Jim Lovell Talks About Apollo 8 & Apollo 13 (Full Interview) — Transcript
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- 0:00This is the Johnson Space Center oral
- 0:02History Project. James A. Levelville,
- 0:04Jr. May 25th, 1999. We're at the Johnson
- 0:08Space Center.
- 0:11When you were a little bitty kid, you
- 0:14saw a rocket go off and you said, "I
- 0:15want to do that." Is that how is it that
- 0:17simple or that complex? Well, you know,
- 0:20Ron, I was interested in in rockets and
- 0:23in astronomy uh long before uh the
- 0:27Glenns and the Shepherds of the world
- 0:28could spell rocket. I uh I was
- 0:31interested in uh way back in in high
- 0:33school. I uh went to try to build some
- 0:36rockets. Uh wanted to become a rocket
- 0:38engineer. As a matter of fact, wrote to
- 0:40the American Rocket Society at that
- 0:43time, which is now the AAIA, something
- 0:45like that. And I said, 'I want to, you
- 0:47know, I want to become a rocket
- 0:48engineer. And they wrote back a very
- 0:50nice letter, but essentially they
- 0:51said,"Well, you ought to go to either
- 0:52MIT or to Caltech." I couldn't afford
- 0:55either. And so I took a secondary goal.
- 0:58I got a a ROC appointment to Wisconsin.
- 1:02And then from there, I went to the Naval
- 1:04Academy. Uh, and from there, I got into
- 1:06flight training, which was the second
- 1:07thing I wanted to do. I was became a
- 1:09naval aviator. And lo and behold, in
- 1:121958, NASA was formed and they were
- 1:15looking for astronauts. And so I was one
- 1:17of the original, I guess, 110 people who
- 1:21was selected to to go for interviews.
- 1:23>> Let me go back to your your
- 1:25Naval Academy days. You almost didn't go
- 1:27to the Naval Academy. Am I right about
- 1:29that?
- 1:30>> That's right. I uh had two years at
- 1:32Wisconsin and I was in a naval aviation
- 1:33program. This is right after World War
- 1:35II. And I got down uh to the uh uh to
- 1:38pre-flight. started through pre-flight.
- 1:40My mother while I was at the at
- 1:42University of Wisconsin said, "Would you
- 1:44apply for the Naval Academy?" So, just
- 1:45to pacify her, I said, "Sure, I'll do
- 1:47that." Never expecting. In fact, I
- 1:49became first alternate, which normally
- 1:51doesn't make it anyway. And when I was
- 1:53down there pre-flight, I got orders from
- 1:56the bureau, report to the Naval Academy
- 1:58for the physical to be inducted into the
- 2:01academy if you so desired. And then I
- 2:04had a big question mark. Should I go to
- 2:06the academy? The young Marines just back
- 2:07from the war said, "Don't do that.
- 2:09You're already got two years of college.
- 2:11You're already in naval aviation. If you
- 2:13go back, you're going to have to start
- 2:14all over again. You might not get back
- 2:16into aviation." But there was an old
- 2:18captain there by the name of Captain
- 2:19Jeter. And he said, "Look at son, you
- 2:22want to make the Navy your career. You
- 2:24want to get your education right now,
- 2:25get yourself up to the academy." And so
- 2:27that's what happened
- 2:29>> from the academy. Uh how'd you get back
- 2:31into airplanes?
- 2:32>> Well, I spent my course four years
- 2:34academy. my term paper, my first class
- 2:36term paper I wrote on the development of
- 2:38the liquid fuel rocket which by the way
- 2:40I just donated just last year to the uh
- 2:43to the academy and I was one of the
- 2:46first 50 because I was so much
- 2:47interested in going back in aviation
- 2:49that they selected 50 people to to teach
- 2:52at the academy after I graduated teach
- 2:54the plebes coming in and then that uh
- 2:55September I was uh transferred down to
- 2:58Pensacola
- 3:00>> and and what kind of planes did you fly?
- 3:03Well, in those days we flew SNJs, uh,
- 3:06which was the basic trainer all the way
- 3:09up through landing on a carrier with
- 3:11SNJs and we did formation and some night
- 3:14flying and, uh, you know, basic
- 3:16training. Then I was transferred from
- 3:18there uh to u uh to Kingsville, actually
- 3:23Corpus Christie, then Kingsville,
- 3:25>> and did my instrument training and uh
- 3:27and my advanced training was in a in a
- 3:30modern airplane called the Hellcat, the
- 3:32F6F. And then I got got my wings and uh
- 3:36and then I was selected to go back into
- 3:39jet training. And in those days, jet
- 3:41training was, you know, the epitome of
- 3:43everything. And and not too many people
- 3:44in it. So I was very very lucky. Did you
- 3:47you enjoy flying jets?
- 3:48>> Oh, yeah. Yeah, jets were I still enjoy
- 3:51flying jets if I get my hand on one. Uh
- 3:54uh but I would after I got through
- 3:56training, my first assignment was to a
- 3:58squadron called VC3. And when I got out
- 4:01there, I found out it was a night
- 4:03fighting uh night fighter squadron. They
- 4:06sent teams out because in those days we
- 4:08didn't fly whole squadrons off of
- 4:09aircraft carriers. And I told the
- 4:11skipper, I said, you know, you I'm
- 4:13having a little trouble flying the
- 4:14daytime yet. You want me to go out at
- 4:15night? But it was great training, a
- 4:17great experience and I learned an awful
- 4:19lot.
- 4:19>> Anything quite compared to that first
- 4:21landing, night landing on a carrier.
- 4:23>> There is nothing that you know night
- 4:26flying off carriers separates the men
- 4:27from the boys as they the takeoff of
- 4:29course into a black void with no horizon
- 4:31and then coming in at night and those
- 4:33days we didn't have modern techniques
- 4:35like a mirror system and you know almost
- 4:37like a like a GCA. You had to come in
- 4:40low and he had a guy with paddles and a
- 4:41lighted suit. That was how we did it in
- 4:43those days. So, at what point did you
- 4:46hear about NASA trying to select people
- 4:48to become astronauts and decide, hey, I
- 4:51want to do that?
- 4:52>> Well, when I got back off a cruise, I
- 4:53spent some time training people, but
- 4:55then uh some of my contemporaries, my
- 4:58older uh the pilots that were in my
- 5:00squadron had already gone through a
- 5:02thing called uh test pilot school. And I
- 5:04thought that would be a kind of an
- 5:06interesting thing to do. So, I applied
- 5:07for test pilot school. And I I went and
- 5:10just as I graduated from the school
- 5:12which was 6 months long at that time of
- 5:14course NASA was formed and then they
- 5:17were talking about putting a man in
- 5:18space and they had put out at this time
- 5:22secret orders uh to all the people who
- 5:25both the air force and the Navy thought
- 5:26were qualified and NASA had certain
- 5:28criteria that they went by and it just
- 5:30so happened that I that I had just
- 5:32finished the school and that was one of
- 5:33the criteria that you had to have and uh
- 5:36we I went up for that original Mercury
- 5:38selection.
- 5:39How far did you last in that?
- 5:42>> Well, uh, it got down to the last, I
- 5:44guess, 32 people and, uh, I was one of
- 5:47the people through all the interviews,
- 5:49sent out to, uh, uh, went out to
- 5:52Albuquerque to the, uh, to the, uh, big
- 5:55what was the name of it? The, well,
- 5:57anyway, uh, it was a big hospital out
- 5:59there and, uh, Loveless Clinic. That was
- 6:02it. And, uh, we went through our
- 6:04physicals. Now, today I just finished a
- 6:06physical, but that physical was nothing
- 6:09like anybody had ever heard of before.
- 6:11You know, it was what they did to us was
- 6:13unknown to the medical profession. Uh
- 6:16because they knew that they had guinea
- 6:19pigs. Not only should we be in good
- 6:21shape, but they they knew we were going
- 6:23to go into an environment that was
- 6:24completely strange. So, they did things
- 6:25just for background and, you know, from
- 6:27data. And I went through there. Uh but
- 6:31when I got there and the next selection
- 6:33was to go on to uh uh down to a second
- 6:37group at Wright Patterson Air Force Base
- 6:40for some more tests and things like
- 6:41that. The doctor called me in and said,
- 6:43"Well, you're finished." And I said,
- 6:46"Finished? Why am I not accepted? No.
- 6:49No." I said, "What's wrong?" And they
- 6:51said, "Well, you have a high Billy
- 6:52Rubin." I said, "I don't even know what
- 6:54a high Billy Rubin is. What is it?"
- 6:56Well, too much pink pigment in your in
- 6:59your in your blood. And so I I went home
- 7:02was very very much dejected. And so I I
- 7:05missed out on the second selection.
- 7:07>> So this liver problem, even though it
- 7:08was a relatively minor thing, said no
- 7:11way.
- 7:11>> As a matter of fact, ony Buzz Aldrin had
- 7:14the same thing that I had and we were we
- 7:17were fortunate. But you know, there's a
- 7:18there's a unique aspect of that
- 7:19physical. I got back to the squadron and
- 7:22this is not too well known. And I got
- 7:23back to the squadron and I got a set of
- 7:25orders to go back out to Wright
- 7:26Patterson. Now my skipper said, "These
- 7:29orders are probably not correct. Maybe
- 7:31they don't know what the stories." I
- 7:32said, "Listen, I'm taking them." I went
- 7:35out to Wright Patterson and they were
- 7:38sort of expecting me. I got out there
- 7:39the night before and the people that
- 7:41were all getting together at the BOQ
- 7:43said, "Oh yeah, so we got seven people
- 7:44and and you're number seven." I said,
- 7:46"Oh, I'm great." The next morning, we
- 7:49all went down to breakfast uh to uh uh
- 7:52to get ready to start our physical. And
- 7:54a fellow walked in and said, "Say," I'm
- 7:57sorry I'm late. I just came in from
- 7:59Edwards. My name is Gus Gryom, and he
- 8:02was number seven. And of course, I
- 8:04wasn't supposed to be there. And so, and
- 8:06pretty soon, NASA hierarchy found out
- 8:08about it. I was packing my bags, going
- 8:10back to the squadron.
- 8:11>> How disappointed were you when you
- 8:13didn't make that? I'm very very much
- 8:15disappointed because you see I was
- 8:16interested in rockets and things like
- 8:18that way back as a high school kid
- 8:20>> and I you know I didn't make it.
- 8:22>> There was no indication past that
- 8:24original seven that they're ever going
- 8:26to find any more guys. Was there at that
- 8:27time there was a second chance?
- 8:30>> No one actually knew how far NASA would
- 8:31go or whether man in space was a
- 8:33possibility or not. And so you're
- 8:35absolutely right. Uh but that was
- 8:36something I always wanted to do. How
- 8:39long did it take you from that
- 8:40disappointment to get back into the loop
- 8:42and get rid of the liver problem? And
- 8:45>> well, I got back to the squadron, got
- 8:46transferred down to Oceanana, and I was
- 8:49going through, you know, uh, training
- 8:51people at this time. I was an
- 8:52instructor. And in aviation week, there
- 8:55was a little article, NASA is wants to
- 8:57select some more astronauts. And so
- 9:00before I knew it, the Navy called me
- 9:02down again and said, do you want to be
- 9:03in another selection? They didn't know
- 9:05that I what I that I was kicked out
- 9:07because of a physical. And I said,
- 9:09"Sure." And so, uh, I I put my my name
- 9:13in again and I was selected again to go
- 9:15for the physical, this time at Brooks
- 9:18Air Force Base, Air Force Physical. Much
- 9:21more practical, much more, you know,
- 9:23looking at what's wrong and what's
- 9:24right. And I had no problems passing it.
- 9:27And uh, and that's how I got selected to
- 9:29the second group. When you first went
- 9:31for a selection to the original
- 9:33astronaut corps, nobody knew what an
- 9:35astronaut was. Second time you went,
- 9:38they were the biggest heroes in the
- 9:39world. Oh, that's true. Yes. And I can
- 9:42recall very vividly the very first time
- 9:43we went after we had our interviews in
- 9:46Washington at the old Dolly Madison
- 9:47house. We all gathered back in a hotel
- 9:50room and we were talking about it. Wally
- 9:51Shar was there because, you know, Wally
- 9:53and I were in the same class. Al Shepard
- 9:55was there and while he was saying you
- 9:56know I don't know if I want to get in
- 9:58this program or not you know to go into
- 10:00some wacky program when I should be grew
- 10:03up the ladder in naval aviation in you
- 10:06know Navy hierarchy and of course now I
- 10:08look back on it again it was uh really
- 10:10something.
- 10:12>> How did the original seven accept the
- 10:14next group?
- 10:16>> Uh very cool at first. I mean, uh, you
- 10:19know, these were the days, uh, when I
- 10:22guess there was this the life world book
- 10:24contract, you know, and all that sort of
- 10:26stuff and and they were, you know, they
- 10:28were pretty, uh, high on the totem pole.
- 10:31They're bucky bucks. They were well
- 10:32known, everything like that. And the
- 10:33nine of us walk in there, but they
- 10:36warmed up after a while. And pretty
- 10:37soon, after a lot of negotiations, we
- 10:39all got on the same bandwagon with
- 10:41regards to these personal stories type
- 10:43things. But
- 10:44>> did you do you get one of those
- 10:45Corvettes to run around in and all that
- 10:47sort of thing? After a while, yeah, it
- 10:49was not bad. Uh, we'd buy the one
- 10:51wholesale, I think, and then we'd drive
- 10:52it for six months, then we could trade
- 10:54it in and get another one and trade it
- 10:55in. I guess I went through about three
- 10:58Corvettes during my whole period of the
- 11:01time I was there. I remember Pete and I
- 11:03lived at Ellington Air Force Base. Our
- 11:05wives were still Jane was in in
- 11:07California and my wife Marilyn was in in
- 11:10Virginia Beach. And he and I shared a
- 11:12BOQ room. And I remember when he got
- 11:14that Corvette, he had the top in the in
- 11:16the room and he was driving this
- 11:17Corvette. I just what I the car I got
- 11:20was just old station wagons. I had a
- 11:22family and I needed a station wagon.
- 11:24That's what I got.
- 11:26>> What how did your life change when you
- 11:27became an astronaut?
