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  1. 0:00This is the Johnson Space Center oral
  2. 0:02History Project. James A. Levelville,
  3. 0:04Jr. May 25th, 1999. We're at the Johnson
  4. 0:08Space Center.
  5. 0:11When you were a little bitty kid, you
  6. 0:14saw a rocket go off and you said, "I
  7. 0:15want to do that." Is that how is it that
  8. 0:17simple or that complex? Well, you know,
  9. 0:20Ron, I was interested in in rockets and
  10. 0:23in astronomy uh long before uh the
  11. 0:27Glenns and the Shepherds of the world
  12. 0:28could spell rocket. I uh I was
  13. 0:31interested in uh way back in in high
  14. 0:33school. I uh went to try to build some
  15. 0:36rockets. Uh wanted to become a rocket
  16. 0:38engineer. As a matter of fact, wrote to
  17. 0:40the American Rocket Society at that
  18. 0:43time, which is now the AAIA, something
  19. 0:45like that. And I said, 'I want to, you
  20. 0:47know, I want to become a rocket
  21. 0:48engineer. And they wrote back a very
  22. 0:50nice letter, but essentially they
  23. 0:51said,"Well, you ought to go to either
  24. 0:52MIT or to Caltech." I couldn't afford
  25. 0:55either. And so I took a secondary goal.
  26. 0:58I got a a ROC appointment to Wisconsin.
  27. 1:02And then from there, I went to the Naval
  28. 1:04Academy. Uh, and from there, I got into
  29. 1:06flight training, which was the second
  30. 1:07thing I wanted to do. I was became a
  31. 1:09naval aviator. And lo and behold, in
  32. 1:121958, NASA was formed and they were
  33. 1:15looking for astronauts. And so I was one
  34. 1:17of the original, I guess, 110 people who
  35. 1:21was selected to to go for interviews.
  36. 1:23>> Let me go back to your your
  37. 1:25Naval Academy days. You almost didn't go
  38. 1:27to the Naval Academy. Am I right about
  39. 1:29that?
  40. 1:30>> That's right. I uh had two years at
  41. 1:32Wisconsin and I was in a naval aviation
  42. 1:33program. This is right after World War
  43. 1:35II. And I got down uh to the uh uh to
  44. 1:38pre-flight. started through pre-flight.
  45. 1:40My mother while I was at the at
  46. 1:42University of Wisconsin said, "Would you
  47. 1:44apply for the Naval Academy?" So, just
  48. 1:45to pacify her, I said, "Sure, I'll do
  49. 1:47that." Never expecting. In fact, I
  50. 1:49became first alternate, which normally
  51. 1:51doesn't make it anyway. And when I was
  52. 1:53down there pre-flight, I got orders from
  53. 1:56the bureau, report to the Naval Academy
  54. 1:58for the physical to be inducted into the
  55. 2:01academy if you so desired. And then I
  56. 2:04had a big question mark. Should I go to
  57. 2:06the academy? The young Marines just back
  58. 2:07from the war said, "Don't do that.
  59. 2:09You're already got two years of college.
  60. 2:11You're already in naval aviation. If you
  61. 2:13go back, you're going to have to start
  62. 2:14all over again. You might not get back
  63. 2:16into aviation." But there was an old
  64. 2:18captain there by the name of Captain
  65. 2:19Jeter. And he said, "Look at son, you
  66. 2:22want to make the Navy your career. You
  67. 2:24want to get your education right now,
  68. 2:25get yourself up to the academy." And so
  69. 2:27that's what happened
  70. 2:29>> from the academy. Uh how'd you get back
  71. 2:31into airplanes?
  72. 2:32>> Well, I spent my course four years
  73. 2:34academy. my term paper, my first class
  74. 2:36term paper I wrote on the development of
  75. 2:38the liquid fuel rocket which by the way
  76. 2:40I just donated just last year to the uh
  77. 2:43to the academy and I was one of the
  78. 2:46first 50 because I was so much
  79. 2:47interested in going back in aviation
  80. 2:49that they selected 50 people to to teach
  81. 2:52at the academy after I graduated teach
  82. 2:54the plebes coming in and then that uh
  83. 2:55September I was uh transferred down to
  84. 2:58Pensacola
  85. 3:00>> and and what kind of planes did you fly?
  86. 3:03Well, in those days we flew SNJs, uh,
  87. 3:06which was the basic trainer all the way
  88. 3:09up through landing on a carrier with
  89. 3:11SNJs and we did formation and some night
  90. 3:14flying and, uh, you know, basic
  91. 3:16training. Then I was transferred from
  92. 3:18there uh to u uh to Kingsville, actually
  93. 3:23Corpus Christie, then Kingsville,
  94. 3:25>> and did my instrument training and uh
  95. 3:27and my advanced training was in a in a
  96. 3:30modern airplane called the Hellcat, the
  97. 3:32F6F. And then I got got my wings and uh
  98. 3:36and then I was selected to go back into
  99. 3:39jet training. And in those days, jet
  100. 3:41training was, you know, the epitome of
  101. 3:43everything. And and not too many people
  102. 3:44in it. So I was very very lucky. Did you
  103. 3:47you enjoy flying jets?
  104. 3:48>> Oh, yeah. Yeah, jets were I still enjoy
  105. 3:51flying jets if I get my hand on one. Uh
  106. 3:54uh but I would after I got through
  107. 3:56training, my first assignment was to a
  108. 3:58squadron called VC3. And when I got out
  109. 4:01there, I found out it was a night
  110. 4:03fighting uh night fighter squadron. They
  111. 4:06sent teams out because in those days we
  112. 4:08didn't fly whole squadrons off of
  113. 4:09aircraft carriers. And I told the
  114. 4:11skipper, I said, you know, you I'm
  115. 4:13having a little trouble flying the
  116. 4:14daytime yet. You want me to go out at
  117. 4:15night? But it was great training, a
  118. 4:17great experience and I learned an awful
  119. 4:19lot.
  120. 4:19>> Anything quite compared to that first
  121. 4:21landing, night landing on a carrier.
  122. 4:23>> There is nothing that you know night
  123. 4:26flying off carriers separates the men
  124. 4:27from the boys as they the takeoff of
  125. 4:29course into a black void with no horizon
  126. 4:31and then coming in at night and those
  127. 4:33days we didn't have modern techniques
  128. 4:35like a mirror system and you know almost
  129. 4:37like a like a GCA. You had to come in
  130. 4:40low and he had a guy with paddles and a
  131. 4:41lighted suit. That was how we did it in
  132. 4:43those days. So, at what point did you
  133. 4:46hear about NASA trying to select people
  134. 4:48to become astronauts and decide, hey, I
  135. 4:51want to do that?
  136. 4:52>> Well, when I got back off a cruise, I
  137. 4:53spent some time training people, but
  138. 4:55then uh some of my contemporaries, my
  139. 4:58older uh the pilots that were in my
  140. 5:00squadron had already gone through a
  141. 5:02thing called uh test pilot school. And I
  142. 5:04thought that would be a kind of an
  143. 5:06interesting thing to do. So, I applied
  144. 5:07for test pilot school. And I I went and
  145. 5:10just as I graduated from the school
  146. 5:12which was 6 months long at that time of
  147. 5:14course NASA was formed and then they
  148. 5:17were talking about putting a man in
  149. 5:18space and they had put out at this time
  150. 5:22secret orders uh to all the people who
  151. 5:25both the air force and the Navy thought
  152. 5:26were qualified and NASA had certain
  153. 5:28criteria that they went by and it just
  154. 5:30so happened that I that I had just
  155. 5:32finished the school and that was one of
  156. 5:33the criteria that you had to have and uh
  157. 5:36we I went up for that original Mercury
  158. 5:38selection.
  159. 5:39How far did you last in that?
  160. 5:42>> Well, uh, it got down to the last, I
  161. 5:44guess, 32 people and, uh, I was one of
  162. 5:47the people through all the interviews,
  163. 5:49sent out to, uh, uh, went out to
  164. 5:52Albuquerque to the, uh, to the, uh, big
  165. 5:55what was the name of it? The, well,
  166. 5:57anyway, uh, it was a big hospital out
  167. 5:59there and, uh, Loveless Clinic. That was
  168. 6:02it. And, uh, we went through our
  169. 6:04physicals. Now, today I just finished a
  170. 6:06physical, but that physical was nothing
  171. 6:09like anybody had ever heard of before.
  172. 6:11You know, it was what they did to us was
  173. 6:13unknown to the medical profession. Uh
  174. 6:16because they knew that they had guinea
  175. 6:19pigs. Not only should we be in good
  176. 6:21shape, but they they knew we were going
  177. 6:23to go into an environment that was
  178. 6:24completely strange. So, they did things
  179. 6:25just for background and, you know, from
  180. 6:27data. And I went through there. Uh but
  181. 6:31when I got there and the next selection
  182. 6:33was to go on to uh uh down to a second
  183. 6:37group at Wright Patterson Air Force Base
  184. 6:40for some more tests and things like
  185. 6:41that. The doctor called me in and said,
  186. 6:43"Well, you're finished." And I said,
  187. 6:46"Finished? Why am I not accepted? No.
  188. 6:49No." I said, "What's wrong?" And they
  189. 6:51said, "Well, you have a high Billy
  190. 6:52Rubin." I said, "I don't even know what
  191. 6:54a high Billy Rubin is. What is it?"
  192. 6:56Well, too much pink pigment in your in
  193. 6:59your in your blood. And so I I went home
  194. 7:02was very very much dejected. And so I I
  195. 7:05missed out on the second selection.
  196. 7:07>> So this liver problem, even though it
  197. 7:08was a relatively minor thing, said no
  198. 7:11way.
  199. 7:11>> As a matter of fact, ony Buzz Aldrin had
  200. 7:14the same thing that I had and we were we
  201. 7:17were fortunate. But you know, there's a
  202. 7:18there's a unique aspect of that
  203. 7:19physical. I got back to the squadron and
  204. 7:22this is not too well known. And I got
  205. 7:23back to the squadron and I got a set of
  206. 7:25orders to go back out to Wright
  207. 7:26Patterson. Now my skipper said, "These
  208. 7:29orders are probably not correct. Maybe
  209. 7:31they don't know what the stories." I
  210. 7:32said, "Listen, I'm taking them." I went
  211. 7:35out to Wright Patterson and they were
  212. 7:38sort of expecting me. I got out there
  213. 7:39the night before and the people that
  214. 7:41were all getting together at the BOQ
  215. 7:43said, "Oh yeah, so we got seven people
  216. 7:44and and you're number seven." I said,
  217. 7:46"Oh, I'm great." The next morning, we
  218. 7:49all went down to breakfast uh to uh uh
  219. 7:52to get ready to start our physical. And
  220. 7:54a fellow walked in and said, "Say," I'm
  221. 7:57sorry I'm late. I just came in from
  222. 7:59Edwards. My name is Gus Gryom, and he
  223. 8:02was number seven. And of course, I
  224. 8:04wasn't supposed to be there. And so, and
  225. 8:06pretty soon, NASA hierarchy found out
  226. 8:08about it. I was packing my bags, going
  227. 8:10back to the squadron.
  228. 8:11>> How disappointed were you when you
  229. 8:13didn't make that? I'm very very much
  230. 8:15disappointed because you see I was
  231. 8:16interested in rockets and things like
  232. 8:18that way back as a high school kid
  233. 8:20>> and I you know I didn't make it.
  234. 8:22>> There was no indication past that
  235. 8:24original seven that they're ever going
  236. 8:26to find any more guys. Was there at that
  237. 8:27time there was a second chance?
  238. 8:30>> No one actually knew how far NASA would
  239. 8:31go or whether man in space was a
  240. 8:33possibility or not. And so you're
  241. 8:35absolutely right. Uh but that was
  242. 8:36something I always wanted to do. How
  243. 8:39long did it take you from that
  244. 8:40disappointment to get back into the loop
  245. 8:42and get rid of the liver problem? And
  246. 8:45>> well, I got back to the squadron, got
  247. 8:46transferred down to Oceanana, and I was
  248. 8:49going through, you know, uh, training
  249. 8:51people at this time. I was an
  250. 8:52instructor. And in aviation week, there
  251. 8:55was a little article, NASA is wants to
  252. 8:57select some more astronauts. And so
  253. 9:00before I knew it, the Navy called me
  254. 9:02down again and said, do you want to be
  255. 9:03in another selection? They didn't know
  256. 9:05that I what I that I was kicked out
  257. 9:07because of a physical. And I said,
  258. 9:09"Sure." And so, uh, I I put my my name
  259. 9:13in again and I was selected again to go
  260. 9:15for the physical, this time at Brooks
  261. 9:18Air Force Base, Air Force Physical. Much
  262. 9:21more practical, much more, you know,
  263. 9:23looking at what's wrong and what's
  264. 9:24right. And I had no problems passing it.
  265. 9:27And uh, and that's how I got selected to
  266. 9:29the second group. When you first went
  267. 9:31for a selection to the original
  268. 9:33astronaut corps, nobody knew what an
  269. 9:35astronaut was. Second time you went,
  270. 9:38they were the biggest heroes in the
  271. 9:39world. Oh, that's true. Yes. And I can
  272. 9:42recall very vividly the very first time
  273. 9:43we went after we had our interviews in
  274. 9:46Washington at the old Dolly Madison
  275. 9:47house. We all gathered back in a hotel
  276. 9:50room and we were talking about it. Wally
  277. 9:51Shar was there because, you know, Wally
  278. 9:53and I were in the same class. Al Shepard
  279. 9:55was there and while he was saying you
  280. 9:56know I don't know if I want to get in
  281. 9:58this program or not you know to go into
  282. 10:00some wacky program when I should be grew
  283. 10:03up the ladder in naval aviation in you
  284. 10:06know Navy hierarchy and of course now I
  285. 10:08look back on it again it was uh really
  286. 10:10something.
  287. 10:12>> How did the original seven accept the
  288. 10:14next group?
  289. 10:16>> Uh very cool at first. I mean, uh, you
  290. 10:19know, these were the days, uh, when I
  291. 10:22guess there was this the life world book
  292. 10:24contract, you know, and all that sort of
  293. 10:26stuff and and they were, you know, they
  294. 10:28were pretty, uh, high on the totem pole.
  295. 10:31They're bucky bucks. They were well
  296. 10:32known, everything like that. And the
  297. 10:33nine of us walk in there, but they
  298. 10:36warmed up after a while. And pretty
  299. 10:37soon, after a lot of negotiations, we
  300. 10:39all got on the same bandwagon with
  301. 10:41regards to these personal stories type
  302. 10:43things. But
  303. 10:44>> did you do you get one of those
  304. 10:45Corvettes to run around in and all that
  305. 10:47sort of thing? After a while, yeah, it
  306. 10:49was not bad. Uh, we'd buy the one
  307. 10:51wholesale, I think, and then we'd drive
  308. 10:52it for six months, then we could trade
  309. 10:54it in and get another one and trade it
  310. 10:55in. I guess I went through about three
  311. 10:58Corvettes during my whole period of the
  312. 11:01time I was there. I remember Pete and I
  313. 11:03lived at Ellington Air Force Base. Our
  314. 11:05wives were still Jane was in in
  315. 11:07California and my wife Marilyn was in in
  316. 11:10Virginia Beach. And he and I shared a
  317. 11:12BOQ room. And I remember when he got
  318. 11:14that Corvette, he had the top in the in
  319. 11:16the room and he was driving this
  320. 11:17Corvette. I just what I the car I got
  321. 11:20was just old station wagons. I had a
  322. 11:22family and I needed a station wagon.
  323. 11:24That's what I got.
  324. 11:26>> What how did your life change when you
  325. 11:27became an astronaut?
