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Fired and Evicted, She Inherited Her Grandmother's Abandoned Tea House — But the Kettle Was Boiling — Transcript

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  1. 0:0014 months after her grandmother died,
  2. 0:03the kettle was still boiling. Delia
  3. 0:05Prior froze in the doorway of the
  4. 0:07abandoned tea house. Two days ago, she'd
  5. 0:09been fired. Yesterday, she'd been
  6. 0:12evicted. This building was the only
  7. 0:14thing she had left in the world. The
  8. 0:16lawyer had promised her it was empty. It
  9. 0:19wasn't. Someone had been here every day
  10. 0:22for 14 months waiting for her. Delia set
  11. 0:26down her suitcase. Her heart was
  12. 0:28pounding so hard she could feel it in
  13. 0:30her teeth. The whistle climbed higher
  14. 0:32and higher. A thin shrieking note that
  15. 0:35filled the whole empty room. "Hello?"
  16. 0:38she called. Her voice cracked. "Who's
  17. 0:41there?" Nobody answered. Only the kettle
  18. 0:43screaming on the stove like it had been
  19. 0:45waiting 14 months to be heard. If you've
  20. 0:48ever been the one who says, "I'm fine
  21. 0:51when you're not," please subscribe. This
  22. 0:53story is for you. Now, let's go back to
  23. 0:56where it started. Three days earlier,
  24. 0:59Delia Prior was the assistant general
  25. 1:01manager of the Harrow Hotel in downtown,
  26. 1:03Boston. She had worked there 11 years.
  27. 1:06She knew every guest name. She
  28. 1:08[clears throat] knew which suite had the
  29. 1:10sticky window latch. She knew how to
  30. 1:12calm a screaming bride at 2:00 in the
  31. 1:14morning and how to find a tailor on a
  32. 1:16Sunday. She was good at taking care of
  33. 1:18people. She was just terrible at letting
  34. 1:21anyone take care of her. At 9:00 a.m. on
  35. 1:24a gray Tuesday, her boss, Colin Faraday,
  36. 1:27called her into his office. There was a
  37. 1:29woman from human resources sitting in
  38. 1:31the corner. That's how Delia knew. "The
  39. 1:34new ownership group is bringing in their
  40. 1:36own team," Colin said. He didn't look at
  41. 1:39her. "Your position has been eliminated
  42. 1:42effective today." "Today?" "I'm sorry,
  43. 1:45Delia. Really." She nodded. She said, "I
  44. 1:49understand." She said, "Thank you for
  45. 1:51the opportunity." She even smiled. She
  46. 1:54was fine. She was always fine. She
  47. 1:57cleaned her desk in 11 minutes. Security
  48. 2:00walked her to the side door, the one by
  49. 2:03the loading dock, so the guests wouldn't
  50. 2:05see. It was raining. She stood under the
  51. 2:08awning with a cardboard box in her arms
  52. 2:11and realized she didn't have an
  53. 2:12umbrella. Of course she didn't. She'd
  54. 2:15always been the one handing out
  55. 2:17umbrellas. Here's what nobody at the
  56. 2:19Harrow knew. Nobody in Delia's life knew
  57. 2:22it. She was already behind on rent. Two
  58. 2:25months behind. It had started small. Her
  59. 2:28car died and she paid cash for another
  60. 2:31one because she hated owing anyone. Then
  61. 2:34a root canal.
  62. 2:35Then her mother called from Florida
  63. 2:37asking for money, the way she did every
  64. 2:39year or two, and Delia sent it, the way
  65. 2:42she always did. And somewhere in there
  66. 2:44the math stopped working. She could have
  67. 2:46asked for help. She had friends, sort
  68. 2:49of. Co-workers who invited her to drinks
  69. 2:52she never went to. She didn't ask. She
  70. 2:54never asked. The eviction notice was
  71. 2:57taped to her apartment door when she got
  72. 2:59home. Her landlord, Mr. Pappas, had been
  73. 3:02patient. More patient than he had to be.
  74. 3:05But the building had been sold and the
  75. 3:07new owners weren't patient at all. 72
  76. 3:10hours.
  77. 3:11Delia stood in the hallway with her
  78. 3:13cardboard box and read the notice twice.
  79. 3:16Then she went inside, sat on the kitchen
  80. 3:19floor, and did the thing she hadn't done
  81. 3:21in years. She cried, quietly, so the
  82. 3:25neighbors wouldn't hear. When she was
  83. 3:27done, she got up, washed her face, and
  84. 3:30opened the drawer she'd been avoiding
  85. 3:32for 14 months. Inside were six unopened
  86. 3:35letters.
  87. 3:37All from the same law office in Wicklow
  88. 3:39Harbor, Maine. All about her
  89. 3:41grandmother's estate. She had never
  90. 3:43opened a single one. She didn't know yet
  91. 3:45what she'd find in Wicklow Harbor. She
  92. 3:48didn't know that her grandmother had
  93. 3:49seen this this day coming years before
  94. 3:52it happened and had made plans for it.
  95. 3:55To understand why Delia never opened
  96. 3:57those letters, you have to go back 29
  97. 3:59years to a little girl sitting on a
  98. 4:01suitcase in a doorway.
  99. 4:03Delia was nine the first time her mother
  100. 4:05left her at Hazel's.
  101. 4:07"Just for the summer, baby." Her mother,
  102. 4:09Ray, said.
  103. 4:10She kissed Delia's forehead.
  104. 4:13She smelled like cigarettes and gas
  105. 4:14station coffee. "Mama's got some things
  106. 4:17to figure out. I'll be back before
  107. 4:19school starts. Promise." Ray didn't come
  108. 4:22back before school started. She didn't
  109. 4:24come back at Thanksgiving. She called at
  110. 4:26Christmas from a number Delia didn't
  111. 4:28recognize and promised again.
  112. 4:31Delia stopped believing promises that
  113. 4:33year. Her grandmother, Hazel Prior, ran
  114. 4:36a tea house on the corner of Front
  115. 4:38Street and Anchor Lane, right where the
  116. 4:40road bent down toward the harbor. It was
  117. 4:42a narrow two-story building with blue
  118. 4:44shutters and a hand-painted sign that
  119. 4:47just said Hazel's. Downstairs was the
  120. 4:49tea room. Upstairs was the little
  121. 4:52apartment where Hazel lived and where
  122. 4:54Delia slept in a slanted room with a
  123. 4:56round window that looked out over the
  124. 4:59boats.
  125. 5:00Every day at 3:00, Hazel put the big
  126. 5:03copper kettle on the stove.
