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Infant Found Dead, Toddler Starving | Kyleah Rose Interrogation Part 1 — Transcript

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  1. 0:00That was not that bad at all.
  2. 0:03>> My child was skinned but not like that.
  3. 0:05I have pictures.
  4. 0:06>> Explain how this can happen.
  5. 0:09>> Sure.
  6. 0:10>> While in your care.
  7. 0:11>> Disclaimer. This video is for commentary
  8. 0:13and educational purposes only. All
  9. 0:16individuals are presumed innocent until
  10. 0:18proven guilty in a court of law. Any
  11. 0:20footage used in this video is obtained
  12. 0:21through public records and falls under
  13. 0:23fair use for the purpose of reporting,
  14. 0:25analysis, and public interest. On the
  15. 0:28morning of February 25th, 2025, [music]
  16. 0:31Yakama police officers were called to a
  17. 0:33home for a welfare check involving two
  18. 0:35small children. Inside the residence,
  19. 0:38officers made a discovery that would
  20. 0:40immediately trigger a criminal
  21. 0:41investigation. An infant [music] was
  22. 0:43found dead inside the home. Nearby, a
  23. 0:46toddler was discovered alive, but
  24. 0:47severely malnourished and in critical
  25. 0:49condition. Authorities began searching
  26. 0:51for the children's mother, Kylia Tolay.
  27. 0:54Later that [music] day, investigators
  28. 0:56located Tlay at a campground and took
  29. 0:58her into custody. As detectives worked
  30. 1:00to piece together what had happened
  31. 1:02inside the home, the case quickly
  32. 1:04expanded into multiple felony [music]
  33. 1:05investigations in Yakama County. Hours
  34. 1:08later, Tolay was brought into an
  35. 1:09interrogation room where detectives
  36. 1:11began asking questions [music] about the
  37. 1:13events that led up to the discovery.
  38. 1:15This is the interrogation of Kyla Tole.
  39. 1:19>> Okay. So, before we get started and I
  40. 1:21talk a little bit, I'm going to read you
  41. 1:22your rights. Okay.
  42. 1:22>> Okay.
  43. 1:23>> Okay. Okay. You have the right to remain
  44. 1:24silent. You understand that?
  45. 1:27>> You have
  46. 1:29>> you have the right to an attorney at
  47. 1:30this time. Do you understand that?
  48. 1:34>> That's like attorney warrior can be.
  49. 1:36>> Mhm.
  50. 1:37>> I can get So, yeah.
  51. 1:38>> You understand that?
  52. 1:39>> Yeah.
  53. 1:39>> Okay. Anything you say can and will be
  54. 1:42used against you in the court of law. Do
  55. 1:43you understand that?
  56. 1:43>> Yeah.
  57. 1:44>> Okay.
  58. 1:46>> You have the right to an attorney before
  59. 1:47answering any questions.
  60. 1:49>> Yes.
  61. 1:49>> Do you understand that?
  62. 1:50>> Yes.
  63. 1:51>> Good. You have the right to attorney
  64. 1:52present during the questions closed. Do
  65. 1:54you understand that?
  66. 1:55>> Yeah.
  67. 1:57>> Why would I have an attorney like during
  68. 1:59or before I doubt?
  69. 2:01>> That's I feel a whole lot different.
  70. 2:05>> Okay.
  71. 2:05>> You know
  72. 2:07me. I don't know. I think better call
  73. 2:09Saul. You know, I don't care about any
  74. 2:12of that. I just want somebody to hold
  75. 2:14the top. So ask. If you cannot afford an
  76. 2:17attorney, one will be appointed for you
  77. 2:18without cost to you before or during
  78. 2:20question if you desire. Do you
  79. 2:22understand that?
  80. 2:23>> Oh, yeah.
  81. 2:25>> Do you understand each of these rights
  82. 2:26that I've explained to you?
  83. 2:27>> Mhm.
  84. 2:28>> Okay. Having those rights in mind, do
  85. 2:29you wish um to talk about what happened
  86. 2:31today?
  87. 2:32>> Yeah.
  88. 2:33>> Do you mind signing here real quick?
  89. 2:34>> Yeah. Yeah.
  90. 2:37>> Video just sign right there.
  91. 2:43>> I can't get my uh my hands
  92. 2:47And I think
  93. 2:50I couldn't even um notebook a lot.
  94. 2:54There's a lot of notebooks in the bag.
  95. 2:56>> Oh, yeah.
  96. 2:58[clears throat]
  97. 2:59>> Can't even write them.
  98. 3:00>> What's on the What's in the notebooks in
  99. 3:02the car?
  100. 3:02>> Oh, there's anything.
  101. 3:04>> Oh, you're just kind of like a doodler.
  102. 3:06>> No, I just write I just write everything
  103. 3:08that comes to my mind. Like there's
  104. 3:10there's notes like
  105. 3:12>> Did you write anything today?
  106. 3:17I can't I can't the few times that I've
  107. 3:22been talking to people I I I I say I get
  108. 3:27out but I can't if I were to try pen and
  109. 3:31paper I would too much I would go back
  110. 3:33to killing myself. So that's
  111. 3:36>> So tell me a little bit about yourself.
  112. 3:38>> Uh what do you want to know?
  113. 3:41>> Just about your kids your life.
  114. 3:43And
  115. 3:45I was addicted to bed and from like
  116. 3:4913th to
  117. 3:52when Blade died and his his thing is in
  118. 3:57the front seat need that little thingies
  119. 4:01in the back need that just get
  120. 4:04everything back in the car, right?
  121. 4:06>> You'll get everything back.
  122. 4:08[clears throat] So because of that,
  123. 4:12he died from a fentanyl overdose. So I
  124. 4:14stopped doing everything. And one of the
  125. 4:17last things that we ever talked about is
  126. 4:19now
  127. 4:21so I can have a baby
  128. 4:24cuz I really see being a mom is the
  129. 4:28ultimate like the ultimate thing to do
  130. 4:30in life. But also when you're 16, you
  131. 4:33don't understand like what it's like to
  132. 4:36be an adult. like you don't understand.
  133. 4:38But I I still do understand that that's
  134. 4:41like that's part of it. I wanted I
  135. 4:45wanted kids though. I could grow up with
  136. 4:48stuff.
  137. 4:50And um that's something me and my mom
  138. 4:54don't agree on is that grow up with them
  139. 4:56doesn't have to mean
  140. 5:01anything horrible. That's just like I
  141. 5:03was telling him like me and we go over
  142. 5:06to dinner and now yeah we come back at
  143. 5:0812:00 at night but they were sleeping
  144. 5:10from 8 to 12 like or 9 to 12 which is
  145. 5:15the drive back in the car seat it's
  146. 5:17happy. So it's like
  147. 5:20I much rather would have done that than
  148. 5:23when my mom like was like at me. So I
  149. 5:26was like fine I'll get a babysitter.
  150. 5:27I'll just go alone.
  151. 5:29I'll just get a babysitter and they'll
  152. 5:31stay home if
  153. 5:34No, I would give anything.
  154. 5:37No, it's my mom with that because she's
  155. 5:40very wise. But that's not for me. But
  156. 5:45by the end of the day,
  157. 5:49my memories of the best that I have are
  158. 5:53right there in the Facebook M and Julian
  159. 5:57and holding her and all of us being
  160. 6:00friends together like
  161. 6:03go out for a smoke break, come back,
  162. 6:05giggle with the baby. Like my friends
  163. 6:07just hide, but I'm holding my baby.
  164. 6:09Right. I think that is at the end of the
  165. 6:13day like
  166. 6:15what we were doing, what was working,
  167. 6:18when we were happy, we didn't have to
  168. 6:22switch up and like do everything. So to
  169. 6:27make my mom happy.
  170. 6:30>> So you mentioned um about your about
  171. 6:32your babies. Um,
  172. 6:34>> so I got I got sober
  173. 6:37the day that he died and I got pregnant
  174. 6:40a couple a month and a half after he
  175. 6:43died.
  176. 6:44>> Who did?
  177. 6:44>> Blaine.
  178. 6:45>> Blaine.
  179. 6:46>> Blaine. He He The only reason he's
  180. 6:49important to this story is because he's
  181. 6:51the one that I said I wanted kids, too.
  182. 6:53And I got sober for which brought me my
  183. 6:56kids.
  184. 6:57>> So, you mentioned your kids. Um, what
  185. 6:59are your kids' names?
  186. 7:00>> Uh, Hexa. H E X A D A
  187. 7:06Marlene Denise M A R L E N E D E N I E S
  188. 7:13E
  189. 7:14Paul T L
  190. 7:17What's the he
  191. 7:19>> uh 125 23
  192. 7:32R I
  193. 7:36R O S E was Ros.
  194. 7:41So her sister, hey
  195. 7:54both of those in between them is Marley
  196. 7:57and then Denise for my grandmother's
  197. 7:58name. Don't be my fault.
  198. 8:05>> Please
  199. 8:08it was it was supposed to be the 18th.
  200. 8:10So it was July.
  201. 8:13Oh, it was supposed to be 7:17.
  202. 8:15Sorry. 7:18
  203. 8:1720
  204. 8:204.
  205. 8:25>> Can you tell me a little bit about how
  206. 8:27they grew up?
  207. 8:28>> No, I was um with Lexi. I was pregnant.
  208. 8:33I was kind of like a teenager, but I was
  209. 8:36like a house house. I was I was 18 when
  210. 8:39I hired but just freshly because
  211. 8:41obviously the date. Um which I got
  212. 8:45married before that and then I ended up
  213. 8:47leaving my husband just because we were
  214. 8:49like we were just forcing it to like we
  215. 8:52got married at 17. It wasn't going to
  216. 8:54work. So it actually became illegal and
  217. 8:57they invalidated it. So not great. Um,
  218. 9:01but
  219. 9:02then we split up and we got back the
  220. 9:05baby dad
  221. 9:07>> that we thought was like, you know, I
  222. 9:10see that. So that's all complicated. I
  223. 9:13could it's easier to like draw it out,
  224. 9:16but I thought
  225. 9:18I thought Brock might be because I
  226. 9:20cheated on Jen with Brock like one time,
  227. 9:24then she comes out dark. Like I mean
  228. 9:27like like she comes out looking like me
  229. 9:29and the Jaden's a red head and Brock
  230. 9:32looks just like me kind of like guy
  231. 9:34virgin. So I was like, "Oh yeah, Rock's
  232. 9:36baby, you know that's not his baby." I'm
  233. 9:40like, "Okay, yeah, my jeans good." And
  234. 9:43so not his baby, but he took
  235. 9:46responsibility for it. So, we got
  236. 9:47together
  237. 9:49and we loved it, but we were we also
  238. 9:52just like we're really mean to each
  239. 9:54other back then. Uh I mentioned the
  240. 9:58rape. He raped me and another girl at
  241. 10:01the same time, which I went to the YWCA
  242. 10:03for eventually, but kept that to myself.
  243. 10:06Like, that's embarrassing. And I was
  244. 10:09really manipulated to the point where
  245. 10:11I've gotten back with him like multiple
  246. 10:12times after. I can still admit that he
  247. 10:15raped to me and still get back together
  248. 10:17with him. It's not good. So, I keep my
  249. 10:21life,
  250. 10:23but I like keeping it like reach, you
  251. 10:25know, but it's obviously different now
  252. 10:27that we have the girls, but we planned
  253. 10:30the baby.
  254. 10:32We tried. Well, it's didn't work. I
  255. 10:34thought it wasn't fertile. We have
  256. 10:37break. I get pregnant. Me and Chloe are
  257. 10:41friends. We're partying. drinking one
  258. 10:44day. Uh I might
  259. 10:46Jay I'm I'm not hung over and I'm
  260. 10:49throwing up.
  261. 10:51That's so bad. But
  262. 10:55uh I took a test and I was genuinely
  263. 10:59really scared like cuz me and him had
  264. 11:01just broken up and but that was that was
  265. 11:06>> you and Brock.
  266. 11:07>> Brock Brock R.
  267. 11:10>> Yeah.
  268. 11:10>> Okay. has a long ass laugh.
  269. 11:14But
  270. 11:16yeah, so tried tried tried and then
  271. 11:19nothing worked and then it was either
  272. 11:21breakup sex or out wasn't with him but
  273. 11:26it was like dad like our baby like you
  274. 11:29know what I mean? [clears throat]
  275. 11:31>> So we spent a few months apart. I was
  276. 11:34living my life like I started doing my
  277. 11:39stuff with modeling and I was like
  278. 11:42barely pregnant and we got back together
  279. 11:46was like a year ago today.
  280. 11:50Yeah, I think it was a year ago today
  281. 11:52because I saw that
  282. 11:55um I saw that on um my Google photos
  283. 11:58like you know how it shows like a year
  284. 11:59ago today and I uh I got offended by and
  285. 12:03then also a video of me and Chlo singing
  286. 12:04in the car. Um
  287. 12:07so
  288. 12:09>> tell me what what's it like what was it
  289. 12:12like being a mom for the first time
  290. 12:14first time? Oh my god, I I didn't know
  291. 12:17what I was doing at all.
  292. 12:20But Tim was just like I was like, "Oh my
  293. 12:22god, you're giving me this thing and I
  294. 12:24can learn it." Like,
  295. 12:26>> tell me more about that.
  296. 12:27>> Oh my god. So like
  297. 12:30I uh I went there with birth plan from
  298. 12:33hell.
  299. 12:35[cough]
  300. 12:36[clears throat] No no payment this like
  301. 12:40that. I have a C-section.
  302. 12:43Everything goes out the window. So I'm
  303. 12:45ripped open and I have this baby and I
  304. 12:48get given it. And so I'm just staying in
  305. 12:50bed with this baby all day long cuz he
  306. 12:51can't get up. Okay. It's the best thing
  307. 12:55ever. I did that. It was my second too,
  308. 12:57but I was Yeah, it was bad. But I just
  309. 13:00didn't get up just with my baby. I
  310. 13:03coslept. Big no. No. I do not give a Say
  311. 13:07that on record. I was a tired mom. I
  312. 13:09would much rather be a tired mom with my
  313. 13:11baby right next to me and I'm only
  314. 13:12getting half because I only checking on
  315. 13:15her than like just putting her in the
  316. 13:18other room. I waited until I was like um
  317. 13:21like
  318. 13:23I think four months to like give her her
  319. 13:26own room and that was just because me
  320. 13:27and Rock had broken up and I felt like
  321. 13:30she would she could handle it and I also
  322. 13:32just I I would invite guys to sleep over
  323. 13:35and I you're not going to do anything
  324. 13:36next to the baby but I just felt weird
  325. 13:38sleeping with someone next to me that
  326. 13:40wasn't him
  327. 13:42next to I don't know just guys can be
  328. 13:46perverts I would rather that chance to
  329. 13:49off.
