John Wayne Gacy's 1992 interview with Robert Ressler — Transcript
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- 0:00my question would be to you right off
- 0:02the bat is why
- 0:03after so many years of silence never
- 0:05having a media interview and people have
- 0:07said that you have given them interviews
- 0:09in your well that's hogwash yeah that's
- 0:11strictly hogwash so we're constantly
- 0:13told that it that i i've misquoted
- 0:16constantly saying that i said this and i
- 0:17said that that's not happening so it's
- 0:19pretty well established in this this is
- 0:21the first time you're speaking publicly
- 0:22about your case
- 0:24right yeah i've always felt that my
- 0:26attorneys were handling it and and they
- 0:28said to keep a low profile and stay away
- 0:30from it and
- 0:31uh
- 0:33in light of all that has been used
- 0:35against me in the media they've they've
- 0:37created this fantasy monster image and
- 0:39it's been going on for the last 12 years
- 0:41and i've ever
- 0:42had no comment and i had no uh need to
- 0:45talk to the media for the simple reason
- 0:47that they were looking for
- 0:48sensationalism and they were looking for
- 0:49the monster when you say fantasy monster
- 0:51image what are you referring to by that
- 0:54well the idea that that i'm i'm a
- 0:56homosexual thrill killer and all that
- 0:58that garbage and
- 1:00they painted this image of me that
- 1:03like i strolled down the streets and
- 1:06stalked young boys and slaughtered them
- 1:09hell if you could see my schedule my
- 1:10work schedule you know damn well that i
- 1:12was never out there well you you were
- 1:14now you were indicted convicted and
- 1:17sentenced on 33 counts of of of uh
- 1:19homicide is that correct that's correct
- 1:23yeah i was going to ask you in so far as
- 1:24sound goes if i'm down with my head does
- 1:27that hurt your sound quality no it's
- 1:29okay just don't try not to move around
- 1:31too much
- 1:33if you're breaking the sun give him a
- 1:34cue
- 1:36i ain't going to break into any song
- 1:38we'll go into the lead-in as to as you
- 1:40know you were at
- 1:421978. yeah you were present yeah
- 1:45okay that's that's where i'd like to
- 1:46start and i'd like to kind of what do
- 1:47you got here let's see your list i just
- 1:49like to go through the generalities
- 1:51maybe talk about the background of the
- 1:52thing the the uh the original case
- 1:56uh
- 1:58bleeping of the language i will watch
- 2:00the language yeah he's gonna try
- 2:02john does tend to slip into uh well i
- 2:05call it as i see it some people can't
- 2:07understand that
- 2:08all right so whenever the hell they're
- 2:10ready
- 2:11now give me kind of just an overview of
- 2:13the business that you eventually
- 2:14established the the construction work is
- 2:16this self-talk then the construction and
- 2:18yeah maintenance work i started doing
- 2:21painting and then i started doing
- 2:22wallpapering
- 2:23and decorating and inside of three years
- 2:26uh pdm which is painting decorating and
- 2:29maintenance was doing a million dollars
- 2:31a year and that was and i only had four
- 2:33employees and that was the business you
- 2:35were in at the time of the arrests
- 2:37that's correct
- 2:38pdm in 1974
- 2:40became a corporation
- 2:42and then i owned pdm contractors
- 2:44corporation i owned pdm plumbing pdm
- 2:47concrete and pdm decorating and then i
- 2:50branched off with another partner into
- 2:52rafco construction
- 2:54and from there
- 2:56we were doing strictly drugstores
- 2:59john now they did not search the house
- 3:00at that time or look through the house
- 3:02no
- 3:03according according uh afterwards
- 3:06they're claiming that they came to the
- 3:08front door of the house and knocked on
- 3:09the door and that i hid from them
- 3:11why didn't you let them in at that time
- 3:12when they were knocking at the front
- 3:13door
- 3:15there was no way i could have heard them
- 3:16i was i was way in the back of the house
- 3:18in the rec room on the telephone when
- 3:21they walked finally walked around the
- 3:22side of the house i could look out the
- 3:24picture window see them there
- 3:26because i was on the phone and they
- 3:27could see me clearly too sitting on the
- 3:29couch on the telephone because i was
- 3:31talking to my sister in regards to a
- 3:32death in our family
- 3:34so i i told her that i would call her
- 3:37back
- 3:38got up went to the door and they and he
- 3:40introduced himself his cousin zach and
- 3:41paquel and they wanted to come in and
- 3:42talk to me about
- 3:45robert piste and i told him that i had
