Interview with Alan Bean (part 1) — Transcript
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- 0:00yeah it's got something to do with what
- 0:03I do I don't use your name I just answer
- 0:12it okay and I keep looking at you and I
- 0:16don't look here you don't want me to
- 0:18look here you want me to look at you I
- 0:20don't use your name and I just answer
- 0:22answer whatever you talk about and so
- 0:26the narrator then on the film will do
- 0:29something in my and my answer will fit
- 0:32in sounds like a plan my background is
- 0:48almost a technical answer I would think
- 0:51about what I mean you know off the earth
- 0:55moving around I would think of birds
- 0:57I would think of airplanes that sort of
- 1:01thing I wouldn't connect it emotionally
- 1:03with myself at all that's almost to me
- 1:07with my engineering background I was a
- 1:10aeronautical engineering at the
- 1:12University of Texas which I took
- 1:14incidentally so that I could become a
- 1:16better pilot that was always my dream
- 1:19from the time I was small so flight then
- 1:22doesn't really connect emotionally to me
- 1:51I have wanted to be a pilot since I was
- 1:58a small boy ten or so I grew up in World
- 2:01War two so I saw him in the movies and I
- 2:04wanted to be a pilot but I didn't know
- 2:07whether the Air Force or army or
- 2:10whatever was or Navy but as I got a
- 2:13little bit older I began to hear that
- 2:16Navy pilots were better because they had
- 2:19to land on aircraft carriers that
- 2:21appealed to me and so I said I want to
- 2:25be a Navy pilot because I want to be the
- 2:28best pilot I could be I found out later
- 2:31that Navy pilots are good Air Force
- 2:35pilots are just as good Marine pilots
- 2:37are just as good some are better than
- 2:40others just like everything else every
- 2:42other profession but we get trained and
- 2:45land on carriers which is very difficult
- 2:48very difficult but you could take Air
- 2:50Force guys and do the same thing train
- 2:52them to do it they do it just as well as
- 2:54I did or better so it was more following
- 2:57a myth and I was glad I did because it I
- 3:03just the Navy is the Navy is a special
- 3:07place an armed service special Armed
- 3:10Service relative now to the Marines or
- 3:13the Air Force or the army in my opinion
- 3:20[Music]
- 3:24well I'd been dreaming about it for a
- 3:27long time and I went to the University
- 3:30of Texas on on an ROTC scholarship so we
- 3:35had summer cruises and so we got
- 3:37introduced to the Navy sort of that way
- 3:40over those four years that I was at the
- 3:43University of Texas so going away to the
- 3:46Navy wasn't all that strange you know I
- 3:49fit right in and I was going to flight
- 3:53training and so at flight training
- 3:55they're telling you what to do you have
- 3:59a regimen you have a syllabus I was in
- 4:02pre-flight school you know so it wasn't
- 4:04that much different than what I've been
- 4:06doing before so I gradually transitioned
- 4:09me in to Navy life one of the nice
- 4:14things about the military particularly
- 4:17the Navy which I know most about is they
- 4:19train you to do what they want you to do
- 4:23I've noticed in the outside world off
- 4:26and they'll hire somebody
- 4:27they'll want him to be a marketing
- 4:30manager but they don't give him any
- 4:32training as marketing manager of that
- 4:35company they say well we'd come in and
- 4:38learn that but the Navy when they want
- 4:40you to fly they train you to fly a Navy
- 4:43way I think that's a wonderful thing to
- 4:46do because that way when you're called
- 4:49on to do a job in the Navy they've told
- 4:52you how to do it and then you can go do
- 4:54it and learn to do it even better and
- 4:56that sort of thing but still then when
- 4:59you're promoted you go like I went to
- 5:01test pilot school they sent me to school
- 5:04for it nine months teaching me how to be
- 5:06a test pilot they didn't just say well
- 5:08this guy's a good pilot he'll figure it
- 5:10out they they guide you along it's
- 5:14wonderful
- 5:22[Music]
- 5:25well it's it's the teamwork in
- 5:29camaraderie in the Navy is different