  330. 13:49>> Yeah.
  331. 13:50>> So, um moved into my own room so that I
  332. 13:53could monitor that uh I did a couple
  333. 13:57guys
  334. 13:59and um like a big list but still I just
  335. 14:03wanted to be safe and
  336. 14:05>> so you mentioned and you [clears throat]
  337. 14:07mentioned co-sleeping with baby and you
  338. 14:08also mentioned that you know that that's
  339. 14:10not safe.
  340. 14:10>> Yeah.
  341. 14:11>> Who told you that's not safe?
  342. 14:12>> The hospital medical professional
  343. 14:14everyone.
  344. 14:15>> Everyone.
  345. 14:16>> Everyone. Um but
  346. 14:19my mom was berating me about one day and
  347. 14:21she called her and no
  348. 14:26like she's like I'm never doing that
  349. 14:28again but I love and as you can see so
  350. 14:33she got me a bedside bath.
  351. 14:37>> How how often would you co sleep with
  352. 14:38your kids?
  353. 14:39>> Every night any day. Um, like it was my
  354. 14:44favorite thing ever. I think she's
  355. 14:47autistic. Like me, she likes touching,
  356. 14:52but she like kind of you, but if you try
  357. 14:55over her, she don't like it.
  358. 14:57>> What were the What did the medical
  359. 14:59professionals tell you were the
  360. 15:00possibilities of coastal gains for
  361. 15:02babies? Um,
  362. 15:05so
  363. 15:07for all of the medical professionals,
  364. 15:09there is also a medical professional
  365. 15:11that will say that co- sleeping is okay
  366. 15:13and more natural and better. But some of
  367. 15:16the some of the the problems are baby
  368. 15:20can like fall into the bed and like get
  369. 15:23suffocated in the mattress and like a
  370. 15:24baby died that way. Babies can roll
  371. 15:26over. A baby died that way. A baby died
  372. 15:28this way. A baby died that way. A girl's
  373. 15:30boob was too big. It flopped over on the
  374. 15:31baby. The baby died. And that's why it's
  375. 15:33shed.
  376. 15:34Well, I don't have any of those
  377. 15:36problems. I made sure that those
  378. 15:38problems weren't going to be an issue.
  379. 15:40So, I mean me and my we would sleep and
  380. 15:43I would walk my foot. I don't remember
  381. 15:46exactly how I did it, but basically I
  382. 15:47would dislo. Okay, my pelvis if I tried
  383. 15:51to like go over on her [cough]
  384. 15:55along with my boyfriend, my brother
  385. 15:57would hold my body like this so I could
  386. 16:00hold her so that it like if I went like
  387. 16:02that, he could like be back like you
  388. 16:06know what I mean? Like at the end of the
  389. 16:08day,
  390. 16:09I do believe that like yes, safe sleep
  391. 16:12is important, but that doesn't also mean
  392. 16:15that sleeping safely isn't important.
  393. 16:18>> Okay.
  394. 16:19>> I was a I was a I was an extremely
  395. 16:24tired mom.
  396. 16:26>> Okay. And when you uh So, you obviously
  397. 16:28mentioned co sleeping in I was
  398. 16:31breastfeeding, too. So, you just boob
  399. 16:33out and then it's just so much easier.
  400. 16:35>> How long did you breastfeed? Uh, I
  401. 16:36breastfed up until
  402. 16:37>> Peach kid.
  403. 16:39>> I Well,
  404. 16:40>> so how long did you breast?
  405. 16:41>> I breastfed until
  406. 16:45three months because it just got tiring
  407. 16:47when we moved into a new apartment and I
  408. 16:50was just do my thing. I was like, let's
  409. 16:52do the formula. Um, and then for the
  410. 16:56rock, oh my god, porn addiction. So, um,
  411. 17:00I was looking through his phone one day
  412. 17:02and I found a bunch of like porn star
  413. 17:03snakes and then in the middle is just a
  414. 17:05picture of me breastfeeding and so I
  415. 17:07felt like awkward, but it was like weird
  416. 17:10because the time that he jerked off was
  417. 17:12like 5 minutes after I was
  418. 17:13breastfeeding. So, I know he went to the
  419. 17:14bathroom while I was breastfeeding
  420. 17:16because he thought I was too busy too
  421. 17:18and so that became a really like sore
  422. 17:20subject. So, because of that like we
  423. 17:23just I just stopped cuz I felt like
  424. 17:27maybe if that was breastfeeding
  425. 17:28>> Yeah. cuz I thought like maybe if that
  426. 17:30was a fetish I don't want to be in that
  427. 17:32like that's a wild outer thought but
  428. 17:34it's not too far when you see the cases
  429. 17:36and like I'm a very cons like concern
  430. 17:40like a girls go out and I do believe
  431. 17:42that girls wear certain types of clothes
  432. 17:45because like you know you protect your
  433. 17:47child it's not because your child
  434. 17:48shouldn't be a child it's because you
  435. 17:50protect your child
  436. 17:51>> you know and so like that was always
  437. 17:54like really important to me was modesty
  438. 17:56I didn't not him sexualizing me and her,
  439. 18:02you know.
  440. 18:02>> Yeah.
  441. 18:03>> So after you stopped breastfeeding, what
  442. 18:06what what did you move on to after that?
  443. 18:08>> We we do the same formula all the time.
  444. 18:10>> Okay. And so you went to Fort after how
  445. 18:13often would you make out the bottle?
  446. 18:16>> Was interesting. Uh obviously it changes
  447. 18:19month by month. Um, so like
  448. 18:26Oh my god, that was so long ago. Um,
  449. 18:32two years ago. Um,
  450. 18:35she started out with these like little
  451. 18:37stupid bottles and then she went to 4 oz
  452. 18:40bottles and then she went to the 8 oz
  453. 18:42bottles and then she went to the big 8
  454. 18:44oz bottles. She's going to hold yourself
  455. 18:46herself in it.
  456. 18:47>> When she got to the big 8 oz bottles,
  457. 18:49how many of those would you give her a
  458. 18:50day?
  459. 18:51>> Oh my god. Oh my god. So many.
  460. 18:58She was having like one every two hours.
  461. 19:00>> Okay.
  462. 19:00>> But a good eater. Like like good good
  463. 19:04eater. And I was in, you know, with
  464. 19:06Dipper. It was like give her bottles.
  465. 19:07I'm pumpkin spice. And I'm like, you
  466. 19:10guys might know my like pumpkin spice.
  467. 19:12So when did you start when did when did
  468. 19:14you start moving into like you're not
  469. 19:15>> supposed to do that
  470. 19:16>> a liquid diet and then into an actual
  471. 19:18>> liquid to the transitional from like
  472. 19:22anywhere. Okay. So I gave her like baby
  473. 19:25puree to like 3 months old.
  474. 19:28>> Okay. But also at the same time like
  475. 19:30that's just mango. Like that's just
  476. 19:32mango. You can add it to their bottle.
  477. 19:34You're not supposed to. To some
  478. 19:35pediatricians to some you can. But it's
  479. 19:38not that big.
  480. 19:40you know.
  481. 19:40>> Yeah. [cough and clears throat]
  482. 19:46>> And um I tried that with She doesn't
  483. 19:49like the the oatmeal. I don't like
  484. 19:52>> And how so let's go on to when how long
  485. 19:56did you breastfeed her?
  486. 19:58>> I say I like too much.
  487. 19:59>> 3 months is more.
  488. 20:00>> Okay.
  489. 20:03>> Uh
  490. 20:03>> and then what did you move on to after
  491. 20:06that?
  492. 20:06>> Same formula. The same formula. What
  493. 20:08formula is that?
  494. 20:09>> Purple narrow something. I don't know.
  495. 20:11It's just a purple simuli. Like legit
  496. 20:14every mom. You don't know the name. It's
  497. 20:16just the purple purple and purple
  498. 20:18simuli. Yellow. Yellow simul.
  499. 20:21>> And you said you were breastfed. You
  500. 20:22breast breastfed her for about 3 months.
  501. 20:25>> Yeah.
  502. 20:26>> Okay. And then you went on to formula.
  503. 20:28>> Yeah.
  504. 20:28>> Okay. Um, how many
  505. 20:31>> it was less than that?
  506. 20:34Like two.
  507. 20:35>> Okay.
  508. 20:36How many uh bottles of formula would
  509. 20:38>> Oh my god. So the four
  510. 20:40>> So like it started out with the 4 oz
  511. 20:42bottles and then it moved to a 8 oz or
  512. 20:46no
  513. 20:484 oz bottles
  514. 20:50drinking consistently four. So I moved
  515. 20:53it to five and she was constantly eating
  516. 20:56like five, leaving maybe like just a
  517. 20:59little bit at the bottom, you know, like
  518. 21:00I would just leave a little bit at the
  519. 21:02bottom because I would want to make sure
  520. 21:04that it was like full. Then one day I
  521. 21:07made her
  522. 21:09and giggles honestly cuz when you're a
  523. 21:11mom you do things like this. I made her
  524. 21:14an 8 oz bottle
  525. 21:17all of it. So, we just moved on to 8 oz
  526. 21:20bottles and uh it works easier for me
  527. 21:22because it's easier to make. Like you
  528. 21:24don't have to like measure it. Just
  529. 21:27like it's easy and so I prefer doing
  530. 21:30that. So, she got 8 oz bottles a day at
  531. 21:33like four months old like 5 months, not
  532. 21:35five months old. And um
  533. 21:40and [clears throat] that was I have a
  534. 21:41baby br some but I could make the
  535. 21:43bottles and
  536. 21:45um she ate
  537. 21:49a lot like
  538. 21:51>> at what point did did have have you um
  539. 21:54>> I sweet trained them too. So they split
  540. 21:56through the night from like 8:00 to uh
  541. 21:59even my parents then
  542. 22:02like 8:00 at night till 8:00 in the
  543. 22:05morning. 9:00 in the morning. I'm living
  544. 22:08my best life. My kids go to sleep.
  545. 22:12I have parties for a couple hours. I go
  546. 22:15to sleep. Like my version of party, by
  547. 22:17the way, is like like I would smoke some
  548. 22:20weed. I would like watch movies, play
  549. 22:23Call of Duty, like just that you don't
  550. 22:25normally do like when you're a baby.
  551. 22:27>> Mhm.
  552. 22:27>> It was great. Like like I only found
  553. 22:31that was during that time too. It really
  554. 22:34works out good.
  555. 22:37>> Um, let's go back real quick. When did
  556. 22:39you uh how did
  557. 22:41>> they don't they don't eat balls to the
  558. 22:42night.
  559. 22:43>> Okay. But are you eating solid foods
  560. 22:46already?
  561. 22:47>> M she was
  562. 22:50she was dabbling with it. So I would I
  563. 22:53would try the the oatmeal. She don't
  564. 22:55like the oatmeal. So I Hy liked the
  565. 22:57oatmeal with pumpkin spice and pumpkin
  566. 23:00puree. So I make her pumpkin spice
  567. 23:03lattes, you know, lattes, you know.
  568. 23:06>> Were you the only one inside the
  569. 23:07residence? Were you the only one living
  570. 23:09there?
  571. 23:09>> Um, so I was living there, but my friend
  572. 23:11would also stay over whenever I would
  573. 23:13need her to come wash my baby because my
  574. 23:15mom started
  575. 23:18KK
  576. 23:20and I ended up
  577. 23:24this time. And so I trusted that pretty
  578. 23:28much. And so like you know like you
  579. 23:31think you know a person you think you
  580. 23:32trapped a person you know like
  581. 23:36I really did and I mean there there's
  582. 23:39there problems with her that I should
  583. 23:41have like watched out for which I do
  584. 23:44blame myself for.
  585. 23:46>> Do you think it was possible for
  586. 23:49to feed themselves? Oh. Um,
  587. 23:53um,
  588. 23:58she was starting to like
  589. 24:00starting to hold her bottle
  590. 24:03like she was a preeie a couple months
  591. 24:06early. So, but she was she was getting
  592. 24:08her back straight. We were working on
  593. 24:10that. She couldn't eat sitting off. So,
  594. 24:14we're down in my lab.
  595. 24:15>> Who would make her bottle? Were you the
  596. 24:17only one that would make her bottle?
  597. 24:18>> Okay. Well, me and Rob were together.
  598. 24:21So, we have like I don't know. Ross says
  599. 24:24he does everything, but I was pumping.
  600. 24:26So, like what's he making? Like, oh my
  601. 24:29god. And now I think about so stupid.
  602. 24:31Uh, but we started formula and that's
  603. 24:34his like four things and
  604. 24:37like so yeah, he would do it. Um,
  605. 24:42but then obviously like he leaves so
  606. 24:43like who else is going to make the
  607. 24:45bottle like me, you know? So, um, at the
  608. 24:50time it was, it's really, it actually is
  609. 24:52really easy cuz the, um,
  610. 24:55>> make her own bottles.
  611. 24:58>> Make her own eat her own bottles. I
  612. 25:00meant eat like eat them on her like
  613. 25:03Yeah.
  614. 25:04>> She wasn't physically making the
  615. 25:05bottles.
  616. 25:06>> No. No. Um, but I mean I know them. And
  617. 25:12you have to get the big ass gallon of
  618. 25:14whole milk. Put that in there. And I am.
  619. 25:18I could try, but just for my own mental
  620. 25:20health, I'm not going to get my kitchen
  621. 25:23all messy just to like have her do one
  622. 25:26thing on her own. Like, you know what I
  623. 25:28mean? At one point in time, like Yeah.
