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Jodi Arias Interrogation Tape. Part 1 — Transcript

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  1. 0:28e
  2. 0:58e
  3. 1:28for
  4. 1:58for for
  5. 2:40can I get you just have a seink
  6. 2:48here what's that can you take um as soon
  7. 2:52as the detective gets in here detective
  8. 2:54Flores he can take those off for you I
  9. 2:56think that's what he told you anyway
  10. 2:58he'd allow you to have your handc
  11. 3:21cold in
  12. 3:28here for
  13. 4:13we
  14. 4:52okay let me get those off
  15. 4:54here for
  16. 4:58place going get bottle of water thank
  17. 5:04you any chance you get my purse yeah
  18. 5:07they'll get that from the house will
  19. 5:10they bring it to me um it'll probably be
  20. 5:13put in your
  21. 5:17property water for you you want one for
  22. 5:19yourself um
  23. 5:21yeah any turn the heat up in here or
  24. 5:24like do you have a sweater I can borrow
  25. 5:25or something I don't have any sweaters
  26. 5:28um I'll see I'll turn off it's hard to
  27. 5:30control the heat in this building that's
  28. 5:35fine sure I don't lock myself in
  29. 5:38here do you remember me of course I
  30. 5:43do I traveled all the way up
  31. 5:46here to come talk to
  32. 5:49you
  33. 5:53because you know I've been working on
  34. 5:54Travis's case ever since it happened
  35. 5:57okay and I know exactly
  36. 5:59when it happened when he was killed I
  37. 6:02know a lot of details and just recently
  38. 6:06we found quite a bit of evidence and
  39. 6:10I'll discuss that with
  40. 6:11you the main thing that I'm looking for
  41. 6:14though is answers on why certain things
  42. 6:18happened why they went so far and also
  43. 6:23get your statements
  44. 6:26okay um
  45. 6:29a lot of details on this case that
  46. 6:31haven't been released to to the public
  47. 6:34and not even to Travis's family and
  48. 6:36those
  49. 6:37details are known only by us and the
  50. 6:41person who did it okay and that's one of
  51. 6:44the reasons I'm here is because I
  52. 6:46believe that you know some of these
  53. 6:48details and I think you can help us I
  54. 6:50would love to help you in any way that I
  55. 6:52can okay
  56. 6:55um because we're here at the police
  57. 6:58department the sheriff Department here
  58. 7:00in uh was it cisu County that's what
  59. 7:02it's called okay um and you're
  60. 7:05considered uh under arrest or detained
  61. 7:09you're not free to go and I'm a police
  62. 7:11officer I have to read you your rights
  63. 7:14okay I'm sure you've heard them on TV
  64. 7:16you um you know I have to read them off
  65. 7:19this little card here but they're pretty
  66. 7:21much the same and I'll explain them to
  67. 7:23you as we go
  68. 7:25okay let
  69. 7:27see this is July
  70. 7:302008 correct yes let me see what time it
  71. 7:33is
  72. 7:34here it's
  73. 7:3910:01 morning this is case
  74. 7:43number8 161
  75. 7:490844 okay you do have the right to
  76. 7:51remain silent okay anything you say may
  77. 7:54be used against you in a court of law
  78. 7:56you have the right to the presence of an
  79. 7:57attorney to assist you party questioning
  80. 7:59to be with you during questioning if you
  81. 8:01so desire if you cannot afford an
  82. 8:03attorney you have the right to have an
  83. 8:04attorney appointed for you priority
  84. 8:06questioning you understand these rights
  85. 8:09yes and what I'm going to do is just ask
  86. 8:13you some questions ask you what you've
  87. 8:15been doing um you know certain dates
  88. 8:18what you were up to yeah um you
  89. 8:21mentioned you were traveling on some of
  90. 8:23these dates I want to kind of clarify
  91. 8:26some of these things and you know if
  92. 8:30there's a question that you don't want
  93. 8:31to answer you don't feel comfortable you
  94. 8:32can say no you know or you know you can
  95. 8:35elaborate as much as you want it's
  96. 8:37completely up to you it's at your speed
  97. 8:39I don't want to pressure you is this
  98. 8:41recorded at all or should we I don't I
  99. 8:43don't know if there's a recording or
  100. 8:45something I don't know if these are
  101. 8:46voice recorders I noticed them they have
  102. 8:49video they have audio batteries or what
  103. 8:52I don't think they're
  104. 8:53on really still yeah I haven't touched
  105. 8:57those or anything but uh
  106. 9:04um and they're not on so what I want to
  107. 9:07do is just get to the bottom of it
  108. 9:10everybody wants to know okay
  109. 9:15and you know so I'm going to ask you
  110. 9:17some questions you can voluntarily
  111. 9:18answer them if you want okay is that
  112. 9:20cool
  113. 9:26yeah there was some question about you
  114. 9:28being
  115. 9:31um well let's let's start with this what
  116. 9:34have you been up to since um since
  117. 9:38Travis's death what have you been
  118. 9:42doing um well I've been working I
  119. 9:46haven't been really working in prepaid
  120. 9:47legal there's not a whole lot um here in
  121. 9:50this Marketplace which is it's kind of
  122. 9:52small here it's small here and really
  123. 9:54that that could be seen as an
  124. 9:56opportunity um rather than um a
  125. 9:58hindrance because that just means the
  126. 10:00market is is untapped in a large way so
  127. 10:03I could have if I wanted to but I have
  128. 10:06I'm kind of like a deer in the
  129. 10:07headlights when it comes to preate legal
  130. 10:09and I kind I just have a fear of just
  131. 10:11approaching people um so I've been
  132. 10:14working at a Mexican restaurant in the
  133. 10:16north end of
  134. 10:17town
  135. 10:19um I've
  136. 10:23been I've been kind of in a days at
  137. 10:26least for the first few
  138. 10:27weeks um
  139. 10:31like everybody you know yeah um I know
  140. 10:34that a lot of people have been posting
  141. 10:36on Facebook really nice things you know
  142. 10:39and memories and at one point I was like
  143. 10:41well maybe I should do that so I posted
  144. 10:43this thing and I just set all my
  145. 10:45memories
  146. 10:46and I realized looking back on it that
  147. 10:48it was kind of It kind of sounded
  148. 10:50immature it's more of like my dear
  149. 10:51Travis kind of letter and so I took it
  150. 10:54down because personal yeah some of it
  151. 10:56was details more personal too personal
  152. 10:59nothing inappropriate just um I
  153. 11:03just felt funny I think because I'm a
  154. 11:06photographer I tend to communicate more
  155. 11:08through pictures so I posted a ton of
  156. 11:10pictures that I had of him um and I have
  157. 11:13a ton more that I just can't access
  158. 11:14right
  159. 11:16now and videos and things that I know
  160. 11:18his family would want but
  161. 11:21um so I posted pictures and I took that
  162. 11:24down and I posted something last week
  163. 11:26but other than that I've been on
  164. 11:28Facebook in mypace a lot looking at his
  165. 11:30profile looking at his pictures reading
  166. 11:33things um about his obituaries and um
  167. 11:38any news updates and you know there's
  168. 11:40legacy.com where you can write something
  169. 11:43about him yeah um I've seen a lot of
  170. 11:46those
  171. 11:48postings
  172. 11:49um I didn't realize until I actually
  173. 11:52spoke with Ryan
  174. 11:54Burns he he told the guy that's in Utah
  175. 11:57and we've been talking a lot we try talk
  176. 11:59about that because it's kind of like and
  177. 12:01plus Travis is my ex-boyfriend but at
  178. 12:03the same time he's my friend so while
  179. 12:05I'm mourning my friend how do you talk
  180. 12:06to your new potential possible Maybe
  181. 12:09person that you might start dating about
  182. 12:11your friend even though think he was
  183. 12:12your ex-boyfriend so it's kind of a gray
  184. 12:13area I try not to talk about him too
  185. 12:15much but he comes up a lot
  186. 12:19um and it was through him that I learned
  187. 12:22that he said you know if you come out to
  188. 12:23Utah things are really weird because
  189. 12:24everyone is everyone thinks that you
  190. 12:26could have had a um a hand I've talked
  191. 12:28to a l lot of people
  192. 12:30and everybody's pointing a finger at you
  193. 12:33I know you know everybody is saying I
  194. 12:36don't understand what happened to Travis
  195. 12:39I don't know who killed
  196. 12:41him but you need to look at
  197. 12:44Jody and sometimes the simplest answers
  198. 12:49are the correct ones and that's one of
  199. 12:52the reasons I started looking at you a
  200. 12:53little bit
  201. 12:55closer and over the last month or so
  202. 13:00I've gotten into Travis's life talked to
  203. 13:03all his friends his family I got a
  204. 13:06really good understanding of who he is
  205. 13:09now
  206. 13:11and I got a very good understanding of
  207. 13:13your relationship with
  208. 13:15him and I'm kind of just putting two and
  209. 13:19two
  210. 13:20together well I and it and it kind of
  211. 13:23matches so one of the reasons I'm here
  212. 13:26is to talk to you to figure out what was
  213. 13:29going on between you two what I know the
  214. 13:31relationship that you guys had was of
  215. 13:33convenience sometimes obviously you
  216. 13:36weren't boyfriend and girlfriend anymore
  217. 13:38but you were still having a sexual
  218. 13:42relationship which does his family know
  219. 13:45about that just curious his family
  220. 13:48doesn't know anything okay yeah I just
  221. 13:51I'm I'm interested in protecting his how
  222. 13:53he's remembered as well and you know
  223. 13:56he's he was very he was
  224. 14:00um well I'm sure if Travis could speak
  225. 14:02right now he wouldn't care what people
  226. 14:03thought about him because they knew who
  227. 14:06he was okay a sexual relationship here
  228. 14:09or there because the fact he was a
  229. 14:11member of the church really doesn't
  230. 14:13matter times a whole range of of things
  231. 14:17yeah I think in the broad scope of
  232. 14:19things that that could be right I just
  233. 14:21think that the reason I care about that
  234. 14:22is because he was adamant about that a
  235. 14:24couple times we prayed about it didn't
  236. 14:27work or we didn't stick to our you know
  237. 14:29our guns on it and um one time a
  238. 14:32girlfriend of mine just said why don't
  239. 14:33you just go to your bishop and talk and
  240. 14:35and ask Travis the same and I talked to
  241. 14:36him about and he got really angry he
  242. 14:38said I've already had problems with this
  243. 14:40in the past I'm embarrassed by it I
  244. 14:41don't want to go to my bishop and so we
  245. 14:44just kind of stopped for like a few
  246. 14:46weeks and then that must have been in I
  247. 14:48think that was August and then it just
  248. 14:51resumed well the way Travis thought by
  249. 14:54you know getting into his head and
  250. 14:55everything that he's written in his
  251. 14:57journals and um everything I found out
  252. 15:00about him he he truly had feelings for
  253. 15:04you and for some
  254. 15:07reason he felt that the relationship
  255. 15:09between you and him was somewhat
  256. 15:11unhealthy but he couldn't stop
  257. 15:14it and I assume that's probably maybe
  258. 15:18the same way you felt about him or it's
  259. 15:21maybe you didn't understand why he
  260. 15:23didn't believe it was healthy no I I
  261. 15:25didn't think it was healthy either
  262. 15:27spiritually at least and probably emot
  263. 15:29but mostly spiritually and I think that
  264. 15:31kind of once you have something that's
  265. 15:33not healthy spiritually it filters
  266. 15:34through all aspects of your life um it's
  267. 15:38it's one of the M it's one like there
  268. 15:40were three main reasons I moved back to
  269. 15:41AA and one was I was in financial dire
  270. 15:44traits um I was not getting ahead I was
  271. 15:47not I just things were not working
  272. 15:49everything in Arizona was like except
  273. 15:51for the wonderful friends that I made in
  274. 15:53my ward um and the opportunity it's like
  275. 15:56the Mormon land of opportunity there
  276. 15:57which is awesome but except for all that
  277. 15:59like every sign was pointing just just
  278. 16:02go you know you know I wasn't able to
  279. 16:05hold a job and that had never happened
  280. 16:06before
  281. 16:08um it you know too much of my my night
  282. 16:12life can was was about him you know he
  283. 16:15would text me and hey I'm getting sleepy
  284. 16:17dot dot dot a bunch of Z's and that was
  285. 16:20his code to like come on over kind of
  286. 16:24thing coast is clear you know so um you
  287. 16:28know and that was just I lived 5 minutes
  288. 16:30away 10 maybe 10 depending and it was
  289. 16:33just too convenient and too easy and it
  290. 16:34was fun and we had fun when we were
  291. 16:36together and so it wasn't healthy and I
  292. 16:38totally agree with that um so that was
  293. 16:41one of the re well financially I wasn't
  294. 16:43doing well I missed my family I moved
  295. 16:45away um shortly after high school and I
  296. 16:47come back to visit but I realize over
  297. 16:49the years I've missed out on a lot of
  298. 16:50things with my little brother and sister
  299. 16:53missed out on just U their karate or
  300. 16:57their baseball or cheerleading
  301. 17:00or just whatever and um and my dad is
  302. 17:04not doing well he doesn't think he has
  303. 17:07very long to live but he always says
  304. 17:09that he been that way for like a decade
  305. 17:11he's still here thank goodness um my
  306. 17:14grandparents aren't getting any younger
  307. 17:16and I just have an awesome
  308. 17:18family and I wanted to be able to just
  309. 17:21be here for a little bit and regroup um
  310. 17:24financially I owe my parents a lot of
  311. 17:26money and I owe my grandparents a lot of
  312. 17:28money and I I owe friends money I
  313. 17:31owe I owe my um the guy that I bought a
  314. 17:35house with I owe him a lot of money he
  315. 17:37doesn't ask me for it but I intend to
  316. 17:38pay him back because he really footed
  317. 17:41the bill on the mortgage for a few
  318. 17:43months
  319. 17:45um and the third reason and I like to
  320. 17:48put this third because I like to think
  321. 17:50that second of those reasons I would
  322. 17:51have been strong enough somehow but the
  323. 17:53third reason was to put a distance a
  324. 17:55physical distance between Travis and I
  325. 17:57because I know that he really liked Mimi
  326. 18:00and he said he did
  327. 18:03um he just I kind of felt guilty I mean
  328. 18:07I know they weren't dating but I just
  329. 18:08felt guilty somehow and I didn't know
  330. 18:11Ryan at the time I met him in in
  331. 18:14marchette um in Oklahoma City and it was
  332. 18:16just brief and I remember seeing him and
  333. 18:18saying oh I really want to go say hi to
  334. 18:20him but he was surrounded by people and
  335. 18:22it was he was kind of
  336. 18:23unapproachable um and he says he
  337. 18:25remembers meeting me too and it wasn't
  338. 18:27until Z my friend um texted me and yeah
  339. 18:32I think I told you that's and this is
  340. 18:34all after this is broke up oh broke up a
  341. 18:37Travis everything was all over I'm yeah
  342. 18:39for S of the timeline we broke I well it
  343. 18:42was kind of a mutual thing but I sort of
  344. 18:45more broke up with him um and I it was
  345. 18:48hard to do because I really loved him
  346. 18:50but I just realized that without trust
  347. 18:52you can't have anything and I violated
  348. 18:54him TR is is that the main reason you
  349. 18:55guys broke up is the trust trust I think
  350. 18:59that there's not that the relationship
  351. 19:01was unhealthy because of you know sexual
  352. 19:03activity prity but just that you guys
  353. 19:06couldn't trust each other I think that
  354. 19:08and this doesn't make it right I think
  355. 19:10that you know being a convert you know
  356. 19:12I've had I've I've been I've had a
  357. 19:15couple of serious relationships before
  358. 19:17where I was where I was intimate with a
  359. 19:18few people
  360. 19:21and it's kind of silly but I used to
  361. 19:24always joke that um regardless of what
  362. 19:27the Bible says and yes I'm Christian I
  363. 19:29just live my life by the Ten
  364. 19:30Commandments and that's my those are my
  365. 19:31rules D D D D D you know Thou shalt not
  366. 19:35this or that but it doesn't say thou
  367. 19:36shalt not fornicate so I I just used to
  368. 19:38joke about that and it's it's a bad
  369. 19:41philosophy um I think that with Travis
  370. 19:45um there was part there was a part of me
  371. 19:46that felt really guilty because there
  372. 19:48was something inside that thought you're
  373. 19:50you're you know this is nice for instant
  374. 19:52gratification but you're destroying what
  375. 19:53you could have with Travis and that's
  376. 19:56why we we did pray about it we not by
  377. 19:59his bed once and
  378. 20:01um
  379. 20:03and surprisingly he suggested it
  380. 20:06normally you know we would I would
  381. 20:08suggest that we pray before we go on a
  382. 20:09trip or before we eat if we're alone
  383. 20:12that was kind of unusual for
  384. 20:13him yeah because he was very resistant
  385. 20:16to prayer with me I mean I think in
  386. 20:18church it would been fine and I feel
  387. 20:20that maybe
