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  1. 0:05- Every parent's worst nightmare.
  2. 0:07- Fourteen-year-old Elizabeth Smart...
  3. 0:08- Was kidnapped from her home. - Police in Salt Lake City
  4. 0:11say they have hundreds of leads.
  5. 0:13- In the kidnapping of 14-year-old Elizabeth Smart.
  6. 0:17- When my case finally came to trial
  7. 0:19about eight years after I was rescued,
  8. 0:21I felt as I stood up on that stand,
  9. 0:24and as I gave my testimony,
  10. 0:26it was just question after question after question.
  11. 0:27I mean, it was just--felt like facts on a sheet of paper.
  12. 0:30It didn't feel like it was real.
  13. 0:32It didn't feel like it was really my story.
  14. 0:35- Next, we turn to the latest on the Elizabeth Smart kidnapping.
  15. 0:38- I wanted to say, "You heard the facts,
  16. 0:40but you don't understand what it was like.
  17. 0:42You have no idea."
  18. 0:45"I have a knife at your neck.
  19. 0:47Don't make a sound.
  20. 0:48Get up and come with me."
  21. 0:51- This 14-year-old girl
  22. 0:53is at the center of a mystery and an intense search.
  23. 0:56- I wasn't just raped, I was chained up,
  24. 0:59I was starved, I was denied water,
  25. 1:02I was denied food.
  26. 1:06- This is a sick, misguided person.
  27. 1:08- People still say to me,
  28. 1:10"Why when your captors took you out in public
  29. 1:12didn't you escape?"
  30. 1:14"They took you to a party. You couldn't escape then?"
  31. 1:18"You encountered police officers.
  32. 1:20Why didn't you tell them who you were?"
  33. 1:22"Did you sympathize with your captors?"
  34. 1:26"Why didn't you try to save yourself?"
  35. 1:29The truth is...
  36. 1:30I made my rescue possible.
  37. 1:34And I want people to know that.
  38. 1:36- It's real.
  39. 1:37- Now, I want to tell my story,
  40. 1:40the whole story.
  41. 1:42The real story of what really happened.
  42. 1:57[harp music]
  43. 2:00♪
  44. 2:10- I grew up very much...
  45. 2:14like that happily-ever-after little girl.
  46. 2:20Looking forward to that day
  47. 2:22when your prince charming finally comes,
  48. 2:25and you finally meet him, and you get married,
  49. 2:27and you live happily ever after,
  50. 2:28I think that was very much
  51. 2:31my mentality prior to my kidnapping.
  52. 2:34And so he took that away from me.
  53. 2:41The three words that come to mind
  54. 2:42that really describe it
  55. 2:46are terror,
  56. 2:49boredom,
  57. 2:50and rape.
  58. 2:53- Bag, B.
  59. 2:56- Uh-hmm.
  60. 2:58[suspenseful music]
  61. 3:01♪
  62. 3:10- My whole kidnapping, I was living night and day
  63. 3:14in threat of my life, and not just my life,
  64. 3:16but my family's life.
  65. 3:18It was like Brian Mitchell and Wanda Barzee
  66. 3:21both were invincible.
  67. 3:23He got away with everything that he said
  68. 3:25he'd get away with.
  69. 3:27So, when people would say,
  70. 3:29"Why didn't you run?"
  71. 3:30"Well, how could I run?"
  72. 3:33[dramatic music]
  73. 3:36♪
  74. 3:43- In February, we had the Winter Olympics here
  75. 3:46in Salt Lake City.
  76. 3:47And my father had been diagnosed
  77. 3:49with a brain tumor.
  78. 3:51He went in for surgery quite soon
  79. 3:53after he was diagnosed,
  80. 3:55and...
  81. 3:58passed away two months after.
  82. 4:00- When he died, I remember just kind of thinking,
  83. 4:04"This isn't right.
  84. 4:05Why did he have to die?"
  85. 4:08- And his funeral was the day
  86. 4:09before Elizabeth was kidnapped.
  87. 4:13It was at the end of the school year
  88. 4:16and Elizabeth was going
  89. 4:18to receive some awards.
  90. 4:20And the principal had called her
  91. 4:21to play her harp that night
  92. 4:25so things were just kind of crazy.
  93. 4:27- That night, I think we had both been
  94. 4:31pretty tired with Lois' father
  95. 4:35passing away
  96. 4:36and we were just exhausted.
  97. 4:39- I was trying to cook dinner, waiting for them to come home,
  98. 4:41trying to figure out where the harp, you know,
  99. 4:43how we're gonna get that put in the car.
  100. 4:45And I burned the potatoes.
  101. 4:48You know, the smoke was not very pleasant.
  102. 4:51And I went to the window and cranked it open.
  103. 4:55And so then, um, I remember
  104. 4:58having our meal,
  105. 5:00trying to get to the school,
  106. 5:02and we were late.
  107. 5:03I was a little bit on edge,
  108. 5:05you know, just thinking,
  109. 5:07"This is not working out the way it was supposed to."
  110. 5:10- We went home. And I remember going into my bedroom
  111. 5:13that I shared with my younger sister.
  112. 5:15- Me and Elizabeth had gotten into a routine
  113. 5:17where we were reading a book.
  114. 5:19And that night, we were reading
  115. 5:20Ella Enchanted. - ...Ella Enchanted.
  116. 5:22Yes, I like those princess
  117. 5:25happily-ever-after books.
  118. 5:27I'd read out loud for so long,
  119. 5:28my voice was getting dry.
  120. 5:30And I put the book down and went to bed.
  121. 5:33[suspenseful music]
  122. 5:36- The next thing I remember
  123. 5:39was being awakened
  124. 5:42in the middle of the night.
  125. 5:43[suspenseful music]
  126. 5:46- And it was still dark.
  127. 5:48And at first,
  128. 5:50I heard this voice.
  129. 5:52And when I first heard that,
  130. 5:53I thought it had to be part of a dream.
  131. 5:59Then I heard it again.
  132. 6:00This time, as the voice spoke,
  133. 6:02I not only heard it, but I opened my eyes.
  134. 6:06Standing above me
  135. 6:07was this dark shadow of a man.
  136. 6:10And I remember him saying, "I have a knife at your neck.
  137. 6:14Don't make a sound.
  138. 6:16Get up and come with me."
  139. 6:17And that second time that I heard this voice,
  140. 6:23I mean, I was instantly awake.
  141. 6:27I could feel the knife at my neck.
  142. 6:32"What if I don't do what he says?
  143. 6:34He might take my sister. He might hurt my sister.
  144. 6:36I have to go."
  145. 6:38- And she got up out of bed
  146. 6:40and they went into the bathroom and the closet.
  147. 6:43- Going in to get a pair of shoes
  148. 6:45meant that we were going outside,
  149. 6:47we were going somewhere other than my home.
  150. 6:49I was asking him why he was doing this. And he said,
  151. 6:52"I'm taking you hostage for ransom."
  152. 6:56- And they go out the hallway,
  153. 6:58and we--we had some squeaks on the floor
  154. 7:00so you could kind of tell where they were.
  155. 7:03- As he was taking me out through my house,
  156. 7:05he had whispered to me, you know,
  157. 7:06"If you scream, if you yell,
  158. 7:09like, I'll kill your family or I'll kill you."
  159. 7:12And really, at that point,
  160. 7:14I thought maybe he already had killed some of my family.
  161. 7:17Seemed like either do what he says and go with him,
  162. 7:20or have your neck cut open and die.
  163. 7:26I could hear the grandfather clock ticking
  164. 7:28from downstairs.
  165. 7:29"Dad, please wake up."
  166. 7:32I was praying in my mind,
  167. 7:34"Mom, can you hear me?
  168. 7:36Please wake up and save me."
  169. 7:42He just led me down the stairs
  170. 7:45and he still had his knife on me.
  171. 7:51- I was in my bed for a long time
  172. 7:52trying to work up courage enough
  173. 7:54to run--to run across and tell my parents.
  174. 7:56So, the first time I got up,
  175. 7:59I got to about my bedroom door,
  176. 8:02and I just freaked myself out.
  177. 8:05I ran back in bed and I kept thinking,
  178. 8:07you know, "Someone's got to tell
  179. 8:09my parents what happened."
  180. 8:12- He led me downstairs
  181. 8:13into the kitchen and out the backdoor.
  182. 8:18I just remember thinking, "This is real.
  183. 8:21This is really...
  184. 8:23happening to me.
  185. 8:25I'm--I'm being kidnapped."
