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Dustin Poirier Apologizes After Viral Airport Incident, Reveals Bud Light Ended Deal, Talks Sobriety — Transcript

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  1. 0:00I'm very excited to say hello to our
  2. 0:02next guest. We keep the train rolling
  3. 0:03along from Brandon Royville to Bruce
  4. 0:05Buffer to uh one of our favorites who
  5. 0:08we've talked to and about for so many
  6. 0:10years and uh I really appreciate him
  7. 0:12coming on on this Tuesday afternoon. A
  8. 0:14very busy man. So without further ado,
  9. 0:16let us say hello to El Diamante himself,
  10. 0:18Dustin Porier, who's kind enough to join
  11. 0:20us right here and now on the program.
  12. 0:22Hello Dustin. How are you my man?
  13. 0:24>> What's up Ariel?
  14. 0:25>> It's good to see you again. It's really
  15. 0:27good to see you. how sometimes we say
  16. 0:29how are you and that's just a a sort of
  17. 0:32throwaway but I would be long if I don't
  18. 0:34say there's there's meaning behind this
  19. 0:36particular how are you and so I think a
  20. 0:38lot of people want to know how are you
  21. 0:39Dustin
  22. 0:42>> that's a good one I like that
  23. 0:49>> uh man I'm good bro good bro constantly
  24. 0:51working on myself staying busy and first
  25. 0:54off I want to apologize for calling in
  26. 0:56with these wired headphones So, Samsung
  27. 0:59sent me these dope
  28. 1:01that work awesome uh earbuds, but I've
  29. 1:04been traveling and yesterday I got
  30. 1:05caught up in the airport. Had to drive 6
  31. 1:07and 1/2 hours home from Dallas, Texas.
  32. 1:10And I don't know where they're at.
  33. 1:11They're in my backpack or they're in my
  34. 1:12my luggage. I can't find them. But we
  35. 1:15made it.
  36. 1:16>> We did make it and I appreciate that. It
  37. 1:18I don't know if the audio is coming from
  38. 1:20the computer or the headphones, but it
  39. 1:22sounds like you're super far away for
  40. 1:23some reason.
  41. 1:26>> I don't know. It should be coming in
  42. 1:27from from this.
  43. 1:28>> Is it coming in from that, Frank?
  44. 1:32>> You might be better taking them out.
  45. 1:34Unless you don't want to take them out.
  46. 1:36>> No, I don't I don't care. I can't find
  47. 1:38my good Samsung.
  48. 1:39>> Can we try with it out in my office?
  49. 1:41Yeah. Yeah, I'll unplug.
  50. 1:42>> Okay, let's see. Let's see.
  51. 1:46We're going to work through.
  52. 1:47>> How about this?
  53. 1:48>> Oh, yeah. This is better. Can Can you
  54. 1:50keep just say hello to me?
  55. 1:52>> Hello. 1 2 3 4 5.
  56. 1:54>> Much better. infinitely better.
  57. 1:57>> All right, I'm good, man.
  58. 1:58>> Okay. All right. Um, cool. That you do
  59. 2:01the show on on Mondays uh for Paramount.
  60. 2:04Um, Deep Waters, I do believe it's
  61. 2:06called, right?
  62. 2:08>> Yeah, Deep Waters every Monday, but we
  63. 2:10do it from Fort Lauderdale, the
  64. 2:11Paramount CBS studio. They have So, I
  65. 2:14have to fly every Sunday night,
  66. 2:18sleep at a hotel on Sunday, wake up, do
  67. 2:20the show, and fly home Monday after the
  68. 2:22show. But yesterday, my flight got
  69. 2:24delayed leaving Florida.
  70. 2:26And uh actually a bunch of flights got
  71. 2:29delayed. So they switched me to a
  72. 2:31different airline and I flew to Dallas,
  73. 2:32Texas, but I was delayed just enough to
  74. 2:35miss my connection, which was the last
  75. 2:37flight coming into Lafayette, Louisiana.
  76. 2:39Oh god.
  77. 2:39>> So I just rented a car in Dallas and
  78. 2:41drove 6 and 1 half hours, dude. I made
  79. 2:43it home at 6:00 a.m. this morning.
  80. 2:45>> Oh my gosh. And you're still here. You
  81. 2:47could have canceled on me.
  82. 2:48>> Road Warrior.
  83. 2:49>> Nah, bro. Of course.
  84. 2:50>> I appreciate that. I appreciate that
  85. 2:52very much. But you have to fly there
  86. 2:54every week now. Is that sustainable? Is
  87. 2:55that not tiring?
  88. 2:58>> I mean, it's all good. Uh I love the
  89. 3:01guys who I do it with and uh No, it
  90. 3:04keeps it keeps me busy. Um
  91. 3:08but when stuff like this happens, it
  92. 3:09really sucks. You know, this is the
  93. 3:10second time that I've had travel
  94. 3:13problems uh flying in and out for the
  95. 3:16show.
  96. 3:16>> So, I think a lot of fans are are very
  97. 3:18happy to see you back in studio for the
  98. 3:20program. uh because you know when when
  99. 3:23you first came out after the incident
  100. 3:24that happened at the airport, we weren't
  101. 3:26sure like you know I think you even
  102. 3:27expressed this as well in your first bit
  103. 3:29of media um if you would still get to do
  104. 3:31that type of work and so it seems like
  105. 3:32all is okay that you're still going to
  106. 3:34be an analyst and still be able to work
  107. 3:35the events.
  108. 3:38As of right now, um, Gameamra's fighting
  109. 3:41at the apex that I was already scheduled
  110. 3:44to to work the desk, I think August 8th.
  111. 3:48You know, he's got a tough fight and
  112. 3:49Gamro's a good buddy of mine, longtime
  113. 3:51training partner, so I was supposed to
  114. 3:53work that one. We'll see, man. Yeah, it
  115. 3:54was all up in the air. I honestly, dude,
  116. 3:56after the whole incident, I was like, I
  117. 3:58just set on fire everything I've been
  118. 4:00working on, you know?
  119. 4:03And it's crazy, too, cuz Michael Tucker,
  120. 4:06who's doing him and his wife are doing
  121. 4:08my documentary coming out beginning of
  122. 4:09next year, u he called me and told me uh
  123. 4:14during a scene that he filmed when we
  124. 4:16were riding in my car driving around
  125. 4:18Lafayette, Louisiana, I said, "How am I
  126. 4:20going to sabotage myself? How am I going
  127. 4:22to get in my own way?" He's like, "I I
  128. 4:25felt it coming." And uh he called me and
  129. 4:29told me that. But everything's good,
  130. 4:30man. and I'm working on myself day in
  131. 4:33day out and it's a thing that's never
  132. 4:35fixed. You know, I've been dealing with
  133. 4:37mental stuff and for for years, you
  134. 4:39know, and I've been open on your show
  135. 4:40before in the past in the past few years
  136. 4:43about my struggles and stuff like that,
  137. 4:45but I'm doing everything I need to do. I
  138. 4:47have a great support system and I'm I'm
  139. 4:49good. Me and my family are good.
  140. 4:51Everything's everything's good on my
  141. 4:52side.
  142. 4:53>> When Michael told you that, was that was
  143. 4:56the reaction like, "Yeah, I know." Or
  144. 4:58did it hit you like a ton of bricks?
  145. 4:59Like did you did you say like, "Oh,
  146. 5:01subconsciously I've been saying this,
  147. 5:03but I didn't quite realize what I was
  148. 5:05doing."
  149. 5:07>> Yeah, subconsciously I was saying it and
  150. 5:10and I don't even remember telling him
  151. 5:11that when we're riding my car, but I
  152. 5:13said, according to him, I said, "I
  153. 5:16wonder what I'm going to do to sabotage
  154. 5:17myself now that I'm done fighting, you
  155. 5:20and
  156. 5:21partially I did. But um you know, things
  157. 5:25happen, we live, we grow,
  158. 5:28and it's something that that happened
  159. 5:29that's going to change my life. I know I
  160. 5:31said this a few times on different
  161. 5:32shows, but it's something that maybe it
  162. 5:34needed to happen. You know, now my son,
  163. 5:36my daughter is never going to see me
  164. 5:37intoxicated like I saw my father, you
  165. 5:39know, it's just they're breaking a
  166. 5:42breaking a family curse and I'm going to
  167. 5:44be the one to to to break it. It stops
  168. 5:46here. And uh it's just things happen in
  169. 5:48life and when you get past them,
  170. 5:50hindsight's always 2020. But life is
  171. 5:52good, man.