  388. 20:21because we we were driving away the
  389. 20:23spirit
  390. 20:25constantly um or maybe he felt that by
  391. 20:28invting the spirit he would feel guilty
  392. 20:30about later on in the evening or I don't
  393. 20:32know what the deal was or the excuse he
  394. 20:35used was because I'm a convert I need
  395. 20:36more practice saying prayers he's like
  396. 20:38so I'd say will you say a prayer he's
  397. 20:40like why don't you say a prayer I'm why
  398. 20:42don't you say a prayer why don't you say
  399. 20:43a prayer so we'd go back and forth and I
  400. 20:46don't know until I don't know it's just
  401. 20:49one time when I was on a trip with at
  402. 20:51hav aupai we were all getting on the
  403. 20:52road and I think Dan it was with Dan
  404. 20:55Freeman and his sister Desiree and they
  405. 20:57were all like um Jody will you say a
  406. 20:59prayer and I said sure and Travis was
  407. 21:03like anyway I I didn't want to argue
  408. 21:05with them so um anyway what was I saying
  409. 21:09well he's
  410. 21:12um you know the whole trust issue keeps
  411. 21:15coming back into my mind that was the
  412. 21:18big reason he was a he was a big time
  413. 21:20flirt and that's the one thing everybody
  414. 21:22says about him he flirts a lot um does
  415. 21:25he mean anything by it no not really
  416. 21:28just who he
  417. 21:29is um he did have you know girlfriends
  418. 21:32here or there and he was at a point in
  419. 21:34his life where he wanted to really start
  420. 21:37settling down he felt like he needed to
  421. 21:41kind of grow up you know become a
  422. 21:44husband become a father you know those
  423. 21:47that time had come and he felt that the
  424. 21:51time had come and gone and he was
  425. 21:52falling behind he told me that too he
  426. 21:55said he felt um like his time was
  427. 21:57running out I told him that you know
  428. 22:01despite the fact that he's not going to
  429. 22:02be in a singles War very much longer he
  430. 22:04still has a lot of options he's still a
  431. 22:06very eligible bachelor and he just
  432. 22:09didn't see it that way he's like you
  433. 22:10understand he's like that might be true
  434. 22:12but my chances are severely reduced once
  435. 22:14I turned 31 it was like this taking time
  436. 22:17well finding a a good Mormon girl you
  437. 22:20know was was difficult because in that
  438. 22:24church you know
  439. 22:26that most of the girls get married yeah
  440. 22:28early 20s yeah you know he said he
  441. 22:31didn't want to marry a girl in her early
  442. 22:3220s because he said that he noticed a
  443. 22:35lot of pattern the church with girls
  444. 22:37that married between 19 and 24 so to
  445. 22:39speak would would you know they'd start
  446. 22:42having babies and growing their family
  447. 22:45and um then they would look at their
  448. 22:47single girlfriends who are still having
  449. 22:48fun with no responsibilities and they
  450. 22:50would regret getting married and I think
  451. 22:51if you're strong in the church it's not
  452. 22:53so much a problem but yeah depends on
  453. 22:56who you surround yourself with too you
  454. 22:58surround yourself with the right people
  455. 23:00you know it's a different story but you
  456. 23:03know that's where he was and did you
  457. 23:06guys ever discuss possibly getting
  458. 23:08married or anything when we were dating
  459. 23:10we did okay once we broke up he brought
  460. 23:14it up he actually proposed to me a lot
  461. 23:17of times but he wasn't serious um I
  462. 23:20think he was he was serious once and it
  463. 23:23was when we broke up and um that was
  464. 23:26really hard because we were on the phone
  465. 23:28it was just like none of that stuff
  466. 23:30should be done on the phone anyway but I
  467. 23:31was hundreds of miles away and um I told
  468. 23:35him that I loved him we didn't say I
  469. 23:37love you during our relationship but we
  470. 23:38said it afterward it was weird Okay um
  471. 23:42um I said you know this isn't breaking
  472. 23:45up with him on the phone wasn't really
  473. 23:47the way I wanted to do it but it was
  474. 23:49kind of a situation that had just come
  475. 23:51to
  476. 23:52a a point where it just couldn't be
  477. 23:55ignored anymore and let's mve to after
  478. 23:57the break up
  479. 23:59oh okay what
  480. 24:02uh what kept you in Mesa at that
  481. 24:07point I actually moved to Mesa a few
  482. 24:09weeks after we broke up really mhm I
  483. 24:13mean as far as the timeline goes but I
  484. 24:16mean if you want to call it our official
  485. 24:17breakup shortly thereafter it's like we
  486. 24:20were still seeing each other so you guys
  487. 24:21were seeing each other but it was long
  488. 24:23distance type relationship it was always
  489. 24:25long distance when we were officially
  490. 24:27dating we didn't dat we dated from about
  491. 24:29the beginning of February to about the
  492. 24:31end of June so February March April May
  493. 24:34June about five months total okay June
  494. 24:37of 2007 you guys broke up and and then
  495. 24:40you moved to
  496. 24:41Mesa um yeah I moved to Mesa sort of
  497. 24:46most people when they break up they kind
  498. 24:48of go I know and it was and we plans
  499. 24:51were already in order for me to move
  500. 24:52there um I was already speaking with a
  501. 24:55friend who was you know was be her
  502. 24:58roommate and I was her roommate for a
  503. 25:00short time
  504. 25:03um she's kind of flighty she's a great
  505. 25:07girl though
  506. 25:09um I talked to Travis about maybe going
  507. 25:12to Southern California instead okay and
  508. 25:15he's really he's he's
  509. 25:20really persuasive he persuade you to
  510. 25:23stay there in Mesa he's he kind of was
  511. 25:26playing up all the advantages if I did
  512. 25:27come to up and if I did you know um he
  513. 25:32said you know it's it's a great place we
  514. 25:34could still see each other and hang out
  515. 25:36on occasion um this church is very
  516. 25:40strong you know you'll you'll make a lot
  517. 25:41of friends and I already knew all this
  518. 25:44stuff prior because I we talked about
  519. 25:46that
  520. 25:48um you know and so I went ahead and just
  521. 25:51made the move it sounded at the time
  522. 25:53like a good
  523. 25:54idea and you guys continued to kind of
  524. 25:57see each other at that time yeah at the
  525. 25:58time I was sort of living more across
  526. 26:00town over by greenfield do you know
  527. 26:01where that is it was up Greenfield near
  528. 26:04Broadway Greenfield Broadway where the
  529. 26:06nearest cross streets and that's where
  530. 26:07the girl that I was originally talking
  531. 26:09with I moved in with her yeah it's kind
  532. 26:11of far from yeah TR yeah um the thing
  533. 26:15about her and and just to give you a
  534. 26:17background of why I moved suddenly um
  535. 26:21she approached me the weekend after I
  536. 26:23got there and said hey she knocked on my
  537. 26:25door can I talk to you for a second I
  538. 26:26said sure and she moved in with her
  539. 26:27boyriend friend um and they were engaged
  540. 26:31okay and she said hey I just wanted to
  541. 26:32let you know that Scott and I went to
  542. 26:34Vegas last week in tied the knot and I
  543. 26:35was like really she's like yeah we
  544. 26:37haven't told anyone but we didn't want
  545. 26:38to live in sin so we're and she had
  546. 26:40already been sealed in the temple once
  547. 26:42and was waiting for her cancel or to
  548. 26:45ceing be yeah to be canell so they were
  549. 26:48going to have a civil wedding um on the
  550. 26:49beach in Oregon and they did that the
  551. 26:51following the following weekend she told
  552. 26:54me that on a Monday or Tuesday it was
  553. 26:57the beginning of the week and she said
  554. 26:59the reason I'm telling you that is
  555. 27:00because I'm getting married this weekend
  556. 27:02and I have to go out of town a few days
  557. 27:03ahead of Scott you know and make
  558. 27:05arrangements and now that he's a married
  559. 27:07man we don't feel it's right that you be
  560. 27:09here in the house she's I don't want to
  561. 27:11inconvenience you but is there any way
  562. 27:12you can stay with somebody else or just
  563. 27:13find another place the time I was
  564. 27:15waiting on a house in Gilbert because I
  565. 27:18already knew they were getting married
  566. 27:19so I was kind of looking anyway and
  567. 27:20there was a great girl named Brenda and
  568. 27:23she was waiting on her keys for the
  569. 27:24mortgage to go through and it was a
  570. 27:25great Ward it was a great house it was
  571. 27:27brand new um construction and all that
  572. 27:30was really nice um but she didn't get
  573. 27:31her keys for months and months I think
  574. 27:33she's in the house now but I don't know
  575. 27:34haven't talked to her um so I scrambled
  576. 27:38I went to The Institute I wrote down a
  577. 27:40bunch of phone numbers I called them all
  578. 27:42a lot of them I got voicemails um one
  579. 27:44girl that answered her name was Tiffany
  580. 27:46and she knew Travis and she was at his
  581. 27:48services in Arizona and um as well and
  582. 27:52we've just remained friends sort of like
  583. 27:54on MySpace and Facebook and that kind of
  584. 27:56thing but she said hey sorry that's
  585. 27:58posting I forgot to take it down but go
  586. 27:59to this website so ldsh housing.net I
  587. 28:01went there I made three phone calls um
  588. 28:04for the places that were within my price
  589. 28:05range I didn't think to look where they
  590. 28:07were um the one girl that called me back
  591. 28:09her name is Shannon derot she said
  592. 28:11here's my place here's the directions go
  593. 28:13ahead and go out and come see the house
  594. 28:15was available so we
  595. 28:17did go ahead you have to get that no
  596. 28:20okay um so I moved out there and when
  597. 28:23Travis found out it was so close to him
  598. 28:25he freaked out about it and I made made
  599. 28:28sure to check that it wasn't that that
  600. 28:31we wouldn't be in the same ward and it
  601. 28:32was within his Ward boundaries but it
  602. 28:34was also within another single's W
  603. 28:35boundaries so of course I'm going to go
  604. 28:36the other one because it would just be
  605. 28:37kind of weird I mean I didn't know about
  606. 28:41him and Lisa at first so I I don't know
  607. 28:45if they were even dating at that time I
  608. 28:47don't know what their whole timeline was
  609. 28:49um but it still would have been weird
  610. 28:51and it wouldn't have made during that
  611. 28:53time that he was seeing Lisa did you
  612. 28:55continue to see him as well yeah and I
  613. 28:58didn't know that he was seeing her okay
  614. 29:00but he would call you and have you come
  615. 29:02over yeah I know there was a time when
  616. 29:04you I guess were cleaning his house too
  617. 29:06for for extra money or something yeah I
  618. 29:08did that he hired you yeah I did that um
  619. 29:10because he knew that I was struggling
  620. 29:11and he he's like I've been doing the
  621. 29:14math and that happened pretty much right
  622. 29:15on I mean it started that started in
  623. 29:17August he's like I've done the math and
  624. 29:19I feel that I can be more protective um
  625. 29:22my time is more valuable than x out of
  626. 29:24dollars per hour so why don't I pay you
  627. 29:26this per hour and I'll work and you can
  628. 29:28make a little bit of money okay so that
  629. 29:30help that makes sense that was around
  630. 29:31the same time time frames at the move
  631. 29:34and back and forth it was like a few
  632. 29:35weeks after the move I was still living
  633. 29:38in with Rachel over on Greenfield okay
  634. 29:43before when that started and he sent me
  635. 29:45this picture and he's like this is your
  636. 29:47uniform have it by Friday or Thursday or
  637. 29:49whatever and it was this French made
  638. 29:51thing I was like no yeah that's him
  639. 29:53typical yeah like I said he's he's a
  640. 29:56very flirty guy and he is now obviously
  641. 30:01the Rachel relation or um notel Lisa
  642. 30:04relationship didn't work out and um and
  643. 30:08then there was a time period he really
  644. 30:09wasn't seeing anybody and then Mimi came
  645. 30:11into the picture um what did you think
  646. 30:14about her that I didn't know a lot about
  647. 30:16her she seems like a really nice girl he
  648. 30:18showed me her picture on Facebook you
  649. 30:20know I don't think she had a lot of
  650. 30:22pictures on there um he said that he's
  651. 30:26not sure why but he's pretty sure that
  652. 30:29she could be it and I was happy for him
  653. 30:33um I didn't find out about Le this
  654. 30:35conversation you had face to face with
  655. 30:36him yeah it was in his room um and he
  656. 30:40had his laptop you know just on his bed
  657. 30:42um I didn't find out about Lisa until
  658. 30:45after we BR we had this conversation
  659. 30:47where we decided to all just come clean
  660. 30:49um and that was quite a
  661. 30:52conversation um because I was never
  662. 30:55Unfaithful but there you know when we
  663. 30:57started dating that timeline around
  664. 30:59February the reason I remember February
  665. 31:02is because he had told me in December
  666. 31:04you know go date other people kind of
  667. 31:06thing and so I did um it was January
  668. 31:1010th that I went on a date with um my
  669. 31:13friend John for lunch we just went out
  670. 31:15and had sushi nothing romantic happened
  671. 31:17we didn't hold hands we didn't kiss
  672. 31:19think we huged and I guess it was
  673. 31:21considered a day because he asked me and
  674. 31:22I accepted and pay for it um and that
  675. 31:25was in Pasadena yeah if he pays for it
  676. 31:27today yeah yeah that was in Pasadena and
  677. 31:29the following evening I went out with my
  678. 31:32friend Abe and we he drinks he just got
  679. 31:35like um a maker Mark I think as what as
  680. 31:38his drink and I got cranberry juice and
  681. 31:41we just talked forever about it he
  682. 31:42talked about politics which is all these
  683. 31:43guys in the Marine Corps or something
  684. 31:45they're both in prepaid legal um John
  685. 31:47Dixon is not in prepa legal anymore he's
  686. 31:49moved on to other Ventures no but the uh
  687. 31:51the Marine Core are they in the service
  688. 31:53at all okay Abe is kind of he's a little
  689. 31:56bit older he's just sort of bus
  690. 31:58okay has a background in I don't
  691. 32:00remember production and this is during
  692. 32:02the time that you guys were broken up or
  693. 32:04still kind of going on I'm sorry this is
  694. 32:06before we started dating Okay the reason
  695. 32:08I say this is because he told me a few
  696. 32:10times he told me during that
  697. 32:11conversation too that he's like you seem
  698. 32:12to have a very convenient timeline for
  699. 32:14when we started dating because I I used
  700. 32:15to ask like when did we actually start
  701. 32:17dating because I figured if we ever made
  702. 32:19it to a year we might as well celebrate
  703. 32:20it um and he's like I'm not really sure
  704. 32:23and the reason I think it was February
  705. 32:262nd is because
  706. 32:28we do you know of Chris and Sky Hughes
  707. 32:32okay um I used to spend a lot of time at
  708. 32:34their house and um you know they're a
  709. 32:38wonderful family and uh sky was she
  710. 32:42she's somebody that I really opened up
  711. 32:44to and you know um I told her a little
  712. 32:48bit how I just wasn't sure about Travis
  713. 32:50at the time and and I I wasn't sure what
  714. 32:52was going on there and she wrote in this
  715. 32:54long letter or she didn't write a letter
  716. 32:57Travis wrote the letter but she um kind
  717. 32:59of got on his case and and I was and
  718. 33:02they told me all kinds of things about
  719. 33:03Travis that I
  720. 33:05wasn't aware of what kind of stuff are
  721. 33:07you talking about
  722. 33:11um they said if I don't get away from
  723. 33:14Travis I'm going to become just like
  724. 33:15Deanna which is his other
  725. 33:18ex-girlfriend
  726. 33:20um you know do you want to waste six
  727. 33:22years of your life waiting for him um
  728. 33:25because he can't Comm in he still tells
  729. 33:28Dan I love you and I was like what you
  730. 33:29know and that kind of thing yeah and and
  731. 33:31I truly believe he he he does love her
  732. 33:33still but he
  733. 33:35does had a he's what you call a player
  734. 33:39you know what that means yeah yeah he he
  735. 33:43kind of he doesn't
  736. 33:46girls but he can't make a
  737. 33:48commitment he portrays himself to be a
  738. 33:51certain
  739. 33:52way but he's really not okay he portrays
  740. 33:56himself to have a lot of money he's
  741. 33:59not he's got a lot of things he told me
  742. 34:02the first night that
  743. 34:03I the first night that I met him it was
  744. 34:07the second night it was at the mgym
  745. 34:08grany invited me to this executive
  746. 34:10director banquet and you know he was
  747. 34:13kind of talking about what his earnings
  748. 34:14were the last year and how he almost
  749. 34:16made his six figures and that kind of
  750. 34:18thing and then he leans in and he goes
  751. 34:20in this business you have to show off
