Episode 13 Jeffrey Deskovic — Transcript
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- 0:04Dear listeners, I have so much to tell
- 0:07you and I often don't know where to
- 0:08start. It seems [music] the world
- 0:10doesn't want to admit that sometimes we
- 0:12make mistakes and that sometimes the
- 0:14wrong person gets punished for something
- 0:16they didn't do. Not all of us have been
- 0:18personally affected, but many of us have
- 0:20been impacted by this reality. and I
- 0:23feel like it's my responsibility [music]
- 0:24to share these stories with you and to
- 0:26tell you what I've learned about
- 0:28wrongful convictions.
- 0:32Welcome to Wrongfully Yours, where we
- 0:34dive deep into stories of resilience,
- 0:37justice, and the human spirit. And
- 0:39today's episode is no different. It's
- 0:41one that stays with you long after
- 0:43you've heard it. I am joined by Jeff
- 0:46Desik, an exonery, an advocate, and a
- 0:49lawyer whose wrongful conviction story
- 0:52began when he was only 16 years old.
- 0:56Accused of a horrific crime he didn't
- 0:58commit. Jeff was coerced into a false
- 1:00confession, prosecuted despite DNA
- 1:04evidence excluding him, and then
- 1:06sentenced to 15 years to life. In our
- 1:09conversation, Jeff walks us through the
- 1:12devastating series of events that led to
- 1:14his wrongful conviction, from police
- 1:16manipulation and prosecutorial
- 1:19misconduct to a negligent public
- 1:21defender and judicial indifference. His
- 1:25case highlights the profound
- 1:27vulnerability of youth in the justice
- 1:29system and the systemic failures that
- 1:31can turn an innocent person's life
- 1:33inside out and upside down.
- 1:36This is a powerful, difficult, and
- 1:39deeply important story. And while
- 1:42today's episode focuses on the events
- 1:44leading up to Jeff's conviction, he
- 1:46didn't let this experience define him.
- 1:49Upon release, rather than retreating
- 1:52into anonymity, he made it his mission
- 1:54to ensure that what happened to him
- 1:57never happens to anyone else. Now a
- 2:01lawyer, an advocate, and the founder of
- 2:03the Jeff Deskovic Foundation for
- 2:05Justice, Jeff works tirelessly to reform
- 2:09the criminal justice system and to fight
- 2:11for the wrongfully convicted. Throughout
- 2:14my conversations with Jeff, we'll talk
- 2:16about his journey from inmate to
- 2:18advocate, the systemic failures that led
- 2:21to his wrongful conviction, and what
- 2:23keeps him going in the face of such
- 2:25adversity. This is more than just a
- 2:28conversation about injustice. It's a
- 2:31conversation of transformation, hope,
- 2:34and the power of one voice to spark
- 2:37change.
- 2:39So, welcome. And I am joined by Exonere
- 2:43Jeff Duskovich. And I am really
- 2:48interested in hearing your story because
- 2:51you were faced with so many challenges
- 2:54at such a young age. And I'm really
- 2:57hoping you can share some of that with
- 2:59us because I don't think a lot of people
- 3:02think of wrongful convictions happening
- 3:03to young people.
- 3:06>> Right. Absolutely. I was um I was
- 3:08arrested for at at 16 for a murder and
- 3:11rape which I uh which which I didn't
- 3:14commit. And uh you know ultimately I was
- 3:16um wrongfully convicted of uh based on a
- 3:19coerced false confession, prosecutorial
- 3:21misconduct, fraud by the medical
- 3:23examiner, terrible public defender. Uh
- 3:25the conviction occurring of course
- 3:27despite a pre-trial negative DNA test
- 3:29result and as we'll get into in the
- 3:31course of the story, I was there for 16
- 3:33years before I reemerged at age 32 um
- 3:37with my conviction overturned based on
- 3:39actual innocence grounds.
