Eric Ludy - Remember When? (Sermon) — Transcript
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- 0:03remember
- 0:04when so if you are on the staff of
- 0:08ellersly if you were around in the very
- 0:11beginnings of ellersly then even that
- 0:14phrase would trigger all sorts of
- 0:16thoughts for you uh it's a phrase that
- 0:21I've used and I have this one video that
- 0:23I created called remember when I think
- 0:26it was 2013 for Christmas I always would
- 0:29do special gift for the staff on
- 0:32Christmas that was not it didn't cost
- 0:33money it cost time and I would invest a
- 0:36tremendous amount of time into creating
- 0:38something that would have everyone just
- 0:41know how cherished they are and so that
- 0:45was a tradition that we had and so at
- 0:47the very end today I'm going to play the
- 0:50video that I made Christmas 2013 I know
- 0:55very strange thing to do but sort of fun
- 0:57and there's a lot of inside things that
- 1:00wouldn't make sense to the outside world
- 1:03which is part of the risk of it but it's
- 1:06also sort of part of the fun because I
- 1:08want to bring you into the processes
- 1:11that we all have in how we take this
- 1:14life that we live and we choose to
- 1:18remember as an action a discipline a
- 1:21behavior of the soul I think for many of
- 1:24us we just presume that if something
- 1:27good happens something significant
- 1:29happens in our our life we will just
- 1:31remember it and I'm not saying that you
- 1:34will forget it but I am saying you are
- 1:38likely to forget it it is a astounding
- 1:42potential that we as humans have to
- 1:44forget we are very good at forgetfulness
- 1:47we are not very good at remembering and
- 1:49what's that could offend some of you
- 1:50it's like you don't know me I could
- 1:51remember anything I'm not doubting it
- 1:54however a good remembrance is an active
- 1:58strategy you have to deliberately choose
- 2:01to remember when you don't actively
- 2:04engage in remembrance you forget and so
- 2:08that's sort of the basis of my message
- 2:10is I want to Freshly charge us as the
- 2:13church to
- 2:15remember when you live in a darkened age
- 2:18or maybe I could even say it this way a
- 2:19darkening age like we do today where it
- 2:23seems like with every passing day we
- 2:25erode a little more and it doesn't seem
- 2:28like our culture is actually correctable
- 2:31it's like whatever downward slide we're
- 2:33on seems to be really
- 2:35bad it's easy to focus on what's wrong
- 2:39and it's easy to
- 2:40forget what's right and also what has
- 2:44been right and what God has done in our
- 2:47life our faith that dimensionality of
- 2:51our being that engages with God that
- 2:54reaches up into the heavenlies and grips
- 2:56his promises and pulls them down to this
- 3:00Earth so that they are a reality in this
- 3:02realm that dimension of our being is
- 3:05strengthened and cultivated in and
- 3:07through
- 3:08remembrance because when you witness
- 3:10God's faithfulness you know what it
- 3:12strengthens inside of you your faith if
- 3:16you forget his faithfulness you know
- 3:19what happens inside of you your faith
- 3:22diminishes so don't waste the
- 3:25faithfulness of God in your life but to
- 3:27not waste the faithfulness of God you
- 3:29have to exercise something called
- 3:34remembrance the art of
- 3:36remembrance a skill I desire to be great
- 3:40at now I don't know how many of you if I
- 3:44were to lay out it's like tell me like
- 3:46five skills that you want to be a expert
- 3:50at I don't how know how many of you are
- 3:52going to come to the conclusion that
- 3:55remembrance is going to be one of your
- 3:56five especially if I trimmed it down I
- 3:58said no no no two
- 4:00two skills that you really want to be
- 4:02great at you know it's hard because hey
- 4:05I don't you know want to waste one of
- 4:06them on Remembrance and yet what I'm
- 4:08going to say is to remember well is one
- 4:12of the greatest things you could ever do
- 4:14in your life if you want to live an
- 4:18exuberant happy life you want to be
- 4:20great at remembrance if you want to grow
- 4:23in faith and strengthen in your
- 4:25relationship with God you want to be
- 4:27great with remembrance if you want to
- 4:29know know the scripture and hold on to
- 4:31the scripture so that when you're thrown
- 4:32into that prison cell you don't just
- 4:34sing but you can rehearse to yourself
- 4:36the words of the almighty you want to
- 4:39cultivate
- 4:41remembrance and so this dimensionality
- 4:43of our life if we were to train for it
- 4:45as if it were an Olympic event it would
- 4:48be very
- 4:51worthwhile so this is the uh thing that
- 4:54started all this I was going through
- 4:55something and this quote popped up and
- 4:58this is from ABY uh ABY Rose who's my
- 5:0215-year-old uh she this is her musings
- 5:05on Heaven is what I wrote I I have this
- 5:06collection of all sorts of memories in
- 5:09my Evernote files and somehow I came
- 5:11across this February 2019 she was nine
- 5:16and she said if everyone in history is
- 5:17at Judgment day it will probably be
- 5:19really crowded I mean we will like be
- 5:22standing shoulder to shoulder with
- 5:24everyone does Jesus ever get off his
- 5:26throne in heaven I hope so because if he
- 5:29does he won't be able to play Chase with
- 5:31me I will just have to play board games
- 5:34with him
- 5:35instead so what I'm probably going to do
- 5:38when I first get to heaven is go and sit
- 5:40on Jesus's lap and ask him all my
- 5:41questions that Daddy couldn't
- 5:44answer that will probably take a few
- 5:47hours I'll probably have a special spot
- 5:49in heaven where I can sit and talk to
- 5:51him and I won't have to wait for Jesus
- 5:52because he is everywhere my first
- 5:55question is going to be how has God
- 5:56always been my second question is going
- 5:59to be be how did he make heaven to never
- 6:01end and how does he make himself perfect
- 6:05and will I be in heaven for a billion
- 6:07years or
- 6:09more I think I'll probably cry in heaven
- 6:11when I think about people who are in
- 6:13hell since the Bible says that Jesus
- 6:15wipes away all the tears from our eyes
- 6:17maybe I'll cry a lot and he will just
- 6:18keep wiping away my
- 6:20tears
- 6:22so well if I'm struggling with this
- 6:24quote I can't imagine what's about to
- 6:26happen but there is something so
- 6:29precious
- 6:30about stumbling across these what we
- 6:33call in the Ludy family piles of stones
- 6:36things that I purposely set up in my
- 6:38life so that I will find them that's the
- 6:41reason I found this I'm just doing my
- 6:43thing and I trip over a pile of stones I
- 6:46look back and I know why I put that
- 6:48there so that I would see it so that it
- 6:53would cause a recall inside of me so
- 6:56that I would remember the preciousness
- 6:59of what God has done in my life not just
- 7:02the preciousness of my little daughter
- 7:04but the preciousness of what he has done
- 7:06in our family in my
- 7:09life the art of remembrance so I made a
- 7:12statement at the beginning that this is
- 7:13something I want to be really good at
- 7:15and it's actually one of the things I
- 7:17spend a great deal of time
- 7:19doing but I want to make another
- 7:21statement it's a skill that God desires
- 7:23all of us to be great at and I've never
- 7:26really thought that much about how much
- 7:29I
- 7:30remember but my entire life I mean think
- 7:32about one of the number one things I do
- 7:35here at ellersly even my daily Thunder
- 7:37series spiritual lessons from and you go
- 7:40back in history I love history I cherish
- 7:44history one of my big passions is to
- 7:46introduce the current generation to the
- 7:49heroes of old I don't want them to be
- 7:51forgotten I don't want the working of
- 7:53Grace in the past to be forgotten but
- 7:56you could take that in the big picture
- 7:58but it also is in the small picture if
- 8:00you hang out with me I'm going to say
- 8:01hey guys memories let's talk about
- 8:03memories highlights is what I typically
- 8:05call them let's let's talk about what
- 8:07God has done and it's one of my favorite
- 8:11exercises and I think that's because God
- 8:14has anointed me this way I actually am
- 8:18concluding that I haven't really thought
- 8:19about it but that's a gift that I have I
- 8:22love to remember so those of you that
- 8:25love history maybe you're called to be
- 8:26the same in the body of Christ in your
- 8:28family in your environment to constantly
- 8:31be rehearsing like in in Narnia wasn't
- 8:33it the badger that was the one with the
- 8:36memory and we need Badgers in Narnia we
- 8:39need Badgers in the body of
- 8:43Christ Joshua 44 through 7 then Joshua
- 8:47called the 12 men whom he had appointed
- 8:49from the children of Israel one man from
- 8:51every tribe and Joshua said to them
- 8:54cross over before the Ark of the Lord
- 8:56your God in the midst of the Jordan and
- 8:57each one of you take up a stone on his
- 8:59shoulder according to the number of the
- 9:01tribes of the children of Israel that
- 9:03this may be a sign among you when your
- 9:05children ask in time to
- 9:07come saying what do these Stones mean to