  172. 5:54>> You know, the word sabotage to me when I
  173. 5:55think of it, it's almost like a
  174. 5:56self-inflicted thing. Do you believe it
  175. 5:59was self-inflicted or do you believe
  176. 6:01that it's just like you were sort of
  177. 6:03unsure about where life would take you
  178. 6:05and that something would happen
  179. 6:06eventually and you were afraid of that?
  180. 6:10Uh,
  181. 6:12I think it it's
  182. 6:14subconsciously I knew without my full
  183. 6:18attention and my all my energy focused
  184. 6:21on something like fighting something
  185. 6:22that takes all of yourself
  186. 6:25that and I've said this a bunch of
  187. 6:27times, you know, idle hands. When I'm
  188. 6:29when I have
  189. 6:31too much time on my hands, I'm a danger.
  190. 6:33You know, I've said this for years. I
  191. 6:34drink too much. I overthink all types of
  192. 6:37things. But I got another therapy
  193. 6:39session tomorrow and things are good,
  194. 6:40bro. Life's good. I'm living learning.
  195. 6:42It's my first time living life and I
  196. 6:44take these things and and learn from
  197. 6:46them just like I did in my fighting
  198. 6:47career.
  199. 6:49>> Have you ever done therapy before?
  200. 6:52>> Yeah.
  201. 6:52>> Okay.
  202. 6:53>> Yeah. But but maybe three years ago, I
  203. 6:57was going pretty regularly and then once
  204. 7:00I started to feel better, I stopped
  205. 7:02going. But that's not how this works.
  206. 7:03you know, it's going to resurface years
  207. 7:06down the line or things will pop up and
  208. 7:09make me feel a certain way and and pull
  209. 7:10me back to that darkness. So, uh I I
  210. 7:13don't believe it's something that's ever
  211. 7:15fixed. There's no Eureka moment. There's
  212. 7:16no magic peel. There's no one day you
  213. 7:19wake up and the mental hurdles are gone.
  214. 7:22It's just it's it's something you have
  215. 7:24to live with and work on every day.
  216. 7:26every single day I have to read and
  217. 7:29write and do the things that I learned
  218. 7:31through therapy that made me feel
  219. 7:33better, that helped me control my
  220. 7:34thoughts. You know, I just got away from
  221. 7:36it once I started feeling well mentally.
  222. 7:39I thought I was good and I just continue
  223. 7:40living life. But after going through the
  224. 7:44ups and downs, you know, it's it's
  225. 7:47something I realized that it's going to
  226. 7:48be a lifelong battle. You know,
  227. 7:52>> that that's a really interesting
  228. 7:53sentiment because uh I think we've
  229. 7:55talked about this. cuz I too have done
  230. 7:56therapy twice and I always get to a
  231. 7:58point where I'm like I'm good and I stop
  232. 8:00and then I come back and then I go back
  233. 8:03to it. And so I'm wondering if now you
  234. 8:05think this is just life. Like maybe just
  235. 8:08like working out, just like breathing,
  236. 8:10it's just better off even when things
  237. 8:11seem perfect to just keep doing it,
  238. 8:15>> right? It's it's to mirror it to
  239. 8:17fighting, dude.
  240. 8:20You go to the gym every day for years.
  241. 8:22You figure out things. You know, you're
  242. 8:24dangerous in every position. You go on a
  243. 8:26on a win streak. You win five fights in
  244. 8:28a row. You don't stop going to the gym
  245. 8:30because you know how to fight. Because
  246. 8:31you you feel like you can win. You know,
  247. 8:33you have to go to the gym every day. You
  248. 8:34have to put in the work. You have to
  249. 8:35bleed. You have to sweat. You have to
  250. 8:37push yourself. Same thing with mental
  251. 8:39health, man. There's never a day where
  252. 8:40everything just clicks and you're
  253. 8:41healed. You know, you have to work on
  254. 8:43yourself every day and keep reminding
  255. 8:46yourself of the things you've learned
  256. 8:47through therapy, through whatever you're
  257. 8:49going through. You know, you have to
  258. 8:50apply it every day. So, I'm reading,
  259. 8:52writing every morning, waking up early.
  260. 8:55Uh, and my wife's holding me
  261. 8:56accountable, you know, just tightening
  262. 8:59up everything that I can do uh for
  263. 9:01myself and my family and my mental.
  264. 9:03>> Um, last week we were doing a bunch of
  265. 9:05shows in Vegas, and I wanted to ask you
  266. 9:07about something that happened last year
  267. 9:08because I spoke to John Wood, uh, the uh
  268. 9:11the head coach over at Syndicate MMA in
  269. 9:13Las Vegas, and we were talking about
  270. 9:14like retirement and life after
  271. 9:16retirement for fighters and what it's
  272. 9:18like and whatnot. And uh he said
  273. 9:20something that stuck with me and and I
  274. 9:22obviously related it to you and I'm
  275. 9:23curious what you think about it. He said
  276. 9:26that he urges his fighters never to
  277. 9:28retire, never to say the word because he
  278. 9:30feels like that becomes such an intense
  279. 9:33pressure on their shoulders and they
  280. 9:34feel like they can never go back. They
  281. 9:36can never change their mind. That's it.
  282. 9:37It's final and it becomes depressing for
  283. 9:39them. It becomes just very heavy. You
  284. 9:42had one of the most celebrated and
  285. 9:43beautiful retirements in the history of
  286. 9:44the sport. But it felt so final because
  287. 9:47everything was surrounded around you. I
  288. 9:48know you don't regret that, but in
  289. 9:50retrospect, do you feel like that became
  290. 9:52like a heavy burden because you thought
  291. 9:54to yourself, "That's it. It's over. And
  292. 9:56now what am I going to do with myself?"
  293. 10:02>> I'd have to really sit down and think
  294. 10:03about it to to give you the cleanest,
  295. 10:06clearest answer, but a bit a piece of me
  296. 10:09does. You know, I felt like we
  297. 10:13for 20 years I chased this dream and and
  298. 10:15that day in New Orleans when I was
  299. 10:17celebrated and you know, we buried we
  300. 10:19buried that man. You know, I'm not one
  301. 10:21of these guys that that probably are
  302. 10:22going to come back. You know, in mixed
  303. 10:24martial arts, we see it all the time.
  304. 10:25Guys lay the gloves down and then 3
  305. 10:26months later they're boxing or they're
  306. 10:28doing something. I don't think, you
  307. 10:30know, I'm like 90% sure, 95% sure that
  308. 10:34I'm never going to fight again. Um,
  309. 10:38no. I I appreciate the city, the the
  310. 10:40company, the the organization,
  311. 10:42everything. Everybody who came out and
  312. 10:43made that so special for me. Little
  313. 10:45Wayne walking with me to the octagon. It
  314. 10:47was a special night, you know. I think
  315. 10:49it was done done right. And uh,
  316. 10:53but yeah, I laid a piece of myself to
  317. 10:54rest that day. So you understand the
  318. 10:57sentiment that that word and and and and
  319. 10:59just saying it, announcing it,
  320. 11:02>> it's hard for fighters on the back end
  321. 11:03of that.
  322. 11:08>> Yeah. In the moment it it felt like the
  323. 11:10right thing, but as
  324. 11:12>> you know, we just hit a year since I
  325. 11:14laid the gloves down. They're like, and
  326. 11:16I prepared myself. I prepare myself
  327. 11:19with
  328. 11:23investments, with financial security for
  329. 11:27my family. I prepared that part, but I
  330. 11:29didn't prepare for the mental part. You
  331. 11:31know, that's something I wish going into
  332. 11:33my retirement fight, I paid a little bit
  333. 11:35more more attention to my mindfulness,
  334. 11:38to
  335. 11:40to that part of retiring. You know,
  336. 11:43>> what could you have done differently?
