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0:00My name is Nina.
0:02I was staying at my older sister's
0:04house.
0:06In the middle of the night, I walked
0:08into the master bedroom.
0:11I knew she wasn't home.
0:13I slipped into his bed.
0:16It was my dark desire.
0:18I am 22 years old.
0:21My sister is 28.
0:23Her name is Clara.
0:26His name is David.
0:28This is my story.
0:30It is a story about a big mistake.
0:34It is a story about being lost.
0:37And it is a story about finding the
0:40right path.
0:41When I was young, I was a good girl.
0:45I listened to my parents.
0:47I did my homework.
0:49I loved my sister.
0:52Clara was always the smart one.
0:55Clara was always the pretty one.
0:58She did everything right.
1:01She went to a good university.
1:03She got a good job.
1:05She bought a big house.
1:08And she found a good man.
1:10I was different. I was always lost.
1:14I did not know what to do with my life.
1:17I went to a small school.
1:19I did not like it. I left school early.
1:23I tried to work.
1:25I had many jobs.
1:27I worked in a shop.
1:30I worked in a restaurant.
1:32But I always lost my job.
1:35I was not focused.
1:37I was always dreaming.
1:39One day, I lost my job again.
1:42I had no money.
1:44I had no home.
1:47I was living in a very small apartment.
1:50The owner said I had to leave.
1:53I was scared. I was very sad.
1:57I cried for 2 days.
1:59I did not want to call Clara.
2:01I was ashamed.
2:03But I had no choice. I called her.
2:07"Clara," I said, "I need help."
2:11Clara was a good sister.
2:13She did not yell at me.
2:16She did not say bad things.
2:19She just said, "Come here. Come to my
2:22house.
2:23You can stay with us."
2:25I took my small bag.
2:27I took a bus to her city.
2:30She lived in a very nice city.
2:33The streets were clean.
2:35The houses were big.
2:38I arrived at her house. It was
2:40beautiful.
2:41It had a white door.
2:43It had a green garden.
2:46There were red flowers by the door.
2:49I felt very small.
2:51I felt very poor.
2:53Clara opened the door. She smiled.
2:56She hugged me.
2:58"Welcome, Nina," she said.
3:01Then I saw him. David. He was Clara's
3:05husband.
3:06He stood behind her.
3:08He was tall.
3:09He had dark hair.
3:11He had kind eyes. He smiled at me.
3:15"Hello, Nina," he said.
3:18His voice was deep and soft.
3:21"Welcome to our home."
3:23I felt a strange feeling in my heart.
3:27It was a fast beat.
3:29I did not know why.
3:31I just smiled and looked at the floor.
3:35"Thank you," I said.
3:37They gave me a nice room.
3:39It was upstairs.
3:42It had a big window.
3:44The bed was soft.
3:46The sheets were white and clean.
3:49I lay on the bed.
3:51I looked at the ceiling. I thought about
3:54my life.
3:55My life was a mess. [clears throat]
3:58But this house was perfect.
4:00Clara was perfect.
4:03David was perfect.
4:05I wanted a life like this.
4:08I wanted a house like this.
4:11Days passed.
4:12Weeks passed. I lived in their house.
4:16I did not find a job. I just stayed
4:19home.
4:21Clara worked hard.
4:23She left the house early in the morning.
4:26She came back late at night.
4:29David worked from home.
4:32He had an office in the house.
4:34He worked on his computer.
4:37I was alone with David all day.
4:40In the morning, he made coffee.
4:43He always made a cup for me.
4:45"Here you go, Nina," he said. "Have a
4:48good day."
4:50He was always kind. He always asked
4:53about my feelings.
4:55"Are you okay today?" he asked.
4:59"Do you need anything?"
5:01I watched him.
5:02I watched him drink his coffee.
5:05I watched him look out the window.
5:08I watched him laugh when he talked on
5:10the phone.
5:11He was a very good man.
5:14He loved Clara very much.
5:16He talked about her all the time.
5:20"Clara is amazing," he said.
5:23"Clara works so hard."
5:26I felt jealous.
5:28I felt very, very jealous.
5:31Why did Clara have everything?
5:33She had money.
5:35She had a house.
5:37She had David.
5:39What did I have? Nothing.
5:42I had an empty bag and an empty heart.
5:45The jealousy grew.
5:47It became a dark thing inside me.
5:51I started to look at David in a
5:53different way.
5:55I did not look at him like a brother.
5:58I looked at him like a man.
6:01I wanted him to look at me.
6:03I wanted him to say my name with love.
6:07I wanted him to hold my hand.
6:09I wanted him to be mine.
6:12This was my dark desire.
6:14I knew it was wrong.
6:16I knew it was very, very wrong.
6:20Clara was my sister.
6:22She helped me.
6:23She gave me a bed.
6:25She gave me food.
6:27I was a bad person to think these
6:29things.
6:31I told myself, "Stop it, Nina.
6:34Stop looking at him."
6:36But I could not stop.
6:38My mind was sick.
6:40My heart was confused.
6:43Sometimes, I wore pretty dresses in the
6:46house.
6:48I put on a little makeup.
6:50I walked past his office.
6:53I wanted him to see me.
6:55He always looked up. He smiled.
