Jeffrey Deskovic - Wrongfully Convicted of Murder, exonerated by DNA — Transcript
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- 0:02all right welcome back guys uh my name
- 0:05is Jacob Davis show host at leverage
- 0:07Nation once again welcome back to
- 0:09leverage Nation everybody and today's
- 0:11guest is none other than the amazing
- 0:13gentleman that I had the the opportunity
- 0:15to meet recently and speak to from afar
- 0:19uh Jeffrey deskovic and uh Amazing Story
- 0:23um and I I I really feel that you guys
- 0:25are going to uh understand more about
- 0:28what's going on and things that have
- 0:29transpired to folks and how uh Jeffrey
- 0:32and his folks are helping people today
- 0:35across the map so um Jeff Jeffrey could
- 0:38you please tell our audience a little
- 0:40who who you are and and what you do sir
- 0:43yeah absolutely and thank you for having
- 0:44me uh having me on the show yeah as you
- 0:47mentioned my name is Jeffrey desic and I
- 0:49am an attorney and uh I I have a
- 0:51nonprofit organization which I started
- 0:53called the Jeffrey DCT foundation for
- 0:55justice we have as our mission free and
- 0:58wrongfully convicted people uh and we
- 1:00also pursue policy changes aimed at
- 1:03preventing those injustices from
- 1:04happening in the first place uh I became
- 1:07an attorney I became I got tired of
- 1:09sitting in the front row uh in the
- 1:11courtroom I got yeah I wanted to sit at
- 1:13the defense table I wanted to represent
- 1:15some of the clients make some of the
- 1:17arguments so I went to law school that
- 1:19was after I started the organization
- 1:21which was back in um
- 1:232011 uh so far we have freed uh 14
- 1:26wrongfully convicted people we helped to
- 1:29pass a total nine laws I mean three
- 1:31organization the other six we worked in
- 1:34collaboration with a coalition a
- 1:35National Coalition group called it could
- 1:37happen to you uh I have a master's
- 1:39degree uh in criminal justice my thesis
- 1:41is written on wrongful conviction cause
- 1:43and reform and I started all of this uh
- 1:47advocacy work which you know involves
- 1:49speaking and doing training sessions for
- 1:52police prosecutors judges um defense
- 1:55lawyers police Cadets um speaking uh
- 1:59meeting regularly with elected officials
- 2:00trading privacy for awareness doing like
- 2:02interviews such as um such as this one
- 2:06regular meeting with the electeds uh
- 2:08because I spent uh I unfortunately spent
- 2:1116 years in prison um from age 17 to 32
- 2:15in New York for a murder and rap which I
- 2:17did not commit um I was uh convicted 17
- 2:21was there as I said for those those
- 2:23years that I span and then ultimately
- 2:26was exonerated through DNA testing to
- 2:27the DNA Data Bank which match the actual
- 2:30perpetrator so he had killed a second
- 2:32victim um just three and a half years
- 2:35later after killing the victim in in my
- 2:37case so my charges were dismissed on
- 2:39actual innocence grounds and he was
- 2:41arrested and convicted so I I have you
- 2:44know it's my life mission um freeing
- 2:46people in the same position I was in and
- 2:48working to prevent that and you know I
- 2:51started the organization with some of a
- 2:52compensation I received and I named it
- 2:55after me seeking to leverage uh the you
- 2:58know notoriety around my story the name
- 3:00recognition and the Injustice to you
- 3:02know build this organization and you
- 3:04know have it to be a legacy something
- 3:06that hopefully far out loads
- 3:09me yes and and you know viewers when
- 3:12when when Jeffrey and I spoke uh
- 3:15recently you know the reason it
- 3:17resonated so much with me is because uh
- 3:20many of y'all may not know but or be
- 3:21aware my background was 22 years in
- 3:24juvenile probation uh here locally so I
- 3:26worked with a lot of a lot of young um
- 3:30juveniles a long a lot of atrisk Youth
- 3:33who made mistakes um in life and we try
- 3:36to help them move from point A to point
- 3:38B and just move on down the road towards
- 3:40maturity but in in jeffy's scenario you
- 3:43know it's it's it's the ugly unspoken
- 3:46truth about the criminal justice system
- 3:48right DNA today there's a lot of things
- 3:51that have transpired in DNA and how it's
- 3:54exonerated folks but even with that
- 3:56element you know there's still a need
- 3:59for for Jeffrey and his foundation and
- 4:01folks just like them to help people who
- 4:04are wrongfully convicted because the
- 4:06system itself um is not set up to have
- 4:10those safeguards believe it or not um so
- 4:13I I know that recently Jeffrey I I saw
- 4:16an interview you had done and you were
- 4:17talking about mindset and that's huge
- 4:20today right mindset is is huge a lot of
- 4:22folks are talking about it in our
- 4:24workspace and and now I have moved on
- 4:26from that into personal development and
- 4:28growth and helping people at Daniel
- 4:30Gomez Enterprises but can you tell can
- 4:33you tell the audience a little bit about
- 4:36um maybe some of those years and how
- 4:38your mindset transitioned because um you
- 4:41know you you were a victim man I mean
- 4:44you were you were a victim you know of
