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Exonerated - Jarrett Adams, Spent 8 Years Behind Bars After Being Accused Of Sexual Assault — Transcript

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  1. 0:00what an amazing story you have and you
  2. 0:02also have a very successful story you're
  3. 0:04now a lawyer for the innocence project
  4. 0:06but i'd like to always start here
  5. 0:08yeah tell me the young man that you were
  6. 0:11really the teenager that you were
  7. 0:13before all this happened to you uh back
  8. 0:15when you were 17 years old in 1998
  9. 0:20will do and and thank you again and so
  10. 0:22now um i am i'm an attorney i have my
  11. 0:25own firm but i did pass through the
  12. 0:27innocence project uh just wanted to make
  13. 0:29sure i put that out there so people
  14. 0:30understood but look i was no different
  15. 0:32than any any south side kid from the
  16. 0:35city of chicago
  17. 0:36um you know i was raised by my aunts my
  18. 0:39mother
  19. 0:40in school
  20. 0:41and you know i enjoy reading books as
  21. 0:43well as a kid uh sometimes that you know
  22. 0:46as a kid you know you you were limited
  23. 0:49with resources and so reading books
  24. 0:51would take me outside of my community
  25. 0:53and and explore um different
  26. 0:55neighborhoods through books and so uh i
  27. 0:58had an affinity for for for learning you
  28. 1:01know for for history you know i've
  29. 1:03always been a history buff and looking
  30. 1:05at documentaries and things like
  31. 1:07had never been arrested before in any
  32. 1:09trouble or anything like that um and
  33. 1:12just you know just a simple
  34. 1:14simple inner city kid childhood is what
  35. 1:17i would say i have
  36. 1:20now sadly often times when i covered
  37. 1:22these stories uh you were accused of of
  38. 1:25sexual assault
  39. 1:26i'm sure you all are listening you all
  40. 1:28can guess what it was uh it was uh it
  41. 1:30was white women accusing you and another
  42. 1:33another young man
  43. 1:35of sexual assault i mean this is this is
  44. 1:37a story that goes back at the oldest
  45. 1:40time right so jim crow south
  46. 1:42mississippi philly
  47. 1:44whatever wherever we go it's all over
  48. 1:47uh so tell us a little bit about about
  49. 1:50this about what happens uh from what i
  50. 1:52researched
  51. 1:53you uh told your mother that you were
  52. 1:55going to a friend's house y'all actually
  53. 1:57go to a party um at whitewater campus
  54. 2:01this is a college in in wisconsin and
  55. 2:04there happened to be two uh white girls
  56. 2:06there
  57. 2:07and they accuse y'all of sexual assault
  58. 2:10give folks some background of what
  59. 2:11happened
  60. 2:12yeah i mean
  61. 2:14so you know again i i
  62. 2:16you know come from this this nest you
  63. 2:18know of a household where mom and i and
  64. 2:21they weren't letting me go to a party in
  65. 2:23wisconsin i just graduated high school
  66. 2:25they were trying to prepare me to start
  67. 2:27junior college and and make my way to a
  68. 2:29four-year after that and so i did you
  69. 2:32know with me and my friends off
  70. 2:34would say we were spending the night
  71. 2:35over each other's house and we would
  72. 2:37really be going to different parties and
  73. 2:38stuff like that because we were we were
  74. 2:41high school senior graduates who had
  75. 2:43that college party fever um if everyone
  76. 2:45listening can know what i mean
  77. 2:47i did the same thing brother i did the
  78. 2:49same thing several times i'm from philly
  79. 2:51i did the same thing yeah
  80. 2:53so we we ended up going to this party in
  81. 2:56uh whitewater wisconsin wisconsin's
  82. 2:58borderline of chicago of illinois and so
  83. 3:01it's about an hour you know 30 minutes
  84. 3:03uh not not even that much you know going
  85. 3:06to this party so we go to this party and
  86. 3:08the party has parties everywhere all
  87. 3:10over the dorm campus in the dorm room
  88. 3:12this was partying before school started
  89. 3:15on this campus and so we were engaged
  90. 3:17with everything that everyone else was
  91. 3:18engaged with we were drinking we were
  92. 3:20boozing it up had some marijuana going
  93. 3:23and we were invited to um a room where
  94. 3:27a consensual encounter turned into an
  95. 3:30embarrassing encounter when
  96. 3:32one of the young ladies who invited us
  97. 3:34up her roommate walked in on this
  98. 3:37consensual encounter and it happened to
  99. 3:39be on her bed
  100. 3:41this started an argument this started
  101. 3:43name calling and at the end of this
  102. 3:46night
  103. 3:47we thought we had all you know had a
  104. 3:49good time we say our goodbyes
  105. 3:5130 days later i have a card in my door
  106. 3:54back in chicago
  107. 3:55and it says robbery homicide that they
  108. 3:58want to talk to me um about you know a a
  109. 4:02robbery and homicide so i called down
  110. 4:04because i said for certain they had the
  111. 4:07wrong people
  112. 4:08and so when i called the guy was like
  113. 4:10yeah you know look no alarm
  114. 4:12um we never arrested you before you've
  115. 4:15never been arrested we want to get your
  116. 4:16picture we want to clear your name from
  117. 4:18this investigation so i explained to the
  118. 4:20officer i'm 17 years old my mom hadn't
  119. 4:23made it home yet he says no when is your
  120. 4:26birthday i said my birthday is about a
  121. 4:27month or two away he said don't worry
  122. 4:29about that you just come on down um and
  123. 4:32clear your name and we'll we'll have you
  124. 4:35out of here and wrapped up before that
  125. 4:36before the uh your mom even gets back
  126. 4:38you know from work and so i went down
  127. 4:41there and when i went down there i woke
  128. 4:43myself into an interrogation and i had
  129. 4:46absolutely no clue um what i was walking
  130. 4:48myself into they asked us about the
  131. 4:50party i explained to the officers about
  132. 4:53the party had no reason to lie so i did
  133. 4:55tell them you know all of
  134. 4:58and they told me at the at the end of of
  135. 5:00this
  136. 5:01interrogation
  137. 5:03that i was going to be charged along
  138. 5:05with my two friends with five counts of
  139. 5:07first degree
  140. 5:09assault two counts of imprisonment and
  141. 5:11they said that we were accused of