  326. 11:30>> Well, I don't think it it really changed
  327. 11:32in a way. Uh uh it we got to be a little
  328. 11:36bit of a celebrity, but you know, we
  329. 11:38didn't even do anything at first. And I
  330. 11:41can recall the very first time I went
  331. 11:43back to Milwaukee to my high school and
  332. 11:44I gave a talk to the high school people
  333. 11:47and uh I just went right to the school,
  334. 11:49got in, went to school, and in the back
  335. 11:51of the room after I was giving my talk,
  336. 11:53the mayor of Milwaukee was there and he
  337. 11:56was sort of mad that I didn't stop by
  338. 11:58and pay my respects to the mayor before
  339. 12:00I went. You know, all this kind of
  340. 12:02protocol I knew nothing about at that
  341. 12:03time. And I thought, you know, heck, I
  342. 12:06haven't even been in space and people
  343. 12:07are asking me, you know, what's going
  344. 12:08on, what's happening, and all that sort
  345. 12:10of stuff. So there was a little bit of
  346. 12:12false uh uh being a false idol at the
  347. 12:14time.
  348. 12:15>> What was happening to you during those
  349. 12:16Mercury days? What what was your job?
  350. 12:18>> Well, during the Mercury days, uh uh I
  351. 12:21got down into the space program about
  352. 12:23the time Wall-Ally was flying. In fact,
  353. 12:24the very first thing I did before I even
  354. 12:26moved down to Texas was to go down to uh
  355. 12:28Cape Canaveral and watch Wall-E take
  356. 12:31off. Uh and then uh we uh we got into
  357. 12:35some of the simulators that they had.
  358. 12:37They were not not too good at the time.
  359. 12:39And uh we started doing some training.
  360. 12:41It amazes me now because I was just
  361. 12:43talking just today to a brand new
  362. 12:45astronaut. Well, he's been here years,
  363. 12:47never flown. And he says, "Well, I'm
  364. 12:49still going through ASCAN." I said,
  365. 12:51"What's ASCAN? I have no idea." He says,
  366. 12:54"Astronaut candidate training?" I said,
  367. 12:56"Astronaut candidate training?" I said,
  368. 12:59"When I went through, it was all hit and
  369. 13:01miss. We had people come in to teach us
  370. 13:02a little bit about orbital mechanics and
  371. 13:04then we went out to the plants to learn
  372. 13:06all about the systems themselves and
  373. 13:08that's how we got most of our training.
  374. 13:11>> When did you move into the Gemini
  375. 13:12program and and what was your initial
  376. 13:14job there?
  377. 13:16>> Well, uh we got in the Gemini program uh
  378. 13:19and uh started learning all about the
  379. 13:21the spacecraft itself. But my first
  380. 13:23really assignment was uh as backup to
  381. 13:27Geminy 4. That was McDiv and Ed White
  382. 13:30>> and Frank Borman and I were the backup
  383. 13:32to that flight and so we were training
  384. 13:34for that one. It's kind of interesting.
  385. 13:35I met Ed White and I didn't know it
  386. 13:38until that Jiminy one time we were down
  387. 13:40at the Cape talking and he was a plebe
  388. 13:42at West Point and I was a pleb at the
  389. 13:44Naval Academy and we traded cufflinks
  390. 13:47and then we disappeared and of course it
  391. 13:49was years and years later that we're
  392. 13:50sitting down at the Cape Havoc breakfast
  393. 13:52when he brings up the story and I said
  394. 13:54that was me. You know, it's it's strange
  395. 13:57how how we we our lives crossed and then
  396. 14:00disappeared for a while. Get back.
  397. 14:01>> And White's job on that flight was to do
  398. 14:02an EVA.
  399. 14:04>> Yes.
  400. 14:04>> That was that was a a very big deal at
  401. 14:07that time.
  402. 14:08>> Yes, it was. Uh and one of our jobs we
  403. 14:10had what we called an air bearing
  404. 14:11trainer and we had that little like a
  405. 14:13squirt gun uh uh that we would use to to
  406. 14:17fire our way around and and try to do
  407. 14:19something on that. Uh it was the initial
  408. 14:21attempt at at EVA work. Uh, and Ed, uh,
  409. 14:25was out for a while, but it was not
  410. 14:26until later on that we really found out
  411. 14:28that we had a lot of problems with EVA.
  412. 14:30>> How did how did you how did you train
  413. 14:32for for a spacew walk? How did you and
  414. 14:34White train for that first thing?
  415. 14:36>> Well, we of course we we got in the
  416. 14:38suits. We had this airbearing trainer
  417. 14:41uh, which is only two-dimensional.
  418. 14:43You're on sort of a an air you're on a
  419. 14:45platform that and it's, you know, held
  420. 14:47up by air and then you can shoot this
  421. 14:49little gun. It's like a like a like like
  422. 14:52two little jets and and and try to
  423. 14:54maneuver yourself. But I have to tell
  424. 14:56you quite honestly it it really wasn't
  425. 14:58any good. I mean it was the best thing
  426. 15:00they could do at the time and it was not
  427. 15:02until later on in Gemini 12 that we
  428. 15:04learned what to do.
  429. 15:06>> So the mission takes off. What did you
  430. 15:07do once it left the ground and he's up
  431. 15:09there doing that? What was your job?
  432. 15:10Well, I was uh down at the Cape uh
  433. 15:13watching the launch and then I flew back
  434. 15:15and was in the control center uh you
  435. 15:18know when he was doing all his work.
  436. 15:19>> It's been a long time, reasonably long
  437. 15:22time since you got here. You ready to
  438. 15:24fly? You ready to go yourself now?
  439. 15:26>> Oh yes. I got here in October of ' 62
  440. 15:28and that went up in and uh oh 64
  441. 15:33or something like that and uh three
  442. 15:34years. Yeah. And then then my first
  443. 15:36flight wasn't until December 65. So, you
  444. 15:39and Frank Borman get that first flight.
  445. 15:41Tell me about how you felt when they
  446. 15:43told you you were going to go.
  447. 15:45>> Uh, well, it was kind of interesting. Of
  448. 15:46course, Frank and I were about the same
  449. 15:48rank and everything like that, but he
  450. 15:50got, you know, Air Force and he got to
  451. 15:52be commander of it and that's fine. But,
  452. 15:54uh, uh, it was a two-eek mission as a
  453. 15:58medical flight, as a matter of fact.
  454. 16:00And, uh, you know, two weeks with Frank
  455. 16:02Borman any place is a is a challenge.
  456. 16:05But but this flight uh we trained very
  457. 16:08hard. We had different types of suits.
  458. 16:11Uh and uh these were sort of get me down
  459. 16:14suits that we could
  460. 16:16you you didn't do EVAs in them. You
  461. 16:18couldn't get outside. You shouldn't open
  462. 16:20the hatch. Uh but uh uh the the very
  463. 16:24first takeoff was almost like it flying
  464. 16:26us for a while. Uh we got to it used to
  465. 16:29pretty good, you know, pretty fast. We
  466. 16:31were able to to get the idea of it. And
  467. 16:33I uh the spacecraft is very tight, so I
  468. 16:37didn't feel too nauseous at all. It was
  469. 16:38pretty good. But the suits were very
  470. 16:40hot, sweaty, and bulky. And uh they
  471. 16:43didn't want us to take off our suits.
  472. 16:45These were the old days when they were
  473. 16:47very worried about leaks of the
  474. 16:48spacecraft or something like that. Well,
  475. 16:50we knew the spacecraft wasn't leaking.
  476. 16:52Uh
  477. 16:53>> one of you had to keep a suit on at all
  478. 16:54times, right?
  479. 16:55>> Yes. It was sort of a ridiculous uh
  480. 16:56regulation at that time. And so, uh, but
  481. 16:59I started to unzip my suit and my rear
  482. 17:02end was going out of the suit and and
  483. 17:04we're getting out farther and farther
  484. 17:05and pretty soon the suit was over here
  485. 17:06and pretty soon I slipped the helmet
  486. 17:08down. I'm out of my suit. I'm in my
  487. 17:10underwear and uh, so Frank wants to get
  488. 17:13out of his suit. So he's so the ground,
  489. 17:16you know, for three days the ground
  490. 17:17argued with him and the poor guy was
  491. 17:19hot, sweaty, and finally they let him
  492. 17:21get out of a suit. And of course my uh
  493. 17:24my uh young son at that time said uh dad
  494. 17:28orbited the earth in his underwear which
  495. 17:30is essentially what we did.
  496. 17:32>> You said it was a a medical experimental
  497. 17:34flight. Did did you feel like you were
  498. 17:37you were an experimental rat up there as
  499. 17:39it were
  500. 17:39>> a guinea pig. Absolutely a guinea pig.
  501. 17:42The doctors of course were you know this
  502. 17:44is can man live in space and the reason
  503. 17:46for the mission was that the maximum
  504. 17:48time to go to the moon and back and
  505. 17:49we're already planning for Apollo was
  506. 17:51two weeks. And so they said, "Well, if
  507. 17:53we could put people up into zero gravity
  508. 17:54for two weeks, it'll prove out one
  509. 17:56aspect of the of the moon flights." So
  510. 17:58we stayed up there and the old
  511. 18:00spacecraft had lots of problems with it.
  512. 18:02The fuel cells were dying slowly but
  513. 18:04surely. And I can remember quite
  514. 18:05vividly.
  515. 18:07You know, Frank doesn't even like to fly
  516. 18:09over water, much less spend 70% of his
  517. 18:11time over water. And he was anxious to
  518. 18:13come on down. And between uh Chris Craft
  519. 18:16and myself, uh uh I argue with Frank. I
  520. 18:19said, "Frank, don't worry. the Navy can
  521. 18:20find us regardless of where we come
  522. 18:22down. And Chris also talked to him and
  523. 18:24so we stayed up the full 14 days.
  524. 18:26>> There was uh there was some talk early
  525. 18:27on about landing Gemini on the ground,
  526. 18:30was there not?
  527. 18:32>> Uh yes, there was. As as a matter of
  528. 18:34fact, one of my jobs uh when I first got
  529. 18:36assigned was the recovery aspect. And we
  530. 18:40were looking at making a brago wing,
  531. 18:42which was developed by a NASA engineer.
  532. 18:44Uh they're called paragliders now or
  533. 18:46parings. and come on down and this thing
  534. 18:49would inflate and it' be like a V-shaped
  535. 18:51thing and then a guy inside the
  536. 18:52spacecraft could guide it down and it
  537. 18:55was really going to be on the last one.
  538. 18:56Uh they the the test results out at
  539. 18:59White or out at Edwards were not too
  540. 19:01good and
  541. 19:03they thought it was very prudent not to
  542. 19:05even put it on there. Why why do it for
  543. 19:06the last flight?
  544. 19:08>> Can you give me some idea how how you
  545. 19:10spend 14 days in that little cramped
  546. 19:13quarters with somebody else without
  547. 19:14going absolutely mad?
  548. 19:16It's not easy, but you have to remember
  549. 19:18that you work so long. I was there three
  550. 19:21years for a space flight, so I'd go up
  551. 19:22with just about anybody. And and Frank
  552. 19:25and I were, you know, just this close
  553. 19:26together. And you get to know each other
  554. 19:28quite well. Uh I mean, it was uh it was
  555. 19:33it was something. As a matter of fact,
  556. 19:34uh Frank went I think nine days without
  557. 19:38having to go to the bathroom.
  558. 19:40>> Nine days.
  559. 19:42>> And he said, "Jim, this is it." I said,
  560. 19:45'F, you only have five more days left to
  561. 19:47go here.
  562. 19:51But but
  563. 19:53what how is how was space food in those
  564. 19:55days? Because I want to get back to
  565. 19:57space food a little later. But how was
  566. 19:59it then?
  567. 19:59>> Strictly freeze-dried. Uh and these
  568. 20:02little bite-sized sandwiches had wax
  569. 20:04over them because everybody thought that
  570. 20:06they needed wax to keep the problems and
  571. 20:08the wax would coat the roof of your
  572. 20:10mouth and it tastes awful. I think one
  573. 20:12of the best things they had on board
  574. 20:13those days was uh were bacon bits. They
  575. 20:16would have a little square of bacon and
  576. 20:18they would squeeze after they, you know,
  577. 20:20cooked and everything. They squeeze it
  578. 20:21down and that was very tasty. Then they
  579. 20:23had you put water into various
  580. 20:25freeze-dried food much like campers have
  581. 20:27these days, but you couldn't heat it. It
  582. 20:28was lukew. But it kept us alive for two
  583. 20:31weeks.
  584. 20:33>> Looking back on it now, all of that
  585. 20:34seems very primitive, but at that time
  586. 20:36it was state-of-the-art.
  587. 20:38>> That's right. And you when I look at
  588. 20:40back look back on how ultra ultra
  589. 20:43conservative they were. For instance,
  590. 20:45John Young got in such a flap by taking
  591. 20:48a sandwich up on a three and a half hour
  592. 20:50or 4 hour flight. Even if it was had,
  593. 20:53you know, poison in it, he probably
  594. 20:54would have lasted for the whole flight.
  595. 20:56Uh and now of course uh things are
  596. 20:58entirely different. And then you know
  597. 21:00now uh I know we uh they were afraid of
  598. 21:03anything floating around. But now we
  599. 21:04found out that if the food is thick
  600. 21:06enough, he could eat it with a spoon.
  601. 21:07When you came back from Gemini 7, what
  602. 21:09did NASA learn from from these two
  603. 21:12experimental guinea pigs?
  604. 21:14>> Well, they learned number one that man
  605. 21:16could live very nicely uh in uh for two
  606. 21:19weeks that the uh cardiovascular system
  607. 21:22would adapt quite readily. The heart
  608. 21:24slowed down, blood volume decreased,
  609. 21:25which is a normal case in a two-eek type
  610. 21:28mission. Uh and we were able to navigate
  611. 21:30ourselves across the deck. uh we didn't
  612. 21:32have this orthostatic hypotension where
  613. 21:35you know where blood would drain down as
  614. 21:36soon as you stood up. I mean the the
  615. 21:38symptoms were there but I mean we could
  616. 21:39overcome that. So uh I think basically
  617. 21:42was the fact that hey space flight is
  618. 21:44possible longer than the three or four
  619. 21:45hours that you know they had been doing
  620. 21:47in the past.
  621. 21:48>> Was it as exciting as you thought it was
  622. 21:50going to be?
  623. 21:51>> Yeah, it was very exciting to me. I mean
  624. 21:53it was tedious work you know two weeks.
  625. 21:55We did have a, you know, a break when uh
  626. 21:57Shra and Stafford came up and rendevous
  627. 21:59with us and then they were up, I think
  628. 22:0124 hours and they went back down again
  629. 22:03and uh and we stayed up there for the
  630. 22:05full time. But uh it was uh quite
  631. 22:07rewarding.
  632. 22:09>> Uh stop just a second, will you please?
  633. 22:12>> Tape is rolling.
  634. 22:16>> All of these uh all these missions now
  635. 22:19as we look back on them fit like, you
  636. 22:22know, they all fit together. They all
  637. 22:24get us to the moon. But at that time you
  638. 22:26were trying to do something that had to
  639. 22:27be done before we could get to the moon.
  640. 22:29That is figure out whether you could
  641. 22:30dock in space. Am I right?
  642. 22:32>> That's right. The first thing we had to
  643. 22:33learn about is the rendevous in space.
  644. 22:35Can we get two spacecraft together which
  645. 22:37will eventually lend it lend itself into
  646. 22:39docking and then we can you know take
  647. 22:40the lunar module out. And the very first
  648. 22:42one of course was the Geminy 67 flight.
  649. 22:45Geminy 6 was supposed to to dock
  650. 22:47rendevous and dock with an Aena vehicle,
  651. 22:50but it it uh had something went wrong
  652. 22:53with it on its takeoff and so that
  653. 22:55delayed their flight. And so they moved
  654. 22:56Geminy 7 up to fly instead. And and when
  655. 22:59we were up there, uh Geminy 6 was going
  656. 23:03to rendevous. We couldn't dock with
  657. 23:04Geminy 7. They're going to rendevous.
  658. 23:06And of course, the first attempt to take
  659. 23:08off on Geminy 6 resulted in a shutdown,
  660. 23:11which very fortunately Wall-E didn't
  661. 23:12punch out. He he was cool. The second
  662. 23:15time up there though, they did and they
  663. 23:16uh they came up I guess we were up there
  664. 23:1911 or 12 days by that time and you could
  665. 23:22see them coming up. They they we they
  666. 23:23came up at night and we had a blinking
  667. 23:25light on and I we could see the jets
  668. 23:27firing as they came up. We were like
  669. 23:29this and they were coming up just like
  670. 23:30this and finally me and we all rendevous
  671. 23:32and we stay together. We each took turns
  672. 23:34flying around each other to see how how
  673. 23:36nicely the spacecraft would uh would
  674. 23:38control on something like that. Uh so
  675. 23:41that was the very first big step towards
  676. 23:44the rendevu and docking which of course
  677. 23:45were very necessary for the lunar
  678. 23:46flights too.