  624. 25:32But then the house got so bad with
  625. 25:35people and that like just not respecting
  626. 25:38the space. Just like when Melly would
  627. 25:40like hang out with Julian
  628. 25:43uh before they moved, they hadn't ever
  629. 25:45had their own house. I'm sorry. That's
  630. 25:47so weird. I just mess with things, but
  631. 25:49it's fine. You're
  632. 25:49>> okay.
  633. 25:50>> Um, but they had never had their own
  634. 25:52house. So, there were like these punky
  635. 25:53ass teenagers coming to my house. Like
  636. 25:55Julian dropped like a thing of mad do
  637. 25:57one time. And um I remember he um he
  638. 26:01just on the floor and I was like I I
  639. 26:06smacked him on the back of the head. I
  640. 26:07was like clean that up. No, kids weren't
  641. 26:09around but clean up. And so he learned
  642. 26:12how to like clean up. And so I I taught
  643. 26:15him that for I was like Steve that's how
  644. 26:18you do it. Uh, and so they they're like
  645. 26:22that and then it got really exhausting
  646. 26:24cuz obviously spent I spent like 30
  647. 26:29minutes every time before they would
  648. 26:30come over like trying to get like for
  649. 26:32them like you know like not even going
  650. 26:35to lie it's kind of weird but like they
  651. 26:37would want so like I would get the cute
  652. 26:39like the couch all cute so they would
  653. 26:41sleep right there and then I put my my
  654. 26:43little thingy right there be like guys
  655. 26:46stay quiet I sleep on this side sleep on
  656. 26:48that went to the kids obviously like I
  657. 26:51did things like that that obviously like
  658. 26:54you put in time you put like he things
  659. 26:56like you put waterproof m like pat down
  660. 26:59like
  661. 27:01it's it takes a little bit of time and
  662. 27:03then just to have them come and rams
  663. 27:05like that it's like you didn't even see
  664. 27:07the waterproof mattress like you didn't
  665. 27:09appreciate it you just kind of like do
  666. 27:11stuff on it so that just really
  667. 27:13exhausting
  668. 27:15um and so it just kind of got really
  669. 27:18messy
  670. 27:19And then um Derek had
  671. 27:24another call on him was getting really
  672. 27:26messy too. So I kicked them out.
  673. 27:29And um so like at that point in time's
  674. 27:34like all clean. Yeah. Go ahead. Make
  675. 27:37your own bottle, sweetheart. But I am
  676. 27:39going to put in like a cup like that and
  677. 27:41I'm going to have her put in the thing.
  678. 27:44Like I'm not going to waste a whole
  679. 27:45gallon of milk if she drops it.
  680. 27:48It's $4 a thing. Like, it's not that
  681. 27:51much, but you know, it's $4 a thing.
  682. 27:54>> So, you mentioned earlier that they
  683. 27:56usually they'll so sleep from 8:00 p.m.
  684. 27:59to 8:00 a.m.
  685. 28:00>> Okay. And you mentioned
  686. 28:01>> no bottles.
  687. 28:02>> What is that?
  688. 28:02>> No bottles.
  689. 28:04>> Yep. And you
  690. 28:05>> you you mentioned during that time after
  691. 28:07that that you like to party and do your
  692. 28:09own things. Tell me a little bit more
  693. 28:11about that. So, I was just like I I
  694. 28:14remember
  695. 28:17during the time that me and Brock were
  696. 28:19figuring out as I had said figuring out
  697. 28:22our um
  698. 28:26drinking he abuses me habits. I would
  699. 28:29like drink some twisted teas but I get
  700. 28:31like I get like above like two.
  701. 28:35So then he sees that and kills me like
  702. 28:37four, five, six, seven. And so I began a
  703. 28:42thing where he would like cheat on like
  704. 28:45not cheat on me but like he would make
  705. 28:46me watch him watch porn like tie me up,
  706. 28:50leave me crying like I'm not okay like
  707. 28:53after that. So I would get to the point
  708. 28:55where I would like run down the like run
  709. 28:57down the street like one day I didn't
  710. 28:59have pants on public. I'm so sorry. I
  711. 29:01was trying to get away from it. Uh, so I
  712. 29:03hid behind the church and that was the
  713. 29:05point where I was like, drinking isn't
  714. 29:08fun, so we're not going to drink. So
  715. 29:10I've always been a stoner throughout all
  716. 29:12this, like throughout all of it. Stoner,
  717. 29:15stoner, stoner, stoner, because when I
  718. 29:17was pregnant, that's when I started
  719. 29:20because I couldn't eat. So I was
  720. 29:23bleeding. I was having a I was I thought
  721. 29:25I was having a miscarriage and my
  722. 29:27boyfriend was like just say because I
  723. 29:28wasn't eating. I was puking up
  724. 29:30everything. My boyfriend was like, "Try
  725. 29:32that."
  726. 29:34We're stupid. Okay. I'm 16. I lie. I
  727. 29:37drive the dab. I haven't done it before.
  728. 29:40And I got hungry and I could cube it
  729. 29:42down and I felt like I was like
  730. 29:43benefiting my baby. Like it tell me that
  731. 29:46if I'm eating that doesn't like almost
  732. 29:48cancel out.
  733. 29:50>> Yeah.
  734. 29:50>> Cuz I'm not bleeding anymore because I'm
  735. 29:52not starving. Like I'm not like I'm like
  736. 29:56I was skinnier than I am now and I was
  737. 29:58pregnant.
  738. 29:59that's not okay. And so I mean I I guess
  739. 30:02that's myself obviously because that's
  740. 30:04not something that you should promote.
  741. 30:07But it was working for me and like some
  742. 30:11of my friends have done that too and so
  743. 30:13I would ask them like what what the pros
  744. 30:15and cons and honestly
  745. 30:18was a baby miscarriage.
  746. 30:22So that outweighs everything right.
  747. 30:26uh after you go to the hospital again
  748. 30:28and again and again and they give you
  749. 30:32just
  750. 30:35you know it yeah and then they mentioned
  751. 30:39an abortion just because I couldn't keep
  752. 30:42that thing down so I was like no this
  753. 30:44I'm smoking so I stayed still all of it
  754. 30:47I got back when I was breastfeeding
  755. 30:50but uh
  756. 30:52you know I still have to eat
  757. 30:54>> is this for your pregnancy
  758. 30:56for okay but with I was already pretty
  759. 31:00before like as I said I woke up I was
  760. 31:02like I'm not hung over guys something's
  761. 31:04wrong and then we tried and I just knew
  762. 31:08that like just keeping it I my body so I
  763. 31:10tried to stop but then I still had the
  764. 31:12same thing so I wasn't going to push it
  765. 31:14I wasn't going to push it I knew what
  766. 31:16worked I tried the medications I gave
  767. 31:19them another time but I didn't like I
  768. 31:21give it two weeks I gave three days I've
  769. 31:24been pregnant before like you know.
  770. 31:26>> Mhm.
  771. 31:27>> Like so
  772. 31:30it just worked. All right. And then
  773. 31:32afterwards like my boyfriend was smoking
  774. 31:35like so much. So I didn't really smoke
  775. 31:38but he did. So he would get stoned and
  776. 31:41then I would be kind of with baby be
  777. 31:43like go do that, go do that, go do that
  778. 31:45and his phone go. So now he likes to
  779. 31:48complain that I made him do a lot of
  780. 31:49stuff but back then wasn't happy doing.
  781. 31:52sad. Yeah.
  782. 31:54>> So, you also me you mentioned just a
  783. 31:55little while ago about you left the
  784. 31:57house for a period of time while your
  785. 31:58kids were sleeping. Um, what's the
  786. 32:00longest you think you've ever
  787. 32:04>> Where with Rock?
  788. 32:06>> So, Rock was there?
  789. 32:07>> Yeah. Okay.
  790. 32:08>> So, Rock was at the house. So, because I
  791. 32:10know you have to stay there. So, I run.
  792. 32:14What are you going to do? Leave the
  793. 32:15kids? No, you're not. No, you're not.
  794. 32:18I'll you. So, I run down the street and
  795. 32:21I'm safe. Okay, I'm safe. I'm just
  796. 32:24having a moment and I'm crying to myself
  797. 32:26and come back. Like that's not bad at
  798. 32:29all. And that's after I was
  799. 32:31breastfeeding because you're not going
  800. 32:32to drink and breastfeed. That's one
  801. 32:33thing I would not do. Smoke and
  802. 32:34breastfeed kind of just because you
  803. 32:36probably still try to regulate from the
  804. 32:40hormones and stuff. And then uh they
  805. 32:41gave me oxycodone and it was putting my
  806. 32:44baby to see and so I was like let's just
  807. 32:47try
  808. 32:48>> and she she was fine.
  809. 32:50Um, tell me a little bit more about your
  810. 32:52kids. Um, when's the last time they went
  811. 32:54to go see a doctor?
  812. 32:56>> Um, it took
  813. 32:59um
  814. 33:03[snorts] it was 6 months fixes to a year
  815. 33:08and that was
  816. 33:11back in January. So, we're really not
  817. 33:14frequent. So um at the first start it
  818. 33:19was weekly because chair was supreme but
  819. 33:21for hex it was like
  820. 33:24I'm learning my baby I'm going to take
  821. 33:26my baby in every time it coughs you know
  822. 33:29like I do have to take it in every time
  823. 33:32it's hacky
  824. 33:34I'm not going to bring my baby in the
  825. 33:36[ __ ] dog you're wasting your time
  826. 33:39you're wasting my time I know that I'm
  827. 33:40just a concerned mom you know the first
  828. 33:44time I was like scared. I was like, she
  829. 33:46was here with a little the second time,
  830. 33:49you know, it's like it's like, oh my
  831. 33:50god, I actually did that. Okay, well,
  832. 33:53let's boo feed her some more and then
  833. 33:54it'll go away.
  834. 33:56>> During their checkups, the king
  835. 33:59>> there was the scales were like so hex
  836. 34:02was under
  837. 34:04I don't know, they have their charts,
  838. 34:06but they were like steadily growing.
  839. 34:09>> And did the doctors mention anything
  840. 34:11about their health during their
  841. 34:12checkups?
  842. 34:14>> Good. Okay. And uh you mentioned the
  843. 34:16charts in their charts.
  844. 34:18>> Yeah.
  845. 34:18>> Um do you know do you remember off the
  846. 34:20top of your head I guess like the
  847. 34:22percentile?
  848. 34:22>> That's so stupid. I'm not going to
  849. 34:24percentize my child. She's perfect the
  850. 34:26way she is.
  851. 34:28>> But I think trying to say over my kid
  852. 34:33fat like
  853. 34:34>> she's cute.
  854. 34:37And then Sherry had a bit but she was
  855. 34:39like overweight. I was like no she the
  856. 34:43is not. And where did you where were
  857. 34:45they going?
  858. 34:45>> Richard Edley.
  859. 34:46>> Dr. Who?
  860. 34:47>> Richard Edgerly at insurance healthcare.
  861. 34:50He's been my doctor since I was a baby.
  862. 34:54Only natural.
  863. 34:55>> What's the place again?
  864. 34:57>> Assurance healthcare center.
  865. 35:00>> Um, but he started to burn because
  866. 35:02personally with no vaccination and he
  867. 35:06keeps up with that.
  868. 35:08>> You can vaccinate. You cannot vaccinate.
  869. 35:10It's not bad to do either one of those
  870. 35:12things. But we chose to not. So our
  871. 35:15doctor was very supportive and our the
  872. 35:18babies were growing. So they don't need
  873. 35:21those like they don't need them like you
  874. 35:25know
  875. 35:25>> and it might be needed for today to get
  876. 35:28them sick so that they can just get over
  877. 35:30with. But I don't know.
  878. 35:33>> Okay.
  879. 35:33>> You know like I wasn't vaccinated so I'm
  880. 35:37going off of that like crunchy barefoot.
  881. 35:40Like
  882. 35:41I don't care. like I'm really healthy. I
  883. 35:45mean besides the throat cancer but you
  884. 35:48know
  885. 35:48>> most recently how would you say the
  886. 35:50health of
  887. 35:53>> um
  888. 35:54>> we got sick
  889. 35:57like two like
  890. 36:00it's been like two weeks two and 3 weeks
  891. 36:03for me at least where I'm just like
  892. 36:07no
  893. 36:09[clears throat]
  894. 36:12my bad
  895. 36:14but [clears throat]
  896. 36:16I thought that I have throat cancer
  897. 36:18brilliant 6 months
  898. 36:21gain weight. I'll drop weight and down
  899. 36:23like
  900. 36:26that and it's not normal like like
  901. 36:29that's not normal. So there was a little
  902. 36:32things I felt like a lump on my neck
  903. 36:35like things like that like my sinuses
  904. 36:37aren't working right.
  905. 36:38>> What about your kids?
  906. 36:40Oh, well, I was just saying like for me,
  907. 36:42so I didn't really notice when I got
  908. 36:44sick and it feels like way longer, but
  909. 36:51[cough] I got a lot. So, I try to do
  910. 36:53like cherry for cherry like
  911. 36:57there.
  912. 37:01[clears throat]
  913. 37:02[cough] You have water. So, like
  914. 37:04>> you have water or do you need more? I
  915. 37:05>> have milk. Okay.
  916. 37:09it whatever is in there. It's not like
  917. 37:13it's not dry. It's something that's in
  918. 37:15there. It's stitch like right on the
  919. 37:17front. So, I just kind of all the time I
  920. 37:21always feel like I need to cough even if
  921. 37:23I don't need to. Like right now, [cough]
  922. 37:27I [clears throat] still feel like I need
  923. 37:28to. It's just something that I hold back
  924. 37:30doing if that makes sense. That's why I
  925. 37:32thought I had cancer is because there's
  926. 37:33something there that I can cough
  927. 37:36whenever I want. like I'm constantly
  928. 37:39like going like that to stop it like you
  929. 37:41know. So I I didn't really notice when I
  930. 37:44got sick but Hy goes
  931. 37:49and I realized she's sick and so I
  932. 37:53they're going
  933. 37:56>> when you realized that did you take her
  934. 37:57to the hospital at all the doctor?
  935. 38:00>> It's a common cold.