6:59"You look nice today, Nina," he said.
7:02"Are you going out?"
7:04"No," I said. "Just staying home."
7:07He went back to work.
7:09He did not care.
7:11He did not see me that way.
7:14But his smile made my heart beat fast.
7:18I lived for his smile.
7:20One day, Clara came home.
7:23She looked tired.
7:25She sat on the sofa.
7:28"I have to travel," she said.
7:30"I have a big project for work.
7:33I have to go to another city for 3
7:35days."
7:37My heart jumped. 3 days.
7:40She will be gone for 3 days.
7:43David kissed her.
7:45"It is okay, honey," he said.
7:48"Nina and I will be fine. You do your
7:51work. Be safe."
7:53"Thank you," Clara said. She looked at
7:56me.
7:57"Nina, be a good girl.
7:59Help David with the house."
8:02"I will," I said.
8:04My voice was very quiet.
8:07The next morning, Clara packed her bag.
8:10We walked her to the car.
8:13She hugged David.
8:15She kissed him for a long time.
8:17I watched them.
8:19It hurt my eyes.
8:21It hurt my heart.
8:23Then she hugged me.
8:26"Bye, little sister," she said.
8:29"Bye, Clara," I said.
8:31Her car drove away.
8:34She was gone.
8:36David turned to me.
8:38"Well," he said, "it is just us.
8:42What do you want for dinner tonight?"
8:44"Pasta," I said.
8:47"Okay," he said.
8:49"I will make my special pasta."
8:51He smiled and went inside.
8:54I stood in the garden.
8:57The sun was hot.
8:59I felt a strange fire inside me.
9:02This was my chance.
9:05My crazy, sick mind thought this was my
9:08chance.
9:09I was alone with him.
9:11I thought maybe he liked me, too.
9:14I thought maybe he was just hiding it.
9:17I was very young.
9:19I was very stupid.
9:22I did not know anything about real love.
9:26Evening came.
9:28The house was quiet.
9:30David cooked dinner.
9:32We sat at the table. We ate the pasta.
9:36It was very good. We drank a little
9:39wine.
9:40We talked about small things. We talked
9:44about the weather.
9:45We talked about movies. He laughed. I
9:49laughed.
9:50It was a nice night.
9:52But he was just being a good host.
9:55He was just being nice his wife's
9:57sister.
9:59I did not see the truth.
10:02I saw what I wanted to see.
10:04I thought his smile meant something
10:07else.
10:08After dinner, we washed the dishes.
10:12Then we went to the living room.
10:15We watched a movie on TV.
10:18I sat on the sofa.
10:20He sat on the other sofa.
10:23I wanted him to sit next to me,
10:26but he did not.
10:27At 10:00 he stood up.
10:30"I am tired," he said.
10:33"I am going to bed.
10:35Good night, Nina."
10:37"Good night, David," I said.
10:39He walked up the stairs.
10:42I heard his door close.
10:44The house was completely silent.
10:48I sat on the sofa for a long time.
10:51The movie ended.
10:53The TV screen went black.
10:56The room was dark.
10:59My mind was racing.
11:01My heart was pounding.
11:03I thought about him up there.
11:06I thought about the big master bedroom.
11:09"Do it," a voice in my head said.
11:12"Go to him. He wants you."
11:15It was a lie,
11:17but I believed the lie.
11:19I stood up. My legs felt heavy.
11:23The house was cold.
11:25I walked to the stairs.
11:27I walked up the stairs step by step.
11:31My bare feet made no sound.
11:34I reached the top of the stairs.
11:37The hallway was very dark.
11:40There was a little light from the moon
11:43coming through the window.
11:45I walked down the hall. I passed my
11:47room.
11:49I did not stop.
11:51I walked to the master bedroom.
11:54I stood in front of the door.
11:57My hand was shaking.
11:59I reached for the door handle.
12:01It was cold.
12:03I turned it slowly.
12:05It made a small click.
12:08I pushed the door open.
12:10The room was dark.
12:12The curtains were closed,
12:14but I could see the big bed.
12:17I could see him.
12:19He was sleeping.
12:21He was lying on his side.
12:23His back was turned to me.
12:26The room smelled like Clara's perfume
12:29and David's soap.
12:31I walked into the room.
12:34I closed the door behind me.
12:37I did not make a sound.
12:39I took a deep breath.
12:41I walked to his side of the bed.
12:44I lifted the heavy blanket.
12:47I slipped into his bed.
12:49The bed was warm.
12:52I lay down next to him.
12:54I did not touch him.
12:56I just lay there.
12:58I could hear him breathing
13:00in and out, in and out.
13:03My own breath was very fast.
13:06I closed my eyes.
13:08I felt a crazy happiness.
13:11I was here.
13:13I was with him.
13:15But then he moved.
13:17He felt the bed move.
13:19He felt the cold air from the lifted
13:22blanket.
13:23He turned over.
13:25His arm touched my shoulder.
13:28He stopped.
13:29The breathing stopped.
13:32Suddenly, he sat up.
13:34He turned on the small lamp next to the
13:36bed.
13:38The light was very bright.
13:41It hurt my eyes.
13:43He looked at me.
13:45His eyes were wide.
