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I Inherited $1 Billion… Then Overheard My Mother-in-Law Say, “DIVORCE THAT USELESS WOMAN!” — Transcript

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  1. 0:00I stopped my hand just as I was about to
  2. 0:02insert the key into the front door
  3. 0:04shortly before 700 p.m. It was because I
  4. 0:07heard my mother-in-law Shirley's voice
  5. 0:10coming from the other side of the door.
  6. 0:12You need to hurry up and divorce that
  7. 0:15useless woman. Hearing those words so
  8. 0:18clearly made the inside of my chest run
  9. 0:21cold. I tightly gripped the brown
  10. 0:23envelope I was holding in my hand.
  11. 0:25Inside it were legal documents
  12. 0:28displaying the staggering figure of $1
  13. 0:30billion.
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  16. 0:36stories like this. My uncle passed away
  17. 0:40at the end of June. He was my mother's
  18. 0:43older brother Samuel and he was 74 years
  19. 0:46old. He had never been married and had
  20. 0:49no children. For the past few years, we
  21. 0:53only saw each other a few times a year,
  22. 0:55but he doted on me when I was a child.
  23. 0:58He was a kind uncle who would always
  24. 1:00take me out to eat delicious food during
  25. 1:03summer vacation. I was called to the
  26. 1:05office of the attorney acting as the
  27. 1:08executive of his will, where I learned
  28. 1:09the full scope of my uncle's estate for
  29. 1:12the first time. The office was located
  30. 1:14in a quiet commercial district in
  31. 1:17downtown Manhattan. In the conference
  32. 1:19room, I was guided into an older lawyer
  33. 1:22named Attorney Thomas was waiting for
  34. 1:24me. Natalie, thank you for coming in
  35. 1:28today despite your busy schedule. After
  36. 1:30greeting me, attorney, Thomas pulled out
  37. 1:33a single sheet of paper and turned it
  38. 1:35toward me. Today, I would like you to
  39. 1:38review a rough inventory of the estate
  40. 1:41listed. There were various assets my
  41. 1:44uncle had left behind. There were shares
  42. 1:46in a private company, commercial real
  43. 1:49estate properties in Manhattan and
  44. 1:50Boston, multiple securities, and several
  45. 1:53bank accounts. He mentioned that many of
  46. 1:56the items did not yet have a finalized
  47. 1:59valuation. This is strictly an estimate
  48. 2:02as of right now. I looked at the total
  49. 2:05line at the very bottom of the page. A
  50. 2:08very long number was written there.
  51. 2:11Approximately $1 billion.
  52. 2:14I counted the digits in that number once
  53. 2:16then. Twice just to be sure. Um, is this
  54. 2:20really $1 billion?
  55. 2:22My voice was trembling faintly. Yes,
  56. 2:26there is no mistake. Attorney Thomas did
  57. 2:29not break his calm demeanor. I can't
  58. 2:32even imagine $1 billion.
  59. 2:35That is completely understandable.
  60. 2:38Attorney Thomas smiled slightly to
  61. 2:40reassure me. you will have to pay a
  62. 2:44significant amount in estate taxes from
  63. 2:45this and it is not all in cash. He
  64. 2:49explained that the majority of it
  65. 2:50consisted of real estate and shares in
  66. 2:53the company my uncle used to run. I had
  67. 2:56absolutely no idea my uncle had grown
  68. 2:59such a massive business. For the first
  69. 3:01time, I realized that my gentle uncle
  70. 3:03had been carrying such a heavy burden
  71. 3:06all by himself. So, I'm not just going
  72. 3:09to become super rich overnight starting
  73. 3:12tomorrow, right? When I said that,
  74. 3:15attorney Thomas nodded deeply. That is
  75. 3:18exactly right. As the legal procedures
  76. 3:21will take many months, hearing that made
  77. 3:23me feel slightly relieved. I wouldn't
  78. 3:27know what to do if I were suddenly
  79. 3:28handed that much cash anyway. You do not
  80. 3:32need to take all of this on by yourself,
  81. 3:34Natalie. We will provide you with full
  82. 3:37support. So, please rest assured. Thank
  83. 3:40you very much. I bowed my head deeply
  84. 3:44and put the copy of the estate inventory
  85. 3:46he handed me into the brown envelope.
  86. 3:49When I put it in my bag, that envelope
  87. 3:51felt incredibly heavy. When I stepped
  88. 3:55outside, the summer evening sky
  89. 3:57stretched out above me. The stifling
  90. 4:00summer heat brushed against my face. As
  91. 4:03I walked toward the subway station, I
  92. 4:06took several deep breaths. $1 billion.
  93. 4:10That number repeated over and over in my
  94. 4:13head. I always thought it was an amount
  95. 4:16of money I would never see in my
  96. 4:18lifetime unless I won the lottery. On my
  97. 4:21way home, the first thing I thought
  98. 4:23about was my husband, Simon. Simon has
  99. 4:26always been more put together than I am,
  100. 4:29and he understands how the business
  101. 4:30world works. A matter this huge is
  102. 4:33something I could never handle on my
  103. 4:35own. I need to hurry home and tell Simon
  104. 4:38everything. I was sure Simon would be
  105. 4:41just as shocked and would help me figure
  106. 4:42out what to do next. I believe that
  107. 4:46without a single shred of doubt. We had
  108. 4:48moved to this town because of Simon's
  109. 4:51job transfer and his father's failing
  110. 4:53health. It is only about a 10-minute
  111. 4:56drive to Simon's parents house. Taking
  112. 4:59the move as an opportunity, I quit my
  113. 5:02corporate job and started working from
  114. 5:03home doing freelance bookkeeping. My
  115. 5:07income decreased, but I had no regrets
  116. 5:09because it was the path I chose. I
  117. 5:13always thought Simon was happy that I
  118. 5:14was staying at home. Two, at the grocery
  119. 5:18store near the station, I bought Simon's
  120. 5:20favorite craft beer and some premium
  121. 5:22deli sides. I wanted to talk to him
  122. 5:25about our future life while eating good
  123. 5:28food. I bet we can pay off the mortgage
  124. 5:30right away. Thinking about things like
  125. 5:34that made my footsteps feel a little
  126. 5:35lighter. I wanted to see his face and
  127. 5:39tell him the news as soon as possible.
  128. 5:41To me, Simon was my biggest ally and the
  129. 5:45family member I relied on the most.
  130. 5:47Actually, I went to see a lawyer today.
  131. 5:51While organizing the order of the words
  132. 5:52in my head, I turned the corner of our
  133. 5:55apartment building stairwell. It was
  134. 5:57just past 700 p.m. when I reached our
  135. 6:00door. I took my keys out of my bag like
  136. 6:03I always do. I reached 4:00 the door
  137. 6:07knob and was about to insert the key.
  138. 6:09Suddenly, my hand stopped in midair. It
  139. 6:13was because I heard my mother-in-law
  140. 6:15Shirley's voice coming from the other
  141. 6:18side of the thin door. Shirley shows up
  142. 6:20unannounced multiple times a week. We
  143. 6:24never gave her a spare key, but she
  144. 6:26always aims for the time Simon gets home
  145. 6:29from work. Is she here again? I let out
  146. 6:33a small sigh and looked down slightly
  147. 6:35with the key still in the lock. My head
  148. 6:38was full of the inheritance
  149. 6:40today and I was exhausted. I couldn't
  150. 6:43exactly talk about the inheritance in
  151. 6:46front of Shirley. I wanted her to go
  152. 6:48home. But I couldn't pretend I wasn't
  153. 6:50there either. Just as I gathered my
  154. 6:53thoughts and put strength into my hand
  155. 6:55to open the door, it happened. Simon.
  156. 6:59Shirley's sharp voice echoed clearly
  157. 7:01through the door. How long are you going
  158. 7:05to keep living this kind of life? I
  159. 7:07completely
  160. 7:08stopped my hand from turning the
  161. 7:10doororknob. What did she mean by this
  162. 7:12kind of life? My heart made an awful
  163. 7:16heavy thud. Simon's reply was too quiet
  164. 7:19for me to hear clearly from out here.
  165. 7:23Only Shirley's voice rang out without
  166. 7:25mercy. She's almost 40 years old and all
  167. 7:29she does is tinker with spreadsheets at
  168. 7:31home. She was talking about me and I
  169. 7:33realized it instantly. She doesn't have
  170. 7:36kids and she hardly brings any real
  171. 7:39money into the house. The inside of my
  172. 7:42chest grew freezing cold as if I had
  173. 7:44been plunged into icy water. I had
  174. 7:47always sensed that surely looked down on
  175. 7:50my job. But this was the first time I
  176. 7:52had ever heard her use such direct,
  177. 7:55malicious words. I stood silently in
  178. 7:58front of the door, waiting for Simon to
  179. 8:00defend me by saying something like,
  180. 8:02"Don't complain about her." Or, "Natalie
  181. 8:05is working hard, too." But what I heard
  182. 8:08next wasn't even louder yell from
  183. 8:10Shirley. You need to hurry up and
  184. 8:13divorce that useless woman. I thought
  185. 8:15time had stopped. Useless.
  186. 8:18Divorce. Those words echoed over and
  187. 8:21over in the back of my ears. I almost
  188. 8:25dropped the grocery bags I was holding
  189. 8:26in my hand. I put all my strength into
  190. 8:30my fingertips and desperately held on.
  191. 8:33With my other hand, I tightly gripped
  192. 8:36the brown envelope through the fabric of
  193. 8:37my purse. Inside it were legal documents
  194. 8:40displaying the staggering figure of $1
  195. 8:42billion.
  196. 8:43I felt incredibly pathetic for believing
  197. 8:46without a doubt that Simon was my
  198. 8:48biggest ally. How would Simon respond to
  199. 8:51his mother? How would he stand up for me
  200. 8:54as a husband against this verbal abuse
  201. 8:57toward his wife? I held my breath and
  202. 8:59gently pressed my ear against the cold
  203. 9:02door. The warm humid summer breeze
  204. 9:05slowly brushed against my cheeks. I held
  205. 9:08my breath while standing paralyzed in
  206. 9:10front of the cold door. Shirley's sharp
  207. 9:14voice was ringing in the back of my ears
  208. 9:17repeatedly. You need to hurry up and
  209. 9:19divorce that useless woman. It was the
  210. 9:22clearest possible declaration of
  211. 9:24rejection toward me. Even so, some part
  212. 9:27of me was still holding out hope. I was
  213. 9:31sure Simon would get angry for me. I
  214. 9:33thought he would snap back at his mother
  215. 9:36and tell her not to speak about his wife
  216. 9:37that way. After all, we were a normal
  217. 9:41married couple with no real problems
  218. 9:44feeling. My heartbeat speed up. I waited
  219. 9:47for my husband's voice through the door.
  220. 9:49A few seconds of suffocating silence
  221. 9:52passed. Eventually, I heard Simon's
  222. 9:55muffled voice. Mom, stop talking about
  223. 9:59this right now. I doubted my own ears.
  224. 10:03It wasn't a voice defending me, but
  225. 10:06rather a tone that just wanted to
  226. 10:07postpone a bothersome conversation. Why
  227. 10:11should I stop? Am I saying anything
  228. 10:13wrong? I'm not saying that, but still.
  229. 10:18So, are you going to divorce her or not?
  230. 10:21this time. Simon will definitely deny it
  231. 10:24clearly. I gripped my bag's handle
  232. 10:27tightly and waited, practically praying.
  233. 10:31However, the words that came from inside
  234. 10:33were unbelievable.
  235. 10:35I'm not thinking about it right now. Not
  236. 10:38right now. Those simple words completely
  237. 10:42crushed my heart. Simon didn't say that
  238. 10:44he had no intention of divorcing me. He
  239. 10:48didn't tell her not to insult me either.
  240. 10:50His only answer was that he wasn't
  241. 10:54thinking about it at this exact moment.
  242. 10:56He didn't know what would happen in the
  243. 10:59future, but he just didn't want to make
  244. 11:00waves right now. Simon's indecisive true
  245. 11:04colors were clearly showing through
  246. 11:06here. The brown envelope holding the 1
  247. 11:09billion documents rustled in my hand. It
  248. 11:12was the exact moment I realized just how
  249. 11:15foolish I had been. To Simon, I was not
  250. 11:18a precious family member to be
  251. 11:20protected. I was just a convenient
  252. 11:23roommate who kept him from having to
  253. 11:25cause a scene with his mother. Amidst a
  254. 11:28feeling of despair so dark it felt like
  255. 11:30I was losing my vision, I made one firm
  256. 11:32decision. I was absolutely not going to
  257. 11:36do something like cry and run away from
  258. 11:38the house. I walked back down the
  259. 11:41apartment stairs once and took a deep
  260. 11:43breath in the night air. Then I
  261. 11:46intentionally made slightly louder
  262. 11:48footsteps and walked up the stairs one
  263. 11:50more time. I put the key in the lock,
  264. 11:54made a loud clacking sound, and opened
  265. 11:56the door. I'm home. The voices of the
  266. 12:00two people talking completely stopped in
  267. 12:02an unnatural way. I haven't heard
  268. 12:05anything. I put on my usual smile and
  269. 12:08took off my shoes. When I walked down
  270. 12:12the hall and opened the sliding door to
  271. 12:13the living room, Simon stood up in a
  272. 12:16panic. "Oh, welcome home, Natalie. I'm
  273. 12:21home." "No, I really don't mind at all."
  274. 12:25Simon's face was twitching, and he was
  275. 12:27clearly flustered. Beside him, Shirley
  276. 12:31was sitting on the sofa as if nothing
  277. 12:33had happened. "Oh, Natalie, you're quite
  278. 12:37late today." "Yes, I had a few errands,
  279. 12:40too.
  280. 12:41run. Working from home must be so nice
  281. 12:44and flexible. Shirley's tone was calm,
  282. 12:47but she couldn't hide the condescending
  283. 12:49emotion beneath it. The word useless
  284. 12:52from earlier resurfaced in my mind. When
  285. 12:55I didn't argue back, surely let out a
  286. 12:58small scoff. But compared to Simon
  287. 13:01working out in the real world, it's a
  288. 13:04breeze, isn't it? That's true. Working
  289. 13:07outside the home is very tough. I let
  290. 13:10out a sigh as I transferred the deli
  291. 13:12food I brought to some plates. Even if I
  292. 13:16unleash my anger right here, Simon would
  293. 13:18definitely take Shirley's side. He would
  294. 13:22brush it off by saying I was just being
  295. 13:23paranoid. While setting the food on the
  296. 13:27table, I observed Simon's face. He was
  297. 13:30only looking at the television screen as
  298. 13:33if trying to avoid my gaze. Even when
  299. 13:36Shirley made sarcastic remarks at me, he
  300. 13:39absolutely refused to interject. Up
  301. 13:42until now, I had always generously
  302. 13:45interpreted this as him not wanting to
  303. 13:46get between his wife and his mother. But
  304. 13:49I was wrong. Simon simply found it too
  305. 13:52bothersome to stand up to his mother.
  306. 13:55Even if my dignity as his wife was
  307. 13:57damaged, he was fine as long as his own
  308. 13:59peace was preserved. Did something good
  309. 14:02happen today, Natalie? In the middle of
  310. 14:06dinner, Simon unexpectedly asked me a
  311. 14:08question. Why do you ask? I don't know.
  312. 14:12You just seem in a better mood than
  313. 14:14usual. I laughed coldly in my heart. I
  314. 14:18was not in a good mood. I was just so
  315. 14:21filled with despair that my emotions had
  316. 14:23gone. Numb. Not really. Just normal. I
  317. 14:28guess I'm happy I got these sides on
  318. 14:30sale. Oh, I see. That's good then.
  319. 14:34Simon tilted his beer glass with a
  320. 14:36relieved look on his face. This man
  321. 14:40really is incredibly shallow to feel
  322. 14:41secure just from his wife's superficial
  323. 14:44smile. With a frozen heart, I just let
  324. 14:47the conversation between the two people
  325. 14:50in front of me wash over me. It was past
  326. 14:52900 p.m. when Shirley finally went home.
  327. 14:56After seeing her off at the door, Simon
  328. 14:58stretched dramatically and rolled onto
  329. 15:01the sofa. Man, I'm exhausted. My mom has
  330. 15:05been coming over way too much lately. I
  331. 15:09know. It must be tiring for you, too,
  332. 15:12Natalie. So, just brush off whatever she
  333. 15:15says. He used a gentle tone as if he
  334. 15:19completely understood my struggles. I
  335. 15:21couldn't believe these words were coming
  336. 15:23from a human who just said he wasn't
  337. 15:25thinking about divorce right now. Yeah,
  338. 15:28I just brush it off. I answered briefly
  339. 15:31and pulled my work laptop out of my bag.
  340. 15:35At the bottom of my bag sat the brown
  341. 15:37envelope Attorney Thomas had given me.
  342. 15:40If things had gone normally today, I
  343. 15:42would have put this envelope on the
  344. 15:45table and consulted with Simon. I'm
  345. 15:47inheriting $1 billion from my uncle. I
  346. 15:50was going to say that so we could think
  347. 15:53about our lives together, but I didn't
  348. 15:55feel like doing that anymore. I couldn't
  349. 15:59talk about this massive fortune with a
  350. 16:01husband who would so easily abandon his
  351. 16:03wife. He might jump for joy and flip his
  352. 16:07attitude completely right alongside
  353. 16:09Shirley. Or perhaps he would try to
  354. 16:12steal the assets under the guise of our
  355. 16:14marriage. Either way, the image of the
  356. 16:17family I had hoped would figure this out
  357. 16:20with me didn't exist. You're still going
  358. 16:22to work? Seeing me open my laptop, Simon
  359. 16:26gave me a puzzled look. Yeah, it's the
  360. 16:30end of the month, so I have a few things
  361. 16:32to double check. Don't push yourself too
  362. 16:35hard. It's not like it's going to bring
  363. 16:38in that much money anyway. Even in those
  364. 16:41words, his inability to hide his
  365. 16:43superiority complex bled through. Simon
  366. 16:47felt secure in the fact that he was the
  367. 16:49one making more money and participating
  368. 16:51in the real world. Right.