  186. 8:28[suspenseful music]
  187. 8:30- We got up to the top of this vacant lot
  188. 8:33and he, I guess, had glimpsed some headlights
  189. 8:36coming down the road.
  190. 8:39I remember him whispering saying,
  191. 8:42"If this work is true, God,
  192. 8:44then let this car pass."
  193. 8:46He was kidnapping me and then he was saying,
  194. 8:50"God," mentioning God in the same moment.
  195. 8:54It just didn't make sense.
  196. 8:57"If you move, I'll kill you.
  197. 9:02One tiny peep
  198. 9:03and you know what I will do."
  199. 9:08As soon as that police car was out of sight,
  200. 9:12he was up and running.
  201. 9:13He had me up and running.
  202. 9:17We started climbing up the trail.
  203. 9:19The reality finally hit me,
  204. 9:21"This isn't a joke.
  205. 9:22This isn't a nightmare.
  206. 9:24This is real.
  207. 9:26I've got to run."
  208. 9:28But he was always right behind me,
  209. 9:30the knife always at my back.
  210. 9:36There finally came a point
  211. 9:37when I remember stopping him
  212. 9:40and just saying,
  213. 9:43"Well, if you're just gonna rape and kill me,
  214. 9:45please do it here."
  215. 9:48Because in my mind I was thinking,
  216. 9:49"I want my parents to know
  217. 9:51what happened to me.
  218. 9:53I wanted them to find me
  219. 9:54even if it was just my body."
  220. 9:58He had this smile
  221. 9:59and it was just--
  222. 10:02it was bone-chilling.
  223. 10:04And he--he gave this smile and he said,
  224. 10:06"Oh...
  225. 10:09I'm not...
  226. 10:11going to rape and murder you, yet."
  227. 10:19[suspenseful music]
  228. 10:21♪
  229. 10:33- I finally worked up enough courage again
  230. 10:35to run across to my parents' bedroom and tell them.
  231. 10:39- Mary Katherine comes,
  232. 10:40wandering into the room,
  233. 10:42and says, "Dad, you know,
  234. 10:43somebody has taken Elizabeth."
  235. 10:47- Just being woken up
  236. 10:49to something like that was very startling,
  237. 10:51and thinking like, "Oh, you know,
  238. 10:54she's had a bad dream."
  239. 10:57- "She's got to be here somewhere.
  240. 10:59This--this can't be happening."
  241. 11:02- The thing I remember first was my dad
  242. 11:04just coming in here, and say, "Hey, is Elizabeth in here?
  243. 11:06What's--where is she?"
  244. 11:10- As I made the rounds upstairs,
  245. 11:12and then went down the stairs,
  246. 11:14into the kitchen,
  247. 11:15once again, from the top,
  248. 11:17Mary Katherine reiterated,
  249. 11:20"Somebody has taken her,
  250. 11:21you're not going to find her."
  251. 11:24- And I went running downstairs
  252. 11:26and there was a big panel of light switches.
  253. 11:29And I remember I just hit them all.
  254. 11:33And as I looked over in the kitchen,
  255. 11:36I saw the window that, um, I had opened
  256. 11:39to let the smoke out.
  257. 11:41The screen had been cut. I could see that.
  258. 11:44And then I screamed and that was the beginning
  259. 11:47of our nightmare telling,
  260. 11:48"Ed, we need to call the police."
  261. 11:50- "Wow, Elizabeth's gone.
  262. 11:52Something really awful
  263. 11:54has happened to our family."
  264. 11:57- There wasn't a handbook on knowing what to do.
  265. 12:00- I remember waking up that night
  266. 12:03to probably one of the worst, um, sounds
  267. 12:06I've ever heard and that was my mom
  268. 12:09um, just crying.
  269. 12:12And I remember going downstairs
  270. 12:14because my--I've never heard
  271. 12:15my mother cry like this.
  272. 12:18- I've never once in my life seen my mom
  273. 12:20acting the way she was, it was beyond me.
  274. 12:24But they called the police.
  275. 12:26- 911.
  276. 12:27- I just started picking up the phone,
  277. 12:29calling everyone that I could,
  278. 12:30all my friends, family
  279. 12:34and, you know, said,
  280. 12:36you know, I've got to have your help.
  281. 12:38- But the police were called first.
  282. 12:41- I knew it was really bad.
  283. 12:42My sister was gone.
  284. 12:44She was my whole world.
  285. 12:46I knew it was bad.
  286. 12:51- [panting]
  287. 12:56- We kept going and that scared me
  288. 12:58because why else was he taking me?
  289. 13:01Then he said something about,
  290. 13:03I was his hostage, he was taking me for hostage
  291. 13:05and I remember saying-- telling him that my parents
  292. 13:08would pay anything to get me back.
  293. 13:09I mean, they didn't have,
  294. 13:11like, millions of millions of dollars,
  295. 13:13but if that's what he wanted, I knew they'd get it.
  296. 13:15I knew they'd do whatever it took to get me back.
  297. 13:18And we got farther and farther and I stopped him again
  298. 13:20and I said, "Well...
  299. 13:23don't you realize what you're doing?
  300. 13:25I mean, if you get caught,
  301. 13:28you'll spend the rest of your life in prison,
  302. 13:31but I promise you, if you let me go,
  303. 13:35my family won't press charges."
  304. 13:38And then he smiled that same
  305. 13:39just [shudders] awful smile.
  306. 13:42And he told me,
  307. 13:44"I know exactly what I'm doing
  308. 13:47and I know what the consequences are.
  309. 13:50The only difference is,
  310. 13:53I'm not gonna get caught."
  311. 14:03When I was kidnapped, I was only 14-years-old.
  312. 14:05And I had grown up in a very safe environment.
  313. 14:08I'd grown up in a very protected environment.
  314. 14:13I wasn't unintelligent,
  315. 14:15but I was very naive,
  316. 14:17even for a 14-year-old.
  317. 14:20Looking back on it, it was, like,
  318. 14:22I lived to just--in a bubble.
  319. 14:28Life just seemed like what could possibly go wrong?
  320. 14:33I don't know. Nothing.
  321. 14:36[sirens wailing]
  322. 14:43- The first two people there were two policemen
  323. 14:46that came in, and then as Edward was calling
  324. 14:49his neighbors and anybody he could,
  325. 14:51quickly within 10, 15 minutes,
  326. 14:54the whole area in his neighborhood
  327. 14:56were mobilizing looking for her.
  328. 14:58- Searching, driving the streets,
  329. 15:00you know, searching all over trying to find her.
  330. 15:03- And it was about, oh,
  331. 15:05around 5:00 in the morning that I got a call from Ed
  332. 15:08and I remember sitting on the...
  333. 15:16sitting on the edge of my bed
  334. 15:21and it's a-- it's a call that you--
  335. 15:23you never wanna hear, you never wanna get.
  336. 15:26- You get a call like that, it's just,
  337. 15:28it's--it's so surreal.
  338. 15:31Everybody in the family got the same call,
  339. 15:33and everybody came as quick as we can.
  340. 15:35- 13943, no one in the...
  341. 15:37- When I arrived, there was a large
  342. 15:39police presence there,
  343. 15:41and also, uh, Elizabeth's extended family
  344. 15:43was also inside of the home.
  345. 15:46- I arrived there right around 6:00 AM.
  346. 15:49I was just blown away.
  347. 15:50I've never seen a crime scene
  348. 15:52uh, that was...
  349. 15:54so totally contaminated.
  350. 15:57That house should've been sealed
  351. 16:00and it wasn't, and--and--and why it wasn't,
  352. 16:03to this day, I'm still at a loss.
  353. 16:07There was just a huge inexperience factor.
  354. 16:09Graveyard shift officers are usually
  355. 16:11the youngest officers on the department,
  356. 16:15but that still doesn't alibi the idea
  357. 16:17of not doing your job correctly.
  358. 16:20That scene was contaminated beyond all hope.
  359. 16:28- I don't think I'd ever prayed
  360. 16:29so hard in my life.
  361. 16:31I just remember thinking of all the scripture stories
  362. 16:35that I've learned growing up,
  363. 16:36you know, Moses parting the Red Sea
  364. 16:39and Hannah feeding the children of Israel
  365. 16:42out in the wilderness for 40 years
  366. 16:43and I remember just praying and praying, thinking,
  367. 16:45"Oh please, if you can do all of these miracles
  368. 16:47for all these others, like,
  369. 16:49I know I'm not a prophet, but please,
  370. 16:50like, let me find a way to escape."