  337. 11:47kept practicing the things I learned in
  338. 11:49therapy, the things that made me feel
  339. 11:51better, you know, I got away from all
  340. 11:53that.
  341. 11:56>> You know, it's interesting that
  342. 11:57>> year years ago I was on your show
  343. 11:59talking to you about just focusing on my
  344. 12:02mindfulness and I completely got away
  345. 12:04from that, you know.
  346. 12:05>> How long ago did you get away from it?
  347. 12:07Like how long has it been? It's probably
  348. 12:10been
  349. 12:14a year and a half, maybe longer. I don't
  350. 12:16know.
  351. 12:16>> That's not that long.
  352. 12:17>> Okay. That I thought you were going to
  353. 12:18say
  354. 12:19>> completely abandoning it.
  355. 12:20>> Yeah. And what does that mean?
  356. 12:22>> Stop reading, stop writing, stop going
  357. 12:23to therapy.
  358. 12:24>> Yeah. What we were talking about
  359. 12:26earlier, like feeling like you're okay.
  360. 12:28You don't have to do it anymore.
  361. 12:30>> Right. But I don't know if I'm ever
  362. 12:33going to be okay. It's just a constant
  363. 12:34It's a constant battle.
  364. 12:37>> That It's amazing. That fight was almost
  365. 12:39exactly a year ago. Uh, Sunday was the
  366. 12:41one-y year anniversary. Did that Did
  367. 12:42that hit you? Like, did you notice that
  368. 12:44on Sunday, that date, July 19th?
  369. 12:47>> Well, I'm back on Instagram and stuff,
  370. 12:49so I'm getting tagged on a bunch of
  371. 12:50retirement stuff, but uh
  372. 12:54so traveling and seeing the retirement
  373. 12:56stuff, you know, I kind of got in my
  374. 12:57feelings a little bit. You know, I'm an
  375. 12:58emotional person.
  376. 12:59>> Yeah. No, and I appreciate and respect
  377. 13:01that. Um, you got off Instagram after
  378. 13:04the incident. Why did you feel the need
  379. 13:06to do that? better. I think all of
  380. 13:07social social media, right? Not just
  381. 13:09Instagram.
  382. 13:09>> Yeah, I still I need to redownload X or
  383. 13:12Twitter or whatever. I don't I don't
  384. 13:13Only thing I got back on was was
  385. 13:15Instagram.
  386. 13:17>> Uh yeah, just because I know how the
  387. 13:19internet is, dude. I took a a public L
  388. 13:23and uh I knew people were going to be
  389. 13:24coming at me. I just wasn't in the
  390. 13:26mindset to to see the stuff. Even if I'm
  391. 13:28not going down the comments, I'm still
  392. 13:30seeing I'm catching shrapnel from every
  393. 13:32angle, bro. So, I just knew it was it
  394. 13:34was the right thing to do. been fighting
  395. 13:35and been in the spotlight for a long
  396. 13:38time with all these big events and big
  397. 13:39fights I've been in. So, I just knew it
  398. 13:41wasn't it wasn't a healthy place for my
  399. 13:42mental to be on any social media. So, I
  400. 13:45got off for like a clean month, you
  401. 13:47know,
  402. 13:48>> and so yeah, it hasn't been that long.
  403. 13:50Why come back? Did you feel better off
  404. 13:52of it?
  405. 13:54>> Well,
  406. 13:56I did that podcast and I felt like it
  407. 13:58was a long form podcast. I got to kind
  408. 13:59of explain myself
  409. 14:01and really just open up about everything
  410. 14:04that I've been going through. So,
  411. 14:07I just felt like it was time,
  412. 14:08>> you know?
  413. 14:09>> That that was my
  414. 14:12get my word out. I didn't want to come
  415. 14:15back and get into it online with people
  416. 14:16or try to,
  417. 14:19you know, I just wanted a long form a
  418. 14:22long format where I can really talk and
  419. 14:25explain myself before I got back on. The
  420. 14:27interesting thing and I know that I'm
  421. 14:29you know very far away. I'm not living
  422. 14:31it like you. It feels you know people go
  423. 14:34through public people go through as you
  424. 14:36say L's and all that stuff all the time.
  425. 14:39Feels like you've gotten a lot of love
  426. 14:41in the aftermath of this like people are
  427. 14:43supporting you, backing you, paying
  428. 14:46homage to you, you know the the hashtag
  429. 14:48and all that stuff. Are you surprised by
  430. 14:50this? Do you feel this? Am I misreading
  431. 14:51the situation? because I feel like you
  432. 14:53are getting like you are getting a lot
  433. 14:55more love than most people in that
  434. 14:56situation.
  435. 14:58>> Oh, definitely man. A lot of so many
  436. 15:00people have reached out to me. Um,
  437. 15:04>> it's been it's been good. The support
  438. 15:06has been incredible dude and I
  439. 15:07appreciate everybody who has reached
  440. 15:08out.
  441. 15:09>> Does it surprise you?
  442. 15:13>> Um, a little bit. It just kind of
  443. 15:17reassures me the impact I've had on
  444. 15:19fighting and and
  445. 15:21my peers who I respect who are still
  446. 15:23competing, reaching out and stuff, you
  447. 15:25know, uh I just appreciate it. I
  448. 15:26appreciate it all. You know, it's
  449. 15:30I don't get the grace, you know, I said
  450. 15:32this before as well. I don't get the
  451. 15:33grace to deal with with my fumbles, with
  452. 15:36my missteps in life privately. I don't
  453. 15:39get that. So, that's part of the reason
  454. 15:42I deleted all the social media and
  455. 15:43stuff. I kind of wanted to just go
  456. 15:45through this with my family and with
  457. 15:47myself with my therapist in my right
  458. 15:49mind without getting pulled from the
  459. 15:51internet or or the trolls or you know
  460. 15:53how it is on the internet, man. I just
  461. 15:55uh
  462. 15:56>> and like I said, I don't get the grace
  463. 15:58to to recorrect things to work on myself
  464. 16:01in privacy. You know, my my life is
  465. 16:03public and I understand that. So, I'm
  466. 16:05just doing everything I can. When you
  467. 16:08see a UFC fighter kind of do your pose
  468. 16:11on the scale, when you see Tommy
  469. 16:12McMillan do the same thing, a fan comes
  470. 16:15up to you and like, how do you react to
  471. 16:17that?
  472. 16:20>> Bro, if you go out and fight the way he
  473. 16:22did after that pose, do it every time.
  474. 16:24Let's go.
  475. 16:25But isn't it amazing that something that
  476. 16:27could have been so bad is now being
  477. 16:29turned into, you know, this thing that
  478. 16:31fighters are using to say like,
  479. 16:34I'm about that life basically.
  480. 16:40>> Uh,
  481. 16:41>> does it does it make you feel weird?
  482. 16:42Like because it's not a great moment for
  483. 16:44you obviously, but it's now being used
  484. 16:46as a like this is, you know,
  485. 16:48>> when it when this first happened, I kept
  486. 16:49telling my wife, I was like, I'm going
  487. 16:51to I don't know how. I know this is bad,
  488. 16:54but I'm gonna turn this into a positive.
  489. 16:56I might even text you that when because
  490. 16:57you and thank you as well, Ariel. You're
  491. 16:59one of the people who reached out every
  492. 17:01day. Uh checked on me every day. But uh
  493. 17:06and I'm still trying to, but I I 100%
  494. 17:09believe I'm going to turn this into a
  495. 17:10positive.
  496. 17:11>> Right. Um the I want to ask you just
  497. 17:14about the Sean Strickland thing because
  498. 17:15he came out and was very very negative
  499. 17:18and then he walked it back a day later.
  500. 17:20And what bothered me, if I'm being
  501. 17:22honest about that, was I wish he would
  502. 17:23have if he was if he felt some sort of
  503. 17:25way about it, why not just reach out to
  504. 17:27you beforehand before making his opinion
  505. 17:30known and then getting your side of the
  506. 17:31story? How did you feel about how that
  507. 17:34played out?