- 3:47not had any conversation with him but i
- 3:49said if you want to talk to me
- 3:51then come back there
- 3:53we just they wanted me to come down to
- 3:55the police station
- 3:56okay well i didn't have time because i
- 3:58was doing work for the county and and
- 4:00stuff like that i went into the police
- 4:02station finally on the next day after
- 4:03this was at their cousins that i can
- 4:05raquel were at the house they had asked
- 4:07me to come in and
- 4:09give me an account of my whereabouts the
- 4:11thing of it is is that uh
- 4:14uh and that same day
- 4:17they held me there at for nine hours and
- 4:19while holding me there for nine hours
- 4:20they executed a search warrant the first
- 4:22search warrant was executed on december
- 4:2413th
- 4:26that is the search warrant where they
- 4:27claimed they went through the house
- 4:29looking for robert peace it was written
- 4:30up to be looking for robert peace and
- 4:32robert beast wasn't there uh the police
- 4:34had uh
- 4:36focused in on you as being the suspect
- 4:37and the missing boy and eventually
- 4:39uh well they were following me around
- 4:41fouling you yeah constantly and on
- 4:43december 13th
- 4:45i had made a statement to the police
- 4:47department and from that date forward
- 4:51they were had me under surveillance the
- 4:54only trouble is is that the mickey mouse
- 4:56way they were doing it they had two cars
- 4:58following me day and night
- 5:00and they had trouble keeping up with me
- 5:02so i used to go out to the car in the
- 5:03morning and tell them where i was going
- 5:05so in case i got lost
- 5:07because at the time i was doing five
- 5:09construction jobs
- 5:11in five parts of the city
- 5:14so in essence i was all over the place
- 5:17but this was like keystone cops trying
- 5:19to follow me around there's that one
- 5:21photograph of you and rosalind yeah mrs
- 5:23rosalyn carter well the the secret
- 5:24service tries to cover it up and said
- 5:26well
- 5:26we don't know how he got into the
- 5:28picture hell i was in charge of the
- 5:30reception
- 5:31i had to stand at the door and let them
- 5:32know which politicians were allowed in
- 5:34and which ones weren't the thing of it
- 5:36is but the uh
- 5:37the secret service wanted to cover up
- 5:39and make it sound like that i had no
- 5:41business there i was cleared and i was
- 5:43with secret service at the time and
- 5:44setting up the parade route and
- 5:46everything because i used to set up the
- 5:47parades for the polish
- 5:49alliance
- 5:51and then for three years in a row i had
- 5:52to set up the parades to to run
- 5:56and you know that's a big feat getting
- 5:57uh 20 000 polish people to go in one
- 6:00direction at one time
- 6:02the subdivision where the summerdale
- 6:04house is located is built on a clay
- 6:07field and when it rained the rain would
- 6:09come down from both ends and would flood
- 6:11from from one house to the other the
- 6:13crawl space would fill up with water in
- 6:161976 i asked a landscaper i said what do
- 6:19you do for
- 6:21for that sour odor of clay he said
- 6:23spread white lime just regular masonry
- 6:26lime on the ground he said it'll sweeten
- 6:28up the clay and you won't have that odor
- 6:29it's sort of like what charcoal does in
- 6:31filtering things
- 6:32that's why the line was spread in the
- 6:35crawl space how much line was spread
- 6:36down there eventually uh
- 6:38[Music]
- 6:40i think seven or eight hundred pounds of
- 6:42it
- 6:43the first search warrant was executed on
- 6:45december 13th
- 6:47however what is strange is you had 20
- 6:50trained officers that came into that
- 6:52house
- 6:53supposedly went down in the crawl space
- 6:55crawled around there was no mounds of
- 6:56dirt there was no odor there was no
- 6:58nothing
- 6:59i never feared anybody going down the
- 7:01crawl space
- 7:02the clowning was relaxation for me i
- 7:04enjoyed entertaining kids
- 7:06like some people are
- 7:09you know they
- 7:10they unwind in different ways either
- 7:12either going out drinking or that i
- 7:14could put on clown makeup and i was
- 7:15relaxed
- 7:16and i enjoyed doing it i was uh
- 7:19twice it was only twice a month that i
- 7:21did it yeah this was not using for a
- 7:23lure to to draw kids to you as uh
- 7:25no we would visit uh different hospitals
- 7:29and entertain the children there and we
- 7:32didn't entertain them with handcuffs or
- 7:33anything like that all we used was uh
- 7:36balloon animals and small toys and stuff
- 7:38like that but we also did parades and in
- 7:40the summertime like a fourth of july i
