAUSE OF
- 1:16:08MY LIFE BECAUSE OF MY UNREGULATED
- 1:16:13EMOTIONS." SAY, "HOLY SPIRIT, BY VIRTUE
- 1:16:17OF THE BLOOD OF JESUS THAT SPEAKS
- 1:16:22COUNTERARGUMENTS
- 1:16:23AGAINST THE ENEMY, SAY, LORD, TONIGHT
- 1:16:28LET THE VOICE OF THE BLOOD
- 1:16:32SPEAK REDEMPTION, FORGIVENESS, and
- 1:16:36deliverance ON MY BEHALF IN JESUS MIGHT.
- 1:16:42>> [applause]
- 1:16:43[music]
- 1:16:45>> Sit down. Sit down.
- 1:16:48Sit down.
- 1:16:57I was taught to
- 1:17:01be careful what I promise when I'm happy
- 1:17:04and to be careful of what I say when I'm
- 1:17:08angry.
- 1:17:13Because emotions don't last, words does.
- 1:17:19Life and death is in the power of the
- 1:17:22tongue. And one of the things that can
- 1:17:25activate life and life and death from
- 1:17:27your tongue is the state of your
- 1:17:29emotions.
- 1:17:30Are you here with me? Are you here with
- 1:17:33me? Some of you got so offended, you
- 1:17:36said, "I would never." But you didn't
- 1:17:37mean it.
- 1:17:41and and two weeks down the line
- 1:17:44I will never speak to him again. I will
- 1:17:47never love him again. I will you
- 1:17:49recognize that at that time you were in
- 1:17:52emotional ecstasy.
- 1:17:55Paul says therefore we have to be sober.
- 1:17:59We have to be free of intoxication
- 1:18:06because emotions don't last. But a man
- 1:18:10or woman's inability to regulate that
- 1:18:13emotion means that they could sentence
- 1:18:16themselves to perpetual judgment. That
- 1:18:17is why some relationships have been
- 1:18:19destroyed perpetually because emotions
- 1:18:21were high. WHEN YOUR FATHER'S EMOTION
- 1:18:24WAS HIGH, HE LEFT THE HOME.
- 1:18:28And when he was coming back, your mother
- 1:18:29said, "Well, if you've left, don't come
- 1:18:31back."
- 1:18:33Maybe if PEOPLE COULD HAVE MASTERED a
- 1:18:35bit of their emotions.
- 1:18:38Emotions are not false.
- 1:18:41Emotions are not false, but they are not
- 1:18:43truth either.
- 1:18:46And the TRUE TEST OF MATURITY IS HOW A
- 1:18:50MAN CAN SUBMIT their emotions to God's
- 1:18:53will. Jesus did not deny his emotions.
- 1:18:57Jesus expressed his motions of anxiety
- 1:18:59to his disciples. He said, "My soul is
- 1:19:02sitting sorrowful unto death." HE
- 1:19:03EXPRESSED HIS FEARS TO GOD. HE SAID, "IF
- 1:19:06IT IS POSSIBLE, LET THIS CUP, you know,
- 1:19:09you know, depart from me." HE EXPRESSED
- 1:19:11A A GENUINE EMOTION BECAUSE A MAN WHO IS
- 1:19:14GOING TO DIE GENUINELY IS AFRAID.
- 1:19:17HOWEVER, BECAUSE HE WAS A MATURED MAN,
- 1:19:19HE SAID, "NEVERTHELESS,
- 1:19:23NEVERTHELESS, NOT my will, NOT WHAT I'M
- 1:19:28FEELING, but let your will be done."
- 1:19:33WHEN WE TALK ABOUT EMOTIONAL MATURITY,
- 1:19:36WE ARE TALKING ABOUT MEN AND WOMEN THAT
- 1:19:38WOULD [screaming] BE ABLE TO SUBJECT
- 1:19:41THEIR WILL TO GOD'S WILL REGARDLESS OF
- 1:19:44HOW THEY FEEL, whether they are happy or
- 1:19:47sad.
- 1:19:49Because emotions don't last. Tell
- 1:19:51somebody emotions don't last. Oh, tell
- 1:19:54somebody this thing you are feeling.
- 1:19:56Tell them this this thing you are
- 1:19:58feeling.
- 1:19:59>> No, look at them. Tell them this thing
- 1:20:00you are feeling. It is temporary.
- 1:20:04>> Temporary.
- 1:20:04>> Uhhuh. But if you don't handle it well,
- 1:20:06it would be eternal.
- 1:20:12>> Are we ready for some raw things
- 1:20:14tonight?
- 1:20:15>> It is in this series that I will deal
- 1:20:17with. I'll go back to he motions and she
- 1:20:19emotions.
- 1:20:22We we'll look at women emotions.
- 1:20:28You understand what I'm trying to say?
- 1:20:30Look at men emotions.
- 1:20:34Jesus expressed emotions. He was happy.
- 1:20:37He was sad.
- 1:20:39He wept.
- 1:20:42So So we are not saying we should not
- 1:20:44admit our emotions. All of these things
- 1:20:46with men don't cry and all of that. It's
- 1:20:49it's not true.
- 1:20:51You have to cry when you have to cry.
- 1:20:53The Bible says we should laugh with
- 1:20:54those who are laughing. We should mourn
- 1:20:55with those who are mourning. You can cry
- 1:20:58all you want. That's that is acceptable.
- 1:20:59What we are trying to say is that in the
- 1:21:01midst of that emotional ecstasy, ensure
- 1:21:04that you don't sentence your life to
- 1:21:06perpetual condemnation because of what
- 1:21:08you said. Because you can wipe your
- 1:21:10tears, but it's very easy to clean
- 1:21:12words.
- 1:21:15Are you here with me? WE CAN WIPE your
- 1:21:17tears and we can do makeup.
- 1:21:20Right. Right. You can wipe your tears.
- 1:21:24You know, uh Danella can come to my
- 1:21:26office and cry and and wipe that. And
- 1:21:28you know some you know what I love about
- 1:21:30women? They can even cry and laugh at
- 1:21:32the same time.
- 1:21:36I've seen people cry and they say I
- 1:21:39don't know why I'm crying. [laughter]
- 1:21:42So I don't even know why I'm crying. AND
- 1:21:45YOU KNOW SOMETHING AS THEY ARE DOING
- 1:21:47THAT THEY ARE STILL maintaining the
- 1:21:48integrity of the makeup.
- 1:21:56THEY CAN FINISH AND THEY HAVE THEY HAVE
- 1:21:58they have extra they have extra tools in
- 1:22:01their bag
- 1:22:03to ensure that after THE TEARS THE
- 1:22:05MAKEUP stays make up.
- 1:22:08Some of them will be like pastor do you
- 1:22:09have mirror here pastor pastor do you
- 1:22:12have mirror and they will go into the
- 1:22:13place and they will adjust the makeup.
- 1:22:16You can adjust tears but it's very
- 1:22:19difficult to adjust words
- 1:22:24sometimes. Sometimes we try to find ways
- 1:22:28to downplay worse but it's difficult.
- 1:22:32You understand what I'm trying to say?
- 1:22:33So when you look at me and said I hate
- 1:22:35you.
- 1:22:37It's very easy for you to come. It's
- 1:22:39difficult for you to come back and say
- 1:22:40oh you know I did. No no no no no. You
- 1:22:42can adjust makeup
- 1:22:45but it's very difficult to adjust words.
- 1:22:52Oh, say, "Holy Spirit, mature me in this
- 1:22:54season."
- 1:22:54>> Holy Spirit, mature me.
- 1:22:56>> You didn't like that prayer, but say it
- 1:22:58again. Holy Spirit, mature me in this
- 1:23:00season.
- 1:23:02>> Let's begin tonight from
- 1:23:06Genesis 2
- 1:23:087.
- 1:23:15Are you happy with what we are going to
- 1:23:16be studying?
- 1:23:18>> I said, are you happy?
- 1:23:20GENESIS THE CHAPTER NUMBER 2:7 THE BIBLE
- 1:23:22SAYS THAT AND THE Lord
- 1:23:25God formed MAN OF THE DUST of the ground
- 1:23:29and breathed into his nostrils
- 1:23:33the breath of life and man became a
- 1:23:38living being. Give me the King James
- 1:23:40version of that same scripture. The
- 1:23:43Bible says that and man became a living
- 1:23:47soul.
- 1:23:49IN OTHER WORDS, MAN IS A SOUL THAT IS
- 1:23:53ALIVE. WRITE this first name down as we
- 1:23:55begin.
- 1:23:56EMOTIONS ARE NOT A FLAW in God's design.
- 1:24:01F L A W. Emotions are not a flaw in
- 1:24:06God's design. IT MEANS THAT GOD DESIGNED
- 1:24:09THAT THERE ARE DAYS YOU WILL CRY. GOD
- 1:24:12DESIGNED THAT THERE ARE DAYS YOU WILL
- 1:24:13LAUGH. GOD DESIGNED THAT THERE ARE DAYS
- 1:24:15YOU WOULD BE ANGRY. GOD CREATED THE
- 1:24:18EMOTION CALLED ANGER. SO THAT WHEN YOU
- 1:24:21SEE SOMETHING WHICH IS ANTI- GOOD, THERE
- 1:24:24WILL BE AN ANGER THAT IS STIRRED UP IN
- 1:24:26YOU TO LOOK FOR REFORMATION WHERE IT IS
- 1:24:28NEEDED. SO EMOTIONS ARE NOT A FLAW. THAT
- 1:24:32IS WHY THE WHOLE CONCEPT OF OH IF YOU'RE
- 1:24:34A MAN YOU SHOULDN'T CRY AND IF YOU ARE
- 1:24:37THIS YOU SHOULDN'T DO THIS DOES NOT DO
- 1:24:39JUSTICE TO SCRIPTURE BECAUSE WHEN GOD
- 1:24:42CREATED MAN HE ACTUALLY CREATED MAN to
- 1:24:45be a living soul. AND WHEN WE TALK ABOUT
- 1:24:49THE LIVING SOUL WE ARE TALKING ABOUT HIS
- 1:24:51WILL. WE ARE TALKING ABOUT HIS EMOTIONS.
- 1:24:54WE ARE TALKING ABOUT HIS INTELLECT. WE
- 1:24:56ARE TALKING ABOUT ALL OF THESE THINGS
- 1:24:58TOGETHER. THESE are packages God placed
- 1:25:01in man. SO EMOTIONS ARE NOT A FLAW IN
- 1:25:06GOD'S DESIGN BUT THEY ARE RIGHT THIS
- 1:25:08DOWN THEY ARE PART OF THE SOUL HE gave
- 1:25:12man.
- 1:25:15SO GOD IS NOT TELLING US TO DISMISS OUR
- 1:25:18EMOTIONS.
- 1:25:21GOD IS TELLING US TO STEWARD OUR EMOTION
- 1:25:25SO THAT IN BEING ANGRY WE WILL NOT SIN.
- 1:25:34Some of us
- 1:25:36when our emotions are high, there are
- 1:25:39some of you when your emotions are high,
- 1:25:42I'm talking about negative emotions,
- 1:25:43your body can literally be shaking.
- 1:25:48You can be shaking like
- 1:25:52a washing machine.
- 1:25:56Have your washing machine been working
- 1:25:57in your Have you seen a washing machine
- 1:25:58working in the kitchen before? There
- 1:26:01there are DAYS THAT THE WASHING MACHINE
- 1:26:02CAN I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENS BUT YOU
- 1:26:04hear go go go go go go go. Some of you
- 1:26:07SOME OF YOU WHEN YOU get angry
- 1:26:11YOU SEE THE WHOLE ESSENCE OF YOUR BEING
- 1:26:14VIBRATING. THE EMOTION CALLED ANGER IS
- 1:26:17NOT A FLAW BUT THE VIBRATIONS IN YOUR
- 1:26:20BODY AS IS AN INDICATION that you lack
- 1:26:23selfont control. It means that YOU ARE
- 1:26:25IN A PLACE WHERE YOUR EMOTIONS ARE
- 1:26:27GETTING the better of you.
