how i used subliminals and manifestations to change my appearance (and my life) #manifestation — Transcript

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1. 0:00Here is the long-awaited video. I'm in
2. 0:01my car um because I need to just [ __ ]
3. 0:03make this. I am a procrastinator, okay?
4. 0:06Chronic procrastinator and I need to
5. 0:08stop. I just want to preface before I
6. 0:09even get into anything. If you are
7. 0:10already someone who doesn't believe in
8. 0:13manifesting or think it's woo woo [ __ ]
9. 0:15doesn't even believe in like the power
10. 0:16of the human mind because it's quite
11. 0:18it's [ __ ] powerful. Um this video is
12. 0:21not for you. Any negativity will be
13. 0:23deleted. I'm [ __ ] sick of these
14. 0:25[ __ ] in my comment section. Get out.
15. 0:28Uh, Dwayne, get out my [ __ ] comment
16. 0:30section. I'm also not getting into
17. 0:31anything scientific in this video. This
18. 0:33is strictly my experience, my own
19. 0:36research, my own trial and error. So,
20. 0:39what I do might not work for you. I
21. 0:41highly encourage everyone to do their
22. 0:42own research and experiment in their own
23. 0:45way. Find out what works for you and
24. 0:46watch your life literally [ __ ]
25. 0:48change. From my research as well,
26. 0:50subliminals and manifesting go hand in
27. 0:52hand. So that's the reason why I will be
28. 0:54speaking so heavily on manifesting when
29. 0:57I the video that got a lot of traction
30. 1:00was my subliminal video is because
31. 1:02they're they do the same [ __ ] They go
32. 1:04hand in hand. In my experience
33. 1:07manifesting was the stronger it gave me
34. 1:09stronger more fast results whereas
35. 1:12subliminals was like the icing on the
36. 1:13cake kind of thing. A lot of people have
37. 1:15commented that isn't you. You're wearing
38. 1:17makeup. Um that's a different person. No
39. 1:20it's not. I'm going to scoot this over,
40. 1:23okay? And I'm just going to insert some
41. 1:26photos and dates of what I used to look
42. 1:28like while I explain just some kind of
43. 1:31lore. I don't know the backstory. I
44. 1:33found out about subliminals when I was
45. 1:3517. Let me preface again for all of you
46. 1:37[ __ ] party poopers in my comment
47. 1:39section. I realize I was a growing
48. 1:41teenage girl. Okay, I'm 22 now. I
49. 1:44realized I was growing. However, the
50. 1:46changes that I've had, not only my
51. 1:48appearance, but in my
52. 1:50life definitely were not um just
53. 1:53growing. 1,000% were not just growing.
54. 1:56When I was 17, I was desperate. I hated
55. 1:59myself. I was depressed. I have been
56. 2:01depressed and suicidal
57. 2:03genuinely my entire life, um as far back
58. 2:06as I can remember. And so, I was just I
59. 2:08hated my appearance obviously. And so I
60. 2:11found out about it and I was like, "This
61. 2:12is a last [ __ ] resort cuz I can't
62. 2:14afford surgery." So like, I'm going to
63. 2:16try this and see if it works. I did it
64. 2:18for like six months and I was obsessed.
65. 2:21It was like a ritual for me. I had a
66. 2:23playlist. I would listen to it every
67. 2:25single night without fail. I literally
68. 2:27could not go to sleep without listening
69. 2:28to it. Editing Sasha here. I forgot to
70. 2:31add that I've been trying to lose weight
71. 2:32for essentially my entire life. I've
72. 2:35always had issues with my weight, but
73. 2:37once I got into manifesting and
74. 2:38subliminals again, it became so easy.
75. 2:42Like, I finally was able to lose weight
76. 2:44after years of not being able to. I
77. 2:46don't know why. Some compulsive thing. I
78. 2:48was not getting the results I wanted
79. 2:50because I obviously didn't know really
80. 2:53what they were. I was kind of just like,
81. 2:55"Okay, I'll listen to this. It'll change
82. 2:56my appearance. Cool." Um, that's not the
83. 2:58case. It did alter my appearance
84. 3:00slightly, I will say. Obviously, not as
85. 3:02much as I was wanting. And so I was
86. 3:04like, "This [ __ ] doesn't [ __ ] work."
