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  1. 0:06hey weirdos it's crimas it's the
  2. 0:09holidays it's whatever you celebrate you
  3. 0:12festive fiends I hope you're having an
  4. 0:16amazing holiday break hopefully you
  5. 0:20sound like the contest today do I yeah
  6. 0:22I'm sick you sound like Ronnie and Ben's
  7. 0:25impersonation of count I'm sick right
  8. 0:28now but in the future where you are yeah
  9. 0:32I won't be and I will be enjoying some
  10. 0:34time with my family the fam dily for the
  11. 0:38holidays and I'm excited about that and
  12. 0:40I hope you guys are too yeah so we
  13. 0:42decided to revisit a tale that is
  14. 0:46horrifying but has an amazing ending
  15. 0:50it's incredible the ending Julian capka
  16. 0:52is literally a miracle she's astounding
  17. 0:56like talk about a miracle at Christmas
  18. 0:59juli a chis Miracle a criis miracle yeah
  19. 1:02she's a she's crazy a harrowing tale and
  20. 1:06it's definitely one worth listening to
  21. 1:08so we wanted to give you guys this for
  22. 1:09another little rewind to one of our
  23. 1:12favorite episodes our favorite cases to
  24. 1:13cover yeah just give you a little
  25. 1:15something for the holidays you know we
  26. 1:16needed a little bit of time off to spend
  27. 1:18with the family but you can still enjoy
  28. 1:20an older episode exactly and it's a
  29. 1:22story of like bravery and hope and
  30. 1:25perseverance and being a badass yeah
  31. 1:28it's a perfect holiday tale wait let's
  32. 1:29let's cap off the year with that and go
  33. 1:31into
  34. 1:322025 like with the spirit of Julianne I
  35. 1:35can't wait for 2025 so let's take 2025
  36. 1:39like Julianne said [ __ ] you jungle I'm
  37. 1:42getting out of here yeah that's what
  38. 1:44we're going to do in 2025
  39. 1:46everybody so please enjoy jul capka
  40. 1:50she's [ __ ] amazing and so are you
  41. 1:52happy holidays Merry holidays love your
  42. 1:54faces
  43. 1:56off
  44. 1:57beep hey weirdos I'm Elina I'm Ash and
  45. 2:02this is
  46. 2:03[Music]
  47. 2:27morbid yeah it is today we're doing a
  48. 2:30Survivor tale oo I feel like we haven't
  49. 2:33done a Survivor Tale in a minute we have
  50. 2:36not and this one I have had on my list
  51. 2:39forever but was scared to do it because
  52. 2:42it's a plane crash Survivor have you
  53. 2:45ever really talked that in depth about
  54. 2:47your fear of f I've probably mentioned
  55. 2:49it I don't know how how far I've gone
  56. 2:52into it so we're going to be covering um
  57. 2:54the survival tale of Julianne
  58. 2:56Copa um this was back in 1971
  59. 3:00we're going to go through what happened
  60. 3:02her life and her journey after she
  61. 3:06survived
  62. 3:07Julianne I'm telling you guys after you
  63. 3:10hear this go read her book like go to
  64. 3:14learn more about her like like she is
  65. 3:16such an inspiring lady oo so inspiring
  66. 3:20like outrageously inspiring she flies
  67. 3:23all the time now after this and when you
  68. 3:25hear what happened you're going to be
  69. 3:26like excuse me so this is actually I
  70. 3:29didn't know if this was going to help or
  71. 3:31hurt do you think it helped I think it
  72. 3:33helped okay because I'm like well [ __ ]
  73. 3:36me if Julianne can get on flights what
  74. 3:39the hell am I complaining about like
  75. 3:41what the hell you're like I've never
  76. 3:42gone down in a fiery crash oh Lord why
  77. 3:44would you say that out loud so Jesus
  78. 3:48Christ well I didn't mean it like that
  79. 3:51um I thought we were
  80. 3:53out never will knocking on all the wood
  81. 3:57but yeah uh so no sorry so so I have a
  82. 4:01uh debilitating fear of flying yes and
  83. 4:04when I say debilitating I mean uh Ash
  84. 4:06witnessed it for the first time last
  85. 4:08year yeah and I literally walk into the
  86. 4:12plane in tears like I I've seen Elena
  87. 4:15cry maybe like a handful of times in my
  88. 4:17life I think like when sad things in our
  89. 4:19family have happened or like Bubba like
  90. 4:21I would say like maybe three to five
  91. 4:23times and you walking onto a plane was
  92. 4:25one of them and I've also never seen you
  93. 4:28look scared yeah other than when you're
  94. 4:31getting on a plane it's honestly I can
  95. 4:33say for sure it's the only time I feel
  96. 4:36completely out of control of myself and
  97. 4:38my emotions well you kind of I mean you
  98. 4:40are control truly fearful like I have
  99. 4:44never felt fear like I fell walking onto
  100. 4:46a plane I think a fear of flying is one
  101. 4:48of the easiest fears to kind of
  102. 4:51comprehend like from an outsider's
  103. 4:52perspective cuz it it makes sense cuz
  104. 4:55you're just kind of like how do we fly
  105. 4:56up there how do it happen I don't like
  106. 4:58to think about it too much but honestly
  107. 5:00thinking about it actually helps more
  108. 5:02because it will help you understand
  109. 5:03that's at least it helped me yeah I
  110. 5:05don't know if it'll help everybody I'm
  111. 5:06not going to sit here and be like it'll
  112. 5:08help everyone across the board but I can
  113. 5:10tell you the people I've talked to that
  114. 5:12also have dealt with fears of flying so
  115. 5:15they found comfort in look like there's
  116. 5:17a lot of books and honestly I'll I'm
  117. 5:19going to link the books in the show
  118. 5:20notes to just in case some of you have a
  119. 5:23fear of flying it's a common fear you
  120. 5:25know and I'm telling you I don't know if
  121. 5:28you have a fear of flying if listening
  122. 5:29to this episode is going to help or hurt
  123. 5:31you so I'm not going to sit here and
  124. 5:32claim it did it helped me researching it
  125. 5:35but I don't know if it's going to freak
  126. 5:37someone out that has a fear of flying so
  127. 5:39just know that going in but I will link
  128. 5:41the books because I got a few books that
  129. 5:43helped like understand the mechanics of
  130. 5:45flying okay and understand the physics
  131. 5:47and understand airf flow and understand
  132. 5:49wind shear and understand what
  133. 5:50turbulence actually is and jell it makes
  134. 5:53you understand the whole thing so you're
  135. 5:55kind of up there and you're like all
  136. 5:56right so that's what that bump was okay
  137. 5:58so that bump isn't a big deal because
  138. 6:00that's what's happening or like you know
  139. 6:02the the the Earth is cooling at an
  140. 6:04irregular rate and that's why I felt a
  141. 6:05little bump because it let like push
  142. 6:07some a up like and it's actually kind of
  143. 6:09interesting okay yeah I mean well and
  144. 6:11you love science too so it's very
  145. 6:13sciencey it's like a nice way of just
  146. 6:14like making it tangible I think like I
  147. 6:17need something that I can hold on to I
  148. 6:19just statistics don't really help me I
  149. 6:21need like tangible things to be like
  150. 6:23understand that this makes sense but I
  151. 6:25will tell you that I I'm literally like
  152. 6:30like I I get all the physical symptoms
  153. 6:32of anxiety on a flight I I burst into
  154. 6:35tears in the middle of a flight as soon
  155. 6:37as a bump hits I will look over at John
  156. 6:39and he always says the look in my eyes
  157. 6:41is like nothing he's ever seen like it's
  158. 6:43always just pure fear oh yeah when we
  159. 6:45flew together me and Drew were in the
  160. 6:47front and you were closer to the back
  161. 6:48and watching you uh walk to your seat I
  162. 6:51I've never in my life seen you look as
  163. 6:53scared us in that moment it's like
  164. 6:55walking to an execution to me it's like
  165. 6:57what I would think it looked like yeah
  166. 6:59like walking Down The Green Mile I feel
  167. 7:00like that's how it feels to me but after
  168. 7:04like learning about all this I was like
  169. 7:06well Julian just gets on planes now
  170. 7:09that's crazy and she just gets on planes
  171. 7:11to do like really good [ __ ] for like the
  172. 7:13environment and for like animals and to
  173. 7:15like further research and [ __ ] and to
  174. 7:17like better herself and I'm like well if
  175. 7:19Julian can do that after what I'm about
  176. 7:22to tell you like I can stop are you
  177. 7:24having like um like a Patrick suy Don uh
  178. 7:27Donnie Darko moment with the little kid
  179. 7:29and he's like I'm not afraid I'm not
  180. 7:31afraid anymore that's literally me right
  181. 7:34now let's hope it carries on until like
  182. 7:36going to Disney with the kids and stuff
  183. 7:38and getting on a plane but you know this
  184. 7:40is this is an amazing tale so first I'm
  185. 7:44going to talk about you know Julianne
  186. 7:47who she is how she grew up because it is
  187. 7:49a huge part of how she survived okay so
  188. 7:52we're going to talk about Julianne Copa
  189. 7:55and like I said I'm terrified of flying
  190. 7:58so this was definitely immersive therapy
  191. 8:00for me and I'm glad I did it finally um
  192. 8:03but I know that things have changed in
  193. 8:05Airline safety now and that this wasn't
  194. 8:08even in you know the United States so it
  195. 8:10was like a totally different set of
  196. 8:11protocols and all that this was also in
  197. 8:13the 70s anything went we're going to
  198. 8:15find out that this Airline was not great
  199. 8:21this quote unquote Airline I honestly
  200. 8:23would say quote unquote Airline it's not
  201. 8:25around anymore it ended right after this
  202. 8:27actually so don't worry about that but
  203. 8:29but this is a terrifying tale that does
  204. 8:32it does turn into like a tale of
  205. 8:34perseverance of strength of like
  206. 8:37inspiration it's wild Julian's a badass
  207. 8:40she's a real Testament to what the human
  208. 8:43body the mind and honestly like the
  209. 8:45human Spirit can withstand and endure um
  210. 8:49so what happened was December 24th 1971
  211. 8:5317-year-old Julianne Copa and her mother
  212. 8:56Maria were set to take a flight to paopa
  213. 8:59from Lima Peru pppo was about 450 Mi
  214. 9:03away from where they were and the flight
  215. 9:05would have only been about an hour they
  216. 9:06had done it before but the airline they
  217. 9:09were essentially forced to take this
  218. 9:11flight on had a long history of tragic
  219. 9:14and terrifying air disasters and in fact
  220. 9:17the plane that they took this flight on
  221. 9:20was the only plane that the airplane
  222. 9:22Airline had left because they had lost
  223. 9:24so many planes are you [ __ ] kidding
  224. 9:26me this was it yeah oh so backing up
  225. 9:31we're going to talk about Julianne first
  226. 9:32Julianne Copa was born in October of
  227. 9:351954 in Lima Peru her parents were Maria
  228. 9:39who she took this flight with and her
  229. 9:41father was Hans wilheim originally he
  230. 9:44was from Germany um Hans and Maria had
  231. 9:47met each other while they were in a
  232. 9:48biology doctoral doctorial doctoral
  233. 9:52program in Keel oh how [ __ ] rad they
  234. 9:54were both brilliant clearly like
  235. 9:56brilliant this is a brilliant family
  236. 9:59they had focused and excelled in
  237. 10:00studying Ornithology and this is the
  238. 10:03study of birds essentially oh cool they
  239. 10:05also were heavily focused purely on
  240. 10:07zoology they were just very interested
  241. 10:10in animals like Flora of the Amazon they
  242. 10:13were they the research they did is like
  243. 10:16outrageous and it's still going on today
  244. 10:18um once they graduated they were looking
  245. 10:20to live in an area where they could like
  246. 10:22really dig their heels in and have a
  247. 10:24diverse and exciting field to put their
  248. 10:26degrees to good use in they found that
  249. 10:29Peru was just that place because there
  250. 10:31was a lot of unexplored areas of very
  251. 10:33highly diverse creatures there so they
  252. 10:36moved together and they married there as
  253. 10:38well and this was a massive thing at the
  254. 10:41time because during this time it was
  255. 10:42wildly taboo and completely unheard of
  256. 10:45really for a woman to even get a
  257. 10:47doctorate degree especially in a
  258. 10:50scientific field of study but then Maria
  259. 10:52took it to another level when she moved
  260. 10:55with Hans to a foreign country before
  261. 10:57they were even married level up level up
  262. 11:00taboo
  263. 11:00taboo Maria was a super strong really
  264. 11:05determined and completely capable woman
  265. 11:08and Julianne is exactly like her in
  266. 11:11every way truly in fact this is likely
  267. 11:14what allowed Julianne to survive when
  268. 11:16the odds were catastrophically stacked
  269. 11:19against her in fact just to show you
  270. 11:21what kind of woman Maria was she was
  271. 11:24once on a two-month Excursion into the
  272. 11:26Amazon in
  273. 11:271955 when she was involved in a severe
  274. 11:30accident A truck hit a power line and it
  275. 11:33ended up hitting Maria oh man she lost
  276. 11:35her sense of smell and taste from this
  277. 11:38and suffered serious injuries but her
  278. 11:40only concern was how she was missing
  279. 11:42work and wanted to get back to it oh my
  280. 11:44God like just like I want to keep doing
  281. 11:48my research good for her julienne later
  282. 11:50said that when she was able to see her
  283. 11:51mother in her work environment she was
  284. 11:53struck by how patient and tenacious at
  285. 11:56the same time she was and she said
  286. 11:58nothing would DET her mother from a goal
  287. 12:00she this served her really well because
  288. 12:02Maria published several books and P
  289. 12:05pamphlets on zoology and Ornithology and
  290. 12:07was one of the most renowned or
  291. 12:09anthologists in Peru how incredible is
  292. 12:12that and this is that's incredible
  293. 12:14anyways but the fact that women just
  294. 12:16like weren't really allowed to do this
  295. 12:19back then or weren't credited she just
  296. 12:22plowed through any boundaries that were
  297. 12:25like figurative or physical in front of
  298. 12:27her was like no I'm doing this she was
  299. 12:29like I don't give a [ __ ] I'm going to do
  300. 12:31it yeah she's a badass now her father
  301. 12:33Hans was just like Maria like they found
  302. 12:35their match in each other Hans was
  303. 12:37someone who never backed down and never
  304. 12:39complained either he just did what he
  305. 12:42wanted to do did what he had to do never
  306. 12:44complained whenever I hear about
  307. 12:45somebody that doesn't complain I'm like
  308. 12:47I complain so much and then I'm like I
  309. 12:50should stop doing that like H yeah I
  310. 12:52know but he had a lot of adventure and a
  311. 12:55lot of hard work under his belt and
  312. 12:56Julian was always in awe of him as well
  313. 12:59of her as her mother she said she was
  314. 13:00just always impressed by her parents
  315. 13:02those are like the two most incredible
  316. 13:03Role Models you could have and it's like
  317. 13:06that's all you want as a parent is for
  318. 13:08your kid to be like wow I'm in awe of my
  319. 13:10parents totally you know and he actually
  320. 13:12wrote a book about zoology and am
  321. 13:15aminals