- 11:30>> Well, I don't think it it really changed
- 11:32in a way. Uh uh it we got to be a little
- 11:36bit of a celebrity, but you know, we
- 11:38didn't even do anything at first. And I
- 11:41can recall the very first time I went
- 11:43back to Milwaukee to my high school and
- 11:44I gave a talk to the high school people
- 11:47and uh I just went right to the school,
- 11:49got in, went to school, and in the back
- 11:51of the room after I was giving my talk,
- 11:53the mayor of Milwaukee was there and he
- 11:56was sort of mad that I didn't stop by
- 11:58and pay my respects to the mayor before
- 12:00I went. You know, all this kind of
- 12:02protocol I knew nothing about at that
- 12:03time. And I thought, you know, heck, I
- 12:06haven't even been in space and people
- 12:07are asking me, you know, what's going
- 12:08on, what's happening, and all that sort
- 12:10of stuff. So there was a little bit of
- 12:12false uh uh being a false idol at the
- 12:14time.
- 12:15>> What was happening to you during those
- 12:16Mercury days? What what was your job?
- 12:18>> Well, during the Mercury days, uh uh I
- 12:21got down into the space program about
- 12:23the time Wall-Ally was flying. In fact,
- 12:24the very first thing I did before I even
- 12:26moved down to Texas was to go down to uh
- 12:28Cape Canaveral and watch Wall-E take
- 12:31off. Uh and then uh we uh we got into
- 12:35some of the simulators that they had.
- 12:37They were not not too good at the time.
- 12:39And uh we started doing some training.
- 12:41It amazes me now because I was just
- 12:43talking just today to a brand new
- 12:45astronaut. Well, he's been here years,
- 12:47never flown. And he says, "Well, I'm
- 12:49still going through ASCAN." I said,
- 12:51"What's ASCAN? I have no idea." He says,
- 12:54"Astronaut candidate training?" I said,
- 12:56"Astronaut candidate training?" I said,
- 12:59"When I went through, it was all hit and
- 13:01miss. We had people come in to teach us
- 13:02a little bit about orbital mechanics and
- 13:04then we went out to the plants to learn
- 13:06all about the systems themselves and
- 13:08that's how we got most of our training.
- 13:11>> When did you move into the Gemini
- 13:12program and and what was your initial
- 13:14job there?
- 13:16>> Well, uh we got in the Gemini program uh
- 13:19and uh started learning all about the
- 13:21the spacecraft itself. But my first
- 13:23really assignment was uh as backup to
- 13:27Geminy 4. That was McDiv and Ed White
- 13:30>> and Frank Borman and I were the backup
- 13:32to that flight and so we were training
- 13:34for that one. It's kind of interesting.
- 13:35I met Ed White and I didn't know it
- 13:38until that Jiminy one time we were down
- 13:40at the Cape talking and he was a plebe
- 13:42at West Point and I was a pleb at the
- 13:44Naval Academy and we traded cufflinks
- 13:47and then we disappeared and of course it
- 13:49was years and years later that we're
- 13:50sitting down at the Cape Havoc breakfast
- 13:52when he brings up the story and I said
- 13:54that was me. You know, it's it's strange
- 13:57how how we we our lives crossed and then
- 14:00disappeared for a while. Get back.
- 14:01>> And White's job on that flight was to do
- 14:02an EVA.
- 14:04>> Yes.
- 14:04>> That was that was a a very big deal at
- 14:07that time.
- 14:08>> Yes, it was. Uh and one of our jobs we
- 14:10had what we called an air bearing
- 14:11trainer and we had that little like a
- 14:13squirt gun uh uh that we would use to to
- 14:17fire our way around and and try to do
- 14:19something on that. Uh it was the initial
- 14:21attempt at at EVA work. Uh, and Ed, uh,
- 14:25was out for a while, but it was not
- 14:26until later on that we really found out
- 14:28that we had a lot of problems with EVA.
- 14:30>> How did how did you how did you train
- 14:32for for a spacew walk? How did you and
- 14:34White train for that first thing?
- 14:36>> Well, we of course we we got in the
- 14:38suits. We had this airbearing trainer
- 14:41uh, which is only two-dimensional.
- 14:43You're on sort of a an air you're on a
- 14:45platform that and it's, you know, held
- 14:47up by air and then you can shoot this
- 14:49little gun. It's like a like a like like
- 14:52two little jets and and and try to
- 14:54maneuver yourself. But I have to tell
- 14:56you quite honestly it it really wasn't
- 14:58any good. I mean it was the best thing
- 15:00they could do at the time and it was not
- 15:02until later on in Gemini 12 that we
- 15:04learned what to do.
- 15:06>> So the mission takes off. What did you
- 15:07do once it left the ground and he's up
- 15:09there doing that? What was your job?
- 15:10Well, I was uh down at the Cape uh
- 15:13watching the launch and then I flew back
- 15:15and was in the control center uh you
- 15:18know when he was doing all his work.
- 15:19>> It's been a long time, reasonably long
- 15:22time since you got here. You ready to
- 15:24fly? You ready to go yourself now?
- 15:26>> Oh yes. I got here in October of ' 62
- 15:28and that went up in and uh oh 64
- 15:33or something like that and uh three
- 15:34years. Yeah. And then then my first
- 15:36flight wasn't until December 65. So, you
- 15:39and Frank Borman get that first flight.
- 15:41Tell me about how you felt when they
- 15:43told you you were going to go.
- 15:45>> Uh, well, it was kind of interesting. Of
- 15:46course, Frank and I were about the same
- 15:48rank and everything like that, but he
- 15:50got, you know, Air Force and he got to
- 15:52be commander of it and that's fine. But,
- 15:54uh, uh, it was a two-eek mission as a
- 15:58medical flight, as a matter of fact.
- 16:00And, uh, you know, two weeks with Frank
- 16:02Borman any place is a is a challenge.
- 16:05But but this flight uh we trained very
- 16:08hard. We had different types of suits.
- 16:11Uh and uh these were sort of get me down
- 16:14suits that we could
- 16:16you you didn't do EVAs in them. You
- 16:18couldn't get outside. You shouldn't open
- 16:20the hatch. Uh but uh uh the the very
- 16:24first takeoff was almost like it flying
- 16:26us for a while. Uh we got to it used to
- 16:29pretty good, you know, pretty fast. We
- 16:31were able to to get the idea of it. And
- 16:33I uh the spacecraft is very tight, so I
- 16:37didn't feel too nauseous at all. It was
- 16:38pretty good. But the suits were very
- 16:40hot, sweaty, and bulky. And uh they
- 16:43didn't want us to take off our suits.
- 16:45These were the old days when they were
- 16:47very worried about leaks of the
- 16:48spacecraft or something like that. Well,
- 16:50we knew the spacecraft wasn't leaking.
- 16:52Uh
- 16:53>> one of you had to keep a suit on at all
- 16:54times, right?
- 16:55>> Yes. It was sort of a ridiculous uh
- 16:56regulation at that time. And so, uh, but
- 16:59I started to unzip my suit and my rear
- 17:02end was going out of the suit and and
- 17:04we're getting out farther and farther
- 17:05and pretty soon the suit was over here
- 17:06and pretty soon I slipped the helmet
- 17:08down. I'm out of my suit. I'm in my
- 17:10underwear and uh, so Frank wants to get
- 17:13out of his suit. So he's so the ground,
- 17:16you know, for three days the ground
- 17:17argued with him and the poor guy was
- 17:19hot, sweaty, and finally they let him
- 17:21get out of a suit. And of course my uh
- 17:24my uh young son at that time said uh dad
- 17:28orbited the earth in his underwear which
- 17:30is essentially what we did.
- 17:32>> You said it was a a medical experimental
- 17:34flight. Did did you feel like you were
- 17:37you were an experimental rat up there as
- 17:39it were
- 17:39>> a guinea pig. Absolutely a guinea pig.
- 17:42The doctors of course were you know this
- 17:44is can man live in space and the reason
- 17:46for the mission was that the maximum
- 17:48time to go to the moon and back and
- 17:49we're already planning for Apollo was
- 17:51two weeks. And so they said, "Well, if
- 17:53we could put people up into zero gravity
- 17:54for two weeks, it'll prove out one
- 17:56aspect of the of the moon flights." So
- 17:58we stayed up there and the old
- 18:00spacecraft had lots of problems with it.
- 18:02The fuel cells were dying slowly but
- 18:04surely. And I can remember quite
- 18:05vividly.
- 18:07You know, Frank doesn't even like to fly
- 18:09over water, much less spend 70% of his
- 18:11time over water. And he was anxious to
- 18:13come on down. And between uh Chris Craft
- 18:16and myself, uh uh I argue with Frank. I
- 18:19said, "Frank, don't worry. the Navy can
- 18:20find us regardless of where we come
- 18:22down. And Chris also talked to him and
- 18:24so we stayed up the full 14 days.
- 18:26>> There was uh there was some talk early
- 18:27on about landing Gemini on the ground,
- 18:30was there not?
- 18:32>> Uh yes, there was. As as a matter of
- 18:34fact, one of my jobs uh when I first got
- 18:36assigned was the recovery aspect. And we
- 18:40were looking at making a brago wing,
- 18:42which was developed by a NASA engineer.
- 18:44Uh they're called paragliders now or
- 18:46parings. and come on down and this thing
- 18:49would inflate and it' be like a V-shaped
- 18:51thing and then a guy inside the
- 18:52spacecraft could guide it down and it
- 18:55was really going to be on the last one.
- 18:56Uh they the the test results out at
- 18:59White or out at Edwards were not too
- 19:01good and
- 19:03they thought it was very prudent not to
- 19:05even put it on there. Why why do it for
- 19:06the last flight?
- 19:08>> Can you give me some idea how how you
- 19:10spend 14 days in that little cramped
- 19:13quarters with somebody else without
- 19:14going absolutely mad?
- 19:16It's not easy, but you have to remember
- 19:18that you work so long. I was there three
- 19:21years for a space flight, so I'd go up
- 19:22with just about anybody. And and Frank
- 19:25and I were, you know, just this close
- 19:26together. And you get to know each other
- 19:28quite well. Uh I mean, it was uh it was
- 19:33it was something. As a matter of fact,
- 19:34uh Frank went I think nine days without
- 19:38having to go to the bathroom.
- 19:40>> Nine days.
- 19:42>> And he said, "Jim, this is it." I said,
- 19:45'F, you only have five more days left to
- 19:47go here.
- 19:51But but
- 19:53what how is how was space food in those
- 19:55days? Because I want to get back to
- 19:57space food a little later. But how was
- 19:59it then?
- 19:59>> Strictly freeze-dried. Uh and these
- 20:02little bite-sized sandwiches had wax
- 20:04over them because everybody thought that
- 20:06they needed wax to keep the problems and
- 20:08the wax would coat the roof of your
- 20:10mouth and it tastes awful. I think one
- 20:12of the best things they had on board
- 20:13those days was uh were bacon bits. They
- 20:16would have a little square of bacon and
- 20:18they would squeeze after they, you know,
- 20:20cooked and everything. They squeeze it
- 20:21down and that was very tasty. Then they
- 20:23had you put water into various
- 20:25freeze-dried food much like campers have
- 20:27these days, but you couldn't heat it. It
- 20:28was lukew. But it kept us alive for two
- 20:31weeks.
- 20:33>> Looking back on it now, all of that
- 20:34seems very primitive, but at that time
- 20:36it was state-of-the-art.
- 20:38>> That's right. And you when I look at
- 20:40back look back on how ultra ultra
- 20:43conservative they were. For instance,
- 20:45John Young got in such a flap by taking
- 20:48a sandwich up on a three and a half hour
- 20:50or 4 hour flight. Even if it was had,
- 20:53you know, poison in it, he probably
- 20:54would have lasted for the whole flight.
- 20:56Uh and now of course uh things are
- 20:58entirely different. And then you know
- 21:00now uh I know we uh they were afraid of
- 21:03anything floating around. But now we
- 21:04found out that if the food is thick
- 21:06enough, he could eat it with a spoon.
- 21:07When you came back from Gemini 7, what
- 21:09did NASA learn from from these two
- 21:12experimental guinea pigs?
- 21:14>> Well, they learned number one that man
- 21:16could live very nicely uh in uh for two
- 21:19weeks that the uh cardiovascular system
- 21:22would adapt quite readily. The heart
- 21:24slowed down, blood volume decreased,
- 21:25which is a normal case in a two-eek type
- 21:28mission. Uh and we were able to navigate
- 21:30ourselves across the deck. uh we didn't
- 21:32have this orthostatic hypotension where
- 21:35you know where blood would drain down as
- 21:36soon as you stood up. I mean the the
- 21:38symptoms were there but I mean we could
- 21:39overcome that. So uh I think basically
- 21:42was the fact that hey space flight is
- 21:44possible longer than the three or four
- 21:45hours that you know they had been doing
- 21:47in the past.
- 21:48>> Was it as exciting as you thought it was
- 21:50going to be?
- 21:51>> Yeah, it was very exciting to me. I mean
- 21:53it was tedious work you know two weeks.
- 21:55We did have a, you know, a break when uh
- 21:57Shra and Stafford came up and rendevous
- 21:59with us and then they were up, I think
- 22:0124 hours and they went back down again
- 22:03and uh and we stayed up there for the
- 22:05full time. But uh it was uh quite
- 22:07rewarding.
- 22:09>> Uh stop just a second, will you please?
- 22:12>> Tape is rolling.
- 22:16>> All of these uh all these missions now
- 22:19as we look back on them fit like, you
- 22:22know, they all fit together. They all
- 22:24get us to the moon. But at that time you
- 22:26were trying to do something that had to
- 22:27be done before we could get to the moon.
- 22:29That is figure out whether you could
- 22:30dock in space. Am I right?
- 22:32>> That's right. The first thing we had to
- 22:33learn about is the rendevous in space.
- 22:35Can we get two spacecraft together which
- 22:37will eventually lend it lend itself into
- 22:39docking and then we can you know take
- 22:40the lunar module out. And the very first
- 22:42one of course was the Geminy 67 flight.
