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Kingdom School: The Occupy Mandate XXIII - Emotionology — Transcript

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  1. 0:04a spirit in man and it is A BREATH OF
  2. 0:07THE ALMIGHTY.
  3. 0:15WHEREVER YOU ARE, BEGIN TO PRAY THAT
  4. 0:17YOUR SPIRIT MAN WILL RISE.
  5. 0:43>> [music]
  6. 0:56>> Pray that your spirit man All right.
  7. 1:09satell.
  8. 1:13ZATOSA
  9. 1:38ZATILIA.
  10. 1:43ANGELOS
  11. 1:57[music]
  12. 2:05ANTELIPAT.
  13. 2:31I want to hear people pray.
  14. 2:52We will not hide behind instruments AND
  15. 2:55THE PRAYER TEAM WILL NOT PRAY THIS
  16. 2:57PRAYER FOR YOU. ARE YOU HUNGRY OR NOT?
  17. 3:02IT'S EITHER YOU ARE THIRSTY OR YOU ARE
  18. 3:04NOT THIRSTY. THERE IS NOTHING IN
  19. 3:06BETWEEN.
  20. 3:14Are you eager FOR YOUR SPIRIT MAN TO
  21. 3:16RISE TONIGHT OR NOT?
  22. 3:52In a season WHERE WE ARE DEALING WITH
  23. 3:54SELF, WE WE WILL NOT ALLOW LAZINESS.
  24. 3:59WE WILL NOT ALLOW TIREDNESS TO GET THE
  25. 4:02BEST OF US.
  26. 4:37I NEED EVERYONE IN THIS ROOM TO TAKE
  27. 4:39THIS PRAYER POINT VERY SERIOUSLY.
  28. 4:44ANTELOPIACH.
  29. 5:17ANTELOPE.
  30. 5:21FORCEL.
  31. 5:41FORCELAPEL.
  32. 6:21SANTELIAC
  33. 6:38ZATELIA.
  34. 6:58AND NOW BEGIN TO ADD A LITTLE CLAP TO
  35. 7:00YOUR THIS PRAYER POINT
  36. 7:04THAT YOUR SPIRIT MAN WILL RISE
  37. 7:08and Anything THAT IS FIGHTING YOUR
  38. 7:10DESTINY TONIGHT,
  39. 7:14any spirit that is lingering in this
  40. 7:17place,
  41. 7:32IF YOU'RE ABLE TO STAND on your feet,
  42. 7:48SANTELANT.
  43. 8:21JUST PUSH FOR TWO MORE MINUTES.
  44. 8:44JUST PRAISE FOR ONE MORE MINUTE AND YOU
  45. 8:46ARE SAYING THAT HOLY GHOST I AM TIRED.
  46. 8:50HOLY GHOST, I NEED YOU to quicken my
  47. 8:53mortal body.
  48. 9:00FOR THE WORD WILL MAKE US UNDERSTAND
  49. 9:11THAT WHEN WE ARE THE SPIRIT OF GOD IS
  50. 9:14ABLE TO QUICKEN OUR MORTAL BODIES.
  51. 9:24ZELIA
  52. 9:38SHANTEL.
  53. 9:50AMEN. If I can have Philippians 2:13,
  54. 10:04sorry, 12.
  55. 10:13I want us to take our next prayer.
  56. 10:17And in this season of self territory,
  57. 10:21one of the things that
  58. 10:24it has been very clear to me, one of the
  59. 10:27things that has stood out to me, id say
  60. 10:28one of the things that God himself is
  61. 10:30kind of like teaching me in this season
  62. 10:32is that, you know, when it comes to
  63. 10:34salvation, salvation is free. It's
  64. 10:36something that has been paid for.
  65. 10:38There's not amount of money. There's not
  66. 10:40amount of words that there's nothing
  67. 10:41that we can do to you know pay the price
  68. 10:44that Jesus has already paid for us. And
  69. 10:47the Bible will say that you know whom
  70. 10:49the son set free is free indeed. And
  71. 10:52then here in this verse it says
  72. 10:53therefore my beloved as you have always
  73. 10:57obeyed not as in my presence only but
  74. 11:01now much more in my absence work out
  75. 11:04your own salvation with fear and
  76. 11:06trembling. And one of the things that
  77. 11:08stood out to me is the fact that, you
  78. 11:10know, when it comes to salvation,
  79. 11:11salvation is free. But when it comes to
  80. 11:13you being able to work out your own
  81. 11:15salvation, you need the grace of God for
  82. 11:18you to be able to do that. Now,
  83. 11:20salvation is simply God paying for, you
  84. 11:23know, God basically paying for for sin,
  85. 11:26for the consequences that we would have
  86. 11:28had to basically face if God Jesus
  87. 11:30didn't die for us. And so if we think
  88. 11:33about our context and what we're dealing
  89. 11:35with in this season, which is self
  90. 11:37territory, a lot of the things that
  91. 11:39we're dealing with, a lot of the things
  92. 11:40that we're having to face is as a result
  93. 11:42of sin. It's as a result of things that
  94. 11:44maybe we have done and we didn't
  95. 11:47necessarily obey the will of God or it
  96. 11:49is as a result of, you know, people
  97. 11:51within our family that decided to take
  98. 11:53certain decisions. And so what my prayer
  99. 11:56point would be is that you know God will
  100. 11:58truly give us the grace to be able to
  101. 12:00work out our own salvation. That God
  102. 12:02will truly give us the grace. Yes. Once
  103. 12:04you receive this healing, once you have
  104. 12:07been able to receive this spirit of
  105. 12:08forgiveness, are you able to keep up
  106. 12:10with that lifestyle? That means are you
  107. 12:12be are you going to be able to, you
  108. 12:14know, be holy before God? Are you going
  109. 12:15to be able to be righteous before God?
  110. 12:17Is it something that, you know, happens
  111. 12:18today and tomorrow you're forgotten
  112. 12:20about it? Is it something that you're
  113. 12:22being able to truly work on? Because the
  114. 12:25Bible here is saying that you need to be
  115. 12:27able to work out your own salvation.
  116. 12:30Salvation is something that began and
  117. 12:32has finished in the spirit. And we are
  118. 12:35now praying and we are now, you know,
  119. 12:38waiting for it to manifest in the
  120. 12:40spirit. If you, if I can have the NLT
  121. 12:42version, please.
  122. 12:51It says work hard to show the results of
  123. 12:54your salvation. It means that God is not
  124. 12:56expecting you to sit on your salvation.
  125. 12:59It means that God is not, you know,
  126. 13:01didn't die for you to just sit there and
  127. 13:03do nothing with your salvation. And
  128. 13:05that's why self territory is self
  129. 13:07territory is very important because not
  130. 13:10only God is asking us to grow out of the
  131. 13:12things that we've struggled with most of
  132. 13:15our lives. He is it's he's asking us to
  133. 13:18ensure that once we receive the
  134. 13:19salvation once we've worked upon this
  135. 13:23salvation that we also are able to show
  136. 13:25the fruits of this salvation. And again
  137. 13:28going back to the context of self
  138. 13:30territory, not only you need to receive
  139. 13:32this healing, other people must be able
  140. 13:35to see that actually this is how you
  141. 13:37used to be and this is how you are now
  142. 13:39as a result of you being able to what?
  143. 13:42Show the proof the fruits of your
  144. 13:44salvation. And so I want us to pray like
  145. 13:46I said salvation is free. Hearing these
  146. 13:50preachings are free. Coming to church
  147. 13:53it's free. But then what work are you
  148. 13:56actually putting on to ensure that this
  149. 13:59everything that you're receiving in this
  150. 14:00season all the work that you're doing in
  151. 14:02this season you're actually you know
  152. 14:04making sure that it manifests in the
  153. 14:06spirit. Like I said salvation is
  154. 14:08something that has already happened in
  155. 14:09the spirit. However, it has to touch our
  156. 14:12soul. Everything that we're doing in
  157. 14:14this season are things that pertains to
  158. 14:16our soul. And so we want to pray that
  159. 14:18God will give us the grace to actually
  160. 14:21be able to work out our salvation. That
  161. 14:24once we have received that healing, we
  162. 14:26will we will be able to actually hold on
  163. 14:28to it and ensure that we constantly work
  164. 14:31towards it in the mighty name of Jesus.
  165. 14:33Lift up your voice and pray.
  166. 14:42until
  167. 15:11itch.
  168. 15:14Shantelch.
  169. 15:53Shantel.
  170. 15:57>> [music]
  171. 16:17[music]
  172. 16:18>> I'm delic
  173. 16:21I'm telling
  174. 16:27you.
  175. 16:47Shantel
  176. 16:49Shantel.
  177. 17:01[music]
  178. 17:10Shantel.
  179. 17:14SHANTEL
  180. 17:18[music]
  181. 17:39let
  182. 17:44forch.
  183. 17:50[music]
  184. 18:35Begin to lift up your voice in this
  185. 18:37room.
  186. 19:01Father, we bless you.
  187. 19:06We give you glory Lord.
  188. 19:10Father, we bless you. [music]
  189. 19:21Continue to [music] just lift up your
  190. 19:22voice in this place.
  191. 19:28[music] You are worthy, oh God.
  192. 19:37Father, we worship you in [music] this
  193. 19:39place. We exalt your name.
  194. 19:54We bless [music]
  195. 19:56you, Lord.
  196. 19:58Oh.
  197. 20:00Oh.
  198. 20:06We bless you, Lord.
  199. 20:09Oh,
  200. 20:12oh,
  201. 20:16we bless
  202. 20:18you, Lord.
  203. 20:21Oh,
  204. 20:28we bless
  205. 20:30you,
  206. 20:31Lord.
  207. 20:33Oh,
  208. 20:36oh,
  209. 20:40we [singing] bless
  210. 20:42you, Lord.
  211. 20:45Oh
  212. 20:54sh
  213. 21:01we bless you in this place.
  214. 21:04We exalt your holy name. We bless you
  215. 21:07Lord.
  216. 21:13Oh,
  217. 21:16we bless you, [singing]
  218. 21:19Lord.
  219. 21:21Oh,
  220. 21:24oh,
  221. 21:27we bless
  222. 21:29you, Lord.
  223. 21:32Oh.
  224. 21:35Oh.
  225. 21:39We bless
  226. 21:41you, Lord.
  227. 21:44Oh,
  228. 21:47oh,
  229. 21:50we bless [music and singing]
  230. 21:53you, Lord.
  231. 21:56Oh,
  232. 22:01[music]
  233. 22:02we bless
  234. 22:04you, Lord. [music]
  235. 22:07Oh,
  236. 22:10oh, [music] sing. We bless we bless
  237. 22:14[singing]
  238. 22:16you. Oh, [music]
  239. 22:22[singing]
  240. 22:22>> we bless [music] you, Lord. We bless
  241. 22:27you.
  242. 22:27>> Oh,
  243. 22:30[singing]
  244. 22:33we [music] bless you, [singing] Lord.
  245. 22:38>> Oh, [singing]
  246. 22:41[music]
  247. 22:43oh,
  248. 22:44we bless you, Lord.
  249. 22:48[music]
  250. 22:49Oh.
  251. 22:54Oh. [music] We bless you, Lord.
  252. 23:00Oh,
  253. 23:02[music]
  254. 23:05we bless you, Lord.
  255. 23:11Oh,
  256. 23:13[music]
  257. 23:16we bless [singing]
  258. 23:17you, Lord. Oh.
  259. 23:21Oh,
  260. 23:23[music]
  261. 23:26we bless you, Lord.
  262. 23:32Oh,
  263. 23:34oh,
  264. 23:37we bless [music]
  265. 23:38you, Lord.
  266. 23:42Oh,
  267. 23:47we bless [music]
  268. 23:49you, Lord.
  269. 23:52Oh,
  270. 23:55[music]
  271. 23:58we bless you, Lord.
  272. 24:02[music] Oh,
  273. 24:08we bless [music]
  274. 24:09you, Lord. Oh yeah.
  275. 24:16Oh,
  276. 24:18we bless you, Lord. [music]
  277. 24:24Oh,
  278. 24:26oh, [music]
  279. 24:29we bless you, Lord.
  280. 24:34Oh,
  281. 24:36[music]
  282. 24:39we bless you, Lord.
  283. 24:49We bless [music]
  284. 24:50you, Lord.
  285. 24:59We bless you, Lord. Oh [music]
  286. 25:09father, we [music] bless you Lord. We
  287. 25:15[music]
  288. 25:20bless you [singing] Lord.
  289. 25:29Oh, [music]
  290. 25:30we bless you, [singing] Lord.
  291. 25:32>> We
  292. 25:34[music]
  293. 25:40bless you, Lord.
  294. 25:48[music]
  295. 25:50We bless you, Lord. [music]
  296. 25:58Oh,
  297. 26:00we bless you, Lord.
  298. 26:02>> We bless [music and singing]
  299. 26:04you.
  300. 26:08Oh,
  301. 26:10>> sing. [music] We bless you, Lord.
  302. 26:12[singing] We bless you.
  303. 26:15>> Sing it. Oh, [singing]
  304. 26:17[music]
  305. 26:21>> in this place tonight, we bless you. We
  306. 26:24bless [music and singing]
  307. 26:25you.
  308. 26:29[music]
  309. 26:34>> We bless [music]
  310. 26:36you, Lord.
  311. 26:39Oh,
  312. 26:42oh,
  313. 26:45we bless you, [music]
  314. 26:48Lord.
  315. 26:50Oh,
  316. 26:53oh,
  317. 26:56I bless
  318. 26:58you, [music] Lord.
  319. 27:01Oh, [singing]
  320. 27:04oh,
  321. 27:07and I [music] bless
  322. 27:09you, Lord.
  323. 27:12Oh, [singing]
  324. 27:16[music]
  325. 27:18I bless
  326. 27:20you.
  327. 27:22Oh,
  328. 27:25[singing] oh,
  329. 27:28I bless
  330. 27:30you, Lord.
  331. 27:33Oh,
  332. 27:39so I will bless the Lord,
  333. 27:44[singing and music]
  334. 27:48oh my [music] soul,
  335. 27:52and all
  336. 27:54[music]
  337. 27:55that is within [singing]
  338. 27:59me, bless His
  339. 28:04holy
  340. 28:05[music]
  341. 28:09name
  342. 28:12I [singing and music] will bless the
  343. 28:15Lord,
  344. 28:18[music]
  345. 28:20oh my soul,
  346. 28:24and [music and singing] all
  347. 28:27that is within [music]
  348. 28:30[singing]
  349. 28:31me. Bless his
  350. 28:36holy
  351. 28:38[music]
  352. 28:41name. Sing. I will bless the Lord.
  353. 28:46Bless the Lord,
  354. 28:49[music]
  355. 28:51oh my [singing] soul, and all.
  356. 28:56and all [music]
  357. 28:59that is [singing]
  358. 29:01within
  359. 29:03me. [music] Bless his holy
  360. 29:09[singing]
  361. 29:12name. I will bless the Lord. [music]
  362. 29:17Bless the Lord.
  363. 29:19>> Sing. Oh my soul. [music]
  364. 29:22[singing]
  365. 29:22>> Oh my soul. and go
  366. 29:28that is within me.
  367. 29:31[music]
  368. 29:32Bless is holy.
  369. 29:38Holy [music]
  370. 29:43>> and I will bless the Lord.
  371. 29:47>> Bless the Lord. [music]
  372. 29:50>> Oh my [singing] soul. Oh my soul
  373. 29:54>> and all
  374. 29:58that is within [music]
  375. 29:59me. [singing]
  376. 30:02>> Bless his holy name.
  377. 30:09[music]
  378. 30:13Sing I will bless the Lord.
  379. 30:17>> Bless [music and singing] the Lord. Sing
  380. 30:19oh my soul
  381. 30:22my soul
  382. 30:24>> and go
  383. 30:27that is within me [music]
  384. 30:34blesses [music]
  385. 30:36oh [singing]
  386. 30:41name sing I will bless the Lord
  387. 30:46>> bless [music and singing] the Lord All
  388. 30:49my soul,
  389. 30:51>> oh my soul,
  390. 30:53>> and all
  391. 30:56that [music] is within me.
  392. 31:01>> Praise his [music] holy name.
  393. 31:05Oh
  394. 31:07[music]
  395. 31:10yes. So I will [music] bless the Lord.
  396. 31:15[singing]
  397. 31:15>> Bless the Lord. Oh my soul,
  398. 31:20>> oh my soul and go
  399. 31:25that is within [music]
  400. 31:26me.
  401. 31:29Bless his holy nameless.
  402. 31:36[music]
  403. 31:39>> One more time [singing] I will bless the
  404. 31:42Lord. [music]
  405. 31:44>> Bless the Lord. Oh my soul,
  406. 31:49>> oh my [music and singing] soul
  407. 31:51>> and all
  408. 31:54that is within [music]
  409. 31:56me.
  410. 31:59his [music] holiness.
  411. 32:05[music and singing]
  412. 32:10>> And I will bless the [music] Lord,
  413. 32:16oh my soul,
  414. 32:20[music]
  415. 32:20>> soul,
  416. 32:21>> and all
  417. 32:25>> that is within me.
  418. 32:29Bless his holy
  419. 32:32>> bless.
  420. 32:41>> Sing I will bless the Lord.
  421. 32:46>> Bless the Lord. [music]
  422. 32:48>> Sing oh my soul.
  423. 32:54>> No.
  424. 32:57that is [music] within me.
  425. 33:02>> Father, I bless.
  426. 33:14>> This is a good time to open up your
  427. 33:15mouth and just begin to bless the name
  428. 33:17of the Lord.
  429. 33:19The Bible says in Psalms 103, "Bless the
  430. 33:22Lord, oh my soul,
  431. 33:24>> and all that is within me, bless his
  432. 33:26holy name." This is a good time to just
  433. 33:28lift up your voice. [music]
  434. 33:30>> Oh,
  435. 33:33that is
  436. 33:36within me.
  437. 33:40[music]
  438. 33:50So bless the Lord. [singing]
  439. 33:55Bless the Lord [music]
  440. 33:59[singing]
  441. 34:01for your mercy
  442. 34:04and [music and singing] yours forever.
  443. 34:10Bless
  444. 34:12the Lord.
  445. 34:14[singing]
  446. 34:17Bless the Lord.
  447. 34:20[singing]
  448. 34:22He is faithful [music]
  449. 34:25and he
  450. 34:27is kind.
  451. 34:32So bless the Lord.
  452. 34:38Bless the Lord
  453. 34:41[singing]
  454. 34:43for [music] your mercy
  455. 34:47and end yours [singing]
  456. 34:49forever.
  457. 34:52Bless
  458. 34:55the Lord.
  459. 34:57[singing]
  460. 34:59[snorts] Bless the Lord. [singing]
  461. 35:04He is faithful [music]
  462. 35:08and he
  463. 35:10is kind.
  464. 35:14Sing bless the Lord.
  465. 35:18[music and singing]
  466. 35:20Bless the Lord
  467. 35:25for [music and singing] your mercy
  468. 35:29end yours [singing] forever.
  469. 35:34Bless
  470. 35:37the [music and singing] Lord.
  471. 35:41Bless the Lord. [singing]
  472. 35:46He is faithful [music]
  473. 35:49and he is kind. Sing bless the Lord.
  474. 35:56Bless [singing] the Lord. Sing bless the
  475. 36:00Lord. [music]
  476. 36:03Lord,
  477. 36:04>> for [singing]
  478. 36:05your mercy,
  479. 36:07for your
  480. 36:08>> mercy,
  481. 36:09>> it endureth.
  482. 36:13>> Bless [music]
  483. 36:14the Lord.
  484. 36:19>> Sing, bless the Lord. [singing]
  485. 36:23>> Bless [music]
  486. 36:23the Lord.
  487. 36:24>> Sing is faithful.
  488. 36:30and he is kind.
  489. 36:33[music] Oh, sing bless the Lord.
  490. 36:38>> Bless the Lord. [music]
  491. 36:40>> Sing bless the Lord. [singing]
  492. 36:43>> Bless [music] the Lord
  493. 36:45>> for your mercy.
  494. 36:48For your
  495. 36:49>> mercy, [music]
  496. 36:50>> it endures
  497. 36:52your soul.
  498. 36:54>> Bless the Lord. [music and singing]
  499. 36:57>> Bless Bless the Lord.
  500. 37:00>> Sing. Bless the [music] Lord. [singing]
  501. 37:03>> Bless the Lord.
  502. 37:05>> He is faithful.
  503. 37:08He is faithful [music and singing] and
  504. 37:10he's kind.
  505. 37:14Oh, sing bless the Lordless. [music]
  506. 37:20Sing praise the Lord. [music]
  507. 37:24>> The Lord
  508. 37:25>> for your mercy.