- 4:45the system and um how did your mindset
- 4:48change over the years to get to the
- 4:50point where you said I'm going to get my
- 4:52my I'm going to become an attorney and
- 4:55I'm going to go out and help other
- 4:56people just like myself um H can you
- 4:59share a little a little bit about that
- 5:01yeah AB yeah absolutely and to piggy
- 5:03back off your point you know per per the
- 5:05National Registry of exoneration some
- 5:073500 people have been exonerated across
- 5:10the United States from
- 5:121991 uh until now which is another way
- 5:14of saying that's how many people have
- 5:15been wrongfully convicted and then
- 5:17exonerated you know we don't know the
- 5:19actual number of people wrongfully
- 5:21convicted because we can only count the
- 5:23exonerations not not the injustices
- 5:25where it hasn't been uh corrected yeah
- 5:28so I've had a number of You Know M mind
- 5:30sh mindset shifts so when I was uh when
- 5:33I was released initially um you know I
- 5:37was rather foolishly thinking that at 32
- 5:40that I was uh you know I was too old to
- 5:42go to college that that was something I
- 5:44aspired to previously and but you know
- 5:46but that that ship had sailed due to my
- 5:48losing you know age 17 or 32 to the to
- 5:51the wrongful conviction um but you know
- 5:54there's dean of Mercy at Mercy uh
- 5:56college now which is called Mercy
- 5:58University she l a scholarship up for me
- 6:01to finish the bachelor's degree so while
- 6:03I was in prison I got the GED I got an
- 6:06Associates I got another year towards
- 6:08the Bachelor and funding was cut for
- 6:10college education for prisoners so I
- 6:12wasn't able to continue but she lined up
- 6:15that scholarship and I kind of just did
- 6:17it because I was directionless I didn't
- 6:19really know what to do uh with with with
- 6:22my life so but that gave me a structure
- 6:24that gave me a purpose and you know I
- 6:26made good from there you know I I I did
- 6:29I did graduate with the bachelor's
- 6:31degree and I went on to get the Masters
- 6:33and then uh you know then the uh to be a
- 6:36better advocate so I mean that was one
- 6:38mind mind mind shift and then for
- 6:41those my initial five years of freedom I
- 6:43was an individual Advocate I was
- 6:45speaking I was uh I was a weekly
- 6:48columnist for a weekly newspaper and uh
- 6:51I was uh as I said before I was doing
- 6:53interviews I was meeting with elected
- 6:54officials but I really wanted to be
- 6:56involved in helping the free people but
- 6:58the most that I could do as a as a as an
- 7:01advocate was really just kind of nibble
- 7:03on the edges so I wrote about a couple
- 7:06of cases where you know people had been
- 7:08wrongfully imprison convicted and the
- 7:10injustices were still a foot so I wrote
- 7:12some articles about their cases to bring
- 7:15a little awareness of their case and you
- 7:17know I would do things like allow my
- 7:19name to be used and a press release for
- 7:21a lawyer that was seeking to get
- 7:22publicity on the case and I would engage
- 7:25in you know grassroot tactics like let's
- 7:27help I would help pack the courtroom and
- 7:29I would physically show up so that the
- 7:32judge could see me there and you know
- 7:33the the Hope was that some judge would
- 7:35think well wait Jeff we know Jeff story
- 7:38he's here he's supporting this case
- 7:39maybe maybe I should take a closer look
- 7:42at this one you know so but I did those
- 7:44things and you know because it's often a
- 7:47new knee-jerk reaction rubber stamp
- 7:49denial of you know a lot of appeals post
- 7:51conviction motions so that was the whole
- 7:54hope of trying to get them to pay more
- 7:55attention but all those things really
- 7:57were just kind of nibbling on the edge
- 7:59and I couldn't it was not direct work on
- 8:02trying to free people so what I finally
- 8:04was
- 8:05compensated you know was kind of uh you
- 8:08know I I'm just trying to think of a
- 8:11general way of saying it um but it was
- 8:13kind of like a I'll say it this way it
- 8:15was a put up or shut up moment okay you
- 8:17know now I finally had some Financial
- 8:20Resources I suddenly wasn't destitute
- 8:22anymore and look do you really want to
- 8:25go all in on this you know or or you
- 8:27don't you want to have a nonprofit
- 8:29ganization that helps to free people or
- 8:31you just want to keep nibbling on on the
- 8:34edges as an individual Advocate and you
- 8:36know I I looked into myself and saw what
- 8:39was there and I I went for it you know I
- 8:41put some of the money in you know I put
- 8:44a million and a half dollars and as you
- 8:46know people may know it's a public
- 8:47record and uh we've gotten you know
- 8:50these type of results so I feel like
- 8:51that was a mindset shift but then as I
- 8:53said another one was I I didn't feel
- 8:56empowered enough I I was tired of
- 8:58sitting in the front row I mean I might
- 9:00have worked on the case with the lawyer
- 9:02I might even have actually been the boss
- 9:04of the lawyer so to speak because I was
- 9:06an employee but I couldn't sit next to
- 9:08them I couldn't represent any of the
- 9:10clients I couldn't have I couldn't uh