  127. 5:05"Why three?" Delia asked that first
  128. 5:08summer.
  129. 5:09"Because 3:00 is the loneliest hour of
  130. 5:11the day." Hazel said. "Lunch is over.
  131. 5:15Supper's far away. The widowers are
  132. 5:17sitting in empty kitchens. The mothers
  133. 5:20are tired. The old fishermen don't know
  134. 5:22what to do with their hands."
  135. 5:24She tapped the kettle. "So, at 3:00, the
  136. 5:27kettle's on. Anyone who comes in gets a
  137. 5:30cup, money or no money. That's a bad
  138. 5:33business plan." 9-year-old Delia said.
  139. 5:36Hazel laughed so hard she had to sit
  140. 5:38down. "It's not a business plan, sweet
  141. 5:40pea. It's a promise." Delia didn't say
  142. 5:43anything. She'd heard enough promises.
  143. 5:46But every day at 3:00, the kettle went
  144. 5:49on.
  145. 5:49And every day people came. Old men in
  146. 5:53rubber boots, tired women with babies on
  147. 5:56their hips, teenagers skipping school
  148. 5:58who pretended they weren't.
  149. 6:00Hazel poured every one of them a cup of
  150. 6:02her own blend. She called it Harbor Fog.
  151. 6:06Black tea, a little bergamot, a few
  152. 6:09dried rose petals.
  153. 6:10And one more thing she never told
  154. 6:12anybody except Delia, orange peel, Hazel
  155. 6:16whispered one afternoon, the first
  156. 6:18winter. She was laying thin strips of
  157. 6:21peel on the warm top of the wood stove
  158. 6:23to dry. Just a curl of it. Dried slow.
  159. 6:27Don't you ever tell a soul. That's our
  160. 6:29secret. Delia was 10.
  161. 6:32It was the first secret anyone had ever
  162. 6:34trusted her with. She didn't tell a
  163. 6:36soul. Not for 28 years. On the wall
  164. 6:39behind the counter, Hazel kept rows of
  165. 6:42little brass hooks. On every hook hung a
  166. 6:45teacup. Every cup was different. Some
  167. 6:48were chipped, some were fancy China from
  168. 6:50estate sales. Each one had a name
  169. 6:53painted on the bottom. When somebody
  170. 6:55comes often enough, they get a cup on
  171. 6:57the wall, Hazel explained. That way they
  172. 7:00know they belong here. They don't have
  173. 7:02to ask.
  174. 7:04That first Christmas, Hazel handed Delia
  175. 7:07a plain white cup and a tiny jar of blue
  176. 7:10paint. "Your turn," she said. Delia
  177. 7:13painted her name on it in wobbly
  178. 7:15letters, d e l i a. She painted a
  179. 7:18lopsided star next to it. Hazel hung it
  180. 7:21on the hook right beside her own cup at
  181. 7:23the very center of the wall. Delia
  182. 7:25pretended not to care. That night, she
  183. 7:28lay in her slanted room and cried into
  184. 7:30her pillow. Not because she was sad,
  185. 7:33because she had never belonged anywhere
  186. 7:36and she didn't know what to do with the
  187. 7:37feeling.
  188. 7:38Ray came back when Delia was 11, then
  189. 7:41left again when she was 12, came back at
  190. 7:4414 with a boyfriend and a car full of
  191. 7:46plans, left at 15 without saying
  192. 7:49goodbye. Every time, Delia learned the
  193. 7:52same lesson a little deeper. Don't count
  194. 7:54on anyone. Don't need anyone. If you
  195. 7:57never need anybody, nobody can leave
  196. 7:59you. Hazel saw it happening. She tried.
  197. 8:02"You can lean on me, you know." she said
  198. 8:04once. When Delia was 16 and had come
  199. 8:07home from school with a split lip she
  200. 8:09refused to explain. "That's what I'm
  201. 8:11here for."
  202. 8:12"I'm fine." Delia said.
  203. 8:15"You're always fine." Hazel said softly.
  204. 8:18"That's what worries me." At 18, Delia
  205. 8:21left for Boston with a scholarship, two
  206. 8:23duffel bags, and a promise to herself.
  207. 8:26She was going to build a life so solid,
  208. 8:29so self-sufficient, that she would never
  209. 8:31need to be rescued by anybody.
  210. 8:34Not her mother, not her grandmother, not
  211. 8:36anyone. She visited Wicklow Harbor at
  212. 8:39Christmas the first few years, then
  213. 8:41every other Christmas, then she sent
  214. 8:43postcards instead. Cheerful postcards.
  215. 8:47"Great job. Great apartment. Doing
  216. 8:49wonderful. Don't worry about me." Hazel
  217. 8:52kept every single one.
  218. 8:55The last time they spoke was 3 years
  219. 8:57before Hazel died.
  220. 8:59Delia's hours had been cut that winter.
  221. 9:01She was scared. She'd mentioned it on
  222. 9:03the phone just once by accident. And 3
  223. 9:07days later a check arrived in the mail.
  224. 9:10$5,000
  225. 9:12with a note in Hazel's loopy
  226. 9:14handwriting, "For a rainy day. Love,
  227. 9:17Gran." Delia called her that same night.
  228. 9:20She was angry. She didn't fully
  229. 9:21understand why. "I don't need your
  230. 9:23money, Gran. I know you don't need it,
  231. 9:26sweet pea. I just wanted I'm not Mom.
  232. 9:30I'm not going to show up with my hand
  233. 9:31out. I don't need anybody to rescue me."
  234. 9:34A A silence on the line. "Nobody said
  235. 9:37you were your mother, Hazel said
  236. 9:39quietly. Then stop treating me like her.
  237. 9:42Delia tore up the check. She mailed the
  238. 9:45pieces back in an envelope with no note.
  239. 9:47Hazel never mentioned it again. She kept
  240. 9:50sending birthday cards.
  241. 9:52She kept calling every Sunday.
  242. 9:54Delia let most of those calls go to
  243. 9:56voicemail.
  244. 9:58And then, 14 months ago, a lawyer's
  245. 10:00letter arrived instead of a birthday
  246. 10:02card. Hazel Prior, 84 years old, had
  247. 10:06passed away peacefully in her sleep. In
  248. 10:09the apartment above the tea house.
  249. 10:11The kettle, somebody told Delia at the
  250. 10:14funeral, was still on the stove. Delia
  251. 10:17drove up for the service. She sat in the
  252. 10:19back row. She shook hands with a lot of
  253. 10:22old people who all seemed to know
  254. 10:23exactly who she was. She left before the
  255. 10:26reception, before anyone could ask her a
  256. 10:29real question. She drove back to Boston
  257. 10:31that same night and put the lawyer's
  258. 10:34letter in the drawer.