- 7:42used to be in
- 7:43four parades in one day i've always told
- 7:46people when i got into clown makeup i
- 7:48regressed in the childhood it was fun
- 7:50being a clown because you could
- 7:52you could be yourself or just let
- 7:54yourself go and act a fool you could be
- 7:56slapstick and funny and have a good time
- 7:59that's why i always enjoyed clowning
- 8:01clowning has taken a bad name
- 8:05because of what they've used in my case
- 8:08on a historical note your iowa
- 8:10conviction goes back to what year was
- 8:11that
- 8:131968 68 and what was just in in a
- 8:16nutshell you know without getting in too
- 8:18deeply what was the uh the basis of the
- 8:20iowa conviction
- 8:22the basis it was a sodomy conviction
- 8:25it's the only thing i i ever was
- 8:26sentenced to was a sodomy conviction
- 8:28they're claiming that the state
- 8:30representative son
- 8:31who was on the other party uh he claims
- 8:35that he was sexually abused by me
- 8:38and in essence he was blackmailing me
- 8:39for it now what
- 8:41boiled down to was oral copulation
- 8:44and it was consensual
- 8:47i moved to waterloo iowa i was honored
- 8:49as man of the year because besides
- 8:52working full-time i also
- 8:54you know i was a chaplain for the jc's
- 8:56and also ran the membership campaign and
- 8:59of course we used pornography
- 9:01we had
- 9:02stag shows and that's how we increased
- 9:04the membership from 150 to 400
- 9:07400 members in the jc chapter we were
- 9:09dealing with porno films and we we had a
- 9:12girl set up in a room in that
- 9:15so it was you know the thing to do we
- 9:17were boosting membership from it so
- 9:20nobody said a word about it at the time
- 9:23uh this young individual
- 9:26made the charge at me he was
- 9:27blackmailing me he wanted more and more
- 9:28money he said look i gave you a blow job
- 9:30now you got to pay for this you gotta i
- 9:32said
- 9:33go go see your father he wasn't getting
- 9:35along with his father
- 9:37but they came down heavy i mean how
- 9:38about your dad john you had mentioned
- 9:40that uh you could never really uh please
- 9:42him that he had
- 9:44talked of you and i did not hate my i
- 9:46didn't hate my date either but he did
- 9:48have a hard upbringing with him did you
- 9:50not
- 9:51my my dad came from the old country
- 9:53uh limited education but he was a good
- 9:55provider and with strong will and strong
- 9:58views he was also an alcoholic sorry to
- 10:00say was he abusive the strikeout
- 10:02when he he drank he was almost like a
- 10:04different person
- 10:06my dad
- 10:07struck all of his children all the time
- 10:10yeah
- 10:11when you paroled out where did you set
- 10:13up establish your residency i was i was
- 10:16under the interstate compact i was
- 10:18paroled back to illinois
- 10:20and you went to springfield first did
- 10:22you not no no directly to chicago
- 10:25because i had a job
- 10:27working at bruno's restaurant that was
- 10:28the requirement of interstate compact
- 10:31transfer you have to have a job and a
- 10:33place to stay i moved in with my mother
- 10:36and the kind of many in my head my dad
- 10:37had just passed away
- 10:39so i
- 10:40i lived with my mother okay and worked
- 10:42at bruno's as a chef
- 10:45when i first got out on parole for the
- 10:46next two years i stayed with bruno's
- 10:48restaurant
- 10:49and i worked for them
- 10:51but on the on the side i used to work
- 10:53from i used to go in at four in the
- 10:55morning and get off at two o'clock in
- 10:56the afternoon and to me that was too
- 10:58short of a day not enough work
- 11:00so i started doing odd jobs painting
- 11:02and
- 11:04i found that
- 11:06on the weekends
- 11:08the afternoons and the weekends i was
- 11:09making more money than i was as a chef
- 11:13even though i was getting 12 something
- 11:14an hour
- 11:15i borrowed 600 from my mother and
- 11:18through odd jobs i left the chef
- 11:21business
- 11:23i i owned pdm contractors pdm was able
- 11:26to work
- 11:2752 weeks out of the year while most
- 11:29construction companies set shut down for
- 11:30the winter
- 11:32i never had time to shut down because i
- 11:33had them on the waiting list
- 11:35our business was growing at that rapid
- 11:37rate
- 11:38that summerdale house was rented to pdm
- 11:40contractors and like the living room was
- 11:42the front office the dining room of that
- 11:45house was like a board room because it
- 11:47was a
- 11:48an eight by uh
- 11:50ten foot table
- 11:52with big caps and shares because we use
- 11:54it as a board boardroom for meetings