- 9:11you then you shall answer them that the
- 9:14Waters of the Jordan were cut off before
- 9:16the Ark of the Covenant of the Lord when
- 9:17it crossed over the Jordan the Waters of
- 9:20the Jordan were cut off and these Stones
- 9:22shall be a memorial to the children of
- 9:24Israel forever so a pile of Stones by
- 9:28the Jordan
- 9:29and in the generations to come when the
- 9:31children see this pile of stones and
- 9:33says what is this that will trigger the
- 9:36memory so that we'll never be forgotten
- 9:40what God did on this day 40 years have
- 9:44completed on the first day of the 41st
- 9:46year God is going to part the Jordan
- 9:49River and Joshua Yeshua the same name as
- 9:53Jesus is going to lead his people into
- 9:57the land of promise and this is a
- 9:59foreshadow of the very working of the
- 10:03true Joshua Jesus
- 10:06Christ to remember it does not happen
- 10:11accidentally it is a result of a
- 10:13purposeful
- 10:15strategy so for every semester that has
- 10:17ever been in lley history and we've had
- 10:19I don't know we're closing in on 5,000
- 10:21students that have come through I go out
- 10:24of my way and so does the staff to
- 10:26remember everyone's
- 10:28name don't always do a great job at it
- 10:30but it is a purposeful thing in every
- 10:32semester I have learned everyone's name
- 10:34even though the pronunciation of some
- 10:37names is rather
- 10:39challenging but it's a purposeful
- 10:41strategy people ask me all the all the
- 10:43time how do you always remember
- 10:45names it's because I want to and it's
- 10:48because I labor to do it and I do have
- 10:51my tactics and my strategies which I do
- 10:53not want to divulge to you right away in
- 10:56other words it's very purposeful how we
- 10:58start out ly and why we're after your
- 11:00names last night we went around you were
- 11:02all at tables and I went around and we
- 11:04we heard everyone's name I wanted you to
- 11:07pronounce your name I wanted to hear it
- 11:08I want to know where you're from I'm
- 11:09trying to put together an understanding
- 11:11of who you are but it's purposeful it is
- 11:14not accidental it's not just because I
- 11:17like people which I do it's also because
- 11:20I want to know you and that is an action
- 11:23of memory that is
- 11:27strategic so one of the things that I
- 11:29have done since I was a young believer
- 11:31in fact even before I I was uh I could
- 11:35say I had my fullest Awakening is I have
- 11:38journaled and I write a journal to God
- 11:41and I write down my observations my
- 11:43thoughts the key things that are
- 11:44happening and one of the things that
- 11:45I've always done since I was young I
- 11:48would say in college is I've taken and I
- 11:51would write down when I was a when it
- 11:52was a handwritten Journal I would
- 11:54actually draw in a little pile of stones
- 11:56as a symbol to me in the future that
- 11:58when I look back at the this journal
- 11:59don't forget this Eric and now in my
- 12:02digital version I have a digital pile of
- 12:05stones I mean sort of sort of ridiculous
- 12:07isn't it uh but you know copy paste and
- 12:10you know I just built myself a little
- 12:11pile of stones as if to say to the Eric
- 12:13in the future Eric in the future you
- 12:16don't want to forget
- 12:20this so I have different methods I don't
- 12:23know what your methods are but I have a
- 12:24lot of them songs poems photo albums
- 12:27quote collections memory trunks scraps
- 12:30scraps are Amy carmichel used to have a
- 12:32newspaper that she'd make with her
- 12:33sisters it was called scraps so that's
- 12:35what we've done with LESA and I used to
- 12:37do it before we were uh before we had
- 12:39kids and then our kids Remember That
- 12:41season guys we had scraps and the kids
- 12:43would we'd have all our main events that
- 12:45would happen and the kids would draw a
- 12:47picture of it of what took place and
- 12:49then we'd put it together in a newspaper
- 12:53and it was like our looty newspaper it
- 12:55was scraps and then books I don't know
- 12:58how many you just write books to write
- 13:01down what's going on in your life Les
- 13:03and I have written a lot of them audio
- 13:06dramas mhm done that too and a dboard I
- 13:08don't know if you've ever heard of a
- 13:09dboard but we have one in our kitchen
- 13:12and it's this screen that's on our wall
- 13:15and we have I think it's over 2,000
- 13:17pictures that are sort of curated by the
- 13:20Ludy family like Hudson will find a
- 13:22funny one and stick it up there and
- 13:24suddenly it's in the mix and someone
- 13:25comes over to visit and all the kids are
- 13:27like how'd that get up there uh but it
- 13:30is a constant rehearsal of what God has
- 13:32done in our life that's just sitting in
- 13:33our kitchen just over on replay over and
- 13:37over and sometimes we think it gets
- 13:38stuck because it keeps on having that
- 13:40one picture we used to have this picture
- 13:41I don't know how it got up there of a
- 13:43salon an empty Salon like a hair salon
- 13:45none of us even knew where it was never
- 13:47seen it and it was in our dboard cycle
- 13:49and it kept coming up like every day
- 13:51we'd see it twice it's like who put that
- 13:53there and so you know I don't I haven't
- 13:54seen it in years so maybe it's maybe
- 13:56it's gone
- 13:58now but the many ways we hold on to the
- 14:00Wonder of God's faithfulness each
- 14:04generation technologically we have
- 14:06different things to use but the key is
- 14:09that you proactively are laboring to
- 14:13remember now there's a lot
- 14:15of tactics and strategies that people
- 14:18have used and some people are better at
- 14:20this than others but what I want you to
- 14:22catch a vision for as I go through this
- 14:24it's very simple actually it's not a
- 14:26complex message it's just remember
- 14:30remember what God has done in your life
- 14:32because I can testify of what God has
- 14:35done in my life and it is truly
- 14:38astounding what God has done in my life
- 14:41and I'm going to just graze the surface
- 14:44of it this morning just as a reminder of
- 14:47how deep it can go I mean if that's just
- 14:50the surface how much more is
- 14:54there the supernatural reconciliation so
- 14:58I'm just going to I mean this is
- 14:59literally big picture stuff I brought
- 15:01some some things with me I have a audio
- 15:05cassette it has three tapes in it
- 15:08cassette tapes remember tapes some of
- 15:09you like no don't remember tapes uh but
- 15:13it's called Life with Mary a
- 15:15heartwarming and hilarious tale of
- 15:17Brotherhood it's an audio drama wrote it
- 15:20in 1998 so I was four years married and
- 15:25I wanted to capture what God did and
- 15:27this was before I was married
- 15:29back in somewhere around
- 15:311990 that the impossible took place and
- 15:35that is I was reconciled to my brother
- 15:38supernaturally there's no other
- 15:40explanation for it it is an incredible
- 15:42story and it's very funny but it's also
- 15:45very meaningful and so it's captured for
- 15:48all time my kids can listen to It's one
- 15:50of their favorite things to listen to
- 15:51but lesle doesn't allow us to listen to
- 15:53it very often we've listened to it like
- 15:55once because she's a character and it's
- 15:57an audio drama and remember Chris from
- 16:00uh focus on What's That adventures and
- 16:02odyssey she's sort of the Chris
- 16:04character hi I'm lesie and it's really
- 16:07funny I mean it's really funny but she
- 16:09does not like it so unfortunately we
- 16:11don't get to hear it very
- 16:14much so I have the intro for it uh and
- 16:18Hudson wants to use this for you know
- 16:19our book publishing side so this is this
- 16:22is classic
- 16:231998 uh life with Mary
- 16:26intro welcome to a L land a ly land
- 16:32Adventure Life with
- 16:36Mary okay now who wouldn't want to
- 16:38listen to
- 16:41that the outrageously beautiful love
- 16:45story so I have a book here I'm not
- 16:48going to tell you the name of it lest
- 16:49you try and find it because we do not
- 16:52Market it we do not talk about it we do
- 16:54not acknowledge its
- 16:57existence but in our first first year of
- 16:59marriage we were being asked to share a
- 17:00love story everywhere everyone was
- 17:03transfixed with what happened in the
- 17:05life of Eric and Lesley Looney we were
- 17:07married in
- 17:081994 and it was like a Bomb Blast went
- 17:11off because no one had seen anything
- 17:13like it a couple that waits till their
- 17:16wedding day to have their first kiss
- 17:18it's like what is that and it was a
- 17:22spectacle even our our very wedding
- 17:24ceremony itself I think it was the the
- 17:27guy that did the video uh people like
- 17:29could I get a copy of that so for $100 a
- 17:31pop I think he sold over 50 to 75 copies
- 17:36at our reception that
- 17:38turkey we didn't get any cut out of that
- 17:41right but it was such a marvelous thing
- 17:45that people had no grid for and to us it
- 17:49was just our love story and I had never
- 17:50heard of anyone sharing their love story
- 17:52I don't ask people about their love
- 17:54story tell me about your love story