  371. 16:55I remember being scared, that maybe--
  372. 16:57maybe a way had been provided and--
  373. 16:59and I had missed it and that scared me.
  374. 17:03And he was still right there
  375. 17:05and he still had his knife and I--
  376. 17:07I remember looking at bushes and thinking,
  377. 17:08"If I ran and jumped behind that bush,
  378. 17:10would he find me?"
  379. 17:12I remember just being in this panic
  380. 17:14and this fear that maybe I had lost my opportunity,
  381. 17:16but there wasn't realistically
  382. 17:20an opportunity for me to escape.
  383. 17:22[suspenseful music]
  384. 17:26- He always made sure he was below me
  385. 17:28so that I couldn't run back down the mountain,
  386. 17:31and it was such thick
  387. 17:34scrub oak that running up at--
  388. 17:37the mountain really wasn't an option either.
  389. 17:46- My grandma came over
  390. 17:48and I fell asleep on my grandma's lap
  391. 17:51for a couple of hours and then I--a policeman came
  392. 17:54and woke me up and asked me questions.
  393. 17:58- Now she was the only one who saw the suspect
  394. 18:00and could describe the suspect.
  395. 18:04And that was it. There was just not
  396. 18:06a lot information to pursue.
  397. 18:10- As I walked in the front door,
  398. 18:12I looked off to the right where the family room was
  399. 18:15and--and...
  400. 18:18Lois was surrounded
  401. 18:20by family members
  402. 18:22and--and...
  403. 18:25it was the worst sound.
  404. 18:34It was the worst sound I had ever heard,
  405. 18:39just this eerie cry
  406. 18:42of pain and anguish.
  407. 18:45So, I walked into the kitchen and I was just, kind of,
  408. 18:48wandering around aimlessly.
  409. 18:50The thing that freaked me out so bad
  410. 18:52was that I had almost put my hands down
  411. 18:54on the counter and--
  412. 18:55and put prints and--and so forth
  413. 18:57and contaminated it.
  414. 18:59- Nothing was taped off,
  415. 19:01there wasn't a log of who was coming and going.
  416. 19:04- Finally, police say, "You can't have everyone in here,
  417. 19:06you know, you're--you're just ruining the crime scene."
  418. 19:12- I said, "Well, we're gonna get them out of this house,
  419. 19:16and we need to find out who they all are,
  420. 19:18and if they don't have ID,
  421. 19:20then we need to get their names
  422. 19:21and we need to get fingerprints from them,"
  423. 19:23and, um, it was just-- it was bizarre.
  424. 19:27- I just thought "So come on, what--what do we do?
  425. 19:29What do we do?"
  426. 19:37[suspenseful music]
  427. 19:38♪
  428. 19:53- I had on bright red pajamas.
  429. 19:58The sun was coming up so it was getting light
  430. 20:01and, yeah, red is a pretty noticeable color,
  431. 20:05and he was becoming more and more anxious.
  432. 20:07And I remember him saying, "Oh,"
  433. 20:08he was like, "We've got to run across
  434. 20:10the top of this mountain
  435. 20:12because you're like a flame,
  436. 20:13you're like a bright red flame
  437. 20:14on the top of a mountain and I don't want any
  438. 20:17early morning runners seeing you
  439. 20:18in your lovely pajamas or how lovely you look
  440. 20:21in your pajamas." Something pretty creepy.
  441. 20:30While he'd been taking me up the mountain,
  442. 20:32I actually had realized who--who he was.
  443. 20:34I'd recognized him.
  444. 20:37He saw me with my mom.
  445. 20:40I was out with all my siblings and my mom.
  446. 20:43We were getting clothes for school
  447. 20:45and my older brother, he said, "Mom, there's this guy
  448. 20:46who's asking for work.
  449. 20:48I think he really needs work or help.
  450. 20:50You know, can you help him out?"
  451. 20:52He was clean-shaven at the time
  452. 20:54and so my mom gave him five bucks
  453. 20:57and he didn't even ask for money,
  454. 20:59he did just ask for work.
  455. 21:01The next time I saw Brian Mitchell,
  456. 21:03was he actually did come and work for my dad,
  457. 21:06and then the next time I saw him
  458. 21:08after that was the night he kidnapped me.
  459. 21:11He later said that as soon as he saw me with my mom,
  460. 21:14that he just knew I was the girl he was gonna kidnap.
  461. 21:17He actually came down to my house
  462. 21:19a couple other times to find the best route
  463. 21:23in which he would take me to kidnap me,
  464. 21:26kind of, scouted the layout and everything.
  465. 21:28And I remember saying, "Why are you hurting my family?
  466. 21:32My parents tried to help you.
  467. 21:33Why--why are you doing this?"
  468. 21:35And he just--he gave, kind of, that same response,
  469. 21:38you know, "You'll find out in due time."
  470. 21:41We ran over the top of this mountain ridge
  471. 21:43and we started down the other side
  472. 21:46and he told me at this point that his wife
  473. 21:48was waiting for us
  474. 21:50and so I almost had this moment thinking,
  475. 21:53"Well, maybe--maybe he kidnapped me
  476. 21:57because they can't have kids?
  477. 22:01Maybe it wasn't just gonna be
  478. 22:03rape and murder."
  479. 22:06As we got further down the other side,
  480. 22:09he yelled out "Hephzibah."
  481. 22:13And then a voice yelled back "Emmanuel."
  482. 22:22Once we got inside the trees,
  483. 22:24I saw a tent set up,
  484. 22:26but I think really the most memorable thing
  485. 22:28about this whole camp was the woman.
  486. 22:36She looked scary.
  487. 22:42"She is a scary witch, stay away from her."
  488. 22:52She started hugging me,
  489. 22:53but it wasn't like a comforting nice hug.
  490. 23:02It was, like, she was trying to tell me that
  491. 23:06if I ever did anything
  492. 23:09that she didn't want me to do,
  493. 23:11I'd be sorry.
  494. 23:18If you can convey all that in a hug,
  495. 23:21that's what she was trying to convey.
  496. 23:25She led me inside the tent
  497. 23:27and she sat me down on this upturned bucket.
  498. 23:30I just remembered being so terrified.
  499. 23:34She started washing my feet
  500. 23:37and then she started to try to undress me.
  501. 23:39Well, I was...
  502. 23:42really shy as a 14-year-old.
  503. 23:45And I remember begging and pleading with her,
  504. 23:48telling her I'd showered last night,
  505. 23:51that I wasn't dirty,
  506. 23:52that I wasn't gonna take my pajamas off.
  507. 23:56She finally just said,
  508. 23:57"Fine, okay, put this robe on."
  509. 24:03I pulled it on over my head
  510. 24:05and then I took my pajamas off underneath,
  511. 24:07because she had told me that if--
  512. 24:11that if I didn't let her do it
  513. 24:14then she would have Emmanuel come
  514. 24:15and he'd rip my clothes off of me.
  515. 24:18I remember, I took my pajamas off
  516. 24:20but I didn't take my underwear off
  517. 24:21and she threatened me yet again
  518. 24:23that if I didn't do it,
  519. 24:24she'd have Emmanuel come in
  520. 24:25and he'd rip my underwear off.
  521. 24:27So I remember wiggling out of my underwear
  522. 24:30and then she got up
  523. 24:31and left me alone in the tent.
  524. 24:36I just remember feeling like
  525. 24:39I had just sunken into
  526. 24:41complete hopelessness, despair.
  527. 24:48I just remember being so confused
  528. 24:50and feeling so scared
  529. 24:52and just...
  530. 24:54so...
  531. 24:57overwhelmed.
  532. 25:07- [indistinct]
  533. 25:09- In all child abductions or any abductions, the people
  534. 25:12that are most prominent in the child's life,
  535. 25:14they all have to be cleared.
  536. 25:15And so the family needs to be cleared
  537. 25:17and eliminated as possible suspects.
  538. 25:20- One of the first things we wanted to do
  539. 25:22is find out everything we could about the family
  540. 25:25and the dynamics that existed in the family
  541. 25:27especially between the girl that was taken
  542. 25:29and the rest of the family members.
  543. 25:31- When they took us to the police station,
  544. 25:33Ed in one car,
  545. 25:34I was in another, the boys were in another.
  546. 25:36I said, "Can't you just take us all together
  547. 25:38and get us down there?
  548. 25:39I can't do this. Time is wasting.
  549. 25:42We need to be out finding her."