  142. 5:13sneaking up a flight of stairs
  143. 5:16walking our way into this this dorm room
  144. 5:19of this girl
  145. 5:20she was
  146. 5:21so frightened
  147. 5:22frightened by our presence no one
  148. 5:24threatened her no one had a weapon but
  149. 5:26it was our presence that made her
  150. 5:30have a sexual encounter with us
  151. 5:33and that
  152. 5:34play was the force and threat needed to
  153. 5:37meet a sexual assault
  154. 5:40i thought for sure
  155. 5:41right i thought for sure now i do not
  156. 5:44have a law degree
  157. 5:45but i know the presence of a black man
  158. 5:47alone most certainly couldn't equate to
  159. 5:49force
  160. 5:50but i was wrong um
  161. 5:53in every sense of the word i was wrong
  162. 5:55and i realized that our system wasn't
  163. 5:58like
  164. 5:58the law and order episodes that i
  165. 6:00watched from the south side of chicago
  166. 6:02as a kid at the end of the episodes you
  167. 6:04never saw them saying wait a minute stop
  168. 6:07this isn't right you know we're running
  169. 6:10um a a trial based on you know nothing
  170. 6:13but race and
  171. 6:14historical prejudice so
  172. 6:16it was a rude awakening
  173. 6:19for myself
  174. 6:20but it wasn't for my mom and my aunts
  175. 6:23and clay while i was going through it
  176. 6:26i kept saying to myself
  177. 6:28i know i didn't do it you guys know i
  178. 6:30didn't do it what are you so worried
  179. 6:32about but they were frightened and i saw
  180. 6:34it on the creases in anguish on their
  181. 6:36foreheads and you know why because see
  182. 6:38they had lived on this earth far past my
  183. 6:41years they had kept me in that cocoon on
  184. 6:44the south side of chicago outside of the
  185. 6:46way of the the the in your face racism
  186. 6:49and prejudice when you're living within
  187. 6:51these cities
  188. 6:53you're living within the systematic
  189. 6:54structural racism that you can't see
  190. 6:57because you're a kid being protected on
  191. 6:58the porch and in the bosom of your mom's
  192. 7:01you know and usually black mothers who
  193. 7:02are raising you know these these
  194. 7:04african-american you know young kids and
  195. 7:07keeping them out of harm's way and i
  196. 7:09never will forget
  197. 7:11just to look on their faces and how
  198. 7:13terrified and i kept saying to myself
  199. 7:16you guys know who you raised why why are
  200. 7:18you so terrified see when they saw me
  201. 7:21clay
  202. 7:22they didn't see the jared adams that
  203. 7:23they saw anymore they saw emmett teal
  204. 7:26and they knew what was about to happen
  205. 7:30right they think of emmett till
  206. 7:32they're thinking of rosewood which was a
  207. 7:34white woman accusing a black man of
  208. 7:37assault they're thinking of tulsa which
  209. 7:38was a white woman accusing a black man
  210. 7:40of assault and we can go on and on
  211. 7:43uh so
  212. 7:44as i'm reading the stuff on your case
  213. 7:47what is this trial like
  214. 7:49i mean it looks clear to me what do i
  215. 7:52know i'm not a lawyer but it looks clear
  216. 7:54to me
  217. 7:55this is inconsistent it's not adding up
  218. 7:58so tell me what is this trial what is
  219. 8:00this trial like what are you seeing what
  220. 8:02are you thinking
  221. 8:04how are they able to prove this
  222. 8:07so
  223. 8:08i can't stress enough
  224. 8:10a kid in every sense of the word i'm
  225. 8:12literally sitting here
  226. 8:14daydreaming at times during the trial
  227. 8:16thinking about the chores that i need to
  228. 8:17make up for because i've been locked up
  229. 8:19waiting on this trial you know for sure
  230. 8:21two years right you've been you're
  231. 8:23arrested in um november 1998 the trial
  232. 8:26doesn't happen until 2000. so you're
  233. 8:28behind bars for two years waiting trial
  234. 8:30almost two years right waiting waiting
  235. 8:33for for this trial
  236. 8:35and
  237. 8:36you know i um
  238. 8:38i just kept thinking that it wasn't
  239. 8:40gonna it this wasn't gonna happen clay
  240. 8:42and i i just really i really try to i
  241. 8:45search for the word sometimes you know
  242. 8:47when i think back because now you know
  243. 8:49i'm doing the work i'm able to take my
  244. 8:50mind off of of so much of the tragedy
  245. 8:52that happened to me as i'm doing the
  246. 8:54work but when i do these interviews and
  247. 8:55i'm able to speak and tell folks and
  248. 8:57take folks back i just think about how
  249. 8:59scary it was and how um you know i
  250. 9:02possibly couldn't have the opportunity
  251. 9:03to do it but sitting there in the trial
  252. 9:06the only things of color were the
  253. 9:08judge's role the suits of the lawyers
  254. 9:11and us the defendants and so
  255. 9:14while while that was
  256. 9:16noticeable to me i just said to myself
  257. 9:19you know there's no way people can look
  258. 9:22at this
  259. 9:23and not see it for what it is you know
  260. 9:25these were some these were we were all
  261. 9:26kids underage drinking and in a
  262. 9:29situation where you know we we never we
  263. 9:32weren't we just weren't those kids we
  264. 9:33were all three of us were high school
  265. 9:35graduates not gangbangers or anything
  266. 9:37like that we understand and exactly know
  267. 9:39what no means we know what consent means
  268. 9:41we know all of that right
  269. 9:43and so as i'm listening to this i'm
  270. 9:46saying to myself there's no way that a
  271. 9:47jury could be
  272. 9:48believing this there's no way right but
  273. 9:51what i didn't understand was
  274. 9:53i wasn't up against what i was accused
  275. 9:55of i was up against the historical
  276. 9:56depiction you know of young black men as
  277. 9:59as wilding as being the savages a lot of
  278. 10:01the laws that were created um you know
  279. 10:04in the 80s you know wilding out black
  280. 10:06kids and a lot of stuff that led to the
  281. 10:07central park five a lot of that was what
  282. 10:09i was facing i'm in a rural part of
  283. 10:12wisconsin where they are
  284. 10:15are looking at me
  285. 10:17as if i am every news
  286. 10:20segment of some black kid committing
  287. 10:23crime so it didn't matter
  288. 10:25that it didn't make sense
  289. 10:27the only thing that mattered to them was
  290. 10:29what they knew of young black kids and