  369. 16:54I'll just work enough not to overdo it.
  370. 16:57I answered quietly while staring at the
  371. 17:00screen. I could feel something inside my
  372. 17:02heart completely crumbling and
  373. 17:04collapsing with a loud crash. I had no
  374. 17:07place in this house. The peace I had
  375. 17:11built by constantly compromising was
  376. 17:13nothing but an illusion built on my own
  377. 17:15self-sacrifice.
  378. 17:17I didn't yet have the power to turn this
  379. 17:20situation upside down. I would stay
  380. 17:23quiet for now. I needed to carefully
  381. 17:26observe how Simon and Shirley would
  382. 17:28treat me from here on out. And when the
  383. 17:30time came, I had to make a decision
  384. 17:33based on my own will. I glanced down at
  385. 17:36the envelope in my bag and began typing
  386. 17:38on my keyboard. Meaningless words filled
  387. 17:41the screen, but Simon didn't notice at
  388. 17:44all. Only the sound of the television
  389. 17:46and the sound of my typing echoed
  390. 17:49emptily in the living room. Past 1000
  391. 17:52p.m. The living room was filled only
  392. 17:54with the bright voices from the reality
  393. 17:56show on the TV. I stopped my hands for a
  394. 18:00while, staring blankly at my laptop
  395. 18:02screen. My bookkeeping software was
  396. 18:06open, but none of the numbers were
  397. 18:07registering in my brain. The presence of
  398. 18:10the brown envelope sunken at the bottom
  399. 18:12of my bag occupied the vast majority of
  400. 18:15my consciousness. The absurd figure of
  401. 18:18$1 billion.
  402. 18:20Shirley's voice at the front door
  403. 18:21saying, "Hurry up and divorce her." And
  404. 18:25Simon's words, "I'm not thinking about
  405. 18:27it right now." They intersected over and
  406. 18:31over in my head, freezing my heart cold.
  407. 18:34When I directed my gaze toward the sofa,
  408. 18:37Simon was lying down messing with his
  409. 18:39phone and laughing at the TV. He didn't
  410. 18:42look like a person who had listened to
  411. 18:44and agreed with his mother's insults
  412. 18:46about his wife just a few hours ago. I
  413. 18:49let out a slow breath and closed. My
  414. 18:52laptop. Reacting to the clicking sound,
  415. 18:55Simon looked my way. Oh, you finished
  416. 18:59working? Yeah, I found a good stopping
  417. 19:02point for today. I stood up and headed
  418. 19:05for the kitchen. While pouring cold iced
  419. 19:08tea into two glasses, I felt my hands
  420. 19:11shaking slightly. Holding a glass in
  421. 19:14each hand, I returned to the living
  422. 19:16room. I placed one glass on the coffee
  423. 19:19table and sat not next to Simon, but on
  424. 19:22a small cushion a little further away.
  425. 19:25Thanks. Simon sat up halfway and took a
  426. 19:29sip of the iced tea. Then he tried to
  427. 19:32return his gaze to the television
  428. 19:34screen. Hey, Simon. I called out to him
  429. 19:38quietly. I was mindful of using a calm
  430. 19:42tone that wouldn't be drowned out by the
  431. 19:44TV but wouldn't sound overly emotional
  432. 19:46either. What's up towards my husband who
  433. 19:50was still looking at his phone. I spoke
  434. 19:53the words that pierced right to the
  435. 19:54core. Can I ask you something? Have you
  436. 19:59ever thought about divorcing me? In that
  437. 20:01instant, the movement of Simon's thumb
  438. 20:04completely froze. Simon placed his phone
  439. 20:07face down on the table and slowly turned
  440. 20:10to face me. The smile vanished from his
  441. 20:13face and obvious agitation
  442. 20:15appeared. It wasn't because he realized
  443. 20:18I had overheard the earlier
  444. 20:20conversation.
  445. 20:22He was just surprised by the sudden
  446. 20:23heavy question. Why are you asking
  447. 20:27something like that out of nowhere?
  448. 20:29Simon wiped the condensation off his
  449. 20:32glass with his finger without making eye
  450. 20:33contact. Answer me. When I asked with a
  451. 20:38stronger tone, Simon awkwardly let his
  452. 20:40eyes wander. Don't worry about weird
  453. 20:44stuff like that. He tried to brush it
  454. 20:46off, but I refused to back down. Have
  455. 20:50you or haven't you? When I asked him
  456. 20:53again, Simon went silent for a while.
  457. 20:55After about 10 seconds of heavy silence,
  458. 20:58he scratched the back of his head and
  459. 21:00opened his mouth. Well, my mom, the
  460. 21:04exact subject I expected came out, and I
  461. 21:07laughed coldly in my heart. What about
  462. 21:10Shirley? She's been saying stuff like
  463. 21:13that for a while now, like how you're
  464. 21:15always homework, but hardly making any
  465. 21:18money. Simon listed his excuses, never
  466. 21:21dreaming that I had been eavesdropping
  467. 21:23on them. Yeah, it's just exhausting for
  468. 21:27me to have to listen to her complain
  469. 21:29every time she comes over, you know,
  470. 21:31being told the same thing over and over.
  471. 21:34He paused his words there and glanced at
  472. 21:36my face to gauge my reaction. I said
  473. 21:39nothing and just stared back at him. So,
  474. 21:42I have thought that maybe things would
  475. 21:45be easier if we split up. Yeah, I've
  476. 21:47thought about it. The depths of my chest
  477. 21:50made a grinding sound and achd. It was
  478. 21:53an answer I had prepared myself for, but
  479. 21:56hearing it directly still came as a
  480. 21:57shock to my husband. Our marriage was
  481. 22:00not something to be protected, but
  482. 22:03rather something that had become a
  483. 22:04nuisance. What would become easier? I
  484. 22:07suppressed my emotions and asked in the
  485. 22:09flattest voice possible. Well, you know,
  486. 22:13I wouldn't have to argue with my mom and
  487. 22:15I wouldn't be caught in the middle. I
  488. 22:18couldn't help but let out a dry laugh. H
  489. 22:22what's so funny? Simon raised his voice,
  490. 22:25sounding slightly irritated. I'm sorry.
  491. 22:28It's just funny. I just realized that
  492. 22:30the solution to your mother. Hating me
  493. 22:33isn't protecting me. It's divorcing me.
  494. 22:36At my words, Simon's face quickly turned
  495. 22:39bright red. It was the expression of a
  496. 22:42man who had been hit right where it
  497. 22:44hurts. That's not what I meant. I've
  498. 22:47never said anything bad about you, but
  499. 22:51you've never defended me either. My mom
  500. 22:53doesn't mean any harm by it. She's just
  501. 22:57worried. There were those words again.
  502. 23:00She doesn't mean any harm. She's just
  503. 23:04worried because we're family. Simon
  504. 23:08always used those words as a shield to
  505. 23:10force me to endure everything. He
  506. 23:13sacrificed me to avoid the hassle of
  507. 23:16dealing with his mother all to preserve
  508. 23:17his own peace. Then explain to me what
  509. 23:21you actually meant. When I quietly
  510. 23:23pressed him, Simon ultimately couldn't
  511. 23:26say anything. From the very beginning,
  512. 23:29he never possessed any compassion or
  513. 23:32sense of responsibility toward me. I
  514. 23:35finally stood up and picked up my empty
  515. 23:37glass. Hey, Natalie, come on. Cheer up.
  516. 23:42You know, I don't actually want a
  517. 23:44divorce, Simon called out in a panic.
  518. 23:47But my heart had already frozen.
  519. 23:50Completely over. If you don't actually
  520. 23:52mean it, then I wish you wouldn't think
  521. 23:55about it so lightly. I left him with
  522. 23:57just those words and took my glass to
  523. 23:59the kitchen. I turned on the faucet and
  524. 24:02slowly washed the glass with a sponge.
  525. 24:05The sound of the running water felt
  526. 24:08terribly grating to my ears. After
  527. 24:10drying my hands, I headed to the bedroom
  528. 24:13and pulled out a spare blanket and
  529. 24:14pillow. What are you doing? Simon peeked
  530. 24:19in from the living room and spoke in a
  531. 24:21puzzled voice. I'm sleeping in the
  532. 24:24office tonight. I want to think by
  533. 24:26myself for a bit. I answered without
  534. 24:30looking at my husband's face and headed
  535. 24:32toward the small spare room. Simon
  536. 24:35started to say something. But once I
  537. 24:37closed the door, he didn't follow me any
  538. 24:40further. Spreading the blanket on the
  539. 24:42floor of my home office, I took the
  540. 24:45brown envelope out of my bag. I turned
  541. 24:48off the room's light and confirmed the
  542. 24:50texture of the envelope in the dimness.
  543. 24:52Written inside was the absurd figure of
  544. 24:55$1 billion.
  545. 24:57Until a few hours ago, I had been
  546. 24:59dreaming of the kind of life Simon and I
  547. 25:02would live with this money. But it was
  548. 25:04different now. It felt like the only
  549. 25:06weapon I had to protect myself from the
  550. 25:08people who looked down on me and would
  551. 25:10so easily cast me aside. I wrapped
  552. 25:13myself in the blanket and closed my eyes
  553. 25:16on the cold floor. It was the first
  554. 25:18night a clear boundary had been drawn
  555. 25:21between me and the husband I had shared
  556. 25:23a bed with for years. Today I learned my
  557. 25:26husband's true colors. Starting
  558. 25:28tomorrow, I must stand on my own two
  559. 25:31feet instead of relying on him. I
  560. 25:34remembered attorney Thomas's words that
  561. 25:36the legal procedures would take many
  562. 25:38months. I still had time. How would I
  563. 25:42face and manage the reality of $1
  564. 25:44billion?
  565. 25:46And how would I settle things with this
  566. 25:48twisted family? In the darkness, I
  567. 25:51quietly made my resolve. The next
  568. 25:55morning, I woke up on the hard floor of
  569. 25:57my office. sleeping with just one thin
  570. 26:00blanket made my back and shoulders ache
  571. 26:02terribly. Despite that, my mind was
  572. 26:06strangely calm. When I went to the
  573. 26:08living room, Simon was already awake and
  574. 26:11tying his tie with a sour look on his
  575. 26:13face. Morning. When I spoke, he shot a
  576. 26:18glanced my way and scoffed. Are you
  577. 26:21seriously telling me you slept in there?
  578. 26:23Yes, just like I said I would. Simon
  579. 26:26scratched his head in annoyance and
  580. 26:29demanded coffee like he always did. I
  581. 26:32headed to the kitchen to boil water
  582. 26:34without saying a word. Any faint hope
  583. 26:37that he might be reflecting on last.
  584. 26:39Knight's conversation completely
  585. 26:41vanished to him. My actions didn't look
  586. 26:44like the valid protests of a wife, but
  587. 26:47merely baseless, selfish tantrums. When
  588. 26:50I placed the mug of coffee on the table,
  589. 26:53Simon took it with one hand while
  590. 26:54looking at his phone. I'm busy again
  591. 26:58today. You don't have to commute, so you
  592. 27:00can just sleep in later. Simon threw
  593. 27:04those words at me without a hint of
  594. 27:05guilt. Grabbed his briefcase and headed
  595. 27:09for the front door. Have a good day. The
  596. 27:12sound of the door closing echoed without
  597. 27:15any response to my send off because I
  598. 27:18don't commute. I must have a lot of free
  599. 27:20time. That was the unvarnished
  600. 27:23assessment my husband held of me. After
  601. 27:26cleaning up breakfast, I returned to my
  602. 27:28office and turned on my laptop.
  603. 27:32Displayed on the screen was bookkeeping
  604. 27:33data filled with tiny numbers. My job
  605. 27:37involves handling outsourced accounting
  606. 27:38and administrative tasks for several
  607. 27:41small businesses. At the end of the
  608. 27:44month, it's not unusual for me to stare
  609. 27:46at the screen until midnight processing
  610. 27:48invoices and checking expenses.
  611. 27:52It was certainly not the easy tinkering
  612. 27:54with spreadsheets that surely made it
  613. 27:56out to be. Even so, it was true that my
  614. 27:59income had dropped compared to when I
  615. 28:02was a corporate employee. A few years
  616. 28:04ago, we moved to this town when we got
  617. 28:07married. The reasons were Simon's job
  618. 28:10transfer from another state and his
  619. 28:12father's failing health. Simon begged
  620. 28:15me, saying his mother would be anxious
  621. 28:18alone. So, I quit the company I had been
  622. 28:20working for. Finding a full-time
  623. 28:23corporate job in an unfamiliar town was
  624. 28:25difficult. So, I started this work from
  625. 28:28home job hoping it would help with our
  626. 28:30finances. It was a path I chose. myself,
  627. 28:34offering no commute and the flexibility
  628. 28:36to check on my in-laws. Therefore, I
  629. 28:39didn't regret the drop in income itself.
  630. 28:41But the sacrifices I willingly made for
  631. 28:44my family and being called useless were
  632. 28:46two entirely different issues. Simon and
  633. 28:50Shirley conveniently forgot the fact
  634. 28:52that I gave up my career for them. They
  635. 28:55only looked at the superficial results
  636. 28:57that my income was low and I was home
  637. 29:00and looked down on me for it. I slammed
  638. 29:03the keyboard hard while moving the
  639. 29:05mouse. Every time I inputed a number, my
  640. 29:08past choices felt incredibly pathetic.
  641. 29:12Don't make waves. Avoid conflict. The
  642. 29:14result of me constantly yielding was my
  643. 29:17current treatment. In the afternoon,
  644. 29:19when I reached a stopping point in my
  645. 29:22work, I took the brown envelope out of
  646. 29:24my bag. I untied the string sealing it
  647. 29:28and stared once more at the estate
  648. 29:29inventory. inside the number written
  649. 29:33next to the total value. Approximately
  650. 29:35$1 billion.
  651. 29:37No matter how many times I looked at it,
  652. 29:40it felt unreal, like nothing more than
  653. 29:42ink on a page. What would have happened
  654. 29:44if I had shown this paper to Simon last
  655. 29:46night? He definitely never would have
  656. 29:49said, "Actually, I was thinking about
  657. 29:51divorcing you." He might have changed
  658. 29:55his attitude entirely and pretended to
  659. 29:56treat me like royalty, but that wouldn't
  660. 30:00have been because he respected me. He
  661. 30:02would have just been sucking up to the
  662. 30:04money. What meaning could there possibly
  663. 30:07be in that kind of love or respect?
  664. 30:10Besides, Attorney Thomas's words were
  665. 30:12also bothering me. It is not all in
  666. 30:16cash. The legal procedures will take
  667. 30:18many months. I myself didn't fully
  668. 30:22understand this estate. the vast
  669. 30:24majority of which consisted of private
  670. 30:26stock and real estate. What would happen
  671. 30:29if I just handed over a story about a
  672. 30:32massive amount of money I barely
  673. 30:33understood to my husband? Simon, who
  674. 30:36believed he knew how the world worked
  675. 30:38better than I did, would undoubtedly
  676. 30:40insist. I'll manage it for you. I
  677. 30:44carefully folded the inventory and put
  678. 30:46it back inside the envelope. I wouldn't
  679. 30:49tell Simon today either. I quietly made
  680. 30:52my decision. I needed to understand the
  681. 30:56true meaning of this money and the power
  682. 30:57it brought for myself first. To do that,
  683. 31:01I needed to hear a more detailed
  684. 31:03explanation from the experts.
  685. 31:06Simon came home just after 8:00 p.m. I'm
  686. 31:09home. Look, I bought cake from the
  687. 31:13bakery near the station. In Simon's hand
  688. 31:16as he walked into the living room was a
  689. 31:18small box from a pastry shop. It was
  690. 31:21obvious he was trying to get back on. My
  691. 31:24good side. He thought one piece of cake
  692. 31:26would erase his comment about
  693. 31:28considering divorce from last night.
  694. 31:31Thank you. I'll put it in the fridge.
  695. 31:34When I accepted it cooly, Simon looked a
  696. 31:36bit let down. He probably expected me to
  697. 31:40be overjoyed and immediately forgive
  698. 31:42him. Hey Natalie, about yesterday. Simon
  699. 31:46started to make excuses while loosening
  700. 31:48his tie. My mom didn't mean any harm and
  701. 31:52I really have no intention of actually
  702. 31:53leaving you. So, please don't worry too
  703. 31:58much about it. I closed the refrigerator
  704. 32:00door and slowly turned to look at my
  705. 32:03husband. Yeah, I'm not worried about it.
  706. 32:06It wasn't a lie. I was already past the
  707. 32:10stage of being hurt by Simon's words. No
  708. 32:13matter how many shallow words he strung
  709. 32:16together, nothing resonated in my heart
  710. 32:18anymore.
  711. 32:19Oh, good. Simon smiled in relief and
  712. 32:23pllopped down heavily onto the sofa.
  713. 32:25Looking down at him, I quietly whispered
  714. 32:28in my heart. I wonder which one of us
  715. 32:31is. Actually, the useless one. That
  716. 32:34night, too, I kept the brown envelope
  717. 32:37buried at the bottom of my bag. On the
  718. 32:40surface, it looked like we had returned
  719. 32:42to being our usual married selves. But a
  720. 32:45definitive change had occurred inside
  721. 32:47me. Tomorrow, I will go to Attorney
  722. 32:49Thomas's office one more time, just to
  723. 32:52know exactly how much power I am about
  724. 32:55to hold. I returned to my office and
  725. 32:58quietly closed my eyes on the blanket I
  726. 33:00had laid out on the floor. The next
  727. 33:02afternoon, I visited attorney Thomas'
  728. 33:06law firm in Manhattan again. The day
  729. 33:08before, my head had been so full of the
  730. 33:11sheer size of the amount that I hardly
  731. 33:13understood the detailed explanations.