- 11:56john the media has has called you a
- 11:58homosexual killer what is your position
- 12:00on homosexuality i have nothing against
- 12:03it
- 12:03i'm i'm an outspoken liberal i
- 12:07don't care for uh
- 12:09uh
- 12:10the labeling
- 12:12i don't care for any labeling for that
- 12:13fact
- 12:14do you claim homosexuality no i would uh
- 12:18definitely not be homosexual
- 12:21i have nothing against what they do and
- 12:23i i don't
- 12:25deny that i've
- 12:28engaged in sex with males but that i'm
- 12:30bisexual they're bisexual right
- 12:33i my preference is women
- 12:35and i've been married enough times and
- 12:37have children and
- 12:39i see nothing wrong with it
- 12:41my dad had conservative values if you're
- 12:43out after midnight you're up to no good
- 12:45my dad did not believe it if you're out
- 12:47after dark and you didn't leave a phone
- 12:48number you were up to no good so i think
- 12:51that's why i tended to go that way more
- 12:53just to be the opposite of him i was
- 12:55married twice and just because i didn't
- 12:57get along in the marriages my marriages
- 13:00went down the drain only because i was a
- 13:01workaholic
- 13:03working uh seven days a week in there
- 13:05there was 12 keys out to the house 12
- 13:07sets of keys 12 sets of keys anybody
- 13:10working for pdm contractors had a set of
- 13:12keys
- 13:13for the house
- 13:14so you could come and go when you want
- 13:16it and of course my neighbors would keep
- 13:17me informed they would inform me god
- 13:19while you were out of town
- 13:22they must have been partying all night
- 13:23there
- 13:24who is rossi michael rossi was an
- 13:26employer pdm
- 13:28and and uh how old was he at the time
- 13:29who was he he was 20 years old insofar
- 13:32as being bisexual if i wanted to engage
- 13:35in sex
- 13:36rossi and cram were willing to go down
- 13:38on me anytime i wanted to providing they
- 13:40were given stuff now when the when the
- 13:42search warrants were affected in your
- 13:43case uh they did they did find an awful
- 13:45lot in the crawl space of your home did
- 13:47they not well yeah i had offered to sell
- 13:49them the house because i thought there
- 13:51was nothing down in the crawl space yeah
- 13:52i had never uh had any qualms about them
- 13:55going down in the crawl space well how
- 13:56many bodies were they
- 13:57located on the property and where
- 14:00to my understanding there was a total of
- 14:0329 bodies or 28 bodies were found
- 14:07on the property 26 27 of them under the
- 14:09house and the rest
- 14:11one was under the driveway one was under
- 14:13the garage
- 14:14so that makes a total of 29. okay
- 14:16now uh from the standpoint of the arrest
- 14:18when you were arrested in this in this
- 14:20matter uh uh this is snowballed it's
- 14:22it's snowball okay what what was the
- 14:25date of that arrest you call
- 14:27uh december 22 1978 is when i was
- 14:29arrested
- 14:34the rope trick is not
- 14:35the way i've described the rope trick is
- 14:37it's nothing more than a tourniquet
- 14:39and i had explained the two of them i
- 14:41even demonstrated it to them it cut off
- 14:43the air
- 14:44so if you're gonna kill somebody you
- 14:46would you just put it on their neck and
- 14:47twist it three times or four times or
- 14:49whatever until the person stopped moving
- 14:52and you took them where
- 14:54out on the i-55 bridge and that's where
- 14:58how was he then taken from the car and
- 15:01placed into the into the river
- 15:03just opened up the trunk and nothing man
- 15:06there was no there was no big special
- 15:08deal out there i couldn't get down in
- 15:10the crawl space teddies and then i had
- 15:11to bum back to begin with you got to
- 15:13crawl on your belly to move around in
- 15:14the crawl space
- 15:16there was no way that i could have done
- 15:17any of the digging down there
- 15:20i had enough trouble just getting down
- 15:21there gregory gregory grad sick
- 15:24um let's see number four
- 15:30gregor godzik had came come to work for
- 15:32me
- 15:35in 19
- 15:38according to this 1976
- 15:40he came to us through taft high school
- 15:42through a program he had worked for a
- 15:44republican lumber company then they came
- 15:45to work for us i'm not the monster image
- 15:48that's been portrayed in me and the only
- 15:50way you can make a monster images is to
- 15:52make it look like i stalked the streets
- 15:54and picked up altar boys off the street
- 15:56you know they want to make them look
- 15:57like innocent babes in the woods and i
- 15:59was swatting them like flies
- 16:01my encounters were always by happen