  322. 13:17amals I the kids too much I did and I
  323. 13:20was about to say Amazon and animals at
  324. 13:22the same time so I just revers them
  325. 13:24animals in the Amazon rainforest called
  326. 13:28the basis for universally valid
  327. 13:30biological theory that do you know it uh
  328. 13:33it's a massive Tome of knowledge at over
  329. 13:371600 pages and covers everything you
  330. 13:41could ever want to know about animal
  331. 13:42life in the rainforest that's wild like
  332. 13:45wild wildly he had survived his own
  333. 13:48perils in his lifetime as well he had
  334. 13:50been offered a job in South America and
  335. 13:52this being the 14 the 1940s when this
  336. 13:55happened um he had to make his own way
  337. 13:57there so he hitch hitchhiked and hiked
  338. 14:01on his own through the Alps to get there
  339. 14:03the [ __ ] then when he was later in Italy
  340. 14:06for his studies he was kidnapped and
  341. 14:08held in a prison camp in Naples and he
  342. 14:12escaped and my ass this morning is like
  343. 14:14I don't want to get out of f yeah I was
  344. 14:16like tired like they didn't do my coffee
  345. 14:19right at Starbucks [ __ ] my whole day
  346. 14:22is ruined like godamn this honestly this
  347. 14:25was a good it's a wake Cas to begin the
  348. 14:28new year with yeah because it gave me
  349. 14:30this like Oh shut the [ __ ] up energy
  350. 14:33like just do your job so what she wrote
  351. 14:36in her book which is I fell from the sky
  352. 14:40oh yeah it's I'll again I'll link it in
  353. 14:43the show notes when I fell from the sky
  354. 14:45it's an amazing book I'm proud of you
  355. 14:47for even saying those words yeah it's an
  356. 14:50amazing book it really imagine but my
  357. 14:53God is it terrifying she said I often
  358. 14:55think of my father's long arduous
  359. 14:57Odyssey when I find myself in danger of
  360. 14:59becoming a little dispirited yeah and
  361. 15:02she said his story is an illustration
  362. 15:04for me that it pays not to let things
  363. 15:06get you down girl I'm saying isn't this
  364. 15:09this is a good like happy New Year let's
  365. 15:11listen to Julian Julien is writing my
  366. 15:14Anthem they she is she's writing
  367. 15:15everything so they had both built really
  368. 15:18impressive lives and careers around
  369. 15:20themselves through hard work and just
  370. 15:22discipline and perseverance and passion
  371. 15:25they were thriving as a family after
  372. 15:28their wedding in Lima Peru Maria found
  373. 15:30out that she was pregnant with her
  374. 15:32remarkable daughter Julianne I love this
  375. 15:34story so far but I'm getting sad cuz I
  376. 15:36know I know they did have a wonderful
  377. 15:38life together I will say that good after
  378. 15:40Julian was born in 1951 hans's brother
  379. 15:44uh Yokum moved to Lima as well and this
  380. 15:46was hans's brother y uh unfortunately
  381. 15:49Yokum he died shortly after moving due
  382. 15:51to spasms I guess but it was tragic and
  383. 15:55still the cause of death is completely
  384. 15:57unknown and after his death hans's
  385. 15:59mother and his sister traveled to Peru
  386. 16:01to be with the little family and to kind
  387. 16:04of just like welcome Julianne into the
  388. 16:06world kind of like a sad moment yeah do
  389. 16:08you think spasms was like seizures I
  390. 16:11think it probably was just didn't
  391. 16:12realize it yeah I imagine that it was
  392. 16:14probably like you know epilepsy right
  393. 16:17now Julian's childhood seemed like it
  394. 16:18was pretty wonderful I could it sounds
  395. 16:21like it she remembers being surrounded
  396. 16:23by animals and family which sounds
  397. 16:25pretty great for a kid oh my God it's
  398. 16:27like the [ __ ] Wild Thornberries
  399. 16:28really is it just hit me there you go
  400. 16:31she also learned compassion and hard
  401. 16:33work very early on from her very
  402. 16:35impressive and very hardworking parents
  403. 16:37she would help her mother a lot nursing
  404. 16:39sick birds and taking care of young
  405. 16:41chicks that lived in their home God
  406. 16:43because Maria would take in any sick
  407. 16:46bird and she would nurse them back to
  408. 16:47health always love can you imagine how
  409. 16:49rewarding that would be and seeing your
  410. 16:51mother like that is teaching true
  411. 16:53empathy and compassion for something
  412. 16:55that you that like most people don't
  413. 16:57show compassion for it's so true and
  414. 17:00something that can't give anything back
  415. 17:01to you it's just something that you are
  416. 17:03purely giving to and not getting
  417. 17:06anything back but you just a sense of I
  418. 17:08helped that that's the main thing there
  419. 17:10is like it can't do anything for I mean
  420. 17:12you know it it can be beautiful exactly
  421. 17:14but it's return it's not going to sit
  422. 17:16there and like you know pay the bill at
  423. 17:18the end you know just going to say that
  424. 17:20but in fact through all of the hundreds
  425. 17:23and hundreds of birds that Maria and her
  426. 17:25daughter brought into their home sick or
  427. 17:27injured not one of them died under
  428. 17:29Maria's care wow all of them were saved
  429. 17:33the importance of compassion and
  430. 17:34kindness were certainly a big deal in
  431. 17:36their home but they also needed to make
  432. 17:38sure that Julianne knew the Perils of
  433. 17:40living in the Amazon rainforest they
  434. 17:42taught her a deep appreciation for the
  435. 17:44Wonders but also the vast dangers that
  436. 17:48lurked within it totally she was quickly
  437. 17:50shown how to survive and navigate the
  438. 17:52world around her without modern
  439. 17:54technology they wanted her to always be
  440. 17:56prepared to make something out of
  441. 17:58absolutely nothing nothing and it's so
  442. 18:00fortunate that they did that I was going
  443. 18:02to say it sounds like it would have been
  444. 18:03a major key oh the most so they took her
  445. 18:07as young as 5 years old onto hikes with
  446. 18:09them through the Amazon where they would
  447. 18:11camp out in very simple tents or
  448. 18:13sleeping open and sleeping bags wow and
  449. 18:16taught her how to survive there my
  450. 18:17goodness and what to avoid what would
  451. 18:19help her what kind of things she could
  452. 18:21eat what she shouldn't even touch how
  453. 18:23animals act around humans when they're
  454. 18:25going to attack how animals act when
  455. 18:27they are just curious you know all of
  456. 18:30that but because of her parents hard
  457. 18:32work and willingness to make themselves
  458. 18:33uncomfortable for their careers and
  459. 18:35betterment of their family's lives they
  460. 18:37were doing pretty well financially they
  461. 18:40had a maid Alita who Julien became very
  462. 18:43close to in fact she is still close to
  463. 18:46her today I love that they still have a
  464. 18:48relationship she had very fond memories
  465. 18:51of this time in her life and she said
  466. 18:52the people that she was surrounded by
  467. 18:55like the best kind of people sounds like
  468. 18:57it when she was of age Julianne attended
  469. 18:59the Alexander Von homol school um it's a
  470. 19:03German Peruvian private school in Lima
  471. 19:06this school was pretty prestigious and
  472. 19:08was mainly catered towards International
  473. 19:10students from like pretty wealthy
  474. 19:12families she had friends and again holds
  475. 19:15very good memories of this time in her
  476. 19:17life she said every she was a very
  477. 19:18normal kid very happy very healthy yeah
  478. 19:21it had always been Hans and Maria's
  479. 19:23dream to take their research and
  480. 19:24conservation passions and skills to
  481. 19:26another level and they wanted to open a
  482. 19:29conservation and Research Center in the
  483. 19:31Peruvian jungle how [ __ ] awesome and
  484. 19:34they did I knew it of course they did
  485. 19:36you didn't even have to say that they
  486. 19:37did they were finally able to achieve
  487. 19:39this in 1968 when they opened their
  488. 19:41facility called panguana in
  489. 19:441968 there they planned to live deep in
  490. 19:47the Peruvian jungle they thought for
  491. 19:48about 5 years studying the native flora
  492. 19:51and fauna the thing was panguana was far
  493. 19:55away like really far into the jungle it
  494. 19:57took days and days and days to travel
  495. 20:00through Rivers Trails jungles it was
  496. 20:03super dangerous it was long it was
  497. 20:05arduous during their Trek they would
  498. 20:07sleep wrapped in wool blankets on
  499. 20:10Riverbanks God and had to truly use all
  500. 20:12of their skills to survive together but
  501. 20:15Julianne later said that at the time of
  502. 20:17this journey she was 14 years old wow
  503. 20:20and she said at the time she wasn't
  504. 20:21psyched at the idea of living in the
  505. 20:23jungle for years she's like I loved the
  506. 20:25whole thing but like I didn't want to
  507. 20:27actually live in the J jungle for years
  508. 20:29she said quote I was less than thrilled
  509. 20:31by the idea of living in the jungle I
  510. 20:33imagined sitting all day in the Gloom
  511. 20:35under tall trees whose dense canopy of
  512. 20:37leaves wouldn't let a single Ray of
  513. 20:39sunlight in but luckily because of her
  514. 20:41closeness with her parents and her
  515. 20:43adventurous and very adaptive Spirit she
  516. 20:46was able to really find that she loved
  517. 20:48living in the jungle with her parents
  518. 20:50she leaned in it wasn't easy though they
  519. 20:52had a house that was on stilts and had
  520. 20:54no like it had like half walls and just
  521. 20:57like a canopy over it wow it had to be
  522. 21:00really high like very high to stay away
  523. 21:02from predators and flooding and she
  524. 21:04would have to stay away from poisonous
  525. 21:06creatures like spiders and snakes and
  526. 21:08all that while doing just about
  527. 21:09everything yeah anything like sleeping
  528. 21:12yeah and all manner of animals were all
  529. 21:14up in her business at any given time
  530. 21:16like bats in like in the house like you
  531. 21:18know fruit bats and they would there
  532. 21:21would be all kinds of like things just
  533. 21:22crawling in there and they'd have to
  534. 21:24make sure that they were out and not
  535. 21:25poisonous there was no electricity no
  536. 21:28water because they didn't want any
  537. 21:30modern devices making noise to scare
  538. 21:33animals away like they didn't want a
  539. 21:34generator cuz that would keep all
  540. 21:36animals away right so they just they
  541. 21:38were
  542. 21:39researching so her whole life had led up
  543. 21:42to this she had been taught to survive
  544. 21:44thrive and to live with animals in the
  545. 21:46wild her whole life and now she was
  546. 21:48legitimately putting those skills to the
  547. 21:50test and she was gaining a lot of new
  548. 21:52ones every day that she lived there she
  549. 21:54became even closer to her parents during
  550. 21:56this time and they really soaked in what
  551. 21:59they had to teach her while she was
  552. 22:01there now after a year and a half in
  553. 22:031970 unfortunately this way of life had
  554. 22:06had to come to an end because the powers
  555. 22:08that be started to become concerned that
  556. 22:10Julianne although she was doing
  557. 22:12homeschooling was not receiving a proper
  558. 22:14education in the jungle and they said if
  559. 22:17she didn't return to Lima to take on a
  560. 22:19regular school curriculum they weren't
  561. 22:21going to let her graduate they all
  562. 22:23understood this I was going to say you
  563. 22:24have to no one fought this everyone was
  564. 22:26like we get it yeah well and they are
  565. 22:27two people that are like college
  566. 22:29educated and they were like you know
  567. 22:31what she has great experience plenty and
  568. 22:35we are glad we gave that to her and now
  569. 22:37she's got to do this but now she can
  570. 22:38finish she can always come back exactly
  571. 22:40now luckily because she was surrounded
  572. 22:42her whole life by her family and people
  573. 22:43who loved her um she was able to stay
  574. 22:46with family friends in Lima and continue
  575. 22:49her schooling at the same school while
  576. 22:51her parents stayed at panguana okay now
  577. 22:53Julian was always one to adapt in the
  578. 22:56jungle and in social situations she was
  579. 22:58a Survivor through and through so she
  580. 23:00fell right back into the traditional
  581. 23:03like School environment like nothing
  582. 23:05happened can you imagine one day and
  583. 23:07you're you're in the jungle and the next
  584. 23:08you're in a desk yeah I've just been
  585. 23:10living in the jungle for a year and a
  586. 23:11half and here I am I'm at a desk and
  587. 23:13like nothing's changed like we got new
  588. 23:15kids all the time but like none like
  589. 23:17that imagine that [ __ ] new kid
  590. 23:18showing up not that she was new she was
  591. 23:21jul it's like whatever like nothing's
  592. 23:23changed so cool she fell right back into
  593. 23:25the Traditional School environment right
  594. 23:27back in with her group of friends
  595. 23:29she refer to this as quote a wonderful
  596. 23:31light-hearted time and one that helped
  597. 23:33her grow in a different way than her
  598. 23:35adventurous time in the jungle day yeah
  599. 23:37so the following year in December of
  600. 23:391971 Julianne had blasted through her
  601. 23:42curriculum and had earned the credits
  602. 23:45and all the grades to graduate she would
  603. 23:47graduate on December 23rd
  604. 23:491971 she was also looking forward to the
  605. 23:52fiesta de prom promo I believe it is
  606. 23:56which is a party thrown by the school to
  607. 23:58celebrate graduation as well that's
  608. 23:59awesome her mother Maria traveled to
  609. 24:02Lima that November to spend time with
  610. 24:04julienne and they had planned to fly
  611. 24:06back to paopa after
  612. 24:08graduation they would spend the holidays
  613. 24:10together and the Maria would travel back
  614. 24:12to panguana Maria had actually intended
  615. 24:15to leave a few days earlier but Julianne
  616. 24:17had wanted her understandably to stay
  617. 24:19for graduation so she stayed she didn't
  618. 24:22leave earlier so Maria initially tried
  619. 24:24to book them a flight on faucet Airlines
  620. 24:27but unfortun Ely with the holidays there
  621. 24:30was no tickets so the literal only
  622. 24:33option they had was lan Airlines because
  623. 24:37they were the only other airline that
  624. 24:38actually flew to poopa this Airline was
  625. 24:42bad it had a very bad history of crashes
  626. 24:47and mishaps and Hans that her father was
  627. 24:51horrified that they were going to be
  628. 24:53flying on it well you said they only had
  629. 24:55one plane left cuz all the others had
  630. 24:56been demolished yeah this is the last
  631. 24:58plane that's like that alone I'd be like
  632. 25:00no no Hans actually insisted they cancel
  633. 25:03and book with another airline even if it