87. 3:05And I stopped doing it. Fast forward to
88. 3:072024. I'd say around February to like
89. 3:11May in this time frame of 2024. All of a
90. 3:14sudden, I looked at myself and I was
91. 3:17like, I'm pretty now. Like what the
92. 3:21[ __ ] Specifically in May, I think I was
93. 3:23so cutesy. I had my little orange hair.
94. 3:26And that was kind of the first
95. 3:27experience where I was like, "Oh, like I
96. 3:29look conventionally attractive." Because
97. 3:31also some backstory, I grew up ugly as
98. 3:33[ __ ] Okay, I was bullied. I could have
99. 3:36been bullied worse. Okay, I wasn't
100. 3:38physically bullied, but I was definitely
101. 3:40mentally, you know, [ __ ] with because
102. 3:42I was ugly and fat. Trust me when I say
103. 3:45I know what it's like. I know what it's
104. 3:47like. Okay, that was my entire [ __ ]
105. 3:49childhood. And then all of a sudden, I
106. 3:51remembered like the subliminals, but
107. 3:54this was more so like a little later in
108. 3:56the year, like August, I got back into
109. 3:58subliminals. And I remembered that I
110. 4:01used to listen to them religiously. And
111. 4:03then I was like, "Wait, I literally look
112. 4:06like the subliminals I used to listen
113. 4:09to." So it took [ __ ] years to catch
114. 4:11up. I was like, "Whoa,
115. 4:14whoa. Who's this baby with Joerger?" You
116. 4:17know what I mean? And so that that's
117. 4:18when I really got into manifesting.
118. 4:20That's when I learned about manifesting
119. 4:21and how I actually learned how
120. 4:23subliminals actually work, which is how
121. 4:25I utilize them now. I personally think I
122. 4:27look the prettiest that I have now. I
123. 4:29think I just keep getting prettier
124. 4:31because my mental health not only is
125. 4:33improving. Subliminals and stuff really
126. 4:35do change your appearance. I'm sorry.
127. 4:38I'm sorry, but they do. Like I don't use
128. 4:41them like the [ __ ] Everyone can do it.
129. 4:44I would say in August of 2024, I was
130. 4:47heavily heavily into manifesting. I just
131. 4:49learned about it. Um, I was doing so
132. 4:51much research, doing all these different
133. 4:53laws, testing out different stuff. And
134. 4:56that was the first time in my entire 20
135. 4:58years of my life that I've been
136. 5:00approached by so many people because I'd
137. 5:03focused so strictly on my self-concept
138. 5:05about loving myself. I didn't want to
139. 5:07hate myself anymore. I'd never been
140. 5:09approached by that many people in my
141. 5:11entire life. Random people just coming
142. 5:12up to me telling me how beautiful I am,
143. 5:14telling me how how much they love my
144. 5:16style, um, asking for my number. And
145. 5:19like when I tell you this has never
146. 5:21happened to me my entire life. I just
147. 5:22said I grew up ugly. Okay? Never in my
148. 5:25life have I been approached like that. I
149. 5:27kid you not. Come October 2024, I burnt
150. 5:29myself the [ __ ] out. And then I got
151. 5:31really depressed because I let myself
152. 5:33sink into my old mindset essentially.
153. 5:37That was my fault. But again, I was
154. 5:40like, I hate myself again. This [ __ ]
155. 5:42sucks. So I'm going to get into
156. 5:43manifesting again and start practicing a
157. 5:45better self-concept again. So that's
158. 5:46what I did. And it's been months now.
159. 5:48It's like [ __ ] almost June and I've
160. 5:50just been doing that as much as I can.
161. 5:52Trying to keep a strong mental diet.
162. 5:55Yes, it's difficult. It's I mean, you're
163. 5:57rewiring your brain essentially from
164. 6:00years and years and years of this
165. 6:02feeling worthless and like horrible and
166. 6:04ugly. That's pretty much the gist of it.
167. 6:06I'm not going into more detail simply
168. 6:07because it doesn't really need to be
169. 6:10done. I mean, that's essentially what
170. 6:12happened is I just I did my own
171. 6:14research. Um, I did a lot of
172. 6:16affirmations. Robotic affirmations
173. 6:18helped me a lot. So, here are my most
174. 6:20frequently asked questions. And the
175. 6:22answers to those questions. Number one,
176. 6:24is that really you? Yes. I would not
177. 6:26post a random [ __ ] person on the
178. 6:28internet and claim it was me 5 years
179. 6:30ago. That's weird. That's weird. I
180. 6:32wouldn't do that. Then, how does music
181. 6:34change your appearance? Um, I've made
182. 6:35multiple videos on this, but it's not
183. 6:37music. It's subliminal messages, which
184. 6:39work on a subconscious level. It's not
185. 6:41just music. It's just frequently played
186. 6:43under music or white noise or whatever.