- 1:26:31You know when you study the life of
- 1:26:33Jesus and and we will use Jesus as a
- 1:26:35template for emotional intelligence and
- 1:26:37emotional maturity in this series. When
- 1:26:39you look at the life of Jesus anytime
- 1:26:43you know HE WAS CONFRONTED BY CERTAIN
- 1:26:45SITUATION WHEN HE DID NOT HAVE THE
- 1:26:47answer the Bible told that immediately
- 1:26:49he will not answer. Sometimes he will
- 1:26:51draw,
- 1:26:53>> sometimes he will write on the ground
- 1:26:54BECAUSE HE CAN PERCEIVE THAT THE
- 1:26:56QUESTION IS NOT REALLY ABOUT THE WOMAN.
- 1:26:58IT IS TO TRAP HIM. AND HE UNDERSTANDS
- 1:27:01that he must think before he responds.
- 1:27:04WHEN THE BIBLE SAYS STATEMENTS LIKE BE
- 1:27:06[screaming] QUICK to hear and SLOW TO
- 1:27:09SPEAK, IT IS EMOTIONAL MATURITY. BECAUSE
- 1:27:13IN YOUR ANGER, IN [screaming] YOUR
- 1:27:15WILLPOWER TO DEFEND YOURSELF, YOU CAN
- 1:27:18SAY THINGS you can't take back.
- 1:27:30And you know, you know, you know, you
- 1:27:33know the justification for lack of
- 1:27:35emotional maturity. We mix that like
- 1:27:39this is who I am.
- 1:27:42This how I feel. We make statements
- 1:27:44like, "I don't like falsehood. I'm blame
- 1:27:48blame. I'm this." No, no, no, no, no,
- 1:27:50no, no. You can exercise restraint and
- 1:27:53still be wise.
- 1:27:57There are people who have ended up being
- 1:27:59wrong even though they were right.
- 1:28:06Haven't you seen somebody who was
- 1:28:08cheated on and they murdered somebody?
- 1:28:10They had justification. They were hurt.
- 1:28:12They were cheated on. But they ended up
- 1:28:14in prison because their lack of
- 1:28:17emotional self-control means that even
- 1:28:19though they were right, they ended up
- 1:28:20being wrong.
- 1:28:23SO IN LIFE, PEOPLE can take their
- 1:28:26actions, but we are responsible for our
- 1:28:28reaction.
- 1:28:30ANYBODY CAN DO ANYTHING, but how you
- 1:28:33react determines your maturity. THERE
- 1:28:35ARE CERTAIN SPACES GOD IS NOT BRINGING
- 1:28:38us in. BECAUSE IF GOD BRINGS US INTO
- 1:28:40THESE SPACES IN A SEASON OF OCCUPY, THE
- 1:28:43LORD KNOWS THAT THE ENEMY KNOWS EXACTLY
- 1:28:46WHAT TO DO. WORK via emotions.
- 1:28:51Today, you know, my brother, Pastor Jon,
- 1:28:54came and he, you know, we're having
- 1:28:55conversations about the challenges of
- 1:28:58owning this place and maintaining it and
- 1:29:00and all of the, you know, bar of or, you
- 1:29:03know, attached spiritually, physically,
- 1:29:05you know, from the government, FROM
- 1:29:07THIS, YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT WE GO
- 1:29:10THROUGH FOR YOU TO sit here.
- 1:29:12Charles was you were binging my head
- 1:29:13today was like, "Daddy, how do you
- 1:29:15feel?" And all of that said, "I don't
- 1:29:16feel anything. I have I have no I have
- 1:29:19no anger. I have no, you know, no, no,
- 1:29:22no, no, no. Because I recognize that the
- 1:29:24essence is to take away your peace.
- 1:29:27WHEN WHEN THE ENEMY KNOWS HE CAN TAKE
- 1:29:29AWAY YOUR PEACE, he can take away your
- 1:29:31consecration. If he can take away your
- 1:29:33peace, he can take away your maturity.
- 1:29:34If he can take away your peace, he can
- 1:29:36even TAKE AWAY YOUR YOUR SALVATION. THE
- 1:29:38ENEMY KNOWS HOW TO WORK you out till you
- 1:29:41lose yourself.
- 1:29:46AND THERE ARE SOME OF US, THE ENEMY IS
- 1:29:48SAYING, YOU KNOW WHAT? THE ONLY WAY I
- 1:29:50CAN GET THEM TO DENY GOD, THE ONLY WAY I
- 1:29:52CAN GET THEM TO SIN, THE ONLY WAY I CAN
- 1:29:54DESTROY THEIR DESTINY IS THAT LET ME put
- 1:29:57them in a station where they are
- 1:29:58emotionally exhausted or let me make
- 1:30:02them overly excited. Now, now don't just
- 1:30:05look at the THINGS I'M TALKING ABOUT IN
- 1:30:07JUST IN THE TERMS OF NEGATIVE EMOTIONS.
- 1:30:09I'm even talking about what I call
- 1:30:11emotional ecstasy. REMEMBER I SAID YOU
- 1:30:14KNOW THAT HEROD ANTIPAS KILLED JUDAS IS
- 1:30:18IT KILLED JOHN THE BAPTIST BECAUSE HE
- 1:30:21WAS OVERLY HAPPY.
- 1:30:28Some of you they just need to give you
- 1:30:29food. You you reveal all the all the
- 1:30:32secrets in life.
- 1:30:35Some of you they just need to give you
- 1:30:36food and a drink
- 1:30:39and just put you in a chair and make
- 1:30:41your life comfortable.
- 1:30:43You would you would reveal all the
- 1:30:45secrets of your friends because they
- 1:30:47just know how to just make you in a
- 1:30:48place where your emotions are just are
- 1:30:51just are just done [clears throat]
- 1:30:55in this season. MAY MAY THE LORD HELP US
- 1:30:58TO BE emotionally matured.
- 1:31:01>> Oh, are you are you here tonight?
- 1:31:06SO EMOTIONS ARE NOT A FLAW.
- 1:31:10IT'S NOT THAT GOD DID NOT KNOW WHAT HE
- 1:31:11WAS DOING WHEN HE CREATED EMOTIONS. GOD
- 1:31:13EXPRESSES EMOTIONS.
- 1:31:16We've seen God angry at what WAS
- 1:31:19HAPPENING IN SODOM AND GOMORRAH. BUT IN
- 1:31:21ALL OF THIS ANGER, HE STILL PAUSED TO
- 1:31:24MAINTAIN A CONVERSATION ACCURATELY. Can
- 1:31:26you imagine A MAN WHO'S TRAVELING TO
- 1:31:28DESTROY
- 1:31:30ANGRY THAT CERTAIN PEOPLE HAVE WED HIM
- 1:31:33UP AND HE GETS TO THE HOUSE of a
- 1:31:35righteous man and said let me sit down
- 1:31:37and eat spend some day let me relax and
- 1:31:40go. If if if you were angry going to
- 1:31:43burn your boyfriend's house and your
- 1:31:45girlfriend's house, you will not EVEN
- 1:31:47YOU PASS BY MY HOUSE AND you wouldn't
- 1:31:48EVEN CARE THIS. YOU FORGET THAT HOUSE
- 1:31:50THE HOUSE YOU ARE PASSING BY to destroy
- 1:31:52belongs to pastor.
- 1:32:01this man on his way to go and destroy
- 1:32:03could stay with Abraham, have meaningful
- 1:32:06conversations, EMPLOY ABRAHAM INTO A
- 1:32:09PLACE OF INTERCEDING and all of that
- 1:32:11before he WENT YOU. SO THE PROBLEM IS
- 1:32:14NOT WHETHER YOUR EMOTIONS ARE VALID OR
- 1:32:16NOT, BUT HOW DO YOU STEWARD these
- 1:32:18things?
- 1:32:24Are you here with me? Are you here with
- 1:32:26me? As I'm growing, as I'm growing, I've
- 1:32:30seen that
- 1:32:32if I if if if I would continue to be a
- 1:32:36married man,
- 1:32:38if I would continue to be married,
- 1:32:43it will shock you. It's not all
- 1:32:44marriages that are breaking because of
- 1:32:45infidelity.
- 1:32:47It's not every marriage that is breaking
- 1:32:49because people are cheating. Some
- 1:32:51marriages are breaking because of worse
- 1:32:52of which spoon they brought when they
- 1:32:54brought the soup.
- 1:32:58I promise some marriages are breaking
- 1:33:01because of snoring. How somebody snores.
- 1:33:10Some marriages are breaking because of
- 1:33:13some of the most
- 1:33:15CRAZIEST. LISTEN, I'VE DONE THIS THING
- 1:33:17for 20 good years.
- 1:33:20There's nothing we've not heard.
- 1:33:25AND THAT'S WHY I SAID TO YOU FROM THE
- 1:33:26BEGINNING, IF SOME PEOPLE HAD EMOTIONAL
- 1:33:29MASTERY,
- 1:33:34there were times in my life that me and
- 1:33:36patients couldn't seem to talk sit to
- 1:33:37talk. There were times in my life
- 1:33:41that the only way to deescalate things
- 1:33:43is to be is to leave home. And I'm at a
- 1:33:46place where now we can sit down and have
- 1:33:48a matured, you know, you do this I
- 1:33:51didn't like and I'm sat there. Okay. All
- 1:33:54right. You know, I don't like the way
- 1:33:55you said this. Okay, I'm sorry. Okay,
- 1:33:58you too. Okay, I'm sorry. Say, where's
- 1:34:01the food?
- 1:34:10AND BECAUSE I'VE LEARNED THAT THE ONLY
- 1:34:13WAY I WILL STAY [screaming] MARRIED
- 1:34:18IS THAT I MUST HAVE MASTERY of my
- 1:34:22emotions.
- 1:34:32There are days I'm coming to church.
- 1:34:35I want to strangle Ezekiel. I want to
- 1:34:37strangle Elijah. I want to strangle
- 1:34:40Charles. I want to strangle people. And
- 1:34:43the moment I get there, I'm like, "Hey,
- 1:34:45if you strangle them, you'll be in the
- 1:34:47news.
- 1:34:50You'll be in the news.
- 1:34:54So I must
- 1:35:06tell somebody master.
- 1:35:15I know you are laughing.
- 1:35:19All right. Run this thing down.
- 1:35:25THE SOUL OF A MAN, [screaming]
- 1:35:27WRITE THIS DOWN, YOU KNOW IT,
- 1:35:30IS MADE UP OF HIS mind
- 1:35:33that signifies his thoughts,
- 1:35:36his mind that signifies his thoughts,
- 1:35:39his will, his decisions
- 1:35:43and his emotions that is his feeling.
- 1:35:53AND RIGHT NOW THE AGENDA OF GOD IS NOT
- 1:35:57THAT WE DENY OUR EMOTIONS.
- 1:36:05THE AGENDA OF GOD IS NOT THAT WE DENY
- 1:36:08OUR EMOTIONS.
- 1:36:12But his agenda
- 1:36:16IS THAT WE ENGAGE THESE emotions
- 1:36:21and steward these emotions
- 1:36:27properly.
- 1:36:29DAVID WAS HAVING A CONVERSATION IN PSALM
- 1:36:3142:5. Take me there. Psalm 42:5.
- 1:36:37Put it on the scripture. HE SAID, "WHY
- 1:36:40ARE YOU DOWNCAST,
- 1:36:44oh my soul?"
- 1:36:51DAVID IS LITERALLY SAYING, "WHY ARE YOU
- 1:36:53DOWN?
- 1:36:55WHY ARE YOU ANGRY?"
- 1:36:57SOMETIMES YOU MUST QUESTION YOUR
- 1:36:59EMOTION.
- 1:37:06DAVID SAID, "WHY ARE YOU DOWNCAST?"
- 1:37:08SOMETIMES WHEN YOU'RE HAVING A BAD MOOD,
- 1:37:10YOU MUST YOU MUST ASK YOURSELF, "YO,
- 1:37:13WHY ARE YOU HAVING a bad mood?"