  634. 25:06meant staying another day he was like I
  635. 25:08don't want you coming on that but Maria
  636. 25:10wanted to get back home really bad and
  637. 25:12she didn't want to wait so Lan had 20
  638. 25:16years of terrible history behind it in
  639. 25:181971 just to name a few a 1948 at lancea
  640. 25:23flight from Colombia crashed 5 minutes
  641. 25:25after takeoff and killed everyone on
  642. 25:28board oh my God most of these crashes by
  643. 25:30the way if not all of them are due to
  644. 25:32Pilot error and lack maintenance on the
  645. 25:35planes so they just weren't they didn't
  646. 25:37care they were hiring anybody and not
  647. 25:39taking care of their planes less than
  648. 25:40two years after that a lance of flight
  649. 25:42crashed into the side of a volcano in
  650. 25:44southern Colombia oh my God and one year
  651. 25:47after that another crash occurred where
  652. 25:4927 passengers and crew were all killed
  653. 25:52in 1966 a lan of Flight 101 carrying 49
  654. 25:56people went missing in the Andes and it
  655. 25:58was found that due to Pilot error it had
  656. 26:01crashed into a mountain side my God in
  657. 26:031970 a lance oflight 502 from Cusco to
  658. 26:07Lima carrying 99 passengers 50 high
  659. 26:10school students as well dropped from the
  660. 26:13sky when an engine stopped working
  661. 26:15because it caught on [ __ ] fire oh my
  662. 26:18God LAX engine maintenance and pilot
  663. 26:20error were were this issue double time
  664. 26:23so it was checkered God it it's like
  665. 26:27you're how are you flying to the side of
  666. 26:28a volcano in a mountain you're not
  667. 26:30supposed to be that low no supposed to
  668. 26:32be way up it's pilot error these are all
  669. 26:35nothing is being maintained was being
  670. 26:37maintained on this air like were they
  671. 26:39Pilots even that's what I'm saying so
  672. 26:41this was definitely checkered uh it was
  673. 26:43bad it was tragic nightmare airline in
  674. 26:46fact people would say about Lan lancea
  675. 26:48lands on its belly ah but sometimes
  676. 26:52these things these things seem less dire
  677. 26:54when you really want to get home and
  678. 26:57sometimes
  679. 26:58you don't take it all into consideration
  680. 27:01it's like one of those things or when
  681. 27:02you're 19 and you book a little bit of a
  682. 27:04wild flight to Texas and you're just
  683. 27:06like oh the $120 flight I'll take it
  684. 27:08yeah you did that so I'm still astounded
  685. 27:11by that I did there and back I'm
  686. 27:13astounded by that that was a cheap ass
  687. 27:15flight so Maria told actually said to
  688. 27:18Hans not every plane's going to
  689. 27:22crash and book the tickets for December
  690. 27:2524th so Christmas Eve Julie and her
  691. 27:28mother arrived to chaos at the airport
  692. 27:31because of the booked Airlines everyone
  693. 27:33was vying for the remaining lances
  694. 27:36flight and since Lan had crashed so many
  695. 27:38planes like I said they only had the one
  696. 27:41there was one plane left in this entire
  697. 27:43Airline but this one plane Julianne said
  698. 27:46she looked out and she was like I don't
  699. 27:48know it looked brand new to me all right
  700. 27:50she's like it looked fine like it didn't
  701. 27:52look like it was beat up it's not like I
  702. 27:54looked over there and there's like a
  703. 27:55propeller hanging from it like it's just
  704. 27:56like wasn't all crusty and Dusty it
  705. 27:58looked like a plane so she said she
  706. 28:00believed it looked completely fine
  707. 28:02completely fright like to this day she's
  708. 28:04like it's not if I had looked out there
  709. 28:06and it looked janky I probably would
  710. 28:08have questioned a little bit but she was
  711. 28:09like you look at a plane that looks
  712. 28:11brand new you don't know what the hell
  713. 28:13are you supposed to know exactly now Lan
  714. 28:14oflight 508 model
  715. 28:18l188
  716. 28:1988a was actually a plane that was
  717. 28:22designed specifically for flying in
  718. 28:24desert conditions so not the rain Forest
  719. 28:28no this would be a flight through the
  720. 28:30Andes it was not made for this at all
  721. 28:34and actually could not withstand heavy
  722. 28:36tur turbulence which you would
  723. 28:37undoubtedly face over mountains in
  724. 28:39rainforest oh no as if this isn't bad
  725. 28:42enough like and this is wild as if it
  726. 28:45wasn't bad enough this plane was also
  727. 28:48made with spare parts of other airl
  728. 28:51airplan airplanes I don't know why I
  729. 28:53can't talk sorry spare parts spare parts
  730. 28:56from like whatever plane girly this was
  731. 28:58a junkyard plane this was just put to it
  732. 29:01was a Frankenstein plane this was Herby
  733. 29:03fully loaded but worse this was Herby
  734. 29:06not loaded this was yeah this is bad
  735. 29:09this is just herb but at the time no one
  736. 29:12knew this so it's like no one was told
  737. 29:15hey by the way this plane is made from
  738. 29:17pieces of other planes I think they
  739. 29:19would all question that a little bit oh
  740. 29:20my God I like can't breathe now Maria
  741. 29:23and Julianne sat in the second to last
  742. 29:25row 19 the flight like I said was
  743. 29:28supposed to be an hour and there were 92
  744. 29:30passengers on board about halfway into
  745. 29:32the flight 30 minutes or so they brought
  746. 29:34lunch and as they collected it a bit
  747. 29:36later they entered directly into a
  748. 29:39stormy patch of clouds uh a thunderstorm
  749. 29:42Julian now I know now after doing a lot
  750. 29:46of research that like Pilots don't want
  751. 29:49to fly through storms and they don't
  752. 29:51they will divert the airplane around the
  753. 29:53storm even if it means adding some extra
  754. 29:56time to your flight of course I would
  755. 29:58much rather that and we would all much
  756. 30:00rather that Julianne says she felt a
  757. 30:02jolt in some severe turbulence luggage
  758. 30:05and things began falling from the
  759. 30:06overhead bins Panic started ensuing
  760. 30:09pretty immediately she said and this is
  761. 30:12going to get very this I can feel my
  762. 30:14entire body like lighting up right now
  763. 30:16so if you have a fear of flying even if
  764. 30:18you don't I am going to talk about a
  765. 30:20pretty SP car experience on a plane yeah
  766. 30:23if you would like to skip ahead a little
  767. 30:24bit I understand if you don't want to
  768. 30:26hear this part it's going to be pretty
  769. 30:28quick I don't have a and I'm like not
  770. 30:30even kidding you I'm in my like Fighter
  771. 30:32for she like holding her hands so this
  772. 30:34is like a little scary I just want to
  773. 30:35tell everybody um because this is like
  774. 30:38woo like my whole body but this
  775. 30:39immersive therapy we're going to be okay
  776. 30:41proud of you for doing this oh all right
  777. 30:43so she said cuz I'm like Julian lived
  778. 30:46this so I can talk about it you know I
  779. 30:48mean like like if she can live through
  780. 30:50this and get on another plane I can
  781. 30:51[ __ ] talk about it and her story
  782. 30:53deserves recognition cuz she's a [ __ ]
  783. 30:55badass and I'm assuming Maria pass
  784. 30:58her
  785. 31:00stes so she said her mother was clearly
  786. 31:02anxious as this began happening and then
  787. 31:05she remembers a flash of white light as
  788. 31:07lightning struck the white right wing of
  789. 31:09the plane oh my God now I would like to
  790. 31:12say right now lightning hits planes yeah
  791. 31:15that happens toy Cyrus recently but
  792. 31:18there are things put in Planes now and
  793. 31:21have been for a while that divert the
  794. 31:24energy from that lightning out of the
  795. 31:26plane so it does not touch the
  796. 31:28electrical system it's not going to
  797. 31:29explode the electrical system in fact if
  798. 31:32it does anything to a plane which it
  799. 31:35rarely does anything you never have any
  800. 31:37evidence of a lightning strike it can
  801. 31:39literally like make a pole that's like a
  802. 31:41dime size in the and it will do nothing
  803. 31:44okay just to put that out there cuz I
  804. 31:46looked it up yeah I scared of it but
  805. 31:49it's something that is in the plane that
  806. 31:52literally like throws the energy out of
  807. 31:55the plane it diverts it across the wings
  808. 31:56and out of the Wings and you can
  809. 31:58actually see the pieces on the wings
  810. 32:01that do this which is interesting that
  811. 32:03will throw that energy out off the wings
  812. 32:05so it's it's very interesting and that's
  813. 32:07why I'm going to link these books okay I
  814. 32:09think even if you don't have a fear
  815. 32:10flying it just might be very interesting
  816. 32:12to see how this all works I'm interested
  817. 32:14but back then no no and not on the spare
  818. 32:18part plane no yeah that's was not
  819. 32:20happening so what happened was when the
  820. 32:22lightning struck the right wing of the
  821. 32:24plane this lightning hit the plane like
  822. 32:26it was something that had absolutely
  823. 32:28zero things in place to divert that
  824. 32:30energy so that just was like lightning
  825. 32:32hitting an object so she said quote with
  826. 32:37a jolt the tip of the airplane falls
  827. 32:39sleep steeply down forward I can see the
  828. 32:42whole aisle to the cockpit which is
  829. 32:44below me people are screaming in panic
  830. 32:47shrill cries for help the roar this is
  831. 32:49the part that I was like uh the Roar of
  832. 32:52the plummeting turbines which I will
  833. 32:54hear again and and again in my dreams
  834. 32:56engulfs me this part gets me every time
  835. 33:01the last thing she heard which she said
  836. 33:03was clear as glass over everything was
  837. 33:06her mother saying quietly and calmly now
  838. 33:09it's all
  839. 33:10over oh my God how immediately
  840. 33:13afterwards the plane went into a sharp
  841. 33:15nose dive right after she said that and
  842. 33:18she said she said the turbines I
  843. 33:21couldn't hear them I couldn't hear
  844. 33:22anyone else screaming I just heard my
  845. 33:24mother say now it's all over oh my God I
  846. 33:28am liter my entire body is lit up I am
  847. 33:30covered in
  848. 33:32chills oh my God and your oh to hear
  849. 33:34your mom say that now it's all over and
  850. 33:37your badass mom who you have seen face
  851. 33:40everything in this world and do
  852. 33:41everything she could not even to cry it
  853. 33:44not even to yell it just quietly and
  854. 33:46calmly say now it's all over a lot of
  855. 33:49people say that like the moment before
  856. 33:51you realize you're about to die it's
  857. 33:53weirdly calm Cal a lot of people say
  858. 33:55that it just
  859. 33:58this is even scarier when Julian opened
  860. 34:01her eyes again cuz she said she could
  861. 34:03hear those turbines that Roar cuz we've
  862. 34:06all heard that in like TV or movies when
  863. 34:08you hear that like a plane something
  864. 34:10happen or even when you're starting to
  865. 34:12land you hear that like like it's that
  866. 34:15but those are so much louder and she
  867. 34:18said it kind of like blacked her out
  868. 34:20yeah in the nose dive obviously so when
  869. 34:23Julian opened her eyes again she was
  870. 34:25outside of the plane and no she was not
  871. 34:28on the ground she was 10,000 ft in the
  872. 34:32[ __ ] air and still strapped to her
  873. 34:36seat with the row of seats still
  874. 34:38attached to her seat just Free Falling
  875. 34:40Falling outside of the plane her row two
  876. 34:44miles
  877. 34:45up what yep her row of seats just freef
  878. 34:49falling from the sky with her still
  879. 34:51strapped to her
  880. 34:53seat what it was wner Herzog who later
  881. 34:57said about that and we'll talk about
  882. 34:58Herzog after this too he he said it
  883. 35:02pretty perfectly he said she did not
  884. 35:04leave the airplane the airplane left her
  885. 35:06yeah and as chilling as that statement
  886. 35:08is it's also very correct the plane had
  887. 35:11been essentially blown apart by the
  888. 35:13lightning and her row of seats with her
  889. 35:15still strapped to it was spiraling to
  890. 35:18the Earth and julienne was just going in
  891. 35:21and out of Consciousness so was her
  892. 35:22mother like thrown from yeah her mother
  893. 35:24was not in the seat next to her anymore
  894. 35:27oh my God
  895. 35:28and if you think about those little um
  896. 35:31like peep pod things that like are
  897. 35:32little helicopters you make the little
  898. 35:34helicopters out of they're like that
  899. 35:36little Boomerang shape Y how if you do
  900. 35:38that like you flip it and it kind of
  901. 35:40spirals down to the ground if you can
  902. 35:42think of that that's what her seat was
  903. 35:44doing that's essentially what her seat
  904. 35:46was doing my God now interesting like a
  905. 35:49quick little interesting note about uh
  906. 35:51we her Herzog cuz I just mentioned him
  907. 35:53he was supposed to be on Lance of Flight
  908. 35:55508 oh [ __ ] that Day on in 1971 he he
  909. 36:00and his entire film crew had been
  910. 36:02scouting locations for his film The
  911. 36:04Wrath of God and they were intended to
  912. 36:06be on that flight to head out to a scout
  913. 36:08a scout location but because of all the
  914. 36:10chaos at the airport and this being the
  915. 36:12only flight he was not able to get a
  916. 36:15seat and he made arrangements for
  917. 36:16another fight imagine all the people
  918. 36:17that weren't able to get a seat finding
  919. 36:19out about this plane crash and later he
  920. 36:22took this brush with fade and he he went
  921. 36:26back to this and he did something with
  922. 36:28Julianne so we'll get to that after but
  923. 36:31she survived remember she survived
  924. 36:33falling more than 10,000 ft to the
  925. 36:36ground outside of the plane tra strapped
  926. 36:39to a row of seats how now Julianne being
  927. 36:42brilliant attributes her survival
  928. 36:45partially to this row of seats she was
  929. 36:47still trapped to like I said it began
  930. 36:50spiraling as she fell and this caused
  931. 36:52wind resistance and it caused it to slow
  932. 36:56as she was falling right
  933. 36:58then she also crashed into the canopy of
  934. 37:00the Jungle below there were trees leaves
  935. 37:03Vines other vegetation that had she had
  936. 37:05already slowed thanks to that spiraling
  937. 37:08which was also bringing her in and out
  938. 37:09of Consciousness God so she was also not
  939. 37:13tensed up cuz she was not even there
  940. 37:16right so it's spiraling creating the
  941. 37:18wind resistance she's limp and then she
  942. 37:20hits the canopy which slows her down CAU
  943. 37:23her she hit the ground below and
  944. 37:25immediately the world went black after
  945. 37:28an unknown period of time Julianne began
  946. 37:30to have strange connected dreams she
  947. 37:32said she said first she was running
  948. 37:34through a tight dark space and she was
  949. 37:36trying not to touch any of the walls and
  950. 37:39she said it was loud with a roaring