- 3:42So, there's a lot to unpack just in that
- 3:44one statement. I mean, the factors that
- 3:48you've listed that contributed to your
- 3:50wrongful conviction, you've got so many
- 3:53of them. And perhaps what is most
- 3:57striking is that you said you had DNA
- 4:00evidence that excluded you at the time
- 4:04of your conviction. Correct.
- 4:06>> Correct.
- 4:07And somehow the justice system pushed
- 4:12you through to ensure you were convicted
- 4:15at the age of 16.
- 4:17>> Well, I was arrested at 16. Uh that your
- 4:19statement is correct except I was
- 4:20convicted at 17. So I had gotten bailed
- 4:22out. I turned 17 and um shortly
- 4:25thereafter the trial commenced. So let
- 4:28me unpack let me start to unpack some of
- 4:30the some of these things. Um, so I got
- 4:32on the uh I got on the police radar
- 4:35because um they interviewed a lot of
- 4:37students in the high school and some of
- 4:38them told the police that they might
- 4:40want to talk to me because I was quiet
- 4:42to myself, I didn't quite fit in. Uh, in
- 4:45addition, this was my first brush with
- 4:47death and I had an emotional reaction
- 4:50and the police thought that given that I
- 4:52barely knew the victim, uh, Angela Caro
- 4:54was her name. She was a 15-year-old
- 4:56immigrant from Colombia who had been in
- 4:58the country for a year and a half
- 4:59leading a very sheltered life as I
- 5:02learned later. Uh she was in two of my
- 5:04classes. I was in two of my class as a
- 5:06freshman, one as a sophomore. I knew her
- 5:08name, she knew mine. That was really the
- 5:11that was really the extent of it. So the
- 5:14police thought, well, your emotional
- 5:15reaction is disproportionate to what
- 5:17your reaction is. Uh and then third, a
- 5:19follow-up factor is that they got a
- 5:22psychological profile from the NYPD
- 5:25which purported to have the
- 5:26psychological characteristics of the
- 5:27actual perpetrator and I had the
- 5:29misfortune of uh matching that. So it
- 5:32was a reinforcing factor.
- 5:35Uh so for about 6 weeks, the police
- 5:37played this cat-and- mouse game with me
- 5:39and in which half the time they would
- 5:40speak to me as a suspect and the other
- 5:42half they would pretend to need my help
- 5:45to solve the crime. So when they would
- 5:47push too hard and I'd get frightened and
- 5:48I'd want to get away from them, Jeff is
- 5:51this junior detective helper theme was
- 5:53developed. They would say things like,
- 5:54"The kids won't talk freely around us.
- 5:56They will but they will around you. Let
- 5:58us know if you hear anything. Stop in
- 6:01from time to time." They would ask me
- 6:03opinion questions and congratulate me
- 6:05that my opinion was was correct. Prior
- 6:08to being a teenager, the career that I
- 6:09wanted to have when I grew up was to be
- 6:11a cop. So, this unexpected early
- 6:13opportunity to do this quasi police work
- 6:15along with my age, 16, was how they were
- 6:18able to pull the wool over my eyes as to
- 6:20the absurdity that a 16-year-old would
- 6:21be able to help in an active homicide
- 6:23investigation.
- 6:24>> So, they were just playing on all kinds
- 6:27of like on your emotions, on your
- 6:32aspirations, on just your like ignorance
- 6:36of the law at that point in time.
- 6:40>> 100%. And I and the other factor that
- 6:42they utilized also was I came from a
- 6:45single parent household. My father was
- 6:46never involved in my life at all. And
- 6:48that intersected with the good cop bad
- 6:50cop technique in which one officer was
- 6:52pretending to be my friend. So in time I
- 6:55began to look at him as a father figure.