  508. 17:36>> Like it is what it is, man. He did reach
  509. 17:37out, but he reached out after like a day
  510. 17:39or two after he he said that stuff. And
  511. 17:42I was off of social media, but one of my
  512. 17:44buddies, Kyle, who I work out with five,
  513. 17:46six days a week, he's one of the only
  514. 17:49members of the Silly Goose Fitness Club,
  515. 17:51obviously, he's still on the internet,
  516. 17:53so he's telling me, "Did Sean Strickland
  517. 17:55said this, John Jones said this." So, I
  518. 17:57was kind of getting pieces uh of what
  519. 17:59was going on through my wife, through my
  520. 18:01my friends I work out with, stuff like
  521. 18:04that. So, I kind of knew what was going
  522. 18:05on, but Sean reached out and then after
  523. 18:08we spoke, he took all this stuff down.
  524. 18:10>> Okay. So, you're okay with it?
  525. 18:14>> Dude, it is what it is. Opinions.
  526. 18:15>> Yeah,
  527. 18:16>> everybody's got one.
  528. 18:17>> Yeah,
  529. 18:17>> everybody's got one.
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  554. 19:14S H I KI trade. What's next? I know you
  555. 19:19did the the diary of a CEO podcast and
  556. 19:21and obviously that's a huge huge deal.
  557. 19:23Could I just, you know, for this
  558. 19:24audience if possible, can I can I ask
  559. 19:26you like what did happen on that day?
  560. 19:28What led you to doing that?
  561. 19:33>> Bad decision-m on on my part. you know,
  562. 19:35I don't want to place the blame on
  563. 19:36anything or or my family or what I have
  564. 19:39going on in my personal life. It's it's
  565. 19:40at the end of the day, it's up to me and
  566. 19:43I made bad decisions. So, uh, what
  567. 19:45happened that day, I just wasn't in a
  568. 19:46good mental space and, uh,
  569. 19:51I chose to do things
  570. 19:55during that that that
  571. 19:57middle space that I was in that I
  572. 20:00shouldn't have and I knew I shouldn't
  573. 20:02have and I didn't care in the moment,
  574. 20:03you know, just a really bad day for me.
  575. 20:06>> But, uh, we live and learn, dude. It'll
  576. 20:08never happen again. I'm uh I'm a month
  577. 20:11sober from alcohol
  578. 20:13and I'm never going to pick up alcohol
  579. 20:15again. You know, this has changed my the
  580. 20:17trajectory in my life. I'm never going
  581. 20:18to drink again in my life. I made a vow,
  582. 20:22you know, and
  583. 20:24and uh when I make promises to myself
  584. 20:26like that to my family like that, I
  585. 20:28don't break them. So, maybe it was
  586. 20:30something that needed to happen. It just
  587. 20:31sucks. The whole world gets to point the
  588. 20:32finger. Um but like I said about turning
  589. 20:36it into a positive, maybe I do and maybe
  590. 20:38I help somebody. Maybe somebody hears me
  591. 20:40speak that it's going through something
  592. 20:41and it's okay, you know?
  593. 20:45>> How consistently were you drinking in
  594. 20:46the past year? Like how bad did it get?
  595. 20:49>> Uh dude, that's the thing with me and
  596. 20:51drinking that I try to explain to people
  597. 20:53like I don't drink every day, but me and
  598. 20:56Chris Wyman were just talking about this
  599. 20:57yesterday on set uh before we went live.
  600. 21:01Probably three out of four times if I do
  601. 21:03pick up alcohol, I overdrink. But I
  602. 21:06don't drink every day. But when I do
  603. 21:08drink it, we're drinking, you know, and
  604. 21:10that's a problem. That's a problem I've
  605. 21:12had
  606. 21:13>> throughout my life, but definitely since
  607. 21:15I laid the gloves down. I always drink
  608. 21:17to celebrate to
  609. 21:21at social gatherings, at parties, at,
  610. 21:25you know, events after fights. You know,
  611. 21:27I drink and have a good time. But when I
  612. 21:30laid the gloves down, I realized I was
  613. 21:31drinking to process emotion. I wasn't
  614. 21:33drinking to socialize. I wasn't drinking
  615. 21:35to
  616. 21:37to celebrate. I was drinking to
  617. 21:41to fight the feelings in my head. I was
  618. 21:43trying to process emotion with drinking
  619. 21:46to get away, to run away from it, which
  620. 21:47is a coward's move. And uh
  621. 21:52>> yeah, but I wasn't drinking every day.
  622. 21:53>> Okay.
  623. 21:54>> Every weekend, every other weekend, you
  624. 21:56know, but still, now that I'm going back
  625. 21:58to therapy, um I always said I'm not an
  626. 22:00alcoholic. Alcoholic is somebody who if
  627. 22:03they stop drinking, they start shaking.
  628. 22:04They need a drink every day. I go weeks
  629. 22:07without drinking, no problem. Uh, but it
  630. 22:10is a form of alcoholism, uh, alcohol use
  631. 22:13disorder. Once it once it gets in my
  632. 22:15body and I get that dopamine hit, I I
  633. 22:18just can't stop. I want more. I want to
  634. 22:19feel good. I want more. And, uh,
  635. 22:23that's just a problem I have. Not
  636. 22:24everybody has that. I have My wife is
  637. 22:26somebody who can drink a one glass of
  638. 22:27wine and put it down. If I open a bottle
  639. 22:30of wine and have a glass, we're
  640. 22:31finishing the bottle and I'm probably
  641. 22:32opening another one. That's my problem.
  642. 22:35Not everybody has that. I have good
  643. 22:38friends who are close to me who can have
  644. 22:40two drinks and put it down and walk away
  645. 22:42and they're good. When I start, man,
  646. 22:45we're going to the to the championship
  647. 22:47rounds.
  648. 22:48>> And and and something that we've learned
  649. 22:50in all of this is this this is in your
  650. 22:52family, right? You've talked about your
  651. 22:54your father dealing with alcoholism as
  652. 22:56well. So, uh this was something that is
  653. 22:58perhaps in your DNA.
  654. 23:01Yeah, I uh
  655. 23:04I'm not sure if alcoholism is passed
  656. 23:07down through genes. I don't know. But my
  657. 23:09father's definitely an alcoholic.
  658. 23:11>> Could you tell us how is he doing? Do
  659. 23:13you have an update on him?
  660. 23:15>> Uh he's
  661. 23:18he's homeless, man. He gets a social
  662. 23:20security check and and lives at a hotel
  663. 23:22for a couple days, gamles, goes to the
  664. 23:24bar. When the money runs out, he's back
  665. 23:26on the street until the next social
  666. 23:28security check.
  667. 23:30How long has that been the case?
  668. 23:33>> Well, months, months, months
  669. 23:36>> and and your relationship with him, how
  670. 23:38would you describe it?
  671. 23:40>> I mean, I haven't spoke to him in
  672. 23:41probably
  673. 23:45uh I don't even know, man. Maybe eight
  674. 23:47months. Seven, six, seven, eight months.
  675. 23:49I don't know.
  676. 23:50>> Okay. But but there was a time where you
  677. 23:52guys had a a pretty healthy
  678. 23:54relationship. Was there ever a time? you
  679. 23:57know, I've lived with him throughout my
  680. 23:59life at different times. And even before
  681. 24:02he was homeless, uh, you know, he
  682. 24:04doesn't have a cell, he doesn't have a
  683. 24:05phone anymore, but we would talk once a
  684. 24:08week. You know, he would call me once a
  685. 24:09week, once every other week, you know,
  686. 24:11we we talked pretty often, probably
  687. 24:13every week.
  688. 24:14>> Did your parents get divorced when you
  689. 24:15were young?
  690. 24:18>> Yeah. Yeah. Okay. When I was really
  691. 24:19young.
  692. 24:20>> Okay. Um, but you maintained a
  693. 24:22relationship with him. Um, but only
  694. 24:23would you say only in the last eight or
  695. 24:25so months has it gotten, you know, bad
  696. 24:28to this point to where you don't have
  697. 24:29communication with him?
  698. 24:31>> Yeah.
