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Fermarti è la Cosa Più Difficile che Farai Oggi | Neville Goddard — Transcript

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  1. 0:10Imagine you are standing in line at the
  2. 0:14grocery store or stuck in traffic.
  3. 0:19In an imperceptible instant, without a
  4. 0:21conscious decision having taken shape in
  5. 0:24your head,
  6. 0:27your hand moves on its own and pulls
  7. 0:29your phone from your pocket.
  8. 0:36The screen lights up, the app opens, and
  9. 0:39only after a few seconds do you realize
  10. 0:43what just happened.
  11. 0:47The mind arrives late, when the choice
  12. 0:50has already been made.
  13. 0:54In that precise moment, an automatic
  14. 0:56force made of well-established habits
  15. 0:59and reactive mechanisms manages your
  16. 1:02gestures and your attention.
  17. 1:08All of this happens because silence and
  18. 1:11the absence of stimuli have become alien
  19. 1:14, unbearable, inhospitable spaces,
  20. 1:20hostile, unsettling, giving us a sense
  21. 1:25of emptiness.
  22. 1:30Our lovely society has turned rest into
  23. 1:34a guilt and constant busyness into a
  24. 1:37form of identity.
  25. 1:43Every time you try to stop, a sense of
  26. 1:46restlessness emerges, an irresistible
  27. 1:49need to fill that void with something,
  28. 1:52anything, as long as it is something.
  29. 1:59The ability to be with oneself and
  30. 2:02simply be has dissolved into a
  31. 2:05continuous stream of information
  32. 2:08designed to capture attention
  33. 2:14and fragment presence.
  34. 2:20We call ourselves human beings, but we
  35. 2:24have turned into human doings, as John
  36. 2:28Kabat-Zinn says.
  37. 2:31Hello everyone and welcome to Radical
  38. 2:33Awakening. I am Dominic.
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  48. 3:00perspective.
  49. 3:08Do you know what is one of the hardest
  50. 3:11things for us human beings turned into
  51. 3:14human doings to do?
  52. 3:18It is doing nothing,
  53. 3:22sitting still, with eyes open, and just
  54. 3:25being.
  55. 3:29I like to call it presence contemplation
  56. 3:31.
  57. 3:33It is a very simple practice or exercise
  58. 3:37, but not easy at all.
  59. 3:41Try sitting comfortably on a chair or
  60. 3:44even the sofa, without slouching,
  61. 3:46obviously.
  62. 3:50Keep the light on and sit there still
  63. 3:53for 20 minutes
  64. 3:57and see what happens.
  65. 4:00Be there with yourself, you and the room
  66. 4:04.
  67. 4:07It does not count to start meditating,
  68. 4:10reciting mantras, counting sheep, or
  69. 4:13anything else that comes to mind to kill
  70. 4:17time.
  71. 4:21You must have a close encounter with
  72. 4:24silence and what we call boredom.
  73. 4:32You will see how the ego, the mind
  74. 4:35starts to fidget, it will start to buck
  75. 4:38like a wild horse that has been saddled
  76. 4:41for the first time.
  77. 4:46The first time you do it, perhaps it
  78. 4:49will come easy—the famous beginner's
  79. 4:53luck.
  80. 4:55Try doing it multiple times and you will
  81. 4:57see what happens.
  82. 4:59And each time, increase the
  83. 5:01contemplation time by 10 minutes.
  84. 5:07Try doing an hour if you want to go for
  85. 5:09a real rollercoaster ride.
  86. 5:14The ego is laid bare,
  87. 5:18you see it for what it is.
  88. 5:24The first few times I did it, after 10
  89. 5:26minutes, I would have eaten the table
  90. 5:28just to do something.
  91. 5:32My body stayed still, or at least tried
  92. 5:36to, while something inside was restless
  93. 5:40, a voice telling me, "What on earth are
  94. 5:44you doing?"
  95. 5:48At 20 minutes, it seemed impossible to
  96. 5:52go on.
  97. 5:54By the half-hour mark, I would have sold
  98. 5:58a kidney just to get up and do anything
  99. 6:01, even wash the dishes.
  100. 6:05You know something?
  101. 6:09By comparison, when you meditate,
  102. 6:11staying still becomes almost easy.
  103. 6:15And you know why?
  104. 6:17The ego has something to cling to
  105. 6:20because it is doing something, which in
  106. 6:24this case is called meditation.
  107. 6:30Even if you struggle and your mind jumps
  108. 6:33around like a grasshopper, you are
  109. 6:36trying, and for the ego, trying is
  110. 6:38enough to feel okay.