  550. 25:44And when they took us down to the police station,
  551. 25:46they separated us once again.
  552. 25:49Ed and myself could no longer be together
  553. 25:51and the boys, the two older boys,
  554. 25:54Andrew and Charles were taken
  555. 25:57and Mary Katherine
  556. 25:58was certainly off by herself
  557. 26:00and I felt very concerned about Mary Katherine
  558. 26:04knowing that here she was,
  559. 26:05you know, this little nine-year-old and--and that
  560. 26:08she was the only one that saw what happened.
  561. 26:12- Would sit in a room for like an hour
  562. 26:16just keep asking me the same questions
  563. 26:19and I'd give them the same answers.
  564. 26:21- Only a mother can comfort a child
  565. 26:23and help a child and, you know,
  566. 26:26and assure her that it's gonna be okay,
  567. 26:29we're gonna find her sister.
  568. 26:31And so it was awful.
  569. 26:34- That morning or that day was probably the longest day
  570. 26:37of my life in a lot of ways.
  571. 26:38It felt like we were in that police station forever.
  572. 26:41- I wanted to answer all their questions
  573. 26:42the best I could
  574. 26:44and, uh, just so I could be back with my family.
  575. 26:47- I do remember them just asking
  576. 26:49very pointed questions over and over and over again
  577. 26:53and feeling like they were digging for something
  578. 26:55that I felt like wasn't there.
  579. 26:57- I just remember the boys coming out saying, you know,
  580. 27:01"They think that I did it."
  581. 27:03- As a child and a parent, you know, it's very difficult
  582. 27:05because they're already questioning what they did
  583. 27:07or didn't do or could have done
  584. 27:09or shouldn't have done or whatever.
  585. 27:11And so when we started asking those questions,
  586. 27:13I think it--it's a kind of pouring salt on an open wound.
  587. 27:16- Quickly put aside the idea
  588. 27:18that something tragic had happened
  589. 27:20inside that house and maybe somebody got hurt
  590. 27:23and now this was a sort of a cover up or something.
  591. 27:26However, we brought in cadaver dogs
  592. 27:28to search that house just in case
  593. 27:30we were looking for a--a--a body
  594. 27:32that have been, you know, secretly,
  595. 27:35you know, hidden away somewhere.
  596. 27:37- Every minute that went by
  597. 27:38and she was not found,
  598. 27:41my heart sank.
  599. 27:44They say within the first 24 hours
  600. 27:46if you haven't found them, they're more than likely dead.
  601. 27:56- The tent door unzipped
  602. 27:59and in came Emmanuel, Brian Mitchell,
  603. 28:04and he'd knelt down next to me
  604. 28:07and he started to speak
  605. 28:08and I just--I remember saying,
  606. 28:11"No, just go away.
  607. 28:12I--just leave me alone."
  608. 28:16I calmed down enough
  609. 28:18to hear the last sentence.
  610. 28:21He told me that I was now sealed to him
  611. 28:25as his wife
  612. 28:26before God and His angels
  613. 28:28as--as his witnesses
  614. 28:29and that--that could never be undone.
  615. 28:33I just remember being filled with horror.
  616. 28:36I remember just screaming out, "No."
  617. 28:42He looked at me and he said,
  618. 28:43"If you ever scream out
  619. 28:46like that again, I will kill you."
  620. 28:56Over and over he said,
  621. 28:59"It's time for us to consummate our marriage now."
  622. 29:02And I remember thinking, "Wait a second.
  623. 29:06Does--does he mean what I think he means?
  624. 29:10No. No."
  625. 29:13And tried to go over all the reasons why
  626. 29:16this couldn't be legal or binding,
  627. 29:19why this wasn't okay.
  628. 29:20I was 14-years-old.
  629. 29:22Did he realize that?
  630. 29:24I told him I hadn't even started my period yet
  631. 29:27and that stopped him for about half a second,
  632. 29:29long enough for him to yell out,
  633. 29:32"Hephzibah, is it okay
  634. 29:33that she hasn't started her period yet?"
  635. 29:37This woman Hephzibah, Wanda Barzee,
  636. 29:39she yelled back, "It's fine."
  637. 29:43No matter how much begging or pleading
  638. 29:46or crying I did,
  639. 29:49it just didn't make a difference to him.
  640. 29:51He physically grabbed me
  641. 29:52and forced me down onto the ground.
  642. 29:57I thought you had to face
  643. 29:59each other to have sex.
  644. 30:02And so, I thought if I rolled over
  645. 30:06onto my stomach and I crossed my legs
  646. 30:10and I remember holding--holding my arms up
  647. 30:12just right under my chest so he couldn't touch me,
  648. 30:15crossing my legs as hard as I could,
  649. 30:18rolling on my stomach,
  650. 30:19he--he wouldn't be able to--
  651. 30:20he wouldn't be able to rape me.
  652. 30:23Well...
  653. 30:25I was...
  654. 30:28terribly mistaken.
  655. 30:36I remember he just...
  656. 30:39pulled up the robe
  657. 30:41and...
  658. 30:45raped me.
  659. 30:48And I...
  660. 30:51was devastated
  661. 30:54and I...
  662. 31:00remember just thinking,
  663. 31:01"How on earth
  664. 31:03did this happen to me?
  665. 31:06Why did this happen to me?"
  666. 31:10And I--at that point,
  667. 31:13he got up and he kind of smiled
  668. 31:14and walked out of the tent,
  669. 31:16left me alone in the tent.
  670. 31:18I just remember lying on the ground
  671. 31:23just feeling so shattered,
  672. 31:27feeling like I truly was broken,
  673. 31:30feeling like...
  674. 31:32there was no coming back...
  675. 31:35from this, that...
  676. 31:39it would be better
  677. 31:41if I were dead.
  678. 31:49If someone can rape,
  679. 31:52then I felt like they can murder.
  680. 31:59- It is my honor and privilege
  681. 32:01to introduce tonight's speaker,
  682. 32:03Elizabeth Smart.
  683. 32:04[applause]
  684. 32:09- Every single one of us
  685. 32:11has a story and every single one of us,
  686. 32:14we--we have had something
  687. 32:16that's happened to us in our life.
  688. 32:18I mean, hopefully it's not all kidnapping,
  689. 32:21but it's not what happens to us
  690. 32:25that defines who we are.
  691. 32:27It's what we decide to do.
  692. 32:28It's our choices that define who we are.
  693. 32:31Whatever it is you're going through,
  694. 32:33don't give up.
  695. 32:36[dramatic music]
  696. 32:39♪
  697. 32:51- When I woke up,
  698. 32:53I remember not opening my eyes immediately
  699. 32:56because I could tell that Brian Mitchell
  700. 32:59was in the tent with me again
  701. 33:01and I wanted him to leave me alone.
  702. 33:07That didn't work so I opened my eyes
  703. 33:09and there he was
  704. 33:11and he had a metal cable
  705. 33:13that he was wrapping around my ankle.
  706. 33:19I was begging him. I was like,
  707. 33:21"Please, don't put this on. I promise I won't run,"
  708. 33:23even though I had every intention
  709. 33:25of running away that night.
  710. 33:29I remember just saying, "Well, I won't run."
  711. 33:30He's like, "I know you won't.
  712. 33:31I'm just putting this on.
  713. 33:33Just in case,
  714. 33:35remove temptation."
  715. 33:39After he chained me up
  716. 33:41and I was looking around at the camp
  717. 33:42and I looked at how well-prepared it was
  718. 33:45and how well thought out everything was
  719. 33:48and I very quickly realized that
  720. 33:50he didn't have plans to kill me,
  721. 33:51that he was gonna keep me alive.
  722. 33:55He wanted to keep me as a possession.
  723. 33:58And I was like,
  724. 34:00"How long is it gonna be like this?
  725. 34:01What if it's until they die?"
  726. 34:05I felt like being chained up just--
  727. 34:08it was like insult to injury.
  728. 34:12I don't know. It was devastating.
  729. 34:22- I mean, I went over in my mind
  730. 34:24time and time again,
  731. 34:25"Why, why, why?
  732. 34:29Why would anyone ever want
  733. 34:31to take Elizabeth?"
  734. 34:33- Any place that--that they could have stashed
  735. 34:35a body or a weapon.
  736. 34:39- I needed to be strong
  737. 34:42in front of my children.
  738. 34:43But at nighttime, then I could let all that go
  739. 34:46and cry myself,
  740. 34:49not to sleep but cry all night long.