  291. 10:33they just kept saying to themselves
  292. 10:34there's no way
  293. 10:36you know that that you know
  294. 10:38this white girl would engage in a sexual
  295. 10:40encounter with these black with these
  296. 10:42black guys there's just no way it's as
  297. 10:44if
  298. 10:45no one has ever been to a college campus
  299. 10:47it's as if people don't want to deal
  300. 10:48with the reality that kids and juveniles
  301. 10:51do juvenile things but that doesn't
  302. 10:53equate to criminal acts but it's some
  303. 10:56but but what i've noticed in what i went
  304. 10:58through
  305. 10:58and what i'm going through now
  306. 11:00the fork in the road is what color you
  307. 11:02are and how much how many resources you
  308. 11:05have that determines whether or not
  309. 11:07a a young clay
  310. 11:10and jared who act the fool at a party go
  311. 11:12to prison and never have a chance to
  312. 11:13contribute or whether or not we get a
  313. 11:15chance and we look back on it at a board
  314. 11:17room party and say you remember that
  315. 11:19time clay when me and you acted the food
  316. 11:21and daddy had to come and save us some
  317. 11:23you know that's the difference
  318. 11:25do you know why these these uh young
  319. 11:28women
  320. 11:29decided the young woman decided to say
  321. 11:3130 days later i was raped what was the
  322. 11:34what was the reason why she oh
  323. 11:37that she came out and said this in
  324. 11:38accuser and you all find out a month
  325. 11:40later it was a three-page handwritten
  326. 11:42statement from a young man who we were
  327. 11:44all playing video games with where we
  328. 11:46met these two girls
  329. 11:48so he wrote a three-page statement that
  330. 11:50he gave to the police the very next day
  331. 11:53where he said you know remember the
  332. 11:55theory was we sneaked up the flight of
  333. 11:56stairs we raped somebody and we fled the
  334. 11:58building like a scene from rosewood
  335. 12:00right
  336. 12:01so this kid wrote a three-page statement
  337. 12:03and was like that's not what happened
  338. 12:04these girls came and said they invited
  339. 12:06them up one of them stayed down playing
  340. 12:08video games which was me then he went up
  341. 12:09to join his friends there was something
  342. 12:11that went on argument or whatever all of
  343. 12:13them came back downstairs including the
  344. 12:15girl who later falsely accused us and
  345. 12:18her friend came across the college
  346. 12:20campus in a smoking area where we were
  347. 12:22all just this was a party clay like no
  348. 12:25one was hiding everybody was out so the
  349. 12:27roommate
  350. 12:28came past the college uh smoke area
  351. 12:32where we were all at with this girl and
  352. 12:34she was pointing to another friend and
  353. 12:35she was like there she is there's the
  354. 12:37guys that she was on my bed with you
  355. 12:39know having sex you know she's a [ __ ]
  356. 12:41she's a dish she's a dad so what
  357. 12:42happened was the [ __ ] shaming festered
  358. 12:46and now this girl goes and she's like my
  359. 12:48roommate is making rumors about me she
  360. 12:50said i'm a [ __ ] she doesn't know what
  361. 12:52happened i was actually taken advantage
  362. 12:54of that night then that person goes to
  363. 12:56another person and then all of a sudden
  364. 12:58you got the residence assistant there
  365. 12:59with the police so it was something that
  366. 13:01was so crazy we found out all of this on
  367. 13:03the back end
  368. 13:05because that's what the 30 days took
  369. 13:07because they had to try to explain
  370. 13:09why is a white kid that we do not know
  371. 13:13we met that night at the party why would
  372. 13:14he provide and support our version of
  373. 13:16events so they had to do away with that
  374. 13:19and they did we never knew anything
  375. 13:21about that statement clay until
  376. 13:24years later when it was used to help
  377. 13:27exonerate us
  378. 13:29wow
  379. 13:31that is just
  380. 13:33that's just crazy that's just wild
  381. 13:36so you are convicted march 9 2000 you
  382. 13:40are charred you are found guilty of
  383. 13:42sexual assault and false imprisonment
  384. 13:44and you're sentenced to 28 years when
  385. 13:47you hear that at this point i would say
  386. 13:50i guess you're 19
  387. 13:51yeah when you hear that
  388. 13:54what goes through your mind what goes
  389. 13:56through your soul
  390. 13:58you know i uh
  391. 14:00when they say found guilty
  392. 14:02you know the the few days before
  393. 14:05you know my body had already you know my
  394. 14:07spirit had already levitated out of my
  395. 14:09body so it was just one of these things
  396. 14:10where everything after that point it was
  397. 14:13it was surreal
  398. 14:15it just wasn't real i started to and
  399. 14:18what really what really
  400. 14:20what really made it hurt was
  401. 14:24the friends that i was going to start
  402. 14:25junior college with
  403. 14:27they were getting ready for graduation
  404. 14:29now
  405. 14:30you know junior college is our two years
  406. 14:32you go off to the fourth year it was the
  407. 14:34path of a lot of us inner city kids and
  408. 14:36stuff like that because of the resources
  409. 14:38so now i'm getting letters from from my
  410. 14:40friends and
  411. 14:43their first cars their first credit
  412. 14:44cards maxing out their first credit
  413. 14:46cards
  414. 14:47their new 21 year old driver's license
  415. 14:50you know the the the uh
  416. 14:53homecoming you know for college when i
  417. 14:55was graduating high school that's all i
  418. 14:57wanted to do i just wanted to experience
  419. 14:59what it was like out of this bad
  420. 15:00neighborhood to not have to duck from
  421. 15:02gunshots and you know
  422. 15:05gross are you hit by a bullet that never
  423. 15:07had your name on it and just what was it
  424. 15:09like to go to a college to go to a
  425. 15:11homecoming get ready for that and i
  426. 15:14missed all of it
  427. 15:15and so from that point on i started to
  428. 15:18do things that would take me outside of
  429. 15:21having to deal with the reality so i
  430. 15:23started to go play basketball go play
  431. 15:25chess it was therapy for me to ignore
  432. 15:27the reality of having a mandatory
  433. 15:29release in february of 2021.