  752. 34:21your money a little bit and then prepaid
  753. 34:22legal it is people want to see that
  754. 34:24you're actually being successful so you
  755. 34:26know he's done a good job it's about
  756. 34:28making money
  757. 34:30yeah um anyway what was I saying oh so
  758. 34:34Chris and Sky were just they by the end
  759. 34:36of the conversation they started calling
  760. 34:37me Diana and I was just like shocked I
  761. 34:40didn't want to I certainly the last
  762. 34:41thing I wanted how did you feel about
  763. 34:43that um my biggest concern was losing
  764. 34:46respect in their eyes because I really
  765. 34:49really looked up to them and um I
  766. 34:52thought it I would have laughed it off
  767. 34:53and I thought it was kind of funny but
  768. 34:54my big but I feared inside that I was
  769. 34:56losing that respect
  770. 34:58mhm um so when I talked to him next I
  771. 35:01was like uh you know what do I do what
  772. 35:04do I say and he ended up runting this
  773. 35:06long long long letter to Sky saying I
  774. 35:08just got off the phone with a very
  775. 35:09reluctant to talk to me jod you know and
  776. 35:13um she wrote back saying something to
  777. 35:16the effect like you know I wouldn't want
  778. 35:17my sister to date you um why do you kiss
  779. 35:21jod in the dark and then act like you
  780. 35:23guys aren't even together in the daytime
  781. 35:24things like that that's a good statement
  782. 35:28because that kind of sums up the
  783. 35:30relationship that you had with him it
  784. 35:33seems like he liked you he loved you he
  785. 35:37wanted to be with you but he
  786. 35:40was he was reluctant to make a a a
  787. 35:42commitment First
  788. 35:44St and truly he didn't think that you
  789. 35:46were marriage
  790. 35:48material and I don't know why not I mean
  791. 35:51I see you you're you're you're a
  792. 35:53wonderful girl you're you know you're
  793. 35:55struggling you're trying to to to make
  794. 35:58your way through life and I don't see
  795. 36:00why you guys couldn't have made it I
  796. 36:02think we're just we have we have very
  797. 36:05different philosophies on a lot of ways
  798. 36:07um we would argue about the dumbest
  799. 36:09things and like he would just want me to
  800. 36:12admit that he was right and I would
  801. 36:14happily do that that's a man thing
  802. 36:16that's and I would I should have just
  803. 36:18known better and admitted that I
  804. 36:19eventually learned how to argue with
  805. 36:21Travis and talk to my wife she's like
  806. 36:22okay fine you're right yeah eventually
  807. 36:25that's what what I began to do with him
  808. 36:27it's like the more I just agree with him
  809. 36:28the sooner the argument gets over and
  810. 36:29the sooner we can make up and the makeup
  811. 36:31was always great um but um there was so
  812. 36:35many times where I just couldn't wrap my
  813. 36:37mind around what he would I could but
  814. 36:39but I tried to get him to do the same
  815. 36:40for me like there was a time when I
  816. 36:41broke down on the way to La once when I
  817. 36:43was going to watch Chris Hughes do a
  818. 36:45training um and this was January um mid
  819. 36:49January maybe of 2007 and my my car got
  820. 36:52a flat tire so I had at the time
  821. 36:54roadside assistance because my car was
  822. 36:55still under warranty and they they went
  823. 36:57to take the car and to change the tire
  824. 36:59and realized that when they sold me the
  825. 37:00car they didn't give me the wheel lock
  826. 37:01key oh so for anti- theft there was
  827. 37:04wheel locks so I had to get a hotel room
  828. 37:06I had to get my car towed it was a big
  829. 37:07nightmare um and I was kind of hungry it
  830. 37:09was dinner time it was 7:38 and it was
  831. 37:12dark because it was January um the tow
  832. 37:16trk guy said you know there's a Denny's
  833. 37:17two blocks down here and there's a Jack
  834. 37:19In The Box there and he was driving me
  835. 37:20to the motel he said is there an IHOP
  836. 37:22around because I really like IHOP he's
  837. 37:23like yeah but it's kind of like five
  838. 37:24miles back in the other direction I was
  839. 37:27like okay he's like I can drive you
  840. 37:28there if you want and I was like he's
  841. 37:32like this short Mexican guy and he
  842. 37:35seemed really harmless and I was like uh
  843. 37:37okay and he you know and I asked him
  844. 37:38about his life and he had a wife and
  845. 37:41kids and so he wasn't flirting or he had
  846. 37:43a girlfriend or something I don't
  847. 37:44remember just trying to be nice to you
  848. 37:45just being nice and so I ended up
  849. 37:46telling and he didn't ever come on to me
  850. 37:49or ever say anything inappropriate and
  851. 37:51then he drove me back and dropped me off
  852. 37:52and that was that and
  853. 37:54um and I got to eat and so I told that
  854. 37:58to Travis and he didn't say anything at
  855. 37:59first but it got back to Sky and sky was
  856. 38:01like why didn't you call me and then I
  857. 38:03think eventually that was used against
  858. 38:04me to establish a pattern that I do
  859. 38:06weird things like that so um that's
  860. 38:09something we had arguments about a lot
  861. 38:11was um he's like I just think that so he
  862. 38:13was truly upset with you about that he
  863. 38:15felt a little jealous but it I it I he
  864. 38:19told me once that he's a little bit he
  865. 38:20was a little bit jealous when he found
  866. 38:22out that I went on those dates he's like
  867. 38:23but I know we're not dating and he's
  868. 38:25like guess I guess I am a little bit
  869. 38:26jealous but with these other incidences
  870. 38:29he said it just concerns him okay
  871. 38:31because he thinks that he thought that I
  872. 38:32would get myself into a situation where
  873. 38:34I'd get hurt because I have that sort of
  874. 38:36attitude and I was really since I joined
  875. 38:39prepaid I've been really trying to break
  876. 38:40out of my bubble and do things that are
  877. 38:42a little uncomfortable as far as
  878. 38:45um um talking to people and you know I
  879. 38:47made a resolution this year to overcome
  880. 38:49a few fears that I have um that I'm
  881. 38:52really scared of so I think that by
  882. 38:53getting into that a little then I can
  883. 38:57you you know overcome some of that um
  884. 39:00but his he did act jealous but he
  885. 39:03wouldn't say he was jealous he would
  886. 39:04just say he would tell other people
  887. 39:05about it what do you mean did he tell
  888. 39:07Sky Hughes oh yeah I guess it I may have
  889. 39:10told Sky about that but they probably
  890. 39:13had a conversation with them and he
  891. 39:14probably voiced as conversations um I
  892. 39:17know that him and Sky had a lot of
  893. 39:19fights and arguments and it was and I
  894. 39:21was the roote of that a lot of time but
  895. 39:24I think you know all in all they
  896. 39:26especially
  897. 39:28more recently they got along a lot
  898. 39:30better I think she gave them a really
  899. 39:32hard time about our relationship one of
  900. 39:35the reasons he really wanted to keep it
  901. 39:36under
  902. 39:39wraps so you know moving over
  903. 39:43to his trip to Cancun that he was going
  904. 39:47to um when did you first find out about
  905. 39:50that that he was going with M oh I
  906. 39:52didn't find I found out about that at
  907. 39:54his memorial
  908. 39:55services on Monday
  909. 39:58it was the Monday night memorial service
  910. 40:00so you didn't know that he was going to
  911. 40:02Cancun I knew he was going yeah you
  912. 40:04didn't know he was taking Mimi I didn't
  913. 40:06know that I think that's awesome
  914. 40:07actually yeah well unfortunately Mimi
  915. 40:10had called him a week or two
  916. 40:13before and I told him look if you want
  917. 40:16to take somebody else it's fine but I
  918. 40:18have something to tell you I don't look
  919. 40:20at you that way I don't look at you as a
  920. 40:24boyfriend if you want to be friends we
  921. 40:26can be friends
  922. 40:28and that really broke his heart I know
  923. 40:30um I mean he didn't tell me that but I
  924. 40:33found out from his Bishop afterward when
  925. 40:34I talked to his Bishop And he as Bishop
  926. 40:37did say that Travis really took that one
  927. 40:39hard and he said he took it to heart and
  928. 40:41he said he realizes that it's speaking
  929. 40:44from a Bishop's perspective he said it's
  930. 40:46because you know Mimi is is of a certain
  931. 40:49caliber when it comes to her
  932. 40:50spirituality and Travis was just in
  933. 40:52another place he's struggling and that's
  934. 40:53something he struggled with for a long
  935. 40:55time well I feel I feel responsible for
  936. 40:58that partly why do you feel responsible
  937. 41:00because I wasn't I mean I moved away but
  938. 41:03I had participated with him and so many
  939. 41:05things that kept us both down
  940. 41:07spiritually for a long time I mean if I
  941. 41:09had just cut ties completely I could
  942. 41:11probably be married right now I could
  943. 41:13probably be working on my own family
  944. 41:17um what kept do that what what kept you
  945. 41:20to
  946. 41:21him I don't understand well moving is
  947. 41:25expensive for one so once I was there I
  948. 41:27was kind of stuck there um why do you
  949. 41:30continue to go back to him you know what
  950. 41:32he wants you know that it's not healthy
  951. 41:35but yet you continue to go back and it
  952. 41:38brings us to this point where we are
  953. 41:42now okay I
  954. 41:46mean I guess I I physically you keep
  955. 41:50saying you knew that it that it wasn't
  956. 41:52healthy and and you knew it was
  957. 41:54contributing to something that wasn't
  958. 41:56good I think at the time you guys
  959. 41:58continue to do it yeah and part of that
  960. 42:01part of my um perspective now has to do
  961. 42:04with the fact that I'm going through a
  962. 42:06repentance process that I've worked out
  963. 42:08with you know with my bishop and he's
  964. 42:11given me you know certain scriptures to
  965. 42:12read and and Ponder and pray about and
  966. 42:15it just it brings me back to where I was
  967. 42:18prior to all that um I don't know how
  968. 42:21much I ever really was there as much as
  969. 42:23I am now because even before I was
  970. 42:25baptized even the two days before I was
  971. 42:28baptized four days was on Wednesday and
  972. 42:31I was baptized on Sunday um before
  973. 42:33Thanksgiving and it was just like like
  974. 42:35Travis and I were making out and you
  975. 42:37know that was Prior that we hadn't gone
  976. 42:40all the way at that point but was just
  977. 42:42too far and I called in that evening and
  978. 42:44I said how I didn't it just it felt
  979. 42:47different the first few times was like
  980. 42:48hey that was great you know whatever and
  981. 42:50then it just felt different this time
  982. 42:52and it was right before I was about to
  983. 42:53be baptized and you know I already had
  984. 42:56my interview and and so it was
  985. 42:59like it was just different and he said
  986. 43:01well yeah he's like I feel the same way
  987. 43:03and I think that's the spirit you know
  988. 43:05telling us this that or the other and so
  989. 43:08um I think that by driving the spirit
  990. 43:10away so much you just get into this
  991. 43:13pattern of of I don't know it was just
  992. 43:17it was conen there was a couple times
  993. 43:19where I didn't answer his text messages
  994. 43:22and he would send me little sad faces
  995. 43:24or eventually he would wait and would
  996. 43:27call and then he would call again and if
  997. 43:28I didn't answer he'd call three times
  998. 43:30and obviously you guys kept this
  999. 43:31relationship hidden from everybody else
  1000. 43:33and
  1001. 43:35uh cuz nobody really knew about it well
  1002. 43:38there were some people who who I talked
  1003. 43:41to and said yeah they continued to have
  1004. 43:42a relationship even after they broke up
  1005. 43:45and there are others who who are saying
  1006. 43:47that you had become obsessive with him
  1007. 43:51to the point to where you would uh go
  1008. 43:53into his house when he wasn't there or
  1009. 43:56when you wer inv
  1010. 43:57and and he would talk to people saying
  1011. 44:00you know she just kind of showed up and
  1012. 44:03I don't want to tell her to leave but
  1013. 44:05uh you know I don't want her here oh
  1014. 44:09there were that was must have been early
  1015. 44:11on because there were a couple times
  1016. 44:13when we established a rule early on just
  1017. 44:15don't you know don't come over and let
  1018. 44:17he said you can come over anytime but I
  1019. 44:18need to know first yes he's like you
  1020. 44:20just never know cuz you ran into
  1021. 44:22somebody one time right didn't you run
  1022. 44:23into like one of his ex-girlfriends as
  1023. 44:25well or or was it d
  1024. 44:28oh yeah um well that was I was that was
  1025. 44:30okay that I was there he asked me to
  1026. 44:31stay there and um be with Napoleon
  1027. 44:34because that was during uh conference
  1028. 44:36General Conference in October of last
  1029. 44:37year um he took a road trip with some
  1030. 44:39friends from his church to Utah and um
  1031. 44:42unless he's going to California he
  1032. 44:44pretty much leaves Napoleon at home and
  1033. 44:47so he needed someone to be there and
  1034. 44:51it's like I got Full House privileges I
  1035. 44:52could sleep in the bed I could eat you
  1036. 44:54know food and I talked to her and she
  1037. 44:56said that was kind of an unusual kind of
  1038. 44:58situation she didn't expect you to be
  1039. 45:00there she didn't at all and so first I
  1040. 45:02was like
  1041. 45:03well I was like did you give Dan any any
  1042. 45:07you know Flack over coming over
  1043. 45:08unannounced because we had just set this
  1044. 45:10Rule and he's like I talked to her about
  1045. 45:12it he's like but I'll tell you what I
  1046. 45:13was on the phone for three hours with
  1047. 45:15her she was freaking out that you were
  1048. 45:17there and
  1049. 45:19um I think the more that we the more
  1050. 45:22people knew about us associating The
  1051. 45:24more stress we both got from it and so
  1052. 45:27um it was just easier to try and keep it
  1053. 45:29a secret and we we didn't always do a
  1054. 45:31good job at that I think his roommates
  1055. 45:33may have seen or heard some things
  1056. 45:37um but they were kind of keep to
  1057. 45:39themselves ties so we didn't worry too
  1058. 45:41much about
  1059. 45:42them there was actually one roommate
  1060. 45:44John heworth who ended up marrying
  1061. 45:47remarrying his his same wife and moved
  1062. 45:49back to Utah and um he I was cleaning
  1063. 45:54his house one day and John told me he's
  1064. 45:58like you know Travis is dating and I
  1065. 46:03said okay and I assumed he was you know
  1066. 46:07going on dates and things he's like no
  1067. 46:09he's really trying to date and
  1068. 46:13um and I said okay and he's like he he's
  1069. 46:16desperate to get married and I said I
  1070. 46:19know that's true and he's like I just
  1071. 46:21wanted to tell you that because I I
  1072. 46:22don't think he's being honest with you
  1073. 46:24and I was like okay so that night um you
  1074. 46:27know I confronted him about it and we
  1075. 46:29had a really big fight it was also just
  1076. 46:31just a bunch of things were thrown in
  1077. 46:33the mix together and and then we and and
  1078. 46:36I he said listen I'm not dating
  1079. 46:38anyone um but he was very angry at John
  1080. 46:43for getting into his
  1081. 46:44business um he told John in a very nice
  1082. 46:47way I think hey I I know that you have
  1083. 46:50probably have good intentions but just
  1084. 46:52you know mind your own business kind of
  1085. 46:54thing and from then on John I don't
  1086. 46:57think John really said
  1087. 47:03anything and that was that was in
  1088. 47:06October I think you've kind of given me
  1089. 47:08a really good uh rundown of your
  1090. 47:10relationship and um how you guys thought
  1091. 47:14of each other and stuff and and I was
  1092. 47:16pretty pretty close to write on with my
  1093. 47:19with my theory on how you guys you know
  1094. 47:21why you contined to see each other and
  1095. 47:23what was going on during that time um I
  1096. 47:26think there's some other things that
  1097. 47:27you're not telling me I think I think
  1098. 47:30maybe you
  1099. 47:31were the jealousy probably continued
  1100. 47:34even after the fact that you moved away
  1101. 47:37um for instance the
  1102. 47:41uh was it the week of the well the first
  1103. 47:45week of of
  1104. 47:47June you took a trip to solake
  1105. 47:50City remember that trip we talked about
  1106. 47:52oh this year I I'm thinking back um you
  1107. 47:56you had left left I think it was like a
  1108. 47:58Monday left Monday June 2nd Monday June
  1109. 48:012nd and morning or afternoon or
  1110. 48:04something I can't remember what late
  1111. 48:05morning I think it was morning okay and
  1112. 48:07you'd gone down to reading and rented a
  1113. 48:09car um where did you rent that car uh
  1114. 48:12the reading airport okay do you remember
  1115. 48:14what car company it was it I don't