13:47His face was white.
13:49He was in complete shock.
13:51"Nina," he said. His voice was a
13:54whisper.
13:55It was full of fear.
13:57"What are you doing?"
13:59I did not speak. I could not speak.
14:03My mouth was dry.
14:05The crazy happiness was gone.
14:08It was gone in 1 second.
14:11Now there was only fear.
14:14"Nina, what is wrong?" he asked.
14:17"Are you sick?
14:19Did you have a bad dream?"
14:21He thought I was a scared child.
14:24He did not understand.
14:26I looked at him. I had to say the truth.
14:30"No," I said.
14:32"I am not sick. I wanted to be here
14:35with you."
14:36Silence.
14:38A terrible, heavy silence filled the
14:40room.
14:41I watched his face change.
14:44The shock went away.
14:46The fear went away.
14:48Now there was anger, deep, cold anger.
14:52He got out of the bed very fast.
14:56He stood up.
14:57He pointed to the door.
15:00"Get out," he said.
15:01His voice was not loud,
15:04but it was very hard.
15:06It was like a knife.
15:08"David, I I started to speak.
15:11"Get out," he said louder.
15:14"Get out of this bed.
15:16Get out of this room
15:18right now."
15:19He was disgusted.
15:21He looked at me like I was a monster.
15:25He looked at me like I was dirty.
15:28I jumped out of the bed.
15:30I felt sick to my stomach.
15:33I felt a terrible shame.
15:36A hot, burning shame covered my body.
15:40What did I do?
15:41Oh my god, what did I do?
15:45I ruined everything.
15:47I ran to the door.
15:49I opened it.
15:51"Nina," he said from behind me.
15:53I stopped.
15:55I did not look back.
15:57"Do not ever do that again.
16:00You are Clara's sister.
16:02Pack your bags.
16:04I want you out of this house by tomorrow
16:07morning."
16:08I ran to my room.
16:10I slammed the door.
16:12I fell on my bed.
16:14I cried. I cried louder than I ever
16:17cried in my life.
16:19I hit my pillow.
16:21I hated myself.
16:23I was so stupid.
16:25I was so blind.
16:27He loved Clara.
16:29He only loved Clara. He never looked at
16:31me.
16:33It was all in my head.
16:35My dark desire destroyed my life.
16:39I did not wait for the morning.
16:41I could not face him again.
16:44I could not look at his angry eyes.
16:48I took my small bag.
16:50I put my few clothes inside.
16:53I did not fold them.
16:55I just pushed them in.
16:58I took my jacket.
17:00I had a little money in my pocket.
17:03Not much.
17:04Just enough for a train ticket.
17:07I went downstairs.
17:10The house was very quiet again,
17:13but it did not feel like a safe home
17:15anymore.
17:16It felt cold.
17:18It felt angry.
17:20I found a piece of paper.
17:23I found a pen.
17:24I wrote a note.
17:26"I am sorry. I am so sorry.
17:30Tell Clara I am sorry.
17:32I will never come back."
17:34I left the note on the kitchen table.
17:38I opened the front door.
17:40I walked out into the night.
17:43The air was very cold.
17:46The wind blew my hair.
17:49I walked down the street.
17:51I did not look back at the beautiful
17:53house.
17:55I walked to the train station.
17:57It was very far. My feet hurt,
18:01but I walked fast.
18:03I wanted to run away from myself.
18:06I arrived at the station.
18:09It was empty.
18:10Only one man was selling tickets.
18:14"Where to?" he asked. He looked tired.
18:17"Anywhere," I said.
18:19"A big city far from here."
18:22He gave me a ticket.
18:24I gave him all my money.
18:27I had only coins left.
18:30I sat on a hard bench. I waited.
18:33At 3:00 a.m.
18:37a train came.
18:39I got on the train.
18:41I found an empty seat.
18:43I sat down by the window.
18:46The train moved.
18:48It went faster and faster.
18:51The city lights disappeared.
18:54We went into the dark country.
18:57I looked out the window.
18:59I saw nothing but darkness.
19:02I put my head against the cold glass.
19:05I cried silently.
19:07I was alone.
19:09I was really alone now.
19:12I had no sister.
19:14I had no home.
19:16I was a bad person running away in the
19:18night.
19:20The train ride was very long.
19:23Morning came.
19:25The sun rose.
19:27It painted the sky pink and orange.
19:31It was a beautiful morning,
19:33but I felt very ugly inside.
19:36The train stopped at a big station.
19:39It was a huge city.
19:42I got off the train.
19:44The station was full of people.
19:47People walking fast.
19:49People talking loudly.
19:51People drinking coffee.
19:54Nobody looked at me.
19:56Nobody cared about me.
19:59I liked it.
20:00I wanted to be invisible.
20:02I walked out of the station.
20:05The buildings were very tall.
20:08The streets were very busy.
20:11Cars were everywhere.
20:13The noise was very loud.
20:16I walked for hours.
20:18I was hungry.
20:20I was thirsty.
20:21But I had no money for food.
20:24I needed a place to sleep.
20:27I needed a job.
20:29I went to a poor part of the city.
20:32The houses were old.
20:34The streets were dirty.
20:36I saw a sign on a window.