  111. 6:43Remove the label and you’re just a
  112. 6:45person sitting on a chair doing nothing
  113. 6:48.
  114. 6:51Then the ego goes into crisis and feels
  115. 6:55useless.
  116. 6:58Useless to whom? But
  117. 7:02stop for a moment on this question.
  118. 7:06The room is empty,
  119. 7:09no bosses or clients.
  120. 7:14Yet you feel a gaze upon you that judges
  121. 7:19and takes notes.
  122. 7:25Whose gaze is this?
  123. 7:29A parent's, an entire era that taught
  124. 7:31you to measure your worth by what you
  125. 7:34produce, until the gaze moved inside you
  126. 7:38and took up residence; it watches you
  127. 7:40even when you're alone, and by the way,
  128. 7:43it works for free.
  129. 7:48So then, what is boredom?
  130. 7:53What is this cursed boredom?
  131. 7:57And I didn't say joy.
  132. 7:59Sorry, a little quote from the Califano
  133. 8:03song.
  134. 8:07In my opinion, boredom
  135. 8:10is a withdrawal symptom.
  136. 8:16The ego thrives on stimuli and things to
  137. 8:18talk about.
  138. 8:20As soon as you take them away, what does
  139. 8:22it do?
  140. 8:23It protests.
  141. 8:25Like someone who suddenly stops, I don't
  142. 8:29know, drinking coffee or any addiction—
  143. 8:32headaches, irritation, nervous hunger
  144. 8:36for anything.
  145. 8:39Boredom is the noise of identity when it
  146. 8:42stops being fueled from the outside.
  147. 8:47Beneath the noise, if you endure, you
  148. 8:50find something else.
  149. 8:53You have to stay long enough to hear it
  150. 8:56. However,
  151. 9:03now I'll point something out to you
  152. 9:07and after this, you won't be able to
  153. 9:09unsee it.
  154. 9:10Has it ever happened that you found
  155. 9:12yourself with your phone in hand without
  156. 9:14remembering picking it up?
  157. 9:18You unlock the screen, open an app, and
  158. 9:21only after a few seconds you ask
  159. 9:22yourself,
  160. 9:25"Wait, when did I pick this up?"
  161. 9:29There was no decision, nor even a
  162. 9:33thought.
  163. 9:35Your hand moved on its own, and you
  164. 9:38arrived later,
  165. 9:40after the fact, as a spectator.
  166. 9:45If your hand moves
  167. 9:47before you do, who sent it?
  168. 9:52A habit with the keys to your house that
  169. 9:54decides and then informs you.
  170. 9:59You call it willpower.
  171. 10:03Neville Goddard said that attention is
  172. 10:06the creative faculty.
  173. 10:10What you hold it on is what you live.
  174. 10:16Read that sentence again, thinking of
  175. 10:18your phone.
  176. 10:20Someone built an entire industry just to
  177. 10:24harvest this very faculty every single
  178. 10:27day, bit by bit, and resell it to the
  179. 10:30highest bidder.
  180. 10:34Hours of attention surrendered to the
  181. 10:37stories of others, to unknown quarrels,
  182. 10:40to catastrophes 10,000 km away.
  183. 10:46Neville would have called them
  184. 10:47assumptions.
  185. 10:51You tell me how many moods you inhabited
  186. 10:53today without choosing even one of them
  187. 10:56.
  188. 10:59This is why the chair is so terrifying.
  189. 11:04Remove the stimuli and stay there,
  190. 11:07talking to your inner conversation.
  191. 11:13The same one that Neville considered the
  192. 11:14cause of everything that happens to you
  193. 11:16on the outside.
  194. 11:19For years, you have covered it up with
  195. 11:21noise.
  196. 11:25After 3 minutes, you hear it clearly,
  197. 11:27and it’s often a grumbling that repeats
  198. 11:30your life as it is now, with the usual
  199. 11:32complaints and the usual things that
  200. 11:35don't add up.
  201. 11:38Boredom acts as a screen upon which your
  202. 11:40initial assumption is projected.
  203. 11:4610 minutes of nothing
  204. 11:49and you know which state you inhabit
  205. 11:53without asking anyone.
  206. 11:58Think of an actor, an actor on stage who
  207. 12:01was never given a script.
  208. 12:06Lights on, the audience is full, and he
  209. 12:09stands there with the feeling that
  210. 12:12someone should prompt him on what to say
  211. 12:15.
  212. 12:18That feeling is boredom.