- 17:55never thought of even doing that right
- 17:57and so but everyone was asking us to
- 17:59tell our story schools radios we were it
- 18:02was everywhere and so I didn't want to
- 18:04talk about our love story I know it
- 18:06sounds sort of rude but it's like this
- 18:07is just our love story leave us alone
- 18:09and so in 3 weeks in our spare time we
- 18:12sat down and wrote Our Love Story out
- 18:15and the next person that was going to
- 18:16ask I was going to take that manuscript
- 18:18and hit him in the face with it and say
- 18:19just read
- 18:20this and so this girl cat gets this love
- 18:24story reads it is impacted by it sets it
- 18:26on a Publisher's desk
- 18:29and the publisher gives us a call and
- 18:31says uh I just read your love story
- 18:34could I publish it so when someone asks
- 18:36it's like so how did you get into book
- 18:38writing well it's not the most normal
- 18:41way I'll just say it that way
- 18:45however we chronicled it we captured it
- 18:49and what a gift that is the the book
- 18:51when dreams come true is sort of like
- 18:53this written in longer than 3 weeks let
- 18:56me just say it that way when this
- 18:57started to go around the world which it
- 18:58did
- 18:59it was rather challenging for us because
- 19:01it wasn't written to go around the world
- 19:02it was written basically to hit someone
- 19:04in the face and say just read this
- 19:06instead of asking me this question over
- 19:07and over and so to see how God has
- 19:10leveraged even us purposefully
- 19:13remembering chronicling writing it down
- 19:16has actually significantly impacted a
- 19:18generation the book when God writes your
- 19:20love story where it ranks now I don't
- 19:23know but it was literally I think the
- 19:25second most sold book on relation ships
- 19:29in history at one point in time so in
- 19:32other words this impact that is going to
- 19:34come out of this simple thing known as
- 19:37just trusting God and living for God has
- 19:39been a remarkable testimony to me that I
- 19:41can forget by the way because there's a
- 19:43lot of challenge that's going to come in
- 19:45the upcoming years after we write that
- 19:47and the amount of flak that we're going
- 19:49to get from a world that isn't that
- 19:51interested in hearing about it is going
- 19:53to actually put somewhat of a damper on
- 19:56the beauty of it too for us which is the
- 19:58reason I didn't want to share it in the
- 19:59first place right which is why it's an
- 20:02exercise for me to go back to the purity
- 20:04of it to remember the beauty of what God
- 20:08did and to hold on to
- 20:11that the adoption of Harper so I'm
- 20:14actually not going into the story other
- 20:16than to say it's remarkable it's a
- 20:19remarkable story and so we created a
- 20:22video for it and we've watched that
- 20:24video so many times over the years that
- 20:26video I remember it was actually shown
- 20:28on the big Jumbotron C's field once at
- 20:32least a portion of it of Harper coming
- 20:33home but to Chronicle and to capture has
- 20:36been one of the most significant things
- 20:38in our life to remember the supernatural
- 20:41working of
- 20:42Grace the adoption of Kipling the
- 20:45adoption of kiplin isn't just bringing
- 20:47an incredible little boy into our life
- 20:50supernaturally it's it's a great story I
- 20:52mean it's just a great story deserving
- 20:54of a book all its
- 20:56own and yet it is also going to be this
- 21:00strategic maneuver of God that when we
- 21:03have this girl his you know Kip's birth
- 21:06uh mom her name is beex and she had left
- 21:10North Carolina because of her pregnancy
- 21:12and because of the awkwardness and the
- 21:13difficulty of it had come to Colorado to
- 21:16stay with a family known as the
- 21:19mcconahy and so when we were engaged
- 21:22with Becks in regards to this little
- 21:23baby in her womb the mcconahay became
- 21:27concerned about whoever this family was
- 21:29and they invited us over and wanted to
- 21:31grill us and figure out what made us
- 21:33tick and we fell in love with the
- 21:35mcconahy and Dan and Sandy and Grace who
- 21:38is still here I Grace are you even here
- 21:40right now there she is uh became a part
- 21:44of the foundation of ellersly and so
- 21:47just to see the faithfulness to see and
- 21:49to rehearse the Providence of God in all
- 21:52of these matters is just
- 21:54beautiful the incredible launch of
- 21:57ellersly you we' never seen such a fight
- 22:02as trying to get this off the ground
- 22:03lesle and I are speaking to tens of
- 22:05thousands of people all the time around
- 22:07the world and you think the devil would
- 22:10be upset with that which he was right
- 22:12but nothing quite like coming off the
- 22:14road and trying to focus on a few we
- 22:17have NE never run into something quite
- 22:20like that it was like all hell broke
- 22:22loose against us and yet the
- 22:24preciousness of this
- 22:27beginning there was something I wrote
- 22:29before lesle and I were
- 22:31married and actually before we even knew
- 22:33we were going to be in a relationship it
- 22:34was called Men of Honor and it was a
- 22:37vision for this and so that was 17 years
- 22:42before banquet night in May of 2010 May
- 22:4831st 2010 Joshua was
- 22:51there and so these precious memories to
- 22:54hold on to and remember the supernatural
- 22:57dimension ity of the life I've lived
- 23:01instead of just focusing on the
- 23:02immediate to remember and to recall and
- 23:05to cultivate to return to those piles of
- 23:08stones and say God look what you
- 23:13did so 2009 now this is a rare thing for
- 23:16me to do I I don't know if I've done
- 23:18this before maybe I have I can't
- 23:20remember but I am going to give you a
- 23:22glimpse into my journal okay again
- 23:24that's not something I do especially
- 23:25unedited it's like whoa and so I
- 23:28literally just glanc through real quick
- 23:30and picked a journal entry which I think
- 23:33is pretty special in light of this so
- 23:36this is in February uh February 3rd of
- 23:402009 uh February 2nd is my spiritual
- 23:43birthday and so I always am looking on
- 23:45my spiritual birthday to see what the
- 23:46special message
- 23:48is 2009 later this year we are going to
- 23:51acquire a lease on this property but
- 23:54I've been praying for 17 years up to
- 23:57this point and so we're down and so I'll
- 24:00always do this there's my pile of stones
- 24:01to tell me this is
- 24:03important and I'll always put like
- 24:05Tuesday 7:28 a.m. I'm in Dana Point
- 24:08California at the time so and this is
- 24:11what I wrote once again February 2nd was
- 24:13magical the entire day was distinct and
- 24:15full of beauty it was a stunning 80° day
- 24:17of sunshine in Southern California the
- 24:19whole Ludy troop packed up and made
- 24:21their way down to the Salt Creek Beach
- 24:23while Hudson and Harper played in the
- 24:25sand and Kip slept in his little
- 24:26bassinet lesie Annie and I I read nearly
- 24:28three chapters aloud of the Scottish
- 24:30Chiefs third chapter the name is
- 24:33ellersly it was a scene when Edwin was
- 24:36first introduced even the content that
- 24:38we read yesterday seemed significant to
- 24:40my life and calling and to this newly
- 24:42budding idea known to us as El Le School
- 24:44of Honor we met with Mike and Christa
- 24:47last night and thoroughly enjoyed a
- 24:507-hour conversation with them now for
- 24:53those of you that are new and don't
- 24:54understand the significance of that Mike
- 24:56and Christa share a campus with us so
- 24:58those his little feet kids that we
- 24:59prayed for that just returned home
- 25:01that's their Ministry this is where our
- 25:04Union on this campus began that
- 25:07night for possibly the very first time
- 25:09we begin to see clearly the ideas of the
- 25:11school of Honor in the orphan choir were
- 25:13jelling last night it was an
- 25:15extraordinary conversation that seemed
- 25:16to be governed by Grace a capitalized
- 25:18Grace I don't know if that's a tribute
- 25:19to Grace mccon there has been a great
- 25:22resistance to us communicating clearly
- 25:24on this on this point and to us knowing
- 25:27what we are supposed to be doing with
- 25:28our time and energies but it seemed that
- 25:30last night was a breakthrough over the
- 25:32fall we saw a change in pattern in our
- 25:34lives no more miscarriage of ideas the
- 25:36planning weekend that less than I had
- 25:37back in September was followed through
- 25:39onto a degree that before in our life
- 25:40was unheard of we feel strongly that we
- 25:43that we can plan and see God enable unto
- 25:45implementation and this situation needs
- 25:47God unto implementation we need that
- 25:50Bible College that's speaking of this
- 25:52campus that was what God was burdening
- 25:55us to do now if you knew the backstory
- 25:57on this we'd gone after this Bible
- 25:59College twice before and had a hindrance
- 26:02both times and so this was that fresh
- 26:06movement to say we need to go after that
- 26:08Bible College we're going to arrive back
- 26:10home after this and there's going to be