  1116. 48:17remember the rental company but I
  1117. 48:18remember the nak model it was a Ford
  1118. 48:20Focus yeah I got that from other people
  1119. 48:23in Utah they said you sh up in a Ford
  1120. 48:24Focus uh it was white four
  1121. 48:27no um cruise control I like road trips
  1122. 48:32cruise control is good you don't
  1123. 48:35remember what company it
  1124. 48:37was uh who rented it maybe I did was it
  1125. 48:40was your credit card or okay yeah I
  1126. 48:43could look it up and so you took a trip
  1127. 48:47and you decided to go
  1128. 48:49to um instead of going over to Utah you
  1129. 48:52went straight down to Los Angeles area I
  1130. 48:54went to Santa Cruz first Santa Cruz M
  1131. 48:57and then I stayed the night in Monteray
  1132. 48:59and the next day I drove to acaden okay
  1133. 49:03waiting for Laura to call me back you
  1134. 49:05didn't contact her at all uh she
  1135. 49:07contacted me finally after IID already
  1136. 49:09left it was too late you already and we
  1137. 49:11had plans to to do that again this we
  1138. 49:13and which route did you take from from
  1139. 49:16there I was supposed to get on the
  1140. 49:1815 and go all the way
  1141. 49:21up and I somehow got off the 15 where
  1142. 49:25did you end
  1143. 49:27um for a while I was lost and I'm not
  1144. 49:30above sleeping in the car so I slept for
  1145. 49:32a while I'm a heavy sleeper and I sleep
  1146. 49:34a lot so but you were on the 15 for a
  1147. 49:36while and you ended up getting off the
  1148. 49:3815 somewhere yeah I I I looked at a map
  1149. 49:40and I'm pretty sure I know where I went
  1150. 49:42I went can I draw your map
  1151. 49:48sure because I eventually started seeing
  1152. 49:50signs um for Phoenix and I was like and
  1153. 49:53it was several hundred miles away still
  1154. 49:55like that's weird where am I going um so
  1155. 49:58you have California Los
  1156. 50:00Angeles
  1157. 50:03and um Nevada Arizona
  1158. 50:07Utah and I was supposed to go somewhere
  1159. 50:09right up here oh on the Lefty so the 15
  1160. 50:13kind of does one of these yeah goes
  1161. 50:16through let's say Las Vegas right here
  1162. 50:19oh yeah I'm sorry I'm my that's okay
  1163. 50:22that's okay so we'll just put just put I
  1164. 50:24just I know it cuts through our Zone in
  1165. 50:26the corner
  1166. 50:27um Las Vegas um St George is somewhere
  1167. 50:32here and
  1168. 50:36then the 40 runs somewhere this way
  1169. 50:39because somehow I ended up on the
  1170. 50:4240 and when I saw the 40 I'm like the
  1171. 50:45only thing I associate with the 40 is
  1172. 50:47Flagstaff and Flagstaff is somewhere in
  1173. 50:50Utah I mean north north northern Arizona
  1174. 50:54and so um and it was I was going east
  1175. 50:57and I was like this isn't this what's
  1176. 50:59going on here I just I wasn't going the
  1177. 51:00right way and so
  1178. 51:02I um I've had for the last two years
  1179. 51:06I've had a car that has a GPS system in
  1180. 51:09it it's really good and um it I think it
  1181. 51:12Ser it hasn't served me as far as
  1182. 51:15getting a sense of direction when I
  1183. 51:16moved to Palm Desert yeah you kind of
  1184. 51:18rely on it a little too much too much in
  1185. 51:20fact when I moved when I moved in with
  1186. 51:24the the last place I lived in Arizona I
  1187. 51:26did not how close it was to Travis I
  1188. 51:28didn't realize um I have a very bad
  1189. 51:31sense of direction and it wasn't
  1190. 51:34until I began to I use my GPS the whole
  1191. 51:37time I was there pretty much just to
  1192. 51:38find things um anyway so I got
  1193. 51:43back I looked at the map quest that I I
  1194. 51:46Map Quest a bunch of places I was maybe
  1195. 51:48going to go to Death Valley um I was
  1196. 51:50maybe going to did you actually cross
  1197. 51:51over into Arizona is that how far you
  1198. 51:53went I crossed over twice I think my map
  1199. 51:56was wrong because the 93 goes north and
  1200. 51:58then I hit the 15 again and then I got
  1201. 52:01here and then I hit
  1202. 52:03Arizona and then went here it the
  1203. 52:06somehow I got North on the 93 okay and
  1204. 52:09then I hit the
  1205. 52:1015 so I mean I don't know where Phoenix
  1206. 52:13is and Mesa it's got to be over here
  1207. 52:15yeah I didn't go anywhere near there so
  1208. 52:18you you took this trip and you left
  1209. 52:22on was it
  1210. 52:24Monday the second
  1211. 52:28right and you didn't get to Utah
  1212. 52:32until Thursday you told me yeah I got to
  1213. 52:35Utah on Thursday so Thursday and that's
  1214. 52:38the
  1215. 52:415th yeah I think so it's Monday that's
  1216. 52:44Tuesday Wednesday Thursday
  1217. 52:47yeah okay so we
  1218. 52:49have it's like 48 hours there that well
  1219. 52:53obviously three days but there's plent
  1220. 52:56there's 48 hours so this trip took you
  1221. 52:58little over 48
  1222. 53:00Hours um I have a problem with this trip
  1223. 53:04well I went first too yeah I know I know
  1224. 53:07you went down here I mean
  1225. 53:09obviously
  1226. 53:11my right there beautiful little place
  1227. 53:15here except it's kind of Smokey and I
  1228. 53:17can't see the views I was hoping to see
  1229. 53:19some mountains but you really should
  1230. 53:21take out chest to get the okay I've gone
  1231. 53:24over this trip over and over in my mind
  1232. 53:27and on
  1233. 53:28paper and even
  1234. 53:32if there's still 20 some OD
  1235. 53:35hours even if you pulled over to
  1236. 53:39sleep a couple of times oh did I tell
  1237. 53:42you that I got stranded yeah okay you
  1238. 53:45mentioned that if you slept for 10 hours
  1239. 53:48I only slept for about here and here it
  1240. 53:50would still
  1241. 53:52leave 18 some odat hours
  1242. 53:57or something else okay this is what
  1243. 54:00people are focusing on as this trip that
  1244. 54:03you took because they're saying she left
  1245. 54:05she didn't get to till
  1246. 54:10Thursday
  1247. 54:13Wednesday some TRS was
  1248. 54:19killed I did not go near his house isn't
  1249. 54:22there aren't there I pull your shell
  1250. 54:25records cell phone was turned off
  1251. 54:28between
  1252. 54:29here and
  1253. 54:31here okay but the last place it pulled
  1254. 54:37it was
  1255. 54:39here the next place it turned on was
  1256. 54:43here what does that show me oh well I
  1257. 54:47began oh no no no is there plenty of
  1258. 54:50time for you to do that
  1259. 54:52yes and I do I believe that you had come
  1260. 54:56to visit Travis
  1261. 54:58yes I truly believe
  1262. 55:02it did you have the opportunity yes you
  1263. 55:04were traveling alone there's no other
  1264. 55:06Witnesses your phone just happened to
  1265. 55:08turn off from here to here well I didn't
  1266. 55:10turn it off physically but it
  1267. 55:12died and then it magically you you found
  1268. 55:16your charger here it was it was under
  1269. 55:18the packed under the seat of the
  1270. 55:19passenger side and it was when I was
  1271. 55:21when you were lost you couldn't have
  1272. 55:23maybe pulled over and found it or well I
  1273. 55:25did finally start looking when I was
  1274. 55:27stranded I wouldn't I wouldn't have
  1275. 55:29pulled over when I was
  1276. 55:30lost okay this I've been focusing on
  1277. 55:33this and going over and over my
  1278. 55:36mind why this happened why your phone
  1279. 55:39turns off here outside of Los
  1280. 55:43Angeles what city is that cuz I got as
  1281. 55:46far as there no cities there's Towers oh
  1282. 55:49okay well I got there's Towers dotted
  1283. 55:51all over this place yeah one tower hit
  1284. 55:53here the other Tower here on the 993
  1285. 55:57there is no way somebody can get on that
  1286. 56:0015 and magically get on that
  1287. 56:0293 cuz that 15 goes right to Las
  1288. 56:06Vegas right there and continues this way
  1289. 56:09it never goes to Arizona again I I got
  1290. 56:11off before Las Vegas
  1291. 56:15okay I didn't get that the 15 you'd have
  1292. 56:18to go to Las Vegas and then come down
  1293. 56:20south go through Boulder City I went
  1294. 56:24through Boulder City going north
  1295. 56:27did you cross over the
  1296. 56:29uh the
  1297. 56:32dam you didn't think that was odd you
  1298. 56:34were crossing in over AR well after I I
  1299. 56:36figured out it was lost by then and I
  1300. 56:37found I found the 93 and then found my
  1301. 56:40way back to the 15 and this Tower here
  1302. 56:43it's not just over the Border in Arizona
  1303. 56:46it's quite a distance inside of Arizona
  1304. 56:49that it hit because there is a mountain
  1305. 56:51range all along
  1306. 56:55here and if you're on this side of the
  1307. 56:57mountain range pretty good distance that
  1308. 57:00signal is not going to come not going to
  1309. 57:01hit UT or
  1310. 57:04Utah or Nevada or California it's only
  1311. 57:07going to hit in Arizona well I had
  1312. 57:10somehow gotten off the 15 and gone on to
  1313. 57:11the 40 is what happened well the only
  1314. 57:15way you can get on the
  1315. 57:1640 is if after you cross the bridge or
  1316. 57:22the uh the dam I think I got on the 40
  1317. 57:24in California
  1318. 57:28from the
  1319. 57:3015th well like because I had actually
  1320. 57:32gotten I actually began to drive the 10
  1321. 57:34West would you see what I'm saying the
  1322. 57:36confusion that we're
  1323. 57:38having and and we'll come back to this
  1324. 57:41well I got on the 40 somewhere over here
  1325. 57:45in California yeah and continued to
  1326. 57:47drive this way realized I was not in the
  1327. 57:50right place at all and then I got on to
  1328. 57:53the the 93 North and then I hit the 15
  1329. 57:56and then I went through Las Vegas and
  1330. 57:57then St George and then on T
  1331. 58:00okay that still doesn't make any sense
  1332. 58:02to me and I can pull them outs and show
  1333. 58:05them to you and you can go over and over
  1334. 58:07and over again but I don't think you're
  1335. 58:09being completely honest with me about
  1336. 58:12about that trip I honestly got
  1337. 58:15lost it's it's bad
  1338. 58:18[Music]
  1339. 58:21timing were you at Travis's house on
  1340. 58:23Wednesday absolutely not I was was
  1341. 58:26nowhere near Mesa was nowhere near no
  1342. 58:33Phoenix I wasn't even close to
  1343. 58:37him um what if I could show you proof
  1344. 58:40you were
  1345. 58:44there would that change your
  1346. 58:46mind I wasn't there you to be honest
  1347. 58:49with you J I was not at Travis's house
  1348. 58:54was not
  1349. 58:56you were at Travis's
  1350. 58:58house you guys had a sexual
  1351. 59:02encounter which there's
  1352. 59:05pictures I know you know there's
  1353. 59:07pictures because I have
  1354. 59:11them I will show them to
  1355. 59:14you
  1356. 59:16okay
  1357. 59:18so what I'm asking you is for you to be
  1358. 59:21honest with
  1359. 59:22me I know you were there
  1360. 59:28are you sure those pictures aren't from
  1361. 59:29another time
  1362. 59:33positive absolutely
  1363. 59:38positive the last time I had any kind of
  1364. 59:41sexual contact with Travis was in
  1365. 59:49April remember I told you about the
  1366. 59:51camera
  1367. 59:53mhm that camera was damaged
  1368. 59:57someone put it in a washing machine ran
  1369. 1:00:00it through a wash
  1370. 1:00:02cycle with some clothes of
  1371. 1:00:05travises but the card's
  1372. 1:00:08intact remember I told you that card was
  1373. 1:00:12destroyed I didn't want to tell you the
  1374. 1:00:15truth cuz I wanted to make sure those
  1375. 1:00:18photos were accurate and we can pull
  1376. 1:00:21deleted
  1377. 1:00:22photos I don't care if you delete them
  1378. 1:00:26six months ago we can pull every photo
  1379. 1:00:28that was ever on there pull the little
  1380. 1:00:30pixels
  1381. 1:00:31together get the time stamps on them not
  1382. 1:00:34all of them but most of them have time
  1383. 1:00:36stamps on them and we can verify those
  1384. 1:00:38timestamps and I have pictures of you in
  1385. 1:00:41Travis's bedroom with Travis pictures of
  1386. 1:00:45him
  1387. 1:00:46and it's obvious you guys are having
  1388. 1:00:49sex taking photos of each other and
  1389. 1:00:54they're dated and stamped on the day he
  1390. 1:00:58died are you sure it's me I mean that
  1391. 1:01:01cuz I was not there it's
  1392. 1:01:04you and you know it's
  1393. 1:01:08you I know all the details of this case
  1394. 1:01:12the only thing I don't know is
  1395. 1:01:14why why did you choose to go visit
  1396. 1:01:17Travis that
  1397. 1:01:21day and why did you do what you did
  1398. 1:01:26never TR this you
  1399. 1:01:31did you hurt
  1400. 1:01:34him that's why we're
  1401. 1:01:36here that's why I flew up
  1402. 1:01:39here because I needed to talk to you
  1403. 1:01:41about
  1404. 1:01:43this I can just arrest you and throw you
  1405. 1:01:45in jail
  1406. 1:01:46but I want to know why why did you do
  1407. 1:01:49this to him I wouldn't hurt Travis he's
  1408. 1:01:52done so much for me
  1409. 1:01:56there's so much evidence in that
  1410. 1:01:58house so much and it all points to you I
  1411. 1:02:03I lived
  1412. 1:02:04there I was there for months and months
  1413. 1:02:07and
  1414. 1:02:14months I know you took pictures of him
  1415. 1:02:16in a
  1416. 1:02:18shower just before he
  1417. 1:02:20died I don't think he would allow
  1418. 1:02:24that and the camera actually took a
  1419. 1:02:27couple of photos by
  1420. 1:02:29accident during the time he was being
  1421. 1:02:31killed really yeah Joey really you were
  1422. 1:02:37there quit playing this game it's time
  1423. 1:02:40for you to just come out and I didn't
  1424. 1:02:43know I I did not hurt
  1425. 1:02:48Travis I did not hurt Travis
  1426. 1:02:56I wouldn't do that to
  1427. 1:02:59him we have the
  1428. 1:03:10pictures can I see the
  1429. 1:03:13pictures we have your blood at the scene
  1430. 1:03:27your hair was blooded to
  1431. 1:03:40see you left pom at the
  1432. 1:03:43sea in
  1433. 1:03:48blood what's going on there well I can
  1434. 1:03:51explain the blood in the hair I don't
  1435. 1:03:53know about my left palm print how can
  1436. 1:03:55you explain the blood that well CU I
  1437. 1:03:57used to bathe Napoleon all the time and
  1438. 1:04:01um you haven't been there since
  1439. 1:04:03April right
  1440. 1:04:06M he's had the house cleaned several
  1441. 1:04:08times since then and this hair was not
  1442. 1:04:11just of a hair you know from the shower
  1443. 1:04:15or
  1444. 1:04:15something this hair was stuck with blood
  1445. 1:04:19and obviously had blood on
  1446. 1:04:22it at the time I got stuck where where
  1447. 1:04:25end
  1448. 1:04:27my hair would been all
  1449. 1:04:29over there's no other hair can you take
  1450. 1:04:32can you take a hair sample and we have
  1451. 1:04:34your DNA no no no but I mean like you
  1452. 1:04:36know how they can do drug tests and find
  1453. 1:04:38out when things were done can you we
  1454. 1:04:40can't do that can't you measure the time
  1455. 1:04:43we have DNA matching that hair too okay
  1456. 1:04:46I know but and that hair had a follicle
  1457. 1:04:47on it and that means that that hair
  1458. 1:04:50wasn't there very long the follicle
  1459. 1:04:52usually dissipate and go away
  1460. 1:04:56after a certain time it'll fall off the
  1461. 1:04:59hair itself well when I would brush my
  1462. 1:05:01hair there I mean this
  1463. 1:05:05one you
  1464. 1:05:08absolutely
  1465. 1:05:12cannot can you cannot explain that
  1466. 1:05:15way you either had blood on your hand
  1467. 1:05:19and you touched the wall or there was
  1468. 1:05:21blood on the wall and you touched the
  1469. 1:05:24blood could my palm print have already
  1470. 1:05:27been there and touched
  1471. 1:05:32it this is over this is absolutely over
  1472. 1:05:37you need to tell me the truth listen the
  1473. 1:05:39truth is I did not hurt
  1474. 1:05:41Travis okay so where you can continue to
  1475. 1:05:44do this
  1476. 1:05:46okay a record check shows you that you
  1477. 1:05:51uh has reported a a gun
  1478. 1:05:54stolen 25
  1479. 1:05:56auto just happens to
  1480. 1:05:59be the same caliber as the weapon used
  1481. 1:06:03to kill
  1482. 1:06:05him a 25 auto was used to K TR
  1483. 1:06:09M yeah along with multiple stab
  1484. 1:06:14wounds
  1485. 1:06:16Jody if you want I can show you some
  1486. 1:06:18pictures of him do you want to see
  1487. 1:06:21pictures of him
  1488. 1:06:26Parton me does and Parton me
  1489. 1:06:29doesn't why because you don't want to
  1490. 1:06:30remember no I there's a morbid curiosity
  1491. 1:06:34Jody I wanted to know how he died we can
  1492. 1:06:38keep playing these games over and over
  1493. 1:06:40again I'm not going to believe
  1494. 1:06:42you when you start telling me the truth
  1495. 1:06:46then I can believe you but I can't deny
  1496. 1:06:50this evidence I
  1497. 1:06:52can't the trip you took doesn't make
  1498. 1:06:55sense
  1499. 1:06:56the opportunity was there your pictures
  1500. 1:06:59on that date with
  1501. 1:07:01him your blood is in the house mixed
  1502. 1:07:05with his mixed not alongside but mixed
  1503. 1:07:10your hair is there with
  1504. 1:07:12blood and your palom print is there in
  1505. 1:07:17blood it's
  1506. 1:07:19over could it have been my blood from
  1507. 1:07:21before your image is not important right
  1508. 1:07:24now