  951. 37:41humming sound like anine like a turbine
  952. 37:43surrounding her and before she knew it
  953. 37:46she was shot into another dream where
  954. 37:48she was obsessively wanting to wash
  955. 37:50herself because she was sticky and
  956. 37:52covered in mud huh she said in the dream
  957. 37:54she kept thinking one thing all you have
  958. 37:56to do is get up okay and then she woke
  959. 38:00up she was no longer attached to the row
  960. 38:02of seats she had become come unbuckled
  961. 38:05at some point but she was now huddled
  962. 38:07beneath them instead and it had rained
  963. 38:10she was soaking wet and covered in mud
  964. 38:12dirt and blood oh my God she was hurt
  965. 38:15but her injuries will shock you when you
  966. 38:18consider that she fell 10,000 ft from a
  967. 38:22plane that essentially blew up uh-huh
  968. 38:25she had a severe concussion that had her
  969. 38:27and a cut over her left eye and it
  970. 38:30caused it to swell shut like huge she
  971. 38:33had a broken clavicle which that's a
  972. 38:35that hurts I'm not saying any of these
  973. 38:37injuries are good or easy no but when
  974. 38:39you like you would expect her to be
  975. 38:41falling 10,000 feet I thought she'd be
  976. 38:43in pieces to be quite honest all her
  977. 38:44bones broken now a very deep lateration
  978. 38:47on her arm and a pretty big open gash on
  979. 38:49her leg oh later she found out she had
  980. 38:52ruptured a ligament in her knee but she
  981. 38:54didn't even know about it and she said
  982. 38:56weirdly she didn't didn't feel pain at
  983. 38:58the time that's wild her body must have
  984. 39:00just she was in shock coursing with
  985. 39:02adrenaline Julian said her first
  986. 39:04thoughts that were clear were ones of
  987. 39:06helplessness and quote a boundless
  988. 39:09feeling of Abandonment I mean yeah
  989. 39:12you're all alone she saw no one around
  990. 39:14her either she didn't see bodies she saw
  991. 39:17nothing she was like I'm alone I'm
  992. 39:19completely alone like like you said
  993. 39:22including her mother and she also had
  994. 39:23lost her glasses which she needed to see
  995. 39:26oh no she managed to crawl from beneath
  996. 39:28the row of seats and stand up everyone
  997. 39:31take that in for a minute she fell
  998. 39:3410,000 ft strapped to a row of seats
  999. 39:37outside a [ __ ] plane that blew up and
  1000. 39:39then she just stood up like what stood
  1001. 39:42up and she had blown apart a ligament in
  1002. 39:45her knee and stood up now unfortunately
  1003. 39:47she immediately blacked out upon
  1004. 39:48standing but Jesus so Flight 508 was
  1005. 39:52scheduled to land at 4:30 p.m. that day
  1006. 39:55and when it didn't show up with no
  1007. 39:56communic
  1008. 39:58everyone started to panic because this
  1009. 39:59is L Airlines family and loved ones were
  1010. 40:02trying to get information from Lan
  1011. 40:04officials but they were giving out
  1012. 40:06contradictory and half statements they
  1013. 40:08had no idea what had happened they had
  1014. 40:10they were just out like completely in
  1015. 40:12the dark a search operation was started
  1016. 40:15and is still the largest in the history
  1017. 40:16of Peru wow but it was still pretty
  1018. 40:19small because it was the holidays and
  1019. 40:21most of the officials were gone for the
  1020. 40:23holidays also there was no communication
  1021. 40:25from the plane and the thick can copy of
  1022. 40:27the Jungle hid the crash site oh so
  1023. 40:31helicopters were sent over the site
  1024. 40:33several times and Rescue Planes but they
  1025. 40:35couldn't see the crash through the trees
  1026. 40:37right Julianne however could hear and
  1027. 40:40see them but was helpless to tell them
  1028. 40:43she was down there no throughout her
  1029. 40:45entire
  1030. 40:46Journey Rescue Planes flew above her and
  1031. 40:49she would just look up and be like and
  1032. 40:50she'd tried to yell for them tried to
  1033. 40:52show them but they never saw her oh cuz
  1034. 40:54she was not rescued by a rescue plane
  1035. 40:56wow
  1036. 40:57so day two so she was out for the entire
  1037. 41:00day she blacked out gone didn't wake up
  1038. 41:02until the next day which was Christmas
  1039. 41:05morning yeah exactly and she was unable
  1040. 41:07to stand without passing out but she
  1041. 41:09fought and fought tried to do it slowly
  1042. 41:11and slowly but she kep passing out
  1043. 41:13coming back that concussion must have
  1044. 41:15been gnarly and think about how sick and
  1045. 41:17awful you feel when you pass out if
  1046. 41:19you've ever passed out she was just
  1047. 41:21doing it over and over again just trying
  1048. 41:23to stand up that's so much on your body
  1049. 41:25and she finally got herself onto her
  1050. 41:27knees and she stayed conscious and after
  1051. 41:29a lot of time and a lot of struggle she
  1052. 41:31was finally able to stand and when she
  1053. 41:34did this is when she realized that her
  1054. 41:36clavicle was broken o she said
  1055. 41:39horrifyingly quote the two ends had
  1056. 41:42pushed on top of each
  1057. 41:44other oh but they had not broken the
  1058. 41:46skin and she couldn't feel the pain from
  1059. 41:49it what so she could feel the two ends
  1060. 41:52that had broken pushed on top of each
  1061. 41:54other like the middle part like that
  1062. 41:56over could feel it which I'm sure was an
  1063. 42:00outrageous even if it wasn't pain that
  1064. 42:02she could feel it was outrageously
  1065. 42:03uncomfortable she dealt with this for 11
  1066. 42:07days oh my God 11 days and she has like
  1067. 42:10multiple open wounds oh yeah she was
  1068. 42:13shocked that she was not feeling a lot
  1069. 42:15of pain and once she had stood and
  1070. 42:17assessed her surroundings she was again
  1071. 42:19confronted with the reality that her
  1072. 42:21mother who had been sitting in the seat
  1073. 42:22next to her was nowhere to be found
  1074. 42:25right no one was she wasn't seeing any
  1075. 42:27one she was completely alone not even
  1076. 42:29bodies and she said it was the
  1077. 42:30loneliness of this that was the worst
  1078. 42:32part of course she said it made it made
  1079. 42:34it her mission to find her mother she
  1080. 42:37was like even if my mom is dead I need
  1081. 42:38to find my mom now this is when those
  1082. 42:41instincts in those years of her parents
  1083. 42:43teaching her survival and strength
  1084. 42:45kicked right in it's almost like her
  1085. 42:47whole life led up to this led to this
  1086. 42:49yeah she was in the jungle she knew the
  1087. 42:51jungle she knew how to survive this and
  1088. 42:53although she had never done it under
  1089. 42:55these kind of circumstances she was
  1090. 42:57ready to be that bad [ __ ] that she is
  1091. 43:00and in her book Julianne says that she
  1092. 43:02immediately told herself one thing she
  1093. 43:04said quote with calm and methodical
  1094. 43:06thinking you could Master almost any
  1095. 43:08situation in which you end up in in
  1096. 43:10nature I think that's such a good motto
  1097. 43:13to live by calm and methodical thinking
  1098. 43:16is like my lifeline always so true and I
  1099. 43:19think it really is if you can calm
  1100. 43:20yourself which is no easy task and you
  1101. 43:23can get into that methodical thinking
  1102. 43:25space you really can get through most
  1103. 43:28things that's exactly how you get out of
  1104. 43:29an anxiety attack it's true but it's an
  1105. 43:31easier said than done but like you can
  1106. 43:32do it if you really really find the
  1107. 43:35tools to do it m now Julian said first
  1108. 43:37things first of course I want to find my
  1109. 43:39mother but I need to put my oxygen mask
  1110. 43:42on first before anybody else's so she
  1111. 43:44knew the first thing she had to do was
  1112. 43:46find a source of of fresh water a human
  1113. 43:49can only last 3 days without water she
  1114. 43:51started licking the leaves she found
  1115. 43:54because it had rained so she was licking
  1116. 43:56water off of all the leaves and like
  1117. 43:57drinking it off the leaves smart and she
  1118. 44:00hadn't found a bigger source of water so
  1119. 44:02this was just going to have to hold her
  1120. 44:03over now not only could she not see any
  1121. 44:06bodies or people at all around her but
  1122. 44:08she said there was barely any plane
  1123. 44:10wreckage around her either weird but
  1124. 44:12luckily she did find a bag of candy and
  1125. 44:15a Christmas Stalin which is like a fruit
  1126. 44:17cake oh that's that somebody had had in
  1127. 44:19there um unfortunately the the uh
  1128. 44:22Christmas fruit cake had sat in the mud
  1129. 44:24and rain for 2 days and it was soaked in
  1130. 44:26like muddy
  1131. 44:27disgusting Julianne left it she took the
  1132. 44:30bag of candy and left that she says now
  1133. 44:32she definitely should have taken it okay
  1134. 44:34but at the time she was like [ __ ] that
  1135. 44:36that's gross well and she probably also
  1136. 44:38was thinking like maybe
  1137. 44:40like exactly but she says now she's like
  1138. 44:42I probably should have taken that fruit
  1139. 44:43cake but just like cut the top off yeah
  1140. 44:46I mean I think we can all forgive her
  1141. 44:47this little uh Mi mistake I suppose
  1142. 44:49considering she fell out of a [ __ ]
  1143. 44:51the sky yeah I would say she spent hours
  1144. 44:54around the craft site searching for
  1145. 44:56supplies anything that could help her
  1146. 44:58with survival she found no bodies no
  1147. 45:00survivors and no real supplies she could
  1148. 45:02use either wow uh it was these hours
  1149. 45:05that she first heard the rescue plane
  1150. 45:07above her oh she had nothing to signal
  1151. 45:10with and told herself she had to make
  1152. 45:12her way to people because she was like
  1153. 45:14they're not going to find me I have to
  1154. 45:15find them so as she realizes this she
  1155. 45:18hears the sound of Dripping and running
  1156. 45:20water okay we love it and so she follows
  1157. 45:22it she found a river and she followed it
  1158. 45:26Downstream from hours and literally
  1159. 45:28climbed over trees and huge Boulders
  1160. 45:31bushwhacked her way along the river
  1161. 45:33until night came remember what just
  1162. 45:36happened to her she's incredibly
  1163. 45:37concussed she fell 10,000 ft from the
  1164. 45:40sky her clavicles are overlapping she
  1165. 45:42has multiple lacerations and one of her
  1166. 45:45eyes is swollen shut and she also can't
  1167. 45:48see without her glasses yeah that just
  1168. 45:51that yeah like I did a pelaton ride last
  1169. 45:55night and was
  1170. 45:58exhausted I was exhausted I was nauseous
  1171. 46:01cuz I was hot and I was like oh my God
  1172. 46:03me while you're just like in your attic
  1173. 46:05yeah and I'm like what the [ __ ] is wrong
  1174. 46:07with you like this has put so much in
  1175. 46:09perspective for me I'm like [ __ ]
  1176. 46:10literally godamn my ass got a facial
  1177. 46:13last night was like well I can't work
  1178. 46:14out tomorrow can't do that damn yeah
  1179. 46:17like Julianne thank you thank you for
  1180. 46:20being who you are so night came she was
  1181. 46:23clearly exhausted and she found a place
  1182. 46:25next to the stream where she just fell
  1183. 46:26as sleep at this time news of the crash
  1184. 46:29had reached Hans Copa who had convinced
  1185. 46:33who was at this time he thought his wife
  1186. 46:36and his daughter had heeded his warning
  1187. 46:38about flying Lan oh and weren't on the
  1188. 46:41plane oh so his hopes were crushed the
  1189. 46:45following day when he caught a news
  1190. 46:47report that had listed all the
  1191. 46:49passengers and Maria and Julia and Copa
  1192. 46:51were on there I can't imagine and
  1193. 46:54knowing knowing that he didn't even want
  1194. 46:57them on that flight oh and just and to
  1195. 46:59have some sense of calm like no they
  1196. 47:00weren't on that flight they weren't on
  1197. 47:01that flight they weren on that flight I
  1198. 47:03told them not to get on it and then like
  1199. 47:04Julianne knowing that her father didn't
  1200. 47:07want them on that flight not knowing
  1201. 47:09what happened to her mother knowing that
  1202. 47:10her mother just wanted to get home to H
  1203. 47:14like just wanted to get to him quicker
  1204. 47:16him knowing that she just wanted it like
  1205. 47:17it's a whole it's horrible so day3 on
  1206. 47:21the third day December 26th she woke up
  1207. 47:24and continued following the stream it
  1208. 47:26was winding and not straight which made
  1209. 47:29it more difficult and long to follow and
  1210. 47:31the obstacles were still there but she
  1211. 47:32took them all like the badass she is she
  1212. 47:35recalled seeing a Goliath bird eater
  1213. 47:37spider on her way I looked it up so you
  1214. 47:40don't have to it's a giant tarantula
  1215. 47:43that eats
  1216. 47:44birds I don't have words and she said
  1217. 47:47that alone would have killed her like
  1218. 47:50that come close to her like that would
  1219. 47:52have been it for her and honestly me
  1220. 47:53just looking at it would have killed me
  1221. 47:55what did you say it was a giant a
  1222. 47:57Goliath birde eating spider Goliath
  1223. 48:00spider should not be in the scene it
  1224. 48:02would have been cardiac arrest for me
  1225. 48:04it's it's it's giving Sinister babe I
  1226. 48:07don't know if you guys follow B guys you
  1227. 48:09need to follow um oh I don't know the
  1228. 48:12Tik Tok name now [ __ ] oh hang on I'll
  1229. 48:14pause there's a there's a Tik Tok that
  1230. 48:16you guys absolutely need to follow yeah
  1231. 48:18okay you tell them the Tik Tok name and
  1232. 48:20then I've got a hot a hot Goss to throw
  1233. 48:23on you so there's a Tik Tok account
  1234. 48:26that's given
  1235. 48:27it's I don't even know how to describe
  1236. 48:28it but it makes me laugh and gives me
  1237. 48:31joy just go follow every single time
  1238. 48:34that I watch any video and it is @
  1239. 48:37Sinister pom B Pond babe I'm going to
  1240. 48:40link it in the show notes because I hope
  1241. 48:41she gets a billion followers because I
  1242. 48:44think she just reached like 100k
  1243. 48:46followers and I'm like let's get her get
  1244. 48:48her to a million let's bring bring her
  1245. 48:50to the billions because a it's the way
  1246. 48:54she tells stories and she has the best
  1247. 48:56accent and she says BBE after everything
  1248. 48:59and she'll say it's giving Sinister BBE
  1249. 49:02I've been saying it in my real life
  1250. 49:04can't conf all the time it's giving C
  1251. 49:06it's dark sided it's darked she is so
  1252. 49:10[ __ ] funny please follow
  1253. 49:12her I want BB's page to just blow the
  1254. 49:16[ __ ] up to pop off I want to make it pop
  1255. 49:19off because she's so [ __ ] funny and
  1256. 49:22this is truly the Goliath bird eating
  1257. 49:23spider is Sinister Vibe so Sinister babe
  1258. 49:27that it's inch long fangs babe act like
  1259. 49:30hypodermic needles babe yeah inch long
  1260. 49:35things yeah it is giving dark saded and