  741. 34:54- The initial information that I got was this is a...
  742. 34:57pretty sheltered child that, you know,
  743. 34:59she has music in her life,
  744. 35:00she has her church in her life,
  745. 35:02she has school in her life and her family.
  746. 35:04And my first thought was
  747. 35:05this is gonna be a cake walk.
  748. 35:07We've got a much more limited pool of suspects
  749. 35:09on this particular young lady
  750. 35:11than we would normally have in some of these.
  751. 35:13Initially, I was relatively confident
  752. 35:15we would have it resolved in a few days.
  753. 35:17- I remember, uh, Tom coming and--
  754. 35:19and saying that we needed to go in front of the public
  755. 35:22to plead our case to have volunteers come out
  756. 35:25and help search for Elizabeth the next day.
  757. 35:27- Ed's brother Tom worked for the Desert News
  758. 35:30and he was familiar with media
  759. 35:33and we just felt blessed to have him
  760. 35:35and that he could navigate the way for us.
  761. 35:40- I spent a lot of time with Ed
  762. 35:42trying to get the word out
  763. 35:44to newspapers and to...
  764. 35:47the news stations.
  765. 35:48One of the things that I thought I could do
  766. 35:50was get her photos out there, get it on the internet,
  767. 35:53get it to the news stations,
  768. 35:55but they would not allow us to release
  769. 35:57anything for three hours.
  770. 35:59Three hours, sixty-five percent of the people
  771. 36:01are killed in a situation like that.
  772. 36:03- The latest on a developing story
  773. 36:05and it involves every parent's worst nightmare.
  774. 36:07Authorities in Salt Lake City, Utah
  775. 36:10say 14-year-old Elizabeth Smart
  776. 36:12was taken from her bedroom
  777. 36:14in the middle of the night.
  778. 36:15- Elizabeth, if you're out there,
  779. 36:18we're doing everything we possibly can to help you.
  780. 36:22We love you.
  781. 36:23We want you to come home safely to us.
  782. 36:27- We had every major
  783. 36:30newscaster morning show that you can think of
  784. 36:33doing live feeds and stuff like that.
  785. 36:35And it was important to get Ed and Lois out there.
  786. 36:38And we did get them out there that first morning.
  787. 36:41- We just can't even fathom
  788. 36:44who it is or why they took her.
  789. 36:47- It's painful if you see any of it
  790. 36:49how devastated they were.
  791. 36:50- We can't believe that it's really happened.
  792. 36:55- We know exactly what areas to cover.
  793. 36:56- We go straight right here
  794. 36:58and then go left on the main road.
  795. 37:00- So anybody who has a car,
  796. 37:02raise your hand.
  797. 37:03- There's a hospital near our home,
  798. 37:05it's called the Shriners Hospital
  799. 37:07and that's kind of where the search headquarters were.
  800. 37:09- That next morning,
  801. 37:10we got there about 6:00 or 6:30
  802. 37:12and there were people that were already showing up.
  803. 37:15- Location of Smart.
  804. 37:17- The line just kept growing bigger and bigger and bigger.
  805. 37:19By the end of that day,
  806. 37:21there was, uh, over 2,000 or so
  807. 37:23that had come to do the search.
  808. 37:25- Put that down right there.
  809. 37:27- Family members would walk out of the doors
  810. 37:30of the search center
  811. 37:32and just see the waves
  812. 37:34of volunteers who come.
  813. 37:37And it wasn't one type of volunteer.
  814. 37:39There was a biker,
  815. 37:41a housewife, a businessman,
  816. 37:43students.
  817. 37:45- Some of the kids from the neighborhood came down
  818. 37:48and wanted to give us this, uh, this poster
  819. 37:51that, uh, a bunch of the neighborhood kids had signed.
  820. 37:54It was so overwhelming at times
  821. 37:56that we'd have to turn around and walk back
  822. 37:59into the search center and try to gain composure
  823. 38:02of how overcome we were by--
  824. 38:06by the efforts of the volunteers.
  825. 38:10[dramatic music]
  826. 38:13♪
  827. 38:18- That first day, um,
  828. 38:22I-I remember crying so much
  829. 38:25and Barzee is looking at me and being like,
  830. 38:27"Oh, you should be happy. It's your wedding day."
  831. 38:30She's like, "But if you're gonna--
  832. 38:32if you're gonna cry then take today to cry
  833. 38:35because you can't cry anymore after."
  834. 38:40That didn't really happen though.
  835. 38:42I cried for a long time afterwards.
  836. 38:46Even though I had been raped,
  837. 38:47I was still very protective over my body.
  838. 38:50And I remember just begging him to leave me alone
  839. 38:54and to not touch me ever again.
  840. 38:56And he--and he'd say things like,
  841. 38:57"Well, we're man and wife.
  842. 38:59That's what man and wife do. They have sex.
  843. 39:01And it's important that you engage
  844. 39:03in all parts of a relationship
  845. 39:06between man and wife."
  846. 39:07And I remember just begging and begging and telling him,
  847. 39:10just, I'd do whatever he wanted
  848. 39:12just not that.
  849. 39:14He went ahead and raped me yet again.
  850. 39:18And there was just nothing I could do about it.
  851. 39:21I mean, I couldn't run away.
  852. 39:22I couldn't fight him off.
  853. 39:23I already tried.
  854. 39:25He was bigger, he was stronger.
  855. 39:28There's just nothing that I could do
  856. 39:30until it was done.
  857. 39:33He was the master,
  858. 39:35I was the slave.
  859. 39:37That was the real lesson of the day.
  860. 39:39[dramatic music]
  861. 39:52- So far, some 39 hours
  862. 39:53after the disappearance and kidnapping
  863. 39:55of 14-year-old Elizabeth Smart...
  864. 39:57- I absolutely know that
  865. 40:00Elizabeth is still alive.
  866. 40:01- I think that what is really important tonight
  867. 40:04is the candlelight vigil, the prayer vigil.
  868. 40:08- I mean that first week,
  869. 40:09I felt like I didn't sleep at all.
  870. 40:12And you just--
  871. 40:16you just can't turn yourself off.
  872. 40:19It's just impossible
  873. 40:20because you just keep on thinking,
  874. 40:24"What can I do? What should I be doing?
  875. 40:26What's going to bring her home?"
  876. 40:27And that just does not stop
  877. 40:29along with worrying about,
  878. 40:31you know, what she's going through.
  879. 40:34You know, is anyone caring for--
  880. 40:38I mean, it's just-- it's horrific.
  881. 40:42- We had to kind of decide between us
  882. 40:46that one of us would--
  883. 40:47would be there for the family and the children
  884. 40:50and try to do the day-to-day, um, living
  885. 40:54that had to be done
  886. 40:55and then one of us would go
  887. 40:57and do the press conferences
  888. 40:59and meet with the media
  889. 41:01because we knew that it was very, very important
  890. 41:04to keep her face out in the public's eye.
  891. 41:07It finally caught up with him
  892. 41:09and, you know, he just had a breakdown.
  893. 41:16- It was about three days.
  894. 41:19Just one night, I just, um,
  895. 41:22couldn't get control of myself.
  896. 41:25And I was crying and shaking.
  897. 41:28And my dad came over and said,
  898. 41:30"Ed, if you just can't do this,
  899. 41:32I'm gonna take and commit you."
  900. 41:34And so he did.
  901. 41:36He put me in the hospital and, you know,
  902. 41:38I think they tried to sedate me there.
  903. 41:40And all night long, I was,
  904. 41:44you know, the basket case.
  905. 41:50- I didn't even know it happened.
  906. 41:51I was meeting in the morning with the--
  907. 41:54with the morning shows saying that
  908. 41:55Edward would be out soon
  909. 41:57and then I went up to Ed's house
  910. 41:58and they said, "No, Ed's in the hospital.
  911. 42:00He was taken to the hospital in the middle of the night."
  912. 42:02- I wanna ask you about Elizabeth's father
  913. 42:03because I understand he collapsed.
  914. 42:05- Edward literally hasn't had any sleep for three days.
  915. 42:08He wanted to be here very badly.
  916. 42:10- Couldn't sleep, couldn't think,
  917. 42:12couldn't do anything.
  918. 42:14The following morning, I, uh,
  919. 42:18uh, my bishop came over,
  920. 42:20he and my dad gave me a blessing.
  921. 42:22And in there was this reassurance that
  922. 42:26I needed to go home
  923. 42:27and be--be there.
