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Holocaust Survivor Eva Schloss Speaks at Westlake High School — Transcript

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  1. 0:07three two one go ahead my name is eva
  2. 0:23schloss would you like to ask me some
  3. 0:26questions about my life why don't you
  4. 0:30ask me a question in conscience why
  5. 0:33don't you ask me a question about
  6. 0:35Auschwitz
  7. 0:38[Music]
  8. 0:56everybody said never again house which
  9. 0:58we have learned our lesson but it looked
  10. 1:01bad again in the world to hate that
  11. 1:04discrimination so I thought it really
  12. 1:07necessary to teach and to speak about it
  13. 1:12[Music]
  14. 1:18[Music]
  15. 1:29[Music]
  16. 1:31my name is pin house Goethe I will
  17. 1:35answer any questions you might have for
  18. 1:37me how old were you in the war indeed I
  19. 1:42was between the ages of 13 and 14 when
  20. 1:46the war ended in 1945 but he he doesn't
  21. 1:52move much really and that's that's his
  22. 1:55choice well it's very Jewish to talk
  23. 1:57with your hands and you should feel
  24. 1:59comfortable to do yeah yeah it's gonna
  25. 2:03be somewhat normal hmm in a hundred
  26. 2:07years time to have a person sitting in
  27. 2:10in this position and it won't seem as
  28. 2:13unnatural when when you start to get
  29. 2:17into the questions and you start to get
  30. 2:19into the dialogue you kind of lose sight
  31. 2:21of the fact that the person is not
  32. 2:23actually there
  33. 2:26[Music]
  34. 2:38gosh oh my goodness this is Andrew yes
  35. 2:42hi and oh nice to meet you
  36. 2:44please mrs. Lisa her granddaughter right
  37. 2:47now is about 100 cameras on the stage so
  38. 2:49we're recording everything in all
  39. 2:51directions the idea behind the green is
  40. 2:53that we can then take out the green and
  41. 2:54replace it with any other environment
  42. 2:57that you're gonna be talking in the
  43. 2:58future so this could be a classroom it
  44. 3:00could be a museum and we can put those
  45. 3:02backdrops behind you in the beginning I
  46. 3:10didn't know really how to speak you know
  47. 3:13it's something you have to learn
  48. 3:17eventually I found my own voice
  49. 3:20[Music]
  50. 3:33okay here we go good morning good
  51. 3:36morning how are you I'm feeling very
  52. 3:40well a little nervous okay when did you
  53. 3:44first start telling your story since
  54. 3:471986 I started to speak for the first
  55. 3:51time and I haven't really stopped since
  56. 3:57today is October the 9th 1996 the
  57. 4:01survivor being interviewed is eva
  58. 4:03schloss maiden name Gehringer I realized
  59. 4:07suddenly that people are interested in
  60. 4:10people do want to know about it and this
  61. 4:12was really a big turning point in my
  62. 4:16life
  63. 4:19this is a repeat after me my name is eva
  64. 4:23schloss and I'm a Holocaust survivor my
  65. 4:25name is eva schloss I'm a Holocaust
  66. 4:28survivor I'm actually a recording so I
  67. 4:32can't answer that question I'm actually
  68. 4:35a recording I can't answer that question
  69. 4:38I don't remember I don't remember maybe
  70. 4:44you should try to reboot maybe you
  71. 4:48should try to reboot they book we reboot
  72. 4:55so technical for me I don't quite
  73. 5:02imagine how people will feel about that
  74. 5:05to pretend it is somebody really
  75. 5:08speaking to them who lived at that time
  76. 5:10thirty or fifty years ago
  77. 5:14[Music]
  78. 5:18how did it feel to wear the yellow star
  79. 5:21Eva I was quite a stubborn child and I
  80. 5:29didn't want to wear the yellow star I
  81. 5:31didn't see why that was necessary and I
  82. 5:35had a big fight with my mother I didn't
  83. 5:38want to but my mother explained to me
  84. 5:40very very carefully and solely why it
  85. 5:43was dangerous not to wear it can I just
  86. 5:47tell you these answers are great for
  87. 5:48just the right length or the right
  88. 5:50amount of details wonderful okay what
  89. 5:56happened when you arrived at Auschwitz
  90. 5:59men and women were separated so people
  91. 6:03cling to each other cried and really
  92. 6:06they lived horrible and the gods came
  93. 6:10and beat us apart and my father took me
  94. 6:16by the hand and said Eva chair God will
  95. 6:19protect you
  96. 6:22[Music]
  97. 6:29[Music]
  98. 6:33now forcing of actors who do everyday
  99. 6:37the same story a very it because if I
  100. 6:40would do the same thing all the time
  101. 6:42then I might get fed up with it have you
  102. 6:48come up with a name for the contraption
  103. 6:50that you're in their cage the cage okay
  104. 6:56so describe to us the most emotional
  105. 7:00situation that you had to face while you
  106. 7:02were in Auschwitz Birkenau I think the
  107. 7:12biggest shock
  108. 7:13experienced was when I saw my naked
  109. 7:16mother walking out of this bag knowing
  110. 7:23that she was going to be guests I think
  111. 7:27that was the hardest moment experienced
  112. 7:34and when she she was saved and be very
  113. 7:41United and she lived for a long long
  114. 7:44time till 93 years old
  115. 8:05I had always seen it in front of my eyes
  116. 8:08so I lifted this aid really you know I
  117. 8:12saw the inside of the kettle talk very
  118. 8:15well move the saucer heavily now trade
  119. 8:18say I saw it was in at night specially
  120. 8:21when of us not busy you know all those
  121. 8:24images came back till I started to speak
  122. 8:29about Zen I could let go okay this is
  123. 8:38over here right here these are the gas
  124. 8:40chambers over here in this area and
  125. 8:43these are the forests around here yeah
  126. 8:45the pond the pond where you would have
  127. 8:48gone to get water is all around this
  128. 8:50area here how does it make you feel
  129. 8:54looking at that silly very confused
  130. 9:00because when you the insight you had no
  131. 9:02idea how big it was around again and
  132. 9:06where and what then huh
  133. 9:11[Music]
  134. 9:19there's not that they goes FEV and I'm
  135. 9:22not thinking about them in one way or
  136. 9:24another
  137. 9:24I wasn't coping at all after the war and
  138. 9:31it was otto frank who came very often to
  139. 9:34our house who saw how I was suffering
  140. 9:37and he really helped me a lot
  141. 9:41[Music]
  142. 9:47I don't sing ever replaced Anna for him
  143. 9:51and I personally had the feeling very
  144. 9:54often but said he never ever made me
  145. 9:57really really sing said but I just felt
  146. 10:00it that when he looked at me I over
  147. 10:03thought is he thinking why did this
  148. 10:07child survive and why not my own
  149. 10:09daughter
  150. 10:13do you remember how you felt about him
  151. 10:16after you read the diary I must say I
  152. 10:19wasn't particularly interested in it at
  153. 10:23first water I was much too busy to cope
  154. 10:30with my own grief
  155. 10:33[Music]
  156. 10:38under frank says in her diary when she
  157. 10:41dies she would like to live on meaning
  158. 10:43she wants to become immortal and she has
  159. 10:46succeeded
  160. 10:47[Music]
  161. 10:56how did your daughters cope with having
  162. 11:00two parents who both experienced trauma
  163. 11:04as soon as severe teenagers and older
  164. 11:07and started to know more about our
  165. 11:11history as soon as they had difficulties
  166. 11:13to cope with it to accept it
  167. 11:17she told us sort of anecdotes and
  168. 11:20stories but it was almost like it was
  169. 11:21someone else's experiences not her own
  170. 11:24it was a certain time where she didn't
  171. 11:27want to talk about it and was protecting
  172. 11:28us our generation has been uprooted
  173. 11:32and as a result of the experiences
  174. 11:38through which all of her all of us have
  175. 11:41come and we have some psychological
  176. 11:43problems all of us one kind of one kind
  177. 11:47of anchor to the future is our children
  178. 11:52our grandchildren which hopefully we'll
  179. 11:55find back into normality
  180. 11:58[Music]
  181. 12:04[Music]
  182. 12:09great day great day you're gonna miss it
  183. 12:16yeah I'm not so sure back to normality
  184. 12:30normality then you still pick to work
  185. 12:34great race so you know I can't go back
  186. 12:37into a color after all so you need to
  187. 12:39ease yourself back to color usually
  188. 12:55twice a week go out speaking I said to
  189. 12:59my daughters who think and don't have to
  190. 13:01do all this and needs it for my sanity
  191. 13:07too hot I got over it the suffering the
  192. 13:13only thing what I still don't get over