  213. 12:22We wait for the line to come from the
  214. 12:24outside, for someone to tell us what to
  215. 12:27think and what to feel.
  216. 12:31The phone acts as a prompter on a
  217. 12:33continuous loop, and as long as you
  218. 12:35recite the lines of others, no one is
  219. 12:37writing yours.
  220. 12:41Neville used to say that the world is a
  221. 12:45stage.
  222. 12:47The world is you yourself projected
  223. 12:51outward.
  224. 12:52Everyone is pushed out.
  225. 12:56And you are its author.
  226. 13:01Feeling bored means waiting for someone
  227. 13:03else to write the script for you.
  228. 13:08The phone hands them to you on a
  229. 13:10continuous loop, always from others, and
  230. 13:12as long as you recite them, the author
  231. 13:15sleeps.
  232. 13:18In the chair, no script reaches you, and
  233. 13:23the author
  234. 13:26wakes up.
  235. 13:29There is a verse that Neville loved very
  236. 13:31much, Psalm 46.
  237. 13:34Be still and know that I am God.
  238. 13:41Be still
  239. 13:43and know that I am God.
  240. 13:49For him, that "I am" was your
  241. 13:52consciousness, and to know it, you just
  242. 13:56need to be still.
  243. 14:05We live in an era that does everything
  244. 14:07to prevent you from getting there.
  245. 14:11By now, stillness feels like falling
  246. 14:14behind.
  247. 14:17It feels like you’re lagging, as if a
  248. 14:19meter were running somewhere and you
  249. 14:22were letting it tick away.
  250. 14:25You don't even know what it's counting.
  251. 14:28But are you sure you're missing
  252. 14:30something?
  253. 14:33When stopping became a moral fault, I
  254. 14:36don't know, maybe it has always been
  255. 14:39this way, because the anxiety of the
  256. 14:42human condition pushes you to feel that
  257. 14:45you must do something, and today that
  258. 14:48almost always means consuming.
  259. 14:52Right now, however, it seems worse than
  260. 14:55ever.
  261. 14:58Every minute must be justified.
  262. 15:01Even your existence must have a reason
  263. 15:04for being.
  264. 15:06Rest was once simply rest.
  265. 15:11Now it must be earned and documented,
  266. 15:14and if possible, turned into content.
  267. 15:19At a certain point
  268. 15:22Being constantly busy has become a
  269. 15:25personality.
  270. 15:28And I mean that literally.
  271. 15:32People start there.
  272. 15:36Ask someone how they are, and before
  273. 15:39answering, they tell you how swamped
  274. 15:42they are, as if it were their best
  275. 15:46quality.
  276. 15:49In our society, what you do coincides
  277. 15:52with who you are.
  278. 15:55And if you aren't doing something
  279. 15:58visible, or better yet, measurable, the
  280. 16:00question of who you are starts to burn.
  281. 16:08Where does all this come from?
  282. 16:13Human beings aren't born with a factory
  283. 16:16setting that demands constant, anxious
  284. 16:20motion.
  285. 16:24It’s installed later within a culture
  286. 16:28that has long repeated that rest is a
  287. 16:31reward to be earned.
  288. 16:37The philosopher Byung-Chul Han proposes
  289. 16:41an idea that really struck me.
  290. 16:47Today, no one forces us from above
  291. 16:50because everyone has become their own
  292. 16:54entrepreneur, exploiter and exploited in
  293. 16:57the same body.
  294. 17:01Do you see the sophistication?
  295. 17:05What’s the point of a whip if people
  296. 17:08whip themselves?
  297. 17:10And on top of that, they call it
  298. 17:12ambition.
  299. 17:16The sense of guilt
  300. 17:19when standing still is born from the
  301. 17:22system, and it has little to do with
  302. 17:26character.
  303. 17:29I needed to say this before anything
  304. 17:32else, otherwise this video becomes yet
  305. 17:34another lecture on how to better manage
  306. 17:37your time.
  307. 17:41A structure built around you prevents
  308. 17:44you from stopping altogether.
  309. 17:49The strange thing is that it seems
  310. 17:51normal, and that’s how you know it’s
  311. 17:54working.
  312. 17:59Think about when you sit down for a
  313. 18:01second to breathe or rest.
  314. 18:07At that very instant, your phone lights
  315. 18:10up as if it sees you waiting for quiet
  316. 18:14just so it can interrupt it.
  317. 18:19Unsettling, I’d say.
  318. 18:22Very unsettling.