- 26:13a voice message waiting for us remember
- 26:15those old voice recorders where it's
- 26:16like you know it's bleeping and you push
- 26:18a button and it starts you know these
- 26:20these voice recordings and it said uh
- 26:24that the Bible College campus certain
- 26:26Dynamics were taking place and
- 26:29Gary who was the owner of it needs to
- 26:31sell get on your knees quick that's what
- 26:33we return to after this situation we
- 26:36need that bible college and Lord we are
- 26:37confident that we can't get it in our
- 26:39own strength we need you to work the
- 26:41deal glorify your name oh most high and
- 26:43do wonders and mighty exploits in this
- 26:46earth Psalm 1114 he has made his
- 26:50wonderful Works to be remembered isn't
- 26:53that an interesting way of saying it in
- 26:54other words he's doing these wonderful
- 26:56works but he made them to be remembered
- 26:58are we doing our part by remembering we
- 27:02don't have a lot to do in this whole
- 27:04schematic he's he's God he's the one
- 27:06that really gets it done but we do have
- 27:08a role it's a responsive role to his
- 27:13wondrous workings and that is that we're
- 27:15supposed to respond with Thanksgiving
- 27:17with gratitude and also with
- 27:20remembrance and so as we respond
- 27:23properly it cultivates the right growth
- 27:25and maturity in US
- 27:291 Corinthians 11:24 and many of us have
- 27:32heard this statement because in the
- 27:33context of that last supper uh or a
- 27:36reference to the Last Supper of the meal
- 27:38that we share in the church to remember
- 27:42and to rehearse the covenantal meal that
- 27:44we share with Jesus Christ by faith and
- 27:47Jesus says do this in remembrance of
- 27:51me the function of human memory so
- 27:54memory is actually something that I have
- 27:56taught too it's it's it's an odd thing
- 27:58to think how much remembrance memory is
- 28:01a part of my life I don't think about it
- 28:03until you know I actually pause and do a
- 28:05message on it's like huh yeah this
- 28:07actually is a huge part of my life so I
- 28:09used to teach a very advanced form of
- 28:12memory very complex system I don't want
- 28:15to say that I invented because it's a
- 28:17compilation of multiple systems that I
- 28:19put together and it you know we had I
- 28:23used to have a communications class and
- 28:25then I had an advanced communications
- 28:27class then these people still wanted to
- 28:29go further and they wanted to understand
- 28:30memory and how I would organize the
- 28:32thoughts in my brain to be able to speak
- 28:34without notes and how I would do these
- 28:36things so I said well I could teach so
- 28:37it's called super advanced communication
- 28:40and in that we were actually
- 28:41understanding human memory and how to
- 28:43maximize it and it's a very interesting
- 28:47thing to me we've never I I think we've
- 28:49taught it at ellersly a little uh but
- 28:52not significantly and mainly because our
- 28:55Focus here at ERS Ley hasn't just been
- 28:57on functional memory it's been on seeing
- 29:00Jesus Christ however if you could
- 29:02combine the two and learn to hold on to
- 29:05the things that God is investing in you
- 29:08what a
- 29:09boon so the memory of the righteous is
- 29:13blessed I thought that would be
- 29:14encouraging to some of you who are like
- 29:15oh boy I have a terrible memory well
- 29:17well look at this scripture the memory
- 29:20of the righteous is
- 29:22blessed now of course that is probably
- 29:25not saying it the way that I'm sort of
- 29:28wanting you to hear it right now but it
- 29:30is saying that we have a memory you look
- 29:32back in your history as one who was
- 29:34righteous and you're going to see the
- 29:36blessing of God that's really what it's
- 29:37talking about however I'd sort of like
- 29:39you to interpret in another way too and
- 29:41that is you know that poor memory that
- 29:43you have God would love to bless it he
- 29:46would love to encourage
- 29:49you different facets of remembering
- 29:52there's various ways that we can
- 29:53describe uh remembering but meditation
- 29:56is actually one of the historic ways to
- 29:59cultivate
- 30:01remembrance I I've had a lot of book
- 30:03projects I've had a lot of things where
- 30:05I've needed to go deep into
- 30:07recall and I don't know if you've ever
- 30:10seen something like a a book or a movie
- 30:12that was written where it's based on a
- 30:14true story and you're thinking how did
- 30:15they remember that much detail and I
- 30:18I've had that thought and and yet at the
- 30:20same time I've gone deep like when we
- 30:22were doing when dreams come true which
- 30:24is a story of our love story LESA and I
- 30:27spent oh I don't know what it was like a
- 30:29month just remembering and we created
- 30:31what we called a book map in every
- 30:34little story that we would be processing
- 30:36oh you remember that we would put it
- 30:37down and we would create now we didn't
- 30:39share all of that in the book but we
- 30:41created the moments that were most
- 30:43important and then we took out of those
- 30:45individual illustrations the moments in
- 30:47those illustrations that needed to be
- 30:48highlighted so we might be telling a
- 30:51story in there but we didn't need to
- 30:52start from the beginning of the story we
- 30:54could start halfway through the story
- 30:56get to the main gist of what we wanted
- 30:58to share and then move to the next story
- 31:00and but the process of cultivating that
- 31:03was extraordinary now we had our
- 31:05journals that we could reference and we
- 31:07could go back to that I just went
- 31:09through a I don't know what it was eight
- 31:11part series on my dad maybe it was
- 31:13longer than that but and it was called
- 31:15legendary and that was the same process
- 31:17of digging deep and saying I want to
- 31:20remember who my dad was cuz my dad
- 31:23passed away in 2021 I want to remember
- 31:26who he was what he did for me I do not
- 31:28want to forget how easy it is to forget
- 31:31and only remember a few big moments and
- 31:33if one of your moments that you're
- 31:34remembering isn't a positive one then
- 31:36you don't have a lasting positive
- 31:39remembrance of something that was very
- 31:41significant in your life to wrestle to
- 31:43see it from God's vantage point is of
- 31:45the utmost importance for us so
- 31:48meditation thoughtfulness memorializing
- 31:51that's the pile of stones
- 31:54consideration Deuteronomy 11:18 you
- 31:56shall lay up these words words of mine
- 31:58in your heart and in your soul and bind
- 32:00them as a sign on your hand and they
- 32:02shall be as frontlets between your eyes
- 32:05I mean it's sort of hard to forget
- 32:07something when it's on the back of your
- 32:08hand and it's hanging between your eyes
- 32:11and this is actually how God is going to
- 32:13set things up so that the law of God is
- 32:16constantly there that they are
- 32:17meditating upon it when they rise when
- 32:19they go down when they walk about that
- 32:22it's constantly before them huh I think
- 32:25we could learn a few things from that
- 32:27whether or not we need to stick
- 32:28something on the I've seen people
- 32:29actually stick things on the back of
- 32:31their hand I mean we have people in our
- 32:32own team I think that write things on
- 32:33their hand uh for for remembrance of it
- 32:37so whatever is effective for you is
- 32:40actually what you want to do it's one of
- 32:42the my big points that I've had over the
- 32:44years is like don't actually just look
- 32:46at how Eric does it because each of us
- 32:49remembers uniquely you sort of need to
- 32:52become an expert in how you work if you
- 32:54follow me around I do a lot of odd
- 32:57things my kids had a vote of who was the
- 32:59what was the term the odest of in the
- 33:02Ludy family was it weirdest what was it
- 33:06Quirk quirkiest okay well that's maybe a
- 33:09little better uh the quirkiest in the
- 33:11Ludy family and I'm thinking well I'm
- 33:12definitely not that I got voted second
- 33:15out of eight that was the second most
- 33:18quirky in the Ludy family we have some
- 33:19quirky characters in The Ludy family so
- 33:21I'm not sure what my kids were thinking
- 33:23with that one but if you watch me pray
- 33:26I'm going to have my eyes open and I'm
- 33:27going to be pacing now I was trained to
- 33:30be still and to bow my head and to fold
- 33:33my hands and then I would fall
- 33:35asleep that doesn't work for me and so
- 33:38the way I pray maximizes my focus if
- 33:41you've ever been talking with me in a
- 33:43meeting I'll get up and start pacing and
- 33:45I'll even have to warn you sometimes I'm
- 33:46going to get up and start pacing is that
- 33:47okay because it sharpens my focus when I
- 33:50pace and I move so I move constantly in
- 33:54my day to stay sharp in my mind that's
- 33:57because it work works for me if you
- 33:58started doing it it might totally
- 33:59backfire just because it works for Eric
- 34:02doesn't mean it works for you and so the
- 34:03key is for each of us to learn to
- 34:05cultivate this remembrance this
- 34:08sharpness in the way that best maximizes
