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0:01My beautiful friends, I hope you guys
0:03are doing well today. I felt really
0:05called to come on and do a oracle
0:06reading with the oracle of oneness.
0:10So, and I also felt really called to
0:12work green. And it feels like this is
0:15going to be more of a healing message,
0:17what you need to heal possibly or what
0:19you're working on healing. Um, but let's
0:21look at it. Let's look at let's look at
0:24what I'm tapping into.
0:26So, we're going to start with this
0:27oracle deck. And I have a few more
0:29picked out, but we'll start with this
0:30one. Um, you could struggle with
0:33overthinking definitely. We have
0:34overthinking triggers the monkey mind.
0:38And overthinking blocks your intuition,
0:40right? Overthinking is distorted energy.
0:44Um, and sometimes we can
0:47we can overthink and make a situation
0:50much worse than it is when our
0:52imagination starts running away from
0:54itself. what I'm hearing.
0:56I'm just going to flip these over.
1:01All right,
1:03let's shuffle again.
1:08Damned emotions may eventually burst
1:10forth. See what I mean? So, you could be
1:13overthinking
1:14um perhaps
1:17to the point where it's blocking you
1:18from releasing emotions, but we'll see
1:20what comes out.
1:22These could be things you're working on.
1:30All right.
1:32Spiritual guides provide insight and
1:35support. And this is what I mean. If you
1:37are overthinking,
1:40right, it could be blocking your
1:42intuition, especially
1:44if you
1:46you could be getting insight, intuitive
1:48insight that maybe you can't hear,
1:51right?
1:53Anyway, let's just see what's going on.
1:56But I felt really called to do a message
1:58of healing today.
2:02blocked throat chakra.
2:06All right, let's see what we have. Find
2:09a rainbow of possibilities in every
2:12storm. So, that's what I mean. You could
2:14be going through some stormy emotions
2:16right now or you could be going through
2:17something. I'm hearing look for the
2:20silver lining, right? Look for the
2:21lesson in it.
2:23There's beauty in our flaws. So maybe
2:26even
2:28uh maybe there's a little bit of shame
2:29you're feeling for some of your flaws,
2:32some of your shadows, wounds.
2:36All right,
2:38so let's see what's going on here. What
2:40messages do you need to hear for you?
2:44What messages do you need to hear for
2:46you? We have let innocence fill your
2:48heart. So
2:51really child like childhood healing I'm
2:53hearing or healing the inner child. On
2:56the bottom you have you are the weaver
2:59crafting your own journey and we have
3:01the spider.
3:02You can't really see it.
3:05And
3:09this is interesting because the spider
3:11always reminds me of
3:14you know be focused on the process
3:16rather than the end result. So perhaps
3:18for some of you um
3:22you know the healing journey is a long
3:23one right people say it's a lifelong
3:25journey we're never perfectly healed
3:28that doesn't mean we have to be alone
3:30right because I talk about this all the
3:33time about how a lot of healing happens
3:36in that spiritual isolation but then
3:39we're supposed to leave that isolation
3:41right and connect with others and then
3:44we continue to heal in love in
3:46connections Feeling
3:49powerless can spark a desire for change.
3:52So, you could have felt like you were in
3:54a very powerless situation. Um, it's
3:57interesting because we also have this
3:59energy that looks like a cat chasing a
4:02mouse and a deck that I used to you use
4:05had for the chaser card chaser
4:09had a cat and a mouse on it.
4:12So you could have been in a situation
4:13where you did feel very powerless and
4:15especially as children, right? I use the
4:18example of Jenny from Forest Gump all
4:20the time. But when we are young, when we
4:23are young and we're in an unhealthy
4:25situation or our caregivers aren't
4:28giving us the attention or the support
4:30we need. Um maybe the environment was
4:34really unpredictable. There could have
4:35been other things going on, more serious
4:37things. It's hard for us to just get up
4:41and leave when we're children. We can't
4:42just pack our bags. And we kind of learn
4:46that energy of powerlessness, right? So,
4:48we shrink ourselves. We walk on
4:50eggshells.
4:52We learn how to read the energy so that
4:54we don't piss somebody off, but we can't
4:58actually get out of that situation.
5:01And
5:05when we gray tabby could be symbolic,
5:08but when we when we grow up, we tend to
5:12repeat those patterns, right? We find
5:14ourselves in situations where we feel
5:17powerless, but we do have power. Um, we
5:22have the ability to let go. We have the
5:24ability to walk away. Um,
5:28so yeah, you could have
5:30you could have been chasing something
5:32outside of yourself or chasing the end
5:35the end goal, right? Rather than
5:37focusing on the process, you could have
5:38been focused on the results.
5:41And again, this could be love, right?
5:43You could have been chasing love here.
5:45Um, I was actually seeing the chaser
5:48card in my mind in a deck that I
5:50grabbed, so I wanted to bring it up. And
5:52then you have let go of control and
5:54welcome transformation. Right? So in
5:56situations where we feel powerless,
6:00that's really our opportunity to make
6:02these changes and change our story. But
6:05again, when we're children,
6:08we don't know that or we don't have that
6:10power. We are powerless as children. And
6:13again, we repeat those dynamics later in
6:16life. So, you could have, you know, been
6:18chasing connection here or chasing
6:20something outside of yourself.
6:23Um, feeling quite powerless and it looks
6:27like there's an, you know, there's the
6:29need for you to let go. And I actually
6:31saw something beautiful yesterday.
6:34Um, somebody made a video on Instagram
6:36where they showed
6:38there's two ways to let go, right?
6:41And they used I think they used a rock
6:43or a crystal as an example. This I don't
6:46know what this is. I forget what this
6:47is. It might be some kind of dragon
6:50something. I don't know. But it always
6:52reminds me of coffee. Maybe you like
6:54coffee.
6:57But they were saying there's two ways to
7:01let go. You can let go like this, right?
7:04Release your grip like this, but you're
7:07still holding space for that thing. Or
7:10you can let go like
7:12like that. Tower moment.
7:15Right. So,
7:19I think
7:23again, when we let go like this, we're
7:26kind of waiting for that situation to
7:28change. We're technically still holding
7:30space for it, right?
7:32Anyway, I don't know why that came to
7:34mind, but
7:35so let go of control and welcome
7:38transformation.
7:39And you know, sometimes when we're
7:41holding on to something tightly or we're
7:43chasing something outside of ourselves,
7:45it's because it's not aligned with us.
7:48And when we feel powerless, desire for
7:51change,
7:53right? That's when we need to let go and
7:55welcome that transformation. And again,
7:57we have let innocence fill your heart.
8:00So, this is really giving me childhood
8:02wounding energy, right?
8:14I don't even know if I want to look at
8:16the book.
8:23I choose to live with a gentle spirit,
8:25letting go of harsh judgments. I find
8:27peace and simplicity, allowing my life
8:29to be filled with ease. I invite new
8:31ways of thinking into my life.
8:40This is very much um this is very much
8:43like healing that inner child, right?
8:47Finding your spark again, reconnecting
8:48with your heart.
8:50Instead of watching the news late at
8:52night, try reading a book or listening
8:54to a guided meditation to help you
8:56relax.
8:58This is not suggesting you ignore
8:59reality, but too much exposure to
9:01violence and trauma before bed can
9:03disrupt a peaceful sleep. Interesting.
9:05So maybe you also have to,
9:08you know, there's so much information
9:10out there, right? And we can get,
9:14we can get overwhelmed with all the
9:16information we absorb, especially on
9:18social media, right? So maybe you often
9:20find your yourself getting like stuck in
9:24doom scrolling for example or perhaps
9:26you do have to
9:29think about what you're digesting before
9:31bed like media wise I'm one to talk I
9:34watch true crime documentaries when
9:36before I go to sleep I'm one to talk
9:40and this also talks like maybe you've
9:42been looking at this situation the wrong
9:44way right maybe you've been looking at
9:45this situation as in why couldn't why
9:49couldn't Didn't I get that thing I was
9:50chasing? Why does this connection or
9:53this situation make me feel so
9:54powerless? Why do I always attract these
9:56people?
9:58Why does this keep happening? Right?
10:00Look at it at a different perspective.
10:02What is it trying to teach you? Right?
10:04Especially if it's a repeated lesson.
10:06Lessons repeat until we learn them.
10:08Right?
10:17I focus on the things I can control. I
10:20show up every day and bring positive
10:22changes to the world around me. That's
10:23your affirmation.
10:27So this is the feeling powerless can
10:30spark a desire for change and especially
10:33like we have no control over anybody
10:35else's change, right? We can only focus
10:39on what we can change. Be the change you
10:41want to be. If you feel powerless in a
10:43situation,
10:45right, take back your power is what I'm
10:47hearing.
10:49Um, I focus on things I can control. I
10:52release resistance and welcome progress.
10:54So,
10:57you know, taking action towards things
11:00where you feel that resistance.
11:03Um, I'm seeing like energy repelling,
11:05right? There's resistance for a reason.
11:08I have the strength to face and overcome
11:10obstacles. I embrace my power and
11:13potential with confidence. And you know,
11:15when you spend a lifetime looking for
11:17love outside of yourself or chasing
11:19love, right, or shrinking yourself, that
11:23damages your confidence.
11:26Um, and my nose keeps running and the
11:28fact that I'm talking about this this
11:30card right here, right? It it is very
11:33possible that you were chasing someone
11:34here
11:37or maybe you've been chasing you know
11:42connection your whole life since
11:43childhood.
11:51I need my glasses. This is ridiculous.
11:53This is ridiculous. I need my glasses.
11:59The print in this book is so small.
12:04All right.
12:07Powerlessness is that uncomfortable
12:09stuck feeling we experience when we
12:11perceive lack of control. When it seems
12:14like no one hears us or that we don't
12:16have the tools to defend oursel. That's
12:21remember how my throat chakra was
12:23blocking. So you could you could feel
12:26quite powerless when it comes to
12:28expressing yourself or being heard by
12:30others.
12:33When it seems like no one hears us or
12:35that we don't have the tools to defend
12:36ourselves, it's an overwhelming sense of
12:39inadequacy and an inability to express
12:42our free will. We all need to feel safe
12:44to express our opinions and make
12:46decisions. Naturally, we desire a sense
12:49of control and the power to create our
12:51own destiny. Our perception is a
12:54complete loss of our perception of a
12:57complete loss of control can profoundly
13:00affect us.