  1509. 1:07:25saving the rest of your life is listen
  1510. 1:07:28if I'm found guilty I don't have a
  1511. 1:07:32life I'm not
  1512. 1:07:34guilty I didn't hurt Travis if I hurt
  1513. 1:07:38Travis if I killed Travis I would beg
  1514. 1:07:40for the death penalty was there anybody
  1515. 1:07:42else with
  1516. 1:07:44you I was traveling alone the whole time
  1517. 1:07:48was there anybody else with you at
  1518. 1:07:49Travis's house on Wednesday Bo I was not
  1519. 1:07:52at trav's house on Wednesday you
  1520. 1:07:55because that's when the blood was left
  1521. 1:07:57on the bloody ppint was left on his
  1522. 1:08:01wall I don't know what to tell
  1523. 1:08:04you if you were in my shoes and I had
  1524. 1:08:06this evidence
  1525. 1:08:08against against you what would you
  1526. 1:08:11say if I had that evidence against you
  1527. 1:08:14it' be pretty obvious but I guess being
  1528. 1:08:17in my position I it just seems so
  1529. 1:08:19impossible I want to see it I want to
  1530. 1:08:21know I mean I'm not like I'm not a
  1531. 1:08:23murderer but I guess if I were to do
  1532. 1:08:25that I would wear gloves or you know
  1533. 1:08:27something I
  1534. 1:08:29just how could my I don't
  1535. 1:08:33know I know you tried to wash him off
  1536. 1:08:37try to get some of the blood off try to
  1537. 1:08:39clean them up a little bit but you're
  1538. 1:08:41even denying the
  1539. 1:08:44pictures of you being
  1540. 1:08:46there there's pictures of you laying on
  1541. 1:08:48the bed and
  1542. 1:08:50pigtails pigtails
  1543. 1:08:53yes and I've got pictures of you that
  1544. 1:08:55I've blown up and you've got the little
  1545. 1:08:57mole right there it's the same one it's
  1546. 1:09:00you it's
  1547. 1:09:03obvious I can show you some of these
  1548. 1:09:07pictures you want to see the
  1549. 1:09:10pictures well that change your
  1550. 1:09:13mind I mean I am
  1551. 1:09:16curious okay let me take a break and let
  1552. 1:09:19me go find them I'm BR and show
  1553. 1:09:22you I wasn't there you need to think
  1554. 1:09:25about what you're saying this continuing
  1555. 1:09:28to lie is not going to help
  1556. 1:09:30you if do something I didn't do won't
  1557. 1:09:33help me
  1558. 1:09:34either okay let's say for a second that
  1559. 1:09:36I did and I
  1560. 1:09:39say I did
  1561. 1:09:42it I
  1562. 1:09:46mean the motive is there the jealousy
  1563. 1:09:51issue but I wasn't I wouldn't even say
  1564. 1:09:54it was
  1565. 1:09:56I mean there there may have been some
  1566. 1:09:58jealousy there but then what is it what
  1567. 1:10:00caus
  1568. 1:10:02this I think if you know if anyone maybe
  1569. 1:10:06Travis was jealous
  1570. 1:10:08but that's not what everybody else says
  1571. 1:10:11well they know he was jealous but they
  1572. 1:10:13think that you are absolutely
  1573. 1:10:16obsessed obsessed is the word that they
  1574. 1:10:18use that's the word I hear from
  1575. 1:10:21everybody Fatal Attraction I don't know
  1576. 1:10:23how many times I've heard that
  1577. 1:10:26that look at jod jod had to have done
  1578. 1:10:29this or she got someone to do it for him
  1579. 1:10:32there's not one person that says
  1580. 1:10:34anything
  1581. 1:10:35else why is
  1582. 1:10:37that that's the perception they have of
  1583. 1:10:39you and there's a reason for that
  1584. 1:10:42perception maybe because it's true maybe
  1585. 1:10:45because we kept hanging out mhm but not
  1586. 1:10:48because it's
  1587. 1:10:50true cause
  1588. 1:10:53this I can prove you there I can prove
  1589. 1:10:57it but what I don't have is I don't have
  1590. 1:11:00answers on why it happened or you know
  1591. 1:11:03maybe something just got out of hand
  1592. 1:11:07maybe maybe things got out of hand did
  1593. 1:11:10you find the the the gun maybe that
  1594. 1:11:13would
  1595. 1:11:14Jo we're just playing games
  1596. 1:11:18here that gun was in your
  1597. 1:11:21possession when did you report it stolen
  1598. 1:11:25um I didn't even know that there were
  1599. 1:11:26guns until my grand my grandparents
  1600. 1:11:28reported it stolen the day that their
  1601. 1:11:30house was broken
  1602. 1:11:32into I don't remember was a few months
  1603. 1:11:36ago
  1604. 1:11:39maybe what did you do with a
  1605. 1:11:42gun I don't have a
  1606. 1:11:46gun they're going through your house
  1607. 1:11:48right now so are they going to find
  1608. 1:11:51anything there that will lead you back
  1609. 1:11:52to this I don't think they would
  1610. 1:11:55I mean there's nothing that could link
  1611. 1:11:57me there I mean that's pretty compelling
  1612. 1:11:59I have to admit if you found my palm
  1613. 1:12:01went there I don't
  1614. 1:12:04know I just that's do you have a pair of
  1615. 1:12:06sweatpants It's Got Stripes around the
  1616. 1:12:09backside with
  1617. 1:12:10zippers
  1618. 1:12:11um somebody's seen you wearing those
  1619. 1:12:15before I've got so many
  1620. 1:12:18clothes yeah I think I do wait I have a
  1621. 1:12:22well I have zipper one that zips in the
  1622. 1:12:23back
  1623. 1:12:25it's got like Stripes like big stripe on
  1624. 1:12:27it and so well black stripe all the way
  1625. 1:12:30down and they're white it's got the
  1626. 1:12:32black I have those are at the house okay
  1627. 1:12:34it's got um I have two pairs actually
  1628. 1:12:37one is too small and one is just about
  1629. 1:12:39right um the other one I bought anyway
  1630. 1:12:41even it's too small because it was on
  1631. 1:12:42sale it's a good deal um but yeah they
  1632. 1:12:46have
  1633. 1:12:48stripes what is that me what is that cuz
  1634. 1:12:51I believe you were wearing a pair like
  1635. 1:12:52that that's when this happened remember
  1636. 1:12:55told you about the camera it was taking
  1637. 1:12:57pictures by accident camera was upside
  1638. 1:13:00down had
  1639. 1:13:02flash another time camera flashed looked
  1640. 1:13:06like it was on the ground maybe it was
  1641. 1:13:07kicked but it took pictures and it's
  1642. 1:13:10obviously a
  1643. 1:13:12female I one of them was wearing those
  1644. 1:13:15pants oh I didn't even bring those pants
  1645. 1:13:17in that trip so and if we find those
  1646. 1:13:20pants is that going to make my case a
  1647. 1:13:21little bit better yeah
  1648. 1:13:25okay I'm going to take a little break
  1649. 1:13:27but I need you to think about what
  1650. 1:13:28you're doing here cu the best thing for
  1651. 1:13:30you to do is
  1652. 1:13:32to tell me the truth tell me exactly
  1653. 1:13:36what happened because you know what I
  1654. 1:13:38think your mom and your Dad really
  1655. 1:13:40deserve the
  1656. 1:13:43truth they're going to be
  1657. 1:13:47asking and it's absolutely
  1658. 1:13:55it it's so important that you tell
  1659. 1:13:59me why this occurred what was going
  1660. 1:14:01through your mind and what cost you to
  1661. 1:14:04do
  1662. 1:14:06this it happened and I can prove it
  1663. 1:14:09happened and there's no doubt in my mind
  1664. 1:14:11and there absolutely is no doubt in
  1665. 1:14:12anybody else's mind who's investigating
  1666. 1:14:14this that you were there and that you
  1667. 1:14:16did
  1668. 1:14:18this
  1669. 1:14:20but I'll let you think about that okay
  1670. 1:14:24and I'm going to go look for some
  1671. 1:14:25pictures and I'll bring them over and
  1672. 1:14:28we'll continue this
  1673. 1:14:30discussion okay let me go find
  1674. 1:14:34them I'm not a
  1675. 1:14:54murderer
  1676. 1:15:23for
  1677. 1:15:53for for
  1678. 1:16:54and I give this
  1679. 1:17:23to for
  1680. 1:18:23some for
  1681. 1:19:18this
  1682. 1:19:51I'm kind of done is that just curious
  1683. 1:19:54it's a
  1684. 1:19:56Glock I just bought a gun did you you
  1685. 1:20:00probably found it by now probably was
  1686. 1:20:02taking it from these are just a few
  1687. 1:20:05photos and I want to be careful showing
  1688. 1:20:09not showing you certain photos some of
  1689. 1:20:11them are
  1690. 1:20:13very
  1691. 1:20:17bad that's obiously Travis's house
  1692. 1:20:20right remember that um yeah
  1693. 1:20:33if Travis were here today he would tell
  1694. 1:20:35you that if it wasn't
  1695. 1:20:37me no my job is to speak for Travis
  1696. 1:20:42right now and everything Travis is
  1697. 1:20:44telling me is that Joy did this
  1698. 1:20:49to have you ever shot that 25
  1699. 1:20:53auto ever touched it the one that was
  1700. 1:20:56stolen I've never seen
  1701. 1:21:06it Grandpa said it looks
  1702. 1:21:11to I don't know what a 25 looks like I
  1703. 1:21:15know what a 22 looks like I just like a
  1704. 1:21:1722 actually well the 22s that I saw kind
  1705. 1:21:21of looked like the ones in the westerns
  1706. 1:21:22where they had the barrel and the lawn
  1707. 1:21:29but there was another 22 in this in this
  1708. 1:21:32store it looked like a toy gun so it
  1709. 1:21:34look like a squirt gun like a water gun
  1710. 1:21:37I don't know
  1711. 1:22:01know pictures
  1712. 1:22:11show that
  1713. 1:22:15one remember
  1714. 1:22:19him he naked
  1715. 1:22:35y see
  1716. 1:22:40it this
  1717. 1:22:42is Travis would never go for that soon
  1718. 1:22:46after you and
  1719. 1:22:48him had sex on his bed
  1720. 1:22:56that couldn't have been too soon
  1721. 1:22:59after an hour or
  1722. 1:23:01so the last
  1723. 1:23:20time come
  1724. 1:23:24is
  1725. 1:23:26there
  1726. 1:23:27copies of actual
  1727. 1:23:31photos it's you I wanted to cover you up
  1728. 1:23:34because oh that's you all of you that
  1729. 1:23:38looks like me that is
  1730. 1:23:41you get out
  1731. 1:23:52my you can look the rest of it if you
  1732. 1:23:55want there's a few of
  1733. 1:23:57those there's a few
  1734. 1:24:00more which I try not to show because I
  1735. 1:24:05don't want to put you out there like
  1736. 1:24:06that to
  1737. 1:24:12people let's just say I've seen all of
  1738. 1:24:15you and I've seen all of
  1739. 1:24:19Travis but the one that sticks in my
  1740. 1:24:21mind of Travis
  1741. 1:24:26is on the autopsy
  1742. 1:24:29table I'm not going to show
  1743. 1:24:32you or should
  1744. 1:24:37I but this one I don't know if I should
  1745. 1:24:40show you
  1746. 1:24:42but it's nothing bad too bad but it's
  1747. 1:24:47just one of the photos that was taken by
  1748. 1:24:50accident
  1749. 1:24:54and this is just a small portion of
  1750. 1:25:01it that's your foot
  1751. 1:25:03Jody those are your pants no it's off
  1752. 1:25:07color because they to enhance it and the
  1753. 1:25:09color kind of changes a little bit let's
  1754. 1:25:12try
  1755. 1:25:16this this is his
  1756. 1:25:20bathroom that is not my foot
  1757. 1:25:26are your
  1758. 1:25:27pants it's a different color like I said
  1759. 1:25:30because we had to enhance it and the
  1760. 1:25:31color
  1761. 1:25:32changes the zipper back I have both of
  1762. 1:25:35those pants at home if these are the
  1763. 1:25:37same one I don't have a zipper there
  1764. 1:25:39though not on mine and this is a black
  1765. 1:25:42stripe and this is white and the black
  1766. 1:25:44goes around with
  1767. 1:25:52toil couldn't even recogniz Travis
  1768. 1:25:54you've been there so
  1769. 1:25:56long I keep thinking of brother High
  1770. 1:25:59address
  1771. 1:26:01him no this is another one it's just a
  1772. 1:26:03copy but it's you same
  1773. 1:26:08day all time stamp
  1774. 1:26:11all
  1775. 1:26:13everything first
  1776. 1:26:16picture
  1777. 1:26:18see the date 6408 at 5:22 p.m.
  1778. 1:26:25that's get
  1779. 1:26:27started photo view started you know in
  1780. 1:26:31Travis's bedroom about 130 145 something
  1781. 1:26:35like
  1782. 1:26:36that um I don't know what kind of we
  1783. 1:26:40got there see
  1784. 1:26:44that that spot see the spots here they
  1785. 1:26:47look at different color because we used
  1786. 1:26:49the chemical to enhance this that right
  1787. 1:26:52there blood
  1788. 1:26:55it's a mixture of yours and
  1789. 1:26:57his and that's your
  1790. 1:27:00pump of your left
  1791. 1:27:02pump I don't have any cuts on my left
  1792. 1:27:09palm nobody said that your cut was on
  1793. 1:27:14Palm do you have any recent cuts that
  1794. 1:27:16are
  1795. 1:27:17healing well my cat scratches me little
  1796. 1:27:21things these are all her work see this
  1797. 1:27:25is her that's her I've got scars she's
  1798. 1:27:28very she's a feral cat all these little
  1799. 1:27:30things are her enough about your cat
  1800. 1:27:33but why is your pom print in
  1801. 1:27:40blood how can that be my
  1802. 1:27:42P because you were there
  1803. 1:27:54that's before we've used the chemical we
  1804. 1:27:56thought we'd get something from there
  1805. 1:27:57but this is where your pal print
  1806. 1:28:00was right on the
  1807. 1:28:05wall go over and over and over
  1808. 1:28:21again there's no doubt in my mind that
  1809. 1:28:23you there there's no doubt in my mind
  1810. 1:28:26that you did this
  1811. 1:28:28none so you can go until you blew in the
  1812. 1:28:31face and tell me you weren't there you
  1813. 1:28:32had nothing to do with it I won't
  1814. 1:28:34believe
  1815. 1:28:35you I will not believe you because
  1816. 1:28:38Travis is telling
  1817. 1:28:40me that you did this to him that's my
  1818. 1:28:44job my job is to speak for him and this
  1819. 1:28:48is what he's telling
  1820. 1:28:49me and
  1821. 1:28:54I want to know
  1822. 1:28:56why it's killing me inside I don't know
  1823. 1:28:58why thing like there's no reason for it
  1824. 1:29:01there's no reason why there's no reason
  1825. 1:29:03I would ever want to hurt
  1826. 1:29:07him there's no way anybody else he never
  1827. 1:29:11raped me nobody never there's no way
  1828. 1:29:15anyone else could have left
  1829. 1:29:18your
  1830. 1:29:20blood on that wall
  1831. 1:29:24no way get that through your head if I
  1832. 1:29:27was going to ever try to kill somebody I
  1833. 1:29:30would use gloves I've got plenty of them
  1834. 1:29:34you said you
  1835. 1:29:35were you know you had planned this out
  1836. 1:29:39perfectly maybe you were going there to
  1837. 1:29:41just talk to him have a good time with
  1838. 1:29:43him something got out of hand even if I
  1839. 1:29:47were there and even if I were going
  1840. 1:29:49there and just have a good time with him
  1841. 1:29:51what if I tell you somebody who saw you
  1842. 1:29:53there
  1843. 1:29:57neighbor do you remember some of the
  1844. 1:30:00neighbors know you the nextdoor neighbor
  1845. 1:30:03and his wife I don't know his wife okay
  1846. 1:30:06what about some of the neighbors across
  1847. 1:30:07the street no I've never met them no but
  1848. 1:30:10you've you've hung around there quite a
  1849. 1:30:12bit and they know you yeah they've seen
  1850. 1:30:15you there on that
  1851. 1:30:19day I wasn't there that day Jody you
  1852. 1:30:22were there that day
  1853. 1:30:24and even if I trying to think the the
  1854. 1:30:27the majority of the time that I spent
  1855. 1:30:29there I had platinum blonde hair so I
  1856. 1:30:31mean and i' never once said hi to them
  1857. 1:30:33met them shook their hand let them face
  1858. 1:30:35to face across the
  1859. 1:30:36street when I spent time there he wanted
  1860. 1:30:39to keep it private so it was um I spent
  1861. 1:30:42the majority of my time
  1862. 1:30:45inside not you know walking around
  1863. 1:30:50outside except for a few times when I
  1864. 1:30:52took his dog for a walk
  1865. 1:30:54would they see your car
  1866. 1:30:58there or would you park it down the
  1867. 1:31:00street no they would see it there I
  1868. 1:31:02drove in
  1869. 1:31:03Infinity so they would definitely
  1870. 1:31:05recognize the car I'm sure well there
  1871. 1:31:07were a lot of cars there a lot of the
  1872. 1:31:08time where's the infinity now just I
  1873. 1:31:11gave it back to
  1874. 1:31:12F to the ound yard somewhere
  1875. 1:31:17M are we going to find any evidence in
  1876. 1:31:19that
  1877. 1:31:20car you're free to look we're going to
  1878. 1:31:23look
  1879. 1:31:24you can also look in the rental
  1880. 1:31:28car what company did you rent it from I
  1881. 1:31:31don't remember but I can check my um I
  1882. 1:31:33can check my my debit card
  1883. 1:31:36record I remember them making L we're
  1884. 1:31:39waiting for it anyway but you know all
  1885. 1:31:40the new cars have GPS's in them oh
  1886. 1:31:45factory not for you to use that's good
  1887. 1:31:49but
  1888. 1:31:51for us to use if we too well then that's
  1889. 1:31:55good cuz I was also going to ask you I
  1890. 1:31:57don't know if this is something
  1891. 1:32:00that you can recall but a lot of the
  1892. 1:32:03stop lights and Mason things have
  1893. 1:32:04cameras on them isn't there any way we
  1894. 1:32:07could back that up or you know if I were
  1895. 1:32:10going to going through that tunnel is
  1896. 1:32:12that surveillance is there surveillance
  1897. 1:32:15anywhere unless you ran a red
  1898. 1:32:17line unless you got cut on the speed
  1899. 1:32:22camera but
  1900. 1:32:24thing beats that
  1901. 1:32:27stuff and I have a solid case against
  1902. 1:32:30you and I can present it to the
  1903. 1:32:34judge as cold as as as it is
  1904. 1:32:37now I don't know why she did
  1905. 1:32:40it or I can present it to the
  1906. 1:32:45judge with your
  1907. 1:32:50explanation with your parents
  1908. 1:32:52explanation you talk to your parents
  1909. 1:32:54about what