- 1:37:19DAVID SAID, "WHY ARE YOU DOWNCAST ALL MY
- 1:37:22[screaming] SOUL? AND WHY ARE YOU
- 1:37:24DISQUING within me?" THIS IS A MAN THAT
- 1:37:28UNDERSTOOD MASTERY OF EMOTIONS. IT MEANS
- 1:37:31THAT WITHOUT AN EXTERNAL THERAPY, DAVID
- 1:37:34KNEW HOW TO SINK HIS SOUL WITHIN HIM to
- 1:37:36align.
- 1:37:40That is a man whose soul and emotions
- 1:37:41were deceiving him. Then he spoke to he
- 1:37:43said, "Bless the Lord, oh my soul."
- 1:37:48Not to the church. He said, "Bless the
- 1:37:50Lord, oh my soul." He said and and let
- 1:37:53all that is within not outside because
- 1:37:56it is what is within that defiles a man.
- 1:37:58HE SAID LET THAT THAT WHICH IS WITHIN ME
- 1:38:00BLESS. HE SAID BLESS THE LORD OH MY S
- 1:38:02AND FORGET not his mean that the
- 1:38:05THOUGHTS OF GOD IS UNFAITHFUL. THE
- 1:38:08THOUGHTS OF WHY HAS GOD NEGLECTED ME WAS
- 1:38:11BEGINNING TO CREEP IN. DAVID LOOKED AND
- 1:38:12said hey my soul my soul don't question
- 1:38:15God. Forget not his benefit. [applause]
- 1:38:20THAT IS A MAN THAT IS INWARDLOOKING.
- 1:38:25EMOTIONAL MATURITY IS THAT WE DON'T TRY
- 1:38:28TO LOOK FOR THE ENEMY OUTSIDE.
- 1:38:33It is EASY TO BLAME YOUR MOTHER. IT IS
- 1:38:35EASY TO BLAME YOUR FATHER. IT IS EASY TO
- 1:38:38BLAME YOUR EX. IT IS EASY. BUT I PROMISE
- 1:38:40YOU, IF YOU WERE IN THEIR SITUATION, YOU
- 1:38:42WOULD HAVE DONE probably worse.
- 1:38:51So this guy David will will pray and say
- 1:38:53things to God like search me.
- 1:38:58That is a man that understood that 95%
- 1:39:01of his issues were inward not outward.
- 1:39:05WHEN WE HAVE WHEN WE DON'T HAVE THE
- 1:39:07MASTERY OF WHAT IS INWARD US, WE TRY TO
- 1:39:10LOOK FOR people outside of us to lay
- 1:39:13blame on. I'm I'm this because of that.
- 1:39:17I'm that. AND AND AGAIN, NOBODY IS
- 1:39:19DOWNPLAYING your experience. But we say
- 1:39:22that if you are going to come into the
- 1:39:23place of tell, if you're going to come
- 1:39:26into THE PLACE OF MATURITY, YOU BEGIN TO
- 1:39:28LOOK AT WHY AM I reacting this way? NOT
- 1:39:31NECESSARILY WHAT THEY DID, BUT WHY AM I
- 1:39:33REACT? SO HE SAID, WHY ARE you downcast?
- 1:39:38He said, WHY ARE YOU DOWNCAST, OH MY
- 1:39:41SOUL, and why are YOU DISQUING WITHIN
- 1:39:43ME? THEN HE SAID TO HIS SOUL, "Cope in
- 1:39:46God." Now this is THE MAN THAT WHEN
- 1:39:49EVERYTHING EXTERNALLY WAS AGAINST HIM
- 1:39:52AND HIS FRIENDS THAT HE HAD GONE TO WAR,
- 1:39:54THEY HAD COME AND THEY HAD TAKEN YOU
- 1:39:56KNOW THEIR WIVES AND THEIR CHILDREN
- 1:39:58INCLUDING HIS WIFE AND HIS CHILDREN.
- 1:40:00THESE PEOPLE now said we will stone him
- 1:40:02and the Bible says and he encouraged
- 1:40:04himself in the Lord. David knew how to
- 1:40:07TO TO TAKE THE ATTENTION FROM WHO IS
- 1:40:10DOING what to how am I feeling and what
- 1:40:13is my soul saying. AND HE UNDERSTOOD
- 1:40:16THAT HIS SOUL CAN BE A LIAR. HIS
- 1:40:19EMOTIONS CAN BE A LIAR. SO ANYTIME HE
- 1:40:22FELT THAT HIS EMOTIONS WERE OUTSIDE OF
- 1:40:25GOD'S WILL AND INTENT, he would say,
- 1:40:27"Why are you downcast on my soul? And
- 1:40:29why are you disquing within me?" He
- 1:40:31said, "Hope in God." He said, "For I
- 1:40:33shall yet
- 1:40:36Ah, you're not here. Do you know WHAT IT
- 1:40:38MEANS? FOR DAVID SAID, FOR I SHALL YET
- 1:40:41PRAISE HIM. It means his situation is
- 1:40:44not praiseworthy.
- 1:40:47SO WHAT THE WORD I SHALL YET MEANS THAT
- 1:40:50THE SITUATION IS ANTI- FAVORABLE. BUT IN
- 1:40:53SPITE OF THAT I SHALL YET PRAISE HIM.
- 1:40:56LISTEN TO ME. IF YOU CAN GET YOUR
- 1:40:58EMOTIONS to align to God's will, your
- 1:41:00environment will align.
- 1:41:04That's good.
- 1:41:06>> There are people the devil gives up on.
- 1:41:09There are certain people the devil has
- 1:41:11given up ON BECAUSE HE'S RECOGNIZED that
- 1:41:13there is nothing we would do to this
- 1:41:15guy. There's nothing we do to this girl.
- 1:41:17There's nothing we do to this man.
- 1:41:18There's nothing we do to this woman that
- 1:41:20would let him deny God, curse God, leave
- 1:41:23God, you know, be this and that. So, the
- 1:41:25enemy gets to a place say this guy,
- 1:41:27let's leave him. There's there are
- 1:41:29people the enemy cannot break them
- 1:41:31because because they have their emotions
- 1:41:34and the masculine.
- 1:41:36HE SAID FOR I SHALL YET PRAISE HIM FOR
- 1:41:39THE HELP OF HIS COUNTENANCE. WHY ARE YOU
- 1:41:44DOWNCAST oh my soul?
- 1:41:47So like I said, THE OBJECTIVE OF GOD IS
- 1:41:49NOT THAT YOU DISCREDIT YOUR EMOTIONS.
- 1:41:52BUT GOD WANTS YOU TO ENGAGE them and
- 1:41:56steward them because you are a living
- 1:41:59soul. It means that your SOUL HAS EARS.
- 1:42:02YOUR EMOTIONS CAN CAN UNDERSTAND WHEN
- 1:42:05YOU SPEAK. YOUR EMOTIONS KNOWS THAT YOU
- 1:42:07HAVE THE CAPACITY TO KEEP IT UNDER
- 1:42:09SUBJECTION.
- 1:42:11Ah haven't you seen people commit murder
- 1:42:13nicely?
- 1:42:18I I like all of these. I don't like TV.
- 1:42:21I don't like television. But when you
- 1:42:23see me on television, I'm watching weird
- 1:42:24stuff. I like all of these criminal
- 1:42:27things. You know, you know, you know,
- 1:42:29murder and all. I I I I like intelligent
- 1:42:33stuff. And sometime a woman can be
- 1:42:35cheated upon and she wants to she wants
- 1:42:37to murder. and she can keep composure
- 1:42:41and cook you food and give you the best
- 1:42:43drink and and take you to the bedroom
- 1:42:46and handle the business there and DO ALL
- 1:42:48OF THAT AND THE MAN. SO NOW so now
- 1:42:51cheating men are actually worried when
- 1:42:54women are nice.
- 1:42:59Have you watched all of these things
- 1:43:00where you know he said me and my wife
- 1:43:01were fighting the lady will bring the
- 1:43:03water and the man will say you two drink
- 1:43:05it
- 1:43:06drink first.
- 1:43:10There are people that have what we call
- 1:43:12emotional maturity. In spite of how they
- 1:43:15feeling, they able to keep a calm
- 1:43:16countenance that you don't even have the
- 1:43:19capacity to read how they truly feel
- 1:43:22until they execute their assignment.
- 1:43:27SO DAVID ENGAGED HIS SOUL.
- 1:43:32There are seasons you DON'T TALK TO YOUR
- 1:43:33MOTHER, YOU TALK TO YOUR SOUL. THERE ARE
- 1:43:35SEASONS YOU DON'T REPLY YOUR BROTHER,
- 1:43:37YOU TALK TO YOUR SOUL. There are season
- 1:43:39you must speak your WORD AND TELL AND
- 1:43:40TELL YOUR BROTHER YOUR SOUL. WHY ARE YOU
- 1:43:43so angry because of what my brother
- 1:43:45said?
- 1:43:46What wh WHY ARE YOU SO HEATED UP BECAUSE
- 1:43:49OF WHAT MAMA JUST DID? Be quieted within
- 1:43:52me.
- 1:43:59you every every plug the enemy tears
- 1:44:01apart,
- 1:44:03you begin to you begin to you begin to
- 1:44:05shake.
- 1:44:06You begin to boil.
- 1:44:09Then you lose every sense of decency.
- 1:44:12Then words begin to come out of your
- 1:44:14mouth. Things that SHOULD NOT EVEN
- 1:44:17PROCEED OUT OF THE MOUTH OF SUCH A MAN
- 1:44:19OR A WOMAN WHO'S CALLED SANCTIFIED
- 1:44:21BEGINS TO COME OUT BECAUSE YOU lack what
- 1:44:23we call emotional maturity. Paul said we
- 1:44:27should be sober.
- 1:44:29We should not become spiritually high,
- 1:44:33emotionally high, emotionally
- 1:44:36intoxicated.
- 1:44:38He said, "Why are you downcast, oh my
- 1:44:41soul?"
- 1:44:43Rather stand
- 1:44:46IN ENGAGING OUR EMOTIONS.
- 1:44:53IN ENGAGING OUR EMOTIONS,
- 1:44:58WE HAVE THE ABILITY TO question
- 1:45:02our emotions.
- 1:45:08IN ENGAGING OUR EMOTIONS, WE ACTUALLY
- 1:45:11HAVE THE ABILITY TO QUESTION OUR
- 1:45:13EMOTIONS.
- 1:45:15WHEN WE QUESTION OUR EMOTIONS, WHAT ARE
- 1:45:17WE DOING? IT MEANS WE ARE COMPARING HOW
- 1:45:21WE feel to God's word.
- 1:45:26Remember that the agenda of God is that
- 1:45:29everything would come to the obedience
- 1:45:31of Christ. REMEMBER THAT GOD'S AGENDA IS
- 1:45:34THAT EVERY HIGH THING THAT EXALTS ITSELF
- 1:45:37ABOVE THE KNOWLEDGE OF GOD WILL BE
- 1:45:39BROUGHT INTO WHAT WE CALL OBEDIENCE TO
- 1:45:42CHRIST. AND HE SAID WHEN WE HAVE been
- 1:45:44able to do this we will now have the
- 1:45:46right to punish disobedience.
- 1:45:53Are you here with me? So so IN IN
- 1:45:56ENGAGING OUR EMOTIONS WE HAVE THE RIGHT
- 1:45:59TO question it.
- 1:46:02Why? Why? Why are you here? Why are you
- 1:46:04so excited? Some of you some of you you
- 1:46:07have to ask yourself why are you so
- 1:46:08excited?
- 1:46:10In asking that questions, you know what
- 1:46:12you bring? It brings you to a place
- 1:46:14where you become levelheaded.
- 1:46:20You become levelheaded.
- 1:46:24You become levelheaded. WRITE THIS THING
- 1:46:26DOWN. THE SECRET IN ENGAGING OUR
- 1:46:29EMOTIONS IS THIS.
- 1:46:31THE SECRET IN ENGAGING OUR EMOTIONS IS
- 1:46:33THIS.
- 1:46:37THE SECRET IN ENGAGING OUR EMOTIONS IS
- 1:46:40THAT WE FIRST QUESTION WHAT IS within
- 1:46:45before what is outside.