- 5:32from any place I experienced before I
- 5:36can remember going to the squadron there
- 5:40and being surrounded by people that
- 5:43wanted to fly airplanes I was never in
- 5:46that situation ever before
- 5:49certainly in high school in college
- 5:50people were going to do all these other
- 5:53things and kind of looked at you strange
- 5:55if you wanted to be a military pilot you
- 5:58know what would you want to go do that
- 6:00for you know that's dangerous why would
- 6:04you do that but I always wanted to and
- 6:06so here's all these other guys in the
- 6:08squadron they want to do it too we're
- 6:11all trying to do it and we're not
- 6:13competing except in performance to
- 6:17whether we could bomb better than the
- 6:19other guy or shoot bullets better you
- 6:22know all these skills land on the
- 6:25carrier better you all are doing that
- 6:27but together you're not trying to over
- 6:31you know get that guy's job over there
- 6:33because in the Navy you don't do that I
- 6:36came in as a ensign I was the lowest
- 6:38rank in the squadron that's good I
- 6:41didn't feel different
- 6:44lieutenant jgies work trying to take
- 6:46over the skipper's job and in companies
- 6:49outside the military there's a lot of
- 6:52competition to bring down the guy head
- 6:55of you so that you can take his place in
- 6:57it same way on it doesn't make you
- 7:01exactly have good camaraderie it makes
- 7:04you play like you've got good
- 7:06camaraderie but really if you're
- 7:08ambitious you don't have any of it
- 7:10so it's different and I like that
- 7:13environment much better I don't like to
- 7:17try to find a way to climb over anybody
- 7:20I want to work with people as a team
- 7:24member and try to be as great as I can
- 7:27be and try to help them be as
- 7:30they can be that's the way I like to
- 7:32live my life well I can remember
- 7:59graduating from flight training getting
- 8:02my goal wings and my mother pin Amon and
- 8:05I wanted to be a fighter pilot in the
- 8:09best fastest airplane the Navy had which
- 8:12was FAU Crusader okay I'd look at it
- 8:16I wanted landed a feel near me or
- 8:19something that boy that's the plane I
- 8:21want to fly and then when I got assigned
- 8:23I was assigned in training as an attack
- 8:27jet we'll stop and let that go by and
- 8:30I'll pick up back okay
- 8:39let me back up and think I work what I
- 8:41was saying when I graduated from flight
- 8:46training got my gold wings and my mother
- 8:48pinned on it was a very happy day I can
- 8:53remember thinking you know hope they
- 8:56assigned me to f8u squadron Fighter
- 9:00Squadron because that is the fastest
- 9:03best airplane in the Navy well it didn't
- 9:06happen that way they assigned me to a
- 9:08jet attack squadron flying f9f eight
- 9:12Cougars well that's a nice airplane but
- 9:15it was you know one of the older
- 9:18airplanes and so I was just glad to go
- 9:21but I was a little disappointed and so I
- 9:24went to the squadron and I learned to
- 9:25fly f9f H I learned the attack mission
- 9:29what I discovered is I went along and
- 9:33definitely think that now is that was
- 9:37the right place for me to go because
- 9:40that airplane was very forgiving
- 9:42and when you're a young pilot you make
- 9:44mistakes when you're an old pilot you
- 9:47make mistakes all humans make mistakes
- 9:49so really when you're young and make
- 9:51more of them you in my opinion now
- 9:55that's you want to be in the safest
- 9:58airplane around that will do the mission
- 10:00so that you can make these mistakes and
- 10:03survive and I can remember one time we
- 10:08were down at Guantanamo Bay Cuba doing
- 10:11los bombing it started bombing nuclear
- 10:14bomb where you carry a nuclear bomb and
- 10:15you pull up like this then it releases
- 10:18and it goes up high that allows you to
- 10:20get away and when you use little
- 10:22practice bombs and I can remember making
- 10:25a run one day and I pulled up like that
- 10:29and it was late in the day we've been
- 10:31doing this for maybe three or four weeks
- 10:34straight because we'd go down there for