  1910. 1:32:56happened um I told them I was worried
  1911. 1:32:58about stuff about what stuff I said that
  1912. 1:33:02well they knew I was upset about Travis
  1913. 1:33:04and I feel really bad by the way I was
  1914. 1:33:05acting because I wasn't especially
  1915. 1:33:08toward my grandparents there were a lot
  1916. 1:33:09of times why are they not surprised that
  1917. 1:33:11you're sitting here talking to
  1918. 1:33:13me about
  1919. 1:33:16this what do you mean they're not
  1920. 1:33:19surprised they're concerned they're
  1921. 1:33:23hurt I haven't but my other detectives
  1922. 1:33:27have
  1923. 1:33:28and they're very concerned with
  1924. 1:33:32you but they kind of suspected that you
  1925. 1:33:34had something to do with r's death as
  1926. 1:33:36well whose parents think that that's
  1927. 1:33:40because I told them that a lot of people
  1928. 1:33:42were dropping my name and I said I'm not
  1929. 1:33:44worried about it because I didn't do it
  1930. 1:33:45I said but it's very much it's hurting
  1931. 1:33:47my reputation right now and it's it's
  1932. 1:33:50casting me in a bad light I wouldn't be
  1933. 1:33:52worried about your reputation right now
  1934. 1:33:54I'd be worrying about the rest of your
  1935. 1:33:56life that means
  1936. 1:33:59nothing absolutely
  1937. 1:34:02nothing well my reputation will affect
  1938. 1:34:05the rest of my
  1939. 1:34:07life so I am worried about my
  1940. 1:34:13reputation you going to continue with
  1941. 1:34:15the story then that you weren't in Mesa
  1942. 1:34:17on the fourth you weren't in Travis's
  1943. 1:34:20house you didn't have sex with him that
  1944. 1:34:23day had nothing to do with his
  1945. 1:34:26murder those pictures are I don't know
  1946. 1:34:29to me pictures are very compelling
  1947. 1:34:32um I know that they can be modified I
  1948. 1:34:35know they can be altered and date and
  1949. 1:34:36time stamps I don't know but I I think
  1950. 1:34:40they can be modifing things I don't
  1951. 1:34:42think you would we take absolutely
  1952. 1:34:44special care of what we do I know we
  1953. 1:34:48actually take an image of that card or
  1954. 1:34:50let's say you get a computer take an
  1955. 1:34:52image of that drive and make a copy of
  1956. 1:34:54it we don't even touch your hard drive
  1957. 1:34:58we just work with the
  1958. 1:35:00copy and that's exactly what we do with
  1959. 1:35:03the photos we don't work with the
  1960. 1:35:04originals we just make a exact digital
  1961. 1:35:08copy of everything move it over so we
  1962. 1:35:11don't touch it and then we analyze it
  1963. 1:35:14and our guys are so
  1964. 1:35:16good every case I've ever done that I
  1965. 1:35:19know of has never been lost in court
  1966. 1:35:22it's been argued and aru and argued
  1967. 1:35:24there is no way that they duplicate or
  1968. 1:35:28that they enhance or that they change or
  1969. 1:35:30that they do anything to a
  1970. 1:35:35photo if I found guilty what
  1971. 1:35:38happens I don't have to pay the price
  1972. 1:35:40well what's the price I don't know don't
  1973. 1:35:44you know what the sentences are that
  1974. 1:35:46they sentences that are carried for
  1975. 1:35:47something it depends on your
  1976. 1:35:50situation how old you
  1977. 1:35:52are depends on the type of
  1978. 1:35:56crime it depends on whether you show
  1979. 1:35:59remorse or
  1980. 1:36:01not and part of that remorse is at least
  1981. 1:36:04coming
  1982. 1:36:06clean when somebody doesn't come
  1983. 1:36:10clean I don't see any
  1984. 1:36:13remorse I don't know if a judge would
  1985. 1:36:15see any remorse I don't know if a jury
  1986. 1:36:17would see any
  1987. 1:36:19remorse but I don't know that's not from
  1988. 1:36:22me to decide
  1989. 1:36:24my job is to
  1990. 1:36:27investigate find out who did it why they
  1991. 1:36:30did it and present it to a court and
  1992. 1:36:34that's it I just can't
  1993. 1:36:42imagine you have something to tell me
  1994. 1:36:44but you're you're just so
  1995. 1:36:49resistant I know you're
  1996. 1:36:51afraid but you're already going going
  1997. 1:36:53through it right now there's no backing
  1998. 1:36:55up there's no backing up to yesterday
  1999. 1:36:58there's no backing up to that
  2000. 1:37:00day already
  2001. 1:37:03happened and unfortunately you're going
  2002. 1:37:06to have to face the
  2003. 1:37:07consequences um you know if if I did
  2004. 1:37:10that I would I'd be fully ready to face
  2005. 1:37:14the
  2006. 1:37:15consequences um I'm not really for
  2007. 1:37:19things like you know I'm all for the Ten
  2008. 1:37:21Commandments Thou shalt not kill
  2009. 1:37:24okay um but there's there's no evidence
  2010. 1:37:27to show anybody else did that
  2011. 1:37:30none well I'm just you think we'd find
  2012. 1:37:33somebody else's fingerprint if they did
  2013. 1:37:34that
  2014. 1:37:37possibly there's something that happens
  2015. 1:37:39you keep saying gloves there's things
  2016. 1:37:41that happen when people wear gloves then
  2017. 1:37:44we can actually see that oh somebody
  2018. 1:37:46wore gloves in this case nobody wor
  2019. 1:37:48gloves in this case
  2020. 1:37:51nobody no evidence saying that if I were
  2021. 1:37:54to carry out something like that I would
  2022. 1:37:55have worn gloves no nobody else did this
  2023. 1:37:59there's no evidence to show that anybody
  2024. 1:38:01else did this but you you were the only
  2025. 1:38:05one that is
  2026. 1:38:08it and I'm not seeing any remorse I'm
  2027. 1:38:11not seeing
  2028. 1:38:13any anything from
  2029. 1:38:16you to make me believe anything
  2030. 1:38:18otherwise you can continue to say I
  2031. 1:38:21didn't do it but you're the that got
  2032. 1:38:23caught on videotape stealing the
  2033. 1:38:26candy and you continue to say it wasn't
  2034. 1:38:30me I have the proof I have the pictures
  2035. 1:38:34it wasn't
  2036. 1:38:37me I don't think you would you would
  2037. 1:38:39admit to it if somebody if your own
  2038. 1:38:42mother saw you do this and she told me
  2039. 1:38:46yeah I saw her do this you would say no
  2040. 1:38:48it wasn't
  2041. 1:38:50me why won't you admit to it
  2042. 1:38:55I just can't I didn't kill
  2043. 1:38:58Travis I just didn't I did not take his
  2044. 1:39:05life did you have anything to do with
  2045. 1:39:07the death of
  2046. 1:39:10Travis not I don't think I had anything
  2047. 1:39:12directly to do with it but I feel
  2048. 1:39:14responsible somewhat for
  2049. 1:39:16it then what can you tell me about his
  2050. 1:39:20death you know a lot more about it than
  2051. 1:39:22I do when I say I feel responsible it's
  2052. 1:39:25because I was I
  2053. 1:39:28wasn't planning to go there at all and
  2054. 1:39:30he really wanted me to go
  2055. 1:39:33and I told him no and I would have if it
  2056. 1:39:37weren't for Ryan and there's nothing
  2057. 1:39:39really with Ryan and I in fact he has
  2058. 1:39:41been very hesitant to move anything
  2059. 1:39:43forward because he's not sure about me
  2060. 1:39:47um he said a lot of people are talking I
  2061. 1:39:48just tell you that right now I really
  2062. 1:39:49wish this would get solved so that we
  2063. 1:39:51can just put it behind us um maybe
  2064. 1:39:54that's a good thing because he's not an
  2065. 1:39:56active church member anyway
  2066. 1:39:59but the reason I feel is because if I
  2067. 1:40:03had if it weren't for Ryan I would have
  2068. 1:40:04folded and I would have just scrapped
  2069. 1:40:06all my plans and spent all of my days
  2070. 1:40:09there
  2071. 1:40:11um but I didn't and I stood strong and
  2072. 1:40:14he got mad and got sad and he guilted me
  2073. 1:40:16he didn't get really mad he just kind of
  2074. 1:40:18guilted me and finally was like whatever
  2075. 1:40:20fine we hung up
  2076. 1:40:27I feel that if I would have gone
  2077. 1:40:30there that I could
  2078. 1:40:33have that I could have done
  2079. 1:40:36something I could have but you were
  2080. 1:40:39there
  2081. 1:40:41Jody you were there on Wednesday the
  2082. 1:40:44four can I ask you I don't know if you
  2083. 1:40:46know
  2084. 1:40:48this oh I have a camera in my storage
  2085. 1:40:51unit that I don't use anymore I used to
  2086. 1:40:53use
  2087. 1:40:54frequently and we took pictures with it
  2088. 1:40:58um this is I don't know this is kind of
  2089. 1:41:02do you remember taking these
  2090. 1:41:06pictures there were many pictures I
  2091. 1:41:09vaguely they were we took tons and tons
  2092. 1:41:12of pictures some I saved most we deleted
  2093. 1:41:15um some he sent me through his phone he
  2094. 1:41:17usually deleted all pictures like
  2095. 1:41:20this yeah well before he got pictures
  2096. 1:41:23like this that I found anywhere on his
  2097. 1:41:26computer camera
  2098. 1:41:29anything they were
  2099. 1:41:32deleted well prior to him getting his
  2100. 1:41:34camera all those pictures were on my
  2101. 1:41:36camera
  2102. 1:41:38um
  2103. 1:41:41so all these same
  2104. 1:41:45pictures
  2105. 1:41:48um I don't
  2106. 1:41:51know I don't know we took um we took a
  2107. 1:41:53bunch the week before I left um we took
  2108. 1:41:56a bunch over the last six or seven
  2109. 1:42:01months um we took over last year even we
  2110. 1:42:04were still dating but we would delete
  2111. 1:42:05them mostly um there were some that he
  2112. 1:42:08sent me that I didn't
  2113. 1:42:10delete
  2114. 1:42:14um what I'm asking is is it possible
  2115. 1:42:17that you know that my memory card would
  2116. 1:42:20have been in his camera they're
  2117. 1:42:21interchangeable
  2118. 1:42:24how do you know if they're a trable I
  2119. 1:42:26don't that's what I'm asking is what
  2120. 1:42:27kind of memory card it was just a
  2121. 1:42:30regular little card well cuz I've got
  2122. 1:42:34one I've got one that's like this big
  2123. 1:42:36and it's thin it's like a cracker and
  2124. 1:42:39the one I use on my professional camera
  2125. 1:42:40is like this size and it's more kind of
  2126. 1:42:43like that
  2127. 1:42:45big and the little one is really
  2128. 1:42:48thin and it's got like little thingies
  2129. 1:42:51here
  2130. 1:42:53and my big one looks like that in the
  2131. 1:42:54middle part so that one obviously
  2132. 1:42:57probably wouldn't be interchangeable
  2133. 1:42:58because it's a cannon and it's a nice
  2134. 1:43:00not
  2135. 1:43:01interchangeable but the other
  2136. 1:43:04one I don't know I don't know your
  2137. 1:43:06camera's here his camera's there he just
  2138. 1:43:08bought that camera well the other camera
  2139. 1:43:11that I used before that's broken now
  2140. 1:43:12it's in my storage unit but it's still
  2141. 1:43:14there and you're saying those pictures
  2142. 1:43:16are on that
  2143. 1:43:17camera I'm no what I'm saying is I had
  2144. 1:43:20several memory cards for this camera
  2145. 1:43:22that I don't have anym and so I
  2146. 1:43:26guess I it's so far-fetched but I guess
  2147. 1:43:30it's possible that my my card just
  2148. 1:43:33saying somebody took your your pictures
  2149. 1:43:36or your card and is framing you and put
  2150. 1:43:41that into his camera I'm just saying
  2151. 1:43:43that if if my memory cards were left at
  2152. 1:43:45his house he could he would have used
  2153. 1:43:46those for his
  2154. 1:43:48scam I don't I don't know
  2155. 1:43:54I can explain the blood though and I can
  2156. 1:43:56explain the hair I don't know about the
  2157. 1:43:59I can't explain the blood or the hair
  2158. 1:44:01well the
  2159. 1:44:02hair there's hair everywhere and
  2160. 1:44:05probably every square inch of that house
  2161. 1:44:07my hair you sweep it you'll get hair
  2162. 1:44:09everywhere all over around the toilet
  2163. 1:44:10around in the show I don't know about
  2164. 1:44:12the shower cuz the shower gets used but
  2165. 1:44:13definitely around the bottom of the um
  2166. 1:44:16the sink area maybe still doesn't
  2167. 1:44:19explain the hair to me it had a follicle
  2168. 1:44:20in it you haven't been there since ail
  2169. 1:44:24there's no
  2170. 1:44:25way no
  2171. 1:44:29way the
  2172. 1:44:32blood no well blood is mixed with his
  2173. 1:44:36and that's the blood that he that he
  2174. 1:44:38bled that day when he was killed
  2175. 1:44:41well print I don't know Abol if you can
  2176. 1:44:44check how fresh the blood was no we
  2177. 1:44:46can't check how fresh it is but we can
  2178. 1:44:48go by where it is oh okay cuz I cut
  2179. 1:44:51myself when I and
  2180. 1:44:53you and you're saying that that
  2181. 1:44:57blood that you cut yourself with back
  2182. 1:45:00who knows when was still on the wall in
  2183. 1:45:04the exact same spot oh I don't know
  2184. 1:45:07where the where the bloody palm print
  2185. 1:45:13was it was a glass that Javis had that I
  2186. 1:45:16was using to wash Napoleon with I used
  2187. 1:45:18to give him B and I dropped it and when
  2188. 1:45:21I picked up all the glass and I'm pretty
  2189. 1:45:23casual about it cuz I break glass at
  2190. 1:45:24work all the time and it's not a big
  2191. 1:45:26deal it's nothing to be scared of I was
  2192. 1:45:28probably just being careless with it and
  2193. 1:45:30I spliced myself open and is that how
  2194. 1:45:33you want to leave
  2195. 1:45:34this just these far-fetched excuses on
  2196. 1:45:38why your blood is there why your hair is
  2197. 1:45:40there why your palm print is there what
  2198. 1:45:42pictures are there I don't know about
  2199. 1:45:45the pictures that's how you want to
  2200. 1:45:46leave this I wouldn't want
  2201. 1:45:50to I seriously would not want to
  2202. 1:45:55you need to come out and tell me why
  2203. 1:45:58this happened I will not accept any
  2204. 1:46:01other
  2205. 1:46:03excuses I will just move on with my
  2206. 1:46:05investigation with my final report
  2207. 1:46:08submitting all the conclusions and all
  2208. 1:46:11the
  2209. 1:46:11evidence and we can just let a judge and
  2210. 1:46:14a jury
  2211. 1:46:16decide you yourself said that if you
  2212. 1:46:18were in my shoes you would think that I
  2213. 1:46:20was guilty
  2214. 1:46:25we can leave it in the hands jury test
  2215. 1:46:28we can do that that's fine would that
  2216. 1:46:30help me at all I mean you can't use them
  2217. 1:46:33in cord but well then there's no point
  2218. 1:46:35in taking
  2219. 1:46:36it I thought those things can be used in
  2220. 1:46:40certain cases in this case if you want I
  2221. 1:46:42can
  2222. 1:46:43check absolutely if I passed the lie
  2223. 1:46:45detector test would that help
  2224. 1:46:47me could help
  2225. 1:46:50you they so weird anyway
  2226. 1:47:00Trav this is your one opportunity to
  2227. 1:47:02talk to me because
  2228. 1:47:04I it's going to be a while before I talk
  2229. 1:47:06to you again and it's not going to be in
  2230. 1:47:09this kind of
  2231. 1:47:12setting okay do you understand what's
  2232. 1:47:14going to happen to
  2233. 1:47:19you well we're going to since these
  2234. 1:47:21charges are out of
  2235. 1:47:23Arizona um we're going to send you
  2236. 1:47:26through the court system here and then
  2237. 1:47:29we're going to ask to extradite you to
  2238. 1:47:31Arizona from California that just means
  2239. 1:47:33permission for you to bring you over
  2240. 1:47:36because you're out of state
  2241. 1:47:37limits and the next time we talk could
  2242. 1:47:39be in a whole different setting could be
  2243. 1:47:42in a jail
  2244. 1:47:46somewhere I think this setting is a
  2245. 1:47:48little bit
  2246. 1:47:51better but it's up to
  2247. 1:47:54you Jody I know you were
  2248. 1:47:58there I
  2249. 1:48:02know that Travis was
  2250. 1:48:05either in the shower or just outside the
  2251. 1:48:07shower when he was
  2252. 1:48:09shot and I know somebody who was
  2253. 1:48:11extremely angry at
  2254. 1:48:15him took a knife to
  2255. 1:48:19him and couldn't stop
  2256. 1:48:23you couldn't
  2257. 1:48:25stop and before you knew it it was all
  2258. 1:48:27over and then you
  2259. 1:48:30panicked and then I would I've never
  2260. 1:48:33been angry that angry at him not enough
  2261. 1:48:35for that I've been so far angrier at
  2262. 1:48:37other people at other
  2263. 1:48:40ex-boyfriends then tell me who could
  2264. 1:48:41have done
  2265. 1:48:44this who did this I don't know but if I
  2266. 1:48:48am if I go to trial for this and if I'm
  2267. 1:48:51convicted for this whoever did this is
  2268. 1:48:53going to be sitting very pretty
  2269. 1:48:54somewhere glad that it wasn't them and
  2270. 1:48:57it's my job to make sure that an
  2271. 1:49:00innocent person does not go to
  2272. 1:49:03jail but I don't see an innocent person
  2273. 1:49:05sitting in front of
  2274. 1:49:08me when I asked you I always I always
  2275. 1:49:11asked this one
  2276. 1:49:13question actually it's two first one is
  2277. 1:49:16did you kill trugs and you kind of
  2278. 1:49:19hesitated a little say I I didn't have
  2279. 1:49:21anything to do with
  2280. 1:49:23then I asked you similar question did
  2281. 1:49:26you have anything to do with Travis's
  2282. 1:49:30death you hesitated again that's because
  2283. 1:49:33I feel like if I had gone to Arizona
  2284. 1:49:36like most people would say no did you
  2285. 1:49:40kill Travis no well I didn't and I
  2286. 1:49:43didn't have anything to do with it now
  2287. 1:49:45do I feel responsible I've been carrying
  2288. 1:49:47around guilt since I heard about it why