  924. 42:30I needed to be the father
  925. 42:32and I needed to do the things
  926. 42:35that, um, are expected of me.
  927. 42:39And, um, and I got up and I went home.
  928. 42:48- It was probably the third day
  929. 42:51that I--that I was held captive.
  930. 42:57We were sitting and...
  931. 43:00he was talking and talking
  932. 43:02and talking as usual.
  933. 43:03And he stopped talking for a minute and all of a sudden,
  934. 43:07I remember hearing my name...
  935. 43:09being yelled.
  936. 43:12I felt like I recognized the voice.
  937. 43:14I felt like there's a familiar voice.
  938. 43:16I felt it was like the voice of my Uncle Dave.
  939. 43:18Um, I mean, it just sounded like someone I know.
  940. 43:21And maybe it wasn't but--
  941. 43:25but I felt like it was.
  942. 43:27And then I heard my name being called again.
  943. 43:31And I remember being so excited thinking,
  944. 43:33"They're gonna find me, they're gonna find me.
  945. 43:34That it's gonna be okay."
  946. 43:37When he said that he'd kill me
  947. 43:38and he'd kill anyone who came into the camp
  948. 43:41I mean, I knew I wasn't gonna scream out.
  949. 43:46But I couldn't stop hoping and then--
  950. 43:49and then I didn't hear the voice again.
  951. 43:51And I didn't hear a voice ever again after that.
  952. 43:55And that was pretty disheartening for me
  953. 43:58because they were so close.
  954. 44:01I mean, I could hear them.
  955. 44:03And then I never heard them again.
  956. 44:09- I remember going in early Saturday morning
  957. 44:12to see how Ed and Lois were doing.
  958. 44:14And when I came in,
  959. 44:15there was a law enforcement officer
  960. 44:17at the bottom of the stairs
  961. 44:19and they asked if Ed and Lois were up.
  962. 44:20And I said yeah.
  963. 44:21I remember seeing Lois
  964. 44:23was staring out, uh, their bedroom window
  965. 44:27looking out over the city and...
  966. 44:33you could see
  967. 44:36the anguish on her face
  968. 44:38just kind of a blank stare out in the city
  969. 44:41and she asked--asked me if, you know,
  970. 44:44"Where is she?
  971. 44:46What, uh, what's being done to find her?"
  972. 44:49And I told her that she had to come to the search center
  973. 44:52and see this huge effort that would--
  974. 44:55it would help give her hope.
  975. 44:57- We appreciate so much what you've done.
  976. 44:58It's so overwhelming to see.
  977. 45:02They told me that people were here
  978. 45:04but this is overwhelming.
  979. 45:06Thank you. I feel your love.
  980. 45:08I appreciate it.
  981. 45:09I know we're gonna find her.
  982. 45:10Thank you.
  983. 45:12- We had over what, 10,000 people that
  984. 45:15came out and helped in searches.
  985. 45:17And I felt the reason they did that
  986. 45:19was because they looked at Elizabeth
  987. 45:20as being their daughter.
  988. 45:22You know, "This could've been my daughter."
  989. 45:24- And they would hug me and, you know,
  990. 45:26try to console me by saying,
  991. 45:28"Oh, we'll--we'll get her. We'll find her.
  992. 45:29You know, she's not far."
  993. 45:33And that brought somewhat peace to me
  994. 45:36knowing that I wasn't the only one
  995. 45:38that wanted her back
  996. 45:39or I wasn't the only one
  997. 45:41that was looking for her.
  998. 45:43- I don't know anything but...
  999. 45:45- I love you. - I love you too.
  1000. 45:47- At a point, she became everybody's girl.
  1001. 45:57- Further down to where
  1002. 45:59Dry Canyon leads to Shoreline Trail.
  1003. 46:01- When you think of bloodhounds
  1004. 46:03and helicopters and search person,
  1005. 46:06you just think,
  1006. 46:07"Well, surely someone would find you."
  1007. 46:09I mean, we had walked the whole way,
  1008. 46:11surely a dog would be able to just
  1009. 46:13follow our scent right into our camp.
  1010. 46:15And I remember helicopters being right over where--
  1011. 46:18where our camp was hidden.
  1012. 46:25And the helicopter felt like it was right above us
  1013. 46:27and the trees we're blowing down
  1014. 46:28and the tarp was shaking,
  1015. 46:30and the tent was being blown down.
  1016. 46:37I just kept waiting for guys
  1017. 46:39to jump out of the helicopter and rappel,
  1018. 46:40be in their full body gear
  1019. 46:42and come and rescue me,
  1020. 46:43yet that never happened.
  1021. 46:47When I no longer heard
  1022. 46:49the helicopters flying overhead,
  1023. 46:52it was disheartening
  1024. 46:54because it made me feel like
  1025. 46:56maybe people had given up,
  1026. 46:57maybe they weren't looking for me anymore,
  1027. 47:01that I had just become old news,
  1028. 47:03and nobody cared anymore.
  1029. 47:11- Okay. Next, we turn to the latest
  1030. 47:13on the Elizabeth Smart Kidnapping.
  1031. 47:15Police confirming they have taken
  1032. 47:1612 computers from the family.
  1033. 47:18- We hope they do their job and--
  1034. 47:20and if that means we come under scrutiny then--
  1035. 47:23then so be it.
  1036. 47:24- Police eye relatives in probe.
  1037. 47:27- All of a sudden,
  1038. 47:29there's a story in the Salt Lake Tribune
  1039. 47:31that it looks like it's an inside deal.
  1040. 47:34- It looks as though the screen was cut
  1041. 47:35from the inside.
  1042. 47:37- And it also said that there had been a family member
  1043. 47:40who had not passed his polygraph.
  1044. 47:42- That's according to police sources
  1045. 47:44quoted by The Tribune.
  1046. 47:45- You have to have sleep or you can't function
  1047. 47:47and you'll just break down.
  1048. 47:48Maybe one brother doesn't like another brother,
  1049. 47:51you--don't get me wrong in that.
  1050. 47:53This family is... - We love each other.
  1051. 47:55- We love each other... - We love each other.
  1052. 47:56- ...more than any brothers possibly could.
  1053. 47:58In my case, I went for five days without sleep
  1054. 48:00and then I was polygraphed
  1055. 48:02and there's no way you're gonna get anything
  1056. 48:04other than inconclusive after five days of no sleep
  1057. 48:06when you're hearing things. I can guarantee it.
  1058. 48:09- I've had many innocent people
  1059. 48:11fail polygraphs.
  1060. 48:13And especially in cases that involves
  1061. 48:16kidnappings or child homicides.
  1062. 48:20There's an awful lot of innocent family members
  1063. 48:23that show up guilty on a polygraph
  1064. 48:25because they feel guilty,
  1065. 48:27they think that there's something
  1066. 48:28they should've done better
  1067. 48:30that would've protected their child,
  1068. 48:31then their child wouldn't be missing
  1069. 48:33or their child wouldn't be dead.
  1070. 48:34- It lasted seven hours and...
  1071. 48:39I was inconclusive.
  1072. 48:40- It was like getting gutted basically.
  1073. 48:44- All of the family
  1074. 48:46and the extended family, we would looked at them.
  1075. 48:48We'd looked at their credit card, their travel--
  1076. 48:50and we'd looked at computer hard drives
  1077. 48:52and we'd found nothing to implicate
  1078. 48:54those family members.
  1079. 48:55Although there were still elements
  1080. 48:57who kind of still thought it was gonna come back to that.
  1081. 49:01In that particular case,
  1082. 49:02the way that that was leaked,
  1083. 49:04what we had was had some people
  1084. 49:05that were trying to, um,
  1085. 49:08probably push forward their theory in the investigation.
  1086. 49:12- The family's disappointed by today's
  1087. 49:13Salt Lake Tribune article
  1088. 49:15which is highly speculative
  1089. 49:17and implies it's unusual to investigate
  1090. 49:19the family in this type of case.
  1091. 49:21Investigating the family is common practice.
  1092. 49:24- Things just turned on the family really bad at that time.
  1093. 49:28- One of the reasons he targeted me
  1094. 49:30was because I was LDS,
  1095. 49:32was because I was Mormon
  1096. 49:34and he knew what the Mormon beliefs were
  1097. 49:37and so he knew how I would feel about them
  1098. 49:39and so...
  1099. 49:42he would introduce some new punishment or torture
  1100. 49:46because of what I believed in.