  319. 18:27You open it, obviously, and find
  320. 18:29yourself in the infinite scroll.
  321. 18:34No one tells you at a certain point:
  322. 18:37okay, enough for today.
  323. 18:39Go back to being a person,
  324. 18:43go back to being.
  325. 18:46Why would they?
  326. 18:48It would be a disaster for business.
  327. 18:52So I keep giving you stuff.
  328. 18:55Just enough to hold your attention
  329. 18:57without ever satisfying it.
  330. 19:01In the background, an algorithm has been
  331. 19:03studying you for years and knows how to
  332. 19:06keep you suspended halfway, just
  333. 19:07slightly restless.
  334. 19:13Leaving the situation takes more effort
  335. 19:16than staying in it, and after a while,
  336. 19:18it seems like life is just made that way
  337. 19:21, that the constant motion comes from
  338. 19:24you.
  339. 19:27Someone, somewhere, is working to make
  340. 19:29stillness,
  341. 19:32so heavy that picking up a screen feels
  342. 19:35like a relief—and it truly is, because
  343. 19:39it’s an addiction.
  344. 19:47Blaise Pascal, or Blaze, I’m not sure
  345. 19:51how to say it, sensed it almost 400
  346. 19:54years ago.
  347. 19:59According to him, all of man’s
  348. 20:02misfortunes stem from a single root: the
  349. 20:05inability to sit quietly in a room.
  350. 20:10Think about it,
  351. 20:13a genius from the 1600s,
  352. 20:16without phones or notifications, had
  353. 20:19already seen right through us.
  354. 20:25We throw ourselves into action and
  355. 20:28entertainment to avoid coming face to
  356. 20:31face with ourselves.
  357. 20:36And you know what?
  358. 20:40It still holds true today, with the
  359. 20:42addition of fiber optics.
  360. 20:48Imagine a shepherd in Nepal or
  361. 20:53up in the Andes, grazing in the
  362. 20:55mountains.
  363. 20:58He spends entire days watching the
  364. 21:01animals and the sky.
  365. 21:06A podcast on herding?
  366. 21:10Not a trace of one.
  367. 21:13And that morning routine video titled "
  368. 21:16How I optimized my relationship with
  369. 21:19goats for maximum personal fulfillment.
  370. 21:22"
  371. 21:24It doesn't exist, as far as I know.
  372. 21:31He does his job,
  373. 21:35lights the fire at night, and starts
  374. 21:38over the next day.
  375. 21:44Many
  376. 21:47would react with a bit of pity, right?
  377. 21:54Doesn't he feel like he's missing
  378. 21:55something?
  379. 21:59Doesn't he want more from life?
  380. 22:03He should at least have a five-year plan
  381. 22:07and a LinkedIn profile.
  382. 22:11Where people can worry about him.
  383. 22:16The instinct to pity him is a red light
  384. 22:19turning on.
  385. 22:22The discomfort you feel before such a
  386. 22:25simple life
  387. 22:28says more about you than it does about
  388. 22:30him.
  389. 22:34This man possesses something that many
  390. 22:36of us have lost without realizing it.
  391. 22:41A life that doesn't need to put on a
  392. 22:44show,
  393. 22:48doesn't curate or optimize, and takes
  394. 22:53the morning as it comes,
  395. 22:58and just exists within it.
  396. 23:02In our culture, serenity is seen as
  397. 23:05failure or an illusion.
  398. 23:12It closes the gap between where you are
  399. 23:15and where you're told to be—the gap the
  400. 23:19algorithm thrives on—and a closed gap is
  401. 23:22bad for business.
  402. 23:27So we call it giving up, or a lack of
  403. 23:31ambition.
  404. 23:34Slowing down in this society is a form
  405. 23:39of silent rebellion.
  406. 23:45The entire architecture of restlessness
  407. 23:48needs your participation to function.
  408. 23:53And every time you step away, something
  409. 23:56small but real happens.
  410. 24:01It seems insignificant,
  411. 24:05but it is a withdrawal of consent that
  412. 24:07no one notices but you.
  413. 24:14Beneath all this is a fear I want to
  414. 24:17name, because it drives more behavior
  415. 24:21than we want to admit.
  416. 24:25The fear of disappearing.
  417. 24:29If you stop posting and producing,
  418. 24:32people will forget you.
  419. 24:36Honestly, some will—actually, almost
  420. 24:38everyone will.
  421. 24:41But they were doing that already,
  422. 24:43because the feed moves much faster than
  423. 24:46you think, and in the minds of others,
  424. 24:48you were never as present as the
  425. 24:50algorithm would like you to believe.
