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0:01okay good
0:03morning welcome to my favorite
0:09day I was going to wear my nastiest
0:11manifestor t-shirt but I decided to sort
0:14of keep that at
0:19Bay
0:21um my goal throughout this week is to
0:24try to give you an idea of what the the
0:29real advantage is in any type I mean
0:32most of the things that we deal with
0:33when we deal with type is that we deal
0:35with their dilemma you know manifestors
0:38are angry
0:39people and uh because we're angry people
0:43and we're angry because nobody
0:45understands us sounds like one of those
0:47sad movies nobody understands me I'm a
0:51manifestor but they don't they are very
0:55uncomfortable around
0:58us you know there's nothing funnier to
1:01watch than people trying to stand around
1:03a
1:05manifestor I mean it's really cute right
1:08you know and you can't get in they can't
1:11get in they do everything in generators
1:12particularly you know they put their big
1:14enveloping Aura around you and they're
1:16trying to sort of pull you in as a
1:18manifestor and you're just going go away
1:20you
1:21know and you're not even wanting to do
1:23that because of course all of us are
1:25human beings have gone through this
1:26whole conditioning process and the worst
1:28thing you want to do to somebody is
1:30actually say what your aura is telling
1:31them which is to go to hell go away
1:33leave me alone stay out of my face and
1:36you don't want to say that to them you
1:38actually want them to be there because
1:40you think that's what you're supposed to
1:41be doing so you say to them you know why
1:42don't you and your aura is going go away
1:44go away go away not easy to be a
1:47manifestor not easy to be a manifestor
1:49parent I know that movie not easy it's
1:53not easy to get into one of these auras
1:55you
1:56cannot you
1:58cannot see manifestors had their Glory a
2:01long time
2:02ago that's the thing to grasp see I've
2:06got to live on memories you
2:08know I got to live on The Wonder of
2:11manifestors building these fantastic
2:15civilizations you know the whole history
2:17of the seven centered being is nothing
2:19but generators being slaves to brilliant
2:22manifestors driving
2:24ahead I loved it when generators were my
2:28slaves it was F
2:30fantastic I'd say to them you can't do
2:33what I do and they say yes I can yes I
2:36can and I would watch them try and I
2:40didn't have to do it I mean they're
2:42great hey they're good at working and
2:45you know nothing like having a busy
2:47easily manipulated generator around if
2:51you're a
2:52manifestor and if it was 300 years ago
2:56or
2:58more um generators don't pay much
3:01attention to us
3:05anymore you know it's sort of like we've
3:09got a
3:10problem they're right we don't belong
3:15here not an easy thing to either say or
3:18think
3:19about I mean manifestors truly have had
3:22their day if you look at strategy and
3:25authority and you understand that every
3:27strategy is derived from a a true
3:30mechanic within the vehicle if you look
3:32at the strategy of a generator or the
3:35strategy of a projector or the strategy
3:37of a reflector it is all legitimately
3:40rooted in
3:42mechanics not the
3:45manifestor don't tell anybody but it's
3:47made
3:51up it's
3:53true it's true you see look if
3:56manifestors don't pretend that they have
3:59a stress stry they're going to have a
4:02really hard time in this
4:04life really hard time they're going to
4:08be very
4:10alone remember when I say alone I mean
4:12alone I don't mean lonely I don't mean
4:13that there aren't people
4:16around very alone very lost within
4:21themselves and very angry with the world
4:24around
4:26them see a manifestor is unlike any
4:29other type
4:31it doesn't have the burdens that it
4:33seems other types
4:35have you know waiting to respond waiting
4:38for an invitation waiting for the
4:44Moon it seems like we've got this great
4:50Advantage but everybody else dislikes
4:54that
4:56everybody I mean everybody
5:00and the moment you're a manifestor
5:02you're 5 years old you're a manifestor
5:05it's a gorgeous day you have learned how
5:09to turn the knob on the
5:11door right you go over there you turn
5:14that knob you open that door you go
5:18outside you have a wonderful time you
5:20get lost I'm actually telling a story
5:22about myself you go out and get lost
5:26your mother ends up calling the police
5:29the fire
5:30Department I was off in the woods next
5:33to the
5:34house you know sitting under a tree
5:37playing I guess I was reliving or about
5:39to live my future or
5:41something and all of a sudden there's
5:43all these guys with big
5:45hats you know we found
5:49him was my mother
5:52pissed you know oh I'm never going to
5:55let you out of my sight again you're
5:56never allowed to do this you have to ask
5:58permission blah blah blah blah blah blah
6:01what did I
6:03do I opened the door cuz I
6:07could I went out into the world cuz
6:09that's my
6:11right you see the the strategy is not
6:15real it's not like there's a natural
6:18place inside of me that wants to inform
6:21you there
6:23isn't there is not a natural place
6:26inside of me that wants to ask anybody's
6:29permission for anything I'd rather
6:35die because there is no true mechanic to
6:39that it's about
6:42survival see the manifestor child that
6:45was lucky my mother was a freak for
6:47politeness and manners and all that
6:50stuff save my
6:52life you know see the only way that a
6:56manifestor can protect themselves is to
6:58pretend that they're not really
7:02powerful is to pretend that they need
7:06the
7:07other excuse me I'm a poor weak out of
7:11place manifestor and I would really like
7:13you to help me cross the street yeah
7:18right and if you say that to a generator
7:21they go oh I'd love to help
7:24you let me take you nice easy kind
7:28gentle sweet manifestor across the
7:35street it's the only way I get across
7:37the
7:42street it's the only way manifestors get
7:46anywhere see all We Ever Meet is
7:51resistance It's All We Ever Meet is
7:54resistance it makes you really angry
7:59you know and it doesn't have to be wild
8:01outrageous rage it's that anger that
8:04lies there inside and it never goes away
8:07I know its taste so
8:09deeply who the hell are you to stand in
8:12my
8:15way why are you in my way in the first
8:17place you idiot you don't know what I
8:20know go away get out of my
8:24face see I have a great image of a
8:26manifestor driving a truck
8:29and you're driving a truck down the
8:30street and there's an old lady crossing
8:32the
8:33street and you're a manifestor
8:37right now you can't just run her
8:44over cuz not nice there are laws about
8:48things like this right so there's a
8:50certain conditioning that the manifestor
8:52takes in it's sort of like hey we can't
8:55really just run her
8:57over let's inform
9:01wor and the thing about a manifestor is
9:04while you are honking the horn you are
9:06not taking your foot off the
9:11gas you get out of the way lady or you
9:14die it's your problem not mine I told
9:17you I'm
9:20coming and you see the lady's
9:24grateful cuz if you didn't hunk a horn
9:27she'd be you know
9:30Highway
9:33food see that's why they don't like
9:37us because manifestors drive around and
9:40they don't
9:43honk and you see this doesn't fit into
9:46everybody's idea about the way human
9:48beings are supposed to
9:51be I'll never forget my first public
9:54lecture in TOS New
9:56Mexico it was in uh some kind of City
9:59Hall thing was a weird thing lots of
10:00people real spiritual New Age Angel
10:04people you know and I can remember that
10:07night so well because I threw somebody
10:09out you know I'm standing on stage doing
10:12my rap and there was somebody who kept
10:13interrupting me to asking
10:16questions and finally I said to this
10:18person I said you know this is a free
10:19evening you're my guest get out and it
10:21was a very interesting evening because
10:24when I told him to get out everybody's
10:25really
10:27silent and then from the back of the
10:29room room somebody says yeah get out
10:33right and you can hear all the others
10:36coming in yeah get out yeah right get
10:38out poor
10:40guy when it's over one of these people
10:44comes up to me who was doing my
10:45coordinating and said oh that was all
10:49awful you know you're supposed to be
10:52nice you're supposed to be
10:55holy you know you do not throw people
10:59out
11:01right we're
11:05manifestors you see there is a part of
11:07us that accepts no morality no
11:11law I'm an ego
11:15manifestor that's one of the ugliest
11:17creatures on the
11:19planet want to see my picture it's here
11:21it's page uh I don't know what that is
11:24Page four ugly creature very
11:27dangerous ask all the women Left
11:31Behind very
11:36dangerous an ego
11:38manifestor can you imagine my whole life
11:41operates on my
11:45willpower you know what that is when
11:46somebody gets in your
11:51way see now I
11:54honk I do I honk I let him know I say do
11:59don't do that you