- 16:02chance if you pull up a stoplight and
- 16:04there's somebody standing there waiting
- 16:05for a bus if you give them a ride if do
- 16:07you ask them whether
- 16:09you know
- 16:10do you get in anything or you want or
- 16:12want
- 16:13drugs or something like that
- 16:14that's how it happened always a happen
- 16:17chance encountered
- 16:19a number of uh what three or four
- 16:20psychiatrists psychologists i had 13 of
- 16:23them there was six for the defense and
- 16:25seven for the uh the state yeah what was
- 16:27the state position of the defense
- 16:29psychiatrist what what did they feel
- 16:31your problem was
- 16:33uh what do they come up with from the
- 16:35standpoint of uh
- 16:36border uh what the hell is it god i
- 16:39can't remember offhand borderline
- 16:41personality
- 16:43uh anti-social behavior i don't see how
- 16:46anybody could be anti-social when you
- 16:48were involved with the public as much as
- 16:50i was how about the the multiple
- 16:51personality issue oh the multiple
- 16:54personality in uh
- 16:57came out of uh dr riefmann and hartman
- 17:00these two clowns from the uh
- 17:02from the uh cook county there they came
- 17:05to see me the first time i said do you
- 17:07want to talk to john wayne gacy the
- 17:09politician the clown
- 17:11the family man or the businessman
- 17:13the next day i see it in the newspaper
- 17:15gacy has four personalities
- 17:18i think one of the headlines said i was
- 17:19a homosexual mass murderer confessed
- 17:21mass murder there is no confession and
- 17:24we offered
- 17:26i offered as much as ten thousand
- 17:28dollars if you can produce a confession
- 17:29where i confess to a crime the time that
- 17:32i was interrogated by the police
- 17:33officers there was no stenographer there
- 17:35was no tape recording there was no
- 17:37videotaping
- 17:39nothing was ever taken down yet
- 17:41everywhere you'll see there's there's
- 17:43five confessions by john wayne gacy now
- 17:45if i confessed to something then why
- 17:47wasn't it videotaped why wasn't it
- 17:49recorded why wasn't the stenographer
- 17:51brought in had it written up and had me
- 17:53sign it there is no confessions in this
- 17:55case what i did not know about this
- 17:57insanity defense is that in the state of
- 18:00illinois when you plead not guilty by
- 18:01reason of insanity you're saying that
- 18:03you committed the crime
- 18:06but that you were insane at the time so
- 18:09it's not a question of innocent or guilt
- 18:11anymore what they're trying to do is
- 18:13your whole trial now becomes an insanity
- 18:16trial
- 18:16where you're you're
- 18:18to decide whether a person is sane or
- 18:19insane john how about tim mccoy the last
- 18:22one another five that you say you have
- 18:23personal knowledge of tim mccoy even
- 18:25though he's the last one he's the first
- 18:26one he's the first one actually
- 18:28right the first of the 33.
- 18:31tim tim mccoy was was the first one
- 18:34and
- 18:37tim mccoy's name wasn't put on him until
- 18:391988
- 18:40prior to that he was known as unknown
- 18:43number nine
- 18:44and he was buried by me in the crawl
- 18:46space
- 18:47that's the only knowledge that i have of
- 18:49it what was the circumstances of that
- 18:51he was killed in the house uh in
- 18:54self-defense and who killed him then
- 18:57i stabbed him yeah and it was a an issue
- 18:59with self-defense why was was he in the
- 19:02process of assaulting you or he was
- 19:03coming at me with a knife i just took
- 19:05the knife away and twisted in his hand
- 19:08and
- 19:09that that's what killed him
- 19:11so at that point uh you you yourself did
- 19:14bury him then in the crawl space right
- 19:16and if you if you notice he's under
- 19:18concrete did you bury any of the others
- 19:20in the crawl space no i had nothing i
- 19:22had no knowledge of yeah well why is it
- 19:25that yours your first one is there and
- 19:27then you know 20 some
- 19:29others are buried down there as well did
- 19:31somebody know that you had done this
- 19:33with the first one that giving them an
- 19:34idea more than likely when drinking and
- 19:36getting high with the others yeah
- 19:38admitting it to them
- 19:40so you feel others then followed your
- 19:42suit and in uh using this as a burial
- 19:44ground
- 19:45without a doubt yeah
- 19:48uh just to just want to highlight on uh
- 19:52john zec you know they want they want to
- 19:54make such an issue over john zick
- 19:56and his disappearance i think he was
- 19:57killed for his car personally
- 19:59and you and your personal knowledge of