- 6:58So eventually they got me to agree to
- 7:00take a lie detector test. They said,
- 7:02"Look, we got some new information in
- 7:03the file. We want to share that with
- 7:05you. that's going to allow you to be
- 7:07even more helpful to us, but you have to
- 7:09take and pass the polygraph first. So
- 7:11the next day, rather than report to the
- 7:13high school for the test, uh, I went to
- 7:15the police station. My mother and
- 7:17grandmother thought I was in school, so
- 7:18they didn't call around looking for me.
- 7:20They drove me 40 minutes away by car
- 7:23from the town of Peak, a city of Peaks
- 7:25Goat. It's in Westchester County, New
- 7:27York in the United States, uh, to
- 7:29Brewster, which is in Putham County. So
- 7:31that meant I couldn't leave anymore on
- 7:32my own. I was totally dependent upon the
- 7:34police. They put me in the car with the
- 7:36officer who's pretending to be my
- 7:38friend. The bad cop lieutenant was in a
- 7:40different vehicle. The polygraph was as
- 7:43a Putnham County Sheriff's investigator,
- 7:45but he was dressed like a civilian. He
- 7:47never identified himself as law
- 7:48enforcement. He never read me my rights.
- 7:50I never had any clue that he was law
- 7:52enforcement. I had no attorney present.
- 7:55They gave me nothing to eat. They gave
- 7:57me a four-page brochure which explained
- 7:59how the polygraph worked, but it had a
- 8:01lot of big words in it that I didn't
- 8:02understand. But I thought to myself,
- 8:04well, I'm there to help the police. What
- 8:06does it matter? Let's just get on with
- 8:08it.
- 8:09>> Sure.
- 8:10>> From the
- 8:10>> And I think any law-abiding,
- 8:13self-respecting 16-year-old
- 8:16would have the same thoughts as you
- 8:19that, you know, why would you think that
- 8:21the weight of the justice system is
- 8:23coming down on you at this point?
- 8:25>> Correct. And I'm still laboring under
- 8:27the false idea that I'm this junior
- 8:28detective helper. So, so then they put
- 8:31me in in this small room. He gave me
- 8:34countless cups of coffee, which is like
- 8:36wire me up metaphorically, and then he
- 8:39literally wired me up to the wires of
- 8:40the polygraph and then he launched into
- 8:43his thirdderee tactic. So, he invaded my
- 8:45personal space. He raised his voice at
- 8:47me. He kept asking me the same questions
- 8:49over again. I wasn't used to talking to
- 8:52adult males, much less one that was
- 8:54conducting himself in that manner. So as
- 8:57each hour passed, my fear increased in
- 8:59proportion to the time. And he
- 9:01>> So sorry, you say as each hour passed,
- 9:04how many hours are we speaking of now?
- 9:07>> 6 and 12 to 7.
- 9:09>> Oh my gosh. Of having just somebody
- 9:11berating you and barging you with
- 9:14accusations and questions?
- 9:16>> Yeah. Yes. So to
- 9:18>> And you're 16 years old.
- 9:19>> I am 16 years old. Yes. And so at at at
- 9:23the end, I guess he was frustrated with
- 9:25his inability to get me to confess to
- 9:27that point. So he then said, you know,
- 9:29what do you mean you you didn't do it?
- 9:32You just told me through the test
- 9:33results that you did. We just want you
- 9:36to verbally confirm it. And that really
- 9:39shot my fear to the roof. And at that
- 9:41point, the officer who had been
- 9:42pretending to be my friend, he came in
- 9:44the room and he told me, "Look, these
- 9:46other officers are going to harm you.
- 9:48I've been holding them off. I can't do
- 9:50that any longer. You have to help
- 9:52yourself. Look, just tell them what they
- 9:54want to hear. You they're gonna stop
- 9:56what they do doing. You can go home
- 9:59afterwards. You're not going to be
- 10:00arrested, being young, naive,
- 10:03frightened. I was 16 years old. I wasn't
- 10:06thinking about the long term. I was just
- 10:08concerned with my safety in the moment.