20:39It said,
20:40"Room for rent.
20:42Cheap."
20:43I knocked on the door.
20:45An old woman opened it.
20:48She had gray hair and soft eyes.
20:51She wore an old dress.
20:54"Yes?" she asked.
20:56"I saw the sign," I said.
20:58"I need a room."
21:00She looked at me from head to toe.
21:03"You look tired, child," she said.
21:06"Come in."
21:08Her name was Mrs. Green.
21:10Her house was very old.
21:13It smelled like soup and old books.
21:17She showed me the room.
21:19It was tiny.
21:21It had a small bed, a small chair, and a
21:24small window.
21:26The walls were yellow.
21:28The floor was hard.
21:31"It is $50 a week," she said.
21:34"I have no money today," I said. I
21:37looked down.
21:38I felt ashamed.
21:41"But I will find a job today.
21:43I promise.
21:45I am a hard worker.
21:47I will pay you tomorrow."
21:49Mrs. Green looked at me.
21:52She saw my sadness.
21:54"Okay," she said.
21:56"You can stay tonight.
21:58But you must pay me tomorrow.
22:01I am not a rich woman."
22:04"Thank you," I said.
22:05"Thank you so much."
22:08I sat on the small bed.
22:10It was not like Clara's house.
22:13It was hard and cold.
22:16But it was mine.
22:17I was safe here.
22:19I did not rest.
22:21I washed my face with cold water.
22:25I walked out of the house.
22:27I had to find a job.
22:29I walked to many shops.
22:32I went to a grocery store.
22:35"Do you need a worker?" I asked.
22:38"No," the man said.
22:40I went to a flower shop.
22:43"Do you need help?" I asked.
22:46"No," the lady said.
22:48I went to five different restaurants.
22:51They all said no.
22:53My feet were bleeding.
22:56My stomach was making loud noises.
22:59I was so hungry.
23:01I wanted to cry again.
23:03But I stopped myself.
23:06Crying does not buy bread.
23:09Crying does not pay for a room.
23:12Then I saw a small cafe.
23:15It looked very busy.
23:17Many people were drinking coffee and
23:20eating cakes.
23:21The sign said,
23:23"Leo's Cafe."
23:25There was a piece of paper on the door.
23:28It said, "Dishwasher wanted.
23:31Start today."
23:32I pushed the door open.
23:35A bell rang.
23:37The smell of coffee was wonderful.
23:40I walked to the counter.
23:42A big man with a beard was there.
23:45He looked very busy.
23:48He was making coffee very fast.
23:51"Excuse me," I said.
23:53"Yes, what do you want?" he asked.
23:57He did not look at me.
23:59"I am here for the job.
24:01The dishwasher job."
24:03He stopped making coffee.
24:06He looked at me.
24:08He looked at my small hands.
24:10He looked at my tired face.
24:13"It is hard work," he said.
24:15"It is dirty work.
24:17The water is hot.
24:19The plates are heavy.
24:21Can you do it?"
24:23"Yes," I said. My voice was strong.
24:27I can do anything. Please, I need this
24:30job."
24:32He wiped his hands on a towel.
24:35"Okay.
24:36My name is Leo. Go to the back.
24:40There is an apron on the wall.
24:42Put it on. Start washing.
24:45I will pay you at the end of the day."
24:48"Thank you, Leo," I said.
24:51I went to the back room.
24:53The kitchen was hot.
24:56There was a mountain of dirty plates and
24:58cups in the sink.
25:01I put on the apron.
25:03I turned on the hot water.
25:06I started to wash.
25:08I washed plates.
25:10I washed cups.
25:12I washed big, heavy pots.
25:15My hands became red.
25:17My back started to hurt.
25:20The steam burned my face.
25:23But I did not stop.
25:25I washed for 6 hours.
25:28I did not take a break.
25:30At the end of the day,
25:32Leo came to the back.
25:34He looked at the empty sink.
25:37He looked at the clean plates.
25:39He nodded.
25:41"You are a good worker," he said.
25:43He gave me some money.
25:46"Come back tomorrow at 7:00 in the
25:48morning."
25:49He also gave me a sandwich.
25:52"Eat this," he said.
25:54"You look too thin."
25:57"Thank you," I said.
25:59I took the money and the sandwich.
26:02I walked back to Mrs. Green's house.
26:05It was dark now.
26:07The city was scary at night.
26:10But I walked fast.
26:12I went to my small room.
26:15I ate the sandwich.
26:17It was the best food I ever tasted.
26:21I gave the rent money to Mrs. Green.
26:24"Good girl," she said.
26:26She smiled at me.
26:28I lay on the hard bed.
26:30Every bone in my body hurt.
26:33My hands were burning.
26:36But for the first time in my life,
26:38I felt proud.
26:41I worked hard.
26:42I earned my own money.
26:45I paid my own rent.
26:47I did not ask Clara for anything.
26:50The days became weeks.
26:53The weeks became months.
26:55My life was very simple.
26:58I woke up at 6:00 in the morning.
27:01The room was always cold.
27:04I washed my face.
27:06I walked to the cafe.
27:08I put on my apron.
27:10I washed dishes all day.
27:13I swept the floor.
27:16I cleaned the tables.
27:18It was very hard work.