- 22:45Geminy 6 was supposed to to dock
- 22:47rendevous and dock with an Aena vehicle,
- 22:50but it it uh had something went wrong
- 22:53with it on its takeoff and so that
- 22:55delayed their flight. And so they moved
- 22:56Geminy 7 up to fly instead. And and when
- 22:59we were up there, uh Geminy 6 was going
- 23:03to rendevous. We couldn't dock with
- 23:04Geminy 7. They're going to rendevous.
- 23:06And of course, the first attempt to take
- 23:08off on Geminy 6 resulted in a shutdown,
- 23:11which very fortunately Wall-E didn't
- 23:12punch out. He he was cool. The second
- 23:15time up there though, they did and they
- 23:16uh they came up I guess we were up there
- 23:1911 or 12 days by that time and you could
- 23:22see them coming up. They they we they
- 23:23came up at night and we had a blinking
- 23:25light on and I we could see the jets
- 23:27firing as they came up. We were like
- 23:29this and they were coming up just like
- 23:30this and finally me and we all rendevous
- 23:32and we stay together. We each took turns
- 23:34flying around each other to see how how
- 23:36nicely the spacecraft would uh would
- 23:38control on something like that. Uh so
- 23:41that was the very first big step towards
- 23:44the rendevu and docking which of course
- 23:45were very necessary for the lunar
- 23:46flights too.
- 23:48>> You then were Capcom on on 8.
- 23:52>> Yes. Y
- 23:53>> right and there was a problem. Talk
- 23:55about that problem.
- 23:56>> Well Gemini 8 had a problem. Uh probably
- 23:58one of the first big problems. Uh and
- 24:00unbeknownst to us when they're out of
- 24:02radio contact a stuck thruster that
- 24:05occurred originally Neil and Neil and
- 24:08Dave Scott were on that flight. uh
- 24:10thought that it might be the AIA and
- 24:12they were trying to somehow you know
- 24:14slow the thing down. It was starting to
- 24:15make them roll and uh so they thought
- 24:18well we better get rid of the Gina. They
- 24:20had already completed a rendevous and
- 24:22docking and so they jettisoned the GINA
- 24:24and the the spin-up increased and it
- 24:26turned out finally that it was one of
- 24:28their thrusters that was firing and so
- 24:30they managed and they were very cool
- 24:31about this whole thing. They managed to
- 24:33uh to pull the circuit breaker, get the
- 24:35thruster off the line, and then using
- 24:37their uh the re-entry thrusters, which
- 24:40were only normally only used for
- 24:41re-entry, they were able to slow the
- 24:43vehicle down, and of course, they had to
- 24:45come back early.
- 24:46>> What happened in in mission control?
- 24:48What what's going on around you while
- 24:49all this is going on up there? And
- 24:51nobody's sure what what's going on.
- 24:53>> Well, everybody's trying to think up
- 24:55solutions of what the problems are. But
- 24:56we did. The problem hit us all of a
- 24:58sudden because when they came back into
- 25:00radio contact, well, they said, "Hey, I
- 25:03guess they use the old phrase long
- 25:05before 13, they we got a problem." And
- 25:07uh but I think they they managed to
- 25:10jettison the GINA and then determine
- 25:12their problem. And so it was sort of a
- 25:15an aftermath back at the control center.
- 25:17Uh because I don't think there was much
- 25:18that we could have done in the control
- 25:20center for a problem like that. If they
- 25:22kept spinning up faster and faster, then
- 25:23it would have been blacked out. But this
- 25:25was you realized after the fact because
- 25:28you didn't know it was happening then.
- 25:29Once they got around you realized they
- 25:31had a very serious problem.
- 25:32>> Oh yes. If they didn't uh correct the
- 25:34problem themselves, they would have been
- 25:35in deep trouble.
- 25:36>> Did that uh make you rethink uh anything
- 25:39about uh how safe or how unsafe this
- 25:43sort of thing is?
- 25:44>> No. Ron, it's surprising uh in this in
- 25:47this business. Uh that that problem was
- 25:49over there. You know, nothing's going to
- 25:50happen to me. Uh everything's fine.
- 25:52Don't worry about it. uh spaceflight is
- 25:55so interesting. the rewards far
- 25:57overshadow the risk and so that was that
- 26:00was my feeling
- 26:01>> that kind of test pilot mentality
- 26:03permeated everybody at NASA did it
- 26:05>> I think so I think the people who want
- 26:07to become astronauts at least in those
- 26:08days most of us were test pilots in
- 26:11those days uh had that sort of a
- 26:14curiosity and and adventure spirit to
- 26:17them that we were we were able to to
- 26:20take that in stride
- 26:21>> you were next assigned to back up the
- 26:23Jiminy 10 crew But Bassid and CE were
- 26:26killed.
- 26:27>> Yeah.
- 26:27>> And things changed. What happened after
- 26:29their death?
- 26:30>> Well, a sort of a fate. Uh we were
- 26:32backing up 10, but uh the nine backups
- 26:35became the prime backups. That was
- 26:37Stafford and Jean Cernin, I believe. So,
- 26:40uh we became the backups to nine. Uh and
- 26:44uh and then what we did was to uh become
- 26:48the prime crew for the last Geminy's
- 26:50flight. That was Geminy 12.
- 26:52>> Did you realize that was the last one?
- 26:54Was it the last one scheduled or?
- 26:56>> No, that was the last one.
- 26:57>> It was the last one scheduled.
- 26:58>> That was And I wasn't going to go on
- 26:59Gemini if uh if I was 10, you know, then
- 27:02Yeah.
- 27:03>> So, it gave you an opportunity to fly
- 27:04Gemini again.
- 27:05>> Yeah. And gave me a little bit of a
- 27:07command opportunity, which I wanted.
- 27:08>> And you were involved with the spacew
- 27:11walking mission on that. Talk about
- 27:12that. Uh that's very interesting because
- 27:15after Ed White's Geminy 4, which really
- 27:17didn't do much to learn about walking in
- 27:19space, uh they decided to do some pretty
- 27:22detailed uh work in outside the
- 27:25spacecraft. Started with uh really
- 27:27Gemini 9. They're going to have an AMU,
- 27:29an astronaut maneuvering unit, and it
- 27:31was in the back of the spacecraft. Gene
- 27:33Cernin was going to do the work on it.
- 27:35They got outside and tried to try to do
- 27:37the work and uh the hand holes were not
- 27:40good, the tow holes, he heated up, his
- 27:42his visor fogged over, he had trouble
- 27:45doing things which he could do easily in
- 27:47training and uh so eventually he came
- 27:49back into the spacecraft and they
- 27:51abandoned that. Uh they again attempted
- 27:53on 10, not not the MU but they attempted
- 27:55to do work on 10. What happened was that
- 27:58on nine and 10 and then eventually also
- 28:0011 when Dick Gordon was outside and he
- 28:02overheated and everything all of us
- 28:04forgot about one of Newton's third laws
- 28:06of motion to every action there's an
- 28:08equal and re uh reaction consequently
- 28:11when they went to touch the spacecraft
- 28:13the spacecraft repelled them you don't
- 28:15see that on Earth but you sure see that
- 28:16up in space in the zero gravity
- 28:18atmosphere when you have a big mass like
- 28:20the spacecraft and so when 12 rolled
- 28:23around they said let's devote a lot of
- 28:26time on 12 to find out how we can really
- 28:29work outside the spacecraft. And it just
- 28:31so happened that someone, I don't know
- 28:33who it was, said, "Well, how about
- 28:34underwater?" Wouldn't that give you sort
- 28:37of a uh an idea of zero gravity if we
- 28:40can make the astronaut neutally buoyant?
- 28:42And a space suit will work just as well
- 28:44underwater as it will in space. So NASA
- 28:47rented a a swimming pool in a boy's
- 28:50school up in Baltimore. Buzz and I went
- 28:53up there with the all the crew and we
- 28:56put Buzz in a space suit, got him in the
- 28:59water, made him neutally buoyant. I had
- 29:00communication with them and I sat on the
- 29:02side of the pool as if I was inside the
- 29:04spacecraft and we went through some of
- 29:07the basics. We had a crude mockup in the
- 29:09in the water itself, learning about
- 29:11working in space, learning about the
- 29:13proper hand holes and the proper tow
- 29:15holes uh to make sure that everything
- 29:17would work. And of course on 12 Buzz
- 29:19completed three spacew walks about five
- 29:22and a half hours I guess and you know
- 29:24everything we were supposed to do and
- 29:27and no problem at all. So it was a major
- 29:29turning point in the ability to work
- 29:31outside a spacecraft. But it also points
- 29:34out this sort of thing of somebody
- 29:35saying, "Hey, why don't we try a
- 29:36swimming pool?" Were there those people
- 29:38all along the way saying, "Hey, why
- 29:39don't we try this? Why don't we do
- 29:41that?"
- 29:41>> Yes. As a matter of fact, in NASA,
- 29:43there's a lot of people who uh use our
- 29:45imagination. And of course, it came to
- 29:47really uh the forefront of 13. But I
- 29:50mean, uh new ideas that was the whole
- 29:53idea of NASA, new ideas, what could we
- 29:55do differently? How can we do this? And
- 29:57there were a lot of mistakes. There were
- 29:58a lot of blind alleys we went up to.
- 30:01Perseverance though was was predominant
- 30:03in the program at the time. Let's keep
- 30:05on trying.
- 30:06>> Then comes uh the Apollo program and of
- 30:09course the Apollo fire. Uh do you recall
- 30:13where you were when you heard about the
- 30:14fire?
- 30:15>> Oh yes. Yes, very much so. I was in
- 30:17Washington DC at the White House. I uh
- 30:20was uh up there for the signing of the
- 30:23space treaty uh which essentially you
- 30:26know meant that space is available to
- 30:27everybody. there are no boundaries and
- 30:30uh also that astronauts uh if they have
- 30:33to land someplace else will be welcome
- 30:35rather than be treated as prisoners or
- 30:37something like that. And uh we had just
- 30:40finished that that thing at the White
- 30:41House and uh the four of us were going
- 30:43back to uh back to the hotel uh when we
- 30:47walked in and there was messages for us
- 30:50to call NASA back again and then they
- 30:51told us what had occurred and we spent
- 30:54the the night there. They said don't
- 30:56don't go outside. don't mingle around,
- 30:58you know, uh just just lose yourself.
- 31:01So, we did and uh and the next day we
- 31:03went home.
- 31:04>> You were assigned to to a panel to study
- 31:07what went wrong. What what was your
- 31:09study job? Uh yes, there were some 20
- 31:12panels plus the major major panel and
- 31:14then there's 20 sub panels and I was
- 31:17with uh uh Jack Swiker and I think it
- 31:19was Ron Evans that u we looked at how we
- 31:22can cope with in-flight emergencies,
- 31:24fires uh to see what we'd have to have
- 31:26on board or how we can what we could do
- 31:28for it. Uh very interesting uh uh
- 31:32investigation. I was in my past career,
- 31:35I was a uh safety officer in a squadron
- 31:37and went through aviation safety school.
- 31:39So some of the stuff I had learned back
- 31:41then I applied at that time.
- 31:45>> I I suppose the question that I need to
- 31:47ask in light of the fact that this is a
- 31:49very conservative, safety-minded bunch
- 31:52of people up to this point, how in the
- 31:54world did Apollo One happen?
- 31:57>> Well, I think you know when you look
- 31:59back on it, uh the the fire in Apollo
- 32:03one, we should have had plenty of
- 32:06warning ahead of time. We flew Mercury,
- 32:10we flew Gemini. All those spacecraft
- 32:13were tested on the ground by pumping in
- 32:15pure oxygen uh and so that they could
- 32:18breathe, you know, after the after the
- 32:20pre-b breathing because we flew at low
- 32:21pressures. Well, on the ground be
- 32:25because spacecraft leak, you always
- 32:27pressurize it about a pound per square
- 32:29inch higher than the ambient pressure.
- 32:31So on the ground we were they were at 16
- 32:34pounds per square inch were outside
- 32:37about 15 pure oxygen. Now for the all
- 32:41the Gemini flights the Mercury flights
- 32:43no problems but Apollo
- 32:47uh probably maybe due to the rush they
- 32:49were trying to do the block one was a
- 32:51disaster anyway. Uh and they pumped it
- 32:55up. We should have realized that you
- 32:56didn't have to put pure oxygen in that
- 32:58spacecraft. You should have put a
- 33:00mixture in anyway of oxygen and nitrogen
- 33:03because any anything will burn in pure
- 33:05oxygen as found out in the Apollo one
- 33:08fire.
- 33:10>> Was there also any of the case to be
- 33:12made for the fact that the contractors
- 33:14quit listening to the astronauts and
- 33:16said we don't need your input anymore?
- 33:20>> Uh in some respects what I remember in
- 33:22that particular aspect, one of the
- 33:24reviews we had out at uh North America
- 33:26at that time was the hatch. They're
- 33:28telling us how this hatch was built. It
- 33:30was in two sections. There was an outer
- 33:33section and an inner section. And the
- 33:35intersection was there because of the
- 33:36spacecraft pressure would always keep
- 33:38the thing sealed against the side. But
- 33:41if you ever had to get out of the thing
- 33:43on the ground, it was disaster. And even
- 33:46in space, if you had to do an emergency
- 33:49return from the lunar module to go into
- 33:50the hatch side, uh you had to take off
- 33:53two hatches to do it. I mean, and so we
- 33:56mentioned that we said, "You'd ought to
- 33:58have a single piece hatch here of some
- 33:59sort, something we could normally use
- 34:01and close." We had it in Geminy. I mean,
- 34:04you know, it it's not impossible to
- 34:06build one of those things. We had one
- 34:07built and tested in Geminy. Why don't
- 34:09you do it here in Apollo? Uh, but no one
- 34:12listened until, of course, the uh the
- 34:14fire started. And of course, there was a
- 34:15time constraint, I would suspect, too.
- 34:17And they were looking at, gee, they want
- 34:18to modify the spacecraft again. That
- 34:21also meant a longer time before
- 34:24anybody's going to fly again.
- 34:26>> Means a longer time before you're going
- 34:27to fly again means a longer time before
- 34:28anybody's going to fly again. Are you
- 34:30are you worried that maybe somebody's
- 34:32going to say, "Let's just forget the
- 34:33whole thing."