  699. 24:34Only this since he's been homeless and
  700. 24:37since, you know, he's been living on the
  701. 24:39street and doing what he's doing. That's
  702. 24:41that's whenever uh communication
  703. 24:44stop. It stopped a little bit before
  704. 24:45that and then I heard from him the day
  705. 24:47he got evicted from his apartment
  706. 24:51and uh put him in a hotel for a little
  707. 24:53while, but he doesn't want to help
  708. 24:55himself, man.
  709. 24:56>> Is this I would buy him a house if he
  710. 24:59was willing to get sober. I would buy
  711. 25:00him a house, you know, and and put him
  712. 25:02up, but if he's not going to sober up,
  713. 25:03I'm not going to do it.
  714. 25:04>> Right. And I'm assuming you've told them
  715. 25:06this. He he's he's older and he's at the
  716. 25:09point where he's like ch ch ch ch ch ch
  717. 25:10ch ch ch ch ch ch ch ch ch ch ch ch ch
  718. 25:10ch ch ch ch ch ch ch ch ch ch ch ch ch
  719. 25:10ch ch ch ch ch ch ch ch choosing alcohol
  720. 25:11over which he has done in the past, you
  721. 25:14know, ruined ruin marriages, ruined
  722. 25:16friendships, ruined relationships with
  723. 25:18his family. He has grandkids, great
  724. 25:21grandkids that he's never met uh because
  725. 25:24of alcohol. And uh it just sucks, man.
  726. 25:29And that sentiment of buying him the
  727. 25:31house, being willing to buy him the
  728. 25:32house. I'm assuming you've told him
  729. 25:33this.
  730. 25:39>> I haven't been able to speak to him.
  731. 25:40>> Okay. I I mean, I
  732. 25:41>> My my sister my sister No, my sister
  733. 25:43went out and found him
  734. 25:46and spoke to him and uh told him that we
  735. 25:50were willing to help him out, but he
  736. 25:52doesn't, you know, he doesn't want he
  737. 25:53wants to, you know, he wants to drink
  738. 25:54until he dies. That's just, you know,
  739. 25:56how alcoholics are stubborn and
  740. 26:00he that's his choice, man. But I'm not
  741. 26:03going to let it affect my family and I
  742. 26:04can't let it affect my family,
  743. 26:06>> right?
  744. 26:07>> I have to protect me and and my
  745. 26:10household and not not mimic and mirror
  746. 26:14the bad decisions he made in his life.
  747. 26:15And that's why that's what I meant when
  748. 26:16I say it stops with me. You know, my son
  749. 26:18Kingston will never
  750. 26:20remember me being intoxicated, never
  751. 26:23remember me saying things I didn't mean
  752. 26:24or do doing things I didn't mean to do
  753. 26:27or because of alcohol, you know. So, it
  754. 26:29just it stops here.
  755. 26:31>> And do do you know like how far is he
  756. 26:33from you? Is he in the same town? Is he
  757. 26:37>> No, he's uh
  758. 26:39maybe 30 30 40 minutes away from you.
  759. 26:43>> Okay. But in the same state?
  760. 26:45>> Same state. Yeah. He lives in Louisiana.
  761. 26:47>> And I'm not asking this question to try
  762. 26:49to make you give any excuses, but there
  763. 26:52does seem to be a direct correlation
  764. 26:54between that sentiment and it being
  765. 26:56Father's Day when this all happened,
  766. 26:57right?
  767. 26:59>> Yeah. It was just heavy on my mind.
  768. 27:00Yeah.
  769. 27:01>> You know, that
  770. 27:02>> that was one of the first Father's Day
  771. 27:05and I just had, you know, my son was
  772. 27:09still pretty fresh and uh not talking to
  773. 27:12my father was the first Father's Day. I
  774. 27:13haven't talked to him in in in years.
  775. 27:15you know, it just kind of and I was
  776. 27:16traveling. It just kind of hit me, you
  777. 27:17know, and I chose I made wrong
  778. 27:20decisions.
  779. 27:21>> One thing that I just wanted to get
  780. 27:22clarity on cuz it was reported, but I I
  781. 27:25feel like the reporting might have been
  782. 27:26off. You were on the flight and then
  783. 27:28they took you off the flight. Is that
  784. 27:30And was there a reason why they took you
  785. 27:32off?
  786. 27:33>> No, I got into it with the desk agents.
  787. 27:35Uh uh it's kind of blurry to me
  788. 27:37honestly, but I don't think I ever got
  789. 27:39on the flight. Oh,
  790. 27:40>> okay. Okay. that. So that's what I saw
  791. 27:42being reported that you were sitting on
  792. 27:43the flight and they took you off
  793. 27:46>> and that could that I don't remember
  794. 27:48being on the plane. I remember getting
  795. 27:50to getting, you know, it's kind of like
  796. 27:53pieces come back.
  797. 27:54>> Yeah.
  798. 27:54>> After days of it, you know, and uh I got
  799. 27:58into it with the desk agents. They
  800. 28:00called the police and then I got into it
  801. 28:02with the police. I never
  802. 28:04>> I don't remember walking down the the
  803. 28:05bridge way to the aircraft. And then,
  804. 28:07you know, there was a moment. It's a
  805. 28:09short clip, by the way. Have you seen
  806. 28:11the clip?
  807. 28:13>> I've seen
  808. 28:15the the clip since I got back on
  809. 28:17Instagram. I'm tagged and stuff. So, I
  810. 28:18I've seen a good bit of it. And even
  811. 28:20before I got back on Instagram, piecing
  812. 28:23it together between what my wife was
  813. 28:24telling me and what my buddy I work out
  814. 28:25with was telling me, uh, I pretty much
  815. 28:29could piece it together and know know
  816. 28:31the extent of the video. C. Could you
  817. 28:34describe what that feels like seeing
  818. 28:36yourself like that?
  819. 28:40>> It's It's not good, Ariel.
  820. 28:41>> Yeah,
  821. 28:42>> it's not good.
  822. 28:44>> The ending though where you give sort of
  823. 28:46props to the police officer is like a is
  824. 28:48is a wild twist from how the clip
  825. 28:50starts. And I know you say it's hazy,
  826. 28:53but why did you feel the need in that
  827. 28:55moment? Do you recall to say like, "Hey
  828. 28:56man, you did a good job in the end."
  829. 29:00Maybe
  830. 29:02my head cleared up a little bit and I
  831. 29:04realized
  832. 29:06the situation and how bad it could have
  833. 29:08been. I'm not sure.
  834. 29:10>> It did seem like a how good of a job the
  835. 29:12police officer did. You know, it could
  836. 29:14have been bad.
  837. 29:16>> It seemed like he was remarkably calm in
  838. 29:19the situation.
  839. 29:21>> For sure. Very, very I know. He did an
  840. 29:24incredible job, man.
  841. 29:25I think you said that you were trying to
  842. 29:28find him, to thank him, to talk to him.
  843. 29:30Have you ever found him?
  844. 29:33>> The the police department out there that
  845. 29:36he works for, their PR team reached out
  846. 29:39to
  847. 29:40my agent and uh yesterday I spoke to a
  848. 29:43lawyer out in Atlanta who's dealing with
  849. 29:45my case and he's getting in touch with
  850. 29:48the police officer as well. But I told
  851. 29:50him like if he doesn't want to talk on
  852. 29:52the phone, can I send him a message? Can
  853. 29:54I write him a letter, give me an
  854. 29:55address, I'll send it to the police
  855. 29:57department, something. Just I just want
  856. 29:58to thank him and and tell him how good
  857. 30:00of a job he did, man. Cuz like like I
  858. 30:02said, bro, this could have been really
  859. 30:03bad,
  860. 30:04>> right?
  861. 30:04>> In the mindset I was in,
  862. 30:06>> no telling how bad it could have been.
  863. 30:08>> And so, can you tell us where does this
  864. 30:10stand right now from a legal standpoint?
  865. 30:12What are you dealing with
  866. 30:16>> with uh
  867. 30:18a misdemeanor charge, public
  868. 30:20intoxication?
  869. 30:21>> Okay.
  870. 30:22And and what's at stake there? Like what
  871. 30:25what could you be facing?