  426. 24:58Being visible and mattering are two
  427. 25:00different things, and we have spent
  428. 25:03years confusing them.
  429. 25:11And now,
  430. 25:13in practice,
  431. 25:16don't worry, I won't tell you to delete
  432. 25:18all your apps and move to a cabin in the
  433. 25:21mountains.
  434. 25:23That would be another performance with a
  435. 25:26few extra steps.
  436. 25:29I'm talking about something smaller and
  437. 25:32less flashy.
  438. 25:35Small, but powerful.
  439. 25:39And that is probably why it works.
  440. 25:45Take the line at the supermarket.
  441. 25:50Those are minutes when your hand moves
  442. 25:52on its own toward your pocket.
  443. 25:57Leave it where it is.
  444. 26:00Then, instead of scanning the neighbor's
  445. 26:02cart or the magazines on the racks,
  446. 26:07bring your attention to your body.
  447. 26:13Feel your feet touching the ground, the
  448. 26:16weight shifting onto the soles, the
  449. 26:19pressure on your heels, your toes inside
  450. 26:22your shoes.
  451. 26:27feel your hands, the air on your skin,
  452. 26:32the sound of the carts becoming just
  453. 26:35noise.
  454. 26:40It seems ridiculous,
  455. 26:43I know,
  456. 26:45and it turns out to be surprisingly
  457. 26:47difficult.
  458. 26:51That should tell you something about the
  459. 26:53state of things.
  460. 26:57Yet that queue has become a training
  461. 27:00room and no one noticed.
  462. 27:05It works
  463. 27:10the same at a red light, in an elevator
  464. 27:13, while you wait for water to boil, at
  465. 27:16any moment.
  466. 27:17Practice being present,
  467. 27:24become present in the here and now.
  468. 27:33The present is the only place where
  469. 27:35imagination has a door.
  470. 27:40Those who live in the next minute, in
  471. 27:42the notification yet to arrive, in the
  472. 27:44next thing to do, skip over the present
  473. 27:46like a station with no stop.
  474. 27:59Let's go back to the chair for a moment
  475. 28:02to doing nothing, or rather, to trying
  476. 28:06to be.
  477. 28:09After the first wave of annoyance, if
  478. 28:12you resist,
  479. 28:17something changes.
  480. 28:20The voice that was judging gets tired.
  481. 28:25The body settles, the gaze stops looking
  482. 28:29for a foothold and just sees
  483. 28:35and the room suddenly becomes big.
  484. 28:43Jiddu Krishnamurti claimed that boredom
  485. 28:46arises when the mind demands a stimulus
  486. 28:49to feel alive and that going through it
  487. 28:51without running away and without filling
  488. 28:54it opens a space that was previously
  489. 28:57missing.
  490. 29:02To notice that you are bored, someone
  491. 29:05must be standing a step back from the
  492. 29:08boredom.
  493. 29:11Boredom cannot watch itself.
  494. 29:16We always come back to that.
  495. 29:20The one who observes it is already
  496. 29:22outside in a place where boredom doesn't
  497. 29:26reach and sees it pass by like a cloud.
  498. 29:31If the cloud moves, it means the sky is
  499. 29:34still.
  500. 29:37That place has a name.
  501. 29:39And Neville repeated it to exhaustion.
  502. 29:45I am.
  503. 29:49The observing consciousness that no
  504. 29:51notification has ever touched.
  505. 29:56It was there when you felt useless.
  506. 29:59There with the phone in your hand and 27
  507. 30:01messages on the screen.
  508. 30:05You were looking elsewhere and it was
  509. 30:07waiting for you.
  510. 30:10For this reason, after the first half
  511. 30:14hour in the chair, boredom melts away
  512. 30:17and a steady, vast, and perfectly
  513. 30:20at-home presence remains.
  514. 30:26The system doesn't know what to do with
  515. 30:29a person so disconnected and present.
  516. 30:39Today's journey ends here.
  517. 30:44Thanks for staying until the end.
  518. 30:48If you intend to accept the challenge
  519. 30:50and sit in that chair,
  520. 30:54write human being in the comments.
  521. 30:59If instead you realize that the
  522. 31:01temptation to fill the void is still too
  523. 31:04strong, write human doing.
  524. 31:11Obviously I will read every response of
  525. 31:14yours, as I always do, and I apologize
  526. 31:16if I cannot reply to everyone.
  527. 31:24I am here.
  528. 31:26And you?
  529. 31:28Yes.

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