  1101. 49:52The first time he ever brought alcohol
  1102. 49:54back to the camp,
  1103. 49:56I abstained for religious reasons
  1104. 50:00but he'd say, you know,
  1105. 50:01Christ sunk below all things,
  1106. 50:03you know, he was out among the sinners,
  1107. 50:05he was blessing them,
  1108. 50:06do you think you're better than he is?
  1109. 50:09I kept refusing and kept refusing
  1110. 50:11and he said well, I'm not gonna let you sleep either.
  1111. 50:13I'm not gonna let you have water,
  1112. 50:14you can't have any of this food
  1113. 50:15until you drink this wine.
  1114. 50:17And I just had this tiny little sip
  1115. 50:19and he said no, you have to drink the whole cup.
  1116. 50:24But then he poured another cup and he said
  1117. 50:26okay, now you have to drink this one as well.
  1118. 50:29And so that's what he'd do, he'd have me drink
  1119. 50:31and then he'd rape me.
  1120. 50:33I was there for him
  1121. 50:35to do whatever he wanted to do.
  1122. 50:38- Joining us this morning from Salt Lake City,
  1123. 50:40Elizabeth Smart's father, Edward Smart
  1124. 50:42and her uncle, David Frank.
  1125. 50:44Do you have anything new, anything hopeful?
  1126. 50:46- I'm unaware of any new,
  1127. 50:47you know, really conclusive leads.
  1128. 50:52- One of our first priorities
  1129. 50:54was getting a list of all the people
  1130. 50:56that, um, worked at the Smart residence.
  1131. 51:00- We had somewhere in the neighborhood
  1132. 51:01of 60 contractors
  1133. 51:03who had worked on that Christiana House.
  1134. 51:06- Richard Ricci, um, was one of the people
  1135. 51:07that was given to us on the list
  1136. 51:09as having worked around the house.
  1137. 51:10- He was a handyman in the house,
  1138. 51:12uh, he was familiar with the kids in the house.
  1139. 51:15- He had a long history of drug abuse.
  1140. 51:17I mean, Richard was a career con.
  1141. 51:20I think he had probably spent more of his adult life
  1142. 51:22in jail than out of jail.
  1143. 51:24- Ricci behind bars of the Salt Lake County Jail
  1144. 51:26on a parole violation...
  1145. 51:28- We did feel like he must've had something to do with it
  1146. 51:31because it was not beneath him
  1147. 51:33to steal from us.
  1148. 51:34- I mean, stolen jewelry
  1149. 51:36and different artifacts from,
  1150. 51:37you know, my parents' home.
  1151. 51:38- He did this late at night
  1152. 51:41coming around the bed,
  1153. 51:42the whole MO,
  1154. 51:43it looked very, very compelling.
  1155. 51:46- First, I was shocked he was out of prison
  1156. 51:49but then I was shocked that he was actually
  1157. 51:51working in this house.
  1158. 51:52He shot at a cop during a pharmacy burglary,
  1159. 51:55he's a dangerous, bad guy
  1160. 51:58and that's sort of how he came into play
  1161. 52:00so prominently.
  1162. 52:12- In the first weeks
  1163. 52:14of my enslavement,
  1164. 52:16my captivity,
  1165. 52:17there wasn't anything for me to do
  1166. 52:18except having to sit there
  1167. 52:20and listen to Mitchell
  1168. 52:22talk nonstop
  1169. 52:25about how he was gonna go out
  1170. 52:27and kidnap seven young girls
  1171. 52:29and we'd all be his wives
  1172. 52:31and would all come to accept him and love him
  1173. 52:34and I just would remember thinking,
  1174. 52:36"What the hell are you thinking?"
  1175. 52:43There's no way I'll ever think that way about you.
  1176. 52:49Do you--do you have any idea
  1177. 52:51how much you've taken from me?
  1178. 52:53Do you have any idea
  1179. 52:55what you've done to me?
  1180. 53:02- Tonight is exactly four weeks
  1181. 53:04since an unknown gunman entered the bedroom
  1182. 53:07of 14-year-old Elizabeth Smart
  1183. 53:09and stole her into the night.
  1184. 53:11Police and FBI agents hauled off two full bags
  1185. 53:14from the home of former Smart family handyman,
  1186. 53:17Richard Ricci.
  1187. 53:20- There was a lot of work that was done on Richard Ricci,
  1188. 53:23including finally having him take a polygraph,
  1189. 53:26which he passed.
  1190. 53:27- So his wife Angela had said that, uh,
  1191. 53:29he was at home sleeping all night next to her.
  1192. 53:32- I love my husband, I believe in him.
  1193. 53:34- Ricci had an alibi and he passed the polygraph,
  1194. 53:36that was good enough for me,
  1195. 53:38plus more importantly,
  1196. 53:40there wasn't any evidence he did it.
  1197. 53:43- One of the problems is Richard started lying
  1198. 53:45about a lot of things that were easily caught
  1199. 53:48and the more lies that he did,
  1200. 53:50then the more people started
  1201. 53:52to jump to that conclusion
  1202. 53:53well, he must be hiding something.
  1203. 53:55- I'm representing Mr. Ricci
  1204. 53:56here this morning, [indistinct]
  1205. 53:58- I mean, I remember sitting in the courtroom
  1206. 54:01as Ricci was brought in
  1207. 54:03trying to think,
  1208. 54:05"Could you really have taken her?"
  1209. 54:07- Richard Ricci... - We were watching the news.
  1210. 54:10A flash came up on the scene
  1211. 54:12about Richard Ricci.
  1212. 54:14- I was in my parents' room when I saw it
  1213. 54:16and I said that I didn't think it was him,
  1214. 54:18that it's not Richard Ricci.
  1215. 54:20- Mary Catherine pointed to him and said
  1216. 54:24it wasn't Richard Ricci.
  1217. 54:27- His wife says Ricci was at home in bed
  1218. 54:29the night of Elizabeth Smart's abduction.
  1219. 54:32- You know, that's the best I can do there,
  1220. 54:34he was in bed with me.
  1221. 54:38- From the beginning, my captors told me
  1222. 54:42that I wasn't gonna be allowed to speak
  1223. 54:44about my family, my parents, my siblings,
  1224. 54:47my life prior to the moment
  1225. 54:50that he kidnapped me.
  1226. 54:52He spoke about where his mother lived,
  1227. 54:56as he spoke about that area
  1228. 54:58I recognized and realized that that's where my cousin lived
  1229. 55:01and I naively said,
  1230. 55:04"Oh, my cousin,
  1231. 55:06my--like, my best friend,
  1232. 55:07she just lives like a block away from your mom."
  1233. 55:11And, like, this was the first time
  1234. 55:13that Mitchell didn't get mad at me
  1235. 55:15about speaking about my family.
  1236. 55:17A couple days later,
  1237. 55:20he comes and he's like
  1238. 55:21oh, I received revelation
  1239. 55:23and you're not gonna like it.
  1240. 55:25The Lord has commanded me to go forth
  1241. 55:28and plunder your cousin Olivia
  1242. 55:31to be wife number two.
  1243. 55:33And...
  1244. 55:36I just--I felt like I'd betrayed my family
  1245. 55:40and I remember the day came
  1246. 55:43and as he got ready,
  1247. 55:45he pulled out the knife that he had kidnapped me with
  1248. 55:48and he held it up to me and he said,
  1249. 55:50"Do you recognize this?"
  1250. 55:53And then he left.
  1251. 55:54[dramatic music]
  1252. 56:04- That night, I woke up
  1253. 56:07to the lights on,
  1254. 56:09lots of commotion and chaos
  1255. 56:11and just with my--
  1256. 56:14with hearing my dad on the phone
  1257. 56:15with the police and hearing him say the words
  1258. 56:19someone just tried to break into our house
  1259. 56:21and we're related to Elizabeth Smart.
  1260. 56:26And then kind of hearing the story from my parents
  1261. 56:30about him cutting the window screen,
  1262. 56:33trying to get in and...
  1263. 56:35luckily we had picture frames across our window sill.
  1264. 56:39As he pushed in, it knocked the picture frames off
  1265. 56:43and that noise woke up my sister
  1266. 56:47who was actually in the bedroom at that time
  1267. 56:50and scared him away.
  1268. 56:52That was my bedroom too but...
  1269. 56:54ever since Elizabeth had been taken,
  1270. 56:58we all slept in my parents' room on the floor
  1271. 57:00and I think that was one of the first few nights
  1272. 57:03that my sister decided to go back to the room.