  193. 13:16really and I don't think I ever really
  194. 13:18say loss
  195. 13:19[Music]
  196. 13:28this project will pull most immortalize
  197. 13:31her so that she can go on telling the
  198. 13:33story once she's no longer with us but
  199. 13:36it is still a story really it's what it
  200. 13:40is
  201. 13:41unless you live through it you can't
  202. 13:44fully identify
  203. 13:50I hope you don't forget what you've
  204. 13:53heard here today goodbye
  205. 14:01[Music]
  206. 14:24you
  207. 14:28today we are very honored to hear miss
  208. 14:31eva schloss a Holocaust survivor speaker
  209. 14:34and author she is Anne Frank's
  210. 14:36posthumous stepsister miss schloss was
  211. 14:40born in a peaceful and tolerant Vienna
  212. 14:42in 1929 where she lived until the rising
  213. 14:45anti-semitism of Nazi Austria forced her
  214. 14:49family to flee first to Brussels and
  215. 14:51then to Amsterdam in 1940 were they like
  216. 14:55the Franks were forced to go into hiding
  217. 14:57they lived in the respective hiding
  218. 15:00places until her 15th birthday when her
  219. 15:03entire family was betrayed arrested by
  220. 15:06the Nazis and sent to concentration
  221. 15:07camps she and her mother were subjected
  222. 15:12to the unspeakable horrors of the
  223. 15:14Holocaust in Auschwitz
  224. 15:15for nine months ouch Fitz was liberated
  225. 15:19by the Russian army in January of 1945
  226. 15:22and miss sloths and her mother returned
  227. 15:25to Amsterdam where they met otto frank
  228. 15:27who had also returned from auschwitz he
  229. 15:30had recently discovered Anne's diary and
  230. 15:33as we know spent the rest of his life
  231. 15:35spreading its message after he and her
  232. 15:39mother eventually married miss schloss
  233. 15:41became an stepsister after being asked
  234. 15:45to speak during an opening of the Anne
  235. 15:47Frank exhibition in 1985 mich schloss
  236. 15:50spoke after a long time of her
  237. 15:53experiences in the Holocaust ever since
  238. 15:55then she has traveled the world and told
  239. 15:57her story in an effort to educate and
  240. 16:00not allowed the traumatic events of her
  241. 16:02childhood to be repeated her life was
  242. 16:06forever altered by the events of the
  243. 16:08Holocaust and she is here now to share
  244. 16:11them with us to persuade us that
  245. 16:13something that horrific and hateful
  246. 16:14should never happen again listen
  247. 16:17carefully because the number of
  248. 16:19survivors decreases every year take
  249. 16:21advantage of this amazing opportunity
  250. 16:23with this in mind please join us in
  251. 16:26welcoming Holocaust survivor
  252. 16:28international speaker author and human
  253. 16:31rights activist miss Eva schloss
  254. 16:34[Applause]
  255. 16:54it's wonderful to be here with you today
  256. 16:57and to see such a full house and the
  257. 17:00hope it will be a hour which you will
  258. 17:03always remember thank you very much
  259. 17:12I feel like I'm about to interview the
  260. 17:17Queen of England
  261. 17:19IVA you had a happy family life in
  262. 17:23Vienna and then your family was forced
  263. 17:26to move first to Brussels and then to
  264. 17:27Amsterdam
  265. 17:28can you walk us through those early
  266. 17:30years please yes we've Jewish family
  267. 17:35living in Vienna Austria which is a
  268. 17:38beautiful city lots of culture but as
  269. 17:41well wonderful surroundings mountains
  270. 17:46and lakes and ever so very sporty child
  271. 17:49enough to go with my father to do
  272. 17:52mountain climbing and in the winter
  273. 17:54skiing I had an older brother
  274. 17:57we had grandparents aunts uncle a big
  275. 18:00extended family and life was really very
  276. 18:03very wonderful but all they stopped in
  277. 18:07March 1938
  278. 18:10I was just nine years old when Hitler
  279. 18:13without permission just marched into
  280. 18:17Austria with his army and occupied the
  281. 18:19country the Austrian people from one day
  282. 18:24to the next became suddenly are the
  283. 18:27Nazis the student the street with a Heil
  284. 18:32Hitler salute always a big swastika
  285. 18:34flags and life changed for us
  286. 18:38immediately it is unbelievable how from
  287. 18:42one day to the next the spirit the
  288. 18:46friendship has changed my brother Heinz
  289. 18:49he was 12 years old of course he went to
  290. 18:53school the next day so did I and he came
  291. 18:57home and he looked terrible his clothes
  292. 19:00were torn he was beaten up when my
  293. 19:02parents saw him they were in shock she
  294. 19:05said what on earth has happened to you
  295. 19:08and he said my own friend state said and
  296. 19:11the teachers just let it happen and look
  297. 19:14down so you can imagine it was it was
  298. 19:20unbelievable and my best friend was a
  299. 19:22Catholic girl and after school I usually
  300. 19:26went home to her we did a bit of game or
  301. 19:29gossiping but the next day as well when
  302. 19:32I went there when the mother saw me I
  303. 19:35could see she looked very cost and when
  304. 19:38she opened the door she said to me we
  305. 19:42will never want to see you here again
  306. 19:44and she slammed the door in my face and
  307. 19:47went home crying I said to my mother I
  308. 19:50don't understand we didn't have to
  309. 19:52quarrel and my mother said well for
  310. 19:55Jewish people life is going to be really
  311. 19:58really terrible from now on and the
  312. 20:02trouble was but that most people most
  313. 20:05Jewish people felt threatened but to get
  314. 20:09out of the country and to get visas you
  315. 20:12know safe countries was practically
  316. 20:14impossible in 1938 in Germany Hitler had
  317. 20:19already started with anti-jewish
  318. 20:21measures people had been arrested people
  319. 20:26lost their jobs people had been beaten
  320. 20:29up and of course we expect in Austria
  321. 20:33the same will happen but my father had
  322. 20:36business connections in Holland and he
  323. 20:39left immediately you know we didn't
  324. 20:43quite understand children parents tried
  325. 20:46to protect us but obviously they had
  326. 20:49plans that if something like that would
  327. 20:51happen my father would get away but when
  328. 20:55we wanted to follow it was impossible
  329. 20:57already then we heard that we could go
  330. 21:01illegally over the border into Belgium
  331. 21:04taking big big risks so we did that once
  332. 21:09you were in the country you could stay
  333. 21:11but you were not welcomed with them
  334. 21:14Jewish refugees people really didn't
  335. 21:18want to mix with us I went to school of
  336. 21:21course a french-speaking school I was
  337. 21:24put in the end of the class and the
  338. 21:27teacher said to me I didn't understand
  339. 21:29but you say just follow the lesson
  340. 21:31had no idea what's going on I felt they
  341. 21:36really outcast eventually I did learn my
  342. 21:40language a little bit
  343. 21:41and I made some friends with some little
  344. 21:44girls and it was my tenth birthday we
  345. 21:48lived in a boarding house and you know
  346. 21:51in Vienna at always lovely birthday
  347. 21:54parties and there was really keen to
  348. 21:56have another birthday party and the
  349. 21:59owner of supporting house said yes you
  350. 22:01can invite five girls so I did they gave
  351. 22:05out notices and I was very excited and
  352. 22:08today of my birthday all those girls
  353. 22:11brought a note from the parents that we
  354. 22:14are not allowed to come to my party
  355. 22:16you can you imagine how I felt I felt a
  356. 22:20real outcast in the mean time Hitler had
  357. 22:23gone already into no introduction
  358. 22:26Denmark and Norway and the war had
  359. 22:30started
  360. 22:30and the my father tried desperately to
  361. 22:33get the visa for us to come into Holland
  362. 22:36as well and eventually in May during the
  363. 22:40war in March 1940 he got the visa for us
  364. 22:44to visit him for three months in
  365. 22:47Amsterdam and my father took a furnished
  366. 22:50apartment and that we settled out there
  367. 22:57so then I met of course and you tell us
  368. 23:05about tell us more and we if you live in
  369. 23:10apartment not in houses that wasn't
  370. 23:13really possibly in Holland because it's
  371. 23:15quite a small country we had a nice
  372. 23:19little apartment but no yards for
  373. 23:22children to play and so all the children
  374. 23:25of the neighborhood came out on this big
  375. 23:27open space and one day a little girl