  872. 30:28>> I mean, at worst, potential jail time. I
  873. 30:31don't think it's going to go that far.
  874. 30:32Maybe a fine. But the lawyer I'm talking
  875. 30:35to, uh, the day I got back, my wife
  876. 30:39already booked me a therapy session for
  877. 30:41the day after I got back. The first day,
  878. 30:43my first full day home, I was back in
  879. 30:46therapy and trying to pull things
  880. 30:47together. So, um, the lawyer I'm talking
  881. 30:50to says, you know, this could be
  882. 30:52completely
  883. 30:54washed if I do the right thing. So,
  884. 30:56we'll see, man. Time will tell.
  885. 30:58>> Okay.
  886. 30:58>> But I did it and whatever happens out of
  887. 31:00it, I have to walk the walk and face the
  888. 31:02consequences.
  889. 31:04>> In in Sean's uh post tweet, he he has
  890. 31:08brought to light, you know, the Bud
  891. 31:09Light situation. Um, what what could you
  892. 31:12tell us about that? Where do things
  893. 31:13stand between you and Bud Light? No,
  894. 31:16they terminated my contract immediately.
  895. 31:18Oh,
  896. 31:20>> I'm sorry to hear that.
  897. 31:22>> No, it's all good, man. I don't need
  898. 31:23that [ __ ] poison in my life.
  899. 31:26>> So, you feel you feel at peace with it?
  900. 31:29I mean, it sucks that my family loses
  901. 31:30out on the money I had left on the deal
  902. 31:32with them, which is a few hundred,000.
  903. 31:35But,
  904. 31:38but also, if I'm representing something
  905. 31:40that I'm not going to be if I'm
  906. 31:43advertising something I'm not going to
  907. 31:44be taking part in and promoting stuff
  908. 31:46that, you know, it's just it is what it
  909. 31:49is.
  910. 31:49>> Sure. You you don't want to be you don't
  911. 31:51want to be sitting here saying I don't
  912. 31:52drink and then being in a commercial for
  913. 31:54something that you're not using
  914. 31:56basically,
  915. 31:57>> right? Right. And I don't have a problem
  916. 31:58with people. There's plenty of people
  917. 32:00out there who do drink responsibly. I'm
  918. 32:02not one. I'm not one. So, if you can
  919. 32:05drink responsibly, have fun. Drink a Bud
  920. 32:07Light. Drink a whatever the hell you
  921. 32:08want. Be responsible. Have a good time.
  922. 32:10I'm not that person.
  923. 32:11>> Sure. And And what about your other
  924. 32:13sponsors?
  925. 32:16>> Um, so far everybody's been pretty
  926. 32:18supportive. Amazing.
  927. 32:19>> You know, these other companies, these
  928. 32:20other companies I work with, I've been
  929. 32:22working with for years, for years and
  930. 32:24years and years. And they know my
  931. 32:26character. They've been around me in
  932. 32:27person and it was just a really bad day,
  933. 32:30man.
  934. 32:30>> Yeah. Um, one last thing on that
  935. 32:32particular day. I I I just be remiss
  936. 32:34we're focusing on the alcohol, but you
  937. 32:36know, obviously on camera you did say a
  938. 32:38slur, sort of a you know, in in a I
  939. 32:41guess it was a banter kind of way, but
  940. 32:43now it's being used as such, but that
  941. 32:45was brought to light as well. Um,
  942. 32:48>> what what are you talking about? Say it.
  943. 32:50>> Well, I I don't I don't I don't want to
  944. 32:51say it. I don't uh I don't use that
  945. 32:53word, but uh it see
  946. 32:55>> if you don't say it, I'm not going to
  947. 32:56know what you're talking about.
  948. 32:57>> I know. I know. Um I just want to know
  949. 33:00if you've seen the reaction to that as
  950. 33:02well because again, there's a lot of
  951. 33:04videos that are being made now. You
  952. 33:06know, Bobby Green weighing in on it. DC,
  953. 33:08I don't know if you've seen any of this
  954. 33:09stuff where they're like, "Yeah, you you
  955. 33:11know, you know how the internet is.
  956. 33:12You're good. You're you're you're you're
  957. 33:14okay." You know, this type of thing. And
  958. 33:15usually that doesn't happen uh in these
  959. 33:17cases.
  960. 33:20Uh
  961. 33:22yeah, that's
  962. 33:25to find the right words to to talk about
  963. 33:27that. I'm trying to. Man,
  964. 33:29>> it's a tricky one. So am I, by the way,
  965. 33:30just for the record.
  966. 33:31>> Yeah, I know. That's that's why I
  967. 33:33pressed you to the fire just now.
  968. 33:34>> I appreciate it.
  969. 33:35>> You know, I got to keep you honest like
  970. 33:37you're keeping me like you're keeping
  971. 33:38me.
  972. 33:39>> That's fine. I'll take it.
  973. 33:41You know, I uh
  974. 33:47growing up where I grew up when I was a
  975. 33:50kid,
  976. 33:53you know, speaking like that was was a
  977. 33:55normal thing where I come from, where I
  978. 33:57grew up, the people I grew up with. Um,
  979. 33:59and I don't talk like that. My
  980. 34:00daughter's never really heard me talk
  981. 34:02like that. But just in the moment,
  982. 34:05drunk, I go back to these dark, you
  983. 34:07know, these dark times and and uh
  984. 34:11Yeah. And I I apologize, ma'am.
  985. 34:16I think that says it all.
  986. 34:18>> I shouldn't have said what I said, and I
  987. 34:21didn't mean it
  988. 34:23in a racist way at all, but that doesn't
  989. 34:26matter. That's not something that should
  990. 34:27be said ever. You know,
  991. 34:30>> when all this happened, did you think
  992. 34:31that you would be out doing shows and
  993. 34:34and and working again this quickly, or
  994. 34:37were you afraid? Oh man, you know, I'm
  995. 34:40doing I know you how much you love the
  996. 34:41TV stuff. Were you afraid that it would
  997. 34:43take six, seven, eight months to get
  998. 34:44back? Because it seems like, you know,
  999. 34:47seeing you there yesterday, that made me
  1000. 34:49really happy.
  1001. 34:50>> It made me happy, too, man. And it made
  1002. 34:52me feel like things in my life were
  1003. 34:56trending towards being normal again, you
  1004. 34:58know? It made me feel good leaving the
  1005. 35:00show, you know, being stuck in the
  1006. 35:02airport, missing flights, driving 6 and
  1007. 35:041/2 hours home. After the show, I wasn't
  1008. 35:06even that mad, man. I was just happy to
  1009. 35:08be back working. My immediately my
  1010. 35:12immediate thought after the whole
  1011. 35:14incident was, you know, I just ruined
  1012. 35:17everything I've been working on post
  1013. 35:19post fighting, you know, I wanted to be
  1014. 35:21on the on TV. I wanted to be on the
  1015. 35:23desk. I wanted to be connected to the
  1016. 35:24sport that's given me everything I have.
  1017. 35:27And I just threw it all away, you know,
  1018. 35:30because of emotion, because of my mind
  1019. 35:33frame that day. You know, it it it's
  1020. 35:36scary, man. You know, you can work your
  1021. 35:37whole life and then one bad day can can
  1022. 35:40ruin everything. Thankfully for me, it
  1023. 35:42hasn't yet. I've lost a decent amount of
  1024. 35:45money with with Bud Light sponsor
  1025. 35:47falling off and you know, I had to get
  1026. 35:49off the desk and get off the show for a
  1027. 35:51while. Um, and CBS was figuring things
  1028. 35:54out.
  1029. 35:57But I I hope I hope I'm back. We'll see,
  1030. 35:59man. Time will tell.