  1273. 57:06- The way I found out about the break-in
  1274. 57:09was very disturbing. I mean, I heard it from
  1275. 57:12um, Olivia's father, Steve Wright,
  1276. 57:15and he said they were trying to come in
  1277. 57:18through the back window,
  1278. 57:19there was a chair up against the wall,
  1279. 57:22you know, the exact MO.
  1280. 57:25I immediately called my friends
  1281. 57:27at the Salt Lake Police Department.
  1282. 57:29Did any of them know about it? No.
  1283. 57:32They, uh, came and took a look at it
  1284. 57:35and, you know, they kind of brushed it off
  1285. 57:36as being a potential copycat.
  1286. 57:38- It just couldn't have been coincidence
  1287. 57:40that it was someone else.
  1288. 57:41It had to have been him.
  1289. 57:43- It was kind of...
  1290. 57:46shoved off and dismissed.
  1291. 57:48- No eyewitnesses, no fingerprints,
  1292. 57:51no DNA left at the scene,
  1293. 57:53there was just no information to follow up on.
  1294. 57:55- I believed it was either a sick joke
  1295. 57:58or it was the same guy.
  1296. 57:59- It was obvious that it wasn't Ricci
  1297. 58:01because Ricci was in custody.
  1298. 58:03- So what do you know about the kidnapping?
  1299. 58:05- I don't. - Charles,
  1300. 58:07Elizabeth's older brother, said...
  1301. 58:09I think Elizabeth might be alive.
  1302. 58:11If somebody's breaking into the Wright's house,
  1303. 58:13maybe she's alive.
  1304. 58:15- To a lot of us,
  1305. 58:17we looked at that as
  1306. 58:19Elizabeth is still alive,
  1307. 58:20it gave us hope.
  1308. 58:23It made us want to even
  1309. 58:25search harder to try to find her.
  1310. 58:37- I spent more than six weeks
  1311. 58:40tethered to the trees,
  1312. 58:44six weeks having a steel cable
  1313. 58:46wrapped around my ankle,
  1314. 58:49six weeks of never moving
  1315. 58:52more than a few feet
  1316. 58:54beyond the center of the camp.
  1317. 59:03Mitchell and Barzee had had a huge fight.
  1318. 59:06She was mad that we'd been left alone,
  1319. 59:09that he was able to eat and drink
  1320. 59:12and then we were left up there with nothing.
  1321. 59:14She just said that she wasn't
  1322. 59:16gonna stay up in camp any longer.
  1323. 59:19He wasn't gonna leave me at camp
  1324. 59:21even though there would have been
  1325. 59:23no way for me to get through a metal cable.
  1326. 59:25He's like well, you're gonna have to wear a veil
  1327. 59:27and you can't speak
  1328. 59:29and if you say anything,
  1329. 59:30if you do anything,
  1330. 59:33I'll kill you,
  1331. 59:34I'll kill your family.
  1332. 59:36As we were headed down,
  1333. 59:38I was actually really surprised
  1334. 59:40at how far away we actually were from Salt Lake,
  1335. 59:43how far of a hike it really was.
  1336. 59:46People that passed us,
  1337. 59:48they looked away really quick.
  1338. 59:49They just pretended like they didn't see us
  1339. 59:52and I remember thinking,
  1340. 59:53"Why aren't you looking at me?"
  1341. 59:57We started making regular trips
  1342. 59:59down to Salt Lake
  1343. 1:00:01even though...
  1344. 1:00:03the places we went to
  1345. 1:00:05were places I'd driven by
  1346. 1:00:08or gone inside before,
  1347. 1:00:10it still didn't feel like it was my world.
  1348. 1:00:14One of the grocery stores that we went into,
  1349. 1:00:16the cashier,
  1350. 1:00:18he's like oh, there's a big party tonight
  1351. 1:00:20and I remember we headed over to this party
  1352. 1:00:24and I'd never been
  1353. 1:00:26to a party like this before.
  1354. 1:00:30- You just don't figure that somebody
  1355. 1:00:33who's been kidnapped
  1356. 1:00:35is going to come in to the house
  1357. 1:00:38and have a drink with you.
  1358. 1:00:41- It was a China Blue Party too,
  1359. 1:00:42this is an alternate scene.
  1360. 1:00:44Uh, we were, uh...
  1361. 1:00:46quite the, uh, active, uh,
  1362. 1:00:49performance art collective here.
  1363. 1:00:52- Salt Lake's a funny place,
  1364. 1:00:54you're either Mormon or you're not.
  1365. 1:00:57And so the counterculture
  1366. 1:00:59is very strong,
  1367. 1:01:01really strong here.
  1368. 1:01:03That particular party had
  1369. 1:01:05a lot of different elements,
  1370. 1:01:08college kids, punk scene,
  1371. 1:01:09and then the usual riffraff.
  1372. 1:01:11And fire dancers in the backyard.
  1373. 1:01:17- We are in the backyard watching the fire spinners
  1374. 1:01:20and these three people walked in through the back.
  1375. 1:01:23- I remember just being there
  1376. 1:01:25with Mitchell and Barzee
  1377. 1:01:28and being just as scared
  1378. 1:01:30of the people that I was surrounded by
  1379. 1:01:32as I was of my captors.
  1380. 1:01:35- And the man was really aggressive
  1381. 1:01:37right from the beginning.
  1382. 1:01:38He immediately was someone
  1383. 1:01:40who drew all the attention to him and--
  1384. 1:01:43and had to be managed.
  1385. 1:01:44- He bummed a beer
  1386. 1:01:46and I turned him onto my, uh, bootleg,
  1387. 1:01:49homemade absinthe.
  1388. 1:01:51- He carried the glass jar around
  1389. 1:01:53and he kept taking big drinks of it
  1390. 1:01:56and he eventually--
  1391. 1:01:58someone else was like hey, you're drinking it all,
  1392. 1:02:00so they took it away from him.
  1393. 1:02:02- He was trying to get more and more agitated
  1394. 1:02:04while being more and more obnoxious.
  1395. 1:02:07I said get the prophet the hell out of the house
  1396. 1:02:10because the punks were on his ass.
  1397. 1:02:12- This other woman just came up
  1398. 1:02:14and grabbed him and said
  1399. 1:02:15you need to leave, right now.
  1400. 1:02:17- Elizabeth didn't say anything,
  1401. 1:02:20she was just quiet.
  1402. 1:02:23I do recall telling her specifically
  1403. 1:02:26to ditch David.
  1404. 1:02:28I'm like this guy's an ass,
  1405. 1:02:30get away, he--he is--
  1406. 1:02:33he's trouble.
  1407. 1:02:35Elizabeth just seemed scared and lost.
  1408. 1:02:40I felt bad for her
  1409. 1:02:42but I didn't feel it was my position to, uh,
  1410. 1:02:47to do anything
  1411. 1:02:48but advise her to leave.
  1412. 1:02:51I would apologize to her if I saw her,
  1413. 1:02:55that I--that I didn't recognize
  1414. 1:02:57the pain she was in,
  1415. 1:02:59that I didn't...
  1416. 1:03:03take action,
  1417. 1:03:05the whole thing was really sad.
  1418. 1:03:13Sorry.
  1419. 1:03:15It's just--
  1420. 1:03:20I have a daughter,
  1421. 1:03:23I have family, I have friends,
  1422. 1:03:26I can't believe this kind of stuff happens. I...
  1423. 1:03:33- I started to wonder,
  1424. 1:03:35will I ever be rescued?
  1425. 1:03:39Maybe I don't.
  1426. 1:03:42And maybe I die.
  1427. 1:03:46[dramatic music]
  1428. 1:03:49- We were sitting at a table in the library
  1429. 1:03:52when the homicide detective approached us.
  1430. 1:03:56I mean, here's a detective like
  1431. 1:03:58feet away from me,
  1432. 1:03:59he's just right there,
  1433. 1:04:01this is it, I'm gonna be rescued.
  1434. 1:04:03- I remember hearing
  1435. 1:04:05they think they found a body
  1436. 1:04:07or they think they found the place
  1437. 1:04:08where she was decapitated.
  1438. 1:04:11- I'm just thinking after everything that's happened,
  1439. 1:04:14I'm gonna die of starvation,
  1440. 1:04:16I'm gonna die of thirst.
  1441. 1:04:19- I will never forget my older brother Tom
  1442. 1:04:21coming to me and saying Ed, you know, she might--
  1443. 1:04:24she might still be alive
  1444. 1:04:25and I said yeah.
  1445. 1:04:27I-I think so.

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