- 20:01this of the zika uh case then is uh is
- 20:04my personal knowledge of the zit cases
- 20:06is that
- 20:07i had come home
- 20:09and zick and rossi were at the house i
- 20:11had a few drinks i went to bed when i
- 20:13woke up the next morning rossie was
- 20:16sleeping on the couch and zick was dead
- 20:17on the floor
- 20:19i went about my own business and he was
- 20:22gone
- 20:23later on and where did he go where did
- 20:25he end up i assumed he ended up in the
- 20:27crawl space did you see him being
- 20:28transported down there
- 20:30no wasn't present didn't do the didn't
- 20:32do the transporting but when he was dead
- 20:34he was dead on the floor he was dead on
- 20:36the floor yes
- 20:38did you have a conversation with anybody
- 20:39about that
- 20:40no
- 20:41in other words i uh i just kept my mouth
- 20:44shut because i didn't want to get
- 20:45involved
- 20:46my idea was to just stay out of it
- 20:49ken let's step back to your childhood
- 20:51what was your state of health as a child
- 20:54at the age of 10 i was told i had a
- 20:56large bottleneck heart
- 20:58okay and so i
- 21:00had a tendency to pass out a lot how
- 21:02about childhood illnesses did you have i
- 21:04mean uh accidents rather any any sort of
- 21:06uh injuries or accidents when i went to
- 21:09uh the other vocational school when i
- 21:11first went to the vocational school i
- 21:13got hit with a park swing in the side of
- 21:15the head caused the mastery at what what
- 21:17age was that
- 21:20approximately
- 21:2114 i believe got hit with a swing we got
- 21:24unconscious yeah i was taken to medical
- 21:26clinic
- 21:27that was at the time that's when i
- 21:28started seeing that i had epilepsy
- 21:31did you have any uh episodes of uh you
- 21:33know seizures yes seizures were
- 21:36according to the doctor they claimed
- 21:38that when i have an epileptic seizure i
- 21:40had 800 times my own strength or 800
- 21:43pounds of strength
- 21:44[Music]
- 21:46had you ever been sexually abused
- 21:48by anybody
- 21:49at the age of nine there was a
- 21:51contractor
- 21:53uh who was in country building building
- 21:56a house next door and he used to pick me
- 21:58up and take me for rides
- 22:00and always wanted to show me wrestling
- 22:01holes with always pinning my head in
- 22:03between his legs
- 22:04but at the time i did not look at it as
- 22:06sexual he was showing me wrestling holes
- 22:08where my head was always constantly
- 22:09pinned between his legs or under his
- 22:11legs
- 22:12i was 19 when i ran away and that was in
- 22:16in 80
- 22:17not 80.
- 22:2061.
- 22:22i went to las vegas for three months
- 22:24took off took my car and left yeah i
- 22:26worked for
- 22:28palm mortuary
- 22:30being the night man picking up bodies at
- 22:32the hospitals and stuff for them i
- 22:34worked as a night man only i did have
- 22:36nothing to do with the bodies all this
- 22:38talk that i slept with the dead ones or
- 22:40or had sex with dead bodies that there
- 22:42is no truth to any of that he didn't
- 22:44live in the um
- 22:45i lived in the mortuary yes but not in
- 22:47the embalming room i mean they make it
- 22:48sound like you know i slept in the crips
- 22:50with them and i never climbed into a
- 22:52coffin or anything like that that that
- 22:54is so damn ridiculous
- 22:56it you know it's the same thing the
- 22:57contention is that i slept all night
- 22:59with robert p if you want to say i slept
- 23:01in the same house with a dead body okay
- 23:03fine i'll buy that but in the same room
- 23:05no
- 23:06and besides the dead won't bother you
- 23:09it's the living you got to worry about
- 23:12i i felt things were going to work out
- 23:14because i knew that i didn't do the
- 23:15killing and i thought it would come out
- 23:17in the trial but amaranthi with with
- 23:19this insanity defense what i and again
- 23:22you can call it my ignorance of the law
- 23:23it's like i explained in a letter to
- 23:25chief justice william clark
- 23:28the evidence based
- 23:30is on the theory that
- 23:32the more sensational the case is the
- 23:34more crazier it sound the insanity
- 23:36defense would work and i still think it
- 23:38was stupid
- 23:39i i think that they did a disservice to
- 23:42me and they did a disservice to the
- 23:43victims and you know what people don't
- 23:45understand uh is i i feel i was
- 23:48wrongfully convicted for 33 murders and
- 23:50it was only because of sensationalism
- 23:52and ego the des plaines police did a
- 23:54sloppy investigation
- 23:56this is i mean it may not be the the