  509. 37:29[music and singing]
  510. 37:30>> It is pure.
  511. 37:34>> Bless the Lord. [music]
  512. 37:37>> Bless
  513. 37:38the Lord.
  514. 37:39>> Sing. Bless the Lord. [singing]
  515. 37:43[music]
  516. 37:43>> Bless the Lord.
  517. 37:44>> He is faithful.
  518. 37:48>> He is [music] faithful. and he is kind.
  519. 37:53Oh, say bless the Lord. [music]
  520. 37:56[singing]
  521. 37:57>> Bless the Lord.
  522. 37:58>> Sing, bless the Lord.
  523. 38:02>> Bless the Lord
  524. 38:03>> for [music]
  525. 38:04your mercy.
  526. 38:06>> For your mercy.
  527. 38:08>> It endures
  528. 38:10forever. [music]
  529. 38:12Bless the Lord.
  530. 38:16>> Bless the Lord. I will bless [music]
  531. 38:19the Lord.
  532. 38:21>> Bless the Lord.
  533. 38:22>> He is faithful.
  534. 38:26>> He's faithful.
  535. 38:26>> And he's so kind. Yes. Lift it up.
  536. 38:31[music] We bless the Lord.
  537. 38:34>> Bless the Lord.
  538. 38:36>> Sing bless [music] the Lord.
  539. 38:39>> Bless the Lord
  540. 38:41>> for your mercy. [music]
  541. 38:44>> For your mercy.
  542. 38:49>> [music]
  543. 38:49>> with the Lord.
  544. 38:54I will bless the Lord. [music]
  545. 39:00He is faithful
  546. 39:03and he's so kind. [music]
  547. 39:08Yes. So bless the Lord.
  548. 39:12[music]
  549. 39:13We will praise the Lord
  550. 39:18>> for your mercy.
  551. 39:21>> For your [music] mercy.
  552. 39:22>> It is yours.
  553. 39:26[music]
  554. 39:26>> Bless the Lord.
  555. 39:31>> I will bless the Lord.
  556. 39:37He [music] faithful.
  557. 39:40>> He is faithful. He is kind.
  558. 39:45Yes. So bless the Lord.
  559. 39:48>> Bless [music] the Lord.
  560. 39:50>> Bless the Lord
  561. 39:55for [music] his mercy.
  562. 39:58>> For your mercy is your
  563. 40:02[music]
  564. 40:03best.
  565. 40:08Oh, [music]
  566. 40:09bless the Lord. [singing]
  567. 40:13>> He's faithful.
  568. 40:16>> He's [music and singing] faithful.
  569. 40:18>> And he is kind.
  570. 40:20Oh,
  571. 40:22bless the Lord.
  572. 40:25>> Bless the Lord. [music]
  573. 40:27>> Say, "Bless the Lord.
  574. 40:29>> Bless the Lord." [singing] for your
  575. 40:32mercy.
  576. 40:34>> for your [music] mercy
  577. 40:37and your [singing]
  578. 40:38soul.
  579. 40:39>> Bless the Lord.
  580. 40:42>> Bless [music]
  581. 40:44the Lord.
  582. 40:44>> I will bless the Lord.
  583. 40:48>> Bless [music and singing] the Lord.
  584. 40:50>> He is faithful.
  585. 40:52>> He is faithful. in his kind.
  586. 40:57[music]
  587. 40:58>> Oh, so bless the Lord.
  588. 41:01>> Bless the Lord.
  589. 41:03>> Say, bless [music] the Lord. [singing]
  590. 41:06>> Bless the Lord
  591. 41:08>> for his mercy. [music]
  592. 41:10>> For your mercy.
  593. 41:12>> It endures
  594. 41:14[singing]
  595. 41:14>> forever. I will bless the [music] Lord.
  596. 41:18>> Bless
  597. 41:20the Lord. I will bless the Lord.
  598. 41:24>> Bless [music and singing] the Lord.
  599. 41:26>> For he is faithful.
  600. 41:28>> He is faithful. [music]
  601. 41:30>> He is so
  602. 41:33>> Oh, bless the Lord.
  603. 41:37>> Bless the [music] Lord.
  604. 41:39>> Say bless the Lord.
  605. 41:42>> Bless the Lord
  606. 41:43>> for your mercy.
  607. 41:46>> For your mercy. [music] is yours
  608. 41:50>> forever. I will bless
  609. 41:54>> bless [music]
  610. 41:55the [singing] Lord.
  611. 41:56>> I will bless the Lord.
  612. 41:59>> Bless [music] the Lord.
  613. 42:01>> He is faithful.
  614. 42:04>> He is faithful [music]
  615. 42:05>> and he's kind.
  616. 42:08Just a church. Sing bless the Lord.
  617. 42:11[music]
  618. 42:15bless the Lord.
  619. 42:18Yes. For your mercy. [music]
  620. 42:27>> Bless the Lord.
  621. 42:31>> We will bless the [music] Lord.
  622. 42:35>> Bless the Lord.
  623. 42:37>> For he is [music] faithful.
  624. 42:40>> He is faithful. and his time.
  625. 42:44One more time [music] singing, bless the
  626. 42:47Lord.
  627. 42:50Sing, bless the Lord. [music]
  628. 42:55For your mercy,
  629. 42:58oh endurance, endurance, [music]
  630. 43:02we will bless.
  631. 43:06[music]
  632. 43:08Sing bless the Lord [singing]
  633. 43:11[music]
  634. 43:12for he's faithful
  635. 43:17and he's kind.
  636. 43:20[music] Yes. So bless the Lord.
  637. 43:24>> Bless the Lord.
  638. 43:26>> So bless the Lord.
  639. 43:28>> Yes the Lord
  640. 43:30>> for [music] your mercy.
  641. 43:33>> For your mercy.
  642. 43:34>> It end your
  643. 43:38>> [music]
  644. 43:38>> Bless the Lord.
  645. 43:41>> Bless the Lord.
  646. 43:43>> Say, "Bless the Lord. [music]
  647. 43:48>> He is faithful.
  648. 43:50>> He is [music and singing] faithful
  649. 43:53and he is kind."
  650. 43:59>> So bless the Lord.
  651. 44:04Bless the Lord
  652. 44:09for your mercy
  653. 44:12and yours [music]
  654. 44:14forever.
  655. 44:18Yes,
  656. 44:20Lord.
  657. 44:24Yes, Lord.
  658. 44:29He is faithful
  659. 44:33and
  660. 44:39We will bless the Lord. [music]
  661. 44:45We will bless the Lord.
  662. 44:51For his mercy
  663. 44:54it endures forever. [music and singing]
  664. 45:05Oh,
  665. 45:07bless the Lord.
  666. 45:13He is faithful
  667. 45:16and he
  668. 45:23so bless the Lord.
  669. 45:28I will bless the Lord.
  670. 45:34For your mercy,
  671. 45:38it endures forever.
  672. 45:43I will bless
  673. 45:46the Lord.
  674. 45:50Bless the Lord.
  675. 45:56He is.
  676. 46:06So may I never lose
  677. 46:09my soul.
  678. 46:11May I never lose
  679. 46:15my all.
  680. 46:17You are worthy
  681. 46:20of my worship.
  682. 46:24worthy of my
  683. 46:28may I [music] never lose
  684. 46:32my soul.
  685. 46:40You are worthy.
  686. 46:43>> He is worthy of praise.
  687. 46:50So may I know
  688. 47:02You are worthy
  689. 47:05of [music]
  690. 47:06the world.
  691. 47:13So may [music] I never lose
  692. 47:16my soul and may I never lose
  693. 47:22my oh.
  694. 47:24You are worthy of my [music] worship.
  695. 47:30You are worthy
  696. 47:33of may [music] I never lose
  697. 47:37my soul. [music]
  698. 47:39that I never
  699. 47:42my home. You are [music] worthy of my
  700. 47:48worth.
  701. 47:50Oh, you are worthy. [music]
  702. 47:52Said may I never lose.
  703. 47:55May I never lose
  704. 47:58my soul. [music]
  705. 48:00May I never lose.
  706. 48:03You are worthy. You are
  707. 48:07worship.
  708. 48:09worthy.
  709. 48:12>> May I [music] never lose.
  710. 48:15>> May I never lose
  711. 48:18my [singing]
  712. 48:20[music]
  713. 48:22>> my
  714. 48:23You are worthy. You are worthy [music]
  715. 48:27of
  716. 48:28>> You are worthy. Oh.
  717. 48:32Say may I never lose. May I [music]
  718. 48:38say I never
  719. 48:41>> my [music] Lord, you are worthy.
  720. 48:44>> You are worthy.
  721. 48:45>> Oh my worship, worthy of my praise.
  722. 48:49[music]
  723. 48:51>> Say, may I never
  724. 48:56say [music]
  725. 48:57I never
  726. 49:01>> You are worthy.
  727. 49:04All my worship worthy of
  728. 49:09say may [music] I never
  729. 49:15say I never [music]
  730. 49:20>> he is worthy
  731. 49:22[music]
  732. 49:23>> of my worship worthy of
  733. 49:27[music]
  734. 49:28>> said may I never lose
  735. 49:30>> may I never lose
  736. 49:33>> [music]
  737. 49:37>> He is worthy of
  738. 49:42[singing]
  739. 49:43worthy [music]
  740. 49:45just to trust me. I never lose
  741. 49:50[music]
  742. 49:55my all. He's worthy. [music]
  743. 49:59If you know he's worthy, lift up your
  744. 50:01voice and sing. He's worthy of.
  745. 50:04May I never lose
  746. 50:08my soul. May I never lose
  747. 50:12my all. He is worthy.
  748. 50:21Say holly, holly, holly, holly, holly,
  749. 50:24holly. [music]
  750. 50:26Yeah,
  751. 50:30>> he is worthy
  752. 50:33of my worship and my praise. [music]
  753. 50:38Sing holly, holly, holly.
  754. 50:41[music]
  755. 50:45Holly,
  756. 50:46>> he is worthy
  757. 50:50of my worship and my praise.
  758. 50:54Sing la. [music]
  759. 51:02Oh, he is worthy.
  760. 51:07>> [music]
  761. 51:08>> Worthy. Oh my. Sing la.
  762. 51:13[music]
  763. 51:22[music]
  764. 51:29[music]
  765. 51:36You [music] worthy of you are worthy of
  766. 51:40worthy [music] of my praise.
  767. 51:49[music]
  768. 51:55He is worthy. Worthy of [music] my
  769. 51:58praise.
  770. 52:02[music]
  771. 52:08He is worthy of [music]
  772. 52:11all my worship.
  773. 52:13My praise.
  774. 52:15May I [music] never lose. May I never
  775. 52:21lose. [music]
  776. 52:23My Lord is worthy.
  777. 52:28>> You're worthy of Give your back to him.
  778. 52:35My God, [music]
  779. 52:40you're worthy
  780. 52:44of my worthy
  781. 52:47just [music]
  782. 52:51again.
  783. 52:54>> [music]
  784. 52:56>> He is worthy of
  785. 52:58>> You are worthy of my
  786. 53:01>> worthy of [music] your praise. La.
  787. 53:07>> Come on, you come up and help me and
  788. 53:08praise the [music] name of the Lord.
  789. 53:11He is worthy of
  790. 53:13>> You are worthy of [music] my
  791. 53:16>> worthy
  792. 53:19la.
  793. 53:21La,
  794. 53:27he is worthy of
  795. 53:34say holly, holly, [music] holly, holly,
  796. 53:37holly.
  797. 53:42He is worthy, [music]
  798. 53:44worthy, worthy. He is worthy of our
  799. 53:48praise.
  800. 53:50Say honey [music]
  801. 53:56[music]
  802. 53:58is worthy of
  803. 54:01all of my worship [music]
  804. 54:03and my praise.
  805. 54:05Say hallelujah.
  806. 54:09[music]
  807. 54:11Holly, hallelujah. [singing]
  808. 54:16[music]
  809. 54:18I'm worthy of
  810. 54:21from my spirit from [music] my
  811. 54:28heart. [music]
  812. 54:29He is worthy.
  813. 54:31>> You are worthy of my worthy [music]
  814. 54:37from my spirit.
  815. 54:39>> My spirit
  816. 54:41my soul
  817. 54:44[music]
  818. 54:45is worthy.
  819. 54:50worthy of. [music]
  820. 54:53>> I need everybody to clap your hands
  821. 54:54together. Let's clap your hands.
  822. 55:03Worthy of our worship.
  823. 55:07[music] He's worthy of our praise.
  824. 55:13la.
  825. 55:15[music]
  826. 55:17He is worthy of [music] my worship.
  827. 55:22Now I need you to bring your body a
  828. 55:24little bit.
  829. 55:29[music]
  830. 55:30Yeah, he is worthy. Oh, I'm worthy. Oh,
  831. 55:38say holly hal
  832. 55:41holly holly.
  833. 55:43>> [music]
  834. 55:43>> Say hallelujah.
  835. 55:48[music]
  836. 55:48>> You are my worship.
  837. 55:53[music]
  838. 55:58[music]
  839. 56:03You [music] are worthy.
  840. 56:10[music]
  841. 56:15[music]
  842. 56:17You are worthy.
  843. 56:19>> You are [singing] worthy of
  844. 56:22>> worthy.
  845. 56:26[music]
  846. 56:32>> [music]
  847. 56:32>> He is worthy.
  848. 56:34>> You [singing] are worthy of my worship.
  849. 56:39Worthy [music and singing]
  850. 56:40of my praise.
  851. 56:42>> And so I ask you, God, who is on the
  852. 56:44Lord's side? [music]
  853. 56:45>> I am on the Lord's side.
  854. 56:47>> Are you on the Lord's side?
  855. 56:49>> I am on the Lord's side.
  856. 56:50>> And as we lift our voice in praise,
  857. 56:55[music and singing]
  858. 56:57And so I ask you now that who is on the
  859. 57:00Lord's side?
  860. 57:01>> I am on the Lord's [music] side.
  861. 57:03>> Are you on the Lord's side?
  862. 57:05>> I am on the Lord.
  863. 57:06>> And as we lift our voice in praise,
  864. 57:10>> the [music] ene.
  865. 57:12>> And so I ask you now, who is on the
  866. 57:15Lord's side? [music]
  867. 57:16>> I am on the Lord's side.
  868. 57:18>> Are you on the Lord's side?
  869. 57:20>> I am on the Lord's side. as we lift our
  870. 57:23voice in praise.
  871. 57:26[music]
  872. 57:27>> And so I ask you who is on the Lord's
  873. 57:30side.
  874. 57:31>> I am on [singing] the Lord's side.
  875. 57:33>> Are you on the Lord's side?
  876. 57:35>> I am on the Lord's side.
  877. 57:36>> And I lift [music] my voice in praise.
  878. 57:43[music]
  879. 57:44>> You know who is on the Lord side.
  880. 57:46>> I am on the Lord's side.
  881. 57:48>> You on [music] the Lord side. I am on
  882. 57:50the lift our voice in praise.
  883. 57:56[music]
  884. 57:58>> And so I ask you that who is on the
  885. 58:00Lord's side.
  886. 58:01>> I am on the Lord's side.
  887. 58:03>> And I am on [music] the Lord's side.
  888. 58:05>> I am on the Lord. And our voice in
  889. 58:09praise.
  890. 58:11So [music] praise the Lord. Praise the
  891. 58:14Lord. Praise the Lord. [music]
  892. 58:18Praise the Lord. Oh,
  893. 58:27praise the Lord.
  894. 58:30We will [music] praise the Lord. Praise
  895. 58:34the Lord.
  896. 58:36[music] Hallelujah.
  897. 58:38Hallelujah.
  898. 58:41Just say, "Praise the Lord."
  899. 58:46Praise the Lord.
  900. 58:50Oh,
  901. 58:54Holly
  902. 58:56Holly. And we will praise the Lord.
  903. 59:02We will praise the Lord.
  904. 59:05Yes, we will praise the [music] Lord.
  905. 59:08Halle.
  906. 59:09Holly.
  907. 59:11Holly. Yes, we will praise the Lord.
  908. 59:17We will praise the Lord. [music]
  909. 59:20Yes, we will praise the Lord. Halle.
  910. 59:25Holly.
  911. 59:26Clap your hands again one more time.
  912. 59:28Sing praise the Lord.
  913. 59:32[music] We will praise the Lord.
  914. 59:36Yeah.
  915. 59:38Hallelujah. Hallelujah.
  916. 59:41[music]
  917. 59:44Praise the Lord. [music]
  918. 59:50Praise the Lord.
  919. 59:54[music]
  920. 59:55Hallelu
  921. 59:57Hallelujah.
  922. 1:00:02>> Praise [music] the Lord. [singing]
  923. 1:00:06Praise the Lord.
  924. 1:00:09[music]
  925. 1:00:12Holly,
  926. 1:00:14high [music]
  927. 1:00:16for he is great and greatly to be
  928. 1:00:18praised. Praise the Lord.
  929. 1:00:20Praise the Lord.
  930. 1:00:23Oh, [music]
  931. 1:00:25praise [singing] the Lord.
  932. 1:00:32I
  933. 1:00:41Well, why don't you just lift up [music]
  934. 1:00:42your voice and begin a place to praise
  935. 1:00:44the Lord. Come on, honor him in your own
  936. 1:00:47way.
  937. 1:01:02Praise him.
  938. 1:01:22Thank you, Lord.
  939. 1:01:48Praise God.
  940. 1:02:02Every hand lifted, Father, tonight
  941. 1:02:08these hands are lifted, Father, in
  942. 1:02:10worship to you.
  943. 1:02:13We agree when David said, "Let my
  944. 1:02:16prayers rise to you like an incense,
  945. 1:02:19the lifting up of my hands like the
  946. 1:02:21evening sacrifice."
  947. 1:02:24Father, with these lifted hands,
  948. 1:02:28we say receive our worship. For you are
  949. 1:02:31worthy of our worship and you are worthy
  950. 1:02:34of our praise.
  951. 1:02:37Be glorified, Father. Be glorified, Son.
  952. 1:02:42Be glorified, Holy Spirit, in our
  953. 1:02:45worship and our thanksgiving tonight in
  954. 1:02:49the name of Jesus. Put your hands
  955. 1:02:50together and bless the name of the Lord.
  956. 1:02:52Thank you. choir. Come on, church. Bless
  957. 1:02:55the name of the Lord tonight.
  958. 1:02:58[applause]
  959. 1:02:58You don't sound loud enough. Bless the
  960. 1:03:00name of the Lord tonight.
  961. 1:03:03[music]
  962. 1:03:05Hallelujah. Let's bless God for the life
  963. 1:03:07of our brother Godly
  964. 1:03:09and our worship team. [applause]
  965. 1:03:11[music]
  966. 1:03:14Let's bless God for the life of Nancy
  967. 1:03:16and our intercessors for taking us
  968. 1:03:18through. Come on. [applause and music]
  969. 1:03:21And let us honor God for everybody
  970. 1:03:24serving in any capacity
  971. 1:03:26[applause and music]
  972. 1:03:28to ensure that we are able to gather
  973. 1:03:31tonight. Let's honor God for all our
  974. 1:03:33pastors, our leaders, the men of God,
  975. 1:03:36the women of God that are with us that
  976. 1:03:39are here with us tonight. And tonight,
  977. 1:03:41you would hear from him on Sunday. I
  978. 1:03:43have my brother, Prophet, Apostle,
  979. 1:03:46Bishop Josh. Come on. [applause]
  980. 1:03:49Honor God for his life. Apuzu,
  981. 1:03:53it's good to see you. Be seated in the
  982. 1:03:55presence of God. Grab your notebooks and
  983. 1:03:58your pen. This is kingdom school. We are
  984. 1:04:00here to study
  985. 1:04:03the mind of God and the word of God.
  986. 1:04:08Thank you, Holy Spirit.
  987. 1:04:12Thank you, Holy Spirit.
  988. 1:04:40Bless God for the life of my son,
  989. 1:04:44Apostle OE. Come and honor the life of
  990. 1:04:49Amen. [applause] Were you blessed by
  991. 1:04:52OET's ministry about two or three weeks
  992. 1:04:54ago?
  993. 1:04:56>> [applause]
  994. 1:04:57>> Wonderful. Be seated in the presence of
  995. 1:04:59God. We are still on our series self
  996. 1:05:03territory. It's our year of occupying
  997. 1:05:08and we are laying emphasis
  998. 1:05:12that one of the first things the Lord
  999. 1:05:13wants us to be able to occupy and what
  1000. 1:05:16God wants to occupy
  1001. 1:05:19is the territory called ourselves.
  1002. 1:05:24I've said several times that
  1003. 1:05:27revived men, revived territories,
  1004. 1:05:29restored men, restored territories,
  1005. 1:05:32transformed men, transformed
  1006. 1:05:34territories. And the work does not start
  1007. 1:05:36with what we go and do outside there. It
  1008. 1:05:39begins with what God does in us. Work on
  1009. 1:05:42my microphone a bit.