  936. 38:02>> Okay. It might
  937. 38:03>> earlier you had mentioned if you heard a
  938. 38:06hacking you would take him in but if it
  939. 38:07was
  940. 38:08>> okay but no I mean like a little bit
  941. 38:10like you would take him home to the
  942. 38:12hospital okay you hear go
  943. 38:16oh my god for the first time I can take
  944. 38:18it I'm not that way
  945. 38:22[cough]
  946. 38:22>> I [clears throat] know when it's a
  947. 38:24common cold I'm going to get too bad
  948. 38:29some water
  949. 38:30>> I'm going to get you some
  950. 38:32[clears throat] It doesn't go away.
  951. 38:35Let me prove it. Um I love being right.
  952. 38:39I agree. Um but the the whole thing is
  953. 38:43like okay they have they're unvaccinated
  954. 38:45so they have to build their own
  955. 38:46antibodies instead of getting them
  956. 38:48through the vaccination.
  957. 38:49>> So they haven't had any vaccin
  958. 38:54vitamin K shop. Okay.
  959. 38:56>> But no that is not my wish for them.
  960. 39:00Okay.
  961. 39:01>> And so other than the vitamin K shot,
  962. 39:02they haven't received any other shots.
  963. 39:03And my my mom's on board with that. My
  964. 39:05dad's on board with that. My mom has
  965. 39:07received any other shots.
  966. 39:09>> No,
  967. 39:10>> just vitamin K.
  968. 39:13>> And they No, they tried to get and every
  969. 39:17time I would wake up, I no
  970. 39:21has never had anyations.
  971. 39:24>> No.
  972. 39:27[clears throat]
  973. 39:28>> [cough]
  974. 39:31>> Tell me that's not weird.
  975. 39:32>> What?
  976. 39:33>> Just cotton in there.
  977. 39:34>> I've had it before. I've had it where
  978. 39:36it's just a
  979. 39:37>> It's a smoke.
  980. 39:38>> Yeah, it just keeps going and going. I
  981. 39:40don't know why [clears throat] it is
  982. 39:40either. I don't know.
  983. 39:41>> It's like a hair stuck in your throat
  984. 39:43and it just keeps going. You keep
  985. 39:44coughing.
  986. 39:45>> No, it feels like an extreme weight like
  987. 39:48right here.
  988. 39:50>> So,
  989. 39:52I think but we're going I'm going to the
  990. 39:55doctor for that. So most recently I went
  991. 39:57to the doctor and he explained the
  992. 39:59symptoms and cherry's having some
  993. 40:02problems with like gives her a right. I
  994. 40:04mean I don't know. So I was thinking
  995. 40:06that you know like
  996. 40:09they're kids they get snotty as it's
  997. 40:13disgusting. You love it but it's
  998. 40:15disgusting.
  999. 40:21At any point during um motherhood, have
  1000. 40:24you been in contact at all with any
  1001. 40:25resources? CPA, have you ever contact
  1002. 40:27talked to CPS or anything like that?
  1003. 40:29>> Yeah.
  1004. 40:30>> So, CPS has come and like the house me
  1005. 40:33with the kids or Aby's and they they
  1006. 40:39>> do you know
  1007. 40:40>> each kid like two times each kid. You
  1008. 40:42could ask them for that. They have it.
  1009. 40:44>> Um
  1010. 40:45>> and during those times, what did they
  1011. 40:46tell you? One of them was because rock
  1012. 40:48raped me and that was very well known.
  1013. 40:50>> Okay.
  1014. 40:52>> And you know like it's a messy house.
  1015. 40:54It's happy kids messy house but the end
  1016. 40:57of the day the room was okay. Like the I
  1017. 41:01have pictures the room and
  1018. 41:04you know like at the end of the day I
  1019. 41:07needed to be taken care of taken care
  1020. 41:09of. Like so what if my underwear is all
  1021. 41:10over the floor like they're going to get
  1022. 41:12like you know what I mean? So during
  1023. 41:14that time, did they um take your kids
  1024. 41:17from you? Did they?
  1025. 41:18>> Um so they placed it um he had to when I
  1026. 41:21was pregnant
  1027. 41:25with my mom and then like me and Rock
  1028. 41:27broke up the last time
  1029. 41:30because of his port addiction and how
  1030. 41:33advanced that was and like that like the
  1031. 41:36we got into that. Uh I was just a little
  1032. 41:40traumatized. I wanted a break and I
  1033. 41:41didn't want to have a break yet. My
  1034. 41:43parents stayed up for like two weeks.
  1035. 41:46Um, and then I had some problems with my
  1036. 41:49health again when we thought I had
  1037. 41:51cancer or not when when I thought I had
  1038. 41:54cancer. I tried to get Rob to come back
  1039. 41:56to watch the kids
  1040. 41:59even though at the time I was with
  1041. 42:01Sawyer. I just tried to get like exactly
  1042. 42:04at the time I was with Sawyer but I
  1043. 42:05tried to get Ro to come back. Thank you.
  1044. 42:08>> Mhm.
  1045. 42:08>> To say, "Oh, take care of the kid till
  1046. 42:10then. That's your kid." But he was like,
  1047. 42:11"Terry's not mine."
  1048. 42:14Okay, Jerry's not yours, but it was
  1049. 42:16yours every day until I had her every
  1050. 42:18day after I had her. But now it's just
  1051. 42:20not yours. Now that you're gone and
  1052. 42:22you're a new is not your baby, you're
  1053. 42:25not gonna, you know, that's why I was
  1054. 42:27getting mad at uh Chloe today is because
  1055. 42:30like you're not going to support my baby
  1056. 42:34that living to go do whatever he wants,
  1057. 42:38whatever, whoever, right? Like you're
  1058. 42:41not going to do that and then turn
  1059. 42:43around and you're not going to yell at
  1060. 42:46me for getting a babysitter so that I
  1061. 42:48can do the same thing lightly. Like, you
  1062. 42:51know what I mean? At the end of the day,
  1063. 42:53I'm taking care of the kid off of
  1064. 42:57Montana.
  1065. 42:58Okay. I'm at least doing something and
  1066. 43:01I'm not claiming dad still milk without
  1067. 43:04the like taking care of it. But he like
  1068. 43:07catch [ __ ] by still. Okay. But you
  1069. 43:10don't you want to prove that your baby
  1070. 43:12is not your baby?
  1071. 43:14>> Can you tell me what happened the week
  1072. 43:16leading up to today? What the hell are
  1073. 43:18you putting up today?
  1074. 43:21By day by day.
  1075. 43:22>> Just whatever you can remember.
  1076. 43:24>> The
  1077. 43:26is the only thing that's sticking is a
  1078. 43:28really traumatizing part start to
  1079. 43:29finish.
  1080. 43:31>> So,
  1081. 43:33uh, we're having fun, right?
  1082. 43:35>> We're
  1083. 43:38all separate places. So, Mel's really in
  1084. 43:40there
  1085. 43:42and I think like Yeah. Come on. Um,
  1086. 43:46[snorts] I mean, I'm sorry. Uh, yeah,
  1087. 43:49but I'm in a club.
  1088. 43:50>> When is this?
  1089. 43:51>> When are you starting?
  1090. 43:52>> This is like 4 days ago.
  1091. 43:53>> 4 days.
  1092. 43:53>> Okay. Wait, let me
  1093. 43:56>> 4 days ago.
  1094. 43:57>> I'm not Don't stick.
  1095. 44:01>> I'm trying to go by day by day so that I
  1096. 44:02can think of it.
  1097. 44:03>> Of course. Go for it.
  1098. 44:04>> So, it leads up
  1099. 44:05>> cuz jail is like
  1100. 44:08that counts like for 5 days for me in my
  1101. 44:10head.
  1102. 44:11>> So,
  1103. 44:11>> okay.
  1104. 44:12>> I'm listening.
  1105. 44:14They have the miscarriage. I go over
  1106. 44:17I hang out with Emma who me to make a
  1107. 44:20basket. That takes a whole day and she
  1108. 44:24ask me like, "Can I can I get your stem
  1109. 44:27cells?" I was like, "Yes, yes, let's
  1110. 44:29just go to the mall. Let's just go to
  1111. 44:30the mall. Take my stem cells if that's
  1112. 44:32what it takes to get you to the mall."
  1113. 44:33So, I have to see.
  1114. 44:36Probably not. I actually know she's
  1115. 44:38dying. You know,
  1116. 44:41>> I might be dying.
  1117. 44:42>> Yeah.
  1118. 44:45She has leukemia and she needs the stem
  1119. 44:47cells. So, I was just going to see cuz
  1120. 44:48like if they if there aren't the right
  1121. 44:50stem cells, then that's literally like
  1122. 44:52God saying like, okay, and if I don't
  1123. 44:54have the right stem cells, then I feel
  1124. 44:55like, oh my god, guys, do any of you
  1125. 44:57guys want to experience like donating
  1126. 44:59stem cells cuz it's not that it's not
  1127. 45:01that intensive. Okay. Everybody has to
  1128. 45:04do stuff like not for the plot but you
  1129. 45:07know what I mean for the life.
  1130. 45:08>> Like okay if I never donate stem cells
  1131. 45:12to her then I I'll never donate stem
  1132. 45:14cells. You know like you give me a once
  1133. 45:16in a lifetime opportunity. I take it. So
  1134. 45:21and she just goes on one thing after
  1135. 45:23another thing. I don't can't take her
  1136. 45:25anywhere. Like we spent $5 but it was
  1137. 45:28not $5. It was $5. We spent like five
  1138. 45:31hours to Taco Bell. Like it was bad.
  1139. 45:33Like just because we're girls, we're
  1140. 45:35talk talk. So I intentionally don't
  1141. 45:38bring my kids and I I I left them at
  1142. 45:40home with K because
  1143. 45:42>> And this was 4 days ago.
  1144. 45:44>> Yes.
  1145. 45:47>> Put it day by day. Just put it day by
  1146. 45:50day. Like I don't know if that makes
  1147. 45:52sense. They go like choo.
  1148. 45:55And that's the first one. That's the
  1149. 45:56first one. First day, Taco Bell left
  1150. 45:58your kids with you doing all that and
  1151. 46:00I'm like, Emma, Emma, I have to go home.
  1152. 46:05Okay. I can't keep pushing that. I can't
  1153. 46:07keep. So, we get all and
  1154. 46:10>> are we on day two now or we still Well,
  1155. 46:14day I say day one,
  1156. 46:16like for my day, like wake up, go to
  1157. 46:18sleep.
  1158. 46:19>> Yep. Yep. That's my day two.
  1159. 46:22>> Yeah. But like it like this drags on
  1160. 46:24until like 5:00 in the morning which is
  1161. 46:26normal.
  1162. 46:27>> Got it.
  1163. 46:27>> But I that's my day. I go to sleep.
  1164. 46:30>> Sleep and wake up counts as one of your
  1165. 46:31days.
  1166. 46:32>> Yeah. So
  1167. 46:33>> um basically I had Desire with me cuz I
  1168. 46:36took her to say she saw her cuz my
  1169. 46:39ex-boyfriend but she's dating him now.
  1170. 46:40And that's Mal's best friend. And my
  1171. 46:42friend Mal had a miscarriage. So I'm not
  1172. 46:43going to be like no I'm not bringing
  1173. 46:46your friend just because she's dating my
  1174. 46:48ex. So, I figure
  1175. 46:51it touches us and my ex Kinder, right?
  1176. 46:57Uh, we didn't get a chance like to hang
  1177. 47:00out like we're friends. Like, we're
  1178. 47:02homies. Like, we're cool as
  1179. 47:06they're kind of like [laughter]
  1180. 47:07like when she does something stupid. So,
  1181. 47:10it's like it's like funny. It's like it
  1182. 47:12it's the perfect ass. So, I bring him.
  1183. 47:17And so, that night
  1184. 47:19Um, we've been driving, driving, driving
  1185. 47:21driving, driving driving, but we almost
  1186. 47:22run out of gas.
  1187. 47:25[clears throat] So, I'm like, that's
  1188. 47:26>> Did you tell me where this was?
  1189. 47:29>> Oh, so we went to try. Yeah, we went to
  1190. 47:31Tri Cities for this around Tri Cities.
  1191. 47:34Like, obviously, like I drive my car
  1192. 47:37sometimes like stupid. Um, so me and
  1193. 47:40Emma, she had like a she had a BMW, but
  1194. 47:43so you can't do that with kids in the
  1195. 47:45car. So, I wasn't gonna be my kids
  1196. 47:47either because like if I know that I'm
  1197. 47:48gonna see somebody who's gonna be like,
  1198. 47:51"Let's go with your car." I'm not gonna
  1199. 47:54be my kids cuz like what if they crash
  1200. 47:56me but I've already had car crash. I
  1201. 47:59don't want to do that again. Uh and I
  1202. 48:01drive very differently now than I did
  1203. 48:03then. So, I had that supposed to come
  1204. 48:07back that night. in the game. They're
  1205. 48:10out of gas and I'm pulled over at the uh
  1206. 48:16cow town. Pass it off. Uh
  1207. 48:20>> no,
  1208. 48:23>> you say
  1209. 48:24>> pasta.
  1210. 48:26>> Pro. Yeah. The Denley Hotels. That's how
  1211. 48:29I know them.
  1212. 48:30>> The what hotels?
  1213. 48:31>> The Denley hotels. The best Western
  1214. 48:33Denley's. That's the the Protown.
  1215. 48:38Um, so I pull over and I'm like, "Guys,
  1216. 48:42we I saw some blue pictures in the
  1217. 48:44morning. I'm tired." And we're all tired
  1218. 48:47because we've been dealing with Emma.
  1219. 48:52So
  1220. 48:54me and Kendrick sleep in the back of the
  1221. 48:55car, kind of, you know,
  1222. 48:59my sleeps in the front and we're just
  1223. 49:03like, we're all doing our own little
  1224. 49:05things. like the car might get cold, but
  1225. 49:07I had blankets. Like we were okay. Uh
  1226. 49:09and there were so many of us that it
  1227. 49:11stayed warm. Like it was warm when we
  1228. 49:13woke up. So um we drove back and got
  1229. 49:18home and then uh what was it?
  1230. 49:27I had something to do that day. Oh yeah.