187. 6:45How long did it take to see visible
188. 6:47results? Um, four to 5 years simply
189. 6:49because Okay, I was not educated and I
190. 6:52went into it not knowing [ __ ] So, just
191. 6:54educate yourself. What subliminals do
192. 6:56you use? Can you recommend some? Yes, I
193. 6:59use YouTube subliminals and I pay for
194. 7:00YouTube Premium simply for that reason
195. 7:02so the ads don't wake me the [ __ ] up cuz
196. 7:04I like to listen to them when I sleep. I
197. 7:05like I got it the most. that creator. I
198. 7:08do have my playlist that I listen to
199. 7:11like almost every single night linked in
200. 7:13my bio. It's just a YouTube playlist.
201. 7:15Did you do other things too? Yes.
202. 7:17However, before anyone says anything,
203. 7:19these were not drastic enough things for
204. 7:22me to do for me to have as big of a
205. 7:24change as I did in my entire life. So,
206. 7:27what actions did I take? You may ask. I
207. 7:29was fortunate enough to be able to see a
208. 7:30hormone doctor and actually find out I
209. 7:33have hypothyroidism and PTOS, which I've
210. 7:36managed to get pretty much under
211. 7:38control. Okay, I still struggle with it.
212. 7:40My PCOS is not in remission. I still
213. 7:42struggle with it. However, that did help
214. 7:44a lot with specifically my acne. It
215. 7:47helped a lot with my acne. As far as my
216. 7:48diet goes, no, I don't work out. I don't
217. 7:50like working out. Makes me feel like
218. 7:51[ __ ] cuz I also have
219. 7:53POTS. Uh, three different [ __ ] things
220. 7:55wrong with me. They all [ __ ] suck.
221. 7:58pots, I would say, is one of the worst
222. 8:00for day-to-day function. It uh I hate
223. 8:03it. I just started eating a little bit
224. 8:04healthier. I'm kind of just more wary of
225. 8:06my gluten, sugar, and dairy intake cuz I
226. 8:09also have a gluten and dairy allergy.
227. 8:11That's pretty much all I've done is just
228. 8:13watch my diet a little more, but I
229. 8:14really haven't changed much. I still eat
230. 8:16all of my favorite foods just in smaller
231. 8:19portions, and I just try to exercise
232. 8:21control because I also deal with binge
233. 8:23eating issues. The only cosmetic
234. 8:25procedure I've ever had is lip filler.
235. 8:27cutesy. They're also overlined right
236. 8:29now. I just wanted to. That's about it.
237. 8:31Um, but I haven't gotten anything else
238. 8:32done. Next question. Is it some kind of
239. 8:35spell? No, not really. Some people think
240. 8:39that it's like a spell or that it could
241. 8:42be spiritual, but I honestly think it's
242. 8:45science
243. 8:46and scientific from like the studies
244. 8:49I've seen and stuff. I started doing it
245. 8:51when I was a really religious person.
246. 8:53Now I'm not so much. But either way, it
247. 8:55worked. gatekeep. No, I won't be doing
248. 8:58that. There's no reason to gatekeep it.
249. 9:00I want to share the knowledge because
250. 9:02I'm literally I literally am just some
251. 9:04random [ __ ] [ __ ] from Idaho. Who the
252. 9:07[ __ ] lives in Idaho? Literally, I was
253. 9:09just like, "Let me try this [ __ ] Let me
254. 9:12try it." And it worked. So, I'm sharing
255. 9:14that info with everyone else because I
256. 9:16love people and I want people to be able
257. 9:19to change their lives, especially if
258. 9:21they were as suicidal as I was. I mean,
259. 9:24that is no way to [ __ ] live. I'm also
260. 9:26just not a gatekeeper. I think it's
261. 9:27[ __ ] stupid. Like, who like, why
262. 9:29wouldn't you want to share something
263. 9:31good with someone else? I don't get it.