  732. 33:16In the conference room, not only
  733. 33:18attorney Thomas, but also a male tax
  734. 33:21accountant handling my uncle's company
  735. 33:23were present. I apologize for taking up
  736. 33:26your time so suddenly. When I bowed my
  737. 33:29head, the two men responded with gentle
  738. 33:32smiles.
  739. 33:34Not at all. In fact, your proactive
  740. 33:37attitude to fully grasp the situation is
  741. 33:40wonderful. Spread out on the table was a
  742. 33:42stack of documents, even more detailed
  743. 33:45than yesterday's. The tax accountant
  744. 33:48began to slowly explain each item one by
  745. 33:51one. The $1 billion figure was
  746. 33:53absolutely not. Cash that I could freely
  747. 33:56use starting tomorrow. A particularly
  748. 33:59large percentage of it was the stock of
  749. 34:01the logistics company my uncle had
  750. 34:03nurtured for years. The current
  751. 34:05executives will take over the day-to-day
  752. 34:07operations as the president. However, we
  753. 34:11will be asking you, Natalie, to make the
  754. 34:13ultimate decisions as the primary
  755. 34:15shareholder. You don't need to
  756. 34:17micromanage the business, but it means
  757. 34:20you hold the right and responsibility to
  758. 34:22determine the company's direction.
  759. 34:25Hearing that explanation made me sit up
  760. 34:27straighter. Furthermore, the commercial
  761. 34:29real estate properties in Manhattan and
  762. 34:31Boston each had existing loans and
  763. 34:34tenant leases. I was told there was a
  764. 34:36mountain of issues to consider, such as
  765. 34:39renovation plans for older buildings and
  766. 34:41handling tenant evictions.
  767. 34:44Just finalizing the assessed value of
  768. 34:46each asset was a massive undertaking.
  769. 34:49From there, we had to calculate the
  770. 34:51enormous estate taxes and decide which
  771. 34:54assets to use to pay them, including
  772. 34:57administrative procedures like
  773. 34:59transferring deeds. It was a journey
  774. 35:01that would take many months to complete.
  775. 35:03What lay before me was not a dreamlike
  776. 35:05pile of cash, but a complex bundle of
  777. 35:08rights tied to the real world. This is
  778. 35:11much easier to understand than just
  779. 35:13being told I have $1 billion starting
  780. 35:15tomorrow. When I shared my honest
  781. 35:18impression, attorney Thomas nodded
  782. 35:20deeply. Your instinct is correct. This
  783. 35:24is not just money. It is the very
  784. 35:27responsibility your uncle left behind.
  785. 35:30Responsibility.
  786. 35:31Hearing that word, I felt a weight drop
  787. 35:33from my chest. My uncle didn't just hand
  788. 35:37me a winning lottery ticket. If it were
  789. 35:39just magically acquired money, I
  790. 35:42wouldn't know how to handle it and would
  791. 35:43have been crushed by it. But if I faced
  792. 35:47them as real world challenges, I could
  793. 35:48make progress by consulting experts one
  794. 35:51by one. I spent nearly two hours
  795. 35:54listening to the explanations,
  796. 35:56asking questions about terms I didn't
  797. 35:58understand until I was satisfied. By the
  798. 36:02time I left the office, my legs were no
  799. 36:04longer trembling like they had been.
  800. 36:06Yesterday, that night, Simon came home
  801. 36:09just past 8:00 p.m. as usual. He ate the
  802. 36:13meatloaf I made from ground beef I
  803. 36:15bought on sale without complaining, as
  804. 36:17if to smooth over the tense atmosphere
  805. 36:20from the night before. He told funny
  806. 36:22stories about what happened at work
  807. 36:24today. While watching TV, Simon
  808. 36:27occasionally looked at my face and
  809. 36:29smiled as if just remembering to do so.
  810. 36:32Today's meatloaf is even better than
  811. 36:35usual. He genuinely thought I would
  812. 36:38easily be won over by such casual
  813. 36:41compliments. The old me would have felt
  814. 36:43secure in that superficial kindness and
  815. 36:46entrusted everything to him. He hasn't
  816. 36:48noticed at all how deeply hurt I am or
  817. 36:51with what cold eyes I'm now looking at
  818. 36:53this house. He thinks he earns more and
  819. 36:57knows more about the world. Therefore,
  820. 36:59he is completely convinced that as his
  821. 37:02wife, I ultimately have no choice but to
  822. 37:05follow him. The current me can clearly
  823. 37:08see that he is merely playing out a
  824. 37:09convenient piece for his own sake. After
  825. 37:13finishing the dishes and cleaning up
  826. 37:14dinner, I took the brown envelope out of
  827. 37:17my bag. There was no reason to hide it
  828. 37:20or hesitate any longer. Tonight, faced
  829. 37:24with this massive responsibility, I
  830. 37:26needed to see exactly what attitude my
  831. 37:28husband would take. That was my first
  832. 37:30decision. I sat down in front of Simon,
  833. 37:34who was laughing at the TV, and placed
  834. 37:36the envelope on the table. Simon, I need
  835. 37:39to talk to you for a minute. at my quiet
  836. 37:42voice. Simon reluctantly looked away
  837. 37:44from the screen. What is it? A
  838. 37:47continuation of yesterday. I already
  839. 37:51said I was sorry. That's not it. I
  840. 37:54untied the string on the envelope and
  841. 37:57pulled out several pages of documents.
  842. 38:00It's about my uncle's estate.
  843. 38:03Oh, right. He passed away. So, how much
  844. 38:07are you getting? Simon's tone was as
  845. 38:10casual as if I were getting a few
  846. 38:12hundred dollars of pocket money from a
  847. 38:14relative. Look at this. I pushed the
  848. 38:18first page of the estate inventory,
  849. 38:19which showed the full picture toward
  850. 38:22him. Simon, holding a glass of beer in
  851. 38:25one hand, lazily dropped his eyes to the
  852. 38:28document. At first, he was just skimming
  853. 38:31the text. However, the moment his eyes
  854. 38:35reached the total line at the very
  855. 38:36bottom, his movements unnaturally froze,
  856. 38:40he forgot to blink and stared intensely
  857. 38:42at that number. I could see the hand
  858. 38:45holding his glass trembling slightly.
  859. 38:48Hey, a few seconds later, Simon let out
  860. 38:52a horse voice. What is this? Aren't
  861. 38:56there two many zeros? I thought so at
  862. 38:59first, "Two?" I answered flatly with
  863. 39:02just the facts, intentionally keeping
  864. 39:05emotion out of it. Simon put his glass
  865. 39:08on the table and picked up the document
  866. 39:10with both hands. 1 10 100,000
  867. 39:15million. His action of counting the
  868. 39:18digits with his finger was the exact
  869. 39:19same thing I did at the law firm
  870. 39:21yesterday. 1 billion. When Simon read
  871. 39:25the number aloud, his voice cracked
  872. 39:28completely. You're kidding, right? Isn't
  873. 39:32this some kind of mistake? Attorney
  874. 39:35Thomas and the tax accountant calculated
  875. 39:37it. It's no mistake. But 1 billion, we
  876. 39:43could play around for the rest of our
  877. 39:44lives without working. His words were
  878. 39:46already oozing with raw, unfiltered
  879. 39:48greed. That's why I told you it's an
  880. 39:51estimate. It's mostly stock and real
  881. 39:53estate, so it doesn't just turn into
  882. 39:55cash immediately. Even so, it doesn't
  883. 39:58change the fact that there's this much
  884. 39:59in assets, right? Simon looked up from
  885. 40:02the document and stared a hole into my
  886. 40:04face. 1 billion. Are you inheriting all
  887. 40:07of this, Natalie? Yes. My uncle didn't
  888. 40:12have any children. Hearing those words,
  889. 40:14he left his mouth hanging open for a
  890. 40:17long time, unable to speak. There wasn't
  891. 40:20a single trace of his usual
  892. 40:22condescending composure in his eyes. All
  893. 40:25that was there was the pure shock and
  894. 40:28confusion of a human confronting a
  895. 40:29reality beyond his comprehension. Only
  896. 40:32the laughter from the reality show
  897. 40:34echoed emptily in the dead silent living
  898. 40:36room. I observed my husband's state
  899. 40:40calmly as if it were an event happening
  900. 40:41in a distant world. Just yesterday, this
  901. 40:46man had agreed with his mother when she
  902. 40:48called me useless. This was the man who
  903. 40:51scoffed at me even when I managed to
  904. 40:53earn a little extra. That husband was
  905. 40:56now completely speechless in front of
  906. 40:58the single piece of paper I had
  907. 41:00presented. How would his attitude change
  908. 41:02from here? And how distorted would his
  909. 41:05treatment of me become? This absurd
  910. 41:07number was bound to be a litmus test
  911. 41:10that exposed Simon's true character. I
  912. 41:12remained silent, quietly waiting for the
  913. 41:15next words my husband would utter. The
  914. 41:18morning after I showed him the document
  915. 41:20with the $1 billion figure, Simon's
  916. 41:22attitude had clearly changed. Usually,
  917. 41:26he wouldn't come out of the bedroom
  918. 41:28until I had finished preparing
  919. 41:30breakfast. But today, he was in the
  920. 41:33kitchen before I even woke up, awkwardly
  921. 41:35boiling water. Morning. I'll make the
  922. 41:39coffee this morning, Natalie. At this
  923. 41:41totally uncharacteristic display of
  924. 41:43consideration, I almost let out a sigh.
  925. 41:47Thank you. But I already have some iced
  926. 41:50tea chilled today. When I answered
  927. 41:53flatly, he let his eyes wander
  928. 41:55awkwardly. Oh. Oh, okay. Hey, don't push
  929. 42:00yourself. You can take a day off. You
  930. 42:02know, I know you can't just skip work,
  931. 42:06but maybe you don't need to work so hard
  932. 42:08on those little tasks anymore. His
  933. 42:11expectations for that money peaked
  934. 42:13through the edges of his words. Just
  935. 42:16yesterday, this was the husband who
  936. 42:18looked down on my job as tinkering with
  937. 42:21spreadsheets.
  938. 42:22Now, he was going so far as to suggest I
  939. 42:25didn't need to work at all. As I watched
  940. 42:28his back head out the door for work, I
  941. 42:30washed it down with a sip of cold iced
  942. 42:33tea. Is the power of money really enough
  943. 42:36to change a person's behavior so easily?
  944. 42:40During the day, I sat at my computer as
  945. 42:42usual and progressed through my
  946. 42:44outsourced accounting work. It might
  947. 42:46seem comical to continue doing tedious
  948. 42:49tasks when I might be getting $1
  949. 42:51billion.
  950. 42:52Even so, to me, it was precious money I
  951. 42:56had earned myself. I had no intention of
  952. 42:59relying on the power of someone else's
  953. 43:01money, my uncle's estate, and losing my
  954. 43:04own footing. In the evening, as I
  955. 43:07finished work and started prepping
  956. 43:09dinner, the doorbell rang. When I
  957. 43:12checked the monitor, Shirley was
  958. 43:14standing there. She was holding a fancy
  959. 43:16gift basket the likes of which I had
  960. 43:19never seen before. For a brief second, I
  961. 43:23considered pretending I wasn't home, but
  962. 43:25I quietly exhaled and opened the door.
  963. 43:28Oh, Natalie, I'm so sorry to bother you
  964. 43:31when you're busy. The moment I opened
  965. 43:34the door, surely called out to me with a
  966. 43:36massive smile on her face, she had done
  967. 43:40her makeup more carefully than usual and
  968. 43:42was wearing a nice blouse. What
  969. 43:45surprised me most was how she addressed
  970. 43:47me. Natalie, she never used such a
  971. 43:51polite, friendly tone with me before. It
  972. 43:54was always you or snapping my name. It's
  973. 43:57fine. Right here at the door is okay.
  974. 44:00This is a gift basket from an
  975. 44:02acquaintance. But you like fruit and
  976. 44:04cheese, right? Natalie surely held out.
  977. 44:08The heavy basket to me wrapped in the
  978. 44:10premium packaging of a high-end luxury
  979. 44:13grocery store. It clearly wasn't a
  980. 44:15regift. It was obvious she had gone out
  981. 44:18of her way to buy it at a boutique just
  982. 44:20to get on my good side. Thank you very
  983. 44:24much. But I couldn't possibly accept
  984. 44:26something so expensive. No. No, don't be
  985. 44:32silly. We're family. Shirley practically
  986. 44:35grabbed my hand and aggressively pushed
  987. 44:37the basket onto me. Simon must have
  988. 44:40definitely called his mother about the
  989. 44:42inheritance last night. Well, then I'll
  990. 44:45make some iced tea, so please come into
  991. 44:48the living room. I let Shirley inside
  992. 44:51and headed for the kitchen. While
  993. 44:54preparing the tea, I could hear
  994. 44:56Shirley's sickeningly sweet voice from
  995. 44:57behind. me. This apartment is a bit
  996. 45:01cramped after all, isn't it? Wouldn't it
  997. 45:04be nice to move into a highsecurity
  998. 45:06luxury condo? Hearing that, I almost let
  999. 45:09out a dry laugh. When I placed the glass
  1000. 45:13of iced tea on the table, surely took an
  1001. 45:16exaggerated sip. It must be so
  1002. 45:19overwhelming being suddenly entrusted
  1003. 45:21with such a huge sum of money. Cutting
  1004. 45:24right to the chase, Shirley's eyes
  1005. 45:26practically gleamed with greed, I
  1006. 45:29intentionally kept my expression neutral
  1007. 45:31and answered in a calm tone. We are
  1008. 45:35still in the middle of the legal
  1009. 45:36procedures. It's mostly real estate and
  1010. 45:40company stock, so there's hardly any
  1011. 45:41cash. Attorney Thomas also told me that
  1012. 45:45a lot of it will be taken out for estate
  1013. 45:47taxes. When I said that to keep her in
  1014. 45:51check, Shirley frowned slightly.
  1015. 45:53However, she quickly regained her fake
  1016. 45:57gentle smile. Even so, what's left is
  1017. 46:00still yours, right? But it's impossible
  1018. 46:04for you to handle something so difficult
  1019. 46:05all by yourself, Natalie. You should
  1020. 46:08just leave it to Simon. That sentence
  1021. 46:10came out so naturally that it surprised
  1022. 46:13me. Leave what to him? When I asked her
  1023. 46:16intentionally, surely stated it like it
  1024. 46:19was the most obvious thing in the world.
  1025. 46:22the management of course. Men are just
  1026. 46:26more knowledgeable about those sorts of
  1027. 46:27things. Right at that moment, I heard
  1028. 46:31the front door open and Simon came home.
  1029. 46:34It was only 6:30
  1030. 46:36p.m. His returning home so much earlier
  1031. 46:39than usual was proof that he knew his
  1032. 46:42mother was coming over. I'm home. Oh,
  1033. 46:46mom, you're here. As Simon walked into
  1034. 46:49the living room acting completely
  1035. 46:51oblivious, Shirley immediately spoke to
  1036. 46:53him. I was just saying that you should
  1037. 46:55be the one to manage the estate. Simon
  1038. 46:58waved. Both his hands in a panic and
  1039. 47:01shot a glance in my direction. Mom, stop
  1040. 47:04it. We aren't at that stage yet. He made
  1041. 47:08it look like he was defending me, but he
  1042. 47:11wasn't denying his mother's actual
  1043. 47:13proposal. I said nothing and quietly
  1044. 47:15watched the farcicle play unfolding
  1045. 47:18between the two of them. After Shirley
  1046. 47:20went home, only Simon and I remained in
  1047. 47:23the living room. The extravagant gift
  1048. 47:26basket still sat on the table. Sorry my
  1049. 47:30mom came over so suddenly. Simon spoke
  1050. 47:33in an apologetic voice while taking off
  1051. 47:35his tie. Yeah, this gift basket must
  1052. 47:39have been really expensive, huh? As I
  1053. 47:43stood up to put the basket away, Simon
  1054. 47:46suddenly put on a serious face, but you
  1055. 47:49know what my mom was saying earlier. I
  1056. 47:52don't think she's entirely wrong. I
  1057. 47:54stopped moving and turned to look into
  1058. 47:56my husband's eyes about what I actually
  1059. 48:00think it would be better if we figured
  1060. 48:03this out together. Like asset management
  1061. 48:05and tax strategies.
  1062. 48:07Simon's eyes didn't reflect a husband's
  1063. 48:10sense of responsibility, but rather an
  1064. 48:12obsession with the wealth. You've never
  1065. 48:16moved around such a massive amount of
  1066. 48:17money before, Natalie. I was thinking I
  1067. 48:21could act as the point of contact. I
  1068. 48:23stared closely at the face of the man
  1069. 48:26standing in front of me. It was only 2
  1070. 48:29days ago. He was told by his mother,
  1071. 48:32"You need to hurry up and divorce that
  1072. 48:34useless woman." at that time. He didn't
  1073. 48:38defend me but simply answered, "I'm not
  1074. 48:40thinking about it right now." And today,
  1075. 48:44the moment he learned the number $1
  1076. 48:45billion, I suddenly became someone so
  1077. 48:49important that I couldn't possibly
  1078. 48:50manage things on my own. Thank you. I
  1079. 48:54completely suppressed the cold disdain
  1080. 48:55in my heart and answered, "But I have
  1081. 48:57attorney Thomas and the tax accountant,
  1082. 48:59so I'll be fine. I need to listen to
  1083. 49:03their explanations and understand it
  1084. 49:04properly myself first. When I flatly
  1085. 49:08refused, a flash of dissatisfaction
  1086. 49:10crossed Simon's face for a split.