12:01know don't get in my way I let them know
12:06and if they're still there well that's
12:09their
12:12problem there's two sides of every
12:16type the not self manifestor lives with
12:20their anger and because they live with
12:22their anger they never get to know
12:25love I just don't one of the most
12:29difficult things in a manifestor life is
12:32love you see they don't have a natural
12:35way of connecting to another
12:37Aura and what that means is that
12:39psychologically love becomes something
12:42very complex and often
12:45difficult there is no sense of being
12:47bound to somebody truly connected to
12:51them the aura doesn't permit it I mean
12:55when I think back to my childhood and my
12:57relationship with my mother
13:00and you know there's there's this mother
13:02with this manifestor child and I was her
13:05baby and all the last of her children
13:09and I know she really loved me but you
13:12know she could never get near
13:17me I mean it was just not
13:20possible and you know you think about
13:22the psychology of that how difficult
13:25that can
13:26be what it is to car carry one of these
13:31things and you see this anger is
13:33something that is a
13:36chemistry and it's this old inheritance
13:39from the past that says hey I used to
13:42run all
13:43this you want me now to
13:48jle I need your
13:53permission I
13:56mean you know it's what must it must
13:59have felt like for the First Kings who
14:02had to give up their power to an elected
14:04whatever
14:06really them they're going to
14:10rule I'm going to ask their
14:16permission boy is that
14:19tough and you see the other side of the
14:21manifestor anger is what their signature
14:25is what their goal
14:28is we're here to find
14:31peace it's what we want more than
14:33anything
14:35else
14:38peace we don't want this
14:42resistance I mean I live in a
14:44bubble I mean I live in a bubble I come
14:46out of my bubble maybe once a
14:49day for short periods of time you
14:53know I live in a bubble where I do not
14:56have to deal with the natural resistance
14:59I'm not talking about people you
15:02know I'm talking about what it feels
15:04like for me to walk into a crowded
15:09Cafe what it feels like with this
15:13Aura see there is nothing that welcomes
15:16you when you're a
15:18manifestor
15:20nothing
15:23nothing see don't put it
15:27out see when you're a manifestor people
15:30don't know whether you care about them
15:31or
15:33not they don't know whether you love
15:35them they don't know whether you like
15:36them they don't know whether you respect
15:38them they don't know any of that because
15:42they don't naturally feel
15:45it see generators you know the the
15:48expression your heart is on your sleeve
15:50you know this kind of stuff when a
15:52generator steps into my aura they give
15:54me everything including breakfast you
15:56know the whole thing
15:59it's all in their
16:01Aura you know and it's like okay you
16:04know you're you're with me now you know
16:05I mean they put themselves there
16:09projector you know they hone in on
16:14you I can feel them from anywhere you
16:17know it's they're like Marine snipers
16:20you
16:21know let me get that
16:23manifestor and they I'm honing in with
16:26their Aura it's like oh my God please
16:29let go for a moment okay just a moment
16:30back
16:32off you know and then you're a
16:34manifestor and you walk into one of
16:35these environments and you've got these
16:37generator auras all around and of course
16:40what happens is that they don't get to
16:42you they just kind of do this around you
16:46I mean I feel it I got three open Motors
16:48it's it is insane you know and then the
16:51the the the pain you get in your back is
16:52the projector who's trying to get your
16:57attention and all it is just bouncing
17:01off and then they walk away and say you
17:03know he's not very
17:08friendly you know it doesn't it's it's
17:11sort of hard to get access right you
17:15know it's
17:17hilarious it's the
17:21aura see this is the magic when you
17:24understand you want to really understand
17:26human beings you understand their Ora
17:30because the aura is the way in which
17:31they interact with the world around them
17:34and manifestors don't
17:37interact you know when we're doing it
17:39it's really a
17:42job you know it's easy for me up here
17:45have or a distance I'm in my own little
17:47space you know I'm up in the air you
17:52know I can interact at this level I can
17:55do my old manifestor trip we used to
17:58rule the world
18:01anyway but to be what I've lived here on
18:05this
18:06island you know to be amongst
18:11people the horror of what it is to be a
18:15manifestor if you don't get
18:18it it's an awful life it really is it's
18:24not
18:25nice you know as long as you're locked
18:28into not not understanding why the
18:31relationship you have with the rest of
18:32the world why it's there you can never
18:34be free of the conditioning it
18:36brings I always thought there was
18:38something wrong with
18:40me I mean I really did you know it's
18:44obvious to me I am
18:46unemotional I'm a
18:49manifestor you know it just seemed to me
18:52that I had a problem connecting to other
18:54people it just seemed you know I must
18:58have a problem
19:00I had no
19:02idea I had no idea that there were all
19:04these people that wanted to have access
19:06to me who
19:08couldn't most of the time I didn't even
19:12notice cuz you're locked into your own
19:15tight
19:17Ora it's very lonely in there and then
19:21of course we go through the mechanisms
19:22of Our Lives lovers and children and all
19:25of
19:27this I mean love my children dearly but
19:30they
19:32know I mean they know what my aura
19:35is we don't spend all that time together
19:38in Aura contact not
19:43possible I mean I live with a household
19:45full of generators after I've been with
19:47them for 10 minutes I want to go into my
19:50room nothing
19:53personal I just want out of the
19:56frequency
19:59I am a pure nonacral
20:01being i w be in that
20:06frequency and I mean it's not a you know
20:08it's not a mental thing it's not a
20:10psychological thing it's not a personal
20:11thing it's
20:15physical and you see as long as you do
20:17not understand that in the vast majority
20:19of manifestors I mean after all it's 8%
20:21of the human population it's about half
20:24a billion people on the
20:26planet you got a half a billion angry
20:29lonely
20:34people that's not exactly a nice
20:37thing and the chaos that that
20:42brings and we're the ones who want
20:46peace this is our only goal in
20:52life see everything about this knowledge
20:56is about being able to eliminate
20:57resistance so that that you can get to a
20:59place where you can operate correctly as
21:04yourself for a manifestor it is
21:07something that has to be grafted
21:11on most manifestors will never come to
21:14an event like this to a reading whatever
21:17most manifestors never
21:19will of the thousands and thousands of
21:22readings that I've done and as a
21:24manifestor one would think I would
21:27have less than in their global
21:30population maybe 1% of my readings over
21:33the years have been
21:35manifestors because they're already
21:37turned away they're already closed off
21:40they're already angry at the whole
21:45thing and because there is no natural
21:48strategy in them you know there are
21:51emotional people who on their own learn
21:52to
21:54wait there are generators who on their
21:56own discover that response is for
22:00them there are occasionally projectors
22:02who really realize that the best things
22:04in their lives were always
22:06invitations and it all resonates deeply
22:08inside of them but not for the
22:13manifestor you know if you're going to
22:15train a manifestor child to be polite
22:18it's not like it's natural for
22:20it that it enjoys it it wants to learn
22:24all that that it wants to play by the
22:27rules it's not
22:29true it's a
22:32training any manifestor child that
22:35doesn't have that training that by the
22:36time they're an adult it's probably too
22:41late as I said very few adult
22:43manifestors will ever change their
22:48lives but as an adult
22:50manifestor what it means to
22:53inform that honking of the horn boy did
22:57it ever change my life
23:00you
23:01know see I had no reason to tell anybody
23:04any of this after
23:07all I was a
23:09Madman I had had a bizarre
23:12experience I was all alone and I was a
23:15freak and sort of liked it quite frankly
23:19it was a very special
23:21life and honestly I had no desire or
23:25Reason to tell anybody anything I didn't
23:28want to be the guy that heard the story
23:30from a voice you know I didn't want the
23:32whole trip didn't want to have anything
23:33to do with it and most of all I didn't
23:36want to deal with years and years and
23:38years and years and years and years and
23:40years of
23:45resistance I mean what it has been for
23:47me over these 20 years as a manifestor
23:50to deal with putting something new in
23:52the world and dealing with The Arc Type