- 23:58correct way of wording it but the thing
- 24:00of it is is that
- 24:02they had other suspects and they they
- 24:05had tunnel vision in to say let's it's
- 24:07casey's house it's easier to put
- 24:08everything on gacy
- 24:10yeah your paintings uh
- 24:11have improved over the years i think
- 24:13we've seen some uh i think i've learned
- 24:15from each one of them i guess the same
- 24:16reason why i relate to michelangelo
- 24:18because he was a workaholic and leonardo
- 24:20da vinci you know people always ask me
- 24:22who my favorite artists are and why and
- 24:25i did not know that michelangelo was
- 24:27homosexual it doesn't make no difference
- 24:29to me he was a workaholic
- 24:31he was a sculpture he was a he was a
- 24:34painter and
- 24:36did a lot of other things
- 24:38da vinci was an inventor in that and of
- 24:41course in my life i've done painting
- 24:43decorating wallpapering i've done mural
- 24:46work
- 24:47you name it
- 24:48as you know i'm a bug about
- 24:50record-keeping
- 24:51all of my business records confirmed
- 24:53where i was who i was with what hotel i
- 24:55stayed at what what meals i ate
- 24:57everything was in the files
- 24:59and all of those files on december 29th
- 25:02of 1978
- 25:04were confiscated by the des plaines
- 25:05police department
- 25:07and those files there alone
- 25:09could have proven that i wasn't in
- 25:11illinois when 16 of these murders when
- 25:13they finally set the dates as to when
- 25:14these murders occurred you did say that
- 25:16you never painted yourself as an
- 25:18innocent
- 25:19uh babe in the woods that you were going
- 25:21over the same thing you're not going to
- 25:22go in basically no but i mean the point
- 25:24is if if you feel that
- 25:26uh you're not covering up your part of
- 25:29the the crimes but at the same time you
- 25:31open up the thought that others were
- 25:32involved would you be willing to
- 25:34cooperate with law enforcement people
- 25:36today to
- 25:37avail say the uh the materials that you
- 25:39have amassed and and to more or less
- 25:42pursue
- 25:43uh if in fact there are others that are
- 25:45on the streets that have been involved
- 25:47in these murders would you be willing to
- 25:48cooperate and to assist
- 25:50to uh to pursue that to the ends of
- 25:53bringing others to justice would you be
- 25:54willing to do that
- 25:55i got no problems about that but what i
- 25:57don't understand is why wasn't it done
- 25:59to begin with bob
- 26:01the thing of it is they want you to
- 26:03believe that
- 26:05i and i alone committed these these
- 26:07murders
- 26:09and i had nothing to do with the murders
- 26:10of anyone if anybody was involved then
- 26:12how many people uh are we talking about
- 26:14beside yourself we believe there was
- 26:16four people involved
- 26:18and that would be uh michael rossi david
- 26:21cram
- 26:22philip paske here we we've got a philip
- 26:25paske who
- 26:28had a newsletter going out of the cook
- 26:30county jail
- 26:32and here he is involved with a guy named
- 26:34john norman
- 26:36and john norman was running uh
- 26:38boys for hire
- 26:40they were making snuff films with young
- 26:42boys
- 26:42[Music]
- 26:43to me they were pimping them off they
- 26:45were selling them
- 26:47there was a crossover when we checked
- 26:49into john norman's background that he he
- 26:52goes all the way back to
- 26:54the early early 70s involved in
- 26:57he ran the norman foundation he run run
- 27:00epic international
- 27:02and the odyssey foundation out of dallas
- 27:04texas
- 27:05and these were
- 27:06organizations where
- 27:08wealthy men could hire young boys for
- 27:11sexual
- 27:12for sexual weekends
- 27:14male prostitutes have you ever met
- 27:15norman you ever had any contact with
- 27:17norman
- 27:18i have yet to see a current picture of
- 27:21him and and therefore i had to say no
- 27:25i you know phil paske may have been with
- 27:28him at one time or another because see
- 27:29again i came home from out of town at
- 27:31times and phil paske would be at the
- 27:33house drinking beer or something like
- 27:34that
- 27:35uh
- 27:37david cram is the one that brought
- 27:39uh phil paske and kisses uh cram when he
- 27:42wanted he didn't want to do nothing he
- 27:44got a hold of this guy and said well
- 27:45this guy can get you
- 27:47somebody for sex i i have a lot of
- 27:50things that i've forgotten that i can't
- 27:52remember for instance i can go back to
- 27:54my childhood and stuff and i still
- 27:55remember that but yet you can i can go
- 27:57into the 70s
- 27:58and there are a lot of things i can't