  1087. 49:13Second, oh, I see. Well, if you need
  1088. 49:17anything, don't hesitate to ask. We're a
  1089. 49:21married couple, so don't try to shoulder
  1090. 49:23it all by yourself. I didn't answer, but
  1091. 49:27instead carried the gift basket into the
  1092. 49:28kitchen. Feeling my husband's gaze,
  1093. 49:32piercing my back, I quietly let out a
  1094. 49:34breath. In this house, my own worth
  1095. 49:37never mattered to them from the very
  1096. 49:39beginning. The first weekend arrived
  1097. 49:41since I showed him the inventory with
  1098. 49:44the $1 billion figure. On a normal
  1099. 49:47Saturday, Simon wouldn't come out of the
  1100. 49:49bedroom until close to noon. But that
  1101. 49:52day, he was up past 8:00 a.m. sitting
  1102. 49:55cheerfully on the living room sofa. He
  1103. 49:58held his phone in his hand eagerly
  1104. 50:01scrolling through the screen. When I
  1105. 50:03finished hanging up the laundry and
  1106. 50:05returned to the living room, Simon
  1107. 50:07raised his voice happily. Natalie, come
  1108. 50:10check this out. He turned the screen
  1109. 50:12toward me. Displayed on it was an ad for
  1110. 50:16a newly built luxury penthouse condo
  1111. 50:18downtown. Even the biggest penthouse is
  1112. 50:22only about $2 million
  1113. 50:24compared to $1 billion. That's just
  1114. 50:26pocket change. Simon's words were
  1115. 50:29already heated, acting as if the money
  1116. 50:31were already in his hands. You remember
  1117. 50:35what attorney Thomas said, right? I
  1118. 50:37replied with a slightly cold voice. The
  1119. 50:41cash is only a tiny fraction. The vast
  1120. 50:43majority is the company and real estate.
  1121. 50:47We can't just easily conjure up millions
  1122. 50:49of dollars in cash. I know that. But
  1123. 50:53once the procedures are done, we'll be
  1124. 50:55able to move some of it around, right?
  1125. 50:59Simon brushed off my words and dropped
  1126. 51:01his eyes back to his phone screen. For
  1127. 51:04now, we can probably go ahead and pay
  1128. 51:06off the rest of the mortgage on this
  1129. 51:09apartment. It was such a casual tone. It
  1130. 51:13was as light as suggesting we put this
  1131. 51:15month's leftover grocery budget into
  1132. 51:17savings. We still have about $200,000
  1133. 51:21left on the mortgage, right? Once we
  1134. 51:24stop having to make monthly payments,
  1135. 51:26I'll be able to use my salary a lot more
  1136. 51:28freely. I quietly look down at my
  1137. 51:32husband sitting on the sofa. He uses his
  1138. 51:35own salary freely for himself and uses
  1139. 51:38my inheritance to end our mortgage. That
  1140. 51:41seemed to be his plan for the family.
  1141. 51:44Also about my mom's house. Simon
  1142. 51:47continued talking while swiping on his
  1143. 51:50screen. Her house is getting pretty old,
  1144. 51:53too. The stairs are steep and it's
  1145. 51:57freezing in the winter, right? So, I was
  1146. 52:01thinking maybe we could buy my mom a new
  1147. 52:03condo, too. I doubted my own ears. This
  1148. 52:08was Shirley, who had just recently
  1149. 52:11called me useless through the front
  1150. 52:12door. The person who laughed at the
  1151. 52:16meager income one earned working from
  1152. 52:17home and even told him to divorce me
  1153. 52:20immediately, buying a new condo worth
  1154. 52:23hundreds of thousands of dollars for
  1155. 52:25that person. The proposal was so
  1156. 52:27disconnected from reality that I lost my
  1157. 52:30words. If it's a highsecurity building,
  1158. 52:33we'll feel a lot better too, right?
  1159. 52:37Simon had a smug look on his face as if
  1160. 52:39to say how brilliant his idea was. Hey,
  1161. 52:43Simon. I made an effort to keep my voice
  1162. 52:46calm as I asked my husband. Whose money
  1163. 52:48are you planning to buy this with? Simon
  1164. 52:51looked up from his phone with a puzzled
  1165. 52:53expression. It was a look that showed he
  1166. 52:56completely failed to understand the
  1167. 52:58intent of my question. With the
  1168. 53:00inherited money, obviously with the
  1169. 53:03money I inherited. When I confirmed it
  1170. 53:06once more, Simon furrowed his brows,
  1171. 53:09looking slightly annoyed. We're married,
  1172. 53:12so we should just discuss it and decide
  1173. 53:14together. Do you mean as shared marital
  1174. 53:17assets? Obviously,
  1175. 53:20we're married. Your assets are the
  1176. 53:23family's assets. Simon declared this
  1177. 53:26proudly without a hint of shame. I felt
  1178. 53:30a cold fire ignite deep in my chest.
  1179. 53:33When I quit my corporate job and started
  1180. 53:36working from home, making less money,
  1181. 53:38Simon never tried to hide his I'm
  1182. 53:41providing for you attitude. Even when I
  1183. 53:43was up late working on spreadsheets, all
  1184. 53:46the household chores were entirely my
  1185. 53:49responsibility.
  1186. 53:50When his mother called me useless, he
  1187. 53:52didn't defend me by saying, "Because
  1188. 53:55we're family. My small income was
  1189. 53:57treated as my own personal incompetence,
  1190. 54:00and I was looked down upon for it.
  1191. 54:03And yet the moment he found out I was
  1192. 54:06inheriting $1 billion, it suddenly
  1193. 54:08became the family's assets in his mind.
  1194. 54:12The word marriage was only utilized when
  1195. 54:14it was convenient for him. Not a single
  1196. 54:17title transfer has even been completed
  1197. 54:19yet. I suppressed my emotions and
  1198. 54:22presented only the facts. We don't even
  1199. 54:25know exactly how much the estate taxes
  1200. 54:28will be. There is absolutely no way we
  1201. 54:30can talk about buying a condo right now.
  1202. 54:34That's why I'm talking about our future
  1203. 54:36plans. I don't want to count our
  1204. 54:39chickens before they hatch. Please don't
  1205. 54:42talk about how to spend the money until
  1206. 54:44the experts finish their calculations.
  1207. 54:47When I flatly refused, Simon clicked his
  1208. 54:50tongue in dissatisfaction.
  1209. 54:52What's your problem? I'm just trying to
  1210. 54:56think about our family's future. Simon
  1211. 54:58tossed his phone onto the table and
  1212. 55:01leaned deep into the sofa. You've always
  1213. 55:04been like that trying to end the
  1214. 55:06conversation right away, Natalie. Just
  1215. 55:09because you're getting some big money,
  1216. 55:11don't think you can suddenly act all
  1217. 55:13high and mighty. I wasn't acting high
  1218. 55:16and mighty. I was just stating the
  1219. 55:19obvious facts. The inheritance was left
  1220. 55:22by my uncle. It did not belong to Simon
  1221. 55:25or Shirley. That afternoon, I was alone
  1222. 55:28in my office, rereading the documents
  1223. 55:30attorney Thomas had given me the
  1224. 55:33company's financial statements and
  1225. 55:35copies of real estate deeds. There was a
  1226. 55:38lot of difficult technical jargon, and
  1227. 55:41as a layman, I couldn't understand even
  1228. 55:43half of it. Still, I used a highlighter
  1229. 55:46and tried my best to decode it little by
  1230. 55:49little. The logistics company my uncle
  1231. 55:52built has dozens of employees. I
  1232. 55:54couldn't just easily sell the stock
  1233. 55:57which the livelihoods of those people
  1234. 55:59depended on just to buy a condo. If I
  1235. 56:03didn't fully understand it myself, I
  1236. 56:04would be swallowed whole by Simon and
  1237. 56:07Shirley's greed. In the evening, when I
  1238. 56:10went to the living room to get some tea,
  1239. 56:13Simon was still looking at his phone on
  1240. 56:14the sofa. As I opened the refrigerator,
  1241. 56:17I heard Simon's voice from behind me.
  1242. 56:20Hey, Natalie. You remember how I told
  1243. 56:23you about grabbing drinks with my
  1244. 56:25college buddies the other day? Several
  1245. 56:28of Simon's friends had started their own
  1246. 56:31companies or businesses.
  1247. 56:33Yeah, I heard a little bit about it. One
  1248. 56:36of them is apparently expanding his
  1249. 56:38business soon. He's looking for
  1250. 56:40investors. I closed the refrigerator
  1251. 56:44door and slowly turned to look at my
  1252. 56:46husband. First the mortgage, then a
  1253. 56:49condo, and now investing in a friend's
  1254. 56:51startup in Simon's head. The money I
  1255. 56:55inherited was being treated as if it
  1256. 56:57were already sitting in his own wallet.
  1257. 57:00His business model actually looks like
  1258. 57:02it has a lot of potential. Simon's eyes
  1259. 57:06sparkled and he began talking like a
  1260. 57:08seasoned executive. Putting it into
  1261. 57:11investments will grow the assets way
  1262. 57:13better than just letting it sleep in a
  1263. 57:15bank. If I get in on it as an investor,
  1264. 57:18they might even bring me on as a board
  1265. 57:21member. I felt like I was staring into
  1266. 57:23the bottomless swamp of my husband's
  1267. 57:26shallow greed. He wanted to buy a condo
  1268. 57:28to win favor with his mother and he
  1269. 57:31wanted to invest to gain superiority
  1270. 57:33among his friends. He was trying to use
  1271. 57:36my inheritance to acquire status and
  1272. 57:38power for himself. And he was doing it
  1273. 57:42entirely unconsciously without any
  1274. 57:44malice. What my husband sought from me
  1275. 57:48was not a relationship as an equal
  1276. 57:49partner. It was merely the role of a
  1277. 57:53convenient cash cow to make himself look
  1278. 57:54bigger. Simon, I called my husband's
  1279. 57:59name quietly but with a firm voice. I
  1280. 58:02believe I said we are not discussing
  1281. 58:05moving a single scent yet. At my cold
  1282. 58:07voice, Simon looked slightly taken aback
  1283. 58:10for a moment. Even so, he showed no
  1284. 58:14intention of bending his stance. That's
  1285. 58:16why I'm saying it's important to make
  1286. 58:17plans early on. His absolute superiority
  1287. 58:22complex of the husband guides the wife
  1288. 58:24wouldn't crumble so easily. To correct
  1289. 58:26this arrogant misunderstanding at its
  1290. 58:28root, I needed to draw an even clearer
  1291. 58:31boundary. My next move had to be shown
  1292. 58:33not with words, but with concrete
  1293. 58:36actions. I broke eye contact with my
  1294. 58:39husband and walked back to my room
  1295. 58:40without saying another word. After I
  1296. 58:44firmly rejected Simon's proposals, the
  1297. 58:46atmosphere in the house slowly began to
  1298. 58:48change. Simon became blatantly sulky and
  1299. 58:52started giving me the cold shoulder. The
  1300. 58:55old me would have panicked, apologized
  1301. 58:58immediately and agreed with whatever he
  1302. 59:00said. But it's different now rather than
  1303. 59:04walking on eggshells around him. I had a
  1304. 59:06mountain of things I actually needed to
  1305. 59:09do. On Wednesday, I visited attorney
  1306. 59:12Thomas's law firm in the city again.
  1307. 59:15This time, it was a meeting that
  1308. 59:17included not only the tax accountant,
  1309. 59:18but also an executive from the logistics
  1310. 59:21company my uncle ran. It's a pleasure to
  1311. 59:25meet you. I am Mr. Miller, the managing
  1312. 59:28director. The seriousl looking man with
  1313. 59:31graying hair bowed deeply to me. Your
  1314. 59:34late uncle did so much for me when the
  1315. 59:36company was struggling. I am so relieved
  1316. 59:39to hear that you will be taking over the
  1317. 59:41shares as his successor Natalie. I felt
  1318. 59:44a bit nervous as I returned the
  1319. 59:47greeting. I am still studying the
  1320. 59:49technical aspects, but I want to cherish
  1321. 59:51the company my uncle left behind. During
  1322. 59:55the meeting, I received explanations
  1323. 59:57about the company's performance and
  1324. 59:59management policies. I made sure to ask
  1325. 1:00:02questions right then and there about any
  1326. 1:00:05technical terms I didn't understand.
  1327. 1:00:07Excuse me, but this depreciation expense
  1328. 1:00:10is different from the actual movement of
  1329. 1:00:12cash. Correct? When I asked, Mr. Miller
  1330. 1:00:16nodded happily. That is exactly right.
  1331. 1:00:19It is an accounting expense that does
  1332. 1:00:22not involve actual cash outflow. You
  1333. 1:00:25really have a solid understanding of the
  1334. 1:00:28basics of numbers, Natalie. Even knowing
  1335. 1:00:30it was partly flattery, I felt a little
  1336. 1:00:34proud. The bookkeeping work I had
  1337. 1:00:36continued doing at home was definitely
  1338. 1:00:38not a waste. It was the work that
  1339. 1:00:41Shirley and Simon had mocked. But here,
  1340. 1:00:45my knowledge and attitude were being
  1341. 1:00:46properly validated as an individual. I
  1342. 1:00:50felt my dignity, which had shrunk so
  1343. 1:00:52small deep in my chest, slowly breathing
  1344. 1:00:55life again. After finishing the two-hour
  1345. 1:00:58meeting, a pleasant fatigue washed over
  1346. 1:01:00my body. Attorney Thomas saw me out as I
  1347. 1:01:04left. Natalie, let's take this one step
  1348. 1:01:07at a time without rushing. Yes, thank
  1349. 1:01:10you very much. I looked straight ahead
  1350. 1:01:14and left the office. I returned home and
  1351. 1:01:18immediately started prepping dinner.
  1352. 1:01:20Simon came home past 8:00 p.m. and we
  1353. 1:01:22sat around the dinner table in silence
  1354. 1:01:26with only the sound of the TV echoing.
  1355. 1:01:28Simon occasionally shot probing glances
  1356. 1:01:31at me. It happened after dinner when I
  1357. 1:01:34was organizing the company documents I
  1358. 1:01:36received today. So, did you go to the
  1359. 1:01:41lawyer's place again? Simon stood up
  1360. 1:01:43from the sofa and approached me, peering
  1361. 1:01:46down at what I was holding. Yes, I also
  1362. 1:01:49met with someone from the company. When
  1363. 1:01:51I answered, Simon reached his hand out
  1364. 1:01:53like it was his natural right. Let me
  1365. 1:01:57see that for a second. What kind of
  1366. 1:01:59financial statement is it? I'll check it
  1367. 1:02:03over for you. I quickly hid the
  1368. 1:02:05documents with my hand and shot a
  1369. 1:02:07freezing glare at my husband. No, it
  1370. 1:02:11contains confidential company
  1371. 1:02:12information, so I can't just easily show
  1372. 1:02:16it to anyone other than myself, the
  1373. 1:02:17shareholder. At my explicit refusal,
  1374. 1:02:21Simon stopped his outstretched hand, his
  1375. 1:02:23face turning red. What? I'm your
  1376. 1:02:27husband. Are you saying you're keeping
  1377. 1:02:29secrets even though we're married? I
  1378. 1:02:32carefully placed the documents into a
  1379. 1:02:34file folder and replied quietly. I need
  1380. 1:02:38to understand it first and hear the
  1381. 1:02:39explanations from the experts.
  1382. 1:02:42Then the judgment as a shareholder is
  1383. 1:02:44something I will make myself. Simon
  1384. 1:02:47clicked his tongue and scratched his
  1385. 1:02:48hair in irritation. What the hell is
  1386. 1:02:52that? I'm offering to help you just
  1387. 1:02:55because you got some big money. Do you
  1388. 1:02:58think you're suddenly so important? This
  1389. 1:03:00is definitely weird. Lately, you haven't
  1390. 1:03:04been listening to a word I say. Simon's
  1391. 1:03:07words were filled with the frustration
  1392. 1:03:09of not being able to control me. He
  1393. 1:03:12didn't want me to get smarter. He was
  1394. 1:03:14waiting for me to come crying to him
  1395. 1:03:16without understanding anything. Keeping
  1396. 1:03:18me under his control like that was
  1397. 1:03:19exactly the type of marriage he desired.
  1398. 1:03:23I'm just trying to fulfill my
  1399. 1:03:24responsibilities.
  1400. 1:03:26When I told him that flatly, Simon stood
  1401. 1:03:29up silently and locked himself in the
  1402. 1:03:31bedroom. Left alone in the living room.
  1403. 1:03:35I quietly stroked the cover of the file
  1404. 1:03:36folder. I only realized now how abnormal
  1405. 1:03:41the time I spent suppressing myself to
  1406. 1:03:42match him truly was. A few days later in
  1407. 1:03:46the morning, my smartphone rang while I
  1408. 1:03:48was in my office. When I looked at the
  1409. 1:03:52screen, it was a call from attorney
  1410. 1:03:53Thomas's law firm. Hello, this is
  1411. 1:03:57Natalie. Natalie, I am so sorry to
  1412. 1:04:00bother you while you are working. It's
  1413. 1:04:02attorney Thomas. Attorney Thomas's voice
  1414. 1:04:05was calm, but I could hear a hint of
  1415. 1:04:08confusion mixed in. Is everything all
  1416. 1:04:10right? Actually, there is one thing I
  1417. 1:04:14would like to confirm with you. Attorney
  1418. 1:04:16Thomas paused for a beat before quietly
  1419. 1:04:19getting to the point. Just a moment ago,
  1420. 1:04:22we received a call at our office from a
  1421. 1:04:25woman named Shirley. I gasped. Shirley
  1422. 1:04:28had called the law firm directly. My
  1423. 1:04:32mother-in-law did. Yes. She identified
  1424. 1:04:35herself as Simon's mother. I gripped the
  1425. 1:04:39pen I was holding tightly, feeling a
  1426. 1:04:40terrible sense of dread. And what was
  1427. 1:04:44the nature of her business? She stated
  1428. 1:04:46that since it involves her son's wife,
  1429. 1:04:49she wanted the future financial status
  1430. 1:04:51to be shared with her son as well. I
  1431. 1:04:55felt my mind go completely blank. That
  1432. 1:04:58essentially meant she was demanding a
  1433. 1:05:00full report on how much I was inheriting
  1434. 1:05:02and how I was spending it. Without a
  1435. 1:05:05single word of consultation with me, she
  1436. 1:05:07had gone behind my back and contacted my
  1437. 1:05:10lawyer on her own. Of course, attorney
  1438. 1:05:13Thomas continued immediately. We cannot
  1439. 1:05:17provide any information to a third party
  1440. 1:05:19whatsoever without your explicit
  1441. 1:05:21consent. I firmly refuse her request on
  1442. 1:05:24those grounds.