23:54of
23:57resistance and I keep keep on standing
23:59up there and
24:02informing you
24:03know letting them
24:06know save my
24:09life my
24:12life I have such a blessed life
24:16eh it is so easy for me to enjoy being
24:21me being this manifestor I mean
24:24manifestors are here to have impact it's
24:27not like we're you
24:29useless I've impacted beings all over
24:32this planet we're not
24:34useless it's not the point we have the
24:38impact but we have to know how to deal
24:41with the
24:43other see our impact is based on who do
24:47we
24:48influence it's my favorite thing for a
24:51manifestor to think
24:53about favorite thing for a manifestor to
24:56think about is you're contemplating
24:58something whatever it may be and before
25:01you do
25:02it try to figure out how many people
25:06that's actually going to
25:09affect then you begin to understand what
25:11it means to be a
25:14manifestor because you see we have a
25:16natural
25:18impact it's natural it's our
25:22gift you know the very fact that we have
25:25these unusual repelling auras different
25:27from everybody body else we stand
25:31out they know us they see us they don't
25:34know what to make of
25:35it and we do in fact have impact the
25:38reason the manifestors don't come to
25:40things like this don't come to readings
25:42is that we have no interest in
25:46ourselves after over 20 years in this
25:48business I'm still learning about me
25:51because it's not the most interesting
25:53thing to me I'm a manifestor I'm not a
25:56bloody generator
25:58I mean generators you know sit in the
26:00temple of you know know
26:02thyself which is wonderful but it's not
26:06me I'm not here to know thyself I
26:09couldn't care
26:11less impact yeah that's
26:15interesting that's what a manifestor is
26:18interested
26:19in can I have
26:22impact what kind of impact
26:32everybody that I've ever done a reading
26:34to who wasn't a manifestor I always told
26:37them that the best things in life are
26:39just going to come to
26:41you it's a great truth it's
26:45wonderful I mean you know if if if there
26:49is an ideal it is the pure
26:53generator I mean I can't think of
26:55anything more perfect
26:58is this perfect all it has to do is just
27:02resonate in that
27:04response and it is the classic example
27:07that the gods give and deliver and life
27:09is
27:11sweet but you see
27:14manifestors we're not like
27:16that we're not the lies of the
27:20field we're
27:22not we
27:26Warriors I mean that that's what we
27:29are the fact that we are now in
27:32retirement forced
27:35retirement doesn't mean that that still
27:38isn't what we are I like to see myself
27:41metaphorically as some gorgeous black
27:44stallion in a field that nobody rides
27:47anymore the great stud put out to
27:51pasture that's the manifestor but you
27:54can still put on a bit of a show h
27:59you can still have your
28:01impact you can still have a good
28:05life I mean I don't care that this world
28:07belongs to generators and projectors by
28:09the way folks you can have
28:12it it's all okay with me if you want to
28:14take charge yeah please you know go
28:17ahead um us manifestors we're in
28:20retirement we don't want to run the
28:21world anymore we don't we just want the
28:24world to stop bothering us
28:28we would like to be left alone in our
28:30pastures to enjoy our
28:33lives so what we do is we
28:38pretend that we're just like
28:43them see that's what I
28:45do I'm really good at pretending I'm a
28:48pretend
28:52generator at dinner time with my
28:54generator family I go m
29:00you know I just pretend you if there is
29:05anything that I do I say I'm going to do
29:09this now you
29:11know I let them know that I'm
29:14safe I mean if you talk to people who
29:16knew me in the first part of my life I
29:18was always
29:20disappearing you know I have the design
29:23of a disappeared person which is what I
29:24was anyway you know I'm the kind of guy
29:27who gets up and goes for a cup of coffee
29:29and never comes
29:31back hey so now I
29:35pretend I I'm I'm I'm going to go watch
29:38a movie now okay I'm going to go into my
29:40own Aura and I'm going to go watch a
29:42movie now okay yeah good you know I
29:46pretend and they think oh good
29:51manifestor nice
29:53Manifesto not dangerous at all
29:58we can trust this manifestor look how
30:01sweet that is they're telling us what
30:04they're going to
30:07do ah it's brilliant you
30:12know and you see if you don't do that
30:15and you just get up and you walk into
30:17your room everybody's saying what's the
30:22matter what happened is something
30:25wrong are you angry
30:29how many times in my life I've been
30:31asked if I'm angry when I walked out of
30:33a
30:36room I just walk out of the
30:39room you know these are AA people you
30:43know and you walk out of the room and
30:44they go where' the Ora go you
30:47know we couldn't hold on to
30:50that and they don't like
30:52it so you got to
30:55go I'm going to my room
30:58now
31:03okay and everything's
31:05fine you know he's in his room
31:10now we know where he
31:12is everything's okay don't
31:17worry ah what it is to be a
31:20manifestor we're the ones who always
31:22have to do
31:25things I mean we're the ones who have to
31:27do
31:29them I mean if you like slapstick comedy
31:33this is the manifestor always getting a
31:36pie in the face you know we're the ones
31:39who have to do it
31:40first this is what we do everybody's
31:44sitting around saying I'm waiting I'm
31:45waiting for my
31:48response okay and the other one says no
31:51no I'm waiting for an
31:52invitation okay and the other one says
31:55look I'm waiting for the Moon
31:59okay but the boat is filling up with
32:05water and I don't want to empty it out
32:08by
32:12myself we have to do
32:14it and then they get annoyed with
32:18us how come he gets to do
32:24that and then they go against you oh
32:28okay you want to go your way we're going
32:31to put up as much resistance as we can
32:35well you're bailing out we'll bring in
32:38more
32:40water that'll teach
32:46you see I've spent years pumping up
32:49everybody
32:51else you know generators and projectors
32:54and you know you're all terrific and
32:57you're all
32:59wonderful give me a break you know I
33:03mean this is a manifestor day right I
33:05don't care if you're by the way if
33:07you're not a
33:09manifestor
33:11sorry too bad don't get to see what this
33:15one's like you know next
33:20life see all we want is
33:22peace think about it we are the only
33:25beings on this planet who actually want
33:27peace
33:30I mean generators just want to be
33:32satisfied you know they can be satisfied
33:35in
33:36war they can be satisfied in hell they
33:40can be satisfied anywhere they're the
33:41most incredible
33:43creatures you know as long as they're
33:44operating correctly they can be
33:46satisfied at the bottom of a
33:50pit projectors they want their
33:53success they can be successful at
33:56killing loving whatever as long as they
33:59get their
34:01success and I am not a moralist I don't
34:03care if they're correct and they go this
34:05way or that way wherever it is let them
34:06have their success good for
34:10you reflectors want their surprise let's
34:14hope that we continue to have some
34:17surprises but only manifestors want
34:22peace it's
34:24us we who created Warfare
34:29we now want
34:32peace I made a
34:35mistake you
34:37know when we were in charge war was
34:41fun now that we're not in charge war is
34:44not
34:46fun we got this Collective generator
34:49projector Wars where they kill everybody
34:50it's no fun
34:52anymore I used to like to kill the other
34:56guy not his children in his
35:00village we manifestors never did
35:03that sort
35:06of but now we want
35:10peace that's my job I'm here to bring
35:13peace on
35:23Earth the gods do love a good joke but
35:27it's true
35:29and of course it's not about being
35:30bringing peace to the other it's about
35:32our
35:34lives see the moment that I understood
35:37that I was here all
35:38alone I mean the moment that I
35:40understood that the only Authority that
35:42was ever going to matter was my own and
35:45the moment that I lived by my own
35:47authority is the moment that I began to
35:49understand that peace was possible for
35:51me in this
35:53life I mean I have an open emotional
35:55system I have an open root system I mean
35:57you can see my design there I have these
35:59three open Motors I had a very powerful
36:02not
36:04self avoiding confrontation and Truth
36:07never knowing what enough was enough
36:09always being under pressure thinking
36:11about all kinds of that did not
36:15matter and meeting absolutely nothing
36:18but resistance in my life
36:21nothing and it was infuriating because I
36:24was smarter than anybody else and my
36:26life was a mess
36:28and I looked at them and I thought
36:29what's going on
36:31here and I had no
36:33peace just
36:36anger just
36:39anger and you know being unemotional the
36:41anger would turn into a kind of ugly