  1231. 49:30So, I went to my doctor's appointment
  1232. 49:34and my kids are sick. So, they go
  1233. 49:38with my friend
  1234. 49:40to go cruise around, right?
  1235. 49:43>> Your kids do.
  1236. 49:44>> Yeah. So, we switch the car and then
  1237. 49:48Sophie runs around.
  1238. 49:49>> What friend?
  1239. 49:50>> So,
  1240. 49:51>> Zoe.
  1241. 49:52>> Sophie.
  1242. 49:53>> Sophie.
  1243. 49:56>> Sophie has your kids.
  1244. 49:58That's so that's aunt Sophie. My name is
  1245. 50:00>> Sophie.
  1246. 50:01>> Aunt Sophie
  1247. 50:02>> that you know like we're like best
  1248. 50:04friends. So that's aunt.
  1249. 50:06>> Auntie, but she's black. So obviously
  1250. 50:09not aunt.
  1251. 50:10>> What's Sophie's last name?
  1252. 50:11>> V. Uh not Vargas. Cunningham.
  1253. 50:14>> Cutting down.
  1254. 50:16>> So
  1255. 50:16>> is she live here?
  1256. 50:17>> Yeah.
  1257. 50:18>> Do you know Rather spin?
  1258. 50:21>> No, she was a boyfriend. I don't know
  1259. 50:23that one. Uh and it's a boyfriend, so I
  1260. 50:26don't keep track of it. But she got a
  1261. 50:27regular boyfriend cuz we have that thing
  1262. 50:30like she was petted on. I watched her
  1263. 50:33get petted on. So that's why we have
  1264. 50:35that good relationship with
  1265. 50:37>> What? When was this that
  1266. 50:39>> was prison? Um,
  1267. 50:41>> do you know what that was?
  1268. 50:44>> That was the thing I got back from I
  1269. 50:46said take it day by day by day by day.
  1270. 50:49>> Uhhuh. So
  1271. 50:49>> that was I have it I would have on my
  1272. 50:51phone. I would have all of this trash
  1273. 50:54better on my phone if I could have my
  1274. 50:55phone. all this information on where you
  1275. 50:57were and stuff.
  1276. 50:58>> Yeah, exactly. Yeah, because like you
  1277. 51:00know and me. Um
  1278. 51:02>> and where did you say your phone was?
  1279. 51:04>> Front. I need it. I need it. Need it.
  1280. 51:07Need it.
  1281. 51:08>> Um
  1282. 51:11but you know I need this symptoms. He's
  1283. 51:16like yeah that's a common cold and it's
  1284. 51:19going to be annoying but keep cold
  1285. 51:20medicine. So I had like the baby the
  1286. 51:23baby tablets.
  1287. 51:25It worked wonders with taxi. So I need
  1288. 51:28to
  1289. 51:30make like four. I give her like two.
  1290. 51:32That's it. I to the label guys. I go to
  1291. 51:36the label cuz
  1292. 51:39she's like, "Oh my god, they're real
  1293. 51:40pill poppers. They're taking for
  1294. 51:44the kind of fun that we have with our
  1295. 51:45friends that my mom is like, oh my god,
  1296. 51:48she's going to now take pill pop." No,
  1297. 51:50we're just making a joke.
  1298. 51:52>> What kind of pills were they?
  1299. 51:53>> Right. Baby cough tablets.
  1300. 51:57>> And where'd you get those at?
  1301. 51:58>> Uh Walmart. Best thing ever. They also
  1302. 52:01make teething tablets.
  1303. 52:03>> And when did you go get those?
  1304. 52:05>> Oh my god. I had them in.
  1305. 52:10I bought like four cuz I thought they
  1306. 52:12were going to go by faster, but there's
  1307. 52:14like 150 in each one. So you four at a
  1308. 52:17time. Like that's if they work, they're
  1309. 52:20not supposed to be sick a lot.
  1310. 52:22>> Okay. And when when was the last time
  1311. 52:24you said you gave them?
  1312. 52:26>> I The last time I was there,
  1313. 52:28>> which was when they were taking this day
  1314. 52:30by day by day by day trauma. Okay. Like
  1315. 52:33if I have my phone, I get pinpoint. I
  1316. 52:36don't have
  1317. 52:36>> You want to look at a calendar?
  1318. 52:37>> No, it won't help. Do
  1319. 52:39>> you know what day today is?
  1320. 52:41>> That will help. It's the 20th today,
  1321. 52:45right? 2
  1322. 52:47>> today's
  1323. 52:48>> and it's
  1324. 52:48>> today's Tuesday.
  1325. 52:50>> Yeah, the 26th, right?
  1326. 52:52>> 25th.
  1327. 52:53>> Oh, okay. So, I was very close. Um, but
  1328. 52:57obviously with all this going on and it
  1329. 52:59was [ __ ] on my sleep schedule, which
  1330. 53:01wasn't really out, but like you know.
  1331. 53:03>> So, if today's Tuesday,
  1332. 53:05>> by the way, I cuffed like this, but
  1333. 53:06you're okay. Hey,
  1334. 53:07>> I try not to leave it with my kid, but
  1335. 53:09it's just like it's like if I'm going to
  1336. 53:10talk like this, I might as well like
  1337. 53:12talk like how I would so that I actually
  1338. 53:14convey my point cuz I'm trying to help
  1339. 53:17and
  1340. 53:17>> No, you're fine. I I understand you.
  1341. 53:20>> I'm not.
  1342. 53:20>> If I don't, I'll ask I'll tell you this.
  1343. 53:22You tell me. Um, so today's Tuesday.
  1344. 53:24>> What do you mean here? She was just
  1345. 53:26playing with I'm joking. But yeah, like
  1346. 53:29I get
  1347. 53:30>> Today's Tuesday. So when do you think
  1348. 53:33you had given him these pills? the cuff
  1349. 53:35the cough pills.
  1350. 53:36>> Oh my god. No, I know by like like what
  1351. 53:39we were doing that day and that was the
  1352. 53:41day that I went to the doctor.
  1353. 53:43>> Okay.
  1354. 53:44>> So,
  1355. 53:44>> so the day
  1356. 53:45>> Friday
  1357. 53:46>> Friday.
  1358. 53:46>> Friday, I think.
  1359. 53:48>> Okay. So, Friday you went to the doctor.
  1360. 53:50>> Uh, yes. I think yes.
  1361. 53:53>> Okay.
  1362. 53:54>> I I make day by day by day by day. I
  1363. 53:57don't pick it like 28, 29, 30. That's
  1364. 54:00not how I'm thinking my next days. I'm
  1365. 54:02thinking next day, next day, next day,
  1366. 54:04day after the next, the day after the
  1367. 54:06next next day, like I don't know if that
  1368. 54:08makes sense.
  1369. 54:09>> No, it makes sense. So, if we're going
  1370. 54:11day by day, so that means
  1371. 54:12>> that's why I say go like this.
  1372. 54:13>> Yep. So, Wednesday you were with Emma
  1373. 54:16>> and going through the stem cell.
  1374. 54:17>> I don't know what I weren't.
  1375. 54:19>> Okay.
  1376. 54:20>> So, the first day you were with Emma
  1377. 54:22doing stem cell stuff.
  1378. 54:23>> Oh, just in general, Emma.
  1379. 54:25>> Yep. Emma,
  1380. 54:26>> we were having our time
  1381. 54:28>> on Thursday.
  1382. 54:30So the next day, so day two, you went to
  1383. 54:32Tri Cities with your friends.
  1384. 54:34>> No, that was when Okay. So I think
  1385. 54:38I went there the night. I went there at
  1386. 54:41night. So I got there the night of that
  1387. 54:44day.
  1388. 54:44>> The night of
  1389. 54:45>> did all the Emma things that day. Went
  1390. 54:47for Melliey's miscarriage. Emma things
  1391. 54:49that day. And then that also Emma day is
  1392. 54:52the day that I came back. We slept in
  1393. 54:54the car. So that would be the next day.
  1394. 54:57in cow town. And then the next day
  1395. 55:01starts in cow town. We take it. I wake
  1396. 55:04up. There's $50 in my day. I'M LIKE,
  1397. 55:06"HEY GUYS, I'm got to work." And so we
  1398. 55:09go home and then I pick up the girls cuz
  1399. 55:13I just decided like that would be
  1400. 55:14better. Like getting them from KK would
  1401. 55:17be better in the morning than like, you
  1402. 55:19know, rushing to get home, running out
  1403. 55:22of gas. They you know, like it would
  1404. 55:25just be better if we wake up in the
  1405. 55:27morning. So we woke up at 6:00 that
  1406. 55:28morning to figure it out. We ended up
  1407. 55:31seeing it was there and we stopped the
  1408. 55:33next two hours. Got back.
  1409. 55:37So it's like an hour to found. So it
  1410. 55:40probably took me like 30 minutes,
  1411. 55:43but it probably took me like 30 minutes.
  1412. 55:46And then I went to the Sinclair to get
  1413. 55:49gas.
  1414. 55:51It's me thing. And I always go to the
  1415. 55:52Sinclair very
  1416. 55:56>> Sinclair. Where's that at?
  1417. 55:58>> Uh, it's the one by the smoke shop on
  1418. 56:00the back. You know the cigarettes, the
  1419. 56:03legal
  1420. 56:04350 bag like
  1421. 56:06>> Yeah,
  1422. 56:09you can get a lot of I'm joking. Um, but
  1423. 56:12no, that's my favorite thing to do
  1424. 56:13because my Blade used to own his family
  1425. 56:17used to own shops. So
  1426. 56:20blinder and so I f up on blade and um
  1427. 56:25[snorts]
  1428. 56:26so I always go there and eventually I'm
  1429. 56:29never going to probably do that again.
  1430. 56:32All right, I'll get to that. Don't want
  1431. 56:34to take that as a bag like soon as I go
  1432. 56:35anymore. Um so
  1433. 56:41for gas and we go and I I we go home to
  1434. 56:46this is just sleeping with the kids. So,
  1435. 56:47I got it obviously early. It's like
  1436. 56:499:00. So, I go to sleep. I wake up. I
  1437. 56:53forgot what time the appointment was.
  1438. 56:55But I wake up in the early morning. I
  1439. 56:56get the kids in the car. My car doesn't
  1440. 56:58start. So, I bring the kids back in the
  1441. 57:00car back in the house. And I'm like
  1442. 57:03working that out cuz it won't start. It
  1443. 57:05won't heat up because the motor is what
  1444. 57:07heats the car. So, it won't start. So, I
  1445. 57:10go in there. So, Ryan comes to jump my
  1446. 57:14battery, which is my mom's friend at
  1447. 57:16work.
  1448. 57:18like my mom's trying to work like she
  1449. 57:20works at a car dealership. Hyundai Vac
  1450. 57:22cars in Hyundai like so it only makes
  1451. 57:25sense. So
  1452. 57:28he comes over he does it and it takes
  1453. 57:30like an extra 5 minutes cuz he was there
  1454. 57:32and we're chit chatting. So I get there
  1455. 57:36like
  1456. 57:39like five I mean it's like a five minute
  1457. 57:41drive right from my house to like
  1458. 57:44from my hour. It's right by my
  1459. 57:48so my car break down again. So that's
  1460. 57:51when I call Soie and I'm like Soie take
  1461. 57:54the kids so that I can go do it. And
  1462. 57:56she's like oh my god yes. Mr. Pros
  1463. 58:00and I'm in the appointment and I'm just
  1464. 58:02describing the symptoms because
  1465. 58:07the pictures of like the face like the
  1466. 58:09problems with her eye like the snot
  1467. 58:12colors like you know everything that the
  1468. 58:15doctor would need everything that the
  1469. 58:17doctor asked me when I was little did to
  1470. 58:20me when I was little I just take that
  1471. 58:21logic and I just take pictures for that
  1472. 58:25when I show you like yeah that's the
  1473. 58:27color It's not. And he's like, I don't
  1474. 58:28even know that. And she's not like,
  1475. 58:30okay, I did all that for nothing. So,
  1476. 58:35uh, my new car won't start again. So, it
  1477. 58:37doesn't start again. So, she sends
  1478. 58:39another guy, a different guy to come
  1479. 58:42jump start your car, which is super
  1480. 58:44embarrassing. So, I end up going to
  1481. 58:46Hyundai. Stop insurance.
  1482. 58:50You got that road. Stop sign. Stop sign.
  1483. 58:5340. It's all 40. Yeah, 40. I only know
  1484. 58:56grocer.
  1485. 58:59Um, so I go to Hyundai
  1486. 59:02and that takes a while. Me and my mom
  1487. 59:05have lunch, but like you have your kids
  1488. 59:07with you at this time.
  1489. 59:08>> No.
  1490. 59:09>> And they're with Sophie.
  1491. 59:10>> They're with Sophie.
  1492. 59:11>> They're with Sophie. They're doing
  1493. 59:12something with Sophie. But Sophie works
  1494. 59:14with kids, so I'm totally fine. Like
  1495. 59:16she's a school teacher. Like she's fine.
  1496. 59:19Wait, not school teacher. Lunch lady.
  1497. 59:21Well, it's probably her. It's like, you
  1498. 59:23know, up her title from watching. Um, so
  1499. 59:28because of that, like I was totally fine
  1500. 59:30with that, like she can handle it. She's
  1501. 59:32just like keeping them in the back of
  1502. 59:33the car. I think they got like
  1503. 59:34McDonald's. I think she wants to like go
  1504. 59:36visit a hoe. Like she was like, "Are you
  1505. 59:38going to swing by David's house?" And
  1506. 59:39just roll out my window and be like, "OH
  1507. 59:41MY GOD, LOOK WHAT I GOT IN THE BACK."
  1508. 59:42cuz like she wants to assure me that
  1509. 59:44like she doesn't like do it to get hos
  1510. 59:47but like at the same time like she's
  1511. 59:49going to be oh I'm like oh my god like
  1512. 59:50look I can be a mom and then drive off
  1513. 59:53not invite them into the car or anything
  1514. 59:55that's a boundary that we have but like
  1515. 59:57you know
  1516. 59:59get it like cute like it's so silly. Um
  1517. 1:00:05so I let her do it.