13:02When we feel powerless, we may not take
13:04the best care of ourselves. And I always
13:07say by chasing after something that's
13:09there's resistance or that someone's
13:11running from you, you're actually
13:12running from self, right? You are
13:15putting yourself on the back burner. I'm
13:17hearing
13:19we end up failing to communicate our
13:21needs or set boundaries. I'm I'm feeling
13:23blocked throat chakra energy
13:26which weak weakens our self-confidence
13:28and resilience. This sense of
13:30powerlessness leaves us feeling separate
13:32from others, small and unable to affect
13:35change. And you know this is an energy I
13:38see this is an energy that I'm healing.
13:40This is an energy that I see in a lot of
13:42my readings where
13:45unable to speak up about our needs or
13:47set boundaries because in the past when
13:49we did that as a child it was dismissed
13:52or we were punished. Um perhaps you keep
13:56attracting in connections where when you
13:58speak your mind, right? Or when you tell
14:00someone how you feel or when you ask for
14:04a need to be met, maybe you have a hard
14:06time asking for your needs to be met,
14:08right? Maybe you never learned how.
14:15I'm feeling like this is a cycle, right?
14:17I am healing the version of me that
14:19learned to apologize for existing and
14:22having needs, right? Wall-E agrees.
14:28Um, where was I?
14:34This sense of powerlessness
14:36feels leaves us feeling separate from
14:39others. Small. Oh, I already read that.
14:41Although it's hard to see a way out of
14:43the tunnel vision that powerlessness
14:45creates. And this is your middle. This
14:47is your middle.
14:50This is your middle card, right? So, you
14:52could feel quite powerless. Powerless
14:54right now.
14:56There are effective tools you can use to
14:58empower yourself. setting boundaries,
15:01speaking your authentic truth,
15:05letting go of unhealthy connections.
15:10We are all part of a larger hole where
15:12individual emotions and actions are
15:14intertwined with those of others. Taking
15:16baby steps towards regaining control
15:18will build confidence and ripple out in
15:20the world, impacting those around you.
15:23Talk to a trusted confidant for
15:25inspiring words and a confidence boost.
15:28Visualize success. Imagine your thoughts
15:30to ident examine your thoughts to
15:33identify where you might be contributing
15:35to negative emotions. Right? Is there a
15:37negative
15:38negative narrative like they must not
15:41love me or I'm never going to attract
15:43love or why does this always happen to
15:45me?
15:47Is there evidence that your fears aren't
15:49true? Right? Fear
15:52is what is it?
15:56Is it false evidence appearing real?
16:01What does it feel like in your body to
16:02be empowered? Where have you proven your
16:05ability to take control of your life in
16:06the past?
16:09So again, you could be feeling quite
16:11powerless right now. Maybe in a
16:14situation or in a situation that you've
16:16surrendered
16:18or a situation that you need to
16:20surrender.
16:23You can take charge of your situation.
16:26You need a pep talk. You need a pep
16:28talk. That's what you need. All right.
16:31And we have one more card.
16:35Transformation is a natural part of your
16:38journey. I embrace fresh starts with an
16:40open heart and mind. I am ready to step
16:42into the possibilities of a new chapter.
16:45Change brings growth and I am ready. So,
16:48it does feel like something needs to
16:50change here, right? If you are and I
16:53have I'm going to use connections as an
16:55example, right? If you are constantly
16:57attracting in emotionally unavailable
16:59people or people who
17:04you feel like you have to chase, right?
17:06Or
17:08you
17:11remember what I said about letting go,
17:13right? So there could be a situation
17:14here that you're having a hard time
17:16letting go,
17:19but that's the only way you can change
17:20the pattern. Right? If this pattern
17:22keeps repeating for you since childhood,
17:26it could be an unconscious pattern that
17:29you keep repeating.
17:33Anyway,
17:36many of us carry deep hurts that keep us
17:38stuck in the past, preventing us from
17:40becoming who we're meant to be and from
17:42looking towards the future with hope and
17:44excitement. We cling to what is
17:46familiar.
17:48And again, this stems from childhood
17:50because as children, we couldn't just
17:52get up and leave.
17:54And even now, like I'm talking about
17:56watching true crime documentaries,
17:58right? And even me as a child, even when
18:01you try to get help, you don't always
18:03get help, right? From your teachers,
18:05from guidance counselors, from, you
18:08know,
18:10I've seen it on these true crime
18:11documentaries where the children are not
18:14in good living conditions and they give
18:16the children back, right?
18:19Um, I don't know why I said that.
18:22I just heard maybe you grew up
18:26maybe you do have experience in like the
18:28foster system or I I was I was in group
18:32homes when I was younger.
18:38Where am I?
18:40We cling to what is familiar because it
18:42feels safe. But I'm not talking about
18:45safe as in I feel safe and seen and
18:47loved, right? It's because it's
18:50familiar. And that I always talk about
18:52this that word familiar
18:54stems from the word familial family,
18:58right? So we we actually reenact
19:02what we went through as children in our
19:05adult relationships until we heal those
19:08cycles and patterns.
19:12Um
19:15this comfort can prevent us from
19:16exploring new experiences and
19:18relationships, right? because we cling
19:20on to the old whereas if we let go we
19:23could welcome in new energy right
19:28and maybe for some of you you are still
19:30like like I said middle card you could
19:33still be feeling quite powerless um and
19:36just as someone who's been on this
19:38journey for a while I can confirm that
19:42once you start healing these wounds and
19:44you start making different choices and
19:46you start setting boundaries with people
19:48Yes, you'll lose people, but you also
19:51start attracting in as you heal, as you
19:53raise your vibration, right? You start
19:56attracting in similar energy to what
19:58you're in. So, you could feel powerless
20:01right now,
20:03but there's especially if you're holding
20:05on like I'm seeing the eight of cups in
20:07reverse. So, if you're holding on to
20:09connections even though you're not
20:11fulfilled, but you have a fear of not
20:13having anyone in your life, for example,
20:16um that could be blocking new energy
20:18from coming in.
20:21Let's face it, change can feel
20:22overwhelming. How can we be sure things
20:25will work out? The truth is, everything
20:27around us changes constantly. And
20:30whenever I have that feeling of what if
20:33this all ends terribly? What if they're
20:35abandoning me? what if this, right? I
20:38try and look at that thought and
20:40redirect it first of all with that
20:42abandonment thing. I experience that and
20:44I try and remind myself I'm not being
20:47abandoned.
20:48Um,
20:50but that what if something bad happens?
20:52What if it doesn't work out? What if I'm
20:54making the wrong decision? Those are
20:57your fears, right? because it's
20:59questioning you where your intuition
21:02will tell you.
21:06I trust that it's going to be okay.
21:08Right?
21:10Again, anxiety and fear question you.
21:13They they scare you and intuition kind
21:16of nudges you gently and speaks in
21:19gentle statements is what I'm hearing.
21:21Um I had a point and now I'm missing it.
21:24I lost my point. Oh. Um,
21:28so if you have a negative narrative, we
21:30can reprogram that negative narrative by
21:32replacing it with a positive, right? So
21:36if you
21:38have that thought, what if I walk away
21:40from this? What if I let this friendship
21:42go and then I never find another friend?
21:45Let's try to reward that, right? I trust
21:49that by letting go of what is no longer
21:50aligned with me, I will welcome in what
21:52is aligned with me. Right?
21:56instead of like what if the worst
21:58happens, what if the best happens,
22:01right?
22:03And again, I feel like I'm picking up on
22:05a collective that you maybe haven't
22:07started to see these changes reflected
22:10in your outer world, right? But
22:13when we change internally,
22:17right, our outer world starts to change
22:19and vice versa. I'm hearing
22:25The truth is everything around us
22:27changes constantly. While we may wish
22:29that things will always go as planned,
22:31we can't control the outcome as much as
22:33we think we can. But change isn't
22:35necessarily a bad thing. It can lead to
22:37beautiful unexpected experiences and
22:39growth. Embracing change and learning
22:42from it builds wisdom and resilience. Be
22:45realistic about what you can control and
22:47take accountability where needed.
22:49Accountability isn't blame. It's about
22:52reclaiming your power. Let go of should
22:54haves and whatifs.
22:58The card shows a brilliant
23:00transformation that can occur when you
23:02loosen your grip on the things you've
23:03been hesitant to let go. Exactly. So,
23:06you can start by loosening your grip.
23:08Right. And then in time, you have that
23:11confidence to let go.
23:17This is your opportunity to shine your
23:19true light and share the gifts you've
23:20kept hidden for fear of being judged or
23:23noticed. So, you could also have a fear
23:25of being seen. And you could have
23:29a gift that you're meant to share with
23:31the world. And if you have the idea or
23:34the wound, right, that what you say
23:38doesn't matter or what you say will just
23:40be judged and dismissed because of past
23:42experiences that's blocking you from
23:45sharing your light with the world. You
23:47could be someone who's meant to help
23:49others with this message.
23:56It's time to fan that little spark and
23:58allow it to glow outward for all to see.
24:01I am not what happened to me. I am what
24:04I choose to become.
24:07And I'm seeing like I'm seeing the
24:10peacock even though I don't think you're
24:11in peacock energy yet, right? The
24:14peacock
24:16can overcome and the the elephant can
24:19overcome any obstacle. Um,
24:25and again, I know people don't like to
24:27hear it, but there's a lesson in
24:28everything.
24:34All right, that gives us a start.
24:40Yeah. Yeah. Life is a reflection of your
24:42inner landscape. I think I need to read
24:45that. But remember, we have the power to
24:48change our lives, right? And I talked
24:51about this the other day, but you know
24:53some of those Disney movies, right? or
24:55fairy tales, it was always a damsel in
24:58distress, right? Somebody a princess
25:01waiting to be saved, right? Or a
25:03princess chasing like I'm just seeing
25:05the Little Mermaid, Ariel chasing after
25:07Eric. Um Belle would be an exception. I
25:10think Belle was awesome. Belle from
25:12Beauty and the Beast, but
25:18we can't wait for someone to come save
25:21us. And we can't wait for our outer
25:23world to magically change. Right? So you
25:26are the creator of your destiny. And if
25:29you feel right that you have people
25:32around you that don't understand you,
25:35that don't see you or that you need to
25:38chase or connections that make you feel
25:40powerless, right? You have the power to
25:43change by walking away or you have the
25:46power to change by putting up
25:47boundaries.