- 9:12you know make any of the arguments so
- 9:14hence going to law school and you know
- 9:17so so go to go from you know an ADV
- 9:19individual Advocate doing like paralal
- 9:22type work and to actually being a lawyer
- 9:25is you know is is another mindset shift
- 9:27and you know part of that is not just uh
- 9:30how I'm perceived externally but a lot
- 9:33even how I perceived myself you know I
- 9:35it was a great confidence Builder it
- 9:37helped me psychologically in many ways
- 9:40to you know have the law degree and
- 9:41ultimately the law license so uh a lot
- 9:44even more confidence than than than
- 9:47before yeah that's amazing you know
- 9:50Jeffrey it's an amazing uh
- 9:52testimony um to persevering you know so
- 9:56many years you know and I think of so
- 9:58many folks you know this morning I
- 10:00posted on uh Facebook or somewhere I
- 10:03forget where it was you know and I was
- 10:04just saying you know what is your excuse
- 10:07right um I'll do that you know quite
- 10:09often posst some type of question or
- 10:11something you know for some interaction
- 10:13right social media but at the end of the
- 10:15day what is somebody's excuse right like
- 10:18you have overcome so much right um and
- 10:23you're helping and still plugging in and
- 10:25being a Victor instead of a victim
- 10:28because the the the the the you know I
- 10:30think many of us you know have gone
- 10:32through all kinds of things but we let
- 10:35that become our our Scarlet's letter
- 10:38right we become a victim and then we
- 10:40just wear that and we say okay you know
- 10:42and then woe is me but man you you
- 10:45didn't do that like you haven't done
- 10:47that you know and you're stepping up for
- 10:49those people who may fall into that and
- 10:51you're showing them like no don't don't
- 10:53do that like I'm here I'm an example
- 10:55like I'm here to help you that's amazing
- 10:57man thank you
- 10:59words the words definitely uh definitely
- 11:01mean a lot you know you it's it's a it's
- 11:03a mind set shift also to once you've
- 11:07crossed that metaphorical Bridge
- 11:09whatever whatever challenge or obstacle
- 11:11whatever hurdle you've managed to to
- 11:13climb over to then reach back and and
- 11:18help people similarly situated you know
- 11:20in in my I've been home for 18 years now
- 11:22in in the course of my 18 years of
- 11:25Freedom you know I've I've seen people
- 11:28who overcame one obstacle or challenge
- 11:31or another and and are reaching back to
- 11:33other people I mean some examples I mean
- 11:36I've met people that are home after
- 11:38doing time in prison for crimes that
- 11:40they did that they did commit and you
- 11:42know they paid for their you know they
- 11:44paid for what they did but now they want
- 11:46to they want to reach they want to
- 11:47divert at risk youth from a life of
- 11:50crime and ultimately ending up in the
- 11:51big house so I've seen that principle
- 11:54with that I've I've watched uh I've
- 11:57watched people that used to be home
- 11:59homeless who are now working at a
- 12:01homeless shelter for that population uh
- 12:04I I had a chance I I listened to uh
- 12:07there was a woman and she had survived a
- 12:10a domestic abuse uh relationship and
- 12:13when she was domestically abused and now
- 12:15she was working with those populations
- 12:16and I've come across family members um
- 12:20who have had somebody who in in close to
- 12:22them that was a murder victim and now
- 12:24they're engaging in advocacy work and I
- 12:27even attended once um I was in I was in
- 12:30Utah at an event called called the
- 12:32collective which is a parallel event to
- 12:34Sundance but documentary Fe and uh this
- 12:38woman had had a nonprofit organization
- 12:40and uh she had survived being sexually
- 12:43trafficked and and now she was raising
- 12:46money for people that were working on
- 12:48freeing people that are you know
- 12:50sexually uh traffic she was raising
- 12:52money for that cause so I know that
- 12:54there supplies there applies and you
- 12:56know people that have U been
- 12:58discriminated against and setting up
- 13:00scholarships and and and opening up
- 13:03Pathways for people that have uh been on
- 13:04the wrong you know doing engaged in
- 13:07U who been the target of racial
- 13:10discrimination so I know that that
- 13:12universality of reaching back go extends
- 13:15far beyond just wrongful
- 13:17conviction oh definitely you know I was
- 13:20at an event uh this weekend uh we were
- 13:22in Maryland for uh about 4 days or so uh
- 13:26at a at a huge event there global Summit
- 13:29and um one of the speakers you know
- 13:31quoted um you know one of the great um
- 13:35uh mentors and people that are out there
- 13:37and and you know it was it was quoted
- 13:39right um you're best suited to help the
- 13:42person who you once were um so right you
- 13:46know I I myself was raised by a single
- 13:48mom um so I knew what it was like for
- 13:52myself to make a lot of mistakes in life
- 13:54as a as a child and you know labeled at
- 13:56risk you know because it was just my mom
- 13:58and I and Hispanic and just so many