- 34:12us the shadow box strategy so I remember
- 34:14hearing about someone they would build
- 34:16what's called shadow boxes I I've I've
- 34:18never built a shadow box myself you know
- 34:20one of those dimensional types of frames
- 34:22that has uh you can stick things in and
- 34:25arrange them and make them look all
- 34:26artistic and then you stick it on the
- 34:27wall
- 34:28and every time you see that it is making
- 34:30a statement to you of a key moment in
- 34:32your life we just had Wayne Weaver's
- 34:35birthday remember that Wayne that was
- 34:36pretty special and uh step Kendrick you
- 34:39know from the Kendrick Brothers sent a
- 34:40special uh video to Wayne it was really
- 34:43neat but he was started out in his
- 34:45office and behind him was a wall and
- 34:48it's a wall of remembrance and it's all
- 34:50the answered prayers that the Kendrick
- 34:52Brothers have experienced is all on the
- 34:54wall and so in their board meeting room
- 34:57there it is and they can just see it and
- 34:59constantly rehearse the faithfulness of
- 35:02God throughout their life I don't know
- 35:04what is going to work for you I remember
- 35:05I was going to I had this elaborate plan
- 35:07once that I was going to build a stone
- 35:09walkway and I was going to have each
- 35:11Stone be engraved with some Grand thing
- 35:14that God has done never even made one
- 35:16stone so sometimes they're not the best
- 35:18ideas because they're a little too
- 35:20difficult to get started like I don't
- 35:21even know how to engrave on Stone how's
- 35:23this going to work it's like okay
- 35:24probably the not best not the best idea
- 35:26for Eric now if you happen to be a stone
- 35:28engraver and you have your own machine
- 35:30for it perfect idea for
- 35:33you the ancient art of biblical
- 35:36meditation so the way that the church in
- 35:39the historic sense would prepare their
- 35:41hearts for worship was through something
- 35:44called biblical meditation now we use
- 35:46the word meditation in a very
- 35:48cattywampus way these days and it's sort
- 35:51of like transend Dental meditation which
- 35:52is like to empty your brain of
- 35:54everything and to focus on nothing and I
- 35:58want to say that is the dumbest thing
- 35:59you could ever do in your life because
- 36:01something is going to come in the moment
- 36:03you start you know opening up your brain
- 36:04to nothing and however biblical
- 36:08meditation is not emptying your brain
- 36:09it's
- 36:10focusing on Jesus focusing on his word
- 36:14you take one scripture and you meditate
- 36:15upon that scripture you're unpacking it
- 36:18but you're focusing with laser-like
- 36:20Precision into one zone of your life
- 36:23remembrance is based on this principle
- 36:25and so to actually think about let's
- 36:27just pick someone your father and to
- 36:30actually begin to think and to turn it
- 36:32over in your mind the things that you
- 36:34love about your father the memories you
- 36:36have with your father the the qualities
- 36:38in your father that are truly virtuous
- 36:40and wonderful you see to actually engage
- 36:43in doing this does something inside of
- 36:46you you see it does something inside of
- 36:48the church when we meditate on Jesus one
- 36:51of the the ways that I've likened it to
- 36:53is behind this this back wall behind me
- 36:56is a curtain and behind that curtain is
- 36:58a big window and it's a really beautiful
- 37:02site out that window and you can say why
- 37:03are you covering it well if we don't
- 37:05cover it then I'm back lit and that's
- 37:06all you're seeing and I'm just sort of
- 37:07some Shadow up here it's a very
- 37:09ineffective way to communicate however
- 37:11it's beautiful and you see a lake and
- 37:13you see the uh the trees on the other
- 37:15side of the lake and you you can see the
- 37:18mountains in the distance depends on
- 37:20which angle you're on you might see a
- 37:22like a a goose out there maybe a swan or
- 37:24a fox running across maybe a deer Maybe
- 37:27a ball eagal this is really nice
- 37:30right now imagine that we have the wall
- 37:33there and the curtain closed and I say
- 37:35guys I want you to say something nice
- 37:38about the lake and the The View we have
- 37:41have out the back you see because you
- 37:43have not beheld it because you have not
- 37:45seen it it feels a little strange to
- 37:48just say something nice I am sure it's a
- 37:51wonderful view you know and so we sing a
- 37:53song about it the wonderful view out the
- 37:55back window of ellersly and we sing a
- 37:57song about it and I want to say even
- 37:59though that is the most ridiculous
- 38:00illustration that's how actually some of
- 38:02us worship God we haven't personally
- 38:05seen it but we just know it's the right
- 38:08thing to do to say all sorts of nice
- 38:09things about them when in actuality God
- 38:11wants us to start by seeing beholding in
- 38:15our understanding cultivating through
- 38:17biblical meditation and then what that
- 38:19does is it stirs it elicits praise if I
- 38:23were to let's do it a different way
- 38:25let's imagine that I'm like you know
- 38:26guys I got this very cool view I want to
- 38:29show it to you and I open it up just a
- 38:31little and you get a bright light that
- 38:33shines through like just that uh that
- 38:35sun that's that's shimmering through you
- 38:37see a little Lake and then I close it
- 38:39again I go okay guys let's sing you're
- 38:41like oh the beautiful light I saw the
- 38:43Shimmer you see you're actually seeing
- 38:46something it's real for you and imagine
- 38:48I open it up a little more and you see a
- 38:50goose out there you know it's flapping
- 38:51around like oh I saw oh Lord thank you
- 38:54for the goose you see once you begin to
- 38:56see it it becomes genuine in you and if
- 38:59I just open that up the whole way
- 39:01there's no arm twist there's a beautiful
- 39:03sunset out there I don't need to say say
- 39:04something nice about the Sun that Sunset
- 39:07say something nice there's no need
- 39:09because you can't help but say something
- 39:11nice because it's eliciting praise
- 39:14within you you see biblical meditation
- 39:17is the entry into worship and praise
- 39:20however if we don't have that cultivated
- 39:23inside of us it can often feel rather
- 39:25dry and dead
- 39:28so the ancient art of biblical
- 39:29meditation readying the heart to worship
- 39:31blowing upon the Embers of affection
- 39:33inciting the Inner Man toward
- 39:36Praise You know the term in Psalms say
- 39:39law just pause consider this don't don't
- 39:42rush
- 39:43ahead cultivate this understanding see
- 39:48it remember the words of the Lord Jesus
- 39:52what a great
- 39:55exhortation an exercise in remembrance I
- 39:57could call this a personal exercise in
- 39:59remembrance it's sort of hard to do this
- 40:01for you I can only do it for myself now
- 40:04I have so much so much of a collection
- 40:07of memory in my life it's a rather
- 40:09intimidating to think of even trying to
- 40:11give you a sample because I have
- 40:13elaborate organization systems in my
- 40:15life all I have to do is click on a
- 40:16folder where I'm writing a book for each
- 40:19of my kids I have so much that I gather
- 40:22I have my Evernote thing where I save
- 40:24all the key things and I I label them to
- 40:27make sure that if I ever want to just
- 40:28remember something about one of my kids
- 40:30boom all these things pop up and so I'm
- 40:33just going to go through I have just fun
- 40:35things that I'll often times see this is
- 40:37called the attack of the Mean Old Goat
- 40:39that's Kip there and we were at uh lee
- 40:41Martinez farm and uh it's that always
- 40:45gets me to laugh and I love just seeing
- 40:47the attack of the Mean Old Goat but I
- 40:49put that together so that I would
- 40:51remember the preciousness of it the
- 40:54attack of the mean old goat and what's
- 40:56funny is I have a whole bunch of things
- 40:58like this one of my things I was even
- 41:00thinking about this morning is Josh kinu
- 41:02I'll send him this audio clip every now
- 41:04and then uh of was that first semester
- 41:06or was that second semester second
- 41:08semester where he was he was wearing a
- 41:10pink shirt and uh he was skipping around
- 41:14that's the way I always describe it and
- 41:15he twisted his ankle or something like
- 41:17that so now he had a twisted ankle and
- 41:19the whole body the whole uh School
- 41:20wanted to pray for Josh so he came up
- 41:23and I prayed a prayer uh to for of
- 41:25healing for his ankle and it is a very
- 41:28funny prayer and so I have this audio
- 41:31clip that every now and then I'll
- 41:32stumble across it and just send it to
- 41:33Josh remember
- 41:36this he does
- 41:39too uh 2013 so I'm skipping forward a
- 41:42lot but I here's what I I chose to use
- 41:44lesie used to have I forgot what it was
- 41:47called in the set aart magazine but it
- 41:48was like cute kiddo quotes or something
- 41:50like that so I just have some cute kiddo
- 41:52quotes and you'll understand why they're
- 41:54they're
- 41:55precious so here's Hudson age eight he