  1010. 1:05:45So, we've been going through this series
  1011. 1:05:48and as part of it,
  1012. 1:05:51we are still studying how the Lord
  1013. 1:05:55brought restoration and order
  1014. 1:05:58into a chaotic creation.
  1015. 1:06:02We established that the first thing that
  1016. 1:06:03God did was that he confronted chaos.
  1017. 1:06:07He called forth light. He brought about
  1018. 1:06:09illumination.
  1019. 1:06:10And then we said that from there he
  1020. 1:06:12built structure and he filled the
  1021. 1:06:14structure.
  1022. 1:06:15So we went from there to look at
  1023. 1:06:18illumination. We looked at conviction.
  1024. 1:06:20We said conviction is when the Lord
  1025. 1:06:23sheds light on the territory of our
  1026. 1:06:25soul. We said that when the Lord sheds
  1027. 1:06:27light and he brings conviction, the
  1028. 1:06:29objective is not to
  1029. 1:06:32disgrace us or to humiliate us but is to
  1030. 1:06:35point towards areas in our lives that
  1031. 1:06:37needs working on. We read in the book of
  1032. 1:06:40John 16. The Bible said that when the
  1033. 1:06:42Holy Spirit comes. His objective is not
  1034. 1:06:45just to make you shake and give you
  1035. 1:06:47power for healing signs and wonders. We
  1036. 1:06:50read the book of John 16. He said
  1037. 1:06:52another work of the Holy Spirit is that
  1038. 1:06:54when he comes, he would convict you of
  1039. 1:06:56sin, of righteousness, and of judgment.
  1040. 1:06:59And that means that one of the key works
  1041. 1:07:01of the Holy Spirit in us is that he
  1042. 1:07:03brings about what we call conviction.
  1043. 1:07:06When we know the areas of our lives and
  1044. 1:07:09our heart, the Lord is convicting us on
  1045. 1:07:11it brings us to a place where we know
  1046. 1:07:13what he wants us to be able to work on
  1047. 1:07:15in this season.
  1048. 1:07:17You know, I said to you many many days
  1049. 1:07:21ago that if the church does a good work
  1050. 1:07:24on confronting chaos and working on all
  1051. 1:07:27of these kind of things, then the world
  1052. 1:07:28will not do it for us. Tik Tok and all
  1053. 1:07:31of these people are doing it for us
  1054. 1:07:32because the church has neglected, you
  1055. 1:07:36know, the subject of, you know, pruning
  1056. 1:07:39and and discipline and, you know, the
  1057. 1:07:42ministry of transformation. And what we
  1058. 1:07:45are doing is that people are
  1059. 1:07:47spiritualizing matters of the soul. And
  1060. 1:07:50that is why it's very important that if
  1061. 1:07:52you're going to be a generation that is
  1062. 1:07:53going to last and we are going to walk
  1063. 1:07:55in integrity and we are going to walk in
  1064. 1:07:57this integrity of God and work in the
  1065. 1:08:00integrity of the gospel and work on
  1066. 1:08:01integrity of the kingdom then one of the
  1067. 1:08:04things that we cannot neglect to tend is
  1068. 1:08:07the state of our soul or the state of
  1069. 1:08:10our emotions. So as part of this series,
  1070. 1:08:13we now got to the place where we spoke
  1071. 1:08:15about selfawareness
  1072. 1:08:17and in the place of speaking
  1073. 1:08:18self-awareness, we established that
  1074. 1:08:20there are many things that we need to
  1075. 1:08:22look at. We looked at self-awareness in
  1076. 1:08:24a brief sense and then last Sunday we
  1077. 1:08:27looked at spiritual awareness. Tonight I
  1078. 1:08:30want us to tackle what I call emotional
  1079. 1:08:34awareness. And that's why I'm starting
  1080. 1:08:36this subseries under self territory
  1081. 1:08:39called emotionology.
  1082. 1:08:43Are you here?
  1083. 1:08:44>> Tell somebody we are back into the
  1084. 1:08:46classroom.
  1085. 1:08:48So we are going to deal with emotional.
  1086. 1:08:52Are you here?
  1087. 1:08:53>> So we are technically going to look at
  1088. 1:08:55understanding our emotions and how to
  1089. 1:08:57steward them. Ask someone sitting next
  1090. 1:08:59to you, are your emotions everywhere?
  1091. 1:09:01Are your emotions everywhere?
  1092. 1:09:07Ask them, "Where are your emotions?"
  1093. 1:09:11Ask them, "Have you been able to
  1094. 1:09:12compartmentalize your emotions?"
  1095. 1:09:18Are you here with me? Are you here with
  1096. 1:09:21me?
  1097. 1:09:21>> Are you here with me? I said to you on
  1098. 1:09:24Sunday, I I know I know I'm here, but I
  1099. 1:09:27hear myself there, not from here, but I
  1100. 1:09:30know I'm off the stage. So when I get
  1101. 1:09:32there, I need to hear myself coming
  1102. 1:09:33through here. I said to you, if it's not
  1103. 1:09:36on Sunday, I said to you last week,
  1104. 1:09:38Wednesday, that a lot of people would
  1105. 1:09:41have been alive now, Prophet Josiah, if
  1106. 1:09:45people could take hold of their
  1107. 1:09:46emotions. If people could handle their
  1108. 1:09:48emotions, some murders would not have
  1109. 1:09:50happened.
  1110. 1:09:52Right? If people could handle their
  1111. 1:09:54emotions well,
  1112. 1:09:57some some people will not be in the
  1113. 1:10:00hospital by now. If people could handle
  1114. 1:10:03their emotions well,
  1115. 1:10:05certain marriages will still have been
  1116. 1:10:07working.
  1117. 1:10:10And and the true sense of mastery of
  1118. 1:10:13maturity is how a man is able to handle
  1119. 1:10:19and to steward this thing called
  1120. 1:10:20emotions. And when I'm talking about
  1121. 1:10:22emotions, I'm not talking about only
  1122. 1:10:25negative emotions. I'm not just talking
  1123. 1:10:27about I'm moody and, you know, I'm
  1124. 1:10:30angry. I'm even talking about how people
  1125. 1:10:32steward seasons of happiness.
  1126. 1:10:37ONE KING CALLED HEROD Antibas [snorts]
  1127. 1:10:42made one of the most
  1128. 1:10:45biggest mistakes of his life in the days
  1129. 1:10:48of John the Baptist.
  1130. 1:10:50AND THE MISTAKE HEROD ANTIPASS DID WAS
  1131. 1:10:52THAT when he was happy he overpromised.
  1132. 1:10:56That's an emotion. Happiness is an
  1133. 1:10:59emotion. The Bible said that one day as
  1134. 1:11:02Herod Antipas was YOU KNOW SHOWING HIS
  1135. 1:11:05KINGDOM YOU KNOW THE DAUGHTER OF HIS
  1136. 1:11:08WIFE CAME TO DANCE AND WHEN it pleased
  1137. 1:11:10Herod Antipas
  1138. 1:11:13as a king he made A STATEMENT AND SAID
  1139. 1:11:16ASK FOR ANYTHING YOU WANT. ASK EVEN UP
  1140. 1:11:19TO half of the kingdom I WILL GIVE YOU.
  1141. 1:11:22HEROD ANTIPAS THOUGHT THE LITTLE GIRL
  1142. 1:11:24WILL COME AND say I want a Barbie doll.
  1143. 1:11:28HEROD ANTIPOS THOUGHT THAT THE LITTLE
  1144. 1:11:30GIRL WILL COME AND SAY I WANT A VACATION
  1145. 1:11:33AT Disney
  1146. 1:11:36when HE MADE THAT PROMISE BECAUSE HE WAS
  1147. 1:11:38HAPPY. THE BIBLE SAYS, "AND THE LITTLE
  1148. 1:11:40GIRL, THE MOTHER OF THE LITTLE GIRL CAME
  1149. 1:11:41TO HIM AND SAID, "ASK FOR THE head of
  1150. 1:11:43John the Baptist on a plate."
  1151. 1:11:46AND BECAUSE A KING IS BOUND BY HIS
  1152. 1:11:50WORDS, HE HAD NO OTHER OPTION THAN TO
  1153. 1:11:52PRESENT THE HEAD OF JOHN THE Baptist on
  1154. 1:11:54the plate. DO YOU KNOW WHY? He was in
  1155. 1:11:56emotional ecstasy.
  1156. 1:12:01SOME OF YOU HAVE OVERPROMISED THINGS YOU
  1157. 1:12:03CAN'T HANDLE BECAUSE YOU OVEREXITED.
  1158. 1:12:05Some of you have even promised God.
  1159. 1:12:08and you're on your way to hell
  1160. 1:12:10>> if mercy IS NOT SHORT BECAUSE THE
  1161. 1:12:13WORSHIP AND THE PREACHING SOUND SO GOOD
  1162. 1:12:16TO YOUR EARS THAT WHEN THEY SAID WE WANT
  1163. 1:12:18SOMEBODY WHO CAN GIVE $5,000 YOU CAME
  1164. 1:12:20afford
  1165. 1:12:22and it's when you got home you recognize
  1166. 1:12:25this $5,000 I don't know where I'm going
  1167. 1:12:27to take IT FROM BUT SOMETHING DREW YOU
  1168. 1:12:29WHY BECAUSE YOU WERE EXCITED WE STUDIED
  1169. 1:12:32THE BOOK OF ROMANS CHAPTER NUMBER 12 THE
  1170. 1:12:34VERSE NUMBER THREE PAUL SAID DO NOT GIVE
  1171. 1:12:37ME GIVE IN THAT SCRIPTURE, HE SAID, "DO
  1172. 1:12:39NOT THINK OF YOURSELF MORE HIGHLY THAN
  1173. 1:12:42YOU OUGHT."
  1174. 1:12:44RIGHT? AND I SAY TO YOU THROUGH THE
  1175. 1:12:46GRACE GIVEN TO ME, TO EVERYONE WHO IS
  1176. 1:12:48AMONG YOU, NOT TO THINK OF HIMSELF MORE
  1177. 1:12:50HIGHLY THAN HE OUGHT, BUT TO THINK
  1178. 1:12:52SOBERLY. SO I TOLD YOU THAT ON SUNDAY
  1179. 1:12:56THAT WHEN THEY TALK ABOUT SOMEBODY BEING
  1180. 1:12:58SOBER, IT MEANS THEY ARE FREE FROM
  1181. 1:13:01INTOXICATION.
  1182. 1:13:03IT IS THE ONE THAT IS INTOXICATED THAT
  1183. 1:13:06IS NOT SOBER. AND SOMETIMES THE ECSTASY
  1184. 1:13:09AND THE INTOXICATION IS THAT YOU WERE so
  1185. 1:13:12excited
  1186. 1:13:14THAT YOU BEGAN TO PROMISE.
  1187. 1:13:18OH,
  1188. 1:13:20if if if I leave YOU, I WILL DIE. SOME
  1189. 1:13:24OF YOU ARE ABOUT to die.
  1190. 1:13:29SOME OF YOU ON THE JOURNEY OF ABOUT to
  1191. 1:13:30die
  1192. 1:13:33BECAUSE IN YOUR IN YOUR IN YOUR PLACE OF
  1193. 1:13:36SINNING
  1194. 1:13:39WHEN YOUR SEXUAL ECSTASY WAS HIGH YOU
  1195. 1:13:42SAID TO THE LADY GOD PUNISH ME FOR EVER
  1196. 1:13:45LEAVING.
  1197. 1:13:48SOME OF YOU YOUR ECSTASY WAS SO ON THOSE
  1198. 1:13:51DAY JUST A BOX OF CHOCOLATE AND CANDIES
  1199. 1:13:54AND ONE NECKLACE MADE YOU LOOK AT THE
  1200. 1:13:56GUY WH WE SAID I will never love any
  1201. 1:13:59other BOY EXCEPT YOU. YOU WERE an on an
  1202. 1:14:02emotional intoxication. YOU WERE NOT
  1203. 1:14:05SOBER AND THAT MEANS THAT YOU MADE
  1204. 1:14:07COVENANT BY THE VIRTUE OF YOUR WORDS.
  1205. 1:14:09YOU PROMISED THINGS YOU CAN'T HANDLE.
  1206. 1:14:11SOME OF YOU HAVE PROMISED PEOPLE IF THEY
  1207. 1:14:13LEAVE if you leave them you will die. 5
  1208. 1:14:15years ago
  1209. 1:14:17and you've left them.
  1210. 1:14:20AND JUST LIKE PETER SAID TO THE WIFE of
  1211. 1:14:26an Ananas, she's called Safhira, right?
  1212. 1:14:29He said, "The people that collected your
  1213. 1:14:31husband body, they are around the
  1214. 1:14:33corner. They are coming."
  1215. 1:14:37What a what a way for a what an
  1216. 1:14:39insensitive man of God to look at a
  1217. 1:14:41widow and say the people that collected
  1218. 1:14:42your husband's body they are coming to
  1219. 1:14:44collect your body and she died
  1220. 1:14:49lift up your right hand say Lord tonight
  1221. 1:14:51come on come on are you here with me are
  1222. 1:14:53you say Lord tonight
  1223. 1:14:56>> anything I said
  1224. 1:14:57>> anything I said
  1225. 1:14:58>> because I was emotionally intoxicated
  1226. 1:15:01come on say Lord anything I SAID
  1227. 1:15:04>> THAT THAT THAT HAS BOUND ME
  1228. 1:15:07>> BY MY WORDS. SAY, LORD, TONIGHT
  1229. 1:15:10>> IN THE PLACE OF JUDGMENT,
  1230. 1:15:12>> SHOW MERCY
  1231. 1:15:14>> IN THE NAME OF JESUS. COME ON, LET'S
  1232. 1:15:16MAKE SOME DECREES. SAY TONIGHT. SAY
  1233. 1:15:19TONIGHT. IN THE NAME OF JESUS, ANY
  1234. 1:15:22DECREE AND SENTENCE IN THE HEAVENS
  1235. 1:15:26AGAINST MY LIFE AND DESTINIES BECAUSE OF
  1236. 1:15:30CARELESS WORDS, I SPOKE. WHEN I WAS
  1237. 1:15:34EMOTIONALLY
  1238. 1:15:36INTOXICATED, WHEN I WAS HAPPY AND WHEN I
  1239. 1:15:39WAS SAD, SAY, "HOLY SPIRIT, YOUR WORD
  1240. 1:15:42DECLARES THAT THE THINGS WE DID IN
  1241. 1:15:47IGNORANCE, THE LORD OVERLOOKS." SAID,
  1242. 1:15:50"THEREFORE,
  1243. 1:15:52FATHER, TONIGHT ANYTHING THAT WILL BIND
  1244. 1:15:56ME, THAT WILL BIND ME, ANYTHING THAT
  1245. 1:16:00GIVES THE ENEMY THE POWER, THE POWER TO
  1246. 1:16:05INFLUENCE THE DIRECTION AND THE CAUSE OF
  1247. 1:16:08MY LIFE BECAUSE OF MY UNREGULATED
  1248. 1:16:13EMOTIONS." SAY, "HOLY SPIRIT, BY VIRTUE
  1249. 1:16:17OF THE BLOOD OF JESUS THAT SPEAKS
  1250. 1:16:22COUNTERARGUMENTS
  1251. 1:16:23AGAINST THE ENEMY, SAY, LORD, TONIGHT
  1252. 1:16:28LET THE VOICE OF THE BLOOD
  1253. 1:16:32SPEAK REDEMPTION, FORGIVENESS, and
  1254. 1:16:36deliverance ON MY BEHALF IN JESUS MIGHT.
  1255. 1:16:42>> [applause]
  1256. 1:16:43[music]
  1257. 1:16:45>> Sit down. Sit down.
  1258. 1:16:48Sit down.
  1259. 1:16:57I was taught to
  1260. 1:17:01be careful what I promise when I'm happy
  1261. 1:17:04and to be careful of what I say when I'm
  1262. 1:17:08angry.
  1263. 1:17:13Because emotions don't last, words does.
  1264. 1:17:19Life and death is in the power of the
  1265. 1:17:22tongue. And one of the things that can
  1266. 1:17:25activate life and life and death from
  1267. 1:17:27your tongue is the state of your
  1268. 1:17:29emotions.
  1269. 1:17:30Are you here with me? Are you here with
  1270. 1:17:33me? Some of you got so offended, you
  1271. 1:17:36said, "I would never." But you didn't
  1272. 1:17:37mean it.
  1273. 1:17:41and and two weeks down the line
  1274. 1:17:44I will never speak to him again. I will
  1275. 1:17:47never love him again. I will you
  1276. 1:17:49recognize that at that time you were in
  1277. 1:17:52emotional ecstasy.
  1278. 1:17:55Paul says therefore we have to be sober.
  1279. 1:17:59We have to be free of intoxication
  1280. 1:18:06because emotions don't last. But a man
  1281. 1:18:10or woman's inability to regulate that
  1282. 1:18:13emotion means that they could sentence
  1283. 1:18:16themselves to perpetual judgment. That
  1284. 1:18:17is why some relationships have been
  1285. 1:18:19destroyed perpetually because emotions
  1286. 1:18:21were high. WHEN YOUR FATHER'S EMOTION
  1287. 1:18:24WAS HIGH, HE LEFT THE HOME.
  1288. 1:18:28And when he was coming back, your mother
  1289. 1:18:29said, "Well, if you've left, don't come
  1290. 1:18:31back."
  1291. 1:18:33Maybe if PEOPLE COULD HAVE MASTERED a
  1292. 1:18:35bit of their emotions.
  1293. 1:18:38Emotions are not false.
  1294. 1:18:41Emotions are not false, but they are not
  1295. 1:18:43truth either.
  1296. 1:18:46And the TRUE TEST OF MATURITY IS HOW A
  1297. 1:18:50MAN CAN SUBMIT their emotions to God's
  1298. 1:18:53will. Jesus did not deny his emotions.
  1299. 1:18:57Jesus expressed his motions of anxiety
  1300. 1:18:59to his disciples. He said, "My soul is
  1301. 1:19:02sitting sorrowful unto death." HE
  1302. 1:19:03EXPRESSED HIS FEARS TO GOD. HE SAID, "IF
  1303. 1:19:06IT IS POSSIBLE, LET THIS CUP, you know,
  1304. 1:19:09you know, depart from me." HE EXPRESSED
  1305. 1:19:11A A GENUINE EMOTION BECAUSE A MAN WHO IS
  1306. 1:19:14GOING TO DIE GENUINELY IS AFRAID.
  1307. 1:19:17HOWEVER, BECAUSE HE WAS A MATURED MAN,
  1308. 1:19:19HE SAID, "NEVERTHELESS,
  1309. 1:19:23NEVERTHELESS, NOT my will, NOT WHAT I'M
  1310. 1:19:28FEELING, but let your will be done."
  1311. 1:19:33WHEN WE TALK ABOUT EMOTIONAL MATURITY,
  1312. 1:19:36WE ARE TALKING ABOUT MEN AND WOMEN THAT
  1313. 1:19:38WOULD [screaming] BE ABLE TO SUBJECT
  1314. 1:19:41THEIR WILL TO GOD'S WILL REGARDLESS OF
  1315. 1:19:44HOW THEY FEEL, whether they are happy or
  1316. 1:19:47sad.
  1317. 1:19:49Because emotions don't last. Tell
  1318. 1:19:51somebody emotions don't last. Oh, tell
  1319. 1:19:54somebody this thing you are feeling.
  1320. 1:19:56Tell them this this thing you are
  1321. 1:19:58feeling.
  1322. 1:19:59>> No, look at them. Tell them this thing
  1323. 1:20:00you are feeling. It is temporary.
  1324. 1:20:04>> Temporary.
  1325. 1:20:04>> Uhhuh. But if you don't handle it well,
  1326. 1:20:06it would be eternal.
  1327. 1:20:12>> Are we ready for some raw things
  1328. 1:20:14tonight?
  1329. 1:20:15>> It is in this series that I will deal
  1330. 1:20:17with. I'll go back to he motions and she
  1331. 1:20:19emotions.
  1332. 1:20:22We we'll look at women emotions.
  1333. 1:20:28You understand what I'm trying to say?
  1334. 1:20:30Look at men emotions.
  1335. 1:20:34Jesus expressed emotions. He was happy.
  1336. 1:20:37He was sad.
  1337. 1:20:39He wept.
  1338. 1:20:42So So we are not saying we should not
  1339. 1:20:44admit our emotions. All of these things
  1340. 1:20:46with men don't cry and all of that. It's
  1341. 1:20:49it's not true.
  1342. 1:20:51You have to cry when you have to cry.