- 14:01things right that the schools will
- 14:02classify you or the legal system or will
- 14:05classify you because of this or because
- 14:07of that so I I feel like that's why I
- 14:11was so successful in working with with
- 14:13that demographic because I could relate
- 14:15to them um and that's why you know like
- 14:17I said 22 years myself my last 13 years
- 14:20as a
- 14:21supervisor and although you know the job
- 14:23title was a juvenile probation officer
- 14:26at the end of the day we were social
- 14:27workers you know we helped kids move
- 14:29past and Beyond an incident or a time
- 14:32frame in their life and move them
- 14:34further down the road and uh hopefully
- 14:36help them get closer to maturity right
- 14:38and different things you know um so
- 14:40definitely I I I and I believe that in
- 14:43your scenario um you're best suited to
- 14:45help the person who you were which was
- 14:47wrongfully convicted exonerated and now
- 14:50helping so many other folks out there um
- 14:53and like the other examples you gave you
- 14:55know there's there's there's a lot of
- 14:56great people doing great work you know
- 14:59so my hats off to you Jeffrey uh very
- 15:02very very amazing so let me ask you this
- 15:04question of course um you know the the
- 15:07show is leverage nation and you've
- 15:08touched base on that right on Leverage
- 15:10how you've how you've leveraged these
- 15:12things to get to where you are today and
- 15:15what you're doing um and and 14 you I
- 15:20think you said 14 folks you've had
- 15:23exonerated 14 people we've helped to
- 15:26free I mean not I mean we can get into
- 15:28yeah sure okay okay 14 people you've
- 15:31helped to get free that's amazing 14
- 15:33folks who could have been sitting in
- 15:35behind bars for who knows how many years
- 15:39um because of something and uh so so
- 15:42that's amazing and then affecting laws
- 15:44um laws that you're helping change so
- 15:45let me ask you just so that so so that
- 15:47the viewers know is your foundation
- 15:50primarily New York or is it uh us-based
- 15:54are you helping folks in other states
- 15:56and cities as well uh just so our
- 15:59viewers kind of get an idea sure so we
- 16:02we take cases uh just it's we're most we
- 16:06only take cases of New York unless it's
- 16:08a rare example where we're partnering
- 16:11with a lawyer that's in another state
- 16:13that has a license because I don't have
- 16:15a license and no one on my team has a
- 16:16license in other states but uh it with
- 16:19respect to policy though and that's on
- 16:21the preventative side so uh we're we
- 16:24we're we're not just doing policy work
- 16:26in New York we're also doing policy work
- 16:28in Pennsylvan
- 16:29in California so in Pennsylvania for
- 16:32example Pennsylvania is one of 12 states
- 16:37that does not compensate people who've
- 16:39been um wrongfully convicted and and
- 16:41exonerated so if I had been this had
- 16:44happened to me in Pennsylvania you know
- 16:46there's no law on the books I would not
- 16:48have been able to be compensated I would
- 16:50have just been released with with
- 16:51nothing and would have never gotten
- 16:53anything so you know Pennsylvania
- 16:55geographically is a border state to New
- 16:57York and you know I know I remember my
- 17:00first five years of Freedom it took me
- 17:02five years before I was able to get any
- 17:05compensation so I remember what a
- 17:07difficult time period that was I mean I
- 17:09was always passed over for gainful
- 17:11employment you know it felt like uh
- 17:15business owners man managers uh they
- 17:17always all wanted somebody that could
- 17:19hit the ground running that had
- 17:21experience that didn't have it felt like
- 17:23nobody had any kind of patience for on
- 17:25on the job training so you know I LAX
- 17:28the ability of housing you know at one
- 17:30point I was a couple weeks away from a
- 17:32homeless shelter somebody had donated a
- 17:35very inexpensive car to me but that was
- 17:37like treasure that was like gold to me
- 17:39but the car mostly stayed parked because
- 17:42I couldn't you know putting gas and
- 17:44moving around it was really uh you know
- 17:47tight to the vest I mean thank God Mercy
- 17:49University which gave me the scholarship
- 17:51I mentioned before you know they allowed
- 17:53me to live on campus which is how I
- 17:54avoided the homeless shelter and they
- 17:56gave me the uh they gave me the meal
- 17:58plant
- 17:59uh so my point is I remember in that
- 18:02time and and I really I was making like
- 18:04$250 an article which you know if you're
- 18:07not some big syndicated name I mean
- 18:09that's good money that that's good money
- 18:11per article but the problem of course
- 18:13was that they only wanted one article a
- 18:15week because there were a weekly
- 18:17publication so I had $1,000 I could
- 18:19count on I was making money doing
- 18:21speaking engagements but that's kind of
- 18:23like being an actor right you get you
- 18:25get paid when you get booked for a role
- 18:27right so I had yes so I didn't have any
- 18:31other means of of of income and I
- 18:33remember what a strain it was just to to