  434. 15:33so
  435. 15:34the the hearing of 28 years i was
  436. 15:37initially sentenced to serve 20 years in
  437. 15:39prison but when i when i was asked did i
  438. 15:41have anything to say i i just i lashed
  439. 15:43out a bit um
  440. 15:46and i said i you know i apologize
  441. 15:48but i'm not going to apologize for a
  442. 15:50rape that never happened i apologize for
  443. 15:52sneaking up to a party not telling my
  444. 15:53mom i apologize for you know on a
  445. 15:56college campus we were all drinking
  446. 15:57nobody's you know of age
  447. 16:00but i'm not gonna apologize for being
  448. 16:01black i'm not gonna apologize for doing
  449. 16:03things that my counterparts do every day
  450. 16:05and never go to prison and i'm simply
  451. 16:07not going to apologize for a rape that
  452. 16:08didn't happen the judge gave me an
  453. 16:10additional eight years in prison and
  454. 16:12told me that i was not remorseful
  455. 16:15wow and and do i have this right didn't
  456. 16:18your attorney
  457. 16:19have some theory of a
  458. 16:21no defense theory do you have this right
  459. 16:24and that really
  460. 16:27messed you all up explain what the i
  461. 16:28never even heard of this before what is
  462. 16:30the no defense theory yeah it's not a
  463. 16:33theory
  464. 16:34it's not a theory at all it's a theory
  465. 16:37that
  466. 16:39my mother couldn't afford an attorney
  467. 16:42and
  468. 16:43she couldn't afford an attorney we were
  469. 16:45assigned an attorney off of a panel list
  470. 16:48of attorneys i don't know if people are
  471. 16:50familiar with this but in certain
  472. 16:51jurisdictions
  473. 16:53there are there are
  474. 16:54where the public defenders are
  475. 16:55overwhelmed or there or are no public
  476. 16:58defender services the courts will create
  477. 17:00a panel list of attorneys
  478. 17:02in many jurisdictions this panel list of
  479. 17:04attorneys are on this panel list because
  480. 17:06they can't bring in their own clients so
  481. 17:08they get paid when the cases are closed
  482. 17:11so do you know why he probably went with
  483. 17:14a no defense theory
  484. 17:15because he wanted that money
  485. 17:20i will admit this
  486. 17:23i do believe he knew
  487. 17:25he believed that we were innocent
  488. 17:28but he did not respect
  489. 17:31that he was a white man representing two
  490. 17:35three black men accused of raping a
  491. 17:36white woman and that was his privilege
  492. 17:39that allowed him
  493. 17:41to say there's no way any reasonable
  494. 17:44person would believe this story
  495. 17:46but he didn't equate and account for
  496. 17:50the the the
  497. 17:52the wound
  498. 17:54that has never healed in our society
  499. 17:56that is prejudice that is racism that
  500. 17:59our jury pools that are made up of
  501. 18:00people who could be all white and decide
  502. 18:03to fade to black he didn't he tempted
  503. 18:05the fate of the real realities of our
  504. 18:07prejudice racist system and as a result
  505. 18:11he didn't hire an investigator when they
  506. 18:13overturned my case the court basically
  507. 18:15could have what they should have done
  508. 18:17was say that the police were wrong for
  509. 18:19withholding the evidence and therefore
  510. 18:21overturned it the court instead
  511. 18:23admonished my attorney and said
  512. 18:26your attorney went with a no defense
  513. 18:28theory which is asinine when there were
  514. 18:31things to be done and if he would have
  515. 18:33hired an investigator he would have
  516. 18:35located the college student and we would
  517. 18:37have found out about the three-page
  518. 18:39statement before we had to find out
  519. 18:41about it after we were convicted
  520. 18:43so
  521. 18:44it was it was it was extremely extremely
  522. 18:48um
  523. 18:50it was the factor in which we were found
  524. 18:52guilty and i remember i just remember
  525. 18:54when i was going through it that
  526. 18:57you know my mother
  527. 18:58would would she would be checking in and
  528. 19:01checking out mentally and i didn't
  529. 19:03really understand what exactly it was
  530. 19:05until as time went on but really what it
  531. 19:07was was this imagine this imagine having
  532. 19:09you know a child or someone that you
  533. 19:11love
  534. 19:12and imagine
  535. 19:13um
  536. 19:14you are you're on land
  537. 19:16and you see them you know taking on
  538. 19:19water
  539. 19:20and there's no way for you to reach them
  540. 19:23there's no way for you to grab a branch
  541. 19:25you just had to sit there and watch them
  542. 19:27take on water you know for my mother
  543. 19:29african-american doing the best that she
  544. 19:31can single mother
  545. 19:32she could not reach me she didn't have
  546. 19:34the resources and it broke her in a lot
  547. 19:37of ways
  548. 19:38and so when i came home me becoming an
  549. 19:41attorney was also to pay her back and
  550. 19:43let her know it wasn't your fault and
  551. 19:45not only was it not your fault through
  552. 19:46that experience i will now go on to make
  553. 19:48sure that no other mothers have those
  554. 19:50wrinkles and creases of anguish on their
  555. 19:52forehead like i saw you
  556. 19:54you have
  557. 19:54[Music]
  558. 19:5820 years behind bars you're you're uh
  559. 20:00released 2007.