- 10:35this intensive training I was based in
- 10:38Jacksonville would fly down there for
- 10:40Dennis the training and I don't know why
- 10:43but I just pulled too tight I don't real
- 10:45tight and I stall the airplane and it
- 10:49flipped on me went out of control
- 10:52because I had done this because I was
- 10:55just fatigued and wasn't paying
- 10:56attention and I flipped out of control
- 11:01and went in a cloud just as I did and I
- 11:06really didn't know exactly what to do
- 11:09and that airplane came out of it on its
- 11:12own because that airplane would do that
- 11:16Crusader wouldn't do that I'd be dead
- 11:19now
- 11:19from that mistake and that's just one of
- 11:23the mistakes that I made when I was
- 11:24young and I remember thinking you know
- 11:29I'm glad I'm in this f9f eight it maybe
- 11:33won't go as fast as a crusader or some
- 11:35others but it saved my life right there
- 11:38another thing that happened that I've
- 11:40noticed throughout my career whether
- 11:42always flying
- 11:449/8 or something else if some
- 11:46opportunity unscheduled came up where I
- 11:50was supposed to do something that I
- 11:53wasn't planning to do like they call and
- 11:55want you to make a low pass or they want
- 11:58you to do something that you hadn't
- 12:00practiced or thought about I can
- 12:03remember getting into trouble several
- 12:06different times like that and thinking
- 12:09wow I'm lucky that I didn't get killed
- 12:13because that I didn't do that right I
- 12:16tell you after a couple of those
- 12:18experiences where luck saved me you got
- 12:21to have a lot of luck in airplanes luck
- 12:24saved me then when somebody would come
- 12:26up with something unusual or I'd be in a
- 12:29place where maybe I wanted to show off
- 12:31to my mom and dad because I brought the
- 12:33airplane home abandoned I said Lauren
- 12:36would go off in my head and I'd say
- 12:38don't do this this is exactly how people
- 12:42get killed and that's how I read about
- 12:46it all the time I think that guy wasn't
- 12:48as lucky as me I did that dumb thing he
- 12:51did I'll pick up again and say
- 13:00frequently I read about in the paper
- 13:03when someone and the military gets
- 13:06killed and it's not infrequently that I
- 13:09can recognize they're andis we're doing
- 13:12something where they're playing that
- 13:13they really hadn't planned to do
- 13:15they were making a trip that they hadn't
- 13:19really planned or they were showing off
- 13:21or just something that wasn't the
- 13:26technical thing they should be doing and
- 13:29they weren't as lucky as I was because I
- 13:32was lucky I did later on i it set off an
- 13:35alarm I didn't do it anymore but these
- 13:39are things you learn as a pilot that
- 13:41that are important if you want to
- 13:44survive you gotta have luck because a
- 13:47lot of good pilots better policin I am
- 13:50didn't survive as long as I have because
- 13:53they didn't get as lucky so I hope good
- 13:57luck for anybody happens to watch this
- 14:00this video or this movie is this going
- 14:04to be a video I can't I've seen it
- 14:35improve so much over the years that I've
- 14:40been involved in aviation the airplanes
- 14:42are more reliable what they can do on
- 14:46their own is amazing what they can
- 14:51information they can present to the
- 14:53pilot through glass cockpits and
- 14:56heads-up displays are so much better and
- 15:00should make the Navy pilot a better
- 15:07weapon system and also a safer weapon
- 15:10system I don't know statistics in the
- 15:13Navy anymore so I don't know if that's
- 15:15true
- 15:16but I'm very envious about these guys
- 15:19flying these f-18s FAA teams off
- 15:23carriers over in the Arabian Gulf or
- 15:25wherever they
- 15:26maybe I've thought many many times about
- 15:31if I had all this to do over again if
- 15:34her father was a young man again what
- 15:36would I do
- 15:37and I I believe that if I were a young
- 15:39man that I would join the Navy go to
- 15:44flight training go try to be an f-18
- 15:48pilot go over there and serve and do
- 15:52those amazing missions they do now much