  259. 10:35Then the next one, then the next.
  260. 10:38Because opening them meant admitting her
  261. 10:39grandmother was really gone. And that
  262. 10:42the last real thing Delia had ever said
  263. 10:44to her was I don't need anybody.
  264. 10:47On the kitchen floor of her Boston
  265. 10:48apartment, with 72 hours left, Delia
  266. 10:52finally opened the envelopes.
  267. 10:54Most of them were the same letter, sent
  268. 10:56again and again with growing urgency.
  269. 10:59Hazel had left her everything. The
  270. 11:02building, the tea house, the little
  271. 11:04apartment upstairs. There was no money,
  272. 11:07just the property.
  273. 11:09The last letter, dated 6 weeks earlier,
  274. 11:11was shorter.
  275. 11:13The lawyer wrote that the estate had
  276. 11:14been held open as long as legally
  277. 11:16possible.
  278. 11:17That property taxes on the building had
  279. 11:19been kept current. That the keys were
  280. 11:22waiting at his office.
  281. 11:23And one strange line at the bottom,
  282. 11:26handwritten below his signature. Miss
  283. 11:28Prior, your grandmother asked me to tell
  284. 11:31you one thing when you finally came. She
  285. 11:34said, 'Tell her the kettle's on.'" Delia
  286. 11:36read it four times. Then she packed
  287. 11:38everything she owned into her car. It
  288. 11:41all fit. That was the saddest part. She
  289. 11:44drove north through the night. Wicklow
  290. 11:46Harbor hadn't changed much.
  291. 11:48The same crooked streets running down to
  292. 11:50the water. The same smell of salt and
  293. 11:53diesel and pine. The same gulls arguing
  294. 11:56on the pilings. The lawyer, a
  295. 11:58soft-spoken man named Mr. Eames, handed
  296. 12:01her an old brass key across his desk.
  297. 12:04"The building's been closed since your
  298. 12:06grandmother passed," he said.
  299. 12:09"I'm afraid you'll find it quite dusty.
  300. 12:11No one's been living there." "Who's been
  301. 12:13paying the taxes?" Delia asked. "Your
  302. 12:16letter said they were current." Mr.
  303. 12:18Eames hesitated. It was a small
  304. 12:20hesitation, but Delia had spent 11 years
  305. 12:23reading hotel guests, and she caught it.
  306. 12:26"The estate has been handled," he said
  307. 12:29carefully.
  308. 12:30"Welcome home, Miss Prior." She drove
  309. 12:32down Front Street at a quarter to 3:00
  310. 12:34in the afternoon. The tea house looked
  311. 12:36exactly like the picture in her memory,
  312. 12:39except sadder. The blue shutters had
  313. 12:41faded. Plywood covered the front
  314. 12:43windows. The sign that said Hazel's hung
  315. 12:46a little crooked. She parked. She sat in
  316. 12:49the car for a long time. Then she got
  317. 12:51out, walked up the three stone steps,
  318. 12:54and fit the brass key into the lock. It
  319. 12:56turned easily, too easily, like someone
  320. 12:59had been oiling it. She pushed the door
  321. 13:01open. Dust. Silence. Stacked chairs. The
  322. 13:05long, familiar counter. And then, from
  323. 13:08the kitchen in the back, she heard it.
  324. 13:10The rising whistle of a kettle. Delia
  325. 13:13stood in the doorway of her
  326. 13:14grandmother's tea house with her
  327. 13:16suitcase at her feet and her heart
  328. 13:18slamming against her ribs. The whistle
  329. 13:20climbed higher and higher. "Hello?" she
  330. 13:23called again. "I'm not kidding.
  331. 13:26Who's back there?
  332. 13:27Nothing. She grabbed the first thing she
  333. 13:30could find, an old umbrella from the
  334. 13:32stand by the door, and walked slowly
  335. 13:34toward the kitchen.
  336. 13:36Past the dusty tables, past the counter.
  337. 13:39The whistle was so loud now that it hurt
  338. 13:41her ears.
  339. 13:42She shoved open the swinging kitchen
  340. 13:44door.
  341. 13:45Nobody.
  342. 13:46The big copper kettle sat on the old
  343. 13:48iron stove, steam pouring from its
  344. 13:50spout, rattling on the burner.
  345. 13:53The wood stove in the corner was lit,
  346. 13:55low and steady. The kitchen was warm,
  347. 13:58and on the counter beside the stove,
  348. 14:00someone had set out two teacups. One was
  349. 14:03a heavy green mug with a chip on the
  350. 14:05handle.
  351. 14:06The other was a small white cup with
  352. 14:08blue letters painted on it, d e l i a,
  353. 14:11and a lopsided blue star. Delia's hand
  354. 14:14went to her mouth. The back door, the
  355. 14:17one that led out to the alley, was
  356. 14:19swinging gently on its hinges. Someone
  357. 14:21had just left, seconds ago. She ran to
  358. 14:24it. She looked out into the alley.
  359. 14:27Empty. Just a gull on a trash can and
  360. 14:29the smell of the sea. She came back
  361. 14:32inside and turned off the burner. The
  362. 14:34whistle died away slowly, like a long
  363. 14:36breath going out. Then she sat down on
  364. 14:39the kitchen floor, right there on the
  365. 14:41cold tiles, and held that little white
  366. 14:43cup in both hands. Someone had kept the
  367. 14:46fire going in her grandmother's kitchen
  368. 14:48every day for 14 months. She had no idea
  369. 14:52who. She had no idea why. But she knew
  370. 14:55one thing. She was going to find out
  371. 14:58tomorrow at 3:00. She slept that night
  372. 15:01in her old room upstairs, the slanted
  373. 15:04ceiling,
  374. 15:05the round window over the harbor. The
  375. 15:07mattress was bare, and the air smelled
  376. 15:09like dust and lavender. She lay awake
  377. 15:12listening to the halyards clinking on
  378. 15:13the boats, and thought about the green
  379. 15:15mug with the chipped handle. She knew
  380. 15:18that mug. She'd seen it on the wall a
  381. 15:20thousand times as a girl. She just
  382. 15:23couldn't remember whose it was. At 2:30
  383. 15:25the next afternoon, Delia hid in the
  384. 15:28pantry. She felt ridiculous. A
  385. 15:3038-year-old woman, a hotel executive,
  386. 15:34crouched behind a shelf of old jam jars
  387. 15:36with the door open a crack. But she
  388. 15:38waited. At 2:52, she heard the back door
  389. 15:41open.