  1443. 1:05:27However, I felt I should report this to
  1444. 1:05:28you just to be safe. Natalie, thank you.
  1445. 1:05:32I'm so glad you turned her away. I
  1446. 1:05:35managed to squeeze my voice out. I will
  1447. 1:05:38also speak to my mother-in-law and tell
  1448. 1:05:39her not to overstep her bounds again.
  1449. 1:05:43Understood. Please feel free to consult
  1450. 1:05:45us anytime if anything comes up. After
  1451. 1:05:49hanging up the phone, I couldn't move
  1452. 1:05:51from that spot for a while. Before
  1453. 1:05:53anger, a deep despair washed over me.
  1454. 1:05:56The problem was how Shirley found out
  1455. 1:05:59the contact information for the law
  1456. 1:06:00firm. I had never once told Shirley the
  1457. 1:06:04name of the law firm. The only person
  1458. 1:06:06who knew was Simon. When I showed Simon
  1459. 1:06:10the estate inventory the other day, I
  1460. 1:06:12had left a business card with it. Simon
  1461. 1:06:15had given his own mother the contact
  1462. 1:06:17information. While acting high and
  1463. 1:06:20mighty, telling me to leave it to him
  1464. 1:06:22because we're married. behind my back.
  1465. 1:06:24He conspired with his mother to control
  1466. 1:06:26my assets. A mother who spat divorced
  1467. 1:06:30that useless woman and a son who agreed
  1468. 1:06:32with her by saying, "I'm not thinking
  1469. 1:06:34about it right now." To them, I was
  1470. 1:06:37never anything more than a convenient
  1471. 1:06:39pawn. No matter how far I went, even
  1472. 1:06:43with $1 billion in the picture, the
  1473. 1:06:45rules of this house hadn't changed at
  1474. 1:06:48all. the invisible rule that the wife
  1475. 1:06:50must silently obey. Whatever the husband
  1476. 1:06:53and mother-in-law say, I darkened my
  1477. 1:06:55smartphone screen and stood up quietly.
  1478. 1:06:59The time for staying quiet to avoid
  1479. 1:07:01making waves was over. When Simon came
  1480. 1:07:04home, I had to confront him clearly
  1481. 1:07:06tonight. It was past 8:30 p.m. When I
  1482. 1:07:09heard the sound of the front door
  1483. 1:07:11opening, "I'm home." I didn't answer.
  1484. 1:07:15Simon's carefree sounding voice.
  1485. 1:07:18Normally, this is the time I would be
  1486. 1:07:20reheating dinner in the kitchen to
  1487. 1:07:22welcome him, but tonight I had
  1488. 1:07:24absolutely no desire to play the
  1489. 1:07:27submissive wife. I sat at the living
  1490. 1:07:29room table and waited for him to walk
  1491. 1:07:32in. Huh? Natalie, where's dinner? Simon
  1492. 1:07:37walked into the living room and gave a
  1493. 1:07:39puzzled look when he realized the
  1494. 1:07:41kitchen was dark. Before we eat, there's
  1495. 1:07:44something I want to ask you. What is it?
  1496. 1:07:48So formal. I came home tired. So can we
  1497. 1:07:52do this later? Did you give attorney
  1498. 1:07:54Thomas's business card, too? Surely.
  1499. 1:07:57When I cut him off and struck right at
  1500. 1:07:59the core, the smug, carefree look
  1501. 1:08:02completely vanished from Simon's face.
  1502. 1:08:05It was the business card I had left with
  1503. 1:08:07the estate inventory when I showed it to
  1504. 1:08:09him the other day. I had been naive to
  1505. 1:08:13think he would just hold on to it
  1506. 1:08:14responsibly. As if trying to escape my
  1507. 1:08:18sharp gaze, he looked away slightly. I
  1508. 1:08:21gave it to her. But what about it? Why
  1509. 1:08:24did you give it to her without saying a
  1510. 1:08:26single word to me? Because my mom is
  1511. 1:08:29worried, too. Simon shot back as if it
  1512. 1:08:32were the most natural thing in the
  1513. 1:08:34world. She heard you were getting all
  1514. 1:08:36this money and she was worried you might
  1515. 1:08:37get scammed by some bad people. It's
  1516. 1:08:41completely normal to be worried as a
  1517. 1:08:43family. I stared silently at my
  1518. 1:08:46husband's face for a while. In his eyes,
  1519. 1:08:49there was a selfish conviction that he
  1520. 1:08:52had done the right thing. Does being
  1521. 1:08:54worried give someone the right to make
  1522. 1:08:57decisions for me? When I asked coldly,
  1523. 1:09:00Simon raised his voice in irritation. No
  1524. 1:09:04one ever said that. My mom isn't trying
  1525. 1:09:06to decide anything. Yes, she is. Shirley
  1526. 1:09:12called Attorney Thomas's office directly
  1527. 1:09:14today. What? Simon's eyes went wide in
  1528. 1:09:19surprise. It seemed he hadn't been
  1529. 1:09:22informed that she actually made the
  1530. 1:09:24call. Without even asking me, she
  1531. 1:09:26demanded that my financial information
  1532. 1:09:29be shared with you. Simon choked on his
  1533. 1:09:32words for a brief second. His own mother
  1534. 1:09:35had taken it upon herself to call my
  1535. 1:09:37lawyer and try to extract my financial
  1536. 1:09:40information. Objectively speaking, it
  1537. 1:09:43was a clear overstepping of boundaries
  1538. 1:09:45and highly inappropriate behavior. But a
  1539. 1:09:48few seconds later, he found the magic
  1540. 1:09:51words to defend his mother. My mom just
  1541. 1:09:54wanted to make sure I had a good grasp
  1542. 1:09:56of the situation, too. She didn't mean
  1543. 1:09:59any harm.
  1544. 1:10:00She didn't mean any harm. There were
  1545. 1:10:03those words again. It was the convenient
  1546. 1:10:06get out of jail free card that had bound
  1547. 1:10:08me ever since we got married. When
  1548. 1:10:11Shirley looked down on my job and
  1549. 1:10:13laughed at me for tinkering with
  1550. 1:10:15spreadsheets when she excessively
  1551. 1:10:18meddled in our lives and constantly
  1552. 1:10:19rewrote our weekend plans. Simon always
  1553. 1:10:23said she doesn't mean any harm to
  1554. 1:10:25justify his mother's rude behavior. Mom
  1555. 1:10:29doesn't mean any harm. Mom is just
  1556. 1:10:32worried because mom is family. Until
  1557. 1:10:36now, desperate not to cause trouble. I
  1558. 1:10:38had accepted those words. If I just
  1559. 1:10:41bottled up my emotions and endured it a
  1560. 1:10:43little, Simon would look relieved. That
  1561. 1:10:47was how the peace in this house was
  1562. 1:10:48maintained. But who exactly was that
  1563. 1:10:52peace for? It was just him sacrificing
  1564. 1:10:54me so he could avoid the hassle of
  1565. 1:10:57dealing with his mother. If there's no
  1566. 1:10:59malice, does that mean she can just call
  1567. 1:11:02my lawyer without my consent? I'm
  1568. 1:11:04telling you, it was just a poor choice
  1569. 1:11:07of words. Don't get so hysterical over
  1570. 1:11:10it. It's not an issue of how she phrased
  1571. 1:11:13it. The problem is that she thinks she
  1572. 1:11:16has the right to treat my assets like
  1573. 1:11:18they're her own. When I refused to back
  1574. 1:11:21down an inch and argued logically,
  1575. 1:11:23Simon's face flushed red with anger.
  1576. 1:11:26Whenever he was about to lose an
  1577. 1:11:27argument, it was his bad habit to change
  1578. 1:11:30the subject and yell. What the hell is
  1579. 1:11:33with that tone? Just because you got
  1580. 1:11:36some money, don't suddenly start playing
  1581. 1:11:38the victim. I'm not playing the victim.
  1582. 1:11:42I'm just stating the facts. No, you've
  1583. 1:11:47been acting completely crazy lately,
  1584. 1:11:49treating me and my mom like we're the
  1585. 1:11:52enemy. Simon slammed the table hard and
  1586. 1:11:55stood up, looking down at me. We are a
  1587. 1:11:58married couple, so managing it together
  1588. 1:12:00without keeping secrets is the normal
  1589. 1:12:03thing to do. My mom only said that
  1590. 1:12:05because she was thinking about our
  1591. 1:12:06future. You've always looked at the
  1592. 1:12:09warmth of our family with such a cynical
  1593. 1:12:10attitude. That's why you still haven't
  1594. 1:12:13fit into this house after all this time.
  1595. 1:12:15As these words flew out of his mouth one
  1596. 1:12:18after another, I moved entirely past
  1597. 1:12:20anger. He was just weaponizing a
  1598. 1:12:24patronizing version of family love to
  1599. 1:12:26manipulate me into doing what he wanted.
  1600. 1:12:29When I stayed quiet, Simon seemed to
  1601. 1:12:32mistakenly believe he had won the
  1602. 1:12:34argument. If you get it, then don't ever
  1603. 1:12:37speak badly about my mom again. Call her
  1604. 1:12:40tomorrow and apologize for making her
  1605. 1:12:43misunderstand.
  1606. 1:12:45I took a deep quiet breath and then I
  1607. 1:12:48clearly realized it. Even if I inherited
  1608. 1:12:51an absurd amount like $1 billion and
  1609. 1:12:53even if I desperately tried to think for
  1610. 1:12:55myself by talking to experts, the rules
  1611. 1:12:58of this house had never changed. The
  1612. 1:13:01husband is the most important and the
  1613. 1:13:03mother-in-law is second. As the wife, I
  1614. 1:13:07was merely an entity meant to silently
  1615. 1:13:09obey them and serve the family. What was
  1616. 1:13:12mine was theirs, and I had no right to
  1617. 1:13:14choose or decide anything for myself. I
  1618. 1:13:18had harbored a faint hope that having
  1619. 1:13:20money might make them respect me as a
  1620. 1:13:22human being. That hope was completely
  1621. 1:13:25shattered. They didn't just want my
  1622. 1:13:28money. They were trying to thoroughly
  1623. 1:13:30trample on my own dignity to preserve
  1624. 1:13:33their own superiority.
  1625. 1:13:35What's wrong? Cat out your tongue. Do
  1626. 1:13:38you understand now? Simon asked me from
  1627. 1:13:41his high horse. I stood up quietly
  1628. 1:13:44facing him now. The figure of my husband
  1629. 1:13:46that used to look so large suddenly
  1630. 1:13:49seemed incredibly small. There was no
  1631. 1:13:52point in continuing this dialogue with
  1632. 1:13:54this man any longer. I'm not
  1633. 1:13:57apologizing.
  1634. 1:13:58Huh? I haven't done anything wrong. So,
  1635. 1:14:03I will absolutely never apologize to
  1636. 1:14:05Shirley or to you. When I declared that
  1637. 1:14:09firmly, Simon looked at me as if he were
  1638. 1:14:11looking at something unbelievable.
  1639. 1:14:14He probably never expected the wife who
  1640. 1:14:16always did as she was told to actually
  1641. 1:14:18rebel. You need to cut the crap. You're
  1642. 1:14:22the one who needs to cut the crap. I
  1643. 1:14:25left him with just those words and
  1644. 1:14:27headed to my office from behind. Me? I
  1645. 1:14:30could hear Simon's frustrated yelling,
  1646. 1:14:32but I didn't look back. Never again.
  1647. 1:14:36Would I bend myself for his excuse of
  1648. 1:14:38she didn't mean any harm? I had to start
  1649. 1:14:41preparing to end this house and this
  1650. 1:14:43controlling relationship. The moment I
  1651. 1:14:46closed the door in the dark room, I
  1652. 1:14:48harbored a despair clearer than any I
  1653. 1:14:50had ever felt before. It was a few days
  1654. 1:14:53after that decisive argument. The air in
  1655. 1:14:56the house was freezing and I only had
  1656. 1:14:59the bare minimum conversations with
  1657. 1:15:00Simon. He seemed to be waiting for me to
  1658. 1:15:04apologize, but I was completely absorbed
  1659. 1:15:06in my work and reviewing the estate
  1660. 1:15:09inventory.
  1661. 1:15:10On Friday of that week, I visited
  1662. 1:15:13attorney Thomas' law firm again. It was
  1663. 1:15:16to sign several confirmation documents
  1664. 1:15:19regarding the private company shares.
  1665. 1:15:21Sitting across from attorney Thomas in
  1666. 1:15:23the conference room, I verified the
  1667. 1:15:26contents of the documents one by one.
  1668. 1:15:28You are studying very diligently,
  1669. 1:15:31Natalie. No, there is still so much I
  1670. 1:15:34don't understand. Everyone starts out
  1671. 1:15:38that way. The important thing is your
  1672. 1:15:40attitude of not leaving things you don't
  1673. 1:15:43understand unresolved.
  1674. 1:15:45Attorney Thomas smiled, took the
  1675. 1:15:47documents, and closed the file. Then he
  1676. 1:15:50walked over to a cabinet and took out a
  1677. 1:15:53small wooden box. Actually, I have
  1678. 1:15:56something your uncle asked me to hold on
  1679. 1:15:58to for you, Natalie. Attorney Thomas
  1680. 1:16:01opened the box, pulled out a white
  1681. 1:16:04envelope, and handed it to me. Separate
  1682. 1:16:07from the administrative will, this is a
  1683. 1:16:10personal letter he left for you. A
  1684. 1:16:12letter for me? Yes. He asked me to give
  1685. 1:16:16it to you once I had conveyed the full
  1686. 1:16:18scope of the estate and things had
  1687. 1:16:20settled down. Written on the envelope I
  1688. 1:16:23received was my name and my uncle's
  1689. 1:16:25familiar bold handwriting. Feeling my
  1690. 1:16:28chest grow warm, I bowed my head deeply
  1691. 1:16:31and left the office. Not feeling like
  1692. 1:16:34going straight home, I walked into a
  1693. 1:16:36quiet coffee shop near the station. On a
  1694. 1:16:39weekday afternoon, the shop had few
  1695. 1:16:42customers and soft jazz was playing in
  1696. 1:16:44the background. I ordered a hot tea and
  1697. 1:16:48gently opened the seal of the envelope
  1698. 1:16:50in a corner booth. Inside were three
  1699. 1:16:53sheets of stationery. My uncle's
  1700. 1:16:56slightly heavy-pressed handwriting was
  1701. 1:16:57lined up densely across them. The moment
  1702. 1:17:01I read the first sentence, I couldn't
  1703. 1:17:03help but let out a small chuckle.
  1704. 1:17:06Natalie, you have always said whatever
  1705. 1:17:09is fine. Way too much. It was something
  1706. 1:17:12my uncle had told me countless times
  1707. 1:17:14since I was a child. It happened when I
  1708. 1:17:18went to visit my uncle's house during
  1709. 1:17:19summer vacation. Whether he asked what I
  1710. 1:17:22wanted to eat or where I wanted to go, I
  1711. 1:17:24always gauged the adults reactions and
  1712. 1:17:26answered, "Anything is fine or if
  1713. 1:17:28whatever is fine." It was so I could be
  1714. 1:17:31a good low-maintenance kid who didn't
  1715. 1:17:32trouble adults with my selfishness.
  1716. 1:17:36But only my uncle would often furrow his
  1717. 1:17:38brow when he saw me do that. Being able
  1718. 1:17:42to accommodate others is your strong
  1719. 1:17:43suit. The words in the letter continued
  1720. 1:17:47as if replaying my uncle's warm voice,
  1721. 1:17:50but if you keep accommodating everyone
  1722. 1:17:52else, you'll eventually lose sight of
  1723. 1:17:54what you actually chose for yourself.
  1724. 1:17:57Reading that line, the smile vanished
  1725. 1:17:59from my face. I felt as if he had looked
  1726. 1:18:03right through my current situation
  1727. 1:18:05because ever since I got married, I had
  1728. 1:18:08become exactly the kind of person my
  1729. 1:18:10uncle described. Not wanting to ruin
  1730. 1:18:13Simon's mood and not wanting to make
  1731. 1:18:15waves with Shirley, I swallowed my own
  1732. 1:18:19opinions and constantly adapted to
  1733. 1:18:21whatever the other person said. I quit
  1734. 1:18:23my job and moved to this town, settling
  1735. 1:18:26close to my in-laws. Even though I was
  1736. 1:18:29hesitant, I accepted it because it was
  1737. 1:18:31what Simon wanted. I had convinced
  1738. 1:18:34myself that this was my strong suit to
  1739. 1:18:37protect my family's peace. But in
  1740. 1:18:40reality, I was just running away from
  1741. 1:18:42conflict. As a result of constantly
  1742. 1:18:45abandoning my right to choose, I had
  1743. 1:18:48just become a convenient, useless tool.
  1744. 1:18:51I took a sip of tea and moved my
  1745. 1:18:54slightly teary eyes to the second page.
  1746. 1:18:56written there were my uncle's thoughts
  1747. 1:18:59on the estate I was inheriting leaving
  1748. 1:19:01you this much money will likely surprise
  1749. 1:19:04and confuse you the procedures for the
  1750. 1:19:07company and real estate are complex and
  1751. 1:19:10you might want to run away but money
  1752. 1:19:12doesn't always make a person free if you
  1753. 1:19:16don't have the habit of making decisions
  1754. 1:19:17for yourself the larger the amount the
  1755. 1:19:20more those around you will try to decide
  1756. 1:19:23for you I gasped The faces of Simon and
  1757. 1:19:27Shirley popped clearly into my mind. The
  1758. 1:19:30moment they learned the figure of $1
  1759. 1:19:31billion, they naturally tried to manage
  1760. 1:19:35my assets. Buying a condo, paying off
  1761. 1:19:38the mortgage, investing in a friend's
  1762. 1:19:41business. If I hadn't said anything,
  1763. 1:19:43they would have gladly tried to decide
  1764. 1:19:46everything in my place because they
  1765. 1:19:48looked down on my ability to make
  1766. 1:19:50decisions and believed that them taking
  1767. 1:19:52control was the right thing to do. Simon
  1768. 1:19:55had said. I just wanted to make sure I
  1769. 1:19:58had a good grasp of the situation, too.