25:49um be the change you want to see, right?
25:54Life is a reflection of your inner
25:56landscape.
25:58And then you have venture beyond the
26:00familiar,
26:01right? So again,
26:04when we are repeating those familiar
26:06patterns
26:10in a subconscious way, it feels
26:13familiar, right? And that's why we keep
26:15repeating them because change is
26:16difficult. But we do have the power to
26:19change the energy around us, what's
26:22going on within us, the energy we're
26:24calling in. And it's not easy, right? It
26:28takes
26:30it takes a lot of reflection. It takes a
26:32lot of accountability. It takes a lot of
26:34self-awareness. It takes making
26:37different choices, making healthier
26:38choices, releasing some connections.
26:41Right.
26:46Okay. I do want to read this
26:5141. Whoops.
26:55Why do I feel called to show you this?
26:57My sister got me this before I went to
26:59Florida
27:00and I actually just stuck it in my bag
27:02and never really looked at it. Love you
27:04to the moon. No, love you to the stars
27:07and back.
27:10She showed up with um like a I'm hungry.
27:14She showed up with a It was around
27:17Easter that I No, it wasn't before I
27:18went to Florida. Never mind. Oh man, I
27:21should have looked at this months ago. I
27:22got this in April. So, she showed up
27:24with like a box of Easter treats for my
27:27kids and chocolate and then like
27:29chocolate bunnies and whatever. And then
27:32she gave me this and I'm like, "Can I
27:33eat it?
27:36Why didn't you get me chocolate? I'm a
27:38Taurus."
27:39But anyway, maybe this is symbolic.
27:43the bunny. It's just a gold bunny. It's
27:47got like stars on it and constellations.
27:52Focus on the bunny.
27:55Focus on the bunny.
27:59It's like I'm trying to hypnotize you.
28:01Look into the bunny's eyes. It's not
28:03focusing on the bunny. But
28:06the bunny. The bunny.
28:10Let's talk about this bunny. There's a
28:12reason I picked it up. Where's my animal
28:14book?
28:18I opened right up to it. Magic. Magic
28:21and
28:23childhood innocence, right? Finding
28:25magic in the mundane. Like when you open
28:27a book to the exact page you want.
28:30Afraid of everything, overwhelmed,
28:32frozen. The rabbit loves to remind his
28:34friends that someday the eagle will
28:36swoop down and eat him. Right. This
28:38always happens to me. they'll leave
28:40eventually or whatever.
28:43He talks and talks and talks so loudly
28:45in fact that one day the eagle hears and
28:48thanks him for the great idea. Rabbit
28:50energy is alive when we are scared mo
28:53most often about the future. Everything
28:56happens for a reason. This is the first
28:58time I've taken the bunny out of that
29:00little gift bag.
29:03There goes my tummy again. What are you
29:04eating? I want some.
29:09and we become our own worst enemy. We
29:11spin up a dust cloud of fear and then
29:14complain to others we are lost. Notice
29:17your thoughts and words, oh rabbit. They
29:19are shaping your destiny. That's magic.
29:25Why did I just hear that? That is so
29:27weird. Um, I just had a flash of Rachel
29:32from friends
29:34saying and that my friend is what we is
29:38what I call closure. I don't know why I
29:41heard that. Um, when in balance,
29:45sensitive, good listener. So, you could
29:47be someone who is very sensitive, right?
29:50Problem solver, wanting to help others,
29:53good listener. And maybe again maybe you
29:57keep attracting
30:00somebody who or connections where your
30:03sensitivity
30:05is
30:06triggering to them or
30:09where you find that you're always the
30:12listener, right? And you kind of shrink
30:16when out of balance over explains. And
30:19overexlaining,
30:21yes, sometimes we need to overexlain. I
30:23am autistic. I get it. Got to get my
30:25point across. But
30:28overexlaining is also a form of begging
30:30to be understood.
30:33To bring into balance a day of silence.
30:39There's a reason I picked up that bunny.
30:41There's a reason I opened right up to
30:43it. Right.
30:45Maybe I need to get you an animal card.
30:49Bunny. I constantly work on my feelings.
30:58All right. 41.
31:03I lead by example.
31:05I lead by example reflecting the change
31:07I want to see. Right? So if you want to
31:10call in, this is just coming up as an
31:12example. If you want to call in
31:14reciprocal relationships, stop accepting
31:16unrescrocal relationships. Stop giving
31:18to it. Right? Stop feeding that. I'm
31:21hearing feeding the dead plant.
31:24I embody the change I wish to see in the
31:26world. Be the change you want to see. If
31:28you want to be prioritized and you are
31:30surrounded by people who don't do that,
31:33prioritize yourself. Right. There goes
31:36my tummy again. What are you eating? I
31:39want to know. Um,
31:44and I said it the other day in a
31:46reading, energetically, how we treat
31:49ourselves when there's nobody around
31:52is the energy we're calling in. So, if
31:55you don't prioritize yourself or care
31:57for yourself or love for love yourself,
32:00right? Think about the energy you're
32:02calling in. That's why selflove is so
32:05important.
32:06Um,
32:09and you can't just snap your fingers and
32:10be like, "Oh, I like myself." Right?
32:12It's a journey.
32:15I celebrate the goodness in others and
32:18mirror their positivity. I radiate
32:21kindness wherever I go. The saying, "Be
32:24the change you want to see in the
32:26world." Yeah. The saying, "Be the change
32:28you want to see in the world," is often
32:30attributed to Gandhi. Interesting. I
32:32didn't know that. Well, it's an
32:34inspiring message.
32:36Here's what it means. We but mirror the
32:39world. All the tendencies present in the
32:42outer world are to be found in the world
32:44of our body. If we could change
32:47ourselves, the tendency in the world
32:49would also change. Right? So when we
32:52make that internal change, the world has
32:55to reflect that change back to us or our
32:57outer world reflects that change back to
32:59us.
33:01Um, as a man changes his own nature, so
33:05does the altitude attitude. Not
33:08altitude, altitude. Why did I say that?
33:11Are you on a mountain? Um, the attitude
33:14of the world changes towards him. This
33:16is a divine.
33:19This is the divine mystery supreme. A
33:22wonderful thing it is.
33:24My tummy won't shush.
33:27A wonderful thing it is. And the source
33:29of our own happiness. We need not wait
33:31to see what others do. Gandhi suggests
33:35that our outer experiences reflect our
33:37inner states. Transformation begins
33:39within us. When we focus on healing
33:42ourselves, we automatically influence
33:44our environments and the attitudes of
33:46others. For example, if we carry anger
33:49within, we may project that energy onto
33:51others.
33:53I give myself permission to chase my
33:55dreams and goals. That's interesting.
33:58Yeah. Instead of chasing love outside of
34:01you, chase your dreams, right?
34:05When we carry anger within, we may
34:07project that energy onto others. On the
34:09other hand, when we cultivate
34:11compassion, we start noticing kindness
34:13in the world around us. This message
34:15empowers us to recognize that we are
34:18active creators in our own realities. By
34:21changing ourselves, we send ripples of
34:23change outward.
34:25This card radiates empowering energy.
34:28You don't need to wait for external
34:30changes. Take action now. If you desire
34:34harmonious relationships, start by
34:36examining your relationship with
34:37yourself. Are you kind to yourself? Do
34:40you give yourself understanding and
34:42space when uncomfortable emotions arise?
34:45As you create inner balance, the energy
34:48around you will align with that sense of
34:50peace. Right? And that's what I was
34:52talking about. when you find that inner
34:54union, inner balance, balancing the
34:57feminine and masculine energies, right?
35:00Showing up for yourself in both of those
35:01energies. So, nurturing yourself,
35:04trusting your intuition, surrendering
35:06control,
35:08um
35:11being your own protector, provider,
35:13asserting yourself, knowing your worth,
35:15masculine energy.
35:19you start to call in other people, other
35:22energy that's in that same balance,
35:24right? That's how I called Brienne.
35:29Anyway,
35:33all right. So, let's see what you need
35:35to heal, what you're focusing on healing
35:37right now. I'm going to use soulseker
35:39signs.
35:41So, we have past life.
35:44So, this could be past life lessons,
35:46past life karma. This could also be
35:48connected to a soul tie connection,
35:52right? And everybody that we interact
35:54with is some sort of lesson. Um, when we
35:57talk about getting tested by the
35:59universe or by the divine, right? Tests
36:02don't just come
36:04in these soul tie connections. They come
36:07with other experiences in our life
36:09through work, through contractors. I
36:12always bring that up. By strangers you
36:14meet. Um
36:19maybe this is something you go through
36:21with work as well, right? Where you are
36:24chasing recognition or you're putting in
36:26all your efforts but you don't feel
36:28appreciated there. Uh maybe you're
36:30working for like little to no money,
36:33right? A job that just pays the bills.
36:36Confused, unclear, conflicted,
36:38unbalanced, right? So unbalanced,
36:41distorted energy.
36:43So when we talk about distorted feminine
36:45energy, negative emotions, not knowing
36:48how to express your needs,
36:51um having hidden expectations,
36:55engaging in cycle like repetitive
36:59patterns with people or cycles,
37:02um distorted masculine energy.
37:08Um there can only be one winner is what
37:10I'm hearing. Anyway,
37:15distorted masculine energy, right? Not
37:17having confidence, not being able to
37:19assert yourself,
37:21maybe focusing too much on work and not
37:24enough time on self-care. And I I read
37:28something I think in this book like last
37:31week, and I keep repeating it to myself.
37:33There you go. Every day is a learning
37:35experience.
37:37But
37:39self-care is a priority, not a luxury,
37:43right? So the same way we prioritize
37:46taking care of our kids and going to
37:48work, we should be prioritizing
37:50self-care. It's not a luxury, right?
37:52It's not a reward.
37:55It's a priority. And again,
38:03the energy we attract in mirrors
38:07what's going on within us. So again, if
38:10if you keep calling in the same energy,
38:14there's a lesson to be learned, right?
38:16Why why do I keep attracting someone who
38:18doesn't prioritize me? Why do I keep
38:21attracting someone in who invalidates me
38:23or whatever it is? I was only saying
38:25those because of the energy of that
38:27other card.
38:31I'm just going to shuffle three times.
38:36Situation
38:39ghosted,
38:50right? If you're in a situationship and
38:52you don't want a situationship, but you
38:55keep giving to a situationship, right?