  376. 23:31came to me very polite introduced
  377. 23:34herself my name is Anna Frank
  378. 23:37we were both 11 years old at the time
  379. 23:40and it was quite interesting
  380. 23:43and they went not to the local school
  381. 23:45event to the ordinary local school but
  382. 23:47she went to a Montessori School this is
  383. 23:50a bit special
  384. 23:52all the sister didn't she went to the
  385. 23:54ordinary school but so her father must
  386. 23:57have realized that she needed a bit
  387. 23:59extra attention and she was a big big
  388. 24:02chatterbox she nickname was mrs. quack
  389. 24:06quack and very often she had to stay
  390. 24:09behind in class and the guy I don't know
  391. 24:12if you have to do that sometime to vent
  392. 24:14to get hundred lines of am NOT going to
  393. 24:18talks about she class but she couldn't
  394. 24:21help it you know after week again she
  395. 24:24had to stay behind again and when I told
  396. 24:27her I had an older brother miss eleven
  397. 24:31she said oh when can I come and meet him
  398. 24:34because he was already quite a big flirt
  399. 24:38for big boys where you know boys came
  400. 24:41into the house all the time
  401. 24:43so there was no mystery but when she
  402. 24:46heard I had the process he was quite
  403. 24:48jealous she said I only have a sister
  404. 24:50and so life started to be the Dutch
  405. 24:54people were very very nice I looked at
  406. 24:58she had blonde hair and blue eyes I got
  407. 25:00the bicycle everybody as a bicycle and
  408. 25:03we settled down but it didn't last long
  409. 25:06in May the Nazis invaded that country as
  410. 25:11well can you tell us about your hot
  411. 25:16going into hiding and then being
  412. 25:17betrayed well first of course severe
  413. 25:20measures against the Jewish people we
  414. 25:24had to wear a yellow star we were not
  415. 25:26allowed to go on public transport we had
  416. 25:29to hand in our bicycle
  417. 25:30we had house arrest after 8 o'clock we
  418. 25:33were not allowed to go out and it it was
  419. 25:38a nuisance it was not dangerous as such
  420. 25:40you know and we thought well we could
  421. 25:42cope with it but then we had to leave
  422. 25:45our schools and go to Jewish schools and
  423. 25:48that was already becoming really
  424. 25:50dangerous
  425. 25:51the Nazis went into the school
  426. 25:54it's told some of the classrooms fear
  427. 25:57for track downstairs go downstairs go in
  428. 26:00the plant in the evenings the parents
  429. 26:03waited was a chilling to come home and
  430. 26:05they never turned up so they went to the
  431. 26:09local police to try to find out and she
  432. 26:12never got any answer so children were
  433. 26:15never ever seen again only after the war
  434. 26:18did one here they were taken to a
  435. 26:21terrible terrible Austrian death camp
  436. 26:24and just sewn down from the cliffs there
  437. 26:28you can imagine you know my brother who
  438. 26:31turned 16 he even didn't dare to go out
  439. 26:35in the street because very often people
  440. 26:38that just picked up from the state in
  441. 26:40after two years 10,000 young people you
  442. 26:46could have been included six from 16 oh
  443. 26:49we've got the call-up notice to be
  444. 26:53deported to Germany and that was when
  445. 26:56many Jewish parents said we are not
  446. 26:59going to send our children it's danger
  447. 27:01so don't touch the Germans and my father
  448. 27:04called us together and they said they
  449. 27:07found some wonderful Dutch people who
  450. 27:09are going to share their homes with us
  451. 27:12but he didn't find as I say people
  452. 27:16difference as a small apartment I
  453. 27:18couldn't find a family who was taking in
  454. 27:21four people so we have to split up and I
  455. 27:25started to cry I didn't want to be
  456. 27:27separated and my father explained if I
  457. 27:31in two different places the chance that
  458. 27:35two of us will survive is bigger survive
  459. 27:41so that was the first time we certain
  460. 27:44years old said they realized it might be
  461. 27:47a matter of life and death and that is
  462. 27:50really quite scary so we went into
  463. 27:54hiding and the Nazis knew from the
  464. 27:5810,000 people perhaps only half had
  465. 28:01turned up so where are the other five
  466. 28:05and there really really were very solver
  467. 28:08to catch everybody so they made house
  468. 28:11searches so at night always at night at
  469. 28:15night they knocked on doors of people
  470. 28:17even that's ordinary people had to open
  471. 28:21the door had to let the Nazis come in
  472. 28:23and search their homes so in every
  473. 28:26hiding place
  474. 28:26they had their hiding place with Inza
  475. 28:29hiding place so when the knock came we
  476. 28:33quickly went into this hiding place but
  477. 28:36for instance we heard a story in another
  478. 28:39apartment
  479. 28:40there were Jewish hiding the beds were
  480. 28:43still warm and the people quickly went
  481. 28:45into hiding place
  482. 28:47so they demolished the whole apartment
  483. 28:49till the fountain people and the host
  484. 28:52people were arrested as well so you know
  485. 28:55people became scared so in the two years
  486. 28:59that we were hiding we moved perhaps
  487. 29:01seven times in two different hiding
  488. 29:04places what about the betrayal tell us
  489. 29:08about that
  490. 29:09so it was 1944 we were already hopeful
  491. 29:14their war won't last much longer and my
  492. 29:17father phoned my mother even touch by
  493. 29:20telephone survey in the country at the
  494. 29:23time the woman where they were staying
  495. 29:26is blackmailing them for more money well
  496. 29:29if you can't go to work my father
  497. 29:31couldn't go to well of course our money
  498. 29:35had more or less disappeared
  499. 29:36EMF with the war might still last six
  500. 29:40months or even a year so my father said
  501. 29:43we have to move please find us a new
  502. 29:46hiding place but by forty four it was
  503. 29:49really really difficult and eventually a
  504. 29:52Dutch nurse came forward and said she
  505. 29:55knows a safe place as it turned out she
  506. 29:59was a double agent she really worked for
  507. 30:02the Nazis and then they took my father
  508. 30:06and brother to this safe house the Nazis
  509. 30:10came in with their own keys and took
  510. 30:12them away and we had just moved to a
  511. 30:15different place
  512. 30:16and it was very near where my father and
  513. 30:19brother were going so we visited them on
  514. 30:22the Sunday when Zedd moved and on
  515. 30:24Tuesday
  516. 30:25it was my 15th birthday and there was a
  517. 30:29knock on the door and they opened in the
  518. 30:32morning it was always safe and the Nazis
  519. 30:35stormed him and took us away so that
  520. 30:38followed us when we visited my father
  521. 30:41brother so they knew very well so being
  522. 30:44in two different places had not helped
  523. 30:47we all four had taken away talked about
  524. 30:51the experience of the boxcar on the
  525. 30:54train that you're right house was yeah
  526. 30:57if you have seen pictures or your might
  527. 31:00have heard about it the transport of
  528. 31:04Jewish people was not in ordinary trades
  529. 31:07or in processors and in trucks
  530. 31:10but in I call it well you call it boxcar
  531. 31:16but it was like a Conte de when I see
  532. 31:18trains going down so different cities
  533. 31:21you know big metal sings the only thing
  534. 31:25is that that had a big iron door but
  535. 31:28there was of course no window just a
  536. 31:29tiny little slit which was maybe zapped
  537. 31:33by I cross and about 80 people they are
  538. 31:36pushed into it there was um just sports
  539. 31:39you know we could not sit anywhere there
  540. 31:42was not enough whom anyway for people to
  541. 31:45see so most people had to stand metal it
  542. 31:49was very very hot it was a very hot May
  543. 31:52season at the time so there was two
  544. 31:56buckets put in one for 82 people to you
  545. 32:00losers - I let one bucket and also one
  546. 32:04was for clean water so once a day this
  547. 32:10was changed was of course a unbelievable
  548. 32:13message stench and once a day when the
  549. 32:17doors were open in those buckets were
  550. 32:19chained Sisu big chunks of bread in not
  551. 32:23enough to feed 80 people so you
  552. 32:27imagine just three four days we were
  553. 32:30traveling was agony
  554. 32:32the only good thing was that we were
  555. 32:35together as a family and my father you