  1261. 49:39she had to see this Sinister spot oh my
  1262. 49:43God she had to see this thing along the
  1263. 49:45way and just avoid it just hope to avoid
  1264. 49:48it I feel like they are crawling all
  1265. 49:49over
  1266. 49:50Meep but besides that Sinister moment
  1267. 49:54babe she also had to clean climb over
  1268. 49:58Boulders Fallen trees she had to dodge
  1269. 50:01other animals other insects she faced it
  1270. 50:03all with a concussion a swollen eye and
  1271. 50:05a broken clav clavicle throughout the
  1272. 50:08entire Journey she heard the continuous
  1273. 50:11sound of planes above her searching for
  1274. 50:14missing flight 508 to be that close to
  1275. 50:18rescue and to to full well know like I'm
  1276. 50:21so close but it's not going to happen
  1277. 50:23like I have no way to let them know I
  1278. 50:25right there and you just keep heing it
  1279. 50:27and you're like yep and then you're
  1280. 50:28probably like they're going to give up
  1281. 50:29aw when are they going to give up when
  1282. 50:31am I going to stop hearing them how
  1283. 50:33hopeless and when I stop hearing that
  1284. 50:35that's the true like no one's coming yep
  1285. 50:37like now the Amazon had Jaguars cougars
  1286. 50:40and at least 17 different species of
  1287. 50:43supremely venomous
  1288. 50:45snakes yeah finally after hours and
  1289. 50:49hours and hours and hours the stream
  1290. 50:51opened up into a big river and into it
  1291. 50:54Julianne waited because she thought okay
  1292. 50:57I'm going to just float down this River
  1293. 50:59I'm going to let the current take me I'm
  1294. 51:01going to hope to make it somewhere there
  1295. 51:02water snakes aren't there remember the
  1296. 51:04Amazon is a constant barrage of threats
  1297. 51:06to humans in the water there were
  1298. 51:09several different types of Cayman what
  1299. 51:11is that which are like tiny looking uh
  1300. 51:14little alligator things they're very
  1301. 51:15dangerous I say tiny but they get big um
  1302. 51:19they're scary there's anacondas my
  1303. 51:22anaconda don't no and stingrays piranhas
  1304. 51:26bull sharks sometimes yeah but remember
  1305. 51:29sharks are among the most dangerous oh
  1306. 51:31yeah and there's some in this [ __ ]
  1307. 51:32River yeah Piranha's just make me think
  1308. 51:35of Wednesday yeah there you go so but
  1309. 51:38remember Julian is a bad [ __ ] always
  1310. 51:39remember that never forget it and she is
  1311. 51:42also been prepared for this [ __ ] her
  1312. 51:44whole life she would lead yeah right I'm
  1313. 51:47sorry to interrupt but you said Tiny and
  1314. 51:50I know I don't cuz some sometimes I'm
  1315. 51:51thinking of baby ones are tiny and cute
  1316. 51:53but like big ones are scary they are
  1317. 51:55thickums McGee huge and they're they
  1318. 51:58will eat you in one little they're like
  1319. 52:02alligators or crocodiles like you know
  1320. 52:03what I mean like that kind of it's an Al
  1321. 52:06alligatoroid alligatoroid there you go
  1322. 52:09um that's terrifying but what she would
  1323. 52:12do is she would lead with one foot and
  1324. 52:14she said she found her sandal like one
  1325. 52:17sandal oh and so she would lead with the
  1326. 52:20sandal foot okay and feel things out in
  1327. 52:22the water and then she used a large
  1328. 52:24walking stick to touch in front of her
  1329. 52:27before moving forward so she didn't step
  1330. 52:28on anything exactly the entire time she
  1331. 52:30was walking she was just slowly eating
  1332. 52:32the candies out of the bag just to keep
  1333. 52:34her going the just to picture her like
  1334. 52:35I'm just picturing her with like a big
  1335. 52:37old bag of Skittles yeah just sitting
  1336. 52:38there eating them just floating down the
  1337. 52:40Amazon River poking out for Piranha's
  1338. 52:42bull after falling 10,000 ft out of the
  1339. 52:44sky the [ __ ] now hours of walking
  1340. 52:47through the water was when she finally
  1341. 52:48saw a piece of the plane wreckage it was
  1342. 52:51in the middle of the river she saw a
  1343. 52:52large turbine
  1344. 52:55that like it's that fear of big things
  1345. 52:58that are not supposed to be I'm doing
  1346. 52:59I'm doing the naah the na motion right
  1347. 53:02now like mm not for me like cut it
  1348. 53:04out Uncle Joey cut it out no cut it out
  1349. 53:07I don't want seeing a large turbine in
  1350. 53:12the middle of a r that's not it it's
  1351. 53:15that's giving Sinister bab that's giving
  1352. 53:17dark sided that is the most dark sided
  1353. 53:20because I'm telling you go follow that
  1354. 53:21account I'm telling you it'll just give
  1355. 53:23you Joy when you need a little pickme up
  1356. 53:25you need to laugh something silly this
  1357. 53:28is the account for you I don't know why
  1358. 53:30uh but it is you're great things just
  1359. 53:32speak to your soul if you're listening
  1360. 53:34the person who owns that account you're
  1361. 53:35[ __ ] great you you are Sinister Vibe
  1362. 53:38you're giving me a lot of Joy so she
  1363. 53:41said Marie condos what Julianne said was
  1364. 53:44she just stared at this turbine she said
  1365. 53:47she stared at it and she was just amazed
  1366. 53:49at what she was looking at but mostly
  1367. 53:52she said which I'm like this is just
  1368. 53:54this is
  1369. 53:55Julianne she was like like but then I
  1370. 53:56got happy because it meant that I was
  1371. 53:58likely going in the right direction to
  1372. 54:00find more pieces of the plane and
  1373. 54:02possibly more people yeah she said she
  1374. 54:06was convinced that she was not the only
  1375. 54:08Survivor she kept saying to herself
  1376. 54:10she's like there is no way that only I
  1377. 54:12survived this point I could understand
  1378. 54:14that there has to be more survivors yeah
  1379. 54:17and she said years later she would
  1380. 54:19return to this memory of seeing this
  1381. 54:22turbine in the middle of the river yeah
  1382. 54:24and she said she would return to it over
  1383. 54:26and over and over again think about it
  1384. 54:27all the time and she said it would just
  1385. 54:29Amaze her how like she had this weird
  1386. 54:32Detachment from discovering proof that a
  1387. 54:36plane had exploded around her yeah like
  1388. 54:39she was like I was looking at a piece of
  1389. 54:42the plane that I had just been sitting
  1390. 54:45on two days earlier and I'm sitting
  1391. 54:48there going wow that's interesting that
  1392. 54:50means there's people over there I bet
  1393. 54:52and instead of just being like what the
  1394. 54:54[ __ ] like crazy and she's like I just
  1395. 54:56kept returning to it being like I don't
  1396. 54:58know what was going on there I feel I
  1397. 55:00just feel like her mom was with her too
  1398. 55:01you know 100% guiding her like giving
  1399. 55:04her strength I think so too now this was
  1400. 55:07when Ground searches were knocking into
  1401. 55:09high gear back in Lima and they had
  1402. 55:11begun to Journey Through the Jungle
  1403. 55:12looking for the crash site damn now
  1404. 55:14unfortunately this was not organized
  1405. 55:16well and they were sending them in wrong
  1406. 55:19directions because they were getting
  1407. 55:21false leads and like shitty tips because
  1408. 55:24of all the false leads being sent in the
  1409. 55:25government actually had to impose a
  1410. 55:27blackout on news reports because people
  1411. 55:30are [ __ ] corre everywhere always and
  1412. 55:33this was to stop the false [ __ ] from
  1413. 55:35spreading but also it kept the families
  1414. 55:37in the dark they didn't know what was
  1415. 55:39going on how sad is that that like when
  1416. 55:41certain media gets involved even like it
  1417. 55:44reminds me of the Idaho killings yeah
  1418. 55:46the amount of misinformation being
  1419. 55:48spread now that he's been apprehended
  1420. 55:50it's crazy and it's so it's so easy for
  1421. 55:52it to spread too yeah now day four
  1422. 55:55brought a horrific memory and Discovery
  1423. 55:58for Julianne and one that I can't
  1424. 56:00imagine stumbling upon no she said on
  1425. 56:02this day she had walked for a few hours
  1426. 56:04and then remembers distinctly hearing
  1427. 56:06quote the flapping of large Wings
  1428. 56:09unmistakable louder and lasting longer
  1429. 56:11than that of other birds this was very
  1430. 56:14concerning because she knew what this
  1431. 56:15was she said it was the king vulture
  1432. 56:18uhhuh and she remembered a lot about
  1433. 56:20this kind of bird specifically she knew
  1434. 56:22from her mother's lessons that its
  1435. 56:24presence meant there was a large amount
  1436. 56:26of caran very close by is dead meat oh
  1437. 56:31unfortunately she was right now she left
  1438. 56:34the river and walked into the jungle
  1439. 56:37until she came across a row of three
  1440. 56:39seats from Flight 508 oh no they were
  1441. 56:42lodged 3 feet deep into the ground
  1442. 56:46upside down oh my God so on they were
  1443. 56:48upside down so the head portions of them
  1444. 56:51were in the ground this meant that they
  1445. 56:53had hit the ground with un unable Force
  1446. 56:57Inc unbelievable Force what is
  1447. 57:01worse all three passengers was still
  1448. 57:03strapped into the three seats oh God all
  1449. 57:06of them were lodged head first into the
  1450. 57:08ground oh my God only their legs jutted
  1451. 57:11out and as Julian described it quote
  1452. 57:13their legs were just jutting grotesquely
  1453. 57:16upward oh and it was two men and a woman
  1454. 57:19that's awful of course this would
  1455. 57:22destroy anyone but Julianne fought
  1456. 57:25against any instinct to run cuz she said
  1457. 57:28her first instinct in any of ours would
  1458. 57:30be to run the [ __ ] away from this site
  1459. 57:32absolutely this would be the most
  1460. 57:34horrific I would just want to get as far
  1461. 57:35away from this as possible and she knows
  1462. 57:37that the [ __ ] king vulture is on its
  1463. 57:39way yeah so I'm out which might I note
  1464. 57:41has a wingspan of about six feet yeah
  1465. 57:44that's why the sound of it is very
  1466. 57:45distinct cuz it's huge flapping like
  1467. 57:48this thing is massive and I'm sure the
  1468. 57:50sound of it flapping is probably really
  1469. 57:53scary I wonder if we can find a sound of
  1470. 57:55it yeah because just to give you a full
  1471. 57:57picture here like we'll pause and find a
  1472. 58:00uh a little a sound clip I
  1473. 58:03think we will not find you one because I
  1474. 58:06looked and yeah you really can't get a
  1475. 58:09clear one that sounds like anything
  1476. 58:11other than like we're not meant to hear
  1477. 58:13it we're not that's that's what we
  1478. 58:14believe in trying to find that though
  1479. 58:16I'm not going to live in this alone I
  1480. 58:18found a [ __ ] video of an eagle that
  1481. 58:20found a goat and carried that
  1482. 58:23[ __ ] into the air into to the
  1483. 58:26air nature it's giving Sinister it's
  1484. 58:30getting Sinister by it really is but God
  1485. 58:33what is the [ __ ] planet yeah so this
  1486. 58:35is after Julianne discovered this
  1487. 58:38horrific scene she fought every Instinct
  1488. 58:42she had to run the [ __ ] away from this
  1489. 58:45and instead she went closer because even
  1490. 58:48though she knew logically that none of
  1491. 58:50those passengers were her mother because
  1492. 58:53she had to be sure she had to be sure
  1493. 58:55that's love so she used a stick to move
  1494. 58:57the woman's shoe and saw that her
  1495. 58:59toenails had been painted and her mother
  1496. 59:01never painted her toenails oh I that's
  1497. 59:03just like such a I know it's such a like
  1498. 59:05a specific thing yeah meanwhile the king
  1499. 59:09vultures perched above her in the trees
  1500. 59:11and were just waiting for her to leave
  1501. 59:14essentially yeah cuz they're not very
  1502. 59:15confrontational they're not so they were
  1503. 59:17just waiting for her to leave they were
  1504. 59:18like can you please leave they also
  1505. 59:20don't have eyelashes they don't we found
  1506. 59:22that out that's interesting um and she
  1507. 59:24searched for anything else that could
  1508. 59:26help her but nothing really could just
  1509. 59:28pieces of scorched plane were in the
  1510. 59:30area so she went back into the river and
  1511. 59:32it was just those three passengers she
  1512. 59:34found that's all she found now night
  1513. 59:36four the candy was gone no food in the
  1514. 59:40immediate area and that this crash had
  1515. 59:42happened in the rainy season when fruit
  1516. 59:44was not plentiful in the trees like it
  1517. 59:45would have been in dry season right she
  1518. 59:48didn't have tools to open any of the
  1519. 59:49fruit anyways and she didn't have any
  1520. 59:52way of getting up into the high trees to
  1521. 59:54get the fruit so she drinks from the
  1522. 59:56salty River in like dirty river water
  1523. 59:59just to keep herself somewhat hydrated
  1524. 1:00:02and distract herself from the Hunger
  1525. 1:00:03right so as she fell into hunger and
  1526. 1:00:06exhaustion she came across a barrier of
  1527. 1:00:08Driftwood and Tangled reads that would
  1528. 1:00:10be impossible to climb in the river this
  1529. 1:00:13made her have to leave the river again
  1530. 1:00:15which was dangerous yeah and difficult
  1531. 1:00:17and she had to get through the dense
  1532. 1:00:19unbeaten jungle for hours before finally
  1533. 1:00:22being able to get around that and back
  1534. 1:00:24to the river when she does this is the
  1535. 1:00:28first time that she sees that the canopy
  1536. 1:00:30above her head has opened like there's
  1537. 1:00:31an opening of the trees and now she sees
  1538. 1:00:34the plane as it flies over oh she can
  1539. 1:00:38hear it she can and now she's seeing it
  1540. 1:00:41and she's like they might be able to see
  1541. 1:00:43me so she starts waving her arms and
  1542. 1:00:45screaming throwing things like trying to
  1543. 1:00:47get the intention it hovers and then
  1544. 1:00:50just leaves oh yep this would have been
  1545. 1:00:54devastating I can't imagine this was the
  1546. 1:00:56closest thing to being able to be seen
  1547. 1:00:58to her that could have happened and it
  1548. 1:01:00didn't happen and this is night four
  1549. 1:01:02yeah this is night four um I believe it
  1550. 1:01:04is let me no this is um this so this was
  1551. 1:01:07night four we're into days like five and
  1552. 1:01:09six at this point like we're kind of
  1553. 1:01:10like all bleeding into each other but
  1554. 1:01:13this is devastating um and Julian says
  1555. 1:01:17it was it was this when she finally took
  1556. 1:01:20stock of her situation and finally
  1557. 1:01:22started to think about not only what had
  1558. 1:01:24happened but also how that vast and
  1559. 1:01:27massive the jungle around her really was
  1560. 1:01:29and she said this made her start losing
  1561. 1:01:31hope so she didn't let it consume her
  1562. 1:01:34cuz she said if she had really fallen
  1563. 1:01:35into thinking about what was actually