- 18:35to pay bills and I barely get by so I
- 18:38remember that five years of Hell of my
- 18:40first five years of freedom and so I I
- 18:42can empathize with people in the border
- 18:45state of Pennsylvania where there is no
- 18:47compensation at all and so my Foundation
- 18:50working with the Pennsylvanian chapter
- 18:52of the could happen to Coalition which
- 18:54we're part of I'm an Advisory Board
- 18:55member there uh we've been working the
- 18:58last four five years trying to get
- 19:00Pennsylvania to pass a statute uh many
- 19:02advocacy organizations basically left
- 19:05Pennsylvania for dead they they tried
- 19:07for many decades at getting compensation
- 19:09passed got nowhere and eventually moved
- 19:11on to other states that they thought
- 19:13they could effectuate some change but
- 19:15you know what we we we put the Coalition
- 19:17together it was um I was one of the main
- 19:19people that helped started I knew a lot
- 19:21of different Advocates that lived in
- 19:23Pennsylvania but they didn't necessarily
- 19:25know or communicate with each other so
- 19:28brought everyone together and and
- 19:30evolved and we have a Statewide
- 19:31Coalition there and we have a bill
- 19:33introduced for compensation we we got
- 19:36legislators to do that and and in the
- 19:38house and and the Senate so we're trying
- 19:40to trying to try to pass the Bill there
- 19:43but that's an example of it and
- 19:44continuing on with the leverage Nation
- 19:46theme you know when you're meeting with
- 19:48elected officials you know when when I
- 19:50meet with elected officials in in
- 19:52Pennsylvania you know I quickly mention
- 19:55my my story and then get right to the
- 19:56issue and relate the issue to my story
- 19:59was the issue compensation well I
- 20:00remember the ways my life was difficult
- 20:03for five you know five years without it
- 20:05I had the lack of stability of Housing
- 20:07and all that stuff and then I mentioned
- 20:08how my life changed for the better once
- 20:10I was compensated so you get in you get
- 20:12out you leverage you know and then move
- 20:15around to the people that that are in
- 20:18the meeting with me my colleagues but
- 20:19that but that are Pennsylvanian
- 20:21residents that this way they can't
- 20:23dismiss myself and my policy director as
- 20:26these rabble Rous is from New York just
- 20:27you know get out of here no one has
- 20:29cares about you know but that but we we
- 20:31have a Statewide Coalition so we're
- 20:33leveraging that so no matter who's which
- 20:36office we go to we have a member of our
- 20:39team that we could give a more prominent
- 20:41role to in that in that meeting you know
- 20:44no I live in your District I vote so
- 20:46that's an example of doing Beyond New
- 20:48York and then in terms of California uh
- 20:51in New York we were able to pass a
- 20:53landmark bill it was called a commission
- 20:55on prosecuted conduct so it's an
- 20:57independent oversight
- 20:59board that can investigate allegations
- 21:01of prosecutorial misconduct uh it was a
- 21:04landmark Bill and what we're doing in
- 21:07California is we are building support
- 21:10for the commission on prosecutor conduct
- 21:12we're building support amongst the
- 21:14elected we're building support amongst
- 21:16the advocacy organizations individual
- 21:18Advocates and we hope to bring that
- 21:20there and you know we have a team of
- 21:22California Exon also whose stories were
- 21:25trying to leverage into getting this
- 21:28getting this past and the same thing
- 21:30with uh you know getting the support of
- 21:32other other Advocates so I like doing
- 21:34change policy work more than New York
- 21:37and my ultimate dream is to have a
- 21:39chapter of the organization each state
- 21:42and and ultimately in each country I
- 21:44mean I really see this as a worldwide
- 21:48issue uh because um you know I I think
- 21:50that you know wrongful conviction you
- 21:52know is happening across the world in
- 21:54countries where we don't care about it
- 21:56it's not because the injustices are not
- 21:58occurring it's simply because there's
- 22:01nobody working on those cases there I I
- 22:05would agree yes I would agree
- 22:06wholeheartedly you know and some of the
- 22:08things you touched Bas on um touch touch
- 22:11dear to me and and and to my family
- 22:13because we you know I've had several
- 22:15family members that have been
- 22:17incarcerated um and one in particular
- 22:20one of my close family members you know
- 22:22he served four 14 some odd years in in
- 22:25prison and and I know exactly what it
- 22:27looked like when he was released from
- 22:29prison there there was no uh you know
- 22:32the the the parole system here in Texas
- 22:36um was not is not set up was not set up
- 22:38for Success um you know many challenges
- 22:42and although he um was supported by my
- 22:47wife and I um I can definitely see how
- 22:50many folks would fall uh fall flat on
- 22:53their face per se you know because that
- 22:56systems are not set up you know help
- 22:58them and the job force and everything
- 23:00else um is not aligned to do that um so
- 23:05you know my hats off to you for