27:20My hands became rough.
27:23I had cuts on my fingers.
27:26My feet always ached.
27:28But my mind was quiet.
27:31Hard work is good medicine.
27:34When you are very tired, you cannot
27:36think about bad things.
27:39You cannot think about dark desires.
27:42You just sleep.
27:44I made a friend at the cafe.
27:46Her name was Anna.
27:48She was a waitress.
27:50She was my age.
27:52She had bright red hair and a very loud
27:56laugh.
27:57Anna was always happy.
28:00She talked to everyone.
28:02She knew all the customers.
28:05One day, I was eating my lunch in the
28:07back room.
28:09Anna came in.
28:11She sat next to me.
28:13"Hi, Nina," she said. "You always sit
28:16alone.
28:17Why are you so quiet?"
28:20"I am just tired," I said.
28:23"You work too hard," she said. She gave
28:25me an apple.
28:27"Here, you need fruit.
28:29You are too pale."
28:31"Thank you," I said.
28:33We started to talk.
28:36Anna told me about her life.
28:38She had a big family.
28:40They were loud.
28:42They loved music.
28:44She asked about my family.
28:47My heart felt heavy.
28:49I looked at the apple.
28:51"I have a sister," I said.
28:54"Where does she live?" Anna asked.
28:57"Far away," I said.
28:59"We do not talk."
29:01Anna looked at me.
29:03She saw I was sad.
29:05She did not ask more questions.
29:08She was a good friend.
29:10"Well," she said.
29:12"You have me now. We are friends."
29:15I smiled.
29:17It was my first real smile in a long
29:19time.
29:21"Yes, we are friends."
29:24Having a friend made life better.
29:27Anna made me laugh.
29:29Sometimes, after work, we walked in the
29:32park.
29:34We watched the birds.
29:36We ate cheap ice cream.
29:38She taught me how to talk to people.
29:41I was very shy.
29:43But Anna helped me.
29:46Leo saw that I doing better.
29:49One day, he came to the sink.
29:52"Nina," he said,
29:54"you are too fast.
29:56The sink is always empty.
29:58Wash your hands.
30:00Put on a clean shirt.
30:02You are going to be a waitress today.
30:05Anna will teach you."
30:07I was scared.
30:09"But I do not know how to talk to
30:11customers.
30:12I am shy."
30:14"You will learn," Leo said. "Go."
30:17So, I became a waitress.
30:20It was harder than washing dishes.
30:23I had to smile.
30:25I had to talk.
30:27I had to remember orders.
30:29At first, I made mistakes.
30:33I dropped a cup.
30:35I gave the wrong cake to an old man.
30:38But people were kind.
30:40Anna helped me.
30:42"Smile, Nina," Anna said.
30:45"A smile fixes everything."
30:48I learned to smile.
30:50I learned to say, "Good morning.
30:53What can I get for you?"
30:55I started to like the customers.
30:58They were interesting.
31:00I liked watching them.
31:02Then autumn came.
31:04The leaves on the trees turned yellow
31:07and brown.
31:09The air became cold.
31:11People bought more hot coffee.
31:14The cafe was very busy.
31:17One rainy Tuesday,
31:19a man walked into the cafe.
31:22He was wearing a brown coat.
31:25He was wet from the rain.
31:27He carried a book.
31:29He had kind eyes and a gentle face.
31:33He was not very handsome,
31:35but he looked very safe.
31:38He sat at a table by the window.
31:41I walked to his table.
31:43I had a menu in my hand.
31:46"Good morning," I said.
31:48"What can I get for you?"
31:50He looked up from his book.
31:52He looked at me.
31:54His eyes were very warm.
31:57"Just a black coffee, please," he said.
32:01His voice was calm.
32:03"Okay," I said. "Coming right up."
32:07I brought him his coffee. He thanked me.
32:10He sat there for 2 hours.
32:13He read his book.
32:15He drank his coffee slowly.
32:18Before he left, he looked at me again.
32:21He smiled.
32:23It was a real smile,
32:25not a polite smile like David's.
32:28It was a smile just for me.
32:31I felt a warm feeling in my chest.
32:35But then,
32:36I remembered my past.
32:39I remembered the dark room.
32:41I remembered the shame.
32:44I looked away quickly.
32:46I wiped a table very fast.
32:49I told myself I was a bad person.
32:53I did not deserve a good man.
32:56The man came back the next day.
32:59He came back every day.
33:02His name was Tom.
33:04He was a teacher at a school near the
33:06cafe.
33:08He taught history.
33:10He loved books.
33:11He loved coffee.
33:14And slowly, I realized he liked me.
33:17Every day, we talked a little more.
33:21"What is your name?"
33:22he asked one day.
33:24"Nina," I said.
33:26"Nina," he repeated.
33:29"That is a beautiful name."
33:31My face became very hot. I smiled.
33:35"Thank you."
33:36Tom was different from any man I knew.
33:40He was not rich.
33:42He did not have a big house.
33:45He lived in a small apartment full of
33:47books.
33:49But he was deeply kind.
33:51He listened to me.
33:53When I spoke, he really listened.
33:57He did not look at his phone.
33:59He looked at my eyes.
34:01Winter came.