36:46rage I mean I can remember those moments
36:49unbelievable to be so out of
36:52control and it wasn't me and I didn't
36:56know I mean this is the great tragedy in
36:58this life is that human beings walk
37:00around and nobody has ever taught them
37:02about
37:04themselves let alone our
37:09children human beings don't even know
37:11how to operate in their own
37:15vehicle all the stuff that we were
37:17taught by our parents and our teachers
37:19most of it was just
37:21lies most of it had nothing to do with
37:24what we were or
37:25are I have great empathy empathy for
37:28every generator because they're raised
37:29to be manifestors and they're born with
37:31frustration their whole life is
37:35frustration how painful that
37:40is see it's about
37:42oneself the peace for a manifestor
37:44doesn't come from playing the game with
37:47the other that just reduces the
37:50resistance it makes it easier for us to
37:52be
37:54social the key is our Authority
37:59we're all cursed by
38:01mind the smarter you are the deeper the
38:05curse this is what mind
38:08does it is not here to decide for us it
38:11is not here to rule Our Lives it is not
38:13here to control our movement in this
38:18life you see the real change for me
38:20wasn't when I began to play the
38:22manifestor game of
38:25informing that is simply giv me my power
38:28in terms of my relationship to my
38:31environment what changed for me was that
38:33I started to live existentially that's
38:36my
38:37design I'm a splenic
38:39manifestor I only know what I know in
38:41the
38:42moment and I can only trust what I know
38:45in the moment nothing
38:47else took me a long
38:49time to back away from the power of this
38:53mind and thinking well if it's so smart
38:55it must know how to run my life
38:59and then I look back and realize even
39:00the thought of that is
39:02ridiculous my mind did a horrendous
39:06job in my life for me
39:11horrendous and then came this magical
39:14thing this breaking away from mind
39:16running your
39:19life you know the moment that I had the
39:23freedom to just sit in this experience
39:26of now
39:29and begin to understand how profound
39:31that was for
39:32me that I didn't have to think about
39:35what to do what to say yes or no
39:38to I didn't have to work out elaborate
39:41strategies for this and that I didn't
39:43have to torment
39:48myself for the first time in my life I
39:50began to look out of these eyes and see
39:57you see it doesn't matter what type you
39:59are everything begins with the same
40:01thing it begins with understanding that
40:04if you do not make decisions as yourself
40:06you're not going to get your life and if
40:08you're a manifestor it means you're
40:10going to feel this
40:14emptiness see the peace is the
40:19reward it is the silence in your
40:24spirit this peace
40:27it's about not having to feel like you
40:30must
40:33demonstrate it's about learning to see
40:35that others do see
40:38you they
40:41do and it's about understanding that the
40:43moment that you're correct within
40:45yourself you know how to meet that
40:49other we are as manifestors here to
40:52impact the other and we're here to
40:54impact them with our outer Authority
40:59this is the whole thing to understand
41:00about the nature of
41:03mind it's not like mind is
41:06waste it's wonderful it's
41:09beautiful my mind's good for you your
41:13mind may be good for
41:14me that's what it's
41:17about the Dilemma is that most minds are
41:22homogenized they're filled with the same
41:24cliches
41:28everything that we see about human
41:29beings in the way out of their
41:32openness that they become something that
41:34they are
41:35not and it controls the way they think
41:38and the way they
41:39see a blind manifestor is a suffering
41:44manifestor and the difficult thing is
41:47that as manifestors we suffer in
41:53silence we don't cry on other people's
41:55shoulders
41:57we don't do that we don't even know how
42:02really we're in
42:05ourselves you know when a generator
42:08suffers it can actually share its
42:13suffering I mean I know those moments of
42:15generators in their pain and discomfort
42:17where you can take in all of that from
42:20their Aura they don't have to be alone
42:24ever they are a binding force on the
42:27Planet but
42:31manifestors it's all inside
42:35us we have no way of getting that out it
42:39just sits
42:41there and it's not
42:44comfortable see what choice do we
42:48have we cannot just go out and interact
42:51with the other they do not trust
42:56us I remember when I started doing
42:58public lectures it was the first thing I
42:59said to people when I got up on stage
43:01don't trust
43:06me we're not here to be
43:10trusted can't trust the manifestor if
43:12you say you trust the manifestor you're
43:14a
43:17liar because inside your aura your whole
43:20mechanism no
43:22trust it's just not there and the moment
43:25you don't play the game with the other
43:27that lack of trust comes right to the
43:29surface see see I knew they were like
43:31that I was just waiting for them to show
43:34it to
43:36me they're always
43:39waiting for us to be what they don't
43:44like it's my joke about the manifestor
43:47coming out of the womb and the mother
43:48looks at the manifestor child and goes
43:50uhoh you know uh-oh we got one of
43:54these oh you're really going to have
43:57have to pay attention to this one this
43:59is going to be a
44:01problem right away I nearly killed my
44:04mother when she gave birth to me problem
44:06right away you
44:08know kick it off and get it going this
44:10one's
44:11trouble there isn't a manifestor child
44:14that's ever been born whose mother
44:15didn't say
44:18uhoh and then they have a generator
44:20child and they think they had
44:22God oh you know
44:27the generator Ora all fuzzy and
44:30warm this is my baby
44:36right you know and the manifestor child
44:38s like well there's that one over
44:42there we live our whole lives that
44:47way we are always a
44:51disappointment you know this is one of
44:53the ironies and the Dilemma of
44:55manifestor
44:58I was there's this wonderful movie but I
45:00won't get into that but anyway there's a
45:01line from a movie I really like because
45:03somebody said was really impressed with
45:04somebody something and this guy said um
45:07Charlie Chaplain went to a Charlie chap
45:09lookalike contest and came in third he
45:11said that's a
45:13[Music]
45:16story if you get that joke you're really
45:20good you know manifestors e
45:27see a generator child's so perfect
45:30because you can demand that they act
45:33like a
45:35manifestor isn't that
45:37insane see these parents get a get a
45:39generator child and they say oh look a
45:44little
45:46manifestor I mean really they you know
45:49that child is going to hear nothing but
45:51do this do that be this be that go here
45:54go there do this do that and the little
45:57generator is learning how to
46:00manifest you know natural frustration
46:03from the start because the parents know
46:05that it's really not deep inside not
46:09awareness but you see they start the
46:11conditioning process the moment the
46:13manifestor comes the parents say look we
46:15need chains
46:18handcuffs door
46:22locks you know the manifestor child with
46:24an open G
46:27you know you see them when they're 3
46:28years old with a harness on and they're
46:31wired up to the clothes line in the
46:34backyard so they can't
46:37disappear because you know damn well
46:39with an open G that if they go off
46:41somewhere they're never coming
46:44back and nothing will stop them
46:47Manifesto children are the only babies
46:49that are ever
46:52unleashes well it's true people walk
46:54around with the manifested babies on a
46:55leash
46:58don't want them to get away from
47:02us oh yeah I see we got a room we got a
47:05lot of manifestors in this room you know
47:06the
47:09movie and this is what people want to do
47:11with
47:13us I mean adult
47:15people lovers friends you know um can I
47:20put a leash on
47:21you
47:24uh nice caller okay and uh I mean I'll
47:29give you a fairly long chain you know I
47:33mean how much chain do you actually need
47:38okay and and everything will be okay
47:40then all right right and then I can
47:43trust you because I can yank on your
47:51chain and everybody who has a manifestor
47:53in their life wants to put a leash on
47:56them
47:59what to say and it's not like that's
48:02conscious people aren't that
48:06smart it's just there in the aura it's
48:09just there in the
48:11mechanism it's a very basic visceral
48:14response to the aura of a
48:19manifestor and you
48:21see I don't like wearing a
48:25collar you
48:28know don't like it at
48:31all so I have learned to play the
48:34manifestor
48:36game and you see it's a
48:40delight and this is the whole thing that
48:42a manifestor has to understand I mean
48:45obviously you can only play the game if
48:47you are operating correctly because
48:49otherwise you don't have the awareness
48:50it
48:52takes but this whole business about