- 15:54more than we could do earlier on because
- 15:57the airplanes didn't have the capability
- 15:59that they do now so I think it's a more
- 16:02demanding job but still it's got to have
- 16:06the same good feelings when when people
- 16:08do it well I think one of them that was
- 16:27turned out to be very important only I
- 16:30didn't realize it at the time in fact
- 16:32while I was in the Navy it seemed a
- 16:34little frustrating in the Navy
- 16:36you're a naval officer first in a pilot
- 16:39second so when you go to a squadron here
- 16:42maybe the maintenance officer and you're
- 16:45expected to be a pilot too and the Air
- 16:48Force is not quite like that when you go
- 16:51to a squadron you're the pilot and they
- 16:54have another guy over here this
- 16:56maintenance officer which is good and
- 16:58I'd say you envy that when you're a
- 17:01young pilot but I think having it the
- 17:04other way around somehow makes your
- 17:08point of view about military service a
- 17:11little bit different than some of these
- 17:13other services and in NASA
- 17:16in the Apollo program most of the
- 17:20commanders were naval officers even
- 17:22though our boss deke Slayton was an Air
- 17:25Force officer and he tried to pick the
- 17:29best people to do the job and so what I
- 17:33read into that was he believes these
- 17:37naval officers if you just mix them all
- 17:39up somehow they'll make better
- 17:42commanders in Apollo and I think that's
- 17:47how he felt and so I think that maybe
- 17:52maybe the Navy way is a better way I
- 17:56don't know because I believe me I I've
- 17:58met Air Force pilots and Marine pilots
- 18:00and harmony policies just as good as I
- 18:03am or better so it's not like the Navy
- 18:07is gonna make you better but this
- 18:08attitude about being a naval officer and
- 18:11also a pilot I think it has a an effect
- 18:15on maturing you and making you see your
- 18:18job differently
- 18:33well there's one big difference that I
- 18:35didn't catch on too quick
- 18:38I thought of NASA all astronauts is sort
- 18:42of like being in a squadron we were all
- 18:45there together being a being as good as
- 18:49we can be but that isn't true and
- 18:52they're there everybody was trying to be
- 18:55as good as they could be but the smart
- 18:57ones were able to say well this is a
- 18:59competition too so I better find a way
- 19:03to be good and also make sure my boss
- 19:07big Slayton and Al Shepard know it
- 19:10because if they don't know it then
- 19:12they're not going to pick me and I want
- 19:14them to pick me instead of those other
- 19:16guys over there and so that was a big
- 19:20difference
- 19:21I consider that
- 19:22it's difference when I got to NASA first
- 19:26of all I didn't catch on for several
- 19:28years that this was going on and and
- 19:32then when I did catch on to it I didn't
- 19:36like it that didn't lie I don't like to
- 19:37live my life that way and so I had to
- 19:41for a while in order to compete but when
- 19:45I finished my NASA career I became an
- 19:48artist you don't you put out a painting
- 19:49if people like them they buy them if
- 19:52they don't like them they don't and I'm
- 19:55not competing with other artists or
- 19:57anything else I'm doing the best I can
- 19:59do so that's my personality I had to
- 20:03adjust it well you don't get to know
- 20:36each other so well when one is the
- 20:40instructor in a classroom with 25
- 20:42students and then when you get on a crew
- 20:46there's only three of you so you get to
- 20:49know each other really well
- 20:51but one of the things that occurred at
- 20:54NASA that I observed was that people
- 21:00picked people to fly with them that they
- 21:03knew are they knew of so Air Force guys
- 21:07tended to know other Air Force people
- 21:11and so when they would form a
- 21:14flight crew Air Force pilot Jim McDivitt
- 21:18let's think about all nine Jim McDivitt
- 21:20he thinks wow and then he says you know
- 21:24I know Dave Scott he he was a really
- 21:29great pilot and
- 21:30I'll ask him to come along rusty
- 21:33Schweickart was a civilian but he had