  1343. 1:20:53The Bible says we should laugh with
  1344. 1:20:54those who are laughing. We should mourn
  1345. 1:20:55with those who are mourning. You can cry
  1346. 1:20:58all you want. That's that is acceptable.
  1347. 1:20:59What we are trying to say is that in the
  1348. 1:21:01midst of that emotional ecstasy, ensure
  1349. 1:21:04that you don't sentence your life to
  1350. 1:21:06perpetual condemnation because of what
  1351. 1:21:08you said. Because you can wipe your
  1352. 1:21:10tears, but it's very easy to clean
  1353. 1:21:12words.
  1354. 1:21:15Are you here with me? WE CAN WIPE your
  1355. 1:21:17tears and we can do makeup.
  1356. 1:21:20Right. Right. You can wipe your tears.
  1357. 1:21:24You know, uh Danella can come to my
  1358. 1:21:26office and cry and and wipe that. And
  1359. 1:21:28you know some you know what I love about
  1360. 1:21:30women? They can even cry and laugh at
  1361. 1:21:32the same time.
  1362. 1:21:36I've seen people cry and they say I
  1363. 1:21:39don't know why I'm crying. [laughter]
  1364. 1:21:42So I don't even know why I'm crying. AND
  1365. 1:21:45YOU KNOW SOMETHING AS THEY ARE DOING
  1366. 1:21:47THAT THEY ARE STILL maintaining the
  1367. 1:21:48integrity of the makeup.
  1368. 1:21:56THEY CAN FINISH AND THEY HAVE THEY HAVE
  1369. 1:21:58they have extra they have extra tools in
  1370. 1:22:01their bag
  1371. 1:22:03to ensure that after THE TEARS THE
  1372. 1:22:05MAKEUP stays make up.
  1373. 1:22:08Some of them will be like pastor do you
  1374. 1:22:09have mirror here pastor pastor do you
  1375. 1:22:12have mirror and they will go into the
  1376. 1:22:13place and they will adjust the makeup.
  1377. 1:22:16You can adjust tears but it's very
  1378. 1:22:19difficult to adjust words
  1379. 1:22:24sometimes. Sometimes we try to find ways
  1380. 1:22:28to downplay worse but it's difficult.
  1381. 1:22:32You understand what I'm trying to say?
  1382. 1:22:33So when you look at me and said I hate
  1383. 1:22:35you.
  1384. 1:22:37It's very easy for you to come. It's
  1385. 1:22:39difficult for you to come back and say
  1386. 1:22:40oh you know I did. No no no no no. You
  1387. 1:22:42can adjust makeup
  1388. 1:22:45but it's very difficult to adjust words.
  1389. 1:22:52Oh, say, "Holy Spirit, mature me in this
  1390. 1:22:54season."
  1391. 1:22:54>> Holy Spirit, mature me.
  1392. 1:22:56>> You didn't like that prayer, but say it
  1393. 1:22:58again. Holy Spirit, mature me in this
  1394. 1:23:00season.
  1395. 1:23:02>> Let's begin tonight from
  1396. 1:23:06Genesis 2
  1397. 1:23:087.
  1398. 1:23:15Are you happy with what we are going to
  1399. 1:23:16be studying?
  1400. 1:23:18>> I said, are you happy?
  1401. 1:23:20GENESIS THE CHAPTER NUMBER 2:7 THE BIBLE
  1402. 1:23:22SAYS THAT AND THE Lord
  1403. 1:23:25God formed MAN OF THE DUST of the ground
  1404. 1:23:29and breathed into his nostrils
  1405. 1:23:33the breath of life and man became a
  1406. 1:23:38living being. Give me the King James
  1407. 1:23:40version of that same scripture. The
  1408. 1:23:43Bible says that and man became a living
  1409. 1:23:47soul.
  1410. 1:23:49IN OTHER WORDS, MAN IS A SOUL THAT IS
  1411. 1:23:53ALIVE. WRITE this first name down as we
  1412. 1:23:55begin.
  1413. 1:23:56EMOTIONS ARE NOT A FLAW in God's design.
  1414. 1:24:01F L A W. Emotions are not a flaw in
  1415. 1:24:06God's design. IT MEANS THAT GOD DESIGNED
  1416. 1:24:09THAT THERE ARE DAYS YOU WILL CRY. GOD
  1417. 1:24:12DESIGNED THAT THERE ARE DAYS YOU WILL
  1418. 1:24:13LAUGH. GOD DESIGNED THAT THERE ARE DAYS
  1419. 1:24:15YOU WOULD BE ANGRY. GOD CREATED THE
  1420. 1:24:18EMOTION CALLED ANGER. SO THAT WHEN YOU
  1421. 1:24:21SEE SOMETHING WHICH IS ANTI- GOOD, THERE
  1422. 1:24:24WILL BE AN ANGER THAT IS STIRRED UP IN
  1423. 1:24:26YOU TO LOOK FOR REFORMATION WHERE IT IS
  1424. 1:24:28NEEDED. SO EMOTIONS ARE NOT A FLAW. THAT
  1425. 1:24:32IS WHY THE WHOLE CONCEPT OF OH IF YOU'RE
  1426. 1:24:34A MAN YOU SHOULDN'T CRY AND IF YOU ARE
  1427. 1:24:37THIS YOU SHOULDN'T DO THIS DOES NOT DO
  1428. 1:24:39JUSTICE TO SCRIPTURE BECAUSE WHEN GOD
  1429. 1:24:42CREATED MAN HE ACTUALLY CREATED MAN to
  1430. 1:24:45be a living soul. AND WHEN WE TALK ABOUT
  1431. 1:24:49THE LIVING SOUL WE ARE TALKING ABOUT HIS
  1432. 1:24:51WILL. WE ARE TALKING ABOUT HIS EMOTIONS.
  1433. 1:24:54WE ARE TALKING ABOUT HIS INTELLECT. WE
  1434. 1:24:56ARE TALKING ABOUT ALL OF THESE THINGS
  1435. 1:24:58TOGETHER. THESE are packages God placed
  1436. 1:25:01in man. SO EMOTIONS ARE NOT A FLAW IN
  1437. 1:25:06GOD'S DESIGN BUT THEY ARE RIGHT THIS
  1438. 1:25:08DOWN THEY ARE PART OF THE SOUL HE gave
  1439. 1:25:12man.
  1440. 1:25:15SO GOD IS NOT TELLING US TO DISMISS OUR
  1441. 1:25:18EMOTIONS.
  1442. 1:25:21GOD IS TELLING US TO STEWARD OUR EMOTION
  1443. 1:25:25SO THAT IN BEING ANGRY WE WILL NOT SIN.
  1444. 1:25:34Some of us
  1445. 1:25:36when our emotions are high, there are
  1446. 1:25:39some of you when your emotions are high,
  1447. 1:25:42I'm talking about negative emotions,
  1448. 1:25:43your body can literally be shaking.
  1449. 1:25:48You can be shaking like
  1450. 1:25:52a washing machine.
  1451. 1:25:56Have your washing machine been working
  1452. 1:25:57in your Have you seen a washing machine
  1453. 1:25:58working in the kitchen before? There
  1454. 1:26:01there are DAYS THAT THE WASHING MACHINE
  1455. 1:26:02CAN I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENS BUT YOU
  1456. 1:26:04hear go go go go go go go. Some of you
  1457. 1:26:07SOME OF YOU WHEN YOU get angry
  1458. 1:26:11YOU SEE THE WHOLE ESSENCE OF YOUR BEING
  1459. 1:26:14VIBRATING. THE EMOTION CALLED ANGER IS
  1460. 1:26:17NOT A FLAW BUT THE VIBRATIONS IN YOUR
  1461. 1:26:20BODY AS IS AN INDICATION that you lack
  1462. 1:26:23selfont control. It means that YOU ARE
  1463. 1:26:25IN A PLACE WHERE YOUR EMOTIONS ARE
  1464. 1:26:27GETTING the better of you.
  1465. 1:26:31You know when you study the life of
  1466. 1:26:33Jesus and and we will use Jesus as a
  1467. 1:26:35template for emotional intelligence and
  1468. 1:26:37emotional maturity in this series. When
  1469. 1:26:39you look at the life of Jesus anytime
  1470. 1:26:43you know HE WAS CONFRONTED BY CERTAIN
  1471. 1:26:45SITUATION WHEN HE DID NOT HAVE THE
  1472. 1:26:47answer the Bible told that immediately
  1473. 1:26:49he will not answer. Sometimes he will
  1474. 1:26:51draw,
  1475. 1:26:53>> sometimes he will write on the ground
  1476. 1:26:54BECAUSE HE CAN PERCEIVE THAT THE
  1477. 1:26:56QUESTION IS NOT REALLY ABOUT THE WOMAN.
  1478. 1:26:58IT IS TO TRAP HIM. AND HE UNDERSTANDS
  1479. 1:27:01that he must think before he responds.
  1480. 1:27:04WHEN THE BIBLE SAYS STATEMENTS LIKE BE
  1481. 1:27:06[screaming] QUICK to hear and SLOW TO
  1482. 1:27:09SPEAK, IT IS EMOTIONAL MATURITY. BECAUSE
  1483. 1:27:13IN YOUR ANGER, IN [screaming] YOUR
  1484. 1:27:15WILLPOWER TO DEFEND YOURSELF, YOU CAN
  1485. 1:27:18SAY THINGS you can't take back.
  1486. 1:27:30And you know, you know, you know, you
  1487. 1:27:33know the justification for lack of
  1488. 1:27:35emotional maturity. We mix that like
  1489. 1:27:39this is who I am.
  1490. 1:27:42This how I feel. We make statements
  1491. 1:27:44like, "I don't like falsehood. I'm blame
  1492. 1:27:48blame. I'm this." No, no, no, no, no,
  1493. 1:27:50no, no. You can exercise restraint and
  1494. 1:27:53still be wise.
  1495. 1:27:57There are people who have ended up being
  1496. 1:27:59wrong even though they were right.
  1497. 1:28:06Haven't you seen somebody who was
  1498. 1:28:08cheated on and they murdered somebody?
  1499. 1:28:10They had justification. They were hurt.
  1500. 1:28:12They were cheated on. But they ended up
  1501. 1:28:14in prison because their lack of
  1502. 1:28:17emotional self-control means that even
  1503. 1:28:19though they were right, they ended up
  1504. 1:28:20being wrong.
  1505. 1:28:23SO IN LIFE, PEOPLE can take their
  1506. 1:28:26actions, but we are responsible for our
  1507. 1:28:28reaction.
  1508. 1:28:30ANYBODY CAN DO ANYTHING, but how you
  1509. 1:28:33react determines your maturity. THERE
  1510. 1:28:35ARE CERTAIN SPACES GOD IS NOT BRINGING
  1511. 1:28:38us in. BECAUSE IF GOD BRINGS US INTO
  1512. 1:28:40THESE SPACES IN A SEASON OF OCCUPY, THE
  1513. 1:28:43LORD KNOWS THAT THE ENEMY KNOWS EXACTLY
  1514. 1:28:46WHAT TO DO. WORK via emotions.
  1515. 1:28:51Today, you know, my brother, Pastor Jon,
  1516. 1:28:54came and he, you know, we're having
  1517. 1:28:55conversations about the challenges of
  1518. 1:28:58owning this place and maintaining it and
  1519. 1:29:00and all of the, you know, bar of or, you
  1520. 1:29:03know, attached spiritually, physically,
  1521. 1:29:05you know, from the government, FROM
  1522. 1:29:07THIS, YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT WE GO
  1523. 1:29:10THROUGH FOR YOU TO sit here.
  1524. 1:29:12Charles was you were binging my head
  1525. 1:29:13today was like, "Daddy, how do you
  1526. 1:29:15feel?" And all of that said, "I don't
  1527. 1:29:16feel anything. I have I have no I have
  1528. 1:29:19no anger. I have no, you know, no, no,
  1529. 1:29:22no, no, no. Because I recognize that the
  1530. 1:29:24essence is to take away your peace.
  1531. 1:29:27WHEN WHEN THE ENEMY KNOWS HE CAN TAKE
  1532. 1:29:29AWAY YOUR PEACE, he can take away your
  1533. 1:29:31consecration. If he can take away your
  1534. 1:29:33peace, he can take away your maturity.
  1535. 1:29:34If he can take away your peace, he can
  1536. 1:29:36even TAKE AWAY YOUR YOUR SALVATION. THE
  1537. 1:29:38ENEMY KNOWS HOW TO WORK you out till you
  1538. 1:29:41lose yourself.
  1539. 1:29:46AND THERE ARE SOME OF US, THE ENEMY IS
  1540. 1:29:48SAYING, YOU KNOW WHAT? THE ONLY WAY I
  1541. 1:29:50CAN GET THEM TO DENY GOD, THE ONLY WAY I
  1542. 1:29:52CAN GET THEM TO SIN, THE ONLY WAY I CAN
  1543. 1:29:54DESTROY THEIR DESTINY IS THAT LET ME put
  1544. 1:29:57them in a station where they are
  1545. 1:29:58emotionally exhausted or let me make
  1546. 1:30:02them overly excited. Now, now don't just
  1547. 1:30:05look at the THINGS I'M TALKING ABOUT IN
  1548. 1:30:07JUST IN THE TERMS OF NEGATIVE EMOTIONS.
  1549. 1:30:09I'm even talking about what I call
  1550. 1:30:11emotional ecstasy. REMEMBER I SAID YOU
  1551. 1:30:14KNOW THAT HEROD ANTIPAS KILLED JUDAS IS
  1552. 1:30:18IT KILLED JOHN THE BAPTIST BECAUSE HE
  1553. 1:30:21WAS OVERLY HAPPY.
  1554. 1:30:28Some of you they just need to give you
  1555. 1:30:29food. You you reveal all the all the
  1556. 1:30:32secrets in life.
  1557. 1:30:35Some of you they just need to give you
  1558. 1:30:36food and a drink
  1559. 1:30:39and just put you in a chair and make
  1560. 1:30:41your life comfortable.
  1561. 1:30:43You would you would reveal all the
  1562. 1:30:45secrets of your friends because they
  1563. 1:30:47just know how to just make you in a
  1564. 1:30:48place where your emotions are just are
  1565. 1:30:51just are just done [clears throat]
  1566. 1:30:55in this season. MAY MAY THE LORD HELP US
  1567. 1:30:58TO BE emotionally matured.
  1568. 1:31:01>> Oh, are you are you here tonight?
  1569. 1:31:06SO EMOTIONS ARE NOT A FLAW.
  1570. 1:31:10IT'S NOT THAT GOD DID NOT KNOW WHAT HE
  1571. 1:31:11WAS DOING WHEN HE CREATED EMOTIONS. GOD
  1572. 1:31:13EXPRESSES EMOTIONS.
  1573. 1:31:16We've seen God angry at what WAS
  1574. 1:31:19HAPPENING IN SODOM AND GOMORRAH. BUT IN
  1575. 1:31:21ALL OF THIS ANGER, HE STILL PAUSED TO
  1576. 1:31:24MAINTAIN A CONVERSATION ACCURATELY. Can
  1577. 1:31:26you imagine A MAN WHO'S TRAVELING TO
  1578. 1:31:28DESTROY
  1579. 1:31:30ANGRY THAT CERTAIN PEOPLE HAVE WED HIM
  1580. 1:31:33UP AND HE GETS TO THE HOUSE of a
  1581. 1:31:35righteous man and said let me sit down
  1582. 1:31:37and eat spend some day let me relax and
  1583. 1:31:40go. If if if you were angry going to
  1584. 1:31:43burn your boyfriend's house and your
  1585. 1:31:45girlfriend's house, you will not EVEN
  1586. 1:31:47YOU PASS BY MY HOUSE AND you wouldn't
  1587. 1:31:48EVEN CARE THIS. YOU FORGET THAT HOUSE
  1588. 1:31:50THE HOUSE YOU ARE PASSING BY to destroy
  1589. 1:31:52belongs to pastor.
  1590. 1:32:01this man on his way to go and destroy
  1591. 1:32:03could stay with Abraham, have meaningful
  1592. 1:32:06conversations, EMPLOY ABRAHAM INTO A
  1593. 1:32:09PLACE OF INTERCEDING and all of that
  1594. 1:32:11before he WENT YOU. SO THE PROBLEM IS
  1595. 1:32:14NOT WHETHER YOUR EMOTIONS ARE VALID OR
  1596. 1:32:16NOT, BUT HOW DO YOU STEWARD these
  1597. 1:32:18things?
  1598. 1:32:24Are you here with me? Are you here with
  1599. 1:32:26me? As I'm growing, as I'm growing, I've
  1600. 1:32:30seen that
  1601. 1:32:32if I if if if I would continue to be a
  1602. 1:32:36married man,
  1603. 1:32:38if I would continue to be married,
  1604. 1:32:43it will shock you. It's not all
  1605. 1:32:44marriages that are breaking because of
  1606. 1:32:45infidelity.
  1607. 1:32:47It's not every marriage that is breaking
  1608. 1:32:49because people are cheating. Some
  1609. 1:32:51marriages are breaking because of worse
  1610. 1:32:52of which spoon they brought when they
  1611. 1:32:54brought the soup.
  1612. 1:32:58I promise some marriages are breaking
  1613. 1:33:01because of snoring. How somebody snores.
  1614. 1:33:10Some marriages are breaking because of
  1615. 1:33:13some of the most
  1616. 1:33:15CRAZIEST. LISTEN, I'VE DONE THIS THING
  1617. 1:33:17for 20 good years.
  1618. 1:33:20There's nothing we've not heard.
  1619. 1:33:25AND THAT'S WHY I SAID TO YOU FROM THE
  1620. 1:33:26BEGINNING, IF SOME PEOPLE HAD EMOTIONAL
  1621. 1:33:29MASTERY,
  1622. 1:33:34there were times in my life that me and
  1623. 1:33:36patients couldn't seem to talk sit to
  1624. 1:33:37talk. There were times in my life
  1625. 1:33:41that the only way to deescalate things
  1626. 1:33:43is to be is to leave home. And I'm at a
  1627. 1:33:46place where now we can sit down and have
  1628. 1:33:48a matured, you know, you do this I
  1629. 1:33:51didn't like and I'm sat there. Okay. All
  1630. 1:33:54right. You know, I don't like the way
  1631. 1:33:55you said this. Okay, I'm sorry. Okay,
  1632. 1:33:58you too. Okay, I'm sorry. Say, where's
  1633. 1:34:01the food?
  1634. 1:34:10AND BECAUSE I'VE LEARNED THAT THE ONLY
  1635. 1:34:13WAY I WILL STAY [screaming] MARRIED
  1636. 1:34:18IS THAT I MUST HAVE MASTERY of my
  1637. 1:34:22emotions.
  1638. 1:34:32There are days I'm coming to church.
  1639. 1:34:35I want to strangle Ezekiel. I want to
  1640. 1:34:37strangle Elijah. I want to strangle
  1641. 1:34:40Charles. I want to strangle people. And
  1642. 1:34:43the moment I get there, I'm like, "Hey,
  1643. 1:34:45if you strangle them, you'll be in the
  1644. 1:34:47news.
  1645. 1:34:50You'll be in the news.
  1646. 1:34:54So I must
  1647. 1:35:06tell somebody master.
  1648. 1:35:15I know you are laughing.
  1649. 1:35:19All right. Run this thing down.
  1650. 1:35:25THE SOUL OF A MAN, [screaming]
  1651. 1:35:27WRITE THIS DOWN, YOU KNOW IT,
  1652. 1:35:30IS MADE UP OF HIS mind
  1653. 1:35:33that signifies his thoughts,
  1654. 1:35:36his mind that signifies his thoughts,
  1655. 1:35:39his will, his decisions
  1656. 1:35:43and his emotions that is his feeling.
  1657. 1:35:53AND RIGHT NOW THE AGENDA OF GOD IS NOT
  1658. 1:35:57THAT WE DENY OUR EMOTIONS.
  1659. 1:36:05THE AGENDA OF GOD IS NOT THAT WE DENY
  1660. 1:36:08OUR EMOTIONS.
  1661. 1:36:12But his agenda
  1662. 1:36:16IS THAT WE ENGAGE THESE emotions
  1663. 1:36:21and steward these emotions
  1664. 1:36:27properly.
  1665. 1:36:29DAVID WAS HAVING A CONVERSATION IN PSALM
  1666. 1:36:3142:5. Take me there. Psalm 42:5.
  1667. 1:36:37Put it on the scripture. HE SAID, "WHY
  1668. 1:36:40ARE YOU DOWNCAST,
  1669. 1:36:44oh my soul?"
  1670. 1:36:51DAVID IS LITERALLY SAYING, "WHY ARE YOU
  1671. 1:36:53DOWN?