  2289. 1:49:49do you feel responsible if you felt
  2290. 1:49:51responsible it means you know something
  2291. 1:49:53else no because means your actions led
  2292. 1:49:55to his death cuz he always has guilted
  2293. 1:49:57me he's always guilted me and the last
  2294. 1:50:01time so you feel somebody else you feel
  2295. 1:50:02somebody else killed him well yeah for
  2296. 1:50:05what reason I don't know I don't know
  2297. 1:50:07that then how do you feel guilty because
  2298. 1:50:09if you don't know the reason here's why
  2299. 1:50:11I feel guilty the one of the last times
  2300. 1:50:13we spoke he was guilty me about not
  2301. 1:50:16coming to see him and part of my heart
  2302. 1:50:18still wanted to go see him and another
  2303. 1:50:20part just wants to move on and
  2304. 1:50:23and pursue this new Avenue which was in
  2305. 1:50:26Utah and there is a tinge of guilt you
  2306. 1:50:30know when he would text me and he would
  2307. 1:50:31say hey want to come over and make out
  2308. 1:50:33or want
  2309. 1:50:34to
  2310. 1:50:36um I didn't respond one night and I just
  2311. 1:50:40stayed strong and I didn't respond and
  2312. 1:50:42then he called and called and called and
  2313. 1:50:44then the next day he was like you don't
  2314. 1:50:47care about me you don't love me you
  2315. 1:50:50don't care I was there all alone and you
  2316. 1:50:53didn't want to come and hang out you
  2317. 1:50:54didn't want to come and keep me company
  2318. 1:50:56and he says it not like that but in that
  2319. 1:50:58tone but it's in the sweetest sweetest
  2320. 1:51:00way and it's it's it's guilt
  2321. 1:51:04um I still don't get the guilt I really
  2322. 1:51:07don't you keep explaining it but it has
  2323. 1:51:09nothing to do with whether he because he
  2324. 1:51:11guil was killed or not he how is you
  2325. 1:51:14being there going to prevent him from
  2326. 1:51:16being
  2327. 1:51:16killed well I kind of feel that if I had
  2328. 1:51:19gone that we could have been up watch
  2329. 1:51:22ing a movie or we could have two people
  2330. 1:51:24could have done something more than just
  2331. 1:51:27him I just feel like if if if there was
  2332. 1:51:30some way that I I could have prevented
  2333. 1:51:32it there's some way that I could have
  2334. 1:51:33done something to stop it and I told
  2335. 1:51:35that to a few people and they're like
  2336. 1:51:37well you might have been killed too
  2337. 1:51:39maybe but maybe Travis would still be
  2338. 1:51:46alive Travis has done a lot for me and I
  2339. 1:51:49wouldn't hurt
  2340. 1:51:51him he introduced The Gospel to
  2341. 1:51:54me well I have proof that says otherwise
  2342. 1:51:58JY I I
  2343. 1:52:02can't I can't deny that I can't deny
  2344. 1:52:06that
  2345. 1:52:06proof and that proof is not pointing at
  2346. 1:52:09anybody else
  2347. 1:52:11nobody nobody in this entire world
  2348. 1:52:14except
  2349. 1:52:16you
  2350. 1:52:20nobody nobody else was in that house
  2351. 1:52:22that
  2352. 1:52:23day except
  2353. 1:52:25you you were the only one you and him
  2354. 1:52:29alone I didn't even go to Mesa can you
  2355. 1:52:32check can you check the GPS on the yes
  2356. 1:52:34we will check
  2357. 1:52:36that if it's you know and if that comes
  2358. 1:52:39back and and I've looked at the map and
  2359. 1:52:41the way that you're saying you travel
  2360. 1:52:43there is no way when last road trip
  2361. 1:52:45Travis and I went on we drove to Utah
  2362. 1:52:47one I mean I'm sorry we drove to
  2363. 1:52:49Oklahoma City um from Mesa and one of
  2364. 1:52:52our stops on the way was Roswell after
  2365. 1:52:55he drove all night and I slept and then
  2366. 1:52:58when after Roswell Museum it was my turn
  2367. 1:53:00to drive and he's like just get on this
  2368. 1:53:02and drive 98 something miles and then we
  2369. 1:53:05should be there so I got on the road and
  2370. 1:53:07I drove 98.6 or two or whatever miles it
  2371. 1:53:11was and I woke him up and I said I don't
  2372. 1:53:13think we're here and he woke up looked
  2373. 1:53:15around it was just like rolling Fields
  2374. 1:53:17Forever and I drove completely in the
  2375. 1:53:20wrong direction and I'm
  2376. 1:53:24saying I don't know I'm just saying I
  2377. 1:53:27have a poor sense of direction I got
  2378. 1:53:28totally
  2379. 1:53:29lost I know maybe that's just bad luck I
  2380. 1:53:32got totally lost no even if you got
  2381. 1:53:34totally lost doesn't explain all that
  2382. 1:53:37time it does not I mean if you went four
  2383. 1:53:41hours here or five hours in the wrong
  2384. 1:53:43direction it still well at one point I
  2385. 1:53:45wasn't going anywhere cuz I ran out of
  2386. 1:53:47gas I was totally stranded
  2387. 1:53:54I was sitting like a Sitting Duck and
  2388. 1:53:56that's when I began it was it was a
  2389. 1:53:57little bit warm and it wasn't too hot
  2390. 1:54:00but um that's when I just I read for a
  2391. 1:54:03little bit I already slept um and that's
  2392. 1:54:06when I just started looking around the
  2393. 1:54:08car and organizing stuff and getting
  2394. 1:54:11trash together and had a couple bites to
  2395. 1:54:13eat from snacks that I had and when I
  2396. 1:54:15was cleaning out under the seat I found
  2397. 1:54:16my phone charger plugged it in powered
  2398. 1:54:18it on there was no cell phone reception
  2399. 1:54:20anywhere so you've never seen his camera
  2400. 1:54:24his new camera I don't know he described
  2401. 1:54:26it did you ever touch his
  2402. 1:54:29camera I've never seen it okay so
  2403. 1:54:32there's no reason your fingerprint
  2404. 1:54:33should be on it okay cuz that thing's
  2405. 1:54:36off at a lab right now and they're
  2406. 1:54:40hopeful that they can get some prints
  2407. 1:54:41off the camera okay and if your prints
  2408. 1:54:43come back on that camera what are you
  2409. 1:54:44going to
  2410. 1:54:46say well they won't come back on it cuz
  2411. 1:54:48I've never touched it
  2412. 1:54:56that you still can't explain the rest of
  2413. 1:54:58this
  2414. 1:54:59stuff I honestly can't explain the
  2415. 1:55:01pictures the other stuff and or the palm
  2416. 1:55:03print the other stuff I can explain no
  2417. 1:55:05you can't explain the blood
  2418. 1:55:07either because that blood is in blood I
  2419. 1:55:10mean it's it's part of the
  2420. 1:55:13print unless you cut
  2421. 1:55:16yourself at the beginning of the year
  2422. 1:55:18and left your palm print in Blood and it
  2423. 1:55:20stayed there until he was killed I cut
  2424. 1:55:23myself it wasn't the beginning of the
  2425. 1:55:25year it was before convention no you
  2426. 1:55:27can't explain
  2427. 1:55:29it i' I'd have to say early March that
  2428. 1:55:33palm print is
  2429. 1:55:34there in blood partially yours and
  2430. 1:55:38partially
  2431. 1:55:42his is is it possible that there's just
  2432. 1:55:45like any other way in the universe that
  2433. 1:55:47that could have gotten there
  2434. 1:55:50possible probably is the question you
  2435. 1:55:53need to ask probable is absolutely not
  2436. 1:55:56probable I understand that but it is
  2437. 1:55:59possible anything is
  2438. 1:56:05possible that is very
  2439. 1:56:09compelling that's why I'm here that's
  2440. 1:56:11why I traveled here CU I came here to
  2441. 1:56:14arrest
  2442. 1:56:16you and get an explanation from you
  2443. 1:56:19that's the second reason and since
  2444. 1:56:21you're not giving me an explanation I
  2445. 1:56:23guess we'll just continue with the with
  2446. 1:56:24the uh I just have no reason to hurt
  2447. 1:56:26Travis you do have a reason to hurt
  2448. 1:56:28Travis what would my reason possibly be
  2449. 1:56:30there's a whole history of you two and
  2450. 1:56:33everybody knows it I have a whole
  2451. 1:56:35history with other guys that why why is
  2452. 1:56:37everybody saying that you had something
  2453. 1:56:39to do with his
  2454. 1:56:41death why is everybody saying that you
  2455. 1:56:43were capable of hurting him everybody
  2456. 1:56:46says it I don't know why any so don't
  2457. 1:56:48tell me that you're not capable I don't
  2458. 1:56:50even hurt spiders
  2459. 1:56:55have you ever had any anger issues
  2460. 1:56:57before never in your
  2461. 1:57:01past I've had arguments Trav well
  2462. 1:57:04everybody has arguments I'm talking
  2463. 1:57:06about anger just absolute
  2464. 1:57:09anger you just you lose it sometimes no
  2465. 1:57:12I had a nervous breakdown once you taken
  2466. 1:57:15any medication or
  2467. 1:57:18anything well I had a nervous breakdown
  2468. 1:57:20when a boyfriend and I were arguing once
  2469. 1:57:23and
  2470. 1:57:24um and he he began to argue with me in a
  2471. 1:57:28way that was totally different from how
  2472. 1:57:30we had ever argued before and he was
  2473. 1:57:32just like every time I'd say something
  2474. 1:57:34he was like you know it was kind of
  2475. 1:57:36weird like every time I tried to
  2476. 1:57:39formulate a thought and I was just sad
  2477. 1:57:41and I was crying every time I tried to
  2478. 1:57:42formulate thought he would interject and
  2479. 1:57:45and twist it and it was like the
  2480. 1:57:46weirdest psychological thing that had
  2481. 1:57:49ever happened and and the way I reacted
  2482. 1:57:53was I I went into my room who's the guy
  2483. 1:57:55I bought a house with um I went into my
  2484. 1:57:58room and shut the door we had separate
  2485. 1:58:00bedrooms and I was in in his room I went
  2486. 1:58:03down the hall into my room and shut the
  2487. 1:58:04door and I just remember
  2488. 1:58:06hyperventilating and that's
  2489. 1:58:08all I I was crying and then um I went to
  2490. 1:58:12get something out of my
  2491. 1:58:13car and when he saw that he um maybe
  2492. 1:58:17thought I was going to leave so he asked
  2493. 1:58:18me for the key to his truck and pulled
  2494. 1:58:19behind my car cuz he thought that
  2495. 1:58:21because I was upset I shouldn't drive
  2496. 1:58:23anywhere but I mean
  2497. 1:58:25that's I would been arguments no anger
  2498. 1:58:34issues that I can
  2499. 1:58:37remember I kicked a dog
  2500. 1:58:41once I was a freshman in high
  2501. 1:58:44school and I love love love
  2502. 1:58:50animals and one we had this dog his name
  2503. 1:58:54was doggy boy and my parents until this
  2504. 1:58:56dog that they have now have never been
  2505. 1:58:58able to and I don't mean just them we as
  2506. 1:59:01a family have never been able to care
  2507. 1:59:02for a dog properly as far as give it
  2508. 1:59:04attention and take it for walks and be
  2509. 1:59:06consistent um so this dog stayed in the
  2510. 1:59:08backyard a lot and he stayed tied up on
  2511. 1:59:10you know in the shade with plenty of you
  2512. 1:59:12know leeway at one point though he was
  2513. 1:59:14untied and I took the trash out and he
  2514. 1:59:19and this is when my little brother and
  2515. 1:59:20sister were still in diapers and he tore
  2516. 1:59:22this it was a diaper trash and he tore
  2517. 1:59:25diapers all over the yard and of course
  2518. 1:59:28I had to clean it up and when diapers
  2519. 1:59:30get wet and they're like this jelly
  2520. 1:59:32spongy weird stuff and I just I got mad
  2521. 1:59:37and I I just kicked him with my right
  2522. 1:59:39foot and he just moved a few feet and he
  2523. 1:59:42didn't Yelp or anything but he just
  2524. 1:59:44went he ran away and I never saw him
  2525. 1:59:47came for that and I mean that's probably
  2526. 1:59:51an anger issue I guess yes but well one
  2527. 1:59:53time kicking a dog is an anger issue it
  2528. 1:59:56changed my world as far as animal
  2529. 1:59:58treatment goes CU I
  2530. 2:00:00just I've never seen him
  2531. 2:00:04since and I need to apologize for that
  2532. 2:00:07to him I know it sounds weird in my
  2533. 2:00:08relationship with animals it's kind of
  2534. 2:00:10like they're like people too you know
  2535. 2:00:11they have
  2536. 2:00:12souls what you need to do is you need to
  2537. 2:00:14apologize to
  2538. 2:00:16Travis you just refuse I can't help you
  2539. 2:00:20anymore if you're not going if you're
  2540. 2:00:22not going to help
  2541. 2:00:24yourself you ask I can't I can't Jody
  2542. 2:00:28you can keep talking till you blew in
  2543. 2:00:29the face
  2544. 2:00:32man I can't continue to listen to
  2545. 2:00:38lies do you have anything else that you
  2546. 2:00:40need to tell me yeah you would ask me
  2547. 2:00:42what have I been up to in the weeks
  2548. 2:00:43since I got back what did you
  2549. 2:00:46mean just what what have you been up
  2550. 2:00:50to cuz I know this has to be weighing
  2551. 2:00:53pretty heavy on
  2552. 2:00:55you I've been trying
  2553. 2:00:57to put his death behind
  2554. 2:01:02me if
  2555. 2:01:06I if I didn't anything that had anything
  2556. 2:01:09to do with his death in any way it's not
  2557. 2:01:12if to me I wouldn't it's not if it's not
  2558. 2:01:16if at all well to me it is I would I
  2559. 2:01:20would be more than remorseful is it
  2560. 2:01:22maybe something you're blocking out of
  2561. 2:01:23your
  2562. 2:01:24head I don't think so I mean I tend to
  2563. 2:01:27write everything down I tend to I just
  2564. 2:01:31finished the book The Real D traveled
  2565. 2:01:33and he said um the true definition of
  2566. 2:01:36Sanity is dedication to reality at all
  2567. 2:01:39costs so I think at times you know I may
  2568. 2:01:42have you know prayed or meditated upon a
  2569. 2:01:45certain way you know like like me being
  2570. 2:01:49um wealthy or something like that but
  2571. 2:01:54well this is definitely reality we are
  2572. 2:01:57sitting here inside of an
  2573. 2:02:00office the sheriff's department and you
  2574. 2:02:03are facing first degree murder
  2575. 2:02:06charges what you
  2576. 2:02:08are going to be booked into jail and
  2577. 2:02:11eventually you will be brought back to
  2578. 2:02:13Arizona and you will stand
  2579. 2:02:17trial that's the reality and once you
  2580. 2:02:19realize that I think you'll be better
  2581. 2:02:21for
  2582. 2:02:25and if you really wanted to embrace
  2583. 2:02:26reality you would sit here and explain
  2584. 2:02:28to me why this
  2585. 2:02:30happened but you refuse you refuse to
  2586. 2:02:32embrace reality why I don't know why he
  2587. 2:02:35was
  2588. 2:02:36killed I don't know why I had issues
  2589. 2:02:39with Travis if anything he had more
  2590. 2:02:41issues with me um I've had worse issues
  2591. 2:02:46with other people they're all still
  2592. 2:02:47alive I'm still friends with my
  2593. 2:02:49ex-boyfriends they're all still alive
  2594. 2:02:51know I've been doing this a long
  2595. 2:02:54time and there's one thing that I can
  2596. 2:02:57never get out of my head ever since the
  2597. 2:03:00first day I talked to you is there's an
  2598. 2:03:03old saying that you know someone's just
  2599. 2:03:07not acting right look into it you have
  2600. 2:03:11not acted right from day
  2601. 2:03:13one from day one when I talk to you on
  2602. 2:03:16that phone I just sensed that you just
  2603. 2:03:20you weren't acting like somebody who
  2604. 2:03:21used to love this guy or who still loved
  2605. 2:03:24him even as a close
  2606. 2:03:26friend and even now when I told you that
  2607. 2:03:29I have all this evidence against you
  2608. 2:03:32and and that you're facing first degree
  2609. 2:03:34mder charges
  2610. 2:03:36you're you're just not acting right Jody
  2611. 2:03:40you're acting like somebody who's
  2612. 2:03:43guilty
  2613. 2:03:48so you tell me
  2614. 2:03:52I know because I've been doing it a long
  2615. 2:03:53time it's taking me a long time to to
  2616. 2:03:56figure it
  2617. 2:03:57out but within the
  2618. 2:04:00first 30 seconds to a minute of a
  2619. 2:04:02conversation I can I know when
  2620. 2:04:04somebody's acting right there's a
  2621. 2:04:05certain way people act how did I act it
  2622. 2:04:08it's not it's not like TV it's not
  2623. 2:04:11anything like that it's not what you see
  2624. 2:04:12in the movies I see
  2625. 2:04:15reality when I accuse somebody of
  2626. 2:04:18committed a heinous crime or you know
  2627. 2:04:21something very
  2628. 2:04:23serious reality hits in and they
  2629. 2:04:26definitely act a certain way and that's
  2630. 2:04:29not
  2631. 2:04:30you you act just like everybody else who
  2632. 2:04:34I accuse of doing a crime who did
  2633. 2:04:38it and there's no other way to tell you
  2634. 2:04:41is it because I'm not
  2635. 2:04:42crying
  2636. 2:04:45no it's not because of that what is it I
  2637. 2:04:48mean I'm not going to change how I act
  2638. 2:04:50obviously you can't way you're you're
  2639. 2:04:52acting I mean I am who I am okay you're
  2640. 2:04:54you're sincere in the way you're
  2641. 2:04:56acting but uh well how is you're just
  2642. 2:04:59you're just not telling the truth how is
  2643. 2:05:02it different well it's not really
  2644. 2:05:05something you need to focus on anymore I
  2645. 2:05:07think you need to focus on the truth but
  2646. 2:05:09it's something that you
  2647. 2:05:11refuse so if you don't if you don't want
  2648. 2:05:13to continue then then we'll just move on
  2649. 2:05:16to the next
  2650. 2:05:18step listen
  2651. 2:05:22it's not that I didn't love Travis and
  2652. 2:05:25it's not that I don't still love
  2653. 2:05:27him
  2654. 2:05:28but I really needed to move on MH