- 10:10I was in fear in my life because the
- 10:12fact that I didn't know where I was and
- 10:13that nobody else knew where I was either
- 10:16loomed rather large in my mind. you
- 10:18know, uh, I was overwhelmed
- 10:19psychologically and emotionally. So, I
- 10:21took the out which he offered and I made
- 10:24up a story based on the information that
- 10:27they gave me that day in a 6 weeks run
- 10:30up to it. By the time it was all said
- 10:32and done, I had falsely confessed. I
- 10:34collapsed on the floor in a fetal
- 10:35position crying uncontrollably. The
- 10:38whole episode was not videotaped, not
- 10:40audio tape, no signed confession, just
- 10:43their word for it. And later when they
- 10:45came to court, they left the threat and
- 10:47false promise out of their story.
- 10:51>> Of course. And how long was this in
- 10:53total?
- 10:55>> Approximately 7 hours.
- 10:58>> 7 hours. And the And this whole time
- 11:00your mom and your grandmom don't know
- 11:03where you are.
- 11:04>> Correct. and they've never been informed
- 11:08and you've never
- 11:10>> asked to speak with them or given the
- 11:13opportunity to ask to speak to them?
- 11:16>> No. No.
- 11:18>> Unbelievable. And and this was just
- 11:20standard police procedure at the time.
- 11:23Apparently,
- 11:24>> I wouldn't say standard because that
- 11:26implies that they were doing it
- 11:27frequently, but they it wasn't illegal
- 11:29and they chose to do that to me. But I
- 11:32want to add one other thing. of course
- 11:34that they knew that in general my mother
- 11:37didn't want me to speak to them because
- 11:39after my first encounter with them. I
- 11:41told when they really frightened me, I
- 11:43told my mother and she told me, "Don't
- 11:46speak with them." But then they reached
- 11:48out to me and re-engaged me through my
- 11:51best friend. And then they convinced me,
- 11:54you know, well, look, we're the police.
- 11:55We're the good guys. You can help us
- 11:56somehow. And, you know, I it didn't help
- 11:59that I was 16 because that's an age
- 12:01where, you know, kids start to rebel a
- 12:03little bit against our our parental
- 12:05authority. And we know better and our
- 12:07parents are are we know better than our
- 12:08parents. Although that's not the case.
- 12:10objectively, but that's what we think.
- 12:12So, oh yeah, my but my point is only
- 12:14that they knew that my mother didn't
- 12:17want me to talk with them, but they they
- 12:20they they did so anyway. Now, before I
- 12:24went to trial, the results of the DNA
- 12:26test came in from the FBI lab, which
- 12:28showed that seminal fluid found in the
- 12:30victim didn't match me. But instead of
- 12:33acknowledging they made a mistake, the
- 12:35prosecutor continued to prosecute full
- 12:37speed ahead. So, first of all, one day
- 12:40before officially getting the DNA test
- 12:42results in from the from the lab, the
- 12:45prosecutor rushed to the grand jury to
- 12:47indict me so that that way he didn't
- 12:49have to present the DNA to the grand
- 12:51jury. Then, uh the way the prosecutor
- 12:56got around the DNA at the trial was he
- 12:59got the medical examiner to commit uh
- 13:01commit fraud to commit perjury. When
- 13:03there's an autopsy done, there's written
- 13:05and audio notes which are taken as
- 13:07findings are made. So, it was only six
- 13:09months after doing the autopsy. Hundreds
- 13:11of autopsies later that this medical
- 13:13examiner suddenly said, "Try to follow
- 13:15this. It's tricky." He said he
- 13:18remembered that he forgot to document
- 13:22medical findings which he claimed showed
- 13:25that the victim had been promiscuous,
- 13:27which is what opened the door for the
- 13:28prosecutor to argue, "Aha,
- 13:31that is how the DNA doesn't match Tesco
- 13:34and yet he's guilty. She was sleeping
- 13:36around." And then he took it to he took
- 13:39his lie to a further level by naming
- 13:42another youth that he claimed had slept
- 13:44with the victim. But he never tried to
- 13:47set the proper evidentiary foundation
- 13:50for that. He never, for example, got a
- 13:52DNA test result from this other student
- 13:54that he falsely said slept with the
- 13:56victim. He never called him as a witness
- 13:58to give testimony to that effect. He
- 14:00just made the unsupported argument to
- 14:02the jury. And he got away with that
- 14:04because of two factors. So firstly, the
- 14:06victim's family was not coming to court.