  390. 15:42Slow footsteps, shuffling, the creak of
  391. 15:45the wood stove door, the rattle of
  392. 15:47kindling, the squeak of the tap as
  393. 15:49someone filled the kettle.
  394. 15:51Delia pushed the pantry door open. An
  395. 15:54old man stood at the stove, tall,
  396. 15:56stooped, in a gray wool cardigan with
  397. 15:59leather elbow patches and a flat tweed
  398. 16:01cap. He had to be over 80. He held the
  399. 16:04copper kettle in one spotted hand. He
  400. 16:07turned around. He saw her, and he didn't
  401. 16:10look surprised at all. He just looked
  402. 16:12caught. "Well," he said. His voice was
  403. 16:15soft and rough, like a boat hull on
  404. 16:17gravel. "I suppose I should have used
  405. 16:20the front door."
  406. 16:21"Who are you?"
  407. 16:22Delia said, "What are you doing in my
  408. 16:25grandmother's kitchen?" The old man set
  409. 16:27down the kettle very carefully. "My name
  410. 16:29is Walter Ashby," he said, "and I'm
  411. 16:32keeping a promise." Delia remembered
  412. 16:35then, the green mug, Walter's mug,
  413. 16:38Walter Ashby, who used to come in every
  414. 16:40day at 3:00 with his wife Evelyn.
  415. 16:43Evelyn, with the loud laugh and the red
  416. 16:45scarf. Walter, quiet as a lighthouse,
  417. 16:49who always sat by the window and always
  418. 16:51left a quarter under his saucer, even
  419. 16:54when Hazel told him not to.
  420. 16:56"You were married to Evelyn," Delia said
  421. 16:58slowly. Something crossed his face. "I
  422. 17:01was."
  423. 17:02"For 51 years. She passed 11 years ago."
  424. 17:05"I'm sorry." "So was I." He turned the
  425. 17:08burner on under the kettle. "Your
  426. 17:10grandmother is the only reason I'm still
  427. 17:12here to be sorry about it." "What
  428. 17:13promise?" Delia asked. "What did you
  429. 17:16promise her?" Walter didn't answer right
  430. 17:18away. He took the little white cup, her
  431. 17:21cup, and rinsed it under the tap, the
  432. 17:23way you'd rinse something you'd rinsed a
  433. 17:25hundred times. He dried it with a dish
  434. 17:27towel. "Sit down, Delia," he said
  435. 17:30gently. "The kettle's almost ready. And
  436. 17:32you look like you haven't had a proper
  437. 17:34cup of tea in about 20 years."
  438. 17:36She wanted to argue. She didn't. Walter
  439. 17:39poured the tea. It wasn't Harbor Fog. It
  440. 17:42was plain black tea from a box.
  441. 17:45He apologized for it. "Never could get
  442. 17:47her blend right," he said. "She wouldn't
  443. 17:50tell anybody what was in it." Delia said
  444. 17:52nothing. She wrapped her hands around
  445. 17:54the warm cup.
  446. 17:56"After Evelyn died," Walter said, "I
  447. 17:58stopped leaving the house. Stopped
  448. 18:01answering the phone. Stopped eating,
  449. 18:03mostly. My son lives in Oregon. He
  450. 18:06called. I told him I was fine." Delia
  451. 18:09looked up sharply. "About 3 weeks in,"
  452. 18:12Walter went on, "your grandmother came
  453. 18:14and knocked on my door.
  454. 18:16I didn't answer. She came back the next
  455. 18:18day, and the next. On the fourth day,
  456. 18:22she let herself in with the spare key
  457. 18:24under my flowerpot. Marched into my
  458. 18:26kitchen and put the kettle on." He
  459. 18:28smiled faintly. She didn't say much. She
  460. 18:31just sat with me. Every afternoon, at
  461. 18:343:00, for 2 months.
  462. 18:37Until one day I got up and walked down
  463. 18:39to the tea house on my own."
  464. 18:41He looked at the wall of hooks behind
  465. 18:43the counter, all those dusty cups. "I've
  466. 18:46been coming ever since. 11 years. And
  467. 18:49when she died," Walter was quiet for a
  468. 18:51long moment. "About a year before she
  469. 18:54passed, Hazel asked me for a favor.
  470. 18:57She said, 'Walter, if anything happens
  471. 18:59to me, I want you to keep the kettle on.
  472. 19:02Every day at 3:00, keep the stove lit so
  473. 19:05the pipes don't freeze. Keep the place
  474. 19:07warm.'"
  475. 19:08He looked at Delia. "I asked her how
  476. 19:10long. She said, "Until my granddaughter
  477. 19:13comes home." Delia couldn't speak. I
  478. 19:16said, "What if she doesn't come?" And
  479. 19:19Hazel said, "Don't. She'll come. She'll
  480. 19:21come the day she has nothing left.
  481. 19:24Because that's the only day that girl
  482. 19:26will ever let anybody help her."
  483. 19:28The tea in Delia's cup had started to
  484. 19:30shake. "She knew." Delia whispered. "She
  485. 19:34always knew, dear. She read every one of
  486. 19:36those postcards. Great job. Great
  487. 19:39apartment. Doing wonderful." Walter
  488. 19:42shook his head slowly. She kept them on
  489. 19:45the corkboard by the stove. Every time a
  490. 19:47new one came, she'd read it out loud to
  491. 19:49me and say, "Walter, that girl has been
  492. 19:52telling me she's fine since she was 9
  493. 19:54years old." Delia put down her cup. She
  494. 19:58put her face in her hands. Walter didn't
  495. 20:00say anything. He didn't pat her shoulder
  496. 20:02or tell her it was all right. He just
  497. 20:04sat there, the way Hazel had once sat
  498. 20:06with him, and let the kettle hum softly
  499. 20:09on the stove. After a long while, Delia
  500. 20:12wiped her eyes. "Why did you run away
  501. 20:14yesterday?" she asked. "Out the back
  502. 20:17door." Walter looked sheepish. "Hazel
  503. 20:20told me not to push you." he said. "She
  504. 20:22said, 'When she comes, don't crowd her.
  505. 20:25Let her find it herself. She'll bolt if
  506. 20:27you crowd her.'" He shrugged. "I'm 81. I
  507. 20:30panicked." For the first time in weeks,
  508. 20:33Delia laughed. Delia should have felt
  509. 20:36better after that. Instead, lying awake
  510. 20:39that night in the sun-planted room, she
  511. 20:41felt trapped. Because she knew what she
  512. 20:43had to do.