  679. 23:48>> You then were Capcom on on 8.
  680. 23:52>> Yes. Y
  681. 23:53>> right and there was a problem. Talk
  682. 23:55about that problem.
  683. 23:56>> Well Gemini 8 had a problem. Uh probably
  684. 23:58one of the first big problems. Uh and
  685. 24:00unbeknownst to us when they're out of
  686. 24:02radio contact a stuck thruster that
  687. 24:05occurred originally Neil and Neil and
  688. 24:08Dave Scott were on that flight. uh
  689. 24:10thought that it might be the AIA and
  690. 24:12they were trying to somehow you know
  691. 24:14slow the thing down. It was starting to
  692. 24:15make them roll and uh so they thought
  693. 24:18well we better get rid of the Gina. They
  694. 24:20had already completed a rendevous and
  695. 24:22docking and so they jettisoned the GINA
  696. 24:24and the the spin-up increased and it
  697. 24:26turned out finally that it was one of
  698. 24:28their thrusters that was firing and so
  699. 24:30they managed and they were very cool
  700. 24:31about this whole thing. They managed to
  701. 24:33uh to pull the circuit breaker, get the
  702. 24:35thruster off the line, and then using
  703. 24:37their uh the re-entry thrusters, which
  704. 24:40were only normally only used for
  705. 24:41re-entry, they were able to slow the
  706. 24:43vehicle down, and of course, they had to
  707. 24:45come back early.
  708. 24:46>> What happened in in mission control?
  709. 24:48What what's going on around you while
  710. 24:49all this is going on up there? And
  711. 24:51nobody's sure what what's going on.
  712. 24:53>> Well, everybody's trying to think up
  713. 24:55solutions of what the problems are. But
  714. 24:56we did. The problem hit us all of a
  715. 24:58sudden because when they came back into
  716. 25:00radio contact, well, they said, "Hey, I
  717. 25:03guess they use the old phrase long
  718. 25:05before 13, they we got a problem." And
  719. 25:07uh but I think they they managed to
  720. 25:10jettison the GINA and then determine
  721. 25:12their problem. And so it was sort of a
  722. 25:15an aftermath back at the control center.
  723. 25:17Uh because I don't think there was much
  724. 25:18that we could have done in the control
  725. 25:20center for a problem like that. If they
  726. 25:22kept spinning up faster and faster, then
  727. 25:23it would have been blacked out. But this
  728. 25:25was you realized after the fact because
  729. 25:28you didn't know it was happening then.
  730. 25:29Once they got around you realized they
  731. 25:31had a very serious problem.
  732. 25:32>> Oh yes. If they didn't uh correct the
  733. 25:34problem themselves, they would have been
  734. 25:35in deep trouble.
  735. 25:36>> Did that uh make you rethink uh anything
  736. 25:39about uh how safe or how unsafe this
  737. 25:43sort of thing is?
  738. 25:44>> No. Ron, it's surprising uh in this in
  739. 25:47this business. Uh that that problem was
  740. 25:49over there. You know, nothing's going to
  741. 25:50happen to me. Uh everything's fine.
  742. 25:52Don't worry about it. uh spaceflight is
  743. 25:55so interesting. the rewards far
  744. 25:57overshadow the risk and so that was that
  745. 26:00was my feeling
  746. 26:01>> that kind of test pilot mentality
  747. 26:03permeated everybody at NASA did it
  748. 26:05>> I think so I think the people who want
  749. 26:07to become astronauts at least in those
  750. 26:08days most of us were test pilots in
  751. 26:11those days uh had that sort of a
  752. 26:14curiosity and and adventure spirit to
  753. 26:17them that we were we were able to to
  754. 26:20take that in stride
  755. 26:21>> you were next assigned to back up the
  756. 26:23Jiminy 10 crew But Bassid and CE were
  757. 26:26killed.
  758. 26:27>> Yeah.
  759. 26:27>> And things changed. What happened after
  760. 26:29their death?
  761. 26:30>> Well, a sort of a fate. Uh we were
  762. 26:32backing up 10, but uh the nine backups
  763. 26:35became the prime backups. That was
  764. 26:37Stafford and Jean Cernin, I believe. So,
  765. 26:40uh we became the backups to nine. Uh and
  766. 26:44uh and then what we did was to uh become
  767. 26:48the prime crew for the last Geminy's
  768. 26:50flight. That was Geminy 12.
  769. 26:52>> Did you realize that was the last one?
  770. 26:54Was it the last one scheduled or?
  771. 26:56>> No, that was the last one.
  772. 26:57>> It was the last one scheduled.
  773. 26:58>> That was And I wasn't going to go on
  774. 26:59Gemini if uh if I was 10, you know, then
  775. 27:02Yeah.
  776. 27:03>> So, it gave you an opportunity to fly
  777. 27:04Gemini again.
  778. 27:05>> Yeah. And gave me a little bit of a
  779. 27:07command opportunity, which I wanted.
  780. 27:08>> And you were involved with the spacew
  781. 27:11walking mission on that. Talk about
  782. 27:12that. Uh that's very interesting because
  783. 27:15after Ed White's Geminy 4, which really
  784. 27:17didn't do much to learn about walking in
  785. 27:19space, uh they decided to do some pretty
  786. 27:22detailed uh work in outside the
  787. 27:25spacecraft. Started with uh really
  788. 27:27Gemini 9. They're going to have an AMU,
  789. 27:29an astronaut maneuvering unit, and it
  790. 27:31was in the back of the spacecraft. Gene
  791. 27:33Cernin was going to do the work on it.
  792. 27:35They got outside and tried to try to do
  793. 27:37the work and uh the hand holes were not
  794. 27:40good, the tow holes, he heated up, his
  795. 27:42his visor fogged over, he had trouble
  796. 27:45doing things which he could do easily in
  797. 27:47training and uh so eventually he came
  798. 27:49back into the spacecraft and they
  799. 27:51abandoned that. Uh they again attempted
  800. 27:53on 10, not not the MU but they attempted
  801. 27:55to do work on 10. What happened was that
  802. 27:58on nine and 10 and then eventually also
  803. 28:0011 when Dick Gordon was outside and he
  804. 28:02overheated and everything all of us
  805. 28:04forgot about one of Newton's third laws
  806. 28:06of motion to every action there's an
  807. 28:08equal and re uh reaction consequently
  808. 28:11when they went to touch the spacecraft
  809. 28:13the spacecraft repelled them you don't
  810. 28:15see that on Earth but you sure see that
  811. 28:16up in space in the zero gravity
  812. 28:18atmosphere when you have a big mass like
  813. 28:20the spacecraft and so when 12 rolled
  814. 28:23around they said let's devote a lot of
  815. 28:26time on 12 to find out how we can really
  816. 28:29work outside the spacecraft. And it just
  817. 28:31so happened that someone, I don't know
  818. 28:33who it was, said, "Well, how about
  819. 28:34underwater?" Wouldn't that give you sort
  820. 28:37of a uh an idea of zero gravity if we
  821. 28:40can make the astronaut neutally buoyant?
  822. 28:42And a space suit will work just as well
  823. 28:44underwater as it will in space. So NASA
  824. 28:47rented a a swimming pool in a boy's
  825. 28:50school up in Baltimore. Buzz and I went
  826. 28:53up there with the all the crew and we
  827. 28:56put Buzz in a space suit, got him in the
  828. 28:59water, made him neutally buoyant. I had
  829. 29:00communication with them and I sat on the
  830. 29:02side of the pool as if I was inside the
  831. 29:04spacecraft and we went through some of
  832. 29:07the basics. We had a crude mockup in the
  833. 29:09in the water itself, learning about
  834. 29:11working in space, learning about the
  835. 29:13proper hand holes and the proper tow
  836. 29:15holes uh to make sure that everything
  837. 29:17would work. And of course on 12 Buzz
  838. 29:19completed three spacew walks about five
  839. 29:22and a half hours I guess and you know
  840. 29:24everything we were supposed to do and
  841. 29:27and no problem at all. So it was a major
  842. 29:29turning point in the ability to work
  843. 29:31outside a spacecraft. But it also points
  844. 29:34out this sort of thing of somebody
  845. 29:35saying, "Hey, why don't we try a
  846. 29:36swimming pool?" Were there those people
  847. 29:38all along the way saying, "Hey, why
  848. 29:39don't we try this? Why don't we do
  849. 29:41that?"
  850. 29:41>> Yes. As a matter of fact, in NASA,
  851. 29:43there's a lot of people who uh use our
  852. 29:45imagination. And of course, it came to
  853. 29:47really uh the forefront of 13. But I
  854. 29:50mean, uh new ideas that was the whole
  855. 29:53idea of NASA, new ideas, what could we
  856. 29:55do differently? How can we do this? And
  857. 29:57there were a lot of mistakes. There were
  858. 29:58a lot of blind alleys we went up to.
  859. 30:01Perseverance though was was predominant
  860. 30:03in the program at the time. Let's keep
  861. 30:05on trying.
  862. 30:06>> Then comes uh the Apollo program and of
  863. 30:09course the Apollo fire. Uh do you recall
  864. 30:13where you were when you heard about the
  865. 30:14fire?
  866. 30:15>> Oh yes. Yes, very much so. I was in
  867. 30:17Washington DC at the White House. I uh
  868. 30:20was uh up there for the signing of the
  869. 30:23space treaty uh which essentially you
  870. 30:26know meant that space is available to
  871. 30:27everybody. there are no boundaries and
  872. 30:30uh also that astronauts uh if they have
  873. 30:33to land someplace else will be welcome
  874. 30:35rather than be treated as prisoners or
  875. 30:37something like that. And uh we had just
  876. 30:40finished that that thing at the White
  877. 30:41House and uh the four of us were going
  878. 30:43back to uh back to the hotel uh when we
  879. 30:47walked in and there was messages for us
  880. 30:50to call NASA back again and then they
  881. 30:51told us what had occurred and we spent
  882. 30:54the the night there. They said don't
  883. 30:56don't go outside. don't mingle around,
  884. 30:58you know, uh just just lose yourself.
  885. 31:01So, we did and uh and the next day we
  886. 31:03went home.
  887. 31:04>> You were assigned to to a panel to study
  888. 31:07what went wrong. What what was your
  889. 31:09study job? Uh yes, there were some 20
  890. 31:12panels plus the major major panel and
  891. 31:14then there's 20 sub panels and I was
  892. 31:17with uh uh Jack Swiker and I think it
  893. 31:19was Ron Evans that u we looked at how we
  894. 31:22can cope with in-flight emergencies,
  895. 31:24fires uh to see what we'd have to have
  896. 31:26on board or how we can what we could do
  897. 31:28for it. Uh very interesting uh uh
  898. 31:32investigation. I was in my past career,
  899. 31:35I was a uh safety officer in a squadron
  900. 31:37and went through aviation safety school.
  901. 31:39So some of the stuff I had learned back
  902. 31:41then I applied at that time.
  903. 31:45>> I I suppose the question that I need to
  904. 31:47ask in light of the fact that this is a
  905. 31:49very conservative, safety-minded bunch
  906. 31:52of people up to this point, how in the
  907. 31:54world did Apollo One happen?
  908. 31:57>> Well, I think you know when you look
  909. 31:59back on it, uh the the fire in Apollo
  910. 32:03one, we should have had plenty of
  911. 32:06warning ahead of time. We flew Mercury,
  912. 32:10we flew Gemini. All those spacecraft
  913. 32:13were tested on the ground by pumping in
  914. 32:15pure oxygen uh and so that they could
  915. 32:18breathe, you know, after the after the
  916. 32:20pre-b breathing because we flew at low
  917. 32:21pressures. Well, on the ground be
  918. 32:25because spacecraft leak, you always
  919. 32:27pressurize it about a pound per square
  920. 32:29inch higher than the ambient pressure.
  921. 32:31So on the ground we were they were at 16
  922. 32:34pounds per square inch were outside
  923. 32:37about 15 pure oxygen. Now for the all
  924. 32:41the Gemini flights the Mercury flights
  925. 32:43no problems but Apollo
  926. 32:47uh probably maybe due to the rush they
  927. 32:49were trying to do the block one was a
  928. 32:51disaster anyway. Uh and they pumped it
  929. 32:55up. We should have realized that you
  930. 32:56didn't have to put pure oxygen in that
  931. 32:58spacecraft. You should have put a
  932. 33:00mixture in anyway of oxygen and nitrogen
  933. 33:03because any anything will burn in pure
  934. 33:05oxygen as found out in the Apollo one
  935. 33:08fire.
  936. 33:10>> Was there also any of the case to be
  937. 33:12made for the fact that the contractors
  938. 33:14quit listening to the astronauts and
  939. 33:16said we don't need your input anymore?
  940. 33:20>> Uh in some respects what I remember in
  941. 33:22that particular aspect, one of the
  942. 33:24reviews we had out at uh North America
  943. 33:26at that time was the hatch. They're
  944. 33:28telling us how this hatch was built. It
  945. 33:30was in two sections. There was an outer
  946. 33:33section and an inner section. And the
  947. 33:35intersection was there because of the
  948. 33:36spacecraft pressure would always keep
  949. 33:38the thing sealed against the side. But
  950. 33:41if you ever had to get out of the thing
  951. 33:43on the ground, it was disaster. And even
  952. 33:46in space, if you had to do an emergency
  953. 33:49return from the lunar module to go into
  954. 33:50the hatch side, uh you had to take off
  955. 33:53two hatches to do it. I mean, and so we
  956. 33:56mentioned that we said, "You'd ought to
  957. 33:58have a single piece hatch here of some
  958. 33:59sort, something we could normally use
  959. 34:01and close." We had it in Geminy. I mean,
  960. 34:04you know, it it's not impossible to
  961. 34:06build one of those things. We had one
  962. 34:07built and tested in Geminy. Why don't
  963. 34:09you do it here in Apollo? Uh, but no one
  964. 34:12listened until, of course, the uh the
  965. 34:14fire started. And of course, there was a
  966. 34:15time constraint, I would suspect, too.
  967. 34:17And they were looking at, gee, they want
  968. 34:18to modify the spacecraft again. That
  969. 34:21also meant a longer time before
  970. 34:24anybody's going to fly again.
  971. 34:26>> Means a longer time before you're going
  972. 34:27to fly again means a longer time before
  973. 34:28anybody's going to fly again. Are you
  974. 34:30are you worried that maybe somebody's
  975. 34:32going to say, "Let's just forget the
  976. 34:33whole thing."
  977. 34:34>> Well, yeah. If you recall, the fire took
  978. 34:36place in 1967.
  979. 34:38We had a commitment made by President
  980. 34:40Kennedy that we would land a man on the
  981. 34:42moon and bring it back home safely
  982. 34:44before the end of the decade. And when
  983. 34:46the fire occurred in January of ' 67 and
  984. 34:48we didn't know really what it was going
  985. 34:50to do, everybody was really down in the
  986. 34:52dump saying, "Holy cow." So I'd have to
  987. 34:55admire the engineers, the technicians,
  988. 34:57and the scientists and everybody here
  989. 35:00who found out the problem and the
  990. 35:02contractor people who finally realized
  991. 35:04that, hey, let's get a new type of
  992. 35:06spacecraft. Let's build something that
  993. 35:08people really can use. That's what
  994. 35:11happened. By the time Apollo 8 came
  995. 35:13along, you were a backup to Mike
  996. 35:14Collins. Were you were you convinced
  997. 35:17then that the capsule was okay?