  1518. 1:00:08I mean why not? And Sophie has been at
  1519. 1:00:10every single birthday party for her. I
  1520. 1:00:12mean, only two, but like it's so cute.
  1521. 1:00:15Like,
  1522. 1:00:17um, so
  1523. 1:00:21I got home. I dropped it off
  1524. 1:00:24[clears throat]
  1525. 1:00:29and I got my car seat back. Um,
  1526. 1:00:34I'm sorry. I have my car back in the car
  1527. 1:00:38and then we go do like one more.
  1528. 1:00:41Oh yeah, I take them to Sinclair again
  1529. 1:00:44and I take them to Sinclair. I dropped
  1530. 1:00:47them off. Okay. I'm like we're going to
  1531. 1:00:50be back tomorrow. So the plan the plan
  1532. 1:00:53is to get back on the Emma day. Emma day
  1533. 1:00:55took all day.
  1534. 1:00:58So we made we just slept that morning of
  1535. 1:01:02the next morning.
  1536. 1:01:06>> [cough]
  1537. 1:01:08[clears throat]
  1538. 1:01:10>> So that was doctor day too.
  1539. 1:01:13[cough]
  1540. 1:01:14[clears throat] Doctor day then
  1541. 1:01:18a regular thing
  1542. 1:01:20and then
  1543. 1:01:24archer day.
  1544. 1:01:25>> What was it that I was doing?
  1545. 1:01:27>> We were we were going [clears throat]
  1546. 1:01:29day by day.
  1547. 1:01:30>> This is when it starts to get
  1548. 1:01:31traumatizing. Okay. So this is where
  1549. 1:01:34[cough and clears throat]
  1550. 1:01:36>> as you get closer to today, do you know
  1551. 1:01:38what days are what?
  1552. 1:01:39>> No,
  1553. 1:01:40>> you still don't.
  1554. 1:01:41>> Okay.
  1555. 1:01:41>> No, jail.
  1556. 1:01:43>> Okay. So I guess if you want to frame it
  1557. 1:01:46in terms of jail and not jail, is it
  1558. 1:01:48before or after? You can do that if that
  1559. 1:01:51makes sense. So like things that
  1560. 1:01:53happened after you were in jail and
  1561. 1:01:55things that happened prior to you being
  1562. 1:01:56in jail?
  1563. 1:01:58>> No, because there's a lead. It's not
  1564. 1:02:00like it's before or after. It's no just
  1565. 1:02:02watch.
  1566. 1:02:03>> Okay. Okay. Go for
  1567. 1:02:04>> it. So,
  1568. 1:02:05>> um we were hanging out.
  1569. 1:02:10>> Oh, yeah. I said the kids want to see
  1570. 1:02:12Kendrick. Okay. Cuz like Kendrick
  1571. 1:02:16loves the kids. Like he's not dad. He's
  1572. 1:02:18not going to play dad, but he loves the
  1573. 1:02:20kids. Like
  1574. 1:02:21>> Kendrick.
  1575. 1:02:22>> Kendrick. It's a weird stupid name.
  1576. 1:02:25[clears throat]
  1577. 1:02:27>> Stupid guy. And what's Kendrick's last
  1578. 1:02:29name? Gaya.
  1579. 1:02:31>> Gaya.
  1580. 1:02:32>> Don't even ask me how to spell that. Um,
  1581. 1:02:35I know. G A E Y E T A I think.
  1582. 1:02:38>> Okay.
  1583. 1:02:39>> I think about it. Do you remember names?
  1584. 1:02:42>> Um,
  1585. 1:02:44[clears throat]
  1586. 1:02:45the kids. We got the Ivy Smoke. You
  1587. 1:02:48know, we sit in the parking lot of like
  1588. 1:02:51Target for like hours so that we drive
  1589. 1:02:55because at that point the kids are
  1590. 1:02:57sleeping. So that they're all comes out.
  1591. 1:02:59there sleeping. I think she had like
  1592. 1:03:01Bluey and the Bluey put her to sleep
  1593. 1:03:03out. Oh my god. The only he was smoking
  1594. 1:03:06and so I got smoking.
  1595. 1:03:10[clears throat]
  1596. 1:03:12We got home.
  1597. 1:03:15That's when it gets blurry. We got home
  1598. 1:03:19and the girls
  1599. 1:03:24What was it?
  1600. 1:03:27This is when it enters jail territory.
  1601. 1:03:30So, I'm trying to remember exactly what
  1602. 1:03:31led me up to it
  1603. 1:03:42cuz that was what that was what sparked
  1604. 1:03:44everything.
  1605. 1:03:47Oh, that was the day that I came back.
  1606. 1:03:50It was dad inspection day. No, it was
  1607. 1:03:52dad inspection day. That's not not
  1608. 1:03:54Kindred Day. That was not the main focus
  1609. 1:03:56of the day. My dad had an inspection at
  1610. 1:04:00a 7:30 7:30 when he got off work.
  1611. 1:04:03>> Dad.
  1612. 1:04:04>> Dad. Dad. My
  1613. 1:04:05>> father.
  1614. 1:04:06>> Your father. Okay.
  1615. 1:04:07>> Uh, Kelly Quinnell. Okay. Not Jared.
  1616. 1:04:11Kelly Quinnell.
  1617. 1:04:13Uh, because Jared is my birth father.
  1618. 1:04:16Kelly Quinnell is my adopted father. I
  1619. 1:04:17was adopted when I was one full.
  1620. 1:04:21Um, so because of that, it was like it
  1621. 1:04:24was like, "Oh my god, I'm going to get
  1622. 1:04:25home." So I did get home in a reasonable
  1623. 1:04:27time. I actually did. I got home like an
  1624. 1:04:30hour before as I was cleaning and it was
  1625. 1:04:33like perfect, but then I spilled a bag
  1626. 1:04:35out of trash and it was a bar like a
  1627. 1:04:40like I put it in the front and it just
  1628. 1:04:43died.
  1629. 1:04:45And so, um,
  1630. 1:04:48when I got home
  1631. 1:04:51from that, the world red,
  1632. 1:04:54everything was fine. Let me think.
  1633. 1:04:59I also remember by Snapchat. Okay,
  1634. 1:05:02that's why I would love to have my phone
  1635. 1:05:03right now because I do want to get a
  1636. 1:05:05detail accurate and it's so hard for me
  1637. 1:05:07to remember. So, I'm saying everything
  1638. 1:05:09on record and I'm trying to remember it.
  1639. 1:05:12I'd much rather have my phone
  1640. 1:05:15cuz I can't remember if that was a
  1641. 1:05:16Kendrick kid day. No, it wasn't. It was
  1642. 1:05:20not the Kendrick kid day. I just wanted
  1643. 1:05:22to hang out with Kred. They were
  1644. 1:05:24sleeping at the house. KK her and
  1645. 1:05:26>> Who's KK?
  1646. 1:05:28>> KK.
  1647. 1:05:28>> What's KK's name?
  1648. 1:05:29>> Is a neighbor of mine that I met through
  1649. 1:05:31my other neighbor and that neighbor
  1650. 1:05:34moved away. And
  1651. 1:05:35>> you know KK's real name?
  1652. 1:05:38>> No, they're Mexican. Like they're
  1653. 1:05:41they're Mexican.
  1654. 1:05:44I'm back to
  1655. 1:05:46every day like the date changes but KK
  1656. 1:05:49stays the same.
  1657. 1:05:50>> And is KK how do you get a hold of KK
  1658. 1:05:52when you need to talk to KK?
  1659. 1:05:54>> Normally I don't have to. She just stays
  1660. 1:05:57at home if she needs if she needed to
  1661. 1:06:00have an emergency. I leave her with the
  1662. 1:06:02car seats.
  1663. 1:06:03>> So I guess how do you get a hold of her?
  1664. 1:06:05>> She doesn't have a phone.
  1665. 1:06:06>> So how do you get a hold of her to watch
  1666. 1:06:07your babies? Uh,
  1667. 1:06:11she comes over and then I take that
  1668. 1:06:13time. So, whenever she comes over,
  1669. 1:06:17I'm like, "Can I go this time?" And I
  1670. 1:06:19plan, "Hey, there's no plan that goes in
  1671. 1:06:21there." You think I plan spending a
  1672. 1:06:23whole day with Emma? No,
  1673. 1:06:26I plan on spending a half hour. So, Ga
  1674. 1:06:29doesn't really have anything to do.
  1675. 1:06:31Like, she really does not have anything
  1676. 1:06:32to do. But she is she
  1677. 1:06:35>> well you mentioned she was on watching
  1678. 1:06:36your kids so I kind of wanted to I guess
  1679. 1:06:38that's why I'm asking.
  1680. 1:06:39>> So she does have people she knows people
  1681. 1:06:41in the neighborhood. So she goes through
  1682. 1:06:43the neighborhood checks on me and that's
  1683. 1:06:45why we became friends was because she
  1684. 1:06:46was checking on me because she fell in a
  1685. 1:06:48single mom that
  1686. 1:06:50>> you don't have any way of contacting
  1687. 1:06:51her.
  1688. 1:06:52>> She used to have a phone but then I
  1689. 1:06:53think it got stolen cuz you know my
  1690. 1:06:56neighborhood. So it was like not that.
  1691. 1:06:59So she's
  1692. 1:07:00>> So how would you how would you contact
  1693. 1:07:02kids to check on your kids?
  1694. 1:07:05>> Got a neighbor.
  1695. 1:07:06>> What neighbor?
  1696. 1:07:07>> The one in the back. Like Rock had the
  1697. 1:07:09number, but if I needed to, I call Rock
  1698. 1:07:14to get them. So
  1699. 1:07:15>> at any point did you call Rock to check
  1700. 1:07:17on the kiddos?
  1701. 1:07:19>> Rock don't know the kids? I would have
  1702. 1:07:20to just get the number from him. So
  1703. 1:07:23that's what was going on the day that I
  1704. 1:07:25got arrested. Right.
  1705. 1:07:27>> Okay. So that that was that day that
  1706. 1:07:30this day. Okay. I came home. They were
  1707. 1:07:33asleep. They had to go because I don't
  1708. 1:07:36want at this point I don't want my dad
  1709. 1:07:39like to know that KK is there with the
  1710. 1:07:42kids cuz I get bored every day.
  1711. 1:07:49>> My parent my mom my mom my dad
  1712. 1:07:52understands that I want to go have fun
  1713. 1:07:55with my friends. I have berated eggs
  1714. 1:07:59about um
  1715. 1:08:01how I'm talking about my kids lives by
  1716. 1:08:05like as I said the Tri Cities trip when
  1717. 1:08:07we came home and it was 12:00. Okay,
  1718. 1:08:10it's 12:00. They were sleeping in the
  1719. 1:08:13car. The hole right there.
  1720. 1:08:16No, the hole right there. The hole right
  1721. 1:08:17back. So that's obviously like an hour
  1722. 1:08:19and a half for me.
  1723. 1:08:20>> The whole ride back from where? two
  1724. 1:08:22hours from where
  1725. 1:08:23>> should I see
  1726. 1:08:26>> I don't know I got a good 30 40 minutes
  1727. 1:08:29>> okay earlier you told me that you didn't
  1728. 1:08:31take them to try cities that they stayed
  1729. 1:08:32with KK
  1730. 1:08:34>> but when I would when I would so I get
  1731. 1:08:37that's what I'm saying I get berated
  1732. 1:08:39>> let's let's talk about the incident
  1733. 1:08:41we're talking about the week prior to
  1734. 1:08:44>> that is so I'm just
  1735. 1:08:47>> okay so you mentioned your kids
  1736. 1:08:48>> every single day [snorts]
  1737. 1:08:49>> you mentioned your kids are home with KK
  1738. 1:08:51while You want to try cities?
  1739. 1:08:52>> Yes.
  1740. 1:08:53>> Okay.
  1741. 1:08:53>> Because I get berated every single day
  1742. 1:08:55about how I need to do that. I need to
  1743. 1:08:58give them routine. So I put them to bed
  1744. 1:09:02myself.
  1745. 1:09:03>> The day you went to Tri Cities.
  1746. 1:09:04>> Yeah.
  1747. 1:09:06>> But you mentioned you saved the night in
  1748. 1:09:09Cow Town. Correct.
  1749. 1:09:10>> Yes. So K doesn't have anything to do.
  1750. 1:09:13Like genuinely I'll check.
  1751. 1:09:16>> I'll be like you.
  1752. 1:09:17>> So who watched your kids while you were
  1753. 1:09:18in Cow Town? If you say KK had nothing
  1754. 1:09:21to do with any of this
  1755. 1:09:25>> she so Wait, go ahead. Can I have a
  1756. 1:09:28piece of paper?
  1757. 1:09:28>> I'm trying to understand. Yeah,
  1758. 1:09:30>> no. Give me a piece of paper.
  1759. 1:09:35So, originally
  1760. 1:09:38a
  1761. 1:09:38>> It's okay. Okay. So, we're doing it like
  1762. 1:09:41this. Okay.
  1763. 1:09:43>> Right here. Okay.
  1764. 1:09:45This
  1765. 1:09:50>> are you making the
  1766. 1:09:54>> Okay. So, this is
  1767. 1:09:58how did I label them? Emma day
  1768. 1:10:03cow. This is cow. This is cow.
  1769. 1:10:07That right there is cow. That is sleep
  1770. 1:10:10period is cow. This is doctor
  1771. 1:10:13and dad. because his dad went in between
  1772. 1:10:16uh Kendra because she was at the house.
  1773. 1:10:18So she went and she walked around. She
  1774. 1:10:20did her own thing. Uh and then she got
  1775. 1:10:23back and when she got back well the kids
  1776. 1:10:27were always sleeping cuz they were
  1777. 1:10:29already sleeping from when I went out
  1778. 1:10:31with Kendrick. So I put them to bed when
  1779. 1:10:33I went out with Kendrick. And so when I
  1780. 1:10:35got back there sleeping, you know, at
  1781. 1:10:40the same time as
  1782. 1:10:43K. So
  1783. 1:10:46I and I hear his cry. So I'm like, okay.