  513. 20:45And it wasn't what her grandmother
  514. 20:46wanted. She had $1,100 in her checking
  515. 20:49account, no job, no apartment, a car
  516. 20:53payment due in 9 days, and a building in
  517. 20:55a harbor town that people from Boston
  518. 20:58were buying up for summer homes. The
  519. 21:00next morning, she called a realtor. The
  520. 21:02realtor's name was Brent Kessler, and he
  521. 21:05arrived before lunch in a silver SUV and
  522. 21:07a quarter-zip sweater. He walked through
  523. 21:10the tea house like he was measuring it
  524. 21:11with his eyes.
  525. 21:13"Great bones," he said, "corner lot,
  526. 21:16harbor views from the second floor. You
  527. 21:18know what these old Front Street
  528. 21:20buildings are going for right now?"
  529. 21:22"No," he told her. Delia sat down on one
  530. 21:25of the dusty chairs.
  531. 21:27"I've got a buyer," Brent said,
  532. 21:29"developer out of Portland. He's been
  533. 21:31after this corner for 2 years.
  534. 21:33He'd got it, put in a wine bar
  535. 21:35downstairs, luxury rental up top. He'll
  536. 21:38pay cash, close in 30 days." He smiled.
  537. 21:42"Honestly, nobody's going to miss a tea
  538. 21:44house." Delia looked at the wall of cups
  539. 21:47behind the counter. Forty-some little
  540. 21:49brass hooks, forty-some names. "Send me
  541. 21:52the offer," she said.
  542. 21:54She told herself it was the smart thing,
  543. 21:57the practical thing, the kind of thing a
  544. 21:59woman who never needs anybody would do.
  545. 22:01She didn't tell Walter.
  546. 22:03At 3:00 that afternoon, he came in the
  547. 22:06front door this time. He lit the stove,
  548. 22:08he put the kettle on, he poured two
  549. 22:10cups. He didn't ask about the silver
  550. 22:13SUV.
  551. 22:14But Delia could tell by the way he held
  552. 22:16his mug that he'd seen it. The offer
  553. 22:18came 2 days later. It was more money
  554. 22:20than Delia had ever seen in one place,
  555. 22:23enough to pay off every debt, enough to
  556. 22:25start over anywhere she wanted. She
  557. 22:27didn't sign it right away. She told
  558. 22:29herself she was being careful.
  559. 22:31That evening, her phone rang, a Florida
  560. 22:34number. "Baby," her mother's voice,
  561. 22:37bright, too bright. "It's Mama. Listen,
  562. 22:41I hate to ask, I really do, but my
  563. 22:44landlord's being impossible, and I
  564. 22:46thought maybe, just this once."
  565. 22:49Delia closed her eyes. For 20 years, she
  566. 22:52had said the same thing on these calls.
  567. 22:55"Sure, Mom, how much?" Because sending
  568. 22:58money was easier than admitting she
  569. 22:59didn't have it, easier than admitting
  570. 23:02anything at all. "Mom," she said, "I
  571. 23:04can't." A pause. "What do you mean you
  572. 23:07can't?" "I lost my job last week and my
  573. 23:10apartment." She heard her own voice flat
  574. 23:13and strange.
  575. 23:14"I'm not fine, Mom. I haven't been fine
  576. 23:17for a while." The silence on the line
  577. 23:19went on so long that Delia thought the
  578. 23:22call had dropped. Then Ray said, very
  579. 23:25quietly, "Oh, baby, why didn't you tell
  580. 23:28me?" Delia almost laughed. Almost said,
  581. 23:32"Because you're the reason I never tell
  582. 23:33anyone anything." She didn't.
  583. 23:36"I'm telling you now," she said. Another
  584. 23:39silence. Then, "Are you somewhere safe?"
  585. 23:42Delia looked around the dim kitchen. The
  586. 23:44wood stove, the copper kettle, the
  587. 23:46little white cup drying on the rack.
  588. 23:48"Yeah," she said, "I'm at Grand's." Ray
  589. 23:51didn't ask for money again.
  590. 23:53She said she'd call next week. Delia
  591. 23:56didn't believe her, but when she hung
  592. 23:58up, her hands were steady and something
  593. 24:00in her chest felt looser than it had in
  594. 24:02years.
  595. 24:03It was the first time she'd ever told
  596. 24:05her mother the truth. It would not be
  597. 24:07the last surprise that week because the
  598. 24:09biggest secret in that tea house still
  599. 24:12hadn't been told. And it was sitting in
  600. 24:14a folder at the county office.
  601. 24:16The next morning she went to the county
  602. 24:18office to check on the property records.
  603. 24:20Something about Mr. Eames's hesitation
  604. 24:23had been bothering her. The clerk was a
  605. 24:25brisk, gray-haired woman named Joanne,
  606. 24:28who had apparently known Hazel for 40
  607. 24:30years. "Taxes are paid through the end
  608. 24:32of the year," Joanne said, tapping at
  609. 24:34her keyboard. "Every quarter, on time."
  610. 24:38"Paid by who? The estate?" Joanne looked
  611. 24:41at her over her glasses. "The estate
  612. 24:43didn't have any money, hon. Hazel spent
  613. 24:46every dime she had on that tea house.
  614. 24:48You know that." "Then who paid?" Joanne
  615. 24:51hesitated. Then she reached under the
  616. 24:53counter and pulled out a thick manila
  617. 24:55folder. Inside were receipts, and
  618. 24:58stapled to each receipt was a plain
  619. 25:00white envelope. "Somebody's been
  620. 25:02dropping these off every quarter,"
  621. 25:04Joanne said. "Cash. Mostly small bills.
  622. 25:07Some of it's in coins.
  623. 25:09Once there was a jar." She shook her
  624. 25:12head. "We're not supposed to take it
  625. 25:14that way. I took it anyway." Delia
  626. 25:16picked up one of the envelopes. On the
  627. 25:18front, in shaky pencil, someone had
  628. 25:21written three words: from the three
  629. 25:23o'clocks. "Who are the three o'clocks?"
  630. 25:26Delia asked. Joanne took off her
  631. 25:28glasses. She looked at Delia for a long
  632. 25:30moment, the way people in this town kept
  633. 25:33looking at her. "Honey," she said, "you
  634. 25:36really don't know?" Delia found Walter
  635. 25:38at the tea house at 3:00, as always. She
  636. 25:41slapped the manila folder down on the
  637. 25:43counter. "The three o'clocks," she said,
  638. 25:46"who are they?"