- 21:35been in the Air Force so they kind of
- 21:37know and so one of the things that was
- 21:40very lucky for me his Pete Conrad when
- 21:43he forms a crew then he picks dick
- 21:46Gordon who he was a squadron mate with
- 21:49and then he picks a guy named CC
- 21:51Williams who's a Marine that he knew and
- 21:54CC he gets killed and so then he picks
- 21:57me and the three of us go off together
- 22:02so it's not that you don't like the Air
- 22:06Force guys or think there is good
- 22:08you just don't know them as well and
- 22:10also like a I don't need dad that I'll
- 22:15say it now but the culture is different
- 22:17and so I think it's a good thing it's a
- 22:20good thing you can do it the other way
- 22:23but I think the other seems to work
- 22:28better and Gene Cernan flew with Tom
- 22:34Stafford in Germany Tom Stafford was a
- 22:37graduate of the area of the Naval
- 22:39Academy and then when he flew on 17
- 22:47[Music]
- 22:51anyway I've said enough on that subject
- 22:55so it listen you can't do it the other
- 22:59way it seems more like it
- 23:01it's more comfortable and you know those
- 23:03guys better you've known them PETA knew
- 23:06me for ten years or five years before I
- 23:09ever showed up amen
- 23:10we were dog doing different things but
- 23:12he still knew me where he didn't know
- 23:14maybe they've Scott so well yes I think
- 23:37the NASA the way you try to train
- 23:42somebody is the Navy way and Air Force
- 23:45and others you try to anticipate what
- 23:49skills they're going to need and so you
- 23:51teach them those skills and simulators
- 23:54or something and then you try to
- 23:56anticipate the unusual environment
- 23:59they'll be in using those skills and
- 24:02then they try it and you try to simulate
- 24:04that too and that's what we did and so
- 24:07the same way the Navy treats you teaches
- 24:11you to be a airplane pilot
- 24:12then NASA treats teaches you to be a
- 24:15spaceship pilot and then the same way I
- 24:20guess the Marines teach a fellow to get
- 24:23onto the ground and and be a good
- 24:26infantryman or tank command or something
- 24:29then they teach you that part of it
- 24:31it's geology and you don't have a tank
- 24:33or a rifle but the same things apply so
- 24:37the training is is just the same and the
- 24:40principles are just the same and so it
- 24:44it's I feel blessed all the time I have
- 24:47expense the military spent so much time
- 24:50and
- 24:51has been so much time teaching me things
- 24:53and so that I could do my job better
- 24:56it's been wonderful it's every human
- 25:00every human male and female if they were
- 25:03looked smart would join the military
- 25:06even if they didn't want to be in the
- 25:09military for more than two or three
- 25:11years and it would start them on their
- 25:14path to professionalism in a way that
- 25:18would mean a lot now other people can
- 25:20overcome it but this way everybody would
- 25:23have a better head start I thank my
- 25:27lucky stars all the time that I
- 25:31accidentally was fortunate enough to
- 25:33start in the Navy and have the Navy
- 25:36teach me these things they expect you to
- 25:40be on time they expect you to tell the
- 25:43truth they don't expect you to sell this
- 25:46product as some guy that doesn't mean it
- 25:48they expect you to tell the truth they
- 25:51expect you to be reliable they expect
- 25:54you to get along with other people that
- 25:57maybe you like or don't like for the
- 25:59good of the military the military
- 26:02teaches you to be a patriot and an
- 26:06American a lot of people think they're
- 26:09Americans and they're not most of the
- 26:13congressmen and Senators up there you
- 26:16don't need to put this in there they
- 26:18need to rip that American flag off their
- 26:21lapel and put their own damn picture on
- 26:24there or a picture of a donkey
- 26:26or an elephant because they're not
- 26:30patriots to this country they are
- 26:33self-serving guys in the Navy teaches
- 26:36you how not to be now you may turn out
- 26:39to be very self-serving later but you've
- 26:41got some people that show you the way to