34:03Snow covered the city streets.
34:06It was very cold outside.
34:09But inside the cafe, it was warm.
34:12One evening, my shift finished at 6:00.
34:17It was dark and snowy.
34:20I put on my coat.
34:22I walked out of the cafe.
34:24Tom was standing outside.
34:27He was wearing a hat and a scarf.
34:30Snow was on his shoulders.
34:33"Tom," I said,
34:35"what are you doing here?"
34:37"I was waiting for you," he said.
34:40He looked a little nervous.
34:43"I wanted to ask you,
34:45would you like to have dinner with me?
34:47Real dinner,
34:49not just a cafe sandwich."
34:52My heart jumped.
34:54Part of me wanted to say yes.
34:57Part of me wanted to shout yes.
35:00But the dark shadow in my heart woke up.
35:03I remembered Clara.
35:06I remembered David's angry face.
35:09"I am bad," I thought.
35:11"I will ruin him, too."
35:14"I I can't," I said. I looked down at
35:16the snow.
35:18"I am sorry."
35:20I started to walk away.
35:23Tom walked next to me.
35:25"Nina, wait," he said.
35:28"Did I do something wrong?"
35:30"No," I said quickly.
35:32"You are perfect. You are very kind.
35:35But I am not."
35:37"What do you mean?" he asked.
35:40I stopped.
35:41I looked at him.
35:43The street light hit his face.
35:46The snow was falling around us.
35:49"You don't know me, Tom.
35:51You don't know who I am.
35:53I did bad things.
35:55I am a bad person.
35:57>> [clears throat]
35:58>> I do not want to hurt you."
36:00Tom did not run away.
36:03He did not look angry.
36:05He just looked sad for me.
36:07He took a step closer.
36:09"Nina,
36:11everyone has a past.
36:13Everyone makes mistakes.
36:15I am a teacher.
36:17I see children make mistakes every day.
36:21They learn. They grow.
36:23You are not a bad person.
36:25>> [clears throat]
36:25>> I see how you work.
36:28I see how you smile at the old lady who
36:30comes on Fridays.
36:33I see how you help Anna.
36:35I see a good, kind woman."
36:38His words made me want to cry.
36:41Nobody ever called me a good, kind
36:44woman.
36:45"Please," he said softly.
36:48"Just dinner. One dinner.
36:51We can just talk."
36:52I looked into his warm eyes.
36:55I felt safe.
36:57"Okay," I said. "Just dinner."
37:00We went to a small Italian restaurant.
37:04It was warm and smelled like garlic and
37:07bread.
37:09We ate pizza.
37:10We talked for hours.
37:13Tom told me about his childhood.
37:16He grew up in a farm.
37:18He loved animals.
37:20He told funny stories.
37:22I laughed a lot.
37:24I felt happy.
37:26I felt light.
37:28That night was the beginning.
37:31We started to spend all our free time
37:34together.
37:35On Sundays,
37:37we went to the museum.
37:39We walked by the river.
37:42We fed bread to the ducks.
37:45We watched the snow melt and the spring
37:47come.
37:49Spring brought green leaves and flowers.
37:52It also brought love.
37:55I was falling in love with Tom.
37:58It was not a crazy, dark feeling like I
38:01had for David.
38:02It was not jealousy.
38:05It was a slow, quiet, warm love.
38:09It was built on truth.
38:11It was built on friendship.
38:14But I had a heavy rock in my heart.
38:17The rock was my secret.
38:20Tom did not know about Clara.
38:23Tom did not know about the bed.
38:26I knew I had to tell him.
38:29I could not build a life with him on a
38:31lie.
38:33If he loved me,
38:34he had to know the ugly truth.
38:38If he left me, then I deserved it.
38:41One Saturday night,
38:43I invited Tom to my small room.
38:47Mrs. Green was reading downstairs.
38:50I made tea on my small stove.
38:54Tom sat on the only chair.
38:57I sat on the bed.
38:59The room was very quiet.
39:02I gave him his tea.
39:04My hands were shaking a little.
39:07"Tom," I said.
39:08My voice was very small.
39:11"I need to tell you something."
39:14He put down his tea. He looked at me.
39:17"I am listening, Nina."
39:19I took a deep breath.
39:22I looked at my hands.
39:24I could not look at his face.
39:26"When we met, I told you I did a bad
39:29thing.
39:31I never told you what it was.
39:33I have to tell you now,
39:35before we go any further.
39:38You need to know."
39:40I started to speak.
39:42I spoke slowly.
39:44I told him about my past.
39:47I told him I was lost and lazy.
39:51I told him about Clara.
39:53I told him how she saved me.
39:56I told him about the beautiful house.
39:59Then I told him about David.
40:02"I was jealous," I said.
40:05Tears started to fall from my eyes.
40:08They fell on my hands.
40:11"I wanted her life.
40:13I wanted her husband.
40:15My mind was sick.
40:18I made myself believe he wanted me, too.
40:21I told him about the night Clara left.
40:25I told him about the dark hallway.
40:28I told him about the door.
40:31"I walked into their room," I whispered.
40:34I was crying hard now.
40:37"I slipped into his bed.
40:39I waited for Tom to yell.
40:42I waited for him to stand up and leave.