  1784. 1:10:51But it was like one of those cries like
  1785. 1:10:52as mommy, you know,
  1786. 1:10:59that's how I know. That's how I know if
  1787. 1:11:01it's like like she makes it. No, I'm
  1788. 1:11:03not. Okay. So, I take that as Okay,
  1789. 1:11:06let's go. So, I get money. I already
  1790. 1:11:10have money. So, I purposely got my
  1791. 1:11:15friend Desiree food and we were supposed
  1792. 1:11:18to surprise her cuz she's just down the
  1793. 1:11:21road from us. And my kid loves
  1794. 1:11:24McDonald's. It was a surprise because of
  1795. 1:11:27all the stuff that we've been doing.
  1796. 1:11:29Trying to give her a little surprise. So
  1797. 1:11:32we're pulling the we pull into
  1798. 1:11:36okay to make this clear doctor then at
  1799. 1:11:41that night.
  1800. 1:11:44Let me try to label this better cuz I
  1801. 1:11:46like to be more organized with this cuz
  1802. 1:11:49it's like obviously the doctor dad
  1803. 1:11:51inspection.
  1804. 1:11:58At this point, they're sleeping. But I
  1805. 1:11:59hear that. I hear that.
  1806. 1:12:03So, it was only like seven. I ate when I
  1807. 1:12:08left.
  1808. 1:12:10No.
  1809. 1:12:13I waited.
  1810. 1:12:15It was in the middle of the night, but
  1811. 1:12:16McDonald's was still open. McDonald's
  1812. 1:12:18was still open.
  1813. 1:12:19>> Okay.
  1814. 1:12:20So intentionally because I knew it was
  1815. 1:12:23going to be a long night because I like
  1816. 1:12:25hardly ever like I hardly ever hear that
  1817. 1:12:28noise.
  1818. 1:12:30I I knew I was going to go on that was
  1819. 1:12:32to go get McDonald's when KK and them
  1820. 1:12:36were sleeping.
  1821. 1:12:38KK would know obviously, but I was still
  1822. 1:12:40going to go get McDonald's for
  1823. 1:12:43so
  1824. 1:12:46I end up going to get McDonald's. What
  1825. 1:12:48did I write here? No, that inspire SP.
  1826. 1:12:53I'm going to put a period that way it's
  1827. 1:12:54more
  1828. 1:12:56recognizable. Down. So that inspiration
  1829. 1:13:00turns into hang out by myself while
  1830. 1:13:02everybody's sleeping to Des wants
  1831. 1:13:05McDonald's. So big.
  1832. 1:13:11>> Can I stop you real quick? Is that okay?
  1833. 1:13:14>> Yes. So earlier you mentioned when I
  1834. 1:13:16talked to you about what your kiddos
  1835. 1:13:18eat, you mentioned that
  1836. 1:13:21anything like anything.
  1837. 1:13:23>> Earlier you told me she was only eating
  1838. 1:13:25purees instead.
  1839. 1:13:26>> No
  1840. 1:13:286 months old
  1841. 1:13:302 years old.
  1842. 1:13:31>> Uhhuh.
  1843. 1:13:33>> 2-year-old eats anything. Like I have
  1844. 1:13:35pictures of her child. Like she went for
  1845. 1:13:37her first birthday we went to Denny's.
  1846. 1:13:39Second birthday we went there. I So
  1847. 1:13:42Cher's not at that stage. She's 6 months
  1848. 1:13:44old. That last 3 months of that like one
  1849. 1:13:48year is when they really get like they
  1850. 1:13:50start eating like pancakes, waffles.
  1851. 1:13:52That's why we chose Denny's is because
  1852. 1:13:55breakfast. Yeah.
  1853. 1:13:56>> How often would you guys eat?
  1854. 1:13:59>> Every day all day. Like I'm eating like
  1855. 1:14:03I'm giving her food. Like you know what
  1856. 1:14:05I mean? Like obviously not she can't do
  1857. 1:14:08that. Any excuse whatever the [ __ ] she
  1858. 1:14:11wants. like I don't give a she can eat
  1859. 1:14:13as much as you want. And my pediatrician
  1860. 1:14:17says a fat kid is a happy well-developed
  1861. 1:14:22kid if he's going outside.
  1862. 1:14:24>> So
  1863. 1:14:24>> cuz he's not fat and he's not
  1864. 1:14:25overweight. He's just going to be
  1865. 1:14:27chubby. Like they grow into it. They're
  1866. 1:14:30a toddler. They're not supposed to be
  1867. 1:14:31like a supermodel. They're going to have
  1868. 1:14:33some belly fat. Like
  1869. 1:14:35>> would um
  1870. 1:14:37>> So I was going to get her some fries.
  1871. 1:14:38Would you feed or did feed yourself?
  1872. 1:14:42>> Did you feed yourself? I just want like
  1873. 1:14:44like when we're in the back seat because
  1874. 1:14:46it's obviously not safe. So, oh my god.
  1875. 1:14:50This sounds so bad. So, I just surprise
  1876. 1:14:54back at her how to She's right behind me
  1877. 1:14:58and she's front facing.
  1878. 1:14:59>> So, when when was the last time you
  1879. 1:15:00think you f
  1880. 1:15:02>> I was Okay, that's when I was playing.
  1881. 1:15:05Okay, wait. Just just let it.
  1882. 1:15:07>> Okay.
  1883. 1:15:07>> Make dick and then I get arrested in the
  1884. 1:15:12parking lot. If we get I have you can
  1885. 1:15:14look at the nasty
  1886. 1:15:16>> dash. You get arrested.
  1887. 1:15:18>> I haven't even made my order yet. I'm
  1888. 1:15:20pulling on my app.
  1889. 1:15:21>> Pull forward. Like this guy really wants
  1890. 1:15:24me chicken. I'm getting mad because I'm
  1891. 1:15:26getting telling me what the pull
  1892. 1:15:29forward. I'm wondering am I what the
  1893. 1:15:33starting?
  1894. 1:15:35This is the only funny part.
  1895. 1:15:39And he's like,
  1896. 1:15:42"You already have a warrant." I'm like,
  1897. 1:15:44"No." Why the I have a warrant cuz the
  1898. 1:15:48the time of the warrant is a year ago.
  1899. 1:15:50So one year ago 6 months old. So think
  1900. 1:15:54about it, Evan.
  1901. 1:15:54>> Let's let's talk about that name.
  1902. 1:15:57That has to do that has to do with it.
  1903. 1:16:00It's a year old warrant. So I have no
  1904. 1:16:02idea that it's there.
  1905. 1:16:03>> Okay. So that goes into me being
  1906. 1:16:08arrested.
  1907. 1:16:09>> Okay.
  1908. 1:16:10>> Which is this morning.
  1909. 1:16:15I don't know how. Oh yeah, this morning.
  1910. 1:16:18So I'm in jail.
  1911. 1:16:21I have court at one.
  1912. 1:16:22>> Okay.
  1913. 1:16:29>> But I don't know that yet. Okay. I don't
  1914. 1:16:30know that. My friend Emma, she's trying
  1915. 1:16:32to bail me out because she's rich. So
  1916. 1:16:34obviously I call her. Her credit is high
  1917. 1:16:36though because she's rich. So she's
  1918. 1:16:38like, "Oh my god, my dad will do it." So
  1919. 1:16:40it turns into like her dad never ends up
  1920. 1:16:43doing it because he didn't get off work
  1921. 1:16:45until I was already done with my court.
  1922. 1:16:46So like why the you
  1923. 1:16:49>> what happened when you're done with your
  1924. 1:16:50court?
  1925. 1:16:50>> So I was done with my Oh my god. That's
  1926. 1:16:53what I was saying. That's what I was
  1927. 1:16:54saying. That's what I was saying. So
  1928. 1:16:57that cord day one goes to this which is
  1929. 1:17:02obviously our nighttime time right
  1930. 1:17:06I get to 2 hours after so it should be
  1931. 1:17:08three right should be three I get this
  1932. 1:17:15I've never
  1933. 1:17:23and she won't talk to me and I start
  1934. 1:17:25freaking out. You can't even have
  1935. 1:17:27recordings. Okay, they were being
  1936. 1:17:29douchebag. I said multiple times all
  1937. 1:17:32over. I DIDN'T KNOW I was getting my
  1938. 1:17:35kids at home. They're babies. I I don't
  1939. 1:17:40have a number. I can't get a number
  1940. 1:17:42because they don't let me text to get
  1941. 1:17:44the number. They don't give a
  1942. 1:17:47It's so wrong.
  1943. 1:17:58break down.
  1944. 1:18:00I felt so bad
  1945. 1:18:03on the wall and I feel nothing
  1946. 1:18:08over.
  1947. 1:18:16That's the candle I got. I'M CRYING. You
  1948. 1:18:19get that answer from
  1949. 1:18:20>> Oh my god. You can look at them. You can
  1950. 1:18:23look at the
  1951. 1:18:24>> the jail.
  1952. 1:18:25>> The corrections officer, whatever name
  1953. 1:18:28was. I don't care to know. I don't care.
  1954. 1:18:34Kids. I have kids.
  1955. 1:18:40I put I don't know why, but I put the
  1956. 1:18:42most crazy in the lab. Sorry, one of my
  1957. 1:18:46vocabulary words. I'll try to keep out.
  1958. 1:18:48Um but yeah most
  1959. 1:18:54yeah LOOK
  1960. 1:18:57LIKE that
  1961. 1:19:02like over me attitude thing and I'm
  1962. 1:19:05wearing jug makeup because I just did my
  1963. 1:19:07makeup like I gave my mom. I didn't need
  1964. 1:19:11to go to jail. I would never do that. I
  1965. 1:19:13was just having fun. I was just BEING A
  1966. 1:19:15GIRL. LIKE I WAS JUST DOING MY MAKEUP on
  1967. 1:19:17funny and that can put me in danger
  1968. 1:19:21like going there. I couldn't take it
  1969. 1:19:22off. I forgot that I had the makeup on.
  1970. 1:19:25And so I'm like I'm getting her doing my
  1971. 1:19:29makeup and she's like me. I'm like like
  1972. 1:19:33you scaring me like I'm picking the top
  1973. 1:19:35of it. Like men say worse things to me
  1974. 1:19:37each day. So I'm gonna like I'm gonna
  1975. 1:19:39talk and smile back to her because this
  1976. 1:19:41is the wall like I'm not gonna start
  1977. 1:19:43problems like her but I'm also gonna be
  1978. 1:19:45like
  1979. 1:19:47>> then what happened after you told the
  1980. 1:19:50correction officer about this?
  1981. 1:19:51>> I was telling the corrections officer
  1982. 1:19:52that I needed to go home and I actually
  1983. 1:19:55starting to go crazy at this point
  1984. 1:19:57because it's hitting me. I am stuck. I'm
  1985. 1:20:00a wall and I have babies like down the
  1986. 1:20:04road. I for my babies. I I get the wor
  1987. 1:20:10You can see it. You can see it. And I'm
  1988. 1:20:13following my tears and I Yeah, you guys
  1989. 1:20:17are fine. You said they're going to be
  1990. 1:20:18watch.
  1991. 1:20:22This is way after two hours. It is uh at
  1992. 1:20:25that point 5:00
  1993. 1:20:29and I say, "Thank God it's not 5:30
  1994. 1:20:31because I just think thank God it's not
  1995. 1:20:335:30." 5:30 is when I like to like, you
  1996. 1:20:36know, either be at home or be somewhere
  1997. 1:20:39getting like food, you know.
  1998. 1:20:44So, I go to the same place, get gas
  1999. 1:20:47because when is this after you got the
  2000. 1:20:50time I got released, I went immediately
  2001. 1:20:53to drop off
  2002. 1:20:55because that's who got my car. Um, and
  2003. 1:21:01then
  2004. 1:21:01>> who went to go get your car? My dad's
  2005. 1:21:03dad.
  2006. 1:21:04>> Desi's dad.
  2007. 1:21:05>> That's where it's at.
  2008. 1:21:06>> Des. Okay. Where was your car at?
  2009. 1:21:09>> McDonald's.
  2010. 1:21:09>> Okay.
  2011. 1:21:10>> And so I'm riding down at McDonald's and
  2012. 1:21:13we were over there. So I took it home
  2013. 1:21:15cuz I was supposed to surprise.
  2014. 1:21:17>> Okay.
  2015. 1:21:18>> Oh, I think Oh my god. McDonald's.
  2016. 1:21:25Oh my god. I was walking to her room.
  2017. 1:21:27I'm going crazy, right? Nothing's wrong.
  2018. 1:21:30You need to calm down. I have been
  2019. 1:21:32really bad in the past who been locked
  2020. 1:21:34in rooms. Okay. Every day as a kid, I
  2021. 1:21:38was locked in a room to the point where
  2022. 1:21:39I bought it because I couldn't ask my
  2023. 1:21:42parents to leave. They're amazing
  2024. 1:21:44parents. Amazing. Amazing work they did
  2025. 1:21:46right there. I was a kid. I deserved it.
  2026. 1:21:50>> So, you got out, you got your car, you
  2027. 1:21:52went to their gas station. Then what
  2028. 1:21:54happened?
  2029. 1:21:56>> It to go get the girls.
  2030. 1:22:03And I didn't
  2031. 1:22:04>> What happened when you went to go get
  2032. 1:22:07the girl?
  2033. 1:22:09>> I uh
  2034. 1:22:11I saw the door.
  2035. 1:22:16I answering
  2036. 1:22:18the back door is really easy to break
  2037. 1:22:19into. Like it's not really easy to break
  2038. 1:22:20into, but at the same time, my house is
  2039. 1:22:24designed well. So the door is in like
  2040. 1:22:29this. So I think maybe like
  2041. 1:22:32this my way into the door and nothing
  2042. 1:22:35breaks because it's designed really.
  2043. 1:22:36>> Yeah.
  2044. 1:22:38>> So I do that I realize
  2045. 1:22:42no here. So I search around the house
  2046. 1:22:46and I see like little things that are
  2047. 1:22:47like concerning. I don't hear my kids.
  2048. 1:22:52So okay maybe they're sleeping and the
  2049. 1:22:55same way.
  2050. 1:22:59Sorry, I can't
  2051. 1:23:05find a towel.
  2052. 1:23:09There's a towel in the room with her.