  556. 32:40have just tell you a little bit about
  557. 32:41him he was a wonderful musician he could
  558. 32:45play as a piano had an accordion at the
  559. 32:48guitar he composed because in hiding he
  560. 32:52had to be very very quiet because you
  561. 32:55know nobody was allowed to know that
  562. 32:57people were living there and so he
  563. 33:00started to paint and he created some
  564. 33:03beautiful artwork oil paintings and he
  565. 33:07told me that was actually the last
  566. 33:10conversation at with him said before
  567. 33:14they escaped from this room and who
  568. 33:15blackmails them he hits a painting under
  569. 33:18the floorboards at house with a note on
  570. 33:21it this belongs to hansen.eric Ganga and
  571. 33:25after the wall is going to pick it up
  572. 33:28again and then eventually certain stones
  573. 33:37muti as you called her were separated
  574. 33:40from your father poppy and Heinz that
  575. 33:44must have been very difficult
  576. 33:46not just we were separated but if ever
  577. 33:50you go later perhaps to visit those
  578. 33:53terrible attempts you might realize how
  579. 33:56huge his house which was house which is
  580. 33:59the name of the whole complex so was a
  581. 34:02woman's came called by canal and also
  582. 34:05work M called on away also different
  583. 34:09parts of the camp it was a huge huge
  584. 34:11area of perhaps 10 square miles of death
  585. 34:15camps and men and women were in
  586. 34:19different parts of the camps of men
  587. 34:21women never ever met or saw each other
  588. 34:24so the men had to walk away to Auschwitz
  589. 34:28and you can imagine to separate from
  590. 34:30your father from your husband from my
  591. 34:34mother from her son assuming
  592. 34:38helps that we never ever see each other
  593. 34:40on earth so you can imagine terrible
  594. 34:44terrible scenes of clinging to each
  595. 34:46other crying and so on my father who was
  596. 34:50not really a religious man took me by
  597. 34:53the hands looked at me very very sad and
  598. 34:57said God will protect you and then they
  599. 35:02passed away and we were left there and
  600. 35:05then we heard rumors people calling
  601. 35:09being as a scared many lame English
  602. 35:12coming of course we didn't know who
  603. 35:15Mengele was but many lever succumbed
  604. 35:18doctor so was a proper medical doctor
  605. 35:21but he wasn't there to look after the
  606. 35:24health of people he was there to decide
  607. 35:28at arrival who was going to die or who
  608. 35:32was going to live so we had to stand in
  609. 35:36the rows of five this way and he came
  610. 35:39looked you over and in a fraction of a
  611. 35:44second
  612. 35:45he decided that society was at sad
  613. 35:48memeing life or death we lost half of
  614. 35:53our transport all the children all the
  615. 35:57older people old could have been 40 50
  616. 36:02it depends how you looked if you had a
  617. 36:04bad journey over the sick you were
  618. 36:07perhaps bit pale you went to the wrong
  619. 36:10side of course we didn't really want
  620. 36:15been you know our brain stopped working
  621. 36:17we didn't really want to know where
  622. 36:20those people were going but we had our
  623. 36:23suspicions because rather than hiding so
  624. 36:28you were not allowed to listen to
  625. 36:29foreign broadcasts only to Dutch and
  626. 36:33German but British the BBC's sent
  627. 36:37broadcast out to all the occupied
  628. 36:40countries in all engine own language
  629. 36:43and so you were say you were not allowed
  630. 36:46to the people where we were
  631. 36:48of course wanted to know what was going
  632. 36:50on in the world and so we listened to
  633. 36:53their broadcast and it was always at
  634. 36:58nine o'clock so that's broadcast and she
  635. 37:01told how the war was going but they
  636. 37:04always ended up with warning people
  637. 37:07there are over 300 death camps in
  638. 37:11Germany in Poland and ash which is the
  639. 37:14biggest in Poland and it said Kemp
  640. 37:18Jewish people were systematically
  641. 37:20guessed so when we realized we were in
  642. 37:24Auschwitz we didn't really expect our
  643. 37:28life would last perhaps not even a day
  644. 37:32so i just turned 15 you can imagine how
  645. 37:36that must have felt so we lost about
  646. 37:41half our transport to the other side and
  647. 37:44then we were herded like cattle you know
  648. 37:47not walk normally it's quick quick and
  649. 37:50dogs were walking next to us and if you
  650. 37:53went out of line the dogs jumped on you
  651. 37:56and they did not at this beginning but
  652. 37:59later I did see dogs tearing people
  653. 38:01apart so they really said trained to
  654. 38:05kill people so we will take it into a
  655. 38:11huge barrack the next thing was
  656. 38:13undressed completely naked and the young
  657. 38:17SS men we're laughing at our
  658. 38:20embarrassment can you imagine all our
  659. 38:23clothes were sold on the floor were
  660. 38:25collected and there was a place later I
  661. 38:30found out seized it was called Canada
  662. 38:32meaning plenty and the good life it
  663. 38:36wasn't plenty it wasn't a good life but
  664. 38:39it was some work which was a little to
  665. 38:41better than other things
  666. 38:43everything was confiscated you can
  667. 38:46imagine millions of people were taken to
  668. 38:49the camps and people had suitcases
  669. 38:52people had baby carriages people that
  670. 38:57sticks people there like glasses
  671. 39:00false limbs everything was taken away
  672. 39:04and so up that in this place called
  673. 39:07Canada and shipped to Germany the
  674. 39:10Germans would never have been able to
  675. 39:13carry on the war so long without those
  676. 39:15looted possessions because he supplied
  677. 39:18the bombed cities with it because they
  678. 39:22didn't have to make so many clothes or
  679. 39:24the furniture when people in the
  680. 39:26occupied countries were arrested the
  681. 39:29furnitures a whole apartment or the
  682. 39:31whole house was emptied out and all this
  683. 39:35was shipped to Germany so so in this
  684. 39:40barrack we were told you're going to be
  685. 39:45tattooed you get the number you are not
  686. 39:47a human being you're like a kettle then
  687. 39:50all our hair was shaved and ales well
  688. 39:54this was going on she told us with much
  689. 39:57pleasure and laughing that's a family
  690. 40:00you've been separated who went to the
  691. 40:04other sides were taken into a shower but
  692. 40:08it wasn't a shower was no water ha ha ha
  693. 40:11but they've started to expect you know
  694. 40:15to get water nothing came within 10 5 15
  695. 40:20minutes
  696. 40:21she felt faint fell to the floor and
  697. 40:24we're dead because who those pipes which
  698. 40:28really looked at showers very very
  699. 40:33poisonous gas came so and so you can
  700. 40:39imagine how her mother felt who had been
  701. 40:41separated from her child so then we were
  702. 40:45herded out still naked and there were
  703. 40:49two heaps one enormous mountain of
  704. 40:52clothes and we are sown one garment you
  705. 40:55might have seen pictures of house with
  706. 40:57such a striped we call the pajamas that
  707. 41:01was actually quite a honorable clothes
  708. 41:07because it was solid it was quite
  709. 41:10the captain must kept clean but we just
  710. 41:13got eggs one one Garmin could have been
  711. 41:19a winter coat or her dressing gown the
  712. 41:23next he / shoes you were shown two shoes
  713. 41:27never of course a pair never your size
  714. 41:30it never had laces it was a speak very
  715. 41:34often you always had to run you lost
  716. 41:37your shoe you were not allowed to stop a
  717. 41:39second to pick it up then you were
  718. 41:42barefoot
  719. 41:44we went taken in a barrack three high
  720. 41:47banks nothing was in it
  721. 41:50no straw nor cushion nope no blanket
  722. 41:53nothing the only thing which was in it
  723. 41:56was bed bugs and lice so within days we
  724. 42:00were itching we were full of animals
  725. 42:02which became wounds and misgauged
  726. 42:06washing was practically impossible once
  727. 42:11a day we were taken to a block at the
  728. 42:14end of the camp there were some holes
  729. 42:17which were toilets and a couple of taps
  730. 42:21which was dripping so you really were
  731. 42:24gave up for to try to get there to
  732. 42:27attack so you can imagine we're filthy
  733. 42:30every morning we were taken out to work
  734. 42:33physical very very very hard work
  735. 42:36because a little mug of liquid in the