  2655. 2:05:34and the last what prevented you from
  2656. 2:05:37moving
  2657. 2:05:38on nobody was preventing you from moving
  2658. 2:05:41on
  2659. 2:05:43well the only person preventing me
  2660. 2:05:45really for moving on was myself and
  2661. 2:05:47until I made that step and I moved back
  2662. 2:05:50moved away and we communicated gradually
  2663. 2:05:53less and less and less and I was fine
  2664. 2:05:56with that um I haven't found the guy the
  2665. 2:06:00man that I want to marry the person I
  2666. 2:06:01want to spend my life with um but in my
  2667. 2:06:04mind Travis did and I was happy from and
  2668. 2:06:07I thought there was also a part of me
  2669. 2:06:09that felt if I stay I'm going to
  2670. 2:06:11jeopardize that for him as well we both
  2671. 2:06:14deserve to be happy we both deserve to
  2672. 2:06:17have you know be married in the temple
  2673. 2:06:21um and that's where he wanted to
  2674. 2:06:23go
  2675. 2:06:26um so I mean I didn't know that maybe
  2676. 2:06:29didn't feel that way I had never spoken
  2677. 2:06:31to her except at church when I came down
  2678. 2:06:33to Arizona it was really
  2679. 2:06:35brief um and it was the bishop who told
  2680. 2:06:38me that you know she had essentially
  2681. 2:06:40turned him down and the last few um I
  2682. 2:06:44mean now that I think about it he was
  2683. 2:06:47really just the you know in his in his
  2684. 2:06:50attitude stuff and I just thought maybe
  2685. 2:06:52that's just because we're just beginning
  2686. 2:06:53to more distance
  2687. 2:06:55ourselves
  2688. 2:06:57um and you know he still had his trip
  2689. 2:06:59plan to come up
  2690. 2:07:04here I just the the reason I I don't
  2691. 2:07:08know it's not that I'm not remorseful
  2692. 2:07:10that he
  2693. 2:07:14died I didn't kill
  2694. 2:07:16him I didn't take his life did you have
  2695. 2:07:20anything to do with I had nothing to do
  2696. 2:07:23with his death at all at all the reason
  2697. 2:07:26I hesitate is
  2698. 2:07:28because maybe this is something that's
  2699. 2:07:30wrong with me psychologically is I think
  2700. 2:07:31of the butterfly effect and it's like
  2701. 2:07:34you could say that the guy pumping gas
  2702. 2:07:36station pumping gas down at the gas
  2703. 2:07:38station could have potentially because
  2704. 2:07:39you see all these movies these funky
  2705. 2:07:41movies where it's like this affected
  2706. 2:07:42this which affected this which affected
  2707. 2:07:43this if he had never done this I know if
  2708. 2:07:45you had never met him he'd probably
  2709. 2:07:46still be alive that's true yeah but
  2710. 2:07:49that's because you killed him no you did
  2711. 2:07:52I did not
  2712. 2:07:54Jody you can't convince me otherwise
  2713. 2:07:57unless you come up with more proof that
  2714. 2:08:00you didn't but I can't prove that
  2715. 2:08:02anybody else no I couldn't have what
  2716. 2:08:05about if the car comes back that it was
  2717. 2:08:07never even in that area it still doesn't
  2718. 2:08:11negate the fact that we have this other
  2719. 2:08:16evidence
  2720. 2:08:18Ian this is absolutely of evidence I've
  2721. 2:08:22ever had in a
  2722. 2:08:23case and I've
  2723. 2:08:26convicted a few people on less than this
  2724. 2:08:29well so I'm as good as done right with
  2725. 2:08:31that
  2726. 2:08:33evidence yeah I just can't admit to
  2727. 2:08:38something that I didn't do if it would
  2728. 2:08:41help if it would help my case and give
  2729. 2:08:43me an easier sentence I know people
  2730. 2:08:45plead guilty for those things no and I
  2731. 2:08:47don't want you to do that
  2732. 2:08:52that is the absolute last thing I
  2733. 2:08:54want well I know what I want to do is I
  2734. 2:08:57want to sit here with
  2735. 2:08:59you and I want to go over why you
  2736. 2:09:02visited him that day what you guys
  2737. 2:09:05talked
  2738. 2:09:06about what caused you to get so
  2739. 2:09:09angry and the details on how it happened
  2740. 2:09:14and it's something that you probably
  2741. 2:09:15don't want to remember but it's
  2742. 2:09:18something that I need because for me to
  2743. 2:09:22finish a case completely I need to know
  2744. 2:09:26not just the details but what was going
  2745. 2:09:28through your
  2746. 2:09:30mind because I need to present that as a
  2747. 2:09:33full
  2748. 2:09:34picture because if I don't I don't feel
  2749. 2:09:37that I've completed my job and my job is
  2750. 2:09:40to speak for
  2751. 2:09:42him not anybody else my job isn't to
  2752. 2:09:45speak for you the job isn't to speak for
  2753. 2:09:48his family it's to speak for Travis
  2754. 2:09:53and I know something horrible happened
  2755. 2:09:54that day absolutely
  2756. 2:09:57horrible something that could have been
  2757. 2:10:02avoided whether something was planned I
  2758. 2:10:05don't
  2759. 2:10:07know whether you planned it or whether
  2760. 2:10:09it accidentally happened or something
  2761. 2:10:12got out of hand I I don't know all I
  2762. 2:10:16could do is
  2763. 2:10:17speculate and I want to believe that
  2764. 2:10:21that you're not this coldhearted person
  2765. 2:10:24that could just go out and do something
  2766. 2:10:26like this to somebody I want to believe
  2767. 2:10:30that like a lot of
  2768. 2:10:33people things got out of
  2769. 2:10:36control and before you knew it it was
  2770. 2:10:38too
  2771. 2:10:40late that's what I want to
  2772. 2:10:42believe and that's truly from my
  2773. 2:10:45heart because I sit here and I've talked
  2774. 2:10:47to you and and I'm talking to you now
  2775. 2:10:50and all those conversations we had on
  2776. 2:10:51the phone and I don't see a
  2777. 2:10:53coldhearted murderer like you would see
  2778. 2:10:55on TV or that I've seen before sit
  2779. 2:10:58across from me that's not what I see in
  2780. 2:11:01you
  2781. 2:11:04and I'm going call it begging I begging
  2782. 2:11:07you to at least come clean and tell me
  2783. 2:11:10why
  2784. 2:11:12because I don't want to leave here
  2785. 2:11:16today not knowing cuz it's going to
  2786. 2:11:20follow me forever
  2787. 2:11:24I wish that I had answers I'm
  2788. 2:11:28sorry
  2789. 2:11:33I you need to just let the answers come
  2790. 2:11:37out there's just no reason there's just
  2791. 2:11:41no reason there's no good reason why
  2792. 2:11:44this happened there's never a good
  2793. 2:11:46reason why somebody dies like this
  2794. 2:11:53how many times was Travis
  2795. 2:11:57stabbed more than I want to
  2796. 2:12:04remember and I'm not going to sit here
  2797. 2:12:07and show you pictures of him after the
  2798. 2:12:10fact I don't do that that's not how I
  2799. 2:12:15work that is not for me to
  2800. 2:12:18do but eventually those photos come
  2801. 2:12:38out Jody we're here
  2802. 2:12:41now we're right here
  2803. 2:12:54I think you're feeling the reality in a
  2804. 2:12:55moment
  2805. 2:13:01now no I'm just feeling all of the
  2806. 2:13:05things that I'm going to potentially
  2807. 2:13:07miss miss out on with my family and I
  2808. 2:13:10think of all the things that Travis's
  2809. 2:13:13family is going to miss out on with
  2810. 2:13:18Trav and he had brothers and sisters
  2811. 2:13:21sers and I have brothers and
  2812. 2:13:24sisters
  2813. 2:13:29any is not
  2814. 2:13:32[Music]
  2815. 2:13:37fair it's not fair but this is where we
  2816. 2:13:39are I mean I know that he's in a good
  2817. 2:13:41place and I know that he's fine I know
  2818. 2:13:45that he's doing great but what about all
  2819. 2:13:48of his friends all of his family
  2820. 2:13:51that are here and they're just going
  2821. 2:13:53through all of this and I know it it's
  2822. 2:13:55temporary but it's so very much right
  2823. 2:14:06now there's just no reason I would ever
  2824. 2:14:09want to hurt
  2825. 2:14:13him or whether you want to to is is a
  2826. 2:14:16different question I'm just saying I
  2827. 2:14:19don't think you wanted to
  2828. 2:14:21I really don't think you wanted
  2829. 2:14:27to this speaks for itself I it speaks
  2830. 2:14:31for itself
  2831. 2:14:33Jody it goes beyond
  2832. 2:14:36speculation this is Way Beyond
  2833. 2:14:40speculation this is downright
  2834. 2:14:43proof but there's no backstory to it all
  2835. 2:14:47I know is that
  2836. 2:14:54I need a story or else it's just cold
  2837. 2:14:57it's so
  2838. 2:15:01cold you don't look like the person that
  2839. 2:15:04would plan something like this you
  2840. 2:15:08you're just not that
  2841. 2:15:10person I can believe other things but
  2842. 2:15:12not
  2843. 2:15:14that but without the truth I can't paint
  2844. 2:15:17another picture
  2845. 2:15:24and it's going to be up to the
  2846. 2:15:25prosecutor to paint that picture and if
  2847. 2:15:27you want that prosecutor and I've met
  2848. 2:15:29him and you don't want him painting that
  2849. 2:15:33picture because he is good and what he
  2850. 2:15:38does I've worked with him
  2851. 2:15:41before and you allow him to paint that
  2852. 2:15:43picture for
  2853. 2:15:45you it's not going to be
  2854. 2:15:49good it looks like you don't really uh
  2855. 2:15:52need anything it just looks like I mean
  2856. 2:15:55it looks like you don't even need a good
  2857. 2:15:57prosecutor anyway so I mean you're right
  2858. 2:16:01I I have to maintain my innocence I
  2859. 2:16:04can't admit to doing something that I
  2860. 2:16:06haven't done and there's
  2861. 2:16:09and part of me wants to cough out and
  2862. 2:16:12say it no well if you're going to cop
  2863. 2:16:16out it's because you're telling the
  2864. 2:16:18truth well that's not really cop okay
  2865. 2:16:22yeah I don't want you to sit here and
  2866. 2:16:24tell me a lie to appease me that is the
  2867. 2:16:28worst thing you can do for
  2868. 2:16:34me but back there in that mind of yours
  2869. 2:16:37is somebody screaming to get out and
  2870. 2:16:40tell me what happened but you just
  2871. 2:16:49cannot he nothing but I mean except for
  2872. 2:16:52some mean words that he said people have
  2873. 2:16:55said worse to me or just as bad except
  2874. 2:16:58for that he's never he's helped me he's
  2875. 2:17:01given me money he was selling me his car
  2876. 2:17:03on the easiest lest terms
  2877. 2:17:07ever there's no reason why it just
  2878. 2:17:17happens there's just no will I have more
  2879. 2:17:19work to do
  2880. 2:17:22can you give me a rundown of what's
  2881. 2:17:23going to happen from here when you
  2882. 2:17:26leave yeah you're uh like just today for
  2883. 2:17:33example well you'll probably be taken
  2884. 2:17:35across the street to the County
  2885. 2:17:37Jail uh you'll be processed through
  2886. 2:17:39there you'll be set in front of a judge
  2887. 2:17:44at least within 24
  2888. 2:17:46hours and
  2889. 2:17:49uh there's a warrant for your rest and
  2890. 2:17:52the bond is $2
  2891. 2:17:55million if you can come up with a $2
  2892. 2:17:57million
  2893. 2:17:58Bond then the judge will decide whether
  2894. 2:18:00to you know accept that 2 million or
  2895. 2:18:03not at that point we're going to file
  2896. 2:18:07extradition papers basically our courts
  2897. 2:18:10are saying that hey you have someone in
  2898. 2:18:12custody on one of our charges we want
  2899. 2:18:15them brought back to
  2900. 2:18:17Arizona or at least allow us to come
  2901. 2:18:19pick them up and that's called an
  2902. 2:18:21extradition hearing you will be given
  2903. 2:18:24the opportunity to either wave it and
  2904. 2:18:27say that's fine I'll just go on my own
  2905. 2:18:30free
  2906. 2:18:31will or you can fight it and say no I
  2907. 2:18:35don't want to go back to to Arizon what
  2908. 2:18:37if I say I go on my own free will of
  2909. 2:18:39course I would go yeah at that point the
  2910. 2:18:41judge would say okay she's not fighting
  2911. 2:18:43this so come get her and then we would
  2912. 2:18:47go what if I did fight then what happen
  2913. 2:18:49then you would have a hearing
  2914. 2:18:51like a little
  2915. 2:18:52trial basic it delays it and cost
  2916. 2:18:56money and then you'll be trans uh
  2917. 2:18:59transferred transferred over to the mar
  2918. 2:19:03County Jail in
  2919. 2:19:05Phoenix and you will start your court
  2920. 2:19:07proceedings
  2921. 2:19:09there and
  2922. 2:19:11um I've already filed these
  2923. 2:19:14charges it went to a grand jury and a
  2924. 2:19:16grand jury indicted
  2925. 2:19:18you so it's all public yeah it's public
  2926. 2:19:22record so does everyone know if somebody
  2927. 2:19:24goes on checks public record they can
  2928. 2:19:26check it and they would come out with an
  2929. 2:19:29indictment against you for work but it's
  2930. 2:19:30going to be on the news tonight we don't
  2931. 2:19:32report anything to the
  2932. 2:19:34news has his family called today no they
  2933. 2:19:39don't even know that I'm talking to you
  2934. 2:19:41but they've been calling every day every
  2935. 2:19:43day are you going to talk talk to them
  2936. 2:19:45every
  2937. 2:19:46day how would you feel if your little
  2938. 2:19:48brother or little sister was killed I've
  2939. 2:19:51been wanting to call every day too but I
  2940. 2:19:53didn't want to look obsessive so I just
  2941. 2:19:55tried to limit it to once a
  2942. 2:20:03week will I be able to see my family in
  2943. 2:20:05for I don't know I don't know I don't
  2944. 2:20:08know what their procedures are here at
  2945. 2:20:10this Chanel in this County um can I talk
  2946. 2:20:12to somebody about my Affairs that need
  2947. 2:20:14to be Tak CA you'll have to do it over
  2948. 2:20:16the phone or they'll have to come visit
  2949. 2:20:18you I don't know I have to be over the
  2950. 2:20:20phone because the person that would take
  2951. 2:20:22care of my stuff lives far
  2952. 2:20:28away are we
  2953. 2:20:30done how long is it all going to take
  2954. 2:20:32you said you paperwork I don't know I
  2955. 2:20:34need to go
  2956. 2:20:36see the procedures are different here in
  2957. 2:20:39C California than they are in Arizona
  2958. 2:20:41I'm used to the procedures in Arizona so
  2959. 2:20:44I'm getting help from this County and
  2960. 2:20:46the deputies here and they're assisting
  2961. 2:20:48me so I need to get with them and find
  2962. 2:20:49out how long it's going to
  2963. 2:20:51um this is a really trivial question and
  2964. 2:20:53it's going to reveal how shallow I
  2965. 2:20:57am but before they book me can I clean
  2966. 2:21:00myself up a little bit you're going to
  2967. 2:21:01be taken the way you
  2968. 2:21:03are I can't give you anything
  2969. 2:21:07else how soon I don't know like five
  2970. 2:21:11minutes two hours I would say within an
  2971. 2:21:15hour okay it could be 5 minutes it could
  2972. 2:21:17be 50 minutes I need to go talk to my uh
  2973. 2:21:20Associates
  2974. 2:21:24here and if at any time you feel like
  2975. 2:21:27you need to tell me something you just
  2976. 2:21:29go ahead and approach
  2977. 2:21:34me um okay can I use the bathroom yeah
  2978. 2:21:38I'll get someone to to come take
  2979. 2:21:41you um you know I'm not like violent I'm
  2980. 2:21:44not going to run it's my so I mean do I
  2981. 2:21:47have to go in handcuffs everywhere it's
  2982. 2:21:50just
  2983. 2:21:54procedure whether you wrote a bad check
  2984. 2:21:57or you're facing murder charges you're
  2985. 2:22:00going to go in
  2986. 2:22:02handcuffs that's just the way it
  2987. 2:22:05is okay they don't
  2988. 2:22:08take different precautions for different
  2989. 2:22:10people it's the same for
  2990. 2:22:12everybody so I'm
  2991. 2:22:14sorry you who do I ask when I can start
  2992. 2:22:18making a phone call or two once you
  2993. 2:22:20booked into to jail do you have in
  2994. 2:22:22again uh if it's like ours they give you
  2995. 2:22:25a phone and you can make as many collect
  2996. 2:22:27calls as you
  2997. 2:22:28want oh
  2998. 2:22:31okay okay let me see if there's somebody
  2999. 2:22:34to take to the
  3000. 2:22:36restroom it's not too urgent but like
  3001. 2:22:38maybe within the next 10 minutes every
  3002. 2:22:40will need to
  3003. 2:22:49go for
  3004. 2:23:50for
  3005. 2:24:24should have at least done your makeup
  3006. 2:24:26Jody
  3007. 2:24:46gosh
  3008. 2:24:47didn't you Brea
  3009. 2:24:58[Music]
  3010. 2:25:04[Music]
  3011. 2:25:14[Music]
  3012. 2:25:16Brea until you're resting here with me
  3013. 2:25:22go
  3014. 2:25:24[Music]
  3015. 2:25:54I didn't hear you
  3016. 2:26:19Brea for
  3017. 2:26:58that
  3018. 2:27:49goodness
  3019. 2:28:19for
  3020. 2:28:49for for
  3021. 2:29:29Holy
  3022. 2:29:38Night stars are bright sh
  3023. 2:29:42[Music]
  3024. 2:30:15the Angeles
  3025. 2:30:37Divine when Christ was born
  3026. 2:31:18on
  3027. 2:31:48for
  3028. 2:32:18for
  3029. 2:32:48for
  3030. 2:33:18for
  3031. 2:33:48for
  3032. 2:34:18e for
  3033. 2:34:56he knows our
  3034. 2:35:18need
  3035. 2:35:48for
  3036. 2:36:18for e
  3037. 2:36:43[Music]
  3038. 2:37:06still beting
  3039. 2:37:49she you
  3040. 2:38:48she
  3041. 2:38:58here's your shoes why you go ahead and
  3042. 2:39:00put those on
  3043. 2:39:26go ahead stop right there and just turn
  3044. 2:39:28around your hands behind your back
  3045. 2:39:55she already
  3046. 2:39:57yeah
  3047. 2:39:59okay
  3048. 2:40:01okay is there any reason for me to walk
  3049. 2:40:03over there with you yeah
  3050. 2:40:23on

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