  998. 35:20>> Oh, yeah. Yeah, I was. I mean, you have
  999. 35:23to you have to go by faith. You have to
  1000. 35:25you have to believe in what the people
  1001. 35:27are going to hand you. You know, Al
  1002. 35:29Shepard's old joke was, you know, how
  1003. 35:31does it feel to sit on top of something
  1004. 35:32built by the lowest bidder? But the
  1005. 35:34lowest bidder was, you know, pretty
  1006. 35:36expensive. But you have to believe that
  1007. 35:38whole thing. And I did. I uh I was, you
  1008. 35:41know, uh Mike's backup and spent a lot
  1009. 35:44of my time up at uh at Boston uh working
  1010. 35:47on the uh guidance system.
  1011. 35:49>> Where were you when you found out that
  1012. 35:50he had a bad back and couldn't go and
  1013. 35:52you were going to go?
  1014. 35:53>> I don't really recall where I was. I
  1015. 35:55think I'd come back here and finally
  1016. 35:57they said uh you know, I was his backup.
  1017. 36:00So that was the the thing. And then and
  1018. 36:01Mike had this bone spur and I think he
  1019. 36:03held off as long as he could but I think
  1020. 36:05his leg was getting numb. And so uh
  1021. 36:08finally they they replaced me and uh and
  1022. 36:10and I went you know faith has sort of
  1023. 36:12strange things uh because I never
  1024. 36:15expected it to be on Apollo 8. But I
  1025. 36:18have to tell you that was the high point
  1026. 36:19of my space career.
  1027. 36:21>> But if you hadn't been that backup, you
  1028. 36:23might have been on 11.
  1029. 36:24>> Uh yes, I was assigned to 11. I was uh I
  1030. 36:28was assigned to 11, but still I'd prefer
  1031. 36:32eight to my my position on 11.
  1032. 36:34>> Okay.
  1033. 36:34>> Yeah. Uh 8 turns out to be a significant
  1034. 36:38flight once it takes off, but when
  1035. 36:40you're assigned to it, it's still not
  1036. 36:42what it turned out to be, was it?
  1037. 36:44>> No, still Earth orbital. And we are
  1038. 36:46going to high up, we're going to do
  1039. 36:474,000 miles so that we could test the
  1040. 36:49lunar module, the command module, and
  1041. 36:51then come back in a high rate of speed
  1042. 36:52so that, you know, we could test the
  1043. 36:54heat shield and things like that. Uh it
  1044. 36:56wasn't, and I I recall this very
  1045. 36:58vividly, the three of us were out at
  1046. 36:59Downey at North America testing our
  1047. 37:02spacecraft. Uh and uh Frank got a call
  1048. 37:06to go back to uh uh to Houston. We So
  1049. 37:10Bill and I still stayed out there. We
  1050. 37:12were working out there and Frank came
  1051. 37:14back again back to Downey and said
  1052. 37:16things have changed. And we said they
  1053. 37:19said what he said we're if everything
  1054. 37:21goes all right with Apollo 7 uh will
  1055. 37:25Apollo 8 will go to the moon. I was
  1056. 37:26elated. I thought man this is great. I
  1057. 37:29mean I already spent two weeks in in
  1058. 37:31space in Geminy 7 with Frank Borman. I
  1059. 37:33didn't want to spend another 11 days or
  1060. 37:35something like that, you know, going
  1061. 37:36around the Earth again. I said, "This is
  1062. 37:38fantastic." And on the way back, on the
  1063. 37:41way back on the T38, when it was my turn
  1064. 37:43to sit in the back seat, either Bill or
  1065. 37:45Frank were flying, I drew the Apollo 8
  1066. 37:48insignia, you know, the the V-shaped
  1067. 37:50thing with the Earth, the moon. So,
  1068. 37:52>> that happened because of cold work
  1069. 37:54considerations, did it not?
  1070. 37:56>> Oh, yeah. Uh, well, two things occurred.
  1071. 37:59the Luna module wasn't ready and the
  1072. 38:01Luna module was supposed to go up there,
  1073. 38:03you know, and be tested out. And also,
  1074. 38:06as you probably know and is well known
  1075. 38:07now, we had intelligence information
  1076. 38:09that uh that the Russians were going to
  1077. 38:11put people around the moon. They were
  1078. 38:14really attempting to land people on the
  1079. 38:15moon, but uh
  1080. 38:17>> Okay, let's stop there and we'll pick
  1081. 38:19up. Okay,
  1082. 38:20>> this is tape two, James A. Levelville,
  1083. 38:22Jr. Uh we were discussing Apollo 8 and
  1084. 38:26the the politics behind Apollo 8. The
  1085. 38:29Russians are going to try to land on the
  1086. 38:30moon and trump everything America has
  1087. 38:33done.
  1088. 38:34>> Actually, the Russians, believe it or
  1089. 38:36not, were interested in lunar landings
  1090. 38:38about the same time we were and had
  1091. 38:41tried all sorts of things to get there
  1092. 38:43and were building a huge rocket called
  1093. 38:44the N1. Built 10 of them, flew four,
  1094. 38:48none was really successful. Some of them
  1095. 38:50they flew even after we had landed. Uh
  1096. 38:52but they were very persistent people and
  1097. 38:54they thought that using a different type
  1098. 38:56of a booster called the proton and a
  1099. 38:58vehicle called ZH they could fly people
  1100. 39:01just circumn the moon just go around it
  1101. 39:05uh not not land or not even to orbit it
  1102. 39:08and they were very you know close to
  1103. 39:10actually doing that. Uh they had sent a
  1104. 39:13couple spacecraft up, went around the
  1105. 39:14moon. One was not successful, one was
  1106. 39:16partially successful. The next one they
  1107. 39:18the two cosminauts and I know them uh
  1108. 39:20wanted to go and then they hesitated
  1109. 39:22back and forth. The hierarchy argued
  1110. 39:24should we set another unmanned or should
  1111. 39:26we not? And when they did that on this
  1112. 39:28side of the Atlantic uh bold leadership
  1113. 39:31at this time, they said lunar module is
  1114. 39:34not ready. Uh the command service module
  1115. 39:36if it proves outpost 7 will be okay.
  1116. 39:38Huntsville thinks the booster could be
  1117. 39:40okay. And so they said, "Let's send
  1118. 39:43Apollo 8 to the moon." And so that's how
  1119. 39:45it came to pass. Uh we And then after we
  1120. 39:48got to the moon, of course, the Russians
  1121. 39:50said we never planned in the first
  1122. 39:51place.
  1123. 39:52>> As a as a rocket man and and you remind
  1124. 39:55me that you were from the very beginning
  1125. 39:57as a rocket man, did you think we can do
  1126. 39:59that?
  1127. 40:00>> Oh yes. Uh looking at the Saturn 5 and
  1128. 40:02what it what it could do and this is of
  1129. 40:04course not only the first flight to the
  1130. 40:06moon, but the first flight first time we
  1131. 40:08used the Saturn 5 booster.
  1132. 40:11Tell me about the flight. Tell me about
  1133. 40:13how you how you felt as you approached
  1134. 40:15that moon and knew you were going to go
  1135. 40:18around it.
  1136. 40:19>> Well, my first sensation, of course, was
  1137. 40:21not too far from the Earth because when
  1138. 40:23we turned around, we could actually see
  1139. 40:25the Earth start to shrink. Now, the
  1140. 40:27highest anybody had ever been, I think,
  1141. 40:29had been either I think it was Apollo or
  1142. 40:31Gemini 11 up about 800 miles or
  1143. 40:34something like that and back down again.
  1144. 40:35And all of a sudden, you know, we're
  1145. 40:37just just going down and it was it
  1146. 40:40reminds me of of looking driving a or in
  1147. 40:43a car looking out the back window going
  1148. 40:45inside a tunnel and seeing the tunnel
  1149. 40:47entrance shrink as it gets as you go
  1150. 40:49farther into the tunnel. Uh and it was
  1151. 40:53uh uh quite a quite a sensation to to
  1152. 40:56think about, you know, and you had to
  1153. 40:57pinch yourself, hey, we're really going
  1154. 40:59to the moon. I mean, you know, this is
  1155. 41:01it. Uh I was a navigator and it uh
  1156. 41:04turned out that the navigation equipment
  1157. 41:06was perfect. I mean it was just you
  1158. 41:08couldn't ask for a better piece of
  1159. 41:09navigation equipment.
  1160. 41:10>> Were you guys just riding or do you have
  1161. 41:11a lot of work to do?
  1162. 41:12>> Oh we had a lot of work to do. I mean
  1163. 41:13this was the first test of an actual
  1164. 41:15lunar flight. Uh the vehicle had been
  1165. 41:17tested before but you know we were all
  1166. 41:19looking at it and we I I did a lot the
  1167. 41:21navigation was something new for going
  1168. 41:23out there. Uh but uh and we had a TV
  1169. 41:27program uh when we got to the moon. Uh
  1170. 41:30but then
  1171. 41:32coming into the moon itself, the last
  1172. 41:34day our blunt end was towards the moon
  1173. 41:37and we didn't see it as it got bigger.
  1174. 41:39Uh going out there, it's not it doesn't
  1175. 41:42grow gradually like this. It stays sort
  1176. 41:44of small for a while. All of a sudden,
  1177. 41:46it gets bigger like this. That's that's
  1178. 41:47what it appears like anyway. And our our
  1179. 41:50blunt end was towards the moon. We
  1180. 41:51didn't see it as it got bigger, but the
  1181. 41:53ground called up and the mission control
  1182. 41:56said, "Now at such and such a time," and
  1183. 41:58they named it right down to the second,
  1184. 42:00you lose communication with us because
  1185. 42:01the moon's gravity will swing around to
  1186. 42:03the far side. Right to the second, uh
  1187. 42:07there was static in our earphones, no
  1188. 42:09cal. And uh then of course we uh uh we
  1189. 42:12lit the uh engine to slow down and we
  1190. 42:15got into lunar orbit. And uh this is
  1191. 42:18where we started to look at the moon,
  1192. 42:19you know, and we all those nice things
  1193. 42:21we said. And and by the way, I'll put
  1194. 42:24everything to rest right now that coming
  1195. 42:25around when we saw the earth coming up.
  1196. 42:28Uh who took that famous earth rice
  1197. 42:30picture. They made it into a stamp in
  1198. 42:321969. Now you you might get a different
  1199. 42:35view from Borman or from Anders, but
  1200. 42:37I'll have to I have to tell you right
  1201. 42:38now. Now you think I'm going to say that
  1202. 42:40I took it. Now I but for 25 years I said
  1203. 42:43that only to keep the the things going
  1204. 42:45to keep us young and happy. Keep a
  1205. 42:47little keep a little controversy in the
  1206. 42:48game. Actually I think Anders took the
  1207. 42:51picture. But you have to remember I was
  1208. 42:54the director. I told him where to take
  1209. 42:56it. I told him how to compose the
  1210. 42:57picture. He just happened to have the
  1211. 42:59telephoto lens.
  1212. 43:01>> Everybody wants to be a director.
  1213. 43:02>> I know.
  1214. 43:04>> Tell me what you tell me what you
  1215. 43:06thought when you're two two things. One
  1216. 43:09is you're no longer connected to the
  1217. 43:11earth. They you can't yell help. They
  1218. 43:13can't tell you what to do. You're on
  1219. 43:14your own. First time you've ever been up
  1220. 43:16there when that's happened, right?
  1221. 43:18>> Well, yes. Except in Gemini when we
  1222. 43:20didn't have communication. But
  1223. 43:22>> we're we're 200,000 mi. 240,000 mi away.
  1224. 43:24>> You're 240,000 miles away from this
  1225. 43:26place that's telling you what to do.
  1226. 43:28Nobody's talking to you. Nobody can hear
  1227. 43:29you. You're just looking at it. What do
  1228. 43:32you think?
  1229. 43:34We were so curious, so excited about
  1230. 43:37being at the moon that we are like three
  1231. 43:40school kids looking into a candy store
  1232. 43:42window watching those ancient old
  1233. 43:43craters go by from and we're only 60
  1234. 43:45miles above the surface that we we
  1235. 43:48didn't have any kind of feeling at least
  1236. 43:50myself of you know fear or or if you
  1237. 43:55know are we going to get back or not. It
  1238. 43:57was just just to be there was such an
  1239. 44:00exciting moment uh that you know would
  1240. 44:04have done it all the time. I felt very
  1241. 44:06very uh uh honored and lucky to be
  1242. 44:09there.
  1243. 44:10>> That uh that particular Christmas 1968
  1244. 44:14uh was the end of a tumultuous year
  1245. 44:20really a tumultuous time in American
  1246. 44:23history and there was a very salutoy
  1247. 44:26effect on this country and the world
  1248. 44:28because of your flight. Did you
  1249. 44:29anticipate that?
  1250. 44:31>> At the time we didn't know what the
  1251. 44:33effect of the flight would be. We didn't
  1252. 44:34know whether the flight was going to be
  1253. 44:36successful or not. But you're absolutely
  1254. 44:38right. Uh you know with riots and
  1255. 44:41assassinations and the war going on, I
  1256. 44:44was part of a thing that finally gave an
  1257. 44:46uplift to the American people about
  1258. 44:48doing something positive which was
  1259. 44:50really uh that's why I say poll was
  1260. 44:53really the high point of my space
  1261. 44:54career. There are people in NASA who
  1262. 44:56will say it's the high point of NASA's
  1263. 44:58career that the landing of course is
  1264. 44:59what we were shooting for. But that
  1265. 45:01proved that you could do all the things
  1266. 45:03that everybody said you could do.
  1267. 45:05>> Yeah. I uh I I sort of lean that way. Uh
  1268. 45:07on Apollo 11, I was uh honored to be
  1269. 45:10with Lindberg uh watching the launch
  1270. 45:13from the Cape, you know, as a go and I
  1271. 45:15said to I said to General Lindberg, I
  1272. 45:18said, "Isn't this really apppropo? I
  1273. 45:21mean, this is this is the most
  1274. 45:22auspicious moment. these people are
  1275. 45:24going to go up there and they're going
  1276. 45:25to land on the moon. And Lindberg looked
  1277. 45:27at me and said, "Well, yes, to a certain
  1278. 45:28degree." He said, "But Apollo 8 was the
  1279. 45:30real charger of this whole program."
  1280. 45:33>> Uh, how did you how did you choose that
  1281. 45:36Christmas message that you all
  1282. 45:37delivered?
  1283. 45:39>> Uh, good story. uh the Christmas message
  1284. 45:42uh when we determined first of all that
  1285. 45:45we would get and burn into the lunar
  1286. 45:49orbit on Christmas Eve, we thought, boy,
  1287. 45:53we something's got to be appropriate to
  1288. 45:55say. We we ought to say something. What
  1289. 45:56What can we say? Uh and we couldn't
  1290. 45:59think of anything. Then there was a
  1291. 46:00fellow that I think Borman knew. His
  1292. 46:02name was Cyborg. Uh he was with the US
  1293. 46:05information agency. I think had gone
  1294. 46:07with them some of the astronauts around
  1295. 46:08on their trips. uh Frank asked him could
  1296. 46:11he come up with something appropriate.
  1297. 46:13Well, he couldn't, but he knew another
  1298. 46:15person. I think it was a newspaper man.
  1299. 46:17I forget his name. Uh that he said,
  1300. 46:20"Okay, I'll think it over. I'll try to
  1301. 46:22see what I can do." And he was working
  1302. 46:24almost all night trying to think
  1303. 46:26appropriate words. And his wife came
  1304. 46:27down and said, "Why don't you have them
  1305. 46:29read something from the Bible?" And they
  1306. 46:32said, "Well, that's, you know, the the
  1307. 46:33New Testament." No, she says, "The Old
  1308. 46:35Testament. read it from the because you
  1309. 46:38know this will be very appropriate and
  1310. 46:40most of the people in the world will be
  1311. 46:41listening in and most of the people in
  1312. 46:43the world are not Christian. So that's
  1313. 46:45how it came to pass. They said the first
  1314. 46:4710 verses of Genesis which is really the
  1315. 46:49foundation of many of the world's
  1316. 46:51religions and that's how it got started.
  1317. 46:53>> And you're sitting there looking as
  1318. 46:55you're reading and God created the
  1319. 46:56heavens and the earth
  1320. 46:58>> was without form and void and darkness
  1321. 47:00was on the and and and it must have been
  1322. 47:03almost mystical to your feeling. It was.