38:58I'm hearing a very clear message with
39:00those two cards. Perhaps you were in a
39:02situationship where you spoke clearly
39:05and said, "I want to know what we are. I
39:07want clarity." And they could have
39:08ghosted you. And that doesn't have to be
39:10a romantic connection.
39:13And I'm hearing this as well, right?
39:15When we have a fear that's speaking up
39:19about our needs or asking for more or
39:21telling someone how we feel.
39:24When we have a fear I keep getting
39:26blocked throat chakra. When we have a
39:28fear that I can take these off now. When
39:31we have a fear that
39:33that will lead to being abandoned right
39:37we don't do it. The way to heal it I'm
39:41hearing like exposure therapy. The only
39:43way to heal that is to start doing it,
39:46right? And possibly our fear becomes
39:49reality when we do that and people ghost
39:52or fall off or disappear, right? But
39:56every time we choose to do that, we are
39:59slowly empowering ourselves and we are
40:02changing the energy we're calling in.
40:04Right? I use again I use the example of
40:08ordering food at a restaurant or like
40:10ordering a coffee, right? You order You
40:12order I have a good one. You order it
40:15like this. This is something that I
40:18still struggle with. When I was in
40:19Florida, I ordered a vanilla iced latte
40:23and they gave me a hot vanilla latte and
40:25I just took it. And then I reminded
40:28myself, what am I doing? That's not what
40:29I wanted. That's not what I want.
40:32But again, it's kind of like being at a
40:35restaurant and saying, "I want this."
40:38And they keep bringing you not you
40:40didn't ask for what they brought you,
40:41but you eat it. So then they bring you
40:43more and you eat it. And then they bring
40:45you more and you eat it.
40:48Anyway, my point is is that it's very it
40:52is very scary to speak your truth and
40:55speak authentically and put up
40:56boundaries.
40:58And in my experience, I had to do it
41:01several times with several different
41:03people and the result was
41:07they disappeared or they ended the
41:09friendship or whatever or they ghosted.
41:13But that that's confirmation that you
41:15needed to have those boundaries, right?
41:17Because the right people will hear you.
41:18The right people will respect your
41:20boundaries. Anyway, what are you
41:23boundaries?
41:28Mhm. And we have ghosted. Exactly. And
41:31divine feminine. [ __ ] right.
41:35Exactly what I was just saying. So,
41:37whoever you are, you may feel powerless,
41:39but you have the power to change your
41:41situation by putting up boundaries,
41:44protecting your energy. Boundaries is
41:46not to build walls or push people away,
41:48right? Boundaries are an act of
41:50self-care.
41:53Healthy, clear communicating needs,
41:56right? And this is what I mean. We're
41:58programmed or whoever this collective
42:00is,
42:02we were programmed to shrink, right, as
42:05children. And then we have a fear that
42:08if we express our needs or put up
42:10boundaries that someone is going to go
42:13silent or someone is going to dismiss us
42:15or reject us or abandon us. And the only
42:18way to transform that energy is to walk
42:21through that fire. Put up those
42:23boundaries
42:25and let go of the people who want to
42:27fall off and go silent.
42:30Divine feminine energy. I do not chase,
42:33I attract,
42:35right? Divine feminine energy. Very
42:37healthy boundaries.
42:43That is magic.
42:49Oh, spirit, I love you. You're so
42:51magical.
42:53Complicated conf confusion, illusions,
42:56complex situation. And of course,
42:59this is why I don't like the like the
43:06I always said I didn't like the term if
43:08they wanted to, they would, right?
43:12If they could, they would. But
43:15humans are complicated creatures, right?
43:18We're we're complicated and especially
43:20with all the different traumas we have
43:22and programming and societal pressure.
43:32And again, you have to walk through that
43:34fire if you want to change this energy.
43:36It starts with
43:38choosing self and being willing to lose
43:41the people
43:44who don't want to respect those
43:46boundaries, right? Or meet your needs or
43:48whatever.
43:49Blocked throat chakra. I'm telling you.
43:55And when we have a blocked throat chakra
43:57or when I allow myself to let go of
43:59negativity, I might have to pause it and
44:01go eat something. My stomach is going
44:03crazy. Solar plexus energy, right?
44:06Confidence.
44:10But what was I saying?
44:17I can't remember.
44:23I wear sunglasses. New perspective.
44:27New perspective.
44:33But again, be the change you want to
44:35see. If you want healthier connections,
44:37let go of the unhealthy ones.
44:40If you want love in your life, love
44:43self. Easier said than done. It takes,
44:48again, we can't just snap our fingers
44:50and love ourselves, especially after
44:52years and years and years of being told
44:54we were too much or not good enough.
44:58But again, holding on to unhealthy
45:00situations damages your self-worth. Like
45:04even work, I'm hearing right
45:07feather sign of protection. No signs
45:10loved lost one protection warning.
45:13Perhaps you found a feather recently.
45:14Protect your energy.
45:17Anyway, what are you healing or what do
45:19you need to heal? Rejection.
45:23Fear of rejection.
45:28Runner.
45:35Right. So, you can see a theme here.
45:38Fear of speaking your truth, fear of
45:40putting up boundaries, fear of asking
45:42for more,
45:43right? Fearing that if you do that,
45:45somebody will run or somebody will
45:48reject you. That's programmed into you.
45:51So, whoever you are, you probably
45:55you probably do struggle with
45:58a rejection wound, right? And especially
46:01if you're ADHD or neurode divergent
46:04um or you have trauma, I'm hearing,
46:06right? You could have sensitivity uh
46:09rejection sensitivity dysphoria where
46:13any type of perceived rejection triggers
46:16you, right? Um as simple as asking
46:20someone if they want to make plant like
46:22do you want to watch a movie with me
46:23tonight and they say no, your nervous
46:26system interprets that as rejection. But
46:29whoever you are, right, it feels like
46:38I can see it here
46:42again.
46:45The if you have a fear of speaking your
46:47truth because you're afraid you're going
46:49to be rejected,
46:52that's not
47:01that's not how you call in authentic
47:02relationships, right? How how can you be
47:04your authentic self when there's a fear
47:06of expressing yourself?
47:09Um, and again, you could be someone who
47:11shrinks yourself because you're afraid
47:13if you say too much or ask for too much
47:15that you'll be abandoned or someone will
47:17run from you. And this could be a
47:20pattern that
47:22you know you've been repeating since
47:24childhood.
47:30Rejection wound.
47:32Rejection is protection and redirection,
47:35right? And that's what I'm talking
47:36about. The only way to heal your
47:39rejection wound is to face it and walk
47:42through the fire and risk rejection,
47:45right? And anybody that rejects you,
47:47it's for your own protection. They're
47:49not again with the boundaries,
47:52right?
47:54If you speak up or you are your
47:56authentic self and someone pushes you
47:58away or runs, it's not I should have
48:02never said how I felt. It should be
48:05thank goodness I said that. So now I
48:07know I'm not aligned with that person.
48:10A deeply ingrained wound rooted in
48:12experiences of feeling unwanted,
48:14unworthy, or fundamentally unaccepted.
48:17And often what happens with these wounds
48:19is we attract in energy attracts energy.
48:23We attract in someone with the same
48:24wound, but they act
48:29very differently because of this
48:31rejection wound. Right? And I'm going to
48:33read I'm going to read both for you.
48:36Often originating in childhood,
48:39this wound manifests as fears fear of
48:41abandonment, chronic self-doubt, and
48:43difficulty forming deep connections due
48:45to the expectation of being dismissed or
48:48included. Some may struggle with intense
48:50sensitivity to criticism, interpreting
48:53neutral situations as personal
48:55rejection. I'm just laughing at myself
48:57right now.
49:00I'm laughing at myself because this is
49:02something that I've been trying to heal,
49:04right? And I can give you a really good
49:06example of feeling rejected by a neutral
49:09response. When somebody sends a thumbs
49:10up,
49:14what is that? Like to me that feels like
49:18might as well be the middle finger. I
49:20don't know. Like it I don't know why
49:21that triggers me and I'm not the only
49:23one. I've seen viral videos about this,
49:26right? Um
49:29but anyway, I just wanted to bring that
49:30up.
49:32But I'm telling you, as someone who's
49:34been healing this wound for a long time,
49:37when you start to speak up about your
49:39needs, when you start to be vulnerable,
49:41when you and these people
49:44run or ghost or end the connection,
49:50it's one step closer to calling in a
49:51healthier connection.
49:54Bri,
49:56she's not my only healthy connection.
49:58I'm just I love her.
50:02Um, some may struggle with, oh, I
50:03already read that. While others may
50:05isolate themselves to avoid the pain of
50:07disapproval altogether or shrinking
50:10yourself, right? There may be an
50:12internalized belief that one must earn
50:14love through perfection, people
50:15pleasing, or emotional suppression.
50:19So, you could be suppressing emotions
50:21and feelings because you fear if you
50:24bring them up, that person is going to
50:26dismiss you or invalidate you or ghost
50:29you. But how can you form
50:33a healthy connection if you can't do
50:35that? Right? And again, the only way to
50:38to overcome that is to walk through it
50:41and do it.
50:44And rejection is protection.
50:50Emotionally, this wound can create
50:51cycles of anxiety, self-sabotage, or
50:54settling for relationships where one is
50:56undervalued.
50:58Physically
51:00it may manifest as ch uh tension in the
51:03chest, fear of openness, digestive
51:05issues, emotional pro emotional
51:08processing difficulties or chronic
51:10fatigue, emotional exhaustion from
51:12seeking approval over time. Unresolved
51:16rejection wounds can lead to difficulty
51:17trusting relationships, an avoidance of
51:20vulnerability, or a constant need for
51:22external validation. Watch for patterns
51:25of fearing intimacy, withdrawing at the
51:27first sign of conflict, or struggling to
51:29express needs due to fear of being too
51:31much. Right? And again, that's what was
51:35programmed into a lot of us when we were
51:37younger. Your emotions are too much.
51:40You're too sensitive. Like, what about
51:42everything else I do for you? Anyway,
51:46my trauma is showing.