  736. 42:39morning in the evening a chunk of weight
  737. 42:42that was all we ever got how long can
  738. 42:48you survive said weights it's so
  739. 42:51unimaginable you were at the doorstep of
  740. 42:53death various times at Auschwitz and yet
  741. 42:57miracles happen could you share one with
  742. 42:59us the beginning just tell you quickly
  743. 43:07when we were arrested we were just
  744. 43:10arrested in our clothes and that is how
  745. 43:13we were transported but my mother got
  746. 43:15from a good person in the holding camp
  747. 43:18ahead and code and when we were
  748. 43:22queueing up surf was his first selection
  749. 43:24from Mengele my mother gave me her hat
  750. 43:27and coat and was a big hat with a
  751. 43:31Pacific Rim and when Mengele looked at
  752. 43:35me he didn't realize how young I was
  753. 43:38so this is how I survived the first
  754. 43:41selection in our transport sabacc girls
  755. 43:46from 1718 years even perhaps relatively
  756. 43:50small and they were taken out and didn't
  757. 43:54survive a book came out about all the
  758. 44:00transport from Jewish children from
  759. 44:03Holland who were deported and they found
  760. 44:05of God my transport there and it said so
  761. 44:10where hundred eighty seven children our
  762. 44:13transport and only six survived and I
  763. 44:17was one of the six On January 27th 1945
  764. 44:23the rush Russians liberated Auschwitz
  765. 44:25how did you find out that otto frank was
  766. 44:28still alive
  767. 44:32now it's a winter of 1944 Circassians on
  768. 44:37the eastern front if you look it up on a
  769. 44:39maps quite interesting there Poland was
  770. 44:42and the Russians were defeating the
  771. 44:44Germans in Russia and we're starting to
  772. 44:47enter Poland and that we didn't know
  773. 44:49that we had no idea such a war might end
  774. 44:54soon but the Germans of course knew that
  775. 44:58and they started and they didn't want
  776. 45:00Jewish people to be liberated and be
  777. 45:04freed so they started to evacuate
  778. 45:06everyday they emptied many many barracks
  779. 45:10and match the people into Germany and
  780. 45:13Austria and as well many many many Nazis
  781. 45:18disappeared as well because they didn't
  782. 45:20want to be captured by the Russians and
  783. 45:23so one day it was very very very quiet
  784. 45:30and we got out from the night and we
  785. 45:33realized the Germans had fled so we were
  786. 45:37on our own for about ten days till the
  787. 45:40Russians came and but the poorest area
  788. 45:44Fighting's they were pursuing the Nazis
  789. 45:46so they left again and we were left
  790. 45:49again on our own so perhaps 500 women
  791. 45:52left it's a time in I in Auschwitz where
  792. 45:55I was with my mother and so I decided I
  793. 45:59would go to the men's camp to try to see
  794. 46:02if my father and brother were there so I
  795. 46:06got to Auschwitz and I work in about 500
  796. 46:09men left the rest was all evacuated and
  797. 46:13looked everywhere around and around a
  798. 46:17few people who looked familiar and event
  799. 46:20to him and as he looked variation and
  800. 46:23very sinned and very sad and but I
  801. 46:28thought I saw them he looked familiar so
  802. 46:31I asked him a thing I know you he said
  803. 46:35yes I'm Otto Frank and he looked at me
  804. 46:38in tears and and you were ever getting
  805. 46:39an honest friend said yes yes so the
  806. 46:43first question of course if said have
  807. 46:46you seen my girls urban life and you
  808. 46:49know they came for so big so when some
  809. 46:51well had never seen them but he had seen
  810. 46:54my father and brother
  811. 46:55so that was generally 45 and I was very
  812. 46:59very hopeful that my father and brother
  813. 47:02would still be alive
  814. 47:04so warm at any perhaps in a matter of a
  815. 47:07few weeks and we would be reunited and
  816. 47:12life would be get get back to knowable
  817. 47:14but the war lasted another five months
  818. 47:17wasn't finished till May in Europe of
  819. 47:20course in the Far East it was much much
  820. 47:23lower in Japan but I mean that didn't
  821. 47:27really affect Europe at the time and so
  822. 47:31the Russians took us eastward because we
  823. 47:33couldn't go back to the west and with
  824. 47:36level till June so from January till
  825. 47:39June
  826. 47:40the Russian went westwards and we went
  827. 47:44eastward and very often had to wait for
  828. 47:47weeks on an ad on a sideline because the
  829. 47:51army had to go of course and eventually
  830. 47:54we ended up in Odessa and there we heard
  831. 47:57about the end of the war in May said the
  832. 48:01Germans they defeated and then of course
  833. 48:04of us great happiness but we were very
  834. 48:07anxious to get back to Holland or to
  835. 48:10Belgium or to France because what's very
  836. 48:13very international from all the European
  837. 48:16countries of ethnic people from
  838. 48:19everywhere they had deported Jewish
  839. 48:21people and eventually we came back to
  840. 48:25Amsterdam
  841. 48:26you were very fortunate when you came
  842. 48:29back to Amsterdam because your apartment
  843. 48:31was available that didn't happen very
  844. 48:33often no you know I told you we had no
  845. 48:36furniture so when we get the Amsterdam
  846. 48:39affair my father took a furnished
  847. 48:41apartment belonging to a non-jewish
  848. 48:44person and she let us back in again but
  849. 48:48all the other Jewish people as I told
  850. 48:51you when people were arrested or they
  851. 48:53went into hiding cement furniture was
  852. 48:57emptied and also people moved in you
  853. 48:59didn't own apartments you've entered it
  854. 49:02so Otto Frank when he came back had
  855. 49:05nowhere to go
  856. 49:06and if you've read today how are you
  857. 49:09many people have read the diary of Anna
  858. 49:11Frank
  859. 49:12put up your head yeah well if you've
  860. 49:17read said you have seen how they been
  861. 49:19hiding and so it was a bit different
  862. 49:23from us who we're not as a whole family
  863. 49:26but they were arrested of course as well
  864. 49:30a little bit later than we and as well
  865. 49:35deported but Otto had nowhere to go and
  866. 49:39you went to meet geese who was one of
  867. 49:41the helpers and she had of course found
  868. 49:45a diary after the family was taken away
  869. 49:48she went up to the hiding
  870. 49:51place and cleared up and the daddy was
  871. 49:54on the floor with many many loose pages
  872. 49:58and about not just a little book she
  873. 50:00wrote a lot lot more and she picked it
  874. 50:03up and kept it in her desk and was going
  875. 50:06to give it back to Ana
  876. 50:08so when Otto came back she didn't give
  877. 50:11it to him but several weeks later Otto
  878. 50:16found out he heard from somebody who had
  879. 50:19been in the same camp where the two
  880. 50:22girls were taken said both girls had
  881. 50:25died in April and only then did me give
  882. 50:30order the diary when did you find out
  883. 50:34that Pepe and Han Pepe and my father and
  884. 50:39said iris had perished I still had great
  885. 50:42hope people came back from Germany from
  886. 50:45Poland every day we went to the station
  887. 50:48we put up words in the paper and then we
  888. 50:51got a letter from the Red Cross saying
  889. 50:55to my mother we have to tell you that
  890. 50:58your husband Eric Ganga and your son
  891. 51:01Heinz Ganga perished in Mauthausen this
  892. 51:05terrible Austrian desiccant
  893. 51:08several days before the American army
  894. 51:12came to liberate that camera well that
  895. 51:17was my last straw you know I had
  896. 51:20survived because I hoped life would get
  897. 51:23how it used to be but when I realized
  898. 51:26will never ever happen I became very
  899. 51:29very depressed and the worst thing
  900. 51:31really was said that didn't believe it I
  901. 51:34couldn't accept him I thought my father
  902. 51:37who was such a strong he was just
  903. 51:39forty-five years old
  904. 51:41such a strong sporty man you know I have
  905. 51:46survived he must have survived and for
  906. 51:49years when we heard a car coming or
  907. 51:52somebody walking up the steps outside I
  908. 51:54rushed to the door and I thought he's
  909. 51:57going to come back but of course he did
  910. 52:00and you know can you imagine how did the
  911. 52:03Germans or that there or that had cost
  912. 52:06how did she know the name of my father
  913. 52:08and my brother the master found just