- 41:57got braces says lesle actually they are
- 41:59only on his two front teeth but every
- 42:01time I look at him now I do a double
- 42:02take because he suddenly looks like a
- 42:04teenager or at least a 12-year-old which
- 42:06is weird because he still acts like an
- 42:088-year-old he also had to have two teeth
- 42:10pulled which I was concerned would be a
- 42:12big ordeal but all I had to do was offer
- 42:13a reward of some new LEGOs if he did
- 42:15well and success was in the bag he
- 42:17didn't even Flinch when they gave him a
- 42:18shot of novacaine I wish us adults could
- 42:20be motivated by new LEGOs the same way
- 42:22when it comes to dental
- 42:25work this is harp at age six I have a
- 42:28picture of Gracie the dog down there
- 42:30just in case you needs some context her
- 42:32love language speaking of Harper is is
- 42:34if someone shows love and affection for
- 42:36her little dog Gracie this is kind of a
- 42:39problem for me because I don't really
- 42:41love dogs and I find it find it takes
- 42:42quite a bit of discipline to cuddle with
- 42:44them however when I come home after
- 42:46doing errands and attempt to greet
- 42:47Harper with a hug she steps aside and
- 42:49says hug Gracie first she so excited to
- 42:51see you so in hugging Gracie I'm
- 42:54actually hugging Harper with Harper and
- 42:56the family I'll have to become a dog
- 42:58person one way or another and the
- 43:01amazing thing is that F that's she
- 43:04became a dog person lesle is a dog
- 43:06person if you can believe it thanks to
- 43:08Gracie Kip age four he's catching a
- 43:11vision for all the great things he can
- 43:13do when he gets big he especially wants
- 43:15to be like Daddy when he gets big see I
- 43:17like this one the other day while we
- 43:19were eating breakfast he asked when I
- 43:21get big I I can I can I baptize people
- 43:23and drink root beer like
- 43:25Daddy if if you know anything about Eric
- 43:28Ludy in his pastoral role he frequently
- 43:30baptizes and he definitely loves root
- 43:31beer Eric said well I guess that sums up
- 43:34my life pretty
- 43:35well Kip age four there's a lot of Kip
- 43:38quotes in here Kip is the most quotable
- 43:40character on Earth I was Chang this is
- 43:42leslee writing I was changing his shirt
- 43:44and he said mommy do you want to push my
- 43:46belly button I said sure and pretended I
- 43:49was pushing it like a button on an
- 43:51electric toy after I pushed it two or
- 43:52three times he said don't push it over
- 43:54and over again do you know why I said no
- 43:57why and he answered because if you do it
- 43:59will run out of battery what a funny
- 44:01little
- 44:02guy Kipling age4 in the car the other
- 44:05day the kids were discussing how many
- 44:06inches tall they were they were
- 44:08attempting to determine which of them
- 44:09was tall enough to ride certain rides at
- 44:11Disneyland Kipling announced that he was
- 44:13going to inch himself which presumably
- 44:15meant count how many inches tall he was
- 44:17he then attempted to use his hand to
- 44:18measure from his toes up to his head
- 44:20after a few minutes of focused counting
- 44:22he excitedly announced to everyone guess
- 44:24what I'm 9 in tall he was very happy to
- 44:27be such a big tall
- 44:29boy Kipling age four the other day he
- 44:31was speaking in a disrespectful tone
- 44:34whoa bud I don't like to hear that so I
- 44:36told him he'd better change his voice he
- 44:38thought about what I'd said for a minute
- 44:39or two and then began talking to me in a
- 44:41squeaky high-pitched tone that made him
- 44:44sound like a cartoon character dub why
- 44:46are you talking that way I asked because
- 44:48you told me to change my voice was his
- 44:50matter of fact
- 44:53reply oh this was this is just out of
- 44:55lesli say I just thought that that was
- 44:57so precious the we used to have a whole
- 44:59system of Photography too which captured
- 45:02our kids at a whole another level and it
- 45:03was it's just so precious to look back
- 45:06and to
- 45:07remember so ABY age four the other day
- 45:10at breakfast we were all going around
- 45:11sharing our favorite kinds of dogs there
- 45:13were a variety of breeds mentioned
- 45:15including Bernie's mountain dogs that
- 45:16probably was mine cocker spaniels and
- 45:18muts like Gracie but when we got to ABY
- 45:21she confidently declared my favorite
- 45:22kind of a dog is a prairie dog she
- 45:25honestly believed these little rodents
- 45:26to be dogs and in her opinion they are
- 45:27much cuter than any other real dog out
- 45:30there avenly age4 her giggle is
- 45:33contagious every night as we are putting
- 45:34her to sleep she seems to get a major
- 45:36giggle attack the other night I warned
- 45:37her sternly not to giggle while I was
- 45:39praying for her and tucking her in she
- 45:41clapped her hands over her mouth and
- 45:43genuinely tried to stop but it was no
- 45:45use she buried her face in her pillow
- 45:46and tried to stifle her Giggles but they
- 45:48just kept coming it was sure I was sure
- 45:51this was just a simple issue of getting
- 45:52self-control but as I was trying to
- 45:54lecture her about it I suddenly found
- 45:56myself giggling too I was feeling a
- 45:58little like those characters in Mary
- 45:59Poppins who end up floating up to the
- 46:01ceiling because they couldn't stop
- 46:03laughing so in this time right at this
- 46:06exact time we're going to have two
- 46:07little kids in Haiti that can't really
- 46:09say a lot yet and so I don't have a lot
- 46:11of good quotes but Annie wesi who is the
- 46:14one that designs our magazine was down
- 46:17in Haiti and so she is going to create
- 46:19along with hearta artma this entire book
- 46:23of their entire memories full of
- 46:24pictures and all the memories and so
- 46:26we've been able ble to catalog all of
- 46:28that and remember this which has become
- 46:30very very precious now that Reese and
- 46:32Lily are at an age where they can
- 46:33process this but we it's just so so
- 46:36precious to look back and to see these
- 46:39things so this is 2014 Hudson age n he
- 46:43has so the reason I put some of these in
- 46:45is just to sort of see anyone that knows
- 46:47Hudson and sort of knows what he does
- 46:49now it's just really amazing to see some
- 46:51of these Beginnings he has written a
- 46:53collection of Illustrated stories which
- 46:55are actually quite good this is less
- 46:57talking one of them has a little boy
- 46:58daydreaming about various things he
- 47:00wants to be I wish I could be a pirate
- 47:02picture of a boy dressed as a pirate
- 47:04then I wish I could be a king picture of
- 47:06a boy dress as a king then I wish I
- 47:08could be an elephant picture of an
- 47:09elephant with a boy's face then no I
- 47:12want to be then lift the flap to see the
- 47:14next Picture Me Maybe it's just me but I
- 47:17think that sounds like a children's book
- 47:18that would actually be published today
- 47:21it's actually rather
- 47:24profound Hudson uh is is age 9 he wanted
- 47:27to know if he could take his passport
- 47:28and keep it in his room I told him no
- 47:30because if you lost your passport that
- 47:31would be bad news he paused to think
- 47:34about that for a minute then asked
- 47:35soberly would it be in the
- 47:37newspaper I told him it wouldn't be
- 47:39quite that kind of bad news another day
- 47:41I told Hudson that he should not write
- 47:42his scooter while eating a snack because
- 47:44it could be dangerous he confidently
- 47:46informed me oh don't worry I'm very
- 47:48talented at
- 47:50it Hudson recently learned about the
- 47:52national cow appreciation day which I
- 47:54had never heard of but apparently takes
- 47:56place every year in July he told me I'm
- 47:58not sure exactly what people do on cow
- 48:00appreciation day but I guess it's when
- 48:02people when everyone who loves
- 48:03hamburgers goes out and eats them to
- 48:05celebrate how good they taste I'm not
- 48:08sure that eating hamburgers is really
- 48:09the true purpose of of this national
- 48:11holiday in fact according to Chick-fil-A
- 48:12is it's the opposite but to Hudson it
- 48:14seemed pretty obvious that stopping at
- 48:16Burger King would be the best way to
- 48:17show his appreciation for
- 48:20cows Harper age seven during the first
- 48:23real snowstorm of the season the kids
- 48:24were looking out the window and really
- 48:26hoping for enough snow to Build a
- 48:27Snowman Harper informed all of us very
- 48:29excitedly I really hope this snowstorm
- 48:31turns into a blister translation
- 48:35blizzard Kip age five Kip caught a fat
- 48:37frog in our backyard and named him Fred
- 48:39after a few minutes of being carried
- 48:41around upside down by an excited little
- 48:43boy Fred managed to escape and began
- 48:44hopping around near an electrical box
- 48:46behind our house Kip was very concerned
- 48:48about Fred's safety and came running in
- 48:49the house yelling hurry we need to
- 48:51rescue Fred before he gets
- 48:54persecuted translation El
- 48:58uted Kip age five I'm going to invent a
- 49:00machine that buckles kids into their car
- 49:02seats so big people don't have to do it