  639. 25:47Walter looked at the folder. He sighed.
  640. 25:50Then he walked around the counter to the
  641. 25:52wall of teacups. "This is who they are,"
  642. 25:54he said. He took down a cup, pale yellow
  643. 25:58with a crack glued back together. "Nell
  644. 26:00Carfor, retired nurse. Hazel sat with
  645. 26:03her every afternoon the year her son was
  646. 26:05deployed.
  647. 26:07He hung it back. Took another, a thick
  648. 26:10fisherman's mug.
  649. 26:11Gus Lindquist, lost his boat in a storm
  650. 26:14and his license the same year. Hazel fed
  651. 26:17him for six months and never let him pay
  652. 26:19once.
  653. 26:20Another, a delicate pink one with gold
  654. 26:23trim.
  655. 26:24The Faro girl. Tilly ran away from home
  656. 26:27at 15.
  657. 26:29Hazel found her sleeping behind the fish
  658. 26:31market and gave her the upstairs couch
  659. 26:33for a month until things were sorted
  660. 26:35with her family. She's a school teacher
  661. 26:38now in Bangor. Sends money every
  662. 26:40quarter." He went down the wall, cup
  663. 26:43after cup, name after name. The widow
  664. 26:46whose husband drank,
  665. 26:48the young father who'd lost his job at
  666. 26:50the cannery, the man who'd come home
  667. 26:52from prison with nowhere to go. The boy
  668. 26:55who'd been bullied so badly he stopped
  669. 26:57going to school. Who spent every
  670. 26:59afternoon for a year doing homework at
  671. 27:01the corner table. Every one of them had
  672. 27:03sat in this room at 3:00 alone and been
  673. 27:06given a cup. "When Hazel died," Walter
  674. 27:09said, "we all knew the building would go
  675. 27:11to you.
  676. 27:12And we all knew you'd take your time.
  677. 27:15Hazel told us you would." He set down
  678. 27:17the last cup. "So we decided to keep the
  679. 27:20lights on until you got here. Pay the
  680. 27:22taxes. Pay the electric. Keep it from
  681. 27:25going to the county."
  682. 27:26He shrugged. "It seemed like the least
  683. 27:29we could do, considering" Delia was
  684. 27:31staring at the wall. "There are 43
  685. 27:34cups," she said. "44," said Walter.
  686. 27:38"Counting yours." "You've been paying
  687. 27:40for this building for 14 months. All of
  688. 27:43you." "Yes." "For me. And you don't even
  689. 27:46know me."
  690. 27:48Walter looked at her with those quiet
  691. 27:50lighthouse eyes. "We know you, Delia,"
  692. 27:52he said. "Hazel talked about you every
  693. 27:55single day. We know you painted that cup
  694. 27:58when you were nine. We know you're the
  695. 28:00only person alive who knows what's in
  696. 28:02Harbor Fog. We know you had a split lip
  697. 28:04at 16 and wouldn't tell her who did it."
  698. 28:07He paused.
  699. 28:09"We know you tore up her check." Delia
  700. 28:11flinched. "She wasn't angry," Walter
  701. 28:14said gently. "She was proud of you. She
  702. 28:16said you had more backbone than anybody
  703. 28:18she'd ever met. He paused. She just
  704. 28:21wished you'd learn that backbone and
  705. 28:23help can live in the same body."
  706. 28:26Delia stood in the middle of her
  707. 28:27grandmother's tea house holding a folder
  708. 28:30full of envelopes stuffed with strangers
  709. 28:32coins and she felt something she had
  710. 28:34spent 29 years refusing to feel. She
  711. 28:37felt held and it terrified her. She
  712. 28:40almost signed the offer that night.
  713. 28:42She sat at the kitchen table upstairs
  714. 28:44with Brent's contract in front of her
  715. 28:46and a pen in her hand. She told herself
  716. 28:49she could pay them all back, every one
  717. 28:51of the three o'clocks, every dollar with
  718. 28:54interest. Then she'd owe nobody. Then
  719. 28:57she'd be free. She even wrote her first
  720. 29:00initial on the signature line.
  721. 29:02Then the power went out. The storm had
  722. 29:05been building all afternoon. The radio
  723. 29:07had called it a nor'easter, the first of
  724. 29:10the season.
  725. 29:11Now the wind was howling off the harbor
  726. 29:13and the rain was coming sideways, and
  727. 29:16every light on Front Street had gone
  728. 29:18dark at once. Delia sat in the black
  729. 29:21kitchen and listened to the building
  730. 29:22creak.
  731. 29:24Then she heard something else, a knock
  732. 29:26downstairs. She took a flashlight and
  733. 29:29went down. Through the plywood gaps in
  734. 29:31the front windows, she could see lights
  735. 29:34bobbing on the street, lanterns,
  736. 29:36flashlights, a dozen of them, maybe
  737. 29:39more. She unlocked the front door.
  738. 29:42Walter stood on the step in a yellow
  739. 29:44slicker, rain pouring off his cap.
  740. 29:47Behind him was a crowd, old people,
  741. 29:50young people, a woman holding a baby
  742. 29:52wrapped in a blanket, a big man in
  743. 29:55fishing boots carrying an armload of
  744. 29:57firewood. "Power's out all down the
  745. 29:59peninsula," Walter said.
  746. 30:01"The Parker's furnace is electric, so is
  747. 30:04Nell's.
  748. 30:05Gus's roof is leaking again."
  749. 30:07He looked apologetic.
  750. 30:09"Whenever the power went out, Hazel
  751. 30:11always opened up. The wood stove, you
  752. 30:13see. Folks just came. It's habit, I
  753. 30:17suppose. I'm sorry. We didn't think."
  754. 30:20Delia stood in the doorway with the rain
  755. 30:22blowing in on her face. Every instinct
  756. 30:24she had told her to say no, to say, "I'm
  757. 30:27sorry. The building's not safe."
  758. 30:30To say, "I'm selling it." To close the
  759. 30:33door.
  760. 30:34To be fine.
  761. 30:35Alone. She thought about a 9-year-old
  762. 30:37girl sitting on a suitcase in the same
  763. 30:40doorway waiting for someone who wasn't
  764. 30:42coming back. And she thought about the
  765. 30:44woman who had opened this door for her
  766. 30:46anyway. "Come in." Delia said. "All of
  767. 30:49you.