  914. 52:11bodies that is still to this day I just
  915. 52:15don't understand how the news ends otto
  916. 52:18was very lonely and he started coming
  917. 52:20over to your apartment and visiting you
  918. 52:22and your mother and what happened and
  919. 52:25you know I was very very full of hatred
  920. 52:28and he was really a great help to me he
  921. 52:32who had lost his whole family
  922. 52:34it was 57 years old he'd married later
  923. 52:36distilled and then he was you know
  924. 52:40relatively old a man and he had the
  925. 52:43really nothing to live for and I thought
  926. 52:46he must be full of hatred and he said no
  927. 52:49I don't and the funny thing was and
  928. 52:52later when he told it to my children I
  929. 52:55resolved they were surprised he always
  930. 52:57said you know I left Germany and
  931. 53:01laughter German people I'm a German
  932. 53:04myself he was an officer in the First
  933. 53:06World War he fought for Germany and he
  934. 53:10said a laughs a language they love Zelda
  935. 53:13touch as a music my family has lived in
  936. 53:17or in Germany since 1500 and he really
  937. 53:21felt the German but I said look what
  938. 53:23they've done they murdered your whole
  939. 53:25family he said yes
  940. 53:27look so history you will see every
  941. 53:30nation has committed terrible crimes and
  942. 53:33this time it was a Germans but I
  943. 53:36couldn't believe you know I couldn't
  944. 53:38believe it as still was very very
  945. 53:40miserable I hated everybody I went back
  946. 53:44to school but there couldn't relate to
  947. 53:46my classmates I felt there was already
  948. 53:49an adult when they made the joke on a
  949. 53:52teacher you know they thought it was
  950. 53:54hilarious but I felt very sad for the
  951. 53:56teacher who couldn't keep the class in
  952. 54:01in order you know so we had teachers
  953. 54:04like that children were very naughty
  954. 54:07and especially as a chemist teachers it
  955. 54:11put home sings in their things and it
  956. 54:14blew up at 6:00 like that I don't think
  957. 54:16you'll do that anyway when a finished
  958. 54:22school I didn't know what to do with my
  959. 54:25life and Otto and my mother decided I
  960. 54:28should become a photographer because I
  961. 54:31was quite artistic and I was not really
  962. 54:34I was Restless I didn't want to go to
  963. 54:38university or something like that and so
  964. 54:41Otto found me a place in London for me
  965. 54:45to become an apprentice there so went
  966. 54:48from one year to London and I'm lifting
  967. 54:52a little boarding house where lots as
  968. 54:55well and there was a young man you'd
  969. 54:57come from Israel to study economics and
  970. 55:01we became friends and we went for long
  971. 55:03walks and after six months he said to me
  972. 55:06Eva I've fallen in love when I finished
  973. 55:12my studies here I'd like to get married
  974. 55:15and we can go and start their life in
  975. 55:18Israel together and I said no thank you
  976. 55:21and he was he was quite shocked don't
  977. 55:25you like me I said yes I like you but I
  978. 55:27have a video'd mother in Amsterdam and
  979. 55:30I'm going to go back you can imagine I
  980. 55:33was very very close to my mother and
  981. 55:35they couldn't imagine ever just desert
  982. 55:38and then otto frank came over one day
  983. 55:41who kept a bit an eye on me and
  984. 55:45introduced him to this young man and I
  985. 55:48said he asked me to marry him but of
  986. 55:51course I refused because I'm going back
  987. 55:54to Amsterdam and then Otto became a bit
  988. 55:57embarrassed and he said well you know
  989. 55:59your mother and me have fallen in love
  990. 56:01as well and once you get set what we
  991. 56:04like to get married so when back to this
  992. 56:07young man and cetera you can marry me
  993. 56:09now
  994. 56:10which he was very happy and we went back
  995. 56:14to Amsterdam because we didn't know
  996. 56:16anybody in England and we got married
  997. 56:19there and when my mother met him she
  998. 56:23asked him not to take me so far to
  999. 56:25Israel because at that time you didn't
  1000. 56:28fly you know in the early 50s you had to
  1001. 56:31travel by boat which took a week which
  1002. 56:33was quite expensive and my mother said
  1003. 56:36you know that's the only child the only
  1004. 56:39person I've got left so please stay in
  1005. 56:42Europe so we decided we would stay in
  1006. 56:45England and so still lives there and we
  1007. 56:49were married for 62 years so we didn't
  1008. 56:52really know each other you know we took
  1009. 56:54was a big gamble on each other but it
  1010. 56:56was obviously a good choice I just want
  1011. 56:59you to share the story about when you ve
  1012. 57:03wanted to marry you and you had a
  1013. 57:05boyfriend back home right and you you
  1014. 57:08asked your mother for advice and what
  1015. 57:10did she say yeah
  1016. 57:12and before I left to England for a year
  1017. 57:15I was going out with a nice Jewish boy
  1018. 57:18and we planned to get engaged when I
  1019. 57:22come back and get married and again you
  1020. 57:24know I didn't know what love was you
  1021. 57:28know I really was still full of some
  1022. 57:30terrible memories and hatred and I you
  1023. 57:34can't imagine if you go through such
  1024. 57:37terrible terrible things when you see
  1025. 57:40humanity it's worse you can't just go
  1026. 57:45back to ordinary life and especially you
  1027. 57:48know if you have lost your family in
  1028. 57:50Holland my mother and me was the only
  1029. 57:52family we had and you know it takes a
  1030. 57:58long long time to get over together
  1031. 58:00normal but I really wanted to settle
  1032. 58:03down I wanted to have a family of my own
  1033. 58:06and I was ready to marry
  1034. 58:10a nice person but love was ready not at
  1035. 58:13that time there was no really love in
  1036. 58:16that and so I met had met those two boys
  1037. 58:20and I liked them both so I asked my
  1038. 58:22mother who should I marry and my mother
  1039. 58:25said well visa is a boy from Israel so
  1040. 58:29he wasn't Israeli was a German refugee
  1041. 58:32he's more serious he's quite clever is
  1042. 58:36an intellectual and you know my
  1043. 58:38education was interrupted a lot when I
  1044. 58:42moved from those different countries in
  1045. 58:44different language
  1046. 58:45I had to once you had to redo a class or
  1047. 58:51I was in school with younger children
  1048. 58:53and then when I was two years in hiding
  1049. 58:56and Guanyin out sweets so my education
  1050. 58:59was really missing a lot of things and
  1051. 59:03my mother said three days and boy will
  1052. 59:07teach you a lot will uplift you and the
  1053. 59:10other boys very funny is light-hearted
  1054. 59:13but you won't have had depths in your
  1055. 59:16life so she advised me to marry three
  1056. 59:19which I did and as I say we were married
  1057. 59:2262 years and it was really a very very
  1058. 59:25happy marriage so you should listen to
  1059. 59:28what your mother tells you to well you
  1060. 59:32don't always know what you get you know
  1061. 59:33you don't know people till you live with
  1062. 59:36them
  1063. 59:36even you were chosen to be one of the
  1064. 59:40select few Holocaust survivors from all
  1065. 59:43over the world to be part of Steven
  1066. 59:44Spielberg's hologram project we just saw
  1067. 59:48116 cameras and I want you to talk about
  1068. 59:52the oh and first of all I want to
  1069. 59:54mention that that that short documentary
  1070. 59:57was chosen to be one of ten that were up
  1071. 1:00:00for the short documentary of the Year
  1072. 1:00:02award last year to receive an Oscar and
  1073. 1:00:05then it made that it made the cut and
  1074. 1:00:07you were the final it nearly got a nose
  1075. 1:00:10for never like not sight and I still
  1076. 1:00:13think it should have but anyway could
  1077. 1:00:15you tell us about that interview process
  1078. 1:00:17that you had to go through well you have
  1079. 1:00:20seen this huge globe
  1080. 1:00:23with a hundred and sixty cameras
  1081. 1:00:25attached and it took a whole week for me
  1082. 1:00:28to sit every day in there and in the
  1083. 1:00:31same position because it's used now in
  1084. 1:00:36in schools in museums and so children
  1085. 1:00:40might ask one day and then the mad come
  1086. 1:00:43in the afternoon and so you know it must
  1087. 1:00:47not be a different person there must be
  1088. 1:00:49always in the same in the same position
