Heal Me From Me Full Lyrics By Nyssara — Transcript

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1. 0:00Heal me from me. Lyrics by Nasara.
2. 0:02>> Baby,
3. 0:07life [snorts] feels heavier
4. 0:10>> [music]
5. 0:11>> than my hands can carry.
6. 0:16I'm tired, so tired. I've asked for
7. 0:19strength. I've asked for peace.
8. 0:22Now I'm asking for healing.
9. 0:25>> [music]
10. 0:28>> Heal me
11. 0:31from me.
12. 0:36The truth is I'm exhausted from one
13. 0:39thing, from everything, from carrying
14. 0:42entire worlds inside [singing]
15. 0:44a smile,
16. 0:46from being [music] strong for people who
17. 0:48don't even know I'm breaking,
18. 0:52from being needed, from being
19. 0:54responsible,
20. 0:56from holding everyone up while quietly
21. 0:59falling apart, from pretending I still
22. 1:02have pieces of myself left to give on
23. 1:06some days.
24. 1:08>> [music]
25. 1:09>> I can barely find enough
26. 1:12for me.
27. 1:15Sometimes I don't need advice. I don't
28. 1:18need
29. 1:19answers. [music] I don't need fixing. I
30. 1:20just need someone to sit beside me
31. 1:23without trying to save me and admit that
32. 1:26life gets heavy for them, too.
33. 1:29Because some nights the bravest thing I
34. 1:31do
35. 1:32is survive
36. 1:34until morning.
37. 1:37And I've gotten so
38. 1:39good at surviving,
39. 1:41people mistake it for living.
40. 1:46But these days I'm not sure there's
41. 1:52>> [screaming]
42. 1:54>> a difference
43. 1:56at all.
44. 1:58Heal me from me.
45. 2:01Lord, I'm tired, tired of carrying old
46. 2:04wounds into new days. Heal me from the
47. 2:07version of me that overthinks every
48. 2:10silence. Heal me from
49. 2:12the version of me that won't let go of
50. 2:15what already
51. 2:20left. Heal me
52. 2:21from the
53. 2:21>> [music]
54. 2:22>> Heal me from the fear. Heal me from the
55. 2:24self-destruction.
56. 2:25I could survive.
57. 2:27Heal me from the prison inside my own
58. 2:29mind
59. 2:30because I've survived
60. 2:33everything that hurt me.
61. 2:35I just haven't learned how to survive
62. 2:38what it left behind. [singing]
63. 2:45Healing is possible.
64. 2:49Start
65. 2:50with me.
66. 2:52Some hurts don't leave scars. [music]
67. 2:54They leave habits, ways of thinking,
68. 2:57ways of fearing, ways of expecting
69. 3:00[music] the worst. I keep waiting for
70. 3:03bad news on good days, keep preparing
71. 3:07for loss in moments that deserve joy.
72. 3:10Sometimes
73. 3:13[screaming] I wonder how much of my life
74. 3:15I spend surviving
75. 3:17things that weren't even happening. And
76. 3:20maybe that's the saddest part. The storm
77. 3:22is over, but I'm still living like it's
78. 3:25raining.
79. 3:26I'VE GOTTEN SO GOOD at surviving,
80. 3:30people mistake it for living.
81. 3:34But these
82. 3:36days
83. 3:38I'M NOT SURE
84. 3:39>> [screaming]
85. 3:39>> THERE'S
86. 3:41EVEN A DIFFERENCE.
87. 3:42>> [music]
88. 3:45>> HEAL ME
89. 3:47LORD, I'M TIRED, tired of carrying old
90. 3:50the wounds into
91. 3:52days. Tired of dragging yesterday's pain
92. 3:55through today's [music] blessings. Heal
93. 3:58me from the fear that disguises itself
94. 4:02as wisdom. [music]
95. 4:05Heal me
96. 4:09from the grief that still calls itself
97. 4:11home. Heal me
98. 4:12>> [music]
99. 4:13>> from the voice inside my head that
100. 4:16sounds like me but never speaks with
101. 4:18[music] love
102. 4:19BECAUSE
103. 4:22EVERYTHING THAT HURT ME
104. 4:24I just haven't learned
105. 4:27how to survive what it left behind.
106. 4:31So long
107. 4:36healing is possible.
108. 4:39Start with me.
109. 4:41>> [music]
110. 4:41>> Maybe I'm not broken.
111. 4:44Maybe I'm just tired.
112. 4:47Maybe I've been carrying too much for
113. 4:50too long.
114. 4:52And maybe healing doesn't start when the
115. 4:55pain disappears.
116. 4:57Maybe healing starts the moment
117. 4:59[singing]
118. 5:01I stop carrying it by myself.
119. 5:07>> [music]
120. 5:26[music]
121. 5:27>> from me
122. 5:31from me