  1672. 1:36:55WHY ARE YOU ANGRY?"
  1673. 1:36:57SOMETIMES YOU MUST QUESTION YOUR
  1674. 1:36:59EMOTION.
  1675. 1:37:06DAVID SAID, "WHY ARE YOU DOWNCAST?"
  1676. 1:37:08SOMETIMES WHEN YOU'RE HAVING A BAD MOOD,
  1677. 1:37:10YOU MUST YOU MUST ASK YOURSELF, "YO,
  1678. 1:37:13WHY ARE YOU HAVING a bad mood?"
  1679. 1:37:19DAVID SAID, "WHY ARE YOU DOWNCAST ALL MY
  1680. 1:37:22[screaming] SOUL? AND WHY ARE YOU
  1681. 1:37:24DISQUING within me?" THIS IS A MAN THAT
  1682. 1:37:28UNDERSTOOD MASTERY OF EMOTIONS. IT MEANS
  1683. 1:37:31THAT WITHOUT AN EXTERNAL THERAPY, DAVID
  1684. 1:37:34KNEW HOW TO SINK HIS SOUL WITHIN HIM to
  1685. 1:37:36align.
  1686. 1:37:40That is a man whose soul and emotions
  1687. 1:37:41were deceiving him. Then he spoke to he
  1688. 1:37:43said, "Bless the Lord, oh my soul."
  1689. 1:37:48Not to the church. He said, "Bless the
  1690. 1:37:50Lord, oh my soul." He said and and let
  1691. 1:37:53all that is within not outside because
  1692. 1:37:56it is what is within that defiles a man.
  1693. 1:37:58HE SAID LET THAT THAT WHICH IS WITHIN ME
  1694. 1:38:00BLESS. HE SAID BLESS THE LORD OH MY S
  1695. 1:38:02AND FORGET not his mean that the
  1696. 1:38:05THOUGHTS OF GOD IS UNFAITHFUL. THE
  1697. 1:38:08THOUGHTS OF WHY HAS GOD NEGLECTED ME WAS
  1698. 1:38:11BEGINNING TO CREEP IN. DAVID LOOKED AND
  1699. 1:38:12said hey my soul my soul don't question
  1700. 1:38:15God. Forget not his benefit. [applause]
  1701. 1:38:20THAT IS A MAN THAT IS INWARDLOOKING.
  1702. 1:38:25EMOTIONAL MATURITY IS THAT WE DON'T TRY
  1703. 1:38:28TO LOOK FOR THE ENEMY OUTSIDE.
  1704. 1:38:33It is EASY TO BLAME YOUR MOTHER. IT IS
  1705. 1:38:35EASY TO BLAME YOUR FATHER. IT IS EASY TO
  1706. 1:38:38BLAME YOUR EX. IT IS EASY. BUT I PROMISE
  1707. 1:38:40YOU, IF YOU WERE IN THEIR SITUATION, YOU
  1708. 1:38:42WOULD HAVE DONE probably worse.
  1709. 1:38:51So this guy David will will pray and say
  1710. 1:38:53things to God like search me.
  1711. 1:38:58That is a man that understood that 95%
  1712. 1:39:01of his issues were inward not outward.
  1713. 1:39:05WHEN WE HAVE WHEN WE DON'T HAVE THE
  1714. 1:39:07MASTERY OF WHAT IS INWARD US, WE TRY TO
  1715. 1:39:10LOOK FOR people outside of us to lay
  1716. 1:39:13blame on. I'm I'm this because of that.
  1717. 1:39:17I'm that. AND AND AGAIN, NOBODY IS
  1718. 1:39:19DOWNPLAYING your experience. But we say
  1719. 1:39:22that if you are going to come into the
  1720. 1:39:23place of tell, if you're going to come
  1721. 1:39:26into THE PLACE OF MATURITY, YOU BEGIN TO
  1722. 1:39:28LOOK AT WHY AM I reacting this way? NOT
  1723. 1:39:31NECESSARILY WHAT THEY DID, BUT WHY AM I
  1724. 1:39:33REACT? SO HE SAID, WHY ARE you downcast?
  1725. 1:39:38He said, WHY ARE YOU DOWNCAST, OH MY
  1726. 1:39:41SOUL, and why are YOU DISQUING WITHIN
  1727. 1:39:43ME? THEN HE SAID TO HIS SOUL, "Cope in
  1728. 1:39:46God." Now this is THE MAN THAT WHEN
  1729. 1:39:49EVERYTHING EXTERNALLY WAS AGAINST HIM
  1730. 1:39:52AND HIS FRIENDS THAT HE HAD GONE TO WAR,
  1731. 1:39:54THEY HAD COME AND THEY HAD TAKEN YOU
  1732. 1:39:56KNOW THEIR WIVES AND THEIR CHILDREN
  1733. 1:39:58INCLUDING HIS WIFE AND HIS CHILDREN.
  1734. 1:40:00THESE PEOPLE now said we will stone him
  1735. 1:40:02and the Bible says and he encouraged
  1736. 1:40:04himself in the Lord. David knew how to
  1737. 1:40:07TO TO TAKE THE ATTENTION FROM WHO IS
  1738. 1:40:10DOING what to how am I feeling and what
  1739. 1:40:13is my soul saying. AND HE UNDERSTOOD
  1740. 1:40:16THAT HIS SOUL CAN BE A LIAR. HIS
  1741. 1:40:19EMOTIONS CAN BE A LIAR. SO ANYTIME HE
  1742. 1:40:22FELT THAT HIS EMOTIONS WERE OUTSIDE OF
  1743. 1:40:25GOD'S WILL AND INTENT, he would say,
  1744. 1:40:27"Why are you downcast on my soul? And
  1745. 1:40:29why are you disquing within me?" He
  1746. 1:40:31said, "Hope in God." He said, "For I
  1747. 1:40:33shall yet
  1748. 1:40:36Ah, you're not here. Do you know WHAT IT
  1749. 1:40:38MEANS? FOR DAVID SAID, FOR I SHALL YET
  1750. 1:40:41PRAISE HIM. It means his situation is
  1751. 1:40:44not praiseworthy.
  1752. 1:40:47SO WHAT THE WORD I SHALL YET MEANS THAT
  1753. 1:40:50THE SITUATION IS ANTI- FAVORABLE. BUT IN
  1754. 1:40:53SPITE OF THAT I SHALL YET PRAISE HIM.
  1755. 1:40:56LISTEN TO ME. IF YOU CAN GET YOUR
  1756. 1:40:58EMOTIONS to align to God's will, your
  1757. 1:41:00environment will align.
  1758. 1:41:04That's good.
  1759. 1:41:06>> There are people the devil gives up on.
  1760. 1:41:09There are certain people the devil has
  1761. 1:41:11given up ON BECAUSE HE'S RECOGNIZED that
  1762. 1:41:13there is nothing we would do to this
  1763. 1:41:15guy. There's nothing we do to this girl.
  1764. 1:41:17There's nothing we do to this man.
  1765. 1:41:18There's nothing we do to this woman that
  1766. 1:41:20would let him deny God, curse God, leave
  1767. 1:41:23God, you know, be this and that. So, the
  1768. 1:41:25enemy gets to a place say this guy,
  1769. 1:41:27let's leave him. There's there are
  1770. 1:41:29people the enemy cannot break them
  1771. 1:41:31because because they have their emotions
  1772. 1:41:34and the masculine.
  1773. 1:41:36HE SAID FOR I SHALL YET PRAISE HIM FOR
  1774. 1:41:39THE HELP OF HIS COUNTENANCE. WHY ARE YOU
  1775. 1:41:44DOWNCAST oh my soul?
  1776. 1:41:47So like I said, THE OBJECTIVE OF GOD IS
  1777. 1:41:49NOT THAT YOU DISCREDIT YOUR EMOTIONS.
  1778. 1:41:52BUT GOD WANTS YOU TO ENGAGE them and
  1779. 1:41:56steward them because you are a living
  1780. 1:41:59soul. It means that your SOUL HAS EARS.
  1781. 1:42:02YOUR EMOTIONS CAN CAN UNDERSTAND WHEN
  1782. 1:42:05YOU SPEAK. YOUR EMOTIONS KNOWS THAT YOU
  1783. 1:42:07HAVE THE CAPACITY TO KEEP IT UNDER
  1784. 1:42:09SUBJECTION.
  1785. 1:42:11Ah haven't you seen people commit murder
  1786. 1:42:13nicely?
  1787. 1:42:18I I like all of these. I don't like TV.
  1788. 1:42:21I don't like television. But when you
  1789. 1:42:23see me on television, I'm watching weird
  1790. 1:42:24stuff. I like all of these criminal
  1791. 1:42:27things. You know, you know, you know,
  1792. 1:42:29murder and all. I I I I like intelligent
  1793. 1:42:33stuff. And sometime a woman can be
  1794. 1:42:35cheated upon and she wants to she wants
  1795. 1:42:37to murder. and she can keep composure
  1796. 1:42:41and cook you food and give you the best
  1797. 1:42:43drink and and take you to the bedroom
  1798. 1:42:46and handle the business there and DO ALL
  1799. 1:42:48OF THAT AND THE MAN. SO NOW so now
  1800. 1:42:51cheating men are actually worried when
  1801. 1:42:54women are nice.
  1802. 1:42:59Have you watched all of these things
  1803. 1:43:00where you know he said me and my wife
  1804. 1:43:01were fighting the lady will bring the
  1805. 1:43:03water and the man will say you two drink
  1806. 1:43:05it
  1807. 1:43:06drink first.
  1808. 1:43:10There are people that have what we call
  1809. 1:43:12emotional maturity. In spite of how they
  1810. 1:43:15feeling, they able to keep a calm
  1811. 1:43:16countenance that you don't even have the
  1812. 1:43:19capacity to read how they truly feel
  1813. 1:43:22until they execute their assignment.
  1814. 1:43:27SO DAVID ENGAGED HIS SOUL.
  1815. 1:43:32There are seasons you DON'T TALK TO YOUR
  1816. 1:43:33MOTHER, YOU TALK TO YOUR SOUL. THERE ARE
  1817. 1:43:35SEASONS YOU DON'T REPLY YOUR BROTHER,
  1818. 1:43:37YOU TALK TO YOUR SOUL. There are season
  1819. 1:43:39you must speak your WORD AND TELL AND
  1820. 1:43:40TELL YOUR BROTHER YOUR SOUL. WHY ARE YOU
  1821. 1:43:43so angry because of what my brother
  1822. 1:43:45said?
  1823. 1:43:46What wh WHY ARE YOU SO HEATED UP BECAUSE
  1824. 1:43:49OF WHAT MAMA JUST DID? Be quieted within
  1825. 1:43:52me.
  1826. 1:43:59you every every plug the enemy tears
  1827. 1:44:01apart,
  1828. 1:44:03you begin to you begin to you begin to
  1829. 1:44:05shake.
  1830. 1:44:06You begin to boil.
  1831. 1:44:09Then you lose every sense of decency.
  1832. 1:44:12Then words begin to come out of your
  1833. 1:44:14mouth. Things that SHOULD NOT EVEN
  1834. 1:44:17PROCEED OUT OF THE MOUTH OF SUCH A MAN
  1835. 1:44:19OR A WOMAN WHO'S CALLED SANCTIFIED
  1836. 1:44:21BEGINS TO COME OUT BECAUSE YOU lack what
  1837. 1:44:23we call emotional maturity. Paul said we
  1838. 1:44:27should be sober.
  1839. 1:44:29We should not become spiritually high,
  1840. 1:44:33emotionally high, emotionally
  1841. 1:44:36intoxicated.
  1842. 1:44:38He said, "Why are you downcast, oh my
  1843. 1:44:41soul?"
  1844. 1:44:43Rather stand
  1845. 1:44:46IN ENGAGING OUR EMOTIONS.
  1846. 1:44:53IN ENGAGING OUR EMOTIONS,
  1847. 1:44:58WE HAVE THE ABILITY TO question
  1848. 1:45:02our emotions.
  1849. 1:45:08IN ENGAGING OUR EMOTIONS, WE ACTUALLY
  1850. 1:45:11HAVE THE ABILITY TO QUESTION OUR
  1851. 1:45:13EMOTIONS.
  1852. 1:45:15WHEN WE QUESTION OUR EMOTIONS, WHAT ARE
  1853. 1:45:17WE DOING? IT MEANS WE ARE COMPARING HOW
  1854. 1:45:21WE feel to God's word.
  1855. 1:45:26Remember that the agenda of God is that
  1856. 1:45:29everything would come to the obedience
  1857. 1:45:31of Christ. REMEMBER THAT GOD'S AGENDA IS
  1858. 1:45:34THAT EVERY HIGH THING THAT EXALTS ITSELF
  1859. 1:45:37ABOVE THE KNOWLEDGE OF GOD WILL BE
  1860. 1:45:39BROUGHT INTO WHAT WE CALL OBEDIENCE TO
  1861. 1:45:42CHRIST. AND HE SAID WHEN WE HAVE been
  1862. 1:45:44able to do this we will now have the
  1863. 1:45:46right to punish disobedience.
  1864. 1:45:53Are you here with me? So so IN IN
  1865. 1:45:56ENGAGING OUR EMOTIONS WE HAVE THE RIGHT
  1866. 1:45:59TO question it.
  1867. 1:46:02Why? Why? Why are you here? Why are you
  1868. 1:46:04so excited? Some of you some of you you
  1869. 1:46:07have to ask yourself why are you so
  1870. 1:46:08excited?
  1871. 1:46:10In asking that questions, you know what
  1872. 1:46:12you bring? It brings you to a place
  1873. 1:46:14where you become levelheaded.
  1874. 1:46:20You become levelheaded.
  1875. 1:46:24You become levelheaded. WRITE THIS THING
  1876. 1:46:26DOWN. THE SECRET IN ENGAGING OUR
  1877. 1:46:29EMOTIONS IS THIS.
  1878. 1:46:31THE SECRET IN ENGAGING OUR EMOTIONS IS
  1879. 1:46:33THIS.
  1880. 1:46:37THE SECRET IN ENGAGING OUR EMOTIONS IS
  1881. 1:46:40THAT WE FIRST QUESTION WHAT IS within
  1882. 1:46:45before what is outside.
  1883. 1:46:48WE FIRST QUESTION WHAT IS WITHIN.
  1884. 1:46:58WE FIRST QUESTION WHAT IS WHAT WITHIN
  1885. 1:47:01[screaming] WHAT IS OUTSIDE. COME ON
  1886. 1:47:03LET'S HAVE SOME honest conversation. How
  1887. 1:47:05many of you have been surprised by
  1888. 1:47:07yourself before?
  1889. 1:47:09Oh. Oh, talk to me. Talk to me. How many
  1890. 1:47:11of you were actually afraid? I I can do
  1891. 1:47:14this.
  1892. 1:47:18No, there have been situations where
  1893. 1:47:19I've surprised myself.
  1894. 1:47:24There are situations where I I said run.
  1895. 1:47:29Run is me means my name. the situation I
  1896. 1:47:33said I run. Are you a pastor?
  1897. 1:47:39There have been situations where I say
  1898. 1:47:42I've I've been in situations where and
  1899. 1:47:44sometimes it it can be something as
  1900. 1:47:46little with as me dealing with my son
  1901. 1:47:49Joel and Judah.
  1902. 1:47:52Sometimes it's as little as me dealing
  1903. 1:47:54with Ivana. And I can be like, Rand,
  1904. 1:47:57why you why are you dealing with a child
  1905. 1:47:58like you are dealing with your mate? I I
  1906. 1:48:01I I I get surprised at myself like hey
  1907. 1:48:04this is within me.
  1908. 1:48:06Sometimes you can you can be confronted
  1909. 1:48:09with some situation. You ask yourself,
  1910. 1:48:10am I this angry?
  1911. 1:48:14Am I this miserable?
  1912. 1:48:18Am I this terrible? You see, if you
  1913. 1:48:22don't QUESTION WHAT is within, you would
  1914. 1:48:26always be looking at who can I blame.
  1915. 1:48:35So you recognize the thing was very
  1916. 1:48:37little but it hit you so hard
  1917. 1:48:44AND THEN YOU RECOGNIZE that my reaction
  1918. 1:48:47was extreme.
  1919. 1:48:52We we were just playing. Have you ever
  1920. 1:48:54been in a situation where we were just
  1921. 1:48:56playing and you flipped? I've been at
  1922. 1:48:58Christmas GAMES AND YOU SEE HOW ULTRA
  1923. 1:49:00competitive
  1924. 1:49:02that people can even lose every sense of
  1925. 1:49:05their will and they even forget we are
  1926. 1:49:06with our pastor
  1927. 1:49:13AND IN SUCH SITUATION THE LORD IS
  1928. 1:49:15TELLING you it will be very easy for you
  1929. 1:49:18to murder.
  1930. 1:49:22He said it is written
  1931. 1:49:25THAT DO NOT MURDER. HE SAID, HE SAID,
  1932. 1:49:27"YET I SAID TO YOU THAT IF IF ONE OF YOU
  1933. 1:49:31WILL SAY TO ONE OF YOUR BRETHREN,
  1934. 1:49:33RAQQA."
  1935. 1:49:35HE SAID, "THAT PERSON HAS ALREADY
  1936. 1:49:37COMMITTED MURDER." IN OTHER WORDS, YOU
  1937. 1:49:39SEE, IT'S IT'S EASIER FOR AN ANGRY MAN
  1938. 1:49:43TO BE A MURDERER. SO WHEN YOU WHEN YOU
  1939. 1:49:46WHEN YOU DISCREDIT THE EMOTIONS CALLED
  1940. 1:49:49ANGER very soon you'll be the one people
  1941. 1:49:52be watching on their Netflix series
  1942. 1:49:54watching you behind BARS AND SOMETIME IT
  1943. 1:49:57could be as simple as just a game.
  1944. 1:50:04You see, we love to spiritualize
  1945. 1:50:08everything
  1946. 1:50:09that we even spiritualize the true state
  1947. 1:50:12of our emotions and that is why our
  1948. 1:50:14marriages are failing, our friendships
  1949. 1:50:16are breaking, our homes are in TATTERS
  1950. 1:50:19BECAUSE WE CAN BE VERY PRAYERFUL AND
  1951. 1:50:22VERY EMOTIONALLY IGNORANT.
  1952. 1:50:25SOME OF THE MOST DELUSIONAL PEOPLE ON
  1953. 1:50:27EARTH are Christians.
  1954. 1:50:34Delulu delu
  1955. 1:50:40some of the most delusional people on
  1956. 1:50:43earth are Christians. Do you know why?
  1957. 1:50:45Because they would have everything
  1958. 1:50:49in every situation. They would have a
  1959. 1:50:51scripture to justify.
  1960. 1:50:57Oh, if Jesus was angry, who am I?
  1961. 1:51:03If if the No, no, no, no. Yo, yo, we
  1962. 1:51:06went for the interchurches football
  1963. 1:51:08team.
  1964. 1:51:11This is this is kingdom games. And I saw
  1965. 1:51:14people fighting.
  1966. 1:51:19I SAW PEOPLE HEY, HEY, HEY, HEY, HEY,
  1967. 1:51:22HEY, HEY, HEY.
  1968. 1:51:24And it's called kill down king. I I HAVE
  1969. 1:51:29NO DOUBT THAT SUCH A MAN WOULD BE the
  1970. 1:51:31wife.
  1971. 1:51:36Some of you ladies, you must come to
  1972. 1:51:37these games and to see which man you
  1973. 1:51:40shouldn't marry.
  1974. 1:51:50Michael, can you imagine Kingdom Games
  1975. 1:51:53and somebody is using the FOD
  1976. 1:52:00and you see them the next day, holy
  1977. 1:52:04>> are you Lord?
  1978. 1:52:07All creations
  1979. 1:52:09call you and they'll be weeping.
  1980. 1:52:16If if you should go home to see some of
  1981. 1:52:19our intercessors, some of our
  1982. 1:52:20worshippers, some of our ashes, some of
  1983. 1:52:23our sound technicians, if you should go
  1984. 1:52:25home to see some of them and their
  1985. 1:52:27mothers.
  1986. 1:52:37Oh, say Lord, I desire maturity.
  1987. 1:52:40>> I'm not hearing you. Say Lord I desire
  1988. 1:52:44>> I desire
  1989. 1:52:45>> emotional mastery
  1990. 1:52:47>> emotional mastery
  1991. 1:52:49>> in this season. SO WE SAY THAT YOU
  1992. 1:52:52ENGAGE YOUR EMOTIONS BY QUESTIONING THEM
  1993. 1:52:55AND WHAT YOU DO IS THAT YOU LOOK INWARD
  1994. 1:52:58THAN OUTWARD. Can you imagine if your
  1995. 1:53:00first reaction is not look to look at
  1996. 1:53:02your brother but your first reaction is
  1997. 1:53:04to look at how am I feeling? Why am I
  1998. 1:53:05feeling? Why has this thing been
  1999. 1:53:06triggered me like that?