40:46I waited for the same anger I saw in
40:49David's face.
40:51He woke up. I continued crying.
40:55He was so angry.
40:57He told me to get out.
40:59He was disgusted.
41:01I ran away.
41:03I ran away like a coward.
41:06I broke my sister's heart.
41:08I ruined my family.
41:10I am a terrible, ugly person inside."
41:14I covered my face with my hands.
41:17I cried and cried.
41:20The heavy rock in my heart broke open.
41:24All the pain, all the shame,
41:27all the sadness poured out.
41:29The room was completely silent.
41:33I just heard my own crying.
41:35Then I felt a hand on my knee.
41:39I looked up.
41:40Tom was sitting on the bed next to me.
41:44He was not angry.
41:46His face was full of deep sadness and
41:49love.
41:51He took my wet hands in his warm hands.
41:55"Nina," he said softly,
41:57"look at me."
41:59I looked into his eyes.
42:01"You did a bad thing."
42:04"Yes.
42:05It was a terrible mistake.
42:07It was wrong."
42:09He spoke the truth.
42:11He did not lie to me.
42:13"But you are not a terrible person.
42:16"How can you say that?" I cried.
42:19"Because a terrible person does not cry
42:22like this," he said.
42:24"A terrible person does not run away in
42:27shame.
42:29A terrible person does not work as a
42:32dishwasher
42:33for months to pay her own rent.
42:37A terrible person does not punish
42:40herself every single day."
42:43He wiped a tear from my cheek with his
42:46thumb.
42:47"You were a lost, sick, confused girl,"
42:50he said.
42:52"But you are not that girl anymore.
42:55You grew up, Nina.
42:57You worked hard.
42:59You learned how to be honest.
43:01You learned how to be kind.
43:04The woman sitting in front of me is a
43:06good woman
43:08and I love her."
43:10My breath stopped. "You love me?"
43:13"Yes," he said. He smiled.
43:16"I love you.
43:18And your past does not change that.
43:21It only shows me how strong you are.
43:24You walked through the dark and you
43:27found the light."
43:28He hugged me.
43:30He held me tight.
43:32I cried into his shoulder.
43:34But these were not sad tears.
43:38These were tears of relief.
43:41The heavy rock was gone.
43:43I was forgiven.
43:45Not by Clara, but by a good man.
43:49And more importantly, I started to
43:51forgive myself.
43:53"But," Tom said softly, pulling back to
43:56look at me,
43:58"there is one thing you must do."
44:01"What?" I asked.
44:03"You must face the past.
44:05You must call your sister."
44:08I felt a cold fear in my stomach.
44:11"No, I can't. She hates me."
44:15"Maybe she does," Tom said.
44:17"Maybe she will yell at you.
44:19But you owe her an apology.
44:22You ran away.
44:24You left a note.
44:26That is not brave.
44:28To be truly free, you must face her.
44:32You must say sorry for real."
44:35I knew he was right.
44:37I was brave enough to work hard.
44:40I was brave enough to tell Tom.
44:44Now
44:45I had to be brave enough to face Clara.
44:48The next day was Sunday.
44:51I did not go to work.
44:53I went to a public phone booth down the
44:55street.
44:57Tom stood outside the glass door.
45:00He smiled at me and nodded.
45:04"You can do this," his eyes said.
45:07I picked up the phone.
45:09My hand was shaking so much I dropped
45:12the coin twice.
45:14Finally, I put the coin in.
45:18I dialed Clara's number.
45:21I remembered it perfectly.
45:23The phone rang. Ring, ring, ring.
45:27My heart was beating in my ears.
45:30I wanted to hang up.
45:32I wanted to run away again.
45:35"Hello?"
45:36It was her voice.
45:38It was Clara.
45:40Her voice sounded older, a little tired.
45:44"Hello?" she said again.
45:46"Who is this?"
45:48I opened my mouth.
45:50No sound came out. I took a deep breath.
45:54"Clara," I said. My voice broke.
45:57"It is Nina."
45:59Total silence on the phone.
46:02The silence was louder than a scream.
46:06It lasted for a long time.
46:09I thought she hung up.
46:11"Nina," she said finally.
46:13Her voice was ice cold.
46:16"Please don't hang up," I begged.
46:19"Please, Clara.
46:21I just want to say one thing.
46:24Then I will go forever if you want."
46:27More silence. Then she said, "Speak."
46:31"I am sorry," I said.
46:33"I am so, so, so sorry.
46:36I cannot find a big enough word for my
46:39sorrow.
46:40I was sick.
46:42I was crazy.
46:44I was jealous of your beautiful life.
46:47I made a terrible, disgusting mistake.
46:50I know I hurt you.
46:52I know I betrayed you.
46:55I ran away because I could not look at
46:57your face.
46:59I hated myself.
47:01I still hate what I did."
47:04I stopped to breathe.
47:06I was crying again.
47:08"I am not asking you to forgive me," I
47:10said.
47:12"I do not deserve it.
47:14I just wanted to tell you the truth.
47:17I am working hard now.
47:20I support myself.
47:22I am trying to be a good person.
47:25But I could not move on without saying I
47:28am sorry to the sister who loved me."