  1323. 47:06And at the same time, we had this sort
  1324. 47:08of now rudimentary TV camera, black and
  1325. 47:10white camera that was pointing out the
  1326. 47:11window, watching the craters go by and
  1327. 47:14slowly slipping into daylight.
  1328. 47:16>> Yeah.
  1329. 47:16>> Oh, I remember it was it was a it was a
  1330. 47:19marvelous time for for America and the
  1331. 47:21world, but a particularly marvelous
  1332. 47:23Christmas time after what had been a
  1333. 47:25terrible year. Let me uh let me go to uh
  1334. 47:28Apollo 11. You're you're the you're the
  1335. 47:30backup on 11.
  1336. 47:32>> I was the backup commander on 11. Uh my
  1337. 47:36philosophy is never miss a chance. I
  1338. 47:39mean if I had a chance to be the first
  1339. 47:41person to land on the moon, I was going
  1340. 47:42to take it. It was the natural
  1341. 47:44competition among all of us. But uh
  1342. 47:47being back up is something I thought,
  1343. 47:48well, there's an opportunity. I was I
  1344. 47:50was a backup on Apollo 8. I got to fly
  1345. 47:52Apollo 8. So uh I went to 11. Uh I think
  1346. 47:57Frank thought I was crazy. Uh but I
  1347. 48:00thought, hey, that's what I'm going to
  1348. 48:01be doing. And so, uh, I I went through
  1349. 48:04the whole thing with him.
  1350. 48:05>> What was what was the feeling among the
  1351. 48:06astronaut corps when when everybody
  1352. 48:08realized Neil Armstrong got the
  1353. 48:11>> Well, I think everybody, you know,
  1354. 48:13resigned to the fact that Neil was going
  1355. 48:14to going to go and uh and of course
  1356. 48:16being a civilian, I maybe that was a
  1357. 48:18good choice. We were either Air Force or
  1358. 48:19Navy and uh there was no military
  1359. 48:23implication to this this landing. So, uh
  1360. 48:25so Neil actually went so someone had to
  1361. 48:28go.
  1362. 48:28>> Did that figure into it, you think?
  1363. 48:30I don't think so because uh all the
  1364. 48:33flights before 11 were chy. If if if
  1365. 48:36eight proved out to be uh needed more
  1366. 48:38training or was a disaster or then nine
  1367. 48:41came or nine had something wrong with
  1368. 48:43the lunar module uh you know or if
  1369. 48:46everything went fine, you know, if 10
  1370. 48:48had a full lunar module, they could have
  1371. 48:49landed.
  1372. 48:50>> Yeah.
  1373. 48:51>> Okay, let's go to 13.
  1374. 48:53>> Yeah. the uh that has reached almost
  1375. 48:56mythic proportions because of the uh the
  1376. 48:59book the movie and uh all about that u I
  1377. 49:06I want to try to separate a little myth
  1378. 49:07from reality here or maybe add to the
  1379. 49:09myth I don't know which we'll do we'll
  1380. 49:11do whichever you want to do okay
  1381. 49:12>> we'll make it reality
  1382. 49:13>> all right okay uh you that was not
  1383. 49:16supposed to be your flight right
  1384. 49:18>> no I was assigned to Apollo 14 uh
  1385. 49:21because uh in the time period of the
  1386. 49:24earlier flights, Al Shepard who had been
  1387. 49:27grounded with a uh a miner syndrome or
  1388. 49:30something like that in his ear and uh
  1389. 49:33losing his balance. Uh finally he went
  1390. 49:35to California at the suggestion of Tom
  1391. 49:38Stafford who knew about a doctor out
  1392. 49:41there who could cure this or could
  1393. 49:43operate. So Al said, "Hey, you know,
  1394. 49:45another I'm I want to go fly again. I
  1395. 49:48I'll try anything." So he went out there
  1396. 49:49and by gosh, he got ungrounded. Uh and
  1397. 49:52so he came back. Now you have to realize
  1398. 49:54that Al Shepard was a the ultimate
  1399. 49:56politician, very wellrespected first
  1400. 49:59flight he did. So he talked NASA into
  1401. 50:02giving him talk Deal into giving him the
  1402. 50:05very next flight which was Apollo 13.
  1403. 50:07And then after he started working 13 and
  1404. 50:10I was getting my crew together for 14,
  1405. 50:13uh I think that the NASA hierarchy, not
  1406. 50:16Dee, I think the NASA had second
  1407. 50:18thoughts and they said, "Look at Al's
  1408. 50:20been grounded for what, eight or nine
  1409. 50:21years and you're going to give him the
  1410. 50:23very next flight and he only made a 15
  1411. 50:25subminute suborbital flight into space.
  1412. 50:27Now come on, let's get serious about
  1413. 50:29this thing." So Dee said, "Okay, I'll
  1414. 50:33slip him one." And so one day when I was
  1415. 50:35training for 14, Dee came in and said,
  1416. 50:37Jim, uh, how would you like to take 13
  1417. 50:40and we'll give Shepherd 14? I was
  1418. 50:43delighted. I said, "Hey, yes." I mean,
  1419. 50:46I, you know, I was on eight, back up on
  1420. 50:4911. Uh, and I'm all set to go. I mean,
  1421. 50:53you know, I need the training. I need to
  1422. 50:54know where I'm going to, you know, all
  1423. 50:56the experiments and things like that.
  1424. 50:58Uh, but I'm ready. Uh, so that's how it
  1425. 51:01came to pass.
  1426. 51:03Can you uh can you put to bed or add to
  1427. 51:06the uh story that one hears that you
  1428. 51:09guys would kill your grandmother, get a
  1429. 51:11flight, and there was a great deal of
  1430. 51:13heavy competition between all of you for
  1431. 51:15those jobs?
  1432. 51:16>> Well, I could put to bed the fact that
  1433. 51:18it was aggressive, but it wasn't that
  1434. 51:20aggressive. I mean, the the people that
  1435. 51:22really controlled it was Delayton.
  1436. 51:25uh he was the person and then he he put
  1437. 51:27his suggestions up to Chris Craft or to
  1438. 51:31uh Bob Gilro at the time and that went
  1439. 51:34up to up and you know unless unless
  1440. 51:36there was some real reason why not to uh
  1441. 51:39not to make a change I think that that's
  1442. 51:41stood and and if you look at the
  1443. 51:43rotation
  1444. 51:44pretty much we were in a rotational mode
  1445. 51:47you know I was uh originally on Apollo
  1446. 51:4911 and uh Mike was on eight and then he
  1447. 51:53just you know and I was back up on
  1448. 51:55eighth, you know, then go into 11. So,
  1449. 51:56it was just a rotationary period with
  1450. 51:59new people eventually feeding in. So, uh
  1451. 52:02so Dee really held the whole uh the
  1452. 52:05whole ball of wax as far as selection
  1453. 52:07goes, I think. And uh and but there was
  1454. 52:09competition. You know, people were
  1455. 52:10disappointed that they couldn't get on.
  1456. 52:11Some people thought that they should and
  1457. 52:13and other people, you know, uh had too
  1458. 52:16many maybe.
  1459. 52:17>> So, the commander is bumped from 13 and
  1460. 52:20you take over.
  1461. 52:22>> Yes.
  1462. 52:22>> And another member of the crew at the
  1463. 52:25last minute is bumped and somebody else
  1464. 52:27comes in.
  1465. 52:28>> Well, yes. Just four days before we were
  1466. 52:30to take off on Apollo 13, you know, the
  1467. 52:33doctors discovered, well, Charlie Duke
  1468. 52:35came down with the measles. He was the
  1469. 52:37backup lunar module pilot. I guess he
  1470. 52:39came down with the measles. And uh and
  1471. 52:42so, you know, he had been working with
  1472. 52:44us all the time. And so, all of a
  1473. 52:45sudden, the the doctor said, "Oh gosh,
  1474. 52:48all these guys have been exposed to the
  1475. 52:49measles and they're all going to come
  1476. 52:50down with them about the time they're
  1477. 52:51orbiting to the moon. It's really going
  1478. 52:52to be disaster." So they went in to look
  1479. 52:54at our blood work before we even knew
  1480. 52:56anything about this and found out that
  1481. 52:58the indications were and Hayes and I had
  1482. 53:01measles when we were kids and you know
  1483. 53:03our kids had the measles and so we are
  1484. 53:06immune to the disease. Ken Madley was a
  1485. 53:08bachelor, never been married, never had
  1486. 53:10any kids and certainly never had the
  1487. 53:12measles and so they bumped Ken and put
  1488. 53:15Jack on board uh who was his backup. Now
  1489. 53:20very fortunately you know the movie
  1490. 53:22shows you a little bit different. Let me
  1491. 53:23give you the reality here. Uh Jack
  1492. 53:26happened to have written the malfunction
  1493. 53:28procedures for the command module. So he
  1494. 53:30knew the command module pretty good. He
  1495. 53:33it is true he had not trained for the
  1496. 53:35last month and a half because normally
  1497. 53:36the backup crew in that that stage are
  1498. 53:39the gophers. You know they get the hotel
  1499. 53:40rooms for the guests. They do this they
  1500. 53:42do that. Uh but we tr after we trained
  1501. 53:45for about two days with Jack mainly to
  1502. 53:48see because when we were by ourselves
  1503. 53:50when he was by himself and we were
  1504. 53:51coming up to rendevous and all that that
  1505. 53:53we we knew how each other would act and
  1506. 53:56everything because training with
  1507. 53:58somebody for a long period of time I
  1508. 53:59knew even the inflections on Ken's voice
  1509. 54:01coming up you know how he was doing
  1510. 54:03things. Uh but Jack proved out to be a
  1511. 54:05very very competent pilot. But didn't it
  1512. 54:08worry you when when Mattingly was
  1513. 54:10scrubbed and and Jack goes in? Oh, yeah.
  1514. 54:12Had to scare you to death.
  1515. 54:13>> Oh, yeah. Because Yeah. Yeah. When when
  1516. 54:14when Mattingley was scrubbed uh and and
  1517. 54:17and Jack hadn't really been part of the
  1518. 54:19team, uh we thought, you know, because
  1519. 54:21we had worked such close together as a
  1520. 54:24team, but uh uh we had already slipped
  1521. 54:27the flight once from March to April. Uh
  1522. 54:30and uh and the two days we worked with
  1523. 54:32Jack, he appeared perfectly comfortable
  1524. 54:35with the the vehicle. And uh so I said
  1525. 54:38go because they they came to me
  1526. 54:40privately and said are you happy? Are
  1527. 54:41you satisfied? You do you want to go?
  1528. 54:43And I said sure.
  1529. 54:45>> Did you just want to go or were you
  1530. 54:46happy and satisfied?
  1531. 54:47>> Oh I was happy and satisfied they were
  1532. 54:49going to go. Normally on the first two
  1533. 54:51flights to the moon they they they they
  1534. 54:53tell the crew privately now look at if
  1535. 54:55anything goes wrong don't worry about
  1536. 54:57it. Come back we'll give you the very
  1537. 54:58next flight. That was on Apollo 11.
  1538. 55:00Apollo 12 they got Conra's group. Don't
  1539. 55:02worry about it. Don't take a chance. You
  1540. 55:04know, we'll give you the very next
  1541. 55:06flight. They didn't say anything on
  1542. 55:07Apollo 13.
  1543. 55:11>> Did it. You're obviously you're not
  1544. 55:13superstitious.
  1545. 55:15>> Uh, no, I'm not superstitious now. And I
  1546. 55:17wasn't then, although the coincidence is
  1547. 55:21uh
  1548. 55:21>> 13th hour of the 13th, Apollo 13
  1549. 55:24>> 13 takes off and it explodes on the
  1550. 55:2613th.
  1551. 55:26>> Yes.
  1552. 55:27>> Uh, an interesting sideline.
  1553. 55:30Apollo 13 was the last spacecraft to my
  1554. 55:34knowledge that was ever ever had the
  1555. 55:35number 13. If you look at the history of
  1556. 55:38all the Apollo on spacecraft, all the
  1557. 55:41shuttles and all the orbiters and all
  1558. 55:42that, they're all something like 41G 53L
  1559. 55:46or something like that. There is no 13.
  1560. 55:48NASA will claim that they are absolutely
  1561. 55:50not superstitious, but I'll bet you my
  1562. 55:52last dollar, they'll never name another
  1563. 55:54spacecraft as long as this place stays
  1564. 55:56alive. 13.
  1565. 55:57>> The launch was perfect. Everything went
  1566. 55:59well.
  1567. 56:00>> Saturn 5 worked fine up to the second
  1568. 56:01stage.
  1569. 56:03>> And so what's happening here?
  1570. 56:04>> Well, then the center engine of our our
  1571. 56:06second stage of our uh vehicle shut down
  1572. 56:092 minutes early, probably due to a high
  1573. 56:11vibration, which we have a safety
  1574. 56:12feature. We shut it off. And for a while
  1575. 56:14there, we thought, boy, is there a
  1576. 56:16crisis? Is there a is there a problem
  1577. 56:18with this thing? Do we have enough fuel?
  1578. 56:19Do we have enough power to get into
  1579. 56:20Earth orbit, then kick ourselves around
  1580. 56:22to go all the way to the moon? Well,
  1581. 56:24very fortunately, the folks at
  1582. 56:25Huntsville overbuilt the vehicle and we
  1583. 56:28did. We have enough fuel. Took us about
  1584. 56:31a an extra minute and a half to get into
  1585. 56:33Earth orbit, but we still had enough
  1586. 56:35fuel on the third stage to go all the
  1587. 56:37way to the moon.
  1588. 56:38>> But the crisis is over. No problem.
  1589. 56:39>> Yeah, we thought that was the crisis.
  1590. 56:41That's it.
  1591. 56:41>> Because almost every flight even today
  1592. 56:44probably has something happens.
  1593. 56:46Experiment doesn't work, instrument
  1594. 56:47fails, something you know, something
  1595. 56:49goes wrong. Uh, and we thought, hey,
  1596. 56:51that's our I told the guys, "Hey, that's
  1597. 56:53our crisis." And look at, we got rid of
  1598. 56:54it. We're on our way.
  1599. 56:56>> So, you're out you're out how long
  1600. 56:59before uh the accident happened.
  1601. 57:02>> Uh, we were out two days before the
  1602. 57:03accident happens. But 30 hours after we
  1603. 57:05took off, we got on to a different
  1604. 57:07course because the course we were on
  1605. 57:08originally was called a free return
  1606. 57:10course to allow us get back to the
  1607. 57:12Earth. But, uh, about 30 hours, we we
  1608. 57:14changed course to land at this place. We
  1609. 57:17we're going to land at a place called
  1610. 57:18Fra Maro. So the sunlight would be in
  1611. 57:19the proper position to see the shadows.
  1612. 57:22Uh and then two days out on this hybrid
  1613. 57:25course, the explosion occurs.
  1614. 57:27>> You're just getting ready to go to
  1615. 57:28sleep. Am I right?
  1616. 57:29>> Yep. Yeah. The uh we have just finished
  1617. 57:32a TV program. That was the last thing
  1618. 57:34that evening. I think it was either 9 or
  1619. 57:3610:00 back here in Houston. And I'm
  1620. 57:38coming back down through the tunnel and
  1621. 57:40suddenly there's a hiss bang and the
  1622. 57:42spacecraft rocks back and forth and
  1623. 57:43lights come on and jets fire and uh
  1624. 57:46looked at Hayes to see if he knew what
  1625. 57:48caused it. He had no idea. Looked at
  1626. 57:51Jack Swikard. He had no idea. And then
  1627. 57:54of course things started to happen.
  1628. 57:56>> What started to happen?
  1629. 57:58>> Well, they went in various sequence. The
  1630. 57:59light came on. Something's wrong with
  1631. 58:00the electrical system. We start we
  1632. 58:02eventually lost two fuel cells. Couldn't
  1633. 58:04get them back. Uh then we saw our oxygen
  1634. 58:07being depleted. One tank was completely
  1635. 58:09gone. The other tank has started to go
  1636. 58:10down. Then I looked out the window and
  1637. 58:12we saw gas escaping from the rear end of
  1638. 58:14my spacecraft.