  560. 20:03i i read some of your story that uh
  561. 20:05you were inspired by uh a cellmate who
  562. 20:08told you you got to crack down you got
  563. 20:10to go to the library you got to just
  564. 20:12don't focus on you know being in the gym
  565. 20:14all the time like you really got to
  566. 20:15crack down and and uh
  567. 20:17and because i guess your cellmate felt
  568. 20:19like this case is obviously heinous but
  569. 20:22i do want to ask you outside of the
  570. 20:23advocacy you did for yourself
  571. 20:2520 years and from what i read this is
  572. 20:28this is a very violent prison in in
  573. 20:30wisconsin
  574. 20:32how are you surviving
  575. 20:34yeah how are you survive that that's
  576. 20:35just time you can't get time back how
  577. 20:37are you surviving just the day by day
  578. 20:40you're accused of sexual assault which
  579. 20:42i've heard people who are accused of
  580. 20:43assault are treated terribly in prison
  581. 20:45how are you getting by surviving inmates
  582. 20:47guard so on yeah so what i did was this
  583. 20:50you know i um
  584. 20:52i
  585. 20:53i read a lot
  586. 20:56as a kid
  587. 20:57right
  588. 20:58so
  589. 20:59when you go in they do these tests right
  590. 21:02you know
  591. 21:03so some requirements are that you get a
  592. 21:05hsed or ged or whatever it is you know
  593. 21:08when you do these you need the uh
  594. 21:10performance test at times you know to
  595. 21:12see where you are and to see what needs
  596. 21:15you have
  597. 21:16so
  598. 21:17i tested off the meters with the reading
  599. 21:20and comprehension
  600. 21:22you know just because i read so much as
  601. 21:23a kid
  602. 21:24so that gave me the opportunity to be a
  603. 21:27ged tutor
  604. 21:29which gave me the opportunity to be in a
  605. 21:31law library which then gave me the
  606. 21:33opportunity to chart to grasp the law
  607. 21:35for my case and help others in their
  608. 21:37case
  609. 21:38so in a certain sense and manner
  610. 21:41i created my own job security
  611. 21:44by being a help to everyone i would help
  612. 21:46everyone white black green yellow it
  613. 21:48didn't [ __ ] matter to me i wanted to
  614. 21:50help i wanted to learn i wanted to help
  615. 21:52because if this thing was powerful
  616. 21:54enough to rip me from my mother's arms
  617. 21:56and having you know done done no wrong i
  618. 21:59wanted to figure this out what is this
  619. 22:00strange power right the law and so
  620. 22:03i i posted up in this law library so
  621. 22:06often and was helping so many people
  622. 22:08that people started calling me you know
  623. 22:11the little johnny crockett looking dude
  624. 22:13with the glasses on the first two right
  625. 22:15so um i would help people and people
  626. 22:18would start to gravitate towards me ask
  627. 22:20me legal questions
  628. 22:21about a number of different things and
  629. 22:23because of this
  630. 22:25um
  631. 22:26people would seek in in help from me and
  632. 22:29i and i didn't have issues the only
  633. 22:30people i had issues with were the guards
  634. 22:33and they would they would harass me
  635. 22:36they would come to my cell in the middle
  636. 22:38of the night snatch me out do cell
  637. 22:39searches put me in lock up and say that
  638. 22:42i was inciting a riot because i was i
  639. 22:44was telling inmates to stop
  640. 22:46pleading guilty to disciplinary tickets
  641. 22:48and giving away your good time and what
  642. 22:50i learned was this
  643. 22:52a lot of these men weren't doing it
  644. 22:54because they they understood it they
  645. 22:56were doing it because they didn't really
  646. 22:57understand
  647. 22:59and could comprehend
  648. 23:00what they were being accused of and how
  649. 23:03they weren't guilty of it and i started
  650. 23:04to
  651. 23:05tell them let me argue it and when i
  652. 23:07started to do it
  653. 23:09the institution noticed and they told me
  654. 23:11that i was inciting a riot and they put
  655. 23:12me in segregation for about 13 months
  656. 23:1613 months wow
  657. 23:19because you were basically telling
  658. 23:21people
  659. 23:22their legal rights
  660. 23:24that that's
  661. 23:27that's wow
  662. 23:28all right so again you are released in
  663. 23:302007 and i want to talk about your your
  664. 23:33non-profit and the kind of amazing
  665. 23:35advocacy that you've done
  666. 23:38but i am curious
  667. 23:40on a personal level
  668. 23:42after being accused of sexual assault
  669. 23:44wrongfully accused
  670. 23:47and you're released and you're a free
  671. 23:49man
  672. 23:50how does that
  673. 23:52i can only imagine what it being acute
  674. 23:54sexual assault how does
  675. 23:56how do you how are you able to function
  676. 23:58and navigate
  677. 23:59relationships
  678. 24:01intimacy
  679. 24:02all of that considering what happens to
  680. 24:04you when you're a teenager and you're
  681. 24:06now uh in your is it your late 20s at
  682. 24:09this point when you're released 27 yeah
  683. 24:11just turning two yeah so
  684. 24:14how you know because so many so many of
  685. 24:16us have been accused of sexual assault
  686. 24:18and i'm just curious how does that
  687. 24:20how does that how does that navigate
  688. 24:22just
  689. 24:23loving in intimacy when you had that
  690. 24:25taken away from you when you were a
  691. 24:26teenager
  692. 24:27you know you know i i will you know
  693. 24:30share something with you i don't mind
  694. 24:32sharing at all and
  695. 24:34my mom and my aunts
  696. 24:36they were were paying attention to me
  697. 24:39and they were were
  698. 24:41you know wondering why you know i was
  699. 24:44operating on autopilot so to speak you
  700. 24:46know i kept you know just going to
  701. 24:48school going to work going to church
  702. 24:51going to school going to work going to
  703. 24:53church
  704. 24:54and in this church
  705. 24:55um you know my mother was getting
  706. 24:58approached by a lot of like the young
  707. 25:00ladies in the church and they were they
  708. 25:02were asking her like you know who is and
  709. 25:04she was like this is my son
  710. 25:06they were assuming that i came from like