- 1:46:48WE FIRST QUESTION WHAT IS WITHIN.
- 1:46:58WE FIRST QUESTION WHAT IS WHAT WITHIN
- 1:47:01[screaming] WHAT IS OUTSIDE. COME ON
- 1:47:03LET'S HAVE SOME honest conversation. How
- 1:47:05many of you have been surprised by
- 1:47:07yourself before?
- 1:47:09Oh. Oh, talk to me. Talk to me. How many
- 1:47:11of you were actually afraid? I I can do
- 1:47:14this.
- 1:47:18No, there have been situations where
- 1:47:19I've surprised myself.
- 1:47:24There are situations where I I said run.
- 1:47:29Run is me means my name. the situation I
- 1:47:33said I run. Are you a pastor?
- 1:47:39There have been situations where I say
- 1:47:42I've I've been in situations where and
- 1:47:44sometimes it it can be something as
- 1:47:46little with as me dealing with my son
- 1:47:49Joel and Judah.
- 1:47:52Sometimes it's as little as me dealing
- 1:47:54with Ivana. And I can be like, Rand,
- 1:47:57why you why are you dealing with a child
- 1:47:58like you are dealing with your mate? I I
- 1:48:01I I I get surprised at myself like hey
- 1:48:04this is within me.
- 1:48:06Sometimes you can you can be confronted
- 1:48:09with some situation. You ask yourself,
- 1:48:10am I this angry?
- 1:48:14Am I this miserable?
- 1:48:18Am I this terrible? You see, if you
- 1:48:22don't QUESTION WHAT is within, you would
- 1:48:26always be looking at who can I blame.
- 1:48:35So you recognize the thing was very
- 1:48:37little but it hit you so hard
- 1:48:44AND THEN YOU RECOGNIZE that my reaction
- 1:48:47was extreme.
- 1:48:52We we were just playing. Have you ever
- 1:48:54been in a situation where we were just
- 1:48:56playing and you flipped? I've been at
- 1:48:58Christmas GAMES AND YOU SEE HOW ULTRA
- 1:49:00competitive
- 1:49:02that people can even lose every sense of
- 1:49:05their will and they even forget we are
- 1:49:06with our pastor
- 1:49:13AND IN SUCH SITUATION THE LORD IS
- 1:49:15TELLING you it will be very easy for you
- 1:49:18to murder.
- 1:49:22He said it is written
- 1:49:25THAT DO NOT MURDER. HE SAID, HE SAID,
- 1:49:27"YET I SAID TO YOU THAT IF IF ONE OF YOU
- 1:49:31WILL SAY TO ONE OF YOUR BRETHREN,
- 1:49:33RAQQA."
- 1:49:35HE SAID, "THAT PERSON HAS ALREADY
- 1:49:37COMMITTED MURDER." IN OTHER WORDS, YOU
- 1:49:39SEE, IT'S IT'S EASIER FOR AN ANGRY MAN
- 1:49:43TO BE A MURDERER. SO WHEN YOU WHEN YOU
- 1:49:46WHEN YOU DISCREDIT THE EMOTIONS CALLED
- 1:49:49ANGER very soon you'll be the one people
- 1:49:52be watching on their Netflix series
- 1:49:54watching you behind BARS AND SOMETIME IT
- 1:49:57could be as simple as just a game.
- 1:50:04You see, we love to spiritualize
- 1:50:08everything
- 1:50:09that we even spiritualize the true state
- 1:50:12of our emotions and that is why our
- 1:50:14marriages are failing, our friendships
- 1:50:16are breaking, our homes are in TATTERS
- 1:50:19BECAUSE WE CAN BE VERY PRAYERFUL AND
- 1:50:22VERY EMOTIONALLY IGNORANT.
- 1:50:25SOME OF THE MOST DELUSIONAL PEOPLE ON
- 1:50:27EARTH are Christians.
- 1:50:34Delulu delu
- 1:50:40some of the most delusional people on
- 1:50:43earth are Christians. Do you know why?
- 1:50:45Because they would have everything
- 1:50:49in every situation. They would have a
- 1:50:51scripture to justify.
- 1:50:57Oh, if Jesus was angry, who am I?
- 1:51:03If if the No, no, no, no. Yo, yo, we
- 1:51:06went for the interchurches football
- 1:51:08team.
- 1:51:11This is this is kingdom games. And I saw
- 1:51:14people fighting.
- 1:51:19I SAW PEOPLE HEY, HEY, HEY, HEY, HEY,
- 1:51:22HEY, HEY, HEY.
- 1:51:24And it's called kill down king. I I HAVE
- 1:51:29NO DOUBT THAT SUCH A MAN WOULD BE the
- 1:51:31wife.
- 1:51:36Some of you ladies, you must come to
- 1:51:37these games and to see which man you
- 1:51:40shouldn't marry.
- 1:51:50Michael, can you imagine Kingdom Games
- 1:51:53and somebody is using the FOD
- 1:52:00and you see them the next day, holy
- 1:52:04>> are you Lord?
- 1:52:07All creations
- 1:52:09call you and they'll be weeping.
- 1:52:16If if you should go home to see some of
- 1:52:19our intercessors, some of our
- 1:52:20worshippers, some of our ashes, some of
- 1:52:23our sound technicians, if you should go
- 1:52:25home to see some of them and their
- 1:52:27mothers.
- 1:52:37Oh, say Lord, I desire maturity.
- 1:52:40>> I'm not hearing you. Say Lord I desire
- 1:52:44>> I desire
- 1:52:45>> emotional mastery
- 1:52:47>> emotional mastery
- 1:52:49>> in this season. SO WE SAY THAT YOU
- 1:52:52ENGAGE YOUR EMOTIONS BY QUESTIONING THEM
- 1:52:55AND WHAT YOU DO IS THAT YOU LOOK INWARD
- 1:52:58THAN OUTWARD. Can you imagine if your
- 1:53:00first reaction is not look to look at
- 1:53:02your brother but your first reaction is
- 1:53:04to look at how am I feeling? Why am I
- 1:53:05feeling? Why has this thing been
- 1:53:06triggered me like that?
- 1:53:16Ask somebody sitting, why are you
- 1:53:17triggered? Why are you triggered? Ask
- 1:53:18them, "Why are you triggered?"
- 1:53:25Why are you triggered? Somebody's even
- 1:53:27triggered by what I'm saying.
- 1:53:38All right, let's continue.
- 1:53:45Now,
- 1:53:51MANY BELIEVERS ARE SPIRITUALLY ACTIVE.
- 1:53:56MANY BELIEVERS ARE SPIRITUALLY ACTIVE
- 1:54:00BUT emotionally unaware.
- 1:54:14Many believers
- 1:54:16ARE SPIRITUALLY active
- 1:54:20but emotionally unaware.
- 1:54:23WRITE THIS DOWN. THIS PRODUCES A
- 1:54:26DANGEROUS PATTERN.
- 1:54:28WHEN YOU ARE SPIRITUALLY ACTIVE AND
- 1:54:31EMOTIONALLY UNAWARE, IT PRODUCES A
- 1:54:33DANGEROUS PATTERN. You become
- 1:54:35delusional.
- 1:54:49EK, are you learning?
- 1:54:59Abigail, you learn it.
- 1:55:07MANY ARE SPIRITUALLY ACTIVE, BUT THEY'RE
- 1:55:09EMOTIONALLY UNAWARE. WRITE THESE THINGS
- 1:55:11DOWN. IT PRODUCES A DANGEROUS PATTERN
- 1:55:15AND THIS MEANS THAT THEY BECOME
- 1:55:16JUDICIAL.
- 1:55:19WHAT DOES THIS HAPPEN? HOW YOU KNOW WHAT
- 1:55:21DOES THIS PRODUCE? WRITE IT DOWN. NUMBER
- 1:55:23ONE, THEY avoid
- 1:55:26processing situations.
- 1:55:32THEY AVOID PROCESSING. WHEN DAVID SAYS,
- 1:55:36"WHY ARE YOU DOWNCAST, OH MY SOUL?" He's
- 1:55:38not moving into action. He's processing.
- 1:55:40When they come TO JESUS CHRIST AND THEY
- 1:55:43SAID, "WELL, YOU KNOW, THIS WOMAN WAS
- 1:55:44CAUGHT IN THE ACT OF ADULTERY AND SHE'S
- 1:55:47BEEN CAUGHT." WHAT WOULD YOU SAY? THEY
- 1:55:49WERE EXPECTING AN INSTANT ANSWER. But
- 1:55:52the Bible says he bent down and he began
- 1:55:54to write. Sometimes all you need is 30
- 1:55:57seconds of silence.
- 1:56:02Some of you when when the other person
- 1:56:04is talking, you're already triggered to
- 1:56:07jump in and reply.
- 1:56:13SOMETIMES IF IF YOU ONLY HAD WAITED 30
- 1:56:16SECONDS of silence you would have
- 1:56:18produced a BETTER ANSWER. SO WHEN WHEN
- 1:56:21YOU ARE EMOTIONALLY UNAWARE YOU YOU
- 1:56:24AVOID WHAT WE CALL PROCESSING. Have you
- 1:56:28recognized that depending on your RAM
- 1:56:30even your computer when you type it
- 1:56:31processes. There's something in your
- 1:56:33computer called processor.
- 1:56:36BEFORE WHAT YOU ARE TYPING ON THE ON THE
- 1:56:39KEYBOARD COMES on the screen something
- 1:56:41process it behind the scene.
- 1:56:45WHEN WHEN YOU BECOME UNEOTIONALLY AWARE,
- 1:56:48YOU AVOID PRO. It is in the place of
- 1:56:51processing that we compartmentalize
- 1:56:55what we've heard and we we take what
- 1:56:57needs to be taken and we take what NEEDS
- 1:56:59WHAT NEEDS AND WHEN WE NOW REACT from
- 1:57:01the people says ah that's a matured man.
- 1:57:04That's why the Bible said be slow to
- 1:57:07speak
- 1:57:09be quick to hear. What the Bible is
- 1:57:11trying TO SAY IS THAT PROCESS BEFORE YOU
- 1:57:13UTTER. THAT PROCESSING MUST COME BEFORE
- 1:57:16UTTERANCE.
- 1:57:20TELL SOMEBODY PROCESS BEFORE YOU SPEAK.
- 1:57:32Your mom is still struggling in
- 1:57:34believing you are saved.
- 1:57:37They
- 1:57:39your your some of you your parents hate
- 1:57:41K. They they hate this church too.
- 1:57:47They hat one one one one one one one one
- 1:57:49one one one one one one one one one one
- 1:57:49one one one one one one one one one one
- 1:57:50mother called me one day. He said HE
- 1:57:51SAID WHAT CHURCH WHAT CHURCH ARE YOU
- 1:57:53RUNNING? I said I said mom who are you?
- 1:57:56Good afternoon. Mom who who are you
- 1:57:59mama? He said he said I said mama come
- 1:58:02down. You have a problem with your son
- 1:58:03not me. He said, "Okay, okay, okay,
- 1:58:05okay." He said, he said, "What are you
- 1:58:08teaching the people in church?" I said,
- 1:58:09"Mommy, every sermon is on live stream."
- 1:58:11I said, "Mommy, mommy." I said, "Mommy,
- 1:58:13go and watch."
- 1:58:16THEN THIS, THE BROTHER TOOK THE PHONE
- 1:58:18AND SAID, "YEAH, YEAH, YEAH. OUR BROTHER
- 1:58:19COMES TO YOUR CHURCH, BUT HE'S VERY
- 1:58:21DISRESPECTFUL." I SAID, "How long is he
- 1:58:24coming?" He said, "He's been at your
- 1:58:25church about 6 months." I said, "You've
- 1:58:27produced a monster for 24 years. You
- 1:58:29want me to fix it in 6 months?"
- 1:58:33I SHOULD BE ANGRY AND CALL YOU AND SAY,
- 1:58:35"WHY HAVE YOU CREATED SUCH A BAD BOY OF
- 1:58:3724 YEARS?"
- 1:58:41>> You think we do magic here?
- 1:58:44This is not pimp my right.