  1770. 1:20:00That wasn't consideration. It was panic
  1771. 1:20:03over losing control. When you don't
  1772. 1:20:07understand, asked the experts. On the
  1773. 1:20:10final page of the letter, those words
  1774. 1:20:11were written with slightly stronger pen
  1775. 1:20:14pressure. Listening to other people's
  1776. 1:20:17opinions is important, but you must not
  1777. 1:20:20be swept away by them. Leaving something
  1778. 1:20:24to someone and letting someone decide
  1779. 1:20:25for you are two different things. Even
  1780. 1:20:28so, in the end, make the choice
  1781. 1:20:30yourself. You must take responsibility
  1782. 1:20:33for your own life. Natalie, I believe
  1783. 1:20:37you can do this. When I finished reading
  1784. 1:20:39the final line, large drops of tears
  1785. 1:20:42spilled from my eyes. I quickly grabbed
  1786. 1:20:45a handkerchief and pressed it to my
  1787. 1:20:48eyes, careful not to get the stationary
  1788. 1:20:50wet. My uncle had been watching over me
  1789. 1:20:52this whole time. He worried more than
  1790. 1:20:55anyone about my habit of laughing things
  1791. 1:20:57off and hiding my own opinions. That's
  1792. 1:21:00exactly why he left me these most
  1793. 1:21:03important words alongside this massive
  1794. 1:21:04fortune. The time I spent as a yes man
  1795. 1:21:08to Simon and surely wasn't a waste. It
  1796. 1:21:11was the time I needed to learn their
  1797. 1:21:13true colors. Holding the letter, I cried
  1798. 1:21:16quietly for a while. They weren't tears
  1799. 1:21:20of sadness. They were tears of relief,
  1800. 1:21:23as if the invisible chains binding me
  1801. 1:21:26were slowly melting away. I felt like I
  1802. 1:21:29had been handed something much heavier
  1803. 1:21:31than $1 billion. It was the resolve to
  1804. 1:21:34stand on my own two feet and live by my
  1805. 1:21:37own will. I will never say whatever is
  1806. 1:21:40fine ever again. I won't surrender the
  1807. 1:21:44right to decide my own life to anyone
  1808. 1:21:45else. I wiped my tears. carefully folded
  1809. 1:21:50the letter and put it back in the
  1810. 1:21:51envelope. Then I tucked it safely into
  1811. 1:21:55the bottom of my purse. When I stepped
  1812. 1:21:58outside, the evening breeze brushed
  1813. 1:22:00pleasantly against my cheeks. The 1
  1814. 1:22:03billion figure, which had felt so heavy
  1815. 1:22:06before, now looked like something else.
  1816. 1:22:08It wasn't something to bind me, but a
  1817. 1:22:12powerful shield for me to stand on my
  1818. 1:22:13own feet. when I get home. Simon's sour
  1819. 1:22:17face and intimidating words will be
  1820. 1:22:19waiting for me again. But I wasn't
  1821. 1:22:22scared anymore. I am just going to do
  1822. 1:22:25what I have to do to take my own life
  1823. 1:22:27back. My steps heading toward the
  1824. 1:22:30station were much lighter and more
  1825. 1:22:32certain than when I left attorney
  1826. 1:22:33Thomas's office a few days ago. Ever.
  1827. 1:22:37Since I read my uncle's letter that day,
  1828. 1:22:39something inside me changed
  1829. 1:22:41definitively.
  1830. 1:22:43Simon's sour attitude and blatant silent
  1831. 1:22:45treatment no longer disturbed my heart.
  1832. 1:22:48The old me would have gotten anxious
  1833. 1:22:50just from hearing him sigh and
  1834. 1:22:52immediately second-guessed my own
  1835. 1:22:54actions. But now I just felt his
  1836. 1:22:58childish intimidation as background
  1837. 1:22:59noise. It was mid July and the intense
  1838. 1:23:03summer heat continued day after day. The
  1839. 1:23:06procedures regarding my uncle's estate
  1840. 1:23:09were moving forward little by little. I
  1841. 1:23:12spent my days communicating with
  1842. 1:23:14attorney Thomas and the others about
  1843. 1:23:16evaluating the private stock and
  1844. 1:23:17clarifying real estate rights. As the
  1845. 1:23:21time I spent in my room staring at
  1846. 1:23:22difficult documents increased, Simon
  1847. 1:23:25seemed to be growing anxious. Realizing
  1848. 1:23:28that I wouldn't fold under his hardline
  1849. 1:23:31attitude, he changed his tactics one
  1850. 1:23:33night. It was when I was drinking tea in
  1851. 1:23:36the living room after cleaning up
  1852. 1:23:37dinner. Natalie, you look pretty busy
  1853. 1:23:40with all those estate procedures. Simon
  1854. 1:23:43stood up from the sofa, sat in the seat
  1855. 1:23:46across from me, and spoke in a soft
  1856. 1:23:48voice. Yeah, but it's moving along
  1857. 1:23:51little by little. I'm making progress
  1858. 1:23:53while having the experts teach me. When
  1859. 1:23:57I answered flatly, Simon flashed a
  1860. 1:23:59gentle smile like an understanding
  1861. 1:24:01husband. About that, I think I should be
  1862. 1:24:05the point of contact after all. It was
  1863. 1:24:08exactly as I predicted. Since his
  1864. 1:24:11aggressive approach of using Shirley to
  1865. 1:24:14corner me failed, he decided to play the
  1866. 1:24:16role of the sweet husband next. You've
  1867. 1:24:19always been bad at negotiations and
  1868. 1:24:21stuff like that. Natalie, listening to
  1869. 1:24:24complicated talk from tax accountants
  1870. 1:24:26and lawyers must be exhausting. So, let
  1871. 1:24:29me step in. The old me might have taken
  1872. 1:24:31those words at face. Value. I would have
  1873. 1:24:35believed he was a reliable husband
  1874. 1:24:36offering to do the things I was bad at,
  1875. 1:24:39said please do and chosen the easy way
  1876. 1:24:42out by handing everything over. But the
  1877. 1:24:45current me could clearly see that he was
  1878. 1:24:47trying to steal my opportunity to think
  1879. 1:24:50for myself. Thank you. But I'm going to
  1880. 1:24:53do it myself. I put my glass on the
  1881. 1:24:57table, looked him in the eye, and
  1882. 1:24:58answered firmly. It's meaningless if I
  1883. 1:25:02don't hear what the experts have to say
  1884. 1:25:03directly. And this is my responsibility.
  1885. 1:25:07At my explicit refusal, the manufactured
  1886. 1:25:10kindness vanished from Simon's face.
  1887. 1:25:13Why? I'm saying this to try and reduce
  1888. 1:25:16your burden. Simon's tone gradually
  1889. 1:25:19reverted to his usual intimidating one.
  1890. 1:25:22It's not a burden. It's what I have to
  1891. 1:25:25do. Look, there's no way someone like
  1892. 1:25:29you who only does freelance bookkeeping
  1893. 1:25:31at home can understand things like real
  1894. 1:25:34estate valuations.
  1895. 1:25:36Ultimately, his condescending view of me
  1896. 1:25:38hadn't changed at all. To him, I had to
  1897. 1:25:41remain the incompetent wife who couldn't
  1898. 1:25:43understand how society works. I don't
  1899. 1:25:47understand it. So, that's why I'm having
  1900. 1:25:48it explained to me properly. And even
  1901. 1:25:52then, I'm the one who will make the
  1902. 1:25:54final decision. When I refused to back
  1903. 1:25:57down an inch, Simon finally raised his
  1904. 1:26:00voice. You need to cut the crap. His
  1905. 1:26:04yelling echoed through the living room.
  1906. 1:26:06He slammed the table and glared at me.
  1907. 1:26:10We're married. Do you really trust me
  1908. 1:26:12that little trust? Using that word as a
  1909. 1:26:17weapon, he was trying to plant guilt in
  1910. 1:26:19me. He was trying to corner me
  1911. 1:26:22emotionally by making it seem like a
  1912. 1:26:24wife who doubts her husband is in the
  1913. 1:26:26wrong. I couldn't help but let out a
  1914. 1:26:28small sigh. You have it backward. When I
  1915. 1:26:32spoke quietly, Simon closed his mouth,
  1916. 1:26:34caught off guard. Backward? What do you
  1917. 1:26:39mean? Because I trusted you. I left too
  1918. 1:26:42many decisions up to you until now. What
  1919. 1:26:46the hell is that? That makes no sense.
  1920. 1:26:49our weekend plans, where we live, our
  1921. 1:26:53relationship with Shirley, how we spend
  1922. 1:26:54our money. I voiced the facts. I had
  1923. 1:26:58been turning a blind eye to one by one.
  1924. 1:27:01If I said whatever is fine, you would
  1925. 1:27:04happily decide for us. I thought
  1926. 1:27:06avoiding conflict and yielding to you
  1927. 1:27:09was what marital trust looked like. But
  1928. 1:27:11I was wrong. I was just running away
  1929. 1:27:15from choosing for myself and taking
  1930. 1:27:16responsibility.
  1931. 1:27:18Simon fell silent with a confused look,
  1932. 1:27:21unable to grasp the true intent of my
  1933. 1:27:23words. From now on, I want to separate
  1934. 1:27:28trusting you from making my own
  1935. 1:27:29decisions. You are my husband, but you
  1936. 1:27:33do not have the right to make decisions
  1937. 1:27:34about my assets for me. When I drew a
  1938. 1:27:38clear boundary, the anger drained from
  1939. 1:27:40Simon's face. What took its place was an
  1940. 1:27:43incredibly flustered, clinging
  1941. 1:27:45expression. Simon stumbled back to the
  1942. 1:27:48sofa and collapsed heavily into it. Then
  1943. 1:27:52he buried his face in his hands,
  1944. 1:27:53hanging, his head low. His intense anger
  1945. 1:27:57subsided, and an indescribable emptiness
  1946. 1:27:59seemed to envelop him. Only the faint
  1947. 1:28:02hum of the AC flowed through the living
  1948. 1:28:04room. Without rushing him, I waited
  1949. 1:28:07quietly for what he would say next. I
  1950. 1:28:09felt that the root of his obsession was
  1951. 1:28:12something else entirely, not just
  1952. 1:28:14wanting the money.
  1953. 1:28:16About 3 minutes of heavy silence passed.
  1954. 1:28:19Eventually, Simon slowly lowered the
  1955. 1:28:22hands covering his face. "I'm scared,"
  1956. 1:28:26the voice that suddenly came. Out was
  1957. 1:28:29incredibly weak and horse. Scared of
  1958. 1:28:31what? When I asked, he stared at the
  1959. 1:28:35floor and muttered softly. "If you have
  1960. 1:28:38that kind of money," he cut off his
  1961. 1:28:41words there and bit his lip tightly. It
  1962. 1:28:44was a terrified expression. He had never
  1963. 1:28:46shown me before. Simon had always
  1964. 1:28:49believed he was superior because he
  1965. 1:28:51earned more and knew how the real world
  1966. 1:28:53worked. He had secretly used my low
  1967. 1:28:57income as a source of comfort because a
  1968. 1:29:00wife who couldn't support herself
  1969. 1:29:02financially could never defy him. He was
  1970. 1:29:04confident that he would never lose his
  1971. 1:29:07place. Even if his mother called me
  1972. 1:29:08useless, looking down on me allowed him
  1973. 1:29:11to maintain absolute dominance and
  1974. 1:29:14security in this house. But now I am
  1975. 1:29:16about to inherit an absurd fortune of $1
  1976. 1:29:20billion.
  1977. 1:29:21I am speaking as an equal with experts
  1978. 1:29:24and beginning to make decisions of my
  1979. 1:29:25own valition. The economic power and
  1980. 1:29:29superiority he used as a foundation to
  1981. 1:29:31control me had completely reversed.
  1982. 1:29:34Simon continued in a shaking small
  1983. 1:29:37voice. I feel like you won't need me
  1984. 1:29:39anymore. That single sentence dropped
  1985. 1:29:42heavily into the silent living room. The
  1986. 1:29:44true identity of the arrogant husband
  1987. 1:29:47trying to manipulate me was just fear.
  1988. 1:29:50The fear of no longer being needed. It
  1989. 1:29:53was the pathetic true confession of a
  1990. 1:29:55man who could only prove his own worth
  1991. 1:29:58by looking down on someone weaker. I
  1992. 1:30:00couldn't offer him words of sympathy or
  1993. 1:30:03comfort him with sweet lies because the
  1994. 1:30:05thing he feared was already becoming a
  1995. 1:30:08reality. Now that I had completely
  1996. 1:30:11rejected his control disguised as
  1997. 1:30:14protection, there was nothing left to
  1998. 1:30:15hold our marriage together. Those words
  1999. 1:30:19tumbling out of Simon's mouth were
  2000. 1:30:20completely unexpected. To me, I had
  2001. 1:30:24begun to assume that what he really
  2002. 1:30:25wanted was the $1 billion
  2003. 1:30:28inheritance itself.
  2004. 1:30:29to make his life easier, to look good
  2005. 1:30:31for his mother, to gain superiority
  2006. 1:30:34among his friends. I thought he just
  2007. 1:30:36wanted to use me as a convenient funding
  2008. 1:30:39source for all that. But it wasn't just
  2009. 1:30:41that. Hearing his terrified, trembling
  2010. 1:30:45voice, the scattered puzzle pieces in my
  2011. 1:30:47mind finally connected. He had always
  2012. 1:30:50been leaning on the fact that he was the
  2013. 1:30:52primary bread winner, that he knew the
  2014. 1:30:56harsh realities of the real world and
  2015. 1:30:57that he was superior.
  2016. 1:31:00Therefore, he held all the
  2017. 1:31:02decision-making power. And as his wife,
  2018. 1:31:05Natalie just silently followed along, he
  2019. 1:31:08was completely comfortable in that
  2020. 1:31:10hierarchical marriage. That was his
  2021. 1:31:12identity, the entirety of his fragile
  2022. 1:31:14pride. as a husband. By looking down on
  2023. 1:31:18me, he maintained absolute dominance and
  2024. 1:31:20found comfort in this house. But now I
  2025. 1:31:24am about to inherit a staggering $1
  2026. 1:31:26billion
  2027. 1:31:27fortune. I am dealing with experts as an
  2028. 1:31:30equal and beginning to initiate things
  2029. 1:31:33on my own. The economic power and
  2030. 1:31:36superiority he used to justify
  2031. 1:31:37controlling me have been entirely
  2032. 1:31:40flipped. He can no longer control me
  2033. 1:31:42under the guise of looking down on and
  2034. 1:31:45protecting a weaker being. That terror
  2035. 1:31:47was the link to all of his bizarre
  2036. 1:31:50behavior since the day he learned of the
  2037. 1:31:511 billion dollar figure. I look down at
  2038. 1:31:55my husband who sat motionless with his
  2039. 1:31:57face buried in his hands. If I make my
  2040. 1:32:00own choices, does that mean you won't be
  2041. 1:32:01needed by me anymore? Simon. At my quiet
  2042. 1:32:05question, Simon shook his head slightly
  2043. 1:32:07without uncovering his face.
  2044. 1:32:11No, but then why do you hate it when I
  2045. 1:32:14decide things for myself? My husband
  2046. 1:32:17couldn't answer. If he put his true
  2047. 1:32:20feelings into words, he would be
  2048. 1:32:22completely admitting to his own
  2049. 1:32:24shallowess. It was the moment the four
  2050. 1:32:27the family excuse he had always touted
  2051. 1:32:29was exposed as a blatant lie. In the
  2052. 1:32:33silent living room, I stared at my glass
  2053. 1:32:35of iced tea, watching his pathetic
  2054. 1:32:38display. A truth I had to admit about
  2055. 1:32:40myself also floated to the surface.
  2056. 1:32:43Simon's arrogance wasn't the only thing
  2057. 1:32:45that created this twisted relationship.
  2058. 1:32:47I think I was at fault, too. When I said
  2059. 1:32:50that unexpectedly, Simon's head snapped
  2060. 1:32:53up. He probably expected me to keep
  2061. 1:32:56throwing accusations at him. He stared
  2062. 1:32:59at me as if looking at something
  2063. 1:33:01unbelievable. Whenever something
  2064. 1:33:04unpleasant happened, I said, "It's fine.
  2065. 1:33:06Way too much." I slowly looked back on
  2066. 1:33:10the past few years of our marriage. When
  2067. 1:33:12you were suddenly transferred, I really
  2068. 1:33:15didn't want to quit my corporate job,
  2069. 1:33:18but I convinced myself it was a wife's
  2070. 1:33:20duty to support you in a new town, and I
  2071. 1:33:22swallowed my own desires.
  2072. 1:33:25Simon said nothing and listened silently
  2073. 1:33:28to my words. When Shirley showed up
  2074. 1:33:31unannounced and complained about the
  2075. 1:33:33inside of our fridge and when she mocked
  2076. 1:33:35my work from home job as tinkering with
  2077. 1:33:37spreadsheets, I was actually so
  2078. 1:33:40frustrated. I wanted to scream back at
  2079. 1:33:42her. But I knew you'd be stuck in the
  2080. 1:33:45middle and hate it. So I just smiled and
  2081. 1:33:47let it go. The specific memories of my
  2082. 1:33:51compromises spilled from my lips one by
  2083. 1:33:53one. It was the same with our weekend
  2084. 1:33:56plans. Even on days I wanted to rest if
  2085. 1:33:59you told me to go shopping with. Surely
  2086. 1:34:02I forced a smile and went along. When we
  2087. 1:34:05were short on cash and I was doing
  2088. 1:34:07bookkeeping until midnight, you never
  2089. 1:34:09tried to reduce your own spending money.