- 49:05a hand will come out of the car and
- 49:06automatically Buckle me into my car seat
- 49:08the hand will also give me a $100 bill
- 49:10every time it buckles me then I will
- 49:12take it home and put the money in a jar
- 49:14then I will wait until I big per till
- 49:16I'm a big person use all that money to
- 49:18go out to other countries and help
- 49:20orphans I wrote an entire book in the
- 49:23when he was five he he just went on a
- 49:25wild invention spree and some of the
- 49:28cutest things you have ever heard are in
- 49:30this book it's called dubs Dandy
- 49:31inventions a look into the preciousness
- 49:33of a little boy but again just like
- 49:35chronicling something that is so
- 49:38precious that you never want to forget
- 49:42it so 5-year-old Kipling AKA duber he
- 49:46got his nickname because when he came
- 49:47home Harper said my baby duber instead
- 49:50of baby brother and so then he was D
- 49:52recently accompanied us to an ellersly
- 49:54staff meeting he was laying on the floor
- 49:56next to a chair coloring with some
- 49:58crayons when one of our staff members
- 49:59noticed that he had scooted underneath
- 50:01the chair and seemed to be coloring on
- 50:02the UND side of the seat she corrected
- 50:04him and he adamantly denied the fact
- 50:06that he'd colored on the chair at all
- 50:08later she turned the chair over to see
- 50:09whether there were any scribbles on it
- 50:11sure enough and huge scrawled cran
- 50:12letters was the word duber the poor
- 50:15little guy didn't quite think through
- 50:16the fact that his lie would be exposed
- 50:18by the overwhelming incriminating
- 50:19evidence he left
- 50:22behind Kling AKA duber was drifting off
- 50:25to sleep the other night when suddenly
- 50:27he thought of two very important
- 50:28questions he wanted to ask ask me mama
- 50:30he said sleepily I need to know two
- 50:32things first of all do rocket still
- 50:35exist before I had a chance to answer
- 50:36that question he fired off the next one
- 50:38when spiders spin webs where does the
- 50:40sticky stuff come from it's hilarious to
- 50:42see how his mind works and what he's
- 50:44thinking about as he's falling asleep
- 50:45rockets and spiders see a little boy or
- 50:49what it's hot this is all Kip talking at
- 50:52age five it's hot I need to put on some
- 50:54sunscream on my arms
- 50:57my favorite kind of snake is a Boa
- 50:59Constructor did astronauts used to be
- 51:02imaginated but now they are real I need
- 51:05to clean my hands can I have some
- 51:06antizer
- 51:08please looks like this jar has allergy
- 51:10growing in it algae oh no someone's
- 51:14evangelized that
- 51:16building vandalized our trip is coming
- 51:20soon I need to pack my supcase suitcase
- 51:23some animals like to evaporate for the
- 51:25winter
- 51:28hibernate ABY age5 she has announced
- 51:30that the cutest person in our family is
- 51:32daddy she has also started calling Eric
- 51:34sugar
- 51:36daddy because he is allowed to eat
- 51:38sugary treats more than the kids do she
- 51:40came up with that name completely on her
- 51:42own and it always makes him think twice
- 51:44before indulging in a root beer or a
- 51:45piece of chocolate
- 51:50cake ABY age five uh oh it says
- 51:53four-year-old ABY so age four
- 51:55four-year-old ABY some picked up on the
- 51:57phrase Mrs smarty pants she and Harper
- 51:59have been calling each other Mrs smarty
- 52:01pants when they are goofing off around
- 52:03or being silly the other day after Avy
- 52:05and Harper had been jokingly calling
- 52:06each other by this name Avy looked at me
- 52:08very seriously and asked mama who is the
- 52:10real Mrs smarty pants and where does she
- 52:12live ABY decided she wanted to meet this
- 52:14very intriguing and very smart person
- 52:16who was out there somewhere and she
- 52:17wondered if it happen if I happen to
- 52:19know Mrs smarty pants
- 52:22personally so this is a letter I wrote
- 52:24to lilyan Reese when they were down in
- 52:25Haiti and they're going to then I'll
- 52:27read you their responses they're very
- 52:29very precious to Daddy Lily and Reese
- 52:32daddy and mommy miss you so much our
- 52:34love for you only grows with each
- 52:36passing day it's like a balloon it gets
- 52:37bigger and bigger and bigger and bigger
- 52:40but it never ever will go pop Miss Annie
- 52:43and Miss harda are always telling us
- 52:45stories about you two so we sit around
- 52:47as a family and read the stories we
- 52:48laugh we love we cry and we miss you
- 52:50even more I can't wait to have you share
- 52:52with me your scriptures that you know
- 52:54and won't it be fun to play
- 52:55hide-and-seek together
- 52:57or how about wrestle on the floor Daddy
- 52:59loves to wrestle with his
- 53:00kiddos daddy built a stream a fountain
- 53:03and a pond in our backyard maybe we
- 53:04could Splash In The Stream and Float
- 53:06boats in the pond or we could jump on
- 53:07the jumpy Castle or dig in the sandbox
- 53:09or maybe you could rub Gracie the dog's
- 53:11tummy she would really like that or we
- 53:13could eat some eggs or chocolate chip
- 53:15cookies or even watch the dolphin taale
- 53:17together pretty soon the passports will
- 53:19be done and then we will be even closer
- 53:21to coming to get you I want you to know
- 53:23that Daddy thinks you both are two of
- 53:25the most special little people on Earth
- 53:26and I'm so excited to give you great big
- 53:28hugs and big juicy
- 53:30kisses keep praying God is working to
- 53:32see this through he will do it lots and
- 53:34lots of love Daddy so for those of you
- 53:37that know the story of Reese and Lily
- 53:38coming home it was all out war and I
- 53:42don't know maybe 8 to 10 times it was
- 53:44actually declared impossible and it
- 53:45could not happen and my kids it was
- 53:48their first big step into believing that
- 53:51God would do something and I remember
- 53:54one of my kids who I don't remember who
- 53:55it was that stuck a picture up on the
- 53:57wall was that Hudson he had a picture of
- 53:59Reese and Lily and it said something
- 54:01like they will come home soon and it was
- 54:04just like a faith thing so you can just
- 54:05imagine as a dad it's like dear Lord uh
- 54:08don't let this fragile Faith be
- 54:11crushed and so the for them to come home
- 54:14is literally one of the most
- 54:15extraordinary most important things that
- 54:17ever happened in our life this is the
- 54:20response from Lily Age 2 I love you
- 54:23Daddy I excited to Splash In The Stream
- 54:26does this sandbox have a sand crab
- 54:28seashells and sand crabs daddy do you
- 54:30like dolphins are we going to watch
- 54:31Dolphin Tale I'm praying for my passport
- 54:34to come Lily and Bubba that's what she
- 54:36called Rees want to go on the plane
- 54:38thanks for my new
- 54:43room thank you Daddy for our letter
- 54:46thank you Daddy for my balloon love in
- 54:48Jesus name
- 54:49[Laughter]
- 54:52amen ree AG 2 hi Daddy it's my favorite
- 54:56to do dolphin tail I want to fly a kite
- 54:59in the sky I'm going to eat rice and
- 55:01beans I eat my chocolate cookies I want
- 55:03to go and make bubbles in the bucket
- 55:05blow bubbles in the bucket I want to go
- 55:07to airplane yeah I go explore at my new
- 55:10house in Colorado I love you
- 55:12Daddy who wouldn't want to remember that
- 55:15and isn't it amazing how easily we
- 55:17forget it how quickly those precious
- 55:20things get buried under the silt of
- 55:23Life 2015 by the the way we're almost
- 55:26done guys I don't go very much further
- 55:29Avy age 6 I wonder when the Earth is
- 55:31going to burn up I hope it doesn't
- 55:32happen soon cuz I might miss our next
- 55:34family
- 55:37vacation 2016 another Avy quote
- 55:41describing her future husband so I want
- 55:43you guys to take this seriously because
- 55:45she is a very desirable young woman in
- 55:47the future right he would need to be a
- 55:49Christian he can't have a beard nor can
- 55:52he have hair that sticks up he can't be
- 55:55too old
- 55:57I think that's very reasonable I have
- 55:58all these guys that are trying to get me
- 55:59to grow a beard I mean why how I in the
- 56:01world would I grow a beard if my
- 56:03daughter is doesn't even want to marry a
- 56:05guy with a beard I think that's the
- 56:06reason she doesn't want to marry a guy
- 56:07with a beard is because I don't have a
- 56:10beard so this is Reese and Lily coming
- 56:13home that's the picture talk about
- 56:15memorializing an incredible moment if
- 56:17you guys have never seen the video of
- 56:18Reese and Lily's
- 56:20homecoming it is a tearjerker very very
- 56:24precious 20
- 56:2617 Kip age n why do they say the court
- 56:30is a germ they should just use some germ
- 56:32spray before they
- 56:35start Lily age 6 speaking to a new
- 56:38acquaintance if you want to meet my mom
- 56:40she's right downstairs her name is
- 56:44Mommy
- 56:472018 so this is ABY writing how God has
- 56:50helped the ludis and she's going to
- 56:52write about God's Supernatural provision
- 56:55for the wedding wedding ring for for
- 56:57Lesley a long time ago Daddy was going
- 57:00to get married to Mama and you'll notice