  1639. 58:15>> Well, you didn't you didn't see that now
  1640. 58:17for about according to the record for 14
  1641. 58:21minutes before you saw the gas coming.
  1642. 58:22>> Oh, yeah. Yeah.
  1643. 58:23>> Okay. Yeah. Let me let me go back. Okay.
  1644. 58:25I just blew you up. I don't have time to
  1645. 58:26see the gas yet. You just blew up.
  1646. 58:29>> You don't know what's going on?
  1647. 58:31>> Have no idea.
  1648. 58:32>> No. You say, "Houston, we got a
  1649. 58:33problem."
  1650. 58:34>> Yeah.
  1651. 58:34>> Okay. And what did Houston say?
  1652. 58:37>> Well, first of all, it was Jack that
  1653. 58:38said, "Houston, we got a problem." Okay.
  1654. 58:40And Houston said, "Say again, please."
  1655. 58:43And I say, "Houston, we have a problem.
  1656. 58:44We have a main BB bus undervolt." Now,
  1657. 58:47that was a case of electrical system.
  1658. 58:49And about that time, Hayes yelled down.
  1659. 58:52He said, "You know, during training, we
  1660. 58:54had a problem with one of those fuel
  1661. 58:55cells. This might be our big problem.
  1662. 58:57It's electrical problem." And so, we
  1663. 59:00looked at the fuel cells for what we
  1664. 59:01were looking to see. And pretty soon you
  1665. 59:03they got back online then all of a
  1666. 59:05sudden they died again. Uh and then uh
  1667. 59:08at one time the oxygen tank gauge went
  1668. 59:12full high then it went full down
  1669. 59:14>> and we didn't know is that a you know
  1670. 59:16instrument problem because obviously we
  1671. 59:18couldn't lose all the oxygen and you
  1672. 59:20know this went back and forth. What we
  1673. 59:22and another thing we tried to do we
  1674. 59:24didn't know if something hit us. Uh, the
  1675. 59:27first thing we really did was try to put
  1676. 59:30the hatch back between the lunar module
  1677. 59:32and the command module because we
  1678. 59:34noticed that the command module was
  1679. 59:35okay, but if the lunar module got a hit,
  1680. 59:38uh, we slowly lose all the oxy inside
  1681. 59:40the spacecraft. And so I said, Jack,
  1682. 59:43close the hatch. Jack went up there to
  1683. 59:44try to close that, he couldn't do it. I
  1684. 59:46said, I so I went up there to try to
  1685. 59:48close it. I couldn't do it. So I said,
  1686. 59:50"Hey, let's forget it. You know, secure
  1687. 59:53it to a couch. if if if the Luna module
  1688. 59:55was hit, we'd be dead by now anyway. And
  1689. 59:58that's that started the whole sequence
  1690. 59:59of events. Then we started going look at
  1691. 1:00:00the instruments and things slowly
  1692. 1:00:02deteriorated. We looked at the gauges
  1693. 1:00:04and then of course we looked out the
  1694. 1:00:05window.
  1695. 1:00:07>> You look out the window and you see
  1696. 1:00:09something and then you then you know did
  1697. 1:00:11you know what that was you were seeing?
  1698. 1:00:13>> Didn't take much intelligence on my part
  1699. 1:00:15to realize that the gas escape from the
  1700. 1:00:16rear end of the needle on my second and
  1701. 1:00:19last tank were one of the same and very
  1702. 1:00:21surely we'd be out of oxygen.
  1703. 1:00:24At this point, what did you do?
  1704. 1:00:28>> Uh, well, we were we're trying to figure
  1705. 1:00:30out how much time we had. Do we have
  1706. 1:00:32enough time? You know, is this a gauge
  1707. 1:00:34problem? I mean, are we we're talking to
  1708. 1:00:36the ground? Uh, and by that time, uh, I
  1709. 1:00:39think we're losing the third fuel cell.
  1710. 1:00:42And, you know, the oxygen fed the third
  1711. 1:00:43fuel cell anyway. If we were going to
  1712. 1:00:45log, we're going to lose the fuel cell.
  1713. 1:00:47Uh, and about that time we were thinking
  1714. 1:00:49about, hey, the lunar module, maybe we
  1715. 1:00:53ought to try to use it somehow, you
  1716. 1:00:55know, it get back in there at least to
  1717. 1:00:57protect ourselves because it has oxygen
  1718. 1:00:59inside.
  1719. 1:01:00>> Had you ever thought of it as a
  1720. 1:01:01lifeboat?
  1721. 1:01:02>> I never did. Uh there had been work done
  1722. 1:01:06uh in some of the previous simulations
  1723. 1:01:09of using it but basically using it as an
  1724. 1:01:13emergency vehicle around the moon in
  1725. 1:01:15case something happened to the command
  1726. 1:01:16module. Say say the engine you know
  1727. 1:01:19fired too much or didn't fire enough and
  1728. 1:01:20we were some strange orbit about the
  1729. 1:01:22moon to use the lunar module's decent
  1730. 1:01:24engine to straighten things out. But we
  1731. 1:01:26never thought about trying to use the
  1732. 1:01:28Luna module for a 4day mission to get
  1733. 1:01:31back to the Earth because the Luna
  1734. 1:01:33module was only built to last 45 hours.
  1735. 1:01:36Only built to support two people. And
  1736. 1:01:38you know, here we are 200,000 miles from
  1737. 1:01:40Earth and 90 hours from Earth.
  1738. 1:01:42>> 240,000 miles from Earth.
  1739. 1:01:44>> Yeah. Yeah.
  1740. 1:01:45>> And did you
  1741. 1:01:49I I know what your answer is, but I have
  1742. 1:01:50to ask you anyway. Did did you think at
  1743. 1:01:53any time that you were going to be a
  1744. 1:01:54perpetual monument to the space program,
  1745. 1:01:56the three of you floating around out
  1746. 1:01:57there forever?
  1747. 1:01:59>> The thought crossed our mind that we
  1748. 1:02:02were in deep trouble. Uh but we never
  1749. 1:02:04dwelled on it. We never we never, you
  1750. 1:02:08know, sort of gave up and said, "What
  1751. 1:02:10what's going to happen if we don't get
  1752. 1:02:11back? Where are we going to be?" My
  1753. 1:02:13thoughts were this. if if everything
  1754. 1:02:16failed and we still had life support in
  1755. 1:02:19the lunar module but we couldn't get
  1756. 1:02:21back to the earth you know the heat
  1757. 1:02:23shield was damaged or or we just went
  1758. 1:02:26past the earth because the orbit we are
  1759. 1:02:27on would take us past the earth uh it
  1760. 1:02:30was close to the point of a push been
  1761. 1:02:32about 40,000 miles I said that we will
  1762. 1:02:35send back information we'll keep on
  1763. 1:02:37operating as long as we can and then
  1764. 1:02:41that's the end of the deal uh so that
  1765. 1:02:43was that was what I had planned to do in
  1766. 1:02:47my mind should uh you know should
  1767. 1:02:50something happen. People often ask you
  1768. 1:02:52know this poison pill deal is
  1769. 1:02:53ridiculous.
  1770. 1:02:55>> Tell me about that. You didn't have
  1771. 1:02:56anything to kill yourself with.
  1772. 1:02:59>> Well, all we had to do was load up the
  1773. 1:03:00uh cabin vent. Yeah. And you know that's
  1774. 1:03:03Yeah. We could go on just like that. So
  1775. 1:03:05So why why bother even bother carrying
  1776. 1:03:07poison pills? You know.
  1777. 1:03:08>> Did did the three of you at any time
  1778. 1:03:10have any conversation about the fact
  1779. 1:03:12that we bought the farm? We never did.
  1780. 1:03:15We never admitted to ourselves that,
  1781. 1:03:18hey, we're not going to make it. Well,
  1782. 1:03:21the only one time when when Fred looked
  1783. 1:03:23at the after the Luna module and found
  1784. 1:03:25out we had about 45 hours worth of power
  1785. 1:03:28and we were 90 hours from home, he says
  1786. 1:03:30I think he said something like, "I don't
  1787. 1:03:32think we're going to make it the way we
  1788. 1:03:33are right now." And I said, "Fred, oh, I
  1789. 1:03:34agree with you. Uh, the what we're doing
  1790. 1:03:37now isn't going to hack it."
  1791. 1:03:38>> How did the ground sound to you at that
  1792. 1:03:40time?
  1793. 1:03:42Well, they first of all they started up
  1794. 1:03:43and you know uh I we we shut down
  1795. 1:03:46everything we could when we had the
  1796. 1:03:48explosion. They said uh and we this was
  1797. 1:03:50after we saw the oxygen and they said uh
  1798. 1:03:52yeah we got a lot of guys working on it
  1799. 1:03:54down here. Uh we'll help you out. Thanks
  1800. 1:03:57a lot.
  1801. 1:03:59But I have to tell you that's when they
  1802. 1:04:00started getting that teamwork together.
  1803. 1:04:02>> Let me uh let me let me check off some
  1804. 1:04:04things here that that I would think
  1805. 1:04:05about. Uh oxygen first of all. You
  1806. 1:04:07weren't worried you had enough oxygen
  1807. 1:04:09did you not?
  1808. 1:04:10We didn't have hard any in the main
  1809. 1:04:12tanks of the lunar of the command
  1810. 1:04:13module. We did have in the lunar module
  1811. 1:04:15oxygen plus the fact we had oxygen in
  1812. 1:04:17the backpacks which you know we're not
  1813. 1:04:20going to use on the lunar service so we
  1814. 1:04:21could tap into that.
  1815. 1:04:22>> Yeah. Okay. So you we can breathe.
  1816. 1:04:25>> We can breathe.
  1817. 1:04:26>> Okay. Uh electricity
  1818. 1:04:29>> power used batteries and lunar module
  1819. 1:04:31good for 45 hours. That's that was the
  1820. 1:04:33normal use of the oxygen or the of the
  1821. 1:04:36electricity.
  1822. 1:04:36>> Water.
  1823. 1:04:37>> Water was important too. not just a
  1824. 1:04:39drink, but we had to cool all of our
  1825. 1:04:41electronic systems. And so water was uh
  1826. 1:04:43was very critical, more so than the
  1827. 1:04:45oxygen. Of
  1828. 1:04:47>> course, later on we turned on all the
  1829. 1:04:48electrical equipment anyway.
  1830. 1:04:49>> But you you almost dehydrated through
  1831. 1:04:52this whole thing when you got back, did
  1832. 1:04:53you not?
  1833. 1:04:53>> Well, yeah, because uh uh because of a
  1834. 1:04:57edict that I put out by reducing the
  1835. 1:04:59water intake to to make sure we had
  1836. 1:05:01plenty of water for our systems. I
  1837. 1:05:03probably went overboard in that and uh
  1838. 1:05:05we we probably could have used a little
  1839. 1:05:06bit more water.
  1840. 1:05:07>> Food.
  1841. 1:05:08>> Didn't think about it. Absolutely did
  1842. 1:05:11not think about food.
  1843. 1:05:12>> You had four days. You got to think
  1844. 1:05:13about something.
  1845. 1:05:14>> I know. We went up there and, you know,
  1846. 1:05:15we grabbed something and whatever it
  1847. 1:05:17was, whoseever it was, we ate it. The
  1848. 1:05:20hot dogs, you know, the movie was
  1849. 1:05:22correct. The hot dogs were frozen. I did
  1850. 1:05:25get uh Jack up there to get all the
  1851. 1:05:27water out of the command module. either
  1852. 1:05:29I put it in orange juice bags or
  1853. 1:05:31something like that so that before it
  1854. 1:05:33froze and to you know have enough water
  1855. 1:05:35down there for that and so that's what
  1856. 1:05:37he did.
  1857. 1:05:38>> How uncomfortable was it?
  1858. 1:05:40>> Cold and clammy they uh it was uh very
  1859. 1:05:45sort of clammy uh very cold temperature
  1860. 1:05:48kept dropping all the way down because
  1861. 1:05:49we normally would keep the temperature
  1862. 1:05:51normal or by by balancing the heat load
  1863. 1:05:54from the electrical systems. Uh, and
  1864. 1:05:57people often ask, and I thought about it
  1865. 1:05:59too. Should we put on our space suits?
  1866. 1:06:02And then I thought against that because
  1867. 1:06:04they've been very bulky with three of
  1868. 1:06:05us. You know, Luna module was only built
  1869. 1:06:07for two people.
  1870. 1:06:07>> Not room enough.
  1871. 1:06:08>> Not room enough. And also, uh, that it's
  1872. 1:06:11it'd be clammy, it's rubberized, and if
  1873. 1:06:14we started to persspire inside and it's
  1874. 1:06:15cold outside, uh, that wouldn't be too
  1875. 1:06:18good. Anyway, uh, Hayes and I did put on
  1876. 1:06:20our Luna boots. We we put those on. Poor
  1877. 1:06:23Jack didn't have any. And so and then we
  1878. 1:06:25had a leak in the water system a little
  1879. 1:06:27bit and we got a little bit of water in
  1880. 1:06:29there. So
  1881. 1:06:30>> the uh the inside of the place is
  1882. 1:06:33there's moisture all over everything.
  1883. 1:06:35The last place you want to see moisture
  1884. 1:06:37collect.
  1885. 1:06:38>> That's right. Especially in the command
  1886. 1:06:40module which was really dark and clammy.
  1887. 1:06:43Nothing in there. Not even body heat
  1888. 1:06:44because most of us spent our time in the
  1889. 1:06:45lunar module. Uh it was bad. the uh the
  1890. 1:06:50jerryrig box for the the lithium hydro
  1891. 1:06:54hydroxide. Yeah. Is that what it's
  1892. 1:06:55called?
  1893. 1:06:55>> Yeah. There
  1894. 1:06:56>> that has everybody talks about that.
  1895. 1:06:58Tell me the truth about that.
  1896. 1:07:00>> Well, the truth is that what you saw in
  1897. 1:07:02the movie is pretty pretty much the
  1898. 1:07:04truth. What happened was in the lunar
  1899. 1:07:07module and which we didn't think about
  1900. 1:07:08at the time but some of the people at
  1901. 1:07:10Cruise Systems did that the round
  1902. 1:07:13canisters
  1903. 1:07:14were devised developed to support two
  1904. 1:07:17people for two days and that they were
  1905. 1:07:21round and that they were lithium
  1906. 1:07:23hydroxide that remove the carbon
  1907. 1:07:24dioxide. Now they were becoming
  1908. 1:07:27saturated and the partial pressure of of
  1909. 1:07:30carbon dioxide was rising. Something
  1910. 1:07:32that we didn't really notice at first,
  1911. 1:07:35but ground started to notice it and they
  1912. 1:07:37started to try to figure out what they
  1913. 1:07:38could do. Now in the dead command
  1914. 1:07:41module, they used in their environmental
  1915. 1:07:44system square canisters.
  1916. 1:07:47Had plenty of them, but you can't put a
  1917. 1:07:50square canister in the round hole of the
  1918. 1:07:53lunar module system. big engineering
  1919. 1:07:55goof. Why we had square there, we had
  1920. 1:07:58round over there, we'll never know. So,
  1921. 1:08:00what the Groove Systems came up with was
  1922. 1:08:03how to juryrig a square canister to work
  1923. 1:08:06in the Luna module. We did it with tape,
  1924. 1:08:08plastic, cardboard, and an old sock. And
  1925. 1:08:11by gosh, it worked.
  1926. 1:08:14>> They called up to you and say, "Take a
  1927. 1:08:16piece of tape about as long as your arm
  1928. 1:08:17or
  1929. 1:08:17>> Yeah. Well, they first of all, they
  1930. 1:08:18said, "Take take a piece of duct tape
  1931. 1:08:20about three feet." Well, maybe long as
  1932. 1:08:22your arm.
  1933. 1:08:22>> Yeah. And so that's what we did.
  1934. 1:08:24>> Okay.
  1935. 1:08:24>> And uh
  1936. 1:08:25>> you're saying for what?