  1031. 36:01But
  1032. 36:01>> whatever happens, I brought it on to
  1033. 36:03myself. You know what I mean? like
  1034. 36:06I I can face the consequences, the good
  1035. 36:09and the bad for things that I do. I've
  1036. 36:11always been accountable. And I'm sorry,
  1037. 36:13man. You know, to the people who who
  1038. 36:17had to see that, the people who
  1039. 36:20I let down, you know, that's not who I
  1040. 36:22am. Anybody who really knows me knows
  1041. 36:24who I am. And uh it was just a really
  1042. 36:27bad bad time in my life. And I think
  1043. 36:30that's the the I don't know the greatest
  1044. 36:32byproduct in all of this is like you
  1045. 36:34have shown us maybe as much if not more
  1046. 36:36than any fighter like who you are over
  1047. 36:38the years. And that's why like even on
  1048. 36:40this show when it happened while we were
  1049. 36:42on the air I'm like I know that's that
  1050. 36:44you have also told us about the past
  1051. 36:46year and you were foreshadowing a little
  1052. 36:49bit and that's what was heartbreaking
  1053. 36:50about it. But we know that you have a
  1054. 36:52heart of gold. We know what you do for
  1055. 36:53the community. We know about the good
  1056. 36:55fight foundation. Like you are not that
  1057. 36:56guy. You are not a bad person. And so I
  1058. 36:58don't I'm happy to see that the the
  1059. 37:00reaction hasn't been otherwise that the
  1060. 37:02you know the internet and the world
  1061. 37:03hasn't turned on you even though you
  1062. 37:05made a mistake.
  1063. 37:06>> I'm sure some people have but I feel
  1064. 37:09like majority
  1065. 37:10>> I haven't felt it. I haven't seen it.
  1066. 37:12>> Majority of the people who follow my
  1067. 37:14career and know who I am
  1068. 37:17uh they reached out and and you know
  1069. 37:20like like we talked about it's a lot of
  1070. 37:22support man but life goes on. you know,
  1071. 37:24this this week is packing backpacks for
  1072. 37:27the for the school supply pickup. Next
  1073. 37:29week with the Good Fight Foundation, and
  1074. 37:32life life continues, you know, um lots
  1075. 37:35more good ahead of me than than bad for
  1076. 37:38sure.
  1077. 37:38>> I love that back to school uh drive that
  1078. 37:41you guys do and and I was actually
  1079. 37:42thinking about that as school is
  1080. 37:43resuming soon. I remember you saying
  1081. 37:46when you retired like, "Hey, you were
  1082. 37:47worried a little bit about the
  1083. 37:48foundation because you couldn't auction
  1084. 37:49off your gloves and shorts anymore. You
  1085. 37:51don't have that vehicle." And so how has
  1086. 37:54it been? How have you tried to offset
  1087. 37:56that now that you don't have those
  1088. 37:57things, those items that you can auction
  1089. 37:59off for the charity?
  1090. 38:01>> Um crowdfunding, us talking about the
  1091. 38:03goals, trying to raise money. Also later
  1092. 38:06on this year, we have a gayla planned.
  1093. 38:08Uh you're invited if you want to come.
  1094. 38:10I'll send you a personal invite.
  1095. 38:12>> Thank you.
  1096. 38:12>> Um in in Lafayette, Louisiana, it's our
  1097. 38:15first gayla. We're going to be
  1098. 38:16auctioning things off,
  1099. 38:18showing the community and people around
  1100. 38:20here in Lafayette, other business owners
  1101. 38:21what we've done in Lafayette, Louisiana,
  1102. 38:24and elsewhere. Um, and we're going to
  1103. 38:27raise money through that our first
  1104. 38:28gayla. Hopefully, it's it's a success
  1105. 38:31and we're just going to keep it moving,
  1106. 38:32you know.
  1107. 38:33>> Um, I'll let you go in a moment. Uh just
  1108. 38:35curious, you you I think are lucky to be
  1109. 38:38working for an organization that has
  1110. 38:40dealt with issues like this, you know,
  1111. 38:42including at the very top of the
  1112. 38:43organization and said like, hey, like
  1113. 38:45this shouldn't define you. And so I
  1114. 38:47would assume the UFC brass have shown
  1115. 38:49you support in the aftermath of this.
  1116. 38:52I mean,
  1117. 38:54literally one day after the
  1118. 38:57arrest and all that happened, Hunter
  1119. 38:59Campbell with the UFC reached out to me
  1120. 39:02and and asked me what he can do that the
  1121. 39:04UFC's got my back. Anything they can do,
  1122. 39:06anything I need help with, let them know
  1123. 39:08and they're all in. So, no, the UFC, the
  1124. 39:10company immediately reached out to me
  1125. 39:13and had my back.
  1126. 39:14>> Okay. I'm sure that felt amazing.
  1127. 39:17>> Yeah. I I believe his exact words were
  1128. 39:20something on the line of I can't let
  1129. 39:22somebody who fought for this company for
  1130. 39:24over 15 years
  1131. 39:27try to handle all this on his own or
  1132. 39:28something like we we have your back. Let
  1133. 39:30us know what you need from us.
  1134. 39:31>> Wow, that's amazing. Um, have you heard
  1135. 39:33from Dana?
  1136. 39:35>> No, I haven't heard from Dana. Hunter
  1137. 39:37Hunter is the one that reached out.
  1138. 39:38>> Okay. Um, kudos to him for doing that.
  1139. 39:41And I'm assuming you were going to be at
  1140. 39:42329 just because you have a history with
  1141. 39:44Max and Connor and I've heard what you
  1142. 39:46said and I'm not trying to relitigate
  1143. 39:47the whole history between you and
  1144. 39:49Connor, but I'm I'm I'm just wondering,
  1145. 39:51do you think on a fight topic?
  1146. 39:54>> Go ahead.
  1147. 39:54>> I was actually supposed to work the the
  1148. 39:56desk um that weekend. They offered me
  1149. 39:59the show, but I just spent a week in uh
  1150. 40:02in Florida on vacation with my family,
  1151. 40:04so I had to turn that down. So, but they
  1152. 40:06did offer me that that show. But this
  1153. 40:08was before the the arrest, though, so I
  1154. 40:09don't know.
  1155. 40:10>> Yeah. No, I mean you would have been the
  1156. 40:11perfect guy uh to be on that show, but I
  1157. 40:13was happy you kind of stayed away. Was
  1158. 40:15it hard for you to watch it like all the
  1159. 40:16hoopla? Did you want to be there or were
  1160. 40:18you happy to be home?
  1161. 40:20>> No, I was happy to be with my family.
  1162. 40:22But yeah, you're right. Like I I fought
  1163. 40:24the main event guys a total of six
  1164. 40:27times. You know, I have three fights
  1165. 40:28with Max, three fights with Connor. I
  1166. 40:30can speak about both guys and their
  1167. 40:33fighting styles and things they're good
  1168. 40:34and bad at. So, I would have been a a
  1169. 40:37good one on the desk for that one. But
  1170. 40:39no, I got to watch with my family on
  1171. 40:40vacation, so it was nice.
  1172. 40:42>> That's the wild thing. And and and I'm
  1173. 40:43not trying to pull you back, but like
  1174. 40:45Gachi, Connor, Max, like the top dudes
  1175. 40:48at 155 are all guys that you've beaten,
  1176. 40:51that you have history with. And I think
  1177. 40:53I don't know if that plays tricks on
  1178. 40:55your minds. Like, look at these guys.
  1179. 40:57They're they're they're doing
  1180. 40:58incredible. I could be there. I should
  1181. 41:00be there. Do you think that way?
  1182. 41:03>> I think subliminally part of me does.
  1183. 41:06Um,
  1184. 41:09but that's just it, man. I I'm I'm that
  1185. 41:11that the fighting part. I'm done. I'm
  1186. 41:14done. You know, I have to let it go.
  1187. 41:17>> Does Connor come back in your mind?
  1188. 41:20>> Bro, if he I I was talking about it
  1189. 41:22yesterday. I saw that he said it was a
  1190. 41:24meniscus and ACL. He didn't say the
  1191. 41:26severity the severity of it. He didn't
  1192. 41:27say if it was a complete tear, the ACL,
  1193. 41:30what kind of tear of the meniscus, you
  1194. 41:31know, cuz I have torn meniscus. If it's
  1195. 41:33a certain kind of tear, you have to have
  1196. 41:34surgery or your knee keeps locking up.