- 57:02some misspellings in here that are very
- 57:04cute but he did not have enough money to
- 57:06get her a ring because what would a
- 57:09wedding be without a ring so later he
- 57:11reached into his coat pocket because he
- 57:13forgot something and he found a lot of
- 57:18money just enough money to buy a ring
- 57:21and with the money was a picture of a
- 57:23ring I think the picture was there to
- 57:25make sure daddy knew was not it was for
- 57:26a ring and not junk
- 57:29[Laughter]
- 57:33food this is uh ABY writing a letter to
- 57:37Lily after she heard that she had given
- 57:39her life to
- 57:41Jesus my kids would always write a you
- 57:43can't see it it says Avy to you Kip
- 57:45would always write Kip to you when they
- 57:46write wrote a letter to you and at the
- 57:49top right it says let God even though it
- 57:51says got let God keep working in your
- 57:53life Lily I am super happy that you gave
- 57:56your life to Jesus when I heard the news
- 57:58I nearly started to
- 58:00cry I am so happy for you I think God
- 58:03will do great things in your life I
- 58:06think you could be the most godly woman
- 58:07in the world when you grow up I am proud
- 58:10to have you as my sister God will do
- 58:13miracles in you life isn't that
- 58:17precious remember when so I'm going to
- 58:21read I'm going to show you the video
- 58:22that I gave for the staff it was right
- 58:24at a crucial time where we had when we
- 58:26started ellersly it was all out War the
- 58:29devil had one agenda and that was to
- 58:31destroy us and if I went into the
- 58:33stories they are hair raising what we
- 58:36went through in those first three years
- 58:38of
- 58:40ellersly and so for Christmas that
- 58:43year I made this as a pile of stones for
- 58:47all of us some of it is maybe not going
- 58:49to translate to you but you just sort of
- 58:51have to go with it and understand this
- 58:52is what piles of stones mean they don't
- 58:55always make sense to everyone but they
- 58:57make sense to the one that put it there
- 58:58and that one who put it there is
- 59:00responsible to pass that
- 59:03[Music]
- 59:05along and I'll read it out loud with
- 59:08great
- 59:10love to our beloved
- 59:13staff Christmas
- 59:16[Music]
- 59:182013 remember when a retrospect
- 59:27remember
- 59:29when over 20 years ago Eric picked up a
- 59:32pencil and wrote down the vision from
- 59:33Men of
- 59:36Honor remember
- 59:39when we gathered for prayer in the rl's
- 59:42living room and first laid this Vision
- 59:44before the
- 59:47almighty remember
- 59:50when Annie first arrived at our house to
- 59:52care for little baby Hudson
- 59:57remember
- 59:58[Music]
- 59:59when we would gather outside the chapel
- 1:00:02and envision the next generation of Amy
- 1:00:04Carmichaels and Hudson Taylor being
- 1:00:06trained inside that building remember
- 1:00:09when we almost had possession of the
- 1:00:12campus twice only to be
- 1:00:16hindered remember
- 1:00:19when the vision for the school of Honor
- 1:00:21came forth and we knew we needed to go
- 1:00:23after the campus property with fresh
- 1:00:24gusto
- 1:00:27remember
- 1:00:29when Eric on a whim purchased ers.com
- 1:00:32for
- 1:00:33$800 I've only done three spontaneous
- 1:00:36things in my life that was one of them
- 1:00:38remember
- 1:00:39when we stood outside the chapel under
- 1:00:42the moon and unrelentingly asked God for
- 1:00:44the
- 1:00:45campus remember
- 1:00:49when Gary was finally bent to the idea
- 1:00:51of leasing us the property
- 1:00:56remember
- 1:00:58when beex brought us to Dan and sy's
- 1:01:03house remember
- 1:01:07when we finally met bex's best friend
- 1:01:13Grace remember
- 1:01:16when Sandy switched out Eric's chocolate
- 1:01:19dessert for key lime
- 1:01:20pie that's an inside joke you have to
- 1:01:23ask me about it later it's really funny
- 1:01:25Remember When
- 1:01:27Sandy first came on as Eric's
- 1:01:29[Music]
- 1:01:32assistant remember
- 1:01:36when that one man said elely was not a
- 1:01:38viable plan and remember the faith that
- 1:01:40God had given us to Stand Fast remember
- 1:01:45when Ben arrived on campus with a guitar
- 1:01:48in hand and a passion for discipleship
- 1:01:49in his heart Ben zores was part of our
- 1:01:52original leadership team remember
- 1:01:54when Hudson preached his first sermon
- 1:01:57from the ellersly
- 1:02:00stage remember
- 1:02:03when that February came and we were
- 1:02:06supposed to be without funds and somehow
- 1:02:08we had 32,000 in the bank that was 4
- 1:02:10months before Ely started remember
- 1:02:13when God removed the thorn from our
- 1:02:15midst and suddenly the floodgates of
- 1:02:17student applications came pouring in and
- 1:02:19ellersly as we known know it was formed
- 1:02:22remember
- 1:02:23when we would gather for staff meetings
- 1:02:26in the girlss dorm with nothing but a
- 1:02:27bottle of Windex and a host of Macintosh
- 1:02:29computers to keep us company remember
- 1:02:33when it was a couple days before the
- 1:02:35start of our inaugural semester and it
- 1:02:37appeared that we may not get access to
- 1:02:38the chapel lake house and Everett Center
- 1:02:41remember
- 1:02:43when we simply ignored the Thousand
- 1:02:46alarms that were sounding in our midst
- 1:02:47and we decided that like little children
- 1:02:49we would simply trust Our God remember
- 1:02:53when Eric first stepped out under the
- 1:02:55stage on May 31st 2010 remember the
- 1:02:58tears remember Hudson standing there
- 1:02:59watching Remember the keynote slide
- 1:03:00about the 12 young men remember
- 1:03:04when remember how we wrestled for the
- 1:03:06power of the Living God to come in our
- 1:03:10generation remember
- 1:03:13when the time came for our very first
- 1:03:16baptisms in the
- 1:03:19lake remember
- 1:03:22when Dan and Sandy used to actually live
- 1:03:25in the dorm
- 1:03:30remember
- 1:03:32when we graduated our inaugural class
- 1:03:35remember the
- 1:03:39tears remember
- 1:03:41when the power of Reckoning with truth
- 1:03:44was brought into Clear
- 1:03:47View remember
- 1:03:50when Nathan Johnson came to ellersly as
- 1:03:53a student
- 1:03:57we made the historic vote and the winter
- 1:03:58spring semester officially came into
- 1:04:00being Nathan won best laugh Sandy won
- 1:04:03best hair and Annie one best accent
- 1:04:06Belle Ben fell for one of our students
- 1:04:09don't get any ideas guys
- 1:04:12remember looking around the room at each
- 1:04:14other and thinking how did God get this
- 1:04:16group
- 1:04:19together oh and remember
- 1:04:22when Gary sat down with Eric at Alba and
- 1:04:25said so I'm shutting down my wedding
- 1:04:26business I was wondering if you're still
- 1:04:28interested in the
- 1:04:30campus let's never fail to
- 1:04:33remember all the trials difficulties and
- 1:04:36testings along the way that only made us
- 1:04:39stronger all the weapons fashioned
- 1:04:41against us that have not
- 1:04:45prospered all the lives that our God has
- 1:04:48awakened and rescued in and through this
- 1:04:52work and how ill equipped we are to be
- 1:04:55doing that which we are
- 1:04:57doing but above all let's never fail to
- 1:05:01remember how faithful he has
- 1:05:14been so here's the challenge of this
- 1:05:18this is a really simple message I know I
- 1:05:20could have said it with just a couple
- 1:05:21words instead of giving you an
- 1:05:23example however and maybe it's for me
- 1:05:26that I give the example it's to
- 1:05:29remember the faithfulness of God in my
- 1:05:32life as an individual but you have to
- 1:05:34recognize that when you receive arrows
- 1:05:37for a
- 1:05:38living when you are bombarded with
- 1:05:42challenge as part of your calling it's
- 1:05:46extra important to
- 1:05:48remember that your God has never failed
- 1:05:51you has never left you has never
- 1:05:54forsaken you and I I tell you what that
- 1:05:56is scratching the surface guys I wrote a
- 1:05:59book called Barracks 28 which is about
- 1:06:00the first 20 years of my marriage to
- 1:06:02lesie and it is a remarkable picture of
- 1:06:06God's faithfulness over and over and
- 1:06:08over
- 1:06:09again there is so much to remember that
- 1:06:13we forget and I exhort you as the Church
- 1:06:16of Jesus Christ to begin to
- 1:06:18strategically set up your life to build
- 1:06:21piles of stones so here's my challenge
- 1:06:24go spend a day
- 1:06:26remembering pull out some of those super
- 1:06:28precious stones of Remembrance in your
- 1:06:30life and Heap them up high in the living
- 1:06:31room of your soul then take a step back
- 1:06:34and look on the faithfulness of your God
- 1:06:35with fresh awe and
- 1:06:39wonder we'll finish with this Isaiah 251
- 1:06:43I it was interesting I opened up this
- 1:06:45this book I showed you that first book
- 1:06:47we wrote you know that I didn't give you
- 1:06:48the name to and the very beginning is a
- 1:06:51scripture and it's this
- 1:06:54one oh Lord you are my God I will exalt
- 1:06:57you I will give thanks to your name for
- 1:06:59you have worked wonders plans formed
- 1:07:02long ago with perfect
- 1:07:05faithfulness that's our God and he is
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