  1937. 1:08:26>> Yeah. And essentially Jack and I started
  1938. 1:08:30to build this thing and we we just
  1939. 1:08:32according to the instructions. So the
  1940. 1:08:33instructions were very explicit and it
  1941. 1:08:35was a great job. And if you look at the
  1942. 1:08:38the one that the crew systems had made
  1943. 1:08:40to show the people in the control center
  1944. 1:08:42and you look at the one that's hanging
  1945. 1:08:43on the lunar module wall, they're
  1946. 1:08:46identical.
  1947. 1:08:48All this time you have all of you must
  1948. 1:08:52have serious sleep deprivation problems.
  1949. 1:08:55I mean you guys got to be just dog
  1950. 1:08:57tired.
  1951. 1:08:58>> Yeah. Actual sleep was very very
  1952. 1:09:00limited. Uh maybe I had one hour if you
  1953. 1:09:03want to count it in 40. You we try to
  1954. 1:09:05sleep up in the command module. A funny
  1955. 1:09:08phenomena though. If you go in the dead
  1956. 1:09:10command module and no one else is around
  1957. 1:09:12and you stay very quiet, your body heats
  1958. 1:09:15up the air next to you because in zero
  1959. 1:09:19gravity there's no convection so hot air
  1960. 1:09:21doesn't rise so it doesn't bring in cold
  1961. 1:09:23air. Your body it's like a little
  1962. 1:09:25blanket.
  1963. 1:09:26>> Uh but you know it worked to a little
  1964. 1:09:28degree. We found out though that sleep
  1965. 1:09:30is something that you could get a few
  1966. 1:09:32winks of and then then and be relaxed
  1967. 1:09:35again. For instance, even on duty, I'd
  1968. 1:09:37put my fingers like this and I close my
  1969. 1:09:39eyes and maybe I'd fall asleep for a
  1970. 1:09:40minute or two, wake up and I'd be okay
  1971. 1:09:42again. Uh, so it's a it's, you know,
  1972. 1:09:45catching little naps at a time.
  1973. 1:09:47>> Were you did you allow everybody to
  1974. 1:09:48sleep at once or did you try to sleep?
  1975. 1:09:50>> No, we all had someone stayed on duty.
  1976. 1:09:52>> You had to somebody had to stay awake
  1977. 1:09:53all night.
  1978. 1:09:53>> Yeah, we we kept somebody on awake and
  1979. 1:09:55usually it was Fred by himself and Jack
  1980. 1:09:57and I try to get some sleep. we uh we
  1981. 1:09:59get to the point where uh where things
  1982. 1:10:01are as under control as they're going to
  1983. 1:10:03get for a while, but you got to figure
  1984. 1:10:05out something to see so you know when to
  1985. 1:10:08fire your thrusters and there's a
  1986. 1:10:11there's a telescope, an atto in here,
  1987. 1:10:12and you're supposed to find a star with
  1988. 1:10:14it. Is that right?
  1989. 1:10:15>> Well, there's two things about the
  1990. 1:10:16telescope.
  1991. 1:10:17>> Okay.
  1992. 1:10:18uh when we are going to come around and
  1993. 1:10:20we're going to make a second burn this a
  1994. 1:10:22speed up burn to come home we are
  1995. 1:10:25worried that I made a mistake including
  1996. 1:10:29myself was worried of transferring the
  1997. 1:10:31angle data from the command modules uh
  1998. 1:10:35guidance system properly into the lunar
  1999. 1:10:38module system. Now we had to have that
  2000. 1:10:42guidance system lunar module to get the
  2001. 1:10:43proper attitude to make the proper speed
  2002. 1:10:45up burn.
  2003. 1:10:47So the ground then determined a method
  2004. 1:10:49of trying to see if that data was any
  2005. 1:10:52good
  2006. 1:10:53by because we could not see any stars.
  2007. 1:10:55There was no all the debris was around
  2008. 1:10:57the spacecraft. It was following us. So
  2009. 1:10:59there was no way of seeing stars to do
  2010. 1:11:00the normal navigation. But the sun is a
  2011. 1:11:03star. So we put into the computer and
  2012. 1:11:07the guidance system to point the
  2013. 1:11:09telescope at the sun which is a star. If
  2014. 1:11:13it did, then we knew that the
  2015. 1:11:16information was correct in the computer.
  2016. 1:11:18So, that's what we did. We put it in
  2017. 1:11:20there. We let the spacecraft jog around
  2018. 1:11:22and then point the telescope. And if you
  2019. 1:11:25hear our conversations, it's a little
  2020. 1:11:26bit like uh my fair lady, you know. H
  2021. 1:11:30she's got it. I think she got it. Oh.
  2022. 1:11:32Oh, yeah. I think she Yeah. Yeah. She's
  2023. 1:11:33got Yep. He got it. Yeah. There it is.
  2024. 1:11:35The sun. So, that was the first thing we
  2025. 1:11:37passed that. So, we knew the guy says,
  2026. 1:11:39"Okay, for that long burn." So, we made
  2027. 1:11:41that long burn and everything was fine.
  2028. 1:11:43And right after that, we shut everything
  2029. 1:11:44down because we had to save electrical
  2030. 1:11:46power. We're flying by the seat of our
  2031. 1:11:48pants now.
  2032. 1:11:49>> It's just a fast burn you're talking
  2033. 1:11:50about here.
  2034. 1:11:51>> Yeah. Four and a half minutes.
  2035. 1:11:52>> Stayed on for four and a half minutes.
  2036. 1:11:53This rocket engine pushed us faster and
  2037. 1:11:55faster on the way home.
  2038. 1:11:56>> Yeah. Then the ground had been tracking
  2039. 1:11:59us by this time and they thought and we
  2040. 1:12:02had we got back on that free return
  2041. 1:12:04course on an earlier burn but they they
  2042. 1:12:07looked at it and tracked us and and and
  2043. 1:12:09uh uh interpolated our extract our our
  2044. 1:12:12course all the way back to the earth and
  2045. 1:12:14found out we were going to miss the
  2046. 1:12:14earth. We are no longer on the free
  2047. 1:12:16return uh course. Well, what can we do?
  2048. 1:12:20We everything is shut down. We don't we
  2049. 1:12:22don't have that guidance system anymore.
  2050. 1:12:23We don't have anything. And uh that's
  2051. 1:12:26when they said uh uh we're you know they
  2052. 1:12:30gave us the procedures about using the
  2053. 1:12:31earth and I said I know those procedures
  2054. 1:12:33because we had them developed in Apollo
  2055. 1:12:358 and when I was doing the navigation
  2056. 1:12:38stuff we developed those procedures but
  2057. 1:12:40we took them out of our flight manuals
  2058. 1:12:41after Apollo 8 because we never thought
  2059. 1:12:43they'd ever be used and the I remember
  2060. 1:12:45the ground said yeah we thought you
  2061. 1:12:47would remember those procedures and so
  2062. 1:12:49maybe it was very appropriate that I was
  2063. 1:12:51on Apollo 8 and we used the Earth and
  2064. 1:12:53the Earth's terminator as a guiding post
  2065. 1:12:55and uh uh we uh burned uh to get back in
  2066. 1:12:59the proper angle to get back home again.
  2067. 1:13:01>> You're coming down. Uh you you know
  2068. 1:13:04you've made it, but you're not quite
  2069. 1:13:06sure whether anything is going to work.
  2070. 1:13:07You know the parachute's going to come
  2071. 1:13:09out. You know the heat shield is going
  2072. 1:13:10to work. You know anything's going to
  2073. 1:13:11work.
  2074. 1:13:12>> Those two things you mentioned are very
  2075. 1:13:13important, the heat shield and the
  2076. 1:13:15parachutes. Because when we when we
  2077. 1:13:16jettisoned the service module and it
  2078. 1:13:18floated on by and we saw this big gaping
  2079. 1:13:21hole, this panel blown out, that worried
  2080. 1:13:24us that our heat shield was damaged
  2081. 1:13:26because it was right next to our heat
  2082. 1:13:28shield. And there was nothing we could
  2083. 1:13:29do about that. I mean, we were coming,
  2084. 1:13:32we're aim for the earth, we're going to
  2085. 1:13:33come into the earth. That was the end of
  2086. 1:13:34the deal. If it if we're going to burn
  2087. 1:13:35up, we're going to burn up. And then, of
  2088. 1:13:37course, we knew all the way through. The
  2089. 1:13:39ground didn't know for the longest time
  2090. 1:13:40what happened. The last crisis, of
  2091. 1:13:42course, were those parachutes because
  2092. 1:13:43the pyrochnics that put out those
  2093. 1:13:45shoots, which we normally keep warm with
  2094. 1:13:47electrical power, uh were cold soaked
  2095. 1:13:49for four days. So, we didn't know
  2096. 1:13:51they're going to fire. And if they
  2097. 1:13:53didn't fire, even though we got through
  2098. 1:13:54the atmosphere, we still hit the water a
  2099. 1:13:56pretty fast rate of speed,
  2100. 1:13:58>> but they fired.
  2101. 1:13:59>> They fired. We came down
  2102. 1:14:02>> at that point. You know, you're home
  2103. 1:14:04free.
  2104. 1:14:05>> I knew I was home free. eventually home
  2105. 1:14:07free completely when the spacecraft
  2106. 1:14:09bobbed up and I saw water on the windows
  2107. 1:14:11and the thing didn't sink.
  2108. 1:14:13>> But up to that point you did
  2109. 1:14:17I'm I'm looking for the the most
  2110. 1:14:19frightening point of this whole thing
  2111. 1:14:21when it exploded when you realized that
  2112. 1:14:23you had a problem or when you when you
  2113. 1:14:25were coming down wondering whether that
  2114. 1:14:27shoot's going to deploy. The most
  2115. 1:14:28frightening moment of this whole thing
  2116. 1:14:30was when the explosion occurred and then
  2117. 1:14:33after a little period of time and saw
  2118. 1:14:35the oxygen escaping and we didn't have
  2119. 1:14:36solutions to get home because we knew we
  2120. 1:14:39were in deep deep trouble. And it, you
  2121. 1:14:42know, I I always compare this like a
  2122. 1:14:45solitire, a game of solitire. You turn
  2123. 1:14:47up a card and that's a crisis. If you
  2124. 1:14:49can put it someplace, the mission keeps
  2125. 1:14:51going. The game keeps going. If you pull
  2126. 1:14:53up a card and there's no place to put
  2127. 1:14:54it, the game's over. That never occurred
  2128. 1:14:56to us. What kind of impact did that
  2129. 1:14:59adventure, and I use that word
  2130. 1:15:02advisedly, have on you personally?
  2131. 1:15:06>> I don't worry about crisis any longer. I
  2132. 1:15:08mean, seriously. I mean, I I look at
  2133. 1:15:10them uh I say to myself whenever I I
  2134. 1:15:14have a problem with something like that
  2135. 1:15:15or I'm trouble with someone or
  2136. 1:15:17somebody's sick or something like that,
  2137. 1:15:18I say, "I could have been gone back in
  2138. 1:15:221970. I'm still here. I'm still
  2139. 1:15:23breathing." Uh, so I don't I don't worry
  2140. 1:15:26about crisis.
  2141. 1:15:27>> Uh, what caused you to write the the
  2142. 1:15:30perilous voyage of Apollo 13?
  2143. 1:15:33>> Uh, after we got back on the carrier,
  2144. 1:15:35the three of us, Swanker, Hayes, and
  2145. 1:15:36myself, and we looked at each other and
  2146. 1:15:38we dusted ourselves off, and hey, we're
  2147. 1:15:40still alive. And we said, you know, this
  2148. 1:15:43this this flight has got a lot of
  2149. 1:15:45adventure to it. Even before the
  2150. 1:15:46explosion, you know, things happened
  2151. 1:15:48that were entirely different on this
  2152. 1:15:49flight. We ought to put this down on
  2153. 1:15:51paper. We ought to write something about
  2154. 1:15:53it. So we all vowed that we would write
  2155. 1:15:56something on paper. Of course, the best,
  2156. 1:15:58you know, the best intentions. Uh Jack
  2157. 1:16:02eventually went to politics. Fred went
  2158. 1:16:03in the aerospace industry. I got in the
  2159. 1:16:05telephone industry. Jack died in ' 83.
  2160. 1:16:08Uh and uh I retired in in ' 91. And I I
  2161. 1:16:13still had my office and my secretary.
  2162. 1:16:15And I the day after I retired, I went
  2163. 1:16:17back there and I said, "What should we
  2164. 1:16:18do? Don't have to worry about telephones
  2165. 1:16:20any longer." and she said, 'Why don't
  2166. 1:16:22you write that book you've been telling
  2167. 1:16:23me about for the last 14 years.' I said,
  2168. 1:16:26'Good idea, but I'm not an author. I've
  2169. 1:16:29written a lot of articles. And
  2170. 1:16:31fortunately, about that time, a young
  2171. 1:16:32man who was a writer for the Discover
  2172. 1:16:34magazine, Jeff Kuger, wrote and said,
  2173. 1:16:37I'd like to do a story on it.
  2174. 1:16:40>> This is tape three, James A. Love Jr.,
  2175. 1:16:43your secretary said, why don't you why
  2176. 1:16:45don't you write that book you've been
  2177. 1:16:46talking about for 14 years?
  2178. 1:16:47>> And I said, not a bad idea. I said, uh,
  2179. 1:16:50so I started to, you know, try to figure
  2180. 1:16:51out how to write the book. I'm not a
  2181. 1:16:53professional author. Uh, and about that
  2182. 1:16:55time though, out of the blue, very
  2183. 1:16:57fortunately, a young man wrote me a
  2184. 1:16:59letter said, "I've never written a book
  2185. 1:17:00before, but I'm a I'm a writer for the
  2186. 1:17:02Discover magazine. I think Apollo 13
  2187. 1:17:04would make an interesting story. Can you
  2188. 1:17:06help me?" And his name was Jeff Kuger.
  2189. 1:17:08And I said, "More than that, I said, I
  2190. 1:17:10like to do the same thing. I like the
  2191. 1:17:12way he wrote." And so we co-authored the
  2192. 1:17:14book Lost Moon. How long before
  2193. 1:17:17Hollywood discovered lost that that
  2194. 1:17:19book?
  2195. 1:17:20>> It's kind of interesting. We wrote one
  2196. 1:17:22chapter and then we put a an outline on
  2197. 1:17:24either side of that chapter and this is
  2198. 1:17:26a proposal for a book publisher and so
  2199. 1:17:28our agents sent it around to various
  2200. 1:17:30book publishers to see who would want to
  2201. 1:17:32want to back us up and we we finally
  2202. 1:17:34found one uh Hoot Mifflin and so I was
  2203. 1:17:37very happy. Uh this is something to keep
  2204. 1:17:39me off the golf course. This is
  2205. 1:17:40postretirement. Uh, and I we had not yet
  2206. 1:17:44written another chapter. We were doing
  2207. 1:17:46research. We were calling up, you know,
  2208. 1:17:48people down here at NASA, our old
  2209. 1:17:49friends, to say, "Could you help us out?
  2210. 1:17:50Could you give us a hand?" Uh, and I was
  2211. 1:17:53sitting at my desk. This is about two
  2212. 1:17:55months after we started. And I got a
  2213. 1:17:57call from our agent and he said, "Are
  2214. 1:18:00you sitting down?" And I said, "Yes."
  2215. 1:18:02And I thought maybe the book publisher
  2216. 1:18:03was going to back out of this whole
  2217. 1:18:05project. And he said, "We just sold your
  2218. 1:18:07book to the movies.
  2219. 1:18:10I said, 'We haven't written it yet.
  2220. 1:18:11Isn't it Isn't that illegal? You know,
  2221. 1:18:15and he said, 'N no, it's done all the
  2222. 1:18:16time. What he they actually sold was an
  2223. 1:18:18option to do the story to Imagine
  2224. 1:18:21Entertainment, which was Ron Howard's
  2225. 1:18:23company.