47:32I waited. I heard a small sound. Clara
47:36was crying.
47:38"Oh, Nina," she sobbed.
47:40The ice in her voice broke.
47:43"Clara, please," I cried.
47:45"Do you know how worried I was?" she
47:48shouted.
47:49She was angry and sad at the same time.
47:53"You ran away in the middle of the
47:55night.
47:56We called the police.
47:58We looked everywhere for you.
48:00David told me what you did.
48:03I was furious.
48:05I wanted to kill you.
48:07But then days passed.
48:10Weeks passed.
48:11I thought you were dead in a ditch
48:14somewhere.
48:15You are my little sister.
48:18I am sorry. I was a coward."
48:21"Yes, you were," she said. She took a
48:24deep breath.
48:26"David and I, it was hard.
48:29It caused a big fight.
48:31But we survived it.
48:33We are still together.
48:35We knew you were unstable.
48:37We knew you were lost.
48:40"I am so glad you are together," I said
48:42[clears throat] truly.
48:44"He is a good man.
48:46He belongs to you."
48:48"Where are you?" she asked. "Are you
48:50safe? Are you eating?"
48:53Even after everything,
48:55she was still my big sister.
48:58She still cared if I was eating.
49:02That broke my heart completely.
49:05"I am safe," I said. "I live in the
49:08city.
49:09I have a job at a cafe.
49:11I rent a room.
49:13I have a good man who loves me.
49:16I am okay, Clara."
49:18"A cafe?" she asked softly.
49:21"You work?"
49:23"Yes, I clean. I serve coffee.
49:26It is hard work, but it is honest."
49:29She sighed. A long, deep sigh.
49:33"I am glad, Nina.
49:35I am glad you are safe.
49:38I cannot forget what you did right now.
49:41It still hurts.
49:43But I don't hate you anymore.
49:46Thank you, Clara.
49:48That is enough for me.
49:50Call me again next month, she said.
49:53We can talk a little more.
49:56I will, I promise.
49:58Goodbye, Nina.
50:00Goodbye, Clara.
50:02I hung up the phone.
50:04I stepped out of the phone box.
50:07The winter sun was shining brightly.
50:10The air was cold and fresh.
50:14Tom opened his arms.
50:16I walked into them.
50:18He held me tight.
50:20I did it, I whispered.
50:23I know, he said.
50:25I am proud of you.
50:27I felt a massive weight lift off my
50:29shoulders.
50:31The sky looked bluer.
50:34The snow looked whiter.
50:36I was finally free from my past.
50:40Years have passed since that phone call.
50:44My life is very different now.
50:47I am not 22 anymore.
50:49I am older.
50:51I am wiser.
50:53I still work at Leo's Cafe.
50:56But I do not wash dishes anymore.
50:59I am the manager.
51:01I run the whole cafe.
51:04Anna is my best waitress.
51:06She is also my best friend.
51:09We laugh every day.
51:12Tom and I are married.
51:14We did not have a big, expensive
51:17wedding.
51:18We had a small party at the cafe.
51:21Clara came.
51:23Yes, my sister came to my wedding.
51:27We hugged for a long time.
51:30David did not come.
51:32And that was okay.
51:34I understood.
51:36Clara and I are building our
51:38relationship slowly.
51:41It is like a small plant.
51:43We water it carefully.
51:45Tom and I live in a nice, small
51:48apartment.
51:50It is full of books and plants.
51:53We have a simple life.
51:55We work.
51:56We cook dinner together. We talk.
52:00We love each other very much.
52:03It is not a perfectly easy life.
52:06We worry about money sometimes.
52:09We get tired.
52:11But it is a true life.
52:13It is my life.
52:15I earned it.
52:16I learned a very big lesson.
52:19You cannot steal happiness.
52:22You cannot look at another person's life
52:25and take it.
52:27Dark desires only lead to destruction.
52:31They burn down everything good.
52:34Real happiness is built slowly.
52:38It is built with hard work.
52:40It is built with honesty.
52:43It is built by looking in the mirror
52:46and accepting who you are.
52:48The good parts and the bad parts.
52:52If you are listening to my story,
52:54maybe you feel lost.
52:57Maybe you are jealous of someone else.
53:00Maybe you did a bad thing and you feel
53:03terrible shame.
53:05Maybe you think you are a bad person.
53:09Listen to me. You can change.
53:12You can make mistakes.
53:14Everyone makes mistakes.
53:17Some mistakes are very big.
53:20But your mistakes do not define your
53:22whole life.
53:24You can stop.
53:26You can turn around.
53:28You can start working hard.
53:30You can build something new.
53:33It takes time.
53:35It takes bravery.
53:37You have to face the people you hurt.
53:40You have to face yourself.
53:42But you can do it.
53:44Do not take the easy road.
53:47Do not give in to dark desires.
53:50Choose the hard road.
53:52The hard road makes you strong.
53:55The truth makes you free.
53:58You can do this, too.
54:00Keep going.
54:01Keep working.
54:03The light is waiting for you at the end
54:06of the dark hallway.
54:08You just have to walk towards it. Open
54:11the right door
54:12and step into your own beautiful life.
54:16Thank you for listening to my story.
54:19I am Nina.
54:21And I am finally happy.

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