- 26:44be a good Patriot and a good American I
- 26:47think the number one patriots of this
- 26:49country are the guys over there fighting
- 26:51in Iraq and those other places so I know
- 26:54a lot of people just think they're crazy
- 26:56to be over there but they're serving
- 26:59their country their pay tribe they are
- 27:01Americans just like you two guys okay I
- 27:22don't I don't know the answer to that
- 27:28don't forget NASA is a paramedic
- 27:32paramilitary organization so even though
- 27:35it isn't quite as structured and you
- 27:37don't wear uniforms
- 27:40it runs sort of that way and so how to
- 27:45relate to senior officers junior
- 27:47officers it's not as rigid as the
- 27:51military I think that's better I think
- 27:55it's better when you have a structure
- 28:00that is flexible and and everybody in
- 28:05the system is flexible they know who the
- 28:08final authority is but the give-and-take
- 28:10is not so regimented where people can
- 28:16argue with I could argue with Pete and
- 28:19say anything I wanted to him and it
- 28:22didn't have anything to do with the
- 28:25struct command structure because he knew
- 28:27if he said to me I've heard it out I
- 28:30want you to go do it anyway I'd go do it
- 28:32anyway
- 28:33you know I mean but I could holler at
- 28:35him as I left this is a dumb idea but
- 28:37I'm going to go do it but I think that's
- 28:40better than some rigid military policies
- 28:44because everybody has good ideas and two
- 28:49heads are better than one three heads
- 28:51are better than two or one and that way
- 28:55you get the best from every single
- 28:58person you can't always get that in in
- 29:01the military because people down at the
- 29:04bottom are afraid to go up and
- 29:09do it one other thing that I think is
- 29:12different about military leadership
- 29:14that's important and I believe maybe
- 29:19it's changed needs to be changed in the
- 29:21military leadership books and the thing
- 29:24you talk about the leadership comes from
- 29:26there down to here I believe that that's
- 29:31good but it needs a lot of feedback and
- 29:33not only that an individual if you read
- 29:36leadership books that I read in those
- 29:38days they taught you how to lead the
- 29:46people below you I think an equally
- 29:49important thing they don't talk about in
- 29:51the military is you need to learn to
- 29:53lead the people above you because they
- 29:56need leadership to by people that are
- 29:58down here and the trenches or know this
- 30:01part of the job better than they do but
- 30:03they don't teach you how to do that I
- 30:06had to learn that at NASA I had to learn
- 30:08how to tell my bosses you know that's a
- 30:13good idea but here's here's the way I
- 30:16see it from here it looks like maybe
- 30:21it's not as good so and be able to do it
- 30:24in a way that doesn't offend them and
- 30:26maybe they would say you know I think
- 30:29I'm going to change because like I say
- 30:32people below me have given me a lot of
- 30:35good ideas I flew as commander of a
- 30:37Skylab mission and how it was a great
- 30:44mission but it wouldn't have been near
- 30:46as great without the fellows that were
- 30:49below me keeping me straight in saying
- 30:53Ally I don't think that's a good idea
- 30:54and maybe if we did this or I think if
- 30:59we don't want to do that we want to do
- 31:01this I always listened to him and did I
- 31:05didn't have my ego invested in a way
- 31:07where I said well I'm the commander
- 31:09we're gonna do it the way I said it
- 31:10first it was always for me well that's a
- 31:13better idea then I don't know let's do
- 31:16that let's try it anyway and see if it
- 31:18works
- 31:18so you don't learn that and I don't know
- 31:21if they teach it now but learning to
- 31:23lead upward is very important and do
- 31:27they teach you that now good see
- 31:29something they didn't do in my day every
- 31:32leadership book I read and I probably
- 31:33read I'm on the Navy that they had I
- 31:35don't remember ever reading that but you
- 31:40know I wasn't tuned to it maybe
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