  711. 25:08the service or college or something like
  712. 25:10that they didn't know and so they kept
  713. 25:11trying to go through my mother to say
  714. 25:13introduce me to your son because my
  715. 25:15mother had been going you know found a
  716. 25:16new church home while i was going
  717. 25:18through this experience and she had been
  718. 25:20going you know to this church and
  719. 25:21everyone noticed that she was going
  720. 25:22there by herself and i just wasn't
  721. 25:24comfortable at the time and so what they
  722. 25:26did with my mom and my aunts they
  723. 25:28encouraged me to get you know therapy
  724. 25:30and i got you know the therapy that i
  725. 25:32needed that helped but i also would tell
  726. 25:34you this
  727. 25:35i also
  728. 25:36saw
  729. 25:37you know other people who had similar
  730. 25:39circumstances i'll give you an example
  731. 25:41so
  732. 25:42i looked at mike tyson
  733. 25:44his situation
  734. 25:46and i looked at how
  735. 25:47you know he dealt with you know his
  736. 25:49situation and i'm not i don't want
  737. 25:52people to look at this and say that i'm
  738. 25:53coming in and taking sides and then
  739. 25:55calling the girl who accused him of i
  740. 25:56don't know enough about that to do any
  741. 25:58of that but what i looked at was this
  742. 26:00mike tyson has always maintained his
  743. 26:02innocence
  744. 26:03and
  745. 26:04he did this prison sentence
  746. 26:07continued to maintain his innocence
  747. 26:09and he had to rebuild and repair his
  748. 26:12reputation and he too also you know
  749. 26:14would later get married to a wonderful
  750. 26:16woman i never met him or his wife but i
  751. 26:19just read the book i've seen
  752. 26:21and you look at his transition and and
  753. 26:24how he's done it
  754. 26:25um and i looked at that and i said to
  755. 26:28myself you know
  756. 26:29um
  757. 26:30growing up as a kid watching him fight
  758. 26:32watching the situation you know he went
  759. 26:35through
  760. 26:36and seeing how he was now as an older
  761. 26:38adult who had always said if he could
  762. 26:41tell his young self something you know
  763. 26:42he would he would tell his young self
  764. 26:44look it's going to hurt learning and
  765. 26:45growing hurts and that's how when i
  766. 26:47started to go through therapy and when i
  767. 26:49started to look and i started to say you
  768. 26:52know i can't be afraid of this this
  769. 26:54maturation i can't be afraid of this
  770. 26:55growth i need to go through it i would
  771. 26:57you know was in a relationship early on
  772. 27:00when i got out
  773. 27:01a young lady would be upset
  774. 27:03because she would say you know you're
  775. 27:05always looking at other women and i had
  776. 27:06to sit her down and say
  777. 27:08i'm actually
  778. 27:09not i'm looking at everyone and i'm
  779. 27:12looking at their hands because for
  780. 27:14almost 10 years whenever i came out of
  781. 27:16my cell i had to look at people's hands
  782. 27:18because people would stab and attack
  783. 27:20people
  784. 27:20so when i explained it to her she got it
  785. 27:24but it took me a while to even just open
  786. 27:26up and explain to her because i i didn't
  787. 27:28know how to diagnose myself until i
  788. 27:30started to you know go through the
  789. 27:32therapy and see the different issues and
  790. 27:33stuff and so it was it was deeply and
  791. 27:35deeply impactful um right now you know
  792. 27:38married to an amazing sister
  793. 27:40um you know wonderful wife who continues
  794. 27:43to support and you know the tentacles of
  795. 27:45the room for conviction will never be
  796. 27:46fully off of you but i think that you
  797. 27:49know we help ourselves in one another by
  798. 27:52sharing and being open about not just
  799. 27:54our strong points but our vulnerable
  800. 27:56points as well
  801. 27:59did the did the the woman who accused
  802. 28:01accused you of sexual assault i'm i know
  803. 28:04the answer to this but did she ever
  804. 28:08say she was wrong did she ever
  805. 28:11admit to any uh that she was
  806. 28:14i don't know does she ever admit to
  807. 28:15anything
  808. 28:17no she she doesn't she didn't ever admit
  809. 28:19to anything um i still you know the
  810. 28:22crazy part about all of this and people
  811. 28:24folks can go read my book for an
  812. 28:26in-depth everything because there's only
  813. 28:28you know so much we can cover on this
  814. 28:30but
  815. 28:31there were three of us there were three
  816. 28:33different outcomes based on procedural
  817. 28:35issues one of my co-defendants you know
  818. 28:38still has like a record as a result so
  819. 28:41we went and attempted to reinvestigate
  820. 28:43and we're still working on you know his
  821. 28:45case to get the governor to to grant him
  822. 28:47clemency as a result of him missing a
  823. 28:48deadline to file his habeas which which
  824. 28:51i filed for the initiatives project and
  825. 28:53it resulted in my innocence and so his
  826. 28:55as well is there but for a procedural
  827. 28:58issue his record is there so he was
  828. 29:00released like two and a half months
  829. 29:02after i was at you know he was released
  830. 29:04as well so we started to reinvestigate
  831. 29:07we're starting to reinvestigate right
  832. 29:08now we talked to the roommate and a
  833. 29:10roommate came out and was like listen
  834. 29:12i'm just so sorry you know about this
  835. 29:15had i known
  836. 29:17this would have resulted the way it
  837. 29:18resulted i would have been more
  838. 29:20forthcoming about how the police were
  839. 29:23manipulating a lot of the
  840. 29:26situation we attempted to approach you
  841. 29:28know the accuser
  842. 29:31mary
  843. 29:32not wanting you know to come forward
  844. 29:35and be involved and i'm i'm i'll tell
  845. 29:38you this here's what i'll say
  846. 29:41i'm not mad at her
  847. 29:43i'm not and here's why
  848. 29:45we're all 17 18 year old kids
  849. 29:48where were the adults
  850. 29:50being adults at
  851. 29:52where were the authorities having a
  852. 29:53conversation about a situation where
  853. 29:56um it it started from being a rumor to