- 1:58:46THIS IS NOT A TYPE OF CHURCH THAT YOU
- 1:58:48COME AND THEN YOU enter blue and we put
- 1:58:50you in a room and one week we pimp you
- 1:58:52and you come out with, you know, you had
- 1:58:5416 alloy wheels and you come out with 30
- 1:58:57alloys WHEEL WITH. NO, WE don't pin
- 1:58:59people here.
- 1:59:01We take people through process. THEY ARE
- 1:59:04TRANSFORMED BY THE RENEWAL OF THE MIND.
- 1:59:06And transformation takes time.
- 1:59:11[applause]
- 1:59:17Do you understand what I'm trying to
- 1:59:19say?
- 1:59:20Paul Paul said he said he said because
- 1:59:22of some of you.
- 1:59:25He said because of some of you even the
- 1:59:27name of Jesus is being spoken of anyhow
- 1:59:34cuz you talk anyhow. You don't process
- 1:59:37this.
- 1:59:39IF YOU HAD JUST JUST IF YOU HAD A
- 1:59:42PRINCIPLE OF QUIETNESS FOR 30 SECONDS
- 1:59:45BEFORE SPEAKING, you would recognize
- 1:59:47that you would process your words
- 1:59:50correctly. I told you you can be right
- 1:59:52and end up wrong.
- 2:00:01I just fixed a very complicated
- 2:00:03situation over the weekend. Complicated,
- 2:00:05very complicated situation.
- 2:00:08very complicated situation with
- 2:00:11you know some couples pastors and their
- 2:00:13wives very complicated I'm talking about
- 2:00:15situations that have made people weep
- 2:00:17cry and I fixed that by the grace of God
- 2:00:19over the WEEKEND AND AND HOW IT WAS
- 2:00:21FIXED was simple I said before the
- 2:00:23meeting I said in this meeting nobody's
- 2:00:26allowed to get angry nobody's allowed to
- 2:00:28raise their voice nobody's allowed to do
- 2:00:30that if anybody does that I will get up
- 2:00:32and leave is that I agreed everybody
- 2:00:35said yes then I came I said in this
- 2:00:37meeting When somebody is speaking,
- 2:00:39everybody must be quiet and listen and
- 2:00:42until I call you. So now what you had is
- 2:00:44that people that had the tendency to
- 2:00:46jump into conclusion had the opportunity
- 2:00:48to sit down and listen to how people
- 2:00:50felt from beginning to end. AND BY THE
- 2:00:54TIME IT WAS FINISHED, PEOPLE THAT WERE
- 2:00:55ANGRY started feeling sorry for the
- 2:00:57people they were angry at because they
- 2:00:59got the opportunity to understand where
- 2:01:01they were coming from.
- 2:01:09He said, "Be quick to hear,
- 2:01:15be slow to speak."
- 2:01:19WHAT HE'S TRYING TO SAY IS THAT process
- 2:01:22before utterance.
- 2:01:34Speak in tong with the disciples.
- 2:01:54Come on.
- 2:02:19Holy Spirit, help me. Come on. Holy
- 2:02:22Spirit, help me. Holy Spirit, help me.
- 2:02:25If you don't help me, I will lose
- 2:02:26friendships. If you don't help me, good
- 2:02:28people will leave me. If you don't help
- 2:02:30me, great opportunities would would be
- 2:02:33taken away from me. If you don't help
- 2:02:35me, even the people you've sent my way
- 2:02:37to help me would walk away from me. Holy
- 2:02:39Spirit, help me.
- 2:02:49Come on. Come on. Come on. Come on.
- 2:02:58Come on.
- 2:03:12EVERY
- 2:03:31YOU YOU YOU ENGAGED BY FIRST PROCESSING.
- 2:03:40As I'm growing, I've recognized that a
- 2:03:42lot of things it wasn't because I was
- 2:03:43radical. I was just immature.
- 2:03:50Have you recognized that all parents
- 2:03:54as they grow
- 2:03:56they become
- 2:03:58soft?
- 2:04:00There's no weakness.
- 2:04:05Everybody as they are growing sometime
- 2:04:08you will you look at your father and how
- 2:04:10your father will be dealing with your
- 2:04:12son as the grandchild and you say ah you
- 2:04:16recognize even your child will fail to
- 2:04:18believe you because everything you told
- 2:04:19them your father did everything he's
- 2:04:22doing to that child of yours is
- 2:04:23opposite.
- 2:04:25You tell the child, "Ah,
- 2:04:28my father used to scream and now when
- 2:04:30you scream your father said, "Oh, and
- 2:04:32this your grandchildren." No, no, no.
- 2:04:34Your father has not become weak. He's
- 2:04:36grown.
- 2:04:46>> As I'm seeing things and I'm hearing
- 2:04:49things, I'm just not reacting like how I
- 2:04:51used to.
- 2:04:53THERE ARE DAYS I WILL COME AND LOOK AT
- 2:04:55them
- 2:04:57and I'm and I'm I'm looking at them
- 2:04:59through the eyes of mercy and I know the
- 2:05:01mid Randolph. Oh Jesus.
- 2:05:08Oh.
- 2:05:15So the people that know me from they say
- 2:05:17daddy these people they no daddy this.
- 2:05:20No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. I've
- 2:05:23I've never become less militant.
- 2:05:28No, no, no. I'm growing.
- 2:05:29>> That's right.
- 2:05:30>> I'm growing. I'M GROWING BECAUSE IF I
- 2:05:33continue like Mid, I'll be in the news.
- 2:05:40>> I'll be in the And now everything I do
- 2:05:43now is more exaggerating.
- 2:05:45>> In [crying] in the midseason, some of us
- 2:05:48we were we we were we were we We we were
- 2:05:51not known. Now even when we cough is
- 2:05:53news.
- 2:05:58We are still intense but we've grown.
- 2:06:02A commander does not scream. A commander
- 2:06:05can literally pick up a phone and say
- 2:06:07bomb them. In a very s bomb. It's not a
- 2:06:11screaming to say bomb. NO. HE CAN JUST
- 2:06:13TAKE A he can just sip away and say bomb
- 2:06:16bomb target.
- 2:06:19The power is not in in in in the loud.
- 2:06:23NO, NO, NO. It's it's not.
- 2:06:28AS A MATTER OF FACT, YOU ARE MORE
- 2:06:30DANGEROUS WHEN YOU HAVE emotions in
- 2:06:32place.
- 2:06:38This this thing with American Iran,
- 2:06:41you saw the resolve of the Iranians.
- 2:06:45They are not texting. They are not
- 2:06:46tooting.
- 2:06:49It's it's not the person who is speaking
- 2:06:52more that is winning the war.
- 2:06:56There are days you have to frustrate the
- 2:06:58devil. He hit you hard. He came
- 2:07:02expecting you to be miserable and you
- 2:07:04are laughing. You're like the Shunamite
- 2:07:06woman. Your son is dead. The only child
- 2:07:09you didn't want and this prophet
- 2:07:11PROPHESIED IS DEAD. AND THE PROPHET
- 2:07:14SENDS GHAZI TO COME AND ASK YOU, "MAMA,
- 2:07:17IS EVERYTHING OKAY?" THEN THE Shunamite
- 2:07:19woman looks at Ghazi and says, "It is
- 2:07:22well
- 2:07:27you."
- 2:07:29When you lose your emotions, you are
- 2:07:31even quick to curse God. A WOMAN WITH A
- 2:07:34DEAD SON LOOKED AT the prophet and said,
- 2:07:36"It is well.
- 2:07:51me how hey relax
- 2:07:55go and sleep
- 2:07:58you wake up feeling different and that
- 2:08:00is why Joseph was mature the Bible say
- 2:08:02that when he found out
- 2:08:04when Joseph found out that this girl
- 2:08:09this so-called virgin
- 2:08:10was pregnant. He said he did not try to
- 2:08:13publicly humiliate her, but he went to
- 2:08:16sleep. And in sleeping, the angel of the
- 2:08:18Lord came and spoke to him and said
- 2:08:25if you had slept,
- 2:08:27you would have still been friends. If
- 2:08:29you had slept, the job would still have
- 2:08:31been available. If you had slept, that
- 2:08:33business deal would not have been
- 2:08:34cancelled.
- 2:08:36You became quickly reactionary because
- 2:08:40you failed to process.
- 2:08:46Tap someone and say, "Process your
- 2:08:47emotions."
- 2:08:49Oh, tap tap that person heart. Tell
- 2:08:51them, "Process your emotions."
- 2:08:53TELL THEM, "ACTIVATE YOUR PROCESSOR."
- 2:08:57>> Come on, TELL THEM ACTIVATE YOUR
- 2:08:59PROCESSOR.
- 2:09:02>> PROVERBS 17:25. LET'S READ SOME
- 2:09:04SCRIPTURES. ARE WE LEARNING?
- 2:09:07>> ARE WE LEARNING?
- 2:09:08>> CAN WE IGNORE YOUR ENEMIES AND TALK
- 2:09:10ABOUT YOU?
- 2:09:19>> A FOOLISH SON IS GRIEF TO HIS FATHER AND
- 2:09:23BITTERNESS to her who bore him.
- 2:09:29BITTERNESS. PROVERBS 17:22 22
- 2:09:3522
- 2:09:37A merry heart does good like MEDICINE
- 2:09:39BUT A BROKEN spirit dries the bones
- 2:09:44it means that WHEN YOUR EMOT WHEN YOUR
- 2:09:47SPIRIT MAN IS BROKEN WHEN YOU FEEL
- 2:09:49BROKEN WHEN YOUR SPIRIT MAN IS BROKEN IT
- 2:09:52IT IT IT it has the capacity to even dry
- 2:09:55every aspect of your
- 2:09:57That's right.
- 2:10:02>> Put up your right and say, "My emotions
- 2:10:04>> my emotions
- 2:10:05>> are hurting me.
- 2:10:07>> Not my enemies."
- 2:10:14>> Let's have your right hand again. My
- 2:10:16emotions
- 2:10:16>> My emotions
- 2:10:17>> are hurting me.
- 2:10:19>> Not my enemies.
- 2:10:22I used to have a friend was called
- 2:10:25Emanuel a free stubborn boy
- 2:10:29stubborn
- 2:10:32look
- 2:10:34very stubborn guy you know those friends
- 2:10:36that
- 2:10:38you don't know whether you should leave
- 2:10:39them you should keep them
- 2:10:42they are productive but very very
- 2:10:45stubborn he said something I will never
- 2:10:48forget he said for me when I make you
- 2:10:51angry
- 2:10:52and you are in your room boiling me I'm
- 2:10:55asleep
- 2:11:00he said that to me he said him if he
- 2:11:04makes you angry and you are in your room
- 2:11:06hitting your you know some of some of us
- 2:11:09when we are angry we are even breaking
- 2:11:10television and breaking
- 2:11:14he said for him when when he does
- 2:11:16something and you you offended and you
- 2:11:19uh you are losing your mind. He's in his
- 2:11:21room. He's asleep. And he said when
- 2:11:23you're even angry, I've made peace with
- 2:11:26God.
- 2:11:31That is WHY I'M SAYING YOUR EMOTIONS ARE
- 2:11:33hurting you. You are the one developing
- 2:11:35high blood pressure, not your mother.
- 2:11:42YOUR FATHER IS ON A SECOND WIFE. THEY
- 2:11:45ARE ON A VAC. THEY IN A VACATION. IF
- 2:11:47YOU'RE IN ALBANIA RIGHT NOW,
- 2:11:50YOUR AX IS IN IS IN BARBADOS right now.
- 2:11:56THE BOSS YOU'RE ANGRY AT IS IN A CINEMA
- 2:11:59right now. YOU MEET HIM IN WORK, BUT
- 2:12:00today he's in a cinema and you're in a
- 2:12:02room fuming. YOU ARE THE ONE THAT IS on
- 2:12:05the verge of developing high blood
- 2:12:07pressure. Your emotions are hurting you,
- 2:12:09not your neighbor.
- 2:12:12Am I Am I speaking here?
- 2:12:15Tell somebody relax.