  2090. 1:34:13I hated arguing. I was terrified of
  2091. 1:34:15making waves, so I just kept giving into
  2092. 1:34:18you. Simon's eyes wavered slightly.
  2093. 1:34:21Perhaps he finally realized that I
  2094. 1:34:24wasn't just a brainless, obedient wife,
  2095. 1:34:26but that I had been fully aware and
  2096. 1:34:29enduring it all. I thought that was
  2097. 1:34:31peace, I said quietly, as if
  2098. 1:34:34reprimanding myself. If I killed my own
  2099. 1:34:38opinions and propped you up, this house
  2100. 1:34:40would run smoothly. I tried to convince
  2101. 1:34:43myself that this was the smart way for a
  2102. 1:34:45wife to live and that it meant
  2103. 1:34:48protecting the family. That is exactly
  2104. 1:34:50why. No matter how coldly surely treated
  2105. 1:34:53me, my top priority was never making
  2106. 1:34:55waves. But I was wrong. It wasn't
  2107. 1:35:00peaceful. I was just slowly
  2108. 1:35:01disappearing. Those words seemed to
  2109. 1:35:05pierce straight through Simon's chest.
  2110. 1:35:07The peace he sought was nothing but an
  2111. 1:35:10illusion built on my self-rerasure. He
  2112. 1:35:12could only feel secure by completely
  2113. 1:35:15ignoring my feelings and dignity as an
  2114. 1:35:17individual. and I too had abandoned
  2115. 1:35:21thinking for myself, running away from
  2116. 1:35:23responsibility by playing a supporting
  2117. 1:35:26character in someone else's life. The
  2118. 1:35:28conversation I heard at the front door
  2119. 1:35:31that evening echoed in my ears once
  2120. 1:35:33more. Shirley's words, "Hurry up and
  2121. 1:35:36divorce that useless woman." My
  2122. 1:35:39husband's voice, "I'm not thinking about
  2123. 1:35:41it right now." He didn't refuse to
  2124. 1:35:44defend me back then just because he was
  2125. 1:35:47indecisive.
  2126. 1:35:48It was because siding with his mother
  2127. 1:35:50and continually looking down on me was
  2128. 1:35:52the most comfortable position for him to
  2129. 1:35:54be in. If that $1 billion
  2130. 1:35:57hadn't suddenly appeared, I probably
  2131. 1:35:59would have gone my whole life without
  2132. 1:36:01realizing I was fading away. My uncle
  2133. 1:36:04definitely saw right through that.
  2134. 1:36:07That's exactly why he left me that
  2135. 1:36:09letter. Money doesn't always make a
  2136. 1:36:12person free. If you don't have the habit
  2137. 1:36:15of making decisions for yourself, the
  2138. 1:36:17larger the amount, the more those around
  2139. 1:36:20you will try to decide for you. In the
  2140. 1:36:22end, make the choice yourself. My
  2141. 1:36:26uncle's words sank deeply into my heart
  2142. 1:36:28once again. I no longer need a fake
  2143. 1:36:32piece obtained by erasing myself, no
  2144. 1:36:34matter how tedious or hurtful it gets. I
  2145. 1:36:38want to stand on my own two feet and
  2146. 1:36:39choose my own life. I clearly understood
  2147. 1:36:43that this was what fulfilling the
  2148. 1:36:44responsibility my uncle left me truly
  2149. 1:36:47meant. Natalie, I Simon opened his mouth
  2150. 1:36:51as if trying to gloss over things, but
  2151. 1:36:55he probably knew better than anyone that
  2152. 1:36:57would ever came out would only sound
  2153. 1:36:59like an empty excuse. Ultimately, he
  2154. 1:37:02swallowed his words and closed his mouth
  2155. 1:37:05tightly once more. I didn't feel like
  2156. 1:37:07pressing him any further. The anger and
  2157. 1:37:11sadness had already completely passed.
  2158. 1:37:14All that remained was a quiet
  2159. 1:37:16resignation toward a relationship that
  2160. 1:37:18was already over. What you wanted wasn't
  2161. 1:37:21an equal wife to support you. You just
  2162. 1:37:24wanted a convenient subject to rule
  2163. 1:37:26over. Someone who would look up to you
  2164. 1:37:28and silently obey whatever you decided.
  2165. 1:37:32Simon said nothing. No, he couldn't say
  2166. 1:37:35anything because I had completely seen
  2167. 1:37:39through his ugliest weakness and shoved
  2168. 1:37:40it in his face. No, no matter what
  2169. 1:37:44logical arguments he tried to wield now,
  2170. 1:37:46no matter how much he faked his family
  2171. 1:37:49love, it would never reach my heart
  2172. 1:37:50again. That fact plunged him into a deep
  2173. 1:37:54silence. I picked up the glass from the
  2174. 1:37:57table and headed to the kitchen. The
  2175. 1:38:00presence of my husband I felt behind me
  2176. 1:38:02was no longer the large
  2177. 1:38:04intimidating force it once was. All that
  2178. 1:38:07was there was a pathetic man who had
  2179. 1:38:09lost his safe hiding place known as of a
  2180. 1:38:11wife. Terrified by his own true
  2181. 1:38:14reflection.
  2182. 1:38:15Our marriage completely lost all meaning
  2183. 1:38:17that night. I placed the glass in the
  2184. 1:38:21kitchen sink and quietly let the water
  2185. 1:38:22run. The sound of the flowing water felt
  2186. 1:38:26like it was washing away the marriage we
  2187. 1:38:27had built on lies. Starting tomorrow, I
  2188. 1:38:30had to begin making concrete
  2189. 1:38:32preparations for separation and divorce.
  2190. 1:38:35The real battle to take back my life
  2191. 1:38:37starts here. It was early August, 2
  2192. 1:38:41weeks after that decisive argument. The
  2193. 1:38:44air in the house was freezing and I
  2194. 1:38:46barely spoke to Simon. He seemed to be
  2195. 1:38:49waiting for me to apologize, but I was
  2196. 1:38:52fully absorbed in my work and confirming
  2197. 1:38:54the estate inventory. Between work
  2198. 1:38:57sessions, I was secretly preparing to
  2199. 1:38:59move out. Knowing the inheritance
  2200. 1:39:02procedures would take time, I consulted
  2201. 1:39:04with attorney Thomas and decided to rent
  2202. 1:39:07a short-term apartment in the city. My
  2203. 1:39:10current savings were more than enough to
  2204. 1:39:12cover my immediate living expenses and
  2205. 1:39:14the move. I hadn't touched a single
  2206. 1:39:18scent of the $1 billion yet, but a solid
  2207. 1:39:20confidence was already budding in my
  2208. 1:39:23heart. On a Saturday afternoon, while
  2209. 1:39:25Simon was lazily watching TV in the
  2210. 1:39:28living room, I dragged my packed
  2211. 1:39:30suitcase out of the bedroom. At the
  2212. 1:39:32clattering sound of the wheels, Simon
  2213. 1:39:35took his eyes off the TV. Hey, what is
  2214. 1:39:38that? Are you going somewhere? As my
  2215. 1:39:42husband stood up in surprise, I quietly
  2216. 1:39:44placed a stack of legal papers on the
  2217. 1:39:47living room table. These are the divorce
  2218. 1:39:50settlement papers. I've already signed
  2219. 1:39:53everything on my end, so you just need
  2220. 1:39:55to sign them and submit them. Simon
  2221. 1:39:58looked back and forth between the papers
  2222. 1:40:00and me as if seeing something
  2223. 1:40:03unbelievable.
  2224. 1:40:04Are you seriously saying this? Yes, I'm
  2225. 1:40:09serious. I'm going to be busy with the
  2226. 1:40:11estate procedures and there's no point
  2227. 1:40:14in me living in this house anymore. When
  2228. 1:40:16I announced it flatly, Simon's face
  2229. 1:40:19turned bright red and he yelled, "Don't
  2230. 1:40:22be so selfish. I will never sign those
  2231. 1:40:26papers. You don't have to. I'll just
  2232. 1:40:29establish a record of separation and
  2233. 1:40:31take it to mediation or court if I have
  2234. 1:40:34to. Just because you got some money,
  2235. 1:40:36don't get so cocky." Faced with my
  2236. 1:40:40ruthlessly calm demeanor, Simon seemed
  2237. 1:40:42to fall into a complete panic. Deep
  2238. 1:40:46down, he still hadn't believed I would
  2239. 1:40:48actually leave the house. Simon pulled
  2240. 1:40:51out his phone and started making a call
  2241. 1:40:53with trembling. Hands. Mom, it's me. You
  2242. 1:40:59need to come over right now. Natalie
  2243. 1:41:01saying she's moving out. I let out a
  2244. 1:41:05small sigh. Right up until the very end,
  2245. 1:41:08he couldn't solve anything without
  2246. 1:41:10relying on his mother. Still, I figured
  2247. 1:41:13it was a good opportunity to settle
  2248. 1:41:16things directly with Shirley before I
  2249. 1:41:17left. Less than 10. Minutes later, I
  2250. 1:41:21heard the front door violently swing
  2251. 1:41:23open. Natalie, what is the meaning of
  2252. 1:41:27this? Shirley tumbled into the living
  2253. 1:41:30room, her face pale without even taking
  2254. 1:41:33her shoes off properly. Her eyes
  2255. 1:41:35immediately locked onto my suitcase and
  2256. 1:41:38the divorce papers sitting on the table.
  2257. 1:41:40I heard from Simon on the phone. Are you
  2258. 1:41:44seriously leaving the house? Yes, I've
  2259. 1:41:47already made my decision. When I
  2260. 1:41:50answered quietly, Shirley let out a
  2261. 1:41:52half-crazed shriek. I won't allow such a
  2262. 1:41:56thing. This was the same person who used
  2263. 1:41:59to say divorce that useless woman right
  2264. 1:42:02now. Now she was acting like a tragic
  2265. 1:42:05heroine. Desperately trying to stop me.
  2266. 1:42:08Marriage is about supporting each other
  2267. 1:42:10through thick and thin. You don't just
  2268. 1:42:13easily say divorce over a little
  2269. 1:42:16misunderstanding.
  2270. 1:42:18Are you planning to abandon Simon and
  2271. 1:42:19me? Her blatant 180° turn made me feel a
  2272. 1:42:24deep exhaustion rather than anger. what
  2273. 1:42:27she meant by supporting was synonymous
  2274. 1:42:29with not letting go of a daughter-in-law
  2275. 1:42:32who held $1 billion.
  2276. 1:42:34I let go of the handle of my suitcase
  2277. 1:42:36and looked straight into Shirley's eyes.
  2278. 1:42:40Shirley, what marriage is about
  2279. 1:42:44supporting each other? Did you really
  2280. 1:42:46believe that before I inherited the
  2281. 1:42:49money? At my quiet question, Shirley's
  2282. 1:42:52face twitched and froze. Well, of of
  2283. 1:42:56course I did. We're family. That's
  2284. 1:42:59funny. I finally voiced the words I had
  2285. 1:43:03kept locked deep in my chest. I was
  2286. 1:43:06useless just a little while ago, wasn't
  2287. 1:43:09I? The moment she heard those words,
  2288. 1:43:11Shirley gasped and Simon's face went
  2289. 1:43:14pale. They both realized for the first
  2290. 1:43:17time that I had heard their conversation
  2291. 1:43:19at the front door that day. She's almost
  2292. 1:43:2240 years old and all she does is tinker
  2293. 1:43:26with spreadsheets at home. She doesn't
  2294. 1:43:28have kids. She hardly brings any real
  2295. 1:43:32money into the house. I repeated her
  2296. 1:43:35words from that day verbatim. You said
  2297. 1:43:38very clearly, "You need to hurry up and
  2298. 1:43:40divorce that useless woman. Didn't you?"
  2299. 1:43:44Shirley's mouth opened and closed like a
  2300. 1:43:46goldfish. T that was just a figure of
  2301. 1:43:50speech. I was a little irritated at the
  2302. 1:43:52time. As my mother-in-law scrambled for
  2303. 1:43:56excuses, I looked down at her coldly.
  2304. 1:43:59Does the meaning of words change for $1
  2305. 1:44:02billion? When I cut in sharply, surely
  2306. 1:44:05was completely at a loss. Four words.
  2307. 1:44:08Her face turned bright red as her eyes
  2308. 1:44:10darted around her mouth moving
  2309. 1:44:13desperately trying to find a comeback.
  2310. 1:44:16It was the moment her malice was
  2311. 1:44:18rendered completely powerless in the
  2312. 1:44:20face of the reality of massive wealth.
  2313. 1:44:22Don't screw with me. Are you going to
  2314. 1:44:25abandon your family just because you got
  2315. 1:44:27your hands on all that money? The bond
  2316. 1:44:30of marriage isn't something you can buy.
  2317. 1:44:32Do you know how much Simon has provided
  2318. 1:44:34for you all this time? You ungrateful
  2319. 1:44:37brat. Do you even have a human heart?
  2320. 1:44:41Shirley's words became incoherent.
  2321. 1:44:43Laying bare only her raw malice as she
  2322. 1:44:45tried to hurt me. I didn't even feel
  2323. 1:44:48like arguing back. I just stared at her
  2324. 1:44:51with pity. It happened then. Mom, that's
  2325. 1:44:55enough. Simon, who had been silent the
  2326. 1:44:58whole time, finally opened his heavy
  2327. 1:45:01mouth. I thought he was going to defend
  2328. 1:45:04his mother again by saying, "She didn't
  2329. 1:45:06mean any harm." It was the same old
  2330. 1:45:09phrase. The catchphrase used to force me
  2331. 1:45:12to endure things to avoid conflict. But
  2332. 1:45:16this time, the words that followed were
  2333. 1:45:18different. That's enough. Don't say
  2334. 1:45:22anything else to Natalie. I opened my
  2335. 1:45:24eyes slightly and stared at my husband.
  2336. 1:45:28Simon didn't defend his mother. He
  2337. 1:45:30clearly told her to stop attacking me.
  2338. 1:45:34Shirley looked at her own son with eyes
  2339. 1:45:35that couldn't believe what they were
  2340. 1:45:37seeing. Simon, why on earth? We were the
  2341. 1:45:42ones in the wrong so please just stop. A
  2342. 1:45:47deep despair like he had given up on
  2343. 1:45:50everything was etched into Simon's face.
  2344. 1:45:53He stopped his mother's verbal abuse and
  2345. 1:45:56for the first time drew a clear
  2346. 1:45:57boundary. This was the husbandly figure
  2347. 1:46:01I had wanted from him for the several
  2348. 1:46:02years since we got married to step
  2349. 1:46:06between his mother and me and protect me
  2350. 1:46:08as a husband. But it was far too late.
  2351. 1:46:11The love I had for him and our bond as a
  2352. 1:46:13married couple had already grown
  2353. 1:46:15completely cold and shattered into
  2354. 1:46:17pieces. If I had heard these words at
  2355. 1:46:19the front door that day, maybe the
  2356. 1:46:22future would have changed a little.
  2357. 1:46:24Thank you, Simon. I said it with genuine
  2358. 1:46:28gratitude. That's the first time you've
  2359. 1:46:30ever drawn a line between me and
  2360. 1:46:33Shirley. Simon's face contorted and he
  2361. 1:46:36looked back at me as if he were about to
  2362. 1:46:38cry. I made sure to burn that face into
  2363. 1:46:41my memory so I would remember the
  2364. 1:46:43boundary he drew for me at the very end.
  2365. 1:46:46But even so, I wouldn't use it as a
  2366. 1:46:49reason to continue this twisted
  2367. 1:46:50marriage. Goodbye. I left them with just
  2368. 1:46:55those words and placed my apartment key
  2369. 1:46:57on the table. I pulled my suitcase
  2370. 1:47:00toward the door and no one chased after
  2371. 1:47:02my back. When I opened the front door
  2372. 1:47:06and stepped outside, the intense August
  2373. 1:47:08sun and heat enveloped me. The hum of
  2374. 1:47:10the summer heat felt almost deafening,
  2375. 1:47:13but the sound of my suitcase wheels
  2376. 1:47:16rolling across the asphalt felt
  2377. 1:47:17incredibly soothing to me now. I was now
  2378. 1:47:21shouldering the heavy burden of $1
  2379. 1:47:22billion, but my heart felt lighter than
  2380. 1:47:25ever. Before the summer sky I looked up
  2381. 1:47:28at was endlessly blue, high, and clear.
  2382. 1:47:32I will never bend myself to appease
  2383. 1:47:34someone else's mood ever again. It was
  2384. 1:47:37the first step toward walking on my own
  2385. 1:47:40two feet. I had finally been able to
  2386. 1:47:42take it. After leaving the house, my new
  2387. 1:47:46life progressed at an unbelievable
  2388. 1:47:48speed. Using the short-term apartment in
  2389. 1:47:50the city as my base, I commuted to
  2390. 1:47:52attorney. Thomas's office and my uncle's
  2391. 1:47:55company almost every day. The process of
  2392. 1:47:59inheriting a $1 billion estate was much
  2393. 1:48:01more complex and grueling than I had
  2394. 1:48:03imagined how to evaluate and transfer
  2395. 1:48:06the company's shares. Should I keep the
  2396. 1:48:10older real estate properties in
  2397. 1:48:11Manhattan and Boston or sell the land to
  2398. 1:48:13cover the tax payments mountains of
  2399. 1:48:17paperwork in a constant barrage of
  2400. 1:48:18technical jargon I had never seen before
  2401. 1:48:21gave me endless headaches in meetings. I
  2402. 1:48:24said I don't understand countless times.