- 34:34>> Well, yeah. If you recall, the fire took
- 34:36place in 1967.
- 34:38We had a commitment made by President
- 34:40Kennedy that we would land a man on the
- 34:42moon and bring it back home safely
- 34:44before the end of the decade. And when
- 34:46the fire occurred in January of ' 67 and
- 34:48we didn't know really what it was going
- 34:50to do, everybody was really down in the
- 34:52dump saying, "Holy cow." So I'd have to
- 34:55admire the engineers, the technicians,
- 34:57and the scientists and everybody here
- 35:00who found out the problem and the
- 35:02contractor people who finally realized
- 35:04that, hey, let's get a new type of
- 35:06spacecraft. Let's build something that
- 35:08people really can use. That's what
- 35:11happened. By the time Apollo 8 came
- 35:13along, you were a backup to Mike
- 35:14Collins. Were you were you convinced
- 35:17then that the capsule was okay?
- 35:20>> Oh, yeah. Yeah, I was. I mean, you have
- 35:23to you have to go by faith. You have to
- 35:25you have to believe in what the people
- 35:27are going to hand you. You know, Al
- 35:29Shepard's old joke was, you know, how
- 35:31does it feel to sit on top of something
- 35:32built by the lowest bidder? But the
- 35:34lowest bidder was, you know, pretty
- 35:36expensive. But you have to believe that
- 35:38whole thing. And I did. I uh I was, you
- 35:41know, uh Mike's backup and spent a lot
- 35:44of my time up at uh at Boston uh working
- 35:47on the uh guidance system.
- 35:49>> Where were you when you found out that
- 35:50he had a bad back and couldn't go and
- 35:52you were going to go?
- 35:53>> I don't really recall where I was. I
- 35:55think I'd come back here and finally
- 35:57they said uh you know, I was his backup.
- 36:00So that was the the thing. And then and
- 36:01Mike had this bone spur and I think he
- 36:03held off as long as he could but I think
- 36:05his leg was getting numb. And so uh
- 36:08finally they they replaced me and uh and
- 36:10and I went you know faith has sort of
- 36:12strange things uh because I never
- 36:15expected it to be on Apollo 8. But I
- 36:18have to tell you that was the high point
- 36:19of my space career.
- 36:21>> But if you hadn't been that backup, you
- 36:23might have been on 11.
- 36:24>> Uh yes, I was assigned to 11. I was uh I
- 36:28was assigned to 11, but still I'd prefer
- 36:32eight to my my position on 11.
- 36:34>> Okay.
- 36:34>> Yeah. Uh 8 turns out to be a significant
- 36:38flight once it takes off, but when
- 36:40you're assigned to it, it's still not
- 36:42what it turned out to be, was it?
- 36:44>> No, still Earth orbital. And we are
- 36:46going to high up, we're going to do
- 36:474,000 miles so that we could test the
- 36:49lunar module, the command module, and
- 36:51then come back in a high rate of speed
- 36:52so that, you know, we could test the
- 36:54heat shield and things like that. Uh it
- 36:56wasn't, and I I recall this very
- 36:58vividly, the three of us were out at
- 36:59Downey at North America testing our
- 37:02spacecraft. Uh and uh Frank got a call
- 37:06to go back to uh uh to Houston. We So
- 37:10Bill and I still stayed out there. We
- 37:12were working out there and Frank came
- 37:14back again back to Downey and said
- 37:16things have changed. And we said they
- 37:19said what he said we're if everything
- 37:21goes all right with Apollo 7 uh will
- 37:25Apollo 8 will go to the moon. I was
- 37:26elated. I thought man this is great. I
- 37:29mean I already spent two weeks in in
- 37:31space in Geminy 7 with Frank Borman. I
- 37:33didn't want to spend another 11 days or
- 37:35something like that, you know, going
- 37:36around the Earth again. I said, "This is
- 37:38fantastic." And on the way back, on the
- 37:41way back on the T38, when it was my turn
- 37:43to sit in the back seat, either Bill or
- 37:45Frank were flying, I drew the Apollo 8
- 37:48insignia, you know, the the V-shaped
- 37:50thing with the Earth, the moon. So,
- 37:52>> that happened because of cold work
- 37:54considerations, did it not?
- 37:56>> Oh, yeah. Uh, well, two things occurred.
- 37:59the Luna module wasn't ready and the
- 38:01Luna module was supposed to go up there,
- 38:03you know, and be tested out. And also,
- 38:06as you probably know and is well known
- 38:07now, we had intelligence information
- 38:09that uh that the Russians were going to
- 38:11put people around the moon. They were
- 38:14really attempting to land people on the
- 38:15moon, but uh
- 38:17>> Okay, let's stop there and we'll pick
- 38:19up. Okay,
- 38:20>> this is tape two, James A. Levelville,
- 38:22Jr. Uh we were discussing Apollo 8 and
- 38:26the the politics behind Apollo 8. The
- 38:29Russians are going to try to land on the
- 38:30moon and trump everything America has
- 38:33done.
- 38:34>> Actually, the Russians, believe it or
- 38:36not, were interested in lunar landings
- 38:38about the same time we were and had
- 38:41tried all sorts of things to get there
- 38:43and were building a huge rocket called
- 38:44the N1. Built 10 of them, flew four,
- 38:48none was really successful. Some of them
- 38:50they flew even after we had landed. Uh
- 38:52but they were very persistent people and
- 38:54they thought that using a different type
- 38:56of a booster called the proton and a
- 38:58vehicle called ZH they could fly people
- 39:01just circumn the moon just go around it
- 39:05uh not not land or not even to orbit it
- 39:08and they were very you know close to
- 39:10actually doing that. Uh they had sent a
- 39:13couple spacecraft up, went around the
- 39:14moon. One was not successful, one was
- 39:16partially successful. The next one they
- 39:18the two cosminauts and I know them uh
- 39:20wanted to go and then they hesitated
- 39:22back and forth. The hierarchy argued
- 39:24should we set another unmanned or should
- 39:26we not? And when they did that on this
- 39:28side of the Atlantic uh bold leadership
- 39:31at this time, they said lunar module is
- 39:34not ready. Uh the command service module
- 39:36if it proves outpost 7 will be okay.
- 39:38Huntsville thinks the booster could be
- 39:40okay. And so they said, "Let's send
- 39:43Apollo 8 to the moon." And so that's how
- 39:45it came to pass. Uh we And then after we
- 39:48got to the moon, of course, the Russians
- 39:50said we never planned in the first
- 39:51place.
- 39:52>> As a as a rocket man and and you remind
- 39:55me that you were from the very beginning
- 39:57as a rocket man, did you think we can do
- 39:59that?
- 40:00>> Oh yes. Uh looking at the Saturn 5 and
- 40:02what it what it could do and this is of
- 40:04course not only the first flight to the
- 40:06moon, but the first flight first time we
- 40:08used the Saturn 5 booster.
- 40:11Tell me about the flight. Tell me about
- 40:13how you how you felt as you approached
- 40:15that moon and knew you were going to go
- 40:18around it.
- 40:19>> Well, my first sensation, of course, was
- 40:21not too far from the Earth because when
- 40:23we turned around, we could actually see
- 40:25the Earth start to shrink. Now, the
- 40:27highest anybody had ever been, I think,
- 40:29had been either I think it was Apollo or
- 40:31Gemini 11 up about 800 miles or
- 40:34something like that and back down again.
- 40:35And all of a sudden, you know, we're
- 40:37just just going down and it was it
- 40:40reminds me of of looking driving a or in
- 40:43a car looking out the back window going
- 40:45inside a tunnel and seeing the tunnel
- 40:47entrance shrink as it gets as you go
- 40:49farther into the tunnel. Uh and it was
- 40:53uh uh quite a quite a sensation to to
- 40:56think about, you know, and you had to
- 40:57pinch yourself, hey, we're really going
- 40:59to the moon. I mean, you know, this is
- 41:01it. Uh I was a navigator and it uh
- 41:04turned out that the navigation equipment
- 41:06was perfect. I mean it was just you
- 41:08couldn't ask for a better piece of
- 41:09navigation equipment.
- 41:10>> Were you guys just riding or do you have
- 41:11a lot of work to do?
- 41:12>> Oh we had a lot of work to do. I mean
- 41:13this was the first test of an actual
- 41:15lunar flight. Uh the vehicle had been
- 41:17tested before but you know we were all
- 41:19looking at it and we I I did a lot the
- 41:21navigation was something new for going
- 41:23out there. Uh but uh and we had a TV
- 41:27program uh when we got to the moon. Uh
- 41:30but then
- 41:32coming into the moon itself, the last
- 41:34day our blunt end was towards the moon
- 41:37and we didn't see it as it got bigger.
- 41:39Uh going out there, it's not it doesn't
- 41:42grow gradually like this. It stays sort
- 41:44of small for a while. All of a sudden,
- 41:46it gets bigger like this. That's that's
- 41:47what it appears like anyway. And our our
- 41:50blunt end was towards the moon. We
- 41:51didn't see it as it got bigger, but the
- 41:53ground called up and the mission control
- 41:56said, "Now at such and such a time," and
- 41:58they named it right down to the second,
- 42:00you lose communication with us because
- 42:01the moon's gravity will swing around to
- 42:03the far side. Right to the second, uh
- 42:07there was static in our earphones, no
- 42:09cal. And uh then of course we uh uh we
- 42:12lit the uh engine to slow down and we
- 42:15got into lunar orbit. And uh this is
- 42:18where we started to look at the moon,
- 42:19you know, and we all those nice things
- 42:21we said. And and by the way, I'll put
- 42:24everything to rest right now that coming
- 42:25around when we saw the earth coming up.
- 42:28Uh who took that famous earth rice
- 42:30picture. They made it into a stamp in
- 42:321969. Now you you might get a different
- 42:35view from Borman or from Anders, but
- 42:37I'll have to I have to tell you right
- 42:38now. Now you think I'm going to say that
- 42:40I took it. Now I but for 25 years I said
- 42:43that only to keep the the things going
- 42:45to keep us young and happy. Keep a
- 42:47little keep a little controversy in the
- 42:48game. Actually I think Anders took the
- 42:51picture. But you have to remember I was
- 42:54the director. I told him where to take
- 42:56it. I told him how to compose the
- 42:57picture. He just happened to have the
- 42:59telephoto lens.
- 43:01>> Everybody wants to be a director.
- 43:02>> I know.
- 43:04>> Tell me what you tell me what you
- 43:06thought when you're two two things. One
- 43:09is you're no longer connected to the
- 43:11earth. They you can't yell help. They
- 43:13can't tell you what to do. You're on
- 43:14your own. First time you've ever been up
- 43:16there when that's happened, right?
- 43:18>> Well, yes. Except in Gemini when we
- 43:20didn't have communication. But
- 43:22>> we're we're 200,000 mi. 240,000 mi away.
- 43:24>> You're 240,000 miles away from this
- 43:26place that's telling you what to do.
- 43:28Nobody's talking to you. Nobody can hear
- 43:29you. You're just looking at it. What do
- 43:32you think?
- 43:34We were so curious, so excited about
- 43:37being at the moon that we are like three
- 43:40school kids looking into a candy store
- 43:42window watching those ancient old
- 43:43craters go by from and we're only 60
- 43:45miles above the surface that we we
- 43:48didn't have any kind of feeling at least
- 43:50myself of you know fear or or if you
- 43:55know are we going to get back or not. It
- 43:57was just just to be there was such an
- 44:00exciting moment uh that you know would
- 44:04have done it all the time. I felt very
- 44:06very uh uh honored and lucky to be
- 44:09there.
- 44:10>> That uh that particular Christmas 1968
- 44:14uh was the end of a tumultuous year
- 44:20really a tumultuous time in American
- 44:23history and there was a very salutoy
- 44:26effect on this country and the world
- 44:28because of your flight. Did you
- 44:29anticipate that?
- 44:31>> At the time we didn't know what the
- 44:33effect of the flight would be. We didn't
- 44:34know whether the flight was going to be
- 44:36successful or not. But you're absolutely
- 44:38right. Uh you know with riots and
- 44:41assassinations and the war going on, I
- 44:44was part of a thing that finally gave an
- 44:46uplift to the American people about
- 44:48doing something positive which was
- 44:50really uh that's why I say poll was
- 44:53really the high point of my space
- 44:54career. There are people in NASA who
- 44:56will say it's the high point of NASA's
- 44:58career that the landing of course is
- 44:59what we were shooting for. But that
- 45:01proved that you could do all the things
- 45:03that everybody said you could do.
- 45:05>> Yeah. I uh I I sort of lean that way. Uh
- 45:07on Apollo 11, I was uh honored to be
- 45:10with Lindberg uh watching the launch
- 45:13from the Cape, you know, as a go and I
- 45:15said to I said to General Lindberg, I
- 45:18said, "Isn't this really apppropo? I
- 45:21mean, this is this is the most
- 45:22auspicious moment. these people are
- 45:24going to go up there and they're going
- 45:25to land on the moon. And Lindberg looked
- 45:27at me and said, "Well, yes, to a certain
- 45:28degree." He said, "But Apollo 8 was the
- 45:30real charger of this whole program."
- 45:33>> Uh, how did you how did you choose that
- 45:36Christmas message that you all
- 45:37delivered?
- 45:39>> Uh, good story. uh the Christmas message
- 45:42uh when we determined first of all that
- 45:45we would get and burn into the lunar
- 45:49orbit on Christmas Eve, we thought, boy,
- 45:53we something's got to be appropriate to
- 45:55say. We we ought to say something. What
- 45:56What can we say? Uh and we couldn't
- 45:59think of anything. Then there was a
- 46:00fellow that I think Borman knew. His
- 46:02name was Cyborg. Uh he was with the US
- 46:05information agency. I think had gone
- 46:07with them some of the astronauts around
- 46:08on their trips. uh Frank asked him could
- 46:11he come up with something appropriate.
- 46:13Well, he couldn't, but he knew another
- 46:15person. I think it was a newspaper man.