  1089. 1:00:53and I was asked over a thousand
  1090. 1:00:56questions which you know children can
  1091. 1:01:00ask but just last week and this hologram
  1092. 1:01:04used to be in New York for a year and
  1093. 1:01:06now it's in Chicago permanently in the
  1094. 1:01:09Jewish Museum and the people from there
  1095. 1:01:12came to interview me now when I was on
  1096. 1:01:15the road and there was some six hours
  1097. 1:01:18interview and they wanted again to hear
  1098. 1:01:20my whole life story because they
  1099. 1:01:23realized that if kids come in ten years
  1100. 1:01:26twenty years they might not know
  1101. 1:01:28anything about my story so what should
  1102. 1:01:31say ask so they have to before they come
  1103. 1:01:35to see this image of me but it looks
  1104. 1:01:38really as if I'm a life and a move and a
  1105. 1:01:41talk and so on they must really know my
  1106. 1:01:44story so before they go in to see this
  1107. 1:01:48circle to get a small film in and hear
  1108. 1:01:53about who I was and then they can go and
  1109. 1:01:56hear and try out to ask questions as I
  1110. 1:02:01read so it's a long process yes and you
  1111. 1:02:05had requested a certain color outfit
  1112. 1:02:08that you were going to wear but they
  1113. 1:02:10made you wear grey what color did you
  1114. 1:02:12want I wanted blue because that was my
  1115. 1:02:14favorite color and on the picture
  1116. 1:02:18actually it looked slightly bluish but
  1117. 1:02:21it was really completely grey and I had
  1118. 1:02:24to wear this a whole week and I wasn't
  1119. 1:02:27too happy about it you know in our
  1120. 1:02:31speech I wasn't vain but now you know
  1121. 1:02:33when you go or normal life
  1122. 1:02:35you would like to look nice and where
  1123. 1:02:38are the colors you like and K I thought
  1124. 1:02:40was a bit dreary color but anyway said
  1125. 1:02:43it's what it is so this is my future
  1126. 1:02:45image will always be engaged now now are
  1127. 1:02:49there blue as you can see partly but
  1128. 1:02:52this is gray actually recently you were
  1129. 1:02:56in the news made the headlines because
  1130. 1:02:58some high school students in Newport
  1131. 1:03:00Beach California had a beer party and
  1132. 1:03:02they arranged the the beer cups into a
  1133. 1:03:06crude swastika and then someone took a
  1134. 1:03:08photo of them giving the Nazi salute it
  1135. 1:03:10went viral and social media and you were
  1136. 1:03:14asked to speak to these students could
  1137. 1:03:15you just comment on that did you hear
  1138. 1:03:18about this incident no because it was
  1139. 1:03:24all over the news it was a cry terrible
  1140. 1:03:28ation said so 16 year old kids they had
  1141. 1:03:33a party and say did Hitler salute that
  1142. 1:03:38swastika and somebody put it on social
  1143. 1:03:42media and it made World News even London
  1144. 1:03:46my families and new such effort that
  1145. 1:03:50article it was on television about this
  1146. 1:03:53outrage and so they asked me I was not
  1147. 1:03:57going to speak to that school had given
  1148. 1:03:59a talk before the University but they
  1149. 1:04:02asked me if I would try to speak to
  1150. 1:04:06those children and find out their motive
  1151. 1:04:09isaac should have done anything like
  1152. 1:04:11that and it was going to be a beating
  1153. 1:04:13with children and the parents and so i
  1154. 1:04:19said yes i would like to do that because
  1155. 1:04:21i really wanted to find out why they
  1156. 1:04:24were doing anything like that and so we
  1157. 1:04:27met up in the school so they expelled
  1158. 1:04:30pass away for ten days and later i heard
  1159. 1:04:33that those ten days they had to go to LA
  1160. 1:04:36visits a jewish museum they had to do
  1161. 1:04:40essays about different subject about the
  1162. 1:04:44holocaust they had classes so those ten
  1163. 1:04:47days
  1164. 1:04:47we're spent only on Holocaust education
  1165. 1:04:50and so by the time I started to ask some
  1166. 1:04:56very on earth did you do anything like I
  1167. 1:04:58said so they're very very embarrassed
  1168. 1:05:01and didn't really want to give me an
  1169. 1:05:03answer but eventually they said we
  1170. 1:05:07didn't really know what it meant and
  1171. 1:05:09that was for the principal of the school
  1172. 1:05:13he was actually just as embarrassed as a
  1173. 1:05:16children he and I said well don't was a
  1174. 1:05:19sixteen-year-old don't you teach
  1175. 1:05:21anything about the Holocaust in your
  1176. 1:05:23school and he said well we 16 we did his
  1177. 1:05:28two terms now with it American history
  1178. 1:05:33and the next term we were going to go
  1179. 1:05:36and do Holocaust education but I said
  1180. 1:05:39well be 16 that is much too late and as
  1181. 1:05:43a parents where as well accuse the
  1182. 1:05:45parents as well it is not only for the
  1183. 1:05:48school to educate the children about
  1184. 1:05:51what is happening in the world but for
  1185. 1:05:54the parents as well you know this is
  1186. 1:05:57such that important and long ago 70
  1187. 1:06:00years ago but but now really you all
  1188. 1:06:03really have to know about zero cities
  1189. 1:06:06with the happening in the world and you
  1190. 1:06:09know there's a lot and lot of books a
  1191. 1:06:12lot of movies a lot of information even
  1192. 1:06:16your internet that you can find out and
  1193. 1:06:20you know they're still killings going on
  1194. 1:06:23now genocides happening and we have to
  1195. 1:06:28learn from the past and so every child
  1196. 1:06:31you know I think with 10 11 years old
  1197. 1:06:35you can start to be informed a little
  1198. 1:06:38bit you don't have to read some terrible
  1199. 1:06:41there's some terrible terrible book
  1200. 1:06:43scary graphic but and there's films
  1201. 1:06:46which are graphic but a little bit you
  1202. 1:06:50have to learn about it and it's it's an
  1203. 1:06:53amazing things that the cults of people
  1204. 1:06:56like the Germans where they're able to
  1205. 1:06:58do anything like
  1206. 1:07:00so you know you have to learn how can
  1207. 1:07:03people do things like that you're it's
  1208. 1:07:05you know it's a very very important
  1209. 1:07:08study to educate yourself and to try to
  1210. 1:07:13work together and this is really the
  1211. 1:07:16purpose of my talk to educate you about
  1212. 1:07:20what has happened but as well to realize
  1213. 1:07:23that you have to take part in what is
  1214. 1:07:26happening in the world you will be the
  1215. 1:07:28future you soon will able to vote and
  1216. 1:07:31you have you'll be a democracy we have a
  1217. 1:07:34right to tell our government what we
  1218. 1:07:36want and we should really live in a more
  1219. 1:07:40harmonious well prejudiced against
  1220. 1:07:44different religion is not acceptable
  1221. 1:07:46anymore
  1222. 1:07:47prejudice against different races is not
  1223. 1:07:50acceptable we are all human being we
  1224. 1:07:53have sasebo rights to the same education
  1225. 1:07:56to the same jobs and then we will have a
  1226. 1:08:00peaceful world and we give everybody a
  1227. 1:08:03chance to bring up a family and live a
  1228. 1:08:07decent life we are blessed with a
  1229. 1:08:10wonderful globe is a wonderful earth who
  1230. 1:08:13can provide enough food enough housing
  1231. 1:08:15enough money for everybody and this is
  1232. 1:08:19what is the purpose of my talk is to
  1233. 1:08:23educate you to become good decent human
  1234. 1:08:27beings and speak up when you see
  1235. 1:08:30injustice being done
  1236. 1:08:45despite growing up in a less than
  1237. 1:08:47wonderful world you have had quite a
  1238. 1:08:50life you had two prosperous businesses
  1239. 1:08:53you envy raised three daughters you have
  1240. 1:08:56your grandchildren you're going to turn
  1241. 1:08:5990 sorry May 11th and you speak all over
  1242. 1:09:03the world and we are so grateful to you
  1243. 1:09:06for coming thank you so much
  1244. 1:09:22that was wonderful
  1245. 1:09:30we're set for you you had a wonderful
  1246. 1:09:35audience very attentive thank you and we
  1247. 1:09:40look forward to hear some of your
  1248. 1:09:42questions yes okay okay
  1249. 1:09:48did you ever find your brother's
  1250. 1:09:50painting under the floor that's a great
  1251. 1:09:56question
  1252. 1:09:57he wants to know if Eva ever found her
  1253. 1:09:59brother's paintings under the
  1254. 1:10:00floorboards well I must admit through
  1255. 1:10:04all the things Rose has happened to be
  1256. 1:10:06when I came back and you know I heard
  1257. 1:10:08such they wouldn't come back I had