51:48suppressing the rejection wound by
51:50either rejecting oneself preemptively,
51:52believing they are unworthy of
51:53connection, or overcompensating by
51:56seeking constant reassurance. Some may
51:59cope by pushing people away first,
52:01assuming rejection is inevitable and
52:03avoiding deep emotional bonds. Runner,
52:07this can manifest as detachment,
52:09emotional numbness, or an inability to
52:11fully invest in relationships. So maybe
52:13you call in people who don't fully
52:15invest in you.
52:18Others may go in the opposite direction,
52:20overextending themselves to gain
52:22approval.
52:24Sorry, I don't know why I'm saying it
52:25like that. It's for the the it's for the
52:28people in the back.
52:31Tolerating mistreatment to avoid
52:34abandonment
52:36or because again as kids what could we
52:39do? We learn to like I don't know why
52:42I'm hearing shape-shift, but we learn to
52:44shrink ourselves, right?
52:47or shaping their identity based on
52:49external validation. This can result in
52:51chronic overgiving, struggling to set
52:54boundaries
52:55or staying in unfulfilling relationships
52:58out of fear of being alone. Didn't I say
53:00it?
53:04Some may suppress this wound by
53:05minimizing their emotional needs,
53:07convincing themselves they are
53:09independent and unaffected by rejection.
53:12Watch for patterns of emotional
53:13detachment, overcompensating through
53:15social validation, or a fear of voicing
53:18needs due to the expectation of being
53:21dismissed.
53:24Beneath both extremes ties the same need
53:26to recognize that rejection does not
53:28define worth and that true belonging
53:30starts with self-acceptance. How to heal
53:33it? Healing this wound begins when you
53:36stop seeing rejection as proof of your
53:38unworthiness and start seeing it as
53:41divine course correction. Right? Again,
53:44they're not rejecting me. I'm being
53:47protected. I'm being redirected towards
53:50healthier energy.
53:54We're so quick to blame ourselves,
53:56right? and to like internalize it
54:00because that's when we are children we
54:03have to give meaning to an experience if
54:05our parent doesn't tell us right if our
54:07parent doesn't communicate with us so we
54:09have to attach a meaning to it right and
54:12as kids
54:14when we try the only way we can attach a
54:16meaning to it is to turn it inward right
54:19and to internalize it must be me and
54:22then you're programmed to do that like a
54:24little robot
54:27Um,
54:29every no clears the way for a greater
54:32yes. Right? This friend didn't like my
54:35boundaries. That's okay. I'm calling in
54:37a healthier friendship now. I'm making
54:38space for healthier connections in my
54:40life.
54:43Um, and this again, you have to
54:47this takes resilience. This takes
54:50walking through that fire, right? I'm
54:52seeing the stingray. move through the
54:54discomfort. It's uncomfortable,
54:58but it stops the cycle.
55:03You are not being abandoned. You are
55:05being led somewhere better. Exactly.
55:08When you stop chasing acceptance and
55:10start trusting what is for you will
55:12never require you to shrink, you free
55:14yourself from the fear of rejection. You
55:16are you are already whole, already
55:19worthy, already enough. The world isn't
55:22rejecting you. It's making space for
55:24what truly aligns with your soul.
55:38And again, if you are ch situationship,
55:41if you were chasing after a runner,
55:42you're running from self, right? You're
55:44running from choosing self. No contact,
55:46stonewalled.
55:48Whoever you either you were in a
55:52situation where you need to express your
55:54needs and put up boundaries
55:56or you tried to and that person went no
56:01contact or blocked you.
56:03Right? And again that that does not mean
56:06your boundaries weren't valid, that your
56:08needs weren't valid.
56:13It's showing you that that person
56:16is not in a place to meet those
56:18boundaries or needs and you're being
56:20redirected towards healthier energy.
56:22Right? But again,
56:24the only way to heal this is to start
56:28doing it
56:30and face that rejection head on because
56:32that rejection will happen, right?
56:38It doesn't mean you were wrong to do so.
56:42We have situationship
56:44complicated, complicated
56:47delays.
56:55And again, if you express your needs or
56:57are vulnerable with someone or you say
57:00you're authentic with someone or you put
57:04up a boundary and their reaction is to
57:06run and go silent on you,
57:10you were definitely being protected.
57:16And that's something going on with that
57:18other person that's not about you.
57:22Divine
57:27feminine. I was just thinking about it.
57:38Spirit, close the deck.
57:42I almost feel whoever you are, you're
57:45you're wanting this person to come back
57:50cuz you have return.
57:52come back, reconnect, reach out. And
57:55this isn't about what this is. This is
57:57not about what's coming. This is about
57:59what you're meant to be healing.
58:04And you wouldn't just be going through
58:06this lesson with someone
58:09that you see as a situationship, right?
58:11This would be happening in other areas
58:13of your life.
58:18And it's right underneath let go, right?
58:21So whoever you are right you need to let
58:25go not just
58:28not just this
58:31you need to let go of the
58:35you have no control over whether this
58:37person comes back or not right and let's
58:39talk about let's talk about hang on
58:45let's talk about looking outside of
58:47yourself right if you are holding on to
58:49control and looking outside of yourself
58:52for someone to return, right? For
58:55someone to come save you, right? I'm not
58:58saying that's your mentality, but I'm
58:59just explaining like that idea of
59:03waiting for someone to come save you
59:05from your situation or waiting for your
59:06night and shining armor, right? Disney
59:08movies. Anyway,
59:11what this is telling you, right? If you
59:15were if you were holding on to the
59:17outcome that this person will come back
59:19whoever they are again this could be
59:22multiple situations like I'm seeing the
59:24situation of something happening at work
59:28right and you asking for a raise and
59:30them telling you nah we can't afford it
59:32this year and then you feel like all of
59:35your efforts are not being appreciated
59:38right and maybe you're hoping that
59:40they'll change their mind and come back
59:42and give you a
59:44But anyway,
59:47spirit wants you to let go of this
59:50chapter, right? Let go of whatever this
59:52is and return home to self, right?
59:55Again, what are you looking for outside
59:57of you? If you're looking for someone to
59:59return to you, your soul is calling for
1:00:02you to return to you, right?
1:00:08And it feels like that's what this
1:00:10transformation is about.
1:00:13is about coming home to self, choosing
1:00:16self, loving self.
1:00:21All right, spirit, close the deck on me.
1:00:25Let's see with this one what you're
1:00:27healing.
1:00:32Release toxic attachments. Exactly.
1:00:36Toxic ties drain your energy. Cut the
1:00:38cords and reclaim your freedom.
1:00:41Trust the lesson, not the pain. Right?
1:00:44What is this teaching you?
1:00:46You weren't meant to stay hurt. The pain
1:00:48was a messenger. The wisdom is what you
1:00:50carry forward.
1:00:53And then you have awaken your power.
1:00:55Right? Remember who you are.
1:01:00Love without self-abandonment. Right?
1:01:03Those are the cards that are there.
1:01:06Anyway,
1:01:12if you were on the outside looking in
1:01:16and this was your best friend or your
1:01:19adult child or even a child going
1:01:23through something at school, right? What
1:01:25would you tell them?
1:01:28You'd tell them, "Remember who you are.
1:01:39Trust the path ahead even if you don't
1:01:41know what it is. Right?
1:01:48And I always talk about the two of
1:01:49wands. To me, the two of wands
1:01:54always makes me think of the patterns
1:01:56that keep us stuck from moving forward.
1:01:58And the advice the advice of two of
1:02:00wands
1:02:02is to envision what you want for your
1:02:05future and then step out of your comfort
1:02:07zone and take action towards that
1:02:08future. Right? Meet the universe
1:02:10halfway.
1:02:13Align with your higher path. Beautiful.
1:02:20I do still feel the need to maybe I
1:02:22should get a few more cards from that
1:02:24deck.
1:02:32Imbalanced relationships.
1:02:36If the scales are tipped, it's time to
1:02:38restore balance. Step forward and create
1:02:41harmony in your relationships. Exactly.
1:02:43And that's what I was getting. Ibalanced
1:02:45relationships. Right.
1:02:48And if you are sick of calling in
1:02:49imbalanced relationships,
1:02:53you need to stop engaging with
1:02:54imbalanced relationships.
1:02:57Right. Why do I want to get two more?
1:03:02Two more.
1:03:05Ooh, we got three. And then spirit,
1:03:07close the deck.
1:03:12That's interesting. Clearly, you're
1:03:13connected to a runner.
1:03:16You could have met online. Why did I say
1:03:18it like you could have met online? You
1:03:20could have met online.
1:03:22Meet on the internet chat connection.
1:03:26Instant connection. Instant magnetic
1:03:29bond. Right.
1:03:32Runner.
1:03:37And again,
1:03:40you feel that magnetic wand for a
1:03:42reason, right? Connections orbit around
1:03:44us for a reason. They keep coming. The
1:03:46lessons either the same person or
1:03:49different meats suit
1:03:51keep orbiting us until we heal them.
1:03:59And again, by chasing after a runner,
1:04:02you don't have any control over them.
1:04:05You're running from self.
1:04:19And I feel called to say this,
1:04:24but even I've seen it, right? Even
1:04:27people who
1:04:30jump from one connection to another,
1:04:32right? Feeling like,
1:04:34you know, you just went through a
1:04:36separation with someone. I'm not here to
1:04:37judge. I'm not here to judge. I'm trying
1:04:40to give you an example. Right?
1:04:43If you are someone who needs love in
1:04:45your life and a connection ends and then
1:04:48very quickly you're like, "Well, I just
1:04:50want somebody else. I just want new
1:04:52love." And you're like out there dating
1:04:54looking for love, right? You're still
1:04:56running from self. You're still chasing
1:04:58after love.
1:05:00That's why it's important to take that.
1:05:03I'm seeing the four of swords. It's
1:05:05important and the hermit. It's important
1:05:07to go through that self-reflection and
1:05:09integrate the lesson so that you don't
1:05:11repeat it. Why am I holding the bunny?
1:05:17I'm all over the place now. I want an
1:05:19animal card.
1:05:21Spider.
1:05:23Oh, the little mouse.
1:05:32That's anxiety.
1:05:38The unicorn.
1:05:48You could be questioning your journey
1:05:50right
1:05:52because of this.
1:05:55I've seen so many people I experienced
1:05:57it along my journey as well where
1:06:06When you go through something like this,
1:06:08you can lose belief in the divine,
1:06:10right? Or in the universe. I hope you
1:06:13don't feel like the universe is against
1:06:15you.
1:06:21Oh, the lamb.