- 46:17I forget his name. Uh that he said,
- 46:20"Okay, I'll think it over. I'll try to
- 46:22see what I can do." And he was working
- 46:24almost all night trying to think
- 46:26appropriate words. And his wife came
- 46:27down and said, "Why don't you have them
- 46:29read something from the Bible?" And they
- 46:32said, "Well, that's, you know, the the
- 46:33New Testament." No, she says, "The Old
- 46:35Testament. read it from the because you
- 46:38know this will be very appropriate and
- 46:40most of the people in the world will be
- 46:41listening in and most of the people in
- 46:43the world are not Christian. So that's
- 46:45how it came to pass. They said the first
- 46:4710 verses of Genesis which is really the
- 46:49foundation of many of the world's
- 46:51religions and that's how it got started.
- 46:53>> And you're sitting there looking as
- 46:55you're reading and God created the
- 46:56heavens and the earth
- 46:58>> was without form and void and darkness
- 47:00was on the and and and it must have been
- 47:03almost mystical to your feeling. It was.
- 47:06And at the same time, we had this sort
- 47:08of now rudimentary TV camera, black and
- 47:10white camera that was pointing out the
- 47:11window, watching the craters go by and
- 47:14slowly slipping into daylight.
- 47:16>> Yeah.
- 47:16>> Oh, I remember it was it was a it was a
- 47:19marvelous time for for America and the
- 47:21world, but a particularly marvelous
- 47:23Christmas time after what had been a
- 47:25terrible year. Let me uh let me go to uh
- 47:28Apollo 11. You're you're the you're the
- 47:30backup on 11.
- 47:32>> I was the backup commander on 11. Uh my
- 47:36philosophy is never miss a chance. I
- 47:39mean if I had a chance to be the first
- 47:41person to land on the moon, I was going
- 47:42to take it. It was the natural
- 47:44competition among all of us. But uh
- 47:47being back up is something I thought,
- 47:48well, there's an opportunity. I was I
- 47:50was a backup on Apollo 8. I got to fly
- 47:52Apollo 8. So uh I went to 11. Uh I think
- 47:57Frank thought I was crazy. Uh but I
- 48:00thought, hey, that's what I'm going to
- 48:01be doing. And so, uh, I I went through
- 48:04the whole thing with him.
- 48:05>> What was what was the feeling among the
- 48:06astronaut corps when when everybody
- 48:08realized Neil Armstrong got the
- 48:11>> Well, I think everybody, you know,
- 48:13resigned to the fact that Neil was going
- 48:14to going to go and uh and of course
- 48:16being a civilian, I maybe that was a
- 48:18good choice. We were either Air Force or
- 48:19Navy and uh there was no military
- 48:23implication to this this landing. So, uh
- 48:25so Neil actually went so someone had to
- 48:28go.
- 48:28>> Did that figure into it, you think?
- 48:30I don't think so because uh all the
- 48:33flights before 11 were chy. If if if
- 48:36eight proved out to be uh needed more
- 48:38training or was a disaster or then nine
- 48:41came or nine had something wrong with
- 48:43the lunar module uh you know or if
- 48:46everything went fine, you know, if 10
- 48:48had a full lunar module, they could have
- 48:49landed.
- 48:50>> Yeah.
- 48:51>> Okay, let's go to 13.
- 48:53>> Yeah. the uh that has reached almost
- 48:56mythic proportions because of the uh the
- 48:59book the movie and uh all about that u I
- 49:06I want to try to separate a little myth
- 49:07from reality here or maybe add to the
- 49:09myth I don't know which we'll do we'll
- 49:11do whichever you want to do okay
- 49:12>> we'll make it reality
- 49:13>> all right okay uh you that was not
- 49:16supposed to be your flight right
- 49:18>> no I was assigned to Apollo 14 uh
- 49:21because uh in the time period of the
- 49:24earlier flights, Al Shepard who had been
- 49:27grounded with a uh a miner syndrome or
- 49:30something like that in his ear and uh
- 49:33losing his balance. Uh finally he went
- 49:35to California at the suggestion of Tom
- 49:38Stafford who knew about a doctor out
- 49:41there who could cure this or could
- 49:43operate. So Al said, "Hey, you know,
- 49:45another I'm I want to go fly again. I
- 49:48I'll try anything." So he went out there
- 49:49and by gosh, he got ungrounded. Uh and
- 49:52so he came back. Now you have to realize
- 49:54that Al Shepard was a the ultimate
- 49:56politician, very wellrespected first
- 49:59flight he did. So he talked NASA into
- 50:02giving him talk Deal into giving him the
- 50:05very next flight which was Apollo 13.
- 50:07And then after he started working 13 and
- 50:10I was getting my crew together for 14,
- 50:13uh I think that the NASA hierarchy, not
- 50:16Dee, I think the NASA had second
- 50:18thoughts and they said, "Look at Al's
- 50:20been grounded for what, eight or nine
- 50:21years and you're going to give him the
- 50:23very next flight and he only made a 15
- 50:25subminute suborbital flight into space.
- 50:27Now come on, let's get serious about
- 50:29this thing." So Dee said, "Okay, I'll
- 50:33slip him one." And so one day when I was
- 50:35training for 14, Dee came in and said,
- 50:37Jim, uh, how would you like to take 13
- 50:40and we'll give Shepherd 14? I was
- 50:43delighted. I said, "Hey, yes." I mean,
- 50:46I, you know, I was on eight, back up on
- 50:4911. Uh, and I'm all set to go. I mean,
- 50:53you know, I need the training. I need to
- 50:54know where I'm going to, you know, all
- 50:56the experiments and things like that.
- 50:58Uh, but I'm ready. Uh, so that's how it
- 51:01came to pass.
- 51:03Can you uh can you put to bed or add to
- 51:06the uh story that one hears that you
- 51:09guys would kill your grandmother, get a
- 51:11flight, and there was a great deal of
- 51:13heavy competition between all of you for
- 51:15those jobs?
- 51:16>> Well, I could put to bed the fact that
- 51:18it was aggressive, but it wasn't that
- 51:20aggressive. I mean, the the people that
- 51:22really controlled it was Delayton.
- 51:25uh he was the person and then he he put
- 51:27his suggestions up to Chris Craft or to
- 51:31uh Bob Gilro at the time and that went
- 51:34up to up and you know unless unless
- 51:36there was some real reason why not to uh
- 51:39not to make a change I think that that's
- 51:41stood and and if you look at the
- 51:43rotation
- 51:44pretty much we were in a rotational mode
- 51:47you know I was uh originally on Apollo
- 51:4911 and uh Mike was on eight and then he
- 51:53just you know and I was back up on
- 51:55eighth, you know, then go into 11. So,
- 51:56it was just a rotationary period with
- 51:59new people eventually feeding in. So, uh
- 52:02so Dee really held the whole uh the
- 52:05whole ball of wax as far as selection
- 52:07goes, I think. And uh and but there was
- 52:09competition. You know, people were
- 52:10disappointed that they couldn't get on.
- 52:11Some people thought that they should and
- 52:13and other people, you know, uh had too
- 52:16many maybe.
- 52:17>> So, the commander is bumped from 13 and
- 52:20you take over.
- 52:22>> Yes.
- 52:22>> And another member of the crew at the
- 52:25last minute is bumped and somebody else
- 52:27comes in.
- 52:28>> Well, yes. Just four days before we were
- 52:30to take off on Apollo 13, you know, the
- 52:33doctors discovered, well, Charlie Duke
- 52:35came down with the measles. He was the
- 52:37backup lunar module pilot. I guess he
- 52:39came down with the measles. And uh and
- 52:42so, you know, he had been working with
- 52:44us all the time. And so, all of a
- 52:45sudden, the the doctor said, "Oh gosh,
- 52:48all these guys have been exposed to the
- 52:49measles and they're all going to come
- 52:50down with them about the time they're
- 52:51orbiting to the moon. It's really going
- 52:52to be disaster." So they went in to look
- 52:54at our blood work before we even knew
- 52:56anything about this and found out that
- 52:58the indications were and Hayes and I had
- 53:01measles when we were kids and you know
- 53:03our kids had the measles and so we are
- 53:06immune to the disease. Ken Madley was a
- 53:08bachelor, never been married, never had
- 53:10any kids and certainly never had the
- 53:12measles and so they bumped Ken and put
- 53:15Jack on board uh who was his backup. Now
- 53:20very fortunately you know the movie
- 53:22shows you a little bit different. Let me
- 53:23give you the reality here. Uh Jack
- 53:26happened to have written the malfunction
- 53:28procedures for the command module. So he
- 53:30knew the command module pretty good. He
- 53:33it is true he had not trained for the
- 53:35last month and a half because normally
- 53:36the backup crew in that that stage are
- 53:39the gophers. You know they get the hotel
- 53:40rooms for the guests. They do this they
- 53:42do that. Uh but we tr after we trained
- 53:45for about two days with Jack mainly to
- 53:48see because when we were by ourselves
- 53:50when he was by himself and we were
- 53:51coming up to rendevous and all that that
- 53:53we we knew how each other would act and
- 53:56everything because training with
- 53:58somebody for a long period of time I
- 53:59knew even the inflections on Ken's voice
- 54:01coming up you know how he was doing
- 54:03things. Uh but Jack proved out to be a
- 54:05very very competent pilot. But didn't it
- 54:08worry you when when Mattingly was
- 54:10scrubbed and and Jack goes in? Oh, yeah.
- 54:12Had to scare you to death.
- 54:13>> Oh, yeah. Because Yeah. Yeah. When when
- 54:14when Mattingley was scrubbed uh and and
- 54:17and Jack hadn't really been part of the
- 54:19team, uh we thought, you know, because
- 54:21we had worked such close together as a
- 54:24team, but uh uh we had already slipped
- 54:27the flight once from March to April. Uh
- 54:30and uh and the two days we worked with
- 54:32Jack, he appeared perfectly comfortable
- 54:35with the the vehicle. And uh so I said
- 54:38go because they they came to me
- 54:40privately and said are you happy? Are
- 54:41you satisfied? You do you want to go?
- 54:43And I said sure.
- 54:45>> Did you just want to go or were you
- 54:46happy and satisfied?
- 54:47>> Oh I was happy and satisfied they were
- 54:49going to go. Normally on the first two
- 54:51flights to the moon they they they they
- 54:53tell the crew privately now look at if
- 54:55anything goes wrong don't worry about
- 54:57it. Come back we'll give you the very
- 54:58next flight. That was on Apollo 11.
- 55:00Apollo 12 they got Conra's group. Don't
- 55:02worry about it. Don't take a chance. You
- 55:04know, we'll give you the very next
- 55:06flight. They didn't say anything on
- 55:07Apollo 13.
- 55:11>> Did it. You're obviously you're not
- 55:13superstitious.
- 55:15>> Uh, no, I'm not superstitious now. And I
- 55:17wasn't then, although the coincidence is
- 55:21uh
- 55:21>> 13th hour of the 13th, Apollo 13
- 55:24>> 13 takes off and it explodes on the
- 55:2613th.
- 55:26>> Yes.
- 55:27>> Uh, an interesting sideline.
- 55:30Apollo 13 was the last spacecraft to my
- 55:34knowledge that was ever ever had the
- 55:35number 13. If you look at the history of
- 55:38all the Apollo on spacecraft, all the
- 55:41shuttles and all the orbiters and all
- 55:42that, they're all something like 41G 53L
- 55:46or something like that. There is no 13.
- 55:48NASA will claim that they are absolutely
- 55:50not superstitious, but I'll bet you my
- 55:52last dollar, they'll never name another
- 55:54spacecraft as long as this place stays
- 55:56alive. 13.
- 55:57>> The launch was perfect. Everything went
- 55:59well.
- 56:00>> Saturn 5 worked fine up to the second
- 56:01stage.
- 56:03>> And so what's happening here?
- 56:04>> Well, then the center engine of our our
- 56:06second stage of our uh vehicle shut down
- 56:092 minutes early, probably due to a high
- 56:11vibration, which we have a safety
- 56:12feature. We shut it off. And for a while
- 56:14there, we thought, boy, is there a
- 56:16crisis? Is there a is there a problem
- 56:18with this thing? Do we have enough fuel?
- 56:19Do we have enough power to get into
- 56:20Earth orbit, then kick ourselves around
- 56:22to go all the way to the moon? Well,
- 56:24very fortunately, the folks at
- 56:25Huntsville overbuilt the vehicle and we
- 56:28did. We have enough fuel. Took us about
- 56:31a an extra minute and a half to get into
- 56:33Earth orbit, but we still had enough
- 56:35fuel on the third stage to go all the
- 56:37way to the moon.
- 56:38>> But the crisis is over. No problem.
- 56:39>> Yeah, we thought that was the crisis.
- 56:41That's it.
- 56:41>> Because almost every flight even today
- 56:44probably has something happens.
- 56:46Experiment doesn't work, instrument
- 56:47fails, something you know, something
- 56:49goes wrong. Uh, and we thought, hey,
- 56:51that's our I told the guys, "Hey, that's
- 56:53our crisis." And look at, we got rid of
- 56:54it. We're on our way.
- 56:56>> So, you're out you're out how long
- 56:59before uh the accident happened.
- 57:02>> Uh, we were out two days before the
- 57:03accident happens. But 30 hours after we
- 57:05took off, we got on to a different
- 57:07course because the course we were on
- 57:08originally was called a free return
- 57:10course to allow us get back to the
- 57:12Earth. But, uh, about 30 hours, we we
- 57:14changed course to land at this place. We
- 57:17we're going to land at a place called
- 57:18Fra Maro. So the sunlight would be in
- 57:19the proper position to see the shadows.
- 57:22Uh and then two days out on this hybrid
- 57:25course, the explosion occurs.
- 57:27>> You're just getting ready to go to
- 57:28sleep. Am I right?
- 57:29>> Yep. Yeah. The uh we have just finished
- 57:32a TV program. That was the last thing
- 57:34that evening. I think it was either 9 or
- 57:3610:00 back here in Houston. And I'm
- 57:38coming back down through the tunnel and
- 57:40suddenly there's a hiss bang and the
- 57:42spacecraft rocks back and forth and
- 57:43lights come on and jets fire and uh
- 57:46looked at Hayes to see if he knew what
- 57:48caused it. He had no idea. Looked at
- 57:51Jack Swikard. He had no idea. And then
- 57:54of course things started to happen.