- 28:00remember the same thing with the victims
- 28:02i've looked at all of i don't know if
- 28:04you notice here we got pictures of every
- 28:05one of the victims here and believe it
- 28:08or not for the last 12 years i've
- 28:09studied these photos of these victims
- 28:12and
- 28:13there is no uh
- 28:15we have a shot of all of the victims
- 28:17together here
- 28:19and uh
- 28:20when you look over the photos i have no
- 28:22recollection of any of them never met
- 28:24them
- 28:25and we've gone over this more than once
- 28:27they're just names and faces
- 28:29and when you when you look at them
- 28:34the thing of it is we took it a step
- 28:35further we went into their backgrounds i
- 28:37wanted to know where they were at what
- 28:39schools they attended who they hung out
- 28:42with
- 28:43and what kind of activities they were in
- 28:45to and that's what we dug up on each one
- 28:47of the victims but still there is no
- 28:49association
- 28:51none of them never worked for me none of
- 28:53them
- 28:54they never went to any places that i
- 28:56ever hung around because i didn't hang
- 28:57around that many places unless you're
- 28:58involved in politics
- 29:00or you if you were involved in clowning
- 29:03then i might have ran into you but
- 29:04there's no way i could have run into any
- 29:05of them they've got all that jury that
- 29:08doesn't belong to the victims they've
- 29:09got the two clown suits that don't
- 29:11belong to the victim just like i
- 29:12consider myself the 34th victim
- 29:15i consider the families victims as well
- 29:18because they did not get
- 29:20justice
- 29:21from the shoddy investigation all the
- 29:23way down through
- 29:28as i told you when the fbi first came in
- 29:30to check out on me
- 29:32you said that you were kept out of the
- 29:34case back in 78 and that was only
- 29:36because of egos they did not want a
- 29:39professional coming in and doing an
- 29:41investigation so they did their sloppy
- 29:43investigation let it slide that way you
- 29:45see
- 29:46everybody was so excited about the large
- 29:48massive case and everybody was looking
- 29:50with their egos as to how they could
- 29:51close this thing up and you know the
- 29:53only one that they really hurt
- 29:55you've had the the victim's family vent
- 29:57all their hostility towards me and they
- 29:59think i i'm the monster that killed
- 30:00their son or took out their son and
- 30:02stuff like that
- 30:03when in fact most of them don't even
- 30:05have the remains of their own sons
- 30:08you know that's another thing everybody
- 30:09misses from this
- 30:11is that the victims
- 30:13families
- 30:14are are not aware
- 30:17that that in a lot of the cases they
- 30:19don't even have the remains
- 30:22of their own their own sons
- 30:24because the dr stein never turned over
- 30:26the whole body
- 30:27and they took the
- 30:29uh
- 30:30they took the heads off of each one of
- 30:31the victims so when you you turn over
- 30:34the remains to a loved loved one's
- 30:35family they don't have the whole body
- 30:39what do you actually feel that my
- 30:42investigation that my case has been
- 30:43thoroughly investigated
- 30:45i think john in a case like this and i
- 30:47find this in many many major cases that
- 30:49the uh
- 30:50things are at the time of the case are
- 30:52done uh uh rather hastily because of the
- 30:55fact that uh you know there's pressure
- 30:57on it yeah but that's a political answer
- 30:58i know i don't i don't want a political
- 31:00answer from you i want i want a basic
- 31:02answer do you actually think that the
- 31:04investigation in my case has been done
- 31:06right i believe in your case that uh
- 31:08that there's needs to be there should
- 31:10have been more uh more focus on on
- 31:12others as it should have been others
- 31:14checked out a little more thoroughly
- 31:15that's that's the belief i've developed
- 31:17over these years
- 31:19yeah i just think that we're kind of
- 31:22wrapping it up here we uh i think we
- 31:24accomplished something today certainly
- 31:25we put something down on tape that has
- 31:27not been said
- 31:29my feeling as a career law enforcement
- 31:30officer is that
- 31:33if john wayne gacy is guilty then he
- 31:35should be punished if john
- 31:36or when gacy has others involved then
- 31:39they should be brought in they should be
- 31:40punished basically i believe in total
- 31:43investigation and total justice and
- 31:45that's that's really what i've been
- 31:46looking for all along
- 31:48[Music]
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