  1197. 41:36You know, if it's a bucket tear, the the
  1198. 41:39cartilage folds over and gets caught.
  1199. 41:41So, and if it's a complete ACL tear, you
  1200. 41:44know, that's going to be 9 10 a 10
  1201. 41:46months, a year out after just taking 5
  1202. 41:49years away. Uh it's it's tough to say. I
  1203. 41:51don't know the extent of the injuries,
  1204. 41:53but if he has to take another complete
  1205. 41:55year off, dude, at my at his age,
  1206. 41:59it's going to be tough to come back and
  1207. 42:00and win. I think he tries. I think he
  1208. 42:03tries to come back, right? Do you get
  1209. 42:05that impression as well?
  1210. 42:08>> He could, man. Yeah, he could.
  1211. 42:11>> Have you heard from Michael Chandler?
  1212. 42:15>> No.
  1213. 42:15>> That one went crazy.
  1214. 42:19>> What's that?
  1215. 42:19>> When you said, "Dude, what are you
  1216. 42:20doing? It's time to retire."
  1217. 42:22>> I mean, dude, am I the only one asking
  1218. 42:24this question? I I hope he goes on a 10
  1219. 42:26fight win streak, bro. Yeah,
  1220. 42:28>> but I mean if if you're getting hurt and
  1221. 42:30beat up by 50 fibers,
  1222. 42:32>> what do you think's going to happen with
  1223. 42:33these bigger guys?
  1224. 42:36>> No, 100%. It's just that, you know,
  1225. 42:37that's what's going to make you into a
  1226. 42:39great analyst, you being able to say
  1227. 42:40these things. And sometimes they're
  1228. 42:42>> at at some point of somebody's fighting
  1229. 42:44career, you have to look in the mirror
  1230. 42:45and say, "What am I fighting for?" Is he
  1231. 42:47absolutely is he head over heels in love
  1232. 42:49with the fight game to where
  1233. 42:52the damage the repercussions of going in
  1234. 42:55there against the best guys in the world
  1235. 42:57don't matter? You know, cuz cuz it's all
  1236. 42:59about the fight. Is he still trying to
  1237. 43:01be the world champion? Does he think he
  1238. 43:03can honestly look in the mirror? You
  1239. 43:05know, it's like what are you fighting
  1240. 43:06for, right?
  1241. 43:07>> He's been fighting a long time, taking a
  1242. 43:09lot of damage.
  1243. 43:11>> As we age, we don't get quicker. We
  1244. 43:12don't get more athletic. Our reflexes
  1245. 43:14don't get better, you know?
  1246. 43:16It's just like,
  1247. 43:19and this isn't like I'm not trying to
  1248. 43:20poke at him or be an [ __ ] here. I
  1249. 43:23just like, what's the reason?
  1250. 43:26>> It could just be the paycheck.
  1251. 43:28>> Well, that's not, you know,
  1252. 43:32this is a job, but it's it's a different
  1253. 43:33kind of job, man. If you're just showing
  1254. 43:35up for a paycheck,
  1255. 43:37he's got kids and a wife and people who
  1256. 43:39love him, you know. Um,
  1257. 43:43that's why I laid the gloves out. I
  1258. 43:45didn't want to be a paycheck guy. I made
  1259. 43:46enough. I'm sure Chandler has made
  1260. 43:48enough money as well. I made enough
  1261. 43:49money fighting. I don't want to show up
  1262. 43:51to get in these wars and just collect a
  1263. 43:53check. If I'm fighting, it's to be the
  1264. 43:54best. And it always was that to be the
  1265. 43:57absolute best, to be the world champion.
  1266. 43:58Whenever I felt like that was out of my
  1267. 44:01grasp or wasn't a reality, then I made
  1268. 44:04the decision to lay the gloves down.
  1269. 44:07>> Last one. Last fight one. What was Ben
  1270. 44:09Saint thinking?
  1271. 44:11you know, he's
  1272. 44:14been reckless before,
  1273. 44:16put himself in bad positions before, and
  1274. 44:19sometimes he breaks guys just being that
  1275. 44:21hard nose, overwhelming them, uh, he
  1276. 44:24finds a way to to to do that and
  1277. 44:27overwhelm guys and and get his hand
  1278. 44:28raised. But also, when you're fighting a
  1279. 44:32guy like Patty, who's a great grappler,
  1280. 44:34who one mistake, it's no getting out of
  1281. 44:38it. You know, it's game, set, match. Uh,
  1282. 44:42you can't do that. You have to be a
  1283. 44:43little bit smarter. And, uh, we we I
  1284. 44:46picked Patty. I thought Patty was going
  1285. 44:48to win.
  1286. 44:48>> Wow. Okay. All right. You know, balls.
  1287. 44:50>> I told my buddies to bet on him. He was
  1288. 44:51the underdog. I was like, "Dude, Patty's
  1289. 44:53probably going to win this fight."
  1290. 44:54>> Wow. Okay. Interesting. Uh, and that's
  1291. 44:57why you are one of the best in the game.
  1292. 44:58And by the way, I like the new tattoo
  1293. 45:00right there. I see it. That's new,
  1294. 45:01right, Kingston?
  1295. 45:03>> I've been having it I don't know how
  1296. 45:04long. Maybe a few months.
  1297. 45:06>> Okay. All right. Well, it's been a
  1298. 45:07minute. It's been a minute. Um, uh,
  1299. 45:09great to see you, Dustin. Smiling in
  1300. 45:10good spirits, in good health. 28 days, I
  1301. 45:13believe. We're at 28 days.
  1302. 45:15>> 28 might have been yesterday. I think I
  1303. 45:16might I'd have to check check my my
  1304. 45:19account, my day, the sober app. Uh, 29
  1305. 45:22maybe.
  1306. 45:23>> Hell yeah. All right. Well, keep going,
  1307. 45:25man. Uh, we're sending you all the love
  1308. 45:26and support in the world. Uh, well done.
  1309. 45:29And, uh, I think a lot of people are
  1310. 45:30learning from you. You you you you hit
  1311. 45:32a, you know, a low moment, but you're
  1312. 45:34climbing back up. You're not hiding.
  1313. 45:36you're taking accountability and uh
  1314. 45:38you've shown us already who you are. So
  1315. 45:39to me that was that was a blip on the
  1316. 45:41radar. That wasn't Dustin Pier, the one
  1317. 45:43that I know for so many years. So much
  1318. 45:45love to you and your family and uh we're
  1319. 45:47always here for you if you need
  1320. 45:48anything. And maybe maybe we'll finally
  1321. 45:50make our debut in Lafayette later this
  1322. 45:52year. DC doesn't invite me. So at least
  1323. 45:54the king of Lafayette when that's
  1324. 45:57>> he'll invite you to Gilroy.
  1325. 45:59>> That's right. He has done that. He has
  1326. 46:00done that.
  1327. 46:01>> There you go. There you go.
  1328. 46:03>> Thank you, Dustin. Much love to you,
  1329. 46:04man. I really appreciate you coming on
  1330. 46:05and talking about this. I know it's not
  1331. 46:07fun, but I really do appreciate it.
  1332. 46:09>> It's all good, man. A lot of things
  1333. 46:11aren't fun, but need to happen. And I
  1334. 46:13appreciate you uh reaching out these
  1335. 46:15past few weeks and checking in on me,
  1336. 46:17bro. I'm good. My family's good. Life is
  1337. 46:19good. Another lesson learned, man. Add
  1338. 46:21it to the long book that I'm writing.
  1339. 46:24>> Thank you, Dustin. Much love. Keep it
  1340. 46:26up.
  1341. 46:27>> Thank you, bro. Yes, sir.
  1342. 46:28>> There he is. The great Dustin Porier. So
  1343. 46:30great to see him smile. So great to see
  1344. 46:32him in good spirits. uh really
  1345. 46:34appreciate him coming on and uh yeah um
  1346. 46:38you know those are uh those are tough
  1347. 46:40questions. Those are tough things to
  1348. 46:41talk about. Those are tough memories and
  1349. 46:43incidents uh to relive and um I really
  1350. 46:48do uh I really do appreciate him coming
  1351. 46:50on. Thanks for watching this video.
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