- 57:56>> What started to happen?
- 57:58>> Well, they went in various sequence. The
- 57:59light came on. Something's wrong with
- 58:00the electrical system. We start we
- 58:02eventually lost two fuel cells. Couldn't
- 58:04get them back. Uh then we saw our oxygen
- 58:07being depleted. One tank was completely
- 58:09gone. The other tank has started to go
- 58:10down. Then I looked out the window and
- 58:12we saw gas escaping from the rear end of
- 58:14my spacecraft.
- 58:15>> Well, you didn't you didn't see that now
- 58:17for about according to the record for 14
- 58:21minutes before you saw the gas coming.
- 58:22>> Oh, yeah. Yeah.
- 58:23>> Okay. Yeah. Let me let me go back. Okay.
- 58:25I just blew you up. I don't have time to
- 58:26see the gas yet. You just blew up.
- 58:29>> You don't know what's going on?
- 58:31>> Have no idea.
- 58:32>> No. You say, "Houston, we got a
- 58:33problem."
- 58:34>> Yeah.
- 58:34>> Okay. And what did Houston say?
- 58:37>> Well, first of all, it was Jack that
- 58:38said, "Houston, we got a problem." Okay.
- 58:40And Houston said, "Say again, please."
- 58:43And I say, "Houston, we have a problem.
- 58:44We have a main BB bus undervolt." Now,
- 58:47that was a case of electrical system.
- 58:49And about that time, Hayes yelled down.
- 58:52He said, "You know, during training, we
- 58:54had a problem with one of those fuel
- 58:55cells. This might be our big problem.
- 58:57It's electrical problem." And so, we
- 59:00looked at the fuel cells for what we
- 59:01were looking to see. And pretty soon you
- 59:03they got back online then all of a
- 59:05sudden they died again. Uh and then uh
- 59:08at one time the oxygen tank gauge went
- 59:12full high then it went full down
- 59:14>> and we didn't know is that a you know
- 59:16instrument problem because obviously we
- 59:18couldn't lose all the oxygen and you
- 59:20know this went back and forth. What we
- 59:22and another thing we tried to do we
- 59:24didn't know if something hit us. Uh, the
- 59:27first thing we really did was try to put
- 59:30the hatch back between the lunar module
- 59:32and the command module because we
- 59:34noticed that the command module was
- 59:35okay, but if the lunar module got a hit,
- 59:38uh, we slowly lose all the oxy inside
- 59:40the spacecraft. And so I said, Jack,
- 59:43close the hatch. Jack went up there to
- 59:44try to close that, he couldn't do it. I
- 59:46said, I so I went up there to try to
- 59:48close it. I couldn't do it. So I said,
- 59:50"Hey, let's forget it. You know, secure
- 59:53it to a couch. if if if the Luna module
- 59:55was hit, we'd be dead by now anyway. And
- 59:58that's that started the whole sequence
- 59:59of events. Then we started going look at
- 1:00:00the instruments and things slowly
- 1:00:02deteriorated. We looked at the gauges
- 1:00:04and then of course we looked out the
- 1:00:05window.
- 1:00:07>> You look out the window and you see
- 1:00:09something and then you then you know did
- 1:00:11you know what that was you were seeing?
- 1:00:13>> Didn't take much intelligence on my part
- 1:00:15to realize that the gas escape from the
- 1:00:16rear end of the needle on my second and
- 1:00:19last tank were one of the same and very
- 1:00:21surely we'd be out of oxygen.
- 1:00:24At this point, what did you do?
- 1:00:28>> Uh, well, we were we're trying to figure
- 1:00:30out how much time we had. Do we have
- 1:00:32enough time? You know, is this a gauge
- 1:00:34problem? I mean, are we we're talking to
- 1:00:36the ground? Uh, and by that time, uh, I
- 1:00:39think we're losing the third fuel cell.
- 1:00:42And, you know, the oxygen fed the third
- 1:00:43fuel cell anyway. If we were going to
- 1:00:45log, we're going to lose the fuel cell.
- 1:00:47Uh, and about that time we were thinking
- 1:00:49about, hey, the lunar module, maybe we
- 1:00:53ought to try to use it somehow, you
- 1:00:55know, it get back in there at least to
- 1:00:57protect ourselves because it has oxygen
- 1:00:59inside.
- 1:01:00>> Had you ever thought of it as a
- 1:01:01lifeboat?
- 1:01:02>> I never did. Uh there had been work done
- 1:01:06uh in some of the previous simulations
- 1:01:09of using it but basically using it as an
- 1:01:13emergency vehicle around the moon in
- 1:01:15case something happened to the command
- 1:01:16module. Say say the engine you know
- 1:01:19fired too much or didn't fire enough and
- 1:01:20we were some strange orbit about the
- 1:01:22moon to use the lunar module's decent
- 1:01:24engine to straighten things out. But we
- 1:01:26never thought about trying to use the
- 1:01:28Luna module for a 4day mission to get
- 1:01:31back to the Earth because the Luna
- 1:01:33module was only built to last 45 hours.
- 1:01:36Only built to support two people. And
- 1:01:38you know, here we are 200,000 miles from
- 1:01:40Earth and 90 hours from Earth.
- 1:01:42>> 240,000 miles from Earth.
- 1:01:44>> Yeah. Yeah.
- 1:01:45>> And did you
- 1:01:49I I know what your answer is, but I have
- 1:01:50to ask you anyway. Did did you think at
- 1:01:53any time that you were going to be a
- 1:01:54perpetual monument to the space program,
- 1:01:56the three of you floating around out
- 1:01:57there forever?
- 1:01:59>> The thought crossed our mind that we
- 1:02:02were in deep trouble. Uh but we never
- 1:02:04dwelled on it. We never we never, you
- 1:02:08know, sort of gave up and said, "What
- 1:02:10what's going to happen if we don't get
- 1:02:11back? Where are we going to be?" My
- 1:02:13thoughts were this. if if everything
- 1:02:16failed and we still had life support in
- 1:02:19the lunar module but we couldn't get
- 1:02:21back to the earth you know the heat
- 1:02:23shield was damaged or or we just went
- 1:02:26past the earth because the orbit we are
- 1:02:27on would take us past the earth uh it
- 1:02:30was close to the point of a push been
- 1:02:32about 40,000 miles I said that we will
- 1:02:35send back information we'll keep on
- 1:02:37operating as long as we can and then
- 1:02:41that's the end of the deal uh so that
- 1:02:43was that was what I had planned to do in
- 1:02:47my mind should uh you know should
- 1:02:50something happen. People often ask you
- 1:02:52know this poison pill deal is
- 1:02:53ridiculous.
- 1:02:55>> Tell me about that. You didn't have
- 1:02:56anything to kill yourself with.
- 1:02:59>> Well, all we had to do was load up the
- 1:03:00uh cabin vent. Yeah. And you know that's
- 1:03:03Yeah. We could go on just like that. So
- 1:03:05So why why bother even bother carrying
- 1:03:07poison pills? You know.
- 1:03:08>> Did did the three of you at any time
- 1:03:10have any conversation about the fact
- 1:03:12that we bought the farm? We never did.
- 1:03:15We never admitted to ourselves that,
- 1:03:18hey, we're not going to make it. Well,
- 1:03:21the only one time when when Fred looked
- 1:03:23at the after the Luna module and found
- 1:03:25out we had about 45 hours worth of power
- 1:03:28and we were 90 hours from home, he says
- 1:03:30I think he said something like, "I don't
- 1:03:32think we're going to make it the way we
- 1:03:33are right now." And I said, "Fred, oh, I
- 1:03:34agree with you. Uh, the what we're doing
- 1:03:37now isn't going to hack it."
- 1:03:38>> How did the ground sound to you at that
- 1:03:40time?
- 1:03:42Well, they first of all they started up
- 1:03:43and you know uh I we we shut down
- 1:03:46everything we could when we had the
- 1:03:48explosion. They said uh and we this was
- 1:03:50after we saw the oxygen and they said uh
- 1:03:52yeah we got a lot of guys working on it
- 1:03:54down here. Uh we'll help you out. Thanks
- 1:03:57a lot.
- 1:03:59But I have to tell you that's when they
- 1:04:00started getting that teamwork together.
- 1:04:02>> Let me uh let me let me check off some
- 1:04:04things here that that I would think
- 1:04:05about. Uh oxygen first of all. You
- 1:04:07weren't worried you had enough oxygen
- 1:04:09did you not?
- 1:04:10We didn't have hard any in the main
- 1:04:12tanks of the lunar of the command
- 1:04:13module. We did have in the lunar module
- 1:04:15oxygen plus the fact we had oxygen in
- 1:04:17the backpacks which you know we're not
- 1:04:20going to use on the lunar service so we
- 1:04:21could tap into that.
- 1:04:22>> Yeah. Okay. So you we can breathe.
- 1:04:25>> We can breathe.
- 1:04:26>> Okay. Uh electricity
- 1:04:29>> power used batteries and lunar module
- 1:04:31good for 45 hours. That's that was the
- 1:04:33normal use of the oxygen or the of the
- 1:04:36electricity.
- 1:04:36>> Water.
- 1:04:37>> Water was important too. not just a
- 1:04:39drink, but we had to cool all of our
- 1:04:41electronic systems. And so water was uh
- 1:04:43was very critical, more so than the
- 1:04:45oxygen. Of
- 1:04:47>> course, later on we turned on all the
- 1:04:48electrical equipment anyway.
- 1:04:49>> But you you almost dehydrated through
- 1:04:52this whole thing when you got back, did
- 1:04:53you not?
- 1:04:53>> Well, yeah, because uh uh because of a
- 1:04:57edict that I put out by reducing the
- 1:04:59water intake to to make sure we had
- 1:05:01plenty of water for our systems. I
- 1:05:03probably went overboard in that and uh
- 1:05:05we we probably could have used a little
- 1:05:06bit more water.
- 1:05:07>> Food.
- 1:05:08>> Didn't think about it. Absolutely did
- 1:05:11not think about food.
- 1:05:12>> You had four days. You got to think
- 1:05:13about something.
- 1:05:14>> I know. We went up there and, you know,
- 1:05:15we grabbed something and whatever it
- 1:05:17was, whoseever it was, we ate it. The
- 1:05:20hot dogs, you know, the movie was
- 1:05:22correct. The hot dogs were frozen. I did
- 1:05:25get uh Jack up there to get all the
- 1:05:27water out of the command module. either
- 1:05:29I put it in orange juice bags or
- 1:05:31something like that so that before it
- 1:05:33froze and to you know have enough water
- 1:05:35down there for that and so that's what
- 1:05:37he did.
- 1:05:38>> How uncomfortable was it?
- 1:05:40>> Cold and clammy they uh it was uh very
- 1:05:45sort of clammy uh very cold temperature
- 1:05:48kept dropping all the way down because
- 1:05:49we normally would keep the temperature
- 1:05:51normal or by by balancing the heat load
- 1:05:54from the electrical systems. Uh, and
- 1:05:57people often ask, and I thought about it
- 1:05:59too. Should we put on our space suits?
- 1:06:02And then I thought against that because
- 1:06:04they've been very bulky with three of
- 1:06:05us. You know, Luna module was only built
- 1:06:07for two people.
- 1:06:07>> Not room enough.
- 1:06:08>> Not room enough. And also, uh, that it's
- 1:06:11it'd be clammy, it's rubberized, and if
- 1:06:14we started to persspire inside and it's
- 1:06:15cold outside, uh, that wouldn't be too
- 1:06:18good. Anyway, uh, Hayes and I did put on
- 1:06:20our Luna boots. We we put those on. Poor
- 1:06:23Jack didn't have any. And so and then we
- 1:06:25had a leak in the water system a little
- 1:06:27bit and we got a little bit of water in
- 1:06:29there. So
- 1:06:30>> the uh the inside of the place is
- 1:06:33there's moisture all over everything.
- 1:06:35The last place you want to see moisture
- 1:06:37collect.
- 1:06:38>> That's right. Especially in the command
- 1:06:40module which was really dark and clammy.
- 1:06:43Nothing in there. Not even body heat
- 1:06:44because most of us spent our time in the
- 1:06:45lunar module. Uh it was bad. the uh the
- 1:06:50jerryrig box for the the lithium hydro
- 1:06:54hydroxide. Yeah. Is that what it's
- 1:06:55called?
- 1:06:55>> Yeah. There
- 1:06:56>> that has everybody talks about that.
- 1:06:58Tell me the truth about that.
- 1:07:00>> Well, the truth is that what you saw in
- 1:07:02the movie is pretty pretty much the
- 1:07:04truth. What happened was in the lunar
- 1:07:07module and which we didn't think about
- 1:07:08at the time but some of the people at
- 1:07:10Cruise Systems did that the round
- 1:07:13canisters
- 1:07:14were devised developed to support two
- 1:07:17people for two days and that they were
- 1:07:21round and that they were lithium
- 1:07:23hydroxide that remove the carbon
- 1:07:24dioxide. Now they were becoming
- 1:07:27saturated and the partial pressure of of
- 1:07:30carbon dioxide was rising. Something
- 1:07:32that we didn't really notice at first,
- 1:07:35but ground started to notice it and they
- 1:07:37started to try to figure out what they
- 1:07:38could do. Now in the dead command
- 1:07:41module, they used in their environmental
- 1:07:44system square canisters.
- 1:07:47Had plenty of them, but you can't put a
- 1:07:50square canister in the round hole of the
- 1:07:53lunar module system. big engineering
- 1:07:55goof. Why we had square there, we had
- 1:07:58round over there, we'll never know. So,
- 1:08:00what the Groove Systems came up with was
- 1:08:03how to juryrig a square canister to work
- 1:08:06in the Luna module. We did it with tape,
- 1:08:08plastic, cardboard, and an old sock. And
- 1:08:11by gosh, it worked.
- 1:08:14>> They called up to you and say, "Take a
- 1:08:16piece of tape about as long as your arm
- 1:08:17or
- 1:08:17>> Yeah. Well, they first of all, they
- 1:08:18said, "Take take a piece of duct tape
- 1:08:20about three feet." Well, maybe long as
- 1:08:22your arm.
- 1:08:22>> Yeah. And so that's what we did.