48:55letting the other person know no it's
48:58not because they have a right to know
49:00them they
49:02don't I don't inform because somebody
49:05has a right to know I inform so they'll
49:08get off my
49:09back that's
49:11all it's just politics you know I give
49:16you what you need you get off my back I
49:19give you what you need and you keep the
49:21collar in the leash in your drawer
49:23somewhere and leave me alone
49:27and so yes I will do that I'll play
49:31nice I will let you know just don't take
49:33it for granted that you get that from me
49:36because you deserve
49:38it have earned it should have
49:43it it's not about the
49:47other see it's one of the dilemmas of
49:49the manifestor is that we have to remind
49:51ourselves every day that there are
49:53actually other human beings in the world
49:56and that we should pay some attention to
49:58them particularly the ones that have a
50:01blood connection to us you
50:04know I mean it just reminds us you know
50:07we're we're you know you get up in the
50:08morning and it's like oh there are
50:11people in this world right and they're
50:14not like us and I'm going to have to
50:17play this
50:19game but then if you don't
50:22play no
50:24peace oh and the peace is
50:28sweet it's really
50:31sweet but you have to play the
50:34game much easier to teach our manifestor
50:37children
50:38well it's the best hope for manifestors
50:41of the
50:43future is to be able to get to Young
50:47manifestors it's
50:49wonderful you know so they don't have to
50:52have this discomfort they don't have to
50:54misunderstand their relationship to
50:56other
50:58others I didn't think people ever wanted
51:01to have anything to do with me it's a
51:03manifest
51:05Aurora you assume that it's just you
51:07know I remember going through school I
51:10remember what that was
51:11like this kind of an aura how
51:14uncomfortable that can
51:16be and you see you don't know until you
51:19live your truth and then you you
51:21suddenly realize that yes it's not that
51:23people are not interested in you they
51:26are
51:27they just don't know how to deal with
51:29you so you got to make it easier for
51:34them you know the manifestor has to bend
51:38its head to the
51:42majority so that we can live in
51:45peace okay let's have a
51:47break let's get a little closer to how
51:50we get
51:52there because how we get there as a
51:54manifestor is um
51:57it's quite an
51:59ordeal the ordeal begins with the fact
52:02that we're not interested in ourselves
52:03this is the first problem it's the first
52:05thing that a manifestor has to deal with
52:07is
52:08that you
52:09know I never found it interesting I
52:13remember when I first came to this
52:14island and uh I had all these uh seasin
52:18friends of mine and they really got off
52:20on talking about everything anything uh
52:24uh you know to each other and about each
52:25other and uh you know all these kind of
52:29opening things up and discussing this
52:31and talking about their inner this and
52:32their inner that I didn't have any
52:36innards you know all I knew about the
52:38world was it was in front of my eyes
52:40somewhere you know I mean it wasn't I
52:42never looked in
52:43here I wasn't the kind of person that
52:45when when a relationship went bad I
52:47would look inside and say what
52:50happened you know what did I do what
52:54didn't I know what didn't I see I mean
52:56that's
52:57not being a manifestor so our first
53:00problem is that we don't want to
53:04know and the reason we don't want to
53:06know is that we don't want anybody else
53:09to tell
53:11us you
53:14know the hardest thing in the world to
53:16do is to tell a
53:18manifestor
53:20anything
53:23anything I mean it's
53:28possible so the manifestor does not
53:31naturally have a place inside of them
53:33that gives room to somebody walking up
53:35to them and saying hey you got a problem
53:36and I can help
53:38you and a manifestor says
53:45off because that's not
53:48natural we don't want anybody to fix us
53:51to repair us to correct us to control us
53:58somebody telling you how they're going
53:59to make your life better is just another
54:01leash to a
54:04manifestor another control mechanism
54:07another way for somebody else to lay
54:09their trip on the poor
54:13manifestor and so the manifestor can't
54:15stand
54:16it you know it's my joke about the
54:19manifestor with a heart attack in the
54:20middle of the street on the ground
54:22holding their
54:25chest one of the sweet big AA generators
54:28comes rushing over and says can I help
54:30you when the manifestor say
54:32F let me die here
54:35alone I don't need you you're not going
54:37to help me it's too
54:44late we don't want anybody to help
54:50us I remember those people in my life
54:54who wanted to help me
54:57I mean I'm a 51 manifester e i was
55:00suspicious of God when I was
55:03three you want to help me what is it you
55:06want from
55:11me see that's a
55:14manifestor we don't want to be
55:17controlled so it's natural that
55:20manifestors who are the most deeply lost
55:22in their conditioning and all alone in
55:25their Aura are going going to ignore
55:27good advice when they get
55:30it that's not for
55:33them I mean for me it's always been the
55:36tragedy it's always been so clear to me
55:37that you know I call myself an apostate
55:40manifestor I'm really good for
55:41generators and projectors and
55:44reflectors and my
55:46manifestor family is sort of
55:49uh you know all the lost
55:53sheep I count my blessings every time I
55:55meet one it's like like oh nice maybe at
55:58least this
56:00one because unless it's your fractal
56:02unless it's your great Good Fortune as a
56:04manifestor you don't show up for these
56:07things you don't change your
56:10life you end up living the same old
56:13patterns the patterns of your parents
56:16the patterns of your
56:17community you just try to do the best
56:20you can to blend into the movie and you
56:22suffer in silence inside and it hurts
56:28and yet it's not natural to say help
56:32me it
56:35isn't you know this is the very thing
56:39the only thing that gets in the way of
56:41the manifestor and their fulfillment as
56:43a
56:46being is that they have a
56:49glimpse you don't have to know a lot
56:51about yourself if you're a
56:53manifestor you don't
56:56this is not about being a generator that
56:58needs to understand themselves it's not
56:59about a projector that has to master
57:02understanding
57:03others that's their
57:07trip as a manifestor you need to know
57:10the basic
57:13minimum and that means where is your
57:18Authority the strategy we know is
57:21fake I mean the strategy is just fake
57:24the strategy is just politics
57:26but the authority is mechanical The
57:29Authority is real take a look at my
57:32design whatever that is Page
57:38four there's no strategy written in this
57:43design
57:44none it's not there in the mechanics no
57:47matter where you look lines color tone
57:50base wherever you want to look you're
57:52never going to find in a manifestor
57:55design their strategy because it's a
57:59lie it's the a
58:02tool but oh boy can you find the
58:08authority see I always prefer dealing
58:11with women because in dealing with women
58:13there is a greater openness one of the
58:15most difficult things for a man who is
58:17splenic is to trust his
58:21intuition you know you look at my design
58:23I got a very strong fixed mind
58:26and yet my authority is my intuition my
58:31spleen everything about my life is
58:33decided existentially by my immune
58:35system in the
58:37moment you come up to me and say can I
58:39talk to you and I go
58:41no I don't know why I say
58:43no it's what comes out of me in the
58:45moment and it's my immune system saying
58:47don't talk to these people they got a
58:48cold and they're going to give it to you
58:50or
58:52whatever 10 minutes later they can come
58:54up to me and say can I talk to you the
58:56same person same question and I can hear
58:59my Spen Co
59:01okay I don't know what
59:04changed and if my mind gets into trying
59:06to figure it out you go
59:09nuts I mean there's this wonderful story
59:11I told the other day it's a great story
59:14I live in the
59:15countryside and when I drive out of my
59:19place I go I go on a Camino a local
59:21little back road and I never put on my
59:24seat belt and when I get onto the what
59:27is a Highway sort of do I actually put
59:30on the seat
59:30belt and this is a ritual for me usually
59:33it's because I got to take the garbage
59:34up you know so I have to do it anyway so
59:37I get into my car and the moment I get
59:39into my car I see I watch myself put on
59:44my seat
59:46belt now that's not what I do now my
59:48mind is watching this and going what are
59:51you
59:53doing why are you breaking the pattern
59:56you know mind eh what is this all about
59:59as if the mind would want me to take the
1:00:00seat belt off because the timing was
1:00:03wrong right why are you putting this on
1:00:05now this is not
1:00:07right and I know now cuz I've lived this