1:06:25I This never comes out. I feel like I
1:06:29need to read that. That never comes out.
1:06:32I can't remember the last time I pulled
1:06:34the lamb card.
1:06:39I'm hearing Mary had a little lamb
1:06:47whose fleece was white as snow.
1:06:49Everywhere that Mary went, Mary went,
1:06:50Mary went. Everywhere that Mary went,
1:06:52that lamb was sure to go. Right. Maybe
1:06:54you
1:06:56maybe you
1:07:00interesting. Um
1:07:07I'm just thinking about the meaning
1:07:08behind that. I heard it for a reason,
1:07:10right? Like chasing.
1:07:14But anyway,
1:07:16this also makes me think of the four of
1:07:18swords in the Wild Unknown Tarot because
1:07:22in the Wild Unknown Tarot, it's that
1:07:24little lamb and it's having a
1:07:27breakthrough moment.
1:07:29That's why it's important to have
1:07:34that period of isolation so you can
1:07:36integrate the lessons and gain clarity,
1:07:39right? Anyway,
1:07:41the lamb.
1:07:47When in balance, knowingness, inner
1:07:49peace. When out of balance, quiet,
1:07:51timid, concerned.
1:07:54The lamb is a bearer of an important
1:07:56message. Its contents can only be heard
1:07:59when a deep level of quiet has been
1:08:01established. Lamb energy is the honest
1:08:03guidance you hear from an old friend, a
1:08:05young child, or sometimes a surprising
1:08:07stranger.
1:08:09Though the lamb's message may channel
1:08:11through another person, the wisdom
1:08:12resonates within you.
1:08:17So, whoever this message is for,
1:08:21this this should be resonating with you,
1:08:24right?
1:08:26It will repeat and reverberate until you
1:08:29listen. Approach this gentle creature
1:08:31with utmost patience and reverence.
1:08:33Truth is a gift. Sit still, listen,
1:08:36receive.
1:08:40the little lambie.
1:08:44Now I'm hearing um
1:08:48this is a song that never ends. Anyway,
1:08:54what do you need to heal?
1:09:04A
1:09:07spiritual and personal growth.
1:09:11Having patience with yourself,
1:09:16not giving your beautiful energy to
1:09:19people who don't appreciate it.
1:09:22A we have the beaver.
1:09:26I'm telling you, you're probably a
1:09:28giver, right? And you probably attract
1:09:30connections in where where they're
1:09:32unbalanced.
1:09:34And I always say over like overgivers,
1:09:36people on the healing journey
1:09:40who feel called to heal these things
1:09:42through therapy, through readings like
1:09:44this. It's for a reason. And the beaver
1:09:48talks about like whoever you are, you're
1:09:50loyal. You put a lot of effort in. You
1:09:55people are important to you, right? And
1:09:57that's probably what you're looking for
1:10:00someone to meet you with, right? But you
1:10:03probably always find yourself
1:10:09in the opposite situation.
1:10:12Um, but anyway, I always say
1:10:19you powerful empaths, you givers, right?
1:10:23When you've spent your life overgiving
1:10:25to situations
1:10:27that don't appreciate that or don't
1:10:29match that energy, it can be hard on
1:10:32you. But also,
1:10:36that energy could be used to help
1:10:38others, right? Not not the people around
1:10:41us who aren't aligned with us. I'm
1:10:44hearing empowered empath, but the beaver
1:10:47talks about to bring into balance
1:10:49selfless service, right? being of
1:10:51service to the world.
1:11:01So if you're always loyal to others and
1:11:03you're always putting others first and
1:11:05you're always working
1:11:07to help others, right, you need to start
1:11:10doing that for yourself. Be loyal to
1:11:12self. Put yourself first.
1:11:16And then again, the lion. So being
1:11:22using discernment with who you let into
1:11:23your energy as well.
1:11:27You have water and fire.
1:11:37Ah, I've gone too far.
1:11:43Where are you little beaver? There you
1:11:45are. Hard worker. Loyal. tireless,
1:11:51right? You'll work steadily for weeks,
1:11:54months, or years to see it through,
1:11:56including connections.
1:12:02And the beaver card appears when the
1:12:04task at hand requires your long-term
1:12:06steady effort. Right? And again, this
1:12:08journey can be long, but it's so
1:12:12empowering and it's so rewarding. But
1:12:15maybe you haven't seen that yet.
1:12:21It almost looks like you're a provider,
1:12:23right? You like to give. You like to be
1:12:26there for people. You like to
1:12:32step up for others. You need to start
1:12:35doing that for self
1:12:41to bring into balance selfless service.
1:12:47And then you have the lion. So you could
1:12:49be struggling with patience
1:12:51withdrawn. So you could be withdrawn
1:12:53right now, right? To bring into balance
1:12:56daily meditation and friendship.
1:12:59And this talks about the lion.
1:13:03The living self-mascot of self
1:13:05transformation. A lion personality
1:13:07dedicates their life to personal and
1:13:09spiritual growth. This dedication
1:13:11inspires some and intimidates others.
1:13:14Therefore, the lion is respected by all
1:13:16but known intimately by a few. Some mis
1:13:20some mistakes the lion is hard to access
1:13:22or aloof. Yet, those with the keener eye
1:13:24know better. Lions are observant,
1:13:27stealth, and precise. I am thankful for
1:13:30overcoming my past mistakes. 411 could
1:13:32be symbolic.
1:13:36They are precise in their words and
1:13:38actions. They do not waste energy or
1:13:40resources. Right? So the lion doesn't
1:13:43waste time watering dead plants
1:13:46or giving to unbalanced connections.
1:13:57All right.
1:14:01Step into your power. Release
1:14:04attachment. Step into your power.
1:14:11Change your fate.
1:14:13I'm hearing the rest is still unwritten.
1:14:16Staring at a blank
1:14:19something before whatever the words are.
1:14:24Reaching for something in the distance
1:14:26so close you can almost taste it.
1:14:28Release your inhibition.
1:14:31Feel the rain on your face or whatever
1:14:33the words are.
1:14:35Your story isn't finished.
1:14:38It's unfolding with every choice you
1:14:41make, right? And a lot of healing is
1:14:43about making different choices. Claim
1:14:45your power and write a new ending
1:14:50instead of why does this always happen
1:14:52to me? I won't ever let this happen to
1:14:54me again. Disarm the fear. Fear limits
1:14:58your potential. Release it and step into
1:15:00your power with confidence.
1:15:16didn't come out.
1:15:22That one came out.
1:15:24That one came out.
1:15:28True healing happens when you align
1:15:29mind, body, and spirit. Reconnect to
1:15:31your essence, your divine essence.
1:15:36Clear the karmic weight. The past still
1:15:38lives in what you haven't faced. Name
1:15:40the weight you carry and choose to
1:15:41release it now.
1:15:44White feathers protection.
1:15:59Maybe you haven't faced some of these
1:16:01things, right?
1:16:03Release the root. You cannot fully heal
1:16:06what you're afraid to name. Trace the
1:16:08pain to the root. Gently pull it loose
1:16:11from your field. So, what is the root
1:16:13cause, right? Fear of rejection,
1:16:15definitely blocked throat chakra,
1:16:18possibly an attachment wound.
1:16:29Because again, it's not about
1:16:32it is about getting to the root cause
1:16:35so that you can heal it so that you
1:16:38don't call in that energy anymore. One
1:16:41more.
1:16:52Speak the truth you've hidden, right?
1:16:55Speak
1:16:57speak your truth. Don't be afraid to
1:17:00speak up. Don't be afraid to set
1:17:01boundaries.
1:17:04Freedom begins there. Embrace
1:17:06transformation. Transformation isn't
1:17:09easy, but it's necessary. Embrace the
1:17:11changes that lead you to your higher
1:17:13self. The butterfly,
1:17:16right? And that transformation of a
1:17:18caterpillar into a butterfly is messy.
1:17:23But look at what comes after.
1:17:28So you have a few about unlock the
1:17:30pattern. The pattern didn't start today.
1:17:34You've lived this loop before. Maybe in
1:17:36love, maybe in lineage. Awareness is the
1:17:38key. And again, a lot of people will,
1:17:44why does this keep happening to me? Am I
1:17:47cursed? Does the universe hate me?
1:17:50Whatever. Insert whatever.
1:17:55But the pain, this didn't start with
1:17:57this person, right?
1:18:03Unlock the flow. When your energy is
1:18:05stuck, nothing moves.
1:18:07Start small. clean a space including
1:18:10removing stuck and stagnant energy
1:18:13externally. Right? I always talk about
1:18:16stuck and stagnant energy. The only way
1:18:18to break up stuck and stagnant energy is
1:18:20a tower. And if we don't do it, divine
1:18:24intervention, spirit will panther,
1:18:27right? Causes all kinds of havoc to
1:18:29remove anything that's unnecessary or
1:18:31stuck and stagnant.
1:18:34If it's stuck and stagnant, it's not
1:18:35aligned.
1:18:40clean a space. So maybe you have
1:18:43remember what was that card?
1:18:48Life is a reflection of your inner
1:18:49landscape, right? So if you have
1:18:53clutter,
1:18:57how can I describe that?
1:19:02Maybe you have clutter around you that
1:19:04you need to clean up or things that
1:19:06you're holding on to that you don't use
1:19:08anymore, right? Like shirts. I'm talking
1:19:10about myself. Shirts that I'll never
1:19:12wear again, but I hold on to them for
1:19:15some reason. Um those take up energetic
1:19:18space, including connections in your
1:19:22energy that are stuck and stagnant.
1:19:24Right.
1:19:26Movement is medicine.
1:19:31Awaken to your power. Remember who you
1:19:34are, Simba.
1:19:35You are more powerful than you realize.
1:19:38Awaken to your true strength and step
1:19:39into your potential.
1:19:46You have two lions.
1:19:49Powerful.
1:19:52What am I doing now?
1:19:58I want to read lack of boundaries.
1:20:10You teach you teach people how to treat
1:20:13you by what you allow, what you stop,
1:20:15and what you reinforce. I always say you
1:20:17teach people how to treat you by what
1:20:19you're willing to accept.
1:20:31Um,
1:20:33no. I don't want to read this one. I
1:20:34want to read blocked throat chakra.
1:20:42If you don't speak it, you store it. And
1:20:44that gets heavy. Unspoken tension,
1:20:47right?