  2226. 1:18:24>> And uh uh what turned the option of
  2227. 1:18:27course into a finished product was the
  2228. 1:18:30lead actor Tom Hanks. Uh he uh uh is a
  2229. 1:18:34closet astronaut. The guy is a space
  2230. 1:18:36enthusiast. when he heard through his
  2231. 1:18:39agent that Ron Howard had an option to
  2232. 1:18:41do a story on Apollo 13, which he knew
  2233. 1:18:43about and I didn't even realize that, he
  2234. 1:18:46lobbied for the job. And when Universal
  2235. 1:18:48heard that Ron Howard had Tom Hanks, who
  2236. 1:18:52had just gotten the Oscar for the movie
  2237. 1:18:54Philadelphia, I think it was at that
  2238. 1:18:55time, uh, uh, they decided to do the
  2239. 1:18:58movie and that's how it got started.
  2240. 1:19:00>> And what did your wife say when you
  2241. 1:19:01said, "Guess who's going to play me in
  2242. 1:19:03the movie?"
  2243. 1:19:03>> Couldn't believe it. Couldn't believe
  2244. 1:19:06it. Actually, when when I had an
  2245. 1:19:08interview with Ron Howard after he
  2246. 1:19:09bought the option, and this was before
  2247. 1:19:11Hanks or anybody aboard, this is we went
  2248. 1:19:13out there for about five hours to to
  2249. 1:19:15talk over this the story about Apollo 13
  2250. 1:19:17at the end when I was about ready to
  2251. 1:19:19leave, he said, "Who who would you like
  2252. 1:19:21to play your part?" And now I don't know
  2253. 1:19:24much about actors or actresses, but I
  2254. 1:19:26had seen the movie Dances with Wolves
  2255. 1:19:28about six or eight months before, and I
  2256. 1:19:29said Kevin Cosner.
  2257. 1:19:32And Hanks never for less me forget that
  2258. 1:19:35I said that, you know, and of course,
  2259. 1:19:38but Hanks did a great job.
  2260. 1:19:40>> Were you were you frightened about what
  2261. 1:19:42Hollywood might do to your story?
  2262. 1:19:45>> Yes, I was to a degree because I'd heard
  2263. 1:19:47these stories of famous authors who
  2264. 1:19:49don't like the way their books are
  2265. 1:19:50portrayed on the screen. And of course,
  2266. 1:19:52when you buy after I read the contract,
  2267. 1:19:55uh when you when you sell the book to
  2268. 1:19:56the movies,
  2269. 1:19:57>> you sold it.
  2270. 1:19:58>> You sold it, they could put it on Mars,
  2271. 1:19:59you know, and do anything they want. But
  2272. 1:20:01I have to be quite honest, we I could
  2273. 1:20:03not have picked a better production team
  2274. 1:20:06with with Ron Howard, a better group of
  2275. 1:20:09actors and also Kathleen Quinn, who
  2276. 1:20:12played my wife, than the group that they
  2277. 1:20:14had gathered together to do that movie.
  2278. 1:20:16It was perfect. And uh it was a win-win
  2279. 1:20:18situation for everybody. NASA certainly,
  2280. 1:20:21I think, uh uh liked it. We used the
  2281. 1:20:24zerog airplane to get the zerog
  2282. 1:20:26sequences in it. The first time it ever
  2283. 1:20:28been done. Uh the public enjoyed it. I
  2284. 1:20:31think uh I'm happy. Jeff Kruger is happy
  2285. 1:20:34the way the book was portrayed. So it
  2286. 1:20:36was it was quite a deal.
  2287. 1:20:38>> There have been all kinds of books about
  2288. 1:20:40the astronauts and about the various
  2289. 1:20:43space flights. Uh ha have has NASA and
  2290. 1:20:47have you gentlemen been treated fairly
  2291. 1:20:49by the popular press?
  2292. 1:20:52>> Uh I think so. There's always critics uh
  2293. 1:20:57and I and especially the movie the when
  2294. 1:21:00the movie came out uh some the space
  2295. 1:21:02enthusiasts here you know all the space
  2296. 1:21:04guys here said there's 125 mistakes in
  2297. 1:21:06that movie
  2298. 1:21:08>> but but you know we've been uh nicely
  2299. 1:21:11handled by the press with the with the
  2300. 1:21:12book uh I wrote it or we wrote it I
  2301. 1:21:15should say in the we frame not in other
  2302. 1:21:18words I did this or I did that. It's not
  2303. 1:21:20a biography or an autobiography. It is
  2304. 1:21:23it is that we talk about level we talk
  2305. 1:21:25about Hayes we talk about Jean Craz we
  2306. 1:21:27talk about you know all the people
  2307. 1:21:29because we wanted to write it in that
  2308. 1:21:30way.
  2309. 1:21:31>> Why did you decide to leave NASA?
  2310. 1:21:34>> Uh a good question. I uh while I was
  2311. 1:21:37doing some work at towards the after my
  2312. 1:21:40Apollo 13 flight, I was originally on
  2313. 1:21:42some of the uh uh uh the work on the
  2314. 1:21:45initial shuttle and then I went over
  2315. 1:21:47became a deputy director of the science
  2316. 1:21:49and applications directorate and during
  2317. 1:21:50that period of time NASA sent me to the
  2318. 1:21:52advanced management program at Harvard
  2319. 1:21:55and there I probably learned just enough
  2320. 1:21:57about business to be dangerous but I
  2321. 1:21:59came to a crossroads. The Navy had been
  2322. 1:22:01calling me, uh, what do you want to do?
  2323. 1:22:04Come back in the Navy. Uh, we'll try to
  2324. 1:22:07get you the proper assignment. I could
  2325. 1:22:09have stayed here at NASA. Uh, but
  2326. 1:22:11probably retired from the Navy and
  2327. 1:22:12become a GS of some sort. Or I could
  2328. 1:22:15retire permanently and go into private
  2329. 1:22:18enterprise. And when I looked going back
  2330. 1:22:20at the Navy, I said, 'Well, you know, I
  2331. 1:22:23was a captain for six or seven years and
  2332. 1:22:25I said, if if I'm up for selection for
  2333. 1:22:27admiral and there's several people to
  2334. 1:22:30fill that billet and I was a selection
  2335. 1:22:32officer, who would I pick? Would I pick
  2336. 1:22:34Levelville who spent 11 years at NASA or
  2337. 1:22:36would I pick this fellow who spent, you
  2338. 1:22:38know, two terms, two tours at Vietnam,
  2339. 1:22:42at the Naval War College, and all these
  2340. 1:22:45really, you know, positions to go up to
  2341. 1:22:47be an admiral. I said I picked that guy
  2342. 1:22:48over there, not level. And that made the
  2343. 1:22:50decision that I should go into private
  2344. 1:22:52practice.
  2345. 1:22:53>> You were in the towing business, the the
  2346. 1:22:56boat business for a while
  2347. 1:22:57>> right here in Houston, Texas in Bay
  2348. 1:22:59Houston towing. I tried my hand at that
  2349. 1:23:01uh for four years. Very lucrative
  2350. 1:23:04business. Enjoyed it, but there was no
  2351. 1:23:06future for me there.
  2352. 1:23:07>> Telephone business. I got in the
  2353. 1:23:09telephone business at the right time at
  2354. 1:23:12the right place by the husband of of Ed
  2355. 1:23:17White's widow who she married five years
  2356. 1:23:18later and uh it was just when AT&T the
  2357. 1:23:23bell system was uh getting ready to
  2358. 1:23:26deregulate the vestigure was coming up.
  2359. 1:23:28We were selling telephone systems. Uh
  2360. 1:23:30our little company went from 8 million
  2361. 1:23:32to 40 million and then Sentel
  2362. 1:23:34Corporation bought us and uh and then I
  2363. 1:23:37went up to Sentel.
  2364. 1:23:38>> Now you're now you work with uh Mission
  2365. 1:23:40Home. What is mission home? Uh about
  2366. 1:23:43several years ago, uh the uh National
  2367. 1:23:46Space Society and the US Space
  2368. 1:23:48Foundation got together with the
  2369. 1:23:50Alliance of aerospace Companies trying
  2370. 1:23:53to educate the public on the real
  2371. 1:23:56benefits of the space program to show
  2372. 1:23:58them what what has been accomplished
  2373. 1:24:01that is helping them out today and what
  2374. 1:24:02can be done in the future. And uh
  2375. 1:24:06harvesting opportunities from mother
  2376. 1:24:07earth is home. And that was that was the
  2377. 1:24:10whole idea. uh to do uh at that time to
  2378. 1:24:14do seminars around the country. Uh I
  2379. 1:24:16wrote an op-ed piece which is still
  2380. 1:24:18going on in various newspapers uh and to
  2381. 1:24:22try to get people interested and they
  2382. 1:24:24got other astronauts, retired guys
  2383. 1:24:26basically to do it. It's changed its uh
  2384. 1:24:29its name a little bit now. I think it's
  2385. 1:24:30called Space Alliance and they're still
  2386. 1:24:32trying to uh to accomplish that goal.
  2387. 1:24:34>> Are you disappointed that that here
  2388. 1:24:36we've gone what 30 years since we walked
  2389. 1:24:40on the moon and and
  2390. 1:24:42we haven't gone any further than we've
  2391. 1:24:43gone with the space program.
  2392. 1:24:45>> Uh yes, to some degree I am. Uh the
  2393. 1:24:48disappointment comes in the fact that I
  2394. 1:24:50guess this being a democracy, we got got
  2395. 1:24:52all sorts of controversy and we we weigh
  2396. 1:24:54things and the compromises are always
  2397. 1:24:56the name of the game. But we waffled in
  2398. 1:24:58the late 80s and the early 90s on the
  2399. 1:25:00internet or on a space station. I don't
  2400. 1:25:02know how many designs of a space station
  2401. 1:25:04we had. Either it was too big, too
  2402. 1:25:06complicated, too expensive. uh and we
  2403. 1:25:10didn't realize at the time and maybe a
  2404. 1:25:12consortium of countries working together
  2405. 1:25:14uh in that respect I think the president
  2406. 1:25:16administration eventually did the the
  2407. 1:25:18administrator Dan Goolan finally
  2408. 1:25:20realized that uh although some of our
  2409. 1:25:23partners are are are are lacking quite a
  2410. 1:25:26bit like Russia. Uh but uh but I think
  2411. 1:25:29we're finally on the right track. But we
  2412. 1:25:30did waffle. We we wasted an awful lot of
  2413. 1:25:32money. We wasted an awful lot of time
  2414. 1:25:34and a lot of effort of not really
  2415. 1:25:37knowing what we wanted to do, how we
  2416. 1:25:40wanted to proceed with NASA. You know,
  2417. 1:25:42it's like that old saying, after you've
  2418. 1:25:43been to Paris, what else is there? Uh,
  2419. 1:25:45after we've been to the moon, what else
  2420. 1:25:46is there? Well, that was a great
  2421. 1:25:48triumph. Everybody still relates back to
  2422. 1:25:50that. But that's 30 years ago.
  2423. 1:25:53>> Yeah,
  2424. 1:25:53>> we got to work now today. We got to do
  2425. 1:25:55something today and we are doing a lot
  2426. 1:25:57of things today. Uh, but you know, you
  2427. 1:25:59get repetition. You get 90ome shuttles
  2428. 1:26:01now. uh and one one accident everybody
  2429. 1:26:05says ho h we don't we're trying to tell
  2430. 1:26:08people what we really do up there
  2431. 1:26:09>> but you know captain we we went to the
  2432. 1:26:11moon the first time because of the cold
  2433. 1:26:13war Apollo 8 speeded up because the
  2434. 1:26:16Russians were coming there really was a
  2435. 1:26:18space race
  2436. 1:26:19>> I mean that may be an old saying but
  2437. 1:26:22there it was there is no race anymore
  2438. 1:26:24there there's there's nothing to propel
  2439. 1:26:26us to go if we don't really think about
  2440. 1:26:29it you know
  2441. 1:26:30>> well you're absolutely right as far as
  2442. 1:26:32far as competition goes, there is not
  2443. 1:26:34that incentive to try to beat somebody
  2444. 1:26:36else. And that was the whole deal. And
  2445. 1:26:37you know, the Russians themselves were
  2446. 1:26:39interested in beating us, not so much at
  2447. 1:26:42military missiles, but going to the
  2448. 1:26:44moon. That was their goal just as much
  2449. 1:26:46as it was our goal. Uh but now we have
  2450. 1:26:48cooperation. Now it's a little bit more
  2451. 1:26:50subtle. Now, if we can all work together
  2452. 1:26:52and work as a team to accomplish things
  2453. 1:26:55and get our mind off of other things, uh
  2454. 1:26:58I think there is there is a hope for us.
  2455. 1:27:01But uh whether that will ever come to
  2456. 1:27:02pass in real life, the Russians still
  2457. 1:27:04are very much interested in their
  2458. 1:27:05mirror. I mean, it's theirs. It's long
  2459. 1:27:08past this time. Should have been brought
  2460. 1:27:10down a long time ago. They could do a
  2461. 1:27:12lot more on the International Space
  2462. 1:27:13Station they could ever do on the
  2463. 1:27:14mirror. And uh we have to wait till it
  2464. 1:27:17gets done.
  2465. 1:27:17>> Will our grandchildren see people go to
  2466. 1:27:19Mars?
  2467. 1:27:21>> Uh perhaps your grandchildren I think
  2468. 1:27:24are there'll be the attempts there'll be
  2469. 1:27:26the work on doing. I I think the Mars
  2470. 1:27:28mission is within the next 20 to 25
  2471. 1:27:31years. Now that seems strange for me to
  2472. 1:27:34say when you look back on going to the
  2473. 1:27:36moon in 69 you say yo 20 years that was
  2474. 1:27:38that was 49 you know no one ever think
  2475. 1:27:42if someone asked me in 49 1949 are we
  2476. 1:27:44going to land on the moon in 1969 I say
  2477. 1:27:46you're absolutely crazy. Yeah.
  2478. 1:27:48>> So it might be that it speed it up. I
  2479. 1:27:49hope so.
  2480. 1:27:50>> But it's interesting that you say think
  2481. 1:27:52about and say probably the old way of
  2482. 1:27:54saying it would have been you bet. You
  2483. 1:27:56bet. But now there's not a certain you
  2484. 1:27:58bet about it anymore.
  2485. 1:27:59>> No, I have to be uh pragmatic about the
  2486. 1:28:01whole thing. I mean, we have to know
  2487. 1:28:04there are other there are other
  2488. 1:28:05commitments we have to do. Uh Mars will
  2489. 1:28:08be a again a consortium of countries. It
  2490. 1:28:10will not be just the United States and
  2491. 1:28:12we these countries have to get together
  2492. 1:28:13to work together. It it will be a major
  2493. 1:28:15project. Uh and uh there is some doubt
  2494. 1:28:18whether we could ever do it. I know I
  2495. 1:28:20talked to Bill Anders who uh got his
  2496. 1:28:22masters in nuclear engineering and he
  2497. 1:28:24said you don't understand the radiation
  2498. 1:28:26once we get out there for long periods
  2499. 1:28:27of time. You know we'll do you in before
  2500. 1:28:30you get there. So if he's right then
  2501. 1:28:32maybe a Martian trip is not feasible.
  2502. 1:28:35>> What's your uh what was your finest
  2503. 1:28:37moment at NASA?
  2504. 1:28:41I think the finest moment in NASA was
  2505. 1:28:44the uh the time we landed on Apollo 8
  2506. 1:28:47and came back and uh had the press
  2507. 1:28:50conference
  2508. 1:28:52and it suddenly dawned on us is suddenly
  2509. 1:28:55realized what we had done. You know, at
  2510. 1:28:57the time you're doing something, you
  2511. 1:28:58don't realize what you're doing. You
  2512. 1:28:59know what I mean? It's a it's work,
  2513. 1:29:01you're doing this, you're doing that.
  2514. 1:29:02It's only when the thing's accomplished
  2515. 1:29:04and you come back again and say, "Gee,
  2516. 1:29:06we did we did that." you know, this
  2517. 1:29:09really was the case. Uh, we were there
  2518. 1:29:12and we saw the moon and we saw the far
  2519. 1:29:14side of the moon which no one had ever
  2520. 1:29:15seen, you know, before live. We had some
  2521. 1:29:18pictures of it, but that was it. That
  2522. 1:29:20was the high point of my career. And I
  2523. 1:29:23and I I agree with a lot of people in
  2524. 1:29:25NASA. I think that was the high point of
  2525. 1:29:26NASA's career, too.

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