- 23:06persevering and and I guess one thing
- 23:08you know I have you know my question is
- 23:13you know Jeffrey um what is the one
- 23:16thing that helped you that you held on
- 23:19to for all those years being
- 23:21incarcerated that just kept your mind
- 23:24clear so so you know I worked in in the
- 23:28early 90s I worked in a parole violator
- 23:31facility um I didn't really know which
- 23:33direction I was going to go with my
- 23:35College college schooling I knew I liked
- 23:37sociology I knew I liked psychology
- 23:40criminal justice quite honestly was the
- 23:42quickest and easy bachelor's degree for
- 23:45me to get out after I had spent too much
- 23:47time in college right um but I had
- 23:49worked with kids at the YMCA and places
- 23:51like that for many years and I met a
- 23:54lady who was in juvenile probation and
- 23:56and and I I thought well that resonates
- 23:58with with me you know so that's how I
- 24:00wound up in juvenile probation But
- 24:03ultimately um I guess you know my my my
- 24:06question is I did work one year prior to
- 24:09juvenile probation with adults in a
- 24:11parole violator facility and there were
- 24:13so many men that I encountered that
- 24:15talked about
- 24:17institutionalization and that's a word
- 24:19that we don't hear so much in society
- 24:21anymore but it's a real it's a real
- 24:24situation it's a real word and um I know
- 24:27that there were men that I met that had
- 24:29been in in and out of you know being
- 24:32incarcerated so many years you know so
- 24:34many times fourth fifth time PR
- 24:36violators back and forth because they
- 24:38were institutionalized and functioning
- 24:39in society was a struggle for them so
- 24:42what if you could share with the
- 24:43audience you know what is the one thing
- 24:46that helped you stay focused so that
- 24:49where you are today man it's amazing um
- 24:52you know what is the one thing that
- 24:53helped you stay
- 24:55focused I knew that nobody was coming to
- 24:58my rescue so that meant I was going to
- 25:00have to go out and recruit somebody to
- 25:04help build the bridge between me and the
- 25:06ultimate legal help that I that I needed
- 25:09which I had read had happened in other
- 25:12cases of wrongful conviction and
- 25:14exoneration and so to do that you know I
- 25:17knew I had to keep my mind together I I
- 25:20I didn't have the luxury of giving into
- 25:23feelings of hopelessness helplessness
- 25:26thoughts of giving up uh you know
- 25:28suicidal ideation all all those things
- 25:30which you know semi frequently came into
- 25:33my mind that I had to keep fighting them
- 25:35off so those things helped keep me going
- 25:39uh I suppose on a second you know uh
- 25:41that was the my primary mindset but I
- 25:43mean some other things also were were
- 25:47that
- 25:48uh you know I didn't think about well
- 25:50I'm doing my mind wasn't while I'm doing
- 25:52a 15 to life sentence my mind was I I
- 25:56just have to do I just have to hold on I
- 25:58just have to hold on for like a year or
- 26:00two until the next appeal which I was
- 26:04sure I was going to win because I was
- 26:06innocent and I still believed in the
- 26:08system so you know that that mindset
- 26:11there and as some other external things
- 26:13I mean I uh were that I would collect
- 26:17and read about articles of other people
- 26:20who were exonerated and and I would um
- 26:22do that for for Mo motivation and lastly
- 26:26there was another uh prisoner there who
- 26:28um was wrongfully convicted also we had
- 26:32similar cases and uh we helped keep each
- 26:34other going for 13 and a half years I
- 26:36mean I don't want to make more of it
- 26:37than what it was um it was we we would
- 26:40meet once every six weeks in the in the
- 26:42yard and you know half the conversation
- 26:45would be about keeping each other going
- 26:47morale wise and the other half the
- 26:49conversation would kind of be like a
- 26:51brainstorm session you know the
- 26:52conversation might go something like did
- 26:55you see the latest article that came out
- 26:57about wrong Folk conviction no no no do
- 26:59you have a copy who wrote it what about
- 27:02the latest book well is the contact
- 27:03information well did you hear about the
- 27:05latest court of appeals decision no no
- 27:08what was the issue and and are they
- 27:10applying it to Old cases will it be like
- 27:12what's the next move to make what's the
- 27:14next LA what's the next person you know
- 27:16you know and and that's what would be
- 27:18the the the conversation so that that
- 27:20helped me continue on as well and uh
- 27:23that guy whose name was Frank Sterling
- 27:25um I want to share with everybody that
- 27:28uh you know he was in fact exonerated
- 27:30two years after I was he did Frank did
- 27:3318 years so I wasn't naively thinking
- 27:36that he was innocent just because I
- 27:38happened to be in prison and and was but
- 27:40he actually was and uh you know one of
- 27:42the things I think about it uh you know
- 27:45in my last uh year of incarceration I
- 27:48was really just I was so desperate just
- 27:51for for communication for contact with