1:20:48A deep energetic balance affecting
1:20:50self-expression, communication, the
1:20:52ability to speak one's truth, often
1:20:54caused by fear of judgment, past
1:20:56invalidation or suppression of personal
1:20:58voice. This wound manifests as manifests
1:21:03as difficulty expressing thoughts and
1:21:05emotions, fear of confrontation or
1:21:07feeling unheard and misunderstood. Some
1:21:10may struggle with speaking up in
1:21:11relationships, holding back opinions or
1:21:14desires due to the fear of rejection or
1:21:16conflict.
1:21:18Others may feel pressure to filter or
1:21:20alter their words to please others,
1:21:21resulting in a loss of authenticity.
1:21:24There may be an internalized belief that
1:21:26their voice doesn't matter or that
1:21:27expressing emotions leads to negative
1:21:29consequences.
1:21:31Emotionally, this wound can create
1:21:33cycles of silence, resentment, or
1:21:35overexlaining to feel mis or to feel
1:21:38understood.
1:21:39Physically, it may manifest as chronic
1:21:41throat tension, sore throats, jaw
1:21:43clenching or thyroid imbalances. And
1:21:46this is a thing that happens. I've
1:21:47mentioned this before.
1:21:49It was like over two years ago now,
1:21:53but I had a throat chakra blockage and I
1:21:56could not open my mouth. And they were
1:21:59convinced I had like an abscess on my
1:22:01tooth or something. And I went to the
1:22:02dentist even though I couldn't open my
1:22:04mouth. It was a blocked throat chakra.
1:22:06I'm telling you, I couldn't open my jaw.
1:22:14Over time, an unresolved throat chakra
1:22:16blockage can result in passive
1:22:18communication, difficulty setting
1:22:19boundaries, or fear of public speaking
1:22:22or self- advocacy. Watch for pattern
1:22:25like uh no, I'm sorry, I ordered a cold
1:22:28coffee.
1:22:30Watch for patterns of withholding
1:22:32thoughts, struggling to find the right
1:22:33words, or feeling emotionally suffocated
1:22:36by unspoken truths.
1:22:38suppressing a throat chakra blockage by
1:22:40either completely shutting down
1:22:42expression, fearing that speaking up
1:22:44will lead to harm, or overcompensating
1:22:47by dominating conversations,
1:22:49oversharing or speaking impulsively
1:22:52without alignment. Some may silence
1:22:54themselves out of fear, becoming overly
1:22:56agreeable,
1:22:58guilty, avoiding difficult
1:23:01conversations, or feeling physically
1:23:03unable to verbalize their emotions. Some
1:23:06of that can go on if you're neurode
1:23:07divergent as well. This can manifest as
1:23:10people pleasing, chronic throat
1:23:11tightness, or struggling to articulate
1:23:13thoughts under pressure. I'm guilty of
1:23:16that.
1:23:17Others may go in the opposite direction,
1:23:19constantly talking but never feeling
1:23:21heard, interrupting conversations or
1:23:23using excessive words to mask deeper
1:23:26insecurities. This can result in
1:23:28defensive communication, speaking over
1:23:30others, or an inability to listen and
1:23:33connect. Some may suppress this wound by
1:23:35avoiding difficult discussions
1:23:37altogether, fearing their words will be
1:23:40misunderstood or dismissed. Watch for
1:23:42patterns of speech suppression,
1:23:44overtalking without real connection, or
1:23:47struggling to express emotions honestly.
1:23:50Both of which stem from the same wound,
1:23:53no, same need to embrace authentic
1:23:56balanced communication without fear.
1:23:59Right? So, as a kid,
1:24:03because I had this, I would attract in
1:24:06people who were the opposite of this,
1:24:09right?
1:24:12Anyway,
1:24:14healing the throat chakra blockage
1:24:17requires reclaiming the power of your
1:24:19voice. The Little Mermaid. The Little
1:24:21Mermaid.
1:24:26I'm crazy. Um,
1:24:30and anybody who doesn't like it can get
1:24:31out of here. See, that's how you reclaim
1:24:35your power.
1:24:37Anyway, your truth does not need to be
1:24:40softened for the comfort of others. Your
1:24:42words deserve space, not suffocation.
1:24:45Speaking up is not just about being
1:24:47heard. It is about honoring yourself,
1:24:49knowing that your thoughts, needs, and
1:24:51emotions are valid. Sing, write,
1:24:54express. Let your voice take up space
1:24:56without apology. The more you speak your
1:24:59truth, the lighter you become. Exactly.
1:25:02It's like It's like
1:25:08No, it's not like that.
1:25:11I'm seeing Willy Wonka in the Chocolate
1:25:13Factory. Or is it Charlie in the
1:25:15Chocolate Factory? I don't know. like
1:25:16the original where it's like you know
1:25:19how he's floating and to get down he
1:25:21needs to burp.
1:25:25That's what I was seeing like every time
1:25:27you express your truth the lighter you
1:25:28become. Anyway, I don't know why that
1:25:30came to my mind. Maybe you just burped
1:25:35because the things left unsaid do not
1:25:38disappear. They stay trapped within
1:25:40waiting for the moment you finally set
1:25:41them free.
1:25:43And also that can happen when you
1:25:45suppress
1:25:47grievances, when you suppress hurts,
1:25:51you can hit a boiling point, right?
1:25:54Where it all comes out on the other
1:25:56person and then you have like a list of
1:25:58grievances. Guilty. Um anyway,
1:26:09I'm going to go
1:26:13I'm just going to go take a little
1:26:15gander through my books. Hang on. I
1:26:18meant cards.
1:26:21All right. I grabbed a few different
1:26:22decks.
1:26:26Just two. That's only a couple.
1:26:29All right. This one is Whispers of
1:26:31Healing.
1:26:33My greatest strength is the strength of
1:26:35my character. Your affirmation.
1:26:39All right.
1:26:46It's a big deck.
1:26:56Oo, that was nice.
1:27:03I'm just peeking. I'm just peeking.
1:27:09Maybe you're wearing green today. I have
1:27:11a lot of green going on.
1:27:26You have
1:27:28control.
1:27:30Isn't that perfect?
1:27:39A. So many birds on this one. So many
1:27:43birds. This lady is covered in birds. I
1:27:46see an eagle. I see a hawk. I see a
1:27:49peacock. I see a swan. I see a sparrow.
1:27:59Control.
1:28:01You could have a control wound.
1:28:09Maybe I need to read that one.
1:28:13What is happening? I just mentioned that
1:28:14Charlie Charlie Willy Wonka thing with
1:28:17the bubbles and the floating. Anyway,
1:28:21a video just randomly started playing of
1:28:23somebody in like an air tunnel floating
1:28:25up. Weird. My plant just moved.
1:28:29Ascension,
1:28:35right? This could be something that's
1:28:36keeping you stuck from an ascension.
1:28:39You need to ascend out of this energy. I
1:28:42feel like there was a control wound. The
1:28:44moment you stop trying to control
1:28:46everything is the moment your life
1:28:47begins to flow. I feel like I need to
1:28:49read this. A deeply rooted fear of
1:28:52uncertainty, chaos, or powerlessness
1:28:55leading to an overwhelming need to
1:28:57control circumstances. people or
1:28:58outcomes. Guilty. This wound manifests
1:29:02as hypervigilance, perfectionism, and an
1:29:04inability to trust the natural flow of
1:29:07life. There may be a deep-seated belief
1:29:09that if control is lost, everything will
1:29:11fall apart, resulting in excessive
1:29:13planning, difficulty delegating, or
1:29:15micromanaging others. Some may struggle
1:29:18with surrender, feeling uneasy when they
1:29:20are not in charge. Others may rely on
1:29:23rigid structures or rules to create a
1:29:25false sense of identity stability,
1:29:29not identity. Emotionally, this wound
1:29:32can lead to anxiety, frustration, and
1:29:34burnout as reality rarely conforms to
1:29:36the expectations set. Physically, it may
1:29:39manifest as jaw tension, digestive
1:29:42distress, or chronic headaches due to
1:29:44suppressed emotions or unrelenting
1:29:45stress. Over time, the need for control
1:29:48can push others away, limit spontaneity,
1:29:51and create a life that feels safe but
1:29:53devoid of true freedom. I think I need
1:29:55to work on this one. Watch for patterns
1:29:58of overthinking, difficulty trusting
1:30:00others, or struggling to adapt when
1:30:01plans change. Oh dear, I feel attacked.
1:30:06But see, the book is not attacking us.
1:30:10Right? There's power in recognizing the
1:30:13things we need to work on.
1:30:15But your ego resists, right? That's
1:30:18where defensiveness comes from.
1:30:21Suppressing the control room wound by
1:30:24rejecting all responsibility, embracing
1:30:26chaos, or refusing to engage in planning
1:30:29or decision-m instead of addressing the
1:30:31underlying fears. Some may take a
1:30:33passive approach, convincing themselves
1:30:35that nothing is within their control,
1:30:37leading to indecisiveness, avoidance, or
1:30:40a reliance
1:30:42or reliance on others to make choices
1:30:44for them. This can manifest as
1:30:46procrastination.
1:30:48Guilty.
1:30:50Dismissing structure as restrictive or
1:30:52failing to set goals out of fear of
1:30:54failure. Others may adopt an extreme
1:30:58glow with glow go with the flow attitude
1:31:01as a defense mechanism, avoiding
1:31:04accountability or refusing to
1:31:06acknowledge the consequences of their
1:31:07actions. Some may even resent authority
1:31:10figures, projecting their suppressed
1:31:12desires for control onto others. Watch
1:31:16for patterns of resisting commitment,
1:31:19struggling to follow through, or
1:31:20allowing external forces to tick to
1:31:23tictate dictate life's direction.
1:31:27Beneath the surface lies the same fear.
1:31:30The need to control remains, waiting to
1:31:32be understood and balanced rather than
1:31:34denied.
1:31:36Healing the control wound is about
1:31:38surrendering to the flow of life,
1:31:39trusting that not everything needs to be
1:31:41in your grasp for you to be safe. It's
1:31:44recognizing that true strength comes
1:31:46from not holding on but from letting go.
1:31:49Letting go of expectations, rigid
1:31:52outcomes, or the need to manipulate
1:31:54every situation. When you release the
1:31:56need to control, you allow life to
1:31:58unfold in ways that are far more
1:32:00expansive than you could have ever
1:32:02planned. And in that space, you
1:32:05rediscover peace, trust, and the freedom
1:32:07to experience life as it is without the
1:32:09need to dictate every detail. That's
1:32:13definitely one I'm working on.