- 2:12:23>> Tell them drink water and mind your
- 2:12:25business.
- 2:12:32Some people when they get angry they
- 2:12:34vibrate for seven days.
- 2:12:39I've done marital counseling and I've
- 2:12:41asked people so when you're hungry he
- 2:12:42said just give me time to cool off how
- 2:12:44much about seven days
- 2:12:48and you know the crazy thing as you are
- 2:12:50vibrating the seven days your partner
- 2:12:52just came home and turned on Netflix
- 2:12:56you said we should give you seven days
- 2:12:57so he's waiting
- 2:13:01so what I SHOULD GIVE YOU YOUR COOLING
- 2:13:04you know you know when you go and buy a
- 2:13:05product they have something called
- 2:13:06cooling off period
- 2:13:08Your cooling off period is 7 days. So
- 2:13:11what? Life should be suspended because
- 2:13:14you will cool off in 7 days. Okay, cool
- 2:13:16off. But until then, grab me some pinina
- 2:13:20colada and make me SOME FOOD. MAKE ME
- 2:13:22FOOD TO EAT WHILST you cool off.
- 2:13:25THEN YOU RECOGNIZE THAT BY THE TIME you
- 2:13:28are 56,
- 2:13:30YOU ARE THE ONE DEALING WITH HIGH BLOOD
- 2:13:32PRESSURE,
- 2:13:34INSOMNIA OR SOMETHING. IS THAT how they
- 2:13:36call it? Dealing with all OF THESE KIND
- 2:13:38OF YOU WOULD RECOGNIZE THAT MY EMOTIONS
- 2:13:41DID NOT OFFEND. LOOK, YOU OFFEND NOBODY
- 2:13:44BY BEING ANGRY.
- 2:13:47And you know some people want to prove
- 2:13:49to you that we I'm angry.
- 2:13:51How are you? It's okay.
- 2:13:56Are you okay? Yeah.
- 2:14:02Are you hungry? No.
- 2:14:04>> Shut up. Shut up. You are hungry.
- 2:14:10Are you hungry? No.
- 2:14:13Okay. I bought the Perry Perry chicken.
- 2:14:16Bring it.
- 2:14:19And you you are smelling the food. And
- 2:14:21will you eat? No.
- 2:14:26I remember those days when you used to
- 2:14:28live in Germany. I'm angry. WHEN I'M
- 2:14:29ANGRY, I WANT TO PROVE THE PATIENTS I
- 2:14:31WILL NOT EAT the food.
- 2:14:35The thing about patience was that no
- 2:14:36matter how much we got angry, the food
- 2:14:38here, she will cook.
- 2:14:42Will you eat? No. No.
- 2:14:45[clears throat]
- 2:14:4912 midnight.
- 2:14:52What you say?
- 2:14:54I'm sorry. I've woken up.
- 2:14:58You hear
- 2:15:02the kitchen
- 2:15:08looking for food. But they ask me, "Are
- 2:15:09you hung?" No.
- 2:15:12Are you okay? No.
- 2:15:15You see how childish you look? No.
- 2:15:19BECAUSE YOU THINK BY BEING ANGRY you are
- 2:15:22hurt. Hey, look. Go and GET THEIR FOOD.
- 2:15:24THEY'RE WATCHING TIK TOK.
- 2:15:26THAT PERSON THAT YOU THINK YOU'RE HE'S
- 2:15:28THEY YOU ARE THE one that is hurting
- 2:15:31yourself
- 2:15:33because you know what? They know you
- 2:15:34cannot be angry forever. They're just
- 2:15:37waiting for you.
- 2:15:43Oh,
- 2:15:45tell yourself, "My emotions hurt me.
- 2:15:50>> Not my enemies."
- 2:15:51>> Not my enemies.
- 2:15:59Are you okay? No.
- 2:16:10>> Michael, you can relate with what I'm
- 2:16:12saying. Sophia will come and say, "Are
- 2:16:14you okay?"
- 2:16:18Big man throwing tantrum.
- 2:16:23Will you eat?
- 2:16:27Some of them I only say it in marital
- 2:16:28council
- 2:16:35as of Josiah. Some things we only say it
- 2:16:37in the in the marital council. Your
- 2:16:40emotions does not hurt your enemy.
- 2:16:56Some of you think by being angry you are
- 2:16:58hurting your father who left. You are
- 2:17:00hurting. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,
- 2:17:04no. You know, you know one of I I wanted
- 2:17:06to say something but I've decided not to
- 2:17:08say so that when I get to heaven, the
- 2:17:09Lord will not ask me a question. But God
- 2:17:12is interested.
- 2:17:16Do you know why the Bible says that
- 2:17:18judge not? To render judgment is to
- 2:17:21determine where somebody's end will be.
- 2:17:23So in a court lawyers can speak for 10
- 2:17:26hours and the judge is quiet.
- 2:17:29Lawyers don't sentence people.
- 2:17:32The one who sentences people in the
- 2:17:34court is the judge. When a judge renders
- 2:17:37judgment, it means they've determined
- 2:17:39your end and that is fine. So when the
- 2:17:41Bible says do not judge, it means that
- 2:17:44don't sit in your room with your small
- 2:17:46mind and determines when a man's where a
- 2:17:48man's end will be. Do you know why?
- 2:17:50Because God has the capacity to rescue
- 2:17:54a man at the last 30 seconds of his
- 2:17:58life. It means there are more people we
- 2:18:00think are in hell we meet in heaven. We
- 2:18:02don't we listen to me. Listen to me. We
- 2:18:05don't know
- 2:18:07>> the sin of the sinner on the cross.
- 2:18:12Are you here with me? We just KNEW THAT
- 2:18:14THERE WAS A SINNER ON THE CROSS. BUT WE
- 2:18:16don't know. But I also know that ONE OF
- 2:18:18THE REASONS WHY SOMEBODY WOULD END UP ON
- 2:18:21THE CROSS AS a sinner is that they would
- 2:18:23offend. They would either offend man,
- 2:18:26they would either offend the system,
- 2:18:28they would either offend on the society
- 2:18:29OR SOMETHING HAPPEN. THAT SINNER THAT
- 2:18:32Jesus said today
- 2:18:36you would be with me in paradise. Jesus
- 2:18:38didn't say get down the cross and go to
- 2:18:41the people who offended you and go and
- 2:18:42say to them sorry and come back and we
- 2:18:44go to heaven. No, no, no, no. It means
- 2:18:46that there are certain people that would
- 2:18:48offend YOU THE THE CRUCIAL TIME OF THEIR
- 2:18:50LIFETIME WHEN they'll meet the Lord.
- 2:18:52They will not have time to look for you
- 2:18:53to call you and say I'm sorry. But even
- 2:18:55in that place, the Lord would promise
- 2:18:56them eternal rest.
- 2:19:01That is the thing about God that is
- 2:19:04interesting.
- 2:19:07So that man that you are angry and say
- 2:19:09I'm I'm offended
- 2:19:11I I WILL BE THIS AND THAT AND THAT AND
- 2:19:13THAT AND THAT AND that it it you have no
- 2:19:16idea what restoration measures the Lord
- 2:19:18has aligned because the agenda of God is
- 2:19:20that no one should perish.
- 2:19:26So now you entered marriage as an angry
- 2:19:28man. You entered marriage as an angry
- 2:19:30woman because of what somebody did, how
- 2:19:34they left, how they acted. And you have
- 2:19:37no idea the type of measures God has put
- 2:19:40in place to rescue this person. Your
- 2:19:43anger is hurting your relationships, not
- 2:19:46the one who hurt you.
- 2:19:55Tap somebody and say it's not worth it.
- 2:19:58>> No, no, I said tap someone and say it's
- 2:19:59not worth it.
- 2:20:01>> Tell them free yourself. Free yourself.
- 2:20:06>> Is God helping us tonight? Or are you
- 2:20:08close?
- 2:20:12>> So, HOW DO WE ENGAGE IN THIS FAST? WE
- 2:20:16process this.
- 2:20:22TAKE YOUR EMOTIONS THROUGH THE
- 2:20:24PROCESSOR.
- 2:20:31Number two, we reflect.
- 2:20:39Reflect.
- 2:20:50This is just a start of emotionology.
- 2:20:56We have to teach this in church. We have
- 2:20:59to teach it in church.
- 2:21:04You understand what I'm saying?
- 2:21:06Number two, what? Reflect,
- 2:21:09ponder, think,
- 2:21:12analyze.
- 2:21:15Is it worth it? Is it not worth it? What
- 2:21:18what would be the consequences?
- 2:21:22Is the is the outcome desirable?
- 2:21:26Do I cause more more problem?
- 2:21:34The Lord said to me, there are seven
- 2:21:35people right now he's helping right now.
- 2:21:37He's freeing these seven people
- 2:21:39>> out of things that have bound them
- 2:21:41heavily right now.
- 2:21:51REFLECT
- 2:21:54BEFORE YOU TAKE YOUR EMOTIONS ON A
- 2:21:56JOURNEY, count [music] the cost.
- 2:21:59[snorts] HE SAID, "HOW MANY OF YOU WOULD
- 2:22:01EMBARK ON A JOURNEY? HOW MANY OF YOU
- 2:22:03WOULD TRAVEL to a place without first
- 2:22:05counting the cost?"
- 2:22:09I don't know, but I've I've I've heard
- 2:22:12my heartbeat.
- 2:22:16I've I've heard I've I've heard my heart
- 2:22:18beat into a place where I was afraid
- 2:22:25at at at some point in time. I had to I
- 2:22:28had to cut off even watching football
- 2:22:31for a long time
- 2:22:34because I recognized where my heart is
- 2:22:36in this thing is too deep.
- 2:22:39I had to reflect THERE THERE WERE TIMES
- 2:22:42that there were times that if my team
- 2:22:44loses I can't eat.
- 2:22:51Somebody's playing football earning
- 2:22:53their money. They don't even know you
- 2:22:56exist.
- 2:22:59They lose and still get losing bonus
- 2:23:05and you are so angry that Manchester
- 2:23:08City has beaten ARSENAL 2-1 AND ARSENAL
- 2:23:11IS ON THE VERGE OF BURDENING THE THE THE
- 2:23:14PREMIERSHIP AGAIN AND YOU SAID I WON'T
- 2:23:17EAT.
- 2:23:18EVEN BUKAYO Saka is eating.
- 2:23:34There were seasons in my life if it's
- 2:23:37Chelsea Barcelona, Real Madrid
- 2:23:40Barcelona, me and my older brother will
- 2:23:42fight first.
- 2:23:46SO THE MOMENT THAT MATCH IS COMING, MY
- 2:23:48MOTHER WILL COME IN THE MIDDLE BECAUSE
- 2:23:49he knows we'll fight.
- 2:23:52And by THE TIME WE ARE FIGHTING,
- 2:23:56by the time we are fighting, h e h e h e
- 2:23:59h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e
- 2:23:59h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e
- 2:23:59h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e
- 2:24:00h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h what was
- 2:24:01the name of the Real Madrid defender?
- 2:24:03>> Ramos
- 2:24:03>> Ramos and Pu are exchanging t-shirt. We
- 2:24:07are fighting. Ramos just gave his
- 2:24:08t-shirt to Pu. Pu just took it and we we
- 2:24:10are fighting in.
- 2:24:20THERE WERE TIMES I COULD BE ANGRY and I
- 2:24:22could literally I could hear my
- 2:24:23heartbeating.
- 2:24:26It's like my heart is being taken out. I
- 2:24:29said to myself, I said, Randolph, if you
- 2:24:31continue like this, you will not be 50.
- 2:24:38So, so what did I do? I started
- 2:24:41reflecting.
- 2:24:43Is it worth my anger?
- 2:24:47Is it worth my emotion? Is it worth my
- 2:24:50heart?
- 2:24:55IN A GENERATION, PEOPLE ARE DYING 25,
- 2:24:5826.
- 2:25:03We don't even reach 17.
- 2:25:10Not all of this is demons.
- 2:25:13No. No. Not everything is demon. If
- 2:25:16demons, if your emotions will do the
- 2:25:18work, the enemy will rest. They don't
- 2:25:20need demons when the emotions are doing
- 2:25:21the work.