  768. 30:51Come in out of the rain." They came in
  769. 30:53dripping, shivering, laughing a little
  770. 30:56in the way people laugh in a storm when
  771. 30:58they found somewhere warm. Gus
  772. 31:00Lindquist, the big man with the
  773. 31:02firewood, got the wood stove roaring in
  774. 31:04the front room. Nell Okafor, the retired
  775. 31:07nurse, took charge of the woman with the
  776. 31:09baby. Somebody found candles in the
  777. 31:12drawer behind the counter, exactly where
  778. 31:14Hazel had always kept them.
  779. 31:17They pulled the dusty chairs off the
  780. 31:18tables and dragged them close to the
  781. 31:20fire.
  782. 31:21Delia went into the kitchen and stood in
  783. 31:24front of the old iron stove. It ran on
  784. 31:26gas. It still worked. She filled the big
  785. 31:29copper kettle.
  786. 31:31Then she opened the cupboard above the
  787. 31:32stove, the one Hazel had always kept
  788. 31:35locked when she was a girl. It wasn't
  789. 31:37locked anymore. Inside, in old glass
  790. 31:40jars with handwritten labels, was
  791. 31:42everything: black tea, bergamot, dried
  792. 31:46rose petals, but no orange peel. Delia
  793. 31:49took an orange from the bag Nell had
  794. 31:51brought. She peeled it slowly in one
  795. 31:53long curl, the way she'd watched her
  796. 31:56grandmother do a thousand times. She
  797. 31:58laid the peel on the hot top of the wood
  798. 32:00stove in the front room. The whole tea
  799. 32:02house filled with the sharp, sweet smell
  800. 32:05of it. Walter looked up from his chair
  801. 32:07by the fire. His eyes went wide. "Oh."
  802. 32:10He said softly. "Oh, that's it. That's
  803. 32:13the smell."
  804. 32:14Delia mixed the blend by hand, the way
  805. 32:17Hazel had taught her. She didn't
  806. 32:19measure. Her hands remembered. She
  807. 32:21poured the boiling water. She let it
  808. 32:24steep exactly four minutes, the way
  809. 32:26Hazel always said. Not three, not five,
  810. 32:30four. Because four is patient. Then she
  811. 32:33went to the wall.
  812. 32:34She took down the cups one by one.
  813. 32:37Nell's yellow one with the glued crack,
  814. 32:39Gus's fisherman's mug, Walter's green
  815. 32:42one with the chipped handle.
  816. 32:44She read the names on the bottoms and
  817. 32:46handed each cup to the person it
  818. 32:48belonged to.
  819. 32:49The ones whose owners weren't there, she
  820. 32:51handed to whoever needed one.
  821. 32:53She poured Harbor Fog into every single
  822. 32:56cup. The room went quiet. People held
  823. 32:59their cups up to their faces and
  824. 33:00breathed in.
  825. 33:02An old woman in the corner started to
  826. 33:03cry.
  827. 33:04Gus Lindquist, who looked like he could
  828. 33:06lift a truck, set his mug down very
  829. 33:09carefully on the table and wiped his
  830. 33:11eyes with the back of his wrist. "I
  831. 33:13haven't tasted this in 14 months." Nell
  832. 33:16Okafor said. Her voice shook. "I thought
  833. 33:19I'd never taste it again." Delia poured
  834. 33:22the last of it into the little white cup
  835. 33:24with the blue star. She sat down on the
  836. 33:26floor by the wood stove next to Walter's
  837. 33:28chair. The storm roared outside, the
  838. 33:31fire crackled. The room was full of
  839. 33:33people who had carried coins to the
  840. 33:35county office for 14 months for a woman
  841. 33:38they'd never met. She took a sip. It
  842. 33:40tasted exactly like being 10 years old.
  843. 33:43"Walter." She said quietly so no one
  844. 33:46else would hear. "I was going to sell
  845. 33:48it. I know. I almost signed tonight."
  846. 33:51"Right before the power went out." "I
  847. 33:53know that, too." He looked down at her.
  848. 33:56"Hazel used to say the kettle always
  849. 33:58knows when to boil." Delia laughed and
  850. 34:00then she was crying and then she was
  851. 34:02doing both at once, sitting on the floor
  852. 34:05of her grandmother's tea house with her
  853. 34:06cup in her hands.
  854. 34:08Nobody made a fuss about it. Nell passed
  855. 34:11her a napkin. Gus added another log to
  856. 34:13the fire. The baby fell asleep and Delia
  857. 34:16Pryor, who had been fine for 29 years,
  858. 34:20let herself not be fine in a room full
  859. 34:22of people for the first time in her
  860. 34:25life. The storm passed before dawn. The
  861. 34:28power came back on at 6:00.
  862. 34:30People drifted home one by one, hugging
  863. 34:33Delia at the door, pressing her hands,
  864. 34:35saying things like, "She'd be so proud
  865. 34:38of you." and "See you at 3:00."
  866. 34:40When the last of them had gone, Delia
  867. 34:42went upstairs, picked up Brent Kessler's
  868. 34:45contract from the kitchen table, and
  869. 34:47read it one more time. Then she called
  870. 34:49him. "Ms. Prior, great to hear from you.
  871. 34:53Ready to move forward?" "No." Delia
  872. 34:55said. "I'm not selling. I'm sorry for
  873. 34:59wasting your time." A pause. "Can I ask
  874. 35:02why? It's a very generous offer." Delia
  875. 35:05looked down through the kitchen window.
  876. 35:07On Front Street, Walter Ashby was
  877. 35:09shuffling up the sidewalk toward the tea
  878. 35:11house, 3 hours early, with a bag of
  879. 35:14groceries in one hand. "Because it's not
  880. 35:17mine to sell." she said. "It never was."
  881. 35:20She hung up. And then she went
  882. 35:22downstairs to let Walter in. It wasn't
  883. 35:25easy. That's the part people don't tell
  884. 35:27you in stories like this one. Delia
  885. 35:29still had $1,100 in the bank and a car
  886. 35:32payment due.
  887. 35:34The tea house needed a new roof, new
  888. 35:36wiring, and a health inspection it was
  889. 35:39going to fail. She had never run a
  890. 35:41business in her life, and every single
  891. 35:43problem she ran into, her first instinct
  892. 35:46was still the same. Handle it yourself.
  893. 35:49Don't ask. Don't need anyone. She fought
  894. 35:52that instinct every day. Sometimes she
  895. 35:55lost.