- 14:09So they had no idea what was being said,
- 14:11the horrible things that they were
- 14:12saying about her in the furtherance of
- 14:14convicting me. But more secondly, more
- 14:17importantly, the public defender that I
- 14:19had essentially didn't defend me. So
- 14:22first of all, he rarely came to see me.
- 14:25Whenever he did visit me, uh he and I
- 14:28tried to explain to him that I was
- 14:29innocent and what happened in an
- 14:31interrogation room, he was always
- 14:33shutting me up. One time he told me he
- 14:35didn't care if I was guilty or innocent.
- 14:37He never explained to the jury the
- 14:39significance of the DNA not matching me.
- 14:41He never used that to argue that that
- 14:43proved that the confession was coerced
- 14:45and false. He literally never
- 14:47cross-examined the medical examiner. He
- 14:49stood up in court and said, "You're
- 14:51going to be pleased to know that I don't
- 14:53have a single question for you. My
- 14:57lawyer would not would not allow me to
- 15:00testify." So, when you defend a case
- 15:02where there's a false confession, it's
- 15:04important that you answer that
- 15:06confession. You explain that confession,
- 15:08you disprove that confession, bring it
- 15:10all together in your closing argument.
- 15:12But he didn't do that. So, I'm talking
- 15:14>> Okay. So, I I really have to ask you,
- 15:17>> what did your lawyer do? Cuz we're
- 15:20hearing so much of what he didn't do.
- 15:24>> Well, he didn't.
- 15:25>> He might as well have not had a lawyer.
- 15:27>> I agree with you. Well, he didn't
- 15:30interview my alibi. I told him where I
- 15:33was and who I was with, and he never
- 15:35interviewed him, much less called him.
- 15:37But I want to make another point about
- 15:39some of the other Well, he didn't pick a
- 15:42he didn't pick a lane and go down it.
- 15:44So, sometimes he told the jury that I
- 15:47never confessed at all, and at other
- 15:50times he told the jury I did confess,
- 15:52but that it was coerced. And at still
- 15:54other times he he told them that it was
- 15:57a false confession, you know. And the
- 15:59last thing is that he should not have
- 16:03represented me in the first place
- 16:04because of a conflict of interest. This
- 16:07other you this other youth that the
- 16:09prosecutor was falsely saying had slept
- 16:11with the victim was represented by
- 16:13another member of the same public
- 16:16defender agency and specifically the
- 16:18lawyer that was supposed to be
- 16:19supervising him on my case. So that
- 16:23conflict prevented the defense from
- 16:24asking him
- 16:26>> to give a DNA sample. It prevented the
- 16:28defense from calling him as a witness,
- 16:30you know, and ultimately I based on all
- 16:33of that um you know, well, let me say
- 16:36one other thing. The victim's clothes,
- 16:38including the bra, had been entered into
- 16:41evidence by the prosecution. The jury
- 16:44asked to see the bra, which was
- 16:46important because that intersected with
- 16:48a statement that was coerced out of me
- 16:50in which I said I ripped the bra off. So
- 16:52there's some bras, the way that they're
- 16:54made, you can't rip it off of a body.
- 16:56It's impossible. So when the jury asked
- 16:59to see the bra, that's when the judge
- 17:00said that the clothes, including the
- 17:03bra, had been left in the courtroom and
- 17:05that the janitors apparently thought it
- 17:08was garbage. So, it was thrown out and
- 17:11it wasn't available to be used.