  1564. 1:01:37around her and what wasn't around her
  1565. 1:01:39you'd Lose Yourself she wouldn't be able
  1566. 1:01:41to go forward now to give you context
  1567. 1:01:44for what was around her Jaguars the
  1568. 1:01:46Amazon rainforest covers more than 2.5
  1569. 1:01:49million square miles of land wow 59% or
  1570. 1:01:54a little under 1.5 million square miles
  1571. 1:01:57is per is in Peru and in 1.5 million
  1572. 1:02:01square miles of rainforest land there
  1573. 1:02:03really estimated to live just a little
  1574. 1:02:05over a thousand people wow yeah in 1.5
  1575. 1:02:11million square miles of land that's
  1576. 1:02:14crazy which meant the odds of her
  1577. 1:02:16running into a person for help was
  1578. 1:02:18essentially slim to none like more than
  1579. 1:02:21that or less than that I mean but she
  1580. 1:02:23didn't let this take her down a lot of
  1581. 1:02:25people would give an
  1582. 1:02:26they would have let the insurmountable
  1583. 1:02:28depression of this reality just make
  1584. 1:02:29them lay down hope to be found or Just
  1585. 1:02:33Surrender but it's julienne we're
  1586. 1:02:36talking about so she kept going down the
  1587. 1:02:38river she knew if she let the current
  1588. 1:02:39push her down the river she was
  1589. 1:02:41conserving her strength as well as
  1590. 1:02:44keeping herself safer on land too
  1591. 1:02:46because if she's in the river the things
  1592. 1:02:47on land can't get to her and she felt
  1593. 1:02:49like she could at least contend with the
  1594. 1:02:50river [ __ ] yeah now also days in the
  1595. 1:02:53Amazon were about 85 to 95 deg oh my God
  1596. 1:02:57and humid too and nights could get
  1597. 1:02:59colder and remember she was wearing I
  1598. 1:03:02think the only thing she was wearing at
  1599. 1:03:03this point was like a cotton short dress
  1600. 1:03:06like and she's wet now too and she's wet
  1601. 1:03:08and during the day she was being beaten
  1602. 1:03:10down by the Sun and then soaked and at
  1603. 1:03:13night she was just freezing oh my God
  1604. 1:03:16she was also being assaulted by
  1605. 1:03:17mosquitoes every other insect it was
  1606. 1:03:20hell and at night they would just buzz
  1607. 1:03:22around her in the day they would Buzz
  1608. 1:03:23around her constantly think mosquitoes
  1609. 1:03:26and it's like those kind of bugs buzzing
  1610. 1:03:29all the time would drive you [ __ ]
  1611. 1:03:31insane like I would lose it so Julian's
  1612. 1:03:35concussion by like day seven so we're a
  1613. 1:03:37week into this my God Julian's
  1614. 1:03:39concussion had actually kind of afforded
  1615. 1:03:41her a big um like a bit of reprieve in a
  1616. 1:03:43way in the beginning days of her
  1617. 1:03:45survival she was in kind of a brain fog
  1618. 1:03:47of sorts right so she could really only
  1619. 1:03:50think and focus on survival in those
  1620. 1:03:52days but by the seventh day she was
  1621. 1:03:54really only thinking about her mother
  1622. 1:03:56and the reality of her situation finally
  1623. 1:03:59and sometimes the thoughts were typical
  1624. 1:04:01you know she's a teenager so she would
  1625. 1:04:03sit there and she would think about you
  1626. 1:04:04know what she wish she would be doing
  1627. 1:04:06right now what her friends were doing
  1628. 1:04:09who she missed like you know I wish I
  1629. 1:04:11could eat my favorite junk food kind of
  1630. 1:04:13thing and then she would get like super
  1631. 1:04:15existential as well like thinking about
  1632. 1:04:18like what's the meaning of all this like
  1633. 1:04:20am I supposed to be here why did this
  1634. 1:04:22happen like why me you know like all
  1635. 1:04:25that and although she doesn't really
  1636. 1:04:27understand why or how she knew in that
  1637. 1:04:31moment and she knows now that her
  1638. 1:04:32survival meant something she just didn't
  1639. 1:04:35know what of course it did but she was
  1640. 1:04:37like there's no way this was an accident
  1641. 1:04:38there's no way this is coincidence I
  1642. 1:04:40meant to do this I'm meant to be here
  1643. 1:04:42and I'm not meant to die alone in the
  1644. 1:04:44[ __ ] rainforest with no one knowing
  1645. 1:04:46what I've done clear I just fell 10,000
  1646. 1:04:48ft from the air I've survived 7even days
  1647. 1:04:50I'm not supposed to die right now like
  1648. 1:04:52I'm getting out of this the river is not
  1649. 1:04:54taking me down nothing taken me down so
  1650. 1:04:57she resolves that she's like I'm going
  1651. 1:04:58to get to safety I'm going to lead a
  1652. 1:05:01life of meaning and I'm going to
  1653. 1:05:03contribute to the world when I get out
  1654. 1:05:04of here wow like she sat there at 17
  1655. 1:05:07years old in the [ __ ] rainforest in
  1656. 1:05:10the middle of a river a week after
  1657. 1:05:12falling 10,000 ft from the sky and said
  1658. 1:05:15I'm going to make a difference in the
  1659. 1:05:16world that wherewithal at 1 alone but
  1660. 1:05:20then you had all of those circumstances
  1661. 1:05:22now at this point her resolve had not
  1662. 1:05:24dissipated she was still sure there had
  1663. 1:05:27to be another Survivor of this flight
  1664. 1:05:30there was no conceivable way in her mind
  1665. 1:05:32that she was the sole survivor so she
  1666. 1:05:34was just always looking out for people
  1667. 1:05:36and by this time a week after the crash
  1668. 1:05:38she noted that the cuts on her arms and
  1669. 1:05:40legs were starting to look pretty bad
  1670. 1:05:43and now they were starting to hurt the
  1671. 1:05:45laceration on her calf had become very
  1672. 1:05:47irritated and very swollen oh no she's
  1673. 1:05:50in the dirty river water too it's not
  1674. 1:05:52helping and the laceration on her arm
  1675. 1:05:55was feeling very painful and very hot
  1676. 1:05:57but was in a place that was difficult
  1677. 1:05:59for her to see it was like behind her
  1678. 1:06:01arm so unless she strained her neck to
  1679. 1:06:03look at it she really couldn't see a lot
  1680. 1:06:05of it but when she did finally see it
  1681. 1:06:08she saw that maggots had actually begun
  1682. 1:06:10to burrow into the wound oh my God yep
  1683. 1:06:14flies had laid eggs in the wound
  1684. 1:06:17probably while she was sleeping oh my
  1685. 1:06:20God she knew that this meant she knew
  1686. 1:06:23that it meant that if she allowed them
  1687. 1:06:24to continue buing into the wound her arm
  1688. 1:06:27off really going to get bad and possibly
  1689. 1:06:29need to be amputated so she tried to
  1690. 1:06:31pull them out herself oh my God using a
  1691. 1:06:33piece of bent plain metal that she
  1692. 1:06:35molded into tweezers oh but she couldn't
  1693. 1:06:39get them and just had to give up and
  1694. 1:06:41keep going down the river with maggots
  1695. 1:06:44in her
  1696. 1:06:45arm I don't even yep she just was going
  1697. 1:06:50down the river with live maggots eating
  1698. 1:06:54the wound on her arm that she got when
  1699. 1:06:57she fell 10,000 ft out of the sky I'm
  1700. 1:07:00not well [ __ ] I am not well [ __ ] this
  1701. 1:07:03is coupled with another scary turn of
  1702. 1:07:06events like we've stated many times
  1703. 1:07:08before Julian was very experienced so
  1704. 1:07:11very know knowledgeable about the jungle
  1705. 1:07:13and survival and she knew that most of
  1706. 1:07:15the animals in this jungle would
  1707. 1:07:17probably be terrified of her and pretty
  1708. 1:07:18much keep their distance they would run
  1709. 1:07:21from her normally but she now sees that
  1710. 1:07:23they were making themselves known and
  1711. 1:07:25seemingly watching her following her
  1712. 1:07:28acting curious of her I'm so [ __ ]
  1713. 1:07:30stressed what this told her was that
  1714. 1:07:33they had probably rarely possibly never
  1715. 1:07:36seen a human before Oh my God their lack
  1716. 1:07:39of fear was evidence of that this was a
  1717. 1:07:42crushing blow to her spirit because she
  1718. 1:07:45now knew that she was completely
  1719. 1:07:46isolated from anyone else these animals
  1720. 1:07:49had not seen a human before Oh my God
  1721. 1:07:51she was the first one to roll through
  1722. 1:07:53here oh my God so da eight and n it was
  1723. 1:07:56now that the sun started to unleash the
  1724. 1:07:59Full Assault on her body oh and her like
  1725. 1:08:03infected it was 8 days in and she woke
  1726. 1:08:05up in searing pain on her back and
  1727. 1:08:08shoulders and realized that she had
  1728. 1:08:10about a second degree sunburn on her
  1729. 1:08:11back and shoulders that had actually
  1730. 1:08:13broken open and was now bleeding what
  1731. 1:08:17the [ __ ] yep unfortunately she can't do
  1732. 1:08:20literally anything about this and just
  1733. 1:08:22has to keep going in this Unbelievable
  1734. 1:08:24pain while bleeding from not like she
  1735. 1:08:25has any [ __ ] copper tone on her nope
  1736. 1:08:28this day is when she began to
  1737. 1:08:29hallucinate as well her mind started to
  1738. 1:08:32play a lot of cruel tricks on her she
  1739. 1:08:34keeps being sure that she's seeing
  1740. 1:08:35houses in the distance but it's just a
  1741. 1:08:37sea of trees why does your mind do that
  1742. 1:08:40it's just I don't know if it's I think
  1743. 1:08:41it's partially like a survival thing a
  1744. 1:08:43preservation thing it's trying to get
  1745. 1:08:45you in yeah trying to get you to keep
  1746. 1:08:47going she also has auditory
  1747. 1:08:49hallucinations thinking she hears
  1748. 1:08:51chickens which would mean that humans
  1749. 1:08:53were nearby but it's just jungle Le
  1750. 1:08:55birds that she hears um this may have
  1751. 1:08:58broken someone else's Spirit hearing and
  1752. 1:09:00seeing things only to realize that they
  1753. 1:09:02were not real but julienne said it made
  1754. 1:09:04her strive even harder to survive
  1755. 1:09:07because she was now determined to really
  1756. 1:09:08see and really hear those things okay
  1757. 1:09:11now while she is hearing and seeing
  1758. 1:09:13these false images and sounds she
  1759. 1:09:15accidentally gets her foot stuck in a
  1760. 1:09:17sandbank no and it makes her trip and
  1761. 1:09:19fall oh my God now she's been traveling
  1762. 1:09:21through the jungle for over a week
  1763. 1:09:23straight with no food and little water
  1764. 1:09:24no medicine or aid for her wounds and
  1765. 1:09:26she's likely fighting various infections
  1766. 1:09:29when she hits the ground all she wants
  1767. 1:09:31to do is sleep she was like I hit that
  1768. 1:09:33ground and I was like I can't get up
  1769. 1:09:35like this is it and she can't fight the
  1770. 1:09:37urge anymore her body is telling her
  1771. 1:09:39like you go to sleep go to sleep so she
  1772. 1:09:41closes her eyes and just lets herself
  1773. 1:09:43rest on the jungle floor for a few
  1774. 1:09:45moments but then she said she was woken
  1775. 1:09:47up by a chirping sound and it's not a
  1776. 1:09:50bird chirping she knows that
  1777. 1:09:53sound go away it's a baby
  1778. 1:09:56Cayman when she opens her eyes she sees
  1779. 1:10:00a baby Cayman and then she sees its
  1780. 1:10:02mother no and they are approaching her
  1781. 1:10:05in a very aggressive and very
  1782. 1:10:07threatening way oh my God and she said
  1783. 1:10:09if she jumped up like she wanted to they
  1784. 1:10:12would have attacked her in and got her
  1785. 1:10:13in an instant they would have she would
  1786. 1:10:15had no choice no chance but she said
  1787. 1:10:17what she knew she had to do was just
  1788. 1:10:20slide away from them so she slid on the
  1789. 1:10:24ground away from them slowly when every
  1790. 1:10:28cell in her body was screaming at her to
  1791. 1:10:32jump up and run the [ __ ] out of there
  1792. 1:10:34she was slowly sliding like a worm on
  1793. 1:10:37the ground until she slid back in the
  1794. 1:10:39river and let the current take her away
  1795. 1:10:43and got away Eliza [ __ ] Thornberry
  1796. 1:10:47yep but
  1797. 1:10:49unfortunately this also cemented her the
  1798. 1:10:51knowledge she already knew that there
  1799. 1:10:53were no humans anywhere near here
  1800. 1:10:55because she said there was a large
  1801. 1:10:57amount of Cayman and that made it sure
  1802. 1:10:59that there was no humans around [ __ ]
  1803. 1:11:01alligators y'all yeah
  1804. 1:11:04[ __ ]
  1805. 1:11:06aligators yeah but the ninth day she was
  1806. 1:11:09beyond exhaustion and her hunger was
  1807. 1:11:11something that was no longer something
  1808. 1:11:13she could ignore and it just ate away
  1809. 1:11:16away at her it's all she could think
  1810. 1:11:17about she tried for hours that day she
  1811. 1:11:20said to catch poison dart frogs to try
  1812. 1:11:23to eat something you can eat them even
  1813. 1:11:24though they're them I think there's a
  1814. 1:11:26poison sack that she I'm sure she knew
  1815. 1:11:28where it was and she said she tried for
  1816. 1:11:30hours literally all her energy was spent
  1817. 1:11:33trying to catch these frogs she couldn't
  1818. 1:11:35couldn't catch one and ended up just
  1819. 1:11:36falling asleep in the middle of it so
  1820. 1:11:39the 10th day was the same she just let
  1821. 1:11:42the current take her down the river and
  1822. 1:11:44unfortunately the river is now becoming
  1823. 1:11:45less open and expansive and now there
  1824. 1:11:47are dams of Driftwood and rocks that are
  1825. 1:11:50she's having to climb over and a void
  1826. 1:11:53she has zero energy so you can imagine
  1827. 1:11:55how difficult this was getting she has
  1828. 1:11:57[ __ ] maggots in her arm y'all yep as
  1829. 1:12:00the day went on and eventually the sun
  1830. 1:12:01was beginning to set Julien saw what she
  1831. 1:12:04thought was like a gravel Bank on the
  1832. 1:12:05shore so she was like you know what
  1833. 1:12:07that's a great place to get some sleep
  1834. 1:12:09I'm going to lay on the bank and just
  1835. 1:12:10let my body chill so she laid down she
  1836. 1:12:13just let her body begin to let go but
  1837. 1:12:15right before she was closing her eyes
  1838. 1:12:17God she saw something oh no it was a
  1839. 1:12:21boat she saw a boat and in her head she
  1840. 1:12:24was like this is a Mirage like close
  1841. 1:12:26your eyes look at it again so she
  1842. 1:12:29thought like she blinked and when she
  1843. 1:12:31blinked it was still there and she's
  1844. 1:12:33like and I looked around and it was
  1845. 1:12:35still there still tied to the bank no
  1846. 1:12:38one's in it so she shook her head still
  1847. 1:12:40there she reached out and touched it it
  1848. 1:12:43was a boat and she was touching it and
  1849. 1:12:45she said and it looked new and it looked
  1850. 1:12:47like it was in working order meaning
  1851. 1:12:50someone who ran this boat is nearby yeah
  1852. 1:12:53like at the very least yeah so she
  1853. 1:12:56explores the area around the boat she's
  1854. 1:12:58got like a new found energy she didn't
  1855. 1:13:00even know existed within her at this she
  1856. 1:13:02she finds a foot path that she said was
  1857. 1:13:04not natural it was cleared by hand okay
  1858. 1:13:08she follows it and finds a Tambo then
  1859. 1:13:10you're like who the [ __ ] am I going to
  1860. 1:13:11find exactly so she finds a Tambo which