  896. 35:56But the 3:00s didn't let her lose for
  897. 35:58long. When the roofer's estimate came
  898. 36:01back, Gus Lindquist showed up the next
  899. 36:03Saturday with four men from the docks
  900. 36:06and a truckload of shingles he said he
  901. 36:08got at a discount. Delia didn't ask
  902. 36:10where. Nell Okafor, it turned out, had a
  903. 36:13nephew who was an electrician. Tilly
  904. 36:16Farrow, the runaway turned school
  905. 36:18teacher, drove down from Bangor every
  906. 36:21other weekend to paint. Joanne from the
  907. 36:23county office walked her through every
  908. 36:25permit, line by line, on her lunch
  909. 36:28breaks. Every time someone offered help,
  910. 36:31Delia felt the old words rising in her
  911. 36:33throat. I'm fine. I've got it.
  912. 36:36I don't need and every time she
  913. 36:38swallowed them and [clears throat] said
  914. 36:40thank you instead, it got a little
  915. 36:42easier each time. Not much, but a
  916. 36:45little.
  917. 36:46She kept a notebook on the counter. In
  918. 36:48it, she wrote down every single thing
  919. 36:50anyone did for her. Every hour of work,
  920. 36:53every dollar,
  921. 36:55every casserole left on the back step.
  922. 36:58She told herself it was so she could pay
  923. 36:59them all back someday.
  924. 37:01Walter saw the notebook one afternoon
  925. 37:03and read it over her shoulder. "You're
  926. 37:06keeping score," he said. "I'm keeping
  927. 37:08track. Hazel never kept track." He
  928. 37:11tapped the page. "That's the whole
  929. 37:13point, dear. It's not a debt, it's a
  930. 37:15table.
  931. 37:16You just keep setting places at it."
  932. 37:18Delia looked at the notebook for a long
  933. 37:20time. The next morning, she didn't write
  934. 37:23anything in it or the morning after
  935. 37:25that. Eventually, she used the rest of
  936. 37:27the pages for recipes. Hazel's reopened
  937. 37:30on the first Saturday in March, 4 and
  938. 37:321/2 months after Delia walked in the
  939. 37:34door.
  940. 37:35The blue shutters were freshly painted.
  941. 37:37The plywood was gone from the windows.
  942. 37:40The sign that said Hazel's hung straight
  943. 37:42again and underneath it, Delia had added
  944. 37:45a smaller one hand-lettered on a piece
  945. 37:47of driftwood. The kettle's on at three.
  946. 37:50Everyone welcome. She moved into the
  947. 37:53little apartment upstairs. The slanted
  948. 37:55room with the round window. For the
  949. 37:57first time in her adult life, she wasn't
  950. 38:00paying rent to anybody. She was home.
  951. 38:03She took a job two mornings a week
  952. 38:05managing the front desk at the old inn
  953. 38:07up the hill to keep the lights on. The
  954. 38:10rest of the time, she ran the tea house.
  955. 38:13She sold Harbor Fog by the tin to the
  956. 38:15summer people and they paid a lot for
  957. 38:17it. That money covered the free cups at
  958. 38:193:00. The business plan was still
  959. 38:22terrible. Hazel would have loved it. On
  960. 38:25opening day, the line stretched out the
  961. 38:26door and down Front Street. Delia
  962. 38:29recognized almost every face now. She
  963. 38:32knew their names.
  964. 38:33She knew their cups. At exactly 3:00,
  965. 38:36she put the big copper kettle on the
  966. 38:38stove. When it started to whistle, the
  967. 38:40whole room went quiet. Then Gus
  968. 38:43Lindquist started clapping, and then
  969. 38:45everyone was clapping, and Delia had to
  970. 38:47turn around and face the wall for a
  971. 38:49minute so nobody would see her face.
  972. 38:52Walter got the first cup, the green one
  973. 38:54with the chipped handle. He held it in
  974. 38:56both hands and breathed in the steam and
  975. 38:59didn't say anything at all. He didn't
  976. 39:01need to.
  977. 39:03There's one more thing Delia did that
  978. 39:04spring. She didn't tell anybody about
  979. 39:07it. Not even Walter.
  980. 39:09One night after closing, she took a
  981. 39:11plain white cup down from the shelf.
  982. 39:14She took out a tiny jar of blue paint,
  983. 39:16and on the bottom of the cup, very
  984. 39:18carefully, she painted a name. R A E Rae
  985. 39:22had called the next week, like she said
  986. 39:24she would, and the week after that.
  987. 39:27Short calls, awkward ones. She hadn't
  988. 39:30asked for money once. Delia didn't know
  989. 39:32if her mother would ever come to Wicklow
  990. 39:34Harbor. She didn't know if she wanted
  991. 39:36her to. Some days she was still angry,
  992. 39:39some days she wasn't, but she hung the
  993. 39:41cup on the wall anyway, on an empty hook
  994. 39:44near the end of the row, because that's
  995. 39:46what the wall was for, so that anyone
  996. 39:49who came through that door would know
  997. 39:50they'd been expected, so they wouldn't
  998. 39:52have to ask. Delia still thinks about
  999. 39:55that first afternoon, standing frozen in
  1000. 39:58the doorway with her suitcase, hearing
  1001. 40:00that kettle scream in an empty building.
  1002. 40:02She thought it was a mystery. She
  1003. 40:04thought somebody was lying to her. She
  1004. 40:07knows now that it was the most honest
  1005. 40:08sound she'd ever heard. She used to
  1006. 40:11believe that needing people made you
  1007. 40:12weak, that if you never let anyone help
  1008. 40:15you, no one could ever leave you.
  1009. 40:17She built her whole life on that belief
  1010. 40:20and it held for 29 years. Right up until
  1011. 40:23the day it left her on a kitchen floor
  1012. 40:25with nothing.
  1013. 40:26And the people she'd never let in were
  1014. 40:29the ones who had kept the fire burning
  1015. 40:30the whole time. She knows now that
  1016. 40:33strength and help can live in the same
  1017. 40:35body. That being held isn't the same as
  1018. 40:38being rescued and that somewhere for
  1019. 40:40almost everyone there's a kettle already
  1020. 40:42on.
  1021. 40:43Waiting.
  1022. 40:44Even when you're sure you don't deserve
  1023. 40:46it. If you're the one who always says,
  1024. 40:48"I'm fine." Maybe try something
  1025. 40:50different this week. Tell one person the
  1026. 40:53truth. Let one person help. You might
  1027. 40:55find they've been keeping the kettle on
  1028. 40:57for you longer than you know. If this
  1029. 40:59story meant something to you, please
  1030. 41:01like, subscribe, and share it with
  1031. 41:03someone who never asks for help. Thank
  1032. 41:05you for watching and we'll see you in
  1033. 41:07the next story.

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