  2053. 1:23:12That's kind of weird, but maybe like my
  2054. 1:23:14kids weird. So maybe should have brought
  2055. 1:23:16the towel over there. Like you know,
  2056. 1:23:24>> what is that?
  2057. 1:23:25>> It's going to hurt me. I go
  2058. 1:23:28I go
  2059. 1:23:44[screaming and crying]
  2060. 1:23:52open. Her eyes were [ __ ] open.
  2061. 1:23:56I
  2062. 1:23:58But I remember seeing your bed
  2063. 1:24:06[gasps]
  2064. 1:24:09open.
  2065. 1:24:14[screaming]
  2066. 1:24:19[screaming]
  2067. 1:24:40I don't know why she was wet. I don't
  2068. 1:24:41even know why she was
  2069. 1:24:45screaming and going
  2070. 1:24:48[screaming]
  2071. 1:24:51to my house
  2072. 1:24:54at this point.
  2073. 1:24:55And so I'm like I I run to the car. I
  2074. 1:25:00run to the car. I run to the car and
  2075. 1:25:02immediately I don't know what took over
  2076. 1:25:04me. I don't know. I don't know. But I
  2077. 1:25:06saw my dead baby and I heard about
  2078. 1:25:10scared.
  2079. 1:25:12I didn't know
  2080. 1:25:13the front door and I didn't know. I
  2081. 1:25:16didn't know if I blocked it because I
  2082. 1:25:18was going to call the police
  2083. 1:25:21to come back and
  2084. 1:25:24do that. Okay, I'm going to [ __ ] kill
  2085. 1:25:25myself. Now the part my mom
  2086. 1:25:31me
  2087. 1:25:42so much that
  2088. 1:25:49my best friend just died. I don't give
  2089. 1:25:51her a name. She's not stupid. Okay, she
  2090. 1:25:53knows that time is a
  2091. 1:25:56she doesn't know that time. Why? She
  2092. 1:25:58thinks it's a
  2093. 1:26:00give me a second. Right. Hey, hang on.
  2094. 1:26:03Your phone service is canceled. Well,
  2095. 1:26:05you okay you
  2096. 1:26:10so I can't do anything. So I filed the
  2097. 1:26:12police report. Now it's dawning on me
  2098. 1:26:15and that I didn't have service. So
  2099. 1:26:16that's why I didn't go through. So the
  2100. 1:26:18next day [gasps]
  2101. 1:26:20too scared to go back to that too scared
  2102. 1:26:22to go back too scared. So
  2103. 1:26:26>> okay. So sorry
  2104. 1:26:27>> I'm just driving I'm just driving
  2105. 1:26:29around.
  2106. 1:26:30>> We go we go back to that day first. So
  2107. 1:26:32you tried to file a police report.
  2108. 1:26:33>> I tried to file it online because it's
  2109. 1:26:35night time at that time.
  2110. 1:26:39>> That time it's not office hours.
  2111. 1:26:41>> Correct. You just saw your child
  2112. 1:26:42deceased and you tried to file your
  2113. 1:26:45report. Excuse me. Couldn't call. I
  2114. 1:26:48don't have a number. I don't have a
  2115. 1:26:49number. Okay. I don't have a number.
  2116. 1:26:52It's a panic situation. I don't know the
  2117. 1:26:54ads to get. So, I
  2118. 1:26:56>> When you're in When you're in emergency,
  2119. 1:26:58what do you what number are you talking
  2120. 1:26:59about?
  2121. 1:26:59>> I can't call 911. I don't have service.
  2122. 1:27:03>> I I don't know.
  2123. 1:27:04>> Do you understand that even if you don't
  2124. 1:27:05have service, you can still dial 911?
  2125. 1:27:08>> No one told me that. No one's ever told
  2126. 1:27:10me that. I was homeschooled. Okay. So,
  2127. 1:27:13no one ever told me that. So, I didn't
  2128. 1:27:15know. I [ __ ] want to know now. Please
  2129. 1:27:18don't make me feel stupid for that. I
  2130. 1:27:19just
  2131. 1:27:20>> I'm not I'm just I'm just trying to
  2132. 1:27:21understand. I'm trying
  2133. 1:27:24>> I'm not I'm sorry for the [ __ ] rest
  2134. 1:27:25of this [ __ ]
  2135. 1:27:27>> I'm trying to understand the
  2136. 1:27:28>> Yeah, I know.
  2137. 1:27:29>> when you first got there.
  2138. 1:27:30>> Sorry. It was that guy. It was that guy.
  2139. 1:27:32>> The you got the the day you got released
  2140. 1:27:35>> from jail. Correct.
  2141. 1:27:37>> Yes.
  2142. 1:27:37>> Okay.
  2143. 1:27:39>> So, you
  2144. 1:27:41Yeah.
  2145. 1:27:44having a [ __ ] bag of that and my
  2146. 1:27:46friend's dad. I don't know what's wrong
  2147. 1:27:49with them, but she was stupid and I have
  2148. 1:27:51a dead baby. Oh, this 16year-old I'm
  2149. 1:27:55going to talk to that doesn't give a
  2150. 1:27:59like he does. It's okay.
  2151. 1:28:03Go back home.
  2152. 1:28:07I don't even think that cuz at that
  2153. 1:28:08point I wasn't like saying she was dead.
  2154. 1:28:11He's gone. Cherry's gone. Cherry is
  2155. 1:28:13gone. And I expect him to know what that
  2156. 1:28:15means. Okay. But I don't think he really
  2157. 1:28:17did.
  2158. 1:28:18Try to leave cuz I'm going to go get my
  2159. 1:28:21grandma Debbie
  2160. 1:28:24Mingler. Jared birth dad birth. Not
  2161. 1:28:29my adopted family doesn't like her.
  2162. 1:28:31She's a ex alcoholic.
  2163. 1:28:33So I I'm freaking
  2164. 1:28:36out. And at this point in the house, I
  2165. 1:28:39had like two vapes and I grabbed one of
  2166. 1:28:42them. It was a green apple. And then
  2167. 1:28:45there should still be a I was talking to
  2168. 1:28:47you about this in the car. Um there was
  2169. 1:28:49a green apple and there should be a
  2170. 1:28:51Christmas edition one. And I was
  2171. 1:28:56stress puffing on that great apple.
  2172. 1:28:58Okay. Cuz I'm I'm not going to want to
  2173. 1:29:01do anything else, but I'm going to want
  2174. 1:29:02to stress puff. So I grabbed on the way
  2175. 1:29:05out because I had already like on the
  2176. 1:29:07way in I had grabbed it and I was going
  2177. 1:29:10to hit it my hand and I'm not
  2178. 1:29:12ventilating my kids are feeling my hand
  2179. 1:29:14like I this thing I ran and then I just
  2180. 1:29:17ran I just I don't know what's wrong
  2181. 1:29:20with me. I just ran
  2182. 1:29:23I ran and I did not report.
  2183. 1:29:27Now I'm realizing that that's why and
  2184. 1:29:31I'm thinking why the I call what's
  2185. 1:29:35going on?
  2186. 1:29:37And so that morning I'm sitting at
  2187. 1:29:43I don't even know where
  2188. 1:29:45I
  2189. 1:29:51[clears throat]
  2190. 1:29:52may text that number.
  2191. 1:29:54Yeah.
  2192. 1:29:57They called YPD
  2193. 1:30:00immed like YPD.
  2194. 1:30:04>> This was the next morning.
  2195. 1:30:05>> Yeah.
  2196. 1:30:05>> Okay.
  2197. 1:30:06>> Cuz at that night [clears throat] when I
  2198. 1:30:08was driving that vape when I was saying
  2199. 1:30:12I don't know why I have no clue why
  2200. 1:30:15normally vapes don't do this to me.
  2201. 1:30:17Okay. So see this necklace it reflects.
  2202. 1:30:20So now I'm realizing that that's what it
  2203. 1:30:22was. But I was saying it go.
  2204. 1:30:28So I'm a speeder
  2205. 1:30:31miss speed. And so for some reason the
  2206. 1:30:33paranoid it goes on to me and it's
  2207. 1:30:36already a stressful situation
  2208. 1:30:39and
  2209. 1:30:41I I don't even know why.
  2210. 1:30:44I don't know what the is wrong with me.
  2211. 1:30:48driving to Debbiey's and it starts at me
  2212. 1:30:53and I'm like what the
  2213. 1:30:56I have beams coming up beams like like
  2214. 1:30:59like you know when boys have like guns
  2215. 1:31:01and they have like beams on them. That's
  2216. 1:31:04what I'm saying. And I'm like from all
  2217. 1:31:06the angles. So, I'm hyperventilating and
  2218. 1:31:09my baby's bed and I'm I'm I'm like I
  2219. 1:31:12want to place my like do I feel like
  2220. 1:31:14this on top of everything cuz it like
  2221. 1:31:17it's not a feeling that I got from a
  2222. 1:31:18vape and it's not like a regular drug
  2223. 1:31:20that I've tried before because I have
  2224. 1:31:21this like other drugs like that I
  2225. 1:31:24mentioned
  2226. 1:31:30acid.
  2227. 1:31:30>> What else did you do that night? So that
  2228. 1:31:32night I drove I don't I I don't even
  2229. 1:31:35remember but I think people were
  2230. 1:31:37following me.
  2231. 1:31:38>> Where'd you stay the night that night?
  2232. 1:31:39>> No, I did not stay the night. I was too
  2233. 1:31:41paranoid to stay the night cuz I got
  2234. 1:31:44into my car. There was a light
  2235. 1:31:46reflecting and I had beeps on me and so
  2236. 1:31:49I don't know what was wrong. I genuinely
  2237. 1:31:52don't know what was wrong. But I think
  2238. 1:31:54that people are coming out of ME BECAUSE
  2239. 1:31:55MY KID
  2240. 1:31:56>> AND I HAVE BEEPS on me. So I just start
  2241. 1:31:58driving
  2242. 1:32:00>> driving driving driving.
  2243. 1:32:02>> Oh, you didn't see me. I was not good at
  2244. 1:32:06it. Oh, Sila, if you had any driving
  2245. 1:32:08reports what last night? That was
  2246. 1:32:11probably me. I did I think I cried into
  2247. 1:32:15someone's like
  2248. 1:32:17blonde kind of. I know. I remember
  2249. 1:32:19backing out, but it was like genuinely
  2250. 1:32:21like went and I WENT
  2251. 1:32:25LIKE LIKE that's how not okay I was
  2252. 1:32:28mentally. I think that y'all were coming
  2253. 1:32:30after me
  2254. 1:32:33again.
  2255. 1:32:35Do you understand?
  2256. 1:32:37>> And why would you think we were coming
  2257. 1:32:38after?
  2258. 1:32:39>> I don't know. I don't I don't know. I
  2259. 1:32:42don't know AT THAT POINT. I DON'T HAVE
  2260. 1:32:44ANY I I CAN'T EXPLAIN. I CAN'T EXPLAIN.
  2261. 1:32:47I CAN'T EXPLAIN. [screaming]
  2262. 1:32:53I REMEMBER IT AND IT WAS SUCH A
  2263. 1:32:55traumatizing feeling. So I started
  2264. 1:32:57driving. I drove up and I did about and
  2265. 1:33:00I went all the way up because I was
  2266. 1:33:02going to run inside
  2267. 1:33:11my baby.
  2268. 1:33:20Okay, I'm sorry. This is so stupid.
  2269. 1:33:24But I'm driving trying to avoid these
  2270. 1:33:26and so it's only showing sometimes. So I
  2271. 1:33:28think I'm about driving.
  2272. 1:33:30I think I'm about driving and I find out
  2273. 1:33:33I come back and I remember I was on the
  2274. 1:33:35road. I was yelling at me.
  2275. 1:33:40You see this?
  2276. 1:33:43I I'm thinking you guys are like up
  2277. 1:33:45there cuz I'm seeing the light up there
  2278. 1:33:47and I at one point I think it's a
  2279. 1:33:51helicopter. Okay. But I'm scared, but
  2280. 1:33:54it's not like I could.
  2281. 1:33:55>> So, after you were driving around, where
  2282. 1:33:57did you
  2283. 1:33:57>> I went all the way and I wound up in
  2284. 1:34:00that cheese
  2285. 1:34:01>> and I went through my mom's house and
  2286. 1:34:02that was the whole thing that was
  2287. 1:34:03supposed to get me turned around, but
  2288. 1:34:04then I remember Chlo that point me
  2289. 1:34:09because she's hanging out with my baby
  2290. 1:34:10daddy, right?
  2291. 1:34:12>> Your mom lives out.
  2292. 1:34:14>> Yeah. So, I pass.
  2293. 1:34:18So, I just keep driving.
  2294. 1:34:21>> Okay. And then at
  2295. 1:34:23>> that's when I start realizing that
  2296. 1:34:26they're going away and it's morning
  2297. 1:34:28time. So I thought I thought it was
  2298. 1:34:31because my lights were on.
  2299. 1:34:32>> Morning time. Is that today?
  2300. 1:34:34>> Yeah. The most reason this morning.
  2301. 1:34:36Okay.
  2302. 1:34:36>> Yeah. The most reasonable thing in my
  2303. 1:34:38head was oh my god it's morning time. My
  2304. 1:34:42life for what was giving it off cuz at
  2305. 1:34:44this point I used to think that there
  2306. 1:34:45was a helicopter at me. I don't know why
  2307. 1:34:48but just paranoia
  2308. 1:34:50everything. I I don't know if I was
  2309. 1:34:54I don't know if it was that adrenaline.
  2310. 1:34:57I don't know. I don't know. But I mean,
  2311. 1:35:01you have a bunch of red laser beams on
  2312. 1:35:03you, right?
  2313. 1:35:06>> Your child just died. You accidentally
  2314. 1:35:09fled the scene. YOU REALIZE THAT YOU
  2315. 1:35:12ACCIDENTALLY FLED the scene by freaking
  2316. 1:35:14out.
  2317. 1:35:15And so I don't I'm not going to drive
  2318. 1:35:17back in town. I don't know why I didn't
  2319. 1:35:19drive back to Yakma.
  2320. 1:35:21But
  2321. 1:35:22>> so at what point do you remember calling
  2322. 1:35:24>> YPD?

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