- 17:14>> Come on.
- 17:16>> And lastly, the the the judge allowed
- 17:19the polygraphist to repeatedly tell the
- 17:22jury that I lied when I denied
- 17:25committing the crime while banning my
- 17:27lawyer from asking him any questions
- 17:29about the methods he used to arrive at
- 17:31his opinion. So, putting it all together
- 17:34and then with the jury note at the end
- 17:36on the third day of the deliberation,
- 17:38they sent out a note asking, "Well, if
- 17:41we can't come up with the verdict, we'll
- 17:43be will be kept sequested over the
- 17:45Christmas holiday." And the judge said
- 17:47yes. I learned many years later it was
- 17:5011:01 for a conviction at that point.
- 17:52But, but there was a hold out and the
- 17:55hold out thought I was innocent, but
- 17:57they were all pressing the hold out. And
- 17:59when the answer to that question came
- 18:00in, that ratcheted the pressure up.
- 18:02Nobody wanted to be there over the
- 18:03Christmas holiday
- 18:04>> obviously.
- 18:05>> And so he switched his vote and the end
- 18:07result of it all was I was found guilty
- 18:10and I was given a 15 to life sentence
- 18:12despite the judge telling me maybe you
- 18:14are innocent and I was sent to a maximum
- 18:17security of prison where you know I
- 18:19ultimately spent 16 years before being
- 18:22exonerated.
- 18:24>> So given all the evidence that was
- 18:26presented the judge had his doubts that
- 18:30you were guilty. Yes.
- 18:33>> And yet you still received this sentence
- 18:37because I mean there is just such a
- 18:41confluence of errors and factors going
- 18:44into making this wrongful conviction.
- 18:47And I cannot even imagine
- 18:50what it would be like to deal with that
- 18:53now as an adult, let alone as a
- 18:5616-year-old. like that is just
- 18:59absolutely
- 19:01um mindbending
- 19:03for me and it it gives me anxiety just
- 19:06to think about it. Um, so I notice we're
- 19:09just about at time, but I'm hoping
- 19:11Jeeoff you will come back because I feel
- 19:14like there is so much more to your story
- 19:17and that you can also fill us in on what
- 19:20you're doing now because I know
- 19:23following you on social media, you are
- 19:26doing so many important, incredible
- 19:28things and I'm hoping you will share
- 19:30some of that with us next time.
- 19:32>> I would love to come back.
- 19:34>> Perfect. Thank you so much.
- 19:38I cannot thank Jeff enough for sharing
- 19:40such a raw and powerful account of what
- 19:43he endured. His story is a sobering
- 19:46reminder of how easily the justice
- 19:48system can fail, especially when youth,
- 19:51power imbalances, and tunnel vision
- 19:53collide. Jeff's resilience is nothing
- 19:56short of remarkable. And as difficult as
- 19:59this part of his story is, it's only the
- 20:01beginning. As you heard, he'll join us
- 20:04again next time to talk about the road
- 20:06to exoneration, his advocacy work, and
- 20:08how he's using his experience to drive
- 20:10real change in the justice system.
- 20:12[music]
- 20:13And while today's letter may have piqu
- 20:15your interest, this is only part of the
- 20:17story. [music] There's still so much
- 20:18more to tell. The effects of wrongful
- 20:21convictions are farreaching. They touch
- 20:23us all. I'll write to you [music] again
- 20:25soon as I continue my conversations with
- 20:27those whose lives have been impacted by
- 20:29a wrongful conviction. But until then, I
- 20:32remain wrongfully yours.
- 20:36If you have something that you want to
- 20:38talk about with me, or even if you want
- 20:40to just send me some words of
- 20:41encouragement, you can drop me a line at
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- 20:46You can also check out my website,
- 20:48kellylozone.ca,
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