- 1:08:24>> Okay.
- 1:08:24>> And uh
- 1:08:25>> you're saying for what?
- 1:08:26>> Yeah. And essentially Jack and I started
- 1:08:30to build this thing and we we just
- 1:08:32according to the instructions. So the
- 1:08:33instructions were very explicit and it
- 1:08:35was a great job. And if you look at the
- 1:08:38the one that the crew systems had made
- 1:08:40to show the people in the control center
- 1:08:42and you look at the one that's hanging
- 1:08:43on the lunar module wall, they're
- 1:08:46identical.
- 1:08:48All this time you have all of you must
- 1:08:52have serious sleep deprivation problems.
- 1:08:55I mean you guys got to be just dog
- 1:08:57tired.
- 1:08:58>> Yeah. Actual sleep was very very
- 1:09:00limited. Uh maybe I had one hour if you
- 1:09:03want to count it in 40. You we try to
- 1:09:05sleep up in the command module. A funny
- 1:09:08phenomena though. If you go in the dead
- 1:09:10command module and no one else is around
- 1:09:12and you stay very quiet, your body heats
- 1:09:15up the air next to you because in zero
- 1:09:19gravity there's no convection so hot air
- 1:09:21doesn't rise so it doesn't bring in cold
- 1:09:23air. Your body it's like a little
- 1:09:25blanket.
- 1:09:26>> Uh but you know it worked to a little
- 1:09:28degree. We found out though that sleep
- 1:09:30is something that you could get a few
- 1:09:32winks of and then then and be relaxed
- 1:09:35again. For instance, even on duty, I'd
- 1:09:37put my fingers like this and I close my
- 1:09:39eyes and maybe I'd fall asleep for a
- 1:09:40minute or two, wake up and I'd be okay
- 1:09:42again. Uh, so it's a it's, you know,
- 1:09:45catching little naps at a time.
- 1:09:47>> Were you did you allow everybody to
- 1:09:48sleep at once or did you try to sleep?
- 1:09:50>> No, we all had someone stayed on duty.
- 1:09:52>> You had to somebody had to stay awake
- 1:09:53all night.
- 1:09:53>> Yeah, we we kept somebody on awake and
- 1:09:55usually it was Fred by himself and Jack
- 1:09:57and I try to get some sleep. we uh we
- 1:09:59get to the point where uh where things
- 1:10:01are as under control as they're going to
- 1:10:03get for a while, but you got to figure
- 1:10:05out something to see so you know when to
- 1:10:08fire your thrusters and there's a
- 1:10:11there's a telescope, an atto in here,
- 1:10:12and you're supposed to find a star with
- 1:10:14it. Is that right?
- 1:10:15>> Well, there's two things about the
- 1:10:16telescope.
- 1:10:17>> Okay.
- 1:10:18uh when we are going to come around and
- 1:10:20we're going to make a second burn this a
- 1:10:22speed up burn to come home we are
- 1:10:25worried that I made a mistake including
- 1:10:29myself was worried of transferring the
- 1:10:31angle data from the command modules uh
- 1:10:35guidance system properly into the lunar
- 1:10:38module system. Now we had to have that
- 1:10:42guidance system lunar module to get the
- 1:10:43proper attitude to make the proper speed
- 1:10:45up burn.
- 1:10:47So the ground then determined a method
- 1:10:49of trying to see if that data was any
- 1:10:52good
- 1:10:53by because we could not see any stars.
- 1:10:55There was no all the debris was around
- 1:10:57the spacecraft. It was following us. So
- 1:10:59there was no way of seeing stars to do
- 1:11:00the normal navigation. But the sun is a
- 1:11:03star. So we put into the computer and
- 1:11:07the guidance system to point the
- 1:11:09telescope at the sun which is a star. If
- 1:11:13it did, then we knew that the
- 1:11:16information was correct in the computer.
- 1:11:18So, that's what we did. We put it in
- 1:11:20there. We let the spacecraft jog around
- 1:11:22and then point the telescope. And if you
- 1:11:25hear our conversations, it's a little
- 1:11:26bit like uh my fair lady, you know. H
- 1:11:30she's got it. I think she got it. Oh.
- 1:11:32Oh, yeah. I think she Yeah. Yeah. She's
- 1:11:33got Yep. He got it. Yeah. There it is.
- 1:11:35The sun. So, that was the first thing we
- 1:11:37passed that. So, we knew the guy says,
- 1:11:39"Okay, for that long burn." So, we made
- 1:11:41that long burn and everything was fine.
- 1:11:43And right after that, we shut everything
- 1:11:44down because we had to save electrical
- 1:11:46power. We're flying by the seat of our
- 1:11:48pants now.
- 1:11:49>> It's just a fast burn you're talking
- 1:11:50about here.
- 1:11:51>> Yeah. Four and a half minutes.
- 1:11:52>> Stayed on for four and a half minutes.
- 1:11:53This rocket engine pushed us faster and
- 1:11:55faster on the way home.
- 1:11:56>> Yeah. Then the ground had been tracking
- 1:11:59us by this time and they thought and we
- 1:12:02had we got back on that free return
- 1:12:04course on an earlier burn but they they
- 1:12:07looked at it and tracked us and and and
- 1:12:09uh uh interpolated our extract our our
- 1:12:12course all the way back to the earth and
- 1:12:14found out we were going to miss the
- 1:12:14earth. We are no longer on the free
- 1:12:16return uh course. Well, what can we do?
- 1:12:20We everything is shut down. We don't we
- 1:12:22don't have that guidance system anymore.
- 1:12:23We don't have anything. And uh that's
- 1:12:26when they said uh uh we're you know they
- 1:12:30gave us the procedures about using the
- 1:12:31earth and I said I know those procedures
- 1:12:33because we had them developed in Apollo
- 1:12:358 and when I was doing the navigation
- 1:12:38stuff we developed those procedures but
- 1:12:40we took them out of our flight manuals
- 1:12:41after Apollo 8 because we never thought
- 1:12:43they'd ever be used and the I remember
- 1:12:45the ground said yeah we thought you
- 1:12:47would remember those procedures and so
- 1:12:49maybe it was very appropriate that I was
- 1:12:51on Apollo 8 and we used the Earth and
- 1:12:53the Earth's terminator as a guiding post
- 1:12:55and uh uh we uh burned uh to get back in
- 1:12:59the proper angle to get back home again.
- 1:13:01>> You're coming down. Uh you you know
- 1:13:04you've made it, but you're not quite
- 1:13:06sure whether anything is going to work.
- 1:13:07You know the parachute's going to come
- 1:13:09out. You know the heat shield is going
- 1:13:10to work. You know anything's going to
- 1:13:11work.
- 1:13:12>> Those two things you mentioned are very
- 1:13:13important, the heat shield and the
- 1:13:15parachutes. Because when we when we
- 1:13:16jettisoned the service module and it
- 1:13:18floated on by and we saw this big gaping
- 1:13:21hole, this panel blown out, that worried
- 1:13:24us that our heat shield was damaged
- 1:13:26because it was right next to our heat
- 1:13:28shield. And there was nothing we could
- 1:13:29do about that. I mean, we were coming,
- 1:13:32we're aim for the earth, we're going to
- 1:13:33come into the earth. That was the end of
- 1:13:34the deal. If it if we're going to burn
- 1:13:35up, we're going to burn up. And then, of
- 1:13:37course, we knew all the way through. The
- 1:13:39ground didn't know for the longest time
- 1:13:40what happened. The last crisis, of
- 1:13:42course, were those parachutes because
- 1:13:43the pyrochnics that put out those
- 1:13:45shoots, which we normally keep warm with
- 1:13:47electrical power, uh were cold soaked
- 1:13:49for four days. So, we didn't know
- 1:13:51they're going to fire. And if they
- 1:13:53didn't fire, even though we got through
- 1:13:54the atmosphere, we still hit the water a
- 1:13:56pretty fast rate of speed,
- 1:13:58>> but they fired.
- 1:13:59>> They fired. We came down
- 1:14:02>> at that point. You know, you're home
- 1:14:04free.
- 1:14:05>> I knew I was home free. eventually home
- 1:14:07free completely when the spacecraft
- 1:14:09bobbed up and I saw water on the windows
- 1:14:11and the thing didn't sink.
- 1:14:13>> But up to that point you did
- 1:14:17I'm I'm looking for the the most
- 1:14:19frightening point of this whole thing
- 1:14:21when it exploded when you realized that
- 1:14:23you had a problem or when you when you
- 1:14:25were coming down wondering whether that
- 1:14:27shoot's going to deploy. The most
- 1:14:28frightening moment of this whole thing
- 1:14:30was when the explosion occurred and then
- 1:14:33after a little period of time and saw
- 1:14:35the oxygen escaping and we didn't have
- 1:14:36solutions to get home because we knew we
- 1:14:39were in deep deep trouble. And it, you
- 1:14:42know, I I always compare this like a
- 1:14:45solitire, a game of solitire. You turn
- 1:14:47up a card and that's a crisis. If you
- 1:14:49can put it someplace, the mission keeps
- 1:14:51going. The game keeps going. If you pull
- 1:14:53up a card and there's no place to put
- 1:14:54it, the game's over. That never occurred
- 1:14:56to us. What kind of impact did that
- 1:14:59adventure, and I use that word
- 1:15:02advisedly, have on you personally?
- 1:15:06>> I don't worry about crisis any longer. I
- 1:15:08mean, seriously. I mean, I I look at
- 1:15:10them uh I say to myself whenever I I
- 1:15:14have a problem with something like that
- 1:15:15or I'm trouble with someone or
- 1:15:17somebody's sick or something like that,
- 1:15:18I say, "I could have been gone back in
- 1:15:221970. I'm still here. I'm still
- 1:15:23breathing." Uh, so I don't I don't worry
- 1:15:26about crisis.
- 1:15:27>> Uh, what caused you to write the the
- 1:15:30perilous voyage of Apollo 13?
- 1:15:33>> Uh, after we got back on the carrier,
- 1:15:35the three of us, Swanker, Hayes, and
- 1:15:36myself, and we looked at each other and
- 1:15:38we dusted ourselves off, and hey, we're
- 1:15:40still alive. And we said, you know, this
- 1:15:43this this flight has got a lot of
- 1:15:45adventure to it. Even before the
- 1:15:46explosion, you know, things happened
- 1:15:48that were entirely different on this
- 1:15:49flight. We ought to put this down on
- 1:15:51paper. We ought to write something about
- 1:15:53it. So we all vowed that we would write
- 1:15:56something on paper. Of course, the best,
- 1:15:58you know, the best intentions. Uh Jack
- 1:16:02eventually went to politics. Fred went
- 1:16:03in the aerospace industry. I got in the
- 1:16:05telephone industry. Jack died in ' 83.
- 1:16:08Uh and uh I retired in in ' 91. And I I
- 1:16:13still had my office and my secretary.
- 1:16:15And I the day after I retired, I went
- 1:16:17back there and I said, "What should we
- 1:16:18do? Don't have to worry about telephones
- 1:16:20any longer." and she said, 'Why don't
- 1:16:22you write that book you've been telling
- 1:16:23me about for the last 14 years.' I said,
- 1:16:26'Good idea, but I'm not an author. I've
- 1:16:29written a lot of articles. And
- 1:16:31fortunately, about that time, a young
- 1:16:32man who was a writer for the Discover
- 1:16:34magazine, Jeff Kuger, wrote and said,
- 1:16:37I'd like to do a story on it.
- 1:16:40>> This is tape three, James A. Love Jr.,
- 1:16:43your secretary said, why don't you why
- 1:16:45don't you write that book you've been
- 1:16:46talking about for 14 years?
- 1:16:47>> And I said, not a bad idea. I said, uh,
- 1:16:50so I started to, you know, try to figure
- 1:16:51out how to write the book. I'm not a
- 1:16:53professional author. Uh, and about that
- 1:16:55time though, out of the blue, very
- 1:16:57fortunately, a young man wrote me a
- 1:16:59letter said, "I've never written a book
- 1:17:00before, but I'm a I'm a writer for the
- 1:17:02Discover magazine. I think Apollo 13
- 1:17:04would make an interesting story. Can you
- 1:17:06help me?" And his name was Jeff Kuger.
- 1:17:08And I said, "More than that, I said, I
- 1:17:10like to do the same thing. I like the
- 1:17:12way he wrote." And so we co-authored the
- 1:17:14book Lost Moon. How long before
- 1:17:17Hollywood discovered lost that that
- 1:17:19book?
- 1:17:20>> It's kind of interesting. We wrote one
- 1:17:22chapter and then we put a an outline on
- 1:17:24either side of that chapter and this is
- 1:17:26a proposal for a book publisher and so
- 1:17:28our agents sent it around to various
- 1:17:30book publishers to see who would want to
- 1:17:32want to back us up and we we finally
- 1:17:34found one uh Hoot Mifflin and so I was
- 1:17:37very happy. Uh this is something to keep
- 1:17:39me off the golf course. This is
- 1:17:40postretirement. Uh, and I we had not yet
- 1:17:44written another chapter. We were doing
- 1:17:46research. We were calling up, you know,
- 1:17:48people down here at NASA, our old
- 1:17:49friends, to say, "Could you help us out?
- 1:17:50Could you give us a hand?" Uh, and I was
- 1:17:53sitting at my desk. This is about two
- 1:17:55months after we started. And I got a
- 1:17:57call from our agent and he said, "Are
- 1:18:00you sitting down?" And I said, "Yes."
- 1:18:02And I thought maybe the book publisher
- 1:18:03was going to back out of this whole
- 1:18:05project. And he said, "We just sold your
- 1:18:07book to the movies.
- 1:18:10I said, 'We haven't written it yet.
- 1:18:11Isn't it Isn't that illegal? You know,
- 1:18:15and he said, 'N no, it's done all the
- 1:18:16time. What he they actually sold was an
- 1:18:18option to do the story to Imagine
- 1:18:21Entertainment, which was Ron Howard's
- 1:18:23company.