  1861. 1:13:13is a small like Shack that was made by
  1862. 1:13:16hand where people will store supplies
  1863. 1:13:18like gasoline for boats and such yeah
  1864. 1:13:20yeah now this was crucial because it
  1865. 1:13:24confirmed there had been a human around
  1866. 1:13:26and also there was gasoline in there
  1867. 1:13:29which could be used to help her maggot
  1868. 1:13:30infested wound Debbie bought Gasolina
  1869. 1:13:34there you go I don't even think she
  1870. 1:13:36gritted her teeth and poured the
  1871. 1:13:39gasoline onto her wound which would
  1872. 1:13:41cause unbelievable staring pain but
  1873. 1:13:44because she is brilliant and learned
  1874. 1:13:45from experience and from her parents she
  1875. 1:13:48knew this would be some do something
  1876. 1:13:49internal to heal like to help get those
  1877. 1:13:52maggots out that's so horrific first it
  1878. 1:13:54made the maggots try to dig deeper into
  1879. 1:13:56the wound but eventually it forced them
  1880. 1:13:58out oh my God so she was able to pull
  1881. 1:14:01some of them out she pulled over 30
  1882. 1:14:02magets out of I need you to stop saying
  1883. 1:14:04the word mag and she later found out
  1884. 1:14:06that there was far more that had to be
  1885. 1:14:08removed later oh my God so she's trying
  1886. 1:14:10to sort out her thoughts make a plan so
  1887. 1:14:12far she didn't see a human but just
  1888. 1:14:14evidenced that one was around at one
  1889. 1:14:16point in the recent past so she did
  1890. 1:14:20think really quickly about just using
  1891. 1:14:21the boat to take her down the river
  1892. 1:14:23honestly but then she was she was just
  1893. 1:14:25so tired but literally I mean she just
  1894. 1:14:28performed amateur surgery on her arm
  1895. 1:14:30essentially um but she just laid down
  1896. 1:14:33and she was like I'm going to lay down
  1897. 1:14:34first and think this over and then when
  1898. 1:14:36she started thinking about it she was
  1899. 1:14:37like well taking the boat is a
  1900. 1:14:38non-starter because it would help me but
  1901. 1:14:42I could potentially be abandoning
  1902. 1:14:43someone else in the Amazon rainforest
  1903. 1:14:45and she's like I literally can't do that
  1904. 1:14:46and she wrote later I cannot possibly
  1905. 1:14:49save my own life and jeopardizing others
  1906. 1:14:51that's a human right there so she did
  1907. 1:14:53borrow a tarp from The Shack and laid
  1908. 1:14:55down on the banks to sleep again okay
  1909. 1:14:57now day 11th when she woke up there was
  1910. 1:14:59still no one around her suddenly a
  1911. 1:15:02depressing thought hit her like a ton of
  1912. 1:15:04bricks sometimes hunters or wood cutters
  1913. 1:15:07would use these tambos while they were
  1914. 1:15:09out in the jungle and then they would
  1915. 1:15:11just abandon them for months sometimes
  1916. 1:15:13forever even their boats so when she
  1917. 1:15:16didn't know she was like I don't know oh
  1918. 1:15:18no so she made the impossible decision
  1919. 1:15:20to continue floating down the river now
  1920. 1:15:23just hoping that maybe she would come
  1921. 1:15:25across a village or evidence of more
  1922. 1:15:26people so she's about to go into the
  1923. 1:15:28river and then it begins to rain and
  1924. 1:15:31once again her exhaustion and her lack
  1925. 1:15:34of nutrients and infection were making
  1926. 1:15:36it impossible to move very much and she
  1927. 1:15:38didn't have a lot of strength so she's
  1928. 1:15:39like you know what it's raining I'm
  1929. 1:15:41going to stay in the shack until the
  1930. 1:15:43rain passes okay I think a lot of this
  1931. 1:15:46is her mom I do too that the Universe
  1932. 1:15:48and her mom working together to sure cuz
  1933. 1:15:51in the afternoon the rain finally
  1934. 1:15:53stopped and she was still alone
  1935. 1:15:55so she made the decision to move but
  1936. 1:15:57unfortunately her body still just
  1937. 1:15:59wouldn't even stand like she had no
  1938. 1:16:01strength I mean she just had to pour
  1939. 1:16:02gasoline into her arm exactly it's
  1940. 1:16:05almost like something was working there
  1941. 1:16:07to her to keep her there so she decided
  1942. 1:16:09to rest another full day she was like
  1943. 1:16:11I'm going to give myself another full
  1944. 1:16:13day to regain some of the strength and
  1945. 1:16:15then I will start moving in I might as
  1946. 1:16:16well just stay in the shack while I can
  1947. 1:16:19so she's in a serious state of despair
  1948. 1:16:21at this point she hasn't eaten even a
  1949. 1:16:23little something in over six days and
  1950. 1:16:25has only drank Dirty River water she's
  1951. 1:16:28been bitten on every inch of her body by
  1952. 1:16:30a variety of insects as she tried to
  1953. 1:16:33sleep and they're buzzing in her ears
  1954. 1:16:35she's cold she's soaking wet suddenly
  1955. 1:16:37her brains begins telling her that she
  1956. 1:16:39was correct more people survived the
  1957. 1:16:42crash but they stayed put and they were
  1958. 1:16:45saved that's what her her brain is
  1959. 1:16:47telling her now you were correct yes
  1960. 1:16:50people survived but they were all saved
  1961. 1:16:52and you're left here alone no no this
  1962. 1:16:55she said this was just she was like I I
  1963. 1:16:57was the only one left I was the only one
  1964. 1:17:00that left the crash site and now I'm
  1965. 1:17:02stuck in the jungle forever because of
  1966. 1:17:04my decision no that's what she like her
  1967. 1:17:06brain just started going against her and
  1968. 1:17:08in her book she said she thought to
  1969. 1:17:09herself how strange is it that a person
  1970. 1:17:11can disappear just like that and no one
  1971. 1:17:13knows about it it is crazy so she just
  1972. 1:17:17lays in the shack for most of the 11th
  1973. 1:17:19day just trying to catch something like
  1974. 1:17:20a frog to eat she was seeing them she
  1975. 1:17:22just couldn't catch them she never gets
  1976. 1:17:24one the hunger really starts to shut her
  1977. 1:17:26body down even more and as Twilight
  1978. 1:17:29seeps in and another day passes behind
  1979. 1:17:31her in the jungle she hears it voices in
  1980. 1:17:35the distance immediately she sits up but
  1981. 1:17:38then just as quickly her head tells her
  1982. 1:17:41that's just another auditory
  1983. 1:17:42hallucination don't listen to it she
  1984. 1:17:44doesn't want to get excited but she
  1985. 1:17:45keeps hearing them and then she's
  1986. 1:17:47hearing them getting closer and closer
  1987. 1:17:50and closer and she's still trying to
  1988. 1:17:52convince herself that this is just
  1989. 1:17:53another hallucination when suddenly
  1990. 1:17:56three men just emerged from the jungle
  1991. 1:17:59immediately they all like jumped back
  1992. 1:18:01when they saw her in the shack cuz it
  1993. 1:18:03was their Shack so they was like what
  1994. 1:18:05the [ __ ] but they look at her and they
  1995. 1:18:07knew about the plane crash oh my God and
  1996. 1:18:10they're like holy [ __ ] she was almost
  1997. 1:18:12too stunned to speak but she quickly
  1998. 1:18:14regained her composure and said in
  1999. 1:18:16Spanish I'm a girl who was in the lanac
  2000. 1:18:18crash my name is Julianne oh my God
  2001. 1:18:22these three men were Forest workers and
  2002. 1:18:25they immediately hustled Julianne to
  2003. 1:18:27safety oh my God they brought her back
  2004. 1:18:29to their Camp they fed her they gave her
  2005. 1:18:31clean water dry clothing they helped
  2006. 1:18:34attend to her wounds the to the best
  2007. 1:18:36ability they could God they even took
  2008. 1:18:38out more maggots out of her arm
  2009. 1:18:40themselves stop they then praised her
  2010. 1:18:42for staying at their Shack they were
  2011. 1:18:44like that was a brilliant decision we're
  2012. 1:18:46so glad you did that and they said if
  2013. 1:18:48you had left that area you would have
  2014. 1:18:49never been found because like the uh the
  2015. 1:18:53rainforest as you go further out gets
  2016. 1:18:55more uninhabited you would have been
  2017. 1:18:57going deeper into it and they said her
  2018. 1:19:00body by the way like they the C
  2019. 1:19:03condition they found her in they said
  2020. 1:19:04your body would have given out by
  2021. 1:19:06tomorrow you'd be gone like there's no
  2022. 1:19:09way you were going to be living wow and
  2023. 1:19:11they said that um she if she had even
  2024. 1:19:13tried to float down the river that would
  2025. 1:19:15have been out she was literally on her
  2026. 1:19:17last breaths essentially when they got
  2027. 1:19:19her that was her strength and her mom
  2028. 1:19:22with her no [ __ ] doubt in my mind
  2029. 1:19:24exactly they weren't and what's even
  2030. 1:19:26crazier and this is why I'm like holy
  2031. 1:19:27[ __ ] everything worked they weren't even
  2032. 1:19:30supposed to have returned to the shack
  2033. 1:19:32that day wow they were just but they
  2034. 1:19:34wanted to make sure that the boat was
  2035. 1:19:36still tied up after the rainstorm
  2036. 1:19:38otherwise they weren't coming back to
  2037. 1:19:40the shack Kismet and he said they said
  2038. 1:19:43they never would have found her that all
  2039. 1:19:45of that was meant to be 100,000
  2040. 1:19:47gajillion perc so she immediately asks
  2041. 1:19:50them about other passengers other
  2042. 1:19:51survivors and they tell her the airplane
  2043. 1:19:54has hasn't even been found and you are
  2044. 1:19:56the only Survivor oh my God and she
  2045. 1:19:58asked about her mother even though they
  2046. 1:19:59had just told her no one survived and
  2047. 1:20:01they said no you're are the sole
  2048. 1:20:02survivor can you imagine the weight of
  2049. 1:20:05that falling on you hearing that like
  2050. 1:20:07out loud it's just you she tells them
  2051. 1:20:09the story too like cuz they're like you
  2052. 1:20:12have to tell us like what have you been
  2053. 1:20:13through like it's been almost two weeks
  2054. 1:20:16like what's going on so she tells them
  2055. 1:20:18the story she told they sh and they kind
  2056. 1:20:21of tell her too like about the massive
  2057. 1:20:23search that's been going on and is like
  2058. 1:20:24I heard the planes and they're like holy
  2059. 1:20:26[ __ ] like they were on top of you like
  2060. 1:20:28that's wild and they're telling her like
  2061. 1:20:31you know they like everyone thought
  2062. 1:20:33everybody was gone no one thought that
  2063. 1:20:34somebody survived like no one's going to
  2064. 1:20:36believe this she told them about like
  2065. 1:20:38going down the river about the vulture
  2066. 1:20:40she told them everything the alligators
  2067. 1:20:42yeah and they tell her that the next
  2068. 1:20:44morning after she sleeps a real sleep
  2069. 1:20:46they will take her to turn a Vista where
  2070. 1:20:48they can get her proper help and medical
  2071. 1:20:50care they're angels and Julianne
  2072. 1:20:53couldn't sleep that night even though
  2073. 1:20:54she was safe she was like I just
  2074. 1:20:55couldn't believe I was going to get out
  2075. 1:20:57of here yeah she was probably so excited
  2076. 1:20:59now it is very shortly after Julianne's
  2077. 1:21:01discovery that it's like headline news
  2078. 1:21:03worldwide a lot of lies were told
  2079. 1:21:06because the Press they somehow tried to
  2080. 1:21:08make her story like even more
  2081. 1:21:10Sensational which they did not have to
  2082. 1:21:13like there was they were saying that
  2083. 1:21:15like she had like made a makeshift raft
  2084. 1:21:18that she lived on for 11 days and it's
  2085. 1:21:20like no she didn't yeah I think it's
  2086. 1:21:22even more impressive that she didn't and
  2087. 1:21:23that she woke up under three bodies or
  2088. 1:21:25something like that and she's like no I
  2089. 1:21:27didn't like that none of that was true
  2090. 1:21:28why would you why did your brain even go
  2091. 1:21:30there and the times actually quoted
  2092. 1:21:32Julian as saying and this isn't not a
  2093. 1:21:34real quote they quoted her as saying I
  2094. 1:21:37felt a sensation of emptiness but I
  2095. 1:21:39don't remember anything else until I
  2096. 1:21:40woke up on the ground with three bodies
  2097. 1:21:42on top of me she didn't say that how do
  2098. 1:21:45you what and then they said that she
  2099. 1:21:47told them that she survived by eating
  2100. 1:21:50the Christmas cake which she had been
  2101. 1:21:51taking to her father and she's like nope
  2102. 1:21:53that was mine that wasn't my Christmas
  2103. 1:21:55cake and I didn't need it so what's
  2104. 1:21:59worse is in the days that followed the
  2105. 1:22:01rescue also the Press started to kind of
  2106. 1:22:03turn on her a little bit what and they
  2107. 1:22:05started saying well she ran away from
  2108. 1:22:07injured passengers who could have been
  2109. 1:22:09helped no honey they were them for
  2110. 1:22:12themselves into the ground or just gone
  2111. 1:22:15yep like [ __ ]
  2112. 1:22:17off luckily for the most part the
  2113. 1:22:19overall tone and the most of the tone
  2114. 1:22:22was celebration that she was alive isn't
  2115. 1:22:24is it wild that there were trolls in
  2116. 1:22:26this situation there trolls in every
  2117. 1:22:28situation always they will always find a
  2118. 1:22:30way to be miserable trolls be trolling
  2119. 1:22:32but they spent so these three men and
  2120. 1:22:35julienne spent 11 hours on a boat going
  2121. 1:22:38to turn Vista God once they arrive inav
  2122. 1:22:40Vista she's taken to a hospital where
  2123. 1:22:42she's finally able to get real treatment
  2124. 1:22:45and medicine for the various infections
  2125. 1:22:47she was suffering from unbelievably she
  2126. 1:22:50has to
  2127. 1:22:51fly to Jaren coka I believe it's called
  2128. 1:22:55to get better medical treatment and this
  2129. 1:22:58is where she would actually stay and be
  2130. 1:22:59stabilized but she was actually she was
  2131. 1:23:02absolutely terrified OB this is less
  2132. 1:23:03than two weeks after
  2133. 1:23:05she from the sky but she was also so out
  2134. 1:23:09of it and had no strength so she was
  2135. 1:23:11like I couldn't fight it I just got on
  2136. 1:23:12the flight I just needed to get to the
  2137. 1:23:14hospital holy [ __ ] wow and she wouldn't
  2138. 1:23:17have lived if they tried to take her a
  2139. 1:23:19slower way like she had to get on this
  2140. 1:23:20flight to get there it's almost like a
  2141. 1:23:22flight Julian spent months in that
  2142. 1:23:24medical facility in YN coka but she was
  2143. 1:23:27strong and by March she was back in Lima
  2144. 1:23:29and back in school oh my God yes she
  2145. 1:23:33loved being back in her normal routine
  2146. 1:23:35and around those she loved D but the
  2147. 1:23:37Press were [ __ ] nightmares and they
  2148. 1:23:40hounded her day and night like leave her
  2149. 1:23:42alone day and night so because of all
  2150. 1:23:45the craziness her father Hans actually
  2151. 1:23:47had her sent to Germany to get away from
  2152. 1:23:49it she lived with her grandmother and
  2153. 1:23:51her aunt there MH and Julianne said that
  2154. 1:23:54he had good intentions moving her there
  2155. 1:23:57but she felt very betrayed by it because
  2156. 1:24:00she said she was in such a state she