  1258. 1:10:10forgotten about that
  1259. 1:10:12but after Auto God said diary and it
  1260. 1:10:15meant so much for him I said to my
  1261. 1:10:17mother we have to go and try to get
  1262. 1:10:20those paintings but you know in that
  1263. 1:10:22house where they were hidden that was a
  1264. 1:10:25woman who blackmailed them and Suzette's
  1265. 1:10:28all this had happened to us so we were
  1266. 1:10:30very afraid really to go there to
  1267. 1:10:33confront this woman but when we got
  1268. 1:10:36there she had disappeared and other
  1269. 1:10:39people were living in it so I knew
  1270. 1:10:41exactly where my hand said the sky
  1271. 1:10:44present paintings where and indeed have
  1272. 1:10:47found over 30 amazing oil paintings and
  1273. 1:10:51a few years ago I donated them to the
  1274. 1:10:55resistance Museum in Amsterdam so that
  1275. 1:10:58many many people can see it Thank You
  1276. 1:11:03warrior
  1277. 1:11:05what were your brother and father's main
  1278. 1:11:07like personality traits okay what were
  1279. 1:11:12what was her father's and brothers main
  1280. 1:11:15personality traits like what were they
  1281. 1:11:17like he wants to know what your brother
  1282. 1:11:20and father were like what were their
  1283. 1:11:22personality traits well my brother was I
  1284. 1:11:28was more at tomboy he was a gentle much
  1285. 1:11:32more gentler than I was as I say he was
  1286. 1:11:36very very talented he was a
  1287. 1:11:39really composed but in hiding as well he
  1288. 1:11:42told himself six languages you know he
  1289. 1:11:45had plenty of time he played chess with
  1290. 1:11:47himself not on a computer but just when
  1291. 1:11:50he played both sides and he painted he
  1292. 1:11:54was a very very gentle wonderful young
  1293. 1:11:57man and he was murdered when he was just
  1294. 1:12:0017 years old this is something I will
  1295. 1:12:04never forgive synapses for doing that my
  1296. 1:12:07father - he was 45 years old it was full
  1297. 1:12:10of life he left behind many many writing
  1298. 1:12:16books about what he was going to do in
  1299. 1:12:18future when he gets mad after the war
  1300. 1:12:21because he had the shoe factory but he
  1301. 1:12:24was going to do quite different things
  1302. 1:12:27unfortunately it's lots and lots of
  1303. 1:12:30writing but I have not been able to
  1304. 1:12:32decipher his writing yeah so I don't
  1305. 1:12:37really know what he's reading but I'm
  1306. 1:12:40still looking for somebody who will be
  1307. 1:12:42able to to read this it's a very nice
  1308. 1:12:46handwriting but it's a you know in
  1309. 1:12:48German you had not the ordinary Roman
  1310. 1:12:51alphabet you had a different writing as
  1311. 1:12:53well and he wrote it in this writing
  1312. 1:12:56which I did learn for a bit but I've
  1313. 1:12:59forgotten it okay what kind of games did
  1314. 1:13:10you play when you were in hiding now she
  1315. 1:13:12wasn't in hiding with her brother and
  1316. 1:13:13father yeah and she spent many hours
  1317. 1:13:16with your life and a good question you
  1318. 1:13:18know we we didn't play games but we were
  1319. 1:13:24sitting with my mother in people who
  1320. 1:13:26have were staying went out at work and
  1321. 1:13:28their apartments in Holland that quite
  1322. 1:13:30lightly built so we were not allowed to
  1323. 1:13:33walk around or go to the toilet and pull
  1324. 1:13:35a plug or anything because then
  1325. 1:13:37neighbors might sing the burglar said
  1326. 1:13:40they might call the police so we had to
  1327. 1:13:42sit like this
  1328. 1:13:44day in day out I was not a reader at
  1329. 1:13:47said time so I'm a muscle tried to teach
  1330. 1:13:51me some lessons so that when I could go
  1331. 1:13:53back to school that there wouldn't be so
  1332. 1:13:55bad but it said time of us a bad pupil
  1333. 1:13:58so my mother lost her temper with me and
  1334. 1:14:02I started to cry so it didn't work and
  1335. 1:14:05you know I started to knit a little bit
  1336. 1:14:09that draw a little bit but day in day
  1337. 1:14:12out two years to sit like that you know
  1338. 1:14:15so it was terrible I miss my friends I
  1339. 1:14:18miss my family I miss playing outside so
  1340. 1:14:22it was a really really really hard time
  1341. 1:14:24and then we may have cause afraid every
  1342. 1:14:27night they might find us so it was a
  1343. 1:14:30really hard time but nothing compared to
  1344. 1:14:33what happened afterwards thank you next
  1345. 1:14:38another one
  1346. 1:14:44hi you said that your brother was
  1347. 1:14:47creative and I was wondering if you were
  1348. 1:14:50creative as well or if you were and if
  1349. 1:14:54you were artistic what did you do like
  1350. 1:14:58what okay she you said that that Heinz
  1351. 1:15:03was very creative and artistic and she's
  1352. 1:15:05wondering if you were also I was very
  1353. 1:15:09handy I did fretwork afterwards you know
  1354. 1:15:13it's a saw from sin would you cut it out
  1355. 1:15:17and I painted as well a little bit but
  1356. 1:15:20not as good as my browser no I was more
  1357. 1:15:23used to be quite technical but now I was
  1358. 1:15:27good in math and in the science but now
  1359. 1:15:30if it's a computer I'm very very bad and
  1360. 1:15:34my mother always used to say where she
  1361. 1:15:35was still alive I don't know you used to
  1362. 1:15:37understand all those things now you
  1363. 1:15:39don't seem to get it anymore but I am
  1364. 1:15:42now a big reader which I never used to
  1365. 1:15:45be so you know you change when you get
  1366. 1:15:48older your change you get different
  1367. 1:15:49talents but I want you to know she's
  1368. 1:15:52very good at emailing so give yourself
  1369. 1:15:54credit so you said that you've had to do
  1370. 1:16:03a lot of hard labor in the camp that was
  1371. 1:16:05like the main job what were the kinds of
  1372. 1:16:07hard labor that the Nazis made you do
  1373. 1:16:10okay he's wondering about the labor that
  1374. 1:16:13you had to do in the camp in Auschwitz
  1375. 1:16:15well we had to you know there were
  1376. 1:16:1810,000 of people and very often there
  1377. 1:16:21wasn't even enough real work to do for
  1378. 1:16:24us so there was one one couple of months
  1379. 1:16:28I had to do just carry big big heavy
  1380. 1:16:32rocks to one place in the camp both of
  1381. 1:16:36us had to carry sort of and then other
  1382. 1:16:38groups had to take it again from there
  1383. 1:16:40take it somewhere just to keep us
  1384. 1:16:42occupied but as well we had dig dig
  1385. 1:16:45trenches and what I did later and you
  1386. 1:16:50might say it was not so bad it was
  1387. 1:16:52called vapor I which is called weaving
  1388. 1:16:55but it wasn't weaving we were sitting
  1389. 1:16:57on the open ground which was frozen you
  1390. 1:17:01know not in a room but it's in a barrack
  1391. 1:17:04freezing freezing cold there was in the
  1392. 1:17:07middle a big table and they put material
  1393. 1:17:11half material since silk rubber things
  1394. 1:17:15even and we had to make plaits an inch
  1395. 1:17:19wide and we had to make every day 200
  1396. 1:17:23yards and we had to tear this material
  1397. 1:17:26no scissors of course or knives there to
  1398. 1:17:29tear it in strips and make plaits of it
  1399. 1:17:32and if you didn't make say 200 yards in
  1400. 1:17:36the evenings are measured it and if it
  1401. 1:17:39was not strong enough if it broke if it
  1402. 1:17:42happened a few times you were killed and
  1403. 1:17:45our hands were frozen so to do it and
  1404. 1:17:48you know to tear this material apart was
  1405. 1:17:51as well very very difficult so many
  1406. 1:17:54people never Mabel to make so much and
  1407. 1:17:58they were taken out and were killed I
  1408. 1:18:00was in the beginning quite quick so
  1409. 1:18:03sometimes that helped somebody else when
  1410. 1:18:05I'd done my measurement but at the end
  1411. 1:18:08you know your hands get so stiff and so
  1412. 1:18:11cold you can't do anything so it was a
  1413. 1:18:15life-threatening job and they said it
  1414. 1:18:18was later cut into 90 centimetres and it
  1415. 1:18:22was to use for throwing hand grenades
  1416. 1:18:25that's what she told but a branch wave
  1417. 1:18:28said to but it must have had some
  1418. 1:18:30purpose for the war thank you so
  1419. 1:18:38unfortunately
  1420. 1:18:55thank you I just want to tell you you
  1421. 1:18:57have been a fantastic audience I mean I
  1422. 1:19:00am so proud of all of you I really am
  1423. 1:19:05[Applause]

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