  2403. 1:48:28But it wasn't like the old me. Just
  2404. 1:48:31because I didn't understand didn't mean
  2405. 1:48:33I was going to pawn it all off on
  2406. 1:48:35someone else like Simon or Shirley
  2407. 1:48:37would. They were words used to get the
  2408. 1:48:40experts to explain the parts one didn't
  2409. 1:48:42get until I was satisfied. I asked the
  2410. 1:48:45tax accountant about how the tax system
  2411. 1:48:48worked and I pressed the company
  2412. 1:48:49executives on their current business
  2413. 1:48:52challenges.
  2414. 1:48:53Sometimes I even sought the opinion of a
  2415. 1:48:55third party real estate appraiser that
  2416. 1:48:58attorney Thomas introduced me to. After
  2417. 1:49:00hearing various people's opinions, I
  2418. 1:49:03made sure to make the final decisions
  2419. 1:49:05myself regarding the logistics company
  2420. 1:49:08my uncle left behind. I didn't take the
  2421. 1:49:10seat of president. I had no experience
  2422. 1:49:14in the logistics industry nor the
  2423. 1:49:16management knowledge to led dozens of
  2424. 1:49:18employees. That is exactly why I decided
  2425. 1:49:21to leave the actual
  2426. 1:49:23operations to Mr. Miller and the other
  2427. 1:49:25executives who knew the business inside
  2428. 1:49:28and out, as the owner of the company, I
  2429. 1:49:30hold the ultimate responsibility.
  2430. 1:49:33But I want to leave the actual
  2431. 1:49:35management to all of you, the
  2432. 1:49:37professionals. When I told them that,
  2433. 1:49:40Mr. Miller showed a relieved yet
  2434. 1:49:42determined expression. Owning something
  2435. 1:49:45and being able to do everything yourself
  2436. 1:49:47are two different things. Knowing your
  2437. 1:49:49limits, delegating to the right people,
  2438. 1:49:51and accepting
  2439. 1:49:53responsibility.
  2440. 1:49:54I slowly learned that this too is an
  2441. 1:49:57important part of deciding for yourself.
  2442. 1:50:00Meanwhile, discussions regarding my
  2443. 1:50:02divorce from Simon were also progressing
  2444. 1:50:05through my lawyer. At first, Simon tried
  2445. 1:50:08to act tough and swore he'd never sign
  2446. 1:50:11the papers, but me moving out seemed to
  2447. 1:50:13force reality upon him. When he realized
  2448. 1:50:17I was seriously preparing to take it to
  2449. 1:50:18court, he gradually lost the will to
  2450. 1:50:21resist. Shirley also apparently tried to
  2451. 1:50:24force her way into my apartment a few
  2452. 1:50:27times. However, because attorney Thomas
  2453. 1:50:30issued strict warnings as my
  2454. 1:50:32representative, I never had to see her
  2455. 1:50:34face to face. As for the division of
  2456. 1:50:38assets, since the estate I inherited is
  2457. 1:50:40considered separate property, Simon
  2458. 1:50:42wouldn't get a single scent of it. It
  2459. 1:50:45simply ended with us. Dividing the
  2460. 1:50:47meager savings we held jointly and the
  2461. 1:50:49equity in the apartment. Compared to the
  2462. 1:50:51absurd sum of $1 billion, it was truly a
  2463. 1:50:54microscopic amount. Late October, when
  2464. 1:50:57the signs of autumn began to deepen, the
  2465. 1:50:59divorce papers were accepted by the
  2466. 1:51:02court, and Simon and I legally became
  2467. 1:51:04complete strangers. That afternoon, I
  2468. 1:51:08had promised to meet Simon at a coffee
  2469. 1:51:09shop near the station. It was to make
  2470. 1:51:13the final administrative confirmations
  2471. 1:51:15such as changing the billing info for
  2472. 1:51:17some utilities that were in his name.
  2473. 1:51:20Sitting in a booth at the back of the
  2474. 1:51:22coffee shop, Simon looked much older
  2475. 1:51:24than he had a few months ago. His suit,
  2476. 1:51:28which was normally well-kept, was
  2477. 1:51:30wrinkled, and he had dark circles under
  2478. 1:51:31his eyes. When I sat in the seat across
  2479. 1:51:35from him, he gave a weak nod. Sorry for
  2480. 1:51:39making you come all the way out here.
  2481. 1:51:42No, it's fine. This is really the last
  2482. 1:51:46of the paperwork. We mechanically went
  2483. 1:51:48through the documents. There was nothing
  2484. 1:51:52left tying us together and I didn't even
  2485. 1:51:54feel anger or hatred bubbling up. Just
  2486. 1:51:57as we finished confirming everything and
  2487. 1:51:59I was about to stand up, it happened.
  2488. 1:52:02Hey, Natalie. Simon stopped me,
  2489. 1:52:05squeezing the words out of his throat.
  2490. 1:52:08What is it?" He wrapped both hands
  2491. 1:52:11around his coffee cup on the table and
  2492. 1:52:12muttered, "If you hadn't inherited all
  2493. 1:52:15that money, if there was no money, would
  2494. 1:52:17we not have gotten divorced?" His voice
  2495. 1:52:20had a terribly pathetic ring to it,
  2496. 1:52:22caught somewhere between regret and
  2497. 1:52:25lingering attachment. I stayed in my
  2498. 1:52:27seat and thought for a moment. If my
  2499. 1:52:31uncle hadn't left me $1 billion and I
  2500. 1:52:33had just stayed a work from home
  2501. 1:52:35freelancer, "You're right. We probably
  2502. 1:52:39wouldn't have gotten divorced." When I
  2503. 1:52:42answered honestly, Simon's face
  2504. 1:52:44contorted in pain. "Money really does
  2505. 1:52:47ruin people, huh? I guess if you have
  2506. 1:52:49money, you don't need a useless husband
  2507. 1:52:52like me anymore." He laughed
  2508. 1:52:54self-deprecatingly, trying to blame his
  2509. 1:52:57own misery on the money. Until the very
  2510. 1:53:00end, he refused to face his own
  2511. 1:53:03weaknesses.
  2512. 1:53:04You're wrong, Simon. At my quiet voice,
  2513. 1:53:08he looked up. The money didn't cause our
  2514. 1:53:11divorce. Then what did the fact the
  2515. 1:53:15second you got that money? You changed
  2516. 1:53:19the money just made me see the things I
  2517. 1:53:20had been trying not to look at.
  2518. 1:53:24When I stated it clearly, Simon gasped.
  2519. 1:53:27Your arrogance and Shirley's malice,
  2520. 1:53:30which I pretended not to see, and my own
  2521. 1:53:33endurance and dignity as a human being,
  2522. 1:53:35which you pretended not to see. The
  2523. 1:53:38money acted like a bright spotlight. And
  2524. 1:53:41because of it, all the shadows that were
  2525. 1:53:43hiding were brought into sharp focus.
  2526. 1:53:46That's all it was. Simon powerlessly
  2527. 1:53:49dropped his gaze. He probably had no
  2528. 1:53:53arguments or excuses left. Deep down, I
  2529. 1:53:56think he knew that what I was saying was
  2530. 1:53:59right. Well, then take care of yourself.
  2531. 1:54:02I bowed my head slightly, picked up the
  2532. 1:54:05check, and stood up. He tried to say
  2533. 1:54:08something at the very end, moving his
  2534. 1:54:10lips, but before it became a voice, I
  2535. 1:54:12turned my back to him. When I opened the
  2536. 1:54:16coffee shop door and stepped outside,
  2537. 1:54:18the cool autumn wind brushed against my
  2538. 1:54:21cheeks. The leaves were beginning to
  2539. 1:54:23change colors and the city was preparing
  2540. 1:54:26to welcome a new season. I took a deep
  2541. 1:54:29breath and looked up at the sky. It was
  2542. 1:54:32truly over now. My life of adapting to
  2543. 1:54:35him and tiptoeing around his moods
  2544. 1:54:38completely dropped its curtains today.
  2545. 1:54:40The smartphone in my hand vibrated,
  2546. 1:54:43notifying me of a message from attorney
  2547. 1:54:45Thomas. The paperwork has been completed
  2548. 1:54:49successfully. I look forward to our
  2549. 1:54:51meeting tomorrow. I stared at the
  2550. 1:54:54screen, looked straight ahead, and began
  2551. 1:54:56walking. I think this is what it means
  2552. 1:55:00to hold a $1 billion fortune. No one is
  2553. 1:55:03going to live my life for me, and no one
  2554. 1:55:06is going to take responsibility for my
  2555. 1:55:08decisions. I realized for the first time
  2556. 1:55:11that embracing that weight is what true
  2557. 1:55:13freedom is. Exactly one year has passed
  2558. 1:55:17since my divorce from Simon was
  2559. 1:55:18finalized. I am currently sitting around
  2560. 1:55:21a table with several experts in a rented
  2561. 1:55:24boardroom in Boston. We are here to
  2562. 1:55:26discuss the future management strategy
  2563. 1:55:29for one of the real estate properties I
  2564. 1:55:31took over from my uncle. On the agenda
  2565. 1:55:34is an old commercial building located
  2566. 1:55:36near downtown. It is 40 years old and
  2567. 1:55:40waves of deterioration are creeping in
  2568. 1:55:43everywhere. Should we spend a massive
  2569. 1:55:45amount of money to do a large scale
  2570. 1:55:48renovation or should we ask the current
  2571. 1:55:50tenants to vacate and sell the property
  2572. 1:55:52as is? The representative from the
  2573. 1:55:54property management company continued
  2574. 1:55:56his explanation while flipping through a
  2575. 1:55:59thick stack of documents. This is the
  2576. 1:56:02projected yield over the next 10 years
  2577. 1:56:04if we renovate. On the other hand, the
  2578. 1:56:08next page shows the asset value if we
  2579. 1:56:10sell it in its current state. The words
  2580. 1:56:13flying out of the representative's mouth
  2581. 1:56:15were nothing but technical numbers and
  2582. 1:56:17unfamiliar jargon. The old me would have
  2583. 1:56:20gotten a headache 10 minutes in and
  2584. 1:56:23given up on thinking entirely. I would
  2585. 1:56:25have just flashed a fake smile and said,
  2586. 1:56:28"I'll leave it to all of you experts."
  2587. 1:56:30But I was different today. "Excuse me,
  2588. 1:56:34could you wait a moment?" I interrupted
  2589. 1:56:36the representative as he continued his
  2590. 1:56:39explanation, keeping the documents open
  2591. 1:56:41in front of me. "Could you go back one
  2592. 1:56:44page?" I pointed to a section I had
  2593. 1:56:47marked with a sticky note and looked
  2594. 1:56:49straight into the representative's eyes.
  2595. 1:56:52"Could you explain the calculation for
  2596. 1:56:54this yield in detail one more time
  2597. 1:56:57prompted by my question. The
  2598. 1:56:58representative
  2599. 1:57:00straightened his posture slightly and
  2600. 1:57:01carefully reexplained it from the
  2601. 1:57:04beginning. I nodded along repeatedly
  2602. 1:57:07asking questions about the parts one
  2603. 1:57:08didn't understand. An hour later, when I
  2604. 1:57:12was finally satisfied with all the
  2605. 1:57:14explanations, I put my pen down. I
  2606. 1:57:17understand the situation perfectly now.
  2607. 1:57:20Thank you very much. So, should we
  2608. 1:57:23proceed with the renovation plan? The
  2609. 1:57:26representative asked expectantly, but I
  2610. 1:57:28quietly shook my head. No, I don't think
  2611. 1:57:32we should decide yet. It's too dangerous
  2612. 1:57:35to rush a conclusion at this stage when
  2613. 1:57:38the surrounding redevelopment plans are
  2614. 1:57:39still unclear. Please give me another 6
  2615. 1:57:43months to observe the tenants situation
  2616. 1:57:45and the market trends before making a
  2617. 1:57:48decision. When I passed judgment in my
  2618. 1:57:50own words, the representative, nodded
  2619. 1:57:53deeply, convinced it happened after the
  2620. 1:57:56meeting ended. As I was packing the
  2621. 1:57:58documents into my bag, "You are really
  2622. 1:58:01dedicated to learning, Natalie." The
  2623. 1:58:05representative spoke to me in a light
  2624. 1:58:07conversational tone. "It must have been
  2625. 1:58:09a struggle in the beginning with all the
  2626. 1:58:12technical jargon. Yes, every day is
  2627. 1:58:16still a learning experience. When it
  2628. 1:58:18comes to making decisions about such
  2629. 1:58:21large assets, do you also consult with
  2630. 1:58:23your family? The representative probably
  2631. 1:58:26meant nothing by the question, but those
  2632. 1:58:29words made me recall for just a split.
  2633. 1:58:32Second, that summer evening over a year
  2634. 1:58:34ago, the cold front door, Shirley's
  2635. 1:58:38voice echoing, divorce that useless
  2636. 1:58:40woman right now. The indecisive voice of
  2637. 1:58:44my ex-husband Simon answering I'm not
  2638. 1:58:47thinking about it right now. The me from
  2639. 1:58:50that day might have convinced myself
  2640. 1:58:52that I couldn't decide anything without
  2641. 1:58:54asking my husband. Terrified of him
  2642. 1:58:57getting in a bad mood. I lived my life
  2643. 1:59:00surrendering all decision-making power
  2644. 1:59:01to him. But the current me no longer has
  2645. 1:59:05an arrogant family trying to make my
  2646. 1:59:06decisions for me. I put all the
  2647. 1:59:10documents into my bag and zipped it up
  2648. 1:59:11securely. I do consult with all of you
  2649. 1:59:15experts like this. Yes, but the one who
  2650. 1:59:19makes the final decision is me. When I
  2651. 1:59:22smiled and answered firmly, the
  2652. 1:59:24representative nodded normally.
  2653. 1:59:26Understood. We will continue to support
  2654. 1:59:30you fully. That was all it was. the fact
  2655. 1:59:34that I make my own decisions was not
  2656. 1:59:36denied by anyone but accepted as
  2657. 1:59:38completely normal. That quiet exchange
  2658. 1:59:41felt incredibly comforting to me. When I
  2659. 1:59:44stepped outside the building where the
  2660. 1:59:46boardroom was, the cold autumn wind
  2661. 1:59:48fluttered the hem of my coat. Fallen
  2662. 1:59:51leaves rolled across the sidewalk with a
  2663. 1:59:53dry rustling sound. Just because I
  2664. 1:59:57inherited an absurd $1 billion fortune
  2665. 1:59:59doesn't mean I suddenly became a genius.
  2666. 2:00:03There are still plenty of things I don't
  2667. 2:00:04understand. I might even make the wrong
  2668. 2:00:08judgment and end up regretting it. Even
  2669. 2:00:11so, I am finally starting to understand
  2670. 2:00:14the meaning of that letter my uncle left
  2671. 2:00:15for me. Having money and being free are
  2672. 2:00:19not the same thing. No matter how much
  2673. 2:00:22money you have, if you leave your
  2674. 2:00:24decisions to someone else, it's the
  2675. 2:00:26exact same as being someone's slave.
  2676. 2:00:30Being able to entrust practical tasks to
  2677. 2:00:32someone and having someone decide your
  2678. 2:00:34life for you are also two different
  2679. 2:00:36things. And above all being loved by
  2680. 2:00:40your family and living exactly the way
  2681. 2:00:41your family wants you to are absolutely
  2682. 2:00:44not the same thing. I will never again
  2683. 2:00:47say whatever is fine just to avoid being
  2684. 2:00:50disliked by someone. I will take
  2685. 2:00:52responsibility for my choices and walk
  2686. 2:00:55through this world on my own two feet. I
  2687. 2:00:58believe that resolve itself is the
  2688. 2:01:00greatest inheritance my uncle wanted to
  2689. 2:01:02leave me. While walking toward the
  2690. 2:01:05subway station, my smartphone vibrated
  2691. 2:01:07in my coat pocket. When I looked at the
  2692. 2:01:11screen, a message had arrived from my
  2693. 2:01:13mom back home. How about lunch this
  2694. 2:01:16Sunday? I stopped walking and opened my
  2695. 2:01:19calendar app. The old me would have
  2696. 2:01:23replied immediately without even
  2697. 2:01:24considering my own schedule. whatever is
  2698. 2:01:28fine would have typed. Even with my
  2699. 2:01:31parents, I had always played the good
  2700. 2:01:33girl who never made waves. But it's
  2701. 2:01:36different now. I stared at my calendar
  2702. 2:01:39and thought for a moment. I have a
  2703. 2:01:42string of meetings with the company this
  2704. 2:01:44week and I'm pretty exhausted. I felt
  2705. 2:01:47like staying home alone on Sunday and
  2706. 2:01:49resting without seeing anyone. But my
  2707. 2:01:52Saturday afternoon was open and I did
  2708. 2:01:54want to see my parents. I tapped the
  2709. 2:01:58message input field and typed out my
  2710. 2:02:00honest feelings. I want to rest at home
  2711. 2:02:02on Sunday. Let's meet on Saturday
  2712. 2:02:05instead. A few seconds after I pressed
  2713. 2:02:09send, a reply came back from my mom
  2714. 2:02:11right away. Got it. Let's do Saturday
  2715. 2:02:14then. I looked at the screen and smiled
  2716. 2:02:17slightly. Even if I communicated what I
  2717. 2:02:21wanted, my mom didn't get mad and our
  2718. 2:02:23family bond didn't break. Wow. It really
  2719. 2:02:27was this simple all along. I put my
  2720. 2:02:30phone away in my pocket and started
  2721. 2:02:32walking toward the station again. It
  2722. 2:02:34wasn't a major decision. It was just a
  2723. 2:02:37trivial everyday exchange that had
  2724. 2:02:39absolutely nothing to do with a massive
  2725. 2:02:41$1 billion estate. Even so, I felt a
  2726. 2:02:45certain warmth and satisfaction deep in
  2727. 2:02:48my chest. I think true freedom probably
  2728. 2:02:50starts from small things like this.
  2729. 2:02:54Without feeling constrained by anyone, I
  2730. 2:02:56will choose by my own will and walk on
  2731. 2:02:59my own two feet under the clear blue
  2732. 2:03:02autumn sky. My stride was much wider and
  2733. 2:03:06more powerful than it used to be.

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