  2157. 1:24:02just through and she had lost her mother
  2158. 1:24:05in that way that she was like being sent
  2159. 1:24:07away felt like I was abandoned yeah and
  2160. 1:24:10that's not his intention but like he was
  2161. 1:24:12also going through the trauma that he
  2162. 1:24:15had gone through so it's like this was
  2163. 1:24:16just all a lot of confronting a lot of
  2164. 1:24:19different trauma well and I'm sure in
  2165. 1:24:20his mind he probably felt like she
  2166. 1:24:22needed to be with her grandmother as
  2167. 1:24:23like a maternal figure I think he just
  2168. 1:24:26didn't know what to do and with his own
  2169. 1:24:27grief of losing his wife which he and
  2170. 1:24:29his wife were so close like they were it
  2171. 1:24:32was just jungle 247 you know like their
  2172. 1:24:36bond must have been outrageous
  2173. 1:24:38absolutely so it's like this is just
  2174. 1:24:41Unthinkable it's so layered and she said
  2175. 1:24:43panguana and my school were the only
  2176. 1:24:45things left for me and she said that's
  2177. 1:24:46when she felt the sense of Abandonment
  2178. 1:24:49unfortunately Hans was very
  2179. 1:24:51understandably devastated by the loss of
  2180. 1:24:53Maria and Julian said she quote
  2181. 1:24:55suspected that for him it was a problem
  2182. 1:24:57that I survived and not my mother oh and
  2183. 1:25:00what I think she means by that is that
  2184. 1:25:03only one of us came out of that yeah not
  2185. 1:25:06that it was a not that it was bad that
  2186. 1:25:08it was her who came out of that it was
  2187. 1:25:10just like I would rather have both of
  2188. 1:25:12you you know like I really want both of
  2189. 1:25:14you would be a reminder constantly and
  2190. 1:25:16she looks like her mom yeah like you
  2191. 1:25:18know what I mean like she has a lot of
  2192. 1:25:19her mom's features I'm sure that's like
  2193. 1:25:21really tough that's that's on a
  2194. 1:25:23different level of TR it's a different
  2195. 1:25:25grief like I don't know that grief I
  2196. 1:25:27can't imagine that grief I don't know
  2197. 1:25:29the grief that Julianne was going
  2198. 1:25:31through and I don't know the grief that
  2199. 1:25:32Hans was going through so I'm not going
  2200. 1:25:33to judge either or I have no idea what
  2201. 1:25:37that feels and oh that makes me want to
  2202. 1:25:39cry right now and Julian loves her
  2203. 1:25:41parents and respects her parents to this
  2204. 1:25:44day she does not have bad things to say
  2205. 1:25:46about what happened here I don't think
  2206. 1:25:48anybody could have handled that
  2207. 1:25:49situation I don't think there is a
  2208. 1:25:51proper way to situation I don't know
  2209. 1:25:52what this I honestly don't what the way
  2210. 1:25:55to handle it would have been but Hans
  2211. 1:25:57left panguana for per um uh for Peru in
  2212. 1:26:021974 uh he just kind of left and didn't
  2213. 1:26:04say goodbye to anybody and didn't tell
  2214. 1:26:06anyone he just started Living in Germany
  2215. 1:26:08but everyone said he was just never the
  2216. 1:26:10same it just destroyed a huge part of
  2217. 1:26:13him he died in 2000 at 87 years old wow
  2218. 1:26:16Julian said their relationship
  2219. 1:26:18definitely changed when she came home
  2220. 1:26:20that's really sad um it never really
  2221. 1:26:22recovered but she kind of like she could
  2222. 1:26:25understand in some way okay uh later
  2223. 1:26:27Julianne actually learned she wasn't
  2224. 1:26:29initially the sole survivor of that
  2225. 1:26:31crash when the crash site was later
  2226. 1:26:34found they discovered bodies and were
  2227. 1:26:36able to bring them out of the Jungle and
  2228. 1:26:38there was also evidence that at least a
  2229. 1:26:39few of them 17 to be exact had survived
  2230. 1:26:43the fall from the sky wow but their
  2231. 1:26:45injuries were so significant that they
  2232. 1:26:47died very shortly after hitting the
  2233. 1:26:48jungle floor one of those people was
  2234. 1:26:51Maria she survived initially
  2235. 1:26:55but she was nowhere
  2236. 1:26:56near like nowhere near her to find
  2237. 1:26:59nowhere near where she would know where
  2238. 1:27:01she was but they were able to recover
  2239. 1:27:02her body they were able to recover her
  2240. 1:27:04body she said when she Julianne said
  2241. 1:27:06when she found this out it did shatter
  2242. 1:27:08her knowing that her mother had survived
  2243. 1:27:10at some point that she wasn't near her
  2244. 1:27:12yeah now an investigation into the crash
  2245. 1:27:15found that the crew was under a ton of
  2246. 1:27:16pressure to keep the schedule on that
  2247. 1:27:18flight because things had fallen behind
  2248. 1:27:20during the holidays so they pushed
  2249. 1:27:22through the storm instead of diverting
  2250. 1:27:24around it and adding more time to the
  2251. 1:27:26flight dude time is made up lightning is
  2252. 1:27:29notat yeah fatal error that's ridiculous
  2253. 1:27:32also the plane was in terrible shape
  2254. 1:27:34like I said it was put together with
  2255. 1:27:36scraps of other plane to begin with and
  2256. 1:27:38after this Lance shut down good bye
  2257. 1:27:41lansa now Julianne did not return to
  2258. 1:27:44Peru for a decade and honestly I
  2259. 1:27:46probably would never return but she was
  2260. 1:27:48a PhD student oh my god of course she
  2261. 1:27:51was yeah and had an opportunity to St
  2262. 1:27:53study and Amazonian bats in
  2263. 1:27:55panguana again the place where she'
  2264. 1:27:58lived with her parents and formed such a
  2265. 1:28:00strong bond with them and foundations
  2266. 1:28:02for her eventual unbelievable survival
  2267. 1:28:05and she took the opportunity and spent
  2268. 1:28:0718 months living in panguana finishing
  2269. 1:28:09her disertation my God after surviving
  2270. 1:28:12in the jungle she went back to the
  2271. 1:28:14Jungle she's the the most badass woman I
  2272. 1:28:17think I've ever heard of she also became
  2273. 1:28:19the director of panguana after her
  2274. 1:28:21father died wow and in the 19 1990s she
  2275. 1:28:25returned to the crash site with director
  2276. 1:28:27Warner Herzog the actual crash site and
  2277. 1:28:30he was the one who was supposed to go on
  2278. 1:28:31that plane with his crew exactly and she
  2279. 1:28:34said this is when she really realized
  2280. 1:28:36how badly she wanted to return to the
  2281. 1:28:38jungle and she wanted to preserve her
  2282. 1:28:40parents Legacy she said this was when it
  2283. 1:28:42hit her and she said the way she looks
  2284. 1:28:44at it quote the jungle caught me it
  2285. 1:28:47saved me it was not its fault that I
  2286. 1:28:49landed here yeah how do you look at it
  2287. 1:28:52that way I don't know how do you have
  2288. 1:28:54the [ __ ] you're a beast of a human
  2289. 1:28:58now we talked earlier about how
  2290. 1:29:00filmmaker wner Herzog was supposed to be
  2291. 1:29:02on Lance of Flight 508 um but he
  2292. 1:29:05actually made a documentary in 1999
  2293. 1:29:08called Wings of Hope wow and where he
  2294. 1:29:11returned to the jungle and to the crash
  2295. 1:29:12site with Julianne they walked to where
  2296. 1:29:15she crashed and also visited where she
  2297. 1:29:17was rescued and the stops along the way
  2298. 1:29:20of her unbelievable Journey where she
  2299. 1:29:22just tells the story and she talks about
  2300. 1:29:24all the emotions she felt the pain the
  2301. 1:29:27numbness the times when she thought she
  2302. 1:29:29couldn't go on anymore she talked about
  2303. 1:29:31the isolation and feeling of loneliness
  2304. 1:29:34that truly goes unmatched I can't
  2305. 1:29:36imagine no none of us will ever know
  2306. 1:29:38what that's like no as they go through
  2307. 1:29:40this experience she would stop and pick
  2308. 1:29:42up pieces of the scattered rest like
  2309. 1:29:45picking up pieces of the plane that are
  2310. 1:29:47still there today wow it's just
  2311. 1:29:51scattered over a crazy amount of space
  2312. 1:29:55and they actually visited P Pula where
  2313. 1:29:59there's a cemetery that many of the
  2314. 1:30:00passengers from flight 58 are buried and
  2315. 1:30:03there's a big Memorial that the graves
  2316. 1:30:05are all around and there's this map in
  2317. 1:30:07the memorial that traces with dotted
  2318. 1:30:09lines from the crash site to turnov
  2319. 1:30:12Vista where Julianne was eventually
  2320. 1:30:14healed wow under the memorial there are
  2321. 1:30:17the words um a lost day esparanza or
  2322. 1:30:20wings of Hope MH all 71 passengers and
  2323. 1:30:24all six of the crew of the plan's crew
  2324. 1:30:26died in the crash with only Julianne
  2325. 1:30:29surviving that is so remarkable yeah
  2326. 1:30:32today Julian Copa is married and
  2327. 1:30:34actually goes by Julianne Diller her
  2328. 1:30:36married name and she splits her time she
  2329. 1:30:38go she lives in Munich and she also
  2330. 1:30:40works as a librarian at the Bavarian
  2331. 1:30:42State collection of zoology and panguana
  2332. 1:30:46my God she does it all still she has
  2333. 1:30:48spent decades in panguana building it up
  2334. 1:30:52making the facility in The Institute
  2335. 1:30:54larger more like with more
  2336. 1:30:56resources um and it has actually been
  2337. 1:30:59designated as a conservation area now
  2338. 1:31:02she flies all the [ __ ] time my God
  2339. 1:31:05all the time flies all the time is
  2340. 1:31:07making the world a better place is
  2341. 1:31:09treating animals is studying is
  2342. 1:31:11researching is bringing new information
  2343. 1:31:14into the world is a [ __ ] G the GS G
  2344. 1:31:20there was a point earlier where you said
  2345. 1:31:21she was like all right first things
  2346. 1:31:22first and all I could think of is first
  2347. 1:31:24things first I'm the realist drop this
  2348. 1:31:27and let the whole world feel it like
  2349. 1:31:29that's julan she's still in the jungle
  2350. 1:31:31business Julian my God is one of the
  2351. 1:31:36most inspirational people I have ever
  2352. 1:31:39read about I want to play this episode
  2353. 1:31:41for my children someday and be like
  2354. 1:31:44never [ __ ] complain about
  2355. 1:31:46anything like I know we all like
  2356. 1:31:50everyone's allowed to complain about
  2357. 1:31:52[ __ ] like [ __ ] goes down we we're not
  2358. 1:31:54saying like oh now you're never allowed
  2359. 1:31:55to complain no jokes but it's like if
  2360. 1:31:57you feel yourself slipping into a rut of
  2361. 1:32:01like everything sucks and I'm mad and
  2362. 1:32:03this is annoying to me and let julen
  2363. 1:32:05guide your way think about julienne just
  2364. 1:32:07think about Julianne just think about
  2365. 1:32:10that Journey think about maggots in her
  2366. 1:32:12arm I could be stuck in the rainforest
  2367. 1:32:14right now face to face with an alligator
  2368. 1:32:16in it's [ __ ] baby I could be sitting
  2369. 1:32:19next to my mother one second in a plane
  2370. 1:32:21and then I could be crash 10,000 ft out
  2371. 1:32:25of the air in the second and then I
  2372. 1:32:27could spend almost 2 weeks battling the
  2373. 1:32:30Amazon [ __ ] rainforest you know
  2374. 1:32:32what's [ __ ] just to survive we're
  2375. 1:32:34going to be on a plane in two weeks and
  2376. 1:32:35that's [ __ ] yeah but you know what
  2377. 1:32:37it's okay this plane is from 200
  2378. 1:32:41whatever yeah this plane can withstand a
  2379. 1:32:44lightning strike this plane has had
  2380. 1:32:47regular maintenance this plane has a
  2381. 1:32:49very professional pilot yeah and flying
  2382. 1:32:53is different now I flew over tornadoes
  2383. 1:32:55earlier last year so we good we good
  2384. 1:32:58actually I was flying the day that Miley
  2385. 1:33:00Cyrus's uh flight was hit with lightning
  2386. 1:33:03that that day we all know that day I
  2387. 1:33:06know that do you know where you were
  2388. 1:33:08that day how could you forget that day I
  2389. 1:33:10was on a flight and she was too and it
  2390. 1:33:12got hit by lightning but she was fine
  2391. 1:33:15but she was all right exactly because
  2392. 1:33:16the planes come withstand lightning now
  2393. 1:33:18that's my point and also no plane has
  2394. 1:33:20ever crashed due to turbulence there you
  2395. 1:33:23go so you can take that with your hat
  2396. 1:33:25and Jello and Jello oh yes if you I I
  2397. 1:33:28don't know if I've mentioned this before
  2398. 1:33:30I think maybe um maybe I have but if if
  2399. 1:33:32I have hear it again uh if you haven't
  2400. 1:33:35here you go there's a Tik Tok where this
  2401. 1:33:36girl said that she heard from a pilot
  2402. 1:33:38that if you ever get nervous about
  2403. 1:33:40turbulence and you can't understand what
  2404. 1:33:41it is because it is a little very scary
  2405. 1:33:43I was going to say a little it's very
  2406. 1:33:44scary I like [ __ ] my pants every time
  2407. 1:33:46there a little uh she put a little
  2408. 1:33:48rolled up piece of paper in a little cup
  2409. 1:33:50of Jello-O and she put it in the middle
  2410. 1:33:52and she said here's the plane and the
  2411. 1:33:53Jello around it is the air that you're
  2412. 1:33:55flying through and then she Taps the
  2413. 1:33:57Jello-O and you see the Jello-O just
  2414. 1:33:58kind of wiggle and she said is that
  2415. 1:34:00piece of paper going to drop and you say
  2416. 1:34:02no Tik Tok it's not she says that's
  2417. 1:34:05because there's all this air pressure
  2418. 1:34:07underneath and all this air pressure on
  2419. 1:34:09top and on either side and that little
  2420. 1:34:11piece of paper isn't going anywhere it's
  2421. 1:34:13just jostling around because the air is
  2422. 1:34:15jostling around boom and then she said
  2423. 1:34:17anytime you get in turbulence just think
  2424. 1:34:19of that think about Jello yeah and I'm
  2425. 1:34:20telling you it helps the last time I was
  2426. 1:34:22on the plane I thought about jell that's
  2427. 1:34:24what I thought about too and it helped
  2428. 1:34:25me but again I will link some of those
  2429. 1:34:28books in the show notes in case you are
  2430. 1:34:29a fearful flyer or if you're not and
  2431. 1:34:31you're just interested in it yeah
  2432. 1:34:32totally but I'm telling you Julianne did
  2433. 1:34:34it jul jul still does it she gets on a
  2434. 1:34:37plane so I can get on a plane Julianne
  2435. 1:34:41forever yeah Julianne for life she's a
  2436. 1:34:46inspirational inspirational Bish to say
  2437. 1:34:49the least yeah I love her wow well with
  2438. 1:34:52all of that
  2439. 1:34:54being said I thought this was going to
  2440. 1:34:55be a short Episode by way you're insane
  2441. 1:34:58you always think it's going to be a
  2442. 1:34:58short episode and then we have like four
  2443. 1:35:00parts yeah but we love you for it I try
  2444. 1:35:03and we love you guys we love you and we
  2445. 1:35:05hope that you keep listening and we hope
  2446. 1:35:07you keep it we weird Oh weird I was like
  2447. 1:35:10why did you just say weird I don't know
  2448. 1:35:11cuz we did the the I don't know I don't
  2449. 1:35:13know we were like giving Sinister babe
  2450. 1:35:16giving Dark Side did
  2451. 1:35:18[Music]

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