264. 9:32I honestly think people who like to
265. 9:34gatekeep are just selfish. Sorry. Have
266. 9:36you manifested short height? No. Um, I
267. 9:39used to try. Um, but now I honestly like
268. 9:41my height. I'm 5'7, but I have I would
269. 9:45say I manifested my height to be a
270. 9:46little bit shorter cuz I went down to
271. 9:48like 5'6 and like 3/4s. This is by a
272. 9:51doctor, by the way. The doctor measured
273. 9:53me and now I'm 5'7. And I think just
274. 9:54because I stopped caring and I was like,
275. 9:56I like being tall. Um, and I do. I like
276. 9:59being tall. It makes me feel powerful.
277. 10:01And men stay away from me. They stay
278. 10:03away. They stay away from me. Thank God.
279. 10:06Tips on how to get fast results. Um, in
280. 10:08my opinion, what worked for me, okay,
281. 10:10this worked for me was detaching. How
282. 10:12did I detach? I honestly can't tell you.
283. 10:16Just one day I was like, I'm going to
284. 10:17stop caring. I was just like, I'm going
285. 10:19to stop being miserable and just live
286. 10:21knowing that it's coming to me and it's
287. 10:25kind of just a matter of time. And
288. 10:26honestly, once I did that, the faster
289. 10:28they started coming to me. But again,
290. 10:29that's just me. And you don't have to be
291. 10:31practicing any [ __ ] laws to be doing
292. 10:32this [ __ ] That's why I burnt myself out
293. 10:34cuz I was like, I need to do this and
294. 10:35this and that or nothing will come to
295. 10:37me. That's not the case. It comes to you
296. 10:39the moment you decide it's yours. Why do
297. 10:41you look Chinese now? Um, I don't think
298. 10:44I look Chinese. That's also like I don't
299. 10:46know why someone would comment that I'm
300. 10:49not
301. 10:50Chinese. I don't know what else to say.
302. 10:52To summarize, okay, number one tip, work
303. 10:54on your self-concept. Okay, stop hating
304. 10:56yourself. You're a bad [ __ ] [ __ ] and
305. 10:58you're one in a [ __ ] million. Okay, I
306. 11:01don't give a [ __ ] I think everyone's
307. 11:03unique in their own way. Yes, there are
308. 11:05people who act like NPCs, and that's a
309. 11:08little weird, but usually everyone is
310. 11:10unique in their own ways. And if you are
311. 11:12someone who's interested in manifesting
312. 11:14in subliminals, you're already not an
313. 11:15NPC, right? Love yourself and the
314. 11:17universe will love you back. That's
315. 11:19honestly what I go by cuz it's true.
316. 11:21Honestly, once I started putting myself
317. 11:23on a pedestal and loving myself a little
318. 11:24bit more, caring about myself a little
319. 11:26bit more, everything just started
320. 11:27falling into place in every aspect of my
321. 11:29life, not just my appearance. Number
322. 11:31two, don't obsess. Just relax. Just
323. 11:33relax. Chill. Know what's coming to you.
324. 11:35There's no reason to over obsess over
325. 11:37it. Um, a lot of people have been
326. 11:39texting me asking me questions, which is
327. 11:41100% completely fine. I don't mind
328. 11:43answering questions at all. But a lot of
329. 11:45the question I get is like, I keep
330. 11:47thinking about it, like I'm so worried.
331. 11:48I'm always checking the reality. Don't
332. 11:50do that. Don't do it. Just chill. Just
333. 11:54enjoy your life. Try to have fun. Try to
334. 11:56have fun. Don't hate yourself. Number
335. 11:58four, take some action if you want to.
336. 12:00Um, you don't have to take action for
337. 12:01your manifestations to come true. Um,
338. 12:04some people say it's placebo. I don't
339. 12:05think it's placebo. Honestly, it's
340. 12:07literally just like do whatever the [ __ ]
341. 12:09you want. Whatever resonates with you,
342. 12:10whatever you're like, "Oh, yeah. I want
343. 12:12to do that." Do it. Like, just do it.
344. 12:15It's it's it's your own self-expression,
345. 12:17your own journey. And this is just again
346. 12:20my experience. Everything I've done
347. 12:22might not work for you or might not work
348. 12:23for you in the same way. Anyways, that's
349. 12:25pretty much it. Um, I love you all so
350. 12:27much. If you have any more specific
351. 12:28questions, feel free to DM me on
352. 12:31Instagram or Tik Tok or comment here. I
353. 12:34do whatever. I don't mind answering
354. 12:35questions. I would just say do your own
355. 12:37research. Find out what works for you.
356. 12:39Do whatever you want. Live your life.
357. 12:41Okay? Live your life. Love you so much.
358. 12:44Bye.