- 27:53the outside world because by you know
- 27:55but in general I did most of the time by
- 27:57my by my myself I had a couple sets of
- 27:59aunts and uncles but they would come and
- 28:01then disappear for three years you know
- 28:03my mother used to come see me but in the
- 28:05last five six years I mean I was lucky
- 28:07if I saw her once every six months and
- 28:09my younger brother came like three times
- 28:11in 16 years not not at all in the last
- 28:14decade so so for most intents and
- 28:16purposes I did the time by my own and I
- 28:19said that to say that I placed an egg in
- 28:22the in in the newspaper the Sacramento B
- 28:25actually uh I chose that cuz somebody
- 28:27else recommend that I put an ad there
- 28:29and I had put ads in more local
- 28:31newspapers twice and got in trouble
- 28:33twice with the prison for doing that but
- 28:36I wasn't GNA just be a good boy follow
- 28:38all the rules and stay in prison on a
- 28:40life sentence I was gonna you know take
- 28:42my take my chances but I wrote there and
- 28:44somebody answered the point though is
- 28:46that you know somebody answered uh
- 28:48actually somebody uh been a crime victim
- 28:51and he he he wrote me back and we you
- 28:54know I was openly asking the stranger
- 28:56you know we wrote for like about a year
- 28:58I was openly asking this stranger that I
- 29:00didn't know from a Canon
- 29:02paint do you think I should just give up
- 29:05should I just be done with this they
- 29:06just go ahead and you know commit
- 29:08suicide and be done with it and he would
- 29:10always encourage me you know to keep
- 29:12going I mean uh so I like he showed up
- 29:15at the right time I mean h half the you
- 29:17know his ideas his ideas his tactics you
- 29:20know were were were were off the wall
- 29:22did it did it make any sense so I just
- 29:24ignored that part of it I mean he didn't
- 29:26understand the law just for comedy sake
- 29:28a light humor in a dark situation like
- 29:29one time he you know he he suggested
- 29:32that I you know contact a uh a board
- 29:35that investigates you know allegations
- 29:37of a police brutality and you know a
- 29:39different time he he he thought that uh
- 29:42I should contact the United Nations you
- 29:44know like they were gonna like they were
- 29:45gonna intervene on a for conviction you
- 29:48and I both that wasn't happen so you
- 29:50know what I did I I I ignored his uh his
- 29:53tactics he meant well he really didn't
- 29:54know what he's talking about I just paid
- 29:56attention to the morale stuff so all
- 29:59those things were how I how I how I kept
- 30:02going man what an amazing story of of
- 30:06you know it's just so huge because like
- 30:08I said in my in my workspace you know
- 30:11mindset is something we talk about a lot
- 30:15um and and different events that I
- 30:16attend and different things um but the
- 30:20mindset that you held on to to to in
- 30:24short increments and that was actually
- 30:25you know Jeffrey one of the things that
- 30:27I would focus on with the kids that I
- 30:29worked with the juveniles and even my
- 30:31own children you know if they're having
- 30:32a difficult time at school or something
- 30:34I tell them just short short short
- 30:37increments you know it's one day it's
- 30:40not five days of school for for example
- 30:42you know with my son it's not it's not a
- 30:44whole week just one day just have a
- 30:48great day today get get to the four
- 30:50o'clock Bell and then and then you move
- 30:52on so I definitely can see that how that
- 30:54helped you because you focused on okay
- 30:57I'm I'm moving from this point to this
- 30:59point not the entire sentence um and
- 31:02that definitely helped you um speaking
- 31:05of the school theme I want to chime in
- 31:06just quickly building on the school
- 31:08theme of of of you know the application
- 31:10so I mean that that was also how I got
- 31:13through the three weeks of law excuse me
- 31:15the three years of law school yes you
- 31:17know you don't think about the whole
- 31:19three years and all the classes you have
- 31:20to pass I mean I I I was just trying to
- 31:23get through just you know just just one
- 31:25just one semester and you know and last
- 31:28seven weeks this semester I'm getting
- 31:29ready for finals in at least four
- 31:31classes sometimes uh some sometimes
- 31:35five you know I'm like look I got to get
- 31:37this outline together but I wouldn't
- 31:38think about doing all the outlines look
- 31:40let me just get one together I I I got
- 31:43seven weeks I got four classes that
- 31:45means I can spend like a week in change
- 31:47you know going really hard putting in
- 31:49maximum effort and you know get the
- 31:51outline and as soon as I'm long as I'm
- 31:53done with the one Outline by this time
- 31:54period And I can move on to the next and
- 31:57you know so I would at one piece at a
- 31:58time and you know and then I I even I'm
- 32:01just trying to get some momentum you
- 32:03know I I would focus in on the the
- 32:05subject that I thought was the easiest
- 32:07or that had the most knowledge of and
- 32:09you know get that outline together and