- 2:25:26>> Oh, say, "Holy Spirit, help me."
- 2:25:42>> Why are you so angry in life? Ask them,
- 2:25:43why are you so angry in life?
- 2:25:52Ask them, "Why are you so sad?"
- 2:25:58Ask them, "Why are your emotions
- 2:25:59everywhere?"
- 2:26:05Ask them, "Why are you so heated?"
- 2:26:08Ask them, "Why are you so low?
- 2:26:22He said, "Take heed to yourself
- 2:26:25and then to doctrine."
- 2:26:31TAKE HEED TO YOURSELF
- 2:26:35AND LEARN TO TOUCH YOU.
- 2:26:42take heed to yourself and then to
- 2:26:45doctor. One day
- 2:26:50things happened at home and and and me
- 2:26:53and patients were about to have a
- 2:26:54conversation. You know when you're
- 2:26:56married and the wife say we have to talk
- 2:27:01and then she said something she said you
- 2:27:03know what
- 2:27:05let's forget the conversation
- 2:27:08because I I know how you react. I said
- 2:27:10to her, I said, "Auntie, talk.
- 2:27:13How you think I will I will react
- 2:27:16is old. Let's talk.
- 2:27:21Let's talk. I've I've reflected.
- 2:27:24I I I'm aware of myself." So that thing
- 2:27:27you're expecting is not there. It's It's
- 2:27:29like Mary Magdalene looking for Jesus at
- 2:27:32the tomb. And the angel comes to me and
- 2:27:34said, "No, no, no. He's not here."
- 2:27:37I said, "Let's talk." I said, "No, no,
- 2:27:39no. You I said you are wrong. How you
- 2:27:42think I'm going to I'm matured.
- 2:27:45Listen, bring bring your statements.
- 2:27:48Let's have a conversation." Oh, you know
- 2:27:50this. I said, "I'm sorry. You know,
- 2:27:54forgive me. I will learn
- 2:27:59what takes us 5 hours, 30, 20 minutes,
- 2:28:0250 minutes. Y is done.
- 2:28:10What is GOING TO TAKE US 3 HOURS? NO,
- 2:28:12NO, NO. IF if if you come and Oh, yes.
- 2:28:15Oh, I'm sorry.
- 2:28:19We finished. Let's go and eat.
- 2:28:24Let's go and eat.
- 2:28:29There's a season you get to immaturity.
- 2:28:31You seize from the edge of trying to be
- 2:28:34right.
- 2:28:36You've not become weak. You've just
- 2:28:37grown.
- 2:28:42>> That's why I'm married this 11 years
- 2:28:46[applause]
- 2:28:51[applause] and I'll be married 40 years
- 2:28:54>> and I'll be married 60 years.
- 2:28:57>> And if Jesus don't come, I'll be married
- 2:28:5990 years.
- 2:29:00>> No, no, no. We will be married.
- 2:29:02>> WE WE HAVE NOWHERE to go.
- 2:29:11Because I recognized Satan was not my
- 2:29:13enemy. My emotions was my enemy. He
- 2:29:16said, "Why are you downcast?"
- 2:29:21He said, "Why are you disquing within
- 2:29:23me?"
- 2:29:24He said, "Hop in them."
- 2:29:27That is a man that is being
- 2:29:29introspective.
- 2:29:30He's being reflective. Say Lord, help me
- 2:29:34to reflect.
- 2:29:35>> Oh, say Lord, help me to do an inward
- 2:29:39reflection.
- 2:29:43>> So, we process,
- 2:29:46we reflect,
- 2:29:49AND THE FINAL ONE AFTER WE'VE REFLECTED,
- 2:29:52we action.
- 2:29:56We take action.
- 2:30:21We process,
- 2:30:23we reflect
- 2:30:27and we take action.
- 2:30:30It means that maturity is mastery from
- 2:30:34within.
- 2:30:36Maturity is mastery FROM WITHIN.
- 2:30:40MATURITY IS MASTERY from within. Psalm
- 2:30:43139:23.
- 2:30:50Psalm 139 verse 23. HE SAID, "SEARCH ME,
- 2:30:55OH GOD.
- 2:31:01Search [screaming] me.
- 2:31:05OH GOD, AND KNOW MY HEART, NOT MY
- 2:31:07ENEMIES.
- 2:31:13You need a certain level of intelligence
- 2:31:17to sit at the table with your enemies.
- 2:31:20You know, YOU KNOW, IT'S ONE THING TO
- 2:31:22SAY, HE PREPARES A TABLE before me in
- 2:31:24the presence of my enemies, but if God
- 2:31:26prepares a table before you in the
- 2:31:27presence of your enemies, will you come
- 2:31:28and eat?
- 2:31:33you will not even come because you said
- 2:31:35I can't stand them.
- 2:31:37SO THERE ARE TABLES LEFT FOR PEOPLE AND
- 2:31:39THEY ARE absent because they offended.
- 2:31:48Oh th THAT PREPAREST A TABLE. IF GOD
- 2:31:51PREPARES THE TABLE for you in the
- 2:31:53presence of your enemies, are you sure
- 2:31:55you will turn up? You know what that
- 2:31:57means? Jesus knew Judas was an enemy,
- 2:32:00but he sat with him on the table and fed
- 2:32:03them and he said, "Tonight, one of you
- 2:32:05will betray me."
- 2:32:09You know what it takes to be able to
- 2:32:12come TO THE TABLE SET FOR YOU IN THE
- 2:32:13PRESENCE OF YOUR ENEMIES? You need
- 2:32:15mastery of your emotions.
- 2:32:20Do you know what it means? It means
- 2:32:22emotional
- 2:32:24immaturity has turned you away from
- 2:32:26opportunities.
- 2:32:35EMOTIONAL IMATURITY has turned you away
- 2:32:39from what opportunities because you
- 2:32:41won't come is your enemies.
- 2:32:48You were you were you were two months
- 2:32:51away from promotion until you left the
- 2:32:54job
- 2:32:56and because your boss didn't want you to
- 2:32:58get a promotion he knew exactly what how
- 2:33:00to work you for you to leave because
- 2:33:02they they are in the room where they
- 2:33:04know you are due by two you have no idea
- 2:33:08so you got a father and say oh no no no
- 2:33:10I'm gone and that was it
- 2:33:17say Lord from tonight.
- 2:33:19>> Oh, come on, talk to me. Say, Lord, from
- 2:33:21tonight,
- 2:33:21>> from tonight
- 2:33:22>> I will
- 2:33:24process.
- 2:33:25>> I will reflect and then I will act.
- 2:33:31>> HE SAID, "SEARCH ME, OH GOD,
- 2:33:35know my heart, not my enemies.
- 2:33:40Try [screaming] me and know my
- 2:33:43anxieties."
- 2:33:46Now understand this. This guy was not
- 2:33:49some softy.
- 2:33:52Don't read this and think we are talking
- 2:33:54about some soft. WE ARE TALKING about an
- 2:33:56army general.
- 2:33:58>> WE ARE TALKING ABOUT THE LAD THAT SLEW A
- 2:34:02GIANT WITH A STONE. WE ARE TALKING ABOUT
- 2:34:05THE MAN THAT WAS COMMANDER OF A MAN LIKE
- 2:34:08ELEAZAR, THE SON OF DODO. WE ARE TALKING
- 2:34:11ABOUT THE MAN CALLED DAVID, A WARRIOR.
- 2:34:14WE ARE TALKING ABOUT A MAN THAT WAS IN
- 2:34:16TODAY'S TERM HE WAS ALPHA MASCULINE.
- 2:34:21David was not some
- 2:34:26DAVID WAS NOT SOME WOMAN MAN. He was not
- 2:34:29a weakling.
- 2:34:31We are talking ABOUT THE MAN THAT AT HIS
- 2:34:34PRESENCE NATIONS WERE TERRIFIED. We are
- 2:34:37talking about David the son of Jesse.
- 2:34:40AND THIS MAN WHO WAS A WARRIOR WHEN HE
- 2:34:43WENT TO GOD HE SAID LORD SEARCH me know
- 2:34:45MY ANXIETIES. YOU ARE TALKING YOU KNOW
- 2:34:47YOU KNOW JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE dismissing
- 2:34:51your emotions does not mean you are
- 2:34:52strong.
- 2:34:54>> AND AND ACKNOWLEDGING YOUR EMOTIONS IT'S
- 2:34:57not a statement that you are weak.
- 2:35:09I locked up my emotions for so long that
- 2:35:12when I became husband, I struggled to
- 2:35:14love. When I became father, I struggled
- 2:35:17to love because I was told to be a man.
- 2:35:20And that means I numbed it.
- 2:35:25There were seasons I look for tears, I
- 2:35:27couldn't find one.
- 2:35:32I've seen three children born, I
- 2:35:34couldn't shed a tear. I'VE SEEN MY WIFE
- 2:35:36WALK OUT, THE MOST BEAUTIFUL BRIDE. I
- 2:35:38couldn't
- 2:35:40I WAS INTERNALIZING THINGS.
- 2:35:43It was heavy in me but I couldn't find
- 2:35:46anything to express it outward
- 2:35:49because I had been told if you are going
- 2:35:51to be a man you have to be man
- 2:35:55that is why our wives are suffering that
- 2:35:57is why our childrens are suffering
- 2:35:59because they can't relate we they can't
- 2:36:02relate with this man they can't relate
- 2:36:04people can't relate WITH PASTORS THAT
- 2:36:06CANNOT SYMPATHIZE WITH THEIR INFIRMITIES
- 2:36:09BECAUSE BY THE TIME WE WERE 12 THEY TOLD
- 2:36:11US DISMISS IT DAVID SHALL SEARCH IT,
- 2:36:14find it.
- 2:36:20I needed to give you to know that this
- 2:36:22is not SOME SOME SOME WEAK GUY.
- 2:36:27THIS IS DAVID THE WARRIOR. HE SAID, HE
- 2:36:30SAID, HE SAID, "LORD, LOOK, look at me.
- 2:36:32Look at me. Know my heart." He said,
- 2:36:34"Set me find my anxieties." Continue.
- 2:36:36Continue that scripture. Continue that
- 2:36:37scripture. Continue continue. He said,
- 2:36:40"And see
- 2:36:43if THERE'S ANY WICKED WAY IN me and lead
- 2:36:45me in the way of everlasting." That is a
- 2:36:47man who is a warrior, but he's in tune
- 2:36:50with how he's feels and he's not afraid
- 2:36:52to hide from it in the secret place.
- 2:36:56When was the last time you shed tear in
- 2:36:58prayer?
- 2:37:01You come to church and worship is going
- 2:37:03on and men have their hands in their
- 2:37:05pocket.
- 2:37:06They have their hands IN THEIR POCKET.
- 2:37:08THEY ARE STANDING LIKE THIS BECAUSE THEY
- 2:37:10THINK THAT TO BOW DOWN IS FOR WOMEN.
- 2:37:14THEY THINK TO WEEP IS for women
- 2:37:19BECAUSE THEIR EMOTIONS ARE CLOGGED.
- 2:37:25It's just A MATTER OF TIME IT WILL CATCH
- 2:37:26up on you.
- 2:37:30Your wife will tell you I'm going
- 2:37:31because I can't be with a man. Even the
- 2:37:33Bible says we have come to we have we we
- 2:37:35have not come to a mountain that cannot
- 2:37:36be touched. We've not come to a high
- 2:37:38priest that cannot sympathize with our
- 2:37:40infirmities.
- 2:37:42YOU CARE BUT YOU CAN'T EVEN EXPRESS it
- 2:37:47because you've numbed it. He said
- 2:37:49stretch me.
- 2:37:52Know my anxieties.
- 2:37:54It means I can be worry and be anxious.
- 2:37:59It is in my in admitting my anxiety that
- 2:38:02I go before God in prayer be anxious
- 2:38:04about nothing. But in all things by
- 2:38:07prayer and supplication, make your
- 2:38:10requests known to God and the peace of
- 2:38:14God that surpasses all understanding.