1:00:10way a long time I know that for whatever
1:00:12reason I got that belt on it's on so I
1:00:16drive down my little Camino and I get
1:00:18onto the main road and I pull up in the
1:00:21road to make a left into a place where I
1:00:23get my newspaper and as I'm standing
1:00:25there some old guy in his
1:00:28van not seeing drives right into me ow
1:00:34whack and as I'm moving
1:00:37forward and I feel the seat belt across
1:00:40my chest holding me from smashing my
1:00:43face into the windshield I'm going nice
1:00:46spleen
1:00:49baby and you know the truth of splenic
1:00:52people they're the ones who always said
1:00:54I know I knew it was going to happen but
1:00:57they only say that when they're in the
1:01:00hospital I mean they don't say that
1:01:02beforehand protect themselves go through
1:01:03it survive and then say see I knew and I
1:01:05knew and I did it now the mind gets in
1:01:08the
1:01:10way see what I had to Learned was that
1:01:12my mind doesn't know that
1:01:16stuff my mind did not know that I was
1:01:19about to get hit by a
1:01:22car he didn't pick it
1:01:24up it was confused by what I was doing
1:01:27it still doesn't trust my
1:01:30spleen you know in those moments where
1:01:33I'm spontaneous and I say no or yes to
1:01:35whatever and my mind is going what the
1:01:37hell is
1:01:38that what did you just do and
1:01:43why and why
1:01:47spleens spleens never
1:01:50answer you can't have a conversation
1:01:52with your spleen
1:01:56you know you can go on forever
1:01:57regurgitating in your head you can talk
1:02:00about this and that and on and on and on
1:02:03spleen
1:02:05bang see it doesn't matter what my
1:02:07strategy is how I play the
1:02:11game it's knowing where my authority
1:02:15is see so one thing you have to
1:02:18understand about this
1:02:20knowledge on the surface there's only
1:02:22one value to it it teaches you how to
1:02:25make decisions as yourself that changes
1:02:27your life no matter what you do no
1:02:30matter where you go no matter what your
1:02:32life is you make decisions as yourself
1:02:35your life changes and it changes for
1:02:39you most beings change their life
1:02:42through their
1:02:44strategy generators projectors
1:02:47reflectors but manifestors change their
1:02:50life through their Authority and their
1:02:52Authority
1:02:54only everything everything else is a
1:02:56game it's just a game to survive to keep
1:03:01us from being beaten down to give us our
1:03:03chance to feel what it's like to fulfill
1:03:06our
1:03:08potential but you still have to know how
1:03:11to make a
1:03:13decision see I never understood that I
1:03:16made so many bad decisions in my life it
1:03:19is unbelievable I survived
1:03:24it so
1:03:26any cuzz I didn't know how and the
1:03:30smarter you get the more complex
1:03:32decision making is on the mental plane
1:03:34you go nuts making decisions up
1:03:39here and your mind it doesn't care
1:03:43whether it's right or
1:03:46not I mean that's the thing that people
1:03:48don't get your mind doesn't care whether
1:03:51the decision it makes for you
1:03:54works it doesn't care oh it didn't work
1:03:57okay let's try something
1:04:00else oh it didn't work let me make up an
1:04:03excuse
1:04:04why it's
1:04:06never looking at the mind and thinking
1:04:09gez you're not really good at
1:04:11this you
1:04:14know I mean people don't do this when
1:04:16they make a decision that goes bad you
1:04:18know it's like maybe I'm using the wrong
1:04:21thing cuz we don't know how to think
1:04:24differently nobody ever never told us
1:04:26that there's a place inside of us that
1:04:28actually knows how to run these lives
1:04:30without any
1:04:33problem
1:04:37nobody I mean when I think about all the
1:04:42children see when the knowledge was
1:04:44given to me it was obvious to me that
1:04:46working with adults was the only way
1:04:48that I could get it into the
1:04:50world but I also realized that I was
1:04:52given the hard work
1:04:54first I mean
1:04:57children we homogenize our children from
1:05:00the moment they come into the
1:05:03world those of you who study PHS know
1:05:07this that from the moment we put food
1:05:09into their mouths we're already
1:05:10homogenizing them because we don't know
1:05:13how they are here to take in the
1:05:16specifics of nutrition what is there to
1:05:18give them the Fulfillment of their
1:05:20predisposition to be unique to be
1:05:23differentiated we homogen our children
1:05:27we are the byproducts of homogeneization
1:05:30the way we were fed the way we were
1:05:38treated see to make a decision as
1:05:41yourself is to free yourself from all
1:05:44those false
1:05:47authorities as a manifestor this is the
1:05:50only thing that saves me in this
1:05:53life is that I have a place place inside
1:05:56of me that is not something that needs
1:05:59to bow down to anything
1:06:03anyone no God no concept no
1:06:08being this is what saves me as a
1:06:13person is that I know how to operate on
1:06:16this
1:06:17plane and that's what this life is
1:06:21about human beings are not comfortable
1:06:24with the way things work
1:06:27two billion that are
1:06:32hungry I mean we live in a world that is
1:06:35so
1:06:37cruel there is so much deprivation pain
1:06:43ignorance it's horrendous out
1:06:46there this is all the byproduct of
1:06:52mind it's Madness
1:06:57you know and the opportunity to be able
1:06:59to step out of that
1:07:02Madness what we call the normal
1:07:06world where manifestors just run around
1:07:09alone and angry nice
1:07:16World they don't know how to
1:07:20act they don't know how to behave on
1:07:22this
1:07:24plane it's so amazing human beings eh
1:07:27you don't know even how to live on this
1:07:33plane because it's a decision-making
1:07:38world everything about life is
1:07:41Direction everything about eliminating
1:07:43resistance is being able to follow what
1:07:45is your line not somebody
1:07:49else's not somebody else's trip for
1:07:52you not somebody else's Authority for
1:07:55you not somebody who's telling you which
1:07:58way to
1:08:00go so you have somebody to blame when
1:08:02it's the wrong
1:08:05direction see the magic of this
1:08:07knowledge is that Authority is there in
1:08:09each of
1:08:11us you cannot get to peace as a
1:08:16manifestor any other way than by your
1:08:18own
1:08:20authority no other
1:08:22way it's where the peace begins see this
1:08:25word is a word that's hard to understand
1:08:27because we see it of course as a cliche
1:08:30what I'm really talking about is
1:08:34stillness of all the beings that are
1:08:36here on this
1:08:38planet it is manifestors that can be the
1:08:43stillest you know this is a still deep
1:08:50pool if you disturb it it's
1:08:54horrendous it's such a
1:08:56mess but if you allow it to
1:08:59settle it is something truly
1:09:01profound this is the
1:09:04manifestor it is this Stillness that is
1:09:07there within this enclosed
1:09:11Ora this is the peace we seek not the
1:09:15disturbance and ripples in that
1:09:18pond the resistance that we meet simply
1:09:21because we have power to be alone
1:09:25and it is
1:09:28resented you know people talk about the
1:09:30fact for example that we have memories
1:09:32going back hundreds of millions of years
1:09:35stored in our reptilian and mamalian
1:09:37brain about certain things why people
1:09:38are afraid of spiders or
1:09:42whatever I know that everyone who is not
1:09:45a manifestor carries within them deep
1:09:47deep fears and resentment about
1:09:51manifestor carried it for Millennia and
1:09:53Millennia and Millennia and millennia
1:09:57read all the holy books they were
1:09:59written by
1:10:00manifestors you will you must thou
1:10:05shout and if you don't you will be
1:10:10punished you
1:10:13know manifestors wrote All the
1:10:17Rules it's why it's so hard for human
1:10:19beings in this plane to live by them
1:10:21they're no manifestors
1:10:25and they
1:10:28remember it's why when they meet our
1:10:30aura that they don't trust
1:10:33us that they're
1:10:36suspicious that's the moment that we
1:10:38have to play the grand politics oh I'm a
1:10:40nice
1:10:44manifestor let me inform
1:10:47you let me tell you let me share with
1:10:51you oh thank you for sharing Raw
1:10:56yeah yeah
1:10:58okay as long as it keeps you quiet I
1:11:02will share with you what's enough to
1:11:04share with you and then you know don't
1:11:07put a leash on
1:11:11me see we have to be
1:11:15free you know the horse and the pasture
1:11:17and all its Glory we are here to be free
1:11:20we're here to live out the
1:11:21beauty of what it is to be us there's
1:11:24nothing like us
1:11:27there
1:11:28isn't I have always thought of the other
1:11:31types as being
1:11:33alien I have really I don't mean that in
1:11:36any kind of negative sense but I
1:11:38mean they're not like
1:11:41me I mean you know I some of my best
1:11:44friends are generators
1:11:47and projectors
1:11:50reflectors you
1:11:52know no Prejudice in that no nonetheless
1:11:55they're
1:11:58aliens they're not like me I know