- 1:18:24>> And uh uh what turned the option of
- 1:18:27course into a finished product was the
- 1:18:30lead actor Tom Hanks. Uh he uh uh is a
- 1:18:34closet astronaut. The guy is a space
- 1:18:36enthusiast. when he heard through his
- 1:18:39agent that Ron Howard had an option to
- 1:18:41do a story on Apollo 13, which he knew
- 1:18:43about and I didn't even realize that, he
- 1:18:46lobbied for the job. And when Universal
- 1:18:48heard that Ron Howard had Tom Hanks, who
- 1:18:52had just gotten the Oscar for the movie
- 1:18:54Philadelphia, I think it was at that
- 1:18:55time, uh, uh, they decided to do the
- 1:18:58movie and that's how it got started.
- 1:19:00>> And what did your wife say when you
- 1:19:01said, "Guess who's going to play me in
- 1:19:03the movie?"
- 1:19:03>> Couldn't believe it. Couldn't believe
- 1:19:06it. Actually, when when I had an
- 1:19:08interview with Ron Howard after he
- 1:19:09bought the option, and this was before
- 1:19:11Hanks or anybody aboard, this is we went
- 1:19:13out there for about five hours to to
- 1:19:15talk over this the story about Apollo 13
- 1:19:17at the end when I was about ready to
- 1:19:19leave, he said, "Who who would you like
- 1:19:21to play your part?" And now I don't know
- 1:19:24much about actors or actresses, but I
- 1:19:26had seen the movie Dances with Wolves
- 1:19:28about six or eight months before, and I
- 1:19:29said Kevin Cosner.
- 1:19:32And Hanks never for less me forget that
- 1:19:35I said that, you know, and of course,
- 1:19:38but Hanks did a great job.
- 1:19:40>> Were you were you frightened about what
- 1:19:42Hollywood might do to your story?
- 1:19:45>> Yes, I was to a degree because I'd heard
- 1:19:47these stories of famous authors who
- 1:19:49don't like the way their books are
- 1:19:50portrayed on the screen. And of course,
- 1:19:52when you buy after I read the contract,
- 1:19:55uh when you when you sell the book to
- 1:19:56the movies,
- 1:19:57>> you sold it.
- 1:19:58>> You sold it, they could put it on Mars,
- 1:19:59you know, and do anything they want. But
- 1:20:01I have to be quite honest, we I could
- 1:20:03not have picked a better production team
- 1:20:06with with Ron Howard, a better group of
- 1:20:09actors and also Kathleen Quinn, who
- 1:20:12played my wife, than the group that they
- 1:20:14had gathered together to do that movie.
- 1:20:16It was perfect. And uh it was a win-win
- 1:20:18situation for everybody. NASA certainly,
- 1:20:21I think, uh uh liked it. We used the
- 1:20:24zerog airplane to get the zerog
- 1:20:26sequences in it. The first time it ever
- 1:20:28been done. Uh the public enjoyed it. I
- 1:20:31think uh I'm happy. Jeff Kruger is happy
- 1:20:34the way the book was portrayed. So it
- 1:20:36was it was quite a deal.
- 1:20:38>> There have been all kinds of books about
- 1:20:40the astronauts and about the various
- 1:20:43space flights. Uh ha have has NASA and
- 1:20:47have you gentlemen been treated fairly
- 1:20:49by the popular press?
- 1:20:52>> Uh I think so. There's always critics uh
- 1:20:57and I and especially the movie the when
- 1:21:00the movie came out uh some the space
- 1:21:02enthusiasts here you know all the space
- 1:21:04guys here said there's 125 mistakes in
- 1:21:06that movie
- 1:21:08>> but but you know we've been uh nicely
- 1:21:11handled by the press with the with the
- 1:21:12book uh I wrote it or we wrote it I
- 1:21:15should say in the we frame not in other
- 1:21:18words I did this or I did that. It's not
- 1:21:20a biography or an autobiography. It is
- 1:21:23it is that we talk about level we talk
- 1:21:25about Hayes we talk about Jean Craz we
- 1:21:27talk about you know all the people
- 1:21:29because we wanted to write it in that
- 1:21:30way.
- 1:21:31>> Why did you decide to leave NASA?
- 1:21:34>> Uh a good question. I uh while I was
- 1:21:37doing some work at towards the after my
- 1:21:40Apollo 13 flight, I was originally on
- 1:21:42some of the uh uh uh the work on the
- 1:21:45initial shuttle and then I went over
- 1:21:47became a deputy director of the science
- 1:21:49and applications directorate and during
- 1:21:50that period of time NASA sent me to the
- 1:21:52advanced management program at Harvard
- 1:21:55and there I probably learned just enough
- 1:21:57about business to be dangerous but I
- 1:21:59came to a crossroads. The Navy had been
- 1:22:01calling me, uh, what do you want to do?
- 1:22:04Come back in the Navy. Uh, we'll try to
- 1:22:07get you the proper assignment. I could
- 1:22:09have stayed here at NASA. Uh, but
- 1:22:11probably retired from the Navy and
- 1:22:12become a GS of some sort. Or I could
- 1:22:15retire permanently and go into private
- 1:22:18enterprise. And when I looked going back
- 1:22:20at the Navy, I said, 'Well, you know, I
- 1:22:23was a captain for six or seven years and
- 1:22:25I said, if if I'm up for selection for
- 1:22:27admiral and there's several people to
- 1:22:30fill that billet and I was a selection
- 1:22:32officer, who would I pick? Would I pick
- 1:22:34Levelville who spent 11 years at NASA or
- 1:22:36would I pick this fellow who spent, you
- 1:22:38know, two terms, two tours at Vietnam,
- 1:22:42at the Naval War College, and all these
- 1:22:45really, you know, positions to go up to
- 1:22:47be an admiral. I said I picked that guy
- 1:22:48over there, not level. And that made the
- 1:22:50decision that I should go into private
- 1:22:52practice.
- 1:22:53>> You were in the towing business, the the
- 1:22:56boat business for a while
- 1:22:57>> right here in Houston, Texas in Bay
- 1:22:59Houston towing. I tried my hand at that
- 1:23:01uh for four years. Very lucrative
- 1:23:04business. Enjoyed it, but there was no
- 1:23:06future for me there.
- 1:23:07>> Telephone business. I got in the
- 1:23:09telephone business at the right time at
- 1:23:12the right place by the husband of of Ed
- 1:23:17White's widow who she married five years
- 1:23:18later and uh it was just when AT&T the
- 1:23:23bell system was uh getting ready to
- 1:23:26deregulate the vestigure was coming up.
- 1:23:28We were selling telephone systems. Uh
- 1:23:30our little company went from 8 million
- 1:23:32to 40 million and then Sentel
- 1:23:34Corporation bought us and uh and then I
- 1:23:37went up to Sentel.
- 1:23:38>> Now you're now you work with uh Mission
- 1:23:40Home. What is mission home? Uh about
- 1:23:43several years ago, uh the uh National
- 1:23:46Space Society and the US Space
- 1:23:48Foundation got together with the
- 1:23:50Alliance of aerospace Companies trying
- 1:23:53to educate the public on the real
- 1:23:56benefits of the space program to show
- 1:23:58them what what has been accomplished
- 1:24:01that is helping them out today and what
- 1:24:02can be done in the future. And uh
- 1:24:06harvesting opportunities from mother
- 1:24:07earth is home. And that was that was the
- 1:24:10whole idea. uh to do uh at that time to
- 1:24:14do seminars around the country. Uh I
- 1:24:16wrote an op-ed piece which is still
- 1:24:18going on in various newspapers uh and to
- 1:24:22try to get people interested and they
- 1:24:24got other astronauts, retired guys
- 1:24:26basically to do it. It's changed its uh
- 1:24:29its name a little bit now. I think it's
- 1:24:30called Space Alliance and they're still
- 1:24:32trying to uh to accomplish that goal.
- 1:24:34>> Are you disappointed that that here
- 1:24:36we've gone what 30 years since we walked
- 1:24:40on the moon and and
- 1:24:42we haven't gone any further than we've
- 1:24:43gone with the space program.
- 1:24:45>> Uh yes, to some degree I am. Uh the
- 1:24:48disappointment comes in the fact that I
- 1:24:50guess this being a democracy, we got got
- 1:24:52all sorts of controversy and we we weigh
- 1:24:54things and the compromises are always
- 1:24:56the name of the game. But we waffled in
- 1:24:58the late 80s and the early 90s on the
- 1:25:00internet or on a space station. I don't
- 1:25:02know how many designs of a space station
- 1:25:04we had. Either it was too big, too
- 1:25:06complicated, too expensive. uh and we
- 1:25:10didn't realize at the time and maybe a
- 1:25:12consortium of countries working together
- 1:25:14uh in that respect I think the president
- 1:25:16administration eventually did the the
- 1:25:18administrator Dan Goolan finally
- 1:25:20realized that uh although some of our
- 1:25:23partners are are are are lacking quite a
- 1:25:26bit like Russia. Uh but uh but I think
- 1:25:29we're finally on the right track. But we
- 1:25:30did waffle. We we wasted an awful lot of
- 1:25:32money. We wasted an awful lot of time
- 1:25:34and a lot of effort of not really
- 1:25:37knowing what we wanted to do, how we
- 1:25:40wanted to proceed with NASA. You know,
- 1:25:42it's like that old saying, after you've
- 1:25:43been to Paris, what else is there? Uh,
- 1:25:45after we've been to the moon, what else
- 1:25:46is there? Well, that was a great
- 1:25:48triumph. Everybody still relates back to
- 1:25:50that. But that's 30 years ago.
- 1:25:53>> Yeah,
- 1:25:53>> we got to work now today. We got to do
- 1:25:55something today and we are doing a lot
- 1:25:57of things today. Uh, but you know, you
- 1:25:59get repetition. You get 90ome shuttles
- 1:26:01now. uh and one one accident everybody
- 1:26:05says ho h we don't we're trying to tell
- 1:26:08people what we really do up there
- 1:26:09>> but you know captain we we went to the
- 1:26:11moon the first time because of the cold
- 1:26:13war Apollo 8 speeded up because the
- 1:26:16Russians were coming there really was a
- 1:26:18space race
- 1:26:19>> I mean that may be an old saying but
- 1:26:22there it was there is no race anymore
- 1:26:24there there's there's nothing to propel
- 1:26:26us to go if we don't really think about
- 1:26:29it you know
- 1:26:30>> well you're absolutely right as far as
- 1:26:32far as competition goes, there is not
- 1:26:34that incentive to try to beat somebody
- 1:26:36else. And that was the whole deal. And
- 1:26:37you know, the Russians themselves were
- 1:26:39interested in beating us, not so much at
- 1:26:42military missiles, but going to the
- 1:26:44moon. That was their goal just as much
- 1:26:46as it was our goal. Uh but now we have
- 1:26:48cooperation. Now it's a little bit more
- 1:26:50subtle. Now, if we can all work together
- 1:26:52and work as a team to accomplish things
- 1:26:55and get our mind off of other things, uh
- 1:26:58I think there is there is a hope for us.
- 1:27:01But uh whether that will ever come to
- 1:27:02pass in real life, the Russians still
- 1:27:04are very much interested in their
- 1:27:05mirror. I mean, it's theirs. It's long
- 1:27:08past this time. Should have been brought
- 1:27:10down a long time ago. They could do a
- 1:27:12lot more on the International Space
- 1:27:13Station they could ever do on the
- 1:27:14mirror. And uh we have to wait till it
- 1:27:17gets done.
- 1:27:17>> Will our grandchildren see people go to
- 1:27:19Mars?
- 1:27:21>> Uh perhaps your grandchildren I think
- 1:27:24are there'll be the attempts there'll be
- 1:27:26the work on doing. I I think the Mars
- 1:27:28mission is within the next 20 to 25
- 1:27:31years. Now that seems strange for me to
- 1:27:34say when you look back on going to the
- 1:27:36moon in 69 you say yo 20 years that was
- 1:27:38that was 49 you know no one ever think
- 1:27:42if someone asked me in 49 1949 are we
- 1:27:44going to land on the moon in 1969 I say
- 1:27:46you're absolutely crazy. Yeah.
- 1:27:48>> So it might be that it speed it up. I
- 1:27:49hope so.
- 1:27:50>> But it's interesting that you say think
- 1:27:52about and say probably the old way of
- 1:27:54saying it would have been you bet. You
- 1:27:56bet. But now there's not a certain you
- 1:27:58bet about it anymore.
- 1:27:59>> No, I have to be uh pragmatic about the
- 1:28:01whole thing. I mean, we have to know
- 1:28:04there are other there are other
- 1:28:05commitments we have to do. Uh Mars will
- 1:28:08be a again a consortium of countries. It
- 1:28:10will not be just the United States and
- 1:28:12we these countries have to get together
- 1:28:13to work together. It it will be a major
- 1:28:15project. Uh and uh there is some doubt
- 1:28:18whether we could ever do it. I know I
- 1:28:20talked to Bill Anders who uh got his
- 1:28:22masters in nuclear engineering and he
- 1:28:24said you don't understand the radiation
- 1:28:26once we get out there for long periods
- 1:28:27of time. You know we'll do you in before
- 1:28:30you get there. So if he's right then
- 1:28:32maybe a Martian trip is not feasible.
- 1:28:35>> What's your uh what was your finest
- 1:28:37moment at NASA?
- 1:28:41I think the finest moment in NASA was
- 1:28:44the uh the time we landed on Apollo 8
- 1:28:47and came back and uh had the press
- 1:28:50conference
- 1:28:52and it suddenly dawned on us is suddenly
- 1:28:55realized what we had done. You know, at
- 1:28:57the time you're doing something, you
- 1:28:58don't realize what you're doing. You
- 1:28:59know what I mean? It's a it's work,
- 1:29:01you're doing this, you're doing that.
- 1:29:02It's only when the thing's accomplished
- 1:29:04and you come back again and say, "Gee,
- 1:29:06we did we did that." you know, this
- 1:29:09really was the case. Uh, we were there
- 1:29:12and we saw the moon and we saw the far
- 1:29:14side of the moon which no one had ever
- 1:29:15seen, you know, before live. We had some
- 1:29:18pictures of it, but that was it. That
- 1:29:20was the high point of my career. And I
- 1:29:23and I I agree with a lot of people in
- 1:29:25NASA. I think that was the high point of
- 1:29:26NASA's career, too.
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