  2000. 1:53:16Ask somebody sitting, why are you
  2001. 1:53:17triggered? Why are you triggered? Ask
  2002. 1:53:18them, "Why are you triggered?"
  2003. 1:53:25Why are you triggered? Somebody's even
  2004. 1:53:27triggered by what I'm saying.
  2005. 1:53:38All right, let's continue.
  2006. 1:53:45Now,
  2007. 1:53:51MANY BELIEVERS ARE SPIRITUALLY ACTIVE.
  2008. 1:53:56MANY BELIEVERS ARE SPIRITUALLY ACTIVE
  2009. 1:54:00BUT emotionally unaware.
  2010. 1:54:14Many believers
  2011. 1:54:16ARE SPIRITUALLY active
  2012. 1:54:20but emotionally unaware.
  2013. 1:54:23WRITE THIS DOWN. THIS PRODUCES A
  2014. 1:54:26DANGEROUS PATTERN.
  2015. 1:54:28WHEN YOU ARE SPIRITUALLY ACTIVE AND
  2016. 1:54:31EMOTIONALLY UNAWARE, IT PRODUCES A
  2017. 1:54:33DANGEROUS PATTERN. You become
  2018. 1:54:35delusional.
  2019. 1:54:49EK, are you learning?
  2020. 1:54:59Abigail, you learn it.
  2021. 1:55:07MANY ARE SPIRITUALLY ACTIVE, BUT THEY'RE
  2022. 1:55:09EMOTIONALLY UNAWARE. WRITE THESE THINGS
  2023. 1:55:11DOWN. IT PRODUCES A DANGEROUS PATTERN
  2024. 1:55:15AND THIS MEANS THAT THEY BECOME
  2025. 1:55:16JUDICIAL.
  2026. 1:55:19WHAT DOES THIS HAPPEN? HOW YOU KNOW WHAT
  2027. 1:55:21DOES THIS PRODUCE? WRITE IT DOWN. NUMBER
  2028. 1:55:23ONE, THEY avoid
  2029. 1:55:26processing situations.
  2030. 1:55:32THEY AVOID PROCESSING. WHEN DAVID SAYS,
  2031. 1:55:36"WHY ARE YOU DOWNCAST, OH MY SOUL?" He's
  2032. 1:55:38not moving into action. He's processing.
  2033. 1:55:40When they come TO JESUS CHRIST AND THEY
  2034. 1:55:43SAID, "WELL, YOU KNOW, THIS WOMAN WAS
  2035. 1:55:44CAUGHT IN THE ACT OF ADULTERY AND SHE'S
  2036. 1:55:47BEEN CAUGHT." WHAT WOULD YOU SAY? THEY
  2037. 1:55:49WERE EXPECTING AN INSTANT ANSWER. But
  2038. 1:55:52the Bible says he bent down and he began
  2039. 1:55:54to write. Sometimes all you need is 30
  2040. 1:55:57seconds of silence.
  2041. 1:56:02Some of you when when the other person
  2042. 1:56:04is talking, you're already triggered to
  2043. 1:56:07jump in and reply.
  2044. 1:56:13SOMETIMES IF IF YOU ONLY HAD WAITED 30
  2045. 1:56:16SECONDS of silence you would have
  2046. 1:56:18produced a BETTER ANSWER. SO WHEN WHEN
  2047. 1:56:21YOU ARE EMOTIONALLY UNAWARE YOU YOU
  2048. 1:56:24AVOID WHAT WE CALL PROCESSING. Have you
  2049. 1:56:28recognized that depending on your RAM
  2050. 1:56:30even your computer when you type it
  2051. 1:56:31processes. There's something in your
  2052. 1:56:33computer called processor.
  2053. 1:56:36BEFORE WHAT YOU ARE TYPING ON THE ON THE
  2054. 1:56:39KEYBOARD COMES on the screen something
  2055. 1:56:41process it behind the scene.
  2056. 1:56:45WHEN WHEN YOU BECOME UNEOTIONALLY AWARE,
  2057. 1:56:48YOU AVOID PRO. It is in the place of
  2058. 1:56:51processing that we compartmentalize
  2059. 1:56:55what we've heard and we we take what
  2060. 1:56:57needs to be taken and we take what NEEDS
  2061. 1:56:59WHAT NEEDS AND WHEN WE NOW REACT from
  2062. 1:57:01the people says ah that's a matured man.
  2063. 1:57:04That's why the Bible said be slow to
  2064. 1:57:07speak
  2065. 1:57:09be quick to hear. What the Bible is
  2066. 1:57:11trying TO SAY IS THAT PROCESS BEFORE YOU
  2067. 1:57:13UTTER. THAT PROCESSING MUST COME BEFORE
  2068. 1:57:16UTTERANCE.
  2069. 1:57:20TELL SOMEBODY PROCESS BEFORE YOU SPEAK.
  2070. 1:57:32Your mom is still struggling in
  2071. 1:57:34believing you are saved.
  2072. 1:57:37They
  2073. 1:57:39your your some of you your parents hate
  2074. 1:57:41K. They they hate this church too.
  2075. 1:57:47They hat one one one one one one one one
  2076. 1:57:49one one one one one one one one one one
  2077. 1:57:49one one one one one one one one one one
  2078. 1:57:50mother called me one day. He said HE
  2079. 1:57:51SAID WHAT CHURCH WHAT CHURCH ARE YOU
  2080. 1:57:53RUNNING? I said I said mom who are you?
  2081. 1:57:56Good afternoon. Mom who who are you
  2082. 1:57:59mama? He said he said I said mama come
  2083. 1:58:02down. You have a problem with your son
  2084. 1:58:03not me. He said, "Okay, okay, okay,
  2085. 1:58:05okay." He said, he said, "What are you
  2086. 1:58:08teaching the people in church?" I said,
  2087. 1:58:09"Mommy, every sermon is on live stream."
  2088. 1:58:11I said, "Mommy, mommy." I said, "Mommy,
  2089. 1:58:13go and watch."
  2090. 1:58:16THEN THIS, THE BROTHER TOOK THE PHONE
  2091. 1:58:18AND SAID, "YEAH, YEAH, YEAH. OUR BROTHER
  2092. 1:58:19COMES TO YOUR CHURCH, BUT HE'S VERY
  2093. 1:58:21DISRESPECTFUL." I SAID, "How long is he
  2094. 1:58:24coming?" He said, "He's been at your
  2095. 1:58:25church about 6 months." I said, "You've
  2096. 1:58:27produced a monster for 24 years. You
  2097. 1:58:29want me to fix it in 6 months?"
  2098. 1:58:33I SHOULD BE ANGRY AND CALL YOU AND SAY,
  2099. 1:58:35"WHY HAVE YOU CREATED SUCH A BAD BOY OF
  2100. 1:58:3724 YEARS?"
  2101. 1:58:41>> You think we do magic here?
  2102. 1:58:44This is not pimp my right.
  2103. 1:58:46THIS IS NOT A TYPE OF CHURCH THAT YOU
  2104. 1:58:48COME AND THEN YOU enter blue and we put
  2105. 1:58:50you in a room and one week we pimp you
  2106. 1:58:52and you come out with, you know, you had
  2107. 1:58:5416 alloy wheels and you come out with 30
  2108. 1:58:57alloys WHEEL WITH. NO, WE don't pin
  2109. 1:58:59people here.
  2110. 1:59:01We take people through process. THEY ARE
  2111. 1:59:04TRANSFORMED BY THE RENEWAL OF THE MIND.
  2112. 1:59:06And transformation takes time.
  2113. 1:59:11[applause]
  2114. 1:59:17Do you understand what I'm trying to
  2115. 1:59:19say?
  2116. 1:59:20Paul Paul said he said he said because
  2117. 1:59:22of some of you.
  2118. 1:59:25He said because of some of you even the
  2119. 1:59:27name of Jesus is being spoken of anyhow
  2120. 1:59:34cuz you talk anyhow. You don't process
  2121. 1:59:37this.
  2122. 1:59:39IF YOU HAD JUST JUST IF YOU HAD A
  2123. 1:59:42PRINCIPLE OF QUIETNESS FOR 30 SECONDS
  2124. 1:59:45BEFORE SPEAKING, you would recognize
  2125. 1:59:47that you would process your words
  2126. 1:59:50correctly. I told you you can be right
  2127. 1:59:52and end up wrong.
  2128. 2:00:01I just fixed a very complicated
  2129. 2:00:03situation over the weekend. Complicated,
  2130. 2:00:05very complicated situation.
  2131. 2:00:08very complicated situation with
  2132. 2:00:11you know some couples pastors and their
  2133. 2:00:13wives very complicated I'm talking about
  2134. 2:00:15situations that have made people weep
  2135. 2:00:17cry and I fixed that by the grace of God
  2136. 2:00:19over the WEEKEND AND AND HOW IT WAS
  2137. 2:00:21FIXED was simple I said before the
  2138. 2:00:23meeting I said in this meeting nobody's
  2139. 2:00:26allowed to get angry nobody's allowed to
  2140. 2:00:28raise their voice nobody's allowed to do
  2141. 2:00:30that if anybody does that I will get up
  2142. 2:00:32and leave is that I agreed everybody
  2143. 2:00:35said yes then I came I said in this
  2144. 2:00:37meeting When somebody is speaking,
  2145. 2:00:39everybody must be quiet and listen and
  2146. 2:00:42until I call you. So now what you had is
  2147. 2:00:44that people that had the tendency to
  2148. 2:00:46jump into conclusion had the opportunity
  2149. 2:00:48to sit down and listen to how people
  2150. 2:00:50felt from beginning to end. AND BY THE
  2151. 2:00:54TIME IT WAS FINISHED, PEOPLE THAT WERE
  2152. 2:00:55ANGRY started feeling sorry for the
  2153. 2:00:57people they were angry at because they
  2154. 2:00:59got the opportunity to understand where
  2155. 2:01:01they were coming from.
  2156. 2:01:09He said, "Be quick to hear,
  2157. 2:01:15be slow to speak."
  2158. 2:01:19WHAT HE'S TRYING TO SAY IS THAT process
  2159. 2:01:22before utterance.
  2160. 2:01:34Speak in tong with the disciples.
  2161. 2:01:54Come on.
  2162. 2:02:19Holy Spirit, help me. Come on. Holy
  2163. 2:02:22Spirit, help me. Holy Spirit, help me.
  2164. 2:02:25If you don't help me, I will lose
  2165. 2:02:26friendships. If you don't help me, good
  2166. 2:02:28people will leave me. If you don't help
  2167. 2:02:30me, great opportunities would would be
  2168. 2:02:33taken away from me. If you don't help
  2169. 2:02:35me, even the people you've sent my way
  2170. 2:02:37to help me would walk away from me. Holy
  2171. 2:02:39Spirit, help me.
  2172. 2:02:49Come on. Come on. Come on. Come on.
  2173. 2:02:58Come on.
  2174. 2:03:12EVERY
  2175. 2:03:31YOU YOU YOU ENGAGED BY FIRST PROCESSING.
  2176. 2:03:40As I'm growing, I've recognized that a
  2177. 2:03:42lot of things it wasn't because I was
  2178. 2:03:43radical. I was just immature.
  2179. 2:03:50Have you recognized that all parents
  2180. 2:03:54as they grow
  2181. 2:03:56they become
  2182. 2:03:58soft?
  2183. 2:04:00There's no weakness.
  2184. 2:04:05Everybody as they are growing sometime
  2185. 2:04:08you will you look at your father and how
  2186. 2:04:10your father will be dealing with your
  2187. 2:04:12son as the grandchild and you say ah you
  2188. 2:04:16recognize even your child will fail to
  2189. 2:04:18believe you because everything you told
  2190. 2:04:19them your father did everything he's
  2191. 2:04:22doing to that child of yours is
  2192. 2:04:23opposite.
  2193. 2:04:25You tell the child, "Ah,
  2194. 2:04:28my father used to scream and now when
  2195. 2:04:30you scream your father said, "Oh, and
  2196. 2:04:32this your grandchildren." No, no, no.
  2197. 2:04:34Your father has not become weak. He's
  2198. 2:04:36grown.
  2199. 2:04:46>> As I'm seeing things and I'm hearing
  2200. 2:04:49things, I'm just not reacting like how I
  2201. 2:04:51used to.
  2202. 2:04:53THERE ARE DAYS I WILL COME AND LOOK AT
  2203. 2:04:55them
  2204. 2:04:57and I'm and I'm I'm looking at them
  2205. 2:04:59through the eyes of mercy and I know the
  2206. 2:05:01mid Randolph. Oh Jesus.
  2207. 2:05:08Oh.
  2208. 2:05:15So the people that know me from they say
  2209. 2:05:17daddy these people they no daddy this.
  2210. 2:05:20No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. I've
  2211. 2:05:23I've never become less militant.
  2212. 2:05:28No, no, no. I'm growing.
  2213. 2:05:29>> That's right.
  2214. 2:05:30>> I'm growing. I'M GROWING BECAUSE IF I
  2215. 2:05:33continue like Mid, I'll be in the news.
  2216. 2:05:40>> I'll be in the And now everything I do
  2217. 2:05:43now is more exaggerating.
  2218. 2:05:45>> In [crying] in the midseason, some of us
  2219. 2:05:48we were we we were we were we We we were
  2220. 2:05:51not known. Now even when we cough is
  2221. 2:05:53news.
  2222. 2:05:58We are still intense but we've grown.
  2223. 2:06:02A commander does not scream. A commander
  2224. 2:06:05can literally pick up a phone and say
  2225. 2:06:07bomb them. In a very s bomb. It's not a
  2226. 2:06:11screaming to say bomb. NO. HE CAN JUST
  2227. 2:06:13TAKE A he can just sip away and say bomb
  2228. 2:06:16bomb target.
  2229. 2:06:19The power is not in in in in the loud.
  2230. 2:06:23NO, NO, NO. It's it's not.
  2231. 2:06:28AS A MATTER OF FACT, YOU ARE MORE
  2232. 2:06:30DANGEROUS WHEN YOU HAVE emotions in
  2233. 2:06:32place.
  2234. 2:06:38This this thing with American Iran,
  2235. 2:06:41you saw the resolve of the Iranians.
  2236. 2:06:45They are not texting. They are not
  2237. 2:06:46tooting.
  2238. 2:06:49It's it's not the person who is speaking
  2239. 2:06:52more that is winning the war.
  2240. 2:06:56There are days you have to frustrate the
  2241. 2:06:58devil. He hit you hard. He came
  2242. 2:07:02expecting you to be miserable and you
  2243. 2:07:04are laughing. You're like the Shunamite
  2244. 2:07:06woman. Your son is dead. The only child
  2245. 2:07:09you didn't want and this prophet
  2246. 2:07:11PROPHESIED IS DEAD. AND THE PROPHET
  2247. 2:07:14SENDS GHAZI TO COME AND ASK YOU, "MAMA,
  2248. 2:07:17IS EVERYTHING OKAY?" THEN THE Shunamite
  2249. 2:07:19woman looks at Ghazi and says, "It is
  2250. 2:07:22well
  2251. 2:07:27you."
  2252. 2:07:29When you lose your emotions, you are
  2253. 2:07:31even quick to curse God. A WOMAN WITH A
  2254. 2:07:34DEAD SON LOOKED AT the prophet and said,
  2255. 2:07:36"It is well.
  2256. 2:07:51me how hey relax
  2257. 2:07:55go and sleep
  2258. 2:07:58you wake up feeling different and that
  2259. 2:08:00is why Joseph was mature the Bible say
  2260. 2:08:02that when he found out
  2261. 2:08:04when Joseph found out that this girl
  2262. 2:08:09this so-called virgin
  2263. 2:08:10was pregnant. He said he did not try to
  2264. 2:08:13publicly humiliate her, but he went to
  2265. 2:08:16sleep. And in sleeping, the angel of the
  2266. 2:08:18Lord came and spoke to him and said
  2267. 2:08:25if you had slept,
  2268. 2:08:27you would have still been friends. If
  2269. 2:08:29you had slept, the job would still have
  2270. 2:08:31been available. If you had slept, that
  2271. 2:08:33business deal would not have been
  2272. 2:08:34cancelled.
  2273. 2:08:36You became quickly reactionary because
  2274. 2:08:40you failed to process.
  2275. 2:08:46Tap someone and say, "Process your
  2276. 2:08:47emotions."
  2277. 2:08:49Oh, tap tap that person heart. Tell
  2278. 2:08:51them, "Process your emotions."
  2279. 2:08:53TELL THEM, "ACTIVATE YOUR PROCESSOR."
  2280. 2:08:57>> Come on, TELL THEM ACTIVATE YOUR
  2281. 2:08:59PROCESSOR.
  2282. 2:09:02>> PROVERBS 17:25. LET'S READ SOME
  2283. 2:09:04SCRIPTURES. ARE WE LEARNING?
  2284. 2:09:07>> ARE WE LEARNING?
  2285. 2:09:08>> CAN WE IGNORE YOUR ENEMIES AND TALK
  2286. 2:09:10ABOUT YOU?
  2287. 2:09:19>> A FOOLISH SON IS GRIEF TO HIS FATHER AND
  2288. 2:09:23BITTERNESS to her who bore him.
  2289. 2:09:29BITTERNESS. PROVERBS 17:22 22
  2290. 2:09:3522
  2291. 2:09:37A merry heart does good like MEDICINE
  2292. 2:09:39BUT A BROKEN spirit dries the bones
  2293. 2:09:44it means that WHEN YOUR EMOT WHEN YOUR
  2294. 2:09:47SPIRIT MAN IS BROKEN WHEN YOU FEEL
  2295. 2:09:49BROKEN WHEN YOUR SPIRIT MAN IS BROKEN IT
  2296. 2:09:52IT IT IT it has the capacity to even dry
  2297. 2:09:55every aspect of your
  2298. 2:09:57That's right.
  2299. 2:10:02>> Put up your right and say, "My emotions
  2300. 2:10:04>> my emotions
  2301. 2:10:05>> are hurting me.
  2302. 2:10:07>> Not my enemies."
  2303. 2:10:14>> Let's have your right hand again. My
  2304. 2:10:16emotions
  2305. 2:10:16>> My emotions
  2306. 2:10:17>> are hurting me.
  2307. 2:10:19>> Not my enemies.
  2308. 2:10:22I used to have a friend was called
  2309. 2:10:25Emanuel a free stubborn boy
  2310. 2:10:29stubborn
  2311. 2:10:32look
  2312. 2:10:34very stubborn guy you know those friends
  2313. 2:10:36that
  2314. 2:10:38you don't know whether you should leave
  2315. 2:10:39them you should keep them
  2316. 2:10:42they are productive but very very
  2317. 2:10:45stubborn he said something I will never
  2318. 2:10:48forget he said for me when I make you
  2319. 2:10:51angry
  2320. 2:10:52and you are in your room boiling me I'm
  2321. 2:10:55asleep
  2322. 2:11:00he said that to me he said him if he
  2323. 2:11:04makes you angry and you are in your room
  2324. 2:11:06hitting your you know some of some of us
  2325. 2:11:09when we are angry we are even breaking
  2326. 2:11:10television and breaking
  2327. 2:11:14he said for him when when he does
  2328. 2:11:16something and you you offended and you
  2329. 2:11:19uh you are losing your mind. He's in his
  2330. 2:11:21room. He's asleep. And he said when
  2331. 2:11:23you're even angry, I've made peace with
  2332. 2:11:26God.
  2333. 2:11:31That is WHY I'M SAYING YOUR EMOTIONS ARE
  2334. 2:11:33hurting you. You are the one developing
  2335. 2:11:35high blood pressure, not your mother.
  2336. 2:11:42YOUR FATHER IS ON A SECOND WIFE. THEY
  2337. 2:11:45ARE ON A VAC. THEY IN A VACATION. IF
  2338. 2:11:47YOU'RE IN ALBANIA RIGHT NOW,
  2339. 2:11:50YOUR AX IS IN IS IN BARBADOS right now.
  2340. 2:11:56THE BOSS YOU'RE ANGRY AT IS IN A CINEMA
  2341. 2:11:59right now. YOU MEET HIM IN WORK, BUT
  2342. 2:12:00today he's in a cinema and you're in a
  2343. 2:12:02room fuming. YOU ARE THE ONE THAT IS on
  2344. 2:12:05the verge of developing high blood
  2345. 2:12:07pressure. Your emotions are hurting you,
  2346. 2:12:09not your neighbor.
  2347. 2:12:12Am I Am I speaking here?
  2348. 2:12:15Tell somebody relax.
  2349. 2:12:23>> Tell them drink water and mind your
  2350. 2:12:25business.