  854. 29:58an allegation of rape that was never
  855. 30:00supported by anything why want why
  856. 30:02weren't the adults being adults why were
  857. 30:04they so quick to create a narrative and
  858. 30:07throw away three black kids so quickly
  859. 30:10and i look at the situation of
  860. 30:13what it's like to be bullied i wasn't
  861. 30:15the popular kid in high school so i can
  862. 30:17only imagine what it was like for her on
  863. 30:19a college campus when her roommates
  864. 30:21going around saying oh look she's
  865. 30:23dealing with black guys on my bed i
  866. 30:24moved my room because she was doing this
  867. 30:26she was doing that and so i could see
  868. 30:28how
  869. 30:29she too
  870. 30:30could be in a situation that would
  871. 30:32create a slippery slope
  872. 30:34now this is my
  873. 30:35maturation
  874. 30:37you know speaking to you this is me
  875. 30:38dealing with criminal law all day and
  876. 30:40understanding and having sympathy and
  877. 30:41empathy for both sides and there's
  878. 30:44nothing wrong with me you know having
  879. 30:46you know this feeling in this view when
  880. 30:48i look at it and when i look at the
  881. 30:49situation
  882. 30:50but to answer your question no
  883. 30:52no one stepped up is there a time maybe
  884. 30:55she will maybe that will be coming to
  885. 30:56jesus moment maybe not but the record
  886. 30:59supports and it's always supported and
  887. 31:01this simply just did not happen
  888. 31:05well you know the uh
  889. 31:06woman who got emmett till killed
  890. 31:09she allegedly decided sometime in her
  891. 31:1180s to admit that
  892. 31:13she lied
  893. 31:14it's just i i just can't imagine
  894. 31:17being that soulless i just can't imagine
  895. 31:20i
  896. 31:21i just can't imagine that
  897. 31:22uh but ah you have done phenomenal work
  898. 31:26mr adams uh you are an attorney
  899. 31:29you you fight for folks who are
  900. 31:30wrongfully convicted and i think at one
  901. 31:32point you're working with the innocence
  902. 31:33project now you said you have your own
  903. 31:35firm uh this is and and i believe you
  904. 31:38were
  905. 31:39the first exoneree
  906. 31:41uh to be hired by the innocence project
  907. 31:44uh in wisconsin is that correct
  908. 31:47yeah so yeah let me let me explain
  909. 31:49because it it's you know and i
  910. 31:50definitely want to do so everyone
  911. 31:52understands and have a background for
  912. 31:53the innocence project and the network
  913. 31:55and how it works so barry sheik and
  914. 31:57peter newfield um new york attorneys
  915. 32:00started the first innocence project in
  916. 32:03new york
  917. 32:04as a result of their their their
  918. 32:06litigating with dna and with science
  919. 32:09it started
  920. 32:11the the springing up of different
  921. 32:13innocence projects throughout the
  922. 32:15country so
  923. 32:16the original model was that
  924. 32:19the innocence project starts in a
  925. 32:21college
  926. 32:22so cardozo is where peter newfield and
  927. 32:25barry scheck started
  928. 32:26theirs so then all of these these
  929. 32:29different law schools started to create
  930. 32:31their own projects and i benefited from
  931. 32:34that because the wisconsin innocence
  932. 32:35project started their chapter and keith
  933. 32:37finley from the wisconsin innocence
  934. 32:38project was the man who took my
  935. 32:41litigated it and litigated it to the
  936. 32:43reversal so one
  937. 32:44of of law school i did a clerkship in
  938. 32:47the same seventh circuit that overturned
  939. 32:49my conviction the federal court i then
  940. 32:51went on to the to the founding innocence
  941. 32:54project in new york where i worked for
  942. 32:56almost two years there
  943. 32:58as a litigation um fellow attorney and i
  944. 33:01was the first ever attorney to be hired
  945. 33:03you know as a former exoneree to be
  946. 33:05hired as an attorney
  947. 33:07after i
  948. 33:08picked up the training much needed you
  949. 33:11know training by by some amazing
  950. 33:12attorneys in the learning of the dna and
  951. 33:14how to litigate and how to do this i
  952. 33:16opened my first firm in new york
  953. 33:18manhattan 44th street i opened that
  954. 33:21first firm up in 2017 and i now have
  955. 33:24offices in new york chicago milwaukee
  956. 33:27and i'm opening up one in la in 2022 and
  957. 33:30we have this not-for-profit going right
  958. 33:32now as well
  959. 33:34wow that's that's incredible that's
  960. 33:37incredible uh before you go i wanna
  961. 33:41i'd love for you to close on this and i
  962. 33:43know this is super complicated yeah
  963. 33:46but i
  964. 33:48i do believe that every accusation
  965. 33:51should be taken seriously absolutely but
  966. 33:53i don't believe that every accusation
  967. 33:56should be automatically believed
  968. 33:58and we are in a very interesting time
  969. 34:01uh
  970. 34:02now there are some people who are being
  971. 34:03accused of something and they're rich
  972. 34:05and famous they have tons of money and
  973. 34:07they're fine there's some folks who are
  974. 34:09being accused of something and they're
  975. 34:11they are guilty
  976. 34:13you know and they're rich and famous and
  977. 34:14they're still fine yeah but can you just
  978. 34:17can you just um
  979. 34:19speak to
  980. 34:20i don't want to make it about the me too
  981. 34:22movement but just speak to
  982. 34:24[Music]
  983. 34:26the importance of
  984. 34:28due process and
  985. 34:30maybe we have to really reconsider
  986. 34:31especially in black communities of black
  987. 34:33men
  988. 34:34folks automatically being believed and
  989. 34:36saying i just believe them
  990. 34:38because
  991. 34:39there was somebody who was automatically
  992. 34:41believed in your case
  993. 34:43and and look what happened so if you
  994. 34:44could just speak to that before we go
  995. 34:46yeah i i'll say this you know
  996. 34:49i um
  997. 34:50i um
  998. 34:51[Music]
  999. 34:53you know our society has a way of of the
  1000. 34:56pendulum will swing
  1001. 34:58in a dangerous direction from time to
  1002. 35:01time when things happen and things take