1:32:22Control 10. And that is the 10. Wheel of
1:32:27Fortune, right? Wheel of Fortune. The
1:32:30shadow is trying to control things.
1:32:34To heal that you surrender to the
1:32:36changes that need to be made
1:32:39control. You can change your life in an
1:32:41instant. It is so important to realize
1:32:43this. The path towards greatness may not
1:32:45always be easy, but it is worth the
1:32:47challenge. Everything that I'm saying,
1:32:52this is on point.
1:32:55It is so important to realize this. It
1:32:58is easy to fall into the trap of feeling
1:33:00like a victim of circumstance, your
1:33:02family history, or anything else that
1:33:04leaves you feeling helpless or
1:33:05powerless. Powerless.
1:33:08Take responsibility for yourself and
1:33:10your feelings. You decide how you feel.
1:33:12Decide to be in charge. Educate yourself
1:33:16about what is going on with you, your
1:33:18emotions, and your health. As you go
1:33:21through life, your body changes, and
1:33:23your thinking does, too. Pay attention
1:33:25to your body and your mind to better
1:33:27understand them. Feel good about being
1:33:29being your own advocate. Speaking up for
1:33:32self,
1:33:34realizing you are in control will reu
1:33:37will be rejuvenating and beneficial to
1:33:40your well-being. And again,
1:33:45I know attachment makes it complicated,
1:33:48but we do. We can make the decision
1:33:52to not have unhealthy connections in our
1:33:54lives. I know it's not as simple as
1:33:56that, but we have the choice
1:33:59to walk away. And
1:34:02whereas when we were kids, we couldn't.
1:34:06It's so dark. It's only 4:34 and it's so
1:34:09dark here.
1:34:16Um,
1:34:18winds of change. Something's got to
1:34:20give. I'm hearing the hawk carrying the
1:34:22maiden in this image represents higher
1:34:24perspective. He shows you how to prepare
1:34:26for the winds of change. The maiden is
1:34:29covered with rainbow light. A shift is
1:34:31taking place and the colors she emanates
1:34:34symbolize magical blessings. She is in
1:34:37control of wherever she is going. The
1:34:40goose soarses to new levels. The duck
1:34:43shows the way between the spiritual and
1:34:44the physical world. The dove well maybe
1:34:47I should just show it to you.
1:34:51The dove brings hope, peace and and
1:34:54indicate they will be arriving soon. You
1:34:57are headed in the right direction. As
1:34:59you gain more control, the horizon
1:35:01before you will begin to look more
1:35:03promising.
1:35:07All right, I'm just going to get one of
1:35:09these and then I'm going to get you Care
1:35:11Bear affirmations
1:35:14cuz sharing is caring. Boundaries. Are
1:35:16you kidding me? Boundaries. Sorry, I
1:35:19don't know why I'm saying it like that.
1:35:25Clearly, it's a theme.
1:35:28Boundaries 50 five change.
1:35:54Oh, this the last card in the deck.
1:35:57This must be an important lesson you're
1:35:59going through. That's like a bigger
1:36:01version of part of the image. Isn't that
1:36:03beautiful?
1:36:05And the peacock is holding what looks
1:36:09like a clock.
1:36:13You're right on time is what I'm
1:36:14hearing.
1:36:16Strong boundaries are necessary for you
1:36:18now. Decide what you do and don't want
1:36:21in your life. How magical is this?
1:36:24Right? This whole reading has been
1:36:26magic.
1:36:30In regards to your healing, this is more
1:36:32practical than you might realize. If
1:36:34others are interfering with your
1:36:36well-being or impinging on your ability
1:36:38to care for yourself, take notice and
1:36:41make the needed changes. Imagine digging
1:36:44a moat or creating an an impermeable
1:36:49border around your body, your home, or
1:36:51your workplace to create the space you
1:36:53need. You have gone through a tremendous
1:36:55period where many aspects of your life
1:36:58have been altered. It is imperative to
1:37:00honor your limitations and acknowledge
1:37:02that you need to take better care of
1:37:04yourself. People might mean well, but
1:37:07miss the cues when you aren't up for the
1:37:09long visits or extensive phone calls.
1:37:12You don't need to make excuses. Let
1:37:15others
1:37:17Let others know you are making changes
1:37:20to better support your energy and
1:37:22healing. A woman holding a peacock
1:37:25stands next to a distinctive boundary.
1:37:28Notice the maidens on the other side of
1:37:30this boundary. The presence of the
1:37:32maiden may signify the level of
1:37:34commitment you have towards your new
1:37:37resolve in your self-care.
1:37:39Oh, it's still recording. Wisteria.
1:37:42Wisteria is draped around the
1:37:44background. Wisteria represents a time
1:37:47of learning. It is important to put
1:37:49yourself first. Your true friends and
1:37:51family will respect the boundaries you
1:37:53put into place.
1:37:56Everything we said
1:37:59boundaries.
1:38:04Oh, let's just get one more
1:38:10release
1:38:14that
1:38:16end the cycle 21 on the bottom. But how
1:38:19magical is this reading? Release number
1:38:22five. Another five change.
1:38:44When you are surrounded by negativity,
1:38:46it is important to find ways of
1:38:48releasing it. Interesting.
1:38:54You may not comprehend the huge effect
1:38:56this energy has on how you are feeling.
1:38:59One immediate way to release unwanted
1:39:00energy is to imagine it being washed
1:39:02away as water runs over your hands.
1:39:06Running water clears and transforms your
1:39:08energy. Another approach for clearing
1:39:10unwelcome energy is to take a sea salt
1:39:12bath or to use a paste of sea salt and
1:39:15water as a scrub in the shower.
1:39:18That That's interesting. That's
1:39:21interesting to me because that is one of
1:39:22the reasons I messaged Bri one day
1:39:26because she was talking about she had
1:39:28messaged me.
1:39:30We weren't friends at that point. We
1:39:32were like I don't know what we were but
1:39:35anyway um and she started talking about
1:39:37how to protect your energy and she
1:39:39started talking about salt scrubs and
1:39:41like crystals
1:39:43and I remember I was like I'm just going
1:39:46to message her. I'm just going to be
1:39:47brave and I'm going to message her and
1:39:49ask her if she can explain
1:39:51those protection things to me. And
1:39:54anyway, I just thought that was
1:39:55interesting for some reason.
1:39:58She lives rentree in my brain.
1:40:04Uh, you can also burn sage for a few
1:40:06minutes and lift and feel it lift away
1:40:09the low energy. Salt can draw out impur
1:40:13impurities. I have a bag of salt in my
1:40:15bathroom.
1:40:18and toxins that may be stored within
1:40:20your body. Toxins in your body can come
1:40:22from physical and emotional influences.
1:40:25Poor diet, exposure to pollutants, and
1:40:29emotional residue from disagreements or
1:40:31everyday stress can contribute to the
1:40:34buildup of toxins.
1:40:36You are the energy you keep, right? So,
1:40:39if you have toxic energy around you is
1:40:41my point.
1:40:43Um
1:40:48the source of the toxins toxins is
1:40:50irrelevant. The important thing is
1:40:52releasing and clearing away the unwanted
1:40:53energy. Take steps to clear yourself and
1:40:56your energy as you feel necessary. A
1:40:59goden a goden. What is wrong with me? A
1:41:03goddess emits light lightning from her
1:41:06hands to signify the release of energy.
1:41:09It can also indicate a spiritual
1:41:10epiphany, awakening, or unexpected
1:41:14change.
1:41:16This card, I feel like I'm playing
1:41:17peekab-boo with you.
1:41:20This card may herald an opportunity
1:41:23you feel passionate about. The clouds
1:41:25could suggest you don't have a full view
1:41:26of what's going on. They may refer to
1:41:29enlightenment or stress becoming a bit
1:41:31lighter. Do something to clear your
1:41:34energy and you will feel a definite
1:41:36energetic shift. salt.
1:41:39Go stand on some salt or have a salt
1:41:42bath or do a salt scrub.
1:41:50And I just want a couple Care Bear cards
1:41:53for you. Creativity. Create without
1:41:56fear. Without fear of what other people
1:41:59think. And creativeness can help you
1:42:02connect with your inner child. It can
1:42:04also help you enter flow state, right?
1:42:07Being creative can help you enter flow
1:42:10state.
1:42:14Rest. Your soul needs a pause.
1:42:30The love that you've been looking for is
1:42:33within you, right? It's been within you
1:42:36all along. I'm hearing
1:42:41kindness.
1:42:43The love that you show for others, show
1:42:45for yourself. The kindness you give
1:42:47others, give to self.
1:42:54Nourish.
1:42:57Kindness is a self-care act. Practice
1:42:59kindness towards yourself.
1:43:02Healthier mindset. Look at this.
1:43:08Self-care
1:43:10is a priority, not a luxury. Remember
1:43:13that.
1:43:18Self-care. Honor your needs and
1:43:20recharge.
1:43:25I just want to take all these cards.
1:43:27Trust. Believe before you see.
1:43:34And look at that one. Self-care.
1:43:40Let's get three.
1:43:45One,
1:43:48two, three. I'll take the bottom one.
1:43:51444. Protect your energy.
1:43:54Confidence. Believe in yourself the way
1:43:57you believe in others. Right?
1:44:02You have serenity. Embrace the calm
1:44:06which maybe is not familiar to you.
1:44:08Right? If you grew up in chaos,
1:44:15I'm seeing that inner peace era.
1:44:19Choose what brings peace to your soul
1:44:22and hope. Keep looking towards the
1:44:24light. There is always hope.
1:44:35All right,
1:44:37I'm going to leave it here, my beautiful
1:44:39friends, but I am sending you so much
1:44:41love and light, and it was a pleasure
1:44:42hanging out with you. Your energy is
1:44:44valuable, so thank you for the energetic
1:44:46exchange,
1:44:48and you deserve love.
1:44:53that gives back to you. Anyway, I'm
1:44:56sending you guys so much love and I will
1:44:58talk to you soon. Anytime I say
1:45:01I've said this before, but anytime I say
1:45:03I'm sending you so much love and light,
1:45:05I imagine the Care Bear stare. That's
1:45:08what I imagine. I love you. Bye.

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