- 2:38:19It takes me admitting my weakness to go
- 2:38:22to God for his strength and his grace to
- 2:38:25be made perfect in my weakness.
- 2:38:31Come on, say, "Lord, help me." If
- 2:38:33there's a boy sitting next to you, tap
- 2:38:34him and say, say, "Take it easy,
- 2:38:36brother. Take it easy, brother."
- 2:38:40No, I said, "If there's a brother next
- 2:38:42to you, tap them and tell them, "TAKE
- 2:38:43IT." WHETHER YOU KNOW HIM OR NOT, DON'T
- 2:38:44MIND. Just tap him. Say, "Take it easy,
- 2:38:46brother."
- 2:38:48Tell them you tell that brother, "You
- 2:38:49don't have to hide, brother. You don't
- 2:38:50have to hide, brother.
- 2:39:00It is even scientifically proven that
- 2:39:02people who laugh a lot have a longer
- 2:39:04lifespan.
- 2:39:10>> The Bible says even laughter even
- 2:39:12laughter makes the heart merry.
- 2:39:15>> Huh? Every day you are serious. Why?
- 2:39:20We can't play with you. We can't joke
- 2:39:22with you. Who? Who are you?
- 2:39:30We can't even touch you. What's going
- 2:39:31on, brother?
- 2:39:34They can't play. What's going on?
- 2:39:38When you come home, you see Joel holding
- 2:39:40my left ear, Judah holding my right,
- 2:39:42Ivana on my Relax.
- 2:39:46Come and see me at HOME IN MY BOXER
- 2:39:48SHORTS JUMPING in front of the TV screen
- 2:39:50dancing. Relax.
- 2:39:54It doesn't make you less apostolic.
- 2:39:59Relax. [applause]
- 2:40:04TELL SOMEBODY. IT DOESN'T MAKE YOU LESS
- 2:40:06PROPHETIC.
- 2:40:08RELAX.
- 2:40:10COME. Come home and see me.
- 2:40:14Ah.
- 2:40:17Your wife can't even tell you. Your head
- 2:40:19is big. You have a flat nose. What's
- 2:40:21going on?
- 2:40:25Sophia should be able to come and say,
- 2:40:26"Michael, your your your your head is
- 2:40:28long." And we laugh.
- 2:40:32YOUR WIFE'S YOUR WIFE'S EVEN AFRAID TO
- 2:40:34PLAY WITH YOU.
- 2:40:46>> Are you with me tonight?
- 2:40:51Tell somebody laugh. Laugh. Laugh a
- 2:40:53little. Tell somebody laugh a little.
- 2:40:56Tell them it's good for you. It's good.
- 2:41:01Pastor Samuel, laugh. Laugh.
- 2:41:06Laugh.
- 2:41:08Josiah, laugh.
- 2:41:10The two of you who likes laughing,
- 2:41:13laugh.
- 2:41:17Laugh a lot. It makes you pretty.
- 2:41:21It will let you live long. Life is not
- 2:41:23that serious life.
- 2:41:33Are you here with me?
- 2:41:36Too serious.
- 2:41:40Now the problem is in the serious things
- 2:41:41you're not serious.
- 2:41:47Let me close. Write
- 2:41:50this thing last. Now we continue. Are
- 2:41:52you learning?
- 2:41:54>> Tell somebody laugh.
- 2:42:07Emotional health.
- 2:42:13Emotional health.
- 2:42:18is not.
- 2:42:22No. Emotional health is when
- 2:42:30you
- 2:42:32recognize and admit.
- 2:42:36Emotional health is when you recognize
- 2:42:38and admit how you truly feel
- 2:42:44while seeking to be better.
- 2:42:49EMOTIONAL HEALTH IS WHEN you recognize
- 2:42:52and admit how you truly feel
- 2:42:56whilst seeking
- 2:43:01to be better.
- 2:43:03In its essence, it's when you surrender
- 2:43:06how you truly feel
- 2:43:11to the Holy Spirit. Be on your feet.
- 2:43:25Give me a seat.
- 2:43:42Lift up your two hands.
- 2:43:55We want to pray the prayer David prayed.
- 2:43:57Search me.
- 2:44:00Search me and know my heart.
- 2:44:06Look deep within.
- 2:44:08Know my anxieties.
- 2:44:12Want to tell God we are not running
- 2:44:14away.
- 2:44:15We've come.
- 2:44:18I mean how how how can we flee from your
- 2:44:21presence?
- 2:44:24There's a song
- 2:44:29Uh uh uh um
- 2:44:32pastor Yinka sang it
- 2:44:36from your presence
- 2:44:39from your spirit.
- 2:44:43You are there. You do.
- 2:44:49He sang it on Sunday. Who knows choir?
- 2:44:51Do you know that song?
- 2:44:54>> Do do you know that song?
- 2:44:57Put that put put that lyrics there. We
- 2:44:58sung it. Is there
- 2:45:12How can we flee from your presence?
- 2:45:16How can I flee from your spirit?
- 2:45:21If I enter the song, you are there.
- 2:45:26If I enter the moon, you are there.
- 2:45:31If I enter the sun, you are there.
- 2:45:34>> Projection team, you're taking long.
- 2:45:35>> And if I enter the seas, you are there.
- 2:45:39>> Uh-huh.
- 2:45:40>> How can I flee from
- 2:45:44Thank you. How can I flee from your
- 2:45:48spirit?
- 2:45:50If I enter [singing]
- 2:45:52the sun, you are [music] there.
- 2:45:55If I enter the moon, you are there.
- 2:46:00>> And if I enter the sea, you are there.
- 2:46:05And [music] if I enter,
- 2:46:09>> how can I flee? How can I flee from you?
- 2:46:14>> How can I flee from your spirit?
- 2:46:16>> How can I flee [music]
- 2:46:17[singing] from your spirit? If I enter
- 2:46:19the sun, you are there.
- 2:46:21>> If I enter [music]
- 2:46:22the sun, you are there.
- 2:46:24>> If I enter the moon, you are there.
- 2:46:26>> If I enter [singing]
- 2:46:28the moon, you
- 2:46:29>> If I enter the seat, you are there.
- 2:46:31>> If I [music] enter the [singing] seat,
- 2:46:34you
- 2:46:34>> If I enter the clouds,
- 2:46:36>> if I [music] enter the clouds, you
- 2:46:39>> If I enter the sun,
- 2:46:42>> If I [singing and music] enter the sun,
- 2:46:44you are there.
- 2:46:47If I [music and singing] answer,
- 2:46:49>> where can I go?
- 2:46:52>> Where can I go? [music]
- 2:46:54>> How can I flee?
- 2:46:57>> How can I [singing] be wrong? If I enter
- 2:47:01the sun. [music]
- 2:47:02>> If I enter the [singing] sun.
- 2:47:05>> If I enter the moon.
- 2:47:07>> If I [music] enter the moon.
- 2:47:10>> If I enter the sea.
- 2:47:12>> If I enter [singing]
- 2:47:14the sea.
- 2:47:15>> If I enter the clouds.
- 2:47:17>> If I enter [music and singing] the
- 2:47:19clouds,
- 2:47:19>> where can I flee?
- 2:47:22>> Where can I flee from
- 2:47:24[music and singing] your
- 2:47:25>> How can I flee? cannot be promised.
- 2:47:29[music]
- 2:47:29>> If I enter the sun,
- 2:47:32>> if I enter [singing]
- 2:47:33the sun, you
- 2:47:35>> If I enter the moon,
- 2:47:37>> if I enter the [music] moon,
- 2:47:39>> if I enter the sea,
- 2:47:42>> if I [singing] enter the sea,
- 2:47:44>> if I enter [music]
- 2:47:46the cloud,
- 2:47:47>> if I enter the
- 2:47:50>> Let me hear just that, church.
- 2:47:55How can I flee?
- 2:47:56>> How can I flee from [music]
- 2:47:59>> If I enter the sun?
- 2:48:02>> If I enter the sun. [singing]
- 2:48:04>> If I enter the moon,
- 2:48:07>> if I enter the moon,
- 2:48:09>> if I enter [music] the sea,
- 2:48:12>> if I enter the sea,
- 2:48:14>> if I enter the cloud,
- 2:48:16>> if I enter [music]
- 2:48:18the
- 2:48:18>> How can I go from your presence?
- 2:48:21>> How can I go?
- 2:48:24>> [music]
- 2:48:25>> How can I flee?
- 2:48:26>> How can I be
- 2:48:29>> if I enter the [music and singing] song?
- 2:48:31>> If I enter the sun,
- 2:48:34>> if I enter the moon,
- 2:48:36>> if I enter [music]
- 2:48:37the moon,
- 2:48:38>> if I enter the sea,
- 2:48:41>> if I enter the sea,
- 2:48:43>> and if I enter the cloud,
- 2:48:46>> if I enter, [music and singing]
- 2:48:49>> you know what this song means?
- 2:48:52It means I cannot hide.
- 2:48:55If I can't hide then my only options is
- 2:48:58to come.
- 2:49:01If I cannot hide then my only option is
- 2:49:04to come. So we want to come to God and
- 2:49:08want to tell him search me.
- 2:49:14Lift up your voice. We're going to talk
- 2:49:15to him. Search me. Search me.
- 2:49:19Search me. Search me. Search me. Touch
- 2:49:21me.
- 2:49:27Look through my emotions, Lord.
- 2:49:37Look through my emotions, Lord.
- 2:49:54Talk to him. Talk to him. Talk to him.
- 2:49:56Talk to him. Talk to him. Tell him,
- 2:49:59"Lord, I get angry too quick." Tell him,
- 2:50:01"Lord, I get excited too quick."
- 2:50:05Talk to him.
- 2:50:38Talk to him. Talk to him. Be be real
- 2:50:40before him.
- 2:50:48Be real before him. No drums. No drums.
- 2:50:50No rams. Just the keys.
- 2:50:54Be real before him.
- 2:51:09Tell him these are my fears. These are
- 2:51:10my anxieties.
- 2:51:14This is my weakness.
- 2:51:16I get angry for so long. I get offended
- 2:51:20for so long.
- 2:51:30I dwell on the past for so long.
- 2:51:45My emotions get worked quickly.
- 2:51:52Help
- 2:51:57me Lord.
- 2:52:00Help me Lord.
- 2:52:02Help me Lord.
- 2:52:05Help me Lord. Help me Lord.
- 2:52:09Help me Lord.
- 2:52:11Help me to process. Help me to reflect.
- 2:52:15Help me to take the right actions.
- 2:52:20Take this anger.
- 2:52:22Take this pain. Take this over
- 2:52:26excitement.
- 2:52:35Help me
- 2:52:43in Jesus mighty name.
- 2:52:46Two hands lifted. Father, tonight
- 2:52:49thank you for the journey you've started
- 2:52:51us on. We yield to you, Holy Spirit.
- 2:52:55Work on our heart. Search our hearts and
- 2:52:58work on it. Search our soul. Work on it.
- 2:53:04Search our emotions and align it.
- 2:53:07Confirm it to yours.
- 2:53:10When it's all said and done, one thing
- 2:53:11we ask that every single day we'll
- 2:53:15become matured and a stepped closer to
- 2:53:19looking more like you. We thank you
- 2:53:22father for the work you've started in us
- 2:53:25in Jesus mighty [music] name. Amen.
- 2:53:31If it's Jesus is the one you are
- 2:53:32clapping for, do it well.
- 2:53:35[applause and music]
- 2:53:38Greet two people and tell them we we
- 2:53:40will [music] be okay. We will be okay.
- 2:53:45We'll be okay.
- 2:53:48[music]
- 2:53:49We'll be okay. All right. Put the
- 2:53:52offering there. If you came with an
- 2:53:53offering, feel free and scan the QR
- 2:53:55code. We are back on Sunday. Two
- 2:53:57services. God bless you and have a
- 2:53:59productive week. Let's share the grace
- 2:54:01now.
- 2:54:13>> [music]
- 2:54:18>> Tell somebody we will be okay.
- 2:54:21>> God bless you. Have a blissful evening.
- 2:54:23Shalom.
- 2:54:32This is
- 2:54:47what
- 2:55:08Don't worry.
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