  2351. 2:12:32Some people when they get angry they
  2352. 2:12:34vibrate for seven days.
  2353. 2:12:39I've done marital counseling and I've
  2354. 2:12:41asked people so when you're hungry he
  2355. 2:12:42said just give me time to cool off how
  2356. 2:12:44much about seven days
  2357. 2:12:48and you know the crazy thing as you are
  2358. 2:12:50vibrating the seven days your partner
  2359. 2:12:52just came home and turned on Netflix
  2360. 2:12:56you said we should give you seven days
  2361. 2:12:57so he's waiting
  2362. 2:13:01so what I SHOULD GIVE YOU YOUR COOLING
  2363. 2:13:04you know you know when you go and buy a
  2364. 2:13:05product they have something called
  2365. 2:13:06cooling off period
  2366. 2:13:08Your cooling off period is 7 days. So
  2367. 2:13:11what? Life should be suspended because
  2368. 2:13:14you will cool off in 7 days. Okay, cool
  2369. 2:13:16off. But until then, grab me some pinina
  2370. 2:13:20colada and make me SOME FOOD. MAKE ME
  2371. 2:13:22FOOD TO EAT WHILST you cool off.
  2372. 2:13:25THEN YOU RECOGNIZE THAT BY THE TIME you
  2373. 2:13:28are 56,
  2374. 2:13:30YOU ARE THE ONE DEALING WITH HIGH BLOOD
  2375. 2:13:32PRESSURE,
  2376. 2:13:34INSOMNIA OR SOMETHING. IS THAT how they
  2377. 2:13:36call it? Dealing with all OF THESE KIND
  2378. 2:13:38OF YOU WOULD RECOGNIZE THAT MY EMOTIONS
  2379. 2:13:41DID NOT OFFEND. LOOK, YOU OFFEND NOBODY
  2380. 2:13:44BY BEING ANGRY.
  2381. 2:13:47And you know some people want to prove
  2382. 2:13:49to you that we I'm angry.
  2383. 2:13:51How are you? It's okay.
  2384. 2:13:56Are you okay? Yeah.
  2385. 2:14:02Are you hungry? No.
  2386. 2:14:04>> Shut up. Shut up. You are hungry.
  2387. 2:14:10Are you hungry? No.
  2388. 2:14:13Okay. I bought the Perry Perry chicken.
  2389. 2:14:16Bring it.
  2390. 2:14:19And you you are smelling the food. And
  2391. 2:14:21will you eat? No.
  2392. 2:14:26I remember those days when you used to
  2393. 2:14:28live in Germany. I'm angry. WHEN I'M
  2394. 2:14:29ANGRY, I WANT TO PROVE THE PATIENTS I
  2395. 2:14:31WILL NOT EAT the food.
  2396. 2:14:35The thing about patience was that no
  2397. 2:14:36matter how much we got angry, the food
  2398. 2:14:38here, she will cook.
  2399. 2:14:42Will you eat? No. No.
  2400. 2:14:45[clears throat]
  2401. 2:14:4912 midnight.
  2402. 2:14:52What you say?
  2403. 2:14:54I'm sorry. I've woken up.
  2404. 2:14:58You hear
  2405. 2:15:02the kitchen
  2406. 2:15:08looking for food. But they ask me, "Are
  2407. 2:15:09you hung?" No.
  2408. 2:15:12Are you okay? No.
  2409. 2:15:15You see how childish you look? No.
  2410. 2:15:19BECAUSE YOU THINK BY BEING ANGRY you are
  2411. 2:15:22hurt. Hey, look. Go and GET THEIR FOOD.
  2412. 2:15:24THEY'RE WATCHING TIK TOK.
  2413. 2:15:26THAT PERSON THAT YOU THINK YOU'RE HE'S
  2414. 2:15:28THEY YOU ARE THE one that is hurting
  2415. 2:15:31yourself
  2416. 2:15:33because you know what? They know you
  2417. 2:15:34cannot be angry forever. They're just
  2418. 2:15:37waiting for you.
  2419. 2:15:43Oh,
  2420. 2:15:45tell yourself, "My emotions hurt me.
  2421. 2:15:50>> Not my enemies."
  2422. 2:15:51>> Not my enemies.
  2423. 2:15:59Are you okay? No.
  2424. 2:16:10>> Michael, you can relate with what I'm
  2425. 2:16:12saying. Sophia will come and say, "Are
  2426. 2:16:14you okay?"
  2427. 2:16:18Big man throwing tantrum.
  2428. 2:16:23Will you eat?
  2429. 2:16:27Some of them I only say it in marital
  2430. 2:16:28council
  2431. 2:16:35as of Josiah. Some things we only say it
  2432. 2:16:37in the in the marital council. Your
  2433. 2:16:40emotions does not hurt your enemy.
  2434. 2:16:56Some of you think by being angry you are
  2435. 2:16:58hurting your father who left. You are
  2436. 2:17:00hurting. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,
  2437. 2:17:04no. You know, you know one of I I wanted
  2438. 2:17:06to say something but I've decided not to
  2439. 2:17:08say so that when I get to heaven, the
  2440. 2:17:09Lord will not ask me a question. But God
  2441. 2:17:12is interested.
  2442. 2:17:16Do you know why the Bible says that
  2443. 2:17:18judge not? To render judgment is to
  2444. 2:17:21determine where somebody's end will be.
  2445. 2:17:23So in a court lawyers can speak for 10
  2446. 2:17:26hours and the judge is quiet.
  2447. 2:17:29Lawyers don't sentence people.
  2448. 2:17:32The one who sentences people in the
  2449. 2:17:34court is the judge. When a judge renders
  2450. 2:17:37judgment, it means they've determined
  2451. 2:17:39your end and that is fine. So when the
  2452. 2:17:41Bible says do not judge, it means that
  2453. 2:17:44don't sit in your room with your small
  2454. 2:17:46mind and determines when a man's where a
  2455. 2:17:48man's end will be. Do you know why?
  2456. 2:17:50Because God has the capacity to rescue
  2457. 2:17:54a man at the last 30 seconds of his
  2458. 2:17:58life. It means there are more people we
  2459. 2:18:00think are in hell we meet in heaven. We
  2460. 2:18:02don't we listen to me. Listen to me. We
  2461. 2:18:05don't know
  2462. 2:18:07>> the sin of the sinner on the cross.
  2463. 2:18:12Are you here with me? We just KNEW THAT
  2464. 2:18:14THERE WAS A SINNER ON THE CROSS. BUT WE
  2465. 2:18:16don't know. But I also know that ONE OF
  2466. 2:18:18THE REASONS WHY SOMEBODY WOULD END UP ON
  2467. 2:18:21THE CROSS AS a sinner is that they would
  2468. 2:18:23offend. They would either offend man,
  2469. 2:18:26they would either offend the system,
  2470. 2:18:28they would either offend on the society
  2471. 2:18:29OR SOMETHING HAPPEN. THAT SINNER THAT
  2472. 2:18:32Jesus said today
  2473. 2:18:36you would be with me in paradise. Jesus
  2474. 2:18:38didn't say get down the cross and go to
  2475. 2:18:41the people who offended you and go and
  2476. 2:18:42say to them sorry and come back and we
  2477. 2:18:44go to heaven. No, no, no, no. It means
  2478. 2:18:46that there are certain people that would
  2479. 2:18:48offend YOU THE THE CRUCIAL TIME OF THEIR
  2480. 2:18:50LIFETIME WHEN they'll meet the Lord.
  2481. 2:18:52They will not have time to look for you
  2482. 2:18:53to call you and say I'm sorry. But even
  2483. 2:18:55in that place, the Lord would promise
  2484. 2:18:56them eternal rest.
  2485. 2:19:01That is the thing about God that is
  2486. 2:19:04interesting.
  2487. 2:19:07So that man that you are angry and say
  2488. 2:19:09I'm I'm offended
  2489. 2:19:11I I WILL BE THIS AND THAT AND THAT AND
  2490. 2:19:13THAT AND THAT AND that it it you have no
  2491. 2:19:16idea what restoration measures the Lord
  2492. 2:19:18has aligned because the agenda of God is
  2493. 2:19:20that no one should perish.
  2494. 2:19:26So now you entered marriage as an angry
  2495. 2:19:28man. You entered marriage as an angry
  2496. 2:19:30woman because of what somebody did, how
  2497. 2:19:34they left, how they acted. And you have
  2498. 2:19:37no idea the type of measures God has put
  2499. 2:19:40in place to rescue this person. Your
  2500. 2:19:43anger is hurting your relationships, not
  2501. 2:19:46the one who hurt you.
  2502. 2:19:55Tap somebody and say it's not worth it.
  2503. 2:19:58>> No, no, I said tap someone and say it's
  2504. 2:19:59not worth it.
  2505. 2:20:01>> Tell them free yourself. Free yourself.
  2506. 2:20:06>> Is God helping us tonight? Or are you
  2507. 2:20:08close?
  2508. 2:20:12>> So, HOW DO WE ENGAGE IN THIS FAST? WE
  2509. 2:20:16process this.
  2510. 2:20:22TAKE YOUR EMOTIONS THROUGH THE
  2511. 2:20:24PROCESSOR.
  2512. 2:20:31Number two, we reflect.
  2513. 2:20:39Reflect.
  2514. 2:20:50This is just a start of emotionology.
  2515. 2:20:56We have to teach this in church. We have
  2516. 2:20:59to teach it in church.
  2517. 2:21:04You understand what I'm saying?
  2518. 2:21:06Number two, what? Reflect,
  2519. 2:21:09ponder, think,
  2520. 2:21:12analyze.
  2521. 2:21:15Is it worth it? Is it not worth it? What
  2522. 2:21:18what would be the consequences?
  2523. 2:21:22Is the is the outcome desirable?
  2524. 2:21:26Do I cause more more problem?
  2525. 2:21:34The Lord said to me, there are seven
  2526. 2:21:35people right now he's helping right now.
  2527. 2:21:37He's freeing these seven people
  2528. 2:21:39>> out of things that have bound them
  2529. 2:21:41heavily right now.
  2530. 2:21:51REFLECT
  2531. 2:21:54BEFORE YOU TAKE YOUR EMOTIONS ON A
  2532. 2:21:56JOURNEY, count [music] the cost.
  2533. 2:21:59[snorts] HE SAID, "HOW MANY OF YOU WOULD
  2534. 2:22:01EMBARK ON A JOURNEY? HOW MANY OF YOU
  2535. 2:22:03WOULD TRAVEL to a place without first
  2536. 2:22:05counting the cost?"
  2537. 2:22:09I don't know, but I've I've I've heard
  2538. 2:22:12my heartbeat.
  2539. 2:22:16I've I've heard I've I've heard my heart
  2540. 2:22:18beat into a place where I was afraid
  2541. 2:22:25at at at some point in time. I had to I
  2542. 2:22:28had to cut off even watching football
  2543. 2:22:31for a long time
  2544. 2:22:34because I recognized where my heart is
  2545. 2:22:36in this thing is too deep.
  2546. 2:22:39I had to reflect THERE THERE WERE TIMES
  2547. 2:22:42that there were times that if my team
  2548. 2:22:44loses I can't eat.
  2549. 2:22:51Somebody's playing football earning
  2550. 2:22:53their money. They don't even know you
  2551. 2:22:56exist.
  2552. 2:22:59They lose and still get losing bonus
  2553. 2:23:05and you are so angry that Manchester
  2554. 2:23:08City has beaten ARSENAL 2-1 AND ARSENAL
  2555. 2:23:11IS ON THE VERGE OF BURDENING THE THE THE
  2556. 2:23:14PREMIERSHIP AGAIN AND YOU SAID I WON'T
  2557. 2:23:17EAT.
  2558. 2:23:18EVEN BUKAYO Saka is eating.
  2559. 2:23:34There were seasons in my life if it's
  2560. 2:23:37Chelsea Barcelona, Real Madrid
  2561. 2:23:40Barcelona, me and my older brother will
  2562. 2:23:42fight first.
  2563. 2:23:46SO THE MOMENT THAT MATCH IS COMING, MY
  2564. 2:23:48MOTHER WILL COME IN THE MIDDLE BECAUSE
  2565. 2:23:49he knows we'll fight.
  2566. 2:23:52And by THE TIME WE ARE FIGHTING,
  2567. 2:23:56by the time we are fighting, h e h e h e
  2568. 2:23:59h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e
  2569. 2:23:59h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e
  2570. 2:23:59h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h e
  2571. 2:24:00h e h e h e h e h e h e h e h what was
  2572. 2:24:01the name of the Real Madrid defender?
  2573. 2:24:03>> Ramos
  2574. 2:24:03>> Ramos and Pu are exchanging t-shirt. We
  2575. 2:24:07are fighting. Ramos just gave his
  2576. 2:24:08t-shirt to Pu. Pu just took it and we we
  2577. 2:24:10are fighting in.
  2578. 2:24:20THERE WERE TIMES I COULD BE ANGRY and I
  2579. 2:24:22could literally I could hear my
  2580. 2:24:23heartbeating.
  2581. 2:24:26It's like my heart is being taken out. I
  2582. 2:24:29said to myself, I said, Randolph, if you
  2583. 2:24:31continue like this, you will not be 50.
  2584. 2:24:38So, so what did I do? I started
  2585. 2:24:41reflecting.
  2586. 2:24:43Is it worth my anger?
  2587. 2:24:47Is it worth my emotion? Is it worth my
  2588. 2:24:50heart?
  2589. 2:24:55IN A GENERATION, PEOPLE ARE DYING 25,
  2590. 2:24:5826.
  2591. 2:25:03We don't even reach 17.
  2592. 2:25:10Not all of this is demons.
  2593. 2:25:13No. No. Not everything is demon. If
  2594. 2:25:16demons, if your emotions will do the
  2595. 2:25:18work, the enemy will rest. They don't
  2596. 2:25:20need demons when the emotions are doing
  2597. 2:25:21the work.
  2598. 2:25:26>> Oh, say, "Holy Spirit, help me."
  2599. 2:25:42>> Why are you so angry in life? Ask them,
  2600. 2:25:43why are you so angry in life?
  2601. 2:25:52Ask them, "Why are you so sad?"
  2602. 2:25:58Ask them, "Why are your emotions
  2603. 2:25:59everywhere?"
  2604. 2:26:05Ask them, "Why are you so heated?"
  2605. 2:26:08Ask them, "Why are you so low?
  2606. 2:26:22He said, "Take heed to yourself
  2607. 2:26:25and then to doctrine."
  2608. 2:26:31TAKE HEED TO YOURSELF
  2609. 2:26:35AND LEARN TO TOUCH YOU.
  2610. 2:26:42take heed to yourself and then to
  2611. 2:26:45doctor. One day
  2612. 2:26:50things happened at home and and and me
  2613. 2:26:53and patients were about to have a
  2614. 2:26:54conversation. You know when you're
  2615. 2:26:56married and the wife say we have to talk
  2616. 2:27:01and then she said something she said you
  2617. 2:27:03know what
  2618. 2:27:05let's forget the conversation
  2619. 2:27:08because I I know how you react. I said
  2620. 2:27:10to her, I said, "Auntie, talk.
  2621. 2:27:13How you think I will I will react
  2622. 2:27:16is old. Let's talk.
  2623. 2:27:21Let's talk. I've I've reflected.
  2624. 2:27:24I I I'm aware of myself." So that thing
  2625. 2:27:27you're expecting is not there. It's It's
  2626. 2:27:29like Mary Magdalene looking for Jesus at
  2627. 2:27:32the tomb. And the angel comes to me and
  2628. 2:27:34said, "No, no, no. He's not here."
  2629. 2:27:37I said, "Let's talk." I said, "No, no,
  2630. 2:27:39no. You I said you are wrong. How you
  2631. 2:27:42think I'm going to I'm matured.
  2632. 2:27:45Listen, bring bring your statements.
  2633. 2:27:48Let's have a conversation." Oh, you know
  2634. 2:27:50this. I said, "I'm sorry. You know,
  2635. 2:27:54forgive me. I will learn
  2636. 2:27:59what takes us 5 hours, 30, 20 minutes,
  2637. 2:28:0250 minutes. Y is done.
  2638. 2:28:10What is GOING TO TAKE US 3 HOURS? NO,
  2639. 2:28:12NO, NO. IF if if you come and Oh, yes.
  2640. 2:28:15Oh, I'm sorry.
  2641. 2:28:19We finished. Let's go and eat.
  2642. 2:28:24Let's go and eat.
  2643. 2:28:29There's a season you get to immaturity.
  2644. 2:28:31You seize from the edge of trying to be
  2645. 2:28:34right.
  2646. 2:28:36You've not become weak. You've just
  2647. 2:28:37grown.
  2648. 2:28:42>> That's why I'm married this 11 years
  2649. 2:28:46[applause]
  2650. 2:28:51[applause] and I'll be married 40 years
  2651. 2:28:54>> and I'll be married 60 years.
  2652. 2:28:57>> And if Jesus don't come, I'll be married
  2653. 2:28:5990 years.
  2654. 2:29:00>> No, no, no. We will be married.
  2655. 2:29:02>> WE WE HAVE NOWHERE to go.
  2656. 2:29:11Because I recognized Satan was not my
  2657. 2:29:13enemy. My emotions was my enemy. He
  2658. 2:29:16said, "Why are you downcast?"
  2659. 2:29:21He said, "Why are you disquing within
  2660. 2:29:23me?"
  2661. 2:29:24He said, "Hop in them."
  2662. 2:29:27That is a man that is being
  2663. 2:29:29introspective.
  2664. 2:29:30He's being reflective. Say Lord, help me
  2665. 2:29:34to reflect.
  2666. 2:29:35>> Oh, say Lord, help me to do an inward
  2667. 2:29:39reflection.
  2668. 2:29:43>> So, we process,
  2669. 2:29:46we reflect,
  2670. 2:29:49AND THE FINAL ONE AFTER WE'VE REFLECTED,
  2671. 2:29:52we action.
  2672. 2:29:56We take action.
  2673. 2:30:21We process,
  2674. 2:30:23we reflect
  2675. 2:30:27and we take action.
  2676. 2:30:30It means that maturity is mastery from
  2677. 2:30:34within.
  2678. 2:30:36Maturity is mastery FROM WITHIN.
  2679. 2:30:40MATURITY IS MASTERY from within. Psalm
  2680. 2:30:43139:23.
  2681. 2:30:50Psalm 139 verse 23. HE SAID, "SEARCH ME,
  2682. 2:30:55OH GOD.
  2683. 2:31:01Search [screaming] me.
  2684. 2:31:05OH GOD, AND KNOW MY HEART, NOT MY
  2685. 2:31:07ENEMIES.
  2686. 2:31:13You need a certain level of intelligence
  2687. 2:31:17to sit at the table with your enemies.
  2688. 2:31:20You know, YOU KNOW, IT'S ONE THING TO
  2689. 2:31:22SAY, HE PREPARES A TABLE before me in
  2690. 2:31:24the presence of my enemies, but if God
  2691. 2:31:26prepares a table before you in the
  2692. 2:31:27presence of your enemies, will you come
  2693. 2:31:28and eat?
  2694. 2:31:33you will not even come because you said
  2695. 2:31:35I can't stand them.
  2696. 2:31:37SO THERE ARE TABLES LEFT FOR PEOPLE AND
  2697. 2:31:39THEY ARE absent because they offended.
  2698. 2:31:48Oh th THAT PREPAREST A TABLE. IF GOD
  2699. 2:31:51PREPARES THE TABLE for you in the
  2700. 2:31:53presence of your enemies, are you sure
  2701. 2:31:55you will turn up? You know what that
  2702. 2:31:57means? Jesus knew Judas was an enemy,
  2703. 2:32:00but he sat with him on the table and fed
  2704. 2:32:03them and he said, "Tonight, one of you
  2705. 2:32:05will betray me."
  2706. 2:32:09You know what it takes to be able to
  2707. 2:32:12come TO THE TABLE SET FOR YOU IN THE
  2708. 2:32:13PRESENCE OF YOUR ENEMIES? You need
  2709. 2:32:15mastery of your emotions.
  2710. 2:32:20Do you know what it means? It means
  2711. 2:32:22emotional
  2712. 2:32:24immaturity has turned you away from
  2713. 2:32:26opportunities.
  2714. 2:32:35EMOTIONAL IMATURITY has turned you away
  2715. 2:32:39from what opportunities because you
  2716. 2:32:41won't come is your enemies.
  2717. 2:32:48You were you were you were two months
  2718. 2:32:51away from promotion until you left the
  2719. 2:32:54job
  2720. 2:32:56and because your boss didn't want you to
  2721. 2:32:58get a promotion he knew exactly what how
  2722. 2:33:00to work you for you to leave because
  2723. 2:33:02they they are in the room where they
  2724. 2:33:04know you are due by two you have no idea
  2725. 2:33:08so you got a father and say oh no no no
  2726. 2:33:10I'm gone and that was it
  2727. 2:33:17say Lord from tonight.