  1003. 35:02place i think that there is most
  1004. 35:04certainly
  1005. 35:05um the the respect for
  1006. 35:08when a claim is made
  1007. 35:10to investigate the veracity of that
  1008. 35:12claim
  1009. 35:13and i think that that is what we should
  1010. 35:15do at all times and make sure that we
  1011. 35:17have all the facts
  1012. 35:19before we come to a decision in a
  1013. 35:22conclusion
  1014. 35:23and i think that what you just said is
  1015. 35:25key
  1016. 35:26sometimes people are just not able to
  1017. 35:28afford to prove
  1018. 35:30their innocence it's not that they they
  1019. 35:33aren't and i think that that's why it's
  1020. 35:35even more important why why why we put
  1021. 35:38all of our resources on
  1022. 35:40you know vetting the claims themselves
  1023. 35:43we're talking about life
  1024. 35:45we're not talking about a book report
  1025. 35:47where something you know a grade where
  1026. 35:49something can be easily fixed and i
  1027. 35:51think that
  1028. 35:52for
  1029. 35:53the metoo movement
  1030. 35:55you know and personally you know how i
  1031. 35:58feel
  1032. 35:59i think that
  1033. 36:00women of color
  1034. 36:03you know
  1035. 36:04should have already have had a metoo
  1036. 36:06movement and been respected for the the
  1037. 36:08numerous you know claims that have been
  1038. 36:10made and that no belief has been you
  1039. 36:12know in them in their claims and i think
  1040. 36:15that
  1041. 36:16um it became a movement i think that it
  1042. 36:18was a necessary movement but i think
  1043. 36:20that
  1044. 36:21there wasn't the appreciation for
  1045. 36:25in my opinion
  1046. 36:26who who was the biggest victim out of
  1047. 36:28out of you know this and who was you
  1048. 36:30know so hard to ever be believed but i
  1049. 36:33also think to situations where
  1050. 36:37you know on college campuses right now
  1051. 36:39today clay
  1052. 36:41colleges are so afraid of lawsuits
  1053. 36:44that
  1054. 36:45if a kid is accused he's almost
  1055. 36:48automatically expelled from school
  1056. 36:50and then they deal with it on a back end
  1057. 36:52and so i think that what we need to do
  1058. 36:54is this in a situation like this
  1059. 36:57first of all we can cut down on a little
  1060. 36:59bit of the homecoming festivities and
  1061. 37:01probably have a course on what is
  1062. 37:03consent
  1063. 37:04you know decision making when drinking
  1064. 37:06and all of that type of stuff on college
  1065. 37:08campuses and teaching these as
  1066. 37:10curriculums and schools i just think
  1067. 37:13back to in school and and how things
  1068. 37:15were approached and how this country has
  1069. 37:16moved and i think that you know let's
  1070. 37:19stop throwing away people right let's
  1071. 37:21start to invest in the education of
  1072. 37:24folks and and having these conversations
  1073. 37:26with our babies early on because if we
  1074. 37:28don't have a conversations with our
  1075. 37:30babies in in school we're watching them
  1076. 37:32on dateline
  1077. 37:34and i think that that's what we need to
  1078. 37:35do we just need to have a conversation
  1079. 37:37about you know stop grandstanding and
  1080. 37:39standing up here talking about how you
  1081. 37:41lock them up and throw away and look at
  1082. 37:43my record then let's start to stand up
  1083. 37:45here and talk about let me tell you what
  1084. 37:46we do in this office let me tell you
  1085. 37:47what we do we invest we try to save we
  1086. 37:50try to divert that's what we're talking
  1087. 37:52about here why is it that that the value
  1088. 37:55of life for some is not valued as much
  1089. 37:57as others and that's really the best way
  1090. 38:00that i can answer a question like that
  1091. 38:01because i'm married to a black woman my
  1092. 38:03mother's a black woman i have had uh of
  1093. 38:06conversations with with black women in
  1094. 38:08my family who who open up to me about
  1095. 38:11stories of of about sexual abuse and not
  1096. 38:13about not being believed so i almost
  1097. 38:15certainly don't want to discredit that
  1098. 38:17movement but i also
  1099. 38:19want to say
  1100. 38:21that there are people who are falsely
  1101. 38:22accused and that it ruins lives it ruins
  1102. 38:26relationships and at this point in
  1103. 38:28society in which we're in
  1104. 38:30it's not even about a conviction it's
  1105. 38:32just about the accusation
  1106. 38:34how can folks follow you and support you
  1107. 38:36mr adams yeah so listen i uh i was asked
  1108. 38:39you know earlier about you know me doing
  1109. 38:41the cash app or or go funding listen i'm
  1110. 38:44god has been been continuing to give me
  1111. 38:46just enough to get by and i'm fine with
  1112. 38:48that i want everyone to donate to life
  1113. 38:50after justice um you donate to life
  1114. 38:52after justice we're able to help men and
  1115. 38:54women and increasingly women i want
  1116. 38:57people to pay attention to those numbers
  1117. 38:58women are being wrongfully convicted
  1118. 39:00especially black women um i want you
  1119. 39:03guys to look at that i know sometimes we
  1120. 39:04talk a lot about the black men
  1121. 39:06you know um through my experience i
  1122. 39:09learned
  1123. 39:10black women were the superheroes right
  1124. 39:12they the real superheroes and and what
  1125. 39:14they go through historically and so
  1126. 39:16donate we we need you could donate money
  1127. 39:19or you could donate time we need to
  1128. 39:21place an emphasis on mental health care
  1129. 39:24and the communities that are impacted by
  1130. 39:27our criminal justice system who are
  1131. 39:29usually predominantly of color so help
  1132. 39:31donate twenty dollars twenty five
  1133. 39:33dollars it doesn't matter it's okay
  1134. 39:36to donate to something new we have the
  1135. 39:37aclu's in the in the in the ej eyes of
  1136. 39:41the world but this is
  1137. 39:43that i am doing with a new idea with the
  1138. 39:45new burst of energy i'm asking for your
  1139. 39:47help and your support life at
  1140. 39:49thejustice.org

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