1:12:03that cuz I watch their
1:12:06world the way they connect to each other
1:12:09the way it works for them it's all
1:12:12really
1:12:13alien all this Cooperative
1:12:16stuff you
1:12:19know I mean it's like looking at the
1:12:21generator World they two-thirds of the
1:12:23planet are
1:12:24generators you know they're all locked
1:12:26in these kind of huge auras together you
1:12:29know vast generator cabal everybody
1:12:33doing things with each other and this
1:12:36and
1:12:39that I don't understand
1:12:43that see I was always at the top of the
1:12:46pyramid I never had any idea what was
1:12:49going on down there I just told them
1:12:51what to
1:12:53do I mean being a man manester is not
1:12:56being one of the crowd you
1:13:00know I mean it
1:13:02isn't and oh nothing's sadder than
1:13:05seeing manifestors trying to be
1:13:09social I mean it can be
1:13:12painful you
1:13:14know because they're not good at
1:13:18it and sooner or later everybody's going
1:13:21to notice and then the real trouble
1:13:24begins
1:13:25you
1:13:26know I mean if you added up all the
1:13:29people on the planet who have things
1:13:31said about them behind their back
1:13:34manifestors are number
1:13:35one we're right at the top of the
1:13:38list you know they will tell stories
1:13:42about us after we die for
1:13:47Generations your grandfather was the
1:13:49coldest son of a that ever lived
1:13:51you know they'll tell stories forever
1:13:58they don't get
1:14:00it see they're so happy that we're not
1:14:02in charge anymore that They Don't Care
1:14:05About
1:14:07Us they
1:14:09don't and if we don't make an effort
1:14:13they will not make an
1:14:15effort they
1:14:17won't they'll just keep on backing
1:14:21away and of course because human beings
1:14:23are conditioned and remember I
1:14:25the manifestor theme is the patina on
1:14:27top of what correctness is if you're not
1:14:29correct as a manifestor you already got
1:14:31your
1:14:34problems the difficulties and dilemmas
1:14:37that I had in my life wasn't because I
1:14:38was listening to my spleen it was
1:14:41because I was ignoring it that my mind
1:14:44was being run by my open centers that I
1:14:47was avoiding confrontation and
1:14:50truth that was me
1:14:55everything about my life that was wrong
1:14:57was what I was
1:15:00not and then things were really
1:15:04tough you know the glory for the
1:15:09manifestor is that moment when you
1:15:13realize that once you have your own
1:15:16authority you don't even have to play
1:15:18the
1:15:19game you
1:15:21know that's real peace
1:15:25see I play when
1:15:27it's appropriate to play I let my spleen
1:15:33decide when to play nice
1:15:39manifestor not often do I
1:15:42play nice
1:15:45manifestor I don't see the point
1:15:49anymore and I don't see the point
1:15:51because quite frankly the great theme of
1:15:54the manifestor that is correct is Take
1:15:57Me or Leave
1:15:59me you know accept me or
1:16:04not you either accept that this is what
1:16:07I am and you're only going to get as
1:16:09close as you're going to get and you're
1:16:10never ever ever ever going to get any
1:16:13closer than
1:16:14that and if you can live with that well
1:16:17you're
1:16:20welcome you know and if you can't live
1:16:23with that tough
1:16:26go someplace
1:16:28else don't get in my
1:16:32way don't get in the way of what this
1:16:34life is cuz I want to tell you it goes
1:16:37by so
1:16:42fast in the swish of a hand all of us
1:16:45are going to be dead soon eh it goes so
1:16:52fast I mean I still can't believe that
1:16:54I'm going to be 59 years old I can't
1:16:56believe it goes that
1:17:01fast it's not like you have all this
1:17:04time to enjoy the Roses you
1:17:09know took me half my life before I even
1:17:12figured out what the hell was going
1:17:18on and it's wonderful to be
1:17:23here see I love the
1:17:27Maya I love this
1:17:29illusion it's all we got it's the only
1:17:33movie we have these are the roles that
1:17:35are played out this is the way it
1:17:38goes it's easy to see the dysfunction
1:17:40it's easy to see the lack of awareness
1:17:42it's easy to see all of these
1:17:45things I can tell you how many babies
1:17:47die every hour I can tell you how many
1:17:49billions of people don't have fresh
1:17:50water I can go on and on and on and on
1:17:52and
1:17:53on but my
1:17:58life my life through my own
1:18:01authority is
1:18:05perfect that's what
1:18:08matters human design is very selfish
1:18:12knowledge understand
1:18:15that it's for one person at a
1:18:19time it's so that you can love
1:18:23yourself the sad thing that I know is
1:18:26the lack of love that human beings have
1:18:28for themselves I don't think that
1:18:29there's anything
1:18:32sadder I don't think there's anything
1:18:34more pathetic as a psychology than
1:18:36people who don't see their own
1:18:38Beauty and it's not their fault I don't
1:18:41blame them nobody taught
1:18:44them nobody taught them how to find who
1:18:47they
1:18:49are you can't love your not self I
1:18:52couldn't love that man that avoided
1:18:54confrontation and Truth who never knew
1:18:56what enough was
1:18:57enough I couldn't love that man I didn't
1:19:00like
1:19:01him he was not a nice man he was not a
1:19:04good
1:19:07being I was not somebody worthy of
1:19:13love this man oh I love this
1:19:17guy he's really sweet you know he's just
1:19:21what I always wanted to be you know
1:19:25such a gift out of nowhere bang There It
1:19:28Is look at that wow it can be like
1:19:32this it's such a surprise when you
1:19:34discover
1:19:36it and then you get to see what you are
1:19:39it's like all these people that are
1:19:40interested in Incarnation
1:19:42crosses I mean it gives me a deep nausea
1:19:45when I hear all that you
1:19:48know as if somehow they know what the
1:19:50hell that
1:19:51is or somehow that means anything to
1:19:54them well I'm on the cross of this and
1:19:56that oh good for you
1:20:02right I didn't know what it was to be a
1:20:04Clarion until I became a
1:20:08Clarion you don't have any idea what you
1:20:11are until you become
1:20:14it and it takes
1:20:17you it's the beauty of having your
1:20:20life what it means to be taken by your
1:20:23cross
1:20:26to discover that you're truly helpless
1:20:28and
1:20:29incompetent and that your cross and your
1:20:31purpose is going to be fulfilled despite
1:20:34what you
1:20:35think and you get to
1:20:40watch this is what the passenger is here
1:20:43to
1:20:45do this is what it's all
1:20:49about it isn't about using your mind to
1:20:53guide your life
1:20:55it's about enjoying your mind and its
1:20:59perspective and sharing that perspective
1:21:02with
1:21:04others we are gregarious we are social
1:21:08creatures
1:21:11humans and when you look at a body graph
1:21:13and you see that everything goes to the
1:21:15throat it is essential to understand
1:21:17that our most important gift to each
1:21:19other is what we say to each other and
1:21:22go out into the world and listen to the
1:21:24that you hear people say
1:21:26to each
1:21:28other that they never speak the
1:21:32truth they literally do not know
1:21:36how it comes from their not self it
1:21:39comes from their
1:21:42conditioning I remember when I never
1:21:44told the truth I mean never told the
1:21:47truth the only way you can avoid
1:21:49confrontation and truth if you have an
1:21:51open emotional system is to lie and lie
1:21:54Li and lie and lie and
1:21:57lie and the better your memory the
1:22:00better the
1:22:05lies I never had a real relationship
1:22:08with another human
1:22:11being it was never
1:22:14me it was the
1:22:17conditioning controlling my mind making
1:22:20my
1:22:22decisions what a mess
1:22:26and not just my
1:22:29mess as a manifestor we have
1:22:32impact I messed up other people's
1:22:36lives I mean
1:22:41really and you see it's all so
1:22:45simple it's always so
1:22:48simple you come back to strategy you
1:22:51come back to
1:22:52Authority you come back to the OWN only
1:22:54thing that can actually give you a
1:22:57chance a
1:22:58chance to see that being who is
1:23:02you not that conditioned being cuz
1:23:06that's what we live with that's what the
1:23:07world is not self homogenized
1:23:13blind always making decisions based on
1:23:16what based on somebody else's
1:23:18established rule based on their fear to
1:23:21go against it based on their
1:23:23conditioning
1:23:27it's such a boring world when you see it
1:23:29from that perspective how limited it is
1:23:32how little diversity in fact there
1:23:34actually is how densely homogenized the
1:23:37mind is people don't know how to
1:23:42live it's the one thing I know about
1:23:45life here is that most of them are just
1:23:48waiting to
1:23:49die and most of them are relieved when
1:23:51it comes to an end cuz they didn't know
1:23:54what it was was for in the first place
1:23:55and they didn't like it while they were
1:23:59here the vast majority of humans have a
1:24:02really really difficult time on this
1:24:06plane I'm an elitist human design is