  2728. 2:33:19>> Oh, come on, talk to me. Say, Lord, from
  2729. 2:33:21tonight,
  2730. 2:33:21>> from tonight
  2731. 2:33:22>> I will
  2732. 2:33:24process.
  2733. 2:33:25>> I will reflect and then I will act.
  2734. 2:33:31>> HE SAID, "SEARCH ME, OH GOD,
  2735. 2:33:35know my heart, not my enemies.
  2736. 2:33:40Try [screaming] me and know my
  2737. 2:33:43anxieties."
  2738. 2:33:46Now understand this. This guy was not
  2739. 2:33:49some softy.
  2740. 2:33:52Don't read this and think we are talking
  2741. 2:33:54about some soft. WE ARE TALKING about an
  2742. 2:33:56army general.
  2743. 2:33:58>> WE ARE TALKING ABOUT THE LAD THAT SLEW A
  2744. 2:34:02GIANT WITH A STONE. WE ARE TALKING ABOUT
  2745. 2:34:05THE MAN THAT WAS COMMANDER OF A MAN LIKE
  2746. 2:34:08ELEAZAR, THE SON OF DODO. WE ARE TALKING
  2747. 2:34:11ABOUT THE MAN CALLED DAVID, A WARRIOR.
  2748. 2:34:14WE ARE TALKING ABOUT A MAN THAT WAS IN
  2749. 2:34:16TODAY'S TERM HE WAS ALPHA MASCULINE.
  2750. 2:34:21David was not some
  2751. 2:34:26DAVID WAS NOT SOME WOMAN MAN. He was not
  2752. 2:34:29a weakling.
  2753. 2:34:31We are talking ABOUT THE MAN THAT AT HIS
  2754. 2:34:34PRESENCE NATIONS WERE TERRIFIED. We are
  2755. 2:34:37talking about David the son of Jesse.
  2756. 2:34:40AND THIS MAN WHO WAS A WARRIOR WHEN HE
  2757. 2:34:43WENT TO GOD HE SAID LORD SEARCH me know
  2758. 2:34:45MY ANXIETIES. YOU ARE TALKING YOU KNOW
  2759. 2:34:47YOU KNOW JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE dismissing
  2760. 2:34:51your emotions does not mean you are
  2761. 2:34:52strong.
  2762. 2:34:54>> AND AND ACKNOWLEDGING YOUR EMOTIONS IT'S
  2763. 2:34:57not a statement that you are weak.
  2764. 2:35:09I locked up my emotions for so long that
  2765. 2:35:12when I became husband, I struggled to
  2766. 2:35:14love. When I became father, I struggled
  2767. 2:35:17to love because I was told to be a man.
  2768. 2:35:20And that means I numbed it.
  2769. 2:35:25There were seasons I look for tears, I
  2770. 2:35:27couldn't find one.
  2771. 2:35:32I've seen three children born, I
  2772. 2:35:34couldn't shed a tear. I'VE SEEN MY WIFE
  2773. 2:35:36WALK OUT, THE MOST BEAUTIFUL BRIDE. I
  2774. 2:35:38couldn't
  2775. 2:35:40I WAS INTERNALIZING THINGS.
  2776. 2:35:43It was heavy in me but I couldn't find
  2777. 2:35:46anything to express it outward
  2778. 2:35:49because I had been told if you are going
  2779. 2:35:51to be a man you have to be man
  2780. 2:35:55that is why our wives are suffering that
  2781. 2:35:57is why our childrens are suffering
  2782. 2:35:59because they can't relate we they can't
  2783. 2:36:02relate with this man they can't relate
  2784. 2:36:04people can't relate WITH PASTORS THAT
  2785. 2:36:06CANNOT SYMPATHIZE WITH THEIR INFIRMITIES
  2786. 2:36:09BECAUSE BY THE TIME WE WERE 12 THEY TOLD
  2787. 2:36:11US DISMISS IT DAVID SHALL SEARCH IT,
  2788. 2:36:14find it.
  2789. 2:36:20I needed to give you to know that this
  2790. 2:36:22is not SOME SOME SOME WEAK GUY.
  2791. 2:36:27THIS IS DAVID THE WARRIOR. HE SAID, HE
  2792. 2:36:30SAID, HE SAID, "LORD, LOOK, look at me.
  2793. 2:36:32Look at me. Know my heart." He said,
  2794. 2:36:34"Set me find my anxieties." Continue.
  2795. 2:36:36Continue that scripture. Continue that
  2796. 2:36:37scripture. Continue continue. He said,
  2797. 2:36:40"And see
  2798. 2:36:43if THERE'S ANY WICKED WAY IN me and lead
  2799. 2:36:45me in the way of everlasting." That is a
  2800. 2:36:47man who is a warrior, but he's in tune
  2801. 2:36:50with how he's feels and he's not afraid
  2802. 2:36:52to hide from it in the secret place.
  2803. 2:36:56When was the last time you shed tear in
  2804. 2:36:58prayer?
  2805. 2:37:01You come to church and worship is going
  2806. 2:37:03on and men have their hands in their
  2807. 2:37:05pocket.
  2808. 2:37:06They have their hands IN THEIR POCKET.
  2809. 2:37:08THEY ARE STANDING LIKE THIS BECAUSE THEY
  2810. 2:37:10THINK THAT TO BOW DOWN IS FOR WOMEN.
  2811. 2:37:14THEY THINK TO WEEP IS for women
  2812. 2:37:19BECAUSE THEIR EMOTIONS ARE CLOGGED.
  2813. 2:37:25It's just A MATTER OF TIME IT WILL CATCH
  2814. 2:37:26up on you.
  2815. 2:37:30Your wife will tell you I'm going
  2816. 2:37:31because I can't be with a man. Even the
  2817. 2:37:33Bible says we have come to we have we we
  2818. 2:37:35have not come to a mountain that cannot
  2819. 2:37:36be touched. We've not come to a high
  2820. 2:37:38priest that cannot sympathize with our
  2821. 2:37:40infirmities.
  2822. 2:37:42YOU CARE BUT YOU CAN'T EVEN EXPRESS it
  2823. 2:37:47because you've numbed it. He said
  2824. 2:37:49stretch me.
  2825. 2:37:52Know my anxieties.
  2826. 2:37:54It means I can be worry and be anxious.
  2827. 2:37:59It is in my in admitting my anxiety that
  2828. 2:38:02I go before God in prayer be anxious
  2829. 2:38:04about nothing. But in all things by
  2830. 2:38:07prayer and supplication, make your
  2831. 2:38:10requests known to God and the peace of
  2832. 2:38:14God that surpasses all understanding.
  2833. 2:38:19It takes me admitting my weakness to go
  2834. 2:38:22to God for his strength and his grace to
  2835. 2:38:25be made perfect in my weakness.
  2836. 2:38:31Come on, say, "Lord, help me." If
  2837. 2:38:33there's a boy sitting next to you, tap
  2838. 2:38:34him and say, say, "Take it easy,
  2839. 2:38:36brother. Take it easy, brother."
  2840. 2:38:40No, I said, "If there's a brother next
  2841. 2:38:42to you, tap them and tell them, "TAKE
  2842. 2:38:43IT." WHETHER YOU KNOW HIM OR NOT, DON'T
  2843. 2:38:44MIND. Just tap him. Say, "Take it easy,
  2844. 2:38:46brother."
  2845. 2:38:48Tell them you tell that brother, "You
  2846. 2:38:49don't have to hide, brother. You don't
  2847. 2:38:50have to hide, brother.
  2848. 2:39:00It is even scientifically proven that
  2849. 2:39:02people who laugh a lot have a longer
  2850. 2:39:04lifespan.
  2851. 2:39:10>> The Bible says even laughter even
  2852. 2:39:12laughter makes the heart merry.
  2853. 2:39:15>> Huh? Every day you are serious. Why?
  2854. 2:39:20We can't play with you. We can't joke
  2855. 2:39:22with you. Who? Who are you?
  2856. 2:39:30We can't even touch you. What's going
  2857. 2:39:31on, brother?
  2858. 2:39:34They can't play. What's going on?
  2859. 2:39:38When you come home, you see Joel holding
  2860. 2:39:40my left ear, Judah holding my right,
  2861. 2:39:42Ivana on my Relax.
  2862. 2:39:46Come and see me at HOME IN MY BOXER
  2863. 2:39:48SHORTS JUMPING in front of the TV screen
  2864. 2:39:50dancing. Relax.
  2865. 2:39:54It doesn't make you less apostolic.
  2866. 2:39:59Relax. [applause]
  2867. 2:40:04TELL SOMEBODY. IT DOESN'T MAKE YOU LESS
  2868. 2:40:06PROPHETIC.
  2869. 2:40:08RELAX.
  2870. 2:40:10COME. Come home and see me.
  2871. 2:40:14Ah.
  2872. 2:40:17Your wife can't even tell you. Your head
  2873. 2:40:19is big. You have a flat nose. What's
  2874. 2:40:21going on?
  2875. 2:40:25Sophia should be able to come and say,
  2876. 2:40:26"Michael, your your your your head is
  2877. 2:40:28long." And we laugh.
  2878. 2:40:32YOUR WIFE'S YOUR WIFE'S EVEN AFRAID TO
  2879. 2:40:34PLAY WITH YOU.
  2880. 2:40:46>> Are you with me tonight?
  2881. 2:40:51Tell somebody laugh. Laugh. Laugh a
  2882. 2:40:53little. Tell somebody laugh a little.
  2883. 2:40:56Tell them it's good for you. It's good.
  2884. 2:41:01Pastor Samuel, laugh. Laugh.
  2885. 2:41:06Laugh.
  2886. 2:41:08Josiah, laugh.
  2887. 2:41:10The two of you who likes laughing,
  2888. 2:41:13laugh.
  2889. 2:41:17Laugh a lot. It makes you pretty.
  2890. 2:41:21It will let you live long. Life is not
  2891. 2:41:23that serious life.
  2892. 2:41:33Are you here with me?
  2893. 2:41:36Too serious.
  2894. 2:41:40Now the problem is in the serious things
  2895. 2:41:41you're not serious.
  2896. 2:41:47Let me close. Write
  2897. 2:41:50this thing last. Now we continue. Are
  2898. 2:41:52you learning?
  2899. 2:41:54>> Tell somebody laugh.
  2900. 2:42:07Emotional health.
  2901. 2:42:13Emotional health.
  2902. 2:42:18is not.
  2903. 2:42:22No. Emotional health is when
  2904. 2:42:30you
  2905. 2:42:32recognize and admit.
  2906. 2:42:36Emotional health is when you recognize
  2907. 2:42:38and admit how you truly feel
  2908. 2:42:44while seeking to be better.
  2909. 2:42:49EMOTIONAL HEALTH IS WHEN you recognize
  2910. 2:42:52and admit how you truly feel
  2911. 2:42:56whilst seeking
  2912. 2:43:01to be better.
  2913. 2:43:03In its essence, it's when you surrender
  2914. 2:43:06how you truly feel
  2915. 2:43:11to the Holy Spirit. Be on your feet.
  2916. 2:43:25Give me a seat.
  2917. 2:43:42Lift up your two hands.
  2918. 2:43:55We want to pray the prayer David prayed.
  2919. 2:43:57Search me.
  2920. 2:44:00Search me and know my heart.
  2921. 2:44:06Look deep within.
  2922. 2:44:08Know my anxieties.
  2923. 2:44:12Want to tell God we are not running
  2924. 2:44:14away.
  2925. 2:44:15We've come.
  2926. 2:44:18I mean how how how can we flee from your
  2927. 2:44:21presence?
  2928. 2:44:24There's a song
  2929. 2:44:29Uh uh uh um
  2930. 2:44:32pastor Yinka sang it
  2931. 2:44:36from your presence
  2932. 2:44:39from your spirit.
  2933. 2:44:43You are there. You do.
  2934. 2:44:49He sang it on Sunday. Who knows choir?
  2935. 2:44:51Do you know that song?
  2936. 2:44:54>> Do do you know that song?
  2937. 2:44:57Put that put put that lyrics there. We
  2938. 2:44:58sung it. Is there
  2939. 2:45:12How can we flee from your presence?
  2940. 2:45:16How can I flee from your spirit?
  2941. 2:45:21If I enter the song, you are there.
  2942. 2:45:26If I enter the moon, you are there.
  2943. 2:45:31If I enter the sun, you are there.
  2944. 2:45:34>> Projection team, you're taking long.
  2945. 2:45:35>> And if I enter the seas, you are there.
  2946. 2:45:39>> Uh-huh.
  2947. 2:45:40>> How can I flee from
  2948. 2:45:44Thank you. How can I flee from your
  2949. 2:45:48spirit?
  2950. 2:45:50If I enter [singing]
  2951. 2:45:52the sun, you are [music] there.
  2952. 2:45:55If I enter the moon, you are there.
  2953. 2:46:00>> And if I enter the sea, you are there.
  2954. 2:46:05And [music] if I enter,
  2955. 2:46:09>> how can I flee? How can I flee from you?
  2956. 2:46:14>> How can I flee from your spirit?
  2957. 2:46:16>> How can I flee [music]
  2958. 2:46:17[singing] from your spirit? If I enter
  2959. 2:46:19the sun, you are there.
  2960. 2:46:21>> If I enter [music]
  2961. 2:46:22the sun, you are there.
  2962. 2:46:24>> If I enter the moon, you are there.
  2963. 2:46:26>> If I enter [singing]
  2964. 2:46:28the moon, you
  2965. 2:46:29>> If I enter the seat, you are there.
  2966. 2:46:31>> If I [music] enter the [singing] seat,
  2967. 2:46:34you
  2968. 2:46:34>> If I enter the clouds,
  2969. 2:46:36>> if I [music] enter the clouds, you
  2970. 2:46:39>> If I enter the sun,
  2971. 2:46:42>> If I [singing and music] enter the sun,
  2972. 2:46:44you are there.
  2973. 2:46:47If I [music and singing] answer,
  2974. 2:46:49>> where can I go?
  2975. 2:46:52>> Where can I go? [music]
  2976. 2:46:54>> How can I flee?
  2977. 2:46:57>> How can I [singing] be wrong? If I enter
  2978. 2:47:01the sun. [music]
  2979. 2:47:02>> If I enter the [singing] sun.
  2980. 2:47:05>> If I enter the moon.
  2981. 2:47:07>> If I [music] enter the moon.
  2982. 2:47:10>> If I enter the sea.
  2983. 2:47:12>> If I enter [singing]
  2984. 2:47:14the sea.
  2985. 2:47:15>> If I enter the clouds.
  2986. 2:47:17>> If I enter [music and singing] the
  2987. 2:47:19clouds,
  2988. 2:47:19>> where can I flee?
  2989. 2:47:22>> Where can I flee from
  2990. 2:47:24[music and singing] your
  2991. 2:47:25>> How can I flee? cannot be promised.
  2992. 2:47:29[music]
  2993. 2:47:29>> If I enter the sun,
  2994. 2:47:32>> if I enter [singing]
  2995. 2:47:33the sun, you
  2996. 2:47:35>> If I enter the moon,
  2997. 2:47:37>> if I enter the [music] moon,
  2998. 2:47:39>> if I enter the sea,
  2999. 2:47:42>> if I [singing] enter the sea,
  3000. 2:47:44>> if I enter [music]
  3001. 2:47:46the cloud,
  3002. 2:47:47>> if I enter the
  3003. 2:47:50>> Let me hear just that, church.
  3004. 2:47:55How can I flee?
  3005. 2:47:56>> How can I flee from [music]
  3006. 2:47:59>> If I enter the sun?
  3007. 2:48:02>> If I enter the sun. [singing]
  3008. 2:48:04>> If I enter the moon,
  3009. 2:48:07>> if I enter the moon,
  3010. 2:48:09>> if I enter [music] the sea,
  3011. 2:48:12>> if I enter the sea,
  3012. 2:48:14>> if I enter the cloud,
  3013. 2:48:16>> if I enter [music]
  3014. 2:48:18the
  3015. 2:48:18>> How can I go from your presence?
  3016. 2:48:21>> How can I go?
  3017. 2:48:24>> [music]
  3018. 2:48:25>> How can I flee?
  3019. 2:48:26>> How can I be
  3020. 2:48:29>> if I enter the [music and singing] song?
  3021. 2:48:31>> If I enter the sun,
  3022. 2:48:34>> if I enter the moon,
  3023. 2:48:36>> if I enter [music]
  3024. 2:48:37the moon,
  3025. 2:48:38>> if I enter the sea,
  3026. 2:48:41>> if I enter the sea,
  3027. 2:48:43>> and if I enter the cloud,
  3028. 2:48:46>> if I enter, [music and singing]
  3029. 2:48:49>> you know what this song means?
  3030. 2:48:52It means I cannot hide.
  3031. 2:48:55If I can't hide then my only options is
  3032. 2:48:58to come.
  3033. 2:49:01If I cannot hide then my only option is
  3034. 2:49:04to come. So we want to come to God and
  3035. 2:49:08want to tell him search me.
  3036. 2:49:14Lift up your voice. We're going to talk
  3037. 2:49:15to him. Search me. Search me.
  3038. 2:49:19Search me. Search me. Search me. Touch
  3039. 2:49:21me.
  3040. 2:49:27Look through my emotions, Lord.
  3041. 2:49:37Look through my emotions, Lord.
  3042. 2:49:54Talk to him. Talk to him. Talk to him.
  3043. 2:49:56Talk to him. Talk to him. Tell him,
  3044. 2:49:59"Lord, I get angry too quick." Tell him,
  3045. 2:50:01"Lord, I get excited too quick."
  3046. 2:50:05Talk to him.
  3047. 2:50:38Talk to him. Talk to him. Be be real
  3048. 2:50:40before him.
  3049. 2:50:48Be real before him. No drums. No drums.
  3050. 2:50:50No rams. Just the keys.
  3051. 2:50:54Be real before him.
  3052. 2:51:09Tell him these are my fears. These are
  3053. 2:51:10my anxieties.
  3054. 2:51:14This is my weakness.
  3055. 2:51:16I get angry for so long. I get offended
  3056. 2:51:20for so long.
  3057. 2:51:30I dwell on the past for so long.
  3058. 2:51:45My emotions get worked quickly.
  3059. 2:51:52Help
  3060. 2:51:57me Lord.
  3061. 2:52:00Help me Lord.
  3062. 2:52:02Help me Lord.
  3063. 2:52:05Help me Lord. Help me Lord.
  3064. 2:52:09Help me Lord.
  3065. 2:52:11Help me to process. Help me to reflect.
  3066. 2:52:15Help me to take the right actions.
  3067. 2:52:20Take this anger.
  3068. 2:52:22Take this pain. Take this over
  3069. 2:52:26excitement.
  3070. 2:52:35Help me
  3071. 2:52:43in Jesus mighty name.
  3072. 2:52:46Two hands lifted. Father, tonight
  3073. 2:52:49thank you for the journey you've started
  3074. 2:52:51us on. We yield to you, Holy Spirit.
  3075. 2:52:55Work on our heart. Search our hearts and
  3076. 2:52:58work on it. Search our soul. Work on it.
  3077. 2:53:04Search our emotions and align it.
  3078. 2:53:07Confirm it to yours.
  3079. 2:53:10When it's all said and done, one thing
  3080. 2:53:11we ask that every single day we'll
  3081. 2:53:15become matured and a stepped closer to
  3082. 2:53:19looking more like you. We thank you
  3083. 2:53:22father for the work you've started in us
  3084. 2:53:25in Jesus mighty [music] name. Amen.
  3085. 2:53:31If it's Jesus is the one you are
  3086. 2:53:32clapping for, do it well.
  3087. 2:53:35[applause and music]
  3088. 2:53:38Greet two people and tell them we we
  3089. 2:53:40will [music] be okay. We will be okay.
  3090. 2:53:45We'll be okay.
  3091. 2:53:48[music]
  3092. 2:53:49We'll be okay. All right. Put the
  3093. 2:53:52offering there. If you came with an
  3094. 2:53:53offering, feel free and scan the QR
  3095. 2:53:55code. We are back on Sunday. Two
  3096. 2:53:57services. God bless you and have a
  3097. 2:53:59productive week. Let's share the grace
  3098. 2:54:01now.
  3099. 2:54:13>> [music]
  3100. 2:54:18>> Tell somebody we will be okay.
  3101. 2:54:21>> God bless you. Have a blissful evening.
  3102. 2:54:23Shalom.
  3103. 2:54:32This is
  3104. 2:54:47what
  3105. 2:55:08Don't worry.

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