- 32:10build some confidence and then go on to
- 32:12the next and finally and and finally and
- 32:15finally the last you know and you when
- 32:17it was crunch time I I tried to shut out
- 32:19most of the things other things I was
- 32:21doing and just you know focus in on it
- 32:23and that would that would be how I would
- 32:26do things yeah
- 32:29well Jeffrey it's it's been amazing you
- 32:31know to connect with you and talk with
- 32:33you um Amazing Story you're doing some
- 32:36some some super work you know for folks
- 32:39helping people out who who need hope
- 32:43right any anybody who is wrongfully
- 32:45convicted sitting in one of the
- 32:47penitentiaries one of the you know state
- 32:48or federal or anywhere in the US right
- 32:51and as you mentioned across the world
- 32:53now you know you're connecting with so
- 32:55many people um in other areas in
- 32:57different states
- 32:58um if there's anybody there's a viewer
- 33:01or has a family member or somebody that
- 33:03that says you know what I want to talk
- 33:05to somebody who can just help me because
- 33:07I believe my family member or my friend
- 33:09or whoever it may be may be wrongfully
- 33:12convicted how can they reach your
- 33:14foundation or C how can they even
- 33:17support your foundation can you tell the
- 33:18audience how they could do that yeah
- 33:20absolutely so we have a website
- 33:24www.escco.org uh there's a web form
- 33:27there people can email me through that
- 33:29we we're also on social media on
- 33:31Instagram desic foundation on Facebook
- 33:33Jeffrey desic uh Foundation uh and uh
- 33:37also I have my own profile there which I
- 33:39use primarily as an information
- 33:40dispensing tool bringing light on the
- 33:42advocacy work so all those platforms all
- 33:45have a messaging system and I answer the
- 33:47messages and so people can reach me that
- 33:50way uh in terms of supporting the
- 33:52organization you know if uh you know
- 33:54another podcaster or um you know Blog
- 33:57Talk radio or someone a regular
- 33:59traditional media um they can certainly
- 34:02recommend there to me I mean places is
- 34:04schools whether it's colleges
- 34:06universities high schools other
- 34:07educational institutions sometimes they
- 34:09bring in speakers so if you've liked
- 34:11what you've heard you can uh put a be in
- 34:13the Bonnet uh you know bring me to the
- 34:15attention of there and uh you know
- 34:17that's usually how I get booked for
- 34:18speaking engagement someone suggest
- 34:20something uh that way if you work at a
- 34:22corporation and they do corporate
- 34:24philanthropy I mean if you could bring
- 34:26our our work to their attention so we
- 34:27could be on their uh radar board and
- 34:30they reach out we share more information
- 34:32we see see where it goes from there so
- 34:34and if you can you feel like you have
- 34:36any kind of talent or whatever field you
- 34:38work in if if there's a potential way
- 34:40where that could could be applied to the
- 34:42nonprofit organization I mean you can
- 34:44you can reach out always uh welcome to
- 34:47have U you know to have assistance it's
- 34:49definitely all hands on deck for sure I
- 34:51mean you know I you know have Advisory
- 34:54Board and I you know we do some hard
- 34:57work but you know it's a lot I mean we
- 34:59do have a we do have five cases approved
- 35:03that are that are waiting that's aside
- 35:05from you know that we have um 13 Active
- 35:07cases we have another five that are
- 35:09approved but waiting and you know we we
- 35:11have another um 40 to 40 cases that are
- 35:14waiting to be screened and people are
- 35:16still contacting us maybe five to 10
- 35:18people uh a month you know so but you
- 35:21know we frankly need to raise more money
- 35:23so that we can hire additional Personnel
- 35:25you know attorneys pargal Etc so that we
- 35:28could work be able to work on more cases
- 35:30right now we're really stretched to our
- 35:31limit sure you and what we're doing so
- 35:34people can can help in that way or if
- 35:35you know somebody that is of capacity
- 35:37that the call is likely likely um would
- 35:39likely speak to please um bring me to
- 35:42their attention we we can take it from
- 35:44there there you go there you go well
- 35:47guys so you've heard it tonight on
- 35:49tonight's episode and um if if you have
- 35:52a family member a friend or somebody who
- 35:53needs services or you know somebody
- 35:56who's looking for a nonprofit
- 35:58organization or foundation with an
- 36:01amazing cause helping people um who who
- 36:05are struggling to help themsel um this
- 36:08is this is your opportunity right here
- 36:10it's right in front of you um Jeffrey
- 36:13thank you so much um for your time um
- 36:17and and sharing your story on Leverage
- 36:19nation and um I I I wish you the best my
- 36:22friend and I know that this is not our
- 36:24last conversation we'll definitely be in
- 36:26communication and uh I'll support you
- 36:29how I can and uh once again guys uh my
- 36:32name is Jacob Davis and this is leverage
- 36:34Nation thank you so much Jeffrey thank
- 36:37you
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