1:24:09elitist knowledge you have to have money
1:24:11you have to have luck you have to have
1:24:13all kinds of things to be in this
1:24:16knowledge it is not for everyone it will
1:24:19never be for
1:24:22everyone it is for a certain percentage
1:24:25of humanity that is ready to stop
1:24:28playing the normal
1:24:31game trying to live out a life in which
1:24:34they are not who they
1:24:35are where they're afraid of the
1:24:38government the police the the doctors
1:24:40the lawyers the teachers the wives the
1:24:44husbands that everybody else's Authority
1:24:47is more important than them that they
1:24:48bow down and bow their heads all the
1:24:51time
1:24:55takes
1:24:56courage to stand on your
1:25:00own see I see us as being aspects of the
1:25:06Divine as I operate correctly in my life
1:25:10I live out my Divinity and I don't mean
1:25:12that in any new Agy sense I really
1:25:16don't it is a mechanical
1:25:18truth we are all filtering the
1:25:21Consciousness field we all live in the
1:25:23neutrino of
1:25:25otion each and every one of us has a
1:25:27unique expression of that that is our
1:25:32potential not all this homogenized stuff
1:25:35where you know on Friday a billion
1:25:37people get down on their knees and point
1:25:39towards
1:25:42Mecca or the millions of people that are
1:25:45going to die of
1:25:48cancer it's all homogenized
1:25:54the moment that you do not live your
1:25:56uniqueness you are open to the same
1:25:59diseases and problems of the homogenized
1:26:06world and it's much more
1:26:10powerful than anything you can
1:26:13imagine in the first 10 years I taught
1:26:15human design and never told anybody
1:26:17about the not self cuz I was afraid that
1:26:19it would discourage
1:26:21them not really
1:26:27because the not self is so
1:26:29powerful this who you are not remember
1:26:32it's
1:26:33genetic when you look at the whiteness
1:26:35in your chart understand that those are
1:26:38receptors in you genetic receptors and
1:26:40you saying I must have that
1:26:43other that that's what I'm missing that
1:26:45that's what I need that that's who I
1:26:47must
1:26:48be it is so
1:26:52powerful and from the moment you're born
1:26:54because you're homogenized because your
1:26:56parents don't feed you correctly that
1:26:58you have neural shut down when you're 3
1:27:00years
1:27:02old did you never get a chance to
1:27:04develop what is your unique cognitive
1:27:06potential
1:27:09ever and then on top of
1:27:12that you're conditioned away from your
1:27:16type you're not
1:27:20respected I mean what we do to those
1:27:23supposedly that we
1:27:26love what a joke how cruel that
1:27:32is I was never treated with respect when
1:27:35I was growing up and my parents loved
1:27:38me it wasn't that they did not love
1:27:43me they just didn't know any
1:27:46better I watched them destroy my
1:27:51brother I mean I just watched I mean at
1:27:53least I was a manifestor an ego
1:27:55manifestor I could stand up to the
1:28:00devil it's so easy to destroy
1:28:04somebody it's so easy to lead them
1:28:07astray it's so easy to put them in that
1:28:10world out there where all that mundane
1:28:13banale nonsense and lies
1:28:18rule this is not common
1:28:21knowledge you're not going to give this
1:28:23to the
1:28:29masses you
1:28:33can't they're not ready for it they will
1:28:35never be ready for
1:28:37it it isn't the way things are meant to
1:28:41be we're coming to the end game of our
1:28:47time and you see in that end game opens
1:28:50up a window of possibility
1:28:54we're living in a great time we really
1:28:57are we're living in a time where a human
1:28:59being can truly understand how to
1:29:02operate as themselves it's not a big
1:29:07deal I mean when you think about the
1:29:09whole history of humanity that nobody
1:29:11nobody has ever been told just the way
1:29:14they
1:29:17operate how much easier that makes your
1:29:20life what a difference that is
1:29:25and you see when I first got the
1:29:27knowledge I thought wow I'm going to
1:29:29turn on everybody it's going to be so
1:29:32easy cuz it's so
1:29:34simple it's so
1:29:37simple oh this mind
1:29:42he it won't let simple
1:29:46be smart people never like simple I
1:29:50found that out in a hurry I kept on
1:29:53telling smart people it was simple and
1:29:54they kept on asking for the
1:29:58complexity it's so
1:30:02simple and all it
1:30:05takes is the discovery of its truth this
1:30:10what is experimentation
1:30:12is you cannot believe or trust anybody
1:30:16that tells you
1:30:20that you can only find out for yourself
1:30:25and the moment that you enter into that
1:30:27process you discover it in a
1:30:30hurry what kind of a difference that
1:30:34makes and that's all it
1:30:37takes and I look out it's over 20 years
1:30:41now I watch the movie it's an amazing
1:30:44thing for
1:30:46me you know to see how difficult it is
1:30:50to get human beings to recognize a
1:30:52simple truth one that they can
1:30:54empirically test
1:30:56themselves that is so easy to
1:31:01test and then you
1:31:04understand what it means when I say that
1:31:07this is not Universal
1:31:11knowledge it
1:31:14isn't I am here to teach anyone who will
1:31:18listen how to be
1:31:22abnormal that's my work
1:31:25how to be abnormal and love yourself for
1:31:29it how to find the beauty of your
1:31:32difference oh how wonderful it is to
1:31:34meet people who are
1:31:37different who truly can express
1:31:39something that is theirs that is
1:31:44theirs I've read everything I'm not
1:31:46interested in all that stuff
1:31:49rehashed I don't need somebody to
1:31:51reinterpret for me somebody else
1:31:55I don't need to sit in discussions of
1:31:57philosophical Concepts that have been
1:31:59thrashed around and emptily for
1:32:03ages give me somebody's
1:32:06unique
1:32:08perspective and you see each and every
1:32:11one of you this is what you're here
1:32:14for and you only have a unique
1:32:17perspective when it comes out of a
1:32:18unique
1:32:21life when you're not normal
1:32:26when you don't bow down to everyone's
1:32:29Authority when your life isn't ruled by
1:32:32what you think are
1:32:38responsibilities that lock you
1:32:41in that deny you a chance to see things
1:32:44for what they
1:32:46are and for you to be
1:32:48correct incorrectness you don't abandon
1:32:52anything
1:32:54you simply operate
1:32:57correctly there's room for
1:33:00everything but you have to be
1:33:03correct it's still strategy and
1:33:06authority and for
1:33:10manifestors every time you meet one many
1:33:13of you are professionals every time you
1:33:15meet
1:33:16one do what you can to save
1:33:21them you know
1:33:24they are in fact very useful
1:33:27creatures and have a contribution to
1:33:31make and it's very hard to get to
1:33:34them you know the only way you get to a
1:33:37manifestor is quite literally if if you
1:33:39really love them CU it's hard
1:33:43otherwise to get them to learn about
1:33:48themselves enough to understand what it
1:33:50is to be okay with being a manifest
1:33:55and at the moment that the manifestor
1:33:57operates out of their
1:33:59strategy this game that they play rooted
1:34:02in their Authority you get
1:34:06peace you do but more than that you get
1:34:11to see how wonderful you
1:34:13are you
1:34:15are we all come into this life and by
1:34:19the time we're 10 years old we think we
1:34:21have problems
1:34:23we think that other people are better
1:34:25than us we think that there are things
1:34:28about us that are not good things about
1:34:31us that we wish we would change or
1:34:34fix it's so
1:34:37sad when I first started to tour and I
1:34:41would do these endless readings with
1:34:44people the one thing that was so obvious
1:34:46to me is how much they hated
1:34:50themselves how they would break down
1:34:54how every time that I would put my
1:34:56finger on a negative in their not self
1:34:59they'd go oh yes that's me oh
1:35:02yes and I said no that's not
1:35:05you that's what you've been
1:35:08living it's not
1:35:10you this is the only freedom for
1:35:14us you have to be
1:35:16yourself for whatever it is for me to be
1:35:19a manifestor with my configuration and
1:35:21this and that and blah blah blah the
1:35:23only thing that saves me is that I'm
1:35:25correct and I get my
1:35:28life my life I don't care whether other
1:35:31people agree with it like it don't like
1:35:33it like me don't like me this and that
1:35:36who
1:35:37cares I finally have
1:35:40peace and nobody can disturb
1:35:43that nobody can put their finger into my
1:35:46openness and pull me away from my
1:35:51peace all that's over
1:35:55and I have learned to see that there's
1:35:57nothing wrong with
1:35:59me that I'm as good a lover as anyone
1:36:03that I can express my love as well as
1:36:07anyone but from a closed
1:36:11a my variation on a theme what to do and
1:36:16if you don't like the variation hey it's
1:36:20okay with me you know find something you
1:36:26like okay that's it for today

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